Fubar Blog Posts 3

Case Of The Ex
It's hard to admit to yourself That you've fallen out of love Because it was so special It was agony to lose it Physical pain to see it slip away Now only bittersweet memories All thats left, to my regret I wish I could change how I feel Because everything became confusing Everything's conflicted But how to turn back the clock? How to flip the pages back? And though I no longer have your arms around me I no longer have those chains tying me down And though I'm standing alone I'm standing ON my own Will you miss me when I'm gone? Will you even know that I've left? Will you realize that I won't be back? Because I've had it, I'm through Finish the chapter, close the book The end is here, time for a new beginning All alone, but on my own, free of you You can push me, but you can't control me I have only one regret and only one wish I miss the caring, the love we shared I wish I hadn't fallen out of love with you But what can I do? I can't turn around and start

Breath
This is a new blog for me since like feburary but I need to get these thoughts out of my head. I feel like I have a whole where my heart should be. He has taken the breath away from me and I feel like I am dying and I want out. Have you ever cared so much that it gets to a point that there is nothing left of you because you have given all you are to show someone how much you care? Well no more. I am starting over and starting new I want something better for my life and I am tired of feeling dead. He says that I kill him daily... Well I hate to break it to him I have died ever day for the past year and he has done nothing to take the pain away. I don't hate him. I am just angry. He wants another woman, someone as he puts it that won't hurt him or betray him. WELL HE BETRAYED ME SO MANY TIMES....... , why does it matter anymore but apparently to him it does. He has feelings for another woman and wants someone with a better body, pretty, and younger. I am too ugly, too fat, and just not e

News
First of all, Happy July! I can hardly believe it, time has really flown by. It's been 3 years since high school. 3 YEARS!!! wow. It might not seem like a long time to some people, but I can remember thinking "May 04, can it come any sooner?” Now here I am in college thinking the same "can May 08 come any sooner?" I'm not sure why I want it to end. I don't wanna get my Master's, but other than that I'm still pretty clueless about what I’m going to do after school. I’ve invested so much time, money and effort, and in some ways it’ll be sad to see it all end. But it will end regardless of whether I’m really ready for it to or not. I've thrown some ideas around, but nothing has really jumped out and said, "that's the ticket!” I've thought about sticking with my major, Supply Chain Management, in short Purchasing, or maybe I'll venture into real estate. Anybody have any thoughts?

Emerald Lament
COPYWRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US Emerald Lament Obsidian passion peeling coming loose falling in a magnificent flutter of dirty snow flakes transparent like poorly constructed lies gathering gracefully upon the doorstep. Our stars are cloaked blended away from all the illuminating city lighting bleeding into the sky akin to scarlet roses laid against insipid pastels— an advertisement for sex spirits the finest bourbon and cigarettes available to man. Grievances shall be taken in silence not a word to be spoken, swallowed like the miserable pill taken before bed— our secrets will sleep with us intrusive through the weave of dreams, a forget-me-not of uncontrollable expressions hidden and repressed rage! bottled away with so much sadness.

Shit.
so i still feel like shit. i cut all my hair off. all i do is sleep and cry. sleep and cry. what a life- got dumped; lied to; and now my ex all ready found someone else. yeah this sucks. life sucks. my hair sucks. Im going to end up getting fired from work. People think im crazy- im not; just really hurt. i dont need medicine.. i dont need a doctor.. well, i might. but; i need the love i had back- and her arms around mine.. mine around hers.. my lips kissing hers.. her body on mine- are ya catching me here.. I just want LaTisha back! She's my everything.. I'd do ANYTHING to just have her back.. and i mean that. im going insane here; but.. what can ya do.. people are sick of me crying; it's what helps me- and i dont care. Sorry im a human and I have feelings. Im going to bed.

Apoligy
ok not sure wat happen but for those of u who think i abandend u i have not ok i was incarserated for a bit and if that bothers u so be it.... and actually right now im going through a few problems so i maybe on but just not with it so i apoligize for those who think i have... im just very bored and very well....lonely tired watever.... so again im sorry..... thanks tongue......

Itching.
My soul is itching. Itching for someone to pique it's curiousity. It hasn't happened in so long. I want to find someone who makes me want to be a better person...someone who inspires me at the deepest of intellectual, emotional, romantic, and spiritual levels... I miss that growth that comes from knowing someone so well...that you might just know them better than you know yourself.

Family Members
GOOD MORNING EVERYONE HAPPY SATURDAY .. NOW ON TO WHY I AM POSTING ... WE ALL AGREED THAT NO MORE FAMILY MEMBERS WOULD BE ENTERING A NEW CONTEST TILL AFTER THE 31ST OF JULY BECAUSE OF ALL NEEDING A VERY LONG OVER DUE REST FROM BOMBING .. ANYONE ENTERING A NEW CONTEST , IF ANY MEMBER WISHES TO HELP YOU THEN THEY MAY BUT UNTILL FURTHER NOTICE IT IS NOT REQUIRED OF THEM .. THIS CAME FROM WILDMAN55 & HITMAN6 HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND

The Wicker Chair
The Wicker Chair By Eva Rosenberg During my senior year in college, I took a marketing class taught by a cantankerous old man. On the first day of class, he made some predictions. First, he said we would always remember his name. Visualize a jack-o'-lantern in the seat of a wicker chair - and you will always remember Jack Wickert. Second, he said most people would fare very badly in this class because he had no patience with students who don't do the assignments and follow instructions. Last, there would be no more than three As out of the forty students in the class. He made us sweat all semester. No doubt, we learned something about creative avenues for marketing products. He taunted and jeered at us and called us airheads. This was a night class. Everyone worked full-time. By 7:00 p.m., we were tired - imagine how we felt at 10:00 p.m. after being beaten up for three hours! Mr. Wickert scheduled the final exam for the second-to-last week of the sem

Society
Why is it as humans we are so fast to judge others cause of their looks or income? But yet we hate it when others judge us? So for those of you who judge based on looks or income, you may be missing out on somebody that could change your life FOREVER, so be careful when passing judgement on others cause the person of your dreams could walk on by without you ever knowing them.

A Prayer
Hey everyone who are my friend, i am begging u guys to pray for a verry good friend mine, His name is Jhon Doyle and he's in a coma right now. They said it dont look good cause his heart keeps on failing on him and all we can do is pray for him. so please all of u who calls their self my friends...please pray for him... he needs to get better

Sex I Q
You have a sexual IQ of 141 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

One Moment
There are many moments in friendship, as in love, when silence is beyound words. The faults of our friends may be clear to us, but it is well to seem to shut our eyes to them. Friendship is usually treated by the majority of mankind as an everlasting thing which will survive all manner of bad treatment. But this is an exceedingly great and foolish error; it may die in a hour of a single word careless spoken. Forgive and restore the friendship....

Trapped Soldier
I'M STUCK IN A PLACE CALLED CONFUSED LOST IN IT AS MISUNDERSTOOD AND USED WHERE AM I TO DWELL? EXCEPT AROUND ME I SEE HELL TENTS AND COUGHTS ARE MY HOME A LAND OF DIRT IS WHERE I ROAM MY CLOTHES ARE DARK BROWN AND WHITE SO I CAN HIDE EASY OUT OF SIGHT MY BOOTS IS WHAT I WEAR THEY HURT MY FEET AND MAKE THEM TEAR ON MY HEAD IS A PROTECTIVE HAT FROM THE SUN WHERE I'M AT A CHORE IS NEVER DONE AT NIGHT IS DARK WHERE YOU SHIVER NO ISLAND AROUND OR EVEN A RIVER ALL I SEE IS DARKNESS VERY FAR NO MOON OR EVEN A STAR NO BIRDS FLYING OR EVEN BEES OR SQUIRRELS CLIMBING THE TREES MY GUN IS MY BEST FRIEND OH! HOW MUCH I WISH THIS COULD END THE LANGUAGE THE PEOPLE HERE SPEAK IS HARDLY THE SAME THEY JUST STICK THEIR NOSES UP AND GIVE US THE BLAME AT NIGHT I SLEEP TRAPPED INSIDE THAT I'M LOST NOWHERE TO HIDE MY FEELINGS ARE DEEP AND SOMETHING I DON'T WANT TO YEARN SEEING DEATH AROUND ME WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN I'M RID OF A PLACE NOT SAFE TO ME I JUST WANT TO BE WITH MY FAMILY

Quote For The Day
Up to a point in a mans life is shaped by environment, heredity, and movements and changes in the world about him. Then there comes a time when it lies within his grasp to shape the clay of his life into the sort of thing he wishes to be. Only the weak blame their parents, lack of good fortune, or the quirks of fate. Everyone has it within his power to say, "This I am today, that I will be tomorrow." Louis L'Amour

Fubar ....the Official New Name For Ct!
FUBAR.......you might as well call it like you see it, the new name sounds like most of the activities that take place on CT..GREAT reason to change the name and hey we can all wear it proudly for "FUBAR"(Future Users Be Aware of All Repercussions)????????????? that said..Fubar users unite..(recognize the sarcasm please) Enjoy the "Fubar Keg?".. I'm going to chat with my "FUBAR FRIENDS?" Don't forget the "FUBAR wifey and husband?" I am a FUBAR USER, PLEASE sign on for quality service!!!!!! ************************************************ FU:Fucked Up, pretty special for a family oriented site..I mean WTF, cut the childlike monitoring and the rest of the bullshit,and entertain the fact that this is an Adult site ************************************************ PLEASE NOTE: CT IS NOT MY LIFE, I'm simply pointing out the fact, that they could make things easier for all of us , Admin included..Keep in mind who's paying for this "WE Are"..I wouldn't give a shit if they called this

My Account Might Be Deleted
Well friends, this may be the last time you hear from me. Not sure? Seems the good folks here at CT are GOD and they decided that if I put up one more NSFW photo without tagging it, I will be deleted without warning! Let's see, I have done numerous blasts $$$, 2 happy hours $$$ and pay for a VIC $$$ which is all money in the A'holes pocket! Oops! Is that nsfw? I better watch out! What the F***? You are allowed to put up pictures of yourself naked but if you don't tag them, it is wrong. See the double standard here anyone? I could really give a F*** about the points anymore anyway! Ooh, what do levels and cherry dollars get you anyway? NOTHING! Can't get past level 25 anyway. So tell me, what is the point of this whole point system? Stupid! Maybe I should ask for approval from God, I mean Baby J, if a picture is inappropriate before I put it up? Let's see, if I show cleavage, am I going to get deleted? I am not really sure what they consider inappropriate b

Native American Proverbs V
A brave man dies but once - a coward, many times - Iowa The man who gives his opinion freely should be ready to fight fiercely - Iowa Trouble no man about his religion. Respect his views and demand he respect yours - Shawnee He who would do great things should not attempt to do them alone - Seneca Man has responsibility, not power - Tuscarora Cherish youth and trust old age - Pueblo Be satisfied with needs instead of wants - Tenton Sioux Do not only point the way, but lead the way - Sioux Men in search of a myth will usually find one - Pueblo God teaches birds to make nests, yet the nests of all birds are not alike - Duwamish A shady path breeds mud - Hopi Teachers not only teach, but also learn - Sauk

What It Feels Like For A Girl
Madonna =b (spoken) Girls can wear jeans And cut their hair short Wear shirts and boots cause its ok to be a boy But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading cause you think that being a girl is degrading But secretly youd love to know what its like Wouldnt you What it feels like for a girl Silky smooth Lips as sweet as candy, baby Tight blue jeans Skin that shows in patches Strong inside but you dont know it Good little girls they never show it When you open up your mouth to speak Could you be a little weak Chorus: Do you know what it feels like for a girl Do you know what it feels like in this world For a girl Hair that twirls on finger tips so gently, baby Hands that rest on jutting hips repenting Hurt thats not supposed to show And tears that fall when no one knows When youre trying hard to be your best Could you be a little less (chorus) (chorus, prefixing 3rd line with what it feels like) Strong inside but you dont know it Good

Now I Understand Why The Trouble Started Look At This!
NOW IT BECOMING CLEAR WHY THIS BULLCRAP WAS INVENTED! THEY WANT A STASH CLUB AND THEY WANT MY MEMBERS! WELL YOU GOT ONE THING RIGHT THESE ARE THE BEST PEOPLE IN HERE! AND THEY DO ROCK! CAN,T BLAME YOU GIRLIE,S I WOULD WANT TO STEAL THEM TOO IF I WAS THAT KIND OF PERSON.... YOU HAVE TRIED TO RUIN ME AND STEAL MY MEMBERS BUT MY TRUE FRIENDS WILL SEE THROUGH THIS LOL CHECK THIS OUT AND FOR ALL OF YOU WHOM THEY EMAILED AND SENT THEIR LIES TOO HAVE A GOOD LAUGH AND FOR THE ONES WHO BELIEVE THIS CRAP YOU NEED TO JOIN THEM!!subject: NEW STASH CLUB STARTING post date: 2007-07-20 11:23:45 views: 1 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Carla and myself are starting a new stash club. We will be calling it the C & T Stash Club. If you are interested, let me or Carla know. The only rules to the club are: 1. Have fun with it! 2. If you are asked to help people level, and you are online, please try and help, because your turn to level will come. Now, as far as your primary pic,

Selfish Me
When I was washing the dishes after the evening meal with my family (in-laws were here) I just thought that I no longer belong to myself. The thought was pretty painful. As a child I belonged to my mother (and father for some time), after the marriage – to my husband and myself (but not only to myself), now there‘s one more addition – my daughter, who feels she owns me day and night (don’t get me wrong, I adore her). So I just thought that there was almost no time I belonged only to myself. Do I sound selfish? Maybe, but I have a right to feel what I feel. No matter the judgments. Another thought. Ok, I‘m married. So what? Does that mean I give up and stop being myself? Should I change to let him like/love me more? How do I know what‘s better? I‘ve been down and low for a few days. I know he doesn‘t like many things about me. He also knows I do not adore him as before. Crisis? Yes. Changes? Needed. But why only me? A selfish thought again. I am selfish. I want to be one. So what now

Do You Get What It Takes????????????
Alright ladies, it's time to see if you have what it takes to claim the title of FUBARs' Top Pimpette! Unique Dream is holding a contest to decide just which of you ladies is The Lady! It is simple. Rules: Must have a salute photo. Pic cannot be NSFW! No drama of any kind! Comment bombing and self bimbing allowed. No down rating. Points System: Photo Rates= 10 points per rate. Photo Comment= 1 point per comment *At end of contest the winners are decided after total points are added.* Prizes: 1st Place: 7day Blast or 1month VIF 2dn Place: 3day Blast 3rd Place: $20,000 shopping spree. (in gift shop) *Contest will run exactly one week (7days) from the time it opens. I will open the contest as soon as i have enough Ladies to join.* -If u wish to join please send the link to your pic you wish to enter to me via Fmail- For any questions please contact: ~Unique Dream ~@ CherryTAP Pimp Juice Ringtone - Nelly Music Video CodesFlash Games

How Many...
Q & A - Take 2 Q. You asked me how many men I have slept with. (This is a bit personal, but I don't mind answering since you were able to ask without being a pig about it.) A. I fooled around like most do, but I can count the number of play sessions on one hand leading up to the loss of my virginity. In my 27 years of life I am proud to say that I have only had sexual intercourse with one man. I met him when I was 19 years old and fresh out of high school. He and I are now married and will celebrate our 6th wedding anniversary this September. For our story click here xoxo K. :::IF YOU HAVE A QUESTION YOU WOULD LIKE ME TO ANSWER SEND ME A MESSAGE AND I WILL POST YOUR ANSWER HERE::: Rude or vulgar questions will be ignored. You can find a way to ask those kinds of questions tastefully.

Sinners Beware
Sisters Of St. Francis HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 10 MILES He thinks this is a figment of his imagination and drives on without a second thought....Soon he sees another sign which reads: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 5 MILES Suddenly he begins to realize that these signs are for real and drives past a third sign saying: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION NEXT RIGHT His curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot is a stone building with a small sign next to the door reading: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS He climbs the steps and rings the bell. The door is answered by a nun in a long black habit who asks, "What may we do for you my son?" He answers, "I saw your signs along the highway and was interested in possibly doing business...." "Very well my son. Please follow me." He is led through many winding passages and is soon quite disoriented.. The nun stops at a c

Disappointment
How do you deal with the fact that lately, all you've done is disappoint your family. I've always been the good kid, I've gotten amazing grades, I never got in trouble and I always did what I was told. Lately, I can't help but feel that my dad is extremely disappointed in me. He asks me what I'm going to do with my life over and over again. Just because I've decided I no longer want to go to med school doesn't mean I'm going to be a bum. I'm still going to school (yes, I have changed my major 3 times, but at least I'm trying to accomplish something neither of my parents were able to accomplish.) I guess it's hard since I'm so used to being the "good" daughter... I know they just want me to succeed, I just wish he could do it a little less negatively.

No Speakah De English
NO SPEAKAH DE ENGLISH A bus stops and 2 men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: "Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more! Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time."The lady can't take this any more, "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed pig,"she retorted indignantly. "In this country, we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives. "Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin'abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell " Mississippi'." $5.00 says you're gonna read this again!

Nine Weeks Today!!!!
Your new resident is nearly an inch long — barely the size of a grape — and weighs just a fraction of an ounce, but he's poised for rapid weight gain now that his basic physical structure is in place. He's also starting to look more and more human. His embryonic "tail" is now completely gone and his body parts — including organs, muscles, and nerves — are kicking into gear. His eyelids are fused shut and won't open until 27 weeks. He has earlobes, and by week's end, the inner workings of his ears will be complete. His upper lip is fully formed, too, and his mouth, nose, and nostrils are more distinct. The tips of his fingers are slightly enlarged where his touch pads are developing. All major joints — his shoulders, elbows, wrists, knees, and ankles — are working, enabling your baby to move his limbs. As for his heart, it has divided into four chambers now, and the valves have started to develop. External sex organs are there, but won't be distinguishable as male or female for anoth

Memo To Honorable Society Of Wolves
Just a note.... If you are in this family, and need help with a contest or anything else, please let me know. If you don't let me know, we can't help. I hear rumors that many are unhappy and wish to leave this family to join another. If that is the case, all I can say is that I'm sorry to see you go. Wolferz and I have always tried to be very supportive of this family. Again, if we aren't made aware that you are in need of help, we can't help you. Ultimately, the decision to stay or go is yours. The only thing I ask is if you have a problem with something either of us, or someone in the family has done, please come to me. I will do all I can to right the situation. This is not meant to be a desperate plea to keep you here. You must follow your own higher power, heart and destiny. Also, if you are thinking of leaving, or decide to leave, we ask that you not 'bash' this family. Again, we have done all we can to help when we can. I apologize that we don't run this family as

Kyle Doyle
We had my brothers memorial. It would have been his birthday. It's impossible to describe.. seeing pictures of your baby brother, that you have never seen before. Pictures, of his "last days". Of a party of sorts with his "brothers". I don't know.... I miss him.. Some of you haven't seen this.. I made it for him, when he was MIA. Some of you know, he was found.. He was actually found, weeks, before it was told to US. I hope that you like the video. I'm laying down for abit. I miss him alot.. Today.. just made me remember, him and my brother, Jackson...whom also, died in Iraq. And now, a close friend HERE, has decided to join the artillery. I guess you can imagine MY thoughts...tho.. I didn't share them.. he doesn't even know about my brothers. Well, I guess if he reads this.. he will.

The Six Pillars Of Character
Trustworthiness. Respect. Responsibility. Fairness. Caring. Citizenship. The Six Pillars of Character are ethical values to guide our choices. The standards of conduct that arise out of those values constitute the ground rules of ethics, and therefore of ethical decision-making. There is nothing sacrosanct about the number six. We might reasonably have eight or 10, or more. But most universal virtues fold easily into these six. The number is not unwieldy and the Six Pillars of Character can provide a common lexicon. Why is a common lexicon necessary? So that people can see what unites our diverse and fractured society. So we can communicate more easily about core values. So we can understand ethical decisions better, our own and those of others. The Six Pillars act as a multi-level filter through which to process decisions. So, being trustworthy is not enough — we must also be caring. Adhering to the letter of the law is not enough — we must accept responsibility for our action o

To Travel
The Crossraods a place where ghosts reside to whisper into the ears of travellers and interest them in their fate Hitchhiker drinks: "I call again on the dark hidden gods of blood" -Why do you call us? You know our price. It never changes. Death of you will give you life and free you from a vile fate. But it is getting late. -If I could see you again & talk w/ you, & walk a short while in your company, & drink the heady brew of your conversations, I thought -to rescue a soul already ruined. To achieve respite. To plunder green gold on a pirate raid & bring to camp the glory of old. -As the capesman faces poisoned horns and drinks red victory; the soldier, too, w/ his trophy, a pierced helmet; and the ledge-walker shuddering his way into inward grace -(laughter) Well, then. Would you mock yourself? -No. -Soon our voices must become one, or one must leave.

Help Leveling Up
If anyone would like help with leveling up send us a mail first come first served but all will be helped so long as you follow these simple rules ..... 1. You start at who ever has their name at the top unless it is you and work your way down. 2. You rate pics and stash if they have it. 3. Do NOT request to add your name to the list then not help others to level up we will be watching and asking people who has helped if you don't help your name will be removed from the list. 4. The list will be put in a blog and updated each time someone is added

What Other Importaint, Offten Used, Deffinitions...
What other importaint, offten used, deffinitions am I missing?... DEFFINITIONS: 1) BBW = Big Beautiful Women/Woman 2) BF = Boy Friend 3) BFF = Best Friend Forever 4) PM = Privet Message 5) TY = Thank You 6) BRB = Be Right Back 7) BBL = Be Back Later 8) BBS = Be Back Soon 9) TTYL = Talk To You Later 10)TTYS = Talk To You Soon 11)GF = Girl Friend 12)YW = Your welcome 13)IDK = I Don't Know 14)OMG = Oh My God/Goodness 15)OMG - OH MY GOSH/GAWD 16)STFU - SHUT THE FUCK UP -----------------------------------------------------

Michigan Or Bust Lol
HI ALL THIS IS MY 3RD TRIP THERE A (3PEAT) IF YOU WILL THE REASON ONE OF THE SWETTEST LADY’S AND A VERY CLOSE FRIEND DAUGHTERS WEDDING( WHO NEEDS A BETTER REASON TO PARTY LOL) SHE HAS BEEN TO MY HOME AND I HERS 4 FUN FILLED DAYS IN A GREAT STATE BY A GREAT LAKE WHERE WILL I BE …… OWOSSO/CORNNA ABOUT MIDDLE OF THE STATE WILL I BE ON LINE ……YES WILL I BE ON THE FUBAR…….YES ANY ONE WHO WOULD LIKE TO DO A MEET AND GREET SEND ME A MESSAGE HEADER (MEET WILD) I HAVE DONE THIS MANY TIMES THANK YOU FOR LOOKING HAVE A SUPER EVEING FROM AUG 9TH TO THE 12 TH

A Fellow Fubar Friend Lost!! (from The Bulletin Board) Not From Me.
Please heavenly father send your angels to Tims side and bring him back safely to his friends and family, he is a good man with a heart of gold who is a good friend, father, and son..Amen New Graphics Angels Images Top Comments THIS IS TO ALL OF TIMS FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE ON FUBAR.....I REGRET WITH THE DEEPEST SIMPATHY TO INFORM ALL OF YOU THAT "SIXFOOT" AS YOU ALL KNOW HIM WAS INVOLVED IN THE MINNESOTA BRIDGE COLLAPSE TONIGHT AND HAS NOT BEEN FOUND AS OF YET. THEY HAVE FOUND HIS TRUCK IN THE RIVER BUT HE WAS NOT WITH IT,AND AS NIGHT FELL UPON THEM THEY CALLED OFF THE SEARCH FOR THE NIGHT,,I KNOW TIM WAS LOVED BY MANY ON HERE AS HE LOVED MANY ON HERE HE ALWAYS SAID THIS WAS HIS FAVORITE PLACE TO BE ,,CLOSE TO HIS FRIENDS,,,I WILL MISS HIM DEARLY AS I AM SURE MANY OF YOU WILL. IF YOU WERE HIS FRIEND PLEASE REPOST THIS TO AS MANY OF HIS OTHER FRIENDS AND FAMILY AS YOU CAN SO THEY WILL KNOW WHERE HE WENT AND WHAT HAS HAPPENED.

Jerkwad
This guy rated my pic a 5 and I visited him and thanked him for it and gave him a 10, was my usual nice guy too...LOL This is the comment he left on my page: "Nothing personal man, I give guys a five and wome a seven or a ten. Have a great day!" Then he blocked me (I think) because all I get now is N/A when I try to look at his thumbnail pic there. the number for him I think is 1048852 and his name yesterday (proly still the same today) was J I'm not trying to start any DRAMA just want you all to watch out for him. HUGZZZ

Pt.2 I'm Black Listed Can't Get The Damn Thing Posted
Kingdom Of Wolves Deanna ,FTW Lost Goth Lakota Princess + I, Jeff ,Lord Wolf,Will do a Fubar Marriage. There is still much Preperation but we would like for this to take place on Monday.SpiritWolf will Officiate.,This Glorious Affair.

Turn Offs
10 Turnoffs that Make Great Gals Wave Goodbye By Jeff Cohen Special to Yahoo! Personals Updated: Aug 4, 2007 RATING THIS ARTICLE Average (86 votes) Rate it: Sign in to rate! Read all 50 comments TOOLS Email Article Printable View Add to del.icio.us Add to Digg Most guys know from the get-go whether or not they see potential in a woman. There's that inner voice that tells you this is someone worth pursuing. When the first date ends, you're not even thinking about playing games. You know you want a second date. You wait your standard two days, call to set up that date and get the dreaded voicemail. You leave a heartfelt message, but after three days it becomes clear this great gal is not calling you back. Where did you go wrong? Were you the only one feeling sparks over lattes? Were you the only one feeling sparks over lattes? Top 10 turnoffs for women Maybe the answer is to learn the top 10 turnoffs that make great gals wave goodbye

Nice, Real Nice
So I get a friends request today and they ask me to sign their guest book. No big deal right and then this girl starts this conversation with me. Now I dont post things people say to me unless it is ridiculous and I think you will agree. Mother of 3 25 years old!

Why Can't He Tell Metake Some Time And Actually Read This
Take Some Time and actually Read this this is a GUY TALKING... ITS 7TH GRADE... I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called 'best friend'... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said 'thanks'... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be 'just friends'... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why... IT'S JUNIOR YEAR... My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3

Trust...
Children believe uncondtionally... Some adults still retain this ability as they grow older. I've tried that, I was naive, gullible..whatever Maybe I'm jaded now..I wont chance it again. Hidden agendas, false promises, games and lies... These things make the most trusting of people take a second look at their views on life. Will I heal?...possible... Will I trust again with the ability of a child?....Never again No one on this earth is worthy of that type of trust....

A New Survey
1. Have you ever thought about getting your nipples pierced? No, but wanted to 2. Does a kiss make your boo boos feel better? LoL uh... depends on where i am hurting (wink,wink) 3. Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor? Uh yeah many many times when i partied. I still party but not that bad lol. 4.Do you start the water when you get in or when you are in the shower? Uh depends on what i am doing before i take the shower i guess. 5. Which shoe do you put on first, left or right? Right 6. Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower? No, but have dated a few guys that have. 7. Have you ever had more than 10boyfriends/girlfriends? More than that lol just kidding. 8. Have you ever thought about your death? Yeah, I think we all do every once and a while. 9. Have you ever had naked dreams? LOL yeah many times 10. Would you rather be in a permanent relationship? As long as i am not married then yeah ok 11. have the man lose his penis, or th

The Skippy List I Got From A Friend
The List The Skippy List Explanations of these events: a) I did myself, and either got in trouble or commended. (I had a Major shake my hand for the piss bottle thing, for instance.) b) I witnessed another soldier do it. (Like the Sergeant we had, that basically went insane, and crucified some dead mice.) c) Was spontaneously informed I was not allowed to do. (Like start a porn studio.) d) Was the result of a clarification of the above. (“What about especially patriotic porn?”) e) I was just minding my own business, when something happened. (“Schwarz…what is *that*?” said the Sgt, as he pointed to the back of my car? “Um….a rubber sheep…I can explain why that’s there….”) To explain how I’ve stayed out of jail/alive/not beaten up too badly….. I’m funny, so they let me live. The 213 Things…. 1. Not allowed to watch Southpark when I’m supposed to be working. 2. My proper military title is “Specialist Schwarz” not “Princess Anastasia”. 3. Not allowed to threaten a

Cup Of Joe's Give Away. Anyone Need A Vip, Blast Or Happy Hour?????
ANOTHER GIVE AWAY! I have 10, 1 MONTH'S VIP'S OR A 7 DAY BLAST FOR 20,000 COMMENTS. (LET ME KNOW) FOR THE FIRST 10 PEOPLE TO REACH THIS. 1, 30 DAY BLAST FOR FOR 50,000 COMMENTS TO THE FIRST PERSON TO REACH THIS. 1, HAPPY HOUR FOR 70,000 COMMENTS TO THE FIRST PEROSN TO REACH THIS. GIVE AWAY WILL START SUNDAY AUG 12 10AM FUBAR TIME AND END SEPT 12 10AM FUBAR TIME. THE ONLY RULES ARE YOU MUST BE A FAN, FRIEND, NO NSFW PICS, AND NO RIPPED PICS WILL BE ENTERED. If you would like to be entered please sent me a private message and I will get you in as soon as possible. Thank you!! ONLY LOOKING FOR PEOPLE THAT REALLY WANT THIS. NO DRAMA PLEASE. (repost of original by 'Cup Of Joe' on '2007-08-09 15:18:40')

Death Letter Part 2
This can’t be happening You can’t be gone I need you so I can live You took your life And I’m broken Emptiness fills my soul Feeling like I can’t go on Oh please just take my life Take me away Take me to where you are Why did you have to go this far? Why did you have to resort to this? You’ve left my heart shattered In pieces on the floor Now I feel a part of me has gone I feel like you’ve taken my soul You say not to cry But my tears fall like the rain Thoughts of you fill my head I can’t stop thinking about you Finding out how much I miss you The one I loved, the one I couldn’t be without If only I could turn back time Turn it back so you were here with me But I all I see is the faint vision The sound of your footsteps next to me I only want to hear your voice again But you’re gone, never to return (Chorus) Throwing your life away Throwing everything you had away Not thinking about how I would feel I will never see you again Hear your voice ag

Self Realization Is A Wonderful Thing
So, I have come to realize something important in my life. Most people either like me or they hate me. The people who like me, like me because I am sweet, kind, helpful, caring, smart, talented, independant, can handle my own shit, and because I am absolutely beautiful. Those who hate me, hate me because I am sweet, kind, helpful, caring, smart, talented, independant, can handle my own shit, and because I am absolutely beautiful. I used to wonder why so many people hated me and treated me badly, but I finally realized that they hate me, because they ain't me and will never be me. So in turn they want to bring me down to thier level and make me feel bad about myself so that I stop being the person that I am. I used to let that bother me and would change to make people happy. But, I finally realized that I don't give a good god damn what these people think, because they only want to make themselves feel better. So to all the haters out there, if you spent as much time worrying about your

The Battle Within
< The Battle Within. (Taken from an old Cherokee tale.) By the swirling waters of the Little Bighorn River twenty finely decorated tipis stood nestled within a small clump of trees. A band of Lakota, led by their chief Yellow Hand, had made this spot, in a bend of the river, their summer camp for as long as anyone could remember. Because of the heat, the village was quiet; movement kept to a minimum. High above, the sun blazed large and powerful in the clear blue sky. The heat sapped at the strength of everything that moved. Old men, having long ago learnt the important lesson of taking shelter from the heat, sat beneath the shade of a large tree. Younger men lazed around the village, their skin as red as the earth beneath their feet. They sometimes sat inside their tipis in an attempt to escape the hottest part of the day, only venturing outside to either talk or to swim. Young boys and girls played in the dried grubby earth, their laughter and babble drifting lazily

Check This Out
Ok im getting pissed. All you hear about this war is how many American Soldiers, or Marines were killed today as a result of whatever. And YOu might every now and then hear about the Air Force, and even less than that the Navy. Well i want yall to know something that hapened a few weeks ago. The Air Force has a Team that will go outside the wire, and does the same shit that we Soldiers and Marines do. Not too long ago one of these trucks was hit by an IED. No one Hurt at all, Just pissed off. Well as it would happen they saw a trigger man running like hell, funny thing is that is exactly where he ended up. HELL. Him and a few of his friends are now shareing the hotest places in the firey pits of hell. Shit like this happens all the time but you wont hear about it on CNN, or Read about it in the Stars and Stripes. I guess the good guys kicking a little ass dosent make any money, and fact of the matter is we kick alot of ass. but dont tell any one. we dont want to piss off t

My Kisses Are:::
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Love Ya!
I just wanted to share my awesome sisters-in-law with everyone. They're wonderful, fun, beautiful women. They both have SO much to deal with on their own, yet they're always there for their family and friends....no matter what. That's what love is about...and what friends are for in this world. I was friends with these women when we were all "kids" ....before we were family. And no matter what happens in life they're permanent fixtures in my heart. I just felt like sharing that. :-p (I miss yas!!) Anyway...if you all don't mind, please drop in some time and say hey to them. And if you take the time to get to know them and become friends (and I don't mean the "friend" button on Fubar - I mean real friends) I hope you find it's worth it, too. :-D *Crims0n*@ fubar and Uh.0h@ fubar Have a good weekend!!

Boring Sunday
Here I am today sitting here being bored out of my mind, and yet doing house work. I thought Sundays are for sitting back and relaxing, but not for me. Oh Well, Today is Today, tomorrow will be here in no time at all, and it will be another day.

Mind & Heart.. But Not Soul....
To know my heart you must first touch my mind. To know what it is.. I treasure inside. For me to open myself to you.. You must show me that yours is willing and true. Once you’ve seen ..and cared to know.. Only then a small piece of it will I show. For I guard my heart fiercely..and let very few in. But once there..you’ll stay forever within. One thing though.. you must keep in mind.. If you touch my heart... that’s all the further you’ll get for my soul is held by another.. and thus.. not mine to give. ~Candyce~

Local Heroes
(Reposting This Way. My Bulletins Not Wanting To Work Well) My father was a fireman, he drove a big red truck, And when he'd go to work each night, he'd say, "Mother wish me luck". Then Dad would not come home again, 'til sometime the next day, But the thing that bothered me most, was the things some folks would say. A fireman's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, and sometimes he don't fight a fire for days and days and days. When I first heard these comments, I was too young to understand Cause I knew, when people had trouble Dad was there to lend a hand. Then my father went to work one day and kissed us all good-bye, but little did we realize, that night, we all would cry. My father gave his life that night, when the floor gave way below, And I wondered why he'd risk his life, for someone he didn't know. But now I realize, the greatest gift a man could give, Is to lay his life upon the line, so that someone else may live. So as we go from day to day, and we pray t

Less Than 2 And A Half Hours To Go I Just Need You To Rate My Pic Link Is Below
Im in a support the troops contest it ends today at 6:00pm pacific time please come by and at least rate my pic and comment of you want as many times as you want to you can use the link below This is what happen to me in Desert Storm and I would do it again to support our troops today [ fubar.com photo: 2696324338 ] I just want to say thanks to every one who helped me in this contest and want to say ill help you in any way just ask Please tell your friends

Thought I Was Over 18 ?
let's just put it this way i'm 27 and back living with my mother till i get my apartment again well i came home from texas thinking that my mother was not a control freak again well guess what i was wrong? she is treating me like i'm 15 again gee i thought that i was 27? hummm this is making me want to go back to texas really fast

In Memory Of Dj Isis
PLS PRAY FOR HER FAMILY Rip DJ ISIS NO WOMEN EVER DESERVE TO DIE BY A MAN HANDS HER HUSBAND BEAT HER TO DEATH sweetemptation3...2007-8-15 7:3:41 R.I.P...Didnt know you but my love goes out to you and all your family...he will get his..justice will serve..no woman ever deserves this..becareful who you trust ladies ...Much LOVE and SYMPOTHY ..

Essence Of Time
time is endless, it goes on. Neverending, but yet there never seems to be eonoug time. Time iis the epicenter of life. it controls every breath we take.l It controls how long we live and when we die. time seems to control our future and our lives day to day. where would we be withou time? in an endless abyss that goes on forever? would we ever accomplish anything? they same time is a virtue. but who is they? patience is time. all good things come to those who wait? What are we waiting on? time is a mystery. remember time is essence and essence is time.

"realization"
From the womb new life is sprung Knowing not from where its come His newborn eyes try to focus On a world so blind, so hopeless Years go by, no longer a boy Out on his own, to find some joy He meets his love, buys a home Feels he'll never be alone. He plants his seed, new life will come. Only to see, she's not the one He moves out, and she hates him still Visits his daughter, always will. More years go on, now old and frail Ex is dead, daughter in jail Now he sees the world, no blindfold on "Bullshit" he whispers, now he is gone.

Shows
I don’t know who will end up reading this, and I am so new to FUBAR that I don’t know any other way to promote this but I wanted to let everyone know that my band (FROM THIS DAY) will be playing at Ziggy’s this Saturday August 25th. If you want to check us out go to www.fromthisdayband.com on the music page you can hear some of our stuff and also see a vid shot at Ziggys. If you go to the tour page you can actually get directions to the show… I would love to see you all there

The Cowboy Boots
There's an elderly couple named Margaret and Burt. Bert always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. So seeing some on sale one day, he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife, 'Notice anything different about me?" Margaret looks him over, "Nope." Frustrated Bert storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, "Notice anything different NOW?" Margaret looks up and says, "Bert, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, and it'll be hanging down again tomorrow." Furious, Bert yells, "AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN, MARGARET?" "Nope," she replies. "IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!" To which Margaret replies, "Shoulda bought a hat, Bert. Shoulda bought a hat

Something Must Be Wrong With Me.
Some say I'm too needy, but a man dying of thirst may be too needy for the glass of water that could save his life doesn't mean he still doesn't need the water. I tried being cool, I tried be desperate, I tried be suave but nothing works. So what's wrong with me? Is it... 1) My face (am I ugly) 2) Too desperate 3) Too fate 4) Something else. Please, I've never had a girlfriend, steady or otherwise. I feel that I'm missing something.

Bubba And Earl
Bubba and Earl One day, two rednecks named Bubba and Earl were driving down the road, drinking a couple of Buds. The passenger, Bubba, said, “Lookey thar up ahead Earl, it’s a po-leece roadblock! We’re gonna get busted fer drinkin’ these here beers!”“Don’t worry Bubba, “ Earl said. “We’ll just pull over and finish drinkin’ these beers, peel off the label and stick it on our foreheads, then throw the bottles under the seat.” “What fer?” asked Bubba.“Just let me do the talkin’. Okay?” said Earl.They finished their beers, threw the empty bottles under the seats and slapped the labels on their foreheads. When they reached the roadblock, the sheriff said, “Have you boys been drinking?”“No sir, “said Earl, “We’re on the patch

If You Had Me Alone
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE

My Fav Book
The last few months I have been learning about the BDSM world and have jumped in so to speak. It's been very enlightening and has taught me so much about sex, and how it effects the mind. I just wanted to pass on the name of this kick ass book I have been reading. "Screw The Roses, Send Me The Thorns" Do a search for it online, it's easy to find and isn't expensive. It's like a technical manual for the BDSM lifestyle. Enjoy!!!

What The Hell.....
I want to wage a formal complaint..... Recently I have fallen out of contact with someone that at a point in time I considered a good friend. His name is Sean and we used to hang out at least once a week and have fun. We were friends and nothing more. But I have noticed a pattern with him over the past two years of our friendship... and that is that whenever he begins to date someone he writes me off. I think this is fucking ridiculous. Then whenever he gets his heart broken he comes crying back to me to pick up the pieces and tell him everything is ok. Why oh why do boys have to be so lame?

One Liners (coool1)~~~
One Liner J 1. Regular naps prevent old age... especially if you take them while driving. 2. Having one child makes you a parent; having two makes you a referee. 3. Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right and the other is the husband! 4. They said we should all pay our tax with a smile. I tried- but they wanted cash. 5. A child's greatest period of growth is the month after you've purchased new school uniforms. 6. Don't feel bad. A lot of people have no talent. 7. Don't marry the person you want to live with, marry the one you cannot live without... but whatever you do, you'll regret it later. 8. You can't buy love. . But you pay heavily for it. 9. True friends stab you in the front. 10. Forgiveness is giving up my right to hate you for hurting me. 11. Bad officials are elected by good citizens who do not vote. 12. Laziness is nothing more than the habit of resting before you get tired. 13.

The Fair Or Fishing
Ok so last night I went to the fair...Rather expensive shall I say...so this is how it goes...Stop for gas to get there 32.00 to fill up...So I used probably about 8.00 to get there..Well 5.00 to get into the gate..Doing good so far..Well it was hot so we needed a drink.. 5.00 for that as well...On the way to get tickets the girls saw dolphin necklaces they just had to have.. 16.00 for those...Ok so time to get the bands to ride..15.oo well there were 3 of us so make that 45.00......Well then of course cotton candy, candy apples, popcorn, and of course a steak and cheese for me..17.00 total....Well then I saw a shirt I wanted ok so I didn't need it but oh well 23.00..oh and one last thing the games 12.00...... Total Cost 131.00 Ok now going fishing this is what I spend..6.00 on worms, 5.00 on a six pack of bud light, fishing license 18.00....and drinks and snacks for the girls 5.00... Total 34.00 Think I will stick to fishing next time !!!

Beckie's Daily Words Of Wisdom // 8-29-07
Well the last 2 days have been awful for me. I dont want to go into it now, but I just have been stressed out so much and sad. So... here is todays words on wisdom. A friend told me this today to cheer me up. - "It's always darkest just before the dawn." I just hope tomorrow is a better day for me. Always remember my dear friends that is true friend will always be there for you, as will I. Beckie xxoo

Fog Horn Blasts!!
So, my apartment management won't replace a battery in my smoke alarm. It is on its 6th week of chirping, I think, because I certainly can't reach it to replace it (although, "it is the tenant's responsibility to replace the smoke alarm battery"). They will change the light bulbs, but not the smoke alarm? What is wrong with that picture???? I need one of my tall friends to get to it...up on a 9 foot ceiling. Today, though, the fire folks blast what sounded like a foghorn throughout the entire building. Could have woken up the dead from the cemetery down the road from me with their blasts!!! I jumped up from my bed trying to see what in the world was going on and my cats were running around in circles. LOL.... I am not sure what jumped up faster... my heart or my body!! Hopefully no more blasts to scare us! Too bad that they didn't stop the chirping, too!!

Learning The Hard Way
You gave me a vision of what life was to be You showed me the world that I was to see You promised me love, said you'd always be there To lend me a hand, to show me you care We walked through the days never rushing our steps We cherished our time, for ours was well spent Then suddenly one day you weren't by my side You were gone forever, but not a tear did I cry. I rushed through the days by myself, all alone I cherished our memories though my anger had grown Then one day I thought of you, and a bitter sigh I sighed The long awaited sadness pierced my heart, then I cried I cried for all the empty dreams that people have these days I cried because I had a dream, but then it slipped away. I cried because a love like ours was always meant to last To endure throughtout eternity the present, future, and past A althought I would have never changed it, In my heart I'll always know it's true; A lesson learned the hard way, was the price of loving y

A Love Of A Dragon
Left in a pool of blood, yet not my own, but it is or was me, In a world where humans hate us, I am yet a dragon left alone, There are more then one but I'm torn between the dragon and human, For my true love is a human... Milady, oh Milady, How can a name so beautiful give me such pain and still make my heart sing, In the depths of my being I wish to rip of the wings, claws and fangs, Oh to be human with Milady, Yet, I cannot be something I am not and so my tears are in vain, I tried so hard to be human that I tried to rip the dragon from me, But without the dragon there is nothing but a shell of a being left to die in a pool of blood.

Do This Please..x
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and How did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Have you ever wanted to punch me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word? 8. What was your first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When was the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something that you couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

My Poem
What lies beyond these days of sorrow? A voice cries out, Awakening the soul of this cold world. Shedding the lonliness of yesterday, i rise once again to face the dawning of a new Era, what is there left for me to believe in now?... as the cries of my soul destroy the darkness, i gase upon a ray of light, guiding the world, and clinging to a dream that will never die.

Can You Believe This Shit!
CHRISTMAS STAMP >> >> >>How ironic is this??!! They don't even believe in Christ and they're >>getting their own Christmas stamp, but don't dream of posting the ten >>commandments on federal property? >> >>USPS New Stamp >> >>This one is impossible to believe. Scroll down for the text. >> >> >> >>If there is only one thing you forward today.....let it be this! >> >>REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of Pan Am Flight 103! >> >>REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the World Trade Center in 1993! >> >>REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the Marine Barracks in Lebanon! >> >>REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the military Barracks in Saudi Arabia! >> >>REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the American Embassies in Africa! >> >>REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the USS COLE! >> >>REMEMBER the MUSLIM attack on 9/11/2001! >> >>REMEMBER all the AMERICAN lives that were lost in those vicious MUSLIM >>attacks! >> >> >> >>Now the United States Postal Service REMEMBERS and HONORS the EID MUS

Dark Chocolate-blood Vessels Opening Up!!
Eating dark chocolate can make blood vessels more flexible, basically boosting the function of vital endothelial cells that line the inside of blood vessels, a recent U.S. study suggests. Cocoa is rich in a group of antioxidant compounds called flavonoids, which are also found in fruits and vegetables, wine and green tea. Research suggests that consumption of foods rich in flavonoids may decrease the risk of cardiovascular disease. The study, conducted by researchers at the Yale Prevention Research Center in Connecticut, included 45 healthy people with a body mass index (BMI) between 25 and 35. BMI is a measure of body fat based on height and weight. A BMI reading of 25-29.9 is an indicator of overweight, while a reading of 30 or more indicates obesity. The participants were divided into three groups that ate either eight ounces of cocoa without sugar, cocoa with sugar, or a placebo. For six weeks, the participants underwent endothelial function testing. This was done by using

Alvin Left Me...
the only way i can say how i feel are lyrics to a song... Send polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone You took my hand You showed me how You promised me you'd be around Uh huh That's right I took your words And I believed In everything You said to me Yeah huh That's right If someone said three years from now You'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out Cause they're all wrong I know better cause you said forever and ever who knew Remember when we were such fools And so convinced and just too cool Oh no No no I wish I could touch you again I wish I could still call you a friend I'd give anything When someone said count your blessings now For they're long gone I guess I just didn't know how I was all wrong They knew better Still you said forever And ever Who knew Yeah yeah I'll keep you locked in my head Until we meet again Until we Until we meet again And I won't forget you my friend What happened If someone said three y

88 Lines And 14 Words
Long ago in endless time Somewhere in empty space The Gods gave substance to themselves And to this earthly place. Then the sons of the Gods chose the earth To carry on a fight That started in another place Between darkness and the light. Now the Arya were the sons of the Gods And order was their cause, For chaos cannot prosper In the light of Nature's laws. The Arya spread across the earth And taught the Folkish way, And for a time order reigned, But 'twas a short lived day. For darkness had a battle plan And an army all in place. 'Twas stealth and wealth and cunning In the hands of an alien race. The alien brought the darkness To every folkish land, Stole their wealth and heritage With usury's hidden hand. Purchased kings and fostered wars So kindred Folk were slain By those of selfsame kin and blood On every earthly plain. The alien taught the Arya That a Nation's not a Race, Nor culture, nor kin, nor heritage, Nor even similar face. A

Jus Sumthin I Wrote
WHERE DID THINGS GO WRONG WHERE DID I LOOSE YOU WHY AM I SO HURT WHY ARE THINGS SO FUCKED UP I HATE THE WAY THAT I FEEL I HATE THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT I WANT YOU TO HAPPY I WANT ME TO BE HAPPY I WANT YOU PERIOD I CANT MAKE YOU WANT ME I CANT MAKE YOU LOVE ME I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I FEEL SO LOST INSIDE I FEEL LIKE I LOST MY BEST FRIEND YOU NEED TO BE LOVED YOU NEED TO FEEL WANTED YOU NEED TO FACE REALITY YOU NEED TO COME TO TERMS YOU NEED TO THINK THINGS OVER YOU NEED TO FEEL THE LOVE YOU NEED TO WANT SOMETHING YOU NEED TO CARE ABOUT SOMETHING SO WHY CANT THAT BE ME SO WHY CANT THAT BE YOU WHY CANT THERE JUST BE AN US? THIS IS MY SWEAR TO YOU THAT I WILL NEVER HURT YOU I WISH THAT YOU COULD TRUST ME WHEN I TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU WHEN I TELL YOU THAT I NEED YOU I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE BETTER I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE RIGHT I WANT US TO BE TOGETHER THIS IS MY WORDS TO YOU THIS IS MY LOVE FOR YOU THIS IS

Teasing Naturally
I feel your body filling with tension As the whips crack in the air You moan with an instant vision And you know I give care "Come my master" as you cry aloud My heart beating in time I told you to lay still as I push you down As my fingers start feeling your line Time in place you feel my fingers And you know I enter those secrets That I let you feel while lingers I place my power over you and yet You moan in such agony I push deeper and deeper Till I hit the spot so sweetly I can hear a tiny wimper You allow me complete control As you bear your body and soul.

Love Me Or Hate Me :d
Well 1st off I would like to thank everyone for all the love they showed me at my happy hour last night. I hope you all enjoyed it. And I appreciate all the love you have shown. I just wish I could have enjoyed it more *sigh* Next thing. I would like to thank a few people who know who they are for doing a bullentin about me last night. And to everyone who came and showed love. It really means alot to me! Well.. I'm not naming any names here.. nor bashing anyone. But I am really getting sick and tired of being blocked for no reason, or getting called a hater for having someone on my friend list that they hate.. one of the blockings.. I'm assuming that is why. I have quite a few friends and alot of them I know have had drama back and forth with each other.. I have read the bullentins and everything but I stay out of it. I don't repost.. I just stay the hell out of it Now my best friend comes to me and says that someone came to her calling her a hater because we are so close caus

School Street Lyrics
Grrrrrrr.. uh, uh, uh, YEAH! UHH! Fourth motherfuckin time baby (WHAT?) Out the gate! (uh-huh) You motherfuckers can't be serious (you can't be serious) You thought I'd let you have this shit (WHAT?) YOU THOUGHT THIS RAP SHIT WAS YOURS? (UH-UH! Uh-uh!) You motherfuckers done lost your mind (uh-huh) For real - get the fuck outta here with that bullshit I'm about to let y'all niggaz know, how it's goin dizzy baby Uhh, uhh, UHH, UHH, UH! School Street, School Street, home of the brave Suckers actin like they want it, ends up in the grave (c'mon!) I'm DMX but my, name ain't Dave (uh) Step to my title and I'll crash yo' wave Buildin #80 (uh-huh) used to L-I-V-E (uh-huh) Come through on the, late night tip and you could see me (uhh!) Coolin with D-Nice and Box, my man (WHAT?!) M.R., my number one fan (WHAT?!) Small Paul, Mike Lou, native New Yorkers Chase a.k.a. Kenny, and Chuckie Walker (UH!) Black Shawn, Black Tim and Black Darren (woo!) Black Tyrone, Black Al and Bl

Honey Do List
ok so now im pimping myself....im in a tattoo contest if you could plz come help me out...i love back...thanxxx to anyone that helps... xoxoxoxo ***PLEASE HELP OUT IN THESE GIVEAWAYS IF POSSIBLE*** HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY FOR 50,000 COMMENTS: 7 DAY BLAST GIVEAWAY:

R.i.p. Kylie
A 4-month-old Warren girl was mauled and killed by a Rotweiller dog Wednesday evening. Advertisement Warren police received a 911 call at 5:45 p.m. saying a child had been attacked on the 3700 block of Toepfer. Police and fire personnel arrived to discover the severely injured girl. Warren Fire transported her to St. John Oakland Hospital, where the child was pronounced dead. The dog's handler, a 19-year-old Warren resident, was visiting a home in the area and after the attack secured the dog. He took it to the Warren Police Department, where it is being housed. Officials said the dog will be taken to the Macomb County Animal Shelter on Friday. They said a request will be made to have the dog destroyed. The mother of the child is a 17-year-old Warren woman. Warren Police said the Macomb County Prosecutor's Office was informed and will await further investigation before considering criminal charges. No one is in custody. i miss you baby girl love you baby !!!!iv cr

Better Morning!?
Well, today I woke up with a little better feelings about having to start over. And yet just get tired of hearing from ex. that all is MY fault. He takes NO blame for anything. But enough about him. I have 3 beautiful kids that need ME and MY love and in the end, they are ALL that is important. If I am to lead my life without love or a relationship, then so be it. Time to get my head out of my butt and move on. Here's to hoping for a brighter day and a brighter future.!!!!!!!

My Boyfriend
so far he's not responding to any of the antibiotics he's been given. they will be placing a peripheral catheter IV in tomorrow morning. he's still on the ventilator but resting thanks to some medication. thanks to everybody who's been saying prayers and keeping us in their thoughts. i really appreciate it.

Week 9
Fetal development in pregnancy week 9:fetus in third month Congratulations! Your amazing growing baby has been accepted into to the fetus-club, a very exclusive and exiting new stage in their prenatal development. Basically, this means the little sweet pea has graduated from swimming embryo creature to a recognizable human being! This week in particular, the irises of their little eyes can function, but (frustratingly for them?) their eyelids remain fused shut for a while yet. Their external ears are formed and their inner ears are now filled with fluid—so your little one is already developing their sense of balance. Your baby's little swimmer legs are still relatively, although other bodily developments are going forward at a nice pace: their kidney is actually functioning now, which means they’ve started urinating (this might seem charming now but wait till you have to start buying diapers!). And how's mom doing? You’re nearing the end of the first trimester and while there are

Hate To Ask But...
Hey all, if you have a sec to rate a few pictures, can you please visit my good friend... ßrøkëÅ§§M†ñ He had his original account hacked and is starting over, and I want to help him out the best I can... Even if you just take a moment to rate and/or fan his profile, I would greatly appreciate it. Please note: he didn't ask me to do this and he may yell at me for it, but I loves him as i do all my friends and i want to help him out ;) ~Sin (p.s. i don't do this for people that ask, so don't ask.)

Just Say "no"
Hillary (The Ideal happily married couple): Bill Clinton registers for the draft on September 08, 1964, accepting all contractual conditions of registering for the draft. Selective Service Number 326 46 228. Bill Clinton classified 2-S on November 17, 1964 Bill Clinton reclassified 1-A on March 20, 1968. Bill Clinton ordered to report for induction on July 28, 1969. Bill Clinton refuses to report and is not inducted into the military. Bill Clinton reclassified 1-D after enlisting in the United States Army Reserves on August 07, 1969, under authority of Col. E. Holmes. Clinton signs enlistment papers and takes oath of enlistmen. Bill Clinton fails to report to his duty station at the University of Arkansas ROTC, September 1969. Bill Clinton reclassified 1-A on October 30, 1969, as enlistment with Army Reserves is revoked by Colonel E. Holmes and Clinton now AWOL and subject to arrest under Public Law 90-40 (2)(a) registrant who has failed to report...remai

To All The People That Made Me Believe In Myself I Thank You All
More eComments TO THOSE OF YOU THAT MADE ME SEE THAT BBW ARE OK TO BE ONE CAUSE I WAS NEVER ABLE TO DEAL WITH BEING ONE BUT NOW I'M OK WITH IT AND I OWE IT TO SOME OF U ON HERE FOR MAKEING ME SEE ITS OK AND TO LOVE WHO U ARE AND I REALLY DO NOW SO THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR MAKEING ME SEE THE TRUE ME REALLY COUNTS MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT TO YOU ALL More eComments

If You Don't Like Me!
If you don't like me! Click on the BLOCK THIS USER link and approve the block. Then don't be obsessive and keep coming by my profile harassing people. There are 1,180,376 fubar members, if you don't like me why hang around? Godsmack Videos | Atlanta Lofts | Denver Relocation

Hmmmmmm....
Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? Why is the show called unsolved mysteries? if they were solved they wouldn't be mysteries. Why is it said that an alarm clock is going off when really its coming on? Why did Sally sell seashells on the seashore when you can just pick them up anyway? In libraries, do they put the bible in the fiction or non-fiction section? Why are both of Spongebob's parents round like sea sponges while he is square like a kitchen sponge? Does a two-humped camel store more water than a one-humped camel? If they have angel food cake on earth, do they have people food cake in heaven? Why do you put two cents in when its only a penny for your thoughts? You know the signs on restaurant doors? No Shirt, No Shoes, No Service? what if someone goes in with No Pants? Would the restaurant still have to serve them? If an African elephant comes to America, is it an African-American elephant? If a doctor suddenly died while doing s

Big Drama Queen
BEWARE... This chic has made several accounts and harrassed alot of bombing and leveling familys on fubar!!!!! ...¢¾:MsGina¢¾:...~¢¾Fu Wifey To LiLMissLadyE¢¾~H.T.A.~A.rchangel Family~G-S@ fubar here is my blog calling her out on these three names alone and her comments to me in there as well and to anyone and everyone else that has a problem with what she is doing http://www.fubar.com/blog/71505 (repost of original by '...☆:Lindsay:☆...' on '2007-09-27 20:43:21') (repost of original by '♥BooBoo♥' on '2007-09-27 20:49:37') (repost of original by '...☆:Lindsay:☆...' on '2007-09-27 21:01:30') (repost of original by '~Tracy~ Manager of the O.C.L & Pit Bull Bombers/Mistress to Perky&FuWifey to Mr.D' on '2007-09-27 21:14:58') (repost of original by 'CHEVANNA~~SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB~~THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY HEAD SECURITY~~' on '2007-09-27 21:34:43') (repost of original by '~*SEXY_BABY_BLUE_EYES~~ PROUD Member of the Confederate Bo

Dying Friendship
We used to tell each other everything No lying or any single tear But times change quickly over the year Now we hardly talk at least compared to before It’s like life left the window closed but also closed a door Now were stuck with each other in the escapeless room And not knowing what to do we let our friendship resume But it’s not the same as before something’s different indeed For we have opened an unclosing wound and r just watching it bleed We blame one another when we know its no ones fault Our friendship has now come to an uncanny halt Maybe we just need time or just some space Or maybe our friendship has died out with grace I’d like to save one of us for we both can’t die... But we also can’t sit up every night and cry I’ll stab myself && you shoot yourself in the head Our friendships too late since we’re now both dead

Week 6
Pregnancy 6 Weeks Fetal Development Your period is now 1 week late. If you have irregular periods, or experienced implantation bleeding, you still may not realise you are pregnant! Since it's very difficult to measure your baby from head to toe (he or she is shaped like the letter "C"), the "crown to rump length" is used instead during the first few months. The baby is measured from the crown of their head to the base of their rump. By the end of this week the baby will measure around 0.08 to 0.16 inches (Crown to Rump). Your baby's heart is already beating at a regular rhythm. The heart is now just a long tube, but by week 10 it will have developed into it's various chambers and valves. You will have to wait until week 10-12 before you can actually hear your baby's heart. Blood circulation is well established, with the blood being produced by the yolk sac. Your baby's neural tube, which connects the brain and spinal cord, now closes. Be sure to take the B vitamin

Thinking
Falling is the craziest thing ever Loving somebody is showing love Caring for her means honestly Breaking up just another thing Seeing you with her isn’t good Just have to walk away from it Never thought this would be We could have had something But it didn’t seem to workout You were my fantasy in dreams Just have to let it fade away now Believing it is the easy thing to do Leaving it just always toughest way Never knowing how you feel inside It’s just stirring up and down in it Just have to tell how you want it Keeping it in will hurt it more Letting it out is always good Don’t waste time on anything Practice what you preach girl Never fall for your fanasty Because it’s a dream lover It’s not always a true thing

Week 2 Episode
Well, I've been watching that bachelor tv show ever since it started....so far, the girl or girls that I've liked out of the 25 that started out in the first week, have made it through the first two rounds....one of them, McCarten, is from my state and only about 10 to 30 minutes away from where I live....she was one of those who hasn't been cut yet.... I think that Bettina is the prettiest but the one thing that I don't like about her is that she has been divorced....that means that there has been at least one more guy who has seen her goods....she's my favorite on the outside but I couldn't begin to tell you who's my favorite on the inside....I kind've liked seeing how Lolisa took off her top and ran topless on the beach, even though nobody ever saw her boobs....I also liked how that brunette was very honest and sincere and appeared to have a good heart with what she said to Brad, the bachelor.... I felt kind've sorry for that lady who got hurt by falling down the stairs....but

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Real Life Update
Hey all, for those that noticed the recent statuses/blog of packing and such, i'm staying with a friend in chicago for awhile. for those that knew and wanted to know, i did arrive safe and sound and my computer is expected back later today ;) once everything's settled in, i'll be around more again. for those that don't have a clue what i'm talking about, just know i'm safe and everything's fine... for those that do, thanks for your support, i love you guys Sin

Is It Love Or Is It Something Else?
Are your palms sweaty? Is your heart racing? Is your voice caught within your chest? It isn't love; it's like. You can't keep your eyes off them. Am I right? It isn't love; it's lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? It isn't love; it's luck. Do you want them because you know they're there? It isn't love; it's loneliness. Are you with them because it's what everyone wants? It isn't love; it's loyalty. Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don't want to hurt them? It isn't love; it's pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? It isn't love; it's infatuation. Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand? It isn't love; it's unconfidence. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? It isn't love; it's friendship. Do you tell them everyday they're the only one you think of? It isn't love; it's a lie. Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for their sake? It isn't love; it's charity. Do you st

Afternoon Play
Afternoon Play by Audiomicrowave © I had special plans for my wife this afternoon, so I left work early to prepare. As soon as I got to the house, I prepared the bed. I pulled the sheet and comforter to the end of the bed, and piled a couple of pillows in the middle. I got our toy box out of the closet, and selected a few of my favorites...the long, soft ropes, my smallest butt plug, our flogger, and my wife's favorite vibrator. I also got the lube out and set everything on the bedside table. My wife called to let me know she was on the way home from work, and I suggested that she grab a bite to eat on the way home, but to hurry, as I had a surprise for her. About a half-hour later, I heard her pull into the garage. I met her at the door, doing the usual how-was-your-day-welcome-home-kiss routine. She asked about her surprise, and I told her she'd have to wait for a few minutes. I instructed her to go to the guest bathroom and get undressed. I also said that it would be a whi

Giving Up!
Today with all it problems I was on the very edge of jumping off this world to never be heard from again. I let problmes, kids, bills, love and the Devil have Victory in my life and I did notallow GOd to regin. I wanted to take the cowards way out. Runn for mall this hurt and vanish! YOu may ask what changed...A specail freind reminded me about God. He uses scriptures and his own battles to show me God is still working and NOT TO GIVE UP! I let my faith get shaken and doubt come in and I shuld never have allowed that. God has a special plan for me. Only He knows which way I should go. Whenever I detour He is there to pull me back to the straight road. I have fallen in love with a wonderful man who stays so busy that I feel lucky when he takes time out of his busy sechdule to call me. He has his own worries today so I didn't bother him with this. I should have talked to him but I felt what I was feeling was more self-pity and the path I wanted He woudl have treid to ch

My Mom Out Of Hosplital
she is back in the nursing facilty and look like she wont have to have sugery for now. She is still ill and the doctors are trying to get her on the right meds. The meds she was on made her have the reaction that sent her to the ER. Thank you all for ur thoughts and prayers they are working! luvs to u all ! XOXO

Update On Me (in Case Anyone Cares...)
First off, I'm majorly sorry about any and all unreturned messages. I rarely come to this site anymore, and even when I do it's set up so terribly I can't even click half the things anymore. Some of you know about the family situation, which is still an ongoing thing. I've been pretty sick lately and I'm just focusing on getting better right now and trying to not spread myself so thin. To steal from Peter Pan, I'm trying to sew my shadow back onto myself. In happier news, I'm seeing Rilo Kiley on the 13th, yaaay! So in closing, thanks for the messages (and birthday greetings!) I hope you ace people are doing well. Happy October!

Pinocchio The Lover
Pinocchio the Lover Pinocchio and his girlfriend are in bed, doing what wooden puppets do, when she suddenly sighs. He asks her why, and she replies, "You’re probably the best lover I’ve ever had, but every time we make love you give me splinters." This remark bothers Pinocchio a great deal, so the next day he seeks advice from Gepetto, who suggests a bit of sandpaper might "smooth out" Pinnochio’s relationship with his girlfriend. Pinocchio graciously thanks his creator and goes on his way. A couple of weeks later, Gepetto runs into Pinocchio at the hardware store, where his little wooden friend is buying every package of sandpaper the store has in stock. "So, Pinocchio," Gepetto remarks, "things must be going pretty damn good with the girls, eh?" "Girls?" says Pinocchio, "Who needs girls?"

12
A man walks into a restaurant with a full-grown ostrich behind him. The waitress asks them for their orders. The man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke," and turns to the ostrich, "What's yours?" "I'll have the same," says the ostrich. A short time later the waitress returns with the order. "That will be $9.40 please," and the man reaches into his pocket and pulls out the exact change for payment. The next day, the man and the ostrich come again and the man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke." The ostrich says, "I'll have the same." Again the man reaches into his pocket and pays with exact change. This becomes routine until the two enter again. "The usual?" asks the waitress. "No, this is Friday night, so I will have a steak, baked potato and a salad," says the man. "Same," says the ostrich. Shortly the waitress brings the order and says, "That will be $32.62." Once again the man pulls the exact change out of his pocket and places it on the table. The

Night Too Quiet .
My night is quiet ..... I can hear the croaking of the bull frogs echoing in the grassy banks along my pond . I wonder ... what is it that he hears ? ...... what is the sounds that surround his world at this hour ? What is it that i am missing while i cannot be with him . Who are others missing this night ? How many in this world are waiting ? Starveing to be with the essence that makes them happy and feeling so adored . Some are alone and feel surrounded by love, while others are surrounded by many and feel so alone .

Women Vs Girls
Wanna know the difference??? GIRLS vs. GROWN WOMEN Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women

Important...please Read!
My ex is at it again and has ripped my salute photo (the only picture I CANNOT block to anyone but family and friends.) I am blocking ALL of my pictures to anyone but family for now.I am sorry about this to all of my friends.He just happens to like to send a friendship request and I dropped my guard so I don't know if he has an account on here other than the one of him I just found. I am also NOT going to be accepting any new friendship request for awhile. I am going to be going through my friends and if there is not a salute picture or something that lets me know who you are...I will be deleating. This is for my safety and I am sorry to anyone that this offends. Thank you, Heartsound

Hop On Da Diddy Fu Train
WELCOME TO THE ALL NEW PIMP MY FU! Here's YOUR chance to be PIMPED!I wanted to do this so we can all participate in something instead of being classified or grouped with others. All you have to do to join the PIMP MY FU Train is add yourself to the bottom of the list!And the Pimp Out starts with... ÐïÐÐ¥ Äkå Öþïê@ fubar ... and then we chugg aluug on with 2 of my Atlanta friends... ConcreteAngel@ fubar ÐïÐÐ¥ Äkå Öþïê@ fubar GinnyTheTool@ fubar DJ FLawLess ^Club Fantasia Owner^ -=Breath Taker=- *Kerry's baby* Too RaW@ fubar *Kerry*Flaws Girl For Life*Owner Of Club Fantasia**Too Raw*@ fubar ♥ §kÿlar © ♥@ fubar ... then you add yerself but dont be tha Caboose! FU CHUUUUUUUUU! HERE IS THE LINK TO THE PIMPOUT SOOO.... CLICK HERE: http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3895193617

Come Join Us The Blazn Hell Katz
~Blazn~Hell~Katz~Leveling~Crew~ We are a leveling crew bomb sometimes but we are gonna focus on leveling and helping friends and others.. If u wanna join fine send me a fu mail and let me know but we do ask that u do help us if u join we need help to help others and once u join PLZ rate fan and add me and the co founders so u know what is going on with our blogs and bullentins.. ~Here are there links~ Shell (CoFounder) seashell_40 ~Co ~Founder ~ of ~Blazn~Hell~ Katz@ fubar P Patrica Co founder sexy69_kiss ~co founder of ~Blazn~Hell~Katz~@ fubar Lindsay founder of Blazn hell Kats ™...@ fubar

I'd Do Her
I'd do her by: Raso If her vulva's not pink but it doesn't stink...I'd do her If she's the queen of all whores but doesn't have any soars...I'd do her If she has no tits but swallows not spits...I'd do her If she looks like a mutt but takes it in the butt...I'd do her If she wets her bed but gives great head...I'd do her If she has no legs but can cook scrambled eggs...I'd do her If she has 12 toes but doesn't pick her nose...I'd do her If she constantly nags but her boobs don't sag...I'd do her If she's on the rag but doesn't gag...I'd do her If she's a total bitch but doesn't have the itch...I'd do her Who am I kidding, I'd do any chick without an adams apple...and even then...well..I'd have to be totally drunk.

The Salesman
The Salesman He sold it in the usual way, Led him down the primrose trail, Made promises he knew were unreal, His ultimate goal under a veil. The victim signed up with no regard, He knew a good deal when he saw one, The fine print was not really clear, Just legalese that could be un-done. Surely enough, just as they agreed, He enjoyed riches beyond his belief, He made enemies and sealed their fate, It was all in the deal, all in the brief. In retrospect things looked better on paper, Shoulda been more careful, can’t believe I fell, For the oldest trick on the planet, The salesman was Satan – welcome to Hell. Copyright Steve Britt 23 July 1996

Five Weeks ...
About 5 weeks have past since my diagnosis of Infiltrating Ductal Carcinoma. As I have trooped through all the scans and tests, I have come to a realization: part of me feels betrayed by my body. It allowed a malicious alien to form its weapons in me with the intent to own and destroy all that I am. Yet, it has also been my friend at the same time. In an act of merciful kindness it has thrust me into a deeper reliance on God. It pushed me willingly closer to my Father, the Healer and Comforter. All things fall into proper perspective when the triviality of daily activity ceases to be trivial. My children are more precious, my moments more dear. Best of all, God will be glorified by the healing He performs on my body. My daughter pointed out that Jesus came for our healing. When he left, the disciples were charged with continuing to heal. These were the acts of God, not miracles - but what He has for us. (Miraculous, indeed - the gift of a Father who loves His children.)

Cattle!
Just recently certain hoople heads are getting on my nerves they seem to think they can assist me in what they have deemed my plights so please do be intelligent enough to analyze this very concise morsel of rage ... It's these people for which I hold nothing but contempt. These overbearing, holier than though, shallow, misguided, corrective (your not my fucking mentor/editor/ruler) cattle. And if that offends you then good you realize the truth and you're a target... Short, sweet and to the fucking get out of my head, point! Ahhhhhhh...

What We Are Made Of....
You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. :-) A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," the daughter replied. Her mother brou

Contest
subject: who wants a million dollar mansion Hi friends I am hosting my 1st contest starting as soon as I have atleast 10 willing and able contestents in. You can use any picture you want as long as its not x-rated Whomever gathers the most votes on whatever picture you choose to enter on the 10th day will recieve: 1st place - Million Dollar Mansion 2nd place - a motorcycle 3rd place - A Tropical Vacation I need at least 10 people to start this contest so yall contact me ASAP so we can get this contest started lisasweet ~ member of sunshine angels friends club@ fubar

This And That
So I'm on my page, and I'm looking here and there at blogs.. and I'm noticing all the FU-BOMBER friends I've made and I wanted to say THANK YOU to all my new friends, this is more fun than a little bit.. And, My Dear Sweet new Friend, sleazyrider420 is unavailable, and I miss him. :P Also, I can definitely see why HALLOWEEN is one of the BEST HOLIDAYS of the YEAR! Lovin ALL the Jack-0-Lanterns!

What A Week
Well, annother crazy week has passed which means more stress and worry to unload. For a girl who is only 23 i have a lot on my plate! Not only do i stay at home and raise my 3 beutiful kids and manage a household, i am also my stepmothers full time caregiver. So i stay verry busy. Needless to say that this is all sometimes to much for me and i feel like i cant do it anymore, but then i stop and think to myself if i dont do it then who will? Does that make me crazy or what! And to top the icing on the cake after the recent break up with my girlfreing michelle, She Still Lives With ME! But at least thing are still goin well between me and my man! ( i know confusing right?) But in all of this craziness i try to rember that i am here for a reason and that my very disfunctional family needs me. Why else would i be doing all the stuff that i am? Anyways i guess the point is that we should all lend a helping hand, and rember the golden rule and apply karma whenever possible. Then

Please Rate
CUTE-O-METER (Come on God help me out with this lol) Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter

Angel Of Darkness
HERE I SIT ALONE IN MY ROOM THOUGHTS CLOUD MY HEAD FEELING THE TORTURE FROM WITHIN CONSUMED BY THE FEELING OF DREAD BEEN CAUGHT BY A SPELL CAST UPON ME AN ANGEL OF DARKNESS HAS TAKEN MY SOUL A BEAUTY FROM THE DEPTHS OF MADNESS THINK I'M LOSING CONTROL A WOMAN FULL OF PASSION AND DESIRE JET BLACK HAIR AND BIG DARK EYES KISSES BURN SCORCHING TOUCH FILL MY HEART WITH MISERY AND HEAD FULL OF LIES CRIMSON FLOWS AS I AM FULLY DEVOURED SHE'S NOT HAPPY TILL SHE GETS EVERY DROP KNOWING I AM DOOMED FOR GIVING IN SOMEHOW I JUST CANT STOP MY PRAYERS ARE IN VAIN MY CRIES UNHEARD THE WICKED LOVE THAT I HAVE MYSELF BETRAYED SIN AND REGRET TOTALLY WASH OVER ME BUT STILL, I KNOW FOR HER LOVE I AM HER SLAVE 10-25-07 JAY ROGERS

Thanks Liz!! My Hero!!
I ran out of gas in on the 710 last night on my way to Long Beach. So I coasted off the freeway and into an outlet shoe store in Carson. They were closed but a guy told me there was a gas station a few miles down the road. So I started pushing my bike. I was only about half a mile or so down the road when Liz, the assistant manager from the store I was at asked if I wanted a ride. I told her that it was okay, but she insisted on helping. So she drove me to the gas station. But they didnt take cards. So she drove me to a bank...then back to the gas station then back to my bike. I tried to offer her some gas money but she wouldn't take it. Anyways.. thank you Liz..evan though I know you'll never see this. I'm just really glad to know that there are still nice helpful people out there!!

Love
Many are burned by love and then never try it again, as they are reluctant due to the pain it caused... to be loved, one must love themselves first..... to have love, one must allow love into their life to keep love, one must compromise with the one they love to keep the fire burning brightly.....to love..is simply to allow oneself to feel the heart open and allow to be loved.....dont be afraid of love, it can not kill you, only make you stronger .....granted it can hurt....but hurt is fixable, it can heal and it can make one wiser.... Put no demands on love, and love will bring you much. Give love away, and it will be yours in greater and greater abundance. With love, what was weak will grow strong. With love, what was impossible becomes real. Love can find the beauty and value in even the most desperate situation. Love will bring hope where nothing else can. Though love cannot be explained, it can never be denied. Love has its own reality that transcends the most oppress

...another Odd Happening...
here's the scene... the BF was sleeping for work, I'm laying there half awake half asleep, and just sit up to go get online, and he wraps his arms around me and pulls me down beside him, so I stay. anyway I finally start kinda dozing half in & out of sleep... and all of a sudden I have this weird "vision/dream" whatever the hell it was, it Completely screwed me up... here's how I explained it to a close friend of mine online earlier this evening: (names have been omitted) ((i (for some ungodly reason) started thinking of my will (which doesn't exist yet anyway) and setting money aside for [my daughter], and then writing up little notes for the few close people I was gonna leave money to... kinda telling them what I'd like to see them do with the money I'd left them. it was fucking Weird. I felt like I was actually writing the notes, and like a voice-over in the movies, my voice was reading the notes to whichever person.... n when i "read" ONE of them out loud for some reason i s

Sexy Lucy
Hello all my sexy ass friends! Kisses from jamie! I would really love it if you would stop by my friend Lucy's contest and rate and comment her. PLEASE! She has just taken the lead and its been hard getting her there! WHEW! Please cum help her keep it.You may want to add her as a friend also,she has some pretty hot pics! And she is such a sweetheart!So if you get bored or just want to do something nice,stop by! See ya' there! Jamie here is the link.Just click the pic!

I Have To Waaallkkk??????
TOMORROW ILL MEET THE BIG BOSS lol means i have to stay at work the whoolllee day... but they said if i work long tomorrow i can have friday off... cuz thursday is a holiday ... so i would have 4 days off... wouldnt that be super exciting???? oh i had such a weird weekend i was working on the house again and i was so overtired and well good thing was when i was invited to pizza and wine lol... the wine was from 1976.. i wasnt even produced haha ... like.. not a lil sperm in my dads balls ;)hehe ... anyways wine tasted great looked golden and had a taste like honey.... mmhhh i was all stimulated work is alot at the moment.... i always stay 2 hours loger and .. ya its enough to stay busy and forget about a few stupid things that going on... actually my boss told me today that we will walk this 25 miles way where we r workin on... i hope he is just kidding.. i dont wanna walk so much.. i am a lazy ass... well ill pray and hope :D oh that was a short one today i am freakin

I Am Not Like You.
I am not like you, I am not a human, I am not so frail and weak, I am not so mean and cruel, I am nice and kind, Even when I am not happy still I am kind, Even when my heart is full of hate still I am nice, I am not so hateful and unkind as you, I am an animal, soft and sweet, I am not bitter and low as you, I am nice when I am sad, I will make you laugh when I cry, I love the people who can not love themselves, I am a friend when you need one most, And I can be a most vicious enemy if you hurt my family or friends, I am not like you, I am not human, I am too kind to be you.

This Void!
oi... i dont know what to say... i am way happy. but yet there is this thing bugging me and i am not totally sure what it is.. i want to be just completely happy... But its getting to me... I am slowly feeling more and more emepty inside. **sigh** what is a girl to do.

Thoughts From The Heart
Lately, I've morphed into something even I can't recognize. I tried stepping out of my comfort zone, only to be shot down and forced back into seclusion. I get sick to my stomach almost daily now, and I really can't tolerate anything anymore. I had heart, but people ripped that apart. I kind of just float on now, allowing things to pass me by. I can't communicate to save my life, and when I try to, it comes out even more mutiliated. I'm currently stressed out and exhausted, and tired of dealing with people who don't care about me. In the end, all I ever wanted was compassion. For someone to just say, "Jessalynne, I fucking love you."

Where Is Your Heart?
This Guy Posts This Shit On My Page.. Please Go Show Him Some LOVE. He loves to post shit about US soldiers Not doing their jobs etc in Iraq. That they are just playing games... You Need To Wake Up & Start Supporting The Men And Women That Are Over There FIGHTING For You And Your Freedom Of Speech. Under His Picture Is What He Left On My Page MY WORDS TO YOU AND ANYONE ELSE THAT DOESN'T SUPPORT THESE MEN AND WOMEN... THEY HAVE HEART.. YOU? AN EMPTY HEART AND A FULL MOUTH OF BS GOD BLESS THEM FOR THEIR HONOR, LOVE, DEDICATION, AND THEIR SACRIFICES!!!!!!! SUPPORT OUR MEN AND WOMEN IN OUR MILITARIES. ERIC@ fubar SO MORE DEAD FATHERS AND HUSBANDS IS THE ANSWER?.... HOW DARE ANYONE WANT PEACE.. WHEN KILLING, DEATH, AND MURDER ARE SOOOO MUCH FUN!!! AND GOD LOVES WATCHING US BLOW IRAQI HEADS OFF HUH?... HOW ANYONE CAN THINK ITS HONORABLE TO DIE WHILE BEING THE HOSTILE AGGRESSIVE INVADING OCCUPIER IS BEYOND ME..... YOU KNOW THIS WHOLE WAR WAS PLANNED BY OPEC RIG

Who Agrees?
I stole this from thatotherguy269 Quite frankly, beautiful women come in all shapes and sizes. And today, when most people think of an attractive woman in the fashion sense, they usually imagine a slim-hipped waif with hollow cheeks, narrow shoulders, and a rather unremarkable bust line. This is what commerce has brainwashed modern society into believing is the ideal woman. It is a lie, propagated by marketing forces and fashion designers who use the obsession with a slender female form as a means to earn millions of dollars selling weight-loss products and other health routines. But some of us know better. There is another female form that has been idealized for centuries. She is the familiar hourglass or pear-shaped woman of wide hips, an ample bust, plump cheeks, soft-full lips, and a generally healthy profile of alluring curves and crevasses. She is the Rubenesque Woman. Elegant. Cultured. Educated and Beautiful. In fact, the very word "rubenesque" originates

And They Said I Was Paranoid.....
The House of Representatives recently passed HR1955, or the Violent Radicalization and Homegrown Terrorism Prevention Act of 2007. Sounds like a good and safe idea here, yes? Well look at this, specifically number four. SEC. 899A. DEFINITIONS. `For purposes of this subtitle: `(1) COMMISSION- The term `Commission' means the National Commission on the Prevention of Violent Radicalization and Homegrown Terrorism established under section 899C. `(2) VIOLENT RADICALIZATION- The term `violent radicalization' means the process of adopting or promoting an extremist belief system for the purpose of facilitating ideologically based violence to advance political, religious, or social change. `(3) HOMEGROWN TERRORISM- The term `homegrown terrorism' means the use, planned use, or threatened use, of force or violence by a group or individual born, raised, or based and operating primarily within the United States or any possession of the

The Straight Edge: Rejecting Sex, Drugs, Cigarettes, And Alcohol
The Straight Edge: Rejecting Sex, Drugs, Cigarettes, and AlcoholSex and drugs ... cigarettes and alcohol. They permeate our society at every level. Be it on television, the movies, in magazines, or on clothing, using and promoting illegal and harmful substances seems to have become a socially acceptable pastime these days.Why then do I, and so many other people worldwide, choose to lead a "Straight Edge" lifestyle? A lifestyle in which we abstain from drinking alcohol, smoking cigarettes, using drugs, and having sex. The reason is quite simple. We Straight Edgers believe that these useless addictions divert our attention from what is really important: the future prosperity of ourselves and our society.The social state of our world today is sadly growing worse every passing hour. The most effective way to focus on improving our future is to build ourselves into a clear-minded, focused, motivated, and dedicated global community. Being a Straight Edger has empowered me to do what I know i

Lost In Translation 2
MY STREET DREAMIN RUINED THE LIFE WE MADE.THE TRUST IS GONE I HATE IT THAT WAY ,I ADMIT REGARDING THIS THIS RELATIONSHIP I MADE A FATAL MISTAKE .TESTING YA PATIENCE,YEAH LIKE I GOT ANGELS TO WASTE.....LORD I'VE CREATED A MONSTER HER HEART IS DARK NOW.AND EVERY CONVERSATION IS LIKE WE FISHING FOR SHARKS NOW.ARGUMENTS I CANT TAKE IT/EVERY FIGHT SEEMS TO BE BUILT ON THE FACT THAT I SKATED.I REMEMBER EVERYTHING LIKE YESTERDAY BUT I GOTTA ACT LIKE ITS FADED.CAUSE I DONT WANNA TALK,TALKING BOUT IT JUST ENDS WITH YOU TELLIN ME TO WALK.BUT ITS OBVIOUS I DIDNT WANT US TO PART.AND MY JEALOUSY IS ONLY THE REACTION OF A GUILTY CONCIANCE.TWO WRONGS DONT MAKE A RIGHT BUT IT SURE EVENS OUT THIS MESS THAT I STARTED.......STARTED.(HAHA)..THATS WHEN OUR SIGNALS GOT CROSSED ,FEELINGS GOT HURT, RELATIONSHIP TOSSED.CHANGES OF HEART IS WHEN THE ABRASSIVNESS STARTS.YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER OFF FINDING TRACES OF LIP GLOSS.AS LONG AS I DIDN'T RUN AWAY WE WOULD HAVE NEVER GOT LOST .

Disecting A Downrater...
I wonder what makes them tick. What makes them so hostile that they spend every ounce of their time trying to bring down others? I don't have down raters very often but the few I have had, I have paid attention too. I had one lady who had to have weighed like 250lbs. I had one who didn't even have a real picture up...it was a cartoon charecter. I had another who had only one pic and was nice one minute/ bitter the next. Well this blog is in Honor of all those downraters. I have finally concluded that every last one of them has absolutely miserable lives and they feel like blaming everyone else for their problems and taking it out on them. Repeat after me...." I am in control of my own thoughts, feelings, and actions." What is it going to take to make all these bitter people realize that life is a blessing no matter what is going on. That no matter how they feel about themselves...ALL people are beautiful. Size doesn't matter, ethniticity doesn't matter, age doesn't matter. We

Away
Hi all my friends, sorry i have not been on for a while but circumstances was not good, first my dad too very ill, followed shortly by me, and i was not able to get to my pc, being unable to walk. But now i am back, thanks to you all who kept our friendship going xxxx

Kow - Please Block This Guy
pierced1 This guy gave me hell a few weeks ago. Unfortunately, I no longer have the comments he made to me from my Shoutbox. In the end, he called me a "f*ing whore" simply because I didn't tell him that I was married IRL from the beginning. He's an A$$. I already have him blocked myself.

English As America 's Official Language
Having this information is power at the voting booth! 33 Senators Voted Against English as America 's Official Language June 6, 2007 On Wed, 6 Jun 2007 23:35:23 -0500, 'Colonel Harry Riley USA Ret'd. wrote: Senators: Your vote against an amendment to the Immigration Bill 1348, to make English America's offical language is astounding. On D-Day no less when we honor those that sacrificed in order to secure the bedrock character and principles of America . I can only surmise your vote reflects a loyalty to illegal aliens. I don't much care where you come from, what your religion is, whether you're black, white or some other color, male or female, democrat, republican or independent, but I do care when you're a United States Senator, representing citizens of America and vote against English as the official language of the United States Your vote reflects betrayal, political surrender, violates your pledge o

Are People On Fubar For Real?!?!?!?
So I'm still learning all this stuff. I'm so used to MySpace that all this fubar is like a different world to me... apparently some of the people on here are very troubled. What is with the ratings? I rated some guy a 5 last night. Because I honestly thought he was average. Way too skinny for my taste. HE WENT OFF! My shoutbox lit up like a god damned Christmas Tree. All because I gave him a 5. He said I was an ugly-bitch, whore, cum dumpster slut, and some other things. Oh and that he was going to ruin me. Um... How do you ruin somebody on a website? Is it really that important to you? I'm not going to rate everyone a '10' just because it'll make them feel better. That is nothing but a false sense of good self esteem. Seriously... WHAT THE FUCK EVER! If it is really that important to you that you have all high numbers, then you obviously need to just kill yourself and save us the trouble of having to deal with your lame ass. I give my opinion. I'm very honest.

Cutie Couple Contest!!!!!
I am hosting a contest for “The Cutest Couple” In order for the contest to be official there must be at least 5 contenders. The couples can be of either real life couples or Fubar couples, but both people must be in the picture. There will be 5 prizes awarded, as follows: 1st place ---- 2- 1 hour Happy Hours {OF YOUR CHOICE} 2nd place --- 1- 1 hour Happy Hour {OF YOUR CHOICE} 3rd place ---- 1- 30 day Blast and 1 30 day VIP 4th place ---- 1- 30 day Blast 5th place ---- 1- 30 day VIP The contest will begin at 9:00am on Nov. 26th and will end at 9:00pm on Dec. 24th All entries must be received by Nov 25th midnight in order to be eligible. The picture you want entered into the contest can be e-mailed to me here on Fubar or let me know what picture in your folder you would like entered. You can start sending the pictures from the moment this blog/bulletin is posted. Contest will be based on comments and rates, who ever has the most comments "WINS" in the event of a

Fu-king
I just want to thank everyone for helping me reach Fu-King! I didn't expect to level this quick, but thanks to Vittoria who is on my Godfather List who decided I should level made a bulletin. Next The Mafia for their support and pic bombing to get me leveled. Also Boo Boo and her list of levelers too. There were so many more to thank that I decided to put this in my blog. I hope those who helped, let me know here so I can return the love. Again, Thank You All So Much! :D

Kochamcie Kitty Kat
The trees swimming around each other The river rushing towards the sky Even the mountains melting together all these unnatural sights as if the spinning in my brain is affecting the wayI see the world you're running around in my mind like a marathon champion and there is no way to stop it How Why When Where How did you get so deep inside Why can't this be easier When will I see you again Where will that magic moment be I want so badly to wrap you in my arms right here right now I want to feel you next to me The sun on our faces the grass on our backs The sand between our toes the trees rising around us The sky within easy reach the sea miles below The sheets tangled around our bodies Your voice in my ear and your eyes piercing my soul with every breath You don't even know what you're doing to me and I couldn't tell you how what's done is done and here I am in my life waiting

Interview:heath Ledger On The Joker
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com Full Story:http://www.comingsoon.net/news/movienews.php?id=39038 The New York Times talked to Heath Ledger about playing The Joker in Warner Bros.' highly-anticipated The Dark Knight, opening in theaters on July 18, 2008. Here are clips from the interview: He is here in London filming the latest episode of the "Batman" franchise, "The Dark Knight." It is a physically and mentally draining role — his Joker is a "psychopathic, mass-murdering, schizophrenic clown with zero empathy" he said cheerfully — and, as often happens when he throws himself into a part, he is not sleeping much. "Last week I probably slept an average of two hours a night," he said. "I couldn't stop thinking. My body was exhausted, and my mind was still going." One night he took an Ambien, which failed to work. He took a second one and fell into a stupor, only to wake up an hour later, his mind still racing. Here too was his Joker diary, which he began compiling fou

Ask Me Anything
This was fun when we did this in a yahoo group I had awhile back so lets see if you guys will want to do it too. You can ask me any question you wish by sending me an email to askthemilf@yahoo.com Ask me any question you want... sex advice, personal questions, etc. Some of the better questions will be copied and posted here in the blog area under a new heading so that others perhaps having the same question will see the answer. Don't worry... your name will not be shown so you will be completely anonymous. Who wants to be the first to ask me a question? Send your question to " askthemilf@yahoo.com "

I'm Fu-married!!!!
Sorry people, I got Fu-married today. We eloped, so there wasn't a formal Fu-wedding! We have been quite in love for some time and although we love all of our Fu-friends.... We wanted to keep it private. I'm sure you can all understand. We are registered at the Fu-giftshop if you'd like to buy us a happy hour, V.I.P., blast, or hell. Even a friggin lollipop!! Here's the cheap ass picture that the drive-on-through Fu-wedding chapel gave us. We'll be burning off copies, and sending them out as holiday cards too!! Enjoy your lives as we will enjoy ours. :) imikimi - Customize Your World

Birthday Wishes
Well its my birthday again another year gone another year older. Now id like to thank all my great friends who have sent me there birthday wishes, and if you havent stoped by yet dont forget to thx... Founder of The Order Of The Dragon@ fubar

My Ode To Strippers - Potentially Nsfw!
T’was the night after payday, When all throught the house The creatures were stirring, looking for mouse The pasties were hung from the titties with care, In hopes that big tippers soon would be there. The patrons were nestled all snug in their chairs, While visions of g-strings danced in their heads; Me in my leather, happy and cheer Had just settled down for a ten dollar beer, When out on the stage there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my chair to see what was the matter. Away to the stage I flew like a flash, Ripped open my wallet and pulled out some cash. The spotlight above illuminates below Show silicone objects for us to behold, When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature limo, and eight shapely round rears, With a flashy old driver, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be Pimp Nick. More rapid than eagles his dancers they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by name; "Now, DONNA! now,

To My Friends And Family
I just wanted to let you know, I am not very well these days. So it can be I am not really here all the time to give your rates and comments back as I get them, though you see me online. I aprecciate all of it very much and I will give all back as soon as I can. Thank you so much for thinking of me! Luv y'all! Annie

I Woke Up 2 This?
ok i read jeezy's sticky n this finally made me say sumthing...my real thoughts. (this was my comment) do u realize that fubar is gettin more n more fucked up everyday? bouncers goin apeshit n jesus created a world based on fumoney instead of points. i missed the lost cherry days n even cherry tap wen it was jus fun 2 rate and real people on this site.. now im realizin that those days arent comin back fubar has turned into fu drama n honestly i am comin here less and less. if this shit continues its gonna make me abandon my page. i might do it. fuck it if i have 2 be a godfather of drama n bullshit. i got real shit on the other side of the screen. i jus take my real connections i made from this site wit dem phone #s n go.

Reggae In The 50s
ok i seriously need help. i need to write a paper (10-15 pages long) on reggae music in the 1950s, especially about the lyrics. i looked n yes i went 2 google but don't have enough if anybody can get me info about reggae in Jamaica in the 1950s like music, documents, lyrics, anything send it here...reply back or fumail me or email me brooklynrko6@yahoo.com anybody dat gimme good info that helps me wit an A can get something in return thank u in advance Benzi

Think Fast
How about word association! We haven't played that yet! Try not to think too long for a perfect answer, just whatever slips off your tongue (or finger tips) then comment below. Enchanting Style Lassie Potato Schizophrenic Home Island Sex

Addicted To You...
I'm addicted to you just like a drug, I'm addicted to you cannot get enough, I'm addicted to you and the way you say my name, I'm addicted to you and the way you hold me in your arms, I'm addicted to you and the way you kiss me, I'm addicted to you and the way you hold my hand, I'm addicted to you I cannot breathe quite the same, Every single breathe has your name, Every single passing moment my heart beats, Every single moment I keep thinking, Every single moment I am dreaming, I am wanting back with you, One moment is never enough, I need so much more, I'm addicted to you, I can feel what you feel of me Just like the rain, It cascades down filling my whole being, It cascades down making me breathless, Leaving no choice but to only feel you, Do you know what you do to me by just saying my name? Do you know what you do to me by just kissing me like you have? Do you know what you do to me by just touching me? Do you know what you do to me just saying how much

Sorry Everyone!!!!!!
Sorry I just up and disappeared, truth be told my computer's hard drive died and I just recently started working with TSA at the local Airport here in P'cola. Loving the job and everything about it. I hope to start getting online on a regular basis again!!!! Hope to hear from you all again.

Come And Be A Part Of The Action!!!!
They thought they had what it takes,They thought they could be King Of The Hill,They were wrong,In a World where lounges pop up everyday Only One Stands Above the rest CLUB FANTASIA Club Fantasia is looking for new members, along with new staff...Bartenders,greeters,promoters and Dj's Come Join Fantasia A Place where the ppl are friendly and the party never stops!!! Click the link and come join the fun!! Kerry*Owner of Club Fantasia* Flaws Baby*Too Raw *@ fubar DJ FLawLess ^Owner of Club Fantasia^ -Fubar's Hottest DJ- *Kerry's baby* Too RaW@ fubar

Your Peace
Your peace Peace is within you. There are other places to look for it. It happens from your understanding, Of your willingness to accept and Learn from the moment that you arrive. Where to find your heart, inevitably find peace. She is in the place where everything is reflected in you in balance, harmony and innocence. Your peace depends on your attention, inside of you, so it stretches you out, giving a new dimension to your reality where you manage to clear, through it, which seems obscure, undo the knots where everything seems tangle, without output. It gives a chance for peace, your peace, And you see that life colore to what seems gray, bringing love where there feel hatred, Which brings abundance think there misery, which brings warmth think there cold, loneliness. The life often does not seem to be easy, There are moments where giving all, to simply cry, for our apparent inability to harmonize size chaos we created, but I say to you: demand for thy peac

A Future Surgeon?
I love gory things, its weird but when someone or something is bleeding or hurt I like to poke and prod (sometimes it causes more pain and other times it doesnt). Then again at other times I just like to see what all damage is done. For some unknown reason I'm interested in the weirdest things such the colon, intestines and kidneys. Hmmm maybe one day I'll be your surgeon.

Butterfly Demons!
Ok, I know it's been a while since I have mass mailed any of you guys....and surprisingly enough this e-mail isn't quiet like my others...filled with pics of my girls or links to autobiographies! This attachment is a picture of the most feared creature in my life....And as most of you already know...that is a BUTTERFLY!!! OMG! I am beyond terrified of these demonic creatures who I swear God put on this Earth to scare me senseless!!! I was setting here at my dinning room table...minding my own business when suddenly outta the pots of plants I rescued from the first frost outside by bringing them in...there fluttering around as if it belonged there was this creature of sin...the BUTTERFLY!! Well of course I did the right thing first, and I screamed like the girl I am and I began fearing for Keilah who was playing close to the plants and the demonic winged creature...I began to tremble as I looked around for anything to help me!!!! The only thing near me was the Cover to a large

The Angel... From Taz
The Angel God Gave To Me He love for me is so pure indeed. My heart is hers unconditionally. She is a Angel God sent to me. Her hair is like silk so shinny and so sweet. Her eyes are like the stars that twinkle at night. Her lips are like cherries so sweet and divine. Her heart is made of gold so pure and so sweet. Her beauty is breath taking like a field of roses as far as the eye can see. You are that the Angel God sent to me. you have won my heart with your kindness and you are such a sweet person i love you like my sister. i hope you like this. love Mark (taz)

Good Karma
TheKarmaQuiz.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! Teagan, Your Karmic Alignment is: Zen Intuition! Score: 16 You have a direct perception of truth. You are very keen and don't use it to take advantage. When you commit positive deeds, you don't do them to get ahead, you do positive deeds simply because it makes you feel good. Your intentions are almost always meant well and all this positive karmaic energy is bound to come back to you in a great way!

Actual School Absence Excuses From Parents
ACTUAL SCHOOL ABSENCE EXCUSES FROM PARENTS (SUPPOSEDLY)-- INCLUDING SPELLING. *My son is under a doctor's care today and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him. *Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot. *Dear School: Please ekscuse John for being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, and also 33. *Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating. *Please excuse Roland frrom P.E. for a few days. Yesterday, he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip. *John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. *Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. *Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. *Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels. *Please excuse Pedro from being absent yesterday. He had diahre, dyrea, direathe, the shits. *Please excuse Tommy for

Back At Timbercreek In Louisburg, Ks Tonight!
Hey all, That's right...my band RiverGard is back at Timbercreek Bar & Grill tonight (November 23rd) from 8pm to midnight. There's no cover charge, only great LIVE MUSIC, dancing, Great food, and just GOOD FUN! Come on out tonight and enjoy some great live music in a really NICE venue with plenty of dancing, drinking and FUN! As always, mention that you heard about us on Fubar to recieve a FREE personally autographed 8 1/2 x 11 color photograph of the band (supplies limited).

Why????
WHY DO PEOPLE COMMIT SUICIDE? WHY DO PEOPLE CUT THEMSELVES? WHY DO GIRLS BECOME ENEREXIC AND BELIMIC? WHY DO KIDS BRING GUNS TO SCHOOL? WHY DO KIDS GET DEPRESSED... SO THEY START USING MED, AND ABUSING THEM? WHY DO GIRLS NEED TO ACT LIKE SLUTS TO IMPRESS GUYS? IN THE BILL OF RIGHTS, IT SAYS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEACH! SO WHY ARE WE SO AFRAID TO SPEAK UP FOR OURSELVES? I KNOW WHY!!! CLIQUES "GANSTAS", PREPS, NERDS, GOTHS, EMOS, SCENE/HARDCORE KIDS", PUMKS... AND THATS NOT EVEN HALP OF THEM! SOCIETY IN GENERAL. we life in a world if your not skinny, not beautiful, not sexy, not straight...your tortured, abused, and humiliated. We say that we are all equal but, there is still racism, sexism, and people judging others based on there religion, color, size, heritage, ect. I AM SICK OF IT! Stereotypes, and everything else. I want to live in a good place, without suicide, rape, murder, and JUDGEMENT! I WANT TO STOP THE MADNESS. IF I ONLY REACHED TO 1 OR 2 PEOPLE THATS FINE. AT LEAST MY CONCIENC

What Comes Around Goes Around
This is the start of what I also like to call straight from the Heart. You know many times you can do something to some1 not knowing the consiquences. Like lets say theres stuff thats been said about ppl that might come back and start a war. I am not saying I am a vengfull person. But when poeple start chit, I hope they know to brace themselves to what might be a war and they better have a defense to what they said, likely I dont think 99% people do. So pleae be carefull what Goes Around Comes Around

Inside Thoughts
The everlasting night never shows a spect of light What happens to the fighter waiting for dawn's early light To stop and rest the breast plate off his chest To lay down his sword & rest his mind if even for a sec Just for a moment of serenity & peace The disease of his steed is bubbling in his mind And in time, he'll be the last of a dying breed In the land of heat it's all about the speed of time He's seen the hardest & strongest men get cut down just past the upcoming bend The intensity in his heart is only matched by the nightmares in his head It was once said if you live by the sword you'll die by the sword Just to hide his insecuritys of the upcoming war He became a whore to feel a false sence of love & hope Now its all gone & the time for the biggest fight of his life & it's not gonna be fought with his sword,might,or spite BUT HIS MIND! WHO WILL WIN TIME OR HIS SPINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Brigid(brid), Celtic Goddess Of Fire
Brigid, the Celtic goddess of fire (the forge and the hearth), poetry, healing, childbirth, and unity, is celebrated in many European countries. She is known by many names, including that of Saint Brigid who is, perhaps, the most powerful religious figure in Irish history. Born at the exact moment of daybreak, Brigid rose into the sky with the sun, rays of fire beaming from her head. She was the daughter of Dagda, the great 'father-god' of Ireland. In Druid mythology, the infant goddess was fed with milk from a sacred cow from the Otherworld. Brigid owned an apple orchard in the Otherworld and her bees would bring their magical nectar back to earth. It is said that wherever she walked, small flowers and shamrocks would appear. As a sun goddess her gifts are light (knowledge), inspiration, and the vital and healing energy of the sun. Brigid became the wife of Bres, an Irish king. Together they produced three sons, each of them became a famous warrior. Brigid and her husband

The Truth
Tippin the bottle is makin my way of livin so hollow Sip and I swallow I slip and I fall-no vision to follow Clink from the ice in my glass can be linked to knives in my back Drink to disguise that im trapped so I think my lies are my facts Crawl into bed and procrastinate every thought in my head Stall and regret just like half of the life I’ve sought to forget Sober seclusion, im left to believe there’s no resolution Hope? – An illusion I’ve manufactured to cope with confusion Frozen depression, events taken place with no recollection Spoken deception, I claim that I have such noble intentions Frightened and weaker, im folding inside despite my demeanor Life is a fever, emotional senses stifled and bleaker Fog is intense or the focus is off in my optical lens All of my friends think im conscious because I often pretend Feeling so useless you’d think im safer concealing this proof Healing is crucial, the only way is revealing the truth

The Hardest Thing In Life Is Saying Goodbye And Welcoming A New Born At The Same Time
on the 19th of november we had a very close family members father pass away and, at the same time i was in sacramento with my daughter as she was trying to give birth, in which she finally had to have a c section and our baby was born with problems, now in my heritage of native american, when one old soul/spirit passes there's a birth for that spirit to go to, but you see my dilema is this i was not able to be there with my best friend to comfort him when he needed his friends and at the same time i was where my child needed me to be, i just dont think that i can get passed the feelings of guilt. My friend was there for me when my mother passed and i will eternally love and respect him for this , its rough to figure out the reasoning of all this, stop by my page and view the awesome tribute he drew in respect for his father

Join Me And Stand With Our Veterans
Some of our injured troops returning from Iraq and Afghanistan are facing a ridiculous and unnecessary obstacle. Because they have been discharged early, they are not receiving their full enlistment bonuses. Some are even be asked to return payments they have already received. A new bill that would ensure this does not continue is gaining momentum in Congress, and lawmakers need to hear from civilians who support it. We can help our nations' veterans on this critical issue. Please take a minute to send a message to your representatives, and tell them you support this bill. Iraq and Afghanistan Veterans of America has made it easy - just visit www.iava.org Thank you! Paul Rieckhoff Iraq Veteran Executive Director Iraq and Afghanistan Veterans of America

A Letter To My Beer.
Dear Beer, I have been thinking about you lately, just wanted to let you know I miss your natural blonde head and dark tan body. I miss your taste, and I talk to my friends about you all the time. I saw you on tv the other day, it was so wierd. Anyways, I get off of work early today, when I get home, do you want to slip into my 22oz bottle? I know you fill it so well, your bottle is nice, but that tall glass is so you. And in the bottle its hard to see the carbonation. Maybe we can work on the Jeep together, I will put a dust mask on you while I sand. Oh you want to bring your friends to help? Ok with me! You know, I installed a bottle opener in the garage. Yeah it's bolted to the wall. Well, I gotta get back to work, I will see you soon.

Something To Ponder
In life, it is so easy to forget the small things that are so important. We instinctively focus on the bad. If we could all, for just a moment, step out and away from ourselves, and just be thankful for the simple things that we have been given, it would make such a huge difference in our lives. We all make mistakes, we all have heartaches, but it can only make us stronger. Live for the future, don't live in the past. Take every waking moment and live life like there will be no tomorrow. There is only so much that can bring you down yet so much more that can bring you back again.

So We Have Friends
we all have some true friends on here.But there are a lot of so called friends or user on here to like the ones ask you for something and you help them and they can't even give a comment back or rating from them that's really very nice i like doing things for friends but not into been on a oneway street have a gr8 one

Well
i smoked 2 cigarettes then i put the patch back on... i'm not starting all over with my quit count because well that would be really discouraging. so right now i'm at 43 days. had a tight chest and shortness of breath for about a day after i smoked those 2... really bad feeling and it just reminded me why i wanted to quit in the first place. i went to my dr today... she increased one of my anti depressants, and gave me some ambien to help me sleep. i was staying away from rx sleep aids because i didnt want to be addicted, however when you've not slept well for months and spent the past 2 nights about 9 hours each night laying awake in bed and not sleeping i think its time to do something about it. i'm so freaking tired right now. i'm changing the meetings i go to... i think now i'm going to go to EA on tuesdays... CoDa on thursdays... my bipolar group on fridays... and if i can find one, a nicotine anon group on maybe mondays. so i can address all of my problems. and not get

Godfather List 12/3/07 Updated *new*
*Note* This is not the stickied bulletin, I posted this and noticed the sticky after. This was updated 2 hrs after the sticky. RogerLee ஐ Founder of The Pride ஐ Co-Owner of The Big Bad Wolf ஐ208,000 to go fubar349,000 to go ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥ *GF to Gary* ♥member to Club F.A.R407,000 to go †ĞǾŦĦĬС ŖŎŞĔ†587,000 to go Punky@ fubar697,000 to go Fre¥a ♥ Evil's Pet ♥ Fu/gf 2 Mydnyte757,000 to go MIZZ SHADY LEADER OF SHADY S*U*P*758,000 to go weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ( READ MY PROFILE )797,000 to go §R Whï ê Kñïgh ♥Blondies r/l hubby♥ ~Git R Done Rebels L.C.~Confederates

Today's Train
Whats a Tuesday Train? This weeks Train: babygirl: One of my favorite mummers from back when they when fun! Always quick with a kind word & endless supply of smiles with her comments! PEE-JAY: I got to meet Pee-Jay when she responded to a "Help Wanted" ad for my paper, I got to really know & luv her after I canceled it. I found she had not only a he

Dreams Do Come True
Dreams do come true, but only when They make it through despair, Limping into everyday Transformed beyond repair. No dream would be a dream if it Could pass for something real, Nor would we sail for paradise Would it its shoals conceal. So it is with love: the dream Long longed for, now possessed, Must be a dream no longer, but An emperor undressed. Stark naked it must come to us In unaccustomed shame, And we must take it in our arms And love it all the same. And we must love love as it is That dreams might still come true, Mangled into miracles To make our lives anew.

Cant Sleep
Cant sleep Filled with regret You broke my heart I'll try to fogive, but can never forget The emptiness consumes me Healing I cant find Ups and downs Highs and lows I hate you sometimes But cant let this go Cant sleep Got you on my mind Disgusted with myself For being so blind Laying in my bed Feeling so alone Stairing at my dark ceiling Waiting for a ringing phone Want to tell you how Im feeling Want to hear the sound in your voice Knowing this hate for you is building Cant sleep Feeling so cold Puffin on a cigarette These feelings unfold Love & hate Passion & detest Things i never thought I'd possess Eyes finally get heavy As I start to envision The solution to my great indecision A wonderful demise to this mistake For me to sleep and never awake

Westroads Mall Omaha Nebraska
at 1:40 this afternoon in omaha nebraska there was a shooting at a mall, my favorite mall, the mall i always go to..and i was lucky enough that i didn't go.. heres the whole story: http://www.wowt.com/home/headlines/12163196.html go there..what the hell is happening in omaha?! i have a friend who works there and was there today, but hes okay, and another friend who was there but got out..i just dont understand..why..

Online Pharamcies?
Has anyone used an online pharmacy before? I've heard many pluses and minuses. Well, I'm asking because I have been fighting with a rough back and tried to see a doctor yesterday but was given the runaround. We all know Dr.s like to hold back on the good stuff that actually works. Instead I was told to take Aleve and do nothing but rest. That just doesnt work for me. I know what I need and have been aquiring minimal amounts through friends. I now want more to knock this out and get back to my normal life. My question is this. Has anyone used an online pharmacy and what were your results? Today after work I'm going to purchase my meds and see how it goes. If I receive too many cons to this I will not, but would like to know if they are worth it. Please advise =-) Thank you.

My Private Photo Album...
It's private for a reason. I don't owe you a "peek"...what the hell have you done for me? What, you think I fucking owe you? I've never asked for anything from any of you, so don't act like you're "special"...trust me, in the scheme of things, you're nothing to me. I've already been blocked by some people for telling them to Fuck Off when they continued to nag at me. Good, less assholes I have taking up space on my continually growing, yet totally useless fubar friends list. If you're in my family list, or I visit a lounge and we chat in there, and are on "friendly" terms, you're all good. But if you're nothing more than just wasted space in my list, think twice about what exactly it is that I owe you. Go ahead, call me a bitch, call me a cunt...you know you want to. But hey, if me acting like a fucking cunt is the only way I can get my point across, than expect it happening alot. Another point I want to make...Does the private album have a NSFW notice? It's something wort

Funny
The Italian Loan An Italian walked into a bank in New York City and asked for the loan officer. He told the loan officer that he was going to Italy on business for two weeks and needed to borrow $5,000 and that he was not a depositor of the bank. The bank officer told him that the bank would need some form of security for the loan, so the Italian handed over the keys to a new Ferrari. The car was parked on the street in front of the bank. The Italian produced the title and everything checked out. The loan officer agreed to hold the car as collateral for the loan and apologized for having to charge 12% interest. Later, the bank's president and its officers all enjoyed a good laugh at the Italian for using a $250,000 Ferrari as collateral for a $5,000 loan. An employee of the bank then drove the Ferrari into the bank's underground garage and parked it. Two weeks later, the Italian returned, repaid the $5,000 and the interest of $23.07. The loan officer said, "Sir

Life 3
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give i

Holiday Confustions
IT's amazing how much Christmas has changed over the years; how Santa Clause has turned so commercial. As a child I always loved a visit from Santa. He would come to my grandma's house every Christmas and bring each of us kids a little gift out of his sack. It's was a wonderful time of life. Even now when I'm old enough to know it was a friend of the family who brings us a gift, I don't really care. To me Santa Clause is the personification of the Spirit of Giving. After all what does Santa do, but give gifts to all the good little girls and boys. And there is nothing wrong with a little warning of "better be good or Santa will put nothing but coal in your stockings". The winter solstice is about the earth sleeping and preparing for rebirth in the spring. It's a time when everything takes a break, reflects upon the old year and looks forward to the new one.

An Interesting, Original And Charming
An interesting, original and charming friend request by way of email from HmmmmmmScorp Subject: i loved readin yer page "To find out more about you i have to walk yer path .........is one allowed on such hallowed ground ...in the stillness of time i mark mah time..........what are we to do mah fair maiden the words....... i long to hear and feel them......anoint me with yer joyous tones the words ahh the... words how they release me from the stagnation....the mire of life without words i would but die to not hear them..... so i sayeth to thee come forth an talk unto me yer.....friend from o'er by...........talk soon i hope be well........have a good day xoxo" ------------------------ I would be a fool to not add you, DearHeart.... *muah*

Between Friends... The Road Never Ends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. This is the sacred RED ROSE.

Friendship
i would like to thansk each and every one on this site for showing me the true meaning of friendship with no strings attached i would like to wish each and everyone av ery joyous and happy holiday season and may God our father protect each and everyone and may your light shine in love and grace and peace

Consumed With Thoughts Of You
All day my mind is consumed with the thoughts of you What are you doing? Are you thinking of me? I would love to kiss you and feel your arms around me To hear your sexy and smooth voice How did you do this to me? How did I allow you in my mind? In my heart? Am I selfish? Is this fair? Fair that I want you? Fair that you want me? What the hell did you do to me? Making me feel things I haven't felt in such a long time What am I going to do with you? Should I give in with no care? No care of what might happen to what we have? What we share? All day my mind is consumed with thoughts of you Why is this happening to me? You opened something inside of me that I wasn't suppose to share Now you have a piece of that Why aren't I taking it back? Why haven't I said goodbye? Damn. What the hell did you do to me To have me so rapped up into you? I even have thoughts of missing you All day my mind is consumed with the thought of you.

Paranormal State (review In My Own Words)
Ok, so I (was) all excited to watch this new paranormal reality based show on A&E. I'm currently now 30 minutes into the show and personally I think it's a bunch of caca. I mean, sure if you've experienced paranormal shit of your own fine and I'm sure you are searching for answers. It would only be natural to feel that way. But I guarantee you atleast half of this group of Penn State college students are younger than myself and trying to say they have had several years of experience within the paranormal field. Not trying to be a wise ass here, but I think this show is yet another bs attempt from a major network to draw a younger range of audience to some amateur wanna be TAPS show. I gotta hand it to them though, great way for some college kids to get some television airtime exposure. lol *rolls eyes* I mean I'm sure its quite easy to get into shows like this, considering back when it was just starting out and became popular I used to watch that "Fox's Scariest Places On Earth" sho

Gimme Something To Believe In...
This will sound weird to anyone who doesn't really know me. I am a good mom, sister, aunt, daughter, friend and so on. But sometimes I just get so down in the dumps. This last month has been the worst. I have some really good friends on here but lately I feel so alone. To get to the heart of it... I have been in a twelve year relationship. We have been on the downhill slide for years now. I know I am not happy, and I am sure he isn't either. I guess we are more friends than anything. Why we are still together is anyones guess. I guess I feel trapped. When I first joined fubar, it was just something to do. I had people to chat with 24/7. Oh do I ever need a life! I never meant to lead anyone on or meet anyone online for a meaningless or meaningful relationship. Unfortunately, that changed. I wasn't looking. But someone on here and I started to chat, then IM, then on the phone two or three times a day. Yes, I got use to it. He was part of my life. We decided we would meet in pe

Screwups
Everyone screws up, it's weather you have the guts to admit it, and try to make amends is the difference in being human or being a jerk. I think perhaps every night I should start my prayers with, Dear God, Forgive me for I screwed up today. I didn't mean to, it just happened, and I'll try to do better tomorrow, though, I know I'll screw up then too. PS, please give me the grace to forgive those who screw up against me. AMEN

~ Delirium At Kings Island, Ohio ~
And NO i don't live far from this but NO way i would ride it :) As far as flat rides go, Delirium is one of the best. Essentially it's a pendulum on steroids. You can see from the screenshots just how far this thing swings and the circle of seats at the end of the pendulum arm spins while the arm is swinging. (137 feet up at 8 revolutions per minute) The ride is a Giant Frisbee by Huss. If you can find one of these it's definitely worth a ride.

When Girls Dont Put Out!!
Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a

Any Thoughts On Marriage?
If your wife and a lawyer were drowning and you had to choose, would you go to lunch or to a movie? ~Author Unknown Never get married in the morning, because you never know who you'll meet that night. ~Paul Hornung..CUL--> As to marriage or celibacy, let a man take which course he will, he will be sure to repent. ~Socrates Three rings of marriage are the engagement ring, the wedding ring, and the suffering. ~Author Unknown Marriage ceremony: an incredible metaphysical sham of watching God and the law being dragged into the affairs of your family. ~O.C. Ogilvie A man in love is incomplete until he has married. Then he's finished. ~Zsa Zsa Gabor Marriage means commitment. Of course, so does insanity. ~Author Unknown I never knew what real happiness was until I got married. And by then it was too late. ~Max Kauffman Many a man in love with a dimple makes the mistake of marrying the whole girl. ~Stephen Leacock, Literary Lapses, 1910 Love: A temporar

♫ Dj John© ♫ Founder Of The United Bombing Association'
THis asshole leaves me a shitty threating message then blocks me.. I hate someone that cannot stand and fight.. he would rather talk shit and hide behind Blocking me than standing up and giving me a chance to respond to his little threats. So handle your business there DJ John.. Oh do as it appears you normally do and hide.. Ok jackass since you will not allow me to post on your page.. This is your exact message... "Don't stop by this page again, leave my girlfriend alone or we will have problems. Stalkers are not welcome on any website, so leave my girl alone. There is no need to go to her page but then again, your ass is blocked and will remain blocked! We don't need the Drama, so grow up and leave well enough alone!" What part of "we will have problems" and "I will show you how Chicago handles people like you" is not a threat.?? Oh and for that part.. got news for ya.. You do not scare me in the least bit.. if you want come to Arizona and we can talk man to man abou

Comments
I do not leave comments but on rare occasions. If you leave me a comment, I may comment back, but probably not. I simply don't give a flying fuck about it. I don't care if you leave 1000 comments on my page, its not going to entice me to go to your page and leave a comment. Nothing more annoying than hitting someones page to leave a comment, and having to wait 3 mins to leave said comment, due to all the other fucking comments loading.

Life As U Take It
I have been through a rough year but i am bouncing back. I got a new place a month ago and really like it. I am still single though but oh well one day my life will be hole again. Looking for that right one but arent we all. I am struggling through this month cause I cant see my kids but I know that they love me and will come find me. This is the time of the year when my oldest was taken from me.. It hurts in the most difficult ways. Christmas isnt my favorite anymore but ill get over this as I have over come everything else. I get stronger ever day that goes by. I am wishing ever buddy a merry christmas and a happy new year. Ill right more later..

Just Read
no god damn gf for a fuckin while now.... still have feelings for the bitch of an ex i shouldnt mainly bc i dont have anyone to share any feelings with so i just dwell fuck life sux right now!!! tryin to get into trucking have zero fuckin money tryin to sell shit but its not workin in my favor.... the only car i had to drive is not reg any more..... and i dont have tho money to bring it current and smog the fucker!!! dads stressed bc my mom goes in for surgery!!!!! my lil bro goes in for surgery.... wtf kind of xmas is this!!!! last year my fucking gma dies then my great gpa..... we have to pay for 3 fuckin houses bc the rest of my family slacks on fuckin payments.... i have no fucking job at the moment so i just spent my last 20 to get my dad to work!!!! THIS IS FUCKED!!!!!! my chevy is fuckin knockin so i cant drive it, i just baught a god damn carb for it... and now i have to swap the motors.... yet in the background when ever i try to do anything constructive my dad just sees it as

The Wall
I have a wall around my heart He is tearing it down piece by piece. My head is spinning. My heart is racing. I feel the tension as the brawl begins inside. Confusion over comes me. I want to let him in. Lust over comes me. I want to feel his touch. Excitement over comes me. I want him near. Anticipation over comes me. Wanting to see what's in store. I am fighting these feelings. A broken heart is my fear. The battle rages on. A battle I'm not going to win. He is tearing it down piece by piece.

A Day Without You
A day without you, Is like a candle without a flame. Like the burning I feel inside, Every time I hear your name. A day without you, Is like the ultimate test. A blank sheet of paper But no answers to fill the rest. A day without you, Is another day I want to cry. Feeling lonely yearning, And aching inside. A day with you, Is a true endeavor But one day closer To being in your arms forever.

Free Tickets Being Given Away Again Tonight!!
Its that time again. Traumatic Thursdays starts at 7pm eastern tonight on Cage Rattle Radio!Freddie will be giving away FREE tickets to to our upcoming Spring 2008 tour with Three Days Grace and SeetherSo click the banner to head over to CageRattleRadio.com and click listen live for the chance to win a pair of tickets to our show!Also, add the CageRattle Radio Myspace here to know about these events ahead of time:Cage Rattle Myspace

Is Like Making Love To A Beautiful Woman
MAKING COFFEE Making a cup of coffee is like making love to a beautiful woman. It's got to be hot. You've got to take your time. You've got to stir.. gently, and firmly. You've got to grind your beans until they squeak. And then you put in the milk. LAYING A CARPET Laying a carpet is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You check the dimensions, lay her out on the floor, pin her down, nail her, then walk all over her. If you're adventurous - like me - you might like to try an underlay. HANGING WALLPAPER Well, hanging wallpaper is also very much like making love to a beautiful woman. Clean all the relevant surfaces, spread her out on the table, cover her with paste, and stick her up. Then you clean your brush, light your pipe, stand back and admire your handiwork. PUTTING UP A TENT Putting up a tent, is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You rent her, unzip the door, put up your pole an'.. slip in to the old bag.

A Soldiers Wife
A Soldier's Wife I hate to watch Each time you leave And I hide from you How much I grieve I know it's your duty And you will go But once you are gone I will miss you so I know you'll come home As soon as you can But right now you'll deploy Like an honorable man So I'll keep things together Till you can come back But, this is where you belong Not some desert in Iraq Yet, I do understand Why you risk you're life For that's a Soldier's job And I'm a Soldier's wife

What Weman Want!!!!
1)You have to tell a woan how you feel about her...they make no assumptions. 2)Girls need food, water, and c.o.m.p.l.i.m.e.n.t.s to survive..hair eyes nails. 3)they think about thear man all the time...24/7 4)Being able to make a ladie laugh is so much more important than how big the tires are on your pick up truck.. 5)Hold Her hand in public. 6)No backseat drivers...NONE. 7)guys you will go futher on stawberries and ice cream .then you will on fancy crome rims.. 8)If you hold her hand while you are driving she will be thoroughly impressed...especially if it's a stick. 9) Don't say you love her if you don't mean it. 10)Having her over while you and your friends watch football does not count as "quality time"....messaging her feet works better.. 11)Never comment on how much you'r ladie eats.or how much she weighs..never. 12)Keep in mind that they withold sex when thear mad at you, so you might wanna get around to a.p.o.l.o.g.i.z.i.n.g...asap 13)woman are typically smarter th

Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road?
WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD? DR. PHIL: The problem we have here is that this chicken won't realize that he must first deal with the problem on 'THIS' side of the road before it goes after the problem on the 'OTHER SIDE' of the road. What we need to do is help him realize how stupid he's acting by not taking on his 'CURRENT' problems before adding 'NEW' problems. OPRAH : Well, I understand that the chicken is having problems, which is why he wants to cross this road so bad. So instead of having the chicken learn from his mistakes and take falls, which is a part of life, I'm going to give this chicken a car so that he can just drive across the road and not live his life like the rest of the chickens. GEORGE W. BUSH : We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. We just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road, or not. The chicken is either against us, or for us. There is no middle ground here. COLIN POWELL: Now to the left of the scr

My Tv Program "masterz Of Mayhem Tv"
Hey Fubar Friendz & Family Please Check Out My TV Program "Masterz Of Mayhem Underground TV" It Features Music Videos, Band Interviews, Live Concert Footage & My Wrestling Matches. Itz A Kwel Show From Cleveland Oh. on Time-Warner Channel 26. So Please Give It A Peek, With Footage You Can ONLY See Here. Drop Me A Line Let Me Kno What You Think. Happy Holidaze. http://revver.com/u/masterztv/

The Path To Peace. - Who I Am
Great Spirit did not put us here to fight each other, and stopping hate is not a part time job or a hobby for me. The words below are also a link to a page describing other principles that those who seek peace may find helpful. Relationships Always treat every person from the tiniest child to the oldest elder with respect. Give special respect to elders, parents, teachers, and community leaders. Avoid hurting others physically, mentally and emotionally by words and actions. Respect the privacy of others. Never intrude on a person's quiet moment or personal space. Never walk between or interrupt people who are talking. Speak in a soft voice, especially when you are in the presence of elders, strangers or others to whom special respect is due. Never speak about others in a negative way, whether they are presen

Stop Stopper Queen List Add On! Start On The 30th At 7pm
OK THIS IS WHAT YOU ALL BEEN WAITING FOR THE SEXIEST, WOMEN ON FUBAR. STOP BY ON THE 30TH AT 7 PM TO SHOW THESE QUEENS OF 2007-2008 YOUR LOVE! Music Video:LIGHTS, CAMERA, ACTION! (by Mr. Cheeks)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone OK HERE THE TOUGHEST, SEXIEST WOMEN OF FUBAR CONTESTANTS 1 CONTESTANTS 2 CONTESTANTS 3 CONTESTANTS 4

Dragonheart Fire&ic Leveling Crew
Come check out the new DragonHeart fire&ice leveling crew.if u have a salute pic and like helping people come join us we are new at leveling and there no rules help when and if u can.have nice Id tag's i can add u to and just carrie the name and show and be proud of our family. hears the Id's ihave to make for my members when u joing and show u are willing to help and stay so if u like the pic and idea of helping with leveling come give me your help and lets make a DragonHeart fire&ice leveling crew to be proud of this is the link to my home page come take a look ty for checking it out have a great day, Master Dragonheart~sweetdesire@ fubar

Duh!!!!!!!!
http://www.fubar.com/user/209361 this user went into a folder named nsfw (that i had just made and was uploading pix to) and flagged a pix THE MINUTE it was uploaded into folder!! just a warning about him!!

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76% Stability |||||||||||| 50% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76% Hedonism |||||| 30% Materialism |||| 16% Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56% Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56% Work ethic |||||||||| 36% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||| 76%

Requests
IF I HAVE ACCEPTED YOUR REQUEST WITHOUT RATING OR FANNING WHEN U HAVE DONE SO FOR ME,PLEASE LEAVE ME A MESSAGE STATING SO. I HAD OVER 100 REQUESTS & GOT FRUSTRATED SO I JUST ACCEPTED ALL AT ONCE.SO SORRY ABOUT THAT & I LOVE U ALL FOR ALL THE LOVE THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ME! THANKS & SO SORRY ONCE AGAIN ABOUT THIS. *KISSES*

01-02-08
Just a quick hello: (with just a little snow) That and I want to say Today's (slot machine & cherries) was one of my first original daily greets from the "Lost Cherry" days. I only knew how to put graphic images on a comment And how to italicize and make bold font. I didn't know how to align or space or change font styles or colors. So wanted to make that which you see below, but really had no clue how to do it- (I could visualize the end result) But damn if knew what to do to get it there? So I goggled HTML and actually that little graphic below -- Is responsible for everyone I've made since! I'm still learning as I go. So many codes - so little character space allowed! I hope this finds you enjoying the new year As for ME ...

Don't Drink And Drive!!!
TOLEDO (AP) -- A head-on collision between a drunk pickup truck driver going the wrong way on an interstate and a minivan killed five people in the minivan, including two children from Michigan, officials say. The accident occurred late Sunday night when the minivan, traveling in the southbound lanes on Interstate 280 near the I-75 interchange, collided with the truck, going north in the southbound lanes, assistant fire chief Luis Santiago said. Officials at Toledo Municipal Court say the truck driver's blood alcohol count came back as .254, more than three times the legal limit in the state of Ohio, which is .08. The driver of the pickup, Michael Gagnon, 24, was taken to a hospital and released the next day. He has been booked on five counts of aggravated vehicular homicide. Bits of gift wrap and toys were strewn about the highway, suggesting the minivan was carrying a family heading home from the holidays, Santiago said. "It was among the worst I've seen," he said of t

For My Friend
Let me state right up front that I am not the easiest person to have as a friend. Some might call me "high maintenance" at times. That's why I am blessed to have such a great friend, one that I too often take for granted. My friend and I are a lot alike in some ways and totally difference in others. It is this ying and yang that makes our friendship so special, and what makes her such an important person to me. She understands me. Often she knows me better than I know myself. She guides me, listens and has this perfect knack to know when to tell me the hard truth I don't want to hear, when to be supportive and when to just let me be. She's supportive, understanding and just a heck of a lot of fun to talk to. Our conversations vary from the serious to the totally ridiculous. One of her most amazing talents is her ability to put up with my crap. I amdmit that despite best intentions, I am often a jerk with an uncanny ability for saying the wrong things at the worst possible tim

I'm Up For Bid
You Now Have a Chane to Own Me. Are You scared to take a chance??? Click on the link and let the bidding begin... Here's what You get For the Highest Bid... Add to family one month. All pictures , blogs and stashes rated #1 Friend for one month Fu-owned in my name for one month Weekly pimp out bulletin for 1 month Permanent pimp out in my blogs. Pimp out in my me section for a month Daily comments for a month 1 Personal salute sfw 1 Big pimping gift

Bulletin
Come Join the Fu-Bombers !!! Want to meet some new friends and family? Have you ever thought about joining a bombing family? Since joining the FU-Bombers, I have leveled key values of fam. I have also become very close with some of family members. We are a huge online family and are there to help each other. We are always looking for new family members. Please come check out the FU-Bombers family and read the blog on our main page. If you are interested in joining, send a friend request and be one with the best bombing family around. Here is the link to the family website. What is bombing? Comment bombing means leaving as many comments as you can on a picture. The comments do not have to make sense. Most of our bombers just hit random letters on their keyboards and hit enter. The most effective bombing is done when you just hit a few keys and hit submit and do this until you are out of comments. Click The Picture For Link To Main Page Of the Fu-Bomber Family

Happy New Year 2008
My gosh..it has been too long since I have been in this place..I need to make some time to coming back in here..miss so many who are friends with me and wanna make more...so, this will be a year for me to finally be happy and not let others walk all over me in MSN groups and offline...

Wtf?!
How dare you make me feel so bad? When It was you who left And made ME so sad? How dare you put the blame on me? Were you really that blind? Did you really not see? You were my heart My soul, my king I'd have given up my world for you My life, my everything Yet you say that I hurt You? So tell me please What did I do? I'm sorry for nothing Which is all I did do And to this day I still love you

How To Morph Photos
ok so im new to the photo thing and want to know how to morph photos. Can anyone help what program is good and how do you upload them i tried oneprogram and it didnt work. advise please HEEEEELLLLLLPPPPPP>..................lol

Best Police Lines
These 16 Police Comments were taken off actual police car videos around the country: #16 "You know, stop lights don't come any redder than the one you just went through." #15 "Relax, the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch after you wear them a while." #14 "If you take your hands off the car, I'll make your birth certificate a worthless document." #13 "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." #12 "Can you run faster than 1200 feet per second? Because that's the speed of the bullet that'll be chasing you." #11 "You don't know how fast you were going? I guess that means I can write anything I want to on the ticket, huh?" #10 "Yes, sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh, did I mention that I'm the shift supervisor?" #9 "Warning! You want a warning? O.K., I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." #8 "The answer to this last question will determine wheth

I Am On Sale Come Bid On Me
I AM ON AUCTION NOW THUR JAN 26TH THE BIDDING STARTS AT 20,000 PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!!!! U COULD WIN ME SEXY REDHEAD. WOULDN'T IT BE FUN TO OWN ME!!!!!! HERE IS THE LINK http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=1775457818

The Rules
LEVELING LOVERS THE RULES!!!!! We will remain stress free. We will remain drama free. Our goal is to help all our fellow members level up. Please, let us know when you will be on vacation so we don’t worry about you! Please, be sure to welcome all new members! We just ask that you rate them with 10’s or 11’s and maybe leave a nice comment welcoming them. Everyone will have a badge made for them. Also, please be sure to check my blogs often for any updates!

Good Girls/ Bad Boys
Ok this topic I see more and more. So here is my theory and experience as to why good girls find bad boys. I am not saying I am a goody goody, but I am a good girl. Why do I always draw myself to the tough guy image. Well it's simple. I can be prim and proper the majority of the time. But when in a relationship with the tough bad boy it allows me to experience other things I never would have with a nice guy. Now when nice guys always say we finish last. That isn't true. It's the nice guys that allows woman to walk all over them are the ones that finish last. You can be a nice guy withought being a wussy. A woman likes a man that can stand up for themselfs, be passionate, daring. No one is saying change who you are, just if you want aa good girl, I am telling you what we attract towards. Now, when yall say a woman passes a good guy for a bad boy in the class of a asshole, that isn't true. We don't look for someone to beat us, but look for someone that will take us out of the good girl

Mumm Update 2008
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG***** Many of you email me day in and day out about your MuMMs. I could spend all day turning back on MuMMs only for you to abuse them and loose them in an hour. Everyone MuMMs are a privilege. If you get them turned off, you are still able to make Friends MuMMs. Please read: MUMM Guidelines MUMM stands for Make Up My Mind. It is designed to be a platform to allow you to pose a question that has an A and B option. MUMMs are NOT designed to promote yourself or anyone else, gain points, advertise an event or commercialized product, or promote racism, bigotry, hatred, or physical harm against any group or individual. MUMMs must also NOT contain inappropriate conduct, phone numbers and contact information, nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter, nor can it provide links to adult websites. Any use of PHOTOS or VIDEOS posted in the MUMMs must be appropriate and relevant to that MUMM, or the MUMM will be deleted. MuMM comments must not cont

About Me 3
VERY IMPORTANT; I have to make it very clear that it is not my intention to offend any culture,ethnicity or beliefs by writing down what I lived 15 years ago.Bear in mind those were the impressions of a 21 year old city girl . I have many great Indonesian friends and friends from all over the world. I respect their ways and have learned a lot from them. I am telling my life the way I saw it back then, probably not the way I would see it now.As more chapters will be added, you will see that. Thanks for understanding and sorry if I did offend anybody! CHAPTER THREE, Where was I? Oh yes,still in Indonesia,I lived there a year and a half,so I have loads of memories but I will have to make it short or this will turn out to be a boring long soap opera:) One thing that I just could not get used to, is no toilet paper in the restrooms,just a huge bucket of water(or water in the tub) and a jug,where was the paper?How does this work????? I don´t know how you can do your

Idiots
all the people supporting Obama as the candidate of change are IDIOTS... hes a centerist democrat... he isnt going to change anything... most of his support is there only because hes a black man all the people supporting Hillary as a democrat are IDIOTS... her voting record, her positions on the issues.. its all actually RIGHT of center... shes basicly a moderate republican... and most of her support is only there because shes a woman Edwards is the ONLY candidate who actually wants to change things in Washington. hes the only candidate who wants to put Washington back in the hands of the people, OUT of the hands of corporate america and special interests. hes the only candidate who gives a damn about the poor and working class of america. but hes getting no media coverage because the media is owned by corporate america, who he opposes. and hes getting no support because hes the only white male left in the race i dont give a fuck what a candidates skin color is or what the

The Bucket List
I'm a movie buff Went to see the movie The Bucket List last Sunday Everyone should see this movie We only get so many trips around the sun. That's why, it's so important to find the joy in our lives. What really matters in life. I sometimes forget to write down all the things that, I'm grateful in life. The important thing in life is to live it without regrets. We learn from our mistakes and we go on in life. Laugh so hard until you cry Smile at everyone you meet Help a stranger whenever you can Never pass up the chance to hug a small child Never pass up the time to spend with parents grand parents and your kids. Never forget to tell people that you love them and what they mean to you. Last but not least forgive, forgive and forgive.

Poetry: A Thought
A single thought is born, bursting forth from the flames of frustration. A young and bright little Phoenix, beating its newborn wings. Another is born, crowing in with its sibling, working together to make both more real. More thoughts are born, each spark from the flames beating its fiery wings. They fill my head, all screeching out thier part of an idea... a strange symphony of life. fiery beating wings fill my head, crowd about, spill forth.... I think So I am.

Life
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever.... and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...

Good Men
Have you ever looked back on a situation and wondered what you could have done differen't. I had to do that today. This evening in my appartment complex two men got attack, by my best guess, for gang violence. It all started when I heard crys for help from the Parking lot. At first I wanted to rush out and help the guy, but then I heard other voices yelling, And these were not crys for help. So I got scared and called the cops. I continued to listen and watch as I relayed information to the 911 dispatcher. As I watched another individual got involved trying to help the first person. By the time the cops got there the agressors had already vanished. It makes me wonder if I had gotten involved would the Attackers have gotten away. Should I have faced my fears and helped. Or did I do the right thing by staying out of it. All I have to say is at least I did something, for the biggest sin anyone can face, Is when Good Men watch and do Nothing. May you all have better dreams than I will this

My Second Life
so it comes to my attention that i dont care about my wife anymore and that i dont do anything but sit on my ass all day and ply on the computer and sleep.....im so pissed off right now that i dont need anything from anybody as far as i know it and i have no idea what im going to do about the problems that me and my wife are having right now so with this i say im not going to be getting on here all that much anymore so l8tes

Love
Love is something two people share. Love the other as you would have them love you. Show care and respect. Be supportive in dreams and help the dream come true. Work at makeing life what the two of you wish it to be. What you give is what you will receive. To bad not all people will agree with me on all that. Its a shame that some believe violence keeps a relationship going Or that games must be lpayed with the hearts and minds of others To be happy. Violence creates violence.. LOVE creates LOVE

It Couldnt Get Any Better
There has been so much going on in my life The last year...Lets see I meet back up with chris after not talking to him sence my 10 grade year of high school..We stared talking last November of 2006 Said we did want to hook up...We Got together December 6,2006 we have a great relationship June 19,2007 I found out we were haveing a baby...On October 17,2007 we found out we were haveing a baby girl....We are still together we have been together for a little over a year...Our baby girl will be here any day now...I have to admit i never thought i could love someone as much as I love him i would give up evrything for him and Kirah...they are my world

Can~ya~help~out
I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Leggs*Sarge's Bad Girl*Stiletto Girl*FuSista Co-Mngr*Sisterhood@ fubar

Feelings- Love, Why Does It Have To Hurt So Much?
I was swimming across the sky Clouds and angels by my side Then I realized that I was lonely And it wasn't such a good thing I was flying in paradise In that ocean of dead lights I was looking for your smile in the wind But there was nobody there this morning I was swimming across the sky Clouds and angels by my side Then I realized that I was lonely And it wasn't such a good thing I believe in your smile everyday But I know that you're far from my way When I talk to the moon I can hear you In the dark I can see, I can feel your light I was swimming across the sky Clouds and angels by my side Then I realized that I was lonely And it wasn't such a good thing I was flying in paradise In that ocean of dead lights I was looking for your smile in the wind But there was nobody there this morning I believe in your smile everyday But I know that you're far from my way When I talk to the moon I can hear you In the dark I can see, I can feel your light

The Wait
Time Clicks as I await The hour ends before my take Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes The day grows old as night passes Wolves crying, coyotes howling; anticipating Watching, staring, seeing -- nothing Silence begins the day as morning comes without notice Tears begin to fall, slowly The day moves on without hope Wishing to be what is not to be The sun moves to its peak without a whisper or retreat Time moving, but still empty Stomach aching, curling Still waiting

This Should Be Good For A Few Laughs...
Ok I got this off a new friends blog, I am suppose to post it now on mine :P ~~~~~~~~~ If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

New Lounge
COME CHECK OUT THE NEW BLACK AND BLUES LOUNGE...GOOD MUSIC AND GREAT PEOPLE!!! ENTER HERE ANYTHING GOES AS LONG AS YOU KEEP IT DRAMA FREE!!!! MEET THE OWNER Blue Smoke@ fubar THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH PLEASE REPOST THIS FOR ME MANY SMILES APRIL ♥ BROUGHT TO YOU BY ?tastyflutterby ? {greeter@paparazziradio}@ fubar

Just Something That Need To Be Finshed Tell Me What You Think An Add To If You Wont
I pushed your hair aside and began kissing your neck. ''And this,'' as my fingertips began brushing ever so lightly up and down your back. I continued across your neck with my kisses, and ran a finger down the ridge of your spine. You gave a light shiver. ''Cold? Maybe I should stop and cover you up...'' ''No, don't do that. I think you've got a better way to warm me up.'' ''Hmmm. Could be -- we'll give it a try, anyway. How about this?'' I asked as I moved back and began nibbling your left ear. You let out a small moan. ''Interested in more?'' I asked. ''You might just continue and find out...'' ''Now that's an invitation if ever I heard one. How's this?'' I moved down below your ear, and began kissing my way down below, and began teasing one of your (and my) favorite erogenous spots. You began moving ever so slightly as I continued. Another moan, this one more serious and spontaneous, escaped your lips. ''Like that? How about this?'' I asked

Friends
Friends Friends are very important to me I dont like to see them suffer physicaly or emotionly I do all I can to help them on there way I am there for them and comfort them always I find my confort in knowing there here And always keep them very near I love all my friends so much it hurts When they suffer I suffer that is my curse So with every heartbreak and tear thats shed I am here to the very end My friends are my life I would ask for nothing more Then for all of them to be adored

Amazing Friends! **from Mikey
All I can say is WOW! The past 24 hours have been crazy but exciting. For all of you to practically give every last Fu Buck, to then coming back to level me shows that I have the greatest friends fubar has to offer. It will be very difficult to thank everyone individually, so I thought this would be the next best thing. I will do my best to help each and everyone of you, but don't get mad if it takes me a while to get you, I am only one person and can do just so much. Again, Thank You all for all that you do, if it wasn't for you all, I wouldn't be where I am today. Mikey :) (repost of original by 'Mikey The ▪▫Pіŧßułł МãҒiã ▫▪ Hitman' on '2008-01-27 15:38:23')

Manhood
HANG WITH THIS. IT TURNS OUT BETTER THAN YOU MIGHT THINK. Do you know the legend of the Cherokee Indian youth's rite of passage? His father takes him into the forest, blindfolds him and leaves him alone. He is required to sit on a stump the whole night and not remove the blindfold until the rays of the morning sun shine through it. He cannot cry out for help to anyone. Once he survives the night, he is a MAN. He cannot tell the other boys of this experience, because each lad must come into manhood on his own. The boy is naturally terrified. He can hear all kinds of noises. Wild beasts must surely be all around him. Maybe even some human might do him harm. The wind blew the grass and earth, and shook his stump, but he sat stoically, never removing the blindfold. It would be the only way he could become a man! Finally, after a horrific night, the sun appeared and he removed his blindfold. It was then that he discovered his father sitting on t

You Are Beautiful
Most girls these days hate the way they look. Just today I was in the store with my friend buying stuff for Christmas. I asked her if she wanted to get an energy drink; she informed me she is on a very strict diet. The friend in question (whose name I am deliberately not saying) is very pretty, and at a healthy weight. So, being a naturally curious person, I wondered why she would be on such a diet that restricted having something like that once in a great while. She confessed to me that when she looks in the mirror, she cries. Now, I have struggled with issues like this too, as do countless girls, but the girl in question is very pretty. She’s downright beautiful, I couldn’t see how she could find any flaws, but she manages to. As I have said, I struggled with issues like this too. I have hated myself. I have looked into the mirror and cried because of what I saw. I know exactly what it's like. Once a friend asked me what I liked about my appearance. I just sat there, thinking. I c

Poem 6
"MY HEROES" For each day i am granted another chance at seeing the sun set, i am most thankful to the one's who have gone and given the ultimate sacrifice so i may have this chance.They are who i look up to. Many of us think we are owed the many things we have in our lives.Like the freedom to vote or the opportunities of making up our own minds. This is not the case though, because it is our soldiers who gave us this right. They sleep outside in the cold and deadly heat, only to make sure we here in America can remain safe from harm. Not a single one of them ever ask the question of why they are fighting, but just doing it. They deal with extreme measures every time you turn around, and overcome each ordeal that is thrown at them. Alot of people may ask who it is i am giving this praise to, well it is the American Soldier!! P.J.Page (Stoned Poet) 1/3/08 10:23am

Empty Phenomena Rolling On
Empty Phenomena rolling on The Buddha described what we call self as a collection of aggregates elements of mind and body that function interdependently, creating the appearance of woman or man. We then identify with that image or appearance, taking it to be I or mine, imagining it to have some inherent self-existence. For example, we get up in the morning, look in the mirror, recognize the reflection, and think, Yes, thats me again. We then add all kinds of concepts to this sense of self: Im a woman or man, Im a certain age, Im a happy or unhappy person the list goes on and on. When we examine our experience, though, we see that there is not some core being to whom experience refers; rather it is simply empty phenomena rolling on. It is empty in the sense that there is no one behind the arising and changing phenomena to whom they happen. A rainbow is a good example of this. We go outside after a rainstorm and feel that moment of delight if a rainbow appears in the sky. Mostly, w

Beowulf
Pools of lava burble around, I watch the beast between the eyes, Raise my sword to slay the beast. The beast lets loose a deafening sound. As I devise his demise I promise to avenge the deceased. The beast lunges, I swing my sword. The blade ricochets off scales, Bending the fine steel. My courage restored, I search for tiny details, The world seeming surreal. I grab the blade made by Giants. I throw the blade fast, Watch the terror in the beast. As I make Death’s newest client, I feel relief at last, As the beast becomes the deceased.

Ive Been Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)Im a Bears Fan 2)I twist my hair 3)I graduated college last year 5)I have two beautiful gurls 6)Im addicted to Fubar 7)I smoke way too much 8)My favorite alcohol is Jack Daniels 9)I drink Mt. Dew all the time 10)My favorite meal is Roast, carrots, and potatoes I tagged punks punkette, starry, ronja, punk, abby

Do You Write Erotica?
I know I have several friends that are really good at this so I wanted to make sure that it was seen! Let me know if ya enter! ~Father Rellik~aka~Mass~Owner & Dj @ Unholy Confessions~DBLB~N D Crew~AngelRockers R/L Man~' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-05 04:39:22'.. CONTEST STARTS FEB 1 ENDS FEB 8 AT 12AM EST FIRST 15 ENTRIES WILL BE ACCEPTED TOP 5 WILL BE CHOSEN A PANAL OF 3 JUDGES WILL CHOOSE THE TOP 3 ENTRIES THOSE WILL BE POSTED AS BLOGS 1st PLACE- PIMPOUT IN LOUNGE AND ON FUBAR PAGE-BIG PIMPIN GIFT-10,000 fubucks 2nd PLACE-BIG PIMPIN-5,000 fubucks 3rd PLACE-2,500 fubucks TO ENTER SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO THE PROFILE BELOW UNHOLY CONFESSIONS@ fubar (repost of original by 'UNHOLY CONFESSIONS' on '2008-02-04 09:21:11') (repost of original by '~Father Rellik~aka~Mass~Owner & Dj @ Unholy Confessions~DBLB~N D Crew~AngelRockers R/L Man~' on '2008-02-04 09:24:57') (repost of original by 'DJ AngelRocker ~K.O.P.E.~ RL GF to

If You Wanted In My Auction Please Read!!!
I've had a lot of random ppl message me in the shoutbox saying they want in my auction! YAY! If you happen to be one of them please make sure you send me a private message with the link to your pic and what you're offering :P ~*~The Fallen One~*~ Mistress of Daddy Lo~*~Member of Az's Angels~*~@ fubar

Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Makes You Truly Happy?
I was in the car with my son and he was listening to Eminem. There was a song playing in which the question was asked, “if you had one shot, one opportunity to seize everything you’ve ever wanted in one moment, would you capture it or just let it slip?” My reply, and I said this out loud, was that I doubted I would ever be offered everything I ever wanted in one shot. Then I started thinking…what is everything I ever wanted? If an angel appeared in front of me and told me I could have everything I ever wanted right then and there, what would I say? Well, the first thing that comes to mind, and I suspect this is true for the majority of people, is “I want to be happy”. Hmmm…I want to be happy…that is quite a generic and open-ended phrase…either the angel wouldn’t know what to give me or the sense of humor I suspect the higher power(s) of having will kick in and I could be pleasantly or unpleasantly surprised. Ok…so…maybe I should define more what “everything I ever wanted” would

Cigarettes And Tampons
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, 'Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, 'You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own .......... so does she.

I Got Tagged. Yay, Me.
Thanks a lot, Jae. As if my profile wasn't full of enough random weird shit. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I hate wearing socks too, Jenn. ^5 on the sandals thing. I actually do wear them all year round. 2. I only own six pairs of shoes.. two of which are sandals. 3. I bake reeeeally good chocolate/butterscotch chip cookies. Mhmm, mhmm. 4. I don't really like Christmas. Bah humbug. 5. I love fishing! I even bait my own hook. Weeeee. 6. While I appreciate girly things, I am most certainly not a girly girl. I don't freak out over broken nails, I have a very foul mouth, and I don't mind getting my hands dirty. 7. Most disney movies ma

"the 80's Music Mix!"
!!!!The 80's Music Mix Moves to a New Home On March 21st, 2008!!!! Join me Every Friday & Saturday @ www.liketotally80sradio.com for "The 80's Music Mix"!!! From 9pm to 12am Est (6 to 9pm Pst.) Playing All The Hits (From Madonna, Janet Jackson, Alice Cooper, Bon Jovi, LL Cool J, RUN DMC, NWA, Stevie B, Trans X, New Kids On The Block, Tiffany, The Cars, Prince, Simple Minds and More!)!! Also, what you will hear on the show, 80's 411 (80's Artist/Band News) 80's movie trailers, "Music Computer" and Listener Requests! Come check us out, it is a 24/7 New 80's Station!!!! JD Alexi

Life....
If you're going to read this, at least have the decency to read the whole thing... I'm posting a new blog, my first one like this one will be bitter, yet this one will be my first mumm too. Anyways, I've realized a long time ago that people are lying, conniving, rude, and stupid degenerates. We've actually gotten to the point where we'll murder someone for their shoes but leave the wallet, or kill them because they offended us in the littlest ways but we've had a really bad day so that makes it ok... I still can't understand how some of these incompetent morons got their driving license. Nobody cares about anyone anymore, it's all survival of the fittest. Nobody cares about helping anyone like they used to anymore, it's all about making money, and there's never enough in our wasted space of head we call a brain to be satisfied with. Marriage is basically like the newer version of dating to these preteen idiots. long term relationships weren't enough so we actually had to upgrade it? co

Tagged By My Friend Phoenix
I will try to write 10 things about me ok?? 1.- I´m a scorpion 2.- I have a 7 and 9yr old boys 3.- I fear snakes 4.- I love music 5.- I love summer time.. 6.- I like swimming, and reading 7.- I am shy in person but not on here 8.- I am to serious most of time 9.- I am boring 10.- I especially hate talking about myself. ok, im tagging whoever reads this! leave answer in comments !

Tagged By Desert Taz
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I'm addicted to Diet Caffine Free Pepsi 2. I prefer to have males as friends 3. I love my Kids 4. I love the color purple 5. I am Musically inclined 6. I am a hopeless romantic 7. I Love to Dance many types of dances 8. I collect Mickey Mouse 9. I Love to cook and bake 10.I am in college to be a Nurse I'm tagging: ~Lucky~ Cajun Cherry Wolfman 45 HD Ryan Popeye

Had A Good Night
So last night was a fairly good night. After getting the kids to bed, Neil and I cuddled i[ and watched the last disk of Friends for season 4. It is so funny how we can just sit here and watch these and when we do, we always watch it from Season 1 and then we work our way up lolYesterday I know that I didn't get a lot of things done on my list, but I did get a few things done and that is what really matters as well, especially due to the fact that when I tend to TRY and get everything done in one day I end up over doing it and then my sciatica starts to flare up and well I don't have any pain medications to help with that pain. And then when I start to over do it Neil starts to get a little mad at me LOL And tells me to stop over doing it. So I am doing the best that I can to get this stuff done, but I have to do it little by little. It's getting there, slowly, but it's getting there.I am getting kind of excited to see what Neil is going to get me for Valentine's day lol Although it su

Your Heart
Your heart is like some icy lake, On whose cold brink I stand; Oh, buckle on my spirit's skate, And lead, thou living saint, the way To where the ice is thin-- That it may break beneath my feet And let a lover in!

Oh No ...not Another One..
Got a minute for those that Sacrificed their lives and Limbs so you we mess around in here? Im givin the Fubar Crew one More chance to shape up if you guys dont come through im pullin everything off this site For those that did sign the petition May God Richly Bless You and your entire family Support Our Troops I got 300 signatures from Myspace in 2 weeks Join Me there? www.myspace.com/purpleheartedheroes Sure Why not...Go see what Patriotism looks like (repost of original by '"PURPLE HEARTED HEROES"' on '2008-02-13 13:37:54') HERE IS THE LINK TO THE BULLETIN: http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1101876824

Chocolate Pecan Pie
Pecan pie is a favorite in the South and this chocolate version is certainly delicious. Using semisweet chocolate chips, this yummy pie is very easy to make. Your whole family will love it! INGREDIENTS: Pie Crust * 1 cup all purpose flour * 6 tablespoons butter, chilled * 1 tablespoon sugar * 1 teaspoon salt * 2 tablespoons ice water Pie Filling * 4 ounces semisweet chocolate chips * 2 tablespoons unsalted butter * 1/2 cup brown sugar * 3 large eggs * 3/4 cup light corn syrup * 1 1/2 cups pecans, toasted * Dash of salt PREPARATION: Pie Crust 1. Combine flour, butter, sugar and salt in a large mixing bowl. Process until mixture becomes coarse crumbs. 2. Add 2 tablespoons ice water into mixture. Process just until moist clumps form. 3. Gather dough into ball. Flatten and wrap dough in plastic wrap. 4. Refrigerate 30 minutes - 1 hour. 5. Preheat oven to 325°F. 6. Roll out chilled dou

Contest Closed And The Winner Is.....
The Winners of The Valentine's Day $1,000,000 24 Hour Challenge Contest is... MysticalDreams with... 77rates X 5 points=385 + 6704comments= total 7089 The following contestants had... Tamster92574 with... 21rates x 5 points=105 + 6109comments= total 6214 JC with... 148rates x5 points=740 + 549comments= total 1289 First place wins $1,000,000 Fu-Bucks Due to all contestants and their bombing crews having a Drama-Free contest... Second and Third Place... will also win $250,000 Fu-Bucks Thank you to the contestants and all that participated and made this a fun and drama-free contest!! Congratulations to all three contestants!! Be on the look out for another $1,000,000 contest sponsored by The Confederate Bomber Family in the very near future.

Redneck Computer Terms
A list of redneck computer terms Backup - What you do when you sight a skunk in the woods. Bar code - Them's the fight'n rules down da local tavern. Bug - The reason you is a giv'n for calling in sick. Byte - What yer pit bull dun to cusin Jethro. Cache - Needed when you go to da store. Chip - Yer cusin's uncle's mother's boyfriend's name. Terminal - Time to call da undertaker. Crash - When you go to Junior's party uninvited. Digital - The art of counting on your fingers. Diskette - A female Disco dancer. Hacker - Uncle Leroy after thirty years of smoking. Hardcopy - Picture looked at when selecting tattoos. Internet - Where cafeteria workers put their hair. Keyboard - Where you hang the keys to the John Deere. Mac - Big Bob's favorite fast food. Megahertz - How your head feels after seventeen beers. Modem - What ya did when the grass and weeds got too tall. Mouse pad - Where Mickey and Minnie live. Network - Scoop'n up a big fish

Haircut!!!! 8-(
Well i got a great job opportunity and i need to get a hair cut long hair just inst professional enough in todays society. Well im gonna miss it as i think the fans of long hair will too :( its gonna be so hard to get it cut but i did have short hair in the military so its not that im not use to it or havnt had it before but 4 years or so with growing it out :(

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Angry White Men
Gary Hubbell February 9, 2008 There is a great amount of interest in this year’s presidential elections, as everybody seems to recognize that our next president has to be a lot better than George Bush. The Democrats are riding high with two groundbreaking candidates — a woman and an African-American — while the conservative Republicans are in a quandary about their party’s nod to a quasi-liberal maverick, John McCain. Each candidate is carefully pandering to a smorgasbord of special-interest groups, ranging from gay, lesbian and transgender people to children of illegal immigrants to working mothers to evangelical Christians. There is one group no one has recognized, and it is the group that will decide the election: the Angry White Man. The Angry White Man comes from all economic backgrounds, from dirt-poor to filthy rich. He represents all geographic areas in America, from urban sophisticate to rural redneck, deep South to mountain West, left Coast to Eastern S

Following The Dream
Tonight I will be in a competition for about $8,000 playing poker. I have decided with the recent loss of my job I am going to pursue a full time poker career. The money is too good and it is something that I enjoy more than anything else at the moment. I have no attachments to anyone so I can devote myself to cards. Maybe it will work out better than the last few relationships I have had, lol. Anyway, wish me luck all. I am on the long road to the WSOP Main Event 2008. Only a $10,000 buy in. My first goal is to get into the main event of the heartland poker tour, which the tourney tonight is part of. Love you all. :)

To Those Who Said I Was Friend And Family
i can be a royal bitch like you wouldn’t believe, i can think such nasty thoughts like no one can conceive, i can have such mood swings and i can hold it all inside, and i don’t think you want to know the dirty things i hide. i resist your labels, i don’t fit into your scene, i am good and i am evil, maybe something in between, you see what you want to see or what i feel like showing, there’s something more behind these eyes worth knowing. i can love you better than anyone you’ve had before, i can write you poems and other things you can’t ignore, i can walk into your dreams and show you things about yourself, and there’s no amount of money that can match my wealth. i resist your labels, i don’t fit into your scene, i am good and i am evil, maybe something in between, you see what you want to see or what i feel like showing, there’s something more behind these eyes worth knowing. i can show you glimpses of my light and of my dark, i can reveal all of me, or kee

Blind To Beauty
A few cruel words from the wrong people and forever lost inside. You look through the portals of your prison and gaze upon a mirror that only lies. The words of desire and love never to reach you. I turned the key and unlocked the door, but you refuse to believe. You only want to live your lie. I only wish you could look into my eyes and see your beauty reflected. But, you turn from the truth and return to your prison to gaze upon the lying mirror. Such a futile, hopeless existence.

Smy Stepsons Death
The Fort Wayne boys who died after being pulled from the St. Marys River have been identified by Allen County Coroner Dr. Jon Brandenberger. Kendal Dominick Lumpkin, 4, and Cody M. Mann, 9, were pronounced dead at 1:30 a.m. Monday at Parkview Hospital, according to a written statement from the coroner’s office issued Monday afternoon. The cause of death was listed as asphyxia because of drowning. The manner of death was listed as pending. The deaths remain under investigation by the Fort Wayne Police Department, the Indiana Department of Natural Resources, the coroner’s office and the Allen County prosecutor’s office, the statement said. Police, firefighters and state conservation officers were called to the 400 block of Fairwick Lane, at an apartment complex off Fairfield Avenue, about 7 p.m. Sunday. The boys' mother told police the boys had been playing outside when she noticed they were missing. She and a family member searched for the boys before calling police, but

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Dating Ad Translations: Want to know what the person is REALLY like behind those "nice" descriptions in Singles Ads? Here are some translations. DANDY LITTLE HOUSE KEEPER: She has been married three times and kept all the houses FINE CHARACTER She's an ex-hooker KNOWS HOW TO HANDLE MONEY: She's a spend thrift and great at spending yours STRONG FAMILY TIES: She's a Mafia Princess LOVES CHILDREN: She's pregnant and needs a husband WONDERFUL PERSONALITY: She's fat GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR: She's fat and will laugh at anything you say THE OUTDOOR TYPE: She hunts, fishes, chews tobacco, just like the guys READY TO SETTLE DOWN: She's thirty-five, in a state of panic, and dying to marry LIKES TO HAVE A GOOD TIME: She gets drunk every time she goes out LOTS OF FUN AT PARTIES: Often makes an ass of herself MATURE WOMAN: She's at least thirty, but looks at least forty-five HAS THE APPEARANCE OF A YOUNG SCHOOL GIRL: She's at least thirty-three, b

Feelings
Mar 2, 2008 12:16 AM I don't care if this is posted or not or who reads it... I've spent days trying to figure myself out and whats wrong why I'm hurting so bad.. and as much as I stumble I keep pushing.... maybe I was inlove with you and never realized it.. I don't know... but it seems to make sense why everytime I talk to you I hurt.. knowing I'm not the only one in your life right now that you adore.. and maybe I'm just selfish and not used to "sharing you" Maybe I just donno.. meow....I hate that it bothers me and it pisses me the fuck off cause i wish it didnt i know I want you happy and I know we arent goo for each other but im still hurting.. and down fucking blame yourself cause ill stab you.... It's my fault for hurting... and i;ll be okay eventually... I'm glad this happened... I love you.

Abunza Elite Team - Count The Profits
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One Of The Hardest Things To Deal With Is A Death
As most people know Its hard to deal with Death, everyday is a reminder of how life can be so fragile one day your friend or love one or family member is here and the very next moment they are gone. The Little things in life are called memories these are the things that make life worth while we sing, we laugh, we cry and we make friends we build our lives around our friends and people who care ,it is what makes our souls stronger and the life that we live full, it is the little things we do that count, a simple hello,a heart felt " I love you" or even a wave can make a difference in someones life, and in your life too. I have dealt with death I know it like a lot of you will never know it, and only a few others have known , when my son Zachary passed away all time stopped it was not a trip I wanted or asked for and I look back on that day that I lost him, with sadness and still a lot of helplessness I only say this to make you all better understand how much stronger I have become, th

Another Thing I Wrote
Abused Oh see her standing there her screams echo through dead air her dreams wonder around her mind soon to be lost with time an she says…. these scars show me for who I am Just another abused by the hand She’s living in the shadows Feeling so alone with no love for her at home Slowly slipping away She just can’t go through another day an she says…. these scars show me for who I am Just another abused by the hand Cause everything she did was Overlooked by what she couldn’t do

Tears
“Please, please don’t cry,” he says. And try she does for him. What of the cost to her? For now she cannot feel. To end her tears, she must not feel. So numb she becomes. This bleak unfeeling world she’s in. She looks around uncaring. How long will it last? Who holds the key? For now she has no will to fight. But no longer will she shed any tears.

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A Kiss
A fond kiss, and then we sever; A farewell, and then forever! Deep in heart rung tears I'll pledge thee, Warring sighs and groans I'll wage thee. Who shall say that Fortune grieves him, While the star of hope she leaves him? Me, not cheerful twinkle lights me; Dark despair around benights me. I'll never blame my partial fancy, Nothing could resist my Nancy; But to see her was to love her; Love but her, and love forever. Had we never loved so kindly, Had we never loved so blindly, Never met—or never parted— We had never been broken-hearted. Farewell, thou first and fairest! Farewell, thou best and dearest! Thine be like joy and treasure, Peace. enjoyment, love, and pleasure! A fond kiss, and then we sever; A farewell, at last, forever! Deep in heart-rung tears I'll pledge thee, Warring sighs and groans I'll wage thee!

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Quotes
Thought provoking Quotes? Quotes I’ve collectedMy Soul leaps over mountainsMy heart swims the Oceans,My Life slowly leaves meFor my spirit fights your chains-- Guess-- I have lived long enough;My way of lifeIs fall’n into the sear, The yellow leaf:-- Shakespeare, McBeth, V,3 The man who has not Anything to boost of buthis illustrious ancestors is likea potato- the only good belonging to himIs underground--Sir Thomas Overbury, Characters (1614) The face is the mirror of ones mind.The eyes a reflection of ones soulOnes expression without sounds,can confess the secrets of the heart,& reveal the truth within the soul.--Guess--I think I could turn & live with animals,They are so placid & self-contained.--Walt Whitman, song of myself There is no excellent beautyThat hath not some strangeness in the proportion.--Francis Bacon, Essays: Of BeautyIt self, by itself soley,ONE everlastingly, & Single.--Plato-SymposBeauty is that Medusa’s HeadWhich men go armed to seek & severIt is most

You Can Ask Me 10 Questions:
YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Energy Alert - March 12!!
Thought I would post the newest Energy Alert - still haven't had a chance to read it myself!! Have a glorious evening! Blessings, one and all! In this energy alert: The dam is about ready to burst...get ready! Well folks, we are still put-put-putting along as we make slow and steady progress. In bits and pieces, we are integrating and aligning with the new energies of this next dimensional leap and connecting as we go, if only ever so slowly. Small pieces are coming together, but we have yet to be able to say “YIPEEEEE! We are finally engulfed in the new energies and everything is moving ahead like a magical whirlwind of effortless creation!” Like a fever that has yet to break, we may feel stuck, waiting, and wondering what the hold up is. Butting up against a dam that seems to be holding us in check, we may feel stagnant and immobile. Will we ever move forward? Will the tide ever turn? Is the world falling apart and readying to end forever? Are we

The New Addition
Myspace layouts Just have a couple minutes to pop in and let everyone know the news. My daughter was taken to the hospital this morning, she was spotting and went to see if the baby was alright. They did a c-section and my new grandson is here now. This brings my grandbabies to a total of six. I am waiting to find out that my daughter is alright. I'll be back on soon. I hope everyone has a great day!

Porn
Porn is everywhere online! It used to be free! now you have to pay just for a preview or its the same over and over again! very boring. Is there a thing as too much porn? How does everyone feel about porn? is it bad for you? or is it good for you? shout out let me know how you feel on the subject!

I Posted This Once Before -
Ok - So .. I posted this blog a couple months back - however.. I feel the need to stress a couple of these things again. ~~I did make adjustments to a couple things on list!~~ The following comment types will be deleted: 1)anything that is 100% NSFW. I don't mind clevage and lingerie and booty cleavage and stuff like that - but if you have your dick or your twat on my comment page - Its getting deleted. 2)Anything that has music or sounds. Videos & music are OKAY - as long as they do NOT auto start. 3)Anything promoting yourself (or a friend) in a contest. I will help you with contests & giveaways - but NOT if you leave it on my comments page. Thats what they make bulletins for. 4)Anyone promoting their lounge. I don't generally go to lounges - Unless I am bored out of my mind. And even then, I generally don't stay if I don't feel welcome. If I wanted to join your lounge, I would have clicked it myself. I am really sorry for sounding like a bitch - But ya

Life
A Shadowy figure of a man stands alone at the edge of a rock cliff. Wondering why it had to be like this.Thinking about the past, the image of her creepied from out the darkest part of his mind. A single tear he sheds as he watches the sun slowly rising over the ocean on the herizion. Listing to the waves crash againest the rocks below the soft sound of her voice echos "I’m sorry" in his ear. The last words she ever said have haunted him for years on end. the choice is clear on what to do next, but the out come is unknown.Steady he stands looking back on the past on which he regrets so deeply. Choices he’s made that slowly eating away at his very soul. Time once the only friend he had quickly turns the table and now is the enemy.

Forgotten
Slowly cascading downward plunging into insignificant nothingness, My spirit drifts below zero my humanity crumbles to pieces. Agonizing memories haunt my once tranquil dreams late at night, Portraits on the wall fade away into desolate frames. Hollow are the words that fall on muted ears, The lingering feelings of you by myside dissolves.

Not New - Just News (i'm Sure The Central American Natives Have Known This For Centuries)
Salvia is being targeted by lawmakers concerned that the inexpensive and easy-to-obtain plant could become the next marijuana. Eight states have already placed restrictions on salvia, and 16 others, including Florida, are considering a ban or have previously. "As soon as we make one drug illegal, kids start looking around for other drugs they can buy legally. This is just the next one," said Florida state Rep. Mary Brandenburg, who has introduced a bill to make possession of salvia a felony punishable by up to five years in prison. Salvia divinorum is a species of sage (the genus Salvia). There are approximately 1000 species of Salvia worldwide, but Salvia divinorum is the only vision-inducing species known. Salvia is a member of a very large family of plants known as the Labiatae. Because mint is a well-known member of this family, it is sometimes referred to as the mint family. Salvia divinorum makes a beautiful house plant, and it can be grown just for that reason, but most peopl

To Hell And Back Each Day
White steam breath rises on frigid black background, Steely blue street lights stab into the street around; Thoughts that want to mingle bleed through poised third eyes, Hair embraces over foreheads, tips of paired noses like ice. Wind whips across the tarmac whining bittersweet farewell, A fastner on a flagpole rattles out a hollowed knell; A Delta 88 pops gravel as the Lear jet staves the wind, Rustling white rabbit peels reflections near the end. Separating heavy garments yields up memory's bouquet, An olfactory tableau made of moments on that last day; Souls dined again on flesh's scent in patchouli reprise, You compared the thick aroma to the color of my eyes. What was in your anger that kept me so far away? And what stopped the clock to leave me here still today? The sauces, wines and mousse are reminders of misery, But a matchbox with fragrant oil brings you back to me Written By My Dear Friend Ernest Cordell These words spoke to me when I read them.

For My Darling Allan Lee.
Listen you little weasel, stop fucking talking about me. Your mouth is not worthy of my name. From this day on anything negative you have to say about me you better keep to yourself. I am fucking tired of hearing about it. Maybe if you weren't such a gigantic sandy vagina you could come up with something better to do than obsess over me. Ever wonder why we talk shit about you in profile comments? Because we know you sit there boiling about it and it's HILARIOUS. You are not the debonair, suave Casanova you think you are. You are a pathetic, useless sack of used tampon slime. You wanna know what makes you that way? Your weight? NO Your interests? NO Even the fact that you live at home and play fucking board games? NO It's because you're a scheming, conniving fantasy addict. Your life is so fucking pathetic that you have to live in this fucked up reality. "Hi you've reached the office of Allan Lee" OFFICE? What your fucking shed? That shit hole in your back yard wher

Foundry Cams: Brianna Frost Rocks Out In Her F*ck Me Shirt
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Memory Jogger About Goa To Be Added To When They Occur. For My Ref Only Really.
The flea, night and road side market stalls. Hampi in the care of the stall holders. Hampi station. Healing, massage, beach and prickly heat. The broken toilet and the shocked stewardess. For the love of Goa. The book story and caste away with the arrogant. Electricity, the things you need after 50. Drowning already dressed for the next world. The difference between gawk and hawk. The Talle heave ho or was it the rat droppings. An electric Thank You. Sam, Mandee and how to not travel, a bikers paradise lost and found a parking space down the drain/ditch+++ The banana festival. The tale of the holes in the ground and a stiking population.

Joy Made Me Pop My Auction Cherry
Joy talked me into being in my first FU-AUCTION. For the first time...EVER... I'm going to let someone FU-OWN me for a month.... If YOU'd like the chance.... Please click the picture below: *kisses* Your SuperGirl

I Wish I Had Someone To Love Me
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My Identity
My Identity So lost deep inside, Is all that makes me. My true identity, Is hard to see. To my friends and family, I’m a different me. I have a secret identity, Wonder if you’ll ever see. My thoughts and actions, Are all that makes me, But some things I may do, May not describe me. Now look inside me, If you ever feel, like it, I’m no-one but me, Never hiding my identity. Don’t say I am hypocrisy, Because I never showed you, two of me. Now please, Look at me, Try to see the real me. I’m no-one but, my real identity. All full of beauty, Inside me.

I Got Bored...
LifeIf you could change one thing about your past, without it changing every other aspect of your life, what would it be?Everything in my life has made me who I am. Why would I want to change that?Are you happy with where you are in life, at this time?I thought so.If you could travel anywhere in the world, without cost being a deciding factor, where would you go?Europe. Italy to be more specific.Do you get along better with the same sex, or the opposite sex?Opposite sex. I fucking hate most chicks.Are you the type of person who prefers one or two close friends, or lots of acquaintances?One or two close friends. Thanks.Are you still friends with anyone you went to school with?That's one of my closest friends.Are you a home body, or a social butterfly?LOL! Definitely a home body. I would like to get out more often. What do you enjoy doing on the weekends?Running away for at least a day.If you and one friend were asked to be on a reality TV show, who would you take with you?My mom. We've

I Beleive In You
why does no one seem to understand that it's more than love i need it's so hard to keep your faith alive when nobody else believes oh i need someone there for me need someone who can see need someone to show me ohhhh, that they are there to help me fight if i fall, to set me right someone there to hold the light won't someone say i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you it's so hard to do it all yourself fighting for your dreams alone when the toy's upon the highest shelf a child's tears soon become stone oh why does no one lend a hand why does no one understand why i need to make a stand ohhhh,it's so hard to carry on when all your hope is gone all your dreams have come undone i need to hear i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you i believe in you why won't someone say these words are they really so absurd? must they always go unheard? ohhhh, if someone needed the light i'd be there to help them fight if

It Is Me After All
a,As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a king, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here

Poetry Explaining How I Feel
Entrapment by Christopher Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

Dj Devine Soaking Up The Sun!
The one and only Dj Devine!!! Is now in the "Sunset Cafe`" So bring your asses in and show her some ♥♥love♥♥!!!!! So click a pick and join in the fun and the family!! Made by Dj Meko

My First Auction... Crazy!!!!
Ok yall I did it!!! I put myself in an auction... what am I doing?!?!? lol Ok so here is the link and what I am offering, intersted then check it out if not pls at least leave me a comment here to know I'm crazy, lol. XOXOXOXOXO Minimum Bid 200,000 Fubucks ~~Sexie Mami~~ Offers 1. Rate, fan & add you if haven't already 2. Added to my family list if you're not already 3. Added to my top friends list if you're not already 4. Rate all your pics 11's During HH's 5. Rate all Bogs During HH’s 6. Stash rated during happy hour if haven't already 7. Pimp you out in my blog and each week in a bully 8. You'll be my #1 friend for the month 9. "Owned by___" in my user name for the month 10. I'll leave you a profile comment daily 11. If your profile isnt drunk it will be 12. Surprise fu-gifts through the month ( includes big pimpin gift ) 13. Personal salute specially made for you!! At least so my host some luv!!! Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fuba

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't good enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im too tall/short 4 u I'm sorry if my hair is not long/short enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make A girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"

Whatever Happened To?
I sit around on my windowsill and look out into space, Watching the rain fall as I see the relfection upon my face. I know that not many things last forever, But the things I wish could, are things I probably only remember. The headache starts to kick in as I start to recall, The rain begins to get louder the harder it seems to fall. The sounds of the drops hitting the window remind me of the laughter, The lightning starts to shine as bright as all the smiles. It seems like it was only yesterday everything was great and better, Now all of a sudden it feels like the good times have walked their last mile. I just sit on the sill watching the memories fall away to nothing, Wondering if everyone and everything will turn back the clock again. I cannot seem to get comfortable on this window sill or anything, Especially when the rain continues to fall straight down the drain. Where has everything gone and will it return? I'll just watch the rain fall until then.

Film Legend Charlton Heston Dead At 84
Film legend Charlton Heston dead at 84 By BOB THOMAS, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 29 minutes ago LOS ANGELES - Charlton Heston, who won the 1959 best actor Oscar as the chariot-racing "Ben-Hur" and portrayed Moses, Michelangelo, El Cid and other heroic figures in movie epics of the '50s and '60s, has died. He was 84. ADVERTISEMENT The actor died Saturday night at his home in Beverly Hills with his wife Lydia at his side, family spokesman Bill Powers said. He declined to comment on the cause of death or provide further details. "Charlton Heston was seen by the world as larger than life. He was known for his chiseled jaw, broad shoulders and resonating voice, and, of course, for the roles he played," Heston's family said in a statement. "No one could ask for a fuller life than his. No man could have given more to his family, to his profession, and to his country." Heston revealed in 2002 that he had symptoms consistent with Alzheimer's disease, saying, "I must recon

Tired
Just tired of all the lies..players..etc lately. Sorry if I seem in a pissy mood tonight. Just way I feel. Had a friend who's been avoiding me for couple weeks now. He said hes been busy working. I see his name lit up..but hes not on.. hmmm. I could almost believe that somewhat. The fact of he is here..and not speaking to me though..tells me the truth though. I realized tonight hes found someone else hes interested in. I am cool with that. Fact hes lied to me.. and avoiding me.. not cool with. So,I am down a friend tonight. Hurts when you become good friends with someone..just to loose them. Also lost a female friend on April fools joke..due to a joke me and my friend did. She thought I hurt my friend..and ripped right into me. She even came to my page talking about how I am a married woman..and getting fumarried on here..and how I am a loser. That was part of the joke.. I got fumarried to someone..and hurt my friend. Anyways.. just alot on here has been pissin me off. I ge