Fading away into darkness
I cannot find my way
The pain makes me
Incapable
Of staying sane
Of wanting to care anymore
It keeps getting worse
Doesn’t get better
I’m ready to fall apart
But no one sees how
Very much in pain I am
It’s time to cry
But not now
For fear of others mockery
I must wait until
I’m alone
Isolation
all I need because
No one can help me
I just want to give up
Why am I in so much pain?
Why do I just want to disappear?
Someone made a joke
I forgot to see the humor in it
So much pain and it isolates
Me from everything
I’m isolated from myself
I can’t hope or smile at
The moment
Because if I smile
the tears
Will roll down my face
And I will break down
I don’t want to be weak
I don’t want to be seen as
Weak
Don’t want to have to need
Someone
People talk to me
yet I don’t
Hear a thing
I don’t hear anyone
All I hear are my quiet cries
Inside
So mournful
so filled with
Pain
It’s hard to breathe
My throat is constricted
And every time I breathe
It hurts so much more
No aspirin to cure this pain
No one to get through the
Eager darkness
I’m broken and the tears
Overwhelm
I will cry but not know
Later in solitude
I can’t see light today
Anywhere
in anyone
Not even in myself
I’m gone
locked within
My mind
Rocking myself on the floor
Like it will help
I am lost
Within the darkness
