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College
so yea anyways dont know how this fucking happnd im a vrgn in college taht shits just fucked up. anyone that know any college chciks that help me with my prob it be apriceated reply back to this or message me if u could peace thanks

Rants And Ravs
FUCK IT ALL FUCK THIS LIFE I DONT NEED IT ANYMORE EVERYONE THAT VEIWS THIS PLS LISTEN TO THIS SONG IT IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW WHY THE HELL DO I FEEL LIKE THIS IT REALLY FUCKING SUX I JUST WANNA GO FUCKING CRAZY AND BY THE WAY HUN IF U READ THIS I LOVE YOU MISS YOU SO MUCH BUT I NEED TO PLAY THIS SONG

One For The Ladies
One for the ladies One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his sweat- shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma " And they say blondes are dumb... ---------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." ---------------------------------------------- "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think i f I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ---------------------------------------------- Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man? A: A rumor ---------------------------------------------- Dear L

Why Women Are Cranky
Why Women Are Crabby > > > > We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to >find > that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds >hurt so > bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable >training > bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had >callus es > on our backs. > > > > > > Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). >Along > with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone > crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert >tubular, > packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. > > > > > Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having >sex for > the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push >your > uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up >with his > little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the >fuss was

Kids Write About The Sea
> > KIDS WRITE ABOUT THE SEA > > > >1) This is a picture of an octopus. It has eight testicles. (Kelly > >age 6) > > > >2) Oysters' balls are called pearls. (James age 6) > > > >3) If you are surrounded by sea you are an Island. If you don't have > >sea all round you, you are incontinent. ( Wayne age 7) > > > >4) Sharks are ugly and mean, and have big teeth, just like Emily > >Richardson. She's not my friend no more. (Kylie age 6) > > > >5) A dolphin breathes through an asshole on the top of its head. (Billy > >age 8) > > > >6) My uncle goes out in his boat with pots, and comes back with crabs. > >(Millie age 6) > > > >7) When ships had sails, they used to use the trade winds to cross the > >ocean. Sometimes, when the wind didn't blow, the sailors would whistle > >to make the wind come. My brother said they would have been better off > >eating beans. (William age 7) > > > >8) I like mermaids. They are beautiful, and I like their shiny ta

What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?
Star Wars Horoscope for Gemini Like most Geminis, you are a playful little creature. You tend to be extremely curious, craving knowledge but sometimes having a short attention span. For the most part, you are charming and loveable. But at times, you can seem scattered and high-strung. Star wars character you are most like: EwoksWhat Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

New Hard Drives Hold A Terabyte Of Data
Just when you got used to hard drives with hundreds of gigabytes (hundreds of billions of bytes) they do it: make one with a terabyte (a trillion bytes). Yes, you can now get a terabyte hard drive on a desktop PC. Breaking the ice with a Hitachi drive was Dell, with “Area 51” game-oriented machines from its Alienware subsidiary. The 1T option initially costs $500. In case you’re wondering, as printed text a terabyte would occupy 100 million reams of paper, consuming some 50,000 trees. It is enough to hold 16 days (not hours) of DVD-quality video, or a million pictures, or almost two years worth of continuous music. You might not have any songs that last for two years, but that’s irrelevant, indicated Henry Baltazar, storage analyst for The 451 Group, a technology analyst firm in San Francisco. “There will be a demand for it, since a lot of people have digital media, like movies, pictures and music,” Baltazar told LiveScience. “Larger devices will become more commonplace, an

Cbs Radio, Msnbc Say They Will Suspend Imus For Two Weeks After Inappropriate Comment
NEW YORK (AP) -- CBS Radio and MSNBC both said Monday they were suspending Don Imus' morning talk show for two weeks as a protest grew about his reference last week to members of the Rutgers women's basketball team as "nappy-headed hos." The suspension begins next Monday. MSNBC, which telecasts the radio show, said Imus' expressions of regret and embarrassment, coupled with his stated dedication to changing the show's discourse, made it believe suspension was the appropriate response. "Our future relationship with Imus is contingent on his ability to live up to his word," the network said. Imus, who has made a career of cranky insults in the morning, was fighting for his job following the joke that by his own admission went "way too far." He continued to apologize Monday, both on his show and on a syndicated radio program hosted by the Rev. Al Sharpton, who is among several black leaders demanding his ouster. Imus could be in real danger if the outcry causes advertisers

Best Profile Contest!!!
We have a Contest going for Best Profile Contest! Come and check and see if your friends are involved! I'm sure all of these contestants could sure use your help to get them a 30 day blast! Come one come all and Blast Blast Blast! At the moment these are the places each all in but anything can change! SWEET~THING~WILL ALWAYS PIMP ~ANCIENT1~ (7620) Pastor Cherrypie Bear Family Of Cherrytap Hunters Ct Wife Head Promoter Of Scooter,Coyote Ugly Bar (7246) ~~Wett~~D.A.G. Bartender (5636) Pagan~Wiccan~Crystal~Isis (4225) StewieGriffin - I AM ON A FAN FRENZY! IF I FANNED YA!! PLEASE FAN ME BACK :-) (4066) JadedSouls (945) Tracy

Feeling Yucky
Blah. I feel like crap tonight. It's 12:09 AM and I'm still feeling bad. I had allergy testing and blood test done yesterday. The allergy testing didnt hurt to bad, but I was allergic to about 85% of the things they tested me for. I think some of the things they injected in my arm may be messing with me now. Yuck.

Tragedy.
Tragedy. Tragedy struck today two hearts went their own ways One heart was blue , cold as ice As words cut the veins once or twice. The other turned black as stone cement pumping through to the bone All closed up for the day ! Both threw love down and walked away. Scott baker

Have You Ever
Have you ever lived my life Spent one minute in my shoes? If you havent then tell me why You judge me as you do? Have you ever woken up in the monrinng Wondering if this was your last on earth? Have you ever left your house Unsure if you'd return. Have you ever seen your freind get shot? outside your favorite store? Have you ever seen a friend die From drugs he'd never used before? Have you ever seen your mom get beat up By your stepdad messed up in booze? Have you ever had an unwanted pregnancy Forcing you to chose? Have you ever sat beneath the stars Hoping God will hear Have you ever seen your friend drive away After way too many beers? Have you ever had a friend Experiment with weed Have you ever covered up guilt By doing a good deed? Have you ever considered suicide As the way Have you ever tried to hide yourself Behind the things you say? Have you ever wanted to protect Your friend and everyone in sight Have you ever felt such pain T

Erotica: Cant Wait (poem)
Cant wait to see you babe You always have such wonderful attitude and motivation to share and build my confidence Cant wait to feel your hugs and kisses Our tongues swirling together Cant wait to taste you all over biting your hard little nipples Cant wait to lick your sweet holes while you squirt your delicious nectar Your cunt and ass soaking my face I drink of you I breathe of you Cant wait to feel your moaning over my cock as you cum for me, my hard pole deep in your throat Cant wait to part your velvet pussy vibrate Feeling it grip my cock as I slide into you I drool over you I meld with you Spanking your beautiful round ass My balls slap against your pulsing clit, climax after climax Riding me hard and your juices drench me over and over I drown in you I live for you Cant wait to feel your shaking screaming orgasms As many as you want Cant wait to hear you tell me to fuck your tight slippery little asshole til we come so hard together Your squealing an

Daydreams Of You
"DAYDREAMS OF YOU" I sit gazing at your picture, and my heart begins to melt. So much emotion fills me, with the love deep inside that is felt My mind starts to wander, and I sit daydreaming of you. Longing to have you by my side, to fill my dreams, I wish to come true. So captivated is my heart, I become "lost" in every thought. Overwhelmed by the beauty of our love, and all the happiness you have brought. If only all my daydreams were real, I would never ask for anything more. As I would have everything I want, a feeling I have never felt before. For now I'm content with my daydreams, until I can be with you. And turn all my dreams into realities, as we share precious dreams that come true.

Life In Chicago
I'm still in Chicago helping my uncle. Since I've been here, I have learned that I will be able to donate a kidney to him so that he can finally get off of dialysis. Once we get back finish the packing we will be going back to Texas and undergoing the kidney transplant surgery. Sorry I haven't been on much, but with everything going on here I haven't had much time. Big hugzzz and kisses to all my friends.

Two New Tags 4/11/07
I have made two new tags to everyone here ar cherrytap.. You may rip them from the links before... "PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS" I am not asking for points... I like to know what you think of my work You may rip this tag here [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3611296496 ] You may rip this tag here [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1675918506 ]

Warning About Beer!
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties & local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer." The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large "kegs". Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for "no strings attached" sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted to. After drinking beer, men often wake with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "something bad" occurred. At other times these unfortunate men are swindled

Contest
ok, so i'm n my first contest ever. not sure what to do but was told to put it out there every way that i could. so i'm putting the link in my blog as well. lol. don't know if i'll win but i'm hopeing. lol. so here is the link. if ya want to vote go for it. thanks in advance.

The Man In My Dreams
THE ANTICIPATION OF OUR DANCE BETWEEN THE SHEETS WAS SO WORTH THE WAIT. MAKING LOVE TO OZZY IN THE BACKGROUND, I THINK I FINALLY FOUND MY MATE! SQUEEZING MY NIPPLES, MAKING ME WET, THINKING OF OUR LOVE MAKING, OH HOW YOU MAKE ME GET. OUR BODIES LIEING TOGETHER IN PURE SOLITUDE, HOW HOT WE FELT FOR EACH OTHER IN THE NUDE. YOUR KISSES SO TENDER, YOUR LIPS OH SO SOFT, HOW I DREAMT OF THIS MOMENT TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE. YOU'RE A GIFT FROM HEAVEN,AND MAKE ME HAPPY THROUGH MY PAIN AND STRIFE. YOU OPENED MY EYES WIDLEY TO SEE ANGELS DO EXIST! I LOVE YOU MORE WITH EVERY BREATH AND WHEN I'M NOT NEAR YOU, YOU ARE SURELY MISSED!

.peds.
so. messenger is being a cock. and i cant check my email either. lovely. way to go msn. fuckers. coffee and doritos. breakfast of champions! only cuz im out of cheetos. but cheetos are the devil. ever since i downloaded quicktime my computer has been a complete douchebag. makes me remember why i uninstalled it in the first place. the things we do for...stuff. ha. Monkey gets her stitches out today. that'll be fun. i hate going to the pediatrician. they're gonna gimme a hard time about immunizations. as they always do. why? cuz she dun have any. why? personal preference. why? cuz i dun think injecting someone with a little bit of a virus/disease is a smart idea. why? cuz well lets see. Meems n Raye got immunizations...and they were the sickest children ive ever had. well wait. no. Raye wasnt as sick as Meems was. cuz i waited til she was 2 to actually get them done. why? cuz Meems was always effin sick with somethin or other. Raye was decisively less sick than Meems. i h

2007: The Year Of Changes
Well so far this year I have planted my feet and ass in Woodland Hills, CA and Glendale, AZ....And now there may be another....Las Vegas, NV! Yes ladies and gents it is true. Chris, Annie, and I are possibly moving to the city of sin so eat your fucking hearts out! I am excited because it is another destination with another chance to be with great friends/family! With three great minds in a city of unlimited potential, the energy we emit will be exponential....we will conquer this village!

Are We Really Free?!?!?
The 2nd is a rendition of a slave ship being docked into Latin America ... I'll get to that in my dissertation. If the above images disturb you, then I'm doing my job Let's have a discussion. I'm gonna lay it on the line, this blog may touch some nerves, it may not, but it's all in an effort to raise the consciousness of the Pan African Diaspora (African American, African, Black, Caribbean American, Caribbean, Afro European, Latin Amerian(Brazilian, Panamanian, El Salvadorian, Costa Rican, Etc...) Etc... World Wide... Even though I've seen the movie ROOTS several times in the past, it NEVER ceases to move me to the core, this along with the Slave Chronicles, Rosewood, the documentaries on Hurricane Katrina, et al...have me wondering. ARE WE REALLY FREE?!?!? Here are some definitions of the word: Freedom: 1. the state of being free or at liberty rather than in confinement or under physical restraint 2. political or national independence. 3.

Two Truths And One Lie!
Two Truths & a Lie? Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie.

Coincidence
A chicken farmer went to a local bar, sat next to a woman and ordered a glass of champagne. The woman perks up and says, "How about that? I just ordered a glass of Champagne , too!" "What a coincidence," the farmer says, "This is a special day for me, and I'm celebrating." "This is a special day for me too, I'm also celebrating!" says the woman. "What a coincidence!" says the man. As they clinked glasses the farmer asked, "What are you celebrating?" "My husband and I have been trying to have a child, and today my Gynaecologist told me that I'm pregnant!" "What a coincidence," says the man, "I'm a chicken farmer and for years all my hens were infertile, but today they're finally laying fertilized eggs." "That's great!" says the woman, "How did your chickens become fertile?" "I used a different cock," he replied. The woman smiled and said, "What a coincidence. . .'

Crazy Sexy Cool!
I decided to pimp out my sisters. Please don't be mad at me but these two need it! So much drama and attention goes to the top and all these great girls and guys don't get noticed! Look at these 2 Beautiful girls!!! Muah! I came to CT in July of last year! I came here because my best friend Shell invited me. Shell is a sweetie. She is one of the most wonderful friends you could know. She is amazing. And you all should Know her. Please add, fan and rate her. She returns the love! I love Shell and you all will too!!! Shes a good person! ~Shell~Freakz&Geeks Family~@ CherryTAP Jellybean! What can I say about the beaner. She is a kick ass friend--just don't piss her off LOL. Another one of the few ppl I met here on CT that I am very close to! Jelly has a great heart and a nice rack :P Seriously, Add her! She is there when you need her and she also returns love etc. Lets give her some love this weekend! She deserves it too! ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·Freaks&Geeks Family ♥

For My Brother That Passed Away
Till death do us part I will hold you Till death do us part I will be there for you Till death do us part I will protect you Till death do us part I will love you Till death do us part? What dose it actually mean? Is it about being together, Until we die? Till death do us part I shall carry you Till death do us part I shall care for you Till death do us part I shall be with you Till death do us part I shall love you Till death do us part Will not be the end of my love For as long as I exist in body or soul My love for you will carry on

Snippets 10: Hermaphrosnippet.
Courtney says: oh my gosh, so I think you and the guy who knows the girl with the balls would be good friends Courtney says: let me type this text msg that he just sent me, to you Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Courty? Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: -Think- about what you just said.

My Beautiful Wife
In her eyes I see my whole world, With her in my arms I know I’m home, She’s take your breath beautiful, She don’t even know, In her touch she holds heaven, In her kiss she hold life, Oh I thank you lord, For my beautiful wife, She is a smile in a bad mood, She is my answer without a word, She is my little angel, With sweetest voice I’ve ever heard, She makes the smallest things, The biggest reasons in my life, To hold her forever, Oh my beautiful wife, Oh there’s nothing that compares, To the light she shines, And I just cant believe, God made her mine, She’s every prayer answered, She is the meaning to my life, Every dream come true, My beautiful wife. She’s my dreams when I am sleeping, My thoughts when I’m awake, She is only one I know, Who gives more than she takes, I don’t know I’ve done, That could have been so right, That the lord blessed me, With my beautiful wife, She is the wink from across the room, That gets my heart pounding,

Need Help With Embed Code
I have a question about embedding music. If anyone is pretty smart about this sorta thing, I'd sure appreciate it if you'd get in touch with me. I'd add codes here, but that doesn't work...I've tried it before...it just embeds them, and I just need to have someone look at the one I use. Hard to look at it, if it embeds it. lol So...just send me a private message if you know anything about embedding, and we'll go from there! Thanks!

How Do Men See You ?
Men See You As Playful Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How Do Men See You?

Halloween Horroscope
This is so true Halloween Horoscope for Scorpio Halloween is your favorite holiday for scaring and shocking others. You like to bring out your alternate persona on Halloween - and have the night of your life. Costume suggestions: A freaky monster or prince / princess of darkness. Signature Halloween candy: Candy cigarettes What's Your Halloween Horoscope?

Hott Test
THIS IS THE HOTT TEST....HOW HOTT R U? GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING) SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST. WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR. 1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE? a) Dark b) Light 2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO: a) Go to a party b) Go out to eat 3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF: a) Baby-Pink b) Yellow c) Baby-Blue d) Turquoise 4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF: a) Talking b) Dancing c) Taking Long Walks 5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE? a) Louie Vuitton b) coach c) Hollister 6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING? a) hawaii b) London c) florida 7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO: a) The Beach b) Somewhere Cooler 8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH? a) January b) Februa ry c) March d) April e) May f) June g) July h) August i) September j) October k) November l) December 9. WOULD YOU RATHER: a) Chi

This Is Too Sweet For Words!!!
THIS IS TOO SWEET FOR WORDS!!! A six-year-old boy told his father he wanted to marry the little girl across the street. The father, being modern and well-schooled in handling children, hid his smile behind his hand. "That's a serious step," he said. "Have you thought it out completely?" "Yes," his young son answered. "We can spend one week in my room and the next in hers. It's right across the street, so I can run home if I get scared of the dark." "How about transportation?" the father asked. "I have my wagon, and we both have our tricycles," the little boy answered. The boy had an answer to every question the father raised. Finally, in exasperation, his dad asked, "What about babies? When you're married, you're liable to have babies, you know." "We've thought about that, too," the little boy replied. "We're not going to have babies. Every time she lays an egg, I'm going to step on it!"

The Photo
After a long night of making love, he notices a photo of another man on her nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry.. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. "That's me before the surgery."

A Tribute To Fat Tony - Come Join Us
Attention All Photoshoppers. There is a desire for more Memorial photoshops of Fat Tony. You can find photos on either Fat Tonys page, or Fat Sonnys. A Note from The Father Please help me help them... Then listen for this live broadcast on wednesday. You can watch and be a part of this as well!Please repost and keep this going! Why do we want so many Tribute photos for Fat Tony? Well I will tell you. We would like to do a dvd of a live broadcast. We want as many as we can get so we are calling all of you photoshoppers out there to come up with your best designs for these! When you complete the images, you can send them to Fat Sonny or to Trixy, The deadline is Monday @ 5pm EST, we will take late submissions but the sooner the better. The live Broadcast will take place on Wednesday 9pm to 11pm est. Keep in touch for more details! Here are all the links you need! ~FAT SONNY~RIP FAT TONY@ CherryTAP FatTony@ CherryTAP ¢¾Trixy¢¾ ¢¾S

I Want You Still
I want her still, her touch, her kiss, her hands interlocking with mine. I feel her deep inside herself, touching her very soul. I have my legs wrapped around her, I feel her heart beat against mine, the pulsating power behind each motion and movement of my body penetrating her. She pulls me close, her breath is my own. Entwined as her body becomes mine, filling her with such ecstasy that I move towards her with a new connection, reaching beyond the physical realm and moving into the spiritual realm. Reaching such heights of orgasmic bliss, I feel the waves moves through out her entire being rushing into the depths of my body, the explosion of passion spilling out wetness of pleasure. She takes me giving me all that she is. The erotic sounds she makes coming from within expressing every feeling and emotion making all around us hear and gasp for their own pleasures to experience. I want her still, Come find me and take me there again to only where you can take me. You know my touch, you

A Test Ripped Off From Broken_hearted420
Full Name: [B] Andrew John Smith. Yes I know it’s not very exciting but I was third and Mum and Dad were running out of ideas and I was born in Britain where naming people after the shrubbery or geographic features has only recently found favour [/B] Date of Birth: 11-01-1964 Zodiac Sign: Capricorn Birth Place: Kelly Bray, Cornwall, UK Eyes: Hazel Hair: Reddish Brown (or Greyish Brown if I left it to its own devices) Height: 5 ft 10 Relationship: Separated from wife of 10 years since Nov 2006 divorce in progress Fears: Rating up to 60mg of Happy Pills a day and becoming on of the celebrity sad people at the surgery Smoking: Yes, someone has to pay for the National Health Service Drinking: Rarely Swearing: Depends Drugs: Not since smoking puff in 1983 Steal: No but if it’s left lying around I will pick it up Trustworthy: If I say I’ll do it, I’ll do it Tattoos: Still thinking about that Piercing: No Depression: Shit loads Suici

Third Prelude
Death took a another chance, " NO. NO. I was taking care of some business,remember,andI thought I might see if your ding ok,andmay you can help me now." "Oh yeah, you lost a body or something, huh? You mean you didnt find it yet. I thought you is would shrivel up to nothing. how long does that take? aint, er, isnt it about time you found her?" "Thats why Im here. I dont know here tolook. I asked everyone I know,andtheyjust laugh at me.they thnk its a great joke that Death would have lost a soul." "Well, I think thats cruel, what kindof friends are those to have. I tell ya bob, you gotta be careful nowa days. You never know whos gonna double cross you, trust me I know." Melissa crossed the short space between themand sat next to Death,once again raching out to grasp him gently on the arm bone. Looking into his eyes, she simply stated " Bob I am your friend. I promise." " Will you help Melissa?I mean as much as you can. I can pay you, you won't want for anything

Give Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I sit and think about what my life has become and I wonder what the point is? I don't see any reason to stay here other than my son. I can't take the pain any more, I want it all to end. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to feel and I don't know how to stop feeling. I want to run far away and never come back and never look back, but I have no where to go, so I am stuck in this hell hole that I live in to suffer and feel the pain. I look at those in the world and they all seem so happy. I want a man who loves me and can handle it when I push him away when I am down and not make be feel worse then I already do, but I don't think there is anyone who can handle my mood swings. I hate the fact that I can feel my heart break everyday. I hate the fact that all I want to do is cry and it takes so much to keep the tears from falling. I don't know if I can keep them from falling for much longer. I want to crawl in a hole and never come out cause that seems so much easier then deal

Her..... Him To Cum.. Err.. I Mean Come!
Her The library has always been a very erotic place for me. It’s so peaceful. The smell from the books drives me crazy. I think what really gets me is that everyone tries so hard not to be noticed or bother anyone else.. And being deaf I'm extra worried about being noisy. Back in college I was working late at the library, trying to finish up some last minute research for a report. Sitting in one of the far corners, I was pretty much secluded. Periodically, someone would walk by, but for the most part, I was alone. I’d been working for two hours and needed a break. Getting up, I walked to the drinking fountain and back to my corner. I had passed by one area and seen two teenagers secretly kissing in the corner. The image was strangely erotic to me. The smell of the books, the tension, everything, it was all starting to get to me. Sitting back in my corner, I tried to focus on my research. The pages were blurry to me. My brain didn’t want to think anymore. I’d seen enough sta

Baptizedxfire
About BAPTiZED BY FiRE These days, it doesnt take much to get a F**K YOU! Pretty much anything you like, is being torn apart by someone else on a daily basis. And lets face it - we ALL participate. But what we ALL have to remember is, that hate, does NOT define us. Its what we LOVE, that defines US ALL. Hello, we're BAPTiZED BY FiRE and we love music, do you? We were all born into music. Born to listen to and enjoy it. Hell, we were born to make it. Just MAKE IT. Music. And we will, for as long as our fingers and lungs can take it, without any worry of losing heart. Danny Wacker plays guitar. That's pretty much it. He plays guitar, and sometimes, only sometimes, he takes a break to watch "Three's Company." That's right, guitar and Suzanne Somers. That's commitment. That's work ethic. We're lucky to have him. Dan Carlysle plays bass, parties like a rock star and fights like an an army of one. Sometimes the army turns on itself, but you don't have to be perfect to play rock

Recipe For Friendship
~~~~ Recipe For A Wonderful Friendship ~~~~ 1 cup Courtesy 1/2 cup Patience 1/4 cup Forgiveness 2 cups Understanding 1 cup Encouragement 2 tsp. Unselfishness Stir in a pinch of Praise. Add a dash of Wit and Humor. Season with Faith and Confidence, Put it in a 16 x 9 pan, bake on 350° for a Lifetime and serve with generous portions of Love and Kindness. Have A Tasty Day!!! Thanks, My Wonderful Friend HUGS Trouble

Job/employment Spells
GOOD LUCK JOB OIL Allspice, cinnamon, sage, dill, from kitchen cupboard of grocery shop and mix with base oil - olive oil is fine. Warm leaves overnight strain through a tea strainer if you wish or just use. TO WIN A JOB Before you go to your job interview, you will need a green candle, a banknote and a paperclip. Light the candle and show both sides of the banknote to the flame. Fasten the note to the back of a photograph of yourself. Blow out the candle. Carry your photo, with the note attached, in your handbag or wallet during your interview. JOB SPELL Write on a green candle the kind of job you want and burn the candle saying: "To do for me this deed, bring to me this Job I need" And let the candle burn out. CANDLE SPELL TO GET A JOB This spell should be used only after you have submitted your resume or application. With a pin or sharp knife, write the name of the company(s) you want to work for on the side of a large green candle. On a red candle, you need to carv

Self Love Spell
The Ethics of Love Spells Help, I need a Love Spell!! Sigh....this phrase will raise many a hair on us Witches. Too many people today seem to think that there is a "quick fix" for every situation life throws us. Truth is, there isn't. Not even for a Witch. Just as there are rules to live by in everyday life, there are rules to live by in spell casting. Placing a love spell on another person is morally wrong, and a Witch will not aid anyone in doing so. Why is it so wrong?? Well, it infringes upon another’s' right to free will. (This is the part where I picture a bunch of stupefied love struck zombies roaming around........not a pretty picture). See, love comes from within, and when another is forced to feel such an emotion, you are basically getting a shell of that person....the love given to the love spell caster, is empty, and void of the REAL emotion that WOULD be felt, if the love were given freely, and not by force. It has been my experience that the majority of those who

Cloud Eye Rite
This is a version of a rite by an unknown author which involves transferring one's 'essence' to another form, such as a rainbow, an animal, another person, a cloud, even a tree. In this case, you move your perception to a cloud. You will need: An open space Dry ice Passivity Open by whatever means feels appropriate. (You might just cast a circle.) Set the dry ice in the center of the working area. Participants circle deosil around the ice, chanting "Ka-ao-opua-loa" (the sharp-pointed living cloud). In the Hawaiian legends, this was the name of the kupua of the cloud people. Circling and chanting continue for 10-15 minutes, at the end of which all sit down in a circle as close to the ice as possible. All stare into the fog rising from the ice until tunnel vision sets in (the field of vision goes black except for the object focused upon). At the moment that tunnel vision occurs, say: "As below, so above The cloud is in my eye Ka-ao-opua-loa carry my sight"

Psychic Sight Spell
A spell to open the third eye (psychic sight) goes as follows. Fill a small purple bag (or a piece of cloth that you can wrap herbs in and tie up) with as many of the following herbs as you can: * mugwort * acacia * honeysuckle * peppermint * rosemary * thyme * yarrow * cloves * dandelion * lilac * lavender * calendula Gather the edges of the cloth and tie a string around it if you are using a cloth, or if you used a small purple bag, tie it shut. (Drawstring bags work best.) Using a dark violet marker, draw an eye on the front of the bag. Rub the bag on the third eye chakra (forehead) whenever performing divination or needing psychic sight, and sleep with it under your pillow every night.

Poems From The Heart
No Happiness Here I'm not meant to be happy. Happily Ever After endings are not made for me. I was actually happy with you. But making you happy was something I couldn’t do. I tried and tried my best. But I guess I wasn’t better than the rest. I thought I helped you through your trials and tribulations. I thought I could cure your infactuation. You just wanted me because you couldn’t have me. And all I wanted to do is make you happy. I asked if I made you happy and you said, "you do" But I was the fool because I was being lied to. You were so sweet and told me things I needed to hear. You said you'd wipe away every tear. I'm crying now, where are you? You're out with friends, doing what they want you to. Why did you leave me? You promised you'd never leave me! I loved you with all my heart! All you did was break it apart! I still don’t understand why you left me when you said you never would. You said that you would do for me all that you could. Why did you l

The Real Meanings Behind Wicca It Is Nothing Of Neo-pagan!
What Is Wicca -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence. When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrog

For The Guys
I gotta know something......what do you look for in a woman....looks, personality....all of it..what appeals most to you......do women have to look like Barbie to get your attention??? Come on....be honest....I really wanna know!!!

Livestrong Challenge 2007
I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised $1,500 but I only had a month in which to fund raise. This year the goal is at least $3,000 which is very doable. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. If you read this and don't donate... save me the trouble of deleting you from my friends list. http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215

Getty Lucky Is A Good Thing.
I just want to say something here, as I just got home from hockey. We, as in athletes. We always grow up dreaming about that game winning home run, touch down catch, buzzer beater 3 pointer, and now the 170 foot short handed goal. Wayne Gretzky was once quoted "The only bad shot in hockey is the one you don't take" It was an ugly, or as I would like to think of as FUGLY, game. Our team started out flat, and the team we were playing was playing out of their asses. The ice was shitty, so the puck was not settling. It was just dying when you figure it was going to travel. Things just were happening were you would find yourself out of position, and stupid shit happening. We were off for two weeks coming into tonights game. They got to play Friday night. It helps to have played the week before. So we were really flat. So we scored the first goal, then they tied the game. Then we scored in the second period, and they scored again to tie it up. They were playing well.

Memories Of What Used To Be
I wonder if he remembers me Or if I'm just a memory I wonder if he thinks of us Or if he finds it useless I wonder how things would be If he had never left me I wonder how he is And if I'm still a love of his I think about him everyday And wonder if he's okay I think about how happy we were And the memories make the tears stir I think about the plans we made While we were laying in the shade I think about all we said And the lives we lead To not know Where to go To not know where to find A place where he may hide To not be able to see his face Puts my heart so out of place To not know when he's near Is my greatest fear There's so much in my head That I wish I'd said There's so many missed kisses For my unanswered wishes There's only so many ways For me to make it through the days There's so little light In my heart tonight What would I say If given a day What would happen If I could

Spanky?
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Welcome To The Office
My alarm went off at 6:30am as usual. I grabbed my phone just wanting to turn off my alarm and go back to sleep but I knew I had to get up. I slowly got out of bed and dragged myself to the bathroom; the image in the mirror was a sight to see. I looked a mess; my make-up was everywhere as I had forgotten to take it off the night before, my hair looked as though I had been electrocuted. I had a shower and sorted out my hair then went to pick the sexiest outfit I could wear to work without suspicion. I wanted to impress you. You’d only started 2 weeks ago and I had already developed the biggest crush on you! I knew you kind of liked me too cause I always saw you eyeing me up. In the end I decided to go with a knee length black skirt with a slit up the thigh and a low cut red top, no underwear and a pair of black sheer hold up stockings, finished off with red high heels. Looking at myself in the mirror, my semi hard nipples poking through the sheer material of the top, I had to admit that

Job Hunting & Remembering.....
Sunday, April 16, 2007 Had a bad night last night. Watched "Flip That House". Ty Pennington was keeping a promise to a cancer victim. His cancer was much more severe than Jerry's. The man on tv was diagnosed with some sort of melanoma and died 5 months later. They were looking forward to the restorations to the house when he was diagnosed and it took his savings. The entire town got together to see his dreams come true for his house and a mill that was also restored. They coordinated parts of the old house into the new house. Did the same with the mill. What got me was near his death, he looked like Jerry. I boo hoo'd through the segments I saw. I did my best to distract myself. I should have watched the middle of the show instead of being on computer. I watched the beginning and end of the show. Went job hunting and put in the application of caring for bf till his death. I hope I did that ok. I could not remember details of my past jobs, except for the AF, a

He Needs Prayers
My older brother is what is called a manic depressant and last night in an attempt to end his life he took around 30 1mg xanax and drank a six pack of beer. We found him thank god before it was to late. He is now in a psych unit to try to help him get his self straight. He has 4 children 20, 16, 13, and 12. The 20 y/o is in the marines and is preparing to go to Iraq. I don't agree with what he did but I have been in the fire and ems service long enough to understand why these people do this kinda of thing. I just hope and pray that he doesn't loose his children to there mother since she sexually abused both of the boys. I have the 2 younger ones with me trying to take care of them but understandably there are very concerned about there dad. Please everyone keep him in his prayers. All this depression started because of a damn exwife of his that he still claimed to love and all she did was play games with his head and heart. I really wish someone would be the hell out of her.

Another Gracious Thank You . . .
I wanted to thank all of my friends for the support again while I am dealing with another tragic death amongst my friends. I don't know if I would class it as luck, but when out with friends on Friday night, Chay was posing for pics . . . only hours before she decided to take her own life. Am I surprised that you bleached out your hair to platinum before checking out of this flea bag of a motel called life? Nah . . . It was your way of doing things . . . Again, all I am left with is memories . . yes, that is selfish, but you know what, taking your own life was selfish and I have a right to be angry with you!!!!! You had it all, and unfortunately, none of us will ever know why you did this . . . You could have talked to any of us . . . You could have picked up the phone and called me . . . Yes, you were far away, but I was always here for you!!! You could have hoped back on a plane and flew back home . . . I guess, AGAIN, I am left

Upcoming Trip
OK, so I'm going on this trip next month. Some of you already know, but for those who don't... I'm very excited to be going out of the country for the first time. I'm going on a European tour of 5 countries. I'll be in London, England for a few days, then off to Paris for a couple of days, which includes a day trip to Mont St. Michel. After Paris, my train leaves for Italy. While in Italy, I'll stay in Rome for a few days, then I'm off to Florence, then Venice. My next stop will be Germany. I'll be staying in Nuremberg for a couple of days then I'm off to Amsterdam in the Netherlands. I've been planning this trip according to the most impressive things that I've learned while in school over the years pursuing my bachelor's degree in Art History. That, and my passion for architecture has fueled my motivation for this trip for many years. Now, I am exactly a month away from realizing yet another dream/goal that I've set for myself. I would like to use this Blog medium as both

Dark Spider's Web
"Dark Spider's Web" is premiering on ScreamTV.net Saturday night at 7pm central (8 eastern) It has my interview and some other goodies. be sure to check it out..and spread the word!!! For we love Screamtv.net and We love Dark Spider too!

Am I Kinky?
Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Not My Best
Breezes gentle and ever so soft Carry the days problems aloft Dispersing them way up high in the thin air they wither and die What is left falls to the earth Is trampled under and finds it worth As fertile soil to help peace renew sweet roses come forth dripping with dew the world finds peace and balance again Letting this moment carry us free of pain Knowing that the divine for us has a plan Feeling it in the hearts of every woman and man ours is to live and do both no harm and what’s right And let the selfish side fade in this moments loving light By R. Thomas Dinsmore I wanted to write something peaceful ... I guess I should not try to force it LOL

Why Women Run From "nice" Guys
Why Women RUN From "Nice" Guys IMPORTANT NOTE: I've spent several years overcoming my own fears, learning from guys who are truly AMAZING with women, and then simplifying and explaining EXACTLY what works when it comes to meeting women and getting dates. If you'd like to read my story, plus watch video clips of each of my different programs, just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ I have a lot of guys write me to say, "I know this girl who's beautiful and smart and attractive. She and I are great friends, we have everything in common, and we get along perfectly... but she says that she's just not attracted to me..." Have you ever noticed that: 1) The most attractive and interesting women seem to be attracted to men who don't treat them very well? 2) That the "nicer" you are to a woman the more she often seems to act like "just a friend" to you? What's going on here? Didn't mom say to be "nice" to girls?

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights These are days I need u to hold me tight in your arms Hold me close and keep me warm Tell me I'm your good luck charm Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you Tell me I'm your every wish come true Lay me down very gently Then make love to me essentially Caress my body from head to toe Not missing a spot Let's play around like connect the dots Let's make each other hot until our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride Take my body on a journey that never ends It always seems to just begin Make me climax like I never done before Do what you want to my body it's all yours Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me Do whatever you want to my body As long as it's pleasing.

This Is Going To Be A Long Couple Of Days
I don't know where I am working tomorrow and I have to show up there at 7am. I have keys from my previous work place for i had forgotten to turn them in. I had other things on my mind and forgot them. By the time I got home it was too late. i still have to find transportation to Trillium. This is going to be a long week. For now I eat pizza and drink wine (i would prefer pasta but everything is closed or too far)

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry... if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". Im sorry... I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are

Fuck You Bitch
I AM HERE LOOKING FOR SOME GOOD FRIENDS..AND I NEVER RATED PICTURES "1"..NEVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE...COZ I HAVE LOTS OF RESPECT TO SOME PEOPLE HERE....I WANT TO FEEL THEM THAT THEY ARE SOO IMPORTANT....AND SO GREAT..BUT YOU RATED MY PICTURE 1...BITCH ASSHOLE..YOU HAVE NO MANNERS.....!! IM GONNA REMEMBER YOU...DAM YOU! G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S

More About This Insane Loser
they say that i must of sipped from the cup of insanity shit i think i guzzled it. i left that bitch empty, i think it tasted like pussy which is why i crave it so much. female cum is the best taste in the world. (with that said i should had been born a lesbian i get told by les all over that they wont be with a guy cause only a woman knows how to please a woman. why get ate out and fuck a strap on when i can eat longer and better plus if you need the dick its there.. lmao sorry just wanted to put that out there im sure the les's will be mad at that comment but had to say it)i dont know what it is that makes me me but i do know i would be a great study subject for shrinks around the world. i'm truely a strange case of insanity. i remember most of my past lives. i see dead ppl and talk to them as well. i have a pet that can only be seen in the dark and by certain ppl. its a gremlin he follows me to keep me protected from the things i see. i was a killer for almost every past life. so i

Sweet Sacrifice
It's true, we're all a little insane. But it's so clear, Now that I'm unchained. Fear is only in our minds, Taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time. You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. You know you live to break me. Don't deny. Sweet sacrifice. One day I'm gonna forget your name, And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain. Fear is only in our minds, Taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time. You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey? I'm your sacrifice. (I dream in darkness I sleep to die, Erase the silence, Erase my life, Our burning ashes Blacken the day, A world of nothingness, Blow me away.) Do you wonder why you hate? Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. You know you live to break me.

Read This
The Right Choice I want to be where you are Kissing you holding you tight Where you are is where I want to be Because with you I can just be myself Don’t have to pretend Or live in fear With you I feel safe Not everything coming to an end But instead a new beginning A journey to take together Through the ups and downs Distances and stormy weather I promise to stay true Will you promise me that too? You are my baby My dreams come true I know to you this is probably lame But yet and still I feel the same All I want is a faithful man Someone who truly understands Supports me And encourages me Loves me for me That’s the kinda man I pray for you to be But I wanted you to know how I feel without you here How I long for you to be near So that we can taste life together And see how good it is I want to see you smile I want to hear your voice To have you say baby I love you And yes I made the right choice

The Dollar Bill (interesting Facts)
Enjoy the history of the dollar bill Take out a one dollar bill, and look at it. The one dollar bill you're looking at first came off the presses in 1957 in its present design. This so-called paper money is in fact a cotton and linen blend, with red and blue minute silk fibers running through it. It is actually material. We've all washed it without it falling apart. A special blend of ink is used, the contents we will never know. It is overprinted with symbols and then it is starched to make it water resistant and pressed to give it that nice crisp look. If you look on the front of the bill, you will see the United States Treasury Seal. On the top you will see the scales for a balanced budget. In the center you have a carpenter's square, a tool used for an even cut. Underneath is the Key to the United States Treasury. That's all pretty easy to figure out, but what is on the back of that dollar bill is something we should all know. If you turn the bill over, you w

My Shining Star (poem)
there is a shining star thats waiting there for me. he always shines his love and says one day u'll be with me. when i close my eyes i can see his smile and feel his warm embrace. but only from afar cuase i cannot touch his face. hope and dreams may come true one day. as i can only pray. and hope my star will find his way. whisper in my ear and say i'm back my darlin dear as always i have been so near and never again will i leave u dear for we are together forever dont shed anymore tears. at last my love has been found as my heart skips to the sound of two hearts beating just as one forever waiting for the morning sun By Trin,

Sexual Powertrip(one Big Lie)
It started And then it ended With one big lie?! I'm sorry for the way I treated you I'm stuck in my ways to just run In the opposite way when things get comfortable I'll keep on licking till your flavor is gone Chorus: But it's getting more impossible To keep a straight face and be trusted with I love you Yeah, I love you (One big lie) (Bla bla bla, bla bla bla, bla bla fucking bla!) Don't trust my words when I'm in bed with you I'll bring the message but the message gets lost Yeah you opened your legs and maybe I promised you You didn't notice that my ankles were crossed Chorus: But it's getting more impossible To keep a straight face and be trusted with I love you Can you show me how to treat someone? I don't recall ever learning how I keep fucking up Cause I keep fucking up I keep fucking up!

As A Young Girl
AS A YOUNG GIRL MY MIND IS FULL OF VISIONS OF WHO I WANT TO BE AND WHERE I WANT TO GO HOW I WANT TO LIVE AND WHO I WANT TO LIVE WITH MY HEART IS FULL OF DREAMS LIKE THE HOUSE I WANT TO LIVE IN THE KIND OF CAR I WANT TO OWN THE WEDDING THAT I CAN ONLY DREAM OF AND THE MAN OF MY DREAMS STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND RIGHT NOW THAT MAN IS YOU SWEETHEART

Personality
Floating around in all these sites makes one aware of a growing trend. Pretending. Why is it so popular to be someone other than who you are? Or is being yourself where no one knows if you are really you the only place you feel safe being you? Confusing isn't it? Exactly. Oh,... the tangled webs we weave. If only one would just be who they are, wherever they are, how much simpler life would be. Do you agree? Do you know? For myself, I am being me without being me.By that I mean to say that I mean what I say, but I have used a fake identity here, so I am not really being totally me. Why? Because, as I said, I am a very private person, and I don't know all the people here. What's your story?

Today Is The Day Of The Wake
Last night we went shopping because I needed clothes to wear to the wake & funeral & my daughter needed clothes to wear to the wake (she's not going to the funeral). We were supposed to go the day before, but I was in too much pain; my back, leg, head, hips, rib(s),ect., all hurt too bad to move. My husband was pissed off that we couldn't go then. Then last night, he was pissed that I couldn't get moving until 7pm;Fuck him!...the stores are open until 9pm or later! I went to one store for me & he took our daughter to a different store. The store I went to didn't have some of the stuff I needed, so he & I went to Wal-Mart this morning....we JUST got back. I got screamed at the whole way there, while we were in the store (how fucking humiliating!), the whole ride home, & then the entire 45 seconds he was home before he left. He was pissed that I made him late for the FAMILY portion of the wake. I am so fucking hurt that he has pushed me out of EVERYTHING that has to do with family. He w

Bored, So Here's Some Questions.
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Him♥ 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? 99.999% of the time 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Both, but get some drinks in me and I dont shut up! 4. Do you take compliments well? Sure 5. Do you play Sudoku? Yep 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I'd most likely dehydrate myself from crying hysterically. 7. Do you like piercings? Have you not looked at my pics? 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? No 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? Board game: Clue. Outdoor game: Basketball, Volleyball, Baseball. Nintendo: Super Mario Bro. Sega: Sonic the hedge hog PS: Tomb Radider PS2: Grand Theft Auto 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? HAHA 11. Do you have a "type"? No 12. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? Both 13. Use three words to describe yourse

I'm Sorry, So Sorry.. (jem - They)
Who made up all the rules We follow them like fools Believe them to be true Don't care to think them through I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry we do this And it's ironic too Cos what we tend to do Is act on what they say And then it is that way I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry we do this Who are they where are they how can they possibly know all this Who are they where are they how can they possibly know all this Do you see what I see Why do we live like this Is it because it's true that ignorance is bliss Who are they where are they how do they know all this I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this Do you see what I see Why do we live like this Is it because it's true that ignorance is bliss who are they where are they how can they know all this And I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry we do this

Someday
Someday I can see you when I close my eyes Although we’ve never met I can hear your laugh You move like sunshine Leaving traces of glitter and grace Light dances with your entire being And when you smile Your eyes connect our souls For you are my everything So forever I will wait Until you are in my arms

Just A Dream
I woke one morning to the sound of birds singing and the sun shining brighter than ever so I yawned and stopped the alarm from ringing and kissed my wife and caressed her we went to the shower and then to the bed for a little bit of TLC What a way to wake up , she joked and said but you wait until we go back to sleep work was great no rush hour traffic everything all day was a breeze while I was heading home I started to imagine this special night set for my queen I enter my house, lights off and lit candles then I am greeted at the front door by my lady just waiting so patient and admirable for daddy to love her some more our night together is indescribable full of moans and passionate screams but I wake up the next morning, much to my surprise to find out it was all a dream Nemesis of Nazerath

Regrets
Custom Comments, Layouts & more I wake up startled, Consumed with greif, Long fogotten memory, Has stalked me like a theif, Tears spill like soured wine, Your face fills my room, Your pain becomes mine again, My darling gone to soon.

Hehe
A man was traveling down a country road when he saw a large group of people outside a house. He stopped and asked a person why the large crowd was there. A farmer replied, "Joe's mule kicked his mother-in-law and she died." "Well," replied the man, "she must have had a lot of friends." "Nope," said the farmer, "we all just want to buy his mule!"

How It Went....
Hey!! To everyone who gave for the Breast cancer walk again thanks! It was yesaterday (Sat 21). I took my two kids with me and it went well. The walk was only 3 miles.But my kids had a blast I had fun. Thanks again for your support (to those who donated ha ha )

Hell Yeah, I Want A "bowflex Body", Who Doesn't?!
OK, My mind get's filled with all kinds of crazy shit and I just need to let a few devious things out every now & again, or I'll burst! I am sick and tired of seeing all these freakin Bowflex commercials with scantily clad hotties showin off their "Oh so svelt" bods...ugh. Promoting that certain diet pills or exercise machines will build a better me. What's wrong here? Everytime I turn on the television, the radio, hell, even with stupid pop-ups on the internet...I'm bombarded by images of these unrealistic bodies! It's messed up people! Men with abs that look like they were chiseled out of stone, arms so big, they resemble tree trunks, rather than human limbs...women with extremely tiny waists and ENORMOUS fake breasts, all preaching to my lazy ass about fitness...sigh. WTF?! Like ANY of those people share common ground with Jared (That subway guy). They don't even look real! How am I, or any of you for that matter, supposed to "relate" to them? I sit there watching

So Very True!
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Severely Hung Over...
9 of us from work decided to get together to help celebrate one of the girls birthdays. It was a royal riot. If you could picture 9 nutty nurses ... hootin n hollerin in the local bar in Prescott, Ontario. We started out with beer, rye and some wacked out drink ..all I can remember of it was...that it green..LOL From there we graduated to shooters with peppermint schnapps and tequilla. Whoaaa...them is mighty powerful. Of course throw in a few B-52's ..and yep Boo was pretty snookered..lol We danced..played pool..well I think I played pool..LOL ..think I jus kinda stood there with the pool stick. The band was okay...played a lot of blues. I know I kept shouting at them to play..."One burbon, one scotch and one beer" ..bastards never played it...lol I know I ended up at a friends place...drinking till 3:30 am...am still at a loss as to how I got there..lmao! Gonna have to ask her at work tomorrow. The highlight of my night tho was meeting one of my friends from

The Month To Come ..
If im not on ( i know i havnt been on much or at all .. but ) .. Its because Mikes graduation is coming up faster and faster .. Ive got just a lil over a month . and My mother called today to inform me she'll be here at least .. .. yes at Least a week prior to the graduation and about a week or SO .. afterwards .. ..So . here's my thing . If anyone has any FAST diet tips . Toss em at me .. its either I do something or live in my dryer for the next month . I figure thats the best thing as it manages to shrink every other freakin thing I put in there .. why not me ???.althou .. with my luck . I'll just come out shorter .. or missing a sock or something .. and I know my hair will be FABULOUS when i come outta there .. Hummmm.. I wonder if Lint will be the rage this summer ??? But at least ill be smelling Bounce'y Fresh .. and can always find a way to make an outfit out of all the dryer sheets . that should scare off a few Misquito's .. ... on another note .. I Miss you all . and hope y

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name,

Tax Laws For 2007
TAX LAWS FOR 2007 WAY TOO FUNNY FOR WORDS The only thing IRS has not yet taxed is the PENIS. This is due to the fact that 70% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 13% of the time it is pissed off, 12% of the time it is hard up, and 5% of the time it's in the hole. It has two dependents, but they're nuts. Issues still under consideration are as follows: Are there penalties for early withdrawal? Do multiple partners count as a corporation? Are condoms deductible as work clothes? Effective January 23, 2007 penises will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10"- 12" Luxury Tax 8" - 9" Pole Tax 6" - 7" Privilege Tax 4" - 5" Nuisance Tax Note: ; Males exceeding 12" must file under capital gains. Anyone under 4" is eligible for a refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION

Do You Get Enough Sleep?
You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep. Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy. Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed. Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Heartache
Heartache Oh how my heart aches in this desolate time Finding faith in friends and words so kind Tragedy strikes when you least expect it Initial reaction is one of fear and pain Later comes the hate and disdain How could one do that to so many Understanding and comprehension are nowhere to be found Life and time slowly stand still as the world catches it breath Sadness and sorrow emanate from all touched by death Freedom comes with a price And now more have lost a life Blame is placed on the parents, society and self Hindsight is twenty-twenty to all looking in But could it have been stop it when it began Questions and doubts cloud the mind Oh how the heart aches in this desolate time

I Need Your Help.....
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

69
A woman took an inexperienced man home one night. When they got to her apartment, she suggested that they try a 69. "What do you mean?" he asked. Not knowing quite how to explain, she said, "You put your head between my legs and I'll put my head between your legs," still unsure but willing, he agreed. As soon as he got his head between her legs, she let out a rip roaring fart. "What the hell was that!! He asked. "Oops! I'm sorry! Let's try again," she said. On the second attempt the very same thing happened. He immediately got up and started getting dressed. "Where are you going?" she asked, to which he replied... "If you think I'm sticking around for 67 more of those, you're crazy!!

Hidden Sexual Talent...
You have a sexual hidden talent You have a sexual hidden talent. You might not look it but you are a dynamo in bed. Most of your lovers think that it is from years of practice, but really, you were just born with it. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Help Me Out In The Art Contest!!!!!
FRIENDS...FAMILY, AND FANS The art contest has begun!!! I'd sure appreciate all you comments, and help in winnin' this one. Click on the picture below, and bomb, bomb, bomb! THANKS A BUNCH FOR YOUR HELP!!!

Cant It Be....
Its was only yesterday it seem you were just an image on my screen one whom I had never seen one with an unknown history a phantom, a mystery living out there anywhere somewhere far not near in an imaginary place called cyberspace yet within each other we sought a place our disembodied souls sought a sanctuary somewhere permanent and not temporary a place where we can feel at home where our wandering selves no longer roam finding in each other a harbour a tranquility after we have ended our labour somewhere exotic and beautiful romantic and wonderful where we can reignite the fires of our unfulfilled desires keeping it feuled and burning bringing out the flame of our yearning burning out by bringing out the days and years of doubt creating something new and pure something worth living for based on truth and trust and not just carnal lust that which is nourishing to the soul making it grow and feel whole causing each other with one voice to rejoice becaus

St. Louis Gooey Butter Cake
Prep: 20 minutes Bake: 35 minutes 1 cup all-purpose flour 3 tbsp granulated sugar 1/3 cup butter 1 1/4 cups granulated sugar 3/4 cup butter, softened 1/4 cup light-color corn syrup 1 egg 1 cup all-purpose flour 1 5-ounce can evaporated milk (2/3 cup) Powdered sugar (optional) 1. In a medium bowl, combine 1 cup flour and 3 tablespoons granulated sugar. Use a pastry blender to cut in 1/3 cup butter until mixture resembles fine crumbs and starts to cling. Pat mixture into the bottom of a 9x9x2-inch baking pan; set aside. 2. For filling: In a mixing bowl, beat 1 1/4 cups granulated sugar and 3/4 cup butter with an electric mixeron medium speed until combined. Beat in corn syrup and egg just until combined. 3. Add 1 cup flour and evaporated milk alternately to beathen sugar-butter mixture, beating until just combined after each addition (batter will appear slightly curdled). Pour into crust-lined baking pan. 4. Bake in a 350 degree oven about 35 minutes, or unti

The Fred Brito Dateline Hour
I checked out the hour on Fred tonight. I have to say that I the pleasure of interviewing Fred two years ago when he announced that this special would be airing. Needless to say, we were all excited. After waiting for two years, I have to say that my hope in the mainstream media has been further diminished. Despite his intentions to actually want to do some good, I watched as he was lambasted. I watched him admit to being a con artist and why. These were facts that I was privvy to two years before and I watched as Dateline took this man apart. Fred and I have been in contact over these past two years and through the whole thing, we've waded through the entrapment called "To Catch A Predator" that went on and on ad nauseum to the point where I'd almost given up hope that Fred's story was going to air. Then when it did, I found myself disappointed. His effort to even attempt a straight life aimed at helping others and his community have been damaged thanks largely to facts th

My Favorite Poem...
In the Event of My Demise In the event of my Demise when my heart can beat no more I Hope I Die For A Principle or A Belief that I had Lived 4 I will die Before My Time Because I feel the shadow's Depth so much I wanted 2 accomplish before I reached my Death I have come 2 grips with the possibility and wiped the last tear from My eyes I Loved All who were Positive In the event of my Demise Written by Tupac Shakur (1971-1996)

Best I Am
Long. I`ve Been Running away for far too long Afraid of what Afraid of what I know is soon to come I may not be much of an example right now But I can give you all of my knowledge on how to get along in this place right now all I can say Is that I will do the best that I can to be a good example of man I know one day that You`ll understand you deserve the best that I am you deserve the best that I am It`s So hard so hard to think about when I was child so angry at life I blamed the world for such a long long time But Things happened so quickly some people just go I needed answers to heal me I wanted to know how to get by and now its my turn to say Is that I will do the best that I can to be a good example of man I know one day that You`ll understand you deserve the best that I am you deserve the best that I am This is all for you everything in this world everything in my world everything in your world things wont always go right in this life ther

Security.
So I got the job. I have another interview tomorrow at Chase Bank on 6th at 10. I have training on Tuesday and Wednesday at the place off 360 from 9-4 I think is what she said. At first I'm gonna be working from 7a-7p Saturday and Sunday until I get some experience, then I'll be working full time, during the day, for 8 hour shifts instead of 12. Yay, huh? =]

The Bathtub Test
The Bathtub Test It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" Scroll down DID YOU PASS THE TEST, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

What I Need...
I really think that Keith and I soooo need a vacation from the kids...I really need to get up to Woodridge and help Doranne get her stuff packed and Keith really needs to go see his dad...if i bring my 13 year old, she would be very helpful...if i bring my 3 year old, he will be a big pain in the butt...lol..I really just want to escape the reality of being in southern illinois and go up north where I truelly belong..

Vienna
Vienna - Billy Joel The Stranger Released: 1977 Slow down you crazy child You're so ambitious for a juvenile But then if you're so smart tell me why You are still so afraid? Where's the fire, what's the hurry about? You better cool it off before you burn it out You got so much to do and only So many hours in a day But you know that when the truth is told That you can get what you want Or you an just get old You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through When will you realize Vienna waits for you Slow down you're doing fine You can't be everything you want to be Before your time Although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight Too bad but it's the life you lead You're so ahead of yourself That you forgot what you need Though you can see when you're wrong But you know you can't always see when you're right You got your passion you got your pride But don't you know only fools are satisfied? Dream on, but don't imagine they'll all come

Finding Without Looking
why am i typing this i do not know maybe it just i want to empty my soul so if you reads this ty of not oh well (lol) well i joined ct with the idea of making a few new friends but what happend for me was the best thing i could have hoped for.... they say you find things in the strangest places what am i talking about i made true friends ones i could open my soul to, then there is this one person i have found with out looking bought to me with questions to ask me about other things i care not to talk about,but out of this became my closest friend someone to spend endless days talking about nothing that matters to anybody other than us... this person has taken part of me and i would never want them to give it back i didnt see it coming wasnt looking for it but... untill it happens without knowing its going on around you ,your so caught up in the feeling you just go with the flow and see where you end up or not... who knows what will happen in lifes big picture or what cards fate w

Jagged Edge - Let's Get Married
Jagged Edge - Let's Get Married Lyrics See first of all I know these so-called playas wouldn't tell you this But I'm gonna be real and say what's on my heart Let's take this chance and make this love feel relevant Didn't you know I loved you from the start, yeah When I think about all these years we put in this relationship I knew we'd make it this far? When I think about where I would I be if we were to just fall apart And I just can't stand the thought of leving you Meet me at the altar in your white dress We ain't getting no younger, we might as well do it Been feeling all the while girl I must confess Girl let's just get married I just wanna get married Meet me at the altar in your white dress We ain't getting no younger, we might as well do it Been feeling all the while girl I must confess Girl let's just get married I just wanna get married Said I done it all But frankly girl I'm tired of this emptiness I wanna come home to you and only you Ca

Deployment Time
Well the time has come. I am deploying somewhere between May 9th and May 14th. I am really nervous becuase I don't know what to expect or where we are going. As of time now, they have no clue where we are going. Is it because they really don't want to tell us? Maybe. Is it because they don't know themselves? Could be. All I can say is LACK OF COMMUNICATION. People need to talk to one another and get some real answers. To me, this is bull shit. I didn't get my orders to go there until 2 days ago. Alot of other people got theirs 3 weeks ago. I am going to a CLS class right now. CLS stands for Combat Life Saver. I had to zero my weapon and qualify on Tuesday and Wednesday. Hopefully we don't do anthing in last weeks to come. I am really tired of the hush hush bull shit. My so called high speed Commander and 1SG don't even know or they aint saying anything if they do. Well I guess I will shut my mouth before I say something to really get into trouble. Everyone have a great d

Note To Self
Turn the TV off while trying to get anything important done that actually has time constraints. Cause, ya know, if Colin Farrell happens to make a guest appearance on a show and you aren't expecting it, and hear that charmingly lilting Irish accent, you will be compelled to watch and aren't gonna get anything done until that show is over. Sigh.

Stuck Up People On Ct
why are people on here so stuck up when you say hi to them they dont even reply back to you. that is so rude you try to be nice to them. but they dont even say nothing to you like kiss my a_ _ or nothing. you try to be friendly to them but you dont know what to say after you say hi to them. so why be on here if you cant say hi back.

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I could die Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end I am a mother, my children my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, sexual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I'll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don't always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I am only me."

Trees And Celtic Astrology
What tree did you fall from? Find your birthday and then find your tree... This is in line with Celtic astrology. Dec 23 to Dec 31 - Apple Tree Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree Mar 21 - Oak Tree Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree Jun 24 - Birch Tree Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping WillowTree Sep 13 to Sep

A Day In The Life Of A Deaf Mute
Once upon a time there were two deaf mutes standing on a street corner talking to each other with sign language. Mute #1 (SIGN)"What would you like to do?" Mute #2 (SIGN)"I don't know, what about you?" Mute #1 (SIGN)"Let's get my car, find some girls, drive to a dark space and have some fun." Mute #2 (SIGN)"Good idea." So they get his car, find some girls, drive to a dark spot and are having a ball when the guy in the back seat taps the guy in the front seat on the shoulder..... Front Seat Mute (SIGN)"What?" Back Seat Mute (SIGN)"Have you got any protection?" Front Seat Mute (SIGN)"No. Don't you?" Back Seat Mute (SIGN)"No. We had better go to a drug store and get some." They proceed to drive to a drug store and the man in the back seat gets out and goes inside. In 2 minutes he is back outside and taps on the car window. Inside Mute (SIGN)"What?" Outside Mute (SIGN)"I've got a problem." Inside Mute (SIGN)"What?" Outside Mute (SIGN)

Heavenly Night
One story I wrote.. a good friend of mine asked me to post ( Angelheart) send her some love. So here it is: It was very cold and dark outside, with only the stars brightly shining through the patchy clouds. A trip to the local supermarket was the last thing I wanted to do, but was a necessity if I wanted to eat tonight. I look down the dreary avenue and realize I am only about a block from the Hotel. I lower my eyes and keep walking. Reaching the Hotel door I get lucky and catch a young man going out with his friends. As they walk out the door, and let it swing close I catch it with my foot, and flip it open. I breathe a sigh of relief and walk into the brightly lit and warm lobby. Its only then I realize my hands, ears, and nose are completely numb from the blistering cold. I get to the elevator and take it to the eighth floor. As the door opens I step out and turn right, only a few doors down on the left is my room. As luck would have it, the grocery bag in my arms, is starting

My Life
Where do I start......I have been thinking about my life alot today(to much time alone). I sometimes think that if I died tomorrow would anybody miss me? And the answer to that is yes! First off there are my kids, they would miss me, my best friend she would, my baby the love of my life she would. Outside of that I dont really care. Im bipolar, so that makes life kind of fun. Most people dont want anything to do with me because of that. Cant keep a girlfriend at all. Well just the one. We broke up about five years ago and she got married because she was mad at me. Well she infromed me that we never really broke up! She still is in love with me, she left her husband for me, she understands me, she wants me, for who I am. She is there for me when no one else would be. After to marriages and alot of bad realionships, Im very bitter and jaded. After my oldest daughter was killed I went cold. I dont have any feelings or anything, my expressions are flat no emotions show on my face. When I a

Pourquoi Sont Le Moyen De Personnes Dans L'américain Maintenant Des Jours
Je souhaite que j'aie été de retour en Europe au lieu de l'Amérique. Je manque comment les choses ne sont pas SIMPLEMENT au sujet du dollar et comment les gens s'inquiètent réellement environ un un autre et pas occupe de l'essai de trouver des moyens de se baiser plus de comme ici dedans l'Amérique. J'espère que je rencontre certains encore ici qui vraiment m'inciterait à penser autrement. Je souhaite que j'aie eu l'argent à rester là-bas, mais puisque je suis un Américain je biseautez obtiennent un visa de travail pour rester dans l'E.U.

Daily Horoscope Apr 28
Aries horoscope today, according to CherryTAP: "Tidying up the loose ends suddenly seems like the best and most productive activity. You know what? Your instincts are dead on. When you go through the details with a fine-tooth comb, you discover something amazing." Does this mean I'm gonna find a large sum of laundered cash in my closet when I clean out my old apartment? Oo I hope so... now where'd that comb go?

The Meaning
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

The End!!
As she crawled in the soft bed, her body begged for another storm, but she knew it was late and tomorrow was going to be a big day. So she curled up on her side and sleep, dreams of him flooded her mind and body. She was right in the middle of one of those long walks they would take in the middle of the night.Where they would walk the shadowed walk ways. He had her up against the tree and was taking his dark pleasures from her. He was deep inside her and was about to bite her neck, when a crash of thunder woke her up. For a second as she looked around her room she was confused then a shadow crossed her sight. As her eyes caught it,she couldn't breath. After all this time had he come to her room. Yes , it was him as he crossed over to her bedside a flash of lighting show his body off very nicely. She just watch as he came closer to her with nothing but a smile and a deep look to his eyes. He slipped in next to her and said in a soft husk voice I told you not to give up on me,

Sex Facts
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- According to the Kinsey Institute, the biggest erect penis on record measures 13 inches. The smallest tops off at 1 3/4 inches. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Caramoja tribe of northern Uganda tie a weight on the end of their penises to elongate them--sometimes to such a degree that the men literally have to knot them up--while the Mambas of New Hebrides wrap theirs in yards and yards of cloth, making them look up to 17 inches long. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The most common fantasy is oral sex. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 8% of us have regular anal sex. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 60% of men and 54% of women have had a 1-night stand. --------------------------------

Spiritual Rules On Breaking Up
HERES THE 5 STEP ON HOW TO BREAK W UR BF OR GF W/O HURTING THIER FEELINGS... 1.Don't forget that ending is not a nice thing. Own up to the shadow aspects of this important job. Be prepared to be the "bad guy" and discover that there can be joy in that role. 2. Before you have the ending conversation, get it clear in your mind. You want and need to end this now. Set aside complexity for a while and go for simple. 3. You don't have to give reasons. You know that the reason is that you don't love this person now. Don't be led into the tangle and trap of looking for valid reasons. Love is not a reasonable thing. 4. Be gentle, but also be firm and clear. You can be one part firm to two parts gentle, but no more gentle than that. 5. You have already ended it in your mind, so after the conversation let it be. No regurgitation. No tying up loose ends. Do the main job of ending and let all the details take care of themselves. End of discussion. 6. In spite of rule #5, kn

How Addicted To Blog Things Are You ?
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> You Are 35% Addicted to Blogthings Okay, so you know how to take and post a Blogthing. But you're no addict. (Hey, this quiz *proves* it!) For you, Blogthings is more of a healthy habit. At least, that's what you tell yourself! How Addicted To Blogthings Are You?

Oh This Is Certainly A Monday..alright
Good morning I have tried and tried to down load these pictures that Bonnie had attached at home and thoughtfully emailed them to my hotmail account…well so much for that. The pictures are like 3 mb each and will not fully open up so the prom shots will have to wait for another day, not a rainy mind you just another day. Mandy’s friends had a great time at the house and although they did not make the prom on time due to last minute hair styling by Amanda’s best friend Liz and her sister who also went to the prom, the night was a success and the gaming at our house was a hit. The kids played bean bag, Indoor bean bag, Monster bad mitten, Hill-Billy Golf and they talked and carried on like they had not seen one another in ages… so much so that not hardly a bite was taken at dinner… Girls don’t eat much in front of boys and boys do not want to be thought of as a pig… quite yet…at this stage anyway. I will try to sum up the events through pictures tomorrow, …hopefully. All other issues in

The Bath
Me in warm bathwater in a sunken tub... bath oils, suds... twenty vanilla candles lighting up the room, their flames licking at the air like hungry little tongues...vanilla incense burning in the corner of the room... a gentle hand washing my legs, then moving up to my hips, then the small of my back, and on to my shoulders... my neck... slowly, firmly but gently working the muscles loose into a relaxing bliss... ...lowering my head, while the hands loosen the body and the spirit... a warm body gently sliding up behind me in the bathwater, gingerly resting another's chest on my back... I can feel the breath of another on the nape of my neck, as my shoulders and upper arms are slowly massaged, and deep down within my body begins to tingle... ...lips gently on my neck, juuuust behind the right ear, then up to my lobe, gently tugging on the earring there, teasing the skin there with the tip of a tongue, while hands run down my arms and reach my own hands, fingers entwining tog

Opening The Heart
Love is a friendship that has caught fire. It appears as quiet understanding, trust, sharing, and forgiving. It remains loyal through good & bad. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weakness. Love feels content with the present; it hopes for the future; it doesn't brood over the past. Love includes the day in, day out, chronicle of irritations, problems, & compromises; the small disappointments, big victories, and good goals. If you have a love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else you have, it never feels enough.

Raising Kids Alone.
It is so hard to raise kids on my own, there are many days I don't even know what the hell I am doing. I don't even know how to be a father, never had the example. I never have met or known my own father. I feel many a day that I am the shittest father in the whole world.

Oprah Quizzie My First Blog Post Pop Tha Cherry.
Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. 1. When do you feel your best? a) in the morning b) during the afternoon / early evening c) late at night My answer:c 2. You usually walk... a) fairly fast, with long steps b) fairly fast, with little steps c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face d) less fast, head down e) very slowly My answer:c. 3. When talking to people you... a) stand with your arms folded b) have your hands clasped c) have one or both your hands on your hips d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair My answer:c 4. When relaxing, you sit with... a) your knees bent with

I Am Featured On.....
HEY EVERYONE, JUST THOUGHT I WOULD LET ALL OF YOU KNOW THAT MY FEATURE JUST WENT UP ON BEER DOT COM, AND FOOTBALLANDCHICKS DOT COM HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY AND DON'T FORGET TO PUT IN YOUR RATEING FOR ME ON BEER DOT COM :) XOXOXOX ~TANIA~

5-1-07 Astrology
Sometimes you gotta do something bad just to remind yourself how very good you are. Let someone else take on an extra project. Go see a matinee instead of doing housework. Have some -- what's that word? -- fun for once. hehehe i like this one!!!

Lullaby (baby)
I sing to you a lullaby, The words I’ve never known, But I open up my heart, And this is how it goes, Sleep so softly little angel, And know you’re surrounded with love, From your mother and father, And the good lord above, Rest peaceful our child, So safe and warm, Cradled and wrapped up tight, Safe from the world, Cuddle up quiet, With out a care, And sleep so peaceful, The answer to our prayers, Dream so sweetly, As I rock you to sleep, know I'm always here for you, to tend your every need, I lay you down gently, kiss your little eyes, tuck you little angel, sleep tight,

The Child Within.. A Short Story Of The Terror I Live Somedays.
Sometimes reliving memories of your childhood can be hard.. this was one of those times. perhaps written on a light side.. but I won't hide it.. or hide from it any more. It started out as a good day. A very good day indeed. Work had been slow and I got sent home early. It was a warm and sunny day walking home and then watching the rubber duck races at the falls by the green belt. slowly the yellow blobs made their way across as onlookers watched with anticipation of their adopted rubber ducky to be the one to be first to tumble over the falls. My husband and I even adopted a duck to help the charity. His father and brother had also watched with us, though left shortly after on their way back to Utah. After they had left and things grew quiet in the apartment I started relaxing on the couch bringing my legs up and leaning back against the corner of it. I turned on the TV and started flipping through the channels absentmindedly as I had been thinking about the day. I finall

Just Cause I Can
WHine whine whine whine, bitch rant bitch rant bitch rant. Curse fluently, damn the system. Damn this place. whine whine whine whine. I want some damn sympathy. rant rage rant rage rant rage. Stupid shit stupid shit, and what fucking ever! I think I am done for a while now.

Just Cuz It's Awesome
PROUD AMERICAN This is an Airman's response to Ms Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Williams wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" But I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accounting Service) Taxes, and my bank account. Checking my latest earnings statement I see that I make $1,117.80 before taxes. After taxes, I t

Mens Rules For The Ladies!!
We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. Time to let the men have some rules on us ladies. If it offends you don't read it and suck it up whiners!! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us griping about you leaving it down. 2. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! 3. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 4. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 5. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. 6. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 7. Crying is blackmail. Additional Details 8. Ask for wh

My Sister's Pad--a New Site!!!
PLEASE VISIT THELILYZPAD.COM TO SEE MY CT SISSY'S NEW AGE JEWELRY CREATIONS. THEY ARE THE BOMB. I HAVE CREATED A NEW ALBUM AND AM LOADING IT NOW. SHE IS MAKING MORE EVEN AS WE SPEAK. PLEASE CHECK IT OUT. SHE IS VERY TALENTED.

Take Ur Time!
Lay me down Nice and slow, Stroke me softly See me glow, Run your hands Up and down, Tease me gently All around. Kiss my neck And touch my lips, Squeeze my breasts With tender nips, Let your tongue Caress my skin, Taste my sweat Breathe me in, Slide it down Unearth my hole, Lap me up Find your goal. Insert your fingers Deep inside, Rock my body While I ride, Feel my wetness Deep within, Tantalizing Skin on skin. Pleasure soaring Muffled screams, Orgasm mounting Electric dreams, Tension building Riding high, Feel me cum Hear my cry. Don’t stop there Take me higher, Keep it going Fuel my fire, Ride the waves Of sensual bliss, Bring me home With a kiss.

Je Ne Regrette Rien...
Je ne regrette rien... I do not regret anything. I do not regret the sun, or the moon, and I do not regret the scent of your perfume, that still lingers on my pillow, as an aromatic reminder that you've gone. I don't regret the tears shed in the storms, hidden only by a thousand rain drops, and I don't regret the pains in my heart. I do not regret anything, because you were worth it. To have spent one perfect moment with you is worth the million years of hurt destined to follow.

Sleep...
I'd like to float above my mind beyond my thoughts and chaos to leave the tempest down below and float among the tranquil clouds that kiss the sky of quiet I'd love to sleep awake for once to see the world move slow instead of shooting stars of pain filled thoughts...

The Romantic In Me....
The Everlasting Romantic In Me Ever have times when you would want someone to make a move you, yourself are unsure of? Arouse or tease them so much with simple talk on line or on the phone that minutes after you hang up, they are at your door? And when you open the door, (to someone you KNOW) you are immediately planted with a most passionate kiss? When I was 16ish, I went on a date to the Elton John concert. After the concert, I was rambling on about the concert and my date surprised me with a kiss, shutting me up! That was a most romatic moment for me! Have not had any surprises like that since. On a spur of a moment decision, I went to dinner with a gentlman friend I have known almost since I got here to Alabama. We had been talking for months, had a brief 'hello' of sorts, and had not been able to meet again until now. I am a touchy-feely type person and restrained myself several times from touching his arm or his hand. After dinner and in our own homes, we

To Dare Fate !
Charting a course of second star to the right Then heading off long into the night Till the dawn does break and then to find Is the one still in my heart and mind Dreams to live on and dreams to feed Yet dreams do not fulfill my need Never to have and never to hold So on into the adventure going so bold Will I be blindsided by cupids hand Or shall I remain in never never land By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Tattoo Contest Opens Sat ! I Need People For This! (repost)
Tattoo Contest Time Again! I Need Men and Ladies for my tattoo contest! Contest will start 5/5 thur 5/10 comment bombing is allowed u can comment bomb urself also! Want to enter send me ur pic link to my messages or tell me and i will rip ur pic for you! 2 gifts 1 V.I.P. and ! V.I.C. to the winners! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

One Voice Makes A Difference
My charity, and I am so proud of this letter: President Signs Animal Fighting Bill Into Law Dear Michelle, I wanted to be the first to share with you some fantastic news. Today President Bush signed the Animal Fighting Prohibition Enforcement Act into law. This is the culmination of an almost six-year campaign by The Humane Society of the United States and our allies to enact meaningful federal penalties for animal fighting. The law takes effect immediately. It provides felony penalties for interstate commerce, import and export related to animal fighting activities, including commerce in cockfighting weapons. It will make it much harder for criminals who engage in dogfighting and cockfighting to continue their operations. Each violation of the federal law may bring up to three years in jail and up to a $250,000 fine for perpetrators. We are fortunate to have had steadfast Congressional leadership on this issue. But this campaign would not have been a success without y

Good Clean Jokes
Here's your Thursday laugh - have a great day! One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lung s, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ****** ******************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ********************* ***************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S

Pissed Off Already
I think I'm just going to call it quits with people. To be quite honest. I am sick of being treated like utter shit, and I don't particularly care if anyone who reads this gets all pissy and has a bitch fit. Yesterday wasn't that great of a day. I got nothing but bitched at by several people the one person I don't want to fucking talk to anymore (Gayvid, David whatever) keeps fucking messaging me on a new ID everytime I ignore his other one. THEN, I'm fuck accused of shit that never happened. What the hell is wrong with you fucking people!?! God, I knew there was a reason why I had stopped coming online and I never thought I'd admit it but it is because of drama starting fuckwads... I don't know really what else to say not that I can say much else I have to go finish getting ready for work, which luckly I have a short day at because I have no idea how long I would be able to deal with shit until I snap. I'm offically stressed the fuck out and pissed the fuck off. There are issu

Party!
Tomorrow night, Saturday May 5, I will be checking out Cassandra Syndrome at DC Midnight. These guys rock, and they're great friends of mine as well. Check out a video or two from my stash, and then if you're in the MD, VA or DC area, come to the show! $5 cover, and as an added bonus, you get to meet ME! LOL

Lame
Some how I always end up getting the weirdos when I chat so I decided to start posting some of the conversations here. Feel free to comment. guitarman_28_1978: hi, a/s/l? kim_the_freak_magnet: Perhaps if you read my profile before talking to me you would know guitarman_28_1978: u are correct guitarman_28_1978: but i have a life guitarman_28_1978: and i do not want to read your profile kim_the_freak_magnet: then I suggest you move along, Im not a big fan of morons guitarman_28_1978: wow..i dont know how u are in a relationship guitarman_28_1978: being as ugly as you for one guitarman_28_1978: for 2...not having any intelligence to speak of guitarman_28_1978: u must be one good slut i suppose for any guy to take you kim_the_freak_magnet: yes, I am a hideous beast who gives great head and makes one hell of a meatloaf kim_the_freak_magnet: You don't even have a picture so I'm assuming you arent all that good looking either kim_the_freak_magnet: are you so bitter becaus

Think About This..
think about this.. You can call me: "redneck", "hillbilly", "slaker", "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you coon, jiggaboo, Kike, sand nigger, rag head, Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know

5-4-07 Astrology
People love you and your work. Don't coast, though. Use this lull to scrutinize the project you're working on. If you play critic now, you'll forestall any issues that might come up later and it'll be smooth sailing.

Sexual Definitions
Algolagnia the association of sexual pleasure with pain, whether given or recieved. Anhedonia a term devided by Ziehen for sexual frigidity. Auto~erotism The spontaneous manifestations of the sexual impulse not directed towards a sexual object (or, as frequently understood by psycho~analysts, directed towards the subject himself). Coitus interruptus Sexual intercourse brought to an end by withdrawl when emission is about to occur. Coitus reservatus Sexual intercourse prolonged by control over the act of seminal emission, which may take place after withdrawl or not at all. Coprolagnia/Corpophilla The association of sexual pleasure with defecation or with the feces. Cunnilinctus The apposition of the mouth to the female genital area. Detumescence The stage of sexual excitment, following tumescence, during which the orgasm occurs. Enuresis Bed~wetting, now frequently regarded as having sexual association. Eonism The impulse to assume the dress, habits,

How To Use A Flogger 101
Part I - WHAT to use A 'flogger' shall remain for the moment 'any flexible many-tailed striking tool where the tails are simple strips of leather or similar substances, designed for use on the human body'. In short, not bullwhips, braided cat-o-nines, crops, scourges, thudtoys and such, simply floggers. A braided cat is similar to a flogger in many respects, yet has a distinct 'feel', both these and floggers with knotted ends are left for another discussion. As floggers were less available in former days, many people made their own in various styles and weights. Even if you are not doing so, some basic principles of design might help you select a superior one from the regrettably large supply of the other sort. I shall not include specific designs, the subject has been done to death before, and they are readily available elsewhere. As Janet Heartwood has provided excellent information in her 'Heartwood Catalog', I have used a similar format in my materials listing below. Although I

Pigments Of My Imagination....
Ok. This blog goes out to my friend Charmed. Here ya go hon! Let me know... It all started as a simple trip to the store. No big deal just needed to pick up a few odds and ends. Little did I know that my day was going to be one that I would never forget. I woke up Saturday morning early, as I do every Saturday morning. Merlin was meowing and licking my face telling me it was time to feed him. He can be so fickle. “Can’t you let me sleep in just once?” I said stretching. He is so silly. Once Merlin has been fed and is finally happy, I am off to the shower. Ah, much better, up and ready. Finally, off to the store. I just love my town. For the most part, its very peaceful and small. I pull into the parking lot and finally find a spot. As I go into the store, I literally bump into Brandon Lake! I have always, um, studied, Brandon from afar. His gorgeous blue eyes, his tan skin, strong body. He is a work of art. Talk about embarrassing! And what happens next, you

To Read Or Not To Read.
Hmm, here is something off my head. 1)What would you do with me one night and one night only? 2) How would you want me? 3) Blue or Red? 4) Dinner or Foreplay? 5) How well do you know me? 6) How far will you let me go? 7) Rough or Soft? 8) Toys or Bare hands? 9) How much is to much for you? 10) Would you post this so I can answer you? hehe,doubt if any will answer but hay why not just a little online fun!!!

To All My Friends
"If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

We Will Meet In Heaven.
I watch you sleep my love I count the breaths u take I want to remember the peaceful look on your face. You awake amd I hold u close to me My hand brushes against your face I look into your dark brown eyes and see your innocense I look into your soul and see your pain I am your mother I will take away your pain Ease your sorrows and your anger I hold my daughter close to me Her head on my lap I stoke my fingers through her hair I try to remember every aspect of her at that exact moment. Will she remember me when I am gone Will I remember her smell, the lotion she wears Will I be here to walk her down the isle. I wake from my dream to find myself in a hospital bed Drs. surrounding me Was I dead Did I see a light Just the beauty of my family reflected in my memory

Having A Rough Day?
Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that it really does work. 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream. 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water. 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. 4. No one knows your secret place. 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world. 6.The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater. See? It really does work. You're smiling already.

Infirmary This Wed Night
this wed sal christina and i may be going to infirmary im going even if they dont go so if anyone would like to go have fun and be silly then let me know. its $5 at the door and you must be 18 or older with id. they serve a wide variety od drinks including booz hahahah but i recomend getting tippsy befor you go cause drinks are expensive hahahah or have your girl sneak a flask in for you hhahahaha good times good times alright hit me up if you wanna go love midgit

An Ilness Nobody Knows About...more For Tall Slender Peeps Male/female.
Spontaneous pneumothorax Pneumothorax - chest X-ray Respiratory system Chest tube insertion - series Alternative names Return to top Lung collapse - spontaneous Definition Return to top Spontaneous pneumothorax is a collection of air or gas in the chest that causes the lung to collapse. Spontaneous means there is no traumatic injury to the chest or lung. See also: Pneumothorax Causes, incidence, and risk factors Return to top There are two types of spontaneous pneumothorax: * Primary spontaneous pneumothorax * Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax Primary spontaneous pneumothorax occurs in people without lung disease. It usually occurs in tall, thin men between the ages of 20 and 40. Usually, the rupture of a small air- or fluid-filled sac in the lung (called a bulla) causes a primary spontaneous pneumothorax. Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax most often occurs with chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD). Other lung disease

Eye Contact Contest
I first want to Thank You personally King Nezerene for hosting the contest and to all the Posse Family and friends that helped me to win, there are so many of You to thank that i can not name You all but i thank each and every one of You that had a part in my winning from the bottom of my heart!!!! I also would like to say congrats to all the other ladies that have won or just even took the time to participate in the contest, great going ladies!!!

My Life Of Hell This Is A True Story About My Life Its All True
this story is all true please read and if you have anyone in your family or friends or maybe yourself i can try and help. ever since i was 14 years old my life started to change it started when i was in the 2nd year of high school. my primary school years were great i was an outgoing bubbly girl a normal girl loved hanging out with friends and family and alway had a smile on my face. but it all changed when i was 14 years old. i was in my 2nd year of high school. the boys would call me name like fatty, scar face, moon face as i have a small scar on my cheek in the shape of a moon. i could handle this the teachers would do nothing and say nothing to these boys and my friends just laughed with them. i would then telling my mum and dad i didnt feel well to go to school. the days i did go they started touching me places i didnt like and want them to touch. i went and told the teachers about this but they didnt seem to do anything and my parents went to the headmaster and still never don

I Think About You
I oughta be workin - but I cant concentrate I oughta be sleepin - steada stayin up late When I oughta be doing all the things I should do I think about you I oughta be writin - but I cant find the song Just sittin here driftin - driftin along Theres only one thing that I wanna do And thats think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you I could go cruisin - but Ive had enough I could go drinkin - but I cant stand the stuff It just dont do me like it used ta do Id rather think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you

???????
"I really dont mean to hurt him But i really need sometime to b alone Say wen u love someone u jus dont treat them bad o how i feel so sad now that I wanna to leave He's cryin his heart to me how can i let this be i jus need time to c where I wanna be "

As An Act Of Good Faith
since i dont get to rate u guys back..cause i be doing a million things..heres my chance to pay u back...everyone who drops a comment will recieve a visit from me sometime tomorow ..and i will rate at least 20 stash items...sign up my good people u deserve it..just drop a comment to sign up..and waait for my visit tomorow...any one qualifys

What Is Your Theme Song?
Your Theme Song is Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd "There is no pain, you are receding. A distant ship�s smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves." You haven't been feeling a lot lately, and you think that's a good thing. The comfortable part is nice... but you should really work on numb. What's Your Theme Song?

Fate
Do you believe in fate? Destiny? Soulmates? I don't. I believe we are all we have. It's up to us to put into action our love, or any other emotion that is out there. So why is it when you fall in love, it seems like it throws all of that into the wind? And for that matter, why is it that we lose our minds when we fall in love? And in some cases, our individuality. I mean, you think you have your life going in one direction, you're world is set into place. Then you fall in love and just like that, you're willing to give it all up. Crazy. I dunno. Just thinking...

Pretend.
I can't recall the last time I was blessed with peaceful sleep... These vivid dreams and images forever seem to haunt me, see... My situation is unique as far as normality is concerned... I wonder why the lessons i've learned still let me get burned, but I... Chose the path that i'm walking down and I know... Eventually this path will lead to righteousness so... Please believe when I tell you i'm sorry that I mean every word... It isn't just another one of my stories that you always find absurd... So if you can find it in your heart to forgive me one more time... I'll see to it that our paths will never cross the line that was... Drawn in the dirt because the sands wash away and we... Couldn't find any concrete to make it permanent but please... Trust me in the fact that you'll never see me again... Of course we can't still be friends... But we can pretend...

Wtf????
i am so fucking tired of people fucking ignoring me. like you cant tell me exactly what you are feeling, noooooo, dont have enough balls to open up and tell me you dont like me or that you fucking hate or you can't fucking stand me. even if all of those are not the case, people still make me worry about them wondering if they are even still alive b/c they cant pick up the phone or im me. damn i am not that hard to fucking talk to, open your mouth and move it up and down and just let me know what is going on. is that too much to ask? i guess so....

Ghetto Spelling Bee
GHETTO SPELLIN' BEE Leroy is a 20 year-old inner-city 5th grader. This is Leroys homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in sentence. 1. Hotel I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tell everybody. 3. Catacomb - I saw Don King at da fight the other night. Man, somebody get that catacomb. 4. Foreclose - If I pay alimony today, I got no money foreclose. 5. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 6.Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if I miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 8. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "man, it look fake." He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel". 9 . Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine. 10. Acoustic - When I was little, my uncle bought me acoustic, and took me to the poolhall. 11. Iraq - When we got to the poolhall, I tol' my uncle; iraq, you break. 12. Stain My mother-in-law stopped

Southern Survey
1.What part of the South are you from? Umm, Southern-ish Washington state originally. 2. When is the last time you were there? A few years ago. 3. Have you ever dated one of your cousins? Hell no. 4. Have you ever visited neighbors barefoot? Yup 5. Do you know anyone in the Ku Klux Klan? not personally 6. Would you leave the South? I live in New England.. 7. Did you grow up in a trailer? no, but we did live in a very nice double wide for a few years! 8. Did you graduate High School? If by graduate you mean drop out 2 months before 10th grade and then get my GED close to 10 years later, yes! 9. Do you believe in God? Nope 10. How old were you when you went fishing for the first time? Yooooung.. Maybe 3? My papa used to take me fishing all the time. 11. Have you ever been hunting? Only for small things with a bb gun. 12. How often do you drink sweet tea? Daily, it's the house wine. 13. Do you own a confederate flag? Only a pic of one on

Just So You Know....
I will always love you, and I will always remember everything you have done for me. The person I have become, I owe that in part to you. I will carry you with me always, and I will never forget that you were the one who finally made me realize that I needed to change, and although it was too late for us, someday someone will be happy because of me, because of you. Say good-bye to not knowing when The truth in my whole life began Say good-bye to not knowing how to cry You taught me that And I'll remember the love that you gave me Now that I'm standing on my own I'll remember the way that you changed me I'll remember Inside I was a child That could not mend a broken wing Outside I looked for a way To teach my heart to sing I learned to let go of the illusion that we can possess I learned to let go, I travel in stillness And I'll remember happiness I'll remember [I'll remember] No I've never been afraid to cry Now I finally have a reason why I'll remember [I'l

Slayer
Slayer was one of the most distinctive, influential, and extreme thrash metal bands of the 1980s. Their graphic lyrics deal with everything from death and dismemberment to war and the horrors of hell. Their full-throttle velocity, wildly chaotic guitar solos, and powerful musical chops paint an effectively chilling sonic background for their obsessive chronicling of the dark side; this correspondence has helped Slayer's music hold up arguably better than the remaining Big Three '80s thrash outfits (Metallica, Megadeth, Anthrax). Naturally, Slayer has stirred up quite a bit of controversy over the years, with rumors flying about Satanism and Nazism that have only added to their mystique. Over the years, Slayer put out some high-quality albums, one undisputed classic (Reign in Blood), and saw the numbers of naysayers and detractors shrinking as their impact on the growing death metal movement was gradually and respectfully acknowledged. Slayer survived into the 1990s with arguably the mo

Pantera
No band affected the metal world more than Pantera during the early to mid-'90s. Beginning with its 1990 album, Cowboys from Hell, the post-thrash band put to rest any and all remnants of the '80s metal scene, almost single-handedly demolishing any notion that hair metal, speed metal, power metal, et al., were anything but passé. Sure, a lot of critics point toward Nirvana's "Smells Like Teen Spirit" and the subsequent alternative rock explosion as the death knell of '80s-style metal, but you could just as easily point toward Pantera. In fact, most metalheads do exactly that. Looking back, it wasn't like legions of dyed-in-the-wool headbangers suddenly cut their hair and began listening to Seattle grunge bands. Rather, a great many metalheads were heavily affected by the emergence of Pantera, especially the Vulgar Display of Power album, which was unlike any other metal album of the time, emerging as it did in 1992. That album in particular stood out at the time, slowing down the break

Daily Horoscope May 9
"Expect the unexpected. Better yet, greet it with open arms and a big hug. Not only will your attitude be disarming, the universe will find a way to integrate this new event smoothly with the rest of your life." Interesting. Hm.

Connections For Women
Connections For Women Only group for Women only to share email text and phone numbers all women are accepted bi str8 les white, black, short, tall, fat, thin. A place to go to Connect with women like u It's a mobile text message group for your phone. Send JOIN CONNECTNOW to the number below. To end, send QUIT CONNECTNOW. Verizon Wireless, AT&T, Boomerang: 8762 Cingular Wireless: 8762 T-Mobile: 8762 thousands more mobile groups at upoc.com

Damnit They Got Me On Coke Again
lmao i use to like sprite till it started tasting like dirt then i drank surge cause it was good and gave me that extra boost i needed. but they took that off the market so i went to cherry coke but that made me all jittery and my skin crawl. so i started drinking mountain dew till i was told it was a sperm killer then i found out that you had to drink like so much beforee it would effect you so i continued drinking it i started likeing code red md but that got nasty and when they put out live wire i drank that all summer and cried when they took it away and cellebrated when it came back out. i think coke knew they lost me and my favorite was surge cause they came out with vault and it taste almost identical(spell check)to surge so now all i drink is vault and that new cherry vault or what ever its called so lol i guess you can say im back on coke

See Me Nekkid!
Just wondering if a sexy headline for a blog gets more hits than an honest one. I see so many blogs entitled: "Come see my naughty pics", "Boobies", or "Come chat with me..." or some other provocative subject line. Then, when you open it, it is someone begging for Ratings or to get you to their lounge. So, even though I have nothing to say, I'll try a sexy subject line and see if it works. And if you really want to see sexy pics of me or pics of my boobies, well... just ask.

Kid Contest New Score Updates
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Subject: Love In A Mental Hospital
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays sound that you have a sound mind. The bad news is, Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his

Jury Duty...
It's official! I have found my own personal HELL!!! I'm stuck in a situation where I HAVE to sit still, I HAVE to keep quiet, and I HAVE to pay attention. One of those is more than enough to drive me insane. All three has driven me nearly catatonic. And yet, I get to do the same thing today. Yes, I've been selected for a jury. Yip-fuckin-EEEEEEEE!!! At this point, I'd much rather be doing one of the following: 1) Getting chased down by a pack of rabid pit bulls. 2) Jam sharp objects into an orifice, preferably my eyes or ears. Perhaps both. 3) Give a bear hug to... Well, a pissed of grizzly bear! 4) Watch to Pat Boone as he does covers of heavy metal songs. Complete with his leather vest and white patent leather loafers! 5) French kissing a meat grinder. You get the idea?

Just Something I Saw Some One Write And Loved It! It Is True Though!
THE BEST DAY,"TODAY" THE GREATEST MISTAKE, "GIVING UP" THE MEANEST FEELING, "JEALOUSY" THE FINEST GIFT, "FORGIVENESS" THE WORST TROUBLE MAKER, "ONE WHO TALKS TOO MUCH" BOY ISN'T THIS ALL THE TRUTH, LORD HELP ME THEN FOR THE LAST LINE!!! LOVE YA ALL!!!

Learn Before It's Too Late...
When it comes to understanding leukemia, the very first fact to grasp about the condition is that leukemia is a form of cancer. As with all types of cancer, leukemia begins at the cellular level. Our body is always in the process of generating new cells to replace the older cells as they lose energy and eventually die. When the body begins to produce more cells than the body needs to replace the older cells that are dying, the chance for the development of some type of cancer appears. In the case of leukemia, we are talking about unstable production of blood cells. There are several situations that have the potential for the development of leukemia. For instance, working with certain chemicals without taking adequate safeguards can greatly increase the chances for leukemia to occur. Such chemical compounds as Benzene, when handled inappropriately and for extended periods of time, may impair the body's natural production of cells and lead to leukemia. In like manner, formaldehyde is

Knocking At The Door
Death comes knocking at my door Whispering and beckoning to me Backing away from the door I stand in fright The horrible vision that awaits pierces my imagination But wait could death be here for me or someone else My time is not yet here or so I think I greet Death by name and welcome him into my home Suddenly he isn’t so frightening after all but someone doing a job Isn’t that what we all do during our lives – work and play the game Until that day when it is the ultimate player’s turn and he rolls the dice Will your number come up today or tomorrow – maybe several years in the future Eventually it will show and how you greet death reflects more than you know My conversation with Death was interesting and reflective that day No he had not come for me but for another I knew Death had come to pay me a call because he knew I cared for more than just me My time had not come but when it does I will not shy away as I did before I will greet Deat

Stone Spells
Stone Spells Protection - Amber If you feel you are being subjected to heavy negativity, light a white candle and place it on the ground or floor. Sit before it with a handful of small amber beads or pieces, and using them, create a circle around yourself. Sit within the circle while restoring your energy and closing yourself to any and all outside influences. Repeat as necessary. Place nine small beads or pieces of amber into a bath of very warm water. Soak in the tub until the water cools, then retrieve the amber, towel off, and carry or wear one of the beads or pieces until your next bath. Emotional Upset - Amethyst When emotionally upset, stressed to the point of severe mental problems, or when in any unstable condition, go to a place outside where you can be alone. Hold an amethyst in your left hand. Pour out all your feelings, your emotions, from your body through your arm, out your palm and into the stone. Feel every pain, every emotional low, every hurt. S

Nosey Inlaw's
SEEM'S MY SOON TO BE EX-HUBBY AND HIS NOSEY ASS FRIEND'S AND OR HIS LOW LIFE BROTHER AND HIS FAT ASS WIFE WANT TO BE LOOKING ME UP ON HERE AND MYSPACE TO FIND OUT WHAT I'AM UP TOO WELL IF YOU READ THIS DAVID.MARK,OR MARIA OR WHOEVER IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT IAM UP TO FUCKING ASK ME DON'T GO SNOOPING AROUND JUST ASK AND I WILL BE MORE THEN HAPPY TO TELL YOU TOO KISS MY ASS....

What She'll Never Know...
I exist now dreaming in reality, shades of deep reds and grays, Evolving at the speed of light. As my eyes see all, I bring my fingers to my lips and time stops. I taste you. I ponder you and wallow in the memory of your scent and way. How you called me baby. The way you made me laugh. The way you touched my heart and made me believe. Unable to stop, it seems too wonderful, but in the end there is not much but pain. I allow this for some time, then I awake and know that I am alive and the possibilities are endless. Wanting you to taste my soul and undeniably know that I am the one and we are one to conquer happiness together, unimaginably, the way you knew that we could and will if you say one word, Yes! Your fear. Your ego. Your pride. They protect and also hurt you, keeping you from what is rightfully yours. Love. If I had your heart again? Oh, the way I would touch it, nurture it and protect it My most sacred gift God wants what I want, He

Women Need To Read This
This is to all of the girls in the world who can't accept the nice guys for who they are, but definately not to all: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of always going out I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I love you so much that I couldn't let you go, but you act

Reflections
"We know what happens to people who stay in the middle of the road. They get run over." ~Ambrose Bierce "It is a profitable thing, if one is wise, to seem foolish." ~Aeschylus "Nature gives you the face you have at twenty. Life shapes the face you have at thirty. But at fifty you get the face you deserve." ~Coco Chanel "Ugliness is in a way superior to beauty because it lasts." ~Serge Gainsbourg

Which Hot Lesbian Icon Girl Is For You?
You scored as Keira Knightly. You've got Keira! Shes posh totty, feminine, but still has that kick-ass attitude that gets us going!Keira Knightly75%Avril Lavigne67%P!nk67%Angelina Jolie58%Which hot lesbian icon girl is for you? (aimed at lesbians) (pics)created with QuizFarm.com

In A Hurry?
It was a busy morning, about 8:30 , when an Elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have Stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a Hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, Knowing it would be over an hour before someone Would to able to see him. I saw him looking at His Watch and decided, since I was not busy with another Patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of The doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his Sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he Had another doctor's appointment this morning, as He Was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that He needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast With his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told m

Do We Deserve To Have Someone?
sometimes i feel that since i was married twice and couldnt make those marriages work, that i am not deserving of another chance. i sit here and talk to girls and go on dates but i still wonder if i will ever find someone that really cares about me and i will care about. i know someone like this but we dont date. im really comfortable around her and have known her for a very long time. i guess it wasnt meant to be but sometimes i fantasize that it will someday. i always look forward to being with her and feel less just for being away from her. i had never really thought about it before but now that i have i cant get her out of my mind. i wonder when i go out with the other gals if i should be there since i am wanting to be with someone else or if i even deserve to be there since i couldnt make two mariages work out. sometimes i think i would rather just be alone for the rest of my life. maybe that is what i deserve. maybe that is all that i need. i dont think i could handle

Famales Only...
hi cherry females...: commnet all that you rate... how tall? age? where from? married? kids? fav color? shoe size? friend me. please.... rate all that you coment, commnet all that you rate... how tall? age? where from? married? kids? fav color? shoe size? friend me. please.... please and tank you. i need to level up, i need more room for pics...comment what you rate. rate honestly what you comment. not just tens for the sake of giving tens. please and ty i dont care about points other wize. i dont use cherry cash becase it wont get meny anytng i can use in real life. http://www.cherrytap.com/fseanb is my profile.

The Joys Of Fake Profiles
You know the ones, people make them to try and trick someone they know for whatever reason... Well this is just a short blog, for the fun of it, and for the fun of saying to the lovely person who tried it... OWNED!!!!! Far too obvious, took about 10minutes to totally work out, and well, we all had a good laugh about it.. And did you not work out the hints i dropped that I had worked it out?? The whole thing was littered with them very quickly.. Anyway, nice try, would say try harder next time, was good fun working it out, but cba with that shit.. Oh and just one more time... OWNED!!!! =D (PS-- for readers sorry for the slight g33ky nature there, but we all need to have that once in a while)

The Chosen One
Mr Boss they know u well, Hours of passion u do sell, Black, red, or blond brunette Pick your girl and u are set, No one fucks with u…right Sir? Leather boots, designer fur, Pay your money, take a seat, Make it quick, don’t draw the heat, Rooms are full, both hands u rub, Another soak in your money tub, Leather wallet full of bills, Another night of healthy tills, Velvet sofa all brand new, Open only to a few, Heavy drapes that u unpin, Pull ‘em closed to hide the sin Bar is closed, deals are done, Waiters off and out they run, Dancers home and off to bed, Lusty thoughts roll in your head, U lock the door and sit back down, And slowly u untie your gown, Fingers fat and full of gold, Rooms of sex that u have sold, Gin in hand, u light a joint, Raise a hand, u start to point, Come my dear, its time to play, I am your boss, u will obey. Remove your dress and dance for me, Now it’s I…not him or he. Show me what I taught u well, Give me what u have to sell,

Endoscopy
i am off to the doc today..yay i get to swallow a camera so he can check out my insides...maybe stretch a stricture or two ..so i can eat again without pain...woohoo..i will post a foolow up with the results..too bad they can't give me photo's :)....see you all soon....

Daily Horoscope May 14
"If you know a certain outcome is inevitable, why are you wasting time by pussyfooting around it? Face your fears bravely and you might just discover that the situation wasn't nearly as bad as you thought it would be." Well that would depend on WHICH situation you're talkin about there, horoscope. I only have like a fuckin million things goin on right now. I'll assume it's the second thing I thought of when I woke up today and just run with that.

I Am So Excited.
I am offically off being on call!! No more on call hours until September!!!!! That means...summer is almost here and all the kids will be leaving soon...and I can drink whenever the heck I want! Whoo Hoo! This...could possibly be...like...the best Monday....EVER. And...YaY. I got my plane tickets for NY and that makes me happy, happy, happy!!!!! Yep. That's all I got. Sorry it wasn't that exciting.

Guide To Stringing Women Along
1) Be evasive. Never commit to plans in advance; it will be your death knell. Employ the phrase "let's play it by ear" judiciously. Additionally, if your boys find out you're ditching them on a weekend night for the ugly girl you bang, you will never hear the end of it. 2) Act completely uninterested 99% of the time the two of you spend together. Everyone knows that the worse you treat someone, the more they want you. Start out by ignoring her calls and you'll get a handjob; piss on her mom's grave and you'll be knee deep in ass plunderage. 3) If she asks why the two of you can't date, write an incredibly detailed list of all the attributes you most desire in a member of the opposite sex and ask her how many of those qualities she possesses. Zero can be a harsh reality. 4) If you're feeling smothered, get absolutely plastered Friday night to the point of being bed-ridden all of Saturday, enabling you to guiltlessly avoid hanging out with her for the remainder of the weekend. "

More Than Friends
More Than Friends People always say that friendships should be treasured. But I want something more with him. My love for him could never be measured. I only wish he could see how I feel. So I wonder, what can I do? Can I just be friends with him? Or can I say to him, "I'm falling for you," And lose his friendship forever? So is there any hope here or I should let my love for him end? No matter how it all turns out, I'll always be his friend.

To The Child I May Never Have
Every time before I go to bed I think about the child I may never have. The love and strength I have to share to the lil one that may never be. To the women out there who want one or already have one you know how much it would be wonderful. Its hard enough dealing with lifes shortcomings. I believe if I had a child it would give me more focus. To kill myself for him/her in the long run. I can't hate myself for thinking this way. To compare myself to other guys who don't pay child support or don't know there asshole from a hole in the ground. I want to be that go to dad..the one who seems like they know everything. I wanna hold my kid at night when we watch the same movie over and over just cause he/she likes it. I have no idea where these thoughts came from. I'm probably far from even having a serious relationship. I don't know where life is going for me or who I am entirely. All I know is that I'm a good man and i know what affection means to a kid. Maybe one day,

Off The Cuff
Well, here I sit this evening... afloat in the sea of possibilities.... Ive taken some time off from work almost two months, and Ill be returning soon, but I have to say that its not without reservation... Ive felt my life being pulled in a certain direction, and I set out on another, so I feel that that was a reason for some uneasyness.. Its hard because I want to devote my time to something but need to earna living.. and its trickier than I thought to stike a balance... Ive been in a huge creative phase... writing often, which please me... but my wanderlust calls and the road becons... so I sit... sigh and think... " where do i want to go today?

Greed
Things seem dark in the world around me I question my thoughts Realize I could have been gaining Status that wouldn't matter two years from now Royal treatment to every second that flashes by The surrealism in my heart It beats in irregular motions I am a weak member of the world Been played in thinking I was important. The high life and the American dream What person thought this was something That could be accomplished in sixty seconds Some people have things they know shouldn't belong to them But I lost my care in thinking bigger is better Gold fails to deliver the appetite anyone could feast Money is a waste of one's eyesight. Maybe I am a fool to believe riches never win Once a failure will never be more than a failure The choice to remain less than the world Makes me an individual But for every second I drift slower into the abyss The single ray of hope that keeps me from demise Are all the riches that no one can hold For I have something I always Will

A Friends Song
I shot an arrow into the air, It fell to earth, I know not where; For, so swiftly it flew, the sight Could not follow it in its flight. I breathed a song into the air, It fell to the earth, I know not where; For who has sight so keen so strong, That can follow the flight of song? Long, long afterward, in an oak I found the arrow, still unbroke; And the song, from beginning to end, I found again in the heart of a friend.

From A Guy's Point Of View
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it makes us mad. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and

Waking Up From A Coma!
A woman had been in a coma for months. >A nurse gave her a sponge bath every day. >One day as she was washing her private area she noticed that there was a slight response on the monitor when she touched her. She told the other nurses and they tried it again and sure enough there was a small, recognizable response. >They went to her husband and explained what happened, telling him, >"As crazy as this sounds, maybe a little oral sex will do the trick and bring her out of the coma." >The husband was skeptical, but they assured him that they'd close the curtains for privacy. >The husband finally agreed and went into his wife's room. >After a few minutes the woman's monitor flat lined, no pulse, no heart rate at all. >The nurses run back into the room. >"What happened!?" they cried. >The husband said, "I'm not sure. Maybe she choked".

For My Love I Hope He Likes It
many nights i dream of you,nightly wishing on a star, for my love to find the way to his heart, and where ever it is in you i lye,lost in your thoughts and heart somewhere,come back to me for this is true,every moment! i think of you for i long for you and the sweetest embrace years have gone by,but the memories! i can't erase,the tender feeling of your touch the beating of my heart with every passionate kiss,your smile captures the light in my eyes again im lost in my own thoughts,thinking again of you, so as i go to sleep tonight, i hope that tomorrow you'll find me in your heart, find your way back to me,forever i'll wait,if need be,whatever it is you loved in me,its still there and waiting for thee, till then i will dream of you my love from now till your with me by Trin may 16,2007

Temptation Sweet Dreams Of Sin
Tempted to play with fire Tempted by the darkest desire Tempted to run in the danger zone Tempted to live on the edge on my own Tempted to do as I damn well please Tempted to this moment cease Tempted to travel to a distant shore Tempted by desires forever more Tempted by an innocent smile Tempted by lusty dark style Tempted to take beauty and make her mine Tempted to show contempt for the divine Tempted to throw caution to the wind Tempted to never repent for I have sinned Tempted to never care ever again Tempted to put to sleep all the pain Tempted to give up and just yell fuck it all Tempted but never to give in to the fall Temptation is part of the souls deepest greed Temptations never truly have fulfilled my need By R. Thomas Dinsmore just more thoughts and a vain rant .

A Rose To The Living
A rose top the living is more Than sumptuous wreaths to the Dead; In filling love’s infinite store, A rose to the living is more If graciously given before The hungering spirit is fled- A rose to the living is more, Than sumptuous wreaths to the Dead.

Busy
I've been getting ready to move the 18th. Sucks but life goes on. I'm excited to redecorate. Trailer moving into I got to fix up but it's better than living on the streets. I'm gunna miss Pittsburgh though :( I won't have the internet till middle of June probably. So don't be mad at me's k's!

Mr. Right Isn't Interested? Try This...
Mr. Right Isn't Interested? Try This... >Tip: If you've ever had the experience of dating a man you knew was right for you, but you weren't able to attract him or keep his interest for more than "fun" or a few dates, there's something you need to know - the single worst dating mistake that most women make that push men away and turn them off can be easily avoided, if you know what it is. Discover the 5 "symptoms" of this mistake and learn what to do instead to quickly capture a man's attention and interest right here: http://www.CatchHimKeepHim.com/e/12833/MeetingTheOne/ What makes a man want to stay single? And what makes a man want to stay single and not have a relationship even when he's dating an amazing woman? Keep reading to find out. Here's something you should know... Did you know that most men make up their minds about whether they'd "get serious" and try out a relationship within the first few minutes of having met

'her'
You used to get all excited about seeing me, now you get excited about seeing her You used to want to to verything with and for me and now the attention is on her. You used to stay up late, and talk to me, now you make excuses for going to bed early, yet you stay up and talk to her. You used to make me feel like you liked me, now you like her. You used to have an irreplaceable smile on your face for me, now that smile, its for her. You used to go out with me, now you go out with her. You used to sneak n text messages to me while you were working now, i get nothing, and looking at your phone, all those messages, are hers. You used to say you would never hit me, yet the bruises are still there, you say its not because i dont like her, but i know better. you used to say i was the only person you would ever sleep with, now your trying to sleep with her. You used to love me, now,i guess, you love her. You used to make me feel special, and your friends would t

Time To Spring Clean
I'm about to do some spring cleaning and remove some of my 'friends' and 'fans'that do not communicate with me. I don't wish to do this if you still wish to remain 'friends' or 'fans', so please let me know if you wish to remain there. All are welcome, so please don't be shy, I love to meet and be 'friends' with folk around the world. Thanks in advance, Tony :)

It Is You
When I hear a love song It is you I think of When I sleep at night It is you I dream of. You are all around me Everything comes back to you When I think of love It is you I see. When I speak of happy times It is you I speak of When I talk about bad times It is you my heart pines for. You were my lover, my friend You were my world How could things become so crazy And turned upside down? Why is it you I think of Each time the phone rings And it is you I write of When I tell my story.

Hum
Some people just don't get it. Pain is what makes you stronger. Its lessons and a blessing. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. So I enjoy that pain, it makes me stronger. And there comes a time when shit twists your brain, and you learn to enjoy the pain, maybe not the emotional side, but the physical side. It becomes the thing that drives you just a lil harder. Anger and agony are better then misery. Grow from it. Alter your perception. When you meet a sub, while yes she will love to pleasure her master to please him, sometimes she craves the violence and the darkness. Even more so when she's had more then a few and needs the pain to remind her she's still alive and not totally disconnected. You'll thank me later when you understand. No matter what everyone gets to this point. Just a matter if you control it, or it controls you.

Its Sad
i stole this from some ones blog MOTORCYCLE Current mood: sad Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. *Girl hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? its bugging me. (In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. *The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

The Worst Pain In My Life (and That Is Saying Something!)
I am going through a nightmare here and there's no way for me to get off the bus. My left side has begun hurting again after all these years of being dead. Now I have pain constantly throbbing back and fort between my sides; have contractures so bad I've had to call in sick with sick leave more in the last two weeks than an entire year and I can't stop the tears from flowing as the first anniversary of Mom's death is only three weeks away. Now most of you who know me, and still check on me once in awhile, know that I am far from a cry-baby or a wimp but I have to tell you my dearest ones, I am on a razor's edge of losing myself and everything I've worked so hard for these last five or six years. Pain so great that my biofeedback and medications aren't even dulling it; sleepless nights because my feet are trying to turn themselves into gloves; my legs in such miserable contractures I look like a praying mantis; that's why I've been so scarce in one of the places that always made me

Funny Look At Hatred
Two Arabs boarded a flight out of London. One took a window seat and >> >> the >> >> other sat next to him in the middle seat. Just before takeoff, a >> >> Marine >> >> sat down in the aisle seat. After takeoff, the Marine kicked his shoes >> >> off, wiggled his toes and was settling in when the Arab in the window >> >> seat said, "I need to get up and get a coke." >> >> "Don't get up," said the Marine, "I'm in the aisle seat, I'll get it >> >> for >> >> you." >> >> As soon as he left, one of the Arabs picked up the Marines shoe and >> >> spat >> >> in it. >> >> When the Marine returned with the coke, the other Arab said, "That >> >> looks >> >> good, I'd really like one, too." Again, the Marine obligingly went to >> >> fetch it. While he was gone the other Arab picked up the Marines other >> >> shoe and spat in it. >> >> When the Marine returned, they all sat back and enjoyed the flight. As >> >> the plane was landing, the Marine slipped his feet into his shoes

Truly Love You God
I truly love You. Even when the whole world seems to be against me and I feel alone. I know I am not alone, for You, my Father God, are with me. This life seems to be filled with trials. With bad that seems to sneak up behind us. At times it has honestly shaken me to my core. Times when I honestly did not think I could go on. But, even in those times, I reminded myself, I am not alone in this life. I know that our consequences to the actions and decisions can throw up for a loop. While we are doing what we know to be wrong, we do not think those actions will come to much. We could not be more wrong! They come around, for God's Word clearly says, we reap what we sow. In everything we do, good or bad, we will have a reaction out of it. Like the stone thrown into the quiet water of a lake. The fisherman on the side know what effect this stone will have. It will chase the fish away. Their catch of the day will be less or even cancelled. The sound of the stone is not

Www.secondlife.com
you can find me on second life Aka Maddy Falta go to www.secondlife.com download the installer create a name, log in go through orientation island then look me up in search ppl my SL name is: Maddy Falta we'll hit a club, or the beach and have a great time, hope to see you there!! (oh yea this site, you actually have an avatar and can see other ppls, you go to actual places and see real things dancing, live dj's live music, contests free stuff, all kinds of good things, you can start a business, one woman actually made, $1.000,000.00 REAL US dollars, selling items to second lifers so come join the fun, that just put CT on type status! love ya mandi

Where Do I Even Begin?
Okay so last weekend I had the pleasure of visiting Hot Import Nights at the Philly Convention Center. The vehicles there were freakin fascinating! That alone made me wish I had more discretionary income ($20 word people!). I even had my first Bison burger at Buffalo Billards. That was pretty cool. This weekend after smashing my finger in my car door (Yes, I sent Mensa my application) I had a chance to attend Blue and Blue Day with some friends at Chestnut Hill Academy (Its a Philly thing people). I even got a chance to have retro fun and rollerskate today. For those who are wondering, I still wear the original 4 wheel-no blades for me. I even have pom-poms on them. Nice. This girl knows how to work it.

Grandma's Hands
Grandma's Hands Grandma, some ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench. She didn't move, just sat with her head down staring at her hands. When I sat down beside her she didn't acknowledge my presence and the longer I sat I wondered if she was OK. Finally, not really wanting to disturb her but wanting to check on her at the same time, I asked her if she was OK. She raised her head and looked at me and smiled. "Yes, I'm fine, thank you for asking," she said in a clear strong voice. "I didn't mean to disturb you, grandma, but you were just sitting here staring at your hands and I wanted to make sure you were OK," I explained to her. "Have you ever looked at your hands," she asked. "I mean really looked at your hands?" I slowly opened my hands and stared down at them. I turned them over, palms up and then palms down. No, I guess I had never really looked at my hands as I tried to figure out the point she was making. Grandma smiled and related this st

Sad Love
Beautiful Soul Why can’t you like me for me? not for my body but for the beautiful soul I keep waiting for a moment to speak so beautiful it takes your breathe away for a brief moment in time you can’t escape it, it’s stuck in your mind. Why can't you like me for me? behind the mask shows my real personality all you have to do is get to know me. then you'll see yourself in a dream of beautiful butterflies and ice cream. see I’m not so bad.....why do you always have to make me sad?

So Sexy Hot!
Hey Guys!!! WHO'S THE COOLEST, HOTTEST TOP WOMAN ON CHERRYTAP? The Answer is simple Really! Immortal Love, Spankalicious and AngelBaby! PLEASE Click the link below, register which is really simple and then go back to the link below to vote for us. You have to register to vote.(If you take the time to do this you are a true friend) You can vote for 3 people so please vote for the three of us! http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php/topic,3230.0.html Simply put… Please vote for us!!! ♥Immortal♥Love♥@ CherryTAP §PÀÑKÀLÏÇ♀Ü§™ RATE MY PROFILE PLZ! ***MUAHZ***@ CherryTAP *ANGEL~BABY* ®™ (CT BAD B*TCH) PLZ RATE MY PROFILE..TY ;)~@ CherryTAP

What Happened To Self-respect?????
I find it rather ‘odd’ as I peruse through CherryTAP, looking at profiles, pictures, and watching the picture marquee bar scrolling across my screen that 8 out of every 10 women are portraying themselves as sluts, half-clothed and loose. Have we as women lost so much of our self respect we feel that the only way to get a man’s attention is through his dick? Come on girls!!!!!! What happened to the virtue, integrity, morals and equality that the women of so long ago fought for?!?!?! I have no doubt those women are turning over in their graves at how women have trashed their rep.... The even sadder part of all of this is that it is these very same women that complain, moan and groan about how they are treated like crap. They flaunt their bodies and then get upset when the men respond in a manner in which they don’t feel is justified. Just what the hell did you expect? I think it’s time that women of class, respect, integrity and morals stand up, keep our clothes on and act

Survey Gravy Tots
this is just something light hearted and fun. be respectful and keep it clean LOL Put "yes" "maybe" "no" or ur own answer and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me Dance with me: Grind with me: Let me touch you: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Let me make you scream: Have sex with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift?: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Wanna see me naked: Do you think im hot: Could i turn you on: Could i make you scream: Would you be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good:

Hmmmm Lmao
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM68%A Romantic65%Sex God63%Virgin48%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Real Job Application
McDONALD'S JOB APPLICATION This is an actual job application that a 17 year old boy submitted to McDonald's in Florida... and they hired him because he was so honest and funny! NAME: Greg Bulmash. SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person. DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. SALARY: Less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're

Jewellery
Its my wifes birthday tomorrow and i just spent a whole lot of money on a gold ring with a blue opal in it, i wasnt going to spend quite so much money but i figure shes worth it. I have been saving money towards buying myself a new guitar, a Gibson Flying V to be precise, but this ring took a big chunk of that money, oh well, ill get it later. My record label had a party at a bar last weekend, we had some DJs and free beer, i cant stand progressive house music so i left early but it seemed like everyone else was enjoying themselves a whole bunch.

Vet School
*First-year students at Texas A&M's Vet School were receiving their first anatomy class, with a real dead cow. They all gathered around the surgery table with the body covered with a white sheet. The professor started the class by telling them, "In vet medicine, it is necessary to have two important qualities as a doctor: The first is that you not be disgusted by anything involving the animal body. For an example, the Professor pulled back the sheet, stuck his finger in the butt of the dead cow, withdrew it and stuck it in his mouth. "Go ahead and do the same thing," he told his students. The students freaked out, hesitated for several minutes. But eventually took turns sticking a finger in the anal opening of the dead cow and sucking on it. When everyone finished, the Professor looked at them and told them, "The second most important quality is observation. I stuck in my middle finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to pay attention."

Blah Blah Blah
Hello all, sorry it's been awhile since I Have actually posted a real blog, I have been in and out of here, havent been feeling all that great today. But I managed to get a few things done any ways, shew I tell ya life is a bitch then I come along lol. Ok well I have a few things to work on so I may grace you with my presence later, if not P34C3. after I GET MY SHIT DONE I AM ABOUT TO BE SITTING HERE CHILLAXING

A Bit Behind
I'm a bit behind on my advertising but here you go.. Here's this weeks update http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos371.htm http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos370.htm http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos369.htm Not only did I update with those, but one of my girls put together an advertising page for me that I think you'll definitely want to see from this weeks update...trust me..you'll want to see this ;) http://www.eroticshack.com/gals/xxx_aimeelynn/wannatastec/ Have a great day! XOXO, Aimeelynn

Dying To Live, Living To Die
Free will and choice. You command your ship on your journeys. You can either let the tide and breezes pull you where they want you to go or plot your course and steer, using the powers of wind, moon and water for your means. See the path, commit to it, diverge if obstacles arise, but make it to your destination. If you keep plotting paths through obstacles, recognize that you may never make it to your goals. If you let the tide wash you where it will, recognize that you may spin adrift forever. Are you living or merely existing? Do you make choices and strive or do you wait for your path to be made clear by the forces around you? It's easy to just exist; follow your routines, stay bogged in your fears and bound by the walls that trap you. The weight of complaint, stress, time, and unhappiness press upon you, pushing you under the heavy blanket of complacency and defeat. You're dying, not living. Merely existing is the limbo of passive suicide. It's a big "fuck you" to the diety(ies)

Harvard Reading Test
Take a few minutes to try this, you may b e surprised b y the results. This was developed as an age test b y an R&D department at Harvard University . Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake. The average person over 40 years of age can't do it! 1. This is this cat 2. This is is cat 3. This is how cat 4. This is to cat 5. This is keep cat 6. This is an cat 7. This is old cat 8. This is fart cat 9. This is b usy cat 10. This is for cat 11. This is forty cat 12. This is seconds cat Now go b ack and read aloud the third word in each line from the top down and I b et you can't resist passing it on. I got this Sexy Comment from CommentsDump.com!

Pink-family Portrait
Uh, uh, some deep shit, uh, uh Oh, oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah... Momma please stop cryin', I can't stand the sound Your pain is painful and it's tearin' me down I hear glasses breakin' as I sit up in my bed I told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you said You fight about money, 'bout me and my brother And this I come home to, this is my shelter It ain't easy growin up in World War III Never knowin' what love could be, you'll see I don't want love to destroy me like it has done my family Can we work it out? (Can we?) can we be a family? (Can we?) I promise I'll be better (I promise), mommy I'll do anything (I'll do anything) Can we work it out? can we be a family? I promise I'll be better, daddy please don't leave Daddy please stop yellin (Stop), I can't stand the sound (Can't stand the sound) Make mama stop cryin, cause I need you around (yeah) My mama she loves you (I know it), no matter what she says it's true I know that she hurts you, but remember I love

What Kind Of Vampire Am I
You scored as Malkavian, You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood. Gangrel75% Tremere75% Malkavian75% Ventrue71% Toreador67% Brujah63% Nosferatu38% What vampire clan do you belong to?created with QuizFarm.com

`·._Ðä®kÑë§§¯`·.
I awake to the Knowledge, My Life is a Dark Bleak Existance. Anger and pain crawl through my body endlessly, relentlessly. I walk through these lonely streets, Staring up at the star-studded Night. My existance is cold, The Blood flowing through my veins, Like Icewater Acid that burns, it is so Cold.... Blood that was once Crimson, Warm, Sweet... Tempting to all, is now to be frozen in Time. Awaiting for a call, A voice of an Angel my Saviour.. Whispering to the playful wind of his coming... Once again I am caught up in this Dream, but in reality the Nights are Always restless, Always filled with Tears of Saddness....And Heartbreak. I am so reluctant to Drown in an Ocean of Tears.... My Tears..... Denominando Eterno.....

Questions?
I sit here all alone day in day out wondering what I could have done?What would make you realize that going on this way is something I just can't do? You think because you "pay" for me that I will look the other way? That I won't see what you do? That I can't tell how you feel? Even when your here are you really? You think just because I let you get away with things you can hurt me all the time? Do you know what it's like to live in the silence? The past replaying in my head? What could have been? What will never be? You left a long time ago like a season that comes on slow but is over before you know it. Are you ever going to except some responsibility? Any at all? Ever realize that how much you give from your pockets will never measure what's in your heart? That all I ever wanted was you? Other things are nothing! They will never be important to me. Why is it when I am all you have you push me away? Why are you so scared to just let go? Let go of the past and hold on to our future? T

In The Same Space
The setting of houses, cafes, the neighborhood That I’ve seen and walked through years on end: I created you while I was happy, while I was sad, With so many incidents, so many details. And, for me the whole of you is transformed into feeling.

Memorial Day
WITH MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND APPROACHING QUICKLY...I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OF OUR ARMED FORCES, (past present and future)FOR ALL OF THE SACRIFICES THAT YOU MAKE EACH AND EVERY DAY...I WOULD ALSO LIKE ANYONE WHO READS THIS TO PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO SAY A PRAYER FOR ALL OF OUR TROOPS CONTINUING TO FIGHT FOR OUR RIGHTS AND FREEDOMS...LIKE BEING ABLE TO HAVE A SITE LIKE THIS TO EXPRESS OUR VIEWS...TO BE ABLE TO PRAY ANYWHERE WE CHOOSE, TO DRIVE WHERE WE WANT, TO DRESS THE WAY WE WANT, SAY WHAT WE WANT, WELL YOU GET THE IDEA...I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU DEFENDING US...GOD BLESS OUR TROOPS AND GOD BLESS AMERICA eternal flame Courtesy of SparkleTags.com

Thoughts... Or At Least Maybe One...?
Some of my thoughts... Breath me in like tired wind- That crosses oceans and rivers- I'll breath you in like smoke from a fire- The two are never severed- Look at me, I look at you- I see the things you've been through- I know your pain- It too, is just like mine- I've been through all of it too- If you could live in my flesh for a day, You'd wish that you were gone- And if someday I disaapear- I'll know my life was for none- I can't imagine what happiness is- Because,I have never felt it for to long- And, I can't begin to know true joy- Because, I've never lived it- I'll never know all the answers- If I never ask the questions- But, if I ask I only fail- And face my friend, rejection---So it never ends! Because, it never began- And, all that, is truth in the matter- In life or death, If I had the choice-- I'd chose the latter.......

Haven't Been On In A While
sorry that i haven't been on in a while. galen and i have decided to to our seperate ways. it just wasn't working out....Just kidding. we are still going good; however, we have decided to move from where we are currently living to a trailer out in the country. it is rent free and that saves us $700 a month in rent; however, it has taken us probably a week to get this place cleaned up since his brother left it a mess and then we are going to start building a house. We are trying to save on money and have cut every means possible. I am at my parents house right watching their dogs as they my oldest son to go and see his brother. I get my youngest on June 10 and I can not wait. So please bear with me and if you sent a friend request, then i am slowly but surely getting to you.

Ughh Lol
Who wants to call in dead , um I mean sick for me today? lol oh dang , I can't call in, ugh!!!!! lol. But, I so do NOT want to go anywhere today! The good thing, for me at least, is I'll have a week off coming up, yay yay! lol. Well, that's all for now, coffee anyone? :D

My Quickie
one night i was just laying in bed wit nothing to do n very horny my phone rang and it was you. i told u i am in need. u ask to come over. bout a hour later u showed up. wasting no time we both naked. damn ya body is so damn sexy. pussy getting even wetter. u lay on the bed n wit those sexy eyes u do not have to say it. so i crawl between your legs. as i do licking up your thigh. getting closer to your balls starting to licking n suck on them. then licking up your dick, taking the head in my mouth. given it lil kisses n some tongue play. now taking the lenght of u down my throat. mmmmmmm baby i miss doing this. got ya dick nice n wet now its time for me to really get down on u. u hold my head n thrust up in my mouth making me take all of u in mouth. u steady fuck my mouth coming out half way then back down my throat. feeling the head get bigger i know u about to cum u start to fuck my mouth faster n i am in beat with u. as u are cumming on my face i start to play in my

Non Returned Fans!!!
As of 8:30 p.m. Friday evening I will be cross checking my " Fan Lists " here as it seems a whole bunch of people have NOT returned " Fans " sent. So when you go to your Fan List and find out that you have lost a fan and the points that go along with it you will have to fan me first as I will NOT Fan you back upon request knowing that you did NOT return the first fan sent out. So what I am thinking here is there are going to be a whole lot of ladies wearing thongs because I just bunched their undies up taking my " Fan " away because they didn't " Fan " me back. Everyone have an awesome yet safe holiday weekend... .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. Sweet Lip Lickin Package .¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸.

Her Horror
Things could not have been worse if she had set out to make is so. She had awoken tide up to a bed, she is not sure why. She does not remember anything at the moment. She only has fear right now. The girl hears something in the room with her, she turns to look around the room. She tries her best not to scream, but she can not help it....In the corner she sees a huge man with a deformed face, chained to the wall. She wonders what the hell is going on and why she is here. Her answers will come to her soon. She tries to get out of her restraints, but the more she pulls the tighter things get. She keeps her eyes on the man in the corner. He looks at her and licks his lips, she shudders.....The door to the room creaks and she turns her head toward the door. The most handsome man she has ever seen walks through the door. He is tall, muscular with long shiney black hair, perfect features and brillant green eyes. He walks toward her with a smirk on his face. She is not quiet sure what to expec

Faster-than-light Takes: 24 & Lost Finales
If you're seeking the talkback forums for season finales to Grey's Anatomy or Heroes or House, you're going to be seriously disappointed. In addition to still being miffed at CBS' decision to ax Jericho (right at a final scene that doesn't deserve to be THE FINAL scene), mixed emotions abound regarding the season finales of 24 and Lost, my two favorite regular network dramas. There is a consensus that season six of 24 was a letdown, especially after the break-through brilliance that was season five. The problem may be that 24's producers and writers were too complacent, lazy and taking for granted the viewers' loyalties. They hit a brick wall finally. What else can you do in a 24-hour timeline to prompt Jack Bauer to again save the world? In the 24 universe (over six seasons) we've already seen America nuked twice, three constitutional crises, the presidency change hands - what, five times? - more of those dastardly moles, more of the infamous Islamic/Russian villains, and more comp

Why, Why, Why
Why, Why, Why.... Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do peopl

The Big Move
Well I did it. I signed the lease on a house in New Orleans. Call me crazy but I am picking up and moving to a town I have spent very little time in. I feel so drawn there lately. I have been dreaming of this old house and a week ago I saw it on a real estate page. Well who can argue with Karma, I didnt I signed the lease and very very soon will be there full time. I will still be coming back here on a regular basis to attend to my submissives needs. So Tada as of June 1st I am the Lessor of an Historic French Quarter New Orleans home complete with walk out balcony in the Master Bedroom to the Iron fence around the property. Been told the trolley is 2 Doors down and I am minutes away from Bourbon Street. Is that cool or what? Oh and BTW check out the pics that I have in the folder marked My new New Orleans Home. Lol So check back I have a feeling this is going to be some ride. Great thing is I will now be no more than a nine hour car ride away. And my boy is but 4. Yeah!!!!!!!

Driving At Night
Current mood: artistic Category: Life I love to drive at night.... radio low...window down... the wind playing through my hair, twisting it and blowing it caressingly across my face, my hand gripping the wheel gently, but with an underlying firmness as my eyes are everscanning the dark for any impending possibility of calamity in my moonswept surroundings. I love it. It gives me a chance to clear my head. Sometimes I upturn my hand and let it slip out through the open window, turning it palm downwards, then up again fluidly, enjoying the feel of the cool night air slipping like water across my fingers as my car sails on down the darkened street, caught only occasionally in a sudden burst of streetlamp in the otherwise ebony-tinted, slumbering desert landscape I've known most of my life. Sometimes I sing with the radio, sometimes not. Sometimes I listen to the cachophany of ideas and emotions whirling and raging around in my head, sometimes not. Sometimes... you just

The Things I Most Regret...
Current mood: calm Category: Life We never know what life will bring, Or where it will lead us, Or if tomorrow will ever come. But wherever your path may lead, Whatever life throws at you, I want you to think about one thing.... I've come to learn that the words I've most regretted in my life, Were the ones I never said.

Jesus People Are Mean
I thought I'd be cute. I thought I'd be funny. I thought I'd create a MuMM that was pointless and silly. So I did. I made the mistake of putting the term "BBW" in it. And within an hour I had at least two dozen comments on it. All of which fell into the following category: Fat People Are Not Beautiful Why is it that the internet automatically allows people to be such fuckheads? What is it about this stupid box that leads people to believe it's okay to stomp on someone else? Seriously. If they were out in public and I walked in they would never walk up to me and say those things in my face. I'm dumbfounded by the reasoning that makes it okay (to them) to talk down to another person. It's taken years, literally years, for me to build my self-esteem up to the place that it's at. It took less than five minutes and only about ten strangers to crush it. People like them make me want to shove their heads into the tiny spaces where they store their sense of decorum..

Thank You All !!!!
WELL LOOKS LIKE I'M NOT GUNNA MAKE UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON THE 30TH IT'S OK THO I AIN'T MAD,HOWEVER I WANNA THANK EVERYONE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART THAT RATED,COMMENTED,AND SENT THEIR FRIENDS TO MY PAGE ALSO !! IT'S OK I WILL GET THERE HOPEFULLY BEFORE END OF SUMMER..LOL !! MY FAMILY,FRIENDZ,AND FANZ ROCK !! UR THE BEST. ALSO I TRIED TO GET EVERYONE BACK IF I MISSED YOU I'M SORRY JUST LET ME KNOW AND I WILL HIT YOUR PAGE WITH MAD LUV ! THANKS AGAIN U GUYZ KICK CHERRY A$$ !!! LUV,BOSS LADY !!MUAHHZ XOXOXO Graphics & Layouts

Protect Property Rights In Animals
To: U.S.Congress We the people of the United States hereby petition Congress to cause to have drafted, and to enact a Bill for federal legislation, that when enacted will protect ownership property rights, and legal use rights in domestic animals, and ensure that no city, county, or State authority shall prohibit, or restrict the peoples ownership rights, or legal use rights in domestic animals by specific breed, or by species. Animals are humankinds most ancient, and traditional property. The animal industry is the cornerstone of the economy of the United States, and must be preserved. It is not the intent of the petitioners to restrict any local authority in addressing the zoning for, or of the keeping of animals. Sincerely, go to this site and sign a petition www.PetitionOnline.com

Sooner Nationals
I had a blast yesterday. M4 and I got there about 8:30 in the morning after eating breakfast. We walked around the lot which was cool you could see the guys working on the cars, most of them were tearing down motors. The racin didnt start till about 12 due to rain. Even after the racing started we had to stop ALOT due to more rain. We got to see alot of the truck w/ the jet dryer and two trackers w/ rubber on the back of them which they ran on the track. I took alot of pictures and a few videos as you can tell if you look at my profile. I didnt think the videos would come out very well so I didnt take very many. If you ever go to a drag race or anything you have to sit on benches I would tell you to bring a chair that can fit on the bench. I heard they sell them at wal mart for like $15. We bought a pad for $5 but I am here to tell you IT DOESNT WORK. My ASS HURTS after sitting there all day. The food there cost so much. A drink cost 4 dollars and lets not even bring up

If You Have To Ask.....
A lady walked into a Lexus dealership just to browse. Suddenly she spotted the most beautiful car that she had ever seen and walked over to inspect it. As she bent forward to feel the fine leather upholstery, an unexpected little fart escaped. Embarrassed, she anxiously looked around to see if anyone had noticed and hoped a salesperson hadn't been near. but, as she turned back, there, standing next to her, was a salesman. With a pleasant smile he greeted her, "Good day, Madame. How may we help you today?" Trying to maintain an air of sophistication and acting as though nothing had happened, she smiled back and asked, "Sir, what is the price of this lovely vehicle?" Still smiling pleasantly, he replied, "Madame, I'm very sorry to say that if you farted simply from touching it, you're going to shit when you hear the price."

Please Help Comment Bomb
IF YOU HAVE A LITTLE FREE TIME AND WANNA COMMENT A FEW TIMES PLEASE GO BY THE LINKS THANKS FOR ANY HELP SHE IS WAY BEHIND IN THIS CONTEST ENDS JUNE 1st SHE COULD USE A LITTLE HELP ENDS MAY 29 THE NEXT 2, ARE 15,000 COMMENTS TO GET A VIC FOR A MONTH THIS ONE IS MINE...4000 COMMENTS FOR A MOTORCYCLE (repost of original by 'BIGSEXY' on '2007-05-26 19:49:08') (repost of original by 'SEXY JAMES- #11 of the N E WHERE BOMBERS and PROUD CT HUSBAND to TRACY' on '2007-05-27 10:24:45')

How You Too Can Save
1. Flowers for a wedding can be so expensive. A good way to reduce the cost is to drive through a couple of cemeteries the night before the wedding, and pick up a couple of the bouquets that are lying on the ground. 2. To do a quick wax job on my car, I use furniture wax. It buffs really well. 3. Train your cats to use the toilet! I was spending a fortune on kitty litter until I read about teaching your cat to use the toilet. It took a little training, but eventually they got it. They're neat about it and I save lots of money! 4. Put that beer down! Save what you'd normally spend on beer. By the time you retire you'll be able to afford all the beer you want. A six-pack a day is what -- $5 for the good stuff? Five dollars a day is over $1,800 a year! You know who you are. Invest this amount now, and you can buy all the beer you want when you're retired. I might even do the same. 5. Don't throw away the plastic backing in the package of sliced bacon. Wash it well, and place it betwee

Narrow Mindedness
'There is a principle which is a bar against all information, which is proof against all arguments and which cannot fail to keep a man in everlasting ignorance, that principle is contempt prior to investigation.'

"seize The Day...
...or die regretting the time you lost." I think about it every now and then. On maybe why we were all put here. On Earth, I mean. What was God's original goal for the human race and it's presense here? Were we all just part of an evolution of whats to come? Or are we now the final product? Whichever it may be, Im glad we're here. Well, I'm glad I'M here. I can plainly see without any help that the life I lived back in the day is not the same life I am living now. Back in the day, I wanted everything for myself and only for myself and thought nothing of the world and everyone because I was just too little to understand that caring for others was important. Today? I feel inspired by everyone I have helped, talked to, and cared for. I've learned that it is much better to give than to receive, and helping others would give you a chance to get back what you gave ten fold. That makes me feel good. So good that I want to be the me everyone knows me by today for the rest of my life, as

Monday May 28
Well it is just hours till I have to get up to go to work. 10 hrs. I didnt do much today did a little shopping and washed clothes. I am glad it is goign to be a short week. I dont have any plaans for the weekend but I am sure something will pop up. I really have to start packing my stuff so I can move in ot a bigger place. My mom is moving over here to be closer to her son. I have not lived w/ someone for 3 yrs now so it is going to weird having someone around all the time. I have to find Boston a home due to my mom cant be around cats. She has been my bud for over year and half. It will be hard to let her go. Been watching Jaws all day. flash back for the 80s. Well I guess that is all. Thanks for reading my boring blog Jim

Michael And Hannah
A beautiful story. Please take the time to read it. You will be blessed by it. As I walked home one freezing day, I stumbled on a wallet someone had lost in the street. I picked it up and looked inside to find some identification so I could call the owner. But the wallet contained only three dollars and a crumpled letter that looked as if it had been in there for years. The envelope was worn and the only thing that was legible on it was the return address. I started to open the letter, hoping to find some clue. Then I saw the dateline--1924. The letter had been written almost sixty years ago. It was written in a beautiful feminine handwriting on powder blue stationery with a little flower in the left-hand corner. It was a "Dear John" letter that told the recipient, whose name appeared to be Michael, that the writer could not see him any more because her mother forbade it. Even so, she wrote that she would always love him. It was signed, Hannah. It

Have A Nice Day!!
This Middle aged man was going through his mid-life crisis so he went out and bought him a new bright red Porsche. So he decided to take his new Porsche on a test drive down the interstate one day. He got up to about 85 mph and all of a sudden he saw this highway patrolman with his blue lights and siren blaring coming toward him. He decided he and his new Porsche would outrun the officer. So the man sped up to 95 mph,and then to 105 mph, but the patrolman was still coming. The man finally came to his senses and said to himself, "This is crazy, I could go to jail for this," so he pulled over. The patrolman came to the car and told the man, "It has been a long day and I am tired. If you can give me an excuse no one else has ever given me I will let you go." So the man told the officer, "Last night my wife ran off with a patrolman and when I saw you chasing me I thought you were trying to bring her back." The officer looked at the man and said, "Have a nice day."

Developmental Therapies For Autism Spectrum Disorders Part 3
Son-Rise The therapeutic concept behind Son-Rise is very similar to that of Floortime: parents become therapists, and engage with their child at their child's own level of interest. Over time, relationships and skills emerge. Some of the key differences include a tremendous focus on the idea of the family as the key to success, and love and respect as the tools for success. There is also a focus on the home as the source of security and the foundation for growth. In practice, this translates into a series of on-site workshops for parents and children, followed by a very unusual lifestyle in which parents (or one parent) is homebound for a very protracted period of time. Son-Rise does recommend that families recruit volunteers to work with their children in the home. Pros: For families seeking a sense of community and empowerment, Son-Rise offers all of that and more. It also makes use of many of the same developmental approaches as Floortime and RDI to help children with auti

Tortilla De Patatas
Authentic food recipes from the great country of Spain. If you like the taste of french fries, you'll love the spanish tortilla. When made correctly, the spanish tortilla is a delicious half-inch thick "cake" of fried potatoes mixed with fried eggs and onions. After cooking, the tortilla can be cut into pizza-like triangles to serve 4-6 people, or cut into squares to give a whole group a bite-sized toothpick sample. 1 cup olive oil four large potatos (peel and cut into small pieces about 2mm thick) salt to taste one large onion, thinly sliced four large eggs. Some people add thin slices of red pepper together with the onion. Heat the oil in a 9-inch skillet, add potato pieces, one slice at a time so that they don't stick. Alternate layers of potato and onion. COOK slowly, medium flame. DO NOT FRY!! Turn occasionally until potatoes are tender, but NOT brown. They must be loose, not "in a cake". Beat eggs in a large bowl with a for

How Smart Is Your Right Foot?
This is so funny that it will boggle your mind. And you will keep trying at least 50 more times to see if you can outsmart your foot, but you can't. 1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles. 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction. I told you so .........

Crime Of Passion
I cheated. I don't feel guilty. It felt good to be wanted again. It put a lot of things into perspective for me. I might as well be single again. My boyfriend neglects me and only spends a couple of hours a week with me, if that. And realistically, that time is to have sex. It's not like he's busy because if he was, would he have all weekend to drink with his douche bag friend? I just don't fit into his priorities anymore. It took having sex with another guy to make me realize that...

Hate Mail.. Haha
I got this on myspace.. here is his link too just in case some of you want to pay him a visit! And, my reply at the bottom... http://www.myspace.com/mydriversed Date: May 28, 2007 4:39 PM Subject: I'm amazed! Body: What do you tell your child about your tattoos? Do you say that you were drunk or stoned when you got them and made a mistake? Because one would have to be drunk or stoned to get one because no one can be that stupid! There is nothing greater than a mutilator who has no repect for herself! Nice mother! Geeeeeez You, Paris Hilton and Brittany Spears would get along GREAT! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- First of all, If you think this little email from you would make me feel the slightest bit bad or anything about my tattoos, you are SADLY mistaken. Secondly, My daughter loves my tattoos & her fathers also. We are proud of them. You and everyone else has your own opinion about tattoos bu

Dragon
Dragon Eyes of gold looking deep into your soul Wings rustle impatiently folding neatly to the side You wait as he judges your self, your soul, and your life Talons stretch out grating on the stone Will it be death or servitude in his decision about life His tail snakes behind you moving you closer to him The dragon breathes out flame and ash bathing you in the flames Eyes wide open you stare in amazement – you are fine Servitude is the dragon’s choice for judging your soul Chains of loyalty and love bind you stronger than any metal Knowledge and power is granted from his kind to you Friends you make and forge crossing between the lines Those that don’t understand ask why Those that comprehend only nod their head and smile Dragon eyes of gold amused at your kind draw you deeper Deeper into the world of dragons because at heart you are one of them Not of human kind. Emotions stowed deep inside you learn to see with dragon eyes Decisions are made and some not ki

Leather, Chains And Lace...
Leather, Chains and Lace... You bloom for me just like a rose, Leather, chains and lace. Nectar drips from your petals And smears across my face. You are my sweet and precious rose, Leather, chains and lace, And your thorns only accentuate Your beauty and your grace. I can almost feel it on my skin: Your icy breath coming out again, And your black lips peeling back To reveal your lovely, rotting grin. I'll write a requiem for you, Just words plucked from my head, And I will read it to you While you are rotting in my bed. How can this be considered rape, When your eyes still seem to glint? And as my mother always said to me, Silence indicates consent. You bloom for me just like a rose, Leather, chains and lace. Nectar drips from your petals And smears across my face. You are my sweet and precious rose, Leather, chains and lace, And your thorns only accentuate Your beauty and your grace. I never knew what love was Until I dug you up. Leather, C

Wow, Why Does The Weekend Have To End??
Well i'm back home after spending time with my daughter and family in Montana. It was hard coming back, especially leaving my daughter... **POUT** **POUT** damn i can't wait to get everything taken care of and get full custody of my daughter and be able to go and do what i want.... Anyways, my weekend was great, got some new pictures but i got to level before i can add more pictures... I will do my best over the next week or so to catch up with everyone... I hope you all had a great weekend.... **HUGS** Take care.. TE

Newest Family Member And Bomber
Hey ya'll help me out in welcoming the newest member to our family...annieo.She not only joined the family but the bombsquad as well and will be an invaluable asset therein as I have known this lady for some time and know her bombing capabilitie's,so join me in welcoming her and watch her GIT-R-DONE.

Barbecued Chicken Breasts With Spicy Peach Glaze
The perfect summer dish, this chicken is even better served cold the next day. Ingredients Serves 8 * 1 cup peach preserves, or jam * 1 large clove garlic, minced (1 teaspoon) * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 1 tablespoon plus 1 teaspoon soy sauce * 1 tablespoon dry mustard * 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper * 1 teaspoon salt, plus more to taste * 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper * 4 chicken breasts, (about 5 pounds), split * 4 ripe peaches, cut in half and pitted Directions 1. Preheat grill to medium hot. In a medium mixing bowl, combine preserves, garlic, olive oil, soy sauce, dry mustard, cayenne pepper, salt, and black pepper, and mix well to combine. 2. Sprinkle chicken breasts with additional salt and pepper, and place, skin side down, on the grill. Cook the chicken about 10 minutes on each side before brushing the upturned side with glaze. Continue cooking chicken for another 10 to 12 minutes, turning it every 3

Walnut-crusted Chicken Breasts
Prep: 20 minutes Total: 35 minutes Packed with omega-3 fatty acids, walnuts add richness to this light breading; the coating keeps the chicken moist. For longer shelf life, store nuts in the freezer. Ingredients Serves 4 * 2 slices whole-wheat bread, dried * 1/3 cup walnuts * 2 tablespoons Parmesan cheese, freshly grated * Coarse salt and ground pepper * 1 large egg white * 4 chicken breast halves, boneless and skinless (6 to 8 ounces each) * 1 tablespoon grapeseed oil * Lemon slices, for serving * Seasonal green salad Directions 1. Preheat oven to 425 degrees. In a food processor combine bread, walnuts, and Parmesan; season with salt and pepper. Process until fine bread crumbs form. Transfer to a shallow bowl. In another shallow bowl, beat egg white, letting excess drip off, and then into crumb mixture, pressing to adhere. 2. Season chicken with salt and pepper. Dip each breast into egg white, letting excess d

Barbecue Ribs With Special Barbecue
Baby back ribs (1 slab per person) 1/4 cup red wine vinegar or lemon juice 1 stick butter, melted 1 clove garlic, crushed 1 onion, grated Remove skin from back of ribs. Cut a small slit between each rib. Mix vinegar, butter, onion and garlic together and use mixture to season ribs on both sides. Place ribs on a preheated grill and close the cover. Turn ribs every 20 minutes and baste with Barbecue sauce until tender. SPECIAL BARBECUE SAUCE: 1/2 stick butter, melted 1 green pepper, chopped 1 onion, chopped 3-4 cloves garlic, pressed 1/2 cup celery (with leaves), chopped 1 (16 oz.) can crushed tomatoes 1 (12 oz.) can thick tomato paste 1/2 can water, from tomato paste can 1 tbsp. Worcestershire sauce 1 tsp. salt 2 tbsp. red wine vinegar 2 tbsp. prepared yellow mustard 4 dashes Tabasco sauce 8 peppercorns 1/4 tsp. ground cumin 8 coriander seeds 1/4 tsp. oregano 2 tbsp. molasses 4 tbsp. brown sugar 1 bay leaf 1/4 tsp. celery seed Melt butter in medium sa

Strip Steak With Mushrooms
2 boneless sirloin strip steaks, 10 oz. each 8 tbsp. butter 1 c. sliced green onions 1 lb. mushrooms, cleaned-trimmed, whole or sliced Salt and pepper 2 tbsp. lemon Cut steaks into 1/2 inch by 2 inch strips. Heat 3 tablespoons of the butter in frying pan or heavy skillet. Over high heat, saute meat 3 to 4 minutes tossing constantly until meat is cooked to your likeness. Remove and keep warm. Add green onions and mushroom saute 3 to 4 minutes. Add the juice of lemon juice and meat drippings. Boil over high heat about until juices are a glaze about 1/4-inch deep in pan. Whisk remaining butter. Return meat and mushrooms to pan. Toss and cook over high heat until mixture is hot. Serve immediately over rice or noodles.

The Rest Of The Week
let's see, Tuesday I did a light workout of pull ups, push ups, squats, and ab work. Nothing major just a recovery day after my major run on Monday. Today was a day off completely. I needed the rest.

Open Your Eyes
You opened your eyes today only to find a war going on. You opened your eyes to a world full of pain. You opened your eyes to a tear filled child. you opened you eyes today and looked to the heavens. You wondered why you opened your eyes at all. As the tears begin to fall you're not so sure you understand. You opened your eyes today and asked God why did he have to die, why did he have to go away. You opened your eyes to a soldier who died doing what he believed. You opened your eyes today and this time you understood why you opened your eyes.

Friendships
If we cherish something we must take care of it. Family, job, health, are some of the things that we take care of because we value them. Included among the things that we cherish should be the friendships that we have established and the friends that we have. Time, care, and attention are all required to maintain a healthy, respectful, and long-lasting friendship. The best of friends contribute to the friendship, because a true friendship returns so much more throughout the years.

Im Sorry
i am feeling sorry for the people who had crushes on me i dont know if it is because i didnt talk to you or if it was because of me deleteing my nsfw folder but in any case i am sorry but i have a child who is special needs and i am moveing this weekend so i am packing and if any of you dont understand im sorry as well i do the best i can and i try to talk to you all but there are so many friends and the only way i can think is through blogging i love you all and you all are awsome just try to understand please it isnt i dont want to talk to you all cause i do but some times it is hard

Chicken & Broccoli Lasagne In Parmesan Custard
PARMESAN CUSTARD: 4 tbsp. butter 4 tbsp. flour 2 c. milk 1 c. chicken broth 3 whole eggs 1/2 c. grated Parmesan cheese 1/2 tsp. salt Pinch of ground red pepper & ground nutmeg LASAGNE: 15 lasagne noodles 2 tbsp. butter 1 c. chopped onion 3 garlic cloves, minced 2 whole skinless, boneless chicken breasts, cut into bite-size pieces Chopped broccoli Sliced mushrooms 1/4 c. chopped parsley Basil, salt, pepper to taste 1 lb. Mozzarella cheese, sliced thin 1/4 c. grated Parmesan cheese CUSTARD: Melt butter, stir in flour over low heat until smooth and golden. Stir in milk, whisk over medium heat until smooth. Stir in chicken broth. Cook, whisking, until mixture boils and is thick and smooth. Beat eggs in separate bowl, whisk sauce into eggs, return to saucepan. Let stand off heat. Stir in cheese, season with salt, red pepper and nutmeg. Cook lasagne noodles, let stand in cool water until ready to use. Saute onions, garlic; add chicken, mushrooms, steam or cook

Why Girls Spend So Long In The Loo........
When you need to visit a public loo there is invariably a line of women waiting, you smile politely and take your place in the line, it finally gets to your turn, you check for feet under the cubicle doors. Every cubicle is occupied. But eventually a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the cubicle. You get in to find the door wont lock. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long and you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" is handy, but empty. You would hang your bag on the door hook if there was one, but there isn't so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, yank down your pants and assume "the position". In this position your ageing, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You would love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the sea or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "the position". To take your mind off your trembling thighs for a moment you

Touching
Subject: Touching... One evening a man was at home watching TV and eating peanuts. He'd toss them in the air, then catch them in his mouth. In the middle of catching one, his wife asked him a question, and as he turned to answer her, a peanut fell in his ear. He tried and tried to dig it out but succeeded in only pushing it in deeper. He called his wife for assistance, and after hours of trying they became worried and decided to go to the hospital. As they were ready to go out the door, their daughter came home with her date. After being informed of the problem, their daughter's date said he could get the peanut out. The young man told the father to sit down, then proceeded to shove two fingers up the father's nose and told him to blow hard. When the father blew, the peanut flew out of his ear. The mother and daughter jumped and yelled for joy. The young man insisted that it was nothing and the daughter took the young man out to the kitchen for something to eat. Once h

"i'll Kill Any Fucker Who Does This To My Girl Or Any Girl"
Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this." Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in you

Chicken Fajitas
4 boneless skinless chicken breasts 1/4 stick butter 1 cap full Mrs. Dash (regular or chipotle) 1 large onion 1 green pepper 1/4 brown sugar lettuce, tomato, sour cream, guacamole, cheese, tortillas Slice chicken into long strips, place in pan with half of the butter and Mrs. Dash. Cook until done and lightly browned. Stir in a small amount of water or chicken broth and the brown sugar. Cook until caramelized. Chop the pepper and onions into strips and rings, sauté in a separate skillet with the remaining butter. Cook until onions are caramelized and peppers have crispy edges. These fajitas are really easy to make and a little different because they're sweet and spicy.

In The Dark
Like the flakes of falling snow, Melting in the street... Like a helpless, starving doe, Ripped from its mother's teat... Like a lamb trapped beneath The clutches of a bear... Like a tiger, without teeth, Deprived beyond compare... Like the fish, within the sea, Eaten by the shark... There's no one here, guiding me, Alone and in the dark. Like the girl that simply drowned For slipping down a well... Like a mute, who makes no sound, None heard me when I fell... Like the boy who cannot speak For all their cruel remarks... That's what it's like to be a freak, Exiled to the dark. Like the silence, never broken... Like my empty soul... Like the lies that you have spoken, Which grow beyond control... Like a moose, Helplessly stuck Beneath a fallen tree, I have no life, I have no luck, I never will break free. Like a man without a name, Who no one ever knew... Never will I be the same, No matter what I do. Like a child that cannot see, Abandoned in a park...

In Love
TO ALL MY CHERRY TAP FRIENDS AND FAMILY JUST WANTING TO LET EVERY ONE KNOW WHY I HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND LATLY. AS SOME OF YOU KNOW YES I'M IN LOVE AND HAVE FOUND MY SOUL MATE OR SHALL I SAY WE FOUND EACH OTHER AND I'M TRULY HAPPY WITH HIM. I HAVE SOME MAJOR CHANGES IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW THAT I DEALING WITH NOT ONLY DO I HAVE MY LOVE IN MY LIFE BUT I ALSO HAVE A 17 YR AND A 12YR OLD IN MY LIFE TOO BUT WE ALL DO GET ALONG VERY WELL JUST TAKING SOME TIME TO GET USE TO HAVEING KIDS IN MY LIFE AGAIN AT LEAST LIVEING WITH ME. BUT TO ALL OUT THERE THIS DOES NOT MEAN YOU GUYS HAVE TO STOP SHOWING YOUR LOVE MY WAY CAUSE I WILL STILL SHOW MY LOVE YOUR WAY. I ENJOY YOU ALL AND I JUST WANTED ALL TO KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pumpkin Tales
This was apparently in the Washington Post. The title of the article was 'Best Come Back Line Ever.' In summary, the police arrested Patrick Lawrence, 22 year old white male resident of Dacula, GA, in a pumpkin patch 11:38 p.m. on Friday. Lawrence was charged with lewd and lascivious behaviour, public indecency, and public intoxication at the Gwinnett County courthouse on Monday. The suspect explained that as he was passing a pumpkin patch he decided to stop. 'You know, a pumpkin is soft and squishy inside, and there was no one around for miles. At least I thought there wasn't,' he stated in a phone interview. Lawrence went on to say that he pulled over to the side of the road, picked out a pumpkin that he felt was appropriate to his purpose, cut a hole in it, and proceeded to satisfy his alleged 'need.' 'Guess I was really into it, you know?' he commented with evident embarrassment. In the process, Lawrence apparently failed to notice a Gwinnett County police car approac

**** Moving This Weekend ****
just got the keys to new place and toured the house my friend just bought ...... just been rebuilt with new carpeting, windows & HVAC unit ...... gonna b a lot stressful for both of us there ...... my kitty gonna learn new hiding places and need to set up a window perch 4 her at new place (((MEOW))) ..... cable, internet & phone should b connected monday ??? ..... just need to get router so i can network my computer HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY - - - Chuck

Desiderata ( Poem Of Life) By Max Ehrmann
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disencha

My First X-rated Bedtime Story
HEHEHEHE..I JUST RECIEVED THIS....I AIN'T GONNA SLEEP NOW THATS FUR SURE Show header Date: Fri, 01 Jun 2007 20:43:10 -0700 From: ct898983@cherrytap.com To: ct46098@cherrytap.com Reply-To: ct898983@cherrytap.com Size: 5 KB -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you make me feel so hot now .... tell me what you want me to do masteres... o you wanna tight me to your bed ? naked ? OK ... what you gonna do ??? please hurt me bad ??? for I'm such a bad boy .... mmmm you give me a striptease .... that's not a punish !!! mmmm i see you've shaved yourself... i see you're wet too !!! little drops of your hot juice roll over your legs !!! let me taste you please... - you wanna taste ? you say ... yes, please , -this ? and you put a finger in your wet pussy ... -you wanna taste this ???? while you put your wet finger in your mouth ... YESSSSSSSS please -" i don't think so you naughty boy !!!" and you come t

When A Girl Misses You"
Girl facts: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!!!!!!!!!!! When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than

I Want Real Men Back Too!!
The following blog is written by a very good friend of mine Jaz Mckay. He is a talk show host in Bakersfield, CA at KNZR. I am including this because I as a FEMALE do agree with what he has to say. We have become a nation of women. It wasn't always this way, of course. There was a time when men put their signatures to a document, knowing full well that this single act would result in their execution if captured, and in the forfeiture of their property to the State. Their wives and children would be turned out by the soldiers, and their farms and businesses most probably given to someone who didn't sign the document. There was a time when men went to their certain death, with expressions like "You all can go to hell. I'm going to Texas." (Davy Crockett, to the House of Representatives, before going to the Alamo.) There was a time when men went to war, sometimes against their own families, so that other men could be free. And there was a time when men went to war because

Dirty Mind
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Guys' Rules
Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come t

The Tiger
A couple was on their honeymoon, lying in bed, about ready to consummate their marriage, when the new bride says to the husband, "I have a confession to make, I'm not a virgin." The husband replies, "That's no big thing in this day and age." The wife continues, "Yeah, I've been with one guy." "Oh yeah? Who was the guy?" "Tiger Woods." "Tiger Woods, the golfer?" "Yeah." "Well, he's rich, famous and handsome. I can see why you went to bed with him." The husband and wife then make passionate love. When they are done, the husband gets up and walks to the telephone. "What are you doing?" asks the wife. The husband says, "I'm hungry, I was going to call room service and get something to eat." "Tiger wouldn't do that." "Oh yeah? What would Tiger do?" "He'd come back to bed and do it a second time." The husband puts down the phone and goes back to bed to make love a second time. When they finish, he gets up and goes over to the phone. "Now what a

The Perfect Day
The Perfect Day - Her 8:45 Wake up to hugs and kisses 9:00 5 lbs lighter on the scale 9:30 Light Breakfast 11:00 Sunbathe 12:30 Lunch with best friend at outdoor cafe 1:45 Shopping 2:30 Run into boyfriend's/husband's ex and notice she's gained 30 lbs 3:00 Facial, massage, nap 7:30 Candlelight dinner for two and dancing 10:00 Make love 11:30 Pillow talk in his big strong arms The Perfect Day - Him 6:45 Alarm. 7:00 Shower and massage. 7:30 Blowjob. 7:45 Massive dump while reading USA Today sports section. 8:15 Limo arrives, Stoli Bloody Marys. 8:30 Butler Aviation, O'Hare Field, Lear Jet to Augusta, Georgia. 9:30 Front nine holes, Augusta National Golf Club. 11:30 Lunch - 2 dozen oysters, 3 Heinekens. 12:30 Blowjob. 12:45 Back nine holes, Augusta National Golf Club. 2:30 Limo to Augusta Airport, Bombay Sapphire Martini. 3:30 Nassau, Bahamas, Afternoon fishing with all female crew (topless). Sex for each fish caught. Catch 1249 lb. Blue Marlin. Grilled tuna a

Rhianna Stole Mary's Umbrella Ella Ella
Mary J. Blige wanted to record Umbrella, but Rihanna fucked the songwriters persuaded the songwriters to give it to her instead. Rihanna told the Daily Telegraph newspaper: "Any songwriter would die for Mary to sing one of their songs. So I just prayed that I got it. It was perfect for me - it had a West Indian groove. "When I saw one of the songwriters at the Grammy Awards, I went up to him and said, 'Listen, 'Umbrella' is my song.' "He must have thought I was really pushy and laughed it off. But I held his face and I turned it back to my own, 'No, I'm serious, I need 'Umbrella'. "Two days later we found out the song was mine."

Poison-life Loves A Tragedy Lyrics
Of all the words that I've spoken And lies that I've told Of all the hearts left broken Begged for, bought, and sold Lord I'm feeling lonely Feel like I can't go on The streets have all grown cold now The mysteries all gone She's all gone She's all gone, gone, gone All gone now She's all... Well I ain't getting any younger Can't you see it in my eyes She sweet has turned to sour I think it's time for me to fly Well my vices have turned to habits And my habits have turned to stone The lies chipped away at my smile now baby While the truth ate me down to the bone One more step and I swear I'll be over the edge I've gotta stop living at a pace that kills Before I wake up dead Chorus: Good times, bad times How life loves a tragedy Heartbreaks, heartaches How life loves a tragedy The nights I spent in danger With strangers I thought were friends Only to wake in anger For some pleasure they swore they'd send I think it's time I move on Like

You Know That Feeling...
You know that feeling when you've cried too much and you just go numb? you're throat starts to clench and you're head freezes.. you feel like you're going to vomit but nothing comes out, you want to scream at the top of your lungs but totally forgot what you're even crying about; because you're life is so shit and you don't know what problem is worse; you cannot compare your problems to another one of your problems, because everything just SUCKS. you know that feeling when you're so depressed you've had the worst night, there's a weird feeling in your chest; is my heart breaking? or have my lungs stopped breathing? am i alive? alive enough to feel like i mean something upon this earth? you know that feeling where your whole body gets dizzy, you lose your balance, as soon as you lose your head. you're crazy because there's too much wrong, you want something to go right for once, this crap has been going on for too long. and you know that feeling when

Poetry
can you take away my pain? make me feel numb so much noise in my head damn i wish i had peace why does life come with pain, deceit and lies all the broken promises why can you just take a break from life a break from breathing some part of me thinks you can find happiness in this heartbreaking world, am i wrong, or is it all a lie too

"stay" - Sugarland
I've been sittin' here stairin' at the clock on the wall And I've been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home and you'll get it and be gone and I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' My Heart on my sleeve Oh for the next time we'll be here seems like a million years and I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep tellin' me baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used and I'm tired of waitin' It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my k

Pain
It was ripping her insides apart, her lower back feeling like someone was driving a nail straight thru the bone. Though she curled up in a ball, moaning incessantly, she refused to cry out, to show weakness. It was worse this time, this curse of her womanhood. The very scent of food made her nauseous, though she forced herself to eat to stave off the weakness. No matter of medicines helped, so all she could do was bear thru a few more days until the end of her cycle. Yet there was something different this time- she felt a changing within her, like something was being coaxed from within her, clawing its way free despite her resistance. She felt like a predator seething, trapped, but too weak and in too much pain to pursue her prey. This filled her with both dread and excitement, this haunting presence that called her away from everything she knew.....

No More Child Support!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LAST CHILD SUPPORT CHECK!!! > > > > Today is my baby girl's 18th birthday. I'm so glad, that this will be my last child support payment. Month after month, year after year, all those damn payments! So I called my baby girl. LaKeesha I need you to come by the house and get this last check. When she got there, I said, "Baby girl, I want you to take this check over to your momma's house and tell her that this is the last check, her last free ride. Take note of the expression on here face. Come back and tell me how she looked. So, my baby girl took the check over to her momma's. I was so anxiously awaiting LaKeesha's back brief. LaKeesha returned. What she say? What she say?Tell me and bout the 'expression on her face. Baby girl walk Through the door. I said, "Now what yo momma say 'bout that?" She told me to tell you that "you ain't my daddy" .... and for me to check out the expression on your face"!!! >

Working Backwards...
He was a friend of her stepfather's...a tall, lanky man in his late 30s. Grey eyes that burned into yours, to make you forget what you were thinking. He came to the house most nights that she could remember...they retired to the garage in a cloud of smoke and reeking cans of Natural Light. He winked whenever he saw her, staring in that hungry, uneasy way that men look at women. While the authoritative ones kicked back and forth who was fucking who, Jo took a walk down the block. The sun began to fade behind the trees, the streetlights came on as if by cue, one by one, until the neighborhood was aglow with unnatural orange haze. The crickets chirping in the grass beneath her feet, the lightning bugs that would light, then dim, over and over, accenting her face for just a moment before retreating it back to the summer citrus hues from the streetlights. She stopped underneath a tree now and then to record what she saw, as if she knew what was forthcoming. He walked behind he

New Rock Classics
So....I'm listening to my ipod and wondering what recent-ish rock songs (21st century, basically) would be considered classics twenty years from now, the way a good stone or skynyrd or springsteen song is thought of today. Here are some that I think would age well...clearly the songs need to have been popular recently, but also they shouldn't be just a flavor of the month (which is how I think of Coldplay or even Audioslave...) ...I've also left off recent songs by groups who already are known to be classic artists, e.g. I don't want to miss a thing by Aerosmith or Vertigo by U2...and tried to ignore most pop, rap and country... "Smooth", by Santana / Rob Thomas (ok so its '99) "One Last Breath", Creed "Where are you going", DMB "Bring me to Life", Evanescence "boulevard of Broken Dreams", Green Day "Collide", Howie Day "Mr Brightside", the Killers (or Somebody Told Me) "She Will Be Loved", Maroon 5 "Bent", Matchbox Twenty (or maybe If You're Gone) "Here without you",

My New Lounge
Come join the Play ground rejects in The Devils Playground...Brand new ct lounge...If u dont feel like u belong anywhere else...The Devil will make u feel welcome Come in and try ur skills at being a DJ...we would love to give u the chance! Click the pic below and it will bring u straight to hell (repost of original by '♫ DJ Insane ♫ ¢¾ Mrs Kreator ¢¾ {Playground Reject #666}' on '2007-06-06 05:34:11') (repost of original by 'MISSING MY SSG! ~Playground Reject 007~ & ~dj slipknot's ct girl~' on '2007-06-06 05:37:55') (repost of original by '♫ DJ Insane ♫ ♥ Mrs Kreator ♥ {Playground Reject #666}' on '2007-06-06 05:41:15') (repost of original by 'DJ KREATOR~{ PLAYGROUND REJECT}~~{PURRRS HUSBAND}~' on '2007-06-06 05:57:24') (repost of original by 'twister(devil's playground reject #1967)' on '2007-06-06 06:04:47') (repost of original by 'DJ KREATOR~{ PLAYGROUND REJECT}~~{PURRRS HUSBAND}~' on '2007-06-06 06:14:45') (repost

Good Morning
Just a little post about starting the day. It is a beautiful day. The only problem I have so far is I woke up without my baby next to me this morning. Drag. But, I'll be with her later. This is the first night we've slept apart since we've known each other. I love her. At any rate. time for some juice, then off to work. God Bless

The Nerve!
AdRock@ CherryTAP 2007-06-06 00:52:15 lay off the crack, beautiful. yur better than that. Can you believe this person. Does not even know me and accuses me of being on crack??? Because I am a small, petite female and diabetic?? I was less then 3 pounds when I was born! The nerve of some people!

Photo Requests!
What type of photos would you like to see? Once i move up a level again I want to add new photos but i am looking for suggestions... Please let me know on this blog..not my shoutbox as it does not always work! :) Hugs and Kisses Kelly

8-26-06
Was going to see a movie.. bought a puppy instead Out of boredom today, I left to go to the movie theater. I normally check the list online to see what's playing but I didn't.. I knew if I looked there'd be nothing I'd want to see and I wouldn't go. I'd just get there and see something I've already seen if need be. Well, I went to the Pet Supermarket ( as a rule they generally don't have a pets for sale except fish). Well, they had the Human Society adoption center open and I just had to look. I have a Bassett Hound mix at home named Lulu, I got her from the ladt next door whose dog had puppies. The neighbors kept one named Chubby who'd always come over to play with Lulu. They moved away and Lulu didn't have a playmate. Later we were looking for a free puppy in the paper and it seems now that it's common practice to breed mutts, give them funny names and charge 500$ for them ( I saw a boxer/pitt bull mix for 750$!.. That what my dad has and he got her for free). We saw a lab mix

8-29-06
Here's a couple of things I find funny http://www.thesneeze.com/mt-archives/cat_steve_dont_eat_it.php http://beelzebub.ytmnd.com/ Funny.. No one has made a comment on all my mindless blogging. Ummmmm, hmmmm.. What else? I have two dogs fighting under my skirt. It's a big skirt that will flip over my head if the wind catches right, I think a few people have had the misfortune of seeing my butt. Copper, my puppy keeps tugging on it and Lumpy, one of three kittens I have keeps climbing up it. I am #69 again in Evolution. Actually now that I think about it, that's pretty good. Last round I couldn't seem to get out of the 700's

Join L.r.l Society Of Wolves Today
Any questions about the family and or alliance possibilities contact the individuals below. Our family is strong as the name of the wolf spirit does mean Loyal.Respect.Love and we live by this day in and day out. Thanks and have a nice day! ----------------------------------------------- Jeff-Founder Lord_Wolf~L.R.L.~Society of Wolves*Owner Wolf's Den+Don't Tread On Me@ CherryTAP or Theresa-CoFounder BGD's Yummy **Co-Founder/Inspiration/Secretary for ~L.R.L. Society of Wolves~**Cursed Rebel LDC@ CherryTAP

Stuff
Drama is the funniest thing in the world. Some ppl just seem to thrive on it. Although they choose to tell you they don't want any part of it. There are places ppl go to relax and chill and other places to meet and have fun. Yes, you are a name and "number" on a net site, but at the same time, you need to wake up in the am or pm (which ever time you work). See yourself in the mirror and be happy with what you see. If you don't like it, your the only one who can change it. If you have a real life relationship to where there seems to some sort of conflict in it. Figure out where it is and fix it. If at all possible. Don't try to find a new relationship w/someone when you're not willing to fix the one your in. If it can't be fixed, then GET THE F*!# OUT of it. If you have meet someone that you really connect with and want something out of it, then do everything you can to show and support each other. Yes, an online, long distance relationship is not easy, but if there is so

The Essence Of Cool
Everyone in Hollywood is officially on something. Entertainment reports are listing 'Oceans 13' as the epitome of "cool movies", meaning movies with men who personify cool. I haven't seen the movie, but I know who's in Oceans 13 and those actors aren't "cool", they are merely popular. Cool is a presence on the screen and off the screen. George Clooney looks like he's always ready for a photo op no matter where he goes, aside from that he stays out of the headlines. That isn't cool, that's just being camera-ready. Brad Pitt goes from the Grizzly Adams to looking like someone who should be taking your order at the local coffee shop. He can get into character, but away from the screen he's jet-setting and propping up his wife and her causes. Now I'll grant these stars that the onslaught of paparazzi over the past 10 years has drastically changed how stars act and how they take their security and public appearances differently than they did, but still coolness transcends everyt

Whisper
I see you across the room Laughing about something I wish I knew But sadly I look Feeling cold inside Do you see me I think to myself over and over Hope and a chance That is what I am. Such beauty you hold Those women do not see Everything in my own broken heart A million miles separates us But only twenty steps from my feet You turn your head But only to see the clock I cannot stop sighing. The time to go is now But where you travel I wish to be beside you Invisible as you see me Fate can be cruel The heart wants to betray Alone again. The aura around is silent All I can think about you My whisper in the wind Gone without a trace.

I Want A Little Sugar In My Bowl
I Want a Little Sugar in my Bowl Nina Simone I want a little sugar in my bowl I want a little sweetness down in my soul I could stand some lovin' Oh so bad Feel so lonely and I feel so sad I want a little steam on my clothes Maybe I could fix things up so they'll go Whatsa matter Daddy Come on, save my soul Drop a little sugar in my bowl I ain't foolin' Drop a little sugar in my bowl Well I want a little sugar in my bowl Well I want a little sweetness down in my soul You been acting strangely I've been told Move me Daddy I want some sugar in my bowl I want a little steam on my clothes Maybe I can fix things up so they'll go Whatsa matter Daddy Come on save my soul Drop a little sugar in my bowl I ain't foolin' Drop some sugar- yeah- in my bowl.