Ok, so I'm still a bit new here... but I don't hide much about myself, and need some catharsis just now. Feel free to ride along with me on this little self exploratory journey, but keep hands and arms inside the car at all times.
I have lost myself a bit. I didn't mean to, but who does? I feel like I've been awake for a week and drinking coffee the whole time to keep myself together (it never works...trust me). I know this feeling, but the last time I had it, the circumstances were different to say the least.
Ok, enough of me being all cryptic... I feel like I don't have a firm enough grasp of what's going on around me. I work as a freelancer for various film, television, and theater projects in the area, and I haven't had any work lately. My mind and body are atrophying. I can't keep my mind busy enough to keep from caving in. My body is going right with it.
I need something to do. A problem to solve. An obstacle to overcome. Sure, take the easy route and say something smart-assed like "Finding more work can be your obstacle." but it doesn't sattisfy me... and I've already looked. In New York I'd do just fine. I could even pull off a staff position up there because there's a demand for what I do... which is a lot, but nothing in a greater demand here than the supply of people to do it.
I guess that's what draws me to this site so much. All the people and so much to do and say. So many to meet, and always so much going on at one time. Maybe I'm going manic, or maybe just being overly dramatic. I'm gonna go paint something.
Ken
Please forgive the fact that this blog has moved itself to the top. I just went to edit some typos, and it went from the bottom all the way to the top. It's actually the first blog I ever wrote on this site. So much for the editorial process.
