If you only knew's blog: "Poetry"

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I try so hard to escape my past.

I wish everyday that these feelings won’t last.

I feel like I’m drowning in a sea of sorrows.

Fighting to swim to see tomorrow.

My will to fight fades more every day.

All the beautiful things now seem so gray.

Searching for something that I can’t find.

Feeling like I’m losing my mind.

Will I make it back to where I was?

The happiness I remember is all a fuzz.

As I float in this sea alone,

My memories start to roam.

I’ve made it though this once before.

Now I pray I can make it once more.