why do we wonder thro life thinking we know what we want just to realize we r more lost now then we ever were... and why is it the ppl we turn to for love and comfort end up turning us away ... is it so hard for ppl to realize that maybe all a person needs is a hug or a kiss or for them to just wrap there arms around them to say hey i care or hey ill always be here.... dont they know its the security that a person seeks knowing that someone will always be there for u... a loving touch or a gentle brace .. what does a person have to do to get that love they long so much for .... do ppl not understand that we put on a smile just to hide what we r really feeling or we say everything is ok just because we r to scared to say what is on are mind or how we really feel for them in fear they will turn away or the feelings arnt the same .... is some ppl really meant to be alone forever to never feel the love they so long for and live day to day hoping it may come along even tho it never does ... and why is it so much easier to post a blog then to look to a person and say what u really feel and how u feel for them .... idk lately i been questioning everything ... left wondering whats real and what isn't .... being alone sucks but knowing u will forever be alone and second guessing ur own self sucks even more .. its like being left alone in the dark with only ur own thoughts to comfort u but even they turn against u then u come to realize ur not good enough for anyone and no one will ever give u what u seek .... then ur stuck wishing for that cold touch to release u from all the pain and empyness u feel inside ..
just releasing some depression
