I'm so tired of these tears... I don't understand why i keep getting hurt like this, Why am i always the one doing the fighting.... Why wont anyone for once fight for me.
Before you blow up at me i am talking emotionally... Physically i fight in the name of everyone and am so proud to do so but the woman who i love so is killing me inside.
I care for people but this person was suppost to be one of the closest people in my life... She swore she'd never hurt me.... But i am sitting here with tears that are rolling down my face.
WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? have i done something so horrible? is it because i am not close enough?
i swear if i could spend every morning next to you i would but insted i get an e-mail that drills into my heart ... or whats left of it telling me that he is the type you want....
the bad boy with the gentleman side... I thought you said it was me you wanted????
What did i do to deserve this?... i swear if there was something i said i'd take it back, if there was something i did to ruin this let me fix it i swear it i would.
Don't let me break like this please i beg you. Don't leave me in these pieces....
