LOST TOUCH
I WONDER IF YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES A DAY I THINK OF YOU. I FEEL LIKE I'VE LOST MY BEST FRIEND . "I HAVE" I WONDERED IF YOU GOT THE LETTER I SENT FOUR MONTHS AGO . I HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU. I WISH I COULD SEE YOU WITHOUT SNEEKING TO DO IT. FREINDS SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT. WHEN I GO SOMEWHERE, THAT WE USED TO GO, I JUST SIT THERE AND WONDER WHAT YOU'RE DOING AND WHERE YOU ARE. SOMETIMES I THINK I SMELL YOU'RE PURFUME OR SEE YOUR CAR, BUT THEN I HOLD BACK. I THINK I SEE YOU THERE IN THE CROWD. SO I RUN WITH EXCITMENT TO SEE YOU AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED YOU, BUT WHEN I GET UP TO YOU, I TAP YOU ON THE SHOULDER YOU TURN AROUND ITS SOMEONE ELSE, I SHRUG MY SHOULDERS AND WALK AWAY FEELING SAD AND EMBARRESED. I CRYED THE OTHER NIGHT. THINKING THE WORST THAT YOU GOT LOST IN THIS BIG WORLD AROUND US. I HOPED NOTHING WAS WRONG. SO I CRYED MYSELF TO SLEEP AND THOUGHT THAT MATBE GOD WOULD SEND ME A MESSAGE TO YOU FOR ME ABOUT ALL THE ACHING IN MY HEART . FROM NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE MY BEST FRIEND. YET I STILL THINK THE DAY WILL COME WHEN WE WILL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN AND IT WILL BE LIKE BEFORE. DO YOU REMEMBER THE TAPE YOU MADE FOR ME? I LISTEN TO IT ALL THE TIME. THERES A SONG ON IT, WHEN I HEAR IT ....IT MAKES ME CRY,BECAUSE THE WORDS ARE SO TRUE AND THEY'VE ALREADY HAPPENED TO US. "LIKE EVERYONE I KNOW GOES AWAY IN THE END" I ALWAYS CRY ON THAT PART. I LOVE IT SO MUCH , BUT I CAN'T STAND TO LISTEN TO IT. I'VE TRIED TO GO ON WITH MY LIFE,BUT THERES A GAP IN MY HEART, BUCAUSE I'VE LOST TOUCH WITH MY BEST FRIEND.
WRITTEN BY SARAH
