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Booty Call Application
application Position *Booty Call* Name___________________ Age___ Phone_______ Occupation_____________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ other____As much as possible____and as often How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ Other___ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Breath Very Heavy Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? Other__ List three positions u like: 1.____________________ 2.____________________ 3.____________________ What is your preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fas
Say Goodbye
Baby come here and sit down, let's talk I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by Saying that I love you, But you know, this thing ain't been No walk in the park for us I swear it'll only take a minute You'll understand when I finish, yeah And I don't wanna see you cry But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so [HOOK] How do you let it go? When you, You just don't know? What's on, The other side of the door When you're walking out, talk about it Everything I tried to remember to say Just went out my head So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand [CHORUS] There's never a right time to say goodbye But I gotta make the first move 'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you Girl it's not you, it's me I kinda gotta figure out what i need (oh) There's never a right time to say goodbye But we know that we gotta go Our separate ways And I know it's hard but I gotta do it, And it's killing
Let Me Itroduce Myself
I can thank giddyiguana for the invite and telling me about this site. So let make it short and sweet.:P lol. I am a hyper active assisstant manager Lids! I love to meet new people and love to have fun. So this is my first blog! Told ya it would be short and sweet:D
You Feel Like You Don't Fit In 8% Of The Time You have no trouble fitting in and being an active participant in this world. Like everyone you experience the valleys in life, but you take them in stride. You are what they call "well-adjusted". Bravo.Do You Have a Place in This World?Create Your Own Quiz
You Tell Me....
Does a lady really need to be nude in front of the camera to be sexy or does she just need to show enough to make ones mind wonder....?I think a true lady would save herself for that one man that will make all her dreams a reality...Please tell me what you think...
Styx Live
A family is a place where minds come in contact with one another. If these minds love one another the home will be as beautiful as a flower garden. But if these minds get out of harmony with one another it is like a storm that plays havoc with the garden.
Veterans Day Thoughts
Thanks to all who serve us! WHO IS A VET? He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers didn't run out of fuel. He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel. She (or he) is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two solid years in Da Nang. He is the POW who went away one person and came back another -- or didn't come back AT ALL. He is the Parris Island drill instructor who has never seen combat -- but has saved countless lives by turning slouchy, no-account rednecks and gang members into Marines, and teaching them to watch each other's backs. He is the parade-riding Legionnaire who pins on his ribbons and medals with a prosthetic hand. He is the career quartermaster who watches
Beautiful Days Chapter 9
BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER NINE THE PAINFUL BALLAD OF SOPHIE FIGGIS. "I found out the truth ten years ago. My father was a doctor, but of course you know this already. He started having visions. Visions of a life in which he did not recognize but knew to be true in some way. He was awakened. But it all came about on a call my father had at the 1800 building. The apartments that house the elderly. There was a Native American man who was suffering from what appeared to be pneumonia. My father told him what he needed to do and what medicines to take but the man refused. But he did make a promise to my father. He told my dad, if he comes back to see him the next day, he will see a perfectly healthy man sitting where a sick man sat. Those were his words to my dad. Well my father did not like that idea at all, but felt that the old man was not that far gone that he wouldn't give him the satisfaction of one more night. So the man will have something to prove to hi
the brighest flame burns quickest...
What Fighting Style Do U Have
what fighting style do you have? Martial ArtistBruce Lee is your idol and favorite past time. you keep your composure and never panic. your a black belt in whatever style you trian in and a very worthy advisary. Wax on Wax off Take this test
My Freshman And Sophmore Years Of High School
Okay here is my freshman and sophmore years of high school from what I can remember. My freshman year was well okay I guess. My sister was a senior when I was a freshmen so she helped me out alot, I was friends with her friends and hung out with her and them, except towards the end of the year she started to hang out with my freshmen friends and they liked her better then me, so needless to say I lost those so called friends. The summer inbetween my freshman and sophmore year. my sister met her now husband. When I first met him I was was like there is something weird about him but could not put my finger on him. But then again she was totally in love with him and being the good sister I am i just told her what i felt and then accepted whatever decision she made. My sophmore year started and all my so called friends would ask me day in and day out about her. i was like HELLO i am here talk to me ask me questions. So I figured out that I was not my own person, but my sist
Ok I'll Be Nice This Time................
Dessi Dies Aged 27 - Sad Day For Uk Jump Race Fans
From the BBC news Legendary racehorse Desert Orchid has died at the age of 27. Desert Orchid won over £650,000 in prize money in his career The gallant grey achieved iconic status within National Hunt racing, where he was much loved by supporters for his iron will and extreme versatility. He won 34 races in total, including the Cheltenham Gold Cup and seven at his beloved Kempton, where he won the King George VI Chase a record four times. Former trainer David Elsworth said the horse, nicknamed "Dessie", died peacefully in his stable on Monday. Elsworth added: "There was no stress, he departed from this world with dignity and no fuss. "He did his dying in the same individual way that he did his living. It was time to go." Desert Orchid was famed for his flamboyant front-running performances and breathtaking jumping. His most famous victory came in 1989 when he overcame his Cheltenham hoodoo for an emotional triumph. Despite disliking left-handed tracks and
Contest Now Open!
The contest is now open...only RATINGS count. It ends on Sunday November 19th...please repost the bulletins and vote for your fave. Vamp
For Guys Only
Hit reply and answer all honestly.. How old do i look [] Early teens 13-15 [ ] Mid-teens 16-17 [ ] Late teens 18-19 [ ] Early twenties 20-23 [ ] Mid twenties 24-26 [ ] Late twenties 27-29 [ ] Early thirties 30-33 [ ] Mid thirties 34-36 [ ] Late thirties 37-39 [ ] Over 40 How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Okay [ ] Hott [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Go out would u ever tell me not to talk to u. [ ] YES OR [ ] NO Would u kiss me.. [ ] yes or [ ] no Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes [if yes leave it [ ] No [ ] You already have it Can you see us together? [ ]yes or [ ]no do you have fellings for me that go beyond friends
Some Asshole
Just a warning to my friends on here. If someone with either 951 or 909 behind thier name or from Riverside, CA comes and gives you ones or nasty comments please let me know. It is someone mad at me messing with my friends it has happened to 3 people this past week. I am sorry about this and have no clue who it is. Chris
Why You Should Never Take Your Husband Shopping!
Letter: Mrs. Fenton, Our store is considering banning your family from ever shopping with us unless your husband stops his antics. Below is a list of offenses over the past few months all verified by our surveillance cameras. MEMO Re: Mr. Bill Fenton - Complaints - 15 Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse/partner is shopping: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares..... and watched what happened. 5. August 4: Went to the Service Desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. September 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. September 15: Set up a tent in the camping department an
A Volunteer
There is a neighbor that lives on your block The one just down the street And someone who lives cross town A person you may never meet They both have something in common A desire to help all And in what may be the darkest hour They'll be there to answer the call They know the fire's horror With the devil a war they wage They've seen the hell of a car wreck People traped in a metel cage There for the sick and injured Giving their all to cheat death They know the joy of giving Of a baby and his first breath There always at the ready Twenty four hours a day They spend there off hours serving Yet ask for no take home pay And when a comrade has fallen And all have said farewell They'll each return to there families And be ready to answer the bell So when you see the lights flashing And hear the siren draw near Take just one silent moment And pray for the VOLUNTEER ---Unknown
Escape From The Herd
I learned a long time ago the difference between sadness and despair. Sadness is when the heart hurts and despair is when the soul hurts. I also learned that when a soul is in the pit of despair it is very important to have a release. One of the best forms of release is in words. Even when you do not utter your words into anotherís ears, it is still very important to have them. It is important to write them down, to read them, to reread them, and to absorb what it is they mean to you. Only in such a way can we clear our mind and go on from where we are now to where we want to be. For centuries man has done this through poetry and philosophy. In this day and age we have lost our poets and philosophers. We have people that call themselves by those monikers but they are not being true to themselves. Poetry and philosophy should be for those that are doing the thinking, but weíve turned commercial and only write and think what we assume others want to hear. There was a time w
What Dragon Resides In Your Soul?
Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!) You are a silver dragon. The rarest kind of dragon. YOu are noble yet avoid humans as much as possible. You are the guardian of the defensless and you rule the skies.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Rantings Of A "new" Man
I sit here thinking too much I believe. It starts to drive me insane as my skin starts to burn and my arms shake. There seems to be too much to think about and not much time. My stomach aches as my heart pounds. I feel rage building, my eyes seeing red, while the warmth of recent memories and dreams realized swim through the fire in me desperately trying to keep from being engulfed in flames. There are things that need to be said, have to be, though not allowed. The fear of what those things may cause or the reaction they may bring drives them deeper inside bringing everything else buried deep within me closer to the surface. Words unspoken through conventional means. Displayed through the lips and eyes. Pain is the fuel that drives me now. Hope is a fairy tale for those that wish not to see reality. Violence fills the dreams of those scorned, once love has been beaten out of the soul. What will wash this acid away? I stand before a crossroads in the road. Pulled only by but 3 forces t
The Fool
You are The Fool The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
Yellow Plectrum
So I still don't really get this place. Maybe soon I will?
Men Like Him
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. ! He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _
just wanted to say thinking of yall all...
Peta Supports Terrorist Organizations
NOTE:I AM NOT IN ANYWAY, NOR ARE ANY SUPPORTERS OR CREATORS OF THE SOURCES I USE, AGAINST THE FAIR TREATMENT OF ANIMALS ------------------------------------------------- PETA is a known supporter of the ELF (Earth Liberation Front) And the ALF (Animal Liberation Front). They both are categorized as terrorist orginizations by our own goverment. YET they still exist, while we are overseas fighting foreign terrorist that pose no immediate threat to us. These groups burn down brand new homes, firebomb labs, vandalize civilians suv's and other acts or terrorism. The sad part is, is our own tax money is filtered off to these groups to help support their radical movements. If those aint considered acts of terrorism then what would you consider this. "ALF said it has targeted these people because they are associated with Manhattan-based pharmaceutical company Forest Laboratories Inc., which has facilities in Commack, Farmingdale and Hauppauge. Forest Labs does business with Huntingd
Manslaugher Or Misdemeanor
Manslaughter or Misdemeanor? A Law Passed Five Years Ago, In LA Stated That A Dog Does Not Have An Owner But, Rather, A "Guardian." In San Francisco, Rescued Strays Are Not Sent To Animal Shelters But Instead Are Housed In "Apartments." San Francisco passed a law stating that dogs have rights and are entitled to a fresh bowl of water every day and a doghouse with a roof over their head. .......So Why Is Cosmetic Surgery On Animals not ban. Why is Animal Cruelity Not A Crime Of Manslaugher-all around-...? Recently In The News A Guy Admited To Animal Cruelity. Puting His Wifes Dog In A 200Degree Oven for 5minutes Causing Serious Burns All Over. Admitting Chasing This Poor Puppy With a Leaf Blower Causing Blindness In One Eyes And Severly Damaging The Other Because He Was Mad At His Wife And What Was The Charges Against Him You May Ask....A Slap On The Wrist, A Simple 6 Months Inprisonmeant And a Fine Of $500 and $986 In Vet Bills! .......Was Justiced Serve? I Believe
Calif. Couple Calls For Orgasm For Peace
SAN FRANCISCO (AP) -- Two peace activists have planned a massive anti-war demonstration for the first day of winter. But they don't want you marching in the streets. They'd much rather you just stay home. The Global Orgasm for Peace was conceived by Donna Sheehan, 76, and Paul Reffell, 55, whose immodest goal is for everyone in the world to have an orgasm Dec. 22 while focusing on world peace. "The orgasm gives out an incredible feeling of peace during it and after it," Reffell said Sunday. "Your mind is like a blank. It's like a meditative state. And mass meditations have been shown to make a change." The couple are no strangers to sex and social activism. Sheehan, no relation to anti-war activist Cindy Sheehan, brought together nearly 50 women in 2002 who stripped naked and spelled out the word "Peace." The stunt spawned a mini-movement called Baring Witness that led to similar unclothed demonstrations worldwide. The couple have studied evolutionary psychology and
If The Internet Was Reality (part Two)
If the internet was reality: It would be acceptable to "rock out with your cock out" in public Girls gone wild? More like EVERYONE GONE WILD! Anime porn would be the real, not the exception I would have to fend off people who like me If you don't like someone, you can block them, but they will just reincarnate as someone else Creepy old men would hit on every girl with two legs, oh wait, that one DOES happen in reality!! :-P
The Kiss
The Kiss Floating lost in cyber space I came across a kiss so sweet. Have yet to look upon her face but still I feel the heat. She brought me back to earth you see and gave me help when none was near to see the light inside of me, this kiss that I hold dear. She gave me peace, she gave me pleasure and brought my troubled mind to rest. This is the kiss I shall always treasure. The first, I must confess. Kevin F. Dustin
Need Roleplayers
Hello everyone I just opened up a roleplaying room it's called The O.C. If you have seen the show and like it you will like this room if you haven't seen it or don't watch it you can still join in the roleplay and be a character I will help you on what to say so will Heather that is on the top of my friends list lol. These are who I still need yet. Hope to see some new people if you want to join just e-mail me and let me know at or you can message me on AIM MagicalWereWolf or MSN Just let me know which character you want to be and I will give you the password for your character and you can change it once you get the password ok thanks :). Oh and the people that have available by there names are the characters that still need roleplayers for ok just to be clear thanks. The Address to the site Characters: Kirsten---Not Available Marissa----Not Availabl
Im Goin To Hell!!hahaha
whats one of the best things about fucking retards? you get to hear such wonderful lines as ( said with nasal twang lisp) "you said i wouldnt get pregnant with my helmet on
Chapter Xiii: Jennifer's Heat (3)
Jennifer smiled and walked a little further, pausing to watch couples, groups and singles heatedly doing things to each other or themselves. She could feel her heart begin to pound as the lust within her began to grow again. She was still intent on finding Dan and the others, but Jennifer couldn't resist a brief pause when she came upon a group of guys standing in a circle around a couple fucking on a blanket. The girl was sitting, reverse-cowboy style, on her boyfriend's size-able cock, and Jennifer sighed as she watched the boy slide in and out of her pussy, pulling out until just his head was between her lips, then slowly fucking his entire length inside her, making her groan. The young blond had her head thrown back, and on either side of her stood a boy. Her hands were around their hard-ons, stroking them as she got fucked from below. Jennifer's excitement grew as she watched the boy on the left begin to shake, then groan as he began to cum over the blonde's tits. She looked down,
Ugh! I Hate Ex's!!!!!!
So out of the blue my ex is around attempting to cause me shit. I get a msg from her telling me that once i return to the states i better watch out for myself. Funny i thought that she had grown up alittle bit and that she had moved past shit and being a child, I guess not, I guess once a spoiled bratt always a spoiled bratt!!! GRRR!!! And because Daddy has Hells Angels friends blah blah blah. I dislike pointless and Empty Threats.
Death Is Just The Beggening
Life seems like such a dream that the vanity of human ambition appears in the face of death as soon as you wake up.
Today's Laugh
A koala bear and a hooker go back to her place and they get undressed. The koala bear goes down on the hooker for 3 hours straight. She has multiple orgasms!!! After 3 hours he stops, gets up and puts on his little koala clothes. The woman is hanging back huffing and puffing from exhaustion. "Oh God, that was great! Now I need my money." The koala bear just looks at her and shrugs. Then the hooker says, "No, I need my money. I'm a hooker and this is how I make a living." The koala bear just looks at her and continues to put on his clothes. Then the hooker gets up and runs to the bookshelf, grabs a dictionary and thumbs through it to "hooker." She hands it to the koala bear and it reads: "HOOKER: person who has sex for money." Then the koala bear turns the page to "koala bear" and walks out the door. The hooker reads: "KOALA BEAR: Eats Bushes and Leaves
Social Intelligence
A learned traitor to the masses, equipped with the malady that today's tomorrows are beyond reproach. Fathered in excesses of blinded youth they've become partners in crime far beyond the future Bonnie and Clydes. Their eyes sparkle with floundered ideas amidst the laughs and fornication that often leaves a slight residue. These drippings, just a beginning of sleepless nights and distant dreams while the whispers stay to terrify. But brave faces and tactful deceit comply with the trends among the bazaar of quaint little idols. These fractured souls of yester-year remember the fallacies sold by Mrs. Cleaver and Aunt Bea. The place where blueberry pie was the glue that held together a generation of maddened wizards... tins now blood/soaked and dripping with the intentions of some little dreamer's dream lost at random will. This being the provocation they seek and the excuses abound, they all seem satisfied to float listless, but the drowning bodies tatt
How Flirty Are U
Your Flirt Quotient You are 40% Flirt How Much of a Flirt Are You?
Thanksgiving Poem
Hello New Friends
I just wanted to wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving. Thank you for the warm welcome...Wow! I was trying to figure out what all the sounds meant...hehehehehe Very cool site, my friend brought me here. Nice place. I am just alittle lost...hehehehehe I am use to myspace, and tagworld to name a few sites I am on..but am not sure what to do with this page yet. So please bare with me. Speaking of bare...I have some naughty start off stop by if your over 18. *wink wink* Well it is 2 am off to bed I go..I have to get up early, and have a 8 hour trip to my families Thanksgiving get together...and then of course I am going to stuff my self, and then take a huge nap....I am sleepy already. Night! ;0) Hugs, and Kisses Angel
Your A Keeper!
One day someone's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in The warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away . . never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it . . . it's best we love it . . and care for it and fix it when it's broken . . . and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage . and old cars . . . and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are specia
Show Some Love!
Ill start off by saying I shouldnt talk too much shit because I was their too, but DAMN. We all went to the mall at 6am to stand in line to get a free $25 gift card and we were 80th in line and still had another hour to wait. As it turns out me and my group were the last ones to get the gift bag/card and left alot of angry people behind us who waited as long as us. There was so many people shopping it was crazy although they did have some good deals what I saw most people getting was stuff that they would normally get any other day with no real sale or coupons. We went to the mall, wal-mart and target and all I got was a webcam ;) and some movies. Based on my experience today I can safely say I will never get up at 530am again to go shopping the day after Thanksgiving. much love, "BIG" Russ
Hardcore 4 Hunger And The Villans @ Feelgood's!!
Hey SEXXY friends!!Friday night I headed to Outlaw's to attend the Hardcore 4 Hunger benefit with Sinnergy, Omnivoid and Quandry. After a brief hassle at the door (apparently I wasn't on the list??), I wandered in to find a minimal but enthusiastic crowd. Sinnergy was up first and they came out ROCKIN!! I love this band! They always put on a great show and pump the crowd up with their Punk/Metal† style. Everyone thoroughly enjoyed Sinnergy!
Women That Look Past "real" Men
its good, read it. I felt like this was spying in my life. I've done 97 % of this .. not the 2 percent yet. lol I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry THAT I AM ALWAYS THE ONE YOU NEED TO TALK TO, BUT NEVER GOOD ENOUGH TO DATE... I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my ca
Settle Down...let Me Think About That One!
I had a blast this holiday weekend. I met a guy online and, he came down for Thanksgiving. I went out like four nights in a row. Well my dad is a preacher and, all he did this morning after church was lecture me about my life. I think its time you settle down and meet a nice guy...All I could hear was blah blah who Iam. I dont wanna change. Maybe someday I will settle down. Its just not going to be today. I did alot of partying these last few days so Iam going to take it easy for awhile...Well at least until Saturday I tried to explain to my dad that I think my prince charming doesnt exist. I was in love once and, I think for me that was enough...Dont wanna go through a break up again. It really sucked. Besides the thought of love makes me ill....I dont want it. I would settle for a naked friend kidding.
Karma Sutra
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isThe ElephantLying on her side, facing away, the fawn-eyed girl offers him her buttocks and he penetrates the house of loveGet Your Karma Sutra Position at
Its nice to see they have finally got on with building the worlds biggest fusion reactor at last....assuming it works we get loads of clean free energy....of course it does mean creating a donut shaped bottle of invisible energy to contain the very stuff that stars are made of.....but sure Homer would one real prob with all this is.......why the hell did they build it in France on a known active fault line in the earths crust????.....yeah i know fusion plants are supposed to quit cold....but the thing is.......we aint that good at em yet...........are they maybe waiting for it to go live and then flip out ???........Maybe its all a ploy so it can do this and then they can make a really great disaster movie.
Wrestling Dates
come see the wild thang dec the 1 in grover sc for the carolina wrestling alliance dec the 9th in charlotte court house va dec the 18 in lancaster sc
Beginning Today
Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barr
I thought I was going to be a little more awake after my shower...Turns out tonight it made me just a lil bit sleepy. So I'm going to head my ass to bed. I'm going to try and take some pictures tomorrow...Maybe if I wake up early enough before work tomorrow...I'll go outside and take pictures of myself...Hahaha I'm becoming a picture whore..I hate pictures of myself, but I'm constantly getting shoutboxed asking for more pictures of me, to keep you kids Good night everyone! Sweet Dreams. MySpace Comments Graphics
27 Ways To Please Me
TAKE NOTES GUYS lol just kidding *27* ways to make a girl smile . . . *1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy. *2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times. *6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *10 . Write her notes. {she loves them} *11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. *12 . Play with her hair. *13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her. *14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. *16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her. *17 . L
Somebodyís Eyes
She said she can tell who Iam when she looks into my eyes I tell her thatís a big fat lie For I wonder what could she possibly see When her eyes stares back at me Iam completely different can you tell? She hid things from all and She rebels She donít let me get close for me see Her heart has too many enemies I donít know how you feel I donít drive the front of your wheel I canít imagine why you lust for love Because thatís the place where you can reach above Why do women think they can define me by walking into my life Your eyes are visible when they are covered by the night She said she can tell who I am as she looks into my eyes But in mind I say thatís a big fat lie
Stay Or Go?
I stand in the doorway knowing this will be my last time. I am beyond the cutting heartache... You know the one that binds the chest so tight breathing is all but an impossibility... That hurt of facing this so many times before has numbed me in preparation for this moment. The final moment. I can't look back now To say good-bye to that one love you searched and prayed for. How could I have been so wrong? I knew this was the one ... I just knew God had sent me my soul mate. But instead it was another lesson in life. Harder than any other but alas another growing experience. I can't look back now Should I stay or go ? There really are no options here I have to do what is in my best interest My heart yearns to stay and to give it another chance, but chances have run out. When the heart grows cold it is time to go. So I take a deep breath Wipe the tear from my cheek and put one foot in front of the other not a
Power Metal:still A Valid Choice(just Please People,get Better Vocalists) :p
Me again,in one of THOSE moods.Been pondering,why the FUCK does it seem like all newer power metal bands cloned the same dude on vocals?Where are the Bruce Dickinsons,the Hansi Kursches,the Michael Kiskes nowadays?I love the genre..but sheesh!We need individuals.I'm probably as guilty as the rest,being my clean vocals sound at times,a LOT like certain other,better vocalists..but I've ALWAYS tried to maintain a sembalance of my own identity,even when doing covers.It just bugs me a little,when I can hear 4 bands,and not be able ta distinguish between them.(And no,I'm not just picking on power metal;Lord knows,black metal,death metal,grindcore,etc are JUST as guilty..only in those cases,being the vocals are gutterals,I suppose it's harder ta sound unique.Clean vocals should have more of an identity to them,I guess.)Anyways,this is just my opinion,I am NOT God.(Just His left hand,lmao.)
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You Can Love Me Like Me Hate Me
You can love me,you can like me,you can hate me,its you call on if you love me 4 me,you like me like me 4 me,and if you hate me hate me4 me,itz you life and Its your call if you want me in it or not. By:MoMo
A Very Nice Poem
Woodstock Daze
Tonight in Club Illusia we have DJ PROPAGANJIA of Cell Block.Having a Woodstock Kind of time!Come Join us at 11pm It's gonna be lots of fun! Tell all your Tree huggin Friends and all the Deadheads you can thik of to come join us! Click on the pic abouve to get there!!!
Read Me
Im fucking drunk and all you people that were showing so much love earlier are no where to be found now!!! what gives???
Snow White
SNOW WHITE saw Pinocchio walking through the woods so she ran up behind him, knocked him flat on his back, and then sat on his face crying, "Lie to me! Lie to me!"
Time To Change
hmmmmmm i got my menro( beauty mark) pierced :) yayay....Love the rush of pain,not so much the swelling
Why Am I So Lucky?
Through out the span of my life I have been blessed by God. Everytime I really needed something, some way some how, I was able to achieve my objectives. I don't understand how or why, but some how, things always have fallen into place for me. Usually when I would find myself in need for something like money to pay the rent or even buy food, there would always be a way for me to make the money. A way that wasn't there before, but now is. All I had to do was take advatage of the oportunity and do it! I'm at that point once again in my life where things were looking pretty grim. Out of work, no money, living with my brother, and what I thought was a failing relationship. Last Monday, not only did I except an offer for a good paying job, but I found that the woman of my dreams was still the woman of my dreams. Even after I cast her aside and sought the company of another, she takes me back into her life like I was never gone and even tried to take the blame for me running off. I didn't a
Rent A Husband!!
No off on my genius switch... This mistress hunt is not going very well... All the hot lustful babes live in other states... Going to try a new approach... If you live in the Ann Arbor Mi area, or plan to visit soon - you can rent me out as a RENT A HUSBAND! The hotter you are - the less I will charge.... :) ( I can see the applications rolling in now....)
Sand And Stone
Priceless... Lol
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Pagan Baby Song
Hush little baby don't you squall Momma's gonna buy you a crystal ball And if you still can't see beyond Momma's gonna buy you a magic wand And if that wand don't change your fate Momma's gonna teach you to levitate And if the astral makes you sick, Momma's gonna buy you an incense stick And if that patchouli smells rank Momma's gonna buy you a sensory deprivation tank And if that tank don't float your bones Momma's gonna buy you some some precious stones And if those gems don't ease your heart Momma's gonna buy you a natal chart And if your planets go berserk Momma's gonna buy you some bodywork And if your aura still needs kneading Momma's gonna buy you a past life reading And if your destiny stays hid Momma's gonna buy you a pyramid And if your chakras still feel stressed Momma's gonna take you on a vision quest And if power animals don't come to charm ya Sorry, kid, it's just your karma.
Modest Mouse
My Pics And The Public At Large Here..
I dont make policy or the rules here but I understand why they are doing the things they are doing here....I may not agree with some of the things but I understand why nevertheless.... Earlier I took my NSFW pics and made them so only those I made FAMILY could see them....Im of the opinion that if we arent going to get points for them being rated, they serve no real purpose anymore so they dont need to be public.... Since I did that I have been flooded with messages from those that think my action was unfair and unjust to them....Guess what guys...I dont care.... Those are MY pics not yours....I made this decision based on the new policy here....I dont need you messaging me whining and begging to see my OTHER pics....And Im not going to let you see them when YOU want to see them.... You want to see them so bad, go join my website and PAY to see them....I was just being nice and trying to show that Im just as human as everyone else here..and I will decide when and IF I want
But Still The Wars Go On As The Years Go By With No Love Of God Or Human Rights
"What we've got here is failure to communicate. Some men you just can't reach... So, you get what we had here last week, which is the way he wants it! Well, he gets it! N' I don't like it any more than you men." * Look at your young men fighting Look at your women crying Look at your young men dying The way they've always done before Look at the hate we're breeding Look at the fear we're feeding Look at the lives we're leading The way we've always done before My hands are tied The billions shift from side to side And the wars go on with brainwashed pride For the love of God and our human rights And all these things are swept aside By bloody hands time can't deny And are washed away by your genocide And history hides the lies of our civil wars D'you wear a black armband When they shot the man Who said "Peace could last forever" And in my first memories They shot Kennedy I went numb when I learned to see So I never fell for Vietnam We got the
Back To Work In A Fun Way....
Hey So I'm just taking a break here and checkin up on the mail and thought I'd drop an update on yas. This weekend I hope to finish up a majorit of my calendar. I'll still have to do one shoot after this weekend.. (Damn pink wig hasnt arrived!) But should be ready before 2006 is over! :P Best, VJ
Quiet Night
ok i was all set to be at home alone tonight. watching my girlfriend's daughter while she went out. well i did my duty and texted her to make sure she was alive and not the victim of some crazy psyhopath and she responds with an invitation to have sex! whoo hoo! im always up for a good threesome, the more the merrier. so not that im complaining but it will no longer be such a quiet night. have a great night everyone!
In Relation To Where I Stand
I haven't dated until I was 21 and I also haven't had a girlfriend yet. I'm glad though, for myself. It seems everyone around ends up with really bad relationships or their relationships never truly last. It's almost as if dating/fucking has replaced friendship/love. I wish it could be better for the rest of the world, but it's not; because in the end it ultimately affects every individual, including me (and your momma, yo' daddy, and yo' greasy granny). I try not to be influenced by current social standards, but it can get lonely, when you walk the way I do. However, it's nothing I'm not used to. I've got to be careful with who I decide to spend my time with, because my love is REAL and I deserve a partner who is on the same page. I got feelings, even though my world does not. Don't come to conclusions just because I've never had a girlfriend. That doesn't mean anything. It is what it is. I am a patient person. All of us are waiting for something, it's just that I wait f
Old Timer Sex
In a little tavern alongside a country lane, an elderly couple were having a beer. The husband Leans over and asks his wife, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you." "Yes, she says, "I remember it well." "OK," he says, "How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?" "Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!" There's a police officer sitting in the next booth listening to all this, and having a chuckle to himself. He thinks, "I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble." So he follows them. They walk haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks. Finally they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trous
Come Rate Me
and my pics and I will give gifts
What Type Of Weather Are You
You Are Sunshine Soothing and calm You are often held up by others as the ideal But too much of you, and they'll get burned You are best known for: your warmth Your dominant state: connecting What Type of Weather Are You?
Lets Play
well did i get a surprise ealier. I was talking to someone on here and ended up on yahoo, about the psp and they mentioned about a camera for the psp. Ok at first i thought hmmmm never heard about that, and i must admit i haven't been keeping up with the latest news on that front, but a quick search revealed pics! Yes there is a camera that can fit the mini usb on the psp. I always wondered about the holes on the top as they looked like something should screw into them. So this opens up eye toy games and web camming via the psp and a wifi connection. The built in browser can already handle flash, which i didn't realise, and i must admit i am a bit wary of updating the firmware as there are some stories of the latest firmware turn the psp into a brick. As I have only just got mine a couple of months ago, i am a bit wary. This led us to speculate what else could be done, and a comment on a forum for the psp said that skype can be run on it already! Now as i doubt if there is an off
Goats Eat People!
hey peeps its jeff, rubys bro, i need help! i wanna put my sister in a contest for most sexiest or whatever but i dont know how. if someone is in any contest put her pic in a contest. by the way i need a gf. my gf left me. im 16, rubys 18, and tyannas 23. if ya girls wanna talk email me. no one wants my email? jeff
Hoping And Wishing
Those words mean so much Make me so happy Not the same as others But still so powerful Yeah Ok they came Flashing up Bringing me up Now I'm so high I don't know how to react It is impossible to comprehend The power of your words Some full of joy hope happiness love These are the ones I keep Stored from weeks ago Something to make me smile When I am feeling low No matter what you ever say You'll never be off my mind I'll never stop feeling like this Never leave thoughts of you behind Hoping and wishing that someday But until then I'll just keep working Hoping and wishing until someday
The "f" In Vfw...
I just heard a caller say something on the Rush Limbaugh show that I loved!! The caller said people are always asking him why he would want to be in the military.... His response is..... I am going to keep the F in the VFW!! Love that!!
3 Am In December
Let It Lie leave her leave her leave her alone these are not your tears back down to the place you came from and she can't be weak for you everyone expects her to stay standing because what words will you use to break her down when the moment comes and there is tearing pain without reason in the middle of the deep dark night how will you lie in sleep when she falls apart Betraying Hope there is a hope betraying my peace that you have found something better and the things i thought i knew are gone how could i have been so blind in these passing years where truth was found in the happy lies that you were real that anything was real w.g.s.
**my Dominant Emotion**
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at
So I got into a really bad wreck on Sunday. I'm still alive, thank the Goddess.
Fallen Father
My father not the role just a friend the man who was supposed to understand Bestowed a foundation in a barren land My father can I even call you that name? if the life you have played is just a dieing game? My father lost life fast to this addiction made you loose not only yourself your love your convictions.. My fallen Father I pray you listen clear I stood alone... I am standing here.. My fallen father remember the truths my love fells faltered you have shed my youth Forever in this life ~ may the great spirit bring you peace and love in this time
Ok so what is up with people no longer knowing how to be honest? Everyone says oh I am so upfront, but when it really comes down to it, the truth is no where to be found. I really don't remember the last time I met a person with the exception of my best friends, who knows how to be honest. Well that's enough ranting. Bye for now.
Cherry Rockstar
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A Moment
A moments thought ,nothing else taking them in, slipping down Nothing left, just wait,sleep will come Such emense pain, ripping apart sweet slumber, taking me away Let it go, drift away, muffled voices all around screaming in vain, go away, let me be My slumber awaits me, no pain, no fear, no nothing just peace finally at last peace........ I can hear the voices, panic in them, why, i am nothing Let me sleep Pulling, poking, proding, pain is still here Yelling inside, LEAVE ME, LET ME DIE I am sorry, I must go, I do not want to do this anymore My heart, my soul, my lifes blood, grow grow and know you are loved. Mommy must go, Angels are calling mommy must sleep but will alway be watching my strength, my lover my everything no pain for you I beg, please Still pulling, continued proding darkness takes me, relief is felt until i hear melissa, melissa, wake up for us dear NO NO NO NO you didn't you must not LET ME GO
Damn Browsers Lol
so i got fed up of the firefox engine in netscape, keep scrolling the page up everytime i hovered over someones picture. So i switched to using the IE engine for cherry tap and nosticed the differences. First off the pics at the top scroll across. Then the scrolling up of the page stops. Good so far, but i am not too happy using the IE engine all the time. One think i did notice while rating pics via the whats cherry feature, you sometimes come across the page trying to send you to a private photo. Erm surely thats a mistake, i shouldn't even see that error because the random photo picker, would know before me that its private. To me i should just be referred to the next public pic and carry on rating, not see an error message and have to go back to whats' cherry to carry on. Is it worth complaining to the site admins about, well probably not as they have a lot more important things to deal with than a simple programming fault. This is something that can be sorted later when fine
Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You?
?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ?? LightningTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code yep i'm a bossy cow
The Ramones
Application For A Shower Buddy
Name Age Location What time of day do you shower? Will you wash my hair? will you let me wash yours? Will you wash my back? Hot water or warm? will we shower and get out or play? What type of soap do you use ( scented or non) What will you use to wash me ( wash cloth, bare hands or scrunchy) How will you dry me off? what will we do afterwords? Reply in private and repost. see who wants to be your shower buddy. you might be surprised!
Another St. Louis Blackout
Another St. Louis Power Outage Due To Another Bad Storm, Of Course Last summer in the month of July I blogged about a bad storm that rolled into Missouri leaving over 700,000 Missourians without power on a site called TagWorld. It was the worst storm in St. Louis history and some people were without power for up to a week at the least. Well, we just had our first Winter storm of the season and it was devastating. It rolled in last Thursday,Dec.lst, leaving over 500,000 Missourians without power and some still are to the tune of about 68,000 people. This was due to ice forming on power lines and trees causing power lines to snap on their own or after limbs or whole trees fell on them. Trees also fell on many homes as well. The clean up of damaged trees will not be over till at least Spring of next year. Oy! God help us if another bad storm hits behind this one. It might send us back into the Stone Age. My power went out last Friday morning and was restored sometime Tuesda
Christmas Sadness
Christmas Sadness by P.B. The holiday season is here again It's time to make merry with family and friends The colorful lights and candles aglow Bring warmth to our hearts and make our love grow In spite of the season my hearts filled with sadness the glitter and shine they don't bring me gladness for how can I feel this cheer in my heart when the future to me looks so bleak and dark What do you say to your children when they want and they need something you can't give them A new pair of shoes to replace worn out ones or just a few dollars to do something fun I can't help but wonder as I shed a tear how will I feed my children this year I pray to the Lord both night and day in the hopes that He'll help us make everything right Until that day I'll do all I can to make Christmas for my family happy again!!!
Which Charmed One R U
You scored as piper. your piper your married to leo and your a kick ass whichpiper100%leo58%paige50%pru33%pheobe33%which charmed character are youcreated with
Another swift kick in the ass!!!! Enough said.
DARN MEDICATION! A woman asks her husband, "Would you like some bacon and eggs? A slice of toast and maybe some grapefruit and coffee for breakfast?" He declines. "Thanks for asking, but I'm not hungry right now. It's this Vi#gra," he says. "It's really taken the edge off my appetite." At lunchtime she again asked if he would like something. "How would you like a bowl of soup, homemade muffins, or a cheese sandwich?" Again he declines. "The Vi#gra," he says, "really trashes my desire for food." Come dinnertime, she once again asks if he wants anything to eat. "Would you like a juicy porterhouse steak and scrumptious apple pie? Or maybe a rotisserie chicken?" And he once again declines. "Naw, still not hungry." "Well," she says, "would you mind letting me up? I'm starving."
Any West Tennessee Ladies Here
Well i am at it again. Whether it be to start a good conversation, or to meet a nice lady. My hopes are for the latter. I am a 47 year old white man who prefers to date women of color. I am notlooking to "experiment" or "try it out". I am looking for someone who is looking to be my friend and see where things go from there. I am a normal man, who does normal things. I have a normal job and normal friends. I guess i am posting an add on here because it seems easier than trying to talk to a drunk ladies at a club, and more convienent than dating someone i work with. So here i am. I do have pictures, but i expect one first, its only fair. I am only looking to speak with women 24-36. If you are interested in getting to know me, please email me. Serious responses only please. I dont want you to waste your time, just as i dont want to waste mine. I do drink wine once in a while.. I smoke but wearing the patch with luck i'll quit.I ride a harley and i wish to be in las ve
Your Mistake
Iím the thing that haunts your dreams As you wish you hadnít believed her Lies You were always unsure about her shaky words when she promised And promised always promising Broken hearts and new loves was all you found She was wrapped up in anotherís arms that looked nothing like you Then you found me nearly a ghost basking in the sun. I had too many loves to count none true none you Wasting away everyday my promise to you I was thin and bones But it made me feel Beautiful with out you I kept promises She kept lies Your grave mistake Your single nightmare She had walked away I was wasting away Itís too late to learn from your mistake
Meth's Ode Death
Meth's Ode to Death June 13,2006 Meth's Ode to Death I destroy homes, I tear families apart, I'll take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you -- in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet, and even in the woods, If this scares you to death, well it certainly should! I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome, try me you'll see, But if you do you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, But try me twice and I'll own your soul. And when I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie, You do what you have to do -- just to get high. The crimes you'll com
Sir Sir.
he's so cute, but he makes a huge messsssssssssssssss! I got to talk to david for a little bit yesterday, and a little bit today, I miss him so much, and it doesn't help that I haven't been able to talk to him. =[ but he'll be at his house tonight, so I'll give him a call there. yay. he got a new cell phone, and his voicemail is so cute. It's like his mom talking for a while, and then she's like and heres a message from david, he's like "I love you mom and dad, and beth" I was like OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG that's so cute. and then I smiled a lot.
Just A Little Something
in the forest glade under a blanket of darkness set the night aflame to her we are beckoned we sing her praises as hymns fill the air take steps unknown in our dance divine she is the air, breathe her in she is the earth, dance with her everything she is, beyond thought dancing through the night never to dance alone she's with us always held in our hearts she will be there to wipe away our tears listen to our everyword as she sings our praises blessed be
From Entry For December 10, 2006 On My Yahoo 360
Entry for December 10, 2006 Well hello to everyone who actually takes time to read these things. I've been busy working at very odd hours for the past month and a half and sometimes I don't have a chance to write something in my blog. Well my myspace page ended up being hacked into plus my yahoo account password was changed. I was lucky because they could have done worst damage knowing they got into my yahoo account and changed the password. There is a part of me that is thankful that they were stupid and did not do more damage. I saw what they did to my myspace page. I saved some of my pages on my old myspace account before it was hacked when I clicked on the link to return to the main page it was not alter that much. The only thing that they added was "LMAO faggott" and they added a blog saying that this person wanted to be hooked up. They deleted my photos, links, blogs and deleted a few of the people on my friends list. How immature they were? Hackers that have that
Morris Dancing
yeah this is how us Brits relax after roast beef on a's our version of country and western "line dancing"..... ;)
Go Check Out My Friends Site
Please come by and check my friends new blog site out
Rate And Comment On My Pics Plz! :)
i'll do the same back if i have not yet done so!
How Will You Be Defined In The Sexual Dictionary?
Kevin -- [noun]:An oral sex master 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at
Th Winners Of Cherrytap Santa Claus & Santa Mom !!
1st prize CherryTAP Santa Claus corky1952@ CherryTAP homer 'corky1952' sayre *** 2nd prize CherryTAP Santa Claus Tomcat .. Can't leave his friends! LOL@ CherryTAP 'Tomcat' *** 3rd prize CherryTAP Santa Claus sexman60@ CherryTAP bill 'sexman60' jackson *** 1st prize CherryTAP Santa Mom Jen angelshadrach@ CherryTAP 'Jen angelshadrach' *** 2nd prize CherryTAP Santa Mom Koogerbabe~ RIDER ~@ CherryTAP 'Koogerbabe~ RIDER ~' *** 3rd prize CherryTAP Santa Mom
Shadow Needs Some Lovin"!! Pet Contest
Tribute To The Girls
This is my tribute to the girls who are overlooked. This is for the girls who don't play mind games. Who provide a comforting hug and supportive audience for a story they have heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand they aren't perfect, and the guys they are interested in aren't either. This is a homage to the girls who laugh and do it often. Who are comfortable in skirts or in sweats, Who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for the girls who have been in the trenches. Who have watched other girls time and time again fake up and make up. This is for the girls who have been there from the beginning. That have heard advice like "there are plenty of fish in the sea," and "time heals all wounds"{because it doesn't} This is for the girls who have sought a night out with friends, and been greeted by a night of cat calls, explicit invitations, and drunken insanity they'd rather have not expierenced
Slip Away
If you dont love me just let me know and I will quietly slip away in the darkness of night without a sound. not a tear shall i shead. not a sound shall i make. not wanting you to feel bad for me. packing my things quickly as I can trying to leave before i make a sound. I dont want to beg. i dont want to cry. i want to walk away with my pride intact. if you dont love me just let me go. i wont bother you ever again not a call not a note not a word will you hear from me. i wont beg like all the others i wont get on my knees and ask why. just let me go without any sad story as to why just let me be. quietly packing not making a sound. praying the door doesnt make a sound as i open it to run in the nite. never looking back knowing if i do i will surely want to die.
My Feelings
Empty The feeling empty is a lonely feeling , Life has no meaning or brightness Love is a lie and empty and hurtful The truth about love is that for some it is wonderful and great and happy and a dream come true. But for others there is just nothing no real feelings no warmth no joy no bliss nothing . Love is just a word you say to make someone else happy ,not a feeling not an emotion not anything at all... Just a word a lie a empty meaningless word... By Ronda McMillan Truth The truth is I have been going through life thinking that love is real and a joyful thing to have in your life ....Wrong Wrong Wrong I have the love of a wonderful man that I do not deserve , with the way I feel about Love he is better off with someone other then me............................ I care about him and wish I could feel that kind of love for him that he has for me but I think I am not able at this point in my life to give anyone that much feeling I am EM
Such A Let Down
You Are a Losing Lottery Ticket! Full of hope and promise. But in the end, a cheap letdown. What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You?
Time ticks away I can see the last drop of hope fall and hit the floor I am but a molecule of dust in this churning world of darkness and despair The sun disappeared behind a thick and hazy red cloud The earth has opened up and from within its depths I can hear the cries Cries from the Souls who have lost their bodies along the way, Lost their path, Lost their light. I turn but to see the creature itself Hinged within the perfect balance of life Picking and choosing Placing and throwing No care No emotion No fate for him
How Many Of You Can......
How many of you can take a walk in the middle of December with no jacket on??? Took a walk a little while ago and it was an awesome night.... just a slight sprinkle, but it soon quit.... very nice night out tonight!
yeah well things are getting a little better i guess started a new job and what not and the pay is way better but other than that not much else good is happening no woman, average place to chill, same shit different day
A Poem A Friend Wrote For Me!
Don't judge too hard! Pray that you don't find fault with the man who limps,Or stumbles along the road. Unless you have worn the shoes he wears,Or struggled beneath his load. There may be tacks in his shoesthat hurt, Though hidden from veiw. Or the burden he bears,placed on his back, May cause you to stumble too. Don't sheer at the man who's down today, Unless you have felt the blow that caused his, fall,or felt the shame. THAT ONLY THE FALLEN KNOW! You maybe strong but still the blows that were his,if dealt to you, May cause you to stagger too. Don't be to harsh on the man who sins, Or pelt him with words or stones. Unless you are sure ,yea, sure doubley sure, That you have NO sin of your own. For you know pherhaps, if the tempters voice, Should whisper as soft to you. As it did to him when he went astray, It would cause you to falter too!!!!!!!
Omg Crazy Week!
Been a crazy week and I've played so much on webcam I havent had much time to update my blog. I guess I had some technical difficulites on my website www.cassssidycam.comso if you didnt check it out please do and let me know what you think. I'm thinking about starting a video blog.. whatcha think? Heres an excerpt from a friend of mines videos I wanted to show off just because her bootay is yummy! *giggle*Of course you can see ALL MY PICS AND VIDS HERE and I'm on cam live right now if you want to come and play. xoxox
3rd Place
best christmas tag.. I could use some votes.. im in 3rd place right now :( comments comments comments its all about the comments..
Check This Out And Tell Me What You Think
I never knew that with every step I take I'd fall more in love with you And I know That you don't want me And I see The light now clearly. I've tired my best To hide this feeling in my heart. I've tried my best To get you out of life. Everyone knows I've tried my best I've tried my best To let you go... Don't take me as a fool Baby I see right threw. I seen all your lies shine. Where do I run when the tears start to fall? 'Cause I know, You don't care at all. I wish these feelings would just stop. 'Cause I know, You don't care at all. Sometimes, I wish I never saw your face. Sometimes, I wish I never heard your voice. Sometimes, I wish I never heard your name. Sometimes, I wish I never met you , 'Cause I know You don't care at all. I can't set around And wait for my heart to break I can't set around And make myself crazy over you And I can't set around And cry these tears for you. This emptyness Will always be a part of me. Thi
My Work
Hi am Charlene Plz read this profile fully, before you reply. I am from, Los Angeles, California. I have been living here for four years. I was born and raised in New Zealand. I am half Maori ans half Indian. I am 5'4" tall, athletic looking, and curvy, I have semi long brown hair, and brown colored eyes. I am, 34DD-26-32. I am single, and my sexual orientation is, Bi-Sexual. For fun I like to, Go shopping, relax, go to the beach, go out with friends, party, make mischif. Check out guys and chicks. Be wild and have fun. I like guys and girls, who are fun and wild, like to party, have a good time. Can take a dare, and a risk from time to time. Can take a Joke, and are caring and honest too. Now, what do I do for work, well, I am a G.F.E. Experienced Escort, working out of L.A. My charges vary, but plz drop me a line, if you are interested. I cater, for all men and woman, of all races, and all situations. I have been doing this job for 5 years. So I am fully experienced
What A
Kickass weekend i had....nuff said! and no i'm not giving you details :P lol
Shaking - Apparently This My Song Now, Who Knew?
i'm searching for a change of pace trying to pull away all these names tell you how it all works out i'm terrible on the phone it's better when it's us all alone tell you how it all works out you're not the only one and i'm not your only fun i like the sound you make when we're shaking you like to lose control and i take it i turn the music up so it drowns us out, oh i'm scattered when the morning comes shattered over what i've just down tell me if it all works out you're not the only one and i'm not your only fun oh, i like the sound you make when we're shaking you like to lose control and i take it i turn the music up so it drowns us out oh, i like the way you breathe when we're moving forward and back and forth with no feeling i turn the music up so it drowns us out oh, oh, oh i'm searching for a change of pace searching for a change i like the sound you make when we're shaking you like to lose control and i take it i turn the music up so it
Losing It All.
I'm getting lonelier and lonelier. Today is probably one of the saddest days in my life. I had to give my dog away. I can't give her the time or love that she needs right now, with my school and work. This really fucking sucks. Getting divorced is hard enough, but that was a mutual decision. Losing the one thing that appreciates you no matter what you do or say, and that is so happy to see when you get home, and that snuggles next to you whenever she can. I may seem like a pussy right now, and as a matter of fact, i'm crying like a baby over it. But when it seems like you are losing it all, losing mans best friend makes it worse. I don't think I have ever felt lonelier. I gave her to my neighbor across the street, so she is not far. But because she is not with me in my home, it makes it seem like she is a million miles away. I know i'll get over it, but it will take time.
Holiday Shopping
At this time of year is it always difficult to pick out just the presents for friends and family. It is tempting to go the gift card route but they are people who you care about. Thought should go into the gift to try and make it personal practical and useful for them since they care for you all year long and are there for you in good times and in bad times. And for those friends with kids who annoy you remember that toys without an off switch are subtle ways to get back at them ;-)
Loser Of The Year,show, Radio, Rambling....
So here it is again. Holiday season. The time of year when you randomly feel obliged to buy something from Sharper Image for the Uncle or Aunt that you havent spoken to since last year .... I have never understood the pressure that comes with the whole present-buying thing. I mean, parents, wives, girlfriends, boyfriends .... I get it. We love those people. We also know them a little, which means we can buy a gift that actually means something. But how many times have you found yourself in The Discovery Channel store in the Mall, staring at a DVD of 'The Amazing Planet' and trying to think who you could give it to ? It might just be me, but I always end up getting stuff that means nothing, for people that I don't even know!!! WNCI's Jingle Ball: It really is a whirlwind when we do that kinda thing. One minute, I am waking up, drinking starbucks and trying to clear the fog in my head and get a picture of my day. And the next I am crawling back into my bed at about 3.30am having s
Get Your Sexy Name
My First Date!
I had been using a few dating sites looking for the right person to start something with. I first was looking just for a bi girl, but they all seemed attached to a guy. So I opened it up to couples and males too... I had my first meeting last night at the Florida Mall. Hubby droped me off wearing a little skirt as the guy requested, and I waited at the food court where he said. About 15 minutes late and my stomach doing flops he walks up and sits down. He knew I am very submissive and that I was shy and nervous. As he sat down and said hello, he placed his hand right on my knee and ran it up my thigh.. Believe it or not I actually opened my legs for him!! He felt how wet I was and he said for me to take of my panties. I was going to go to the bathroom but he said right here and now. I could not believe right in the middle of the food court I did it and he said put them on the table. I did as he asked and others were so watching this! We stood up and he told me
Too Much Time On His Hands.
This Guy Has Way Too Much Time On His Hands... This gentleman lives in St. Louis, Mo. and each year at Christmas he decorates his home and synchronizes the lights with music. This must literally take him months! The video is a little blurry and slow at first, but watch the entire's a hoot at the end! This just blows me away!!! Wouldn't you hate to be the neighbor that lives across the street??? LMAO
Caramel Pecan Cookies
Original recipe yield: 4 dozen PREP TIME 25 Min COOK TIME 8 Min READY IN 1 Hr 33 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 cup butter or margarine, softened * 1 cup white sugar * 1 cup packed brown sugar * 2 eggs * 2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour * 3/4 cup unsweetened cocoa powder * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1 cup chopped pecans, divided * 1 tablespoon white sugar * 5 rolls chocolate-covered caramel candies DIRECTIONS 1. In a large bowl, cream together the butter, 1 cup white sugar, and brown sugar until smooth. Beat in the eggs one at a time, then stir in the vanilla. Combine the flour, cocoa, and baking soda; stir into the sugar mixture until well blended. Stir in 1/2 cup of the pecans. Cover, and refrigerate dough for 1 hour, or until firm. 2. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). In a shallow bowl, combine the remaining 1/2 cup pecans and 1 tablespoon of sugar; set aside. 3. Press 1 t
My Life Is A House Off Cards....
Today was just a very shitty day. I was almost arrested and walked away with not one, not two, but three tickets. Why you ask? Pretty simple really, I ran a red light cause the light was yellow and my car did not want to stop all the way on the wet road. Then, I got a ticket for no car insurance. Who would of thunk it that $11,000 a year does not get you very far in this country. Then the third and almost final ticket for driving with a suspended licience I just found out today I had the hard way. Due to the fact I did not get my car tested for fuel emissions and the DMV can not seem to gt my address right being I have lived in the same house for four years and have changed my address 3 times. Only to have them still have my address from before I moved into my current home. So, you'd think this would be an pretty easy fix. Just get my car tested and in 72 business hours I should be clear. Excempt, I have no friends or family to drive my car there since I can not. Then, once it gets
Love & Familiarty
She beckon to me from the hall door. She calls my body with her eyes. We were here, so long ago. I belong here- my spirit knows. The hesitation is gone; I give in completely. Is this Love, or Familiarity? I holds her close- kissing her deep. No more teasing- no more fear; I pull her to the bed- it's finally Real. "Do you want this?" And I answer yes. This is so much more- I inside her. I hold her close- and our souls touch. Is this Love, or Familiarity? We hold on- just caressing. The Kiss seems forever- and never long enough. Moving-in and out; Living enlightenment. I brush the hair from her eyes- our souls are one. This one moment- it must end. Yet, in my heart, I know it won't. Because this is Love, and Familiarity.
I Hate Today
i wish today would have never came,,, my father a lying cheating son of a bitch,, for years i did not know,, he would never come around ,,, then today i fount out that he is a child molester,, when he dies i will be the first to piss on his grave,, if he reads this: I FUCKING HATE YOU ,, STAY OUT OF MY LIFE,, OH WAIT YOU ARE ALREADY OUT MY LIFE,, I AM YOUR ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER,, BESIDES MY STEP SISTER,, AND YOU SHOULDNT BE A PARENT CUZ YOU STILL PLAY ,, YOU AINT NO MAN,,,YOU WILL BECOME A MAN WHEN YOU ARE A FATHER TO YOUR KIDS,,
Some Men Are Not All Bad
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have you
My World
this is my world,all is well that ends welln in my world,love all my folks in my world,in my world.peace be unto you in my world.its not me thats fucked up ,its everybody else in my world..
Merry Chistmas-place Gifts Under The Tree.
Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end
Can You
I touched the cracks allowing them to break The room is on fire I can barely escape My breath is like ice hardening my skin I know I am in hell where this nightmare began sometimes I am afraid I do not know why all I can do is look to the sky If you were me and I were you could you understand the things that I do could you save me from all of my sins would you be my true and loyal best friend or would you just sit and watch me not wake trapped in this pain that will soon be too late
Some Things You Wanted To Know... Or Not. :)
Just to let you know upfront, I have ADD. Do not hold that against me and if you do, your loss, not mine. LOL! Those crack me up. I laugh at almost anything and everything. I do know when you're supposed to be serious, but I've learned at an early age, life deals you a shitty deal. You either shrug it off, or you buckle under the pressure of depression, anger and resentment. I have a tendency to jump from subject to subject during a conversation. It gets confusing at times, but I know what I'm talking about. You just have to stay on your toes to keep up with me. Can you handle that? Yeah. most of you can't, so I'm not too disappointed. Love for me has been the biggest joke of all. Seriously, let me tell you. Men, not all, but most have a tendency to believe that women are, well men are SUPPOSED to believe that women are here to do more than decorate their lives and give them pleasure. My Mom didn't believe in taking medicine for my ADD, because it was a drug that would ca
How Rockabilly Are You?
How Rockabilly are You? Your Result: Twilight Zone You're just not fifties at all. Your shoes are wrong, your hair is wrong, and what's that you're drivin? This is a Rockabilly quiz not a rocker quiz.Psycho-Bitch out of Hell Cool-Cat Psycho-billy Square How Rockabilly are You?
Thank You For Smoking
Both fun and pointed. Enjoyed this film.
Talked Down Upon
Some people just I guess dont value our friendship. They're goin to sit there & get really pissed off at me when I tell someone thats lookin for them that they're not wit me when they told them that they were. My fault. I didnt know a damn thing. Atleast u could do is call me and let me know you could be using me as an albi. not that ima agree to it anyways anymore but still its the point. Then if ur goin to sit there n complain to me that the house isnt clean or the dishes arent done and u dont have money and i should give you money. yeah right. my dad is a complete asshole. i hate him. He leaches off my mum 24/7 n its wrong n he doesnt think he can work cuz he's too "sick". yeah right his docs even said hes able to work. so yeah. dont talk down to me cuz u think im scarred of u. yeah. right. im sick n tirred of this. =(
Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
I Hate Tiredness.... christmas wasn't that great really.....i spent my entire christmas eve, well 15 hours of it doing videos for people...i had plans to go do stuff and i didn't do any of it....cause people were getting mad cause i had not done the song i requested...and it is starting to bother me...doing all the videos like that are starting to get in the way of my video blogs and my personal i will have to cut down on them some..and do like maybe 5 to 10 a week...that is all i can do..sorry.... iw as so tired christmas eve, that when i tried to do a blog, i feel asleep while i was doing it...and it came out all jibberish, and i accidentally posted it as a diary entry....but i changed it.... i slept in on christmas, cuase i was up so late on christmas eve...and i was too tired to go see that black christmas movie...i have went to see a movie on porlly every christmas since i can remember kinda...but all we did was play some poker and some monopoly....i enjoyed spending time with
Whats' My Status ?!
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher100%Trendy60%Goth50%Emo40%Prepy30%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev25%Skater15%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with
Pre-booty Call Application
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (here and after referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2007, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup", unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. No calling each other "friends with benefits". We are not friends, just sex buddies. 8. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don't be o
so i woke up this morning and was like hmmm... i need another change. so what about another piercing??? well were u might ask.. i was thinking nipple piercing. dont have it done. because i rethought it. however, its still sitting there in my head. it would look awesome with my stars on my hips, for the SG shots. hmmmm
Table For Two
I know you like that. Girl, tonight is all for you, a special rendezvous, a table for two. A table for two, dinner room with a view. Your body's on my menu. Let me eat it up Gonna start at your toes til I heat it up, A table for two. Tonight I'm gonna eat on you, but there won't be no I.O.U.s, No teasing you, gonna kiss on your lips where it's pleasing you. Come on in, lay the table, it's your body I wanna feast. Girl tonight, I'll be your waiter, I'm gonna serve a midnight treat. Would you like a little teaser, enough to wet your appetite. A little taste of something sweeter, served just the way you like. I wanna taste your wine, I want your lips on mine. I wanna pleasure you, baby, anyway you want me to. A table for two, dinner room with a view. Your body's on my menu. Let me eat it up Gonna start at your toes til I heat it up, A table for two. Tonight I'm gonna eat on you, but there won't be no I.O.U.s, No teasing you, gonna kiss on your lips where it's pl
Ok !!
I see the real people are still here !!!!
Just A Little Venting
This is not directed at anyone in particular....just a random thought for the day.. I wake up everyday, check my emails and then head over here to Cherry tap....As I am drinking my coffee and having a smoke, i spend a fair bit of time leaving comments, rating pics, becoming a fan, making new friends, reposting bulletins and dooing as much as i possibly can....but what has really gotten to me is the fact that only a handfull of my friends and family return the favor...and for that I am truely gratefull..I'm not on here to become a Top Cherry or anything like that....but it would be nice if more than 10% of my friends would stop by every now and again to say i ask myself am I wasting my time leaving comments, and rating pictures and becoming a fan, and so on and so forth, if only a few of my friends are going to return the favor? Again this is not directed to anyone and please don't take any offence to it....just a lil pissed is all...knowing that out of all my friends on h
Your Internet Escape Plan...
man oh man, the Asians have it rough... it seems that undersea earthquakes have left several million people in Asia without full internet capability... I know that Red Cross and other world aid agencies must be scrambling to find the resources to get those bloggers and internet addicts back on track... what would we here in America (and Europe) ever do without our precious internet access? I mean, do you have an emergency net failure escape plan posted on the refriegerator? Do your kids know where to group up outside in case of an internet emergency? Is is by the oak tree, or in your neighbors yard? Who's in charge of making sure your pets make it out alive? You have to make your plab in advance, or when the net crashes and you are left without access... you'll be helpless... don't get caught in the madness, make and post your internet escape routes and discuss them with your kids... being prepared can save lives...
Free Sex Contestants
Two men drove to a gas station for a fill-up because they heard about a contest being offered by the station to patrons who purchase a full tank of gas. When they went inside to pay, the men asked the attendant about the contest. "If you win, you're entitled to free sex," said the attendant. "How do we enter?" asked the first man. "Well, I'm thinking of a number between 1-10, if you guess right, you win free sex." "O.K. I guess 7, " said the first man. "Sorry, I was thinking of 8," replied the attendant. "Come back soon and try again" The next week, the two men returned to the same station to get gas. When they went inside to pay, the second man asked the attendant if the contest was still going on. "Sure," replied the attendant. "I'm thinking of a number between 1-10, if you guess right. You win free sex." "2" said the second man "Sorry, I was thinking of 3," replied the attendant. "Come back soon and try again." A
Happy New Years Eve Eveyone Almost.....
Hope You All Enjoy
Create Your Own
Happy New Years!
Hope everyone has a happy new years I am going to try and have as much fun as possible so please do the same;) and if your in the new york city area and want to hang out get in touch with me ladies ;)
A Dream In My Heart
This is a poem I wrote, hope you enjoy it: Here I stand hidden within the shadows Eyes watching your every move, desire for you burning within With each blink of an eye I see your smiling face Steadily my heart beats as I think of your loving embrace Thoughts of nights we might share together race through my mind Dancing beneath a starlit night not a soul but us in sight Oh how the gentle caress of your fingertips would send shivers through me The thought of a simple kiss shared in the rain is enough to send my heart racing Wisps of hair blowing in the gentle breeze as the rain falls down around us Creating a memory that we will never forget and always cherish Yet I'm captured in a mere day dream of passionate bliss Often I find myself wondering if I've ever crossed your mind Wishing, hoping each night that the answer was yes Perhaps you were imagining a place that consisted of just you and me Our own little private fantasy, our escape from reality Comp
No More Booze.
I have no more booze because some fuck came over and drank all mine. ima kill the fucker, cut off his his balls and put in his eye sockets.
Friends Vs Juggalos
Friends: Never ask for food. Juggalos: are the reason you have no food. Friends: Call your parents Mr/Mrs Juggalos: Call your parents DAD/MOM Friends: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Juggalos: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" Friends: never seen you cry. Juggalos: cry with you Friends: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Juggalos: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. Friends: know a few things about you. Juggalos: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. Friends: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. Juggalos: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. Friends: Would knock on your front door. Juggalos: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" Friends: Are for awhile. juggalos: Are for life. Friends: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough. Juggalos: Will look at you stumbling all ove
Porcelain Whore
Denial i feel churning inside Lies I feel burning their way Tears that I know they never subside Emotions I ignore coming again today Laying me down another one to play I swore I wouldnt, deafening out what you say I guess im weak, all along knew you wouldnt stay here I am bitter and scorned, another priceless lay Come inside deep and dark rip me apart plunge inside deep and dark black is my heart and bitter I stay Priceless porcelain whore Distrust I feel choking me inside Saddness is like night to the day eyes blank yet endless tears i cried my heart I ignore, hearing what you say Laying me down, my body a score of play I swore I wouldnt, I know its not ok I know Im weak, they never stay free to them all, I am the one who has to pay Come inside deep and dark rip me apart plunge inside deep and dark black is my heart and bitter I stay Priceless porcelain whore Priceless porcelain whore and bitter I stay Copywritten by: St
Desert Rose
dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in pain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of fire Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire And in the flames Her shadows play in the shape of a man's desire This desert rose Each of her veils, a secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this And as she turns This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams This fire burns I realise that nothing's as it seems I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand wake in pain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of rain I lift my gaze to empty skies above I close my eyes, this rare perfume Is the sweet intoxication of her love I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in pain I dream of love as time runs through my hand Sweet desert rose Each of her veils, a secret p
In Retrospect..... About New Years Eve!
alright, after I got home a little while I gave this some thought, it wasn't as bad as I thought it had been, perhaps I was just tried. yeah I'm still sick of the rude twats out there who just want to give out dirty looks and who think they can push everyone around. but anyawys if ya read my blog last night and got worried I was going to get drunk then yeah no need to worry, I was just over reacting. somtimes you need to stop and think about what is really wrong before you go and act out about stuff. last night is one of those times, I am wishing everyone a safe and happy new year. all the best in 007 scottie.
Masters Of War
Come you masters of war You that build all the guns You that build the death planes You that build the big bombs You that hide behind walls You that hide behind desks I just want you to know I can see through your masks You that never done nothin' But build to destroy You play with my world Like it's your little toy You put a gun in my hand And you hide from my eyes And you turn and run farther When the fast bullets fly Like Judas of old You lie and deceive A world war can be won You want me to believe But I see through your eyes And I see through your brain Like I see through the water That runs down my drain You fasten the triggers For the others to fire Then you set back and watch When the death count gets higher You hide in your mansion As young people's blood Flows out of their bodies And is buried in the mud You've thrown the worst fear That can ever be hurled Fear to bring children Into the world For threatening my baby Unborn and unn
Uncle Toms' Cabin !
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A Bad
This is hilarious! Next time you have a bad day at work, think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana. He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to a radio station in Ft. Wayne, Indiana, who was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won. Hi Sue, Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all. Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wetsuit. This time of year the water is quite cool. So what we do to keep warm is this: We have a diesel-powere
What will people think ? Waiting for the right words not knowing how to speak. afraid to explain in fear the words will come out wrong. trying not to breathe, apologetic that i can. afraid that one of these days will be my last and praying its tommorow. How to tell the ones i love ,afraid to lose the laughter. belonging to something out of my control and angry with me . why do i feel this way? what have i done so wrong? afraid to claim the feelings while drowning in a poopl of emotions. gasping for air yet to proud to reach out. taught not to trust and not to cry and never surrender. for all those are weakness in the eyes of those loved. a sign that i am not as strong as i expected to be . everything is wonderful? whats wrong with you. nothing nothing except everything..after all what problem could i possably have in this private world where none exsist.. in a world so full of anger and deciet, in a time so envolved.. how could this be?how is it that i am so alon
A Surprising Secret To A Long Life: Stay In School
By GINA KOLATA Published: January 3, 2007 James Smith, a health economist at the RAND Corporation, has heard a variety of hypotheses about what it takes to live a long life ó money, lack of stress, a loving family, lots of friends. But he has been a skeptic. Yes, he says, it is clear that on average some groups in every society live longer than others. The rich live longer than the poor, whites live longer than blacks in the United States. Longevity, in general, is not evenly distributed in the population. But what, he asks, is cause and what is effect? And how can they be disentangled? He is venturing, of course, into one of the prevailing mysteries of aging, the persistent differences seen in the life spans of large groups. In every country, there is an average life span for the nation as a whole and there are average life spans for different subsets, based on race, geography, education and even churchgoing. But the questions for researchers like Dr. Smith are why? And what rea
Meet N Greet
just wanted to say hello and thank-you to everyone here that has made me feel so welcomed and for showing me the ropes it is so much appreciated.also i finally figured out how to put pics up so go take a look!!!again thanks big hugs and kisses connie
Thank You
i am writing this to all who helped my gain a level i thank you so so so much ...... Kisses and hugs Blessings
Hypothetically If You Were Point A, And Theoretically If I Was Point B,we Would Be, We Would Be Frantically Melting Into One Massive Point
I don't know what I want. I don't know why I push people away. All I crave is love, yet my heart is so harden. I feel so completely fucked up sometimes. I really don't understand my actions at all.
Naughty Horoscope
Aries (March 21- April-19) LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. They live to tease and tor
so many to do so lil a lil bit of this and a lil bit of that...uh oh my steaks burning, oh shit the kids are crying. but...i gotta paint my bathroom......the mind of Jolene
To You, My Friend
"To You My Friend" You entered my life at a time when I was lost and alone; bewildered and uncertain; afraid and unsettled; depressed and disgusted. You extended your hand and listened to my story. You were not judgmental you understood. I was at a low period in my life. You smiled and comforted me. Since then, you have been there for me when I needed to hear a fresh outlook. When I was searching for a purpose. You opened up to me, let me into your world. I was fascinated by your energy, your zest for life. You gave me hope. I walked away with less despair, and a feeling of renewal. You make me want to be more, to reconnect with life. Each time we talk, I feel rejuvenated and excited about the world around me. I had forgotten how nice it really is, how much there is to explore and learn. You brought a new sense of purpose to my life, a desire to be more, see more and enjoy more. You are helping bring bac
Make It Real
The New Year's Resolution?
Well, it's that time of the year again and once more one of the most popular resolution is to give up smoking. Now this is something I managed about 8 or 9 years ago and happened to find quite easy. There was someone else who found it pretty easy too, Allen Carr used to have a 100 a day habit and once he'd decided he was going to quit, he did. He then went on to make rather a lot of money writing books and running seminars about how to give up. Allen Carr died in 2006, of cancer, whether directly or indirectly due to that 100 a day habit or just that he was susceptible to the disease doesn't really matter. His way of quitting cigarettes is pretty much how I managed and how a lot of others can do the same, not using Nicotine Replacement Therepy (a waste of money) but by actually wanting to give up and then doing so, destroying any remaining tobacco and then sticking to your principles. My rant though is over this NRT, now how can anyone stop smoking when the health service t
I'm Ready....
I am moving on.... letting go.... doing what's best for me and loving it.
Profile Sprites - Cutie!
Dead Baby Found In Milford Trash Truck(full Story)
MILFORD- poice are probing death of a new born baby who was found in a BFI trash truck yesterday morning on Purchase Street. The gender of baby found by a BFI employee around 11:30 am during residentual trash pick up was not immediately available, and the cause of death is under investigation according to milford police the baby was believed to weigh 5-6 pounds.last night,police and the department of public works crews were gatherd at the DPW garage at 30 front st.And poice crime scene tape could be seen just inside the garage.A town source said the truck was brought to the front street garage to have the load sifted by investigaters. It is believed the body was placed in a trash can which was then dumped into the truck.It is not known how soon the body was discovered after being dumped in the truck. A Milford Reginal Medical Center spokesman said the hospital had no information about the case or the dead childs mother. This latest tragedy comes on the heels of several new borns that h
New Passport And Document Requirements When Traveling Outside The Us After Jan 23, 2007
NEW U.S. TRAVEL DOCUMENT REQUIREMENTS: The U.S. Department of State has initiated new Travel Document Requirements under the Western Hemisphere Travel Initiative (WHTI). Following is an excerpt of the new requirements: "The Western Hemisphere Travel Initiative (WHTI) will require all travelers to and from Canada, Mexico, Central and South America, the Caribbean and Bermuda to present a passport or other accepted document that establishes the bearerís identity and nationality to enter or re-enter the United States. The goal is to strengthen border security and facilitate entry into the United States for U.S. citizens and legitimate international travelers. "In the proposed implementation plan, the initiative will be implemented in two phases. The proposed timeline will be as follows: "January 23, 2007 Ė Passports, Merchant Mariner Documents (MMDs) or NEXUS Air cards would be required for all air travel, and most commercial sea travel, from within the Western Hemisphere
Let It Out, Get It Off Ur Chest
My Woman My Life
Old People!
This is TOO good! 5 million of our older Americans have not signed up yet for their Medicare, Part D, drug plan------they are old and confused. We are NOT going to grant them an extension. However, 12 million illegal aliens are in our country and we are going to allow them to stay, protest, procreate, receive support monies, attend schools, avoid paying income taxes, have our teachers take 300 hours of ESL(English as a Second Language) training at our expense, etc. WE MUST REALLY DISLIKE OUR OLD PEOPLE...... OR WE MUST REALLY LOVE TACOS!!! If it ticks you off, pass it on!!
A Girl Needs
A girl needs a lot of understanding Like giving her the love When sheís feeling somewhat down She needs to hear ďI LOVE YOUĒ That tells her all is right when all else falls apart
A Cry For Help Aka Getting The Pity Vote
I feel like I need an honest and true-life councilor on some points in my existence. Before I get any further into this lil subject just let me say that I scoff at the way some people claim things are these days. There are disorders like colors of the spectrum and 50 types of councilor for each it seems, that is not what I mean in this. I believe many of those disorders are very valid btwÖjust not all. For a life councilor, or maybe consoler would be better, I mean advice. I want to change much and itís hard to start doing so, though I have accomplished some HUGE goals for me. The biggest, quitting smoking. ButÖmy life still needs an overhaul and I feel like I need a hand up in one way or another to accomplish it. Doesnít mean I wonít crumble without it but honestlyÖthereís always more that we donít know than we do, and my list of donít knowís might just be more vast than yours :-P. For instance, I donít socialize well these days, or ever for that matter. Letís review. In HS
For Someone Special....
 How Deep Can I Touch You I can graze you----immersed in your scent go further than typical skin and bone further than these words that mouth a scenery within your ego. I can sketch your face from reflection with the tip of my finger. Every square inch of your cheek, from eyebrows to nose this is deeper than my thoughts and further than either of our memories go. I can drown within your husky voice and submerge into my pillowsí fantasies laden of you murmuring energetic gentleness of aphrodisiac transgression but to me it is not weakness to hunger for you. I can want you more than a kiss in an undomesticated downpour and lust for your caress to titillate my body with insatiability. I can touch you with my thoughts and thirst for all I starve for even put to words my dreams and pray you see them some day.
Just Not My Day!
Have tried to get a pic and phone says it does not have mms! It used to! Will have to check with the service to see what is wrong. Those who require to see a salute before adding as a friend...well *shakes head* so be it! I tried and if you cannot see who is real by the person....! I will keep you folks in my prayers! Read my signature quote in my profile. It just pains me to have to put conditions on a friendship!
Olbermann's Comment On Bush's Wendesday Speech
Death Cult Running Rampant!!!
It seems hard to believe in this day and age, but it's true. There is a growing problem in our civilization with religious zealots, and it threatens our very existance. As you read this, there is a group of religious fanatics spreading 'The Word' around your very neighbourhood. The facts about these cultists have been misdirected and warped, but facts are facts. The Truth will set you free. 1) These cultists believe that they worship the one true God. All other 'Gods' and religions are inheritantly evil and thus should not be allowed to continue. They allow no room for discussion on this matter, it is their first and greatest duty to spread this message to the globe. 2) These cultists believe that they have been chosen and will rise from the dead to continue worshiping their God and Master. They believe this life is for suffering, and that only after death can true happiness be achieved. 3) These cultists indulge in necromantic rituals, expounding on how the drinking hu
90 Random Questions
What time is it now? 10:28 *LOOKS Hair.. Red, long Eye color.. Hazel Curly or straight hair? whatever i want it to be! How tall are you? about 5'4 Are you the tallest or shortest in your class?medium! Do you have your ears or anything else pierced? yes ears and my tongue Are you Tan? somewhat Interests do you play basketball? NO are you in any clubs NO Are you in softball or baseball? NO Are you in volleyball? NO are you in track or Crosscountry? i was Are you in soccer? NO Are you in any other sports? No, i was on the swim team Either or.. pepsi or Coca cola? Coca Cola 7up or sprite? Sprit Pepperoni or Sausage Pizza? Pepperoni Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate Chocolate or Strawberry milk Chocolate love or richess> LOVE American Dad or Family Guy? Family Guy Every Loves Ramon or According to Jim? NEITHER lace or Silk? SILK silver or Gold SILVER yogurt or fruit? FRUIT rock or rap? BOTH pink or Purple? BOTH Black or White
Cursed All Of My Days In This Life Time.
Drowning In My Sorrows
Drowning in my Sorrows As the problems mount the mornings light turns into night. Setting the mood for an endless sea of catastrophes. The waves keep pounding relentlessly one by one smothering me. Gasping for air its no use realizing I'm going to die a silent death. Isolating my self form the rest of the world. Pushing away any chance of rescue. At times I feel like dying, my heart, and mind are crying, I want to die a kind of suicide. I manage to stay afloat for the moment not submerging to my demise. I've hurt my best friends because of self sulking. Thinking back, what have I done. Apologizing, confronting my wrongs. A glint of light off in the distance. Which I had thought was the sun gleaming off the ever shifting water's. Now coming closer. Back to the comfort of dry land. I find my self bewildered trying to understand how things got so bad. Its quite painful when thought about. How I let my self drown in my sorrows blind of reality. By, James
Rummy, Bush, & Fema
Sunday, December 24, 2006 Current mood: Disgusted The Bronze, Ex-Sect. of Defense Donald Rumsfeld - When asked if he had read the Iraq Study Group report, he mentioned that he only skimmed it. And there is the reason for him to go. The Silver, President Bush - Ignores the Iraq study group and wants to keep making it up as he goes along. Then decides not to make any sort of decision on Iraq until next year. Seems to me that there was a lack of thought on what to do with Iraq prior to the invasion. The Winner, FEMA - They are currently challenging a court ruling that would force them to continue to house Katrina refuges. That's right, they don't want to pay for it anymore. They want to evict these people right before Christmas. They did win a suspension of the ruling which means they can go ahead and do it anyway. Bah Humbug! FEMA, Today's Worst Person In The World!!!
How About Help
Could You help me reach 2000 for my Platinum Cherry please
Letter Im Not Sure I Wanna Send You
Things between us was great when we first started going together. I knew we had our alikes and differences but who knew we would fight about alot of stuff but after many months of us talking days of u crying and nights of making up. our relationship some people hoping we take time apart because we aren't the ones for goodbyes just hello's and stay in contact. some people say i don't deserve you but i agree with them 50% because some of the things i do you may not agree with but I'm trying to stop talking to my ex's bringing up painful memories, so it clouds my judgment on whether we should really be together. Afraid of a real tough confrontation i write these words so i can have my moment of clarity to finally give you my full attention mind body and soul wise. people tell i got the mind of a old man, but one of the biggest hearts and you say you love me for my heart and personality. You know i appreciate you very much, more than you would know. Shit girl I love you I'm tired of writin
My 'always A Lover Almost A Rockstar' Bulletin
Hey friends take a look at my points if i had a salute i would be nearly a cherry rock star, hah but since i dun plan on getting one i shall for ever be a fake...unsaluted...cherry lover Levels Cherry Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 New Cherry 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Cherry 500 Set your own online status 3 Cherry Grunt 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Cherry 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Psycho Cherry 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Cherry 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Cherry 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Black Cherry 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Magic Cherry 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of CherryTAP 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Nutty Cherry 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Inspired Cherry 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Ripe Cherry 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Epic Cherry 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 Up to 8 MUMMs a day 16 Cherry Lover 210,000 Up to 175
Hello everyone, I just wanted you to know that I will be off line a few days.There is alot goin on here and I need a break.Take care, Twinkies
Hi Got A New Yahoo Email hope you got it
My Angel
My Web Angel I found a friend one day, as sweet as could be, I'll call her my web angel, she's been there for me. An angel they say, Oh how can that be, she guided me through, my own destiny. A web angel I chat with, never met her before, But turned into a dear friend, like never before. A computer and web angel, is here on my list, my web angel is Ladyluv she really does exist. A creation of love, And nice words to say, I look forward, to meeting her one day. Web angel, Thank you, for being a good friend, web angel look forward, to chatting again.
This Story I Have Posted B4 But I Have Had Alot That Havent Read Enjoy It It Is My Favorite
One night I could not sleep. I hate those nights. The moon was full and I was very restless. I decided to go for a ride. I wondered what it would be like to go naked. My mom always told me that I should dress nice with clean underwear whenever I left the house. I mean what if I was to get into an accident? You know me; I am always playing by the rules. Everyone is in bed sleeping, I get into the car backed out of the driveway. It was a very hot, humid night. The moon was out you could see the shadows from the moon. I got on to the highway and started cruising down the road. I had no destination just driving. I was speeding feeling the cool wind in my hair and all over my body. It felt so good. I had the radio cranked up I was listening to some hot tunes not paying any attention to where I was or how fast I was going. All of a sudden I saw blue lights behind me. I had not a stitch of clothing on, I was freaking. What am I going to do. I can not be seen like this. There was a blanket
First Time Sex
FIRST TIME SEX A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet, and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where th
Truth Or Dare
Truth Or Dare =) and be honest. Just copy this then paste it in an email Fill this out and send it to my INBOX!! I dare you... to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describe me 1. One question for me 1. Do you want me to fill this out about you? I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you
Welcome To Northern Maine!
You're all invited to visit me in Northern Maine...but there ARE some rules and things you should know first... 1. That slope-shouldered farm boy you are snickering at did more work before breakfast than you did all week in the gym. 2. It's called a "gravel road." No matter how slowly you drive, you're going to get dust on your BMW. We have four wheel drive because we need it. Now just drive, or get the hell out of the way. 3. We all started hunting and fishing when we were nine years old. Yeah, we saw "Bambi." We got over it. That steak you're raving about? Good huh? It was hooked to the ass of a moose just a week ago. Now...if you spit it out after I tell you that, I will personally pack you into your suitcase and send you home. 4. Any references to "corn fed" when talking about our women will get your butt our women. 5. Pull your pants up, and turn that hat around. You look like a freaking idiot. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of mall
What Do U Think I Am
post this as "Sexy Report Card" and see what people say! Its actually pretty fun!! F- = YOUR SO ####### UGLY THAT ITS NOT FUNNY F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME! D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. I would love to have you in my room with no one home :-). A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXEY!! A+ = Gorgeous ... I want you to be mine : ) A++ = I 'D hit it A+++=ID DROP MY CLOTHES IN 3 SECONDS 4 U
I want to clear up any questions any of you might have the reason there are no pics of my face is due to my job.I work with mentally challenged children.and do not want my personal life to affect my never know who are on these site...All of the schoolgirl and sexually explicit photos in my nsfw are me and my me my personal life is mine its personal.I have met a lot of really great people on here who live a lifestyle similiar to me and i enjoy talking to you.for the ones that have had conversations with me you know that i am not a fake.please do not critisize me for not having my photo of my face on here...thank you sorry i needed to vent......much love to you all
Harry Potter Character Combatibility Test
You scored as Sirius Black. You are the most loyal friend anyone could ask for because you'd go to any length to ensure their safety and happiness. You're free-spirited and very difficult to confine to a caged life. You love being in the company of those you love and love to show them how much they mean to you. You loathe those who only live for self-gain and show disloyalty. You're a great person but sometimes its needed of you to think more rationally than being quick to jump into things.Sirius Black81%Neville Longbottom69%Oliver Wood66%Albus Dumbledore66%Ron Weasley50%Hermione Granger50%Bellatrix Lestrange41%Severus Snape38%Harry Potter34%Lord Voldemort31%
Myspace Sued In Wake Of Sexual Assault
MySpace sued in wake of sexual assault 6/20/2006 3:58:59 PM, by Eric Bangeman A Texas 14-year-old and her mother have sued MySpace for US$30 million after she was raped by a man she met on the social networking site. Pete Solis, who faces felony sexual assault charges, courted the girl via her MySpace profile. They proceded to exchange phone calls and e-mails prior to meeting in May. Solis reportedly picked her up at school, took her to dinner and a movie, and then sexually assaulted her at a South Austin, TX apartment complex. MySpace's age verification practices come under attack by the plaintiff's attorneys. The site requires users to be at least 14 years old, asking for name, date of birth, e-mail address, sex, and country of residence. However, it does not attempt to verify the information, which is the basis for the lawsuit. In a statement, MySpace chief security officer Hemanshu Nigam said that the site takes "aggressive measures" to protect its members and encourage
Carried Away
I don't take my whiskey to extremes Don't believe in chasin' crazy dreams My feet are planted firmly on the ground But darlin' when you come around I get carried away by the look by the light in your eyes Before I even realize the ride I'm on baby I'm long gone I get carried away nothin' matters but bein' with you Like a feather flyin' high up in the sky on a windy day, I get carried away. It might seem like an ordinary night Same ol' stars, the same ol' moon up high But when I see you standin' at your door Nothin's ordinary anymore. I get carried away by the look by the light in your eyes Before I even realize the ride I'm on baby I'm long gone I get carried away nothin' matters but bein' with you Like a feather flyin' high up in the sky on a windy day, I get carried away
I Hate Moving
hey all whats up. i hate moving. i dont like to pack things up and travel to the new place. its even harder when its not just my stuff im moving. i have to pack up my kids stuff too. its really hitting hard that im moving bc my rooms are empty and they echo. im glad that im moving bc of the situation but its still hard and it sucks.
I Want You Back
I went out to dinner with a new girlfriend last night. I wanted to show her a good time, and forget about you. We went to a new, hip restaurant because I wanted to impress her. We got our table and I sat looking at the bar. I ordered a drink and her some wine. Appetizers and we started small talk. I am hoping this will lead to bed, but not completely. The wound of you leaving me is still fresh. I screwed up, but not with someone else. I let you down, was not there to support you. Too wrapped up in my own shit. I tried to make it up to you, but were hurt. As my dinner companion talked, I looked at the bar. Oh my god, there you are. Looking at me, staring really. Just sitting calmly, staring. My world crashes inward. What do I do? I try to continue the conversation, but have lost the thread. I look up again, you are gone. Was it a dream? I order another drink and excuse myself to the bathroom. My hands are sweaty and I am light headed. Did you really see me? As
How Nerdy R U?
How Nerdy R U? Braniac!You are a true braniac... maybe you might get into one of those ivy league colleges for gifted minds such as yourself. Congrats. You rule. :) Take this test
Ok This Is Cute Much Am I Worth ...i'm Worth A Million Bucks...ha Ha Ha :-)
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Southwest Airlines
A mother and her very young son were flying Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago. The little boy (who had been looking out the window) turned to his mother and asked, "If big dogs have baby dogs, and big cats have baby cats, why don't big airplanes have baby airplanes?" The mother (who couldn't think of an answer) told her son to ask the stewardess. So the boy went down the aisle and asked the stewardess. The stewardess, who was very busy at the time, smiled and said, "Did your Mom tell you to ask me?" The boy said, "Yes she did." "Well, then, you go and tell your mother that there are no baby airplanes because Southwest always pulls out on time. Have your Mom explain that to you.
Snowy Sunday!
I guess Winter has really arrived in Wisconsin, lol! Snow Advisory in effect until 3 p.m. The weather service says we should get 2 to 4 inches, but it looks more like 5 or 6 inches out there right now! And it is still coming down hard. This will be interesting, lol! Beautiful to watch, though! Still haven't had a chance to talk with my sister about her experiences in paradise! I'm giving her time to readjust - she's quiet anyway, but she's a little too quiet this time! I have a feeling she is discouraged that her adventure didn't turn out quite as she'd planned. That sort of thing happens. As long as she learns from the experience, it's all good! Just don't want her to decide "adventures" aren't worth the effort or the occasional pain involved. All adventures are worth anything it takes to pull it off - spoken like a true adventurer, lol!! I'm just so proud of her, that she took that first step - even if it didn't turn out as planned! Another past life companion has surfaced for
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For Some Reason I Thought Of You
For some reason I thought of you Special Person Sent Me Special Words! White Rose In the storm Stands the white rose tumultuous waves of destruction abound her Yet tall is the white rose strong in the face Of the sensed doom around her And she does not bow down Pure is the white rose In the compost earth growing eternal strength in the nights that so hurt I see not the white rose She is so far away But I long to protect her But only the words can I say So I send her my words And my poets heart To help her when there is hope to see her through Be Strong little flower Your heart will guide true And as long as you want I will always talk to you Walter Poe The Rose and the Bee If I were a bee and you were a rose, Would you let me in when the gray wind blows? Would you hold your petals wide apart, Would you let me in to find your heart, If you were a rose? "If I were a rose and you were a bee, You should never go when
Dope ~ Another Day
Rice Cookers....
Okay... So one of my good friends came over to my house today and saw my rice cooker sitting out on the counter. She asked me what it was and I told her... She said that she has never ever heard for a rice cooker before!! So, I was just wondering if im the only weird one that grew up with one... and now has one of their own!? anyone else own a rice cooker or grew up with one... just my question for the day.!
The Origin Of Love~
When the earth was still flat And clouds made of fire And mountains stretched up to the sky Sometimes higher Folks roamed the earth like big rolling kegs They had two sets of arms They had two sets of legs They had two faces peering Out of one giant head So they could watch all around them As they talked; while they read And they never knew nothing of love It was before the origin of love The origin of love And there were three sexes then, One that looked like two men Glued up back to back Called the children of the sun And similiar in shape and girth Was the children of the earth They looked like two girls rolled up in one And the children of the moon Were like a fork stuck on a spoon They were part sun, part earth, part daughter, part son The origin of love Now the gods grew quite scared Of our strength and defiance And Thor said "I'm gonna kill them all with my hammer Like I killed the giants" But the Zeus said "No You better let me use my lightning
Rap To A Good Friend - I Wanna Wish You A Good Day!!!
I dont wanna see you cry now i wonder why now you were pushed to the point where you knew you couldent take no more look in my eyes now i wanna show you that i care and i cant stand to see you hurtin i love the way you are i'm not that far away to help you when you need that if you my mother my brother my friend my sister my aunt i wanna wish you a good day... i wanna wish you a good day... Since you were feelin down and lonley I wanna hit you up my good hommie man how long have you known me we strong in this game no one can test us and justify are means and wish us good ridence i cant stand to see you hurting i will help you when you need that... i wanna wish you a good day i dont wanna see you cry no more, i dont... no i dont... i wonder why you were pushed to the point where you could not take it no more i wanna show you that i care i hate it when you are away i wanna wish you a good day... i wanna wish you a good day since you were feeling down and lonley my one tru hommie please
Walk In The Shadows' ! Queensryche !
Walk In The Shadow...
Queensryche- Speak !
The Sound Of Shattering Glass
No one knows but me. No one knows the pain, the hurt, the humility. The memories that swirl around in my head. The images that float through my every vein whilst I lay in my bed. The suffering that has come to pass. And the images I get when I hear shattering glass. The time that it takes for me to trust. And how I dream of the day they lay me to the flowers and recite the phrase "ashes to ashes, dust to dust". No one knows how hard I try to make everyone else happy and not worry about me. And how much of a good person I am, that I want them to see. How I swallow my pride and live by each day. And how much people love me, I want to hear them say. The sound of shattering glass echoing through every vein, the memories that embrace me. The sound of shattering glass, the past still looking the same, and the memories that you will never see.
Risto's On Jan 26th & 27th 2007
Hey All You Rocken, Rollen, & Hot Smoken MICHIGANDERS We will be rocken an a rollen at the hottest spot in Owosso called Risto's on Jan 26 2007 9:30PM ~and~ on Jan 27 2007 9:30PM Risto's Bistro 113 S Washington St Owosso, MI 48867 1(989) 723-3143 Come join us for one hell of a night of fun great drinks and some funky tunes.
Opinion ... Just Man Or Woman
JUST MAN OR WOMAN Forced to live a human life, filled with trouble, toil and strife, called a Husband or a wife, are we just Man or Woman? Trapped inside a fleshy cage, poked and prodded Ďtill outrage, labeled by both Fool and Sage, who say, ďJust Man or WomanĒ. As the intellect grows old, One discovers, or is told, ďall that glitters is not goldĒ is there just Man and Woman? Judged by BODY separately, every human has to be, him or Her, a He or She, is MIND just Man or woman? MIND is an electric toy, guiding BODY bold or coy, itís the same for Girl or Boy, MINDís not just Man or Woman. All are SPIRITS trapped behind, fleshy mass and scheduled MIND, now and then there is a sign, weíre not just Man or Woman. Some human beings, Ďtho preset to survive, and then beget, Ö feel their
ok so i started talkin to this guy and im starting to really really like him we r going out for my bday and im so nervouse hes so sweet and kind and everything i could ever want in a guy im just afraid after we meet eachother he wont like me i dunno i guess im just scared it sucks but i guess we will see what happens wish me luck
Good Night
You Never Own Your Car!!!!!
>Do You Know Who Owns Your Car? > >On February 10, 1987, Tennessee Department of Revenue Operations Supervisor >Denise Rottero told Judge Geer how Tennessee's auto registration works. > >The process begins with the "surrender" of the Manufacturer's Statement of >Origin (MSO) by the auto dealer to the Department of Revenue in exchange for >Certificate of Title. Asked if a MSO is proof of ownership -Legal title -to >the automobile. Ms. Rottero said, "Yes" > >"Are you telling me that the ownership of an automobile is NOT title; it's >merely evidence that title exists? Your car's legal TITLE is the MSO, which >the dealer surrendered to the state?" Ms. Rottero said the MSO is put on >microfilm for permanent keeping, the original destroyed. > >After the trial, spectators expressed shock that their personal automobiles >were actually owned by the state. "No wonder state law officers stop people >for no reason!" said a housewife. "If your car's got a Tennessee plate, it's >th
Poems From The Darkside
SEEKING SILENCE In the darkness I turn, Feeling the shades blazing through me Icy cold burning my skin The embers of fear and rejection charging their passage Through my veins the ice forms Feeling cutting deeper, let it stop Hatred at the place to which I've arrived Feeling powerless to leave, Will bleeding away, want to sleep Crying away the pain until nothing remains Just a hollow inside, where happiness lay once Cavernous feeling, no will to do anything Not even eat, food as lacklustre as life Sleep awhile now, empty of pain Until thoughts creep back in Finding the knives to bury deeper Seeking blades to show my suffering While those around hardly notice Too busy to notice the slow decay The destruction of momentum and energy Happiness caged, held away Wish for death Wish for release Wish to be taken away from it all Nobody comes. Still the hurt remains Still the shadows remain Still haunted by thoughts unwanted Left lying, curled foetal
Look Into My Eyes
Computer Dating
this is crazy shit. no one knows me. not even myself. but u know what? i havent left this computer in over 15 hours!
Sending Messages To The Support Team
I have noticed that since I have been a Member of CherryTap I have tried to figure out a lot of this stuff on my own without having to trouble some else about it but I do sometimes have a question that no one can seem to answer so I turn to the Support Team for the Answer(s) However, I also noticed that NONE of my questions are being answered even by them... I dont understand this what so ever...Dont get me wrong, I know they are Busy but dang at least they can send you a return message letting you know that they have received your message and they are looking into the problem.... Right???? So Can someone please send me the DIRECT PHONE NUMBER TO THE SUPPORT TEAM and PLEASE INCLUDE THEIR Ext. as well Thanks Jim
So like I love this site. But I need like A HELL OF ALOT MORE FRIENDS!!! Oh....and I need alot more picture comments and profile comments!!! Also I need more fans and crushes!!! Have fun and good luck!!! :D
Fetish Consent Worksheet
Fetish Consent Worksheet: This worksheet allows for a more open communication between master and slave. By consenting to the participation in various fetish acts, both individuals can move forward in their sexual adventures with a clear idea of what each one expects. It's a tool to open discussion between partners and a chance for master and slave to create boundaries, limits and to feel more comfortable in their roles. Click here for a more printer friendly version of this worksheet for you to use! Yes No! Maybe Fetish Activities: _____ _____ _____ 24/7 (Total Power Exchange) _____ _____ _____ Age Play _____ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Giving) _____ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Receiving) _____ _____ _____ Arse (Ass) Play _____ _____ _____ Asphyxiaphilia (Breath Play) _____ _____ _____ Biting _____ _____ _____ Blindfolds _____ _____ _____ Blood _____ _____ _____ Body Hair _____ _____ _____ Bondage _____ _____ _____ Branding _____ _____ _____ Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc. ___
Signifigant Others
How many time can you ask is he/she really the right one for me? How many ways can you investigate the ups and downs with a person before you determine they are NOT the right one? For some people it takes no time at all and with others, it took the tragedy of my daughters loss for me to truly close the book. I suffer from incurable hope. Most times that is a good thing and it has seen me through a great many dark places in my life, but it has also caused me trouble. I know there are many people out there that feel judged and possibly persecuted by people for the way they are or for bad choices that you have made in your life and it is a sad sad fact that many people do judge because of those things but when should hope and chances be set aside to make sure that you have a safer and better life than the one you are living? When is enough enough and how when hope is sometimes the only thing that has kept you going, do you set it aside to be free of a hard life and pick up the pie
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Just Wondering...
Had this GF, lives near by...had....her life is 24/7 drama. Her life includes the following according to her. Attempted murder, rape, abuse, child custody, attempted breakin, hijacked computer, stalker from New Mexico, cyber stalker, cell phone stalker, suspended from work, continuous stalking from 'the guy' in New Mexico.....She changes her cell phone number one day, and the guy knows it the next day. She gets her son a cell phone for xmas, and within hours of activation, the stalker knows his number. She has told me an 'expert' has found hidden video bugs in her house, yet she seems very unconcerned. I have absolutely NO proof of all her reported incidences...although I have seen some court records to some of the above. Am I just lost, or does this seem like its so totally out of this world? Respond please...and repost for all opinions! Thanks girls! Boycott Wal-Mart
Meeting Ppl
hi and this is my first day here , i hope to meet some very nice ppl on this site and have lots of friends everyone have a great day Sunshine
Becca Nmi
In addition to being an odd girl for a variety of reasons, I am different than most everyone else in a semi-noticeable way. I have no middle name. My mother has never really explained to me why she chose to not give me a middle name. She always tells me that it was such a stressful time for her and the rest of the family. After all, she was an unwed, teenage mother and the Colonel's daughter. My middle name was just something that she didn't consider. "Huh?" I've asked myself that question many times. "How could she not consider it?" My dear Uncle, who was off making a name for himself in college at the time of my birth, tells me that I have no middle name because even my first name was barely considered. I was supposed to be a boy. I have a boy name, he reminds me - that is, a name that I would have had if I was born the right gender. He likes to irritate me by calling me my boy name, which, in fact, does include a middle name, quite often. He mostly does this when he leav
Hi Friends Fans And Family
hi every body this is my secound blog entry hope that u all o.k have a great time and pls. dont forget to stop by and see hello
My Grandma Part 3
Update on my grandma.. The nurse came and she sign some papers.. The nurse asked questions and my mom and grandma both answer them.. But never thought grandma could take about the funnel service like being in ashes or something else I caon't spell it.. But It is really hard for me to hear this kind of stuff and making my self not to cry not one bit.. It is really hard.. I don't know what I am going to do at all.. But in time I have to think about my grandma.. Virgo24
Goodbye Joey
Goodbye My Love joey I didn't think the last goodbye I ever heard you utter was forever. If I had known, I would have taken it to heart. I would have told you how you touched my life, how you changed who I am for the better. You once told me that I would know if you didn't want to talk to me, because you wouldn't answer the phone or return my calls.Of course, now I see. The truth stares me in the face, and yet I deny it. I can't let my heart believe. I shouldn't pour sugar on it. I understand that what we had can never be acheived again, yet I long for the friendship we left behind. I wish we could still be friends. My values haven't changed, and I'm sure yours haven't either. So I look myself in the heart and tell myself 'You can't have either'. So I write to you as goodbye. An apology for the pain. A closed chapter in our lives. A tear for the pain. buy fisey_fooker
Versus Of Down
Waste, waking up again. Time, never to cease. Decline of my own being. Drawn out like a bohemian opera. Dancing in the minds of demons. Vicariously hangin on my own noose. Teetering on the edge of this old and rickety chair. Awaiting the fall. The sicking snap of bone, the calming numbness of oncoming death. These are the things they feed me. Regergatate. Not a memorie of what it was like before. Before the sound of lies reached my ears. Before my eyes saw the evil and sickness of a world twisted and deformed. Never a chance for innocints. Never free from my own darkend thoughts. I.R.M 01/31/07
Always Wear Underwear Lmao!!
Always wear clean underwear in public, especially when working under your vehicle...From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car break down in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with t he shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand UP his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by. The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his forehead.
My Peculiar Aristocratic Title
My Peculiar Aristocratic Title is: Lady Mythtery the Indefatigable of Walk upon Water Get your Peculiar Aristocratic Title
Please Help Me Level
3 Years!
Well the time is approaching faster then i wanted, the 3 year mark is here. Come monday early morning, it will be 3 years from when i got the phone call i never wanted to get. I will never forget that morning, waking just a few minutes before the phone rang with the heaviest feeling i had ever felt in my heart, as i answered the phone all i heard was my older sister trying so hard to hold it together say " Dee, moms gone." At that moment in time everything stopped, and dead scilence fell across the hpone line between me and her. then i heard her sniffle and i began to cry. I realised the woman who gave me life, just lost hers. the next few weeks till the funeral seemed to drag. i have never felt as lost as i did then. i remember being mad cause i didnt get to talk to her 1 last time, being mad i didnt get to tell her i loved her again, and being so pissed feeling she left me. I remember my friends telling me she would always be with me. then that seemed like the right thing to say
Goody Two Shoes Lyrics By Adam & The Ants
With the heartbreak open So much you can't hide Put on a little makeup makeup Make sure they get your good side good side If the words unspoken Get stuck in your throat Send a treasure token token Write it on a pound note pound note Goody two, goody two, goody goody two shoes Goody two, goody two, goody goody two shoes Don't drink don't smoke - what do you do? Don't drink don't smoke - what do you do? Subtle innuendos follow There must be something inside We don't follow fashion That would be a joke You know we're going to set them set them So everyone can take note take note When they saw you kneeling Crying words that you mean Opening their eyeballs eyeballs Pretending that you're Al Green Al Green Goody two, goody two, goody goody two shoes Goody two, goody two, goody goody two shoes Don't drink don't smoke - what do you do? Don't drink don't smoke - what do you do? Subtle innuendos follow There must be something inside No one's gonna tell
It's Good To Have Friends On Ct
I Love You
I LOVE YOU! One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YOU!!
I Cry For You
"I Cry For You" A new tear I've found That can not be bound Impossible to hold it back It seeps from every crack It is not a tear for pain Sadness is not to blame Happiness is not the source I am happier than tears, but of course I cry tears of intensity A love so strong with such velocity I've never known A passion so strong my mind is blown Beyond definition, beyond imagination Undescribable with mere dictation I cry for you i cry for our love so true Far too intense to try and contain An intensity that will infinitely remain I cry tears that are infinitely pure A love beyone all time that's for sure. ----------------------- Copyright 2007 TLC
Sweet Deception (poem)
Sweet Deception You caressed my heart and held my mind, the briefest touch sending shivers down my spine. And in that one moment all I wanted was you, you and your sweet deception. I wanted your body against mine, I wanted to smell your skin, taste it, feel it, almost like a drug addiction. And now Iím having withdraws and in that one moment all I wanted was you, you and your sweet deception. Sharp shallow breaths, icy chills, crazy images, hallucinations taking over, breath against my cheek, eyes closed, lips almost there, until my eyes open and there I am, alone, left to want, to need, to wish, and in that moment all I wanted was you, you and your sweet deception. I keep waiting, but for what Iím not sure, maybe a gentle sound, the sound of a heart beat, your heart beat, I can hear it in my ears, now almost in rhythm with mine. That soft thump-thump that I know all too well, the sound that races with mine, and makes all else disappear. And in that moment all I wanted was you,
life, is so, unfair sometimes I wonder if the bad things that happen to us in life is just a test to see how much we value life, there was a time in my life when I thought that there was no point in life, but time has showed me that I was wrong, I have learned a lesson with every thing that I thought it was a bad experience I learned that like is like a school you live and learn.......and keep moving on!!
Whorecore, I Cant Get Her Off Of My Mind, The Stalkers,
whorecore is a fucking awsome band i just discovered them a lil while ago fucking amazing i dont know shit about them but i truely dig their shit and music alike... which reminds me i need to burn my dad a cd by anal nosorog.. he is finally coming around about liking the music i like before hand hated music i listened to but now since he is married and wants to feel like a teenager again so i dont doubt it one bit about him giving it a try anyways i am wide awake and honestly i cant stop thinking about my wednesday boo... i am really thankful for that day of browsing through myspace and coming across her profile cause who knows what life would be like if i didnt add her and write her... blah fuck i could have still been stuck with cuntface thank goodness i am not... i love talking to michelle on messanger and on the phone like really we allways have a good connection and thoughts about things... i think i am going to get a second job and have some extra saving money cause i really w
GOOD PAYING JOBS IN AMERICA? Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN ) for 6 am.. While his coffeepot ( MADE IN CHINA) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG). He put on a dress shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA), designer jeans (MADE IN SINGAPORE ) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA ). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet ( MADE IN INDIA) he sat down with his calculator ( MADE IN MEXICO ) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch ( MADE IN TAIWAN ) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA ) he got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY) filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB.. At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL) poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE!) and turned on his TV ( MADE IN INDONESIA), and then wondered why he can
Valentine Videos - Pt 16
Man Oh Man
today sucked BALLS. yea, it really did. been training to take my NASD exams and it's a slow and boring process. took a practice test today and flunked in miserably. with as many times as i've read the damn book i fucking flunked it. that, needless to say, pisses me off royally. what's worse, i take the ACTUAL exam in a week. yeah, like i'm SO FUCKING encouraged right now. sorry, had to scream and rant a bit. just want the training to be done so i can be making money. i feel stupid not drawing a pay check. i feel like i am mooching off of harold and my mum's generosity and i hate that feeling. *sigh* blah.
Curtain Rods
CURTAIN RODS---- PRICELESS She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table by candle-light, put on some soft background music, and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of spring-water. When she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar into the hollow of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything, cleaning, mopping and airing the place out. Vents were checked for dead rodents and carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters,
I know this will make alot ppl mad at me ,so give me hell!!,My boyfriend is in Iraq and I'm mad as hell at Bush, but when my guy came home on leave ,he show me something that change my mind,,,Alot of younger ppl like myseft willn'T remember this because I didn't,,,, AND THEN HE SAY THIS,,,THEM PEOPLE KNOW WHAT IRAQ HAD BECAUSE OF CLINTON INTELL AND NOW TELL ME WHAT CHANGE ?NOTHING EXCEPT BUSH TAKING ACTION ON CLINTON INTELL BECAUSE BUSH DIDN'T CHANCE INTELL UNTILL 2003,YOU SAY NO WMD ,SO WAS IRAQ AFRAID OF THE U.N.HE LAUGH ,AND SAY IT WAS MOVE SADDAN WOULD NEVER HAVE DESTORY THEM... OK GIVE ME HELL
The Values Of Asatru
One of the basic functions of a religion is to offer a set of values on which mankind is to base it's actions. This, sadly, is one area where Paganism has often failed. The cult of anti-values has held sway, taking moral relativism to extremes perhaps even farther from common sense than fundamentalist moral legalism, even to the point where I have heard rape, murder, and genocide defended on the basis of "cultural differences." However, values remain important. All one needs to do is look at the morning paper to see the results of a society that has in many ways embraced the cult of anti-values. We should be experiencing an evolution from a legalistic moral/religious culture to one of flexible honor based values and self-responsibility. All too often, what we have instead is a morass of chaos and immorality. The lesson we should all learn is that while there is no definitive list of sins; right and wrong still exist. As usual Asatru offers a sensible solution. Our faith deals n
I Supprize Myself Sometimes
I mean get real, out of all the cars i looked it, and after narrowing it down to 3 cars from 8, then down to one. i managed to get none, and buy my old card back. for 50$ more than what he paid for it. yes, i got my old honda back. this is the bitch that i lost all my pictures of. this is the mean honda. as soon as i take the car i will post pictures to show my art, i love modifying my hondas, i sold it to him with only the engine work done to it. so, you guys and gals get the pleasure of getting to watch the rest of it get done.
Wow, I Got Jipped.
I joined looking to find some cool people to talk to. Instead, I get total perverts that can't hold a conversation. Now, I know my pictures don't say much for me, but i'm not into that kind of chatting. I can get the real thing, I don't have to turn to the internet. And you people litterly can't be that desprite to turn to the internet just to play with yourself. * Gross.* I got these 30 year olds asking me to hook up saying they can show me things that would blow my mind. What the fuck? Come on people. Get a grip. That's probaly the most disgusting thing I ever heard. Your fucking twice or three times my age! ! ! ! Even 18-26 year olds doing shit like that. It's gross, and i'm sorry you can't get real sex. Go find a fucking prositute or something. They don't care who they fuck. I don't get how cyber sex can get anyone off. Talking dirty, or pornographic pictures. . . I can see how they make you horny, no doubt they do me, but I'd rather have sex then finger myself
Checking Things Out.
Just looking around, send me some love while I am figuring this out!
Me And Man
love my my man what else is thier to say
Please Join For Me Please
What The Intials Ct Really Stand For.
Sure the easy reach is CT is for Cherry Tap, but if you do any comment/rating bombing it could stand for carpal tunnel. Careful clicking everyone. Take a break once in a while if your hand starts to feel funny.
Watch Out!! S&s Is Pissed Off!!
I received an email today from someone a tad upset that i leveled over them, when they joined CT first. How many times can you call someone an attention whore in one email. Well she managed 7x in the one sent to me. Im sorry but OMFG how petty is that?? I had never even met this person until i joined Cherrytap in the first place. So here is my rant, If you want to level up here you HAVE TO work for it!! I visit ppl in the online user bar, leaving 10's and words of hello. NOT asking for anything in return. When ppl rate me or my pics i go and do the same with them. Its only fair. I have posted a few blasts, which is self promotion and in all honesty alot of fun! I fill up my stash and i have GREAT friends who take time to rate it. When my friends are close to leveling i do ANYTHING i can to help them. I have amazing friends like Spazz who bought me a VIC membership. Which has upped my points a bit. I blog when something hits me and ppl rate that. THIS IS HOW I LEVEL. If you
Millitary Ball
well this is my first blog aboout tomorrows millitary ball out at ft gordon in augusta georgia i was thier last year and it rocked they had great food music and the girls were looking amazing i wasnt too shabby myself and ways to lay it all down its formal class a's dress greens or dress blues me im going in class a's and ima look all spiffy n shit anyways im taking a girl ive known for ten years now and im hoping not to fuck it up cause not only is she my best friend but shes is also the only exive ever gotten along with adn im hoping to make things right any ways ill have pictures up later on ill holla at yall later im open to suggestions from any one anyways to all of our armed forces thank you for protecting this great way of life hoorah!!
Helping My Brother
Well today I woke up to a rainy day at 4:30 am. I went and picked up my brother to do his appointment in Sacramento, Ca. Then I took him back home after we enjoyed a nice breakfast.Now I am at home and it's still raining.
The Meaning Behind Valentines Day
Saint Valentine's Day or Valentine's Day is on February 14. It is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other; sending Valentine's cards, candy, or donations to charities, often anonymously. It is very common to present flowers on Valentine's Day. The holiday is named after two men, both Christian martyrs named Valentine. The day became associated with romantic love in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished. The day is most closely associated with the mutual exchange of love notes in the form of "valentines". Modern Valentine symbols include the heart-shaped outline and the figure of the winged Cupid. Since the 19th century, handwritten notes have largely given way to mass-produced greeting cards. The Greeting Card Association estimates that approximately one billion valentines are sent each year worldwide, making the day the second largest card-sending holiday of the year behind Christmas. The association estimates that women p
Starship~~nothings Gonna Stop Us Now~~the Maniquin
Ran into a neighbor at the bar last night, saw him with a girl so figured it was his new friend..Brought him back to my table hoping he'd hook up with my best friends sister. She hot, he'd be an ass to not talk to her.. As they talked throughout the night across the table from me, I'd kick him under the table when he said something stupid. We'd go for drink refills so I could find out if he liked her or not. Being as he lives next door, I figured I could get a ride home, but as I stood there at the bar with his friends constantly around us. He'd whisper to me in my ear, I'd put my arm around him, feeling very turned on by him I put my hands down the back of his pants. Felt his ass, then around in the front to see if he's packing. Wow, he was, I then proceeded to park myself in front of him with my butt again up against hime. What am I doing I asked myself!! Was i really kissing him, was he really kissing me. Was the ultimate NO NO for me to be kissing my neighbors 26 yr old son. O
U.s. Marines
Just read a derogatory comment about our military and our wifes. If you have something negitive to say then dont say it at all. If you have something positive to say or want to send a shout out to those serving then post it here. I did my time in Iraq and will go back again when asked with no hesitations. I am proud of our country and my CORPS! Semper Fi! This is our replay to the comment about the military and the wives. Before you talk about things you don't know about, you need to get your facts straight. I speak for a great number of Military wives. You don't know what is like to sit at home not knowing if your husband is alive or dead. Yes we do have it hard, I have never said my life was harder than anyone elses. My life is no harder than thousands of other wives who watch their husbands go off to work every day not knowing if he will come home or not. The Wives of Police Officers and Fire Fighters do it every day. I don't see any comments about them. We spend holiday
Come On People Please Help Me well to all who can help me im in a contest to get comments and win a prize the link above is to my please comment bomb me as many times as you like i really apreciate it.and to those who already have thanks so much....well im finally in the 80s so please bomb me and repost thanks so much
Friend,s List
wow it,s unreal how fast you can make friend,s and how fast time goe,s by just trying to let you all know think alot of you all and bare with me will get to ya all soon and chat and show some love you all are the best tc
A Single White Rose
He looked down where she lay, looking so peaceful and serene in the soft light. In his hand, he held a single white rose. His eyes misted over as he silently acknowledged her beauty. Even at seventy-four years of age, she looked just as beautiful as she had on their wedding day fifty-six years ago today. Elizabeth had been a beautiful bride, both inside and out. Robert had wanted to get married as soon as he'd asked her on Independence Day but she had stubbornly insisted on a Valentine's Day wedding. Those five months had seemed like an eternity to him, but he would have given her the world just to be with her. She had often said he did just that. Robert smiled to himself as he thought someone should have warned him about this woman. Elizabeth was a stubborn woman, and though her stubbornness was often thoroughly frustrating and the cause of many an argument throughout their lives, it was one of the charms that had pulled them together. She was a strong, independent woman who had
Fuckin Sad
it is fucking sad when none of my "friends" can wish a 2 year old happy birthday
Do You Have A Naughty Mind?
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!Do You Have a Dirty Mind?
Do Men Really Think Us Women Are Stupid?
I mean honestly? why do they try to lie to us even tho we know that they are fucking lying? Even when you tell them you want the truth and that just like we tell children you'll be in less trouble if u don't lie! I just fucking don't get it! I'm so sick of being lied to when i know the goddamn truth! I just wanna hear it and not have you play fucking games with me! Gah ok i'll end my rant now!
Total Dick That Has No Respect For The Military
This guy is a total asshole that has no respect for people in the military! He thinks he's better than them because he's a pastry chef. chefcarter: haha i dont need money to know im better than him...i just know that im better than him and get paid better ->chefcarter: omg, you think your better than him cause your a fucking pastry chef. wow your fucking retarded. it's not about money you fucking idiot chefcarter: haha dont get me started babe...i won the national and world junior pastry chef competition when i was 18, now im the 4th youngest pastry chef to be considered for the coupe de monde team, i will be making more by the time im 30 than your fiance will in 1 ->chefcarter: he's made something of his life, what have you done? chefcarter: haha yep im sure, thats why he chose a field in which he will come back with a great shot at running a car wash ->chefcarter: he had a million choices unlike you chefcarter: no he chose it because he had no other choice -
You Should Be Arrested!!
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each offense and added up your total fine. You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid-- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went
Ok So
i have this horrible cold and its killing me, depending on how fast i can kick it i may not be on a few days, right now its hard to hold my head up, lol. but ill miss you guys
Ode To Valentine's Day
Well, Well, Well, Well, here we are again faced with another Over Comericalized Holiday. Yes, as I get older I find that every holiday is geared more and more for the younger generation, which is perfectly fine since as you get older presents and things that spoil you cost a whole hell of a lot more then they used to. So I say to valentines day, F**K YOU!!! I am going to start a new revolution of comercialized holidays but it's for the of legal drinking age, so here's to the new holiday on Feb.14th it's now going to be known as "Grunge F**king Day!!!" This new holiday can relate to all, there's no high priced gifts involved, just an expected exhaustion from each person involved. So please, when faced with last minute gifts for your loved one, think, wonder if she/he would love to get grunge Fu*ked??? I know I would!!!! ;) heheheh, Happy Valentine's Day All Cherry Tap'rS!!!!
Tear Of An Angel
The tear of an angel, Falls from her face, This life of hers, Has gone to waste. A crash of cymbals, Ring in her heart, From this cruel world, She must depart. One clean slit, To her throat, As she signs, Her suicide note. She slowly lies down, Breathes deep and slow, Now everyone will see, Her actions weren't a show. She says sorry to God, For this world she hates, She know she wont reach, His heavenly gates. The last tear of this angel, Has crept from her eye, It is now time, She has said Goodbye.
Killer In Our Midst?
What Is Love?
Love is not bothering what you are inside or what your physical deficiencies are. It's acceptance. Love is sending him flowers to tell him that you are lucky to have him. Its appreciation. Love is knowing that it will be the most tender goodnight kiss. It's anticipation. Love is not bothering about work and kids and just giving time to one another. Its adjustment. Love is knowing that you are made for each other and you will be there for each other for ever. Its bonding. Love is telling a person if you have to leave, you will want her to sleep and would not disturb her, and in reply being told that she would rather be woken. It's compassion. Love is making love at the most outrageous place without the fear of getting caught. Its craziness. Love is lying in each other's arms the whole night. It's closeness. Love is thinking about him the whole day and longing to be with him. It's desire. Love is the screaming out in joy when you have reached the climax. It's ecstasy. Love is giving one
yay i got my first tattoo today kick ass mang.. well i like it its in handwriting and says bella :) i wanna get some chit added on there before he leaves town.. thx nigel u rock my socks ;) kay ps.. ill post a pic whenever i get some taken :D
The Way I Feel
Had a bad day, don't talk to me, gonna ride this out, My little black heart, breaks apart, with your big mouth. And I'm sick of my sickness Don't touch me, you'll get this. I'm useless, lazy, perverted, and you hate me. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call, And everything, everything's my fault. Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stop. (whoa) Got medication, a new addiction, Fucking thanks a lot. I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabs It ruins everything. (whoa) So point your finger, at the singer, He's in the pharmacy. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, and everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything, and everything's my fault. And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet, Baby why the wake up call I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids everything's my fault. Whoa whoa whoa yeah, writ
How To Make A Lost Cherry.
Lost Cherry 1 oz cherry vodka 1/2 oz white creme de cacao 1/4 oz white creme de menthe 1 oz filtered orange juice 1 oz double cream Shake and strain into a cocktail glass. Garnish with a cherry and a slice of orange, and serve. Serve in: Cocktail Glass 10.0 / 10 13.0% (26 proof) 221 calories 15.30 carbohydrates
For The One That Has Effected My Life I Love You
I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew That's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me Now I'
I will go to Sanrioland tomorrow! My friends love Kitty!! so I want to buy some present...mmm... What my friends want to ? pics? splush? mmmmm.....
Charged With Possession
So two potheads have been charged with possession and both plead "no contest." The judge decides to be lenient on them and not give them any time if they spend the next 24 hours reforming evil drug users. (Must have been a first offense.) They return to the courthouse the next day and the judge asks them how many people they've gotten off drugs. The first guy says, "Twenty-four!" "Amazing," says Hizzoner, since that's about 12,000 times better than the statistics. "How'd you do it?" "Simple," says the head. "I just show them: 'O' - This is your brain; 'o' - this is your brain on drugs." "Impressive," says the judge. Turning to the second head, he says, "And how did you fare?" "Yer honor, I saved 233 souls from the bonds of the evil weed." "And how did you manage that?" "Kinda the same as the other guy, 'cept I told people: 'o' - this is your ass hole; 'O' - THIS is your ass hole in prison."
Question Of All Ages
Buffy or Angel
All American Rejects~move Along
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking When you fall everyone sins Another day and you've had your fill of sinking With the life held in your Hands are shaking cold These hands are meant to hold Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along Move along So a day when you've lost yourself completely Could be a night when your life ends Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving All the pain held in your Hands are shaking cold Your hands are mine to hold Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on) When everything is wrong we move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on) When everything is wrong, we move along Along, along, along When all you got to keep is
So Right Now....
there is a car outside, playing this. It's hurting my ears, everything's vibrating, fools! Sweet Diana, make it stop? ...I'm going outside. They have the...."415s" are they called? The REEEAAALLLY loud car stereo..subwoofers and whatnot.
Slouching Towards Bethlehem
W.B Yeats Turning and turning in the widening gyre The falcon cannot hear the falconer; Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold; Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world, The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere The ceremony of innocence is drowned; The best lack all conviction, while the worst Are full of passionate intensity. Surely some revelation is at hand; Surely the Second Coming is at hand. The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out When a vast image out of Spritus Mundi Troubles my sight: somewhere in the sands of the desert. A shape with lion body and the head of a man, A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun, Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it Reel shadows of the indignant desert birds. The darkness drops again; but now I know That twenty centuries of stony sleep were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle, And what rough beast, its hour come round at last, Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?
New Ink Photo
Hey just got some fresh ink done, check it out and rate it with what you think it worth if you ask i will tell you the story behind it
One Wish
A man was riding his Harley along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand our wives; I want to know how she feels inside.., what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment.., why she cries.., what she means when she says: "Nothing's wrong".., and how I can make a woman truly happy!" Th
Well, it is time to show how I was raised in words today. See, don't take this as a pity plea or a sorrow tree. I have lived in many places but, MN & NV is where I call home. I enjoy life the best that I can. To know me you need to have walked behind me in my footpath. Yet, no-one could have done it that I meet. I wasn't raised in Love just hate. I learned at a young age what it was like to live on the streets... Family teaching me what it was like to be beat. Now after a 10yr relationship I sit alone. Everyone that has came into my life has done me wrong or damaged this heart so poor of mine. I guess what I am trying to say... be gentle for this man is about to break! I act not like those that have taught me the ways of evil but, one of kindness an love...
Why such sadness displayed How such beauty is degraded Such evilarities must be slayed For that I will trade My soul for happiness unbound To those that friendship is true The devil's dance floor underground I will sit for all of you Kindness I am willing to share Your burdens I will carry Remember the cross I bare For that I will be happy A memory shared
The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal.Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous.Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
My Special Gift there is a gift thats on my mind i think you will find it quite interesting you cannot see it, but you can feel it yo cannot take it, but you can have it you will find it if you are nice,sweet and kind you can keep it so without any delay i will say my special gift is LOVE love makes you happy and sometimes sad love makes you cheerful and sometimes mad but most of all love will fall when u are ready
In The Dark
Come and play with me it whispers, Its child like fingers clutching our own, Come and play my game it pleads, I will never leave you on your own, I am not like the rest of humanity, I am not fickle or consumed by worthless greed, It entices us laughing sweetly in the night, It chases us through the stars crying when we bleed, Come and play with me it calls, It runs on ahead playing a hungry little game, It giggles in ecstasy as children run to it, It wraps its arms around them staking its claim, You are mine now, it tells the children, You are my own flesh and blood, Spread my message to the others of your kind, Tell them itís a reward for being good, It claws at our skin, ripping away our flesh, I like to play this game it laughs gaily, I have new victims every night, I birth new children daily, It spreads its black wings towards the midnight sky, It causes every murder while its eyes glint like a dying fire spark, Go my children tell them t
Before He Cheats
Before He Cheats Carrie Underwood Right now,,,, he's probably slow dancin with a bleach blonde tramp and she's probably getting frisky. Right now,,, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whisky. Right now,,,,,, he's probably up behind her with a pool stick showin her how to shoot a combo. And he don't know I dug my key in to the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive. Carved my name into his leather seats. I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights. I slashed a hole in all 4 tires. Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats. Right now she's probably up singin some white trash version of Shania karaoke. Right now she's probably sayin I'm drunk and he's thinkin he's gonna get lucky. Right now he's probably dabbin on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo, and he don't know..... That I dug my key in to the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive. Carved my name into his leather seats. I took a Louisvi
Dating And Relationships
Is it possible to meet and intellikgent sensual fun assectionate woman who has not nyet had a family or is at least open tohav ing more who is looking for more than just a lay. a girl who lives in the NY areaor northern nj who has a career but loves family. who is sexual and sensual and loes to kiss and hold hands but also can hold a conversation. A womas who can be vulnerable and love. a woman who wants to share a bath or shower with me and get lost in my arms. When I find her ans we have mutual chemistry i WILL THEN BE A LUCKY MAN. If ou are young enough fun a beautiful person and want to know who I am write me. I cant believe I amwriting this. I never really expected to date on line but I am interested to see what comes of it.
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A Poem
Why does my heart flutter when we're together? Why cant I breathe when we're apart? I dont want to leave your arms ever Youre the only one inside my heart Its hard to speak when we're on the phone I miss your voice when we're not In your strong arms, I feel at home Youre all in my life that Ive got Your sexy eyes burn into my soul Your touch makes me weak in the knees You are my blanket without you Im cold I hope you feel the same about me I hope that no matter how much we fight It will only make our love deeper Soon we'll be together each and every night I really believe your a keeper
Well Shit....
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract geeks! Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.You attract rednecks! You attract unstable people! You attract Yuppies! You attract artsy people! You attract models! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace
"its Only Been A Week, But Its Coming Over Me"
"8th World Wonder" by Kimberly Locke Woke up early this morning, made my coffee like I always do. Then it hit me from nowhere, everything I feel about me and you. The way you kiss me crazy, baby you're so amazing. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known. But the way that I'm feeling, makes me realize that it can't be wrong. You're love's like a summer rain, washing my doubts away. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. It's only been a week, but it's coming over me. It's making me believe that you're the one for me. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.
Songs That Explain My Life 2
"My Immortal" I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]
This Seedling Wants
to thank all of you who are helping me to get emough cherries to fully enjoy this site!! mystica, kavscarpetta, Carla, HatFullaStaz, Linda, MeFinicky,ShreekDaStone,Mr&MrsSchriefer You guys are my first!
*lovers Promises*
From the swelling water of virgin forest; Here comes the sweetest promises, To Love and Care each others, Till dawn and through sacrifices. Heavenīs Angel quietly smiled, Looking those two Lovers underneath the pale moonlight, Wishing upon the stars to let their dreams came true... OH Love;thats pure and simple, builded dreams as a temple, Hearts full of promises, Hold on..dont give up and teases, Life will gone,promises still done, I will continue to Love you, And sing my love songs for you, Then Angel will chorus...My Love for you Will NEVER END...
Vampy Red: Behind The Villainy
VampyreDJ666...Some just don't know how old that screen name is. It's been read all types of ways, primarily Vampy Red J 666. I've since given up any attempt at correction of that old defunct screen name. There is a story behind it, though. I think it's about time that I finally reveal it. Now, back in late 2000, early 2001, I hosted a show on back when it was free in the late hours of the night playing everything from glam (David Bowie) to black metal (Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, Dark Funeral) to straight Rock (Guns N' Roses." I might have had about 100 mp3s on the laptop I was using which belongs to my now ex-wife. The show didn't really flesh itself. It didn't have the time to do it.'s program ventured into the territory of program death and never returned. Attempts at revival didn't work. The show died with it but not before the Satanic rockers crawled out of the darkness and began requesting all the black metal I had in my collection over and over aga
Reply If You Want To Ladies
hi im single and now lookin.. what ever you want to know about me you can read in my profile on myspace... heres the link http://profile.myspace.c om/index.cfm?fuseaction= user.viewprofile&friendi d=22121455 i even pasted a classified ad on there as well what ever information you dont find there you can ask me i dont hide anything
The More I......
The more I talk to you The more I like you The more I like you The more I want to be with you The more I want to be with you The more I miss you The more I miss you The more I love you The more I love you The more it hurts I don't have you
A Mother's Love
A Mother's love is something that no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may For nothing can destroy it or take that love away . . . It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking . . . It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems . . . It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creation . . . A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand.
A Little About Me.
Hello i live in the beautiful state of colorado. I love fishing, hiking, camping, off roading, horseback riding and being in the mountains. I don't like materialistic people or people who have to be at the mall all the time. I hate shopping lol. I need a gal that loves the outdoors just as much as i do.
Oh By The Way...
Oh and one more think I'm about to start deleting people so If I don't get a comment or message from those who haven't hit me up yet, yeah, you're gone! Realest
Last Day Wahooooooooo
click on the pic in this message and comment bomb me this is the last day so help me out come on guys...xoxo
Family And Friends
in 3 months time i have last my dad and my 1st cousin tim. its been a bitch for me .. my dad was a successful lawyer in joplin missouri and my cousin tim was a dozer operator. its hard to really let go of the tears cause when yu watch somone die in front of you it does unreal things to you ... yu try to understand why hes letting go and he says *it will be ok chris* .. but its not ok ... i never told my father how i felt i did things to my family that were stupid. so this blog is for my family ... BOTH SIDES IM SORRY .. AND FOR WHAT ITS WORTH I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH ..
Fan Me, Rate Me, Hurt Me, Hate Me...
A thousand faces Streaming by Finding the right one Just a number to some Words on a screen What does it all mean A photo or two Taken just for you Behind the screen With peeking eyes A lovely morning Sweet dreams Goodbyes When I wake Through the sea Of many I will find you Kind words Gentle thoughts How much is true Fake pictures Real ones too What to believe Who knows Everything goes In search To hold One willing to see What true beauty is That special someone Just for me Will I find you Or you me Maybe today A Good morning your way Will be the start Apples And Cherries The forbidden fruit One taste Will leave you hungry Thirsty for more For the unknown Of whatís in store Fan me Rate me Friend me too Is all I read Such a sin Like a persons worth Is on a scale from one To ten I want to be Your friend I want to show You your worth Not by a number But the way they Make you feel When you read Whatís on m
Vacation [partone]
Last year, I was recruited by a large international company based in London. The package that they offered me was too good to turn down, and one of the most pleasant perquisites was a working tour of the resorts it owned and managed. My wife, Sondra, was thrilled at the prospect and we lined up her parents to watch the kids for the five week trip. Sondra and I have been married for fourteen years, and have three kids, Jessica (12), Todd (9), and Mike (6). We are both 34 and fight the battle against aging, with Sondra winning in spectacular fashion. At 5ĀĆ4Āć Sondra carries a hard, firm body with beautiful legs, a tight ass, slim waist and absolutely marvelous, large, high, round breasts on a perfect 108 pound frame. Always the perfect Āglady,Āh bordering on Āgprim and proper,Āh I was looking forward to seeing her in the tiny bikinis and revealing one-piece bathing suits she had purchased for our trip. I had especially enjoyed closely examining the results of her major Āgbikini-waxĀh tr
The Way I See It #215
Your body is a whole, all of its parts connected. Your body wants to be healthy. Every lifestyle choice you make has a profound impact on how you live, feel, age. Only a true understanding and appreciation of your body will enable you to live long and live well. -- Andrew Weil, M.D. Author of Healthy Aging and director of the University of Arizona Program in Integrative Medicine.
I---haven't been sober for three whole months I---am tired and screaming at the top of my lungs Put in light where there is rage The life I live has got to change This---life is filled with knowledge I'll never know This---boy in front of you has never grown The pain I've fought for all these years Has been shattered in my eyes and filled with tears Chorus So this is what life gives us Is this why we live Every step i take forward I move two back Every direction I choose Ends in the same conclusion It's hard for my feelings to show There are sides of me no one will ever know There---has to be more to me, more than I know There---is a side to life I've never been shown Take my life, I'll have trust in you I have only been surrounded by the colors black and blue Promise---that I can get over this Promise---there is still hope, I didn't miss Show me only what I've seen in dreams Grasp my hand, and help me understand Chorus
Sucha Great Quote And I Follow It To Teh Day
Victory will be mine ! Stewie Used To Track Sex Offender TAFT -- A registered sex offender was tracked through after violating his parole, according to officials with the sheriff's department. Brandon Bigsby,"AKA", 24, had been seen in the Taft area earlier this week, and his GPS tracker was found near the front door of the Taft College library. His parole required him to stay away from the town and wear the tracker. An investigation indicated that Bigsby had a page on and was frequently visiting the site at public libraries in Bakersfield and Taft. On Thursday, officers were dispatched to Taft College, where they found Bigsby's GPS tracking device. He was believed to have left an hour previously to the deputies' arrival. Deputies tracked Bigsby to the Beale Library in downtown Bakersfield, where he accessed a MySpace forum. Officials arrived and found Bigsby, where he was arrested. The library does not monitor computer use or acces
New Coin
This new coin came out this month The U.S. Mint hopes the redesigned $1 coin will win acceptance with consumers. It does not have "In God We Trust" on it. Another way of leaving God out. In my opinion our Constitutional Rights as the Majority are being violated with this minting of currency. Our tax dollars have been wasted here without the permission of the majority in this country. How dare our goverment take it upon itself to violate the "WE THE PEOPLE" our Constitution dictates as the rulers of this Great Nation. The majority believes in the rights preservation of the minorities, but this is a violation of the rights of the majority. HOW DARE THE GOVERNMENT DO THIS!!! I, for one, am going to refuse to collect, carry, use or accept as change one of these coins. I know I have some religious friends out there who can tell me where it states in the Bible that the end will be marked by many things, one being God's followers forced to accept the mark of the beast. Please,
This is bs!!! I have asked my friends here on Ct for help w/a new program that i can use for downloading music, and not any of ya are willing to help me!!!! I was using morpheus but its now freakin out on me!!!! can anyone help me find a good and simple one to use.
3 tampons are walking down the street, maxi,mini,and super. which one would say hello first? .............................. ............................ .....none of them are all stuck up bitch's>>ha ha
Universal Soldier
Universal Soldier Donovan Original Album: Universal Soldier (1965) Buffy Saint Marie wrote "Universal Soldier" in the basement of The Purple Onion coffee house in Toronto in the early sixties. It's about individual responsibility for war and how the old feudal thinking kills us all. Donovan had a hit with it in 1965. His first single, 'Catch The Wind', launched a career that lasted through the 60s with numerous hits ,Universal Soldier, originally on his album, 'Universal Soldier' (1965) was among them. Donovan's finest work was as an ambassador of 'flower power' with memorable singles like 1966's 'Sunshine Superman' and 'Mellow Yellow'. Lyrics: He's five feet two and he's six feet four He fights with missiles and with spears He's all of 31 and he's only 17 He's been a soldier for a thousand years He's a Catholic, a Hindu, an atheist, a Jain, a Buddhist and a Baptist and a Jew and he knows he shouldn't kill and he knows he always will kill you for me my fri
More Poems
screaming in silence till your thoughts become violent, Time takes its toll, till your mind becomes numb and your body lies cold, Drifting away dreams seem to fade, wanting to speak, but there's nothing to say, history repeats for those who allow, bending and breaking till you're forced to fall down, Keep it locked up and don't say a word, about the nightmares you've seen and the sorrow you've heard make yourself numb so the pain goes away, saving it all for another day.
Looking For Signs
LOOKING FOR SIGNS From: Chris I don't know if, anyone else ever experiences signs from God. I find myself in constant prayer during troubling times in my life. Fear always is outside the door. The nagging feeling that there isn't a God. When, the troubles seem to overcome me, I always ask God to give me a sign. A few years ago, I'd first got into AA. At that time, felt as though, I couldn't slip into a deeper feeling of despair. One day while driving along, feeling as low as can be. I happened to notice along the interstate a sign on a overpass. Someone had painted TRUST JESUS. After that day, I've noticed this on numerous overpasses on my way to St. Louis. A friend and I go to Ky. Lake sailing every summer and I've noticed the TRUST JESUS on overpasses going south to Ky. as well. I don't go east or north enough to notice if, there's a TRUST JESUS painted along the way. I've also noticed in my drives how when, you're really searching for God the right bumper sticker is alw
You Know Who You Are ;)
following your curves makes me wanna splurge on fire and ice and everything nice ...thats all i got right now...
The Enthusiasm Of Men
There are a lot of things I understand about men (more than most women, I think). I'm very analytical (obviously), and I put a lot of energy into understanding the people around me -- their emotions, their actions, their relationships. But one thing I do not understand: what I not-so-affectionately refer to as the "Enthuse and Run." And this happens to me over and over again. I don't get hurt by it, or anything, but I want to understand why it's happening. So, the "Enthuse and Run." This is when I'll talk to a guy online, or in real life. And he'll seem very very happy to be talking to me. He'll seek me out. Seem thrilled to be talking to me. Conversation goes very well, and we both seem to be having a good time. Bonding, clicking, whatever. Then ... I never hear from him again. Or, I'll hear from him on a really lame basis a few times, but it's obvious that he's not interested in talking with me. For example, I met this guy on And he was almost off-pu
Get Out Of The Stone Age! Stop Sending E-mails!!
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Come Check This New Lounge Out
"THIS IS FOR MY GIRL MYSTICSNOW" IF I HAVE SUPPORTED YOU IN ANYWAY. I AM ASKING A FAVOR. THERE IS A NEW LOUNGE. A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE HAS OPENED IT. I AM NOT ASKING FOR YOU TO STAY FOREVER JUST CHECK IT OUT AND STAY IF YOU LIKE. IF NOT GO. I WILL BE DJING FROM 5PM TO 9PM OR LATER. IT WOULD BE NICE IF I COULD GET SOME SUPPORT FROM MY FRIENDS. THANKS MYSTICSNOWTIGER! (repost of original by '~MysticSnowTiger~' on '2007-03-04 14:02:25') (repost of original by 'Eugene - Eclectic Wiccan - NeoPagan' on '2007-03-04 14:50:10') (repost of original by '~MysticSnowTiger~' on '2007-03-04 15:06:24')
Evanescence - My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]
Thoughts On Love:
Ahhhh love, the most powerful of all emotions (next to greed, envy, jealousy, and fear). Okay, I admit it. I'm a pessimist. But, I am also a writer, and that makes me hopeful. I love the idea of romantic love, the symbolism, the beauty and really just the state of mind that accompanies what most people consider to be love. However, I also think that love is a term which is grossly misused in the English language. I believe that most people confuse love with that chemical reaction to a person who inspires you, whose mere appearance can set your heart afloat, cause you to write like plato, sing like Rob Thomas (I admit I am big a fan), and dance like???...OK, I don't know any good dancers. But, you get the point. Love, in most cases,I believe, is a severe case lust. But, I have to tell you...Once you have loved, truly loved, someone ... Then you will understand. I believe thar in order to truly love, you must risk it all: your heart, your mind, your soul, eveything that is you. You
Well I just got back from the Doc.. I have bronchitis. No wonder I've been feeling so crappy. Anyways now I have some antibiotics. So hopefully it will be kicked in the butt soon. Hope everyone is having a great day ;)
Babel Vs. Crash
I watched Babel for the first time tonight, and I kept asking myself why did this movie win so many awards? It was a good movie don't get me wrong,but if you have watched Crash before you might find Babel somewhat disapointing. Both movies have pretty much the same set up, a bunch of pretty tramatic story lines all coming together at the end of the movie. Crash had much more tough provoking stories coming together in a meaningful way. Babel just threw up some stories that they found some way to tye them together, in both movies they deal with sterio types and lack of communication. But Babel contradicted it self! As Im sure many of you have heard or have made a stupid joke about Asian sex sterio types...One of the main storie lines was about an Asian Girl who is trying to have sex, the entire movie you see this girls vagina. I mean I like vagina as much as anyone else, but I thought that the plot was lacking PLOT. If your a person that likes good movie with good story lines Babel in my
Change A Life, Save A Life
We all know or knew someone like this! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes, My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives." He looked at me and
Two Sailors
Two sailors on shore leave, walking down the street. They spot a beautiful blonde. First sailor asks his friend "Have you ever slept with a blonde?" Second sailor replies that he has. They walk on further and see an even more beautiful brunette. First Sailor: Have you ever slept with a brunette?" Second Sailor" Why yes, in fact I've slept with brunettes on many occasions" They walk on a little further, and see a gorgeous redhead, who leaves the other two girls for dead. First Sailor:" Have you ever slept with a redhead then?" His companion looks at him and replies "Not a wink!"
There Is Something My Heart Dares Not Speak.
There is something my heart dares not speak. A love so unrequited, as too never be mentioned by either heart. A white elephant of love; that will never be acknowledged, nor shall it disappear. For a bond, a tether links these two, ill fated lovers- Banished, for all time, to a world, of stolen glances and Nano second touches; that etch into the fiber of the soul. A bur; both painful and divine: Ecstasy forever remembered from a simple brush of fingertips upon my skin; A passing, happening, of chance that eternally bound two soulsÖunable to speak of the fire, that by one touch; combined their hearts forever.
Why Do I Let Guys Get To Me??
Something Is Horribly Wrong With My Fanning!!!
it says im only a fan of 25 people!! ive been a member of cherrytap since last july!!!! i fan everyone i meet!!! something is horrible wrong!!! im having to refan family members!!!! please dont get ur feelings hurt!!!!! im soooo sorry!!!! forgive me!!!! *hugs*
This Is Where A Wity Title Would Be
I not all that lucide right now so if I don't make sense try and keep in mind I'm still in the hospital and I'm on some damn strong meds. But--I'm in alot of pain even with the meds so I'm blogging till I pass out from one or both! Ok I'm gonna do a bit of raging here. I have a pet peeve. It's people not taking the time to read my profile. Then becomming upset over a fact that is clearly stated in my profile. Be that the fact I'm Bi or into the BDSM lifestyle or what have you. I'm honest n I've been told i'm a bit to nice at times. Maybe so.I don't like upseting people unless I absolootly must. Sooooooooo... PEOPLE PLEASE DO ME A HUGE FAVER! READ MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU GO OFF ON ME FOR NOT TELLING YOU SOMETHING. You see if it's on my profile I expect that it's known. So I don't repeat alot of what's covered on my profile that would be a bit reduntit. I'll be happy to tell you anything you'd like to know IF it's not covered. There's a reason a profile is made. It's so you know a
What Is Really Going On?
OK....just let me know one thing. I am a woman who likes to meet ppl online due to the fact that where i live i know everyface and if I dont one of my girls do...With that being said men all over the us and back must fill there heads with all the things there dicks tell them..wich by the way guys most of the time is not true. Here is a news flash if a girl wants to give you the ass she will..plain and sinple its not cuz you are a pimp or u have money or the size of your dick...plain and simple if we want to we will. Tonight afrter consuming more beers then i would like to say me and my girl went to a show in wich one of the main performers was a friend of ours from myspace and we had met before. So what does the mannly man do but do his best to see if he could get the one that was married. news flash gentlmen we get married for a reason. Then the same guy for some reason then thinks he could have her and me at the same time even got us to take him to the store to get
Nikki Vs. Madame Tussauds
Living a mere 33 miles North of London it is only logical that I take the necessary time to occasionally (twice annually at the very least) tour the attractions within the city. The Science Museum is my personal favourite though I am also very partial to the Natural History Museum, London Eye, London Aquarium, Tower of London, Big Ben, Houses of Parliment and formally Madame Tussauds. After yesterday I sincerely doubt I will ever be gracing that attraction with my presence again. I entered the area of the museum nown as The Torture Chamber (I do wish I wasn't so strongly attracted to chains and handcuffs!)and was presented with a new aspect to the museum. I was lined up with other tourists and informed "they actors will come close but they will not touch you so please do not touch the actors!!! I assumed we would be seated in rows and some actors would perform for us on a stage. Yet naturally fate was not going to be so polite. So calmly and curiously I stepped in to a dimly lit walk w
Just At A Quick Guess...
Is everyone getting the message "you're rating too fast" right now?
Stinkeye Gathering
Stinkeye Radio In Goshen Indiana March 24 What: Stinkeye Radio Presents Local Musicians Musicians Performing: Money Bags., On Pointt, Prefents, reezle, BeeEz, Chaos, & Stank. Where: Travelodge, 1375 Lincoln Way east. Goshen IN Time: 8pm - 12a Ticket Prices - $10 Advance / $ 15 At The Door For Tickets Call - 574 - 329 - 3872 and ask for Jay 21and over show
Hey Everybody!
Well, lost of news today to add into this blog. Found out that my soldier is likely coming home in june, but still unknown so trying not to get my hopes up. The rest of my hearing returned just a little hint of crackling and oozing now. LOL My grandma survived her surgury this morning, they might have to go back in, but still unknown. I got a guy that has some junk lawn mowers and etc. sitting around that he is willing to give me. And I have another guy looking for a VW bettle for me. LOL Got lots done yesterday! Time to end for now! Steph
Wild Birthday
Well today was Heathers Birthday and i got off work scrambling like a wild man tryin to go get her cake card am a present. I got her a cake with butterflies and a ferry. Then after delivering her cake to where we would eat. Mean while i had told Heather that i was stuck in traffic. LOL! Well i hurried home and got cleaned up and we went to HOOTERS for dinner . well Heather got to do the HOKEY POKEY with all the Hooters girls and they brought her the cake and a card from clay and myself. I think i shocked her so no tellin what may happen when we go to bed tonight!
Just Stuff..
Well, I feel kinda lonely today.. It's been an okay day but I just feel like the only connection to the outside world is the internet. I have no friends around here... I mean, I have family and my husband but sometimes when we have problems, that leaves me with nobody to talk to. Anyway, sorry for the bitching. I just sometimes need some to vent... The next one will be more positive!
Real Eyes Realize Real Lies
What goes around goes around goes around back around... LaDiDah... Just a question... Does wanting to see a picture of one's kid make him guilty of harassment? And another question... Do dad's have rights? Like really? And a piece of paper, does that really mean shit to me? Because it hasnt been upheld, no matter what I'm doing and trying to do to uphold my end! Okay, I'm hopping off my soapbox for now. But I'm not fading away, trust.
Thoughts On Today
I guess i'm going to use these blogs as a treatment journal.WoW the day after treatment is worst than the day of.for the life of me i can't get warm. I'm sitting in the sun wrapped up in a mink blanket and my skin is still cold to the touch.My stomach is crapping like crazy.And i have at least 6 more weeks of this...I think the worst part of this is that i can't sleep..and i know i need to try believe me i what to i just can't as if this isn't enough My step mother is trying to take my daughter from me. and adopt her even against my wishes.She just had my sister serviced with papers. stating that she is not aloud to go on moms property or try to contact her at all and so there for we can't talk to my daughter either because mom will answer the phone.. And i guess i'm going to get servied them too so time this week. My step mom is crazy She has bi-polar and as been on meds for at least 10 years and now within a couple months she says she's all better and doesn't need to take the meds an
Life Is Too Short - So Enjoy It
As Tim McGraw said it "Live Like You Were Dying"
Great Googily Moogilies!!!!
Out Of Time
I always say that I am out of time. It seems that time goes too fast. No matter what I do. It never helps me inside. Because I am out of time. I tried to make things right. But I was out of time. I wonder if my life will be out of time. I wish I could go back and change the hands of time. My heart will always be filled with hurt and sorrow. It will be the hurt and sorrow of losing a dear love one No matter how many times I try to forget you. It is just impossible to forget the man who cared. It is sad for me to think that way. But it is just how I feel inside. I sometimes think why was your life out of time? Should things have been like they were? Maybe I could have changed the way we treated each other. Now I am out of time to fix it. No matter how many tears I shed for the loss I feel. I should have known better. But I didn't. So we ended it with my feeling sorrow and broken hearted, and having ongoing tears. Everyday that passes; I sit here and wish you were
Death As My Only Company
Death As My Only Company By: Dustin W. Dennison As I walk through the valley of the shadows And into the darkness of eternity. I walk a lonely path that no one follows, For they are afraid of immortality. As I walk, I began to think, Why Death was walking with me. On the moist ground my feet sink, I walked with death blindly. Not knowing where my journey ends, Not knowing what lies ahead, Not knowing how I will feel, it depends. Only knowing that I am dead. Dead to the world I once loved and cared for, Though it made me suffer , almost killing me. The world broke my heart and made my tears pour. It took away my happiness and I was left with nobody. Alone, I walk with death into the shadows, And into the forgotten memories and dreams. Where I will end up, I don't know, But now I walk on, alone forever or so it seems.
Lean Lisa
Lean Lisa was of a very different way of thinking from Lazy Harry and Fat Trina, who never let anything disturb their peace. She slaved away from morning till evening, and burdened her husband, long laurence, with so much work that he had heavier weights to carry than an ass with three sacks. But it was all to no purpose, for they had nothing and came to nothing. One night as she lay in bed, and could hardly move one limb for weariness, she still did not allow her thoughts to go to sleep. She thrust her elbow into her husband's side, and said, listen, Lenz, to what I have been thinking. If I were to find one florin and one was given to me, I would borrow another to put to them, and you too should give me another, and then as soon as I had got the four florins together, I would buy a young cow. This pleased the husband right well. It is true, said he, that I do not know where I am to get the florin which you want as a gift from me. But, if you can get the money together, and can buy a c
The Moon
In days gone by there was a land where the nights were always dark, and the sky spread over it like a black cloth, for there the moon never rose, and no star shone in the gloom. At the creation of the world, the light at night had been sufficient. Three young fellows once went out of this country on a traveling expedition, and arrived in another kingdom, where, in the evening when the sun had disappeared behind the mountains, a shining globe was placed on an oak-tree, which shed a soft light far and wide. By means of this, everything could very well be seen and distinguished, even though it was not so brilliant as the sun. The travelers stopped and asked a countryman who was driving past with his cart, what kind of a light that was. That is the moon, answered he, our mayor bought it for three talers, and fastened it to the oak-tree. He has to pour oil into it daily, and to keep it clean, so that it may always burn clearly. He receives a taler a week from us for doing it. When the count
I Have The Need To Explain The "why" Of Me
Oh how I wish, at this moment, I could be as eloquent and intelligent as my friend Jeremy Crow. But I'm not capable of much right now - so I'm just tappin' what's falling out of my brain. That said . . . When I was 4 years old, I was raped by my father and his buddy, on the bathroom floor of my house - then tossed into the back of a pickup truck, driven a couple of miles away, and tossed into a ditch - left for dead. I have most of the memories of that incident, some are blocked (defense mechanism I'm sure). What I remember most is waking up in that ditch, dry because it was August, struggling to stand up, and looking down at myself covered in blood and bruises, thinking "Daddy threw me away". That was 45 years ago, and still, that's the part that hurts most . . . Daddy threw me away. I somehow incorporated the rape and other injuries into my 'person' - with a lot of hard work, of course. I went through many months of not speaking at all, many doctors trying to figure out w
Murphy showed up at Mass one Sunday and the priest almost fell down when he saw him. Murphy had never been seen in church in his life. After Mass, the priest caught up with Murphy and said, "Murphy, I am so glad ya decided to come to Mass, what made ya come?" Murphy said, "I got to be honest with you Father, a while back, I misplaced me hat and I really, really love that hat. I know that McGlynn had a hat just like me hat, and I knew that McGlynn came to church every Sunday. I also knew that McGlynn had to take off his hat during Mass and figured he would leave it in the back of church. So, I was going to leave after Communion and steal McGlynn's hat." The priest said, "Well, Murphy, I notice that ya didn't steal McGlynn's hat. What changed your mind?" Murphy said, "Well, after I heard your sermon on the 10 Commandments, I decided that I didn't need to steal McGlynn's hat after all." The priest gave Murphy a big smile and said; "After I talked about 'Thou Shalt Not Steal
Excerpt From Iching
When two people are at one in their inmost hearts, they shatter even the strength of iron or bronze. And when two people understand each other in their inmost hearts, their words are sweet and strong, like the fragrance of orchids.
Dimes Define
How many times will dimes define friendships of mine, It sounds funny but it ain't about money with me, You see I perceive to achieve more than the frailty of materialism in society, Intergalactic seed, pragmatically freed by insensitive deeds, Disenfranchised by what so-called friends idolized, Castaway souls sway in conscious disarray, Ashen automatons of clay, They lay in limbo all their days coveting lifeless goals, Hold onto the cold, content to grow old in their droll matrix cookie-cutter roles. I don't need a car, 20 talents in a jar to determine how far I go when my fate is in the stars. Keep looking down on me, you say I'm bound to be, A nameless mound in a cemetery. Hey it's all right, I don't need to cuss or fight, Please children of the green disease have a good night. You just might yet regret the actions you have set into motion, Can't figure out the quotient that is churning inside of me, I don't hate you, the fate you create is one I do not
Haterz Suck!!
Please Help This Sweet Lady
This Sweet Lady Is Trying To Win A Blast Come And Help Her Out Please She Only Needs 25000 To Get Her Blast Please Help If You Can Drop In And Leave Her A Few Comments Thanks She Only Has Till May 31 To Get The Rest Of The Comments She Needs
In Loving Memory Of Michael Wayne Beezley
You asked for them and you can get them......If you can get me to Level 6 I'll post some nsfw pics of me. RATE ME, FAN ME, ADD ME and we'll have some fun. Thanks to all of you for you Rates, fans and adds. Love to you all! Blessings, Solace
House Arrest
People ask me, "Beaver. How can you devote so much time to the computer?" I cannot do much of anything else. I had to retire from my beer delivery truck after I was placed inside the mental institution. I was put on social security benefits from Uncle Sam. I was written off as being mentally incompetent. Or something along those lines. No one will hire a recovering mental patient. Plus... I am under house arrest. I cannot go but a few feet outside my cave-home or I will go to jail. Thar are two bracelets attached to my ankles that will sound a silent alarm if I go past my boundry. The computer is about the only contact I have with the world besides my friends and the TV sets.
For A Dirty Little Girl Out There
i opened the door and stepped inside made my way down the hallway stopped at the bedroom door i heard something leaned in just a little there it was a soft moan and the rustling of covers.I peeked around the corner there you were laying on your back legs spreading. my heart started racing.I slowly and very quietly unbutoned my pants slipped off my shoes you were very soflty caressing the lips of your pussy i unbuttoned my shirt and stood there fully naked my cock throbbing i could already see the pre cum leaking out of me making the head all shiney. I glanced back at you i could see your pussy starting to become excited your lips were parting ever so slightly i could just see a glimmer of juice as your fingers dipped in for a taste of what was to come. I grabbed my cock and felt it twich from the excitement i thought about how i loved your pussy i could spend hours sampling the dew off your petal how i yearned to trace the folds of your vagina with my tounge lovingly circle
Does It Always Hurt
life.. is it meant to be this way forever .. we become friends and bond and all these wonderful things happen but when they end do we ever really recover ...loss .. a falling out or maybe just dissapation that a word it makes sence ...we experience it always or at least i have i looking at it wrong .. we become friends ...part of families and eventually people die .. or move on to a different stand on things they once beleived ever changing ... taking on the evolution.. that is life ..i understand i just dont know if it will ever feel like i will recover mentally from it all ... this sounds like im crazy yes ?not to say that anyone is truly sane its just that .. i think about these losses often ... obviously gaining new companionship ..but still with happiness gained there is never full releif of things lost.going back to paradise kiss George and Caroline they were so raawr and then just shut lol or .. i guess it really is just part of growing ... and dieing ..after all w
The Chinese Zodiac -my Sign
THE DOG Dogs are honest,straightforward,and friendly. They are extremely protective of themselves and their loved ones. With a passion for fair play and justice, they never fail to rescue you time after time. They may rant and rave, but they never rest until they right the wrong. They are true humanitarians and suffer with the world.In spite of their concern for others,social graces and fancy parties do not impress them. Having sharp eyes, they will see through people's motives. They are quite private about their personal lives and someone prying into their affairs make them secretive and withdrawn. Once you gain their confidence, they open up freely. Once Dogs classify you, they rarely change their minds. There are few in-betweens. Dogs perceive things either in black or white. You are either friend or enemy. Luckily, they are good judges of character and have superb insight into human nature. Dogs are tolerant of their friends. Before they approve of you, the friendship must de
Today I Began
today i began my journey on finding my self worth. from now on i will be the man i set to be. i will also embrace being single and not worry why i am in this stage. i will achieve goals i have set before and thank God for each day he gives me. i will work hard to make myself a better man, so if a realtionship ever comes my way, i will be the best man for her. today starts my journey into a new me with peace
What Are Cherry Bucks Used For?
I'm a cherry virgin, so can someone tell me what cherry points and cherry bucks are good for?
What Do You Do??
Tonight i came home from work to find a bird at my front door. I had no idea what was wrong with it but it was near death. I am not sure of the name of the bird but it was a nice bird, one that you like to have around. After watching it for a while i decided it would not live and also ants where into it. So i had to finnish its life to stop it suffering. I hated to do that but what else was i to do? I feel so sad now because i did what i think was right for the bird. Still i did kill it. I killed a bird that was helpless to stop me. Was i wrong?? I sure hope i wasnt. If you read this i hope you dont feel the way i do now. To kill is easy when you have to but till kill an inicent bird, well that just something i dont like to do. I really hope i did the right thing for it. I am going to go now and sleep if i can but i am sure i will have trouble with that. My first blog and i feel so sad i had to do it.
I Am New!!!! Lol
Okay, I am new at this and just learning. Yes my profile needs more, BUT!!! I have no idea what I am doing!!!!!!
New Information On Mccaylahs Death
CLARK COUNTY Disturbing Details In Child Death Disturbing details about what led to the death of a ten-year-old girl, allegedly at the hands of her father and stepmother, were released in court Tuesday. Patrick Watkins, 30, and his wife, Joy Watkins, are charged with the murder of Michaela Watkins. The girl's bruised and lifeless body was found in her family's Winchester apartment March 11. On Tuesday, detective James Hall, took the stand, and told the courtroom that Michaela Watkins was beaten to death. According to investigators, Patrick and Joy Watkins claim that Michaela and her stepmother got into a physical altercation on the morning of March 10. Later, they claimed she fell out of the bathtub, hitting her head twice and was going in and out of consciousness. But, instead of taking the girl to the doctor, the couple says the whole family went to the Red River Gorge the following day. The couple also told police that when they got home from Red River Gorge Micha
Post Secrets.
Post secret is amazing. Maybe when I get more stamps I will send in mine... They make me feel better when I read them to know someone somewhere feels the same way I do... I just wish I could talk to that person. It would make me happy.
I Miss Him
tomarrow is not like any other day.... tomarrow is a sad day.... tomarrow is the day that my heart broke... a break that will can never be repaired.... a hole that can never be filled.... a life that can never be replaced God how i miss him... this last year has been so hard... anything can make me cry i never thought that i would miss someone this much i mean, we never got along when i was little... we clashed, mom said it was cuz we were so alike we were... i look like him... i have his smile... his toes... his hands... and somedays his eyes my daddy is gone... he went away.... its hard to think that i will never see him again here anyways.... i know hes in heaven and i will meet him there one day... but i miss him now, i need him now.. i love my grandpa and my uncle dan... but i want my daddy to walk me down the isle next summer.... i want my dance to be with him... i dont like having to do his jobs... it makes me miss him more... checking my oil... mowin
A Deep Love
a deep love The depth of your eyes, the words no man could ever speak Your essence, your very presence makes me weak The comfort of your body, the warmth of your soul you emit You practically melt my heart the moment we kiss And the first moment we did, I knew that I loved you Yeah I'm a guy but I could have cried when you said you loved me too See I could have held you forever and died that very day If I'd gone in your arms, I wouldn't want it any other way You are my life, my death, my beginning & my end My love, my lady, my baby and best friend I'm your man; we can go for a walk in the park & hold hands All things aside, baby I want you to know that I understand And if I don't, I want you to try & give me a chance, Let me make it right, take you out to a dinner & dance :p What ever you want what ever you need, baby I'm there For you I'll die a thousand deaths to show how much I care I'm not saying I'm perfect, not even close But if anyo
Last Chance To Enter
*Contest will run for 3 days. *Contest will start April 4 at 8 am pst, and will end April April 7 8am pst rules: 1. NO NSFW Pics Pic must be of the profile owner!!! this is about who u think would be a nice piece of well u know lmao, so requires u to actually check out their profile come on get your friends to enter the contest or enter yourself in..hugs Most comments wins!!! You CAN comment bomb yourself! Let me know who wants to be in contest by Sunday April 1 at 10 pm then no more entries will be accepted.. oops haha winner gets a one month blast let me know in a message thanks
Cooking Stuffed Shells
Sunday afternoon. I am making chicken to be placed into large shells for stuffed shells. Also inclued in the shells are cheese and spinach, then topped with maranaria sauce. Yummmmm. I cant wait to eat!
Redneck Man's Pickup Lines
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you in I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts inyer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up.
Dang It Who Has The Crushes On Me???grrrr
This still has me scratching my head.....who are you?? I want to say thanks for liking me enough to use your crush on lil old me. I would love to know who does....and if you are still to shy to tell me well grrr. gaaahhhh right after I posted this someone else used a crush on me. Geeesh guys making The Raper feel all special. Well to each of you thanks it has put a big smile on my face every time I get one. You guys rock!!!! quick crush update I have now lost two crushes kinda sad....
More Rapes Iraq?wtf!
arch 22, 2007, 11:33AM Huffman soldier sentenced in Iraq atrocities By CINDY HORSWELL Copyright 2007 Houston Chronicle TOOLS Email Get section feed Print Subscribe NOW FORT CAMPBELL, Ky. ó Pfc. Bryan Howard of Huffman, the youngest of five soldiers accused of participating in one of the worst atrocities of the Iraq war, reacted with solemn resignation when told Wednesday he would be dishonorably discharged and sentenced to 27 months confinement. Howard, now 19, had his hopes initially lifted when the military court agreed to greatly reduce the charges against him in connection to the rape of a 14-year-old girl and the killing of her and her family on March 12, 2006. After the court determined Howard's involvement was limited to overhearing his friends discuss committing the crime and then lying to protect them, the murder and rape charges were dismissed. He was left with two lesser charges of obstruction of justice and accessory after the fact that carried a
How To Link A Photo
I'm currently hosting my second contest and the most common question I seem to get is how do I link a photo. So I decided to create a little tutorial on how to do it. First off select the photo you want to link to, you can get to it by clicking on the "MY" link at the top of any Cherrytap page. Then Click on "Photos". This will bring up your photos. Now find the photo you want to send a link of to the person holding the contest(or just someone you want to show a particular picture to) Click on it and it will bring up a page that your photo. This page will look something like this Now you want to click on the "LINK Photo" link and it will bring up something that looks like this: Please note: The link photo box will be above your picture and will not load a new page. Now you want to select and copy the text, from whichever box your choose, the box on the left will put a small picture(called a thumbnail) in the message. the box on the right will just crea
Tasty Tuesday!!! To My Friends
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met up with my new bosses on sat .we looked over the site and talked about what they wanted to do with the site ,and we voiced our opinions and any ideas we had to improve business .it was really good to meet them all and i think we will get on alright. its gonna be fun working there and its a good project to be working on too loads of scope for improvement. we were then treated to a meal in one of the local pubs and a get to know one another a bit better.
Subject: Why?
center>Subject: Why? A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude a
its no good its a disease theres no cure just blank instinct you cant love its an incapability you cant feel your too strong you cant break your invisible you cant breathe your slowly dieing from the broken heart the cursed thinking and that hatred thought that drifted you away from the one thing that you hated yet made you HAPPY! or is the happiness you feel a temporary get away from the real pain youve endored and your broken heart thats CURSED!
The blackest of hearts torn riped never to be fix never to be whole then one peice fit then anouther and anouther. Along comes the flow of live back in to the deadness the loveless ness. only to be torn riped and abused . used and discarded. thrown out left to waste and then torn , riped and never able to be repaired
Does Love Really Keep Us Alive???
What do you think???
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AS you can see I have changed my profile picyure as I am fed up of the losers how are contantly downrating my other pictuer and I have also made my pics only availible to friends and family only..such a pity to have to do it but you can thank the losers for making me do it....I for one have never given less than a 10 for any ones pictures and have given a thumbs up to anyone's stash apart from 1 mistake and I did accnowledge that it was a mistake..this rubbish has got to stop but whats the point in saying anything to the guy at the top......mail him and he does not reply so it looks as if the losers feature is here to stay!!!!!!!!!!. ok you can go back and do what ever you were doing now....CLASS DISMISSED.........LMAO
Pilots Rule
A pilot is flying a small single engine plane with a lot of really important execs on board into Seattle airport. There is fog so thick that visibility is 10m, and his instruments are out. He circles looking for a landmark and after an hour, he is low on fuel and his passengers are very nervous. At last, through a small opening in the fog he sees a tall building with one guy working alone on the fifth floor. Circling, the pilot banks and shouts through his open window: Hi, where am I?" The solitary office worker replies: "You`re in an airplane." The pilot executes a swift 275 degree turn and executes a perfect blind landing on the runway five miles away. Just as the plane stops, the engines cough and die from lack of fuel. The stunned passengers asked the pilot how he did it. "Simple," replies the pilot, "I asked the guy in that building a simple question. The answer he gave me was 100 percent correct but absolutely useless; therefore, that must be Microsoft`s support office,
Lyrics To The Song Behind Blue Eyes. Really Good Song.
No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes And no one knows What it's like To be hated To be fated To telling only lies But my dreams they aren't as empty As my concience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To feel these feelings Like i do, and i blame you! No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain woe Can show through But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscious seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free Discover L-I-M-P say it No one knows what its like To be mistreated, to be defeated Behind blue eyes No one know how to say That they're sorry and don't worry I'm not telling lies But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscious seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To be the bad man, to be the sad man Behind blue eyes.
Itttttttttttttssssssss Friday
Its friday people time to drink mass quantities and get naked with the ones you love (or at least the ones you love for now lol). I hope all of my beautiful friends have a great weekend and a very good easter. That is all people it is time for me to start doing what I said you should do. Laters people

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