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14 Lbs In 13 Days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is day 13 on my journey to lose some weight. I weighed myself and measured myself at four points on my body, points that I feel that I carry most of my weight. I'm sharing this with you in hopes that if I tell my friends I won't back down and quit before I get the results I'm looking for... we'll see! Here are my measurements on day 13: Height = 5' 11" Weight = 213LBS Chest = 41" Waist = 40" Hips = 39"

Truth By Osho
Truth "Truth is beyond structure. It comes only when you are in an unstructured state of consciousness. It comes only when there is no expectation of it, no preparation for it, because all preparation is expectation. Truth comes unawares, truth comes as a surprise. You cannot manage and manufacture it, it comes when it comes. There is no path to truth. This is one of the most fundamental things to understand. If you are searching for truth, all paths will lead you astray, because following a path means that you have already decided what truth is. You have decided the direction, the dimension, you have decided how to approach it, what discipline to follow, what doctrine to adopt. Your destination will just be a projection of your own mind. It will be just your mind playing a game with itself. There is no way to truth, because the mind is the barrier and it is the mind that creates the way. The mind has to go. The mind has to cease for truth to be. Truth is not a discipline eith

Outlaw Radio's ~six Shooter~kevdog Is On Early Today!!! Hes The Wildest Dj On Fubar,check Him Out!!!
DJ KEVDOG IS RIPPIN UP THE AIRWAVES IN OUTLAW RADIO 4 - 6 PM EST Take a few minutes… Stop by… Say Hello & Leave Him Some MAD LUV! ^^ CLICK TO ENTER ^^ Bully brought to you by: & The Rest of the Outlaws Can’t wait to see you! (repost of original by 'DJ KëvDög *OUTLAW RADIO*' on '2008-10-02 11:12:29')

Love Or Lost?
Is there love without loss? Are you in love right now? Or have you lost? I feel both. What a shame... And they say better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all? What a crock. Maybe this will help describe more of what I mean.. Major Props to anyone who gets it. Dejeuner du matin il a mis le cafe dans la tasse il a mis le lait dans la tasse de cafe il a mis le sucre dans le cafe au lait avec la petite cuiller il a tourne il a bu le cafe au lait et il a repose la tasse sans me parler il a allume une cigarette il a fait des ronds avec la fumee il a mis les cendres dans le cendrier sans me parler sans me regarder il s'est leve il a mis son chapeau sur sa tete il a mis son manteau de pluie parce qu'il pleuvait et il est parti sous la pluie sans une parole sans me regarder et moi j'ai pris ma tete sure mes mains et j'ai pleure. Pretty much describes how I feel.

My Friend Has Unlimited 11s When You Rate Her
ZØRÁÇK SHADOW BOMBER , Crew Leader Of Rating Revolution@ fubar doesnt matter if your vip or not u get credit for rating 11s 60 points a piece if you are close to getten leveled then here is your chance to level rate them a 1 rate them a 10 still counts as 11s there you go have fun lets see if we cant get her ranked #1 lets do it

Lrics For My Life - Ten Hours By Warren Barfield
There's ten hours between us tonight And I feel like my heart will break Cause it's been way too long Since I've last seen your face What I'd give if you were here with me now And I was lost in your touch If I know my heart There's nothing I've ever wanted so much But to love you Just to love you It's all I wanna do There's ten hours between us tonight And I feel like I could die But all the pain would just Go away if I could look in your eyes And love you Just love you It's all I wanna do Cause I know you're the one That I've been praying for I could love you for a thousand years And wish for a thousand more There's ten hours between us tonight But tonight can only last so long By twelve o'clock tomorrow baby You'll be here in my arms And I'll hold you close to my heart And I pray you feel my love Until that day when time or space Will never again separate us And I'll love you Oh, I'll love you It's all I'll ever do Cause I know you're t

Breast Cancer Options
http://www.breastcanceroptions.org/MIDHUDSONOPTIONSPROJEC.asp Breast Cancer Options -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SUPPORT, HEALTH ADVOCACY & INFORMATION THINK PINK LOCALLY! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- BCO is an organization of survivors and their supporters who understand that a woman diagnosed with breast cancer is suddenly faced with some of the most important decisions she will ever make about her own healthcare. In deciding on a plan of action, it is important to understand: That all questions are good ones Which information is credible and reliable What statistics really mean Which lifestyle changes make a difference How complementary medicine can be integrated in treatment That you do not have to face all this, includi

What A Prison Sentence Really Means
Sept. 2008 Idaho Observer When I was sent to prison, the judge mentioned just the length of my sentence. Had he included the entire scope of my punishment, he may have said it differently: "Mr. Steen, I sentence you to take responsibility for every social ill—past, present and future. Each time America runs out of foreign enemies, it apparently turns on itself to find more. By way of media, politics and indifferences, people who break the law, good law or bad, become those enemies and are then responsible for every social malady. Whether this is logical, you are the culprit. "You are sentenced to live in a maladaptive, alien environment that defies description. You’ll be stripped of your work skills, your self-worth and your humanity while at the same time face the daily threat of assault, rape, false accusations and unjustified punishment. You will live like this for the next 15 years. If you manage to re-enter society as a productive person, some will say prison was just what y

Great Moments In Facepalming
While reading the sports scores Friend: Oh, the Giants put David Carr in, where's he from looks it up Me: Houston Friend: Says here he is from california Me: No Houston Texans Friend: No he plays for the Giants. Me: Facepalm!

In Honor Of My Mother And Breast Cancer Awareness Month
Original Post Date Feb 17 2007 Still No Rules It's been one full year since my mom died on her terms in a hospice in Ohio. The year has flown by and I am amazed at how long it has been. Seems like just a month at times. Mom had breast cancer that mastected to her abdomen and ate up her digestive system. During the days leading up to her death alternatives and treatments were suggested. Mom had just one question: "When this is all over will I be able to eat a cheeseburger?" The answer being "probably not" prompted mom to decide she just wanted to not suffer and slip away. At this point, being her medical power of attorney, I was tempted to talk her into some treatment. If you have never been in a situation like that I will say that it is the most difficult thing I have ever gone through. The conflict of respecting her wishes vs. refusing to let go. Fortunately I went with her wishes and shoved my selfishness aside. I recall a few days earlier when mom let my siblings and

Hello Letter Sent To All Members
HELLO ALL I HOPE THIS LETTER FINDS EVERYONE IN GREAT HEALTH. I AM BACK FROM HOLIDAYS, SUMMER IS OVER AND CHILDREN BACK TO SCHOOL. I HOPE EVERYONE HAS HAD A NICE BREAK FROM BOMBING AND THE FU. I FEEL IT IS NOW TIME TO GET BACK TO BUSINESS. I NEED TO ASK EVERYONE OF YOU IF YOU ARE STILL INTERESTED IN BEING PART OF THIS GREAT BOMBING FAMILY? I AM SENDING THIS MESSAGE TO ALL FAMILY MEMBERS AND HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU ALL. I AM PLANNING ON MAKING A LOT OR AT LEAST SOME CHANGES TO THE FAMILY AND TO THE RULES AND NEED TO KNOW WHO IS STILL WITH ME. I AM ADDING LEVELLING PART TO THE FAMILY AND IN THE NAME AS WELL. THAT IS JUST ONE OF THE CHANGES I AM MAKING. OTHERS INCLUDE NEW OBLIGATIONS AND BOMBING COMMITTMENTS AND NEW PRIORITIES. ALL WILL BE EXPLAINED TO THOSE INTERESTED IN STAYING PART OF THE FAMILY. I WOULD LIKE TO HEAR FROM YOU IN THE NEXT 2 WEEKS OR SO. PLEASE CONTACT ME EITHER ON HOME PAGE OR MY OWN PROFILE WITHIN THAT TIME. TALK TO YOU SOON. HUGGZ

Weary Of Life...
Ok, that doesn't sound very good. No, I'm not suicidal or anything. I'm just tired. Tired of hearing that I have to learn to love myself before anyone else will love me. I swear that I just have a loser magnet stuck in my body and every asshole in the world is attracted to me. I wish that I could hang myself out on a clothesline and air out my aura. I need to have a spiritual and psychological cleansing. Anyone have any ideas? I just don't know what I'm doing wrong.

Catch It If You Can
Ok peeps...My Fu is Fcuked.....I need a big favour.....as my blast box has not changed in the past 24 hrs I need someone to catch a screenshot of this friends latest blast.....please help... Thank you lilslavegrrl aka SweetOne@ fubar

When& Where
WHERE ITS AT TOMORROW NITE IS @ THE ALLEY IN CARTERSVILLE GA. THATS WHERE I'M GONNA BE! SAT.NITE OCT.25 2008. THE ALLEY IN CARTERSVILLE. GREAT LOCAL BAND...LUCAS MCCAIN IS ROCKIN THE HOUSE. I'LL BE THERE AFTER I CHECK OUT THE PUNCHLINE! SO IF ANY FUBIES ARE IN THE NEIGHBOREHOOD GO TO THE ALLEY & LETS PARTY! PEACE~LOVE&LAUGHTER TO ALL! KIM

From Me To You, With Love And Thanks...
I am so sorry that I have not been as active, and there for you, as I always try to be, but this HepC is finally really got me sick. I don't know if it has anything to do with getting a flu shot at my doc visit last week or if my system just can't fight this virus, only time will tell. I ask for prayers, for my health, and strength to fight this deadly virus, for a cure for HepC, for our damned government to allocate some funds for treatment of HepC, for all the people that are suffering from this damned virus! Please, if you don't do anything else, send an e-mail to your congressmen and senators, and ask them why there is no help for Hepatitis C Virus victims, when 10 times more people (about 4 million) have HepC than HIV/AIDS? There are so many programs for them, but until we raise hell about help for HepC, we will not get any! Every where I have been, I have been told there is nothing to help me... that I need a specialist....(with no money and no insurance, impossible!)

Oct 26, 2008
i'm homesick..... i miss my mom, nothing in particular about her just her. being able to drive to her house unannounced and just chill and talk or relax just knowing she is right there next to me. i miss my sister, her rapid way of talking and retail therapy./ damn i need some serious retail therapy with my seestur.... she always finds the best shit at the cheapest price. i miss my tyra, our weekly trips to the ale house for loaded fries and boy talk. i miss my maranda, fucking crazy bitch always cracks me up and jugo with his calm logic ways. hell i even miss audrey and 7-eleven. yes i miss my old job..... i felt like i was somebody back home. people knew me and liked me and i fit in even though im a weird ass person. i miss my kids and even though if i was there i still wouldnt be able to see them but i'd feel better knowing i was close by. i have been here for 9 months now and still dont know anyone except cyber people which is really sad. i dont have any frien

Someone Get Ticked That I Flaged A Pic Nsfw
someone get ticked that i flaged a pic nsfw yea i flaged a pic today and its not very offten i do flag pic, stash or anything else i got a good laugh though out the conversation with this person cause he was showing his colors. i had to share this with all my friends that some take it to serious and clearly cant read the rules hotMsn: ok i block u ... ->hotMsn: apperantly you didnt get my hint hotMsn: u r not talking bothering me and it is not ur rite ? i said do not write me anymore ? isnt it enough u to stop? ->hotMsn: its my right as a human to talk and yet ur the one that came to my shout box hotMsn: tell me ? hotMsn: what should i say to u to make u not write me anymore? hotMsn: why r u still talk ? ->hotMsn: did i say its my job to flag it no i didnt and till you pay me quit actin like my boss hotMsn: go for it man,, dunt u understand me go and look so many pix like that ok? do ur job well than if it is ur job/// ->hotMsn: if a pic is a display pic is n

Economy Fckn Sux! I Need To Vent
So if Chrysler merges w/ General Motors.... My hubby could lose his job. He's a designer at GM. If the merge happens, they only need so many designers and for him only being there for 10 years, could be a chance they will pick off the guys that have the less experience. He is a pretty good designer and is working on the electric car as we speak so who knows what could happen....but this economy fckn sux! So now I have to put my schooling on hold just in case he does get laid off, so we could use that extra money to help us thru. Are we going thru a new depression?? Just needed to vent thx for reading....

Thanksgiving Fishing 2008
Well had quite a fishing trip this year. We ended up catching 9 in total but it was the huge pike caught without any bait which was most compelling. We caught a 17 in pickerel and as it was coming to the surface a huge 13 lb pike attacked it leaving it with a 3 in gash. As it kept attacking it finally got to the surface and I was able to net the pike. We also got the pickerel into the boat as well. Very cool...not likely ever have that happen again. Lots of fun..enjoy the pics I posted.

Wild Rice And Chicken Casserole
WILD RICE AND CHICKEN CASSEROLE 1 cup chicken fat or butter or margarine 1 cup flour 1 tablespoon plus 2 teaspoons salt 1/2 teaspoon pepper 3 cups chicken broth* 4 1/2 cups milk 2/3 cups slivered almonds 1 cup bell pepper, chopped 4 1/2 cups cooked wild rice 6 cups cubed, cooked chicken 3 (6 oz) cans drained, sliced mushrooms 1 (4 oz) jar sliced, drained pimientos Heat oven to 350 degrees. Melt fat in large, heavy saucepan. Blend in flour, salt and pepper and cook over low heat, stirring until mixture is smooth and bubbly. Remove from heat; stir in milk and chicken broth. Heat to boil, stirring constantly; boil for 1 minute. Add remaining ingredients. Pour into 2 greased 9 x 12-inch baking dishes. Bake 40 to 45 minutes. If desired, sprinkle with minced parsley before serving. *Chicken broth may be made by dissolving 3 chicken cubes in 3 cups water. Makes 24 servings

Stuffed Tomatoes
Stuffed Tomatoes 6 slices of bread 6 firm tomatoes 1 small onion 6 sprigs parsley egg yolks 1/2 teaspoon of salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 2 tablespoons butter Butter a baking dish. Put bread in food processor or blender and process until it is crumbs. Wash and dry tomatoes, cut off tops and remove pulp.Sprinkle insides of shells with salt and pepper. Put tomato pulp, onion, parsley, egg yolks and seasonings inot a food processor or blender and process until parsley and onion are finely chopped. Mix with the bread crumbs. Melt butter in a saucepan, add tomato mixture and cook over low heat for about 10 minutes. Fill fill tomatos with this mixture. Sprinkle bread crumbs on top if desired. Bake 20 to 25 minutes in a 350 degree oven or until soft.

Forcefields Will Guard Mars Ships From Solar Ion Storms: Boffins Crack Portable Particle-squall Brolly Tech
By Lewis Page • Get more from this author Posted in Space, 4th November 2008 00:02 GMT A team of top boffins believe that they have cracked one of the main problems of interplanetary travel - that of surviving deadly solar radiation storms. The physicists say they have come up with an idea for a crafty forcefield which could stand off the protoplasm-punishing particle squalls of deep space. An image of the storm-wracked solar atmosphere There's plenty of weather on the sun. Thus far, only a very few people have ever travelled beyond the protection of the Earth's magnetosphere - the Apollo astronauts who went to the Moon in the 1960s and 70s. All other humans in space - including the crews of the present-day International Space Station - have remained within the protective magnetic field of their home planet. The Apollo missions were reasonably safe because they were brief - only days long. The risk of a major solar radiation storm was minimal. Even so, had there been a

Floor Finishing Tips: How To Create A Great Floor Finish
Floor Finishing Tips: How to Create a Great Floor Finish ShopCleaningSupplies.com has the floor care products you need, along with the experience and know how to help you use cleaning products the right way. While floor finishing in private homes often means hardwood floor refinishing, floor finishing in the commercial cleaning business often involves tile and concrete. Proper floor finishing requires the use of proper floor care products. Your mop heads need to be in good condition. Also, you will save significant time and money by using the correct type of mop. Always use laundered rayon-blend mop heads for waxing. Soiled or new cotton mops can turn the finish brown. Before using mops, soak and tightly wring them, so they absorb less finish and are easier to clean. Floor wax and floor finish are two different terms that mean the same thing. Whether you call it floor wax or floor finish, different floor chemicals have different characteristics, depending on the type

The Day The World Change For The Better
what i heard about what american people did to black people in the 50 and 60 didnt think you have a black man in the whitehouse in my life time i wish martin luther king was here to see obama in the whitehouse

Iced Earth - Ghost Of Freedom
Thought this song was quite fitting for veterans day so check it out Every time you think about it It tears you up inside You curse the day your mother told you, your father died Now you're always searching Searching for the reason why I've gone But I will always be here By your side, through the darkest night Here I'll stand on the firing line Here I'll walk through the field where I died I will fight and let the voice ring true I am the ghost Standing next to you Every night you go to sleep You pray the Lord my soul to keep You don't know I've not gone away You see I watch over fighting men So they can have peace again And maybe someday you will all be free Here I'll stand on the firing line Here I'll walk through the field where I died I will fight and let the voice ring true I am the ghost Standing next to you You speak to me And I feel your pride Assuring me I'll never die I write Mother... "He's here with me..." He's in our minds

About You
There are so many things I want to know about you How many sugars do you like in your coffee? How would you like your bread to be done? Do you like peanut butter or jam or both? How would you like your eggs to be cooked? And, do you snore? When you're around There's so much things to tell But, words always fail me Simple conversations Seems to be more convenient than talking about The things in my mind When you're gone Its too late to ask I wished I can say I'm not bothered I wished I can Not remember a thing I wished I had know More about you

New Mexico Veterns Integration Center Needs Help
the new mexico veterns integration center is a place for veterns who need help to get back on there feet and we are looking to get some halp cause if we dont get this fire system in place this center will be shut down soon. I am asking for any kind of help to keep us open so if anyone out there can help us out here u can look at there website (http://www.nmvic.org/index.html), and it will explain our mission and what were about, this place has been helping me and my family out for the last few months but now they need our help i am one of the first Iraq vets here but we have vets from all wars, so please any suggestions, or any kind of help will do thank you all for your time

Check Out The Real Deal Pictures Of Callaway Ft-iq Driver
From http://www.ebayoyo.com Check out the real deal pictures of Callaway's secret, behind-closed-doors driver they've been working on for, well, ever. Not sure how I feel about the look of it yet, looks like a Superhero tool more than a driver. What do you guys think? Smart MOI delivers consistently long drives that split the middle of the fairway. Straight distance. That’s what you want from your driver. No need to think. Just pick a target and swing away. Say hello to the FT-iQ Driver, the longest, straightest driver we’ve ever created. Using the coolest, latest technology found in Stealth Bombers and Formula 1 race cars, the brightest minds at Callaway Golf have created a driver with one result in mind: long bombs down the middle. The refined head shape has a sleek look and raises the moment of inertia (MOI) for unprecedented accuracy off the tee. Turbo-charge your tee shots with Hyperbolic Face Technology, which raises ball speeds across the entire face for more distance. Th

I Thought Wrong...(a Poem)
No one should feel this pain. There's no way to stay anywhere near sane. To think of how much time I've wasted. And how many tears I've tasted. I used to always be beaming. Now, I no longer have meaning. Everything used to make sense. But suddenly my chest is horribly tense. How can I continue faking? When the memories just keeps taking, Everything I've ever known. Now, my whole life is blown. I can't keep living like this... I'll never again feel bliss. I know I'm very strong. But how can I hold on? Its amazing how quickly everything can change. There's always such a very wide range. What am I supposed to be, When the memories are all I can see? What was all this time wasted for? All I've ever wanted was to heal this sore. Now its been ripped open wide. And I don't have anywhere I can hide. I must make everything work out. Cuz I can't just continue to pout. I just wonder...how can this even be so? I guess its just time for me to let go........ ~~~Dawn~~~

Katie And Her Kite
Katie And Her Kite The smile on her face was brighter than the sun surrounding her. I couldn’t help but laugh as her infectious giggle rode the wind. “Make it go higher daddy!” she said while running by my side. Her voice fluttered with every step she took through the sand. With her hands cupped above her eyes and her head tilted, I chuckled thinking she looked like she would fall over backwards. I watched her eyes follow every move that little yellow kite made. It was then I realized, how much she looked like her mother. As she stood by my side I asked, “Do you want to fly it?” She nodded with excitement as I took her hands into mine. “You have to hold on tight and don’t let go”, I said with a smile. “Ok daddy” she replied as the kite hovered high in the air above. Suddenly her expression turned from pride to curiosity, “What happens if I let go of the string?” she asked. “Well, the kite will fly higher and higher until it’s out of sight.” Satisfied with my ans

[get Out]
I want to write something big, but I can't. I still need to do a repair install and contact Dell. :/ 11/18 huh... crap. I need to get to work, get this place cleaned up, get some clothes, and... something else. Running out of time to be idle. Guess I should make a todo, stick to it, and have this place and my life shapely again, in the meantime though... I'm getting the HELL out of here. I've been cooped up in this house for weeks with the occasional breakout for supplies.And I need to sell my blood to afford christmas presents. PS If you're going to think about me in the shower, you may as well have the courtesy to tell me so.

Bite Me Survey From Crys ;)
How are things between you and the person you like? Swimmingly :P Have you ever met a gay person? Yes I have known several. Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous? No but I have been used to make someone else jealous, I hate those stupid ass games. How are you feeling? Frustrated :( What's something you're excited about right now? Birthday in 2 weeks! Do you spend a lot of time with your parents? No but I do enjoy it when I get the chance. My dad always has some project going on that I can tinker with. What color is your room? Green Honestly, do you see yourself as a slut? No How long have you been at your current job? 14 years Have you ever been in a long distance relationship? Yes What movie never fails to make you cry? Never cried from a movie, just had something in my eye. Are you talkative? Yes I think so. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Yes Who was the last girl you talked to? Cryst

"penis" Game
Okay, this should be a blast unless your offended by the word. lol..Let's see how many people we can get to play. The name of the game is, "PENIS" and that says it all. All you have to do is copy this message into a new one... Take the name of a movie and replace one of the words with the word PENIS! Pride&Penis--VirginKat Happy penis~~~~gottigirl The 40yr old penis~~m. Girls Just Wanna Have Penis~ Liz The Penis Diaries - Scott My Big Fat Greek Penis- Diana The Golden Penis--Connie An American Penis-D'Anne Journey to the center of the penis~Brandy 30 Days of Penis- Jeremy Love and Penis-Tiffany Lady & The Penis - Jeni 40 days 40 penis'- daniel j Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Penis- Jarrod K O, Penis, Where Art Thou? - Addison The Penis Wears Prada - Marshall Big trouble in little penis-Robyn Wizard of Penis- Tyler The Divine secrets of the Penis Sisterhood - Corey Night of the living penis ~ FaronHeight My Best Friends Penis---Tiffany P.

Trip To New York And Md
After 36 hours in the car we made to MD, then on to New York with Aimeelynn and Tbone for a fun filled weekend and a night out with all the dreamnet girls. Back to MD for the week now then on the road to Texas again for Thanksgiving.

Explination To Mumm.
I've been working at this Pizza place for 3 years now. I've had ONE, raise and that's because minimum wage went up. I've had a tight schedule, but I always made it so I was available, around school. But I don't mind working and then going to school, or the other way around. Everything was legit for the first year and a half. Good hours, fun place to work and I got along with everyone. Basically, I didn't get dicked around. I was treated as an equal to the managers or supervisors.For 6 months there I had about 4 new managers. They took everyone but me and my friend out of the whole crew. Out of 16 people. They left TWO. So after a shit load of people being fired and hired managers in and out rules changing, prices change supervisors and just a massive amount of change occurs. Then the old Assistant manager from the old crew becomes, Manager. Then another one came back. We got a tight crew again, then it was okay. But a bunch of bull shit happened and we had to hire in more people than w

Hidden Heart
Hidden Heart For so long locked away and hidden in the dark. Is where you placed your lonely heart. Scarred and broken from misuse. Hiding it from the world's abuse. How I wish and pray to erase those scars. Which were placed upon your heart. If only I could wrap you in my loving arms. I would hold you forever safe and warm. I would do anything to see your precious face. Bathed in love's light and grace. To find the hidden key what must I do. Shall I say a million I love you's. To touch your soul and make it glow. With gentle love make it whole. Tell me what I must do to save you from this place. Filled with betrayal's disgrace. They took your honest gift of love. Broke it and scattered it like the stars above. With my loving hands I'll wipe away. Those broken tears that flowed down your sweet face. Hidden heart you've locked away. I will find the key and release you someday. Until that beautiful day. Hold fast to love's golden ray.

Poetry
Too many words left unspoken. Too many feeling left bottled up. Hurt so many time it seems numb inside. my heart can't take much more, yet here i am. once again putting my heart on my sleeve. for all the world to see. still no one to share my dreams. No smiling face greets me when i walk in the door. no one to tell my deepest secrets. A dream, a fantasy, of my prince is all i cling too. Soon I can't distinguish between dream or reality. The dream engulfs me till one day I accidentally bump into my real life prince.

Needs Advice
ok so the mother of my child s=doesn't help me raise him, nor does she help pay bills, nor does she clean up in the house she sits on her ass all day and watches tv...despite numeorus talks and many threats to leave or kick her out i can't seem to make any headway...my only issue is i don't want zane (my son) in a seperated parent enigma where he will eventually have to choose i am 18 and zane is 4 months so it's obvious i am new at the parent thing any and all help will get you r/f/a promise...

Darkness
Barren trees, falling leaves Oh how I quietly deceive Pain and despair Nobody’s there Blackened clouds all about. Darkness overwhelms the light That once warmed my heart. Pain and misery surround me now. Tears and sadness deeply set, Heartache and loneliness closely kept. Love, forsaken, never to be found, Wanting, needing, roaming aimlessly around Day by day I pray for more Knowing not what lay in store. Pain and misery surround me now Where Love and Peace once could be found Chaos and confusion permanently abound. Lost in this world alone Diminishing Hope Far and away from my dear ones To deal solely with my woes Do they not know down in their soul Now is the time I need them the most. The same person they knew exists in here still I succumb to the loneliness of their will.

Onions N Christmas Trees
A family was at the dinner table. The son asked his father, 'Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?' The father, surprised, said, 'Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20's, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30's to 40's, they're like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they're like onions'. 'Onions?' 'Yes, you see them and they make you cry.' This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, 'Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?' The mother, surprised, smiled and said, 'Well, dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20's, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30's and 40's, it's like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50's, it's like a Christmas tree'. 'A Christmas tree?' 'Yes. Dead from the root up and the balls are just for decorati

Things I Hate
Ok, lately i've been sitting around and can't help but think of all the things I hate either on fubar or outside this addicting thing. Guys with tongue rings, ok well not the tongue ring in general. But when they stick their tongue out in pictures in an attempt to "lure ladies" with their mouthing skills dude I fucking hate that. its unattractive. I hate that fat girls try and mask themselves, by making up this stupid BBW shit, trying to justify that they are unhealthy. news flash fatties, guys don't like blubber, ok some do But they ain't cute so i guess you get what you get. being OVERWEIGHT is NOT I Repeat NOT ATTRACTIVE I think ugly girls should not be allowed to post NSFW pictures. Hey ugly girls! just because a hottie says "lookin good" he's just being nice. he then saves your picture and shows his buddies so they can laugh at you..shit I do that. I hate those cocky people who think that they are better than everyone else "so i'm buying 6 HH's, blah blah blah" Hey

5 Reasons Relationship Dating Is Addicting
We all want to be in relationship dating. We all want to be wanted and we only want someone that someone else wants too. Here are 5 reasons we are addicted to relationship dating. 1. Keeps us feeling alive 2. We deep down want some love. 3. No matter how much we love freedom, we love LOVE more. 4. Variety is good no matter who you are with. 5. The world is a big place and our curiousity is just as big! For some great tips on dating check out my new blog.... http://www.whowantslove.com

Be Thankful
Be Thankful Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire, If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don't know something For it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations Because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for each new challenge Because it will build your strength and character. Be thankful for your mistakes They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you're tired and weary Because it means you've made a difference. It is easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks. GRATITUDE can turn a negative into a positive. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they can become your blessings.

Pics
you know i put pics on my profile for just the fun of it and hate when other profiles have they're pictures set as private but i'm beginning to understand why they did it...especially when one i'm told one of my pics is NSFW...when it clearly is not but i'm half tempted to make my pics private

Brown Friday
yes, the beaner shops on the worse day of the year. blame my obession for shopping cheap. "barato! barato! todo barato! dos por un dolar!" hmm...tempting. anywho, look for me in the news. i'm going to beat some old lady to death for the last box of Rock Band. /rawr

Poetry
In the days of old and nights were bold and toilets wern't invented, you left your load beside the road and walked away contented. Now down a hill to take a pill and smoke a righteous bud, the pill was paste the bud was laced and soon you started coughing blood. Saw it cried, later died and was buried in a hole. Took his stash of pot and hash and was buried with his bowl. Now down in hell where satin dwells and things get mighty hot, the devil said to bad your dead and can't enjoy your pot. So he packed and smashed an ounce of hash and put it in your tiny little pipe, he smoked your dope in one great toke and soon his eyes got bright. Yes my friend it's true you really got me stoned so for in return you shall not burn instead I'll send you home. This poem was wrote by my brother and his friends and myself.

Its Late But I Wanted To Get Up One Thing In Here
Its a small story kinda sappy not really even worth reading but it could prove to be interesting J I was watching you in the battle and I must say you sure know how to handle a staff I would love to take a lesson, if you could find the time. S *looking into his eyes after the battle* I'll be happy to share with you staff techniques if you will show me the basics of your bow. *reaches over to follow the curve of his bow lingers sensually close to his hands* ~smiles~ J *trying to disguise the stiffness of his bow string, Jaques uses the enhanced perception of the archer to study her fingers, her curves and simple cloth robe* Indeed, m'lady the basics of my bow are easily demonstrated, yet the subtle essence of its resistance and flexibility to be truly experienced is a study you undertake using all of your senses. M'lady has the willingness, to enjoy the experience? I certainly will stand at attention if you would be so kind as to demonstrate your excep

Want
Have you ever wanted so desperatly to satisfy a need so great inside of you that, it almost kills? To want something so bad, that you would go to the greatest lengths to get it, sounds almost crazy right? Would I in fact then be crazy? As things grow hotter inside of me, my pulse quickens, my breath catchs in my throat, and I close my eyes. Take another deep breath and hold it. I feel dizzy and light headed, I see things that come in flashes and it makes my back arch, and my chest rise and fall quicker. My hand cant help but to slide down further, wishing it was someone elses. Does that make me dirty? Indeed not. It makes me hotter, I lick my lips and sigh softly as my fingers slide along the heated flesh that grows swollen with need and desire. Letting my imagination fly, and my memories that I have so long forgotten take hold on my mind. I slide inside of myself, and feel what they all felt. The sensations of gripping and tightening heat, so moist and soft. Moans spilling over my lip

Blank Pages
The breeze too quickly left me cold. Like leaves we changed and dyed. The fear of winter made me fall, But his silence left me frozen. He left me questioning if I could breathe Because I couldn’t see my breath. Constant shivering, the air was cold But it turns out my breath was colder. The lights blew out with the wind, and the pages all over the room. Always chasing after them, afraid to lose even one And I am left to put back the story, in the dark without a c(l)ue. A flickering match, and I remembered, That all of these pages where blank. He always wrote in pencil- Dirty habits were easier to erase. But blank pages told his stories, and the truth behind his lies, And even though he had erased, an imprint still was there. I ran my fingers on engravings, feeling (e)very(thing) forgotten. And yes, for him it was forgotten, it wasn't there to see. And he just wouldn't feel, and I just can't let go.

Saying Good-bye To An Angel In Black Lace...
I thought this rated my first ever blog post on fubar... You'll have to cut and paste the link. Sorry. She will always set the bar for what "sexy" is... she will be missed. -C- http://www.latimes.com/news/printedition/california/la-me-bettie-page17-2008dec17,0,1667172.story

Roadblock13
Hey BrainNinja you have some seriously hot and sexy photos up keep em coming and stop in and check out my stuff some time also if you use yahoo messenger (I hate the shoutbox and how touchy it is most of the time is the only reason I am adding this info) my id is road_block@sbcglobal.net that is my regular email as well. have a nice day hottie ------- Are ya freakin kiddin me?

2 Worlds..(poem)
and..i think.. if two parallel worlds ran in two parallel lines two different worlds in two different times one full of dreams and one full of truths one every one see's and one every one knows one full of hate one full of love where every one's happy or no one's got enough one full of happiness and one full of pain one full of sunshine and one full of rain so which one would you choose now all said and done the one that sounds the best ....or the real one..

Lost Someone So Special
I lost the woman that i love because i wasn't there for her when she was alone, i was in deep depression and bottled all my emotions inside, now time has passed and things have become chaotic, i'm attempting too win her heart back and try so hard too redeem my passed mistakes, i pray too god she takes me, i pray too god she cares because from now on, she's going too be the one which i'll be there for.

Carbon Copy Pro Leads
Carbon Copy Pro leads Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Carbon Copy Pro was created to automatically deliver the marketing support that members need to succeed. Instead of leaving members to live or die on their own efforts, Kubassek structured his system to instantly put prospects in front of skilled marketing professionals. Members can simply send people to their website. Once there, the experts take the reins. Nailing The Close Most marketers aren't skilled salespeople. They can talk about a product. But, closing the sale is often an insurmountable challenge. When Kubassek designed Carbon Copy Pro, he instantly recognized that members needed to have someone on their side who could masterfully draw prospects in and close sales. He understood that members had limited time. It was a finite resource that was best used to simply send people to a website. Once they arrived at the website, Kubassek's elite team of crack closers would follow-up with the prospects.

My Life Is For The Taking
hey hey my life is for the takeing my heart is almost breaking im really shaking with all these lies and storys you've been making its no wonder i've been living this life in vain that when i cut so deep it almost hits the vein. my life is for the takeing its heart breaking my life is for the takeing its heart breaking every morning i wake up all shook up with the memories of what you've done to me its no wonder you can't see the pain thats been driven into me take the time to see the life i lead and why i like to see myself bleed. my life is for the takeing its heart breaking my life is for the takeing its heart breaking sometimes i wish i could sleep my life away then to have to put up with the pain do you even care if i hit a vein why do i live my life in shame because its the only way to deal with the pain instead of going insane my life is for the takeing its heart breaking my life is for the takeing its heart breaking

Relationships
How do I feel about relationships? When I first joined Fubar: "Been there, done that" pretty much sums it up. I was born a diehard romantic (aren't we all?), but I think I may have outgrown my romantic nature because my primal nature was screaming a little louder. I couldn't find the perfect balance for the two sides in either my marriage or my previous long-term relationships. I'm not jaded, I'm just realistic. I do enjoy sex, and I do enjoy kinky fun. And just because I might talk about it in a general sense with you, doesn't mean I would allow you to do something with me. Trust is a vital element and it isn't given lightly. I am very selective and responsible. My life is my own, and I make my own choices. You never know what lies ahead unless you venture forward. UPDATE 10/13/07 Really not doing all that well in this context. It seems my 3.5 year D/s Power Exchange is over. Yeah I know...why not just call it a relationship? Well it was that but it was more th

For You, Momma.
well, my mom had a myspace page...in which is more like a memorial space, I could/should say. here is a poem that her best friend left her as a comment, that brought me to tears. I am not going to fix any of the mistakes (and I am positive that some do exist, but perfection is my last thought right now) we do all miss you mom, and this one was for you from Linda. xoxo. Why did she have to go So young I just don't know why Things happen half the time Without reason without rhyme Lovely, sweet young woman Daughter, wife and mother Makes no sense to me I just have to believe She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me Loved ones she left behind Just trying to survive And understand the why Feeling so lost inside Anger shot straight at God Then asking for His love Empty with disbelief Just hoping that

Blackened Tears..
Teardrops on the fire in a rush of onward storms Blackened flowers blossoming in a graveyard filled with stones And there's no one here to hold me or pull me from the pit And take these blackened tears that stain my cheeks so dark Water fills my eyes and masks the world from view And no one really sees this tumbling on down On and on and on Lead me far away from this place I've sat an hour too long While the trees decay around me And flowers bloom and frost Leave me here to rot and age With nature warped to black Or hold a hand behind you To catch but not turn back

Another Year Older
As another year comes to an end, I ponder some thoughts as I gaze in the mirror at my fading youth. What is beauty? Where does it start, and where does it end? As I age does beauty fade or just youth? Is youth beauty or is it just the beginning of beauty? And what is my purpose, my goal in this life that I live? Youth, like spring is beautiful, with its flowers all in bloom, but as the petals wither and beauty changes suits, what we lose in flowers we more than gain in fruits. My grandma always told me that Character contributes to beauty. It fortifies a woman as her youth fades. Honesty, kindness, faith, happiness, patients, self-discipline, strength, and courage and Love, can do a great deal to make a woman truly beautiful. True beauty never fades away, because it comes from the heart and soul. So here is my goal for each and every day… to laugh as much as possible; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of

Happy New Year To All
Hello all my friends here on Fubar....Lol when I first got here it was CherryTap!!! I have some news...Mom passed away on October 14, 2008...and I got married to my soulmate.. on October 20, 2008.The love of my life.. he is Sam Wright...LOL told everyone I would marry the RIGHT one someday and thats true to that word..just spelled differently. Well life just goes on and I know where Mom is ...looking down and seeing her daughter (me) very HAPPY!!! My kids like him and thats rare for my boys, but they see me HAPPY and thats all that counts.. So have a Happy New Year...Ride it like you stole it and ..BE SAFE no matter what. Lady Di

Please Read Would Love Feed Back
hello everyone ive started writting again trying to get some poetry together for a project please let me know what you think ambra BREATHLESS a face comes to mind and i smile, the never ending urge to run my thumb across his bottum lip as he puts his hands through my hair, a memory the longing I feel is oh to real but where is he. I feel him, I know he's near i know he's real for the way my heart pounds as his breath caresses my cheek. yet why does he leave, the fear of him not returning makes me ache, makes me scream, leaves me breathless.

Gfr 24
DJ Ground Zero @ Gods Forsaken Radio Ground Zero is the owner and creator of Gods Forsaken Radio. He has been influenced from a very early age, in everything heavy metal. From the age of 13 he remembers having at least 13 Iron Maiden cassette albums. Heavy metal has always been a source of expression and release for him. His top favorite bands are Tool, Slayer, Megadeth, Iron Maiden, and SlipKnot. The reason he likes being a DJ is to crack skulls open with metal and expand metal consciousness. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Ground Zero @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!!!!!!!

This Is Sooooooooo True, Pay Attention Boys!
9 Words Women Use 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding h

Meh
I am almost always a very happy person as most of you know. I rarely have emo days but I am having one today. Actually more a case of the blahs and woe is me kinda day. It must be the post holiday blues or something. Most of my friends are happily married or are involved with someone and here sits me on the sidelines all alone. I find myself really wanting what they have...someone to share my life with. I just want a man that treats me well and truly loves me for me. And therein lies the problem. I am pretty sure I blew my chance with a great guy because I just don't let people in. What really sucks is I am to much of a coward to tell him how I really feel. When someone gets to close I tend to push them away. I have built walls so high that I am not sure any one can break them down. I don't know what to do. Actually, that's not true. I do know what I need to do just not sure I can do it. Once you have built miles of wall around your heart how does one go about disas

Hearts
Everyone has the same emotions Everyone has the same feelings Everyone has the same desires No matter where we live or what we believe in all hearts must be one We must make the world a place where love dominates our hearts nature sets the standard for beauty simpicity and honesty are the essence of our friendships kindness guides our actions and everyone respects one another

Hello Hello
Well going to give this fubar a try. I am going though a lot of changes in my life and I like the blog feature not to mention the other stuff. So you are welcome to read my ramblings. (why would anyone want too??) And enjoy. And remember. No warranties express or implied. Not responsible for deep depression that may result from reading such tripe! Enjoy

Both Have Auto 11's Friday 16th @ 4
THIS IS AN EXCLUSIVE and Both have Auto 11's at the same time and its his Birthday!!!!!!!!!!! Hey Everyone, Benderblake and Racin39inMT will will have an auto 11 on starting Friday @ 4 o'clock pacific time. If you haven't already, Fan/Add/and Rate them both then hit them up. He is at 159K going for Insider and beyond with about 1000 Ez Rate photo's. She is at 3.7 million going for Disciple with more then 1500 Ez rate photo's ß£nÐ£®ßL@k£@ fubar *~*Racin39inMT*~*R/L BFF to 5150Jane*~*Promoter for Omega Bombers*~*@ fubar

Is My Toilet Too Clean?
Ok, I clean my toilet by hand. I don't use a toilet brush. My best friend says I'm crazy and no toilet needs to be that clean (I'm laughing at my OCD while I write this). Am I crazy? I just don't think that the toilet brush can get it clean enough...lol I know I'm weird

Broken Hearts
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Broken Hearts ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Broken hearts never heal, especially when something fucks up that you thought was real. Happiness is a mirror waiting to be shattered, an eternity of bad luck and your emotions being battered. Sometimes it hurts so bad that you want to die, because when you think its love it turns out to be a lie. You loved her with all of your heart, and your life sucks shit now that youre apart. ~stray (c)1988

So Easy Money!
My Friends Recommended me, I want share with you! Something incredible has arrived! I just became a shareholder in me2everyone and I never had to pay a single penny for the shares! It can only be described as the gold-rush for 2009. This company is going to be huge and shares will soar in value over the coming months! You can register for free and it never has to cost you a single penny! me2everyone is going to be a cool new virtual world where you can meet friends, chat, shop, play, watch videos, create an art gallery, open a virtual newspaper, play the free inworld lottery and make money from your own online store! You and everyone you know make the decisions, shape the world, create real incomes and share in the profits. It¿s a new place where you meet new people or invite your friends. Learn new skills or expand your business. Find the love of your life or help the planet. Membership is free and every member automatically becomes a shareholder in me2everyone Limited. Pe

Another Stolen Quiz Thinger.
Your result for The Personality Defect Test... Hippie You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, humility, and a faint scent of marijuana, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and free love! Immediately following that, you then frolic to the hospital with herpes! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You probably enjoy poetry, especially beatnik ultra-liberal crap about how horrible fascism is, even though your suburbanized, sheltered idea of "fascism" is having to pay two dollars per gallon at the gas pump. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the country just to meet some interesting people, you also love to interact with others, even complete strangers. Though I highly doubt they love to in

Sister Needing Leveling Help - ~thedirtymistress~
Member of the Sisterhood Needs Our Help!!!! ~TheDirtyMistress~ is close to becoming the next Godmama!!! She has 1,560,792 Points to go! Bobbie has 2500 pictures and 300 stash to rate! (don't forget the stash, lol) ~TheDirtyMistress~ This member of the sisterhood is sweet, caring and a great friend to have. She always returns love and helps others when asked. SO....Let's help our sister and friend in making the next Godmother of Fubar!!! Just click her picture above or the icon below and start clicking away! She is worth the "raters" cramps in your hand, lol If you have not Fanned/Rated/Added her please do so now! New friends always WELCOMED!!! This bully brought to you by ~Firerose~ and The Pegasus Project Also if your not a member of the Pegasus Project Sisterhood and want to know more about it just click the above icon to see what we are all about!

Path Of Death
Path of Death 1/30/07 Join me on this path of death, our empty souls shall have no rest, within these walls of our minds, we will walk till the end of time, our hearts are broken, dreams are shattered, living this hell just doesn't matter, it's what we've come to know and love, this barreness, so unlike a dove, there is no life within these people, no desires within their eyes, they've lived lives like no others, they've lost fathers and mothers, older siblings and little brothers, they've been broken beyond repair, they have simply ceased to care, about everything and everyone, all they want to do is run, from all the pain and all the sorrow, they wish there would be no tomorrow, they walk this neverending path, of shattered truths of what they had, their empty hearts shall never be fed, for this is the path of the dead.

In Regards To Whitney
I am angry. Here's why. My Fubar wife Kept In Corsets, aka Whitney passed away in a car accident in September. One of her dreams was to become a godfather. Her friends and family, who I personally know, because I did know her in real life, wanted to reach this goal on her birthday, which is today. But someone or a few someones decided to be jealous because they were not part of the plan, and told fubar support that they were her FAMILY and their wishes was to have her account deleted. Anyone who knew Whitney would know she would not want her account deleted. She still has a Myspace page in her honor, and they diden't delete her page!! Her friend even bought an auto-11 so we could get her to godfather. Then the head bouncer states not to get involved because her family's wishes was for her account to be deleted and to respect their wishes????? I know what their wishes are, and it was not for the account to be deleted. Thanks everyone who had to ruin her account. Thanks alot.

Define Globalization
Finally, here is a definition of globalization I can understand and to which I can relate... Question : What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer : Princess Diana's death. Question : How come? Answer : An English princess with An Egyptian boyfriend Crashes in a French Tunnel, driving a German car With a Dutch engine, Driven by a Belgian Who was drunk On Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling), Followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, On Japanese motorcycles; Treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by A Pollock, Using Bill Gates's technology, And you're probably reading this on your computer, That uses Taiwanese Chips, and a Korean monitor, Assembled by Bangladeshi workers In a Singapore plant, Tran

Not Sure What To Think... Or Do... Blarg
I have been friends with someone online for 2.5 years.. I am now putting a few things together and am wondering.. is it a lie? ALL OF IT? I was recently told by her that her son was killed... in a major car wreck... I looked in the papers in her city (and surrounding areas) and nothing came up...I had someone ELSE look.. again... nothing came up... is it true? Something would have been found about a car wreck... expecially since he died... She never once had a salute... but... i have seen her on cam... she was pretty... but was she a model like she has been saying? I don't know... She disappeared when she went to meet a guy... literally disappeared... said she was in a hospital in philly... but.. no one knew where (including her kids apparently) There are so many things that I am not sure about with her now... I love the girl I swear.. but i am having MAJOR doubts about who she is...

Rumblings From Cindragon
Greeting to everyone! Once again, I want to thank those of you who are staying on track, bombing and rating to help you to get closer to leveling. Great job on leveling Merlyn, and thanks to Merlyn for stepping up to assist me as a team captain. A few other things that I would like to address... 1) Some of you do not have Club Mystic in your name...please add it now, or be removed from the member list. 2) It is your responsibily to check for new blogs whenever you are online. I usually put it in my status, but not always. 3) Please check to see who we are helping to level, or which members have auto-11's on...I noticed only one other person besides myself rating Lynne's auto's today....she will have them running all day tomorrow and into Sunday evening, at least, if she does not activate another one. She needs the help to get back the points she lost when she was reset. 4) Most of you know that I gave Danger an auto-11 bling when we finished the big bling giveaway

Bored Out Of My Mind
I'm so bored. I just got home and I have to make up my bed. I also have to at some point go shopping for my oldest a birthday present or presents. I have no clue what to get him. He doesn't really ask for anything. Oh, and I need to get him a backpack..I kind of broke the one he has. Ugh. I'm guessing I should go do the bed thing now and worry about the other stuff a little later.

Who Am I...
...i wake up for the day refreshed and a new, but something troubles me, i feel as though all i have done is for nothing. my life hasn't been an easy one lol just like everyone else in this world. i wonder what i will be in 20 years from now and i think i may be down one of 2 paths that i see in my future. either in jail from past troubles i have had with the LAW or happy and set in my goals for my life. But there is more to this little puzzle i have cooked up for myself, who am i really? am i a man who is forthright and upstanding, one with ambiton and a drive to seperate himself from the PACK. Or am i just another carbon copy who walks along a set path and never strays? It may sound wierd but has anyone else ever felt how i feel? I look around and wonder how i got here and then it all rushes into my head at once MY PAST. Sometimes i think if i have always been this way or that im always set up for something i can't see coming... Hmmm guess only time will tell what life TRULY has in s

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Should I Bother ??
This is my first . so please bear with me . ok. just wanted osme feedback on whether i should try to get either a A11 or HH from doing some sort of trade or receiving it as a gift or if i should just say fuck it and go buy it for myself

The Wongs..funny Ass Shit!!!
Su Wong marries Lee Wong. The next year, the Wongs have a new baby. The nurse brings over a lovely, healthy, bouncy, but definitely a Caucasian, WHITE baby boy. 'Congratulations,' says the nurse to the new parents. 'Well Mr. Wong, what will you and Mrs. Wong name the baby?' The puzzled father looks at his new baby boy and says, 'Well, two Wong's don't make a white, so I think we will name him Sum Ting Wong

Shauny To Godmother Train
Shauny66 to Godmother Train The Rules: 1. Stop by Shauny's page R/F/A her, then rate all pics in her DEFAULT folder ... Start by clicking on this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in the Godmother Train tag folder as well. Please leave her a comment that you have gotten your tag... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Shauny to Godmother" or something like that... If your profile is marked private, then you need to visit each person's profile on this train and add each rider yourself, whether or not they are above or below you on the train... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will get a thank you tag made for you if one is not already made for you... And add you to the guest list... 4. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comme

Leanane Sidhe
She came to me in leather With hellhounds at her heels A courtesan of death pure sexual appeal There was Evil in her heart Death lived in her eyes her fangs were molten moonlite She held me mesmerized Her kiss was hot Psychotic Her passion burning me Her teeth were sweet Erotic as they tore into me And so I lost my soul To the pleasures of the night forever bound to darkness no more to drink the light

Mother
My parents have been divorced for almost 15 years now. While my dad is a major Kasanova, and always had ladies around him (he is on marriage #3 right now), my mom has never remarried, or had a bf. To describe her: a 52 year old scientist/computer programmer that looks like an out of shape Harry Potter. (yes, same glasses, hair, and dress style). I could never imagine her having a bf or going out on a date, but my best friend says that my mom would love that one day. I told her that some people are just perfectly content not having intimate life, or romance in their lives. I have asked my mom a coupla times, and she said that she doesn't need a man to tell her what to do, or sit on her back. Also, she says that all Russian men are either taken or are assholes, and she doesn't have the same mentality with American men, so those are out of the question I suppose. She is a member of a mycology club (mushroom club, for those who don't know), and a birdwatching club. Once

Private Hell
She opens the box, dusty and in chains, lifted from the sacred keep, laden with her whispers of regret and olden promises... Lyrical verses of her own private hell, asking me to look, if just for a moment, upon the visions spreading ... Of how her life used to be, voices echoing from the chamber that is her soul... rebounding down dark halls... That once rang with laughter, and it rings in my head, sweetly out of tune... Memories come to rest, gently suffocating.... The tears splash down in a plea for an answer, she begs me to look... Where she hangs in the corners, like shadow, like a shade.. Dripping cobwebs shedding dust from her ancient shell... Lurking in h

Just A Biker ...if You Rip, Repost It Plz
JUST A BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers

Arrrgh
so i just got off the phone with the florida dept of labor telling them i STILL havent received my final pay check and they told me it was sent back to the hotel by none other than the stupid twat that is my daughters mom....she wouldnt send it to me she just sent it back to the hotel...so i gotta wait even longer than i have already.... plus i called the IRS on the hotel because they havent sent out the W-2's then they tell me they need to know how much i made plus the taxes taken out and when i told them i couldnt tell them because i didnt have my final check they said to call back when i did and then hung up on me show boobs

The Break Up By Michael Anthony
"Don't give up on me," As I said this, I knew it wasn't what I deserved. Not after everything I had put him through. "I love you." "I love you too," he said looking down at me, drawing his hand near my face. I could hear the rain as it fell onto the roof trailing its way past the window. Any other time I would've been at peace. Not now. His hand gently brushed up against the whiskers on my chin, then my cheek. He had been looking into my eye's listening to everything I had told him. But now he was facing the floor. His eye's closed. He pulled my head to his. "But I can't keep doing this. I can't keep being pushed away. I can't keep being hurt. I can't do it any more. You need help and you won't do anything to get it and you won't let me help you." "I know and I'll get it. I'll do whatever you want me to! Just please don't leave! I can't bare to be abandoned again. Not by you." Tears started to well in both our eyes. We were holding each other now still standing by the window.

My Grandma 2
Very few people on this site have read this elsewhere. Some of you have read a blog I put up not too long ago about my Grandmother and how close we were, and how hard it was for me when she passed away. This is the full blog I wrote before about her, I wrote it on Valentine's Day 2007, it's about her and called "My Forever Valentine." From what I've been told before, make sure you have a tissue available when you read this..... For those who have not yet seen this, my forever Valentine is my Grandma Joyce, who passed away when I was 12. Those of us who grew up with her will never forget her, including all the stories we all have. She is missed more & more each day, no matter how much time has passed. Those in our family that arrived after she was gone have no idea what they missed. There is a song I listen to every Valentine's day and has special meaning- Angel's Son, by members of Snot and Sevendust. The song is about the lead singer of Snot- Lynn Strait, who died

Tag Team?
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I smoke. I hate it. I want to quit. But, when I try, I cry, yell, and eat a lot. 2. I must rub my feet together systematically every night before I can fall asleep. I am finding this is quite common. 3. I am a member if the internet scrabble club. 4. I like old things. Old books. Old jewelry. Old cars. Old styles. I DON'T like MOST old people though. I think they smell funny, and eat weird. 5. I LOVE jeans like most women love shoes, I mean I like shoes, don't get me wrong...But, I usually have at least 25 pairs of jeans at any given moment. I don't weigh myself. I can tell when I am packing on pounds by w

Fade
New beginning That don’t include you Saying goodbye I tell myself I don’t need you You’re an anchor Holding me down I cant move I cant grow So its time For me to let You go Our love Is killing my very soul New beginning That don’t include you I shall miss you But just like You face That feeling will fade soon

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If
If you don't know my heart by now... You will truly never understand what is there. I gave you all my heart.. wasn't good enough for you. So You just pushed it away... and laughed in my face. Now, your trying to push me completely out of your life. I guess if that's what you want... then "AS YOU WISH" My Life is blessed with real friends.. that love me for me. I thank God for them everyday. Since u don't need me in your life anymore.. I guess this is the end.

Updates On Ash
hey this is sammie im updating everyone on ash's progress. ash had surgery this morning she is doing ok a little druged up they strected the muscles n tendits in her knee then did a skin graf from the hip to put on her sore. her leg is in a splint so she cant bend her knee know unfortantly they r not letting her come home as planned. they r making her stay to 5 to 7 days if not longer, until the splint comes off they r not even letting her out of bed right now so her leg can heal faster she misses everybody if u know her number or want her number call her or leave message on here or get ahold of me if u want her number to talk to her. she is bored out of her mind. and she could use some cheering up so show her some love, lets show how much we miss her and we want her home. if u wanna know more get ahold of me or call her or leave a message on here since i check this daily for her. i will updated this more when she knows more n updates me of whats going on.

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We Have A Little Problem..
I feel like a fucking recording have to repeat all the time.So here is repeat again. I get so fucking tired of people thinking they own me or I am with them.This is the internet & until we meet up it is what it is.I see status all the time of people letting me know how they feel about what I am doing.Yes I ask then they tell me it was for me.It is fucking crazy. I do not live on this fucking thing and will not stay on all day I have other things to do,but when I am here I like to have fun.That is it.I do not wish to talk about my private life or what is going on,if I do then I will tell you.I will no feel isolated again like I did before it will not happen I will just start taking you off list and blocking I don't give a fuck if we known each other long time or not. When I am in my lounge I am what I am.Sometimes I talk sexual,sometimes I have orgasms ,but it is hard and sometimes I just like to have a friendly chat,but if your ass is coming in there to spy on me or see what I do th

Iced Earth-the Clouding
As I awake I have no memory of this Who I am, where I'm from, why do I exist? This strange beauty surrounds me But where I am confounds me I see others who appear the same as me A look of loss in their eyes, adrift aimlessly What's the point? What does it all mean? Who am I? Show me a purpose please Take this sense of wonder Make it go away Please tell me I am not alone and lost here That there is something that's made me feel this way Take this sense of sadness Make it go away Please give me something that's familiar A friendly touch, a memorable embrace I try to speak but empty eyes stare back at me Twisted tongues segregate, factions are forming I'll stay with those that resemble me To survive this harsh reality As the days pass most have gone their own way Nomadic tribes discover life On a world that seems so strange But still I want answers What's the point? What does all this mean? Take this sense of wonder Make it go away Please tell me I am not

Why The Banking Industry Is In So Much Trouble
From the American Express website: Replacement Card: a replacement card has been sent, if you haven't received your card, please call the number on the back of your card. Ok, so I am supposed to call the number on the card I don't have to report that I don't have it?

Big Three Ceo's
Okay I can understand when a car sales man gets a commission on selling a car I can also sorta understand why a finance guy gets a cut after they screw you on APR. But what special thing does a CEO do that he should get a damn bonus

Complaint Registered ?
This is an irrelevant comment, but here is the problem I see with fubar. It's too slow. My high-speed internet is 500. Apparently it needs to be 50000 to get this baby to show me expanded pics enough to suit me. And there ain't no such thing yet!!! lol. OK -- so fubar says a memory upgrade might help. I'M DOING IT TODAY, IMMEDIATELY. WOOPS -- WILL HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THE REPAIR SHOP OPENS. Dang it -- another problem popped up. I was commenting on a lady's pics before fanning her & my session expired. I didn' remember her name, so I can't get back to her. Yuks, I made several pic appreciation 11s so perhaps she will contact me.... I just hope so.... THEY SAY that I might be able to recover her name from my memory by going under deep hypnosis. But i'm afraid i might admit something weirdly or almost criminally embarrassing if put under hypnosis, so I won't allow it. OF COURSE, some women's pic or presence hypnotizes me, so I am a pawn in their hands perhaps !! But t

My Final Goodnight
I took the pills To stop the pain I drew the curtains To quiet the rain I sat down on the couch To relax my feet My story was sad Hard and discrete I sat for a moment Then the room quickly spun I knew at that time The end had begun A single tear fell Not anymore Then with a loud crash My glass hit the floor I lay on the couch And shut my eyes tight Then with my last breath Whispered my final goodnight

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Can Never Tell The Truth.
Do you believe in love at first sight? Most people do, I thought I did but that was until recently when I found out that all the other girls that my current fiance was messing around on me with before, who he said he told to stop texting him lved with them texing them when i'm not here. this and that. He's still invo; Knowing in my heart that he had to give them his number or how would they have it. But whatever, I know the truth and the truth is that men are only as faithful as there options. As soon as they have the chance to move on to something better either with or without your knowledge there gone. But you know what thats why you should always set yourself up for the worst so when it does finally happen your alright.

Sack Lunchs
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A Plea From A Caring Person During Times Of Change
Times Are Changing As So You See. PPl Type On A Comp. Instead Of Speak. The First Black President Is In Office And He Gets Dissed. Mp3 players took over the compact Disc. Countries Are Fighting PPl Are Dying And Mothers Are Crying. The Sorrow That Brings Us Together Also Tears Us Apart No Happiness Is In Sight. It's Just Like A Starless Night. Everyone Wants To Fight No One Is Tight. We Rather Launch A Missile Than Fly A Kite. Cites Are In Shambles The Economy Is A Mess and We Still Don't Understand The Power We Have. I Ask You Today As A Person Who Cares To Please Spread Love To Someone That Needs It Most. Pass A Hug And Not A Gun. Tell Someone How You Feel and spread some love to this dark world and maybe just maybe We can bring beauty to this dark decaying world.

Is It Simple Attraction, Infatuation, Or Real Love?
What so many people get wrong is confusing attraction with love. A young man has just seen a young lady and jumps into conclusion; oh mine! "This lady is beautiful, she's just wonderful. Check out here legs, the way she walks, the way she talks, wow! She's beauty-personified. I knew i had found love. I just can't wait to get her, it would really be wonderful." Quite romantic, is it? But as romantic as these expressions sound, they are very untrue. It is just a fleeting passion. Why? Because you can't really love someone you don't know. In other words, what has been experienced by this young man is simple attraction. http://www.socyberty.com/Relationships/Is-It-Simple-Attraction-Infatuation-or-Real-Love.566291

The Party Part I
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Landmark Event
There is never quite a milestone in a child's life quite like when they learn to run to the bathroom to throw up. I am a proud momma today. Plus I had a glimpse into the future for when my daughter comes home wasted at 17 and I have to hold her hair back during her hangover. Myspace Countdowns, Fun Countdowns at WishAFriend.com

Traffic
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To U From Me
well it has been a while since have wrote anything and now i have to state my opion on something... i think that it is pretty shitty that someone can RUN your life and TELL you who u are able to talk to and so on.......maybe this aint true but OMFG how somene can let a 24 year friendship go down the drain....i just cant belive that....for some one who is so smart and strong can let someone run your life is pretty flippen sad....and yes i know what you are thinking and that s fine but u know that im doing what i have to do...yes it might not be the right choice but for now it is..if i was able to come home and LIVE my life i would.....but this is BULL that you would let HER run your life.....i know that your not happy and u have not been in a while... we have had our good and and times over the years and i have to say to you again......i told you once i lost you and now that i have found you i WILL NOT let you go again..... and you know me well enogh that im not joking but

Fantasy World
In a fantasy world life is all peaches and cream. Everyone loves one another and there is no war. You don't have to lock your doors at night. And you always have the people you want are you around. You always have a smile on your face and love and peace in your heart. Unfortunatly, we do not live in a fantasy world. We all go through trials and tribulations. Alot of the time it feels as if we are in hell. You get hurt either emotionally, physically, or mentally. But we always seem to bounce back with a vengence. Stronger, more knowledgeable, and more careful. This is to all the people who live in a fantasy world. W A K E UP!!! Live life to the fullest and emerse yourself in the real world. You only get one shot so make the best of it. Smell the roses and look at the sky. Because you never know when it may be the last time you ever see, your kids, husband, mom, dad, sister, brother, best friend, or yourself. We will love and loose in life, but we all

Goethe- Erlkonig
Goethe- Erlkonig German : Wer reitet so spät durch Nacht und Wind? Es ist der Vater mit seinem Kind; Er hat den Knaben wohl in dem Arm, Er faßt ihn sicher, er hält ihn warm. "Mein Sohn, was birgst du so bang dein Gesicht?" "Siehst, Vater, du den Erlkönig nicht? Den Erlenkönig mit Kron und Schweif?" "Mein Sohn, es ist ein Nebelstreif." "Du liebes Kind, komm, geh mit mir! Gar schöne Spiele spiel' ich mit dir; Manch' bunte Blumen sind an dem Strand, Meine Mutter hat manch gülden Gewand." "Mein Vater, mein Vater, und hörest du nicht, Was Erlenkönig mir leise verspricht?" "Sei ruhig, bleib ruhig, mein Kind; In dürren Blättern säuselt der Wind." "Willst, feiner Knabe, du mit mir gehen? Meine Töchter sollen dich warten schön; Meine Töchter führen den nächtlichen Reihn, Und wiegen und tanzen und singen dich ein." "Mein Vater, mein Vater, und siehst du nicht dort Erlkönigs Töchter am düstern Ort?" "Mein Sohn, mein Sohn, ich seh es genau: Es scheinen die al

Breaking And Entering
You rattle the door as you slide your key into the hole, making it sound like someone was breaking in. You hear her scream from the living room as you swing the door open wide. The storm outside lending the perfect effect to your plan. The power flashes before it goes out all together. You walk to the doorway to the living room, you see her cowering in the corner of the couch. You walk closer, ducking with every flash of lightning. She's scared, you can tell by the doe in the headlights look of her eyes the flashes of lightning show you. She doesn't know it's you, making you all the hotter. You can feel yourself grow and pulse under your jeans. You walk closer to her, your face still in the shadows so she can't see you, you want her to know it's you by your touch and body, not by seeing your face. You kneel down in front of her, making sure your face is still hidden and run your tongue up the inside of her thigh, stopping just enough for her to feel your breath seep through her thon

Decoy
Close your eyes and make believe this is where you wanna be forgetting all the memories try to forget love, 'cause love's forgotten me. Well Hey, Hey baby it's never too late pretty soon you won't remember a thing. and I'll be as distant as stars reminiscing, your heart's been wasted on me. You've never been so used as I'm using you abusing you My little Decoy. Don't look so blue You should have seen right through I'm using you My little Decoy My little Decoy Living life inside a dream time is changing everything forgetting all the memories that I'm forced into you just cause your into me. Well Hey, Hey baby it's never too late Pretty soon you won't remember a thing but I can't stay, and no I won't wait I was gone from the very first day You've never been so used as I'm using you abusing you My little Decoy. Don't look so blue, You should have seen right through, I'm using you My little Decoy. I'm not sorry at all (not sorry at all, not so

Why Do I Do It
Ok now i feel like shit....I let myself esstem get brusied and then punished myself.. Why is it that men like to toy with girls.. I never ask anything of a guy i cant give. If you are busy or dont feel like meeting up just fucking say so. Dont leave a girl waiting to see if you are still going to hang. It fucks with our heads.. I think i am a pretty understanding girl, if you have a gf/wife/so I am kool with it as long as you tell me up front. I am not going to ask you anything that i cant that i find i can not give, in most cases i am not going to ask for anything other than honesty and kindness... So here i sat thinking that i was going to get to see a friend/someone that i am in to and though not sure what the rules are or anything like was looking forward to seeing him.. He blows so damn hot and cold, fusses at me about not being able to tell if i like him but i have never made plans to see him then flake with out a word as to why... So I did some thing i am never happy with myself

Ratings
The rating system goes from 1-10 for a reason. Don't get all pissy if someone is honest. And if you don't like getting a 5 and below then don't put a busted ass photo up there. I don't expect 10's. I've gotten a few but if i think your pic is fugly then that is what i am rating. Ignore me if you want. Rate me a one if you want. Just shows how sad you are. And that is less drama for me. I mean come on. If you can only see like one eye and no forehead do you think that is an automatic 10? If you look like you have to take a dump you can't expect anything higher then a 4. It is entertaining though. Luv to the haters!! -G-

Emanon Made Me Do It!
Be honest, who are you texting? Honestly.. no one right now. This time last year, can you remember who you liked? This time last year I was engaged to be married, so I'd imagine it was him. What is something that you realized today? RealEyes.Realize.RealLies Do you think anyone has feelings for you? Yes, I do actually. Who was the first person you talked to today? Spoken to? My mom. Do you smoke weed every day? No. Could you go a month without ? Without weed? I have, I could again. Have you ever ridden a horse? Yep. You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it? Ick. I couldn't drink just one thing the rest of my life. I'd get sick of it after a while. The same goes with food. Are you anything like you were at this point last year? I'm a cold, heartless bitch.. or so I'm told. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't? Yes.. *sigh* When's the last time you talked with the opposite sex on the phone? Last nig

Pmsl
So, I just ran a bomb, right? I had my status set at: "beggars ignored...kthxbai" I had a list of people I wanted to hit, and I was going down my messages list. I have my shoutbox set to friends only, so if my friends pop up and say they have autos, or ask for a bomb, it's cool with me... but when people send begging messages through PM... meaning that they aren't even a friend, I feel I have every right to ignore them. Well, I get a message from this dude asking for a bomb, then I get the following message. By the time my bomb was done and over, he'd blocked me... the pussy. PS... If you're a friend, and thought I meant that YOU can't ask, it doesn't apply. If you can get me in my SB, feel free to ask. I'll let you know if I don't have time to hit you cuz I'm doing paybacks or whatever (Y) ***edited to fix gross misuse of apostrophes*** ***edited to add screenshot of dude's bling***

Why She Got To Be A Ho?!
There is nothing like a woman who can not be happy with just one man. What makes it better is when she destroy's a mans heart in order to do it. All for her own selfish, self centered needs.. You give everything you have to make her happy and you get taken for granted, played, used, and abused. Yet you still love the woman? something is just not right about that. Part of you just doesn't care anymore and yet there is still that other part that does. Only to have her consistantly rub salt on your wounded heart to make it worse. So, why would you continue to need a woman like that, knowing that there is a woman out there that will treat you better, love you more, and would love to have you? I mean come on! I am the best damned man that i know! lmao.. seriously though. I am a good man who has just been abused and left for dead for 6yrs with a woman that still lives with me. We are even still married and she wants me to still have sex with her while she has atleast 2 bf's?!

42 Years
FTER BEING MARRIED FOR 42 YEARS,I TOOK A CAREFUL LOOK AT MY WIFE ONE DAY AND SAID,"HONEY, 42 YEARS AGO WE HAD A CHEAP APARTMENT, ACHEAP CAR, SLEPT ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHED A10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV, BUT EVERY NIGHT I GOTTO SLEEP WITH AHOT 19-YEAR-OLD GAL. NOW I HAVE A $500,000 HOME, A $45,000 CAR, NICE BIGBED AND PLASMA SCREEN TV, BUT NOW I'M SLEEPING WITH A 61-YEAR-OLD WOMAN. IT SEEMS TO ME YOU'RENOT HOLDING UP YOUR SIDE OF THINGS." MY WIFE IS A VERY REASONABLE WOMAN..SHE TOLD ME TO GO OUT AND FIND ME A HOT19-YEAR-OLD GAL, AND SHE WOULD MAKE SURE THAT IWOULD ONCE AGAIN BE LIVING IN A CHEAP APARTMENT,DRIVING A CHEAP CAR, SLEEPING ON A SOFA BED ANDWATCHING A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV.

Growing Old
LOST IN THE DARNDEST PLACES An elderly Floridian called 911 on her cell phone to report that her car has been broken into. She is hysterical as she explains her situation to the dispatcher: 'They've stolen the stereo, the steering wheel, the brake pedal and even the accelerator!' she cried. The dispatcher said, 'Stay calm. An officer is on the way.' A few minutes later, the officer radios in. 'Disregard,' he says. 'She got in the back-seat by mistake.' ________________________________________________________________ FAMILY Three sisters, ages 92, 94 and 96, live in a house together. One night the 96-year old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, 'Was I getting in or out of the bath?' The 94-year-old yells back, 'I don't know.

Underworld 2 Rise Of The Lycans
i didnt expect it to be that great cause i hate movies that tell you shit you already know, but it still turned out to be pretty cool, give a different view of the puppys from underworld... sad ending tho, but you already knew that. ( o )( o )( o ) 3 bewbs.

Take Back America
When a silent majority allows their nation to lose its common sense, that nation is lost and you are allowing them to take your country away from you. Is it common sense to adore at the alter of multi-culturism? Read your world history, not one nation has survived as a multi-culture, its the uni-culture that is your strength. One country, one culture, one language! Is it common sense that 84% of the people want to make English the official language of America? But your majority political party espouses insanity, ignores the people and says no. Is it common sense that 53 countries, mostly in Africa have declared English to be their national language, and the party who declares "We will unite you" says, "Press 2 for Spanish!". Is it common sense to adopt your new nation religion of diversity, when the very word means disunity? We founded a country on similarities, not diversities. One country, One culture, One language! You cry out for Unity, but is it common sense to continu

Second One Still Being Worked On
The Letdown Versus 1 I wake up and you say your leaving/ I ask you why and wnat can I say to stop you from going--/ I tell her to sit and tell me what your feelin---/ She say's she lost her feelings for me---/ She says she's sorry/ I wipe her tears off her cheek and say dont worry I know the feeling/ Chrous Oh what can you do if you dont have the same feeling's as they do/ What are you suppose to say if things dont go your way/ It's falling to pieces/ everything is falling to pieces/ Versus 2 I tell her somtimes it takes ahile to get thoses feelin's/ but we'll have to try we just got to believe it/ It's to late cause she's already backing up and leavin/ I feel my hear heartbeat and I start feelin feelin---/ Chrous Oh what can I say to stop you from going away/ What am I to do to stop me missing from missing you--/ It's falling to pieces--/ everything is falling to pieces---/

Cc
She's sitting there, staring out into the space where millions meet. Eyes wandering listlessly over the actions and words of people without faces, sentiments without meaning. Sitting there, quiet and still while her mind races miles ahead. He says Hello. Her mind and heart stop. She raises one shaking finger to her lips as the other hand reaches to tremble above the keys. Uncertainty freezes her eloquence as she glances at the clock and plots her response. Three minutes have gone past. There has been no movement save the worried nibbling on her fingertips as she looks out vacantly and ponders. Nothing should be said, his offhand words left orphans in the white space of the warm screen. No acknowledgement necessary. It comes to nothing, it means nothing and it's going through her mind even as her naieve heart composes phrases in the still air surrounding her. She begins to type. Per tradition, she says nothing that she means, says nothing at all. Mere tokens of hello and banter that

Love Is
LOVE ISLove is knowing you will always be there,Love is just simply knowing you care.It's an unexpected text to see if every things OK,An understanding smile at the end of a hard day.Love is being able to make me laugh,Love is tenderly washing me in the bath.It's bringing me soup when I am unwell,It's how you know more about me then I'd care to tell.Love is capturing that little spark in your eye,Love is trusting that you would never lie.It's how you always remember all those important dates,It's how easily our lives entwined, as if it was fate.Love is knowing you'll catch me if I ever fall,Love is being able to say nothing at all.It's not reacting to harsh words during times of stress,It's realizing that each of our lives are truly blessed.Love is how you watch me while I'm asleep,Love is how your touch still makes my heart leap.It's feeling so safe when I'm in your arms,It's knowing that you would never purposely let me come to any harm.Love is how you support me in such a loving wa

My Ex
Ok I have been off for awhile and a lot of things have gone down to say the least, about 8 months ago I broke up with my Gf at the time. I broke up with her because she disrespected me and my family at my grandmas funeral and had no respect for me. I then find out that she is pregnant. I allso find out that it might not be mine, and she is all like well you got to step up and be the man and your nothing but this and that and other shit behind my back. I have overheard it and I have had friends tell me she has said it ( we work in the same place) but then to my face she is like aww baby I love you I want to be with you, which I think is a bunch of bull shit. I have told her that all I want is a DNA test and I have said I have no problem taking care of my own. I mean am I in the wrong for not being back with her? I only want to have somebody to love me for who I am, to be able to understand and appreciate the things that I bring to the table. Shit I want somebody who can take care of

Be A Father!!!
I'm sitting here at 1:28 am crying... Listening to a song called "Stealing Cindarella" by Chuck Wicks. Thinking about my father... My father was 17 when I was born. He never finished middle school and was a wellfare child. He left when I was nine months old... I've never met him. I never got those father/daughter moments. I'll never get to dance with him at my wedding. Everyday I think about what it would have been like to have him in my life at all. It breaks my heart that I never got a father, and by the time my "step-dad" came into my life, which is very little at that, it was all ready too late. My brother who not only got his father, but also lives with my mother and he got two step dads as well, got a family when I didn't. My mother never let me live with her, but she kept him his whole life... It makes me wonder what I did wrong to make her not want me. What I'm trying to say is to anyone who is a father out there, even if the mother and you are no longer together, stay apar

Your Memory Remains...
Each time I think of you My mood becomes quite blue. My heart cries for another time When I was so proud that you were mine. The days of the past Seem now to have been too fast. In the blink of an eye, the beat of a heart Our time together was ripped apart. It is to my dismay That I constantly re-live that day. The image of you laying so sweet And I realized your heart had stopped its beat. I moved your body, now so wilted While my heart is feeling so jilted. I tried so hard to breathe life back into you My attempts were failing, there was nothing I could do. At that moment my life made a change A new reason to live, I had to arrange. At your funeral I stopped and reflected

Stalker 2009
Stalker Complete 2009 Promotional Image Website: http://artistpavel.blogspot.com/2009/04/stalker-complete-2009.html Excerpt: STALKER Complete 2009 ---------------------------------------- This mod has been created with a thought of bringing the beautiful and immersive game of STALKER from the last generation era, when it was created to an up-to-date experience you'd expect from games you play in 2009. I did not try to include every single mod out there that changes the game beyond recognition, that was not the point. The following list is the carefully chosen essential collection of most advanced and aesthetically pleasant modifications, created by talented concept artists and programmers in the past 2 years. These are meant to technically and artistically enhance the game without compromising the original feel and atmosphere developers meant you to see. You'll notice every single detail has been retouched and has a polished feel to it. This is ideal for first time players or peop

He Believes-cristian Lyrics
God wants nothing more from you right now Than for you to understand His heart Calm all the whispers in your head Just be still Listen You will hear Echoing from deep inside He believes in you And all the dreams you dream of Every hope and prayer you lean on He will see them through And know that day Is waiting just beyond tomorrow I know it's true It's because in you He believes "Why?" is probably what you ask yourself The answer to your question won't make sense God, He didn't come to lift the proud But for the least, the forgotten and the lost Even when it's hard to receive 'Cause He made you for greater things He believes in you no matter No matter how you see yourself Hold on to the unchanging heart Heart of God

Yo Peeps
waz up peeps my name is brasndon and at my school im the class clown so yeah im funny. i also play football. im pretty new on this website and i have lots of freinds already so yeah. i am popular so yeah. so check my blog out and everything else. i make you popular to if your my friend. thats the end so thanks for reading it love, brandon

Bad Day
This is where I get to write anything I want? Love that! Ok- so today is NOT a good day. Yesterday wasn't so great either. I am intelligent enough to know that this is situational depression/anxiety. Maybe intelligence doesn't have anything to do with it. Probably more like experienced enough to know. Doctor wants me on drugs... not the good kind mind you. No narcotics to actualy give me a boost, some energy, something to make me WANT to get out of bed! Noooo.... she wants me to take the crap that makes me calm. Yes, it does stop my heart from racing but sometimes it makes me just not give a flying rats ass about anything. What is so difficult about being honest? BTW- I am a quote maniac and this is MINE (don't steal it uness you give me props) "Each persons reality is merely their perception but perception is much clearer when the TRUTH is known." I understand holding something back if you might crush someone with the truth. But people, there are ways to get your

Running Auto 11's And Bombing
Hey y'all. I will be running Auto 11's tomorrow at 6 pm est. I will also be bombing a couple of hours later. Drop by and level up on me. I'd appreciate any and all help. Thanks y'all! I'd also like to thank my sweetie RockinBass for the Auto and bomb. Check him out and see why he's so awesome!

Pretty Happy, Today... *knock On Wood*
I have a movie date night with Adam on Thursday! *happy dance*And, I'm going to have popcorn, and a few boxes of candy. It's going to be a cheesy, wonderful cuddle-filled evening! Woot!I'm pretty happy today. I worked, and got a third set of piercings in my ears today. Samantha had to do some more training, so I thought I would go ahead and give it a shot. That's all the holes going into my head (or any other part of my body!) that I am doing! I cleaned my house on Sunday and yesterday, and it looks so good! A clean house makes me very happy, although getting the motivation to actually get it that way escapes me often! I also rearranged my bathroom, bedroom and laundry room. Got rid of more stuff that I never need or even look at. The more junk that I clear out, the happier and more relaxed I am. It's a great feeling! I can actually see the progress I am making now. Very exciting!Now, I am very hungry, so I am going to go scrounge up some food and take a nice, relaxing shower and curl

Kurt Kurt Kurt..kurt Cobain
...and I think ne one and everybody that was a fan of his or nirvana's should check this out... http://www.spin.com/blog/5-bands-kurt-cobain-would-love its a tribute to urt cobain *as of April 8th Kurt has been dead for 15 years now.. these articles are an overview of the what if's, it theorithies the woulds and whats of kurt, also has some amazng pctures of him in his early years as a child and him with his child,(fancis farmer) And I just want to pont out one thing about his daughter, alot of people think she was named after,francis Farmer(the Hollywood actress dehumanized by insane asylum) Kurt Cobain named his daughter after Frances McKee of the Vaselines, not Frances Farmer, although he did write the song Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle (Drowned Youth: Part V).

Thick
Rocked again by indecision, should I make that small incision Testify, to the bleeding heart inside I've clawed, I've scratched, I've ran, I've slashed and when he opened up at last Found a cul de sac Deep and black of smoke and ash............... The wicked king of parody, is kissing all his enemies on the seventh day, on the seventh day The tyrants voice is softer now, but just for one forgiving hour, before the rise of his iron fist again I've come tonight, I've come to know, the we are, the way we'll go And to measure this width of the wide abyss I come to you in restless sleep, where all your dreams turned bitter sweet With voodoo doll philosophies, day glow holy trinities The crooked raft, the leaves, the shore, fairies drunken, souls aboard Pilgrims march to compestello, visions of their saint in yellow Follow deep in trance, lost in a catatonic dance We know no future, damn the past

Lifes Fun Aint It
There are so many things in this world that will make you feel like shit. Well almost everything in this world will make you feel like shit. From the smallest of things like your kid coming up to you and saying mommy your beautiful like my teacher shes big too, but of course they mean it in a nice way, to the worst making yourself feel like shit for knowing better. They always say if its not one thing then its another. Well what the fuck man. God damn it mother fucker son of a fucking whore. Ok really had to get that out. But back on track, all you ever try to do is to be happy. Try everything to make others happy, yourself happy everything, but it all just turns to shit. Im tired of shit. I want something eles. I swear man I must have been one bad ass mean bitch in a former life cause in this one im the one getting screwed. It just really sucks missing out on the good ones. Well thats all I can think of right now so........ Later

Lotsa Probs But Still Kickin =)
hayy ..got loads of stuff swimmin around my head ;(but STiLL hehe im feeLing ok =)though im feeling a lil hopeless about it.I can reaLLy feel the hold of the Lord upon me..thank you Father. =)He's aLways been around me .. and He never faiLs to comfort me ..that's my secret..im just keeping in touch with my strength .. our GOD =)i Love you Lord. I hope you'LL never get tired of guiding me =)

Dreams...
dreams..i just want to touch and be touched, not by just anyone, that would never do..i dont tolerate stupid very well lol..just that someone who can touch me with their words to my very soul..a look that burns through my defenses and the one who is the other part of me..the person that i willingly give myself to without question...to be that person to someone who knows me and accepts me for exactly who i am...and to the "One" i submit every part of me, heart,mind, body and soul...much love

How To Be A Successful Evil Overlord
by Peter Anspach Being an Evil Overlord seems to be a good career choice. It pays well, there are all sorts of perks and you can set your own hours. However every Evil Overlord I've read about in books or seen in movies invariably gets overthrown and destroyed in the end. I've noticed that no matter whether they are barbarian lords, deranged wizards, mad scientists, or alien invaders, they always seem to make the same basic mistakes every single time. With that in mind, allow me to present... The Top 100 Things I'd Do If I Ever Became An Evil Overlord My Legions of Terror will have helmets with clear Plexiglas visors, not face concealing ones. My ventilation ducts will be too small to crawl through. My noble half-brother whose throne I usurped will be killed, not kept anonymously imprisoned in a forgotten cell in my dungeon. Shooting is not too good for my enemies. The artifact which is the source of my power will not be kept on the Mountain of Despair beyond the River of Fi

Disproportionate Objects
Disproportionate Objects Woody Allen, in the movie Everything You Ever Wanted to Know About Sex (But Were Afraid to Ask), gave us a breast as big as a house. This breast was a terrifying and consumptive thing. Yet breasts receive so much attention many times, it is hardly surprising that they occupy tremendous perception power in our world. In dreams, certain objects may assume unusual proportions. This significance often reflects the importance of the object to the dream story as well as the emotional dimensions of the object. Emotional dimensions refer to the importance people place on others, on things or on situations. For example, it is often difficult to help people perceive the emotional power of family members. If you ask them to draw their childhood house-apportioning rooms based on the amount of influence and memories they have about the places-the emotional dimensions of the home become clear. Many times, people have attached emotional dimensions to very positive or ve

Anger Phase
I am feeling much better. I am no longer doing the daily toxic activities I was doing. I know it is a daily (sometimes hourly) goal to reach, much like a recovering alcoholic or drug addict. I do not need to know what he is doing because I am honestly realizing it doesn't matter.... I have been in the anger phase before of course... it is actually easier than the sad phase. I am using my writing to act out the horrific things my mind conjures up. I would never hurt someone physically but I have been known to lash out in other ways. Thats not healthy either. So I want to hold fast to the attitude/idea that living a great life is the ultimate vengeance. (Sometimes I feel as though I am not living up to my promise to him though... how nuts is that? Because I told him I would love him unconditionally forever. However, I didn't say I would be miserable forever, right?) And someday those writings will be in print for the whole world to see. THAT will be the most satisfying day in my life,

Bling Item 4 Siver Ribbon Of St. Tenacious
The silver ribbon of St. Tenacious is an item for sale in the gift shop. Be the 1st one to figure out What that item is and send it to me for a 3 credit bling item. Let the hunt begin...

Passion.com - No.1 Sexy Online Dating Website!
PASSION.com slogan is "Sexy Personals for Passionate Singles". This statement sums up beautifully of what Passion.com can offer you! They have over 25 million members and usually have over 185,000 members online at any one time. Talk about a lot of members ready to meet you and, they are willing to show it all, with over 160,000 photos per week. Passion.com is for the sexy single who is looking for an intimate encounter with one or more person. To Find Your Match, They offer several powerful features, which allow you to narrow your search so that you are able to find exactly the kind of person you, are looking for. On various occasions, They also add new features to make your time at Passion.com a successful and fun experience. Please realize this is an adult dating site and you must be over 18 years old to join! Passion.com 's current promotion is, 1 extra month for free if you sign up for a 3 month Gold Membership or 6 extra months for free if you sign up for a 12 month Gold Memb

You Know You're A Grown Up When.......
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 am is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the weather channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those #%$@! kids next door won't turn down the stereo.

Lost And Found
Okay it really bugs me when someone calls and says they left something behind in their room. Ugh why can't they pay attention to detail and make sure they have everything before they leave instead of calling and have an attitude with me becuase of their mistake!!!!!!!!!!! GGGGGRRRRRRRRRR.

Love Sucks
1. First, the expression most commonly used with love is "falling in love." There is no better word to describe it. It is indeed "falling" in love, and that's what sucks about it. You are tricked into it like an addictive gambling game, and then you are tripped, and you fall, and you keep falling in a seemingly endless spiral. And, like everything that falls, you eventually hit a bottom, and it will be hard and painful. Falling in love only gives you an incurable ache when you reach the end. 2. Second, love is blind. You will walk into love without seeing it, and you will follow love without noticing it. It will dictate your life, and you will not know it until the blindfold is gone, and you love no more. Only then will you realize what kind of sheep you had been while under the spell of love.

Heads Or Tails?
Just about everytime I go back home to Louisiana, my old neighbor Mr Gerald throws me a crawfish boil. He was kind of like a second dad to me back in the day, let me live there when I was having some hard problems with my dad, let me earn some money by working with him on his tire truck, changing flats on 18 wheelers and tractors, and didn't even kill me when he found out me and his daughter were, well, you know. (That would be Cassandra by the way) Back to my story; so whenever I found myself down home, he'll throw a crawfish boil. If you aren't sure what that is, basically you buy a 20 pound sack of live crawfish and boil them in heavily seasoned water out in the front yard, and throw in some other things like button mushrooms, pearl onions, and corn on the cob, and when it's all done, pour it all out on a picnic table and let it cool for a few minutes, then every body dig in. What you're eating will look about like this: Now, if you've never had crawfish, basically the tail

Update May 26th
Hey everyone, I just wanted to give people some updates on what has been going on with me.. Well, as of yesterday I finished my last 2 Hypobarics treatments yay!! Its where I went and layed in this machine and it went down in sea level and my ears popped and it filled my sores with 100% oxygen and took all the bad crap out of it.. I had to do 20 treatments of them and ur in this machine for 90 minutes.. and there was only the 1 time i over heated in there and sweated so bad and got really light headed and a fever and really pale and my eyes started to go in the back of my head that they had to take me out after 70 mins otherwise i have lasted the rest of the time.. The sore on left knee is healed quite a bit ,but its still there its just small.. Then the one on my right knee is getting smaller its just pretty good sized still so they do that dressing changed 2 times a day.. Then the one on my right thigh is still very big it has only gotten smaller by like a half an inch or so and its

Top Ten Reasons Why Goldwing Riders Don’t Wave Back:
10. Wasn’t sure whether other riders was waving or making an obscene gesture.9. Afraid might get frostbite if hand is removed from heated grip.8. Has arthritis and the past 400 miles have made it difficult to raise arm.7. Reflection from etched windshield momentarily blinded him.6. The espresso machine just finished.5. Was actually asleep when other rider waved.4. Was in a three-way conference call with stockbroker and accessories dealer.3. Was distracted by odd shaped blip on radar screen.2. Was simultaneously adjusting the air suspension, seat height, programmable CD player, seat temperature, andsatellite navigation system.1. Couldn’t find the “auto wave back” button on dashboard.

Yeah Yeah Yeah!!!
My daughter who does not live with me just called. She is 19 and suppose to be graduating this year. The past few weeks she has been trying to make up a full credit so she can graduate on time. (Which is Saturday!) She just told me she has 2 assignments left and is 99.9% sure that she is graduating on Saturday!!! I am so proud of her, she was like me in school, more on the social side then the academic side, although I graduated when I was 17 and had okay grades. Mine would have been better if I would have applied myself like when I went to College. I am excited for her! Next year my son graduates, this means I am getting OLD!!!

I'm Movin On!
I'm Movin On! by Kody Konfused™ Sittin on a tombstone, Eatin my ColdStone, Livin' life like I like. Feeling the warm breeze, Sweepin throgh palm trees, How did I get this life? Well it took, Two hundred thousand bucks, and three old pick 'em up trucks. But now I'm sittin here drinkin a cold beer, Baskin in the sun! Hey! That's what I get for goin to college! Hey-ey! My life turned right around! Hey-ey! I know it's not perfect. But now my world is changin and I'm rearrangin So, Hey-ey! I'm movin' on. Seein' my name, Up on the big screen, Yeah, that's what I like. Seein my face Up in the perfect place Man, that is nice. But, They told me to be a man, But now they are all my fans! See what I did, Lookin for candids. Yeah, man that's right. Hey! That's what I get for going to college! Hey-ey! My life turned right around! hey-ey! I know it's not perfect. But now my world is changing, And I'm rearranging, So, Hey-ey! I'm movin on.

A Little Sign From God We Must Not Ignore...
@ Is darkness the presence of evil or the absents of light. When you have a candle do you now how a shadow of darkness? Are shadows Gods way of telling us every one is a little bit evil ? Is it God trying to remind us to live the best we can and not dwell over mistakes because no one is perfect? I think it might be. I don’t know about anyone else but I believe our shadows are a metaphor put right in front of us. I believe it’s a metaphor many people over look. @ When you look at a shadow you see darkness. An object blocking the light from view. When you sin you are covering the truth with lies, darkness. We associate sin with darkness because we are all in some way scared of the dark. We are all in some way scared of the evil that that is in EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US. @ Our shadow is God’s way of telling us “ Stop being afraid, Stop 2nd and 3rd guessing everything you do.” If you would just be you , you could help some one, you could be the light

Baptized For New Life
When asking, “What must I do to be saved?” we must also ask -- What is the meaning and purpose of Baptism? The work of the cross is God’s offer of life… Baptism is our acceptance “For all flesh is as grass, and all the glory of man as the flower of grass. The grass withers, and the flowers fall away: But the word of the Lord endures forever. And this is the word which by the gospel is preached unto you.” – I Peter 1:24-25 …and pay close attention, for He who rejects me, and doesn't receive my sayings, has one who judges him. The word that I spoke, the same will judge him in the last day. -John 12:48 So let us not allow the traditions of men to come before the Word of God

Stop The Democrats Plans For The Free Market
Thirty-eight years ago, the federal government nationalized passenger rail lines, creating the National Railroad Passenger Corporation, better known as Amtrak. At the time, it was expected to be profitable within three years. Almost 4 decades later, the original $340 million investment of public funds has grown to $30 billion, with no profitability in sight. Last Monday, General Motors was forced to declare bankruptcy. No matter how much the President spins GM's bankruptcy as good for the economy, it is nothing more than another government grab of a private company and another handout to the union cronies who helped bankroll his presidential campaign. President Obama will now own 60 percent of GM, and his union buddies will own almost 20 percent. And what do we -- the American taxpayers --get? We're stuck with up to a $50 billion tab for the taxpayer dollars Obama is using to pay for his takeover of GM. General Motors needed restructuring, and it has been clear for months that ban

It's That Time Again... Schleproks Monthly Vip Giveaway....
Well, this past month has flown by... hasn't it? Well, it's THAT time of month again... Schleproks Monthly VIP giveaway Requirements: 1) Impress me! (do not ask me what... this will automatically disqualify you) 2) Must not be a current VIP holder. 3) Must be in my friend and fan list. (new friends and fans are welcomed) 4) Must have a valid, approved Fubar Salute. 5) Must post a comment in this blog... In the name of fairness, last months winner is not eligible this month... (nothing personal Rayven...) Cheers... and good luck... Schleprok

Hott Lips Name The Knob Contest
Name the Knob! You know it well - it's slapped your happy butt many times. You should be on a first name basis with him/her! Please Name our Knob! or pick your favorite of the the other 'Name-inations' in the default pictures in my profile. You may only vote one time. Contest open to Hott Lips members only. Contest runs until the end of June. Winner will receive 100k fu-bucks SO NAME THE KNOB!

Ask Dyss
Most of you know that I answer most questions with complete honesty and am as harsh and unforgiving as that whore mother nature herself... but before i go to the bar and get shit faced... i figure i'll let you ask me questions and i will try my best to tell you what you wanna here... i figure this is good practice for me... since that is how must people get laid at bars and i myself am not used to that practice... thank you for helping

Father's Day Origins
Searching for the Origin of Father's Day by Mike Krumboltz 30 hours ago Searchers have a question they'd like answered: Who started Father's Day? Who do they have to thank for the mandatory bonding time they're spending with dear ol' dad this weekend? Lookups on "father's day origin" and "who started father's day" inspired us to investigate. The results of our research shook us to our very core. OK, maybe not to our core, exactly. But the story of how Father's Day came to be is still pretty interesting. A blog from a Detroit church explains that most historians credit a woman named Sonora Smart Dodd with creating the holiday. Ms. Smart Dodd was "inspired by her father, a widower and Civil War veteran named William Jackson Smart." She wanted to do something to honor his memory while paying respect to all fathers. Clearly she was a woman with a plan. Alas, not everybody agreed with her pleas to "give it up for the papas" (our words, not hers). In fact, Ms. Smart Dodd's p

My Immortal
i'm so tired of being heresuppressed by all my childish fearsand if you have to leavei wish that you would just leave'cause your presence still lingers hereand it won't leave me alonethese wounds won't seem to healthis pain is just too realthere's just too much that time cannot erasewhen you cried i'd wipe away all of your tearswhen you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fearsi held your hand through all of these yearsbut you still haveall of meyou used to captivate meby your resonating lifenow i'm bound by the life you left behindyour face it hauntsmy once pleasant dreamsyour voice it chased awayall the sanity in methese wounds won't seem to healthis pain is just too realthere's just too much that time cannot erasewhen you cried i'd wipe away all of your tearswhen you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fearsi held your hand through all of these yearsbut you still haveall of mei've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gonebut though you're still with mei've been alone all along

Is There Someone Out There For Me?
I wonder if there is and where he is. If he's out there he's either hiding really good or he's not there at all. Maybe i'm just kidding myself. . . I'm not good enough! I said it! I'm not good enough!

The Bachelor Party
the bachelor/bachelorette party I was at last night was fun. We started out the night at paula and dana's apartment, drinking and chatting. The limo bus arrived at 11pm. FYI limo busses = VERY COOL! (Y) Upon boarding the limo bus everybody was given beads 5 sets each. the guys would give their beads away to girls showing boobs and the girls would give away their beads to guys for a buck a piece. ended up making 87 bucks for the bride & groom, pretty good I thought. We bar hopped all night, by the third bar I was REALLY drunk. several jello shots and many many beers lol. Everything was going well until the fourth bar and almost everyone was drunk. One guy got outta hand and lost his spot in the wedding party because of it. He tried starting fights with several people because he was that drunk. He got so outta hand we had to stop the bus and throw him off. Because we stopped the bus, the driver had to call the cops to take him away. 6 squad cars showed up, due to the rest of us bein

Another Example Of Liberal Vs Conservative, Democrat And Republican
I know Liberals read their bible, the NY Times and should know Honduras just had a military coup. This lil lesson is for those who still have hope to be clear thinkers. Our president is against the coup. Hillary Klinton is against the coup. Hugo Chavez and the Castro Brothers are against the coup. Why did they throw the President out of office?? He threw out the Constitution and said he was ignoring term limits and going to stay President. Liberals say – what is wrong with that???? WHAT THE F*CK??? Try to read slowly if you are Liberal. The Supreme Court and the Congress agreed to oust the President. That is why we used to have a balance of power in America. So we do not have tyranny. Yet our Liberal President and socialists around the world are against the coup.... That makes perfect sense to Liberals like Obama and Klinton… -------------------------------------

This Is Ghey.
I am trying to see what it would take for this account to be deleted.Maybe I should leave Scrapper or BJ a comment? Well I guess I am now comment blocked.I cant post shit. :D now time to go to BJ and Scrappers page.

I Want You...
I want youI want to feel youI want to touch you I want you to touch meI want you to explore my bodyI want you to find all the places aching for you I want to feel our lips pressed together I want to feel our tongues tying and twisting togetherI want to feel our breathe increasing and our hearts beating faster and faster I want to feel the heat of youI want you to feel the heat of meI want us to be one, united when we are able to give into our desires of the flesh I want to give you blissI want to give you pleasure I want to give you ulitmate satisfaction I want to be with youI want to kiss every inch of youI want to make love to you, until our bodies give out I just want you....

This Sucks
Well, it finally happened. My computer is absolutely screwed. I'm using a borrowed one at the moment, but I hate to say my lovely fufriends, until I can get a new one, you won't be seeing that much of me around here... not that you really care :P I'll be around for a bit today, but after that, not really sure when you'll see me again. Hopefully it won't be too long. I hate to be away from this place. :D

Erotica-- My Pleasure
You got me on my knees,thats good for you,because I aim to please.I have your cock ever so hard,Your right, your manhood is quite large,but sit back be quiet,cause I'm the one in charge.I flick the tip of your magic stick,as it bobbles up an down like a candle wick.I engulf it into my warm mouth, with steady motion,you feel a rush over you like waves from the ocean.The waves they come in spurts,what's that, I just tasted a squirtYou are trying your damnedest to make it last,but your out of control,your cock shoots out your warm sweet liquid,like a huge volcano blast.You say, "damn baby, I did not know,that you could make me go, NO, NO, NO!I tried to stop it, I tried to hold out,but your mouth is so good,I just had to release and shout".....© Copyright MadCurves

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Ate Some Shity Veal Tonight
Can you believe VEAL tasting like shit? yeah exactly. Went to this restruant called copelands, got me an appetizer of Cajun shrimp; it tasted like crap. I ordered my entree, Veal, and it came with some shrimp pasta b.s and you guessed it. both were nasty.Service was bad to. I left a 61 cent tip. Believe me i am the opposite of cheap; I usually leave 5$ for every 25 i spend, or 5$ per 3 drinks at the bar.

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Leveling Requirements created @ 2009-06-29 13:31:41 A lot of people are not aware of the requirements for each level after 30, so I am posting them for easy reference. I will do ANGELS first, and then DEMONS. At the bottom of this, I will also be putting the Level 31+ User Agreement. ANGELS Level 31~ 105,000,000 Points Must have had 100 ability points spent on you. Must have been added as family by at least 50 people at time of levelup. Level 32~ 120,000,000 Points Must have at least 25,000,000 fuBucks at time of levelup check. Must have won the spotlight after reaching level 31. Level 33~ 140,000,000 Points Must have been rated 11 by fubar family. Requirement must have been met within the last two weeks and after reaching level 32.

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Love
Will I ever feel love? Will I have that special someone touch me the way I need to be touched? Will I ever have that person ache to be with me? Will I ever ache to be with them? Will I ever wake up and go to sleep with that person on my mind? Or will I ever have a person do the same for me? Will the tears I cry every night of lonliness ever be tears of happiness? Will I ever have that person wipe away my tears? Will I ever have them kiss my lips and tell me everything will be ok? Will I ever make love like it is my first time? Maybe one day the words "Will I" will become reality

Contagious - Trapt
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Not Giving A Shit. Step One: 'fuck Da Po-lice!
So here is yet another goddamn profile site I have to fucking keep track of just so I can see how much the internet loves me? FUCK! Shadow, why did you do this to me? I can't stand this shit, myspace is annoying enough as it is. Yet now everyone has a goddamn zwitter, or a zanga, or a geocities, or a myspace page..... And now here is fucking Fubar! Fucked Up Beyond Affordable Repair! I couldn't care less now, I hope they delete this shit because I'm not throwing forth the effort to do it myself. "But Craig, here you can give gifts and gain..." WHAT THE FUCK ABOUT I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCKING RAT SEMAN BASTARD CHILD FROM THE SHIT RIDDLED BOWELS OF SATAN HIMSELF DIDN'T YOU GET?! I'm out, anyone who really gives a fuck about finding me just skower MySpace for an asshole named Blind Kenshi. Now go ahead and make your 'Jesus must have skull raped you as a toddler, didn't he?' comments or forever hold your beer.

The Doctrines Of The Damned
The wicked shitThe wicked shitThe wicked shitThe wicked shitI can't remember being born so I must be eternalI am the Lord Lucifer and these are my journalsNow did I say that I was Lucifer, did I lieOnly you can be tellin' me through reflections of your eyesMy concept is to bring you these doctrines of mineThe time I've been here, the ones that fear, till the end of timeYou're livin' your lives in the motherfuckin' darkLet me show you levels of conscienceness to tear that ass apartI will tear at your motherfuckin' heart, I will make you understandNonetheless did you think I was a manCome and see me at my gatherings and genocideThe answers are in front of you, why would I lieAm I a deceiver with the serpents tongueOr am I nothing but your savior from a cross I was hungOr am I just a normal man that's just gone insaneFrom my life full of tribulations and painListen to my doctrines of the damned, let me have your handLet me show you my world, let me show you who I amCause I'm damned just l

This Is My Prayer For The Suffering...
God, I'm saying a prayerfor those in pain,for those who grieveand those in chains.I'm asking for mercyfor the innocents who'vedied by the scoresand for those far away from home,fighting a war.Please help the homelesswhose beds are made of stone,those out of work,and those who are alone.Ease the suffering ofthe victimsthat no one can hear,the battered wives and childrenwho're drowning in tears.Wrap your loving arms aroundthe aged, ill, and meek.Give strength and hopeto the suffering and weak.

Is It Really Worth It?
As I sit here in my lonely room, reflecting on recent events , I am forced to consider the following. After extending all that I have to the people around me, and I do mean everything including mind, body, and soul as well as money , I can not for the life of me understand why it is that a simple " Thank You " never comes to mind for these people. I did not ask for or want anything in return. I didn't do it to have something to hold over someone's head, I didn't do it for any type of accolade, I did it out of genuine concern and compassion. I am truly selfless in this act. I do it to help those a little less fortunate get a little firmer grip on their situation. I am sincere in my desire to be a good friend and helping those in need breath a little easier. With that being said, now that I have extended myself to these people they are nowhere to be found. They don't call, they don't answer my calls, and are never home when I stop by. I am not hounding these people, I am trying to find

Weird
You ever wonder bout your family and stuff? I did. I had heard about some of the people connected to me through such ties, but not a lot. So one day i just as a larf decided to look up one of them. Kenneth Anger, who i had only really heard of cause they did that show a few years back based on hollywood babylon, right? VH1 i think. Anyway. it tripped me out how much stuff the guy has done. He knew jean cocteau? and jimmy page? wow. Wish Id gotten to know him at all, he must be one of the people nearby where my grandparents lived, right? They were always talking about their neighbors, the ones they knew. Anyway. My grandmother who apparently was his sister is gone now and I soon to join her so its irrelevant, but its somehow a stranger world now I bothered to look into it all.

To The Bat Tank!
So yea, ever have one of those days(and I suppose I'm speaking to all enlisted people here), where you run into something that makes you say fuck this civilian shit. I'm glad I'm in the fucking army(or what ever service you're in)? Either way I'm havin one of those momenets. I could be an army snob and say I'm a 19Kilo and leave the rest of you to guessing, but I'm not that big of a dick at the moment. Big fancy way of saying I run Abrams tanks. *Takes a shot* Here's to the Army kids!

First Introduction
Iam 48 years young and I want to emigrate to US in the next 2 years. Of course I like to drive bikes like harley what you can see here: USA Motorradreisen und Motorradtouren in Amerika And I'am looking for some new contacts for my idea to support a online nutrition shop like this one: Aloe Vera Produkte und Kosmetik So please feel free to sent me comments and ideas and don't look to serious to my grammar. I didn't had much time in the past to improve it. Thanks for your pacience and kind regards from Germany Guenni

Fear
My heart is filled with painMy mind is filled with doubtMy emotions are spinningI can not stop cryingI can not see straightI do not want to liveI want to just go to sleep and never wake upI am thinking about us and my pastThe past few nights all I have had is nightmaresI do not want to remember them but I amYou tell me how you don't know meI tell you who I amI do not think you are going to like itI just don't want to lose youNeverless, you say you need to knowWhy can't you be happy with who I am nowI am going to scream and go numb, when I tell youI am going to change just a little moreEverytime I tell this life storyI want to run and hide, but there is no where to goFor I know that I am going to scare you awayJust promise I will not lose youI have lost to many by nowJust hold me while I tell youI know I am not going to be quit sane afterwardCan you live with me?Now knowing my painKnowing my FearsKnowing my deepest secertsKnowing my whole life storyEnding the pain is all I wantNeverless

Forever
Forever is love,annexed with time,existing now,the memories they define.Forever is being,coupled in reverie,undivided I exist,with my time's beauty.Now is gone,then is here,time is anon,love is inertly clear.Forever is love,with inertia it rides,through the vast space,of our soul, and of our mind.Tommy, you are forever,like a prism for seeing,you complete my view of forever,and you make forever worth being...I love you baby =)-To Tommy-From Trisha, my love, forever

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Unreal, Unhealthy.
We've got a problem here.Someone's cheek sweat is chaffing my thighShe's good... she's better than good, she's great. Still got no idea who the fuck she is, or why she'd have anything to do with a skinny ginger like me. No stupid porno shit, nothing her friends told her I'd think would feel good.Why the fuck do women think they'd know anyway?Blind leadin the fuckin blind- just respond, or better yetfucking listen.You give me cues, I'll return the favor, whatever gets these pocket rockets to fire faster. Guys don't sit around and tissle and teehee about this shit, because we already know its like finding a retarded cow in a minefield full of more cows. Yeah, you think I just said something crazy, but its true.Also, I kinda wanted to make this last, so I had to go somewhere else.Thinkin about cows stepping on landmines was better than baseball, or focusing real REAL hard on a color. I dunno why that works, but it does, but innevitably I think about the girl, and a field of that colo

Our Hh Tonight
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Pampered Chef Party
The other day I went to a Pampered Chef's party with a friend. I did not know the other ladies but my friend did. It was a pretty pleasant time. It was kind of boring for me but I held in there. Listened to all that was said. I Looked at all the different things they have for your kitchen. This thing here will help eliminate spills. This one will keep the food from sticking or burning.About half way through the party I had to take my shoes off. I had worn a pair of sandals. They are sandy colored and open toed. They let my feet breathe and show just enough footage to be sexy as hell to the ladies who loved looking at my feet.The lady who was hosting the party had done the same thing. I didn't notice at first that she had been checking out my feet as much as I had been checking hers out. We were at her house. She has a pretty nice looking home. It's an old house with Victorian style moldings and columns on the outside and inside.Anyways, I stretched myself out to get more comfortable an

Poetry
I wrote this for someone special... You know who you are Kinky Call! Another night of no sleep Laying in my bed alone Wicked thoughts cross my mind As I hear the ringing phone I pick it up and hear a voice The voice of the man I need Wondering if he’ll realize I want him to plant his seed The talk is simple “how are you?” Are you lying in your bed As passion grows within me And a fantasy feels my head My fingers start to fondle My nipples harden with desire You ask me what I’m doing And say come light my fire You tell me your cock is hard And I blush as if you knew My fingers touching lower My clit is hard for you Our moans go deeper gasping For the passion to last all night Imagining your cock inside me I fantasize the thought I hear a groan outside my window Then a quick and anxious knock… With a moan and gasp you say to me Baby open the door and suck my cock… I open the door with nothing on And you lean down to kiss me… I say wait, And

Random Thoughts.
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a crush is just a crush untill it never goes awaythat when you have an illness and it called a forever crushlove for the young lady as a fresh man in my high school dayseven to today i still thing about you im addicted to you imagenever really got to knew you i was a shy boy at the age of 13moma told me never cross the scrimagewhen it comes to girls she they just want wont you got and that not the sex but the moneyso back all i did was try to ingore her writing answer on paper ending my sentences with a dotbut i can get you out of my mind my soul is dieingi need and angel to left me up from the place to new hieghtand i think you can do thatif i was back in school again i swear i just pull you to me and get what i want i hold you tightbut thats impossible so i'll just think of you as my forever crush.... when we did talked it was specialyou ask me "where i'm from"and i said "Africka"you smiled then laughedi was a nerd so i went back to doing my mathyou said"why you aint talking nomore"

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Losing A Friend
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End Of The Year Blog
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I'm doing a photobook project through the 52 weeks of this year, and the theme is 52 nudes. I'm not going for artistic nudes OR hot/sexy nudes. Rather, the idea is fun and silly nudes. I want to basically show how much fun being naked and silly is, and I plan on putting it all together into a book in Jan 2011. So, as far as subjects go, I'm looking for just any gender, age, or body type so long as the individual is of age and doesn't have clothes on. The person can be covered up with hands, pots/pans, whatever... just not with clothes. Stuff like this, just without clothes: I think I already have the first month booked, but I'll definitely be on the hunt for new subjects through the year as 52 is a big number. I'll probably be needing to repeat some subjects now and again, but I'm striving for as few repeats as possible. So, if you or somebody you know is maybe up for it, you know how to find me.

Warning: 2010 Census - Cautions From The Better Business Bureau
Be Cautious About Giving Info to Census Workers by Susan Johnson With the U.S. Census process beginning, the Better Business Bureau (BBB) advises people to be cooperative, but cautious, so as not to become a victim of fraud or identity theft. The first phase of the 2010 U.S. Census is under way as workers have begun verifying the addresses of households across the country. Eventually, more than 140,000 U.S. Census workers will count every person in the United States and will gather information about every person living at each address including name, age, gender, race, and other relevant data. The big question is - how do you tell the difference between a U.S. Census worker and a con artist? BBB offers the following advice: ** If a U.S. Census worker knocks on your door, they will have a badge, a handheld device, a Census Bureau canvas bag, and a confidentiality notice. Ask to see their identification and their badge before answering their questions. However, you should never invite

Pot Shrinks Tumors; Government Knew In '74 (repost)
In 1974 researchers learned that THC, the active chemical in marijuana, shrank or destroyed brain tumors in test mice. But the DEA quickly shut down the study and destroyed its results, which were never replicated -- until now. The term medical marijuana took on dramatic new meaning in February, 2000 when researchers in Madrid announced they had destroyed incurable brain tumors in rats by injecting them with THC, the active ingredient in cannabis.The Madrid study marks only the second time that THC has been administered to tumor-bearing animals; the first was a Virginia investigation 26 years ago. In both studies, the THC shrank or destroyed tumors in a majority of the test subjects.Most Americans don't know anything about the Madrid discovery. Virtually no major U.S. newspapers carried the story, which ran only once on the AP and UPI news wires, on Feb. 29, 2000.The ominous part is that this isn't the first time scientists have discovered that THC shrinks tumors. In 1974 researchers

Feed.....
Feed....verse1I never knew my fatherI guess I should feel badMy mother never mentioned himI guess I shlould feel madI was known as the poor kidWho lived down the streetYou'd look at me and spitand laugh at my defeatchoursyou've made me this way Constantly feeding on hate Maybe i can break you Just another day verse2I dont need your sympathyCause I feed off your hateIt turns into my energyand throws it back in your faceNow you need my sympathyand I dont need your hateThis is saying thant you but the thanks came to latechoursx2verse3This is how you made meYou made me feel this way This time I wont thank you but maybe i can break youYou will cease the laughingand i will cease the shameYour at the end of the line and I'm through this gamechours once then fade out of music

I'm Very Fancy
I am fancy.I am a much more cultured and resplendent individual than you. Women like fancy men. As such, I am required to have fancy things. I drive a fancy car. I like espresso (those are fancy Italian coffees). I like quiche (those are fancy Fraunch foods). And I like to shop at fancy boutiques (boutiques are Fraunch too).Living in Phoenix, it is hard to find good fancy things. Thus, I was very happy when I drove past a place called Apollo and Hyacinth Adult Boutique and Video. I am intrigued by this notion of an “adult” boutique. Because really, too many boutiques cater to cutesy children stuff. And I am not a cutesy child. No, I am a fancy lad.I like to say “lad” because it makes me sound more Britishey and fancy.The name “Apollo and Hyacinth” sounds fancy. I think it is probably fancier than most boutiques because hardly any others carry video. I assume these are videos about Fraunce, Englandia, and other fancy places. I could always further my

A Gift.
I was sent a gift on here by someone I don't know. In it they made a comment about the person that use to own me and then linked me to a blog. Guess I missed something.....ugh. Figures. Too bad I can't view the blog, I'm not "allowed".

Ramblings
1. I got up way too early today. I'm not use to beging up at 6:30. I totally enjoy that extra hour of sleep. 2. Coffee is my friend. Just wondering why it makes me pee so much. =/ 3. I can multi task fairly well. Nothing like having 2 tabs open and 2 different web browsers open. ;] 4. Farmville on Facebook is addictive. I just wish I could fan the damn application already. I want to expand my farm. 5. People that know math turn me on. 6. I love my friends!!!!!!!

Say Nothing
What is there to say when you have nothing to say? Sitting wondering what to scribble down as a thought. What happens when all thought has left you and you sit and wonder why care at all. Why say something when there is nothing to be said. Why always is that there has to be a respons, when there is none. The world is nothing but empty thoughts and plans. What makes this world go round is what i hate about it. The constent need for something to be happening, for the drama to kick in. Thats ok, ill be the one sitting in the back laughing at all of you. Thats why i ask, so why try. Ill take my lonley place in the back. Dont worry about me, im no trouble. In all i just dont care enough. Thats why i will be the one sitting in the back laughing at the insanity most people call real life. Well guess i did have a thought so thats all for now. Later

The Truth
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU . Be honest with your answers 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = Fuckin amazin 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = i wanna fuck

When Loneliness Consumes The Soul
Alone at night when darkness falls and the lack of life echoes through the halls The only sound; the heart rending silence left in the wake that seeks to drive me from this place The silence left with the absence of love, that precious gift bestowed from above With tears glistening throughout my eyes I stare blankly at all the lies The words that rended the lives in twain, such passion, desire, left only pain And through agonies blissful cry Im trapped inside and wish to die With mournful steps I go through life, a shell of the man consumed by strife And yet I still hear loves call, lost in the distance of it all Darkness encroaching, consuming the life with love approaching My love lost to me, locked inside my shell as my agony draws me down to my personal Hell My eyes lift to the heavens and I cry out, of fear, of doubt My agony so profound as the loneliness of my soul resounds As I still seek to find the woman to complete me, the one who will be mine

Clarification
I dont know how long it's been since I've wrote a deeper, or more personal blog. I've found myself many of times writing one, and just typing things out was enough for me and I didnt publish those entries. However, today and this blog is different. This is something I want people to know and understand and grasp. I still get a lot of questions about Matt and I and I realize I haven't opened up a lot about it, but in my defense it's really nobody's business. Matt and I didn't work out. It fell apart underneath both of our feet, for reasons neither of us saw coming. That I know. I have no ill will for him and can say without hesitation I know he feels the same. Life hit him hard, and it wasn't right for him or I. I love him. I will always love him. I dont believe you can love somebody that deeply or have somebody be that big apart of your life that they don't touch you and take a piece of your heart when they're no longer there whatever the reason may be. There's a quote I fully, and

Dr. David Barton Is More Of A Historian Than A Biblical Speaker
Dr. David Barton is more of a historian than a Biblical speaker, but very famous for his knowledge of historical facts as well as Biblical truths. Dr. David Barton--On Obama Respect the office? Yes. Respect the man in the office? No, I am sorry to say. I have noted that many elected officials, both Democrats and Republicans, called upon America to unite behind Obama. Well, I want to make it clear to all who will listen that I AM NOT uniting behind Obama! I will respect the office which he holds, and I will acknowledge his abilities as an orator and wordsmith and pray for him, BUT that is it. I have begun today to see what I can do to make sure that he is a one-term president! Why am I doing this? It is because: - I do not share Obama's vision or value system for America; - I do not share his abortion beliefs; - I do not share his radical Marxist's concept of redistributing wealth; - I do not share his stated views on raising taxes on those who make $150,000+ (the ceiling

The Man Law
The Man Law 1. Cheat until you get caught! Never be faithful! Its just not man like! 2. Drink until she looks good! 3. Two is always better than one! 4. Lie and do not under any circumstances admit to shit! If you get caught ^^^^^ MEN, THIS IS A LAW. YOU MUST ABIDE BY THE LAW. IF NOT, YOU ARE NOT A MAN!!! Have a nice day! :-) -Charlie

Sharing A Few Words That Have Touched My Spirit And Sharing With You...
the following message i recieved a few days ago...and i would love to share w you... so much has transpired in the last year...and to b honest only the closest FEW really know the truth... but a lesson i have learned and would like to finally open my mouth and shre is written in these words and i hope it may touch your spirit has it has mine... something stired within my soul aching for change, wanting me to let go. the wind howled and the oceans churned, and sent a lesson then was soon learned. the friends i have, the ones that held me fast, will never be forgotten, for it is thier friendship that lasts. hoep you dont mind a ghost wondering thru to say hello. i had lost my key but am now back along with this message i recieved from a young lady that found me when i first joined, ppl who found me also when i first joined have turned out to be kindred spirits to mine... lesson is... there will be times when we cross paths...and granted theres either a reason a season

One Day Is All It Takes..
As he lays there peacefully sleeping, he dreams of her by his side, walking along the beach by the water. He dreams of the soft hair rubbing against his face as he holds her tight, never wanting to let her go. When he wakes she is only a dream, one that he wants to come true. The woman of his dreams has yet to appear in front of him. He is by her side, kissing and holding her tight when he sleeps every night, hoping one day it will come true. Will it ever come true? He asks himself. She sleeps not making a sound, except for when she turns over dreaming of the man she wants to love and be with. When she wakes, she wonders if it will ever come true, the way she dreams of it happening. One day it will come true. One day is all it takes to make something come true. Days pass and years seem to go on forever but one day he sees her picking up some stuff at their local store. She doesn't see him at first. He walks by and acting like he is there to pick so

Windows Embedded Compact 7 Officially Announced
Windows 7 June 1, Children's Day, perhaps we are a very distant day. But for embedded developers, it is a big day, because today's COMPUTEX in Taipei Exhibition on Microsoft officially announced its embedded product line the latest one, Windows 7 Embedded Compact 7. Windows 7 Embedded Compact 7's predecessor is the well-known Windows 7 Embedded CE (abbreviated WinCE) system was, but now, with the version number of the upgrade it was renamed as Windows Embedded Compact 7. Of course, the same product code-named 7, two other heavyweight Microsoft products and Windows Phone 7 Windows 7 is now hot. The former in a short time made good sales, which is Microsoft's revolutionary mobile devices. And, more importantly, Windows 7-usb is based on the Windows 7-stickers Embedded Compact 7 Core developed. Yes, you read right, the back and a Core character. In the past, we all know that Windows 7-key-usb Mobile platform, which is based on Win CE platform and custom out of a sub-brand / product.

[don't Let Me Forget]
To go to the drug store later. Nose is goin CRAZY lately.Finally got around to ripping Plastic Beach on my PS3.And yes, I still buy music. ... well, from three bands. But that's not important. Nothing is important right now. Man, ranting is a lot harder when you're breathing through your eyes. What did I want to talk about?Nothing without doctor/patient privelege. Yeah, some weird and unacceptable things have entered my mind lately. Nothing illegal or harmful, but definitely not conscious or rational. Life is better with AC. Life is better knowing I can buy food. Life is better with hobbies and distractions. But its not enough. We're still working on that.We're leaning towards soliciting. Genetic imperative and none of the bullshit.Everybody wins. Think I'm going to bed once this allergy pill kicks in. Man this is a weird album.Its almost more concepty than Demon Days.

Fusion Of Desire
The sensation of the tempestuous desire to be joined as one, captivates my mind. I surrender my soul to the heat of the moment. Your mental kiss quickens my ache for your unbound touch..wearing a web of liquid lust around me. I am captured by your will and the scent of your smooth skin against mine. I am freedom in the embrace of your skinful wholeness, twisting and turning and quaking, we are overwhelmed by each other's wet carnality. We burst together and the fire is extinguished.

Amii Stewart - Knock On Wood
I don't want to lose you This good thing That I got 'Cause if I do I will surely, surely lose a lot 'Cause your love is better Than any love I know It's like thunder and lightning The way you love me is frightening You better knock, knock on wood, baby I'm not superstitious about ya But I can't take no chance You got me spinnin', baby You know I'm in a trance 'Cause your love is better Than any love I know It's like thunder, lightning The way you love me is frightenin' You better knock, knock, knock on wood, baby Think I better knock, knock, knock on wood Think I better knock, knock, knock on wood Think I better knock, knock, knock on wood Think I better knock, knock, knock on wood Think I better knock It's no secret about it 'Cause with his lovin' touch He sees to it That I get enough With his touch all over You know it means so much It's like thunder and lightnin' The way you love me is frightenin' You better knock, knock on wood, baby Think I better knock, knock, knock on wood T

*smiles*
Johnnie Taylor - I Believe In You (johnny Taylor) The song playing brings back memories from a time when I received a transistor radio from my parents around Christmas time. I used to love to listen to the old AM stations with the various songs. One morning, my Father had came into my bedroom as I had let the radio play overnight while I sleep. My dad was just about to turn off the device until the above song started playing. He paused and listen until ended. I had pretended to be asleep, so I never asked him what made him pause- other than it was a good song. Years later, I have heard the song from time to time. It resounded the feel I felt about my wife and proceeded to pack it in a playlist and email it to her. She still cries whenever she hears it to this day.

The Doors - Riders On The Storm
Riders on the storm, riders on the stormInto this house we're born, into this world we're thrownLike a dog without a bone, an actor out on loanRiders on the stormThere's a killer on the road, his brain is squirmin' like a toadTake a long holiday, let your children playIf ya give this man a ride, sweet family will dieKiller on the road, yeahGirl ya gotta love your man, girl ya gotta love your manTake him by the hand, make him understandThe world on you depends, our life will never endGotta love your man, yeahRiders on the storm, riders on the stormInto this house we're born, into this world we're thrownLike a dog without a bone, an actor out on loanRiders on the stormRiders on the storm, riders on the stormRiders on the storm, riders on the storm

Not Always Right| When Grave Concerns Are Warranted
Electronic Store | Canada (After talking to an elderly customer about a computer and all its benefits, I try to talk to him about our in-store warranty.) Me: “So are you interested in purchasing this computer and having it protected for three years through us?” Customer: “I would be dead by then.” Me: “Then it would be a lifetime warranty.” Customer: *laughs*

Greenies
Hey fupeeps... One of my leveling requirements is blinging 10 n00bs. I got one taken care of, but need to find 9 more. So if you know of anyone who *winks* starts fresh, or if you or someone you know needs profile comments or drinks from n00bs to level (so I can bribe them to do it with bling) let me know! If nobody says anything I'll be forced to bling the random nasty pics you people comment on...

Monday September 27, 2010
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Past Blogs Help Me See My Progress..."made Your Bed"
Sunday, January 17, 2010 Made your bed Made your bed (dedicated to...Someone that thought he was better than me,,, And my stupid ass believed him) Now go and lye in it, Hide from every lye in the world that you've just spun me and others in the past 3 months.. Use your excuses all you like.. Thats right .. Guilt gets lighter if you pin your actions on someone else.. But its better to act like im the problem.. He's the problem She's the problem This time i see it was NEVER ME.. Its your way to be,,, I stuck up for you ,to get STABBED And learn that everyone was right about you.. what you pushed me to believe it was never you. You use You hurt You lye You cheat But its all right Cause you got a lye.. An alibi Go use the next guy Tell them a bunch of lyes about me Why?? Awww u need sympathy. Need people to carry you through life Proud of your accomplishment A real hero Because you never worked for anything never have everything,, Use everybody

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Ugh!
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The Power Of Love
There is no thinking person who can stand untouched today And view the world around us drifting downward to decay Without feeling deep within them a silent unnamed dread, Wondering how to stem the chaos that lies frightfully ahead... But the problems we are facing cannot humanly be solved For our diplomatic strategy only gets us more involved And our skillful ingenuity, our technology, and science Can never change a sinful heart filled with hatred and defiance... So out problems keep on growing every hour of every day As man cainly tries to solve them in his own self-willed way... But man is powerless alone to clean up the world outside Until his own polluted soul is clean and free inside... For the amazing power of love is beyond all comprehension And it alone can heal this world of its hatred and dissension.

So, You Want To Talk Politics...
So...you wanna talk Politics... So very many people have decided to make entire blogs about their opinion on politics. Well, unfortunately, my mind doesn't work on the "Single Track" method. So my Blogs are scattered about and quite random in their topics. But I figured today, I'd talk about Politics. Because I know that you readers so desperately want to throw me in the same guild as those other "writers". So I'll talk about Politics. First things first. The Government isn't as messed up as you think it is. The Government isn't the problem. Think about it. We choose who runs the government, so if there's a problem with it, who's to blame? That's right, the Government is fine, the People are fucked. Don't yell about how a politician is doing things wrong and how he/she/it isn't working for the good of the people. You and your peers elected him. Even if you didn't vote FOR him, you were part of the Election and thusly are to blame. Long live

To My Daughter
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Peoms
YOU DON’T KNOW You don't know, but I am the mom who cries every morning and hopes every night for his safe return. I am the mom that drags herself out of bed every morning so that he will be proud of her when he comes home. You don't know but I am the mom with a million things to say, but none will come out without the thought of him. I am the mom who checks her phone every 5 seconds just to make sure I haven't missed his call. I am the mom who stops and stares and wishes for him to return soon each and everytime another man in uniform walks by. You don't know that when he left a part of me went with him and a part of him stayed with me. What you don't realize is that I understand the true meaning of not only love but of longing and anticipation. You don't see, but I am one of the few who gets goose bumps and choke back the tears as my heart fills with pride everytime I hear the national anthem play. I am one of those moms that will stand tall and stay strong on the out

Friends Become Enemies, Lovers And Fast Times... The Second Flight Of The Phoenix
Are you entertained yet? Do you hate my guts? am I a monster for what I have done? Judge me accordingly for the moment but do not pass final judgement on me until you have taken a walk in my shoes. I had girlfriends in the past but they were far and few, the pain I suffered from the loss of my wife and daughter was horrid. Phantom fire trucks raced in my head all through this time, all I wanted was death, all I needed were bullets. When you stumbled across my page I told you I was a real motherfucker, and I stand true to that claim. I am real because I do not fear to tell you where I have been and where I am going. Every word typed here within my page is true. I have nothing to hide. I am going to be a warrior, a soldier and I want my story told just in case something somehow happens to me along the way. As I have stated before I am not proud of what I have done, though sometimes I may seem like I am boasting or being cocky. this is how I felt at that moment, this is the truth. I leav

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Forever And Always
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