Fubar Blog Posts 2

~~lost Cherry~~ (i Miss It =p
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

The Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

Lost Scrolls Of Lost Cherry
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

The Lost Cherry Scrolls By Dawn
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating

Lost Cherry Scroll
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your ratin

The Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati

The Lost Cherry Scrolls..... Bulletin Needed To Be A Blog Too!
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

The Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati

The Lost Cherry Scrolls ....
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati

Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati

Lost Loves
Blackness is all I see, Death is all I dream, Once our love was true, But now you say we're through, My happiest times were with you, To you my heart belonged, I long to be in your arms again, To feel the warmth of your embrace, Cold inside is all I feel, Emptiness is all that I have, Hopes and dreams shattered, I have nothing left to give, Where did I ever go wrong, To lose your love forevermore.

Lost Cherryscrows
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rat

Lost
I look deep into his soul I see what he does not want seen I know things he does not want known I try to hide my knowledge of his inner struggle We sit and talk He tries to help me, to focus on me I freeze up, hide, get cold inside I turn it around, change the direction I start probing into him deeper and deeper Getting him to say what he does not want said Getting him to feel what he does not want to feel He needs to release, spread his wings He is tender inside, full of emotion A scared little boy, hiding for fear Fear of detection, of rejection A need to blend, to fit in He acts as he thinks is expected Tells the stories, goes through the motions He hurts those in his path to prove his case He hurts himself, bringing him deeper down, further A hard, cold player, crushing those in his way A lost little boy, crying, dying, deep inside A boy wondering around, growing, changing inside All the same man; lost, alone, confused, anxious, scared

~ Lost Cherry Tap Scrolls ~
A long time ago in a galaxy far away… Oops.. wrong scenario… A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ~ME~ orientated environment. Luckily.. a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland…… This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you tens and elevens for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The ones through nines are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of ones tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

The Lost Cherry Scrolls (repost Of A Original - Unknown Creator)
Not sure who actually put this together but it is fantastic and I thought it should be saved so all can have a chance to read it. It is not mine originally, but I would like to applaud the creator of it. A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award ou

A Lost Soul
IN THE EYES OF THE LOST IN THESE EYES I SEE A SOUL,LOST WITHIN THE ESSENCE OF DESPAIR.I HAVE GONE THROUGH EMPTY SHADOWS OF PROMISED HAPPINESS,AND I HAVE FOUND NONE.I HAVE SEARCH FOR THE REASON AND NOT AN ANSWER.AND I GAVE UP.GAVE UP MY SELF,AND WHAT WAS MOST IMPORTANT,MY DIGNITY.I STRETCHED ME TO THE LIMITS,AND COULDN'T FIND THE PERFECT SOLUTION.I STRUGGLED THROUGH A MIND OF INDIFFERENCE,AND THE CAUSE BECAME UNKNOWN.DEFEAT BECAME MY ONLY RESOURCE.I TURNED SO MANY WAYS IN A BED OF THORNS,AND SOUGHT NO RELEIF,YET,I REACHED OUT AND I FELT ALL ALONE.MY TEARS,EASED UPON THE PILLOW,SO MANY NIGHTS,I STOPPED COUNTING.I SCREAMED AND NO ONE HEARS ME.IT IS A SILENT TERROR DEEP WITHIN ME.I FELL,AND LOOKED FOR THE HAND THAT WOULD LIFT ME UP,AND THERE I SIT IN A PILE OF DUST,LEGS CROSSED,AND I JUST SIT.DEEP WITHIN ME I KNOW,I REALLY KNOW.ONLY I CAN PICK MYSELF UP,DUST OFF THE DIRT,AND RAISE MY HEAD AND SAY,"I AM IN CONTROL OF MY OWN FAIT."BUT HOW CAN I WHEN,I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME TO FIGHT ANYMORE.

Lost Opportunity
Lately been thinking about my destiny, Wondering is the world gonna get to see the best of me. Will I show off my unique personality, Or will they just sit back and stare at me. Anticipating the move of a thug, Fantasizing about if I have a weapon or drugs. Instead of thinking this may be an intelligent young man, With visions and goals maybe even a plan. Yet again they clutch their purses and make sure their wallets in their pocket, Or take a look back to make sure they didn't drop it. But i smerk to let them know it didn't hurt, Cause me knowing them isn't even my worth. So I stand and strut with my head held high, Cause one day they'll say "I think I walked past that guy.

Lost It
I feel there is a thing called Love out there.I just don't know where..If you do find it grab it and hold on to it.Cause its so hard to find.Take and worship it and cherish it for ever.Never let anything stand in your way.But of All things take and Love it with all you heart and let them know that they are your Love no matter what.And always keep the line of communcation open between the 2 of you.I know I did have it and let it go...But I won't ever again.He has my heart and soul.And its his to keep.I don't want it back.With out him love is just a 4 letter word and Its best that way.....So find it an hold it forever......

Lost In Confusion....
Ever loved someone so much yet it caused you so much pain....give all you can give and they still only give you half....and yet everytime you try to walk away they pull you back...you try to ignore all yiur feelings and move on but everytime you see them it comes back to you....you cant help but want things to be the way they used to be, but no matter how hard you try to work it out it just dosent work....how is it pssible that loving someone can cause so much pain yet the thought of being separate hurts you just as much..the thought of them being with someone else would tear you to pieces....and you constant;y try to explain the way you feel and they just don't understand......sooo dam tired of shedding tears....but the good and bad memories both bring tears of what should have never been and what really could have been...

Lost And Longing
In this heartless creation It is hard to understand Why some souls choose to wander Forgetting Yet I am lost without wandering My love is a ghost Ancient - with wisdom Vital - with tears Not able to move on Unable to let go It's hard to remember a love You don't recognize in this life Yet the memory is without thought Agony - without knowledge This love - is without mercy Passing through eternity Life to the next Forever searching In a labyrinth of whispers For a blissful love Lost Longing for the touch I'll sense when I feel Whispering to my heart Comforting this stoned soul Our love burns within me But I am lost in the shadows This entity of dreams Forever killing me I believe this love is eternal The flame will not relinquish Forever circling me The very matter of my existence But for now I simply breath Awaiting your rescue Music - bonding our souls Pain - stirring the memories While silence shouts out this melody

Lost
Silence sneaks in through the darkness That envelopes him with its coldness The sun no longer provides the warmth To keep him smiling. His heart aches with turmoil, And his mind keeps telling him lies, As he wanders lost on what he thought Was the path to Heaven. Is it true that there is such a place? Heaven - where happiness has no end - He doesn't dare believe, As his faith is pulled into nothingness, And the void is filled with This silent darkness that has invaded. He reaches out for the one that he loves, But she is no longer there, When he needs her most, She has packed and headed to another place, Perhaps she has found Heaven, And will send for him soon. No, she's moved to a place where He cannot travel, For there is no place for him. He's lost in this world Of hi-tech travelers, Where everyone's soul is sold To the highest bidder. He dare not be honest anymore, For he knows it will only bring pain, And the connection that once was, Isn't an

Lost Inside
You have always told me that I was the strong one between the two of us and that I could always take more upon myself than you could at any giving time. Well I'm gonna break that image you have of me and that you have always had of me for I can't stand being away from you any longer and everyday that passes with no word from you makes me weaker than you know. I love you with all my heart and soul and I know your dealing with a hard time right now yourself on your end. I feel like I'm going crazy here because I can't eat,sleep,drink or even pay attion to anybody or anything for longer than 5 minutes without my mind drifting back to you. Baby please if you see this or happen to feel me drawing close to you like I have been doing for the past 3 days then please give me some kinda sign here. I'm losing my mind without you to talk to me at night and during the day. I love you so much and I don't want anything to be wrong on your end with you. I hope your safe and I hope that yo

Lost In Silence
you once held me in the warmth of your voice.. early morning talks that made me happy.. that made me feel special, cared for.. now I sit lost in the cold silence of 4am.. when tears threaten and my heart aches.. wondering why I am still alone.

Lost Account, Account Deleted, Pls Help Me
OK GUYS I GUESS MY OTHER ACCOUNT WAS DELETED I'M SO UPSET AND PISSED.. I HAVE BEEN HERE SINCE 2006 AND WAS ALMOST TO LEVEL 22, ANYWAY PLS HELP ME ANYWAY YOU CAN GET I WILL DO MY BEST TO RETURN YOUR FAVOR.. I HAVE LOSTS ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS... ALSO I HAVE A LEVELING LOVERS FAMILY AND IF ANYONE ELSE WOULD LOVE TO JOIN PLS CONTACE ME.. I'M SO SO UPSET ABOUT THIS AND DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HAS HAPPENED.......PLS EVERYONE HELP ME GET ME BACK TO WHERE I WAS.. TY SO MUCH MUAH...

Lost In The Toilet Of Life
Lost in the toilet of life As the razor glides across my wrist An eruption of life escapes me With ever drip it escapes me Into the toilet of life, My life blood escapes me. Too late to turn back It escapes me, Slowly drifting off into darkness Its escaping me, Seeing her face walk in the door Crying as she holds me in her arms It escapes me, With thoughts of regret, and the memory of her face, I am gone… Forever lost in the toilet of life

~lost Cherry~
WOW.. FAMILY MEMBERS SINCE LOST CHERRY DAYS THAT ARE STILL FAMILY.. THAT TELLS YA SOMETHING HUH ~~FREAKIN AWESOME PEOPLE~~ ~knew before LC~ Love Sex n Death@ fubar ♫ -Becky -♫ (Fan/ lover of LSD)@ fubar SARAH@ fubar ~my mom for real lol~ LSD's SHELL's MOM@ fubar ~real life cousin~ LSD"s Tutankhre @ fubar ~met within the first month of LC and has been family ever since~ "Slave to the Needle(ink) "MY J"@ fubar Mikey The Pіŧßull МãҒiã Hitman & Club F.A.R. A Tempting Tiger@ fubar Emanon~~Forever Fake~~@ fubar MOOSEJR/ Husband to Angee/WRR DJ@ fubar motor fish@ fubar

Lost For A Word
Lost for a Word There are times in our life when the fear of loss is so great that our rational thought turns inward to the exclusion of all reason. This can lead to a destructive spiral into despair and darkness. The more we perceive we have to loose the tighter we hold on to those things which are most precious to us, when in fact the exact opposite is what we should do lest we crush the life out of that which is beautiful. When we love someone as we do, love is such a strong and powerful emotion yet love itself is so delicate can be made with the simplest look or destroyed by a single action or word. There is only one certainty in love and relationships and that is that we all change and grow as love grows. The moment we forget and take for granted the other partner and fail to communicate our needs then we drift apart and loose sight of what is important. We convince ourselves that things are ok after all we are still together right? Being in the same space is not the same as

Lost Friend
Walk down the road Passed where he lived The memories they shared Play like a movie On a continuous loop How could he leave And abandon her in the world On his dying day In the hospital room She held him so close With tears on her face As her best friend's life Slowly slipped away Her actions that day Make many believe She thought he would stay If she held him tight enough With as tight as she held Apparently wasn't tight enough Back in reality She kneels by his grave He feels so far away When he's just right there But his eyes Will open no more...

Lost Angel
The day you were born, the whole world was blessed These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess The time has come for me to express my true feelings You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being What you have brought me I never thought I could procure The gift of comfort, with you I am secure For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way I love you more and more with each passing day You brighten my days and lift my spirits I have felt this so stongly and now want you to hear it So you may know the place you hold in my heart You are always with me even when we're apart I truly believe what we have is meant to be Just open your heart and soon you shall see What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face Just know that I'm here and will be always

Lost In Your Eyes
Lost in your eyes Your loving gaze You’re all I think about It’s a beautiful haze When the sun rises And when the sun sets You’re all I think about I have no regrets I will love you always Until the end of time You’re all I think about I can’t believe your mine

Lost Everything
My first blog on FUBAR folks I am writing this on behalf of a friend of mine in Colorado.. I feel so bad for him.. He lost everything when his house burnt down just recently.. His neighbors house caught on fire and took his with it.. This man works hard for the county and is a sweet soul. Now what really piss's me off is that he lost his Harley in the fire too, and the fucking insurance company says its not worth what he is claiming... I didnt think that Harleys could depreciate but, I guess they can. His bike was a nice one and he took real good care of it like most owners of their bikes. Poor thing is now in a motel living out of a suit case for the time being. I know everything will work out for him, for the most part but,DAMN life really sucks sometimes.

Lost And Alone.
I have felt so lost lately, kind of like i'm just existing and not really living anymore. Ever since my hubby moved out to Katy to work i have felt like an empty shell of who i used to be. I just feel like i'm loosing him little by little. He seems more and more distant every day. The only thing that hasn't changed is the sex. I wonder sometimes if that is all i am good for. I just wish things were like they used to be. How can I make things change?

Lost Love
How I long to be with you and feel your touch on my skin. For you to drowned me in pure love, and kept away from evil sin. For you to near and hold me close, not needing to end the embrace, to be able to wake up next to the wonderous sight of your sweet face. To be joined together eith love by two silver rings, that's how much joy to me your presence brings. You crawl into my head never once leaving my thoughts, sending butterflies to my stomach, and happiness to my heart. I somehow can feel you around me, even when you aren't there. But somtimes being gone can be way to much to bear. I feel you in this moment, like you're laying right next to me, But I know that since I'm not in heaven that couldn't possibly be. You've been gone for quite sometime, are you ever coming back? I guess I just have to wait till that day when it becomes life that I lack.

Lost Ark Found?
When last we saw the lost Ark of the Covenant in action, it had been dug up by Indiana Jones in Egypt and ark-napped by Nazis, whom the Ark proceeded to incinerate amidst a tempest of terrifying apparitions. But according to Tudor Parfitt, a real life scholar-adventurer, Raiders of the Lost Ark had it wrong, and the Ark is actually nowhere near Egypt. In fact, Parfitt claims he has traced it (or a replacement container for the original Ark), to a dusty bottom shelf in a museum in Harare, Zimbabwe. As Indiana Jones's creators understood, the Ark is one of the Bible's holiest objects, and also one of its most maddening McGuffins. A wooden box, roughly 4 ft. x 2 ft. x 2.5 ft., perhaps gold-plated and carried on poles inserted into rings, it appears in the Good Book variously as the container for the Ten Commandments (Exodus 25:16: "and thou shalt put into the ark the testimony which I shall give thee"); the very locus of God's earthly presence; and as a divine flamethrower that burns o

The Lost Number
In the first dream remembered Clint had wrote me a poem but the second part was a quiz or test that he had to fill out so he asked me if I knew the answers Some had been lil so and so one was little Eshewan the one he was asking me about was the lost number a number that had dissapeared the next dream there was some fat kid I was at some place of work perhaps he made me take care of a customer because he didnt want to or thought he was too good the man looked spanish and I said 'No hablos espaniol' and the man said 'well me neither' amd I realised his daughter was white so maybe he was too he wanted 'the animals' as a theme for her birthday and I didnt know what he meant there were unicorns and a pooh bear but I saw nothing with two animals the last part was getting ready for a costume party I had a costume that looked like something medieval Oh, my aunt was there and I'd asked her about the number but my uncle was sleeping and she told me shh she was very tan and

Lost
All of my life I've always been independent. I never got to have someone else do things for me. I have a co worker who's mother still washes, folds, and puts away her laundry. I've been doing my own laundry since I was about 12. But why is it that I always find myself drawn to someone who isn't their? I end up feeling like I need to be with someone who isn't there for me either physically or emotionally (or both). I always end up with people that will verbally say they want me and want to be with me...but thats it. None of them show that they want me so I never feel it. Perhaps I'm the only one I know that feels this way. Maybe I'm horrible at reading someone so I end up thinking they mean and feel more for me then they do. Perhaps I lead myself on just to let myself down in the end. Life confuses me...

Lost Cause
I usually write in my journal, but my private shit ends up here anyway. Today, I learned that what I need in a relationship, I can't have. Where's commitment and trust anymore? I don't experience life through sight, touch or sound. I feel my way through life. My emotions control me, and rational thought takes a back seat. Maybe I should listen to my friends and give up on the higher ideals of love and commitment, and adopt an alternative lifestyle(something I have never done, but more-than-willing to give it a try). And I DO NOT MEAN GAY, people! I am difficult, stubborn. I have an over-idealized sense of life, and maybe I expect too much, but God I cannot help it--because I deserve it! God, give me strength!

Lost Key
The key to my heart seems to be lost or at the very least, misplaced. Every time it seems I actually do something right, I turn around and screw up in everyone's eyes. I had a boyfriend, granted he wasn't the best and he screwed up a lot, I was happy. Then I realized that I was happier with someone else but the distance keeps us apart. We want to be together but now that I've told him that this week I will be enlisting in the Navy, I'm afraid I lost him too. Either no one wants to see me follow my dreams and desires or else I'm just a screwup in this world. I break non-existent promises, crush a heart with enticing words that are stronger than an atomic bomb. If I was to leave everyone seems to make it out that the world would fall apart. I'm everyone's mother, daughter, sister, lover, wife and maid. If I was to leave who would pick up after others, who would offer advice, who would draw their ex boyfriends name and a frown face on the bottom of a shoe and step on it in front of your b

Lost
lost is something i say win i cant see the end o f something im simpel an littel slow some time bti keep going i need something i jest cant getthaw i ty to look at my life an see a way bt jest cant eny mor the ? is how dus a singl dad find love im open to eny thing that mite help

Lost
It feels like Im losing every thing. I cant hear your voice. I feel lost in all the chaos. your drifting away from me uncontralably. I need you back with me. I need to hear your voice. My world is empty with out you. My sun is slowly fading out with out you here to keep if burning. I still feel your arms around me. But I need to hear your voice. I need to hear I love you from those wonderful lips that are so perfect. This is to you my guardian angel. I love you bill

Lost
No sleep No sleep until I am done with finding the answer Won't stop Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer Sometimes I feel I going down and so disconnected Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted They say That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe But I I rather kill myself then turn into their slave Sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher

Lost
Is it obvious to you when you walk into a room Your face is all I see And my heart races so fast I never knew a rush to feel like that Every time you're touching me I never did believe in anything I couldn't hold between my fingers But the way you make me feel It's just so real the way it lingers I get lost inside your stare Lost when you're not there When everything I have doesn't mean a thing If it's without you If it's a dream, don't wake me up I'll scream if this isn't love If being lost means never knowing how it feels without you I wanna stay lost forever I wanna stay lost forever with you No, this feeling doesn't end It's with me everywhere I am Hope it never goes away It's like defying gravity Losing all control and being free And I always wanna stay I never thought that I'd let go Long enough to fall for someone deeply Who had the power to erase my fears And find me so completely I get lost inside your stare L

Lost Soul, Can I Find My Way?
only ever wanted to love and be loved. now I seem to have gotten lost some place alomg the way. computer crashes all the time out of the blue, screaming for a cat or a dog one or the other is always wrong. mostly me!! can not do noting right always seem to do wrong. trying my best just seems so damn wrong ... Another sits and talkes all day long while I struggle to get on line just to crash. always to another never to me unless I say some then its days later and too little too late. never doing any right just always and forever wrong.. lost never to be found... my destinany? maybe ? Whom is to say? but still beats being all alone. Just a poenm I fe;t compeled to write lost always and always wrong...How can someone whom is kind and good always end up in such a pain filled hell?

Lost Friends
Hey all I've got a new LapTop and well I got some friends request and then hit wrong button n lost you so please help me find the lost people the only one I can remember...part of there Name is City...something so help me find the lost people if not come join my small army of fun and sexi friends Love yours truly Lovely

Lost And Found
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Lost A Friend Not Long Ago...
so here is the poem that i wrote for her!!! Never By Jasen Alan Saltzgiver 2-18-2008 In Loving Memory Of Jennifer Crow For my Tattooed Queen Taken away before your time, The debt paid before the crime, Left but never forgotten, Your soul will forever shine. You’ve been lost to all time and space, Cremated to a world that no longer has a face, Your tormented self is free to go, To travel away from this wicked place. Never going to see the sun set, On a beach so soft and wet, Never going to hear the waves crash, On the break as they reach the shore. Never going to hear your voice, As it says my name, To hear it sweetly said, Was all part of the game. Never going to hear you cry, As you type your troubles to me, Never going to hear my last goodbye, As you have heard before. Sleeping the long dream, The only thing I can’t keep from happening, Is this last goodbye from ending, Because I am afraid to weep. Never again going to experience

Lost Gram
just wanted to let yall know i might be a bit crabby abd bitchy for a few days...i lost my gram at 3:30 yestarday afternoon...she was ill and sick for a while....i know shes in a better place but its hard to loose a loved one ur so ised to seeing everytime u went to ur moms she was in her rocker and said there is my baby doll(referring to my lil guy) and got hugs and kisses from him....she always cheered me up....R.I.P. Gram ur missed greatly....

Lost In Her Eyes
I am lost in her eyes But I am not looking to be found When I stare in the abyss of her iris My heart ceases to pound The world around me grows cold Her glare ignites a fire in my soul She hold me captive within her sight My freedom I have forsaken, I wish not to fight Her eyes speaks to me saying, " I love you" I part my lips to say, " I love you too" I am lost in her eyes But I am not looking to be found. This poem is dedicated to the sexiest part of a woman, her eyes. It was not inspired by one particular woman.

Lost
Lost in the universe, thats more frightening than fear, Lost in the Earth, where i feel as if nothing is near, Lost as a person, Lost as man, Needing to find myself, but i dont think i can. Lost to all feeling, that is felt inside, Lost to the sea, and its longing tide, Lost to the people who really care, All these people, never lost but always there. Lost somewhere, all alone, Lost with the world, and its pityful moan, Lost in love, lost in hate, Just waiting for a chance to lead me with fate. Lost for words, that i should say, Lost for thoughts, even when i pray, Lost in mind, lost in hope, Help me lord, i cannot cope.

Lost
i was lost and i climbed mountains that had no tops i was lost a passerby with a bagful of costumes for rent i am lost a servent to time and thoughtful confusion my own mind dances like fire around the questions of life earth love cruelty and mystery i was lost and found myself returning to the same point in anguish surrounded by nothing i could understand or like or love or feel apart of i am lost and i feel tired of seeking change i am lost and i am tired of living through confusion i am lost and i will never meet my fate.

Lost Words
Lost Words: A Sonnets Redouble (a sonnets redouble is a series of sonnets wherein the first sonnet pretty much acts as an index of the first wherein the next 14 sonnets each start with a consecutive line from the first sonnet and me being such a feakin' poetry nerd, I varied the styles of sonnets I used) ***** An Index of First Lines A Pushkin Sonnet A spark of genius lost in contemplation; A fragrant thought, withered sere and dry. A transcendent moment passes in indecision As you sit, woolgathering in the sky. Have you ever forgotten what you might have said When the words were lost in the depths of your head? Floating, like phantoms, from a waking dream, You are left with nothing but an empty theme. When your thoughts have scattered and none remain Of those words you had intended to say, The best you could do is to hope and pray Trying to remember won’t drive you insane. Have you ever searched for a rainbow’s end? I have, and that is how I know, my

Lost Shawns Keys
SO SHAWN GAVE ME AN EXTRA SET OF KEYS FOR HIS CAR. HE HE ... IT IS ONE OF THOSE REAL FANCY KEYS WITH THE ALARM ON IT AND ALL.. ITS REALLY TIGHT .. ON MY SPECIAL KEYRING HE BOUGHT ME. IT IS SOOOOO PURTY .. WELL I THINK I HAVE LOST IT ... DO I TELL HIM BOUT IT ?? OR WAIT.. BTW, I TOOK HIS SET OF KEYS THIS MORNING AND DROVE OFF TO WORK IN HIS CAR :) IT HAD MORE GAS IN IT THEN MINE LOL ... CURRENTLY SHAWN IS STUCK AT HOME WAITING ON ME :) MAYBE I SHOULD MUMM THIS ...

Lost!
Just incase anyone was wondering where I have been, well my computer has given up the ghost, LOL I will be ordering the part to fix it tomorrow and hope to be back online by the weekend, hope to see yall good folks then!

Lost For Words - Ronan Keating
If I can't find the words... Waiting for this feeling That I'm drowning in to subside You make me swim like a beginner Like I'm new at life All these words don't come easy No they always seem to stop There is awkward silence yeah Anytime we talk Oh but I wanna let it in I wanna ease all your doubts I keep trying to get it out But if I can't find the words To tell you what I'm feeling Baby that don't mean It don't mean that I don't feel it I'm trying to tell you girl But if you don't believe just look and see My face says what you mean to me When I can't find the words I know I can send you flowers To try to make my feelings clear And girl I could hold you tight for hours I wanna tell you what you're trying to hear Oh and I wanna let it in I wanna ease all your doubts I keep trying to get it out But if I can't find the words To tell you what I'm feeling Baby that don't mean It don't mean that I don't feel it I'm trying to tell you girl But if

Lost
I walk the hallways feeling lost and cold Hiding so many things I wish could be told But the truth is I'm alone with my fears Letting lose the heartache and the tears Sitting alone just staring at the wall I feel my own barrier start to fall As my tears let lose once again Wondering if they will ever end I look down to the notes I'm writing While my life and pain keep fighting The pages are tear stained and torn Blood stains and frayed edges worn Hearing the words love and hate My heart beat rises to a faster rate I turn my head and look toward you Staring at me just like you used to Erratic heart beats start to flame I wonder if you even feel the same As my eyes water I feel a stab Toward my heart I quickly grab I feel it breaking within my hands Hurting more then anyone understands Slowly the room fades into black The pain I feel is too much to take back (more to come ) (maybe)

Lost In My Head...
IDK but for some reason I feel so lost in my own head...I love my new home and Texas is great but there is just something a miss...I feel empty some how and everytime i think i fill that void it somehow never seems right...I want more from this life and dont know how to find it...No one is what they seem to be anymore and no one has any trust nor can they be trusted...it is a sick feeling...I want to not be so hard and cold on the inside but I cant let it down...How do i let it down!? Scars not visible to the naked eye but forever a reminder of what has been...how do you erase those?! Deep seeded hurt and sadness from days gone by alone or with some one but alone all the same....I dont know where to go from here...start my new job Monday...should be excited...no emotion...so drained...cant sleep cause my mind never stops and I am trapped there...Where is my happy place?!

Lost Thought
Gentle breezes blow my mind begains to stray boredom grows my thoughts begain to sway i long for your embrase press your lips to mine hads corress your face your curves so fine i miss your warming smile your body next to mine cuddling for a while sipping on your wine lips do touch to set a spark toungs interwine heating up the dark tingles up your spine moans of passion fill the night lust is in the air everythings so right running hands through your hair pleasure sets the pace two hearts as one minds do race all lies are done Ryan Smith

Lost In Love An Pain
Shes sitting there trying to find out whats right How can this be such a big fight Lost between love and pain more an more everyday Her tears seem to fall like pouring rain If her heart breaks again can she stay strong? They keep telling her to walk away But he always has the right things to say She remembers all the lies She knows he doesn't care about her cries Yet she seems to hold on tight with all her heart Even if he was the one to rip it apart She feels as if the world around her is turning black Shes so scared to look back Losing him is scary but being hurt bad again is her fear She has tried to be his again an again for over a year Learning the truth sent her over the edge For the longest time she wanted revenge She is heartbroken that the thought of this being the end Maybe she should just go Being with him might not be her fate Yet it's him she still can't hate It doesn't even seem fair She knows he's never going to care Her little sister tells her no

Lost
DUNNO WHY TODAY SO MUCH BUT HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE U WERE STANDING IN A ROOM SCREAMING WITH A MILLION PEOPLE BUT NOONE COULD SEE OR HEAR YOU? LIKE YOU WERE INVISIBLE OR DIDNT EVEN EXIST OR BELONG ANYWHERE? WELL THATS HOW I FEEL TODAY...LIKE IF I DIED TODAY NOONE WOULD EVEN KNOW OR CARE....I KNOW A FEW WOULD BUT FOR HOW LONG? LOL ANYWAY THATS HOW I FEEL TODAY...

Lost Girl
You use me, confuse me, abuse me. I’ve got the bruises on my skin [perfect proof]; and I’ve got your tender lips kissing away the pain, whispering sweet nothings. You embrace me, forgive me, love me. Somehow it’s all my fault but I’m back in your good graces. Gentle caresses, compared to steel fingers [a flawless imprint on my skin] You coerce me, force me, strike me. You are a vengeful angel, devastatingly beautiful in all your fury. [mistakes made cannot be undone neither mine nor yours, my love] Sincerely signed in death, (a lost girl)

Lost
I AM SO LOST WITHOUT YOUR LOVE AND ALL OF THE THINGS U DO EVEN THOUGH YOUR NOT EXACTLY MINE ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS BEING WITH U ITS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT U THAT MAKES ME FEEL THIS WAY I FEEL LIKE A CANDLE ABOUT TO BURN OUT OF ITS FLAME U ARE MENTALLY PHISICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY ON MY MIND NOT ONLY ARE U ON MY MIND UR ON MY HEART MY EMOTIONS AND EVEN MY TIME IT FEELS LIKE I AM IN A MAZE AND CORRECTLY CONNECT THE DOTS ITS FEELS LIKE CUPID HAS HIT BUT ONLY FOR A PRACTICE SHOT I DONT KNOW IF U FEEL THE SAME WAY BUT DIS IS THE REAL REASON I WANT U TO STAY I LOVE U

Lost In This Moment ~ Big & Rich
I see your momma, and the candles and tears and roses I see your daddy walk his daughter down the isle Now my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher Don't she look beautiful tonight All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinking You know I want to say ‘em all just right I lift your vale, and angels start singing Such a heavenly sight. Chorus Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waitin' my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you I smell the jasmine floating in the air like a love song Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus Please bless this brand new life Chorus Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waitin' my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in

Lost What Am I Going To Do
I stared past my preacher as he lectured me, tears poured down my face I knew what this was I needed no lecturing I only came to him for help all I needed was moral support I looked into his face I knew what he was saying, (the same as everyone else) though I heard no words I only cried harder I understand everything I don't need people to tell me what's wrong he seemed to be my last resort he was the only person I had left to turn to and he had failed now what?

Lost Pt 2
Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be alone? Plz somebody tell me plz?

Lost
I’m lost without you I’m empty if your not here I become undone without you Walking through life so unclear I’m not myself without you Shivering cold is what I show Sadness without you Your memory is what I hold

Lost In Love
Im lost in love Dreaming only of you The others no longer matter You're the only one I need Close by my side Forever within my heart Makin me feel special My self-esteem soars now Knowing Im beautiful to you Nobody else can make me feel the way you do Because babi, I love you!

Lost Inside Myself,
Lost inside myself, Have you ever closed your eyes and saw the life you wanted , not the life you live, thats lost dreams. it is what your deepest desire long for, you will find the person you want with out a face everything would be better then they really are, you want for nothing and you are always loved so much. Have you ever set there and tears started to run down your checks for no reason, thats lost dreams, something you wanted was taking away, you don't know how or how to get it back. you began to lost yourself, to hurt to shut down. Have you every Loved someone so much that it hurt, thats lost dreams. you live in fear, worried that this is not real, and that it will soon come to and end. so if you are living in Lost Dreams Open your eyes there is so much more to this world waiting for you. all you have to do is reach out your hand and ask. Lost dreams take away from your life. start living!

Lost
When your mind is full of nothing but clutter, You dont know if you should turn one way or the other. Twisting and pulling in all directions, While trying to find yourself in your own reflection. You dont know what happend, You dont know what went wrong, And wondering if finding yourself will take very long. Most people cannot understand, Why you wont let them reach out and touch your hand. The fear of again opening your heart, because that was the very thing that tore you apart. For so many years you have been denying, That its your true friends you should be confiding. You push them away, Not knowing what to say. Needing to express your emotions, But not sure in which way. Will anyone ever understand how truelly lost that you are, Or will you always live your friendships keeping them afar.

Lost
Well, yesterday I had to have my baby put down. He could no longer stand up and for a horse that is very bad. He would have been 30 in May. He is now with my baby girl Springtime at the Rainbow Bridge and I know that they will be waiting for me.

Lost Account
I recently opened a new account on tap and neep my friends help. If u could send me a friend request on the account this blog is under it would be greatly appreciated. My Pictures will be ripped to my new account as soon as I get time. If you are curious as tyo who I am go to Leah2107 and that's me and my beautiful self. OX's to everyone who can help me out. Love Always Your Fubar friend and family Leah

Lost But Found
The clothes slid off, leaving me standing bare to the world. Or at least to the four walls of my home. Broken camera in my hand, I laid down and attempted to capture the perfect image. But with a broken lens, the camera persisted to defy me. In frustration, the camera was retired... With a thank you for all it had achieved, but with quick abandonment for a newer model. Time has passed. And the memory card that had once lived in the broken camera, found it's way once again to my hands. Curious, or perhaps needing the larger storage capacity, I placed it in to the new camera I now have. Surprised, I found a few images that had been left behind. Neglected. Perhaps I had viewed them as failures in my attempt at photography. Perhaps that was then. Today, I find a certain pleasure in them. While the images are not crystal clear, the blur somehow offers a different perspective. A form of art. Sometimes, when we love someone... We look past the imperfections.

Lost In The Waves
Oh, Foolish. Blatantly sarcastic painted plastered scars. Brilliantly colored friction of fractions in the fiction Of imaginary fairytale landscapes in the Black of your eyes. Ambiguity within a sphere of Perfect articulation So swallow your injuries with sedatives We’re dancing tonight. Faithless stars flicker in our face-off Of foul words and splintered vertebrae And when you kick off your shoes Know you’re staying In this room for two. But only for as long as you’d like The ocean is too broad and wide And your eyes can wander waking wishful Wistful thoughts of whatever you Want to do. And when you go, I’ll miss you. Listen faintly for your breathing.. Still believing. You’re always breathtaking

Lost If A Sea Of Misery
Ok maybe I am having a bad day,week,month year or something.....I'm just wanting to escape for even if a brief moment from my so-called crazy ass,screwed up,messed up life. I feel lost in a sea of misery that just doesn't seem to stop flowing. My pain is far more and deeper than anyone will ever know. I have had so much go on and it just never seems to stop. I can't seem to break away from this cycle of misery,destruction,let down,confusion....I am at a point of going crazy and almost feel like I am about to lose my mind. The need for escape is essential and much needed before terminal breakdown occurs. I know its coming but to stop it before it occurs must come quickly. My need for sanity is like breathing at this point I need to breathe but feel like I am being suffocated slowly. Sweet surrender would be quite painless but in the end more pain from somewhere else and far more essential to the point of no return. I try to take a step back and think of what I have done wrong to screw t

The Lost Stars.
I'm going out off the porch out the lawn its wet, why is everything so grey? Like the old movies. That's better, green, and that darkdark blue I got from my really expensive markers. Singing bugs, humming frogs that forgot the tune. Rust caked windchimes in the gently dancing reeds. G'ma Are there monsters out here? Or fairies? Angels? Foxes? G'ma? It's a world of me. Fresh spit from the sky, but god stopped. no grown ups, nothing boring or polite The stars fell to the creek. Hundreds no millions! Green and floaty, like leaves, only little. I want to catch em all, and make my own sun. Only it won't hurt my eyes, and it'll be just for me, I'll keep it in my room, so I can keep the lights out but read my scary stories. Like the one about the boy that shoots the wolf. Poor wolf. But these stars dissapear, and come back and dissapear and come back they must not be real stars yet. they dance and dart. I catch a few, gingerly with my pudgy fingers m

Lost
Im at the point in my life im not getting any younger im getting older and i have no clue where my life is going who i want to be who i am what i want to do where im going and most of all who i want to be with..... 5 years ago i picture myself in a different point in my life...... married long time boyfriend ..... maybe a kid......great job...i do know now that life isnt something that u can sometimes control... but here i am 25 in my run down apartment working a job where i use to love but am getting sick of and only making enough money to get by ....... so what now i ask myself where do i go what do i do... ive been thinking about going back to school but i dont know what i would do........ i went to college twice and didnt finish graphic design then from there i went to dental.... so all im doing is wasting peoples money my money and everyones time...... is it normal to feel this way at the age of 25 or am i starting to fall into a deep depression hole..... my friends all suc

Lost Ones
All with the beautiful face God only knows their in a better place Someday we'll be in heaven all together laughing on clouds of soft feathers their with us in prayer,also in spirits when you pray at night,I'm sure they will hear they are our guardian angels you always had when you meet them,you'll be glad. God only knows when its out time to go, when its time Angels will let us know they were always there when our friends were down they would instantly change our smile from a frown they would not judge anyone by their looks to them meeting someone new was like reading a new book I never imagined what it would be like without them, although it seems like lifes to short but Lord knows it will go on. GOD BLESS EVERYONE

Lost A Pet Today
my lil Pesto had to be euthanized today... she's the cute calico in my "cats" folder... she was fiv+ and got very sick verry quickly, over about 48 hours, and would have required a blood transfusion and some other things that would have just prolonged her suffering, so we decided to put her down. she died in my arms looking me in the eyes... she knew she was loved.

Lost Love
A broken heart is hard to mend but we sit back and pretend that every thing is OK when it's not and the love that you shared you haven't forgot but all the bad things we did we seem to forget and wished that we can take it back, that you can bet every one has been down this road before and we kept it behind closed doors the truth is out but there is no reason to shout we smile and laugh to keep from crying and y'all know I'm not lying but it is time to let it go and move on our merry way because he/she is gone and never coming back to the person they think is whack. The truth to a broken heart that has been torn apart.

Lost In Thought
Sitting here tonight Watching the sun go down Lost in thought as I think of you Wishing we were together Wishing we will never part Wishing you love me like I love you But like mos wishes it will not come true Instead it will only be a dream whenever I sleep

Lost Teens - Damage Control?
CHECK GREAT PICS ON MYSPACE 4/27/2008 Dear Readers; The Tail of the Dragon (negative) in Leo (children) is indeed working really hard with the "Death Wish Generation" mesmerized by the after life. The sad reality is that many of the worldwide population's children inherited a Neptunian (drugs/deception / the Subconscious) UCI and not only lost but also desperate for spiritual food. Note also many of them are very young indeed and fall under the "Education Revolution Children". These kids where born as of 1995 and now about 13-years –old. They were born with the planet Jupiter (higher education/traveling) in the deadly sign of Scorpio (After life matters) and are totally consumed with what would be perceived by their peers, teachers and religious leaders (from a different generation) as witchcraft or the occult. Because (for years now) there is no one listening to me and helping me to build my Astropsychology schools those kids CAN ONLY TEACH THEMSELVES AND EACH OTHERS a

Lost Love
Lost Love by LateNiteFantasy© The fire roars in the fireplace like a tamed lion. Throwing shadows on the walls, the floor, and everything else. The fire being the only light source gave great warmth to the lovers on the floor. They lay on top of a warm thick blanket with clouds on it against the blue sky. The fire began a concert on the lovers, throwing shadows on them and watching the shadows dance. The primal animalistic grunts and sounds coming from the lovers gave the place a jungle feeling. The man on top thrusting himself forward and backwards with the rhythm of his lover on the bottom, both thrusting as the other pulled out. He held her hands on the top of her head with one hand and while his other hand moved up and down her body. She stood their speechless, waiting to scream. But she bit her lip as she felt him inside of her, she couldn't believe how good he was. The way he moved with her as if he knew her mind and what she thought. They had been friends until this st

Lost Words
Lost Words: A Sonnets Redouble An Index of First Lines (A Pushkin Sonnet) A spark of genius lost in contemplation; A fragrant thought, withered sere and dry. A transcendent moment passes in indecision As you sit, woolgathering in the sky. Have you ever forgotten what you might have said When the words were lost in the depths of your head? Floating, like phantoms, from a waking dream, You are left with nothing but an empty theme. When your thoughts have scattered and none remain Of those words you had intended to say, The best you could do is to hope and pray Trying to remember won’t drive you insane. Have you ever searched for a rainbow’s end? I have, and that is how I know, my friend. Sonnet I (An English Sonnet) A spark of genius lost in contemplation Wanders aimlessly around my skull. It has no purpose now, no destination; It’s lustre now tarnished and dull. What could it have been? The beginnings of Sin? Had I discovered a cure for

Lost
I search and search- I must find a way. How much it's worth, I cannot say. All the questions- Too few answers. So many opinions That everyone shares. Empty advice For so many years. Words like ice Falling on deaf ears. Eternal loneliness; Never feeling; Into nothingness I am falling. Looking for a light; Nothing but black; I've lost my sight; How do I get it back? When does it end? It cuts like a knife- Where do I begin To live my life? Life's become a riddle; A vast maze; I am caught in the middle Amid the haze. Wisdom I've sought; To God I've prayed; Spent hours in thought But no progress was made. Faith is waning; Losing my drive; Heed the warning- Fight to stay alive! Reach out and grope For a sign- a token; For a hand of hope; Kind words to be spoken. Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

Lost
im lost i have no clue how this works, it does not seem to be very user friendly and its very confusing, actually it sux. but whatever ill give it a try. just fyi im bitter and angry and i only date skinny fems so if your a fatty dont bother im not interested ok. call me an ass if you want but im being directly up front and honest, so none of us wastes our time. laterz

Lost Part One
LOST After a day of backpacking through the blue mountains you decide to head home a little after sunset. On a lone dark road winding thru the woods trying to find a major road, the check engine light comes on forcing you to pull over. A sigh of disbelief escapes your lips wondering what else can go wrong, as you come to a dead stop smoke bellows from underneath the hood. You lay your head against the steering wheel in a sigh of frustration, you pull your cell phone from your purse to attempt to call for help, but you so far out in the woods there is no signal. As a wave of despair washes over you curse a loud, as you sit there for a few moments looking in both directions and no sign of any passing cars the darkness seems to creep up all around you enveloping you. You scan there area looking for some sign of life a house to make call from would be nice you say to yourself, then off in the distance you see a light, you head out to see if hopefully you can reach the source and cal

Lost Part Two
LOST PART TWO As you lay there body just racked with pleasure and fear. Voice’s murmur behind you, yet you can no make out what there saying. Then suddenly your kissed, a deep and passionate kiss, you taste yourself on his lips. As you feel yourself being lifted up, and lowered on to the man you feel his thick head of his cock spread your quivering, wet pussy lips. You moan in delight as the intrusion, as he went deeper you moan and take it all in. without thinking your begin to rock on him back and forth feeling him grow stiffer inside you throbbing in you, as you get into your rhythm another set of hands push you forward. As you fall on top of him his kisses your neck even more, and he lifts up in you and begins to cross your legs with his and pumps form underneath. Your feel your own juices dripping down and making his balls soaked with your cream. His hands running up and down your back grabbing your ass cheeks and spreading them, then you feel the other hand running inside you

Lost
I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do. Every day that passes with no news I feel like I'm regressing. Every hour, minute and second growing more depressing. Things used to be for sure and concrete. Now my feelings are shaky and obsolete. Insecure of what may become. Unsure of my feelings being shunned. Lost without you, I have no way. Lost without you, I know not what to do.

Lost A Good Friend Tonight...
OK, I know this is only fubar, but its still kinda sad. For real, my feelings are hurt over this. So I have (had) been talking to someone, pretty much since the day I joined fubar. Eventually we started talking on the phone every now and then. Got fu-married and all of that. And now, that I finally met someone in Real Life, and I am no longer single... he is no longer my "fu-hubby". I dont even know what to say to him anymore. Im that sad. Just when I was quite happy in real life, I get my little bubble busted. Im still thrilled that I met David and I am his girlfriend, but a little sad that I lost a friend. Now, I don't know if its really because im no longer single or not, but we haven't really been talking much lately anyway. I just don't know what to think about any of it. I don't even want to be in the same lounge with him at the moment, because it makes me kinda sad. But I love that lounge and all of the other people in it....

Lost
my heart is your and without you i am lost, lost in a world that don't see who i am with out you lost in time that seems to never end, my heart is your and without you i am lost lost inside me heart cause the pain is unbearable, lost in loneliness cause you are gone if you could see how lost i am without you,how my heart aches for you smile ,your laughter ,you touch and you love and to know you are truly my heart you have my heart and i am lost without you

Lost For Words
Good Afternoon all.. I want too thank each and every one of you for all the love you showed too me yesterday. Some of you was on my page all day long and rating your hearts out. To every leveler,friend, new friend that showed me love during my Happy Hour im greatful for all your help too try too get me closer to leveling. A thank you isnt good enough for me. I wish i could personally thank you all face too face for all you do for me. Im a very emotional person and I told some friends last night I think if I do another Happy Hour I need too go away from the computer while its going on. I have so many wonderful friends on here and too each and everyone of you ill always be here for you as you have been for me.. Thank you all for your continued support in helping me along the way and helping many others. There is never enough thank yous too be said. Much love and respect too all. On a side note too levelers I was so busy trying too return mail I forgot too post a

Lost Souls
to many people have lost souls nothing left inside feeling dark and cold the world walks by them every day pretends not see them turns away they need special care and true friends they dwell on past failures and dreams of the end they think they are worthless a bad seed to them in this world they think no need i wish they could see what i see a lost soul a thing of pure beauty he needs to look deep inside stop giving up the fight to survive the world he does want to end but lost soul ill lose a special friend

The Lost
lost the lost who is lost is it you or I : the lost the lost who is it guide me the lost i am lost in this world as are we all since birth until death is a constant srtuggle of pain and loss lost the lost all of us in a dark abyss of pain with no one there to feel and see the tears we cry behind closed doors the lost the lost i am but a lost child who wants to go home my home a home to guide and hold me to guide and hold me love is what we all seek and yet its so far and yet so close for we are all blind forever more the lost is the world the world is but of pain and love is our purpose: the purpose of being

Lost And Confused..
Wow, this place is crazy. Im falling behind on my shoutbox and rating...I cant keep up. What I dont understand is all the titles here? my gosh, can you really get fubar married, holy crap, who would want to marry me?? lol....Sorry I dont see what others see in me? I have always thought of myself as PLAIN JANE. Being Italian, I have a big mouth at times, talk with my hands, eat alot of pizza and is very romantic, which trust me has gotton me in alot of trouble...hehehhe. I also FLIRT big time, love to argue (make~up sex is the best, in my opinion) Love the word RANDOM and saying "my little opinion"..I love EMOTIONS....rage, despire, sad,love, obsessed, hurt, broken, damaged..ok, you get the idea maybe Im warped alittle...alright, I subjected you to my wierdness for one day...Kisses to some but not all...

Lost
THEY SAY many things that they do. Your young you dont no shit. Ha I know shit I can spit a book with one word Mislead. I have heard life is easy no They say life i hard. Im confused.See, Ive been rused by the higher ups. Whats are u doing with your life,? Shit i dont know drink read Fly a kite. Im young 17, 18,19,20 21 im on the run its always the now before the then. Its then where the fuck is now. With a bleak future i cling to an even shiiter past. Do you blame me Im america. Irish Spainsh with abit of sweedish. Yea i like eating rice and beans, drinking and a for lust of blonde women. Doomed or just groomed for something different

Lost
I am kind of confused by something but, the one who confuses me does not get it. I care for you more than I should but do not know what to do. You live so far away, and yet you are so near. I wish I could make a place where we could run away to, like we use to joke around about. I miss talking to you, hearing you,and seeing you. You became such an important person in my life in such a short time. I don't know why or how. Things just went down hill and I decided I have to distance myself from you. I can not tell you how I really feel because you are so far away, and I barely know you. But, I think you can guess and put it together. I feel like a fool telling you anything like that so I will write it in here and keep you in my heart even though you are not in my life. I miss you and you know who you are.

The Lost Tomb Of Jesus
THE LOST TOMB OF JESUS If you are unaware what this blog pertains to -- recently archeologist Simcha Jacobovici and film director James Cameron believe they have found the tomb of Jesus, his wife Mary, his mother Mary, and his son Judah. Hardcore Christians have attacked the theory as satanic and/or an obvious attack on their faith by a malicious and greedy pack of Hollywood Liberals. I disagree. None of these Christians ever broke ranks to oppose the "obvious attacks" on the ancient Pagans, on the tribal peoples they encounter, or on any of their sibling religions (Judaism & Islam) that now segregate the world and its nations by the Christian church. I think there are many obvious flaws in the thinking of those that accuse anyone who discovers or offers an alternative theory to the stories and belief systems they embrace but yet no one really ever openly discusses it. It is, in effect, the inability of these Evangelicals to take their own medicine. From the Egyptian gods

Lost Loves.
Hi this is about lost loves. Ever love someone but you dont know if that person feels for you the same way? Ever want someone soo bad but wounder if that person feels the same way for you? Ever want to tell someone you love them but not sure how they would react to you or even would that feel the same way? Ever want and love someone and then you find out they have found someone else or are with someone else already? Ever want to hide in a corner and wish it was all over with? and you can start all over again. Ever have enough of it all work and problems in general like bills and stress and wish maybe by chance that you was dead but then again think about it like wow even if I did that who would realy miss me and then what? Ever wounder what things would be like if you would of started things out diffrent from the start and or even things? Ever feel as though you need or should change your self to fit and be with someone no matter what? Ever feel no matter

Lost Within Your Soul (by Latenitefantasy)
Through the gates of paradise , easing into you, touching your silken walls, feeling your velvet love. Our spirits intertwine , our hearts slowly pulsate, our mouths gently touch , our moans escape, inside our breaths . Aroused inside of you, thrusting against your squeezing muscles, as orgasmic waves build, and collide, I explode deep inside, lost within your soul.!

Lost At 22
If I knew what to do I'd do it If I knew where to go I'd get there someday If I knew how to fly I'd fly away and forget about life for a while But it never is that easy To just pick up and go And do as you're told 'cause life never works out that way If it were true the skies would be full every day If I knew how to fly I'd fly away Well I'm lost at 22 And I've got no fuckin' clue No I don't know if things will work out right I'm lost and confused I'm lost at 22 And I don't knwo if my life's gonna end up right 'cause they keep on telling me That I'm young, dumb and naive But that's just what they want me to believe Well I'd rather be lost at sea Than become part of this society Where the grass is always gree And the air is always clean At least that's what they want me to believe I'm lost at 22 I'm lost at 22 I'm lost

Lost In Space
Hi all it's Ark (Arkham for them that don't know me). I'm keeping an eye on sparklys account at the mo,he has asked me to do this blog to let you know he's in hospital right now and that he is on the psych ward. he don't know how long he is going to be away right now. if you want to leave a message for him i'll be sure to let him know. love&hugs all Arkham♥

Lost Love
Watching you walk away, It feels as if youve taken part of me with you why does it have to be this way After everything it has taken for me to find my one Together we've shared so many moments of happiness, And now out my door you've gone Trying so hard to put on a happy face, but inside my heart is aching Wanting to run after you and beg you to stay to be selfish, To cry and make you change your mind But knowing in my heart you must leave Having to remind myself you will be back in time But until then you will always be the something that i seach in vain to find Without you i feel incomplete something in me is missing My heart broken in two and you've taken the better half with you For now until you return all that is left is this cold broken thing beating inside my chest

Lostguy
Gawd... The first guy I decide to go all psycho bitch on, and he eats it up. I was hoping to scare a guy. You know how to read it... bottom to top! ->lostguy782...: Good. lostguy782...: yep ->lostguy782...: Do you want to get married? ->lostguy782...: I want to get married again someday. lostguy782...: im going to miss you baby ->lostguy782...: I have three girls, but I'd have more. ->lostguy782...: Awww.... I'm going to miss you. lostguy782...: do you want kids lostguy782...: im going to bed in a few minutes i have to work in the morning lostguy782...: ok lostguy782...: would you call me if i gave you my number im richard ->lostguy782...: Let's talk here a little bit first.... lostguy782...: yep ->lostguy782...: So do you want kids? lostguy782...: no would you like my number lostguy782...: yep cool be back taking dog out ->lostguy782...: My last boyfriend dumped me beause he said I was too needy. I only asked him to call

Lost
atop your bed contours of the female form below the covers, snifter in hand I sit at your feet a swirled legacy in glass a tease of your limb below layer of warmth you emerge one foot to my lap, toe tug pretty pedicure polite and poised positioned to drain my heart last sip, an eye closer of delicious desire, your kiss an amusement park with rides, and a bench seldom perched upon, the gleaming roller coaster is buffed by our use your embrace is real life wandering in satin factory lost, not wanting found

Lost
ok here we go getting into ones feelings and wearing them on your sleve, you show interest in a person and you feel that there is a connection even if they are over 2000 miles apart but you talk and joke around but then this other person just no longer seams to want to talk with you and you wonder what you may have done and still cant figure it out but when you let the person know and they just dont respond then you just need to let it go and go on but sometimes it is very hard so i hope that who ever reads this will understand what feelings can get messed up when they are worn on the sleeve so often

Lost Without You
Disclaimer: We all have feelings that walk within the darkness and torment us. Everyone deals with these feelings differently. So read this if you have no fear of your own darkness lurking within you and see that we are all bound together in more ways than most dare to believe. Welcome to my Nightmare and My World of inner Pain. All Comments are welcome. Lost Without You Feeling lost and confused, Wondering what is happening, Uncertainty running amok, Doubts assailing my heart, Silence eating at my soul, Darkness pulling me under, Love sought only to be lost, Sorrow filling my day and nights, Fear whispering in my mind, Pain of loneliness tearing my spirit, Drowning in my thoughts of unworthiness, Waiting for my salvation, Hoping without hope for rescue, Lost without you. Mordechai

Lost & Alone
Lost & Alone Lost and trapped within this nightmare called life, Alone in a darkness of my own making, Lost in thoughts of despair and self hatred, Alone without the comfort of another's touch, Lost without a clue of what is next, Alone and hopeless to protect myself from my own darkness, Lost within my own mind wondering why I am such a fool, Alone again without hope, Lost within these walls I have made, Alone In a place so cold, Lost forever to wander without a purpose, Alone till the day I die, Mordechai Havic

Lost
Lost Lost in darkness seeking that which i have lost, Stumbling blindly without hope, Wandering in a daze all confused by currents events, Following the broken pieces of my heart, Wading thru the ashes of my soul, Feeling as tho happiness is beyond my reach, Watching the joy of others thru jaded glasses, As i weep tears of blood and slowly waste away. Mordechai aka:Anti-Cupid

Lost, Abandoned, Forgotten And Forsaken
Lost, Abandoned, Forgotten and Forsaken Wandering lost thru the fog of my life, I wonder if it is all worth it or if I should just surround to what fate has decreed. Is all love just an illusion or is it something only for those who are pure of heart and soul. Either way then I am damned twice over for I am not pure of anything and I cant tell illusion from reality any more. All has become a waking nightmare. Once I thought I could not live without you then I found that there was life after you. Once I found that life was possible you step back in for only moment and every thing goes straight back into hell. Your presence broke all my convictions of accepting fate and walking away. You have broken something inside of me and I do not think it can be fixed not sure if I want it fixed anymore maybe just maybe I am better off broken and not being able to care and feel for another person. Doubts have become my second nature, trust has become an allusive thing, my heart lives in perpetual

Lost Love
he took my love away from me when he said he needed to be free. he said he loved me, he said he'd ve. now all i can do is watch him walk by me while i beg and pleade. i sit in my room and cry, for now i am too weak too walk. my friends call to check on me but i'm in no mood to talk. they donot understand and still the care. he swore to me he'd always be there. i bought a gun today, for it will be of great use. i can't watch him fall in love again, i can't take this abuse. i'll be missed, this i do know, but the one i love will not care when i go. i am alone now and the room is dark. the rest of the family has gone for a walk. i'll write a note and it will say.... you'll miss me i know but my true love will not. this is why i seek to accomplish this deadly plot. when you speak to him, ask him why he left and committed this deadly theft. he stole my life, my love, my heart and soul too. i love you all, i hope to see you soon. goodbye for now. my life is gone and soon i will be too!

Lost And Found
There is a storm in my heart It tears my inside apart I am bleeding and I am hurt Like a wingless little bird Then it turns dark And for a moment I see The pain that was inside of me And on a journey I embark In search of answers In search of truth In search of understanding In search of you My guiding star in darkness Like a little stream in the desert Everything about you seems flawless But that is what causes the hurt Your perfect features do not belong to me You do not deserve my chains You need to live and see What it means to be free So spread your wings and fly away For I can not fulfill your dream But if you should fall one day I'll guide you and be that little stream So go and discover it all And know that wherever you go Whatever you do and might feel The only thing you need to do is call

Lost Spirits
Lost Spirits Life is wasted in the cold souls of everyone I know Burning, their hearts to a solid freezing state of ice Releasing their inner demons Overwhelming fear of me Becoming my broken family Scares me more than dieing Release the pain let the words speak to the minds That should be there for us Through thick and thin We are of one blood Families combined through love And compassion Fire in the souls No hate should consume us enough to leave behind All of what we have created together Blood is thicker than the water That has risen around us all The fear of losing my only family Because of something of the past Kills my soul and is darkening my spirit Filling me with curiosity As to how far will we go? Before our family is torn more Next killing each other maybe not physically But mentally leaving everyone to fend for his or her selves Everyone has his or her wrongs I am surely not perfect But does that mean you should give up us? Family? Give

Lost
ALL MY LIFE PEOPLE CAME IN IT ALL MY LIFE PEOPLE LEFT IT LIKE A REVOLVING DOOR OR A FAVORITE TOY THEN YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE YOU AND HIM BECAME MY LIFE BEFORE YOU CAME I FORGOT HOW TO LOVE I HAD LOCKED UP MY HEART MY FRRLINGS MYSELF I WAS SO SCARED TO LOOSE YOU TO LOOSE THE BEST PERSON TO EVER COME INTO MYLIFE ALL ALONG I FELT YOUR PAIN YOUR FEAR IT KILLED ME INSIDE I COULDN'T HELP YOU I DIED INSIDE SEEING YOU HURT THE WAY YOU WERE YOU SHELTERED ME FROM YOUR PAIN AND FEARS BUT THAT WAS WHAT I NEEDED TO SEE TO FELL I TRIED SO HARD TO HELP YOU I LOST MYSELF WHEN WHAT YOU NEEDED ME TO DO WAS JUST BE PATIENT AND SOPPORTIVE I PANICKED SEEING I WAS LOSSING MORE OF YOU NOW WE DONT TALK DONT MAKE EYE CONTACT IF YOU ASK ME WE BOTH LOST THE DAY WE LOST EACHOTHER MBM

Lost Angel
Lost Angel by LateNiteFantasy© I was sitting in the deep and dreary Dark, of a star filled sky when it came The news so dark and horrid it left him Speaking weakly, his voice softly squeaking As he spoke, light trickled from his eyes It was the first time I had seen him cry He broke down, but you still know not why I shall tell you, if I may, please delay He met her at a place I dare not say But their friendship did grow day by day Soon love was evident to all in her Presence, but she seemed to slip away Now he comes with the blues, to state his news His Raven-haired angel left a note Upon which she deftly but sadly wrote She felt her life was useless, just a nuisance So she has gone where he cannot go to 'Cus he doesn't believe in life after death And well I must say, any of the rest Now I council him, but he still may die The news was great in our circle of friends But most of you still will not

Lost&found!!!
Well 3 months ago my wedding ring came up missing...needless to say I looked Everywhere...Except the dryer at my hubby's apt...hmmm...why did this escape my mind??? His dryer eats everything and not to mention he dont ask where the filter is...or...why the dryer quit? He just started hanging our clothes up to dry... well the dryer unfortunately, had my wedding ring, my I.D., my wristband, and a shitload of change...LOL thanks to my hubby never cleaning it...I was lucky to have got it back...and really discusted with the filth in there. Ewww. my god; so now the office is charging him for never cleaning it or asking where the filter is... anyways, just trying to see why that never occured to me to look in there or anything else. I'm Pleading the Fifth! Until proven guilty on this one...!!!!

Lost For Words
Lost for Words by Me Words can not come to what I would like to say To tell you how I feel in my own way Though it doesn't matter to me today Cause I'm more concerned about you anyway So in the shadows is where I will stay Just know I am here for you every day

Lost Love
Even though we are not together I care about you more than ever When we talk I feel so close to you I don't know what I'm supposed to do I have almost forgotten what you did to me I was hurting in every part of me I was sad knowing this is how it came to be But now I am happy that you are there for me I gave you my tears I gave you my heart You made me happy Right from the start When I write this now I start to think How happy you make me For you and only you I must thank by Gary R. Hess

Lost Love
Lost Love I sit and think of life without you It seems my life is worthless, Not knowing what tomorrow might Bring without you. I sit in our room looking at the things We have knowing your not returning. I sit and think asking my self what did I do to deserve this. I told you I would Always be there and we promised too One another that we would. I am ask myself still, look at everything That was made between you and I. Why? Why? Is what I ask? What did I do to deserve this? You leaving me in the shape I am in! I feel like my heart is as empty as well Without water. Why leave my heart so torn Apart? Is life supposed to be like this? If you sit and think what makes you think, I didn't care?

Lost
Sometimes I am lost in my own world insted of the world I am I living in Sometimes I am lost and alone feeling like nobody care Sometimes I am lost in my own fears and forgot about my feelings Sometimes I am lost about who I am and who I can be Sometimes I am lost in between what is the right thing to do and what is the wrong thing to do Sometimes I am lost in a forest trying to hide my feelings insted of showing how I feel Sometime I am lost in who is a true friend and who is not Sometimes I am lost in how I should be treated and how people treat me Sometime I am lost in my own safety net and and when I need to be brave Sometimes I am lost for words to say Has anyone felt this way lost between reality and fatasey

Lost And Found
What you need is a picture or an item that may represent what you have lost; 7 green candles and a gold or silver colored incense at a noon hour, chant this 3 times: "Guiding spirits I ask your charity, lend me your focus and your clarity. Lead me to what I need to find restore that and my peace of mind. So shall it be!" Wait for the candles to burn out then the spell will start to work.

Lost
Lost I stared past my preacher as he lectured me, tears poured down my face I knew what this was I needed no lecturing I only came to him for help all I needed was moral support I looked into his face I knew what he was saying, (the same as everyone else) though I heard no words I only cried harder I understand everything I don't need people to tell me what's wrong he seemed to be my last resort he was the only person I had left to turn to and he had failed now what?

Lost Innocence Bully
COME CHECK OUT LOST INNOCENCE GREAT MUSIC GREAT FUN YOU KNOW YOU WANNA CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER!!!!! " (repost of original by '*HzlEydBeauity*~*OWNED BY DJ BARTAB*~GRTER/PRMTER@LoST InNocEnCe' on '2008-06-24 19:02:41')

Lost
No rhyme of the past comes to my mind Only memories of a stranger can I find A person happy only with my great sadness Giving without getting is the cause of my madness Hiding in plain sight so none will find me out Just what it is that I might be all about Now broken of spirit, heart and mind Of the old me none is there to find Did life strike me so many a great blow That i have been deprived of the me i did know Have i lost my sanity not knowing what i feel Without my yesturdays has there been a me Or am I just a shadow in someone's memory

Lost In Bookstore
A friend and her young son, Reid, were browsing in a large bookstore. Engrossed in making a selection, my friend had lost sight of her child. "Reid!" she called out, racing through the aisles. "Reid!" Just as she spotted the boy, she bumped into another customer. "Pardon me, ma'am," he said, "but most folks come here because they already like to read. No sense in wasting your time trying to convince them."

Lost Another
Things could be much better right now, Because I ended up miscarrying the twins this morning at 7 am. It has been rough on both Matt and Myself. But we are holding strong though after what has happened. We both were looking forward to the babys being born but it didnt happen. But things happen for a reason to. It just wasnt meant to be. But it doesnt hurt mine and matts relationship at all, its actually pulled us together more closely. I was to have my check for my ssi but it hasnt come yet. I am beginning to wonder what the hell has happened and why I haven gotten it yet. But as soon as I do, things are really going to change for me and Matt completely. We arent going to be sticking around this bullshit area. I need to get away from sometime to gather myself together.But Matt and I still plan to remain together because we love each other regardless of what has happened!

Lost Sensor
Lost my nike sensor on one of are platoon runs this morning, didn't really stress about it even though these things cost like $30, I was pretty much just like oh sh*t, the thing was getting old anyway, I have like over 1,000 some miles on the thing, I put more miles on my shoes than i do on my car. Race in Maryland on the 4th of July (Autism Speaks 5k), I'm seriously thinkin about it, some of areas top runners will be there so yeah, the guys at work think I'm weird for running on 4th of July but they have wives and kids to go home to, me I don't, my life is pretty much the military. I was supposed to go down to NC to visit one of my friends but I seriously don't wanna go, he wants me to come more than I wanna come, I'm not a horrible friend I just don't wanna go down there, can't a phone call be enough rather than spending all that money just to drive down there & hang out for like 1 day, friends these days pretty much seem to want you to jump off a cliff for them and I real

A Lost Princess
A Lost Princess She sits alone in her room Reaching for another world Another time and place Away from all that is real Lost in a fantasy of lies and half truths Ignoring the world around her Simply for the creation of illusion. This princess has forgotten the daylight Has lost the memory of a touch All the world is now through such a small window Her friends, her family have forgotten her The key to her room has been long lost You cannot open the door You cannot pull her away She is trapped in false contentment You stand at the door Hoping Even dreams can sometimes be false You walk down the hallway looking back As you eneter the courtyard of reality You see her window Not all princesses can be rescued

Lost In Thoughts
Thinking, While we see from day to day People not doing enough of it, sometimes it's obvious. Why is it that others do to much of it, My self included I've stayed secluded lost in thoughts healthy or not. From time to time they're all I've got. I want to break free of this maze I've created in my mind, every thought becomes a hedge growing high, and wide blocking the way keeping me inside. Am I waiting for a voice from outside the maze to fall on my ear and break the craze, guiding me towards the door, locked inside never more, or is the path I seek only for me to find after all I'm a prisoner of my own mind.

Lost In Heaven
Lost In Heaven by LateNiteFantasy© As now I sail the golden dream See my Angel standing there, A vision clothed in perfect white Soft sunlight, in her hair. Memory does spark within Of time, not long ago Of passion sweet, and love divine Within the afterglow How did I love thee, Lady fair. How did I drink thy wine As pussy lips did blossom forth To bring such joy to mine. So honey sweet, yet silky smooth My tongue received your prize As I my love, intently gazed Deep down into your eyes. Your swollen clit, was tender then Pink and filled with flush As I caressed her gently No need my love to rush But that was back in mist of time Behind the summers door Did love you then, my precious one, Yet now,I love you more

Lost In A Thought
Lost in a Thought by LateNiteFantasy© I am lost in a thought Like a jet engine it runs through my mind, Rattling my teeth, Taking my Breath away, And making my mind spin, I am lost in a thought. Like a serpent of old it squeezes my soul. Bursted and battered the soul survives, Remaining in it's glory, A thing of vast power. I am lost in a thought. Like dragons breath caressing my heart. Burning away the flesh in it's subtle touch, Until nothing remains but ash, But the ash stirs, And like the phoenix is reborn with new power. I am lost in a thought. So do you think she is thinking of me too?

Lost In Your Eyes
My hand I reach to you... Shivers crawl through my body... I touch your skin... You quiver with each motion my fingers make, responding as I ever so gently explore you. I look upon your face, to be lost in the depth of your eyes... I run a hand lightly across your breast, I'm entranced by your beauty, no longer able to resist... Together we embrace, flesh meets flesh, two bodies join as one, two minds entwine in ecstatic bliss... Whispered moans escape our lips, we indulge in our pleasures... Our hearts beat in synchronized rhythm, scorched by the fires of our heated passion, too strong to be extinguished... Streaks torn down my back, fluids of red mixed with burning sweat... Excitement mounts... Spasms of ecstasy take hold... Climax. . .

Lost And Confused
HEY EVERYONE- BEEN A GOOD TIME ON FUBAR. IVE MADE SOME GOOD FRIEND, AND HAD SOME GOOD TIMES. BUIT IM A LITTLE CONFUSED. IM NOT ON HERE FOR THE RATES BUT THEN AGAIN THE TIME ON HERE I KNOW WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO DO THEN TO RATE PEOPLES PICS AND RATE THEM AND ALL THAT. IVE SAT HERE DAY IN AN DAY OUT AND I HAVE RATED/FANNED/RATED PICS AND STASH ON EVERYONE ON MY FRIEDS LIST AND FAN LIST. THERE ISNT ONE PERSON ON MY LIST I HAVENT DONE EVERYTHING. IVE ASKED EVERYONE TO STOP BY SIGN MY YEAR BOOK WHICH ISNT A RATE/ LEAVE A VOICE COMMENT AGAIN ISNT A RATE THING AND NO ONE HAS DONE IT AND ITS BENN THERE 2 WEEKS. I CREATED A TRAIN YESTERDAY AND POSTED IT AS A BULLY AND A BLOG YET NO ONE HAS STOPPED BY I CREATED MY FIRST CONTEST WHICH I THINK WOULD BE FUN. NO ONE AGAIN HAS STOPPED BY/ IVE BEEN IN A CONTEST I ASKED FOR HELP NO ONE STOPPED BY TO HELP ME. CAN ANYONE HERE SEE WHY IM LOST AND CONFUSED. IM HERE FOR MY FRIENDS WHERE ARE THEY VIPER

Lost
Im lost in thoughts Not sure what to do You broke my heart Then wanted me back Dont know why You say you love me But Im not sure you do I know you still have feelings For both her and I Yet wonder who for more Dont know if I want to risk it Take the chance of being hurt again Or if we should just stay friends

Lost - Katy Perry
I'm out on my own again Face down in the porcelain Feeling so high but looking so low Party favors on the floor Group of girls banging on the door So many new fair-weather friends ooo? (CHORUS) Have you ever been so lost Known the way and still so lost (V2) Caught in the eye of a hurricane Slowly waving goodbye like a pageant parade So sick of this town pulling me down My mother says I should come back home but Can?t find the way cause the way is gone So if I pray am I just sending words into outer space (CHORUS) Have you ever been so lost Known the way and still so lost Another night waiting for someone to take me home Have you ever been so lost (BRIDGE) Is there a light Is there a light At the end of the road I?m pushing everyone away ?Cause I can?t feel this anymore Can?t feel this anymore (CHORUS) Have you ever been so lost Known the way and still so lost Another night waiting for someone to take me home Have you ever been so lost Have you

Lost
Here you were, You blinded me, I wanted to be with you, But was afraid to admit it. You made the first move, You were like no one else. But somewhere along the way I lost you... I want you back I need you... But like always its too late.. What I lose is nothing that I can gain... And im standing in the rain.. I want to everything to be the way it was. But now its too late, Cuz you are gone Everything seems so wrong... Because I want us to be together You and I were meant to be forever... But everything I've done is at cost And right now im so lost..

Lost Souls Burning
My soul is lost in the fire pits of hell never to be heard from again. I’m the one who can never come back from hell the one no one wants to be with as I open up my eyes I see that I will never be loved my soul burning in the fire pits of hell never to be heard from again I walk this earth with out a soul I am the dark angel that no-one has ever heard of before till now when people look into my eyes they see nothing but fire in my eyes because my soul is in the fire pits of hell never to be heard from again. I’m the one people talk about that will never find true love because I will never have a soul again. I’m the destruction that walks the face of the earth no one wants to be with me because all I do is bring pain and suffering of those who come near. My soul lost in the fire pits of hell never to be heard from again. I make peoples lives miserable and painful. I’m the one who rips the soul from people’s bodies and watch them suffer in pain and misery. I crave for the souls o

Lost Leveler's
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Lost My Phone
yea so i went to see the dark night sat and my friend dropped me off at home. i got home came inside thought my phone was in my purse then come to find out it was not in there and the next day my friend called my roommates phone off my phone so i know he has it but i cant get it cuz he dont have any gas to come see me and bring me my phone so i am goin nutz with out my phone right now it freakin sux major mokey balls lol

Lost My Internet
Hey y'all just wanted to let you know I lost my internet and not sure how soon I will be back on. I basically had it out with Verizon and told them to go f*ck themselves. SO I will see y'all when I get back. Thanks.

Lost In A Dream
I scrape the blade against my skin, But not to make me bleed, Not to feel the pain, But to clear my mind. Clear it of dreary thought, Rinse it free of sadness, Make me forget my lose, To cleanse it of all thoughts. My life is over, Her love is gone, Without her I would have died years ago, Was her love only delaying the enevitable. The blade slides across my flesh, The blood drips freely, I feel cold and distant, Her love is all but a memory, Her warm embrace only a dream, A dream to end all dreams, My life becomes lost in a dream.

Lost
while i am on this journey of self discovery, there are times that i truly feel lost and confused. there are those in my life who are suppost to love me with out a shadow of a dought and today i get told that i am to old to spoil, but i do not agree with this statement. i feel that being shown love, and given attention once in awhile is just what any woman needs be it from a boyfriend or from her father. Y/you see my father has spoiled my step sister to the core, and now she acts like he is nothing, but i long to have that closeness with him that she has, to know what that kind of love truly is but it will never happen becuase he thinks i am to old to be spoiled. i get confused because i allowed myself to love a man that i was raised to hate, only to have my heart shattered time and time again. nothing will ever change the fact that i do love him and that he is my father, but god how i long to know that special love that a parent shows their child. i miss my mom when i feel t

Lost And Going No Where
i'm lost and going no where, with a place to hide. friends to go to. i'm lost and going no where! can't you see can't you help! the friends i have they don't care, or they are to far away to help. the place i hide is no where to be found. i guess i'm lost and going no where. no where to be found. life got to hard for me. bit me in the butt! for now i know how rough it can get. cus i know i'm lost and going no where.

Lost And Hurting...
Sick of living/unwilling to die cut. clean. if red / clean. blood spurting, dripping, spilling; all over her new dress oh well it was red anyway. life draining into an uncertain death. she won't die. this time someone ll find her. just wait till next time.

Lost
I am lost and don't know where to turn I feel like I am at the end of my rope and it is going to break and drop me into a pit of hungry alligators that will devour me and I am ok with that....I really want to put everything I own in my car and leave this shitty state and fake people and people who do nothing but bad always get what they want and the ones that work hard for what they want get nothing....I am tired of getting hurt there is only so much breaking a heart can do before there are so many pieces it can't feel anymore

"lost Path"
when you feel like you're six feet below where do you turn and where do you go thinking that all light has been shot out and murdered by misery who will bring you up from being down who will help when you need to be found trying all the ways that have worked out before hoping inside they will work for you once more

Lost Wings...
Once upon a time there was a little fairy called Christiana... she was a good fairy both within her soul and mind, but she was very very lonely. She lived in a dark dark scary forest where a big bad nasty wolf lived who kept trying to eat her... The wolf had scared away all of the fairies fluffy little friends... She lived under a toadstool, looking over her little fairy shoulder all of the time scared that the big bad wolf would come and eat her... No other fairys lived in the dark scary forest as they were too scared and the other fairies didn't talk to the little blue fairy anymore as they were also too scared of being near the big bad wolf.... One day the wolf creeped up on the fairy, grabbed her in his big sharp teeth and almost ate her up, but she escaped. Her wings were torn, her little fairy heart was broken and her fairy dust was all gone... she was very very sad... She sat under her toadstool, curled up in a ball crying her little fairy heart out on a leaf... She was

Lost Words Of A Fallen...
Do you remember the first time you met that special someone? I do. it was in a time of termoil and strife in my life. In a commanding word she made me feel so welcome. She took pitty on a broken and insane man. she made me feel so good. To me she was an angel heaven sent. I look upon her with so much admiration. she is a beauty unspoken, true, and caring. but as of late, I have become distant... I look to her with such a feeling I wish I would have just left behind. I do not wish to be a burdon nore a hinderance. yes I admire her, but thats all I can truely do. Hearing her words, makes me weak. I wish i could just bow down before her and lay before her all I have locked away within my soul. but a man I am not... I am still a small and unsignificate creature. I have no right to speak of such in anyway or meens. but at least in my dreams, she is still there. I must forgo these feelings and let her

Lost In You
My fingers get lost in those strings but I got lost in those flings that were flung for me to catch and understand. Jingle, jangle,strum. I'm tired. I go. I am beckoned so it seems like I am wanted yet I am not the desire. I am not alone but it feels like I am. Oh!!! The intoxication, the excitement. I wish you could feel this but only I can. I dont understand it but i caught it. And u will understand it only after Ive let it go. Cause right now youre 1,000 miles away and I'm lying next to you. It always happens like that. Staring off in the distance...it's getting blurry, I must be tired. No wait my eyes are tearing.......OUCH! Look down. My fingers are dripping blood...as I strum my guitar

Lost
I have lost my passion Lost to me is the passion of the heart Lost to me is the passion of the mind Lost to me is the passion of the soul Lost to me is all passion I am passionless I am devoid of heart I am devoid of mind I am devoid of soul All I am is an empty void Search as I might I can not find a heart I can not find a mind I can not find a soul I just wander from place to place Yet I know nothing of where I am I was not always thus Once I had a well spring of feelings But now I have none I have lost my passion

The Lost Art Of Love Letters...prt 1
There is nothing as intense and beautiful as a letter scented by your love. I have come upon a book filled with romantic sighs and sweet words. written by a woman in love. I am charmed and so I shall share a few installments of the diary.... Sunday 11:00 pm My Love, What beauty you have sent to me!! What a gift...of love and smiles. Sighs and moans. I cannot even express to you what your letters mean to me! _______! I always asked for a love letter and you sent me a whole novel full. I got your package last night as i came in late..It sat on my writing desk waiting for me. Oh La! I am entranced by you right now. I am. Your love seeps from the pages and lands upon the very soul of me. Every page I turn there was a smile, a laugh, a tear. I was surprised by the beauty of the novel. The little notes scribbled on the side pages and pictures pasted as well. All of it was perfecity...sheer love. Happiness and joy. It sits on my bed here while i write this..bu

The Lost Art Of Love Letters...prt 2
Monday Evening has fallen here. And with the sun goes most of the oppressive heat. Some still lingers, hanging about the air. waiting for me to walk outside so that it can beat about my shoulders and slide down my back. Evening. Gloaming. The time when light meets Dark. The time where fairies awaken. Leaves thrill and hold still. They wait for the middle nights...so they can be impregnated with dew. Gloaming is magic. Lightening bugs flutter for you. within thier wings they hold my kisses. And in their light therein lies my love. Teeny sparkels of it. The warm wind sweeps over my cheast and it takes my breath from me. It steals my whispers. It hugs them and holds them and the warm winds bring it over hills and over rivers...to where you lie. To where you drink your coffee on your bench. To where the sun may grace your face, and where the shadows dance across your dark hair. And there my love....My whispers... Have you felt them? Can you open your mout

Lost
You say that I am all you ever wanted but you lied I know that I am not what you want it is only my money that you want i told you that i was very sick and you still wanted me to come and now that I have a broken and miseed up leg you are still mad at me but you were the one that told me that you were talking to Carrie again so what am I suposed to think i love you but I well not go threw this again

Lost In Thoughts
Have you ever had those days when your just sitting around your house and all you can think about is the one your with? Or even at work or with your other friends. I do it all the time. Everyday when I wake up hes usually the first thing I think about and the last thing when I go to bed at night. Throughout the whole day I have moments when I just smile and I realize that its him on my mind. But then the hard part kicks in... I don't really see him. But when I do its bliss. I'm the happiest girl alive. It's been awhile since I've seen him last and it kills me. I feel like I'm in high school all over again with him. As korny as it sounds and I know I'm killing your eyes by having ya'll read this, lol.. But even though it hasn't been that long I can't help it. I'm not used to such niceness and someone being so sweet. Someone making feel like I'm wanted and needed. I love it!!!! And the best part about it is that I know its not going anywhere for awhile. When I call and h

Lost Words - By Me
Lost words And floating poems Things thought But not written They become diasporas In the mind To mixed and mashed Later to become more Or less In some form redressed And confessed Sometimes cryptic Sometimes blunt But always on the hunt And searching For the word The meaning And the seeing Life spills across the page And onto screens Sometimes to be seen And demeaned Or reveled upon All just words And turns of phrase From another Lost in the maze Pieces of soul drip down Through the pen Glimmers and blurs Of life And strife And the fight against the knife STR 6:30 pm 1-30-05

5/11/04 Lost
Its been days between my last confession, A little bit lost with my obsession, And now i dont know where to turn, Dont know what im looking for... so lost You can send me in any direction, Inbetween these lies, With tears already in my eyes, So I cry The pain seems so annoying, Bodys they seem so twisted, So twisted seem these bodys, So lost Between dazed and confused, A dream and reality, This compass i hold seizes to halt, And so... I'm lost In a dessert of mis-location And noone to point me in the right direction

Lost & Found
I've been left behind Inside my state of mind Picked up and tossed In this cardboard box Waiting for you to find me Save me, please Like a set of keys Put me in your pocket and keep me close If you need me to get where you're going Rescue me Like an old wristwatch Hands come together and you know I'm yours Maybe we can make up for a little lost time Take me home Like your favorite shirt The perfect fit that you just can't replace If you want me wrapped around your heart Maybe I'm lost But please don't forget me I can be as good as new If you'll just let me You don't need to look far If you're looking around 'Cause I'll be right here waiting In the lost and found

Lost Souls
You can't find the reason, And you don't know the rhyme. You're a tender lost soul, Trapped in a sea of time. You're alone and always searching, For a place where you fit in. But it's really hard to find the place, If you don't know where to begin. Look deep within your tattered soul, And find there what feels so right. for deep within each of you, Lies the darkend spark of night. Touch upon this darkend spark, It will make you firm and strong. It will guide you down this darkend path, To a home where you belong. So come to me you poor lost souls, Step from the path of light. I'll hold you saftely in my arms, And guide you through the night. ~Grey~ _______

Lost Forever
Bloody sand on a wind swept beach, Where once she sat and cried. Thinking of all the times he lied. Why he chose to be with them, Is something she did't know. For she'd given him her everything, Her loving heart and soul. If you break your heart it will hurt, Though time will usually mend. But to hurt or tear a tender soul, Will usually mean the end. Tears stream down his face, As he stands upon the shore. For he never realized what he had, Untill it was no more. For the love she had, and the love she gave, He will feel it never more. For he broke her heart, and she took her life, Upon this wind swept shore. Now all that he has left of her is... Bloody sand on a wind swept beach, Where she sat and cried...... Bloody sand on a wind swept beach, Where she sat and died........ ~ Grey ~

Lost In Dreamland
I rest my weary head close my eyes and drift off to sleep. Cherishing my slumber for in my dreams we meet. Happiness overcomes me and my heart begins to race. Just as soon as I see your lovely smiling face. The alarm goes off and out of my dream and into my day. Then I'm touched with sadness because in reality you're so far away.

Lost And Found...
There is a storm in my heart It tears my inside apart I am bleeding and I am hurt Like a wingless little bird Then it turns dark And for a moment I see The pain that was inside of me And on a journey I embark In search of answers In search of truth In search of understanding In search of you My guiding star in darkness Like a little stream in the desert Everything about you seems flawless But that is what causes the hurt Your perfect features do not belong to me You do not deserve my chains You need to live and see What it means to be free So spread your wings and fly away For I can not fulfill your dream But if you should fall one day I'll guide you and be that little stream So go and discover it all And know that wherever you go Whatever you do and might feel The only thing you need to do is call

Lost All Hope
I'm not giving in Not to your temptation I'm not giving in Not to your lies I've been beaten down again I've failed you I've been beaten down again I've lost all hope I'm shutting down Closing up I'll be quiet Not saying a word I've been broken down again I've failed you I've been broken down again I've lost all hope Can you feel the pain When you look in my eyes My eyes tell all They tell no lies I've been tore apart again I've failed you I've been tore apart again I've lost all hope

Lost Inside
I left home to go to a far away land, now everything is different. I can’t explain to anyone how. Lately everything seems to be so very confused. I am alone with my thoughts as I crouch behind a battered vehicle dodging enemy bullets that whiz past my head. Beside me are my brothers and sisters, my only source of strength and courage to go on when I feel myself start to slip away.. An enemy attacked our country. They killed thousands of our own. They threaten to destroy us, to make our country their own. So we came to this place to put an end to their goals. We freed another people these fanatics also terrorized. We taught them how to be free. We gave them hope for a better future. We are helping rebuild their country. At the same time we now fight alongside each other to defeat this common enemy. Sadly, one day one of their eighteen year olds might be sent far away. They too may have to fight an enemy who threatens to destroy their homeland. But I pray what we do here today will

Lost My Bartab
I will click on the bartab and rate people later if I am busy. I lost about 3 pages(or more) worth of my bartab so my apologies if I missed you. Let me know I will do my best to catch up. I know most won't read this anyhow! I love this song!

Lost Within A Dream
It started off like all my dreams do ...I sat under my big huge weeping willow tree that was upon a very high cliff over looking the vast ocean below ...The sound of the waves crashing upon the rocks below and the sounds of the waters invading the cavern within the cove below are like music to my ears, I sit under my tree with my golden book and pen ...upon the front of my journal set's a sacred auryn protecting my journal and all it holds inside. I got lost within the thoughts of my mind and the sounds of the crashing waves below entranced me and took me with them as they flowed back out to sea. The pen sat motionless within my hand as my mind was lost within the endless crashing and soothing sounds of the seagulls over head and below upon the beach, as I sat beneath my tree... Being soothed by the sea and all it's depths and secrets it holds ...I slowly slipped into a trance of sorts and slowly drifted into what I only now can say was a vision. As I sat sleeping under that tree

Lost
I am lost within a world that holds me captive. My heart years for freedom ,and the love of another ! My heart aches deeply , and my dreams are filled with glimpses of him and him alone! Is this real , or just a dream? Can he be real , can I trust in my heart to tell me how to feel? The tears I cry , are for him ......... I live a lonely existence without him and yet .... every glimpse is breathtaking and refreshing. It holds me still in the moment . In the Moment is where I wish to be ....... Oooah my dearest, will I ever be free . To love thee and have thee love thyn in return is what my soul craves .... But this must only be a dream ... nor more like a nightmare ... for you seem to be slipping farther into the darkness , that becomes my daybreak within the awareness of my Mind !! I shall love you always ...

Lost Soul
This one is about 5 years old now. It came from my first heart break; so I think alot of you will understand that shitty frame of mind I was in while writing this lol Lost Soul I am a Lost Soul I wander around the world for understanding for my mortal life was meaningless Now my soul is incomplete because of my past life I wander the world alone My life ended at the mortal age of 22 I never had the chance to experience anything I wanted to experience Never had the chance to pursue my first passion Never had the chance to see any of the sights I wanted to Never had a chance to share my mind, body, heart, and soul with another I didn't even die in a way that would have made me content So now I wander I am a Lost Soul in a world of misunderstanding I am a Lost Soul that has to wander the world in hopes of finding everything that my mortal life did not give me But alas, it is a lost cause for this Lost Soul. So I fade I fade from the

Lost Interest In Fu
Hi folks just letting you know I have lost interest in Fu, I go through this fase now and then and dissapear for quite some time!....so if I happen to go I'm sure I will be back one day. Hugs Lisa x x x

Lost
some times in ones life they find thems selfs lost..lost in cunfuseion wonder where they belong..wonder how to love..just lost in a world of things they know nothing of...i am not a person who has many answers but a life time of questions...there came a time in my life i where i am getting lost.. is almost helping me see where i want to be and how to get there..but doing it is something i fell that has to be done on my own..noone can guide you to your place in life... it has to be your own will your own inner strength to reach the desires and life i see befor me..to heal i think must begin within befor you can heal the ones you hurt in life ..everyones hurts some one in their life time but forgeivness is true peace to forgive others is always easir then forgiveing your self..i know i am just babbleing but some things i need to say.. i do hope that i am forgiven for the pain i have caused..i never ment to hurt any one in my life.. well i am done ranting ..thanks and blessed be

Lost Inside
I am lost and lonely in this world of pain. Nothing compares to how this world is vein. I feel my body begin to shiver, and my heart begins to turn real bitter. The heart and feelings that I once had, have now left and gone, gone to a place , a place it calls home. Deep down inside and locked away, it wonders how it got this way. So bitter and cold at last it will freeze, and then hopefully it will be free. Free from the pain for it is now numb and free from the loneliness and what is to come.

Lost
Here alone in this house In a strange place So far from those I know And those I love. So lost inside with noone to talk to And no one to make it better. Wishing for someone To hold me tight And tell me that things Will be alright. I am so lost Without the comfort Of a love of my own To get through the good and bad.

Lost
Lost Hollow footsteps, cloaked by night Of sadness known through tortured sight The willow weeps for solitude As Owl moans a gloomy interlude. - Reflection in the glossy lake “If I should die before I wake” A tear shatters the silent face That seeks solace in this deserted place. Wind whispers through the willow’s leaves, And Owl, perched high, silently grieves. The glow from city lights afar Swallow whole a falling star. A wish upon the trembling lips For peace. A raven gently sips The water near his honored guest, But soon flies to his hidden nest. Weary beneath the flowing cloak, The traveller rests against an oak And fights the lure of heavenly sleep -”I pray the Lord my soul to keep” Forever lost, each journey taken Plagues the mind; the nights awaken Troubled visions, thoughts of yesterdays, That seem like beacons - lives away. Random comforts cannot ease this soul, For knowledge takes its weary toll ‘Pon one who suffers with each breath,

Lost Realisr
"Lost Realist" My independence is calling my name A doubtful voice divides my faith My independence only hesitates An unsure choice I can't embrace You're gonna have to carve me, Carve me from stone Right to the bone or I'll end up alone Playing the role Of someone in control Why do I rush to slow down Why do I rush to slow down everything Why do I rush to slow down Why do I rush to slow down everything Will the dice ever roll When will I ever know Will the plot ever twist Or will I still resist I've been playing the part of a lost realist My indepednce is turning the page Tomorrow comes we start to fade My independence only complicates It's not enough to meet half way You'll have to carve me Carve me from stone Right to the bone Or I'll end up alone Playing the role Of someone in control Why do I rush to slow down Why do I rush to slow down everything Why do I rush to slow down Why do I rush to slow down everything Will the dice ever rol

Lost N A Dream
Lost in confusion and total self bliss I've found the relation between dream and wish A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep. A dream can bring true the wish never thought As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought. But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking A grasping of things while still in the making. Now my understanding of wish and of dreams Have broadened my scope - or so it would seem But still I'm confused and nothing is clear Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear. With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night You've become such a fantasy with realistic tones I long for your love and time spent alone Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion For all their purpose are meager illusion And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight I fear the darkness and my continuing fight. For now its a war - a battle within A dreadful nigh

Lost All Of My Points And Fubuxs
I Lost all of my points and fu-buxs last Monday the 9th. lost over 2 mil in fubuxs and like 1.8 mil in points. I sent some invites to some friends and had a few join last Monday when they were hanging out together at one of thems house and I guess Fubar thinks I was cheating since they joined off the same computer, but it wasnt my computer. so I guess its a sign that I spend way too much time on here and need to spend less time on here, Guess I'll keep my acct or even start a new one and start over, but I lost a year and a half;s work to get to where I was at, not easy for a guy to move up fast so doubt I will ever get back to where I was. Please help me by rating pics, etc whatever you can. I could really use some 11's Thanks, Marvin

Lost Of Lil One
AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!M-Turn your sound on too !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her three month birthday .London had six fractured ribs, both of her legs were fracture, & her brain was so damaged that if

Lost It All
Well, yet again, we were rooted out of our homes, only to look back at them and realize this will be the last time we actually see them as usable places of rest and comfort. Everyone thought when Rita blew through in 2005 that the floods that followed were nothing more than a freak thing. Little did anyone really "know, that due to the natural barrier reef being dredged out, for the use of roads and such....the salt water was encroaching into the swamp lands, killing off much need vegetation NOW, after Gustav came through three weeks ago, and we knew that other than heavy rains and possibly damaging winds, we were not going to flood. As it came inland east of us. Still as a safety precaution we were asked to leave the area. Mandatory evacuation. So we did. Then we all watched with baited breath to see where Hanna would go, and luckily it blew up the east coast. Then Ike was right on her tail. And with heavy hearts, much to do lists, on our minds, we watched IKE come in. We got the m

Lost
Lost Deep in thought Forfeited and forgot Hopless and mislead Unsaved, wasted and distraught Time perplexed and misplaced Feeling squandered, straying away Another life you confiscate Hopeless, cursed, confused and confounded Mixed-up and tortured, disoriented and grounded No longer an urge to fly Like a caged bird, helpless, but still I try Misled and irrecoverable simply mazed How I can still get up, i'm simply amazed Ruined and destroyed, all but lost This life will go on Regardless of the cost

Lost In Thoughts Unaccounted For
People see the darkest point As that which haunts their life I say the bottom hits When your mind can not see the light My mind is tired of consequence Of a fault that's not my own For pain impressed upon me When respect is all that was shown I'm lost in thoughts unaccounted for That haunt my very soul I wonder where they've wandered to But I guess it's not for me to know I gave up too much of myself When there was nothing for me to do I let go of who I was Because I was scared of you Kick me, hit me Force me to scream Then cut off my air supply because you didn't want to hear me You've never had respect for me And i given you my best years All you given in return Is a lifetime of fear I'm done with you, It's over! I want to finally be me I want to smile again and laugh again And be the person I used to be I'm lost in thoughts unaccounted for They hurt my tortured soul I wonder where they've wandered to But I guess I'll never know I sit here no

Lost
Feel so confused lost, disgusted, abandoned, abused broken and torn, twisted and used. This is a life I will not lead This is a life that's not mine... I believe. For me: hope, grace, patience and love Acceptance, faith and a touch from above.

Lost
ok am i doing the right thing here three woman are asking for money which i do not have everytime a girl is intrestid they come to me for money am i doing the right thing on telling them no i think its a scam am right on doing this im getting tired og being played comments are welcome

Lost Love
For five months I have waited And held all my tears But last night I let them flow I never again wanted to cry for you Because of what you did You don't deserve my tears Because of what you did I Gave up I find no hope in humanity Because of what you did I see no love in a heart I look for the corruption Because of what you did I no longer care I try not to feel I try not to cry You don't deserve my tears Because of what you did I lost the only thing that made me happy You were what got me through each day But because of what you did I don't know what to do All that is left is tears Tears that have been waiting to fall Waiting for me to break Waiting for me to admit That I miss your love But you don't deserve me Because of what you did I am now lost Alone without you or anybody else You don't deserve my tears But I still cry for you

Lost.
I don't know why I signed on here tonight. I had no interest in messages. Or photo comments. Or requests. And then I saw the blog. And I thought... WTF? Let me just ramble a fukkin spell. Today I feel all out of faith. My spirit broken into too many pieces to repair. Just the weight of the world on my shoulders, and no reprieve from the madness. I pulled my hoodie over my face today and cried. Wished it all away but it never goes. Seems there's no time for living, when all you're doing is scraping to survive. It's hard not to feel like a failure... When you know in this life, the sad truth is, it doesn't matter who you are but what you have. So in one week I will once again pack my children's toys into boxes. And fill their backpacks with the necessities. And I will try to find a place to go. If I could close my eyes and be done I would. But how do you do that when you have two small boys depending on you? How? But how do you keep smiling for them, when your hear

Lost
Lost in a world, that scares me to death, Lost in a crowd I’m losing my breath, Lost as a kid, lost as an adult I feel everything is falling apart and its my fault Lost as a person, cant find my way Lost in life every day, Lost in worry Who am I? I’ve lived a Lie Lost to Kindness, Lost to Love Lost in the sky, Like a lonely dove Lost in thought which I shouldn’t do It Winds me up, I can’t get through Lost to comfort all kind words Lost to advice that isn’t heard Lost to those who really care? All these people always there Lost in Me, I need a break Lost in wonder which road should I take? Lost in a place I don’t know well Where are you now? There’s no one to tell Lost here all alone To break these walls Lost in mind Lost in soul Lost memories, there just a hole Lost family, lost my place Still yet I’m full of hate Lost in boredom think I’ll leave There’s a lot in life I need to achieve

Lost In Germany
There I was, walking aimlessly down a random street in Germany. I had no idea how I got there, or exactly where I was, but it was a beautiful day and I was happy to be out of doors. The last thing I remembered was sitting on my barstool, sipping a Beam and soda, bull-shitting with the waitresses. It was Thursday evening, I had come up after work to read the paper and have a few cocktails, as I usually did during happy hour, and the next thing I know I’m on this street. I pick up a paper from the sidewalk, and, based on the rudimentary German I remember from High School, it’s Saturday morning. I find what I believe to be a coffee-shop and step inside to get a large java to help me shake off the cobwebs and figure out how I got here and what happened to the last 36 or so hours. Thankfully, they accept my American currency, and agree to exchange most of the rest for Euros. I thank them to the best of my ability and head back outside. As I walk out the door, turning to wave goodby

Lost And Found
I am preoccupied with the struggles in my brain. Right down to the inner cortex, I am liable. The change in my pocket barely enough for the bus, let alone the thoughts standing next to me. Their hands out, looking at me with that sort of hysterical gaze, trying to make me flinch. I just walk on. They follow. It stands to reason that I would find myself in this situation, although I'm not quite sure I understand, if that makes any sense at all. Well it doesn't to me, so I can only imagine what it sounds like to you. In any event, I continue to walk towards some destination, any damn place but where I am. Then they go by, with that cocky wave, and that….that smile, you know the one. The damn CDTA disappears down the hill, around the old Episcopal Church, I know where it's going. I have some time. There are many clichés out there about not knowing what you have until you lost it. I'm not really in the mood to ramble any of them off here, besides I've already said what I wanted to

Lost..
Inside I'm lost Lost without you, Lost missing your voice, your laugh... Just lost missing everything about you.. How I want to hear from you.. But, I don't know if I ever will. I didn't know caring for someone would end up like this.. Feeling so hurt and lost.. rlf

Lost And Broken
My hands are bound, By an invisible rope, My heart is surrounded, By a thick wall, My wings are withered and torn, From the battle of rising and falling, My voice is strong, Yet soft when I speak, My hands tremble, From the fear of the pain, My heart needs mending, From all the broken promises and lies, My heart is shattered, In a million pieces from your words you spoke, My spirit roams, Lost in the darkness and alone, Can anyone find me? Can your love put me as one again? Can my shattered heart be mended? By you I seriously doubt, Perhaps the one who truly loves me, Will make me whole again... Someday, Until then I will roam alone and lost, Within the shadows of darkness.

Lost Power
Last night, around 7ish pm, the whole neighborhood lost power. I was drinking me coffee and chatting on the net when all of the sudden all the power went out. Then it went back on a moment later...then it went out. Ahhhh!!! Luckily I had candles and a good flash light. No idea why it went out. There hasn't been a storm, not that I've noticed. Just a bit of rain.... It came back on around 11:30pm. I heard everything turn back on, woke me up, so I turned everything off and went back to bed.. Yay, got power again!!!

Lost
I hate this feeling of not knowing whats going on or what I should do. He acts like he really does want me when we are together tells me he loves me all the time but then he ignores me....Something just doesnt feel right. Maybe Im just paranoid but I dont know anymore. Usually when I get this feling something isnt right and I end up bing the one to get hurt. I dont want anyone home to know whats going on because they all like him and if Im wrong then I dont want them to be mad at him. But its so hard to hide the hurt that Im feeling. He swears Im his only girl but then his best friend acts like hes her man and his ex just randomly showed up a the new place only a day after he moved it making me wonder how the hell did she know where he was living. I just dont know what to do anymore.....I feel lost and alone, like nothing matters anymore. Almost as if hes tearing my heart in shreds without even knowing it...

Los(t)s
Some of you know already....I lost my mother in May this year...soon after in August I lost my dad. Ever since I have been trying to cope with this tremendous loss. Even though it seems not by my pics on here...I still am human and still have feelings. To those who have insulted me...i am proud of who I am and words are only words. When you lose someone close yourself..you know what it feels like. So F**K off!! For those who are my real friends..so far yet so close...thank you and love ya always.

Lost Friendship
Friendship must never be buried under the weight of misunderstanding. Do not lose friendship. Who wants to suffer a heart-shattering pain? Suspect not, if you want your friendship to last long. Expect not, if you want your friendship to last not only the longest, but forever. Almost all Human friendships Have a short breath Build new Friendship-relationships. Rebuild Broken friendship-relationships. Friendship of the mind sees no destination. Friendship of the heart sees destination everywhere. Self-possessive friendship eventually strangles itself. Oneness-assertive friendship fulfils itself.

Lost Love
I travel the path of the lonely for ones I am happy for this chant that I almost waisted for what I thought was love but that is one sided is not love but is a broken heart waiting to happen all tho the pain herts it fades and only the bond of friendship can ease the loss the shadow remains and only love can replace the pain of a lost love

Lost My Shoe
I lost my shoe in the darkness of my empty soul. My journey has no future and the past has been long forgotten. Small slivers of light evade my universe as I ride the emotional tides, but they are hardly strong enough to keep my spirit from plunging into starvation. Dreams escape me, hope doesn't live here any more as I find my self hopping blindly and barefoot at the path of my resurrection. Mr Darling - 21 October 2008

Lost Conversations
huitzil, sparks of green. gold. blue. hummingbird streaks, zig zag after thoughts and whispers of complex navigation, complex conversation and modern gods. The Aztecs thought them warriors so different from our steroidal vision of swollen power and butch whimsy. They saw delicate sword, they saw the vision dance of practiced warriors, the hovering lightening and the thrushed humm, declaration of home when war was still painted and sung Our eyes deceive the complexity of stillness The majesty of blooms holding court and giving their blood to be lapped up and levitated -- sugar fire carrying soul after soul Deliverance and destruction under the roasting, rusted sun of our East Los backyard my father stands, lapping nectar from the air, from the blooms looking for the fire that traced the steps of his mothers and grandfathers watering the barrio garden lifting moisture into the cracking air, misting the wind back into his face a

Lost Child's Sigh.
I need a smoke, about as much as I need another night on the floor. I'd cut a deal with a d'jinn if I knew how to summon one. My life is a mess. No, its very orderly, in its absence of content, and its not a train wreck It's still going and its moving much too slow. It's like falling down the stairs in an Escher painting. I'm stuck at the crossroads of an indecision and a foolish commitment. I'm just stuck, having always missed the perfect ride by that much. A day short, and a dollar late. I dunno, maybe I like the bus-stop. A lot of people come and go, pass by, say hi, drift. Maybe I like this grey flavorless mass called hiatus. All trains boarding for nowhere fast...

Lost
Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will it always be the end?

Lost Everything In The Fire!!!
My week can't get any worse! First, someone steals a bag that had a bunch of new notebooks and a few other items of no value (I think I know who did that though) and now the worst thing that could happen did! I'm guessing sometime early last night someone broke in and started a fire in the storage units where ALL my stuff is currently residing. It made the 10 o clock news but I was just getting home from work so I had no clue till this morning. I mean charred to a crisp! Anything metal was like TAR! Halla-fukin-lujah!!! You know, it's been a pretty tough year this year... selling my car (what I thought was a mature decision) after getting my DWI (that really hurt), clearing (maybe) 250.00 every 2 weeks at my want-to-punch-myself-in-the-face-job in lieu of waiting it out for a promotion (and not going back to the lifestyle of a server... which can be profitable for me mind you), having no other option than to live back at home for the time being, and a few other hiccups along

Lost In Heartach
I love him so much but I just dont know as that I can keep this up anymore. Every time I turn around hes sayin he cant come over for some reason or another. Yet he tells me he wants to see me and be wih me. How do I believe it when he doesnt really show it? I dont want to let him go because I honestly love him with everything I have. He's honestly replaced the one person I thought nobody would ever come close to in my heart and that scares the shit outta me cuz I dont want to get hurt again. I was hurt enough in the past and I know exactly how much he could hurt me without really trying. He's always telling me he would never hurt me and that Im supposed to tell him if he ever does but I just cant do that. I dont know how to tell him that his stubborn stupid ass is breakin my heart a lil more every day. I dont want him to think I dont understand but I'm startin to wonder if Im not understanding what I want and not whats really going. I think I have cried more this week than have since I

A Lost Love
I got sent home from a date way to soon. I loved a man way to much. I grew close and he pushed me away. All I want is for a man to care for me as much I care for him. As I sit alone in this cold dark room I think of the ways I loved him. I try so hard to hell him how I feel but the wrong words get in the way. I ask myself,how could I tell him how I feel before its to late; before i get hurt again? he sent me home with unfinished words!

Lost & Can't Find My Way
Ok so for those of you who dont know.. My grandmother (my Mother's Mom) was in the hospital since August and died 3 weeks ago. I have been failing school because of all that is going on. Well I have been working my ass of the pass few weeks to do better. Just as I feel like things are getting better I get a call this morning as I am getting ready to go to work. The call was to tell me that my other grandmother ( my Father's Mother) had died in the middle of the night. So basically within 3 weeks I have lost 2 grandmothers. I am so totally beside myself. I am doing horrible in school and I just don't know what to do. I am not over the death of my first grandmother, havent even had much time to grieve and now I have to deal with the other grandmother passing. Along with this stress I also have to deal with seeing my father who was abusive. He is on his way from FL up here because of the death of his mother. I feel like there is too much going on all at once and I honestly dont know how

Lost Everything
well my life is fuked once again i lost my job and my house im curently living in my van at my parents place thanks to my cousin who would not stop having drugs around my kids so i bugged out got into a fight with her cuz she left white residue on my kids bathroom sink where they could have touched it and od of the shit plus 2 of my kids have disabilities. so once again i choose my kids safety and left her fuked up house so what i gotta live in my van atleast it is safe for us! mcl

Lost In The Dark...
It started out by seeing a search crew...looking for a murdered female/her killer. It was in my backyard...looking similar to a graveyard...without headstones. They stumble across this one underground room, with steep stairs about 3-5 inches apart from one another, quite hard to walk. In this room there is merely a nasty old toilet, sink, and bathtub. They state "yeah, she was killed here". I went back inside. Later on, I had to urinate...so for some reason unknown, I went outside...and ran to the underground w.c. I then went to grab for some toilet paper...and there was a girls outfit on top of it....the next thing I know, my dog comes running down the stairs, all excited like...I was overjoyed with the whole scene being a bit overwhelming and scaring the shit out of me. Not two seconds later I hear these noises coming from the yard...I am still in the bathroom...so I sick my dog on these shadows...turns out...they had a huge great dane...who probab

Lost In The Storm
lost in the storm it's been storming here in my heart for some time now I've been walking in the rain through my days as well..aimlessly trying to sort myself out tryig to misplace my pain along the flooded streets that all lead ..to nowhere inparticular and scatter my tears into the rain clinging tightly to the fractured-hopes that all that bleeds from me, ..on this night and the days to come will wash away and my tide of renewal will come in to carry me back out to where ever it was that I came from, before all this devistation why is it I have to drownd ... just to be able to breathe and why is it I have to become lost ... before I'm ever found

Lost
i feel lost anymore and i dont know how to get it back i was with this girl and not just any girl and i did alot of things that pissed this girl off at me and i still hope that one day me and her can get back 2gether but somethings telling that will never happen to me and i dont no what to do anymore

Lost Soul
I am a lost soul. Searching for a light that should shine. My world is dark and dim. But the one thing i know is, it is mine. I am lost not knowing how to survive. Leaving trails of broken hearts and lovers to cry. Traveling through and empty space. For pain and heart ache i can not erase. Traveling deep with in my world, Searching for that one i left behind. Hoping to someday find him, To rekindle that flame. To start the fires, That burned so long ago. Oh for my search is as hard as it goes. Leaving trails of unhappiness and broken hearts Just to find where my love truly did start. Craving his every kiss and gentle touch. Until I find him the devastation will all be too much. So destruction and despair I do leave behind. Until I find what is truly mine.

Lost In The Pain
Tears start pouring down my face Walking alone, what a disgrace Slowly and softly the rain starts to fall Disguises my pain as it grows so tall Stopping to bury the pain once again Hiding it in the closets, my heart turns to stone Screaming somewhere awakens me from my trance Till I realize it's me, as I straighten my stance The pain it slowly dwindles away But the memories will remain, they are here to stay Your kiss, your hug, your soft sweet touch These are things I need so much My memories of you will slowly fade Now I feel I've lost you I'm so afraid Who's gonna hold me in the middle of the night When my fears get too much and I feel like I've lost my way?

Lost
lost Is it obvious to you When you walk into a room Your face is all I see And my heart races so fast I never knew a rush to feel like that Every time you're touching me I never did believe in anything I couldn't hold between my fingers But the way you make me feel It's just so real the way it lingers I get lost inside your stare Lost when you're not there When everything I have doesn't mean a thing If it's without you If it's a dream, don't wake me up I'll scream if this isn't love If bein' lost means never knowin' How it feels without you I wanna stay lost (forever) (I wanna stay lost forever with you) No, this feeling doesn't end It's with me everywhere I am Hope it never goes away It's like defying gravity Losin' all control and bein' free And I always wanna stay I never thought that I'd let go Long enough to fall for someone deeply Who had the power to erase my fears And find me so completely I get lost inside your stare Lost when you're n

Lost Inside
Lookin deep inside of this world we have created together holdin nothing back when it comes to you I’m letting everything out… I want to show you all the feelings I have inside for you all thatz locked away that you have opend up in me.. your something good something different in my life and I’ll do whatever it takes to keep you by my side I don’t want this feeling to ever leave me.. I smile every time I think about you.. I go to bed thinking about you and when I wake your the first thing on my mind.. I’m lost in this book we have opend up I want to write nothing but happiness in the blank pages that follow as we begin this journey together.. I see so much in u that gets my attention and won’t let go of it I want to explore everything I see if given the chance and make it something more.. All the hurt and pain drifts away every time I think of you I smile from ear to ear people think i'm crazy I’m crazy for you in so many ways.. I’m fallin for you I don’t understand it but why q

A Lost Love
A Lost Love I thought it was over, I thought I could move on, I wish this would've never happened, I tried to move on with my life, I even moved out of state, Still my heart breaks and my life feels fake, Ever sense the day our relationship came to an end, I had to make a new beginning, Somewhere or someway, I put my sorrows at the bottom of those empty bottles many times, I tried leaving thinking this would be for the best, Well; Here I stand, There was many flings with relationships in between now and then, But, My feelings still stand, Something has held on this long, It's something between me and you; "Was the past really that bad?"; I will always find myself loving you! By: Jess L. Burris Jr.

Lost Soul
Lost Soul Surrounded by darkness that no light can breach. In a place where no voice can reach. A void of silence and dark abyss all around. Living in a mist no way to be found. Lost soul weeping only tears of pain and fear. Lost in sadness, loneliness and despair. Won't someone please hear my broken cries. Save me from their hate and lies. Death that embraces my soul filling me with shivers freezing cold. Icy slivers invade my mind, body, heart and soul. Not a spark of warmth or love can penetrate this forbidden place. A lost soul begging to be released from this hateful hell filled with sin. I don't know how much more I can take before the darkness swallows me and drags me down. Blackness fills my lungs freezing my heart in an instant. To late to save me it is done this soul lost forever in this absence of space. A soul lost and forsaken for all eternity.

Lost Angel
Sitting in the shadows, empty and alone, the Lost Angel waits to be found. So many thoughts running through her mind as she stares blankly at the ground. People pass, some stop and stare, but no one sees the hurt. To make it worse, all these jerks keep treating her like dirt. But deep inside she finds the strength to stand above the crowd; Like the single ray of sun that comes shining through the cloud. You've seen this light, and thanks to you she no longer sits alone. The Lost is found, the empty filled with all the love you've shown.

Lost And Alone
why do we wonder thro life thinking we know what we want just to realize we r more lost now then we ever were... and why is it the ppl we turn to for love and comfort end up turning us away ... is it so hard for ppl to realize that maybe all a person needs is a hug or a kiss or for them to just wrap there arms around them to say hey i care or hey ill always be here.... dont they know its the security that a person seeks knowing that someone will always be there for u... a loving touch or a gentle brace .. what does a person have to do to get that love they long so much for .... do ppl not understand that we put on a smile just to hide what we r really feeling or we say everything is ok just because we r to scared to say what is on are mind or how we really feel for them in fear they will turn away or the feelings arnt the same .... is some ppl really meant to be alone forever to never feel the lo

A Lost Child.
My sweet mother so high in the darkness. Shine your plae love light down on your lost son. Everyday I feel closer to death, preying for it. Ive forgotten what its like to run with the pack and feel the forrest in my veins. The afterlife beckons.... I have nothing left to keep me here, so I walked on padded feet slowly to my own death. She is beautiful in her black garbs as she opens her embrace to me. I meet her lips for an instant and I am no more. Another lost child of of the past finding my home where all things long since lost have found thier rest.

Lost
I'm lost, all alone I thought I can make it On my own Since you left I can hardly feel happy Sorrow gets in the way When I tried to smile I wandered through the night I can't seem to find my way Searched through myself To find the right way All I find was memories of You and Me I know, its a matter of time Time will erase the past Maybe not all but bits of it Life isn't the same Without you But, I guessed I have to live on Someday, I will find the way to mend my heart

Lost Soul
Lost Soul is probably one of the most kind hearted people I have met on Fubar. Always there to lend a helping hand no matter what. Even when you dont need help there he is showing you major luv. And as many others he asks for nothing in return. He's just happy to be able to help in any way. Both him and his wife have been great friends to me (yes she will have her own blog). But Lost Soul has been there to help me level, help me in aucitons, pays attention to my status...always around to help. So he's another wonderful guy to have on your friends list. And if you show him love randomly he will show it back twice as often. Go see for yourself what a wonderful man he really is. Lost Soul ~greeter @ Baby Dolls~ Lost Levelers~Club United~ Rate Spankers~Rating Revolution@ fubar Lost Soul hun, thank you for all the times you have been there to level me, gotten me drunk, helped friends for me, and just listened to me rant when I needed to. You are a great friend and remember

Lost Soul's Baby
Lost Soul's Baby is a great lady. She has helped me and many of my friends out many times without thinking twice about it. Helping others seems to come naturally to her and she has no problem helpin anybody who needs it. I am glad to have her as a friend because I know if I ever needed anything she would be there to help along with her husband. They are great people. And if you dont have them as friends already you should seriously add them because you are missin out on a lot by not having them. lost souls baby cofounder of lost levelers~ greeter at babydolls lounge~ Fu Angel@ fubar Lost Soul's Baby, I just want to thank you! You have done way more than you ever needed to for me and continue to do so. You are a great woman and if you ever need anything or theres any way I can help you please dont be afraid to let me know. Thank you again.

Lost Again
Lost Again As the winds died down and the rain slowed I felt my heart would never be the same As she seemed to float passed my eyes In her wake a sweet smell remained I was caught off guard by her beauty In a moment I was made so weak in her eyes As time stood still the sun stopped Her name is the passion my soul cries Never so weak and never so strong Yet like a ghost my hands passed through The air flowing through her wings Lifting high above into the sky so blue As quickly as she came she was gone This vision has left my sight Yet the memory haunts me so And I lay cold and alone every night A moment in time lost forever A whisper of a lost chance Longing to hold you close our bodies Creating the music of a lovers dance

Lost
forever without always inside dreams they come but we just hide fate will play with us today gone is the sight that hides our might lost is the kiss that gives us bliss seen but not found we come but not around stealing a beat looking for heat felling the shame lost in the blame sought is the caress seeking nothing less beyond all hope no ties but rope killing our thought sold, never bought Copyright ©2005 Zachary Christian Virden

Lost Loved One
Click here to get MP3 Downloads at MMP3G.com today 12/07/08 one year ago, the world lost one of the bestest people on this planet Anthony "space ace" Cortez 01/25/80-12/07/07. He was loved by all and love all in return. Was the most down to earth gentle creature you would ever know, always there to lend a hand even if you didnt know you he did. Was the type of person that always even if he didnt know you would ask ya not to harm mother earth! respect her n she will respect you, especially if he seen you litering or defacing the planet. he loved cars music nature hangin out n goofing around with his friends.Tragically he lost his life while at work doing what he did best landscaping. he started off the day setting up n preparing a tree chipper for a job of some basic tree pruning when all of a sudden a guard flew off the machine struck him in the head launching him 40ft from where he stood death was instant n he felt no pain.he will always be missed n loved shine on you crazy diamond w

Lost Love
The screaming and yelling , name calling and pain, where love once was , no longer your name, you once filled my heart but not anymore , no going back , done that before. No smiles on my face that you put there each day just tears of anger and sorrow , this way No kisses or hugs , just snide remarks i f only you could see the scars on my heart. What once you treasured, you threw it away Not yours anymore , Im afraid to say For my love , which you lost was found elsewhere . And I love him too, this i can swear the one who I love , brings back that smile No anger or hatred just loving and kind Who treats your treasure much better than you and oh my dear if only you knew, Our days are numbered , my sorrow no more dont say good bye when i walk out the door, I will take with me the ones that i love To the man I know, shows me much love For lost have you which you thought was yours, no more tears or slamming door,no more trying , pain or fears

Lost In Your Eyes
VERSE 1: I get lost in your eyes And I feel my spirits rise And soar like the wind.. Is it love that I am in? I get weak in a glance Isn't this what's called romance? ...And now I know 'Cause when I'm lost I can't let go CHORUS: I don't mind not knowing what I'm headed for You can take me to the skies... It's like being lost in heaven When I'm lost in your eyes ... ohh hoo VERSE 2: I just fell, don't know why Something's there we can't deny... And when I first knew Was when I first looked at you And if I can't find my way If salvation seems worlds away Oh, I'll be found When I am lost in your eyes CHORUS: I don't mind not knowing what I'm headed for You can take me to the skies... Oh it's like being lost in heaven When I'm lost in your eyes VERSE 3: I get weak in a glance Isn't this what's called romance? Oh, I'll be found When I am lost ... ... in your eyes Lost In Your Eyes - Debbie Gibson

Lost Soul Has Auto-11s!
Lost Soul has AUTO 11s!!! He is a great friend and is never shy about returning the rates. Auto-11s are active until 7 PM EST/4 PM fuTime so help yourselves to the points as you help him. Thank you and have a great day. Lost Soul ~greeter @ Baby Dolls~ Lost Levelers~Club United~ Rate Spankers~Rating Revolution@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

Lost
Knowing that i lost you breaks my heart A part of me died with you Part of it was my fault for my stupid doing I know i should have stopped but couldnt he took control over my mind You died, YOu were what we made, The love i thought we shared is now gone with you regreting those days those stupid feelings Wanting to take back time and change everything Maybe things could have been different Im sorry my sweet lil one A part of me had died with you I will always remember you and the love that i thought we shared I will never forget the day when we made you I thought i was going to be the best mother there could be but knowing that i lost you im sorry lil one mommy loves you Now my world is nothing but misery

Lost Of My Grandfather
~mass~Homer Joseph Latondress was born january 4,1925 Victoria Harbor, ontario passed away December 13,2008 toronto ontario he was barried at the assumption catholic cemetery mississauga, ontario pls have him in ur prays....they shall not grow old,as we that are left grow old, age shall not weary them, nor the years condenm, at the going down of the sun, and in the morning, we will remember them" lord god of host be with us yet lest we forget, lest we forget......he was like a father to me but he was a grandfather to me....he now lays in peace for all times in the lords hands he served in the army and did his time in life dont forget the ones who set u free from war....

Lost Someone So Special
I lost the woman that i love because i wasn't there for her when she was alone, i was in deep depression and bottled all my emotions inside, now time has passed and things have become chaotic, i'm attempting too win her heart back and try so hard too redeem my passed mistakes, i pray too god she takes me, i pray too god she cares because from now on, she's going too be the one which i'll be there for.

Lost Cherry V's Fubar
It seems that a lot of folks here are doing blogs etc about this site, so I thought it time that I put my 2 cents worth into the fray. I have been here for over two years now and have noticed a lot of changes since the lost cherry days. The most significant thing is the race to level up. I have never understood the fascination with getting to Godfather or any of the higher levels. What exactly does it mean, or do? I, for one, liked the title of "rockstar"...it was cool, but it was only a name and didn't make me a real rockstar, it didn't make me a better or worse person.It was, as most things here are...VIRTUAL. The only thing I can suggest is...don't take this site too seriously...it is a fun site, and should be treated as such. As I said on Sandy's blog...we can only control what we ourselves do, and shouldn't be worrying about what others are doing. If we could all get back to the ways of lost cherry and enjoy just being here with our friends then I think we would all be a lot

Lost Words
Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down Hunting you, I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me, watching me Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you... loving you I won't let you pull me down

Lost Cherry Scrolls~thank You Juju For This! Xoxoxo
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ME orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10s and 11s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if you ar

Lost Soul's Baby Has Auto-11s
lost souls baby cofounder of lost levelers~ greeter at babydolls lounge~ Fu Angel has AUTO 11s!!! She is a good friend and is never shy about returning the rates. Her Auto-11s will be active until 7PM EST/4PM fuTime tomorrow. Thank you and have a great night. lost souls baby cofounder of lost levelers~ greeter at babydolls lounge~ Fu Angel@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

Lost My
my mind has began to wander believe I miss it so I wonder myself from time to time which way it decided to go I'd search for it if I had half a brain yet no such luck for me I am a snowflake lost in the rain a lock that has no key alone and alas destined to be with out guidance or help awaiting the moment I touch the ground so finally I can melt waiting for someone to want to know whats on the other side to tamper with my tumbles open me up wishing for someone to give me a ride to the place my mind was last seen or spotted the pursuit has become quite a dance you ask what made me this way I'll tell you I once wanted to experience romance and it drove me from who I was I say cupids aim is not as it use to be instead of hitting my heart he hit right between the eyes and this is what it has done to me MY fault perhaps I was quite fine before I sought to enhance my life things were great before my thoughts led me astray before I wished for a wife s

Lost Another One .....
I noticed that yet another person from my Family list has deleted their profile. I know I am not here that often anymore, but it bums me the Hell out. Knock it off people!!! You can't leave until I tell you can leave, so there! In other news ...... how was everyone's Holiday?

Lost Levelers Family
Founder Lost Soul~Club United~ Rate Spankers~Rating Revolution~ Fu Owned by Happily Taken & SinfulBrat@ fubar Co-Founder lost souls baby cofounder of lost levelers~ greeter at babydolls lounge~ Fu Angel@ fubar Team Leaders Happily Taken,Proud Military Supporter, Twilight Leveler@ fubar ღஐ™ Whos_That_Girl™ ღஐ AKA THIS_GIRL@ fubar ßĩŧ¢һ¥ wĩŧ¢һ~MîÐñÌghT Ìl£ü§îÖñš ™~♥Slashers Wifey♥ ~@ fubar MISSYBEAR" N.A.P.RECRUITER-OMEGA BOMBER GREETER&LLAMA LEVELER&PEGASUS PROJECT TEAM 3&FU ANGEL@ fubar Members Sexci Girl@ fubar Bobby@ fubar JadedOne@ fubar HappyWickedBunny*OWNED BY KINGOFKINGS** Promoter at Scooter Bar**Lost &Zodiak Leveler*JuggaloMa@ fubar Dj darkend_soul owner of 9th Gate (Hells Tavern) lounge

The Lost Cherry Scrolls
Saw this in a bulletin....the first decent one I have seen in ages....just had to blog it. A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ME orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10s and 11s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may re

Lost Feelings
I'm confined, fixed to a dark world of nothing. Lost with no identity, no sanctuary, nothing, nothing at all. I am detained into a subconscious cavity of sorrow and sin. Oppressed by conviction persecuted at the hand of emotion, so much so, that my entity is now and forever eternally numb. Evicted from reality, from my everyday permanence, I have become disoriented and condemned into my own disillusioned reality. Distraught by everyone and everything's misfortunes and goodwill, my sobriety becomes disoriented and cloaked into a state of insanity. Though a confrontation towards my sanity is still adequate, and a fight, in which is fought everyday, what is sought and accommodated, is of no matter nor interest. All in which matters, is when all is concluded, and the thick haze extracts from my dead habitat introducing a caste of light upon my morose existence, guiding me to a province of affection and desire, a place in which well forgotten by me

Lost Soul Is 500k Away.
Lost Soul has AUTO 11s!!! Derrick is so close to becoming fubar's next Disciple. He is a really good friend and is never shy about returning the rates. His Auto-11s will be active until 7PM EST/4 PM fuTime. Thank you and have a great night. Lost Soul~Lost Levelers~Club United~ Rate Spankers~RR~ Fu Owned by Happily Taken & SinfulBrat@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

Lost In Thought
driving aimlessly, no place to go i can't shake this feeling been thinking about you everyday i'm starting to think this feeling won't go away i don't know how you feel but there is one thing i do fear i'm afraid one day i'll look to the side and you'll no longer be there that's one thought i cannot bare you hold a special part of my heart one where you could break me if you choose this is why i have this fear that one day you'll look to the side and i'll no longer be there

Lost
Loss Current mood: amused Category: Life I woke up this morning with you on my mind. The feel of you hair running though my fingers, the smell of your body floating in the air. My mind goes numb my heart races I look around and you are not there you never were, you who curses me with these thoughts and dream All the fun times and memories we shared play over and over in my head reminding me your not real just a dream that I can never achieved. I call out your name but only silence is heard the emptiness and darkness is deafening and it crashes me down making me feel hopeless and lost. I fight and fight to break free of your grasp but the more I struggle the more I see how much you truly mean to me, as wicked as you are, your beautiful to me. The only mystery is why my heart want let go of you the one I never had but have always loved. This I know to be true till the end of your time love will haunt you, it will consume and control you, you can't fight it

Lost Soul's Has Auto-11s!
LOST SOUL HAS AUTO 11s!!! Derrick is a really good friend and is never shy about returning the rates. His Auto-11s are active until 7 pm EST/4 pm fuTime! If that's not enough, he is also random bling for rates. He is taking a short fuBreak after these expire, so let's give him a hard spanking. Thank you and have a great night. Lost Soul~Club United~ Rate Spankers~Fu Owned by Bitter Sweet & Heart Inspector@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

Lost
Im not to sure what to think anymore when it comes to women. Ya try to just be friends and most think you want sex. You ignore them and some are all over you. All i am tryin to do is be happy you know find a nice woman and see where it goes from there. Any thoughts or comments anyone?

Lost In Translation (1/16/08)
Upon jumping on fubar this morning, I had a few shouts. One was from this guy. I still have no earthly idea what the hell he was talking about, but I quickly figured out he was a few sneezeguards shy of a Chinese buffet and decided to fuck with him. Eventually, I had to block him because I was running out of material and had to get some work done. Not to mention he started spamming my default picture with "I'm sorry" comments and creeping me out altogether. Anyway, enjoy! **Disclaimer: Name has been changed to protect the mentally unstable.** SORRYNOENGLISH...: read comment two above yours ->SORRYNOENGLISH...: Comment on what? SORRYNOENGLISH...: what you mean ->SORRYNOENGLISH...: You told me to read a comment two above mine. SORRYNOENGLISH...: the winners comments in there ->SORRYNOENGLISH...: Comments in where? SORRYNOENGLISH...: the pic filsalutes of me the first onee me the ->SORRYNOENGLISH...: Dude, I honestly don't know what you're talking about. SORRYNOENGLISH.

Lost....
ITs like slowly stepping into a nice warm bath. at first its soothing, comforting, warm. You slowly allow yourself to be engulfed, until your covered head to toe in that warm sensation. You feel great. relaxed, at ease, happy. You start to allow yourself to get used to it. Feeling more at peace with each passing moment. Til finally, youve allowed yourself to be engulfed to long. The water begins to turn cold. starting to nip at you. But you were so at peace you refuse to move, fighting the cold like it was just in your mind. Then the cold starts to bite. hurting you more and more. The longer you fight the more you allow yourself to be hurt. So finally you give up and get out. Now your left. standing alone, cold, hurt, and shivering. Welcome to the world of relationships. its best to learn quick that eventually, everything you touch and care for will leave you. Its the curse of humankind. So, if you fear the cold..or are just afraid of the pain....run.

Lostprophets-last Summer
The Friday sun bears down again As we drive without friends And on these longest days we spend All the time trying to pretend That our stories could be true Our chance to be cool The setting sunset says the day is through If only we knew... And we all sit around here in our home town Listen to the waves as they all crash down And watch the fire as it slowly burns away Glowing embers fly across the sky Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer The world passes by in my summer, our last summer The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other Alive to watch it all, the view from our last summer The view from our last summer... We trace the sun across the sky And we laugh till we cry Always so hard to say goodbye (good bye) And we all sit round here in our home town It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss The memories, I hope they'll never fade Glowing embers lie across the sky Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer The world pas

Lost
Waking up without the feeling of purpose. Without the feeling of just being.. like a dream you just can't wake up from.. then you wake.... you realize you did in fact lose everything. you wonder about your friends, your family.. where do you run to? do you run at all? you question yourself about everything you once knew... about who you were.... did it all matter? did anyone care? being lost in yourself is like being lost forever.. then you realize.... you were never found...

Lost
I'm sooooooooooo new to this silly thing and can't figure anything out. not sure i understand it all, but hell, someone said it was fun, but umm ok. i think i'm so used to myspace that this will take some time. (what the hell am i doin?)

Lost...
She's gone away from me How has this come to pass Where has she flown to? Where we were once one I am now half a man She has taken me down Thorns stab at my half-heart Biting into my ragged soul My mind is torn and twisting Endings are pain No more beginnings I've lost my reason "Love Is An Illusion"

Lost On The Net
I wonder about people … Why they get caught up in this fantasy called the internet? How many have met people on line who can’t see the real from the un-real? There is desperation of the soul about such people. It makes me desire to shake them and help them see that no one can spend their lives on a machine. All the net is really there for is to enhance our live and if there comes a time where it takes over our lives it should be treated as alcohol is treated by recovering alcoholics ! but this like any rant can be taken too far ! To ilustrate this watch the foamy video . As you can see most problems are purely do to the selfish nature of man ... Oh for the days when we learn to overcome ourselves and become selfless ! Untill then we will all have to deal with rude people or people who can not distinguish between what is real and what is not.

Lost
OK FOR EVERYONE THAT DOESNT KNOW ME THAT WELL I LIKE TO WRITE HOE I FEEL AT TIMES AND I LIKE TO GIVE ADVICE BUT THERE ARE ALSO TIMES WHEN I NEED ADVICE TOO. PLEASE DONT TAKE ANY OFFENCE TO ANYTHING I SAY OR HINT ABOUT CUZ ITS JUST ME. Ok for the last nine well technically ten months i have been the happest in my life. i have an amazing person that loves me with all his heart and i have wonderful friends(although some of you are still new). But there is a prob with all that. i fuck up a lot and god do i mess up. i have been through hell and it has caused a lot of damage and at times i just want to give up on it all but i dont want to either. see where i am comin from. but anyways, my fiencea has been in jail for almost a month now and i feel like i am lost. it hurts so much more than bein dumpped or even beat. all i ever do is cry at nite when i am alone in my bed. i feel like i have lost my best friend and my other half. i mean how is a person supposed to handle it. ya i know one

A Lost Soul
Things begin to become clearer...The days fade without recognition, my mind becomes blank and my heart hollow. Nothing changes. Will it ever? With every step of happiness comes the fate of knowing the truth. Happiness is only a part of living. Blank expressions throughout the room hault a surprising ending to what could have been. The tears that fall may be of sorrow, but I pick myself, brush off and move forward, nothing more that can be done. With every smile is a lie. With every step forward is a two steps back. How can it be true, when it wasn't real to begin with? Everything happens for reasons that are unknown, but with a faulty heart comes the pain of feeling the eyes upon you knowing the heartache within. You want to explode, but most times you sit and fake it to let everyone think you're fine. My heart may be forever lost, but never forgotten...

Lost Lust
Lost Lust Lying here thinking abut you while drifting off to sleep, I had a physical confrontation with myself…me and my Bitch…she won!!!!…I no longer see you in that light I saw you in before…Did you know that men have a counterpart???…A BASTARD, just as women have theirs…A BITCH…My Bitch took away that light I use to see you in. It goes back to the incident I told you about, where some man’s Bastard took my innocence and emerged my Bitch. When I first met you, you were able to lull her to sleep, but your words cut deep. I’ve never really heard you speak physically until then. This brought on the confrontation with me and my Bitch, now the lust I had for you is no more. I don’t like your Bastard for cutting me so deep, censoring me, subduing me, it’s like the incident happened all over again. The pain, the hurt, the loneliness, the reason why I can’t and never will be able to love. Now the lust is gone and you are only a man, a man whom I thought could help me, but has onl

Lost In And Amethyst Dream Part I: The Gunslingers Meet
****DISCLAIMER****The following story is a piece of fan fiction and is in no way connected to Stephen King or his Dark Tower series beyond the appearance of two of the key characters from that series. This story is intended to honor some of my biggest influences and inspirations and any mistakes are mine and are not intended to dishonor one of the greatest writers and series of our time. Anything that ive gotten corect should be atributed to the great Stephen King and his wonderful style and story. Please enjoy the tale of two gunslingers and any feedback would be greatly appreciated. Thankee sai. Darkness. Falling through empty nothingness. A flash of purple light before a sharp impact with some hard surface. Darkness. Some unknown time later, he awakens, sprawled on a purple floor. Not glass, but transparent nonetheless. He groans in pain as he works himself into a sitting position, checking himself over for any damage he might have sustained. His right

Lost Control
It seems that every once and a while in a persons life they feel that they have lost control. But for me, its more often that I do. Since I have built myself up from homelessness, I have lost control of my own home more than once. I get run over. Everyones happiness comes before mine. I can't talk in my own house, nor can I enjoy the simple things that make me happy. When I decide that I want to get on my computer, I never can. Someone else is always on and I have to wait my turn??? Since when should I need permission to get on my computer. When others are watching tv, I cant even talk because they cant hear the tv. So what can I do in my own house. Ive been going to bed earlier and earlier every day and when I wake up, I still cant use the computer. Some one else is still on it. Yes I am not taking my meds, but because I dont have any. Perhaps things will get better after tuesday when I have my shrink appointment and get meds. I dont know. But it seems as if all control

Lost In Thought
Sitting here in the depths of my Vancant room. So Quiet You could hear a pin drop. But it doesn't seem quiet, As a thousand thoughts seem to race through my head. All at once. Like a swarm of flies on a dead carcass. It's almost impossible to pick out a single thought. So hard to concentrate. My head starts to ache from the ongoing commotion. I lay back on my bed and fall asleep. Peace at last! But it is short-lived. I wake and sit-up, Once again in the depths of my Vancant room.

Lost
I am still new to this Fubar thing. I get lost whenever I come on, so have yet to figure it out. My page is so busy that I can't figure the crazy thing out Anyway, that is what is on my mind today. Just trying to figure out how everything works and what is worth bothering with.

Lost
A day in the stark corner with roses by my side it's cold and dark alone and hopeless remembering the days I was with you holding me so tight all throughout dark hours it's funny you said to never let go! please never let go! I won't forget that but at the same time the tears roll down my face like a drifting river to chaos It has been decade since you past away I am lost but I will never forget you "grandfather" my love for you will be always. R.I.P.

Lost... Avenged Sevenfold
Centuries pass and still the same War in our blood, some things never change Fighting for land and personal gain better your life, justify our pain The end is knocking The end is knocking We've all been lost for most of this life (lost for most of this life) Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us And I know that most of us just ain't right (most of us just ain't right) Following the wrong steps, being led by pride How many lives will we take How many hearts destined to break Nowhere to run, can't escape Full of ourselves, tied to our fate The end is knocking The end is knocking, yeah We've all been lost for most of this life (lost for most of this life) Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us And I know that most of us just ain't right (most of us just ain't right) Following the wrong steps, being led by pride With peace of mind so hard to find We're dwelling on the drastic signs Another way to numb our mind And as you close your eyes tonight

Lost Tears
Tears of old tears of new thats what i see when i see you every day so sad that you keep on going so sad that you not lost but your you and you can not help but to be here so sad to be you so i sit here and look in the mirror and only see my self so who is the truly sad one now. Ash

Lost In The Unknown
Could you have been the one I wanted Your life could have sank I have traveled this life alone If only I'd have found you sooner Maybe you'd have found me saner Now I'm lost in the unknown I want to fly away with you If I had crosses to bear then I'll accept being there It was all For you But if the damage is great Maybe you were too late I will Just keep drifting through Traveling on until my life is gone You could break me like no one could I want to fly away with you I want to fly into your sky Traveling on.......

Lost Cherry Night In The After Dark
ATTN: ALL OLD SCHOOL LOST CHERRY USERS, COME IN the AFTER DARK WITH YOUR ORIGINAL LOST CHERRY PICTURE AND SCREEN NAME, AND LET'S TAKE A MOMENT TO REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS TO BE IN A DRAMA FREE, RULE FREE, BLING FREE, HAPPY HOUR FREE, AND ALL THE EXTRA CRAP THAT WE WORRY ABOUT NOW KINDA NIGHT... YES THAT SENTANCE RAN ON FOREVER, SORRY! CLICK THE LINK AND LETS GO BACK IN TIME! CHEERS!

Lost
Lost scared and on my own. How am I supposed to feel about this. Lost in the world. No one to help me guide my way threw it. Lost in an idea I once had. Long since gone now you moved on. Lost in the memories we made. Still your gone you moved on. Lost in my mind thinking........... Of how much I miss you. Lost in a sea of emotions. Nothing left of them feelings you once had for me no you let them go your gone been gone for so long and you moved on. Lost in all the lovely things you said to me. Wondering how much of it was true. Lost.....................God I wanna scream. I'm pulling my hair out. Cutting my self to bleed seeing if I can feel you leave my heart my mind. Going crazy slowly and there no where left to go. Dirty with the ideas and filth of the earth around me. I care not to move on with my life. Who care let me die here. Dead and Gone. Passed on. Life ever after. Here I stand alone where are you still alive I Hope. Here I stand alone staring wonderi

Lost And Never Found
im lost. im lost between life. im lost between my mind. im lost in myself. im lost in this world. the way i think of things. the way i think of people. the way i feel for me. the way i feel for others. there is nothing good left in my heart i believe. i try and try and try but never do nothing but seem to upset people or push them away. LOVE. Thats a interesting subject in my life. when i tell someone i love them. im never trusted. when i tell them i love them im sought to be just another guy saying it to get what i want.im always taken for granted no matter how nice i am or how good i am. nothing seems to be anyway that i want it. the way i feel for others doesnt seem to matter. the way i care period is never wanted. im always doing one of two things. im either to nice and good or not good enough. im never right for you. im never right for her. im never right for anyone. im never right for everyone. im lost and never found by the right things it seems. im never found by one who is clo

Lost A Friend. Could He Have Been Saved?
THIS PERSON COULD HAVE SAVED OUR FRIEND AND BROTHER AND DIDNT. ALL THAT WAS NEEDED WOULD HAVE BEEN A CALL THAT OUR FRIEND WAS THINKING OF TAKEN HIS LIFE. BUT YOU MAKE THE DECISION WHEN YOU READ THIS MESSAGE... lucky: we need to talk dj city girl: What's up? lucky: what in the hell did you do to jesse dj city girl: Nothing........he attempted suicide and his brother told me over yim. The day he did that I told him until I got back from here which we are going back the 6th I wouldn't talk to him. He understood doing that is selfish and nothing I mean nothing should make you do that.....of course we've all thought about it no doubt and I understand that but NOTHING should make you do that. He understood we stayed as friends nothing more I heard until that............ dj city girl: Don't you dare be trying to blame this on me, because I did not do a damn thing. Suicide is a person's choice no one makes you do that shit. You choose to do it your damn self. lucky: do you realize that

Lost In The Darkness!
I am caught between a rock and a hard place. i love someone who honestly does not know what he wants and needs. he has a job to do and cannot be around for us to sit down and talk face to face. I wish he knew and could understand how i feel. At this point in his life he is not ready for the kind of person that i need and want in my life. i am lost and wondering in the dark. i want my deamon to sweep me off my feet and love me forever.

Lost In Thought
HERE I SIT LOST IN MY THOUGHTS . LOST IN MY OWN MIND AND CANT FIND MY WAY OUT. HOW DID I GET HERE YOU ASK? THIS I CAN NOT ANSWER. I WALKED OUT IN THE LIGHT AND FOUND HAPPINESS . I FOUND JOY AND WARMTH BUT MOST OF ALL I FOUND LOVE. NOW WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU FIND THAT DONT WE? IT ALL TURNS TO SORROW COLD AND PAIN. BUT I WANT TO BELIEVE IT WONT HAPPEN THIS TIME . NOT TO ME . NOT TO HER. BUT CAN I MAKE IT LAST FOR US? I DO NOT KNOW . I FEEL SO CLOSE TO HER TODAY THEN I FEEL SO FAR PUSHED AWAY TOMORROW. IS IT ME? IS IT HER ? IS IT REAL. WOULD IT CHANGE IF I COULD HOLD HER? WOULD IT MAKE A DIFFERENCE IF SHE LOOKED INTO MY EYES AND SAW MY LOVE FOR HER? WOULD I SEE THE LOVE FOR ME IN HERS ? NOW YOU SEE WHY IM LOST IN MY THOUGHTS. IS THERE A MAP TO HAPPINESS OR IS THAT WISHFUL THINKING . CAN YOU HELP ME FIND MY WAY ? OR IS THAT MORE WISHFUL THINKING . CAN I BE LOVED OR IS THAT THE BIGGEST OF WISHFUL THINING ?

Lost Words Of A Ramblin Mad Man
SOME SAY THE WORDS I WRITE ARE THE WORDS OF A MAD MAN OR A MORBID PERSON BUT I BELIVE THE WORDS I WRITE ARE ME . THEY ARE HOW I FEEL AND HOW I LIVE LIFE . I LOST LOVE FOUND LOVE AND ABOUT TO LOOSE LOVE AGAIN. WHAT IS THE WHOLE POINT TO BE LOVED OR IN LOVE IT ALL IT DOES IS HURT YOU ? I HAVE ASKED THIS QUESTION MANY TIMES AND STILL I HAVE NO ANSWER FOR YOU OR FOR MYSELF! SO WHY DO WE CONTINUE TO LOOK FOR THIS LOVE AND PASSION THAT WE ALL KNOW WILL END ONE DAY IN SADINESS . NO MATTER HOW HARD WE TRY EITHER LOVE IS LOST OR OUR LOVE DIES . SO WHY DO WE STILL FIGHT FOR THIS. TO MAKE US HAPPY? TO FEEL NOT ALONE ? BUT YET I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU . IS ALONE REALLY THAT BAD ? I MEAN COME ON THINK ABOUT IT . ALONE MEANS NO ONE TO HURT YOU NO ONE TO PULL YOU IN JUST TO THROW YOU AWAY. ALONE MEANS NO WORRIES ABOUT HOW SOMEONE TRUELY FEELS ABOUT YOU SO YOU TELL ME IF YOU HAVE THE ANSWERS!!! NOW ON TO THE NEXT SUBJECT AT HAND. IS ALL THIS LOVE WE ARE ALL LOOKING FOR REALLY THAT NEEDED? DO WE NEE

.lost.
Walking around looking for a way But no one tells me which way to go I'm caught up in a world Elaborath a maze Where yes men could easily be known I ask them no questions They give me no answers Following the wise But they're walking in pampers Give me a cigarette Smoking my cancer Drink the pain away But I still have no answers I'm lost on a road Don't know which way to go I'm losing my mind Losing control of the wheel And I'm swerving On and off the road I'm lost on a road But survival is a must Don't know who I can trust I'm livin in a rush I don't understand the fuss My brain is bout to bust I think I'm losin it I might be losin it I just might lose Am I losin my mind? And I'm so confused I don't know what to do And I need a clue before I run out of time Am I losin it? Am I losin it? I think I'm losin I'm losin my mind Am I losin it? Am I losin it? I think I'm losin I'm losin my mind I I I I'm a need counseling I lost my mind and stil

Lost World
The time grows longer. Minutes now feel like days. The slow ticking of the clock. In my head forever stays. My scenery never changing. The walls only close further in. Not sure where my world stopped. And this one began. This world so strange. So different from mine. Turns ever so slow. Beyond normal time. A dream where I cannot awake. A hole where I continue to fall. I reach out for control. But I have none at all. For now I am lost. My hands bound in chain. Wondering about my world. Or if I'll see it again.

Lost Light
Once there was light. Now there is none. I have lost my way. And now my light is gone. Where was I wrong. What did I do. To lose something so close. To lose someone like you. If I could find my way back. Find the light that was you. Never again would you dim. Forever would you shine true.

Lost Dreams Don't Shatter; They Bleed Hope.
Tripping on broken promises and unchanging lies Faithful love destined to shift mountains...buckled Optimism building in yearning heart diminished His soul abandoned the chance of a happily ever after She fell deeply in the unknown with no fear, worry Downside? Young girl required to carry a safety net Drying tears visible on a face where smiles once shined Taking her compassion selfishly with nothing in return Damaged heart, an apparent understatement ...fading Lost in an abyss of distorted shrills and unfamiliarity Falling, falling...disappeared; young spirit gone astray Searching for love to penetrate light into dim eyes "Lost dreams don't shatter dear, they bleed hope" Oh boy does it bleed, trickling with enigmatic tears Endless wishes whispered to the stars seep through He might have altered her, slightly clouding judgment But his rejection instilled in her passion to thrive; fly Shattered dreams might remain but she's kept the pieces Oozing...dripping...se

Lost Cherry, Cherry Tap Oh And Fubar
i have been off and on this site since the days this site was called lost cherry, then the transition to cherry tap now this fubar. Used to be this site was FUN it was all about meeting ppl and talking and seeing pics of thier lives and learn more about them. What has it become? nothing but about what can u do for me today and me no do anything for you, or about home much bling you have bought me or bombs or auto 11's or rank me make me a higher level etec. I think this is horrible cause i know people ive known since those days and now u cant hardly talk to them cause they are more worried about getting bomebed or blinged etec. it may be fun to get bombed or use them but really rating 250 useless pictures that you never even look at? does anyone actually rate pics of someone now just to find out who they are or explore where they live etec? im almost thinking about deleting this account again cause im not here to make a certian level or be top blinger or any of that crap, im here t

Lost A Friend Of 23 Years...and It Feels Good.
Namaste My FuBarBarians: Your Viking has had one hell of a few days back tio back I would like to share. I set up my friend for a Blind Date with this sweet lady. He lied to her and to my date. They exchanged numbers. She was looking forward to the call she will never receive. As he lied to her and us saying he was having a good time, he was thinking about how repulsed he was at her and how he felt I was pulling a bad joke on him. I honestly thought they were a good match. I felt he was over his shallow streak. He is a 38 year old virgin, bi-polar but someone I have been friends with for over 20 years. he turned out to be less than half the man I gave him credit for. He had his mom call me the day after the date, to tell me that he was appalled that I set him up with a BBW, that he was repulsed and that he never wanted to have anything to do with me. My friend of 23 years has his mom do all the dirty work. I called up my lady friend that I set him up with and she sincerel

Lost
I gave you up To save your life. To keep you safe From unknown harm. I held you close As long as I could. Crying my tears That nothing could hide, Knowing deep inside That your life would be better than I could Provide. I gave you up Out of love that welled up inside. Tearing me apart From the pain inside.

Lost
I cry for reasons I no longer understand While laying in my bed With so much running throw my head. Questions just no longer have answers I'm lost in this life I can no longer understand Where do you go When nothing seems right anymore It's just a lost tear With lost emotions That seem to hold meaning.

Lost
Lost in a moment, I can't get it back Lost in your smoothness, I'm gettin way off track Lost in a fantasy, you shattered my reality Lost in translation, this is the new me I messed up and got lost in you eyes I saw what I wanted, didn't want to see your lies You are the disease, but your also the cure I got lost in the treatment, now I keep beggin for more I think I'm addicted, you got me hooked Fienin like a crackhead, I knew I shouldn't of looked You eyes capture me they read me so well They see all I try to hide, all I'd dare not tell I tried to keep my distance, tried not to let you in But you reeled me in anyways, with that stupid cheesy grin I was lost in thought, when you snuck into my soul Planted the vision, now it's taking it's toll

Lost To Love
The sight of you, My heart is lost to love. A moment with you, My heart is lost to love. A hint of a smile, My heart is lost to love. A beckon of your finger, My heart is lost to love. A twinkle in your eye, My heart is lost to love. A declaration of love, My heart is lost to love. A look, a sigh, a word, My heart is lost to love. The birth of a child, My heart is lost to love. A tear, And I am lost, I am lost.

Lost
when you think you have foundt he right one then something happens and shes gone just like that without even sayin good bye should i stay and follow the things that i want or just pack my stuff and move away from my problems

Lost In The Lies Of A Generation
Incubus : Pantomime In my fantasy. I'm a pantomime. I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean. Words are too messy. And it's way past time. To end in my mouth. Paint my face white and try to. Reinvent the scene. One without a time. Speak without my voice. And see the world by candlelight. I ain't afraid to let it out. I'm not afraid to take that fall. But I found beyond all doubt. We say more by saying nothing at all. In my fantasy. No such thing as time. Minutes bleed into days of avant garde. Show me your heresy. And I'll show you mine. We only speak in pantomime's on this carpet ride. I ain't afraid to let it out. I'm not afraid to take that fall. But I found beyond all doubt. We say more by saying nothing at all. Nothing at all. In my fantasy. You look good entwined. In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine. You're my deep secret, I'm your pantomime. I'll just move my hands. I promise you'll see what I mean. As humans, we speak in so many words to

The Lost Art Of Dating
Greetings Neighbors: Isn't watching your older children a true adventure? Lately, I have been watching my stepson number 1 and I must make this proclamation- dating as we know it is dead! Now, some of you may not recall this, but, consider the following: In the good old bad old days, when a young wanted to get together with someone, no matter where you first met them, you would sooner or later meet the parents. You would arrange this after courting the person of interest for a good period of time. Then, either a dinner or a meeting was scheduled, so the folks can size the choice made, good or bad. Now, what did the stepson so with his latest interest. He just demaned we should give her audience because he's been chasing her for a long time. Yet, there is a complication, the last girl friend is still in the house. Why you may ask? Well, my darling and I have bounded with the last girlfriend's children (one is 6 months old and the other is two going on 3). It was determine

Lost
is it lost? By me ........for someone who is lost seen through vales of nothing in this blacknessthis hole in the world ,can we cast our shadows in the void ?,the world around falls spinninghere where the light has forever come to its endare we giving up on hope ?can it truely all have crashed down ?we adjust our views to focus on the thunderdscrapes of this hole in the worldin here is lost, the hopes of tommorrow .not all can be lost ?is it lost ?is it lost ?No .......not all is lost .....you have Friendsyou have me.MRRCP 2009

Lost Dreams Don't Shatter; They Bleed Hope.
Tripping on broken promises and unchanging liesFaithful love destined to shift mountains...buckledOptimism building in yearning heart diminishedHis soul abandoned the chance of a happily ever afterShe fell deeply in the unknown with no fear, worryDownside? Young girl required to carry a safety netDrying tears visible on a face where smiles once shinedTaking her compassion selfishly with nothing in returnDamaged heart, an apparent understatement ...fadingLost in an abyss of distorted shrills and unfamiliarityFalling, falling...disappeared; young spirit gone astraySearching for love to penetrate light into dim eyes"Lost dreams don't shatter dear, they bleed hope"Oh boy does it bleed, trickling with enigmatic tearsEndless wishes whispered to the stars seep throughHe might have altered her, slightly clouding judgmentBut his rejection instilled in her passion to thrive; flyShattered dreams might remain but she's kept the piecesOozing...dripping...seeping...leaking...bleeding...hope.Another

Lost
I sit here lost wondering where I should go... I feel like ive lost something but I am not really sure what it is. Is it my heart? Is it my soul? is it my dream? I really do not know. I love a man with all that I am but I feel like he is slipping away and i cant stop that. I am losing a friend slowly inside... like water through a sieve I am overwhelmed with everything around me..work..home. I just want to smile with the 2 men that mean the world to me. Maybe thats what Im losing. All I can do is smile and hold onto the love I have and hope that it wants to stay with me. If not... There is nothing i can do about it.

‘lost’ Aftergasm: The Miles And Hurley Comedy Hour
What improvements are you really going to make to Empire Strikes Back, Hurley? Empire might be the best genre movie of the past thirty years. It’d make more sense to give George Lucas some help on Return of the Jedi because, as you yourself stated, no one likes Ewoks. The actual reason Hurley was writing Empire, I imagine, is so the Lost writers could use that cutesy play on words in the episode title (”Some Like it Hoth”). Last night was your patented “Let’s take a breather before the stretch run” episode. Lost needs these and, while right now some viewers might be a little disappointed, it makes watching the DVDs much more palatable. You can’t be in fifth gear all the time. I also liked that they didn’t beat around the bush – Miles was obviously Dr. Chang’s son. No need to stretch that mystery out. Besides the very last scene, which brought an old friend back into the fold (finally!), “Some Like it Hoth” was a si

Lost In You By Ted Ochsenhirt 4/2009
Im lost in you,and never want out im lost in you, and locked your heart with mine im lost in you and cant be found Nor do iwant to, for im lost in you. Gazing into ypur eyes, and fallin in never to return from your love your arms about me my eyes closing knowing that i will be lost in you Dont let go, do not say no, just let me be lost in you

Lost And Drowning....
I have thought about my life lately,thinking of what i want to do with the love i have in my heart I have come to realize that meeting, and falling in love with you is the best thing that has ever happened to me. My love for you is beyond words, beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I am content with our life, what it will hold, the exciting things we have ahead of us, to experience together, as a couple. I am ready for all that our future holds for us, the good and bad, we will get thru it all together. We had withstood the test of time, the test of a long distance relationship, and have suceeded thus far. If we can overcome these tough issues, then any and every thing is possible for us. I am ready to face this future of ours, this wonderful future that we have ahead...together.**I wrote the above on 4-3-09**4-19-09Well since writing this some things have changed, and we are faced with a situation of my creation. I am very regretful for what I did...I am filled with more remors

Lost
lost... i am lost in your eyes.. i am lost in your soul.. i am lost in my life cause sometimes your so cold. lost in my tears lost in my fears lost in my life with no way to go.. lost from myself.. lost from my family.. lost from my cares lost from my love.. one day i may find all that i seem to have lost.. lets just hope its not to late...

Lost Love.......
I've tried to make you love meYou've tried to find a spark of the flame that burnedBut somehow turned to smoke rings in the darkThe loneliness within meTakes a heavy toll'Cause it burns as slow as whiskey through an empty aching soulAnd the night is like a daggerLong and cold and sharpAs I sit here on the front stepsBlowing smoke rings in the darkI know I must be going'Cause love's already goneAnd all I'm taking with me are the pieces of my heartAnd all I'll leave are smoke rings in the dark

Lost And Looking For Reason
I thought I was on a path that was clear only to find that im in a strange place and not knowing whats going on anymore.Thoughts of how did i get here and what will become of what i thought was myself.Lookin for the outside in wonderin where to begin findin a bitter sweet truth that nothing is what it seems.In the light of indiffrence I seem to have found a sence of peace in this alterd state

Lost Angel
Have you ever walked into a room,and witnessed a miracle?To see such grace, That your heart wants to stopbut races out of control. To fall into such a hole that is filled with such happiness.Yes, its true! An angel does exist. For I was touch by his presence.To be so captivated,No, im in awe! Such beauty, Why does his smile cause me to feel so weak?That Eyes that pierce my soul,His aura is so becoming.I feel that I am in a dream with every second im in his space. I wish to never close my eyes. For now my mind drifts and my soul reaches out to the sky. Suddenly- my eyes blink and truth bares itself to me again.I look and notice that I'd lost my dream once again.

Lost
*Lost*The eyes of da blind man see my pain,I took strength from within to shadow.The Mouth of a newborn spoke wise words,and told me not to sorrow.The rains of a storm cried with me said, "One day? it'll be over.The arms of a tree comforted me said, "child your so much stronger."The hearts of a million opened up to me to show they really cared.The game flipped on me to show it was never fair.I let down my guard for five minutes and deceit crept right on in.I know what to do in this situation "let the games begin!"I tried to call it a draw, no one lose we both walk away satisfied.You pushed all buttons,crossed all bridges, & you even lied.I lost my mind, i'm incomplete, not in control at all.I almost hit rock bottom, got back up, cause I've sworn to never fall.This situation have not defused, I'm tellin' you I never lose.I said what I had to say, still a woman of my word this very day. By: Mz.Understood© A.K.A.Sheri

Lost Wolf
LOST WOLF As the black wolf walks thew the night. He wonders what is his purpose to be here. Just as it dont seem like it could get any darker in the black wolfs life. The night skies get even darker. At oen time there was light in his life. But now there is todal darkness. The black wolf wonders around in the fark and alone. Alone in the drak where no one can hear his pain. THe black wolf has relized it is safer for him to stay in the drakness of the night. seeing how in the darkness of the night it portects him from the hurtful rays of the daylight. For the last time he was in the rays of the day light hurt him so bad. That the wonds still have not healed. so it is safer in the night darkness so that his wonds are proteceted from the day light . for the black wolf knows one more time being hurt by the rays of the day light will kill him.

Lost Hurt Lost
I don't know what to think about anything any more.. I sit here and just feel like so many things don't make sense.. Why is it when you let yourself open up to another let yourself love someone, it seems like everything changes? Does all relationships change right before you hit that year mark? Is feelings of doubt and being unsure about how your partner's feeling.. How do you express your true feelings about everything with out sounding like your nagging at them? How can you talk to them when you feel as if your bothering them because they are going through some hard times and have been stressed out lately.. Is it normal for your boyfriend/girlfriend to ignore you at times but want to talk to you when you just decide to let it go and not try and talk to them? I don't understand whats going on right now, he seems so different from the man I feel inlove with.. How can I talk to him How can I change the things that are going wrong? How can I know for sure if he wants to make things wo

Lost Child
Up and down,Up and down the never ending see-saw goes a child on one side a lost man on the other cries of joy and screams of pain fill this park of life so many pieces of people left behind the field cluttered with debris the child looks to the man "what has happened to the park?" The man has no reply though he knows but how do you tell a child of misery? "why is there so much trash here?" the child asks glowing of innocence. "when will the questions stop?" things the man to himself for the man knows there's no trash everything from the red shoe to the broken bat all have different meanings. they're all parts of memories though scattered none forgotten though painful none regretted "its not trash" the man replies "you see all these things are what has turned you into me, these are why i protect you" the see-saw stops, the man cries as the child fades

Lost
Looking back upon my life all the the mistakes Ive made all the rights Ive done lost to me forevermore lost in time lost in darkness the depths of my mind needing wanting to fill that void the on thing I cant seem to do on my own I try and try still something missing lost to me forevermore lost to void why this hollow this void never filled Looking back upon my liIve lost my soul lost my way lost forevermore

Lost And Found
Okay it really bugs me when someone calls and says they left something behind in their room. Ugh why can't they pay attention to detail and make sure they have everything before they leave instead of calling and have an attitude with me becuase of their mistake!!!!!!!!!!! GGGGGRRRRRRRRRR.

Lost Single White Male
Ive lost my friend. Hes approximately between 5 foot and 7 foot.... hes has stunning brown to possibly blue eyes.. he has blonde to greyish hair... he wears a borat swim suit everywhere he goes.... He was last seen running away with a tiki torch inserted in his anal cavity... I am lost without him... Im taking donations in order to place his mug on the back of a milk carton... Seamus my friend hes out there all alone.. hes not big enough to be left by himself... help me to find him...... Wicked

♪ Lost ~ Faith Hill ♪
Is it obvious to you, when you walk into a room, your face is all I see? And my heart races so fast, I never knew a rush to feel like that, every time you're touching me. I never did believe in anything, I couldn't hold between my fingers. But the way you make me feel, it's just so real the way it lingers... I get lost inside your stare... Lost when you're not there...

Lost Angel Of Mine
Lost Angel of Mine The long endless journey of love, I must wonder forever in. My heart and soul can’t deny what’s lurking within the depth of them for someone out of reach. I hear the echoing sorrow of his wrong choices and pathway he choose to walk upon. I feel his breathe upon my neck like haunting memories that will never be real. The beating of my heart echoes like thunder to my emotion stirring tears like rain within trouble times. Does he know I feel his pain and trouble upon his heart and soul? Can he reach out to me within the darkness, so I may pull him out of the darkness consuming him? Once he was an angel sitting high upon a pedestal, but now he has fallen like a star from the brilliant sky of heavenly praise. Now he is come to place where there is no one there for him or reaching out to him. How I have now become his guardian angel upon his whispering desire for me to save him? My desires too end his misery like he did once upon time for me. I once spoke

Lost In Confusion
I am lost in confusion Surrounded by utter chaos in my mind My heart telling yes when it can not be possible What do I do? Do I take the biggest risk and move to be with her Or do I continue on down the path of loneliness. Something, someone, somewhere will make my heart whole Is she that missing piece Or am I just that lost in confusion

Lost In Thought
I walk upon high on waters edge skipping rocks and thinking of the past. I comtemplate the things we said, our vows and promises left for no other person to understand. I kill time with thoughts and fake smiles pushing back tears. Thoughts of wasted days where I had no you to hold in my arms. I think of the hospital nights and the jail time for all the fights. I think of the way we once were and start to remember everything. I can remember the smell of your taste as you would lie next to me and tell me your secrets. I can remember the days we fought and the days we laughed for no apperant reason. I can remember the simple goodbyes we shared as you left with quite whispers of love. I think of the day we shared our last kissed and then stood in the rain. I looked deep into your blue eyes and felt the pain of all the butterflies dieing at once. I looked up at you, watching as a tear rolled down ur face and mixed in with the rain drops, only to see the pain behinde your eyes as well. I r

Lost My Way
I was just a kid, maybe 12 years old, I lay alone inside of my roomAnd hold a chrome 45 that I stole from my dadDidn't know it had a bullet loaded in the gatTill I go and pull it back and let it go and watch it shatter the glassNo control at all, it happened so fast, I lied and said it was a stoneWhen he came home and found his gun unloadedHe exploded and grabbed me by my throat and proceeded to slap meI was bleeding so badlyIt was streaming on the matress where he beat meHe's laughing as I try to fight back, just like thatHe walked out of my room, I wish he'd walk out of my life and never look backAnother day of telling people that I fell down the stairsAnother day of giving people dirty looks and glaresDon't act as if you cared cause if you did you'd be thereAnother day I want to run away but I don't know whereEvery, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and prayWill I live to see the day where everything will be okMy family is destroyed now I lost my wayCause every, everyday I

Lost And Found Captured Reality
I'm lost, I'm foundIn your eyes, against the groundEmbedded you are, in my mindTake a step, lost in timeAround you, it feels so rightWith you, in my sightIn your eyes, I see gleamingNo insecurity, I hold my breathingBeating heavy is my heartFrom the happiness you have broughtI see you as an artIntigued, lost in thoughtI'll hold you from your fearsTell me how you feelI'll take away those tearsBecause baby you know this is realCaptured is your beautyLocked in a boxHeld up above meWith a key and a lockTake everything you've knownEvery dream you concealEvery fantasy grownI'll make it real

Lost Within A Stromy Night
Lost again within the dark confinds of my own mind I do set night by night and ponder why Though I know the stars are there up in the sky I do not see them twinlking though I seek to find The moon continues is monthly faze Each night it slowly passes true But to mine eye it’s a constant new Not like before when it did amaze Darkness fills my thoughts Like clouds before a strom So I set and watch it form While my heart slowly rots For the pieces never fully mend Even though I try to put them right So I try wi

Lost Love
Been over a year now since she left.It's easier now then at first but still hurts to feel failure all the time. I failed to keep her happy. We fell into a rut and could not climb out. we stopped doing things that we needed to do to keep love alive and it went away never to be seen again. I have bad times and good times. lately a lot more good than bad. I have found some new friends on here and they keep my mind off the bad by just being happy and cheerful. thank you all for what you have done to help me along this path.

Lost .............
OK SO IM SITTING HERE TODAY AND THE PHONE RINGS AND ITS MY FAMILY ON THE OTHER END GIVING ME THE NEWS OF MY GRANDMA PASSING AWAY. I CAN ONLY WONDER WHY NOT TAKE ME IN HER PLACE? SHE HAS SO MANY PEOPLE THAT LOVE HER AND NEED HER IN THERE LIFE. WITH ME IM TIRED OF WAKING UP CRYING AND FALLING ASLEEP CRYING. MY LIFE IS IN A COMPLETE UP ROAR THE MAN THAT I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL DOESNT EVEN REALLY SEE ME IN EXSISTENCE. HE KNOWS THAT I AM HERE BUT JUST DOESNT UNDERSTAND THE PAIN THAT I GO THRU EVERYDAY THAT I WAKE UP KNOWING HE ISNT A PART OF MY LIFE ANYMORE. HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND THAT HE IS THE AIR THAT I BREATHE, AND IM SLOWLY SMOOTHERING WITH OUT HIM. THESE PAST FEW WEEKS HAVE THE MOST PAINFUL TIMES IN MY LIFE. NOW I LOOSE ONE OF THE OTHER MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE AND HE ISNT HERE TO COMFORT ME AND TELL ME ITS ALL GOING TO BE OK. HAS ME REALLY WONDERING ABOUT LIFE. ASKING MYSELF A THOUSAND QUESTIONS. WHAT CAN HAPPEN NEXT ? WHO CAN NE TAKEN ME FROM ME TO HURT ANYMORE ? IM

Lost
run sing skip dance just some how wake me from this trance push scream yell shout wake me up I don’t want to pout give take steal away Some how i wish things could stay Changing, changing all the time messing up the entire rhyme look left look right Some how we will win this fight close our eyes things fade away and now we know we can not stay a cut a bruise an only mark it is but my piece of art so sadistic so alone so lost and cold with out a home left out cold drenched by rain I have nothing to keep me sane my eyes are wet my hands are cold my heart is empty love is old my legs are shaking and can not move I just sit down and form a grove the mud is wet and thick as night and now the moon’s my only light so small and round and so far from here it knows nothing of my fear a fear of sorrow fear of pain the feeling I feel falls like rain it disappears under the sun but when sunset comes I have no one no one close to hear me say I wish this lif

Lost But Not Found
Whispers travel through the wind clear blue skys become distance Lillaby Rain falls with no sound deaf to ones ears words become tears of crystal Lost but not found Make ones passage the wrong one Closing walls like nails on a wall No hope but to dwell on internal pain Live the life for what you want the say But they forget the falling rocks of torment Why such lost for one soul guess thats how it always end for now

Lost Love
I love the though of seeing two people in love that is something so amazingI think about love everyday. is she in love?how can I show her my love. What makes her smile? Now I think to myself on why do you love the thought of something I'll never get back?you are too old my friend, A life without love is life without a partner that you can laugh with, cry with, fight with love in the afternoon with. Love is your partner for life not the moment. you have lost love my friend Psycho~Sexy

Lost & Found
Its been over a year & I still hurt, heart still aches & body still yearns...when will the feelings die? They say time heals all wounds but how much time...? I've moved on with friends, I've moved on with lovers, and I'ved moved on with with my life. But still I wake in the still of night reaching out to a memory that will never be again! I try not to visit places where I might encounter a confrontation. The few times I had the opportunity I walked away making no eye contact. I try not to remember the good times and only concentrate on the bad. It still does me no good. I still look for the car when I go anywhere...I still look for the face in a crowd...I still cry myself to sleep. All the could of's, and would of's, and should of's never leave my subconscious. I try not to dwell on the whole situation because I cannot change it, but in the loneliness of my soul, I am broken! To make a bad situation worse... I found the pictures of a happier time. A place and time in my

The Lost Love
The Lost Love Is it Over, I am Fine, Thank You Dearly, For Your time, I'll Be Leaving, Don’t you Cry, I'll Be Back Soon, At least I'll Try, Cant You See There is No Time to Think, Selfishly, Yesterdays Gone, Tomorrow's Here, Cant Turn Back Now, I Wont Quit, I Still Love You I Swear I Always Will

Lost
Lost Another day aririves, at least you think it is a new day, you can't really be sure anymore, they all have started running together, night into day then day into night, and again an endless cycle, with hopes and dreams dashed upon the rocks along the way. Life has taken on a drab overcoating, that drapes over everything, touching everything in your life, nothing can escape its embrace, colors aren't as vibrant, food doesn't taste as it should, and even sex has lost the pizzaz it once had. You shuffle around in your lil life till one day the lights finally go off, and there you are, standing there in the dark, alone and afraid. The cold starts wrapping itself around you, bringing goosebumps to your flesh. You stand there debating what to do; you can stand still, feeling life course around you flowing with the course of time swirling past, with no chance of anything ever changing, or you can start to move in a direction, any direction,

Lost Love...
I knew this was a great start From our first hello I didn’t want us to depart You told me that we should remain friends But why? When I know deep inside you want it to be more I’m not here to hurt you, all I wanted was to be a friend and perhaps your lover Just wanted us to explore See how love can be when two people who desire each other Two people who don’t want another Two people who belong together Just want you to know that if you were mine there will be no other I do wish you the best in love and life But I wont give up that easily without a strife Cause you are still the one I want Though it kills me to think that you found another But I guess this is just another dream of mine So as I lay here in my bed...wishing and hoping that someday he will not decline I will find my true love one day and he will know that what I say is not a line

Lost For Words
Just found out one of my friends I grew up with has commited suicide. I find myself lost for words and saying to myself"he couldnt have, I cant see him doing that.. I must be missing something" Even came close to looking for someone too blame. The thing is you dont know anyone well enough then yourself, as much as you think you might..noone knows what is goin on in someones life or mind 100% I have known him since primary and find memories flooding my mind,yet sadness is over powering and the want too vomit is overwhelming. I sat here for 30 minutes thinking I knew what too type,what too say to his family...to myself. but I dont.

Lost
A lost soul in life What is to happen to some one that wants to be happy? What is a person to do that feels like they have lost every and that thy don’t belong any where. That has had so mine dreams inside. And thing that thy all ways want to do see and fell but in any more thy don’t think thy ever will. Some one that was so full off trust hope and faith and a believe in anther person and to. Have it all ripped a way in time as it every that thy had been dreaming was for nothing to know that nothing thy would ever do. Would ever change that. there are just some things that will never be know because lets facet if all was know then there would never be a question for any one to ask. My be the best thing that any one should do is just have some kind of hope faith and trust. That thing will get better and that will be bett

Lost In Your Eyes
Debbie GibsonElectric YouthLost In Your Eyes Verse 1:I get lost in your eyesAnd i feel my spirits riseAnd soar like the wind..Is it love that i am in?I get weak in a glanceIsn't that what's called romance?...and now i know'cause when i'm lost i can't let goChorus:I don't mind not knowing what i'm headed forYou can take me to the skies...It's like being lost in heavenWhen i'm lost in your eyesVerse 2:I just fell, don't know why[ Debbie Gibson Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Something's there we can't deny...And when i first knewWas when i first looked at youAnd if i can't find my wayIf salvation seems worlds awayOh, i'll be foundWhen i am lost in your eyesChorus:I don't mind not knowing what i'm headed forYou can take me to the skies...Oh it's like being lost in heavenWhen i'm lost in your eyesVerse 3:I get weak in a glanceIsn't this what's called romance?Oh, i'll be foundWhen i am lost in your eyes

Lost In Troublesome Thoughts.
I sit here in my thoughts - all of the things I've done and said. I wonder what other ways of life that I could of chose, other ways of life I could of lead. The people who I've crushed, the ones who have broken my heart ... no matter how much inner bruising I'll always stay alarmed; assert - you have to be ready, eventually everything falls apart.Always so confident and happy on the outside, but no one knows the half of what I hide in my mind - my soul. Sometimes I feel myself want to shatter, some of the time I just feel my heart grow so dark ... so fucking cold. Dismay seems to devour away at all the guilt and sorrow inside. All of this hurt just won't seem to abide ...Mayhem emotionally strikes my heart constantly, fuck it - I'll just drown all of it away. Maybe I can actually be someone, maybe one of these days ...

Lost One Of My Best Friends
July 20th my friend Lola passed away. I was a complete and total shock. Yes she had been sick, but was on the mend. Or so we thought. I met Lola 2 years ago on the first day of class when I went back to college. I was totally terrified that day - thinking omg I am going to be the oldest in the class, and I am going to fail -I al too stupid for school. Basically - WTF am i doing!?!?!?! The instructors did the typical ice breaker exercises - getting us to introduce ourselves and what not. The first class Tony had us group up somehow (I forget how) and Lola was in my group. I told her I was nervous as I hadn't been in school for a long time. She told me I would be just fine. We were friends from then on. Lola was always quick with a comment to make you laugh. She was intelligent, strong, independant, and wonderful. One of my favorite memories of her is when we went to see David Beckham play soccor. They search bags and what not as u go into the stadium. Lola pipes up - "Ar

Lost
I have lost myself, everything that I have call myself has changed and its all a result of an admitance to myself. The sorce of my being lost is a man, go figure right. I have loved this guy for years, even before I met him if thats even possible, but now I've admitted it to myself I'm afraid to even talk to him. Pathetic right? I love him more than myself, more than anything else that I have ever loved before combined together. He is my everything and I just wish that he could see it. It hurts to think that I may have lost him because he is everything to me. I can't breathe without him running through my mind, can't wake without wondering if he is alright or what he is doing. I know that he is the one. I know that he has always been THE ONE, THE ONLY ONE. I ran away so many time from him. Ran away from the love that I felt for him. It's just that I have been left by or beaten by every man in my life that I have ever felt love for and I was afraid that he would do the same. I mean in

Lost
My soul is hallowin deep in beneath the ground. Round from where I am I can see. What I came from to be this lifeless pain. I feel joltin me. This world I feel myself not in everything deep. All seepenin life what is worth all i dispurce. First mistake was bein born heart-shattered & torn. The world in what everyone wants/need. Disasterin life my life as it seems as it is. I give for what it take for whats at stake. Then hell what do i know I don't really know. All is out there & the lurkin shadows. Dream I dream I can't find a means stayin out of scenes. This war this world my soul hallowin beneath me underground round & round where my life goes/stops I don't know. Shit is nothin that i'll know that i'll never know that i should know. Nothin is all that i will know. This world I'm in disgust me feelin sick & ugly. Nothin is lovely this world around me is everything but above me. Can't remember how everything in the end will always remain drain. How the pain will show where does my lif

*lost In The Crowd
Have you ever felt numbOr incompleteLike all the goals you setYou'll never meetHow it will be when you're not aroundHow happy you'll make The people you've let downOr if it's all a phaseIf you'll ever winBounce back from all the timesThat you gave inI've got an addictionThat can't be curedSo I sit and ventI tell you with wordsI'm only humanAnd I make mistakesHow much moreUntil one guy breaksI'm not trying to bring you downI'm telling you how it isJust thinking out loudJust another faceLost in the crowd

Lost
Gorilla Zoe "Lost"(feat. Lil Wayne) [Gorilla Zoe] Walking around looking for a way But no one tells me which way to go I'm caught up in a world A labyrinth, a maze Where yes men could easily be known I ask them no questions They give me no answers Following the wise But they're walking in pampers Give me a cigarette Smoking my cancer Drink the pain away But I still have no answers[Hook:] I'm lost on a road Don't know which way to go I'm losing my mind Losing control of the wheel And I'm swerving On and off the road I'm lost on a road But survival is a must Don't know who I can trust I'm living in a rush I don't understand the fuss My brain is bout to bust[Chorus:] I think I'm losing it I might be losing it I just might lose Am I losing my mind? And I'm so confused I don't know what to do And I need a clue before I run out of time Am I losing it? Am I losing it? I think I'm losing I'm losing my mind Am I losing it? Am I losing it? I think I'm losing I'm losing my mind[Lil Wayne] I I

Lost Love
ONE DAY SOMEONE SPECIAL WILL BE GONE. AND ON THAT CLEAR ,COLD MORNING, IN THE WARMTH OF YOUR BEDROOM, YOU MIGHT BE STRUCK WITH THE PAIN OF LEARNING THAT SOMETIMES THERE ISNT ANY MORE, NO MORE HUGS, NO MORE LUCKY MOMENTS TO CELEBRATE TOGETHER, NO MORE PHONE CALLS JUST TO CHAT,NO MORE " JUST ONE MINUTE."SOMETIMES, WHAT WE CARE ABOUT THE MOST GOES AWAY, NEVER TO RETURN BEFORE WE CAN SAY GOODBYE, SAY "I LOVE YOU".SO WHILE WE HAVE IT, ITS BEST WE LOVE IT AND CARE FOR IT,AND FIX IT WHEN ITS BROKEN AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF IT WHEN ITS SICK,THIS IS TRUE FOR MARRIAGE AND FRIENDSHIPS AND CHILDREN WITH BAD REPORT CARDS:AND DOGS WITH BAD HIPS: AND AGING PARENTS AND GRANDPARENTS.WE KEEP THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE WORTH IT,BECAUSE WE CHERISH THEM!THERE ARE JUST SOME THINGSTHAT MAKE US HAPPY, NO MATTER WHAT LIFE IS IMPORTANT AND SO ARE THE PEOPLE WE KNOW;AND SO, WE KEEP THEM. I RECIEVED THIS FROM MY SISTER TODAY WHO THOUGHT I WAS A " KEEPER"

Lost
Lost in confusion In love with an illusion A fantasy that can never be A time I will never see Lost in dreams Nothing what it seems Wanting to live out my desires Not having the strength it requires Lost in grief Depression steals in like a thief Emotions running high Strength in short supply Lost in fantasy Wanting to live in reality The world beckons to me I can't hear its plea Lost am I Only wanting to cry Life has become surreal Can't deal with how I feel

Lost To Me
I can’t believe this is the last time that we’re together. I never wanted to do anything to turn you away. But it seems that’s exactly what I’ve done. It’s a terrible feeling to know that your love has faded. That you just got tired of all my shit. I’m sorry for all that I put you through. The pain and the suffering that I instilled upon you. The thought of not seeing you again troubles me deeply. Knowing that you chose him kills me. It stabs at the very core of my pride. But I guess I brought that on myself. Not showing you how much I love you. How much you mean to me. How I can’t live another day without you in my life. But that’s something that I have to deal with. That I ran you away. And nothing that I say can bring you back to me. Cause my attitude lost me the best thing I’ve ever had; you. Now what am I going to do? From here on out you’re lost to me.

Lost
God help me...But I went into my dad's house tonite looking to be sure that things were still there and finding nothing to settle these questions...And slowly but surely things are disappearing...I don't know what to do...The step monster is in contact with a lawyer...the number was there right on the caller i.d....A phone call from the VA in Phlladelphia has disappeared from the caller i.d. and she swears no one has contacted her...Money is being switched from one bank account to another within minutes of each other...And tonite when my dad became clear enuf to talk...He refused meds...Demanded to go home...And we couldn't take him...And she turned and pointed at me and told me that "it's your decision"....I'm in a situation where the only one I trust is my dad and he's not capable of controling anything....or telling me anything....With two women battling from both sides...And one who's doing everything in her power to keep him from coming home with hospice care...Another doing every

Lost Foot Ball Games And Money And Bets
on night after3and a 1/2days of being up my coolaid mixer told me he was cooler than me?i told it u can argue with me when ur hot and steamy but in the tolite...jking but irealy dont wanna talk about the gator aid cus my freind lost 120 bucks and i had to shave my chest hair ...sad but true flordia gators lost that game..

Lost In You
Lost In You I see your face before me. An inch separates our lips. I feel the warmth of your breath as it flows from your mouth. Your eyes the window to your soul heed my captive, I feel your thirst, as you devour me. I am yours. As my moist palms rest mildly against the roughness of your cheeks the prickly sensation that generates my blood. I pull you close, our lips touch gently, I can smell your essence, and it compels me. I am yours; my heart pounds my breathing increases. Your hands are upon my waist, you force my body to unite with yours. My body feels unspeakable desire. Your hand palpates stroking my lower back. I urge myself to pull from you. I can’t I feel alive; I fear the destruction of my will as you lower your lips to my neck. Control is a forgotten word as I allow my will to devolve. You sense my deliberate motion; you ingest this as me mouthing the words “Yes”. You lift your head, you look into my eyes, you see th

Lost
I feel trapped. I feel stuck.Just cant seem to get over this hump.Cant go around, I cant climb up.Makes me wanna grab my blade and cut.Drain my sadness, bleed my sorrows,But I dont wanna just sit and wallow.Maybe I will feel better tomorrow,Just give me a little more time to borrow.I'm reaching out, but no one's there.Not a single person in my life that cares.Knowing that - its so hard to bear.EVERYONE needs SOMEONE to care.It's so unfair, I feel so lost.What if Jesus never had to bear the cross?What if there is no God or Heaven?What if everything we learned was false?Is this all there is? If it is, I'm through.Why is it everytime I talk to Him-He always seems to be talking to you?Am I no good? Am I too far gone?Cause I've felt that way for far too long.It's the same old song, just a different beat.Don't sit down, please beat your feet.Don't waste your time, there ain't nothin' to see.Ain't nothin' important, it's only me.Please keep it movin', dont look back,Cause most of this rhyme

Lost In A Void
lost in a void Current mood: numb Category: Romance and Relationships what is turning into needthis addiction i find i must feed i cant seem to stop and im in for a big drop life is empty im so alone cant stand reality my soul has been ripped from me i dont know what to do i cant seem to find my way through worn and thin my only demise beginssave me from myself something or someone give me something to hold on to before i come unglued no words could describe how lost i am i dont want to give up on myself i dont want to give into this death i want to feel something real something to make the pain heal but no one wants someone who is dead and i am now on my death bed betrayed ,broken and bleeding darkness is all im seeing nothing in this fucked up world matters to me anymore all my cries are just ignoredand now im fucking bored no drug could numb me enough this path im draining down here i am at the end of my rope with life i can no longer cope tel

Lost In The Night
He entered into the sunset, In search of his dream And he left all the treasure He had acquired behind. Familiar places no longer On the horizon, A place he has never been Is what lies ahead for him. The sun setting on a life He once knew-- Never rising on the new. He left it all behind and became, Lost in the night. Robert J Nye (2009)

Lost. . .
again i loved, and again I lost. . . again I believed, and I'm paying the cost. . . Yesterday I was so happy in love, today I'm falling apart. . . all because I took a chance, and opened up my heart. . . now all my hopes and dreams are gone with the wind. . . So I crawl back into my shell, where lonliness is my only true friend. . . back to the only friend I've ever really known. . . just a empty shell of skin and bone. . . no love, no heart, no spirit, no soul. . . nothing, but a great big black hole. . . no hope, no future in sight. . . Lost in a void, a world with no light. . . a place where my cries are the only sound. . . a place so cold and distant, I may as well be six feet under ground. . .

Lost, Original Entry In My Diary Of Life
Lost somewhere unknown, so deep in the vast reaches of my mind. Seem to be cast adrift in an endless sea of dispair. Criss crossing through life, the roadblocks and detours many. Each leading me to another nightmare. Each nightmare hard to make any sense of. Each day spent consists of counting the minutes and hours trapped in this troubled life. Each day seems to pushing me closer to insanity. Everywhere I look brings dispair. No corner or passage seems to save me. Destined to never escape this living nightmare. Freedom seems to not be an option, Seems my destiny in life is to dwell in this memory. Left alone to face this tragic form of life alone. Trying so hard to be an angel, but slipping closer and closer to the darker side of life. Guess it is time to accept it and continue the present path till life itself ends.

Lost Feeling
Lost Feeling Many times, life feels like a journey. Not surprisingly, in dreamland, the journey becomes confused. This may be a simple reflection of a dream that did not make sense or a dream story that did not seem to go anywhere. However, there are two ways to become lost, both of which say a lot about how we view ourselves in waking. First is being lost because you have choices and lack the ability to know which one to make. This may include dreams of driving a car, mall dreams, amusement park dreams, or other dreams where opportunities become uncertain. The other version of feeling lost is isolation, or a sense that motion is not leading to progress. Which image of feeling lost most accurately conveys your awareness in the dream? If you are lost due to choices, you may be at a point in life where you are unsure of what you want. This may include vocational, relationship, or personal values that seem up-for-grabs. It may also reflect an inability to see where a particular choice

A Lost Child (written By B.b. Wolf)
My sweet mother so high in the darkness. Shine your pale love light down on your lost son. Everyday I feel closer to death, preying for it. Ive forgotten what its like to run with the pack and feel the forrest in my veins. The afterlife beckons.... I have nothing left to keep me here, so I walked on padded feet slowly to my own death. She is beautiful in her black garbs as she opens her embrace to me. I meet her lips for an instant and I am no more. Another lost child of of the past finding my home where all things long since lost have found thier rest.

Lost Part One
LOSTAfter a day of backpacking through the blue mountains you decide to head home a little after sunset. On a lone dark road winding thru the woods trying to find a major road, the check engine light comes on forcing you to pull over. A sigh of disbelief escapes your lips wondering what else can go wrong, as you come to a dead stop smoke bellows from underneath the hood. You lay your head against the steering wheel in a sigh of frustration, you pull your cell phone from your purse to attempt to call for help, but you so far out in the woods there is no signal. As a wave of despair washes over you curse a loud, as you sit there for a few moments looking in both directions and no sign of any passing cars the darkness seems to creep up all around you enveloping you. You scan there area looking for some sign of life a house to make call from would be nice you say to yourself, then off in the distance you see a light, you head out to see if hopefully you can reach the source and call for he

Lost Part Two
LOST PART TWOAs you lay there body just racked with pleasure and fear. Voice’s murmur behind you, yet you can no make out what there saying. Then suddenly your kissed, a deep and passionate kiss, you taste yourself on his lips. As you feel yourself being lifted up, and lowered on to the man you feel his thick head of his cock spread your quivering, wet pussy lips. You moan in delight as the intrusion, as he went deeper you moan and take it all in. without thinking your begin to rock on him back and forth feeling him grow stiffer inside you throbbing in you, as you get into your rhythm another set of hands push you forward.As you fall on top of him his kisses your neck even more, and he lifts up in you and begins to cross your legs with his and pumps form underneath. Your feel your own juices dripping down and making his balls soaked with your cream. His hands running up and down your back grabbing your ass cheeks and spreading them, then you feel the other hand running inside you

Lost Feelings (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 12)
I Wander Through The Abyss. It's Dark And Loving Embrace. It Never Leaves Me Alone. It's My Only Saving Grace. It Never Leaves My Side. It's My One True Guiding Light. It Never Leaves Me Alone. It's Love Feels So Right. It's Better Than Some Feelings. Or Better Yet Not Feeling At All. It's Better Than Some Feelings I Have. It's At My Beck And Call. Where Is My Shelter From My Pain? The Umbrella From My Pain? For Once I Want To Wake Up And Not Have TO Deal With Hate. Forget These Feelings I Have. I Just Want To Let Them Go. To Never Feel Anything Again. To Lose My Self Control. Sometimes I Just Want To Punch A Mirror. To See If The Wounds Will Heal. So Here Is Too The Real World. I Don't Care About It Forevermore. To This Land Of Fantasy I Journey. Where Feelings Aren't Lost Anymore As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis NEVERMORE!!!!

Lost I Am To You.....
Lost I am to you…. When I close my eyes I can see you here with me. In my dreams is where I find the peace you bring to me. Wanting it to never end I drift away to a place and time where time never ends. Feeling your soft touch upon my cheek brings a smile to my face. Hearing your laugh fills my heart with a joy that cannot be explained. Holding you in my arms is all I have ever wanted. It's in your touch that I find peace. The storms that once filled my head with rage are calmed with the simplest of smiles. Are you just a dream that was created in my mind? The dream of a woman that could make me lose my thoughts when she entered the room. I know she must be real for it is in my heart that I feel a connection that caused all of my thoughts to come to a standstill. Could she just be a muse used to awaken the wants and needs of my fragile heart? I must find her. For she is the key that could change this man into something better than he is. Is she the wind that tussles my hair?

Lost
um... don't ask ME, I just wrote the thing! LOST What to do, where to go? The paths to walk jumble at my feet. I followed a blind man down the path, now I am also lost. A classic case of the blind leading the blind. He held my dreams as putty in his searching hands. Shaping, twisting, molding, to his blind idea of right. Who can see? Who will lead me to my place of rest? I reach out and grab a sleeve. 9-23-97

Lost Soul
Verse1 As i look into one life Look apond it one time Look into one hands feeling the blood rushing threw one veins almost like a game Chrous You walk on one thing line Walking through the pain Falling to the Ground (broken glass) You gasp for redemption Verse 2 Fire in your eyes makes a false impression give one knee to the ground you pray for your life just broke away break down Ones Lost Soul Is other giving looking through the glass Makes a difference choice one path one soul or you forever be lost apond the stone

Lost ( A Poem)
I am so lost Ill do whatever it takes at any cost. I can't breathe anymore All I do is cry As I fall to the floor. Never hearing a sound never knowing.... As my heart pounds. My eyes are swollen My head is numb from the love you've stolen. I don't know what went wrong when I woke up And you were gone. I will fall on my knees with tears in my eyes And beg you PLEASE If you'd just come back, come back.... I'm so Lost!!!

Lost Who Will Find Me
Shit man you think that you have real rough look at me very closely and that you will see that I not shit to do or what the fuck that I really want to do. I am a man that lost and that have very few friends and that really give a damn what people say. I am a person with a compassion heart but don't get that screw up I will fuck you up if I think that you are fucking me over. I am a person damn it and I do have feelings too although I don't show it. I spend mostly of mine life wishing that I was dead I and praying that I was dead and everyday I wake up and the first words that come out of mine mouth is damn why I am still alive. Is there really a God if so he will know that I don't want to be here. God answer all prays then why he is not answer mine. All I want to do is to be dead or alone and alone is almost near dead anyway. I just that I know and that I am so lost and I need help to find mine way but there is no one to help this person I just me against the world and guess

Lost In Love
There is no one i mean no one know what true love is everyone pretends to say it to there signficant others ,but the ones that know how to truly love someone ,,unless,, ur heart,, is in it ...then u will never find LOVE because it will be nothing but pure lust after someone u can /or cant have its a sexual desire,your lust after her or him ,,,that my friend isnt LOVE that is LUST and until u figure that out ,the only thing u will find is a deadend to another losing battle of ur sexual drive ,,there so many lost minds in the gutter over this controversary,,,and no one wins nothing,,,so stop the hurting of the ppl u say u love and love them for what they not what u want them to be ,GROW UP PEOPLE

Lost
i can stare into your eyes, and be lost in them i can hold you and you hold me and i would be lost in your arms i could be in a forest and hear your sigh,i could be broken hearted, and i could cry i am forever thinking of you, always, iam forever remembering you always but am forever lost without you...always

Lost Hoping To Find
recently i have een trying to find a man by the name of chris heckman for my daughter wants to know where he is i have put his name on myspace and facebook and yahoo and yearbook but no one knows him this my last try if you know him and know his mom by the nam of terry heckmen please email me at anakiper@yahoo.com thank you

Lost!!!
Lost!!!! I find myslf in the dark, Searching and Searching but I can not find the one I am searching for. He is here but he is hiding and will not let me see I know he is here because I feel him, breath, think, his soul I smell him, his sweet, amber smell, I taste him, but yet I can not find him to touch and smell and taste yet again. Ohhh I feel so lost.. Please come and find me so I can feel something, that I have only been allowed to feel once for a brief moment in time, I will not loose you because of the darkness!!! Our souls are as one.... Come and find me! For I am lost and fear I may never be found...

Lost
i would've been there for you though it all, but you never gave me the chance, running around and tripping, tripping over ourselves blindly without a glance, our friendship taking the defeat. once upon a time our souls would join as our eyes met. id stick around for you, but your not doing the same too, i finally opened my pretty eyes to see, the old scars healed, then blackened as you made a deal, to never reverberate your voice my way, everything between us died that day, the poison is still in my veins, as you kill me quietly with no fair chance for change, it hurts so much i know words will never be enough, and i guess thy never were. the words were rough but we are still alive, and if that doesn't say something i don't know what does. I Love You so much. whats the point of going on? when everything is gone? i'm stuck here with no love to my name, abandoned in a vacant wasetland, to pick up the shards and somehow form my love for life again, walking on the

Lost In The Living
hey first blog. put em up. LOL First and foremost i neeed to enter the newest theory that sprung from my mind today. health care is nothing more than a scam to force the general population to conform to neofacist docterins designed to clone us and then sterilize us so the World population growth can be dropped to nothing, allowing the government total control over our lives. Next........i'm at a lost, i not good about talking aboutt myself..... so please forgive if my thoughts are chaotic. oh i got stopped tonight. cop was going for glory bust. kept trying to get me to say i had drugs on me or in my car. which i didn't. but i also didn't have my liscence. which due to being so angry about not gettin his glory bust, he completely forgot about it, let me fof on a warning for failure to use my blinkers. freaking glory hounds. not much else happened. so i guess i willl close. Ordum Necronis

Lost
I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closerI don’t know where I standI don’t know what you want from meOr if you care at allYour words lash out and hurtThen lovingly draw me inI don’t know what you want from meDo you want this to endDon’t turn tablesOr place this on meJust come out and tell meWhat it is you wantI can’t read minds I don’t know where I standAre you pushing me awayOr are you going to finally let me in

Lost By Anouk
If roses are meant to be red And violets to be blue Why isn't my heart meant for you My hands longing to touch you But I can barely breathe Starry eyes that make me melt Right in front of me Lost in this world I even get lost in this song And when the lights go down That is where I'll be found This music's irresistible Your voice makes my skin crawl Innocent and pure I guess you heard it all before Mister Inaccessible Will this ever change One thing that remains the same You're still a picture in a frame Lost in this world I even get lost in this song And when the lights go down That is where I'll be found I get lost in this world I get lost in your eyes And when the lights go down That's where I'll be found Yeah yeah I get lost in this world I get lost in your eyes And when the lights go down Am I the only one Ooh

Lost..
Ok..I have a lot on my mind..and I'm just going to throw it out there..I know that there arent many of you that are going to give a fuck about any of this..and even fewer who will take this seriously...but i dont give a shit at this point..I'm not a whining emo prick..I'm not here for sympathy..I just want to get this off my chest..so here it goes.. I have spent the last 3 years of my life taking nothing but hell..Got knocked up..the guy ran off..Abused..Cheated on..Raped...and just all around in hell..and I have done everything I can to suck it up and move on..I thought i was doing ok..I finally started planning my life with someone..Someone who really gave a damn about me..and now its all over..and I'm sitting here crying and hurt because I know its my fault..I let all the stress get to me..For once i wasnt strong enough... There were things that I asked for..that didnt happen..there are things that I need that just arent there..I thought getting out of the relationship might ta

Lost Family Members
Today I read a bulletin that brought back memories from 2002. The bulletin was posted about a fu member who had lost 4 family members in a fire. This is devistating and i can relate. In 2002 I lost 4 young family members to a drunk driver. They were on there way to see a movie. I will never forget the horror the took place that night after one of my nieces came pounding on my door screaming, "there dead aunt Sue, they are all dead." At that moment I felt as though the life had drained from myself as well. There were 2 survivors that night, my nephew who was driving his car and the drunk driver. Boyd Knouse is the name of the drunk driver, he was only 20 at the time and not only did he take my 4 family members, but he also killed 2 of his friends, 6 died in all that horrible night. The ages of the victims were (my family) Nicole, 22... Richard 17... Jeremiah 14 and last but definitely not least Shane who was only 8. Boyds friends were 18 and 19. I spent a week in the hospital p

Lost
I try so hard to escape my past. I wish everyday that these feelings won’t last. I feel like I’m drowning in a sea of sorrows. Fighting to swim to see tomorrow. My will to fight fades more every day. All the beautiful things now seem so gray. Searching for something that I can’t find. Feeling like I’m losing my mind. Will I make it back to where I was? The happiness I remember is all a fuzz. As I float in this sea alone, My memories start to roam. I’ve made it though this once before. Now I pray I can make it once more.

Lost In Hope!!!
I fall for someone They treat me harshly I am wanting to love someone But what is love? Is it someone who makes you have butterflies? Is it someone you known your whole life? Is it someone you know your happy with? What is it? I have lost so much hope Knowing what that word means I have cried I have stressed I have been emotional Over one little word Love I have lost hope on it An seem to not know what it is Is love even out their for such a young woman Like myself Even being Bisexual or Lesbian

Lost Passion
..Grab your facelook into lonely eyesmaking a wish soft lips speak soft wordsLost passionIs what we foundbut eternal fire speaksto a lost beingTracing footsteps Can make one heart crumbleFallin to the groundTouching every tear before it hits

Lost Love
Life frozen or caught on fire, why does it matter? Cut deep or shallow scratch,in narrow alleys with a patch of darkness. Falling up or getting down, a cup of glass cutting our throats. Mass collections of suicide notes, and a small amount of hope. Falling into death in deep with darkness, seeking thought or maybe not. Going in circles with out a fight, not slavery and so far out of sight. Loss and false hopes binding us down,its our cost of not being found.Sounds of voices peek in our heads, fallen asleep deep in our beds.Graves of memories found in our dreams,deep dreams filling with passion and rising with action.Faith calling and showing our fates,knowing of death and full of hates.Sedating our minds and lost hopes of love,kind and gentle thoughts of warmness,Killed our fate of endless fought circles,lonelyness found here between worlds.The sound of calling,found and falling

Lost Forever
Do you need me when I want you? Why is it so hard to move on? I want you back, but I get no answer. I lay in the dark and cry myself to sleep, just to dream of your touch. I hate being away from you. i thought I could move on to a bigger bond, but that bond is forever gone. I still ask God why it happened that way. I will always miss you and love you. My life may never be complete again. Then again maybe I'm destined to be alone forever. I cry when I cant be there where you are. But then again I'm no angel. Please stay safe and look in on me from time to time. Maybe one day our spirits will meet up again.