Thursday, May 03, 2007
Is my happiness going to fall apart
Current mood: confused
ok so the past couple days i get this feeling that im gonna lose my happiness that twitch (john) has brought me, its like not only is him and i fallin apart but our friendship that we've had over the years is too, idk after the talk last night i feel like he might just hide from wats going on, i know hes going thru alot right now but i dont think he understand that i was there for him all along while we were friends, that im still here for him now, and no matter what happens between us i'll always be there for him, last night i was crying while talking on the phone to him and i dont think he knew i was, i was crying cause im worried about him, about wat we have, i just want him to be happy, and i dont like the fact that right now hes not, i honestly dont even know if i make him even a tad bit happy or if i make this worse, im just so confused and thats y im writing to get my thoughts out cause idk how else to anymore, all i know is i care about him always have always will, and hope he knows i'll always be here for him, well i guess im done ugh lol im srry everyone, i know u were hoping for all good blogs from now on but i hope future ones will be love all of u
jenny
Currently listening :
Broken
By Seether
Release date: By 11 July, 2004
