I've never really been afraid of loss in fact i dont think that i have much more in life to gain. I'm 21 I have an old soul. I feel like i should have graduated college five years ago. I graduated in 2003 and its now 2007 I should be graduating this year, i should be finished.. But im not. You see somewhere in life i kind of got lost, and never really made it fully back onto the track. Now Its split so many times, im not really sure how to get back or which road to take anymore. I cant go back because i have to go forward, to go back. I hope to accomplish that this year, This year has to be the year, or i wont be able to live with myself anymore.
