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Lost
I never felt like this.I can feel my life slip.I'm going insane no one can help me today.I feel as if every thing has gone to shit.I can't take this any more. I watch my life go out the door.You may say i'm sick you may say I have lost it but if you where in my shoes you would see it to.This is the way I feel it seems that sanity has left me here alone.

Lost And Praying
This morning after I came online ( and i have been expecting this ) had to rush my dog Kietha to the vet.She has been batteling cancer for two years and this morning the cancer ball busted open.Seem's with all my medical training you'd think I could do something anything but for a animal ( which i have no training for ) i couldn''t call in a simple thing like pain pill's. See I have decied she is too special to put to sleep....I want her to pass away at home cause every time we thought it was time she would bounce back.... Reaux is such a wonderfull vet he agreed to give me the pain pills and let her pass in my care but damn it this will be pet #3 just this year. Kietha is a minnie black lab and wolf 1/2 and 1/2 and was one of my rescues from the old days with my rescue farm...She started her life by having her nose cracked and ribs brokin and her tail choped off by the crack aditcs who owned her...all this by age 4 weeks. So I thought I'd share this with all my friends just a lit

*lost And Confused*
i freakin broke up with my boyfriend tonight and so now i guess i am single and i dont know what to do with myself i thought he would be the perfect guy for me we have been good friends for almost 5 yrs and then he just cant stop acting like a dick and being selfish... and that hurts my feelings and so after me trying to talk with him about it and him saying that its stupid i just had enough but i love him soooo much so it hurt really bad and so now im LOST and dont know where to go from here... i dont understand!!! grrrr... plus i dont know how i can still be friends with him it will hurt me even more to see him with someone else but i know he deserves to be happy ... i just feel really dumb and i wish i could be that person so bad but i couldnt take it anymore. i wanted a good relationship not a when im good and ready you had better be relationship.... it hurts that he didnt try and fight for me or really even care what i said.... that broke my heart.... love is painful! how many ti

Lost My Way..... But I'm Finding It Again
Every woman has lost her way at one time or another in her life...the hardest thing for her to do is find her way back..to bring down the walls and let someone in...she has to be the pilar of strength in her darkest hour and the rock of gibraltor at her weakest moment...she has to be the cheery clown when tears are threatening....and the sexy playmate when sick as a dog....this is a montage for the women of the world that has lost who they are and has found their way back....

Lost In Warm Arms
This weekend I had such a wonderful experience, I have a great new Friend.... Such a Amazing person in so many ways. I THank you For being so gracious in everything..... And Allowing me this opportunity to get to know you and Truley get lost in warm arms. ~~~Blessed Be~~~ I'll never Forget

~lost A Wonderful Friend ~
My dear friend Joe (Ole Texas Cowboy) was killed Thursday in a plane crash outside the capital of Belize City. Joe and his pilot ran into a storm from what I understand from his brother Frank. Joe and his pilot was killed on impact. Joe was one of the first people I met here when I joined and he was a wonderful friend. I will miss him so much and it was a shock to hear that he was killed. He was a true friend, always helped me when I was sick, he was a wonderful doctor who always knew what to tell me to get to help when I had the flu. He was always around when I needed a friend. My heart breaks with the loss of a wonderful friend.

Lost Love
I sit and think of life without you It seems my life is worthless, Not knowing what tomorrow might Bring without you. I sit in our room looking at the things We have knowing your not returning. I sit and think asking my self what did I do to deserve this. I told you I would Always be there and we promised too One another that we would. I am ask myself still, look at everything That was made between you and I. Why? Why? Is what I ask? What did I do to deserve this? You leaving me in the shape I am in! I feel like my heart is as empty as well Without water. Why leave my heart so torn Apart? Is life supposed to be like this? If you sit and think what makes you think, I didn't care?

Lost It
life is not a game u don't need to play with it at r with someone els life if u going to be with some one then don't play with them i tell u this someone on here has play with my hart and life and it not right she know how she is.

Lost
LOST IN THE DARK LOOKING FOR LIGHT LOOKING FOR HOPE LOOKING FOR STREANTH TO MAKE IT THRUE THE NIGHT BUT WATE THANK I SEE LIGHT IT IS HUR STANDING THER WIHT ARM OPEN SHE IS MY LIGHT HUR SMILE MKE ME FELL SAFE TILL MORING AND THEN I WAKE UP AND IT WAS OMLY A DREAM

Lost
something. i’m supposed to start out with something, right? although, my something seems like nothing… and my nothing seems like everything. at least at the moment it does. you can be my nothing… or you can be my everything. which would you rather? and would you rather at all? because i’d rather you did. but that’s just my opinion and opinions rarely matter. sweetheart, darling, i think i’m falling. i’m falling hard and i’m not sure where the end of the tunnel is. or the yellow brick road for that matter. but I think we have already established the fact that matters aren’t matters at all. just opinions. and those don’t matter. would you rather? would it rather? that definitely doesn’t matter… and matter is what matter is. right? sure. let’s put it this way sir, it’s like lipstick. no, it’s not like lipstick it all. it’s glorious i do believe… and red in all it’s worth. but… it’s well… it’s not what I was going for. so we try

Lost In My Own Pain
At one time I was told to always follow my heart for it will never lead me astray. what whisdom I thought this was comming from someone who seemed to have it all in life and love. So I took that chance and let my heart lead my way, opened up all that was with in and loved to the fullest, only to have my heart ripped out and tossed around like a play toy. How does one recover? feelings and emotions mixed with pain and hurt, do you sit and cry, let this bring you down to a level of nonworth, tear yourself appart wondering what did I do wrong, am I that bad, find yourself thinking of thoughts of how to make the pain stop forever. Would they miss me, would they think of me, would it really matter. This is all of what has been going through my mind. Then one day my heart woke up again and started making me feel started making me know that yes they would miss me yes they would think of me yes I am worth it and no I did nothing to derserve such pain and torment. I can look at

Lost....
i am constantly lost....even online, i dont know where to go and what to say....im in need of something new in my life but that person doesnt exist or is to far way to realize it....i have some bad luck or something around me keeping me from being happy....karma,.. i keep my hopes up knowing that someone in this world loves me and ill eventually find them....dont lose hope..right?...im not exactly sure anymore but i hope someone hears my cry for help....thanks for listening or not listening or whatever...:P stephen c.

Lost Love
My love for you is so passionate and true I wish I could prove this to you I will climb the highest mountain to touch the sky And bring down that rainbow so high in the sky. Oh if I could prove to you that my love is real I'd swim that river oh so wide to prove That you are my joy and pride And my love is so real. But all these things are so impossible for me To do I can't climb a mountain oh so high and Bring down that rainbow from the sky, and no I Can't swim that river that is oh so wide. But to Prove my love is true and I really want to be with you is say I love you and mean it with all my heart!

Lost (poem)
LOST im a lost soul trapped in my thoughts walking on a path of memories and taunts scar'd by my childhood and teenage years each and every day i fear'd was he going to scream and shout? was his beating utensils gonna come out? at age 16 my dream came true i met my real father that day in june a father/daughter relationship then grew and he gives me the love i never knew. up until my 20th year i wondered if the man i fear would go away or just disappear but he didnt so i moved out started my life and a fresh new start had a son at 21 and so my adult life had begun but now that i am almost 28 he still treats me like i'm 8 how do i make him understand he needs to treat me for the grown woman and mother that i am. im not a child im now an adult thats what happens its not my fualt BY.Trin,

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Lost Poem
She was not looking at me anymore, staring out into space like that, and I knew wherever she was, I would never know her there. She was quite small in the shadow, of what she used to be, and maybe I understood a bit, why she wished to leave me here, because I wasn’t something, make-believe. And the wind was washing away, what used to make her talk to me, she’s talking to herself now, her lips are parted so that when I, maybe I will look inside her, and maybe I will see what is wrong. Her mouth is open wider now, and maybe she wants me to see, so when I peer inside, when I see what she wanted me to, when I see the blackness of night, and death, I seem to think I understand, and now I know where I am again.

Lost Art Found
I just found a photo of one of my father's paintings. He said that he wanted to be buried with it, but I snatched it when his eyes were closed. It now hangs on a wall in my son's house. Not for sale. I love this one.

Lost For Words!!
My Best Friend Linda and I have been through a lot of stuff together and have had our fair share of ups and downs. Throughout it all we have managed to stay Best Friend. Even to the point that we call each other Sister's. Anyways, I get a phone call from her last night and she tells me that she's getting married and wants me to be a Bride's Maid in the wedding. I was so excited that I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. I have never been asked to be a part of a Wedding before, and it made me feel so good to know that she wants me to be a part of hers. She helped me through so much and if it weren't for her and my Golden Best Friend Chris I could honestly say I don't know where I'd be today. Both of them have helped me so much in my life that I can't thank either them enough.

Lost
Title: Lost Lost among a crowd nowhere to go, can't be found. Why does life feel this way, why do we have to frown. I long for the better days, a time when I felt I had a place, a purpose for life, a reason for being. Lost among a crowd help me find myself because I don't know how.

Lost
This morning whiling feeling a bit stressed out and not at all in the mood to hear all the noise my birds make. I decided to sit them outside as I have done many times before. However, this time I don't know what caused it but the cage feel and my 2 small birds Heaven and Sky escaped and are gone. I know I won't find them but I still keep looking when I go outside.

A Lost Cherry, Now On Tap...
When I first signed up here it used to be called Lost Cherry, and the age limit was lower than it is today, in fact that's a good job because back then I was younger than I am now, and wouldn't have been allowed in, in fact when they did raise the age I was only a few weeks over the limit, and only just avoided being culled. I had mixed feelings about that, because at the time some of my friends on here did end up being deleted because of their age, and it made me about the youngest person on the site. However, people were kind to me, and I stuck around, for a while... I had quite an eventful few months here last time, I went from zero to one hundred miles an hour and found myself as the first guy in the top ten, and to have my name in red. I'm still kind of proud of that, I like to think it tore down a barrier here, and told guys they could make it around here (at the time people were seriously starting to question if a guy could get a decent rating). Unfortunately then

The Lost Art Of Thinking Before You Speak
Is it really cool and hip to act like a complete lascivious, ignorant, pandering moron to jack up ratings on your talk radio show? Well, if it weren't for that philosophy, Rush Limbaugh and Glenn Beck would be flipping burgers. Perhaps we wouldn't have had our fill of Don Imus. Those of you who didn't know Imus' identity over the past decades should know it by now. For those who don't know, San Antonio now has its own "Imus-like" controversy. Long story short – Jeff Vexler and Walter Pasacrita do a weekday afternoon sports radio talk show on 760 AM locally. They're your two average schomoes flapping their lips in the airwaves, lacing their sports discussions with supposed jokes and quips related to women, beer, TV, politics and action flicks. Pasacrita himself is known for having bore a rather nasal voice in earlier years, which annoyed human and animal ears alike. Vexler and Pasacrita are not unlike most other radio sports jocks, hoping to score some points and laughter at oth

Lost And Found
i have come to the conclusion that i'm lookin for something in myself that has always been there. my mind has not always execpted my heart.but now something has changed. i dont just want to be nobody. i have just found it easier to love myself. now i think i'm ready to try to love someone else besides my lil girl and my family. i feel good in my own skin and am tryin to improve my life and my lil girls life. i gave up my life for three years to learn how to be a good mother, now that my mind has learned the basic's. i'm ready to have my life and be a mom at the same time. it's time i take my heart out of the lost and found box and start to take a chance and live.

Lost Job
kk so tomarrow is my birthday, whoooa and thats i guess a good thing. im suppose to work but im pretty sure that i have lost my job today. im not sure why but i think that thats a good thing too, i dont have to deal with a worthless manager anymore! but if all goes according to plan she wont be working there either so thats an even better thing haha!! just waiting for the human resource office to call me back! im not bothered by the whole job thing its just the fact that over the past month ive become very good friends with a fellow employee and i told her i didnt want to ruin the friendship by quitting and she told me she didnt blame me for doing it and that nothing is going to change between us but i cant help but think deep down that she is a little upset with me. i dont know what to do any ideas?

Lost
why cant i remember when it was that i lost myself? in my mind i cant decifer the emotions that have been put on a shelf. can i go? i gotta run away can i hide? not if i stay where and what to do with these fucking feelings left behind? I try to read you I try to release you it seems the more I try the more i fall. i wish i could remember the beginning of it all. can i go? fuck it all can i hide? fucking pride bottled up, strangle hold slice me up to reveal my bloody gold...

Lost In Thought
well here i sit a 2 in the mourning in a very melancholy mood i have alot going on this month with mothers day 3 birthdays and my little cousin is graduateing so i started my shopping today by buying all the cards i need i was bored so i decided to sign them all and as i go along it really makes me think about alot of things nothing is ever simple for me the first few cards go ok then i get to my moms mothers day card and i am trying to think of something to say in it me and my mom have always had a kinda rocky relationship we dont get along very well most of the time but i guess it means tha i am getting older i am starting to realize that alot of the things that she has done were for very good reasons until i was 8 my mom was a single mother and she worked alot to support us i was always a little ungreatful for the things that she did we didnt spend alot of time togeather but now i know that she was doing what she had to do and i see alot of parents now that dont do close to what she

Lost In Loneliness
I looked for you, you were not there, I'm lost in loneliness. I tried to call out for you, you did not respond, I'm lost in loneliness. As I dropped my head, Tears rolled down my face, I'm lost in loneliness. I sit and wondered, Where could you be? I'm lost in loneliness. I find that you have left me. I'm lost in loneliness.

Lost Love
I said a prayer for you today..........I asked the lord to walk with you, to hold your hand tight. I asked him to be patient with you and warm up that cold bruised heart. I asked him to send you someone to love, and someone to love you. Someone who would love you unconditionally and accept you for who you are. Someone to hold you when you cry, to stand beside you when times are low and give you a reason to pick yourself up. And when life is in doubt, to give you the desire to aspire your dreams. I asked him to give you the strength to understand you have to work and fight to keep love alive. It takes forgiveness and understanding, we all know no one but him is perfect, we have to love like there is no tomorrow. I asked him to send you someone who will follow you to the end of the world and who will love you and cherrish you to your last breath here on earth....... I said a prayer for me today............I asked the lord to grant me serinity. I asked him to allow you to forgive me fo

Lost
Rattled night sleep Too much hangs my head Rent due.... No Money Stomach rumbles ....no food What am I going to do Need to work.... no jobs Want love... No Woman .. no man Where to go Wrapped in darkness ... where's the light Restless, Sleep escapes me Get up raise my head Energy gone.... Body tired Mind moving faster than light

Lost You
Lonely And Afraid Afraid that I might have lost you Lost my love Cold Cold shivers run through me Darkness all around Sweetness gone Grace and happiness Vanished through air The work of a magician No But it’s my fault Carelessness Guilty for allowing you to go Guilty for leaving you Guilty For it all lies with me Is it possible, That I’ve never lost you Is it possible, That you’re still with me I truly hope so.

Lost...to U (u Know Who U Are)
With out a thought to spare. My life seems incomplete, since you left me in despair. I'm tangled up in you, With the thoughts of our past, I try not to reminisce but my mind moves to fast. In my dreams I am lost in your eyes. I'm swallowed by your smile. I'm tortured by your lies. I'm tangled up in you. Whatever you have done? What spell have you cast? What game have you won? I'm tangled up in you. Reminded of your laughter Not to have forgotten your silence My heart broken with your slander. I'm tangled up in you. Warmed by your kisses Missing your skilled touch Casting pennies while making silent wishes. I'm tangled up in you. Longing for your return. Your fingers laces in between mine. When will I ever learn? I'm tangled up in you. But you have since forgotten. My posts never answered. Your heart is not wanting I'm tangled up in you. Dreaming of our future Even though you're just my memory. My heart still tortured...

Lost In A Kiss
Lost in a kiss, What a magickal thing. When it happened to me,oh my heart did sing. Never before had i knew such. Never before did i love so much. Visions of wonder danced in my head, What seemed like a dream was real insted. When it happens to you,you'll know this. The magick of love, is being Lost In A Kiss.... Silverthorn..

Lost And Kinda Confused
So i have no idea what is left to do, Someone i concidered a good friend has stabbed me in the back and she was the last one i expected it from. All because her boyfriend who has wounded her again and again told her it was me or him, Though i have been there for her time and again i am stabbed in the back by her. Why do i even bother to try? Whats the point in any of it? I keep hearing the good finish last.... good wins over evil .... That sadly only ever happens in the movies when the truth is it doesnt happen good doesnt always win and more then half the time its the good guy who dies. I am tired of being the good guy... Whats the point when it only ever gets you hurt?

Lost
Lost Empty is now the way of my life Nothing moving,days of endless night The soul dies a bit at a time But all i hear is that I'll be fine. Does love die within if it's not used Will betterness be my only fuse? A life of pain dulled by drink No emotions.I try not to think. A woman you meet,you know is the one But distance, and mistrust make it undone So then comes the drinking,sex,and lies neither trusting,neither tries Running on empty..my love fades away At least thats my statement,what I must say What must I do to end all my pain I think all I feel will end up in vain She says that she loves me,should I believe Too much has happened,so much in between. Then she says she feels for another It tears at my gut like a jilted lover All i want is her by my side Everything to her i would confide My lifeforce,my love,my endless soul Only with you do I want to grow old You had my soul,my love from the

Lost In Your Eyes
Looking at your picture. I am so lost Lost in your eyes. So mysterious So Loving,So hypnotizing Why am I so lost. Lost in your eyes Staring at your picture without blinking In a maze in your eyes Not wanting to find my out. Lost in your eyes not know why not caring why That, I am lost in your Eyes. So sweet heart you know what i am doing I'm staring at your picture Lost in your eyes. April Moore Copyright ©2007 April

Lost-cherry -vs- Cherry-tap
SO HERE I AM ONCE AGAIN ON LOST-CHERRY / CHERRY-TAP FOR ALL OF YOU THAT DON'T KNOW CHERRY-TAP USED TO BE CALLED LOST-CHERRY..WELL THIS RIGHT HERE IS MY 3ED AROUND ABOUT THE FIRST TIME I WAS HERE I WAS HERE UNDER THE NAME JELLYBEAN I DONT MISS THE DRAMA I WAS A SO CALLED A LIST THAT MEAN YOU ARE POP LURE I WAS ON LEVEL 22 WITH A SHIT LOAD OF POINTS AND BUCKS BUT TO ME THIS SITE WAS MADE TO MEET COOL AND DOWN TO EARTH PEOPLE BUT SOMEONE ALWAYS SEEMS TO FUCK IT UP FOR THE REST OF US..SO I DELETED MY ACCOUNT LIKE HMMMMM 2 OR 3 DAYS AGO..I HIT SCRAPPER UP IN SHOUT AND TOLD HIM I WANTED IT GONE AND TO THE PEOPLE DON'T KNOW WHO THAT IS HE IS A CO OWNER OF THE SITE..ME BEING A TOP CHERRY WAS FUN BUT THE SHITTY PART OF IT WAS PUTTING UP WITH ALL THE DRAMA AND ALL THE LIES I'M SO NOT HERE FOR THAT SHIT ANY MORE I MAKE IN TO THE TOP AGAIN SO BE..BUT THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA FROM ME..SO IF YOU ARE A DRAMA STARTER KEEP IT ON YOUR END OF CHERRY TAP.K THANKS

Lost: One Smile
If I thought it would do any good to report it lost I would, I had it one day, then someone took my love away. It may have a companion, it might have a friend, a Broken heart is traveling with it. I thought I could replace it, just get a better one, but sometimes it doesnt work just right, a times the new smile just wont come. So if you find my broken heart, my smile should be close by, waiting for that special someone to come along, fix them both and put the sparkle back in my eye. Onyx 4-20-07

Lost And Missing Children
I'm sure that you have all seen on the news about Maddie.The little girl who is missing.Well it's time to do what we can as parents and cherry tappers.So if anyone happens to see anything to do with little Maddie or any missing children you know what to do.May good be with the children that didn't make it home.If you have a heart repost these!

Lost And Confused
Well I'm alone and in Texas. I had moved here to be with a woman who is my best friend . But things were never able to work in our favor We both did things that hurt the other. I would not change a thing because I still feel that she still is my best friend it's just right now we each have to do what we need to do for ourselves. God I love her and the kids but I need to get my life on track.I picked up a drink and now am on my ass and Im going to have to claw my way out of the mess I ve made And I will so to my friend I love you and hope we will still be able to have a friendship that will be right for both of us.

Lost Baby .
Well here i am again . I lost my granddaugher on the 12 of May . My daugher was 6 months preg . Her water broke and she ended up in hosptial 5 hours from me . She had the baby at 4 am sat morning . The baby lived all of 5 mins . She was soooooooooooooooooooo pretty and so very small . Her lungs just was not ready for this big bad world . I know she is being watch over . I lost my mother inlaw in dec and my dad 3 weeks later. So i know she is being looked after . I have to Take care of my daugher now . She will n ever ever get over this . And the same day they told her she might not be able to carry a baby to term . She will fine that out in 3 months. We have not gotten our Little ones ashes yet in a few days . Then we will lay her to rest . Just though i share . Hugsssssssssssss

Lost Metal Lounge No More!!!!!!!
lost ,metal lounge rats................it may be gone....but we are in process of setting p a new lounge..........come join........and when its up and running you will not regret it...........MUCH LOVE TO U ALL........... http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7454 copy and paste this link and u will find us.....XOXO

Lost Weight
Ok Ya'll...I've lost lots of weight and wonder where it all went to lol. I had weighed up to 274 lbs little over 4 yrs ago when i was about to have my daughter and just over those past years i've managed to lose it all. Yea took 4 hellish long years to do it but just since last year of September when i dumped my daughter's father due to some personal reasons, i started losing weight. I am proud to say i am now down to 196 1/2 lbs!!! 3 1/2 more till i am back to my pre prego weight!!! I am not sure how i lost it all because i don't exercise much really...am on my feet alot but other then that?? LOL course it could be due to the fact that i am no longer under the stress i was when i was with Ruth's dad? Oh well...i'm just so f'ing thrilled i've lost it all and plan to keep on losing it. I don't really eat much anymore like i used to so that could be part of the reason why i have lost so much weight!! Any ways....I Just thought i'd share my excitement with all my friend's and family!

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Lost
Not sure where I am going. Not sure what I am doing. Do not know how I will end up. Do not know my place in this world. Do not know what I am meant to do. Not sure what will happen. I am so lost without you.

"lost"
"Lost" Once I was as you are, Now look at me, a shell of desperation, stumbling in the dark. Choking on burning g memories. Hopeless panic invades my mind. As I yearn to be normal. I can't stand eye to eye with the world. Looking down in shame, I walk. Worthless, I am, searching for hope. My wounded spirit begs to curl up and die. Painful tears erupt as I stand on the blurry street. Time goes on until we are in the ground. What does it matter, my feeling? My breathing? Can anyone really touch the world? I stumble until I am lying on the floor. In a pitiful sigh I search for compassionate eyes. Only to find haunted souls, as my own, peering back at me.

Lost Feelings
I saw a smile Look my way Only to find out it was looking past me Can I just close my eyes And think of a far off place Where I can go As long as I'm not here One of those moments where hope is lost But it happens over and over That the fact of the matter is that there's no one searching for me And I'm one of those hopeless ones One of those who break so easy I need some one to put me back together Cause I'm so caught up in the fall And my heart is breaking I just need some one to tell me That everything will soon be fine Cause I'm so close to giving up I'm always last In a long line of failures And I'm tired of standing in line So please just give me notice For I feel so out of focus And out of time I will be strong But not by choice I died along time ago on the inside I been through so much with out love I start to think that there's no such thing of what they speak of While this bottle slowly drains To raise the level of this cup To cope To

Lost My Way
I sit here wondering why all of this has to happen all the heartache all the pain all the suffering within all the bullshit with nothing to gain You pushed me to all my limits Youve taken my loved ones, and uve made me cry you've started a war between us and yet i still dont know why Well here it is, you and me face to face, for everyone to see I've shown my faith or lack there of Youve put me up against my own brother one of the ones i so dearly love You wont convince me to turn back to you For you have taken everything from me evertyhing i held so dear and true This God You love for his so call might he"s called me out and has given me this pain And every reason to fight Now ive cuss you and begged you to show your gace come down and meet here, right here Face to Face You are the mighty one, the Holy One With all your power and might Step up and meet you

Lost Love
The stress from losing your love has finally taken it's toll, my emotional state of mind is now beyond control. At the slightest mention of your name, i still break down and cry i can still hear the echos of your voice, telling me goodbye. The reality of it caught up to me, when my mother asked me what's wrong? and why lately i've been depressed, and constantly wearing a frown? She then asked me about us, She wanted to know where's my friend? i couldn't tell her you'd left me, i just had to pretend. But i guess she saw right through me, she knew that something was amiss and as i turned off the light she said, son,i know it's her you miss. As she turned to leave my room, my emotions i tried to hide but she saw right through me, she knew that i was crying inside. The next morning when she awoke, she asked me about the tears she knew quite well that you, were a huge part of my happy year. She then asked if i still love you, and truthfully i said

Lost Of A Good Friend.
Lastnight i recieved a phone call from my sister chelsea. She called to tell me that my friend Greg was just killed. I don't have all the details about what happen.. but all i know is that he was hit by a train... He was one of the few friends that understood me.. was always there for me n now he is gone..When I heard this news i dropped to the floor.. I haven't talked to him in months for the simple fact that i was always busy with work n other things that i have been going through.. I feel bad that i didn't keep in better touch with him.. n now i didn't even get to say goodbye.. I just wish that i could have talked to him before or seen him cuz maybe i could have pervented it.. I was one of the people that could always calm him down.. I know he is moved on n is at peace but it just still hurts that he is gone.. all i can say is that i hope he is in a better place.. RIP GREG WILKEY!!! I will never forget u

Lost Heart
I FEEL THAT I AM LOSING MY HEART, WETHER YOU SAY GOOD-BYE OR YOU BACK AWAY, THAT THERE IS NO PLACE TO GO, AND DREAMS AREN'T SAFE ANYMORE, SO I NEED NOT TO SLEEP, NIGHTMARES TAKE ME TO THE DARKEST PLACES, FEAR LIVES,LOVE DIES, MY SCREAM IS PARALYZED,... TEARS FLOW LIKE RIVERS, TO HATE IS POISON, AND NOT TO FEEL ANYTHING,IS DEATH. THE DEVIL WAITS TO TAKE MY SOUL, THE ANGELS ARE GONE, UNTIL THEY RETURN,IF THEY DO, I WILL BE CARRIED AWAY, THE ANGEL OF DEATH IS NEAR, I FEEL HIM, AND HE WANTS TO TAKE ME, FOR I DON'T HAVE MUCH FIGHT LEFT, SO I WITHER INSIDE, UNTIL I DIE.

Lost?
For the past two years Ive lived in sorts, a dream state Now upon awakening, I no longer believe i can deal with reality The pain all to real The sorrowful lead weight in my chest "Im trapped in this world lonely and fading heart broke and waiting" There are oh so many people with no complications in there lives Not one of them has had to wipe blood from the walls Not one of them has had to wipe there own blood from the floors Not one of them has had to lie about things to people they know I know there are other people who deal with these, Horrid things from my nightmares But whom do I turn to When all the Light from my eyes has faded? When all the weight in my chest has caused it to implode Rendering it numb? There are so many questions without any answers The passion drained from my eyes The feeling drained from my soul The meaning drained from my life, Everyone thinks they know you so well That they know when you lie That they know when you are sad That t

Lost & No Where To Be Found
MY FEAR OVERWHELMS ME THERE ARE CERTAIN WAYS I HELP THEM OUT SLITTING MY WRIST JUST TO SEE 'EM BLEED PRAYING TO A FAKE GOD LAUGHING OVER MY SINS I FIGURED OUT SOMETHING MANY FIND HARD TO BELIEVE MAN WAS MADE IN GODS IMAGE GOD IS A SINNER, A HOE, HE IS GAY, & WHATEVER OTHER IMPERFECTION THAT WE HAVE SINCE WE WERE MADE IN HIS IMAGE HE OR SHE ISN'T PERFECT WHEN IT COMES TO GOD HE'S ALWAYS LOST & NEVER TO BE FOUND

Lost
I keep a knife in my desk to remind me of how close I once came to showing what kind of cross I carried with me My pink walls turned into my personal hell my very own prison there was no yard time for me in my mind having a voice was my crime, I got sentenced life without parol. No one knew WHO I was anymore the time I spent with people they didn’t seem so normal I was normal they were fucked up not me. I found a cure for my disease when I took my knife popped the blade open and wrote LOST ON MY BODY I was a lost girl trying to stand out in a big, big world when I feel lost I look at my knife and remind myself how human I really am that one day this LOST GIRL WILL BE FOUND!

A Lost Friend..
I have just read the news that a artist and writer that I have followed for 13 years has passed... I feel as if I have lost a friend that I can never thank for his words and art. I am honestly in a state of shock...my wife...ex-wife...damn it,Stevie used to say we were brothers from different mothers...and now I have lost my "brother"...I would get excited when the new issue came out and I would rush home and read it cover to cover ignoring all around me. That joy and excitment is now lost and that saddens my soul, to find someone who could create a piece of art and words that I related to....R.I.P. my the gods relize what a smart ass and artist they have brought to their table and may they pay you the respect you deserve..

Lost
Lost Today I see everything Differently and don't understand... What I have done to derisive this Sadness Where to go from here Where is my Passion for life? How can such small disagreements hurt so badly! Friends are very Important to me. If I had a life Partner to share all my troubles with Life would be so much better! Someone to hold me at night to kiss and love me... Something I have been missing for a long time! guide me on the roller coaster of my life? For I cannot take it without love....

Lost And Broken
the last left standing has now disappeared.... Current mood: sad the one and only friend I really had left in life, I have decided to cut off. I spent 60 bucks out of my first paycheck to take them out on a date, and the next day they made me cry... I want to cut myself. I can't even smile....I feel like trash. The day I thought there was hope, and I still had something to hold onto to keep myself together, has just slipped through my fingers like a handful of sand in an hourglass. I'm tired of crying. I haven't felt this suicidal in quite some time. I don't diserve to live.

Lost
Lost Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be alone?

Lost Friends
lost friends thinking of you from time to time but never forgotten in my mind cherished memories i do keep i dream of you often when i sleep wondering in the years gone by wow its amazing how ten years can fly and now that high schools been so long i miss you alot especially when i hear a certain song the memories are forever there my good friends i did have from there and the fun, the laughs, the silly things or when we got our high school ring its the little things i miss so much how i would love to get back in touch some of you have come back to me just ever so recently to those still lost may this be true i will some day find you too but in case i dont i will say to you i will never forget you when our time on earth comes to an end we'll be together in heaven one day my friend, By,Trin

Lost......in Love
Lost.......in love Day after day I wait and I cry For the time to be with you for the time that never comes Cold and alone Longing for your touch For your tender kiss to feel For your arms holding me tight Heat of your body Taking over mine Kissing me gently Down on my spine Turning me over Caressing my breasts Inhaling his scent That makes me possessed Possessed by a man Possessed by a demon Possessed by a saint Possessed by a GOD Don't know anymore What I am possessed by The thing that I do know Is I belong to him now. Written by Mara Drotar I wrote this poem on January 6th of 2006...It might not make sense to some of you who read this but trust me when I say this....It's very deep. Thanks for reading..

Lost Internet
temporarily lost internet :( it got shut off (along with my phone and a few other things dammit) while I was in the hospital. So it will be a couple weeks before I have the funds to get it back up n running. I'll miss u guys!!!

Lost A Friend Today
and the world lost an amazing soul. an amazing mother and a strong woman, sadie overcame alot in her life, most recently making life go on after her 14 yr old daughter was paralyzed in a car accident last year. she was found dead this morning and the people who she's touched their lives will have a little less spark in their world. rest in peace sadie...we all loved you!!!

Lost It
need to stop so yeah I'm FORCING myself to walk which may be good or may not be. All I know is now my hip is bothering me as is my back. AHHHH oh well, Rather have physical pain at the moment. Means I have something to keep my mind occupied. So yeah I'm going to bodega tomorrow. Going to hike and then walk on the sand at Doran Beach. awesome place. Best place in the world, Glad its ALL mine and I didn't taint it. Oh yeah before anyone asks I'm going by myself and before you think be careful I will.... if i decided to jump off the cliff I'll make sure I hit a soft patch of water! ha ha ,so yeah.... I do need a hug though, one that would crack my back I think I need it. So anyways just one word of advice to all you who read this.... If you want to end a relationship, have the balls or GROW SOME and do it in person not in a TEXT I mean come on... At least have some respect for the person and give an explanation. (Not dwelling, remembre i only allowed one day and no tears so YAY ME! Ju

Lost Angel
Have you ever walked into a room, and witnessed a miracle? To see such grace, That your heart wants to stop but races out of control. To fall into such a hole that is filled with such happiness. Yes, its true! An angel does exist. For I was touch by his presence. To be so captivated, No, im in awe! Such beauty, Why does his smile cause me to feel so weak? That Eyes that pierce my soul, His aura is so becoming. I feel that I am in a dream with every second im in his space. I wish to never close my eyes. For now my mind drifts and my soul reaches out to the sky. Suddenly- my eyes blink and truth bares itself to me again. I look and notice that I'd lost my dream once again.

Lost Love
My life is over, I am a 90 year old women trapped in a 24 year old body. No one cares about me, no one cares if I live or die, I'm sure most people who read this wont even know me as I am sure the people who do know me don't care enough to read what I write. Some of this may be my fault as I cut myself off from the world, but tell me why didn't you come find me? I know why, you don't care. So now I give up and give in, I will not fight anymore, I will not try anymore. I have failed at everything I have ever wanted to do, and even things I didn't. I believe I should have died by now, I know no one would miss me as I am nothing and will always be that way. I am easily forgotten, and not needed by anyone. I have led a life that no one will ever understand nor do they want to. I will never be a trophy therefore I am not loved. I will always wish and hope that one day it will all change, but it wont, it doesn't when I try and it doesn't when I don

Lost In This Moment
Artist/Band: Big & Rich Lyrics for Song: Lost in This Moment Lyrics for Album: Other Songs See your mama and the candles and the tears and roses I see your daddy walk his daughter down the isle And my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher Don't she look beautiful tonight? All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinkin' Ya know I wanna say em all just right I lift your veil and angels start singing Such a heavenly sight Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waited my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you I smell the jasmine floatin' in the air like a love song Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus Please bless this brand new life, yeah Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a

Lost And Alone
I spend my days in loneliness The silence and the dark I feel the love I have within And wish I had someone Someone to share my passions Someone to share the lust Someone to hold my hand at night Someone to touch my heart I gave my heart away one day To a man who meant so much He seemed so true and honest So loving and alone I told him to look down And open up his fingers Told him to look closely For my heart was in his hands He promised he would never leave me Said he would never break my heart Swore he would never hurt me And would always keep me safe Then one day he vanished With out even a goodbye But what he doesnt know is He also took my heart. He took my heart He took my trust He took my love And crushed them And now I sit An empty shell So lifeless And alone

Lost Love
(This is an open blog. I will start the story and everyone is encouraged to add to the last person who posts. Just curious to see where the story might go to. Thanks to all in advance who contribute.) It is upon this barren piece of land that she wanders, this lost soul who continues to roam aimlessly. Searching for the spirit that she once knew. The love of her life, the man who was her heart. Her clothes are tattered and worn, her feet bare and with blisters. The sun that beats upon her, scorching her flesh and causing her to envision illusions. Illusions of grandeur, apparitions of him. His face that has been forever burned into her heart and his eyes that are etched into her soul. She sees him...reaches for him...he smiles at her, tells her he loves her and then vanishes into the mist. Falling to her knees...her face buried in her hands as her tears slowly stream down her cheeks, leaving tiny trails in the dust that covers her face....

Lost Luggage
In mid-May, I went to the Czech Republic for a week to perform a site survey of this new radar site the US is installing there. Three days in the field, and three days of the group working in a conference room to establish conceptual lay down of the site. It promised to be hard but enjoyable work. For the field work, I brought my jeans, heavy boots, jacket, baseball caps because I knew we would be stomping around in the woods. But Lufthansa had other plans. My bag didn't find me until I tore up the street clothes that I wore on the plane, and ruined my street shoes. After the second day of this, I decided to go out and buy some clothes on the Czech economy. My hotel concierge directed me to a shopping center, and with thirty minutes before closing I ran from store to store, trying to find some basic jeans, shirts, hat and a rain jacket. I finally found an outdoors shop that sold camping and hiking apparel, and bought the only things they had that would fit me (okay, I'm a lit

Lost N The Moment Of Sanity!
well i am lost in a moment of sanity or rather clarity. i come to the conclussion that i will never find true love or happiness! some people like myself are not ment for either one of those things. so for me mr right is a myth and i am tired of chasing ghosts. so love, happieness, marriage, and happy endings are for people that really deserve it and for those like myself it is shadows that fade away as the sun comes up. now if i am wrong and u r out there mr right then come chase me a while cause i am tired of running. i could be wrong but so far i have yet to see the proof of it. so i wish all the best in life and for myself i just keep living for the moment of day by day. that is all i can do. freaky pagan!

Lost
THIS IS CDNCYBORG AND I HAVE TAKEN CONTROL OF THIS ACCOUNT UNTIL MORBID PRINCESS aka DONNA CAN GET BACK ONLINE. SHE HOPES TO BE ONLINE WITHIN THE WEEK. SO EVERY PLEASE HAVE PATIENCE SHE WILL RETURN. IF YOU SEE HER ONLINE IN CT DURING THE NEXT 7 DAYS, IT IS MORE THAN LIKELY CDNCYBORG. THANKS

Lost
good u feel so stupid for thingking something could be real when i my heart said its too good to be true and u love thme so much u would have died for them u love someone so much u would almost give up college for them for them and they girls and u just stop everything for that one person guys u get one that loves u back as much as u love them hold on to them girls if u get someone that loves u back this much hold on to them bc u dont get a sec chance with love

Lost Husband
An old Italian couple is walking around in the mall. After a while they get separated, so the woman goes up to the first saleswoman she sees and asks, "Escusa me, have you senn-a me Tony. He's got a big-a belly and a-lots of curly black hair?" The saleswoman answers that she hasn't seen her husband. So the Italian woman goes to ask another saleswoman, "Escusa me, have you senn-a me Tony. He's got a big-a belly and a-lots of curly black hair?" "No, I'm sorry maam, I haven't seen your husband." The Italian woman goes to see one more saleswoman and asks, "Escusa me, have you senn-a me Tony. He's got a big-a belly and a-lots of curly black hair?" The saleswoman answers, "Yes I saw him, he ran out of here licketysplit." "No, no, no, thatsa not-a my Tony. He pinch-a the ass, grab-a the tits...but he no lickety split!"

Lost N Confused!
I just don't get it.. i dont think i am wrong.. but eh.. i really aint sure now... Ok.. see i am friends with this gal, and her new BF, and things are goin well for her for a change and him also, and thats great.. But before him, she called me ONCE in a blue moon, and never came over never posted on my page nuttin, and well her and her ex broke up and he was nice to me never mean and posted and talked tome, and well, he and i still stay in contact and yap, and he comes over, i told em both i wasn't goin to take sides, and i DONT i am stayin outta it. Like i said, she never really talked to me just a few times and i only went out with her what 4 or so times? and it was a big things all of us went out himalso.. so i knew him really just as much as her, and .. well now that .. he and she aint together she is upset that i am talkin to him still.. well.. i care about him also.. and i dont think its fair for her to request or her new bf to request that i dont talk to him, i mean

"lost Souls"
"Lost Souls" By: Michelle Vinson Weary souls tired of this roaming; meaninglessly throughout this life. Forgotten identities and forgotten selves; Forever feeling, inner pain. We alone, understand; Unfolding our own prophecies. Uncovering, our destiny's fate; Forever being, a Lost Soul. Copyright ©2007 Michelle Lea Vinson

Lost 3 Today......
I have a friend in Iraq. The place he's at was hit today & hit hard. We lost 3 of our boys & some of the local police were also killed. My friend says he is okay & wasn't injured, which i'm very grateful for, but my heart still hurts for the boys we lost. I'm sending out prayers to the families & will keep them in my thoughts. When my friend & i "chat" he is sitting in a hooch with "big guns" all around him pointed out. He tells me not to worry, but i do. Today is one of the reasons that i will worry even tho he tries to reassure me. Before i met him, i supported our troops & knew that there were some who weren't coming home to their lives & families, but it was a sort of abstract kind of awareness. Now that i have a friend over there, the reality of it has hit home & it hit hard. I now live each day knowing that my friend may not come home. It hurts. So please, those of you who support our troops, keep saying a little prayer for them to come home safe. To thos

Lost And Wtf
i dought any one reads this but i just loseing my mind and just have to get this off my sholders and hope it helps me. about two mouths ago i found out that i might have a 13 year old girl. now is that BS or what wait after this long to scerw with someones head. thier is just so much behind this . but tha bitch is fucking crazy and i mean that literay tha other maybe father has malested her and is being prosacuted for it. but tha stupid broad is takeing my dauter ( maybe ) to see this guy ( wtf ) im trying so hard to get help but its not working this is why im lost . but today waz a bit better i did get a dna test ordered but i have to drive 275 miles to go do it and go to court than maybe after that i will take control on my baby and get her away from all of this crap. im sry to waist ya time if ya read this i just need to get this off my sholder .. but dam it still didnt help

Lost Lyrics
I write because I love to write, I dont expect to be paid for the shit I write, there is several under ground bands on myspace that uses my lyrics that I have written in the past. I am suffering from writters block. For several months now, its kinda annoying me. I have yet written anything I would like to sing myself. create my own music, play it on a guiter and sing it myself. one day though. I plan on making one for my girls. only they would know. thats more important then anything else in this world. untill then, I will just keep writing.

Lost In You Rod My Man Stewart
Hey baby You've Been On My Mind Tonight I'm So lonely I just had to sit down and write I spent all yesterday Trying to figure out what I'm gonna say A letter from the heart is so hard to start baby How's your mama, how's the wheather How's that son of mine, yeah. Hey baby Been a long time since we made love I'm stone cold, the bed's hard and the work is tough I'm never gonna leave you again This job ain't worth the pain No money in the world ain't worth being away from you Ooh baby I don't sleep without you by my side, listen I'm in love with you woman It's a common known natural fact And I've found what I'm looking for And it's so much more than that I'm lost in you, I'm lost in you I'm lost in you, I'm lost in you Hey baby you don't know what you've done for me I'm so happy as any man can deserve to be I was living in a life of sin God knows what a mess I was in So glad you found me I ain't getting any younger Hey baby I just hope it ain't all

Lost 9 Brothers On 6-19-07
CHARLESTON, S.C. — One coached football when he wasn't fighting fires. Another cut hair at a barbershop. Yet another was known for quoting the Bible. They called each other nicknames like "Squirrel" and "Lightning." On Tuesday, this city on the South Carolina coast mourned them all: nine firefighters killed inside a burning furniture store in the nation's worst loss of firefighters since the 2001 World Trade Center attack. "They did exactly what they were trained to do," fire Chief Rusty Thomas said. They went into the burning building on Monday in search of two employees who had been reported to be trapped inside. One employee made it out. The other, Jonathan Tyrell, said he banged with a hammer, hoping someone would find him, and a firefighter was eventually able to pull him out. "I hugged him and told him 'thank you' over and over," Tyrell said in an interview aired Wednesday on CBS' "The Early Show." The cause of the fire at the Sofa Super Store was under investi

Lost At 4 Am
In need of a break, a get away, a new world, room to breathe my only escape right now seems to be the lonely room i call my own, a cold set of sheets and a nicateen filled stick helping me calm my nerves, fire at the end as i breathe the harm of the smoke deep, trying to exhale my pain, sitting in a daze-a stare, writing to calm me to get out my thoughts, of my world turned upside down lost blind on a raft in an ocean of lies and fear, the water you cannot drink, the sun you can feel you reach out and nothing the poison water the lies the cheats the real hurt of the world, the hurt breathes into your running cold in your viens you want so deep to drink the water but you've been swimming in it so you know of its poison, what you would do for a new world, a fresh stream,of dreams pouring into your heart putting the spark back into your life making you again alive, whole full letting your spirit free, but yet your on this raft in the ocean of pain, will you ever reach a new land and drin

Lost And Found
Hidden in the shadows of the past surrounded by pain and anguish, he looks out into the world and wonders just how long it will last. He sees the days and nights fly by, lost in the confussion of the turmoil, He thinks to himself, I know my life has past. He looks around wondering what had happened to the young man he once knew, seems to be only a memory which he has come to rue. Lost without a glimpse of light he closes his eyes and saysa prayer and then came you. Oh, how his heart felt renewed, filled with a passion and a love like none he ever knew, The shadows begin to drift away, surrounding him with a glow of belief. A soul once lost now lives again, standing tall, knowing that life have once again begun anew. The powe within your love has made him strong again, as the joining of two souls brings his spirit relief.

Lost
THINGS THROUGH MY HEAD PAIN IN MY HEART DEPTH OF THE LIES THE CRACKS GONE DEEPER YEARS IN BETWEEN DIFFERENT WAYS WE THINK THE PEOPLE THAT GET BURNED WE TRY TO HIDE THE TRUTH WE KNOW WHAT WE WERE THINKING IT JUST SUCKS WE CANT ACT IT OUT FOR THE PEOPLE THAT WE CARE ABOUT WILL BE THE ONES TO GET HURT....

Lost
im so lost its not even funny i dont know whats gonna happen next but all im sayin it better be good im tired of this path in life im tired of shady people and arguing everyday and night i want to be one of those happy people u hear about im tired of the everyday stress .. i really just wanna run away to the place that makes me feel safe but the jersey shore is like 4 hrs away ill make it u watch one day ill be one of those people even if i have to do it alone ill survive

Lost
im lost in my world confussed i ahve to move forward in my ife and that means i have to leave the person that means the most too me some people call this a crossroad but i dont know that ill ever move trough this crossroad of mine it hurts but i guess its going to im lost and cant move untill i figure things out

Lost Love
Love Lost As I sit and ponder my life, I wonder where true love lies. Where is the one who can make me feel again? And the "One" I can truly trust? Can it happen one more time? Or does life only give you one chance? When will I feel safe again, To share the emotions and passions inside of me? To find a gentle touch and soft caress, And words softly spoken to me. I want to be filled with emotions that are not there now. And wish my time would never end. Ah to whisper my love again could fill my soul, And life would be so brighter. by Mary

Lost And Alone
im lost and alone with no where to go, no one to come home too. i feel so alone with no one there i only wish i had someone to give all the love i have, i give up my heart just to be hurt, ive give it to the one i love just to be denied and alone. i hope that soon ill have one to share until then ill be lost wondering my days alone .

Lost In Thoughts
I TEND TO BEAT MYSELF UP ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS AND FOR SOME REASON OR ANOTHER I JUST CAN'T LET THIS ONE GO... I DO HAVE A BIG ISSUE THAT I'M TRING TO DEAL WITH AND ITS THE FACT THAT. OUR NEW FRIENDS (WE LOVE YOU BOTH DEARLY) BUT I'M FEELING A BIT OF THE GREEN MONSTER WITH THE FACT THAT THEIR SO LOVELY I MISS THAT I DON'T GET ANYTHING LIKE THAT ANYMORE. DON'T GET ME WRONG I COME HOME TO A CLEAN HOUSE AND DINNER. I HAVE A GREAT MAN. VERY PROTECTIVE OF ME. I JUST WISH THAT HE COULD TAKE ME BY SURPRISE ONE DAY AND JUST DO SOMETHING OUT OF THE NORMAL. DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT FOR US LIKE I DID FOR HIM THE OTHER NIGHT. HELL I'M TRING WHAT THE HELL ELSE CAN I DO???

Lost
Lost in a world, that scares me to death, Lost in a crowd, I'm losing my breath. Lost as a boy, lost as a man, I need to grow up, don't think I can. Lost as a person, can't find my way. Lost in life, every day. Lost in worry, who am I? All my life, I've lived a lie. Lost to kindness, lost to love, Lost in a sky, like a new-born dove. Lost in thought, which I shouldn't do, It winds me up, I can’t get through. Lost to comfort, all kind words, Lost to advice, it isn't heard. Lost to those who really care, All these people, always there. Lost in me, I need a break, Lost in wonder, which road to take? Lost in a place I don't know well, Where are you now? There's no one to tell. Lost here, all alone, Lost apart from the mobile phone. Lost still, there are no calls. I'm struggling alone, to break these walls. Lost in mind, lost in soul, Lost memories, they're just a hole. Lost family, lost mate, Gone now, yet I'm full of hate.

Lost
i kinda lost at the moment at where my life is really going at the moment cause i really have no clue its kinda at a stand still my relationship with my love is so fucked up right now its gone so far backwords that i fogoten what it is like to lay n the same bed as him and that makes me so sad cause i love him with all of me no mater what wrongs he has done hell hes my bestfriend work is one of myfav places to be cause its the less stressfull and i work in a emergency room and school and family well i don't even want to go there i just wish something would budge u know kinda like your stuck in a hole and havn't figured your way out and all of sudden u finally find the right place to step or grab ahold of and u finllay made youway out i so just want that felling for just one sec so maybe something will come into light and i see the choices i have made werent the wrong ones yet again so this has no point just me needed to vent a lil so if u take the time to readthis thanks you for you

Lost In The Realms
I get lost in the realms of wanting you so much I envision your lips pressed up against mine wanting you needing you and feeling you would be so devine so when your not here I find myself at a lost having to touch myself at your cost I find myself fantasizing about you I close my eyes an see my tongue explore the essence of your body I see my hands explore you all over as I fantasize some more I feel my body start to tremble wanting to show you how hot you make me feel all the time but your not here so I have to deal with the yearning an desire I have for you to taste me an lick me an feel the wetness with your finger-tips from wanting you I fantasize of the lust and anticipation to have you guide your member inside wanting you to fill me with so much pleasure I get lost in the realms of wanting you so much I feel the release of pleasure in a wonderful rush my body trembles softly stilled my heart beats in a lazy hush as I get lost in the realms of wanting you so much........

Lost In My Mind
I 'm writing this to get reandom; some sad , some wierd . and funny out of my head . I f ya get trapped here I'm sorry the exit is the light at the end of the tunnel. I have 3 sons , and I think that God is laughing his ass off at me at times dealing with them , saying Karma is a bitch , ya shouldda been better as a kid. What part of I do not want to be in a relationship with you , I'm going to do what I need to to do for me and my kids ; translates to I' think i can forgive you for wrecking our marriage of 7 years and tearing our family apart ? Why do all the songs of the 80's and 90's now have a different meaning since I'm older. It is almost as if they really are not as shallow as i had though that they were. TO any politician that reads this by chance ... Want to know the effects of a BAD immigration Policy , go talk to the American Indians. Sex: one of the best times you can have with someone that you have nothing in common with. The dark place that lies with

Lost In Your Love
how can i express what i feel inside? the words cant come the pages in my book are left blank by your love i am blind i am wondering lost in a maze of emotions finding my way threw following the light of your love

Lost Family
My family sucks, I am considered the black sheep. I left due to how things were going, took the first chance I had out of there. My dad came to visit for the first time in years. It did not go well and yet I am happy that it did happen. He never did want to know the real truth, we fought a lot and I was happy to see him go. I am very lonely and I am still dealing with the aftermath of an abusive relationship and trying to heal. The whole experience reminded me why I moved so far away. I also saw a different side of my father, seeing him for the first time as an adult and after everything I been through. I realized why things happened the way they did. Now I know my family just sucks cause I shouldn't be alone and should never had been.

Lost Time
Ok. I guess alot of people cant read profiles. Yes i am in the bdsm lifestyle and i take it very seriously. I am n ot here to be looking for a new man or sex or cyber or anything like that. I am happy with my master and wouldnt trade him for anything. I am only here to meet new friends in and out of the lifestyle. If there are any Doms out there please dont contact me. I dont need that drama in my life right now. If you cant deal with the fact then please dont bother contacting me. But if you have questions about the lifestyle i will be more then happy to answer them the best i can. for those who want to come to me with stupid ass questions. here is some info...research before you ask stupid and petty questions.

The Lost Heart Pt 2
jaclyn wakes with a start, looking around the memories of last night come back in a flood of shame and excitment,,looking down she realizes that she is lieing in a large bed with silk sheet and blankets, a fireplace roaring in the corner, sitting up she looks around the room, the room is elegantly decorated in a old fashion way, feeling the silk blanket slip off the fornt her her,,she gasps in surprise seeing her bare breasts bare,,reaching under the blanket she knows she is completely naked, pulling the blanket up she suddenly hears a knock at the door and a old man enter, standing well over 6 ft tall and build of a man that has taken care of his body, he smiles as he brings a tray of food towards her and speaks "hello, I am john" his deep baritone voice displaying his strength" and you are?" " My name is Jaclyn" my voice quivering " where am I" " You are in the mansion of My employer Lord Julius Kramer, we found you hiding in the foyer, clothes ripped and and you in a state

Lost
I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer I don’t know where I stand I don’t know what you want from me Or if you care at all Your words lash out and hurt Then lovingly draw me in I don’t know what you want from me Do you want this to end Don’t turn tables Or place this on me Just come out and tell me What it is you want I can’t read minds I don’t know where I stand Are you pushing me away Or are you going to finally let me in

Lost.
Sometimes I wish I had one more day with you. I remember when you said goodbye to me. I remember thinking I would never make it through. I didn’t want to hear that goodbye, but I listened. I knew better than not to. Is it ok to cry? I felt so safe. Nothing would ever hurt me. There was nothing in this world that you couldn’t fix. To feel like your little girl one more day… God, I want that. But then I remember the pain you were in. I remember hearing it in your voice…your pride slipping from you. Losing control. Losing the battle. I remember how much you suffered for me. Tried so hard to protect me. To keep me from anything that would hurt me. Not wanting to leave me. I have never had someone fight so hard for me. To suffer so much for me. To believe so strongly in me. I remember when I used to pray that you would make it to just one more thing. Such a selfish thing for me to do. But I couldn’t imagine living without you. I still can’t. It’s

Lost
I can feel myself slipping Sliding downwards into the abyss Tread carefully lover Softly, slowly or fall I watched my life circling Mandalas of emotion Devouring words Hoping for release The touch of your skin Rivers of blood Coursing over pale mounds Lips bruised on flesh Everything dull Devoid of colour Vibrancy left with you My mind absconded with my soul Perpetually broken Liquescent mercury pooling Smiling behind a mask I am the mask, the mask is me.

Lost In The Moment-big N Rich
See your mama and the candles and the tears and roses I see your daddy walk his daughter down the isle And my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher Don't she look beautiful tonight? All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinkin' Ya know I wanna say em all just right I lift your veil and angels start singing Such a heavenly sight Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waited my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you I smell the jasmine floatin' in the air like a love song Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus Please bless this brand new life, yeah Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waited my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment wit

Lost In Thoughts Of You
i sit at home thinking of you and all the things you are going through we worry about hurting and we live in pain i wish there was something that i could do if there was i would take the pain from you you have brought happiness to my soul you complete me and make me whole in life we have been down many rough roads these roads have changed and ours has merged we will go thru many things good and bad life can be good and sometimes sad no matter what happens together we can overcome as our friendship grows stronger so will we this i promise you and you will see so im here watching time go by as i wait for you next call or message to come by i long for each moment i spend with you each word from your lips and emails too i know we will be together again so we will take it slow til we dont have to wait for that time again heaven on earth i have found in your arms is where i am bound soon time will pass so we never have to part but before this happens you will have my

Lost Memory
I'm scared to tell you how i feel these feelings are so hard to reveal what if you don't feel the same it will put my heart to shame i really want to be with you but I'm scared you don't feel the way i do so do i keep these feelings forbidden all my love forever hidden from you i must hide so i wont long to be that girl by your side i will be ok with reality and take the pain i wont say up at night whispering your name you'll just become another lost memory in my head nothing done, nothing said

Lost
If you were honest with someone all along and trusted them to be honest with you, thought they cared and found out you werent the only one when you were told you were, what would you do? im so confused because i care but im hurt b/c i was lied to. I dont want to just up and say i quit, but i dont want to get hurt either....i dont know, i guess i just have to let him make his own decision, its all i can do besides hope to god that he knows im sincere about everything and that he decides maybe im worth a shot? im just confused and hurt right now

Lost
I am lost. Lost without you Lost without your arms holding me tight Lost knowing you're laying next to her tonight Lost in longing for you Lost in loving you Lost in my own thoughts Lost without you here Lost knowing you are there Lost our love Lost my mom Lost my nanny Lost my hopes Lost my dreams Lost my faith in god Lost the moments that we could have shared Lost you to her Lost my ring that my mama gave me Lost my heart and soul to a man that wasn't in love with me Lost everything that meant something to me Lost me Lost my train of thought Lost the sleep that just wouldn't come my way tonight I am just LOST Written By Angela Jewell-Frazier September 16, 2006

Lost In Love
love is a soft summers breeze, softly blowing through the trees, your beauty is a real treat, to have you with me would be a feat, longing to meet, so soft an embrace, makes my heart feel like its in a race, to hold you close, to propose a toast, two hearts becoming one, hopeing it will never be undone, love is all i have to offer, you are my sun during the days, showing me the ways to happiness and truth, you are the moon that lights my sky, durring the night, you make me feel right, to hold you is my honor, to kiss you would be so sweet, hopeing one day for us to meet. for now im alone in my seat, so i hope my true love would come to me, and set my heart free, free to care, free to share, but to always hold you dear, and to show you how much i care. never to find love would be a shame, but only i would be the one to blame, as the flame in my heart burns out, i will never let out any sorrow, for god works in mysterious ways, so ill just keep going throug

The Lost Of My Bestfriend
I decided to write down the feelings I have. Writing down my feelings helps me cope. Well I found out my best friend died from Cancer. The worst part is I had a dream two months ago that he died...and it is true he did..I just found out tonight from his friend..I wrote to his friend asking if he was ok, cause after that dream I tried calling him and his phone was put of service. He was only 21 and someone I really loved as a friend> :-( It is so hard my eyes are swelling up with tears as I think about him passing. When I read the bad news...my heart stopped and I felt like someone stabbed me right in the heart. He was such a sweetheart and a real true friend to me. He would let me cry on his shoulder when I needed to and always came to college. No matter how sick he was, he managed to come. I was in a class with him for a year, each semester a new class together. We would sit in hsi car laughing and just talking about things. The last time I talked to him on the phone he sounded so sic

Lost
I look at your eyes and they are so piercing with that beautiful blue that I could lose myself in them every day and every night. Eyes so blue, like the ocean or the sky. So clear that the sun is afraid to shine. I must say though, your eyes do you no justice. It's just a physical feature that brings out one part of you. I love your heart and the rest that's inside of you... :)

L O S T
When ALL this began, There was NOTHING to say, Getting LOST in the EMPTINESS DEEP INSIDE... All the VACANCY REVEALED! Nothing left to LOSE, STUCK HOLLOW A L O N E . . . Nothing MORE to FEEL Cannot BELIEVE I am still STANDING & not FLAT on My FACE!! Is it ALL in My MIND? Who AM I? Cannot JUSTIFY the NEGATIVITY Cannot JUSTIFY MY still BEING HERE & A L I V E !!!

Lost
Lost is how I feel. I have lost the 2 people I cared about most. Lost the belief I had in them, lost the trust. Lost the hope, and dreams. I have been deceived, and lied to by them both. They played a game with me, toyed with my dreams, my emotions, my LOVE. My heart was in a box, and I gave it willingly, and it has been destroyed. It should have been cherished, and not damaged, and left for me to pick up the pieces. My soul is lost, I believed in someone that would purposely hurt me. I am lost....and alone.

Lost Souls
A bead of blood against ivory flesh Gasps swallowed into the night Another lost soul, offering itself to love Plaything to another, devotion abused Pleasure & pain endured, for want of another Until desperation sets in, to need & to want To know nothing else, to feel love's last hope Feeling trapped & alone, unwanted & worthless Torturous to continue, unable to stop To do anything for peace, blinded & lost So it finally ends, but not how expected The plaything bit back, violent & incessant Freedom, she found - so sweet & enchanting Her heart not yet shattered, her hopes not abated Her passions ignited, devotion so strong Her pleasure & pain are invited & desired Safe & secure in love requited

Lost
Looking around in a daze unable to focus unable to think all i see is clouds and darkness unable to wake turn from side to side and no one is there i reach out in hopes that someone will pull me in before i drown the clouds pass over the tree sway in the breeze the birds fly over head fireworks burst behind all the sounds dissipate and silence surrounds peace at last

A Lost Love
You make me strong, You gives me strength, You dry my tears, You take the sadness away, Knowing you were the start of a beautiful memory, Losing you ends a part of me. A part of me goes with you, Wherever you are, A part of you will always be with me, Wherever I am, I placed my heart when you lies, You brought my love to the grave, where you keep it there in your heart forever, I will do the same for you, You will always be a part of me, A love that I will cherish always.

Lost Soul
Everyone cares or so they say…they all say be strong take it like a man, everything will work its self out no need to have worries or fears….but the final question that comes to mind is do they really know what it is like to have something so precious as a child to be taken from you from a thief in the night. For once in my life I was at peace with myself I thought I had faced all of my fears and demons and was finally content with the past I regret. I am once again slapped down without any warning. Being able to find strength in these moments of weakness is getting harder and harder to do. Once again I begin to pick up the pieces of my broken heart and try to get things back together again. Being burdened with blame trapped in the past in which we mustn’t dwell as memories are a gift and they will walk you to darkness making you regret even more. A victim of circumstances the one who should give up but is to hard headed. I am a single mom that works hard who loves h

Lost Words
IN WEEK OR 2 I WAS GONNA BRING YOU DIAMONDS THEN A LONG LONG STRING OF PEARLS. A LITTLE MORE TIME IS ALL I NEED. THIS WORDS IN MY HEART NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO BE HEARD I'M TELLIN YOU NOW FOR ALL THATS ITS WORTH

Lost And Found
There is a storm in my heart It tears my inside apart I am bleeding and I am hurt Like a wingless little bird Then it turns dark And for a moment I see The pain that was inside of me And on a journey I embark In search of answers In search of truth In search of understanding In search of you My guiding star in darkness Like a little stream in the desert Everything about you seems flawless But that is what causes the hurt Your perfect features do not belong to me You do not deserve my chains You need to live and see What it means to be free So spread your wings and fly away For I can not fulfill your dream But if you should fall one day I'll guide you and be that little stream So go and discover it all And know that wherever you go Whatever you do and might feel The only thing you need to do is call

The Lost Of A Loved Friend
why is it that all the ppl that are so dear to me and my friend just have to go... they are here one day and then gone the next.... i knew this great guy he was funnny happy sweet every thing u could ask for in a freind ..... never a dule moment around him he had always been there to hear me when i need someone to talk to and i feel so bad becouse i wasnt there for him when he got on his motocycle and drove away we never knew that that nite would be the last time we seen him smile laugh or even give us a hugg hello or goodbye.. i will be missin my drinken buddy my laughing partner my best friend kenny Foreman those of us that hung out with him knew him well and love him and always will we will be missin u but still loveing you all the same kenny... thanks for viewing ~ Edith~

Lost Sperm
One day two Sperms were swimming vigorously and one Sperm asks the other: "How much further do we have until we reach the egg??" The other Sperm replys: "I dunno, but i think we just passed the tonsils!!"

Lost Faith
I don't care about what's hardcore or punk anymore. I just do what I want. I like The Strokes, and The White Stripes. Many people give me shit about this. Yes these bands are platinum status popular, but they don't sound commercialized and poppy to me, so I dig them regardless of how much I despise the majority of their fan base. I have a problem with these bands though, and I really don't give a fuck what you think. These two groups have absolutely NO sex appeal. Remember when all the dudes in rock and roll bands were cooler than you could ever hope to be? I'll cite a few examples and then you can contrast and compare for yourself. Side note: I listened to and enjoyed The Strokes for a long time with no idea what they looked like :D So I'll start with the sexiest rock and roller ever- Jim Morrison. There isn't a hole on any man or woman he couldn't slither into, and everyone could feel it. Next we have- Slash. Very few white men can pull off an afro, top hat, and

Lost
I never knew just how lost I was until you were gone. The time came when I neede you most and you weren't there for me to turn to. I have never felt more hope les in my life. I needed your shoulder to cry on and you were no where's around. I can honestly say I've never felt more let down. When I needed you to help me to find myself the most you were long gone. I am so lost without you and I don't know where to turn to. You were my best friend, the love of my life and my soul mate. Now I feel likeI'm destined to be lonely and have to face this bitter fate. All that is left to say now is I'm lost with no hope of finding my heart again.

Lost In This Moment By Big & Rich
See your mama and the candles and the tears and roses I see your daddy walk his daughter down the aisle And my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher, "Don't she look beautiful tonight?" All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinking Ya know I wanna say em all just right I lift your veil and angels start singing Such a heavenly sight, yeah! Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waited my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you I smell the jasmine floating in the air like a love song Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus Please bless this brand new life, yeah [Lost in this moment lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feeling's so absolute There's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waited my whole

Lost.........
lol....Some would be upset about getting lost in a state unfimilar to them but I just think it is stir funny. For the simple fact that my map locator thing in my brand new car I bought got me lost. Then I bought a map and tried to use it and I was hopeless..but so far I am liking Missouri. And the person I am trying to see knows I have problems with technology. lol he laughs at my issues with technology. I think it is too funny because I just woke up and thought I was in Little Rock still. And I asked for directions five times, I think a old guy got a stiff one from looking at me in my skirt and my bikini top. Of course it was a short skirt and you could see my butt almost. lol, he should not have been looking.... I do not know.. Baby if you read this I am sorry for getting lost.

Lost
Lost I am lost in outer space, I am turning into a disgrase, I don't know why i am here in this place, I need a new face, or mabe a new race, Eather way i am lost in outer space, please show me a beautiful face. done by Jason borchard

"lost"
"Lost"" Locked in a room without any windows Endlessly chasing countless shadows Hoping to find someone to hold This empty feeling has become so old When it ends I'm always alone These empty halls echo my groan Cold its always so cold Having only sacred memories to hold I want to be loved for me Not what you can accept or choose to see My love is blind my walls are high It's difficult to explain when you ask me why The pain rips through my soul I feel as if I have no control To love completely it's an emotional holocaust So now I just sit here alone and lost Copyright ©2007 Charles H Gaudin Another failed attempt at a doomed relationship. Looking back I wonder why I tried so hard. It wouldn't have mattered. Blessed Be My Friends!! Charles H Gaudin

A Lost Soul
A lost soul This past Friday was a normal day for me. I take great care and time to spend a lot of time near the front desk of the building I manage downtown. Nearly everyone that passes it the building has to go past me, I look at it as a chance to get to know my tenants and be able to answer question they have. One of my tenants sisters who I have gotten to know, passed by me and my co-worker, and we engaged in polite conversation. I was in a joking mood so we all shared a laugh, she left and we wished her well. That was not good enough as she was killed this past Saturday by her friends daughter. I was thunderstruck. This has happened to me before, my friends Mom had quit taking her meds after her husband died. The day before she died she took me out to eat, at dinner she made two request, 1. That I always look after her son, and 2. That I give god another listen. To be honest I have not either well. Her son, my best friend no longer lives in the area and I lost his phone

Lost Soul
Yes that's me a lost soul. I been told that I have no feelings nothing bothers me. I have a black heart. Maybe they are right for I do not feel .I feel no pain ,no hurt. no sorrow .Why? I'ts a long story maybe I will put it in here someday.But for now I'll stay a Lost Soul

Lost Feeling
Many times, life feels like a journey. Not surprisingly, in dreamland, the journey becomes confused. This may be a simple reflection of a dream that did not make sense or a dream story that did not seem to go anywhere. However, there are two ways to become lost, both of which say a lot about how we view ourselves in waking. First is being lost because you have choices and lack the ability to know which one to make. This may include dreams of driving a car, mall dreams, amusement park dreams, or other dreams where opportunities become uncertain. The other version of feeling lost is isolation, or a sense that motion is not leading to progress. Which image of feeling lost most accurately conveys your awareness in the dream? If you are lost due to choices, you may be at a point in life where you are unsure of what you want. This may include vocational, relationship, or personal values that seem up-for-grabs. It may also reflect an inability to see wher

Lost Words Found Again
W a i t ing for the last day a day to end all days what to do with the t i c k i n g one more dance with the wind falling from the sky? Another kiss upon A child's button nose With such tenderness? Or a rainy day Curled in a bundle With hot drink? Or maybe wild ride Upon a bumping kayak In rushing white water? Wait not for the last Live for the first.

Lost & Empty
I sit here in my moms room , looking around and when i hear a door i turn expecting to hear her voice or to see that smile that i remember so clearly , but it's not her. last night was one of the hardest nights of my life, was her Rosary. i never knew mom touched so many souls till last night. every row in the mortuary was full. with her dressed in a soft pink dress it was like she was only sleeping. Through out the readings and testemonios i expected her to sit up and say something , i do not know why but i did. Everything was so beautiful and perfect, i know she was happy and watching over all of us. I do not know what to expect today for today is the church mass for her then it is time to place her to rest .. i guess it hasn't totally hit me as of yet that she is gone. God i miss her voice , her holding me , her smile .. i still do not know how i am going to get through this , but take a day at a time and go from there. I am lucky to have such a loving family in real , a

Lost
the pain at the thought of you losing your music terrifies me it breaks me in ways nothing else could your passion, your joy lost fear rains from deep inside panic fills my sobs and even talking to you did not help ease this pain nothing has and i caused this myself speaking freely, no more not yet anyway to hurt you causes me to hurt myself my world my life unable to take you in my arms and show you just how much you mean to me is killing me today i do not want to do anything but cry and find a way to end this pain i unintentionally caused you caused myself but short of death i have not found a way is there a way?

Lost Angel
I stand in half shadow No longer an angel Nor belonging in darkness I search for direction But the pathways blur Impoverished desires Masked between shadow and light Where is he who lead me here To the gateway of no return I call out his name But there is no answer I am, alone and unsure. Half made promises Enticed me to follow him A journey of my yeilded soul Belonging now to the one Whos heart is hidden By his billowed cloak I am naked and exposed In the dappled shadows Reaching out my unseen hand No way back to yesterday Only shadows of nothing For tomorrow.

Lost In It...
I can still smell you... The sweet scent of you and I lingering in my brain for far too long Is it because I never want it to leave? Will it hurt too bad to lose it? And your touch... How can I forget the way your fingertips feel on my skin Causing tremors to run thru my body with every movement the way you look into my eyes... your eyes tell me everything or is it that MY eyes tell YOU everything? Slowly your lips follow every curve of my body. Ravaging every inch of my pale skin My lips quiver as they feel your breath inner thigh gets the attention tho my body is begging for you to take me instead you worship my legs for they are your weakness back down to my inner thigh... how I want so badly to grab your head I can't take it anymore I need you to taste me.... a few licks on my lips and you tongue brushes my clit! OH THE TORTURE!!! Back to the legs... HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?!? my moans getting louder by the second.. watch the breathing... I need t

A Lost Feeling Alone And Confused
A look of confusion, a single tear falls waiting and wondering why Security and promises await Love and devotion wondering why Lost in the spaces between a sense of belonging and the feeling of love Who am I to judge it could be true it could really work. Losing in the battle of love and friendship together we fall. The feelings differ from one to the other The knowing I need this I want this The knowing the love a broken friendship? With both the sense of security with both Should I jump at the first chance hang back and stay cool? A lost sense of all feelings a hopeless romantic with a crushed heart Wondering why

Lost Son
Days went by without a trace, yet you hoped to see his face. Minutes to hours and days to years. Your eyes filled with tears. You knew he was there but in what place, you close your eyes and see his face. The days has to come see him again, he is with you and knows your kin. A mother like one he has never known, he has put you on a throne. To him you are a queen, and his smile like none i've seen. A mother for him to see, in his life you will always be. Nobody can take him away, he is in your life to stay.

Lost Without You
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes A little righteous and too proud I just want to find a way to compromise Cos I believe that we can work things out I thought I had all the answers never giving in But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues Baby I'm so lonely all the time Everywhere I go I get so confused You're the only thing that's on my mind Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie How am I going to be strong without you I need you b

Lost To Thought
Lost to thought, its just a dream or so I tell myself. Have I broken my lifes seam and created myself a hell? Distrust and betrayel all echo in my head. Its only my trials, let the mad season began. Fuck forgetting the past it only makes me stronger. the pain will never last and memories only linger. slitting a wrist, the pain wont last my memories wont subside. with all emotions wearing a mask in my mind i'll always hide. ©2005-2007 ~vampire-of-fate

Lost Love
Crying hearts crying eyes Love makes you weak inside Broken hearts broken dreams This world aint what it seem's Thinking of you brings a smile to my face. Dreaming of you makes my heart race. Talking to you I want you more But being with you is what I live for it's better to lose my eyes than see you go it's better to lose my ears them to hear you say goodbye it's better to lose my life than to live with out you it's better to lose every thing than to lose you But O' how darkness of the night, Comes to all with different sights, Only we living within our light, Can cast a glow throughout the night. Time for me to decide, within this heart, There's nothing hidden, loves' tear freely given Chasing shadows just to end my pain My heart, my heart, swells with pain with no hope to gain Gripped by fears, can't you see it in my tears? Mornin light never releasin all my fears With the numbered days joy eludes me, Befriending pain for He alo

Lost Lil Girl
I KNOW I HAVE A DAUGHTER OF MY OWN AND WOULD DO THE SAMETHING THESE PARENTS ARE. I THOUGHT I WOULD LIKE TO DO SOMETHING SO ANYTIME I GET INFO IM GONNA POST IT. THE INTERNET IS A VERY STRONG MEANS OF COMMUNICATION, IT IS WORLD WIDE, AND HOPEFULLY THIS MESSAGE COULD FIND SOMEONE THAT KNOWS SOMETHING ABOUT THIS LITTLE GIRL. MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU MADDIE!!!

Lost
I feel lost I see the sharks circling, now that they see the chance I hope she knows how I feel I hope she does not forget how I feel I hope she comes back to me soon because i feel empty right now Damn I miss her

Lost
: Writing and Poetry i am lost without him, can't help my self does he even know that i do really love him so, my heart has gone its to the one i have lost still my heart stay there still in him though, i fill a little emty, i feel a little low, i feel a little hollow, why i just can't let him go, i just don't know, i have tryed to go, i tryed not to show, i tryed to hated but i just could not though, my love is in him my heart n soul, but with anything i juat can't help but love him so.

Lost Sex Drive
A young wisecracking professor asked the old professor when he had first noticed that he lost his sex drive. The old professor replied, "I may be too old to cut the mustard, but I can still lick the jar."

~lost~
~Lost~ Current mood: drained Category: Writing and Poetry My mind is full and my body is weak So many tears shed for our love For so long now your love is all i've wanted or needed You completely surrounded me with your love And now i find myself empty...... lost...... The warmth of your love gone so fast For some reason i never imagined i would ever be without it As sure as the sun rises each day i was equally as confident of our love As i lay here.... lost... not knowing how to go on My mind remembers your sweet love Remembering is torture without you, i'm just lost ~Patrice~

Lost
With out you i feel so lost lost with out your arms around me lost with out your loving voice telling me everything will be alright with out you I dont think they will be they never will be again ive lost you the only one i truely loved the only one i truely trusted i feel so lost with out you i have nothing to want all i need is you i long for your touch a warm tender loving touch that makes all my problems melt away ive always said that if i lost you i'd die i feel so close holding on by a thread i dont know why it hasnt broken yet maybe its because there is a little glimmer of hope like the candle in the window that you can just barely see from the street the hope the one day you will find me again and ill find myself back in your loving arms where i belong where i was ment to be and one day again you will love me and things will be right and i will no longer be lost

Lost But Still Traveling
To love and to lose is one of the biggest tragedies in life, yet one fails to see the blessing in the loss. We lose for many reasons - a death, a divorce, a broken friendship and the end of a relationship. In that moment, we feel our life has come to an end. How are we to go on? A piece of your soul is taken leaving an empty hole in your heart. The question of "why me" repeats in your mind but as the beauty of time progresses, we see the answer. Loss makes us stronger and wiser. A loss helps us to appreciate even the smallest, insignificant things in life. Our hearts become softer and full of even more love than we had to begin with. A loss helps us to see that we can't do it alone, that we need faith and hope to get us through. We learn the mercy and grace of God. When the grieving and the healing have taken their course, we are renewed, ready to begin a new chapter in our lives with a whole new outlook and attitude. Only then are we able to appreciate the lesson learned through

The Lost Of Nonno
Is it me or did the room just get darker? Is it me or did I just lay down and die? Is this a dream or did the world just crumble at my very feet? How in heaven will I ever be alright? There is lonely and there is lonely And then there is how I feel right now and no one could ever come close 2 knowing how I feel right now There is lonely and there is lonely And then there is how I feel right now,I miss you Nonno, I will carry u in my heart forever, love johnvito

Lost
i woke up this morning and she was on mind,i turn to the left amd the the sight of her was blind. so i thought to myslf it most have been a dream but i could have sworn she was just layin next to me, so i contact her asap to see if im trippin, my mind is either playin tricks on me or i finally found that one that most men wait there whole lives for a dont even know when shes right in front of them, whateverit is im a take advantage of the situation and if its a sign i must keep in mind.

Lost
I'm lost without you,lost in a world where dreams can't come true. Lost in a daze,or maybe just amazed, at how much I never knew. I never knew I really loved you. I thought it was all just a bunch of lies. Until you hurt me dear,and you without a single tear, Now lay here and let me die. I never knew you really cared,I thought you were just being nice. I'm sorry for leaving,for not spending the rest of my life, but I'll see you again, I'm sure, On a clear, stary night. Don't forget me, my love. I'll be back soon. But until then look up at me For I am no longer lost. done by christine .

Lost In Tears
Lost in Tears... Sadness has come in your absense Open to you now feelings so intense Flowing through me my heart is weeping Secret sorrows I am now keeping You touched my heart deep inside Doors to my soul thrown open wide unguarded i'm left exposed and unsure through my tears this screen is a blur a leap of faith i took you on you made me smile until dawn .... know this now and never forget .... i loved you for a moment with all i had for its simpleness it cant be so bad. a.boudreaux 2006

Lost
I don't know where I belong anymore. I feel so lost and a lone. I know where I want to be but not if that's where I should be. I'm not really happy anywhere else. It's sad when you're at your happiest in a hotel room in another state. I'm feeling very self destructive and am starting to worry even myself. I'm not sure I'm ok anymore and I'm not sure what will make me ok again. I really feel like just giving up! Somebody save me from myself!!! I just want to belong somewhere and be happy. Is that too much to ask? I wish I could just sleep forever and never have to hurt again!!!

Lost Friends
I would like to make contact with anyone that may have attended Stonewall Jackson Jr. High School in Roanoke Virginia in the early to mid 60`s. Or perhaps someone that may know Hubert (Hootie)Burnette, Wanda Perdue from Roanoke and Joseph F. Harrison from Salem Va. These are friends of mine that i lost contact with when i moved here to Mansfield Ohio in the mid 60`s. Any and all Help will be greatly appreciated.

Lost
I love you more than life itself But I’m afraid to love. My heart is like the fragile wings Of a tiny little dove. I'm scared to get too close. I feel that I can't win. You'll love me for a little while Then you'll set me free again. I've lived so long on hopes and dreams I don't know what to do. I don't think I can trust my heart, For it belongs to you. I know you'll only hurt me Yet, I still keep running back. Between the paths of our hearts There's a worn and beaten track. You've got my heart held on a string. It’s breaking right in two. Enough belongs to me -to hurt- The rest belongs to you. I know that somewhere in your heart There is a place for me. I just don't know how to find it And there's no way to make you see. I can only hope that someday You'll wake up and you'll find, That while my heart belongs to yours, Yours, too, belongs to mine.

The Lost Souls Of Titanic
Upon pure ocean waters, a ship of dreams set sail, Unsinkable the titanic soared gently across the sea, Unknown to all surroundings, this pearl ship was frail, A glistening beauty underneath heavens lusting sky, While straying gently into the darkened night of destruction. Elaborate stars shined romantically over the vessel, As night was brought upon, and destiny awaited, Heavens gates slowly opened up, as god stated, "Follow the golden stairway", and silently he waited While heavens angels where brought to him above. Hitting a deathly iceberg titanic slowly began to sink, Leaving many souls trapped upon the beautiful ship, As silently with no one around this boat went down, And with an oceans wave, gods angels began to drown, As they gave there hearts to the weeping ocean. The lost souls of titanic now travel upon the ship, Still seeking misery for the death of there hearts, Floating within the waters accepting there fate, While many still live on with there s

Lost
i walk this earth lost.... not knowing where i am going ..... not knowing why......... not knowing much of anything..... my soul and mind is in shambles...... seems as if all i can do is ramble....... i feel useless and helpless....... my soul is in tourment..... people think i want to fight...... well maybe they're right......... maybe they're not........ i just need too feel needed.... wanted and usefull........ does it matter...... I think it does...... but its my problems.... only i need to worry about them........ i try to let them out.... i try to share them.... does it help......... does it work........ no people just think i want to fight..... what to do?.... how do i do it?..... do you know?..... for i do not..... god answer me......... for am i not one of yours?.... do i not deserve to have joy and happiness?.... do i really deserve to be tourtured with this illness?..... if this is it then what is the point of my life?.... where do i go from he

Lost Cat
A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park. As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway. The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home. Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat! He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there. Hours later the man calls home to his wife: "Jen, is the cat there?" "Yes," the wife answers, "why do you ask?" Frustrated, the man answered, "Put that son of a bitch on the phone, I'm lost and need directions!"

Lost Wife
A man approached a very beautiful woman in a very large supermarket and asked, "You know, I’ve lost my wife here in the supermarket. Can you talk to me for a couple of minutes?" "Why?" she asks. "Because every time I talk to a beautiful woman, my wife appears out of nowhere."

Lost And Depressed
Well, Leann is now in Utah with her Grandparents for the time being. Hopefully on the 11th of September all change of custody will be switched over and all will be resolved in all our favors. Meanwhile I am missing the terd. So, here is a poem/song for her to help me cope with her absence and to let her know how I love and miss her... You're like the warm sunshine, I think of you all the time, I've fallen for you and that's a fact, What do you say to that? You're always in my dreams, I think you know what they mean, My heart knows that this is real at last, What do you say to that? Life could never be the same without you, Love was never really love without you, Here beside us is really where it's at, What do you say to that? You're like the warm sunshine, I think of you all the time, I've fallen for you and that's a fact, What do you say to that? My heart knows this is real at last, What do you say to that? Love you Leann and I will get you home with us as soon as pos

Lost In Her Eyes
forever is lost in her eyes as he whispers the words that leave her breathless and enthralled she finds comfort in his embrace and confusing lust for love he seals each lie with a kiss he smiles as she sighs, knowing it's only a matter of time before he leaves her broken she sighs; holding tight to forever content with the moment just to end up broken in the morning light the distance between them seems greater with nothing but silence to greet her he's left her clinging to an empty promise and forever is lost in her eyes

Lost Cherry Cocktail
Lost Cherry 1 oz cherry vodka 1/2 oz white creme de cacao 1/4 oz white creme de menthe 1 oz filtered orange juice 1 oz double cream Shake and strain into a cocktail glass. Garnish with a cherry and a slice of orange, and serve.

Lost Right Now
i dont know2 how to start , or i may never end ? my world revavels around my daughter . she allmost one years old and ive cared about her for allmost 2 years , she stayed in the the bellY fOr 10 months , ive woken up in the morning with her all most all that time give or take 10 days , im a good man and ive allways wanted kids , shit im still one sometimes , but i thought for the longest time i couldnlt but know i can , see i take car of my daughtER but me and her mother just split up for good and she tryig to hurt me in every whitch way she can , see just want suffer, & beleive she still in love with her ex & hes out of jail now. ive had him over to my house to see his son THAT IVE RAISED FOR 2 YEARS NOW. because he just got out of prison , so now im the asshole & its all about money ,she stole my titel to my trailer & now want money to get it back , & she says shes going to take my daughter to missori to live , tonight was the hardest to take my daughter to her new

Lost Love
I loved you more than I have ever known Those starry eyes Those tender lips You made my heart melt Then boil into a roaring fire I now know What my eyes could not see You are the only one that is for me Many nights those tears flew Being myself without anyone Anyone to care about the thoughts Looking at the sky and knowing Many mistakes I had Many mistakes I have had

Lost Love
Turning way right back, the very hands of time And wishing that I, had then, made you mine For you were my hearts, only true treasure The endless many times, you gave me pleasure Making endless love, was a sweet past time indeed? It was often only the morning that would intercede We must have shared, a whole lifetime together It should have went on, and perhaps lasted forever Did you ever really know my heart loved you so? Did you feel the same did love for you also grow? For to have spent just one night, within your dreams Would have gave me a lifetime, of loving it seems For you were simply but, a schoolyards love crush And never even knew, my heart loved you so much

Lost Love
I feel like my heart is gonna stop beating, these painful days just keep repeating, waking up in the morning slowly rising from the bed, first thought of the day....wishing i was dead, I'm sick of the bright sun rising on a cool morning, I'm sick of having no enjoyment everythings boring, i just hate my life and can no longer take it, when I'm out and gotta smile i tend to fake it, i cant believe where my life has taken me, every love in my life has forsaken me, all this has happened to me because of you, and you left me here not knowing what to do...

Lost Again.
I used to cry because I was so happy, Now I am crying and nobody can stop me, I feel trapped inside of never ending walls, Causing a flood with ever tear that falls, I never thought it would end this way, I thought you'd ask me to stay, at first I wasnt so sure, But with you I felt so secure, Now a tear drops to every song, You're the one that left, but I wish I was gone, the words keep going through my head, I was surprised by the words you said, you said " I cant stay I have no feelings", but I've got to play with my dealings, you said " you can go get everything or stay with nothing, you can choose", it doesnt matter anyways cause every hand Im dealt I seem to lose.

Lost
so I've never had a home. I've had places to stay but they have been places I was comfortable. I spent the night before last in a hotel room cuz I got kicked out of my house. So will I have a place called home or will I always be just a drifter from place to place. I know home is where the heart is but what if you have no place to put your heart or love in it?

~lost~
Why do I feel so lost? Like I am out of place. Like a baby bird who fell out of its nest , like a name without a face. Why do I feel so empty? But yet alive and still dead inside.I have to sit here and ponder how I can get by. Why do you make me smile when everything seems so gloom.I guess I really know why, and it's something that is so new. Why do we try to fight it when we both know in our hearts. That the day we both admit it , is the day a new life starts.

Lost
I lost my heart I don't know where its gone Every breath I take, reminds me I look for darkness but it does not come Will someone remind me what it is to be happy? I've lost my heart I still hope it returns But everyday leaves me with slimmer hope. This empty space in my chest Won't go away I hope for a miracle That it will come back to me today

Lost Friends
FRIENDSHIPS LOST I see your smile I know your mind No words need be said I understand. Focused on each other We listen and we care Laughter ripples like water Together, we are. Others are here, yes, And we value them, yes, But a special bond remains, A line between us two. Each friendship is special Each is unique And so is ours We know. And then time begins to roll and rear it’s ugly head Change begins Now a little less than before. Slowly, surely, Not knowing why Faster, stronger, without care Our world shifts and shimmers and splits. Shattered shards cascade down Spurred by angry, lashing words Contorted faces, stone deaf ears Outside the whirlwind, We die inside. The scars run deep Jagged clefts in our souls We have suceeded in hurting And hurt ourselves. So you move on And I remain We keep on living Turn our faces apart. Now I glance across At you from outside Shaded eyes dry with tears New friends, new

Lost
I wake up every morning in your sweet embrace. Your arms gently pull me into your curves. Cherishing the comfort and security that I feel in this moment, I sigh. Love...I can feel it from your every breath. Losing myself in your sent I turn to face you, my love, my darling. I can't breath...god I can't breath! I'm screaming, calling out to you. I wake up. Tears escape, leaving nothing but cold moist trails of a dream across my face. Where can I run? Where can I hide from these demons you've left inside me. How do I even begin to piece the puzzle back together again?

Lost And Found......
Lost and found.... i walked around for a long time always feeling lost, never knowing what to or where to go...I was always alone...i was lost...As i walked around i saw people in two's always with some one , laughing and enjoying the day...But as for me i was alone ..i was lost...Then i met some one who was as lost as me, and with with him i was found...he was always around....we talked, we goofed off, we were together alot...so yes you could say we were a match,,, i was found...with my heart lifting, and my spirits rising i was happy, looking forward to his being near,,,i had a sence of peace,,oh what joy, for i was found..but something changed, and now he's not around, and once again i am lost...it's sad to think you have to have someone close to feel complete..but it's our nature with out some one we are lost..

Lost
The old saying goes "it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all" I say bull shit!! It hurts! It hurts even more when it is your fault. And even more than that when it was because of your own stupidity. Sometimes we see and hear things and just react to it. Not taking the time to step back and really evaluate what you are doing. In hind sight (rear view 20/20) you realize that you made a big mistake. But you are commited to that course now. You said things you shouldnt have, you acted the wrong way (or reacted the wrong way) and the person you affected is gone. You try to see if that could be any different but you realize that the other person was so affected by your words, your actions, that it is just too late. So now things feel uncomfortable. You try to talk but are worried about what you are saying. You want to scream about your mistake but cant. You want to express your feelings but there is no acceptance of it, no true belief. So you start

Lost
see it like this i'm 45 year old 5 year divorced now wondering what did i do i try all i can i change alot in 5 year now it all i can do for my other half but stiil girlfriend less why i don't know just tired and alone. that why i'm lonewolfjohn i'm a lonewolf out in this wild world doing all i can so if there a gal out there who as lone as i am come see me we will at less have each other .

Lost
Our eyes meet across the expansive room… carrying me to you. With the draw of your gaze I feel the room fade away slowly as in a dream. The hum of other conversations echoes, muffled and meaningless. The depths of your eyes take me to your soul, showing me all to be. I nod insignificantly to my current companion as I slip away in the swirling colors. I am lost now... the depths of your eyes have captured me, taken me prisoner. Our gaze holds for a moment longer. Suddenly addressed by a new speaker, you turn to him. Our contact broken, the noise suddenly is deafening, suffocating, overpowering. Suddenly I feel out of place and empty. I turn back, searching vainly for you, for those eyes, vanished in the crowd.

Lost Love
When you hold me the warmth of your embrace makes me want to cry. We're so close yet so far away It was my choice so why does it tear at my heart. We were friends and lovers our marriage was so right, yet so wrong. I ache for your touch, but at the same time I want the distance of two worlds. The two worlds that are our own. We're as different as two people can be and at the same time, the same person. We were one as we made love, we were strangers in the same room. I think of all we shared together; of our daughter and the good times and the pain engulfs me for her sake. I wonder if it's all a mistake or if my choice will be what we needed. I miss you sweetheart, more than you'll ever know. But I've got to make it on my own to be satisfied with myself before it would be fair or honest. Too many unburied skeletons bring up too many lost souls one of which is my own.

Lost
Outside she is smiling, but on the inside she is afraid. Her true self is cowering, hiding in the shadows of her own torn heart. She can not break free so she turns and runs down the dark corridors never looking back. She seems so distant and so alone, its because of the this demon so cold burrowing in her soul. She waits in the darkness of her abandoned heart and soul watching another scar form that is stained with the colors of fallen stars and false hopes. The demon now covers the outside making a mask of unleashed tears as misery drips from her lips, believing that she is insane. Her soul is finally breaking as the demon becomes her she becomes truly lost forever.

Lost Memories
waking up and not knowing myself, the world, anything i look in the mirror the face so unfamiliar my belongings hold no value since they hold no meaning i now wander the streets my mind races does this hold significance something my mind should embrace no names or memories to help the cause im alone destined to figure myself out on my own a hard day of serching has come and gone with nothing to show but a lost soul now i return to the location in which i awoke i decide go through my belongings again to figure out who i once was and like before i am forsaken its late now i crawl into bed and quickly fall asleep maybe the morning will bring solice in my memories forming or perhaps another day of serching and hoping

Lost.....confused......
I am soooo lost..and confused.....Where are things going for me? I know where I would like them to go..but now not sure that will happen. I know I dont want to be lonely anymore and things here are about to make me lonelier....I want him and I am not sure he knows who he is......Well I am sure he does but he is just as Lost and Confused as me. Yes...I am sure u know who u are......

The Lost
We mourn the lost, We sit and cry. We were the fortunate ones, We didn't die. They suffered, They went through pain. We watched it on T.V., While they went insane. Now we must fight; we must die, While they watch; while they stand by.

Lost Friends.
I know that they weren't a part of this family here, but I needed to share with you all the loss of some very dear friends of mine and ask for you all to give thier kids and family the strength to go on. Larry and Jacque Callaway (Crutchfield), 49, of Queen Creek were tragically taken from us in an auto accident on Sept. 9th. Larry was born Dec. 11 , 1957 in Bisbee, AZ. He was a graduate of Thunderbird H.S. and a successful business owner. Jacque was born June 3, 1958 in Phx, Az. She was a graduate of Carl Hayden H.S. and former Miss Arizona 1978. They were a beautiful couple, married 27 years. Their love for each other, their children and their family is an example to all who know and love them. No words can express the void they leave and how much they will be loved and missed. They are both survived by their son Curtis, daughter Brianna, daughter-in-law Jasmine and grandson Jackson. Larry is survived by his father, Tom, Brother Anthony (Cindy), Sisters Sharon (Mike) and Deli

The Lost
How are you? How do you feel? Words spoken still and you are thrilled? You look at me with filth in your eyes, Look at you, look at me how are we? Leave me alone, go away you sick fuck. How dare you treat me like shit? What am I, am I you? You tell me, you ask how and why. Look me in the eye and what do you see? You see me, am I you? What’s that I see in your face? A frown, a tear, and a fake smile, Is it you or is it me? I’m going insane, corrosion in my brain. Let my eyes burn, you hurt my feelings. What are you? What are we? This is so great, look at me look at me? Am I you? Is it you? Scream, run, and hide its me, its me. Are we done yet? Damn what the fuck I sit here alone, why did you hit me in my head? Is it you? Or is it me? Laugh all you want, leave me be. Look, blood in my face damn you broke my nose. What the fuck, get back here, I hear you scream, what did you do? Is it me or is it you? What’s that on your chest? It’s a fucking knife, That’s funn

Lost: Can't Find My Way (2003)
I lost myself and can't find my way last time i saw me i didn't look the same I have hair the color of autumn and eyes to match the shade my skin is like porcelain or something like that, they say My name is Rainn, or Michelle by law but upon my flesh this is no name scrawled So if you see me out there I beg you Stand up and say I found her, i found her and point me in my way

Lost In Translation
Acoccdrnig to rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe. A Visit to the Doctor An elderly Jewish man is bumped by a car while crossing the street. He is seemingly unhurt, but his wife persuades him to go to the doctor, just in case. He returns home, and his wife says -- "Nu, vos zogt der doktor?" ["So? What did the doctor say?"] "Der doktor zogt az ich hob a flucky. " ["The doctor says I have a flucky."] "Oy, gevalt! A flucky! Terrible! What do you do for a flucky?" "I don't know -- he didn't say, and I forgot to ask." Well, by this time the wife is in a state of high anxiety. She tells her neighbors "My husband was hit by a car, and now he has a flucky! I d

Lost Ones
In the past few months i have lost a few family mebers due to cancer the yungest was my NIECE AMANDA past away at the age of 19 3 months ago had a long battle fighting cancer it started at the age of 13 years old she fought it hard and kept in heart to help others fight cancer by selling sandels ribbins and many more as the years wen by she attended school in boston and made many friends met her first love wich he stood by her side till the end. Her wishes before she past away is for all to help on donating to cancer and to all smile she has opened her self to god and his home her pain has healed she will not suffer anymore she will be allwys loved and be missed she is a angel AMANDA I DO LOVE YOU I MISS YOU SO MUCH........ So people is it ok to still hold on to her in my thoughs please feel free to share your thoughts

Lost In The Night....
Cold and hurting lost in the night, Always searching trying to find the light. It’s hard to forgive and harder yet to forget, When all behind you lays a trail of regret. Things left undone, emotions left unsaid, Many things I should have done instead. Choices made but not thought out, Led there on a sea of doubt. So much easier if only I had asked, And let the truth finally be unmasked. Path in the past we can’t walk again, Only forward from here can we try to begin. To rebuild a trust that I alone lost, Fix the pain that you paid the cost. Thinking of the future and keeping it in sight. Cold and hurting lost in the night.

Lost
thoughts feelings emotions all warring inside my mind every extreme, a dual edge sword dying to escape the bonds that hold anger love sadness joy all clamoring for an uncertain release not knowing what to feel, what to say how to express this turmoil lost confused missing myself needing a way out of my emotions this inner disturbance of my soul pain hate fear excitement which is more important the only definite is uncertainty a web of thoughts holding me tight wanting to be free of the demons and embrace the angels unable to raise my arms to reach out for help wanting to love without thought trapped in a maze, which way out being pulled in two directions aggravation frustration, my companions peace non-existent in my heart clouding my soul hard to breathe lost lost lost lost lost lost

Lost Cherry - Cherrytap - Fubar
Every so often, I have to clean up my profile friend's list. Many reasons for that, but the main one are: 1. Lack of rates 2. Lack of comments 3. Stupid FAKE people!!!! 4. No communication whatsoever 5. No active members 6. ETC.... So, once again I am deleting all the people that do not interact with me. It was nice meeting you all though...... - ME -

Lost In Black
lost in a day dream close my eyes to the things i see ive always been here tasting life bitterly tired of everything no more steppin on me ill give my life readily for an ounce of good never feeling like things are ok always been misunderstood climbing higher to be free no more steppin on me i try not to speak of many things words can kill blinding those who hear them keeping life still ill take my long road again being left behind by friends a shame theyll never see the real me

Lost Love ( Writing By Angeleyes
Standing in the rain washing away the pain watching people pass by I stand and cry noticed by none i start to run far and wide to save some pride but i cant hide whats festering inside looking around I fall to the ground ear bursting groan im all alone as numbness set in i finally give in of knowing forever will never be together

The Lost
It blew in like a warm summer breeze, Creating light and joy, A feeling of calm fills the air. It leaves like a cold winter night, Taking the joy and light with it, Leaving only darkness and despair. A knife comes from the dark, From the hand of a friend, Everything is lost

Lost And Confused
What is going on? In the past week, I have been misunderstood, used, and have lost two very good friends. Is it just me or am I just loosing my mind? I try to be as honest as I can be. I don't lie, pretend to be something I' not and most definitely try not to play games with people. I have been on this site since this past December and have made quite a few wonderful friends. That's why I came here, to make friends, have fun but definitely not at anyone's expense and possibly maybe even have a friendship develop into something more. Why is it though that lately, all the communication wires seemed to have gotten all screwed up. I feel like I don't know what's real and what's not. I have suddenly become very confused. How does one define the fine line between innocent flirting to knowing it is more than just that. What I thought was just flirting, turned out to mean more to some and vice versa. Lack of communication I suppose is a main culprit as well as can be truth

Lost My Way
Lost m y way i have lost my way i have been up and down and left and right with good girls and bads ones to the thing i am finding out i think there is something wrong with me i have been hurt but how many girls have i huhrt to who ever i hurt with all my heart what ever is left of it i am so sorry for all that i have done i have lost my way i have been walking though this life trying to look for some pace of mind but will never find it i am sad most of the time i try to be a good man but is being a good man good for todays girl or do thay like all the ass hole guys in the world there was one ponit in time where people when they fell in love they really did not all the games that both saids play today with each other love is something to hold on to not to piss it alway on a pace of ass cheating is bad why do people do it who know why but it happens all the time here we are in this day and age we cry we hurt in said and thing is nothing we can reall do but try to find the one pe

Lost" B-52 Nuke Cruise Missiles Were On Way To Middle East
Lost" B-52 nuke cruise missiles were on way to Middle East ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Liebchen Hates 800 FEMA Concentration Camps. Date: 24 Sep 2007, 22:37 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------Thanks: sootheDate: Sep 24, 2007 6:33 PMnierikaDate: September 25, 2007 12:10 AMBody: http://www.waynemadsenreport.com/articles/20070923Sept. 24, 2007 -- SPECIAL REPORT -- "Lost" B-52 nuke cruise missiles were on way to Middle East for attack on Iran; Air Force refused to fly weapons to Middle East theater.WMR has learned from U.S. and foreign intelligence sources that the B-52 transporting six stealth AGM-129 Advanced Cruise Missiles, each armed with a W-80-1 nuclear warhead, on August 30, were destined for the Middle East via Barksdale Air Force Base in Louisiana. However, elements of the Air Force, supported by U.S. intelligence agency personnel, successfully revealed the ultimate destination of the nuclear weapons and the mission wa

Lost Within A Dream Of Loving You
Lost Within a Dream of Loving You The picture is rolling about in slow motion within my dream. I see you there smiling at me. I feel your heartbeat. Here I am…. Lost within a dream of loving you. I wake to find my pillow wet from tears. How did I lose you? I pace the floors to my heart pains. I look out in the darkness, I see you chasing me. I feel the love that held me strong and ground. Yet as my tears begin to fall again, I come to see. Here I am alone with memories of what you were to me. Lost within a dream of loving you. Each time I feel the wind upon me. It’s like your warm arms of love holding me close to you. Why did this happen to us? We had it all. Our love was endless as time. Two hearts created to be one. But all I have now is my lostness within a dream of loving you. I go back down the hallway that seems to be full of looming sorrow about me. I stand against the wall within the room where you and I always made love. Tears begin to fall. I

Lost Soul
Lost Soul By Lisa Looking in the mirror, At this invisible face, This soul has vanished, Without a trace, Only the memories, When left behind, And still I morn, For a love I cant find, A soul that was happy, Now lives in strife, Walking in the shadows, Of my empty life, Should I end it all, Or try to be strong? Its doesn't matter, You wouldn't notice if I was gone, Was my heart fooled? By you deceiving lies, Come back to me, Wipe these tears from my eyes, Bleeding for the truth, Struggling to find your heart, But you don't feel the way I do, And its riping my apart, But until my soul is found, I will never let you know, You,ll have my heart forever, But I have to let you go.

Lost In Your Eyes
I can see all that I Hope to be, in your eyes The whole world opens up Like the sea, in your eyes Giant waterfalls cascade Like fifty foot waves Where a sparkling river Flows free, in your eyes I see flowers as they Start to bloom, in your eyes The stars and the moon Are consumed, in your eyes As I lean toward your lips For your heavenly kiss I can see it will be Just us two, in your eyes.

Lost But Never Forgotten
For those of you who know me I had some bad...more like devastaing news last evening. Someone let my dog loose for the SECOND time. The 1st time he was cut from his leash and this time he was just taken off of his chain. To make a long story short, I lost my little boy Casper. I found him wet and passed away on another street over from where I live. I was amd am still VERY deeply saddened by this. He was a white Miniature Schnauzer...only 3 years old. For those of you are are animal lovers please keep us in your prayers, he was like a child I may never have. I do believe there was foul play but only Casper knows for sure...and whoever did this to him. He was burried with the rest of his family at my Aunt's house. He used to be my cousin Brian's dog and was then put into my care. I feel I have let him down - both Brian and Casper. I already miss his nervos tick barks and snorting like a piggy...he always had to have the last word. He even knew what I was saying when I asked if he wanted

Lost In Confusion
to start i would have just asked in a mumm but it says i cant do that so oh well.. So this is where i am really confused at... This girl who says she has feelings fer me still sees her ex almost everyday or talks to him.... I am not wanting to be played a fool, but things have developed to sum extent. I am not sure what to do or how to speak about it... I think there are things going on that i am supposed to be to stupid to notice or know, but I cant help not to igonore these small lil signs and hints that are being givin to me... The part thats getting to me the most is she is the first person to ever make me feel like i am somebody and that i belong. So this is really affecting me in many ways... Do you see my delima or where i am coming from.... Please Help You can leave all the comments you want to, any helpfull advice would be nice....

Lost Secrets Responsibles
9/29/2007 Dear Readers: This Full Moon in Aries touched me directly and for the last 3 days I have been at home incapable of doing anything but taking pain killer and antibiotics, sleeping and healing. Note that Aries rules all areas involving the head and the face including your teethes. Born with the Dragon\'s Head (Mind Leader) this last lunation was PRE-SET by the Universal Code for me to undergo surgery. This reminds me to tell you that I am still deliberating how much free will man has over the stars transcending in our daily experiences on this dense physical world. This if you inherited a strong Aries or an afflicted Mars (ruler of Aries) chances are you will undergo some serious physical or spiritual challenges. I regularly visit my dentist and before continuing serious dental work he strongly suggested me to undergo a \"gingivectomy\" in order to surgically remove inflamed gum tissue as well as restoring bone tiss

Lost, Abandoned, Forgotten And Forsaken
Lost, Abandoned, Forgotten and Forsaken Wandering lost thru the fog of my life, I wonder if it is all worth it or if I should just surround to what fate has decreed. Is all love just an illusion or is it something only for those who are pure of heart and soul. Either way then I am damned twice over for I am not pure of anything and I cant tell illusion from reality any more. All has become a waking nightmare. Once I thought I could not live without you then I found that there was life after you. Once I found that life was possible you step back in for only moment and every thing goes straight back into hell. Your presence broke all my convictions of accepting fate and walking away. You have broken something inside of me and I do not think it can be fixed not sure if I want it fixed anymore maybe just maybe I am better off broken and not being able to care and feel for another person. Doubts have become my second nature, trust has become an allusive thing, my heart lives in perpetual

Lost
LOST Lost in darkness seeking that which i have lost, Stumbling blindly without hope, Wandering in a daze all confused by currents events, Following the broken pieces of my heart, Wading thru the ashes of my soul, Feeling as tho happiness is beyond my reach, Watching the joy of others thru jaded glasses, As i weep tears of blood and slowly waste away. Anti

Lost
lost in a maze with so many turns i see a guiding light, but out it burns there it is again, a beacon ever so small sometimes so tiny i can barely see it at all it's gone again so i wait for more i wait till it comes back to show me the door sometimes it's dim, sometimes it's bright but when it's not there it's black as a starless night it seems like an eternity waiting here alone i wait here so long for the path to be shone when i see this light i run so very fast praying i don't trip trying to reach the end at last it comes and it goes, very briefely it shines i hope soon it will be steady, showing me the signs i think i see it, yes, i see it glow its my baby's love showing me were to go now darkness falls and i cannot see i wonder how bright the next light will be

Lost Reasons [chicks Rule]
love will find it's way I know that sounds crazy. My love goes on, Like my life maybe? I'm afraid to say, Where I'll be next. I'm scared to say If I'm wrong or correct. I'm nobody's fool, As someone once said. I like to lead, And not be lead. It's okay, I'm living on the edge. I only said one thing in my heart, This is my love I pledge. Don't play for something, that you're never gonna keep. Because I know in the end, I'll be the one to weep. Don't feed my mind, With useless bullshit that you know. This isn't your game anymore, What you want isn't shown. I don't know Why you play with my mind. I'm not wrong, I'm not some kind of crime. I want to be left alone, to fend for myself. I don't carry my money, My love can't be bought by wealth. Don't tell me you love me, I know that ain't true. What are you playing me for, Some kind of fool? Don't tell you're here to play, Cause I'm not here to stay. I don't care if you fooled me, This is a brand new day

Lost
a fool at heart i'am lost in the eye's of a beautiful woman. so sweet and thoughtful at heart but still so far away. she can make you weak in the knees and make your heart beat a thousand times a minute and yet you wonder if she will ever feel the same for you.does she want the same things you do. does she want someone to love her like no one else would ever be able to care for you as much as you do about her. i think everyday we look for something better but we dont see whats in front of us that has been there through thick and thin. but let me say this when you find someone that can fill that lonely heart dont pass it up it might be the only chance you have at happness. so to all my friends i will always be here for you and to the one that touched my heart i hope you will see that i'm for real and to all that will come along feel free to stop and add me because when your lonely or just want to chat i'm allways here. thanks for your time to stop by and i hope you read this as

Lost Another One, Dammit!
Well, another one of my favorite people left Fubar over the weekend. Why is it the cool people leave and the A-holes always stay? Its just not right! I'll miss talking to him here but at least I can still catch him on Yahoo.

Lost Some Contest Photos
i lost two contest photos one i have notified . the other one don't know who it is . so if you can contact me i can look and see if your the one i missing . thanks i think fubar when they had there problem caused mine bingo

Lost Behind A Palm Tree
I was just watching “Flags of Our Fathers” and it bought back memories of my friend Jink who died a few years ago and was listed as MIA after that battle. After I graduated high school I took a job working at a saw mill, owned by Jink and Marry, the foster parents of my fiancé. It was meant to be something to do me until I found a better job and lasted almost 9 years during which time I finished college. Jink was one of the most incredible people I have ever met. He had to leave school in 8th grade to support himself after his mother died and his father set him and his brother out on their own. He gave John the chickens and Jink the horse. Jink was mad at first because John sold the eggs and made money every day, but he was one smart guy. He started timbering and made very good money for those days and by the time I worked for him he had a lumber empire. I could go on and one for days writing about him and in fact his wife Mary has a book published called “Jimmy Lee” about his yout

Lost
lost in my mind thinking of you lost in my memories of you lost in the pain of hurting you lost in the hope of you loveing me lost in the fact of you not next to me lost in this world with out you lost in this day and sec lost in the past lost in the fact that you with him and not me lost in the knowing you love him more then me lost in the fact you die for him and not for me lost in just knowing this is the way its ment to be i will always love you always thinking of you Ira Lee Moore

Lost Everything
I lost everything .. i love fubar and someone else i will not mention... but i feel that i need to leave fubar and let everything be... nothing against fubar.. just some dumb choices... i hope everyone has a good day! ... get back to enjoying this kick butt website! bye

Lost
i am at the point where i am lost on what is real an what is not one day i feel nothing but then i have nothing but a rush of feelings i hate the days that there are feelings its a sweep of uncontroled pain happiness an angeer not knowing how to get rid of it

A Lost Love Returned...
There was one who was real...the only one Iv ever met who was true, but recently I believed she was lost...once again I believed I was searching for someone I would never find...until recently the misunderstanding between us was resolved...Julie my true love and only one is back in my life...I am no longer alone

Lost
despite the awareness of the impact you've had and taken I hadn't expected it to be this hard not to say a word to you it would seem I had no idea of how much you matter to me Even with this a conscious message I believed I'd never cry for you I sorely doubted that I'd miss you this much I thought this would end without amiability but I was wrong.

Lost....
Well where to start with this one.... I would normally post my blogs on myspace and all but if I did that then certain people who dont need to see it will and it will be pointless cause then it will cause more problems and not help with fixing problems.,,,, The person that I am dating at the moment is jobless.... I am working six daya week and anywhere from 12-14 hours aday. I am doing everything that I can to take care of her burdens and debts and needs as best as I can and I have actually put my needs and debts on the back burner to say just so that I can take care of her and her things and try to keep her from being sad and depressed and all.... Yet she complains to me and makes comments about how she hates not haveing any money herself and about having to wait for me to get home to get some money from me. That she cant do anything till after I get home cause she doesnt have any money. That she cant stand seeing just the walls of the apartment all day long and me being around e

Lost
I wrote this back in November 2006 As I sit here with so many things going through my mind, I cant help but feel sorrow. Sorrow for my daughter, for what I have put her through, with what I have done. Although she is only 2, & knows not of what I have done, she still suffers from it. Not being able to see her mother & not knowing why. She has to bare the pain for my mistakes. Thinking is all I can really do in this place. I know that I have hit rock bottom in my life. The only question that remains is, where do I begin to pick up the peices of my shattered life. I have so much to atone for, where to begin. I have worried so much about the other people in my life, that I have forgotten the most important one. I even let a man drown her out. I let the love I felt for a man come between the everlasting love I have for my daughter. Just trying to holdon to him. In all the mess of what is now my life, how could I have let this happen, & still to lose him. I have learned a lot ab

Lost
People can say long distance romances can't work, but I believe they do. There is no distance that is too long for a heart. Yes the distance will be a difficult thing to deal with. But if two people can make a connection over the internet or phone line or whatever then ther is something there. We all have soul mates. God made sure of that. But he didn't always put us in the same city or town. Our soul mates can be scattered across the globe. Our hearts will seek the other out and one day they will find each other. Love should not be bound by distance or time. Love is never ending. Love is part of who we are. When we find that special someone, and we truly fall in love with them, that's all the matters. Distance, race, color etc. should NOT matter. All the matters is the love we share. To those who know me, I thank you for reading. To those who don't know me, I hope this will give you an inside look of a person who can love absolutely, unconditionally, and with all his heart.

Lost Freinds And Lost Loves
During the past 6 years I have I have lost my dad, two marriages and a few freinds. It hurts to think people who said they love me and they could turn that love off. My dad went to Heaven and I wouldn't want him to see just how much i miss him so much. Today more than ever I wish my dad was here talking to me helping. Dad isn't here. I left hubby #2 in fear. It was a few months later dad was told he had cancer. I watch my strong dad lose weight and get weak in just a few months. My dad still took his grandkids outside ot throw a ball around up untill he was to weak to get out of the bed. The last week dad was with us I took my children into his room and each child ltold him that they loved him. It was two days later Dad, i na weaken state lifted his arm into the air as if someone heavenly body was holding his hand and leading him around that heavenly plain. It was so awesome. I knew my dad would be gettign his rewards. God was showing him what was there waiting on him. Th

Lost
NuttinButtSexxy I COVER MY EARS TO DROWN THE NOISE YOU CALL WORDS, SOUNDS FROM CRACKED LIPS BLEEDING A RED FOAM OF UNTRUTHS, PERCEPTION OF YOU DISTORTED LIKE A CARNIVAL FUNHOUSE MIRROR, A PERSONNA OF MANIC HEDONISTIC INDULGENCE. I WOULD WASH YOU IN THE DEEP WATERS OF TRUTH TO CLEANSE THE MURKY DENIAL FROM YOUR MIND TO HELP YOU FIND YOUR WAY, BUT I FEAR TO OFFER MY HAND, I COVER MY EYES TO HIDE THE IMAGE OF YOU, BUT IT HAS TATTOOED ITSELF TO MY MIND, A BLACK INKED PERMANENCE OF A LOST SOUL, YOUR ONCE SWEET BREATH NOW EATS THE AIR TO FILL THE ROOM WITH A PUTRID POTPOURRI OF DECAY, AND SETTLES OVER MY SKIN AS A BLANKET OF STENCH AND I SHUDDER, IN A HOLLOW EYED REFLECTION, I GLIMPSE SOMEONE I KNEW A LIFETIME AGO....BUT I BLINK AND HE IS GONE.

Lost Love.
Every time i breathe, you always come to mind, Every time i see the wind blow, it reminds me you're not mine. What am I gonna do without you, With these feelings I have inside, Oh my eyes are dry my love, I can't even cry. Everytime I wake up, And I see your pretty face, it reminds me that someone else has taken my place. Maybe a day will come, and you'll change your pretty mind, And you'll be by my side, bringing life to this lifeless heart of mine. 10-9-07 c

Lost In My Mind
Lost in My Mind When one who you care about, Leaves with no word your heart begins to ache, When you find someone new, And don't know what to do, Follow what your heart says, Unless your mind does not follow, If your heart and mind are not in harmony, You may do the one you care so much about great harm, I've had one I loved but then she leaves, Now I've found someone new and don't know what to do, My mind says one thing but my heart wants another, I am split on what I truly want, I pray to the goddess for an answer, But yet i know only I can choose, Yet I am heart broken for what i have to do, And the choice i have to make is not an easy one for anyone to make, If I choose one the other will be in pain, If I choose the other the first is in pain, I can't choose both because then i will be in pain, There is no answer to my problem, I want to love and be loved but will it ever be, I feel I am doomed to wander alone for all of time, Till I find the answer i am look

Lost In Emotion
Lost in emotion Feeling so much Desire and longing aching in my body and mind Hurt and despair creep in along side for the pain I have caused Guilt makes tears well then slip down my hot cheeks Angry words fill my ears Age is only a number but its causing such pain Mentally in the same place Longing for so much more than friends Is passion worth fighting for? Is there anything more important to fight for? Never meaning to cause disputes Just trying to be me, trying to be loved Wanting so much more with every fiber of my being Afraid that tomorrows light will bring sorrow Praying that its not a farewell Desperately clinging for something right in my head Knowing I am not worth the fight Begging that this not be the end but sorrowfully facing the possibility If this is all there is to be know that you have left me with so much For a brief moment I felt important to someone I felt warmth of desire and hope of good friendship Wanting to share so much just to s

Lost Soul
I lost my heart To someone who never knew they had it. A lost my sanity, my pride To someone's wrong address, Somebody's misspelled last name. I lost my soul To a fake persona and a sympathetic phone call. My innocence and spirit To somebody who never existed. To pretty eyes and sexy hair- I lost my trust, I lost my mind. I lost... myself To a shell of who I wanted to lose it to. I lost it all to a stranger.

Lost Compassion
what has gone wrong with this country. i dont get it. the past few months has been a very big eye opener for me about health care for the elderly in america. people who have not experienced a illness or sickness with an elderly parent i only pray that your parents as they get elderly stay healthy.whoever is in charge of health care in america WAKE THE FUCK UP! the elderly are not ready to give up living because they are in their 60's 70's and 80's. the elderly put their faith in the healthcare system, medicare, and medicaid. most work their entire lives and contribute to health care system so that in case they have an illness the money that they have gotten taken out of their pay will help pay for medical cost. they also have to pay high prices for health insurance after they retire. WELL THINK AGAIN PEOPLE. the people who take care of the health care for the elderly well ,lets just say they suck. a loved one of mine has gone through a terrible experience in the last two months. it wa

Lost Old Man
An older man approaches a younger woman inside the mall. "Excuse me," he said. "I can't seem to find my wife. Can you talk to me for a couple of minutes?" The woman, feeling a bit of compassion for the old fellow, said, "Sure, sir, do you know where your wife might be?" "I have no idea, but every time I talk to a woman with tits like yours, she usually appears out of nowhere."

Lost Dreams
I close my eyes and being to drift My sould slipping away from reality Familiar voices heard faintly in the distance The security of them wilting into a memory I close my eyes and explore Find that love, that was once deep Now numb to this once tender emotion The imprints left on my heart with a hole Disappeard has my smile Vanished has the life from my eyes Hopeless is my once spirited heart Scarred is my once blissful soul Slipping into lost dreams Waiting for someone to find me

Lost My Wallet!
Today I spaced off & left my wallet (w/ 20$, DL & SSN) on top off the self checkout register @ Wal-Mart. 20min later relized it, went bacq to see if it was turned in. It was not. They checq'd camera's, saw sum guy picq it up & walk out the door with it. Filed police report. Went home, my neighbor had my wallet. The guy who picq'd it up found my residents & gave it to my nieghbor. I live in a duplex. I could not belive it untill my nieghbor actually handed it to me, everything was still in it. Called the police to let let them know it was returned. What would you do if you found a wallet or purse?

Lost And Alone
sitting on the sofa feeling so lost, all alone is this wicked world, no-one to tak to, no-one to see, why oh why has this happened to me. i wonder along in a cloud full of rain, lost in a world which is full of pain, dreading each morning, dreading each day, why, oh why, does it have to be this way. maybe one day a light will shine, make my life brighter, in this dark life of mine, i wonder i wonder, what life is to bring, please change it ,change me, and my prince you will bring. sitting here lonely feeling lost alone, needing a chance to be happy and free, please tell me, please tell me, why this has happened to me?

Lost
Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be hated mom?

Lost And Alone
Lost and Alone Within this Life Searching to find Some form of comfort While Lost I sit Alone Within this Shell Of this World Wanting to be Found To be Loved and Held Within your Strong Arms Knowing I'm Safe and Found While I wish for this I shall wait til I'm Found Forever Lost and Alone While I fade into Darkness Wrote on 10~17~2007 by Raven Darkwood

Lost
Someone come change my life Take me away from the torment and pain Turn my sorrows into smiles Take my hand lead the way I have been lost for so long I no longer can see the path Blinded by the pain Hurt by the ones I loved Lost to everything Bring me back to life On the brink of life On the brink of losing it all I call out for help To anyone that listens Breaking my years of silent suffering Hurting so much Its hard to breathe Painful memories Tormenting realizations How did I live through it all Turning my back on what once was And finally Looking to the future The Future without pain

Lost In Times
Lost In Times Roaming the Darkness Forever not Knowing What is True and Fiction So very tired Of this forever Darkness Never to see the Light Nor the outside World Wishing to Rest for a while Yet fearing to close my eyes Fearing never to awaken again From the Endless Sleep that calls The Sleep of Certian Death Calls to me now even in the Darkness While I sit and rest my feet Never closing my eyes I hear the Call of the Sleep Yet I ignore her sweet song Knowing that I shall stay here Forever Lost, Alone and so very Tired Wrote on 10~18~2007 By Raven Darkwood

Lost
speaking through words written on paper showing my mind that this is safer my words they mean alot to me but its filled with anger that needs to be freed looking at life with so much to say but losing myself trying to find the way there is a light at the end of my tunnel but pain and hate will always follow knowing there is happyness in my sight i just need help finding that light

Lost
Tears of blood stain my eyes, whispers into empty darkness I cry and scream into the night and no one hears I pray to gods that do not listen for love that is ungiven Where are the days that have gone by? I dream of times to come still, times gone by and Times that never were I would sacrifice all to love again, To hold again, to be yours again Why do gods mock me? Why do devils torment me? I lay here each night and stare into darkness hoping, praying, dreaming that you are still here I look each day for your face in passing cars, on sidewalks and now in bars When will the time come that i could love again? There have been offers of love and i stand back There is only one i say, and i cannot go with you.. My heart, mind and soul belong to another She does not love you they say, let me love you tonight, I cannot, for i belong to another Why must i feel this way? Why do i love someone who does not love me? The pain, the anguish still so fresh, an open wound that

Lost The Baby
I don't have too much to say right now but I am sitting here in my hospital room in Iowa City Hospitals on one of their laptops, upset because I am having a miscarriage...All my stupid hospital back home was going to do was send me home to lose our baby at home...So since I have been high risk pregnancy anyways they transferred me to University Of Iowa Hospitals early this morning...So I am here so the drs can keep their eye on me to make sure that the miscarriage goes okay & with no further complications...I am going to listen to the doctors orders this time around I have to wait at least 12-18 months before I ever try to get pregnant again...That will give my body time to heal so that I can have a successful pregnancy next time around :( I am sooooooo sad right now more than words can express, the father & I would have loved our child more than anything in the world & this really hurts us both...So now before I leave the hospital I am going to get on birth control so I don't get preg

Lost And Broken
You had me; heart and soul. I gave you all that my heart contained to give. I loved you with all that I am and all that I will ever be. I never asked for more than you could give. I didn't question the why's, the how's or the what for's. I accepted you for who you are and loved you all the more for it. I can accept that we are over. I just can't accept how you did it and the reasons behind it. You are right..... I do deserve more. I deserve the truth and I deserve to see your eyes as you tell me. When you had me, you had all the love anyone could feel for another. You had the greatest love that life had to offer. You will not find anyone that can and will love you as I do. I told you that I would love you forever and always. That hasn't changed. It won't change. No matter where you go or what you do....I love you. Goodbye my love.

Lost
Lost Why did you leave me here to see The way you left me behind Not knowing the man i came to be I miss you with all my heart You were here to help Like you were from the start Now my life is not the same I have lost all that i had Now alone i take the blame You were there to talk and to save me Now i have lost my best friend How could this come to be I had so much fun with you Now you have gone away My life is so sad and so blue You were the best inspiration I had You were my mentor and my friend But most of all you were my " Dad" R.I.P. Glen Fox Sr.

Lost Blogs
I spent the last two hours writing a very personal and informative blog. when I went to post it fubar told me that my session had timed out and then I losat the entire thing. it wasen't all that interesting, but it was very cathartic for me. it help me get thru some very difficult issues im dealing with.

Lost Love
You made me laugh you made me smile I looked forward to every little while I could't get enough you had me hooked the way you gave me those sweet little looks then the day came when you said goodbye your ex was back though you weren't sure why It hurt so bad all I did was cry my head was spinning I wanted to die I thought we hit it off well I guess I knew I had no chance in hell to be with someone who made me feel brand new you healed the hurt I'd been carrying around helped me pick up the pieces of my shattered heart on the ground I let you in let my guard down and once again my heart has drowned I fell in love it hit so fast how i hoped and prayed that we would last but as luck goes especially mine it came to an end and the healing will take time

Lost In Lust
Lost To Lust Thoughts of you, how my temperature rises Your body next to mine so divine Your touch electric upon my skin Lost in the lust of our connection. When we meet my body is alive My control is abandoned to you Nothing can equal the feelings I have I'm lost in my lust for you. Into a world of pure desire We are locked together United we feel the flow Touch, taste, explore. Lost to Lust

Lost In A Maze >>>poem>>>diana
I do get lost in a maze . But night falls , day does come . All sometimes isn,t well, but I try to over come. Each sigh or breath I take , lets me know im alive to make, what ever in a day , As my Lord do guide the way . A path to an unknown , yet I do believe and follow. A maze of dreary and dew , chillingness to get thru at times when im lost ..But I do get strong and move on. Life is a maze each day a new . We know not what will come our way, or what hardships we are doomed too. But light at the end of a tunnel is assured . So we have to pray to endure.> God is close by to witness this , He knows our every step. He is the creator and has pre-- ordained this . He knows our lives ; for they were planned out , as he let our birth come about. So this maze may seem like a fog no doubt . God has the light to shine thru the thicknes of fog , He is Our Lord God of All. So be not afraid to ask him what or how or for support , to get thru as each day i

Lost Love
In the matter of less than 24 hours I have lost 2 loves in my life.One to cancer RIP Uncle Don and one to deception you know who you are and you'll forever be in my heart I Love you Always....so as of tonight I am going to take a what i call "A Mental Break"..I'm heading out on the road for a few days thats where i do my best thinking..For my true friends, Family and the Sexy 2nd Alarm Hotties you to Chief kisses and I'll be back in a few days take care miss me while I'm gone..........Talk to ya all soon...........MUAHZZZZZZZZZZZ LOVE N KISSES.LilBlonde

The Lost Book Of Nostradamus
10/27/07 Dear Readers; Watch "The Lost Book Of Nostradamus" with Dr. Turi on The History Channel October 28th 9pm/8C. I was lucky enough to be a chosen between hundreds of participants in this show. I will be appearing in the second hour for a short moment and I have no idea what segment they selected in the editing. Many people spoke about so many things pertaining to the book and Nostradamus and you may have your own feeling or feedback. Watch it and send me some feedback at dr.turi@cox.net Be aware of my current window that produced the CA fires and be safe. Listen to the 2 hours live radio show and my prediction of the CA fires at www.drturi.com/archives.php Blessings to all Dr. Turi DRAGON WINDOW FOR OCTOBER *30th (*) Beginning/Ending of Important Portion of Life/Forced Relocation/Destructive weather/A new Planned and/or Unplanned Life For Many. Nature To Strike Hard New Horizons Following Tragedy Much to Fall Nothing Made To Last Tears

Lost Girl
I scream for help, but no one hears. Is it true? This world doesn't care? They hide their lives by feeding your fears. I scream for help " Where are you? Where!?" Dry, cold, lifeless shell. Internally, externally full of tears. Cruelty for cruelty, Pain for pain. Happiness and joy, this flesh tomb restrains. A question asked to unmask fraud, with this life given to me is there really a God? Drugs hide pain, tears covered by rain All hope is forgotten in this lost girl gone rotten. That's all I have. Let me know what you think please.

Lost My Aunt Mary Kaye
i had told some a while back that my aunt mary kaye was in and out of the hospital with cancer. dont remember who i had told . i called yesterday and they said he had went home monday with her husband. i called him to see how my aunt mary kaye was doing. he didnt answer and so i left a message. he never returned my call. so today my aunt dee and i went to blanchard oklahoma where mary kaye lives and when we walked in the house . and asked her husband which room do we go in the house to see mary. he said with no saddness or anything that she was dead died 7 am this morning. that he had taken her to the hospital wed. and that she died this morning. no one called and told us nothing. might be easier to deal or handle if we had been giving the chance to say goodbye and see her one last. time so i will not be on here for a few days. sorry for the ones i was helping in their contest's but i can not deal with this on here and with what is going here. im so mad , hu

Lost
When trust is lost, how can things move forward? When love is lost, how can friendship remain? When hope is lost, living remains awkward; When fairness lost, most men could turn insane! When wealth is lost, it could be well regained; When health is lost, life is only a bane; When virtues lost, nothing is truly gained; When peace is lost, dialogue must start again. When mind is lost, how can one ever feign? When man is lost, to trace him is quite sane; When Will is lost, no man can live or reign; When God is lost, all things we do in vain. When soul is lost, the fear of Hell awaits, And fail do we to enter Heaven's gates!

Lost My Voice
i dont think people actually realize how important all the simple things we do until you cant anymore. i always had sore throats in they would away go away but i never lost my voice before. its hard, but i guess times like this it makes you really apprecicate that you have a voice and all the wonderful things you can do with it. *for thoses reading this, if you know anything that can help a sore throat go away please let me know.

Lost & Empty
Seems like forever since, you ran laughed and played, how you loved All Hallows Eve, and o what tricks you played, how I wish I could go back, take an extra snap shot or two, you are forever with me, apart of all I say and do, the twinkle in your eyes, memories that get me through, this cold dark world. Mystikal Dawn I miss you baby, holidays without you, are by far the worst for me, untill I can again hold you, I will forever be, LOST & EMPTY... REST WELL MY TRUE ANGEL, DADDY LOVES YOU SWEETHEART, HAPPY HALLOWEEN...

Lost
Lost Is anyone here Does anyone care About the feelings I wish to share Lost forever in darkness Can no longer see the light Trapped forever In this eternal fight When I see the light It is only delusion The thing I feel most Is mere confusion I've been walking in darkness For nearly 15 years All this wondering And so many tears If someone is out there I'm ready to be found But as far as I notice I don’t even hear a sound This emptiness I've fallen into Is my life long cost And unless I die I shall forever be lost

Lost And Alone
Lost and Alone I feel sad and alone Confused and scared With no place to turn Unable to run Whoever said Growing up was fun I’m not 22, 23 or 24 I have self respect And I’m not a whore I’m smart and witty Employed and pretty Loyal, caring, kind and sincere So what’s wrong here? I would think this would be What every man wants Someone like me Not dirty little cunts But not this man, He wants it all Me by his side for moments that count Then push me away, and fill my place With one who is full of shame and disgrace How can it be that he would desire us both Kiss me softly and touch me dear Then call up the slut and ask Bitch, why aren’t you here? His desires he says must be met But that doesn’t mean he loves me less Just give it time and one day you will see You are the only one meant for me I can’t help but feel unwanted and lost And time, it seems, will keep marching on And one day instead of seeing I’m his I’ll be all alone and just r

The Lost Meaning Of Halloween
All Hallow's Eve, Hallow E'en, Halloween, Day of the Dead, Samhain. By whatever name it has been called, this special night preceding All Hallows day (November 1st) has been considered for centuries as one of the most magical nights of the year. A night of power, when the veil that separates our world from the Otherworld is at its thinnest. As ubiquitous as Halloween celebrations are throughout the world, few of us know that the true origin of Halloween is a ceremony of honoring our ancestors and the day of the dead. A time when the veils between the worlds were thinner, and so many could "see" the other side of life. A time in the year when the spiritual and material worlds touched for a moment, and a greater potential exists for magical creation. Ancient rites In ancient times, this day was a special and honored day of the year. In the Celtic calendar, it was one of the most important days of the year, representing a mid point in the year, Samhain, or "summer's end". Occ

Lost Feelings
i'll do anything for you no matter what the cost my body wants you but my heart is totally lost i feel your love but you don't feel mine everytime you cry i say it will be fine i know you love me but you don't know how to show it just come and hold me then i'll know it everytime you cry and with every tear that falls from your beautiful eyes another part of me dies that's when i think what should i do then i know i should just love you to so feelings aren't lost or forgotten just tucked away in a cloud made of cotton so here is my heart i'm giving it to you it's a little teared and a little torn but in the end it's loving and warm!!!

The Lost Book Of Nostradamus 3
11/2/2007 Dear Readers: Just a little reminder that the next and last broadcast of “The Lost Book Of Nostradamus” will be aired Saturday November 03 05:00 PM. I will also take this opportunity to thank you for the tremendous support I received for NOT standing for doom and gloom and I understand your frustration. Many of you really wanted to see and hear more of what I had to say about those drawings but again I did not fit the negative “pattern” usually accompanying any and all Nostradamus’ movies. During the taping I emphasized how important it was for any Nostradamus’ “translators” to be aware of the curse placed by the Prophet himself and the misinterpretation of his obscure quatrains. Well before attending the taping in San Antonio I knew none of the guests had “Cosmic Consciousness” and knew absolutely nothing of the 16th century rare astrological methodology used by the Prophet. I received TONS of emails of support and gathered a few at the end of this newsletter. First

Lost In This Pain...
Crumbling to pieces, I do not make a sound, Listening to my heartbeat, As I fall to the ground. Holding my chest tight, Unforgiving is the pain, Keeping it inside, There is nothing else to gain. Whimpering, I move, But the pain is way too deep, Tears held in my eyes, But I do not dare to weep. Screaming in my mind, But keeping my mouth shut, Scared of what will happen, As I make another cut. Blood drips on the paper, As I write my last goodbye, Holding the pencil tightly, As I slowly start to cry. The papers soaked with tears, The blood has stained the floor, My note is on the table, I close my eyes once more. Standing up, I walk, Towards the corner of my room, And ball up on the floor, As if it was my tomb. The room is spinning round me, And I want to make it stop, The razor blade still in my hand, I take another chop. The pain seers up my arm, And you would think it hurts, But I don't feel a thing, It just stops all the alert

Lost In Translation
IT WAS U AND I WHEN THE WORLD WAS AGAINST US ,ITS LIKE WE ESCAPED THE SUMMER BUT THE WINTER NEVER MISSED US .I UNDERSTAND IT DIDNT KILL US ,JUST TIGHTEND THE BOND.WE AINT BELEIVE IT FOR A WHILE WE WAS FIGHTIN THAT BOND .I FELT ALIVE IN YA ARMS DARLING YOU WAS MY STARSHIP.I CANT DENIE YA CHARM ITS LIKE YOU'RE JENNY AND IM FOREST ,AND IM TIRED OF RUNNING THATS A CHILDISH TRAIT.WE NEVER EXPECTED THE COMPLICATIONS THAT A CHILD WOULD MAKE,WENT TO JAIL CAME HOME AND SAW RELIEF ON YA FACE ,FELT THE PAIN IN YA ORA THE GRIEF IN THE PLACE.WHEN WE STARTED OFF.WE AINT WORRY BOUT THE CONS WE JUST WEIGHED THE PROS.YOU WAS A SCHOOL GIRL WITH COLLEGIATE ASPERATIONS AND GOALS.WHILE IM HANGING WITH GRIMMY DUST HEADS BREAKING DOWN O'S OF BLOW,I WASN'T EXPECTING IT BE WITH YOU THAT MY EMOTIONS WOULD SHOW.CLOSER AND CLOSER,BABY GIRL HOW I LET IT BE OVER.SHED SO MANY TEARS DRAPED OVER YA SHOULDER,LET YOU IN ON MY FEARS AND YOU TOLD ME SHOWING THEM WAS A SIGN OF GROWING UP.YOU SO CRAZY,SEXY,COOL I FELT ALL T

Lost In Translation 2
MY STREET DREAMIN RUINED THE LIFE WE MADE.THE TRUST IS GONE I HATE IT THAT WAY ,I ADMIT REGARDING THIS THIS RELATIONSHIP I MADE A FATAL MISTAKE .TESTING YA PATIENCE,YEAH LIKE I GOT ANGELS TO WASTE.....LORD I'VE CREATED A MONSTER HER HEART IS DARK NOW.AND EVERY CONVERSATION IS LIKE WE FISHING FOR SHARKS NOW.ARGUMENTS I CANT TAKE IT/EVERY FIGHT SEEMS TO BE BUILT ON THE FACT THAT I SKATED.I REMEMBER EVERYTHING LIKE YESTERDAY BUT I GOTTA ACT LIKE ITS FADED.CAUSE I DONT WANNA TALK,TALKING BOUT IT JUST ENDS WITH YOU TELLIN ME TO WALK.BUT ITS OBVIOUS I DIDNT WANT US TO PART.AND MY JEALOUSY IS ONLY THE REACTION OF A GUILTY CONCIANCE.TWO WRONGS DONT MAKE A RIGHT BUT IT SURE EVENS OUT THIS MESS THAT I STARTED.......STARTED.(HAHA)..THATS WHEN OUR SIGNALS GOT CROSSED ,FEELINGS GOT HURT, RELATIONSHIP TOSSED.CHANGES OF HEART IS WHEN THE ABRASSIVNESS STARTS.YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER OFF FINDING TRACES OF LIP GLOSS.AS LONG AS I DIDN'T RUN AWAY WE WOULD HAVE NEVER GOT LOST .

Lost Friends
the gates have raisen from the sand the death & hatered has began.Life is but a thing of the past frinds are said &gone theres no moving on no one 2 turn 2 no way toescape the pain my relationships take friends a plenty & friends a few you've all turnedon me the way u do we where once close now where far a part what went wrong.Iguess we just have moved on from our childish ways now r friend ships at an end never 2 be used again we closed all roads that lead 2 r heart & soul.our hearts grow cold as ice our friendship isn't worth the price we paid we where strong together now where weak a part may our lives stay safe & free of ay danger!& each other goodbye u asshole may we never speak again p.s. I didnt fuck your girl like u calmed I did but, y didnt u tell her the truth about u cheating on her with the other 3 girls BITCH!!!!

Lost N Confused
Walks into a room sits lonely and confused wondering what will come of me will i ever find happiness or am i doomed to be alone random thoughts rush thru my head cant differ one from another everything seems to be a blur knows it cause im lost n confused but wonders if it will ever end or am i suppose to walk aimlessly in circles knows people care know im wanted but why do i feel so lost n confused i dont want to be a bother i just want to get out off this ride im on that seems to have kept me in this fog but i will continue to wonder where am i suppose to be or is there a reason for me to be so many things have happened alot i regret so many appologies i have made but will anyone ever accept wonders where i belong alone or with family shall i embrace my feelings or let them go knows what im writing is most likely a drag but has no other way to express the thoughts running thru my head people wonder why i look so sad it prolly cause of the con

Lost In Darkness
destined for loneliness never accepted always on the outside always rejected she sees them all talking it burns to the core how much must she change must she become their whore she'll never fit into the mainstream of life the rejections cut into her heart like a knife no one sees her as pretty or sees her at all she's a sensual creature but lost in freefall resigning herself to a lifetime alone in slow isolation her heart turns to stone such a terrible thing is this need to be loved but instead cast aside into darkness she's shoved in the darkness her mind spirals out of control the despair and the pain just surviving's a goal long empty days of survival and pain too stubborn to end it her tears fall like rain how long til her heart becomes too cold to care how long til she's hardened soul lost to despair how long til she lives as a cold empty shell lost hope for a love to save her from this hell

Lost My Friend...
We lost our best friend yesterday. My little baby dog Sarge died yesterday. I am so overcome with grief, I don't know how I will ever get over losing him. He was with us for 7 short years, but those years were filled with so much love and laughs. He gave us unconditional love and even in his last days, he didn't let the blindness or diabetes get him down. My friend fell down the steps and broke his back leg in so many places. Because of his illness, they thought it would be best to let him go to God, so we made that horrible decision and I held him as he passed on. I will always love you my little boy and I am in so much sorrow right now as I look around and see your toys and bones. I am so waiting for you to come into the room, but nothing...just emptiness and you are never coming back... I will forever love you Sargie! Love always, Mommy Shot at 2006-03-04 Shot at 2006-03-04

Lost Friend - Right Or Wrong?
Ok here is the story. A guy that I was talking to for a very long time on here, has decided that we can not be friends anymore and has stopped talking to me due to the fact that I told the girl he was screwing to stop leaving comments on my photos and to please stay off my page. I was not interested in girls, never have been and never would be. The guy thought that this was very rude and told me so, because I didn't want to be friends with her. He said that she was only trying to be a friend to me. Personally I don't know why having her as a friend was so important to him so much in fact that because I did'nt want to be friends with her, he no longer talks to me. To each his own but I find the whole situation Weird!

Lost Prophets- Make A Move
So are we lost or do we know Which direction we should go Sit around and wait for someone to take our hands and lead the way Cause every day we're getting older And every day we all get colder We're sick of waiting for our answers Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, Yeah I'm so tired of waiting, waiting for us to Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, Yeah I'm so sick of waiting, for us to make a move Are we meant to take the pain Should we sit around and wait Are we being saved Or was I another lie you made to make us hate Cause every day we're getting older And every day we all get colder We're sick of waiting for our answers Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, Yeah I'm so tired of waiting, waiting for us to Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, Yeah I'm so sick of waiting, for us to make a move Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, And we will never lose Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, it's time to make a move Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, And we will never lose Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, it's time to

Lost
I got lost in a moment for 5 months and sometimes it creeps back into my brain into those spaces you can't shake it from.Somedays I want to forget him and shake my head so hard that he isnt in it anymore.Maybe I am not supposed to forget him.Maybe i am suppsoed to remember all the things that he made me feel so I can remember that I can feel like that again.I dont like needing someone but maybe,maybe after for so long of not needing someone,I needed him. I needed his smile,his laugh,his touch and his love.There are days I dont even think about him and then somehow he slips into my head.His hand holding mine or his arms around me.Was it love? I dont know anymore. Maybe,I am not supposed to know. Maybe,I am supposed to stay lost in that moment a little longer.

Lost To Lust
Lost To Lust Thoughts of you, how my temperature rises Your body next to mine so divine Your touch electric upon my skin Lost in the lust of our connection. When we meet my body is alive My control is abandoned to you Nothing can equal the feelings I have I'm lost in my lust for you. Into a world of pure desire We are locked together United we feel the flow Touch, taste, explore. Lost to Lust

Lost And Confused
Have you ever had feelings for someone and didn't know what to do about them?????? Well I do but not sure what to do about them...At one point ZI had a crush and when he stopped talking to me I kind of went off of the wall. Not realizing that it could have been another reason. I have a bad habit of jumping to conclusions before asking any questions and that is one of my biggest flaws. Now I don't know what to do because I was trying to forget him and then contact was made and everything came flooding back...But yet again he won't talk to me and I don't know if it is something i did or say to him. I just wish I didn't feel so lost and confused without him.I miss our talks and everything and I don't want to lose him as a friend because he's been true and real with me. I guess I should have been more open with him and put my trust in him.But I have lost my trust in men and now i don't know if I can ever trust a man again. I do have feelings for him but maybe I should ju

Lost In Paradise
I touched upon a valley That was quite new to me A warm gentle fire ignited from within I never felt like this before As I caressed your soft silky skin I tasted paradise as the stars danced The dream the desire Set my spirit on fire I could not express how I felt The sweetest aroma The sweetest nectar That came from paradise Which I explored in My dream time and time again If I was to follow you with desires If I were to hold you close As you set my world ablaze Would you then sing to me With the passion your heart displays And I search neath the stars The paradise of dreams The one where you set my spirit on fire

Lost But Not Forgotten...
Sometimes it weighs so heavily on me I feel as if the world is on my shoulders. It would be easy to just put it down. Or so I tell myself constantly. Putting it down would be quitting though and that's just not me. I get so tired of the bullshit games and rules that everyone pretends to follow. Rules are for lazy selfish people who need to be told what to do because they can't do it otherwise. Fuck rules. Everyone knows what they have to do to make life possible. If someone doesn't want to do it then life is not possible for them. That's the law of nature, which we continually tell ourselves we're better than. Why aren't we more like the Romans? At least they were honest about their politics. Conquer, then democracy. We may as well go to the colloseum and watch gladiators kill each other for the violence and gore that's on tv. Because it's not real it's less bad? Since when? Is that why it's okay to put cancer causing perservatives in our food? Don't try to tell me it's not related

Lost In Thoughts
The way I feel there's no way out I'm lost in a world with wondering thoughts My emotions stuck in a spiders web I cry out loud but nobody is near I stop to think about what could happen next But my thoughts keep going somewhere else Where do I go I do not know My head is spinning like a ferris wheel I scream,I cry,I yell out loud I hit, I punch,and Kick everything around The day light now is getting dark I run around this crazy part Twist and turns this will not end Don't want my emotions to win.

Lost In Hell
Curled up in the corner, i bleed alone, crying my tears of sorrow in the shadows there is no way shown.... im lost in this hell, afraid and scared, i bleed from within im so weak...can you tell? the sadness weighs in inside, all the happiness cries, as the essence of my heart dies.... my chest hurts as i take small breaths, my tears sting my eyes, i have no more strength left. i wait here for the devil so he can take my soul, i deserve to be tortured throw me in the firey hole, i dont care about myself anymore, cant you see? cant you see how my eyes pour?? im the angel, you all took advantage of, i gave you all i had, and you took all my love. gave nothing in return, so hear my peircing screams as my flesh burns smile and laugh as i scream in pain, watch me fall, beware...i will rise again......

Lost
I've been doing a lot of self-reflection lately, mostly because I'm having a hard time seeing anything. I decided that I needed to blog it. Why share then, when self-disclosure is something I've always shied away from? I've realized that until I can open up about who and what I am, then I will never be able to see myself objectively, and what better way to take ownership of your thoughts and feelings than to put them in a public forum, open to criticism and ridicule? I'm not going to go into history here, just because at this point it is irrelevant. I need to sort out who and what I am right now, at this very moment. I've always prided myself on being a walking contradiction, unpredictable, random. Am I random because I really don't know who or what I am? I think so. Right now I so want to scream and be held and cry and break glass and love and be loved and hurl objects and indulge in self-destructive behavior. I've spent years struggling to figure out who I a

Lost Love
The love I had was lost, stolen from me You came along and showed me the light Making me see that love is pure and real Showing me the wonders of life to be had All I ever wanted I see in your eyes All I ever needed is you in my life The love is back and never to be lost again A great friend wrote this and it made me tear up. Thought I would share.

Lost In Love
How ya doin sweetheart? Heya, you know these last few months weve been together Happened so right and Im just so happy for what we shared Ive been wonderin...how do you feel? I wanna get lost in love with you And do all the things you want me to Caress your body touch your soul Cuz boy I love you so (repeat) The love we shared something so especial Es tan contigo is all I wanna do every night Ever since el primer dia, the first day I knew itd last forever if I had it my way So the days go on, no hago otra cosa But dream about the moment, our hearts will come closer Holdin tu mano in your face tan bonita Never met another young lady senorita And that is why I gotta say that youre the best A millon and one ways just to express Mi amor I know that we will be together So, sing to me, baby, and sing forever I wanna be with you always Together forever til our ending days Hold me baby dont let go Makin love like never before (repeat) Makin love in the night

Lost
Once upon a time I had him. We were happy together Thinking we would be like that forever. Then something happened. I lost my heart. I lost my soul. I lost him. But now I found it. I have my heart. I have my soul. Now I want him. I need him to be with me. He makes everything better. Lifes seems to be better Knowing he still cares. I just wish there is someway to bring him back into my life. Show me a sign So I can be lost no more.

Lost
Lost 11-18-07 By: Travis Smith A man in a suit walks up to a podium in front of a several hundred people. His tie is loose, his hair is ravished, and his clothes are wrinkled. He's wearing a suit in which he'd slept in for the last few days. Through blood shot eyes he looks around the room and he takes in the enormity of what's around him. "Redemption.. What is redemption?" He looks around with a puzzled look as if someone broke wind in front of him. This is a portly man, with a double chin, fair skinned, long jaw line, and a big nose. His hands are little big compared to most and his belly sticks out just a tad from his belt line. Both of his hands grip the podium as he leans on it. The stand creaks slightly. "How do we achieve redemption?" He curls any eyebrow over his right eye. His green eyes peer out into the group who are listening attentively. "Do we gain it through striking another, blasting their name out loud, blackmail, impositions, nasty notes, or do we

Lost
perhaps when one feels most alone is when they are farthest from by themselves.... or so the whispers may remind... odd lil detail about silent whispers....altho intended to caress the mind of their focal point....oftenly seldom do they land articulated.... in the most silent of moments little sense of their clutter can be made...somehow deep within ferocious abyss do the whispers become voices....voices become tears...perhaps the winds will sort things back to their intended direction..the tear stained rain wash away the dirt and each new day shed just enough light to follow the map.

Lost
Lost For once, I tried to find. What before, I left behind. Lost in, a snowstorm. The daydreams I have, suddenly became to form. Clouds of gray, block out the light. In these dreams, I have to fight. Death and Death, are all around. coming from the sky, and up from the ground. By myself, I try to flee. But the evil begins, to overtake me. I try to, get away from this place. But every time I try, I fall right on my face. Dear God, I pray to you. Please let me see, the sky's of blue. Let me, get away. Sometime, someday.

Lost In Love
Listen girl They call me Polow da Don And I got my boys with me They go by the name I-15 And you know what we came to do.. (Get money!) [Verse 1: Castro] She don't know no better Triflin with my heart Like it was a parade of fun In and out of love Make me feel inadequate If I try to perfect it She wouldn't even let me (let me) And now it seems another man stole her heart And so I'm off in the dust again If you rewind and play it back And just do it all over She's bad Perfect frame [Lost In Love Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/] Flyest thing I've ever seen Super model Wedding ring But she's lost in love She got game Smoother then Big Daddy Kane Always therefore I ain't playin But she's lost in love [Verses 2: Das] I must have over slapped on her She wants me when she wants me Otherwise she really don't care She's a keeper with a players mind (yea) When we in public, she don't know me At home she treats me like a king She don't understand

Lost
Life right now is soo stressful.. to man things going around at once...i just want to stay on one level rather jumping up and down.. i feel lost...in many ways.. i dont know what to do really.. is it really worth it.. i try so hard and i dont get anything out of it

Lost In You
"Lost" Can I be dreaming once again? I'm reaching helpless I descend You lead me deeper through this maze I'm not afraid I'm lost in you everywhere I run Everywhere I turn I'm finding something new Lost in you, something I can't fight I cannot escape I could spend my life lost in you! Lost in you! Your whispers fill these empty halls I'm searching for you as you call I'm racing, chasing after you I need you more I'm lost in you everywhere I run Everywhere I turn I'm finding something new Lost in you, something I can't fight I cannot escape I could spend my life lost in you! I could never be the same Something that I could never arise I could never look away I lost myself in you! It's all over now! Lost in you! Everywhere I run Lost in you! Everywhere I run! Lost in you!

Lost In Darkness
The light is off, I am in darkness I once lived in light, in brightness But now, the light is gone. In this wide world, I am alone. It is painful to lose your heart To live without your heart, Oh I am in pain How can I love again? Its a long story This story is my history. The history of suffering caused by too much pain I seek redress but oh, its in vain. I wish to return to myself from you Because in my heart there is only you.

Lost
Lost Missing is my emotion to dare life. Wandering lost upon endless dream that echo about like wind dancing upon life without care. Lost be my mind within darkness. I surrender nothing back to no one for my heart and soul is lost within the darken abyss of shadows. Do not look for me in… The streets or stores for I will not be there. Do not look for me in…. In the house you think I dwell within, because I will not be found there. To find me… One must become lost as I to be within the darkness of shadows. Lost will I always be. Caring not of love or life is my fate now and forever. I shall walk always among the darkness with the shadows of nothing. Lost is where I want to be, forever dwelling with shadow of darkness. ©2007 Firestar

Lost
Lost I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer I don’t know where I stand I don’t know what you want from me Or if you care at all Your words lash out and hurt Then lovingly draw me in I don’t know what you want from me Do you want this to end Don’t turn tables Or place this on me Just come out and tell me What it is you want I can’t read minds I don’t know where I stand Are you pushing me away Or are you going to finally let me in

Lost In A Sea Wilderness Of Love
damn it! i find it hard to be alone when surrounded by people! though when i look out at the people i am surrounded by i am alone! but then you think about it! an try to ignore the fact that life is lonely! i like to focus on other things! like fun an drunken things! of course we must all sober up sometime! of course when is sober up i try to find some other means to end my lucid thoughts! which never works! so being drunk is really merely a form of escape! but i like to escape, the real world or reality is a bitch, and i prefer to live n my own fantasy! lost in a sea of nothing but my own creations an if other people wander into my world then so be it! but should i feel guilty if people get lost in my world! no i think not! they knew the risk and if they didnt then they should have thought more on the matter! why join someone else's world. my world is created solely for my own fun! join my world at your own risk! i dont think i should be responsible for your loss at my fun! i mean he

Lost Within Myself
Spiraling out of control, Sinking furthur away, Lost without hope. Searching for a hand, Screaming for help, Lost without guidance. Oh so weak, Can't think, Lost without strength. Surrounded by demons, No hope of escape, Lost without innocence. Stuck in silence, Afraid to speak, Lost within myself.

The Lost Drunk
A man is stumbling through the woods totally drunk when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of alcohol, whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk answers, "Yes, I am." So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother, have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies "No, I haven't found Jesus," The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a little longer this time. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus, my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I haven't found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end and dunks the drunk in the water again - but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and when he begins kicking his arms and legs he pulls him up. The preache

Lost In Thought
Strangers to the touchLovers in the heart. Imagination the playground.Vivid images of touching bodies Warm, wet, deep kissesTongues paired in a romantic dance. Hands running longingly up and down waiting bodiesHot breath against her earWarm tongue caressing hisLips searching out the mysteries of the flesh.Soft spots unearthed. Passions unleashed. Faster goes the pacePenetration, undulation, fascination.Deeper inside, higher the ride. Fervor, mania, love ready to explode. Hands grasping, teeth biting, nails sliding.Kisses sloppy, sweat rolling, mind blowing. Beautiful, hot, vivid imagesPerfection, anticipation, adoration

Lost Of A Love One
Lost of a Love One I should be shame of myself to think or worst, even write such words, But Reality is... For my own personal reason Losing a love one that may be in near future is an only blessing in disguised. I linger not with tears or emotion as my father lays in a hospital bed. I ponder will God take his miserable life away finally. For year this man has never done anything good for me. He walked out of life when I was just baby. Yet I am told I should feel or care about him. Too all those around me here, I just sit to wonder, will my damn prayer finally be answered. Will my father died today? Since Monday, he has been in the hospital, never once did he calls me or sends word to me, until today. When he is barely alive? Damn my hatred deep within my heart and soul for him, But The crime he did to me long ago is burning like yesterday news upon my mind, heart and soul still. What he did, I will not speak of. All I can say…. His sorry no good ass deserves too

Lost
"Lost" You look right at me, sometimes I know you see me, other times you look right through me. I'm losing control, I'm going insane, going under, drowning suffocating. I need to break free from all this but how? Leave? Stay? What? If I stay there's endless pain and chances of irrepairable broken friendship with no way to mend. But to leave is to run, what I've always done...I don't want to do what I've always done. So do I break free and save my sanity or stay and give in to Crystal? She's calling me my name. She's an evil temptress and she along with you I can't seem to break free from. Please, somebody my soul is on it's knees, crying out in agony! What is the answer and how will I know it's the right one? Do I trust in the powers more devine than I? Do they even exist? My faith lost from loss, My mind and soul, trapped, lost in oblivion. All I want to know now is the other side of things. So tell me whether to break free or jus

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You told me that you loved me… With all of your heart… You told me many things… In the months you had my heart… You said you wanted me… Through the good and bad… I never dreamed this could end… In the way that it had… I only wanted you… Forever to hold near… I only wanted you… That which I hold dear… I am lost without your voice… Each day in my head… I longed for the day… That we could just lay in bed… How should I feel… Within my heart… Knowing that we… Will forever be apart… My heart calls for you… Each and every day… It wishes to be with you… Forever! It would say… I should have known better… Than to fall so hard for you… But my heart wouldn’t listen… My mind wanted you too… *AngL*

Lost In Thouhgt
Its hard for me to really let my past go I live with itevery day. Im reminded every day of what I have done and what I have to live with and for the most part I can Deal. But there are a few things that still hurt A few wounds that havnet healed and never will. Thats me Take it or leave it . I make no excuses for what or who I am . And I never will. This is what a true friend is and I would Die and kill for the ones close to my heart and they knoe it. I dont play games thats childish and yes I act like I kid but not in that way This is me Take me as I am

The Lost Woman---blackfoot Legend
A long time ago the Blackfeet were camped on Backfat Creek. There was in the camp a man who had but one wife, and he thought a great deal of her. He never wanted to have two wives. As time passed they had a child, a little girl. Along toward the end of the summer, this man's wife wanted to get some berries, and she asked her husband to take her to a certain place where berries grew, so that she could get some. The man said to his wife: "At this time of the year, I do not like to go to that place to pick berries. There are always Snake or Crow war parties traveling about there." The woman wanted very much to go, and she coaxed her husband about it a great deal; and at last he said he would go, and they started, and many women followed them. When they came to where the berries grew, the man said to his wife: "There are the berries down in that ravine. You may go down there and pick them, and I will go up on this hill and stand guard. If I see any one coming, I will call out to you, an

Lost And Real
Lost In the woods During the day Leaves fall Squirrels scurry Air smells of nothing Alone Real Remember those days When our hearts raced We had big smiles on our face We kissed for so long In a car By a tree In your room Remember those laughs Those things said Those feelings that I will never dread Love was there Too young to see Let go and bam gone Every chance given I returned to make myself believe it was real That your face was real Your touch was real The most important part how you made me feel was real Why when I think of your name or see something to remind me of you I can't help but smile and feel free For if you were not real I would have taken myself away from everyone forever Yes you were real and I can feel this way again Every dream you are there Every sight I see I wish I saw you Every

Lost
Lost ~Tony Martinez Lost Such a small word So many meanings Do you really know Lost and I are bestfriends Dare i say we are lovers we know each other so well You hold the key to so much Yet you dont even know it I sit and wait I stand and pace Still I wait I truly am not complete No direction You think I dont know You think I dont understand I know all to well alright I feel it damn it You are right there and yet Ahhhhhhhh damn it Hear me I am nothing Here I am Lost

Lost Islands Aplenty
The lost island of Atlantis continues to fascinate mankind. It harks back to a Golden Age when things were different. But of course, it couldn’t last. Not if it involved man. So man caused the gods to destroy his paradise. It is a typical story – in one way it echoes our lives, in that when we’ve got it good, we tend to upset things, as if we’re a self-destructive species. However, Atlantis is not the only supposed lost land from the past. LYONESSE Many western cultures have myths of lost lands, where once lived our great ancestors. Typical is Lyonesse, a fabled land once said to exist between Land’s End and the Scilly Isles, off the British coast. On this land stood the city of Lions and some 140 churches. Folk tales, and later poets such as Tennyson, kept the fable alive by associating it with King Arthur. Thought to be the place of his birth, his death has also been associated with the lost land. Logically, it seems the fable arose from its association with the Breton town

Lost Soul
My soul is lost. It has nowhere to go. It is searching for a home. To shield it from all harm. Will someone please help my lost soul find it's way back to me? My soul is lost. I have looked all over yet my lost soul has yet to be found. It is all alone. Lost somewhere in this cold, dark city we all call a home. I guess i am destined to never have a soul. It will remain lost for all eternity. I hope someone down the line will show my soul it way home. Only then will i be complete. I will never be complete with out my soul. my soul is lost. 12-7-07

Lost
My soul is lost floating endlessly in time. Searching yet knowing it is too late. Tears fall silently as does the rain. I dare not stop this restless search. Reality is too painful my soul trapped in anguish. Lost, searching, crying. Tears fall softly from my weary soul. Thrust into this world of torment..

Lost
I wish I could wake up, Smell the air, feel the dampness, Sense the urgency time leaves in my head. Shake cobwebs from my brain, Grab my flesh, dig my nails into my skin, Leaving scratches and bleeding red. My eyes are open, Looking left, looking right, And never finding what lies ahead. I listen closely, Blocking noises, focused on sounds, And on what someone might have said. Wondering, full of fear, Am I still here, or have I gone? Am I alive or am I dead?

Lost To The Dark!
glitter-graphics.com glitter-graphics.com We was **Light** when we meet,We was **Light** when we Loved each other. We was even **Light** when we parted.I'm still **Light** but your **Dark** as night.You say I made you **Dark** Funny how light made you dark,you destroyed my love and ripped me apart and I still don't hate you. So funny how light made you **Dark** May you find some peace in your darkness,but blame the **Dark One** you love for your **Darkness**. I leave you with one last thought: I loved you in the **Light** and I can never be yours in the **Dark**. Goodbye My Fallen Dragon,I'll never be yours again,My love is dead. (This is not about My Dark Dragon I love now so please don't cause drama,I'm saying bye To someone else.)

Lost
Somedays you just need someone, anyone, to talk to, and there's no one there... an internet full of people, and no one is there... all your friends are busy, so they can't talk, and sometimes, all you need is someone that will listen, and there's no one there at all....

Lost In Lust
Thoughts of you, how my temperature rises Your body next to mine so divine Your touch electric upon my skin Lost in the lust of our connection. When we meet my body is alive My control is abandoned to you Nothing can equal the feelings I have I’m lost in my lust for you. Into a world of pure desire We are locked together United we feel the flow Touch, taste, explore

Lost Love
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

Lost
As a gift it is given, with scant recognition of thanks. Premium value denied its worth, for this greatest gift is given on earth. Freely given with hearts fondest wishes, rejected by unwanted attention. Honestly mistaken for advances, love for lust, compassion for obsession. Unseen for what it is, the truth twisted under jaded eyes. Lost in the tangled past of barbed lies, severed from the truth of love before the dawn of understanding. Innocence lost in the crushing swells of misguided thought, tender warmth traded for stone cold shell. The pain buried deep within, glimpsed through soulful eyes filled with a longing to be freed of the undeserved chains on her heart. Searching for a way to deliver, to snap through the webs thick weave. To lift her free from the of callous hearts. Searching for salvation in the arms of another, history of others mirroring our own. Within ourselves lies out salvation, lifted upon the wings of love from a

Lost In Translation
Version1 Race of hatred and fury at home Infinitely feeding itself on your pain He, who goes, goes alone. to carry the shard of the broken life. strangled by the sequence of destiny tortured plays of God’s own spirit. hello to the bottom market of search for curses To finally gain your reward right Version2 Race of hatred and fury of a reality; Infinitely feeding itself on your pain. He, who goes, goes alone; to carry the essence of an imperfect world. Stifled by the sequence of destiny, tortured plays featuring God’s own spirit. hello to the bottom market of the search for curses; To finally gain your moral reward?

Lost Angel
I saw something last night that made me cryA beautiful angel fell from the sky.Torn from someone she loved so muchShe looked so fragile, I dared not touch.Her tears fell like a gentle rainTrying to wash away her pain.I watched the glow around her dieWith every tear that fell from her eye.I asked her: 'why are you this way?'She softly whispered and turned to say:'My heart has been broken, I can not flyCast into this misery, So that I may die''Along with others though I know not whyIs Love just a word, associated with lies?It has torn out my soul, and undone the tieAll because my love said goodbye'.Breached from someone she loved so wellShe was forsaken to this earthly hellShe knew that here she could not stayShe slowly got up and walked awayIt made me wonder as she got on her feetHow many fallen now walk our streets?Just how many have fell from the sky above?How many angels are killed by love?

Lost For Hours, Play.
Envisage nigh the light of angels see, Dawn sweet quiet drops of passion dew. Upon the lips of desire, suckle divine. Breast of love in distance view. Be only fantasy, in eyes of flowers white, Beats fine rhythm across the sky. Part thereof soul be given, One night and this peasant shall die. Eyes to dine in your harvest moon, Pleasure a heartbeat away. Kiss me sweet long, then we'll be. Lost for hours, play. By Craig Williams © 2007 Craig Williams (All rights reserved)

Lost A Really Great Neighbor I Grew Up With!
This was her Spiritual message that was left from her kids. Loved it! God saw you were getting tired, and a cure was not to be, so he put his arms around you and whispered, "Come to me". With tearful eyes we watched you, and saw you pass away. Although we loved you dearly, We could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us, He only takes the best. In loving memory, Catherine Unger, 11/1/32- 12/7/07

Lost & Cold
Lost & Cold Lonely & Empty inside when your love fades in the wind like a breathe of death. Your heart bleeds for that touch of emotion to seal your soul. My mind plays tug of war with my heart ripping it into pieces of dying flesh. To numb the mind,drunkness prevails,but the heart of emotions flood my heart with tears of a child. Burning with your passion. I'm Lost & Cold without You! By: Me - Jason C. McQuistion ~JÐΘG3881~ÈÑҒΘRÇÈR @ ÑÄ§Ŧ¥ ŦĦ¥ĦÈ§ £ÖÚÑGÈ®~@ fubar

Lost
During the last twenty-four hours I have probably experienced the greatest humiliation to which I have ever been subjected. During these last twenty-four hours I have been handcuffed and chained, denied the chance to sleep, been without food and drink and been confined to a place without anyone knowing my whereabouts, imprisoned. Now I am beginning to try to understand all this, rest and review the events which began as innocently as possible. Last Sunday I and a few other girls began our trip to New York. We were going to shop and enjoy the Christmas spirit. We made ourselves comfortable on first class, drank white wine and looked forward to go shopping, eat good food and enjoy life. When we landed at JFK airport the traditional clearance process began. We were screened and went on to passport control. As I waited for them to finish examining my passport I heard an official say that there was something which needed to be looked at more closely and I was directed to the work station

Lost By 1 Vote :(
man i hate losing!!!! ahh well it was all in good fun :P thanks to everyone who voted; you guys rock! as for me i have the whole weekend off, so ill be around...shout me or pm me :) love you guys!! **muah**

Lost
Words I can't find, to express what I feel inside. Trapped in my head, nothing really makes sense. Despite all the confusion, I really don't mind being here with you takes me out of time left with only reason love my only crime when did this all happen how was I so blind when did seasons change to make you wanna be mine?

Lost At Sea
Can we try to salvage what we can From the weight of water and sand And lifts us up again Well this world is spinning out of control I'm bracing just to keep hold As the clouds move in With a driving wind so strong Could it be that we're lost at sea And we're drowning under the stars Up to me I would ride this wave Before we drift too far What a lonely way to be Lost at sea Like a star in a night filled with tears Make the sadness disappear 'Cause you're all that I hold dear Well you walk Never ever looking back One defends and one attacks There's a thousand reasons to begin again Could it be that we're lost at sea And we're drowning under the stars Up to me I would ride this wave Before we drift too far Take my hand, come to me Save a life, rescue you, rescue me Could it be that we're lost at sea And we're drowning under the stars Up to me I would ride this wave Before we drift too far Could it be that we're lost at sea And we're drowning under the s

Lost Freinds
On my own, but mostly the savannah, Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die, Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals, The glistering waters of the high seas Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam. I looked around but you weren't anywhere... You used to say that you would never die, But I took the wrong meaning into my heart. Now the sea is wild with despair, Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue, Where all children of God rest in eternal peace. I saw you at the end, You and I, brother and sister of nature, Brother and sister of heaven and earth, Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears, Bitterly falling one after one into a river, Then the river of life turned red in blood. My eyes watched in horror. Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned, You disappeared without saying good-bye, Not a word came out of your mouth. You became like desolation in its grave. When once the skies were a realm of stars And the sun shone brightly

Lost Love
Know This... There are things in life that we really want to have There are things that we have but don't want We might want someone that will love us and be by our side Someone that will kiss us good night and hold us tight But then when it all goes away, you stay up late every night thinking about her/him and how you miss her/him You just want her/him more than ever now You hate it how she/he just got up and left "If only I would've done this to stop her/him from leaving" you say to yourself But it's too late, and no matter how hard you beg her/him to come back, she/he won't You wish there was something you could do to move on but there's nothing because she/he already with another Another girl/guy is having those kisses you had Another girl/guy is in her/his arms the way you once where But I beg you, please don't kill yourself or go crazy over it Just because it ended, doesn't mean that you can't move on like she/he did You can still have what you had with her/hi

Lost
why cant life be simple? i guess you make things the way they are.. if that makes sence. im going through hard times. this fuck'n sucks... i feel so lost, i dont know whwat to do. i get told one thing,then another thing later. why do i bother? im in canada right now,for christmas break..i've been here since nov 26th... now everythings gone to hell. i feel so alone,even though im crowded by ppl...

Lost And Confused
what is wrong with me why can i not stop loving him as everyone says i should? why am i still not out of love? but just as inlove with him as i ever was? i know all the reasons i shouldn't so why dont those seem to matter? towards the end he earned me finally learning to hate to be honest even before the end.. the last 2 years of us was a living hell he was cruel he treated me as nothing more then a whore he used my love and sexuality as a weapon against me how many times i heard i dont love you till i went to walk out the door then suddenly it was i love you i need you every time i let go he pulled me right back in as soon as i was there hed break my heart all over again and tell me he didnt want me i knew i had to leave long before i did so if i know it was the right choice and i dont want it back why am i as inlove love with as i always was? why is it still only his hand on my skin i dream of why is his lips the only the ones i dream of? why till this day is it his name escapes my l

Lost In A Cold Cruel World
sometimes i feel so lost, alone, and afraid....but yet i push and plug away at this so-called life...i listen to everyone else problems and worries and yet i cannot voice mine to anyone....why? because i have no one to tell, no one that really cares....all i have is my blog space.... i feel so unloved sometimes and i feel so disrespected sometimes.... i know no one wants to read depressing things like this but i need to let it out somewhere.... i have nothing to offer anyone....i really don't....i have no money, i have no car let alone have a license, i am crippled, i don't even have my own place to live...i have to hope that my mom doesn't put me out......i don't have alot in the way of food or clothes....the only thing i have to offer anyone is love....and love doesn't make the world go around.... what do you do when you only have that to offer and no one wants it? i know that my b/f and my kids love me......i know that some of my family loves me....but most of my fami

Lost
wanna get lost in love with you And do all the things you want me to Caress your body, touch you soul Cuz boy I love you sooo The love we share is something so especial Estar contigo is all I wanna do every night Ever since el primer dia, the first day I knew we`d last foreva if I had it my way So the days go on, no hago otra cosa, but dream about the moments our hearts will come closa Holding tu mano, and your face tan bonita, never met another young lady señorita And that is why I gotta say that you`re the best A million and one ways just to express Mi amor, I know that we will be togetha, so sing to me baby and sing foreva I wanna be with you always Together forever `till our ending days Hold me baby don`t let go Making love like never before Making love in the night time Walks and romance I`m telling you hermosa My heart is in a trance They say that true love is so hard to find I thank the man up above For making you mine Talking on the tele

Lost Dream
what am i suppose to do now you've left me with nothing i'm so empty and cold how could you do this to me yet again why must i always be the one to feel this pain i wanted more from life i wanted to be with you and you saw that and used me i'd like to say i've changed but that's a lie i cant speak this feeling i still have keeps harboring i wish i could cut it out to watch it finish dying i wish this never would have happened how could i let you do this to me i really must have been stupid all i wanted was to be happy you couldnt let me so this is goodbye what am i suppose to do now what have you left for me this feeling inside must die just like i have heaven nor hell can contain me a ghost i will be lost in the background i hope what you did to me happens to you and when it does,i hope it rips you apart limb from limb the blood splashing the walls your heart no longer will beat and your eyes will roll into the back of your skull and when that happens,

Lost And Dont Know What To Do
u feel so much but everyday it seems like it gets different seems like u r there when they need u but not just to talk to they tell u thy care but put u on the back burner. they ask how u feel u tell them and they act different to u when they feel the same way why does it work out like that

Lost Soul
She sits and crys not knowing where too go . the only thing she's worthy of is the fear of being alone. she sit's on a bridge waiting for the train. she doesent know what too do her faith is driving her insane. she wants too live and just go back home but its like he's controlling her and she doesent know. he's telling her too stay and wait for the train. he's telling her too jump. and dont hesitate. shes trying not too listen trying not too hear. but suddenly she sees the train and its coming near. she wants too move but he Say's no she wants too scream. like theres nowhere too go. as the trains lights hit her eyes.

Lost Love.....
Iv'e heard it said it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all...It makes me wonder if the the person who made that statement loved with all they had.....for my self i know what it is like to love with all i have , and then loose it, the hardest part isnt the healling, but rather putting the pieces of your life back to gether...it's like a jigsaw puzzel and each piece represents a piece of your life...for most of us putting the puzzle together we put the frame together first, then you fill in the picture, as each piece is put into place, so does our lives. it paits a story of who we are....but unlike the puzzle, filling in the pieces is not easy, and some times a few are missing, those are the ones that count the most,,,with out them we are not whole. but just an outer shell of what we truley are...loosing a true love does more to us than just hurts us, it leaves us empty, like the frame of the picture a mear shell...

Lost Poem
Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, it is a deception Nay, these are not lost, a false perception Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, they exist deep in my soul, Ultimate forgiveness, a high ideal, and yet a worthy goal. Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love...

Lost Of My Gradpa
Well the day after christmas my step-mom called to tell me that my grandpa (my dad's dad) is sick and it looks like he's going to pass soon. She ask me if I want to go see him befor he gose so I told i would like so yesterday I went to see him he was looking really bad and the doc. told us that that they been doing the best the can do and all. We deside to go see my grandma after to see how she was doing and try to meke her feel better but she is so messed up she cound not talk about my grandpa at all. And today my step-mom called me and told me that he is not doing good at all that they we're going to go up there to see what was going on and then i got a secone call the one I didn't want to get all from them at all she told me that he passed away around 9:30 ish and that she well keep intought with what's going to happiend next. I'm in so much pain right now I feel like I can't breath at all. I just need to let this all out and try to breath a lil.

Lost Soul
Looking in the mirror, At this invisible face, This soul has vanished, Without a trace, Only the memories, When left behind, And still I morn, For a love I cant find, A soul that was happy, Now lives in strife, Walking in the shadows, Of my empty life, Should I end it all, Or try to be strong? Its doesn't matter, You wouldn't notice if I was gone, Was my heart fooled? By you deceiving lies, Come back to me, Wipe these tears from my eyes, Bleeding for the truth, Struggling to find your heart, But you don't feel the way I do, And its riping my apart, But until my soul is found, I will never let you know, You,ll have my heart forever, But I have to let you go.

Lost To Her
Lost I am to you…. When I close my eyes I can see you here with me. In my dreams is where I find the peace you bring to me. Wanting it to never end I drift away to a place and time where time never ends. Feeling your soft touch upon my cheek brings a smile to my face. Hearing your laugh fills my heart with a joy that cannot be explained. Holding you in my arms is all I have ever wanted. It's in your touch that I find peace. The storms that once filled my head with rage are calmed with the simplest of smiles. Are you just a dream that was created in my mind? The dream of a woman that could make me lose my thoughts when she entered the room. I know she must be real for it is in my heart that I feel a connection that caused all of my thoughts to come to a standstill. Could she just be a muse used to awaken the wants and needs of my fragile heart? I must find her. For she is the key that could change this man into something better than he is. Is she the wind that tussles my hair? Or i

Lost Highway-unskinny Bop
Whats got you so jumpy? Why cant you sit still, yeah? Like gasoline you wanna pump me And leave me when you get your fill, yeah Every time I touch you honey you get hot I want to make love you never stop Come up for air you push me to the floor Whats been going on in that head of yours Chorus: Unskinny bop Just blows me away Unskinny bop, bop All night and day Unskinny bop, bop, bop, bop She just loves to play Unskinny bop nothin more to say You look at me so funny Love bite got you acting oh so strange You got too many bees in your honey Am I just another word in your page, yeah, yeah Every time I touch you honey you get hot I want to make love you never stop Come up for air you push me to the floor Whats been going on in that head of yours Chorus Youre sayin my love wont do ya But that aint love written on your face Well honey I can see right through ya Well see whose ridin who at the end of the race Solo Whats right Whats wrong Whats l

Lost
I could fill a thousand oceans with the tears I have cried for you waking in the morning being one, instead of two. scars on my heart taken my sanity I have forgotten what it is to be me Lost on a road with a solmn moon mourning the one I lost too soon sunshine, my sunshine you warmed my soul now it is frozen in this hell and I am lost beyond control This was written about someone I lost to death long ago. You will forever be in my memory..

Lost Love
cant' you feel how my heart goes out you, it's accepting, and willing and open to you... no judgeing, no conditions no strings attached... just willing to learn and grow and dance... my arms will fill your nights with peace, my hands can ease the pain... the guides can not see who it is, but my heart feels it to be me

Lost
I believe everyone that comes into your life shapes who you are. Its hard after a while not to turn cold. I've met some truely amazing people over the last couple years. Its so hard to move on once someone is no longer ment to be in your life. Wether it be death or lifes journey im thankful to all those that have come and gone. Im a little heart broken over those that are lost and those hanging by a string.

Lost
LOST Lost isn't only a feeling… it's a demon It feeds on people… because so many feel it every day So many understand it, yet none know how to end it No one knows what to do or say When this demon begins its game on them Most don't realize until it's far too late They keep thinking its only confusion taking them over Little do they realize, Lost has just added one more name to the list on its slate How many more will have to suffer because of this? Before there's finally a way to end the madness How many more times will people suffer? From this undying sadness Lost is something too many have had to encounter Lost will never stop attacking There are so many reasons for this…but one stands out most of all There is one thing that people who encounter Lost might be lacking And that one thing is...

Lost
standing here to please You Sir in my collar & blindfold on i also have on my embarrassment ashamed of what i have become shut off from all who care for me look at my soul for it is the true me to seek the whole me not sure where she is hiding. i hope to fulfill desires and Passions but most of all to find myself again put me in the palm of Your hand and teach me about myself for i have lost her in my Journey to be a good Mother, when will i find her? not sure if she wants to be found so put me in Your hand and mold me into the Person i am meant to be....

Lost
The one person i never thought would ever put me second best has and what a horrible feeling it is...I look back and remember the days when nothing stood between us, the days where anything could be going on and it didnt stop the fact that i was important enough to set it to the side so we could have time together. Now those days are past and there is always something more important or just plainly no time for me. I think my time here needs to end so i can allow room for him to move on, he has new friends, new everything and i don't fit into that place, sitting online waiting my turn isnt what i want, and i sure don't want everything to be on my time and i don't want to be demanding, so walking away seems the best way to do things. It sucks that ppl forget who actually care and would be there no matter what, just because they found a new few friends and forget how much there hurting someone else cause of it! My rant for the day!

Lost My Hero
i lost my hero he was my dad no matter what i was going though he was there for me but he pass away yesturday so now he gone i will miss talking to him and asken him about things iam going though i did not allways do what he thought i should do but not matter what he was there if i fell down and help me get back up but he will allways be with me in my heart and prayers but now my friends on here have been so awesome to help me get though this so for this i say a big thank you for all the love you have showen to me and will pay you all back so i will be gone for a few days flying out tonight back to iowa be back on monday night ok ttyl hugs and kisses to all of you

Lost
I turned and walked away from you I can’t let you see me like this Only alone can I be myself. No fear, no morals. Hate and confusion consume me Compassion and love escape me ~No longer in control~ You cant save me anymore. I questioned where did I go wrong? And how did this happen? I no longer care why. My tears are dry, my heart stone cold Somewhere I lost myself

Lost Time
I lost a lot of time with you. I have not been here as long as you, and yet, I have pushed harder to see you then you have to see me. It's almost as if it would be better if you were never in my life... I don't understand you, and yet no one really understands me. I don't even understand me. I don't get how you can block out the pain you gave me, my sister, "our family". I don't understand how you can just come and go with no feelings at all. You always said I was like you, but I am nothing like you... I am me, Courtney... the girl that has turned into a women and has spread her wings, and stopped needing you a long time ago. Yet, time and time again you have made it clear that you need me, you need us, your just not man enough to say it still to this day. You tried to talk to me the other day... I tried to be kind, but it was so hard... Now I don't know what to do, I'm once again a girl with a broken heart and I can't help but me bitter like you. I lost a lot of time. A

Lost Without You
Once I loved and lost, I tried not to cry, But then I met you, and gave love another try. Though it seemed like my feelings changed you were just not aware my love for you never went away, it was always there. It seems like just yesterday, two hearts beating as one, nothing could stand in our way, our love had just begun. So I stand before you , with my heart on my sleeve, hoping to forgive and forget, 'cause in our love I still believe. They say it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all, but whoever said that is headed for a big fall. I never felt this way before, and still I don't know why, I never shed a tear 'till the day you said goodbye.

Lost
It seems I have lost me, not sure where or when, or for that matter how.. I have been so caught up lately that I forgot I needed to keep me going. I work, take care of the family and play on Saturday nights .. but after looking at the pictures I realize how lost I have been for awhile. I haven't figured out what I am looking for guess when I find it I will know. Part of me thinks I should run away , hide for awhile and after I find me try to get back to where I belong.. or give it all up and go away never to be found again.. what a wonderful thought, and they wonder why people commit suicide.. sometimes it would be the perfect answer.

Lost Emotions...
Rain I feel the rain a crowd around my back is gathering let it die leave my drenched body to flood the peice of earth I am currently pearched upon leave me to fade away this is the moment I know I never meant a thing rub it in my face the only way to understand is to feel the rain...

Lost
Lost She would have battled the heavens just to feel one touch Her soul would have gladly sacrificed its self just to see him smile Her gifts gave her insight Her energy felt his pain As she turns towards the welcoming shadows a single tear does fall. Perhaps if she had found her voice it would be her that brushed away his growing fears. Her love which soothed his pain. A sigh escapes.... To loose that which you have never had is a fate worst than death itself To a heart which longs to love. As the shadows encase her gentle form she again becomes lost hoping one day to be found once more. Nixy

Lost Angels Times
THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP WE CAME IN SECOND WHICH IS GREAT FOR OUR FIRST CONTEST. GOOD WORK i WILL HAVE All TAGS MADE TOMORROW MORNING. I REALLY HATE TO SAY THIS BUT THERE IS A BOMBING SQUAD LEADER NAMED LORD WOLF IF HE STARTS HARASSING YOU PLEASE JUST IGNORE HIM. HE IS JEALOUS CAUSE JIM WAS IN A CONTEST TOMORROW WE WILL BE BOMBING HEARTS LOST ANGEL AND I ARE BOTH GETTING VALENTINE HEARTS AND WE NEED 10000 COMMENTS PLEASE RATE ALSO. CONTESTS: WE HAVE NONE GOING ON RIGHT NOW PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LET US KNOW IF YOU SEE ANY THAT CATCHES YOUR EYE. SINCE WE ARE A NEW CREW AND I SNAGGED MOST OF YOU WHEN YOU WERE JOINING LOL SALUTES WILL NOT BE REQUIRED BUT PLEASE AT LEAST ONE PHOTO AND ADD SOME PICS SO WE CAN RATE THEM. FEEL FREE TO RIP ANY PHOTOS YOU LIKE IN MY ALBUMS. THATS ABOUT ALL FOR NOW LOVE YA'S DEE

The Lost
Time fly by nowadays and everyday almost is the same as any other day. People change around me but I stay the same lost in myself. Not sure what to do, or if it even matters if I try anymore. But I still have hope for better times but just not sure when those times will come. Hopefully they come tomorrow or maybe the day after that. There is nothing to gain by feeling down most of the time, or maybe sadness is something to gain? Well hopefully soon enough though I will find something that gives some happiness again. Since feeling down just stats to getting old.

Lost Angel Times
I WANT TO TAKE A SECOND TO THANK EVERYONE FOR COMMENTING ON THE HEARTS BY THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING WE SHOULD HAVE THIS OUT BY EARLY NEXT WEEK. COWBOY HAS REPORTED SOME KOW MEMBERS STILL ON HIS PAGE SO PLEASE JUST BLOCK THEM IF THEY PERSIST. HEARTISTIC IS HAVING INTERNET PROBLEMS SO IF YOU HAVE HEARTS COMING OR GOING OUT IT WILL TAKE A LITTLE LONGER THAN USUAL. IF YOU ARE WAITING ON A TAG PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL MAKE IT TODAY SOMETIME. LETS MAKE THIS AN ENJOYABLE EXPERIENCE ON FUBAR FOR ALL. HAVE FUN HUGS DEE

Lost Angels Times
GOOD MORNING ANGELS WE ARE NOT GOING TO DO ANY CONTEST FOR THE NEXT COUPLE WEEKS. INSTEAD WE ARE GOING TO COMMENT/ RATE EACH OTHERS PICS,AND STASH. PLEASE COMMENT STASH SINCE YOU WILL BE SURPRISED HOW FAST YOU WILL LEVEL. I AM WORKING ON JIMMY TODAY AND WILL CHOOSE SOMEONE ELSE AS THE WEEK PROGRESSES. THATS ABOUT ALL PPL LETS LEVEL!!!!!! LOVE DEE

Lost
No longer the child of aspiration. A shell of a man propped and left for dead. A boy once full of dreams and imagination. Curbed and lost, cast by the way side by a world that doesn't want him. The boy that God's forgotten. The man that welcomes death. Tim Bryant.

01-21-08 (lost It)
It was my mothers 78th birthday - Didnt get on much (at all) I'd lost the comment that I'd made - Didnt save it when my pc had a fit so between time & lack of energy to remake the thing, I gave up ... If you wonder what you missed out on (laughs) A lesser version is on yesterdays blog (comment section) So I guess todays question could be: Forgive me?

The Lost Vikings
Riding, and riding, we search across the land The snow, and wind, has frozen hearts of man But we ride We ride Many days ago we left our homes With swords to ride into the night Fighting side by side to destroy our foes And leave them without life We stop, consider the land that we travelled Our map's at home, direction unravelled But we ride We ride Many days ago we left our homes With swords to ride into the night Fighting side by side to destroy our foes And leave them without life So much time has passed since we left our land That we've become concerned And we'll never find the battle That we should have fought and won But we won't stop searching Lost but still we ride Search until we die We ride We ride Hungry and tired the frigid plain yeilds little We trudge on further, eating pride and snow that's brittle We ride We ride We come upon a witch who takes us in To let us share her mighty fire She asks of us our story and we lie an

Lost Forever.....
She was the one. She was everything I was looking for. She was the one I wanted to get on one knee for and ask her to spend the rest of her life with me. Through the best of times, through the worst of times. She completed me. She filled the hole in my heart. She gave me reason to look forward to tomorrow. She taught me what it was to truely be happy..... She was the one. She was the one that could hurt me. She was the only one that had the ability to completely destroy me. I trusted her to not show me what it was to truely know what pain is. She knows not the pain I have endured. I have fought to have her in my life once again. I fought to not repeat the history that we knew once before. She's convinced that I wanted that young girl I had in the early days, not realizing that as each day had passed, I fell more and more in love with the woman she had become. What we had was good. There was more love between us than there had ever been before, and it had continued to grow. She was t

Lost In Your Eyes
today i gazed in your eyes..and suddenly, i felt myself fall into them.....my body swirled and spun out of control, my mind was filled with only you, my passionate dreams were only of you...the love in me filled you and you held me in your arms, i suddenly realized that i didnt want to get found by anyone but you....and yet there we are together....holding each other and not letting go..this is why...am so lost in your eyes, only to be found by you.

A Lost Love
You are always there When I needed you Every breakups You are there for me Giving me your shoulder to cry on Every laughter I have In my life, You are always the first I share my smiles with The sharing secrets, The endless talks, You are the one I care Down the road, If anything happens I know I have you to depends on You are my best friend The day comes, News of the sickness took your joy away It took my joyous life out of the door too It destroyed our dreams Time have not left us much A blink and you are gone No longer will I feel the warmth of your hugs No longer I feel the touch Smiles, that once filled up mine and your life Replaced by tears The day you rest I truly see The love I yet found Is always beside me Is it too late now to say I love you Sounds of my love will never be heard by you