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Another Writing.....
As I walk through the night a feel the protective Shadow over me, The twilight of My Person has now since passed, Plunging me into the Darkness of my dwelling, I contemplate the Daylight now left so far behind. I was never happy wandering under The Burning Sun, That filled my space with Light, Never certain what made me so, but knowing it wasn't right in the Sun that sapped my energy, The Light that made me weak. When I think of that person that walked in the Sunlight, I am filled with hate and shame, How dare he look like I do? How dare he dilute what I hold dearest? How dare he imprison me for all these years? Though now I smile at how slow his death was, Never again shall he rise to oppose me.

Work
well......i am back at work. have been for a few months. i have 19 students this year. they keep me busy as heck. i want a teacher assistant, but i don't get one till i have 20 students. so now i am praying for a transfer. i have also been putting $20 away each paycheck for the end of the year. last year i had to spend over $250 of my own money for school supplies. the district budget was gone and i didn't want my kiddos to go without. so thank a teacher it's harder then y'all think

Dear Sapphire
I ____ you. You have a nice______. You make me ____. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could _____ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS YOU GET... this lots of fun! and you can really make someone's day

Love Is
Love is some thing that comes when you don't expect it, that look some one gives you or the way they hold your hand. Love is the little things they do. Love isn't about how much you have it's about the heart. Love is when two hearts become one.

Silent Cries To Bus A Nut
Two Lost Cherries meet Same stare in each others eyes Loud thump As their bodies collide He's hard as hell She's wet as hell A constant struggle for power Constant force used when he pumps she throws it back the harder he pushes the more arch she places in her back tilting her hips catching it all till he touches her cervix pounding softly stroking harder as the sweat falls off of his body and lands on her stomach creating a pool of love juices that only fucking can make Two Lost Cherries expressing there point of view The lessor of the two Now she's in total control Showing strength she's on top grinding rowing plucking that clit while jumping up & down all on his dick Showing force That force rolling over Goliath Like the first wheel Like a rock down a hill Up and down Increasing speed as it goes down Goliath lays back Unable to fight off the attack Covering his face and eyes almost punked out cause she's no where near time to cum Two lost

Could This Really Happen!!!! I Think It Could....miracles Happen All The Time
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "

Fatal Ramblings
"Journal daily....embed the emotions into the parchment and ink so that it becomes a testimony rather than baggage." I saw that on someone's web site and I really liked it and it makes a lot of sense. So I thought about it a bit and decided that I really should try and adhere to that ... or at least update this journal since its been awhile. Since I never know where to start I'm just going to pick a place and start so this will end up the usual jumbled assortment of my thoughts. Have a little faith...that is so hard sometimes ...especially when I've been conditioned to believe that the sky is constantly falling on me...and usually it is. I did come across a song and some of the lyrics were those wow lyrics... Oh but dont bowl me over Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so Crazy, crazy Crazy..theres a word I know a lot about : crazy: Adjective Inflected forms: crazier, craziest 1. Affected with madness; insane. 2. Informal Departing from proportion

Necklaces.
How this Maddness started, I had a cheap necklace i was wearing, Black and white beads, i wore the necklace to much, and it broke, i like neclaces like that are different, I started to look around and Much to my Dismay i couldn't find any that were 1. a mans type of necklace. Or they didn't have any. So after looking around for a month or more and not finding what i liked, I walk into this shop and start buying stuff to make a new necklace this was last week, I sat down and started to play around with this, I bought 12 center pieces, and the pics i have up, there the ones i have made so far. I'm doing this as a hobbie, NONE of these are for sell!! I'm not trying to sell them!!!! I'm looking for info, people who won't bs them and be real with them. As far as how they look and ways to inprove on the next ones i make. Thanks.

Top 13 Reasons To Become A Witch
13. I live for persecution! 12. I'm a night person at heart. 11. We respect our elders... and alders, and willows, and oaks... 10. I just love explaining that a pentagram is NOT evil. 9. We do more after midnight than most people do all day! 8. Being burned at the stake is a great way to roast marshmallows. 7. We can talk to Elvis (and he IS dead). 6. You live, you learn, you die, you forget. Then you comeback... 5. Double the deities, double the fun! 4. We get more holidays. 3. Brooms get great mileage. 2. We were here first! 1. BELTANE!!!

Life
It always seems like everytime everything is going so good something bad happens. I don't really want to go completely into because it still really upsets me. The one person that i trust and love so much scared me so bad. I don't think that i will ever be able to forgive. You begin to think that some things are supposed to go one way and it's like it turns around and slaps you right back in the face. Right now alot of people think that i'm crazy but i don't care. If you knew you would understand. But like i said i'm sorry i just don't feel like putting it out there.

Wow...i Have Awfully Big Shoes To Fill...
Take the quiz: Which Greek god/goddess are you?ZeusYou are Zeus! Zeus was the supreme deity, King of the Gods. His wife was Hera, goddess of marriage, but he had hundreds of children with other women, mortal and immortal. He was made king of the gods when he rescued his siblings from there father Cronus who had consumed them as soon as there mother, Rhea, had given birth to them. But Rhea had hidden Zeus away until he could defeat his father.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Vokabeln
every blackened crack in the wall seems to increase in value as does everything if one thinks on it long enough... a seemingly painless chain of words can easily go from basic ...to acidic... if it is merely rearranged we should not always rely on our own interpretation... what is abysmal to some may be cashmere to others when braided together words can become....winged and at first glance even those known for their severity can overlook the least original when the same words are revisited at a different magnification seperate minds formulate seperately, this is not something the world celebrates... our medicated minds quickly cover non-conformity and we think the same old chalky thoughts so the solid silence with all its secrets continues on... waiting for a mind to dialate so it may intoxicate and soothe these wretched knots

Day 2 Was Just As Cool!
Well Day 2 was fun too!! We are learning about the preventative maintenance of the robot! It is cool as hell to actually be “hands on” now. I am definitely glad I was hired into this position, it is a dream job, and you know the type, the 1 in a 1,000,000 type of job that only seems to come once in a lifetime! So far things are going well, there is a definite language barrier, but it is weird because even though our instructor doesn’t speak English, and we don’t speak Japanese, we can understand him about 60% of the time. Of course we have someone translating for us, but to not physically understand what someone is saying, yet conceptualizing the meaning behind it and being right is very cool. So far everyone has been great over here, everyone we meet, whether we understand them or not (and visa versa), has been extremely nice. They offer help at every turn. So I had the hotel do my laundry, and let me tell you it was fantastic! Everything was individually wrapped, pressed (even my

Common Sense
Obituary of the late Mr. Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge).His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 -year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers

Why
WHY are these cowards going into schools and hurting all those kids they are innocent and even worse is shootin up an amaish school so if you aare a skinner and hurt children i hope you get what you deserve slow torture leave the kids out of it scum bags errghhh

~~nasty~~
He thinks he's the shit as he sits you upon his shelf, like a prize to be won, he plays wit himself. Tounges tide, twisted revenge, all the while he's fu*kn yo friends. So honest you think, that he's tru to u, neva really cumin unglued. You sit by yo self, wondern now, how the hell did this all go down. I thought he loved me, you scream out loud, god damn I feel like Ima drownd. Too Much emotion yo eyes can't see, that this whole while you was bein deceived. Go head pretty mama, fall off that shelf, pick yo self up and dust yo self. Don't worry bout them, and how they feel, cuz obviously this sh*t wuzn't real. Who's the joke, not you sweet thang, don't let them keep you in a bag. Bust yo self out and do yo thang, cuz lil lady, its yo time to swang.

At Dawn
At dawn, through my opened window, I gazed upon a breathless, And heart-stopping sight. On the horizon in front of me, Appeared an aurora of mystical lights, Reflecting deep into the cavities and, Ridges of the surrounding mountains. Before me shown the early light, Penetrating the morning mist, As it caused perpetual golden rays To illuminate through the highest Mountain peaks, Awakening the earth below. As I peered closely, Brilliant colors of light Stretched upward, Like fingers on a hand Into the yet, dawning sky. Oh, as I gazed at this precious sight, Time itself seemed to be waiting, And wanting to grasp hold of The first beams, that would burst forth From the East and to witness, The suns smile beckoning "The Brand New Day. "

Can You Help Me Out?
I really shouldn't be asking you this. I feel shy, but I want it so bad, don't get me wrong it's just that I haven't had it for a long time. I could already feel it going in so hard and coming out so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help can be very grateful you must think I have a lot of nerve asking you for this, but I can feel my tongue around it sucking all the juice out until there no more left, this has been on my mind all day long and I hope I'm not being forward, I'm usually not like this, but can I have a piece of gum?"

Becoming Sadistic Ophelia - First Rough Draft
Becoming Sadistic Ophelia The Making of a Sadist By Yvette Dubel © 2006 It’s hard to say just when Sadistic Ophelia was born, but it was sometime after the girl known simply as Ophelia had graced the world with her birth. She’d been the tough girl who’d grown up to be a top consultant to nonprofit organizations serving women and children. Having just completed a meeting with such an organization she was all set to leave as the driver held the door open for her, she paused just before she lowered herself inside---one more look back and she smiled. There was no hint of the old corner store, phone booth or parking lot that once stood where this new safe haven had been built. Ophelia had rounded up the donations from a few wealthy contributors seeking redemption which only Sadistic Ophelia could have delivered. The end result of their contribution was not only the worthy cause of building this home and playground, but a very personal contribution to Sadistic Ophelia’s gruesome c

How To Piss Of A Cop
When you get pulled over, say, "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol." When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say, "No. My speedometer only goes up to..." Touch him. When he asks you why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. Refer to him by his first name. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. When he says no, cry. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harrasment. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. When he asks you to spread 'em, tell him you don't go that way. When he puts on the handcuffs, say, "My dates usually buy me dinner first." Ask to be fingerprinted with candy, 'cause you don't like to get ink on your fingers. After you sign the ticket and give it back t

Military Vs .............
(the last sentence is the best) Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searchi

Last Night At Work...
ok, so we have some serious drug addicts here right? how about we had one of them try and kill herself in our parking lot last night!! she was in her friend's car, and tried to hang herself with our bailing wire (the stuff that is around our boxes that come off our truck). they put her in the ambulance, DIDNT RESTRAIN HER, so she was in the back banging her head against any and everything in the back! STUPID BITCH!!!

Restoring Wisdom
Restoring wisdom Chris Thomson asks whether Scotland is making real progress Is Scotland making progress? Well, it all depends what we mean by ‘progress’. Many will assume that if the economy is growing, we are making progress. Others will understand progress in terms of how healthy, educated, socially just and environmentally friendly Scotland is. There is a third understanding of progress, well off the radar screen of public debate in Scotland. Before revealing what it is, let us examine the other two. There is nothing intrinsically desirable about economic growth. It simply means that more money was spent this year on goods and services than was spent last year. It does not tell us anything about the desirability or quality of these additional goods and services. It does not tell us anything about the human, social and environmental costs of providing them. It does not tell us anything about income and wealth distribution. And it does not tell us whether we are happier

You Still Won't Hear
I have always wondered how people can claim to care about you but when you need them the most they always turn their back on you. There is always something or someone more important and they just can't be bothered with you. I guess at some point you just have to make up your mind for them.

How Bad
How bad are you?Have you ever stolen?:yepHave you ever cheated on a test?:yepcheated with someone else?:yepHow often do you use four letter words?:OFTENHow often do you drive above the speed limit?:sumtimesHave you committed vandalism?:yepHave you ever smoked?:still doTried drugs?:uh...yepPlayed strip poker?:yepTaken candy from a child?:nopeCrashed someone else's car?:nopeDanced naked in public?:nopeRan from the police?:yepSkipped class?:yepRun over an animal?:nopeWatched pornography?:everydayMade a prank phone call?:yepClick here to take this survey or find others at surveyspace.Click here to create your own.

Im Angry And Im Tired Of Games!
Right now im angry! I just want to rip someones throat out and make them eat it. seriousely, I dont understand people and why they have to be so damn stupid and ignorant. Why everyone has to push my buttons and make me more tence then I already am! I mean for Fucks sake just leave me alone and act your fucking age. Im tired of the bullshit lies and games! I want it all to stop! NOW! Your Fucking 25 and when your drunk you act like your 2 and your girlfriend says she has kids of her own and that shes not being immature but yet that Bitch doesnt know me and still has the Fucking nerve to call me out of my Mother Fucking name? That doesnt make any sence at all. Grow the Fuck up! Shit im younger than you and I dont even act like that. I tried to tell you im sorry, which is something I hardly ever do and mean it, and what happen? I get shit on by you and your bullshit and your girlfriend! Im tired of it and Im tired of you, your girlfriend and both of your crap. I should have know when you

To My Love!!
All our lives we've searched for the meaning of our live's. To find a life long friendship, to where true happiness is...we have opened up to each other to find a bond, a connection between our hearts!!! I have a hard time opening up to people in this way, but being with you has opened the the light to my heart...to find a sould mate, a loving woman, to be my wife, my partner in life. i love you with all my heart, and that my soul belongs to you, i have found true and complete happiness within you! I Shawn Selsky give you my heart , my eternal soul as your husband, your best friend, and to be there as a close friend to your children, and a loving father to the children we bring into this world together!! i love you Christina Selsky

It's Only My Opinion...
So I keep seeing all these bulletins for this candle lighting business, first it was for one day, now they want it for the week, and I have even seen a bulletin being reposted about how someone deleted 25 people because they didn't have this candle lit up and that they are gonna delete more if they don't make the candle their default pic. That is by far the dumbest thing I have ever heard, and thank God whoever that moron is isn't one of my personal friends. JUST because someone does not have that candle as their default does not mean that they don't support the cause. I mean seriously, what is having that candle going to do for all the deceased anyway? Absolutely NOTHING. I don't mean to sound insensitive because I definately am not, but that's just the way I see it. I support and care about all causes just as much as anyone. But having a ribbon for cancer, child abuse, leukimia, the troops, anything...is NOT really doing anything for the cause. It just shows you support it, big wh

*i'm Afraid 2go 2sleep 2nite*
My dreams r far 2real 4me. I'm not talkin Freddy nitemares. I'm referrin 2dreams that mimic real life so closely, its hard 2tell whether ur asleep or awake. Not necessarily dreamin of actual past events, but... I think u understand what I mean. Er nite 4da past wk, Iv dreamed I was pregnant. Not that these were bad dreams in n of themselves but bein 35 n childless, rememberin these dreams leaves me feelin kinda lost 4a while after wakin. Last nite was da worst, by far.. Pregnant; da father: my ex, a boyfriend of 3.5yrs, Kenneth. I was so excited bout da beautiful snow that blanketed da scenery. Kenneth was heading out n warned me 2stay in. He had 2go somewhere 4a lil while ( I can't recall where) & he just wanted 2make sure da baby n I would be safe. (From da looks of my belly, I was a good way in2 da 3rd trimester) Of course, after he had left, it wasn't long b4 I was outside 4a lil walk in da yard. I mean, I wasn't gonna go outside da yard, what could possibly happen?? I slipp

Can't Wait
I am so excited. Ben is on his way down here to see me and its only Wednesday, that means I have him all to myself til monday morning. I get to cuddle with him for like 5 nights. Not to mention the incredible making love for 5 nights. He is meeting me at my office for a BIG arrival kiss and hug before he goes to our apt in MA.

Julie Ann Hinn The Story Of Her Life
Well If you got Curious To Know Why She is So Special To Me Ill Explain Why '' Jannuary 3 2000 After Being Thru Hell i Lost all My Friends, Everyone Hated Me Because I Didnt Whant To Help them Cheat The SAT so Most People Got Caught Because i was Supost To Pass The Answer sheet but i dint get Involved and that was all. So Them i Decided to Get a Break From School Since i was Depresed and There She was at '' Queens Center Mall '' Sad and Lonely Since i Felt The Same i sat Next to Her and She Looked at me and was lie'' HMM? I Was Like '' Im Sorry is this someone's Seat? She Reply No im alone. So i asked her Whats Th Matther and She told me her Boyfriend Dumped her over a Friend and i Told her about my ituation and i wAS LIKE HEY sINCE WE Introduced eachother How about you and I Enjoy the Rest of The day Here at the Mall? She Replied Well i got nothing to loose;; I Took her To eat Then i Took her To a Movie She whanted to see With her Boyfriend Who Dumped her i Took He

Very Very Slow..... Art Vs Pussy
Hi ya all well i'm back from up the bush, and i'm just a little sad to see the results so far in voting for the art comp, or sould i say the lack of. .... why don't people take the time [30-40 secounds] to vote and show there support to those who are trying to fill the world with love of colour.. sure i to love a good piece of pussy don't get me wrong please.. lol but i thought poeple would like to see more then that... but mabye i'm wrong maybe we are all shallow pussy perv's ?????? lol yes just go vote for one.... show some love.... thanks noel

Dont Mess With Mom
This is GREAT............. DON'T MESS WITH MOM The Childs Comments and Thoughts My son came home from school one day, with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, To put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your m

Writing
What's Your Name? The scene opens in a funeral home where we see a large man standing over a small casket. In the casket lies the body of a woman that couldn't be older than twenty-eight. The man looks down on the body, with beads of sweat falling from his brow, and sighs deeply. He places his right hand on her forehead and lets out another heavy sigh. He lifts his hand from her forehead and walks over to a chair and lays his leather jacket on it. His face is suddenly revealed and we out this is none other than David Samuel Pugh the third, popuraly known as Hells Guardian. He slowly walks back towards the casket and kneels before it. Guardian: I've met a lot of people in my life, but none of them really mattered to me, but she did. I find that a little funny, because I never let anyone get close to me after Hayley and Jason were killed, but I let her in. I let her in my heart, a place no one else had seen in a good fifteen years, but I let her in to clean out the cobwebs that sur

Anxiety And Me!!!
I have been dealin with bad anxiety...I have been havin it for few months now more seriously...My anxiexy has made it difficult for me to just walk uptown or go out and have a night out at a club...I use to love to walk everywhere and now I can barely leave my house without havin a panic attack...I feel like I cant breathe I feel like I'm going to pass out...Walking use to be my thing now I feel safe just being in my house...I can't feel comfortable even going shoppin with out feelin like I'm crowded in...I havent gone to see anyone about it because I am unable to walk to where the place is...One thing that helps me at times is if I do go out somewhere I have to have someone I'm close to with me either my boyfriend or my Bestfriend...Also I find it easier if I'm sucking on lifesavers or something similar it helps me take my mind off it...I've had anxiety once b4 years ago and I battled off and on with depression in my life as well...I really just wanna have a normal life where I'd feel

Being Frustrated At My 17 Year Old
I need to write about this and possibly get some feed back from folks about how to handle this situation. When I first moved back to Houston, I felt it was the right thing to do for my children's education. My son was the only boy in the 6th grade to make distinguished honor roll for the entire school year. Yeah! The next year he went out for the football team and made it. My thoughts were yeah, I don't have to pay for anymore little league/pop Warner football. The down side of it was and has been that boys from all walks of life are on the football team and some of them at that school had brothers who were in gangs where drugs are plentiful. T's desire to be part of the popular crowd lead him to start trying pot and alcohol at parties. The first time he got drunk he was only 13 and it scared him. I thought to myself, "Ok he tried it, didn't like it we are over it." About 2 years ago, another parent and I were discussing why she took her son out of the high scho

Dream Symbols What Do You Dreams Mean?
Dream Symbols What Do You Dreams Mean? Which dreams apply to you? Abduction: If it is you who is being kidnapped it indicates success over some sort of opponent but if you were observing the abduction of someone else, you could soon get some unexpected news. Accident: The meaning of this type of dream varies greatly and can represent a variety of circumstances. It could signify that you are simply worried about being in an accident or it could be a memory of an accident that you have already been in. More metaphorically, it could symbolise how you may be so preoccupied with something in life that you are not paying attention to other areas and you need to slow down while it could also indicate something in your life that you are dissociating yourself from or letting go of. An accident at sea is linked to love affairs, while on land is linked to business. If you dream of a car accident then a vehicle often is a symbol your own body and therefore could show that you are w

No Child Should Have To Go Through This :((
Help Fight Child Abuse !!!!! my name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked i

Drinking
lately a lot of poeple have been saying you need to quit drinking, you should watch your drinking, blah, blah, blah....i am getting tired of it. what ever happened to me being able to excercise my united states right to drink..they forgot to say drink in peace.....i have drank a case in the last week and everyone thinks that is bad, if only they knew....i used to drink a case a day two if i was having a good day... i didnt care about huging the porcelin god all night back then, now i just hope i can stay awake long enough to break the seal...anyways i just lost my train of thought so i guess: to be continued.....

You Know
i have a big heart and it bites me in the ass WAY to much. And once again im going to end up being fucked but shes my mother and hes my brother. My brother got himself in some trouble which i previously stated. Well he was living in an apartment with his gf. And she kicked him out. And him and my dad dont get a long, so he had no wheres to go. So i gave him my apartment for a few weeks cause of gabby, im not letting her live just anywheres. So yeah hes got my apartment for 2 weeks or so. So my mom is sick, and her other kids are assholes. So i agreed to stay here with her for a few weeks. Which is fine, cause i have my own room and no rules haha but she needs someone to take her to Chemo and shit till she can get someone else to do it. So yeah i changed my whole world again to help other people =/ So lets see how this ends this time.

The Day I Saw My Lady Cry
The Day I Saw My Lady Cry She stood there with her torch held high To watch planes falling from the sky As silver bullets ripped apart The center of her loving heart With disreguard of sanity In senseless act of lunacy She saw her children fall and cry The day I saw my lady cry. I LIFT MY LAMP..... so reads her plaque Just miles from the terrorist attack Her open doors now violated By pure evil orchestrated Hounds of Hell have been released And God must rise to kill the Beast I saw her head droop, shaking "Why?" The day I saw my lady cry. Her tears will bring on bitter rain Unleashing winds of hurricane To circle the globe in whirl wind force Uncover evil at it`s source Then seek exacting recompense From those that prey on innocents They`ll not forget, as time goes by The day they made my lady cry. Written by Stephanie B on 9/12/01

Part One Of A Story Just For Me, This Is What Should Happen To All Girls
“After the beep…” As he pulled in the driveway, he picked up the phone on the car charger from the passenger seat. The message envelope loomed large… “What now?” The phone made its tell-tale chirrup as he flipped it open and hit the “one” button to call the voicemail. “You have one un-played message, 7:20 pm, today.” Crap, whoever it was, eleven o’clock was too late to call back, not to mention it had been a long night sitting around the bar… “Hey, baby, I just needed to hear the sound of your voice. I’ll see you, all of you, later.” He sighed; geez, he was late. She’d probably already had dinner and gone to bed. And by the sound of her voice on the other end of the line, she’d had plans for them tonight. He closed the phone, shut off the car, gathered his stuff out of the seat and made for the front door, clicked the button on the keychain to lock the car, unlocked the front door, got inside before the bugs that would drive her cats nuts got through the open door. He put ev

Nobody Gets Out Alive
While i was mooching about and looking for tracks I fell across a band I hadnt heard of before and they have grown on me already The are called Skindread and here are two of their tracks I like. Nobody by Skindread Falling Down by Skindread

How Bad
(1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___

"broken"
(it fucking sucks, I know, but this is what happens when depression kicks in, and I choke up and have to write or lose my mind... still have writer's block... that didn't help) I listened closely to everything you said those thoughts swirling happily in my head some day, some where you will love me so but for now baby I have to go... But as I got closer.... the image became clear no love, no life no truth in here... I let down my guard to my lonely heart within your hands... you ripped it apart I trusted you... truly trusting you. Now I trust that you tore me in two. Go on with life, leave me behind there is nothing left of that girl in my mind... a puddle of tears, dripping with time a scowling frown is all thats left to add insult to injury I loved you to death... Misty Molandes 10-24-2006

I Love You, Miss You, Need You
I LOVE YOU, MISS YOU, NEED YOU I love you more than all the stars in the sky. I love you more as each moment passes us by. I love you more with every breath I take. I love you more with each promise we make. I need you like a flower needs the rain. I need you for you can wash away my pain. I need you more each day I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way. I miss you more than ever now. I miss you because I really need you somehow. I miss you and your touch. I miss you for to me, you mean so much. I want you to caress my lips the way you always do. I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you. I want you to hold me close to your heart. I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you And I have for every single moment, right from the start.

Twin Flame/soul Mates
During this article the definitions of the two titles, Twin Flame and Soul Mate will be defined. We also go into a little more about what it takes to connect to your life partner. What is A Soulmate? Soul mates are those lovers who as soon as we meet, it's like we're old friends, or old lovers - there's often plenty of passion, lots of joy and it feels wonderful to be with them. After a while of being together though, things often start to go wrong, or you feel like you're in an old familiar pattern that is holding you back. Soul mates are those lovers, who we've had as lovers and friends in many lifetimes previous. They are dear, familiar and often comfortable, but they also usually come with their own set of unresolved issues - from our times together. This is a wonderful opportunity to resolve and clear karma by resolving the issue once and for all. Once you've cleared the karma, you may find that the relationship becomes wonderful and you can live happily ever after.

If I Drink This Milkshake..it Will Go Right To My Ass
Eyes frist met I had to blush For when i saw him I got a rush I knew there was something When i looked in his eyes I felt so happy I nearly broke down and cried When we held each other I felt something new A deep love From me too you When i looked at him again I felt something i need to feel A sence of love and compassion A love so real And as i think back on that day Of thoes happy thoughts of him and I It makes me so very happy that i want to cry But i don't cry b/c i'm happy you see For the love i feel from him to me!

Just Some Complaining...
My friends and I went out to this haunted house tonight but it was closed. I thought they were open tonight, but apparently not lol my bad. We went to the one we went to before but didn't stay because it was packed as hell and really cold. We didn't feel like standing in line. Oh well. I work all weekend so I probably won't make it out to anymore houses this October. At least the ones I did go to were worth it. I have a stupid doctors appointment I have to go to tomorrow. I REALLY do not want to go, it makes me really uncomfortable. If you think about it, you'll figure out why. Let's just say being a female really sucks sometimes. So I gotta get up at about 7:15, get a shower, go to class, miss my last class (which is kinda good cause I HATE it and it is a waste of my money if you ask me), go to stupid doctors, come home, nap, and then go to work. I close at work all weekend, which is really lame. Also, I never did go buy any jeans or work pants the other day lol. Oh well, that's al

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Teddy Bears Make The Best Friends Because: The don't tell you that you have bad breath. They never borrow Money. They never beat you at checkers. They don't complain when you eat potato chips in bed. They don't laugh at your clothes. They never borrow your favorite sweater. They don't outgrow you intellectually. They don't eat all your chocolate chip cookies. They're never disloyal,critical,or ungrateful. They never interrupt you when you're talking. They never tell you that you are fat. Thye dont eat all the popcorn at the movies. They don't get jealous of your other friends, They don't tell you how to drive. They don't hog the bathroom. They don't embarass you at parties. They never leave dirty socks on the floor. They don't get sick. They never say "I told you so." They arent't noisy and they don't have fleas. They listen to all of your problems. They are always ready to give you a hug. They always love you just the way you are.

Towards The Unknow . With The Ligth Of Truth Behind Me
You scored as Darkness. Darkness! Silent, mysterious and contemplating, you keep to yourself, and maybe a best friend. You are sometimes shunned and sometimes adored. It really depends. you will fight if you have to, but dont take much pleasure in it. You may feel alone, but its really that you just push everyone else away... Darkness83%Fire67%Earth33%Wind33%Light33%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Damn
I was away for 10 hours...and LC is now CT. Interesting. First thing I did was browse through my bulletins, and sure enough, people are not happy about the name change. I don't think CherryTap has quite the same ring to it as LostCherry, but I do see Mike's point in changing it. LC really does sound more like a porn site than a social networking site, so I think the name change will help attract more people. We'll all get used to it, just like we do with all the physical changes. Oh well, that's just my two cents on the whole thing. Just sucks to be all you suckers who bought $20 T-Shirts! lol jk friends ;)

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This is about 2 miles from where I live Marsden Grotto, South Shields The Marsden Grotto, locally known as The Grotto, is a public house located on the coast at Marsden in South Shields, Tyne & Wear. The pub is unique in being the only 'cave bar' in Europe. The Grotto is now a pub/restaurant serving mainly seafood. The Grotto is partly dug into the cliff face and fronted with a more conventional building opening onto the beach. Currently The Grotto includes a large bar, the inside cave with another bar and pool room, a bistro, a heated terrace on the beach and a full restaurant upstairs. Access is either by lift from the car park or by a zigzag stair case on the cliff at the side of the building. The lift is housed in a brick shaft rising from the front of the building. There have long been tales of hauntings at the Grotto, mainly relating to a smuggler who was reputedly murdered by his fellow criminals after selling information to HM Customs. It is said that he was

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God this has been the worst two days ever :( First I freakin hurt myself at work.. I had a really bad fall trying to make a video for yall here on lost cherry... I was on an Indo Board at my work at the skateshop... trying to be all kool...... its like this practice board for balance training.. if you surf... and skateboard... well.... by daughter was getting ready to video me... so I was doing some practice first so I didnt look like a total idiot... and the board... flew out from under me... its pretty heavy like fifteen pounds of wood at least and it went crashing into the wall... causing a huge dent... well unfortunately I went crashing as well..... flat on my ass.... but i felt something rip in my right shoulder... as I went down..... NICE right... so been in horrible pain... for two days now... barely being able to lift my right arm... went to DR's today and got xray but they won't know for sure for a couple days.... then....... last night... my daughter and son arguing and sh

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What is Mixed Connective Tissue Disease (MCTD)? A few decades ago, scientists discovered that patients with a connective tissue disease had symptoms of both lupus, scleroderma, myositis, etc. These diseases are called ‘overlap-syndromes’. In 1969 Sharp and his co-workers found out that there is one specific type of overlap-syndrome with symptoms of lupus, scleroderma, myositis and rheumatoid arthritis, together with a large quantity of antibodies against one specific antigen, namely U1RNP. They believed it to be a distinct disease entity and called it MCTD. Meanwhile, it is known that Sjogren’s Syndrome is very common in MCTD. It is still a matter of debate whether or not this disorder is diverse from the other overlap-syndromes. In general, however, this disorder is considered a distinct clinical entity. Most important symptoms Raynaud’s phenomenon Is basically always present in the early phase of the disease, mostly without other symptoms at the level of the fingers, unle

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Well here I go with another lackluster blog full of excitement !!! Not...lol...Well some of you may be wondering about my congressional hearing, unfortunately that has been pushed back to an undetermined time (possibly mid december) due to the beauracratic machine that is government politics in Washington. However, on a more subtle and less magnifying scope will be my presentation to the United Nations Thursday. I will be presenting on the issues that have been hampering reconstruction efforts in Afghanistan and how the drug trade is funding the groups oppsed to us in the region. It's going to be interesting presenting this to foreign diplomats who have Phds and a ton of experience that a 26 year kid doesnt have, but I look forward to these situations more than anything. I cherish the oppurtunity of staring dead on to a challenge. Once again I'm truly blessed to be where I'm at in my career, I never thought Id reach where im at now, not so soon at least. I guess I had some time to thin

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I Like B(o)(o)bs Alot
HEY EVERYONE...I'VE BEEN ENTERD IN ANOTHER CONTEST...I THINK IT'S MOST SEXY PICTURE! (GO FIGURE WITH THAT TITLE AFTER THE GRIEF I'VE GOTTEN RECEINTLY ON MY PICTURES "lol") BUT ANYWAYS, PLEASE GO VOTE FOR ME...I WAS ENTERD LATE AND THERES ALREADY A GAL THAT HAS 40 VOTES ON HER PICTURE P.S. I HAVE TWO PICTURES ENTERD SO YOU CAN VOTE ON ONE OR BOTH, JUST PLEASE VOTE FOR ME! PLEEEEEEEEEASE! I'M FEELING SO UN WANTED ON CHERRY TAP...HELP ME WIN AND MAYBE I WILL DECIDE TO STAY! THANKS KIT-KAT/TINK

Grrrrrr
Please forgive me, i am going to ramble a bit. I am so frustrated that if I had hair I would be pulling it out. First off, a little background,. The reasons I am no longer with my wife is that I reached the end of a long, long rope. For years we didn't get a long well. Sure there were some reaspnable times, but we were NOT happy with each other. She has some psychological problems and I ran out of the ability to be me and identify her also. I know that may not make any sense, but it comes down to ; I couldn't even go to work without being caalled 20 times a day and if I left work not at exactly when she thought I should, she would be on the phone screaming at me, and pacing up and down the driveway until I got there. But that's not what I'm trying to get off my chest now. Her mother is in failing health. She no longer jas the strength to be by herself and because I am not a complete ogre, I have told my wife, (since i live about 20 minutes closer than she does or her brother) that if

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The Art and Science of Bullshit By Michael Sarko You’re up ridiculously late every single night choking on the musty tomes of your school’s main library. You’re missing every party because your weekends are spent cramming for next week’s tests. Your muscles have twisted into stress-induced knots and you’re starting to piss yourself just a little bit more with each passing day. You’re a freshman. Q-tip the shit out of your ears and realize that if there’s ever been a time to take notes (and I’m sure you have stacks of them by now), this is that time. There are a few select academic tracks that actually warrant earnest study and material understanding. These are majors which precede careers in medicine and robotics engineering. For everyone else, college is a four-year game of survival where the course work means absolutely dick. What’s worse, the so-called educators who have made it their bread and butter to waste your time with menial tasks and spine-fluid-draining lectur

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A woman found out that her husband was cheating on her while stationed in Saudi a few months ago. So she sends him this care package. He is excited to get a package from his wife back home. He finds that it contains a batch of home made cookies and a VHS tape of his favorite TV shows. He invites a couple of his buddies over and they're all sitting around having a great time eating the cookies and watching some episodes of South Park. Right in the middle of one episode the tape cuts to a home video of his wife on her knees sucking his best friend's ding dong. After a few seconds, he blows his load in her pie hole and she turns and spits the load right into the mixing bowl of cookie dough. She then looks at the camera and says, "By the way, I want a divorce."

The Wedding Night
Wedding Night ~ The wedding date was set and the groom's three pals -- a carpenter, an electrician and a dentist were deciding which pranks to play on the couple on their wedding night. The carpenter figured sawing the slats of their bed would give them a chuckle or two. The electrician decided to wire the bed - with alternating current, of course. The dentist wouldn't commit himself, but wore a sly grin -- and promised it would be memorable. The nuptials went as planned and a few days later, each of the grooms buddies received the following note: "DEAR FRIENDS, WE DIDN'T MIND THE BED SLATS BEING SAWED. THE ELECTRIC SHOCK WAS ONLY A MINOR SETBACK. BUT I SWEAR BY GOD ALMIGHTY, I'M GOING TO KILL WHOEVER PUT NOVOCAIN IN THE K-Y JELLY!"

When Ari Has Too Much Sugar
I don't know..free styling has been an old thing for me, but suddenly tonight it came about again..in the form of Engelbert Humperdinck last waltz... Arieana Zen: sung in the tune of the last waltz sean webster: lol Arieana Zen: i wondered should i go or should i stay Arieana Zen: i only had one more condom my way Arieana Zen: and then i saw a box of durex at the corner of my eye sean webster: lol Arieana Zen: i was so happy that i wanted to cry Arieana Zen: i had the last fuck with you Arieana Zen: two ugly people together Arieana Zen: i busted my nut in you sean webster: lmao Arieana Zen: the last fuck will last forever sean webster: lol Arieana Zen: it smells like someone shitted on their balcony Arieana Zen: its like so close sean webster: lmfao Sorry Engelbert fans...

Lyrics To Describe How I Feel
hello, i'm your martyr will you be my gangster? can you feel my trigger hand moving further down your back when you hide hide inside that body just remember that when i touch you the more you shake the move you give away..

Yes, I Passed........................................................
Yes I know kinda side. When I was 16 I had alot of tickets so I ran to VA to get a drivers id, then when I moved back to NC they revoked my VA because I had to many tickets left unpaid, so I have paid all those off now, and well had to re take the whole test and wow talk about sweeting when walking in that office early this morning ( wanted to be early so they were in a good mood) and I was so proud when I learned I passed. Had a reinstatement fee of 100.00 that was a sock, and then my pic this time sucks, my va one they let me pose for it, lol!! So I am proud about that!! kisses

The Catrina And José Guadalupe Posada
José Guadalupe Posada, an ingenious artist, lived during one of the most turbulent times in Mexico. He knew how to capture the essence of this turbulence in his lithographs to the point that they became the icon of Revolutionary Mexico. Posada was born in Aguascalientes in 1853, and as a child, he learned the techniques of grabado and lithography in Trinidad Pedroso's Workshop of Popular Graphics. In 1871, he began to collaborate as an illustrator for El Jicote, which was published in his native land, where his sarcastic style had already begun to emerge. It's possible that because of political persecution he was forced to move to León, Guanjuato, where he gave classes at a high school. There he built his own workshop and quickly became famous in his field. He moved to Mexico City in 1888 and began 25 years of lithographic and "grabado" production, collaborating for several newspapers and flyers. In all of these cartoons, Posada satirized governmental abus

Free Samples
I run a free sample forum... how it works is you sign up with my forum, and I have different sections for different samples.. "Beauty and Health/Food and Drink/Babies and Children/Adult Samples/Coupons" ... There's also sections for various contest and instant wins from different sites. (I.E Shape mag, Candystand, DQ, David seeds..) I have been doing free samples for about 5 years now, and yes everything I post is FREE. I do not concider a free sample "free" after paying s+h or whatever. It's updated everyday. So please come and join me, and start signing up for your free samples! http://freebienetwork.6.forumer.com/index.php Average sample takes 2-8 weeks to be recieved, depending on the site and shipping demand. P.S. Please feel free to pass this link along to friends/co-workers/family.

Bullshit
I just wanna say I think the world is loosin it's mind as well as the people in it, including myself ofcourse. Our president sucks, I hate my job, I love the fact that I can own a firearm, but it's against the law to shoot the motherfucker unless you go through ten steps to finally load the gun and pull the trigger. I hate that air Jordans are so expensive but for a cracker like me I still can't fly or dunk a basketball for shit. Why is it a woman can love you so much one day, then hate you more than ever the next? Still tryin to figure that one out. I should become a cop so I can do whatever the fuck I want, drive fast, fuck with people, pull my gun out and say shut the fuck up, arrest people for drugs, then turn around and sell them. Why are there so many prescription drugs these days to sedate the whole country so that they won't ask questions and just be non-chalant about the problems of the world, fucks sake theres more side effects, that shit ain't helpin no one. If you aint gett

Take A Sec Out Ur Busy Day Fer A Moment Of Silence And To Stop And Remember Those That Have Served, Are Serving, And Will Serve In The United States M
These are the words to "Taps": "Day is done, Gone the sun, From the lakes, From the hills, From the sky. All is well. Safely rest. God is nigh." THANK YOU TOO ALLL THE VETERANS, SOLDIERS SERVING TODAY IN THE UNITED STATES MILITARY, AND TO THOSE WHO WILL ONE DAY SERVE THIS GREAT NATION!!! PFC BARNACZ, MELODIE (AKA FAERIE MAJIK)

My Baby
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Why Women Cheat The Abridged version Every where I go I find myself discussing this very sensitive subject. It usually leaves folks upset over what has been said. Women don’t like to be analyzed, because they swear they aren’t alike. But as I’ve pointed out, they are similes; they have different names but mean the same thing. I think most women aren’t brought up to think you hafta play somebody to make it. No, momma never told you to holler at Steve when you are talking to Richard. So why do women find themselves like that Atlantic Starr song "You, Me and He"? Well it's simple really. There are three main reasons why women will cheat. The first reason is textbook. It's because she really doesn't like you. That coincides with my first rule of romance: Always assume she doesn't love you, it'll explain everything later on. I know this rule is truly unfair. But really it does explain all the reasons why she broke your heart, stole your money, and sent Rufus over to your job to kick y

Just Some Words....
There was a situation that happened this weekend that forced me to make a hard choice to end a friendship. And here's a little poem/rap I wrote about it Here I stand before you, just to let you know That at this time, I have to let you go I've tried to be understanding with all you've been through And tried to keep my trust and confidence in you But now I must admit, it's become a losing war And I've lost whatever it was I was fighting for When every so-called friend left you in wait It's funny how I was the only one who stepped up to the plate To help you in any time of pain or despair But it was me who ended up worse for wear For every man who treated you like a petty ho I placed you back upon that pedestal And even against better judgement, I stayed true But you allowed strangers to deceive and play you Now I look back at this 3 years as nothing but stress All the times I had to go and clean up your mess Whatever reason that kept you as my friend, I lost it And j

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So I am at the beach yesterday with friends when we hear the life gaurd telling a cop that some guy just took a dump in the ocean. He points out the bum sitting on the sand wall between the beach and A1A. My friend walks over and starts taking snap shots. this is the best shot. LOL The cops were putting him in the car. He had a shirt tied around his waist so that his ass was showing and from what we can guess is an easier way to take a squat in the ocean. LMAO I guess there is never a dull day in Ft Lauderdale. Later that afternoon a guy rolls up to the Elbo Room http://www.elboroom.com/ on this bike! Have a wonderful week everyone! xoxo Chris

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On the morning of November 13, 2005 I awoke around 7:00 a.m. at the Marriott in downtown Minneapolis. I was headed to the Target Center for RAW and SmackDown. Following the shows that evening, the plans were to leave for Europe with the SmackDown brand. As I was preparing to head to the building with the other producers, I was met by Dave Finlay. Judging by the look on his face, I knew instantly that something was wrong. He proceeded to tell me of Eddie’s passing. At that moment my world stopped for what felt like a lifetime. The feeling was eerily reminiscent of my father’s passing in September of 1994. Until then, I hadn’t felt such a tragic loss as the day Eddie left us. It’s an indescribable feeling to lose someone you’ve shared so much of your life with through the years. It’s hard to express ones feelings when they lose a loved one. I loved Eddie Guerrero very much. Eddie was part of my “road family” along with Chris Benoit for the past 15 years. I can honestly say I have spe

Done With Ct For Awhile.
I aint whining, crying, bitching or whatever else you wanna claim I am doing. I am going to be stating a FACT!!! I am VERY annoyed right now and I am annoyed with a chat room on aol AND this site actually! I have almost 1900 friends/fans on this site and i barely get participation! I'm assuming, wait, I KNOW everyone on this site just added me for the points and I am sick of that. Yeah, it's GREAT to get the points cuz yes I get people to add and I have 185 pics of me on here and don't get many comments but ONLY on nudes. That is a LITTLE ridiculous that people just care about that so I closed it to only "Family" being able to see it! I help people out and I've only had a couple people me out and I absolutely appreciate that. I might check in now and then but other than that..nah. Unless, things change I won't be here, PLUS, its the holiday season and I work in retail so I won't have time. Oh well, cuz really..NO ONE cares! I know it, you know it and don't say othe

U Want To Put That Where?
I figured I knew what sex was when I was 14. When I was 2 days from turning 18 I came in contact with a really good looking guy I had met a week ago when he followed me home. He came over at about 2am and wanted to come in to talk. Well, he was really good looking so I let him in. My mom was asleep on the sofa. He was asking some personal questions: "Do you have a boyfriend?" "No." "How could someone as pretty as you not have a boyfriend? "I've got more important things to worry about." (Really, everyone at school thought I was a lesbian. Anyway, I didn't want a boyfriend, I wasn't interested in sex.)"What turns you on?" "umm...I don't know." "What do u like?" "I don't know... I never thought about it." "You're a virgin?" "Yep." "No you're not." "Yes I am." Now I don't know how it went from talking to him kissing me on the neck. My mom was sleeping on the couch... (Let me know if you want me to continue)

What Mythical Creature I Am
You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Dragon100%Faerie92%Angel75%Mermaid67%Demon67%WereWolf33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Because I Am A Man!!!!!!
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So, as i have shown on here, i do a radio show every weekend, 9:30pm to 1am EST sunday nights.. it's on the net at www.phantomvoice.net and i like doing it.. that's all that should matter, right? I like it but i need more.. i need to find my voice. I call the show Malin's Massachour x3.. mostly all metal music through the last four decades.. but i will through in some ard rock and a little punk, but my pressense is not really felt.. so i have been thinking of different ways to bring people to listen and make my show more entertaining little on air quizzes, little informational tidbits... and even have pondered asking two of my favorite BDSM people on here for the use of their informational postings on the lifestyle Another thought would be a quiz where people need to IM me their answers.. called Horse or Porn... where I give out a name and they need to let me know if it is a horse name, name of a porn movie, or both... ie... "Without Makeup" and "Promises Promises"

Humiliating.....
I'm getting set up on blind dates by none other than my family. It's jus cuz I haven't had a boyfriend ohhhh since I was like 19. Oh wow three years what a bfd!! Uhhh...jus tonite while my aunt was getting her hair done, she seen her friend, chris. she said oh i have a niece named a** m****, i think you'll like her. (but get this...i'm shy...he's shy...what a coincidence...not really mattering.) he's nice n all, but i don't know about it. Before tonite, my other aunt tried setting me up. Her sister-in-law's nephew lives near me. (Big whoop!!) He's a nice boy (she says). He's 24 and he doesn't drink. (uh-huh...don't think that's good for me...I drink.) lol i don't know what to do wit this family of mine. i hate being set up. i hate blind dates. it's prolly cuz i'm shy, but bfd! i jus hope that they aren't reading this right now, cuz then i'll feel real shitty...but oh well, it's better to say the truth than lie and get screwed over in the long run. (been there, done that...

What Tarot Card Are You??
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

What Tarot Card Are You
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

War, What Is It Good For?
War Years American Deaths Revolutionary War 1775-1783 4,435 War of 1812 1812-1815 2,260 Mexican American War1846-1848 13,283 Civil War 1861-1865 558,052 Spanish American War 1898 2,446 World War I 1917-1918 116,708 World War II 1941-1945 407,316 Korean War 1950-1953 33,651 Vietnam War 1964-1973 58,000 Gulf War 1990-1991 293 Afghanistan War Still Counting Iraq War Still Counting

Where Is My Someone?
Where is my someone? Please do tell, for he I do not see Is my true love desperately searching for someone just like me? Or is he simply out of grasp, a feather in the wind? I hope that he will find me, before I reach wit’s end I wish for something pure, a real and truthful love, A beautiful feeling deep inside that conquers all else above I know that he is out there, I can feel him in my heart But until the day I find him, my soul is torn apart If he belonged to me right now, embraced within my arms, I’d hold him until the sun arose and give him all life’s charms I’d pledge to him my love, and never leave his side For him I would give all my trust, in him I could confide I always try to find someone to put into his place But instead I further realize, that him I can’t replace To me, my love compares to an everlasting kiss, A perfect unity, a never ending bliss Or perhaps it’s better summed up as being life itself For without love there is no life, for it’s an e

A State Of Mind
Amnesia Images cascading…echoing across the mind Hundreds of words seeking meaning Trying to attach the right word to the right moment So many expressions for a single image An impression, which as we speak, rips through my soul Scratching the surface of my own self worth Moving forward towards my destiny because of what I’ve been sold However I have nothing inside my minds eye to compare this… I fear another distant memory has up and gone away But how will I justify letting it slip from my grasp? Tomorrow just what will I sit and say? Will I find the missing scene in this melodramatic play called my existence? Act it out as if it never was absent from my being Or will I forever wander these lonely streets, which represent my fading memory? A shell of the man I used to be

It's Late And I'm Contemplating
I Want You So Bad Lyrics by Heart When the wind blows through your hair I want you so bad, want you so bad I see your smile boy everywhere I want you so bad, want you so bad I never thought this could happen to me If I've fallen over you Would it be so bad, would it be so bad Every night's an eternity I want you so bad, want you so bad I never thought this could happen to me I want you so bad, bad When the wind blows through your hair I want you so bad, want you so bad Oh I wonder if you're aware I want you so bad I wonder if you care I never thought this would happen to me I want you so bad, bad I want you so bad I want you so bad I want you so bad

Thanksgiving
Old Rhyme: Thanksgiving The year has turned its circle, The seasons come and go. The harvest all is gathered in And chilly north winds blow. Orchards have shared their treasures, The fields, their yellow grain, So open wide the doorway ... Thanksgiving comes again!

Such A Fine Line Between Love And Goodbye
You bring a smile to my face and a tear to my eye Your loving embrace is so true - it cant lie The love we share is more then just plain It can’t possibly be and cause so much pain When you caress my face I think I have found my right place We have tried for so long to figure it out Trying to find answers that remove all of the doubt As we lay awake at night endlessly searching the sky We’re torn between loves neither of us can deny Past commitments we’ve made just don’t seem to die There’s such a fine line between love and good-bye We will go about our days knowing that our love is true But that don’t necessarily mean we’ll know what to do. All the thoughts that we have running round in our heads Wish they were about just the two of us instead When I tell you I’m confused I know its hard to comprehend Wondering myself how we could let this love end Holding out hope that its last days never come Oh how we remember the days when our love was young As we lay

Just Tell Us You Love Us And You'll Never Forget...
This is a repost of my good friends Nyne blog The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldie

Not All Heroes Are People...
James Crane worked on the 101st floor of Tower 1 of the World Trade Center . He is blind so he has a golden retriever named Daisy. After the plane hit 20 stories below, James knew that he was doomed, so he let Daisy go, out of an act of love. She darted away into the darkened hallway. Choking on the fumes of the jet fuel and the smoke James was just waiting to die. About 30 minutes later, Daisy comes back along with James' boss, who Daisy just happened to pick up on floor 112. On her first run of the building, she leads James, James' boss, and about 300 more people out of the doomed building. But she wasn't through yet, she knew there were others who were trapped. So, highly against James' wishes she ran back in the building. On her second run, she saved 392 lives. Again she went back in. During this run, the building collapses. James hears about this and falls on his knees into tears. Against all known odds, Daisy makes it out alive, but this time she is carried b

Growing Flowers
GROWING FLOWERS Our lives are like a seed planted in the ground If we dont love we will never grow So if we dont nourish it, it wont grow! and when we see it start to grow you know there was love to see it through To see the full bloom of the seed we have planted! brings life to a flower that we have soiled To see the love of ones heart Brings growth to another to share! So I say what A beautiful flower would we be!!!

How To Give Your Cat A Pill
1. Pick the cat up & cradle in the crook of your left arm as if holding a baby. Position right forefinger & thumb on either side of cats mouth & gently apply pressure to cheeks while holding pill in right hand. As cat opens mouth pop pill into it, allow cat to close mouth & swallow. 2. Retrieve pill from floor & cat from behind the sofa. Cradle cat in left arm & repeat process. 3. Retrieve cat from bedroom and throw soggy pill away. 4. Take new pill from foil wrap, cradle cat in left arm holding rear paws tightly with left hand. Force jaws open & push pill to back of mouth with right forefinger. Hold mouth shut for count of ten. 5. Retrieve pill from goldfish bowl & cat from top of wardrobe. Call partner in from garden. 6. Kneel on floor with cat wedged firmly between knees, hold front & rear paws. Ignore low growls emitted by cat. Get partner to hold head firmly with one hand while forcing wooden ruler into mouth. Drop pill down ruler & rub cats throat vigorously.

Always Wear Underwear
From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car breakdown in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand up his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by. The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his forehead.

Dont Know
one of my dearest friends and an ex boyfriend, david, is sitting in iraq now. ever since he left, he has been on my mind constantly.i have pictures up near my bed, on my computer, and in my heart. i rush to my computer when i wake up to see if he left me a message or just a face to let me know he is ok. i check it out through out the day to see if he came on. I keep thinking maybe i made a mistake.. i have been through a deployment of a loved one before, but i remember all the sleepless nights, the scares, the worries, the fears, the tears, the everything.. i find myself doing them every day. i keep remembering his smiles, laughter, how he gets embarassed, his sense of humor, his everything.. i feel stupid cause i know what i felt for him and i ran.. i want to bang my head against the wall and yell stupid stupid stupid.. but it wont solve anything. no i havent dated since him. i find it hard to.. why i dont know.. most men that i want to meet live like forever away from me.. ki

Listen!
why wont u listen to me im trying to tlk im trying to say whats been bugging me but u wont listen just listen when im trying to say whats been bugging me you yell at me for not tlking for not opening up but when i try your not there to talk or your not listening to what i have to say you just want to be somewhere else some other day then you judge me twist and turn what i say your not actually listening to the words behind what im trying to say i wish for once that i would come first that you would hear what im trying to say its like im talking to myself anyway so whats the point really give me a reason why why i should talk open up be vunerable i gave it a try several times but it never worked out the way i wanted the words i would say the way you would listen for once in your life stop judging me and just LISTEN

Happy Birthday
Have you ever wished the earth would open up and swallow you? Well that was the way I felt on the evening of my birthday. I had 'treated' myself to a night out. Well, there was no one else to 'treat' me and it was a Saturday, so I had no work the next day. So I went up to the cinema and saw the latest Bond film, which I thoroughly enjoyed. It was classic escapism, totally improbable plot, glamorous women, madcap special effects, great! After the film I went for, originally, a couple of drinks. I meant to get the bus, about half past six, head home and eat in my local Italian restaurant where they dish up some lovely pastas and excellent sauces. So much for 'plans'. The first drink went down well and then, as I ordered the second, I saw this woman pass the end of the bar, on her way to the toilets. She was bout 5ft 6, black hair, shapely legs and a very nice bum. "Do you like what you see?" asked a voice behind me. I turned around to see a man, about my height and a littl

“still Stabbin'”
“Still Stabbin'” (Violent J)(Spoken) Hey, hey. Uh...I still have a problem If it's ok with...them You know There, them The Dark Carnival in general It's the whole stabbin thing again, it's... You see I...uh (Rap/sing) I stab people like everyday folks Skinny people any people I chop off their throats My stabbin's are ninja like very quickly, hey By the time you feel it I'm like 3 blocks away I stabbed the newspaper guy and took his little truck Now I stab people and drive away I'm like puttputtputtputt I do a show and stab people at the same time, what of that I stab bear cages security guards in the back of the neck I love waffle house, I stab people there Their so shitty and dumpy they don't even care I love stabbin' people, def leopard remember them Well I cut their fuckin drummers arm off, you can ask him Leo Owen the president of Island I'm at a business meeting with him looking at him, smiling I jumped up and stabbed him, but he kicked my ass 17th fl

My Nudes
So you want to see me naked? Well I do have nude pics in a family only folder. And seeing them is quite simple. You have to some how let me see you naked. If you already have nudes in an unlocked folder just ask me for permission and I will let you see them. If you have them in a family only folder then add me to your family and ask. If you don't have any on here then I will ask if you have any other way of showing me, such as a webcam or a messanger with file-sharing.

Edge Of The Earth - 30 Seconds To Mars
You know enough to know the way Six billion people just one name (I found) I found tomorrow in today Apocalyptic and insane, my dreams will never change You wanna be the one in control You wanna be the one who's alive You wanna be the one who's old It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time Stand out on the edge of the earth Stand out on the edge of the earth Dive into the center of fate Walk right inthe sight of a gun Look into the new future's face I know you know enough to say I know you know enough to play a game You wanna be the one in control You wanna be the one who's alive You wanna be the one who's old It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time Stand out on the edge of the earth Dive into the center of fate Walk right in the sight of a gun Look into this new future's face Stand out on the edge of the earth Dive into the center of fate Walk right inside of the gun Look into the new future's face (Stand out on the e

Prince Amongst Toads
PRINCE AMONGST TOADS ------------------------------- Is there a Prince amongst you to ease my many loads? My lips are turning shades of green From kissing all these toads. It's really nothing like the book that I read when as a child. Surely there's a Prince somewhere amongst these toads running wild. So many men are out there of all kinds and different sorts. With the way that things are going, I'll get a case of warts. Oh Prince, Oh Prince, where are you? This is not a joke. Every time that I kiss a man, he begins to croak!!!!!!

Say It Aint So!
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ...Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas ....... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ......Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .......Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn ..... The

Wanted.....
WANTED Apparently, no matter how pretty, sexy, funny, smart, successful, sweet, caring, interesting etc. I am, it all boils down to one thing: fucking. Fine. I give up. You want to fuck? I can fuck. WANTED: a guy to pull out his big, thick cock within five seconds of our first meeting. I want to kneel at your feet and worship you (and your organ) like a greek god. I will take your throbbing love-stick in my mouth and service you like a pro. I will lick the head of your penis, concentrating on the sensitive spot underneath the head, where it meets the shaft. I will then take you fully into my mouth, and move my head all the way down, swallowing the entire length. When you're all the way in and I'm fighting not to gag, I will move all the way back to the tip, then repeat. I will continue, up and down, until I feel that you're about to cum; then I'll stop, lick my way down to your balls, and take take them both in my mouth while stroking your cock with my hand. I will then move

Hi
HI ALL MY FRIENDS HOPE U ALL HAD A GREAT DAY.. I HAD A BUSY ONE BUT IT WAS GOOD..WISH U TO BE AS HAPPY AS I AM. LOVE SURE MAKES A DIFFRENTS IN YOUR LIFE..LOVE U ALL AND HUGS AND KISSE.I LOVE THE MOST WONDERFUL GUY IN THE WROLD!!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

My Cherry Friends Who Were There For Me!
fo realz at the top of my list is my best friend in real life cloud9 hes always been there for me!...then id like to thank sarah,betty,ash, and nicole for talkin with me about things and letting me get it off my chest thanks!

Nobody Knows
Nobody Knows By Pink Nobody knows Nobody knows but me That I sometimes cry If I could pretend that I'm asleep When my tears start to fall I peek out from behind these walls I think nobody knows Nobody knows no Nobody likes Nobody likes to lose their inner voice The one I used to hear before my life Made a choice But I think nobody knows No no Nobody knows No Baby Oh the secret's safe with me There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown And I've lost my way back home I think nobody knows no I said nobody knows Nobody cares It's win or lose not how you play the game And the road to darkness has a way Of always knowing my name But I think nobody knows No no Nobody knows no no no no Baby Oh the secret's safe with me There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone Who's gonna be there after the

Demise!
She's there when nobody is there She's there to catch me when I fall She's there when I need a shoulder to cry on She's there with her encouragement advice She doesn't judge me because I did something wrong She's there to help me fix my mistakes She's there when I Want to give up She's there when i Can't see the world clearly She'll always be there for me even though she really cant cuz shes not alive because of a drunken driver so then my sis met her demise!!

Hello
Hello everyone. Thank you for allowing me to take a moment and introduce myself. I'm 35 and currently single. I've recently founded a film production company (ABRNT Productions) and my goal is to create the first horror film series that makes sense. The New Haven Saga. I'm not exactly sure what else to say except hello.

Xmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Cat Part Four
Cat was brought out of her reminiscence by James stirring on the back seat. She thought, at first, he might be coming to, but after a minute or so she realized he was still quite out of it. "Pity", she thought. She still had a long drive ahead of her and would have welcomed the distraction of having him to tease. As she pulled ahead of the traffic on the freeway around her, she let her mind drift back to that first meeting with Sir. Even though it had been over a year ago it seemed so fresh. She could almost feel those first stinging swats on her ass. She arrived 10 minutes early, she had been so excited it was all she could do not to arrive an hour early. She killed the time by browsing around the adult videos, pretending to be interested in this title or that, but she was really scanning all the men in the place for Sir. There were 10 or 15 people in the store but no Sir. As she walked around she could feel the stares of the men. Sir had told her to wear a short skirt and tight top

Just A Thought
Sometimes I think we all need to be reminded that we are all important in life.... Have a good one all YOU ARE WORTHY Do not undermine your worth by Comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different That each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what Other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things Closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let your life slip through your fingers By living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at a time, You live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you Still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the Moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that Binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances That we learn how to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by Saying it is impossible to find. The q

Great News Again!!!
Well friend i got the call today and Dec 15th 2006 my sweet baby girls are coming home to me..That is their first day home for good..I cant waite to have them in my arms agin.Ty for all the support u all have gave me...it sure ment alot...Please keep in touch with me

New Preamble To The Constitution
Somebody said this was probably the best e-mail he'd seen in a long, long time. The following has been attributed to State Rep Mitchell Aye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetter's. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything.

Who'd Da Thunk It???
I JUST FIGURED OUT WHAT A MUMM WAS AND I REALLY LIKED IT. COUPLE REASONS ONE YOU GET TO HEAR FROM PPL YOU NEVER HEAR FROM OTHERWISE. YOU GET SMARTASS ANSWERS AND SOME DUMB ONES AND YOA GET SOME NEW INFO YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE KNOWN! BUT WHAT I FOUND OUT TODAY!! I REACHED MY MUM LIMIT!! DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS A MUM LIMIT!! OH WELL LIVE AND LEARN?? I THINK MY NEXT MUM WILL BE GOOD~~ AT LEAST IT WILL MAKE YOU THINK KISSES TO THE LADIES, ^5 TO THE GUYS DAN

Tough Break
While walking through the Stone Mountain State Park woods a man came upon another man hugging a tree with his ear firmly against the tree. Seeing this he inquired, "Just out of curiosity, what the heck are you doing?" "I'm listening to the music of the tree," the other man replied. "You gotta be kiddin' me." "No, would you like to give it a try?" Understandably curious the man says, "Well, OK." He wrapped his arms around the tree and pressed his ear up against it. With this, the other guy slapped a pair of handcuffs on him, took his wallet, jewelry, and car keys then stripped him naked and left. Two hours later another nature lover strolled by, saw this guy handcuffed to the tree stark naked, and asked, "What the hell happened to you?" He told the guy the whole terrible story about how he got there. When he finished telling his story, the other guy shook his head in sympathy, walked around behind him, kissed him gently behind the ear, and s

Limo Driver
The limo driver After getting all of Pope Benedict's luggage loaded into the limo (and he doesn't travel light), the driver noticed that the Pope was still standing on the curb. "Excuse me, Your Eminence," said the driver, "would you please take your seat so we can leave?" "Well, to tell you the truth," said the Pope, "they never let me drive at the Vatican, and I'd really like to drive today." "I'm sorry, but I cannot let you do that. I'd lose my job! And what if something should happen?" protested the driver, wishing he'd never gone to work that morning. "There might be something extra in it for you," said the Pope. So, reluctantly, the driver got into the back seat as the Pope climbed in behind the wheel. But he quickly regretted his decision when, after exiting the airport, the Supreme Pontiff floored it, accelerating the limo to 105 mph. "Please slow down, Your Holiness!!!" pleaded the worried driver, but the Pope kept the pedal to the metal until th

Life
soaking in the world... saturated by its matter... puzzled by its means... world replaces soul... becoming what you possess... displaces who you are... time passes as you try to grip what you can... at that same time... leaving remains of empirical matter... emptying the metaphysical hands of your mind to get back what you had somehow left behind... your youth where? when? why have you left this child? I don't know where. I don't know when. I don't know why.

Is This Really Me?
I look in the mirror and what do i see a beautiful girl staring back at me She used to see horrid thing staring back at her because of his heart so unpure She used to let one person keep her from seeing That who she was was a pretty being she finally could see the real her staring back And finally she felt lovely and could relax The boy who had broke her heart had tore her apart But he was no longer there so she now looks in the mirror and just stares She now sees the real person she can be She can finally see She is beautiful inside and out She has descovered what she was and is still all about

Pieces Of The Book,..edited For Length
Early LoreTracey Lynn DunningtonThe Third Tracee encounter It had to be around the month of April,1992 after I celebrated the date of my birth. I was in my first apartment, having delusions of grandeur. My roommate Chris was lamenting about a girl seemingly lost to him, and we connected because I too had a girl lost to me… May had come, still no luck. I meet a few women though. A different Tracey had become a cancer to me. A green-eyed woman had me where she wanted me, almost. This had become depressing. So, in efforts to belay this fate, I began to go to a new church with the ham Orlando. He began to weave an intricate tale about a certain household in Hephzibah, where sometimes the amorous natures of three girls often got the best of them. This had to be stopped! I thought that this might buy the time I needed to get over the first fake Tracee encounter. Orlando revealed that two of the women were taken; I was to go entertain the third. Phone calls we

"contradictions In Black And White"
"Contradictions in Black and White" BREATH INHALE EXHALE SIT STAND LISTEN TALK THINK SHOUT SOUNDS SILENCE THOUGHTS WORDS INSPIRATION DESPERATION FEELINGS HAPPINESS SADNESS PLEASURES PAIN PRIDE GUILT FORMAL INFORMAL STRENGTH WEAKNESS GOOD BAD HAPPY SAD BLACK WHITE DAY NIGHT LIGHT DARK WRONG RIGHT CLEAN STAINED YIN YANG FULL DRAINED HERE THERE ARRIVED GONE FIXED BROKEN TRUTH LIE GROUND SKY SMILE SIGH WORK PLAY GO STAY LOVE HATE DEPRESSED AMUSED FRIENDS ENEMYS WHY BECAUSE ME THEM JO$HUA

Application For A Booty Call
APPLICATION FOR A BOOTY CALL Name________________________________ Address___________________________ City_______________________ State________ Zip________________Age_______ Phone__________________ S.S.#___________________ Dentures____________ Height________________ Weight_________________ Waist Size______________ Chest/Bra Size___________________ Married_____________ Single________________ Divorced__________________ Are Breasts/Balls Real?___________________ Do You LikeThem *bleep*ed?__________ Squeezed?_____ Other?____________ Explain_________________________________ *bleep*/*bleep* Size (dont lie) Small________ Medium______Large________ Wow______ Can You Stay Out Late?___________ HowLate?_____________ All Night?_________ Several Days?_________________ How Many?_____________________ Do You Like To Be Screwed? __________________ How Often __________ Do You Like Oral Sex?________ Give?_______________ Receive?________________ Do You Lik

When Soul Meets Body.....
Capricorn You are very easy going in life, yet are always planning for the future. You are probably looking for a committed relationship and have intimacy that comes with lovemaking. You are direct with your lovers about what you like and how you like it when she is direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for both her and yourself. Sex matches: Aquarius, Virgo, Scorpio

"attractive" Test
This is the "attractive" test. Reply to the person that post this with your answers. Re-Post this blank and see who will fill this out for you. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] iight [] ugly! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck buddy [] girl friend/boy friend

Searching
What is love??? That is the ultimate question we all want answered but not quit sure how to describe it so that others can understand it the way we see it. I read a blog that described love as all the little things, glances, moments together were silence speaks for its self. And that is like chaos ever flowing and shapeless without a true form yet there but not tangible. Love acts on its own or do we have to work on it? Do we believe we are in love and fall? Is there more to it? There are many books out there that try and tell you what love really is but you really can't put it into words unless you have experinced for yourself. Love can be wonderous or it can be painful. It can bring you the greatset joy or your worst sorrow. Having had both I know its meaning when I say these words. You can be in love or fall in love and not have the one your heart is set on feel the same as you do. So, what do you do then? Do you cry? fight? run? give up? The optio

The 4th Dec 2006
Well With only alittle over an hour to go till I turn 28... WoW 28 I know I have been going on about this now for a copple of days and weeks.,.. but I have to say no one really reads thease blogs anyway... maybe that is why I don't blog so much on cherry tap... What I do love about cherry tap is all the good friends you can make and that points means prizes and I have to say I do like that... And Yes This Is Better Than MYSPACE... hehe anyway I went off the point I was talking about my Birthday... After all this time... I can say I am looking forward to having this Birthday and if 2007 is as good as 2006 I will be really happy... :o) Long Live Me... :o) *** British ***

Oh Fuck Yes!!!!
Pushing me onto the bed you spread my legs, pulling my ass up slightly and pushing your hands down on my thighs holding me there as you start to lick and suck on my already wet pussy.. eating my pussy as only you know how. Using your tongue to flick my clit hard, pushing your face into my pussy. You being moving your head, making me moan out, you don't relent wanting me to squirt all over your face. Sucking hard on my pussy you take two fingers and start fucking my clit with them, making me squirm I thrust myself towards you as I cum, squirting all over your face and fingers. Not giving me time to recover you continue with your fingers and mouth, working me to another orgasm quickly.. Making my entire body shake as you tear orgasm after orgasm out of me, soaking your bed and your face. You continue sucking on my sopping wet pussy, flicking my clit with your tongue you pull one last orgasam out of me, making my thighs tremble... as I scream out, cumming so hard I feel as if I will

Dreaming
He gently reaches for her, gliding his hand over her warm skin. He pulls her close. His cool skin pressing against her heated body, absorbing her warmth, his flesh medling with hers… He whispers softly in her ear, nuzzling his words so that his murmured words melt into her heart. His hand caresses her hair, reveling in the softness as he inhales the scent of her hair. As his other hand travels up her rib cage, to tease and take pleasure in her soft breast. In response to his touch, her back arches… rising to meet his loving caresses more firmly, giving herself over to him. Their lips touch, igniting a firestorm, passion washing over them … He feels her hands trail ever so lightly up his shoulders, to bury her fingers in his dark hair as he explores her mouth with his own. Bodies held tightly together, yet never close enough. His lips trace her jawline, tenderly kissing the hollow of her throat… delighting in the taste of her skin, the heat of her flesh… The soun

You Can't Please Everyone, So Let's All Just Go Our Own Way?
The Office Christmas Party: FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: October 01, 2003 Subject: Christmas Party I'm happy to inform you that the company Christmas Party will take place on December 23, starting at noon in the private function room at the Grill House. There will be a cash bar and plenty of drinks! We'll have a small band playing traditional carols...feel free to sing along. And don't be surprised if our CEO shows up dressed as Santa Claus! A Christmas tree will be lit at 1:00pm. Exchange of gifts among employees can be done at that time; however, no gift should be over $50.00 to make the giving of gifts easy for everyone's pockets. This gathering is only for employees! Our CEO will make a special announcement at that time! Merry Christmas to you and your family. Patty FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: October 02, 2003 Subject: Holiday Party In no

I Got To Hear From David Today!!!
Yeah i got to talk to him online today.. it was such a relief to know he is doing good and all. he is in the intense part of all the fighting. in babquah.. however you spell that f**ked countries cities.. since there isnt much to do he has been working out and as he tells me " i am becoming buff" he said he been writing a book, and thought about doing a film.. he has thought about the name of the company and all.. then he asked me if i wanted to go out with him this friday night... i started laughin then it turned into tears.. (i know all of them have asked friends, girlfriends, wives, finacees and i am more than sure they asked them that question.) it is funny.. i know but being over here knowing that u dont know what is going to happen or if you will ever see that person again. its hard.. he got offline and got back in line so he could talk to me some more.. crazy guy.. but it was all worth it, tears, support, love, everything just to hear them say hi.. it is always worth

How Good I Am In Bed.
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 83% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Need Washing?
Need Washing? A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have been 6 years old,this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in "Mom let's run through the rain," she said. "What?" Mom asked. "Lets run through the rain!" She repeated. "No, honey. We'll wait until it slows d

Im Sorry
I have been gone for quite a while, been really busy recently, and then i got sick. Holler at me if you added me recently, I would like to say hey, and thanks! Holler at me if you havent talked to me in a while!! I guess just holler at me!

While You Were Here
Today I bought you roses Something I never would have done while you were here. Today I cried again A fresh new set of tears. Today I longed to hold you Something I should have done while you were here. Today I died a little death When I woke up to find you still weren’t near. Today I poured my heart out to you Something I never could have done while you were here Today I held nothing back And I wished you could hear. Today I seen your name in stone Something I would never have believed while you were here. Today I reached out to you Only to find nothing to hold onto but my fear. Today I sat with you for hours. Something I never had the time to do while you were here. Today I realize all the things I should have done While you were here. Today I learned just how deep I love you Something I never knew while you were here. Today I am glad I was your mate. I only wish you were still here. Today I bought you roses Something I never would have do

I Need A Few Magical Brooms To Schlep My Crap.
I'm not really purely anxious, it's the five minutes of making sure my footnotes hadn't been killed when I re-ordered some of my sentences for my second submitted Primary Sources essay that put me at a 12:04AM submission with a due date being "by midnight, December 8, 2006." Last time it was only 12:01AM, so that could be chalked up to connection lag, but this is not the case. The article is rushed in its conclusion, but its body is relatively thorough by comparison. The irony is that by the time it had gotten good and going full steam, it was time to submit it. Next term's classes if I don't need to make anything up will be Film 160: American Ethnic Cultures in Film, Psych. 122: Psychology in Modern Life, and Nutri. 115: Nutrition and Health: Personal Applications. I have a thee unit gap to make room for anything that pops up at the last moment. I am sadly being told by my family I'm not going to Antioch on sunday the 10th for a friend's tradition of service for the homeless due

((((( Searching )))))
Somewhere near the shores of dreaming overlooking the cliffs of humanity there is a spot where the rocks jut skyward and the seas of pleasure and pain meet before crashing into the pillar of stone Though the sun is always shining bright and the view is forever perfectly clear there is nothing but confusion and chaos upon this column of jagged stone This is where our hearts are forged where our very souls are cast and made But most of all, it is where we all return on those endless nights when we're searching searching for something more Each and every one of us has been here though none of us have seen this place We've all stood upon that mighty stone and stared longingly into space We dream of Gods and demons we dream of memories gone by we inhale the salty scent of love and heartache as the seas of agony an extacy mingle at our feet We all know this place exists we feel it in the pit of our being We know the loneliess found atop the stone and the frustr

12/10/2006
Morning CT People, and elcome to the first edition of Notes from the Nest. I'll try to update this when I can, but with us going on deployment, it might be a bit harder, but in here, you'll get a glimpse into the personal life of Everyone's Favorite Phoenix. Here we go. First off, thank you to all the ppl that have added me as a friend. Lookin for lots more, so keep the ratings and the love showin comin! (cheap plug, I know. lol) Well ladies and gentlemen, it' comin up on that time of year again...time to grab the santa hat, the stocking, and hang lights up in the barracks! Yes, I still live in the barracks here on base, so I'm gonna go out today, and buy me a little fiber optic tree to put in the room. Speaking of which, if anyone lives near Lemoore, CA and wants to help me get off base, leave me a message. lol Im so happy, I finally get to go home next week, courtesy of my uncle, who bought my plane ticket home as my present, so I'm leavin on the 16th for home! *dances aroun

Iam Getting Mixed Signals
Ok so as you all know I was suppose to see my X this weekend. Yesterday he called to cancel our get together for that night. I asked him if everything was ok and he said he wasnt feeling well. I told him no prolbem and he asked if the kids could play together on Monday and of course I said yes. I dont know maybe its just me but, I think he is trying to avoid be alone with me. Maybe its better this way. We talked on the phone for a little while tonight and I wanted so bad to tell him about New Years. I hate the word no. I didnt ask. I wish it could be him I get to kiss at midnight. I need to stop thinking about him. This is not healthy for me.

Romance Is A Joke
I truly beleive i need my head examined. I have been so starved for romance and affection that i let my emotions play me for a fool. men are evil. Silver tounged devils. I watched a movie, Pride and predjudice today. It's a few years old...but i had never seen nonetheless. I truely beleive things are the same as they were 200+ years ago..probably for thousands of years. Women pining for a romantic man..wanting to be consumed my never ending life enveloping love and angst,...so much so that we end up compromising ourselves just for a hint of affection. Like anyman that comes along and pays us the least bit of attention deserves whatever he wants. I was certain i could be different...guard myself from th epain and bullshit. But i am trapped in a loveless sexless affection free marriage to a man i distain and detest most days... and letting my emotions get wrapped up in some man i barely know just because of a few kinds words he bestowed upon me. And what for??? To look like a foolish si

That Other Half
That Other Half that other im talkin abt is the other side of you feel to yourself is incomplete, you search your whle lifetime to find that other part of your that makes you feel whole and fills the void, makes you balance gives u a reason for living to move foward, along the way you make good and bad dicisions make and loose friends some stay loyal some stay true,others just drift away... in any case, we all say the expression good things happen to those who wait or nice guys alwayz finished last which do you think you are in your mind half-way full or half way- empty? I Found My Half Dont You Think its Time 2 Find Yours?

Butcher, Baker Or Candlestick Maker
Rub a dub dub... Three Men in a tub... If you were to choose a type of person to marry one day, which of these three would you choose; and, why??? - Get Your Own LOL... Someone sent me an IM quickly pointing out that they aren't into men, just women. However.... who isn't to say that the butcher, baker, or candlestick maker couldn't happen to be a woman as well in this day and age!!! LOL.... Muah!

When You Fall Across Tunes
that remind you of people, I fell across one today that reminds me of a friend of mine called Shawnie. I remember he always used to come up to me flat and he used to play this track by The Verve over and over again and singing at the top of his voice. Well it was five years ago on Christmas Day that I found out he had killed himself and this track always brings me a mixture of feelings of sadness that he is not around and it makes me smile when I remember his versions of it in me living room at about 3am in the mornings. It was him who used to call me Daughter of Hell in the first place.

Poem
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Being Honest
well I was completely honest with CCL and it did hurt very much,especially when no matter what I said or how much I cried, All he could say was he was sorry he didn't mean to lead me on.... well with that i don't know, He says he wants to continue to be friends and build on that, BUT what does that mean in the male language seriously! I told him I couldn't allow that! I can't go from being enemys to being friends to being lovers to being friends again, I just am not built that way... he says he will not ever give up on me, ummmmmm so what does that mean again in the male language? I wanted so much from this whole thing, only to have non of it fulfilled in the least..... To hear him say he is sorry makes things a little better but I am a so show me kinda girl...... words are just that words it takes actions to convince a lady that has been scorned, does it not! I am getting better though I didn't answer his call twice today but I did call him back once. but i did miss he

Redemption Song
Old pirates, yes, they rob I; Sold I to the merchant ships, Minutes after they took I From the bottomless pit. But my hand was made strong By the 'and of the Almighty. We forward in this generation Triumphantly. Won't you help to sing These songs of freedom? - 'Cause all I ever have: Redemption songs; Redemption songs. Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery; None but ourselves can free our minds. Have no fear for atomic energy, 'Cause none of them can stop the time. How long shall they kill our prophets, While we stand aside and look? Ooh! Some say it's just a part of it: We've got to fullfil the book. Won't you help to sing These songs of freedom? - 'Cause all I ever have: Redemption songs; Redemption songs; Redemption songs. --- /Guitar break/ --- Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery; None but ourselves can free our mind. Wo! Have no fear for atomic energy, 'Cause none of them-a can-a stop-a the time. How long shall they kill our prophets

Recent Project (begun Last Week) (edit! - This Is About Lilypond.)
(Not really begun last week- began using LilyPond last year; but this particular project- using it to transcribe this piece- yes, began it a week or so ago.) The 6th symphony (written in 1969) of Benjamin Frankel was broadcast over the BBC in March of that year (New Philharmonia/Denis Vaughan- this was the premiere performance, and was preceded by a talk given by the composer) and published by Chester Novello Co. of London. The score is a photocopy of the manuscript, which to my mind discourages much further performance. I have a recording made by the German label cpo a few years back, I like the piece, I want to encourage this as much as the quality of the work will allow. The computer program LilyPond (www.lilypond.org) is free, and designed to specialize in creating very good, typeset-quality music. I've been using an early version for a year- the most recent version I can use. (I'm going to purchase and install a more recent version of my computer's operating system s

I'm So Sick Of This
I'm so sick of CT right now and all the stupid BS on it. I'm too tired to get into it, but lets just say, that BabyJesus' rank is Shepard because we are all his sheep, and that's no joke. Take a look around. People will do anything for a little internet fame. If it wasn't so sick it would be comical.

56 Women Already Murdered
big_sexy20052003 (12/16/2006 5:49:31 PM): ): STATE POLICE WARNING (NOT A JOKE) Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of jokerkid613/Ja$on MoNeY contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.

All I'd Like Is A Stress-free Holiday
There's enough stress in everyday life, that the holidays shouldn't add to it. Of course its almost impossible to avoid stress because, even though you plan for a no-stress day --no matter what day of the year -- something almost always happens to botch things up. Some people cringe at the idea of spending time with their family -- either because they don't get along any other time of the year and can't see a reason in trying to get along for just one day; or because they know that the family (at least some members) are going to spend some big money on the holiday & will feel bad because they can't afford to spend as much or even close to it for the holiday. The holiday is a time to spend with family & friends, having fun, and being happy that you all made it through another year. its not supposed to be about one member of the family making the others feel like crap because they either can't afford to buy for everyone, or because they have flaws that the family just can't and w

Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed 'round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a

Plz. Vote For Kizmit In The Military Christmas Tag Contest
HOWDY FOLKS: YOU KNOW THAT I AM NOT IN THE HABIT OF ASKING FOR FAVORS OF MY FRIENDS BUT TODAY I WOULD LIKE YOUR HELP. PLZ. VOTE FOR A DEAR FRIEND OF MINE, KIZMIT, IN THE MILITARY CHRISTMAS TAG CONTEST. KIZMIT'S A GREAT TAGGER AS WELL AS A VERY DECENT AND KIND PERSON TO BOOT. SO PLZ. DO ME THIS SOLID FAVOR AND TAKE A FEW MOMENTS TO COMMENT BOMB HER ENTRY IN BOO BOO RIDER'S CONTEST. EVEN IF ALL YOU HAVE TIME FOR IS A FEW COMMENTS, PLZ. LEAVE SOME VOTES FOR HER. THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH. I APPRECIATE THE SUPPORT MY FRIENDS CAN SHOW FOR THIS GOOD FRIEND OF MINE. HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS/HOLIDAY SEASON EVERYONE. HERE IS THE LINK TO KIZMIT'S CONTEST ENTRY:

The Prayer For Love
Oh GOD in heaven please hear my prayer cuz its seems impossible you know what i want you know what i need yet it seems impossible i know how she feels for me she knows how i feels for her yet it seems impossible I know what she wants she knows what i want yet it seems impossible i know what she needs she knows what i need yet it seems impossible i know what she wants she knows what i want yet it seems impossible I have faith in you I have trust in you yet it seems impossible I have seen the signs i have heard the words yet it seems impossible please GOD hear my prayer please GOD tell me where cuz it seems impossible

Just Love Me
Love me for who i am. Love me and all my flaws. Be honest even if it hurts. Say what u think and feel. Tell me I'm wrong sometimes. Hold me when I cry. quiet me when i scream. Just love me. Pure simple true love. Yea right like that'll happen.

In Memory Of Dale Forward.. I Love You Daddy
DALE ROBERT FORWARD 9-1-58 TO 12-16-06 The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in the green pastures he leadeth me beside the still waters, He restoreth my soul, he leadth in the paths or righteuosness for his name's sake Yea, Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil For thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies, Thou anointest my head with oil my cup runneth over Surely goodnness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life surely I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever AMEN

Quiz
what would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. i hugged u 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: what do you think about my? 10. personality: 11. eyes: 12. hair: 13. body: would you? 14. be my friend? 15. keep a secret if i told you one? 16. kiss me? 17. go on a date with me? 18. keep in touch? 19. date me? have you ever? 20. lied to make me feel better? 21. wanted to kiss me? 22. wanted to bite me? 23. kept something important from me? 24. wanted to cuddle with me? and more. 25. who are you? 26. are we friends? 27. when and how did we meet? 28. describe me in one word: 29. what was your first impression? 30. what reminds you of me? 31. if you could give me anything what would it be? 32. how well do you know me? 33. when's the last time you saw me? 34. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 35. are you gonna post t

Broken Heart, Leaky Eye
Broken Heart, Leaky Eye Broken heart, Leaky eye, Too much pain In my mind. Can't get away Can't break free From the overwhelming Sense of misery. Too much to handle, I cannot bear, Want to crawl up in a ball And just stay lying there. Want to give up, Want to die, Life's not worth living, Being this empty inside. Let me die! Let me die! Let me die!

Bondage
Saw this on a friend's bulletin (yay Harleyandheels) and had to took it. Yes, I am into bondage, but let me share a little of what bondage is about before you cast your judgement. Bondage is about absolute trust. It's about going to a level of intimacy beyond anything you've ever experienced before. It's about giving yourself so completely to another human being that you abandon all sense of self and just lose yourself in them. Bondage is not just leather and chains and being all trussed up like a steer at a rodeo. Those things are for people who like S&M as well as bondage. For the rest of us, there are padded handcuffs, ribbons and silk ropes. These things are designed to enhance pleasure and stimulation. Most of them are easy to get out of if you start to feel uncomfortable. It's all about the tease, and pushing your senses to the limit. We're so busy in today's world, and so used to instant gratification, that we've lost the art of foreplay. It's

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" she

Cleaning House
Last Week I threw out Worrying, it was getting old and in the way. It kept me from being me; I couldn't do things God's way. I threw out a book on MY PAST (didn't have time to read it anyway). Replaced it with NEW GOALS, started reading it today. I threw out hate and bad memories, (remember how I treasured them so)? Got me a NEW PHILOSOPHY too, threw out the one from long ago. Brought in some new books too, called I CAN, I WILL, AND I MUST. Threw out I might, I think and I ought. WOW, you should've seen the dust. I ran across an OLD FRIEND, haven't seen him in a while. I believe his name is GOD, Yes I really like His style. He helped me to do some cleaning and added some things Himself. Like PRAYER, HOPE AND FAITH, Yes I placed them right on. I picked up this special thing and placed it at the front door. I FOUND IT- its calle

Trusting Your Mind And Heart
Sometimes the heart can lead u into believin that ur in love . Ur mind trys 2 tell u 2 c the other side of the wall b4 making a decision. I 4 1 should have listened 2 my mind instead of my heart. It led my into a relationship that ended up with my heart being broken . If u only listen 2 advice once, listen 2 mine. Dont only trust ur heart unless ur mind agrees.

Any Questions?
What is your flirting/relationship style? In ChargeIf he doesn't like you, you will make him like you. You have a way of getting guys by your uniqueness and pazazz. They come and go, but when they stay, it's one wild ride. Take this test

Top Five Adult Jokes Of 2005
TOP FOUR ADULT JOKES OF 2005 Number 4 A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." Number 3 One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says, "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." The husband, rejected, turns over A few minutes later; he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" Number 2 Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his penis into the pickle slicer. His wife s

A Dream (written Through The Eyes Of A Man)
The only thing your eye can see is light. That is all that's beautiful, that is all that's ugly, that is all there is. When you look at that wine bottle, all your eye sees is the blue light from the neon sign outside our window. Watch the light reflect off the label and off the smooth glass of the bottle's tapered neck. Watch the restaurant neon turn from red to blue to red . Listen to them, downstairs. Still eating and drinking and laughing. I happen to know the kitchen closed at midnight. They'll keep dancing 'til two. The sound is a faint rumble up here, in our room. Just a distant noise, like the street or the sea. I'm glad we're here. I'm glad your body lies beneath me, your cheek against the pillow, my arm around your back. Nowhere else, except this bed. Nowhere else in all the world. Now. My lips, softly across your collar bone; my mouth, open on your neck. The hair of my chest tickles against the softest skin of your breasts, until I pull you close, pressing your bo

Merry Christmas Everybody
Just want to wish all of you a very safe and a happy holiday today. Hope y'all are out celebrating with your families and having a great time. Have fun everyone. Thinking of all of the special friends I have made here since June when I started (too many people to name individually but you know who you are). Thankful for the special gift of your friendship. Merry Christmas to all of my CherryTAP Friends, Fans, and especially my Family Members. You all are very precious to me. So this special holiday greeting goes out to all of you with all of my LOVE ♥. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! Much Love ♥ ♥ ♥, Hugs & Kisses too XOXOXO from Susan a.k.a. MZ. PONYGIRLSUE Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

An Example For Other Cherrytap Members
♥ CHELLE ♥ COME SPANKY ME WITH RATES!!!@ CherryTAP We here at fakebusters would like to thank Chelle for being an example for the site by helping us with some investigations as well as being a VIC and posting not ONE, BUT SIX VERIFIED SALUTES! We encourage all CT MEMBERS to do the same. Not to spend money if you don't feel it's your thing. But to be real and help us stomp out fakes. Show some love. THANK YOU ALL FOR READING OUR BLOGS AND HELPING KEEP CHERRYTAP SELF REGULATING AND FAKE FREE.

My Baby (poem)
In this dream, I'm with you I'm always with you before you i was nothing i was lost,and alone,confused,hurt and scared, closed, turned-off, to human feelings and touch now my icy black heart is melting it's returning to normal i can feel your touch your heart beat with mine i can see the love in your eyes and hear it in your voice the concern and care you give me is tearing away my walls I'm so scared that I'll lose you and I'll be alone again but your gentle voice and touch helps me understand you're not leaving and if you do it's because you have to, not really because you want to I'm beginning to understand that now I love you and i hope you know that, through all my problems and disbeliefs,you can see that and feel it the way i feel it through you you have opened up my heart and unlocked all those chains i put around it,to block the human touch, and let yourself in and i hope you never decide to walk out and make me let you go i know we hav

Trial Of Blood...
i sneaked out of the bed while you're sleeping... put on my cloths quietly... i turned and looked at you one more time... then walked out the door...trying hard to stop my tears from falling... the thousand miles journey home is gonna be a long...painful ride... as i locked your gate...i wanted so much to hear you calling out for me to stay... but you're so full of valium to help you sleep because of the pain... i almost wished my bike won't start and needed an excuse to stay... but i kept telling myself to leave...just leave before it's too late... wanted to turn around and run back into your arms...where it feels so right... but i don't wanna complicate your life...nor mine... i cried silent tears...and my heart bleeds...the blood drops turning into dust...red dust stirred up by my wheels... and if you ever change your mind... you'll be able to find... and follow my trial of blood... my trial of blood that'll lead you right to me...to my open arms...

Mercury - Sarah Fimm (very Poetic)
Mercury words & music by Sarah Fimm Mercury I see visions of galaxies Where you are is where I'll be someday. And You puzzle me Am I made of you? Are you made of me? Cause I'm so confused Mercury. How you gaze into me With your vast display of constancy You enchant me, Mercury. I have found something in your eyes That you have found in mine.v Mercury We don't have time. Everyone has their day But I pray Our worlds collide and form strength tonight Mercury. Mercury I see visions of galaxies Where you are is where I'll be someday. Just another piece of history From far away.

Magic Lamp
Ok...so a man is walking on the beach in Sunny California....he spots a piece of metal protruding from the ground and decides to dig it up to see what it is..... After digging a bit...he finds a lamp in the ground....while rubbing it vigerously to remove the sand a magical Genie pops out of it. *Boom* "I will grant you 1 wish...any wish you want..." the wonderous Gennie proclaims! After a minute of thought...the man decides the he would really love to be filthy rich....so he tells the Gennie... "I would like 500 million dollars!"..... The Gennie taps a finger to his lips and says... "wow?..really 500 million dollars? Thats a lot of paper...and the U.S. mint guards it very closely....I'm not sure if I can really do that..and just think of all those trees you would be killing..with that much paper...? The man considers the Gennies wisdom and reconsiders... The mans says.."ok then...I haven't had a vacation in years....I would really lOVE.... to go to Hawaii!" but..."I'm

Repost
IF YOU CARE ABOUT THE MEN AND WOMEN THAT HAVE SACRIFICED THEIR LIVES SO THAT WE CAN BE A FREE NATION, GO TO THE LINK BELOW. THE LINK EXPLANES WHAT HAPPENES WHEN A MARINE DIES AND HOW HIS/HER FAMILY IS NOTIFIED. I GUARANTEE THAT YOU WILL DEFINATLY GET A LITTLE CHOKED UP BY THE END OF IT. IF NOT, SOMETHING IS WRONG. PLEASE REPOST THIS SO THAT WE CAN GET EVERYONE TO SEE IT. HERE IS THE LINK: http://www.photographychannel.tv/video/finalsalute2.html

Whoa Is Me And My Ankle
Well, thanks to a coworker I've earned myself a 5 day weekend with pay. I sprained my akle at work on Wednesday, and my man left me home alone for the weekend so he could go hunting. So, I'm forcing my sister into taking care of me till Saturday night :-D. She doesn't mind because she loves me and my company. Anyway, I'm in pain, does anyone know how to get my ankle to heal quicker?

Subject: Changing Times At School - More Truth Than Joke
HOW THINGS CHANGE! Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1973: - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jacks rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006: - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again, Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1973: - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail,nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006: - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1973: - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006: - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Be

Another One Of Those "get To Know Me" Post
TEN FACTS 01. Hometown? i dont care to share that... but i am in the big state of texas :) 02. Natural hair color? golden blond 03. Initials? SJDO 04. Hair style? usually pulled back into a clip or just naturally tossled 5. eye color? blueish greenish hazel 06. Height: Five Nine and a half 07. pet: i don't have any pets, but my kids have 1 dog, 2 cats, 2 donkeys 08. Mood: at the moment... upset 09. Where would you rather be? i love where i live.. 10. Last thing you drank? water TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE: 01. Have you ever been in love? yup 02. Do you believe in love? yes i do 03. Why did your LAST relationship fail? hmmm.. i don't care to share that 04. Have you ever been heartbroken: Yes...so allowing my heart to feel again scares the hell out of me 05. Have you ever broken someone's heart: yes, and i regret that, he was a good man 06. Have you ever fallen for your best friend? nahhh.. 07. Have you e

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What a fine day today Even though The rain that’s been falling Can’t seem to change me She said she wants me But I think I’d lose my mind Can’t you see I’m lost without you Can’t you see I’ve nothing but time Maybe there is something out there Out there waiting for me But I just can’t find the line To make this life Like the one that was left behind What a fine day today Even though All these empty spaces Thru all these empty spaces Make up this sad little rhym

My Mother
SWEET AND GENTLE, KIND AND WARM IS MY MOTHERS LOVE, SINCE THE DAY I WAS BORN FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL, MY MARRIAGE, AND SUCH MOM BLESSED IT ALL WITH HER LOVING TOUCH YEARS FLEW BY, I MET A MAN MAKING MISTAKES, MOM STILL UNDERSTANDS THROUGH DIVORCE, HEARTACHES, SORROW AND TEARS THIS LOVING WOMAN STOOD BY ME ALL THOSE YEARS SO TO YOU DEAR MOTHER, I WILL TAKE A STAND AT BEING THE BEST THAT I POSSDIBLY CAN ILL MAKE YOU PROUD, JUST WAIT, YOULL SEE THATS MY GIFT TO YOU MOTHER, LOVE ME....... WROTE THIS TO MY MOTHER DEC 2002. I LOVE YOU MOM!!!!!!

Who Rembers Thjis Song?
Go look this song up yall, you wont be let down leon russel tightrope I'm up on the tightwire one side's ice and one is fire its a circus game with you and me I'm up on the tightrope one side's hate and one is hope but the tophat on my head is all you see And the wire seems to be the only place for me a comedy of errors and I'm falling **Chorus** Like a rubber-neck giraffe you look into my past well maybe you're just to blind to - see I'm up in the spotlight ohh does it feel right ohh the altitude seems to get to me I'm up on the tightwire flanked by life and the funeral pyre putting on a show for you to see **Chorus** Like a rubber-neck giraffe you look into my past well maybe you're just too blind to - see I'm up in the spotlight ohh does it feel right ohh the altitude really gets to get to me I'm up on the tightwire flanked by life and the funeral pyre putting on a show for you to see

Us 'licence To Snoop' On British Air Travellers
US 'licence to snoop' on British air travellers By David Millward, Transport Correspondent Last Updated: 1:35am GMT 01/01/2007 Air passengers face having credit card transactions and email messages inspected by the American authorities Britons flying to America could have their credit card and email accounts inspected by the United States authorities following a deal struck by Brussels and Washington. By using a credit card to book a flight, passengers face having other transactions on the card inspected by the American authorities. Providing an email address to an airline could also lead to scrutiny of other messages sent or received on that account. The extent of the demands were disclosed in "undertakings" given by the US Department of Homeland Security to the European Union and published by the Department for Transport after a Freedom of Information request. About four million Britons travel to America each year and the released document shows that the U

Rules On Making A Proper Salute Plz Repost
subject: rules on making a proper salute plz repost (repost) date: 2007-01-01 14:02:15 Directions for making a ¡°SALUTE¡± A ¡°Salute¡± is a voluntary procedure for members who would like to verify they are a real person. We do respect any member¡¯s freedom to be anonymous. Salutes are submitted to be verified by CT staff to ensure authenticity. Members can ¡°salute¡± in the following ways 1. Please make a HANDWRITTEN sign that clearly states: CHERRYTAP.COM and your SCREEN NAME and your MEMBER ID along with a clear picture of YOU in the photo. The CT staff should be able to clearly read your sign and see you in the photo. Please use a dark ink/ marker to make your sign. (Example www.CherryTAP.com/Scrapper, ID #22) 2. ¡°Photo shopped¡± and typed salutes will NOT be accepted. If it looks misleading, it will be rejected. 3. The following items WILL be allowed in your photo as part of your verification if you wish. Please add your member URL and ID as mentioned above under

Please Help Me
I am in a contest for Best Self Photo and it would be really appreciated by me if everyone would help me. The contest is based on the most comments so if everyone would leave me as many comments as they can it would really help me out. Help this lady firefighter out so that I can win the contest because it would mean so much to me. THANK YOU EVERYONE! XOXO from your Texas Lady Firefighter, ~*~FireChic~*~

I'm New On The Tap!
That's right! I just joined up tonight! Thanks,Lady Mydnyte! I think i've found a home away from home here! I look forward to meeting more of you good tappers soon! I'm still feeling my way around the site but I think i'm gonna like it here! Please feel free to add me/fan me/chat me up!

This Is For My Woman My Life!!!
***** THE GARDEN ***** LIFE IS GARDEN WITH MANY PLOTS SOME OF THEM WELL PLANTED AND GREEN OTHERS ARE BROWN,DEAD AND DIEING,SAD MY LIFE,MY GARDEN HAS LONG BEEN DEVOID OF LIFE OR LIGHT,BARREN AND DEAD NO WARMTH,NO SUN,NO BEAUTY THEN YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE SENT BY GOD,BRINGING MY GARDEN TO LIFE WITH THE WARMTH OF YOUR HEART A SEED WAS PLANTED WITH TENDER CARE THAT SEED TOOK ROOT AND WITH THE SHEER WILL OF YOUR SPIRIT GROWTH BEGAN,A BLOSSUM APPEARED,LIFE SPRANG FORTH,YOUR SMILE SUSTAINED THAT LIFE THROUGH THE BEAUTY OF YOUR EYES THE GARDEN EXPLODED INTO BLOOM,BREATHTAKING WITH COLOR,LIFE AND BEAUTY,A ONCE BARREN AND COLD PLACE IS NOW FULL OF LIFE,HOPE AND PEACE MY GARDEN HAS BEEN BLESSED BY AN ANGEL A WOMAN,YOU,NOW WE CAN WALK THROUGHT THE GARDEN YOUR LOVE CREATED AND ENJOY IT AS ONE FOR IT TOOK A WOMAN,AN ANGEL TO GIVE LIFE TO MY SAD,DEAD GARDEN,THAT WOMAN IS YOU KATHLEEN MY KAT,MY LOVE TH

Does Anyone Care Anymore?
Lt/Gen John Peter Flynn passed away on March 6, 1997 at the Army Retirement Center in San Antonio, Texas. Known as "Sky" while a POW in North Vietnam, he was the Senior Ranking Officer of all the POWs. He cared about his country, his men and his honor. General Flynn believed that American POWs were left behind after cessation of hostilities in Vietnam and he based that belief on information he learned as a member of the Tighe Commission. A man of honor and of great personal courage, he held his beliefs to the end and never faltered in his resolve to obtain a full and accurate accounting. He will be missed, but the fight must go on to get the answers from the governments of the US, Vietnam, Kampuchea (Cambodia), Laos, China, Cuba and the former Soviet Union. WE CAN GET THE ANSWERS IF WE ASK THE RIGHT QUESTIONS! Every day, the president, vice-president, senators, congressional representatives and a variety of appointed government officials are asked to respond

E-mail Resolutions For The New Year
E-MAIL RESOLUTIONS FOR THE NEW YEAR I will try to figure out why I really need 9 e-mail addresses. I will stop sending e-mail to my wife (husband). I resolve to work with neglected children—my own. I will answer my snail-mail with the same enthusiasm with which I answer my e-mail. I will stop sending e-mail, ICQ, Instant Messages and be on the phone at the same time with the same person. I will resolve to back up my 12GB hard drive daily…well once a week…okay, monthly then…or maybe. I will spend less than one hour a day on the Internet. This, of course, will be hard to estimate since I'm not a clock watcher. When I hear “Where do you want to today?” I will not reply “MS Tech Support.” When I hear a funny joke I will not reply,”LOL…LOL!” I will read the manual…just as soon as I can find it. I will think of a password other than “password.” I will stop checking my e-mail at 3:00 in the morning…4:30 is much more practical. I resolve…I resolve to…I resolve to, uh,…I resolve

Humble Voice
DEFINATELY check out Humble Voice. It's sort of like myspace, except its for normal people OR artists, writers, Bands/Musicians, photographers etc. Whatever your artistic venue may be, there's others who share it, and want you to share your Humble Voice! Anywho, leave Crystena as your humble referrer and message me to let me know you signed up, and your username, so that I may add you. =P It's definately neat! Plus, I almost forgot! You get points for uploading images, writings... whatever floats your boat! And from those points, you can purchase TANGIBLE merchandise from the store! It's spiffy. So check it out.

The Mask, The Makeup, And The Gun
I could put on a mask Hide behind some makeup You wouldn't see inside of me To know my heart is breakin up I could say the things you wanna hear And do the things you think are right Fake a smile everyday of life I would just lie to you another year So I've got to run away I've got to take the chance What good is love without some pain If there are no tears its not romance Goodbye my lovely one Goodbye my darling Im taking my gun Don't follow me

Biteing
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth. Biting 100% Whips 83% Chains/Handcuffs 67% Bondage 67% Blind Folds 67% Blood 42%

Discrimination..?
This dude is going to tell me I don't know what true "Metal" is because I don't like...no, because I fvcking HATE trivium and slipknot(aka bitchium and lameknot..and I never denied that trivium is Metal, they ARE. They're just weak.) What's REALLY going on here? Mayhap this dude's mad because a woman...a BLACK woman(well...a woman who obviously isn't 'white'.)knows more about Metal than he does? It's happened before : The security gueard for Amoeba(music store) was in denial or something...I was trying to explain to him who the Burzum dude is...he was saying Varg was never in Mayhem. And when I tried to argue that..he was just, not even willing to argue, he was THAT sure I'm wrong. I mean, he didn't even give me a chance. He just looked at me and figured I don't know shit. Well, this is just what it all seems like....I could be wrong. I hope I am.

10 Ways To Ruin A Romantic Moment .
1. During lingering eye contact; say, WOW! you really do I look like my brother. 2. After he give you an expensive necklace just because, squeal giddily, then ask if he got a gift receipt. 3. Instead of saying I Do, Yell Deal! and pump your fist at the crowd. 4. When he plans an uber-romantic night out roses, limo,dinner, express your glee by taking camera-phone pictures of every step and immediately texting your best pal to describe what he's doing now. 5. If he snuggles up to you and ask Could anything make this night more perfect ? Say, Ice cream, and make him go buy a pint. 6. During postdeed cuddling, pry his arms from around you and mutter. Oof, you never used to be so mushy all the time. 7. When he bringflowers, fake sneeze and say you're allergic to anything less than $4 per stem. 8. As you're both getting undressed, give him elevator eyes and ask if he ever gets self-conscious about his womanly hips. 9. Before you accept anything he proposes, ask to

You Were Never Mine
I have wanted you since the day I saw your eyes They held me captivated and left me hypnotized I have tried to talk to you tried to make you see that I belong with you & that you should be with me funny how things worked out for us yeah.. funny how it's not that way my heart is still there with you and yours have let go & drifted away I guess that's how it's got to be Fate & destiny are cruel not kind and I sad but surely know that have never or will ever be mine

Wwe New Year's Revolution
WWE RAW presents NEW YEAR'S REVOLUTION Live on Pay-Per-View THIS Sunday, January 7 8pm ET/5pm PT At New Year's Revolution, it will be title vs. streak when John Cena defends the WWE Championship against the undefeated Samoan Bulldozer, Umaga. With the title at stake, will that streak continue or will Cena finally put a blemish on Umaga's record? Also, the rivalry between D-Generation X and Rated-RKO will reach its peak when the two teams clash once again. Plus, Jeff Hardy and Johnny Nitro will battle for the Intercontinental Championship inside a 15-foot high steel cage. All this and much more at THIS Sunday's New Year's Revolution

From Russia
So i had this dream that i was in a city in Russia from some reason and was there with a group of American tourists. But i wasn't along for sight-seeing. We stayed in this run-down hotel that barely had power and water. I was supposed to keep an eye on everybody and make sure nothing happenned to them. There was only five of them to protect. We were outside in the cold waiting for someone when i woke up.

The Forgotten Language Of Flowers
In the early 18th century the Turkish "Secret Language of Flowers" was introduced to Europe by Lady Mary Wortley Montague, wife of the British ambassador to Constantinople. Flowers had long been a sign of romance but now lovers were able to send secret messages to each other by means of sending a posy of flowers. Each flower had a specific meaning and the order of arrangement had much to do with the intended "message". The French seem to have taken this idea to heart. In 1819 a French woman writing under the pen name of Madame Charlotte de la Tour (Louise Cortambert), wrote and published "Le Language des Fleurs" which offered seasonal floral and anecdotal advice to those wishing to send "secret" messages to each other. The following list of flowers comes mainly from that original book but has been augmented to include some common flowers of today as some of those from yesteryear are unknown. Enjoy this glimpse into the past and keep this in mind the next time you send or receive flo

Best Cleavage Contest
I am enetered into a best cleavage contest...My my muscles are cleavage..Comment bombing allowed..Come on and go bomb me... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=221890&albumid=176858&i=1566321860 right click copy and paste...and please repost...

Sex Iq Test
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The One And Only!!!!!!!
The ONE and ONLY!!!! You just got up And left No Goodbye No note No email No message No nothing Where did you go You were my sun You were my Night You were my one and only You were the reason I got up every morning You were the reason I went to bed every night The reason why I breathe You were my Dawn My Dusk The rose that blooms So beautiful So delicate So wonderful So full of life So full of death You were my one and only No wait................. you are the one and only Ashley N. Norwood Thursday Jan/04/07 11:08:23 pm

Digital Camera ....help?
Im looking to buy a Good, not cheap nor super expensive Digital Camera.. anybody have knowledge to help me pick one out and start taking more pics.. i know everyone loves more pictures. and i want to give lots

E-mail From God...
Subject: : E-mail from God One day God was looking down at Earth and saw all of the rascally behaviour that was going on. He decided to send an angel down to Earth to check it out. So he called one of His angels and sent the angel to Earth for a time. When he returned, he told God, "Yes, it is bad on Earth; 95% are misbehaving and 5% are not." God thought for a moment and said, "Maybe I had better send down a second angel to get another opinion." So God called another angel and sent him to Earth for a time too. When the angel returned he went to God and said, "Yes, it's true-the Earth is in decline; 95% are misbehaving and 5% are being good." God was not pleased. So He decided to E-mail the 5% that were good, because He wanted to encourage them, give them a little something to help them keep going. Do you know what that E-mail said?........... No?................ I didn't get one either! ************************************* R u being bad too???

I Totally Agree This F'ing Rocks (ripped From Hell's Post)
To anyone born before the 80's First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING

From The Aura To The Aether: The Secrets Of Energy Dynamics
When Aristotle (384BC - 322BC) introduced the principal of aether to the world of metaphysics, the concept had already been known for millennia; infact this ancient concept seems to be lost and then re-emerge every couple of thousand years. Aether is part of a form of energy that many cultures were aware of and have given different names to: Taoists called it ‘chi’ and the Babylonians ‘ti’. Those from the Indus valley referred to it as ‘Ódžas’ and the Japanese ‘rei ki’. Likewise, Hebrews referred to it as ‘ruach’, Tibetans as ‘šugs rlung’ and the Vedic religion thought of it as ‘prána’. In more recent times, scientist and occultist Baron Karl Reichenbach called the spatial irradiation of life energy ‘ód’, or the odic force, while others consider this strange life energy that permeates its surroundings as a form of magnetism. Certainly, this magical energy still generates a great deal of interest and discussion and as such it may be appropriate to summarise exactly what it is.

Would Curiosity Dirty Your Cat?
Ever live somewhere near a dumpster and looked at it...with curiosity? "I wonder what's in there?" "Do you think they tossed anything...interesting?" "I bet that lady threw away money, she looks like she might..." Sadly, it gnaws at me. Dumpsters always stir my curiosity, makes me think I'm a trash picker somewhere deep down and it scares me. Seriously. It seems at times that if I had just ONE good reason...I'd happily explore. Oh I know there's nasty crap in there but think about, what about the stuff that's not. Take this time of year for instance. Person gets some sweet ass gifts, but some are copies of what they have. Let's say it's a new coffee maker.... Some people may toss the old; even if it is perfectly useable...does it make me less a person to at least want to know if they have? Use the old stuff? Naw, that would be silly, I just wanna know, I get curious, and bored. Next time you're bored look at the local dumpster and think to yourself about the houses t

~~~ Close Call ~~~ 01, 09, 2007
~~~ Close Call ~~~ 01, 09, 2007 I was a very happy person. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me ... it was her beautiful younger sister. She was twenty-two, tight miniskirts, generally braless. She would bend down when near me, and I always got more than a pleasant view. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day "little" sister phoned and asked me to come over. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me." When she reached the top she pulled off her panties and threw them down the stairs. I stood there for a moment, then turned and made a beeline straight to the front door. I opened the door, and

What Hindu Goddess Am I?
My score on The Which Hindu Goddess Are You? Test: Sarasvati(You scored 66 intellect, 20 prosperity, 42 sexuality, and 43 goodness!)Sarasvati is the goddess of knowledge, wisdom, learning and the arts. She is the consort of Lord Brahma, the creator, and is considered to be the most beautiful goddess (although not the most sexual). She's not as material-minded as Lakshmi, just as those with an intellectual streak are generally not as wealthy as their entrepreneurial classmates who went for a Business degree. She rides a swan and sits, peacefully playing her veena. She is the one you turn to for a mastery of an art form or of knowledge. Link: The Which Hindu Goddess Are You? Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Just Bitchin
went to cardiologist again today need to have some more test done on my heart. not exactly what i wanted to hear this morning. ya'll keep me in mind while i do this and see if the blockages have gotten any worse than what they were.

Because Of You
Because of you... I found out what it meant To really love someone As much as I love you. Because of you... I learned there was more to life Than just what I saw And all I see now... is you. Because of you... I know what it is to feel special And have someone love me For who I am in every way. Because of you... I discovered what the word LOVE meant And to me LOVE is The way I feel when I see you.

About Retirement -- I Only Wish I Knew!!
And They Ask Why I Like Retirement ! Question: How many days in a week? Answer: 6 Saturdays, 1 Sunday Question: When is a retiree's bedtime? Answer: Three hours after he falls asleep on the couch. Question: How many retirees to change a light bulb? Answer: Only one, but it might take all day. Question: What's the biggest gripe of retirees? Answer: There is not enough time to get everything done. Question: Why don't retirees mind being called Seniors? Answer: The term comes with a 10% percent discount. Question: Among retirees what is considered formal attire? Answer: Tied shoes. Question: Why do retirees count pennies? Answer: They are the only ones who have the time. Question: What is the common term for someone who enjoys work and refuses to retire? Answer: NUTS! Question: Why are retirees so slow to clean out the basement, attic or garage? Answer: They know that as soon as they do, one of their adult kids will want to store stuff

Relationships
Our futile endeavors to achieve happiness through other people invaiably lead to us changing who we are into something or someone that another person wants us to be. The problem that presents us with is that in each moment our needs and wants change, whether it be subtly or grandly, and this means that whoever is trying to please us, can never completely do so. Our clothes, hair, body-weight, hobbies, jobs, cars, houses, monetary assests, and even personalities are predicated with the goal of pleasing either a specific person or the opposite sex as a whole.

...fallen Angel, Devil's Plaything, Release My Heart From Hell...
...When we first met, first touched, the connection, the bond, it was magic, like nothing else I could compare it to, and it was you, and me, simply chillin\', talkin\', connectin\' and affectin\' each other\'s minds and thoughts, doing things we ought not, growin\' in a way that only you seem to portray just the right things to say to me, to help direct my steps, lighten up the path, but disaster seems the forecast, and the aftermath was a broken heart and broken dreams, I played into the game and the little schemes, blew all the good things we had, I know I made you mad, made you feel betrayed, but thats how I got played and it felt like I lost control for a moment, and you let me go, without even my shadow, to fall, and into the darkness and anger I fell, this living Hell, and where do I go from here? You taught me fear, not of death, or blood, or pain, but the love of a woman who will drive you insane, to the point, the edge, the brink, almost couldnt think straight around you, but

Seahawks Vs. Bears
I sure have my fingers crossed to win the game tomorrow against the Chicago Bears. We have too many guys injured to really be a effective. Hackett is out this week after he did so well last week against Dallas. It is going to be a very hard game... I am wishing to see the HAWKS win... but, I have a bad feeling.

Female Genie
Female Genie While trying to escape through Pakistan, Osama Bin Laden found a bottle on the beach and picked it up. Suddenly, a beautiful blonde female genie rose from the bottle and with a smile said, "Master, may I grant you one wish?" Osama responded, "You ignorant, unworthy daughter-of-a-dog! Don't you know who I am? I don't need any common woman giving me anything." The shocked genie said, "Please, I must grant you a wish or I will be returned to that bottle forever." Osama thought a moment, then grumbled about the impertinence of the woman and said, "Very well, I want to awaken with three American women in my bed in the morning. So just do it and be off with you." The annoyed genie said, "So be it!" and disappeared. The next morning Bin Laden woke up in bed with Lorena Bobbitt, Tonya Harding, and Hillary Clinton at his side. His privates were gone, his knees were broken, and he had no health insurance. God is good.

My Voice Is Almost Back.
IT'S BEEN SO COLD LATELY. GEEZ MAN CALI IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SUNNY STATE. OH WELL, GOTTA DEAL WITH IT CUZ I AIN'T GOING NO WHERE, BORN AND RAISED AND GONNA KICK THE BUCKET HERE TOO I THINK! LOL. WELL SEEINGS HOW I'M STILL FEELING UNDER THE WEATHER I'M GONNA HAVE TO STAY HOME TODAY. PROBABLY TOMORROW TOO. SUCKS. BUT I GOTTA GET BETTER FOR TUESDAY CUZ THEY DON'T LIKE IT WHEN I CAN'T DO MY JOB PROPERLY. SOMEONE HAD THE NERVE TO SAY I WAS USELESS!!!!! HELL NO!!!!!!! ANYWAY...........

Survey # 1...69 Questions
1. Initials: ALG 2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: I know Lot's of non-famous people but no Famous. 3. Favorite fruit? I love them all... 4. For or against same sex marriage? Why does this question ALWAYS appear on a survey.. Love, is love, Let them be 5. Are you allergic to anything? Yup, Codine. So, if you got it stay away 6. Are you bisexual? Only for AMY LEE 7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes? Hmm.. yes, I believe so. 8. How many U.S states have you been to? Maine, New Hampshire, Vermont, Massachusetts, Rhode Island, Connecticut, New York, New Jersey, Pennsylvania, Delaware, Maryland, Virginia, North Carolina, South Carolina, Georgia, Florida, Tennessee, 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? Mass and GA 10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? Nope... 11. Name something you like about yourself? My eyes 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself? I am a loyal friend 13. Do you have any pets? Two wil puppy

To You My Angel
I fell for you fell hard feelings were created for you but now there gone could they still be there inside of my broken heart bottled up inside seeking to be seen by you for what they are can you see the truth that I know I know I screwed up that I cared but maybe too much could I start over take back all that was said said out of anger would that matter to you would u give me one more chance and accept my feelings feelings that I only have for you I dreamt of you cryed for you and woulda died for you I need you want you think of you cant seem to get over you I look at your pictures and notice every detail every thing in the picture jumps out at me jumps at me as beauty why did it haveend this way the way of hate I wnated you I still do I need you I still do why did I get so jealouse when I hano right to be just see this for what it is a cry of help a plead for another chance to show u my feelings that my feelings are true that what i said

Black Shadows
The tears that once drifted down my cheeks, raining wind blown statue that was once blood and bone now but mere stone.My empathy binds me tight with stone of marble that barely lets me see the light.The endlessness of unrest, The hunger within, Pain withers my soul.It always seems empty when the stars burn bright in the heavens that be. I now stand quietly stone instead of flesh after my bloody tears weep no more. My cheeks are cracked and brittle, It is as if they won't bleed a drop for evermore. My eyes closed behind the darkness of the stone where hunger plagues my soul. It is waking days and endless nights of hunger that walk with me with this unrest mortalized in stone.The black shadows of my closed dead eyes begin to feel the warmth in the shadows of the hazy light. A death song that echoes through my being traped in the stone that captures my soul. My being is taunted by the voices that call forth I hunger for blood inside this body of stone.My journey walks like death beyound

Cherry Tap King And Queen Contest
So i wanna do a contest to name a king and queen of Cherry Tap the rules tho are as follows 1. You can nominate anyone you want...except yourself 2. Please no downrating of participants make it fair and civil...no drama...no BS...it's all for fun! 3. The winners will be chosen by an average of their comments and votes on their photos. 4. I am not going to disclose the prizes cuz i want to make this fair for everyone...but yes there is a prize for the king and queen! Now start the nominations....Please message with your nomiation....you don't have to tell the person you nomiated them it can be completely anonymous but i will make sure they know that they were nominated for the contest!! I want to get at least 10 girls/10 guys b4 i start the contest. It will run January 20th until January 31...the winners will be Cherry Taps King and Queen for the month of February!

I Want To Be A Legend.
hello everyone in the cherrytap world.i would like to become a legend on here,will ya'll help me out please.all you have to do is become my fan.I will gladly do the same for everyone that helps me out.i have 14 fans right now and looking to get around a 100 or so.i am a very cool and friendly guy that will help out anyone on here.just ask some of my friends on my page.thanks

Sally Anne First Sex Party
My name is Sally-Anne; also known to my master, Peter, as Sanny. I am a sex slave. Peter trained me, sometimes with the help of three male friends. * Peter is an architect and, at the time I fell in love with him as a young teen, was married to Portia. She died in an accident, which was very sad because I liked her heaps too. If Peter still had Portia in his life I suspect I would never have known him sexually, nor would he have made me his sex slave. When he started my training, I told Peter I would do anything for him, but had no idea how much he was going to ask of me. I proved my love by letting him teach me many things about adult sex, even to the extent of letting the three other men use my body. I participated in these lessons in the afternoons, after high school. My parents would have called what I did taking part in perversions – openly showing my sex to Peter and his three friends, being touched and, ultimately, being fucked by them, all in the privacy of Peter’s hom

A Can Of Worms....
A Can of Worms……… ----- A minister decided that a visual demonstration would add emphasis to his Sunday sermon. Four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put Into a container of 40 proof alcohol. The second worm was put Into a container of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a container of chocolate syrup. The fourth worm was put into container of good clean soil. At the conclusion of the sermon, the Minister reported the following results: The first worm in alcohol - Dead… The second worm in cigarette smoke - Dead… Third worm in chocolate syrup - Dead… Fourth worm in good clean soil - Alive… So the Minister asked the congregation, "What can you learn from this demonstration?" Maxine was sitting in the back, quickly raised her hand and said, "As long as you drink, smoke and eat chocolate, you won't have worms!"

Confused.
Ok, im new to cherrytap, and im either really dumb or this is wayyy confusing..what do ya think?(ok, dont answer that) This looks really cool, but its pretty "busy" like fans, crushes, gifts, points??? ill keep hangin out and hopefull ill figure it out! looks like an awesome party, lol!

Ok.. I Am Beating A Dead Horse
I know some of you know about this already... if you have read my mumm. I have been biding my time till taxes roll in to divorce my husband. Bu ti have been getting sucked back in a bit ... mostly outta comforts sake i think. That and the fear of having to start over. But monday... i was visited by the sherrifs dept. Never a greatin of goog tidings when the cops are knocking at your door. So I answer the door.. to be asked if my husband resided here... i say yes and they want to speak to him..i say he is at work i am his wife..whats going on?... then the man proceeds to tell me that he is being summondsed to court to appear before the judge on a paternity case. Yep.. you heard me right... not only has my husband been cheating on me.. but he potentially has a 5 month old son with this woman. I was crushed, how could this be happening to me? What did I do to deserve this. I confront him and he denies thats it's his kid. He of course claims that she is doing this out of retaliation for du

Best Cat Contest (moo Baby Entered)
A little bit different of a contest was started by annie'o@ CherryTAP on January 17th and will carry forward until 7p CST. I have entered my picture of Moo Baby watching the DVD movie in the contest, albeit a bit of a late start. In AnnieO's words, the following are the contest rules. "good luck to everyone in the contest, but first, there are some rules, *please no rude remarks, *or 1 ratings, *try to be friendly everyone, *self commenting allowed, and *comment bombers are more then welcome. the contest will go on until next wednesday at 7 pm central time. once again 1st prize will be a 3 day blast, 2nd a man or woman ring, and 3rd a platinum cherry, so vote for your favorite cherry cat." I would love to see myself earn a 3 day blast! Please vote as often for Moo Baby's picture as you would like to. Click on the picture link above to get directly to his picture. Thank you ever so much!! Kat, aka Devine TxRose Originally poste

What's Going On? Who Are You?
Ok, so I'm still a bit new here... but I don't hide much about myself, and need some catharsis just now. Feel free to ride along with me on this little self exploratory journey, but keep hands and arms inside the car at all times. I have lost myself a bit. I didn't mean to, but who does? I feel like I've been awake for a week and drinking coffee the whole time to keep myself together (it never works...trust me). I know this feeling, but the last time I had it, the circumstances were different to say the least. Ok, enough of me being all cryptic... I feel like I don't have a firm enough grasp of what's going on around me. I work as a freelancer for various film, television, and theater projects in the area, and I haven't had any work lately. My mind and body are atrophying. I can't keep my mind busy enough to keep from caving in. My body is going right with it. I need something to do. A problem to solve. An obstacle to overcome. Sure, take the easy route and say something smart

I'm Baaaaaaaaaack
I'm absolutely back. I've been out of commission for awhile (naked, all that shit), and I'm finally back online, thanks to having a ton of shit going on, a lot of things going on with me, being busy as hell, and just not having time. Therefore, all you hot chicks should send me your naked pictures, come over to my house, bring boxes of toys, friends, videocameras, and all that, and we SHALL have the greatest damn time anyone could never put in a porno :) Looking forward to the updates, comments, notes, dirty pictures, and of all course, smut :) have a great day. danny

Neat. I Have A Crush Thing!!
It has come to my attention that I have a crush dealy on my page. Alright little person...Fess-up. I want to hear it. You can write me a message...or give me clue or something. I like a challenge so give me one.

Its Perfection
ITS PERFECTION It's eyes hold the perfection of nature Body's twined with songs of sinew breath of leaders born forever The snow welcomes the circle of life The distant clearing sillohuetes born of night's embrace the echo of their voice awakening our souls calling out to kindred hearts that was the word that was the language of nature Wolves revealed in this storm-gotten night

Okay This One Is Funny As Well
What is Butt Dust? What, you ask, is "Butt Dust"? Read on and you'll discover the joy in a child's sincere originality. No adult is this creative!! JACK (age 3) was watching his Mom breast-feeding his new baby sister. After a while he asked: "Mom why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?" MELANIE (age 5) asked her Granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Melanie said, "If you don't remember you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six ." STEVEN (age 3) hugged and kissed his Mom good night. "I love you so much that when you die I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window." BRITTANY (age 4) had an earache and wanted a pain killer. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her Mom explained it was a child-proof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked: "How does it know it's me?" SUSAN(age 4) was drinking juice

What Animal Were You In A Past Life?
You Were an Eagle You are able to rise above the details of life and see the big picture. A spiritual being, you tend to go beyond material concerns. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

What To Do!
My boyriend claims that he doesn't have a lot of time for me anymore since hes workong a lot more then he used to. He actually asked me if we should break up,and I of course said no. I mean,we don't even talk to him much anymore. So, should I break up for now or forever with him until he does have more time for me? Or should I just wait?

I Need Friends
im new to cherrytap and i want to make as many friends as i can im on msn an profileheaven but this site is far better (when i learn how it works) a bit about me i love motorcross, i try 2 keep fit, i love football, im not sexist in any way i prefer 2 b classed as a mans man, i live alone in a 3 beedroomed house in newcastle in the uk but i wish i didnt we are not allowed say whateva we want dont say anyfing about muslims or were classed as racist, wen an undercover reporter filmed wot realy goes on in a mosque, in front of our politicians they wer acting all moderate an condeming terrorism then when they left they wer telling everyone its a muslims duty to kill whites, they must act moderate until there is enuf of them and then take over britain and impose sharia law making britain an islamic state, people dont no how facist this country is, for instace we cant wear a hooded top or anything over our face but muslims are allowed to wear a full face veil on thier passports and driving l

Friends. Fans And Family
Ok this should be a good one (I hope). We will start of with FRIENDS. If you are on my friends list,thanks for being there. I will try to respond to you help request ( I have helped some people out today), sometimes I cant. nothing personal. So dont send me bulletins about what an asshole I am! I get enough of that in real life. I will help if I can dont try to make me feel guilty about it. Ok, Fans. If you add me as a FAN. I will probably add you. If you like Snakes, Dragons, Cats, and, or the SEAHAWKS! Or since I have been in Mississippe for over a year the SAINTS! Ok lets see what I have written so far. Ok Family. There are some of you that are close. If you dont know who you are, you are the ones that leave me comments, or messages or shout outs. So if you want to be on my family list just ask. Oh one more thing. It would help if you can put up with spiders. You dont have to like everything I have listed you just have to put up with it.

Lisa
Lisa, you are the shelter for my soul Lisa, you heal my heart when I lose control As I let my fingers trace Each time worn line on your face I know only love creates a masterpiece like you I know it's true Lisa, Lisa, say you're going to live forever Lisa, Lisa, we're never gonna say goodbye Only you know who I am Only you really understand Nothing's going to take you away Lisa, I know we live in different worlds Lisa, I will always be your little girl And on a stormy night You built a rainbow to my door I'll always remember you Lisa, Lisa, say you're going to live forever Lisa, Lisa, we're never gonna say goodbye Only you know who I am Only you really understand Nothing's going to take you away

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 15~*
Sometimes we grasp at straws, trying to come up with that special present we want placed at the very top of our Christmas wish lists. That one gift that would make you forget about all others. This 30 year old man knows exactly what he wants... And he's determined to get it. th_devils: hello Goddess th_devils: how are you ? th_devils: you are beautiful PiercedQT: I'm great and yourself? th_devils: im alright .. i would be better if i had a Goddess to serve . lol PiercedQT: Well it's almost Christmas... *Sings* I want a Mistress For Christmas th_devils: lol ... yes i think i really do .. lol PiercedQT: LOL Good luck with that. th_devils: awww ... that doesnt like you will let me serve you .. PiercedQT: Serve me a cheque for like 200 dolla! th_devils: well ...thats possible .. th_devils: a check huh ?? PiercedQT: Yeah - sorry - Cheque = Canadian for check th_devils: ok th_devils: 200 th_devils: and what do i get ?

Texans & Californians
TEXAS ALWAYS WINS!!!!!! Bring it Cali! Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on thier asses at the bottom. OH SNAP WE KILLED EM! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the fi

United States Redneck Special Forces
USRSF Subject: United States Redneck Special Forces The Pentagon announced today the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces. These Alabama, Arkansas, Georgia, Kentucky, Mississippi, Missouri, Oklahoma, Tennessee and Texas boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the following facts about terrorists: 1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit. 3. They taste just like chicken. 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. 5. They are DIRECTLY RESPONSIBLE for the death of Dale Earnhardt We expect the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday.

My Strip Song
Ok this is just fucked up...lol Your Stripper Song Is I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears "I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it. I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it." You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to! What Song Should You Strip To?

The Hardest Thing
losing you was the hardest thing i ever had to do living life without you was worse than death itself wondering around with nowhere to go i went straight to the bottle trying to lose myself in its embrace after so long it was gone but the pain was still there and i had nothing eles to turn too

Flirting. A Deadly Sin.
I always seem to have a problem with this. On this site as well. So maybe you should all take a min of your time to read this : Flirt 1.to court thrillingly or act amorously without serious intentions; play at love; coquet. I grew up with my sarcastic humor and my pleasantly friendly attitude. I have always been very outgoing and well liked. I’m known for my humor and sarcasm, and I am usually the entertainer in a group. You would think these would be good characteristics. I guess not. In that past, there have been a few people who have been offended, or disagreed with my actions towards certain people. This is because my personality tends to be a bit more flirtatious than most. Everyone around me acts just as I do it seems. Perhaps it just seems so because they all simply play along with me and my individuality. Growing up around friendly people, it is hard for me to refrain from being so outgoing and sociable. I can’t help but tend to be a flirt. I also grew up w

Just A Poem
It's real late 'bout a quarter to 1, and I keep thinking 'bout everything we've become. And I hate it, I thought together, we could make it. I just can't take this, but I don't think I could forget 'bout it. I see your pictures, and read all the letters I've sent. You have me thinking, maybe we're more than just friends. Am I foolish? Am I just being stupid? For thinking there could ever be just you and I. This is how I think, after all the time that we've spent, And I see it in my mind, playing over and over again. And I know it's sad but for now, It's got me breaking down, and I just can't figure out why. I have visions in my mind, of the day we first met. You helped me through things, and I'll never forget. How you could take me to a place, where I knew I felt safe. You had my head up in the clouds, made me feel like I was floating. Some days you act like you think I'm playing, when you now its the truth. Like when I say no one else can do it, quite

Funny Sh%t, Very True!!!
Lmao Part 1: HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN: Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown.. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror, make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a s

Need Help From My Friends
My finace, Mike, is in an adult with pet contest, with his new puppy. The boxer named Bindi that I got him for christmas. If any of you can come by and rate and leave a few comments I would greatly appreciate it. For anyone that has already done so Thank you very much. Spiritseeker, well I can not thank you enough. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3307927839 ]

Wow,, Shunned?,,lol
Did shock ya'll? It said NSFW...i now KNOW to block it..yes...all women do it, well, most women DO, the others go to bed dreaming of doing it as well as i@!!! lol ok.im tipsy, i have a right ..NAANNANANNA!!!!! soo..bite me, For those who dont know NOW i have made it MY EYES ONLY.. For others?.. `fade to black!.dodo doodoododododo (just a dream)

My Body
Oh I'll be real with you I like yout style and how you move You make me feel so high I want to touch the sky *Tell me what you want from me (my body) 'Cause I'll give it to you (my body) What is it you want to see (my body) And I'll show it to you Let's get up out of here I know a place where we can chill Can't wait to get home tonight I want to get in your mind *Tell me what you want from me (my body) 'Cause I'll give it to you (my body) What is it you want to see (my body) And I'll show it to you

Americans To Be Tortured For Refusing To Show Id?
Americans To Be Tortured For Refusing To Show ID? Student shocked, tortured for defending constitutional rights Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet Thursday, November 16, 2006 A horror video that wouldn't look out of place in Maoist China or Nazi Germany shows a student being repeatedly shot with a stun gun by UCLA police for the crime of not showing his ID. As similar cases begin to pile up how long will it be before Americans are routinely tortured for noncompliance and refusing to have their 4th amendment violated? "A cell phone captured video of a 23-year-old student being administered multiple Taser shocks by UCLA police on Tuesday. The UCLA student was hit with the Taser shocks multiple times while he was in the Powell Library Computer Lab. According to the paper, (Mostafa) Tabatabainejad did not show ID to community service officers who were conducting a random check," reports NBC. Watch the video above and witness as the cops bark at Tabatabainejad to get to his fe

Kind Of Makes You Want To Run Through The House With Scissors, Doesn't It?!
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with

Dont Fuckking Worry About Me K
y tell me that u care about me if u dont? y tell me u will come see me if u wont? y say ur gonna call and then never do y do stuff i ask u not to? y would u leave with someone u know i dont like and just to days before that u wanted me to fight? dont worry about me plz never again im fighting a losing battle that i know i cant win i guess i can sit here all day waiting on u to call while ur out having fun with ur friend at the mall i told u that u wouldnt see me before i went back but o no i promise i will see u...ya w.e fuck that u promised to call yet u forgot... u promised to come see me yet ur not... funny how things work...but i get it im gone i will just sit here as normal all alone so bye bye chelsea i love u very much more... and dont argue about this fact cuz with this one im sure

Super Bowl
Has the Super Bowl become more than a game? I think so. People who usually don't follow footbal have parties or go to one. Mainly for the food and booze. Also all the new commericals premere during the game. I do think its great for sports. But I have to work and that really sucks. and my bosses will not allow us to watch the assholes!!!!!!!!!!Oh well I hope everyone enjoys the game

Ok This Is My First Contest..
Ok this is my first contest to hold.. Every one and any one can inter men and women.. You can only submit a rill pic. of your self no fakes or you will be deleted No exceptions.. You can comment bomb your on pic.. there will be only one winner.. The first person to get 3000 comments wins.. I need 10 people to inter.. The contest will start when i get 10 people to inter.. The prize is Diamond Earrings for women,and Men's Bracelet for the men.. Im sorry that there not that good but when i get better at this i will give away better gifts.. Just send me the link to your pic.. Thank you Twisted shadow.. MY LINK>>>>>>>>>>twistedshadow~darkmoon CT family ~@ CherryTAP

2007 Rules:add-on
New Rule: For all you cherrytappers and myspacers; make a smaller profile. Stop putting all the add-ons like music videos in the About Me sections. About Me should tell who you are. For Christ's sake people, these huge ass profiles are taking up 4 gaziilion magabytes of my hard drive and making my computer jump off the desk and give me the finger as it strides out the front door. I mean, come on...15 minutes on DSL to load a page just so we can see if they're gonna show the oobies!

Again & Again ,a Night To Remember
Again again again... Night to us came... Darkness wrought in still shadows... Of unwanting lies began... No nonsence came of my willing arms... To hold, be held so tight with might... Redundant kisses to where it shouldn't belong... But my heart aches for it to go on and on... Morning dews of lighting dawn... Far from desire to have this morn... For lips sealed of love and always wanting... For them not part, always giving... Again again again... Night to us came... And so once more and again... For the second time around I repeat...

"the Tree Of Life..."
"The Tree of Life" The false personification of life falls under the same false pretence that all men and women are created equal... This is a lie in itself... Even with our vast knowledge we are still blind to the fact that we will never accept one another as equals... Our eyes are closed... Our minds are closed... The tree of knowledge provided us with all the information that we needed to live... Only we are foolish enough to disreguard the information as useless... Given the opportunity we as people have chosen chaos over living... Life being secondary to death and destruction... And this seems right to the world?... So you explain to me... How backwards have we as a society become?... How long will it be before we realize the tree of knowledge is withering and dying by our own ignorance... we as individuals are destroying her life day in and day out... The world revolves around us destroying ourselves... The destruction of the tree of l

Gay Chocolate Bars
You know, it is really tempting to get all riled up about the controversy surrounding the Snickers chocolate bar commercial that was aired during the Super Duper Bowl. Oh, I could rant about how society is becoming way over sensitive to so many different things and how fringe groups are worming their way into controlling most aspects of American popular thought. I could tell you how, in my opinion, that it just all leads to a very sanitized society, where nothing is ever dared publicly uttered, lest it offend someone in the crowd. I could do that, but I am not. See, Mars made a small commercial into a huge freakin' success. People aren't going to stop buying their candies because the commercial made fun of two guys trying to reclaim their masculinity after share a chocolatey kiss. Truth is, Snickers increased the recognition of its brand tenfold because people are still talking about the commercial and the ensuing controversy. In fact, I am sure the Mars company and the ad

Why Do Men Have To Cheat?
I just thought I would put this question out and see if I could get any response. I am really curious why do men have to lie and cheat? Do they think that will make them "cooler" because it doesnt. Here I am a nice girl and all I really want is a guy who is gonna treat me with respect and I cant seem to find someone and when I think I have it turns out everything he says is a lie or something bad happends, so many of you dont know me very well but I would appreciate any input anyone has on this subject to help me understand better. Thanks!

Writing....
Well I have decided I have gone beyond writer's block. My newest story is reading like a poorly done high school paper. I have decided to drop the cowboy scenerio and start from scratch. My best friend told me to go back to basics and write about what i know best again. I guess that means fantasies at the moment, lol. Life has been to busy to even think about actually going out and playing with a boy toy or any of my subs. She sits on the edge of the tub drapped in green silk. The air is scented with dragon's blood and vanilla. A deep inhale of steam and Stasia tries to forget the harsh day at the office. It isn't her fault that the boy's club is pissed that she got the new account because the client likes big tits. Damn them! just when she thought she was making head way with the copy boy..... continued on comment

The Sacred Seven Prayers
The Sacred Seven Prayers O Great Spirit, who art before all else and who dwells in every object, in every person and in every place, we cry unto Thee. We summon Thee from the far places into our present awareness. O Great Spirit of the North, who gives wings to the waters of the air and rolls the thick snowstorm before Thee, Who covers the Earth with a sparkling crystal carpet above whose deep tranquility every sound is beautiful. Temper us with strength to withstand the biting blizzards, yet make us thankful for the beauty which follows and lies deep over the warm Earth in its wake. O Great Spirit of the East, the land of the rising Sun, Who holds in your right hand the years of our lives and in your left the opportunities of each day. Brace us that we may not neglect our gifts nor lose in laziness the hopes of each day and the hopes of each year. O Great Spirit of the South, whose warm breath of compassion melts the ice that gathers round our hearts, whose fragrance speaks

Thank You
I just wanted to say thank you to all of my wonderful friends on CT! Thank you for all of the wonderful conversation, the ones that kept me up all night!I enjoyed every min. of every word, again thank you! *Muah*

Chatting With Blue
So Blue and I were chatting away today when Blue 's end froze up. So there Blue sits with his faux mohawk and this look of boredom. ROTFLMAO Then my friend Wench shouts me tonight when she realizes she has now rated my entire stash and my entire collection of photos. I then realize I have also been through all of hers as well. Then we became temporarily confused and sat blinking at one another. The only answer I had to offer was to scavenge the internet to find more. But I dont know, I kinda feel like what else is out there to see??

Hey U!
I have added alot of new pics in the last few days. Cum check them out rate and comment them....plz All the new ones r from the Go Colts album and down there is not that many other than the Colts album....cum pop my cherries...ummmm

Shakespear Sonnet 56 Sweet Love Renew They Force.
Sweet love, renew thy force; be it not said Thy edge should blunter be than appetite, Which but to-day by feeding is allay'd, To-morrow sharpen'd in his former might: So, love, be thou; although to-day thou fill Thy hungry eyes even till they wink with fullness, To-morrow see again, and do not kill The spirit of love with a perpetual dullness. Let this sad interim like the ocean be Which parts the shore, where two contracted new Come daily to the banks, that, when they see Return of love, more blest may be the view; Else call it winter, which being full of care Makes summer's welcome thrice more wish'd, more rare.

I Need A Drink
"Why do I drink? So that I can write poetry. Sometimes when it's all spun out and all that is ugly recedes into a deep sleep there is an awakening and all that remains is true. As the body is ravaged the spirit grows stronger. Forgive me Father for I know what I do. I want to hear the last Poem of the last Poet." ~Jim Morrison "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day." ~Frank Sinatra

Hottest Sex!
Yup that's right i've got the hottest sex around! hehe Anyways all i am asking for from each of my friends here is a lil bit of help! You see i'm in this contest and it's based on comments but you also get credit for how many rates you have on ur pic as well. So if each of you go and at least rates my pic and drops say 5 comments or so that should really help! If you help out i will buy u a gift and make you a sign pic if you'd like! now just go and click on the pic and leave ur vote and a few comments! Pretty plz? *bats eyelashes* Muahz! Sue

I Duct Tape People For Less
Ever heard somebody tell a story that took an hour to weed through all the 'like's'? Cut 'em all out and the story takes 2 minutes tops? And it doesn't stop there. Cut out all the ums, alrights, this dudes, we was like's, he was like's, so like, n then's, ya knows, okay's, and shit, n stuff's, and everything, etc. Story takes 10 seconds from complaint to punchline 'Okay, so like, this dude told me that, um, he'd like, want me to meet him at the club n stuff, so I was like, sure, ya know? So then, I like get there, and like, this dude isn't, like, in the main room, so we was like, maybe he's like, using the bathroom and stuff. So like, after a few margaritas and everything, I'm like, pissed, alright? So like, we left and stuff, to go to his house and like, find him. And like, when we got there and junk, I like, see him in the jaccuzi thing with some, like, chick, and he was like, trying to get it on with her, so I like, decided to key his tires and shit, for like, being a

I Love My Homestate!
I love this state. I love the fact that the first time I cooked deer meat for my ex he flipped and hasn't looked at a cow since. I love the fact that Big Lake has a Wild Game Supper with buffalo, elk, deer, alligator, and many others for $5 all you can eat. I love driving a truck. I love that my dad has so many deers mounted he's started to hang his cowboy hats on them. I love chicken fried steak with mashed potatos and CREAM gravy, with green beans and a roll (not a biscuit, it falls apart). I love how shocked people are when they see a close friend of mine who's black wearing a cowboy hat and boots, listening to Garth Brooks. I love texas chilli (shivers, one lady made it with cream of mushroom soup, I had nightmares for three days). It's not a side dish, it's the main course! I love that the land I grew up in (west texas) is so flat that at one point you could see the lights from Denver City, Seminole, Plains, Seagraves, Lovington, and Hobbs. I even love the hellacious sandstorms th

Ugh Ugh, Am Sick ~sniff~
So again i am sorry for being pretty much non existant on here...i have got the flu and am not very healhy right now. I just wanted to let everyonw know that they everyone rocks. lol. ok well im gonna go now cyas later! Tara

Functioning Needs
functioning needs Inside and outside are one, Movement and stillness are the same. In all these, functioning needs To be free and clear. If this is not so then All the minds's holy sutras And all of the sayings of the patriarchs Become mere tangles of empty words. The Way of Thought.And the peace of mind Also become dead things. bryan.aKa.the writer

Embarrassing End Of A Day
today started off great, i straightened my hair and left it down all day cuz i'd been wantin to since last week. i got to drive to my internship by myself and i even parked on the first try (last time, it took me like 15 minutes). jen was there and paul even asked if i wanted something from safeway when he and dan went. but, as always people stop payin attention to me cuz they have to do their jobs and i end up feelin like i'm takin up space. i feel like they dont want me there cuz the cash register is harder than it looks and i'm still tryin to learn how to use it and who the regulars are and everything around the cash register. half the time it's just me smilin and greetin everyone and apologizing for not knowin anything cuz i'm new. i feel like i cant do anything except watch the pumps which is the same as watching grass grow while standing for 7 hours. but then, today, i thought it would be fun to leave my stuff at the station so i could blast music in the car as i drove b

Hey Peoples
man i am new to this whole net thing and all do some time away from the real world so how the hell do i get to make some morphs or who can do one for me like i said i am new to this shit so please someone look out for me

Please Give Me Your Support!!
I NEED SOME HELP LADIES AND PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD SINCE IM NEW TO CHERRY TAP!! IM IN THE MENS SEXY BOOTY CONTEST AND NEED COMMENT BOMBING AND LOTS OF RATINGS!! THE CONTEST WILL LAST A WEEK AND THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS 1ST PLACE WILL BE CHOSEN BY 3 JUDGES 2ND PLACE WILL BE MOSTS # OF RATINGS 3RD WILL BE MOST COMMENTS THANKS IN ADVANCE AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL VALENTINE'S DAY!! HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PIC HUGS AND KISSES MAVRICK64

Punish The Deed Not The Breed
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.

Part Of Me Is Hoping
Everything is fading now All the sorrow and the pain Though I still see him there Standing in the rain I keep trying to walk away I need to leave him there But I want to go back to him To tell him I still care God I miss him so much But a part of me always knew That we would fall apart And all would be threw You where so confident That we’d stay together And for a time I played along Though I knew love wasn’t forever You understood me somehow You made my day feel brighter And when I felt my problems where heavy You made them feel so much lighter How I always dreamed Of just being alone with you Having a house and family together Watching our children as they grew But I was too much a burden I bought out your darker side The one full of pain and hate The one you try to hide But it wasn’t just me who did this Whenever you said I love you You’d start to go on About all the wrong things I do You sometimes would bring me down Make me feel so

Meezer Chatter
Ladies and Gentlemen, WE HAVE CHAT!Starting last night, every Meez profile has a little chat box where Meezers can leave messages to each other or chat with all of the signed-in Meez world. Obviously, your Meez headshot is your default Xat Chat icon and your Meez bodyshot is your default background.Now you've got another way to get to know your fellow Meezers! There are even "audies" to add some audio life to the chat. Woohoo for interactive sound.If you feel that the chat window's just too much for you, you can always “hide” your chat box through editing your profile. Check it out! Or chat it out. Or, yeah... But seriously, go ahead and type on it. My fellow chatroom buddies agree that you're gonna like it. ;)

A Real Dream
It was after that dream that it happened. That dream of Israel and us - you chased me around the chalky, high-walled alleys. I heard the slip of your foot as it slid in its sandal I could almost see it as you ran fast after me. Our always chase. Of course, you caught me; arms waist-wrapped, my pale-blue dress hiked we two laughing until our eyes met; pale green, black-flecked set off by a light tan - I saw that gleam. I knew it then. You knew it too: Led me back to a white-walled room where I offered and you took. We - lovers then. Over tea and honey I told you about it. "No choice," you said. My heart's fast beat and whir Such details I told, stammering. You said then, "What is it you are waiting for? You know it will be me." I could not argue. The dream mere confirmation. So there we were, remarkably alone, nobody to patrol - and you led me to a high-wooden, linen-sheeted bed where I stood and you so reveren

Aerosmith~falling In Love
You're so bad, you're so bad, you're so You're so bad, you're so bad, you're so You think you're in love Like it's a real sure thing But every time you fall You get yo' ass in a sling You used to be strong But now it's "ooh baby please" 'cause falling in love is so hard on the knees You're so bad, you're so bad, you're so You're so bad, you're so bad, you're so We was making love When you told me that you loved me I thought ol' cupid He was taking aim I was believer when you told me That you loved me And then you called me Someone elses name There ain't gonna be no more Beggin' you please You know what i want And it ain't one of these You're bad to the bone And your girlfriend agreed That falling in love is so hard on the knees You're so bad, you're so bad, you're so You're so bad, you're so Chip off the old block Man, you're so much like your sister My fantasize it must be out of luck My old labido has been Blowing a transistor I feel like

Things About Me
Well here is a bit where I hang out .. and what I love to do. Places I love to be are http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/academy/ Its a place for Masters and Subs as well as a place to learn and explore submission. Anyone interested should try it out or contact me to find out more. Places I also go are School and work. Going to school to become an aviation Mechanic and then work at an ice cream and burger joint/grocery store Wanna know more get with me.

Dream Interpritation
Ok,Maybe just maybe someone can help me figure this one out,I've searched the Net and can't seem to find anything to help without having to join some type of forum. I had a strange dream the other night and I've tried to no avail to pick it back up again which I can usually do...sorry let me get to the point lol... I had a dream a couple of nights ago about an ex that I have not even thought about conciously in a very long time,I don't remember any dialouge of the dream,just this visual of seeing him in the kitchen of our old place anyways I happen to look down and he has no feet they are amputated right above the ankles and he's got these weird looking prosthetics on....any ideas?

Done With Cherrytap
Well, this is my second and final blog posting on cherrytap. I have found this site rather useless and quite frankly distracting. I thought it might be a good place to meet new people and share conversation. However, it has turned out to be a place more about points and pictures and contests, rather than social interaction. I find it dull, and unworthy of my time. I would say that I will miss the people that I have met here, but I have not truly spoken to anyone here for more than a few minutes. Not due to a lack of want on my side. So, have your fun with your points accumulations and contest entering, and mindless picture surfing. Me, I am going out and have some fun......Funny, I doubt anyone will actually read this post...but I don't really care.

Turn Signal People
Ever looked down while you were in traffic and noticed that your turn sgnal has been on for who knows how long, ad wondered how many people had made fun of you untill you noticed. Then whe you turned it off, you know tha the people who are behind you are making fun of you again because it took you like ten minutes to figure it out?

Should I??
Ok heres the deal, as most of you know i have been a dj for quite a while now, i started out as a dj then moved on to being the owner of a wonderful station with wonderful partners, while i love the music industry i dont feel i bring the listeners what they enjoy as much as i used to. My question to you, the fans and friends and family of the Scooter Bar and Bad Seed Radio is this, Should i continue to be a dj or should i take a back seat and let newer and better talent emerge? Please, let me know what you think! You Know i love you all!! ~Serenity~

All This Time
Laying in bed, Thinking of you, I begin to cry Like I've only Cried for you. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... I think back on The time we shared. All those long nights Holding each other, Comforting each other, They seem so long ago. Your gone form me, Only to return for A short while... All those dirty looks As we would cuddle Up close just to talk, And the whispers As we would pass. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the hardships We overcame together, That just seemed like Jokes when all was done. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the smiles, laughs, Tears, hugs, and all The happens we Shared seem like They're now dreams. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the time we Spent together seem Like part of a Different life. Your so far away, It's hard to feel you Anymore, I feel As though I'm Loosing you! And I can't stand T

I Miss You...
I Miss You .... As I gaze into the star filled night sky ... I picture you smiling at me as you say you love me ... I hear your laughter in my ear as if you where right next to me ... I feel the gentleness of your touch as you draw me near ... When I close my eyes ... I can feel your body pressed tightly to mine ... I feel your arms wrap around me ... protecting me ... loving me ... & for the moment ... being one with me ... I miss you ... I remember waking up in the middle of the night... reaching out for you... making sure you were still there... I miss you... Remembering the feel of your lips pressed to mine... our naked bodies pressed closely to one another... I miss you... Going to sleep in your arms... only to wake up in your arms or just laying next to you... I miss you... If I close my eyes and want it bad enough... I can almost smell your cologne in the air... I miss you... I sometimes wake to the sound of your voice... only to realize you're

He's Getting To Big.
Daemon is already 6 months old. It feels like just yesterday that I was at the hospital holding Daemon for the first time. Time just goes by so fast. I just love being a mother. I loved watching him sit up for the first time, watching him scoot for the first time and watching him grab things that he wants. I look forward to seeing him crawl, helping him take his first step and hearing his first word. I love holding him and cuddling with him. I love my son so much and I couldn't live without him.

Love Confession(poem) By Amanda-kathryn
I try to sleep again, and it never comes to me. A thought of you here, it calms me like nothing else. I want to feel you near, in bed where we can touch. The thought is so perfect, but I know it is impossible. It's like we take one step, and fall one step again. the thought of you is lovely, but it won't get me out of bed. I can't love you today, I can't love you tomorrow. But if I see you, my heart may tell me that... There's no time to waste, and tomorrow is coming closer. I'll forgive you for everything, and swallow my pride for you. It's like a thirsty longing, I can't seem to get rid of. If loving you is wrong, then let me be a sinner. -A

W.t.f!!!!!
OK.. JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW... SONNY IS ONLY DOING TO OTHERS WHAT THEY STARTED DOING HIM, AND YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE FOUND IS THAT THEY CAN NOT HANDLE THE HEAT... HERE IS A LIL EXAMPLE OF THE CRAP THAT PEOPLE ARE SAYIN!!!! My Shoutbox cyberman45: HE IS STEELING EVERYWHERE AND PUTS COMMENTS ON LIYTTLE CHILDS PICS ALSO HE SHOUD BE KILLED THAT ASSHOLE ->cyberman45: I HAVE SEEN IT FOR MYSELF. cyberman45: KEEP DREAMING BITCH YOU WILL FIND OUT THE TRUETHE ABOUT THIS ASSHOLE YOURSELF SOON cyberman45: YEAH THAT FUCKER STEELDS MY PICS AND MANY FROM MY FRIENDS 2 ,MOTHERFUCKER ->cyberman45: NOPE I HAVE WHAT THESE PEOPLE HAVE DONE TO HIM, HOW THEY ARE BLOCKED AND STILL COME SIT ON HIS PAGE EVERYDAY!!! cyberman45: BUT HE WILL BE DELETED SOON ,HE IS REPORTED BY NANY PEOPLE ON HERE cyberman45: HE STEELS PICS AND PUTS THEN ON HIS SITE THAT FUCK I EVER SEE HIM I KLII HIM cyberman45: OH YES ,HE DUS NOT HE IS A FUCKING MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE ->cyberman45: NOPE ONLY THOSE THAT STAR

Pay Attention Damn It!!!!
AIGHT CONTEST I'M THROWING, I DID LAY OUT SOME RULES YESTERDAY. COURSE I DIDN'T GET LISTENED TO. I SAID NO FAKE ACCOUNTS!!! BY FAKE A MEAN 6 DIFFFRENT PEOPLE, ALL LEVEL 9, ALL AGE 37, ALL HAVE FAMILY BUT NO FRIENDS, ONE PIC, AND HAVE ONLY BEEN ON CT SINCE THE 15 THROUGH THE 19. SOUND FAMILIAR?!?!? I DUNNO BUT I THOUGHT THAT WAS AN EASY THING TO AVOID, JUST GETTING YOUR FRIENDS TO BOMB FOR YOU CAUSE THIS IS A FREINDLY COMP. I MEAN I KNOW I SAID CHEAT OVER THE LAST WEEK, BUT COME ON I WANT TO BE AT LEAST PAID ATTENTION WHEN I SET A NEW RULE. I SHOULD JUST END IT NOW CAUSE I'M PISSED. INSTEAD, I'M CHANGING THE DEAD LINE. MIDNIGHT, TONIGHT!!! NOT PACIFIC TIME, GOOD OLD EAST COAST TIME. I GOT ONE OTHER LITTLE THING THAT WILL PROLLY PISS BOTH SIDES OFF, BUT NO WORRIES. NOT GOING TO GIVE THE CONTEST TO THE DUDES, OR THE THE ONE WITH THE LEAST VOTES. JUST KNOW WHILE DRINKING AND DRUGGING TODAY, AND DID I MENTION I HAVE SLIGHT ANGER ISSUES??? REMEMBER THE EAR? I GOT A BRAIN STORM, BRAIN STORM W

Goin On A Trip
I was asked to day if I wanted to go on a trip outwest. and I was thinkin hell yeah lol. so I am going to Banff albreta so I can learn how to snowboard, I am so hyped about it. it is going to be a bast! the only problem is the cash problem. so I donno what is going to happen yet. but I know I would like to go and I know that I deserve to go, I haven't been anywhere in years and I work so damn hard 7 days a week. but I'll have to wait to see, I have a month and 3 pays to save some money. so I'm going to see what I can do :D.

My Week And Weekend
Hello everyone.... I guess i should jump on here and say thing are going good just been really busy with life... I have been watching my friends kids from the age of 2 to 6 so it has been very busy over here...Well let see we went out Saturday night for the 1st time in mths Beau got off about 6:00pm so we went to the bar for a lil bet with Cassi and Christy Had a great time i think Cassi and i will go out for a lil bet on Wednesday night not sure yet....I hope this find everyone doing well.. I need to close this and go and wash my car and get things done around the house that need to get done...bye bye to everyone Hugs N Kisses Queen Jelly

Serenity And A Spirual Way Of Life
Life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. love deeply and and forgive quickly, take chances..give everything, and have NO regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy, you have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you got, and NEVER forget what you had. always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people change and things go wrong, but always remember... LIFE GOES ON!!.........

My Exciting Weekend
What happened this weekend was not what I had expected to happen. Last week I started having major, debilitating stomach pains in the middle of the night. I felt like I was dying when I would go through this. Finally Saturday night/Sunday morning, while having my 4th "episode" Keith, my loving fiancee left work around 4:00 a.m. to come home and take me to the hopsital. I was in the ER for about 3 hours before finding out that I had gall stones and my gall bladder needed to be removed. A surgeon was called, who was on call at 3 hospitals that day. He finally got to me around 5:00 p.m. and went to schedule my surgery. Around 9:00 p.m. I was taken up to pre-op and around 10:00 p.m. taken into surgery. I remember the med going into my IV making my hand feel like it was on fire then nothing. A short while later I remember waking up not being able to breathe at all and trying to rip the oxygen mask off my face. I was having a panic attack prior to surgery. Finally I woke up bawling my

Ancient Jewelry
Jewelry is a broad term that describes any ornamental adornment on the body. It includes toe rings to tiaras and everything in between. Jewelry has been used in every culture throughout history and in many different ways. While in our culture today jewelry serves mostly an aesthetic purpose, jewelry can serve other functions as well. Jewelry is used to represent social or official rank, age, marital status, and tribal affinity. In addition, jewelry serves as emblems of religious, social, and political affiliation. In fact, one of the very first uses of jewelry was to show religious affiliation. The following are the main cultures that began the use of religious jewelry and the common symbols and uses of their jewelry. Egyptian Religious Jewelry Religious jewelry in Ancient Egypt was very symbolic. Some common symbols in Ancient Egyptian religious jewelry include the scarab (beetle), lotus, serpent, falcon, and the eye. The scarab is a symbol for good luck and resurrection while the "