Fubar Blog Posts 3

Feelin' Love
Feelin' Love Love, love You make me feel like a sticky pistil leaning into a stamen You make me feel like a mister sunshine Himself You make me feel like splendor in the grass While we're rollin' Damn skippy baby You make me feel like the amazon's runnin' between my thighs CHORUS: You make me feel love, love, love, love, love love, love, love, love, love You make me feel love, love, love, love, love love, love, love, love You make me feel like a candy apple Red and horny You make me feel like I wanna be a dumb blonde In a centerfold, the girl next door And I would open the door and I'd be all wet With my tits soaking through this tiny felt t-shirt That I'm wearing And you would open the door and tie Me up to the bed Chorus Lover, but I don't know who I am Am I (?) Am I hot inside What would I place with your hot conscious Oh baby babe babe babe I will be your death, the moonlight Take your time You make

Here In My Room
Here In My Room or, Pink Tractorbeam This party is old and uninviting Participants all in black and white You enter in full blown technicolor Nothing is the same after tonight If the world would fall apart In a fiction worthy wind I wouldn't change a thing now that you're here Yeah, love is a verb here in my room You enter and close the door behind you Now show me the world seen from the stars If only the lights would dim a little I'm weary of eyes upon my scars If the world would fall apart In a fiction worthy wind I wouldn't change a thing now that you're here Yeah, love is a verb here in my room Pink tractor beam into your incision Head spining as free as dervishs' whirl I came here expecting next to nothing So thank you for being that kind of girl

Oh My Shit You Don't Look A Thing Like That
Why do people make morphs that morph them from something they look nothing like into their picture? I understand the concept of wishful thinking. We all have a little bit of insecurity as far as how we look, but trying to cover it up with a pciture of some model that you look nothing like is really silly. Or a fantasy picture. Or something from a horror movie. I think if I ever did one of those I'd have to use a picture of myself from when I was seven or eight years old. At least that would be truthful. Yeah check me out I'm this old mentally. At least then I'm not a hot model, fairy, psycho killer, demon, hobbit with a heart full of napalm. Give me danger.

Goddess Of Love
Goddess Of Love Sing her a love song Oh Valiant Knight ; Hold her hand in the moonlight come for a ride with her in her cat driven chariot. Freya will tighten her golden lariat no mortal man can resist the alluring charms of this seductress fae. falling victim to desire with her enticing sashay. A promise of a night of sweet pleasure awaits you come hold her in your arms Oh Valiant Knight your heart is now lost to her consuming fire of passion. Enflamed by her magical charms she played your body like a fiddler bow. Her golden web of love she spun enticing you to one night of fun. Then robbing you of your soul as you lied dying singing love Oh Valiant Knight ! She will ride away in her chariot through the galaxy of stars No man can claim the heart of the Goddess of Love © Jody Dickey

Read
hey people I probley wont be on much as your use to seeing me on cause of shit going on around here at the moment its just been really crazy but anyway I'll try to get back with you when I can... stay good!love yall!

Awesome Military Photos
ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL AWESOME MILITARY PHOTOS - FORWARD TO EVERYONE WHO CARES This is breathtaking. Turn on your speakers and you will be speechless. http://www.iwo.com/heroes.htm God Bless all Our Fighting Men & Women Pass & Present!!!!!

Random Ramblings
I don't normally blog. Most of my thoughts don't make any sense to anyone else who reads them, so I keep a private journal at home, one in which I can write and feel my hand glide across the paper, letting thought and thoughtlessness flow freely and unchecked. I have been thinking about words, and what they represent. Most of the time they are merely a way to express inaudible thought, a form of verbalizing an idea. But lately, I have been paying more attention to the way words are spoken, how they are phrased, contemplating why this words was used instead of that word. I have to say that this adds an interesting aspect to any conversation. It tells secrets about the speaker. Paying attention to both form and content tells you more about a personality than just decribing it ever could. This isn't some mind blowing epiphany or anything, just an older concept re-employed by one who is truly fascinted by people and the way in which humans interact. I did take me this long to ap

Stuttering Cat
The teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. 'Human beings are the only animals that stutter,' she says. A little girl raises her hand. 'I had a kitty-cat who stuttered,'she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. 'Well,' she began, 'I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! 'That must've been scary,' said the teacher. 'It sure was,' said the little girl. 'My kitty raised his back, went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'...And before he could say 'Fuck,' the rottweiler ate him!' lol ...Tc n peace..Boo xo

5 Tips For Ladies!
> Five tips for a woman... > > 1. It is important that a man helps you around the house. > > 2. It is important that a man makes you laugh. > > 3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to > you. > > 4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you. > > 5. It is important that these four men don't know each other. > > >

Help!!!!!!!
OK EVERYBODY I NEED YOUR HELP!!!!! THIS IS OUR (HITMAN6 AND I) BEST FRIEND AND WE WANT HIM TO GET LEVELED UP SO HE CAN JOIN THE FAMILY! HE IS A REALLY SWEET GUY SO IF YOU COULD DO ALL YOU CAN TO HELP HIM WE WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT! HERE IS THE LINK TO HIS PAGE AND MAKE SURE YOU LEAVE HIM SUM LOVE! THANKS EVERYONE!! TWEETYJINXIN AND HITMAN6 NCCARGUY13@ CherryTAP

My Changes
You are traveling through the day doing what you love. Sharing this day, like so many others, with your best friends. Then suddenly with out warning everything comes to a complete stop. You are laying there with life hanging in the balance. You are unaware if you will live or die as you struggle to understand what just happened. In a moment your whole life changed. What do you do? How do you adjust? Can you accept that your time on earth almost came to an end. Can you understand why you are still here and what your time is now used for. It is a difficult time as you struggle to recover and to try and see the new mission of your life. People make suggestions for changes, that you are lucky to be alive, what do you think? I say it is now the first day of the rest of your life. You have been charged to share and lead others to understand that life is fragile and should not be taken for granted. You have been given a second chance to make your life one for others to see. Tou

Dork In The Corner
Dork in the Corner A dork in the corner it’s a safe place to hide. To see what’s around you and not have to play Entertain yourself there is no interaction Sometimes the dork receives harassment, When he lashes out someone always regrets it The corner’s not always lonely some come to play Other dorks who appreciate anonymity New games, new ideas, new distractions from being The dork in the corner, who knows where he’s safe Sometimes a bright soul can lure the dork out Red curls, green eyes, impish smile and pixie size The perfect treat to make a dork forget where he should be All the games where it’s safe where he really should stay She wanted a friend at her beck and call She wanted someone to take to the mall They loved the same games, played for hours on end The shell cracked open outside of the corner The dork felt safe by her side as a friend and companion Until one day she thought to abandon The pretty people come, pixies old clique friends They

News? Maybe..
UPDATES YOU ARE ALL WONDERING WHY I NEVER SEND YOU SHOUTS? BECAUSE CT BANNED ME FROM THE SHOUTBOX:( THIS IS WHY I CAN ONLY COMMUNICATE THROUGH MESSEGES. UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE LOL! MY LIFE HAS BEEN CHANGING BEFORE MY EYES. I MAY BE MODELING A NEW URBAN STYLE CLOTHING IN SAN FRANSISCO. THAT IS EXCITING. I NOW WORK FOR A COUPLE OF DIFFERENT WEBCAM COMPANIES. I AM JUST TESTING THE WATERS.... HEHE. GENERALLY I AM ON EVERYNIGHT. A LITTLE MORE ABOUT ME I WAS INTRODUCED TO THE ADULT ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY IN APRIL OF 2007. I STARTED OUT BY MEETING WITH DEREK FROM LA DIRECT MODELS. DEREK SAID I HAD NO FUTURE WITH DOING ONLY GIRL/GIRL MOVIES. THIS WAS AN EYE OPENER..AM I NOT ATTRACTIVE ENOUGH FOR YOU GIRLS TO DESIRE ALSO? I LEFT THE AGENCY WITH A SOUR TASTE AND DETERMINED TO GET MY IMAGE OUT. I HAVE SINCE TURNED TO WEBCAM. THE CAMERA AND I HAVE A CONNECTION....THE WAY YOU SEE ME...THE WAY YOU LUST AND WANT ME. I WOULD RATHER BE ONE ON ONE WITH MY VIEWERS..TELLING ME WHAT

Guess What ??? Im Backkkkkk
Hello all my Wonderful Friends .. Hoping your doing good... Welp The Graduation is Over with .. What a wonderful nite .. other than the damn tornado's comin thru ... But we made it . He's got his diplomia . and has since told me he's goin to College . ( YAYY ) he wants to be a teacher .. So .. the Next step of the SAT's are in the process of being taken . and he'll be movin on .. Had some big tears the other nite .. I could see that lil face with all those lil curls looking up at me .. Now a Man .. as he leaned in to give me one of the biggest hugs id ever gotten from him ..He leaned in .. and Said Thank you Mom for everything .. I love you .. Yepp I was flooding the yard with the tears .. Then he asked me for the keys .. and went to pick up his girlfriend to spend a lil time before Graduation .. I told him NO goin out and makin me a Grandma ! Welp .. Whats next for this chickie ?? Who knows but whatever it is .. is going to be AMAZING !!!!! Thank you all for putting up

Please Answer These 1000 Questions...
I hate to be a pain in the ass...butt just like all the stupid PLEASE VOTE FOR ME... contests, these survey's are getting to annoy me to no end... I have only a lil of "play time" each day and I would rather spend it flirting with my World Wide Harem members instead of filling out a "new" survey of 100 questions that I swear I answered already about 10x... Let me put it this way... If you are my friend - YOU KNOW IT... I chat with you often or harass your page... I voted for you by talking with you... I found you interesting... LEAVE IT THERE... Anyway -- have a great day!! I am going to!!

Fallen Angel Radio Sucks
NOW READ THIS BUT GO BACK TO THE OTHER ONE WHERE LITTLE SISSY BITCH SAID HE SENT IT TO THE IDIOT BOUNCERS LOL NOT ME HE DID OH BUT WAIT I SAID IDIOTS TO THE BOUNCERS NOT THIS LITTLE BITCH FUCK HIM AND HIS SPERM BURPING GUTTER SLUTS HERES THE MORON WHO THINKS THAT LOUNGES ARE REAL RADIO STATIONS LOL AND THAT HE SCARES ME LMFAO I SAT IN THE ROOM YESTERDAY WHILE THEY ALL SAID THEYD THREATEN ME AND ID BACK DOWN WOW THEY PICKED THE WRONG CHERRY fa11en_one--Fa11eN~AngelS-HP-and Manager-TNT~im-DynamitE*angel's fallen*-MCTH@ CherryTAP

Love Turned To Hatred
LOVE TURNED TO HATRED Sir John Suckling I WILL not love one minute more, I swear, No, not a minute ; not a sigh or tear Thou get'st from me, or one kind look again, Though thou shouldst court me to 't and wouldst begin. I will not think of thee but as men do Of debts and sins, and then I'll curse thee too : For thy sake woman shall be now to me Less welcome, than at midnight ghosts shall be : I'll hate so perfectly, that it shall be Treason to love that man that loves a she ; Nay, I will hate the very good, I swear, That's in thy sex, because it doth lie there ; Their very virtue, grace, discourse, and wit, And all for thee ; what, wilt thou love me yet ?

Don't Leave
For my Best Friend Cyndi, who died a few days ago. Don't Leave... What would I do if you leave? I'd miss you, I believe That's what I'd do if you leave Emotions are kept under my sleeve So my prayers to you I'd give Please stay a bit longer For I may see you again never And you leaving isn't for the better Surely I'd miss you sooner or later Everyday I miss you more and more It makes my heart feel so sore Thinking of the way things were, I'd like to go back to the times we had before. Cyndi, I miss you so much that Im missing your touch It has only been a few days since you went away? You would be very proud of me, I met some new Friends who love me. But I am still and will forever be blue? Because you are not here, and no one can ever replace you! We will meet someday beyond the blue? But for now, I am lost and crying over you! :`(

Freaking Asshole!
imblindsee: want to play? ->imblindsee: hmmm, well nice to meet u too imblindsee: what a better way to meet ->imblindsee: did u ever think maybe u should get to know someone first? imblindsee: call me ->imblindsee: i dont think so imblindsee: i just want to play right now ->imblindsee: well I dont imblindsee: was wanting to know if you wat to here me cum ->imblindsee: what about, NO dont u understand? imblindsee: the bitch saying it ->imblindsee: excuse me? imblindsee: u fart ->imblindsee: I realize that ur intelligence lvl is 1, so Ill make it easy for u...NO!!!!!

Nothing Pome I Found On Net
nothing I have nothing to say for myself. I believe in nothing. That's why I always have nothing on my mind. I just remembered something, however, and if I may, here's something to show for it, a little something from nothing. Mind you, it's nothing to write home about. And it's nothing to speak of, either. It's really about nothing in particular. For once you try everything from A to Z, you find that nothing really works, and that with nothing up your sleeve, nothing is what it seems-- it leaves everything to your imagination and nothing to be desired. Now, if you think this has nothing to do with you, or is much ado about nothing, well, you ain't seen nothin' yet. As any good-for-nothing can tell you, I'd like nothing better than to offer you nothing. But timing is everything. Before you get all worked up over nothing, you should know something first: I used to have nothing to be ashamed of, and nothing to fear. I mean, I used to think I was really s

Heart Ache
I had a hard time this weekend. I thought that my marriage was about to be over. The worst part was it was about something stupid. It is hard to do it but I am trying not to sweat the small stuff. I wouldn't want to lose my husband but I have a hard time letting my feelings out. When I do I explode from all the things being bottled up inside. I wish I could figure out how to get past this.

Fiesta Mexican Lasagna
Fiesta Mexican Lasagna Cubes of chicken are combined with canned soup, sour cream & green chilies, and layered with cheese, black beans, & corn tortillas. Ingredients: • 6 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves • Cooking oil • 2, 10 3/4 cans cream of chicken soup • 3 tablespoon sour cream • 1 small can of mild green chilies • 12 corn tortillas • 5-6 cups of shredded Colby-Jack cheese • 1, 14 oz. can of black beans, rinsed & drained • 1 14 oz can olives, drained & chopped • 1 small red bell pepper, sliced • Method: Cook chicken breasts in a small amount of oil until no longer pink. Drain and cut into bite-size pieces; set aside. In a bowl combine the 2 cans of chicken soup, the sour cream and chilies. Spread a thin layer of this mixture over bottom of a 13x9x2" baking dish. Stir chicken into remaining soup mixture. In the baking dish layer some of the tortillas, some chicken mixture, some cheese, and some beans. Repeat layers, ending with chicken. Cover loosely with

Not Good Enough For Truth Or Cliche
Hurtful words, From my enemies of the last five years, What's it like to die alone? How does it feel when your tears freeze, When you cry, The blood in your veins is twenty below. Sitting in this room playing Russian Roulette, Finger on the trigger to my dear, Juliet Out from the window see your backdrop silhouette, There's blood on my hands and it's something I cannot forget So for now, Take this down a notch, Crash my car through your window, Make sure you're still alive, Just in time to kill you. Sitting in this room playing Russian Roulette Finger on the trigger to my dear, Juliet Out from the window see your backdrop silhouette There's blood on my hands and it's something I cannot forget I can't take this anymore. I cannot feel what you've done to me

Surgery Again!!
.. Well as of today disc L4 and L5 have burst and I have seroma fluid in my back again. So I will be gone for hopefully only a week to get surgery and heal. Pray I do not have the same 3 month off and on hospital stay I had last time. Also pray I do not get any infections and surgery goes well. Thank you friends and God Bless. ~Sandra

My Big Mouth.
You know, I am a very sensitive, honest, and caring person overall. Sometimes though due to my own insecurities and past hurts, I say things without thinking. I guess sometimes I just do, before I think. Occasionally I watch my freinds get into situations that trouble them, and you know me, I just start dishing out the advice. It all comes straight from my heart, but sometimems it comes out all wrong. I have a tendency in my life to jump to conclusions, and always expect the worst, so sometimes when my freinds are in similar situations, my first response is "NO DON'T THINK THAT WAY". It isn't that I don't think that their feelings are valid, or that the reasons behind them are wrong. It's just that my fear in the past has made me make choices that I later regretted. I would never want someone to think that I believed I knew something better than them, I would never want them to feel like I didn't understand. I just am afraid sometimes that in the heat of the moment,

Studio Diary.
I had my brother check out my bands studio today, he is a sound engineer and we needed someone with his knowhow to tell us what we needed to do to soundproof the place and also to give us practical advice as how to best set up our gear to minimize hiss and unwanted sound reflections. Anyway, we sure have our work cut out for us, we have to build a whole inner shell for the studio to minimize sound leakage, also we will have to seal off the windows in the studio which is a real shame, there is a large window above our recording console, i think its what you call a skylight and i just love working in natural light as opposed to electrical lighting but the downside is that when it rains the window sounds like the worlds largest popcorn making machine so it has to be sealed off..

Bush ~joke~ Although I Wish It Would Happen,lol
George W. Bush, his wife Laura, and Dick Cheney were all flying on Air Force One. George looked at Laura, chuckled and said, "You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy." Laura shrugged her shoulders and replied, "I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy." Cheney added, "That being the case, I could throw one hundred $1 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy." Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, "Such big-shots back there. Shit, I could throw all of your asses out the window and make 56 million people very happy." If you're one of those 56 million...Repost

No Title.
Feeling depressed, finally feeling this loss. Want to feel numb, won't allow that to happen. Want you to call, and tell me it will be ok, I'm strong, and can handle seeing his family. Christ they were like my family as a little kid. I want to just go to a bar and drink until I can't walk, I want to do anything to take this pain away. I don't want to go, I don't want to stay, I just want him alive again. Why after so many years of not talking, not due to anything other than we ran in different circles does this pain hurt so much? I can't figure it out, I'm the strong one, I don't cry, I don't allow myself to anyway that is. I want your arms around me holding me up as the tears and the inability to take in air starts. I want you to hold me tighter than you ever have, and make me feel ok, well at least for a few minutes. I want this to be over, I want no deaths for at least 1 year. I want to make sense. I want to allow myself to cry. I want you to be there for me. I need you

Children Know To Much
Children today are well aware of what goes on in the home I do believe.... A 2nd grader asked her mother the age-old question, "How did I get here?" Her mother told her, "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear," the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. "He sent them also," the mother said. "Did he send their parents, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear, He did," said the mother patiently. "So you're telling me that there has been NO sex in this Family for 200 years? No wonder everyone's so damn grouc hy aro und here.

Little Log Cabin
Up on top a mountain, over looking a running brook, a little log cabin stands alone, smoke billowing through the pines. I envision sitting there before a burning fire, eyes closed in dreams. The simple life with only calm and solace in my soul. I can hear the sound of the running brook as it flows over the rocks, the sound of a chickadee responding to an owl's screech. In my vision, I can see an old rocking chair, and yes, there's me, my crocheting in my lap and a kitten at my feet, I rock and rock. A little log cabin up on the mountain top, brook running below, this peaceful vision, I will never see, nor that rocker be me. Muted colors of browns, orange and greens, with splashes of blue, this painting on my wall is the closest to that life I will see.

Darkened
Walking through this darkened path, I've come to meet my last. My last gasp of air, I reach for you but you not there. I hear your voice, but your no where around. Can you hear my tears, falling to the ground. As I look up towards the sky, the blueness fades to black. Now I wish I could take, take this all back. All the screaming we did, its not worth it now. For you've left me here, No where to be found.

Sex Facts
Everyday, 200 million couples around the world have sex, which is about over 2000 couples at any given moment. Women are most likely to want to have sex when they are ovulating. The Egyptian 'Ankh' is actually a symbol representing the male and female sex organs. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world 30% of women over the age of 80 still have sexual intercourse either with their spouse or boyfriends. Mosquitoes, which mate in the air perform a sex act that lasts only 2 seconds. Women with a Ph.D. are twice as likely to be interested in a one-night stand than those with only a Bachelor's degree. Fellatio ranks as the number one sexual act desired by heterosexual men. Australian women have sex on the first date more than women the same age in the USA and Canada. It’s illegal to have sex without a condom in Nevada. (More on Sex Laws later). Today, Japan leads the world in condom use. Like cosmetics, they're sold door to door, by women. More Americans lose their

Pay Up
A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two plastic garbage bags, one in each hand. There's a hole in one of the bags, and once in a while a $20 bill flies out of it onto the pavement. Noticing this, a policeman stops her. "Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of that bag..." "Damn !" says the little old lady....."I'd better go back and see if I can find some of them. Thanks for the warning!" "Well, now, not so fast," says the cop. "How did you get all that money? Did you steal it?" "Oh, no"! , says the little old lady. "You see, my back yard backs up to the parking lot of the football stadium. Each time there's a game, a lot of fans come and pee in the bushes, right into my flower beds!" So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge clipper, and each time someone sticks his thingie through the bushes, I say: '$20 or off it comes!' " "Hey, not a bad idea!" laughs the cop. "Good luck!" By the way, what's in the other bag?" "Well", says

Why?
The one thing I can not understand or will never get is why someone has to play with other people. Be it emotionally or for gain, or for any reason. I will never understand the mind games. What ever happened to honesty and honor. If someone was not wanting to be in a relationship or friendship they have the responsability to tell the other person. People are not mind readers and can not asume or understand enless you tell them. I see too many people i care about her by this and even myself hurt by this. LET THEM GO if you don't want them, TELL THEM JUST FRIENDS if that is all you want, TELL THEM YOU CANT DO EITHER ONE if you feel no matter if friends still won't work out.................BUT STOP DRAGGING PEOPLE ALONG !!!! Its not fair to them!!!! ~*~HUGS~*~ To Everyone ~*~HUGS~*~

Born In Years
In 1985 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from London and Philadelphia, raising $70 million for starving Africans An 8.1 magnitude earthquake hits Mexico City and results in about 25,000 deaths Vocano "Nevada del Ruiz" erupts near Bogota, Columbia causing mud slides that bury two towns American Jew Jonathan Pollard is arrested for giving military secrets to Israel Mikhail Gorbachev becomes Soviet leader New Coke is released on the 99th anniversary of Coca-Cola The GNU Manifesto first written by Richard Stallman Kansas City Royals win the World series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XIX Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Back to the Future is the top grossing film Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis is published David Lee Roth leaves Van Halen to begin a solo career "Careless Whisper" by Wham! spends the most time at the top of the US charts Elmo is introduc

Yours
My feelings for you grow stronger each and everyday You please my very being in alot more than just one way. Your touch still reaches to me, the deepest part of my soul, My better part, my other half, the piece that make me whole. I'd give my life to protect you, lay everything on the line, Show the world that I love you, show them you are mine. My imperfections many, my faults are far from few, You never seem to mind them, everyone knows I'm dedicated to you. You make me feel submissive, I want to do whatever you please, I beg for you to love me, like a slave down on her knees. Your the strongest point in my life, my weakness, as you can see, You break down my highest walls, the hate the fear, that is me... You've won me over, I am completely yours, and yours alone, In this case not just my words, but my love for you is my bond..... This is for someone special, you know who you are...

How I See Things
Most men treat women like rocks, useless things that they can throw around and abuse and not care what they do to them, not caring for their feelings. I.E. a guy walking down the road, sees a beautiful rock (woman), picks it up, he thinks it's all neat and cool, he abuses it, throws it, kicks it, and then takes it to his friends and the process continues. The woman develops into a rock, cause after a guy does this to her, she becomes cold and not willing to trust anyone at all, no matter what. The rock is hard and mainly undestructable so that nobody can get threw. I see women as diamonds, priceless, fragile items that need the best of attention. They need to be treated with respect and always need to be shown they are needed and loved and cared for. If not taken care of correct, they could shatter and/or break. Sometimes you'll find rocks, but just give them alot of time and love and after awhile, the rock will crumble, revealing the most beautiful, unique diamond, you could e

Sex You Up
Oh babe, how I need to sex you up To undress you in an urgent rage To rip your clothing straight off you And bring you deeply within too To mount my man To ride my steed For you to come to me With speed I need to sex you up right now No one else will fit the bill You are the one how knows just how To cause a quiver, send a chill You're not too far For me to come To you right now And sex you up

Today
Today was a great day as Jordan continues to show progress in T-ball as with repetition he will be just fine I believe. Well I hope everyone signs up on my lounge "Wolves Forever", especially my family members. I know some of them have signed up, but not all. We really need a lounge that talks about relaxing things and not about the drama in our lives. Alternative medicine is awesome and there are many ways of healing. But lets not talk about that for now. I need to get off the rest of the day as my husband also shares the computer too. Tonight, however, will be a good night as we are going to a party that my friend at work is sponsoring at her home for family and friends of Massage Envy Employees. I am so happy to go as finally the kids just fell alseep for a nap, so will run an errand and go to the party. I also like to sing Karaoke and may have told that to some of you as many saturdays you can see me at Bull Feathers Bar in Papillion from 9-1 singing Evanescenc

Are There Angels?
Are There Angels? It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love Sunshine When I wake up in the morning Sunshine's falling on my skin And I ca

Sts-117 Atlantis Flight Day 8
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 8 Astronaut Sunita L. Williams, Expedition 15 flight engineer, wearing squat harness pads, poses for a photo while using the Interim Resistive Exercise Device (IRED) equipment in the Unity node of the International Space Station. Credit: NASA 6.16.07 11:30 p.m. Shuttle and Expedition 15 crew members prepared for STS-117’s fourth spacewalk and held a news conference Saturday. They also learned that flight controllers cleared Space Shuttle Atlantis’ heat shield for landing. Mission Specialists Patrick Forrester and Steven Swanson prepared the spacesuits and tools they will use during Sunday’s spacewalk. They also reviewed procedures for the spacewalk, which was added to the schedule after STS-117 arrived at the station. The excursion is set to begin at 12:33 p.m. EDT Sunday. After reviewing the procedures, both crews participated in the joint news conference. They fielded questions from media members in the United States.

Confessions Of A 23 Year Old~
:D I admit I'm only 23 for hmm.. two weeks more..And I have to relish every moment of it. :P I admit, I Do get lonely spells and premonitions Of what I can't place my finger on! I Admit that unless we talk about things more than surface materials without digging deep, I feel as if Our relationship, friendship, or whatever is based on the lengths we can talk. I admit that I dont have time to finish this..but I will continue MUCH LATER>>>LOL LUVs!!

My Beautiful Baby Bear By Jared Warnick
My Beautiful Baby Bear My baby bear makes my world go around and i am very happy that she for me and found. Me is always gonna love her plant flowers in the spring so they can blossum like our love has blossum into a beautiful flower.I am gonna love you angel with my mind and body and charming personility and gonna cook and bring food to you every day and night. She makes me feel like and kid in a candy store and when she blows kisses to me my heart stops for a momment and i always hit the floor. My love for you angel is like a fine wine after a long time when the grapes and sugar it's grows together to make something beautiful and strong like our love. It's hard me to express my feelings for love for you angel but i have a way of telling it. Love is where two people gets together and share their darkest secrets and fears, love is where we share foods, sleeping in the same bed after a long day of cuddling and be romanic and working all day for each other, love is where we have ki

Ocean's 13
I just love all of these guys! They're very smart, very witty, and very funny. Matt Damon was absolutely brilliant...I just love his character. You've just got to go and experience it for yourself. I have no doubt you'll enjoy it.

Any Ladies Intersted
Hey ladies!! Any of you intersted in passion parties for women. If so please contact me and please no men unless your wife might be interested cause I am VERY happily married and just here to promote my home business. Thanks.

Chicken Fricassee
1 (4 to 4 1/2 lbs.) stewing chicken, cut in quarters or eighths 4 c. water 3 carrots, halved 2 to 3 celery stalks, cut in thirds 1 sm. onion, quartered 1 bay leaf 2 pinches rosemary 2 tsp. salt 1/8 tsp. pepper 2 c. elbow macaroni, uncooked Wash chicken thoroughly, removing any visible pieces of fat. In a dutch oven, bring 4 cups of water to a boil. Add carrots, celery, onion, bay leaf, and rosemary. Drop the chicken, piece by piece into this so as not to lower the boiling point. Cover pot, lower heat, and simmer for 1 hour. Add salt and pepper and continue simmering 1/2 hour or until chicken is tender. Adjust or stir seasoning, then add 3 cups of macaroni. If there is not enough broth to cover the macaroni, add more water. Cover and continue cooking for 18 minutes. If you wish a fricassee with more liquid, cook the macaroni separately in 5 cups of chicken broth made from boiling the neck, liver, gizzard, and heart with a small onion, a celery stalk, salt and pepper. Yield:

Faster-than-light Take: Fantastic 4: Rise Of The Silly Comic Book Adaptation
I've never been a terribly big fan of the Fantastic Four. I mean, the comic concept is intriguing, but I fully never could get into the characters, be it the good guys or the villains. The first movie failed to increase my expectations. Then again, most comic book adaptations hitting the big screen wastes viewers' time with exposition. You tend to wait for the sequel to actually have fun. So you do get that with Rise of the Silver Surfer, which I saw Father's Day afternoon. The tongue-in-cheek humor and awkward dialogue remain, but at least we don't wait forever to get to the main action or scenes of bombastic CGI excess. Of course, as a guy, Jessica Alba could portray a deranged serial killer or a renowned buttoned-down physics professor and I still would drool in her presence. Doug Jones modeling (and Laurence Fishburne providing the indistinguishable voice) does kick ass as the Silver Surfer, really a misunderstood extraterrestrial. Aren't they all? If anyone plays a better a

The Bellybutton Explination
Ok I've seen the few comments under the pic, been asked a lot in the shoutbox and messages so here it goes. The reason why at almost 28 years of age I don't have a bellybutton. The simple answer is surgery but not everyone is satisfied with that answer so here goes the long answer. I was born with what at the time was a rare liver condition called Hemangioendothelioma...yes I know really long word that means tumors on the liver. Apparently since I've grown older its become more common though. Anyways I spent these tumors on my liver caused me to become really round.. at one point I was like 38 inches around at my waist and like 31 inches tall. Ya know come to think of it I don't think I'm 38 inches around my waist now.. damn I was a fat baby.. there are pics somewhere if I can track em down and scan em I'll post em. My nickname during this time period was the Weeble.. cause weebles wobble but they don't fall down, dear god I hope at least 90% of my readers get that reference.

We The First People
I'm proud to belong to one of the original clans Whose Ancestors occupied all of these lands Before we were found by some wandering seaman Who knew just where he was - and we became “Indians”. Tell me about our history, a tear will glisten Stories of how life use to be, bring a rueful smile Drums talk to me of our victories, I will listen and flutes will find me dreaming all the while In order to “save” us, they killed us Our peaceful cultures were “dangerous” And they thought they could just ravage us But by fighting back, we became “savages”. Call us lazy indeed - we're not driven by their greed To gather materials about them But my question is, how did we exist, FOR HUNDREDS OF CENTURIES WITHOUT THEM copy; 1995, R.C. Thomas (Potawatomi/Chippewa)

Paradise (not For Me)
Paradise (Not For Me) written by Madonna and Mirwais programming and keyboards by Mirwais produced by Madonna and Mirwais also appears on the album "Production" by Mirwais Track 9, Time: 6:29 ------------------------- I can't remember When I was young I can't explain If it was wrong My life goes on But not the same Into your eyes My face remains [I've been so high] I've been so down [Up to the skies] Down to the ground I was so blind I could not see Your paradise Is not for me Autour de moi Je ne vois pas Qui sont les anges Surement pas moi Encore une fois Je suis cassée Encore une fois Je n'y crois pas All around me I could not see Who are the angels Surely not me Once more again I am broken Once more again I don't believe it Chorus: I've been so high I've been so down Up to the skies Down to the ground There is a light Above my head Into your eyes My face remains (chorus) I can't remember When I was young

Sexy? What's The Deal?
So I've been trying to figure out why people are so fascinated by preggo cherries....believe me i'm not complaining....just curious? What makes a preggo cherry so sexy? I'm dying to know. I've gotten more compliments now that i'm all juicy and borderline fat...now also don't get me wrong i like fat cherries too...been one most of my life....but I worked my butt off to be a size 00 and didnt get hit on as much as I do now....please someone break it down for me.

It Dosent Get Any Fucking Dumber Then This
The National Organization for Women (NOW) and other women advocacy groups have filed suit against the Bush Administration seeking to abolish Fathers Day. During a press conference held after the filing of the lawsuit, Kim Gandy of NOW said, "the day clearly indicates that it is meant to recognize only fathers." The American Civil Liberties Union, filing on behalf of the organizations said the day runs afoul of equal protection and Title IX provisions and should be abolished because it is discriminatory against women. "It is time to move beyond the pattern male discrimination against women so prevalent in the home and the workplace," according to a press release. It wasn't solely the discriminatory aspects of Fathers Day that had the groups aroused, but the fact that Fathers are chiefly responsible for domestic violence, childhood sexual abuse, and are often negligent of their children. Many fail to make their child support payments in a timely fashion, if they make them at all. T

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
You Are a Sensitive Kisser For you, kissing is a way to connect And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy It may take you a while to kiss someone... But when you do, it's total fireworks What's Your Kissing Style?

Cold ~ Rain Song
Artist: Cold Song: Rain Song Album: Year Of The Spider When it rains I dont mind Let me stand here all night Did she take her whole life Let me know she's alright (chorus) And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains Are the angels crying I'll stay strong, I'll be fine Carry on with my life I still stare at the sky Pray for rain, all the time Why'd you run? Did you hide Why'd you leave, no good bye When the clouds, take the sky Does a soul, give you life? And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains Are the angels crying And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains All the angels cry for you I'll never be the same I'll never be the same be the same be the same be the same And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains Are the angels crying And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it r

I Like To Play
Everyone who had read my blogs knows that I enjoy pain, it does things to me that even I don't understand all the time. To me it seems almost like a drug, a fix if you will. I never realize how bad I craved it until after another fix, when i feel so much better. My fixes come in all shapes and sizes. During the most depressed stages of my life I have been a cutter, when I did not want to mar my skin with scars anymore I turned to tattoos and piercings. Sex can help relieve that, especially good dirty raw sex, and with Drew I discovered that putting the piercings and sex together took me to a whole other level...lol. This last weekend I had play piercings done again (if you are looking for raw sex to go with it you will be disappointed). This time it was done by a very near and dear friend, Cyanide, she knew what she was doing. There were no sewing needles like you can buy at wal-mart, these were 22 (might be 24, i know thats small but we did not know what i could handle) gauge play

7 Reasons Not To Mess With Children
A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah." The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him ." A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied,"They will in a minute." A Sunday school teache

Men And Women
I ask, what do you want from us? As a man , do you want us to really help pay bills? Do you really want us to be understanding, with only half the story. How about shopping, you know we don't like shopping when you try every piece of material there is in the mall.... then you ask us how does it look! How does getting out of here before it closes sound? You ask us, how it taste, when you know you put to much or not enough of something in it. Why wait for me to test it, you cooking, see what it taste like before you give it to me!! Why ask for something you'll return later? And if i give you everything you wanted, why don't you know what you want? Do you know what you want from us?

20 Dates In 2 Weeks
If you'd like to go on a date with a new, sexy attractive woman EVERY SINGLE DAY for the rest of your life (or just until you found one who was worthy of settling down with), AND do it with next to ZERO "work" on your part, this could be the most important letter you'll ever read... Here's why: I just finished up an INCREDIBLE interview with a man who has discovered a revolutionary new method for meeting women and getting dates that just might be the most creative and PURELY GENIUS idea I've heard... in 6 YEARS of teaching men how to be successful with women... and in the 10 years I've been working on this area of my life for myself. Before I share with you what this method is and how you can start using it... let me give you a little background on this amazing guy, and explain how I was able to nail down an interview with him... This new friend of mine is an author who is quickly making a HUGE name for himself in the world of business and pers

Warm Liquid Sex
nothing on the floor but our clothes. all our inhibitions swept away. no care in the world, no barries between us. the desire, the longing that has been there for so long. i whisper your name. temptation always overwhelming, but never acted upon. finally at last i feel your skin and i am all yours for the taking. i utter your name. we are driven by the need, the need for you and me. you take me as your own as you plunge into me with your fire. i submit to you, willingly. i moan out your name. the lust between us burning so hot. all reason, all control has been lost. fantasy is reality at last. we crest the big wave together. i scream out your name.

Cajun Shrimp Skillet Supper
1 box Chicken Rice-a-Roni 20 to 30 small canned, fresh or frozen shrimp (thawed) add 2 1/4 cup chopped onion 1/4 cup chopped celery 1/4 cup chopped bell pepper 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 to 3 teaspoons extra spicy Mrs. Dash (to taste) Sauté Rice-a-Roni in oil in skillet with onion, celery, bell pepper and shrimp until golden brown. Add 2 1/3 cups hot water and stir in seasoning pack from Rice-a-Roni and Mrs. Dash. Bring to a boil, cover and simmer 20 minutes. Serves 4.

Shower Scene
come inside there is plenty of room in this hot shower of mine caress my chest while i touch your lips and give a kiss that feels so devine glide your hand straight down my back while my hands caress your cheek feel our kiss go deeper and deeper as our tongues play like animals in heat oh how i love the taste of your lips so tender and so sweet feel my hands grib hard on your ass while it lifts you off your feet gliding like an eagle my hand sores to your sweetest spot feel the rush flow through your body while you beg me not to stop nice and slow my fingers flows touching every inch of you and when i reach your soaked hole like a snake i slither through you grab me tighter while biting my neck and moan "you fucking tease" those words in my mind make me player deeper til you gasp and fell to your knees "two can play that game" you said with a smile and stayed kneeling on the shower floor then you wrapped your sweet lips around me and sucked

Surrender
Surrender By SLAYER (C) 6/18/07 Trust Me with your heart. Place it in My hands, To crush or caress. Trust that I will not hurt you. Give it to Me because you desire Me to possess it, Not because it is My will. Trust Me with your mind. Place it in My hands, also, To destroy or reshape. Trust Me to mold it according to your needs Not simply to suit My own purposes. Trust Me with your body. It too, place in My hands. Mine, to batter or protect. Trust Me to keep you safe And to provide for you that which is needed to ensure your happiness. Trust Me with your very soul. Place it in My hands, as well. Lay it bare before Me, vulnerable to My will. Trust that I will guide you safely through the darkness protecting your interests at all times, regardless of My desires. Above all, trust Me with your complete and total surrender. Trust that I will honor and cherish your submission to Me. Trust that I will not abuse this gift That you so lovingly give to M

Heart In Slumber
As I lay my head down on my pillow I want to turn over and see your face, Smiling back at me My heart is calling out Crying into the night My tears fall down, I turn over looking into the darkness Wishing Dreaming Softly calling your name, In the echo of the dark room I hear your voice calling back to me Whispering softly I love you I need you Forever my heart is yours. As I close my eyes once again To fall into that slumber I let my heart go to call out your name Once more to whisper to you I LOVE YOU I NEED YOU And Forever my heart will be yours.

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. if my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Happy Hour
Thanks to everyone that made this a great happy hour. Please know that there is so many people it is hard to keep track! I am outnumbered. lol So if you want hit me up so I can stop by individually...Thanks again to boone!

What Is Life
Life is having your kids look at you and tell you that they love you. Life is having someone there for you that loves you no matter what happens! I have 3 kids that I love to death and I will anything for. They are everything to me. They are my sun when I feel cloudy! I dont take my life for granted anymore because of what has happened in the past. I shouldn't either!

One -two- Three
ONE - name?: TWO - Are you single?: THREE -favorite number?: FOUR - Favorite colors?: FIVE - Least favorite color?: SIX - What are you listening to?: SEVEN - What do you smoke?: EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie/AE?: TWELVE - How do you make your money?: THIRTEEN - Where do you go to school?: FOURTEEN - Are you outgoing?: FIFTEEN - One word to describe you?: SIXTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: SEVENTEEN- Do you own big sunglasses?: EIGHTEEN- Where do you wish you were right NINETEEN - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: THE CANS Can you blow a bubble?: Can you dance? Can you do a cart wheel?: Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Can you touch your toes?: Can you whistle?: Can you wiggle your ears?: Can you wiggle your nose?: Can

Who I Am
I am fun, exciting, talented, sexy and funny. I love making love in the rain and feeling someone's breathe on my neck. I love to hear I am special and soak up all the attention I can get. I enjoy a good fight so I can make up later. I like to be in charge but also like to be at someone's beck and call. I enjoy the strength of a man and finding his softer side. I like to be told no and still find a way to talk him into it. I love to be romanced and I love to be argued with. I am emtional and moody, positive and fun. This is me, this who I am.

Wtf!! Nsfw???????????
OK so someone reported a picture ( 2 really) of me that they thought were offensive rofl...I laughed when I read the messages.if You had a problem with it, you could have told me myself and I would have dealt with it. ROFL Sissified babies... NSFW ROFL they weren't invasive to anyone not even myself and I know better than to put up naughty pictures they go in places not for the young...whatever,,,,,but since you were so kind to peek at my profile and have them marked as offensive...how about being person enough and tell me what you found so offensive about them...then again, you're probably too coward to reply to this because ...your name will be found out...

Deleted Friends
Basically, I'm going through and deleting all of you people who have like 257 photos who are here on CT for e-fame.. Sorry but I'm not here to give you points, I actually like to chat with my friends and learn something about them.. If I delete anyone by mistake who may have actually wanted to chat with me, send me a message and strike up some conversation and I will add you back to my friends list. Also NSFW pics are gone, doubt they will return. That's no longer the kind of attention I'm looking for online. :) Peace

Hollow Heart
My hollow heart Wrapped in steel scars Blind to scincerity Filtred through jaded clarity Wondering why I care And you claim life is fair That's easy for you to say You go home to him every day I just go home I sleep alone I dream of you by my side Harsh reality sets in when I open my eyes But I'm still here I'll calm your fears Hold you when you cry This love I refuse to deny Swallow this resentment In the name of commitment To a love I know is real My love you continue to steal As I fall apart Leaving nothing but a hollow heart

See How Wild You Are
1. If we met would you want a one night stand or something serious? 2. Would you have a one night stand with me? 3. What you consider to be the craziest sexual thing you have ever done? 4. What is off limits for you? 5. Do you have any fetishes? 6. Would you consider yourself as a giver or a taker? 7. What would you want to do to me? 8. How do you feel about feet? 9. Do you like to have your toes sucked on? 10. Ever had anal? 11. Did you like it? 12. What turns you on more than anything? 13. Do you believe in multiply partners? 14. Have you ever cheated on someone? 15. Are you able to have multiple orgasms? 16. Can you squirt? 17. Have you ever used a body part to seduce someone? 18. If we were on a deserted Island what would we do. 19. Would you consider yourself as good in bed and why? 20. Do you get pedicures and is your second toe longer than you big one?

New Site
A friend invited me to this new site and it seems pretty interesting. The premise is to share stuff with only your friends. There is no public forums or profiles. Only people you invite can see your pics and vids. This way you can share stuff just with people you trust. If you want to check it out, follow this link: http://tb0ne2u.punf.com/join?mail=[email_address]&code=[invite_code]

Late Night Reading!!!!
For years now, a group of my friends and I have been getting together once a month to play "Bunco", a friendly dice game. We are all close to the same age and it is really just an excuse to get together, socialize and have some fun with "the girls." One particular evening proved to be a very pleasurable time for myself and my friend Kelly. We are both married and have been good friends for a long time. Several years ago when our children were much younger, the "Bunco Club" was an excuse to get away from our families for an evening. Each of the Bunco Club members would take turns hosting the monthly gathering and come up with different prizes and other fun activities. Husbands and children of the hostess would disappear for the evening so we could talk about anything and everything. Somewhere along the line, we began watching x-rated videos at our Bunco parties. I'm not even sure how that practice got started, but we would watch them, laugh at the poor acting an

Blast Contest !! Check Here !!
U Pick Pic Contest this is a any pic u like to enter.it must be safe for work. the contest will be 3 weeks long.looking for 10 to 20 people start date will be posted when i have at least 10 people singed up u can send or tell me in private what pic u want.i can rip or u send the prizes will be awarded with a happy hour after contest closes now to keep it fair and clean there will be a little catch witch is u need to be at least a level 3 and u need a salute pic on profile u can comment and bomb yourself no down rateing others in contest no cheating ill be watching prizes to be awarded are 1st place a month vic or 30 day blast 2nd place will get 7 day blast and car of choice 3rd gets 3day blast and a ring or bracelet 4th get one day blast and platinum cherry all others will get a trophy for entering ty for looking and welcome

Back To School - More Info...
I've decided, knowing the credits I already have through the local community college from my prior attempt at an AA in Technical Theatre, to go back to local community college, change majors, and get an AA in Physics, in order to help get myself into the Aerospace Program at UMCP, as a sophomore (and possibly a junior). With the number of CORE courses I already have credit for at local community college (2.5 years, I got a lot of them - if not all of them), I should be able to focus the most on the major courses. I just need to find out how much that I already have (even with a crappy prior GPA) that will transfer to UMCP (though, I'm thinking that I should be able to transfer the CORE courses I did best in - mostly relating to the Tech Theatre major [lots of arts classes] - and bury the classes I didn't do so well in). I also just realized that there is a combined BS/MS degree program offered at UMCP, but it requires a prior 3.8 GPA, which is CERTAINLY not what I had my first go ar

Passion Released
At night I lay cozy in my bed, While images of you dance through my head. You are standing there naked for me to see. You are beautiful and vibrant, a total fantasy. You walk slowly towards me with that look in your eye. That wanting, haunting look that gets me so high. Come closer my love and closer still. I have a void I want you to fill. Reach out your hand and caress my face, Oh please, oh please pick up the pace. I want you so bad I could just scream or cry. Touch my neck, now my breast, now my thigh... I feel your hot breath upon my cool skin, I feel your cock probing to get in. My body painfully aches for yours, I want you inside me... on all fours. Now enter my love, and feel this pure bliss, Fuck me, suck me, seal it with a kiss. Faster and deeper, now slow and then steady. I wanna make you climax, are you almost ready? Your breath and your moaning are growing strong, I realize now that it will not be long. I writhe my hips against you, just to tease.

I Need Your Support
I am in a contest on here. The point of the contest is to be the most rated and comment bombed person out of the contestants. I enclosed the link for it. I was wondering if you would pass the word around to all your friends and comment bomb the hell out of me. You can comment as many times as you want, the more the better I also posted a bulletin for the contest, would you please repost? Rates and comments only are accounted for at the link below. That is the contest link. They are not counted for if they are on my page itself. CONTEST DOES NOT END UNTIL JUNE 30TH AT MIDNIGHT Thanks so much Just click on the link below http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=909688&i=1122585435

Xmas Story I Forgot To Post
Xmas story i forgot to post And lo there was a star in the south under it a small Krispy Kream. the dough was mixed and extruded into the heated boiling fat, and behold the dough nut of the police god was born! as the young police god was flipped and cooled it came to rest upon a sugar icing conveyor the heated goo splashed upon the young god and this was good And the three wise cops appeared from around the county O'Malley Pierce and Melchior bearing gifts for the young police god of sprinkles, ground coffee beans and filling The Baker was pleased at his creation of such a lovely dough nut and did offer unto the cops some coffee the coffee was hot and this was good behold out of the back came the little delivery boy and did offer unto the dough nut a wax paper wrapping the dough nut was placed in his swaddling wax paper and set in a box of the super dozen deal the sprinkles were added and the filling was placed within and it was good Then the crowd did arrive aski

Band Of Brothers/sisters Member List....yes I Am A Member
THE FOUNDERS♂МдяQ v.2.0@ CherryTAPAchilles@ CherryTAP(PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS please ADD and/or FAN all other MEMBERS in group!This is NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC'S to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must RIP your main photo for ID,It will be placed in my B of B album with NO RIP option

Summer Lime Chicken Breast Stir-fry Broccoli
Ingredients for the lime chicken breast: 4 boneless and skinless chicken breasts - each 1/2 pound 1/3 c olive oil Juice of three limes 4 cloves of garlic, peeled and minced 3 tsp fresh cilantro, chopped 1/2 tsp each of salt and freshly ground black pepper 6 yellow peppers 6 red peppers 6 orange peppers Ingredients for the stir-fry: 4 c fresh broccoli 1/4 c chopped walnuts 1 1/2 tsp sesame oil 1/2 tsp chili oil 1 tsp sodium soy sauce Garlic powder Mix all ingredients for the lime marinade together in a medium bowl. Add 1/3 cup olive oil, the juice of three limes, garlic, fresh cilantro, and salt and pepper. Lay boneless chicken breasts between 2 sheet wax paper. Using a wooden mallet, pound each chicken breast gently to tenderize meat. Place chicken breasts in lime marinade for a minimum of two hours - keep covered and chilled. (If you need to prepare dish in advance, you can marinate breasts overnight.) Cook chicken breast on grill pan, or in broiler for a

Jessica Davis And Her Baby
MY HEART GOES OUT TO JESSICA DAVIS, HER BABY GIRL THAT LIVED WITHIN IN, HER 2 YEAR OLD SON AND HER FAMILY.... ITS A SHAME TO LEARN OF A YOUNG MOTHER NINE MONTHS PREGNANT FOUND DEAD AND BODY SO BAD THAT THEY CAN NOT TELL HOW SHE DIED AND HER LITTLE SON WHO SAW WHAT HAPPENED TO HIS MOTHER AND BEING LEFT ALONE FOR TWO DAYS BEFORE HE WAS FOUND..... MAY GOD BE WITH THE PERSON THAT HAS DONE THIS BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WILL BE!!!!!!!

Priceless
GIVE THREE PERFECT STRANGERS A GOOD DINNER $ 100.00 BUY AND DONATE 25 NEW BOOKS FOR A SCHOOL THAT HAS VERY LITTLE $125.00 DONATING YOUR TIME IN A SALVATION ARMY SOUP KITCHEN 0.00 SPENDING 2000.00 DOLLARS IN UNDER TWO WEEKS ON A FREE SITE, NOT HELPING PEOPLE THAT ARE STARVING IN YOUR STATE JUST SO YOU CAN GET A GODFATHER STATICS AND COLORED NAME, AND VERY LITTLE RESPECT FROM ME ...PRICELESS FOR EVERYTHING ELSE THERES MASTER CARD.

Just To Let Everyone Know
ok, i know how this whole rating thing works and whatever. i just wanna let everyone know that i could really care less if you rate me, fan me, whatever. i'm just here cuz i'm bored out of my mind. if you rate me a 0 or 11, i don't care. don't get me wrong, if i am rated or fanned, i'm flattered, but if you don't, i'm not gonna get all pissy either. and have a lil more substance then "hey when are we gonna hook up sexy", cuz those lines don't impress me. you have a brain, use it!! and don't get mad if i don't respond, it's hard to keep up and i'm not really gonna kill myself tryin. please don't take offense, i'm just lettin everyone know how it is.

First Day Jitters
Ok, starting the new job today! I shouldn't be so nervous. I am usually never nervous starting something new. I have gotten in such a routine at my other job that I just became comfortable there I guess. Oh, and that's another thing. I still haven't totally left there. My last day was supposed to be Saturday, but I told them I would stay part time. So now I will be selling Clinique makeup on the nights and weekends. Thats a bit of a change for me. Should be interesting though. But as far as the new full time job, I will be working for an insurance company in their finance/accounting department. Exciting, eh? So anyways, wish me luck today! :D

Eta Carinae And More Doom And Gloom..
Good Morning and HAPPY MONDAY!!!! Well, at least happy day and it is a Monday so hang on tight. Astrology buffs would like to scare the living Be-Jesus out of you…oh yeah! Some astrologers are painting the doom and gloom picture of Eta Carinae as a supernova waiting to explode. Perhaps. They also would like to say, wait back up the bus! No they would not say back up the bus that is me, I was referring to supernova…I have not seen a cool nova since high school in which a friend of mine had a faster then grease lightning, cool as cool can be and slicker then cat crap on a hot wet tin roof…now that is slick! So that was a supernova, this star that star gazers are watching is what it is…a star, will it explode? Possibly... Will it destroy earth? Possibly… is there anything we can do about it? Yeah send up Bruce Willis and a team of drillers to set a dept charge on it and blow it up like in Armageddon. Ok, now were talking, what ever will be will be, adding this doom and gloom onto a worl

Hot Weather
Is it to much to ask for a leagal bill to be passed that us women with large breasts to go topless! I mean its hot out thier and Im constantly pushen em up and thinkin about carryin around a spray bottle just for the girls!

Aribbean Pork Ribs
2 1/2 c. pineapple juice 1 lg. onion (sliced) 2 tbsp. orange-flavored liqueur 2 tbsp. dark rum 6 tbsp. honey 2 tbsp. Jamaican Hot Pepper Sauce (or to taste) 2 tsp. garlic (minced) 1 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. nutmeg 1 tsp. curry powder 4 lbs. baby back ribs (4 racks) For marinade, combine pineapple juice, onion, liqueur, rum, honey, pepper sauce, garlic, salt, nutmeg and curry powder in a medium sized bowl. Reserve 1/3 cup marinade and refrigerate. Place ribs in a rectangular baking dish and add remaining marinade. Cover and marinate ribs overnight in the refrigerator, turning the ribs several times to coat them evenly with marinade. Prepare a charcoal grill or barbecue. Cook ribs over the hot coals, turning occasionally and brushing with the reserved marinade until ribs are cooked through and crisp on the outside, about 15 minutes. Serve with Jamaican Hot Pepper Sauce on the side. Serves 4.

Are You A Thrill Seeker?
You Are Adventurous... Sometimes You like an adrenaline rush as much as the next person. You like your thrills in small doses. You're generally pretty calm and level headed. But sometimes you have to go wild and have a crazy adventure. Are You a Thrill Seeker?

Are You A Good Girl Or A Bad Girl?
You Are a Normal Girl You are 40% Good and 60% Bad Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past. But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl. Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

Creepy Games....stupid Human Tricks......why? Lmao
The Evils A basic survival game. Use the mouse and cursors to play. See how long you can survive the evil onslaught! Stupid Human Tricks Ghoulish Claymation based game. Click mouse button to shoot arrow and kill ghouls. Why?

Chicken Breasts In Salsa Picante
Ingredients: 1 1/2 cups tomato sauce 1-2 hot peppers, to taste 2 heads garlic, mashed 3/4 cup red wine vinegar 1 teaspoon salt 6 chicken breast halves, with bones Preparation: Preheat the briquettes. Mix the tomato sauce with the hot peppers, garlic, vinegar, and salt in a bowl. Take out 1/2 cup of the mixture and reserve. Place the chicken in the bowl with the marinade and let it rest for 10 minutes. Place the chicken over the grill and cook for about 30 minutes, basting with the sauce as you turn it. Serve with remaining sauce on the side. A red California Zinfandel or a Syrah from the Rhone region of France are suitable wines for this chicken recipe. Makes 6 servings.

Love Is...
1 Corinthians 3:21-33 (the Message Bible) 1 If I speak with human eloquence and angelic ecstasy but don't love, I'm nothing but the creaking of a rusty gate. 2If I speak God's Word with power, revealing all his mysteries and making everything plain as day, and if I have faith that says to a mountain, "Jump," and it jumps, but I don't love, I'm nothing. 3-7If I give everything I own to the poor and even go to the stake to be burned as a martyr, but I don't love, I've gotten nowhere. So, no matter what I say, what I believe, and what I do, I'm bankrupt without love. Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than for self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, Doesn't have a swelled head, Doesn't force itself on others, Isn't always "me first," Doesn't fly off the handle, Doesn't keep score of the sins of others, Doesn't revel when others grovel, Takes pleasure in the flowering of truth, Puts up

My Love
My love and my life Belong to my Hummingbird She holds my heart and soul In the palm of her hand She is my heart and soul And I am hers for eternity I have brought her from Light to Night, by blood My childe, my love, my eternal sunshine Our hearts beating as one Our touch exciting the other Our whispers of love Heard and felt in our souls Together in the night ~Forever~ Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar

Breathless
Go on go on Leave me breathless Come on [echo...] Hey... yeah... The daylight's fading slowly But time with you is standing still I'm waiting for you only The slightest touch and I feel weak I cannot lie, from you I cannot hide And I'm losing the will to try Can't hide it (can't hide it), can't fight it (can't fight it) So go on, go on, come on, leave me breathless Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny This loving feeling (loving feeling) Make me long for your kiss Go on (go on), go on (go on) Yeah... Come on Yeah... And if there's no tomorrow And all we have is here and now I'm happy just to have you You're all the love I need somehow It's like a dream Although I'm not asleep And I never want to wake up Don't lose it (don't lose it), don't leave it (don't leave it) So go on, go on, come on, leave me breathless Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny This loving feeling (loving feeling) Make me long for your kiss Go on (go on), go on (go on) Ye

I Have Leared
I HAVE LEARED I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CANNOT MAKE SOMEONE LOVE YOU.ALL YOU CAN DO IS BE SOMEONE WHO CAN BE LOVED. THE REST IS UP TO THEM I'VE LEARNED THAT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARE, SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T CARE BACK. I'VE LEARNED THAT IT TAKES YEARS TO BUILD TRUST AND ONLY SECONDS TO DESTROY IT. I'VE LEARNED THAT IT'S NOT WHAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE BUT WHO YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE THAT COUNTS. I'VE LEARNED THAT THAT YOU CAN GET BY ON CHARM FOR ABOUT FIFTEEN MINUTES. AFTER THAT,YOU'D BETTER KNOW SOMETHING I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU SHOULDN'T COMPARE YOURSELF TO THE BEST OTHERS CAN DO. BUT TO THE BEST YOU CAN DO. I'VE LEARNED THAT IT'S NOT WHAT HAPPENS TO PEOPLE THAT'S IMPORTANT.IT'S WHAT THEY DO ABOUT IT. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN DO SOMETHING IN AN INSTANT THAT WILL GIVE YOU HEART ACHE FOR LIFE. I'VE LEARNED THAT NO MATTER HOW THIN YOU SLICE IT, THERE ARE ALWAYS TWO SLIDES. I'VE LEARNED THAT IT'S A LOT EASIER TO REACT THAN IT IS TO THINK. I'VE LEARNED T

A Young Girl Raped In The City
The girl went to a party and she ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he was waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped

2:30 Am
2:30 AM Staying up all night thinking of you My heart won�t let me sleep I watch the clock creep inch by inch But time just seems to slow down I cannot breathe to calm myself No lights keep me awake My stars don�t shine above my head But my eyes do not close to rest You halt my dreams to make them real And force me to believe I cannot wake, for I am not asleep With thoughts of you around me Darkness brings no comfort to the night And no ending to my mind I only feel you when you aren�t there And wish you could love me too With no way back, try to sleep No way to close my eyes I think of you, still in my head With no dreams, and no hope I only can imagine you don�t see me I can not sleep without you

Inside Of Me
Inside of Me There is a black hole inside of me. Unsatisfied with me. It yearns for what I cannot provide. Cries out my cursed name. My feet cannot stand below me. My legs grow weak with the void. I do not see the light around me. It takes all that I have from me. Leaving a hole inside me. A hole that grows with time. Time that slips away from me. I cannot feel myself anymore. I ache for a warm hand. The void cannot be filled. There is a black hole inside of me.

Would You Remarry?
Would you remarry? Husband and wife are lying quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question. WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would? (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure. It's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably. It is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No. I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would you take her golfing with you?" HUSBAND: "Yes. Thos

Christian Prophecies The New World Order
In April, I got a brochure and small booklet in the mail concerning a Pro-Zionist evangelist who spent a week in my hometown in the month of May preaching about the Armegeddon. Both brochures made a statement in huge bold letters that said “Prophecy reveals The New World Order” and “Amazing Discoveries in Prophecy”. Maybe I will scan them sometime, but the brochure has a picture of war planes on it and underneath it says “On the night of the Armegeddon”. In short, this is a prophecy about WARFARE. It also has a picture of a drawing which looks to supposed to be New York City, with one of the World Trade Center towers in the center of the page. There are pictures of the four horsemen from Revelation 6 drawn to look like they are plaguing the city. Both the brochure and booklet have a picture of a Bible with a bloody knife laying on it. Underneath that picture on the back of the booklet it says “Free Child Care, Free Bible and Study Guides” Yeah, like I would want my child in t

Italian Minestra
10 c. water 7 large cloves garlic 2 T olive oil and 2 T salt pork chopped 2 to 3 sprigs parsley, cut 1/2 lb. sopressatto, proscuitto, 2 chicken legs, and 2 italian sausages (or use any combination of a proscuitto bone or ham bone or 2 chicken legs and two italian sausages, sliced) 1-2 heads escarole 1/2 pound linguine or other pasta Salt to taste Pepper 1/2 c. cooked or frozen Great Northern or limas or cannellini beans 1/2 tablespoon chopped fresh oregano leaves 2 leaves fresh basil Fry out chopped salt pork in olive oil. Add thickly sliced garlic, parsley or flakes, and basil and chopped meat or brown whole chicken legs if using chicken. When meat begins to color, add water to cover and reduce heat to simmer. Leave on back burner or in crock-pot for several hours over very low heat. Cook until potatoes are very soft. In a few hours, taste and adjust seasoning. Add water as needed during cooking to keep meat in broth. A half hour before soup is done, boil 1/2 pound pasta

Risotto Stuffed With Mozzarella
about 2 cups prepared risotto 3 eggs Italian breadcrumbs 2 tablespoons fresh parsley 2 tablespoons Parmesan cheese 1/2 lb fresh small mozzarella balls all purpose flour, for dredging paprika, for sprinkling oil, for deep frying In a medium size bowl, beat two of the eggs well. Stir in Parmesan cheese and fresh parsley. Combine with the risotto (for this recipe, the risotto may be prepared the day before). Stir together well. Using your hands, form the risotto into balls, about the size of a golf ball. If the mixture doesn't hold together well, add a few tablespoons of breadcrumbs as a binder. Form a hole in the center of each ball with your thumb, and fill with 1 small fresh mozzarella ball, or cut mozzarella in half, if they are too large. Alternatively, mozzarella cubes may be substituted. Press the risotto around the mozzarella evenly and close up the hole to completely enclose the mozzarella in the center. On a shallow plate, evenly spread about 1/2 inch of flou

Pool Of Love
POOL OF LOVE I am your pool of love, Always ready for you to dive in And swim with me, To the deepest, darkest corners of my soul. When I am not with you, I wait in painful longing, Hiding my tears in the dew drops That slowly run down my sides. When you climb in with me, I bathe your whole body, My love caressing you gently With waters clear and warm. I am overflowing with emotions for you, And when I look up through the waves, Your sunshine sparkles through me, Creating colorful rainbows in my heart.

Who I Am, How I Live, What I Beliieve
O' GREAT SPIRIT help me always to speak the truth quietly, to listen with an open mind when others speak, and to remember the peace that may be found in silence. Cherokee Prayer Lakota Prayer Wakan Tanka, Great Mystery, teach me how to trust my heart, my mind, my intuition, my inner knowing, the senses of my body, the blessings of my spirit. Teach me to trust these things so that I may enter my Sacred Space and love beyond my fear, and thus Walk in Balance with the passing of each glorious Sun. According to the Native People, the Sacred Space is the space between exhalation and inhalation. To Walk in Balance is to have Heaven (spirituality) Before our white brothers arrived to make us civilized men, we didn't have any kind of prison. Because of this, we had no delinquents. Without a prison, there can be no delinquents. We had no locks nor keys and therefore among us there were no thieves. When someone was so poor that he couldn't afford a

More About Me....
I grew up in hill country in a little town just west of Ft Worth Texas, I live in the area still to this day. I love it here. My parents have farmland.. so yes, I grew up on a farm. A few acres, we had cows and chickens, and horses. A garden down in the valley. And in the very back we had a stock pond. Around the stock pond were the better half of three dozen trees, huge trees. On the northwest end, was the biggest tree of all of them. It towered at least twenty feet higher than the rest. Still to this day, that is my favorite tree. I would sit under that tree for hours, just watching things. I would watch the wind make ripples in the water of the pond. I would watch the fish jump up to catch the lil critters that flew down for a drink. I would watch our horses and cows come there to quench thier thirst. Most of the time they never knew I was there, watching, solemnly, quietly. Wondering if they had thoughts. I would take a book on occasion and just sit there and read often times.

Prelude To A Kiss
-Mike, I wrote this when I met you, I knew I loved you from the moment I saw you, You looked at me with those dark brown eyes and your sweet smile and I fell hard. You evoked the very truest of passions and purest of loves in me. My life is better because you were in it, I'm a better person now because of you. I know what love is and I know how to accept love because I loved you. That night still haunts me sometimes, but I know I'm luckier then most, I got my chance to say goodbye.... I can still smell the burnt rubber and pavement and still hear your voice, even then, in those moments your concern was me, your only intent was to let me know how much you loved me and not to be afraid, but I was afraid I had to watch you leave, even now I am still sometimes afraid I will never feel a love like that, but I am hopefull that I will. You gave me so much, I wish I would have shared this with you but you were gone before I had the strength to. To you my love...RIP Prelude to a Kiss

Getting Closer......help Me Level Up, Please
Thanks a bunch guys...we've come a long way. Just a little over 6,300 now to level up, so I could sure use your help! I have more pictures to add, as usual...and they won't let me do that till I reach that next level. So come on...give me a hand...PLLLLLLLLLEASE! Lev@ CherryTAP

United States Redneck Special Forces (usrsf)
The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF) These Alabama, Arkansas, Georgia, Kentucky, Pennsyltucky, Mississippi, Virginia, West Virginia, Missouri, Oklahoma, Tennessee, and Texas boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the following facts about terrorists: 1. The season opened today 2. There is no limit 3. They taste just like chicken 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq and Afghanistan to be over by Friday.....

The Truth About Me. . .
When I ask you how I look "fine" is NOT an acceptable answer. Amazing, beautiful, wow, or really nice are acceptable. I obsess over whether you are going to call from the moment I give you my phone number. No matter how casual I seem, if you did something stupid, I am pissed off about it. I don't yell. If I'm quiet, I'm mad. If I am mad at you, don't try to explain yourself, it usually makes it worse. Pull me into your arms, hold me tightly and you don't have to say anything. Don't say you are sorry if you have no idea what is wrong, that will just piss me off more. Don't patronize me by asking if my mood is because of PMS. No usually, my mood is because you did something stupid (see above) I am unimpressed by men who do not take the lead. Make the first move, give the first contact, step up and be a man. I need to hear how you feel about me. Right now, tomorrow, and every day after. I will leave you if you lie to me. I want to be a great asset in

Emancipation
emencipation----Entry for June 29, 2007 Friday, June 29, 2007 emancipation glory of lord Rama reflects on the mains of life to carry on with, where mercy of god is must to achieve so. may the merciful lord be gracious enough to condescend to the prayer offered here & thus enable the life to attain the pursuit of human life on the subject as main to it on every sphere to interact with as human, rightness duties to perform- acquisition of wealth- fulfilment of desires- emancipation from the cycle of birth, death & rebirth. may god bless the life for the cause. please thanks mahesh sharma

Do I Really Hide?
***You're a master at maintaining business as usual, but what if your insides are actually in turmoil? Let go of that mask. When other people realize you need help, they'll be perfectly willing to give it.*** Hmmm, this was today's horoscope. It's kind of ironic that this came up today. I have been doing a lot of thinking lately about what I "really" let people see. Someone very dear to my heart told me that I hide things. Made me stop and think about that. It goes back to a trust issue with me. I will tell anyone all the facts that they want to know, all they have to do is ask. I have always figured that if someone cares enough to ask, then they deserve an honest answer. So I have always felt like I was an open person and didn't hide anything. But lately I have realised that although I might be very honest about the facts, I don't always share my feelings honestly. There is a big difference between what comes from your mind, and what comes from your heart. I am goi

Guys Confuse Me
ok .... there is ths guy that i like more than a lil bit nd im not sure if he likes me back ... we r really good friends right now and that is sooooo awesome but we r getting REALLY close and it is weird. I want to be more than friends but i would hate to ruin the friendship that i have with him ... he is my best friend ... well i don't kno wat o do and if anyone has any suggestions let me kno ... we went out to steak and shake toight and had a blast ... and we were both flirting with each other ... but im not sure if i should pursue it cause that may push him away or if i should jus leave it ... i don't know ... and the silence is sooooo not helping ... wel any suggestins or advice or anyting at this point in time would b great anyways much love *~ hope ~*

Bush Diss
I’m not a rapper so don’t fuckin sell me out I swear, if you crack jus one joke I’ll run your fuckin face into the ground Come on Bush lets see what ya got I can spit lyrics out so fast it’ll make your fuckin mind drop I’m sorry Eminem couldn’t make it today He’s a lil busy spray paintin “Bush is a fuckin retard” all over your drive-way Besides, you’re too damn busy runnin our pride into the fuckin ground Here’s $20 ya fuckin loser leave this country, and don’t make a fuckin sound When I look into your eyes all I can see is a dark stream of hate You keep sayin you ain’t gay but we all know you fuckin banged Bill Gates You better watch your back cuz I’m on the prowl Stockin out my pray like a midnight owl come on Bush Do you honestly think I’m sayin this shit for fun? prick, yous a waste of time Here “take the fuckin mic, I’m done”

Things I Need To Get Off My Chest....
O.K. As MOST Of You Are already aware, im single...but thats just the beginning...i pride myself on remaining friends with 98% of my ex's, and i hope this is no exception...if it is, then so be it...but anyway...back to the task at hand I will admit i still love lacushion but i realize now love isnt enough, it should be but we all know life is never clear cut. nor is it easy to understand..it is what it is life..we go on and so does life ing once i get this out ill feel better having been able to share my deepest feelings with all of ct (god i must really love attention huh?) but seriously my love for him may never die..but it WILL change, alot of things have been said and done that cant be taken back some in anger some in frustration but said and done none the less, and words in anger can never be taken back..so a note to those of u watch what u say and do when angry it WILl haunt you..unless u have no soul, in which case ignore that last note... but the rest of you may

Chicken Vessuvio
This tasty dish is a combination of roasted chicken and Italian sausages, served on a bed of white beans in a flavorful tomato sauce, which is great served on a bed of soft polenta, or garlic mashed potatoes. :Serves 4-6I first had a dish similar to this one at a restaurant chain that describes itself as "southern Italian immigrant cuisine". My family enjoyed it so much, I came home and created my own version. You could substitute less expensive chicken thighs, or a cut up whole chicken if you preferred. This is a great dish to use when having a large group of people over as much of it can be prepared ahead, and just baked when needed. 4 Large Chicken Breasts, Skin On, Cut In Half 4 to 6 Italian Sausages, Either Sweet Or Hot Depending On Your Preference 4 Tablespoons Olive Oil Salt & Pepper 2 Cans Cannellini Beans, Drained 1 Medium Onion, Chopped 3 Large Cloves Garlic, Minced 1/2 Cup White Wine 2 Stalks Celery, Chopped 10 Ripe Plum Tomatoes, Cored, Se

Bone Day
Bone day That day, when your death became reality, touchable like my very own flesh. That day, the sky wept. The sorrow of five long years, came bursting out, hitting me, again and again. What was this sorrow, my own solitude, my own sense of loss? Can't avoid, the terror, the fear. I embrace it, love it, at the peak, of the emotion. The day they found you, I dressed in white, my black tears, rolling down, grapes. Until transparent. I knew by then, I was healed. The movement of denied feelings, making me lighter, stronger, brighter, as I sang out all your names, in a current of sad joy. The day they found you, I dressed in white, my eyes shining, with the whole emotional scale, my voice transforming, from hurt to healing. The day they found your weathered bones. I dressed in white, watered my plants of sorrow, with my tears of joy.

Don't Blame For Something You Don't Really Know
Dayly I see people bitch about how the president is doing his job.They don't see him work day in and day out but they think he's doing a bad job just because some media monkey said so.It's like the rumor game we played back in school.Someone could say bob walked to school and once it got to the end of the line you got sally eats toads.The sad thing is most of the people who bitch.....are the ones who voted for him! Come on people the only person you should bitch about is the ones who put him there.Basicly its like bitching at the manager of McDonalds because a customer shit on the table.When the manager was in the back doing paper work when it happend.The only time you could bitch about the president is if you were attached to his hip all day and seen what he was doing first hand. It's like the old saying if you aren't part of the solution....your part of the problem.If you aren't going to put tward the cause....don't bitch about it.Don't bitch at someone trying to do their job.When a

Sex Ed 101
im in a dream stae of mind, and fantasizing about a good looking guy, touching and squeezing me, piching and grabbing meand i get hotter and hotter, i throw him on the down on the bed, and i tie him down with nylons.then i also blindfold him, to tease him ever more and more, as i grab a couple toys to tease him , he is moveing sensually to every touch i give him. then i grab his balls tenderly and give a slight squeeze to them.he moans softly, i gently nibble the head of his cock, now and hercires out for me to nice , i nibble harder when he says that. know i take oneof my smaller toys out and poke his ass gently, he goes wild and tries to excape me/tighten the nylons now, so he has no chance of getting lose, as i am probing his ass with my toy i move up and bite his nipples, he cries out even louderthis time i dig my nails into his ass, and tell him to shoosh, or it will get worse. he stops for a second and i stick the toy into his ass hard this time,but he remains silent as per my in

Fyi
i wont be doing much typing for a while because i ractured my thumb today and having a hard time getting used to typing one handed...so if i dont answer right away its not you and im not ignoring you it just takes me longer...thanks all

The Obedient Wife
There was a man who had worked all his life, had saved all of his > money, and was a real "miser" when it came to his money. > > Just before he died, he said to his wife... "When I die, I want you to > take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my > money to the afterlife with me." > > And so he got his wife to promise him, with all of her heart, that when > he died, she would put all of the money into the casket with him. > > Well, he died. > > He was stretched out in the casket; his wife was sitting there - > dressed in black, and her friend was sitting next to her. > When they finished the ceremony, and just before the undertakers got > ready to close the casket, the wife said, "Wait just a moment!" > > > She had a small metal box with her; she came over with the box an d put > it in the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and they > rolled it away. > > So her friend said, "Girl, I know you were not fool enou

Engineer Robson
Engineer Robson -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2006-09-25, 1:20PM EDT I recently got a very exciting email through MySpace from a very nice man in Nigeria named Engineer Robson Jones. In his profile he writes "i am engineer robson jones an a construction engineer and i will like to meet my soil meat and i am a gooding man esry going and i have trust in god". He sounded like an intelligent man with a plan for him and I to make a lot of money together. Here is our email correspondence: ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: egineer robson Date: Feb 24, 2006 03:01 PM Please accept my apology for contacting you this way which was due to the urgency of my request I am rather in a very precarious situation that warrants my talking very little till I confirm our buisness relationship. If it is money please that would be no problem, I just need to know you have the capacity to handle large fund

Hey Everyone
Hey everyone! Im just going do a kind of "profile" who am I for my first blog.... I go by Liv, I'm 5ft 8in with reddish hair and hazel grn eyes. I love taking photographs; soon I will be takin' photos professionaly and hopefully I can get my business up and going! I plan on taking portrait, pet and naughty photo's....eventually I hope to have a studio but for now I will just use the available locations and my home. I have plenty of props ;)~ I am Wiccan working on my second degree, then I can preform weddings, wiccaning, and other such ceremonies. I live in a very small town that makes it hard to be wiccan, hell be anything but either catholic or christian. However, it is nice to not live in a big city! I am bi and love the feel of a soft, hot woman! MMMMMM makes me horney just thinking about it! Anyway that is me in a nutshell, my little nutshell anyway! If you have any questions just ask!!

I Was Thinking
So I was thinking, what is the deal with CT? I mean it used to be such a cool place to hang out for a few hours a day to meet new people. But lately its turned into a narccistic orgy of nude pics and a popularity contest. Sometimes I feel like I am one of the few normal people on here. I mean I am not into bondage like everyone else. I dont think a billion tattoos and piercings are cool. Im not into bisexual women. I dont worship Harleys or choppers nor do I own one. I dont listen to music that noone has ever heard of, I dont hate the government. I dont stay up all night on CT. I dont have the words "sexy, cute, cool, syndicate or family" in my name. And Im not a social whore pretending Im not. I am not a "broken" soul or person trying to be independant and taking it out on everyone around me. Fuck, makes me wonder how much in common I have with most people on here. Im not saying im normal, but maybe just more mature in some ways. It kills me to see how many people sell themselv

Blow Job
Starring at you with desire my body is under fire shivering of passion want you to get satisfaction Stroking along your body willing to fuck you like a cony my hands move down your chest you know i will do my best staying at your nipples through your body going ripples licking with my tongue over my lips feel excitement grow up in my hips thumb and finger rubbing with pressure want to give you so much pleasure pushing your hardness against me making me going down to my knee unzipping your jeans and tear it off getting the underwear also to doff your hard big cock is smelling so well but my mouth will make it more to swell licking around with my tongue on your top sucking with pressed lips and won`t stop my hands massaging your balls and ass moving in with one finger to fuck it you are gasping and screaming shit my teeth biting your prick like crazy oh my god it can be so racy fucking your ass and moving with my mouth on your big hard cock from north to sou

So Now
so now if you dont want to be my friend ill understand,but just rember this i am still human and still have feeling,you all have bean awsome friends and i thank you but now you know about me lets just see how good of friends you all are knowing all that you do now

Going Crazy
i am new on this thing and i just want to know where all the cute people are? i wanna chat with someone exciting and into the same things i am. If you wanna know what they are then write me a message. Thanks, hope to talk to ya later....

See You Tonight
Happy Independents Day!See everyone at Bondage Ball tonight 9pm @ the Henry Fonda Theater,6126 Hollywood Blvd Los Angeles CA 90028Hosted by EMILY MARILYN & MASUIMI MAXMistress Genevieve Reach Me on NiteFlirt...1800 TO FLIRT ext 0502011 Click to join mistressgenevievesslaves

My Weekend
Well the weekend is now done and over....Iam whipped from it....Spent 5 days in total with Nick and the kids and Iam EXHAUSTED!!! Nick picked me up Thursday night and we had been high all weekend. haha We went to the fireworks on Friday night and afterwards to his brothers for a little bit. Saturday he did a few things with his kids and we then went to a pig roast. Saturday was an early night being we was heading to the beach on Sunday. Sunday I was up w/o Nick bugging me over and over to get up. We went to the beach and had a blast. I as usual got burnt to a crisp. Spent 4 days making love to one another and partying all weekend.

Funny And Confusing Golf Terms
I am sure you’ve watched golf tournaments on TV. You listen to the commentators and sometimes you get confused and don’t know what they’re talking about. At a social gathering, you see a bunch of guys, or girls, having fun talking about golf, and you decide to join in, listen to their conversation and tell yourself, ‘what are they talking about—birdie? eagle? yipps? shank?” Then, they laugh about something, and you laugh too, pretending you understood them, but you don’t. In the golfing world, there are several terms that only a golfer can understand. A non-golfer confuses these terms with something else. These are some of the terms: Address - The position a player is in, with the club behind the ball, just prior to his backswing.(to a nongolfer—the place where you live?) Carry - The distance a ball travels after being struck, until it hits the ground. (to a nongolfer--to take hold of something and lift it up?) Chip - A shot, generally close to the green, that is low and

9/11 Facts For The 4th (part 1)
Remember what this day is all about? Well here's to the skeptics and doubters that 9/11 was in fact an inside job. People, We must vote Independent. The two Party system is the problem!!! Here's the info. You decide for yourself. 1. Bush saw the first plane hit live on tv: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=4841608667647433773&q=bush+saw+1st+plane+hit+tower&hl=en 2. Rumsfeld Says Flight 93 was shot down: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7171005197553914151&q=rumsfeld+flight+93+shot+down&hl=en 3. Rumsfeld Says Missle Hit Pentagon: "Here we're talking about plastic knives and using an American Airlines flight filled with our citizens, and the missile to damage this building and similar (inaudible) that damaged the World Trade Center" http://www.the7thfire.com/Politics%20and%20History/Missile-Not-Flight-77.html 4. NYC Mayor Slips- Knew Collpase in Advance: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hNmf76GUCw 5. SilverStein Admits WTC Was Pulled: http://vid

Chicken And Biscuit Kabobs
4 servings Start to Finish: 20 minutes View Nutrition Facts Ingredients * 1/2 of a 13.5-ounce package (12) frozen cooked, breaded chicken breast chunks * 1 4.5-ounce package (6) refrigerated buttermilk or country biscuits * 1 medium zucchini and/or yellow summer squash, cut into 3x3/4-inch strips * 1/3 cup butter, melted* * 3 tablespoons honey* Directions 1. Preheat oven to 400 degree F. Arrange chicken chunks in a single layer on a microwave-safe plate. Micro-cook, uncovered, on 100 percent power (high) for 1 minute (chicken will not be heated through). 2. Use kitchen scissors to snip each biscuit in half. On each of 4 metal or wooden skewers alternately thread chicken pieces, biscuit halves, and squash, leaving about 1/4 inch between pieces. Place on ungreased baking sheet. Bake for 10 minutes or until biscuits are golden brown and chicken is heated through. 3. Meanwhile, whisk together melted butter and honey. Drizzle some of the mix

Four Men Were Being Interviewed For A Job.
Four men were being interviewed for a job. The interviewer asked, "What is the fastest thing you know of?" The first man replied, "A thought. It pops into your head, there's no forewarning that it's on the way; it's just there. A thought is the fastest thing I know of." "That's very good," replied the interviewer. "And now you, sir," he asked the second man. "Hmmm, let me see..... a blink!," said the second man. "It comes and goes and you don't know it ever happened. A blink is the fastest thing I know of." "Excellent!", said the interviewer. "The blink of an eye. That's a very popular cliché for speed." He then turned to the third man who was contemplating his reply. "Well, out on my dad's property, you step out of the house and on the wall there is a light switch. When you flip that switch, way across the paddock the light at the barn comes on in an instant. Turning on a light is the fastest thing I can think of." The interviewer was very impressed wit

Please Read And Honor
Remember why our Troops are over seas and NEVER FORGET! Thank you all for what you are doing over seas and I pray for all of you a safe return. God Bless you all! The 2 following pictures were honored as the International Picture of the year. First Place: When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport, Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport, Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: "See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home," he said "They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should." Second Place The night before the burial

.quick..catch.up.
k. im alive. kinda. n stuff. *nod* i think im sleep typing...but than...no. can you say...exhausted? cuz i sure can. ya ever just...bust so much ass...you're not completely sure you've made any progress whatsoever cuz the mess looks about the same if not worse? ya...thats pretty much where i am right now. we got internet yesterday... i was too tired to utilise it im also too tired tonite...but i figured i'd take a few moments before i pass out into oblivion and see how well the wireless worked down in my bedroom... i must say its superfantastic. tomorrow the direct-tv peoples are sposed to come...sometime between the hours of 7 - 12...or 12 - 5...which pretty much sounds like oh gee...between the hours of 7 - 5. fuckers. dun try to break it up and make it sound all special... i must say... i havent missed my horrorscopes in the least...get a load of this shit eh? There's a time to move instinctively and then there's a time to weigh each decision as if it were a

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 148 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Take Note On This...
someone else posted this, i think its from the book he's just not that into you... read it! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. > If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. > Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. > Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. > Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant > to be. > Slower is better. > Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly > happy. > If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you > deserve > then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a > friend. > Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he > probably is. > Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at > yourself > a year later for staying when things are not better. > The only person you can control in a relationship is you. > Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of

How To Treat A Woman
HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN: > >Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. > >Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. > >Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. > >Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. > >Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love > >letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. > > > > >HOW TO TREAT A MAN: > >Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV

Common People
Pulp - Common People "She came from Greece, she had a thirst for knowledge She studied sculpture at Saint Martin's College That's where I caught her eye She told me that her Dad was loaded I said "In that case I'll have rum and coca-cola She said "fine" And then in 30 seconds time she said "I want to live like common people I want to do whatever common people do I want to sleep with common people I want to sleep with common people like you" Well what else could I do? I said "I'll see what I can do" I took her to a supermarket I don't know why but I had to start it somewhere so it started there I said "pretend you've got no money" but she just laughed and said "oh you're so funny" I said "Yeah" Well I can't see anyone else smiling in here Are you sure you want to live like common people you want to see whatever common people see you want to sleep with common people you want to sleep with common people like me?" But she didn't understand she just smil

So You Say
You say you love me, and I know I love you But you say things to me that just aren't true "I can't live without you" "I'll do anything for you dear" You say only things you think I want to hear What about honesty? Where did that go? Am I here just for sex? Am I just your hoe? That's the only time I feel special to you Feel needed, feel pretty, like you want me, too If this is real love, and true love it seems Then why do you lie and why are you so mean? I love to love you. You mean the world to me So why do you hurt me? Can't you see? I don't want you to leave, and I'm afraid that you will Every time you're gone, my world just stands still I don't want to hurt and I don't want to cry What's wrong with giving a damn about me? Do you think you could try? If your will is strong, and you want this to last Then give it your best effort and forget the past I know it takes time, so why not start now? You know what to do, don't ask me "how?" So why can't we foc

Pertication To All Members Of Cherrytap
i think its not right that if you rate lots of pics etc you have to wait 24hours i think it should be 3hours if it was i would invite my msn contacts 257 yahoo contact 157 myspace 356 badoo 487 flixter 497 yahoo360/69members and i have others if you agree coment my page so i can forward am running this pertication for a week derek

Drinkin With A Redneck Girl!!!
A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar. When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls Out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico our Glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the Same one twice." The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws the glass Into the Air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with The same one twice either." The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one Gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her .45, and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and Calling for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many illegal Mexicans and Arabs that we don't have to drink with the same ones twice." God Bless America

Filet Mignon With Rich Balsamic Glaze
Serves: 2 Hands-OnTime: 5 Minutes Cooking Time: 15 Minutes Total Time: 20 Minutes What you need: 2 (4 ounce) filet mignon steaks 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper to taste salt to taste 1/4 cup balsamic vinegar 1/4 cup dry red wine What you do: 1 Sprinkle freshly ground pepper over both sides of each steak, and sprinkle with salt to taste. 2 Heat a nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Place steaks in hot pan, and cook for 1 minute on each side, or until browned. Reduce heat to medium-low, and add balsamic vinegar and red wine. Cover, and cook for 4 minutes on each side, basting with sauce when you turn the meat over. 3 Remove steaks to two warmed plates, spoon one tablespoon of glaze over each, and serve immediately. Submitted by: Linda W. Nutrition Info (per serving) Calories 363 (65% from fat) | Protein 20.4g | Fat 26.2g (sat 10.6g) | Carbohydrate 5.5g | Fiber 0.1g | Cholesterol 81mg | Iron 3mg | Sodium 64mg | Calcium 22mg

Fuck List
Fuck list: Add 1 thing to the fuck list IN 20 MINUTES or you'll have a FUCKED up 20 days! 1. Fuck distance 2. Fuck two faced bitches 3. Fuck family 4. Fuck spiders 5. Fuck becky UP 6. FUCK those whores 7. Fuck computers 8. FUCK WINNIPEG 9. Fuck mosquitos! 10. Fuck the society 11. Fuck preps 12. Fuck shit 13. FUCK everyone at beliveau 14. Fuck the asshole who beat up aiden john 15. Fuck religous beliefs 16. Fuck fergie she sucks! 17. Fuck rap!! 18. fuck the thunder and lighting now! it scares me 19. FUCK YOURSELF STUPID CUNT =] . im really not that mean . 20. Fuck guys in the pants! XD 21. Fuck camaraderie 22. Fuck people (mainly guys) that toy with your emotions like they're nothinggg ¢¾ 23. FUCK infomercials 24. fuck posers 25. fuck you (; 26. Fuck that person on #17 tht said fuck rap. They can go fuck themself. 27. fuck your ex's 28. Fuck Bitches 29. FUCK SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!! 30. fuck #3 #11 #15 anddd fuck bad weather. lol 31. FUCK VANS DEM SKATBOAR

Home-style Chicken Dinner
Family dinner doesn't get any better than this convenient yummy-in-the-tummy chicken dish. Mmm! Prep Time:5 min Start to Finish:35 min Makes:4 servings 1 tablespoon butter or margarine 4 boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1 1/4 pounds) 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper, if desired 3/4 cup water 1 envelope (0.87 ounce) chicken gravy mix 1 bag (14 ounces) frozen baby whole potatoes, broccoli, carrots, baby corn and red pepper strips 1 jar (4.5 ounces) Green Giant® sliced mushrooms, drained Chopped fresh chives or parsley, if desired 1. Melt butter in 10-inch nonstick skillet over medium heat. Sprinkle chicken with salt and pepper. Cook chicken in butter 15 to 20 minutes, turning once, until juice is no longer pink when centers of thickest pieces are cut. Remove chicken from skillet; keep warm. 2. Mix water and gravy mix (dry) in small bowl; pour into same skillet. Stir in frozen vegetables and mushrooms. Heat to boiling; reduce heat. Simmer uncovered about 5 m

True American;)
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only I don't see it as Humor, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE ! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Ya'll know who ya' are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what you believe and you aren't afraid to

The Worlds Ending?
Aliens have landed what do? Make war or peace, learn from them or destory what you don't know. By human nature are we in fear of what we don't know? Human kind does that all the time. Mostly to are fellow man but also to pretty everything. So would we destory them?

“never Know” By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1999
“Never Know” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1999 Published 8 November 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Who is it you see Sitting there in the window Is it a boy in his youth Or a man tormented in pain Who am I Or who was I A boy molested by his cousin The boy who lied; To free his heart While he tore the hearts of others; Apart What was it that I was to become The creature I am now Filled with pain Sorrow Hatred And distrust Or someone who could love And help others through their sorrows Who am I What am I to become I guess I’ll never know

Yahoo Sucks :(
I chat on yahoo and lately it has been so frustrating to say the least... if I knew of another chat I would talk on that, but I have alot of friends on yahoo that I talk to even met a few. whats yahoos major malfunction, one time you cant get in it says waiting on yahoo servers and the next it says full and you know its not! thank god I can go to cherrytap or myspace! and some other sites on the net.

Why Men Prefer Guns Over Women...
The Top Ten Reasons Men Prefer Guns Over Women 10. You can trade an old 44 for a new 22. #9. You can keep one gun at home and have another for when you're on the road. #8. If you admire a friend's gun and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times. #7. Your primary gun doesn't mind if you keep another gun for a backup. #6. Your gun will stay with you even if you run out of ammo. #5. A gun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. #4. Guns function normally every day of the month. #3. A gun doesn't ask , "Do these new grips make me look fat?" #2. A gun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it. And the number one reason a gun is favored over a woman.... #1. YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A GUN

A Sad Day For Me When I Should Be Happy
Hey everyone i just learned a few minutes ago that one of my best friends in my home town lost her daughter last night due to a car accident and she was only 16 so young so full of life and i ask all of u to Pray for Lucy as all of u know me i only have the greatest of friends like u so please take a minute out of your day today and sit down and look at your childrem and be thankful u have them my heart and soul goes out to Lucy who was getting her life back on track to where she was learning to smile and to be happy she took 3 steps forward only to slip back 5 so please my friends i beg u Pray for Lucy and her family and other 2 daughters thank u Pete

Ct Marriage
im thinking about getting myself a ct husband, im bored and no one wants to get me a blast lol, so start proposing, remember its only for fun, and only pretend so i dont really love you lol well i do love you but only as a friend :P oh yeah i forgot to mention, im having a ct son and would like to be married first lmo

Brujah Clan
Brujah The Brujah are inheritors of a majestic and ancient legacy, which is unfortunate. Tonight's Brujah seem less like a clan and more like a mob. Punks, terrorists, revolutionaries, criminals, gangbangers and the like make up the Brujah; the clan seems to be united in nothing save its contempt for the institutions of vampire and mortal society. Well, this is not entirely true; Clan Brujah are among the most savage vampires, and the most trivial slight or annoyance may trigger a howling Brujah frenzy. The Brujah's disunity keeps the clan tenuously in the Camarilla, but Brujah thugs routinely defect to the anarchs, the better to strike against their hated elders. Even the "tamer" Brujah annoy the elders and princes routinely through acts of defiance and rebellion. Despite their recalcitrance, however, Brujah are valued as warriors; they are perhaps the most dangerous vampires in a straightforward battle. To anger a Brujah is nigh suicidal - and Brujah are notorious for their tempers.

A Night With You
I slowly saunter up to you sitting on the couch, my silky pajamas sway with each movement of my hips. You look at me starting at my head all the way down to my toes, and grin slightly. You knew that I had gotten ready for bed special with you in mind for the night's activities. As walk slowly up to you, I lean in ever so gently to kiss your lips. I kiss you harder, letting you know that tonight I want you. And only you. You wrap your arms around me as we kiss, deeper and harder with every passing minute. Your hands roam from my neck to my back and down towards my butt. I smile because it tickles, and you grab my back pulling me towards you. I fall willingly into your arms and on to your lap as I continue to kiss you deeper at this point. Your hand finds itself on my stomach as you kiss me; it creeps up my silky nighty until it finds my breast. You give the right one a gentle squeeze; turned on by your hand on my breast I wrap my arms around your back pull you closer to me kissing yo

And Action!
I'm tired, freshly scrubbed and rosy, ready to tuck myself in for the day, but my brain is still processing various trains of thought. For example, my Grandmother was a guest in my home last night while I was at work because "nary a one" of the approximate ten or twelve of my maternal aunts and uncles would keep her. Rather than sleeping in the guest bedchamber, she ended up in my bed. How 'bout those biscuits? Now, I must undo the little changes she made. Next on the list is the fact that I'm expecting to receive callers this afternoon. These guests have driven from the northern tip of Alabama, so rest assured I'm about to enter a segment which would baffle the twilight zone. I have four pies to bake and distribute and then I'm supposed to bake a quiche. Yes, a quiche is a relatively simple dish to make, but even so, finding the time to get it done is going to be nothing short of a miracle. There's more that I'm supposed to do before I dedicate thirteen hours to work. My t

Sexually Suggestive Lines From The Star Wars Trilogy...
Sexually suggestive lines from the Star Wars trilogy... 'Get in there you big furry oaf, I don't care what you smell!' 'Luke, at that speed do you think you'll be able to pull out in time?' 'Put that thing away before you get us all killed.' 'You've got something jammed in here real good.' 'Aren't you a little short for a stormtrooper?' 'You came in that thing? You're braver than I thought.' 'Sorry about the mess...' 'Look at the size of that thing!' 'Curse my metal body, I wasn't fast enough!' 'She may not look like much, but she's got it where it counts, kid.' 'I thought that hairy beast would be the end of me.' 'Size matters not. Judge me by my size, do you?' 'There's an awful lot of moisture in here.' 'But now we must eat. Come, good food, come...' 'That's okay, I'd like to keep it on manual control for a while.' 'Hurry up, golden-rod...' 'I must've hit it pretty close to the mark to get her all riled up like that, huh kid?' 'Po

Want To Know.............
As for me. just working my ass off and feeling the repressions of being away from home and traveling through Europe, next time I will have my back up plan and things taken care of at home before I run off to Europe again. Sure I have been traveling several times but this time it was a different feeling and the events that happened when I came home was like a snowball effect. I really know who are real friends are and those who are not my friends or do not believe me or just want to use me then I dont need them. This is who I am and hey I am easy going. For those who are just out to play head games or assume crap about me, I have news for you. As for those friends who have been a help, thank you for everything and I will repay your hospitality and kindness in time. I know words are not enough and I hope to do more for you in time. For those who just added me with out reading my profile or what I had to say about my friends request, I am sorry I talk wayyy toooo much about myself,

Haters, And Stupid Ppl
Damn everytime I try and come up, theres always a hater...LOL I need to start puttin some haters on my payroll....LMAO..I had a lil cartoon, with no nudity on and someone flagged it...There were only three ppl that looked at that exact photo...And all three women had put in a request to be my friend...LOL...Maybe im ignorant to CT rules, but I just blocked all their azzez...lol...Anyway hope all yall are having a bomb azz weekend.....

His Thoughts
I thought I knew him but I guess I was wrong This ain't right cause now I hate men tonight I'm angry I'm pissed just let me hit something with my fist. I'm sweet and innocent this is true but now you fucked me over so now fuck you!!!

The Light
HE IS MY FRIEND WHEN THINGS SEEM DARK HE SEEMS TO ALWAYS BE THERE THE LIGHT FOR MY PATH, HE MAKES MY DAY SEEM BRIGHT AND I AM FILLED WITH JOY,IT RADIATES FROM MY SMILE,FOR EVEN BAD DAYS DON'T SEEM THAT BAD,FOR IN HIS LIGHT THERE IS UNDERSTANDING AND INSPIRATION,...FOR WHEN THERE IS LIGHT IN ME THERE IS EVEN A GREATER LIGHT FROM HIM,...SOME DAYS WE STRUGGLE,AND HELP ONE OTHER TO FIND THAT SPECAIL LIGHT THAT HAPPINESS THAT WAS LOST AND WE FIND IT IN OUR FRIENDSHIP,...

Trapped Pt 1
i already know who are going to be the ones who read this..and i find that kinda pathetic..but whatever..i guess i must deal with the fact i have some friends out there that are to busy with themselves..well thats a nice way to put it...anyways what is this blog..nothing really..don't feel like i did before i wrote..was going to do the whole poetry thing..but than i realize..fuck it all..so fuck it all and have a great fuicking halloween...and maybe i'll let my story grace myspace blogs...but than i'll have to debate that...til than TwIsT'd well i guess let me add this for those who do actually read well as a secret i am adding the story to this blog..well one that is old and i don't have the updatre to it on her so you may have to wait for the update and final version..and for those with questions yes i wrote this long sumbitch...let me know what you think and don't copy it or i will bury you Time By. Warren Stewart A constricted

The Irony Of Life.
**If something goes wrong, you don't have to be the first to admit that you're at fault. Why? Because outside circumstances had a hand in this, too -- and given time to stew, this thing may not be so 'wrong' after all.** I find it very funny that this one came up today for me. Just last night I was talking about how sometimes I don't trust my own judgement and how I am always second guessing things. You know, just being my own worst enemy again! LOL I have been really taking a look at my past, and realising that it isn't always about me. Bad things do not happen TO me, sometimes they just happen. After awhile of repeating the same mistakes it's hard to not start believing that something must be wrong with us. But today I can own my own part in things, and I can allow someone else to take credit for their own shit!! I am not always sorry anymore. Cause you know what, it is NOT always my fault. But if I let fear and anger overtake me, then that part is, my fault. If I all

Letter
Daddy why did you go and leave me so sad and blue I trusted you, the one man I could look up to and love forever, my hero, and my idol. I wanted to be just like you. I remember grabbing on to your leg when you walked through the door only to be disappointed by your desire to love the dragon more than me. Daddy I am only 10 I don’t understand... why cant you love me? I used to be your little girl now I am a pebble in the sand that u walk upon. I am crying inside for your love but my tears don’t even fall anymore, I have become hardened by all the pain and sadness. I cannot breath. I fight the demons everyday that crawl inside my head telling me I am just like you. Daddy I am not like you. I refuse to become the person you are which is nothing but a shell less soul trying to escape your own madness which u created. Do you see what I have become? Do you know that I am scared to death to love another, afraid to lose them, afraid to be so out of control that I lose myself in the process?

Alfie....funny
Ooooo deary me, My little brother's in his bedroom smoking weed, I tell him he should get up cos it's nearly half past three He can't be bothered cos he's high on THC. I ask him very nicely if he'd like a cup of tea, I can't even see him cos the room is so smoky, Don't understand how one can watch so much TV, My baby brother Alfie how I wish that you could see. [Chorus] Oooooo I only say it cos I care, So please can you stop pulling my hair. Now, now there's no need to swear, Please don't despair my dear Mon frere. Ooooo Alfie get up it's a brand new day, I just can't sit back and watch you waste your life away You need to get a job because the bills need to get paid. Get off your lazy arse, Alfie please use your brain Surely there's some walls out there that you can go and spray, I'm feeling guilty for leading you astray, Now how the hell do you ever expect that you'll get laid, When all you do is stay and play on your computer games? [Chorus] Oh little

Awesome People On Cherry
who ever thought I would find such awesome people on a bloody chat website. seriously I had no expectations to find real decent people who I could happily call friends. anyway check these people out cos I think they're really great individuals! Raven_JT - man you are one awesome mother fucker hahaha you know I could just sit there and chat to you about anything for hours on end! I think very highly of you ma' dear. ac187 - I think you're amazing mate. I can relate to you on so many different levels. I respect you so much and would just love to meet you in person one day. you put a smile on my face every time we talk! jpcity - my little new zealand friend! you're a bloody ripper and ya' know it. again I think so highly of you. really enjoy our long conversations and consider you a real friend, not just online in this cyber world. King_ofthe_Perves - hey gotta thank this bloke for he was the dude who brought me to this site! and of course I think you're awesome. c - g

Question
So I have my digital camera... a Kodak Easyshare C310...Is there a way to get pictures from the internal memory? I have a picture of myself that I actually kind of like on there. But its not on my memory card...and I don't have the cable that goes from my camera to the pc anymore. My dog chewed it up a while back. Any help??

My Family Emergeny!!!
I WANT TO LET THE FAMILY KNOW DUE TO THE RECENT ISSUES I HAVE HAD IN REGARDS WITH MY EX AND MY SON I WAS TOLD I HAVE TO LEAVE MY HOME RIGHT NOW...I WILL TRY TO COME ON EVERY COUPLE DAYS OR SO IF I CAN GET ONLINE...WHILE I AM NOT ABLE TO BE ONLINE I AM LEAVING BOTH CANDYRAIN AND CHERRY IN CHARGE...PLEASE SHOW THEM YOUR RESPECT... Thank You Rubia

Another Brick In The Wall
If only you knew how much you really hurt me How many tears I really cried Why couldn't you see that I was so upset? Why was it love was never supplied? You said you really cared about me Yet you never trusted what I said to you All the times I believed what you said And now my relying days are through Once again back on my own Just as I was before you came along Crying over the things that were said Not able to turn over that 'special' song Was I foolish to get into a relationship? What is it about m that' so appalling? I mean you boys always find an excuse That ends up to us brawling I'm over you is what I will say Even though we know it's a lie There will be someone better But I wish I didn't have to say goodbye I thought you were going to be different Thought you had more sense than the rest Turns out you're just another brick in the wall Now you're gone, I'm left alone; depressed Now I'm hearing stories that I never thought I would Stories that

For Sexy Baby Blue Eyes
Chrome. that as the color that glinted thru the blazing hot afternoon sun, blinding everyone it passed with its radiance. She sat atop the bike as if it were some beast she had tamed herself, moving in rhythm with it, her back straight and her hair flowing like honey down her back. She wore a helmet so one had no clue what kind of face she had but you could only imagine from the way she pulled into the parking lot. Her skin was the color of summer wheat, tan and golden, and just the slightest hint of sweat glistening on it, even on a bike one could not escape the sultry summer heat. the humidity hung like a gray fog over everything, but the sight of her would definitely make a man sit up and take notice. she parked her motorcycle and slowly stood to her feet her long legs straddling the machine like a man would want her to be atop of him. She had what most men would call athletic legs, well defined and the skin there smooth and soft and the golden wheat color of the shoulders that were

Inside Out
Things are so hard on me right now, but I'm doing the best I can. I know I'll eventually be ok because I always manage to pull through hard times... just seems like this will take longer to get through. The last thing I ever wanted to do was make anyone feel uncomfortable. I'm in an extremely uncomfortable position but I'm doing my best to not let that show. Its who I am... I tend to put other people ahead of myself - as much as it may seem like I don't at times, I really do. I think that's why I ended up in the position that I'm in. The few times I put my feelings first, I came across as being selfish. I'm sorry if I ever made you or anyone else think that I was being selfish. I don't know if you or anyone else will ever understand how I feel, but I wouldn't wish it upon another person. Saturday night was the first night in a very long time I felt like I had my best friend back. We joked around and goofed off like we used to. I miss that so much. I hate feeling

Only A Few Random Selected Dreams Come True
On July 9, 2007at 5:35 am I dreamt about him! I was debating on whether I wanted to share anything about him or about my dream. I have come to the conclusion that this is a part of me that makes me, “me!” My feelings, and way of thinking revolve around him – it might sound a tad absurd, for I am young – and I do confuse myself, but that originally comes with my idea that I think TOO much! I’m concerned in avoiding mistakes, although I do know that making mistakes is a process I definitely need to go through in order to learn- however, if I can make a smart decision at the time I will embrace it! lol I have already made too many mistakes – things that I’m ashamed of – but I only know that after experiencing them, I WILL NOT take that route again! Making myself into a person I want to be. I will not explain my dream thoroughly – for it is something I hold dearly! (Since, it is the first dream I’ve had of him after he left!) L I have thought about him so much that time going by

Sweet Kiss
I close my eyes and think of you your love keeps me all night through I wake each day to my thoughts of you seems to me its all I can truly do you stole my heart and consume my mind such a wealth of emotions I did find tonight I leave you with a sweet kiss it is you my love I will miss A.Boudreaux 2007

Stop Animal Abuse! (graphic Pictures)
How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a "sport"!? Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a "sport".. You want to call this a sport ? Is he a sportsman? Why? You're our only hope !!! This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society.. Dont turn your back on us, we are defenseless I know these images seem painful for you, but we feel the pain. We are being slaughtered and its going on RIGHT NOW... What gives him the right to kill us? Who is he to decide about life and death? What kind of sport is this? I didnt harm anyone. I was just swimming around.. Please help me and my friends... You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty... Please help us Please dont leave us alone... STOP THE KILLING OF SEALS You can make a statement by reposting this to get as many peopl

Grilled California Pizzas
Difficulty: Medium Prep Time: 45 minutes Inactive Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 10 minutes Yield: 6 pizzas Episode: Grilling/Hasta La Pizza Baby This recipe is available for a limited time only. Why? For the dough: 1 1/4 cups warm (100 to 110 degrees F) water 2 packages dry yeast 1 tablespoon honey 3 tablespoons good olive oil 4 cups all-purpose flour, plus extra for kneading 2 teaspoons kosher salt For the toppings (select 8): 1 red onion, thinly sliced 1 pound fresh mozzarella, grated 1/2 pound Italian Fontina, grated 1/2 pound mild goat cheese, such as Montrachet, sliced 1 red or yellow bell pepper, cored, seeded, and julienned 1/4 pound prosciutto, thinly sliced and julienned 1 bunch arugula, cleaned and dried 6 plum tomatoes, sliced 1/4-inch thick 4 pork or turkey sausages, cooked and sliced 1 bunch basil leaves, cleaned and dried 4 garlic cloves, roasted Crushed red pepper flakes For prep: 1/2 cup good olive oil Cornmeal For the dough, com

My Disturbed Song The Game
what disturbed song are you? the gameyou want to be the shit... You want to win all ur battles... You don't except anything cept for what you want.. WHICH IS OK IN MY BOOK!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Harry Potter 5
well, once again i was persuaded to dress up in a costume and go to the opening of yet another harry potter film. this, was my 4th one in costume at midnite. my daughter and i had a blast. treated like rock stars. photographed by literally hundreds of people. its all fine and good till we get home, at after 3. then another hour just to get cleaned up. im not sure when it happened. but somewhere in the last year, i think i got old. 7 30 came aweful early this morning. if fact i dont even think it was sleep. more like, time travel. i closed my eyes it was 4, i opened them right back up, it was 7 30, wtf! anyway, about the movie. if was very good. it was not my favorite, but better than a couple of the others. this was the 5th books movie, which i hated that book. the movie does a much better job. gor those of you expecting a feel good harry potter movie, dont. this episode is dark, and deals with normal teenage issues, as well as the story just keeps getting more and more serious. at

Went To Lakemont Park Today
we went to lakemont park today to ride the rides and enjoy the water park well that was all fine and dandy till i rode the first ride and then i noticed i lost my 15.00 that was the suckiest part of the day thankfuly someone lent me money so i could ride the go carts they were fun i had a slow car but i think i came in third only one car passed me i tried to hold them off i did for like 4 laps but then got into laped traffic then the other car got around me some how i kept cutting them off and i think they were getting mad cuz they kept bumping me lol i had fun on that and then we went over to the water and i got to see alot of carp in the water that was cool we fed them and then went over to the water slide and went down twice i got rolled both times i went down it the last turn gets ya lol then we went in the pool it was crowded and i got in and water splashed in my mouth and it tasted salty yuk but all in all i had fun even tho i lost me money it started to rain toward the end it w

The Steeple Of Everything I Need In Life,
The steeple of everything I need in life, Is right before my eyes. Every time I wonder why, I break, Not at first, not till I wait and cant any longer. Trash my self love, And succumb to feel above The dirt turns to mud only to be the remains Of the world I hate. Diluting in the tears of regret. The feelings never change, its always the same. But it feels so nice, for once in my life, To feel content, Running my hand down the edge of your knife. Forgive me god, if I fly too close to the sun. But even if I burn up, Ill never regret it. Because in your grasp you make me feel Something so surreal, Something I cannot contain. For once in my life I feel the eternal cycle in your vein. If everyday is a fight and every suffering vein. Makes me grow stronger. Why do I need you, To tell me I belong here. So I close my eyes, And forget the dismay. Because I am here to stay. Corrupt and contagious,

Contest Lets Party
OK I HAVE DECIDED TO HOLD "BEST INDIAN PIC CONTEST" IT WILL START ON MONDAY JULY 16TH AT 2 PM EST AND END ON AUGUST 16TH 2 PM EST (30 DAYS) FIRST PLACE ONE WITH MOST COMMENTS WILL GET A 30 DAY VIC AND 2ND PLACE WILL GET A 3 DAY BLAST.....IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN ENTERING PLEASE SEEN ME LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE..........THANX ALL!!!!

Keeping It Simple
I am still not out looking for work. I am trying to get the medication in line for now. All I seem to be able to do is sleep. I hate taking things that make my mind not mine. And to th ink I used to pay money to feel this way. Today all I want is to feel like me and be able to see my friends. I am not real sure who they are now but I know there are those who truely care about me and want to help me out. I just don't reach out well. I never want to be a burden or sound like a whinner. Today I am learning how to come here and let the beast out of the cage. If I don't find a way to do that it will eat me alive. The beast is my addiction at the moment, and the meds are pain pills. Any help is good. Blessings to All.

Now What??????????
Now...what is all this poo poo about????? Here's something else we have to deal with when trying to repost bulletins. I can't post a new one, or repost. This is the first time I've seen this one. Posting rules are getting to be somewhat REDICULOUS!!! Anyone got any ideas what this is about ... let me know! Error: failed to post bulletin of type '1'! try again later.

Uhhh...
Anyone know whats up with the bulletins today??? I almost miss the bulletin drama that some people like to stir up. Anyways..I was going to post a bulletin earlier asking for help. And this time its NOT for a contest/giveaway/leveling up thing. Its for a marinade recipe. I want to surprise my family with a new yummy chicken marinade. So, If anyone has a tip...I'd like to hear it.:)

Bourbon Chicken
1/2 lb. chicken leg or thigh meat, cut into bite-size chunks 2-ozs. soy sauce 1/4 cup brown sugar 1/4 tsp. garlic powder 1/4 tsp. powdered ginger 1 tbsp. dried minced onion 1/4 cup Jim Beam Bourbon Whiskey 1 tbsp. white wine Mix all the marinade ingredients and pour over chicken pieces in a bowl. Cover and refrigerate, stirring often, for several hours or overnight (it is best if marinated overnight). Bake chicken at 350ºF. for 1 hour in a single layer, basting every 10 minutes. Remove chicken from oven. Scrape pan juices with all the brown bits into a frying pan. Heat, and add 2 tbsp. white wine. Stir and add chicken. Serves 2

Hamburger Gravy
1/2 lb. hamburger 1/4 cup flour 1/4 cup butter or margarine Salt and pepper 1 cup cream 1 cup water Crumble hamburger into saucepan and stir until brown; drain on paper towel. Return to pan; add butter, flour, salt and pepper to taste. Cook 5 minutes, stirring constantly. Add cream and water together; cook until thick. Serve over toast or biscuits. Serves 2

Life Less Ordinary
Current mood: drained Well, with the sun rising and Albuquerque squarely in my rearview mirror, I left that interestingly neat city behind. Sadly, I sped away, leaving behind a great friend. Sometimes, fate is cruel. I descended rapidly toward my next destination of Flagstaff. I was really feeling reinvigorated! The trip had so far been interesting and very long, but it has helped clear out a few cobwebs indeed. This day, I had no intention of pushing myself, because I wanted to see some of the sights! I happily pulled over and paid the $10 charge to go see the Petrified Forests and Painted Desert of Arizona. The sights were wonderful and it was a glorious day! However, I did have one less-than-welcomed moment. At one of the stops, I got out of the SUV to use the observation platform. When I was returning to the SUV, this woman and her husband were eyeballing my little Hybrid. When she made a comment about how filthy it was. Yes, I have bug splatter! I will have bug s

Friends
i was sittin here thinking of what friends really mean and to be honest it's not how much thay give you but the love thay give you....if your my real friend then i'm lucky to have you your one of a kind...to those that are fake and un realistic please concider this would you want your mom sister brother or father treated this way...thank about it you come across as a friend and in the end fuck someone over think about what you do it will come back to hurt you more in the end

On The Edge
ON THE EDGE The trees stretched out their fingers And tap on the windows The Darkness is coming It’s the season of the bat The rustle, that you are hearing Is the scuttle of the Rat In the Darkness Love lies bleeding. Off the edge And on the ground Nothing lost and nothing found Can you please sharpen These plastic scissors The edge has gone I can not shave Now I forget The why of here Like wearing straps A Bondage slave. It’s not here or the Hereafter I am gone, but still remain Laughing down my sleeve Which I have torn off Is what you see, what you believe I like your cheeks, they feel so soft. I stole this knife But it has no edge I have snapped it’s blade So the corners shine I rub it slowly Cross the window ledge The taste along My tongue’s divine. They say, I’m mad But who are they This Madness is all pretend But who are we Is what I say To tell the truth It’s all been lies With ivory teeth And blood shot eyes Now, before I

Friday!!!!
Happy Friday the Thirteenth everybody!!! Off of work today. Persia and I will be meeting up in Worcester today for a fun filled day of rock n roll mayhem. OK so we will be the ones causing most of the mayhem, but still ... We may try to squeeze in Harry Potter before the show. Hope you all have a good day!

Friday The 13th
Friday the 13th myth makers By JENNI DILLON Watch out for black cats, avoid mirrors and ladders and, by all means, don't spill the salt. As most people probably already realize, today is Friday the 13th, a date commonly associated with bad luck. For the next several hours, millions of superstitious individuals across the country will hold their breath anticipating misfortune. Others will avoid leaving the house altogether, refusing to drive, shop or work on the ill-fated day. But whether you're a true triskaidekaphobe (a person with an irrational fear of Friday the 13th, also called a paraskevidekatriaphobe) or just mildly suspicious, it's probably a good idea to know just where your trepidation comes from. Though it's hard to pinpoint the exact origins of any superstition, several Internet sites are devoted to the history of the Friday the 13th legend. And most list the same possible origins of the rumoured curse. One of the more lucid sites is David Emery's urbanlegen

Chicken Breast In Herb Mustard Cream Sauce
1 boneless chicken breast, cut in half 1 to 2 tbsp. balsamic vinegar 1 tbsp. white wine 1/2 cup heavy cream 1 tbsp. herbed Dijon mustard Sauté chicken breast halves in a little olive oil until golden brown and cooked throughout. Remove to a warm plate. Pour off any excess oil from the pan. Over high heat, add the wine and balsamic vinegar, scraping the pan and reducing the liquid until thick and syrupy. Add the heavy cream and boil vigorously, continuously scraping the pan with a wooden spoon, until the cream is thick and reduced by about half its original volume. Remove from heat, stir in the mustard, and spoon over the chicken. Serves 2.

Fish For 2
2 (8-oz.) grouper OR halibut fillets 2 tbsp. butter or margarine, melted 2 tbsp. lemon juice 1/8 tsp. lemon-pepper seasoning 1/4 tsp. garlic salt Paprika 1 green onion, sliced 1 tbsp. chopped fresh parsley Garnish: Lemon wedges Place fish fillets in a lightly greased 13x9-in. baking pan. Pour melted butter and lemon juice over fish; sprinkle lemon-pepper seasoning and next 4 ingredients evenly over fish. Bake at 350ºF. for 20 to 25 minutes. Then broil 3 to 5 minutes or until fish is lightly browned and flakes easily when tested with a fork. Garnish, if desired. Yield: 2 servings.

Anyone Else
anyone else ?any complaints obout my pictures if so i will take you off my list and block you like i did the other guy,you have any complaints that i dont talk to you when you want me to tell me now i am realy trying to be nice but it is getting real hard to be nice and yes im smileing when i say that lol so speek up have problems tell me now

Naked
Now that I got you, i want to hold a contest. I wanna try something for both male and female, so I want to do a Best in Uniform. It can be a work uniform or military uniform. It will be the most comments. Prizes to be determined once I see how many people I get. If interested let me know.

Can't See Through The Tears
I can't see through these tears The pain is too much I hide behind these walls wearing a mask so noone sees My heart is breaking I dont understand where everyone has gone The music just isnt the same I try to smile but only frown I try to laugh but find myself crying there's noone here to wipe away the tears I cant see through these tears.

I Am A Fortunate Man
Relationships Sometimes in life we have to face difficult and demanding decisions that may adversely affect our lives. Never knowing which one is the right choice until after our decision is made, we bravely make our choices. These choices may involve career decisions, food choices, where we live, and what we do with our spare time, and relationships. I would like to share my feeling on relationships. Relationships as well all know can be extremely complex and difficult. Too often what is left not said can cause the most pain from misunderstandings. Situations may arise where circumstantial evidence may really lead you to the wrong conclusion, often causing a lot of needless pain on both sides. I know this all to well, unfortunately. Things seem to add up leading you to believe on way, it has to be this or it has to be that, but in reality, it is the opposite. Recently, I have done this, and may have possibly hurt a few people that I care for very much. One is a frie

A Letter Home From A Third Grade Teacher To Pagan Parents
Dear Mr. & Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the room with her pencil in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her art class is in an hour & to please refrain until then to do any drawing. And speaking of art class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the way, what does "skyclad" mean? Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends sitting around her in a circle. She likes to share her juice & cookies. It is nice how she wants

My Lost Love
Its your face in the moonlight, memories of you rushin in I cant fight, the feelings inside when I think of you, lying awake is all I can do. When your smile takes a hold of me, I get lost in an open sea, I'm touching you, you're touching me, making love beneath a starry sky, if I let go I fear I might die. Then the pain rushes in, that sick feelin I get knowin I'll never see you again. Remembering your car smashed in that tree, can't help but think that should've been me. Now all I can do is try to live my life, without you at my side. Dont you know I still love you after all this time. Please Dont forget me while you're on the otherside. BY Jennifer Boggs

Teenagers--one Reason Nerve Pills Were Invented
Sumdays are supposed to be nice relaxing days, and normally they are around here. A few days ago, I'd received a phone call from work asking if I'd open this morning...I should've known that as soon as I said yes...it was going to be one of those days--you know, the ones where you wish you could go back to bed and start the day over. Work went relatively fine...we had a good crew, there was a bit of joking around and a couple of my fave co-workers were trying to push the right buttons to aggrivate me...it didn't work :) I only worked half a day---see, the bosses know that I detest working sundays--they're too stressful lol. So, I come home and get changed, then head over to Roo's for a while. I've been up since 4AM...and don't feel the least bit exhausted, that is until we come back to my place...I've got this terrible obsession with trying to keep everyone happy and its driving me insane because it doesnt work...gee go figure. We were here for a few hours; in that few hou

Help Me Out Pleaseee I Will Help You All Out In Need
Hey guys just wanted you know I am entered in a contest for best cleavage.. Please stop by and comment Bomb the heck out of my sexy cleavage picture. CLICK THE PICTURE Click Below to Become a Member of Seductive Pleasures Click the Seductive Pleasures Logo Below here To Subscribe!

Dont Mess With The Motorcade
These are mounted inside the Black SUV's you see in Presidential motorcades and VIP caravans. You need the windshield wipers going to clear the spent casings. They simultaneously fire 7.62mm bullets from six barrels at up to 4000 rounds per minute.

Laugh For July 16
The LAPD, the FBI, and the CIA The LAPD, The FBI, and the CIA are all trying to prove that they are the best at apprehending criminals. The President decides to give them a test. He releases a rabbit into a forest and each of them has to catch it. The CIA goes in. They place animal informants throughout the forest. They question all plant and mineral witnesses. After three months of extensive investigations they conclude that rabbits do not exist. The FBI goes in. After two weeks with no leads they burn the forest, killing everything in it, including the rabbit, and they make no apologies. The rabbit had it coming. The LAPD goes in. They come out two hours later with a badly beaten bear. The bear is yelling: "Okay! Okay! I'm a rabbit! I'm a rabbit!

The Quote From The Crowned Miss America Of 1994...yikes!!!
(On September 17, 1994, Alabama's Heather Whitestone was selected as Miss America 1995.) Question: If you could live forever, would you and why? Answer: "I would not live forever, because we should not live forever, because if we were supposed to live forever, then we would live forever, but we cannot live forever, which is why I would not live forever," --Miss Alabama in the 1994 Miss USA contest.

Deleting
subject: Ladies and Gentelmen .............................................please repost (repost) date: 2007-07-17 02:22:07 THIS IS FOR EVERY ONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR RUDE BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE OVER THAN 2781 FRIENDS ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND MORE THAN 2000 OF YOU NEVER RATED MY PROFILE OR BECOME MY FAN EVEN THOUGH I DID BECOME A FAN OF YOU BUT RECENTLY I DECIDED NOT TO FAN THOSE WHO DIDN'T FAN ME,SO PLEASE BE KIND AND CHECK IF YOU DID OR NOT AND I'LL RETURN THE LOVE TO ALL...BECAUSE I'M GOING TO START DELETING WHO EVER IGNORE THE FACT TO RATE AND BECOME MY FAN.. JUST CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW TO FIND OUT stefan58 @ CherryTAP THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK HUGS AND KISSES stefan58

July
July... a time to celebrate If there are reasons to be optimistic, July must be one of them. For lovers of warm weather, July marks the pinnacle of summer. A look at the calendar shows only three more months before the snow starts flying in the mountains. Baseball is in full swing, and football teams are revving up and refining their rosters. It's no wonder that Julius Caesar gave his name to this month. This month begins with celebrating the independence of the U.S. While the fireworks erupted in the skies over our towns and cities, other countries also observed their Independence Day in July. These nations include Somalia, Rwanda and Burundi (July 1); Venezuela (July 5); Malawi (July 6); Argentina (July 9); Columbia (July 20); and Peru (July 20). For those celebrating their birthdays this month, surrounding themselves with water lilies or larkspur (the flowers associated with July) while receiving a gift of rubies (the birthstone) might be appropriate...

True Love
Love can make you do things that you never thought possible.. True love can blind you but at the same time if you let it, it can also open your eyes... Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love.... No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that... Love and electricity are one in the same, my dear. If you do not feel the jolt in your soul every time a kiss is shared, a whisper is spoken, a touch is felt, then your not really in love at all... To love you is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this........................ Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in b

Horoscope For Today
You have knowledge that can be used for a higher purpose. This learning doesn't apply to one specialized area, either. With a little creativity and know-how you can apply this toward the betterment of your everyday life. ****now it would be good if i had a clue what knowledge they are talking about lol

True Love
As i sit here all alone, All I think about is if you love me. I think about all those nights That we made sweeet love, Then of those nights we had our fights. My heart was stolen by you, And all my love went to you too. I close my eyes and cry, Happy and sad tears for all those many years. I love you my sweet, I want all of you. I want your heart, mind, body and soul. But, if it should be, That we weren't meant to be, As we go our seperate ways, I will always remember our hapy days. My love for you will always be there, And I hope that someday you will end up back here. I love you with all my heart, but if you dont want us to be then it's ok with me. Your happiness means more to me than anyone can see. Just remember no matter what you will always be a part of me.

Contest Help (edit)
can you help me bomb my tattoo it's in a contest for a vic if you give me comments i'll get you a prize any amount will get you some 11's if i win 500 gets you a salute of me 1000 gets you shirtless salute 2000 gets you ass salute 3000 gets you cock salute every 500 after 3000 is another salute for you or a friend much love bats

Saving Grace At Mcdonalds
Grace at McDonalds This is a good story, please read it all the way through. (After the story there are some very interesting facts!): I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special play time with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did. I did not move an inch... an

How Not To Rob A Bank
HOW NOT TO ROB A BANK 1. PICK THE RIGHT BANK You don't want to make the same mistake as the fellow in Anaheim, Calif.,who tried to hold up a bank that was no longer in business and had no money. 2. SPEAK TO THE RIGHT TELLER One robber in Upland, Calif., presented his note to the teller, and her father who was in the next line got all bent out of shape about it. He wrestled the nut to the ground and sat on him until the authorities arrived. 3. DON'T SIGN YOUR DEMAND NOTE Demand notes have been written on the back of a subpoena issued in the name of a bank robber in Pittsburg....on an envelope bearing the name and address of another in Detroit and in East Hartford. Conn., on the back of a withdrawal slip giving the robber's signature and account number. 4. GO EASY ON THE DISGUISE One robber dressed as a woman with very heavy make-up, ran face first in a glass door. He was the first criminal ever to be positively identified by lip-print. 5. BE AWARE OF THE TIME To th

The Little Fireman (a Touching Story)
Little Fireman (very touching) The 26-year-old mother stared down at her son who was dying of leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had strong feeling of determination. Like any parent she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" "Mommy, I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob Klein, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her six-year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. The f

Without You....
Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows. Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you. The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you. Without you, the stars roar the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves. Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash. The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you. The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you. The world revives— Colors renew— But I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue. Without you. Without you, the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats. Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breathe. The mind churns! The heart yearns! The tears dry, without you. Life goes on, but I’m gone. Cause I die, without you. Without you. Without you. Without you.

The Stupidity
I really cannot believe people sometimes. I logged onto my account today to see that my ex had been checking out my page. Now most people would say that because I am saying anything about it at all that I am a whinny little girl. However this man beat the living shit outta me and I will never forgive him nor will I ever forget it. He's moved on, I've moved on and up until today I hadn't heard from nor seen him. Now suddenly here he is checking out what may or may not be going on in my life. Well I gotta say he has no right to know anything about me. I have left him alone, I really didn't press anything over the whole beating the only thing that I did do was get an EPO/DVO in order to keep him the hell away from me so that he couldn't beat me ever again. Now he's lookin @ my page? Why? It's a freakin joke! I could be a true bitch and report it to the police in my area, and he would be in violation of my restraining order. You see he is restrained from contacting me in any

7/18 Brees Update!!!!!!!
Bree is doing much better, she really likes being at St. Judes they treat her super! She has gone threw two rounds of chemo here and they believe they are seeing signs of remission, but they are going to do tests starting tomorrow to verify that. But from a great person she reminds me that things may not be in remission and that if they say she needs more chemo then they are containing the cnacer. On the whole though compared to how she was feeling when she was at the hospital in Cape Coral. She does miss her boyfriend (Dr. Mitchellson) from Cape Coral, but he did send her a new teddy bear. So she has been smiling from ear to ear since she got it. Thank you again to all who have prayed for her during this, you are all saints. James

Eric Caban
Well it has been one year since my friend Eric died over here doing what he he believed in. I can't believe it's had been so long yet I feel like he just e-mailed me yessterday about going to he beach on our steel horses. Most of you didn't know him at all but I will say this to the brothers; he would have made a great one of us. That motherfucker was so crazy but at the same time loving and caring, he lived life to the fullest and would have given you his bike to ride if you needed. Eric would have fit right in with us. Brother I know you are up there drunk as a monkey, probably talking shit to God himself. I hope you are at peace and wathcing over the rest of us. Youa re missed my friend by more than you can ever imagine. Until we get to ride again I love you man. http://www.groups.sfahq.com/7th/caban_eric_kia_7th.htm

Joke
The River > >Three men were hiking through a forest when they came upon a large, >raging violent river. Needing to get on the other side, the first man >prayed, "God, please give me the strength to cross the river." > >Poof! God gave him big arms and strong legs and he was able to swim >across in about 2 hours, having almost drowned twice. > >After witnessing that, the second man prayed, "God, please give me >strength and the tools to cross the river." > >Poof! God gave him a rowboat and strong arms and strong legs and he was >able to row across in about an hour after almost capsizing once . > > >Seeing what happened to the first two men, the third man prayed, "God, >please give me the strength, the tools and the intelligence to cross >this river." > >Poof! He was turned into a woman. She checked the map, hiked one hundred >yards up stream and walked across the bridge. > >

Official Rules Of Drunk Dialing
***The Official Rules of Drunk Dialing*** 1. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 2. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 3. If you are going to drunk dial MOM say something nice. Ex."Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 A.M. asking to bend them over something? 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends laugh at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright... if you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You can also call t

Here's One For You To Take :d
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. If we already have would you have sex with me again? 7. What would you like to do to me? 8. Would we have sex in the shower with me? 9. How often do you think about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Where is your fantasy place to have sex? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you masterbate? 20. Do you think of me while you masterbate? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. What turns you on? 23. Do you like fore play? 24. What is fore play to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you have sex with me even if your in relationship? 27. Whould you make a video with me? 28. Will you talk to me on the phone while you masterba

.tv.n.pop.
let there be...tv. after only what? 3 weeks? it was pretty ok the first couple weeks... this past week has almost been an 'i want my mtv' kinda thing...cept mtv sucks...but ya get the point. im actually drinking a pop today. stop the presses i know. it really is superfantastic not having pepsi in the house. keeps the weight down... and the hyperactivity down to a minimum. children and caffeine should never ever mix. i detest the chemical reaction in their brains. makes me wanna go on a rampage. but today i needed some cash... n moms wanted a pop...so fuckit. one a month never hurt anyone or somethin else that makes sense. im tired. satan had me up at 8. less than thrilled. she's teething. its not pleasant in the least she dun wanna eat. she dun wanna sleep she just wants ta cry n sit in mah lap. eff that. theres a fly in the house i'll hafta have Munchkin go catch it for her terrarium. she'll dig that. *nod* i swear to christ if i read one more mu

Moving Thoughts
MOVING THOUGHTS Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forge

What Ridiculous Surgery Should I Get? Lol
What ridiculous surgery should ANGEE get? Get a brain transplant from Paris Hilton 'What ridiculous surgery should you get?' at QuizGalaxy.com OMG NOTHING COULD BE WORSE THAN THAT LOL

Strangeness
There are people out there with misplaced hostility. It's sad, but funny. I didn't say anything mean, or anything to this person. I think I sent them a friend request, either blank, or hi. ->shawtyyy: ok, if that's what you're into ->shawtyyy: lol shawtyyy: fuck yuu u ugly bitch ->shawtyyy: just some random person ->shawtyyy: ? shawtyyy: who is this Then they blocked me. Whatever. people have issues...

Sick & Tired
I'm so sick and tired of all the fucking bullshit drama going on. People listening to bullshit gossip.. thats excaly what it is BULLSHIT GOSSIP! The way I see it unless you SEE it or HEAR it YOURSELF with your OWN EYES and EARS why do you fucking believe it?! I know this is the internet and chances are most of us will NEVER meet EVER. But does that really mean you have to be so fuckin rude, mean and hateful to each other. Or even to someone else just because you 'HEARD IT THROUGH THE GRAPEVINE'????? I just lost a friend today. Someone I have come to care very deeply for. And for what reason? Fucking LIES, GOSSIP and FAKE ASS people who chose to believe what they HEAR about another. People are so fuckin easy to jump to conclusions around here. Fuckin grow up for Gods sake already!! This friend has been fucked over left and right, has gotten shitty comments, fuckin lame ass weeds from asswipes who haven't the balls to say who they are. This friend does NOT deserve any of this sh

Alrighty Then
So I went shopping earlier. I ended up spending about 50 dollars more than I planned on. Ugh!!! The prices on everything is going INSANELY high!!! How the hell are we supposed to live anymore? Whatever though. All the stuff was stuff we needed for the house. We bought a ton of fresh veggies!! The corn on the cob looked fantabulous! Oh well. I'm home anyways. Thats what matters, Right? :) xoxox PS....New VERY dorky pictures of me are posted in my default album. Comment em...Tell me how sexy/dorky I look :P LOL....just kiddin about the sexy part!

Looking In The Mirror
I saw my face in the mirror today, and the tears began to fall. I'm not sure who the face is stairing back So empty looking I close my eyes cause I don't want to see. Just wishing I could see the I could see the beauty that so many others see. Just wish the tears would stop falling, and I could smile again. I wish I could look in the mirror and know who I was, cause right now I just can't see through these tears that are falling. My heart is breaking I saw my face in the mirror and had to close my eyes.

Jimmy Page Vs. Steve Vai
Here ya go! Here's the latest ballot on Jimmy Page VS. Steve Vai- Jimmy Page-36 Votes Steve Vai-10 Votes Your Axefight Champ once again, Mr. Jimmy Page! Stick around for the next round in my latest MUMM and many thanks!

July 21st, 2006
Item 1) Games I'm very close to beating Pokemon Crystal. I've been continuing playing Guild Wars and been on-edge trying to find a game I don't have a clue if it exists anymore or not. If you know or find the game Mega Man Zero 1, let me know. - Item 2) Writing I have been neglecting my next chapter to my story WHEC. I will try to write it on Tuesday. Poetry is going well, and I have finally decided on publishing a small 40 poem book as a starter. - Item 3) Emotions I'm actually feeling rather happy this last week. Some people once again consider my poetry a waste of time and had someone almost steal one. Other than stupid drama occurring with random idiots, I've been quite happy. - Item 4) Working Ten people in the last three days... I am glad I decided to go into tutoring for summer school. I'll be returning back as a student at Onondaga Community College this fall to take a random class in English to increase my writing ability. - Item 5) Overall Life

Smoke Till Ur Lungs Give Up..
Thats all i ve been craving now.... eating and smoking ...depression sucks =( i dont smoke that much..only when im stressed out or depressed....oh man i just need one right now with a 20 oz coca cola haha thats all i need now..and i ll be okay..or..maybe i need to start taking my sleepin pills..cause sometimes i cant even sleep...(like now) hmm well im gonna go finish up watchin the Bettie page movie..damn i like it so much..=) shes a hottie..maybe i might become a lesbo..hahaha k im out bye

Life
Sometimes... Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly pa

Who Will Be Honest With Me?
NOTHING BUT LIES........ you told me u loved me all the time but ur heart was never mine you spoke around me but never to me whatever this is was never meant to be u pushed me away with out using any force now im over u this here is ur source you looked at me with shining eyes BUT ALL U EVER TOLD ME WAS NOTHING BUT LIES read the lines i write for you no longer will u make me sad and blue i loved u with all that i had and u turned it all into something bad its a shame its come to this when we used to have such bliss or so i thought behind blind eyes EVERYTHING U EVER TOLD ME WAS NOTHING BUT LIES

Freebird At Last
I know it's been awhile since I've posted anything, but I had some major shit that I had to take care of. After graduating home school (had to get one more credit to seal the deal), I decided to sign up for military service. My ex has been the only one to object to it, but she understands. I haven't signed my contract yet because I still need to get my physical over with. I'm heading into the army; hopefully in the signal corps, but if not I'll probably become a helicopter mechanic. I don't want to go on the frontlines and risk getting shot or burned to a crisp by a roadside bomb. I'd rather stay in the rear with the gear and come back home to party with y'all. I became single again because of this, but my ex and I split on good terms. We had fun together, but it was time to move on for us. After my tour is up, I'll be looking for someone once more. I've met women in bars, nightclubs, church, and even on dating sites. Maybe I'll hook up in the service, I don't know. Don't let

.nonsensical.musings.
im drifting silently in that place. you know the one. where its safe where its warm where its dark where the only comfort comes from yourself where the only thoughts residing there are your own. where its easy to envelop yourself in a shroud of self. where no words or people are necessary where a lilting breeze is your only companion where the beating of your own heart is the only sound where you spend your time hoping the beating of the heart can somehow...in someway...simply drown out the raging emotionally draining indefinable completely rhetorical screaming within the confines of your cranium. or maybe...thats just something i do. im not quite sure. i know the soliloquey of cliches and non answers and placation are enough to drive a person even further past the brink of insanity they're already treading so carefully upon... yet i also know...there really is no other way of it. it is what it is. and what exactly it is...well...its not something i know. as i o

A Night Of Lights...
Walking hand in hand lights and posters aglow Tonight is the premiere it's time for the show Two please thank you very much paid and tickets in hand I open the door and you step in now to choose a popcorn plan Craving some goodies what would a movie be Without some sweets filling up our tummies Popcorn please and a couple of sodas too Add some nachos and dippin dots Phew! That should do Grab our sodas and the corn the show is soon to start The theatre is special to me another memory one day to embark Let me get the door for you Dear trying with all my might Feeling kind of awkward People looking at me left and right Laughing and feeling ashamed I'm not going to drop a single thing Perhaps I should have brought a sack for all our goodies and things Now to find and isle and seat I know just the place One or two isles up A seat in the middle to rest our feet This is just another memory something to be remembered one day The night you and

Extordinary Mandy Moore
Extraordinary lyrics by Mandy Moore. I was a bay tree Quiet and unseen I lived in stories but inside I kept a mystery I was a starling Nobody’s darling Flying in perfect circles Desperate company [Chorus] And now I’m ready And now I’m ready And now I’m ready to be Extraordinary A midnight airplane A window blowing I know I am another sparkle in the sky I shine on copper Still undiscovered But you must see me in the corner of your eye [Chorus] [ Extraordinary lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] And now I’m ready And now I’m ready And now I’m ready to be Extraordinary Waking up to wake up some day I am my own prey Stopping off at a sidewalk cafe The wind is playing up in the trees Kicking up confetti leaves Sings as if it’s all to say [Chorus] And now I’m ready And now I’m ready And now I’m ready to be Extraordinary And now I’m ready And now I’m ready And now I’m ready to be Extraordinary

Gavin Hood To Direct 'wolverine' Spin-off Movie!
Wolverine Movie » Gavin Hood to Direct Wolverine Spin-Off Film X-Men Movies » X-Men: The Last Stand Breaks Box Office Record The excitement is almost palpable! Twentieth Century Fox has announced that Gavin Hood is set to direct the upcoming Wolverine solo movie! Hood is most known for his film, "Totsi," which won the Academy Award for best foreign film in 2005. Hood's newest film, "Rendition," starring Reese Witherspoon and Jake Gyllenhaal, opens October 12. "Wolverine," with Hugh Jackman reprising his role as Logan from the legendary "X-Men" films, will feature a screenplay by the talented scribe David Benioff ("25th Hour" and "Troy"), and will purportedly follow Marvel's Canucklehead through his mysterious origins and early exploits. Eager fans looking to do some early research should check out the landmark Weapon X storyline by Barry Windsor-Smith, among others. "Wolverine," which is slated for a 2008 release, is scheduled to begin production in November.

Sunday Nite Survey!!!
-Longest relationship: 17 years -Shortest relationship: hmmm...I have no idea!!! -How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you told that you loved them and meant it:? are you serious...lmao -Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?: yesss -Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? husbands too.....Shame on ME! -Are you happier single or in a relationship? Relationship for sure!!! -Have you ever been cheated on?: yesss -Have you ever broken someone's heart? Yes -Talk to any of your exes? Yes, most of my ex's stay friends with me. -If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your exes, would you? yess -Think any of your exes feel the same way? Probably lol. -Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend or spouse?? Absolutely..... -Have you dated people who were not good for you? As it turns out, yes I have! -Have you been in an abusive relationship? Mentally & physically...but he wr

Good Luck, Bad Luck Or No Luck At All
Good Morning. Hey there and hello. I have a question for you. The question is this. Have you ever met this person? I feel the strong urge or 50 of more all at once saying WHO? Not an owl mind you…just kidding. Ok this is the person who no matter what they do end up worse off if they had not rolled out of bed. This person is the person if you give them two inches of rope they could find a way to hang themselves. This person is the person who if it wasn’t for Bad Luck they would have no Luck at all. Although sometimes we each feel like that person we are not. But I think I have found a few who are that person. The story continues: Pablo Castro, 26, was sent to the hospital twice in Decatur, Ala., on June 24, once after being stabbed in an argument and, after his release later that day, being stabbed again while arguing with a different person. [Decatur Daily, 6-26-07] Hmmm my advice to Pablo is learn not to argue and if an Argument breaks out, leave before a knife is put away in your che

I'm Losing My Mind
Every time I fall I bring you along Because I need you there Every time I leave For my selfish things I know Im wrong No matter what I want to believe Nothing like this comes easily Chorus: I love you, yes I love you Even though I know I should stay away Because I hate you, yes I hate you Even though it looks like Im going to stay And I think that Im losing my mind My time in the dark Was tearing me apart And thats not okay A man of blood and bones Alone on his throne Could walk away Oh how your web has been spun And Im out of my mind And it aint no fun

What Tarot Card Am I?
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

Im Waiting Too.....
to meet you in the dark to undress you lovingly to sear hot kisses onto your skin to have your scent fill my head to let my lips and tongue taste you to feel your body awakening to my touches to slip my hand around your cock to have my mouth follow in pursuit to make the anticipation end to hear you go breathless as I suck you for the first time to hear your delicious moans as i tongue your head to feel your desire as you entwine your hands deeply in my hair to obey your command as you urge me to take you deeper to sink my greedy hot mouth down onto your shaft to move in rhythm up...down...deeply...harder...faster....more... to feel your cock throbbing as you fuck my teasing mouth to feel your uncontrollable explosion to savor your taste in my mouth to swallow your essence to have a part of you inside of me your finally here i'm waiting no more

Please Do This For Porcelain...thank You
A few weeks ago I won a 3-day blast in a comment game. The contest ended on the 8th and I have not gotten the blast. The person who held the contest hasn't replied to my last c-mail. Alot of you helped me come from behind to win this blast. Please write her and tell her she needs to pay up. I promised the person who sent me the most votes that they would get a blog and a bulletin dedicated to them. They would also win the most expensive Big Pimpin gift I could afford with fu-bucks at that time. Last but not least, I also promised to dedicate that blast to them with a link to thier profile. Well Porcelain(See my family section) posted over 1000 votes for me and won my 'token of appreciation." She has gotten everything I promised to her for posting the most verified votes. Except for the dedication in the 3 day blast I won. She earned it. Please help me so I can fulfill my word. Here is the link. Thanks to all of you that helped me win. Now I need you to get her to pay u

A Soldiers Reply
Man took a flight, he was finally coming home, Feeling more relieved than any man has known, He spent so long, in a place that most fear, And when that plane landed down came a tear, Plane door opens still in uniform he stands, Nervous and confused, about stepping back on home land, He follows the others, checking each face for grief, But all that he noticed was the faces had relief, He steps off the plane and people were there, The Soldier astonished could do nothing but stare, They greeted him with open arms, a hug, and a sign, That said thank you soldier, your life for mine, Soldier walks still in uniform, down the street, He passes a man walking, he looks down to his feet, The man looks to him and stops him in his place, Only the Soldier and him, the man spits in his face, Soldier again with a tear, he asks only why, The man returns with an answer, a brutal reply, I do not respect you for the things that you've done, Soldier just listens as the man cuts h

More Random Bullshit...
Well, things in my life sure haven't settled down by any means. I'm stressed as hell. It seems like if it CAN go wrong right now it WILL go wrong. I work at 945 in the morning, yet i've been asleep all day, so i'm going to have to force myself to actually sleep tonight. I've just been so stressed.... between this stuff going on, and my sleeping habits, and lack there of, and just all the shit going on in my life, i feel like i can't control anything. I dislike not being in control. I'm going nuts. I'm just so sick of people, so sick of drama, so sick of life in general right now. No one really understands what I'm going through right now, and it's like, I feel so bad. I can't really go into detail why, but i feel like so much is all my fault. I feel like if i had just paid a little more attention, cared a little bit more, or done something different I could have prevented everything... could i have? i dunno... everytime something bad happens i feel the same way.... i always feel like i

The List So Far
Well, well, we...it's been awhile since we had one of these blog entries, hasn't it? so, the list so far- 4 "cocktails by jenn" 2 shots of Captain Morgan's 1 jello shot of some type ....add another jello to the list (hee-hee ^_^ ) Probably won't stay on long here. I noticed there have been some changes here (fubar???...wonder how many people actually know the orgins of that one.....). I'd be glad to hear anyone's explaination to why the name change I decided to treat myself tonight...it hasn't been an awful day or anything...but restless. I'm hoping the night will prove more eventful ;)*wink-wink, nudge-nudge, say no more* Mayb a few more shots and I'll post another blog???? lol Hopw everyone here is well...sorry I haven't been on more.

Fred Aka Talented Tongues Attempted At Sucide The Second Time
he still cant get it right. but this is way of making women feel sorry for him. like hottymom42. who is going to be with him and he is a convicted child molester. lives in a camper in the back yard of his mommys place, yes he is 35 years old and still lives with mommy.his own mom kicked him out of the house so his niece and her girlfriend could have his room. guess u call that motherly love.. and he cant get a job because of his background. he tried to get on at a strip joint lol.

A Little Parabol
She arose every morning to the faint lingering dream that she would find the one, this new day, a new sunrise filled with hope and a new awkward smell of freshness. She never failed in her mind to the concept that the man of her dreams was just around the corner, waiting for her, waiting to display that instilled locket, a phrase, a passionate sequence of words to melt her heart, a glance that would tremble the very fabric of her well balanced being, a man so beautiful to the eye that would shake the earth in his splendor, these facts, these hopes, that's what she awaited. That is what drove her everyday into the next rise of the burning sun. Years passed, yet everyday she awoke with the same blissful dream in her shoulder. She did as any other girl would, she would see date men and boys of all opinions and stature, only temporary tools to fight off the desire that burned in her, of her hope of one day finding that perfect man. She kept to herself about, what others called a 'childi

Today Is A Fabulous Day!!!
***Todays Horoscope*** In this situation, the best is yet to come. Really -- believe it! Stand wholeheartedly behind your plans for the future, and you'll soon see that your certainty pay off. What you want will come to pass if you have faith. Well goody!! Todays is right on track with where I have myself been! As long as I keep moving forward, and doing each next right thing, things will always be great!!! LOL Life is to short to not enjoy every moment, so stop smell the flowers, but don't forget to start moving again, otherwise we become stagnant, and that defeats the whole purpose!!!

Help
Okay...Im determined now. I have a disc for PhotoShop, CS2...I dont have the info that goes in the serial info. The person that I got the disc from, I no longer talk to. I really would love to get back into making things again. :( Any help? If you need my Yahoo messanger info, lemme know.

Life As I Know It Right Now .....7/24/07
Well wow life.....as of right now life is going along nice....I have a couple jobs to pick from.. i just dont know what one to take...i really want the job at the YMCA or at LaneBryant.....i love working with kids,so that works great with the YMCA, and i love to shop and love to shop at LaneBryant.....but anyhow damn this sucks i have no idea what job to take.....Im lined up to start working at Giant here in Gettysburg...but im not sure i really want to work there...if i pick Giant then i have to work in the Seafood....i dont know if i want to come home everyday smelling like fish...and that means i have to get the lobster out and touch them...i dont know about that part...but ohh well we will see what job i take and ill keep ya posted on what one i take....Damn i wish i would have found a job right away when i got back home here cause my girl Joanie asked me to come out to Oceanside Cal....to help her back and move into her new house cause her husband is going out to sea that day...so

Peace And Serenity
FUCK SHIT MOTHERFUCKER, SON-OF-A-BITCHING BASTARD RETARDED FUCKING WEBSITE COCK SUCKING SON OF A THOUSAND FATHER'S DIPSHIT UN-INTELLIGENT ASSHOLISH FUCKING DIMWHIT BITCHES FROM A JACKAL'S CROTCH. I make a motherfucking play list yesterday, take my time to put the songs i want on it, and now the fucker is down, and its telling me sorry for the inconvenience. THEY CAN KISS MY REBEL ASS~ ! APOLOGIES LATER, JUST FIX THE FUCKING THING!

If Santa Answered His Mail Honestly...
If Santa answered his mail honestly... Dear Santa I wood like a cool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a friggin' book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do? Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's

Brothers Of E
Ok my precious & sweet friends. 3 of my 4 brothers have joined Fubar; 1 is a returning visitor. How about you stop by & show them some Fubar love for me. Just harass the crap out of them for me; mkay? Bulba@ fubar Mike@ fubar Eric@ fubar

Pygmalion
Pygmalion Pygmalion saw so much to blame in women that he came at last to abhor the sex, and resolved to live unmarried. He was a sculptor, and had made with wonderful skill a statue of ivory, so beautiful that no living woman could be compared to it in beauty. It was indeed the perfect semblance of a maiden that seemed to be alive, and only prevented from moving by modesty. His art was so perfect that it concealed itself, and its product looked like the workmanship of nature. Pygmalion admired his own work, and at last fell in love with the counterfeit creation. Oftentimes he laid his hand upon it, as if to assure himself whether it were living or not, and could not even then believe that it was only ivory. He caressed it, and gave it presents such as young girls love, bright shells and polished stones, little birds and flowers of various hues, beads and amber. He put raiment on its limbs, and jewels on its fingers, and a necklace about its neck. To the ears he hung earr

Going Home
I'm going away to leave you I'm going to leave you in disgrace Nothing in my favor Got the wind in my face I'm going home, hey hey hey, over the hill Over the hill, hey hey hey, over the hill Can't get enough of sweet cocaine, Get enough of mary-jane Going back to where I come from, Going rolling back home again Over the hill, hey hey hey, Over the hill Over the hill, hey hey hey, Over the hill Been worried about my babies, been worried about my wife Just one place for a man to be when he's worried about his life I'm going home, hey hey hey, Over the hill Over the hill, hey hey hey, Over the hill I'm going away to leave you, I'm going to leave you in disgrace Got nothing in my favor, Rain in my face I'm going home, hey hey hey, Over the hill Over the hill, hey hey hey, Over the hill

What I Love Most
If I had to choose what I love about you most, it would be an impossible choice. Your heart I say one minute, your spirit I say the next. Your kindness to others, your honesty. I cannot leave out those things. Your love for your people, Your love for me, it is so hard to choose. I can not forget the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. Your deep black eyes. They way you laugh.Your hands so big and strong. Your gentleness when you touch me. That makes me melt inside. Numalte I love all of you. CHEAYLA

To All Of You Thatll Take The Time To Help Me Out
hey anybody that goes through and rates my stuff to help me get a level up i will buy a yact or mansion for if you dont belive me then watever but thats how i am ill buy you one or the other if you rate me up thanks girls and guys

Two Inches Should Be Enough
The testicles of an Alberta midget hurt and ached almost all the time. The midget went to the doctor and told him about his problem. The doctor told him to drop his pants and he would have a look. The midget dropped his pants. The doctor stood him up onto the examining table, And started to examine him. The doctor put one finger under his left testicle and told the midget to turn his head and cough, the usual method to check For a hernia. "Aha!" mumbled the doctor, and as he put his finger under the right testicle, he asked the midget to cough again. "Aha!" said the doctor once more, and Reached for his surgical scissors. Snip-snip-snip-snip on the right side.. Then snip-snip-snip-snip on the left side. The midget was so scared he was afraid to look, but noted with Amazement that the snipping did not hurt. The doctor then told the midget to walk around the examining room to see if his testicles still hurt. The midget was absolutely delighted as he walked

Help Cure Autism
Hey all 93.1 Jack Fm is having a concert at the Verizon Ampatheater in Irvine Ca....the line up includes ZZ Top,The Pretnders,Stevie Nix ,Stray Cats and Sugar Ray...the promo is they have taken 2008 Titan truck and filled the bed with Cheap sunglasses and for $1 you can guess how many sunglasses it toom to fill the bed and have a chance to win the truck...all proceeds go to curing Autism....I love some one with Autism!! Autism strikes 1 in 163 children is inflicted with desease and it has many different forms..BUT the CDC says it's not an epedemic..whem my son was born in 1993 it was 1 in 10,000 kids BUT it's not an epedemic.. pfffffffffft..anyways you can check it out at http://www.931jackfm.com/pages/701136.php?contentType=33&contentId=24843

484
Well it has really been a long day. I got rudely awakened by my brothers loud music & TV. and I dealt with the dentist. So now I'm going to go to bed. I am starting to get a migraine. I ended up giving my mom the rest of my ice cream...I just couldn't eat it. Oh well...I'll be back tomorrow. XoXoX Sweet Dreams Fubarlites! BrattyBytch Has Left The Building!

I Love This One!
T'was the night before Christmas, o He lived all alone, o In a one bedroom house, made of plaster and stone. o I had come down the chimney, with presents to give, o And to see just who, in this home, did live. * I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, o No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. o No stocking by mantle, just boots filled with sand, o On the wall hung some pictures of far distant lands. o With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, * A sober thought, came through my mind. o For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, o I found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. o The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, o Curled up on the floor, in this one bedroom home. * The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder, o Not how I had pictured an American soldier. o Was this the hero,

It's Been A While!!!!
And it's been a while Since I could hold my head up high And it's been a while since I first saw you And it's been a while since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been a while since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means It's been awhile Since I can say that I wasn't addicted And it's been a while since I can say I love myself as well and And it's been a while since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been a while but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And it's been a while Since I could look at myself straight And it's been a while since I said I'm sorry And it's been a

10 Pet Peeves
My Top 10 Pet peeves I know this is picky, but here are some of my pet peeves: 1. Liars 2.People whom complain all the time. 3. People that close their eyes when talking to you. 4. People that type brb....it means be right back, not be right back before the end of time! 5.Men that send me pictures of their cocks....unless I ask for it (and that is only in a VERY SPECIAL relationship). 6. Even worse, men that send pictures of their cocks with no name, or any pictures of their face.....come on men, not every woman shares that felish....bet you don't know or even want to know my felishes. But then again, those that ask are FEW AND FAR BETWEEN! 7.Friggin' email, or basically ANYTHING posted, send this out to_ many friends. 8.Hair left on soap. 9. Not rinsing off dishes. 10......still thinking on that one.

Rednecks
One day, two rednecks named Bubba and Earl were driving down the road, drinking a couple of Buds. The passenger, Bubba, said "Lookey thar up ahead Earl, it's a po-leece roadblock! We're gonna get busted fer drinkin' these here beers!" "Don't worry Bubba," Earl said. "We'll just pull over and finish drinkin' these beers, peel off the label and stick it on our foreheads, then throw the bottles under the seat." "What fer?" asked Bubba. "Just let me do the talkin', okay?" said Earl. They finished their beers, threw the empty bottles under the seat and slapped the labels on their foreheads. When they reached the roadblock, the sheriff said, "Have you boys been drinking?" "No sir," said Earl, "we're on the patch."

Hmmm. Various Thoughts I Forgot To Include Last Time
So, What's first? I go to write about stuff, and then I forget what I'm gong to write about. Oh, status changes. I'm going to be asking questions and making fun of people. That's just what I do. Hopefully you aren't bothered by it. Do people really feel it's that important to let the world know just what they are doing all the time? People uste to type in their name are that they were going to bed, and goodnight, or that they were working, or whatever. Now they have the nifty status updates. It announces to everyone on your friendlist when your status changes. Oh yay! Great for all the stalkers? lol. Some of the statuses people put in are kinda cute. I tried to put in something like " Fuck status updates " as my status. It didn't work. I'm not sure what the fuck I did wrong. I'm not really one to talk though. I write blogs all the time, that's kinda letting everyone know just how I am incase they give a fuck. I do it for me. It's one of those release sort of things. " Therup

Yep, I Lost My Mind...
I'm becoming a comment bomber, lol. The mumms are being overran by idiots and I can't take it right now. I'm going to mumms posted by friends and thats it. So if anyone gets bored, I'm at this contest right now... Eventually a contest will be won by someone without a bombing family behind them :D But it'll be awhile since we actually TALK instead of just type random letters. And we don't cheat with blaster programs. It's actually kinda fun. If you don't want to help, that's fine. Just letting people know where I am just in case :D

Help
I don't normally do this and ya'll know that BUT.... I have been stuck on this level for 49 forevers. I only have 3124 points to go until I am a Bad Fu...teehee. I don't like being regular....hell, I haven't been called regular since I was about 2. LOL ANywho, if ya haven't rated my pics or stash, I'd appreciate it if ya help me out. Hugs and humps, Mary

Macys And Sex
So my day was awesome. I had a blast. Work was pretty fun. I like work, sometimes lol it is actually fun!!! Now, sale days SUCK.... then I was cleaning out the dressing rooms and theres these BIG handicapped stalls... and i was like, MAN... it'd be awesome to have sex in them... they have lots of mirrors, and are pretty big lol soo, i was being a perv @ work... other than that... work was fun. I was just, busy... sometimes... and then, um, i wasn't... i get bored... soooo, some night when i get bored you ppl should come visit me... lol... and sign up for credit cards... cuz damn, i'm behind on my quota!!! lol oh well anyways, i'm done blogging for now... much love you all... MWAH!!! have a good night!!

Sex Vs Making Love
ok.... well... I've begun thinking about stuff recently.... ok, i've thought about a lot of stuff... but one thing in particular.... Ok, you hear about ppl discussing the difference between sex and love... and how sex and love aren't the same thing... and yadda yadda ya... I don't think SEX and LOVE have ANYTHING to do w/ each other... I don't think you HAVE to be in love to have sex... I don't think LOVE makes sex better... it changes the purpose behind sex, and maybe changes the meaning... but i think ppl make way too big of a deal out of sex, and love, and all that shit... I mean, animals aren't "in love" when they had sex... the romans weren't in love when they had sex... before christianity "took over" the world... people had sex, FOR FUN... like glof... they'd be like, Hey wanna come over sunday for a few rounds of fucking? I mean what happened?!?!?! Why isn't it OK anymore?? Why can't people just FUCK for the fun of it?!?!?! WHy does it always have to have MEANING or whatever...

Questions Not To Ask A Military Wife
1. I don't know how you do it.Well, guess what? In all honesty, I don't know how I do it either. I just do. Because really, what other choice do I have? (Added: I personally call it the "Military Wife" version of Social Darwinism. You either do it or you don't, Survival of the Fittest at its finest.)2. I could never deal with it if my husband was gone for that long.Hmmm...how does hearing how someone else can't deal with it help me to deal with it? (Added: And that's why you aren't married to a military man. Case closed.)3. Are you scared that something may happen to him while he's there?This one has always really perplexed me. Of course, I'm scared. I wouldn't be human if I wasn't. But being reminded of the fact that something may happen to him doesn't help me out. (Added: This goes hand in hand with the phone calls saying, "Did you see the news?" NO, I didn't and I'm not going to see the news. And quite frankly, statistically, my husband has a greater chance of being killed or seriou

You've Been Fucked
haha i just fucked you all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do!!!
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO!!! There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly, this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the perso

Bush - Comedown
Love and hate Get it wrong She cut me right back down to size Sleep the day Let it fade Who was there to take your place? No one knows, never will Mostly me, but mostly you What do you say, do you do When it all comes down? Cause I don't wanna come back down from this cloud It's taken me all this time to find out what I need I don't wanna come back down from this cloud It's taken me all this all this time There is no blame, only shame When you beg, you just complain More I come, more I try All police are paranoid So am I, so's the future So are you, be a creature What do you say, do you do When it all comes down? Cause I don't wanna come back down from this cloud It's taken me all this time to find out what I need I don't wanna come back down from this cloud It's taken me all this all this time Love and hate Get it wrong Cut me right back down to size Sleep the day, let it fade Who was there to take your place? No one knows, never will Mostly me,

The Real Iraq
I had this in My Email from a friend on Yahoo. I took the Time to Repost it here. Subject: Proof of abuse by our Troops. How did the media miss them .... By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Armed American Troops Force Iraqis to Seesaw Until They Talk! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Iraqi Child Bites GI In Self Defense After Obvious Torture! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 GI Falls Asleep On Duty While Using Iraqi Child As Body Armor! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 GI Overheard to say 'Talk or I'll tickle you till you pee!' More Evidence Of Failed US Intelligence Policy. By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Soldier Attempts to Eat Iraqi Child ! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Clear Evidence of Forced Labor by Troops! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Iraqis Grateful That American Forces Did Not Open Fire During Soccer Game! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Soldier Caught At 'Tickle-Torture' To Extract Intelligence! By

Kill My Spirits
you’ve tried to kill my spirits stating untruths to destroy my determination fallacies to make me question my knowledge lies to manipulate me to doing your will setting forth such ludicrous rules knowing i’d rebel constant barriers put up in hopes that i fail for what? all this does is alienate me more yet you insist on not changing thinking what you are doing is right you never realized that i am my own person i cannot lead the life you couldn’t i cannot learn from your mistakes i can only grow from my own you may not agree with the choices i’ve made wishing i’d done things as you would have but my choices and mistakes are what made me who i am they build the character i long to have you can ridicule me in hopes i’ll choose the path you did attempt to sway my thoughts to emulate your own but know it will not work i am my own person this is my life, not yours accept me for who i am do not reject me for who you wish i was

Need Some
I know I've written several about this byt hey nothing has changed lol and I'm getting realy bad. I know that I'm bad when I start dreaming about sex lol. Well after 9 months of nothing you would think that I would be over it but it is totally oppsite. I hope i don't explode lol!!!!

Bah!!!
Have I mentioned how much Sciatica sux lately? Yeah, it does! Sciatica is sometimes severe pain caused by general compression and/or irritation of one of five nerve roots that are branches of the sciatic nerve. The pain is felt in the lower back, buttock, and/or various parts of the leg and foot. In addition to pain, there may be numbness, muscular weakness, and difficulty in moving or controlling the leg. Typically, the symptoms are only felt on one side of the body.

What's Around You
Certainly it is possible to succeed in spite of being in negative surroundings. It makes much more sense, however, to arrange your environment so that it works with you rather than against you. Whatever is right in front of your eyes has an influence on the thoughts that are foremost in your mind. Make your surroundings more positive, and they will help you to be more positive. Make the effort to spend time in places and situations that inspire and empower you. Get yourself often around people who lift your spirits. A beautiful setting encourages beautiful thoughts. And beautiful thoughts lead you in a positive direction. Choose surroundings that continually remind you of life's goodness. Put yourself in places that keep you focused on your best possibilities. Your environment has a subtle, yet constant and therefore powerful influence on many aspects of your life. It pays to make that influence as positive and empowering as possible. -- Ralph Marston

Explicit
PLEASE REMEMBER JUST CUZ THESE ARE MY TURN ONS, IT DOESNT MEAN I AM NOT A LADY, I AM A LADY, AND I AM NOT A WHORE. THESE ARE JUST THINGS I LIKE....AND IF I GET ANYTHING NEGATIVE FROM IT, I WILL DELETE YOU OR IGNORE YOU. ANY JEALOUSY FROM GIRLS OVER MY BLUNTNES OR CRASSNESS WILL NOT BE TOLERATED, IT ISNT MY FAULT YOU DONT HAVE BALLS. GOOD DAY! ALSO, ITS NOT LIMITED TO THESE, AND THERE CAN BE EXCEPTIONS....I CAN BE LENIENT...OR NOT, IT JUST DEPENDS ON WHO YOU ARE REALLY. MY TURN ON'S (I might add more in the future) facials cum sucking guys off LOL cum on me, on my face and lips, being spanked having my neck kissed or licked or sucked on being cock slapped my hair being tugged not pulled being kissed romantically being kissed hard fondling someone someone fondling me doggy style watching guys jack off i want to see a guy fuck a blow up doll tattoos piercings tight pants not tight pants built guys big guys skinny guys tall guys short guys guys with

Stages Of A Military Wife
Stage one: You don't know fatigues from a poncho liner. You wonder what all those "old" women do at those luncheons, attending a potluck dinner requires 10 long distance calls to mother. Stage two: You sew patches on fatigues, attend luncheons, mistakenly iron the poncho liner (which melts) but otherwise are a perfect Army wife. Stage three: You discover the post alterations shop and never sew again. Children enter your life and you forget to attend the luncheon you volunteer to host. The dog throws up on the poncho liner. Mom calls you for recipes. You ask your soldier husband to please drop off those infernal smelly fatigues at the cleaners. Stage four: You've been promoted to a position of authority in the Army wife support system; younger wives look up to you. You get kids off to school, work on you career, tone up your body and try to set an example. You make lots of lists. Stage five: Entering the fifth phase, your spouse hangs up his fatigues, dons desert camoufl

Post Op
it's weird how when you have all these fears when you go into suegery. my biggest one has always been going under. i just want to come out. the last time i had surgery, everything was fine. no regrets on what i went in for. this time, i don't regret the surgery, i know i needed it. i just never expected to feel like this. it felt like part of me was missing. like my whole chest had caved in. i wasn't expecting that reaction. it threw me for a loop. i am feeling better know, and have coped with it. i still have weird feelings about the way i look. when i recoup, i may need reassurance on my apperance, so, i will go out to victoria's secret and try to find something that i think looks like me and see how it makes me feel about me. but, in the mean time, i may need my friends to help me with this as well, thanks....

My Smiling Eyes
It doesn't take much to make my eyes smile. It really doesn't. All it takes is a tender word, a sincere laugh or a great big, genuine hug that comes from your heart. Do you know what doesn't make my eyes smile...(And I have a very fierce, piercing stare if provoked)..It is insensitive, self-centered, egotystical ASSHOLES! You know the type ladies.....they are the ones (no matter how "unfortunate" looking they are and loser-ish) because they find YOU hot.....they just KNOW you will suck them off!! They are the ones that assume you LOVE it in your ass because they want to put it there and they really have no concern with respecting you. I am FED up with these assholes. I just want to say "Get over your hard-on, you shitwad!" NO!! I DON'T WANT TO FUCK YOU! SUCK YOU! OR OTHERWISE GET YOU OFF!!! Sometimes I look at pictures as I am about to rate...(And I rate the way that I would like to be rated) and I see a near toothless grin, with a 5 O'clock shadow, and filthy clothes staring b

Isis And Osiris
Osiris was an earthly ruler, who was popular with his subjects. His brother, Set, was jealous of this popularity and plotted against Osiris. Set's plans to be rid of his brother started when he secretly obtained his brothers measurements and had a magnificent casket made to fit. This casket was in the form of a human shaped box. Set then organised a large feast to which Osiris and a number of others (usually given as 72) were invited. At the height of the festivities Set produced the casket and announced that it would be given to whoever it fitted. All the guests tried the casket for size, but none fitted until finally Osiris stepped into the casket. Set immediately slammed the lid closed and sealed the casket shut (with molten lead). The sealed coffin was then thrown into the Nile. Isis was devastated at the loss of her husband and searched for the casket throughout Egypt and then overseas. She eventually eventually found it where it had come to rest in the roots of a mass

New Genetic Clues And Overarching View On Autism
A new model for understanding how autism is acquired and passed from one generation to the next is being offered as a grand unification theory that links other theories and illustrates how women play a key role in transmitting the disorder, scientists reported yesterday. Geneticists at Cold Spring Harbor Laboratory have been on a genome-wide hunt to pinpoint the genes that cause autism, a brain disorder that usually appears within the first three years of life and can result in difficulties in learning, language and social interaction. As part of their search, geneticists at the laboratory have collaborated with scientists at Albert Einstein College of Medicine in the Bronx and crafted a working theory of the disorder to aid not only scientists, but also physicians and families coping with autistic children. "We're really unifying a field that people didn't realize needed unification," said Cold Spring Harbor molecular geneticist Michael Wigler, who, along with his colleagues

Police Comments
These 16 Police Comments were taken off actual police car videos around the country: #16 "You know, stop lights don't come any redder than the one you just went through." #15 "Relax, the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch after you wear them a while." #14 "If you take your hands off the car, I'll make your birth certificate a worthless document." #13 "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." #12 "Can you run faster than 1200 feet per second? Because that's the speed of the bullet that'll be chasing you." #11 "You don't know how fast you were going? I guess that means I can write anything I want to on the ticket, huh?" #10 "Yes, sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh, did I mention that I'm the shift super visor?" #9 "Warning! You want a warning? OK, I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." #8 "The answer to this last question will determine wheth

Wet...
Languidly parting the moist curtain. he slides into the smooth vessel. the color of fire pink velvet. his large hands securely wielding the creamy white handles, firmly manipulating them until just a trickle of foamy liquid flows forth. She faces him, their eyes, reflecting pools of love, lock on each other. embracing, both, with body and soul, they melt together in the steamy atmosphere. memories flood as her neck arches and wet kisses cover her throat. Teasing one another in the aquamarine Caribbean ocean. Causing rough ripples to fan out across the water of a swimming pool as they played. Discovering new things as a soft summer rain, like the sound of a tinkling xylophone, soaked them. Aromas of citrus, colognes and faintly, the sea drift and swirl around them. skin drenched, rivulets of salty sweat stream between them. sauna heat builds as temperatures rise. flesh moves with synchronized, frantic fluidity. a torrential river violently rushes into a cascading w

Help
im in a contest and could really use a boost. actually its 2 contests and could use a hand on both. the links are below so ifin ya can stop by and leave as many comments as ya can or wanna. thanks to all that do help and i will let yall know now that i really appreciate the hell. talk to yall later.

Geography Of Women & Men
Geography of a Woman Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa, half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe, well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain, very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece, gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel, has been through war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada, self-preserving but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet, wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. And for all of you men here it

Whats Up!
LETS SEE I HAVENT REALLY BEEN IN HERE AND WROTE ANYTHING.....SO HERE I GO I HAVENT BEEN FEELIN VERY WELL FOR AWHILE ......HAD A MINOR HEART ATTACK FRIDAY NIGHT SO I BEEN IN AND OUT OF TEST AND MORE TOMM .....BEEN DEPRESSED AND MOODY BEEN SCHOOL SHOPPING BROKE WELL LETS SEE ALL THIS IS is A RANT APPERANTLY LOL.......ant way put up new pics and im thinking about deleting soon just dont feel the same anymore you know what i mean..........i better headout just wanted to say hey everyone!!! xoxox

Men
so i give up...you guys can not respond to my ims, i'll give you my number and you don't have to call me, doesn't matter. i won't talk to you while your talking to other peope so you won't have to waste time giving me dirty looks and pretending you don't know me. you can drunk and high dial me at all hours of the night if you want and carry on conversations with your friends, totally forgetting that i'm on the line. you'll make rude remarkds about the size of my boobs and i'll nervous laugh because i'm totally ok with being walked all over.

I Wonder....
With Scrapper's new rules about banning people for marking their own Mumms as NSFW to avoid them being reported by the assholes that are just marking certain peoples mumms for no reason we need to teach Scrapper and company that its bad business to piss off the customers. So this is what I propose of all mummers.... 1. Do not post mumms. 2. Do not comment mumms. 3. Mark any and all mumms as NSFW that aren't already marked. If those of us that bash and have witty comments for everyone that entertains the masses just quit doing it then the mumms will become so boring that even the noobs will quit going in them. Let them see what the mumms are like without the ones that made the mumms what they are. Now repost this shit and get the word out so we can take back OUR mumms.

Survey!
IF YOU WANNA DO THIS, SEND YOUR SURVEY TO ME!! THE FORMALITIES Your Name: Roger Your Hair Colour?: Brown Your Height?: 6 foot...ish Your Weight?: 180? Any piercings/where?: none Any tattoos/Where?: yes, right arm Do you smoke?: yup Do you drink?: yup Do you take drugs?: smoke weed Women - What is your bust?: Women - Nipple Colour?: Women - Is your “lady” tucked or out?: Women - Shaven or not?: Men - How big is your penis length & girth wise?: 7 inches long, 2 1/2 inches gurth Men - Are you circumcised or not?: yes Men - Shaven or not?: trimmed VERY short VIRGINITY Are you a virgin?: nope If “Yes” - When do you plan on losing it?: How far have you got with someone?: If “No” - At What age did you lose your virginity?: 19 Do you remember his/her name?: yes Where did you lose it?: my bed :D How long did it last?: 3 hours Was protection involved?: y

Killswitch Engage - The End Of Heartache
Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting This distance, This dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings relief, And the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart For comfort, For solace (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken hear

I Say Goodbye
As the tears begin to fall, as my heart breaks i say goodbye. Can't imagine never getting the chance to meet you. In my heart I felt like I knew you, it seemed forever. I saw you cry i saw you smile i even saw you laugh, but only through a screen, and now i say goodbye my hero my best friend. I know you'll be watching me from up above. I feel you next to me. So everytime it rains I know you are crying. The life you lived the price you paid just so we could be free and you proved it with your life. So I say goodbye with tears in my eyes. Our friendship was special from the very start. I will never forget you. i say goodbye but not forever. i will meet you in heaven when heavens doors open. As the tears fall and my heart breaks. I say goodbye my friend,my hero. You will be missed. Wrote this for a friend who just recently lost his life in Iraq. I will miss him and I will never forget. So to all the Soldiers you are in my prayers are with you unfrotunately m

Time
Time You Know, It's About Time. The Time That Was Wasted And The Time We Have Now. It's Telling Your Mother And Father You Love Them. It's Your Kids Telling You They Love You. It's Your Granddaughter Sitting On Your Lap Having Your Read Her Favorite Story. It's Walking In The Park After A Rain. It's Watching A Kite Fly In The Air On A Warm Spring Day. It's The Flowers, Blooming Spring, Summer And Fall. It's The Quiet When You Can Hear The Snow Fall On A Winters Night. It's The Laughter At Watching A Child Discover New Things. It's The Sadness Over The Loss Of A Pet. It's Knowing That Your Own Time Is But The Blink Of An Eye. It's The Time We Share Together chris