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Simpsons Season 10 Dvd Release
Here's the news that all the other simpsons fans including me will love. season 10 of the simpsons has a release date finaly! its will be released on August 7. some of the specs and extras have been announced. the 4-disc set, which contains 23 episodes from season 10 will sell for the suggested price of $49.98 US, or $69.98 CAN. Just Some of the specs are Commentary on most all the episodes and of coruse delete sences,a word from Matt Groening,Animatics,And many many more. well i hope this help some of us survie till the release.. Matthew ps if you want to know more please visit http://tvshowsondvd.com/newsitem.cfm?NewsID=7284 Also thank you tvshowsondvd for providing this information.:) I love that you provide us hard core tv show collectors with the info we so what and need. THANKS

5 Things Never To Say On A First Date
We all know that first dates are the ultimate relationship chess match. Men and women take their turns making verbal moves -- with the hopes that nobody's going to get rooked. But the truth is that first dates, very often, can be pretty far from the truth, with men and women acting as spinmeisters who do what they can to put their best faces (and personalities) forward. The stats certainly tell us that many people lie on first dates (35 percent of men say they lie about their income, and 35 percent of men also say they lie about their willingness to commit). But if the goal is to determine whether the two of you may be a good match, then part of the process is not just detecting the lies, but also knowing the best things to say-and avoiding the worst. Do that and you'll be well on your way to being the kind of person who will engage, interest, and intrigue your across-the-table mate. Say This: What do you do for fun? Not That: What's your job like? Standard quest

I Bet You Didn't Know This!!
Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca- cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910. The youngest pope was 11 years old. Each King in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history: Spades_King David, Hearts-Charlemagne, Clubs-Alexander the Great. Diamond-Julius Caesar. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. If the horse has four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes. "I am." is the shortest complete sentence in the English language. What do bulletproof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers, and laser printer all have in common? All invented by Women. What is the onl

Personality Dis Orders
DisorderRatingParanoid:LowSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:LowAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:LowNarcissistic:LowAvoidant:LowDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:Low-- Personality Disorder Test ---- Personality Disorder Information --

Just Thinking Out Loud
"look girls dont like nice guys because they are easy to get and reliable. Women want a challenge. They have the relentless urge to try and find an asshole that they can change. I hate to say it, but your just too nice to get a woman. You have to be a little bit of an asshole so they will show some interest in you. Thats how I got my wife" My best friend sat me down to tell me the above statement last week at our weekly wing night. It sparked an argument that lasted well over an hour as he fought to convince me I need to be less nice towards women. Could he be right? The more I think about it, the more often I see the assholes with the girls while i spend every week alone. At the club tonight, I sat there and watched a G homie grab and grope and stroke every women that walked by him...Funny thing is that not one single woman even took the time to turn around and give him a dirty look...let alone slap his dumb ass....Then another woman was dancing with a group of friends..

I Am A Giant Klutz
I’m sure some of you will be laughing at me but I’ve resigned myself to that, lol. So anyway, last Thursday I got home from USD and was pretty wiped out and I decided to take a little nap before work. Stupid me forgot to set an alarm and I woke up to discover I only had 15 minutes to get to work on time (and I hate being late, it’s a pet peeve of mine). I’m literally running around the apartment trying to get dressed, put my hair up, not trample Jersey, and find the stupid visor thingy I have to wear. I had left my backpack on the living room floor because when I raced in there to hunt for my visor, I tripped over it. Total comedy movie type of trip, I went flying. And I landed on the oh-so-soft coffee table. I hit the thing so hard I broke one of it’s legs off and I was lying on the floor in incredible pain and completely winded. Needless to say, I just called in sick. But an hour later I was still in a lot of pain and I had some seriously nasty-looking bruising on the left side of

Dear Dogs & Cats
Dear Dogs and Cats, When I say to move, it means go someplace else, not switch positions with each other so there are still two of you in the way. The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the objective. Tripping me doesn't help, because I fall faster than you can run I cannot buy anything bigger than a king size bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue to sleep on the couch to ensure your comfort. Look at videos of dogs and cats sleeping - they can actually curl up in a ball! It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that stick

The Heavenly Cat
Once upon a time, there was a cat who died. When she got to heaven, God asked her how she liked being on earth. She told the Lord that it was awful, she had to sleep in cold back alleys where there was no food and life was hard. God told her that he was sorry it had had turned out that way but here, in heaven, she would be happy and He would give her the most comfortable, warm pillow to sleep on. The cat laid down upon the pillow and was happy. A few days later, about a dozen mice that came to heaven together and God asked them how they had liked earth. Earth was no better for them than it was the cat. They explained to God that it was tough and exhausting and their feet were worn out from always running from cats and dogs and people. God felt bad for the mice and decided to give them rollerskates. One day God sees the cat again and asked her how she was liking heaven. She explained that it was absolutely wonderful. The pillow he gave her was the most comfortable place that sh

Christy Moffet And Her Vacancy Sign.
nasty nasty whore... go die... your an ex- wife for a reason... its not my fault you were married 2 times and divorced 2 times for the same reasons... you would still be married if it wasnt for your nasty fucking vag... i mean you really should douche... it took me over 3 hours to clean my furniture after your nasty ass sat on it for like 3 minutes... see a fucking doctor... i think that you have some vagina flesh eating disease... oh yeah and to your fuck off and die comment... ill fuck your ex... and enjoy what you could of still had you ignorant whore. lol and im already dead... so yeah... have fun watching my SG vids.

**projekt Revolution Pre-sale Tix**
Projekt Revolution Presale Tickets for Projekt Revolution 2007 go on sale nationwide on May 19th, but LP Underground members will have exclusive access to presale tickets for this tour on May 16th! With Projekt Revolution kicking off in July, one of the biggest benefit an LP Underground member will have is the exclusive access for presale and meet & greet opportunities (subject to availability). All membership types will have this benefit. Online only membership is $12 US and an LPU 6 Pass with a membership package is $20 US (plus shipping and handling). For more information or to join, go to LPUnderground.com now! Be sure to purchase your membership before May 16 to take part in this exclusive LPU member only presale to see Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance, Placebo and more LIVE this summer on Projekt Revolution! LPU 6 Pass Benefits Include: LPU CD with new Linkin Park Studio and Live Tracks Mobile Benefits including LPU Ringtone, Wallpaper, Contests and Text Alerts LP

Surrender
Upon the solitary gallows I'll make my stand This last act of defiance with a noose in my hand There'll be no tears Gone is the passion, honesty and hope I'll chase away the lies with the snap of a rope Call it what you will Call it a fool's blunder I only know one thing in this moment, I shall.... Surrender She thinks I don't know But I saw her with my eyes On this day, I came home early and betrayal was my surprise I let the flowers fall from my hand they hit the floor He pounds her again and again and she keeps screaming for more I can still hear them The lust burning in my ears I've never tasted her fire never in 15 years Her explosion is coming as he drives her passionate thunder her body soaked in desire the only choice is..... Surrender I guess they'll find me later I'm sure they'll cut me down pour me in a 6 foot hole and go back for another round You could say I had options for there are a thousands parts to play but my

A Little About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: gina hall (formally degeorge) Birthday: august 24, 1979 Birthplace: morehead city, north carolina Current Location: tabor city, north carolina Eye Color: blue Hair Color: brown Height: 5'5 Right Handed or Left Handed: left handed Your Heritage: The Shoes You Wore Today: nikes Your Weakness: trusting to much Your Fears: losing my loved ones Your Perfect Pizza: there is no perfect pizza Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: finish college Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: asl Thoughts First Waking Up: my kids Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes Your Bedtime: when ever Your Most Missed Memory: growning up on the farm Pepsi or Coke: pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: macd Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: liptom Chocolate or Vanilla: neither Cappuccino or Coffee: neither Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: yes Do you Sing: yes Do you Shower Daily: yes

Sorry I Have Not Been On Too Much Lately
SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON TOO MUCH HERE LATELY. I AM GOING THRU SOME TERRIBLE THINGS RITE NOW. FIRST MY UNCLE PASSES AWAY. THEN ME AND MY ONE SISTER GET INTO IT. NOW I HAVE TWO OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS ACCUSING MY FIANCE OF GOING THRU MY AUNTS CABINETS AT HER HOUSE AFTER THE FUNERAL. I WAS LIKE OMG WHAT. I WAS THERE IN THE KITCHEN THE WHOLE TIME. EXCEPT FOR THE BATHROOM. WHEN WE TOOK PICS HE WAS OUTSIDE WITH US. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THEY WOULD START THIS AGAIN. THATS WHY I LEFT OHIO YEARS AGO. I JUST CANT BELIEVE THAT THEY STOOD THERE THAT WHOLE TIME AND WATCHED HIM SUPPOSEDLY DO THIS AND NEVER SAY ANYTHING UNTIL SATURDAY. THEY LET 2 DAYS GO BY. I MEAN COME ON. IF I SAW SOMEONE DOING SOMETHING WRONG I WOULD OF TOLD SOMEONE RIGHT THEN AND THERE. THEY COULD OF PULLED ME ASIDE AND TOLD ME. OR ATLEAST CALLED ME. BUT NO THEY TELL MY SISTER TO TELL AND ASK ME. SO I TOLD HER TO TELL ME WHO SAID IT AND SHE WONT. SO I AM DONE WITH THAT SIDE OF THE FAMILY. SORRY TO SAY BUT I DONT BELIEVE IN STARTING DRA

Finality
...and the dragon wept. We are the Ancient One, the Unnameable, the Myth. We are none to all, and all to many. We are brave, but afraid. Loving, but unloved. A child of none and a father to many. We put our face on every day in anticipation of love and happiness and family. The very things that we have wanted and needed all our life...and what a long life we have endured. If the world only knew that they harbored such a ghastly creature such as us. We lurk in the shadows, greeting the night with an open embrace. We long for the sweet rapture of darkness; allowing it to clothe us in full emptiness.....

Hotness Poll
Ok...who thinks I'm hot and wouldn't mind being with me? This is to settle a bet with Mike, since he says he can find 30 people from all the sites I'm a member of that want me, etc. HELP ME PROVE HIM WRONG! Hint: Mike is looking for 30 people total who think I'm hot, NOT me.

I Will Not
I WONT LAY DOWN AND DIE Category: Life Ive just been to the hospital again and guess what? yep you got it no fucking answers,more there is nothing we can do this time i got told to stop looking for answers. WELL FUCK NOOOOOOO i wont stop, i wont lay down and die, i will not except that there is nothing that can be done and i will not give in. To except there is nothing they can do is to LAY DOWN AND DIE this i can not WILL NOT do there has to be A FUCKING ANSWER. I've been getting worse for over ten years and im still getting worse the pain is now starting to spread through out my body WHY? My head aches are getting worse WHY? My speech is getting more and more slurred and words are some times difficult to remember WHY? My balance is now very bad WHY? When my head gets bad or i get sever pain i also get bad tremors in my hands WHY? Some days all i want to do is sleep others i cant sleep WHY? WHY is the pain worse when it rains or the weather is bad? How co

Just Letting You Know What I Do
Since I work at a gay campground, I thought this was a fitting title for my blog. That and I do all of my web surfing at work. Let me tell you that it is very interesting being the only straight person at a gay camp. I get to look at all kinds of pretty boys, unfortunatly, none of them are looking at me.:( Oh, well. Life goes on. Memorial Day weekend is coming up and the place is almost booked up. That means more money for me. I am the office manager here. I don't get paid, but I really do like my job. Well, gotta scoot for now. Will continue my ranting soon. Peace.

Wooden Bowl
A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dr

Manowar To Headline Kaliakra Rock Fest In Bulgaria
www.magiccirclemusic.com Friday, May 18, 2007 MAGIC CIRCLE FESTIVAL website launched The official website for the Magic Circle Festival has been launched. Check it out at http://www.magiccirclefestival.com/ MANOWAR and other members of the MAGIC CIRCLE MUSIC roster will be joining forces for what fans hope will become an annual event. HOLYHELL, THE DAVID SHANKLE GROUP, MESSIAH'S KISS (the German/American/British metal act featuring RIOT singer Mike Tirelli), MAJESTY and GAMMA RAY have been confirmed with more artists being added to the impressive lineup each day as the festival nears. Make plans now to join the global Army Of Immortals on July 7, 2007 in the heart of Germany, Bad Arlosen for what is certain to be a once in-a-lifetime event.Make plans now to join the global Army Of Immortals on July 7, 2007 in the heart of Germany, Bad Arlosen for what is certain to be a once in-a-lifetime event. http://www.magiccirclefestival.com/ MANOWAR To Head

Maddie At Fa Cup Final
Millions To See Madeleine FA Cup Video A video of missing Madeleine McCann will be broadcast during today's FA Cup Final to an estimated worldwide audience of half a billion people Madeleine's parents have repeated their firm belief that their daughter will be found. The website set up to help trace the four year-old has now received 75 million hits. The two-minute video features images of the missing four-year-old set to the soundtrack of the Simple Minds hit Don't You Forget About Me. Players from both Manchester United and Chelsea have already made televised appeals for help. Last night Kate and Gerry McCann attended an evening church service in Praia da Luz. They stood together holding candles as they prayed for their daughter's return. Mr and Mrs McCann were given the lights by girls from the village of Praia Da Luz, Portugal, where Madeleine was snatched more than two weeks ago. Accompanied by friends and family, they stood quietly in the Church of

John Chapman Aka Shadow Hawk
well i'd like to warn all you woman out there about a man named john chapman he is nothing but a player and a man who uses women for his amusement and fun.and when you are no longer any use for him or you start to bore him he tosses you aside like a piece of trash.how i know this because i was with him for almost two years and i wish i would of left him alot sooner than that. if he tells you he is a bounty hunter he is not one at all he got put in jail in april of 06 for impersinating one and was in there for 6 months how i know this too because it was all over the news in johnstown,pa. and if you dont believe me go look on the tribune democrat website its the paper from johnstown,pa and search the name john chapman and you will find the article on him getting arrested for impersonating one. he is menatally and emotionally disturbed and needs some serious mental help so i advise you not invovle yourself with him.if he tells you something about me which i am sure he is trying to ruin m

L.d.c Family Members Part 1 Of 3
* Lestats Dark Covenant *@ CherryTAPHey to all members of Lestats Dark CovenantFamily, We finally have a page on Cherry Tap,click the link to the left to be directed to thelink, rate it, comment it, and send them a friendrequest (Don't Have to be Family member to sendfriend request!!)If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you.....This is not just a family its a haven as well.For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand.Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that....I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one...This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect....This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them...Please stop by to check us out...If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what mus

You Can Help
Hello my friend! PLEASE don't let the American Pit Bull Terrier become EXTINCT! YOU CAN HELP by taking just a few minutes of your time to /www.petitiononline.com/usanimal/petition.html">sign a petition to The U.S. Congress to Protect Property Rights In Animals. Thank you so much for your help! to view a really good page on this please add a very dedicated person http://www.cherrytap.com/user/889085 The Great American Pit Bull Terrier~PLEASE HELP STOP THE ABUSE! thanks for taking the time to read.

A Poetic Stranger
She was a stranger no doubt she was different from the crowd Soft spoken yet not afraid to holler out loud Not knowing much about me passed my many words and verses Unfixated on my many flaws just focused on the purpose Of why we met, the reason for this hour...this minute I was taken, drifted, writing love poetry again My wordplay was sentimental, gentle and vibrant Like a mid-morning eclipse and almost as timeless She could quote my every verse as thought she wrote it herself And seemed to know the very realm inside my heart in which it's kept I was felt and for the moment saw her as my missing link As we were captured in the scripts of life entangled in our ink We shared our views as we would write depicting life and how we feel We wrote of loving one another and pretended it was real Over sweet tea and candlelights in Calloway we dreamed Amidst a cedar brown balcony we overlooked the breeze Overlooking the crowd of those that shunned

Kate And Gerry Mccann - Full Interview
'We'll Never Stop Blaming Ourselves' Updated: 18:17, Friday May 25, 2007 Gerry and Kate McCann, the parents of missing Madeleine, have spoken to Sky News' Ian Woods about the night she was taken and the support they have received three weeks after she was snatched in Portugal. Here is the full transcript of the interviewIAN WOODS (IW): Gerry and Kate thanks very much for talking to us. I'd like to begin by taking you back to the events of May 3 on that evening. Tell us how you discovered how Madeleine had gone. KATE McCANN (KM): As I think people are aware, we were checking regularly on the children and it was during one of my checks that I discovered she had gone. I can't really go into any details about that. I'm sure any parent will realise how that felt. IW: Did the panic set in immediately? KM: Yeah (whisper), very much. IW: This is a resort that offers childcare facilities, babysitting facilities. Why then, were the three young children left alone at the apartmen

To All The Mom's
Before I was a Mom Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of

I Love Being A Taurus
I LOVE BEING A TAURUS Aggressive Freak in bed Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes to give a good fight for what they want Extremely outgoing Sexy as fuck Very popular Outstanding kisser Very funny Awesome personality Hot as hell Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind Not one to mess with Now, Not all of us can be Taurus' So Don't Hate... Appreciate !! :) ~~Spanky~~

Us Oil Crisis Explained Lol
A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical. ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ ALASKA ~~~ California ~~~ Coastal Florida ~~~ Coastal Louisiana ~~~ Kansas ~?~ Oklahoma ~~~ Pennsylvania and Texas ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS are located in Washington, DC !!! ? Any Questions ???

Very Educating, I Am Glad Things Have Changed....
VERY EDUCATING - GLAD THINGS HAVE CHANGED Interesting. The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s: These are interesting... Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no

Sin
I sat on the front porch, under the darkening clouds. Feet planted firmly on the wooden slats, digging my heels in. Thunder rumbles overhead and the heavens open. Heavy tears fall, washing over my sins. Greed, Pride, Lust, Envy and Wrath...wash away into murky black puddles. For I am the Devil's Succubus, Satan's whore, and Lucifer's concubine. I am the face of an adultress and a mistress, seducing your men from your beds without guilty or shame. The rains fall, pour, drench me to my soul....but they could not wash away sin as filthy as mine.

Adult (?) Survey
You: What color eyes? Hair? How tall? How old? What city do you live in? Male/Female? The Private You? How many people have you had sex with this year? How many of those people were one night stands? How many serious relationships have you had? What is your favorite position? Have you ever slept with more than one person at a time? Him / Her Eyes? Height? Weight? Body structure? Tall / short? Personality? Age? Misc. What is the first question you ask before having sex with someone? Have you ever considered or had a sex buddy with no relationship? If yes, how many? Have you ever not been in love with someone you had sex with? Top or bottom? Have you ever considered being with some of the same sex? What are 2 turn on's? What are 2 turn off's? Why did you feel it necessary to fill out this survey and post it for everyone to see? Who i

For No Reason At All!
I wanted to write a blog because I'm bored and have nothing better to do, now that my son is in bed sleeping. Sometimes I wonder who came up with Blog? What is its meaning? Is it in a dictionary? (It's not in mine.. I looked) Were blogs really meant for us to share our bored ramblings? What is the purpose of a blog? Is it suppose to be whatever we make it. I usually use blogs to vent, release some frustration, share poems, share events in my life, or whatever I want to put into them. Well I guess that about sums up my rambling about a blog. If anyone can share some life onto this, it would be appreciated. Although it doesn't really seem that important.. I believe as long as you keep learning it keeps your brain sharp.

Fresh Meat!!! Lol Got A Buddy Who Just Joined Ct
Greetings All, My Friend for a number of years has just joined the Tap. Can Ya'll spare a little Cherry Luv and welcome him? I would be most appreciative. Thank Ya'll In advance, Eugene

♥¸¸·¨`·»collars«·´¨·¸¸♥
♥¸¸·¨`·»Collars«·´¨·¸¸♥ Collaring is the term commonly used by those in the D/s community to describe a relationship between a Dominant and a submissive. ALL collars demand respect from both Dominants and submissives in the community, B/both T/those IN the relationship.. and T/those outside of it. A collar is not given lightly, nor should it be. The collar, ANY collar, means that the submissive is off-limits and no longer available to serve others except under the direction of her/his dominant. Any dominant who pursues a collared submissive will risk serious damage to his/her reputation. It is an extreme breach of protocol.

Remembering 9/11/01
On Tuesday September 11th,2001. After most people went to work at the WTC. A group of men from a far away land, Hijacked 4 large U.S aircraft, their objective to put all U.S citizens in fear. They first attacked Towers 1 and 2 of the WTC, then 1 to the Pentagon, Their final objective was the US capital building. The passengers of US flight 93 stopped their final reign of terror by retaken over that plane. It crashed in a field in Pa. The world was in shock. 343 FDNY firefighters lost their lives trying to save others. I am a West Virginia Vol. firefighter, and am a NREMT-B, The ambulance company I worked for at the time was called and placed on alert to go to New York. I was one of 10 people that would have one from the community I live in. My prayers still go out to the families that lost somebody that horrific day. Please never forget 9/11/2001.

What Kind Of Soul Are You?
You Are a Prophet Soul You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

I Lost One Of My Best Friends
my best friend of two years going on three. died over the weekend in iraq. He made the ultimate sacrifice for this country that we call home. He will be truely missed by me and our good friends. Thank u jared for doing what u did . We love you .. Jared you are truely missed .. thanks for ur ultimate sacrifice... R.I.P Spc. William J. Crouch

I Crave It Now
All my dreams locked up My body aches My heart desires My mind wants I need it now Like I've ever needed anything before I crave it now My body arches with anticipation But I don't get it Makes me want it all the more Teases me, Tempts me Toutures me until I give in I crave it now I want to feel I want to touch I want it now I need it so much I crave it now His hair shines His eyes sudictive His body so bold So inticing,So desireable I crave it now I need it now He'll give it to me He wants me to ask He teases me with a touch With a kiss that's so delisious I don't think he knows what he's doing The way he holds me I think he does... I crave it now I push him down I want to make him need me I want to make him want me more than he already does I crave it now Keeping him down And playing with him I want to make him moan and scream I want to make him want it more than me I crave it now I want to have him I want to play with him

Yay! My Kitty Came Home.
Four days ago our cat Star Rocky Marshmellow ran outside. We thought he was gone for good but last night he came home! I am soo happy. He is the kitty in the picture sleeping with me and I would get depressed whenever I saw it. I wa about to delete it it was so bad but then he turned up! And just in time for Minxy to not be in heat anymore! So everything worked out for the best! :D That's about it. I just wanted to share that Rocco came home.

Oil Prices
I just heard on the radio this morning that a cyclone is expected to dump a bunch of rain and high winds into the Arab countries where it is feared to disrupt the transfer oil products through the shipping lanes there and create a SPIKE in prices for the price of gasoline. Does this sound like the work of some spin doctor with an oil company so that they have a REASON for their next unexplainable SPIKE in prices here at the gas pumps. For the last week here locally the price of gas has been dropping for at a rate from a penny to 2 cents a day. I have been expecting a sudden increase in the price of gas for no reason just like the Thursday before Memorial Day where the price of gas jumped from $3.18 a gallon to $3.45 a gallon in seconds. Storms happen in oil shipping lanes and oil production areas all the time and has never been the cause of price increases before (except for Katrina). Does this sound fishy to you to be announced on the radio as a "possible" reason for the

Downraters!
why in the fuck does ct let these people on here? i just got a 2 from some 18 year old little shit from casper wyoming his profile name is kirk012000 this is bullshit and needs to stop! i realize that i am not the best looking guy out therer but im for damn sure not a 2!!

What Would You Do???
OK LETS SAY U WERE KINDA SEEING SOMEONE OFF AND ON FOR 4 MONTHS AND THEN THEY FINALLY TOLD YOU SOMETHING THAT U KINDA KNEW WAS TRUE BUT WAS HOPING IT WASN'T? WHAT IF U FOUND OUT ANY KIND OF RELATIONSHIP U HAD WITH THIS PERSON WAS BUILT ON A LIE? WHAT WOULD U DO???

Its Not Just News, It Is The Only News.
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Femdom Play Party
Friday 6/8/07 I spent my day on the phone and then trying to take a nap as I didn’t get much sleep the night before. I had intended to die my hair to cover my grey, but I needed the nap more, so I tried, but the phone kept disturbing me. Then when I decided that it was time to start getting ready to go to the FemDom play party at the Citadel, I had to go to the store. When I get home, I put the stuff away, eat, shave, and brushed my teeth and shower. It started at 7pm I didn’t leave here until 9pm. After I got paid and signed in, I walked inside, right past a naked male sub. I said to myself, “Don’t let it bother You” and I was ok. I walked around looking and I spoke to a few people, then about the time I was really getting bored and thinking that I had wasted my time and money, they had what they called a whipping circle. It was more like a whipping line since we didn’t have the room for a circle. The subs lined up in two rows facing each other and the Dommes lined up behind us

A Sad Morning
We woke up this morning and Stretcher, the baby bunny, had died during the night. He was doing so well last night too, I had him on the living room floor and he was crawling around and eating really well. But, this morning, he was stiff as could be when I tried to get him out of his box to eat. The boys are having a rough time - and don't quite understand - however, I had told them repeatedly that he might die, so I think that helped a bit. My oldest and I are having the worst time of it because we're so emotional...and my boys have never been able to have a pet before, so this death experience of something they've taken care of is so new to them - they just don't know how to handle it.

Damn It
damn it, i hate it when people yank me around. just got a message from a guy i was interested it, but got angry at me for a mistake. i haven't heard from him in a while, so i decided to pick up and kep going with life. what else was i to do, last thing he said to me was that he hated me and didn't want to hear from me. so, i get this message (obvioiusly someone's gossiped to him) where he's beratting me for my choices. i feel jerked around. plain and simple and it sucks like hell. *sigh* i've made my choices, no regrets and i'm happy. damn it. i hate the drama.

Lesson Of The Day
A good man once prayed with me held my hand spoke the words, sincere that i may forgive those who've done me wrong The anger for some fell And he wiped them gently from my face dried them from my eyes Forgive and forget, he said i can do one but never the other

Kid Rock Ft. Sheryl Crow -- Picture
Picture(feat. Sherly Crow) Livin' my life in a slow hell Different girl every night at the hotel I ain't seen the sun shine in 3 damn days Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky Wish I had a good girl to miss me Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways I put your picture away Sat down and cried today I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to her I put your picture away, sat down and cried today I can't look at you, while I'm lyin next to her I called you last night in the hotel Everyone knows but they wont tell But their half hearted smiles tell me Somethin' just ain't right I been waitin' on you for a long time Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I saw ya yesterd

A Big Thanks To Everyone **hugs**
I WOULD LIKE TO THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO RATED AND COMMENTED MY TATTOO IN THE BEST BACK TATTOO ... I APPERICAT ALL OF YOU HELP AND SUPPORT THAT YOU ALL SHOWN .... AND ALSO WANTED TO SAY THANKS TO ALL OF MY NEW FRIENDS ... YOU ALL DID A GREAT JOB OF PROVING REDHAWK RIGHT ;) ... LOL THANKS AGAIN ... *HUGS* Stunning@ CherryTAP

How Close Is Too Close?
This past Saturday I was on my way to my cousin's graduation party. Going through an intersection in which I had a green light I noticed at the last minute that an SUV coming at me from my left was not going to stop. I was going about 40 mph, they were doing at least 55. I slammed on my brakes squealing to a stop and we barely missed colliding. A little bit ago I was reading a bulletin about praying for someone that had been in an accident and I saw pictures there that were very similar to what almost happened to me. Then reading what happened to him made me realize how lucky I was to have seen this person when I did, another second would have meant an extended stay at the hospital for me. In conclusion, I want everyone with whom I chat to know how special they are to be talking to me right now. I want you all to linger on every word I type, cherish them, treasure them, send me lots of money, and while you're at it… kiss my butt too. :P

Winter Magic
The snow begins to fall Their flakes unique as time Slowly floating to the earth To begin their minuscule existence Late at night When the moon is full Making my way quietly down the stairs The door creaks lightly as I turn the knob What draws me out this late What calls my name tonight? A passion that I need to follow Perhaps a dream I need to find. The snow crunches under my feet As I walk to the open field Vacant and deserted The moon glimmers brightly On the sea of white Standing alone my coat pulled tightly around me I slowly look upwards The snow gently caressing my face Tiny frozen bites as each flake kisses my cheeks and nose Before quickly melting and vanishing away Closing my eyes Letting my heart wander To a place of serenity Suddenly the sound Of each tiny flake hitting the ground Takes over my senses Is it me? Does anyone else hear this? The sound of the snow as it hits the earth So peaceful and serene Turning I see h

Sex
sex Current mood: amused ahhhh the favorite subject of all man women and everyone else in the planet.....SEX..... Relatively we all talk bout it in forms and ways that we hide the reality in it.... Its funny cause most of us usually avoid the topic then not realizing that thats all we can only think about.. Our minds are preterve in senses that we can only respond to it as damn thats good or you fucking pervert... Its funny cause most of the time we end up talking bout it no matter what Sex is a beautiful thing, it was meant to be. But as we progress in todays society, we got the wrong misconception of what sex is... Sex was not meant as a sport, where we can just jump into bed with anyone becasue he or she is hot.. Sex is not a drug people and we tend to have that affect where we can't have enough. Sex was intended to reproduce and share the love for one another. But am i to judge. I have done this too and im one in the million stats that could and should say Sex i

He Must Be In Love Or Stupid
I know this guy. He's a really good friend of mine. In fact we use to date. We parted on good terms because of the distance. But anyway...I wrote a mumm about this same subject. He's dating this woman. He told me that they argue almost all the time. When it's good it's good...but when it's bad...it's terrible. One day they were arguing about something. She just stepped up to him and punched him in the face...When he saw that his nose was bleeding he said he went crazy and started attacking her. She called the police and he was arrested. Now he's out of jail, but now there's a case pending. They're still living together. He thinks she was wrong and he wasn't. "CRAZY SHIT" But there's more. He walks in on her messagig men on singlesnet.com "where they met" She claims that it's just for fun. But he doesn't like it. They argue about it, but in the end..he's like a little love sick pupy who gives in. Recently he told me that all of a sudden she was habing money in her pocket, a new ban

Grieviance Complaint
please block the offensive users. please see our tos. http://cherrytap.com/tos.php Member Disputes. You are solely responsible for your interactions with other CherryTAP.com Members. CherryTAP.com, Inc. reserves the right, but has no obligation, to monitor disputes between you and other Members. On 6/12/2007, i_come_in_peace@cherrytap.com wrote: >To Remove all my Blogs by 7 am cst.or else.An Alo my Friends Blogs as well.This Jerk another.Here is an incert of our conversations,Now he says I need to Delete all my Blogs by 7am cst.All L.R.L. are >Required to Remove me this White Wolf Running from their Friends Family >list an Block his Ass. ASAP.Direct OrderThe Piss Ant Insulted me by calling me a Weasel.It is not over until I see all blogs gone 7 am CST is your deadline.On 6/12/2007, i_come_in_peace@cherrytap.com wrote:>Not >a Spade I have been a Great Awesome Person all my Life Very Kind.I do >not take Kindly to Insults this Situation is Over.Finished so go away.>>On 6/12

Wanna Help The Hungry, But Don't Want To Do Much?
www.spreadthesharing.com For every story you share, Shedd's spread country crock will donate a meal to American's second harvest!! You don't even have to get off your butt to help the hungry. Just share a way that you've shared with someone else! A meal gets donated in your name. Simple! Thanks for helping spread the word, for those of you who will repost this. ~Karoline~

Light Years Away
It's almost like you had it planned It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said "Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time" And what was I supposed to do? I was stuck in between you and a hard place We won't talk about the hard place It's how you wanted it to be It's like you played a joke on me And I lost a friend In the end And I think that I cried for days But now that seems light years away And I'm never going back To who I was Cause I don't blame you anymore That's too much pain to store It left me half dead Inside my head And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be When I lost my mind It saved my life I think that I cried for days But now that seems light years away And I'm never going back To who I was

Blacks Dont Read!!!????!!! Calm Down!
For those of you who heard it, this is the article Dee Lee was reading this morning on a New York radio station. For those of you who didn't hear it, this is very deep and true! BLACKS DON'T READ. This is a heavy piece and a Caucasian wrote it. THEY ARE STILL OUR SLAVES we can continue to reap profits from the Blacks without the effort of physical slavery. Look at the current methods of containment that they use on themselves: IGNORANCE, GREED, and SELFISHNESS. Their IGNORANCE is the primary weapon of containment. A great man once said, "The best way to hide something from Black people is to put it in a book." We now live in the Information Age. They have gained the opportunity to read any book on any subject through the efforts of their fight for freedom, yet they refuse to read. There are numerous books readily available at Borders, Barnes & Noble, and Amazon.com, not to mention their own Black Bookstores

The Bar
He sees her walk in. Notices her right away. Not tall, long curly dark hair. Big dark eyes. Thick lips colored a deep red. Wearing a pair of tight jeans that hugged her big round luscious bottom which caused a stirring in his jeans. Black top short leather black jacket. When she walked by him her perfume intoxicated more then the alcohol he was drinking. She sat at the end of the bar and ordered some kind of green drink in a martini glass. He called the bartender over and told him the next drink for the lady at the end of the bar is from him. The bartender walked over to her and gave her the message. she downed her drink and wrote him a note and sent it back to the bartender. the note was asking him to come over and join her. He smiled tucked the note in his pocket. Downed the rest of his drink and went over to her. She smiled what an wicked smile he thought. which he loved. He sat next to her ordered a drink and they started talking. Drinks were flowing. The

Hello
Well hello, my name is Sherri and I am new to this so plz be patient lol. It seems to be a intersting site and so glad some of my friends from yahoo invited me for a beer. To all my new friends hello and nice to meet ya's. So heres a beer for you all pull up a chair lets have a shot lol.. hugzzzz and as always angel on ya shoulders.

Things Are Not Always What They Seem!
Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, "Things aren't always what they seem." The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field. The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him, sh

Secret Inside
Ever look so far deep inside yourself, you find a secret that was hidden, waiting to come out?!? What does one do with that secret, that growing gem? It wants to thrive and blossom, and has awakened the knowledge inside. I am a slave. I was born to serve, and only in pleasing my master, will I be truly happy.

If I Die......
If I died, would you cry? If I left, would you follow? If all I said was 'Bye!', would you wonder 'Why? If you haven't heard from me for a month, would try to call me? If you never saw me again, what would you do? Would you try and find me, or would you forget about me? Would you even try to save me? If you could say one thing to me before something bad happened to me, what would it be? Would try to keep me to stay, or would you let me go? Do you love me, or do you hate me? Do you want me, or do you want to leave me? Do you love me, or do you love another? If I died today, What would you do? Would you live without me around, or would you want me back? If I died tomorrow, would you tell me that you love me, or would you say 'Screw you!'? If I died next week, how will you feel? If my voice was the last thing you heard of me, how would you act? If you truly love, say so. If not, then I guess this is the end!

Represent Your Side
ok i dont know how to do all the pretty graphics but im starting a contest..its north vs south vs east vs west....i need 1 person from each side..so thats a total of 4 ppl... the gift will be a big pimpin gift of your choice (maybe the mansion if i have enough but no promises) contest starts as soon as i get my 4 ppl.. it will run for 1 week from the start date.. also when inquiring pls let me know what side you are representing..thanks rules are 1.you must have a salute to enter. 2.no body thats is new may bomb your contest or you will be deleted 3.you must live on the side you are representing and tell me what state 4.and you have to rate and fan the host

See If You Can Do This
WOW, This is so cool, see if you can do this? I couldn't. This is creepy! Think of a letter between A and W. Repeat it as you scroll down. Keep going . . . Don't stop . .. Think of an animal that begins with that letter. Repeat it as you scroll down. Think of either a man's/woman's name that begins with the last letter in the animals name Almost there........ Now count out the letters in that name on the fingers of the hand you are not using to scroll down. Take the hand you FIRST counted with and hold it out in front of you at face level . Look at your palm very closely and notice the lines in your hand. Do the lines take the form of the first letter in the persons name?! Of course not...... Now TAKE THAT H

Fallen Angel
she stepped of the bus out into the city streets just a small town girl see her whole life packed in a suitcase by her feet but some how the lights dont shine as bright as hay did on her mamas tv screen and the work seemed harder and the days seemed longer than she ever thought thayed be. but you know you got to stick to your guns couse sometimes when you cant choose it's like heads thay win tails you"re gonna lose. now she found her self in the fast lane liveing day to day truned her back on her best friends and watched her faimly slip a way just like a lost soul cought up in the hollywood scene all the partys an the limousines. such a good actress hideing all her pain trading her memories for fortune an fame just a step a way from the edge of a fall cought between heaven an hell wheres the girl i knew a year ago. win big mamas fallen angel lose big liveing out her lies wants it all mamas fallen angel lose it all rollin the dice of her life. too much too soon or just a little to late

Together
Death comes it circles down there you lay in your black gown didn't believe things you said a crimson pool behind your head kneeling by you i whisper your name i alone accept this blame abandoned by angels i scream in the gloom crucifying pain i'll join you soon a crimson river on the ground spreading slowly with no sound to your lips i place a rose with my death our love grows.

Six Flags
Ok, this weekend was fun, but I'm wore out! Saturday, my boyfriend, brother and sister-in-law, traveled a little over 2 hours to go to Arlington, TX to Six Flags over Texas...spent all day there, stayed the night in a hotel, then, got up Sunday morning and went to Hurricane Harbor (used to be Wet-N-Wild water park). Got a little sun burned......but, it was fun....the calves of my legs are killing me though! Think I'm getting too old for this stuff!!! ;)

Wedding Season Is Scary
lol just a few funny as hell wedding vid clips I had to share for all my friends who are "at that season". Especially my sweet Alysa and Brad!! And Joey and Marlene I loves you guys!! lol Never go to the little bakery for the cake! The flowers flowers- Spice it up- Make sure you wait until the reception to pop your viagra Save it all for the end and remember- it could always have gone worse ;) In the words of the wise- Now Lets boogaloo til we puke!

Poem
Running from Something that I can't see Need to save myself before I slip itno the darkness for eternity This evilness is after me It won't stop it's torment of me It's after my soul and my life I'm on the edge of the blade of the knife

Hehehe
Ok so I ran off in a trailer tonight to marry talldirtyblonde for a hand full of scooby snacks . . . the ceremony was quick and to the point since we had to get it done without longhair43302 finiding out I had stolen his woman while he slept. We are now hiding out in an undisclosed location in said trailer . . . please ignore the fact that it can be seen on my page . . . lol . . . really we are well hidden and the children are supplying the scooby snacks for us. Now, please in the spirit of our marriage of haste please go show my new wife some love and let her know that we will be ok . . . and that Jager and scooby snacks are on the way . . . hehehe talldirtyblonde@ CherryTAP *written for the utmost of fun purposes

Lightning Bugs
What is the deal with Lightning Bugs? I mean, here is this rather ordinary looking flying insect, but wait…it has a glow-in-the dark rear end! What was God thinking? I’m sure science has all kinds of explanations about how this fluorescent fanny is useful for mating and other stuff, but why did God choose to make the lightening bug glow? I wonder if when God was creating all the animals and creatures around us, he came up with the idea of the Lightening Bug and said, “The kids are going to love this.” We know that God loves us enough to create all the things we need to survive, but does God love us so much He created some things just to make us smile? Just seeing Lightning Bugs takes me back to those warm summer nights of my youth. My friends, siblings and I would be running around the neighborhood with our empty Mason jars, racing toward the flashing lights all around us. I can still feel the joy and hear the laughter echoing through my mem

Chris Benoit Text Messages
Just In: Chris Benoit Text Messages Released The WWE has released new details about the last hours of wrestler CHRIS BENOIT. WWE star Benoit, aka "The Canadian Crippler," was found dead in his home on Monday, along with his wife and young son. According to a timeline posted on the WWE Web site, Benoit was scheduled to appear at a live WWE event on Saturday night, but he canceled his appearance, saying that his wife and child were ill. Benoit was still slated to appear at a Sunday night pay-per-view event in Houston, but early Saturday morning, co-workers received a number of strange text messages from the wrestler. Benoit sent the following texts from his cell phone: 3:53 a.m. -- My physical address is 130 Green Meadow Lane, Fayetteville Georgia. 30215 3:53 a.m. -- The dogs are in the enclosed pool area. Garage side door is open He also sent three texts from his wife's cell phone: 3:54 a.m. -- My physical address is 130 Green Meadow Lane. Fayetteville Georg

A Perfectly Good Blue Mood
A Perfectly Good Blue Mood I was doin' fine till you walked up and tried to brighten my day Sittin at the bar with tears in my eyes drinkin' my blues away You turned on the charm and patted my arm and said it can't be that bad I looked at you said you don't have a clue 'cause I really want to be sad Girl you don't know what you're doin' please don't try to lighten my heart you don't realize you're about to ruin a perfectly good blue mood So I'll have another beer and sing somebody done wrong I'll try to get back to my tears don't think it'll take long You can go to hell bet you can do it well while I enjoy this Perfectly Good Blue Mood

Boredddddd
hiya, im boredddd and I feel like screaming I'm so effin' bored. I mean CherryTAP is fun, and it takes up my bordum...but ppl don't know how to comment back, when i actually read the profile they have and all that bull shit, but fuck it, i dont care. im bored if you read this tlk to mehhh

Serial Killa
Serial Killa Twiztid ft. Tech N9ne [Jamie Madrox] What is it about a serial killa that attracts you? And makes this music that you can sharpen an axe to Taking you back through a hallway to a black room No walls or ceilings, just doorways to pass through You choose, chainsaws are always nice But razorblades and knives are way more precise When it comes to cutting, this shit here is an art And we finish what we start, that's what separates us apart From other motherfuckers, not saying no names But them other motherfuckers (Ain't family) And they say I'm sick, too sick Well how sick do you get? When you see a chest without a butcher knife buried in it Wait a minute, give me an axe I wanna smash your ribcage in half For every time you laugh on our behalf Will you let me another chance to redefine? The mind of a serial killa [Chorus x2] Serial killa K I double L A Fruit looped out of my mind like Godzilla (Kill) Serial killa (Killa, Killa) Torture and destroy

Jus A Glimpse Into The Mind That Is Me.
Have u ever felt alone but know its by your own doing? Or wake up in the mornings and feel like everyday is sunday and a day of impending doom? You just wake up turn off the alarm *playing Greenday's Boulevard of Broken Dreams* by ur bed sit up look outside and think...all hells going to break loose today. Then u proceed to get up get coffee a cig and just stand outside to see the sunrise and then you think ...*what if i was someone eles, someplace eles, sometime other then the current?* Then reality hits and you realise u have so much to do and not enough time in the day. You walk back to ur room and get everything for a good shower. Whilest in the shower you again start thinking *The waters too hot or too cold and then it hits you how trivial this all is nd water is water* You get out dry off and get dressed half heartedly and then think *Why am i getting dressed what for...not like anyone important like the pope will be at my door* And you keep getting dressed. You take the time

New Thoughts
I sit in the bed and think about the path that my life has taken. And I wonder what could be different. I wish to change nothing from before. Just now. I wonder if there is a bigger plan for me. And if there is if there is more for me to accomplish before I die. I would like to think that this is true. But I often have my doubts as everyone does. Life is what we make it. And I have decided that my life is ready for a new turn. A new direction. A new path. One that is not often taken. A road not often forged. I will forge on and not fret for my new comfort is that God is and always has been with me. I was just to blind to see. I hope that this new passion for life. Is not just some random fad that will fade with time. I want to live again and truely live. -Heather Zielonski Teach Me How To Live, Teach Me How To Be Free, For Freedom Isn't Truley Free.

So Stuff
so i am sitting here alone in my apt. sick of cleaning"been doing it all day" and the internet is boring me. and the wife is away. its too late to go to a bar or anywhere else for the matter. so i am listening to itunes wondering what trouble hon is getting into. and wondering how i can make money to pay off my debts. its not gonna happen but its nice to think i will pay it off at some point. if only my job had predictable hours then i could get a second job but when they can tell you with only 24 hours notice that you have to work then that doesnt make it easy to schedule another job ....i just need a sugar momma or a rich old widow who in exchange of me cleaning out her cobwebs will leave me everything. ah the american dream of something for nothing gotta love pipe dreams. well thats all for now

And The Results....
*** THE EVERYTHING TEST *** There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) PERSONALITY You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about others than concerned about self, more atheist than religious, more dependent than loner, more lazy than workaholic, more traditional than rebel, more engineering mind than artistic mind, more idealist than cynical, more leader than follower, and more extroverted than introverted. As for specific personality traits, you are innovative (93%), adventurous (75%), slutty (65%), greedy (62%). STERE

You Can't Always Get What You Want
So, my roommate, the guy I thought was going to go to jail? He's seriously considering killing himself. I tried talking him out of it, but he's determined. He started the conversation out with, "Do you think you and Damian could pay for this place all by yourselves?" to which I replied, "No, and if you're going to off yourself, it's a stupid idea." He misses Lisa and his kid so much, but he needs to realize that she is gone and she took their kid with her. She turned her back one hundred percent on him, and even though he feels like he's got nothing to look forward to, he can learn from the things he liked and didn't like about that relationship and use that knowledge to make it perfect. He won't listen to me, though. I told him, this is the lowest point in your life. Do you know what that means? You will get better. You WILL get better. He just shakes his head and says, no, it's easier just to think about the things I did wrong. I hate it when people come to me w

The Serenity Of Despair
Meandering the darkness, comatose to the truth, this is the apex of loss, entombed in a memory of you, Corrosive lament, capturing my attention, the outcast of fools, the height of discention, is this what I searched for, the truth in the absence, the apparition of joy, the cold touch of your presence, This miasma of perplexion, the labrynth of control, without the abuse of your gaze, I can never be whole....

Todays Funny 7/5/07
MARK YOUR CALENDAR FOR NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!!! As you may already know, it is a sin for a Muslim male to see any woman other than his wife naked, and that he must commit suicide if he does. So next Saturday at 4 PM. Eastern Time all American women are asked to walk out of their house completely naked to help weed out any neighborhood terrorists. Circling your block for one hour is recommended for this anti-terrorist effort. All men are to position themselves in lawn chairs in front of their house to prove they are not Muslims, and to demonstrate they think it's okay to see nude women other than their wife and to show support for all American women. Since Islam also does not approve of alcohol, a cold 6-pack at your side is further proof of your anti-Muslim sentiment. The American government appreciates your efforts to root out terrorists and applauds your participation in this anti-terrorist activity. God bless America . It is your patriotic duty to pass t

Being A Father
You know i used to be one of those guys that always said i didnt want kids. I never thought that i had it in me to give a child the love they deserved because of my relationship with my father. You know they say like father like son. Well i have to admit that i was foolish in my thoughts and i stand corrected today. For many it is a major occurence in life that brings them to a realization or spurs that much needed change. Not to short play the magnitude of having a child but i have to say that I am a better man because of them. I have 2 boys ages 6 and 2 (please feel free to check out the pics in the loves of my life folder) and b4 the mi walked around with this tough guy attitude like i was unstoppable, that all changed on the early morning of june 10, 2001. The day i shed the first emotion driven tears in my life. Ill keep it short in saying that because of them I am stronger, better, and a more loving human being! They saved my life.... If you are a pare

Players
How to tell if someone is a player or fake... 1. Their cell phone only works during work hours - no signal at their house! 2. They don't have a home phone (yet they have the internet at home???) 3. You are always on Cam and they don't have one!!!!!! (its broken, have to buy a new one, dog chewed my cord!) 4. They mysteriously hang up during phone sex or serious chat session. Due to a dead battery - Ever hear of a charger butthead!! 5. Your conversations get cut short cause they get kicked out of the IM (alot!) Only to return and apologize the next day -due to (power went off, computer froze up, dog chewed the cord) 6. Other people leave comments on their page about how fucking awesome they are, and how they cannot wait to meet them in person. (aww don't be jealous I'm just a flirt - we're just friends!) 7. They only ever refer to you as honey, baby, sweetie, hun, darlin, ect., never by your real name. (at least give me an original pet name!) 8. They are never available on IM

Momster In The Closet
Practicing What I preach.... (Exorcising the MoMster from my closet) The MoMster attacks without warning, without thought. She comes at you with cold, dark eyes. Still evil and hungered from the last time she fought. She rips into your heart with evil words and lies. She feeds on your anger. She feeds on your pain. She feasts on the darkness she plunges into your soul. She cares nothing of what you have to lose, only her gain. Pushing you, further and further into a 6 foot hole. She has lost her compassion. She has lost her mind. She's gonna take you down with her, to her hell. She'll prey on your weaknesses, any pain she can find. Then within your heart, mind and soul, build a cell. She curses your conception, the day of your birth. She curses each breath you take, each beat of your heart. She only sees you for the blood she can draw and the money you are worth. Her life is an evil, sad, play and you get the villains part. So it's time to close your closet,

Poetry 2
The disturbed ground of these unmarked graves, Where we buried the feelings that only love could save. My eyes burn from razor filled tears, Flooded with thoughts of wasted days,months, and years. So full of rage and lost ambition fills my head, Can we go back to the time when I wished you were dead. No sleeves can cover these scars buried deep in my skin, Just light up another cigarette, have another sip of gin. Loneliness calls to a heart that still bleeds, When this trail of crimson red ends will you even remember me? So bend your arms to look like wings and carry me away with you, Lying face down in the wreckage of broken promises and shattered dreams, Isn't exactly my idea of a dream come true. Cause day has turned to night, and red has faded to the deepest of black, And nothing but a puddle of tears marks the place and time Of smiles and laughter to which we can never go back.

The Witches' Rune
Darksome night and shining moon Hearken to the Witches Rune. East then South , West then North Hear! Come! I call thee forth! By all the powers of land and sea Be obedient unto me. Wand, pentacle, and the sword Hearken ye unto my word. Cords and censor, scourge and knife Waken all ye into life. Powers of the witches blade Come ye as the charge is made. Queen of heaven, queen of hell Send your aid into the spell. Horned Hunter of the night Work my will by magick right. By the powers of land and sea As I do say, "So mote it be!" By all the might of moon and sun As I do will, it shall be done! Eko Eko, Azarak Eko Eko, Zomilarak Eko Eko, Cernunnos Eko Eko, Aradia.

Why
I often ask myself why things are the way they are. At times I hate my life. I live a few states away from the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. I'm broke, I have a shitty ass car. The worst is I hate my dad he's so controling, even though I live on my own he thinks he can still tell me what to do. My only joy in life is talking to Rachael and a few other people they know who they are. Anyway that all for now.

Dimebag Darrell-a Tribute
Next couple of days, I'm gonna pay homage to my main man Darrell "Dimebag" Abbott. I knew this cat before the "Cowboy from Hell" days got cookin'. I mean WAAAY back during their big hair days. Back in the day, when they were clubbin' and trying to get their name out there like everyone else, they would breeze in to town to do their thing. They lived 3 hours from our town so it was nothing for them to be around once a month. Between sets, they would sit with us and have drinks and they were really down to earth guys just shootin' the shit. So, I wanted to pay my respects and get some of y'alls opinions, stories, etc to show some respect and honor a guitarist who we all will truly miss. Be sure to see and comment my pic albums of Dimebag himself. Thanks gang and God bless all of ya!

My Mind Is In The Gutter!!!!
WHERE TO START (EDITED)???? IF I HAD YOU IN FRONT OF ME I WOULD GRAB YOU AND START KISSING YOU. I WOULD THEN MOVE TO YOUR NECK. AFTER THAT I WOULD TAKE OFF YOUR SHIRT WHILE I AM DOING THAT I WOULD BE KISSING YOUR CHEST. AS I AM KISSING YOUR CHEST I MOVE DOWN SLOWLY TO YOUR WAIST AND START TO UNDO YOUR PANTS. WHEN I GET TO YOUR WAIST I THEN TAKE YOUR PANTS OFF. I THEN START TO PLAY WITH YOUR BIG HARD DICK. I TEASE YOU WITH MY TOUNG FOR A LITTLE BIT. I STOP AND STRATTLE YOU ON THE BED THEN TEASE YOU MORE BY TAKING YOUR DICK AND SLOWLY MOVING MY HOT WET PUSSY UP AND DOWN IT THEN I PUT YOUR DICK IN MY HOT WET PUSSY. AS I AM RIDING YOU I GO FROM THE TIP ALL THE WAY DOWN NICE AND SLOW A FEW TIMES THEN I START GETTING FASTER AND FASTER...... SORRY YOUR TURN NOW!!!!

Lets Help Angel Baby
My friends 'Rock'... Lets show others how we 'Roll'!!! This Lady is a great person. Please go show her some Love... fan, rate, add, comment her... You know how its done. All love will be returned to you. ★ANGEL~BABY★ ®™ (CT BAD B*TCH) PLZ★RATE★MY★PROFILE★TY@ CherryTAP

On The Way Home
well to all my closet frens, i wont be online for a week or so coz im heading back home to singapore, no internet access for me while im in boston and new york for 5 days, hope to catch up with u the following week.....see u all and have a good day to all..............

Survey
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Haunted Places In Washington State #1
Aberdeen - Billy's Bar and Grill - This Building has two floors, the first floor has the restaurant, the second floor used to contain a prostitution house some of the ladies and a very infamous ghost named Billy Ghol may haunt the place lights go on and off at night cold spots and fog on the plate glass mirror. Arlington - Old Arlington High School - A man doing maintenance on the auditorium roof fell through and hit his neck on the back of one of the chairs. He broke his neck and died. A cheerleader is also said to have died and they both can be seen at night walking on the top floor of the school. The Maintenance worker can also be seen in the auditorium. There is also said to be a "lost room" underneath the high school. It is probably just a bomb shelter. Arlington - Eagle Creek - Sometimes Indians can be seen next to the creek, also in a mobile home park one trail is known that people get lost, and end up miles off. Arlington - Old Presidents Elementary - In the upstair

Get Me Through The Black
I am wandering around in a haze. I can't seem to cut a clear path through all the fog. The loneliness is all consuming. Waking up to the emptiness of the day. Alone in the dark. Where are you? I need you here with me. It feels as if I'm going to be here a long time. No chance of escape. At least not in this storm. I suppose I will just have to ride this till the end. By myself. As usual. Anyone got a flashlight?

What I Learned From Diners.
My friend Jackie who I went to highschool with, (she was an underclassman)gave me a call and asked if i wanted to go to the diner with her for some coffee and cigarettes around 11pm. I thought hey, I have $10 in my pocket why the hell not. So we go to this diner called the Double T diner. Now I stay away from the food in that place. 1. the name should pretty much tell you if I eat here, I should probably call an ambulance afterwards. 2. Most of the people I know who go there order the french onion soup. And ONLY the french onion soup. Even the french onion soup is intimidating and it kept threatening my coffee. It just sat there staring at it and told it that didn't know how to read, and I had to console my coffee by holding it and saying, there there... You could tell it was the smoking section because the smoking section had a yellow ceiling and the other side had a white ceiling. There were patches of white but only to fill in gaping holes and other cosmetic damages. Don't be

Sex Adventures
I, like many a human being enjoy the acts of sex. There are areas and places that I have yet to do the deed so to speak, and I felt it is necessary to share these places with the world, so that I might meet some ladies who'd be interested in taking an adventure or two. Yes, I am willing to travel. I have never done it but want to in the following ways: Back of an Ambulance - just to say that I did Camping - best I think when its kinda cold, cause it don't matter how much ya do, you can't possibly get too hot On my birthday - Yes its Dec. 24th, most folks aren't interested in doing a thing on that day. I think a threesome would be sufficient, but I will settle for just a simply twosome. On a set of stairs The Kitchen Sink After being tied up After tieing someone up In a movie theater On a beach - however sand worries me In a boat or even a canoe (steady boy steady!!!) In the backseat of my car - its big enough Under some random boardwalk At a state fair - some haunted mansion woul

My Goal
date: 02/2007 Hey everyone, I just signed up to earn my high school diploma yesterday and I'm so excited! I'm going to school at Penn Foster High School (online). I've tried for many years to go back to school and get my high school diploma or at least get my GED, but something always got in my way. It was ethier I didn't have a ride, a babysitter, I had to move, or I was in/out of the hospital. I've been on the search lately in the last 2 weeks to find a way I could go back to school that wouldn't cost me alot of money due to I'm on a fixed income, and wanted something to work into my schedule with four kids, appointments,etc. I found Penn Foster online during my search and filled out the form, and they contacted me back within two days. I was in shocked to hear from them so quick, but the most shocking news was when they told me that the total price including books and materials was $985.00! I'm thinking there's no way I could afford that with my income raising f

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I had met this kid named Jimmy Scott when I was about 11-12 yrs old. I met his sister Michelle through him and my sister Jen. We became good friends always doing things together...We saw eachother every other weekend when my sister and I were at our mom's house. Michelle and her mom moved down to Georgia in the Winter spring 1988. That summer my family stayed at a campground when she wrote me and I lost the letter before I could write her back. For years I have tried to find her. I want to know what she did in her life after moving south. I want to know if she is still alive and if she got married. I did not get married but I have 3 beautiful children. Michelles two older brothers moved to their dad's in Maine somewhere and I have tried to find one of them as well to see if they have any idea what has happened to their sister or if they even keep in touch with her today. I did not really know the mom. I can not for the life of me remember her name. Does anyone know who I am sea

This Is Our Fault...
The sword of evil's thirst for blood is fueled by greed. Lust plants the seed, souls crushed seals the deed. Dollars cause the lens of truth to be clouded, dreams of reality crowded by desires of the classes, blinded are the masses. As the herd seek the grass greener, the water cleaner, but walk in life as the dreamer. Corporations are our nation, and the machine devours souls. The polls in the news are desires not our goals. We gasp at the tragedy overseas and cower like the cattle coerced by higher fees. And the patriotic fervor forever is a sin, but you buy and you live in the now, you are within. You support the very thing you obsessively denounce, it's easy to pronounce, your ounce of fact speaks with words more conflicting, but they lack a bone in the back. Don't tell me about deplorable convictions when you care about the materials that drive your own ambitions. Our war stance helped you buy your khaki pants, my rants are the lance of what freedom gr

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Hey peeps..just here looking around. I swear this site is quick to make friends. But I love it. Better than Myspace. Though of course I'll stay there too..the family is there and they need to keep in contact. But I love this place already..so to all my new friends, the onese who I will make in the future and to the ones who wannat screw my ass..THANKS! :-)

Dedicated To All Those Who Keep Us Safe...
*You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.He wear

Esmonde: Rink Suit Is A Slap Shot At Decency
Esmonde: Rink suit is a slap shot at decency http://www.buffalonews.com/cityregion/story/124808.html Donn Esmonde Updated: 07/22/07 10:31 AM Shopping mall owners, beware. Arena officials, watch your backs. Anybody in charge of municipal parks, playgrounds and recreational facilities, duck and cover. If a woman named Charlene Van Dusen prevails, the folks in charge of public places have a new role: surrogate parents. Malls and rec centers are not supposed to double as kid-sitting services. But some people think that dumping their offspring at the mall or ice rink and taking off qualifies as exceptional parenting. Van Dusen is the mother of the notorious 10-year-old involved in the Amherst Pepsi Center dispute. Charles Schmidl and his 5-year-old son were at the center for a mid-April skate when, he said, the 10-year-old taunted him, shot hockey pucks at him and his son and dared him to do something about it. Schmidl, a 38-year-old autoworker, said he searched for

Dixie Dooley At The Westin Casaurina
Dixie Dooley Master Mystifier at the /specialoffers.starwoodhotels.com/Westin_Casuarina/SO.htm?PS=PS_aa_SoCal_Google_westin_hotel_las_vegas_101006_NAD_FM> Westin Casuarina Las Vegas Took the son and his friend to this show. The kids loved it. I thought he was a good classic magician/illusionist. I could have done with out the brief ventriloquism bit though. It wasn't at all his strong suit. Well worth seeing is you are near Flamingo looking for a classic magic show. THe Westin is not a large Vegas resort but the hotel and casino were beautifully decorated. Smallish casino but very nice. The players club though seems to suck. Very unimpressed with them. THey also don't seem to know how really to promote Doolry. THe show hall was kinda lame too I guess. A banquet hall with a smallish stage more than a real theatre.

You
K to all the guys and ladies on here. I just wanna let you know that not everyone is a ten on here some of you look awesome in ur pics and some of you look like you just hit a jacked up branch when you woke up in the morning. Im not trying to sound like a bitch when I say it but you need to understand that not everyone is gonna rate you a 10..... if you avt like an ass with ur lil rude comments you leave people then you deserve what you get cause karma is a motherfucker in the real world.....so Grow up and Lean to be a polite ass!!!!!!!!!!!!

Beautiful Poem I Copied..i Want...
I want someone to hold me. Someone to love me, And make love to me. Make me feel loved, And to be desired. To share passions and dreams. To giggle at our silliness, And to hold hands and kiss. To love and want you because you love and want me. To lie in your arms because That's where it's safe. That's where I'm loved. And I'm important to you too, Cause you feel about me the Same as I feel about you. You know, I'll laugh at your jokes, And cry at your sorrow, Be obstinate and disagree Just because I want to. Cause it infuriates you. And you know I'm doing it purposely, Cause you know me. You know my moods Will change like the wind, And we'll argue and fight.... Be silly together You'll be angry with me, But you'll forgive me, Cause you know I want to be loved. And you love me, No matter what I do.

Italian Superenalotto 2007 ( It Is Loser!!!! Fake Email)
ITALIAN SUPERENALOTTO 2007 PREMIO DEPARTMENT, EDIZIONE DEL INTERNET, VIA GARIBALDI 35, 21000 ROME, ITALY. Dear Winner, RE: NOTIFICA DEL PREMIO:CONGRATULAZIONI!!! We are pleased to inform you that as a result of our recent ITALIAN NATIONAL SUPERENALOTTO DRAWS held on the 24th of July, 2007. Your e-mail address attached to ticket number: 27511465896-6410 with serial number 4204-777 drew lucky numbers 5-21-23-34-61-72 which consequently won in the 2nd category. You have therefore been approved for a lump sum pay out of €500,000,00{Five Hundred Thousand Euros}.Note that all participants in this lottery program have been selected randomly through a computer ballot system drawn from over 200,000 companies and 30,000,000 individual email addresses from all search engines and web sites. This promotional program takes place every year, and is promoted and sponsored by eminent personalities like the Sultan of Brunei, Italia prime minister, FIAT, TAMOIL and other co

Fu-king Security Checks!!!
IN THE PAST 45 MINUTES I HAVE HAD TO TYPE IN THE STUPID ASS LETTERS AND NUMBERS FOR THESE ASS CLOWNS 48 TIMES..SEEMS LIKE THEY WOULD FIGURE IT OUT AFTER THE FIRST FEW THAT I AM IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM USING A BLASTER...THIS SHIT OF CHANGING THE SITE EVERY DAY TO SUIT THEMSELVES HAS ME SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING TAKING MY SHIT AND LEAVING FOR GOOD..IT IS BULLSHIT AND I AM PISSED!...TO MY FRIENDS...LUV YOU GUYS AND GALS, BUT I AM THROUGH WITH THIS PETTY ASS SHIT!!!! GARY

Mum Removed
had a little mum contest idea today, it was removed. Most folks seemed to be having fun with it. Now I can't post a mum. Anyone know the deal here? Appreciate it...still kinda new here. It was for a hand bra contest.

Don't You Hate That????????????????????????
OK PEOPLE NOW THAT I HAVE TOLD YOU BEFORE ABOUT THE FACT THAT THERE IS TOO MANY OF YOU DIDN'T RATE MY PROFILE OR FAN ME CAUSE I DO HAVE ALMOST 9400 FRIENDS AND 8600 FANS ,AND WE ALL KNOW THERE IS TOO MANY PEOPLE ON EACH LIST THEY ARE FANS BUT NOT FRIENDS,SO ITS TIME FOR ME TO CLEAN MY CLOSET AND DELETE THOSE WHO NEVER TOOK THE TIME TO RATE OR BECOME MY FANS CAUSE I DID MY SHARE AND THEY DIDN'T I'M SURE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I'M SORRY IF YOU'LL FIND OUT THIS WEEK THAT YOU'RE NOT ON MY LIST ANY MORE....BUT YOU ASK FOR IT. AND IF YOU LIKE TO STAY ON MY LIST PLEASE TAKE THE TIME AND CHECK IF YOU DID OR NOT ,AND PLEASE LET ME KNOW WITH HELLO AND I'LL RETURN THE LOVE TO ALL... JUST CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW TO FIND OUT ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® õWñÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌñ ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

I Looooove Bears!
I love bears. I have "adopted" a bear, which lives in a special place for bad treated bears, means I do regularly donations for her. But i love also bears in all forms, teddy bears, stuffed ones, as decoration on cups, whatever you can imagine. So if anyone of you has some pics or stuff to share with bears in it ( I am still looking for a nice skin for my page ;) ) it will be always very much appreciated ;)

Movies
is it just me but am I the only one that thought both the simpson and transformers is not worth the hype. The simpson was just any other simpson episode nothing special. Transformer was more of people watching people watching the transformer and come on the final battle between good and evil. Megatron and Optimus Prime and some goofy nerdy kid kills megatron give me a break. Maybe it is just me.

I Sit Here Feeling Alone But Yet Im Not
WELL TODAY WAS GOING GOOD TILL I GOT TO MY MEETING. I MADE MY MEETING WITH THE HELP OF A TRUE FRIEND. I HAD TO SURRENDER AGAIN TODAY..IT WAS NOT AS BAD AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN.. LIKE EVERYONE ELSE I WAS ACCEPTED WITH OPEN ARMS AND GOT ALOT OF HUGS... I WAS ASKED BY A FRIEND TO DO A WRIGHTING ASSIGNMENT THAT WE WENT OVER. HE POINTED OUT A FEW THINGS AND THEY ACTUALLY MADE A LIL SENCE... I HAVE ALOY OF UNSOLVED RESERVATIONS ABOUT USING DRUGS..THE MAIN ONE HAS TO DO WITH MY FATHER. ME AND MY FATHER NEVER HAD A RELATIONSHIP UNTILL I WAS DOING THE SAME DRUGS HE WAS. HE USED TO BEAT MY ASS FR THE LITTLEST THINGS WHEN I WAS YOUNGER.I MOVED IN WITH MY MOM @ THE AGE OF 11,THINKING IT WOULD BE BETTER... YEAH A STRAIGHT TEENAGE MALE MOVING INTO A LESBIAN HOUSE HOLD WAS NO PICNIC.. MY MOTHER'S LIFE PARTNER HAD A SON THAT THEY THOUGHT COULD DO NO WRONG SO I GET HIS END OF ALL THEE PUNISMENTS. I STARVE FOR MY FATHERS AFFECTION AND THOUGHT I HAD FOUND A COMMON GROUND WITH HIM IN THE DRUG

Fubar Salutes: How To Make
What is a FUBAR Salute? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your fubar profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: fubar.com. *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary addition/s on to your Salute: You may wear your Fubar, LostCherry or CT clothing, and show your Fubar Home Page as part of your background. Please include the above three items to ENSURE your salute is verified. All Salutes are approved by the fubar bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will result in your account b

Iraq Why Are We Still Here
Ok I'm getting irritated by all the people out there who claim that they are in the know about Iraq. Most claim that we are here because our government lied to us. I guess 4 years clouds the memory pretty good. So here is a little refresher for all you out there who claim that you were lied to. The reason we are here is because of a U.N. mandate that Saddam had to allow weapons inspectors into all possible storage areas by a certain date. That date came a went without him allowing the inspectors in. Since the U.N. would not back up their own resolution it fell to the two countries that had dealt with Saddam invading allied nations in the past. Or did we forget about that part too? He had already proven his lack of willingness to to allow other countries to exist. So a few nations of the world decided it was time to put him in complete check. The reason we are still here is that once he fell from power the same people involved in 9/11 started recruiting for the local population

As If I Really Needed Another Damn Blog...
Hahahahhahaha....I don't keep up with the dozen or so I already have on various sites. I sooooooooooooo love mashing buttons tho and that create a blog button was soooooooooooo calling my name, so here I am staring at this big ol empty white box and with nothing to say.... Uh oh...now that post blog entry button is looking really tempting...hahahhaha...I think it's a a sickness really..... BUTTONSSSSS...teehee....I promise to write something later...I really must push that button!

Our Goverment Is A Joke
You think you have freedom of spech?..LOL yea as long as you agree with the goverment...Freedom of religon? Hell no Bush has already tried several times to band Wicca... A few friends of mine thought i was kidding cause I said with all my political writtings and a Muslim husband I'm being watched He was deported because he is Muslim ( freedom of religon ) and I had told them on the net Ali ( my husband ) and I try to talk but cant...Well today he tryed again buttttttttt Hell master Helll (8/3/2007 1:11:30 PM): u there?? Hell master Helll (8/3/2007 1:11:33 PM): where us are you ? sexy1goth (8/3/2007 1:11:35 PM): sexy1goth (8/3/2007 1:11:45 PM): Master Ali !!!!!! Hell master Helll (8/3/2007 1:11:48 PM): u there?? as I said we are blocked..I haven't even been able to let him know about the loss of his child yet If you think you live in the land of the free you had better start rethinking that shit none of us have a freedom of thought here your all just sheep led to bel

Please Help And Show Me Some Luv
Hi Friends, I am in a contest to win a blast for 3 days and a vip for a month I would sure apprecitate your votes, all you have to do is add Metal Ron as a friend, fan and rate him, and then vote on my pic..I sure would apprecitate you help here. Thanks again Kiss Diamond Deb

Us. Navy Releases Al Qaeda Terrorist
I can't believe it!!!!! The US Navy today announced that it has released a senior Al Qaeda terrorist after questioning him extensively for 27 days while being held prisoner aboard a US aircraft carrier in the Arabian Sea . In a humanitarian gesture, the terrorist was given $50 and a white 1962 Ford Fairlane automobile upon being released from custody. The attached photo shows the terrorist on his way home just after being released by the Navy. GO NAVY! YES!!!

Time Well Spent
Sat. morning, I got a call. Can I come visit grand pa When, he comes to visit me He asks questions about everything he sees. We spent the morning out by the pool I had to add water to make it cool. While, I'm not watching, he sprays me with the garden hose He soaked me wet from my head to toes He's laughing at getting me wet. Even if, he makes me mad, I'll soon forget He standing next to my thighs Often times I wish, I could see thru his eyes The time we spend together, everywhere, we go and every where we've went. The time we spend together is time well spent. I hug him as he sits upon my lap Slowy, his eyes close as he begins his nap. Someday, long after he's long grown, I hope, he share this love with, children of his own.

Cat Fight
Interesting weekend. Me and my friend Nate decided we wanted to try to gain the attention of two biologically accommodating sisters so we took them to Fox's, a bar run by my friend,Fox. It's a loud rap music type place, lots of underage kids sneak in, not my type of place. I saw one of my daughter's friends, Leslie there. Leslie is pretty buff and easily over 200 pounds or so. Leslie's dad is good friends with my dad, both hell raisers and beer drinkers. She told me her dad was getting married and she had to get up in a few hours to have her hair done for the wedding. Well, last call came and went, and at 3 AM we were all out in the parking lot. Some biker and his bitch came out the door disgruntled over having to leaved. The biker picked a fight with some guy and Fox tackled him in the parking lot. A little blood began to flow and they called the cops. So now we have the drunk biker and his bitch mounting their bike, a Harley, but the bitch thought she would yell at Leslie j

Single Again Sucks
Living in a small town you find out just about anything about anyone.Even if it's something you didn't want to know.A while ago i found out that my now ex girlfriend was sleeping around on me.The worst part of it was the cold heartless bitch didn't even deny it.She said " I knew you would find out eventualy." Meaning she did it on purpous.For two years we have lived together and while she worked I paid the rent with my money,Took care of her child and cleaned up after her.All she really did was come home and sit on her ass.I loved her and her daughter like we were married and they were my family.She just didn't care as long as someone was taking care of her responsabilitys while she went out and partied.I guess I have finally learned what all the men in her life have learned.She's just now worth loving because the only person she loves is herself.I guess i have became one of the many who dicovered that.It just sucks because i did love her and all i have left now is just a broken heart

Kj'ing Begins Saturday!
Anyone around the Portland metro area (or even further if you want to travel :D) I'm starting my kareoke jockey career this coming Satuday at a bar in Portland. If you can come out and support your local Fubar Monke that would be awesome! Let me know your from here and I'll make sure you get in the rotation!

Charlie Went Down To Gitmo
subject: Charlie Went Down to Gitmo date: 2007-08-06 14:47:03 I checked this out at: http://www.snopes.com/rumors/soapbox/charlie2.asp Status: True. This is what Charlie Daniels, famed musician, writes regarding his Guantanamo Bay trip. ---------------------------------------------------- Charlie Went Down to Gitmo I've just returned from the Guantanamo Bay (Cuba) Naval Air Station base where we did three shows for the troops and toured several locations around the post visiting with some of the finest military personnel on planet earth. The kids seemed to really enjoy the shows and especially liked "This Ain't No Rag, It's A Flag" and "In America." We had a great time with them. We saw Camp X-Ray - where the Taliban detainees are being held - only from a distance, but I picked up a lot of what's going on there from talking with many different people. The truth of the matter is that this operation is under a microscope. The Red Cross has an on-site presenc

Get Paid To Promote
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+know Your Metal+
Metal Genres all work/research done by DanzigThrall, look for him or Darko666 on adultswim.com Black The term Black Metal was coined by the Speed Metal band, Venom. Later it was created by bands like Bathory, Hellhammer, and Celtic Frost, all being debated as the originator but all of them also lacking true Black Metal qualities. Real Black Metal (or True BM if you prefer or if you want to get real technical Norwegian and/or Slavic BM) was largely started and pioneered in part by Mayhem and shortly following bands like Emperor, Darkthrone, Immortal and Satyricon. All these bands being from Norway. The lyrical basis in Black Metal has probably the biggest factor in definition of a band then any other in the Metal category. But this doesn't equate to everything, so several subgenres are needed. The most common lyrical basis' in Black Metal are Anti-Christianity, Satanism, Luciferianism, Occultism, Paganism and other various religious Mythos and beliefs. Also Gore, Death, and su

Thoughts To Ponder
1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 a piece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE **************~* 2.Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? **************~* 3. OK.... So if the Jacksonville Jaguars are known as the "Jags" and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers are known as the "Bucs," what does that make the Tennessee Titans? **************~* 4. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? **************~* 5. There are three religious truths: A. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. B. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. C. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. **************~* 6. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes

A Brief Word About Spirituality ....
Some people at work were just talking about runes and tarot cards and other "silly" stuff like that. Just because it doesn't fall under your belief structure, doesn't make it silly. I don't get on their cases about how "silly" Catholicism is.

Because I Think This Is Hilarious =]
FOR GIRLS ONLY..How to tell if your good in bed...DAMN GIRL HE AINT LEAVING YOUWow you can work what you got under them panties... No wonder your man begs sex out of you....Give yourself a pat on the back cuz you could be a porn star...How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

The Heat Of My Desire
The Heat of My Desire In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all posi

Don't
Don't feel sorry for me My life is bliss My heart is safe Don't feel you owe me My kindness keeps you at bay My soul is pure Don't feel you can come over My smile is fake My mind knows no better Don't think your words help I'm independant,a strong woman and your not allowed in my life

To Kiss A Ghost
Do you know what its like to kiss a ghost? Just close your eyes and it will come, The person you once loved thats now gone, It will come and embrace ever so gently, Pressing it's lips to yours, It will be seet and everlasting, The way it's hands hold you close so warm and gentle, The way it's body fits to yours, The way it's lips feel on your flesh, You'll never forget it, It will lasts forever. The way it tastes sweet, The way it feels so soft and warm, No one can ever replace that kiss or kiss you that way ever..

Prayers Needed For Firefighters
I am a life member with the Parkside Fire Department and I hope that you please help us pray for these two men. On August 12th the Parkside Fire Department answered a call at 11 Park Valley Lane in the boro. When they arrived they had a building fire fully involved when the first crew made the attack they got trapped when the second floor collapsed on them. The following press release was posted on the Parkside Fire Department web-site about the condition of the 2 firefighters. 5 firefighters total were injured at this call. Please show them how much you care by clicking their link and signing their guest book. Sunday, August 12, 2007 - ***** PRESS RELEASE **** Date of Release: August 11, 2007 Time of Release: 11:00 P.M. On Saturday August 11, 2007 the Parkside Fire Company was dispatched to a reported residential structure fire at 11 Park Valley Lane. On arrival the company encountered heavy fire conditions in a two story townhouse and began an interior attack and sear

We Love Our Sports
I just wanted to say that I love the fact that my San Jose Sabercats won the Arena Bowl a few weeks ago while I was away. I recorded the whole thing on my DVR and watched it after the game one weekend when I came home from my travels. I don't remember the exact score but it was something like 55 - 33 over the other team. Now I am interested in getting season tickets to the games next season even if San Jose is a 8 hour drive away. They are an exciting team to watch. Next week while we are on vacation in San Jose visiting family members my husband and youngest son are going to see the San Francisco Giants play the Chicago Cubs. We are also going to the watch the San Francisco 49ers play at one of their public training camp days in Santa Clara. As you can see we are a big sports family here. I cannot wait for the NFL season to start now so we can cheer for both of our teams... 49ers and the Seahawks. Yes, I know they play within the same conference but my husband is f

Here To Stay
You've lost your way You've lost your faith You've lost your will And now you wait. Friends pass by, And gladly wave, As you sit in the corner Afraid to say. You search for words To form your thoughts As a single tear begins to drop. All the pain inside of you Burns your heart through and through So much anguish So much hate Makes you want to waste away But you can't because you're right here Right now On this day. You can't give up now You're here to stay.

For Anyone And Everyone With Something Smartass To Say...
Let's see here...Just a reminder to you stupid fucks out there: I WILL NOT JUSTIFY MYSELF OR MY ACTIONS TO YOU OR ANYONE ELSE. READ MY FUCKING PROFILE YOU CUNTS. I'VE SAID IT BEFORE AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN: I AM FAT, OPINIONATED, LOUD, CUSS LIKE A SAILOR, DRINK OCCASIONALLY, SMOKE CIGARETTES, RECOVERED DRUG ADDICT, DANCE LIKE A STRIPPER EVEN THOUGH I'M FAT, WEAR WHAT I WANT, SAY WHAT I WANT, DO WHAT AND WHO I WANT, I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, I HAVE A FIANCE', I DRIVE LIKE I STOLE IT, I FLIP PEOPLE OFF ON A REGULAR BASIS, I LOVE MY MOM, I HATE STUPID WHORES, I HATE SKINNY WOMEN WHO THINK THEIR GOD'S GIFT TO MEN CUZ LET ME TELL YOU HONEY, EVER MAN WANTS TO FUCK A FAT GIRL AT LEAST ONCE SO IF YOU WANT HIM TO KEEP GNAWING ON PELVIC BONE, KEEP HIS FUCKIN ASS ON A LEASH OR HE MIGHT JUST BE ENJOYING JELLY ROLLS FOR DINNER TONIGHT, MMK? MY LIFE IS MINE...M-I-N-E. NO ONE ELSE'S AND UNTIL I SELL IT TO THE DEVIL, OR SOMEONE TAKES IT FROM ME, I'LL DO WITH IT AS I SEE FIT. IF I WANNA TATTOO, PIERCE, CUT, S

Why Don't Good Bands Tour Through Austin Any More??
It seems as if only these horrid emo bands, country artists and a few bad hip hop stars are the only people who have been playing austin lately. I remember back in high school and middle school there was always a good show from a good artist atleast twice a week. Don't get me wrong... there are hundreds of artists worth seeing just from this area... but there aren't any good national or touring acts coming through the ATX any more. It's as if they would rather hit san antonio, houston, dallas then make their way to el paso or lubbock. Seems the only times any acts that i dig come are either when im out of town, at work, already have plans or the show is sold out to the point where scalping is at an outrageous price. Oh well... thats why we have youtube, right? So we dont have to pay to see an artist live that isnt coming near us anyways.

Miscellanious Quotes
Life's journey is NOT to arrive at the grave safely in a well perserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "HOLY SHIT... What a ride!" Just by listening deeply we alleviate pain and suffering. —Buddha— Anger is often the emotions that speaks the loudest and demands most our energy the most, it gets all of our and others attention. Peace is not the absence of problems, but a new perspective. —CH— There’s no better time to realize that you’re not a failure in life. You’ve just been delayed. —Victor— Your imperfections are what make you beautiful. —Sandra Bullock— Life is always waking up to us and saying, “Come on in, the living’s fine,” and what do we do? Back off and take its picture. —Russell Baker— For every evil under the sun, There is a remedy, or there is none. If there be on, seek till you find it; If there be none, never mind it. —Mother Goose— Happiness: something to do, somebody to love, something to look forward

Why My Children?
Why my children? The sour smell of ashes in the air, fire sirens beating there little eardrums. People drawn to the sounds. Curious, concerned. They where some of those people. Ladders punched through the windows, smoke poured out. It became harder for them to breath. My children, silent with shock. Could do nothing but watch. There house burn to ashes. The fire spread, spiraling to the unscathed floor. The bright colors of the fire against the dark night, ENGULFING OUR HOME! Memories of Jan.22nd. 2005 2:30am

A Poem 4 My Dad
I think I'll dedicate this poem to my Dad even though I didnt kno him that well. (R.I.P. Dad) Not Knowing You by Adriana Ramirez I never knew you, I never met you, But yet, you loved me, And I loved you. I never hugged you, I never kissed you, But now I long for my home, I long to know you. Now it's tool late. It's too late to say hello, It's too late to say goodbye, It's to early to shed tears, And to early to say you are gone. But I know your departure is near, And you have decided to leave everything behind, Knowing you've lived a full life, With ups and downs. You are headed for the light, You are heading for eternity, You are heading for true love, You are heading for eternal life. It's too early to say good bye, It's too late to say hello. I love you, Even if you don't know me.

Shyness
IN MY SHYNESS In my shyness . . . At times I retreat to my "shell," Clinging to the security of being alone. In my shyness . . . I may attempt to merge with my surroundings-- To be ignored, unnoticed, a silent voice rarely heard. In my shyness . . . I can feel completely alone, Although surrounded by people. In my shyness . . . I'm perceived as having a padlocked soul-- And few try to gain entry into my realm. In my shyness . . . Few will dare venture to really know me-- To hear my quiet voice or to really try to understand. In my shyness . . . I can have a myriad of words to say, Yet, my sealed lips will not release them. In my shyness . . . The words I do speak will at times be jumbled, And I'll feel worse for having spoken them. In my shyness . . . I will be viewed as "stuck up" and unfriendly, Labeled by the presumption of a troubled past. Yet, despite my shyness . . . I will at times em

Showing Love
my friend list to large to keep up so every so often ill post a hello-love on a blog and still rate all my freinds-fans-family new photos/stash/play games with you and chat when im online when I see you online take care happy fubarring

So Sad Dei Makes Me Sick..
When I read the following news article I became really pissed off and the tiny bit of respect that I had for Theresa Earnhardt only because of Dale Sr. is now completely and forever gone. CONCORD, N.C. (AP) -- Dale Earnhardt Jr. will not be taking his familiar No. 8 with him to Hendrick Motorsports next season. Earnhardt is leaving Dale Earnhardt Inc. at the end of the season and had hoped to take No. 8 with him to his new team. His late grandfather, Ralph, used that number and Earnhardt picked it when he entered the Cup Series in 1999. Although teams do not own numbers -- they are leased through NASCAR -- DEI had the first right of refusal on the No. 8, and Hendrick officials said Wednesday they were unable to reach an agreement that would have made DEI pass on choosing the number for 2008. ``We've been working hard to secure the No. 8 for Dale Jr.'s car number next season,'' said Marshall Carlson, general manager of Hendrick Motorsports. ‘`Obviously, he

Tennessee Friends
FRIENDS:Will stand guard while u take a piss. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " FRIENDS: Cry with you. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: laugh at you FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one night stand and leave them alone. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will

In My Room Last Night...
or this morning whatever. I get home today at five from the bar and hanging out with some friends afterwards, change into some pj's, and light a candle, and turn off the lights, and lay down. I start talking to my boyfriend and am really tired. I tell him I am blowing the candle out before we fall asleep and catch the house on fire, and I blow the candle out. Two hours later I am woke up by my boyfriend screaming oh shit!!! I open my eyes and I see fire right beside my bed. I jumped out of bed and watch as he is trying to beat the fire out for a second and realize it's not going out. I run into the next room, and I see a glass of Pepsi, and I grab it, and I run back into my bedroom and throw the glass of Pepsi onto the flames, and he is still frantically beating the flames. I run back and I get the biggest container and I fill it with water, and I run back into the bedroom and throw it on the fire. After about ten minutes we get the fire put out. I guess I maybe didn't b

This Really Hurts!
Something has been bothering me for a couple of days now, since I noticed this particular Bulletin being posted and reposted! The Bulletin I refer to is: This Bitch Should Be Tortured to Death!!!! Yes, I'm an Empath and maybe that makes me more open to seeing both sides of an issue. Yes, it was horrible for this mother to kill her own children. I believe she suffers everyday, remembering what she did. But this woman has severe clinical depression! Lots more people have blame in this - her idiot husband, who knowingly got her pregnant again when he was aware of her severe post partum depression; her incompetent doctor who took her off her meds; the religion that touts having children until your reproductive organs have to be removed, using no common sense!! I could go on, but I won't. I have seen deep depression amongst my own family members, I have felt their pain. There are moments when they are not able to compute in what we consider a normal fashion! If you haven't experienced

My Sacred Flower Poem
Beautiful flower deep down inside we all start with one but most of them die you tried to steal mine peal all the pedals off ill never forgive you for that day but i know your going to pay im over it but i bet youre not i bet it scares you to know im no longer afraid What if i were to tell cause what you did was wrong theyd put you away and youll eventually go to hell but im glad i still have my flower so sacred and delightful youll never ever get it cause im no longer frightful youll live with the guilt forever just as i will the memory but youll be the one afraid that i might someday tell somebody

Something To Really Think About..
This is a little story sent to me by someone special: After I read this, to tell you the truth I had tears starting to form in my eyes as well, we all need to stop and think about where we are going and what we are doing, we need to start loving like its our last day on this earth.....because it may be. > > > > > > I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little > > > boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough > > > money to buy this doll." > > > > > > Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, > > > are you sure I don't have enough money?'' > > > > > > The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money > > > to buy this doll, my dear.'' > > > > > > Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to > > > look around. She left quickly. > > > > > > The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. > > > > > > Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wi

Oh Man ! This Is The Absolute Truth !!!!!
One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, 'What setting do I use on the washing machine?' > 'It depends,' I replied. 'What does it say on your shirt?' > He yelled back, ' University of Oklahoma .' > And they say blondes are dumb... > ---------------------------------------------------------- > A couple is lying in bed. The man says, > I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world.' > The woman replies, 'I'll miss you...' > ---------------------------------------------------------- > 'It's just too hot to wear clothes today,' Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, 'honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?' > 'Probably that I married you for your money,' she replied. > ---------------------------------------------------------- > Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man?

Poetry:)
Dreamers Fantasy So many times I'll hear a song, Playing on the radio. The melody familiar, Reminds me of you so. Bringing warmth into my heart, And lighting up my day. Your memory dances 'cross my mind, As the music starts to play. Sometimes I close my eyes and dream, As I hear the music flow; That I'm held close in your strong arms, Dancing soft and slow. It's just a little thought of mine, A dreamer's fantasy. Of dancing with you by candlelight, To a soft, slow melody. Sometimes I let the music play, Over in my mind. In a never ending slow dance, We're suspended there in time. Even though it's just a dream, Of dancing quietly with you. If I close my eyes and I hear the song, A dream, almost come true. So, let me have this little thought, Of a soft sweet melody; And dancing with you by candlelight, In this dreamer's fantasy.

Poetry
Stand Still, Look Pretty I want to paint my face. And pretend i am someone else. Sometimes i get so fed up. I don't even want to look at myself. But people have problems that are worse then mine. I don't want you to think i am complaning all the time. And i hate the way you look at me i have to say. I wish i could start over. I am sowly falling apart. I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start. You might think it is easy being me. You just stand still, look pretty. Sometimes i find myself shakng. In the middle of the night. And then it hits me and i can't Even believe this is my life. But people have problems worse then mine. I don't want you to think i am complaining all the time. And i wish that everyone would go and shut thier mouths. I'm not strong enough to deal with it

The Break-up
why did you leave me "I needed some space" nobody will grieve with me "I think they don't like your face" was I so terrible to please "you kept making me wear protection" I didn't want to get a disease "you made me wear a steel toe shoe over my erection" was it too much to ask that you eat me "your gave me a knife and a fork" was it too much to ask that you say you love me "you'd fart and ask "does it smell like pork?" will I ever see you again "god willing, it'll be through a telescope" i'll love you til the very end "then tomorrow, come look for me at the end of a rope"

Surrender
I'm on my way I'm on my way to lose it all I'm a stranger to myself, I can't go on I'm all outta space And I'm surrounded by the wall I believe that my mind has caught a million storms Falling down When you lose all that you are [refrain:] I surrender I kneal down I surrender... I'm outta faith I think I'm frail design of life Deep inside in denial The shades have grown in silence I hide my face I close my eyes Deep inside in my mind the pain has corner around me Falling down When you lose all that you are [refrain 2 (2x):] I surrender I kneal down I'm dying to find the reason to hold on Call the lies! Call the lies! I surrender... [refrain] [refrain 2]

My Angel Of Honor
My Angel of Honor He came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. His words rang so true, They swept my tears away. He comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, He showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love will be our reward.

Just Dont Care
Dont tell me you love me, i just dont care.. dont tell me im special and you will always be there. dont tell me your lies..i wont believe what you say. Im tired of games day after day.. Dont tell me you love me.. because its just not true. I know better now about the things you do. so leave me alone and just go away.. I have no need for your games today.. Dont tell me you love me, It just gets old.. My name is SILVERTHORN,and im STONE COLD..... Silverthorn 68-8-23-07

Thank You Alcohol!
Dear Alcohol.... First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone Calls and text messages: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation after 2 a.m. can have much substance or necessity. Why would you make me call my ex's? Especially when I know, for a fact, they DO NOT want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal. But, why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce along with a big It

Killswitch Engage - The End Of Heartache
Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting This distance, This dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings relief, And the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart For comfort, For solace (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

Looking For Members For Viking's Den!
Well,anyone that knows me or has seen my pics knows i'm very proud of two things,my danish/norweigan heritage and the fact that i'm pagan,practicing asatru,skaldi and old norse.well i'm opening a lounge looking for members,it is called The Viking's Den,a place to kick back have a few,and talk about anything you want! So I'll be looking forward to seeing u there!Skaal!

My Son
Well it is driving me nuts that I was called a misfit mother the other day by a drunk women, so I thought I would jot it down for yall. I spend ALL my time and energy on my son and he is extremely happy and healthy and my own MOM got drunk, called the cops on me and threatened to take my son away from me. ! I can't get the thought out of my head!

Brew Needs To Forget Cooking Because Now It Was Pizza
OK BREW NEEDS TO LEARN HOW TO COOK A SIMPLY DAMN PIZZA , HOW HARD IS IT , TO REMOVE IT FROM THE WRAP . WELL, DAN HARD FOR BREW , WTF , I UNWRAPPED IT AND MY MEAT FALL INTO THE GARBAGE . LIKE WTF BREW ARE WE GOIN TO DIG FOR THE MEAT , WELL SHIT WE WILL JUST BE SHORT ON MEAT . SO , IM COOKING IT A PIZZA , LETS SEE IF I BURNT IT . GOD , IF DO , I'M GOING TO NOT COOK EVEN PIZZA . DEAR GOD , BREW NEEDS ALOT ALOT HELP . LOVE YOUS ALL HAVE A AWSOME SAFE HOLIDAY WEEKEND PLEASE , IF YOU DRINK DON'T DRIVE , OR RIDE YOUR BIKES . LOVE BREW HUGS & KISS'S

Holiday Week End
WISHING EVERYONE A SAFE HOLIDAY WEEK-END... PLEASE REMEMBER TO BE MINDFUL, AND DO NOT DRINK AND DRIVE.. MAKE SURE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS ALL HAVE "DD'S" IN PLACE SO THAT WE ALL COME BACK FROM THIS HOLIDAY SAFE. AS WELL AS OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY..

Goodbye To Waiting,goodbye To You
I wait and wait for you The minutes and then the hours drag by slowly I try and think of something else, but all my thoughts are of you I wait, longing to hear your voice There are footsteps in the hall My heart beats faster, but then the footsteps slowly fade away I wait, wanting to see you smile Then I remember that day The day when you smiled, but not at me Everyone wonders why I sit and wait I wonder sometimes too For fear, I wait for fear, not fear of you but of loosing you Everyone wonders why I don't leave you I wonder sometimes too For fear, Not fear of you, but of finding no one else I have waited, but will wait no longer I will no longer waste my time on you You who doesn't understand You who doesn't care I have waited, longing to hear your voice, but will wait no longer You have had your chance, and now someone else will call my name I have waited, wanting to see you smile, but I will wait no longer

Evil Steph Repost Blog
I'm in a contest right now and really need some help. I've been having really bad seizures which has caused me to have to go to the hospital. So, now I have gotten behind in the contest, and hoping I can get help from my friends. All you have to do is come comment bomb me. The contest runs for 1 week...it ends Friday, Sept. 7th. I've provided the link to my pic below. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&i=1684796332

Me And My Daddy
just a song that means more to me then most things. this song is true when it comes to me and my DADDY who i miss way more then anyone will ever know. Gotta hold on easy as I let you go. Gonna tell you how much I love you, though you think you already know. I remember I thought you looked like an angel wrapped in pink so soft and warm. You've had me wrapped around your finger since the day you were born. Chorus: Beautiful baby from the outside in. Chase your dreams but always know the road that'll lead you home again. Go on, take on this whole world. But to me you know you'll always be, my little girl. Verse 2: When you were in trouble that crooked little smile could melt my heart of stone. Now look at you, I've turned around and you've almost grown. Sometimes you're asleep I whisper "I Love You!" in the moonlight at your door. As I walk away, I hear you say, "Daddy Love You More!". (Repeat Chorus) Verse 3: Someday, some boy will come and ask

Rubia In A Give Away
GOOD AFTERNOON FAMILY CAN ALL BOMBERS AN FAMILY MEMBERS PLZ GO HELP RUBIA SHE IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A VIP , RUBIAS ALAWAYS THIER FOR THE BBW EVEN SINCE SHE STEPPED DOWN GO AN SHOW HER SHE IS STILL LOVED BY US

Spell For Improving Negative Thoughts
A Spell for Improving Negative Thoughts Source: Lepgirl You will Need: a glass jar honey sugar water wooden popsicle stick permanent marker Put a mixture of one third honey, water, and sugar in a glass jar with a screw top. Take the popsicle stick and write the name of the person who is creating problems through negative thoughts or actions on one side. Place stick in the jar and at least once a day, shake the jar vigorously. The person who is having negative thoughts will have an improved ability to relate to those persons or things he didn't like before. If this person is someone who is causing you a specific problem, when you shake the jar say: Sweet, sweet thoughts of me, you will think, constantly.

Touch Me
Take my hand and pull me close to you. Fill your hands with my hair. Skim your lips across mine. Make my breath catch in my throat as your tongue touches mine. Sit and watch me undress. Look at how the lace clings to the swell of my breast. Or how the silk caresses and clings to the area between my thighs. My stockings snug around my legs. The high healed shoes still on my feet. Breath in my scent as your tongue runs over the curve of my neck. Feel the softness of my skin as your fingers graze across my breast. Run your hands down my side. Feel the curves of my body under your fingertips. Allow my scent to fill your head. My body to fill your mind. What I can offer you to feel your soul. Do not rush the moment for it will all end way to soon. Etch every detail into your memory. Just close your eyes and touch me. Let your hands touch every part of me. Roaming freely to where ever they may want to go. Let your hands show you what my body looks lik

If We Had Sex
Lets see who is brave enough.....IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?

Random Thought
Last night while I was at work I had a random thought and *gasp* wait for it...... IT WASNT ABOUT SEX!!! :) Anyway, a few years ago I was very active in church. I was even a Sunday school teacher. *waits for the laughing to stop* Well, I began to have doubts and questions and thought what better person to ask then my pastor. When I approached him with my questions he looks me dead in the eyes and tells me I'm going to Hell becuase I questioning the bible and God. Well of course this pisses me off and I quit church and no longer believe in God. The random thought I had last night was this, I find it easier to tell people I don't believe in God then when I was active in church and believed. Any clues or insight as to why this is?

Help One Of Our Troops
Show her we appreciate what she does plz click on the pic and drop a few comments.....dont forget to rate her pic......show her some love for all she does plz......and repost to keep this going....contest ends tonite at 9:00 Est. ........lets help her win this!!!

Dedicated To My Soon To Be Husband.
Life is like sunshine glowing and brite. The flowres blooming all the night. the white fluffy clouds sailing by. The water blue as the sky. The september winds whistling away. The stars guilding us on our way. The mountains so majestic. So on top of the world. Where the angels sit and watch us from above.

"there Were Protesters On The Train Platform Handing Out Pamphlets"
"There were protesters on the train platform handing out pamphlets on the evils of America. I politely declined to take one. An elderly woman was behind me getting off the escalator and a young (20ish) female protester offered her a pamphlet, which she politely declined. The young protester put her hand on the old woman's shoulder as a gesture of friendship and in a very soft voice said, "Ma'am, don't you care about the children of Iraq?" The old woman looked up at her and said, "Honey, my first husband died in France during World War II, my second husband died in Korea, one of my sons died in Vietnam, a Grandson died in Desert Storm, all so you could have the right to stand here and bad mouth our country. If you touch me again. I'll stick this umbrella up your butt and open it."

Wtf!!!!!
id like to announce that this laptop im stuck using is the biggest piece of shit ive ever seen!!! .......... but im stuck in hospital and its all i have... i wrote an entire blog and just when i typed last word, it froze up and lost everything. grrrr im so frustrated!!

Thais And Food
On the list of Thai priorities, eating ranks right about at the top. We Thais love to eat. My BF won't even talk to me, hell he won't even look at me if I'm hungry, because I'm a real bitch. I know it's wrong but I can't help myself. And it’s not only me, it’s all Thai women. Thai guys have more control. I don't think you can go a hundred yards in Bangkok without seeing some sort of restaurant or food stall or something to eat. And if you don't want to leave the house, just wait a few minutes and some kind of foodmobile will pass your house. I don't know how we stay so thin because we eat and eat a lot. NOBODY starves in Thailand. And the food is good. We've had about 3000 years and we've mastered the science of cooking. You can have sweet, hot, sour and salty, four tastes in one spoonful, which might sound offensive but is quit the opposite. Even though everyone can cook at least a little, in Bangkok people usually eat out everyday. With so much food around, it's cheaper to eat out t

Freedom2
I added this as a comment to a blog and thought I needed to also add it to my page..... It's not a war against each nation, it's not about freedom for America, it's about freedom for the world. Bin Laden is not just after us "Americans", he wants us -all-. The word American has often been used synonymously with freedom. I am not making a statement about being "an American", I'm making a statement about being proud of my freedom and standing behind those who fight - ****alllll**** those who fight, England's troops and everyone elses, so that freedom and the ability to be "livin free" isn't taken away for good.

Where They Went... :p
I know I posted that alot of pictures were moved last night... as you probably have seen, the ripped ones have their own... most of the rest from default ended up in the "random me" folder, if they're not there, i figured they belonged somewhere else (such as friends, and me visiting friends. no pictures have been taken down, even some nsfw's were moved around to condense the albums and make things a bit easier on you rather than scroll through 50 albums to find them. the newest album is still Sin the Dress Up Doll... Granted they are all SFW, but they're still sexy as hell and you should check them out if you haven't already. figured i'd let you all know... did take three random pics last night, they're in random me and newer nsfw's i believe... but my memory sucks and it was late :p Love you all, Sin

Men Will Now Be Subject To
a short two question quiz when they add me. First question: Did you read the profile? Second: Did you watch the video in the stash (which, by the way, the profile directs people to do). If I don't get either a shout or a mail saying yes to both within ten minutes, add requests will be denied. Sorry for the inconvenience, but I'm sick of being inconvenienced myself. Thanks Sin

Are You Real
We're lost in a dreamworld Just you and I No one else in this private place We talk, we listen and we make love I feel your lips moving over mine Your hand touching my face Just you and I in our own little space. I may never look into your eyes I may never know your touch But you've filled an emptiness inside That I needed Oh so much. We met by fate, We loved in dreams Was it really real? But I can close my eyes When ever I want and pretend It's you I feel. Your eyes, your touch, your kiss These I'll never know I keep them hidden deep inside within my very soul What ever else we may have had YOU have made me whole

Anger Management
I really love this one. That is what I call anger management at >> its best. >> When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just >> need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you >> know, take it out on someone you don't know. >> >> I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd >> forgotten >> to make. I found the number and dialled it. A man answered, >> saying >> "Hello." >> I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with >> Robyn Carter?" >> Suddenly a maniac voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right >> damn number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't >> believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's >> correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally >> transposed the last two digits. >> >> After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' >> number again. >> When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an >> asshole!" and hung up. I wro

What I Think
nothing in this world pisses me off more than someone you is so simple minded they feel the need to hate on another human being just to make them feel better about themselves. what makes a person feel they have a right to judge someone else, do they like when people judge them, when they are criticized, or humiliated, or made to feel that they dont have a place in this world. When you hate on someone it just means you are simple minded and ignorant to everything around you. This is a huge world with so many different little worlds in it, all different, but all the same. beauty is in everything aound us, beautiful is how you choose to see it. until we become a perfect person in a perfect world we have no right of any kind to judge another person, to each is his own!!! i don't know that i feel better after that rant but i sure hope i made someone think twice before they open their mouth.

Cannabis, Cocaine And Drugs
this was going to be the previous blog but i found it easier to talk about depression at the time, Cannabis what can i say that thousands of stoners haven't already said, but can you honestly say that it's good for you, that it gives you what your looking for, yes it can chill the mind and relax an overactive brain, but it can give you mental problems that are all to easy to see, 90% of the people i know take cannabis, and there all paranoid, and for the most part isolated and depressed, at one time i was stuffing about as much cocaine up my nose as keith richards when i stopped doing it when i moved upto scotland, but cannabis was rife and it stopped me going into cocaine when i got back but i smoked lbs of the stuff over the years, and slowly i came to the conclusion it was fucking me up more than the cocaine and i've slowly stopped, yes i'll still have the occasional one when life gets hard and i know i shouldn't, but my early teenage life upto my 20's were filled in a rock and roll

4 Steph...plz Bomb
Each of these nice people need 50,000 comments to win their own happy hour in Stephanies contest...so bomb them...O ya..and help steph and BBG find her gerbil please !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ #################################### $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%

To All Dsc Members, D And Dc Members And Friend Fans And Family
~*~ SEXIEST FUBAR SMILE~*~ GUYS AND GIRLS COME SHOW OFF THAT SEXY SMILE IN MY SEXIEST FUBAR SMILE CONTEST. CHECK OUT THE CONTEST PRIZES AND RULES BELOW. HOLLA ATCHA BOI!! 1ST PRIZE: 3 DAY BLAST AND 2ND PRIZE: AND 3RD PRIZE: AND HERE ARE THE CONTEST RULES: *IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE MAIL ME THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *PIC RATINGS ARE IN PLAY @ 10 COMMENTS FOR EACH 10 *TOP (3) PIX WITH MOST COMMENTS W/ COMBINED RATINGS, WINS *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, FROM MIDNIGHT TO MIDNIGHT SUNDAY AND WILL BEGIN AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES TRUE SOUTHERN GENTLEMAN HAS ALL PRIVATE ALBUMS OPEN FOR FRIENDS @ CherryTAP i need all of you guys to go and rate and bomb my pic so show me some love here is the link to my photo for the contest http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=672595&albumid=543182&i=2212300051 contest starts at 10pm eastern time 9pm central

Strength Through Submission
from my perspective, i believe submission is an act of personal strength from which i grow spiritually and mentally. i take total responsibility for submerging my ego by the offering of myself to the will and direction of another. i search for someone to use me to quench their darkest desires, while creating an atmosphere of safety around me. someone who relishes pushing my sensual and sexual boundaries, taking me to new levels and greater heights of sensation and experience. she constantly looks for new and creative ways to bring out the inner beast in me.

Contests And Lookouts
Ok everyone things have been crazy lately and since they are starting to come back together we are going to try this the right way. Here is the list of people who need bombed now; meaning that they are not the only ones but these should be bombed first. Cherokee Princess has been in a contest for a little while now and needs our help she is barely ahead so lets pick her up. Boogies Momma was nominated for a contest that she didn't know about so she needs our help. There have been a few things come to attention to look out for. Please keep them in mind. 1. Enemies will nominate you for contests when they know we are slammed to make us look bad. 2. Down raters or One raters need to be linked in a blog or stash. This way the whole pack can block them. 3. Don't let outsiders put down your pack for any reason. If we don't stand beside one another who will?! 4. Lastly, If anything happens and you don't know what to do..Please! Ask someone! Don't be shy or nervous about it

Lol
people just can't find humor in anything anymore. thought this site was suppose to be fun so i posted a mummm out of amusement and wow some of the responses all i can say at some people is LMAO take a pill find humor again and move on Edit... ok this is just stupid A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. it wasn't NSFW since all the mum said was talk to me i don't bite then the votes were ok lets chat and Nah not here to talk.. wth people come on lol adult site but some adults just go a little to far

Does Love Ever Die?
Does love ever die? Don't know if it does but I know for me it never does. As those of you know that actually read the about me part of a profile I state that I am divorced. But that isn't true as of yet. Right now I am going through a divorce and when I created my profile I had given up on things. But now that time has progressed I have felt that strong desire to hold on and fight. I don't know if that is the thing to do but I can't seem to help myself. It has been such a painful experience that it is hard not to give up. I had to fight for my daughter, so that I could just see her. Her mother felt that she could walk away from me with her and I wouldn't say a thing. Well boy was she wrong. I ended up having to take her to court. Things weren't perfect in our marriage but they weren't bad by any sense. We didn't fight, hardly ever. But maybe that was the problem. But no point in stressing over that. I don't want to give up, want to fight for us. Not just for my heart but for Gabby. Sh

Mercy's Eye's
mercy's eyes are blue but they cant be seen and mercy's skin is soft but it cant be felt mercy's touch is lifting but you keep falling back mercy keeps everything in place but your the only one turned around mercy's eyes are hazel and they are beautiful mercy's skin is unbearable becuase once you feel it you always want it mercy's touch is crushing because its not there for long mercy is out of space because i am consuming her thoughts

Rise From The Shadows Of Darkness
From the shadow we rise. Into the darkness we fade. All but regret waits for those who sit still. Cast aside your doubts and step away from that which binds you. Free yourself to live life. Try you must and if you fail, you tried. That is all we can do!

Level Help....share Please
I just need 14,000 to level up. Anyone want to help a sweet Southern gal hehe.....Please share me with your friends and family.......I will return the love!! ~Sugahhh~ CoFounder of TGB, ~CLUB F.A.R~@ fubar

Ever Wish You Could Take Back Every Bad Thing That Happens...
especially in your child's life???? I just got a good spatting at by my daughter out of the blue. Why can she not put the past behind her??? I know that the childhood wasn't perfect... * my being a single parent for most of her life * not getting any child support from her father because he chose to sign away his parental rights * me being in two abusive relationships... once with her father...then another man before finding someone who finally treated me like a queen Why is it that some people can put some past behind them... and others seem to never be able to do so???? My mistake this week was not going over to her home on Tuesday -- a day that was tentatively set...and I was so sick with a stomach issue and slept most of the day away anyway. Today, I received a phone call with a list of everything that I have ever done wrong in the past. Ugghghghh... like I don't know the errors of my ways already. She will be okay in a few days; until then, she will march on

~~friendship~~
~~Once in a while we meet someone Who make us feel so good~ Who seem to understand us.. In a way that few people could Someone who truly glad for us When things arte going well~~ Who's always there to listen When we have something new to tell~ Tho we meet alot of people in life It seems that very few Turn out to be a special friend .. That means as much as you~~ No wonder then that wonderous joy Is just the smallest part of the very special wishes, That I brings to you from my heart.~

Ariel - Sylvia Plath
Stasis in darkness. Then the substanceless blue Pour of tor and distances. God's lioness, How one we grow, Pivot of heels and knees! -- The furrow Splits and passes, sister to The brown arc Of the neck I cannot catch, Nigger-eye Berries cast dark Hooks ---- Black sweet blood mouthfuls, Shadows. Something else Hauls me through air ---- Thighs, hair; Flakes from my heels. White Godiva, I unpeel ---- Dead hands, dead stringencies. And now I Foam to wheat, a glitter of seas. The child's cry Melts in the wall. And I Am the arrow, The dew that flies, Suicidal, at one with the drive Into the red Eye, the cauldron of morning.

Some Pics.....
So I just got on here a day or two ago,(still trying to figure out how to navigate this site*) and I just added a bunch of random pics that relate to me in some way, I suppose I should get some taken of Me to put on here*L*

Thank You!!!!! Pls Read :)
Hey guys, I blocked 16 people today, and if you happen to know one of them and they say they did nothing wrong "they're just pictures" feel free to tell them it's a lack of respect... for those of you that avoided my family albums through this: THANK YOU sooooo much, i really do appreciate it and love you all for it... and an extra special thanks to Ghost (he'd be the bigass picture on my profile page) for the VIP that allowed me to take down my albums for now and bring them back up when things are fixed.... you should all visit him and show him some love too because if not for him, you guys would be getting NO MORE PICS until someone else got me one ;) so go give him some lovins :p love you guys :) Sin

Nice Cars Popular Cars
These are the nice cars that right now are the most popular with car buyers. Top Sports Cars: 1. 2007 Lotus Elise 2. 2007 BMW 5 Series 3. 2007 Ford Shelby GT500 Top Sedans: 1. 2007 BMW 3 Series Sedan 2. 2007 Honda Civic Sedan 3. 2007 Honda Accord Sedan Top Coupes: 1. 2007 Honda Civic Coupe 2. 2007 Ford Mustang 3. 2007 Toyota Yaris Top Convertibles: 1. 2007 Pontiac Solstice 2. 2007 Ford Shelby GT500 3. 2007 BMW M6 Top SUVs: 1. 2007 Honda CR-V 2. 2007 Toyota FJ Cruiser 3. 2007 Ford Escape Hybrid Top Wagons: 1. 2007 Audi A3 2. 2007 Toyota Matrix 3. 2007 Dodge Caliber Top Vans: 1. 2007 Honda Odyssey 2. 2007 Toyota Sienna 3. 2007 Nissan Quest Top Trucks: 1. 2007 Chevrolet Silverado 1500 Crew Cab 2. 2007 Toyota Truck Tacoma 4X4 3. 2007 Honda Ridgeline Top Luxury Vehicles: 1. 2007 BMW 5 Series 2. 2007 Lotus Elise 3. 2007 Ferrari Top Economy Vehicles: 1. 2007 Toyota Corolla 2.

Hand Prints
Closing her eyes against the darkness as though accepting blindness might help her see. The cloth light upon her face seems like it would hold nothing back from her and so she is sure the lights, too, have been turned off. The room is devoid of sound with the exception of the soft humming coming from a streetlamp just outside the window. With nothing left to focus on she seeks the sanity of that simple sound, letting it ground her into the here and now rather than daring to lose herself... at least not yet. Each limb is held down to the little cushion the old mattress holds. The springs push up and into her back and bite at her elbows. There is a piece of her, quite aware that soon even those little annoyances will go unnoticed and she tenses a bit with the knowledge, yet a smile burgeons on her lips, daring to mock the fear in her heart. The fear is not that which leaves one helpless, but escalates them to a new high. The fear of the unknown in the hands of one most trusted is som

"tattered Times"
"TATTERED TIMES" Wondering Somewhere out in the misplaced Somewhere out in a distant place Mentaly vanished without a trace But why? Hell I dont know I mean even if I did would it show Or would the river of life continue to flow Unrestraind Throughout time beheld to one is the rights to ones self WELCOME To the new millinia Like mass spread schitzophrinia Seen on countless T.V.s Are people who rape others belifes Hi there news caster,Lie,Lie Rember it only sells if it dies "If it bleeds,It leads!" Your moto is the soicety it feeds People here will rob you blind An hour gone is more than enough time As the solders continue to walk the line Robot troops,marching in loops Around in countrys that hate The United States But why? Hell,I dont know Just need enough to fill a half hour show Edit the rest in to keep the flow Make up,Make up,cover the fakes up Make it good to sell to the public If

Missing You 2
My heart aches within from missing you, My lips long for the feel of kissing you, Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin, To look into your eyes and see deep within, Just one warm embrace, Just to look upon your face, Just one little touch, From the one I love so much, If I could gaze upon your smile, For just a little while, To know that you miss me too, As I'm thinking of you, To hear the sound of you breathe, Knowing you'll never leave, To see you walk up to me, Then embrace you tenderly, To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling, And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling, I sit here alone in my office tonight, And pray that somehow this all turns out right, I've never been one to do more taking than giving, I'm not well off but I work hard for a living, I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought, And in lifetime, who would have thought, That I have found someone who was just meant for me, I can't explain th

People Talking Crap About Soldiers
ok i have to vent, i was in the store today with my kids when a lady in front of us started talk alot to crap about the soldier and the war. it really pisses me off when people talk bad about the soldiers when they are only doing there jobs. Plus they have no considertion about the people that are around then. You never know when a military wife , girlfriend or even kids are around. the bad thing is i had to explain to my 5yr why people are such idiots and how we are over there helping out. So to finish this for everyone who dont support the war thats fine but aleast support the men and women over there doing there jobs.

Ok Ok Last Time I Ask This Week, I Promise
Just begging one last time in hopes that someone will decide that i'm worth $7.50 and get me a blast to run on my birthday (which is friday) anyone that does, i'll make a salute for (your choice of sfw or nsfw). if you were ever going to get me one though, now would be the time it's most appreciated ;) ah well, was worth one last shot /sigh love you guys Sin

Mass. Goverment Sucks
The State of Massachusetts has Canceled my Health Coverage because I didn't put in change of address.Social Security Disability short changed me $105. Which is my VIP cash an Cash to fix my Computer,+ Booze money.My account is totally useless with out VIP.I will complicate this shortage an decide what is Best.Ty a Defiant Lord Wolf

Seriously
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE ENDif u can stand it. Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****YOU HAVE TO PRESS REPLY SO YOU CAN COPY CODE..

Sexiest Halloween Costume Contest
LOOKING FOR 20 CONTESTANTS. STILL NEED 10 MORE ENTRIES. . . WILL BEGIN: OCTOBER 21 @ 9:00 PM (EST) ENDING: NOVEMBER 1 @ 9:00 PM (EST) PRIZES 1ST PLACE: 3 MONTH VIP OR 30 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE: 7 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT 3RD PLACE: 1 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT RULES: · All Entrants must fan, rate and add Host · No NSFW pics allowed. · Must play well with others. This means NO downrating. · Comment Bombing is a must. · Self Bombing is encouraged .

Happy Birthday Sean {nsbd}
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN! We are a bit late.... !!!!BUT HERE WE ARE!!!! PLEASE come show this great guy some loves! He has been through a rough yr and we are so proud to have him in our family and on FUBAR! Rate is pics, stash, page....show it lots & lots of love! P.S. Gift {{bunches}} are needed...someone give the man a TV...every man needs one of those....please you wanna know just how great a man Sean is...follow this link here and read: http://www.wave3.com/Global/story.asp?s=1540374 Come see him guys and show love: SEAN ~NBSD~@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World

I Try To Do What I Can When I Am Home
I try to get to everyones new pictures, I try to get to the blogs, I try to help people get levels. It is not easy when one is a OTR semi truck driver. So I hope you as people understand.

To All The Blazing Bomberz
I have some news you all.. My grandpa sat down with me and my aunt and he said that he it is not happy here in Crossville Tennessee, so he said that he is going to Ohio to fine a place to live like a house, so we are moving to Ohio.. I am glad and happy I am going back to my home that I really love.. I Love living in Ohio and it is not bad.. I am a city gurl lol.. Well any how they going to fine a place to live or say finding a house for us to live in.. Tennessee is to much down here for us and we are having a hard time as of right now.. So it is better off for us to live in Ohio it will be more cheaper, down here it is to damn much for us and we can't afford a lot down here so that is why my grandpa is going to fine a place for us to live.. Um I don't know what is going on but you all will know in blog etc.. what is going on I will keep you all posted of what is going on.. thank you all for reading and undersanding.. Virgo24

I Think My Roommate Is Trying To Kill Me.
As I lay slumbering this morning….I’m in the midst of the most wonderful dream…….corset is being slowly tightened from behind…….hair lifted and brushed over my shoulder as a small kiss and nibble is placed at the nape of my neck…..then suddenly…. “Hey, are you going to get up and take the kids to school?” I glare at the clock…..trying to focus….trying to find my voice …..”what time is it?” I groan huskily…. “6:30.…..I just got home from work and I am beat.” she says over her shoulder as she heads for her bed….. I do quick calculations in my mind…ok, as fast as my sleep numbed mind can handle and realize, damn….I have less than 20 minutes to dress evil children……..get teeth brushed…..hair brushed and put up in pigtails……..and not to mention that the roommate could have at least made me coffee before she went to her room…but no, there is no coffee…. I stumble out of bed…..walk to evil children’s room and open the door….oh, those little girls look so sweet when they are sleepi

Show Someone Some Love!
Feeling a bit blah today, not feeling loved, kind of shunned..:( so I thought I would at least try and help womeone else feel special..:) And She is..Check her out and give her the love I know you know how too, that is if you haven't added her yet..:) Hugs and Kisses! ♥ _-*- Curvy_Cutie-*-_ ♥ - ~_*0o - R/L GF TO ¤ F£ÅMË ¤ o0 ~_*@ fubar

Ever Wondered Why?
Have you ever pondered and wondered why we are here to exist in this world? Have you pondered, just for a second, why the world is the way it is?? Have you ever wondered, while you sit alone in the dark, if things would be better without you here to mess it all up??? Have you ever pondered, what this world would be like without you interfere in affair that aren't yours??? Have you ever, just for a minute, wondered why you have the feeling as if no one wants you??? If something was wrong with you because of that simple feeling???? Have you ever wondered, would everyone be better off if you simply left???? Would anyone miss you???? Would anyone really care???? Would the ones that claimed to love you, cry or be saddened by your lose??? These are but a few of the many questions that flout within this Raven's Mind. If any care to answer them, feel free to do so. Or if you wish to tell me that I am not the only one with theses questions also feel free to do so. Blessed Be, Merr

Brain Storming Or Thought Shower?
Good morning and guess what? Ok you give I can tell by instant silence overwhelming my screen, however one could not answer back that quick in an email now could they? I would not want you to brain storm this early in the morning without due cause. Ut oh…I just did a foo par and no a foo par is not a Chinese donut! It is a Martyism in where as the party of the first part, ME is using that parity of words to communicate that I made a verbal error. The error comes in offending a person or person’s with the phrase “Brain Storming” …. Now you say who on earth would be offended by uses that terminology? Well British teachers were told a few years back not to use brain storming because it might offend a person who has epilepsy. I am not making this up it shows you how thin skinned or let me put this more in a way which better serves up how the planet thinks now… no I am not brain storming I am Thought Showering and word storming so I do not offend. We have become so overwhelmed by trying not

Blue Ovaries?
You came and I didn't. Now, is that really fair? I let you in, wiped you down. I let you touch my hair. But you came, and I didn't. Now, is that really fair? I mean, I guess I should've tried And maybe gotten mine. But I assumed that you would share. You came and I didn't. We both know that shit's not fair. lol not fair at all

Whats Up Friends And Folks
SDMF to my BLS brothers and sisters and hello to all me friends and folks on here sorry if i havent had time to chat with all of yall i be busy as heck with these crazy work hours well hope to hear from yall KEEP THE GEARS SPINNING AND THE BEAVERS GRINNING

What Is A Gyrl To Do
So tell me wise ones, wtf ? Listen i will tell you a story bout a gyrl who is 42 lookin like she is not even thirty yet, finds her self single and what is there to choose from omfg NOthing NOthing. Like not even any one to be a booty call, well one but we won't talk about him much too young ,, ohhh my but so tasty . So now what do i do invest in new toys and hope for the best ? So nanaimo dudes don't be scared i don't bite too hard . ask me out, don't be shy just freakin do it .... i am getting really impatient here ya know ? And i would hope that one man would get courageous and help me restore my faith in man.

Oh Wow! What A Weekend!
If I had to sum up this past weekend in one word, it would have to be 'insane'. As much as I don't look forward to the end of weekends, this has to be one of the few times I will make an exception. Friday, I had the doctor in the morning. We reviewed what we were gonna do next and we set a date to start the next wave of chemotherapy: November 9th. He then said my blood cell levels (both white and red) were too low. He decided on giving me Neulasta that day and Procrit I will get later in the upcoming week. So from now until November 9th should be quite the trip! (Ugh!) I ended up taking a long nap after that, and with good reason. I was doing an intervention on my brother. His girlfriend told me he is drinking again and he is getting worse, so she and I, as well as a handful of others he knows, went to talk to him. I haven't had a physical showdown with my brother in years, but we almost had one that night. He went to leave and I stood in front of the door. He put his

Name That Tune
So I am chatting with my friend Christine who tends to get songs in her head...but can never remember the lyrics... and since we are chatting...she can't even hum the tune... and the girl is driving herself mad trying to remember what the song is... she has herself covinced it is Hall & Oates.... and she posts the most inchorent attempt at the lyrics... "and she wanders.....and she waannnnnder. noooooo one can make me feel....something someting. something....that's all I've got!" (Yeah, that's all she sent... ) but it comes to me in a moment... and it's Howard Jones... and I always liked the song... No One Is To Blame You can look at the menu but you just cant eat You can feel the cushions but you cant have a seat You can dip your foot in the pool but you cant have a swim You can feel the punishment but you cant commit the sin And you want her and she wants you We want everyone And you want her and she wants you No one, no one, no one ever is to blame You

What’s The Point?
What’s the Point? By: April Terry She sits there all alone, Minute by minute, Depression starts to sink in, She fights it at first, But she can see its winning. She too weak to fight, This fight over and over. So inch by inch, She let the depression, Consume her in whole. Letting it eat her, From the inside out. Wondering, If there ever was a point. Wanting to know, How her life, Has come to become this. Feeling so worthless, So unwanted, So very alone. Trying to find something, Anything to hold onto. Something that will give, Her life some kind of meaning. Grasping at every thought, Slowing breathing, In and out. The thoughts fade away, Soon she is left alone, With this depression, In total silence. Feeling even more alone, Not even her thoughts, What to be around her. She ask herself, Am I really that bad?

After A While
I wish that I could say, You broke my heart again. I guess after so many times, You no longer feel the pain. I don't feel down, I don't feel sad, It is more like a release, From not having you around. I gave you all I had, Yet it some how wasn't good enough. I was understanding and caring, Accepting for you to trust. I loved you unconditionally, With all you faults and flaws. Days have come and gone. Now it is all a blur. There is a part of you that will always remain. You will always be there, Somewhere in the corner of my mind. A corner of my heart, Is where I will find you to. No matter how I look at it, There will never be another you. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

The News Just Keeps Getting Worse...when Will It Be Time For Some Good News?
Well the MRI from yesterday on my dad showed yet another place that the cancer has moved and that is the cerebellum of the brain...Which is almost the worst of all possible news. All I can ask now is that you pray harder and understand if I am not here a whole lot. Right now things are very difficult for me.... I do need my friends right now tho...So if you are one..thanks and I am going to ask you to PLEASE help me get through this....

Black Hole Report
PASADENA, Calif. - Astronomers have unmasked hundreds of black holes hiding deep inside dusty galaxies billions of light-years away. The massive, growing black holes, discovered by NASA's Spitzer and Chandra space telescopes, represent a large fraction of a long-sought missing population. Their discovery implies there were hundreds of millions of additional black holes growing in our young universe, more than doubling the total amount known at that distance. "Active, supermassive black holes were everywhere in the early universe," said Mark Dickinson of the National Optical Astronomy Observatory in Tucson, Ariz. "We had seen the tip of the iceberg before in our search for these objects. Now, we can see the iceberg itself." Dickinson is a co-author of two new papers appearing in the Nov. 10 issue of the Astrophysical Journal. Emanuele Daddi of the Commissariat a l'Energie Atomique in France led the research. The findings are also the first direct evidence that most, if not all,

To All The Blazing Bomberz
Hey you all sorry if I was not on rating pictures or comment bombing.. Some one hacked into my yahoo email account and I made a new one.. I will give all my info of the new account so you all can email me for right now I am trying to get everything switched over to the new account.. I will do what I am supposed to do let me finish switching my stuff and I am will be on my way.. Plz plz just wait when I get done ok thank you all Alisha AKa Virgo24

Memories
Deep in the recesses of my subconcious lies a memory of lives past lived. A time of nothingness, when we were warriors in the truest sense of the word... when women and men were equals, fighting side by side, rivers of blood running past our feet, chaos and confusion everywhere, when passion and rage were the same definition and ferocity was a way of life. We ate, drank, and lusted/loved with gusto, there was no such thing as political correctness, and justice was handed down on the blade of a sword, swiftly, mercilessly, because that's just the way it was. I remember crystal clear skies at night with only the light of stars to see by, feeling your warmth next to my body, enveloping me with your smell, that smell of man (i love that smell), you turning into me, moving in closer as if to meld our bodies into one being. I remember wrapping my fingers in your hair, pulling your mouth to mine, drinking in the elixer of you. Your strong hands so hard in battle, stroking, a gentlen

Breast Cancer: Breast Cancer During Pregnancy
http://www.medicinenet.com/breast_cancer_during_pregnancy/article.htm Breast Cancer: Breast Cancer During Pregnancy * Introduction * How is breast cancer diagnosed in pregnant women? * What if I do have cancer? Will I have to lose my baby? * Can I breastfeed my baby if I have breast cancer? * I had breast cancer, but I have been successfully treated for it. Is it OK for me to get pregnant? Will this harm either me or my baby? Introduction Breast cancer is the most common cancer in pregnant women and tends to affect women in their mid-30s. Although only about 1 in every 1,000 pregnant women get breast cancer, the disease can be devastating to both the mother and her child -- so it is essential that pregnant women and their doctors continue to do routine breast exams and thoroughly investigate any suspicious lumps. A major problem is that a lot of changes take place in a woman's breasts during pregnancy. This makes it harder to identify suspicious lum

What Ya Doing Halloween Night?
Don't forget, It's Rocky Horror at the NARO on Colley ave in Ghent ,two shows Halloween night 7pm and 9pm. Special pre-shows , a Rocky Horror costume contest And thee Underware run.....Ya never know Whats gonna happen at Rocky ..and remember what does happen at Rocky stays at Rocky ...... So let your freak flag fly and I'll see you there!!!!!!

I'm In My First Giveaway
So this is my first giveaway I am in, and I really could use some help if anyone can spare some time here and there.. I would appreciate it, and will return the love. I need to get to 15,000 comments. Thank you to those who help me out. Here is my link: a

Witches Creed
The Witches Creed Hear now the words of the witches, The secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destiny's pathway, That now we bring forth into light Mysterious water and fire, The earth and the wide-ranging air, By hidden quintessense we know them, And will and keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all nature, The passing of winter and spring, We share with the life universal, Rejoice in the magical ring. Four time in the year the Great Sabbat Returns, and the witches are seen At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, On May Eve and old Hallowe'en. When day-time and night-time are equal, When the sun is at greatest and least, The four Lesser Sabbats are summoned, Again witches gather in feast. Thirteen siver moons in a year are, Thirteen is the coven's array. Thirteen times as Esbat make merry, For each golden year and a day. The power was passed down the ages, Each time between woman and man, Each century unto the other, Ere time and

By Your Side I'll Be
You are the one I love,Sent to me from heaven above. You touch my life in unspeakable ways,By your side I'll be, For all the rest of my days. ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Angels In Uniform
When something touches you, it's important to share: In sand storms or pouring rain In the U.S. is where most were born Fighting for rights of others Are our blessed angels in uniform Some have battled evil before To others, this fight is new Remember that the rights of many Are won by a special few Heroes one and all I say Brave men and women choose To protect the freedom we love In a battle they will not lose Thanks to all who served before And to all who serve today May God watch over and protect you Is what we at home will pray In the air, on the land or sea In a world that’s so badly torn Go these wonderful and fearless Blessed angels in uniform

Fucked Up Bullshit!!!!!!!!!
WELL WOUNDT YOU KNOW IT.....THINGS ARE REALY TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. GUESS MY DREAMS CAN JUST BE FUCKED ALL THE TIME. BUST MY ASS TOO FUCKING MUCH ONLY TO GET LET DOWN. I WONT BE WORKINGMY DREAM JOB LIKE I ONCE THOUGH ANS WAS LEAD TO BELIEVE. SO AS OF RIGHT NOW I WONT BE MOVING....WONT BE GOING TO DAYTONA AND WONT BE LIVING MY DREAM.......I JUST FUCKING GIVE UP!!!!!!! PLEASE DONT TELL ME IM TOO NEGATIVE CAUSE THATS NOT GONNA WORK THIS TIME....I WAS SO POSITIVE WITH THIS AND MAKING PLANS TO FOLLOW MY DREAMS AND THINK FOR MY SELF THIS ONE TIME AND NOT THINK ABOUT ANYONE ELSE AND IT STILL BACK FIRED.............I ALMOST THINK IM JUST GONNA MOVE THE FUCK BACK HOME AND SAY FUCK IT. I TRUELY FEEL SO FUCKING HEART BROKEN AND I ONLY HAVE MYSELF TO BLAME...THIS TIME IT WASNT A FEMALE OR A FRIEND....I DINT LOSE ANYONE(THANKFULLY).......I FEEL LIKE IVE MADE SO MANY SACRIFICES IN MY LIFE THAT FOR ONCE I WAS GETTING SOMEWHERE AND ALL THE SACRIFICES IVE MADE AND THE SHIT IVE PUT MYSELF THROU

Its Cuts
When I can't see your eyes looking back at mine, it cuts... when I long to hear you and cannot, it cuts... When my life falls to pieces at your hand, it cuts... When I cry silent tears, it cuts... When you don't blieve in me, it cuts... When you use my thoughts and pain, it cuts... When you don't see me, it cuts... I shiver in the rain for you, it cuts... I beg and plead for you, it cuts... When I do not wish to face another day, it cuts... When love that knows no bounds, it cuts... When forever is but a word, it cuts... When pain is freely given, it cuts....

Ripped To Pieces...poem
I honor you, yet it is not enough... I would die for you, yet it is not enough... I would give all for you, yet it is not enough... I would lay on the streets with nothing, and yet it is not enough... I would lay there and let you walk over me, and yet it is not enough... I would lay there and let fire consume me, and yet it is not enough... You hold my world in your hands, and it is not enough... you hold my hopes in your hands, and it is not enough... You hold my passion in your hands, and it is not enough... You take my fire, and it is not enough... You take my will, and it is not enough... You take my desire, and it is not enough...

I Lick Paint
This is a shoutbox conversation with a dude that rated my profile an 8 and I told him that he was funny as hell. Then he blocked me because I wouldn't block him.... And he still sending messages in my shoutbox but unblock me so I can answer....Some people crack me up! I LICK PAI...: WAVES ->Star: be my guest, doesn't bother me I LICK PAI...: so will you when I block you as well ->Star: you'll get over it i am sure I LICK PAI...: not fucking trying hard enough it seems ->Star: ok hun, i'll try not too I LICK PAI...: dont call me HUN thank you ->Star: not getting it from me, sorry hun I LICK PAI...: I just want a BLOCK plain and simple ->Star: wolf blitzer? ->Star: CNN? I LICK PAI...: you Wolf Blitzer ? ->Star: nah, not into produce I LICK PAI...: why you CNN ? I LICK PAI...: produce ? ->Star: why do you want to be blocked ->Star: i have a few already, any other suggestions I LICK PAI...: I just want a BLOCK I LICK PAI...: want* I LICK PAI...:

Funny
One day, Pete complained to his friend, "My elbow really hurts. I guess I should see a doctor." His friend said, "Don't do that. There's a computer at the drug store that can diagnose anything quicker and cheaper than a doctor. Simply put in a sample of your urine, and the computer will diagnose your problem and tell you what you can do about it. And it only costs $10.00. Pete figured he had nothing to lose, so he filled a jar with a urine sample and went to the drug store. Finding the computer, he poured in the sample and deposited the $10.00. The computer started making some noise and various lights started flashing. After a brief pause, out popped a small slip of paper which read: You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water, avoid heavy labor. It will be better in two weeks....... That evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was and how it would change medical science forever, he began to wonder if this computer could be fooled. He decided to give it a try. H

Funny
Jane was a first time contestant on the $65,000 quiz show. Lady luck had smiled in her favor, as Jane had a gained a substantial lead over her opponents. She even managed to win the game but, unfortunately, time had run out before the show's host could ask her the big question. Jane agreed to return the following day. Jane was nervous as her husband drove them home. "I've just gotta win tomorrow. I wish I knew what the answer might be! You know I'm not going to sleep at all tonight. I will probably look like garbage tomorrow." "Relax honey," her husband, Roger, reassured her, "It will all be OK." Ten minutes after they arrived home, Roger grabbed the car keys and started heading out the door. "Where are you going?" Jane asked. "I have a little errand to run. I should be back soon." After an agonizing three hour absence, Roger returned, sporting a very wide and wicked grin. "Honey, I managed to get tomorrow's question and answer!" "What is it?" she cried excitedly. "OK. The questio

Stress
A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, >>raised a glass of water and asked, >>"How heavy is this glass of water?" >> >>Answers called out ranged >>from 20g to 500g. >> >>The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. >>It depends on how long you try to hold it. >> >>If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. >> >>If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. >> >>If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. >> >>In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the >>heavier it becomes." >> >>He continued, >>"And that's the way it is with stress management. >> >>If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the >>burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. >> >>As with the glass of water, >>you have to put it down for a while >>and rest before holding it again. >> >>When we're refreshed, we can carry on >>with the burden. >> >>So, before y

The 63 Doller Question
ok everyone, heres a riddle for ya, e-mail me your answer so nobody else can copy your answer.......lets see how many people can get it right i have 6 bills, that = 63 dollers, but theres no 1's(and theres no change)......what do i have

How Do You Feel!
Received this from my sister in law, what do you think? Definition of a Veteran A Veteran - whether active duty, retired, National Guard or reserve - is someone who, at one point in his or her life, wrote a blank check, made payable to "The United States of America", for an amount of "up to and including my life." That is honor, and there are far too many people in this country who choose to no longer understand it.

Seahawks
at half time Seahawks are leading 17 - 0 over the 49ers. It is about time the coach listened to me. Since week 2 I have been yelling out to Mike to leave Morris in and let Shaun heal... AND to use the pass game more than the running game... This week he is doing just that and so far at half time we are shutting out the 49ers 17-0 at the half. The 49ers have not had one 1st down converted. Matt is just launching some bombs and our receivers are doing a great job. 30 minutes left in the game... Go Seahawks!

Chinese Zodiac Oct 26th 1976 The Dragon
The Dragon is one of the most powerful and lucky Signs of the Chinese Zodiac. Its warm heart makes the Dragon's brash, fiery energy far more palatable. This is a giving, intelligent and tenacious Sign that knows exactly what it wants and is determined to get it. Dragons possess a certain natural, charming charisma that ensures they can always influence their peers and often find themselves the center of attention in social situations. This Sign is truly blessed, too; Dragons are considered to be very lucky in love! The Dragon's friends are always keen to hear what this firebrand has to say and when it comes to dispensing advice, the Dragon has the floor. Its ego can get in the Dragon's way, but even so, this larger-than-life creature has a knack for initiating projects and keeping the troops motivated. According to Dragons, it's their natural born right to lead the way -- because who else could do it so surely and so well? As lucky as they are, Dragons have a good chance of achievin

Muscular Contractions
MUSCULAR CONTRACTIONS > > A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular > Contractions" to his first year medical students. > > Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor > decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in > the front row and said, > > "Do you know what your asshole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" > > She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." > > The professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class.

Amazing Feeling!!
Isn't it something when people come back into your life when your not even expecting it they just come back and you relize the connection you once shared is still there maybe a lil bruised but there none the less and you know that this time it can be stronger even deeper then before and when you think about them you can help but get that goofy smile and a sudden rush of happiness floods over you you remember why that person made you feel so amazing.And people come into your life for so many reasons and maybe at that time it wasnt your momment but now is just perfect!

Everywomans Dream
Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home andp icked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1 P.M. and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen floor. Ran to the school to pick up the kids and got into an argument with them on the way home. Set out milk and cookies and got the kids organiz

I Hate Mandatory Overtime.
Yesterday, I had mandatory overtime. I had to do 16 hours, then go in today. We have a list everyday of people who have to work overtime. I was not on it the previous day so did not expect to be second on the list. If I had known I would have been prepared, I would have brought a sandwich for the evening and a snack for the night. The sandwich would have been turkey and 2 slices of wheat bread while the snack would have been some grapes. There is no refridgeration at work for the employees to use. And with only 15 minutes for a break, that makes it impossible to go anywhere for food. The building is parish owned and they are slow on doing anything to improve the working conditions for the sheriff office employees. Everyone know that if you work a high stress job it is important to eat right and to get enough sleep. On top of that I was recently dianosed as a type 2 diabetic, so meals are very important.

Widdle Wabbits
A little girl walks into a pet shop and asks, in the sweetest little lisp, between two missing teeth, "Excuthe me, mithter, do you keep widdle wabbits?" As the shopkeeper's heart melts, he gets down on his knees so that he's on her level and asks, "Do you want a widdle white wabbit, or a thoft and fuwwy bwack wabbit, or maybe one like that cute widdle bwown wabbit over there?" She, in turn, blushes, rocks on her heels, puts her hands on her knees, leans forward and says, in a tiny quiet voice, "I don't think my python weally gives a thit." Mind you, I did not write it! 8-P

When Death Comes
When Death Comes When death comes like the hungry bear in autumn when death comes and takes all the bright coins from his purse to buy me, and snaps his purse shut; when death comes like the measle pox; when death comes like an iceberg between the shoulder blades, I want to step through the door full of curiosity, wondering; what is it going to be like, that cottage of darkness? And therefore I look upon everything as a brotherhood and a sisterhood, and I look upon time as no more than an idea, and I consider eternity as another possibility, and I think of each life as a flower, as common as a field daisy, and as singular, and each name a comfortable music in the mouth tending as all music does, toward silence, and each body a lion of courage, and something precious to the earth. When it's over, I want to say: all my life I was a bride married to amazement. I was a bridegroom, taking the world into my arms. When it's over, I don't want to w

Sorry
subject: Sorry post date: 2007-11-21 11:36:45 views: 23 comments: 3 ratings: 0 I'm sorry for any problems i may have caused here i dint intentionally be rude as i found myself to be first i let a cyber stalker make me so sensitive i was handling it well but i did conspire with others to that person who was maybe a bit overzealous but i became excessive myself maybe i did overreact next was downraters i dint really care about ratings it seems i did over analyze things i am beginning to become a person i dont like and that is one person that you should like cause nobody else may i have come a long road and i think it is time should be that person that i like again i know my nanay would be smiling that i am finally understanding myself i'm know she would be happy that i am make a life for myself go the road that is better charted for me

Giving Thanks Today & Everyday
My son (in Iraq) called me yesterday...he is witnessing so much tradgity overseas. My heart ached for him & those serving. They are not home with their families to give thanks...but in their hearts they LONG DESPERATELY to be home, surrounded with love & support for their efforts & braveness;I hope we can all give Thanks to our men & women serving for us to be able to have a day of thanks...THIS IS ONE REASON THEY FIGHT for US. On another note....I do give thanks to ALL of our WONDERFUL friends on here...they have touched our hearts & made us feel so luved & appreciated...We LUV EACH & EVERYONE OF U!!! thank u for being our friends!! Today we r THANKFUL for ALL things!...both HUGE & TINY! Giggles

Thankful
I am thankful for everything I have. A friend just said to me and reminded me of how I have tried to live my life ...."no matter how bad u think the times are going for you at any given point in your life, don't forget, there is always someone out there who is less fortunate than you." I am very grateful for my family and my friends. I am very very thankful for my new job!! (whoo hoo!)I have been blessed many times over the years and I am trying each day to embrace what is here right now at this moment and enjoy the events that unfold and be grateful for everything I have. I don't worry as much about what tomorrow will bring. Time flies by much too quickly it seems, especially right now! I don't regret anything in my past, for it has made me who I am today. I have found incredible strength in myself and who I am and who I want to continue to be. I have come to accept that spirituality comes in many different ideas and concepts and I have learned to use them to my benefit. If I fo

Etorak Sammis
For a man without a past he wants to share, Etorak has his share of issues. Women being one. He had gone through a nasty divorce just before he took a quick siesta at a tavern he visited regularly. He didn't go there to drink. He went there to get info on his latest bounty. The officers let him take down their most wanted criminals since he was amazingly good at it. His latest target, a man he lost to a rival bounty hunter he knew as Kultran, led him on a chain of events that led to his supposed death...but the last thing he expected was to wake up in a frozen wasteland in a world that would call him a Traveler.

Men, Women... Why Do We Need Either Of Them... Just Shit On All Of Them Eh...
What the fuck is peoples problems... Like i understand if you just want to fuck but come on guys i thought i actually had a guy that fucking was honest... but no.... FUCK NO... i accidently grabbed his phone and read one of his out box. And guess what... He was talking to Fucking yellow belly asking her if she would like to fuck... What the hell... When you say you love someone you don't do any of that shit... HOLLY CRAP... He live's with me he eats me food that i get he reads my phone to see if im doing anything... You want to talk about fucking stupid... god i hate guys... they are so fucked up. I thought i found a man for once... FUCK...

Can You Help Who You Fall In Love With?
I think we can, but most often we let our minds cloud our better judgement. Our mind tends to want what our hearts know is not right for us. It is easier to create a fantasy world in our minds much like reading a book and setting the story. Most especially when we get involved with people we meet online. Love is something that happens naturally and cautiously. Like when you are friends with the opposite sex and that friendship fosters in to something more. I think sexual chemistry is often part of the problem. If two people can abstain from having sex for as long as possible and just get to know eachother then take it from there I think it has a better chance. Sex creates possession, obsession, jealousy and imbalance when done in the wrong context. It should be about making love and to be making love, you should be in love with someone otherwise I think it is just sex. That is I think the difference between relationships that last and those that fizzle once the sex is no longer interes

Pimpout
This pimpout is brought to you by AngelinOK. Join in!!!! It is really EASY, even I can do it! lol All you have to do is to add everyone on the list. Fan, rate, and add. Of course you will rate all a 10 or an 11. When done, go to my blog and let me know and I will add you to the list and repost soon. DO repost the bulletins. Have fun meeting great new friends! ¢¾ AngelinOK ¢¾ ~ Club F.A.R. ROCKS! ~ Member of The Sisterhood ~ FuBombers ~ @ fubar Sweet Mel ~ Official Greeter of Club F.A.R ~ Member of the Sisterhood @ fubar youngsoldier917*****CLUB F.A.R*****. @ fubar FyreDragn**-=*Member of L.O.L levelers*=- & ~~CLUB F.A.R MEMBER~~** @ fubar *~AngL~* @ fubar Paul @ fubar TheSlayer @ fubar *Phantom* @ fubar Ozzy ( I love my baby ) Read m @ fubar misterfeet @ fubar seahawk1080 @ fubar Fatah @ fubar Cappy @ fubar Buffnut @ fubar ~~SHARON~~ *PROUD MEMBER of THE SISTERH

I'm Back But Won't Be Online Much This Week Either
so we get home from vegas on friday and there are messages on our machine from my parents and from my sister asking us to call as soon as we get in...i knew it could not be good news! i got a hold of my sister and was told that my grandmother was not doing very well with her health. she started going down hill on wednesday but the family did not want to call us while we were away on our vacation. we made our plan to go see her the next day but, when saturday arrived, we got a call before we got chance to go that she had passed away. I feel bummed that we did not make it in time but what could we do. I am sad that she is gone but she lived a long fruitful life. She was 97. So we spent the weekend running around...no time to really relax and get over the jet lag...etc. anyway the point is that I won't be online much over the next few days as I deal with viewings the funeral and getting caught up with housework and getting over jetlag. don't want anyone to think i am ignoring t

Peace Be With You
WONDERING THOUGHTS I HAVE. MORNING RUN INTO AFTERNOON, AFTERNOON SOON TURNS INTO EVENING. AN YET I STILL NOT KNOWING WHERE MY TIME HAS GONE.MY LIFE HERE, MY DREAMS THERE, AN YOU IN THE MIDDLE. DAY AN NIGHT I AM HERE FOR WHENEVER YOU WANT ME TO BE. TRUSTING YOU~ WANTING YOU! AN YET GETTING NONE OF THAT BACK IN RETURN. SHOULD I MOVE ON? OR SHOULD I STAY? HOPING ONE DAY I WILL COME FACE TO FACE WITH YOU, INSTEAD OF WORDS TO WORDS AN PROMISES FROM YOU. EVEN THE WORDS" I LOVE YOU BABY DOLL " HAVE LOST THERE TRUE FEELING. THEY ARE NOW JUST ROUTEEN WORDS USED IN HABIT. TO MY ONE ETURNAL FLAME, I SAY TO YOU!! I WATCH YOU LIVE THIS. THE LOSS YOU HAVE SUFFERED, THE LOVE YOU LONG TO HAVE WITH THE MAN WHO CAUSES SO MUCH CONFUSION AN HURT, MOST OF ALL A RIVER OF TEARS.. SAVED IN A BOTTLE TO BE RETURNED FOR AN EXCHANGE OF PEACE, LOVE , TRUST. YOU ARE A BUEATIFUL PERSON INSIDE AS WELL AS OUTSIDE. I WANT YOU TO COME HERE LOOKING FOR YOUR FOCAUS I GIVE YOU! PEACE WILL BE WITH YOU HERE. NO PAIN, NO

The Masked Madman Cannot Salute
You do not have to salute, it is optional, but you will not level up past 10 but if you want to salute, then you have to abide by the guidelines that are laid out for all community members. It is your choice :) Sas:) === 'XtraCrispy' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-27 16:34:31'.. > > sheesh! > > XtraCrispy is my character. I am on myspace, broadcaster, and stickam. I am the masked madman of camland. > > Showing my face would defeat the purpose. > > References: > http://myspace.com/xtracrispy1 > http://www.stickam.com/profile/xtracrispy > http://www.broadcaster.com/profile/XtraCrispy > > === 'Saspanda' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-27 16:27:05'.. > > > > the other part you are missing as well as fubar > > > > is Your FACE must be CLEARLY Seen with nothing covering it at all, while your holding the handwritten sign. > > > > That is what candid photo means..... A salute is to show the REAL YOU> > > > > > > > > === 'XtraCrispy' spew

A Question Posed, By Gone: The Anti-hero
So I was talking to this girl that thinks she has a dilemma... ...basically, her and 3 girls she knows were GREAAAAAAAAT friends back in high school... ...so she says. Now, her dilemma is that the other three will not talk to any of the others, but all three DO talk to her.... ...and she wants to tell them how everyone else is doing sooooooooooooooooooooooo bad... ...but says she can't because they are not talking to each other. In my opinion... ...not that great of friends at all. My OPINION mind you *LMFAO* (last thing I need is some sob story/hate mail/or whatever it is you might feel inclined to do) I mean seriously, me and my friends have been at outs before... ...words been said... ...boobies were grabbed... ...sometimes flashed.... ...threats made... ...and blows thrown. NOW....after all that (disregarding the booby flashing because you know that

The Holidays Are Coming
And as my gift to you I am offering you 40% off all phone orders place by December 15th Please visit www.MyRomanticTreasures.com Choose your items, have your credit card ready and Call me at 603-235-5429 Visa, Mastercard, and Discover cards accepted. Web orders do not qualify for discount. Offer Expires December 15th, 2007 at 8pm This offer is valid exclusively through Jennifer Levesque

November 28th
today is an awsome day i started my day by going to church tonight is the christmas program i want to go see it this church is so big it name is the timberline church justin liked it too i had a great day i laughed for 10 mins with my friend Dawn on the phone i went to the paper to get a paper route for some extra spending money and i made my resume im so happy here i love waking up in the mornings and seeing the snow cap mountains and the big beautiful sky with all the pink & purples hope you all have a great day and mychele if you read this im sorry i hurt you hope you forgive me soon i need you in my life i love you & miss you very much wish you would talk to me love Angel got to go get justin from school have a womderful day

Deck The Halls,,,,,,
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Hate
Hate V1 Here we stand once again Face 2 Face Everything we know has gone 2 Shit So I guess you have decited 2 Quit Now here I stand Missing you While you find someone new I wish these feeling would Just Die Why can I stop wanting You Chours I Miss you Holding you Talking 2 you But I guess its time for me 2 move on I wish I could just get one more chance V2 Why Did you turn and walk away Why didn't you become mine What the fuck did I do wrong Come back and Stay You were the onlything I had going But now you have moved on Chours G-Solo V3 What the fuck went wrong You just turned your head Has someone new come in and givin you what you want And now you think of me as dead I wander when he hugs or kisses you You wish it was me Chours

To Hell With The Cowboys...where Are The Gentlemen?
In the past six years of being single I've had occasion to observe the behavior of today's crop of young men and women and its frightening. To all the ladies I offer my sympathy...the lack of respect shown to you by today's guys is appalling. I would see a couple in a bar and notice the guys total lack of attention paid to his companion and wonder why she would accept this sign of disrespect only to realize all the other girls were in the same boat. The guys would be shooting pool or pounding beers and the girls would be talking amongst themselves. What gives? Clearly I grew up in a different era where being called and thought of as a gentleman was something to be proud of and had to be earned. I'm sure there are still some guys out there who qualify but I haven't seen many and I'm sure many women will agree. The sickening rise in the number of domestic assaults is further proof of a serious problem between the sexes. Perhaps I'm old-fashioned but perhaps therein lies the solut

Hmmmm.....
I'm lookin at you lookin at me souls intertwined lost as can be no one else around there is no sound but two hearts beat as one you take a deep breath mine is gone warmth of our bodies together your strength my soft touch never wanna let go no words spoken yet so much is said Fantasy fills our minds is it yours or is it mine pleasure all over and throughout kisses are delicious passion is no doubt my body is trembling with every touch pulsating muscles wrapped around you nibbling my bottom lip no way are we through grabbing the sheets posting against the wall can't get enough i want it all close my eyes when your deep inside arching my back tightening my thighs bodies glistening with sweat you got me all warm & wet with one arm you pull me up i wrap my legs around and you grab my hips for a good pump nails in your back my hand thru your hair a kiss on the neck

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to m

Christmas, South, 1866
Christmas, South, 1866 by Mary Eliza Perine Tucker Lambert Laughing, merry, childish voices, Woke us in their eager glee, When the rosy blush of morning In the east we scarce could see: Surely, ne'er a Christmas morning Was so cold and drear as this; Can it be our hearts are frozen With the sere frost's icy kiss? Ah, stern want and desolation Has a heavy, heavy hand, And no mirth should ever issue From beneath the iron band. Now the voices draw still nearer - Bless the children, all are here! "Mother, don't weep, they won't mind it; Oh, God help thee, mother, dear!" One by one they took their stockings, Gazed upon the store, then turned: "Sissie," said the bravest rebel, "Did Santee have his cotton burned?" "Hush, hush, Buddie; don't say nothing; Just see how poor mamma cries." Now the repentant Buddy To his mother's bedside hies - "I'm so sorry, mother, darling: When I'm grown you shan't be poor; I'll write for the Yankee papers,

How Every Girl Should Be Treated
o every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

When One Is A Stranger To Oneself, Then One Is Estranged From Others, Too.
--Anne Morrow Lindbergh There's a person inside each of us just itching to be known and loved. But if we don't get to know and love that person, how can we expect anyone else to? That's why it's so important to spend time alone getting acquainted with ourselves. And how do we do that? We can sit quietly with ourselves, thinking and listening. Then we can write our thoughts in a journal, or we can draw or paint them. If we play a musical instrument, we can put our thoughts and feelings into music. When we make the time and effort to know ourselves, it encourages others to want to know us, too. Since everything we do and feel begins inside us, we must feel good about ourselves in order to feel good about anything else. What wonders we are, that we have all the power we need to make our world a happy one! How do I feel about myself today?

Grant Me
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Complacent Agenda.
Complacent Agenda. Complacent - (com pla cent) – adjective pleased, esp. with oneself or one's merits, advantages, situation, etc., often without awareness of some potential danger or defect; self-satisfied When I've pushed all aside for you you've pushed me aside for your own desires. When I've given the last that I have When I fought with borrowed breath When at my own expense I gave to you. You turned me away in defiance. When I've shown you the truth you fed me disdain and when I loved you without bitterness you instilled bitterness in me. When my cries for help go unheard and my life fades away Your needs always came first you had to go out and play. When I've shown you through example that which you strove to believe you put me on a crucifix, stabbed me just to see if I'd bleed. When in the face of vulnerability you twisted the knife and thrust even more. Yet when you heard my cries my anguish and pain you smiled and walked out once more. How

Ignorance Brings Out A Bitch
Just bitching: I dont know if its me not being clear or some people too lazy to read or just dont fucking care. If you ask me if I want to see your extremely small manhood, I will become a bitch very very very quick. So if you dare ask, I will become very offensive and I will just snap. I know I'm beautiful but fucking a. Just because I'm pretty does not mean that I want to see what God blessed you with... or lack there of. That is all.

Update On Life
and hello to everyone... :) its hard to believe we've been here in this house for two weeks already... we dont have much unpacked as of yet, still getting the interior painted. My mums moving down to melbourne at the end of the month, so we're trying to get the major parts done before she's here... we're also in the process of getting a dog, I've finally caved into mikes demands lol.. plus a lady at work has to find a home for her golden lab because her son is allergic to it.. so that means this weekend is going to be spent putting the back gate back up.. and checking the fence for holes... but it will be worth it :) will be interesting to see how the cats take having a dog :) but anyway, I need to go get ready for work.. I'll try get some pictures posted when I have them... toodles :D

My Birthday And My Life
sometimes i hate the fact that i am going to be 40 on the 21st of this month, my life is not completely on the track that it should be on. i mean hey have been married three times and in the process still of my third divorce, shit happens right? you fall in love with the wrong people sometimes cuz they say the right words to you and you fall for them. pretty lies is what my mother has always told me they are. i have a really amazing man in my life though i have hurt him several times i still love him and i know he loves me despite my faults or at least i hope he does. i guess turning 40 should have been a great milestone in my life, i have a so so job but i have five wonderful kids 3 of whom i have not talked to since 2000 on my birthday thanks to my second husband, men can be such asses at times and my oldest i talk to all the time via MSN or the phone got to see him when i went up to my step mom's funeral that was in itself not a fun event wish i knew her better before she passe

The Naughty Quiz
he ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave y

Dj Kevdog
Name: KevDog aka SalsaKing D.O.B: 10/16/1968 Location: California Marital Status: Fubar Married to LaUrEn Favourite Color: Blue (DALLAS COWBOYS Blue) Favourite Food: Mexican Hobbies: Music, Paintball, Football (DALLAS COWBOYS), singing, Pimpin Radio, Computers, Designing & Creating Stuff... Favourite Movie: YoungGuns, Lethal Weapon (All of them), Clerks, Kevin Smith Movies... Favourite music: Rock, Rap, Metal, Funk - Um Alot of styles!!! Dj Style: I mix all genres of music (depends on my mood) or if it is the middle of the night and my auto dj is playing for you. Haaa Haaa Best Feature: My eyes (I am told), I'll just keep this G-rated. Bwahahahaha Anything else: I would like to Thank all the Staff of PIMPIN for ur support and u all ROCK!!! Check out DJ KevDog : http://fubar.com/user/417035

Pleasant Surprises
So ya, this is my first official blog and blog entry. Why not start it off with a happy note? We went into town today to see my parents (they live in Lafayette, we're an hour south near the port) and take my mom to the bank and errand-running. Well, they were gone for 2-3 hours, worrying my dad to no end. The kids were very excited because they were at Poppi and Nana's house and the dog was hyper because her favorite companions had arrived. They finally showed up, carrying in lunch from Popeye's and Sakura Japan, a Japanese restaurant in the mall. While we were eating, my mom tossed David a catalog and grinned towards my dad, saying how proud he'd be of him. I eyed them and the book and asked what did they do and all they could do was laugh. He flashed a Kay's Jewelers catalog at me and smiled. Immediately, thoughts flooded my head. I knew what he had done. I could feel it. He put a down payment on a ring. It wasn't the exact one he had wanted (when did he go looking to begin

Send Christmas Cards To Our Troops
send a christmas card to the men and women of our armed forces! just click the link bellow and pick out a card to send and it will randomlly be delivered with your name and home town! its free so let our troops know we care!! http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1280.html

Empty Til You Complete Me
Deep inside my soul is aching Longing for your touch Inside my chest my heart is breaking I'm missing you so much You just don't know how much I love you How much I really care My feelings are strong and oh so true This kind of love is rare A life without you is not complete I'm so empty inside I long for the day we will be together And no longer have to hide.

Stumbleupon
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A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldi

Struggling
I'm so so tired of struggling. I swear everytime I think I'm getting caught up something else happens. And its not like I'm wasting money buying shit. Its just the harder I try it seems the further behind I get. And when I sit and look at what needs paid compared to what is coming in I get majorly depressed, especially with Christmas only a couple weeks away. I keep telling myself if we can just make it to the first of the year it'll be ok. I'm going to take a loan out from my PSP to pay some stuff off and catch others up. But its the making it till then that is killing me :/ Hope everyone has had a great week and has an aweseome weekend! *hugz n stuffz*

Damn Me!
i messed up i said something i didn't know the meaning of neither the way it would make you feel! i admit i said some fucked up things in the past but nothing ever like this! god damn me I'm not worthy of your love and everything i did and said i wish i can take it all back! I'm not the type of guy that kisses and tells or the kind that wants only one thing! I'm the reject I'm the fool, I'm the one fucking things up I'm the one who hurt you oh so many times! yes I'm deep and maybe a little psycho but I'm honest enough to share my flaws with the world! i said i love a million times but i never said I'm sorry! I'm sorry for leaving you in the dust while i think of my self and my career! I'm sorry for not opening up to you while i'm open with everyone else! I'm sorry for being an asshole to you when you were the only one who stopped me from killing my self! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I am so sorry! (god damn me = asking god

Goin On A Date...
This guy and girl are getting ready to go out on a date. The plan is to go out for a nice dinner, then dancing and then it is up in the air from there. The guy picks her up at her home, he knocks on the door, she opens it up and he stands there stunned by how beautiful she looks. She is wearing a low cut shirt that fits her body perfectly, with a skirt that is cut just above her knee's and a pair of inch and a half heel's that fit the outfit just perfectly. So after noticing all of this he coments on how beautiful she looks, she replies with a shy thank you and says you look pretty good yourself. So she just finishes up what little she has to do and they head to dinner. They get to the restaurant and he hope's that he did a good job of picking a good one. The girl complaments him on a good pick and says it is perfect not to dressy, but dressy enough for what she is wearing. The hostess seats them at thier table set off in a quiet corner so they would beable to talk. The w

A Little Piece Of Writeing
Captivated by the sky, I am impassioned, Wrapped in pure ecstasy. As the stars emits rays of sinless beauty. Showering the sky, I am fervent. Aroused by the beauty, my face luminous, Seduced by the artistry. My flesh, it glistens, as the air becomes sultry. Kissed by the breeze, I quiver. Engulfed by the moon, my body tenses, Pleasured by its vitality Euphoria engulfs me, and I will yearn fiercly. As the moon escapes from me. Subdued by the beauty, I will wait. Night is my passion. Lying beneath it vastness, a lost maiden. Desirous for more luscious beauty.

Need All The Help I Can
Hello all I know I have asking for alot of help lately, and other than just a couple of people that have been helping me... I need more help.. I have used all of my photo comments already today and have a little over 3100 comments.... that is a long way from 10000. Here is the link that needs the comments.... I also want to send a special thanks to the ones who leveled me Yesterday... yall are awesome, Anna ~Member of Fire and Ice Crew~@ fubar Billy*Fire and Ice Manager*@ fubar Sunsetbeauty~ Founder of Fire and Ice Crew@ fubar Nicole¢¾~Vice President of Fire and Ice Leveling Crew~@ fubar ♦DBrown1004♦Member of The Fire and Ice Leveling Crew and Misfit Angels@ fubar Thanks a lot......

Hey
I just wanted to say hi to all and thanks for the get well cards, soup etc. A bunch of us here caught this really bad flue or something and had me laid up for 9 days. I'm one of the lucky guys as I'm well enough to go back in for shift tonight. (good thing as we are really under short of people) The Army has blocked this site at work, so I'll catch up with all my friends when we lock down for a small x-mas break next week. Hope your shopping days are goig well....lol Thank care.....jc

Chocolate Bunnys Train
This is my first Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... Chocolate Bunny Owner of Bunnybunz's Lounge FU-Wifey to Sleepless & Pooh Bear@ fubar 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture fudgesicle33@ fubar ReallyThick@ fubar *Sweetlips*L.U.V.CLUB .*DEMON CREW FAMILY*LOW RIDERS LOUNGE GREETER*THE SISTERHOOD*@ fubar ¤£a$T ? oƒ Å ? D¥in ßR??d¤ ÅKÅ~ §€XÏ £i£ ß*TÇh ~IBN ~@ fubar EmilyIMAX™ "THE IMAX EXPERIENCE~see more, hear more, feel more"@ fubar ~JoAnna~*Happy Holidays~~Leave my presents under my tree* thanks!@ fubar girlnextdoor***married to Sandro*** still totally lost and insane@ fubar

Answers From Santa Ot The Kids
Dear Santa I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a fucking book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna giv

Any Coin Any Drink
Saturday was a blast until I left barfly and went to search for my car. Forgot where I parked and when I finally found where it was--it had been towed. I was too happy from the nights events to have this let me down. So I started walking towards the Impound lot--miles away...and asked some woman for directions. She couldn't really tell me and so said to hop in--so I did...it was cold out. Drove me to the impound lot and left. So, I'm at the impound lot and was told that they were closed. Oh great-now what do I do? My ride just dropped me off and left, I'm in Minneapolis and need to get back home to Shakopee. Crap!! So thinking that my Step-Bro had just left a little b4 me I figured I'd try and call him to stay the night so I could get my car in the morning right? Wrong---lost my phone too... Now I have no ones number anymore--so if you want me to have it---send it to me. So I get to use their phone and she had said to call my steo bro and I was like--yeah...I lost

Needs Some Real Love
MY OWNER NEEDS SOME FUBAR LOVE TO LEVEL PLEASE HELP JUST HIT THE PIC BELOW TELL HIM I SENT YOU PONYBOY1966~~ FNDR & PRES. OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY ~~R/L BF & PAR. TO LAURALEI~~OWNER OF PATTIE~~@ fubar HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Living A Lie For 13 Years..gata Strikes Back
Living a lie for 13 years..Gata strikes back So you're so convinced I want to be you you've taught yourself that this is truth but if that were the case I'd be whoring myself cutting my legs, downing myself drowning my sorrows in pastries and spending money that I don't have on things I don't need home wrecking soul-sucking spoonfeeding people something that I really didn't believe myself this...this is who I want to be suppossedly I'm a lady which is why you're not put on blast its why I choose not to step on your lies..staple open your eyes & make you see whats truth you've always been bitter and that's NEVER been me you follow behind everything I do.. Who was the original scream queen? who ran behind who in the business I breathe? who snatched my promotion style in hopes for a chance to suceed who was wearing whose clothing to try to stay in style I think you should re-think who's living the lie you're even worse off than I thought you can't focus on yoursel

Rip Grandpa Floyd
My Grandpa went with the angels to be with God tonight and I may be sad and depressed that hes gone but hes in a better place now. The pain is gone and the cancer is gone. So please have him in your thoughts and prayers. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH GRANDPA!!! WE WILL MISS YOU TERRIBLY!!! FLOYD SPIDELL GONE TO BE WIH THE ANGELS 12/19/2007

Here For Those Who Want
If you think I am a friend and want me as such then leave me a message. If you have my email or IM feel free to use it. If you want that info let me know. Otherwise I won't pester you. When I give my heart in friendship I give all, but like with a tree too much growth too fast leads to branches snapping and other branches starving. Some pruning is needed at times so that the remaining branches can grow stronger and healthier. I just have to see which branches are alive and want to grow. I am not looking for mollification, just giving those who want me to talk to them the opportunity say so, and those who wish to walk away to do so.

Said Fuck It
so i just said fuck it . if he cant answer and explain then not worth the time or anything ....there are those who do want me out there. the right one will come along. this blog goes to all but the school entry...if wondering...lol

Mass Orgasms ...
Any way you scream it, one group hopes you'll be having an orgasm in the name of world peace this Friday at 6:08 GMT. At the exact moment of the winter solstice, the world is urged to get busy at the second annual Global Orgasm for World Peace. People across the world — but especially in countries with "weapons of mass destruction and places where violence is used in place of medication" — are being asked to synchronize their orgasms, according to the group's Web site. This group session of sexual healing, aka The Big O, is designed to be an "instantaneous surge of human biological, mental and spirtual energy" that organizers hope will reduce levels of violence, hatred and fear around the world during this, the longest night of the year. Global Orgasm is the brain child of Donna Sheehan and Paul Reffell, co-founders of the anti-war organization Baring Witness, a group of activists who strip to make public peace displays with their naked bodies.

A Funny....lol
I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him.The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him.??? The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter oldman, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Come Help Me...
Hey everyone I'm in a contest.... Contest will run 7 days starting December 26th at 10:00 p.m. Est Rates count as 3 points comments count as 1 point No drama allowed of you will be removed. No blasters or bombing programs. Must be a level 5 too bomb Most comments at the end will win 500,000 fubucks and 3-day blast... so anyone, please come help out....

Poem I Just Received
This is a Poem that someone that I just received : You've been my golden best friend Now with post-demise at hand Can't go to you for consolation Cause we're off limits during this transition This grief overwhelms me It burns in my stomach And I can't stop bumping into things I thought we'd be simple together I thought we'd be happy together Thought we'd be limitless together I thought we'd be precious together But I was sadly mistaken You've been my soul mate and mentor I remembered you the moment I met you With you I knew god's face was handsome With you I suffered an expansion This loss is numbing me It pierces my chest And I can't stop dropping everything I thought we'd be sexy together Thought we'd be evolving together I thought we'd have children together I thought we'd be family together But I was sadly mistaken If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented If I had a dime for every hand th

Ok...is It So Difficult To Understand?
I even came to the point of having to block a friend,A FRIEND ON FUBAR for keeping on talking sex to me, after I repeatedly told him I did not appreciate it. Now,you guys and gals are all my friends or you probably wouldn't care to read this page of mine,and who ever of you knows me well enough also knows I am pretty religious, to say the least. That guy knew that as well, so whatever posessed him into talking to me like that,was totally insane!!!!!!!!!! gees,I wonder why it is so hard for some people to understand I only believe in sex within wedlock and conversing about it is certainly not a top priority of mine. All this is so ridiculous,sorry,had to let it out, somehow, you have a great night everyone! love ya all.

Mom
After four failed biopsy's we finnaly have an answer. My mom was diagnoised with cancer today. They gave her to options for treatment centers 1)Boston or 2)Manhatten..So my time here on fubar will be cut majorly as I prepare to help her in recovery..Ur prayers are appreciated and support is greatly accepted..

I Just Dont Know Anymore..men Suck
well ...gee where to start..well for starts i really hate men!!!..lol.. the recent "relationship" i just got out of was a FUCKING JOKE..apparently i was just a rebound...lmao .he did'nt give a shit about me ...didnt give a shit that i was pregnant with his kid i ended up miscarryin... i should of seen this crap coming but i guess u could say that i was blind i thought he' cared about me ,things were soo great..but it was too good to be true he pretty much broke my heart and now i have to somehow explain to my 3yr old daughter why he isnt coming around ...and she aint stupid shes a smart little girl screws me over with a cell phone... but i guess all men are assholes..and all i have to say is karma is a bitch so watch out and when it comes to u i hope it bites u right in the ass hard... i mean yeah im pissed off at no end but deep down i still have all these feelings for him that wont go away I GIVE UP THATS ALL THERE IS TO IT AFTER HE BROKE MY HEART I JUST DO

Too Many Haters
i can't believe all the damn haters on this site.... they have no respect for anyones feelings unless you look like an f***ing barbie doll.... i do thank those who voted on my mumm... and gave me some good things to think about.... One asshat even gave me crap that he didnt really think i have a boyfrined... we he is on this site... as for all the crap people gave me about my outfit.... i guess i should have mentioned that i am going to a BDSM party.. and what i am wearing... is perfetly acceptable.. and there will be other people dressed the same way.... makes me regret even posting a mumm....and i doubt i will ever post another..

Here's To 2008
Well 2007 started with the recovery of my son Dylan's last operation after losing 2 fingers due to an auto accident, so far so good and he's recovering like a little champ. He is my inspiration when times are low and I remember how lucky I am to have him here. Out of the blue I found a wonderful man that loved me more than any man ever has, treated me like a queen and showed me every single day we were together how love should be. Unfortunately God needed him more and he was taken just as suddenly as he walked into my life. I think of him everyday, still cry at times but am learning to go on and enjoy the things we liked doing once again.... He is my guardian angel, I feel it in my heart and when I get down, I know he is here with me even though I can't feel his touch or see his face. He will always be a part of my soul. Best news, got biospy results today, no cervical cancer, but they did find precancerous cells that will require some surgery in Jan. So I'll getta few day

Stuttering Problem
Stuttering Problem A guy walks into his doctor's office and says, "Ddddoc, I've bbbeen sssttttuttering ffor yyears and III'm tired of it. Ccccan yyyou hehehelp mmme???" The doc says, "Well, I'll have to examine you first before I can answer you." The doc examines him and says, "Well, I'm pretty sure that I know what the problem is." The guy asks, "wwwellwwwhat is it, ddoc?" The doc says,"It's your penis. It's about about 18 inches long and all of the down pressure is putting a strain on your vocal chords." The guy asks, "Wwwhat ccan wwe ddo about it?" The doc replies, "Well, I can cut it off and transplant a shorter one. I can guarantee that the operation will cure your stuttering." The guy says, "Dddo it!" The guy has the operation and about four weeks later he comes back to the doctor's office and says, "Thanks Doc. You've solved my problem and I don't stutter any more but I've only had sex once in the past month. My wife doesn't enjoy it any more. I cann