Have u ever felt alone but know its by your own doing? Or wake up in the mornings and feel like everyday is sunday and a day of impending doom?
You just wake up turn off the alarm *playing Greenday's Boulevard of Broken Dreams* by ur bed sit up look outside and think...all hells going to break loose today. Then u proceed to get up get coffee a cig and just stand outside to see the sunrise and then you think ...*what if i was someone eles, someplace eles, sometime other then the current?* Then reality hits and you realise u have so much to do and not enough time in the day. You walk back to ur room and get everything for a good shower. Whilest in the shower you again start thinking *The waters too hot or too cold and then it hits you how trivial this all is nd water is water* You get out dry off and get dressed half heartedly and then think *Why am i getting dressed what for...not like anyone important like the pope will be at my door* And you keep getting dressed. You take the time again to look outside to only see a couple walking down the sidewalk and the wheels begin to turn again...*It wont last, Seems no relationships last n e more. Mostly because people stop trying stop looking at what they have and how the grass is always greener.* Finally you sit infront of your computer and type it all down..all the while thinking * are people going to think me insane? or just in a constant state of mind? Or just plain bored?* When actually you then realise you just dont give a damn and you never will...wether someone reads this and understands or reads it and thinks ur looney..you just in the end dont give a damn.
