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Honour Killings
Part One: Things I find disturbing Honour Killings After reading in the news about a family who where burned to death and it looks like the father did, the police think it was part of an honour killing, anyway seeing as i know very little about these things started to do a bit of research. Anyway honour killings are described as such Honour killing From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Honour killing is most often the killing of a female, but in many cases also a male, and sometimes his/her family members, love-interests or other associates [1] [2], for supposed sexual or marital offenses, typically by his/her own relatives or relatives of a purported romantic interest, with the justification being that the "offense" has brought "dishonour" to the family. The United Nations Population Fund estimates that the annual worldwide total of honour killing victims may be as high as 5,000 women. In societies and cultures where it occurs, honour killing is often regarded as a

Fed The Fuck Up!!
Im fed up with two faced bitches talking shit about me and tellin everyone about MY PERSONAL LIFE! spreadin fuckin rumors about me and the whole fuckin bullshit! IM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE SPREADING FUCKIN LIES ABOUT ME AND AIRING MY PERSONAL LIFE TO EVERYONE AND THEIR MOMMA!!! What happens in my life is mine and my husband's business! you fucked with the wrong fuckin person! I will see your asses *and you all know who you are* in court! I got you guys on fucking slander and defimation of character!!! OH YEAH! RESTRAINING ORDERS ARE BEING FUCKING BROUGHT OUT! Dont even fuckin bother trying to get out of this shit! YOU MADE YOUR FUCKING BEDS NOW FUCKING LIE IN THEM! oh and the whole thing about me leaving my husband for some other guy is a fucking lie! I love my husband and i would give my fucking life for him! You fucked with a southern gal and my fucking life! you are screwed! dont even think about coming to me trying to beg for forgiveness. you lost the one person th

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Is "npt"?
Ive been asked...."What is NPT?" Well NPT stands for "Nasty Past Times". That is where I work. I am a phone fantasy girl, a phone sex operator in other words. Our site is called NastyPastTimes. WWW.nastypasttimes.com Is the address to the main site if anyones interested in calling or are interested in joining the team. We are always looking for new people who enjoy earning $1.00 a minute for talking on the phone. Its an easy job if your into roll playing or nasty talk... Check it out sometime!

Leaving Lost Cherry
i just wanted to let you all know that i am leaving this site for good. if you truely want to keep in touch with me you can at kywolflover38@yahoo.com or you can find me on my space under djmanley. for those of you that dont want to keep in touch i will miss you. But all of you have become great friends and i will always keep you in my heart. So i hope to see you on my yahoo 360 page or on my space. love always Donnie Manley

Get Your Hitman Name Here
Backseat BorrisPeople Iced:SixCar Bombs Planted:TwoFavorite WeaponShankArms Broken:FiveEyes Gouged:TwelveTongues Cut Off:TwoBiggest Enemy:The Tooth PullerGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

Moments
im in a moment as we all know when life comes in and out goes my soul tears are gone no longer able to fall my heart is numb with no blood in the walls the sun holds no warmth the rain has no smell all seems to be empty and lost im stuck in a state of lonleyness my moment will pass and another shall come when the time comes what wonders of this state shall i find me in?

Another Military Guy Speaks Out
the words you are about are not exactly my words but are words i beleive to be true and agree with. Subject: ANOTHER MILITARY GUY SPEAKS OUT For those who don't know General Hawley, he's a newly retired USAF 4-star general. He commanded the USAF Air Combat Command [our front-line fighters and bombers]. The Command headquarters is at Langley AFB, VA. General Hawley is now retired and no longer required to be politically correct. His short speech is very much to the point. The following are excerpts: "Since the attack [9-11], I have seen, heard, and read thoughts of such surpassing stupidity that they must be addressed. You've heard them too. Here they are: 1) "We're not good, they're not evil, everything is relative." Listen carefully: We're good, they're evil, nothing is relative. Say it with me now and free yourselves. You see, folks, saying "We're good" doesn't mean, "We're perfect." Okay? The only perfect being is the bearded guy on the

How To Tell If You Are Gay (no Offense Meant..this Is Just A Funny)
How to tell if you are gay 1. If you are over 30 and you have a washboard stomach, you are gay. It means you haven't sucked back enough beer with the boys and rather you've been sucking-off the boys and have spent the rest of your free time doing sit-ups, aerobics, and doing the Oprah diet. 2. If you have a cat, you are a Flaaaayming fag. A cat is like a dog, but gay: it grooms itself constantly but never scratches itself, has a delicate touch except when it uses its nails, and whines to be fed. And just think about how you call a dog..."Killer, come here! I said get your ass over here!" Now think about how you call a cat... "Bun-bun, come to daddy, snookums!" Jeeezus, you're fit to be framed, you're so gay. 3. If you suck on lollipops, Ring-Pops, baby-pacifiers, or any such nonsense, rest assured, you are a Gaylord. A straight man only sucks bar-b-q ribs, crab-claws, raw oysters, craw-fish guts, pickled pigs feet, or tit*ies. Anything else and you are in training to suc

Fishing
well been sick for 2 weeks so i went fishing insted of going hunting. caught alot of big catfish and a bunch of nice size bass. 4 and 5 pounders. hope to get back in the woods soon. but then with another 2 months left on the season im sure i'll get some.

All Right All You Mathematicians
All right all you Mathematicians...FIGURE THIS ONE OUT! > >Three guys in a hotel call room service, place an order for two large >pizzas. The delivery boy >brings them up with a bill for exactly $30.00. Each guy gives him a >$10.00 bill, and he leaves. >That's fact! When he hands the $30.00 to the cashier, he is told a >mistake was made. The bill was >only $25.00, not $30.00. The cashier gives the delivery boy five $1.00 >bills and tells him to take >it back to the 3 guys who ordered the pizza. That's fact! On the way to >their room, the delivery >boy has a thought...these guys did not give him a tip. He figures that >since there is no way to >split $5.00 evenly three ways anyhow, he wil keep two dollars for a >tip, and just give them back >three dollars. So far so good! He knocks on the door and one fellow >answers. He explains there was >a mix up in the bill, and hands the guy the three dollars, then departs >with his two-dollar tip in >his poc

Ok I Know I Said Details To Follow . . .
I know I said details to follow on the video idea contest and it is coming, but this week I had a little detour LOL if you want the details check out my LJ on my site LOL it's been one heck of a week. I will work on the contest with my update :) L&K Claudia xoxox http://www.curvyclaudia.com

The Begining Continued
Okay so when I left off I had mentioned that my brother have moved in with my grandparents, but I did forget to mentioned my grandparents lived 4 hours away from me. So now in my 8 years of life I have lost my father and my brother out of my life, though they weren't gone gone, but they were no longer "allowed" in my life, thanks to my mother. This is where the seed of hatred towards my mother was planted, although it would not start to grow until much later in my life it was there and then that it was planted. When i was in 6th grade (age 10) I had tried cutting my wrist, being that young I think it was more so for attention then it was actually to kill myself. One of my friends had told my teacher and my teacher told the guidence councelnor and of course my mom was called. Instead of my mom talking to me about my feelings or taking me to a shrink to talk about them....she took me shopping. Yes my friends my mom believes that money can fix anything. When I was in 8th gr

Today
Well today went reasonbly well, apart from been used as a pin cushion, before they started the tests I had a ECG which came out as normal, then came the part I hated the stress test in which they speed up your heart rate with a drug, this test lasts for about 10 mins and is the equivilant of doing severe exercise, the guy doing the stress test said my heart was acting normal for a person who was doing extreme exercises. When this test was finished they injected me with the radio active dye and was told to go and have a drink and something high fat to eat and come back within the hour, this give time for the day to work round my body. When i came back, I had like a top half scan under this machine that takes photos of your heart from all different angles, I wont know the result from this one until about Wednesday

I Can Not Fukkin Believe This
I JUST SPENT THE PAST HOUR GETTING THE RUNAROUND WITH GATEWAY...... YALL... MY LAPTOP... LITERALLY HAS BURNT MY LEG.. LEFT A HUGE PURPLISH SPLOTCHY BURN THROUGH MY PANTS... ON THE UPPER PART OF MY THIGH... SO I GO TO BEST BUY WHERE I BOUGHT THE DAMN THING... THEY GIVE ME A NUMBER TO GATEWAY TO REPORT A SAFTETY ISSUE... I WAS REDIRECTE FIVE TIMES.... UNTIL I FINALLY REACHED THE RIGHT DEPARTMENT... AND THIS IS WHAT THEY TOLD ME... MAAM THE REASON WE CHANGED THE NAME TO NOTEBOOKS... IS BECAUSE YOU SHOULD NOT BE USING YOUR NOTEBOOK ON YOUR LAP.. THEY DO TEND TO GET VERY HOT..... AND THAT IS WHY WE CHANGED THE NAME..... OUR SUGGESTION... IS NOT TO PUT YOUR LAPTOP "NOTEBOOK" ON YOUR LAP..... OMFGGGGGGGGG..... SO THEREFORE I AM LEFT WITH THIS SHITTY FUKKIN NOTEBOOK THAT HAS GIVEN MY NOTHING BUT PROBLEMS SINCE I BOUGHT IT.. I HAVEN'T EVEN HAD IT A YEAR AND HAVE HAD TO SYSTEM RESTORE IT FOUR TIMES.... SO NOW I'M LEFT WITH A NICE FUKKIN PURPLE BURN ON MY THIGH..... WITH NO WHERE TO TUR

Today Is Def A Monday And Dont Know What To Do??
OK TODAY IS DEF A MONDAY YOU ALL...IF YOUR READING THIS THEN I TAKE IT YOU MIGHT CARE ABOUT WHATS GOING ON SO I WONT FEEL TO STUPID THAT IM TYPING TO PEOPLE THAT MIGHT NOT REALLY GIVE A SH*T. WELL MY BOYFRIEND OF 9 YEARS AND I HAVE TWO BUSINESSES TOGETHER AND INS-GROUP IS MINE. WE HAD AN EMPLOYEE THAT WAS TRYING TO GET HIS LIFE IN ORDER ABOUT A YEAR AGO TRIED TO HELP HIM AND HE SCREWED US OVER STOLE ABOUT 5000 WORTH OF TOOLS AND MORE MONEY THAT YOU CAN IMAGINE. BEING START UP COMPANY EVERYONE KNOWS THAT THIS IS HARD TO OVERCOME. WELL WE FINALLY GOT RID OF HIM I WAS SOOO HAPPY. THEN THIS YEAR COMES ALONG AND TOM MY BF DECIDES TO LET THIS IDIOT BACK INTO OUR LIVES AND WORKS WITH HIM TELLS ME HES CHANGED AND HES DOING GREAT..(HE WAS INTO HEROINE AND CRACK COCAINE) K?!?! I DONT LIKE TO JUDGE PEOPLE CAUSE IM JUST NOT LIKE THAT BUT DAMN THATS ALOT TO GET OVER I JUST ONE YEAR. SO ANYWAYS THEY BEEN GONE OUT TO NJ DOING MACYS JOBS TOM COMES HOME WITH RON RON IS HIS NAME HE HAS NO WAY HO

Where You Go By Fort Minor
(Chorus:) Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home (Intro:) Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone (Verse 1:) She said somedays I feel like shit Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I find myself trying to stay by the phone Because your voice always helps to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I want you to know it's a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing (Chorus) (Verse 1:) You know, the place where you used to live Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs

This R Some Poem I Have Wrote
HURT I AM SITTING HERE AND WONDER WHY MY HEART IS HURTING ALL THE TIME U WANT ME TO LOVE U BUT I CANT RIGHT NOW CAUSE I AM SCARED TO GET HURT AGAIN I WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE SO BAD IT IS SCARING ME TO KNOW I WONT GET THAT LOVE BACK I CLOSE UP MY HEART AND PROTECT IT THE BEST I CAN BUT I KNOW ONE DAY SOMEONE WILL OPEN IT AGAIN JUST MAKE SURE IF U DO TO KEEP IT IN UR HANDS AND DONT THROW IT AWAY CAUSE I DONT WANT TO GET HURT ANYMORE ............................ CANT LOVE U I WISHED THAT I COULD LOVE U JUST THE WAY U LOVE ME TOO BUT I DIDNT WANT TO HURT U CAUSE MY LOVE WOULDNT BE TRUE MY HEART IS FULL OF HURT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I WANT TO LOVE U BADLY BUT I HAVE TO LET U GO PLEASE DONT HATE ME FOR GOING AWAY STILL LOVES ME THE SAME WAY U DO NOW ONE DAY I KNOW FOR SURE MY HEART WILL BE ONE WITH URS ............................ KEEP IT REAL DONT TELL ME U LOVE ME IF U CANT KEEP IT REAL DONT TELL ME U WANT ME IF U DONT KNOW THE DE

A Temperate Response
A TEMPERATE RESPONSE A young girl came into the house with a tear in her pants. Her mother was exasperated, as this had happened too many times before. At her wits end, she said to her daughter, "Now you go into your room, take off those pants, and sew up that tear!" The poor child had never held a needle in her life! A little while later her mother saw the pants crumpled on the floor of her daughter's bedroom -- still torn. She looked around and...no little girl. Spying the basement light on, she called down the stairs, "Are you down there running around with your pants off?" A big voice boomed up, "No ma'am. I'm reading the gas meter." Thomas Jefferson once advised, "When angry, count to ten before you speak; if very angry, count to 100." Another way to say it is like this: When angry, slow down. Slow down and think. Slow down and calm down. A later response will be a more tempered response and usually a better one. Slow down and get some distance from the p

They Need Your Support
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As It Should Be........
To live content with small means; to seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion; to be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not, rich; to listen to stars and birds, babes and sages, with open heart; to study hard; to think quietly, act frankly, talk gently, await occasions, hurry never; in a word, to let the spiritual, unbidden and unconscious, grow up through the common--this is my symphony..................William Henry Channing 2 the dawn

Losah!
♥ Morning loves ♥ So lets start this off with i quit my waitressing job. Which is why im home and not at work. Its totally fine though cause i have a different one. I was going to quit soon anyway, they just pissed me off today ♥ My msn wont work. Its being a homosexual and i hate it ♥ I havent slept much and im tired ♥ My stepfather is pretty much a jackass. He yelled at me and i told him to get the fuck out of my face. He seems to have the idea in his head that just cause he married my mother, he can treat her children like shit. Pfft guess what sunshine, it dont work that way ♥ Then he called me a bitch, and i just smiled and said aww next time dont be so nice ♥ Okay now onto the icon of the day! ♥ ♥ Haha. I know i know, too cute. Anyway. I have oil on my foot haha. I changed my car oil in a mini skirt. And ive got oil all over me. It dont want to come off. Oh well im over it. I should start wri

Hmm! Odd
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Happened To The Old Dayzzzz?
WHEN I WAS FIRST A MEMBER ON HERE,EVERYONE WAS ALL ABOUT TALKING AND MAKING FRIENDS..THAT WAS WAY BACK IN FEBUARY WHEN THERE WAS LESS THAN 10,000 MEMBERS.NOW THERE ARE ALMOST 450,OOO MEMBERS AND NO ONE REALLY CARES ABOUT EACHOTHER.ITS ALL ABOUT POINTS AND RATINGS NOW..OR WHO HAS THE SEXIEST THIS OR THAT..WHAT HAPPENED TO THE DAYZZ WHEN PEOPLE WERE OUT HERE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS??? WHAT HAPPENED TO THE DAYZZ WHEN THE MESSAGE BOXES BECAME FULL OVER THE STUPID LIL BULLETINS LIKE: 1.I'M FOR SALE 2.WHOS MY CT HUBBY/WIFE AND STUFF LIKE THAT? THOSE WERE THE FUN DAYS AROUND HERE..AND THE RATINGS AND COMMENTS WAS FOR FRIENDS THAT WE CARED ABOUT..NOT TO SEE HOW MANY POINTS WE COULD GET OR HOW MANY FAKE FRIENDS WE COULD GET.IT WAS ALL ABOUT THE FUN OF THIS SITE...HAVE WE ALL DROWNED SO FAR THAT WE CANT HAVE FUN HERE ANYMORE? IF YOU AGREE WITH THIS PLEASE REPOST AND ADD WHAT YOU THINK..HOW CAN WE GET BACK THE OLD DAYZZ?

What Ancient Breed Are You?
You scored as Shadow Spirit. You are a very strange being. Like nothing anyone has ever seen. You are a Shadow Spirit. You weren't born this way. This happened because you were betrayed so many times in life you just gave up. Don't forget; there are people out there who are just like you...you just have to find them first.Shadow Spirit100%Drow100%Sorceress67%Elf67%Vampyre58%Zombie58%Dragon58%Goddess50%Wolf50%Faerie42%What ancient breed are you?created with

Will You Tell Me?
Please steal a moment to fill this out for ME :) 1. Who the hell are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me or have i ever bit your nipple? 5. Would you suck my toes? (theyre very clean) 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Have I ever licked you? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. Would you give me your last beer? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

In The Name Of Luv...
What is this bastard phrase we name 'luv?' For many it seems a shorthand in typing 'love.' Yet I have made it a moniker of the blending of 'love' and 'lust.' In my life, I had 'love' but 'love' did not always have my mate. Then the lust of my loins would take the best of me and make me animal… not bad for the short run… but almost always a disaster in the long run. I want to tame my panther into a lovable kitty. In this 'luv' I will need to have my she-mate understand that I want both worlds. But I fear this conquest will get the best of me. I am not in control. Yet I need to tame one part to get the second part . . . Lord have mercy!

Love Poems
Unconditional Love I feel myself falling, as you are seemingly stalling...Not wanting to trust me yet, if we don't pursue this, we may live to regret, missing the true bliss....of eachother. I dream of us holding eachother, kissing, whispering, caressing one another. I understand you're hesitance, but in my heart you've forever taken residence. I catch myself pondering, my heart never wandering, from your love touch, I am taken by your lips so lush. You give me butterflies and make my pulse rush. I dream of waking in your arms, with absolutely no fear of harm, never having cause for alarm. Everything is gonna be alright, until we awake to the morning light. I have got this feeling.....that my heart didn't need stealing. I believeI gave to you for free, what beforeothers would beg of me. You melted down my defenses and all my protectionwent down since the second night of conversation I was overtaken by my imaginationof what it would be like to be your girland let you

Just To Name A Few......... .
well, there's sex, you can have sex, sexual intercourse, a quickie, consummate a marriage, couple, copulate, coddle, or commit the act of procreation. You could be making whoopee, making love, love making, scrogging, slapping skin, or sweating to the oldies. You could sleep with someone, sleep together, sleep around, fool around, whore around, screw around, or just screw, shag, shank, score, fornicate, fork, pork, pump, poke, plank, pound, boff bonk, bop, bone bang, or boink. You could be dancing between the sheets, doing the horizontal bop, the horizontal mambo, the prone boogie, or even the hunka-chunka. You could be humping, bumping, humping and bumping, bumping uglies, the ol' bump and grind, or making the two backed beast. You could play doctor, hide the salami, hide the sausage, because dammit, it's the most fun you can have with your clothes off. You could break in a new mattress, or give the old one a workout. You could be squeaking the spr

Two Thousand One, Nine Eleven!
Two thousand one, nine eleven, Five thousand plus arrive in heaven. As they pass through the gate, Thousands more appear in wait. A bearded man with stovepipe hat, Steps forward saying, "Lets sit, lets chat." They settle down in seats of clouds, A man named Martin shouts out proud, "I have a dream!" and once he did, The Newcomer said, "Your dream still lives." Groups of soldiers in blue and gray, Others in khaki, and green then say, "We're from Bull Run, Yorktown, the Maine," The Newcomer said, "You died not in vain." From a man on sticks one could hear, The only thing we have to fear." The Newcomer said, "We know the rest, trust us sir, we've passed that test." "Courage doesn't hide in caves, You can't bury freedom, in a grave," The Newcomers had heard this voice before, A distinct Yankees twang from Hyannisport shores. A silence fell within the mist, Somehow the Newcomer knew that this Meant time had come for her to say, What was in t

Connection Problems
Hey everybody,thanks for all the love and support. I'm having trouble with my internet connection over here in Iraq so if I don't respond right away I'm not ignoring you , I will respond to everybody. Thanks again.

Friends
Im friends with many folks some you may know some you may not its funny like that I know them so do you but then again you say hm who are they? Cherry land is a big old place then again its a nice small town Folks knowing of or being good friends with most everyone Cherryland gotta love it Meet a few new firends Some I knew before yep gotta love my friends! For with out friends we are just ourselfs! Caty

Email From Doc. John D. Wildeisen
Jim, I have decided that you are indeed a prophet! These are powerful words and ideas from you! Excellent! If every country in the world were to heed your warnings of self destruction due to greed and money, this earth would prosper with the fullness of life! If we keep thinking your way, someday we will all, as human beings, realize that we are only defeating ourselves, and none of us can win at this game...the way we play it now! Good job! Dr. John www.chinaamericagroup.com

Baked Salmon
Baked Salmon Ingredients: â€¢ 4 salmon fillets, about 1 pound (450g) â€¢ 4 hajikami pickled ginger shoots(you can find in some sores and most Asian stores Marinade â€¢ 3 tablespoons soy sauce â€¢ 2 tablespoons sake â€¢ 5 tablespoons mirin â€¢ peel of 1 yuzu, grated Place the salmon fillets in a casserole or other wide shallow dish. In a small bowl, combine the ingredients for the marinade and mix well. Pour over the salmon slices, and marinate for 4 to 5 hours. Preheat the oven to 350Â°F (180Â°C) and cook the marinated salmon for 10 minutes, until golden brown. Serve each fillet with a shoot of hajikami pickled ginger

Getting Worse
So me getting fed up is getting worse. The "I love you" messages and the "I miss you" messages are to much! When it's now pretty much coming from two people, not just the one, it's time for me to react. It's to the point where I don't know who I can trust around me and the person I'm with. We had such a good week this week and I don't want things to start going down hill because people can't leave the past, well past. So I suggest people do, that's all.

Sick!!
OMG, can you imagine what it is like to be so sick you can barely stand up and have to take care of 2 kids??!! I was ready to die over the weekend for being so sick! I thought I was dieing actually. My 5 month old son Domonic caught whatever I had and I thought it would go awway but his fever kept getting higher and higher. So I called the doctor on saturday and she told me to watch his fever and his drinking, the usual bullshit. Well this morning I had ENOUGH! I called AGAIN to let them know he still had a fever and was not eating and had a rattle in his chest. Sure as shit my poor guy has pneumonia!! These friggin doctors are ridiculous. Im pissed because if she would have given me a different option on saturday I think I could have avoided pnuemonia! Well WTF....thanks for letting my bitch! Its what I do best!!

A New Tire
Okay, I've got this big lump on the side of my tire. Looks like it could blow without further notice. Count my bankroll - probably have enough to cover it. Maybe I'll write a check and get a couple days of float. The kid at Big O Tire Center wants seventy-three bucks out the door. Seems a little high, but I wasn't sure that the tire would make it down the block for a second opinion and a competitive bid. He puts my car up on the hoist and then the lard-ass manager comes along and yells across the garage at me, "All these tires are bad." I yell back, "I know that." "They're gonna blow," he says. "Not all at the same time." He decides to take one more shot. "They're unsafe." "Living on the edge is what I do best." Well, that pissed him off. I was waiting for him to say more word about my tires and I was going to tell him to go fuck himself. I guess he saw that one coming - he kept his mouth shut.

Reflecting On The Past Month Here......
So I joined Lost Cherry just over a month ago..... Now I belong to Cherry Tap. And boy how things have changed since then... I came to get away from myspace.. did that. Now myspace is trying to follow me here. I was looking to talk to people that were over 18..did that. Now I see 18 yr. olds admit in there "about me" sections that they are 15 yrs. old or are a freshman in high school. I was trying to meet new and interesting people... did that. people are always new and interesting anyways so that stayed the same. Sometimes their attitudes change though, but then again so do their moods. I was trying to find pics of hot chicks to view(that were over 18)... did that. Now I find out that 15yr olds were posting webcam links. So now I have to really look to make sure that the hot chics are of age. I was trying to get away from the teen drama that plagues myspace... did that. Now I found adult drama....Oh Well can't win em all. I was trying to find a place to le

I'm Not This Evil.... But Cool
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon100%Dragon75%WereWolf75%Mermaid67%Angel67%Faerie50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Is Ur Inner Eye Color
Your Inner Eye Color Is Brown You're smart, thoughtful, and the ideal woman for most men You are kind and easy to trust. Men open up to you like no one else. It's this inner warmness that attracts guys - and makes you an instant soulmate. What's Your Inner Eye Color?

Sex Life Quiz
Margarita! Your sex life mostly resembles a Margarita – You are passionate and imaginative and you have a very spontaneous sex life. You are likely to do (or have done to you) a lot of things on a whim. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Cherry Tap Virgin Blog/thanksgiving Grab-ass
Hmmm; I have so much I could say so where to start. Today is Thanksgiving, and here's how it went: I worked for the first part of the day and the plan from there was to go with my friend Paul to his friends house for appetizers and what not. I've never even met these people before, it's an upper middle class group of middle age white stuffy proper people. We'll call the hosts 'Rob & Diane'. They're married and have 2 older teenage kids. Though I've never met Rob & Diane before they have a successful business in this area and are well known. Some time passes and we decide it's time to go out for a smoke. Rob say's he's coming out with us. I realize (or realise)I need my coat which Diane put in the bedroom. Rob says "Oh I'll show you where it is". I follow him to the bedroom and while leaning down to get my coat Rob grabs my ass and says "Mmmm sweety I want this; we can be friends right?". I was taken aback; I managed to say Whoa-Whoa-Hey! I know - I really showed of

Just Sum Random Stuff :)
Find A Person Who Calls You Beautiful Instead Of Hot. Who Calls You Back When You Hung Up On Them; Who Will Stay Awake Just To Watch You Sleep Wait For The Person Who Kisses Your Forehead Who Wants Too Show You Off To The World When Your In Your Trackies! Who Holds Your Hand In Front Of Their Friends. Wait For The One Who Is Constantly Reminding You Of How Much He Cares About You, && How Lucky He Is To Have You And R e m e m b e r Live Everyday As If It Was Your Last. Hearts Are Often Broken - By Words Unspoken So.. Tell Loved Ones How You Feel About Them.. Because.. What If.. Tomorrow Never Comes? Just Remember All Of This And Live Your Life To The [Full].. So true .... Every girl has that one boy that they'll never get over…. That one who makes them laugh. The one who gives u butterflies just when someone says his name. That one who remembers the things u think u say are stupid and reminds u about it months from now. The one who ha

Martial Arts Training
Hello everyone. I am looking for people in the St. Louis area or anywhere that would like to learn the form of martial arts that I have created. It is known as the Kakusareta style. If anyone would like lessons in person or through the internet please contact me. Thank you

Leaving Sunday Morn Wont Be Back Till Maybe Monday If All Goes Well ..
HEY EVERYONE THAT CARES... I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN MY LIFE AND RIGHT NOW ITS NOT SO GREAT MY FATHER WHO I AM REALLY CLOSE TO IS REALLY ILL HES BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR 2 WEEKS NOW AND KEEPS FLATLINING IT IS GETTING HARDER FOR THEM TO REVIVE HIM EACH TIME AND THEY CAN NOT FIGURE OUT WHY THIS IS--HE HAD OPEN HEART SURGERY AND QUAD BY PASS DUE TO THEY COULD NOT DO THE 6..AND NOW HES DOWNHILL...SO HE WAS TRANSFERRED TO COLUMBUS HERE IN OHIO WHICH IS A BETTER MORE ADVANCED HOSPITAL AND HES HAVING A SURGERY MON MORNIN FOR DEFIBULATOR SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND SOME OTHER THINGS SO THATS WHERE I AM GOING TO BE WITH MY MOTHER SUPPORTING HER THROUGH THIS I WILL MISS YOU ALL AND THANKS FOR YOUR LOVE.... IF IM NOT BACK THEN YOU KNOW SOMETHING WENT WRONG ***KISSES***** JULES

Feelings2
Living in this shatter life full of dreams that transpire with utter desire.. With no recourse and no remorse. As I sit by and sigh as the time goes by.. With my heart in my hands and the love in my heart that will be kept sacred till death do me apart.. With the trail and tribulations that life has made I have found my self in an utter scared state.. Wish I had the support of a loved one.. Miles away is where you stand with no way to hold me and tell me it’s all done.. When things change and tables turn which search for those who make us feel like we can conquer the world but even then when it’s all done were still missing that hug and kiss of a loved one..

Dr Phil
Dr. Phil was conducting a group therapy session with four young mothers and their small children. "You all have obsessions," he observed. To the first mother, he said, "You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy." He turned to the second mom. "Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny." He turns to the third mom. "Your obsession is alcohol. This, too, manifests itself in your child's name, Brandy." At this point, the fourth mother gets up, takes her little boy by the hand and whispers, "Come on Dick, we're leaving."

Get Him, Spike
One day, Mrs. Smith's dishwasher quit working. She calls a repairman and tells him, "Let yourself in to fix this. My bulldog won't bother you. But, do NOT, under ANY circumstances, talk to my parrot!" The repairman arrives and finds a huge, mean-looking bulldog. As promised, the dog leaves him alone. But the parrot drives him nuts with constant yelling, cursing, and name-calling. Finally, the repairman can't contain himself and yells, "Shut up, you stupid bird!" To which the parrot replies, "Get him, Spike!"

Cocksucking Slut Test
The Good DateYou scored 54 cock lust! You're willing to satisfy your man's needs, whatever it takes. If you want to work on your attitude and practice your skills, feel free to contact me. My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on cock lustLink: The cocksucking slut Test written by gijoe68 on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Treasure Untold
I hold a treasure untold in my heart. My Great Grandmother. She was the only one that was there for me as a child. She took me away from all my pain. She showed me love. She gave me kisses and hugs. She told me that I am good enough for anything. At nite I can still hear heart beat as I did when I was little falling asleep in her arms. Listening to her heart beat. She gave me a gift. A gift that I can be a great mother. I hear her heart beat in my sons' heart. She was my treasure as a child I though I have lost her for years until I had my sons. Look mamia I learned from you. To be a great mother to my little angels as you did for me. Thank you GOD REST HER SOUL!!!!!

Lost Love
Sometimes we have something, without truly knowing what we have Sometimes we hold something, without completly knowing what we hold Sometimes we are given something, without fully appreciating what we are given. But that knowledge usually comes when... We realize what we've lost!

Roses
I lay you upon your bed of roses Soft the petals sweet the scent And thorns which tear the flesh The red of roses The red of blood Deep is the color of their joining Exquisite are the textures The sharp softness Awaken long forgotten dreams You cry out not Just a soft sigh A murmur from deep within Lost in a world of visions Seen by you alone The color of roses

Survey: Secrets About Me
1.What does your CT Name Mean? I'm named after Lord Peter Wimsey, a character in Dorothy Sayers' books. I got it in college... my roomie and I nicknamed each other. She was Holmes. 2. Elaborate on your default photo: Hm. I said, "I think I need a better photo of myself." So I took one. I did my hair and wore makeup and everything! 3.What does your headline mean? Whoops -- Myspace to CT doesn't always translate. Thank goodness we don't have headlines here! 4. What is your current relationship status? Single. Not too thrilled about it. But not willing to settle just to not be single, either. 5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? Hm. Usually not. :) 6. What is your current mood? Okey dokey. 7. What do you love most? My family. 8. What makes you most happy? Spending time with my nephews. Sunlight. My flowers blooming. Sleeping in. Lots of things! 9. What's your middle name? Marie 10. If you could go back in time, and change something,

I. Am. Soo0oo0. Bad
I've been soo good..for so long. No splurging..or selfindulgence..ok cept for weed and few Burt's Bees Goodies.. I can't help it! They're just my FAV!! I've even went with the total piece of shit crap phone for a year! I cashed the check finally..and just went nuts! LMAO We went to the new indian place ( 5 spices, it's *so* divine) I love that it is Nov. and we can still lunch out on the patio and the weather is beautiful. I got a new phone, el wootiness, a cam on it & all (no moto-mixer though damnit) Then we went to garners..and the madness began! $150! ONE HUNDRED FIFTY DOLLARS on essential oils (patchouli, myrhh and ginger OH MY) another burts bees facial kit, vitamins, rose water, lavender and patchouli soap and all sorts of great ingredients! LOL I prob won't make a dime back on any it, I'll likely use all this pampering myself and making gifts. But hell! I DESERVE IT!! More slumlord drama, I finally talked to the "new owner". The property "manager" bitc

The Marriage Of Heaven And Hell
The Argument. Rintrah roars & shakes his fires in the burdend air; Hungry clouds swag on the deep Once meek, and in a perilous path, The just man kept his course along The vale of death. Roses are planted where thorns grow. And on the barren heath Sing the honey bees. Then the perilous path was planted: And a river, and a spring On every cliff and tomb; And on the bleached bones Red clay brought forth. Till the villain left the paths of ease, To walk in perilous paths, and drive The just man into barren climes. Now the sneaking serpent walks In mild humility. And the just man rages in the wilds Where lions roam. Rintrah roars & shakes his fires in the burdend air; Hungry clouds swag on the deep. ____________________________________________ PLATE 3 As a new heaven is begun, and it is now thirty-three years since its advent: the Eternal Hell revives. And lo! Swedenborg is the Angel sitting at the tomb; his writings a

But C.j Why Do You Have An Upside Down Cross Picture?
Ok ive gotten a few messages inquiring about that psychedelic upside down cross picture I have. Here's the deal. I hate religion. Plain and simple. To me the upside down cross represents the opposite of what religion has done for years. Freedom instead of repression, peace of mind instead of guilt ridden philosophy. Men in power have used religion to benefit them whenever possible and honestly I am not down with that at all. If you have to use religion to dominate others because you are such a mindless piece of crap then you really arent worth the flesh you are printed on. At any rate there is my answer like it or leave it I dont care but you asked so I answered

Players
Players you think you can play. Players you think you can hurt. Players yall are nuffin. Players yall just guys who never really had someone to care for you. Players when you find someone who cares and love you,you will know. Players yall not know what love is if it was on the top of you dick. Players you gonna play but watch it you better be careful cus it can always turn on you. Players yall can loose everything. Players if you gonna play just don't play the one who loves you and cares for you. Players if you do you lost everything the woman who loves you. By:MoMo

Layouts
So here I sit, holding my cranky 3 month old in one arm & trying to code with the other. I just wanted to take a minute to share my frustrations lol. I tried viewing the page source to define css classes to customize.. let's just say it didn't go very well ;) Oh well- I always did like a good design challenge..

For The Women Here, And Some Of The Guys Might Get A Charge Out Of This Too Lol
OK, so we all know that most guys have names for their "happy" parts LOL ... well we women seem to get the rotten end of that stick, (no pun intended).. we get to go thru a monthly hormonal surge that in all effects changes us into as one of my male college friends used to say.. "Hormonal Hounds".. LOL. In honour of this monthly event, I decided to post this ... Sometimes a more discreet euphemism for "being on your period" is preferable, such as... Miss Scarlett's Come Home to Tara Trolling for Vampires A Dishonorable Discharge from the Uterine Navy Saddling Old Rusty Feelin' Menstru-riffic! Clean-Up in Aisle One Massacre at the Y T-Minus 9 Months and Holding Game Day for the Crimson Tide Panty Shields Up, Captain! Taking Carrie to the Prom Playing Banjo in Sgt. Zygote's Ragtime Band Ordering l'Omelette Rouge Arts and Crafts Week at Panty Camp Rebooting the Ovarian Operating System Aunt Floe is visiting and my PERSONAL FAVORIT

True Friendship
True friendship is a precious thing, It binds two special souls together, Two souls, thus bound, can laugh and sing, In sunshine or in stormy weather. True friendship is a wondrous gift, It fills two special hearts with love, Two hearts, then filled, can truly lift, And lend a "gentle" needed shove. True friendship is a treasure rare, It joins two lives in one accord, Two lives, so joined, will always care, For each the best both will afford. True friendship is most reassuring, It holds two friends within its care, Thus held they find a trust enduring, Their deepest joys and hurts they share. True friendship, then, is never-ending, It links two special friends forever, Two friends when linked think thoughts transcending, The trivial things that tend to sever. So if you seek a friendship true, A friend on whom you can depend, Here's something that you all must do, To find that friend, just be that friend.

It Came So Quick
Another year where Christmas is just around the corner. I still haven't even started my shopping yet. My habbit is waiting till the last minuite. For all of you who wait till the last minuite to do your X-mas shopping, don't lol. either the items you want are sold out already or the stores are jam packed with people pushing and shoving to get the last item on the shelf.

Chicks Look At This Hottie Right Here
danielp@ CherryTAP He is the best there is. He is really sweet. He is hoest 100% of the time no lie there. He is free. Shit chicks if I wasnt so close to him as friends or live so far away I would be dating him. And I'm a hottt chick and would date him. So yea you cant use the excuse you to hot for him cause there no way in hell you are. Check him out. He is looking for a chick that is 20-26 doesnt smoke. Has a great personality. Humor is a must. Someone that is honest. Means what they say. Wont say something just to make him happy. Say it cause you mean it. If you want to know more about him check him out or talk to me about him

Dear , Do You Remember?
My sweetheart... Dear, do you remember? The sweep of love's dimension? Of how we sought each other, so We scarce could bear the tension. We'd search among the crowded ways With eager, burning, questing Until the sight, the words, the kiss Would still our world to resting. The time together we would spend Flew swift as swallows fleeing But once alone, the hours dragged by Monotonous, dead, unseeing. Anew, our greetings joyous glee Brought comfort, strength and passion Our love renewed with boundless depths Enthralled us in its fashion. And when we parted, ere the dawn With promised love's bright sorrow The nights were never long enough We swore to stretch the morrow. But then, tomorrow never comes I lie here, bereft and grieving With just the ashes of our love Cold comfort, born of grieving.

I Hate Writing, And Not Being Able To Think Of A Title
Rob scum of their death, torture the brutalizers Until they respect the hate that they’ve bred Repay the ever growing debt Monsters under the bed Guilt in the head I wanna hear you beg, I want you to wish this would just end This is the price of hate laced ignorance Bled until nothing’s left Use you up until you collapse, awakened with a bitter slap Your empty eyes are lying “WAKE THE FUCK UP I KNOW YOU’RE STILL ALIVE!” No where to run Definitely no place to hide Your ass is mine Blood smeared and stained across your cheek You look silly, the way the holes in your cheek and lip are filled with your teeth Your twisted face still grimacing Your listless body no longer defending The mockingly deceased, thief of my flat-line destiny What am I? What I am, I can see the future in the blood on my hands Fulfill the prophecy of the escape plan Show me truth in your rapidly vacating eyes The fleeting moments of sureality in the moments of demise

Even Though I Dont Celebrate Xmas This Is Very Amusing
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying through the air...

Fuck Like An Animal (explicit Story 18+ Pls)
What's better than camping? Reall, you get away from the weight of the world. My moms side of the family use to have a get together every year in a camp ground just northwest of Payson, Az. Since we didn't have them much anymore I thought I would take my girlfriend up to spend a few days of camping fishing and the like. She had never really been camping before and didn't know what to expect. She came from a big family who had a decent amount of money and never did anything quite this extreme. I say extreme in the sense that they would always be held up ina resort like atmosphere and sleeping ina tent in the middle of the woods was not something they would see as fun. Jenny and I had just returned back tot he camp site on the first night after doing a little fishing. The sun was going down and I was starting to set up the fire in the pit. She was getting the fish we had just caught ready to be wrapped up in foil and placed neatly in the pit outside the fire. I couldn't help but

Let's Get Drunk
Liquor manufacturers have accepted the Government's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you

Snowflakes For The Salvation Army
The Salvation Army is having a SNOWFLAKE Drive to raise money. Please create a FREE Snow Flake and send it to friends or just leave it to fall on the Screen. Here is one of the Snowflakes I Created for out Troops: # 3170932 You will find the Search in the bottom Left. Thanks, David WolfEagle1499 -- I still need a couple of Pet Pictures for my next Contest -- Please Vote for me in@ CherryTAP

I Live In The Real World
Just a note to all that read this. You shouldn't judge a book by its cover because you never know what kind of story you are missing. I live in the real world and the events over the past week have made me realize a few things. People say things that they know you want to hear. People don't mean what they say and say what they mean. People get enjoyment out of hurting each other. People realize you have a big heart and take advantage of you. People just want something from you to satisfy there own need and they don't think about your feelings. As I sit here and think about this I realize that a lot of people of forgotten about the true meaning of not only Love but, Friendship. So I will leave you with this thought. Be kind to each other, remember to say please and thank you, treat others as you would want to be treated, and most of all.....If you say something mean it. Don't say things you don't mean....There are lot of us with big hearts and they do get hu

New To Ct
Hello and thanks to Sherrie for referring me to CT. I think it is great to have a place for primarily adults and no worries about inappropriate things for children. As my closest friends know I am missing the bejeezus out of one called Master Oso, and I pray for His very quick return home. Also some know I was in a minor collision on Dec 4th. What a way to start the week huh? First thing in the morning, you end up late to work awaiting the arrival of Philadelphia's finest to make a report. Anyway, yes I am ok, just a bit sore and stiff. Let's just hope the other driver's insurance won't be prickly and will just pay the cost to repair my vehicle. Until next time.... hugs and love, Col

Secret Service - Everything Matters
A friend of mine forwarded this email. Remember that this is one, very insightful, viewpoint from many that had similar opportunities. While you need to take some of it with a grain of salt (since it is an opinion) if you do not perceive what they viewed and experienced in the same light at they did, it does go to show you that actions do speak louder than words. All actions do matter!! MY FRIEND COMMENTED: For those who don't know...Capt. Denny Keast (who writes the below) flies for UAL and flew many SAM's for the White House. ABOUT CAPT. DENNY KEAST (as written by himself): I flew 4 Presidential support missions in the C-141 out of Dover AFB, DE. Two for President Johnson and two for President Nixon. Johnson was a first class jerk and on the two occasions I flew for him, if the Secret Service and their Liaison in the Pentagon hadn't intervened, we would have had to stay on the airplane for hours while he (Johnson) was off somewhere. Nixon never required that and

Everything Sucks
At the moment everything sucks apart from a few things. Nothing seems to be going right because every 1 seems lie at some point about something just to con us abit more of our hard earned cash. (ARSEholes). Only good thing is the fact im working and getting paid good money for it. Maybe after the new year i can take this pile of crap year ive had and throw it in the bin and start a new fresh year where maybe abit of luck will come my way. NO hopes though as i say the same thing every year and it just stays the same. Oh and for any americans who read this stop bigging up your army like its the only fucking Army in IRAQ, There are british troops out there just as many as the USA and just as many of them die too. So why not big both sets of Armys up because after all its Americas fault Britain is involved. Peace xx

History Of The Middlefinger
When the English, under Henry V invaded and took France, the French were very afraid of the famed English Longbowmen. Today's modern composit bows used for Bear Hunting are about a 90-pound pull --- it takes 90 pounds of pressure to pull the string back. An English longbow had a 150 pound draw. When fired horizontally, an English arrow would easily go through 3-4 of the enemy before lodging in the 4th -5th one. The had incredible range as well. Anyway, before the battle of Agincourt where Henry and his 500 soldiers faced 30,000 French -- Over 1,000 were knights -- the French considered that it would be an easy victory. They issued a warning to the English that any English archers taken captive would have their middle (plucking finger) cut off so that that they could never fire a bow again. The taughted the English before the battle by holding up their middle fingers and shouting "Pluck You" --- in somewhat broken English and with middle century French, it came out a little

Character Seven
Yet another girlfriend of Character two, this one owns a strip club and has two doctorates and is attending school for a third as well as occasionally dancing at her own club. She is about five foot seven and one hundred and twenty two pounds with medium length straight brown hair. She is lesbian and has a huge foot fetish.

Hit Me Up
What up Kids! This is my first blog, and I want to talk about something very serious to me. This would be Xobox Live. I love Xbox I have so many good friends on their. Acutally, I lied everybody hates me. (except Kyle and Amber =) ) Anyway, hit me up on Vegas or anygame for that matter, at zombieSHROOM

Ladies I Am Setting The Record Straight!!!
> Now here are the rules from the male side. > These are our rules! > Please note... these are all numbered "1" > ON PURPOSE! > 1. Men are NOT mind readers. > > 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. > You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. > We need it up, you need it down. > You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. > > 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon > or the changing of the tides. > Let it be. > > 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. > And no, we are never going to think of it that way. > > 1. Crying is blackmail. > > 1. Ask for what you want. > Let us be clear on this one: > Subtle hints do not work! > Strong hints do not work! > Obvious hints do not work! > Just say it! > > 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. > > 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. > Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. > > 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Pro

Rebel Alliances
Just met up with a woman I aint seen for ages called Susan Forgie, she used to work in the same place as me years ago on special projects. Anyway she has an underground network called the Rebel Alliances of people who actually make things happen, a friend of mine was telling her about the project so we are definitely going to be doing stuff together. Its really nice to meet someone who is more for making things happen than the blah blah fuckin blah of the usual bullshit. anyway watch this space.

Xmas Story
Get out your Kleenex before reading this... A good reminder: take time to appreciate what you have now. On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the gifts I didn't manage to buy earlier. When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself: 'It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go...' Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it was over. I started to curse the prices, wondering if kids really play with such expensive toys. While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who this doll was for. Then the li

Big Congrats!
Big Congrats!!! Dec 8, 2006 Hey friends! Just wanted to send a big congrats to our Friends Rob Graves, Jason Fowler and of course "RED" for the Grammy Nomination of Best Rock or Rap Gospel Album !!! As you may remember "RED" is also managed by our manager Jason Fowler from Union Ent. They just put out an amazing debut album "End of Silence" with Rob Graves as Producer/Songwriter. You may also remember that Rob and I co-wrote an amazing song for our album that I can't wait for you to hear. If you get a chance, drop em all some love, and tell them we sent ya! Gotta support our families, and this is a huge honor for a new band on their first album!!! More updates soon! -T

Some More Things About Me...
*** Some Things About Me: Name: Melanie Pitts Birthday: July 30th Birthplace: Chilliwack, BC, Canada Current Location: Daejeon, S. Korea Eye Color: Grey-green Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'8.5" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: German, Acadian, Micmac Your Weakness: Chocolate Your Fears: My friends or family getting sick or dying while I am overseas. Your Perfect Pizza: Meat lovers! Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Start my Phd Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: It's cold! Your Best Physical Feature: Smile (many say my butt) Your Bedtime: 1am Your Most Missed Memory: My soulmate - we are on different paths. Pepsi or Coke: Will drink both - but preference is Coke. McDonalds or Burger King: Neither! Subway! Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Don't drink either. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither! Hot Chocolate! Do you Smoke: No Do you

Just Another Day
Why is it when us men try to do something great for the family it turns out to be the hardest thing(having to leave them behind)I hate being away from my family but if you look at the record for how long I've been home in the last 3 years you'd think I didn't like being home. Don't get me wrong I can handle it but damn why do I do this to myself and the people around me? .....I guess I'm just as confused as the next guy...O-well. let me know if you have a clue why us guys do this type of sh-- ok.....

Pewp
i'm sssssssoooooooooooooooooo bored. anyway. i got kicked out of toys-r-us last night...hehehe. that was actually pretty fun. first time i've ever been kicked out of somewhere...anyway. went to zee bar with mikey, john, shane, and john. phil was there too...but i don't really like phil. he's a nice guy, but when he drinks he just gets so loud and obnoxious. anyway. around 11:30 john wanted to go to toys-r-us to buy a christmas present for his girlfriend tina, so we all ended up going and playing tennis with a spongebob soccerball...and we somehow managed to knock over a shelf of toys..luckily we didn't actually break anything. one of the chicks working there called security on us though...damn you bitch. mikey bought me the CUTEST stuffed giraffe EVER. i love giraffes. fo seriousssssss

Philis
the mice are back!!!! i thought i was cracking up, seeing things out the corner of my eye, but i really was seeing the mice. george came into my room and saw it aswell. we then went to hers, and after a bit i left. the last thing i said to her was "enjoy your mouse!" as there is one in her room too. i went out the door and shrieked at a mouse running towrds me in the hall! it ran into my room and its not been seen since :S oh yeah, this one is called philis.

A Blonde Buys Christmas Stamps
A blonde goes to the post office to buy stamps for her Christmas cards. She says to the clerk, "May I have 50 Christmas stamps?" The clerk says, "What denomination?" The blonde says, "God help us. Has it come to this? Give me 22 Catholic, 12 Presbyterian, 10 Lutheran and 6 Baptists"

'twas The Night Before Christmas..wow What A Mess
'Twas the night before Christmas and Santa's a wreck... How to live in a world that's politically correct? His workers no longer would answer to "Elves". "Vertically Challenged" they were calling themselves. And labor conditions at the north pole Were alleged by the union to stifle the soul. Four reindeer had vanished, without much propriety, Released to the wilds by the Humane Society. And equal employment had made it quite clear That Santa had better not use just reindeer. So Dancer and Donner, Comet and Cupid, Were replaced with 4 pigs, and you know that looked stupid! The runners had been removed from his sleigh; The ruts were termed dangerous by the E.P.A. And people had started to call for the cops When they heard sled noises on their roof-tops. Second-hand smoke from his pipe had his workers quite frightened. His fur trimmed red suit was called "Unenlightened." And to show you the strangeness of life's ebbs and flows, Rudolf was suing over unauthorize

My Favorite Sayings:
Lifes a roller caoster we all ride so buckle up,shut up,and hold on! , Live,Laugh, LOVE! , Why do men fight losing battles when they know they are going to die,I guess its the hope that keeps all men alive. , If Barbie is so popular,why do you have to buy her friends? , Why do people who fall in love almost always wind up lonely,hurt,scared and scarred for life? , Save a drum bang a drummer... , Save a horse ride a cowboy... , Tears are the unspoken words of heartache and pain. , In the end everything tastes like CHICKEN and the chicken tastes good.. , Back to your roots,I'm cheif hit a bitch from the slap a hoe tribe... , Smells like fish,tastes like chicken,hold your nose and keep on lickin... , God is in the television,Jesus is in the VCR,Marys in the microwave and the devil is in your bed... , The hardest thing you'll ever have to face is yourself staring back at you.. , What or who do you see when you look at yourself in the mirror. , What do you when the only one who can stop you

Just So Ya Know
I haven't fallen off the face of the earth, some of you know I had knee surgery awhile back and I'm still kind of recovering...life is still up and down....mostly down of course lol but hey if it wasn't I would be totally lost :-| anyway...... Thanks to everyone who has left comments for me....nice to know I'm thought about *hugs* love you guys....just wanted to make sure yall knew that :-P ok, enough with da mushy shyt lol xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Leah

A Special Gift
I wonder what Christmas will be like this year?I lost my job so I wasnt full of Christmas cheer.Still I made some good food for the kids to snack on as they and their friends decorated the Christmas tree. As the children put the ornaments on the tree I remembered that these held special memories.The Baby's first ornament, Brandon's first ornament that he'd brought home from preschool.He was so proud of that crazy reindeer made from a clothes pin.My Grandmothers old ornaments that are so worn with time that the paint is nearly gone. There may not be lots of presents for the boys this year on Christmas Day, but...We have each other, theres plenty to eat, a warm place to sleep, shoes on our feet.There are some who wont be so lucky, so yes i have plenty to be thankful for.As I turn out the lights I notice one little present under the tree,with a tiny bow.The tag reads:This is my present to you,Merry Christmas

Abortion Is Homicide
It's too little too late to fuss You played a game based on pure lust You gave up your life when you saw two pink lines on the stick of fate Now what? Don't kill it The regret might kill you You will end up missing the baby you never knew Don't try to keep your image swallow your pride In my book Abortion is always Homicide

Cherokee
Catawba Spoke Sioun language Lived east of the Appalachian Mountains in the Carolina piedmont. Long before Columbus, Catawba women were fashioning sturdy cookware and handsome ceremonial vessels; when the English settled Charleston, the women bartered pots for metal tools, clothing, and other necessities. In the 1860's the Catawba were confined to a tiny reservation in South Carolina-which by chance contained the deposits of distinctive reddish clay they had used for years. Pottery became a key to their very survival. Now as then, Catawba potters eschew kiln firing, modern glazes, and potter's wheels. Using techniques handed down from mother to daughter for generations, they build their vessels from clay coils, polish them with quartzite pebbles, decorate them with ancient designs, and fire them on the hot coals of an open fire. The resulting hard finish produces a metallic ring when tapped-the echo of a well-tended tradition, still audible among the red clay hills of South

Missing
When you lost your keys everyone Helps you look They try to remind you of all the actions you took When you lost your teeth the doc fills in the spaces He'll tell you to brush in all the right places When you lost where your going its all in a book There will be directions of the turns that you took When your losing your mind they will offer you meds To try to convince you its all in your head When you lose your beer they will spot you another Nothing is better then getting drunk with your brother But when you,ve lost your love everyone runs and hides Cuz Noone gives a fuck of what your feeling inside. JW

I Need A Man Not A Boy
im a sucka for a guy to call me baby im a sucka for a guy to say i love yu im a sucka for a guy to give me a rose im a sucka for a guy to say yur my everything im a sucka for a guy to say ill do nething for yu im a sucka for a guy to be cute im a sucka for a guy to want me im a sucka for a guy not just want to get in my pants im a sucka for a guy not a boy im a sucka for a guy to call me pretty im a sucka for a guy to drive miles to see me im a sucka for a guy to make me feel betta when im sick im a sucks for a guy to be a MAN PRETTY MUCH IM A SUCKA FOR YU!!!

Santa's Bad Day
**A Christmas Story for people having a bad day....** When four of Santa's elves got sick, and the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, Santa was beginning to feel the pressure of being behind schedule. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa that her Mom was coming to visit. This stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two had jumped the fence and were out, heaven knows where. More stress. Then when he began to load the sleigh one of the boards cracked, and the toy bag fell to the ground and scattered the toys. So, frustrated, Santa went into the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard he discovered that the elves had hidden the liquor, and there was nothing to drink. In his frustration he accidentally dropped the cider pot, and it broke into hundreds of little pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found that mice had eaten th

Do For My Future Soulmate
things i will do for you! muah 1-touch your waist 2-talk to you 3-share secrets 4-give you my jacket 5-kiss you very slowly 6-hug you 7-hold you 8-laugh with you 9-invite you somewhere 10-let you be with me when i'm with my friends 11-smile with you 12-take pics with you 13-pull you onto my lap 14-when you say i love you more,i will deny it and tell you i love you more. and fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you,I will deny it, and fight back and hug you tight so you cant get to her friends.and hope it makes you feel loved 16-always hug you and say "i love you" when I see you 17-kiss you unexpectedly 18-HUG YOU FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell you you're beautiful... not just sexy! 20-tell you the way I feel about you! and show you I mean it too 21-kiss you on the lips 22-I WON"T ask you to buy me stuff. I WILL buy you stuff 23-tell you what feels good 24-make you feel loved 25-buy you stuff. small things can still help I might

You Said We'd Always Be Together
You said we'd always be together, And nothing could ever tear us apart. You said you knew you loved me, You could feel it in your heart. You promised you'd love me forever, And love doesn't change over night. You said you cherished each minute together, Every moment holding me tight. You claimed you'd do anything for me, There was nothing you wouldn't do. You said if we kept no secrets, There wasn't anything we couldn't get through. You told me I was beautiful, And I was perfect in every way. You said that I was always on your mind, You thought about me each and everyday. You said you felt special when we were close, Like all your worries had disappeared. You claimed that you'd want me always, Us being apart you greatly feared. But here I am broken, torn ... all alone. There's emptiness where you stood in my heart. That means many promises were broken, I guess that means .. you lied

Looking For Love
OK this might sound cheesy but I do not care anymore. Guys might think that this is weird or stupid, guess what not interested in what guys have to say about it anyway. Because I am interested in the ladies. So I am 34 years old, divorced for almost 2 years now, no kids, lonely and tired of it. So I figured I will take my search for love here, What the heck, there is alot of people here, and I might just find Miss Right, or the people here just might help in helping me find Miss Right. About me. 34 like I already said DWM. 5'9" on a good day. I do not look like I weigh as much as the scale says so we will just say that I am a little over weight. I am kinda like a big teddybear type. I have a sense of humor, I am intelligent, well rounded, and just looking for someone to be my partner to help balance me out. What I am looking for. Well I would not consider myself to be too picky. But there are some things I am looking for such as: age. Between ages of 18 and 34.

A New Light
Insanity lies deep within us all, maturing and designing itself to its own fate. When it's moment comes it knows how to take over, decietful little bastard, moving in and becoming. Thoughts on paper run together to form words unspoken, with more meaning hidden behind the illusion of it's portrayed purpose. Breaking into the tomb of meaning is to become. Become the father or the mother or the god of those words and create with them, a new life. Birth of the unspoken brings new meaning, a new light.

Candy Canes
The Candy Cane Story A candymaker in Indiana wanted to make a candy that would remind people of the true meaning of Christmas; so he made the candy cane to incorporate several symbols for the birth, ministry, and death of Jesus Christ. He began with a stick of pure white, hard candy. White to symbolize the Virgin Birth and the sinless nature of Jesus, and hard to symbolize the Solid Rock, the foundation of the Church, and the firmness of the promises of God. The candymaker then shaped his cane into the form of a "J" to represent the precious name of Jesus, who came to the earth as Savior. It could also represent the staff of the "Good Shepherd" with which He reaches down to to reclaim the fallen lambs who, like sheep, have gone astray. Thinking that the candy was somewhat plain, the candymaker stained it with red stripes. He used three small stripes to show the stripes of the scourging Jesus received. The large red stripe was for the blood shed by Christ on the cros

Legalize It!
Dear Friends, I have just read and signed the online petition: "Legalize Marijuana" hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition service, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/Legalize/ I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider signing yourself. Best wishes, ellisd dreamZ

How A Dusty Phone Nearly Set Off A War
Those who knew my father know that he prized honesty and was not given to embellishment - unless he was kidding or weaving an elaborate joke. His stories were either "true," because they actually happened, or "good," because they were shocking, bizarre, improbable. However, those who know him also know he made it difficult for others to distinguish between "true" and "good," in a couple of ways. First, Henry Lee was trickster-sly, handsome, adventurous and masterful. Second, he told all stories, "true" and "good," in the same offhand, matter-of-fact, unmodulated manner. The story you are about to read is my father's. He told it to me over light coffee and Dutch Masters cigars at a nursing home in Tampa, where he was patiently awaiting death. I preserve it here in the first person, and believe it to be both true and good. * * * The time was the Cuban Missile Crisis, October 22, 1962. We had just come to McGuire Air Force Base in New Jersey. I was supervising air traffic cont

New To Site
Ciao from Italy Hey I'm a little new to this site so I'm just checking it out for now. If you are online at the same time of day and want to chat get in touch. I'm pretty good about returning mail. I just got a web cam so playing around with that. Sorry no nude shows. enough of that already on the web. Take care ciao J

Last Outlawz Album !!!
WE BEEN PUTTIN IN WORK FOR ALOT OF YEARS AN WE BOUT TO GIVE THIS THING A REST SO THIS NEXT OUTLAWZ ALBUM WILL BE THE LAST OUTLAWZ ALBUM AN IT WILL BE EDI,KASTRO,YOUNG NOBLE,FATAL AN STORMEY DOIN THE ALBUM!!!! THIS WILL BE A STRAIT INTERNET ALBUM IT WILL NOT BE SOLD IN STORES ITS LIKE A COLLECTORS ALBUM FOR THE FANS AN IT WILL COME OUT EARLY 07!!!! SO GET READY THE LAST 1 IS COMING WE WANNA THANK EVERYBODY FOR ALL THE SUPPORT OVER THE YEARS WE OUTLAWZ 4 LIFE!!!! --------------------

Healing Others Spell
Light a blue candle and visualize the person who needs healing. When the picture is clear in your mind, target the area of disease and color it bright red. Now visualize tiny workers brushing soft green paint over that spot. Hold the picture until the spot is completely painted over. Open your eyes and chant: I hold you in my heart and wrap you in my love. My circle of protection descends now from above. And as I send this energy, all pain shall disappear And all disease shall dissipate and shrivel up in fear. The emptiness I now replace with fresh vitality, so you may thrive upon the Earth in laughter, love and glee. Bright blessings and good health, my friend, encase you from now on. I ask that they watch over you and keep you well and strong. Allow the candle to burn out.

Holding On..
OK I really like this song for some reason even if Crazee refuses to play it for me lol You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side You know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No, I won't give in Keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late This could all disappear Before the door's closed And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah Keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for

Christmas Eve
Well this should not be hard but as I sit here at work I wounder how many are spending time with loved ones and cherishing those moments? All to soon we lose someone near and dear to us but only then do we wish we had spent more time with them. Yet the ones that are left here that we can at the least make up time with we tend to ignore like they will always b here. People are yet still agian so forgetful and but only a few realize that it the holiday season isnt the only time to express ones love or caring spirit but this should be done everyday. That uncle you have that you think is so cool, heck May 1st pick the dang phone up tak a few moments out of your so busy day and call him to shoot the breeze! Tell your father and or Mother that you love them and look them in the eyes when you do. We tend to get so wrapped up in our busy schedules and lives we forget to quickly that a man's worth is not weighed by what he has accumulated, but by what he eaves behind, his legacey. I did

Trees For All The Troops
Trees for all the troops Md. man's medic daughter inspires his holiday mission By Amit R. Paley The Washington Post Updated: 2:50 a.m. ET Dec 24, 2006 http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16342897/?GT1=8816 WASHINGTON - It's not easy to ship a Christmas tree to Iraq. Jim Ward knows. In an elaborate and admittedly eccentric campaign dubbed Operation Christmas Tree, he managed to get 75 live conifers to homesick troops in Iraq and Afghanistan this winter. Now his effort is snowballing into a massive national drive to ensure that each of the 150,000 U.S. troops in the two war zones receives a tree next holiday season. "These soldiers are risking their lives over there and can't even spend Christmas with their families," said Ward, 33, a truck driver from Westminster, Md., who delivers trees for a nursery. "Don't they at least deserve a Christmas tree to remind them of home while they're stuck there?" Ward's Christmas tree effort started with one soldier: his daughter, Arm

Merry Christmas
Just wanted to take a couple of minutes out of my busy holiday to wish all a very Merry Christmas. If traveling please be careful and remember to have a sober driver if drinking today. Much cherry luv to all. MrsBibbs "The Cookie Lady"

Pass That Shit To Everyone!!!!!!
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Female Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bi-Curious 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not that far, just kissing 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Never done either 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, nei

For Children Who Were Broken #5
We who grew up broken are somewhat out of time, Struggling to mend our childhood, When our peers are in their prime.... Where others find love and contentment, We still often have to strive to, Remember we are worthy, And heroes just to be alive.... Some of us are healing, Some are stilling, Most are passing the anger on.... Some give thier lives away to drugs or alcohol, Or the promise of life beyond, Some still hide from society, Some struggle to belong, But all of us are wishing the past would not hold on so long!!!!!

Not Only Lust
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com In loving someone, I cannot tell, The thought of lust, A continous bell, Kissing and touching, Is this really love? Could we live without it? Is it something we're above? Do we need the touch of another, The caress of his lips, Those warm arms around us, When the cold winter nips? Could we deny pleasure, Or is that all we are? And if we went slower, Would we really go far? Would we hold on forever, And never let go? Or aren't you here forever? These questions I must know. For if you're here for love, I'll love you till I die, But if your here for only lust, Im sorry, goodbye. What does lust know of crushed dreams and broken memories, of tears like rushing rivers and endless waves of pain? Lust - focused on satisfaction in the present not acknowledging the past not concerned with the future except as it relates to pleasure

Potery(crys Alone)
CRY'S ALONE I HAVE HRED YOUR SOUL,SOFTLY SPEEK WORDS EMBRACE,IN MY HART BEAT YOUR TEARS BURN MY FLEASH AND INPRINT YOUR PAIN I SEE YOUR LOSSES HAVE BEEN VAIN DARKEN ROADS YOU'VE TEAVLED ALONE TO ONLY FIND THAT HOME IS NOT HOME ITS A PRISON THAT YOU KEEP WHERE DARK THINGS NEVER SLEEP SHADOWS DANCE ACROSS THE WALLS SLIENT VOICES DOWN THE HALL WHERE SWEETNESS ONCE LIVED THAT PRISON THAT YOU LIVE WHERE NO ONE EALSE CAN GO YOUR LEFT TO WOUNDER AMONG LOST SOULS CRY, YOUR REALLY NOT ALONE WRITTEN BY:WETKISSES47

Sexy Bra/top Contest...please Help!
I'm in a sexy bra/top contest and I really really need your help. Will you please go vote for me by leaving LOTS of comments??? The only downfall is that you have to add Sweet Teddie to you friends list in order to see the pictures because of the NSFW crap! It's a pain in the butt...but well worth it....=) Thanks in advance!! oxoxox SWEET TEDDIE BEAR SWEET TEDDIE BEAR@ CherryTAP Make sure you leave lots and lots of comments under my picture!

Can We Say Busted???
This is why I don't trust people on the internet....here a conversation with a guy I've been talking to about 3 weeks maybe not that long I just had ten minutes ago.... here are comments he's leaving another girl on her myspace..... hmmm do you guys think I should tell the other girl??

That Dance (no Idea Who The Characters Are)
She stood in the corner of the dance floor looking over all the couples. She didn’t know why she even came to social events where she wasn’t accepted, wasn’t asked to dance not once. Without glancing at the ballroom floor once more she turned and went to walk out the door but something stopped her, some presence. “Excuse me miss, may I have this dance?” The voice was familiar but she just couldn’t place it, slowly she turned around ending up face to chest with a man dressed in an elegant black suit and tie. As she craned her neck to see who stood before her she noticed a couple at the doorway looking at her with mild interest. “Yes sir you may.” she wondered how they could possibly dance when his shoulder was up there and her hand could barely reach without using some of her gifts.

My Wish To My Friends
Since I cannot comment to each and every one of you.... I keep getting the spam error..... This goes out to all my friends on CT... I hope 2007 brings you a year of health and happiness!! Much love to you all!! _______0__o_o__o_0_0_o_o__0 ______0___o__o__o0_0__o_o__0 _____0___o__o_o__0_0__o___o__0 ____0_o___o___o__0_0___o___o__0 ____00o0000o00o0o0_0o00o00oo0oo0 ___000o0o00000o000_000o00o0o000o0 ___00000o000o000o0_000o000o00000o0 ___0o00oo00o0o00o0__0000o0o0o00000 ___0o0o00000o00o0___000o0o0o0o0o00 ____0o0o0000o0o0_____0000o00o00o0 _____0000o0000________ 00o000o000 ______0000000___________0000000 ________00______ happy_______00 _______00_______ 2007________00 ______00_____________________ 00 _____00________much love_______00 ____00_________Harleygal________00 _000000_________=^-^=__________000000 New Years Are a Chance for a Beginning

Inspiration
i'm into digital photography and cgi stuff. i like outdoor scenes mainly. my problem is sometimes i just don't have the spark to get started on a new scene. so i welcome new ideas and even images to get me started. it would seem like i'm in the right place since so many here are good photographers/artists!

Drug Of Choice
Drug of Choice I just wanna cut Till I hit bone And then some Never stopping to clean up the bloody mess Oozing from my lifeless veins I don’t even shed one tear My life slowly slips away As the crimson blood Drains from my body I feel nothing but shear bliss A huge sigh of relief comes over me I’m no longer burdened With these emotional scars When they find me They won’t even recognize My body It’s been so mangled by This blade It has torn through my flesh A thousand times Feeding my pain Giving me pleasure Its so addictive Like an addicts Drug of choice I go through withdrawal And this is what happens. And now… Jesus is my Homeboy And God is my Supplier

Female Beefeater Brings Girl Power To The Tower
~Female Beefeater brings girl power to the Tower~ By Kate Kelland LONDON (Reuters) - The guardians of Britain's historic Tower of London are enlisting girl power for the first time in their 522-year history. The Tower's Yeoman Warders, commonly known as Beefeaters -- whose ceremonial dress is a distinctive scarlet and gold tunic, white ruff, red stockings and black patent shoes -- have appointed the first female member to their ranks. "There were six candidates -- five were male and she was the only female," spokeswoman Natasha Woollard said. "She was the best candidate for the job." Woollard said the woman, whose name has not yet been made public, was serving in the armed forces and "will join her new colleagues in the Yeoman Body at the Tower of London in summer 2007." The new Beefeater's full job title will be "Yeoman Warder of Her Majesty's Royal Palace and Fortress the Tower of London, and Members of the Sovereign's Body Guard of the Yeoman Guard Extrao

Airing My Dirty, Well Clean Laundry!
My roommate & I are having serious issues. I understand shes newly divorcing & things are rough. She refuses to get a fulltime job & is basicaly running off the state. And she refuses to clean a damned thing!! So tonight rather than going out running amuck I am home cleaning which is good because I'd probably end up doing someone I shouldnt or should I damn it thats a whole other blog. Anyways, she sent me an email 2 days ago promising shed clean the kitchen & bathroom... and guess what nothing. This place is a fuckin DUMP! So then she sent me another email asking me to join her & her flavor of the day (whom of which I think is an arrogant manipulating bastard)to sing some kareoke. So I am at home thinking about how I am getting taken advantge of & I decide to do some housework, the chores which she had volunteered to do I might add. When I go get my laundry I discover that all my naughty girly things all need to be washed by hand & hung to dry.Hummm... wouldnt tonite be a good nite fo

Canadian Idiot (chill People, Its A Song)
Don't want to be a Canadian idiot Dont want to be some beer swillin' hockey nut and do I look like some frost bitten hosehead I never learned my alphabet from A to Zed They all live on donuts and moose meat and they leave the house without packin' heat never even bring their guns to the mall and you know what else is too funny their stupid monopoly money can't take 'em seriously at all Well maple syrup and snow's what they export they treat curling just like it's a real sport they think their silly accent is so cute can't understand a thing they're talking aboot sure they got their national health care cheaper meds low crime rates and clean air then again well they got celine dion eat their weight in kraft macaroni and dream of driving a zamboni all over saskatchewan Don't want to be a Canadian idiot Won't figure out the temperature in Celcius see the map they're hovering right over us tell you the truth it makes me kinda nervou

01/04/07 (warning.. I Piece These Together As I Write)
I dream alot. I dream vividly. I have reoccuring characters and places in my dreams. I even tryed to map out my dream land once. Anyways.. I am going to try and remember bits of last nights dream. Main characters were my dead cat Angel, my dead cat Loco, two new cats who were longer furred like my live cat Goblin but almost all black with a green sheen to their fur. Funny thing is that those two cats started as one cat to begin with. My cousin Chrystal.. my grandma.. and I think that is all that I can remember for people. As far as I know we were at my house. The first parts that I remember had to do with my dad being over. He brought me a bunch of disks for my computer. I was all excited because I thought they were the games I used to play on his old dos one. He said they were blank though. It was a HUGE box full. I was so dissapointed. He asked to use a brush and I said I didnt have one but their were two of grandma's in the bathroom before realising that I had a brush in my

My First Blocked User.
So someone got offended over my fighting on the internet and I'm not a racist blogs. Sent me a message and let me know. No problem, I didn't put them up there thinking that everyone would just lap dog up and agree with me. I even thanked him for his honesty. He then messages back telling me exactly what was on the blog that had offended him and why it offended him. Also no big deal. But then he gets all butt hurt because I told him that both of them were quoted, not actually stuff I wrote. Where did that go south? Because I am willing to quote things that either tickle me or says better than I can what I am trying to get across? Or was it because I wasn't willing to take credit for someone else's work? Time to get a life. Better yet, if I offend you, stop frigging reading the blog. Hell, it says right on my homepage that my blogs can get offensive. What was your first clue, Sherlock?

My Trip To Vegas!!
Well its 1am and I am home from vegas. It was a fucking blast!! I had a great time and I had only budgeted 40 dollars a day! Can you believe it?? I played a lot of craps, and was up till about 5 am every day that I was gone, and it didn't even seem like it was that late untill the next day when I had to get up lol. My brothers wedding was awesome! It was so nice and awesome that if I get married I am definately going to go to vegas to do it! Actually it put me into a strange mind set that I would really like to find some one to marry. Strange thought huh? Me thinking that way?? Well I guess that things happen some times that we don't expect. I really would love to go back, and have another great time, but this time I think I would budget at least a hundred dollars a day! lol I am going to put pics up as soon as I can, my mom has to up load the pics to the pc first. There was so much that was there, and that happened while I was there, that if you would like to know more

Starting Over For The First Time... Again
A shadowed past, of horror's unreal. A childhood spent, in years of fear. ~ Now a adult, so far out of reach. I'm looking for answers, yet the people only preach. ~ Time at it's end, yet only the beginning. Feelings of doubt, and never surrendering. ~ Tomorrow will come, even if I'm out of breath. I need time to touch reality, before I end it all in death. ~ What a awful waste, of my childhood dreams. Hell has taken the place, of my heaven it seems

One Of Those Nights....
usually...im a pretty happy person. but occasionally,i notice some of the things im missing.not materials mind you.just the little simple things that make life worth living. i suppose you could say im just in need of direction.or just have the wrong direction. i dont know.i just know something is missing.and i cant find it? any of you guys ever feel like this??????

To My Friends
DAMN BABY IVE BEEN MEANING TO TELL YOU THIS!YOUR ON SOME FOR REAL SHIT. I BEEN FEELING YOU FOR A MIN. I COME TO YOUR PAGE EVERYDAY JUST TO LOOK AT YOUR PICS AND THEN I CALL MY PEOPLES & TELL THEM ALL ABOUT YOU I JUST CANT HELP BUT THINK ABOUT YOU, U GOT MAADDD SEX APPEAL, STYLE, INTELLIGENCE, CLASS, THAT FACE, U GOT THAT BODY & U KNOW WHAT I GOT..........THE WRONG DAMN PAGE!!! MY BAD!!! Lol! Pass to 10 ppl to make them laugh

Rip Storm
A loved one is not gone, until they are forgotten! With your name now tattooed on my arm and the momories I keep and treasure in my mind, you will always be daddys little girl. You are my soul and I owe my life to you, The bond we had was sacred and nothing could keep us apart. You were a heaven sent guardian angel and a iconic example to your breed, but most of all you were my best friend and soul mate who saw me through good and bad, and loved me whatever. A feeling I will keep deep within my heart until I see you on the other side. As I shed my tears and feel the pain of your loss as though it were yesterday, I said these words as I held you in my arms as you passed away 'I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL, I'M SO SORRY......PLEASE FORGIVE ME. I LOVE YOU'. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx This is a poem written by Leiamara my girlfriend on the 2nd anniversary of the passing of my baby girl Storm

Hi Ya'll!
Hope 2007 finds everyone well!! i'm new to this site, so please BARE with me lol. if you have any questions, please feel free to ask and also please feel free to vote. At this time, i am only permitted to accept invites from females, however, feel free to become a fan or leave comments!! Have a blessed week!!! and thank you all for the warm welcome!!!! (even though i think it may be for cherry points!!!) LoL

We Need A Drummer
Local Blues Rock Cover Band Looking for a drummer. Influences are Led Zeppelin, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Eric Clapton, Joe Walsh, Elvis, AeroSmith, ZZ Top, Rolling Stones, Kenny Wayne Sheppard, Jimi Hendrix, Cream, Rick Derringer, Georgia Satellites, Allman Brothers, Bad Company, James Gang, Lynard Skynard, etc. If you think you are interested and want to see a song list, contact the band at rlg92766@aol.com or you can give me your info and I'll pass it on. Must be able to practice at least once a week. If you have practice space that would be a major bonus.

I Wonder If He Knows That He Hurts Me With His Words
i wonder if he even knows how much he hurts just by the way he talks to me. me and my husband had a fight i guess you could say and it was really the words that he used but it was how he said it. sometimes i wonder if he does it on purpose or if it's accidental. but what ever it is, it hurts and sometimes i just feel like crying all night. i'm not looking for sympathy but for words of wisdom from people on how to handle this. i know he is a good guy but it seems to happen alot lately and i just want some advice on how to talk to him and what to say. so if you guys could just let me know i would appreciate it. huggs to all

Please Help Out My Good Friend
2007 SEXIEST ON CT MY FRIEND KAT IS IN A CONTEST AND I WANTED TO ASK IF MY FRIENDS WOULD GO VOTE FOR HER SHES THE BEST FRIEND A GIRL COULD EVER HOPE FOR AND SHES NOT ONLY BEAUTIFUL ON THE OUTSIDE BUT SHE IS ON THE INSIDE ASWELL JUST CLICK THIS PICTURE AND IT TAKES YOU RIGHT THERE THANKS SO VERY MUCH PS IT'S A COMMENT BOMB CONTEST SO VOTE ALOT, AND DON'T FORGET TO RATE HER A 10

Do You Know Me?
01. NICKNAME: Skunkie, Iggy, and a few I can't mention 02. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? ..........My Dad and my Sister 03. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? ........... Last time I saw my Dad 04. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING…........no 05. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT…...........Capicola 06. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?.... .........2, and 1 daughter in law 07. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?.............yeah 08. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? …..........NO, just a blog on 360*, myspace and cherry tap 09. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?............ME, no way. (sarcastic) 10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?..........yeah 11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?...........only if my life depended on it 12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? ...........Cap'n Crunch w/ Crunch Berries 13. DO YOU TAKE OFF YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU SIT DOWN........no, 14. HOW MANY FRECKLES ON YA BUM?..........I have freckles on my bum? 15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?....Pistastio, thanks to

New Blog Init
45 Random Questions 1. Who sits in front of you in math class? don’t do maths anymore, and when I did, no one sat in front of me. 2. What color is your razor/shaver? blue 3. What state are you in? None I live in the UK County however that would be Staffordshire 4. Can you count backwards from 74? Yes 5. Where were you Tuesday night? Watching Night at the museum with my dad and sister, thanks to my sister for paying for it 6. Brown or white eggs? brown 7. Like rap music? I adore it hehehe 8. Ever taken a train? Plenty of times 9. Experienced the twin towers falling in New York? I was in lesson at the time, I didn’t no what had happened until I got to my aunt’s house. Where's 10?? surely this is number 10. 11. What day of the week is it? wednesday 12. What was your Lunch? I haven’t eaten yet. 13. What is your best friend doing tomorrow? Putting off doing her coursework and mostly chilling with me 14. What does your screen name mean?

Lovestories!
I believe that the lovestories are like travelling by train, journeys on the train. And when I see all these travelers sometimes I would like to be one of them. Why do you believe that so many people wait on the train in the station. Why you believe people are stressed so much about arriving too late. I tend to think that the best thing about love relationship is the beginning. why do you think people end there lovestories, it's just to enjoy a new beginning.

Lame!
Someone ran to the CT Shop and told them I had NSFW photos and marked some that way. My main photo of my cousin I and her friend, they said that is NSFW. WHAT! Nothing is showing! It was the idea of what it implied that they decided was nsfw. Now, as I went and made a folder for them (they also threated to delete my account) and made the folder NSFW I see someones cock ass fucking someone go scrolling by. I guess the real thing is ok and not the suggestion. Dumb asses. Ok getting ready to leave again xoxoxo until later, P

Hostile Enviroment
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How To Get A Woman To Climax #1
First of all be patient and stay relaxed The more you are the more she will be Kiss her lips and play with her tongue Suck behind her ears and on her neck Lick with your tongue along her arm Gentle bites with your teeth are so nice Shiver and goose flesh will rise up Surround her nipples with your tongue Take her nipples in your mouth and suck Massage her tits with your hands Let your warm breath tease her skin Look into her eyes from time to time Lick and kiss her under her breast Shiver and goose flesh will rise up Your tongue should leave a wet film on her belly Place hot sucking kisses on her skin Your hands should kneading her tits Moving them to her back and stroking along Squeeze her ass and pull her tighter Rub your hardness against her pussy Heavy breathing and moaning will arise Move down with your head to her thighs Kiss them in a licking and sucking way Go toward her feet and suck her toes Your tongue licking up along her legs Stop on her t

One Rate Is All It Takes!!!!!
ok all my peeps! this is for ratings only so go vote for me please!!*smooches~temptress~ ********************************************************************* !OK VERY IMPORTANT IF YOU HAVE NOT ADDED AND FAN THE JUDGES PLZ DO SO IT IS A MUST WE HAVE TO BE ABLE TO FIND YOU!!! HERES A LINK TO COPY TO GO TO PICS http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=171588&albumid=178915

New Contest Now Taking Contestants
All Pics Have to face. No showing nipples or cunt. this is a clean sexy Lingerie. so please make this clean and SFW. 1st place is Diamond Earring. 2nd Place is 5,000 in stuff. 3rd place is Roses in the case with a 100 vaction. Good to all.

In Dreams
In Dreams Michael Talbot looked around the living room of the two room apartment. He had unpacked several boxes, but there was still plenty left to unpack. His back hurt, and his eyes burned. Running his hand through his graying black hair, he decided it could wait until tomorrow. After all, this was his new life. Monday morning, he would be starting a new job, in a new city. The price of lust of a one night stand. Damn, he threw away his wife and kids, for a few moments of pleasure. First he was mad at Irene for wanting the divorce. Screamed at her, threatened her. Deep down, he new he had committed the sin. The infidelity to the marriage vows. The little bald headed pug nose judge agreed. She got the house, the car, alimony and child support. To beat matters, he only gets to see his two kids, once a month. Mike moved into a motel in town. Finally, seeing an ad for an apartment, a forty minute drive from his current city, he called, seen the apartment, it

Deeds Of An Angel
DEEDS OF AN ANGEL Alex winced as sharp bursts of pain pierced his eyes; a third car in a row failing to dip its headlights. His contact lenses were scraping like sand with every turn of his eyeballs, the air conditioning system making them dryer by the minute. His cheeks were wet with salty moisture and his nose had begun to run. He looked once more at the dashboard but failed to find the air-con controls. That was the problem with these modern cars. The cockpits were more like those found in fighter planes. Not that he was behind the times. He just found the rapid changes rather bemusing. He shook his head as the GPS system pinged for the fourth time that minute. “Your next turn is in fifty yards on the left” the polite american lady told him. “There isn’t any bloody turn.” He shouted. He was regarding the nice american lady with more and more disdain. Worse, as he had never even planned a route, didn’t know how to and even more annoyingly, couldn’t switch the damn thing off. He

None
some of you know this and some of ya dont.... im not sure after tomorrow how often i can be on to rate your fresh photos and to message with ya because my hubby got into a fight with the trailer door to his rig last monday night and well it sort of won....he now has a broken nose and is going in thursday morning for surgery to get it repaired....so for the next 2-3 weeks im gonna be going nuts trying to take care of him and keep up with the house and other things since hes not going to be able to bend down even to pick up a small piece of paper.....i will miss you all you have been wonderful.... lots of love, rebel

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hunting Attorneys
Hunting Attorneys US Government Department of Fish and "wildlife" Sec. 1200 1. Any person with a valid hunting license may harvest attorneys. 2. Taking of attorneys with traps or deadfalls is permitted. The use of currency as bait is prohibited. 3. Killing of attorneys with a vehicle is prohibited. If accidentally struck, remove dead attorney to roadside and proceed to nearest car wash. 4. It is unlawful to chase, herd, or harvest attorneys from a snow machine, helicopter, or aircraft. 5. It shall be unlawful to shout "whiplash", "ambulance", or "free Perrier" for the purpose of trapping attorneys. 6. It shall be unlawful to hunt attorneys within 100 yards of BMW dealerships. 7. It shall be unlawful to hunt attorneys within 200 yards of courtrooms, law libraries, whorehouses, health spas, gay bars, ambulances, or hospitals. 8. If an attorney is elected to government office

You Can Go Home
You Can Go Home By Paul Rickey Mays Someone once said “You can never go home again." Well I can only say I and my family have now made the attempt. I was born in Girdler, raised in Heidrick and schooled in Barbourville. My family moved to Michigan in 1968 where we thought we would live our lives. In 1971 my oldest brother pasted away at the age of 26 and I continued school until I enlisted in the Army and started my travels of the world. I was severely wounded in 1972 and found my way back to Michigan where after a few hard years of rehabilitation I continued my education and worked in several high tech fields until a few years back. My old wounds have now caught up with me and the government put me out to pasture. My father has had a long fight with heart problems and cancer. My mother has retired and my older brother is retiring after 35 years with the same company. So here we are.... The whole family has made the decision to return to where we called home. We combined assets

Amused
Two fellows from Alabama were sitting around talking one afternoon. After a while the first fellow says to the second, "If'n I was to sneak over to your trailer Saturday and make love to your wife while you was off huntin', and she got pregnant and had a baby,would that make us kin?" The second fellow crooked his head sideways for a minute, scratched his head, and squinted his eyes thinking real hard about the question. Finally, he says, "Well, I don't know about that, but it sure would make us even."

My Obsession
For my first blog, I'm going to write about something that's become a bit of an obsession. I don't even really play video games, but I can't stop with guitar hero. I'm almost done with expert already. It's pathetic. I actually play guitar, making my obsession with the game even more sad, because it's come at the expense of me making actual music. Anyways, it's like Dance Dance revolution for white guys who can't dance. Everyone should play it all the time, and then we could settle disputes that way. Just kidding. Anyways, that was a boring blog that only interests me, but so what, isn't that what blogging is all about?

Life
Life is a really hard concept, It takes a bit of thinking to say what constitutes Life in the first place. We only have carbon based earth derived forms as a blueprint. And even then some of those are a bit weird. When we run across a crystal that consumes the energy and material around it and grows produces offspring that separate and grow then produces byproducts from its growth process we may be surprised..

Do Most People Do This?
WHY THE F*CK DO PEOPLE HAVE TO LIE ABOUT STUPID SH*T WHEN THEY KNOW THEY WOULD JUST FEEL BETTER BY TELLING THE TRUTH?! AND THEY KNOW THAT THE PEOPLE THEY LIE TO WILL FIND OUT EVENTUALLY! YOU AND I BOTH KNOW THAT!! SO WHY? WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO F*CKING STUPID ABOUT IT! PLEASE TELL ME, CAUSE I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO KNOW. DON'T THEY KNOW THAT THEY ARE HURTING OTHERS BY LYING? UUUUUUUUUUUGH!! *WALKS AWAY*

Another Vonage Alert
when u pay your vonage bill whether u are a lil behind on payment or not watch your bank acct closely especially if you have talked to them and told them u can only pay a certain amount because they will take the full amount causing your bank acct to overdraft...they just overdrafted my acct with my bank and when i called to talk to them i was put on hold for 15 min and then they hung up on me.

True Meaning Of Life
What is the true meaning of life? Is it the circle of life.... the rebirth? Is it life to death to life or is it just life? To have life and learn and to experience....to have it to carry you through the next life.... to show you what you have instore for the next life.... to be blessed with remembering if only one of your past experiences is to me the meaning of life. To be afraid of passing on to my next life time, i am not ...... to know everything i have experienced in this and the past life times is a blessing to me... not that i want to rush this life time, but i cannot wait to go to the next and experience it... I dont look to know everything.... i look to learn.... if i know everything there is no reasoning for my existance.... no reason for me to move on to the next life time...we would never learn everything..... we live hundreds of years within our different life times and never learn everything.... if we did, where would we really be. To be blessed, to be open minded,

80 Things About Me
80 Things You Might Not Know About Me Whats your middle name? JO How big is your bed? QUEEN What are you listening to right now? AEROSMITH What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? 0852 What was the last thing you ate? POTATOES Last person you hugged? HUNTER How is the weather right now? 68 Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? JOHN What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex? EYES Favorite type of Food. MEAT Do you want children? NO Do you drink? HELL YEAH Ever get so drunk you don\'t remember the entire night? NOPE Hair color? LIGHT BROWN Eye colour? BLUE Do you wear contacts/glasses? NOPE Favorite holiday? EVERY DAY IS A HOLIDAY Favorite Season? SUMMER Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? YES Last Movie you Watched? HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS What books are you reading? THE 8th HABIT Piercings? EARS ONLY Favorite Movie? THE SWEETEST THING Favorite college football Team? GATORS What were you doi

Thoughtful...huh?
It's amazing how you can be thinking the right things to say at that exact moment, but when that moment comes the words continuously trip over your tongue leaving you speechless and feeling like a fool. How do you react in a moment like that? What I normally do is just smile and nod giving them the wondering of what the hell I am thinking and sometimes they even ask you giving you time to say nothing time and time again until you come up with it and are able to speak the right words. Therefore leaving him loving you even more then he did before. It's the best! Well anyways since I am completly rambling on about nothing I am done with this blog!

What I Want
What I want is a special lady, That gives me everything that I need and more. You know the one that every guy secretly adores. I want a lady that will hold me when I cry. That will talk to me through the sweet by and by. That special lady that gives me love and life, One that won’t change even when she becomes my wife, I need her not to bite her tongue, No matter how sad the song is sung. To be able to love her more after a stupid fight. And not to worry when she’s out of sight. I need complete trust and sincerity, A true companion, That will truly take care of me. I need a love that will be faithful, Not one that will be dishonest and ungrateful. I need a lover that whom I show my gratitude for in so many ways. Full body massages on the coarse and chaotic days. Have her dinner waiting after a long day’s night. To make sweet, passionate, love by candle light. I want a woman that I will love till I am old gray. And to never be afraid to say what I have to say.

Stolen Moments
STOLEN MOMENTS I hold my breath, My heart skips a beat . . . . The thought of you Makes all reason retreat. You take me to a place I haven't been . . . Swept up in the current, Completely on your whim. Your heart breathes life Into my lonely soul . . . A glance from your eyes, I know I can be whole. The love I have for you . . . Can compare to nothing before, You've healed the heart That bled on the floor. Obstacles have been placed in our way But yet somehow I have faith Everything will be okay. Stealing moments with you . . . . Completes my day. Writen by Jamie Marie

Nasty Quiz 8
1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u handcuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use dessert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me ? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like porn stars? answer: 18.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 19.If i gave u my heart would u love it

Once Again
If i was a brave lady, I'd tell you how i feel. If i was not so scared, This pain might just heal. I will continue to deny it, Never admit to liking you. Being just a good friend, A part of your little crew. I wish i could open up, As I'm really falling for you. No one could be compared, To everything that you do. You looks are adoring, Your charms are astounding. With the tunes that you mix, My heart starts pounding. I watch you in such awe, As you play at your decks. The smiles on your face, When your mixes have effects. I wish i could tell you, How you make me feel. But i know there's no point, So my lust i'll never reveal. So as i watch you walk away, Giving up on all that i desire. I know it will become a regret, But of you i will always enquire.

What I Like!
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Bondage100%Whips83%Blind Folds58%Blood50%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Broken_hearted
Rating - 10.04 (103) Ripped from Member Of Ŧĥě ßøṁḃ§üåĐ broken_hearted420 Uploaded @ 2007-01-15 13:10:36 broken_hearted420****1ST PLACE WINNER WITH 4,238 POINTS**** 3212 comments! Rating - 9.84 (45) Ripped from KATY Uploaded @ 2007-01-09 12:32:11 KATY****2ND PLACE WINNER WITH 3,750 3255 comments!

A Poem I Wrote A While Back
Heart Of Stone here i sit all alone; wondering why oh why must i go on; with tears running down my cheeks; for all the pain in my heart; which has been there for many weeks; feels like its tearing me apart but i know life will go on; as i know i must too; with each heartache a piece of me dies never to return as the heart heals anew;the cracks remain my heart will never be the same and before everything is through i say what else am i to do because my heart of gold; will soon turn to stone; never to love again afraid of letting go; going back to where its been; for fear that one more crack in this heart of stone will cause it to never mend

Pictures
hello all to my friends....some of my pictures were missing, so i deleted the one i didnt want you all to have.....i just kept my lord....so u all can lk at him... just wonder who tk my pictures......but lk at it this way god will get you one day....................thanks for listening..........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Helpless...............
So, I haven't blogged in a long time but i felt this was something blog worthy. Last night we had a practice burn. Since i have had no real training I get to work the hoses. That was fun but definately a workout on my lil arms. I had to make sure the building right next to the house wouldn't catch fire. Towards the end when we were wrapping up, we got a page out for a boat hitting the jetty. We got there soon after the police and it was then that I felt the worst feeling I have felt in a long time. Being completely and udderly helpless. We were on the north jetty. The boat hit the south jetty....So, we had no way to get there from where we were. Someone was yelling for help. Hearing "Help Me! Somebody Please Help Me!!!" You could hear the men aboard the coast guard vessel yelling back for them to stay calm. all we could do is sit and wait for the coast guard helicopter to arrive so that they could send a swimmer down to get them. The boat was right up on the rocks...and the huge waves

Fantasy
it's a fantasy, you and me like waves that don't crash like a sun that doesn't set like a walk on the beach- with no footprints it's just a fantasy like time standing still like a clock that doesn't tick like a shadow on the wall when there's no person at all it's just a fantasy

Dunno What To Say
Ive never really blogged befor, I dont really know what to say, I'm still trying to figure this website out its a lil confusing, but after awhile I'm sure I'll get the hang of it, so anyways, whats up pple that read this

Last Serenade At Razor's Edge
“The last serenade at razor’s edge” My mind takes fight As I wonder what’s to become of me I’ve watched my past go by And I think of how things use to be Tears flood my eyes Because I am finally giving up I’m saying my last good-byes I’ll go fast with some luck I’m alone inside Even thought there are people all around I’m going to take my life But I won’t make a sound Time passes by Every second ticks My live will soon be over Though right now it’s only nicks Soon to be slashes of my former self As these bloodstained sheets Now hold with-in my final breath I can’t control this feeling Of which I’ve finally found But I don’t want to see any tears When you find my body on the ground I know you won’t understand So just think of it a dream But don’t blame yourself I just need to be free My pain will not be long now The blackness is closeting in I’m watching scenes from my life The people I’ve met & the places I’ve been I laugh to spite the fear I

Thunder
Today is s very SAD Day for me because one of my Pets (THUNDER) has passed away 01-27-2007, She will be sadly missed by all that Loved Her... Her Picture was transfered to My IM MEMORY FOLDER of my Photos.

Adult With Pet Contest People With Pets Needed
~ Adult with Pet Contest ~ Now i'm taking adults with pet or pets for my contest send your pic link to my inbox and i will enter you! one with most comments wins! 1st person is...... 2nd person is...... Got to wait to tell a date to i get enough people to start i will announce the date! thanks maria

Fords Grand Rapids Funeral
President Gerald R. Ford Tribute Grand Rapids, MI Jan. 3 2007 5:16 PM Grand River Fly By 21 F-15's Missing Man Formation Missing Man formation over the Grand River. A large part of the Air Force has viewed this and would like the Person who made this video to come forward. This video has touched many and all would like to thank the person responsible. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7hk-5-K5a4

Life
I SAW THIS ON A MUMM COMMENT BY ANGEL EYES AND JUST THOUGHT IT WAS SO TRUE THAT I HAD TO HAVE IT! Life’s too short Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness Laugh when you can Apologize when you should And let go of what you can’t change Love deeply and forgive quickly Take chances, give everything Life is too short to be unhappy You have to take the good with the bad Smile when you’re sad Love what you’ve got and remember what you had Always forgive, but never forget Learn from you mistakes, but never regret People change and things go wrong But always remember life goes on Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regret So love the people who treat you right Forget the ones who don’t And believe that everything happens for a reason If you get a change, take it If it changes your life, let it Nobody said that it would be easy They just promised it would be worth it

Breaking My Cherry
Well this be my first blog on this thing. Alas, a friend invited me over here and must agree much better then myspace!!! ok so about me. Im a single dad, have two girls whom I love to death, they are my little angels, my world. The wife and I called it quits well becuase she thought another guy was better, not really gonna put it out there so ill leave it at that. Im a military veteran, a master mason, and a civil war reenactor. I live in Colorado. Enjoy life very much. Like everything from country to limited rap. I like rock most of all though. forgot to mention...interested in ghost :)

Each Night In My Heart
flowing through my mouth from my lips I taste nectar so divine I press harder to drink my fill Hungry for what I find I hear a groan from my throat causing me to tremble and quake impatiently I whimper for all my heart, do not forsake the passion so intense brings the fire so high, i am blind how I cry, I need you inside but then I awake My heart pounds through my chest and my breath is stolen from me the love I hunger for is so far although it is mine to keep Close my eyes and I will see the face so true and my love I keep though you are so far Each night in my heart we do sleep

This Pleasure Of Mine
This Pleasure Of Mine To what do I owe this pleasure of mine Which stands alone in frozen time Nerves on end, they bend like steel Exhausting gasps, could this be real The tender touch of moistened lips The gentle sway of curvy hips Like oceans waves of thunderous roar Bodies crash , still wanting more Her beauty impailed on phallic pleasure Feelings intense, too much to measure Lust unchained by rise and fall Holding to some, yet wanting all Faster we travel through passion’s quest Paced by the fall of rising breasts Closer, yet closer, the end is near Quivering flesh, the sounds I hear Collapse to me, a soul so fine Tis what do I owe, this pleasure of mine

Where Will U Get Caught Having Sex?
babygirl was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in a tent ... you've been caught by Satan! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

My Fine Is
MY FINE IS $561.30 WHATS YOURS???? If you had to pay for your sins, and the going rate was as stated, how much would you have to pay to pay for all your wrong doings?? Smoked pot -- $5 Did acid -- $10 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $30 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 (y do we have to be fined after losing $ gettin jumped??) Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $10 Ever drive drunk -- $25 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed and don't remember the night before --

Love
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com HI all my Friends and Fan and Family just thought i would drop some love and let u know i am doing pretty good now..Hope u are all doing great!!!! I'm sorry i have not went any of these for a while but if u all do not mind i will start again i like to let u all know how much i love u all and glad u are all my friend.. KISSES AND HUGS

An Open Letter To The Lady Infront Of Me At Walgreens
An open letter to the lady in line in front of me at Walgreens, I saw you pull up in your brand new Lexus (the temporary plates were a dead give away). I was the girl who pulled in beside you that you ignored. Fine. We wound up in line together. Don't think I didn't notice the Manolo Blahniks shoes, the Versace coat and the Loius Vuitton purse (from the pastel collection, even). I was the one with the same pair of Armani glasses on. I was also the one who watched you put down 2 Red Bull energy drinks, and bitch out the cashier because they were supposedly 70 cents off. They weren't. Yup. That's me. I was the cute little college chick in the middle of finals, who just ran out of caffeine and refined sugar. I was the one with the blue jelly bracelets up my arm, and the pissed off look on her face. I was the one who watched you bitch at a cashier over $1.40 when your purse costs more than I make in a month. I was also the one who slammed that $1.40 down on the counter and told you t

Fire And Ice (creation Story)
Fire and Ice In the beginning there was love and within that love there were two beings... One with penetrating black eyes, long black hair, and a body so pure not even the biggest ripple from the tiniest pond could reach her. Dedalyan was the goddess of darkness she was born without sight but had a voice filled with beauty. The other was CeSealius god of light with hair of golden sunshine and eyes blue like sparkling sapphires he had a smile that could melt even the coldest of ice. An uninhabited world lay between the lovers, each mourning over the absence of the other decided to change form and meet on this lovely planet one as fire warm an bright the other as ice slick and cold. When they appeared together the fire quickly melted the ice turning it into water, and the water then rushed forward distinguished the fire soon melting the two into one as one they created the ocean... Knowing their union couldn’t last forever CeSealius gave Dedalyan his eyes so she would

To All Colts Fans (repost)
i would like to start by saying congrats to the team and the quarterback he is a cutie ....and anyone who wants to talk i m here .......that game was awesome so was the halftime show ......

End This War
The world feels like it's storming and everyone is ignoring !peace! all my life was warning for every single morning with life sets a new gap and trying hard feels like a trap peace is impossible with dictators that talk all crap time has struck us way too soon and our whole lives are fading among angry goons, with nothing better to do battling with guns, and bombs they chose people scared to walk from their rooms because the fight has entered places of much to lose with ever second we stand there are people drowning in the sand and our only master plan is to kill a freaking man watch as I end this war of retched chatter, firing battles, and racing jets to bomb a city with deadly missiles that could bury a fifty men history will repeat and men will retreat with a run for their lives and certain defeat women and children fall and men with guns brawl this world will never understand friendship is just people standing hand in hand playing in t

Hair Cut
A salesman checked into a futuristic motel. Realizing he needed a Haircut before the next day's meeting, he called down to the desk clerk to ask if there was a barber on the premises. I'm afraid not, sir," the clerk told him apologetically, "but down the hall from your room is a vending machine that should serve your purpose." Skeptical but intrigued, the salesman located the machine, inserted $15.00, and stuck his head into the opening, at which time the machine started to buzz and whirl. Fifteen seconds later the salesman pulled out his head and surveyed his reflection, which reflected the best haircut of his life. Two feet away was another machine with a sign that read, 'Manicures, $20.0 0'. "Why not?" thought the salesman. He paid the money, inserted his hands into the slot, and the machine started to buzz and whirl. Fifteen seconds later he pulled out his hands and they were perfectly manicured. The next machine had a

Hahahaha
Three couples went to a resturant. The women wanted to compliment the men with something that was on the table. "Could you pass me the sugar, sugar?" said the first gal. "Could you pass me the honey, honey?" said the second. "Could you pass me the bacon, pig?" said the third. What do you call a 350-pound stripper? Broke! A man and a woman were involved in a terrible car accident and both cars were totaled. They climbed from the wreckage and the woman stood in awe."Our cars are demolished, yet we walk unharmed. This must be a sign from God that we are to be best friends for the rest of our lives," she spoke wisely. "I agree completely, ma'am," the man replied. The woman stepped closer to examine the damage and noticed something shiny within her car.Reaching in, she pulled out an unbroken bottle. "This bottle of wine wasn't even cracked. I think this is another sign that we are to drink a toast to our new friendship." "That's a great idea, miss," the man ans

Kicking On Tuesday Evening...
watching the SHARKS game vs the ducks, perusing cherry tap, kinda bored...finding new interesting people to befriend and attempt to engage in conversation...taking it easy in general preparing to go on air tonight for our third radio show...TJ and The Stick-Man open forum open discussion show at midnight pst to 3 am, on www.ozcatradio.com or 1670 am if you live in or immediately near Vallejo Ca...we'ed love to have anyone who may be listening in to call and bs with us...talk about whatever you want...otherwise its just me and Teej discussing the current news, and other points of interest...I want YOUR input! LOL well, I guess I like that this blog wasnt like most of my myspace blogs, RANTS....I pretty much hate myspace tho...see yall on the radio I hope!

Snow
does anyone really like the snow? i dont. well i guess i do in some ways. its pretty to look at and fun to sled in, but i hate driving in it. i do have to say i must have one of the best neighbors. tonight when i got home he was out snowblowing his sidewalk. he saw me drive into my driveway full of snow and when my kids and i got out he came over and snowblowed my driveway. then he even did my sidewalk. how great is that. not many people now days would help anyone out but themselves. now i wont have to spend my day off shoveling my drive.

Work In Progress - Continuation
see previous blog for the first part Willie was high in the tree holding up a freshly cut body as the tree's limbs pierced it and took it out of his hands. I threw myself into a defensive stance, and winced. I did not feel up to tangling with him again. Willie shook a finger at me and chuckled dryly. "You got the jump on me once, so shame on me, but this time, I planned ahead, boyo." The ground quaked and rippled before three large crystals burst up from the ground in front of me. They shimmered briefly, and then the portions facing me became reflective so that I could see a perfect mirror image of myself. The first thing I noticed was that my wings did not show in my doubles. I did look unnatural to myself though. I was still my tall, lean self, but my muscles were more defined and I seemed a bit too sharp and chiseled. My pale bronze skin was speckled with blood and my hair was falling out of its ponytail, but I looked beautiful. I felt as if I was looked at a picture of m

Just Another Story
I met this guy back in 1987 after i dovorced my first husband. We were friends for the longest time. One of his friends told him not to tell me how much he liked me casue he wnated to date me. (big joke) well any way i married him (the friend) gave him a beautiful son. In return he cheats on me and leaves me with all the bills to go live with his mommy. Then we find out he is dieing froma a brain tumor. Before he dies he changes his life insurance, so that his mom and stepdad get it not me and the baby... After about 4 yrs of him being dead i run into my friend who has not spoken to me in all the time i was married to his friend. he finds out that my husband is dead and starts to date me saying that he has always loved me and wants to make up for the fight we had all those yrs ago. After a yr of dating he asks me to marry him and i told him no. he asks every month for the next 7 yrs till i finaly said yes. Then the lies and the stealing begins. I still married him despite the

The Lifetimer For Time Obsessed People
The Lifetimer is a clock that can keep track of time or count down the time for different aspects of your life until 2050. The clock’s face is surrounded by various buttons relating to different aspects of your life, such as your next holiday, your next lunch, your birthday and when you started your last relationship. You press any of these buttons and they will give you the number of hours, minutes and seconds you’ve got left (or that have passed in the case of some such as relationships) till the event happens. The Lifetimer Clock is for people who are obsessed with time and statistics and in fact it’s amazing how much time you could waste simply by pressing the buttons to see how much time you’re wasting.

Me
ME Current mood: indescribable Cries in the night that only our souls hear I walk this life alone but not I feel the presence that is called ME. No one can share as I share with myself No is able to see what is ME in this so called reality. I am who I am As well as we all should be but are not We let reality make us what we should be And not who we truly are Follow the cries that only you hear And become transformed.

Some Interesting Things I've Found Out About Cherry Tap
Thanks to the new Happy Hour, earning points is a whole easier. Before it would take me roughly a few months to level up. Now, I am on the verge of leveling up for the second time in just about a week. I've also found out a few things about limits. You can max out the following: Photo Ratings Photo Comments Profile Ratings Blog Ratings Stash Ratings And how would I know all this? I've done it all. Just thought I would share. Until the next time.

Never
Never have I seen your face Still, your eyes are known to my mind Dark and burning through my life Filled with lust and fire Never have I heard your voice But it whispers your song in my ear In perfect harmony To a lonely ballad Never have I kissed your lips Though I feel their velvet touch The dew they place upon my mouth Hot breath mixed with my own Never have I felt your caress Yet my skin knows your touch Your pressing urgency makes Flesh quiver and muscles twitch Never have I known you Still, every night as darkness closes my eyes Beside me there you are My love, my fantasy

T.e. Lawrence
"Those who dream by night, in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that all was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, and make it possible Lawrence of Arabia

Feb. 10, 2006
Febuary 10, 2007 It was on a Friday Feb. 10, 2006, almost the end of the work day when I got a call from my brother to come down to the hospital right away. It was my dad, he had been in the hospital for sometime now. There had been emergencies before. I thought this was nothing new, besides I had just went to visit with him the night before and he was in a good mood, joking around. I do remember kissing him goodbye and then going back and kissing him again. Not knowing that I would never speak to him again. He had passed and although I walked into the room where he laid with no cords, or iv's or anything hooked up to him, I still felt he was alive. In the hall before I got in the room I felt this rush of energy, like a kid playing up and down the hallway. I looked at my brother and sister and mother like what's wrong, they said dad died and although his body lay motionless there on the bed, it just wouldn't register. Some days it still doesn't register that he is not around

Make Your Therapist Pay With These Handy Tips...
1 After everything he says, say, "And how does that make you feel?" 2 Repeatedly tell him to look at the ceiling. When he finally does, repeatedly tell him to look at the chair. When he finally does, repeatedly tell him to look at the desk, etc... 3 Refuse to cooperate unless he trades his pants. 4 Point at random things and say, "Where did you get that?" 5 Try to talk him into sitting on the floor. 6 Tell him you think his secretary is really a man. 7 Take random objects in his office and glue them to the floor. 8 Bring pots and pans and bang them together when he asks a question you don't like. 9 Complain that his chair looks more comfortable. 10 Sit underneath your chair.

Sunday Morning Sex
I will never hear church bells ringing again without Smiling... Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just Passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparent's house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday Morning." Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people Nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. "Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago, Realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just The right rhythm. Nice and slow and even... Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out On the Dong." She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He'd Still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn't come along.

Hi All
Hello to all that may read this! I'm still real new to cherry tap so I'm not quite sure how to do alot of things yet. My friend from work talk me into getting on here and said it is pretty cool. I do like the setup it will just take some time getting used to it! Well thanks for taking time to read. Hopefully more blogs to come later!

I Think I Have Lost It!!!
Do you ever feel as though you are the only sane person and everyone else is crazy or vice versa....I hit that point last week and now I have moved into complete insanity....I hate where I live, I hate my job and I have created so many problems for myself, I do not think I can escape them. I don't know if it is the intent of everyone around me to make me feel as though I have lost it or if I really have. Anyone want to join me in my craziness??

Legend Of The White Lady From Guam
During the early Spanish colonial rule in the late 1600's on the island of Guam, there lived two newlyweds in the quiet hillside village of Maina. The couple, a Spanish officer and his Chamorro bride. Before marrying, the bride's husband was romantic, dashing and polite. But soon after their honeymoon, he became cruel and abusive. Every night the husband demanded fresh mountain stream water with his food and sent his wife to the small creek in the valley below to fetch his water. After a while, the woman actually began to enjoy her lonely walks and eventually it became a ritual that she looked forward to. Her favorite time was during the full moon when the moon's reflection shimmered across the surface of the moving creek like dancing stars, with the gentle wind whistling through the jungle foliage. Her husband soon began to notice that it took longer and longer for her return and became enraged. Then one stormy and rainy night on their first wedding anniversary and during a new

I The Only Friend
Branch bending weighted with strange fruit You dashing, pinstriped suit Double breasted buttons loose Dangling there within the noose Jerk, tremble, heart beats end I the only watching friend Hostile people point and leer Your life forfeit out of fear Swore your innocence time and again The jury said guilty, with a grin A crime of passion they swore Found you crying by the door The body cold, blood everywhere You said you found her lying there Cops blamed you, no one else around You had just arrived from out of town They dragged you in though you didn’t fight Beat you under a bright light Broke you fingers one by one Trying to find where you hid the gun Beat your body black and blue All the time swearing it was you Her blood and yours there on your hands They beat you badly you barely could stand You swore that you loved her and could never do this The blood on your hands was from your one last kiss You said you embraced her lifeless form tight And had God hi

Being Awakened For Sex...
Talking to a friend the other night. She was complaining about her bf always waking her up in the middle of the night by touching her in certain places on her breasts and "you know, down there". She was asking me if that were normal? She wanted to get some sleep and he was just constantly touching her sporadically throughout the night. Now, this is the guy that she was planning to marry someday and had known for a long time before that. She wanted to know if that was being abusive. I am saying to myself, "Heck, I would give anything to have a boyfriend in my bed who would be touching me. I'd welcome that!" Then, came the dreaded question. What would you do, if it were you??? Now, I was being forced to give my opinion in a crowded area of other folks about a sexual preferences. I so wanted to blurt out I would awaken gently and turn around so that we could make wild passionate love. Instead, I said, "This isn't about me though. Who is to say that my reaction woul

More That I Have On 360
I WANT YOU SHEETS TANGLED, MY BODY DRENCHED IN SWEAT. BREATH RAGGED, I CAN HEAR MY HEARTBEAT. I WAKE , THE SWEET DREAM OF YOU STILL FRESH IN MY MIND. THE PASSION STILL MAKING MY BODY CONVULSE. I CAN STILL FEEL YOUR HANDS ON MY SKIN. YOUR TASTE STILL IN MY MOUTH, SALTY, BITTER, SWEET COPPER. THE MEMORY OF THE FEEL OF YOUR BODY SO EAGER AND READY FOR ME. MY WRISTS ACHE SO SWEETLY FROM THE BINDS THAT HELD ME. WHY DO YOU TORTURE ME SO? COMING TO ME ONLY IN MY DREAMS. I STILL FEEL THE WEIGHT OF YOU ON ME. THE TINGLE THAT YOUR MOUTH EGNITED IN ME STILL MAKING ME WHIMPER. I SMELL THE SWEET MUSK OF OUR BODIES ALL AROUND ME. THE FEEL OF YOUR HAIR AS IS CASCADES DOWN AROUUND MY FACE. THE MARKS THAT YOUR NAILS HAVE MADE ON ME CANT POSSIBLY BE REAL BUT YET I SEE THEM. I SEE THE WOUND THAT YOUR FEEDNG HAS LEFT, HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE? DO YOU SEE MINE? DO YOU WAKE WITH THE SAME MEMORIES THAT I DO? IS THIS REAL? WHY CANT I HAVE YOU IN FLESH A

Lesson Learnned
As i had said in a past blog one can have too many friends but then you wonder are they your true friends or are they out to get you for some odd reason.? I been the trusting type for so long i think its time for me not to give in...i just find myself thing what should i do? like here in cherrytap... the cherry is sort of funny...... when you first get it... you popped a cherry.. yours or his.. then it just gets' old or just more exciting. but wonder who can pop the top cherry here... what is the top level? I guess my cherry hasnt been popped in a while..lol hmmmmmm wonder who will do it? pop me /fan me/ friend me............... are you scared of the challenge?

Gorilla Joke
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. She was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps. He was wearing his usual jeans and T-shirt. As they walked through the ape exhibit, they passed in front of a large, silverback gorilla. Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy. He jumped on the bars, and holding on with one hand and 2 feet he grunted and pounded his chest with his free hand. He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink Dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny. He suggested that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She did... And the gorilla was about to tear the bars down. "Now... Show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at him," he said

The Lifetime Lost: Unforgiven Mistakes
Give me peace, a much needed rest for my mind to give you my best Thoughts revoked and spirits envoked.... Sitting in a pale glow, Come watch the show! The dead aimlessly dancing, dancing Fire now lost ghosts of shadows prancing See it Bleed! This so called seed The hemmorage in my hands The child, soul undying, going...flying like tiny bits of sand My life, my strife, it seems so lost My soul, the blackened cross Charred and burning Tired and yearning To see the child reborn The demons sing and angels blow the bloody war horn I sit and watch, the new future is lost My sanity is now distant...a child's heart the cost

Web Site Update
I placed a guest book and a feedback button on my new web site. If you have a moment could you go to the site and sign in the guest book and send me a feedback. http://ms-cleavage.tripod.com/ Thank you! Ms. Cleavage

Info And Yahoo
Hey everyone just letting you all know i am Having PC problems my PC is 10 years old and for some reason CT keep causing the system to freeze completely. I am adding friends right now and i will be rating all the stuff you have tonight, when i can get on my wifes PC. If anyone wants to talk feel free to add me to yahoo messanger my nick is gandalf122872. I should have my new PC up in a few days then i will be on more often

Fear
I FEAR I SHALL DIE, ALONE, NO CHILDREN TO LOVE OR TEACH, I HAVE LOST TWO IN MY YOUTH WHO NEVER TOOK THEIR FIRST BREATH. ONE TRUE LOVE, IS IT TO MUCH TO ASK FOR, CAN GOD HERE MY CRIES AND FEEL MY TEARS? I CAST OUT THE DEMON WHORES CLAN. TO HELL WITH YOU. S. F@#KING BLACK. YOU SICK PEICES OF HUMAN WASTE, TO HELL WITH YOU. SCOOTER BLACK COPY RIGHTED 2/20/07

Update Of Shinn
been a lot more busy than normal My Auntie went into the hospital last night because of a heartattack and well have not heard much so all i can do is sit back and wait and hope for the best. went for a bike ride with TJ today and then we took a walk all over town. grandparents are doing ok for what is expected. just keeping all who read in the know goodnight Shinndiggin

One Kiss From You
I'm in heaven when you kiss me show me how you miss me take me back to wonderland I'm in heaven You capture me with a stare i'd follow you anywhere you lead me into temptation I'm like a kid with a toyy losing my concentration one kiss from you im on fire your touch is all i desire im on fire you know i coudln't resist everytime every kiss heaven when you kiss me' you where sent to me from wonderland i go crazyy take me back take me back to wonderland i dream of you every night it's like im losin my mind my head is spinnin round you play with me but im bound can't resist any longer everytime i'm with you every kiss heaven when you kiss me

Hmmm Is This A Rant Or Not
Can't decide what the purpose of Cherry Tap is. There are a few people I actually have conversations with, but most of the time its looking at pictures, giving ratings, and seeing all the contests that appear. I do have to admit having entered one, out of sheer amusement. Still thinking a D.C. get together this weekend would be cool. Doubt it's gonna happen.

A Knight In Shining Armor
In this world full of hurt and pain, I need someone who would help me through the rain. To comfort me when Im sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world I need a Brave Knight, Who would never give up any fight. A knight who would dry away my tears, Telling me to overcome my fears. A knight who loves me for who I am inside, With him there's nothing more I need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong, Eventhough everything has gone wrong. I need someone who is willing to give me more, Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.

Who Am I?
I am the girl that is always there at the drop of a hat...no matter what. I am the girl who prefers blue jeans to skirts. I am the girl who prefers Chuck Taylor's to high heels. I am the girl who prefers t-shirts than tight tank tops. I'm the girl who likes to go out and drink, but can still handle my responsibilities. I'm the girl that if you ever need someone to have your back I've got it. I'm the girl who likes to say what she thinks no matter who's listening. I'm the girl who would rather talk on the phone with her one true love, than a few random guys. I'm the girl who is faithful to the person she loves...and will always stick to that. I'm the girl who is scared to disappoint her parents but seems to do it a lot in their eyes. I'm the girl who seems to be sad alot but smiles just so you'll never know. I'm the girl who would rather work than do nothing all day. I'm the girl who does everything on her own and is too proud to ask for help. I'm

Fyi
just in case you DIDN'T know, I'm in the LA area for the weekend, and I'm riding with my mothertrucker when she goes back to work tomorrow. so, I won't be online 24/7 as per the usual. but, I'll be checking in, so... don't worry. ;] I don't really know when I'll be back in Sacto. Before next Monday, most likely.

Just A Note
hold your breath stop and stare looking out there at who knows where.... hold on tight the ride has just begun life if wonderful and full of fun but just a note don't go to fast or you might get hurt take it slow...... and guard your heart for boys will break it from the start trust them you must it's the only way but don't be mad at the next one that comes your way he could be the one who show you that love can be fun... so walk little one never run and if you should fall just remember i will there to help you stand up and stare out in the world to who knows where

Questions For My Friends
so i am just sitting here at work and i was looking at my ct home page and i just have to know what everbody thinks of me and i want the god honest truth.?? please feel free to comment how ever you want to and i promise you that no matter what you say in here i will ot get offended and retaliate in any way shape or form.

Dio Falls On His Arse Wooot
This is a preview of the next Dio board vid. IDK when the full vid will arrive considering he told me that he smashed hard into his cam and fucked it up big time, lol. It's a short clip and Dio wipes out so it's worth watching!

Can I Be Anymore Fucked Up Than I Am Already!
i have to learn how to let go...i have to learn how to say goodbye...i must leave what will never be...regardless of how i feel...i must train myself not to give in...it's not worth it anymore nor is it healthy...how i forgot who meant something to me...she's 10 blocks away from me and always was my bestfriend...my soul mate...and i'm finally reunited with her...but is it enough i question myself...am i satified fully...or do i want more...do i need more...my problem stems from deep with in...how i become bored with what i have after i've gotten it...the whole chase until the catch is what keeps me going and then it fades...maybe i'm crazy and need therapy...i'm forgetting how to love again...maybe because i've isolated myself so much over the years...i've dehumanized myself...i wish i couldn't feel anything any more and even maybe never meet the people i have recently....i use to say better have loved then never to have loved...i'm beging to think that's a bunch of shit...then again m

Geeks=alicia Renee :p
Anthony says im a geek because i can remember all the html color codes, and pretty much a lot of other things, like making layouts, and inserting images etc. :( He says ima geek -sniffle sniffle- And i swear he named this blog that title, argh mean man. I swear it. LOL Not really, i love him like woah beans. =] Any whoot. My ankle still hurts. :( ♥ ♥ Guys do me all a favor, make sure you rate my page and fan me :) =p Oh and please rate this blog for me, id appreciate it :)

Listen Up!!!!
ALRIGHT JUST SITTING HERE DRINKING A BEER!! CAUSE I AM BURYING A FRIND TOMORROW! IT HURTS, IT SUCKS!! PAIN AND EMOTION!! REGRET!! PEOPLE ONCE AGAIN REMINDED OF PERSONAL LOSSES THAT CUT DEEP!! HE WAS 26, FRI NIGHT HE ODS! MY GUESS IS COCAINE AND OXYCONTINS! THATS HOW HILLBILLYS THINK THEY NEED A BUZZ!! FITH OF LIQUOR 180 MIL OF OC!! 2 8 BALLS!! 20 XANAX!! JUST GET WILD!! I HAVE BURIED SO MANY PEOPLE IT SUCKS!! I AM 38 AND BEEN BURYING FRIENDS SINCE I WAS 15! ONE GIRL DIED IN A CARWRECK ON HER B_DAY ON HER WAY TO MY HOUSE!! HAD ONE FRIEND SHOT IN FRONT OF ME!! COUNTLESS CARWRECKS!! COUNTLESS!! I WAS SUPRISED THAT I HAD BEEN TO AN OPENCASKET FUNERAL FOR SOMEONE YOUNG!! (ASPHALT AND BULLETS TEND TO DO THAT) I GUESS MY POINT IS!!!! appreciate the little moments! the smiles and laughter! cool sunsets! rainy days!! tell the people u love that u love them more often!! seriously most of the time it takes funerals to do that!! but i go to enough to need reminded!! cause when ur

Chinese Proverbs
quotes - chinese wisdom (Translations have been adapted for the modern age where appropriate.) "When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be." (attributed to Lao Tsu, aka Lao Zi, legendary Chinese Taoist philosopher, supposed to have lived between 600-400BC) "There is no greater happiness than freedom from worry, and there is no greater wealth than contentment." (attributed to Lao Tsu, aka Lao Zi, legendary Chinese Taoist philosopher, supposed to have lived between 600-400BC) "People's tendency towards good is as water's tendency is to flow downhill." (Mencius, Chinese philosopher, c.300BC) "Eat less, taste more." (traditional Chinese proverb) "Failure lies not in falling down. Failure lies in not getting up." (traditional Chinese proverb) "The higher my rank, the more humbly I behave. The greater my power, the less I exercise it. The richer my wealth, the more I give away. Thus I avoid, respectively, envy and spite and misery." (Sun Shu Ao, Chinese ministe

Gifts
so how many of u enjoy the CT gifts? i know they really mean alot to me when givein to or received from someone specail.... i would love to thank my sweetie for the gifts she has given me.... just love them all.... x2 and for all the other lil costly gifts she has sent..... i still do....... tongue......

Darkness By Lord Byron
I had a dream, which was not all a dream. The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars Did wander darkling in the eternal space, Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air; Morn came and went--and came, and brought no day, And men forgot their passions in the dread Of this their desolation; and all hearts Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light: And they did live by watchfires--and the thrones, The palaces of crowned kings--the huts, The habitations of all things which dwell, Were burnt for beacons; cities were consum'd, And men were gather'd round their blazing homes To look once more into each other's face; Happy were those who dwelt within the eye Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch: A fearful hope was all the world contain'd; Forests were set on fire--but hour by hour They fell and faded--and the crackling trunks Extinguish'd with a crash--and all was black. The brows of men by the despairing light Wore

Grandma`s Boyfriend
GRANDMA'S BOYFRIEND > > A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one-day. Playing with his > toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, > "Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend now that Grandpa went to > heaven?" > Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom > and watch it all day long. The religious programs make me feel good and > the comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend. > "Grandma turned on the TV and the reception was terrible. She started > adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she > started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. > The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door, > and there stood Grandma's minister. The minister said, "Hello, son, is > your Grandma home?" > The little boy replied, "Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin' her > boyfriend." > The minister fainted!!!

Wanna Know More About The Insane Italian Redneck ?
WOW, thanks, that's a compliment in itself. Well, the easy was would be to just check out my profile on myspace and go to www. myspace. com/american_thundershark lots more pics, that i'll eventually put here on Cherry. Again, Thank you, Stormy

~ The Price Of Children ~
The Price of Children Something absolutely positive for a change. I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice. The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into: * $8,896.66 a year, * $741.38 a month, or * $171.08 a week. * That's a mere $24.24 a day! * Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? * Naming rights. First, middle, and last! * Glimpses of God every day. * Giggles under the covers every night. * More love than your heart can hold. * Butterfly kisses and Velcro hugs.

Been A Lil Down Lately
The last couple of weeks have been really rough--mentally that is -- people at work have noticed, Roo noticed, everyone kept asking if I was ok, if something was wrong. After talking with a close friend, and talking with Roo, I've decided it just might be a good idea to go back on an anti-depressant. I was on them several years ago, and once I felt I didn't need them any longer -- I gradually stopped taking them. I don't know if it's the weather; if it's the stress from my youngest son and his antics; or what, but it seems the depression has returned. This is also the reason why I haven't left a whole lot of comments (none today with the exception of one) and why I haven't chatted with the few of you that I do chat with. All I have to do is get through the weekend, and come Monday afternoon, things will start getting better. It's not like I've gone completely mental lol...though some might disagree...and for those who may suggest a natural remedy like st. john's wort...I'

My Cherry Blast??
My guy and I both had Cherry blasts the last 24 hours. I saw his several times. "Tug" is his screen name. But I never saw mine and neither did he. Have any of you seen it by chance? I just want to be sure it was actually out there. There are people's cherry blasts I saw 30 times pop up yesterday but not once did I see mine.

Survey
- Traviesa's Sexy Acronym - Tis for...TemptingRis for...RavishingAis for...AttractiveVis for...VehementIis for...IrresistibleEis for...EroticSis for...ScrumptiousAis for...Alluring The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

My 1st Time Drunk
so the 100 days party for all the seniors was cancelled (sucked). my friend hannah threw a mini get-together instead consisting of thomas, her, me, nate and two of his friends. it was the first time i'd ever been drinkin to get drunk. so hannah mixed me a drink wit coke and i drank it. then we had a shot of something than she got from the cabinet. nate's friend, douglass wanted to smoke some pot so we went to nate's car but couldn't find a lighter so douglass grabbed the beer from the trunk and we went and smoked pot on the porch in the backyard. then we smoked some cigarrettes and i went back inside. douglass found out i'd never been drunk before so he mixed me a drink wit sprite. nate made a few passes at me and i was returning them. i remember kissing him outside, twice. i called a few people and nate had to go find his second friend to bring him back to the house but before he left, he mixed me a drink tellin me that after i finished the drink i had (the one douglass

Anna Gone Whats Next?
Well now that Anna has been put to rest and the remainder of her friends and family take the legal fight to what she left behind we can move forward. RIP Anna. The Democrats still fighting the Republican president for their share of the power has decided to use the United States military as a key pawn in the game. It is not like the men and women that are now serving have enough to worry about, firefights, IED’s, Iranian backing and now our own political leaders. The talk went from cutting off funding to the military that was quickly silenced because of the unpopular response from key political supporters who decided that cutting off the supplies would lead to a higher number of losses that could be blamed on the current administration, but may end up falling back in their own laps. The military health care system is now the key target. This would be a great time to bring up the facts as known by everyone who has served and uses these facilities. They are understaffed, overrated

Visit
The trill of the bird song lilts within the trees sending streams of sunlight and promise into the wood. Laughter accompanies the brook whose water pours across cool stones. Alone is not alone in this place invitation beacons; I am satiated. The breeze carries a scent of morning and the woodland creatures speak one to another, though outsider; I am welcomed into the fold. Never enough daylight to stand and to enjoy. I must suffice myself with the promise, That in the morning I return again.

How To Argue Effectively
How To Argue Effectively I argue very well. Ask any of my remaining friends. I can win an argument on any topic, against any opponent. People know this and steer clear of me at parties. Often, as a sign of their great respect, they don't even invite me. You too can win arguments. Simply follow these rules: Drink liquor. Suppose you are at a party and some hotshot intellectual is expounding on the economy of Peru, a subject you know nothing about. If you're drinking some health-fanatic drink like grapefruit juice, you'll hang back, afraid to display your ignorance, while the hotshot enthralls your date. But if you drink several large martinis, you'll discover you have STRONG VIEWS about the Peruvian economy. You'll be a WEALTH of information. You'll argue forcefully, offering searing insights and possibly upsetting furniture. People will be impressed. Some may leave the room. Make things up. Suppose, in the Peruvian economy argument, you are trying to prove that P

My Life
Well some people might think this boring, but to truely understand me, you need to read all of this... I was born in San Bernardino, California was raised in Fontana,California. I graduated from Fontana High in 1993. I met my hubby in 1989. We dated up until I was 18 and then he moved away. In 1995 on my 21st birthday I get a call from him wanting me to move out to Oklahoma to marry him. Well I move out there get pregnant and me and him move back to Cali. We have been together ever since. We got married on March 1 1999, three years after my daughter was born and 10 mos after my son was born. My hubby is my life and my kids are my future. I have been through alot with him and I will go through a whole lot more for him. I collect dragons. I have 10 tattoos. My life and my love life is an open book.

Kissing
Your Kissing Technique Is: Passionate but Aggressive Hey, slow it down a little! Yes, you've got some killer kissing moves... But that doesn't mean you need to show off ten minutes worth of technique in ten seconds. Take your time. A little passion goes a long way.Are You a Good Kisser? Are You a Good Kisser?

Warlock Defined
Warlock Defined The Oxford English Dictionary defines the Warlock as a traitor or oathbreaker. Etymologically, a warlock is a "liar on oath," and hence a "traitor" or "deceiver." Indeed, the word orginally meant "traitor" in English. It soon broadened out into a general term of abuse, and it was also used as an epithet for the "devil," but the modern sense "evil sorcerer" did not emerge until the 14th century. It started life as a compound noun formed from woer "faith, pledge" (a relative of English very and German wahr "true") and -loga "liar" (a derivative of leogan, the ancestor of modern English lie). 'Warlock', in the sense of `a male witch', is Scottish Late Middle English and entirely derogatory; its root means `traitor, enemy, devil'; and if the very few modern male witches who call themselves warlocks realized its origin, they would join the majority and share the title `witch' with their sisters." I am a Witch, NOT a Warlock. To quote Bugs Bunny, "Them be Fighting Wor

All Because Of You..........
Its all because of you, I'm never sad and blue, You've brightened up my day's In you own special way. How can I get you to understand, That I love you more than I can, How can I get you to see, Your the only girl for me, Its all because of you, My dreams came true, Your everything Ive wished for, and I could never wish for more. I cant describe how much I care, But when you need me I will be there, To wipe your tears when you are sad, To make you happy when you are mad, Nobody is as special as you are to me, Now I hope you are beginning to see, Just how much I care for you, And all my feeling will always be true.

Excuse Me For Being Me Today! Lol
Hey everyone who is ANYONE! Which means all of you our Friends, Family and Fans...and those will be I ~Ginger~ am having oral surgery today...woo~hoo! (yeah riiiiight) Anyway...I've a very low tolerance to pain meds! Which I am sure after cutting out my tooth will grant the use of today.... lol Read this as I can get LOOPY! So, should I happen to manage to get back here today...forgive any transgressions, mainly major typos, I may make! Lmao! (read this as: in the event that I make no sense what so ever!) Just sit back and laugh your asses off at me....and on the other hand? Should I not make it back... then now you know why! And know too that I love ya! Can't say I'll miss ya... as there's a grand chance I wont miss a damn thing! That I'll be too out of it to even try.... Talk to you all later...it's almost that time....I HATE going to the dentist! I'm such a wussie! Smooches, Hugs and Kisses to you and you guys have a GREAT Tuesday on me and for me! UPDATE!

Mumm's
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Little Wonders
Little Wonders let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder don't you know the hardest part is over let it in, let your clarity define you in the end we will only just remember how it feels our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you let it shine until you feel it all around you and i don�t mind if it's me you need to turn to we'll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain all of my regret will wash away some how but i can not forget the way i feel right now in these small hours these little wonders these twists & turns of fate these twists & turns of fate t

Whats On My Mind
i have alot on my mind. it just seems to me i might be a loser. i really am starting to hate what i am i cant find the right girl, people always judge me for what i look like i need fase teeth (bad teeth runs in the family) im embarrassed about that. i cant seem to make eds meet i am so dumb i spend money to calm me down i was molested when i was 5 by my babysitter and it really fucked me up til now i was scared to tell anybody i feel like a loner i cant do things right im such a fuck up i know i have a few friends but some just dont understand what i do everynight before bed ever since i was molested im ebarrassed i really need some more good friends

And This Is What Happens When I Have Time To Think
and as I sit here.....I'm able to ponder a great many things... my mind seems to be recapturing the compassion within us.....as though to will my mind to memorize every feeling.....every moment I am with you. As much as life has been so violent...chaotic and forever changing....for this moment...rather, in this moment....time has frozen. I am living within a moment... and it is for these kinds of moments that I live for...for that I strive to be in existance... In a world that will someday be forgotten....and cease to exist....it is us as human beings that make the meaning of life so incredibly valuable. Have you ever truely thought of it? what it all means? We didn't survive on our physical beings....but with our minds as our guides. And it is with our minds...that we have grown farther beyond nature and into a material world....even so.....even if our values have changed.... the fact is.... that no matter how long we are here....no matter if all of humanity will someday be e

Hi I'm Dizzy
It fits. And I had this name before I ever heard the song! Dizzy - Goo Goo Dolls You're cynical and beautiful You always make a scene You're monochrome delirious You're nothing that you seem I'm drowning in your vanity Your laugh is a disease You're dirty and you're sweet You know you're everything to me Chorus: Everything you are Falls from the sky like a star Everything you are Whatever ever you are I wanna kick at the machine That made you piss away your dreams And tear down at your defences Till there's nothing there but me You're angry when your beautiful Your love is such tease I'm drowning in your dizzy noise I wanna feel you scream Chorus The 3 loves of my life, my boys. The husband, who has been there through EVERYTHING! The son, who is still new to us, but is our commitment and we love him. And the cat, bastard. Lol. I've got my own little Holy Trinity going on!

Stray Pussy
Stray Pussy-(Thanks Linda) Current mood: restless Category:Jokes One hot July day we found this old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry site. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her, and put her in a carrier and took her to the Vet. She had no name so we named her pussy cat. The Vet decided to keep her for a day or so and said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband, the complainer said "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. He calls my hubby El Cheap-O, and my hubby calls him El Take-O. The next day hubby had an appointment with his Doctor, which is located next door to the Vet. The Doctor's office was full of people waiting to see the Doctor. The door opened and in popped the vet and announces to my hubby, "Your wife's pussy is finally shaved and clean. She now smells like a rose. And by the way, I think she is pregnant. God knows who the

The Irish Prayer
The parking space. Paddy was driving down the street in a sweat because he had an important meeting and couldn't find a parking place. Looking up to heaven he said, "Lord take pity on me. If you find me a parking place I will go to Mass every Sunday for the rest of me life and give up me Irish Whiskey!" Miraculously, a parking place appeared. Paddy looked up again and said, "Never mind, I found one."

How A 7 Yr Old Explains Sex
Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pret

Car Accident
well on friday around 3am we went to leave for Eureka for an AFI concert. The concert was fantastic..the band totally rocks. We were in the moshpit in the very front so we got a fantasic view of the band as they played and got a bit squished in the process..it rocked. The only part that didn't rock is we decided to head back to sacramento that night after the concert. We went through the mountains and redwoods and so on and so forth and got about 2 hours away from sacramento. I was exhuasted and couldn't keep my eyes open so I fell asleep even though I should of stayed awake...next thing I knew I woke up to the sound of my friend screaming and as my eyes opened the truck we were in started rolling. We both screamed so loud...blood curdling screams. Finally when the truck stopped my friend was still screaming and sobbing and I reached out to place my hand on the dashboard and pulled my hand back and noticed blood. I thought it was my friend's blood so I freaked out and start

Funny As Hell!!
A way for us to lose weight according to my aunt!! A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. Weight loss program. The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic, 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign round her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads: "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens. On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has lost 10 lb. As promised. He then calls the company and orders their 5-day/20 pound program. The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most stunning, beautiful, sexy woman he has ever seen in his life. She is wearing nothing but Reebok ru

Fantasy
All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such man. As the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you.

Bitches On Ct
There are so many inconsiderate dumb ass whores on this shit that it makes no sense. thank you for those that understood my mum that I had posted and this doesn't go out to you but the ones that were being so very disrespectful are the ones that need a fucking life and r the real whores! It's called jealousy bitches. u're just mad cuz ur parents don't love u!

Agony
I stayed, watching him choke in his own skin. He knew I should be hurt or scarred. I knew he wanted that. He wanted me to hear my own screams in the dark, Screams he stifled as he gripped me In both of his hands. He wanted that fear he saw in my eyes, As he slid into my body. The very fact I was there Kept that pathetic dream from being fulfilled. He swears he didn’t think He was taking anything that Wasn’t given willingly But watching him squirm, While his body died around him Showed he knew exactly what he was doing. I’ve forgiven him but not forgotten. He took my body and made me a woman, But I always had this way Of detaching myself from my body, The land was foreign at the time And, at the time, I longed to have the ability To leave it forever, but I wasn’t brave enough. I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t take my own life. I wouldn’t let him do it by stealing my spirit. So I’ve forgiven him, but not forgotten. That’s the best torture for what he tried t

Do Me Good
Hear What People Have To Say." Answer This And Send It Back To Me. Post It On Ur Bulletin Without The Answers. You Might Be Surprised With The Results. Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Think I'm Cute? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [] Smart? [] Cute? [] Funny? [] Cool? [] Loveable? [] Adorable? [] Great To Be With? [] Attractive? [] Mean? Ha

A Little Excitement
please join me in my new lounge club fantasia is now open! come and join in some fun and great chat (over 18) no drama! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6307 hope to see you there!!!!!! Kerry

Just Something
I have, For I wish I have cut out my tongue For I wish not to speak I have cut my legs off For I wish not to walk I have cut my hands off For I wish not to write I have slit my wrists For I wish to bleed I have taken out my eyes For I wish not to see I have cut my ears off For I wish not to hear I have taken out my brain For I wish not to think I have cut out my heart For I wish not to love I have died For I wish not to live Burned out and burned down Lost and confused I will say I love you one last time I will say goodnight one last time Heres to an end that means nothing

Finally ... I Am Home.
That was the longest 4 days off I have ever had. Due to the airport closings because of storms on the east coast the flights were all botched up in Oklahoma City and Denver. We got up at 3 am on Monday to catch a flight out of OK City @ 7 am. That was overbooked and we missed it. We also missed the next 3 flights out to Denver. Finally we caught a flight out at 1:30. We then sat in Denver for 8 hours to catch a flight out to Eugene, OR. We landed in Oregon at 10:30 pm and we arrived home at midnight last night. Fortunately for me, I got a phone call at 4:30 am from the hospital telling me that I did not need to come in this morning for we had so few new mothers in the obstetrics wing. The weekend was terrible. It was the first time I met my sisters new husband and I am not sure about him or his 2 sons. Sunday was nothing but fights between her new husband and the oldest of his sons with my sister. He is a chauvinist and believes that a woman should be subserviant to the

'scuse Me But, The Fuck Is You Doin'?
K.....I think I'm like really bored with my computer class now. Damn I want to drop this class so fuckin' bad. The thing is that I need it to get my Associates for General Science. =P Damn, damnimy damn!....*sigh* oh well. The semester is almost over. =D YaY for time off and stuff! Thanks for stoppin' by. Anji

Just One Of Those Days !!
Im having a pretty pissy day today... First off...I had my hair done yesterday...washed it this morning..and instead of blonde with pink foils..its more pink with blonde foils ...ok..thats managable..rang the hairdressers..getting it fixed tomorrow. My middle daughter had a migraine, so was up with her most of the night..maybe thats adding to my tired grumpy mood !!! My mum rang...and she was in a pissy mood..so guess who copped it...lol.yup. We have 2 toilets in the house..the kids chose not to replace either roll..lol..now that pisses me off grrrr. I know this seems really minor..but to top it all off... I went and had a shower..lovely..hung out some washing on a beautiful autumn day..happily taking in the sunshine and the cool breeze..when I felt a warm..spongy sensation under my foot. Looking down to find the puppy had left her morning deposit..right under my freshly showered foot !!! Ok the day cant get any worse

New Work Shift
Well Started a New Shift this last monday, (March 19th 2007) I now work from 8 am to 12 pm then I am off work then I come back and work from 4 pm to 8 pm, this is Monday through Friday. Woo hoo go split shifts!

Dazed And Confused
why i say that to myself over and over again and time and time again and i just cant find a answer to my confusion. i just sit back and think why is everyone always against me and like to see me suffer i dont understand it. people say they try to help me but they turn their back well i guess thats how life goes. lifes a bitch and then ya? well hope yall like my blog

My New Family
hi how are you my new family RULES : WHEN YOU JOIN YOU ARE THE COALITION MAFIA . YOU WILL PROMOTE FOR YOUR LOUNGE IF YOU HAVE ONE . IF NOT YOU MUST JOIN A LOUNGE OF YOUR CHOICE. 2: THERE IS NO DRAMA IN MY FAMILY AT ALL IF THERE IS ANY DRAMA YOU WILL DROP TO LOWEST RANK FIRST WARNING IF DRAMA HAPPENDS AGAIN YOU ARE OUT I DONT WANT IT AT ALL ! 3:THERE ARE RANKS YOU WILL BE PLACED IN A RANK. TO MOVE UP IN RANK YOU MUST GET 5 PEOPLE TO JOIN THE MAFIA AND THOSE PEOPLE HAVE TO TELL IF THEY WERE BROUGHT IN OR JUST WANT TO JOIN..YOU MUST GET TEN PEOPLE TO COMMENT YOU OR YOUR PICS ..4:RANKS : UNDER BOSS 1 ONLY ONE PERSON CAN BE THAT UNDER BOSS 2 TWO PEOPLE CAN BE THAT UNDER BOSS 3 THREE PEOPLE CAN BE THAT ONE MAFIA DON'S BODY GUARD 6 PEOPLE CAN DO THAT MAFIA SECRATARY 5 PEOPLE CAN DO THAT ONE MAFIA SOLDIR EVERYONE STARTS THERE....... I WILL TELL WHAT THE RANKS JOB IS WHEN AN IF YOU JOIN THANK YOU, MAFIA DON BIGG

The New Camaro
as many of you can see im a big camaro fan. i have owned 4 in my lifetime. 1977 type lt, 1987 iroc, 1994 coupe, and a 1998 t-top coupe. one thing i would for some of my friends in the "camaro" world is to email chevrolet and tell them to add the "high beam" switch back on the floor board, that is one i do miss, hitting 120+ on the hwy at night, hit a dark spot and bam tap the left foot .....bright lights, w/out even taking your hands off the wheel. i think the more we ask the more we get. damn it hurry up april 2009 I WANT MY CONVERTIBLE!!!!!!

Tima Fae
This painting that my friend Denise did was inspired by me. You may not give a crap, but I do. And the reason is because the proceeds from this painting goes to Cancer~ Among the fallen leaves you can find Tima brooding..all days can't be sunny ones. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=36091985

Not That It Matters To Anyone...
Kind of lost here right now. The woman I love just told me that she hasn't thought of us as together for a while now. Came as a bit of a shock to me. I knew she had been keeping me at arms length for a while but she would never say what was wrong until tonight. I guess I am back to being single again, still a bit of a shock to me as she was the reason I moved up here. Not sure why I posted this, no one bothers to read my blogs anyway. Sorry to bore anyone that does bother to read this one.

Wot Is Wrong With Ppl These Days?
so yea. i was in my regular yahoo chat room today with one of my really good friends who i call Ky. not realizing there was another Kyle in the room, i said to Ky "Ky i am bored come entertain me." meaning nothing more then come hang out. Ky and i are very close friends. we have watch eachothers lives fall apart and then helped eachother pcik them back up. anyways. out of the blue some idiot sends me an IM that reads: "Ky and i are really good rineds and i would love to come over there and help him entertain you." so i am like wtf? and I ask Ky in an Im if he knows this twat, which ofcourse he doesnt. so i tell this guy he has the wrong aKy and i dont appricate him comming at me like some chat room skank. i then asked him wot made him think that women liked to be talked to liek that. he then told me i was not his friend and he didnt have to answer me. after that he left. its one thing to banter with ppl you are familiar with. i have loads of friends here and there i talk to and jok wit

Daddy's Poem
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teache

What The Hell's In My Coffee?!?!?!
Ok,Its ne of those damn mornings,the Kind where you just wake up pissed off.So I fall out of bed around 830am or so.Pretty late for me actually,so I know I aint grumpy.Anyways I just seem to have this pissed off mindset towards liberals and shit! So I figure I'm gonna start a crusade.I'm going after liberals,muslims,Clintons(the true evil harbingers)Gore's(bullshitting about greenhose BS)Kennedy's(everything immoral).So I am gonna start by eating a penguin,shooting a polar bear,netting for dolphins,and I might top off my day with a good old fashioned seal clubbing!!! Now how do you know if your safe or not?? Well if you like one of these 4 things then you might be safe,the more you like ,then the more true american you are!! 1 John Wayne 2 Clint Eastwood 3 Nascar 4 Granny's Cooking If you cant answer those then email me for your killing!!!!!

Ventriloquist And The Blonde
A young ventriloquist is touring the clubs and stops to entertain at a bar in a small town. He's going through his usual run of silly blonde jokes when a big blonde woman in the fourth row stands on her chair and says, "OK jerk, I've heard just about enough of your denigrating blonde jokes. What makes you think you can stereotype women that way? What do a person's physical attributes have to do with their worth as a human being? It's guys like you who keep women like me from being respected at work and in my community, of reaching my full potential as a person... because you and your kind continue to perpetuate discrimination against not only blondes but women at large... all in the name of humor." Flustered, the ventriloquist begins to apologize, when the blonde pipes up, "You stay out of this mister, I'm talking to that little fucker on your knee!"

Full Moon Invocation
Mother, Goddess of moon and star, Bring your presence from afar, Manifest on this, Your night, and bless me in this sacred rite! Grant the knowledge and clarity, to understand Your words to me. Lend Your power, send Your light, Aid me in my work tonight! With love and wisdom please embrace, All within this sacred space. Mother, I now call to you, Bring Your message clear and true!

Elizabet Bathory (1560 - 1614)
Elizabeth Bathory was born in Hungary in 1560, approximately a hundred years after Vlad the Impaler died. One of her ancestors Prince Steven Bathory, was even a commanding officer who helped Vlad Dracula In 1546, when he claim the throne in Wallachia back again. At the time Elizabeth was born, her parents George and Anna Bathory belonged to one of the oldest and wealthiest families in the country. Her cousin was the prime minister in Hungary, another relative was cardinal, and her uncle Stephan later became King of Poland. But the Bathory-family, beside the very rich and famous, also contained some very strange relatives. One uncle was known to be a devil-worshipper, and other members of the family were mental insane and perverted. In the spring 1575, at the age of 15, Elizabeth was married to Count Ferencz Nadasdy, who was 25. The Count added her surname to his, so Elizabeth could keep her family name Bathory. After the marriage they moved to Castle Csejthe a mountaintop fortres

Van Halen
Just wanted to say congrats to Van Halen to FINALLY making the Rock 'N' Roll Hall of Fame! Unfortunately, Sammy Hagar and Michael Anthony were the only members to make the induction. David show his ass, Alex was mad at Eddie and I'll be damned if Eddie was in rehab again. Thanks for letting your fans down guys! Sammy and Michael conducted themselves as gentleman and represented well. Congrats to Patti Smith too, there's no other like her.

Some Words I Like
I've always considered myself a bit of a word-smith. And, I'd like to think my vocabulary is expressive and expansive, if nothing else. So, just for shits and giggles, here are a few words I like for various reasons. . synchronicity . caveat . acquiescence . serendipity . kismet . peculiar . effloresense . tabula rasa . rabble rouser . fulcrum . quandary . sanguine . gestalt . capitulation . squabbling

Birthday
Hiya all A very big thank you to everyone who wished me happy birthday for yesterday and all the presents that i received it was all muuch appreciated in the evening i went to the cinema to watch hot fuzz which i can throughlly recommend even my dad laughed which is almost never well i hope you are all having fun filled days and will hopefully be popping along to your pages to leave some love soon tp x

Respecting + Thanking,for Being My Friend
This is to Thank my 5 Favorite Friends.Bye now they should know who they are.Tall Blondde( Traci),Lady Witch ( Cherie),Maniacal Bliss ( Steph), Lizzy + Devilish Angel( Ellen).My First 4 listed friends combined to give me more 11's an 10's+ great Rateings,than anyone else on all of the CT.I have also seen an saved some of the Best comments Imaginable,from these 4 Sweet Great Women.I'm so Greatful to be Friends with them first 4 women.There are others who have been very Kind to me as well.KAZ Angel Created my Step Daughter a Morph that she Displays with much pride on myspace.Some are just Little things that ,Wether there little things or not.The Cherry Love Displayed from my Friends that I have the Greatest Respect for,an Graditude for is a thousand fold.Now I'm not on CherryTap to meet a new women,fall in Love an Move away.I'm here to Socialize an try to fit in,where in Society I don't always fit in either.Unlike my Special Raters above( lizzy,steph,Cherie,Traci,) Ellen Touched my Hear

Immaturity Level...
It.. amazes me that people can be so immature. An old friend of mine, an ex really, and I have been on bad terms lately and I don't know why...Well he seems upset about something, so i try and help.. and he gets all pissy with me. He says he's happy, which is complete and utter bullshit considering he whined two seconds ago about being upset... this kid thinks I'm not over him, which is completely not the case... I'm fucking happy and over him.. and when i tell him that... he replies with "No one cares about yo bitch from fuckland south" Then claims I put him through hell and he fucking hates me. This.. fucking kid calls me immature.. but what he said.. doesn't it seem over the top to anyone? Becasue it sure as hell does to me. Which leads me away from my rant and onto the real subject at hand. Why are people so immature? What leaves people to pick at every little thing, and claim everything is your fault when in all twisted reality.. it isn't? What happens to people to thi

To Ravendreamer, Bellarose
The two of you have no reason to be at my page you are both no longer part of my life got that you have lost the priveledge of being my son's godmother's and you have lost the priveledge of talking to me or anyone in my family and i would appreciate you leaving me and the man i am with alone and i mean it he is living with me and you can both go to hell for all i give a shit cuz your both backstabbing whores that use men for what you can get from them. i am not a saint but i have never used anyone for anything especially not EJ like the two of you have and taking money from him is not the way to make a friend i never asked him to help with my bills that was his decission it was his decission to quit his job to help with Daemon not mine i asked that he get his shift changed that was it. So both of you need to leave me and my family alone got it cuz i am tired of the fighting with EJ because both of you can't get it through your heads that he is back in my home if ya dont like it don't

A Work In Progress
Im the Juggalo Bulldog bitch you can' fuck with me not when I'm with my whole crew, theres lilnasty to my left, piggly wiggly to my right, don't forget Big Dawg behind me achin for a fight. I'll Fuck you wives cause I don't care, you aint nuthin' but a mother fuckin' cuck to me. I'm a new breed of Juggalo you aint never met my kind, we dont fuck around now get the fuck out my way. If you know whats up throw em up, If you know whats up throw em up! Wicked Clowns Never Die, Wicked clowns, wicked clowns, Wicked wicked wicked Clowns I'm straight out the bind, lookin' to take your wife, take your life so bow down before me to make it right, Cause I'm the Juggalo Bulldog bitch you cant fuck with me, fuck with me, ya fuck with my whole crew I'm a sick motherfucker and I'll tell you why I love blood, guts, fingers, and toes. I love blood runnin' down my chin and dripin' on my balls. I love guts all up on my dick, I love fresh chicks, dead chicks, fat chicks, skinny chicks, you

My First Time...
Ok, I\'ll tell you guys on how I got into Rammstein... (Shame on you if you thought my blog was gonna be about fucking. But anyway) If you get bored easily or annoyed, I suggest you to either press the \'Back\' button, or press on the \'Home\' link. Ok, here we go. I remember when I was 13 years old and staying up at night watching MTV (I was young, ok?) and I\'ve just started to learn German, so here I was watching the \'You Hear it First\' or whatever it was called, and they were talking about a group from Germany. I was all excited to hear the music and put my \"German skills\" to the test(Well, ok, it was one or two sessions or just going over the ABC\'s, but I was very naive.) And there was Till going \"Du...Du Hast!\" And I\'m all like \"I DON\'T UNDERSTAND IT! :\'( \" But here I am today, a hard core Rammstein fan, and I will stay that way till the day I die! m/

Call It What You Will.
I've never really been afraid of loss in fact i dont think that i have much more in life to gain. I'm 21 I have an old soul. I feel like i should have graduated college five years ago. I graduated in 2003 and its now 2007 I should be graduating this year, i should be finished.. But im not. You see somewhere in life i kind of got lost, and never really made it fully back onto the track. Now Its split so many times, im not really sure how to get back or which road to take anymore. I cant go back because i have to go forward, to go back. I hope to accomplish that this year, This year has to be the year, or i wont be able to live with myself anymore.

Swinging
Swinging and swinging,I'm happy, I'm singing as I swing higher into the sky. Reaching such heights where the eagles take flight I jump from the swing and I start to fly. It may sound obsurd but I felt like a bird, high in the sky I did soar, Then I fall victim to garvity, it sees me, it grabs me and makes me go SPLAT on the floor.

Its Fucked Up Shit
ITS PRETTY FUCKED UP WHEN WOMEN PLAY GAMES WITH YOUR HEART AND PLAY GAMES THEY TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU AND ALL THATS GREAT UNTIL THEY SEE YOU IN PERSON AND DONT HAVE THE HEART TO BE UPFRONT AND HONEST WITH YOU ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ACTUALLY START FALLING IN LOVE WITH THEM SO TO ALL YOU FUCKING WOMEN THAT PLAY FUCKING HEAD GAMES AND CANT BE SERIOUS WITH MEN LOOSE MY FUCKING SCREEN NAME AND DONT MESSAGE ME..........

So I'm Getting A Pit....
Help me name him!!!! I only like unique names. Anything of Japanese origin. Anime names and video game names welcome as well... He is white with a black spot on his eye. What should we name him???

I Just Blogged All Over The Place...
Why is this site addicting? I havent fucked with myspace in 2 weeks now! Hahaha. The peeps on here are chill as can be. And those fuckin cherrypoints- you can never have enough. Hit me up fuckers. I'm around in the early AM-send me a shout

From A Distance
From a distance, each horse looks like any other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing.... Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If you stand nearby and listen, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to the horse's halter is a small bell. It lets the blind friend know where the other horse is, so he can follow. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see that the horse with the bell is always checking on the blind horse, and that the blind horse will listen for the bell and then slowly walk to where the other horse is, trusting that he will not be led astray. When the horse with the bell returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, it s

Penis's
ok girls lets get serious... women always talking about wanting a guy that is hung....define hung...cause average is 7... and most girls are only 4 inches to 6 inches deep...so for those girls that say they want a 12 inch penis...get real...that shit just gonna wreck your insides...make you crampy....i want to enjoy sex dont know about you... so hear is a question for the laides and be honest... what size is perfect...in inches....???

Fear
Fear. Such a small word with a incredibly huge stigma attached. Fear can debilitate one to the point of self destruction, or it can also be a beings greatest motivator. I mean without fear, where would we be? We could be locked away inside ourselves, afraid to try, that is what fear is. But those who chose to overcome this feeling, came through enormous battles and achieved more than what they ever dreamed. Same here. If I held bound to my fears, I could honestly say my life would be very boring. I would of never gone to New Orleans and I most certainly would of died in Katrina. But my fear is what got me through, yes fear is what got me to wade through the nasty waters to find my salvation. Fear of death. I do not fear death, not in the least not when it's time. But in my world, it's not time yet. I have so much left to do, many more fears to overcome and my biggest one yet. Relinquishing control is a hard one, but it is one I am ready to make. Being the self sufficient female I am,

Hook Me Up And Answer This Thingy
Would you makeout with me? [ ] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex Would you let me have sex with you the very first day?? [] Yes [] No [] Maybe On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap

Death And Her Maiden
Every one of your lies caress over your split bleeding lips, dance on your tongue to the symphony of deceit. I lie within your devils lair, entwined within the tangle of the shattered dreams you weave. My soul has withered within, a fading memory of lost tomorrows. Life slips through my fingers, pooling at my feet as the years slip by. Branded by wounds that time will never heal. I am suffocating in the emptiness, as it eats me alive. His talons ripped so deeply within my breast, tearing me apart piece by piece. As deafening beat of my heart is silenced, I feel serenity wash over me. Death caresses my face, free from the devils gaze.

Too Late
I didn't know I loved you Until you went away. I didn't much think of you Up to that final day. The music that was you I only noticed when it stopped. I didn't take the time to Tell you that I cared a lot. My love of life went with you Too late for me to say I didn't know how much I loved you Until the day you went away.

Totally Jacked From Some Guy Here On Ct.
I'm the guy that everybody loves, but few really know. I'm the guy that everybody likes to have around, but few miss me when I'm gone. I'm the guy who women love to have as a friend, but not a lover. I'm the guy that is shy, unless you're one of those that really knows me. I'm the guy that usually doesn't speak until spoken to. I'm the guy that's always cute and never sexy. I'm the guy that will do a favor for a friend when asked, and doesn't get angry when the favor isn't returned. I'm the guy that wants to make a difference, but doesn't know if I even matter. I'm the guy that rises above adversity and lives to fight another day. I'm the guy that doesn't let my limitations stop me from doing what I need to do. I'm the guy that laughs in your face when you say I can't do something. I'm the guy that gives my love, 'cause that's really all I have to give. *NOTE I did NOT write this, just happen to like it lots. seems writtten for me. 100 points to th

The Double Sided Coin (stated Here In "lost Inlife")
Lost in Life Lost My Life is done My Life is through. you took my heart now its gone all i have is a kiss & hug to say goodbye. As I say goodbye through the clouds above you. Remember Ill always watch over you. You are here i am gone but in you heart i live on, Lost in limbo not knowig what to do. I turn and see a set of gates as they beckon me through. As i pass through remember me as i was when you met me. My darling im sorry for what ive done today is the last you will see of me. Ill be on high watching over you so plz dont cry for im in your heart baby.

Cherry Tap Vs. Myspace
I just want to say that Cherry Tap kicks a little you know what compared to Myspace. Myspace is great when you first start but after a few days or weeks it becomes very boring, they give you nothing to do. At least nothing to do the keep you interested. Cherry Tap on the other hand gives you plenty to do and to keep you motivated. Thanks to the owners and creators of Cherry Tap.....This shit rocks!!!!

Funny!! ......lmao
--Go to Google.com --Click on Maps. --Click on get Directions. --From New York,New York --To Paris,France. --And read line # 23. If u laugh then please leave me a comment. :) GOOGLE ^ ^ This should open a new window.Doesn't mean it will...

Sharing My Thoughts: So You Want To Call Yourself A Slave?
So you want to call yourself a Slave? by SirMagic 'the darkangel'[TM] (Lexington Kentucky) Keep in mind something there are no absolutes in life. There is no reality only perception. The following is a prosepctive based upon my 24 years of experience, your reality may differ. BDSM ...is much like the oceans of the world, broad deep and varied. As with nature it ebbs, flows, changes and has logic and language all it's own. It is no secret I am a traditionalist. I began my journey into this world over 24 years ago, before the World Wide Web existed in the form we know today. In other words, I was doing this before AOL existed. In our world "all slaves are submissive (sub's) but not all subs are slaves". In the more traditional or older practiced protocols, the slave is the highest form of submissive. To be recognized as a slave is an honor and a form of accomplishment. In a sense with traditional lifestyle practitioners, a sub plays at liv

Happy
To all my friends I went to the Doctor today I'm 8weeks 4days due Nov 17th it was so awesome to finally get to c my baby! It was standin up instead of layin down LMAO and it had its arms stuck out..........

U Name It We Will Call It That
~The way to love anything is to realize it may be lost. ~To dream of the person you'd like to be is a waste of the one you are. ~I wasn't kissing her, I was whispering in her mouth. ~Let your heart guide you. It whispers so listen closely. ~The best and most beautiful things of the world cannot be seen or touched. They must be felt with the heart. ~The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have. ~You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. ~If you judge people you have no time to love them. ~Kiss my lips and I'll close my eyes, break my heart and I will die. ~If it's a crime to love you then I would be sentenced to death. ~If you love somebody, there's nothing in the world that can keep you apart. ~If you love someone, just say it, otherwise the moment just passes you by. ~Love is when you're a better person, just because that someone is in your life. ~I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each other's dreams, we

Never Dare A Woman!
Never Dare a Woman A husband and wife were sharing a bottle of wine when the husband said, "I bet you can't tell me something that will make me feel happy and sad at the same time". The wife thought for a few moments, then said, "Your dick's bigger than your brother's" !

Poem
To say but a few words, Is to leave far to much to out, To ask but a few questions, Is to begin to know all there is to know, At times even the bluest of waters, May run deeper then they seem at first glance, In a dream is where dreams begin, Dreams that hold all, Places your mind and heart can wonder, In the shadows of a dream, May hold the one that awaits you, The one you never look for, Maybe your afraid of what the shadows hold, In the shadows may hold the one of your dreams, Are you like me do you dream, Of the one who stands with in the shadows, But still never take the chance, To walk into the realm that the other wanders. wiisper

Attributed To Jay Leno
The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence, two-thirds of the citizenry just ain't happy; they want a change. So, being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, "What are we so unhappy about?" "Is it that we have electricity and running water 24/7?" "Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter?" "Could it be that 95.4% of these unhappy folks have a job?" "Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year?" "Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlantic Ocean without having to present identification papers a

Guys!
Guys are like stars.... there's a million of 'em and only one will make your dreams come true!!! How true is this??? We spend our whole lives searching for that someone who makes our dreams come true, yet sometimes the person that can do that for you is right in front of your face and you dont even realize it!!! The only advice i have for this is to keep your eyes, ears, and heart open otherwise the love of a lifetime may just fly on by!

Rick's Pimp List
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. FOR A 30 DAY BLAST: CUP OF JOE'S CONTEST, 1st PLACE WINS HAPPY HOUR, 2nd-4th GET A BLAST ENDS APRIL 26th 2007

You're Such A Jackass!
I'm really growing weary of friends that act like you mean the world to them, and then when you need them the most they're nowhere to be found. Hell, I help my so called friends all the time...whenever I can, and even sometimes when I really shouldn't. So why is it when I need help 98% of them spend more time trying to come up with some lame ass excuse as to why they can't help than they do trying to figure out a way to help? I don't ask for much in life but I do ask people to be straight forward with there intentions towards me. I mean if you don't give a damn don't act like you do just to earn brownie points with me cause I don't need you're BS!

My Take On It All
Real or Not? Here is my thoughts on virtual vs. real love for what it's worth. You may agree you may not, but who has yet really put into thought anything about this thing we call love on the internet? I havent seen anything out there involving chatters and their experiences on this subject, but I have seen a lot of people (yes, real people not your computer) hurt, happy, sad, bitten, smitten, etc. etc. ad nausim. My only proposition is that it is happening to thousands. We see boyfriends, girlfriends, husbands and wives all online playing the love me game. We know many have issues and use the net as an escape from the realities of life in so many different directions that we cant count the ways. So here we go, let's love "let me count the ways." Loyalty is one of the biggest issues. Funny, in real life this one bites as bad or worse than online. Players, mind gamers, intimidators, all have one thing in common ... they are self-centered-egotistical-selfish-assholes (did I say THA

A Powerful Word
The Most Powerful Word? Well, SHIT... Shit may just be the most powerful word in the English language. You can be shit faced, shit out of luck, or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit or decide to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit and die. Some people know their shit while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, crazy shits, and sweet shits. There is bull shit, chicken shit. and horse shit You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, or duck when shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitt

Because I Can !!!
For those that are interested, I will be putting some of my NSFW pics back up today. Was made to feel not so good about them a couple of weeks ago..but Im over it..its my body and Im proud of it...please feel free to rate and comment them again !! ( thanks u guys ) and while your at it... If u havent already could you please add yourself to my guest book...comon..pleaseeee.. Love n hugz...Molly xoxoxo

What Fard Has... (and More)
Histoplasmosis - what it is....The doctors took him off IV fluids yesterday, to see if his body could sustain itself. Aside from producing too much sugar it did well. He's also now gone two days without any fevers, a miracle after two months of fevers. They're going to have to give him a new medication to reduce his water retention, as he's bloating pretty well; but otherwise the doctors are encouraged.