So i am sitting here...
I know i said i wasnt going to cry again.. but i am, i listen to that song unansered prayers... And i wish to god that it was that was for me, because i dont understand why i can go threw this, No one out there loves me and wants to be with me.
And i dont love anyone like i love my ex, the song says thank god for unanswered prayers... But i wish to god he had of answered mine.
I dont understand, i have served my country and been almost killed i dont know how many times and yet i am still suffereing...
Why me? for the love of god why me...
what is so wrong with me that no one wants me... and why no one can or wants to commit to me. I am starting to think i was meant to be misurable.
Cause that is all that makes sence anymore.
