Fubar Blog Posts 2

Loss After Turning 36
Yeah, I'm single again. My luck has only been bad when it comes to men. Give me one that has a good paying job, land, and would pamper me till I couldn't stand it and I wouldn't pay a bit of attention to him at all. Now if he's homeless,jobless,pennyless, and just a plain mental case send him my way. That's how it's been all my life with the ones I choose to take home with me. Think I'll ever learn? I am gonna try to turn a new leaf over. I've got a few prospects, but I'm on the rebound from lost love, so who knows. Maybe turning 36 will help me to get a new look on life and find the one I am suppose to be with. If I don't oh well, I'm gonna have a great time looking. I'm trying to remember when life gives u lemons, make lemonade! Smile it makes people wonder what's on u're mind.

Loss
Have you ever wanted something so badly that the "want" became a physical force in your life that you could feel? I wanted something just that badly for years. On August 13, 2000 that want ceased. Desire became a reality. A blessing I had come to need rather than just want. My heart no longer beat so much as it drummed a melody of happiness. The physical force of want turned into an excitement that was so much more powerful. I didn't walk, I skipped. I didn't speak but sang. I was pregnant with my first baby. Life couldn't have been more perfect. In 9 months I would be breathing in that freah sweet aroma of newness that babies possess. Counting ten tiny fingers and ten tiny toes. I would be staring into the eyes of perfection. The overwhelming feeling of experiencing nearly every emotion at once was enough to burst a heart. Both joy and fear and everything that came along with the both of them flooded my mind and body like a tidal wave. For 19 days I obsessed over every detail of mine

The Loss Of A Cousin
My eyes filled up with tears as I heard the news It never occurred to me, how much I could lose I find myself wishing that it wasn't real Every time I think about it, pain is all I can feel Tears fall from my eyes, I can barely see But my heart tells me that he'll always be with me I’m glad he feels no pain now-he lives in a perfect land I can still feel the soft touch on my shoulder of his loving hand I lie in bed and cry at night And I don’t feel any better in the morning light And I will love and miss him forever Until the day we are again together. Together in that perfect place above, Filled with caring, sharing and love But until that day comes- I will wipe my tears away. And hopefully see him again someday The Loss of a Cousin by Collette N. Alaniz from Family Friend Poems.com

Loss Of Frosty Freeze R.i.p.-rsc 4 Ever
On April 3rd, 2008 at approximately 7:50am, Wayne "FROSTY FREEZE" Frost started his journey in to the next life. Our condolences go to his family and friends and all who knew of his great legacy. Frosty acknowledged those of us who came to visit him and was in good company during his last moments on this earth. For those of you who had the honor of knowing him, we all know that Frosty had a very celebrative spirit. I met Frosty in 1982,and im lucky enough to stayed friends with him all the way until his untimely passing, He was constantly educating people and helped preserve the rich history of urban and Hip Hop culture. He was "the walking Hip Hop encyclopedia" and was one of the few brothers who had almost total recall in terms of history. We ask that you remember him as this great positive light who cared and loved many of us just as we loved and cared for him. On this day, we ask that people continue to keep him in their prayers.Frosty i will never 4 get u bro,and im sure fight now

Loss
rick's mom, my mother in law, Judy, died yesterday morning. she was like a 2nd mom to me and i'm taking it almost as badly as he is. she died in her sleep, they're estimating between 3 and 4:30am. he got one of those weird feelings about 4:33am. i'm going with that as time of death. he's taking it extra hard because he called several times sunday to wish her a happy mother's day and couldn't get through bc she was on the phone with terry and janet. so he figured he'd call yesterday. never got the chance. doesn't help that he's on this whole "i've lost both women that i love" kick. dad said she was having a really good day - down on the floor even playing with the puppy. and now she's gone. just didn't wake up. i guess it's better that way, that she went peacefully, but it doesn't make it easier for any of us, not having any time to prepare. darion seems to be doing alright. i figured he would - i remember being that age and losing my grandparents. you just kind of move on. i'm lucky i

The Loss Of A Child
This is not something I wrote, but I can really relate to it. I have lost 2 children of my own. It's not important as to who wrote it, unless he would like to reveal himself. But it's the message inside. Thank you darling for allowing me to post this. March 2, 2007 - What no parent should have to go through. This is a blog of what no parent should go through and that is the loss of a child. This a select group that I hope no other parent will join. But I know such as life is that is not to be. You never want to open your door and have the police standing there at 4:30AM because you know the reason they are there and it isn't because you forgot to pay a parking ticket. There is onl one reason and one reason only that they are standing there. The first thought through your mind is which child is it. A lot of things become blurred. You stagger around and you say NO that is not the way it is suppose to be. I'm supposed to go before my kids. They want you to sit but you think irr

The Loss Of A Good Man
Ok, Let's all have a moment in silence in memory of Carl, owner of SudSuckers bar, my neighborhood watering hole. I don't really know what to say right now, Earlier today I had all these thoughts running through my head as to what I could blog about, but I went out with Chris tonight to go shopping then decided to stop in at our local watering hole, SudSuckers, and I found out from his daughter that he had passed away earlier this week. Carl was like a father to me, I have always had a dream of owning my own bar and I would often discuss this with him and learn from his experiences as a bar owner. Just like every business owner I have ever known he always tried to persuade me away from owning my own business. We laughed, we joked, we had a good time every time I walked through those doors, But tonight was different. I had heard through a rumor that Carl had passed away earlier this week and I decided to follow up on it, I noticed that his Daughter, Carla, was there tonite and I decided

Loss Of Our Son
My beloved little boy, I felt you grow inside my body for 6 months. Sometimes u kick your mommy so hard and times you were gentle. Daddy and I were so excited about bringing you home. We never knew you be taken from our arms. The doctors tried so hard to keep you inside mommy but it was nothing could prevent what happened. You were so beautiful when me and daddy held you for the few moments of life you did live. I will never regret us holding you and that you passed away in our arms. We rather had you die in our arms than in a strange doctors. Mommy and Daddy love you so much Danger,but know you can not be with us. You r our little angel looking down at us from heaven. We will always have u in our hearts our baby boy.

A Loss Of A Young Soul
on july 19th we suffered a great loss. A close personal friend passed on from this world to the next.. he was my daughter's first boyfriend. he was a great kid who i was very fond of.. his name was anthony day... he was doing what normal kids do on a hot summer day. he was at the local swimming hole near his mom's house. He swung off the rope swing into the water, and nothing seemed wrong, after a few minutes he did not reappear and everyone there lnew something was wrong.. it took police divers 30 minutes to retrieve the body .. he was pronounced dead at the hospital...the only sign of trauma was a small gash on his head.. so the only thing we can figure is that he hit his head on a rock or something and was knocked out, and the current tookk him away... the saddest part of this tragedy is he was only 13 years old.. a young soul taken too early.. we loved you anthony and you will be missed!

Loss And Rebuilding
last tues i lost my mate of ten years she went in sun with a heart attack was kept on life support ,she fought to recover but at 2:30 a.m lost the battle she was 72, since her death i,ve been working on dealing with never seeing her again or hearing her voice , i,m getting better day by day but i know i have a long road ahead, i,m gratefull for all the support i,ve gotten from friend and strangers online it helps the recover process alot.

Loss
In less then a weeks time I lost someone that I thought was the love of my life...Just when I thought things couldn't get worse I lost my cousin today. Never take for granted that your loved ones will always be there. No matter if you are fussing with them or hugging just make sure before you walk away or hang up that phone tell them that you love them..you may not ever have another chance. Don't assume they already know your feelings and don't take it for granted there will be another chance. Sometimes life isn't fair and that second chance may not always be there. Even if they are close friends say thank you for being there for me and I love you for that, for that friend may be taken away one day. Even with your children yes they may spill things on your clean floor or may just make a huge mess out of anything, but be thankful you have them to make that mess for one day they may not be there. Just remember tomorrow isn't promised and live each day as if it were your last. Liv

Loss Of Food
My daughter went to put some frozen orange juice into the freezer for me yesterday afternoon.....I never checked it after and this morning I went to get waffles for the girls for breakfast and realized that the freezer door was not closed.....Everything was completely thawed out. There was over hundred dollars of food in there :( Don't get me wrong, I know things could have been worse, it just is another set back and hard for me to keep dealing with these negative things happening...I just wish positive things would happen for me...

Loss Of Jason(done By Mom Aka Cherkle Sept. 24th 1987 1 Month & 10 Days After Jay Died)
The pain is hard to handle. I miss his sweet smile in the mornings his face would light up so much when he smiles. The way he loved to sit up and look around. He would look when you held him up and he was looking at you or I. His smile would and look would make you feel so wonderful. He has twinkling blue eyes. He was our angel sent from heaven. His loved touched us all. But, God took our angel home with him. God is watching over our baby. We miss him so much our beautiful baby Jason and trying to go on living without him is very difficult because our love was so strong for him. His brother Chris misses Jason but, he loves Jason with all our hearts as we all do. Jason touched our lives to a great extent. The apartment is so quiet now. With no cries for a bottle or to be held. No rush to a crying baby. Our hearts and arms ache for our Jason. No other baby will ever take his place in our lives. He will always be our second baby. He his our angel. Our lives continue to

Loss Of Jason(done By Mom Aka Cherkle Sept. 24th 1987 1 Month & 10 Days After Jay Died)
Loss of Jason(Done by Mom aka Cherkle Sept. 24th 1987 1 month & 10 days after Jay died) The pain is hard to handle. I miss his sweet smile in the mornings his face would light up so much when he smiles. The way he loved to sit up and look around. He would look when you held him up and he was looking at you or I. His smile would and look would make you feel so wonderful. He has twinkling blue eyes. He was our angel sent from heaven. His loved touched us all. But, God took our angel home with him. God is watching over our baby. We miss him so much our beautiful baby Jason and trying to go on living without him is very difficult because our love was so strong for him. His brother Chris misses Jason but, he loves Jason with all our hearts as we all do. Jason touched our lives to a great extent. The apartment is so quiet now. With no cries for a bottle or to be held. No rush to a crying baby. Our hearts and arms ache for our Jason. No other baby will ever take his

Loss Of Member
Faith is on a leave of absence.......She will be off line for a while for some personal issues still be part of the family. Kevin, will be leaving the family.......We are so very sorry that your gone...if u want to come back let us know...... Faith MyNameIsFaith@ fubar Kevin ☮Kevin☮ -- Fu-Hubby of Sunfirelab-- Club United@ fubar MsBratt, Angel Eyes, Basstracker

The Loss
Im sitting here and I cant find the words to say right now except Im at a loss in my life. Im at a loss in which direction I need to go in or do I have the strength to take a step and continue to walk. Its true that God will never put more on you than you can stand...so why do I feel like the weight of the world is on me and Im heavy and cant hold my head up. I feel like I dont want to continue this fight called life. Instead of washing my babies lil faces Im making funeral arrangements to put them beside their grandfather. I know I am not the only woman who has lost a child and I wont be the last , but in my heart I feel like Im alone in this pain. I wont be able to hear them say their first words or take their first steps or fuss at them for breaking glass . where is the future? I have loss my hope and my faith and right now I need prayer . I need God to hold me close and never let go. To all my friends here on FUBAR I thank you for the love, I thank you for the tears you have cried

The Loss Of My Daddy
I am emotionally a wreck because my dad just died last month and his birthday was jan 4 he would of been 60.he died from cancer i am a wreck cause i dont know how to deal with the loss and the pain i feel i get into these moods where i cry and cry and cant stop...does anyone know how i can cope with this?please give me advice thx

Loss
She cries in the shadows Tears of crimson streaking her face For the loss of her dream Shatterd in his selfish thoughts The one she protected Cast from his eyes Cared not for in the light Shut away from his thoughts Concerned with himself Not caring of the other parts of her Thinking only of his wants To the beat of HIS heart She cries in the shadows Lost in the shattered mirror The dream faded grey He is losing his chance

Loss For Words?
I dunno.Things are moving, Here in the Blackness. Things with teeth. Being eaten away. This is half-disjointed ramble, Half goodbye, one could say. The irony is we can damn near impeach, Yet we can't overthrow bloody-handed Tyrant God? I'm tired of this life. I demand a refund. Just one thing I ask.. Well, two, really. Remember me, as I was. And..don't be suprised where my Tao leads.

Loss Of A Child
"THIS IS BEAUTIFUL, TRY NOT TO CRY" She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?' The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.' Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?' The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.' Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said

Loss Of Jason
Loss of Jason(Done by Mom ak swwet southern angel) Sept. 24th 1987 1 month & 10 days after Jay died) post date: 2008-08-27 16:38:46 views: 4 comments: 1 ratings: 0 The pain is hard to handle. I miss his sweet smile in the mornings his face would light up so much when he smiles. The way he loved to sit up and look around. He would look when you held him up and he was looking at you or I. His smile would and look would make you feel so wonderful. He has twinkling blue eyes. He was our angel sent from heaven. His loved touched us all. But, God took our angel home with him. God is watching over our baby. We miss him so much our beautiful baby Jason and trying to go on living without him is very difficult because our love was so strong for him. His brother Chris misses Jason but, he loves Jason with all our hearts as we all do. Jason touched our lives to a great extent. The apartment is so quiet now. With no cries for a bottle or to be held. No r

Loss Of Respect
Its one thing to call yourself classy, but when it comes to acting like it EPIC FAIL. Man I seriously lost respect for someone on here i had held in high regard. long story short, I noticed a change in behavior, went to a mutual friend about it and got slapped in a literary sense by both of em. one explanation is it had something to do with me, and if it did and said person didnt even say anything about it, but just chose to ignore me, shame on her. other explanation is it had nothing to do with me, in which case, what the hell happened? and can ya blame me for coming to that conclusion with that particular timing? I think not. I know Im being vague but this is venting more than anything. so let me make this clear, I expect my friends to be accountable for themselves and upfront with me. If you cant be upfront with me, especially when its an issue that may have to do with me...... delete me now. I expect high quality of people as my friends and it saddens me when

Loss Unexpected
Sometimes we really need to stop and think, "DO the people in our lives really know how we feel about them". Yesterday I recieved a call from a friend I haven't spoken to in five years, he called me from the hospital, barely able to talk. He wanted me to know that he was admitted for an overdose and wasn't feeling too great! He had called me a while back and I was too busy to call him back. Dustin was my friend, my first kiss, my first boyfriend! He meant a lot to me, he was by my side through all my years of foster care and was always there to hold me when I cried. How could I have been too busy for someone who dropped their world for me? He had the worst parents you could imagine, I think they actually hated him! Last night we only talked about five minutes but it was heart breaking. He sounded like and 80 year old man, all out of breath and weazing! I held back tears as I told him I was soooo sorry for ignoring him! I told him I would call him back today, well he didn't make it to h

The Loss Of A Child
The loss of a child is worse than any grief for a parent. What if the child is somewhere between life and death Lost Do they grieve the burden of a sick child. My friend j told me that God has a purpose in my life And that it will be proven I was lied to ever Believe I am of no use A waste of time. Sometimes I have and do grieve for being such a child and for those who care for me. Moments of grace enter As when my friend said what she did Implying I am cared not just for as in work But about That in doing so I am enjoyed.

Loss Of Sensory Ability Or Motor Ability
Loss of Sensory Ability or Motor Ability Images also include Blindness, Deafness. Usually, this is a very symbolic event in a dream. A 34-year-old man reports: I dream of being in a situation where I need to act resourcefully to help a stranger avoid danger. Suddenly, I go blind for no apparent reason! It is very frustrating. Becoming suddenly impaired in this way is different than being injured in a physical accident. The lights just seem to go out without explanation. With a dream like this, it is questionable whether or not the dreamer feels competent to fulfill his duties in waking life. However, this can also refer to his reluctance to accept the challenge of the hero self. Seeing oneself as a hero is kind of daunting, and the fact that it is your dream doesn't mean that you will necessarily and easily assume that role. Suddenly, the awareness of caring for those to whom you have no obligation is quickened. It's a hassle. Many of us can barely fulfill responsibilities to t

A Loss For Words...
A connection across a vast distance..two souls intertwined, destined to reach the heights of an existance that few could fathom..A longing for one another that is beyond that of which the mind can comprehend...A feeling that is indescribable much more than mere words can express..

Loss Of A Dear Friend
A dear friend of mine has passed away recently. It happened on May 1st and I didn't find out about it until May 14th. I feel terrible because it's my fault that I didn't know until 2 weeks after it happened and had not seen my friend for about a month. Having said that, I'd like to say to my friend..."Rest In Peace Larry. GOD blessed the world when HE sent you here and anyone that had ever interacted with you was lucky to have done so. You will be greatly missed. May your trip to Heaven be as wonderful as your journey here on Earth. You touched the heart of a lot of people on that Earthly journey and now you'll soon be with Angels where you belong." CareBear

A Loss Of A Dear Friend
A Sweet Friend that I met on Tagged was murdered By another Tagged Member Last week. Her name was Gail Joseph. She started talking to this guy who was charming and said all the things that she wanted to hear. Gail agreed to go on a date with him and that was the last time she was heard from. Gails body was found in a River. Gail lived in Trindad. tabago and so did her killer. This guy was arrested but not charged with her murder yet. Gail leaves behind 2 beautiful daughters. HE IS A SUSPECT. Please my Sisters be careful. There are Men out there that will kill without a second thought. If you are on tagged and you get a friend invite from a Aundre B..from Trindad Tabago Reject it. If he is on your friend list Delete him. BE CAUTIOUS..BE SAFE.

Loss
twisted, misshapen, fractured pieces of a memorycracked through timecannot replace pieces of a defective soultears pushed backtrying to escapecreating condensationin and around a broken mindcarefully wrapped, surroundedenveloped in metallic lovestowed away in darknesswith comfort of a mending heart ~sinamynlee

The Loss
The Loss What sorrow sweet victory it is When I sit here in front of the mirror And see not the person I want to be But the person I least want I have learned a difficult lesson Time and time again I refused To acknowledge my own Duplicity to myself Not the ones that where in The line of fire it seems But Me, I hurt the most Condemning myself to loss These so called friends Are they here for me now? The real ones are

A Loss Of My Kid
As all of you know, My pets, my “kids” mean the world to me and this evening I had to bury one of them. It's funny how this little shit who would chew my shit up and make me so mad brought so much joy into my life. My kids are my world and a part of me was put in a hole tonight. I will miss you Desi, my little man.

Loss Of The Family Pet
i had to put my dog "Troubles" to sleep yesterday, he was so sick and there was nothing that could be done. i had him since he was 6 wks old and i watched over him constantly. i insisted he be trained and cared for the best i knew how. he was a good dog and quite alot of enjoyment. he was a loyal companion. i will miss his smile. the look in his eyes when he was excited, the touch of his coat. even his barks and the way he would talk to us in a growl sort of way. i had him for 5 yrs and yes there were times i was frustrated with him but he stuck by me no matter what. he will be missed. the house will never be the same without him.

The Loss Of A Friend.
She has been gone 13 (15 at time of repost) years now. Time is supposed to heal all wounds. At least that‘s what “they” say. I don’t know who “they” are, but I think they are lying. Or they have never experienced a real wound. She was an amazing woman. She was given to me as a blessing, and became my friend when I had no friends. I had decided that I didn’t want any, either. But Carol was having none of that! She decided that she WAS going to be my friend—whether I liked it or not. She literally drug me out of my chosen isolation, and she made me live. We danced in her living room. We planted flowers. We grew herbs. We cooked interesting things, and most of them were even edible. She bought me my first hazelnut mocha. We made earrings—dream catchers. I still have a few. We talked until we were talked out, and then we talked some more. We played like children do when the adults aren’t watching. She was the first perso

Loss Of A Family Member
Yesterday after my sisters husband got home from work and went into their bedroom to change their very first golden retriever rivers walked in the bedroom with him and something happened where he was dead before he even hit the floor. they rushed him to the vet but it was already too late. he was one of those dogs that would be the first to bark when the door bell rang at my sisters and he would be the first to run out to the car tail wagging and all to see everyone. He was very much a part of the family and will be truly and deeply and gut whrechingly sadly missed. He gave a whole new meaning to mans best friend. He was a gentle giant so to speak. I remember when my sister got him as a puppy it was her husband then boyfriends birthday present http://images57.imikimi.com/image/images2_full/EAdL-148.jpg

Loss Of Innocence
When we first met I made you promiseyou would never leave,then I told you of the demons,and how they made me bleed.I made you promise crazy things,but your words were not enough.I couldn't believe you loved meI thought to love me was too tough.When I cry about my pastand say that I'm ashamedI know I am the only onewho is to be blamed.Then you crawl in bed beside meand say that it's ok-so I cry for my loss of innocenceand the things I gave away.When I can't sleep through the night,when I toss and turn in bed,you wrap your arms around meand chase the demons from my head.You say don't talk about the pastyou tell me that it's gone,you say since we're together nowit's time that I move on,you say that I'm your angelbut if you only knewthe kind of thoughts I thinkand what I used to do.You tell me it doesn't matterand that you love me anyway-so I cry for my loss of innocenceand the things I gave away.They said that's how they liked itwhen I dragged my nails across their backs,but now you hold

Loss...
I hope this link works.. http://www.legacy.com/BDTOnline/Obituaries.asp?Page=Lifestory&PersonId=134122977 This boy is/was my nephew. 22 years old......He commited suicide! ( oxycontin and xanax). The wake is tonight...I really don't want to remember him this way....Would it be wrong if I decided not to go...?

Loss Of Hope.
My friend passed away on Monday and left behind two sons . i have been in touch with the boys and have been trying to help them when they need me, unfortunalty the rest of the family has decided to fight and bicker over material things . i don,t pretend to understand this as the boys are the ones to suffer, In my heart i don,t beleive that my friend ever thought that he was going to leave this earth so soon ,i just wish he would have been able to secure what he wanted for his children as they are the ones left to handle all the greed .RIP MY FRIEND . Bless his children with STRENGH.

Loss Of A Friend..
Guess this is the time to write this. A good friend removed me from alot of pages that we were friends on.. because i refused to answer a letter that she had typed to me early this morning.. it was more of a rant than anything else.. but i guess the saying is true.. alot of friends come and go in your life.. but the true friends are there for you no matter what...With this particular friend it was either her way or no way at all. I did try and be a good friend.. hell i even claimed her son as my own to make sure he did have a good christmas like my kids did.. but oh well.. ill have to say.. guess some of the past lives are holding true.. our friendship didnt last back then either.. nor did it in this life.. Que Sara Sara.. guess this song rings true. When I was just a little girl I asked my mother, what will I be Will I be pretty, will I be rich Here's what she said to me. Que Sera, Sera, Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours, to see Que Sera, Sera What will be, will be. W

Lossing Myself
You live your life thinking that you are the one that has the control. What happens when it feels like that power is starting to slip. No one truely knows who you are, nor will you alowe anyone to truely know you. Lieing to yourself to make you feel better, when all it does is make you feel worse. Hold that head up high, dont let them see that weak bitch that you are. Put that front on, but why. So others dont see where to hit you were it hurts. But what hurts worse, hiding the soft side or the compassionet side of you, or being that balls out no holds bar bitch that noone wants to fuck with or come close to. Wheres the middle. Is there a middle, and if so how do you use it. Grewing up all you do is hide who you really are, for fear of letting others in only to have them stab that emotional knife right in your gut. Fuck it whats the point anymore. Someone give me a good reason why I should keep trying. Im not talking about offing myself fuck that shit. I have no desire to die what so e

Losses
You know, it's truly amazing how losing a friend or family member can completely change your entire perspective. As a people, we're constantly complaining about trivial matters and thing of little to no consequence. We all walk around with some kind of chip on our shoulder and we never take a single second to pause and ask how someone is doing and how things are in their life. Today, I lost a friend. A very dear friend. We were in high school together and though we'd lost touch since graduation, the bond was always there. We were in a very small class, there were only 73 of us, and we all knew one another rather well whether we wanted to or not. He was a great person, and he'll be in our hearts and prayers always. It's times like these when I hate living so far away from home and the family of friends I have there. Zack Hastings was a part of that family of friends, and now he's gone. Everything happens so suddenly, and as I said before, losing someone puts things into pe

Loss
have you ever thought about what your life would be like if you were left alone?Some of you still have your parents or maybe just one parent alive and some of you have children to love and love you back.Have you ever thought about what your world would be like to not have those people in your life? sometimes we act like nothing is wrong and smile as we walk down the street and then go into our empty homes where silence greets us and sometimes all you want to do is crawl in a corner and hide your self from the world.But life goes on around us the sun still shines the clouds still float by children laugh and we carry on as if our world hasn't just been turned upside down. Today I smiled for the first time in days and I felt guilty so I caught myself and thought no this isnt what right...I am young and yet I feel sooo old right now and broken but I will smile again tomorrow and every day after because that is why i am still here To keep memorie's alive and not forget those that loved me

Loss
Hurray for a child That makes it through If there's any way Because the answer lies in you They're laid to rest Before they know just what to do Their souls are lost Because they could never find What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for I see your soul, its kinda grey You see my heart, you look away You see my wrist, I know your pain I know your purpose on your plane Don't say a last prayer Because you could never find What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle the score Cause we all live Under the reign of one king But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle no God damn score cause we all live under the Reign I said we live under One king One king One king But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle no god damn score cause we all live under the reign I said we live under One king One king One king But they ain't

Loss
On March 29, 2011, I posted a picture of my daughter Mackenzie (left) and her biological half sister Lindsey (right) whom my daughter had met for the first time in her life on that day. Sadly, Lindsey was in a fatal car accident on Friday, April 15, 2011 which took her life. Although I didn't personally know Lindsey and God took her before Mackenzie had a chance to get to know her sister, I feel a deep loss over her death. My love and prayers go out to Lindsey and her friends and family at this difficult time! RIP Lindsey September 22, 1990 - April 15, 2011. “Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.”

Loss
loss is a part of life. It will be 3 years this month that my dearest friend Phyllis passed away. Yes there is a loss in my life as she is no longer here with us. She is greatly missed by all who loved her. My life has an empty place in it without her but I know she is in a better place. I know she would not want me grieving over her. Love you Phyllis know you are watching over me and keeping me safe.

Loss Of Love.
Heartbreak is a bad thing no matter how many times it happens to you. You never get over it quickly and it always hurts! See I've never been good at expressing my self or telling other my feelings now I have lost someone I care about very much by keeping it bottled up, am I to go through life alone? Who knows but will I settle for whats there or will I find love again?

The Loss Of Pimps
Afternoon all, below is a message I ahve sent to Fubar Support. if & when I get a reply i will post it here. please feel free to get in touch with Support & complain to them about the loss of pimps http://fubar.com/mailman Dear support I logged in today to find out that I had lost the ability to pimp people? When I went to the fubar support lounge to query this I was directed to Scrappers blog to place any complaints I have on this blog. I posted 1 comment & then went back to post another comment & found I had been blocked by scrapper as I got this message “ERROR: this users permissions don't allow you to do this. If you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list CLICK HERE.” So for an admin guy he doesn’t like you disagreeing with him. My point I was going to make was if the pimp ability was being abused by a small section of people who kept scrolling across the top, then stop the few not punish the many. Your change to the pimp allowance & be

The Loss
HONG KONG: Hong Kong Police will investigate the deaths of the Hong Kong tourists slain in Mondays hostage tragedy in Manila, and will exchange information with the Philippine authorities through Interpol when necessary, Under Secretary for Security Lai Tung-kwok said Saturday. Eli Manning Womens Jersey.Speaking on radio talk shows, Lai said although Police officers cannot take enforcement action in Manila, they can ask to collect evidence from witnesses in the presence of their Philippine counterparts.Hong Kong has sent two Police officers to Manila to assist in the investigation, and their work has gone smoothly. More officers will be sent to the city if necessary, he added.Survivors statements will be essential to the investigation, Lai said, adding arrangements will be made when they are in a fit state.The government will also arrange sharing sessions for all staff who went to Manila to help the victims. The move will help alleviate emotional problems arising from the incident, he

Loss
The pain is never ending. The sadness eats at my soul. No one seems to see what losing you has done to me. I hide it all deep inside a place in my heart and mind. The place is dark its where all my deepest pains reside. I want to cry dont you know and I want to scream but there is no sense in all of that because it wont bring you back to me.

The Loss Kicks N Again
Six weeks ago she slipped away without a word to say goodbye. Today they lay her to rest finally. I can't stop thinking bout her. The tears just keep flowing like a waterfall bursting. She was the one woman I never wanted to lose. And without warning she was ripped from my life. I thought the pain was gone. I thought I was ok. I'm not ok. I feel like not only has a part of me gone with her but that so much of me inside is dying. I want to blame anyone and everyone for me losing her. I hate myself that I wasn't there when I should have been. I didn't protect her and keep her safe from harm. I let her down. Now she will never know just how much I really loved her. No words that I say or write can ever show her what she meant to me. She was a light I never saw with other women. She was the first true woman I ever loved with more than a heart and soul. She used to run home to calm me down when he would tell her I was losing it and out of control. She rushed home to always

Loss
They say memories are goldenwell maybe it´s trueI never wanted memoriesI only wanted youOne million times I needed youa million times I criedif love alone could have saved youyou never would have diedIn life I loved you dearlyin death I love you stillin my heart you hold a placeno one can ever fillif tears could build a stairwayand heartache make a laneI´d walk the path to where you are and bring you back again.

The Loss Of Ert, The 'greek Bbc', Is A Cultural Calamity
By Costas Douzinas The Greek government recently announced that the dreaded "grexit" (Greece leaving the euro) no longer threatened the nation and had been replaced by the Greek "success story". If it was a success it didn't last long. On Tuesday, Greece became the first developed nation since 2007 to be downgraded to emerging-market status by index provider MSCI. On the same day, the privatisation of the Greece's Public Gas Corporation (Depa), was abandoned when Russia's Gazprom withdrew the only bid on the table. Greek prime minister Antonis Samaras, who had personally negotiated the deal, announced that the government would re-advertise the sale and not take further austerity measures to fill the financial gap created. Under the terms imposed by the troika, Athens must raise at least €1.8 bn from privatisation by the end of September and sack 4,000 civil servants by the end of the year. Then, , without warning, the government pulled the plug on the Hellenic Broadcasting Cor

Loss Of A Deeply Loved Soul
Afterglow (Tony Banks) Like the dust that settles all around me, I must find a new home. The ways and holes that used to give me shelter,Are all as one to me now. But I, I would search everywhereJust to hear your call, And walk upon stranger roads than this oneIn a world I used to know before. I miss you more. Than the sun reflecting off my pillow,Bringing the warmth of new life. And the sounds that echoed all around me,I caught a glimpse of in the night. But now, now I've lost everything,I give to you my soul. The meaning of all that I believed beforeEscapes me in this world of none, no thing, no one. And I would search everywhereJust to hear your call, And walk upon stranger roads than this oneIn a world I used to know before. For now I've lost everything,I give to you my soul. The meaning of all that I believed beforeEscapes me in this world of none,I miss you more.

Loss Of A Friend
I sit here today wondering what any of us could have done and not a thing comes to mind. One of my friends was snatched out of her home at 10:30pm on 8/16/2013 while laying with her one year old grandson. The MONSTER that did this was 25, My friend was 58. He took her killed her left her body in a field while driving her car to another town to grab a 19 year old girl which he fired shots at inside the car. This girl was lucky. She jumped from the moving vehicle ran into a store and escaped. He wrecked my friends car into a tree then stole another vehicle that was close by. Word spread like a wildfire. We did all we could and yet it still wasn't enough. By this time my friend had been gone for hours, no leads then it happened. Someone spotted her car in a little town and called the police. The MONSTER is now in jail facing numerous charges. The healing process is just beginning now that they finally found her body 28 hours later. She was so very brave. She gave her life to get this MONS

Loss
loss what is loss? loss is a monetary absence of something you hold so dearly, something you treasure. What happens if the thing you lose ,you felt you never had to begin with, and the very fiber that you hold to so dearly, you cling to is the essence of life ? your life, you dont want to see it go, but you know it will happen. It is inevitable like the changing from night into day.

Loss Is Caused By Resistance
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Loss Of One Of The Greatest
The Detroit Red Wings were eliminated in the first round of the playoffs for the first time since 2006 and head into next season without their perennial Norris Trophy candidate on the blueline. Off-Season Game Plan looks at a changing of the guard in the Motor City. Nicklas Lidstrom didnt miss the playoffs in 20 seasons with the Red Wings and, even without their number one option on the blueline, there is a solid enough core on this team to think that the Red Wings are going to remain competitive. Without Lidstrom, there will be a massive hole to fill on the blueline, but the Red Wings have more than $20-million in cap space, so they are expected to be active in the free agent market as they pursue top-end talent to help offset the loss of one of the greatest defencemen the game has ever seen. Whether that means signing Nashvilles Ryan Suter or University of Wisconsins Justin Schultz -- both of whom are expected to reach unrestricted free agency -- there is a need for the R

Lost Cherry Friends
To all my Lost Cherry Friends who take the time to say Hello, Hi, How Are You, rate my photos, leave me comments, Thank You from everything that I am. You would not believe the smiles and snickers you create when you do. Of those I do comment and keep in contact with you know that I do not leave rude, vulgar or degrading comments.. I never will. You call me sweet, thank you.. I call it being a gentlemen, respecting the ladies here on Lost Cherry, either with or without clothes. I struggle with being single on a daily basis and sometimes I ask myself why I even bother.. Its the friends that I have here on Lost Cherry.. To the rest of you what am I a friggin number

Lost Cherry Pet Peeves
I said I wasn't going to post any blog articles here, but since this pertains specifically to LC, I thought it would be better suited on this blog space. I have some pet peeves concerning people here on LC. I strongly suspect that my feelings are shared by others. Let me spell it out for you. 1. To all my "friends" who post a hundred bulletins a day (most of which are reposts) PLEASE try to control yourself. Most of the crap you're sending on isn't worth reading. It's either bitching and complaining, stupid grade school quizzes and polls (Am I attractive, LC marriage, Who's hot...blah blah blah) or some other mundane shit. Pretend for a moment that you AREN'T a trained monkey just sitting around pressing buttons and you'll be surprised at how nice it feels to use that brain of yours again. 2. Attention whores. You know who I'm talking about. These are the people (usually women, but not always) who post tons of pics of themselves (a minimum of 50 face pics of nearly the same sh

Lost Cell Phones
Cell Phones: What to do when your cell phone gets lost... What to do when your cell phone gets lost... Here is something worth knowing if you have a mobile phone ....Have you ever wondered why phone companies don't seem interested in trying to prevent the theft of mobile phones? If you have ever lost, or had one stolen, and if you are on a plan, you still have to pay the plan approximately up to 24 months, and you have to buy another handset and enter into another contract. This is more revenue for the phone company. There is a simple way of making lost or stolen mobiles useless to thieves and the phone companies know about it, but keep it quiet. To check your mobile phone's serial number, key in the following on your phone: star-hash-zero-six-hash (* # 0 6 #) and a fifteen digit code will appear on the screen. This is unique to your handset. Write it down and keep it safe. Should your mobile phone get stolen, you can phone your service provider and give them this code. They will then

Lost All Meaning... 05/30/02 -for Cory
Lost all meaning When you lose the best thing in your life... everything loses meaning. When they are taken from you. And you can never hug or touch them again. Never laugh, or see their eyes looking at you. And have that feeling that you can never break the love between you. When you BEST FRIEND'S life is taken from them at the age of 22. And your funny plans of getting married when you get old, never can happen. When you feel like dying, cuz you miss them so much. When your heart is in a thousand pieces and you felt it shatter the day you heard they were gone. What do you do? How do you cope? What do you feel? Nothing... heart broken, words unspoken, never seeing feeling or knowing. Never telling, never whispering... No more... Just gone Lost all meaning. Cory Alexander Edwards March 17th 1980- May 27th 2002 I love you I miss youWritten on the 30th of May 2002

Lost
I was always depressed But nobody cared They wanted me to stay that way Yet I knew I couldn't I tried all the legal ways Everything they tell you to do When you need outside help But it did no good Finally I ran away Was gone three night Then they sent me back They just couldn't see So again I ran away But was tired of running This time they sent me away Believing they were punishing me Arrieved at a foster home early Lady seemed rather friendly But I didn't trust her She wasn't my family Hated my life Didn't know what to do If I ran away They would send me to juvi Once again I was lost

Lost Children
I got the repost of the child that was kidnapped and it's mother's throat slashed. Well, you can't find a child sitting on your behind in front of a computer. The Amber alert went out, and unless you look around when you go out, you're not going to be much help. I saw the story on the news, and it is posted on the highway overhead signs, so instead of being here, and cutting your friends out because they don't repost as you demand, get out and look for this, and all the other missing children. If not reposting a comment made by someone on here causes you to cut me from your friends list...so be it.

Lost In This World,
Lost in this world, not a soul to care, forgotten by those who said they'd always be here, my heart is dead, I've pushed love away, love is what killed me that cold windy day, forgetting what its like to be truly alive, forgetting what it was like before my smile became a lie, and trying to remember how I felt before I my soul died.

Lost
Love is full of passion, Full of fire and desire. When its lost, the passion fades. How do you move on? What do you do to heal the pain? What do you do with all the acheing? The world seems different, Cause you love no more. You want to love again, You wait for the feeling of * One*. Waiting to be whole again. Because, Without the one you love, What are you?...... Lifeless?!? Michelle*sept 18th 2006*

Lost Love
dreaming of what could have been wishing with all my heart that you will remember how it felt to be with me but I know no matter how much I beg...cry...wish for you to come back to me it will never happen I guess our love was never meant to be just something the heart wanted but was impossible so I am entitled to one last good-bye a gentle kiss upon your cheek and a quick whisper of the word good-bye I leave you to your bidding and my heart to yearning

Lostcherry
i am loving Lc more and more each day. Everyone is so nice here and i have met a bunch of great people. And i hope to meet a bunch more. I am open to meeting new people and i'm extremly nice to everyone. i love the best friends i have made here and i think these friendships can last a lifetime. My Best Friends ♥ Blaze Infamous ♥ ♥ Game Champ ♥ ♥ Midighttaz ♥ ♥ Piggy ♥ These people are awesome and they are really helping me enjoy my stay. add them and show them love.

Lost Cherry Stuff
Well for the past few days have made some pretty cool friends in a few of the esteemed lounges here one being a nearby neighbor and we didn't even know it ! Anyway Here is a shout out to Temptation Radio great music great fun, but remember folks all good things in moderation so those who are new don't feel overwhelmed! Anyway I am not the creator of the lounge nor radio, just some good advice.. LostCherry.com Terms of Use Agreement Updated August 23, 2006 LostCherry.com is a social networking service that allows members to create unique personal profiles online in order to find and communicate with old and new friends. The service is operated by LostCherry.com, ("LostCherry.com"). By using the LostCherry.com Website (the "Website") you agree to be bound by these Terms of Use (this "Agreement"), whether or not you register as a member ("Member"). If you wish to become a Member, communicate with other Members and make use of the LostCherry.com services (the "Service"), plea

Lost Soul
gripping the sheets pulling all toward your quivering body, holding tight to any, the mind screams "stop this, no more" but it does no good, the demons still come and scream their words, your back arches and all muscles twitch, knowing that you have lost the control of yourself, that your mind is no longer that which you control but the voices, the voices hold all their words echo through the hollow soul, and their claws guide your every move, you scream louder searing the ears of the living and the dead "help me, help" you cry louder, but no one comes no one even cares, and you become lost no longer a being but a lost memory, only your body remains and it goes on, with only the demons inside

Lost Mind Found Heart.
I've lost my mind, time and time again, you've staid by me over and over again. Thick and thin, the bad and the worse, things seem to just become overwhelming and burst. Yet you've been able to lift this feeling of me being cursed. Your lips have touched me in many ways, and I've returned these feelings with a feeling that you seemed to have appreciate. I'm grateful to have you here, everyone can see how much i love you dear every time they come near. I will never give you up to the stars, i will never surrender you to the flowers or anything else for you are what matters to me. you are my Charm, you are my loving heart. you took a chance, after i only took one good glance. you are my morning, you are my evening and you are my midnight Sky's that allow me to close my eyes and rest with no stress, baby thats why you are the best! I wish you were real, i wish you could truly feel, my heart swell with joy, my body warming with every touch, my eyes glimmering in the darkness because of yo

Lost In Cyberspace
Hey friends and neighbors...I am new to LC and everything that goes on here. This appears to be nothing more than a contest of how many points, friends and fans one can get. I thought this site was about making new friends not getting a certain number of points. Some of my friends from Tagworld asked me to come here and join. I am surprised at what I see this site is all about. I love to make new friends; don't know about this "fan" idea though. This appears to me to be nothing more than a big contest on who makes the most points and climbs the highest in the "cherry tree". I am a loyal friend and anyone who sincerely wants to be a friend of mine is graciously accepted as such. Peace be with all of you and Blessed Be... VV (Velvet Vamp)

Lost Cat ?
A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park. As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway. The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home. Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat! He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there. Hours later the man calls home to his wife: "Jen, is the cat there?" "Yes," the wife answers, "why do you ask?" Frustrated, the man answered, "Put that son of a ***** on the phone, I'm lost and need directions!"

Lost
IM GOING OUT OF MY MINE THERE IS NO PLACE THERE IS NO TIME ITS JUST ME WITH NOWHERE TO BE I HAVE NO PURPOSE I HAVE NO GOALS WHAT IS TO BE OF ME I WISH I COULD ONLY SEE AM I THE ONLY ONE HERE THIS JUST CANT BE IM OUTTA CONTROL I HAVE NO PURPOSE I HAVE NO ROLE DOESNT ANYONE SEE JUST LET ME BE ME

Lost Cherry
Young and Old But not Underaged so if you are then you must leave Lost Cherry that's what they say . This place is cool this place is awesome by afar you can make new friends here and not even have to go to a bar . Just bring your " Lost Cherry " drink and sit right down and begin to chat with one . Roll up a joint if it tickles your fancy , But you must post a pic that's not to Nasty . I am female who don't mind a set of good tits or a man with pierced nips . I will never post a such for My Body isn't the best . But , it's okay for you to send me your chest . Lost Cherry I must Confess I lost mine many years ago on a summers day...... That's when Mine went " POP " and it was Lost right away ! Then I found a tasty drink sort of just like me look on Lost Cherry website for the recipe !!! LOL ... well had to find a ending to this somehow ..hehehe

Lostcherry Reason's
I just want the people out there who have ?s about profiles and levels and how they work, remember in life there are always exceptions, and i did hear what you had to say, and i will always be here for you to come w ith your ?'s, and do my best to answer them, when you dont feel your being heard. i see the bullentins and read them, and try to reply, with my thoughts, remember to always think lostcherry, to be a fun place, and dont get caught up in it, people will like you for who you ae and show who you are. Thanks Tif *Tif*@ LostCherry

Lost Cherry Cult
Webster's Fifth Edition 2004 Dictionary defines one of 6 definitions of a cult as being: "a group or sect bound together by veneration of the same thing, motive, or idea generally originated by a person claiming to have sole insight into the nature of said cause, and capable of employing methods regarded as unorthodox or unscientific to further it." How does this relate to Lost Cherry? There is a group on this site, (and without naming them, any person who has been on this site for more than a day can figure out which group I am refering to) that act as if this site is their personal property to do with as they see fit. With the exception of the everyday asshole who simply gets cheap thrills out of screwing with people, all drama that I have seen on this site has been linked to or generated from this group. Do I compare them to David Koresh and the Branch Davidians or Jim Jones and the residents of "Jonestown"? No. But some of the methods that they employ are similar to th

Lost
why does it hurt so much just to say "i love you " has it really come to this a point where all that is left is pain and regret we were supposed to be great a love and a friendship that was never gonna end so where did it all go wrong and why do i still try why do i still fight for a love that doesnt exsist while you look for comfort in someone else it sad but true but i dont think i love you your not the man i thought you were i guess he is dead and gone and now i have to learn to carry on like a widow in mourning but how do i do that when his image still stands before me

Lost
once my heart was open full of happiness and joy. but now an empty hole is left where it was. a hole that can never be filled. I once had a beatuiful face, I know I did because you told me all the time, but now its stained with tears of letting you go. I know it was the right thing for me to do, but how do you tell your heart that knew you were the one that its over and not to hurt any more. how do you burn that bridge? The one that you knew was gonna last forever. Do you cover it with gasoline and set a match to it hoping that it burn quickly so that you can move on? If so then how do you go on? after you've been broken and beaten, knowing in your head that it was not ment to be. As your heart Keeps Telling you its right. Love is not supposed to hurt like this. Love is kind and tender love is pure and undying. I know letting go was the right thing to do, but when does the pain stop? you have another and dont need me. I was just a toy for you to play with for a time and now my love is

Lost Cherry....
I JUST HAVE TO SAY THAT LOST CHERRY HAS REALLY ..BECAME THE COOLEST SITE ...I USE TO GO TO MYSPACE JUST TO BLOG BUT NOW THERE ARE BLOGGS ON HERE..I FUCKING LOVE THIS SITE...EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE ATTENTION WJORES WHO LIKE TO VOTE U DOWN CUZ THERE INSECURE....BUT ANYWAYS I JUST WANTED TO BRAG ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE LOST CHERRY... ~CAIO~ YASSINA

Lost Items
I have just gotten a new "haze" lens filter for my canon camera and asked my girl to please put it up. Now it cant be found. I have looked. I have had her to look, and nothing... I have all the others but not the one I need. I try to keep everything organized but to no avail. I have several (9) cameras and can always seem to find everything except for the canon....I am beginning to think I am fighting a losing battle with it. Dont you just hate when you know you have something but never seem to be able to find it. I have a photo-shoot planned and it looks as if I will be buying another one. uuugh!!! Am I the only one who seems to have this problem...some days it just feels like a curse. Anyone else have this problem? Well thanks for letting me vent..dont really feel better but had to let it out.

Lost Confused Broken
scared right now. afraid i am going to lose what i got. u mean so much to me. I dont want to scare u away. U came into my life so quite. You make me smile. night and day I hope u know i am sry. There is no other way Ic an prove to u How lonly and upset ia m right now. It feels like everything just walked out on me I was already having the wrost time of my life Then this happened can it get any worse. Someday i hop eu can forgive me. Baby please forgive me.

Lost Memories
I'll follow you down to Where the green grass grows I'll follow you down to Where the willow tree branches hang low I'll follow you down to Where I last saw you smiling face I'll follow you down to Where we used to call our sacred place But your not there And your not here It seems to me I'm fallowing your shadow But I can't keep up And you're losing me Please set me free From following your memory You were the only one Who ever loved me You were the only one Who ever cared But now you've gone So far, far away Hopefully to be back one day If you come back home I won't be here I'll be gone Far away Never to return one day So follow me down to Where the green grass grows Follow me down to Where the willow tree branches hang low Follow me down to Where you last saw my smiling face Follow me down to Where we used to call our sacred place But I'm not here And I'm not there It seems to me You're following my shadow B

Lost
I dont even know where to start at first off i got a dad that living on one kindey heart problems found out my momma cancer got worse where she gotta take 5 days of week of kemo and she keeps telling me it in god hands i got so much drama kicking that the person finally got there wish to stop...didnt asked for someone to come back they came back on there own cant help that they looked me up threw 411 as in my number to get in touch with me everything is falling down in pieces at one time on my end just wish god would give me these answers everything gotta happen to me and it really bites what does god hate me or something?

Lost Cherry Freak Out
If you read my blog called So Embarassing then you know about my mishap with the private pics. Well yesterday during the Lost Cherry freak out/system upgrade my family pics became available to everyone. The album options were correct but I was receiving comments from people not on the list. So Merry Christmas to those who were paying attention and thank you for the love :)

The Lost Soul Of A Man
The Lost Soul of a Man Who so stands to the evil within shall be lost, Who might it become that evil resides, Evil is the heart within all, Yet who might resist such things? For stronger in body be that of the man, To the smaller ways lies that of the woman, Could a man hold himself tall for his strength? Nay for all he has within his heart is the evil. To takes ones strength for the lust of ones body, For he abuses his gifts with the force against another, Screams and cries shall not touch his ears, For that he might be has fled to the dark. Cry for this man who hold no strength, For strength of body is empty and cold, He shall never hold dear his heart of joy, No woman may complete this man. From one to the next he takes a woman, Her cries fuel his rage against her, For each time he does he falls deeper, For his evil is the rage of the body. Seek not to find this man, Let it be he who seeks you in need, His evil shall be rewarded with evil, Yet his pain shal

Lost And Found
Lost And Found I lost myself my heart my soul Empty I was no feeling no meaning no desire You came along You found me You touched my Soul You healed my Heart You gave me reason you gave me desire You gave me Love And now I give you myself my soul my heart

Lostcherry
Okay LostCherry is cool and everything. I come on here daily and check messages and what not, but you guys need fucking FORUMS! If you get some, I'll be whoring it up here more often. As of now, I feel it's kind of boring... There's nothing really to do on here except look at people's profiles and buy them stuff if you decide to. Please make some forums... NOW.

13 Lost Cherry Rules
13 LOST CHERRY RULESApril 20, 2006 ONEIf you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit.The captions under you picture that say"top model pose""sexy bitch""aren't i hot"doesn't convince anyone. TWOTo the people who have like 25, 000 friends, are you serious?Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends.You're stupid.Go play in traffic. THREEDon't ever post pictures and say"OMG, I'm so ugly""OMG, I'm so fat"because if you were, you wouldn't post them.You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOURNobody cares about threats over the internet.Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics;even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVEMaking 20 bulletins a dayabout how you have new picturesand begging people to comment on them is pathetic.Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about youwill comment on your pics. SIXIf all you

Lost In Each Other
Every morn as I lay down My heart sings to yours I love you Cherie As the slumber falls My dreams are of you Walking in our garden through the morning dew Smiling and laughing As if coming alive again Watching the love in your eyes Grow deeper and deeper Letting you see the love I hold within for you, reflected in my eyes Watching you dance As the dawn arrives Your eyes wide with wonder Watching the dawn with new eyes Smiling, as you run into my arms Feeling your excitement , your fear Feeling your love , your heart race As I embrace you Smelling the dew and flowers of the night That softly kiss your skin Letting our hearts and souls Lead our passion to the boiling point Our passion overflowing Losing ourselves in each other Our passion , our desire , climaxing in unison Our hearts racing as one Lost in each other ~Forever~ Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Lost In Love
the touch of your hand Upon My skin The touch of my hand Upon your skin Tingling, as our souls Reach for the other Feeling our souls embrace The warmth as our love covers us Bringing peace to us both Our love flowing to the other As the blood we've shared flows within Our desires slowly rising Lost in the touch of Love Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Lost Reality
as the night passes through and the dreams feel real it becomes my greatest pleasure with what i feel. in the glorious light i see a beautiful sight. oh what beauty i see before me. as the moonlight hits you in a blurry glare i rest my head on your shoulder and whisper in your ear "we are finally here". when morning breaks and the wakening becomes stronger the dream only fades into an illusion, but the love remains there.

#4: Lost Freakin' Cherry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah, I said it. I love LostCherry. In just four months, I have almost as many friends here as I have in almost two years on MySpace. And you notice that this site doesn't have nearly as many technical problems as that other site. And you get love from literally the second you signed up. (Admit it, you got flooded with comments the second you finished signing up, didn't you?) Oh, and the tech support is actually helpful. And I made some really, really, really awesome friends. Now that they've gotten around to adding blogs, LostCherry is truly the shit. By the way, since I joined four months ago, 240,000+ people joined. (No, I'm not responsible for all those adds. Maybe about 80-100 of them. That's it. Anyways, to whoever it was that put this site together (I'm assuming it's babyjesus since he is user #1, but if I'm wrong, someone let me know.) thanks!!!! I'm sure a lot of us were dying for an alternative to MySpace and you gave it to us. THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lost Soul
Somewhere lost in time This heart of mine Lost in a world Sorrow, misery Pain Lost in a world Feelings, heart Broken Grinding, stomping Torture to my heart Pulling, shooting dropping Pain to my heart Tears, blinding Losing you Pain, lost Feelings, gone

Lost Love
I just couldn't stop wanting to be with you Even at your feet- I just wanted to hear your voice And feel your heartbeat- What can I say, I'm a slave for you; And no matter what I say I know We'll make it through

Lost
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Mysterious67%Eyes full of Pain67%Passion17%Diamond Eyes0%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Lost
my heart is lost for a lillte bit for now until my baby is born.The man i thought loved me showed his true colors and I left. FOr now i will hurt but i have the joy that god gave me growing in to brighten my days now. LOve you all Baby doll

Lost In Love
Lost in love Where does it end Life without that one true love Keeps your life spinning Fragile and broken that is all we are One person comes in and we can all fall apart Where does this pain end WHere does this heart ache end Two hearts so close to one another Then a problem arises and seperates them forever Life alone Life alone Life with no existence just sitting at home When her passions peaked and mine were intertwined FOr a brief moment we thought another may come alive My insides twirled with happiness Hers were scared and how could we do it We wouldnt be alone Life has taught us many things We need money for everything Money cant buy happiness Money cant buy love Money cant show you deep in the mountains making love Money is the make or break scenario When we are free to do as we know THis case ended in money stronger than love Its to bad it hurts like hell to let go of one you love Money cant buy my happiness back Just someone truly loving me fo

Lost Love
I can't recall our last kiss it's faded like our love. Sometimes, when I'm alone I feel your touch, soft upon my skin I hear your whisper, in my long deafend ears, calling my name. I turn to face, the unending emptiness of the darkened night. nothing left now, Just pictures of what was, what will never be again. My hollowed heart often, cries out your forbidden name. My aching hands beg to remember the feel of your gentle face. And in my sweetest dreams I enshrine your eyes dancing with laughter. To see you, to hold you in my grieving arms it is all I want,all I need. I send this whisper through the space that divides us, please come back. I miss you............. I just need you..... you are all that I am, all that I need.

Lost
Lost In an unforgiving world. I brave it alone. My only comfort Is knowing that someday This will all end. Lost I try to find my way home Wandering aimlessly through A sea of despair. Where's that beacon of hope? Is it to be true? That all love and hope is lost for me to? By: Sheila Christian

Lost Cherry Member
i have tried and I have given up and then I tried and then I realized I didn't know what I am trying. Try what? and the point is.... you see chooy you 'try' to.... TO WHAT MAN? TRY TO GET TO THE OTHER SIDE? GET THRU WITHOUT BEING TOUCHED? TRY TO GET TOUCHED? Why did the cherry member cross the road? To get to the other side. I hope not! Who can tell me clearly and succintly what are we doing here? Is there a goal to attain? Is there pleasure to be had? You see friends...that is my thing...the pleasure aspect and I am talkin S-E-X....mmmmmmmaaaaahhhhhhhhhh yyyeeeeessssssssssss!!!! kind. if I got on the wrong bus please inform. respect chooy

Lost Items On Site
Hey, can anybody tell me why my friends list and my gifts lists are no longer on my site? There were comments in my shoutbox that are now gone as well, but maybe they only stay posted for a little while? please would somebody take time to help me figure out what's going on here ?Thanks in advance. Velvet Vamp

Lost
well tonight is the season premire of lost. hmm. wonder what will happen. i am such a dork- everyone managed to get be addicted to that damn show! well let ya know how it was... sure it will just leave me frustrated with more questions. started watching jericho, needed to pass the time til Lost came on... so far seems to be an ok show as well.

Lost
im lost without your touch im lost without your kiss im lost without your love im lost without your phonecalls im lost without your texts but most of all im lost without you i love you and i miss you but theres nuthing i can say or do that will change that, i can dream that u are lying beside me like u did, i can dream of your touch, your kiss your everything and maybe just maybe one day it will return

Lost And Falling
Lost and Falling Life frozen or caught on fire, why does it matter? Cut deep or shallow scratch, in narrow alleys with a patch of darkness. Falling up or getting down, a cup of glass cutting our throats. Mass collections of suicide notes, and a small amount of hope. Falling into death in deep with darkness, seeking thought or maybe not. Going in circles with out a fight, not slavery and so far out of sight. Loss and false hopes binding us down, its our cost of not being found. Sounds of voices peek in our heads, fallen asleep deep in our beds. Graves of memories found in our dreams, deep dreams filling with passion and rising with action. Faith calling and showing our fates, knowing of death and full of hates. Sedating our minds and lost hopes of love, kind and gentle thoughts of warmness, Killed our fate of endless fought circles, lonelyness found here between worlds. The sound of calling, found and falling.

Lost Opportunities
My dad died March of 2005. Lately i've been thinkin about all the things I'm missing out on! Like sittin down and having a drink with the old man.. which I had only done a few times since I turned 21. He brought me out to my first legal drink at a bar on my birthday. IT was really cool.. the bar was empty except for the Barkeep so it was just me and him and some drinks.. it was really cool just having that time with him.. He was really my best friend and I didn't realize it until he was gone and I FUcking hate myself for it! Another thing.. sharing tastes in music.. HE LOVED the classics.. ya know like Led Zeppelin, Jefferson Airplane, The Doors, etc.. and I did too but only recently I've come to find that the classics are mostly my favorites.. and that's usually what I listen to these days and I wish he was here to enjoy and talk about them with me! I'd love to be able to just sit there and talk to him about the Doors they recently become my 3rd fav band! And to be able to sit

Lost Cherry Spies
I have noticed that I get people checking out my site which is cool, thats what it is here for. But damn, leave a comment! Nice page, your page sucks, your are an ass, anything. We all win, you get cherry points, I get cherry points, we are all happy! OK, thats all I wanted to say. I am going to go back and dive down Rina's pants, or LatinaHeat as I like to call her. Dessert is served!

Lost
You say you’ve lost yourself Well I’ve lost myself too I’m Falling again Dropping to the bottom Drowning all over again Love, Desire, Lust Is there a difference It’s hard to tell Can no longer feel Letting go for the last time Hating mistrust Almost as much as myself I wish to remain lost

Lost Love Found Me On Lostcherry.com!!!
Dayum how sweet it is to be found by a long lost love interest on LostCherry.com.Here's my lil story.... Last week when I had recieved a message from a guy on LostCherry saying "hey I know you cause we use to dance together all the time in the club" I had said ok it had caught me completely offguard until the point that I was like hold on up who is this? He had told me Sean he was but it still didn't register until I saw his pictures on yahoo.I was oh dayummmmmmmmm where the hell have you been or how the hell have you been doing ain't seen you in about 10 years. Sean and I haven't seen or heard from each other in over 10 years up until now. And to be found by him,someone who once had deep feelings for me and I the same for him but couldn't share or react on them same feelings back cause he was already spoken for so therefore,I had to keep them bottled up and noone knew about them feelings but us.....hummmmmmmmm "Inquiring Minds Wanna Know Right"....lmaoooo "Yes there is

Lostcherry.com: It's Not What You Think... Really
By Katie Just CLOUT INDEX Oct 04 2006 02:25PM Online social networking sites are booming. MySpace and Xanga hold the top spots for popularity, but slowly newer sites are being discovered. LostCherry.com is a great alternative to the afore mentioned sites. You can chat live in existing lounges or create your own. There is even a webcam option. Named after a popular cocktail, LostCherry is well designed and maintained. Membership is free, and there is no long form to fill out. There is a live 24 hour technical support chat room, named the LostCherry Lounge, should you have a problem with the service. Also, members whose names appear orange and green in color are equipped to handle technical problems if members don’t want to venture into the lounge. The Cherry Alert System will constantly let you know such things as when your friends are online, when you have received messages, when your friends have updated their photos, etc. Unlike other networking sites, the alert system is c

Lost Cherry
I am new to Lost cherry. I am addicted to my space and one of my friends told me about lost cherry. Since My space is messing up so much I decided to give a try. If anyone out there once to give me any pointers about using Lost Cherry just message me. Thank A lot ***Muah***

Lost Little Girl
She has the perfect life or so it seems Good grades, looks and realistic dreams Always smiling, surrounded by her friends Not wanting to leave her whenever school ends So envious they say, "I'd die to be like you" She quietly replies, "I wish I would too" Unsure of her remark they slowly back away And try to forget about what she had to say They tell her shes so lucky to have whatever she desires But inside she knows its not the truth, everyone one of them are liars Her life isnt perfect not even close to great Self -esteem so low even herself she hates She hates being at home feeling so afraid Being blamed for all the problems shes made Her father's love is sexual and mother says shes lying With every conversation someone always ends up crying In her parents eyes she a failure and no good But within public view they treat her like they should No one at school would understand why shes so depressed Not wanting to seem selfish her true feelings have never been exp

Lost
Here I am sitting in a home with my 3 babies wanting and waiting for you. Wanting you here... in my arms. I see you online, speak to you on the phone, and see images of your beautiful face... and I grow sad... very sad... Because, for now, you so far away and I long for you touch, your caress, and your love. Some baby.. some... I keep telling myself that but SOON does not come SOON enough. I need a friend, lover, compainion... My children need a friend, ... are you that right person? I know your reading this... and I am sure your not going to reply to it... but just know, your in my thoughts... and sense I was a little child , you have been in my prayers... Love, Tony

Lost Cherry Club
well first off let said hi to all those lost cherry and let all them know that i really loves there profile's and i really enjoy loging into lost cherry this wed is my birthday and i know where i will be at the lost cherry yah

Lost
fucking hate this .. i hate feeling like this, cant shake the mood .. not happy not sad , not mad .. i just am .... i cant stand this just want to do something be somewhere or be with someone ..the one.. i dont want to be here now i want to be there .... anywhere .... i dont know why i am like this i have never been like this .... feel like i lost something , someone . . has anyone ever felt this way ? tell me please .... why is it when ya try to do whats right .. its so hard .. why is it when ya let go it never comes back ... ahhhhh .. lol i laugh caus im weak ... i cry caus im lost ..... i want to be found ..... fucking find me...... i write because i could never talk like this in life ... i smile i nod . i do ...... but what do i do ? nothing that means anything to me ... i want to be great in her eyes i want to do the things that matter in her life .. ahhhh this just fucking sucks ...

Lost Need Help
well i have a dalima, indiviguels on here have pre judged me and my friends have now asked to be added to my list yet not only a few days a go this person was bad mothing our group as a hole makeing falses sattements and now this person has asked me to be my friend.. my problem is i just left a post on to get to know some on befor you make a judge ment but yet i hhave seen the stuf this person has said what do i do please help

Lost In Time
Well thou there are many times in the crazy house some i choose not to remember because of incrimnating evidence about my own insanity lol. So I decide to tell about my last month since I moved into the house. When I first moved into here it was quickly known that it was the sick house cause everyone was coming down with something. Sinus infections, bronchitis, the flu it was wild. As time began to pass and everyone started to return to health then the insanity kicked it. Me and my sister Jill got alternate personalities only known as Susie and Jonnie. The conversations between the two only consist of hey, whats your name. and what are you doing? These aren't normal conversations but rather on the slow side of things to put it nicely. We constantly have a countdown of who has gone the longest without sex and the record so far in the house is held by my sister at 18 days. Yeah I know so so long lmao not really. The house also consists of demonic possessions and witchcraft. Lots

Lost
Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be alone? There you will be. I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

Lost/missed Friends
Just a Place I thought I would post names of some people I have lost touch with. Tami Kaiser ~ Brian and Cheyenne's mom. Kelli Douglas ~ Fletcher punk Victoria, Veronica, Valerie and Monica Gideon ~ Orange Park pals Nathan Alford ~ Tennessee pal from elementary school. Lisa Olinger~ The little sis I never had...miss you.

Lost Cherry And Utah
I've been on lost cherry for about a month. I have over a hundred new "friends". I been in utah since march, I've talked to a couple people I haven't before. If I show my ass on lost cherry I get ratings, and mostly positive comments. I show my ass in utah, Well I'm not sure. But I'd imagine a negative response, maybe even indecent exposure, or public nudity charges or something like that. Tell everyone about my day here, and well about no one cares, so about the same. lol. I haven't come across too many mormons trying to get me to see the light here. Many of these people have found me in utah. People on lostcherry don't seem to be afraid of me, many people in utah and other people seem to be. There's real strict liquer laws in utah. Here, you can buy shots for minors. Alchohol is more expensive to buy alchahol than most states due to the mormons taxing the shit out of it and makeing lots of money off it. But on lost cherry, it's $300 a shot atleast. Here, it's m

Lost Soul
My life gone, my world turned upside down I sit lost waiting to be found I cry for help, nobody hears My life torn from my mind, All those years Gone, Erased from existence Where am I now Buried deep underground My soul lost, Wondering, Unable to rest Searching for the body it once possessed Will I be alright, Will I be lost forever I guess only in due time we’ll know that answer.

The Lost Cherry Points Trap
One of the first things people learn, after joining Lost Cherry, is all the different ways to get points. The more points you get, the higher the level you become. The higher your level, the cooler you must be, right? This all sounded good to me and a lot of fun. It was fun making higher levels and helping my friends get higher... I get high with a little help from my friends... a song? We gradually get lulled into the points trap, and start doing things just to get points. Here's just a few of the clues that you have fallen into "the points trap" 1. You delete pics that you liked, just to add new ones for your friends to rate and comment on. 2. You start ignoring your friends, because they have given you all the points they could. 3. You add a friend that you really can't stand, or have nothing in common with, so they will maybe rate and comment your pics. 4. You stake out the newbies and hit them up with something like "I gave you a 10, please come by my site

Lost Cherry Mastercard Commercial!!!!!
No LC familial affiliations whatsoever.....$0.00 Not giving a crap if I ever win, or even get in, a contest.....$0.00 Leveling up naturally without whoring myself out.....$0.00 A drama free existance on Lost Cherry..... PRICELESS!!! There are some things money can't buy....heh!

Lost Feelings
have you ever felt like something was missing... and you dont know what it is.... and when it comes around you miss it.... and you realize it later and then just start to break down and cry... if you know who this feels... comment me and let me know!

Lost For Moment
'I got lost in your eyes for a moment' Sweet girl, flesh bound of ring and chain Your look, I capture without disdain The world be quiet, time stay still I hold your gaze, your mind I feel A gaze that lingers long and slow Neither wanting to let us go Yes, I got lost for a moment. In dark hell, of cruel desire green eyes, burn your strange fire alive alert, green emerald eyes, deep green pools do disguise What Karene? So cool serene! I got lost in your eyes for a moment ...

Lost
ok so i ended up her the other night cause someone asked me to ..not that im going to say who it was .. :P and as i tried to enter the suite it wouldnt let me so here i am again with number 2 account with the same name and everything else ...lol lol so im lost on LC and cant seem to find my way around ...but i will one of these days ....later kisses flirty

Lost...
Soft and supple in my hands As you surrender to your man Your flesh quivers with every touch More than just a simple crush Loving thoughts turn into lust Making love from dawn to dusk Kissing, teasing with my tongue Lost in you til morning comes From the bed onto the floor Giving all as we explore You are my love, you are my soul Lay with me as we grow old Nothing matters, just us two Doing things that lovers do I feel the heat as passion warms Much more than just a passing storm Sharing secrets made for two Lost in love and lost in you IMspidey/M.M. 8/06 Copyright © 2006

The Lost Relationship
He killed all we had left. He never talks to me. He doesn't even look at me. He acts as if I'm not even there. I wish we had what we had before. I wish he'd talk to me, Or atleast look at me. I wish that we could atleast be just friends again.

Lost
I am lost in a sea of people I am one of the crowd And yet I am all alone I am lost in a fog A fog of confusion and doubt I don't understand myself anymore I don't know what I want What happened to the self-assured person Who knew exactly what she wanted from life? Who knew exactly what her next move should be? I wish I had someone to turn to Someone who could set me straight again My dreams feel like they are impossible to attain My goals feel like they are too high to reach What do I do? Tell me Someone Please

Lostcherry
when i first got here you were all great now i'm just invisable so witch are you the people that were nice to me or the ones who are ignoring me//////well here's the new fuckin deal you want somethin from me ask me i will not be reading or repostin shit have a nice fuckin day

Lost Cherry
Lost Cherry I'm getting real tired of people that only know how to hate. Lost Cherry is supposed to be the first internet night club, or at least so it is billed. It's supposed to be about fun and meeting new people. I mean if you can't say anything nice you should not say anything at all right? Do unto others and everything like that. Some people really live for spoiling a party. Actually I get rated a lot of ones, primarly because I crossdress I presume. I get a lot of name calling from these people, fag and queer come to mind. Of course these people do not know that it was my girlfriends idea to do it. Hey it is a kink of hers, and I love to please, plus I admit it is fun to play dress up. And if these people knew about what Ezra and I do together, they would be scarred for life, lol. Some people hate the bondage pictures. I guess they have a very straight and narrow point of veiw of how sex should be. Any one that has sex outside of missionary position might as

Lost
what is this shit going on in my head Ive been going up and down on this emotional rollercoaster so much that Ive forgoten everything, That all that I thought was love is dead, Just when i think ive found someone i share so much in common with, things turn for the worse, I dont know if Im just being too cautious or if maybe I should let my heart open up One things for sure though If things keep on going like this I feel like my head is jsut gonna burst I just want some sort of sign something to tell me Im on the right path If things will be ok for me to move on In this so called wonderful life So now I sit here thinkin of someone What they're doing now. If Ive crossed their mind if they see me in their dreams Only time will tell i guess and Im left here to suffer Just let me know what I can do For my heart and soul cant take much more and I just might make u my lover. My life , my everything Ive ever dreamt of having but till that day comes ill just sit h

Lost Cherry's Terminal Illness
Every day I log in, and I see more and more cat fighting, and people reposting it. I guess it amuses them. I don't know. Then I see babyjesus trying to get people to the site, like Bryant McGill. Bryant McGill, whom I don't know at all, is posting bulletins about how he's going to bring his 60,000 friends from Myspace here. Why would he do that? Why would anyone want to join this site once they discover it's chock full of people spewing hatred at each other. This poor man is staking his reputation on a site where adults act like spoiled children. I find it ironic to see an author who writes about positive energy and not allowing negativity into your life, surrounded by bulletins about who is FAKE and who is a CHEATER. I wonder how the same people who repost his bulletin can repost the other bullshit. We laugh at Myspace, but I log in there every day, and nobody has posted a single bulletin on my page about anyone else. And THIS is the ADULT site. Hahahahahahahaha. My pre

Lostcherry Bulletin!
date: 2006-10-21 11:58:22 subject: IF I LET U RIDE IT(repost) MAKE STICKY! Message: 1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you give me a hicky?? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you take your time if I told you to? 13. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 14. Would you want to go fast or slow? 15. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 16. Would u be loud or quiet? 17. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 18. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 19. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? 20.Would u give me head? GIRLS REPOST AS"" GUYZ REPOST AS "IF I

Lost Cherry
Hopefully if you read this you will take apart each spelling error and punctuation mistake. Then tell me about them so I can laugh at you at how much time you wasted on that little endeavor muhahahaha. TIme is the one thing we take for granted and misuse in all so many ways.Take the time to belittle your fellow man then you have wasted your time. Take the time to make the world better well you just made some good use of your time.Take the time to make yourself happy. Well that is the best time spent. Doing the above and beyond is all great and everything but we always forget about ourselves. Some people may say this is a selfish way of thinking but in the grand scheme of things if your happy then the person next to you will be happy. Usually we are all some sort of emotional vampire. In the past week since I got myself back to work after my hiatas to take care of my family my attitude and outlook on life seems to be infectious. Had words of thanx for cheering them up by just b

Lost An Angel
She doesn't know where i'm going, I left her standing outside. I'm sorry if I hurt you hun, You know I never tried. I didn't know that angels, could make me feel this way. But i can hear you that you're leaving, in the things you just wont say. Talk to me my darling, make any little sound. I'm sorry that you can't love me, still I hang around. Am I doing any favors, or is this all a dream. Since I lost you my angel, things aren't what they seem. Is it any wonder, I forgotten how to feel. Don't you know in your silence, it's my voice that you still. Is there any hope now, or am I just another clown. Don't know if I can take it, since you're not around. But I hope, I pray, I dream of another day. I sing, i cry, and I don't know what to say. Devl

Lostcherry.com Males!
Ok! I love naked ppl prolly just as much as the next person but I DO NOT WANT TOO SEE HAIRY SAGGY 40+ year old BALLS! GROSS! Yeah and you wonder why the hell your single! I have seen 4 guys with in 15 min who have cock/ball pics! 3/4 werent bad! The last one It was like a car crash it was graphic and disgusting yet I keep going back like WTF! He was pushing 40! And all but 1 pic was x rated! In one he was giving him self a fucking reach around! EWW! I DOTN WANNA SEE OUR NASTY CRUSTY HAIR ASS! OK! Or you FUCKING SOME CHICK! GROSS! MARK THAT SHIT FUCKING PRIVATE! WHO THE HELL IS WITH ME ON THIS ONE??? xo's Amber

Lost Cherry Vs. Myspace
Maybe the blog here will be better...I'm sick of blogging at MySpace because everyone reads your blog...but never post a comment. Makes you feel kinda creepy. Almost as if you're being spied on, hahaha!

Lost In Love
When you fall so fast into love there's no time to see how the ending may be a fog covers your vision while you ride loves waves with its ups and its downs you get lost in the haze the fog is lifted and your left without love it wasn't worth the time you spent or the tears you've shed you think to your self every time your in bed that your so stupid that your so dumb you feel miserable now your life's done

Lost
Lost is a puzzle of stars that breathes like water and chews like stone. Alone is a reminder of how far your acceptance is from your understanding. Fear is a bird that believes itself into extinction. Desperation: the honest recognition of a false truth. Hope: seeing who you really are at your highest is who you will become. Grace: the refinement of a soul through time. -Jewel Kilcher

Lost Cherry Contests
Ok, I usually do not do these contests just because we all know it is just a popularity contest and the winner is not always the person with the best whatever it is that the contest is about... Anyway, I am proud of my new tat, so I figured what the hell, I will get into it just to let peeps see it and show it off a bit... I asked my friends on here to go vote for me and they have responded greatly, thanks by the way, anyway on to my point.... I check up on it to see how I am doing and I see I am way out in front on peeps that have voted and commented, however this last time, I noticed that my rating dropped by almost 10 points, so I look at who has been on my page... Well, well, one of the other contestants, and some dude that looks like a poster child for steroids, I am assuming a pal of one of the other contestants.... Now seriously, I could care less if I win, but to go in and rate someone a 1 just to help yourself win or to have friends do it for you is about as gay and

Lost My Me
can't look to your voice anymore because you shut me out walked away turned me down bruised my everything and changed my me now there is only this thing that i hate more than i did this life that i have to live to keep others happy this emptyness that is taking me under because you're gone just because you're gone and i'm so tired of tears but worst of all the faith is gone trust is impossible and i became that girl

~lost Sight~
Going along as always and suddenly the world is a blur. Fuzzy around the edges I can't say where I am or who you are. I just know I am afraid of what is next...will my sight clear, will you still be there? I have lost sight once, will it fade - will I find the sunlight? I want to know I will find happiness again while seeking to change the past not trying to ignore the future. I'm angry with myself and feeling despair at the thought of what is lost. Now I'm unwilling to dream again - fighting myself not to feel closed off to love. My biggest fear is lost sight...

Lost A Good Freind Last Night
a coworker and goodfreind passed away at 730 last night he was 55 he lost his leg two weeks ago then it got infected had a heart attack 5 within last 5 months pleases keep his family in your toughts nad prayers

Lost
There she was just standing there all I wanted was to smell her hair She glanced my way just to say hi all I could think about was her eyes She walked toward me with a grin on her face all I wanted was to take her away from this place As she stood in front of me all I wanted was for her to be free She held me tighter than before I don't want her to be sore anymore I whispered in her ear "I'll love you till the end my dear" I took her by the hand and led her to a far away land I showed her everything there is to live for and taught her how to spread her wings and soar I watched her fly far, far away even though I wanted her to stay I slowly turned around to leave when I felt her breathe

Lost November
ten days in hell since you left her there a bottom you had never seen and never will it's not the girl you knew the one you once said was beautiful now she's like all the others that you complained of in the dark too scared to live terrifyed of love and running running till she drops when the only one who cares has to sit back and watch not made to give what you could and November will never come

Lost Cherry.com
Thanks to all, the welcome received on Lost Cherry.com has been fantastic, I have worked with some of the most famous people in the world as a professional photographer, this site gives me the opportunity to view some of the down to earth photographs I miss so, hence my ratings. On saying that, some of the photographs on here are simply awesome, and the lady’s, well!! They put some of my so called Prima Donna clients to shame. Once again thanks for the welcome.

Lost
-L O S T- I can’t see, I’m lost somewhere… Life is faded, Time is nonsense… Nothing is as I remember. Confused, and alone… Though ‘tis not how it is! Surrounded by love, Is feeling crowding and frightened! It’s a deafness, this feeling, Though I’m not quite sure how… So overwhelmed… Can’t sense the world going on around me! Aware, but unaware, And so very lost and afraid… Family is distant, And yet, in need of my help… Or is it I, who needs their help… Their presence? I know not of what I speak… Only …that all is a haze, And I am in the middle of it. Can I not live? May I not BE?? Is there not I can do… To stop this revolution around sorrows of old??? Where does this path lead? Is there a tunnel leading out? Is there freedom at the gate? Or am I lost eternally… There is no forwards, There is no return. There is no present, no ‘now’ Only haze, ever lost… … Where does this lead? Where can I go? Doing more damage than I k

Lost In Lost Cherry
Oh My friggin' gawd. I just joined Lost Cherry today, and it is too much fun. I have become number seven in the list of the top of the most roductive in getting their friends in and hooked on it with them. I have already earned so many cherries that I am almost to the tenth level of membership in less than 24 hours. It is soooo addictive.

Lost And Found
Yes I wrote this :P Where did you go? Why did you leave? Was I not all you wanted? You said I was the one Your Soulmate But you didn't see me You forgot me It broke my heart Will it ever fully heal? Love me now Say its forever Never leave me Say you need me. I long for your touch Your sweet kiss Come back to me baby Complete me Surround me Drown me in your love I see you...I always see you Please "SEE" me

Lost Cherry Has The Hiccups And I Think Its Blaming Me :(
Just letting you all know .. Im not being rude .. by not goin to pages . but .. as you can see my User pic is down .. and usually when I go to my page or anyone else's I see nothing .. :( sometimes it will half load if im lucky ....So... this is to Let you all know I adore you my friends . and as soon as these Virtual Hiccups are cured Ill be back :)

Lostcherry.com
damn i just started my profile a few days ago and already im a chill cherry. every one here is so damn nice, i personally want to thank ken for my first gift. i love kisses. ihope that all yall can come by and rate my pics and even leave me a message.luv all you ppl! xoxoxo's

Lost 2 Pounds Today
This is an update on my progress so far. I'm down to 177.5 as of Today. I'm wondering if it's all the work that I was doing today or something else, I don't know. But I guess what I really need to do is to be more healthier from now on. Since I found out that my Cholesterol levels are a bit high, I was scared to think that I might end up losing my life if I don't do something about it. So now I'm taking charge of my life as well as my body and lose as much weight as possible as well as lower my levels.

Lost Secrets Of The Ancient World
Lost secrets By their pure representation, Tiahuanaco, the Pyramids of Egypt, Ba'albek and numerous sacred sites all over the world, project some light, reflecting bygone civilizations and their incredible enigmas. All of these edifices must have left printed or carved material for future generations and indeed they did. I have gathered some well-documented information pertaining to the many crimes committed against mankind, in a combination of greed, ignorance fueled by fear and a specific religious agenda. Julio Cesar carries with him the heavy responsibility of setting the first fire in the Alexandria Library, where erudite "Ptolemme Soter" assembled an incredible inventory of over 700,000 books representing much of the totality of the human knowledge, since the dawn of time. Four centuries later, another fire started by an ignorant bunch of vandals, completely destroying the remaining of this extraordinary knowledge. In the year 641, this spiritual site was finally remove

Lost & Alone
lost alone empty inside no one's there or no one cares no one really sees me there,they look and see a empty shell they talk to me with hollow wordsnot seeing beyond there own reality however big or small there world may be they still do not see the real me, giving advice but not understanding the problem not even knowing what it is, they look upon the enmity shell and think they see me and again hollow words fill the air..

Lost
Its been almost three weeks since my father passed away.I'm still grieving and trying to accept that hes really gone and that I'll never see him again-unless I die.I go to sleep at night in hopes that I'll dream about him.My dreams are a blur when I awake and I can't remember them now.I turn corners no matter where I go hoping to see him.When I cry I wait for him to appear and tell me that everything is okay,and that hes okay too.Everything reminds me of him.When I light a cigarette I remember when he smoked,or him telling me that he would die wanting a cigarette.He quit smoking a few months before he was diagnosed with leukemia.If I drink pepsi I remember not liking pepsi when I was kid,but drinking it after he got sick.Certain foods that he made when I was kid cause me to get upset.The pictures of him standing beside me when I was about four years old make me wish that I could turn back the hands on the clock to a time when he wasn't sick,when I was daddys little girl,when daddys lau

Lost Moments
Wilting flowers fading light lost in wonder alone tonight chills of darkness sweep these skies moon beams dance across my eyes glimmering hope caught in my gaze sleepless hours pass like days my restless mind exhausting thought remembering things once soon forgot how your caress felt against my skin heartache then again seeps in soaking emotions from my heart searching for an ending as I start glancing over chapters of my life while sparkles illuminate this knife after a moment my eyes soon close falling from my lovers hand a wilted rose laid across this coffin above I see tears from his eyes fall for me

Lost Weight
the emptiness has met defeat I feel whole, the enigmatic puzzle made complete all because I felt something today bittersweet was the feeling in a curiously odd way not like a needle prick or a swift ass kick not like a shoulder tap nor like a facial slap unlike a pain nor distain unlike hate unlike being irate doubtful I'm wrong, but if so I'll repent but this blessing could only be heaven sent you know the similar feeling when epiphany lights up your mind & face and you feel as if you've been granted access to a different place and you are now privy to momentary grace and you dwell in it's embrace yes that's how I felt the "house" seems to be in my favor, judging from the "hand" I've been "dealt" I have been gifted burdens lifted feels GREAT, the best I've felt to date the cord has been cut, it's seems I've lost some excess baggage as well as some (figurative) weight

Lost Love
Well for yall that read this please note this not an end of life letter, just a way that I feel after a year. This has been the worst year of my life. A year ago I found out that the women that I though I was gonna spend the rst of my life with (my wife), admitted (and was caught in the act) of unfaithfullnes. Her only response to me catching her was that I was not supposed to be home till the next day. I come home on November 8th (a day before our five year wedding aniviersary) of last year from a tranning session in Las Vegas, when I walk in on my wife in bed with three other guys, going like wild animals. With me standing there in the doorway with a dozen roses and in aww struck all she could scream was that I was not supposed to me today. Even though it has been almost a year I stil feel the pain and heartache of that day, a day does not go by with that vison playimg in my minds eye. my heart ans soul forever scared by this image I did not know how to live fot he longes time o

Lost Cherry Marriage. It's Getting Interesting Now
Here's another license for ya. I kinda like the look of this one better than the Cherry Tap version. Hey, for all you polygamists out there, these two liceses (see previous blog) should just make your day. Now you can get cyber married on Lost Cherry and Cherry Tap. Who's gonna know?!?!?! Shhhhh. I sure won't tell. Lol. Oh, boy!! Let the games begin!!!

Lost Forever?
Tears rolling down my face, something here is out of place. I look around and something's gone. now I know that something's wrong. The friends who I love so dear, now, I realize that they aren't here. I shut the door and didn't know, I look around and don't know where to go. They thought I didn't need them anymore, how can I open the door? I realized I had sold the key, to the man who said he loved me. How could I have been so wrong? could it have been that long? Now here I am all alone, but far away I hear a sweet song. I have forgotten the words, it has been so long. Under the door slips a sheet, with the words printed so neat. Could this be a dream? it couldn't mean what it seems. Slowly the knob turns, rushing to me all my concerns. A tear rolling down my face, I hope nothing is out of place.

Lost In The Depths Of My Physcotic Mind
i find it kind of funny that the dreams of where im dying are the best ive ever had im slowly losing my mind slipping into insanity wondering when it will end where it will stop who knows who cares i used to but ive stopped ive learned no matter what i do i will always be missunderstood i will always be lost i cant figure out why this is true the only truth is death the only reality is the one of your dreams imagination

Lost Loves Afraid To Start New
well here i am an old man me and my daughter had our hearts torn out by my last ex i'm afraid to meet new people just to get hurt again plus i don't want to take my hurt out on someone new that doesn't deserve it.I do want to make new friends & i do hope to find love again just hope i am able to get over trust issuses that i have now.They say time heals all wounds but what about the deep ones?.

Lost In Thought...
Trying somthing new... Current mood: calm A fewness of word, Greatness of deeds... What are you waiting for? with all you say you want, there is: A dream for you to follow; A dream for you to set; A plan for to make; A project for you to begin; An idea for you to act on; A possibility for you to explore; An opportuniy for you to grab; A choice for you to make. If not, you shouldn't have anything to talk about... Today i will make it my business to say less and do more.

Lost Willy
John had a terrible accident which mangled his private parts, requiring they be removed. His spirit was broken. His doctor told him: "John, all is not lost. I can make you better than before. It is possible for us to replace your lost member with a prostetic. However, the procedure is considered cosmetic and would not be paid by your insurance. The hope of regaining his manly prowess lifted John's heart to ask: "How much would it cost?" His doctor explained: "You can get the 4 inch model for £6,000.00 (John's frown quickly faded); or the 6 incher for £7,500.00 (John began to smile); or you may have the 9 inch version for £10,000.00." (John grinned as his eyes widened with anticipation) "But normally I insist that the decision be made only after you've consulted with your wife" John happily agreed, and set off for home. Upon his next return, the doctor asked for his decision. John hung his head sadly, replying: "She said for that kind of money, she'd rather a new kitch

Lost Salvation
I saw your face in the dim, moonlit, sky. Looking worse than ever before. Dead to me, you are. You're not the one I fell for, Not the one I love. You're not the one I'd die for, You're not my beloved. Eternally alone, This is what I am. Digging my way through the throes, Feeling for my inner sanctum. My hope is lost. Yet, My pain still grows. Suffocating, All that is left of me. Watching as my eyes glaze over, Listening for the last gasp. Life has lost it's lustre, It's brilliance, Gone away. Moving through the motions, Leading to decay. I'm now left to tread, Softly down the faded line. Vacant as can be, For, the sun, no longer shines.

Lost One
I have lost a very dear freind on here, WHy? That is tough question. I have talked with her and tried to get her to see that life can get better, I did all that I could think of get her to look at the future and what it could be. I let her know how much she meant to so many people. In the end, I was not enough help, she has deleted her page and tried to kill herself. I am not sure if she suceeded or not, the police will not tell me because I am not a relative. The length of time it took to get things moving does not leave much hope. I know that she will hate me for having called them even if she does survive, so I have lost her either way. I just hope that she IS safe and that they will help her where I could not! I do not write this to hear how I did what I could, rather I write it in hopes that all that read it will take a moment to think of all that the person you are talking to may have endured or be going through! Please for the sake of all, be kind to one another, it hurts to lo

Lost..hate
well i know most people on this site really dont know me. well these last couple of months have been hell for my family and my self..my uncle MATT DIMAS (R.I.P) was killed by a fucking drunk driver 2-24-06. The day of his birthday. our world was torn apart that day. we never got to tell him what a great guy he was and uncle brothr father husban. life to me now is so different now i try and let people know i love them and what i really think about them caues you never know when they will be taken away from you. just make sure you make every day count with your family and friends. i feel so lost right now cause i dont know what to do when i see my mom crying cause her brother is gone. what can i do to stop that pain that i feel inside..this fucking hate i have deep in me eating me alive.

Lost
lost in your eyes i sleep another day minutes pass by with love streaming from every part of my soul having met you u set my soul free free from pain free from wrongdoing i only hope our love is a love that will last forgive me forever i would be lost without u in my life love me like i love you always forever lost

Lost
Alone on an island, Far out to the sea, My heart is broken, For we'll never be. My soul has been bound, Nevermore to fly free, And my heart cries out, A sad, desperate plea. My eyes are so dark, I've lost all of my light, My dreams become nightmares, I can't sleep at night. Your face haunts my dreams, Always, you're all that I see, Your voice haunts my mind, I just wish we could be! I'm in love with you, Now I now the cost, My cold and lonely soul, Shall forever be lost.

Lost & Found
12-6-05 Lost & Found By: Travis Smith Feeling lonely Feeling scared Looking for you But you're not there Sitting up, looking around Staring at the TV Felling a little down Pulls out a Coke but doesn't leave a smile Telephone rings, I pick up Wished it was you yet it was a prank Played by my mind while time goes by I realized I loved you Day one, day two, doesn't matter For I forever love you Feeling this pain, feeling my joy Look at me and smile.. Oh my.. No longer lonely No longer scared Found you here I am complete

Lost Times For All Ofyou Who Miss Someone
One more day has gone The light inside my heart has extinguished Needing a hand to kindle that light, I can't imagine my life without you, My lord, Long time has passed since you've gone But I am still all alone The sky is without stars at night, Our distance is like the boundless ocean, Counting the damned time And waiting for the blessing moment, Loneliness I feel in me. Looking every day to the sly without sun, Empty I feel. Wishing to hold you as a bird needs it wings, I'll forever wait fro your return. My love, You are always welcome in my life! What is your opinion?

Lost
How can one feel so lost, yet feel no pain? How can one be the ship that is sinking deeper and deeper into their own mind? How can one wish for hope, when all they see is despair? How can one slip so far, that there is no place left to fall? How can one be holding tightly to the knot in the end of the rope, yet feeling it slip away between their fingers. How can one be asking these questions, and not taking the steps?

Lost Soul
I have made my share of mistakes in the past A lifetime some would last I ask forgiveness for what I did wrong As for you, the wait will be long I can still forgive for what you had done Even though now you are gone Separate worlds we live Because I am one to give Not to hurt the ones so dear Or the ones so near My love for you washes away As our relationship goes astray My heart just aches Cause I thought that was one thing you wouldn't break I should have known That you have never grown Taking advantage of the ones so close But the last petal fell of the rose All that is left is the thorn And me left to mourn Of the memories of the past But they will not last Diminishing slowly from my mind Most of which are unkind So what do you say to a lost soul That you left with a hole

Lost Without My Best Friend.
[Nov. 6th, 2006|11:49 pm] another tear to cry another feeling of pain another day to pass and still i sit and cry over you should be over it should have moved on but soon it will be the day that they came and said you were gone. didnt get to say goodbye didnt get the chance for one last hug. you were gone within the blink of an eye my dear old best friend and a few years are gone but still the pain cuts through me like a knife. please give me the sign to move on please help me to find my path again because i've drifted again and im feeling cold and lost.

Lost In The Wind
These days are long and dark, nights are cold and getting old. Getting hard to breathe, You don‘t have to leave. Don't know what is different, nothing seems the same. I don't know why? Everything is a miss. There is no one here to blame. I call out your name, but nobody answers. It feels so long, You say I did nothing, wrong. Our hearts once so close, now the distance between has grown. My feelings for you are known. You added beauty to this ugly place. You are the song, my heart yearns to play. I don't need to pretend, I know you're my friend. I am like your drug, when you were down, all you needed was my hug. Your spirits were lifted and a smile was showing. Like a feather, I'm lost in the Wind, blowing, away.

Lost Weekend
In Market Square, Boston, I sat waiting for you. My hands tremble like I’ve never known. We have spend almost a year together on the net, having loving moments, having fights, never parting, but tearing when moments were wrong or misunderstood. We both were unsure about meeting, never clear whether the actual meeting face to face, body to body, would yield the love we had always felt online, or whether the reality would be a disappointment, or whether the moment would wrack our lives in deeper ways. Looking at my beer, trying to relax, I take a sip, but suddenly feel a presence. I turn and see you. You never sent me your picture, just a description of your height, hair and eye color and measurements. There you sat, you face smiling, your eyes bright, your body leaning toward me. The enfolding of arms took place. The touching of hands and the kissing of lips. The real meeting of bodies there on the stools at the outside bar in Market Square. What happened? Bills were

Lost
Lost, forgotten, walking no where, been noone. a blank with in this world. Dark intentions, blood dripping from my wounds, smoke whirling on my tongue, ashes falling to the ground, screaming through the winds. forgotten soul left behind, fighting anger, a listlessness growing stronger, taking over the norm of my sanity. a cry for help, but no one reaches out, no one cares, tears forever falling from my eyes, drowning in my sorrow. coldness that never disapates, turned backs, lashing tongues that strike. A beating of broken hearts, slashes of scars bleeding my thoughts. graves desicrated, broken promises, days and nights of silence, forgotten languages recited. Innocence gone, taken away. the hour is near the candles lit, the sacrifice of oneself, bleeding your scars out, devil prying on my soul, angels cry for the lost child. And all anyone had to do was try. Try and reach out the hand, a friend could of stopped all the pain, gave a little more, a shoulder, a hug,

Lost
where are you now? My secret passion, my muse that drove me. I cannot feel you anymore. I used to know your hands. now the words confuse me. Once we were close, now i feel the cold. I put some hope in you, and I think you took it. You grew strong. and now you're gone, But where are you?

Lost Love
To brokenhearted women, please heed these words I say, the pain you think eternal will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered he wasn't the one for you, true love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soul mate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way, and the bond that forms between you will grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do, God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is so short and precious, so make every moment last, live today, tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one who left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal will slowly fade away... WORD spoken, to me in time I really need them... THANKS... to my angel *********************************************** The beauty of the Pegusas is so unreal... like the love one has for their parent.. I have a symbol of my mom on my back..

Lost In My Own Little World
Feelings lost, no words to say, Just lost inside my own little world. Don't know what I want, or what to do, Don't even know just how to feel. My lips are sealed, My heart is locked, Scared to say a word, I'm lost inside my own little world. My head is confused, My stomach aches, My heart don't know what to do. So what is wronge? I have no clue, Just lost inside my own little world. I see his face, day after day, and I know I have to walk away. My head just aches, My stomach's in knots, My heart is locked away, and I still don't know, just what to do. I'm lost inside my own little world.

Lost Love
Lost Love To brokenhearted men and women please heed these words I say, the pain you think eternal will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered he or she wasn't the one for you, true love would never allow the pain they've put you through. A soul mate will always protect you, they won't hurt you in any way, and the bond that forms between you will grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do, God gave you the strength of a man or woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is so short and precious, so make every moment last, live today, tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one who left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal will slowly fade away.

Lost And Forever
When the snow has melted and the birds begin their song And the summer warmth fills my heart again, I think of you And how you once held me under the June stars. Though it's been many years since I've felt your touch, And your scent has faded from the shirt I wore that night, I still think of you And how you held me by the waterfall. It was just an adolescent dream that we would last Though I always thought somehow we would. Which is why I still think of you When my world seems grim and lonely. I said back then no one would ever know me quite the same way, And that I'd think of your face last on my dying day. And eternally, I'd think of you And the few short years we spent in love. For heaven must consist of you and I as one, Because I couldn't live my life knowing That thinking of you Was the closest I'd ever get to Eden. Someday I'll hold you again - of that I'm certain. And you'll look in my eyes the way you used to, And you'll see life and reality,

Lost
Lost wandering the barren empty halls looking for myself. I gave my heart my soul. Now I'm empty. The wasteland of what was my home has become my prison I cannot leave for what if my love were to return. I cannot stay for within is all that reminds me of him. Inside my breast is a demoralizing hunger that drives all thought from my head all meaning from the world. A desire to see what cannot be seen A creature of need claws it's way from the deepest recesses to find that which cannot be found. Where is this comfort I long for open arms to hold me for a strong chest to lean against. I feel a presence and turn A smile half-formed on my parted lips; to face... ...only the asphyxiating emptiness and silence that has coagulated here for an eternity. The almost-smile fades and I remain Alone. © 2006 D. R. Hyden well, guess i'm in a black, bleak mood... someone pull me out...please!

Lost In The Morning Cigarette...
Some things that i saw in the smoke: I need a printer. I need to focus ( I feel like Osaka "get it together, get it together, get it together...") Things not yet known: What the fuck are all these nightmares about? Why am I atracted to "Azumanga Daioh" type girls?

*lost*
I still feel lost, but I think I'll find my way. On the other side of a thunderstorm, there's a brighter day. I'm still scared, a frightened girl inside. I will unlock my door. My secrets I will confide. My dreams, my fears, my sorrows, my tears. This weight I've carried these many years. I'm so sick of this wall I've hidden behind. The key to the lock door was so hard to find. Now that I've found the key that opens my door, behind this wall I'll hide no more. I will feel happiness & sadness, I will embrace my inner pain. I will stop denying reality, though reality is insane

Lost Love
Sometimes we have something, without truly knowing what we have Sometimes we hold something, without completly knowing what we hold Sometimes we are given something, without fully appreciating what we are given. But that knowledge usually comes when... We realize what we've lost!

Lost Within The Darkness
Fading away into darkness I cannot find my way The pain makes me Incapable Of staying sane Of wanting to care anymore It keeps getting worse Doesn’t get better I’m ready to fall apart But no one sees how Very much in pain I am It’s time to cry But not now For fear of others mockery I must wait until I’m alone Isolation all I need because No one can help me I just want to give up Why am I in so much pain? Why do I just want to disappear? Someone made a joke I forgot to see the humor in it So much pain and it isolates Me from everything I’m isolated from myself I can’t hope or smile at The moment Because if I smile the tears Will roll down my face And I will break down I don’t want to be weak I don’t want to be seen as Weak Don’t want to have to need Someone People talk to me yet I don’t Hear a thing I don’t hear anyone All I hear are my quiet cries Inside So mournful so filled with Pain It’s hard to breathe My throat is constricted An

Lost Love
I'm giving up on loving you I cant take the pain you've put me through Deep down I know the feelings are always there Maybe someday you will care At least for now I can hide my pain I know if I don't, I'll go insane Our time apart has made me realize There is no second chance when it comes to guys I almost had you back one time But of course, you changed your mind The many excuses that you have told Are getting lame and really old We never talk anymore Its like a room to ur life and u've slammed the door It hurts to know you've shut me out Now i know wut love is all about You're happy then u cry and cry Where there was truth becomes all lies All in all it never ends for good But then again, who thought it would?

Lost Friends
today is a friends birthday. He passed away about 5 1/2 years ago, but I light a candle for him every birthday. and even though I know he is in a better place, I miss him a lot. so today has just been kinda sad. it has reminded me how quickly precious people can be ripped from our lives. so today I want everyone to just hug someone they love for no reason. or that person you aren't sure if you should tell them how you feel...tell them, tell them with everything you have. let people know you care for them. if professing your undying love is just too much for you to handle, at least tell them you care. the last time I saw my friend, we argued over something stupid, we agreed to disagree. our visit ended with a make-up quick kiss and he said he cared for me, goodbye. I was such an idiot then for not listening to him, he was right and the words he said were in my best interest. I took his advice against my will, forever glad that I did. He knew that, and I know now. funny how it takes y

Lost In Tears
Sadness has come in your absense Open to you now feelings so intense Flowing through me my heart is weeping Secret sorrows I am now keeping You touched my heart deep inside Doors to my soul thrown open wide unguarded i'm left exposed and unsure through my tears this screen is a blur a leap of faith i took you on you made me smile until dawn .... know this now and never forget .... i loved you for a moment with all i had for its simpleness it cant be so bad. a.boudreaux 2006

Lost Memories
Pictures from my sons birth were destroyed today. There was no way to salvage any of them. Those are some wonderful memories that I will never get back. Priceless moments in my sons life that are lost forever because some dumbass doesn't know their job. How do you respect someone like that? How do you cope with something like that? Granted I have the real thing but these are moments that could be saved and shared with others to witness the joy of the event. I don't know...

Lost
You live in a world, where everyone pretends to be real You've found you're lost, and can't find your way Living another day, dreaming, reaching out Fingers brushing at memories that just fade away You lost your way... Broken in silence the distance remains you lost your way... Yeah!! now turn around face the day break the structure free yourself you got the key to your locked cell face the day you've lost your way You drift in todays society, where the crazy is the real you've found your lost, drowning in your own mediocrity Breathing in another moment, your dreams are slain Arms outstretched, they yearn for one more day you lost your way.... Broken in blindness the distance remains Yeah! now turn around face the day break the structure free yourself you got the key to your locked cell face the day you've lost your way Now everyone is looking, you've drifted away so far away, you've lost your way no way to save yourself You drift

Lost!
I laid my head on a pillow we shared and my eyes begain to blur, I could feel a tear run down my face and it was because of her. The way she smelt, The way she smiled is always on my mind, If i could have just one more chance our love i know we'd find . I try to sleep to dream,to dream of her but the pain is just to much, I would give most anything just one kiss or just a touch. I'd give my sight to here her voice, or legs to see her smile; God take my breath to feel her kiss, and hold me for a while. This path i chose with rocks and holes, even with all the cost. I know were to go and how to get there but still i feel so Lost JW

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Lost Love
I can still picture that face, the one no other can ever replace, they captured my heart and won the race, their a part of me forever and always. I lost him though, long ago, what could I do, how was I to know, why the hell did I let him go. He meant so much yet I walked away, I realize now I broke his heart, I didn't mean to, He was torn apart. What was that feeling I got inside and why did I want him by my side, I didn't know why but now I do, I realize now I loved you. That don't make it better or put things right, just give me a moment, maybe a night, I don't wanna argue or even fight, I wanna say I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart, I made a mistake, I wanna put it right, all I ask is give me a moment, maybe a night. let me show you that I'm sincere, I want you back where I can keep you safe, I want you here where I can keep you near. I must be dreaming cos that'll never happen, you've got a better life without me, you now ha

The Lost Pilot
Your face did not rot like the others-- the co-pilot, for example, I saw him yesterday. His face is corn- mush: his wife and daughter, the poor ignorant people, stare as if you will compose soon. He was more wronged than Job. But your face did not rot like the others--it grew dark, and hard like ebony; the features progressed in their distinction. If I could cajole you to come back for an evening, down from your compulsive orbiting, I would touch you, read your face as Dallas, your hoodlum gunner, now with the blistered eyes, reads his braille editions. I would touch your face as a disinterested scholar touches an original page. However frightening, I would discover you, and I would not turn you in; I would not make you face your wife, or Dallas, or the co-pilot, Jim. You could return to your crazy orbiting, and I would not try to fully understand what it means to you. All I know is this: when I see you, as I ha

Lost
Walk in the rain no one notices the tears or the blood dripping from your wrist to them its nothing your just another being Kneel before me and say a secret prayer whisper the tear drops that fall from your face You curse these bloody hands the blood has dried It's your blood it's your time to cry You put me down you say its not so forget my cries its your time to go Kneel before me and say a secret prayer whisper the tear drops that fall from your face Dammed these bloody hands forget what must be let me fall away from Kneel before me dear child and say a secret prayer whisper the tear drops that fall from your face whisper the angel thats fallen from grace

A Lost Or Is It
place my life to the fates I place my life t the gods and goddesses I place my life to my families hand I give everything to these and mine A vow to all, family and close friends A vow to all, innocent and who calls I protect thee and tine, never turning away You see my face not my back, By blood, life, and energy, with in power I vow, a vow to all, those in need Call my name I shall come Spiritual, physical, all forms of life I shall come, need not be harmed And if I die, know I die protecting those in need Know I did not die alone your presence haunts me on quiet, lonely nights I close my eyes and see an idealized image of you a ghost within my mind too perfect to grasp and too wonderful to touch I speak to you softly with my mind telling you of my love; greatest gift fate's cruelest curse. now that you're gone all I have are memories fading Now you are just a dream away your last words invaded my thoughts Locked deep insi

Lost Friends
i cant keep friends the best ones i had turnd on me after 18 yrars becouse they done some stuped stuff and blamed me for it so that beat the hell out of me and now thay wont to come fore more and ant going to stop to thay hur me bad thay wont to do ganeworfar to take me out...im not going down with out a fight i know that im just one agents 5..so what can i do but hope and pray for sme help from somewere els but non is hereso i will fight on with my back to the wall like i have for so long...i had there back for so long now iv got to watch mine...well how know what is next lol...im not a fighter maybe it is time to move on...new friends is what i kneed

Lost Another One Lol
ok. i forgot to name a blog title up there and lost yet another long one. so it cant remember it, or give me the option to add one? grrr. going to have to start typing the damn things in word. So let's see a brief recap….Got up, ate, road 4-wheeler, got cold, came home did homework…. Wow somehow earlier that was this huge thing. I even explained that I only eat onion ring batter and pull the onions out. Well all that fun stuff on another time I guess Going to do some studying. Fun huh? Finals suck...But bday is soon.. we should all go out… ok?

Lost Love
Lost Love When you came into the room, my world would stop its spin. But for you it was different, your liking someone else was to begin. This hurt inside, tore me apart. While you walked up, to break my heart. On every star I have wished, that one day I'd bump into you. And if that day ever comes, what I have to say will be true. "If you hadn't broke my heart, I'd love you to the end. But that night you came up to me, I lost my only friend. "I now know that you, have not lived to your fullest. Just like love at its bluest. "You can't always get what you want, I know its true. Nothing now can help us out for I no longer love you."

Lost Soul
lost soul an empty heart seeing that you've turn to the wrong path hateful words don't understand why... i'll try not to lose faith but it's too hard i truly know that i've lost you along with part of my soul i have no one to guide me fight the battle alone i wish that this was just a bad dream i'd wake up knowing that you're there but you aren't sure i look strong but in the inside, i'm crumbling to pieces i got soothe the pain maybe one day you'll be there smiling telling me it was a bad dream now i have a small thing called hope

Lost And Confused
Ok,so I was talkin to my bf earlier,n we had a discussion about what I consider cheating! He said he wouldn't mind if I was to sleep with someone else cause he likes watching,so I said "you know how I feel about the whole cheating thing n it is cheating even if you are there n watching......guess you chose the wrong gf or somethin *shrugs*: n his response was "yeah I guess I did lol" then he signed out! He likes to joke alot,n say shit that makes me wonder till I talk to him again! So idk if I should take this as a hint,or wait it out and see what he says when I talk to him again! I am really confused and hurt by this! ADVICE PLEASE! Much love and thanks! Mandy

Lost Worth
There's not much to me that you can't see The pain in my life is what made me me You wonder why my trust is hard to find Because never in my life have I been blind Abused in every way that I know Theres not much left inside to grow I'm always suspicious of whom I care I learned early in life nothings fair I'll always be cautious no matter what you do I believe one of these days you'll hurt me too I don't perceive you as full of harsh intent It just seems the way my life is meant To end in pain, stuck in the past Nothing worth happiness ever seems to last

Lost Without Your Love ( By Bread)
Lost and all alone I always thought that I Could make it on my own Since you left, I hardly Make it through the day My tears get in the way And I need you back to stay I wander through the night And search the world to find The words to make it right All I want is just The way it used to be With you here close to me I've got to make you see That I'm lost without your love Life without you isn't Worth the trouble of I'm as helpless as a Ship without a wheel A touch without a feel I can't believe it's real And someday soon, I'll wake And find my heart Won't have to break Yes, I'm lost without your love Life without you isn't Worth the trouble of All I want is just The way it used to be I need you here with me Oh, darling, can't you see If we had love before We can have it back once more

The Lost Room
I just watched the last installment of 'The Lost Room' on the SciFI channel and I have to say that I've really, really enjoyed it over these last three nights. It is slightly surreal, occult fantasy kind of stuff, centering on a motel room that exists outside of reality and the objects that were removed from it. There is a bit of secret society stuff around the objects themselves and an involving backstory as to what the hell the room is and what the objects themselves do (they each seem to have weird powers). They leave it a tad open ended (as seems to be the way of mini-series these days, the constant fly-fishing of the networks looking for enough interest to generate a full series), but it stands strongly enough on its own. SciFI will re-air the entire 6 hours on Sunday so I strongly suggest checking your local schedules and setting your DVRs or VCRs to record on that day if the show sounds interesting to you at all. (oh and it stars Peter Krause of Six Feet Under if you are

Lost Love
A candle burns As a lonely tear falls, A page of lost memories Is all she can recall. A flicker of light Illuminates the face Of a once bubbly girl Now a ghost in her place. The pictures of memories Aglow in her heart, Fresh in her soul From such a recent depart. An elated smile And a glimmer in his eye, The beach where they laid Off the cool summer isle. A snowflake that lies On top of his head, The winter they met With such a path ahead. The pages are turned Of lost memories indeed, Floating in the pool Of the tears of defeat.

Lostprophets-kobrakai
Say goodbye to you, but it always dies, its taken aback to.... so watcha gonna do now, but you've got until sundown don't look too good, look too bright, got it all but wanna fight so how u gonna feel now but you've got till sundown step in the car its time to go you want it back you fell off track a thousand knifes left in my back protecting me such an irony and i told u once i'd never leave, and all i do and and all i've seen i drove. (some shouting of some sort...go jamie) so tell me y it all revolves around u, (i got it i got it i got it..) and i no in time wot i must do, (i got it i got it i got it..) now i no its time for us to fade, say what's awful, want it all today, now say what's wrong with u, got too much on your mind and u just don't no where your going so how u gonna feel now, but u got until sundown don't look too good don't look too bright got it all and wanna fight so how u gonna feel now, but u got until sundown step in the car its

Lost
his mind twisted and distorted throat still numb from the cocaine he just snorted. his mind can focus on nothing but her. she was his life his everything and now shes gone. all thats left of her are fadeing memories. all he can think of anymore is ending it all. he feels so weak and helpless. she was his backbone his reason for being. he now sees no reason for his existance. he feels its a fucking waste of time. he could not possibly go on living. he puts the revolver in his mouth says his prayers and collapsed bleeding onto the couch. M.A.Z.J

Lost
Lost I feel it deep inside my bones, A weiriness that grows and grows. I've felt so happy i could cry, I've felt so happy i could die. It ended before it could begin, My love for you my only sin. I yearn to hold you everyday, To gently kiss your tears away. I've travelled through a black abyss, Longing for your softest kiss. The pain i hold and feel inside, Is more than i could ever hide. My love for you has no bounds, But I'm forced to sit and hold my ground. I'll call you friend and smile and laugh, But deep inside my breaks in half. I'll sit and wait; no mater what the cost, For now i know I'm truly lost. Michael B. Reilly

Lost In Dreamland
I rest my weary head close my eyes and drift off to sleep. Cherishing my slumber for in my dreams we meet. Happiness overcomes me and my heart begins to race. Just as soon as I see your lovely smiling face. The alarm goes off and out of my dream and into my day. Then I'm touched with sadness because in reality you're so far away.

Lost In A Lost World
I have this stashed away in my stashes but I have so much there its hard to see them all. Anyway, this is how Im feeling today. Our president said days ago that we are winning the war then he comes back and says that we are not and that he wants to beef up the military. WTF is wrong with his thinking? Does he want another Nam? Cuz thats whats going to happen! We arent going to win this war, no one will! We should learn from our past and not try it again expecting different results. Yep, I was raised by a hippy mom! She is the one who played this song for me when I was little. Ive always love this song and the guy who made this video did such a good job with it that it made me cry. It was true then and it is true now. Bring our troops home alive and not in body bags Mr. President!!!

Lost Without You!
I'm lost here In the world full Of the pain Thats consuming me Engulfing like flames Ripping and tearing At the broken soul You left me with My darling, You left me in pain and this pain grows worse everyday I don't think I can... No, I know I cant Handle anymore Please come home Before I end my life As you know it M.J.B. 1/1/99

Lost
She lowers her head She should be crying She can't No longer suprized At the constant Lingering of pain Wrong turn again and again But knowing The direction is correct There is no other way Forced to suffer through The mass chaos before her Knowing the struggle To simply hang on All too well

Lost Love Of Friendship Beyond Control
LOST LOVE OF FRIENDSHIP BEYOND CONTROL" Have you ever had a friend, Someone who you could tell your darkest deepest dreams, And secrets to? Someone who knows how And when to make you laugh? Someone who cares about you; For who you are and not what you can give? Well, I have a Friend like that, His hair sunshine brown and his eyes are as blue as the sky. Well, I have a friend like that. He has been a part of my life for so long I do not know what I will Or would do with out him in this world or in my life. But, today I got some bad news; And my best close friends has come to pass. I will not lay with him again in the midnight grass As the moon shines down on us , And we talked of things to be . I will never see his gentle eyes look into mine again, I will never feel his caring touch as he caresses my skin. I will never hear his voice again like the first time my best friends said I love you. My hopes and dreams where of one day a baby that would be A apart o

Lost Touch
LOST TOUCH I WONDER IF YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES A DAY I THINK OF YOU. I FEEL LIKE I'VE LOST MY BEST FRIEND . "I HAVE" I WONDERED IF YOU GOT THE LETTER I SENT FOUR MONTHS AGO . I HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU. I WISH I COULD SEE YOU WITHOUT SNEEKING TO DO IT. FREINDS SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT. WHEN I GO SOMEWHERE, THAT WE USED TO GO, I JUST SIT THERE AND WONDER WHAT YOU'RE DOING AND WHERE YOU ARE. SOMETIMES I THINK I SMELL YOU'RE PURFUME OR SEE YOUR CAR, BUT THEN I HOLD BACK. I THINK I SEE YOU THERE IN THE CROWD. SO I RUN WITH EXCITMENT TO SEE YOU AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED YOU, BUT WHEN I GET UP TO YOU, I TAP YOU ON THE SHOULDER YOU TURN AROUND ITS SOMEONE ELSE, I SHRUG MY SHOULDERS AND WALK AWAY FEELING SAD AND EMBARRESED. I CRYED THE OTHER NIGHT. THINKING THE WORST THAT YOU GOT LOST IN THIS BIG WORLD AROUND US. I HOPED NOTHING WAS WRONG. SO I CRYED MYSELF TO SLEEP AND THOUGHT THAT MATBE GOD WOULD SEND ME A MESSAGE TO YOU FOR ME ABOUT ALL THE ACHING IN MY HEART . FROM N

Lost In Shadows
I'm hidden in shadows That's how I want it to stay I will not leave for any reason I will not leave for any day. I've lost my feelings Emotions are through Taken place by depression And ideas of what to do. My inner violence Is arising from its slumber My lust for blood spill Increase as the dead number. I know I'm tempermantal And forever a lost soul that is filled to the brim with angst Like an overspilling bowl. I'm in a neverending nightmare Full of darkness and remorse I abide, living forever Kept still by my immobile force.

Lost
I lost everything when i lost you. I lost mylife when i lost you. I lost my senses when I find my self in a deep misery. I lost my pride when I lost my potency of loving you. I never stop my self to love you. I apart my self from your loving thought. I lost everything when I lost you. I am lost in my own world. I am looking at you in my blur eyes. I know you will come to me. And I will get everything I wanted. I will not lose anything because you are not lost for me. Your sweet and tender smile gives me the pleasure of this world. It’s a gift from heaven when I will find you in my arm But I just lost my way to get back to you. I lost everything when I lost you.

Lost Souls (sonnet)
Two lost souls sat all alone and they wept They had known nothing of passion or love Untill the day they both crossed paths and met That day both found the one they had dreamt of Heaven was found within each kiss they gave In each others embrace they felt secure Through everlasting love they had been saved This romance was destiny that was sure They spent their time side by side, hand in hand Never again knowing darkness nor cold The two were not just lovers, but best friends Through the days of youth untill they grew old Throughout all the years they stayed together Eternal, some loves can last forever Inspired by and dedicated to Anna, my love and my Lost Soul :D

Lost My Job!
I went into work today as usual; after being ther for 2 hours my boss came up to me and said got bad news, we have to go to gaming commission office,which is a bad thing! I was told open envelope and they did a background check for my new badge, and they came across in their check, "uttered forgery instrument" which is listed as a felony! in henderson county in 2006.Which I never stepped a foot in such county, I was escorted out of casino, and my badge was taken away! I immediately came home and looked on interent for said felony, which does not apply to me, and also called the said county and they referred me to clerk office, which is closed til tuesday! if i cannot prove i am innocent, can't work at casino for 10 years, which i am very upset, ilove my job, plus has great benefits! and hope my bf will stick with me, i am so scared, don't want to go to jail! '

Lost In Life
I'm lost in time and in my mind,eight hours feels like minutes....My lifes sound track plays endlessly it all seems so real....Lucidly I wake less then myself each passing minute more like you each passing day....Why can't I find my place,why can't I find my way....Standing still yet moving fast.... Times are changing....Tides are Rising but I make sure to catch the glimpse of things yet to PASS!

Lost In A Demintion Of Time
Todays Happenings: Lost in the abyss of the CT. Time seems to have no revalence.I think I arrived here today about 7:30 am eastern time.Was rateing Pic's + Images all morning.Few Ciggerette runs in between. 3 stops to get stoned.Was around 2 pm I guess for the latest.Rateing pic's + Images at times lures u off track.I went to a web site off a pic.An my bowl partner says go to hornychicks. Took over a damn hr.to do the complete profile.Should have never listen'd to my friend.Now I got all types of pop up adds hitting me.Pain in my Ass.Happy New Year to u all Cherry's.

Lost In You ~ Sugarcult
object width="425" height="350"> Six days went by Trying to forget her face It was you and i We were to young for these games And all the pictures that I kept And all the things I should have said It was you and i But mostly me Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Six weeks went by Still pretending that I’m fine It was you and i Holding back what’s on our minds And all the things I should have said And all the letters left unsent It was you and i But mostly me Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Six months went by I almost forgot your face Till they played that song tonight The one we used to hate Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Lost in you And I can’t find myself again Lost in you(I’m lost in you) And I can’t find myself again Lost in you(I’m lost in you) And I can’t find myself again Again Again

Lost In Your Kiss
Lost in your Kiss Your warm soft lips gently cascade over my face I feel the warmth of your hands as you trace I feel lost in your kiss a warmth spreads through me I never dreamed it could be like this... I long to tell you all that I want all that I desire As your eyes, your hands, your lips spread my lustful fire Your sweet warm breath I feel against my skin as I move my head back and draw you further in Like a sponge.. my body absorbs you every pore every part of me feels the sensation ripple through When our lips part I whisper in your ear "This is what I wished for... to feel your body near"

Lost Happyness
Raindrops glittering on flowers Stars all over the sky A hand softly on my shoulder A wake-up kiss You next to me Knowing you're mine My heart goes wild when I think of you I'm totally shaking inside Everytime you talk to me Why can't you see What you're doing to me Why can't you see How happy I would be

Lost Lil Boy
he is so intent on self distruction that sumtime it makes it hard for him to function 2 his real friends he is tha shit n all tha peepz n his world see it but in his mind he just dosent fit they say he is a great dude he say thank u only not 2 b rude but in his mind he only finds his flaws they run through his mind over n over again they dont stop till his soul is rubbed raw he wants to tell them his problems but he just never knows where to began so he keeps his mouth shut he knows he wont get hurt if he stays in his lil rut

Lost
I seem to be lost in my head im in a world of confusion I want something in my life but at the same time i dont because i know that same thing will fucke me over in the end. I wont to be loved and kissed like any normal person but I cant seem to bring myself into doing it because i know how it feel to be fucked over to have your heart in a million pieces and when you finally get them back together after a ytear or so its gets broken again. You wonder why people are mean and nasty its because people fuck them over and finally enough is enough and they arent going to let you walk all over them I mean I am told every day im a cocky bitch that runs her mouth too much and cant learn to keep her mouth shut. If I didnt have to protect myself and my heart I wouldnt have to be a bitch or anything. I would be nice....I am nice. You just have to get to know me. Im not a slut im not skinny im not pretty I am just me I like my shit my piercings my tattoos my cowgirl shit but that scares every one

Lost
sitting..... thinking... trapped in a place with padding.... solid walls..... no way out...... only one way in...... its light at times but mostly dark...... theres no way to escape...... lost........ alone........ no one around but hundreds of voice being heard......mere existance ...... hearing your heart beating.... feeling blood flowing through your veins........ time goes by at a pace to where you dont know if it has been minutes, hours or days....... what is the real time lapse? what is the real meaning and being of what is happening? is it real or are you just trapped in your own mind........ no way out.... only one way in.... its light at times but mostly dark..... theres no way to escape......lost ..........alone

Lost
I am lost in a dark place, Love and caring flows from my soul, A raging river that has drained my life, Caring for those who don’t know the price. I need to feel love from one to another, But her love is flowing out to others, They all are in need, but few of them care, Some even spurn it, and try to destroy the giver, And all I can do is watch, and continue to let love flow. So when will it be my turn again, To have the eyes look at ME with love, To feel again the warm loving embrace, The loving, lustful kiss from those soft lips, Not asked for but given freely. I need love to refill my soul, But with a world of takers, It will empty as fast as it fills, Like trying to hold water in a sieve

Lost
i wish i could disapear, unzip my skin and leave it here. things that i once thought was real all seem to be a figment of my imagination... i guess i am noone again ... this time im not letting ne one in, ive lost alot of friends on this journey not sure if its a good thing ... But in life you sink or swim ... my shoes are seeming to fit any more and once again i am a book that can not be read thank you to all the people in my life for putting up with me, to all the jaded and the fake, im not perfect just like you... for all the times i forgot to say i know i ment something at some time to you ... thank you for being you ...

Lost Again
hello again to all my friends and familyim wondering if yall might try to help me with something if you know anyone that would fit these criteria please send them by here and introduce themselves: 1. SSBBw (300+) 2. likes to give and receive love and affection and into all kinds of sex 3. local to Northeast Texas (903 area code 75670 zip code) 4.can be straight but must be ok to me being Bi 5.into BDsm (im sub) 6.like having there picture taken

Lost
The light of the moon casts shadows in the night alone tonight with shaking arms around me. sobs of anger and betrayal breath through me isolation how many more lonely nights am i too spend always expecting to be betrayed... no expectations of others... because that would mean that i care again i hide behind my dreams and tell you they don't exist but they do when i face my self in the mirror even though i hate what i see i see the girl he destroyed the one who wanted it all the one i try to bury everyday so tired of hurting so tired of crying so tired of living an illusion but there is no way out of the hell i created no one cares enough to help wrapped up in their own hell to selfish to see that beneath it all is a heart of gold and someone who so desprately needs to be loved and treasured. nothing nice comes from the voices in my mind placed there by years of abuse you hear the words so often you believe them and now they are all thats left i

Lost Transmissions From A Bleeding Heart [part 2]
A wave of radiance crashes down crushing a once faithless sinner. A renewed hope was found. The pieces, finally made sense. People looked different almost peaceful. Life tasted sweet. But in the end only nothing lasts forever. In a flash she's gone and life loses flavor. That lost feeling creeps back in no matter how hard we fight. It beats us back into the ground sometimes reminding us of balance. The bitter and the sweet in a blissfully sadistic co-existence. A taste is all we get then it's back to reality for us all.

Lost Shadow
An open wound too deep to heal. To hurt to forget. Too lost to feel. Love broke the seal, and sneaked a way into my heart. What should have been forever only lasted in the dark. Time holds the key that hopefully will release me. Come what may, what will be shall be. For now just turn me into sleep. At least there's hope in dreams.....

Lost It
lost it a long time ago it is my mind dont you know it was a good mind i have to say if i had it anyway so i go day to day mind less but you know ignorents is bliss so her i go again oh no i lost aneather friend if you read thanks alot but hold on to youre mind whith all you gotr

Lost
Lost in a world I built myself I'll hold it on my shoulders A place for everyone else Keep you safe as I can Down in the darkness I will stay To hold you in the light. Lost in my world, Wandering the land I shaped. Empty...Lonely...No one to hold Walking away...I watched you go I'll keep to the shadows Not worthy to be in sight Lost in a world I built myself There'll never be a need for soldiers I placed my wants and needs on a shelf For you all I'll do what I can Down in the darkness I will stay No more death, no more fights. Lost in my world Should have left it to fate Love is lost...My hearts grown cold Starving off the scraps you throw I'll keep to the shadows It's better to die out of sight

Lost
Time moves on as I think of the past, The moments we shared and the times we laugh. My love for you well its hard to explain, But your not here so I'll show it in rain, I'll show it in the sun that lights up your face I'll show it In stars that Guide you to space. I'll show you in love Like a parent to a child, I'll see it in your face every time that you smile, And show me you love me Like I do for you, I know that its hard and you know that its true, Remember those days when you thought it was over. and life was hell with the world on your shoulder. But in that time you stop and you thought of the rain and the sun the stars and a smile, then the time we shared thinking those days were wild. Just push and move and I'll be there, so worries no fears not even a care. So till the day you die we wont be apart But I am right now so keep me in your heart.

Lost And Confused
I feel lost Im totaly confused I dont know what to do torn apart empty inside sometimes i just wish i could die nothing seems right my world is unraveling before me i try to fight but the more i try the worse it gets my worlds falling apart and no one sees or cares my world should end yet the suffering is still there I feel lost and totaly confuzed i wish someone could tell me what im supposed to do

Lost And Lonely
Two souls lost and lonely facing vulnerability together-- It's in the Seeing that they become aware of each other's presence. Side by side they search for a safe place to Be. A place where there is acceptance; where they can be who they are and grow; step by timid step holding onto what they see in each other listening to what they hear in their hearts what they know and what they have yet to discover. letting go of the mystery; the darkness, learning not to be Afraid. It is in this Learning that they begin to Love.

Lost
There is something that makes a person wonder what happened when they get told "Don't talk to me" out of the blue. I was talking to a friend earlier and things were fine. Then tonight a few moments ago this person tells me "Don't talk to me. Final warning. Don't." The one thing that confuses me is what I did for this person to tell me this. I am unable to ask this person for the fact of being told that. I guess this person will come to me and tell me sometime or maybe not. I do not know. All I know is I am lost on what I could have done to make this person say this. But anyways, thanks for listening to me on this. Well....those of you that did. Hope your night goes better than mine. ~*Perfectangel*~

Lost Within
The cold Autumn falls with the rising of the first new moon And we, unknowledgeable, pull our skins back on Covering our naked souls from the purity of light Misery holds the key Rain falling like so many poisoned barbs And we lifted our broken faces to it Praying that we could, somehow, find salvation through pain Pain grafted to soul Rivers wind through the jungle But we do not dare to follow them For what lies beyond the refuge of our collected screams? I am we, We are one, And I am broken Lost Out of sync A slave to a psychadelic bond Of mind and disillusionment

The Lost Love
The Lost Love Is it Over, I am Fine, Thank You Dearly, For Your time, I'll Be Leaving, Don’t you Cry, I'll Be Back Soon, At least I'll Try, Cant You See There is No Time to Think, Selfishly, Yesterdays Gone, Tomorrow's Here, Cant Turn Back Now, I Wont Quit, I Still Love You I Swear I Always Will

Lost And Alone
you've been by myside through it all when things got rough you were there helping me through but now your gone doing what makes you happy which should make me happy but instead its tearing me apart i feel lost and alone your arent here to hold me or say that you love me you cant wipe away the tears or make me believe it will be alright i know they are here for me but it doesnt help any i still feel totally lost and alone you left and took my heart with you

Lost Cherry Is The Place To Go To
some of you may agree or disagree with me.But the truth is lost cherry has a whole lot more features than myspace and is a lot faster too.On here you can give gifts to people also.That's just a few reasons i think lost cherry is better.

Lost Some Pinach
Since it was pretty quiet tonite. Nobody really said anything. I thought I'd just ramble in here. american idol was boring.. I'm kinda getting tired of TV.. Maybe its just old age speakin. Oh well.. I was at work and it was better than the other day. I don't like thinking about what i'm going to eat for lunch everyday..its kind of annoying. CT is kinda winding down for me too. Its losing its pinach like it used to be. Again idk if that is cause nobody really talks on here and justs wants votes.. Idk.. I'll just get some sleep and hope tomorrow is better.. Have a great night everybody. Timmy~~~~~~

Lost In Love
Sometimes i just dont understand why certain things happen. I get lost in everything in my life. Its almost as though sometimes i feel like im being swallowed by this thing we call life. Its like my life is never right or there are always some secrets i have to hide. I dont want to be that kind of person anymore. I dont want to have to care what other people may say or think about me or my life. Im so lost in love right now. Im fallen hard but i cant do much about it. I want to try something but if i do drama will start. Do i try it out and see if i can get through the drama or do i just leave it as a secret. I dont want secrets cause they led to lies...i dont want that.... I just need some advice im sooo lost in love what do i do....

Lost
My heart is filled with so much love and yet its not yet corresponded.. I feel like everyone has a piece of my heart but yet its still not fullfilled.. I'm lost in my own thoughts and my own feelings.. Someone pinch me cause I think I'm dreaming.. The ones that I once had interset in have return and those that still have my interset are still here.. but then there is that one individual that wants me to stay near.. What do u do when your scared of what might come.. You just don't know if that is that special someone.. Do you go after the person that has interset in you more then you have interset in them or do you fullfill your fantasy's and let it all end there.. I know one thing is I don't want to grow old alone.. as time goes on I find it getting hard and hard to hold on.. My life has never been perfect and has been filled with shattered dreams. As this point iono what to do but run with my head between my knees.. Scared is a cat from a dog is what I feel.. Lost in my own emotio

Lost And Confused Feelings.
So i promised myself i would stop and visit the graves of brothers and sisters who have given their all for this war but get i cant get myself past the gate ... the places were not always grave sites either, they were once rolling green hills with tree's and flowers, beauty yet.. I've hated the place...for so long, yet its always been on my mind, this isnt how it all use to be, it wasnt like this. maybe it means that one cannot be deceived by such things, but no matter.... No matter how beautiful the flowers are people will just blow them away again. but this...seeing it all like this... I hate even more! Stone crosses to mark what use to be a living breathing human being... How many more will dot the landscape before we realize what we are doing is wrong. But yet where am i to make such a statement? I'm a simple soldier meant only to follow orders, yet how can anyone follow orders they no longer believe in? *sighs* I'm going to bed, maybe things will look better come

The Lost *****to All The Men And Women That Serve Us In The Us Military*****
To war you march, trained in what you must know you hide your fear well adorning a face of bravery no one can look through when deep inside your breaking. They tell you at the barracks you might die and leave everone behind the thoughts of your love ones morning chills you to the bone. You fear becoming one of the lost to a war that makes no sense all you can do is follow the war order of a lame leader with a mind for violence. Fear turns to energy in your body befor you know it you are on the fields of war your friends dieing around you but what for you ask yourself. Yet your loyalty to your contry rings in your heart and the kinhood to your fellow brothers and sister to fght to save them and keep them safe burns on, you stride on with a purpose greater then any and that is to stay alive. So to all our men and women keep safe and come home the yellow ribbon is up on that old oak tree. OOH RAH SEMPER FI !!!

Lost At Sea....videos Of Lost Ships...
After getting the videos and photos from Bjorn about the Norway, I decided to go and find some other footage. But what I found was pretty depressing, although it IS interesting...we can learn from our mistakes, and we can work harder to preserve loss of life at sea. I will post these from time to time as I find them on the net, or through friends....this first breaks my heart: The Fantome... The Fantome...one of the great beauties of the sea, and the loss of her and her crew in the Bermuda Triangle..31 souls onboard ...this film is amazing. I should clarify: the footage from the Fantome was taken before she was lost in the Triangle...The Fantome and her crew disappeared in the Triangle on October 27, 1998. You can visit Commodore Mike Burke's (the owner of the Fantome) announcement at Windjammer here: http://burke.joybuzzer.com/windjammer/fantome/memorial.asp Whenever I hear some weather caster tell us that the "storm has moved 'safely' out to sea", my heart stops in m

Lost Love And Longing
I wish I could hold you when I go to sleep at night. Wish I could feel your arms wraped around and holding me tight. I want to see your smiling face. Wishing that you would take me out of this place. I just feel like im swept up in a desert wind. Waiting for the love that only you can send. I wish you would tell me what to do. I've tried but still want no one else but you.

Lost It All
I lost it all. every file, every bookmark. I had to completely restore my system, I managed to disk off my family photos before the drives shut down. start with the important things right? The down side being I lost the back up stuff I was storing for my sissy (sorry sissy) and I lost everything for work. Every single file and page I had saved for the past year. is gone. GONE!!!!! dammit! I am so frustrated! Although, I (well, hubby) did manage to fix the original issue and the help of a wonderful friend (thank you so f**cking much Robert you computer GOD) I finished off fixing the rest. I am almost back up and running where I was, minus a few things here and there. I did find a few wonderful things this weekend. I found a little more of Belle....(she is still sort of missing) with the help of a few old photos stumbled across while helping my mother with a yard sale. I also found a sunburn at the yard sale. I found the return of Dina! I have missed her. I was so glad to see her back a

Lost Part One
LOST After a day of backpacking through the blue mountains you decide to head home a little after sunset. On a lone dark road winding thru the woods trying to find a major road, the check engine light comes on forcing you to pull over. A sigh of disbelief escapes your lips wondering what else can go wrong, as you come to a dead stop smoke bellows from underneath the hood. You lay your head against the steering wheel in a sigh of frustration, you pull your cell phone from your purse to attempt to call for help, but you so far out in the woods there is no signal. As a wave of despair washes over you curse a loud, as you sit there for a few moments looking in both directions and no sign of any passing cars the darkness seems to creep up all around you enveloping you. You scan there area looking for some sign of life a house to make call from would be nice you say to yourself, then off in the distance you see a light, you head out to see if hopefully you can reach the source and cal

Lost Little Penis
I need your help, you see I have a little problem. last night my penis just got up and left me. when I got up this morning there was a note from saying how I mistreated him and he was going to pack up his balls and leave. I dont know where he would have gone, he has never been out on his own before and I dont think he knows what the world could do to the little guy. I am worried sick for the little guy so if any of you are driving down the road or out for a walk and happen to see a penis with a couple of balls reach me right away and I will come get him. he may be hungry and tired but keep your distace I dont know what he is capable of when scared and alone. Thank you all for your help I really appreciate it!

Lost Part Two
LOST As you lay there body just racked with pleasure and fear. Voice’s murmur behind you, yet you can no make out what there saying. Then suddenly your kissed, a deep and passionate kiss, you taste yourself on his lips. As you feel yourself being lifted up, and lowered on to the man you feel his thick head of his cock spread your quivering, wet pussy lips. You moan in delight as the intrusion, as he went deeper you moan and take it all in. without thinking your begin to rock on him back and forth feeling him grow stiffer inside you throbbing in you, as you get into your rhythm another set of hands push you forward. As you fall on top of him his kisses your neck even more, and he lifts up in you and begins to cross your legs with his and pumps form underneath. Your feel your own juices dripping down and making his balls soaked with your cream. His hands running up and down your back grabbing your ass cheeks and spreading them, then you feel the other hand running inside your ass cra

Lost In My Own World
Well everyone i am sure is wondering what is up. If you know me well, u know i have been hidding i should say. I just dont know what to do, i lost my gma friday and monday was the funeral. so kinda down and sad. miss her alot, ok well thats what is up.

The Lost
I heard from someone that you are in love with me. That is something that I would never have seen. Your love I didn't notice as warm I thought that you would only harm. My heart was afraid to let you inside, Maybe it is something I would only hide. When you looked in my eyes and took my hand, Walked beside me on the beach, in the cold wet sand. I never saw it coming, your expression, your words. A poem flowing from your soul, I have never heard. I chased you and wanted you to hold me nights But you pushed me away, as if in flight. So I desided to keep my distance and stay a little cold Now you are hitting full force, acting so bold. Telling me you need me when the nights are long, Telling me tears are flowing when you hear, "Our Song." This is all news to me, this passion that you begun....... Can't you see, it's much too late, and your not the one? The rain will continue falling, the wind will be strong.... And I hope you can one day forget about "

Lost
Just wanted to let everyone know that I won't be on CT much. I have 3 jobs now and a son to beat I mean take care of (don't get all crazy hes 14 and I bet you would beat him too). Hope everyone has a Happy Valentines Day! GTBTB

Lost In Lust By: Me
Its only natural, To want,,,,,,,U.... being with u, loving u, enjoying The times we spent together. I'm going to take you there nice and slow, Caressing every curve of your body. Licking your diamonds an jewels Lost in Lust. Paradise Is waiting at My finger tips, to take u to a level of ex-ta-see ever imagined. Thats me, When I see someone that's is missing out on Me,,,, The One to bring it, Lost in your gaze. Thrusting enlightenment, Our liquids tasting each other, Cuming the wondrous Cum over and over again. You Want Satisfaction, Ill garonte. Seeing your reaction, Girl that matters to me. Let me give u love whale we make the sounds that lovers do. Lost In Lust......................

Lost
Lost in the labyrinth of my mind Not sure what is left to find Searching within Looking past the miles of sin To rekindle the flame The power of a name Unknown to all Someone answer my call Love must exist So long is the failed list Somewhere somehow I need hope to exist now The only thing left is sorrow Maybe something more tomorrow

Lost At Sea
Red lipstick covers my face. Purchased a ticket for a free ride from the human race. Her lace costs nothing but a promise of passionate hips. She has a face that could launch a thousand lips. A lady Godiva, a leader of class, she is like a raging oceans tempest loch. My body''s her rocky beaches, my love is her tidal clock. Like a hungry piranha''s shock, she tears my flesh, gorging herself on my loving lift. A winter storms envelopes her body, as white snow blows, but her hot warming spine sizzles my drift. Surf goes up as we ride her rolling waves; my ships sextant goes in all four corners of her trade winds. Her Sun and Moon soon dispels any notion of stopping earths spell, for she has Gia’s taunt spine , loaded with curving petals that grinds. Blinding me to an unsettling swell, my heart pounds in painful pleasures death nell. Lost

Lost For Words
I was spending my time in the doldrums I was caught in a cauldron of hate I felt persecuted and paralyzed I thought that everything else would just wait While you are wasting your time on your enemies Engulfed in a fever of spite Beyond your tunnel vision reality fades Like Shadows into the night To martyr yourself to caution Is not going to help at all Because there'll be no safety in numbers When the Right One walks out the door Can you see your days blighted by darkness? Is it true you beat your fists on the floor? Stuck in a world of isolation While the ivy grows over the door So I open my door to my enemies And I ask could we wipe the slate clean But they tell me to plesae go fuck myself You know you just can't win PINK FLOYD

Lost Without You!
The day I left you there alone, I'm here standing I'm on my own. The day we made up, you said 'Goodbye'. It broke my heart, I wanted to cry. What you did was wrong. No doubt it was cold. You had to leave me, strong and bold. Here I am now I'm lost without you! I can't do anything, I can not find you. There I stay Years ago I broke your heart I let you go But here I am now Coming to you Different in many ways You'll see it's true I'm lost without you! Come back to me! I need you in my life to keep me happy!

Lost
i'm so lost i cant function without you... i has been several days since i have seen your smile the look on your face... i feel like im in a daze... i miss the look in your eyes when i tell you i love you... i miss the feeling in my heart when you say it back and call me your princess... you are my everything... without you my days are grey and long i cant eat and i cant sleep until i see your face i am lost without you my angel... i love you ...

Lost Love
like most men i didn't get it, i didn't see the signs, i should have known. but guess what i got it and what i have is a broken heart and i can't get over it. i have heard the you never know what you got till it's gone well i knew what i had thats why it hurts so bad. the only thing i know of that can stop the pain of a broken heart is time but what you do with that time is what ether heals or makes the wounds deeper. lucky for me i have family and friends that see my pain and lets me go though it instead of tring to help by letting me wine. well sure they listen but no addvice they let me figure it out for myself. what i have learned from this is to pay attention let your partner know how you feel saying i love you more with every minute we spend togther. i wish i said half of the things i wanted to but thought they were understood nothing is ever understood till it is said. and finaly whoever said it's better to have loved and lossed was the one who broke a heart not got theres b

Lost, But Not Forgotten
There's a small tunnel. It looks like a hole in the wall. It's just big enough, that I can fit my body through. It'll probably lead me somewhere better than this, this world of hatred and heartlessness. I'm not afraid of what could be in it, or on the other side of it. I've seen what this world has to offer, and I'm not too impressed. I bend over and look in, and there's nothing but darkness. Emptiness. Silence. Already, it's better. The room is the complete opposite of my thoughts of the moment. Nobody yelling at me anymore, hurting me, lying to me, or even talking to me for that matter. I know the voices is only the memory of the day, but it's so repetitive, it feels like I'm in front of an audience who won't respond to the command "SHUT UP!!!" Closing my eyes and covering my ears only intensifies the sounds. Sleeping is only a memory. I've been awake for 5 minutes, and I still feel as though I haven't slept. The emptiness is inviting. It's quietness calling me

Lost Friends
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it

Lost Another One
Mike Awesome has passed away. Thats three wrestlers in a year and a half. 2 within the last 2 months. I hate it when heroes become mere mortals. As a fan it becomes very disheartening. My prayers go out to the Alfonso family (Mikes real last name) He was 42. Mike Awesome's first major exposure came overseas, where he became one of the Japan's top stars. Awesome would eventually become a star and champion in America while wrestling for Extreme Championship Wrestling. Following his successful run in ECW, Awesome spent time working in WCW and later WWE before retiring to his native Tampa, Florida. While in ECW, Awesome was a two-time World Champion and Tag Team Champion. His matches with Masato Tanaka, including a show-stealer at One Night Stand in 2005 were among the most memorable in ECW history.

A Lost (lets Leave Iraq Now!!!)
A call was made today and a mother answered to find out her baby wont be coming home for he or she had met their end in a place of hell she cried in pain. A call was made today a spouse answered the phone and found out their other half had passed in ways of violence of war , tears of pain did fall. Today a duaghter or son found out they lost their mom or dad in a war that should not be no longer will that child see their parent no more words of comfort from them, no more hugs of comfort, just a overconsuming mass of void will remain. when will this end.....let's pull our men and women of the armed services now.....No more need to die!!!

Lost Girl
If it goes by You grab it Your morals denied Till you have it You will let your friends slide Just to keep it Right by your side Cuz you need it Your a lost girl on a ride When you return Burned I will Still Be here for you Standing still

Lost Girl 3
Lost girl flying way up high in the night sky On who's bed last night did you land on and lie ? Need and lean on Tonights lies that you'll feed on Tomorrow you will bleed on Lost girl Where were you going ? With all that weight you were towing Your throwing away all that your knowing It's showing Lost girl Smiles too much at strangers Spends her days looking for danger I cry But I can't change her My heart won't exchange her I am in love with a lost girl in danger All alone she has fell Like a child down a well Ignorant men toss down coins and make wishes Steal kisses Leaving hits and misses They play Then walk away Leaving her to drown Down underground But the girl only sees the skies above her Not the water that surrounds her It will drown her Maybe before I have found her I pray she loves herself enough to look around her Remembering the little boy who dreams about her I would die to return him to her I believe only h

Lost Love
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Lost Friend
Until You, Without You Always feeling alone I didn't love myself I didn't care about life I never held a friend's hand I never told a friend that I loved her No one had ever held me for no reason No one had ever truly known me Lying in the darkness I don't know who I am I don't know what to do with myself How did I ever get by How did I ever find comfort Would I have ever seen my true self Would I have ever known true friendship To are friend zach smart R.I.P. I wish you where still in all of are life's. We will never forget you and we will always love you and you will always be in are hearts..

Lost
Lost… Once strong for words, now speechless Not knowing where to go, what to do What to say, what to feel My mind numb, my heart throbs. A new horizon stares at me Its sun's bright morning rays Shine down upon me Showing me a place I've seen once before. In a distance I see a beach With its pristine blue waters Bordered with clear white sand Lusciously inviting me to step in… Walking on the white sand beach Step by single step to the shore I go With feet touched gently by waves A cool breeze blowing, I hesitate... Shall I? Will I? Could I? A girl lost in a world… What are you trying to make me feel? I wish I knew…

Lost In Love
I realize the best part of love is the thinnest slice And it don't count for much But I'm not letting go I believe there's still much to believe in So lift your eyes if you feel you can Reach for a star and I'll show you a plan I figured it out What I needed was someone to show me You know you can't fool me I've been loving you too long It started so easy You want to carry on (chorus) Lost in love and I don't know much Was I thinking aloud and fell out of touch? But I'm back on my feet and eager to be what you wanted So lift your eyes if you feel you can Reach for a star and I'll show you a plan I figured it out What I needed was someone to show me You know you can't fool me I've been loving you too long It started so easy You want to carry on (chorus) You know you can't fool me I've been loving you too long It started so easy You want to carry on (chorus) Now I'm lost, lost in love, lost in love, lost in love Now I'm lost, lost in love, los

Lost Feelings....
Another moon decends down and another sun rises up and Yet I haven't given up Another week goes by and another year gone past is this realationship going to last? another night laying here wanting his touch so bad yet when he wraps his arms around me It makes me so sad please Lord don't let me cry Another tear wells up in my eye Another fight within my heart and mind Another day of love keeps me blind My soul is not satisfied so why do I stay? Why do I let him treat me this way? My inner beauty is fading away Darkness is taking over my soul He is making me hate myself why not just let him go I love him so much I can't let go yet each night he takes away from my soul I lose a little more of myself with each passing day trying to find reasons why I need to stay Written by: Lesley.A.G

Lost Girl
Lost girl flying way up high in the night sky On who's bed last night did you land on and lie ? Need and lean on Tonights lies that you'll feed on Tomorrow you will bleed on Lost girl Where were you going ? With all that weight you were towing Your throwing away all that your knowing It's showing Lost girl Smiles too much at strangers Spends her days looking for danger I cry But I can't change her My heart won't exchange her I am in love with a lost girl in danger All alone she has fell Like a child down a well Ignorant men toss down coins and make wishes Steal kisses Leaving hits and misses They play Then walk away Leaving her to drown Down underground But the girl only sees the skies above her Not the water that surrounds her

Lost Insanity
the sign from you is nothing anymore, theres no more smiles you feel so lost, so alone in this world thats so cold if only there would be peace but it your world it doesnt exsist your mind swirls as life leaves you, feeling so calm for once with open eyes you slowly fade away, your thoughts screaming you begin to shake being overtaken by the end in this world thats so cold will anyone help you? save you from being broken? you feel so trapped with no way out, lost insanity you cannot understand these feelings, how do you live? what have you become? why do you do these things? these answers are not clear but in the end they will not go unanswered

Lost
Shine on me this life long of guilt with sadness again my life must be rebuilt shattered hope I cannot go on because of my fear of the unknown I will ask, "Will you wait on me?" nobody knows what my eyes cant see im so lost everything is lost broken thoughts whispering spoken words of blasphemy watch me cry, watch me die i cant do nothing but let out a sigh I just dont know anymore if I can survive when I think about you I feel a peice of me die go on with your life dont think of me anymore I wont think of you anymore

Lost Chances
Why are you haunting me? Why won't you leave me be? Why do you haunt my dreams? Will you muffle my screams? When I wake up alone at night Dealing with the sudden fright That I'll never see you again. That I'm fighting and will never win. That you've hated me all these years Through all the silence, visions and tears. I never meant to ignore you I was just too stupid to deserve you. I was young and blind, entirely too vain. I was self-centered and mean, so very plain. I never deserved you, you're a good man. When I knew you, I was but a sham. Using and taking, hurting everyone I knew. Had I known, I would not have left you. You were my best friend, I miss you now. Before it all ends, I will find you, somehow.

Lost??? Or Found????
If the heart is sincere then love is vulnerable deeply consealed by the non-trusting soul of a false image. The mind encases hope that embraces pain that develops from sorrow distancing itself from beeing felt. Touches that are felt deep beneath tissues, hugs that makes the sun shine radiant, words that cover you like warn blankets are all satisfying in the sense of what you feel in the heart. Bring us to part and focus in separate.

Lost In Translation
Lost in Translation I want to read your body like Neruda poem written in Braille, my fingers searching the pages of your skin, gently brushing away the hair that falls across your face. I will work my way down the page, hands trembling with excitement, anticipating which words will follow. Fingers will linger in some areas, reread, so that on lonely nights like this one I will be able to recite the subtle nuances of your neck or the mystery surrounding your navel. I would try to interpret the verse for others, but there is no translation for your lungs breathing into the palm of my hand, or your heart, beating its ancient tribal rhythms in correspondence with mine.

Lost Heart
~~Lost Heart~~ THE PAIN I H0LD iNSiDE IS UNBERABLE I TRy T0 H0LD BACK MY TEARS I TRY T0 H0LD BACK MY FEARS, BUT AT THE END 0F THE DAY WHEN THE R00M IS DARK AND ALL ARE G0NE I FEEL THE EMPTINESS INSIDE... LIVIN THESE LIES AND GIVING THE FAKE THE SMILES I FEEL W0RSE EACH DAY ASKIN MYSELF H0W I CAN BE THIS WAY...I FEEL AS IF I HAVE N0 HEART, 0NLY AN EMPTY SPACE...S0 IASK IF MY HEART IS F0UND PLEASE RETURN IT BACK BECAUSE IT HAS AN 0WNER THAT IS L0ST WiTH0UT iT...

Lost
She would have battled the heavens just to feel one touch Her soul would have gladly sacrificed itself just to see him smile Her gifts gave her insight Her energy felt his pain As she returns to the shadows a single tear does fall Perhaps if she had only found her voice Her would be her who now calmed his growing fears An her love which soothed his pain A sigh escapes as she glances back to him once more To loose that which you have never had is a fate worse than death itself To a heart which longs to love Nixy

Lost Faith...
So i am sitting here... I know i said i wasnt going to cry again.. but i am, i listen to that song unansered prayers... And i wish to god that it was that was for me, because i dont understand why i can go threw this, No one out there loves me and wants to be with me. And i dont love anyone like i love my ex, the song says thank god for unanswered prayers... But i wish to god he had of answered mine. I dont understand, i have served my country and been almost killed i dont know how many times and yet i am still suffereing... Why me? for the love of god why me... what is so wrong with me that no one wants me... and why no one can or wants to commit to me. I am starting to think i was meant to be misurable. Cause that is all that makes sence anymore.

Lost And Found
As the bus pulled away, I realized I had left my purse under the seat. Later I called the company and was relieved that the driver had found my bag. When I went to pick it up, several off-duty bus drivers surrounded me. One man handed me my pocketbook, two typewritten pages and a box containing the contents of my purse. "We're required to inventory lost wallets and purses," he explained. "I think you'll find everything there." As I started to put my belongings back into the pocketbook, the man continued, "I hope you don't mind if we watch. Even though we all tried, none of us could fit everything into your purse. And we'd like to see just how you do it."

Lost
i know im not good at writing pomes but i try like i tried with us i trusted u i told u things about me i let u in u hurt me i hurt u im not perfet i have a bad past i may drink i may smoke cigs i may have even given up my child but im not the person i used to be i stop doing drugs years ago i may smoke every now and then but to me its better than being on pills the rest of my life living in fear u used my past to hurt me u told me u would never love again to hurt me worse i didnt mean to hurt u like that but u lied u found love again rather quick i might add i never lied to u but i cant change what u belive u never met me for all i know u lied to me ever day i cared about u so much and no matter what u say to/about me i will always care about u i didnt take u soul i never had it YOU LIED TO ME u dont understand me u never did im young i have been hurt it takes more than 4 months to love someone i never met my feels do run deep but the fear is strong

Lost Love
LOST LOVE Here I am feeling lonely and sad not knowing what went wrong, thinking of what we should have had and wondering where our love has gone. When I am alone thoughts fill my mind seeking answers that lye in the dark wishing someone might give me a sign to put an end to this pain in my heart. Love once came, but now it’s gone and I feel such emptiness within but I know my life will keep going on even though it won’t include him. Maybe again I will find a way to put a love back in my life but I will take my time and count the days to know when the moments just right. Author: Trudy L. Written: 3-30-87

Lost A Friend Saturday
Lost a good friend sat. Had a stroke in his sleep after from returning from the bar and when to sleep to never to awake. Was kept on life support until tue 3-6. Going to miss him very much. too many good times to talk about. He will be missed.... rip jame's daniels 42 yrs of age.

Lost Is So Friggin Good
Last night's LOST was so good. So very very very good. I think I will watch it again during work today. I know I know I'm such a rebel. So I wanna hear your thoughts on last night's episode........The floor is your's. Ok not yet cause I have something else to bitch about. So yesterday we heard about Victoria Secrets' declining quality and rising prices. Today we're going to talk about people who wear so much cologne/perfume that I get a headache the minute I walk past you. Did you spill a bottle of something this morning? Are you so worried that you might smell that you feel the need to take a bath in your cologne? Honestly I would rather get a whiff of your B.O. then continue smelling your disgusting Giorgio, Cool Water, Sunflowers…whatever cheap ass scent you bought yourself. It stinks and now I have a headache.

Lost In A State
unable to obtain the feeling of pure hopefullness she loses herself in a state of brokness where she sees no light and feels no faith until something touches her causing her to stop and think about the road she was on and where she needed to go she turns around to start anew her heart how it aches for the pain she knows she has caused she begins the long journey to make everything new and worthwhile her blue eyes glitter with a newly achieved state where she feels the suns warmth and the hope of a new day.

Lost Love Ones
last friday 3/9/07 my grandma past away at 4:20am. she was a very loving and generous woman that was nice to all. why is it that the nicest people have to die horrible deaths. she is one of man i know that would help you n anyway she could. but she has to fightcancer and lost. mourning is not what she would want so i wont. yes i still hurt but i know she is with my family and friends waiting for me on the other side.she wanted a party to celebrate her death. so last night i did just that cause i know she is in a better place and her pain is over. there she will wait with my baby girl rags for my arrival when ever that may be.rest in peace grandma i love you and i miss you. we will be together again so have the cards and scrabble ready and we will play for eternity. until my day comes you are in my heart and soul forever.

Lost
Lost Current mood: complacent Lost Confusion, Anxiety, Anger and Pain, Despair, hatred, Isn't it all the same? Turmoil, Anguish. Pity and Revenge, Spurn, Condemn, When is it going to end? Loneliness, Heart Ache, must I be disturbed? Desolate, forlon will I always be alone?

Lost Love
I lay awake tonight dreaming not of the love i share now but of one i lost long ago one that shall never return the only person who ever really undrestood me and made me feel loved I try to think tranquil thoughts but sleep will not come my love i lost you long ago of my own faults and i forever search for a replacement many have tryed and failed this love i share now at times it seems to dwindle but awakes withe each mornings light we rekindle never betraying such openness is so new to me memories remain the truth lies within

Lost
Im tired of crying Im tired of hurting over you Im tired of letting you ruin my life Im tired of letting you ruin what happiness i have Im letting go Letting go of your memory You burnt me more than i had hoped I was so alone without you So lost and confused I ran back to you time and time again Let you walk all over me You pushed me down And when i tried to get up You kicked me You are not welcome here anymore Leave my heart alone Too much heartache Too many tears I hate how you made me feel I hate how you hurt me I hate how you got inside of me I showed you something that nobody else did I gave you something that nobody else did Tormented with thoughts Tortured with scars A loving home that once was Is now no more Dead inside with the promise of nothing Dead to the world I walk around in a haze A cloud of nothingness Hanging on a promise of a better day someday, someway Hanging on whatever happiness i get Letting the pain slip away Letting it drip f

The Lost Angel
...THE LOST ANGEL... Once apon a time, I went on the computer and talked to a real life Angel. But didn't know she was an Angel, because I didn't know her yet. Then one day we desided to meet up. Then I found out Angels are true. But this Angel was a little different then the rest. Only because she didnt really think she was an Angel, and she was lost. She was a true life living Angel. But she was lost, he in the States, insted of being free in Heaven. Only because she didnt truly believe she was one. I have faith in god, but once meeting her, nothing else in this world met nothing to me. I just wanted to be with this Angel. And I wanted her to realise she was an Angel. But when your 100% sure she was a real life living Angel, How do you make her believe that? You really cant make anyone believe something, they feel is not true. But this was a totaly true Angel of God. So how do I make a lost Angel, not be lost? Thats what im working on now. But me not being an Angel i

*~lost~*
Lost I dream of holding you, Beneath the stars. Dancing to a song only you, And I can hear. Getting lost in your eyes. My love revolves around you And only you. Yet we are miles apart, But together by heart. By: Teresa© Oct. 23, 2003

Lost In My Own Mind
nothing is ever easy, but at the momemnt, difficult would be welcome. my mind races daily, filled with nothing and my heart yearns for a love that will never be. i feel life groing inside me, but as it reaches the surface, the darkness that is the true me smashes it away. i am alone and only the drawing of sweet scarlet blood gives me any relief. to watch it dripp away is the only thing that makes me feel even a sparkle of life.

Lostprophets-last Summer
The Friday sun bears down again As we drive with our friends And on these longest days we spend All the time trying to pretend That our stories could be true Wanting to be cool The setting sunset says the day is through If only we knew... And we all sit around here in our home town Listen to the waves as they all crash down And watch the fire as it slowly burns away Glowing embers fly across the sky your Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer The world passes by in my summer, our last summer The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other I let you watch it all, the view from our last summer The view from our last summer... We trace the sun across the sky And we laugh till we cry Always so hard to say goodbye (good bye) And we all sit round here in our home town It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss The memories, I hope will never fade Glowing embers fly across the sky your Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer The wor

~lost Souls~
I run to you in wanting, I run to you in hate. I run to you my darling, I run to you in rage. You wrap your arms around me, You caress me by tender embrace. You guard my heart with passion, You protect me with your pain. For you my heart I hunger, For you my heart I fear. For you my heart I'm longing, For you my heart I'm drawn near. With you my love I'll smile, With you my love I'll care. With you my love I'm tender, With you I dry my tears. I hunger for your passion, I hunger for the years. I hunger for the softness, I hunger to taste your tears. I give to you my passion, I give to you my fear. I give to you my heart my love, Will you hold it dear?

Lost In My Thoughts...
I cannot see, I cannot feel, I cannot talk, I cannot move, I cannot think. Yet in all of it, there you are...taking care of me...reaching and pulling while I cannot do for myself. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can do nothing more than lay here...you try to feed me and I will not eat, you try to get me to drink and I will not drink. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You take me and bath me...and wash my hair. I feel you brush my hair but you are unaware. I cannot feel too deeply and guilt that you are here eats me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You lay me in bed and tell me to stay, but to the floor I go...too guilt ridden to stay where you put me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can feel your frustration as you struggle to help me. If only you knew that I cared. I want to scream at you that I don't need you, nor any one else...for guilt is an emotion is a card that has been dealt. Leave

Lost Without You (yes Another One)
LOST WITHOUT YOU Cold and empty My soul longing for yours When you left my heart broke in two Never to be mended Empty touches Cold barren kisses Each more empty then before Why can none take your place The shadows of our love shinning brightly A eternal flame forever bright Why were you taken from me I thought our god was kind and loving To young to die A life not even begun You saw life through a child's innocent eyes But those eyes are forever blinded Shadows of a love Embers of a live lived together Will they always rule my heart and body Or will one day the shadow and embers be just a warm memory A warm memory seeming cold against the blaze of our love Shadows of love forever ruling me Never to be... Never to be freed from this cage If only I were freed

'lost'
SOMEWHERE IN THE DARKNESS, LIES THE TRUTHS AWAKE-NESS, OF PEOPLE CONFUSED, LOST AND ABUSED, ALL THEY CAN DO IS LOOK THROUGH HOLES PROTECTING THE WALLS, YEARNING TO BREAK THE LONELINESS THAT CALLS, FROM OUT OF THE DARKNESS FAR BENEATH, BECOMES THE SADDNESS WHICH THE MIND FEEDS, THE WHISPERS ECHO REPEATING GOOD-BYE, REMINDING THEM IN WHICH THEY CRY, THE LIGHTENING CRASHES, AS THE MEMORY FLASHES, BEFORE THEIR EYES UNLIKE ANY DREAM, SHOWING REALITY IN WHO THEY'VE BEEN, BEHOLDING A NEW DAY, WHERE NO ONE'S THROWN AWAY, THE TEARS ARE NEVER GONE, SO GOD,MAKE US STRONG, YOU DON'T WANT THE PAST TO CHANGE, YOU WANT THE FUTURE TO CHANGE, HAUNT YOUR PAST WITH WISDOM BESIDE PRIDE, LEFT BEHIND IN TIME,MADE YOU WHO YOU ARE INSIDE.

~~lost And Waitin 2 Die~~
WELL HELLO EVERYONE~~ HOW ARE YOU ALL TODAY. MY DAY'S HAVE BEEN FILLED WITH BOREDOM AND MY NIGHT'S HAVE BEEN FILLED WITH LONELINESS FROM WAITING 2 DIE.. I LAY AWAKE AND SEE THAT ONE BRIGHT LIGHT THAT SEEMS TO CALL MY NAME AND SAY PAULINE ARE YOU READY TO COME BACK HOME . I TRY TO SLEEP BUT IT NEVER WORKS I HAVE TO REST SO THAT I MAY LIVE TO SEE YET ANOTHER DAY IN THIS LIFE I STILL CALL HELL. SHE COMES TO ME WHEN I SLEEP AND TELLS ME TO LIVE FOR THEM BUT I CANNOT DO THIS ANY MORE I NEED TO END MY SHAME I HAVE PUT ON MY FAMILY & ONES I LOVE..

Lost Without A Soul
Walking on the emptiness of life not knowing the meaning of happiness, every journey of meeting someone is a constant battle hoping that I fine the affection I desire wishing the feeling was mutual, looking for that piece of mind that I’m loved, ever day I walking around with a smile on my face but yet behind it lies the sadness, hurt & pain wondering what did I do with my life to be punish feeling so alone and empty inside for this long? Where so far apart from one another for so long I don’t remember the warmth of your touch the sweetness of ur lips and the simplicity of your kindness and compassion when your looking at me. As I still wonder this body of mine as we call life, I yet hope to stumble upon that thing we call love until then I hide this pain behind a smile on my face not recognizing my reflection of my soul in the mirror. Words from a crying poet Rickay Swave

Lost And Found?
I have yet to find myself in this world so I am lost. Adrift on the sea of humanity with no one to be next to me. I should be used to it by now I suppose but I am not. My heart aches when I see friends with loved ones near and I have no one to turn to. I'm not sure what if anything I do wrong. I tend to think most people see me as a friends only person rather than something else. Of course given the drama in my life I can understand why someone would run the other way. It makes me want to curl up in a ball and just hide away but then how will I meet that someone who might change my life? Each day other rough time waking from the slumber where I dream of a better life for me and each day another disappointment. Maybe the next day will be better - one can hope. So I sit here alone on a weekend night listening to the crickets and frongs outside my window. Lulled to sleep by that sound I find myself finally at peace and thinking of the next day's adventure....and hopefully not d

Lost
I knew a girl who would put up a fight but slowly over time she started to give in she tries to use all her power and might but as much as she tries she just can't win She used to be able to sort things out but her mind is so confused she doesn't know where to start so she sits by herself and will just cry and pout she is so lost, she has a shattered heart She feels so unlovable and like an outcast no matter how much she tells herself she will be fine she thinks of her future but its now all in the past she lays there and cries sounds between a moan and a whine No one can save her, she must do it alone she cant get herself together for even a day she feels like death and it chills her to the bone no matter how hard she thinks, there is nothing left to say She needed an answer or even a why she speaks from her heart at whatever the cost she never got her answer just a goodbye This girl is me and I am totally lost

Lost My Best Friend Before I......
2yrs ago my best friend and I had a huge fight that ended our friendship.I always thought of her and never kept her far from my heart.I missed her so much it hurt.I wanted so bad to pick up my phone and call her to say that how sorry I was but I didnt,I wanted her to call me first.One day the phone rang thinking "ok is the day that when I pick up the phone she will be on the other end" but it wasnt.It was her b/f calling me telling me that she had been in a serious car accident that took her life.I dropped the phone and fell to the floor in tears,as I picked up the phone back up I told her b/f why are you lying to me,he said he wasnt.I hung up the phone not knowning what to do because I didnt want to believe that it was true.3/25/06 was the last day I ever saw her as I laid her body to rest,regreting that I never made the phone call that was needed to say that I was so sorry and I loved her.So my message to everyone please if you have a best friend dont let anything get between that fr

Lost Love
I long for the intimacy that we used to share, the inside jokes, and just knowing that at the end of the day, you'd be there. Maybe this feeling will find me again someday. I can only hope and pray,because I may learn to live without you, but I can't live without love. Why are you the first thought on my mind at the beginning and end of each day, when I doubt you think of me anyway. When the phone rings, my heart wants that to be you, it screams I love you, but only a fool lips would let that show. I need to let you go, I know you won't be coming back. I have to let go of hope and that is what's so hard to do. Most of all I need a friend right now, but the only friend I have had for so long -has been you.

Lost Soul
My lost soul Help me catch my soul Out in this world of despair My lost soul is out there Love has set my soul free I wish it would come back to me There is nothing I can do I wish I had never loved you I played the fool This game is so cruel It never lets you win In the end, you lose again This life can be as black as coal Damn! Where is my soul?

The Lost Of My Son
i lost my son junior about two years ago he was tragically ran over in front of my face i did cpr but there was no saving him he died instantly my son went from playing one minute to being dead so if you have kids please cherish them they might make you mad but they are only kids! i would give anything to have my son back or to have taken his place but it is to late for that! i miss him everyday i think of him constantly so i am working hard to make it to heaven to see him and i will make one way or another! i miss his smile his laugh and the way he took to everyone he is my angel and he was and is my best friend he is my hero cause he taught me the real meaning of life and love! i miss you son and mom will make it to you one day! that is a promise! r.i.p junior you will forever be remebered and missed!spread your wings and fly

Lost Which Was Never Given
Walk in the world of the unforgiven. Pull back upon your life. Stop. Hold. Wait. Find what wasnt given. Continue. Move on. Search and review. Lost. Scared. Dark. Youve just lost which was never given.

Lost
LOST And I've lost my footing once again While moon drops reflect upon the sea To cushion the love I have for you To cushion the loss of inevitability The driving concern to fill the need The void deepens as I reach, reach. For our last breath And you hold out no arms To brace me From impact So slammed I am Deep within the rocks Stone shelter me Caress the inner workings of my slight Twist of hand To breathe the air you breathe To hear the words you speak I am but the echoes of the love You are to me Up on a pedestal doused in esteem It is the joy I once bathed you in It is the love you do not feel for me -MHK 2001-

Lost And Confused
Well as i go through life more and more i realize that things never seem to change.I do everything I can to make my life better but then I always have a desire for something I don't seem to be able to obtain.Its like when you have so much love to give and it seems no one wants love anymore love isn't the thing its stability, how much money you make, what you have or don't have.Why cant people love anymore?I just know I have really strong feelings for someone and lately I have not been able to spend any time with this special someone and it bothers me.It bothers me in so many ways like wondering if she actually cares as much as I do or is it just a game wondering if we will actually ever meet and if she truly desires too?I don't really have a clue but only time will tell. I am laying in my bed starring all around I am wondering what has got me to feel so down I am searching for something that can't be found I am looking for love its no where around am I looking to hard am I

Lost Angels!!!
Lost Angels As I wander through this dream I see visions of beauty day after day angels on earth it would seem average and ununique they always say It saddens my heart to see this and it burns in my soul to see how they are treated How could anyone dismiss how could anyone let them feel defeated. My world lay in ruin as I travel but with one glance or smile renewed With the sightest kindness they unravel It is this that I strived to fix that has insued There are angels that pass us everyday to work, to home, as normal people would do They would not belive it is true in any way but just stop a minute...one is you!

Lost (a Poem)
Lost in time and space, lost without a trace. Looking for a a friend, with a helping hand. My lifes unknown plan, I don't know if I can. Hold my head up high, without the question why. Look into my heart, look into my mind. What am I to do, where am I to find. The reason why I'm here, the reason for my tears. If only I could know, a simple place to go. I just might be aware, of all who really care. But for now I'll try, to find a reason why. Just to stay awake, and be here one more day...

Lost
hello all i just wanted to let u all know that i see most of u guys pming me or whatever but i just got on this site havent firgure out how to work it at all but im learning . so if i dotn repond or anything that just cause im not learning that part yet

Lost In Time
Trapped in a Lost World, giving up on time, nowhere to run to, no where to hide, no one to turn to, no one to Share, Up and Down Lonely Streets peoples faces sullen, all around me Standing up, while I am Falling, On Bended Knees, My Tears Flooding to the Ground, My Buddies Disappearing, One by One, our numbers decreasing, Every year The list gets Smaller, Now there are Eight No ( Make That Se7en) and that includes Me, Will I Be Next, Will I be Last, When I Wonder! Will I Become The Past.

Lost
Im dying inside. Inside im lost. Inside i feel pain. Inside Im dead Im lost I cant Find my way home. Im lost in peril I cant find the way. I ve lost the path. Wheres the way God im lost Lost in my fears Lost in everything i think

Lost At Sea
I don't think I have ever been so confused in all of my life. How do things change so quickly? Where was I when my life all shattered before me? Did I miss it? I sit here among the scattered debris lost in a haze. I thought so many things were real, but, I think I fabricated them in my mind. A silent solace, a sheer gauze to cover the pain. I opened my veins and spread life crimson on the floor for you to see. Plain and simple I stood. Aware of your gazing eyes. It all simply disappeared with a blink of an eye. Shifted the sands in my hourglass. Words that speak empty phrases over gently wagging tongues. My mind is coiled. Lost between the memories of who you were and the hollowness that lays before me.

Lost
What have I become? Besides ordinary? Besides trivial? Besides perverse? I thought I could switch between two modes more easily, but obviously, a person can only endure so much before they forget...their roots. I hate what I've become and I want to reverse it, but everything seems to require money and politics. Reality = money + politics. Basically, reality sucks.

Lost
He,s given up on friends and loved ones hes given up on love and hope Every day he slips further away and finds himself in a state of euphoria his demons seem to be greater then life and his family his wall is mighty and his heart is calloused his lies seem to overwhelm and consume him while his need grew larger and he slips fruther away the brother i knew and grew up with has wandered aimlessly into the abyss and while on his journey, HE LEFT BEHIND HIS SOUL and came back an empty shell lost and blind.

Lost In Your Eyes
In darkness I fall, sliding downward into a deep despair. I reach for a hand to hold but I find none,and deeper I slide. Finally I land deep within. I crawl looking for a way to leave this dark despair. But I am tired of fighting it, tired of getting ahead one space only to fall back 4. If my life where a video game I could just start it over, but game over has a definite finality to it in real life. I lay in a heap, crying, my heart in shambles and a pain so deep I can't stop it. I lay unmoving, feeling my pain deepen, and listening for some sounds. Time seems to stop as I lay in darkness and pain. I blink my eyes to moisten them because they are dry now from all the tears.I feel death approach, its dull thud in the dirt, its empty stare watching me. I feel its cold hands touching me. I cry out, oh someone help me find my way out of this place. I hear my name being spoken, in a soft and lyrical tone, you call me, begging me not to give up, your coming and I see light. Its getting clo

Lost In You
Introduction This poem reflects what it is like when you make someone your everything and forget about yourself. (A lesson I lived and learned the hard way.) When their happiness and needs become your whole world - and once they are gone you are left with what? Loneliness, anger, bitterness and a broken spirit. But eventually we learn that there is life after heart-break and we eventually let go and move on. The lesson being : Don't make somebody your everything- cause when they're gone you've got nothing. I hope that whoever reads it, takes something good with them. LOST IN YOU Searching for acceptance, I was in pursuit of something true. Having faith that if I was patient, one day I'd succeed & receive love from you. I devoted myself - mind, body & soul, but it didn't appear to be enough. This foolish heart came to believe in the possibility of love. My eyes were blinded to all- but you, hoping for love to fill the void. Letting you in so deep, I

Lost In You
All is still, As you look deep into me, I touch you so gently, Like falling to dream, Slowly you close your eyes, I take a deep breath and pull you in, The unforgettable moment our lips touch, And I crumble within, Softly, so sweetly, Your lips on mine, An intimate dance with an angel, Kept in perfect time, Like walking on air, The world disappears, Time stops for a moment, As do these fears, Your touch on my skin, Sends a flood of mixed emotion, The tide pulls - I rise, I’m lost in this ocean, Like a sweet intoxication, You flood my heart and mind, I’m so lost in you, The way out I pray I never find.

Lost
Lost Current mood: contemplative Category: Life .. Whats wrong with me. Why am I feeling like this? I feel hopeless. Nothing is going right. I'm running on 30 minutes of sleep. My head is throbbing. I want it to end. No one is here. No one can help me.. Im alone again. What am I gonna do..? I feel like I'm at my breaking point. I feel like it won't ever get better.. The things I've been facing my entire life are crushing the life out of me. I have nothing to look forward to. Tomorrow isn't going to be any better than today. Im.. royally fucked, Im lost. No one can know. Why is he doing that? Please, leave me alone. I don't know you, Vince. Just stop. You aren't him, you'll never be him. I'll never be me, I never was me. I am no one. I can talk to no one. I'm so fucked up.. I just want it to end. I want everything that is wrong to disappear.. because I can't even differenciate whats wrong anymore. And if I dont know.. no body can help me. Im so depressed. I feel lost. I feel

~~lost & Found~~
I know most of you are dog lovers and will help us. Our neighbor has lost her Chihuahua and is desperate to find him. She does a lot of traveling and always takes her dog with her. Yesterday, she was sitting on the couch watching TV. She called out for her puppy with no response, and the back door was open. She has been putting up signs everywhere. If you see this dog, please let me know and I will notify her. Your help would be greatly appreciated.

Lost
ok so as you all know i am with a great guy and we have been together a lil over five months now. i have never felt that you could feel so much for someone until this guy. but now i dont know whats going on now. hes been away at training for a lil over two months now and doesnt seem like the same guy he was when he left. he kept promising me he would never change personally but i am starting to wonder. is it wrong for me to wonder this? should i just stop being such a paranoid idiot and not worry or does it seem reasonable for me to have this fear. before he left things were great and he always made sure to contact me one way or another but now its like very rare that i hear from him and it scares me cuz i know he is on a coed base and has been. god i jut feel so damn lost...any ideas???

The Lost Soul
The creature with in is a sad one Never allowed to see the beautiful sun A vampire swells deep inside Waiting to payback all who lied Dark thoughts run through the soul Yet inflicting pain is not their goal Lost and lonely Though not in need of money Wanting to be loved Disgusted by a lone dove Unable to sleep during the night It sleeps while you walk in the light Forever in the shadows of time I wish you would be mine Forever part of a frigid world all that’s heard is the whiskey as its swirled A lost soul stuck on the planets face Centuries inflicted wonderful grace But only having a midnight mistress

Lost My Flaming Cherry:(
While i know ill probably never make it to top ten, or at least not for a VERY long time, i was sooooooo enjoying seeing that flaming cherry on my page for hitting top 50 cherries. Not only have i lost 2 spots on that, but I have also dropped 2 spots in legends as well so I'm sendning out an S.O.S. to all my friends to please check to see if you have rated and fanned me. I will make sure i return all love given, if I have already rated and fanned, i will rate some pics, if i have already rated all your pics, I'll rate stash. If i have already gotten those as well, I'll buy you a VIC gift. Please repost to your friends and fans! I LOVE making new friends! Can't have TOO many! Thanks so much in advance, *smooches* ~Temptress~ OHHHHHH and if you are reallllly bored , im about 5,000 comments away from a 30 day blast( I have no active ones at this time)I know commenting is a bitch right now so any and all help is appreciated! heres the link.....

Lost
lost in a world of politics own and run by health/medicine companies. Forced by their rules/laws will they just set me free and give me my life &freedom back? as they sit back and gorge on their riches & glory not learning a thing there is more to life than money. But many people dont see it. Im glad I wasnt raised out of greed,to be selfish.But at times I regret MY kindness because it gets me trampeled on. Like a doormat.outside looking in & its sole purpose is to look pretty&Accept its fate.2 bwalked on

Lost Light
I sat slumped in the shadows, Sad, shivering, solitary, Cold, Sure I would be alone forevermore. Then you ventured into the shadows, Offering me light in your smile, Warmth in your words, Heated passion in your kiss, And unity in your bed. And just as I grew cozy and secure, In your arms, your home, your life… You walked away, With scarcely more warning than a few cold words, In the guise of reasons, which, In reality, you had none. You walked away, Taking your light and warmth with you, Without a second thought, Of the one you left in the shadows, Nor how much colder they became, Than before your light was ever known.

The Lost
Perpetual wandering, insane mumblings, twiddling of fingers. Lost in the darkness, I wander alone. I fear not as this has always the way for me. I am lost for all of time that has been and is to be, the dark is part of me and i dwell in this place, my eternal purgatory. Remembering the light , sometimes I long for it, to see it, to touch it, to be a part of it. I was a part of it once!, so long ago . I can barely recall. Now I only know this place!, I only know this moment, the darkness reaches inside my mind, it puts thoughts there to torment me, I embrace them, they are all I have.

Lost Mind
A few days later I received three dozen pink and white roses. Each dozen had a card on it. The first one read: "You drive me crazy being away like this. I miss you and need to see you again before I lose my mind!" The second card read: "Don't forget about the love we shared." Finally, the third card read: "Meet me at our "place" for one more before you graduate. P.S. Tonight." Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Melanie and I both had finals during this week. It was Friday and neither of us had an exam. I told her that I probably wouldn't see her after I graduate any more. I was going to go away to college in Boston. She asked me to satisfy her one last time. Sparing no time at all she took her shirt off, and pulled off her panties. All that was left was a very well filled lace bra, her skirt, her lace trimmed stockings and high-heeled shoes. What a beautiful sight. Her long blond locks cascading over her shoulders. She told me to sit at the desk facing

Lost Another Ct Member
Please stop by and pay ur respects, such a beautiful young girl (she was 29). May she RIP. My thoughts and prayers go out to her family and friends. Please stop by and show her God Father respects as well. Soccer Dad@ CherryTAP