Does love ever die? Don't know if it does but I know for me it never does. As those of you know that actually read the about me part of a profile I state that I am divorced. But that isn't true as of yet. Right now I am going through a divorce and when I created my profile I had given up on things. But now that time has progressed I have felt that strong desire to hold on and fight. I don't know if that is the thing to do but I can't seem to help myself. It has been such a painful experience that it is hard not to give up. I had to fight for my daughter, so that I could just see her. Her mother felt that she could walk away from me with her and I wouldn't say a thing. Well boy was she wrong. I ended up having to take her to court. Things weren't perfect in our marriage but they weren't bad by any sense. We didn't fight, hardly ever. But maybe that was the problem. But no point in stressing over that. I don't want to give up, want to fight for us. Not just for my heart but for Gabby. She is so important to me, more than I ever realized. I don't want her to have to go through this. She is already suffering with some of this but has been such a trooper. But I can see the separation had made an impact on her. But I know that my love will never die, so I guess I will be miserable for the rest of my life. Everyone says that things will get better, get easier but I doubt that. Every time I talk to Gabby I am reminded of her mother. Plus I have to deal with her mother a lot. It might be different if there wasn't a child between us.
