Fubar Blog Posts 3

So It Goes
Here I am LOL. Noone seemed to notice I was gone because the friend requests and the messages keep piling up. Even with only 1 default pic. Jelly has deleted her acct which is sad to see. I am gonna try this again but If i continue to see the bs I will use the cute little delete button!! I have been sick the past week So i spent my precious time resting and watching movies. The Ex is good and comes out this weekend so see it! I also watched this weeks lost 3 times to go back and catch what I missed. I will be adding pics back but not as many as I had. Must be your skin that I'm sinkin in Must be for real cause now I can feel and I didn't mind it's not my kind not my time to wonder why everything's gone white and everything's grey now your here now you away I don't want this remember that I'll never forget where your at don't let the days go by glycerine I'm never alone I'm alone all the time are you at one or do you lie we live in a wheel where everyone st

Faster-than-light Movie Take: Spider-man 3
Do film reviews really matter when Spider-Man 3 raking in billions of dollars at the box office is more certain than death, taxes and Paris Hilton being forced to pick up the soap bar in the prison shower? Alas, many fanboys are lashing out at S-M 3. They're lashing out at the bloated look of the picture. The overly-produced fight sequences. The reported $200-plus million budget. The musical numbers (not the least of which being Peter Parker going emo Saturday Night Fever in Manhattan). Too many villains. I will say this. I liked the movie. It was on par with the original, but nothing thus far will top Spider-Man 2. The action scenes were a bit too surrealistic, taking CGI to new extremes but simultaneously zapping the humanity left in these extraordinary heroes and villains. Acting -- well, it is an action/fantasy film. Nobody will win awards here. Tobey Maguire and Kirsten Dunst have pretty much put their stamps on Peter and Mary Jane Watson. Finally, James Franco's Harry/Goblin c

Life Sucks!!!
life sucks because,I have no friends that my wife approves of,of course I only have one and she is an older lady.but ive been married for 14 years and all my friends are dogs as well as myself.so i just have the wife and kids and i cant take the kids to the bar.and she doesnt drink.so i talk to ladies online and we meet for drinks and friendship..anything wrong with that???

Adopted
I have officially been adopted into the family of "Don't make me pull out my knife and shoot you" family with all privileges and rights of one whom has never been involved in political unrest in Central America nor made a seven day candle with ear wax.

I Love My Mother
my mother she became a mother with no experience whatsoever she gave up more than eighteen years of her life to give me mine she spanked me when i was bad and she held me when i was hurting when i got older, i repaid her by being gone more and more one day, i turned eighteen and moved far away she worried every day if i was alright i never called her enough i was busy when i finally came home to visit, i spent the entire time with my friends not her my father called me when i left and told me that i made her cry she had fixed my favorite pie i spent all thirty days home on leave with my friends where are they now? i will never forget making her cry she still loved me i got married and moved away again again, i never called enough i was busy when i came home and needed a place to stay she gave me one i spent most of my time with my friends again i moved away again and got married again once again, i never called enough she has always been there for me she h

This Is Annoying
I keep seeing people post bulletins saying they have new pics up and they want you to comment on them. If we have somethin to say about your pics we will put a comment on there. Don't expect me to do it just cause you want it done. And why is it you expect people to comment on your damn pics, when i can't even get fuckin people to rate my new pics because they're not NSFW. If nsfw pics is all you fuckin people want to see, then take me off your friends list. I don't have any nsfw pics right now, but when I get my new ones on here, I'm making them family only so you fuckers can't see them since I can't even get you to rate regular fuckin pictures. Last time I checked ct was about meeting new people and having fun, not just checkin out nsfw pics.

Pablo Neruda~sonnet Xvii
Pablo Neruda Sonnet XVII (100 Love Sonnets, 1960) I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz or arrow of carnations that propagate fire: I love you as certain dark things are loved, secretly, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries hidden within itself the light of those flowers, and thanks to your love, darkly in my body lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

I Need A Ct Lover!!!
Do you have what its takes to make me happy? I want a CT Lover.Drop me a line by private message and let me know.Hum......Just think about all the good things we could do.You ready to get your freak on? Well click my pic below and let me know how freaky you are. CountryCop74 *** *SIN* Cafe -- Head of Security ***~rl/ct hubby of blueyedgirl30~ @ CherryTAP

Does This Make You Think About Who U Are
hmmmm. make sence to u? Current mood: indescribable This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl's every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female fri

If You Ever
If you ever sing this song near me I will stab you in the throat repeatedly with a piece of title. I hate it end of story. I figured I would say that because I recently had someone mention it to me and I was like "wtf" and then I listened to it and now I hate it... Or rather I have heard it before and I didn't like it then and now I just hate it even more. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Jackie left on a cold, dark night telling me he'd be home, he sailed the sea for a hundred years and left me all alone. now i've been dead for twenty years i've been washing the sand with my ghostly tears searching the shores for my jackie oooh. and I remember the day that the young man came said your jackie's gone he's lost in the rain and i ran to the beach (laid me down) you're all wrong, i said as they stared to the sand, that man knows the sea like the back of his hand, he'll be back sometime Laughing at you. i've been waiting all this time,

Living Conditions In The Usa
You know you live in Arizona when.... 1. You are willing to park three blocks away because you found shade. 2. You can open and drive your car without touching the car door or the steering wheel. 3. You've experienced condensation on your butt from the hot water in the toilet bowl. 4. You can attend any function wearing shorts and a tank top. 5. The four seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You live in California when: 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The high school quarterback calls a time-out to answer his cell phone. 3. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 4. You know how to eat an artichoke. 5. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 6. When someone asks you how far some thing is, you tell them how long it will take to get here rather than how many miles away it is. You live in New York City when.... 1. You say "the city" and expect everyo

In God We Trust
THIS IS A REPEAT MESSAGE, BUT WORTHY OF A REMINDER!! I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR SOME TIME AND AM PROUD TO DO IT.... WRITE IT ON THE BACK OF YOUR ENVELOPES ! (AND ON THE FRONT, TOO!!!) You may have heard in the news that the Post Office has been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST . " The law, they say, is being violated. Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write "IN GOD WE TRUST " on the back of all our mail...after all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. If you like this idea, please pass it on. It has been reported that 86% of Americans believe in God. Therefore, I have a very hard time understanding why there is such a mess about having "In God We Trust" on our money and having God in the pledge of Allegian

The Dirty Thirty
The Dirty Thirty... 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself: 1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? I don't ..LOL 2. What were you doing this morning at 8am? Having coffee before work 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? Coffee and getting my comments out 4. What are you wearing right now? Joe Boxers 5. Are you mad at anyone right now? Why ? you applying ? 6. The last 2 people to say they loved you? I DON'T RMBR 7. Last time you had sex? Depends on how you define sex ?! 8. Do you know the words to the song on your CT profile? WHICH ONE OF 500 do you want ? 9. Last thing received in the mail? I stopped all mail 10.Do you have any famous relatives? me , myself and I 11.Have you ever had sex in a public place? OF COURSE ... YOU WANNA WATCH OR PARTICIPATE ? 12. Have you ever been searched by the cops? What OUTLAW Biker hasn't ?!! 13. How is your hair? matted down in my pants .. no h

Boundless
They talk about a woman’s sphere As though it had a limit; There’s no place in earth or heaven, There’s no task to mankind given, There’s not a blessing or woe, There’s not a whispered yes or no, There’s not a life, or death, or birth, That has a father’s weight of worth- With out a woman in it.

Daily Horoscope May 16
"Someone's soul makes you look beyond appearances. If ever there were a moment for opposites to attract, this would be it! You see past borders and superficial differences to the potential of a real connection." ... What? If this means someone else is gettin thrown into the mix, I swear I'll fucking stab someone! Opposite how? Seriously. Be more vague. I was more than likely ALREADY looking beyond appearances. It's what I do. Borders? What borders? Emotional? Mental? Relationship? State? Country? The spy cam must be broken today.

Last Night
Last night I sat And pondered How best to do The deed at hand I sat and wondered What to do About those left Who would cry And while I pondered I saw myself As from above Holding something Something sharp A tool of destruction I saw myself Place the tip On the smooth skin Of my wrist I saw myself Make a line of red To mark my way To the other side I saw myself Slowly bleed Until no more blood Would run I saw myself Lying on the floor Alone and crying Until no more breath Would fill my lungs Then I was myself Seeing what I was about And slowly stood To leave the room Those that I left Will cry not today For I had not the courage To do the task at hand And so I still ponder What is now ahead Was it worth it To lose face In the moment Of certain Rest

Viet-nam Vet Speaks Out Against Bush
Vietnam veteran and Veterans for Peace activist Bill Perry also thinks that history is repeating itself. Bill carries the physical and emotional scars of his time in-country, and they offer an alternative fuel that drives him to participate in anti-war activities up and down the Eastern seaboard. He was one of the hundreds of demonstrators gathered in Upper Senate Park on this unseasonably warm Thursday afternoon for a rally sponsored by World Can't Wait/Drive Out the Bush Regime. With the Capitol dome glistening behind them, about 30 hooded protesters in orange jumpsuits stood as silent witnesses, denouncing what they believe is government-sanctioned torture at US Naval Base Guantanamo Bay, Cuba. Posters calling Mr. Bush a "torturer," "war criminal" and "murderer" provided the backdrop as activist David Swanson, founder of AfterDowningStreet.org, stepped onto the stage. Addressing Democrats' intent to "prod" President Bush to change his strategy in Iraq, Swanson said, "P

Emotocard
Hallmark Scientists Identify 3 New Human EmotionsKANSAS CITY, MO-The new Hallmark-brand feelings will fill any gaps left by the company's "Thinking of You" and "Just Because" categories. "These new Hallmark-brand feelings will fill a void that has too long persisted in the consumable pleasantries market," said Hallmark president and CEO Don Hall, Jr., speaking to reporters in front of a watercolor backdrop of tulips beside a pond. "They will add a whole new level of complexity and nuance to the way we humans relate to one another, and will fill in any gaps left by our 'Thinking of You' and 'Just Because' categories." The first emotion the project successfully isolated was "requiapathy," the combination of relief and guilt that comes with the sudden realization that you no longer miss a dead loved one. That discovery quickly led to the uncovering of "seprudity," the feeling of appreciating a coworker's dedication without fully understanding his or her job function, and "trepati

How I Feel About This Crapy Town / State
well life is life i only have two thing to look forword to seeing sean grow and moveing i cant FUCKEN WAIT i feel like this town is eatting my resson for living its like a tate worm it eats eveything good and leaves the shitty crap that is left i have sean who is the light of my life and there is nothing for him here but the same shit and the same type of people i want so much better for him but it seems like eveytime i have a good thing going i fuck it up you know but i have to deal with what i have done i just think its time to move on and get the fuck out of this black hole of a town i dont know why but i cant WAIT UNTILL I CAN FORGET EVERYTHING AND ALMOST EVERYONE THAT FUCKING LIVES IN THIS GOD DAMMM STATE

Inspired By A Friend...thanks D
You are standing naked before me; unable to hide your arousal...I push you down onto the bed and straddle you. Pressing my body into yours, kissing you with great passion...xxx sliding my hands along your strong arms, I lay them out behind your head, you try to nibble my breasts. I whisper in your ear" Submit to me" ...you laugh and humoring me reply "of course, my dear"...at that moment you feel the cool metal and hear the snap of handcuffs on your wrists, securing you to the bed.... The look on your face as I laugh, shock and anger and then melting into knowing submission...I feel your cock jump with excitement against my thigh, ooohhhhh you are on to me already... You are still a little mad at me I can tell, in response you get soft kisses on your neck, licks and nibbles as I slowly work my way down your chest, stomach, thighs lingering there for a few minutes, and then finally on to your fantastic throbbing cock.... mmmmmm.... you cease your struggles and moan softly as I place fir

Room For Only One
There is room for only one In this heart of mine Her beauty leaves me stunned Making my words hard to find Her sweet smile brings me joy Beyond the mere thoughts of man No deceptions in her ploy This I now understand I have found pure peace To calm my weary soul My fears have seen defeat Her gentle spirit has made me whole My empty heart is filled With a joy that cant be undone You may try to break my will But in this heart there is room for only one

His Favorite Flavor
To taste you is heaven. Every inch of you. To smell the fresh clean of your skin, lips brushing over your flushed cheeks and diving for the hollow of your throat, placing a cherished kiss at the indentation, an offering. Following the faint shadows to the cleft between your breasts and inhale your warmth, fingertips scouting ahead and teasing your sensitive nipples to draw into high peaks on the landscape of your body. What an exploration. Palms sliding over the fine smoothness of your stomach, skirting around the cavern of your navel and gracing it with the tip of my tongue, dallying lower still. Nails sliding over your pale thighs and pressing into the flesh of your ass as I spread you open, splitting you like some ripe fruit. Burying my face in the pit of your warmth and flushing with my own heat, tasting your nectar and drinking the juices you pour onto my tongue. Sucking on the very pith of your being and watching you arch up into the night. To savour you.

You Gotta Have Friends!
The dictionary says: Friend (frend) noun. 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; partron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or Foe? Seems like it isn't all there though huh? What about the years that a friendship can last? What about the laughter that seemed non-stop when you got lost in conversation? There is just so much more that Meriam or Webster omitted. Ever lost a friend? The definition doesn't touch on the incredible pain that you must endure. Hmmmm, so is Friendship a magical thing? Is there a Friend Fairy that comes and sprinkles dust on you to sends you and this aquaintance on a journey that grows into a lifelong relationship? No.....No it isn't...wish is was, cos I would catch me a fairy and steal her dust :) So what is it? A mutual attraction? Admiratio

Naughty Story Part 2
Just my luck I thought as I answered the phone,just when the movie was geting to the good part. I said hello,lucky me it was my boss. "Sorry to bother you, but tomrrow as you know my partner is coming to check on the shop, could you cover for me? I'm needed else where." "Sure ,just as long as I get paid." He laughed at me and said you will no doubt,then he hung up on me. Good I thought and went back to watching my movie, it was geting to the best part where she was about to be pulled out of the shower by her ex-lover. The next morning after geting out of my shower,I was looking at my outfits. What to wear,all I know about the partner was that she was very picky. So I looked and thought what will it be, the tight sky blue shirt with the black jeans or maybe the soft baby blue dress that was held up only by my breast. I hate picking out my outfits. Well looking outside it looked like it was going to be another sticky summer day, so the dress would be more comfy. So I slipped it on an

Nourishing Breasts.
Hmm. I just read someone's blog and it made me think of silly stuff. Though my nephew mistook my breasts as operational a few times during the night (don't worry, folks...I removed him and explained that mine just didn't work in that fashion at the moment), I have no idea what it's like to give nourishment born of my body. I suppose if I ever get around to getting married and having children, I'll look more fully into the matter. Breastfeeding is highly beneficial to both the child and the mother. Babies who breastfeed tend to have better health and whatnot while the mothers lose their "baby fat" due to the loss of "extra" calories. Also, I've heard that it's supposed to create a bond. Having no experience in the quarter, I can't confirm or deny. I can, however, assert that my newphew and I bonded just fine and with the exception of his few failed attempts, I didn't breastfeed him. If I ever go off the deep end and just randomly ask someone to suckle at my breasts, I'll ke

How True Is This??
Recently a large corporation hired several cannibals to increase their diversity. "You are all part of our team now," said the human resources rep during the welcoming briefing. "You get all the usual benefits and you can go to the cafeteria for something to eat, but please don't eat any employees." The cannibals promised they would not. Four weeks later their boss remarked, "You're all working very hard and I'm satisfied with your work. We have noticed a marked increase in the whole company's performance. However, one of our secretaries has disappeared. Do any of you know what happened to her?" The cannibals all shook their heads no. After the boss had left, the leader of the cannibals said to the others, "Which one of you idiots ate the secretary?" A hand rose hesitantly. "You fool!" the leader continued. "For four weeks we've been eating managers and no one noticed anything. But nooooo, you had to go and eat someone who actually does something."

The Love Of A Slave Girl
The love of a slave girl is the deepest and most profound love that any woman can give a man. Love makes a woman a man's slave, and the wholeness of that love requires that she be, in truth, his slave.

Profile Of White Pride
Ok I know this profile has enraged quite a few, and brought the true feelings out in some. There is nothing wrong with him having pride in his race. Whats wrong here is his racial slurs and undertones against another race. We also have to realize that calling him honkey, cracker or any of the names synonymous with his ethnic background makes you just as bad as he is. HE has accomplished what he set out to do and, that is to get a rise out of the people here. Why are we continully feeding into his madness. It is obvious this person has the mentaliity of a flea, he has issues about himself, anyone in this day and age who can still hate so strong due to ethnic background is sick. I feel sorry for him and those who feed into it. Don't get me wrong I totally understand your anger. I am a black woman yet, I am secure enough to know that I am not nor have I ever been a nigger, nigga or any other derivitive form of the word. I am better then that and evidently I am better then him and those w

Oo Oo Another Blog To Keep Up With.
Normaly i post over in myspace. but i suppose ill post here. first im just going to introduce my self. first of all I am Waco Stimson. i live in havre Mt i am starting a business soon, i spell horribly, i have 3 kids 2 live with me and 1 lives with my ex psyco bitch. im looking for a Girlfrind she must be able do shots of what ever im drinking at the time. she must like sex and she must get along with my wife. and you must live in or close to havre cause when i call and say lets do some shots or something i would like to do them with in the next hr and not wait for you to travle 100 miles to get here. im honest to a fault, in otherwords dont ever ask me if a dress makes you look fat cause more often then not ill tell you the truth. that is not saying i dont think you look good. a girl with a bit of meat on her bones is sexy too. right now its 1:50 am and im bored out of my mind. anyway im looking for some one in havre to have fun with hang out with play video games with and ge

Enigma
A dozen women you might find But none like me A dozen hearts you might bind But none like mine I am the wolf in the fold My name is written in tomes of old I am the shadow across your wall I am the chill beneath your shawl I am the myth you want to believe I am the spectre that will never leave I am the reason you fear the dark I am the arrow that hits its mark I am faclcon feasting in the tree I am the wail of the bainsidhe I am the tingling in your blood I am the unforgiving flood So court me if you will If you think you are deserving But take care not to betray me Else your head on a platter I'll be serving

Come On In
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Just Feelings 5
What can I say about you sweetie, you make me cry and laugh. But sometimes I think you really don't want me and Devon to even be friends. That sucks because I love you both,and true I miss him like hell and I think about him to much,but then again I think about you a lot more then you know. I just hope someday we will meet all 3 of us.

Free Speech X-press Vol X No 17 May 4 2007
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 17, May 4, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Free Speech X-press is researched and edited by Scott Ross. Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. This X-press in brought to you by our exclusive sponsors Bellenjoy & ARS. Please support our sponsors by selecting the logos above. 2257: Judge Miller's Status Conference DENVER, CO - Based on an April 25 status conference in the case Free Speech Coalition v. Gonzales, the Free Speech Coalition expects U.S. District Court Judge Walker D. Miller to dissolve portions of the preliminary injunction (in place since December 2005) that ordered the Government not to inspect secondary producers. FSC hastened to add that this does not mean inspections of secondary producers are likely in the foreseeable future. According to the team of attorneys representing the FSC,

Needing You So...
It's been too long I need you so badly I need to feel your skin on mine I need to be in your arms. It feels like forever Since we had alone time Since we were able to talk and laugh I need to kiss your lips I can't stand not being one I want to fall asleep in your arms I want to wake up to your face. I want to feel your chest move up and down. If distance makes the heart grow fonder Than shit I'll start calling you my everything I want to sit with you, eat with you I need to feel you so badly.

So, Tuesday Is Only The Second Monday Of The Week.......grrrrrrrr
I'm sitting here just chillin' , trying to relax and let the stress of the day leave my body. The phone rings, I just knew it was work...and there was only one reason they'd be calling me....to come in early (as if 7 wasn't early enough!) but our opener called off, said he wasn't feeling well...which is a crock of BS because he was yesterday. He just doesn't like opening and made it known. The other 'backup' opener is on vacation, our regular opener is on vacation, and the second backup opener flat said "NO F'n way! It's bad enough that I'm going to have come in at 7 now!" and hung up on the boss. So, being the good too kind-heared person I am, I said "Yes, I'll open." Then the boss says "Our regular opener isn't coming back till Wednesday, so we're stuck for Tuesday...do you work Tuesday?" I told her that Tuesdays are my scheduled days off for doc appointments....and that IF i was to open, I would have to be out of there NO later than 10. She told me that I'd have to talk to th

Update Lol
hey all just lettin everyone know that I survived this past weekend tho iam battered bruised and blistered LOL....had an absolute blast on Fri (got SUPER trashed LOL)....I also have new pix up and and available for ya viewing pleasure haha....they are in my tattoos default and Detroit hoedown albums....Also my grand daughter is home from the hospital THANK god and for all that kept her in ya prayers ty from me and her mom and dad....My bday is on friday so DONT forget to stop by my page and wish me a happy birthday LMAO and NO over the hill jokes either ya sure the hell dont have to remind me that Iam gettin OLD!!!! Hope everyone has a safe and great holiday weekend that is upon us

So Far Away
So Far Away by Staind This is my life Its not what it was before All these feelings I’ve shared And these are my dreams That I’d never lived before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) Now that we're here, It's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today These are my words That I’ve never said before I think I’m doing ok And this is the smile That I’ve never shown before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) I'm so afraid of waking Please don't shake me Afraid of waking Please don't shake me (chorus)

Disasterous Masterpiece
I'm sick of feeling, and I'm sick of living. I'm sick of forced smiles, so sick of pretending. I AM over you, but you hurt me and I cant let you see this. But to fix a broken heart, you must have ALL the pieces. I want whats mine, no more messages at the beep. Cuz all I am left with, is what you didnt keep. When it began, I was lost in your eyes But come to find out, I was lost in your lies. I bleed out my pain and my troubles go with it. But when the blood dries, it closes my outlet. So I'll do it again, cuz inside I cant keep it. Its my relief from this world, and I cant wait to seep it. My shadow's my only friend, this seems truer every day. But lately it seems that all my skies are gray. My soul and my spirit have been placed on a shelf I'm trying to say that what I've lost is myself. Ones the lonliest number, thats what the song said, But when you have none, one dont sound bad in my head. When I look in the mirror, the only thi

8 Days..new Pics
YEPP YEPP I'M PIMPIN MYSELF FOR MY BIRTHDAY !! I WANNA HIT LEVEL UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON MAY 30TH ! RIGHT NOW I NEED 85,746 ! SO IF U CAN HELP JUST A LIL I WOULD A APPRECIATE IT SO KINDLY ! I HAVE GREAT FAM,FRIENDS,AND FANZ I THINK I CAN DO IT. U THINK ? I ADDED A BUNCH OF NEW THINGS TO THE "ABOUT ME" FOLDER ALSO A NEW FOLDER "MAY 2007" !! XOXOXO.. BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ALREADY !! ¢¾BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyez¢¾MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON !! WOOT WOOT@ CherryTAP

The Past Week
Ok....I havn't been here for a while and I want to explain why. Last weekend I went to WV to be with my mother for Mother's Day. I also had a special meeting planned with a very special person. Well, I got there Friday night around 11pm to rush my mother to the emergency room. Her fever was 103. After sitting in the ER the entire night they finially admitted her for an absess on her colon and an inflamation of her bowels. After she was in her room and setteled i went to take a shower and meet with my special person. Things didn't go as planned but I had a wonderful time with him none the less. Anyway, I got back to the hospital and my mother and I slept for a while. I was going to head to my mother in law's and get some sleep when she told me she was freezing. I took her temp and she had started running a fever again. I went to the nurses station and told them and went back to her room. She was laying down and all the sudden she looked at me and said that she couldnt breathe. I sit her

Pink-stupid Girls
(Uhhuh, uhhuh) Stupid girl (woo) Stupid girls Stupid girls Maybe if I act like that That guy will call me back Porno paparazzi girls (yeah) I don't wanna be a stupid girl (uhhuh) Go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there Laughing loud so all the little people stare Looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne (Drop a name) What happened to the dream of a girl president She's dancing in the video next to 50 Cent They travel in packs of two or three With their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees Where, oh where, have the smart people gone? Oh where, oh where could they be? (Yeah, yeah. yeah) Maybe if I act like that (woo), that guy will call me back (uh-huh, uh-huh) What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl Maby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back (yeah) Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl (uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh) (Break it down now) Disease's growing, it's epidemic I'm scare

Unknown/unknowable
Can a man envision, what he's never seen. When all he's been is dirty, can he dream of clean. When his arms have never held a woman tight, can he think of someone with whom he gets it right Never in his memory has he shared a kiss, would his lips then faulter when he meets his miss I've lived a life some sheltered, never ventured far, into streets akilter, odd doors left ajar. But my eyes are open, and my mind is keen, some day to learn something, of things I've never seen. Do you need a student, would you teach me true, then we might reverse it, and then I could teach you. Carl 5/23/2007

Ramblings.
I've had a migraine for a little over a week now. Yesterday didn't do much to improve that sad state. Being that I'm having such difficulty seeing straight, I've decided that today is a fine day to take off from work. I don't mind overly, as I'm just not feeling perfectly cheerful and/or up to par. I called and gave notice. Some people have informed me that I'm being very inconsiderate, taking a day off with only a little over forty-one hours notice. To this, I shrug and say, "So be it!" I've not had a day off in ages, which is an exceedingly long time and I work at least twelve hours every day, not to mention my commute or the time spent finishing various tasks if it's been terribly busy. Add to that the fact that I've not taken a day off of my own accord since I've been at either job and I do believe my heart swells with apathy at the thought of my inconsideration. In short, they'll get over it. I require today to be mine. I have much I do not wish to accomplish or ponder.

Life
Life throws you some blows and you just need to pick up the peices and just move on. Sometimes its just feels too hard but thanks to a certain person (you know who you are)makes it easier to by him always being there to talk to and to make me smile. THANK YOU!

Boy On The Beach
Boy On The Beach A mother and father take their 6-year old son to a nude beach in Miami . As the boy walks along the sand, he notices that many of the women have boobs bigger than his mother's, so he goes back to ask her why. She tells her son, "The bigger they are, the sillier the lady is." The boy, pleased with the answer, goes to play in the ocean but returns to tell his mother that many of the men have larger things than his dad does. She replies, "The bigger THEY are, the dumber the man is." Again satisfied with her answer, the boy goes back to the ocean to play. Shortly thereafter, the boy returns again, and promptly tells his mother: "Daddy is talking to the silliest lady on the beach, and the long er he talks, the dumber he gets."

Trust
It's easier to never try then to try at all my heart wont break and I wont fall I love you so much you say you like me but together is something I fear we'll never be I wonder if it's worth the pain I wonder what I will gain I'd give you anything to make you smile to make you love me for just a while We haven't known each other for very long how could much have gone wrong I broke my rule I fell for you something I said I would never do I want to show you you can trust me cause honestly together is what I want us to be But that can't happen cause you can't trust maybe this love is really just lust So to tell you this I really love you trust me or not that's the truth

Ultimate Girlfriend Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! GIRLS TITLE IT "ULTIMATE BOYFRIEND APPLICATION" BOYS TITLE IT "ULTIMATE GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Eye/Hair color: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? and then take advantage of me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 16. Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm hott? 18. If you

There Will Be Sorrow
Life is full of boys over reacting, trying to be a man, twice as full of girls slicing up, starving the bodies they can't stand. My head hurt last night before falling asleep, from fighting all the demons I shoved down deep. It's not likely to stay this way, we just have to wait for the day we, Murder ourselves Bury the shelves Of our secrets Down Down Into the streets Of bad deeds. Survival isn't easy in a world that eats your self esteem like children to candy. My legs were stiff this morning after waking up, from running all night in my dreams. It's not the way it's supposed to be, but it's the way of things. Sniff your drugs Smoke your lungs Drink your liver Down Down Into cold sweats And shivers. Let there be tomorrow.

Gone This Weeked
I will be gone from tomorrow to monday. Miss me!I will be locking my profile down when i leave so if you can't view stuff its because I made everything locked down. I won't be babysitting the idiot comments sooooooo :) If you voted for me in the contest thanks. I am kinda sad only 72 of you voted!

To Be A Master Requires Humility..ty Bc
To Be A Master Requires Humility A Master is a Ruler, but never a Tyrant. But to rule requires understanding and understanding requires humility. A Master has Pride, but never Arrogance. But pride requires dignity and dignity requires humility. A Master commands Respect, but never Fear. But respect requires serenity and serenity requires humility. A Master employs Strength, but never Force. But strength requires knowledge and knowledge requires humility. A Master criticizes, but never derides. But criticism requires insight and insight requires humility. A Master receives, but never takes. But receiving requires giving and giving requires humility. A Master completes, but never tries to alter. But to complete one must be able to see what is there, not what is missing and THIS most of all requires humility. ~ Unknown ~

Ponderisims....
Call it a methodical dream.... Call it life... Then again, why is "life" "such a great thing"?..... When all you do, while living it is suffer... You slowly sometimes quickly see yourself... Coming apart at the seams....!!! No one hears...your inner screams... HELP ME!..FREE ME!..SAVE ME!!!!!!..... Then again, no one really cares... So, all your emotions you learn..to buffer... Why is life so cold and uncaring?... What has people and the world in it come to...? Everything, is one big obstacle.. Always something up ahead.... Never anything positive..jus harder times.. My world....is Lost...Empty...Cold....& Bare... Hopefully one day, my ravaged soul.... Will finally be free from all pain and dispair....

Two Hearts Apart
Two Hearts Apart By fate we met, by chance we stayed, Two hearts conjoined in every way, One lonely dark soul shared by two, Everything I want I've found in you. But fate at times is quite unfair, For I am here and you are there, So close to each other and yet apart, But you alone hold the key to my heart. The empty void that once was is now filled by you, The darkness inside, has stopped hurting too, You’ve made my life worth living, our souls intertwined, You’re every breath I take; you’re always on my mind. Like two wolves in the mist passions burning like flames, My heart skips a beat when someone whispers your name, Forever I need you, forever I'll wait, Born for each other, my one true soul mate. Though people may hate us for what we do feel, I can’t change my feelings for they are so real Something brought us together to each others hearts, And every second without you is like an eternity apart. You can feel all my feelings, y

Die
Ok before you read this one, let me assure you I have no desire to die. I do NOT feel this way. I just felt like trying something different from my normal writing. Sometimes words are just that, WORDS! Title: Die By:Me Fix me, I'm broken It's these words left unspoken It's nothing more than a word It's something that's not absurd It's things left unsaid It's things that make me feel dead Feelings out on the table Life is not unlike a fable Some things never last And some things remind me of the past Sometimes life moves too fast And sometimes it's these stones I cast It's as if the weight of the world is on my back As if I fade to grey and everything turns black It's as if I'm listening to a dream But all I hear is my silent scream Save me if you can Save me if you have a plan I'm in a place with no doors I'm in a house with no rooms I'm in a place with no floors Something had better change soon I'm in a world of steel and concrete I'm in a world where

Parenting Licenses
It's been a bad day — Friday, May 25, 2007 It's been a bad day, not just for me, but many of the people I know too. So that kinda sux. I think that there should be parenting licenses. If people don't have one, or don't get enrolled in a class to get one in a reasonable amount of time, they shouldn't be able to retain custody of their children. People don't get rights over others simply by forcing them to exist. Due to the extensive research that's been done, and the studied results of it, and the things it showed; there seems to be a best sort of way to raise children. Children deserve that way. If people aren't raising their children in a way that is shown to produce positive results, they should be told how to. There's this weird social stigma about telling people how to raise " their own children. " Children can't be owned, they are fucking human beings!!!!!!! People who think in that context have issues from the beginning. People need advice and training. Paren

Daily Horoscope May 25
"That saying about all work and no play is truer than you think. The stars say to live it up. And no, that does not mean ordering take-out and watching something different on television. Get outside. Wear something cute." Outside? In the sun? With cute clothes? ME? They've lost their damn minds. Do they know how hot it is outside right now? Well, it's not so bad at night at least. Especially if you're kinda drunk!

My Fave Ozzy Videos
Ozzy Osbourne - No More Tears (Full Long Version) Ozzy Osbourne-Dreamer: OZZY; I just want you: Ultimate Sin - Ozzy Osbourne: Ozzy Osbourne Miracle Man: Ozzy - Gets me Through: Ozzy Osbourne - Crazy Train:

Some Ugly Philosophy !
Some Ugly Philosophy ! My Brothers and I live this way... Live life on your own terms and by your own rules, don't give a fuck about what "they" think Take care of those you love, be ready to give your life for them. Don't worry, choose your Brothers carefuly and they'll do the same for you... The world is full of assholes and their negative bullshit. Those who hate us for who we are can go to hell, we'll settle the score when we get there There are people that I wouldn't piss on if I saw em on fire Don't feel bad, its not your problem ! Stay righteous and let em' look like the crap they are Remember where you came from, and be proud of it ! Pride does not equal hate... I only hate people for 'what' they do, not 'who' they are Never confuse kindness with weakness You dont wanna make a bad judgment call and end up with some uglymotherfucker after you Those who look down at us should remember that it takes people like us to make fuckers like you to feel

Small Joke About Blondes.!
A blonde walks into a home improvement store and buys a bath. Two days later she returns to the store and asks to speak to the manager, as the manager approaches she tells him her bath is faulty and that all the water keeps leaking out of the plughole. But madam he says did you buy a plug with it , enquires the blushing manager..... You bastard replies the blonde you never told me it was electric.

100%
What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+ 18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E! 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L- S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the bullshit and Ass kissing that will put you over the top....

For The Fallen Heros
Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com We want to especially remember the firefighters, the policemen, the medical personnel, rescue workers, and all the common people who helped others on the attack sites during the actual disaster days, and those who helped to clean up in the aftermath of 9-11-01. Some of them accomplished some truly heroic tasks, and deserve to be called heroes! These people did save some lives, helped multitudes of people on the attack sites, and accomplished the tremendous task of clearing all the dead bodies, rubble and debris from the destroyed buildings and aircrafts. They didn't concern themselves with their own comfort but unselfishly were more concerned about others - even to the point of losing their lives. "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends

Where Are These Shadows?
I’m confused I hear the illegals are hiding in the shadows, but every time I drive around, I can see them standing out in the open. They march in public dmemanding amnesty, they stand on corners , home depots parking lots, U- haul rent centers looking for day labor, they are hardly in the shadows. Ok maybe a few stand in the shade but that’s not a shadow. So I called about a dozen senators Friday and asked their staffers the same question. “Can you explain to me where these shadows are?” Needles to say no one was able to or would answer me. Is it because the question is too hard or because i'm just some stupid American and cant handle the answer. Either way I am hardly to stupid to see what’s in front of my eyes, i’m not dumb enough to let them piss on my leg and tell me its only rain. So if anyone who reads this can answer my question” where are these shadows” please give me a shout.

The Cat In The Bag
The Cat in the Bag By Arnold Fine Aunt Faye and her cat Sophie were inseparable. In fact, though Aunt Faye never had any children, Sophie was like a child to her. I have to admit that the cat was amazing. Sophie always knew when Aunt Faye wasn't feeling well. In fact, Sophie even knew when Aunt Faye's feet were cold at night. Because that cat would snuggle up at her feet in bed, Aunt Faye used to call Sophie her "bed warmer." My aunt was sort of hard of hearing, so when anyone came to the door of her apartment, Sophie ran to the door to alert her. Good old Sophie the cat was getting on in years. My aunt would call me from time to time to ask me to drive Sophie and her to the veterinarian. In fact, I think she took better care of Sophie than herself. If Aunt Faye didn't feel well, she wouldn't go to the doctor; she would just take an aspirin. But should Sophie sneeze or cough with a hairball in her throat, we were on our way to the vet almost immediately. So i

The Best Divorce Letter Ever Written
The best divorce letter ever written Dear Connie, I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride's cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says: "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, b

Strip Club 101 :: Funny ::
STRIP CLUB 101 For those of you that might stop off at your localstripclub this weekend this is too damn funny. The small little things to know when you go to a stripclub from a pissed off dancer. 1) Hey you over there, holding that one dollar bill in your hand with a death grip and waving it around at me like it's the f**king deed to Trump Towers... what the f**k do you want me to do, grow another pussy?!? It's a f**kin' dollar, put it down on the tip rail and blow my world away already. 2) You losers that come into the club for a lapdance with NO underwear or boxers and thin-ass, nylon shorts, so we slip and slide on your hard-on (which always feel like a sharpie pen ~ fine point)...f** k you. 3) You with the tight - ass jeans, this was an impromptu visit, eh? 4) Don't pull my thong up during a dance and ask me if it felt good. IT DOES NOT FEEL GOOD. 5) Hey you, Loser, the one counting out the 20 bucks in one dollar increments, rubbing your fingers between each

Dictionary Of Obscure Sexual Terms
Dictionary of Obscure Sexual Terms Angry Dragon Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. Arabian Goggles A "seldom-seen" maneuver when you put your testicles over her eye sockets while getting head. (Picture it: ass on forehead) It may be anatomically impossible, but what the fuck else is new. The Bait N' Tackle The sailors used this one in the old Navy days. Before you go off for a long, lonely voyage, get yourself a tall jar and fill it completely with earthworms. When you get lonely, open the jar and fuck away. The earthworms will provide some slithery stimulation, and your protein load will keep them nicely fed. Gone fishing! Ballsacking Takes some luck of the gene pool, but if you're able to do it, always great fun. While you are straddling her, take your nutsack and spread it out over her face like pizza dough. Bear Claw A s

It's Ok To Hit Children, Just Not Anyone Else?
I wonder why most adults don't think they should be hit for doing something wrong? Wouldn't it be cool if you showed up for work late and the brought the cane out? Or maybe they just start shocking people for speeding. People know they ain't supposed to speed, so it seems like it would be a good idea. It might save some people some money atleast. Maybe do it for the repeat offenders, because the fines just aren't enough to keep them from doing it again. How about we vote to see what kind of capital punishments can be imposed on ust for committing the simplest transgressions? It seems like buisnesses ought to be able to "discipline" their employees with capitol punishment when they do something wrong, You are Their employees. What right is it of other people to tell them how to treat their employees? You wanted to work for them, you can quit if you want. You chose to be the companyie's emplyees. That being said, I'm not certain, but if buisnesses instituted a policy of capit

A Song I've Always Felt A Strange Sort Of Relation To.
Current mood: disappointed Looking In Mariah carey You look at me and see the girl Who lives inside the golden world But don't believe That's all there is to see You'll never know the real me She smiles through a thousand tears And harbours adolescent fears She dreams of all That she can never be She wades in insecurity And hides herself inside of me Don't say she takes it all for granted I'm well aware of all I have Don't think that I am disenchanted Please understand It seems as though I've always been Somebody outside looking in Well, here I am for all of them to bleed But they can't take my heart from me And they can't bring me to my knees They'll never know the real me. ****** I remember the first time I heard this song, I cried. Saying any more than that on the subject would be digging too deeply inside, even for me.

Update 5/27/2007
I just wanted to let everyone know that Jacob's ct scan came back negative which is good. He is on the growth hormone shots now and we are doing great with them. The boys are out of school for the summer so of course we are spending a lot of time at the beach and outside. But anywho I just wanted to write a quick update on Jacob and let you all know that he is doing great

I Wonder?
IF WE HAD SEX?? 1. Would I be in control? 2. Would I pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would I kiss you with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would I say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would I be gentle & romatic or rough & hard? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would WE do afterwards? 11. Would I take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would I lick and bite you all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 20? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would WE wanna "do it"? 18. Would You be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomorrow? 22. Would YOU call me in the morning? 23.Would it just be a hook up or would you want it t

Help Police Find Wanted Pedophiles Us And Uk
HELP POLICE FIND WANTED PEDOPHILES US AND UK PLEASE REPOST To Repost click reply at the bottom of the bulletin then copy and paste the codes into your own bulletin. If you do not click reply before you copy the bulletin, the pictures won't show and the links wont work. So just go to the bottom and click reply and then copy & paste the codes into your own bulletin. USA Today News article about 2 of the success stories that were a direct result of this myspace page, the bulletins I make and the many thousands of caring friends who repost them click to read 179,444,027 That is how many users have profiles on myspace. The number is always growing. It is mathematics, plain and simple: Someone out there has seen some of these faces, someone out there knows something about some of these cases. Someone out there either knows what happened, witnessed something, or were themselves involved. Pass this information around to your friends. Someone out there holds the key to solving some

Hehe Luv My Peeps Please
HEY EVERYONE I WANTED TO GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO SOME OF THE COOLEST PEOPLE ON CHERRYTAP THEY ARE AWESOME FUN TO TALK TO AND HELP YOU WHEN NEEDED SO I URGE YOU TO GO RATE FAN AND ADD THEM BECOME GOOD FRIENDS RATE EACH OTHERS PICTURES PLEASE THANKS KISSES EVERYONE JESSICA NEAL Need help. Im in a race with my brother for points. If you help Ill love you back.@ CherryTAP KATIE If you stop by then drop some luv...dont be rude..and ill do the same to you.@ CherryTAP ANGEL ♥HORNY ANGEL♥™ CT GF of Jäger ZOMBIE™M.C.G.H.©@ CherryTAP JAGER Jäger ZOMBIE™M.C.G.H.©CT BF of ♥HORNY ANGEL♥™@ CherryTAP SHANNON & KRISTY READ THE PROFILE PLEASE!!! And if ya friend us talk to us!@ CherryTAP JEFF

Things
Title: Things By: Me Lost in a thought that I can not find I try, But it's escaped my mind The only thing left is rhythm and rhyme Yet another mountain to climb Something else to waste my time Like an uncommitted crime Waiting, wishing, wanting a sign Unripened fruit fallen off of the vine Not unlike like sour wine It leaves a bad taste And it's these things that we must face It's these dreams that we must chase Like a race It seems as if this is a waste It's these images we trace It's these images we follow It's these things that fill us with unimaginable sorrow It's these things, There's a better tomorrow It's these feelings we borrow It's these things we'll never let you see It stands still, Something like a tree Just let it be As painful as a cross Like an addiction lost Like a rabbid frost It takes your breath, You can't breathe It's something that you wouldn't believe And I keep quiet so you don't leave

Double Chocolate Cupcakes
NGREDIENTS: 2 tablespoons butter, softened 3/4 cup sugar 1 egg 1 egg white 1/2 cup plus 2 tablespoons buttermilk 1/3 cup water 1 tablespoon white vinegar 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1-1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1/4 cup baking cocoa 1 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/3 cup miniature semisweet chocolate chips DIRECTIONS: In a mixing bowl, cream butter and sugar. Add egg and egg white, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Beat on high speed until light and fluffy. Stir in buttermilk, water, vinegar and vanilla. Combine the flour, cocoa, baking soda and salt; add to batter just until moistened. Stir in chocolate chips. Fill muffin cups coated with nonstick cooking spray three-fourths full. Bake at 375° for 15-18 minutes or until a toothpick comes out clean. Cool for 5 minutes before removing from pans to wire racks. Yield: 14 cupcakes.

My Oldest Son's Visit To The Eye Doc
This was his first visit to an optomologist in I don't know how many years, and I've got to tell you it was amusing--for me, not him. First he's in one room doing a few tests with lights and such, then the assistant tells him to come over to this other machine, sit still and keep his eyes open. He got a burst of air into each eye, I swear I thought he was going to jump through the ceiling. I was laughing & the assistant gave me a dirty look....can I help it if I thought it was funny? Then he's taken into the exam room. Before the doc comes in he tells me "This stuff is really creeping me out." I started laughing again. The assistant comes in, and does the chart on the wall thing--where they dim the lights...she says "Can you see the fourth line from the top?" Being the smartass that he is, my son says "Yea, I can see it." (Now I'm biting my lip to keep from laughing.) She says, "I mean read it to me, what's it say?" He says "Those letters don't spell a word and I'm no

Wanna Be A Barmaid? Bouncer?
i want to have one night a week ONE NIGHT where my lounge is the place to be----somewhere to chill and chat with all the friends on my list (and more) so do you wanna help me and be a part of it?

Fond Memories
DEAR FRIEND,I GET JEALOUS SOMETIMES BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU AND IT IS HARD SOMETIMES WHEN I HEAR SOME OF THE FUN INTRESTING THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE KNOWING I WAS NOT THERE,TO BE A PART OF THOSE THINGS,I KNOW WE HAVEN'T BEEN FRIENDS FOR ALL TOO LONG,BUT I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO BEING THERE FOR YOU NOW,AND SHARING THE FOND MEMORIES WE WILL SHARE,FOR EVERYDAY WE CAN MAKE A NEW SET OF MEMORIES.AND THESE WILL BE OUR FOND MEMORIES TOGETHER.

Salmon En Croute
ingredients 1 tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil (EVOO), plus some for drizzling 1 small onion, chopped 1/2 pound button mushrooms and stems, cleaned and chopped 2 sprigs dill, chopped 1/4 cup flat leaf parsley leaves, chopped (a small handful) Juice of 1/2 lemon 1 tablespoon Dijon mustard, optional 2 hard-boiled eggs, chopped Salt and freshly ground black pepper, to taste 4 6-ounce salmon filets, skin removed 2 sheets frozen puff pastry, 11 x 17 inches, defrosted but still cold 1 egg, beaten with a splash of water preparation Preheat oven to 425°F. Heat a large non-stick skillet over medium heat. Add oil, onions and mushrooms. Season with salt and pepper, and sauté 10 -15 minutes or until the liquid from the mushrooms has evaporated. Remove from heat and add to a medium-sized mixing bowl. Add dill, parsley, lemon juice, mustard, hard-boiled egg, salt and pepper. Mix to combine. mushrooms_mix Wipe out the pan you used for the mushrooms and return it to medium-hi

Dirty And Left Out :/
Hello, I swear wont be to long Hello, I promise I will be real strong Wait off I just wanna tell you Hold up, why are you still here. Why do you wanna be all listen to me Why do you spread your arms and tell me I'm free Why do you wanna be in my life I've been dirtier than you wanna know I've left earlier than you'll ever know This is what I want so badly...

I Thought You Lovely Women Would Get A Smile Out Of This.
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. 1. Men are like ...Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ......Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ......Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn ..... The

Death Pending
Death walks in to your life and you are supposed to accept it without question Well I question death this day and time Why do you make my mom so sad - you are taking her only sister away Life comes and goes I know but to be taken before your time is the question why Silent tears grace my mother's face I hold my tears back and put on a brave face Strong I must be - maybe later I can cry When will you leave our family's door Death I ask When will the time be my aunt is no more Lingering on each day passes by Family gathers praying and saying goodbye Death is pending at my house Waiting approval from a higher self created by SF

Chronos
Chronos In Greek mythology, Chronos (×ñüíïò in Greek) in pre-Socratic philosophical works is said to be the personification of time. He emerged from the primordial Chaos. He is often mythologically confused with the Titan Cronus (Êñüíïò in Greek). He was depicted in Greco-Roman mosaics as a man turning the Zodiac Wheel. Often the figure is named Aeon (Eternal Time), a common alternate name for the god. His name actually means "Time", and is alternatively spelled Khronos (transliteration of the Greek), Chronos, Chronus (Latin version). Some of the current English words which show a tie to khronos/chronos and the attachment to time are chronology, chronic, and chronicle. In astronomy, the planet we now call Saturn because of Roman influence was called Khronos by the Greeks. It was the outermost planet god/deity, and was considered the seventh of the seven heavenly objects that are visible with the naked eye. Given that it had the longest observable repeatable period in the sky, wh

Sick
How can I be feeling home sick, when I have spent so many years without one, traveling from one broken heart to another, searching for something that doesnt exsist anymore, ignoring the fact that I am cursed by the heavens to walk alone. But another soft voice another pretty face, and I roll the dice again, hoping I dont say or do anything wrong hoping the chemistry is there, hoping for that sign from her that she will be my island even if for a little while to rest and stop floundering in the lonely sea of life. I should just disapear into the darkness, surrender to the night, I should hunt and be hunted by and for the thousands out there just like me, each of us thirsting for that taste of life, but settling for the intoxication of lust, shrouding our imperfections and insecurities in the darkness lit only by neon. Is there an angel who calls to me in my dreams, or is it just the twisted hope of my mind, fooling me once again with false hopes, do I dare to think I shall ever look

Tempus Fugit!
Hump Day already? I can't keep up these days, lol! Today will be another late one for me. Won't be getting home until 7 p.m. or later, so I'll be online again quite late. My Mom, Dad, and sister Carol are all flying to Vermont on Friday, June 1, for a week. The annual trip East! Dad has finally decided that it is time to fly, rather than drive. We are all so very grateful that HE made the decision! They should have a marvelous time! This is another short one! So much is going on in my head these days and I'm not quite ready to blog on it all. Lucky you, lmao!! Have a wonderful Wednesday, everyone! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all, all over the world! You are loved! Later! Muah!

Caribbean-spiced Roast Chicken
Original recipe yield: 1 chicken PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr 30 Min READY IN 1 Hr 45 Min PHOTO BY: MyJobsAParty US METRIC SERVINGS About scaling and conversions INGREDIENTS * 1 1/2 tablespoons fresh lime juice * 2 fluid ounces rum * 1 tablespoon brown sugar * 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper * 1/4 teaspoon ground clove * 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger * 1 teaspoon black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme leaves * 1 (3 pound) whole chicken * 1 tablespoon vegetable oil DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). 2. In a small bowl, combine the lime juice, rum, and brown sugar; set aside. Mix together the cayenne pepper, clove, cinnamon, ginger, pepper, salt, and thyme leaves. Brush the chicken with oil, then coat with the spice mixture. 3. Place in a roasting pan, and bake about 90 minutes, until the juices run clear or until a m

Glazed Pork Chops With Mango Salsa
Ingredients Serves 4 * 4 bone-in pork loin chops (each 8 to 10 ounces and 1/2 inch thick), trimmed of fat * Coarse salt and ground pepper * 1 tablespoon adobo sauce * 2 tablespoons brown sugar * 1 mango, peeled and cut into 1/2-inch pieces * 1/2 small red onion, finely chopped * 1 small jalapeno chile (ribs and seeds removed), finely chopped * 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice Directions 1. Heat broiler, with rack set 4 inches from heat. Line a rimmed baking sheet with aluminum foil. Place pork on baking sheet; season with salt and pepper. Spread with adobo sauce; sprinkle with brown sugar. 2. Broil until an instant-read thermometer inserted in thickest part of a chop, avoiding bone, registers 155 degrees, 8 to 10 minutes. Let rest 5 minutes before serving. 3. Meanwhile, make salsa: In a medium bowl, combine mango, onion, jalapeno, and lime juice. Season with salt and pepper, and toss to combine. Top chops with salsa, and serve

America The Undecided
America The Undecided! How can we, as a nation, be expected to pray for peace, or anything else for that matter, when our own government and the likes of the ACLU constantly remind us, and warn us, NOT to trust in God? In the 18th and 19th centuries immigrants poured in from other countries to escape the oppressions of dictate rulers; to escape theocracies that demanded a belief in their God… or die. Weary of living in fear and poverty the peoples packed what they could and headed for a promise land called the new world… now known as AMERICA! A nation that, over the centuries, became respected and feared… a nation of ingenuity and freedom… a nation of GOD! And now… And now a bit of a joke to the rest of the world, and it’s not because of political leaders that makes fools of them in the public arena or become overzealous in their pursuit of power. No, it’s not the politicos that have made the United States look like buffoons to the rest of the world, although they have great

The Wait... Is Over.
So... I GOT A NEW JOB! I start in two weeks... That is... unless Safeway takes me off the payroll when I tell them I FOUND A FULL TIME JOB THAT PAYS MORE THAN THEM AND ITS SOMETHING I ACTUALLY ENJOY DOING. So I got a job at a Graphic Design Shop... I'll be working full time, and I cannot wait to start and learn new things. So how did I get this job? I drove past it. Something told me, I should call them... So I did, and they said the owner would call me back... two weeks later (yesterday) he did, and I met himn today and showed him my portfolio and he hired me! So I am soooo glad. Oh get this... So I was seeing this guy.. I haven't been in a real relationship since 2005 (he was the one who was 23 and left me for a 38 year old) and this dude... I'll call him Evan... been on a few dates... But i'm honestly NOT READY for a relationship so I tell him I need to move slow. So about 1 am he sends me a text: I think it's best we head r own ways. i dont c a future 4 us. im

Through The Eyes Of A Soldier
Sand is blowing in my eyes again I miss my family I miss my friends The harsh sun beats down on me My eyes are tired my stomach's empty I can't believe this is happening to me This isn't for the stupid president I'm out here fighting for my country Day whatever I'm losing my count I'm getting sick from all these bodies laying around The smell can kill to see it is grim But I'm thrown in this bloodbath I'll continue to swim Nothing...nothing can compare to the sight of this death It's everywhere Hello again, my loyal friend today I nearly met my end I shot a fire, and then another I killed a man... please understand it phases me so to know he had a mother, maybe a son or daughter And I, the culprit of his slaughter lay here ashamed this is the most deadly game and I'll never complain If I never get to play again At last destiny calls I've fought with my all but even the bravest heros fall I am no more but I do not sleep so do not stand at my g

Cinderella-heartbreak Station Lyrics (awesome Song)
Waiting at the station Tears filling up my eyes Sometimes the pain you hide Burns like a fire inside Look out my window Sometimes it's hard to see The things you want in life Come and go so easily CHORUS She took the last train Out of my heart She took the last train And now I think I'll make A brand new start She took the last train Out of my heart Watching the days go by Thinking 'bout the plans we made Days turn into years Funny how they fade away Sometimes I think of those days Sometimes I just hide away Waiting on that 9:20 train Waiting on a memory CHORUS My lady's on the fly And she's never coming back My love is like a steam train Rolling down the tracks yea, yeaa CHORUS -------------------------------------

Get To Know Me...
For the umpteenth day in a row I sit here home alone and bored out of my skull. I thought I would be pathetic and beg you all for a little narcissistic entertainment. Is there anything you want to know about me? Any question you want to ask? Here is your opportunity. The only rule is that I have to answer every question and I have to be completely honest in my answers. You can ask any number of questions on any subject. Ready? Go! (oh, and if you're too shy to ask me here then what are you doing on CherryTap??? ;) Seriously, if you're too shy, just send me a private message and I'll answer your question without letting everyone know who asked it.)

Up For Some Finger Painting??
Passionate, sensual, and devine, Soft touching of fingertips, Finger painting my body. Join by stroking tender lips. The bare skin heats up, Building passion with no rush. Taking time to concentrate, Your lips are now your brush. Slow passionate sweeping strokes, Fingers and lips trace every spot. Teasing touches here and there, Heat rising with passions hot. Almost breathless neath your lips, Your body I gently squeeze. Turn to you with my wet brush, With my lips I begin to tease. I liberally stroke each curve, Pausing to share a tender kiss. As we both continue painting, In passionate and sensual bliss. soon enough.......

My Heart
I can't believe this is happening, You were always just so strong, You never turned your back on us, Even though sometimes, We were wrong, You always helped in any way that you could, And you always had something to say, But now God has called you home, Knowing your at rest makes it ok, You havre endured alot in your life, And made alot of friends along the way, Your heart was pure as gold tata, And so for you to God i pray, Dear lord, please take care of my tata, Help him to rest and hurt no more, Cause we want him to earn his angels wings, Thank you for letting walk through your door, We thank you tata, For your presence in our lives, We know you'll be smiling down on us, From the kingdome of heavely skies, So now i want to end this, With an I love you and welcome home, So go in peace and may god bless you, God has happily welcomed you home,,, Written by: Azalia On: Jan 10th, 1992

If You...
If you asked I would answer If you needed me I would be there If you wanted me to be quiet I would If you needed me to hold you I would. If you only saw how much I care about you If you could understand how I feel If you would allow this feeling to penetrate your soul If you would call me sometimes. I could be your everything I would never let you down I hope you understand this I never say things I don't mean. If I told you I loved you it would be for real If I told you this will work, I would go to my grave trying I'm not your past...far from it I am your present I want you to see me for who I am. If you wanted me to come over I would If you wanted me to cook you dinner I would If you never wanted to see me again I would understand. If you would just let me in I would love that. I'm lost for things to say to you, to bring you to a better place. I'm not your girlfriend, just me, caught up in you. I want to be that word, but I wait, patiently at times.

Please Sign
HELLO WONDERFUL PEOPLE, I KNOW A FEW OF U HAVE SIGNED MY GUESTBOOK WELL MY DUMB SELF ACCIDENTALLY DELETED IT. SO I HAD 2 DO ANOTHER ONE SO IF U HAVE OR HAVEN'T SIGNED MY OTHER GUESTBOOK PLEASE COME BY AND SIGN MY NEW ONE AND I PROMISE NOT 2 DELETE THIS 1. THANK SO MUCH.

The Science Behind "hell"
The following is an actual bonus question on a chemistry exam given out at some random university... The following is supposedly an actual question given on a university chemistry exam. The answer by one student was so profound that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: "First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the d

Tank "maybe I Deserve" I Can Relate To This.
Oooh hey hey well well well Do you mind if I tell the truth for a second ya'll Maybe I deserve to wonder who calling so damn late For you to say im trippin it's just a homie from upstate (said it's just a homie) Dont he know it's 1:00 in the morning you say it's cool baby it's cool Baby I deserve for you to say he's coming into town ( he wants to see you) and he's just wondering if you and him can hang out I dont like it but I know I gotta trust you It aint cool cause I know it's true Maybe I deserve for you to go out and find some other guy Maybe I deserve for you to stay out with him all night Maybe I deserve for you to do all the things I did to you Maybe I deserve ( oh yeah) Maybe I deserve [Repeat Twice] For you to put on a sexy dress for me to ask you Who the hell you trying to impress for you to laugh it off like it aint nothing I know it's something Maybe just maybe to sit a home and wonder where you are is he kissing you touching you ho

Arlington National Cemetery
History and meaning of Arlington National Cemetery as presented at the National Memorial Day Concert from Washington D.C. on May 27, 2007 WARNING: You might need Tissues! http://www.pbs.org/memorialdayconcert

You Know Who You Are
TO THE DUMB MOTHER FUCKER WHO REPORTD THE CRACK FOTO AS NSFW ... FUCK YOU ! IT WAS AN INCH AND A HALF OF BUTT CRACK IN JEANS ...HOW IS THAT NSFW ? ARE YOU THAT FUCKN JEALOUS THAT NO ONE WANTS TO LOOK AT YOUR THREE TON TESSY FLABBY FLAT ASS (THAT WAS DIRECTED TOWARDS A WOMAN AND THIS WILL BE TOWARDS A MAN , NOT SURE WHO DID IT) OR THAT PATHETIC TWO INCH WORM THAT SMELLS LIKE YOUR MOMS FILTHY BROWN EYE THAT YOU ACTUALLY CALL A PENIS ? GO BACK TO MYSPACE YA FUCK ! OTHER THAN THAT ASSHOLE , I HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE HAVING A GREAT WEEKEND ! ITS FINALY RAINING , I HOPE ENOUGH TO STOP THE WATER RESTRICTIONS . THEY KINDA SUCK . WELL KDDIES , IM OFF TO THE JETSETTERS LOUNGE . ANY ONE IN THE LAKE WORTH AREA STOP BY AND HAVE A DRINK .

A Night At The Fair
I was walking with my friends at the Santiago fair. 2 of my friends decides to take off leaving me with my best friend Layla. her and i have been close. heck we were virgins till that day. see we were both hanging out in out tight white halter tops and short shorts. man she looked hot. I have been checking her out since we were 15. i have secretly lusted to touch her breasts. we went by this hot hot guy working the concession stand for fried dough. he was checking us both out and both Layla and I were eyeing him. he asked us if we would like to eat some fried dough with him as a vacant spot in the field in the moon light. both Layla and I jumped at the chance. he said he would be right over. Layla and I both went and sat in the field in the moon light. we sat next to each other and the wind was blowing our long hair. I was just looking at her and she seemed sexier then ever. I could feel the chill and I could see Layla’s nipples sticking out her pure white shirt. I could smell my bare

Here We Gooooooooo
Nothing against CT...... Just that I know some of us want some more freedom to express ourselves and to be ourselves. I want to thank all that has joined so far....:) Also who have gone through the transition from a reg networking to a Mature site. Luv you all....... Now this is a 21+ site... be yourself and have fun......... http://shhhhh.me.com

The Life Of A Single Woman
I am Diwata, 22 years old, single and loving it. People may ask me how come I am single, or a better question, why are you single? My answer is simple, because no one has found me interesting. If I answer, ‘because I choose to’, well, I would be lying to myself. So my answer is definite, ‘no one has found me interesting’. Then people may say that you are just trying to defend yourself, by saying ‘I love the single life’. It may be true, but one thing I can tell you, I have been single for quite sometime, and I never felt depressed, I feel lonely sometimes, yes, but not depressed. Happy? Probably yes, and probably not. Some women, who are single, find it hard, not to have a boyfriend. But I always say, you cannot find your happiness in other people. Positive thinking is one of the best things that you can hold on to, especially when you’re single. Focus on more important things, like your career, family and friends. I work in a call center, an environment where 90% speaks English, an

Toad The Wet Sprocket- Crazy Life
Nuff Said. Anyway now, it dont seem right He is in there and youre on the outside Over pine ridge to wounded knee Theres blood on the ground as far as you see Crazy life In the air Im sensing a change in the weather In the end the path is clear Does anyone remember here Did you all think hed just disappear Crazy life What have you done with peltier Who did you think youd taken away Crazy life In the air Im sensing a change in the weather In the end the path is clear Burying wont stop it breathing forever Underground it takes to root Anyway, it dont seem right He is in there and youre on the outside What have you done with peltier Who did you think youd taken away Its not over...

Your Mistake
What was I to you? Am I all you wanted and more? Or was I something to do? And now I lay on the floor. I am crying I am dying I am unfeeling I am not healing. My wounds are deep My heart was yours to keep You pushed me away You then want me to stay Was I your kind? Make up your mind! Too late now Don't ask how I'm leaving you to ask 'why?' Now its your turn to cry I am more than you'll ever know ...It just doesnt show

Untitled
If destiny was a rising sun I could stare my fate right into the sand They say you don't get far without the Good Lord by your side I say he left this child to walk a mile alone This pendulum of open doors and closed minds Cuts right down to the core of my being Selfish soul desire Nobody will ever know I wake up with my will at my feet Somethin tells me to look up But this crown carries a heavy load Promises are very convincing But I know I gotta keep moving on

Devotional - Old People Everyone Should Read This I Dont Care What Religion You Are Or Arent .)
Psalm 71:9 Cast me not off in the time of old age; forsake me not when my strength faileth. Once, older people were revered for the wealth of knowledge and wisdom they possessed. Today they are often treated as an inconvenience. They are shoved aside and ignored. Certainly, this is not true in every case, but that is happens at all is a tragedy. Older men and women are gifts from God. They are the conquerors in this life. They have fought the battles, and they have war stories to tell that can benefit us all. To have lived a full and fruitful life should be a joy, not a burden. In a society gone youth crazy, the need for the elderly is greater than ever. They provide the balance we need. Theirs is the voice of reason and experience. Theirs are the spirits of perseverance and triumph. They have walked our roads before us, and they can guide us when times get rough. Reach out to the older branch of God's family. Reach out and grasp the treasure. Prayer: As I grow older, Lor d,

Chloe My Cat
Hello all...I would say good morning but it's not for me. I woke up to find my sweet, precious cat, Chloe in my driveway, dead. Someone had hit her this morning and placed her in my driveway without a word. They were considerate enough to put her there, but not enough to notify me. My husband noticed her as he was getting into his car to leave for work. I'm very upset...People can be so cruel. I'm gonna miss my little DIVA. "You may be surprised to learn that our pets are far more aware of what is happening in their lives than we give them credit for. Their awareness bridges far beyond simple things like food and play. I believe that animals assist people in their growth. They are more than just pets. Animals are here as healers, to aid us in mending our physical and emotional bodies. And we thought they were here mainly for our companionship - not so! They play a much more significant role in our lives. Of course it is noted that their love is real and true and always uncondit

It's Called "when I Fall"
I put myself in your hands And wait for you to cast me aside I promise I’ll be patient Until you are done I am dying But I won’t bother you to save me I’ll give you everything I have I don’t need it anyway All my words Fall like rain upon the pavement And run off for they just cannot be absorbed I’m well aware That I have chosen this enslavement But please tell me if all you wanted was a whore You won’t say you love me You won’t say you need me You won’t say anything, anything at all Your lips are sealed Yet I am pleading for an answer Will you catch me, will you catch me when I fall? You tell me I think too much But don’t you know that all I wanted Was to understand And help you if I could? Now I am bleeding But I won’t ask for you to stop it Please just drink all that I have I don’t need it anyway I kneel before you And I swear that this is true I don’t want for you to ever set me free I implore you If you will just give me a clue I’ll

A Piece Of My Heart
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said "Why, your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but it was full of scars. It had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and la

Random Acts Of Kindness
Hey dis dude was mean to me when I come on cherry tap but i do random acts of kindness even though he is kind of mean to newbies please help him out everyone is welcome to comment bomb WILDMAN55 HEAD SECURITY OFFICER OF THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~INDEPENDENT~BOMB SQUAD ~@ CherryTAP

Get The Book & An Autographed Cd
Well this is something a little different, or extra if you will. There are only 35 copies of my book pre-ored left, so I am going to give the rest of the pre-orders a complimentary autographed cd along with your book order. You will get the book, with your name in it and, an autographed cd with it. Read below and click, that's all there is to it. However, you muct ensure that you send me your mailing info with "exactly" as you wish your name to appear in the book. Thanks to everyone :) Peter Britt I thought it would be a great idea to offer friends & fans the opportunity to get their names in my book on a special dedication page. Please red below as to "how" to pre-order and, to read some samples. Peter Britt; Country/rock recording artist-Singer/songwriter/musician-Twice published author, poetry and now his soon to be best selling book "All That I Am, I Think!" And, his soon to be submitted and published second book, "The Devistation" To pre-order the book is $35.00 to have your

All The Wonderful Things That Nature Offers...screw That!!!
I try to get along with nature. I was raised in rural Florida and Georgia, and I never really had a problem with all of God's creatures. But now I have had to go into battle against nature's meanest, cruelest, most bitter of creations...the WASP! There I was, minding my own business, mowing the lawn and singing a song in my head, when out of nowhere I get the dive bombers tapping me on my head! I'm one of God's creatures, so I naturally defend myself against such and unwarranted attack. That's not enough for the little bastards...they have to deploy their stingers! Before I know it, I'm dropping everything in my hands and running for my life as I get tapped on my hand and wrist! I was only mowing the grass! That's alright, though; I'll give them round one. But they dropped the chemical attack first...it's time for PAYBACK! I've come in from what can only be described as a mission of justifiable genocide. Young, old, big, small...none were safe in the wake of my wrath. Arm

My Life Is Just So Idk Anymore...
Even with a list full of people and my family its hard to believe that with all of those people...i still feel all alone...its like standing in the middle of a crowd full of people screaming out for someone to notice you and yet no one notices and you feel all alone...for once in my life i wish someone standing in that crowd would notice me whe no one else would...or when i say im fine turn and look me in the eyes and tell me to tell them the truth...or when i walk away they jerk me back and tell me that they dont want me to go because it would hurt them...or when i feel like im sitting in a black room with no doors or windows and im screaming for someone and no one hears me i want them to hear me...when im falling i wish someone would catch me...or when im trying to hurt myself i wish someone would save me...i wish someone would treat me like they were the last thing they had in there life...or when im lost and at a dead end i wish someone would come find me...but none of this will ha

Poem #3 " A Soldier's Tell"
a final check, it's three a.m. a cloudy night, with light so dim. tactical positions to the left and the right. sniper's night vision pierces the night. the order is black , leave none alive. fire teams move into the enemy hive. gurgling of blood from a sentry guard. wound to the throat that won't leave a scar. "mark is at ten," is the call from the rear. senses honed and heightened by fear. target is down with little sound made. the smell of urine where the warm body lay. gun fire erupted till the call of the sun. then silence like thunder, mission was done. surveying bodies not yet turned cold. i spotted a boy about twelve years old. eyes toward the heavens, with rifle on his back. wrong time...wrong place...never heard the attack. then comes the image of my own son, in bed. this one with a sniper's round through his head. i pause for a moment to say a small prayer. his eyes not yet white...just a blank hollowed stare. how do you cope with

I Miss You
I Miss You - BLINK 182 (an effin clasic!) (I miss you...) Hello there, the angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me We'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends (I miss you...) (I miss you...) Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you...) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you...) (

A Fantasy
A freind of mind wrote about a dream...it was erotic, sexy, enticing..........making any woman who read feel that she was the one in the dream........and what a wonderful thing........every woman wishes that someone felt that way about her........so I am going to write one that I had. I also incorporated into my book ..........so enjoy... I walked into the most gorgeous bathroom. It had a Roman shunken tub, with fountain sprays around it. Sheer organza material swaying and blowing in the wind because a storm was brewing. To the side was a large chase lounge that could easily hold several people on it. As I walked in, I saw a gorgeous man standing there looking around. Since it had been so long since I had seen a man with such a sensual air about him,I slowly walked to him and stared in to his eyes. Putting his strong hands under my arms,he lifted me up aginst him slowly I wrapped my legs around his waist tightly. He propped me up against a pillar that I had not noticed earlier.

Hiring For The Guilty Pleasures Lounge, Come Join An Awesome Team!
COME JOIN THE STAFF OF GUILTY PLEASURES. HIRING FOR DAY AND NIGHT SHIFTS. LOOKIN FOR FRIENDLY, OUTGOING PEOPLE, THAT LOVE BEING PART OF A GREAT TEAM! LOOKIN FOR BARTENDERS, SECURITY, WAITERS/WATRESSES, GREETERS. LIVE DJ "EXCALIBUR RADIO" AWESOME GROUP OF PEOPLE! GREAT WAY TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS, I KNOW THE STAFF I HAVE NOW, LOVE THEM, GLAD TO HAVE THEM PART OF THE FAMILY! CONTACT ME IF INTERESTED. THANKS SO MUCH! JEN

Wal_mart Wine...anyone
Wal-Mart announced that, on January 1, 2008, it will begin offering customers a new discount item - Wal-Mart's own brand of wine. The world's largest Retail chain is teaming up with Ernest & Julio Gallo Winery of California to produce the spirits at an affordable price, in the $2- $5 range. Wine connoisseurs may not be inclined to throw a bottle of Wal-Mart brand into their shopping carts, but "there is a market for inexpensive wine," said Kathy Micken, professor of marketing at University of Arkansas, Bentonville. She said, "But the right name is important." Customer surveys were conducted to determine the most attractive name for the Wal-Mart wine brand. The top surveyed names in order of popularity were: 10. Chateau Traileur Parc 9. White Trashfindel 8. Big Red Gulp 7. World Championship Riesling 6. NASCARbernet 5. Chef Boyardeaux 4. Peanut Noir 3. I Can't Believe it's not Vinegar 2. Grape Expectations 1. Nasti Spumante The

House Of Clergy Of Egypt
The postion of clergy was the most demanding you had to service bothe the high circle of priest and priestesses and also the people. They were the mentors the people to serve law and justice and provide service of faith and healing and in some cases to act as personal defenders of people of high status. To be a clergy member was a long process you would of normally been pulled from your family and start your leasons under three mentors each of them teaching a field of knowledge of their own. To be clergy you took no credit for anything you did it was all given to Higher officals or an action of the dieties. Yet it was a good means to life all the clergy was taken well care of for they were what made things be.

Chronicals Of K-bone Chapter 2: Court Room Built By Chaos
As my eyes finally open,I look around and I see a nearly crowded house in an old abandoned broadway theater.All clans concerned to the Camarilla.I look to my right and I see my tremere sire,Rolf,become decapitated and result himself into a pile of ashes.After that I heard the new prince,Sabastian LeCroix,speek like a dictator to his people.But sadly the more I listened to his speech,the more I cringed at the thought of him "ruling" L.A. in the name of the Camarilla.And before LeCroix could finish speeking on my fate that was somehow "laid on his hands", The leader of the Anarch Tribe,Nines Rodregas,opened his mouth out of frustration and pitty on this little fly... Nines:THIS IS BULLSHIT!!!! Lecroix:....If Mr.Rodregas would let me finish,I have decided to let this Kindred live.Consider me no more of a juvicator then an unlawful jury..... I faded out after that,hungry,about to let my beast loose all over him...But I knew better....I knew better.After the Gorilla on Steroids aka

No Means No!!!
Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this." Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in you

How Fun!!!!
The 2007 Stanley Cup Champion Anaheim Ducks are inviting all fans to attend the team’s official Stanley Cup Fan Celebration on Saturday, June 9 at 6:30 p.m. just outside the south entrance (facing Katella Ave.) to Honda Center. Fans in attendance will receive free Wienerschnitzel hot dogs, Pepsi Cola and Aramark barbeque potato chips. The event will feature the entire roster of the 2007 Stanley Cup Champion Anaheim Ducks as well as live music and entertainment. Parking for the Stanley Cup Championship Fan Celebration will be free for all attendees. In addition and in an effort to lessen impact on the environment, all beverage containers and products associated with the Wienerschnitzel hot dog giveaway will be recyclable.

The Game
We walked into the back of the club and right away my nipples got hard. Looking around through the smoke I could see only the vague outlines of many men, random strangers moving about. We picked a table near the back, by the pool tables, I sat down on it. Leaned back, spread my legs, just enough to let my black flared mini rise up my thighs. That got their attention. I could see them begin to make circles, like sharks eyeing their pray. He left to get some drinks and to spread the word about our plan. By the time he got back I had quite a following gathered, it’s funny what a corset and a few bats of the eye will accomplish. He hands me my drink – White Russian, I love the cream- and explains the rules to those gathered around. I’m blindfolded, and for a quarter a pop round one begins. I laid back, my skin chilled by the cold marble of the table. After paying the entrance fee each man, in turn kisses and licks my fresh shaven pussy to orgasm. He is the judge and jury here, at the end

The Paris Hilton Controversy..
Now, I along with the general public may find what has happened with her to be a travesty of justice. But I'm one to look on the bright side of things. If she were to go to jail, and was murdered by another inmate, we would be subjected to endless media coverage the magnitude of 9/11's. Hell, the day of her death would be forever memorialized. Honestly, I can live without "Paris Hilton Day". -s

Chantel Michole- My Oldest Girl
THIS IS ME AND CHANTEL SINGING OUR FAVORITE SONG TOGETHER. AND MY LIL GIRL IS IN THE THE SINGING EAGLES AT SCHOOL THAT HAS A CONCERT EVERY SATURDAY NIGHT THROUGHOUT THE SUMMER. IM A VERY PROUD MAMA. TO HAVE MY BABY SING LIKE THIS. I LOVE YOU CHANTEL.

This Is Just Too Funny Not To Tell.
Ok, now for the record, I had to admit that this was completely off the wall. My ex, who has finally taken the hint that I don't want to be bothered, apparently shaved his head last night. I can tell you that I have seen pictures with his head shaved. and it doesn't look right on him. Of course, he never looked as cute either. But then again it doesn't bother me, since I am not with him. I just think it's the funniest thing that he has shaved his head and thinks he looks cute. So, I went into work this morning and we kind of had a weird feeling that we could possibly go home early. We kind of figured that it was going to be a going home early type of day. I can live with that since I just don't feel good right now anyway with my sinuses as they are right now anyway. So it was a welcome relief when I was able to come home. I am probably going to lay down here in a bit but we'll see what happens in the meantime.

If You Say,...
IF YOU SAY GO FOR YOUR DREAM, AND FORGET ABOUT ME, I WILL GO FOR MY DREAM, BUT NOT FORGET ABOUT YOU, YOU INSPIRE ME & I CAN'T GO ON IF I FEEL YOU AREN'T BEHIND ME,REACH FOR THE STARS, YOU WERE IN MY HEART FIRST, AND NOT JUST A DREAM, I FOLLOW MY HEART, AND YOU WERE THERE, MY MIND GOT CLOUDED, AND THOUGHT I COULD CARE ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE, BUT THEN I CAME BACK TO MY HEART, AND YOU STILL WERE THERE, IT WAS YOU WHO REMINDED ME, DREAMS STAY BIG,WORRIES STAY SMALL, YOU WERE EVEN IN MY DREAMS, THEN THOSE DREAMS BECAME REALITY, YOU SAID DON'T GIVE UP,AND NEVER AND CAN'T AREN'T WORDS,...YOU AREN'T AS TRAPPED AS YOU THINK,AND PEOPLE ARE OUT THERE THAT CARE ABOUT YOU,AND LOVE YOU TOO,...AND I DON'T GIVE UP.FOR FRIENDSHIP DOES KEEP ME GOING,SOMETIMES THATS ALL THAT IS LEFT,... BE STRONG,AND,NO REGRETS, FOR MY DREAM&INCLUDING YOU IN IT, IS MY WISH,... & NEVER LET YOUR HEART OVERRULE YOUR MIND, BECAUSE LOVE IS WHERE THE HEART IS,AND THE HEART IS HOME.

Are You Fucking Serious?
less white trash plz. k thnx. ct marriages? you have to be fucking kidding right? is there not a bigger joke? i think its dope that not only are you seeking out validation via the internet but then after all is said and done you have to "marry" the person who comment bombs the shit out of you and buys you a bunch of "gifts"....delusion much? i refuse to apologize for not commenting all of your photos and rating you and your pictures 10's but i have a life... look into it, as opposed to spending a good portion of your day collecting unemployment and giving people ratings.

Why Be Childess?
Why do people have to be so childess my Bf got his account paused cause someone want to report him for cussing in the shout box witch he never did why do people have to be like this belive most are just jealous he has me and no one else can

Initiation
INITIATION No one should ever assume the title of witch lightly. To call yourself a witch is to set yourself apart from most humans, is to appoint yourself a Priest/ess of the Goddess. It is a binding contract to serve the Life Force. Some traditions believe you are not really a witch unless you have been formally initiated by a High Priestess and/or High Priest. The growth of Wicca makes this impractical for now, since there are not enough High Priest/esses to train or initiate all the newcomers. Wicca is also establishing itself in new countries and cultures, places where there are no experienced witches to lead others. I think that you are entitled to call yourself a witch from the day you feel entitled to do so. Some feel the need for a ceremony to mark this transition in their life, a ceremony that says "Today I am a witch." Covens usually hold initiation ceremonies after the postulant has successfully completed a required course of study. This is often a period of

D/s Activities Part One
N. Below are listed several D/s activities. Please rate each of these from 1 to 6:1 = YES!!!2 = Mmmm, I like this3 = Doesn't excite me, but I'd do it for my partner4 = Intriguing, but scary5 = Embarrassed to admit I want this6 = Absolutely not!! 1 __1__ Spanking, by Hand 69 __1__ Hot Wax 2 __1__ Leather Paddle 70 __1__ Fire and Ice 3 __1__ Wooden Paddle 71 __6__ Needles 4 __1__ Belt or Strap 72 __6__ Cutting

Love
LOCKED AWAY FROM ALL A small bonfire is a resemblance of my hearts desire for you. Feed it and it rages. Smother it and it dies. My mind clicks when I hear your favorite song. My blood begins to race through my veins. Any little thing that reminds me of you puts a smile on my face, Even for a second when no one else is watching or notices. I tell myself "God I hope they didn't see that!" For what I feel for you will be locked away inside of me like an impregnable fortress never to be conquered. The one key to the gate is your words telling me you want me as I do you. Until that time I will remain silent in my love

A True Interview With A Marine!!
Marine Corps General Reinwald was interviewed on the radio the other day and you'll love his reply to the lady who interviewed him concerning guns and children. Regardless of how you feel about gun laws you gotta love this!!!! This is one of the best comeback lines of all time. It is a portion of National Public Radio (NPR) interview between a female broadcaster and US Marine Corps General Reinwald who was about to sponsor a Boy Scout Troop visiting his military installation. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: So, General Reinwald, what things are you going to teach these young boys when they visit your base? GENERAL REINWALD: We're going to teach them climbing, canoeing, archery, and shooting. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Shooting! That's a bit irresponsible, isn't it? GENERAL REINWALD: I don't see why, they'll be properly supervised on the rifle range. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Don't you admit that this is a terribly dangerous activity to be teaching children? GENERAL REINWALD: I don't see how

Beauty Queen Pageant-bikers Clubhouse Bar & Grill
EANTBeauty Queen Pageant- THE EXECUTIONER IS SHOWING OFF HIS BEAUTIES IN A BEAUTY QUEEN PAGEANT COME JOIN HIM AND ALL THE BEAUTIES SUNDAY NITE AT THE BIKERS CLUBHOUSE BAR & GRILL.COME IN JOIN THE COOLEST BIKER LOUNGE AND PARTY. COME JOIN THE BIKERS CLUBHOUSE BAR 7 GRILL >

I Am Fine Tthis Morning.
Ok, my dad went home around 11:30 last night and it appears that the heart medication he started Friday was the reason for what happened. My mom called this morning to tell me he was ok, and they were at home. Thanks to everyone.

A Small Victory For Our Heros
I just read this in a Bulletin & needed to Post this so people can see it! --------------------------------------------------- HR bill 5037, the Respect for America's Fallen Heros Act was signed into law May 29th, 2007. As some of you know I was attempting to get people to write their local congresspeople in an effort to stop demistrations at military funerals. Thanks to those of you that helped with that. We have won! Congressman Ron Lewis of KY cosponsored a bill that would make it illegal to deminstrate at the site of military funerals. That bill passed the House of Representatives on May 9th, and was signed into law on May 29th by President Bush. The law prohibits deminstrations at ANY National Cemetery, Administration cemetery, or Arlington National Cemetery without the approval of the cemetery superintendent of director. It outlaws demonstrations held within 500 feet of any cemetery at with a funeral or memorial service is to be help, preventing any noise, or diversion th

Vacation Time
Hey everyone! I'm leaving Monday for Canada, and won't be back for a week! So, if you shout or leave a message and I don't answer, it's because I'm not here!! Hope everyone stays safe, and you all better hope I decide to come back home instead of running off for good!! LOL! Take care, and I'll be thinking about you...Kisses! -bren

Sts-117 Atlantis Flight Day 2 Recap
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 2 06.09.07 11:42 PM EST The STS-117 crew members completed the day's scheduled inspections of Space Shuttle Atlantis’ heat shield. They used Atlantis’ robotic arm and an attached boom extension to check the spacecraft’s underside, nose cap and leading edges of the wings as well as hard to reach shuttle surfaces. The inspections are performed to check if any damage occurred to the heat shield during the climb to orbit that began when Atlantis lifted off Friday from Kennedy Space Center, Fla. Over the next few days, engineers and flight controllers will analyze the data collected by the STS-117 crew. Last night during the robot arm checkout, the robotic arm cameras were used to take a closer look at an area of insulation blanket on the port orbital maneuvering system pod that pulled away from adjacent thermal tiles. Engineers are analyzing the imagery. Throughout the day, the crew has been preparing for Sunday’s arrival at the Int

Crushes
Since CT only lets you have one crush I went to a site and down loaded a crush and it is on my profile...I just want to see how many crushes it will accept so go to my profile and add me as a crush....muuah lots of love babydoll0215

Won't Be Around Much...miss Me!!
Well its summertime here in Canada and that means ALOT more work for me and outside and stuff with the kids on my days off. I have alot of gardening and painting to do this yr. I worked extremely hard to get in the top 100 of CT, and i know its just points but i enjoy it. Its not going to be easy keeping up when i am never here, i am even considering losing the VIC thing until fall. In the last 2 weeks i have had tons of 11's left over. I just dont have the time. Who knows what im gonna do, but this blog is just to inform all my AMAZING friends and Ct family of whats going on in my life if i dont visit much. I get maybe an hr on here a day, if that. But i will try my best to visit when i can. I cant even really say i miss sitting here hrs on end, i am enjoying my gardens and renovations too much to miss it. But i do miss all of you, and i will be back up in full force once the summer days are over. Dont forget me... Lots of love, Amanda x0x0x0x

Sunday~ Relaxing
Hi all, it's Sunday and I am just here relaxing. I hope that all is having a good weekend. I woke up around 9 am, and am still tired, and I have a headache. I was taking a nap when hubby called to ask for directions to the place he is going to. I guess I have a headache because I didn't get too much sleep last night. We had to run to Walmart and the bank to get a few things, at some point today I have to run to Homeland and get W.I.C. and a few other things. Going to take it easy today, don't feel too good today. I hope you all have a great and relaxing Sunday. Take care, Hugs Jilly

What Color Is My Psyche?
Your Psyche is Violet You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene. People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through. While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely. When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the pastWhat Color Is Your Psyche?

Sunglasses Contest???
OK I SAW A BULLETIN EARLIER FOR A CONTEST FOR "BEST SHADEZ PIC" OR SUMTHING LIKE THAT HAVING TO DO WITH A SUNGLASSES PIC. AND I WAS ON WAY OUT AND DIDN'T GET TO GET ALL INFO SO WHOEVER KNOWS OF THIS BULLETIN OR KNOWS WHO IS HOLDING CONTEST PLEASE GET BACK TO ME !! APPRECIATE IT AND TY XOXOXOX

Darkness
Even in the brightest places there lurks a darkness. Behind the most vibrant colors, it waits. Calmly, silently, it bides it's time. It waits for that one true moment of despair. One definite moment of sadness. One crystal clear instant when it can envelop it's prey. Things going in a downward spiral, it almost shudders with glee. Soon it will be upon you, claiming you for it's own. It takes total control of everything it touches. Blacking out the sun. Making you believe that it could all be over so quickly. It has several ways to keep you, hold you, condemn you. The quiet, peaceful ways of a razor across the soft flesh of your arm. The dizzying, spellbinding way of oh so many pills. The loud, violent way of a bullet straight through your brain. It doesn't care the path you choose. All it wants is your soul. To drag into the black abyss that it maintains. It's so quiet and still you really don't know it's there. That is unless yo

A Bottle Of Merlot
A Bottle of Merlot A gentleman asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an attractive woman he spotted dining alone. The waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, "This is from the gentleman seated over there, Indicating the sender. She regarded the wine coolly for a second, not looking at the man, and decided to send a reply note to the man.The waiter, who was lingering for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman. The note read: For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank, and 7 inches in your pants." After reading the note, the man decided to compose one of his own returns. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter and instructed him to return this to the woman. It read: For your information, I have a Ferrari Maranello, a BMW Z4, a Mercedes CL600 and a Porsche Turbo in my garage. There is over twenty million dollars in my bank account. But, not even for

Closer To You
Do you know what you have done? Silver teardrops you have won I‛ll never show them to anyone but you Do you see what you did? You laughed as I hid I‛ll never show me to anyone but you I look up and you‛re gone And I turn and notice her She has filled up my room And taken my listener And it always comes back to you Every move that I make is to get closer to you You know I cannot show The things that they don‛t know I can‛t unveil what I haven‛t found in me You know I want respect This just hasn‛t happened yet And it all gets stuck down inside of me I look up and you‛re gone And I turn and notice her She has filled up my room And taken my listener And it always comes back to you Every move that I make is to get closer to you I wish things could be different I wish things would change What would I do? What would I do? If I can‛t be with you? I can‛t be with you! It‛s not right, it‛s not e

Subject: Innocence Is Priceless
Sunday morning, the priest noticed little Alex standing in the foyer of the church staring up at a large plaque. It was covered with names and had small American flags mounted on either side of it. The seven year old had been staring at the plaque for some time, so the priest walked up, stood beside the little boy,and said quietly:"Good morning, Alex." "Good morning, Father, what is this?" he asked the priest . He answered, "Well, son, it's a memorial plaque to all the young men and women who died in the Service." Soberly, they just stood together, staring at the large plaque. Finally, little Alex's voice, barely audible and trembling with fear, asked ......... "Which service, the 8:30 or the 10:45?"

Lol This Is Funny
ok monday Paris Hilton called Barbra Walters and said she was ok and the reason she was "ill" and was let out early was she wasnt eating and was scared that one of the guards would take a foto of her on the toilet HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA she really needs to think about what she said there if I remember right it was her that made a few home made sex tapes and let them out for all to see if she was soooooooo worried that some one was going to see her naughty parts its waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to fucken late for that sweet cheeks if you didnt want any one seeing you naked nude or in any other way shape or form you shouldnt have done the tapes or even gone out with out your panties you stupid BITCH oh and on the stupid thing she said shes not going to act dumb or stupid any more WTF you were acting thats bullshit you werent acting you really are stupid but what the hell if you want to stop ACTING stupid thats up to you but when you have done it as for as long as you have theres no turning

Sex Appeal... Lol
You Are 67% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Omg!
So, as of right now, I'm so fed up with having kids around all the time, I don't wanna have kids. I love these girls, don't get me wrong, but it's a pain in the ass to have them. They eat non stop and they whine too damn much. Then they get into shit they shouldn't at call me mean cuz I tell them to get outta it...They just like to make me the mean guy cuz I'm home with them all day. I don't like the idea of having to strap them into the car EVERYWHERE you go and then take them out EVERYWHERE you go...strap them back in when you get done...sometimes it's not even worth it, but I wouldn't leave them in the car for someone to steal. I am so stressed out right now I can't even stand myself. I'm a bit crabby and I have stayed in my room most of the day because I don't like to yell at them and with as frustrated as I am today, that's exactly what happens. Here's another thing...can a woman take a piss w/o two kids standing right there going "Make sure you wipe Auntie, make

Update On Lil Johnny
I JUST SPOKE WITH JOHNNYS MOTHER AND FATHER, LIL JOHNNY IS IN ICU, HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING, HE IS ON A VENTILATOR. HE ALSO STATED NOT MANY ARE HELPING OUT FINACIALLY. IF YOU CAN HELP IN ANY WAY PLEASE CONTACT THE FAMILY AT WWW.COTAFORJOHNNYB.COM (954)-213-3044 FOR UPDATES JOHNNYS DAD JUST HIT ME UP IN THE SHOUTBOX, SAID LIL JOHNNY HAS HAD HIS BONE MARROW TRANSPLANT, LIL JOHNNYS FATHER SAID THEY ARE AWAY FROM HOME AND HES BEEN OUT OF WORK FOR ALMOST 6 WEEKS, SO THEY ARE NEEDING HELP WITH MONEY TO GET BY, SINCE THEY ARE AT THE HOSPITAL ALL THE TIME WITH LIL JOHNNY. I WILL BE POSTING MORE INFO, ON HOW EVERYONE CAN HELP OUT. THIS IS THE LINK TO THE NEWS VIDEO http://cbs4.com/video/?id=35049@wfor.dayport.com ALSO THEIR EMAIL ADDRESS IS PAC376@HOTMAIL.COM PLEASE HELP IN ANY WAY YOU CAN, PRAYERS, DONATIONS, WILL GREATLY BE APPRECIATED. THANKS SO MUCH, JEN

Cherrie Tap!!! Lmao !!!!!
This site is worst then myspace ... NOTHING WORKS .. Cant contact suport .. Tried to do a survay and that crap dosent work LOL .... this site needs a lot of work befor I spend a lot of time on here .. cant see wasteing time trying to do something and cant get anywhere ....

Idiots In My Shoutbox #7
I don't even have any reference point for this one. This was *completely* out of the blue. That's what makes it all that much more funny. xxCherylxx: ur not very nice.....bastard ->xxCherylxx: No, I'm not. Do I know you? xxCherylxx: no but u called some a cunt thats fucked up, some ppl dont read every mumm so they dont know what was said so give ppl a break...and grow up ->xxCherylxx: I call everyone a cunt, cunt. If you don't like it, you can ignore me. xxCherylxx: ur fucked up dude but w/e u dont mean shit to me or the world.....tralior trash piece of shit.. ->xxCherylxx: It's spelled trailer, and no, sorry, my house has a foundation. xxCherylxx: oh ur cool....i know ur a welfare person sorry my bad ->xxCherylxx: You know this, huh? Pray tell how you're privy to such information? xxCherylxx: looking at chu... ->xxCherylxx: chu? Did you just sneeze? xxCherylxx: peace, your wasting my time... ->xxCherylxx: Am I? You're the one that messaged me.

List Of Bands Appearing At End Of Summer Fest 2007!
PRESENTS>>>>>>>> List of bands appearing at End of Summer Fest 2007! Go to www.myspace.com/endofsummerfest2006 to view the list of bands appearing this year. Tickets can be purchased in advance from the bands or from Toxic Entertainment for $10. This is an all ages show August 3-4 at Peabody's in Cleveland, OH. Tickets are also available on Ticketmaster (but by them from me or the bands,they are cheaper!)

Convict Sex Roflmao
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He wwas whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

Spurs Champs Again...whoop-de-friggin' Do? Lol
Not that the rest of America really cares (as evidenced by the Nielsen ratings), but the San Antonio Spurs won their fourth NBA world championship Thursday night in nine years. To celebrate I went alone to downtown (going alone -- story of my life =/ well, nobody is really available or interested in going there, but anyway.) It was a fucking great time. I did hang out with some pals before hand, watching the game to its nail-biting conclusion. Finally, some Spurs like Manu Ginobili make their free throws. What a concept ;-p In the end, the Cleveland Cavaliers showed their inexperience and youth. They're a great time, just missing a few pieces to the puzzle and a bit of maturity. But King James and company will be strong next year. In the meantime, the Spurs showed again why they're not only one of the elite teams in the NBA, but one of the strongest, most professional, well led professional sports franchises in America. The Spurs epitomize the word "teamwork" from the front offi

Ok Wth Is Wrong With The World? Kellogg To Raise Nutrition Of Kids' Food
ok im shocked that kelloggs caved and fell for this shit i remember as a kid eating their cereals and no one worrying about if i was an over weight kid in fact no one worried about us kids rideing our bike without a helmet or roller skateing with out knee and elbow pads on do you remember the game dodge ball they arent allowed to play that any more for fear of the kids getting hurt wth if you think about it all a kid has to do is trip over their own 2 feet and can get hurt and now "parents groups" and "nutrition groups" want to make sure the kids arent getting fat wth if they hadnt taken recess out of school and did away with gym class the kids of this country wouldnt be getting fat!!!! now also if parents would take respossibility for their actions as in takeing away the xboxs and the playstations and sending the kids out side to run and play they wouldnt have to worry about them getting fat all im trying to say is remember when you were a kid you ate the same cereals that were nam

My Words (6) Of Our Love
Forever in love Following the signs of true love On the ways of my life Raising the love on those ways Every part of my heart sings song Voices of those songs are so sweet to hear Embracing you and holding your hands Rainbow of my love is shown in your eyes Yours eyes attract me to live with you Openness of your heart makes me romantic Under the blanket of blue sky Real love looks like a red rose Staying with you, I am forever yours..... I LOVE U Every time i touch your face i feel like dreaming... every time i hug you i feel so secure... every time i kiss you i feel so complete... that's why every beats of my hearts saying I LOVE YOU.. A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. It's fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this were meant to l

Behind The Sparkle In Your Eyes
I keep coming back to this place Wandering around blankly For a mere glimpse of your face I don't really know what draws me here I guess it's because I'm consoled that you're near I haven't found a chance to look into your eyes Buried deep within are all your secrets I just want to know if it's a disguise That maybe there's still love in your heart Hidden behind the sparkle in your eyes This feeling of uncertainity The hope I fight to keep alive It tries to consume me But somehow I can't let go This longing I have to hide I'm standing beside you Yet you can't see the tears i've cried

I Wanna Have Sex With You
Somewhere out there tonight I know that you're waiting As hot and horny as I am Mouth watering Knees knocking Craving what I've been craving All night long I just can't hold it back or in any longer These naughty feelings that you inspire Tonight I must confess My hidden secret longing lover is this I wanna have sex with you Don't wanna make love Don't want nothing even close All I want All I need is your carnal cure to fulfill my wildest fantasys Loving you long Loving you slow No strings attached No hearts broken No promises made Just this and only this one simple thing do I wanna do Tonight All night long Don't care if it's right or if it's wrong I just wanna have sex with you I'll use my mouth I'll use my hands I'll use whatever it takes to please you Tease you Make you mine for a short time No commitments No wedding ring Just a few stolen hours together is all that I'm asking for Away from any and all prying eyes I'll tell you no lies

Night Dreams
Another night another dream of the deepest love Dreams of love are all I have to share with you In the morning the dream vanishes with the light Leaving me filled with anguish and fright The night becomes a friend of mind The imagined touches seem so real in my mind I wake filled with torment at being denied this love Searching throughout the land trying to find The one that is mine that fills my night with dreams with love Will I ever find this person or is love just as unkind Tormenting me for pleasure and amusement at its leisurely time I drift back into my dreams at night finding that special someone Another night and another dream of my loving beau awaits me in kind I thought of this after a conversation with a friend so THANK YOU Asmodeus for providing the start to this one, for being a great friend and listening to me talk

Mystical Love
Tonight I stand in a wash of starlight My love at my side, happy and complete Our hearts beating as one Our touch a comfort to the other Seems to have been a lifetime without love Our love hidden from all others At times hidden from the other Just waiting for right time to be revealed My heart sings to you while I sleep Feeling your heart sing in response Feeling you gentle touch as I slumber Your caress reassuring me all is well Friends becoming lovers You hold my heart and soul in the palm of your hand Your heart and soul held in the palm of my hand Your life, My life incomplete till now Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar

Just Have Alot On My Mind...
Many of you may know i am married..Sadly to say.. My marriage is bad right now i am having so much trouble.. I dont really want to go iton detail but it is so bad i am thinking about leaving him.. I am joining the army soon and i just wish things would get better... Doubt they will but if you wanna help me figure things out let me know give me a shout and if you wanna know more shout then to... Ty for anyones advice..

Were Next
Just a cowboy in the city looking for his cowgirl. Never knowing were he's going to find her. Converting those he encounters. Hoping the diamond is a little rough around the edges. Not wanting someone to just show off on his arm. She has to get dirty or rough with him. Got to keep his attention and his interest. Can she put him in place and keep him in line? Were does he look next for her? How can he find her? Were can a cowboy find a cowgirl? He keeps looking with no luck.

What To Do While Wif Shoping In Walmart
Here’s a list of activities that you can do while your wife/girlfriend is shopping. Get 24 boxes of condoms & randomly put them in People’s carts when they aren’t looking. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone: ‘Code 3 in House wares’. . . and see what happens. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M’s on lay-away. Move a ‘CAUTION - WET FLOOR’ sign to a carpeted area. Set-up a tent in the Camping Department-and tell other shoppers you’re sleeping over; invite them in if they bring pillows from the Bedding Department. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask: “Why can’t you people just leave me alone?” Look right into the security camera, use it as a mirror and pick your nose. While handling guns in the Hunting Department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-de

For This Sweet Boy
look at me mommy and tell me what you see what did i do so wrong to make you want to hit me i am so sorry dady that i cried last night but those things you said that just wasnt right i am just a little girl now scared of my life i heard you two fighting seen daddy with the knife why did you keep me if love is not here why at my tender age do i know this fear i seen an angel in my room last night he picked me up and held me tight he says God wants me to come home so now i wont feel so all alone i love you mommy, and you to dad no longer am i that little girl you had i am now an angel within Gods place the memory of your hurt has been erased i wish you could have loved me wish you could have known but i was just the little mistake that you never wanted shown......... Renegadelvrs Angel

Garth Brooks -- Wrapped Up In You
How do I love you, well let me see I love you like a lyric loves a melody Baby, completely, wrapped up in you How do I need you, well can't you tell I need you like a penny needs a wishing well Baby, completely, wrapped up in you Chorus: EVERY NOW AND THEN WHEN THE WORLD THAT WE'RE LIVING IN IS CRAZY YOU GLADLY HOLD ME AND CARRY ME THROUGH NO ONE IN THE WORLD HAS EVER DONE WHAT YOU DO FOR ME AND I'D BE SAD AND LONELY IF THERE WERE NO YOU How do I love you, well count the ways There ain't no number high enough to end this phrase Baby, completely, wrapped up in you Repeat Chorus How do I love you, well, don't you know I love you about as deep as any love can grow Baby, completely, wrapped up in you

My Goth Went To The Funeral Of My Emo Whose Ass Was Kicked By My Inner Punk
Once again, you know I LOVE Oracle's sloppy seconds!!! Whats Your Stereotype? ____________ •HIGH CLASS:• ____________ •[] You go/have gone to a tanning salon. •[X] You own an iPod/mp3/mp4 player. •[] You love Starbucks. •[X] You have been called a brat. •[] You have tons of shoes. •[] you have more than 5 things from nordstrom/sax fith avenue/neiman marcus/bloomingdales. •[X] You have a laptop/your own comp. •[] You like going shopping. •TOTAL:3 •GOTHIC:• _________ •[X] Black is one of your favorite colors. •[X] You wear chains. •[] you like heavy metal. •[X] you've shopped at hot topic •[X] You have worn black lipstick. •[X] You have/had/or wanted piercings •[] You own a pair of Tripp pants •[X] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend. •TOTAL:6 ______ •PUNK:• _______ •[] You can skateboard. •[X] You like plaid. •[] You have Converse. •[X] You hate mtv. •[X] You have/had/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair. •[X] You lov

Just To Survive
The smile on her face Holds back the tears she cries Inside she feels out of place Being locked in her room at night Long sleeve shirts in summer To hide daddys wrath Why does he hurt her To afraid to fight back Then one day she has enough Something inside snaps Now it's her turn to play rough "Cmon give me another slap!!!" A little boy of seven Thought he went from Hell to Heaven But reality soon set in Taking blows from which he can't defend Fists turn to words Can't tell which hurts worse His faith in God is all he has "Father please give me strength to last" Finding strength in "You Can't" Refusing to believe Mommy's rants Now people crave to read his words Words he was once told were absurd Abandoned by Mom at such a young age Then she came back and claimed she had changed But old habits die hard, as she soon found out Bareing it all, but wanting to shout Then one day Mom left f

I Knew This Was Gonna Happen....
....so i dont know why it surprised me. i had some old friends drop in on me today while i was in the middle of sorting through all the stuff sean & i have collected since we started living together. ::thats 2 years of stuff people:: they were upset that im leaving soon. telling me that i should tell sean that i dont want to leave & that he can go do whatever the hell he wants on his own. i rolled my eyes & stood my ground. but of course that earned me 3 less "friends". whatever. i still have my military friends right? yea i thought i did. ~~~♥~~~ other than that little fiasco my friends {{ex friends??}} made today was pretty calm. i managed to brave this killer summer heat to clean & wash my car. it was funny really...the one time i wash my car myself & suddenly i realize how many guy live in this neighborhood. lmao...they offered to help but i told them i could handle it...& they stuck around until they saw all the marine corps stickers on my car. i now r

Bikini Contest Winners!
Congratulations to "Don't Even Bother", our 2007 Texas Car-B-Q Bikini Photo Contest Winner! She won a one week blast and a Texas Flames T-Shirt! Also earning blasts were: Payton Guerra (3 Day Blast) Riddin Dirty (1 Day Blast)

Kidney Thieves- S&m (a Love Song)
(pound the love outta me, beat the love outta me) (pound the love outta me, beat the love outta me) Distant son, nova fucker Hit and run to another Took from you, from me Lash and caress in between (Hit the target) won an animal Got a piece, a trace, a slip inside Tore a page from the bind Handed a twisted sadistic Wanted you to fix it Chant, cry, moan, lie Tender garden bang to dry Pound the love outta me, beat the love outta me Pound the love outta me! Best I can do, pleasure/pain Too close to you, I'll blow your ash away Took from you, from me Brutally Pound the love outta me, beat the love outta me Pound the love outta me, beat the love outta me Pound the love outta me, beat the love outta me [catch me if you can, butter a scent on your hand] Pound the love outta me beat the love outta me [catch me if you can, butter a scent on your hand] wigs, whips, chains tied you laughed, I cried [wanted you to fix it] [chant, cry, moan, lie] [be

Hey Fellow Cherry Tappers Please Make Welcome
Another Awesome artist who has join me and all of you in Cherry tap Dave Ellis Grim, boy can he sang Mustang Sally :) add his banner give him LISTEN ON MY PLAYER ADD him hes in my fans

Spinach Quiche In A Muffin Pan W/ Easy Crust
Crust: 1 stick butter [room temperature] 1 1/2 cups flour 1/4 teaspoon salt 4 tablespoons ice cold water Filling: 1/2 bell pepper [red and yellow make good color] [optional] 1 package frozen chopped spinach [defrosted and drained] 6 eggs 1/2 to 1 cup shredded cheese [Italian blends work well] Preheat oven to 425°F. Crust: Mix flour and salt together in a bowl. Using a pastry cutter, whisk [pushing straight down on it], or 2 knives, cut butter into flour until butter is pea sized. Add 4 tablespoons of ice cold water and mix with a fork until blended completely together. Roll out dough very thinly, and cut out 12 saucer-sized circles [about 6" round]. Grease a muffin pan [Pam works best] and insert each circle into a cup, creasing the dough as needed to fit. Bake crust for 8 minutes at 425°F. While baking, prepare filling. Filling: Dice bell pepper into very small pieces, and place in bowl. Add spinach. Add 6 eggs, and stir well. Mix in cheese

Don't Figure
The first Mumm I post after suspention gets pulled. I guess I better make Plain Jane ones before they Delete my profile, like I was warned about. I guess this is making me the internet Bad Boy. Who wants to join the club?

Hate Someone
What is the point to hate someone if your going to in the end just end up caring about them. Now I knwo there is levels of hate so I am referring to hate as in they just irritate you and no matter what you say or do they have to disagree or critisize. I do everything i can to et along with those I don't but some you just can't. They are just impossible to tolerate. but to get to the level of arguing with them and fighting over stupid shit to find yourself looking forward to arguing with them again is just insane. So in this situation what do you do??? Just another bable of words from me into this blog. Not sure why I type this shit out but I guess in a weird way I am hoping someone can relate, understand, or even explain to me the level of stupidity I am at. ~*~HUGS~*~ Love you all ~*~HUGS~*~ Dj Titanium EXPerience

Red Fridays
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Will you give this to my Daddy? Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began headig to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just

Parmesan Coated Salmon
1 lb. salmon filet salt pepper dill weed paprika grated Parmesan cheese Remove skin from salmon filet. With a sharp knife, remove grey colored fat from skin side of filet. Cut into 3 or 4 pieces, place on sheet of tin foil or paper. Salt and pepper the filets. Sprinkle with dill weed on both sides. Dust with paprika. Coat thoroughly with Parmesan cheese and pat cheese to make it adhere well. Place about 1/8 inch of olive or granola oil in large frying pan over medium heat. When oil is hot, add filets. Brown on both sides. Let filets cook until brown (about three minutes) and turn. Don't move filets around in pan until brown on one side before turning. This helps the cheese adhere. Do not over-cook or salmon will get dry and hard. Serves two or three people.

Blackened Red Fish
3/4" thick redfish, tuna or salmon 3/4 lb. unsalted butter, melted 4 tbsp. blackened redfish Cajun Magic Dip the fish in melted butter, then dredge the fish in the seasonings. Cook in a Very Hot, dry skillet, about 1 minute on each side.

My First Paper
Got an A- on it. The Day The Sun Rose Twice On August 6th, 1945 the Sun rose twice over the city of Hiroshima when the atomic bomb was dropped by the United States onto the Empire of Japan. The initial blast killed an estimated 80,000 people while radiation sickness eventually claimed over 60,000 lives. In the aftermath of the first atomic bombing in world history, John Hersey ventures to find and interview survivors into order to record their story. The book “Hiroshima” was originally the real accounts of two women, two holy men and two doctors in the hours leading up to the dropping of the atomic bomb and the chaotic period that followed. In the newest editions of the book, Hersey also includes interviews that he conducted when he returned to Japan on the 40th anniversary of the attack to follow up with the six people he wrote about. The account given by John Hersey deliberately leaves out almost any mention of the war raging around Japan at the time and solely focuses on t

Show This To Any Kids That Want To Use The Internet
I Received this in the e-mail. I had to send it out to everyone. Now as you know I don’t have any kids, but this is still very important to pass on This is a Must Read for everyone who have children or grandchildren EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ ALL OF THIS and HAVE YOUR CHILDREN READ IT TOO! MAYBE AFTER THEY READ THIS YOUR KIDS WILL NOT THINK THEIR PARENTS ARE TO OVER PROTECTIVE!! After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line . She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following Me home today It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don't you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out o

Disease
You are the one disease For which there is no pill You bring me to my knees And bend me to your will I just can't get enough My heart is on the floor Addicted to your love Can't wait to get some more You infect my heart With every single beat Just finish what you start Girl I'm begging please If this is all a dream Please don't wake me up Just let me stay asleep Let my eyes stay shut I don't want to know If you're just fantasy Dont think I can let go Cause you are the best disease

Music Today Is Prole Feed
They don't make good music like this anymore. These days its all about how much money you have, how you got it, who you don't like, what size you like your booty, how your girl is a ho or your guy is a deadbeat, how your teenage girl dumped you and you want to cut yourself. Music used to be beautiful CCR- Have You Ever Seen The Rain? Someone told me long ago There's a calm before the storm I know, It's been comin' for some time When it's over, so they say It'll rain a sunny day, I know, shining down like water I want to know, have you ever seen the rain? I want to know, have you ever seen the rain? Comin' down on a sunny day? Yesterday, and days before Sun is cold and rain is hard I know, been that way for all my time Till forever, on it goes Through the circle, fast and slow I know, it can't stop, I wonder I want to know, have you ever seen the rain? I want to know, have you ever seen the rain? Comin' down on a sunny day? Yeah! I want to know, have y

Chicken Fried Steak
TO PREPARE THE STEAK: Use 2 pound round steak, 1/2 to 3/4 inch thick. Ask butcher to tenderize or pound it thoroughly on both sides with meat-tenderizing mallet. Trim off fat. Cut into pieces 5 to 6 inches in diameter. Flour each piece thoroughly and shake off excess. Dip in Chicken Fried Steak Batter (see below for recipe), drain, then flour it again. Use deep fry pan half-filled with a good brand of vegetable oil. Preheat oil to 325 degrees. Cook meat 7 to 10 minutes or until golden brown. TO PREPARE CHICKEN FRIED STEAK BATTER: 2 tbsp. sugar 1/2 tsp. salt 2 eggs 1 tbsp. baking powder 1 c. milk Mix the first four ingredients with half the milk and stir until smooth. Add remainder of milk and mix well. TO PREPARE THE GRAVY: In pan where you fried the steak, gradually add one cup of flour and approximately 1/2 stick of butter. Slowly add up to 8 cups milk, stirring constantly until desired thickness is obtained. Remove from heat and add salt and pepper to taste. Se

Wake Up
I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! NEVER did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish-Celtic, German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts gave a translation that's NOT even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but this is THIS IS MY COUNTRY! Do YOU - sing MY National Anthem in YOUR COUNTRY IN ENGLISH ? ? ? And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor ! Get a place to lay your head ! Get a job ! Live by OUR rules ! Pay YOUR taxes ! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIFETIME SAVINGS OF SOCIAL S

Summer Survey..2007
READ THIS AND REPOST BUT IF U CAN SEND ME A PRIVITE MESSAGE THE ANSWERS SO I CAN KNOW U ALL ALITTLE BETTER...THX ..LOTS OF LOVE TO YA ALL ..HUGGZ STACIE..HHC 1. DO YOU HAVE A BROTHER? 2. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO? 3. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU BE? 4. MTV, BET, OR VH1? 5. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE WOULD IT BE? 6. NAME A PERSON THAT STARTS WITH THE LETTER "C"? 10. WHERE'S THE BEST PLACE TO GET ICE CREAM? 14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? 15. DO YOU LIKE PICKLES?? 16. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR PHONE? 17. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW? 19. ARE YOU EASY TO GET ALONG WITH? 20. WHAT MOVIE DO YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW? 21. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE "SCARY MOVIE"? 22. WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP?? 23. DO YOU LIKE STARBURSTS? 24. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO SEA WORLD? 25. IS DANNY TANNER THE COOLEST DAD EVER? 27. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT? 30. HAVE YOU EVER SMOKED?

Nice Person
well i'm so fucking bored right now..whoever pays attention to stuff i post..i am a nice person to talk to..and if your looking just for points i'm good for that too...rate me and comment me..i will rate and comment back a lot as well..i'm always doing that for friends..well like i said i am bored so thats the purpose of this blog! haha..ttyl -Zach

I Want To Live My Next Life Backwards:
You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an assisted living facility feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for high school: drink alcohol, party, and you're generally promiscuous. Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no re sponsibilities. then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then... You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Hey All My Lovely's
I have entered a contest to win a 7 day blast or 1 month VIC. So if any of you have time pls stop by throw me a rate if nothing else. But if you'd like throw me some comment bombs. Any and all luv is greatly appercaited!! So click the pic below.... You know you want too!

Kids In Church
KIDS IN CHURCH 3-year-old Reese: "Our Father, Who does art in heaven, Harold is His name. Amen." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A little boy was overheard praying: "Lord, if you can't make me a better boy, don't worry about it. I'm having a real good time like I am." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After the christening of his baby brother in church, Jason sobbed all the way home in the back seat of the car. His father asked him three times what was wrong. Finally, the boy replied, "That preacher said he wanted us brought up in a Christian home, and I wanted to stay with you guys." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One particular four-year-old prayed, "And forgive us our trash baskets as we forgive those who put trash in our baskets." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Sunday school teacher asked her children as they were on the way to church service, "And why is it necessary to be quiet in church?" One bright little girl replied,

Send All Help Me Level Up
I know this isnt much of a question but i need my friends and family to helpe level up. Send pics of any thing and shaow me some love . you all wont be dissapointed i will do the same for you. Love and peace to All my fellow cherrytapers friends fans and family

Turn Over Your Ram, I R Judge!
Earlier this week at work we were talking about this story (via Slashdot since the ZDNet page seems down). All I can imagine when I think of this is a guy in clown makeup wearing a dress with a red plastic toy hammer screaming, "Turn over your RAM! I R JUDGE! http://yro.slashdot.org/article.pl?sid=07/06/14/180222&from=rss

Looking For Peace
I am looking for something that I can not hold an inner peace to set me free My soul wants to wants to find the real me to stop the pain an the tears that fall like rain My aura around me is so black an bleek that need to change for me The darkness claims my inner secrets it devours my pain but always takes me away......

800.00 Bigs One For A Haircut?
Good Morning…What is outrageous to you? To me there are many things that are outrageous…The price of gas, taxes, cell phone bills, phone bills in general and just higher cost’s assumed by people or business’s asking for more for less… Take for instance back in the day…a haircut for a man was .25 each two bits for the real ole timers but, that is older then me, heard it did not use it. But, for me I recall 2.00 hair cuts as a kid. Now I go to a salon and pay 18.00 bucks for hair less hair taken off then I did when I was a kid at the rate of 2.50 per cut. Back then no tips were given and now I give the gal 25.00 for the cut basically a 30% tip and yeah she is much more attractive then my old barbers and when the old barber cut you if you winched you got it again, learn to live with pain. If the stylist nips me, it’s a good thing I get frothed over like I just saved the world….ok enough about frothing and the old barber and the new stylist, this is about the price of a hair cut. What is t

Evil Angel- Breaking Benjamin
Hold it together, birds of a feather, Nothing but lies and crooked wings. I have the answer, spreading the cancer, You are the faith inside me. No, don't Leave me to die here, Help me survive here. Alone, don't remember, remember. [Chorus:] Put me to sleep evil angel. Open your wings evil angel. A-ah. I'm a believer, Nothing could be worse, All these imaginary friends. Hiding betrayal, Driving the nail, Hoping to find a savior. No, don't Leave me to die here, Help me survive here. Alone, don't Surrender, surrender. [Chorus] Oh. Fly over me evil angel. Why can't I breathe evil angel? [Chorus] Oh. Fly over me evil angel. Why can't I breathe evil angel?

God Heals
God Heals Remember when you heard the words - and your mind went blank - you were in another world God heals Remember in your darkest hours - when all that surrounds you is pain and sorrow God heals Remember friends' prayers - your family's encouragement - glimmers of hope from everyday angels God heals Quiet...you can hear Him now - always there - yet never this close God heals It's just another day - yet everything has changed - and you hear yourself say God heals Birds are singing - the sky is a beautiful blue - flowers are blooming... God heals Truths that you knew as a child - awakened again with new understanding God heals Remember when others can't - that life is a gift - each day to treasure God Has Healed

Mother
As I laid myself down to sleep, praying your love to keep, the visions of hurt and pain danced around again and again. Your laughter fading from my mind, franticly searching in the dark hoping it was you I would find. My memories of you no longer being able to recall, from the place you left me ready to fall. My tears holding all your beauty and pain, in my heart it leaving a stain. Missing the sound of your voice and the touch of your hand, in you mother always being able to find a friend. Wishing for just one more day, to tell you all the things I forgot to say. Growing older without you here, crying and hurting night after night and year after year.

Save Us From These Acceptable Evils
Save us from these acceptable evils Like all good Pagans, I have been following the recent exchanges over the obvious existence of the Goddess, the insidious Muppet's Christmas Carol with its seditious monotheistic undertones, and the ever-popular debate on whether or not the intolerant will burn for all eternity in a well-deserved unpleasant afterlife of their own choosing (assuming they choose to believe in an afterlife; we do of course accept and welcome those people who believe that death is oblivion). Yet, there are equally reprehensible practices and traditions present in our Pagan society that have somehow become acceptable, but represent a real threat to our ideals and way of life. I have made a list of these so that we might be prepared to deal with each one. 1. Santa Claus -- to be sure, he is a jolly personification of the God, but how many of us know that in former times, he used to be a symbol of Christmas, a festival of an oppressive, murderous monotheistic relig

Read This Dammit
AHHHHHHHHHH! GO SEE 1408!!!! DO IT DAMMIT!!!!! GRRRRRRR i loveded ittt!!!!!! xxDDDD cept a couple parts... but still... go see it.... have a blast... i totally reccomend it... but make sure there are alot of white people there (srry not tryin to be rascist ... im not... i really am not...i luv u guys!!!)

Rip Lil Johnny, Ty "just Meee" Ur The Best.
Please Pray for this family, they have come to an abrupt ending, to a long hard fight. This baby was 5 days shy of living to see his 3rd Birthday. For more info visit the fathers CT profile link below. WWW.COTAFORJOHNNYB.COM 954-696-2392 FOR UPDATES.@ CherryTAP

My Baby
Well it has finally happened!!! I found someone to be in my life who lives close to me and is a great man!!! Hes wonderful we spent the night together last night even after he got lost tryin to find my house lol...Nick and I couldnt be more compatable with one another....He got to my house late so we stayed in and watched movies and ordered pizza and then had the MOST incredible sex!!! While making love to him he whispers to me to take all my dating profiles that I have here online down cause Iam NOW his and he asked me to be his one and only!!! Funny that we share alot in common and Iam soooo glad Ive found a man that actually wants to take things REALLY slow for a change!!!

Roads Of Love
Roads of Love Traveling this road of memories past, Thinking of love that always should last. Giving your love and feelings with care, Then finding out their love was not there. Two sharing in love that you feel was the same, One shares in love and the other a game. Playing this game with love that will be, Surely will bring sadness to them you will see. The Love that is gone, they have no one to blame, Their feelings have changed and now it's a game. So traveling this road of Memories past, For some brings sadness that will always last. But the ones with love in their hearts that you know Will surely have happiness in their life as they go.

The Darkness
The Darkness If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a

Dance Of Terror
Dance Of Terror Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

Never Choke In A Southern Restaurant.
Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. After ordering their cornbread and beans, they talk about the latest addition to their junkyard business. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says "Kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, "Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver', but I ain't never seed nobody do it."

The Holy Cripes
And Lo The Day has come!!! Cripes in all his/her glory is coming to make things bobble and bump, jostle and jive! Cripes is Coming to a town near you, But not your town, as he/she is tired of all these Show Dates! Cripes, the entirety of the oops, the whole of the uh oh, the bastard child of Eris and the great Wosname, is coming. Be ready for anything and nothing at all, for LO and Whoopie the great and acceptable Cripes Is coming. The Day is soon before the last other day prior to the weekend but not on a fried day, mar your calenders for the great day of Holy Cripes! Nothing in this notice is for your consumption as it may cause wind. Perhaps even an outbreak of Spoot. There are no typos nor is there any mistakes.

If Thelast One Didn't Get Yas
Entry for December 26, 2005 So we are sitting here the day after xmas, and watching the history channel about the anti-christ. This statement in itself is funny. Ok I have determined that several anti-christs are alive and well in the world, this is not hard. Today I have come to believe GW and his kind are, let's look at this shall we? He has mistakenly said the word mabus on the mic a couple of times, Mabus is the third named anti-christ in the quatraines of Michelle de Nostradame. STOP CALLING HIM NOSTRADAMUS!!!! He goes by Mike to his friends. The Christians are the first sheep to go into the fold of this new Anti-Christ, note all followings of the religious right. How many republican Witches (practising) Do You Really Know? Why is it important to believe in God if you are a president? Three years after the antichrist comes into power he turns against the peacefull and decieves the world. Gee, this sounds familiar. Have you noticed that there are 600 members

Tonight At 10pm!!!!
Make your own Myspace Crazy Text at CommentYou.com Tonight at 10pm eastern on Ksframeofmind, back by popular demand it is Graphic Sexxx Chat pt.2!! We had such a tidal wave of email questions and offline message questions that we had to do a part 2 to cover all the stuff we missed the first time!! Join Jay, Reaper and Mitch tonight as they get all adult and completely uncensored and discuss topics that made my Mom call me and tell me to take her name off my website guestbook!!! Call in at 646-652-4737 with your questions, fantasies and all the stuff you wouldn’t even dare ask your closest friend!!!! Just follow the link below to go LIVE to the show or you can go to http://www.blogtalkradio.com/ksframeofmind. Make sure and stop by www.ksframeofmind.com and say hello to all of us and you can send us emails and get special exclusive buttons just for Ksframe fans only to copy and paste onto your site too!!! Comments for Friends

Get To Know Me
I rarely do this.. You know... open up and just speak from my heart and mind. So here goes....... It has been a long hard road this year. I have had so many changes and obstacles to overcome in my life. I can hardly believe I am still standing. No one really knows how very much Steven (ex fiancee) hurt me or devestated me. No one probably ever will. He left a giant hole in me, one that I really don't ever see myself trying to fill. Not because only he could be there... but because I care not to go through that again. I placed my faith, my love, my devotion into the relationship that we had.. and he made a fool of me. Because I beleived his lies, fell for his swarmy ways. I feel the fool even still when I think about it. Through out all of that I met Dom's, and was under consideration by some, service to others,that I had met .... in yahoo land. It was fun while it lasted.. but it was not all that this girl needed or wanted to have in her life. It was time to take a step back. Upon

Uplifting Energy
The Lord is with me, I am not alone. Even though him I do not see, With him I am at home. I feel the love he gives, It flows through me to those I love. I know it is in me he lives, The hope and faith are from up above. The strength and power I feel are from him, I do not take my life for granted. Life is not a whim. I take the time to appreciate the seeds the LORD planted! Copyright ©2007 Christine Hoffman

My Weekend
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Fireman Prayer
Fireman's Prayer When I am called to duty, God Wherever Flames may rage Give me the strength to save some life Whatever be it's age Help me embrace a little child Before it is to late Or save an older person from The horror of that fate Enable me to be alert and Hear the weakest shout And quickly and efficiently To pat the fire out I want to fill my calling and To give the best in me To guard my every neighbor And protect their property And if according to your will I have to lose my life Please bless with your protecting hand My Children and My Wife

My Kids
My kids are finally home. I have missed them oh so much and no one knows how much I have missed them. My son hads lost a lot of weight and I dont understand it at all. My youngest daughter has lost some as well. They are about a year apart. He was born on the fourth of july and she on the 12 of july. Ok so less than a year. My oldest is better but yet she still hurts her younger brother and sister. I hate that but they are kids and they are siblings so I thinkI should be used to it by know. Lol. My oldest goes back to her dads on Friday and the other two next weekend. I know I am going to miss them like crazy. my oldest will be gone for a month and a half but the other two just for two weeks and then after they come home for two weeks they are gone again for another two weeks. That will be the end of that with their dads. I will miss them again while they are gone. But I know they need time with their fathers even though one of themacts like a sperm donor than their dad.

Maybe I'm A Little Tipsy
I might be a little buzzed, but I just need this off my chest, I'm not after sympathy so spare me your sorries and condolences, but I'm sick of how people try to down play everyone even if they know them or not, I don't attack a person unless they ask for an opinion on them, be it physical or emotional, it annoys me when I see people do it as well. I've seen people sheep it up and just try to follow a group to fit in, but the people that stand out and I talk to may have some of the same traits but at the same time they have their own thing. You can see it in the way they type, in the way they act when something goes down. Alice is the big sister that no one will fuck with but will joke around with you if you just mess with her. V1rus is the little sister who is outspoken but at the same time hard to handle because you are afraid of the wrath of people who are her friends. Porch is the drama starting older brother who just gets a kick out of watching people make asses of themse

Woohoo!!!!!
i just found out...((like for realz sean just texted me like 2 seconds ago))...that later on today hes gonna talk to admin & get all the final stuff in order for the move. he said that after that was taken care of he'll find us an apartment & come home!!!! he even told me to go shoppping ((omg he must be really happy if hes telling me to shop)) & get myself a new outfit so we can go clubbing when he comes home. ::gasp:: hes gonna take me to my element...a club. i ♥ clubbing. i havent gone since he left for the marines...oh yea this is gonna be one h*ll of a homecoming. ::does happy dance::

Thuesday Pimpin
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Honor Our Troops
I watched the flag pass by one day, >It fluttered in the breeze > > > >A young Marine saluted it, >And then he stood at ease.. > > > >I looked at him in uniform >So young, so tall, so proud, >With hair cut square and eyes alert >He'd stand out in any crowd. > > >I thought how many men like him >Had fallen through the years. >How many died on foreign soil >How many mothers' tears? > > >How many pilots' planes shot down? >How many died at sea >How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? >No, freedom isn't free. > >I heard the sound of Taps one night, >When everything was still, >I listened to the bugler play >And felt a s udden chill. I wondered just how many times >That Taps had meant "Amen," > >When a flag! had draped a coffin. >Of a brother or a friend. > > > > >I thought of all the children, >Of the mothers and the wives, >Of fathers, sons and husbands >With interrupted lives. > >I thought about a graveyard >At the bottom of the sea > > >O

One Day The Earth Shall Rise And Kick Your Ass
"There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy." – Oh you had better damn know from what Shakespeare play that's from. Those whose minds survived my first cosmology blog recently – welcome! Glad you could make it back to the land of the perpetually searching for truth. Today's blog, boys and girls, is about a lecture led by Sister Sarah Sharkey, a Biblical scholar and professor at Oblate Seminary. Following the theme "The Call to be Keepers of the Earth: The Biblical Witness," Sharkey's lecture basically breaks down a clear difference between man's supposed dominion over the planet and his actual domination. Elizabeth Johnson also suggests three models examined here: kingship, stewardship and kinship. As with most other modern-day social controversies, the struggle here is to see what the ancient Biblical authors and influences were versus what our contemporary lenses say. This is an exercise in exegesis – based on an old Greek word

Thanks All
For the CT mails, shouts etc. about me possibliy leaving CT. So much is going on in real life. I dunno anymore. I love it here at CT. But at the same time honestly its not fun for me like it used to be :( Dunno right now if I am staying or not! Yes I have alot of friends :) Met some great people in person. You all know you are! But in all honestly is getting full of some game players, liars and so forth. I know, I know this is CT and the internet bound to be some bad apples as they say. I guess I am just so confused right now!!!!!!!! In closing if I do leave I would love to keep in touch with each and everyone of you if its possible!!! I will keep everyone posted as to my decision on this matter!!!!!!!! Hugs all around to all! Army Mom PS! THE PLAYERS AND LIAR WAS MENT FOR A COUPLE OF PEOPLE WHO ARE NO LONGER ON MY FRIENDS LIST! NOT FOR MY FRIENDS!

I Really Could Do With 5 Minutes!!
I see you had your mind all made up you group of Pitiful liars. before I woke to face the day, your master Plan transpired. -something told me- this job had more to Meet the eye. my song is not believed? my words some- What deceiving? now Im unwhole. Youve waged a war of nerves But you cant crush the kingdom Cant be what your idols are. cant leave the scar. You cry for compensation. I ask you please just give us... 5 minutes alone I read your eyes, your mind was made up. you took me for A fool. you used complexion of my skin for a counter Rascist tool. -you cant burn me- Ive spilled my guts out In the past. taken advantage of because you know where Ive come [from]. my past. Youve waged a war of nerves But you cant crush the kingdom Cant be what your idols are. cant leave the scar. You cry for compensation. I ask you please just give us... 5 minutes alone

Dont Be Shy
DONT BE SHY COMMENT MY PICTURES AND TELL ME WHAT I CAN DO TO MAKE THEM BETTER BESIDES GET A NEW CAM LMAO I LOVE ALL YOUR COMMENTS KEEP THEM COMMING I WILL GET TO YOU ALL AS SOON AS I CAN IT MIGHT TAKE ME AWHILE CAUSE I HAVE OVER 3000 FRIENDS BUT PLEASE GIVE ME SOME TIME LOVE YOU ALL SUSAN

The 10 Fuck You's Of Ct
Yes, this is the ORIGINAL version, not the edited one where someone changed #6 completely(my favorite)...enjoy! Fuck You number ONE. To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid - go play in traffic! Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and then say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares (or should care)about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics - Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? IT'S CHERRY TAP FOR GOD'S SAKE!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! And don't send me another request or message asking, "What's up with

Why Me
I take a deep breathe , and i try to clear my mind, but you keep remaining there, like you do all of the time. Why cant i let it be, why cant it all just stop, i cant even look at you, because my heart beat drops. In a room full of people, or us alone in your room, it doesnt matter where we are, Just as long as im with you. You look at me with those eyes, and i wonder what it is you see, Hoping that its the world, and you spending the rest of it with me. I had waited so long, to meet someone like you, and now that its here, im not even sure what to do. Waiting seems impossible, time seems to be standing still, I just want to know what is going on, I want to know what you feel. No one said that you have to love me right away, love takes time, but i can tell that i will fall in love with you someday. I know it seems like, I am saying alot of things, im telling you, that i've never felt like this, im even seeing you in my dreams. I dont know why god picked you , fo

Study Shows...we Have Idiots Performing Studies...
Good morning…I just have to say who on earth does these studies? And why do they get paid to do it or better yet why allow they to post it… BEAUMONT, Texas — Teenagers in a southeast Texas county were more likely to smoke cigarettes if they or their family members were affected by Hurricanes Katrina or Rita, according to a university study. The study by the University of Texas Health Science Center in Houston surveyed more than 5,100 middle school and high school students in Jefferson County six to nine months after the hurricanes made landfall. "The physical damage was easy to see, but the psychological damage from the hurricanes was pretty well hidden," said Alfred L. McAlister, a behavioral scientist and an author of the study. "The hurricanes had an emotional impact on the youth and we need to recognize that and give them the help they need. Otherwise, they use tobacco as a crutch and then they become addicted." Almost 38 percent of students who reported they had a family membe

Sorry About This...
I really don't like to appear like I'm a whiny bitch in these blogs. I swear I don't. there are just so many things that bug me. I swear I am a happy and fun loving person in real life, ask anyone who knows me. So here we go the things that have bugged me today (yeah this is just todays list). 1. Booty call text messages. Any text message after 11 that is not a conversation that is already in place is a booty call text message. I hate getting these cause they normally wake me up and then I'm cranky. Needless to say I got one last night to which I did not reply to until 7 am. Wake me up, I'll wake you up. Really guys, the veil of "I just wanted to say hi" is very translucent. 2. Having a random stranger instant message me asking me personal questions, acting like they know me. I hate that. What I hate even more is that random stranger starting off a conversation with "I'd love to fuck you" or "Do you want to know the dirty things I would do to you?" Do I have cyber whore on

Calzone
6 cans tomato sauce 1 cup half and half your choice of Italian seasonings black pepper and sea salt 1 tbs garlic powder or four cloves (or prepare your normal spaghetti sauce) 2 lbs ground beef and/or turkey mozzarella cheese or other 2 cans store bought biscuits, any kind Heat oven to the biscuit directions. In a big pot add first 5 ingredients to taste; turn to low-med. In a skillet brown meat with a little salt and pepper and Italian seasonings. Cook to your liking; preferably medium to well done. When meat is done drain grease and rinse. Add the meat to your sauce and turn off burner. Now open the cans of biscuits and roll out to good sized square preferably on a cooking sheet that you will cook them on; add about a tablespoon of meat sauce. Add a small slice of cheese to the middle. Then bring all four sides to the middle; pinching them together. If you’d like at this point, you can add a slice of cheese to the top, for optimal support. Bake as the directions on the bis

Baked Stuffed Red Snapper
1 whole red snapper, cleaned (3 to 4 lb.) Salad oil 1/2 tsp. salt 1/8 tsp. pepper STUFFING: 1/4 c. butter 1/2 c. finely chopped onion 1/3 c. finely chopped celery 1/4 c. finely chopped green pepper 1 sm. tomato, chopped 2 c. soft bread crumbs 1/4 c. chopped parsley 1/4 c. coarsely chopped pecans 1/2 tsp. salt Dash pepper : 6 thin orange slices 6 thin lime slices Juice of 1/2 lime 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees. 2. Wash fish under cold water, pat dry with paper towels. Rub lightly with oil and sprinkle, inside and out, with 1/2 teaspoon salt and 1/8 teaspoon pepper. 3. Make stuffing: in butter in skillet, saute onion, celery and green pepper until onion is soft. Add tomato, bread crumbs, parsley and pecans. Season with 1/2 teaspoon salt, and dash of pepper. 4. Spoon stuffing into cavity; close opening with skewers or wooden picks. 5. Place fish in greased, shallow roasting pan. Arrange alternating, slightly overlapping slices of orange and lime over

Yet Another Rant!!!
OK HERES SOMETHING ELSE I HATE.... PIC STEALERS FFS WHY CANT PEOPLE USE THEIR OWN PICS THEY HAVE TO STEAL OTHER PEOPLES HERE'S THE QUESTION WHY??? TO BE POPULAR... TO LOOK GOOD FFS YOUR GONNA GET FOUND OUT ITS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME.... WHY STEAL SOMEONE ELSES FACES WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR OWN..... ONE OF MY FRIENDS NOW HAS HAD HER PIC STOLEN GOD KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES IT PISSES ME OFF DEAR LORD WHY DO THEY DO IT ARGH!!! THOSE WHO KNOW WHO THE REAL PEOPLE ARE THIS OFFENDS CAUSE IT PISSES THE REAL PERSON OFF IN RETROSPECT PISSES THEIR FRIENDS OFF PEACE YALL IM OUTTIE ITS LIKE A FULL MOON OR A ECLIPSE OR SONETHING MAKING PEOPLE GO ALL FUNNY IMMA CURL UP IN MY BED WHERE NO ONE CAN STEAL MY IDENTITY....

Angel Without Wings
sent down from heaven a lettle peace of God an angel without wings fell in to our arms sweet little boy with a face of light brightoned up my heart when i say him smile all my life i tried to see how heaven could be so beautiful now i see it was the beauty in this boy that was sent down to me strang how life changes in just one moment sweet little angel sent up to heaven a little peace of me an agel with wings to my son Stone Born 9-16-03 and Passed 10-22-03 sweet smiles happy face remambered always as an amazing grace

Shooting
Damn. yesterday I did 3 quick shoots with "submiss ann".I shudder to think of just what it soundedlike to the neighbors. She was loud, especially during the anal strap-on scene.Well, now I am working on all the stuff I have been meaning to catch up on online.I'm taking NiteFlirt calls tonight, but unfortunately I will probably not be on cam till the new cam I ordered arrives in a week, unless I get to borrow one before then.I'll be sure to announce it if I do find one I can borrow till then.I am also about to add a new gallery on My CherryTap of some X-rated photos from the recent video I shot, directed by Julie Simone. It is called "House on Horny Hill", and will released by a new company called "Abigail" this October... just in time for Halloween.This film is not really a fetish film, per se... it is more a Lesbian line.It also stars Varla Vex, Zenova Braeden, Sinnamon Love, Miss Conduct, Rucca Paige, Lena Ramon, and Kitty Langdon.I really look forward to the next project I will

I Am An Invisible Ex
You Are An Invisible Ex You're so over your ex, you hardly even remember you have an ex You prefer leave all of the baggage behind you - far, far behind As they say, indifference is the opposite of love! What Type of Ex Are You?

Needing To Vent
first off i dont know who this guy thinks he is but ill be damned if im gonna let some idiot try to degrade soldiers. does he not realize that its because of soldiers that he has the freedom of speech and all the freedoms he has everyday and takes it for granted? oh and by the way US soldiers are the ones that found saddam and brought him to justice. we havent been allies with iraq and we did not sell saddam WMDs. 9/11 is not a fraud. they did not attack us because we are over there they attacked us because they hate us because we are free and because of their religion. they are raised to hate americans. over half of them do not know why they are to hate us they were brought up that way (brainwashed). and he thinks im not patriotic and im the one ruining this country all because i post pictures of support our troops on here. can you say retard. i fly a flag and pray everyday for our troops. also he thinks soldiers are pussies. but i think hes just jealous because he doesnt have half th

Words Of Wisdom
Just Looking For Some Peace So live your life so the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their views, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and of service to your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or sign of salute when meeting or passing a stranger if in a lonely place. Show respect to all people, but grovel to none. When you arise in the morning, give thanks for the light, for your life and strength. Give thanks for your food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies in yourself. Touch not the poisonous firewater that makes wise ones turn to fools and robs them of their visions. When your time comes to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a

Scope-y Scope-y
Make the most of the opportunities that come your way, both in love and in business. Some of them might be on the unusual side. Before you say no, consider the possibilities -- the outcome could be terrific! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! that's all i have to say about that.

Dream
Betrayed and forgotten I sit alone Lost and mistaken where is my home? If time could rewind how far would I go a month or a year No one will know Numbness sinks in and I feel so weak what I would'nt give To be able to sleep To close my eyes and set off to dream find peace again floating through streams. Will I ever be free of this misery I feel To finally let go and find something real. If I am so lucky to let darkness pass Maybe for once I'll find a love that lasts.

Lines
Many have seen me yet none have stayed Seduced by misery unoticed where I lay I feel as though Ive melted controlled by inner fear I feel as if Im branded denied my rightful years engaged in a lie Nothing as it seems open yet sheltered tearing at my dreams even now, Nothingness haunts so deep.

The Meaning...
The Meaning To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you. - Kellie Spehn -

#2
THE INSANE ASYLUM REJECTS FAN TRAIN WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! HERE'S THE DEAL... ONCE A WEEK I WILL RANDOMLY PICK ONE PERSON TO PIMP OUT. YOUR MISSION IS TO RATE ALL OF THE PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT TO BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... MishNumber1 of S*U*P* NUNYA Brits On Tour Club FAR & IAR#9. Founder Of Naughty Northerners sHE'S GOT 23,335 Cherry Points to go 2 Cherry Henchman Click on the banner below to join the train.. That is all... Have fun! =o) ~ Founder of I.A.R. ~HollieHottie ~Insane Asylum Rejects~[Founder of I.A.R.] ~Co-Founder~ .:Lµ¢¥:.{Co-Founder of I.A.R.}

Whatever This Means~~~~````
I really didn't want to post anything important I guess...Just wanted to tell all who view "Hope your havin' a good Tuesday and if your not think of somethin' funny that's happened in your past or think of someone that puts a smile on your face every time you see them or think about them....................Hey..I'm smilin' right now...Y?....Because I'm thinkin of someone that makes me smile.....and you know who you are." Any-Hoo Have a great day....and remember it doesn't take alot to tell someone something nice.I just felt like puttin' that in here..ok..stick a fork in me....I'm Done..

How To Find A Summer Program For Your Child With Autism
You finally made it through the school year. Despite all the obstacles, your child did pretty well. You even saw him meet some of his IEP goals. But now summer is looming, and you have no clue what to do with him. Ordinary summer camp looks pretty unlikely - after all, how many camp programs offer “social skills” along with “horseback riding?” Here’s how to get the process underway. Difficulty: Average Time Required: up to six months Here's How: 1. Start early. These days, even parents of typical kids start early in their quest for the perfect summer camp at the perfect price. For parents of autistic kids, the start should begin even earlier - sometime around September first! 2. Find out what kind of Extended School Year (ESY) program is offered through your school district. ESY is a federally funded option for kids whose skills are likely to regress during extended breaks. If your child does qualify, he may be eligible for a free summer program . Some districts will suppl

Fourth Of July
On this Fourth of July while we ooh aahh, at the fireworks please stop an observe a moment of silence for the FALLEN HEREOS..... a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> U R GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN. U WILL FOREVER REAMIN IN MY HEART

Am I
There's times in a person's life where they find themselves asking themselves am i where i wanna be, am i serving my purpose in this world, am loving the the man or woman the right way, or am i just being a hypocryte with myself and to others. In their minds they are in deep thought about these questions and to everyone around them they seem distant or confused. Maybe cause they were hurt in the past and still haven't recovered from it yet. Maybe they are working where they know they shouldn't be. Maybe they are not happy witht themselves, and in this deep thought they are having the answers could be right there in front of them but they are afraid of accepting it. In the end all you do is wind up hurting or confusing the one's who love you most. It's a viscous cycle that many go through. All i'm saying is to the one's asking these questions open your eyes and you will recieve your answer's and to the love one's that are confused and hurt don't give up on us yet we will see why you are

Aunty Sharon
Teacher gave her class of 11 year olds an assignment: To get their parent to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell their stories. Ashley said, "My father's a farmer and we have a lot of egg-laying hens. One time we were taking our eggs to market in a basket on the front seat of the car when we hit a big bump in the road and all the eggs got broken. "What's the moral of that story?" asked the teacher. "Don't put all your eggs in one basket!" "Very good," said the teacher. Next, little Sarah raised her hand and said, "Our family are Farmers too. But we raise chickens for the meat market. One day we had a dozen eggs, but when they hatched we only got ten live chicks, and the moral to this story is, 'Don't count your chickens before they're hatched'." "That was a fine story Sarah." said the teacher. "Michael, do you have a story to share?" "Yes. My daddy told me this story about my Aunt

Random Ramblings
> A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > > A set of screwdrivers, > a cordless drill, and > a black lace bra.. > > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > One friend who > Always makes her Laugh... > And one > Who lets her cry... > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > > A good piece of furniture > not previously owned by > Anyone else in her family... > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE > Eight matching plates, > Wine glasses with stems, > And a recipe for a meal that will > Make her guests feel honored. > > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > A feeling of control over > Her destiny... > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > How to fall in love > Without losing herself... > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > How to quit a Job > > Break up with a lover > > and confront a friend without ruining the friendship > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > When to try harder... and > WHEN TO WALK AWAY. > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > That she can't change > The length of her calves, > The width of her hips, or

Class Ring 2007 By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 2007
Class Ring 2007 by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 2007 Published 10 June 2007 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear A stone Within a field I find Carved in love Broken by time Love Here once bloomed As I held you Within my arms But My back I must turn Leaving my past Leaving my heart Upon this hill A stone Upon this knoll I unearth Breathing life Into the words Here written Finding only a ring Where once I had burried My heart My life Finding only pain Fore only the heart I gave her Lies broken And Dead And but fore The memories Of us My life I am sure Would end A stone away from time I find Where upon I lay another Discarding life For memories Discarding life For the ghost That was you and me Enscribing these words Imortal through time 2 Lovers Captive in time Depart Me with your class ring And you Forever with my heart

Me?
What color is your soul painted?RedYour soul is painted the color red, which embodies the characteristics of love, strength, physical energy, sex, passion, courage, protection, excitement, speed, leadership, power, danger, and respect. Red is the color of the element Fire, and is associated with blood, life and death, birth, volcanoes, and intense emotions.Click Here to Take This QuizQuizzes and Personality Tests

The Suprising Stupidity Of Americans Today
Well, I had to post a blog about this.. I have been thinking about it for a couple days now... and it has been eating at me. I took my daughter to see fireworks here in town on the 4th. I heard this little boy ask his Dad why he had to come see the fireworks... and the Dad's response was "It's a tradition" TRADITION?!?!? Why not tell your children what the meaning behind the fireworks are? Then I was watching the news that night, and it about floored me when the news station did a report on how many Americans really knew what we celebrated on Independence Day. Most of the adults had the general idea.. but when it came to the kids.. they were clueless. Why are we as AMERICANS not teaching our children the history of our country and how we gained our freedom. I understand that some children are too young to need to know the specifics.. they are a bit graphic. But in my opinion, I think Americans in general need to start teaching thier children WHY we celebrate Independence Day, what

Keep 'em Comin....
give luv and kisses to all the peeps make em hot.. make em weep.. line the shots along the bar one by one.. watch them fall... lick the salt and suck the lemon make em horny.. and keep em guessin...... pour some more.. keep em comin.. cuz I ain't leavin til my bodys hummin!

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape. 8. Remember: Everyone seems normal until you get to know them. Daily Thought: SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SLINKIES. NO

Necessessary Things I Need To Live On My Own
Here's some things I'll need, to live on my own; I'll be adding things as I think of them & need them: coffeetable (lift-up, if available) small couch or recliner small table HP Laptop or Desktop (my camera is an HP camera & would be perferred on either of these 2 computers) lt wt linens shoerack (I have lots of shoes, because of my small feet) coffeemaker (a necessessity, since I'm a zombie when I 1st wake up) toaster oven coffeetable, small couch or recliner can be purchased at Sears, Naturewood & stores that sell this kind of furniture. HP Laptop or Desktop can be purchased at Best Buy, Circut City, Office MAX & other stores that sell HP computers. linens, shoerack, coffeemaker, toasteroven can be purchased wherever these things are sold; you can also get them at you local Thrift Store.

People Suck
people are mean and just rude they dont care about how somthing they might say may hurt the persons feeling what ever some people just need to die they are a waste of skin and air i dont understand why they open there pie holes if they have nothing really to say come on if you have to breath the air the i could be uesing you could say somthing good

Listening
I would like to say thank you to all of those here that have given my advice. With dealing with a certain person that in a lot of minds has really taken advantage of me. Because I do my best to be a nice guy, and sometimes can't say NO to people. But what I am writing about tonight is something that just clicked in my head. And I probably know why but don't really want to get into the philosophy behind it. It has to do with what I have been told and why. For years by this person I was told that I was negative and angry. Can I person have an opinion and it be respected by someone you think you love? So, far that is my side of the equation. Now, I have been told that she seems to sabotage things in a relationship. It was but to me she will push people away because of being frightened of Intimacy/Commitment. Wow, I don't know why it took so long for that to click in my head. But it did, and in some ways it is upsetting yet a relief. Because of the fact that I would rather m

Thought For The Day
Sometimes I wish I had to pay my insurance on my truck every week, or maybe a couple times a week. For those who are confused, go to the American family place by the wallmart down the street from where I live. You'll understansd why.

Men Are Confusing
Why do guys have to confuse the hell out of me? My boyfriend says he loves me but he dont really show it and hes never around...Ughb sometimes I wonder why I am with him. It is gonna be a long week ahead with work and everything. Hopefully he would change his tune when he gets rid of the other girl thats psycho. I feel bad for him cause she won't leave him alone but hes the one that messed up...so he needs to make up his mind on what he wants to do. Ugh I am so bored. I hate sundays since there is nothing to do. Well my aunt is here so talk later

Devilish Angel Food Cake
Yield: 8 Servings ⅔ cup Sifted cake flour ⅓ cup Unsweetened cocoa powder 1 ¼ cup Granulated sugar; divided ½ teaspoon Ground cinnamon 12 large Egg whites 1 teaspoon Cream of tartar 2 teaspoon Warm water 1 teaspoon Vanilla ½ teaspoon Salt Recipe by: St. Louis Post-Dispatch 3/24/97 Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Sift together flour, cocoa powder, 1/4 cup sugar and cinnamon into a bowl; set aside. With an electric mixer, beat egg whites, cream of tartar, warm water, vanilla and salt in a large bowl at high speed until foamy. Gradually add remaining 1 cup sugar, 2 tablespoons at a time, beating until stiff peaks form. Sift flour mixture over egg white mixture, 1/4 cup at a time; fold flour mixture in gently. Spoon batter into an ungreased 10-inch tube pan, spreading evenly. Break air pockets by cutting through batter with a knife. Bake for 45 minutes or until cake springs back when lightly touched. Invert pan; let cool completely. Loosen cake from side

Idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What is WRONG with people? I was TRYING to be nice...Couldn't do it... Read from the bottom up, cuz it's from my shoutbox... Smartass: i won't be in one dumbass...i DON'T DO CONTESTS Smartass: ok ill remember that when your in a contest ->Smartass: i was TRYING to be nice....you can go away now ->Smartass: what part of i don't do contests did you not get? Smartass: all you do is click on the link and leave all the comments you can please ->Smartass: sorry, i don't do contests....it's right at the top of my profile...but good luck to your friend Smartass: no but your help would be greatful ->Smartass: do i know you? Smartass: help chicagobeebs win a one month vic and cherry blast by voting for her at this link please & thank you http:...

Crushed Feelings
It's like seeing a bright, illuminating star in the middle of a destructive hurricane. It's like your boyfriend calling you at that precious moment when you'd give anything to talk to him. It's like finding that one beautiful flower in the middle of a field of weeds. It's like having the most adorable kitten out of the whole litter love you more than anyone in the whole world. It's like that feeling you get once in a lifetime, when everything seems to be going good and the way it was planned. And then all of the sudden everything changes, like having an earthquake hit nowhere else except your heart, body, and soul. It's like that bright star turning out to be a bolt of lightning. It's like your boyfriend calling you just to break up with you. It's like finding out that that beautiful flower was poisonous, and coming down with an unknown disease. It's like having that adorable kitten die in your arms. It's like realizing that everything good in your life is a dream, an

Here's The 21st Century Tawana Brawley..
Here's the 21st Century Tawana Brawley.. This is one that should be passed on!! Crystal Gail Mangum For over a year, we've seen the faces of the alleged DUKE rapists. Now, it's time to see the face of their accuser, CRYSTAL GAIL MANGUM! We want REV. AL SHARPTON to get Crystal Gail Mangum to come on his radio program. We want Sharpton to browbeat Mangum, insist that she issue apologies. After she does, we want Sharpton to insist that apologies aren't enough. We want JESSE JACKSON to stage a protest. We want MATT LAUER to grill Mangum on the Today show. We want JULIAN BOND to demand that charges be brought against Mangum. Think of what Seligmann, Evans, and Finnerty have been through. Let's get some perspective. The nation has obsessed over the Imus thing and the horror that the Rutgers team endured. The outrage over Imus' remarks has reached a boiling point. What about the horror that the Duke lacrosse team endured? Will similar media

Enjoy
Alright my name is Crystal. I'm from Wisconsin. I work and go to school in the fall. I work at Sweet Creations Bakery...Offline I am a quiet, shy person and I don't open up to anybody. I've had a semi-relationship offline that totally busted in my face. Oh well I got over it. I like being alone in my house because it's peaceful and there is no one to bother me. I don't have a drivers license for my own reasons. I will get them when I'm ready to get them and that's that. =) Online I guess some people see me as a bitch that flirts a lot, but if you really knew me then you know I'm not really like that at all. People don't want to take the time to know the real me and that's their choice. Instead if I say something that they take the wrong way, they automatically put this HUGE label on me which is sort of pointless and if you try to apologize they don't want to hear it, so what's the point of being nice? If I tell someone I care about them or that I love them, I mean it. Easy as pie..

Oh More Surveys...
Body: Body: 1. Your ex and you = if Im lucky hopefully not seeing each other EVER again 2. I am listening to = my music 3. Maybe I should = move or seek more counseling 4. I love = ..........................................................I'll get back to you on that.... 5. Chocolate is = nice but too much and then I get allergic and break out like a teenager 6. I don’t understand = women in general 7. I have lost my respect for = well.. me lately.. 8. I last ate = a chewy roast *blecH) 9. The meaning of my display name is = (my name) 10. God = Peace and Love and has the strangest sense of humor 11. Someday = I'll be all Ok Mind and body.. just poke me when 12. I will always remember = my freinds 13. Love seems to = find me then just stabs me in the back 14. I never ever want to = grow up...I will always be a Toys R US kid *dances* 15. My MySpace is = addicting but so is Cherry tap..hmmmmm. 16.Tomorrow I will = go back to work quetily says* save me* 7. I get annoyed wh

Sharing Things With Strangers. It's Easier Because I Don't Have To Actually Ever See You
The more you Know..... — Sunday, July 08, 2007 This obviously isn't TO, anyone in particular, or anyone in general for that matter. It's just stram of consieness thoughts I guess. It's not really directed at anyone reading it. I am writing this because I can't really talk to anyone about it. There's all kinds of wierd awkward things that go on that I can't really talk to people about. I don't want to make them feel uncomfortable, or them to feel sorry for me. I don't really want to spread any negative feelings. I do my best to learn more about myself as well as other peiople around me. I am in a somewhat confused eomtional state right now. I am out of touch with what other people arbritraily labrel shoulds and shouldn'ts. Often times I feel bad about not feeling bad. It seems like I should, but I don't. It's hard to understand what's "OK to feel " and what's not. The idealistic " comforting " answere is " it's ok to feel howver you do". All and any emotions are

Sc(poem)
And .... ... for the silent tears inside she cried Lay invisible upon her cheek Where could she run, where could she hide Only solace she did seek Lay invisible upon her cheek A lifetime of hardship and pain Only solace did she seek Would her dignity ever remain A lifetime of hardship and pain Tribulation etched in stone at her birth Would her dignity ever remain Will her existence be of worth Tribulation etched in stone at her birth Where could she run, where could she hide Will her existence be of worth For the silent tears inside she cried

Home
lonliness,creeps up on you when u least expect it.Then the questions, should i or shouldn't I. whats left here for me. Phone doesn't ring, no one comes over. Your thoughts are all you have. stress and pressure are getting to you. so you pack up and head home to the place you know best. FAMILY Where there is no more lonliness.

Eddie Van Halen Vs. Ac/dc's Angus Young
Angus Young is your new Champion! Eddie Van Halen had won a staggering 5 in a row, but Angus took him down! Here are the votes: Angus Young-41 Votes Eddie Van Halen-33 Votes Stick around for the next MUMM on AXE FIGHT X! Angus Young VS. KISS' Ace Frehley

I Am Tired
Broken and hurt And bleeding endlessly Because I am living in hell. Heaven rejected me and shut the door on my face Because I am such a mess. I am tired of the same person The one I see every morning on the mirror To you she's a somebody but to I she's a nobody I am tired of the same smile the one I see every morning on the mirror to you its a beautiful smile but to I its a beautiful lie Masked on my face. They told me "You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again" But what if you forget And it comes it you again? I am tired of giving out love when I don't receive it I am tired of caring when nobody cares They told me to "Be patience" What If you are sick and tired of waiting What if you just want something Before its too late? Before your life if over. They told me "Face your own demons and dream your own dreams" But what if my demons attacked me And my dreams never came true?

As I Remember
Prisoner of my drowning faith I huddle in the shadows of my fears Lost in the dark river of my loneliness Alone I listen choking in hate to the defeaning screams of my silence The lies are just now irreverent ashes of the fire you left behind All the traces have faded Swept by the wind of your empty promises And never ever will you comprehend deep inside where my silence howls the past shall NEVER pass.

5 Months
im 5 1/2 months pregnant and loving every moment of it. It's really hard at times cuz i cry outta nowhere and i get stressed out to easy. 4 months to go. alexandra marie is due oct 15,2007 and she is gonna be the cutest baby ever and i cant wait..if any moms out there would like to give me advice feel free. this is my first baby.

On Death And Funerals
I went to my girlfriends funeral today. The homily was lovely... The one thing that I've taken with me is 'we are not here to etch our story in books or in stones but on the people we meet' your story, your love lives on in those you leave behind. Just thought I'd leave that little morsel for everyone here... some things just HAVE to be repeated and savored.... Thanks to all that have shown their support. It's been a hard week... Now I'm just waiting for my wayward Aunt to come home from her annual summer in Mexico so I can go to my grandfathers memorial... I still hadn't cried about my grandpa til today. It doesn't feel real as they're all in CA and I'm in GA... since mom put off the funeral it wasn't feeling like it would be real... I was talking to another neighbor about my gf's funeral today and mentioned that to her. She gave me a hug and when I started to get sniffly I tried to pull away - I'm so not good at showing people the 'weak' me. She wouldn't

A Brief History Of The Leathur Lair, Starting 12-22-06
Hello TLL fans and other curiosity seekers... For your viewing and possibly (hopefully!) reminiscing pleasure, I present to you here the playlists from The Leathur Lair from my xmas06 show up thru this past sunday night's fill-in spot... If you're not already a listener and fan, perhaps this will turn your eye and ear.... Playlists for The Leathür Lair 12-22-06 The Leathur Lair Xmas Show 2006 TLL Seasons Greetings Doc Nasty - Christmas Greetings 2006 Twisted Sister "We Wish You A Twisted Christmas" National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation Theme >voiceover: Vince Guaraldi Trio "Christmas Time Is Here (Instrumental)" Star Wars "Christmas In The Stars" TLL Season's Greetings Bob Rivers "A Letter To Santa Claus" Eartha Kitt "This Year's Santa Baby" Twisted Sister "Oh Come All Ye Faithful" >voiceover .38 Special "A Wild-Eyed Christmas Night", "Santa Claus Is Back In Town" TLL Seasons Greetings Kay DeKalb Smith, Stephen Charles, Emily Faye "Check The Malls" Bob &

Who Your Celebrity Crush Is And Personality
I found the following article somewhere...I can't really remember. Anyway, I think it's kind of funny. Any guesses as to which one is my favorite? (and was I suprised to find her on this list!) And remember, it says "it *may* mean" ... _________ If he fantasizes about...Angelina Jolie It may mean... He's attracted to a do-gooder woman who also isn't afraid to show a bit of a wild streak. It's the reason why Jolie tops so many men's wish lists: They want the woman who is good, but not too good. And the woman who is sultry, but not too sultry. If he fantasizes about...Jennifer Aniston It may mean... Attracted to Aniston's innocent persona, he likes the girl next door and yearns to be the household protector. Though traditional gender roles have certainly changed and evolved over the last several decades, many men still enjoy playing the role of the prince who rescues the damsel in distress. If he fantasizes about...The young, troubled beauties (Paris, Lindsay, Britney) I