NiNjAbitch500's blog: "lost"

i would've been there for you though it all,

but you never gave me the chance,

running around and tripping,

tripping over ourselves blindly without a glance,

our friendship taking the defeat.

once upon a time our souls would join as our eyes met.

id stick around for you,

but your not doing the same too,

i finally opened my pretty eyes to see,

the old scars healed,

then blackened as you made a deal,

to never reverberate your voice my way,

everything between us died that day,

the poison is still in my veins,

as you kill me quietly with no fair chance for change,

it hurts so much i know words will never be enough,

and i guess thy never were.

the words were rough but we are still alive,

and if that doesn't say something i don't know what does.

I Love You so much.

whats the point of going on? 

when everything is gone?

i'm stuck here with no love to my name,

abandoned in a vacant wasetland,

to pick up the shards and somehow form my love for life again,

walking on the fragmented love you used to send,

but now it has come to an end...

I'm falling as you run endlessly,

this is what happens when you drive love and pain on the same one way street.

I Love You so much it hurts.

you pushed me further and further away,

i can prove to you I'm not just dirt,

i guess its to late.

i lost my best friend.