Ok so for those of you who dont know.. My grandmother (my Mother's Mom) was in the hospital since August and died 3 weeks ago. I have been failing school because of all that is going on. Well I have been working my ass of the pass few weeks to do better. Just as I feel like things are getting better I get a call this morning as I am getting ready to go to work. The call was to tell me that my other grandmother ( my Father's Mother) had died in the middle of the night. So basically within 3 weeks I have lost 2 grandmothers. I am so totally beside myself. I am doing horrible in school and I just don't know what to do. I am not over the death of my first grandmother, havent even had much time to grieve and now I have to deal with the other grandmother passing. Along with this stress I also have to deal with seeing my father who was abusive. He is on his way from FL up here because of the death of his mother. I feel like there is too much going on all at once and I honestly dont know how to deal with it all. Its like I'm lost in an unfamiliar place and I dont know my name, address or phone number to give to some one to help me find my way.
