Lost Spirits
Life is wasted in the cold souls of everyone I know
Burning, their hearts to a solid freezing state of ice
Releasing their inner demons
Overwhelming fear of me
Becoming my broken family
Scares me more than dieing
Release the pain let the words speak to the minds
That should be there for us
Through thick and thin
We are of one blood
Families combined through love
And compassion
Fire in the souls
No hate should consume us enough to leave behind
All of what we have created together
Blood is thicker than the water
That has risen around us all
The fear of losing my only family
Because of something of the past
Kills my soul and is darkening my spirit
Filling me with curiosity
As to how far will we go?
Before our family is torn more
Next killing each other maybe not physically
But mentally leaving everyone to fend for his or her selves
Everyone has his or her wrongs
I am surely not perfect
But does that mean you should give up us? Family?
Give up what is right to be the better person?
Who am I to say these things?
For I hate many in my life
But I try to never let it show
Family is first
The number one priority in my life
As the same should be in yours
Where is your pride?
Your self awareness of reality
Yes many in our family wont change
Most likely they will grow to become worse
But in our souls and minds pray for one another
Love when there is no reason to
Smile when there is nothing to smile at
Laugh when you feel your worst
Cry when you feel your best
And love your family no matter what
It is not impossible for I am doing it
I live my life trying to improve the me
I want the world to see
Tell me you do not want the world to see
The best side of you and I will say no more
Ill let you live your life of hate
Nevertheless, do not bring me in with all this heartache
I love everyone the same, for family should always be there
However, through time
I hope we all can repair
The pain we have caused one another
For no matter what I will always be there
for both sides
Until we compare
The notes
Of what is really going on with one another
I sit here waiting to put it all back into place
The Lost Spirits of our family’s Greatness
But for now we are all a disgrace
Written By: Victoria Stroh
Aka: Sweetheart
