Unconditional Love
I feel myself falling, as you are seemingly stalling...Not wanting to trust me yet, if we don't pursue this, we may live to regret, missing the true bliss....of eachother.
I dream of us holding eachother, kissing, whispering, caressing one another. I understand you're hesitance, but in my heart you've forever taken residence.
I catch myself pondering, my heart never wandering, from your love touch, I am taken by your lips so lush. You give me butterflies and make my pulse rush.
I dream of waking in your arms, with absolutely no fear of harm, never having cause for alarm. Everything is gonna be alright, until we awake to the morning light.
I have got this feeling.....that my heart didn't need stealing. I believeI gave to you for free, what beforeothers would beg of me.
You melted down my defenses and all my protectionwent down since the second night of conversation I was overtaken by my imaginationof what it would be like to be your girland let you take for a whirl.
My love for you so strong, like the birds in spring chirping their song, as great as the day is long, I am right where I belong. When I am with you this I know, I will forever love you so.
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Des Moines
I called just to hear your voice
across hundreds of miles.
You said call,
and I did
because I needed to smile.
I wish that we could be together,
and your voice be in my ear.
God only knows if that will happen, for only He has the right to steer
our lives in that direction
toward the right path
so that we may reach our destination.
I hope that one day He will lead me to you,
while at the same time He leads He leads you to me
so that we may be together
and live our lives free
of the constraints of distance and time,
without any reason or rhyme.
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I didn't know what to think
after talking with you last night,
My heart and mind are all a jumble
Though I tried to control it with all my might.
I know you will always be here in my heart,
because I still have the space that I made for you from the start.
You may have moved on and I know that you're doing fine,
so this is why I am going to step away quietly and should you ever change your mind,
then just pick up the phone or write me a note
because Lovee I promise you, I mean every word that I wrote.
Maybe we were just meant to meet and learn from one another
but I find this hard to believe because I still suffer
from the ache of not having you in my life,
never to be by my side
I see that you've moved on
and that is why
by your wishes I will abide.
I will leave you alone
not contact you anymore
but sweetheart if you ever need me
you know I'll be there.
You have my numbers,
you will always have my heart and soul
until the Earth turns itself inside out
and becomes a black hole.
Just because I said goodbye
in the harsh way that I did
please understand it was not me
just as I understand that what you said was not you.
I do not write this with these fancy words
to try to win you back
I realize it is too late for that,
but I feel it's the only way I can attack
these emotions I feel inside
without bursting into tears
I want you to know how I feel
and this is the only way I can say it
and not feel like I will live to regret it for years.
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I'm just the woman
who craves your affection
the one who you met
at the intersection
of love and trust
someday, someway we must
have somehow parted ways
but all the time we spent apart
my heart never went astray
Though physically with someone else
you always had my heart and soul.
Always and forever, never ceasing,
I have no control.
My heart has begun it's uphill journey toward increasing
the feelings of love
that were never decreasing
It made it so much harder to wake everyday
only to know I'd never hear you say
"I Love You
Forever and Always,
Until Time Stands Still
As the Sun Burns
All the Nights and All the Days."
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If I could stretch my arms
far and wide
I know they'd be wrapped around you
because it is by my heart that my body does abide.
I know that you need me now
and you will never be denied
for even if I m not there in body
you can always find me if you look deep inside.
I wish we could be together
sooner than when is planned
but The Almighty and Father Time will work that out
although it depends on the speed of Father Time's sand,
it has forever been in His hands
when addressing the gestures that work out His masterful plan.
