theres alot going on in my life, and although i was raised as a catholic i never really believed in god or a higher power. but now i have no choice but to believe or atleast hope.
you see, my dad, hes really sick right now. hes in the hospital cuz there was a bad accident. My dad was everythign to me growing up. my stongerst male influence in my life like most peoples. Worst part about is i cant show fear, or even cry. I have to be strong for my family. my baby sister Katie, shes only 17, shes taking this really hard. she refuses to leave his side. and i have to be strong for her. my other sister Katt. shes 19. shes handeling it good. but i know its taring her apart. and theres nothign i can do to help her expecially when she wont show her feelings.
My brothers are there for suport aswell, but their jack asses and i guess it sjust their way of dealing with it, but my sisters dont need that. One brother Mike, he is in Iraq right now. he is coming home soon. i just hope he makes it back in time.
my dad is in a coma. he has been in it since new years. the nurses say he wont make it. but were all still holding onto hope. we love him and miss him and we want him back soon
so now i have to believe. and i have to trust in god. so im sending out a prayer. please god. help us. save him. and bring my brother home. we need you now more then ever. please hear my prayer.
