Stand Still, Look Pretty
I want to paint my face.
And pretend i am someone else.
Sometimes i get so fed up.
I don't even want to look at myself.
But people have problems that are worse then mine.
I don't want you to think i am complaning all the time.
And i hate the way you look at me i have to say.
I wish i could start over.
I am sowly falling apart.
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start.
You might think it is easy being me.
You just stand still, look pretty.
Sometimes i find myself shakng.
In the middle of the night.
And then it hits me and i can't
Even believe this is my life.
But people have problems worse then mine.
I don't want you to think i am complaining all the time.
And i wish that everyone would go and shut thier mouths.
I'm not strong enough to deal with it
