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I was just a kid, maybe 12 years old, I lay alone inside of my room
And hold a chrome 45 that I stole from my dad
Didn't know it had a bullet loaded in the gat
Till I go and pull it back and let it go and watch it shatter the glass
No control at all, it happened so fast, I lied and said it was a stone
When he came home and found his gun unloaded
He exploded and grabbed me by my throat and proceeded to slap me
I was bleeding so badly
It was streaming on the matress where he beat me
He's laughing as I try to fight back, just like that
He walked out of my room, I wish he'd walk out of my life and never look back
Another day of telling people that I fell down the stairs
Another day of giving people dirty looks and glares
Don't act as if you cared cause if you did you'd be there
Another day I want to run away but I don't know where
Every, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and pray
Will I live to see the day where everything will be ok
My family is destroyed now I lost my way
Cause every, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and pray
Will I live to see the day where everything will be ok
Maybe not if I decide to take my life away
But I'm not the only one that he loves to beat
My mother is another that drops to her knees
Beggin' please, she's sorry, just stop it and leave
He's drunk again and he wants to watch somebody bleed
I can't believe what I'm seeing, he's just beating her with no signs of easin' up
I swear to God if I was tough enough I'd rough him up
To the point where he'd be hospitalized for the rest of his life
How could he do this to his son and his wife
Wish I had a gun or a knife
Cause I'd kill him where he stands
He's not a father nor a man
Just a monster with a plan of destroying his own family
Man I'd give anything to stop this from happening
Again I clench my hand into a fist and swear if he hits her again
It'll be the last thing he hits on this land
But what happened wasn't exactly what I planned
She's not crying or screaming
I don't even think that she's breathing
Every, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and pray
Will I live to see the day where everything will be ok
My family is destroyed now I lost my way
Cause every, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and pray
Will I live to see the day where everything will be ok
Maybe not if I decide to take my life away
I ran into the room and pushed my father aside
In my arms is where she died, for the next hour I cried
Kept asking him above, why'd he take my mothers life
In a second I would have replaced it with mine if I could go back in time
I'm looking down into your eyes
And felt your heart beat for the very last time
That night you died
And that night so did I
Now I'm laying down next to her body, mom I'm so god damn sorry I promise
I would have made him stop this, but I obviously lost it
And you're already gone to a spot that's so much better than this
And now I gotta reason for a suicide letter no reason for a noose
Cause I'm gonna go get the gun that I used to shoot out the window
And put it to my temple, dad I hope you regret what you did
Never forget, you killed your wife and your kid
Every, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and pray
Will I live to see the day where everything will be ok
My family is destroyed now I lost my way
Cause every, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and pray
Will I live to see the day where everything will be ok
Maybe not if I decide to take my life away
Every, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and pray
Will I live to see the day where everything will be ok
My family is destroyed now I lost my way
Cause every, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and pray
Will I live to see the day where everything will be ok
Maybe not if I decide to take my life away
Every, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and pray
Will I live to see the day where everything will be ok
My family is destroyed now I lost my way
Cause every, everyday I fall down, fall down on my knees and pray
Will I live to see the day where everything will be ok
Maybe not if I decide to take my life away
