As I laid myself down to sleep, praying your love to keep, the visions of hurt and pain danced around again and again. Your laughter fading from my mind, franticly searching in the dark hoping it was you I would find. My memories of you no longer being able to recall, from the place you left me ready to fall. My tears holding all your beauty and pain, in my heart it leaving a stain. Missing the sound of your voice and the touch of your hand, in you mother always being able to find a friend. Wishing for just one more day, to tell you all the things I forgot to say. Growing older without you here, crying and hurting night after night and year after year.