OK FOR EVERYONE THAT DOESNT KNOW ME THAT WELL I LIKE TO WRITE HOE I FEEL AT TIMES AND I LIKE TO GIVE ADVICE BUT THERE ARE ALSO TIMES WHEN I NEED ADVICE TOO. PLEASE DONT TAKE ANY OFFENCE TO ANYTHING I SAY OR HINT ABOUT CUZ ITS JUST ME.
Ok for the last nine well technically ten months i have been the happest in my life. i have an amazing person that loves me with all his heart and i have wonderful friends(although some of you are still new). But there is a prob with all that. i fuck up a lot and god do i mess up. i have been through hell and it has caused a lot of damage and at times i just want to give up on it all but i dont want to either. see where i am comin from. but anyways, my fiencea has been in jail for almost a month now and i feel like i am lost. it hurts so much more than bein dumpped or even beat. all i ever do is cry at nite when i am alone in my bed. i feel like i have lost my best friend and my other half. i mean how is a person supposed to handle it. ya i know one day at a time but what if you did that and everyday was harder than the first. i am not the same person i was like two months i am now shy mopy and i dont get out but maybe one day a week and that is to hang with some of the most amazing people i have ever met in my life. i lost my one true best friend in a car accident back in 2002 so it is good that i feel like i fainally fit in again. i love you all who are there for me and who care but please someone gimme some good advice on how to handle all this i am goin nuts.
well hugs n kisses to you all i love you guys.
~*Missy*~
