The key to my heart seems to be lost or at the very least, misplaced. Every time it seems I actually do something right, I turn around and screw up in everyone's eyes. I had a boyfriend, granted he wasn't the best and he screwed up a lot, I was happy. Then I realized that I was happier with someone else but the distance keeps us apart. We want to be together but now that I've told him that this week I will be enlisting in the Navy, I'm afraid I lost him too. Either no one wants to see me follow my dreams and desires or else I'm just a screwup in this world. I break non-existent promises, crush a heart with enticing words that are stronger than an atomic bomb. If I was to leave everyone seems to make it out that the world would fall apart. I'm everyone's mother, daughter, sister, lover, wife and maid. If I was to leave who would pick up after others, who would offer advice, who would draw their ex boyfriends name and a frown face on the bottom of a shoe and step on it in front of your best friend to make it laugh? Who? Who, I ask.
