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Valentines Day Ha Ha
Little Melissa comes home from first grade and tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentine's Day. "Since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint and we're Jewish," she asks, "will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine?" Melissa's father thinks a bit, then says "No, I don't think God would get mad. Who do you want to give a Valentine to?" "Osama Bin Laden," she says. "Why Osama Bin Laden," her father asks in shock. "Well," she says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish girl could have enough love to give Osama a Valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent Valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then he'd start going all over the place to tell everyone how much he loved them and how he didn't hate anyone anymore." Her father's heart swells and he looks at his daughter with new found pride.

Forgotten, *final Edit* Prologue
Prologue The first voices I remember hearing were Nicca’s and Dr. Averis’. It started as a conversation in pieces, words such as “unstable” and “no guarantees” preceded the much more devastating “coma.” It had a very deafening and final sound to it. I wanted to sit up and call the doctor a liar as those particular words were coming from him, Nicca’s contribution was more denial than anything else. I wanted to tell them what had happened and how I came to be here, but no one was listening. Okay, in all fairness I should rephrase that; it wasn’t that no one was listening, but more that I was unable to speak out loud. This led me to the startling realization that maybe the doctor wasn’t lying. I wished he was. It couldn’t end like this; there was still too much I had to do! I tried to fight my way out of the dense fog surrounding my brain, but it quickly overwhelmed me. I floated into nothing but swe

Time
Backward, flow backward, O full tide of years! I am so weary of toil and of tears, Toil without recompense--tears all in vain, Take them and give me my childhood again. I have grown weary of dust and decay, Weary of sowing for others to reap; Rock me to sleep, mother, rock me to sleep.A.M.W. BallSource: Rock me to Sleep, Mother, also attributed to Elizabeth Akers Allen, see "Northern Monthly", vol. II,

Atrocity And Hypocrisy
This the lump sum end game of it all. Fuck the Air Force...why because they will fuck you first. So much has changed and they just don't give a damn about the people and talent the are fucking over. I mean most of our deployments are becoming nothing more than watching TCNs in shit sucker trucks or filling sand bags or running convoys. Sorry, but I did not join JUST to hold a gun like some fucking slug and get raped. I came in to serve and have many times and very well, but I it is time to move on. I am not saying the Air Force is all bad and that the things that they are doing don't need to be done. It is just that I am not the one to do it. So here is the terrific irony of it all...I am getting out only to....perhaps....work for Northrup Grumman doing my same job in Iraq though in order to make nearly 4.5 times what I would....just fucking sick amount of money...but don't know if I will take it or not. Got 2 months or so and maybe longer to see how things pan out here.

It's Offical. I'm A Lunatic.
Yet another night of, hmmm, I think its what someone would call insomnia? I don't even know... All I know is I am dead beat, strung out, caffinated, and stressed... I want to sleep, everything is telling me to sleep, and it won't come. No matter how long I lay here with my eyes closed,wrapped up in my blankets it just doesn't happen. Somehow this seems like a rerun of last night... Well, almost, I'm actually in a much better mood, so that makes things a bit simpler. *Yawns* DAMNIT! I JUST WANT TO SLEEP. Why can't I be like a normal person? Just close my eyes and drift off into dream land? Didja know that dreaming in color is a true sign of intelligence? Most people dream in black and white. My dreams are in color... I know this because in a dream I had last monday I specifically remember putting on a pair of royal blue and a black boyshorts that had a cute kitten on it with yellow eyes. Hmmm... I guess with not being able to sleep I could just set out all my clothe

Redneck Valentines Love Poem
RED-NECK VALENTINE'S LOVE POEM Collards is green, and my dog's name is Blue. I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk a-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas. You move like the bass, which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales but I luv you anyway. Yo're as satisfy'n as okry jist a-fry'n in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as "snuff" right out of the can. You have som'a yore teeth, for which I am proud; I hold my head high when we're in a crowd. On special occasions, when you shave under yore arms, well, I'm in hawg heaven, and awed by yore charms. Still them fellers at work, they all want to know, what I did to deserve such a purdy, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape yo're there fer yore man, to patch up life's troubles and fix what you can. Yo're as cute as a junebug a-buzzin' overhead. You ain't mean like those far ants

How I Feel Today *evilsmiley*
Edit to add -- She Wants Revenge-Tear You Apart Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight And the whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak An escape is just a nod and a casual wave Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breasts, beating heart

More Pics Posted My Oh My Cum Look
hey everyone i was going thought some cds today looking for pics for psp when i came across a disk that had all my pics on it that i thought i lost so come on over to my default and my naughty and my babyboy album and check it out, i also have some pics added in my tags i made for friends album and stuff made for me album so cum on over check it out make sure to leave comments i love reading what you all have to say love ya all lots embyr pls repost this embyr ~Lioness of The Flesh Of Lestats Dark Covenant Family~*~*CT Wifey to onmyown*~*@ CherryTAP

Awe
awe so cute this guy came to see me at my work.. made me feel all giddy inside.. i cant wait to see him again..awe.. thats all i can say... i hope he comes back later.. hehe..thats so cute i was outside with some customers and then he like was there outta no where felt these butterflies in my stomach.. ehehe..im such a geek.. anyways yah ill write later :D kay

Fantasy(poem/lyrics) By Amanda-kathryn
In a light or in the dark, I sometimes see your shadow with me. It brings me sadness and sometimes joys, and my thoughts return to you again. In your eyes I see such paradise, but when you're gone the paradise flees. All I want is to see you smile again, for in that smile I can feel so free. Please look my way, sit and stay. You may just be a fantasy but you're so real to me In my home I watch the shadows, and they dance on the room walls. But those shadows are in your figure, and I can't escape your dark reflection. The room goes silent with my memories, and the love returns to my heart. Sometimes I wish that these memories, would just flee with my lingering emotions. But please look my way, sit and stay. You may just be a fantasy, but you're so real to me. Is this fate, or am I mad? I don't know who you are, but I feel i've know you all my life. Is this dream, or is this reality? because your beautiful in shadows but in light you are not her

$10.00 For What!!!
You know, I agree with most of the changes that they have made on the tap but $10 in cherry bucks to repost a bulletin? C'mon guys, I love you to death but what the hell is that noise? I repost a lot of bulletins for my friends, and now they want to charge me to pimp? Repost contests and stuff........I'm not feeling that. I say that with the utmost respect with the understanding that I can agree to disagree with some things and this is one. I understand trying to curb the flooders and spammers but I think in a sense if fucks those who try to buy gifts for friends or save for spotlight and stuff. I have to go on record on this one guys, I"m not feelin in. Much respect to the guys who work very hard keeping this site running but I don't like the pay to repost thing, that sucks. **~Stang~**@ CherryTAP

Half Ass Freindships Again!!!
I WENT THRU MAJOR SURGERY A WEEK AGO AND OUT OF ALL MY "FRIENDS" (WHICH THERE ARE ALOT...BOTH ONLINE AND IN PERSON) ONLY 2 CALL ME PERIODICALLY TO SEE HOW IM DOING!!! I UNDERSTAND THAT LIFE IS CRAZY BUT DAMN....I GUESS THAT IM GONNA START TREATING PEOPLE HOW IM TREATED....I JUST WONT GIVE A FUCK!!! I GAVE MY NUMBER TO QUITE A FEW PPL ON HERE SO THEY COULD CALL ME SOMETIME AND GUESS WHAT?!?!?! NOT THE FIRST PERSON HAS CALLED AND IF U ARE READING THIS...DONT FUCKING BOTHER!!!! IM NOT ASKING ALOT OUT OF ANYONE...JUST ATLEAST ACT LIKE YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME!!! AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVENT TALKED TO ME IN A WHILE...IM DOING OK. SURGERY WAS ON THE 6TH AND I HAVE BEEN IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL SINCE THEN. I GO BACK ON WED. TO SEE IF I NEED TO HAVE FURTHER SURGERY. THAT IS MY RANT FOR THE DAY!!!

Until It Sleeps
Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side So tear me open, pour me out These things inside they scream and shout And the pain still hates me So hold me until it sleeps Just like a curse, just like a stray You feed it once and now it stays Now it stays So tear me open, but beware Theres things inside without a care And the dirt still stains me So wash me until Im clean It grips you so hold me It stains you so hold me It hates you so hold me It holds you so hold me Until it sleeps... So tell me why youve choosen me Dont want your grip Dont want your greed Dont want it Ill tear me open, make you gone No more can you hurt anyone And the fear still shakes me So hold me until it sleeps I dont want it.....no It grips you so hold me It stains you so hold me It hates you so hold me It holds you, holds you, holds you Until it sleeps... So tear me open, but beware The pains inside without a care And the dirt still sta

So Why Is It Always The Poodle?
I watched a part of the Westminster Kennel Club dog show on USA Network tonight. I do it every year, even though it usually infuriates me. Because it's always the poodle! I watch the toy dog group, because I love the little armfuls best of all. I'm particularly taken with the Pekingese dog, I admit that. But the Westminster Show is taken with poodles and they ought to admit it. They should print their tickets with the words "Poodles Preferred" just like we have to label NSFW posts and pictures here. Tonight, of course, despite a very good looking Papillon and a Yorkie that had a lot of glamor, and a lovely Peke, the judge chose... you got it ... the damn toy poodle as the group winner. The whole thing is a damn fix. Even more so than the MLB east is fixed so the Yankees win 90 percent of the time. Bah, it's always the poodle, and it just isn't fair!

Let It Snow
let it snow What a wintery mix that make me reminess On all thats clean and fun Thats everything all at one I decide to warm myself up Cocoa in my hand Watching the green green grass Turn into white powder clean Work is still on I scream out obscenities Brushing off the mess F*** this s*** Its all good anyways I heard 10 ft of snow the next day ~~~Timmy~~~

Taxes Being Filed
Hey there all, I know most of you have been reading my blogs on taxes and the mess they have been. I just found out today that our CPA friend Mike is gonna file YAY!!! Then we will file an amended one to state to let them know that the company messed up and all that good stuff so they will go visit the company and see that they are doing it wrong, and have been for the past 8 years or so. I just wanted to let you all know what was going on and that I am all excited now, just want to get all this business handled as quickly and painlessly as possible. Thank you all for your support and caring words. Hugs and all my loving ~Jilly~

So Cal
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA WHEN............ Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income. You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice. You don't know anyone's phone number unless you check your cell phone. You speak Spanish, but you're not Mexican. Or if you are Mexican but don't speak Spanish at all. You begin to "lie" to your friends about how close you are when you know damn well that it'll take you at least an hour to get there (see below). Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no matter what the distance, takes about "twenty minutes". You drive to your neighborhood block party. In the "winter", you can go to the beach and ski at Big Bear on the same day. You eat a different ethnic food for every meal. If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on foot, you're definitely driving. Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area code. You know what "In 'N Out" is and feel bad for all the other states becau

This Has To End.
The powers that be made me take in a full time keyholder who has been with the company for 1.5 years. She can't count the drawers. She can't open or close the store properly. She can't do the goal charts, do charge sends, check the voicemail, fill out deposit slips, follow floorplans, use the web browser, follow email instructions, or ask for help correctly. The full timer I already have is flaky enough. Now I basically should just be running the whole store by myself every fucking day from open to close. I CANNOT TAKE THIS. I WILL LOSE MY HEAD. I have eaten so much that I can't think straight. I may pass out soon.

Territorial Pissings On The 'tap
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THE ENMITY AND BACKBITING THAT HAS ERUPTED IN THE BULLETINS LATELY! Last weekend one of my family members here on Cherrytap (c. 10 February '07) was subjected to an inordinate amount of vengeful hatred by a few spoilsports somewhere else on Cherrytap...and I even saw the outrageous "Boycott so-and-so's Happy Hour" bulletins. Myself, I refuse to get involved, and I will tell you why. When someone wants to start some static with someone else I make an effort to avoid it unless there is a perfectly good reason. And even then I make an effort not to spread the evil words and deeds of others. I am disgusted with the conduct of two particular members of this site --- one of whom has exercised irrational partisan hatred particularly toward our president and his political party, and the other who chose to embed a music track into a profile belonging to one of my friends, in a way that it cannot be stopped or paused. And yes, I could say things like, "FAN

Work It
Work it Penetration and deep falling into wetness The thickness filling inside Going farthur with more More than the last thrust Waiting for me I will keep it in You know I can't I want more of it Waiting so fucking long Your release getting close Your eyes tighten Driven a shot into heaven Screams of ecstasy develop At the same time we go Want to feel that so bad Opening my eyes Realizing its all a dream Maybe the future ~~~TimmY~~~~

Broken Hearts And Breathing
Well, its two days to valentines day, has everybody bought there sweetheart something? I have not. But thats only because she does not exist. Dont think I am bitching, i am not. I am in no mood for dating or trying to please somebody other than my children. While I do get quite lonely, especially on the holidays, it is just better all around that I dont date anybody. I am in no place to make anybodys lives better by me being in them. Over the past years, I have had my heart broken as many times as I have broken hearts. After my wife left, I went on a rampage to see how many hearts I could bust. I was in a dark place but that does not make it right. I now, after time and thought, understand things clearer. I am still not ready for anybody in my life, not because of any reason other than I will probably break your heart. But I now know to keep gasoline away from fire. So I exile myself, again, do not feel sorry for me, I do what i must to keep regret and tears away. I am sorry for the

Moonlight & Mystery
Walking in the cloudiness as i have for so long, I became numb and pale Noone could see me if i wanted to hide, the darkness i mastered,in darkness i survived With out care or hope i wandered about. Then one night something happened unexplained for up in the distance a light did shine. Curious i did not hide,it was not a latern,it must be something devine. I walked and I searched looking around, there i found you and realized i was crawling around. Your presence around me you lifted me up, a mystery was upon me,who was this filling my cup? Iasked what you were pouring and would it make me sick Without your lips moving you told me it was Hope. I looked at you with such disarray,for beauty abounds you as you save me this day. I noticed about me the clouds had parted, from you they ran,you stayed right above me with your sheltering hand. You spoke of hope through sorrow and pain, you lifted my spirit and hope i did gain. Moonlight & Mystery such a beautiful thing, no c

Gotta Love The Alcoholics Out There!!
SO the next time someone says you are an alcoholic cause of ALL that awesome Vodka in the house simply tell them all the Helpful uses it has!! 1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The solvent dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, simply wipe the lenses with a soft, clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong t he life of razors by filling a cup with vodka and letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on vomit stains, scrub with a brush, then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face as an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a

Im In A Contest For Blasts!!!
Hey whats up so im in this contest and i need everyone to comment and rate this pic i wanna get the grand prize which is a blast for a few days!!! help a girl out!! Just click on the pic!!!

Well A Bit More
well it's proved i got big bruises look here: it hurts now and it makes me moody yeees, i took the pills but still hurts positions in bed are all bad, butt hurts, leg hurts, hand hurts, waist hurts... had to start a new dose of vaccines for those cuts, and i have pills and a gel for the bruises can someone give me a hug and let me cry about my stupidity? and no, i feel crappy about valentines day too i'll spend it absolutelly alone, with everyone around me celebrating it... no, i didn't do this kind of scene the last years, i was alone and i enjoyed it, but wft i don't know why this year must be different want to call it cyclothimic? yes, it's an option i'm sorry if i tell you i feel ignored this days, i just don't have the same company as the last years, most of my friends are married or with bf/gf, we don't hang out as before, things are changing fast, and i'm trying to change with it... but it still takes sometime... i'll survive and i'll be ok like al

As I Sit
as i sit in this chair and ponder what to write .so many words pass threw my head like an endless train. this train passing between my ears. i hear the words makeing sence makeing this poem as i sit in this chair. i see the screen these words apear on. i see the colors of my background and i see the words as i sound them out to the typeing of my fingers on the keyboard that is connected to the brain box of this computer. that wich links the monater to the keyboard that makes it posable for me to write this poem .and to see all the work of the poets that pore there heart and soul into what they write. then i think of my friends and how they inspired me to keep trying evey time i went to spoken word at five points .every tuesday night when it was at fuel. now all i have is my train of thought passing between ears makeing so much noise i had to put it into writing just for some piece of mind just to have my brain explode with more things to write. then when i r

Little Tattoo Story
SOOOO I figured Id start it off with letting everyone know that yes ME the PIERCING QUEEN got a tattoo .... I know AMAZING right ... haha ... well it all started in Seattle Washington... I was visiting my best friend Brian and Kathleen. I had decided I wanted to do the tourist thing and do the underground tour... and Kathleen was telling me that they had a ghost tour also ... so on the 14th of Oct. I did the underground tour and it Finished about 6. Now you must be asking why am I going into detail? the answer is ... Because I can and if you dont like it well stop reading ... so anyways ... I get done and find Kathleen and basically tell her if I dont eat soon Im going to eat my own arm ... and since I saved her ID credit card and apartment key from the bar the night before I wanted sushi. If you dont know me very well ... let me explain to you that sushi is heaven and its just a step away from an orgasm for me, and Sake OOOOO yes SAAAAAKKKEEE is the best :D ... so yes after explaining

My Grandma Part 8
Update on my grandma.. Well she is doing ok and doing fine.. She has been up and down mostly of the day.. But I was in bed all day long.. I am kind of sick.. Right now I am trying to help her out.. I can't do my laundry this week because grandma has to have the washer so I will do my laundry some other time.. I will keep you all posted about my grandma and what is going on ok.. There is not much to tell but I am telling everything I can ok.. Hope you all have a really good day.. Virgo24

Did I Just Write That?
On my knees, off my ass, back straight, hands behind my back, motionless. Like a good pet. My eyes are shut tight; they have to be shut, because if I could see you I wouldn’t be able to maintain this position of servitude. I would need to be a bad pet, but there will be time for that later. My face runs a gambit of tense anticipatory expressions; chewing my lower lip, grinding my teeth, whimpering, grimacing, and biting at air. “You’re cute” You say, to which I have no response. I don’t fare well with the verbalism of servitude, was never one for “master” and “mistress”. As a slave I have more of a tendency to respond with a “fuck you” in an aim to anger you and force a next level of brutality. But right now I intend to be good… good and quiet. I hear your footsteps slowly circle me once. In front of me you run your fingers through my hair as you continue walking, until you are behind me. Grabbing a fistful, you yank downwards, forcing my head

Rh's Sexy Pierced Ladies Contest-results
TheRH ( Ladies Back Tattoo Contest- Now Open/ Sexy Pierced Ladies Contest- Taking Entri@ CherryTAP RH's Sexy Pierced Ladies Contest-Winners 1st place- 10,000 Sad Girl@ CherryTAP Sad Girl-7277 2nd place- 5,000 Kitten@ CherryTAP kitten-4282 3rd place- 1,000 *~*Mandy*~*L.O.D. member@ CherryTAP Mandy-3378 RH

Hi All
Hello to all that may read this! I'm still real new to cherry tap so I'm not quite sure how to do alot of things yet. My friend from work talk me into getting on here and said it is pretty cool. I do like the setup it will just take some time getting used to it! Well thanks for taking time to read. Hopefully more blogs to come later!

Don't Die, Daddy
He’s guided me through all these years, And he’s still the one to wipe my tears. Afraid to show any sign of emotion, To me he’s given his most devotion. Through hell and back he’s held my hand, Now he may be called to the promise land. I want to scream and I want to cry, Please, Daddy…please don’t die. I need you here to help guide me, You can’t just let me be. You’ve always been my solid rock, This cancer you have is such a crock. Why you and why here and now? I promise your memory I won’t disavow. The cancer eats you from inside out, I don’t know what this world’s about. Death is smelt in the air all around, It seems after you it is abound. I’m scared to death to lose you now, I’m afraid to show my worried brow. I’m losing the one who means most to me, The shaking fear won’t let me be. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know where to turn, Life’s cruel, and that’s my lesson learned.

I Will Open The Contest Tomorrow Night
OK GUYS LET ME NOW WHAT PIC YOU WANT IN THE CONTEST I WILL BE STARTING IT TOMORROW NIGHT AND HERE IS WHAT THE WINNERS WILL GET 1ST WINNER WILL BE CHOSEN BY 3 JUDGES AND WILL WIN A 3 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE WILL BE MOST # OF RATINGS AND WILL WIN A 1 DAY BLAST 3RD PLACE WILL BE MOST COMMENTS AND WILL ALSO WIN A 1 DAY BLAST I WILL OPEN THE CONTEST AFTER WORK TOMORROW AND IT WILL LAST A WEEK.

Heart To Heart
Heart to heart A heart to a heart Exchanged for love A soul to a soul Forever to think of A knife to a hand Isn’t the same A razor to the wrist To carve in his name An arrow to the heart Broke into pieces A word to two others To settle the thesis A friend to the end Is worth more than love A friend who’s life is about to end Means save him or that’s all he’ll think of Tears to the eye Pain held inside His life is what matters And “love” can just shatter A strike from the blade A swipe to the hand A slit from the razor And yet, I understand A gun to the head A bullet to the heart A pill to the throat And there ends the start

As I Lay Here
As I lay here bleeding, dying on the floor, I notice that your picture is still hanging on my door. All those thoughts and memories come flooding back to me, and then the tears begin to fall for what we used to be. We could've made it work out, We could've made it last, but all that love and happiness is only in the past. As I lay here trembling, crying on my floor, I begin to wonder, if you care anymore. How could you make me hurt so bad? Why did you make me cry? It was then I realized I didn't want to die. But now I lay here silent, dead upon my floor, and as I fly to heaven, you knocked at my front door...

Darkness
She walks in darkness, Unaware of the light, People point and stare at her, But she cares naught about wrong and right, They stare at her dark clothes, Aghast at her tattoos and scars, But she just smiles and wonders, If they really know who they are, A look from her and they gasp, Reaching for their children, They avert her eyes from her gaze, As if she has a demon hiding within, She laughs to herself at their fear, Feeling sorry for all their insecurity, And sends a quiet prayer for them, In the hopes one day they'll believe, That be it Pagan, or Catholic, Be it Luthern or Christian, The paths may be different, But none are without sin.

Just Sitting Here
i sit here thinking of you when there no one around i hear your voice calling out my name .. is it that hard to know i miss you so much ... i love the way your so sweet to me ... i love the way you are with me . even da bad ... i just wwanna let the words out but nothing comes out when i try so i will sit here. thining to my self what mean the world to me

70 Ways To Tell You've Been Online Too Long
70 Ways To Tell You've Been Online Too Long 1. Tech Support calls "YOU" for help. 2. Someone at work tells you a joke and you say "LOL". 3. You watch TV with the closed captioning turned on. 4. You have called out someone's screen name while making love to your significant other. 5. You keep begging your friends to get an account so "we can hang out". 6. Three words: Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. 7. You've even gotten on an airplane just to meet some folks face-to- face. 8. You have to get a 2d phone line just so you can call Pizza Hut. 9. You go into labor and you stop to type a special e-mail to let everyone know you're going to be away. 10. You have a vanity car tag with your screen name on it. 11. You no longer type with proper capitalization, punctuation, or complete sentences. 12. You have met over 100 AOLers. 13. You begin to say "heh heh heh" instead of laughing. 14. When someone says "What did you say?" you reply "Scroll up!" 15. Yo

Little Thought Into Why I Get Pierced
Well as most of you should know that I just got 2 reverse madisons to add to the original one that i had ... but what most people dont know is why i get pierced .... I had someone ask me ... Nicole ... Why do you enjoy getting piercings and do you think you will take them out any time soon ... I sat there for a minute and thought of why I like getting pierced ... and had come to the conclusion of this... I have gotten pierced for many many many different reasons ... first and foremost ... I had the normal little girl ear piercings that most people had ...Then I wanted to be part of a trend... my first non-traditional piercing was of course the navel ... EVERYONE started to get them not just the people who enjoyed being pierced but nearly every girl i knew that was a little older then me was getting had or seriously wanted their navel pierced ... so with the convincing of my mom when I was 15 I went down to Nothing Shocking in Fullerton on April 28 2000 and got pierced ... I completely

Locked In Shame
To be locked up with no escape always a fist upon my nape. Big chains they bind me with telling me that I don't exist. I have no place in this world, am only fit to be hurled. Down, down into the pool of the terrible shame of this fool, The shame, the shame, tol much for me I really feel like a tiny flea. Always to crawl on the ground, forever for them to pound and pound. I cannot escape, I know not how tell myself I'm a stupid cow, forever locked in the dark and gloom never to see the light of the moon.

Tired
I am tired... Tired of wanting Tired of waiting Tired of wishing Tired of being the only one feeling Tired of being the only one trying Tired of being the ony one crying Tired of waiting up at night Tired of waiting by the phone Tired of listening for some sound of you Tired of having my heart handed back more bruised than when you got it Tired of being so careful not to hurt you when you are so careless with me Tired of always being the one picking up the pieces of someone elses mess and getting no gratitude I am so tired... there is nothing left

The Gym: Part 2
The Gym Ch. 02 by Maldoror © Chapter 2: The Party I was lying on a large, comfortable bed. My upper body was propped up by pillows made of clouds. Each pillow was different; one was blue and irregularly shaped. It held my head up. Another, placed behind my torso, was reddish-orange; it had a Mandela design that would have drawn my interest if my eyes weren't already fixed on the form that stood near an open door made of light and glass. The being was almost formless, like a slab of clay before the mind's eye. But then it, or I â€“ I was unsure which- slowed down, or cleared, and the artist began to work. The surrounding angles softened and cooled, and my vision began to clear. Beyond, a balcony formed; past that a white backdrop materialized. Water dancing with rocks below an invisible bluff proclaimed its existence to me. I noticed then that the backdrop was not white, but was rather a moon, large and fixed in a starless, black sky. The moon bathed the balcony in white li

My Son....
Guy says: getting mean in your age huh? black_end_blood says: sorta i guess black_end_blood says: told him to just leave and quit and everything like that and he kept saying no screw off .. then he hit mom and that just pissed me off so i kicked his butt Guy says: well i'm glad you stood up and did what you did Guy says: i'm actually very proud of you

Disappearing.......
My music promoter is flying in tomorrow, so this week I'll be off and on. but then come monday I will be disappearing for a while. who knows how long I'll be gone for. so if anyone needs, you know how to contact me. Best RyaWolf.....

When U Are The Giver
When you are a giver, you have nothing to fear. You are powerful and you are loving. The trick in life is not figuring out what you can get, but what you can give. There is so much power in this type of thinking that it staggers the imagination

Fallen
I lay my head in the ashes of yesterday, staring deeply into the moonlight. So full of mystery to what tomorrow brings, in the distance memories ring. I wonder if the leap i took, was worth the pain and suffering that i have endured. I gave up forever,my wings now clipped for you to scar me with loves harsh whip. The beating endured,the punishment daily,the blood still fresh in the dungeon the humility is humbling,the confusion crisp the sad truth of knowledge that i still exsist. My character stronger,my will unbent the scars will remind me of loves unfortunate event. they may bleed a little from time to time, but my head held high i will survive. You may have hurt me but dead i am not, in the end it was worth it... fallen? I think not.

While You Are All Rating My Pics ;-)
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I Am Sorry If This Offends Anyone Please Read
I AM SINGLE. I DO NOT WISH TO OFFEND ANYONE..I WILL NOT LIE..I FLIRT A LOT...WITH MORE THEN ONE PERSON..IF I SAY SOMETHING YOU DO NOT LIKE TELL ME I WILL APPOLIGIZE. I LIKE TO CHAT AND CHAT ABOUT WHATEVER HAPPENS TO COME UP IN CONVERSATION...WHEN I DO FIND A LADY FRIEND YOU WILL ALL KNOW CAUSE I WILL STOP FLIRTING WITH EVERYONE AND WILL ANNOUNCE IT IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS WITH THIS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO WRITE ME OR COMMENT ME, OR SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE...OR IF YOU WANT CALL MY CELL PHONE AFTER 3:30 PM CAUSE MONDAY-SATURDAY I WORK FROM 4:30 AM TILL 2:30 SO ANYTIME AFTER THE 4:30 I'M ABLE TO BE SHOWERED AND TALK 541-733-0560. THIS IS PERMISSION TO CALL ME AND FEEL FREE TO DO SO...UNTIL THEN I AM GONNA FLIRT WITH WHOEVER WANTS ME TO FLIRT WITH THEM TO ALL MY FRIENDS, BRIAN "RADICALRED18" THOMPSON

In The Shower
A man and his wife are in the shower together when the doorbell rings. The wife puts on a robe and goes down to answer the door. In walks her husband’s friend Ben. The woman tells him her husband’s in the shower and asks if he can come back later. Instead, Ben steps in and quietly says, "I have $400 in my pocket. I’ll give it to you if you’ll open your bathrobe for me." She’s offended, but really needs the money so she agrees, opens her robe, and lets Ben have a quick peek before doing it up again. Ben gives her the $400, and she opens the door for him to leave, but he says, "I have another $400 in my other pocket. I’ll give it to you if you let me touch your breasts." Now she’s really mortified, but again, she needs the money, so she undoes her robe and lets him have a quick feel. Taking the other $400 from him, she lets him out the door. Going back upstairs, she gets back in the shower with her husband, feeling a little bit guilty. "Who was that?" the husband asks. "Oh, t

Circle Of Eternity
i wear this collar as part of me, it belongs to someone i love implicitly, my love conforms to the shape of this. there is no beginning, no ending, no start, no finish, alpha, omega, it's always been. a circle of metal, cold and grey, forged with love, trust, and loyality. i give my body, my soul, everything i am; i give him all i am and ever will be; i give Him; me. He who possesses this ring of steel, knows exactly how i feel. He owns the collar and a whole lot more, He knows, i know, He owns; me. the lock in back has 1 simple key, it lets me know that i'm not free. deep in my heart and soul, i don't want to be. i want to be His, i belong to him, He teaches, He loves, He wants; me. i'll forever serve Him, please him, love him; i'll forever be his. There is no beginning, no ending, no start, no finish, alpha, omega, its always been.

15 Things You Probably Never Knew Or Thought About
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

I Am Not A Sex Toy
To all my friends here on Cherrytap, I am not a sex toy and I do not wish to be oogled like fresh meat because I already have a wonderful woman and she is my life. So if you have any thing sexual to say please refrain from doing so, because I do not need the headache. Thanks. "Joker"

Aries (thats Me)
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Easier To Stay In Contact!
I finally found the widgets I was looking for. Tho my blog's still pretty new, I've at least gotten some stuff 'settled' into what it should be. That includes a box you can use like the shoutbox, to drop a line directly to me on my messenger, whether we have each other on IM clients or not. It sucks to lose touch, but it sucks even more coming back here and thinking of how much I now despise this place and what happened to make me leave. So, drop me a line once in a while!

Masters Kiss
Silence is broken by her rapidly beating heart.. She is quickly consumed with anticipation.. Her precious sight is withheld by means of a blindfold.. She is left standing with limited senses.. As her body glistens as small droplets of sweat form.. Her breathing changing to short gasps.. Thoughts begin to flood her mind wondering what is next to come.. All at once that deafening silence is shattered by a quick resounding snap and crack.. That being the cruel firey kiss of her Master's whip.. That lashes unmercifully upon the slaves vulnerable flesh.. Her body writhes in wicked pleasure against the binds that hold her so firmly.. Whimpers, moans, and purss escape her throat.. Salty tears streak her flush cheeks.. With an all too familiar pleading in her eyes.. She begs.. Not for Him to stop.. But to continue to feed her constant hunger and craving..

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
You Are Rum You're the life of the party, and a total flirt You are also pretty picky about what you drink Only the finest labels and best mixed cocktails will do Except if you're dieting - then it's Diet Coke and Bicardi all the way What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Ack
So I'm pretty much done w/ this site...I used to have fun here but sooooo much is wrapped up in contests and points now. I never get any "hi, how are you?" messages anymore..they are all "Hi, how are you? Will you rate/bomb/comment for me please?" I'm just sick of it all. For so long people on here kept saying "its not about the points" but thats all it is anymore. Does anyone actually care about making friendships anymore? I know I am guilty of point whoring but my god! I dont know if Im gonna be here much longer. Used to love it here and thats why I pay the 15$ a month to help keep the site going but, I may just have to change that.

Not Needed....
Guess ya have to live and learn...that some things are not needed...Well what was not needed in my life...Another asshole...well now am going back on the wagon..and not letting assholes get the better of me...Do it once shame on you ..do it twice..shame on me...well that will never happen again...So For the Assholes...YOU suck and am MOVING ON...Have a NICE life

Another Chapter Of The Journey
so i'm walking home from the bus stop today (a whole nother gripe, i'll get to that later), and i decided to cut through the parking lot behind the strip mall across from my hose. as i was passing the dumpster, i heard a rustling, and instinctively sidestepped; because, of course, you want to avoid the rats. i looked over, and noticed that the rustling was just a plastic bag blowing in a desert night breeze. i actually had to stop for a moment and think about how much my life has changed -- i haven't seen a rat since i left NYC, over a year ago. not even a mouse, nevermind those subway rats the size of cats and small dogs. yeah, i get bored here, and i miss my life and i miss my friends, but every so often i notice something small and realize 'wow, thank GOD for how far i've come.' even something as small as not having to give right of way to rats.

Slavery
slavery is not about suffering . . . slavery is about service. slavery is not about humiliation . . . slavery is about humility. slavery is not about pain . . .slavery is about being present. slavery is not about being used . . .slavery is about being of use. slavery is not about control . . .slavery is about letting go. slavery is not about your desires . . .slavery is about giving to others. slavery is not about abuse . . .slavery is about acceptance. slavery is not about proving anything . . .slavery is about being real. slavery is not about contempt . . .slavery is about respect. slavery is not about how you look . . .slavery is about how you care. slavery is not about denying yourself . . .slavery is about being open. slavery is not about punishment . . .slavery is about discipline. slavery is not about being unable to escape . . .slavery is about being committed. slavery is not about submission . . .slavery is about obedience. slavery is not about fear

The Year's Best (actual) Headlines Of 2006:
The Year's Best (actual) Headlines Of 2006: Crack Found on Governor's Daughter [hmm!] Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says [No, really?] Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers [Now that's taking things a bit far!] Is There a Ring of Debris around Uranus? [Do they ever read what they write?] Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over [What a guy!] Miners Refuse to Work after Death [No-good-for-nothing' lazy so-and-sos!] Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant [See if that works any better than a fair trial!] War Dims Hope for Peace [I can see where it might have that effect!] If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile [You think?!] Cold Wave Linked to Temperatures [Who would have thought!] Enfield ( London ) Couple Slain; Police Suspect Homicide [They may be on to something!] Red Tape Holds Up New Bridges [You mean there's something stronger than duct tape?!] Man Struck By Lightning:

To Girls Who Are Serious About A Lasting Relationship
To Girls who are serious about a lasting relationship Looking for my True Love~ im tired of being used and abused by people who misrepresent themselves. Check turn-ons, and turn-offs. Im tired of girls who arn't who they say they r, girls who don't pay attention to me; they'd rather b stoned then spend time with me. Im not into a girl who is a real bitch, and expects me to keep up. I prefer a girl who is kind-of meaty, plus-size turns me on; more body to make love to, and more surface area to massage. A slim girl is ok, but not so skinny i could crush her; to me a skinny girl seems like she's having an eating disorder, not too sexy... Athletic is ok; im not a fighter so id rather have a girl who will fight for me, and not with me. Im attracted to any ethnicity, im really attracted to Black and Asian babes, Native American is really hott. I can take a bit of physical abuse, but i don't want someone who is going to abuse me an any way. I am a guy, but i have the emotions of a woman. So

Good Evening
Good evening everyone! So, how is everyone doing? Yep, I know, here comes Don, a day (or 2) late, and a few dollars short… Heard something that just stuck me funny in Lowe’s the other day. You know they have those boxes around the store where you can push the button and an announcement comes over the PA system, calling for someone to come over and help you out? Well, I heard one… “Assistance needed in the Blind Cutting Area.” For some reason, all I could see was blind people trying to use power saws to cut wood. I was waiting for the next announcement to say ‘First Aid needed in the Blind Cutting Area.” Well, passed my Defensive Driving Course (Yeah Me!). If you ever have to take one, don’t do it on line… Texas mandates that you spend 6 hours on the course. So, you have to spend so many minutes on each page. I am a rather fast reader, so the thing that sunk in the best during the course was, “You have X minutes and X seconds left to review the material. Please go back to the prev

I Dreamt Of You
I had a dream about you I dreamt of you last night I shouldn't tell you this Know I shouldn't share these thoughts because it tears you, tortures you mind and heart and soul. I so ache to whisper in your ear these dreams of you, of me, of us My fingers remember softly caressing your flesh, touching, loving your face, the angle of your jaw, the curve of your cheek. My mouth remembers meeting your mouth, tasting your skin, breathing your passion. My hands remember traveling your body, exploring your heat, clasping your hands tight. My eyes remember peering deep into your eyes, melting into you, feeling your soul joining mine. I dreamt of you.

No I Don't Have Anything Better To Do!
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF: NOW Is your hair up?: Nope, down and wild. Is your phone right beside you?: Nope Do you have a bf/ gf?: I have a bf Do you wish you were somewhere else?: Somewhere warm and tropical Do you have plans for tonight?: Hot monkey love with said bf. Are you wearing makeup?: no Are you wearing chapstick?: no Are you cold?: Nope. Sean keeps it hot in this house. I'm nekkid. Are you tired?: Nope Are you excited?: yes for hot monkey love! Are you watching t.v.?: Top Gear on the comp. Are you wearing pajamas?: no Who's the last person you IMed?: No one recently Who's the last person that called you? Sean when I was at the store. PAST Anything you regret? Blah Ever lied?: Yep Ever stuck gum under a desk?: yes Ever spit at someone? yes I spit on someone.. They deserved it. Ever kick something living?: The same person I spat on. Ever had your nails done?: yes Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: yes LAST WEEK Had any plans

Women - Complex Creatures, No?
I've brought this up in the past at MySpace - it's worth mentioning yet again. I'm just fascinated with psychology and the differences in men and women. Let me just first say that I would like to take a moment to thank the beautiful women who have taken the time to stop by my page to rate me, my photos and leave me a comment. I seek out every pretty profile out there just "because" (okay, pretty women are so much fun to look at, let's face it). What's so interesting is that women don't generally return the favor. Of course there are the intriguing exceptions and I'm usually blown away when it happens. My question to you is this; Do most women, in general, ignore you or is it simply because I AM a woman myself, that they choose not to reply? Granted, it's not easy to reply to everyone that's stopped by your page - I know I've missed a few of ya out there. Anyway, just something to make you go hmmmmm... Ya'll have a good night! ~Tina p.s. BTW, I made it to Cher

When I Close My Eyes
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES When I close my eyes, I see you, I feel you in my heart, deep down inside, and I know you are out there. When I close my eyes, and I see you, I know who you are, the one my heart desires for, to love me for me. Gods showed me you are there, He says you are waiting, and when we meet, the Love we have been waiting for, will be ours, for the Love we share for God, will be our guiding light to each other, the path we must take, to find one another. When I close my eyes, I see you, My hearts desire, with time and patience, We will one day, Dance the Dance of Gods Love, and We will be Blessed. written by, ~Cheryl~

Mr Lonely
I WAS TALKING TO A FRIEND TODAY.HES LOST HIS WIFE,HAS NO FAMILY AND I THINK IM HIS ONLY FRIEND.HES A FUN LOVING GUY BUT NOONE EVER THINKS TO INVITE HIM BECOUSE THEY THINK OF HIM AS THEIR GUID AND ADVISOR.EVEN IN HIGH SCHOOL IT WAS THE SAME,WEEKEND COMES ,EVERYONE PARTIES AND HE SITS ALONE AT HOME. WELL ,I MENTIONED THAT VALENTINES DAY WAS COMMING UP AND IMMEDIATLY HE LOOKED DOWN.DAMN BILL CANNT U EVER SHUT UP,I THOUGHT.WE TALKED AND THEN I WENT OVER TO ANOTHER FRIENDS HOUSE ID GONE TO SCHOOL WITH.SHE HAS 5 KIDS BUT LOST HR HUSBAND IN IRAQ.WE SAT THERE TALKING AND I COMMENTED ON ALL THE VALENTINES PRESENTS,CANDIES AND CARDS THAT WEE ON HER TABLE.SHE SAID THEY WERE DELIVERED TODAY BUT FROM WHO SHE HAD NO IDEA. LATER I WAS TALKING TO A FEW OTHER FRIENDS,ALL SINGLE PARENTS OR BY THEM SELVES.ALL OF THEM HAD THE SAME EXPERIANCE,LOTS OF GIFTS AND CANDIES AND CARDS FROM AN ANNONOMYUSE PERSON. I DROVE BACK OVER TO MY FRIEND ID MET FIRST THING THIS MORNING TO SEE IF HE WANTED TO WATCH SOME MO

Well Hello
WELL HELLO. I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR QUITE SOME TIME. I WAS PLANNING ON NOT COMING BACK, BUT I WAS CONVINCED TO STAY WHEN SOMEONE I MET WHEN I FIRST JOINED THE SITE, PERSONALLY EMAILED ME..ASKING ABOUT MY DAUGHTER AND ASKING ABOUT ME. MAKING SURE THAT WE WERE BOTH ALRIGHT. I GAVE HIM MY EMAIL ADDY - SO DON'T GO THINKIN HE WAS ALL STALKERISH OR WHATNOT. HE WAS A SWEET GENUINE CARING PERSON. I DIDNT REALIZE THAT THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE WERE INTERNET FOLK. ANYHOW - ENOUGH FROM ME. WHATS BEEN GOING ON WITH EVERYONE?? I SEE THERE HAVE BEEN A FEW CHANGES AROUND YONDER. AHHH WELL - SUCH IS LIFE.

Religion
Call On Me! Current mood: Blessed Category: Blessed Religion and Philosophy When the world gets You down, Know that I am always around. Just call on My Name, and feel My Loving arms around You. When deep in the Vally and can't see the way out, just call out My Name, then reach up for My hand, for It will be there for You to hold, as I guide the way out. When You have been Blessed, with Rich's and Health, call out My name with Praise, For I am Your Father, I will be with You, threw Vally's and Hills and Blessing galour. With every step You take, along the path of life, I will be beside You, to help guide the way, threw good times and bad, for the rest of Your days. For no matter what, I will Always Love You, You are My children, one and all, sing out my praise's threw it all. written by, ~Cheryl~

Are You Addcited To The Internet?
You Are 80% Addicted to the Internet In your opinion, life without the internet is hardly worth living. Could be, but you probably need a bit more fresh air and sunshine to think clearly. Are You Addicted to the Internet?

I Can't Think
I can't think, can't concentrate Thoughts of you keep me up late I blink away your face Trying to erase The sweetness you exude. But I can't get you out of my head. I want you, not just in my bed. It's all a dream, a frustration You're a devilish temptation. I can't quit this euphoric ride You fill me up on the inside. I feel this magnet drawing us near Wish you were here with me Right now Right here

My Story/ Chapter 1
I feel the need to get this off my chest. Perhaps it will make me feel better. I am in college to help others I need to help muself first so I can better help others. I was raised in a christain home. My dad was a preached who never had his own church becasue the Baptist said becasue he had been married before he couldn't have achurch. My mom played the piano in church whenever da preached and soemtime my Godly grandmother was with us. I never felt I lived a cheltered life. I had a good life. Thnigs changed while I was in high school. My dad lost his job and it looked liek I may not finish but i stuck to it and I am the only kid to graduate high school. I am also the only girl. We moved after my graduation to North Alabama. My grandad (Poppa) lived ther with his wife. I tried to get a job anywhere but it was hard for me as I had just finished highschool and I was livign in a small town. Just before we moved there I had two dreams. One was of a trailer witha hole in

Tired
Ever since I've been here all I ahve seen is a bunch of contests and people who mis represent themselves. I thought the idea behind this site was to create new friendships, not selfless self promotion. Boy I guess I was wrong. No wonder so many people are so out of touch with the real world because they think it revolves around them. Get a life and take off those damn self centered glasses, this world doesn't revolve around you nor me nor any one person on here. I guess I am going to have to make a decision in the next few days on whether or not to stay here or move on, afterall this is becoming the next "myspace", self centered site.

My Disability
Well here goes, i hope i can get everything in. I was born with a heart defect; I was born with only 3 sections of in my heart, and a missing wall between my left/right Atrium. I only have a left Ventricle. When i was in the hospital when i was born i got Ecoli in my heart sack, so i had part of my sternum removed to drain the ecoli. Ive had bad lung circulation because of it, and my oxygen levels were so low it was if i was on MT. Everest without oxygen tanks, till i was age 7; when i had my first open heart surgery called a Fontan. I had a fake wall put into my Left/Right Atrium, and had to have my arteries re-plummed because i don't have a right ventricle my main artery that was supposed to grow there; wnt into my left ventricle, so it had to be re-plummed into my right atrium. Years later when i was 18; my heart was getting really stressed, my right atrium swelled up to twice the size if my heart. So i had another open heart surgery called Fontan II. I had a tube inserted into my

America Used Un Veto To Protect Israeli War Crimes – 24 Times!
"According to a private scientific group in Munich, ordinary people like you and I are the ones actually responsible for the current state of affairs, i.e. we are responsible for using collective electromagnetic communication to force this massive shock wave of change at the national and international level against any invasion of Iraq. Most ironic of all, is the fact that we could not have done so without the television networks euphemistically designed by the power brokers to enslave us all." As America, Britain and Australia complain bitterly about French and Russian threats to use Security Council Veto powers to prevent their upcoming planned massed murder in Iraq, it seems timely to point out just how many times the real terrorists next door to Iraq have been protected by America. Since the sixties, Israeli Jews have ruthlessly raped, butchered and murdered their way through large chunks of Palestine and the Lebanon; have acquired thousands of weapons

Rain On Me/ashanti
We make music out of a sense of hunger Sort of a desire Through that desire We expose the pain and struggle But we accustom to live it So, we feel without this music, we have nothing So we offer you, well: we offer you our lives So how you gon' take it? See everybody wanna rise to the top these days A lot of people might come and try to take your place Oh you know that All you gotta do is keep rising, rising Don't look back and keep shining, shining I had a little struggle I had a little pain Now make it rain, make it rain, make it rain Rain on me (rain on me) Lord wont you take this Pain from me I don't wanna live I don't wanna breath till you just Rain on me (rain on me) Lord wont you take this Pain from me I don't wanna live I don't wanna breath yeah I stop and think how life could be so raw Sometimes I just don't wanna fight no more Oh you know just All you gotta do is keep rising, rising Don't look back and keep shi

Good Friend
Heres a good friend i have been friends with this guy for about ten years. I just finally got him convinced to come to the cherry and i would love for ya to check him out heres his link The Jackal@ CherryTAP

Ape Got A Valentine? Sweet Muffins!!
a lot of folks dread the day approaching us...valentine's day...the day where you spend money on teddy bears and flowers and bubble gum for your significant other....or face the consequences later on. normally, i hate that day, too....but not this year, friends. nope. not this year. this year, i'm looking forward to valentine's day 'cause i snagged me the best valentine of 'em all....myself.that's right. i asked myself to be my valentine earlier today, and after blushing and giggling like a school girl, i happily accepted. i feel so alive this year...so full of aliveness. i can feel it...this valentine's day is gonna be so great....it's gonna be romantically romantic. i have a candlelight dinner all planned out with my, and my valentine's, favorite food...brownies. brownies by candlelight, pretty hot stuff, eh?now, i bet a lot of folks will say, "hey jerk! you can't be valentine's with yourself!" to which i reply, you're not the boss of my valentine. he'll choose who he wants to be val

Running Out Of Days/3 Doors Down
There’s too much work and I’m spent There’s too much pressure and I'm bent I got no time to move ahead Have you heard one thing that I’ve said And all these little things in life they all create this haze There’s too many things to get done, and I’m running out of days And I can’t last here for so long I feel this current it’s so strong It gets me further down the line It gets me closer to the light All these little things in life they all create this haze There’s too many things to get done, and I’m running out of days Will all these little things in life they all create this haze And now I’m running out of time I can’t see through this haze My friend tell me why it has to be this way There’s too many things to get done, and I’m running out of days

The Dirtier I Am
Since we've moved into this new house, we've only had a cleaning company once. It was Merry Maids. I'm terribly unhappy with their service, as with the majority of corporate companies, they brain wash their employees to a routine. Regardless of what custom needs that I might ask for, I get the same job as the house next door. Our new home is substantially larger than the average single family home. We're shooting movies here, it needs to be big. It's very hard to explain, but since it's built on a mountain side, it's more of a "vertical" structure as opposed to your typical flat surface ground dwelling. So your normal home would be square or rectangular in shape having maybe 1 or 2 floors. This place has 7 landings, not "floors" as you would know in a normal house, but more split level areas with 3 major floors. With having 7 landings, that equates to a lot of stairs. I've cleaned the entire flooring, from level 1 to level 7 today. There are over 115 stairs and 3500+ sqft. of living sp

My Kinky Take On Things
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting83%Whips75%Chains/Handcuffs50%Blind Folds33%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Running Blind/godsmack
Can’t find the answers I’ve been crawling on my knees Looking for anything To keep me from drowning Promises have been turned to lies Can’t even be honest inside Now I’m running backward Watching my life wave me goodbye Running blind I’m running blind Somebody help me see I’m running blind Searching for nothing Wondering if I’ll change I’m trying everything But everything still stays the same I thought if I showed you I could fly Wouldn’t need anyone by my side Now I’m running backward With broken wings I know I’ll die Running blind I’m running blind Somebody help me see I’m running blind Running blind Running blind Running blind I can’t find the answers I’ve been crawling on my knees Looking for anything To keep me from drowning I’m running blind

Gift Suggestions
Would someone please buy Tweety and her Friend DJ Ass the following Cherry Tap Gifts: 1) A Clue 2) Cherry Tap for Dummies They both have been banned yet they return to my blogs to harass and threaten me. I have been accused of stalking Tweety.. Far as I am concerned there is one body part Tweety and her friends may kiss of mine. I have no need to waste my time on her sorry ass.

Yup .. I'm A Leo
LuEllen, you keep secrets about your Love Life Way to keep 'em wondering! When it comes to affairs of the heart, your lips stay sealed. Whether you've had your share of heartache or done the heartbreaking yourself, you know that not much good comes from kissing and telling. You're a passionate person who takes relationships to heart. While some people dish up intimate details of their love lives around the water cooler, you've got more respect for your sweethearts than to reduce them to email fodder. If your name happens to circulate through the rumor mill, it's only because you're so mysterious. Who says romance is dead?

Naughty Application
Naughty Application -just between you and me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 26. Whats Your Phone nu

I Dont Know What To Do
i dont know what to do. i love him and i dont want to let him go. but he still has feelings for his ex, i know that he thought that she was the one but she cheeted on him and is pregnant with that guys baby. she frikin used him. it seems like ever since he found out that she was pregnant he doesnt want me as much. like he wishes that the baby was his and he was still with her. i dont know what to do. it hurts, but it always does. i dont even know what we are...... im not going to do fuck buddies not again. im not ment for that i end up caring and you cant. he doesnt want to talk to me he trusts her but i dont think he trusts me. i want to cry so much. help me

The Road Trip (erotica Explicit)xxx
I was 16 he was 32 and he road a motorcycle Played a 12 string guitar we went to a bike show in southern California on the way we stopped on the cliffs over looking the ocean it was a warm day I was in a short top and very low cut jeans the top kept blowing up exposing my breast to the traffic on the road the wind felt good against them I was very arroused when we stopped I leaned into him and caressed his chest we kissed several times my hand slid down his front as he held my breast I felt him he was so hard so large I thought he moved under my hand and kissed me harder I wanted him so badly I pressed my breast to his chest clawed at his back his hands on my ass by then pulling me closer I told him I wanted him there and now we were not far from the traffic but enough they would have to be looking to really see us I unzipped his pants reached inside stroked him feeling him grow even more I pulled his firm shaft out of his pants as they were t

What Type Of Cuckold Are You?
You scored as active slave cuckold. you are the most loyal obediant cuckold and you know your place. your wife has forced you to be a little fagot cocksucking cum eater, and ther is noway she will ever have sex with you again.active slave cuckold100%sissy gf cuckold100%sexualy useless cuckold83%pasive cuckold25%what type of cuckold are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Dental What?
AHHHH another monday in the dental clinic. Now dont get me wrong I love where I work and I truely do enjoy what I do. Let me explain I work the a free dental clinic that offers services to those whom can not afford dental care, and as you all are aware of dental treatment is very expensive and there is nothing worse than a toothache. But as always I am so amazed at what I see. Ok if you have a tooth that is bothering you please please do not wait two years to get it taken care of. That hole in the tooth is not going to get any smaller. Alrighty that was my rant for the day. Time for me to drink a nice cold beer. yummy!

What's Your Femdom-related Sexual Fetish?
You scored as Cuckold (husband/boyfriend). Your Favorite Femdom fetish is Cuckold (husband/boyfriend) Your girlfriend or wife has sex with other men, and there's nothing you can do about it. You LOVE it when she humiliates you and makes you watch, eat her creampie, or even service her lover(s). you might not even be Bi, but the thought of her making you into a sissy slut and laughing at you/being aroused gets you hot. She may deny you intercourse, reserving that only for her well-endowed lovers - and teases you constantly. You really love your wife/gf, & are devoted to her happiness.Facesitting100%Cuckold (husband/boyfriend)100%Foot/Boot Worship100%Cuckold (Wife/Girlfriend)92%Forced Feminization83%Lesbian Femdom83%Small Penis Humiliation83%Orgasm Control/Denial75%Genital Torture (CBT/PT)67%Ballbusting

Are You Hot And Sexy?
ARE YOU HOT AND SEXY?WANT TO POST ALOT OF PICS TO SHOW?IF SO VISITE THE SITES BELLOW!!ADULTS TEENS I hope you will go join in and have all the fun you can!!! Do take not that this is a place to post all your hot and sexy pictures and have your own gallery in wich youl be able to have gallerys inside gallerys!!! You all are more than welcome to join and post your hot and sexy pics!!! At the current time, there is no picture limit and you should get your now!!! Both gallery sites are new and are ready for you to join by registering then your gallery is made after that!!!MixMasterMcStormThe KLUB HOUSEKLUB CITY JAMZ

Life
My daughter would be turning 18 on the 15th this month, but I lost her to a car accident when she was 14 on November 8, 2003. This would have been her senior year. It has been a roller coaster ride to say the least. Grieving all the things she would have done this year, prom, basketball, planning for college, graduation.... all of it. Her friends have been awesome and have included me in their lives, but it's not the same. We are having a gathering at my parents house this coming Saturday to celebrate her life. She is trully missed. My arms ache everyday to hold her, my ears yearn to hear her voice, my heart yearns for the love I have for her.

What Kind Of Slave Are You?
You scored as Whore Slave. You a dirty slut you better STAY good at it or you fun will end.Whore Slave90%Cherished slave75%Abuse Slave55%Bitchy slave35%Servant slave30%What kind of slave are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Your Battle To The Top Or Mine!? Celebrity Style!
I always see how the world reinvents itself around portraits, portraying a con or perhaps an icon in the battle to the top. Imposing figments, perhaps, but is it of your own image or someone else's.. I see the little changes, the ones that really make a difference but go unnoticed, including your own in so many peoples lives, but have you ever stopped to actually take a look for yourself? is it for you or someone else? or perhaps, this is the deception of one's individual self less compromise to get to the top and not your own, hindered?, you should be, but never broken, think about it, why should someone else work? your doing it all for them, accomplishments? perhaps, but does this make it worth it? you tell me! all the publicity and crazy madness in your life just to express your fatigue's through talents and long journey's, and great ones they are, just to have someone's selfish behavior ruin and criticize it, not jus

Faith
faith is believing when you cannot see. Faith isn't easy, people lose faith in all sorts of things all the time. I have always been good with faith...until now. I was in love, a love deeper than any i have ever known, a love that i would have given everything for, and then some. Distance was no obstacle to me, time was meaningless. My faith was strong. But then i discovered a lie, and when the lie was not admitted to, i began to question everything that was told, my faith began to waver. I tried everything to quell my doubts, to keep my faith, but once it is lost, it is hard to regain. Finally, i asked for proof, as some will pray for a sign, i asked for proof. Even Thomas needed proof when Jesus had arisen from the tomb. I have never been a doubter, but i wanted to renew my faith, i wanted to be proven wrong. I was denied the proof i needed, i was told that proof would not be forthcoming, that it was not worth proving. So was i justified in losing faith, where no proof is

Because I See
A sight to be seen, but never sold....A vision of ressurection that bewildered a slave. So calm, little air thrown between the portals of two spaces, lavished in scent that smelt like a guardian An inscriptured torment running along the borderline of inferiority, there is no walking backwards anymore. Mind set and placed ahead, not unlike a clock in the mid year solstice. There will be unborn thoughts, there will be more woes, there will be more fighting and the chaos is yet to errupt. Does it matter....nothing matters because I see Things that were never clear are even muddier now, wipe away the dandelions and a smile appears. Actions taken upon the respect of a meditative moment, are followed by the almost there symbol. Graphically designed feelings from the heart are the ways to show the emotions of the sun. A sun that beams the rays to all in the path of its way. Light has never opened a gateway before, but this time it went beyond the duties of a ray and crushed the spo

I'm Back !
ok, here it is...the modem failed...a receiver chip went out in my computer...and because i had a no - good phone service {vonage}, that didn't work half the time. Anyway...i'm just glad Life isn't perfect...if it was i'd probably be out of work...LOL... Have a Great Day/Night.

Waiting In The Dark
I ask myself, what does it take to live in such a free world, but what is so free about living in a world, is this the free world we really live to know. I envy the small things in life, the things most people take for granted, I always see how people pretend, pretend to be something, something they are turned into and cant stand up against, is this the price of failure, the price in such a free world. I ask myself, what does it take to live in such a free world, waiting in the dark but for what, waiting for my turn, waiting In such a free world. I see children running, but from what, a society they know so little about, their innocence takin away from them, are they stuck, stuck inside such a free world. I ask myself, is that me I see waiting in the dark, a world of opportunity suddenly that struck me down, opportunity in such a free world. I find myself filled with your breath you and I share, it's harder to breathe, i

Grrrrr
Have you ever had one of thoes does where it just hasn't gone right and you want to scream at the top of there lungs. For starters my son is sick. And Everthing that mama trys to do to help him he does like and desiceds that he must scream at the top of his lungs. that i can deal with second, NEVER WORK FOR SANDNIGGER OR JUST FOR THE COMPANY I WORK FOR (HAMOUD INC.) Dont get me wrong i love what i do and the people i work with. but theis damn pleople dont know how to run their stores. they think the store can be ran with no one in the store. And on days where i should have a day off the other manager decides that he cant do caruse he doesnt want to work nights. FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING SANDNIGGER! ( JUST TO LET YALL KNOW I AM NOT RACIST; I JUST HATE EVERYONE)

Sometimes I Gotta Wonder What My Kid Is Thinkin (part 2)
Ok, I found out this afternoon, after work, that the reason my son did what he did this morning is because someone at school is threatening to beat him up. Without going into too much detail--its over a lie started by a 10 yr old. I know my son was telling me the truth because he looked me in the face when he told me. So, since it was too late to get ahold of the school principal...I'll have to put that at the top of my 'to do' list for tomorrow before work. Its not that he wants to get sent to YDC, its that he wants to avoid the kid who wants to beat him up. Needless to say I felt about an inch tall for the lecture this morning and apologized to him. I just wish he had told me this in the first place instead of coming up with some bs excuse about his leg bothering him. Hav a good evening.

Mastectomy Hospital Bill In Congress
Mastectomy Hospital Bill in Congress I received this in my e-mail from on of my Model Friends. She asked me to pass it on to all my friends & asked them to sign this Petition. So even if you are a MAN, I’m sure there is a woman in your life (even if it is just your mother) that this could effect them. Thanks, David WolfEagle1499@ CherryTAP --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If you know anyone who has had a mastectomy, you may know that there is a lot of discomfort and pain afterwards. Insurance companies are trying to make mastectomies an outpatient procedure. Let's give women the chance to recover properly in the hospital for 2 days after surgery. Mastectomy Bill in Congress It takes 2 seconds to do this and is very important... please take the time and do it really quick! Breast Cancer Hospitalization Bill - Important legislation for all women. Please send this to everyo

Valentines Survey
Do you have a Valentine? My kids Do you want one? don't care either way. If so, who? see above What do you want to do on Valentine's Day? I have my class on wed eve so that will be my night. What would be the perfect gift? If I had a valentine or anyone who wanted to impress me... the way to go would so be something they drew or created or really put thought into... flowers & candy just don't do it for me. Don't get me wrong I wouldn't be upset by them but put some heart into it. How was your last Valentine's Day? I spent it with my kids... we went to dinner & chilled out watching Disney movies... it was perfect! Chocolate or flowers? See above What do want to do for Valentine's Day? Class is fine... it really is just another day for me... even if I had someone it would still be just another day. We can share our feeling everyday why need the commercialism of it all?? What do you think of February 14th? see above Do you remember your best Valentine's

Valentines Survay
Do you have a Valentine? My kids Do you want one? don't care either way. If so, who? see above What do you want to do on Valentine's Day? I have my class on wed eve so that will be my night. What would be the perfect gift? If I had a valentine or anyone who wanted to impress me... the way to go would so be something they drew or created or really put thought into... flowers & candy just don't do it for me. Don't get me wrong I wouldn't be upset by them but put some heart into it. How was your last Valentine's Day? I spent it with my kids... we went to dinner & chilled out watching Disney movies... it was perfect! Chocolate or flowers? See above What do want to do for Valentine's Day? Class is fine... it really is just another day for me... even if I had someone it would still be just another day. We can share our feeling everyday why need the commercialism of it all?? What do you think of February 14th? see above Do you remember your best Valentine's

A Single White Rose
He looked down where she lay, looking so peaceful and serene in the soft light. In his hand, he held a single white rose. His eyes misted over as he silently acknowledged her beauty. Even at seventy-four years of age, she looked just as beautiful as she had on their wedding day fifty-six years ago today. Elizabeth had been a beautiful bride, both inside and out. Robert had wanted to get married as soon as he'd asked her on Independence Day but she had stubbornly insisted on a Valentine's Day wedding. Those five months had seemed like an eternity to him, but he would have given her the world just to be with her. She had often said he did just that. Robert smiled to himself as he thought someone should have warned him about this woman. Elizabeth was a stubborn woman, and though her stubbornness was often thoroughly frustrating and the cause of many an argument throughout their lives, it was one of the charms that had pulled them together. She was a strong, independent woman who had

Fyi - Addendum!!
I found out tonight that, if I could dance for an hour every day, I might just make it through this Mercury retrograde, lol! Belly dancing fills me with such joy! I guess I dance every night, from now on, lol!! Much love and hugs for everyone!

Why Men Are Dicks....
You know.. it really pisses me off when you think you know someone... someone that you have know for 11 years.. lost touch... then comes back in your life.. to lead you to believe things.. then totally lies... grrrr.. he knows who he is... he really ruined my day.. but this is the only day he will ruin... He gives men a very bad name.. And this is one of the reasons why I am so picky when it comes to men.... Okay.. I am done.. thanks for letting me vent.. I could probably go on and on.. but let me quit while I am ahead!

Blonde Vs Redhead Contest
I'm sure everyone has heard the following: Blondes have more fun Red Heads have more fun. Lets see who is more popular or who has the most fun. Lets have some fun with this one. These 2 hotties are going toe to toe in Blonde vs Redhead The True Cherry Rose Icebaby

Cyber Mates Meet
I had been active of the net for a long while. I had hundreds of cyber buddies. I had kinky ladies that I chatted to about outrageous things. I even had a cult following on the forum. I was even respected. Yet I was so afraid! Against all my better judgment, I had agreed to meet one of my cyber mates! We had been chatting for over four years. I backtracked, yes, she had posted, and I had sent a PM in 2003. She had responded and we had exchanged views and opinions in increasing confidence over those four years. She shared her favorite fantasy with me. I told her about my favorite kink. I started a thread on the forum for her about shoe fetishes. She started one for me about golden showers. I looked at all her posts and smiled surely it was no big deal to meet such an honest forthright young woman. Now I am not going to make any excuse, but I will try floating one. I somehow got caught up in the St Valentines hoo haa. And before I could stop it, I had agreed to meet this cyber m

Excerpt To My Next Book...abundant Ministries....
My next book Abundant Ministries, will be released this July. It will be released as a hardcover addition and I am excitied with how it is coming out. Use the following link to read an extended excerpt from the book: Click here to read the extended excerpt...

Looking For A Good Online Game To Play?
Hello all, Are you looking for a good Online game. to meet people to play the game with. RuneScape - the massive online adventure game by Jagex Ltd RuneScape is a massive 3d multiplayer adventure, with monsters to kill, quests to complete, levels to gain and treasure to win. You control your own character who will improve and become more powerful the more you play. well if you looking for one. just go to http://www.runescape.com/ CLick on create A Free Account New User. It's 100% free for Unmembers. If you enjoy the game. and want to learn more of the game. you can pay for a membership. that gives you more armour, weapon use And items to wear. Such as Dragon battle axe. dragon mase and lots more. And it only cost $5.00 a Month US only by credit card. to pay by phone. witch goes on your phone Bill 6.99 a month US only. To see other ways to pay for a membership see http://www.runescape.com/lang/en/aff/runescape/members/subscribe.ws for more details. here are some screen shots

Tip For The Day
Patti Boop When someone is trying to get into your house, or if you hear a noise outside your house, keep your car keys next to your bed on the night stand, and just press the panic alarm on your car. It will go off from most everywhere inside your house, and keep honking until your battery runs down, or until you reset it with the button on the key chain. This should frighten any intruders away! But.... if it doesn't, then.......... Shoot the bastards!

Abcs
ABC [Different from the rest]♥A♥Ever been in an Accident?:yes What's the last thing you Ate?:a grape Your favorite A State::Alabama Favorite A Name::Amanda Age you wish you were right now::33 ♥;B♥Favorite Bottoms to wear::lounge pants Favorite kind of bread::honey wheat Do you eat Breakfast?:once in a while What kind of Belly Button do you have?:innie Favorite B Name::Brenden ♥C♥Favorite kind of car::Jaquar Favorite kind of Candy?:anything chocolate Favorite C Name::Chloe Have you ever been to Court?:Yes Do you Curse?:More than I should ♥D♥Favorite kind of Dog::mutt Do you like to Dance?:yes but Im horrible at it Favorite D Name::Delilah Do you know what the big and little Dipper look like?:yes Dusk or Dawn?:dawn ♥E♥Favorite E Name::Elvira Ever acccidentally go out the Emergency Exit door?:yes Do you like Eggs?:sometimes Where in Europe have you been or would like to go?:would love to Ever b

Anonymous Gift???????
I just received a beautiful gift from someone. It was a dozen roses. They're lovely and they smell wonderful. Guess they're for Valentines Day. I really like 'em! Only thing is.....they were sent anonymously!!! Anybody wanna fess up??? :)

Declaration Of Cyberspace Independence
Governments of the Industrial World, you weary giants of flesh and steel, I come from Cyberspace, the new home of Mind. On behalf of the future, I ask you of the past to leave us alone. You are not welcome among us. You have no sovereignty where we gather. We have no elected government, nor are we likely to have one, so I address you with no greater authority than that with which liberty itself always speaks. I declare the global social space we are building to be naturally independent of the tyrannies you seek to impose on us. You have no moral right to rule us nor do you possess any methods of enforcement we have true reason to fear. Governments derive their just powers from the consent of the governed. You have neither solicited nor received ours. We did not invite you. You do not know us, nor do you know our world. Cyberspace does not lie within your borders. Do not think that you can build it, as though it were a public construction project. You cannot. It is an act of nature

Before I Was A Mom
♥ Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ♥ ♥ I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. ♥ I never thought about immunizations. ♥ ♥ Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ♥ ♥ Pooped on. ♥ ♥ Chewed on. ♥ ♥ Peed on. ♥ ♥ I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ♥ ♥ I slept all night. ♥ ♥ Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ♥ ♥ Or give shots. ♥ ♥ I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ♥ ♥ I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ♥ ♥ I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ♥ ♥ Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ♥ ♥ I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ♥

Damn Hookers
>TWENTY DOLLARS > >On their wedding night, > >the young bride approached her new husband > >and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. > >In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. > >This scenario was repeated each time they made love, > >for more than 30 years, with him thinking > >that it was a cute way for her to afford > >new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. > > >Arriving home around noon one day, >she was surprised to find >her husband in a very drunken state. > >During the next few minutes, he explained that his employer was > >going through a process of corporate downsizing, > > >and he had been let go. > >It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, > >he'd be able to find another position > >that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. > > >Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book > >which showed more than thirty years > >of steady deposits a

A Big Fuck You!!
OK this is how this is going to go... Tonight I was told something that by some means should have offended me which to a point it did but to another it has resolved me to make the following statement... Tonight I was told in a shout box that I am a "HUGE BITCH" and that I shouldnt have my pics on here... Now Im not the type of chick to copy and paste the box thats just not me but I will say the following... So listen up you know who you are! You dont know me... You dont know what I was, what I have gone thru, or what I am now... When you can say that you are going towards a Masters program in Political Science with a 3.87 GPA we can talk... Yes I am a thick chick but HUGE I am not... Not only am I working on the Political Science program but Im also claiming a Major in Dance... And Im damn good at it to... I used to weigh alot more than I do now... But I work day in and day out to work towards my goal of NO not being twig miss size 3 but rather always being that thick c

Doctors
Ain't it the Truth!!! A woman goes to the doctor for her yearly physical. The nurse starts with certain basic items. "How much do you weigh?" she asks. "115," she says. The nurse puts her on the scale. It turns out her weight is 140. The nurse asks, "Your height?" "5 foot 8," she says. The nurse checks and sees that she only measures 5' 5". She then takes her blood pressure And tells the woman it is very high. "Of course it's high!" she screams, "When I came in here I was tall and slender! Now I'm short and fat!"

I'm A Facist
Fuck anarchy Get on your knees and bow to me Malevolent instigator of travesties Lick dick to rusty razors self preformed vasectomy Cold induced high blasting every single hierarchy Corpse of conformity, force fed catastrophe Question my morality, I guess I’m immoral Unethical perversion puzzling cryptic encoded conduct No context for the contents without buckets of blood Play both sides against each other just for fun Running circles around your square one I don’t blaze trails I burn down forests Electricity that buzzes like a plague of locusts Holistic linguistic witch doctor with disgusting focus A heart beating anthem with a blood curdling chorus Destroy forced forces Pour the tar Suffer with the choices Of how you wanted to be scarred Flying on netted wings You won’t get far Raised bar, can’t save If you can’t jump tall Stretch your mess Into the waiting arms of Set Guess and bluff your bet Lose to the seven tongues of death There is no rest For the

Blogged By Request
Hi, my name is name and this is my story, letter, article, prostitute, whatever: I was having a marvelous time time noun, when I suddenly realized whatever. At that point, I just knew that I had to Verb whomever. "Oh," I whispered huskily, "have I got put something here!" Acting upon my impules, I smiled coyly and verb noun. I quickly scribbled a Post-it™ note on the door for when name got home. It said: adjective person: verb me at place. I'm going to verbal phrase Oh, and I'm bringing People, things, all of the above so some phrase here When you get here, expect something with something. Until then, I leave you to verb and verb about something. Your adjective noun, ~name

Hahahaha
so yeah this is just a random blog... filled with random shit... yup... so heres a statement for you to ponder... if from the lips of babes comes pearls of wisdom... then from the lips of angles comes clods of shit... and yeah i already know that im going to hell... ive been going there for a while now... and when i finally get there... im going to take it over... and if for some reason i dont get to hell and i go to heaven ill try and take that shit over to... hehehehe... yep

New Song
I've finished the song "Of Ancient Light" which you can find newly updated lyrics for in the words blog. Not gonna say it's up on myspace cause I think there's been another blasphemous error and it's not showing up. Either way check regularly to see if it's managed to upload the damn song. It's a lot less synth based than the others and includes a time signature change. Hope you like it.

If Men Were To Rewrite "the Rules"
If Men Were to Rewrite "The Rules" Rule # 1 Anything we said six or eight months ago is inadmissible in an argument. All comments become null and void after seven days. Rule # 2 If you don't want to dress like Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys. Rule # 3 If we say something that can be interpreted in two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other way. Rule # 4 It is in neither your best interest or ours to make us take those stupid Cosmo quizzes together. Rule # 5 Let us ogle. If we don't look at other women how can we know how pretty you are? Rule # 6 Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out. Rule # 7 You can either ask us to do something OR tell us how you want it done not both. Rule # 8 Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commerc

Poetry
Thoughts are swirling around in my head. Visions of visions are clouding my sight. Remembering all the things that were said. Slowly sinking into a pool of fright. Stay with me now I know I wasn’t wise. Does it hurt to stand close and watch me die? Is there pain to watch my fall to demise? If so why do you stand there with dry eyes? Dying wish of uncertain sanity. Deep in your eyes holds a fiery gaze. These cruel stares burn through my vanity. With the intense heat of a fires blaze. Trembling and shaking you’re all I had left, Perhaps that’s why my existence was theft. -Jessica Michelle

Be Careful What You Ask...
Sam & Becky are celebrating their 50th wedding anniversary and Sam says to Becky "Becky, I was wondering... Have you ever cheated on me?" Becky replies, "Oh Sam, why would you ask such a question now? You don't want to ask that question..." "Yes, Becky, I really want to know. Please..." "Well, all right. Yes, 3 times..." "Three, hmmm, well when were they?" as his face turned red, but realizing he had pressured her... "Well, Sam, remember when you were 35 years old and you really wanted to start the business on your own and no bank would give you a loan? Remember, then one day the bank president himself came over the house and signed the loan papers, no questions asked?" "Oh, Becky, you did that for me! I respect you even more than ever, to do such a thing for me.... So when was number 2?" "Well, Sam, remember when you had that last heart attack and you were needing that

Time Is Going By
only a few more days and iam removeing half of my friends list if your on it and we have not talked or anyting you will be removed because the only reason you are more then likly on it is because you a a point's hoe and i don't have time for that bullshit ia m on here looking for real friend's not to help out point hoe's anyway's have a great day

Be Careful What You Say...
A man who smelled like a distillery flopped on a subway seat next to a priest. The man's tie was stained, his face was plastered with red lipstick, and a half empty bottle of gin was sticking out of his torn coat pocket. He opened his newspaper and began reading. After a few minutes the disheveled guy turned to the priest and asked, "Say, Father, what causes arthritis?" "Mister, it's caused by loose living, being with cheap, wicked women, too much alcohol and a contempt for your fellow man." "Well I'll be damned." the drunk muttered, returning to his paper. The priest, thinking about what he had said, nudged the man and apologized. "I'm very sorry. I didn't mean to come on so strong. How long have you had arthritis?" "I don't have it, Father. I was just reading here that the Pope does."

Late Night, Rock On
I still have to read about the swinging sixties! sighhh. books go back in 8 hours and i have 20 pages of economics to read. funny how none of this relates what so ever to my dissertation. isnt my life just so funny. anyways i hope no one reads this, its just me starting out here. if anyone is reading this i hope you go to bed earlier than me! sleep well Gits

Advice To Men
Women's Advice to Men The reason why our bras don't always match our underwear is because WE actually change our underwear. The next time you and your buddies joke about armed women in combat, take a poll to see which of you successfully aim at the toilet rim. Whenever possible, please try to say whatever you have to say after the movie. Don't fret if you find out that the milkman delivers more than once a day. Lay off the beans several hours before bedtime. If only women gossip, how do you and your friends keep track of "who's easy"? Stop telling us most male strippers are gay: we don't care.

So Vday Is Near
Yep good old vday is near!!! woo hoo, well for you lucky few. See i realized everyone of you are just like me, noone wants to be alone. Specially on this day! So i purpose that all of us single people hook the hell up! lol i mena hell invite ur friends over, go out, party, do whatever, just dont do it alone...why should us lonely heart broken people be alone? so i say we reclaim vday and celebrate our love 4 our friends, family and whatever else!!!! what im saying is simple, lets not be depressed this year!

New Job Or Blonde Joke...you Decide...
This guy just started at his new job, working at a porno shop. His boss comes out and tells him that he has to leave for a while, and "can you handle it? " The new employee is somewhat reluctant, but with the boss's positive comments he finally agrees. So, the guy is there by himself for a little while and a white woman comes in. She asks, "How much for the white dildo?" He answers, "$35." She: "How much for the black one?" He: "$35 for the black one, $35 for the white one." She: "I think I'll take the black one. I've never had a black one before." She pays him, and off she goes. A little bit later a black woman comes in and asks "How much for the black dildo?" He: "$35." She: "How much for the white one?" He: "$35 for the white one, $35 for the black one." She: "Hmmm...I think I'll ta

Things To Do At Walmart
Things to do at Walmart 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart around

I Need Your Help, Please!!
I'M IN MY FIRST CONTEST...PLEASE HELP ME OUT YOU GUYS, IT LOOKS LIKE I'M ALREADY SERIOUSLY BEHIND. YOU CAN COMMENT BOMB! I'LL GLADLY HELP ANYONE OUT AS WELL, JUST LET ME KNOW! THANKS EVERYONE!! EEVILGURL > > >

O2.
I rarely come on CherryTAP anymore. Aww I miss all my Cherrys!! I'll have to start coming back on.. and hopefully I will be on more. Seem to have way to many online profiles. Well I've deleted some of those manys of manys of profiles I used to have. Theres some on wich I forget the name and pass too so there prolly still floating around somewhere on the net. I got a new online profile at a thing called Facebook. If you have one too contact me and I'll have to think about giving you my Facebook link. Anyways, so much has happend in the past...... well since like new years eve and all. Things are going pretty good considering, so I'm happy about that. My dad's birthday is tomorrow, my birthday is in 13 days and my mom's birthday is in 14 days, I'm excited!! Dont know what I'm doing for mine though. My parents arent gonna be here for my dads so this'll be the first ever time spending my dads birthday not with him. Not much else to say so.. hope you all have a wonderful, safe and ha

3 - In - 1 Daily Devotionals
3 - in - 1 Daily Devotionals A Cherokee Feast of Days by Joyce Sequichie Hifler To some, power is domination, ruling anything defenseless. But that isn't power, it is abuse, and abuse is cowardly. Abuse takes advantage where it can, always pretending to be the victim, but looking for the opportunity to overpower. Forget the idea that power is from the world. Whole worlds have been changed in minutes. Power that was bold and bragging can suddenly be a whimper. Empires have crashed and those that caused so much misery have deflated like balloons. Real power is not nigvnhdiha, which is understood by the Cherokee to be put on. It is from an inner source, characteristically calm, like a great river that flows smoothly but drives huge cities with energy. A single drop of water seems powerless and takes the way of least resistance, but joined to all the others, it has force. One person may seem inadequate to change anything, but united with others, can change anything. ~ The red

I Slept With Anna
Ok I will finally come out and admit it. I slept with Anna Nicole. Hey why not it seems like everyone else is using it to get their claim to fame. Hey for $400 million I would admit to sleeping with Janet Reno. Hell for $200 million I would sleep with Janet Reno. No I am not desperate but if the money is good what the hell. OK for a small compensation of $20 million the stains on Monica Lewinski’s dress were mine. No the cigars were not Cuban because that would be illegal. So big deal Anna was banging half the celebrities in Hollywood; like that is something new huh. When Sonny Bono did a nose dive in to a tree while out of control on the slopes nobody came forward to claim his cash; and you didn’t see anyone going out of their way to bang Cher for what she got out of it. Wait did Cher actually get anything out of it? Things we will never know. Anyways now we got Prince Frederic von Anhalt the dashing 59 year old husband of 90 year old Zsa Zsa Gabor trying to cash in on the fortune. Zs

I Face The Eternal Winter
Flying silent on winter wings Flowing emotions from my bleeding soul Tears that flow burn my skin I'm drifting away on the cold wave of desolation I'm touching the wind as it sadly sings Carried to the distant unknown Eternity awaits me... My heart is so cold Emotions reached their freezing point ...Only pure hate Lost all that I was living for Crying without sound Thy sky has frozen to ice As the last drops of blood leave my body I hear the winter breath I'm the face of the night I'm all alone The full moon is glowing Snow falls from the sky I feel the eternal winter Holocaust winds are rising Like a dark northern breeze My cryptic journey has just begun Â©DGTFB 2007

Dream Of Death
Dream of Death A time to die When all hope has past And all that lies ahead is misery Is there any point in continuing to fight Time always runs out eventually for the lonely Single meals heated in the microwave Single seats on planes surrounded by happy voices Only half a lifetime But its time to call an end Euthanasia would be a simple solution But they make it harder for human kind No lethal injection to take away the pain Nothing to lose, nothing to gain Just drifting through the days Waiting for something to happen But it never does, it never does, So all I do is wait in vain A dull, nagging, long endured pain The pain of lost opportunities The pain of stupid mistakes Only the foolish wait for their lives to change You have to make it happen So take the knife And end this life And come tomorrow There will be time for sorrow It is easy to die when you write it down Put down the pen and wipe away that frown Go to sleep and dr

Friend's
i have a lote of friend's on here but i did hear from most of you.i' m hear to make new friens so if you are not a friend then you know what to do.if you are my friend can you stop in and show me some love and i will do the same for you. thank you all?

Love
LAST NIGHT.... Last night I looked up at the stars and thanked my heavenly father for sending me you. Looking at all the stars I know I have found the brighest one and I followed it and it sent me to you. I could travel the world and never find some one as special as you. You are the light of my life and meaning for my being. Finding a bright star like you is rare, and keeping it shining is something I hope never dies. I can't give you the world, but I can show you the world. A world you have never seen a world with unconditional love, and a world full of unexcpted surprises at every turn. Share my world and I will share yours. I love you with every breath I take and with my every being.

In Reality We Suffer
Darkness surrounds us soon will descend Grey decay living dead dark are the days ahead Conserve that precious hatred for later Dark are the days ahead the walls we face are growing heavy to carry its name Carved in flesh the rage If this is it let the apocalypse begin Grey decay living dead Dark are the days ahead a thousand destinies made one and nothing If this is it let the apocalypse begin So alike so alone we suffer Â©DGTFB 2007

Alone In The Crowd
I sit Alone in the crowd Being told by a many â€œYour beauty amazes meâ€ â€œYour smile lights up the roomâ€ â€œYour hair like fire.â€ I look to the mirror What are they seeing? I see ugliness I see sadness I see much pain I see more ugliness A distorted image of what I once was Pieces of me left for all who wants to take Picking at me like vultures Devouring their undead prey Leaving nothing Not even a piece How can they not see what I see? These walls I have spent many years building Yet they still seem to get through them Why donâ€™t I see what they do? Because I know the truth This will not change Not now Not ever Not ever Â©DGTFB 2007

Untitled
Love is a disease, That spreads with ease, To some it shall always please. Many people like I, May never get a chance to try, Always trying and never crying. So my heart and soul, That was taken from me, I cannot pledge my love for thee. Â©DGTFB 2007

But Is It Stalking?
So I’m sure that ya’ll have heard about that astronaut chick who feel off the deep end into deep space nine, huh? I mean…… I guess I always accepted the implication that astronauts are space cadets…… but the euphemism was temporarily lost on me until the story broke in the news last week….. This lady……married with three kids, checks her boyfriend’s email and gets his other girlfriend’s flight itinerary…….. Then, she slides into some damn diapers……withdraws a bankroll of cash, and drives 900 friggin miles to meet the other side piece of azz as she lands in Florida. Then she puts on a wig and sunglasses and pepper sprays the heffa in the parking lot….. The police find her with a knife, some trash bags, rubber hoses, a steel mallet, and a trench coat. Damn!............. That sounds like the props for a perverted porn flick! This got me to thinking about the line between stalking and romance. And since this is the Valentines day season….. this thought reminded me of an ol

Blood Beauty
As I stroll along the walk a soothing breeze brushes my face I smile. This night is refreshing as the diamonds high above shine down their sparkling song of whisper... the sweet chimes reaching my ears turn my thoughts from light to dark, snugly drunk off the beckoning aroma of enchantment leading me to your presence My pace quickens...not only my steps, but my heart as well Anticipation burning through my nerves, each sense is at full attention, aware of even the slightest shift of temperature My blood is boiling as I break into a sweat A feverish wave of frantic feigning as I muster all the strength and speed I can as I race to the calling of my captivation Rounding the final corner I stop short Blindsided by the magnificent yet terrifying image before me: you. Streaming lines of ruby tears and succulent lips of pout Your eyes like crimson discs floating in a pool of cream pleading me to succumb to their might Your graceful movements

What Kind Of Seducer Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Time Between Friends
Time is never an enemy for friends It is swift for those who don't have each other It is slow for those who are fortunate enough to be friends To be friends For time will always be our partner We fear not, nor grieve from despair We rejoice We laugh Because we know and have Our sincere friendship for each other There is always time for us Because of our love and devotion Friendship is our only measure of time Through you and me For you are my friend, today, tommorow And next time around. For you my beloved queen. No matter what happens, no matter what threats we face, no matter who attempts to get in our way, we will have our chance. I love you Chelsea. I love you.

Twats.
i hate this town. everyone here is a piece of shit. ppl promise you stuff then dont give it. and then they fuck they best friends gf. o yeah. my best guy friend (who i hope dies now) is fucking his best freinds(my ex) girlfriend. and he fucked me over agian with some stuff. i hate this place. only a year and 6 months till my ass is out of here. and i cant wait! fuck this town and everyone in it! sorry for being all emo! lol

Thanks God
THANKS TO GOD I pray that this will bless you as it blessed me. Hello God, I called tonight To talk a little while I need a friend who'll listen To my anxiety and trial. You see, I can't quite make it Through a day just on my own... I need your love to guide me, So I'll never feel alone. I want to ask you please to keep My family safe and sound. Come and fill their lives with confidence For whatever fate they're bound. Give me faith, dear God, to face Each hour throughout the day, And not to worry over things I can't change in any way. I thank you God for being home And listening to my call, For giving me such good advice When I stumble and fall. Your number, God, is the only one That answers every time. I never get a busy signal, Never had to pay a dime. So thank you, God, for listening To my troubles and my sorrow. Good night, God, I love You too, And I'll call again tomorrow!

The Scenic Route
Driving down the road you try your best to keep focused on the street, but I keep stealing your attention. Wearing a red halter-top and a short black skirt, I was irresistible. Noticing your glances I smile and begin to tease you by slowly lifting my skirt. You return my smile and urge me to continue. Lifting my skirt up further reveals that I’m not wearing any panties. This causes you to almost loose control of the car. We both laugh and I cover my legs back up. Not wanting the show to end, you turn onto a deserted road and pull over. I reach across and begin to rub your hardening cock. Desiring to feel more you undo your shorts freeing your cock. Stroking you faster causes it to pulse more and more, building up pressure. To my surprise you take my hand off of you and get out of the car. You come around and open my door. Pulling me out you press me against the car and say that you want to fuck me right here and now. You lift my skirt up and shove your hardened cock inside me. I let

Someone Give These Chicks A Reality Show
BRANDY has been a hot azz mess ever since she stopped taping ‘Moesha’. She is busy stalking basketball players and killing motherfuckers with her SUV like it ain’t no thing. http://xxlmag.com/online/?p=7405 To top it off, her kid brother made a porno flick when he found out that BRANDY was about to cut his allowance. I know what your thinking..... but no it’s not gay pr0n either. RAY J snacks the poon of this young piece of arabic action named KIM KARDASHIAN. Kim Kardashian is reportedly taking legal action to prevent the release of the homemade sex tape she made with her (then) boyfriend, Ray J. Although Kim Kardashian has gone on record saying the reported sex tape of her and R&B singer, Ray J, does not exist, a source says Kardashian is actively involved with the sale of the tape but is doing so through a third party. This would give Kardashian a cut of the alleged $1 million asking price, but it would also give her control of what is released, which a

Bacon And Eggs
Bacon & Eggs! A little boy comes down to breakfast. Since his family lives on a farm, his mother asks if he has done his chores." Not yet," said the little boy. His mother tells him no breakfast until he does his chores. Well, he's a little pissed, so he goes to feed the chickens, and he kicks a chicken. He goes to feed the cows, and he kicks a cow. He goes to feed the pigs, and he kicks a pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. "How come I don't get any eggs and bacon? Why don't I have any milk in my cereal?" he asks. "Well," his mother says, "I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for a week either. ! I also saw you kick the cow, so for a week you aren't getting any milk." Just then, his fath er comes down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen. The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile, and says "Are you

Old Blog But It Suits My Hard Day
I PUT THIS HELMET, GLOVES AND BOOTS ON EVERYDAY SO I CAN GO KICK SOME ASS.THEN WHEN WE GET TO THE TRACK I HAVE TO PUT ANOTHER HELMET,GLOVES,AND THESE QUEER LOOKING SO CALLED PITT SHOES ON. All this so called equipment required is FOR YOUR OWN PROTECTION.I ride a bike everyday and i would rather have my bandana on my head than a fucking helmet.The gloves are necessary because if you have a big bumble bee hit you there theres no other pain like it.{except for you mothers theres no comparison}The boots are very important to your feet they are what makes you stand and you always have to stand for what you believe in. what i dont understand is why theres no protection for the heart,im not being negative but if you have ever been hit in the chest by a lugnut it will take the breath out of you.A spinning tire backed by 730 horses they tend to fly.ive been hit dead in the squash by the jackman many times but i will take the shot in the head alot better then one in the

Is There A Chance
Every now and then we ask ourselves if there is even a possibility of things going right or finding love. Yes, occationally they are connected but not always. I am constantly at that point. Is there anyone out there for me? Will my life ever go in the direction I want it to?

Valentine's Poem
Our Country Come with me. Where we need no translation, Our words, address, thoughts, Ours and ours alone; our country. Lay with me. Where no clocks tick, Calendars rip, only Our hearts to beat our dandelion time. Stay with me. Where strangers remain so, The only darkness our sleep The only tempo or earth, our own.

Evil Is As Evil Does
My Life around me surrounded by death, Taken by Evil so many years past, My heart turning so Dark and Black, Watch me fall through the filthy crack. Now is my time to set things right, With all my power nothing sees me in the night, And nothing to help me through this terrible plight. Â©DGTFB 2007

The Rainstorm
Stranded in your car, on the side of the road, in what seemed to be the worst rainstorm of the century. We were on our way to the movies when the rain came down so fast and with such force you had no choice but to pull over. Turning down the music you tell me that we’re going to have to wait out the storm. As the rain continued to pelt down you reach over and begin to massage my upper thigh in a very sensual way. I smile and suggest we climb into the back seat. Once in the back you continue to massage my leg, moving closer to my pussy. I pull off your shirt and begin to kiss your neck, shoulders and chest. Pulling off my shorts and panties you start to rub my clit. Taking advantage of your big back seat I grab you by the shoulders and pin you down. After completely undressing you, I give you the best hand job you’ve ever had. During this time all you can manage to do is rub my clit, which is very sensitive and causing me to become very wet. Just before you cum you turn me around and

Funniest Page Comment I Have Ever Gotten !!!
I found the answer to that question you asked me about the other day. I think that it's Chlamydia you've got instead of Syphilis. I know you told me that you were having problems with an infectious discharge, which is a common symptom of syphilis, but I think that the constant pain in your lower stomach and burning sensation when you pee are more characteristic of Chlamydia. I know how you didn't want to talk to your parents about it so I didn't mind calling around to find out what is wrong with you. Just being a good friend and letting ya know ~holla back P.S. I heard Walgreens has that cream that you needed for that oral herpes too. And don't worry, it doesn't have any alcohol so it wont burn like the last 7 creams you tried. Oh yeah there is one more thing i forgot to tell you....I'm on the wrong damn page sorry [send this to 10 of your friends to make them laugh] left on my page by ~DemonizedWolf~@ CherryTAP

Huge Grand Opening Celebration!
CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO GO TO IT AND COMMENT, 20 COMMENTS GETS YOU ONE RAFFLE TICKET, YOU MUST BE PRESENT TO WIN! HAVE FUN AND MEET COOL PEOPLE! DON’T FORGET TO COME AND JOIN THE WORLDROCK RADIO CHERRY TAP LOUNGE, WHERE WE DON’T JUST ROCK…WE WORLDROCK!!!! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5379

Unknown
i feel so lost. especially when the sun shines. that it accentuates how dark. how dark is my life. i feel so alive. especially when love gives off its poison gas. that my heart is dying. that it's free at last. i feel so dead. especially at night. that these words are my coffin. my own hand constructing it. i feel so alone. especially when i write. that every sentence is deepening the moat. i feel so lost. especially when the sun shines. that it accentuates how dark. how dark is my life. Â©DGTFB 2007

Am I Too Nice???
Sometimes I have to wonder if there is such a thing as "too nice". When you're too nice, people think they can walk all over you. When you're too nice, you get hurt. When you're too nice, people get the impression that you're a push over.

Unknown
Her black hair on her face. Covered eyes cries her life. Dark and dim, Bright and proud stays the same in hollow pain. I'm loosin' all I had. She's craving for her death. Sorrow brings your grace down, bury me inside of you. Memory makes you bleed again. Blackened tear drops down her chest. Fell her skin, so warm and soft. Salty drops on her cheek. Blackened wings wet and burnt. Buried cold inside her soul. I'm loosin' all I had. She's craving for her death. Sorrow brings your grace down, bury me inside of you. Memory makes you bleed again. Blackened tear drops down her chest. Last candle burnt down long before, shattered words in a shape of pray. Memory makes you bleed again. Sorrow burns her wings again. No matter where I lay, my feet won't carry me. I'm asleep but I can't rest, so let me go now. I'm loosin' all I had. I'm craving for my death. Â©DGTFB 2007

It Is Going 2 Rain
2nite my confession is great. I have fought & defended against attackers, & I have seen sum increase, but when I allow my thoughts 2 heal.... I explode into another dimension. Sometimes I have 2 B strong because I have had great struggles. I fought valiantly in the face of life's enemies. However, when sunset falls on the battlefield, & after the troops have gone home, i hang up my gear & wish I was a valiant as I looked ! Preceive & believe what was going on in me was of good. If I could get that in my head, I could reap it in my life. The harvest field that I have is planted in my head. Amidst all my troubles, I hold onto my field of dreams. If only I could water my field when men R tring 2 command a drought in my life. There is still much 2 B accomplished in this woman who has maintained thoughts of greatness in the midst of degrading dilemmas. These R the smiles that paint the faces of ppl. who know something greater & deeper, who see beyond my circumstances. They loo

Unknown
Humble and held together By rotting breaking strings Nothing on the mind But hate and broken dreams What once was but a splinter Has now become a tree Sticking in the mind What no one cares to see I stand alone on a beach With angry tides and benchful sands Blood running down my arm Past the wrist and off the hand What once was can never be Of this I am dead sure Her goddess green eyes,her milk white skins Her beautiful silkin curves Never to be,Never to me I am to fade away Held together by silence Buried by mud and clay Â©DGTFB 2007

Unknown
in the misdt of loving death the warmth of such re'surring breath the end it seems the only way for our two souls forever stay in satan's romance; razor blades blood's eternal - never fades like demon dreams of red romance our souls now there: the killing dance Â©DGTFB 2007

Grey Wolf
My best friend is truly misunderstood She comes from nature like the earth and wood. All the misconceptions about her, she must defend They can't see, she has the gentleness of the wind. My friend is mischevious; that's not just a rumor But it's only her way of showing a sense of humor. She has love and respect for the human race Which never seems to be returned; what a disgrace. My friend has a heart full of loyalty and love Her grace and beauty were gifts from above. She loves to frolic and run just for fun Otherwise it's shade she seeks, to be out of the sun. There are times you may not see her standing there But, of your presence, you can bet she is aware. When I look into her eyes, I see age old intelligence When others see her, in fear they wince. I love to watch my friend as she runs so free Because my friend is a beautiful grey wolf, you see

Votes And Comment Bombing Needed Again Please!!
OK GUYS IM IN YET ANOTHER CONTEST SO SHOW ME SOME MORE LOVE... IT IS THE PHAT TAT CONTEST... ONCE AGAIN COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT LOL!! THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS AGAIN LETS GET ME ANOTHER WIN... TOP WINNER THE JUDGES WILL DECIDE AGAIN THEN THERE WILL BE A WINNER ON RATING AND ONE ON COMMENTS!! HERE IS THE LINK MUCH LOVE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

Unknown
Slender beams of moonlight enter this darkened chamber as I kneel, always alone, always lost, frozen here, waiting. Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, rending my darkened soul. Terror on a lover's face. I raise my head, now crying out for this oblivious darkness. Â©DGTFB 2007

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
well yall its been a while since i did this. i have been thinkin alot lately. been thinkin about CT the Net and alot of things. It seems to me i have Not a life of my own and im givein all my time to others and its burning me out faster everytime. So i may take a very long and much needed break from everything and just worry about my job and savein money. well im dont for now talk again soon Much love to all my friends and Family

Legalization.....
Drugs What if any drugs do you do and why? Do you think you are addicted? Why or why not? on a somewhat different course but in the same vein..... I smoke marijuana and I do not believe it is a "street drug" and I feel it should be legalized for the following reasons (partial list).... *Medical cannabis has been clearly demonstrated to be a safe non-toxic medicine, useful in the treatment of some of our most disabling medical conditions including MS, cancer, AIDS, glaucoma, chronic pain, and many more conditions too numerous to list. *Job creation and new tax revenue *Decrease in taxpayer monies to house non-violent offenders convicted of charges relating to the use and sale of marijuana How do you feel about LEGALIZATION of Marijuana? Should it be legalized? join my yahoo group if ya feelin me..... Click Here to Join 420

Bored Out Of My M Ind
hello im sitin here at work bored out of my mind i wont be on for a few days cause im going out of town on vacation... a vacation i severly need...lol n e who....leave me commets and rating please...when i come back ill check them and commet back....hugs...jewelz

#4
well I went up and talked to my recruiter today. still dont really have an exact date but he did tell me taht I have four weeks at the most. I have to work out for at least an hour every night from now on and on fridays and saturdays I have to work out with him. have only lost one pound since i last seen him and he weighed me so hopefully that will c hange with me working out and all. so thats all that is going on right now will keep you all updated as i learn more

Love Is What Make's The World Go Around!
A persons bigheartedness can manifest itself in many ways. Whether you choose to share your bounty with loved ones in need or to donate your time to a worthy charitable cause, you may be surprised to discover that your philanthropic drive exceeds your resources to some degree. If you find yourself wondering how you can continue to give such bountiful gifts with the same level of enthusiasm today now that you see an impending imbalance on the horizon, consider the law of attraction. Remembering that like attracts like can help you stay as strong and determined as ever while you selflessly distribute your resources among those who need them most. When we indulge the impulses of our hearts and give generously of ourselves without wasting our mental energy on thoughts of our own subsistence, we draw blessings into our lives as a matter of course. By giving, we send a signal to a listening universe that indicates we are ready to receive whatever abundance is in store for us. Our selfles

New Ksex On Air Schedule!
Beginning today, KSEX has made some schedule changes and adjustments. Below is the NEW February 2007 schedule: MONDAY: - 6PM – Blast From The Past - KSEX Shows from yesteryear - 7PM – The Wanker Show w/ Wankus & Rebecca Love - 9PM – Who Wears The Pants? w/ Gwen Diamond & Jack Lawrence - 10PM – Temptation w/ LorrAINIAC & Cuzz TUESDAY: - 6PM – Road Head w/ Lexi Lamour & Ethan Cage - 8PM – Distorted Reality w/ Flexx, Lindsey Meadows & Jew Hefner - 10PM – Temptation w/ LorrAINIAC & Cuzz WEDNESDAY: - 6PM – CONTRACT SUPERSTARS w/ COURTNEY CUMMS (ZERO TOLERANCE) w/ STORMY DANIELS (WICKED PICTURES), w/ NIKKI BENZ (FORMER TERAVISION), and w/ TYLER FAITH (FORMER JILL KELLY PRODUCTIONS); - 7PM – The Wanker Show w/ Wankus & Sunny Lane - 9PM – Me So Horny w/ Mika Tan & Katlani Lei THURSDAY: - 6PM – BaadMaster's Dungeon w/ BaadMaster & Satine Phoenix - 8PM – Guess Who's Cumming At Dinner w/ Chef Jeff & Gia Paloma - 9PM – Sunset After Sunset w/ Sunset Thomas & Kent Wallace -

Things Going Great
Had a great one today. Got a couple more leads on jobs but better than that, I've got a very hot prospect and am expecting an offer by Wednesday. Went out and got a brand new battery for my pickup and so it's back in motion again. The snow has melted some and the winter storm that was predicted has been downgraded although it is still colder than I like. I got rid of the first piece of CT trash from my profile today, feels good. It was a child who was into playing games. I have no time for people like that. Fun is good but when you start talking criminal things, you go play somewhere else. It's gonna be a great week folks so smile and get that contagious good feeling started.

Poem I Wrote In High School
Silver shards Pieces of me Too small to matter Busted mirror Walk alone Hallowed halls Though someone's here Distance maims the wounded heart And time scabs over pain Slowing down Oldest clock Nothing else remains A speck of dust Scattered by a cough I am a patch of darkness A wisp of smoke that fades I wonder why I stay here Day after day I hear a sad and lonely flute Upon a distant shore I wish that time would forget me And I could be no more I am a patch of darkness A wisp of smoke that fades I understand the waterfall Teeming and yet isolated I hope that I will disappear Every cosmic impression erased I say that dreamers should be crushed I dream of a place so far from here Not one I could call home I am a patch of darkness A wisp of smoke that fades

Opened Up!!!
i feel like ive been opened up not giving a fuck and throwing up it seems my life has takin a tole and everything was going fine until i met this little troll he told me to do him a favor so i said yes i never knew that what i would do would cause me so much stress he asked me to do something strange i said ok but as long as you pay me he said well its a bit derranged its ok just pay me i headed out for the favor and i met this skinny aligator his name was waiter saying he was looking for a troll i said why are you looking for a troll he said cuz he stole my gold soon after i realized that the troll i met was the one the aliigator was refering too so i took the aligator to him through the bushes and through the moss we came across but we were lost we see a troll stuck in a hole i said is that him yes lets get him we set after the troll and before i seen it i was stuck from behind i reached back and there inlyi

Unknown
Alone again in the darkness of my room, in misery i wait until it turns into my tomb. Night after night i wonder where you go, I stare out the windows cuz i just don't know. I gave you a rose one day, and you held it to your heart, and promised to all that is holy in life, that we would never part. But here i sit alone again, and the walls are closing in, you have the nerve to wear my ring but not to tell me where you've been. The pain i feel within my heart is caused by only you, i know your in the arms of another, while i sit here with nothing to do. Alone again in the darkness of my room, it wont be long now before it turns into my tomb. I cannot live much longer while you continue to play with my soul its inevitable, that death will come, for misery is taking its toll. I should have seen this coming, when i sensed you didn't care, but i held on hoping, and praying, now its just to hard to bare. Its getting hard to breathe now, too diffi

Just Wondering...
JUST WONDERING........ Since light travels faster than sound, isn't that why some people appear bright until you hear them speak? Why do you press harder on a remote-control when you know the battery is dead? Why do banks charge you a "non-sufficient funds fee" on money they already know you don't have? Why is the alphabet in that order? If you got into a taxi and the driver started driving backward, would the taxi driver end up owing you money? If a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to see it, do the other trees make fun of it? When two airplanes almost collide why do they call it a near miss?? It sounds like a near hit to me!! Why are there 5 syllables in the word "monosyllabic"? Why do they call it the Department of Interior when they are in charge of everything outdoors? If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitar

This Was For Friday The 9th
today was pretty awesome... ...considering how much the others days sucked, lol. i "woke up" at dawn today to go pick up my self proclaimed sister christie in brownsville. i did miss class but i told my profs. ahead of time that i would be absent & he didnt seem to care as long as i turned in my essay. so i had luke turn in my assignment for me...lol...sometimes i think people give too much hype about how hard college is. anyway...what was i saying? oh yea...i went to go pick up christie...anyway i left home around 7:30 and got to her house around 9 am. we were gonna go to the island to tan so we could waste some time while mike killed his to do list for the day. but we ended up changing our minds and headed to our old high school with the intent of visiting our old teachers & sizing up the new senior class. though our plan was solid we did run into a slight snag...HOSA ::health occupation students of america:: is huge in our old high school...& i mean the place lives for

Marine Corps Lol Ty Wendy!
Marine Corps General Reinwald was intervie wed on the radio the other day and you'll love his reply to the lady who interviewed him concerning guns and children. Regardless of how you feel about gun laws you gotta love this!!!! This is one of the best comeback lines of all time. It is a portion of National Public Radio (NPR) interview between a female broadcaster and US Marine Corps General Reinwald who was about to sponsor a Boy Scout Troop visiting his military installation. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: So, General Reinwald, what things are you going to teach these young boys when they visit your base? GENERAL REINWALD: We're going to teach them climbing, cano eing, archery, and shooting. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Shooting! That's a bit irresponsible, isn't it? GENERAL REINWALD: I don't see why, they'll be properly supervised on the rifle range. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Don't you admit that this is a terribly dangerous activity to be teaching children?

Manifesto
Live with intention Walk to the edge Listen hard Practice wellness Play with abandon Laugh Choose with no regret Continue to learn Appreciate your friends Do what you love Live as if this is all there is.

N-dmun-iz
Endostatic sunshine An amorphous sound blast heeded By the dying legions of the unborn Ectoskeletal convulsion The masses gagging in ecstasy and the high Dancing, because it's all we've left Cold-- And we've lost our sense of time Direction No one left to catch the Fallen Ones Falling towards an abysmal darkness That none hos reached the bottom of yet And those farthest down have been falling since the first breath of creation Where is the sun, O careless Master? The slave cries out... And acidic rain pelts his flesh Th slave huddles in a forgotten corner of time And the spiders weave their webs And take their fill And drink life from the wasted veins.

Sedlec Ossuary
The Sedlec Ossuary is a small macabre Christian chapel. This strange place is located beneath the Cemetery Church of All Saints in Sedlec, a suburb of Kutn Hora in the Czech Republic. The ossuary was built for mass graves unearthed during construction, or simply slated for abolition to make room for new burials. Its interior is composed exclusively of approximately 40,000 human skeletons which have been ordered and artistically arranged to form decorations and furnishings for the chapel. for more pics Sedlec Ossuary

My 'stop Filling Up My Bulletin Screen' Bulletin
Well looking at my bulletin screen more than half is about this new $10 cherry bucks to repost bulletins, some about how they don't like the new cherry tap installment and then others complaining about the people who are complaining... if you wanna complain please post in a blog and i promise i WON'T read it but stop filling up my damn bulletin board with all of your worthless complaining cuz quite frankly i do not want to hear about it, and it's only ten bucks if you want only repost what yo think is post worthy i am sure between all the ct ppl damn near everything will continue to be reposted i repost contest and radio lounges stuff only but repost what ever i can when i have free time, so please stop filling up my bulletin screen with worthless complaining because it makes no difference i am sure this thing won't change either way so stop complaining about it POSTED BYEMANON Aerosmith - Eat The RichMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Stick A Fork In Me Cuz I'm Done!
Okay, this is regarding the Sweetheart Contest I was in..see another blog labeled, "My First One" for more insight if you haven't kept up. lol Well my peeps, I finally decided to hang it up. I have to say that I gave it a good run and for my first (and last) contest, I'm not too disappointed in myself. I am a very competitive person but I also possess realism at times (haha) and tonight, the realism is that I can't win at this point. I had off and on took the lead with as much as 4-500 comments at one time but when you stop, they come in with their comment bombers and bomb away (which is the way it works in anything - the sneak attacks...lol). So, when you get back on or wake up and look, you're sitting there in disbelief that you sat at your computer for hours on end only to be behind by hundreds or even thousands. Then, there are the moments when you're on a roll and almost taking the lead and you run out of comments. Oh joy! LOL It was interesting and fun at times but the conte

Hope
He who calls in the mists of the night Shroud in darkness Calling forth from the depths Is he real or just a tease Does love exist or is it only a fairy tail Will this lonely sorrow filled path stay as is Or shall he come

Joi In A Season Of Gray
I never wanted you For anything but you Everyone else seemed to love The things that they could do They all saw what they could use A delicate angel to abuse No one got to know We all got to lose Out on the stroll In shoes that I bought Asking this one What he wants That one what he’s got Not really a living Ain’t no way to die Just doing it for cash Filling veins with the stash Out on the run Losing both mother and son Traveling without moving All the while proving Some things are never over When they end Back out on the corner It starts over again A separate condition A heart with blurred vision Left holding a soul Filled with nothing but holes I feel a spiritual slip From my unconditional grip

Still...
Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

Alan Update
I WENT TO THE SCHOOL THIS MORNING AND HAD A MEETING WITH THE PRINCIPAL. THEY WERE HELPFUL, THEY PROVIDED AN AID TO HELP WITH ALAN. WITH SCHOOLWORK AND ALL THINGS RELATED WITH SCHOOL.SO WE WILL SEE HOW LONG THIS LAST. ALSO I HAVE HAD TO MAKE A HARD DECISION CONCERING ALAN AND P.E. HE IS SO MAD WITH ME RIGHT NOW. I HAVE CHOSE TO TAKE HIM OUT OF P.E. FOR THE REST OF THE SCHOOL YEAR. HE IS JUST FALLING MORE AND MORE ON A DAILY BASIS, AND I HAVE TO THINK OF HIS SAFTEY. HE WILL STILL DO SOME P.E. BUT IT WILL BE A ONE ON ONE TYPE THING. I JUST FEEL THAT RIGHT NOW, THIS WOULD BE BEST FOR HIM. MAYBE NEXT YEAR A MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN AND HE WILL BE BETTER. BUT WHO KNOWS

Morons
To all you pathetic numb nuts that choose to send shouts to people based on the default pics you see go by on the ticker this one's for you. Plz...Plz...Plz... B/4 you send a message to me or others, plz take the time out to read our profiles...fuck it, if u do not want to go through the headache, plz check the gender specification. At least in my case you do not have to do much. It is clearly stated where my user id is that I’m a dude. So why I get all this horny advances I do not know. Just cuss you see a picture of a chick swallowing a glass cup. Pathetic, I thought it was funny that is why I posted it. Instead, I’ve been getting advances from horny little perverts. Quit sending me horny messages. You perverted bastards. I mean can't ya'll tell, I’m a dude. Am I that black that you all can't see my black ass on the default album you horny retards want to send me stupid messages and comments you then take offense when I school your asses. You horrible pathetic fucking losers need to

Tears Falling While I Was Listening...
omg yes!!! for all the people that grew up listening to The Police, they came back and are going to give a lot of recitals/shows all over the world (estimated 80) while i listened the voice of sting singing roxanne and the guys playing with him, it was like remembering all the good moments of my childhood enjoy! ps. yes, the bruises are really big now, i took pics but can't find the wire to download the pics from the cam to the laptop lol i'll do it as soon as i find it :) got vaccines too, blah

In Your...
In Your darkness i find my light Fore it is Your darkness that feeds my soul. In Your chains i find my freedom Fore bound by them, i am as i choose to be. In Your pleasure i find my own Fore it is my own deep dark desire. In Your arms i find my refuge Fore i know You shall keep me safe and warm. In Your eyes i find my world Fore i see my spirit dancing with Yours. In You, M'lord, i find everything i shall ever need!

To My Friends
hi yall, sorry that i havent been on but i have been sick still am..i caught that stuff my son had last week..its almost like the flu except no fever...but you do have the congestion and the body aches and sore throat......and just totally miserable...i just came on long enough to check some messages and all that and to leave this note to yall letting ya know that i am still alive..lol.....love to all my friends.

Commercial Ad's
OK, help me out here people..... What is the best commercial you have seen recently? It could also be an older one, but what is the best one that you remember the most? What is the worst commercial you've seen?? Are there any commercials that you've seen that make you say WTF?? Please help me out, this is research for a class assignment. Thanks!!

Lost
Lost in the labyrinth of my mind Not sure what is left to find Searching within Looking past the miles of sin To rekindle the flame The power of a name Unknown to all Someone answer my call Love must exist So long is the failed list Somewhere somehow I need hope to exist now The only thing left is sorrow Maybe something more tomorrow

Suspended...
Suspended before You...flesh laid bare to Your sight...my body open to Your touch limpid pools of smouldering lust...rendered blind by Your design flesh tingling...feeling You near...hearing Your breathing sensing Your desires...O/our hearts beating in time the warmth of Your fingers tracing my spine...trembling with need...a whispered plea "please Master" body straining against it’s bonds...reaching...searching...aching...craving giving...taking...flames of desire raging higher an erotic journey has begun...travel to a dream realm...fantasy becomes reality reality fades from view...a pasture of decadent pleasures mind closing down...reasoning gone...agonizing anticipation...a whistle filling my ears a crop slicing the air...body swaying to meet it’s caress...leather bites tender flesh raising welts with each kiss...leaving burning patches behind two hearts beating as one...crop dancing in time...building a bonfire of need flames raging hotter and hotter...s

What If?
What if I was a happy person? What if I was free from fear? What if I was open-hearted and joyful? What if I was care-free? What if I was at peace? I am not. A blade sits here calling me. Skin aches to bleed. Emptiness calls my name and a void beckons. Why am I so dark? Will others accept me as I am? What if they do?

Episode 36
The Madman and The Crook. I come home Tuesday and what do I find, Cops blocking my way home. A Standoff...... Right behind my apartment across the street. 12:41pm Tue Nov 28 Fremont, NE (1037 C St.) I guess some guy decided to go crazy and try to attack a woman. The cops tried to get him but The Madman shot at them. And the Standoff begins. 2:40pm Nov 28 I get home to find cops blocking my path home. Wow, this is gonna be fun. 8:00pm Nov 28 Try to get home but the cops say no. See I told you it would be fun. 9:00pm I hear shots and 30 min later I can finally go home. Wanna know what happened go to www.fremonttribune.com and in the archive search window type "Standoff". Yesterday 1:07 pm Fantasy's 144th and Hillsdale I hear over the intercom, "Chris, Pump 5" A guy is driving off with gas. I run after him to get his license, but he hid it. I come back only to see him coming back around behind our building. I get in my truc

So Frustrated!!!
I DO NOT WANT TO DO ANY MORE HOMEWORK!!! It wouldn't be so bad if I wan't taking 17 credits plus working a full 40 hrs a week... Why can't somebody just pay me to go to school full time!!! Heart, Slave

Simple Pleasure
I’ve often been told simple pleasures are best… Like an ermine soft kitten that purrs in my ear… A crystalline pool on a hot summer day… A mockingbird’s song as the sun melts to dusk… Toasty thick socks warming popsicle toes… A dinner that’s shared with long absent friends, A chocolate chip cookie that's been dipped in cold milk… The sweet scent of jasmine growing in my backyard… Best of all snuggling in your strong loving arms, It’s your love, it’s your touch, in their own simple way that completes me, and fills up my heart.

Episode 37
Circles February 2007 Our anti-hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. Friends could be lost and lifes ruined. "Nothing happens without purpose." May 2002 Our hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. He will take back his life or die trying. "Fear is the mind-killer"¹ Summer 1998 Our Villian is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. But fate has something else in mind. Our villian has nothing to say because he only cares about himself. September 1992 Our anti-hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everythi

Be My Valentine What Does That Mean?
Be my Valentine: What does that mean? Each of us must walk through life alone, More deeply desolate than we have known, Yearning for a truth we've never seen. Valentines are from beyond that dream, Are like a sunrise on a world of stone. Little on this journey can we own Except as miracles might intervene. No way but through loving might we give The freedom of our being to another. In such a sacrifice we hope to live No longer bound by dreams of flesh and bone, Even as we bind our lives together.

Happy Birthday To Me...lol
hey i thought id just post one of these for now saying thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes, gifts and comments. you all fucking rock! thanks people, and i will try to get back to you all....

I'm Out Looking
i'm looking to get a new tattoo and i hope it would be a dragon on my back and i was hoping some one would know of a place to find some pics. i want it to be diffrent than most you see now. so if you know of a good site please let me know

Please Im Beggin You
OK ALL YOU COMMENT BOMBERS THE TIME HAS COME THAT I ASK YOU HELP ONCE AGAIN. PLEASE IF YOU WILL SHOW SOME LUV TO A DEAR FRIEND AND SWEETHEART AT THAT FRIEND OF MINE. DROP AT LEAST 150 COMMENT BOMBS AND A PRIZE WILL BE AWARED. ANYTHING OVER 150 WILL WIN YOU A MUCH BIGGER PRIZE, SO PLEASE START COMMENT BOMBING NOW, WETHER YOU MALE OR FEMALE. AND THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. CLICK THE LINK AND START COMMENT BOMBIN

Direction
direction i had no direction till i lost my rudder while i could still steer my ship was without destination aimless in my journey thinking in my arrogance that i knew what i was doing knew where i was going then i lost my rudder i had no say on my destination and then i lost my mast and had no power for motion then i lost my will and didnt care anymore where i might go staring blankly at an empty sea going as the current carried me watching other ships pass by as aimlessly as i and then i began to listen to a voice i had lost long ago god began to speak to me to show me where i had been that what i had done and what i had acquired were for my own glory to sate my own greed that i had no destination when i traveled without him that when i believed in only me that i was bound instead of free he led me from my vessel/ego to walk upon the water of lifes tossing sea he reminded me to dream but stay true to the beliefs that

Well It May Change
well i just found out that i may be getting out within the next ten days all i can do is hope for the best and that is exactly what i'm doing i'm ready to go home to my wife and my family tha is all i want

Sigh Breeze
when we dance love dance steps I reach under your water you climb onto my island with bare foot steps and cling to my tree root you say the winds are strong and you want me to hold you fast and slow when you rock from the gusts you say you are glad I am strong and that I can bend that way where you need me to be for moments just before you let go and float on sigh breezes...

Insane Politics
By Chandler R. Chapman America Smartly found the serial numbers of some Iranian weapons in Iraq proving that Iran is involved and must be attacked. How else could a person get an Iranian weapon into Iraq except if Iran was supplying Iraqi Insurgents weapons? Lets apply that same moron logic to the rest of history: America was clearly selling arms, cars, and financing Hitler's efforts. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping the Tailban. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping Saddam Hussein. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping Al Quaeda. America has put weapons in the hands of nearly ever warring faction on the planet, usually both sides of the conflict………….. By this same logic, America is the single biggest Terrorist the world has ever known. Should the world be as ignorant and stupid as the media and our politicians are asking us to be? Were they, the entire world would attack us, kill our soldiers, detain all Americans in i

- Without You Lyrics
MIMI Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows. Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, The children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you. The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you. Without you, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves. Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash. The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you. The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you. ROGER The world revives, MIMI Colors renew, BOTH But I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue MIMI Without you. Without you the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats. ROGER Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walks, the lungs breath. The mind churns! MIMI The mind churns! ROGER The heart yearns! MIMI The heart yearns! BOTH The tears dry, without you. Life goes on, but I'm gone. 'Cause I die, without you. MIMI Without you. R

The Lincoln-darwin Debates
To the best of my knowledge, Abraham Lincoln and Charles Darwin never actually met. I don't know of any record Darwin visited the United States in his travels, and I do know Lincoln never left the United States in his lifetime. Indeed, outside of these two gentlemen being human beings, English-speaking, and Caucasian, at first glance Lincoln and Darwin have very little that invites comparison. Even the most vehement debaters -- I appropriated today's blog title from the Lincoln-Douglas debates, a series of 1858 presentations which argued on popular sovereignty and arguably codified the then-infant Republican Party's stand on slavery among other issues -- have common ground; both sides want to achieve a positive result. It was after the respective gentlemens' deaths (Lincoln in 1865 and Darwin in 1882) that they became larger-than-life figures in their respective fields. Indeed, it's the consistent application and misapplication of their names and public statements and ideas which have

Ohhh,quench The Thirst....
I am in need my corazon. My soul's desire is you. Come to me my beautiful one. Quench the thirst in my soul. I am in want mi amor. My passion is raging out of control. Touch me and fill the void inside me. Come to me my heart, my soul. I long for you my love. Devour me the way I long to devour you. Give all your love to me. I am in need my corazon. My soul's desire is you.

Lots Of New Photos - Trade Rates During Happy Hours?
Send me a message, leave a blog comment here, shout me, or leave me a user comment. i still have 39 11's left so i'm willing to pass out a few per friend.. kick ass!

25 Signs That You've Grown Up For Good
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6 You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald 's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps

A Nother Year Older
well its time again im am turning another year older. i know i am still young but i wish i had a nother date to have my birthday on becouse v-day and ny b=day sucks becouse i am always single on that day and it suckslet me know what you think

Fuck You!!!!!
I am tired of being pushed and feeling like nothing is good enough for anyone. I am close to the edge and I am about to flip. I can’t deal with the shit in my life and everyone wants me. I am being pulled in different directions and I can’t deal with it. I want to run and hide. I want it all to end and I know that the one thing that I fight for is needing me more than anything right now and I can’t give him what he needs sometimes, cause the more that I try the less good it does, so I walk away and ponder my thoughts and wonder what to do. I have lost my mind and no one seems to care. I can hear myself screaming inside and I want to scream out loud. I want everyone to just leave me alone and live their lives and forget about me. I am not here and I don’t matter. I never have and I never will and I am ok with that. I am tired of feeling and I want to shut down again and give up, but for what???? What will that prove, but that I am weak, and can not deal with the stress around me. I

I,ll Be Back
HEY ALL TY TY ,FOR ALL COMMENTS I,M HAVING TROUBLE WITH COMPUTER,GOING IN FOR UP GRADES, SO WON,T BE ON FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS,WILL GET TO ERVERY ONE THAT HAS STOPPED BY,PLEASE BE PATIANT WITH ME I,M STILL TRYING TO FIGER THIS BLOG OUT TY,TILL I RETURN, HUGS,SMILES ,PEACE.

Need Your Prayers And Blessings!!
HELLO ALL, I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE FOR A WEEK OR SO. I HAVE HAD A FAMILY EMERGENCY AND HAVE BEEN PUTTING ALL MY STRENGTH INTO THAT. MY SON WAS BURNED BY BOILING WATER AND COOKING OIL A FEW DAYS AGO. HE HAD A CONFRONTATION WITH A GUY THAT HAD SLIPPED SOME X TO MY DAUGHTER ABOUT 6 OR 7 MONTHS AGO, AND IN RETALIATION THE BROTHER THROUGH THE WATER AND OIL ON HIM. HE IS IN THE HOSPITAL, SO I AM ASKING YOU ALL TO PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM AND MY FAMILY AND PLEASE REPOST THIS, WE CAN USE ALL THE HELP WE CAN GET. LOVE AND PEACE!! I'LL BE BACK ONLINE SOON!!

Shhhhhhhhhhh .......shhhhhhhhhhh
No need for words Just hold me Let our eyes Reflect our passion As mirrors To our soul Shhhhhhhhhhh No need to speak Our bodies Are the voices Unleashed and dying For the others Hungry touch Shhhhhhhhhhh No need for sound Only the moans Escaping from your Tortured need Raging as a beast Begging to be fed Shhhhhhhhhhh No need for talking Our souls Are whispering Urgent cries Desires all consuming In passions fire Shhhhhhhhhhh No need for words Only the pounding Of our hearts As sweet ecstasy Burning us alive Embers to ashes

Slow Down
Could we slow down? Its like its all going too fast, too quick, any faster and I'd get motion sick. I tried to go with the flow, with the grain but instead I got washed away. I could never slow down, and say, yo hold up I got to hold on to this chance like the last slow dance. So, we sped up on this fuckin turn now we both gotten burned. In the end will I stand by the same as before, protect and defend or will this go with the flow like time? Experience is something you just can't ignore.

The Decline Of Western Civilization
Yesterday was our annual bus trip up to Greektown. For those not in the know, Greektown is a small section of Detroit, complete with Greek restaurants, a gift shop, and casino. I look forward to going there every year, because I love good Greek food, and the bakery across the street from the casino (Astoria Bakery) is TO DIE FOR! However, the bus trip there and back is enough to give me second thoughts every time. There is nothing like being locked in a mobile tin can for an hour with 50 obnoxious drunks to make one reevaluate their plans....Mom thinks I'm ignoring her when she tries to talk to me during out trip; in actuality, I've made it a habit to wear ear plugs on the bus ride. The ride up is tolerable, but by 8:00 pm when the crowd is good and sauced up after a day of drinking and gambling, my inner serial killer starts to come out. Mind you, I'm wearing my ear plugs and can hear the radio on the bus as clear as a bell, and I hear bellows from the back of the bus of "TURN

Valentine's Game
[] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to _______ you. ;) I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather

Blonde Ambition Ty For Your Entry
BLONDE AMBITION made an awesome one of me. You don't have to be this much .. a simple pic of me or you holding a sign with my name on it works.. ty again to all that have submitted... I NEEEEED MOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRREEE

You Play
Your eyes are your weapons. You control my heart. You stand in the middle. You play the part. The aura of your beauty, as you stare into my soul, makes me contemplate your unspoken goal. The scent of your skin, as I slowly breathe in, makes the erotic animal come alive within. Your eyes are your weapons. You control my heart. You stand in the middle. You play the part. I have no defense; my desire for you is so, viciously immense. I am just a man; like the flames that you fan. Your eyes are your weapons. You control my heart. You stand in the middle. You play the part. You are the temptress; you have control. I am the one who desires to know you so. Your eyes are your weapons. You control my heart. You stand in the middle. You play the part.

Embarrassing End Of A Day
today started off great, i straightened my hair and left it down all day cuz i'd been wantin to since last week. i got to drive to my internship by myself and i even parked on the first try (last time, it took me like 15 minutes). jen was there and paul even asked if i wanted something from safeway when he and dan went. but, as always people stop payin attention to me cuz they have to do their jobs and i end up feelin like i'm takin up space. i feel like they dont want me there cuz the cash register is harder than it looks and i'm still tryin to learn how to use it and who the regulars are and everything around the cash register. half the time it's just me smilin and greetin everyone and apologizing for not knowin anything cuz i'm new. i feel like i cant do anything except watch the pumps which is the same as watching grass grow while standing for 7 hours. but then, today, i thought it would be fun to leave my stuff at the station so i could blast music in the car as i drove b

The Gift You Gave Me
I followed the rose pedals to the bedroom The sweet sent of your perfume was enchanting Soft music in the background Our first song we ever heard together No light in sight But that of candle light All the worries of the day Disappeared Focusing only on the moment I opened the door to our room And found you on the bed You looked so beautiful Like a goddess incarnate I don't know what it is Maybe just a surprise But every time i look at you You become more beautiful in my eye's What is the occasion i asked And you told me not to talk Just to sit back and relax And you shared with me, a most sacred act The gift you gave me that night Was one that i will never forget Not in this life Or the next

Stand My Ground
I'm here,I'll stand my ground no matter the earth quakes or the world when it shakes. I'm tired of being rushed when my world starts to make sense, is it wrong when I want to vent? To slow shit down when things start to make sense,they call my lyrics an outlet but for so long being told I'm good didn't seem right, didn't make much sense. So I stand strong despite anything, despite night runs and fights, it'll take more then a punk and a knife to scare me cause I'm here to stay. Say what you say, do what you want to but know I'm not the one whos scared of you. Can't you see, clearly, I could careless about your claims and decincy. I'm still here, and standing strong, you can't see eye to eye with me, but the world spins on so hold on tight, be strong, never give up the fight.

This Is An Sos Fromvenus
A Love That Grows The planet Venus shines A message you are devine You cloud my mind Because your one of a kind So pretty and so gifted My days are now uplifted Will I ever get the chance To making you my romance God has restored my heart anew So I can always love you

Help Comment Bomb!!!!
Ok All My peeps that I have helped when they needed comment bombs its My turn to ask for your assistance I have a great friend who is in need of some comments I would be really happy to all that helped out here is the link below thanks in advance I know yall wont let Me down http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=197458&i=2164023649

Paranoia
Another afternoon at home, I sat with my feet up on the table. Slowly turning a fully loaded ammo clip in my hand, the pistol sat next to me on the plush leather couch. Other than the slight whispering friction of my fingertips against the plastic clip, there were no other sounds in the house. In the days before my final operation in Venezuela, I would be watching television all night, laughing at all of my favorite comedy shows. These days though, I had decided that it made too much noise, and I might not hear someone sneaking in. I always said that you can never be too careful. My former teammates take random occasions to call me and see how things are going. They like to make sure that I made it to the store recently, or really anything as simple as getting up to go to the bathroom. On several occasions, I have soiled my couch, rather than be out of view of the main points of entry to this house. My friends continue to care about me, even after my dismissal from Delta For

I Almost Did!
Doubts are being placed Inside my head I don’t know what to do I can’t go to bed She told me some things I don’t know if it’s true She told me horrible things And they’re all about you I really truthfully doubt it I know it’s a lie But you got to admit It almost made me cry And then she said something else She said you told her you still love her And when she said that I was afraid we were over I almost left you And there you cried I almost didn’t trust you But you said they were lies Others are telling me your side They told me what you said They told me everything And pushed the doubts out of my head I was almost heartbroken I almost was I guess you finally did it You made me fall in love

Sexual Harrassment
Hey all I just really need to vent. Those of you that know me know that i do security which has mostly men in the field.. well i was sexually harrassed and I am not the kind of person to turn someone in for that. I can hang with the boys and be just as raunchy. Well this new guy grabbed my ass.. I just ignored it and figured that was that. Well since I didn't reciprocate the advance, he went and told my boss that I thought he was an idiot and don't think he can do his job. I got pulled into the office for a discussion about this. My boss knows that I am a team player and he was surprised that I would say something like that. Well he asked me what was going on. I told him what happened. I hate that I actually had to do that. I am not the type that needs someone else to fight my battles, but since this guy decided to lie about me I felt that I needed to give my boss the truth. I feel bad that I may have gotten this guy in troublr but I am also very pissed that he would lie just because I

Our Twingled Hot Bodies
It is an almost perfect night I gaze at the stars by the window My hair blowing in the cool breeze On my neck I feel a soft blow I feel a shiver up my spine As his fingertips caress my back so bare He moves closer into me Running his fingers through my hair He flings me around And grabs me by my hips Looks deep into my eyes Licking my trembling lips He throws me on the bed As he plants a huge wet kiss His hands exploring all over Not a spot he would miss He passionately touches Kisses, licks my every curve Whispering sweet nothings in my ear Sensations running wild through my every nerve The chills and tingling escalate And passion now prevails Completely lost within each other Hidden fantasies slowly unveil Locking in on a hot spot As he calls out my name He lets out deep sighs Enjoying this erotic game Our warm bodies intertwined In a state of sheer ecstasy Internal flames wildly burning Escapade ending so magically Laying on my satin s

To Earthward
Love at the lips was touch As sweet as I could bear And once that seemed too much I lived on air That crossed me from sweet things The flow of-was it musk From hidden grapevine springs Downhill at dusk? I had the swirl and ache From sprays of honeysuckle That when they’re gathered shake Dew on the knuckle I craved strong sweets, but those Seemed strong when I was young The petal of the rose It was that stung Now no joy but lacks salt That is not dashed with pain And weariness and fault I crave the stain Of tears the aftermark Of almost too much love The sweet of bitter bark And burning clove When stiff and sore and scarred I take away my hand From leaning on it hard In grass and sand The hurt is not enough I long for weight and strength To feel the earth as rough To all my length.

1st Day
I just spent the last 9 hrs at my new workplace, training for my new job. I thought i was ready for the day but i kept drifting off, and now i feel like crap. I have a temp, my throat is sore, I am very tired, and I just feel like crap in general. I pray I feel better tomorrow!!!!!!! I will keep you all updated as things go. All in all I think I am going to like working in the call center. They have alot of different things for employee comfort.....a gameroom, a full gym with showers, a internet access room, a quietroom, a first aid room, 2 kitchens. So it is pretty sweet in my book.

Tell Me Why?
HEY EVERYONETELL ME WHYIS LIFE JUST SHITTYDO WE NOT REALY CAREWHY DO FRIENDS BACKSTABIS THERE NO LOVE TO BE FOUNDDO WE HAVE TO ALWAYS DISTROYDO WE HAVE TO MAKE FUN OF OTHERSARE WE FALLOWERS AND NOT LEADERSDO WE PREFER SO MUCH VIOLENCE ALYWAYSDO WE HAVE TO HATE EACH OTHER ALL THE TIME DO THE GOOD PEOPLE HAVE TO LOOK BAD ALWAYSDO WE HAVE TO ACT LIKE SOMEONE AND NOT BE OURSELFS

Heads Up - Fake On Ct
My wife posted this bulletin. She drew a line as to what she felt comfortable chatting about and this guy (who she wasn't even referring to) took offense and has left ugly comments on her profile and pictures. He cannot take rejection. You might wanna stay away from this guy. ~~~~~~~~~~ This guy: 2smart@ CherryTAP and this guy: Whats_it_matter?@ CherryTAP are the same guy, and not a very nice one at that. He's using the "2smart" screen name to harrass and intimidate me.. Just wanted to give everyone a heads up! (repost of original by '~crunchy pagan mama~' on '2007-02-12 15:02:50')

Well, I've Made My Decision!!!
HERE IT IS....I'M LEAVING CHERRY TAP. I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT IT LONG ENOUGH, I LOVE ALL THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE ON HERE!!! YOU ALL ROCK AND KICK ASS!! THERE'S CERTAIN ONES THAT KEEP IN TOUCH WITH VIA YAHOO OR MSN (OR BOTH) LOL! THERE'S LOT OF OTHER WAYS TO KEEP IN CONTACT ME, I'M GIVING A 24 HOUR NOTICE AND THAN *POOF* I'LL BE GONE.... SO HOPEFULLY EVERYONE READS THIS... IF YOU DO WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH, LET ME KNOW AND HIT ME UP FOR DIFFERENT ADDY'S!! FOR EVERYONE ELSE, KEEP ROCKING AND HAVING FUN. FOR ME, I'M MOVING ON AND STARTING OVER NOW! WAS GREAT MEETING EVERYONE!! TAKE CARE. SINCERELY, *MARYJANE*

The Night & The Moon
In the darkness, you ventured to me against all the world, I loved you we were drawn by the voices of the stars to come together in this time of separation It was so late in shade, but not too late for us Brushing away warning, a knock on my window A burden lifted as i saw your gracious face The cool night air swirled around your warmness Oh it was an embrace I'll never forget That night under the moon We looked up together at its light Shining, bathing its pale fullness down upon us. forever as one tonight. You kissed me in this calm silence Oh how i yearned to howl for all the world To hear as i professed my love to you! Your gentle forgiving sweetness was like a touch of cinnamon on my lips I would have told you all i wanted to right then and there, but something... Kept me from slicing open this wound The light across the street, the shadow A figure in the window, i looked away safely falling into your cloudless eyes forever in my heart, I'll see you thi

3 Day Weekend
I'm back from my trip to Salt Lake City! I had so much fun! I'm so glad I went and it was great to see my family and all of my old friends! I guess I'll begin on the day I arrived. It will explain how this was THE best feature dance trip I've EVER experienced. First I arrive at the SLC airport around 7pm and go down to collect luggage, I'm greeted by Brandy and Tom of Golden Trails! Two of the nicest people you'll ever want to meet! We made it to the Little America hotel and checked in. The hotel looks good so far. We get into the room and... wow, this ain't no Best Western! Which I'm usually shoved into when I go on the road! Golden Trails went all out for me and I'm so grateful for it! The next morning, we had to get a UTAH ID, this wasn't going to be a problem because I lived in UTAH and had an ID already, which wasn't expired, I just lost it. So we get to the DMV and trouble ensues. All of my paper work was under my current name, and the DMV had my paper work under my maiden name s

What 50 Years Will Do
Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1956 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1956 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1956 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie.

Friend,s List
wow it,s unreal how fast you can make friend,s and how fast time goe,s by just trying to let you all know think alot of you all and bare with me will get to ya all soon and chat and show some love you all are the best tc

What Was I Thinking
Ouch what’s on my mind By Steve Cook It was quarter till 2 when I walked in the room Left work early there was nothing to do Wanted to surprise her with flowers that day It was February 14 valentines day The look on my face grew dark and grim When I saw her in bed with him Tried to hold back all of my rage Was like trying to keep a bear in a glass cage I tore through the door with vengeance of hell I grabbed him up to the floor she fell Kicking and screaming like I got to her first What she didn't know was hers would be worse I slammed him to the wall to the floor through the mirror Nothing in my mind could’ve been more clear I pounded him and beat him as she tried to run I thought it was over when she grabbed the gun Do it I screamed at the top of my lungs Here ill do it for you give me the gun She was crying and screaming just let him go I screamed back at her fuck you . Hell no I grabbed the piece of broken mirror and slit his throat Then I started towa

My Feelings For You
I never really knew you You were just a screen name, another friend But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to find a way, to give love another try, So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say But I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I Love You! That is my feelings for you...

Update On Blast Contest
There were a number of outstanding nominations for the blast contest...it was very tough trying to identify one winner! However, one entry stood out as a way to help someone change their life in a way that really stood apart from the others. Here's the lucky winner's profile...take a look at his blast to see what I mean... Angel of Death Sto dando in su su amore a causa di voi (Nova's darkside)@ CherryTAP Here's what he wrote: I would like to thank Doug for the blast! Happy V-day everyone! Je voudriez-vous que sachiez-vous combien je m'occupe de vous et veux pour vous demander d'être mon épouse, m'épouserez-vous ? Un bon nombre d'amour CC Translated, this means: Cristina I would like you to know how much I care for you and want to ask you to be my wife, Will you marry me? Lots of Love Ray Doug

The Man & The Ostrich
A man walks into a restaurant with a full-grown ostrich behind him. The waitress asks them for their orders. The man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke," and turns to the ostrich, "What's yours?" "I'll have the same," says the ostrich. A short time later the waitress returns with the order "That will be $9.40 please," and the man reaches into his pocket and pulls out the exact change for payment. The next day, the man and the ostrich come again and the man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke." The ostrich says, "I'll have the same." Again the man reaches into his pocket and pays with exact change. This becomes routine until the two enter again. "The usual?" asks the waitress. "No, this is Friday night, so I will have a steak, baked potato and a salad," says the man. "Same," says the ostrich. Shortly the waitress brings the order and says, "That will be $32.62." Once again the man pulls the exact change out of his pocket and places it on the table.

My Soiled Soul
I cry amidst the grave of my soul for I buried it long ago as I dig my hands through the soiled remains I stumble upon a seed that bears many pains I plant it in my heart in hopes that one day my soul will regrow.

Can It Be
is there any sin that cannot be forgiven if forgivenes is sought. No, there isn't, not if you step forward and admit the wrong that you have done, if you feel true remorse. Any wrong can be forgiven. There is no lie, no hurt, no injury, no anything that can not be overcome as long as amends can be made. Some powers are stronger than anger, and injustice. And it is these things that can pull us through the hard times. It is these things that keep us human, it is these things that allow us to move on through life. According to the Christian tradition, God forgives everything. This is true, but first, we have to forgive ourselves.

Let's Have Super Sex
Interesting artical from Pravda today. . . Tribal and Asian nations have flabbergasting approach to sexual relationship 12.02.2007 Source: URL: http://english.pravda.ru/society/sex/87150-tribal_sex-0 Researchers stress the point that courting rituals and sexual techniques vary not only among different individuals but among different nations as well. Sex is portrayed from the male point of view in most ancient treatises on love, whereas the woman is given the role of an object of the man’s desire and activity, or the role of his partner in a few cases. The woman can take charge of sexual activity only in some of the Tantric sects. Everyday emotions felt by partners in different societies can vary a great deal, ranging from love and tenderness to hostility and aggression. It is small wonder. Take a look at the Papuans of the Dobu tribe, for example. They normally kidnap women for romantic purposes out of enemy tribes. Therefore, there is a love-hate relationship between

Only 2 Participants
Only two people have signed up for my contest. Please guys and gals I want at least 10 people to do it. I think its easy.. take a look at my blog about it and sign up. its for a free cherry blast !Timmy!

Ask Me
ask me So here's the deal, you get to ask me THREE questions no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just plain random they are. And I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (that's the truth part). Now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you

No Longer See Or Breathe
We lay on my bed staring at the ceiling, I close my eyes, listening to you breathing, I open my eyes to find you now sleeping, A smile creeps on my face, while I slip into a dream, I wrap my arms around you, This is how I want to be. Please stay with me until We can no longer see or breathe, All I need is for you to love me. I want to see what life can be, Even if we must cross the sea. The light begins to fade While we lay on the bed I made. We talk about anything While my fingers begin to play. I run them across your skin And with each sound you make I grin. I torture you to make you laugh And you try to tackle me. I allow you to disable me, We start laughing like crazy. You look down and kiss my mouth. This is how I want us to be. We can no longer see or breathe. All I need is for you to love me. I want to see what life can be Even if we must cross the sea. The moon is shining bright, It’s very cold tonight. You hold on to me, All I need is for you to

I Belong With You
I belong with you… And you belong with me To me, you’re the only girl who ever knew… Just what was on my mind, through all the good and the bad You’re heart was always three fold and true You see it has always been those little things, you always say and do Do you even know what it is you do? With a single glance of you’re eyes, or a flash of you’re smile, when you enter the room You make me weak at the knees, and I fall in love with you all over again I just cannot help but miss you today, and every day I am not by you’re side You are all I have ever wanted, from the day you walked into my life In addition, I could never forget you and what you mean to me Right here on this deserted shore… So far, away from the rest of the world, yet so in tune and close… Close enough to one another… Our hearts fell in sync with one another, as we settle our eyes upon the unbridled sea

I'm New Can't Ya Tell??
Ok so I'm completly new to this...a friend of mine suggested I sign up so here I am .... all though if you wanna know anything personal you are either going to have to ask me on AIM or head over to the dreaded myspace & friend me there (www.myspace.com/theoriginaltragedyann)xoxox - Shana

Ct Did It Again
To All My Friends and Others,If You only see Comments from me and No rating,it's because I have hit my limit AGAIN in less than 2hrs.This Sucks!! Just private message me to remind me and I will go back and rate them when I can.these rating limts SUCK!

My Weekend...
This weekend was so relaxing and awesome. Mallory picked me up in the morning friday and we went to visit med high again. Turns out it was HOSA, so there were only teachers there. We talked to Berne for a while, then we ran into a couple other teachers. Schnider took us out to lunch at subway (how cute he paid). Then we ran into a couple of big blue birds, lol, and they told us that anthony has a girlfriend now. Everybody now ::Aaawww:: Then we went to Michael's, YAY! Lol. And I forgot what happened next. Okay remembered, Michael and I went to his room and hung out there for a while. Then we went to pick up his new glasses and we went to walmart. Then we came back and mal was asleep on the couch so we woke her up and went out to eat at the Outback. There, one of Michaels friends met up with us there and mal got a flower balloon and i got a heart balloon. Um Saturday....we hung out and he made dinner. Lol, oh and he had an inspection that morning too. LMAO, they were all laughing. He

Sending Out A Prayer
theres alot going on in my life, and although i was raised as a catholic i never really believed in god or a higher power. but now i have no choice but to believe or atleast hope. you see, my dad, hes really sick right now. hes in the hospital cuz there was a bad accident. My dad was everythign to me growing up. my stongerst male influence in my life like most peoples. Worst part about is i cant show fear, or even cry. I have to be strong for my family. my baby sister Katie, shes only 17, shes taking this really hard. she refuses to leave his side. and i have to be strong for her. my other sister Katt. shes 19. shes handeling it good. but i know its taring her apart. and theres nothign i can do to help her expecially when she wont show her feelings. My brothers are there for suport aswell, but their jack asses and i guess it sjust their way of dealing with it, but my sisters dont need that. One brother Mike, he is in Iraq right now. he is coming home soon. i just hope he makes

Feeling The Love...sorta
I have already made a few friends, and my status is rapidly increasing over the time I spend in here. Even though this is early, I thought it might be best if I made a post in this blog to let out some steam, and see if I could make any progress in my current situation. Here goes...I am living in the Goddess-forsaken state of Michigan, and I have been out of work for 3 weeks. I have had more than enough of this state, and am looking for a way to get out of here and never look back again. I am interested in relocation much further south, by about 700 miles or so, so around Atlanta, Georgia. Currently, as it should be obvious, I am unable to afford the moving expenses by myself, as moving my 1-bedroom apartment over 700 miles is going to cost more money than I have in my wallet or bank account. I am not asking for people to throw money in my direction without getting anything back, but if anyone knows of anything technological that needs to be fixed, feel free to contact me so I

Purple People
well hey do you do judo when they surround you a little mental yoga will they disappear it's grim but never dubious as motives go no matter what it takes she promises a show i watch me be this other thing, i never know if i'm marooned or where the purple people go then lily white matricide from vicious words it doesn't leave a scratch so therefore no one's hurt thunder wishes it could be the show wishes it could be as loved as she can be these gifts are here for her, for you, for me and on and on the nurses make it clear just when you escape you have yourself to fear a restaurant that never has to close breakfast every hour it could save the world so hey do you do judo in your finery an angel's face is tricky to wear constantly thunder wishes it could be the snow wishes it could be as loved as she can be these gifts are here for her, for you for me hey yeah for her for her

Best Eye Contest
PLEASE Help me to win this contest.. if u comment bomb, and or rate me, then let me know, and I'll totally return the favor to u!!! VW REBEL COWBOY is hosting this contest... check him out.. he ROCKS!!!

Sorry But...
I'm not leaving..lol I DO feel like running away from some things... but ya are stuck with me for now. I'd rather take a road trip and see some of ya. Now the day may come that I do... or that I take a little break. But for now ya still have to put up with me. If I get quiet, just make me talk. :)

Ghost Of "tokyo Rose"
Anyone who remembers anything about World War II, or has studied anything about World War II, will understand and remember that during World War II, the Japanese developed a way to demoralize the American forces. The Japanese psychological warfare experts developed a message they felt would work. They gave their psychological warfare script to their famous broadcaster "Tokyo Rose" and every day she would broadcast this same message packaged in different ways, hoping it would have a negative impact on American GI's morale. What was that demoralizing message? It had three main points: 1. Your President is lying to you. 2. This war is illegal. 3. You cannot win the war Does this sound familiar? Is it because Tokyo Hillary, Tokyo Harry, Tokyo Teddy Tokyo Nancy , Tokyo Durbin, Tokyo Kerry, etc. have all learned from the former enemies of our country and have picked up the same message and are broadcasting it on Tokyo CNN, Tokyo

Crazy?
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:ModerateSchizoid Disorder:LowSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:LowBorderline Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Disorder:LowNarcissistic Disorder:LowAvoidant Disorder:ModerateDependent Disorder:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Thank You
Everyone thank you all so much for the prays and the nice words that you all have said to help me with my brother. He is doing so much better. He is actting like my brother tell me how he is going to kick my ass or one thing or another. He can not want to out drink me. I just want to say thank you all so much. He wil never walk or have any feeling from the chest down so that will never change. I just know who my friends are. *Holly Ann*

Special Operation Forces - Terms Made Easy
You fart, and the others hear it, and smell it, and they know you are the one who did it -- that's OVERT. You fart, and the others hear it, and smell it, but they have absolutely no idea who did it -- that's COVERT. You fart, and the others hear it, and smell it, and they think you did it, but they are not positive -- that's LOW VISIBILITY. You fart, and the others don't hear it or smell it; i.e. they don't even know it happened -- that's CLANDESTINE. You fart, and all the signs point to someone else having done it, or at least they don't point to you -- that's PLAUSIBLE DENIABILITY. You plan to fart, and the others are going to hear it, and smell it, but you don't look like the kind of guy who would do that in public -- that's COVER FOR STATUS. You are going to fart, and the others are going to hear it, and smell it, but you don't want them to hear it, so you cough at the same time as you fart -- that's COVER FOR ACTION. You fart, and the others hear it and smell

How Fuckin Retarded Is That
whats gonna cost next.....u havin to leave line for a sec to go to the bathroom......why the hell wld ct start charging for reposting......good god i can c myself and several others leavin line if ct keeps changin shit and going this way......i came here from another site cause i thought it was awsome not everything cost somethin BUT NOW they changin the hell out of ct and i am thinkin on going back to other site...ya want the name of it my friends let me know cause i may leave soon.

New Semester
Well, today is the first day of the Spring Semester. I started today off with Ciritcal Thinking (Phil 207) and will end the night with Math 10... which is going to suck because of my problems in that area. I should go to the college to take care of some stuff but I honestly dont feel up to going yet. Shit I'll be at school most of the day tomorrow. And I am hoping to go to my friend's house to ride for a bit before heading to class tonight. That's where my bike is still at... hoping to have it here at home by Friday or Saturday. Oh and I got a 'A' in English 101. That will boost my GPA up again. Not that it was low, but I'm hard on myself with my GPA and grades.

Stinkfist
Something has to change. Un-deniable dilemma. Boredoms not a burden Anyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me But I wouldnt want you Any other way. Just, not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I dont want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Relax, turn around and take my hand. I can help you change Tired moments into pleasure. Say the word and well be Well upon our way. Blend and balance Pain and comfort Deep within you Till you will not want me any other way. But, its not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I dont want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive. Knuckle deep inside the borderline. This may hurt a little but its something youll get used to. Relax. slip away. Something kinda sad about The way that things have come to be. Desensitized to everyth

Yeah So Whatever
So I'm not going into details, but last weekend sucked and no today isn't looking any better. I'm really tired of all the bullshit, being let down, ignored, or screwed over. I can't deal. I'll talk to ya'll if I get in a better mood. Otherwise, don't waste your freaking time 'cause I probably won't respond. ~OH...and whoever made me your crush, find a better person. It shouldn't be too hard.

Hmmmmmmmm
"Stewardesses" is the longest word typed with only the left hand and "lollipop" with your right. (Bet you tried this out mentally, didn't you?) No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple. "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". (Are you doubting this?) Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. The sentence: "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter of the alphabet. (Now, you KNOW you're going to try this out for accuracy, right?) The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left (palindromes). (Yep, I knew you were going to "do" this one.) There are only four words in the English language which end in "dou

A Good Idea!
Someone has said if Christians really understood the full extent of the power we have available through prayer, we might be speechless. Did you know that during W.W.II there was an advisor to Churchill who organized a group of people who dropped what they were doing every day at a prescribed hour for one minute to collectively pray for the safety of England, its people and peace. There is now a group of people organizing the same thing here in America . If you would like to participate: Every evening at 9:00 pm Eastern Time /8:00 PM Central /6:00 PM Pacific, stop whatever you are doing and spend one minute praying for the safety of the United States, our troops, our citizens, and for a return to a Godly nation. If you know anyone else who would like to participate, please pass this along. Our prayers are the most powerful asset we have.

Im In These Contests.....
OK.. SO I AM IN A CONTEST FOR SEXIEST EYES.. AND ONE FOR SEXIEST PICTURE... AND I NEED YOUR GUYS HELP.. COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUT OF ME PLEASE!!! LOL ANYWAYS.. HERE ARE THE LINKS.. WOULDLOVE FOR YA'LL TO HELP ME OUT.. THANK THIS ONE IS FOR THE SEXIEST EYES.. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=298532&albumid=217664&i=3751349919# AND THIS ONE FOR SEXIEST PICTURE... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=335512&i=284652380

Sorry Everyone
I've been saying this a lot it seems. But were going through a lot and it dont seem that its gonna change any time soon. I'm so stressed that i'm getting sick all the time so i havent had much time to spend on here lately and it looks like its gonna be that way for a while. I'm trying to get better about splitting my time between everything and getting a few hours on here but i've been sick and with the ex calling and bugging me and sending me into anxiety attacks i'm way behind. Again I'm sorry i will try and get caught up and spend more time on here.I have been trying to get caught up in rating pics and such but now i'm gonna be behind in that its a vicious cycle i tellya but i will do what i can when i can Erin

Rodney Dangerfield-isms
A girl phoned me the other day and said... Come on over, there's nobody home. I went over. Nobody was home. I came from a real tough neighborhood. I put my hand in some cement and felt another hand. I could tell that my parents hated me. My bath toys were a toaster and a radio. I drink too much. The last time I gave a urine sample it had an olive in it. I found there was only one way to look thin, hang out with fat people. I get no respect. The way my luck is running, if I was a politician I would be honest. I had plenty of pimples as a kid. One day I fell asleep in the library. When I woke up, a blind man was reading my face. I have good looking kids. Thank goodness my wife cheats on me. I haven't spoken to my wife in years. I didn't want to interrupt her. I looked up my family tree and found out I was the sap. I looked up my family tree and found three dogs using it. I met the surgeon general - he offered me a cigarette. I remember the time I was k

The History Of Saint Valentine's Day
The History of Saint Valentine's Day Valentinus, the man whom the Roman Catholic Church credits as Saint Valentine, was a physician and priest who resided in Rome during the third century AD. He assisted the Roman martyrs during the Christian persecution under Emperor Claudius II, who ordered all citizens of Rome to worship the complete pantheon of gods and goddesses. Those who failed to comply with this religious decree were punished by death. Valentinus was arrested and imprisoned for his Christian faith and belief in the One True God. He tried unsuccessfully to convert the emperor, who condemned Valentinus to death on February 14, 270 AD. While imprisoned, Valentinus converted his jailer by restoring the sight of the jailer's daughter, Julia, who was born blind. On the eve of his death, Valentinus wrote a note to Julia, telling her to stay close to God. He signed it, from your Valentine. In 496 AD, Pope Gelasius marked February 14th as a day of celebration in honour of Valenti

Icp Haters
I don't know about you but I believe there is a thing called RESPECT in life! What one person likes is not always what someone else agrees with!!To the one who loves to diss ICP fans GET A LIFE if you don't like to rate the pics ffs (and from what I seen you don't have any room to talk I seen your pics and DAYUM as a friend said my comp ram can't handle yer pics LMAO so as I said if ya don't like them) STAY OUT OF THAT FOLDER!!!!! duh........I know I will get slammed for this but hey YOU JUDGED ME 1ST and well thats it thats all have a crappy life!!!!

Sayings...
something for everyone i think! ------------------------------------------- Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm Drink 'till she's cute, but stop before the wedding Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese I'm not cheap, but I am on special this week I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol I intend to live forever - so far, so good I love defenseless animals, especially in a good gravy If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends? If you ain't makin' waves, you ain't kickin' hard enough! Mental backup in progress - Do Not Disturb! Mind Like A Steel Trap - Rusty And Illegal In 37 States Quantum Mechanics: The dreams stuff is made of. Support bacteria - they're the only culture some people have. The only substitute for good manners is fast reflexes. When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. Ambition

My Dreams
There's a meadow in my dreams It's more real then it seems And the air is sweet with flowers Sometimes I wish that I could be On a feather,Floating free In the dreams,I'm always dreaming Where I have'nt got a care Close my eyes and drift away To watch the willows sway I can hear the laughing brook She whisphers softly in my ear Yes theres a meadow in my dreams Where I know people I've never seen And we talk of simple things Watch the hours turn to years There are children,They run to me Bringing memories for me to see And the teardrops fall down on my face Because it all is made of dreams Someday soon I'll find a way To say to you what I have to say When I do find you the answers We'll know the dreams and in between. Jimbo/Copyright/11/31/75

Rectum Stretcher Lmao
While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, then I slowly but surely stretch, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6

Sunday Morning Sex
I will never hear church bells ringing again without Smiling... Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just Passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparent's house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday Morning." Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people Nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. "Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago, Realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just The right rhythm. Nice and slow and even... Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out On the Dong." She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He'd Still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn't come along.

Pinhead
I am grateful for my generally good health. I've found myself not feeling well the past few weeks. Last Wednesday I got a sore throat that got progressively worse. In my American frame of mind NEVER thought to go to the doctor.Can't afford it.When I have the money I generally feel like I'm paying for someone to write me a script. Most times I walk in and tell them what I want and need...they poke around wiegh me take my blood pressure and then give me what I asked for and a big F**king bill. At best. I'm a smart cookie I read a lot and I've always loved pre med classes. I'd deduced it was a virus not strep. So it was cheaper for me to combine black market pain killers with over the counters and wait it out. So I waited...and waited. Toward the end of my shift Monday I took 2000mg of Vicodin. A staggering amount. And it took my pain from an 8 to about a 4. I told my boss I was scared because I was now tapped for narcotics. I came home and told my roommate I was scared

Tender Words
you're the only one for me... 'tis a simple choice you see my love for you... I needn't use my voice you see me clear, my lover... through eyes of blue you know how my body reacts.. to my thoughts of you you have my heart in your hands.. gently you enfold I gave it to you freely love... it's for you to hold I love you more each day we spend.. hours just for us your love for me is so pure... it's simply marvelous together now we are today... and never shall we part for with one simple twist of fate, you've captured my heart. a. boudreaux 2006

A Different Kind Of Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

Real Talk
politicans playing vicious games dames getting crazy switching lanes no mistake some real pain going on in this world cold and unforgiving just another man trying to make a living its a giving if i got knowledge my money will never end no need to pretend pretentious fakes on tv preaching like t.d. jakes claiming to be hard i ain't never seen a damn one of them on the yard maybe on the boulevard but never slanging cane like they claiming false prophets predicting the future trying to jump the next man for a buck and change while i'm spitting real game to make a change trying to stimulate minds they are emulating they seen on tv that they think is so glamorous i live a nice life now but it wasn't always this way hard days on the block i can recall getting shot getting locked up then i was really on the block a jail cell 6 by 9 looking at a substantial amount of time wondering how i'm going to get out and change my grind to a more postive movement denounce the name of gangs and the lies o