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Lyrics* Megadeth- Promises
Megadeth - Promises Lyrics Two hearts that shouldn’t Talk to each other become close In a town much like a prison cell People speak our names On the street in hushed tones Oh the stories they’d tell If anyone would listen You come from a town where People don’t bother saying hello Unless somebody’s born or dies And I come from a place where they Drag your hopes through the mud Because their own dreams are all dying And when we walk down the street The wind sings our name in rebel songs The sounds of the night should make us anxious But it’s much to late when the fear is gone I will meet you in the next life, I promise you Where we can be together, I promise you I will wait till then in heaven, I promise you I promise, I promise There’s so many fighting To get past the pearly gates But nobody ever wants to die or get saved Their intentions aren’t that good And I can smell the asphalt That’s their personal road to hell being paved And when w

Hiding
I didn’t want to admit it it was easier to lie to hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry I didn’t want to face the fact my life is full of pain as I long to stop my bleeding heart and smile once again I didn’t want to face the fact I can not spread my wings for my happiness has melted into tears and other things.

Confused
Why am I here? Why don't I die? Once I was happy, confident and carefree What happened to the days when I could be me, On the surface I smile and act like I'm alright, But when I get home I cry all night, This pain I feel why won't it go away? I wish they'd stop what they are doing coz its not okay. I don't know what I'm doing and I don't know what I've done, I wish they'd just leave me alone because they know they've won, I wish that they could see, That they're killing me!

~~indian Wiseman Wisdom~~
> > > >An old Indian chief sat in his hut on the reservation, smoking a Ceremonial >pipe and eyeing two U.S. government officials sent to interview him. > >"Chief Two Eagles" asked one official, "You have observed the white man for >90 years. You've seen his wars and his technological advances. You've seen >his progress, and the damage he's done." > >The Chief nodded in agreement. The official continued, "Considering all >these events, in your opinion, where did the white man go wrong?" > >The Chief stared at the government officials for over a minute and then >calmly replied .... > >"When white man found the land, Indians were running it. > >No taxes, > >No debt, > >Plenty buffalo, > >Plenty beaver, > >Women did all the work, > >Medicine man free, > >Indian man spent all day hunting and fishing, > >All night having sex." > >Then the chief leaned back and smiled .... "Only white man dumb enough to >think he could improve system like that.

What Color Is Angels Heart
Your Heart Is Pink In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: RomanceWhat Color Heart Do You Have?

Friends
Friends There's nothing as nice as someone who shares, your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares, someone who's there through your good times and tears, who stays by your side as your friend through the years.

Celebrity Sightings!
You all are so interested in how the "new guy" did, let me just throw it all out there! First of all, since I can check tests online I already knew he was clean. He showed up and I went down stairs to meet him, brought him up and showed him my test and I just went in for the kill. It took him a little bit to get started, but once he was ready, he never once let up (or went down) He was a great guy, very polite and respectful. And his was GREAT! It reminded me of one of those "sponge" toys you throw in water.. once he got his blood flowing, that thing GREW! His name is Mark Steel. Watch out for him! I told him that I would pass his name onto some other companies, he said that he was more of a Vivid and Wicked fan. I think Shanes World would be right up his alley with the surfing and stuff! His load was perfect. Shot one up into my eye and just when I thought he was finshed, out shoots another blast! I'm so happy to have had two GREAT scenes today! Sometimes, you just expect to have amaz

~~free Puppy~~
My neighbor has a puppy he's giving away (FREE!). It's a Dachshund, it's house broken, and it's great with kids. He's giving it away because his wife says the dog 'stares' at her when she is undressing , and that gives her the 'Heebie Jeebies'. I think she is just weird! If you're interested, or know someone who is, let me know. Here's a picture of the dog.

1st Day Confusions...
Ok Im new and I want to answer and reply but I can't figure out how....hmmm..give me a couple minutes and I will teach myself i think i can i think i can...lol...I am determined and heaven help us all when I am on a mission...lmao

Written On December 10th, 2006
God, with the loss of my sister's best friend and her grandson/my great great nephew...my heart is even more heavy this evening. my sister and I may be burying our father a lot sooner then thought and it hurts more than words can say....it is hard to write this notice because I guess I cant stop crying. As far as we knew, our father was in Port Angeles, Washington. He has been there since November 3rd. My sister had sent my father about three weeks ago telling him how concerned she was and just wished he would get help. The day he got her letter, he called me and told me to tell her thank you and that he loved us. we hadn't heard from him since. Last night about 8pm, I call him to see how he is. It goes straight to voice mail. I didnt think a thing of it, and left him a message saying I loved him and missed him. At 4pm this evening, I was checking my email, and had just posted here when my cell rang. It showed up under "Dad" so I a

So Long
It's been so long I am realizing how long it has been since my most recent rape. It will be THREE years on April 21, of 2007. Wow. I have tried so damn hard to push it out of my mind. To push away all the childhood incestual molestation, the other rapes...they all have hurt. They all have eaten away at me over time, however, the rape that occured in April of 2004 has made the biggest impact on me and left the deepest scars. I have kept saying "I have to heal. I have to get better. I am stronger than this." but I MEANT IT. The problem is, I can deal with most of that rape. The problem is there are parts of it I have BLOCKED purposely. I have done it out of fear and yet self protection. I want to make myself better, hence all the better eating and fitness exercising. I want to better myself. I want to be happy again and now that I have started feeling the joy, I know I DESERVE this. I hate reliving it. It hurts so damn bad to see it all again. I have started having flashba

Nursery Rhymes Updated
Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the kings' horses, And all the kings' men. Had scrambled eggs, For breakfast again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE the cat took a piddle, All over the bedside clock. The little dog laughed to see such fun. Then died of electric shock. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ GEORGIE PORGY Pudding and Pie, Kissed the girls and made them cry. And when the boys came out to play, He kissed them too 'cause he was gay. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"the Cauldron"
"The Cauldron" As I stand above my cauldron, Dropping in precious herbs, Chanting the healing incantations calling for love and guidance. Watching it now bubble As I add in the rose petals I ask for Her grace and beauty To add to my Magick being done this day. The smoke of my incense Is twirling around me. The flames of my candles Dance in celebration. Now it is time, to seal the spell. A smile, a joy for a finished deed, A circle still sealed protecting me, Glance to the heavens... "so mote it be!"

"triggering Confusion"
"Triggering Confusion" a mind that cannot rest Wings that are broken. A fire that is burning within From the inner depths out. A pain, a clawing within her head Something that has been hidden... twisting and turning, thousands of voices not sure which one belongs to her. Screams that are silenced. Silence that is deafening. A smell so familar enough to trigger One of evil, one of hell, one of pain. two faces, his and hers, locked in battle Battling for life and for serenity...

The Best You'll Ever Have!
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"to My Ancestors"
"To my ancestors" Hear my voice, hear my plea For it is like a mighty wind I call you forth, I call you now To me now, please appear. Ancestors from the ancient times I know you watch over me now. Please touch my heart, please touch my mind Give the wisdom that I seek. To be wise as the moon To flow as the stream To gain these soon Is my all time dream. To laugh with knowing of my power To sing with joy of my high honor. Please reach out and help me now. Make me more like you. Just make me more like you.

Serenity
My confusion bridges the ageless gap between chaos and serenity And leads me to ask the question of what this life could ever be Uncertainty undresses me and leaves me naked in your waking eye it undoes all possibilities and leads me to ask you why: why I tremble at the slightest touch and pray that you won't feel why I close my eyes each night in fear that none of this is real why I watch you walk away each time and wait til you look back I don't know how many times you haven't - enough that I've lost track And I don't know when you will look back, or even if you'll stay But I do promise to wait til then and never look away So many times I've lost myself in a life I watched pass by In memories that strangled me, winds that refused to die Now I'm waiting for the current that will carry me to you, that will never let me look back and release everything I knew And I'm waiting for tomorrow, for a life that's yet to be I'm waiting for my confusion to lead me to serenit

"something In You"
"Something in You" something in you, touches something in me the candle's flame dances in your eyes the magick you hold, radiates into me a feeling of safety I hold inside a gentle touch you now provide whispered words of your comfort fill my ears I do not fear you, nor this place I want to see you, I want to know you Magickal happenings, I understand For I too, am from this magickal land Let me inside, I want to know you I want to see the side that you hide All through the night, you held me tight Not letting go as sad thoughts hit whispering unto me words of concern stroking my hair "are you alright" tears threatened to fall, I curled up you held me close, taking it on thank you for caring about this girl thank you for sharing your magick

Sighs
For years I have walked among the broken in spirit and in heart. I have been through eating disorders, severe depression, self mutilation, rape, miscarriage...the works.I have been betrayed and screw over more times then I care to admit. As it is RIGHT NOW I have so much shit going on, it seems almost alot to bear... 1) this whole court thing. My god, I have to go down to the courthouse tomorrow to schedule the appointment for my hearing on this stupid supposed shop lifting act. *rolls eyes* this is bad enough. If they do decide for some reason to prosecute, I am truly hoping all I get out of this is some sort of fine. I have NEVER been in this type of trouble before and frankly, I dont like it. 2) My parents have been married 36 years.. in August of '06 my mom left. We have been through hell with mom and dad...damn father and his suicide attempt(almost success)..and now mom has had to refile the divorce papers for the THIRD fucking time and now she wants ME to take them to hi

A Commentary On An Old Bush Speech.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 Interpretation of Wubya's press conference " Ya know I think it is a mistake to think...._________( fill in the blank with some finding from NIE) Look those people at 16 agencies, were all wrong about Iraqi WMD...you can't trust them. Now if you ask me, if it wasn't Iraq, and btw I already said there isn't a bigger terrorism problem, they woulda hit us somewhere else. Ya, see you gotta understand its hard work not only listening to people, but figuring out who to pick to tell you what you want to hear. It takes time, diplomacy takes time. See I am still studying how to do diplomacy, once Condi gives my A, then I do an internship. But I don't have as much time with my tutors as I would like. You guys keep bugging my study buddies with questions and politics. Ya just got to let us do this hard work, then we will get back to U "See ya gotta understand how these things work, its a process. Its a complicated world. And I am just a simple guy from Texa

My Desire
In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all positions You give me so mu

*grrr*
my night seem getting worse every hour.. my daughter got hurt and upset by someone and i went confront and i got treated shit by someone who do to my daughter. not long time ago I found someone lied to my own fucking face and I want beat some people up tonight so badly.. grrrrrrr I hope my day will be better for tomorrow.. y'all have a good night.. t'care

Passion
Silently she awakes and gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing love's embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender. loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him finally to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her then. She arches her back, catches his eyes adoring their allure. As they reach their per

Sigh, Another Excuse To Stay Up A Bit- Robert Simpson
Until tomorrow, this will be available over RealPlayer... http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio3/afternoonperformance/pip/ja09r/ Robert Simpson's (1921-1997) symphony no. 11, one of two of his symphonies I've yet to hear (and the last of them, premiered after his death). (One of his brass band works is also in the program.)

Loveless Place
I look upon her face lying on my pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window Wrapped within my gentle arms Knowing she will come to no harm I look upon her hair, soft and fair Unable to find the words to compare Answers she has given me in times of pain That love and hope will visit again I look upon her lips, moist and red Giving me life when all was dead She restored my heart when it was lost Melting what was covered in frost I look upon her breasts, firm and strong Knowing that love could not be wrong Slowly moving with every breath Always hoping she was not like the rest I look upon her hips, round and smooth Gently touching not daring to move I fix the sheets with delicate care But a gentle kiss is all I dare I look upon her face staring into mine Filling my body as if it were wine I close her eyes with gentle kisses For she has answered all my wishes I look upon my empty pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window A single tear rolls down m

Making Love To A Friend
You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to end, so all that's

The Five Variable Love Test
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're

Sweet Touch
Hold me close to you tonight Place your touch upon my skin Kiss me softly while you make Me forget where I have been Gentle hands upon my flesh My mind so lost in pleasure Burning liquid fires of need A heat that has no measure Lower now my lips To tenderly caress your breast My arms beneath your arching back Held tight against my chest Driving my need inside you gently Striking a rhythm deep and slow Push my passion with your kisses Right to the edge and then let go Pausing for a moment as you hold me Pinning you with my white hot thrust My mouth will silence your ragged cries That mark your sweet release of lust And as you take me so warmly Do not fear my tears so much They are just tears of joy Brought to life by your sweet touch...

Thoughts
Of all the countries of all the world We have the privledge and honor of living in one that is free. Yet many do not know that the freedom they enjoy is signed and sealed in blood. And those who do, seem not to care. I stand here today ready to make sure that our future generations know that freedom has been far from free. I see politions say this and that, to win that final ballot to win the game they play. As a soldier we have no ballot but a bullet , we load it into our guns and hope that it is never turned against us. Unlike the ballot that may turn against those who cast them they get a 2nd chance, Quite often the bullet that we load into the gun that is turned against us, We do not get that 2nd chance. In all this i remember what a general once said at the activation speech at camp Clair born in Louisiana , During the activation speech the first commander Major General William Lee said and i quote "The 101st Air Born Division activated in camp cair born

~~native American Wisdom~~
Subject: Fw: Indian Chief > > > > >An old Indian chief sat in his hut on the reservation, smoking a Ceremonial >pipe and eyeing two U.S. government officials sent to interview him. > >"Chief Two Eagles" asked one official, "You have observed the white man for >90 years. You've seen his wars and his technological advances. You've seen >his progress, and the damage he's done." > >The Chief nodded in agreement. The official continued, "Considering all >these events, in your opinion, where did the white man go wrong?" > >The Chief stared at the government officials for over a minute and then >calmly replied .... > >"When white man found the land, Indians were running it. > >No taxes, > >No debt, > >Plenty buffalo, > >Plenty beaver, > >Women did all the work, > >Medicine man free, > >Indian man spent all day hunting and fishing, > >All night having sex." > >Then the chief leaned back and smiled .... "Only white man dumb enough to >think he c

My Cherry Tap Family
Ok tell me which you think you should be and if I think it's right I will add you on there, :) My Pirate ally = My hubby = My girlfriend = My guardian angel = My mummy = My daddy = My big brother = My little brother = My big sister = My little sister = My sister and a half = My daughter = My son = My Valentine = My whore = My sexy best bud = My other best friend = My bit on the side = My niece = My nephew = My hug buddy = My slave = My shopoholic friend = My crazy Siamese twin = My SEXY Chatterbox = My hot admirer = My lesbian lover = My fuck buddy = My truly honest person = My gay friend = My special one = The excentric alcoholic = The person That Makes Me smile = My horny friend = My crazy buddy = My Cherrytap bud = My next door neighbour = My lover = My inspiration = My God = My stalker = My bitch = My Fairy God mother = My Sexphace sex slave = My mad fwendie = My other half = My owner = My dirty little secret = M

Help Ease The Pain.
Hold me close. I know you understand. Your heartbeat against my chest echos throughout my body, reminding me I'm still breathing. I can kiss away your pain, kiss the memory of loss and help ease the ache. If you hold me tight enough- I can't get lost in the dark, only lost in you. The darkness behind my eyes of blue is a mirror of yours. We've seen the same past. We've both weathered the storm and lived to tell. We've both had our hearts broken, stolen, shattered- felt as if there is nothing left to lose; Had a piece of ourselves die along with the ones that we loved. I know you hear the same ghosts I do, deep in the night, when you're not alone- but still so lonely. Can my kisses, my touch, my embrace, help you through the dark? Can you help me feel alive again?

My Love~
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for th

Friendship
I'm so tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good... finally here is a series of promises that actually speak of our true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard/bitch who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will try to calm your nerves, unless it is something silly then I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass, but then I will help you get up. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end

Heya Ct
Just doing as I promised! Here are tonights statistics. 1st place Female - Mrs. Babycakes 41 ratings 2200 comments 1st place male- The Unloved Dark Moon 31 ratings 4110 comments 2nd place - Roughneck MP (Cowgirls and Cowboys of CT) 34 ratings 2456 comments 3rd Place - The Juggalo Thrill Hammer 14 ratings 110 comments I hate being sick y'all. I wish I would get better.

Soooooooooo Happy
OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW...THATS RIGHT...SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY...AND IM NOT TELLIN YOU WHY.............NEENER NEENER...:D:D:D:D..IM NEVER HAPPY...WEEEEE YOU CAN GUESS BUT YOU'LL NEVER FIGURE IT OUT...IM SOOO HAPPY I THINK MY BODY IS GOING TO EXPLODE... THANK YOU PERSON... YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MAN IM DRUNK

A Walk In My Brothers Shoes
this story is A.k.A."Brian's shoes" Everyone says:If you could only walk in my shoes. but does anyone really think about it??? It was A Saturday morning in June,and the weather was warm,And my brother woke up without his shoes.I couldn't buy him shoes nor did I have shoes to give him at that moment we switched places and I was my brother,& then I would know what it was like to walk in my brothers shoes.it was weird at first,being the m an who stands on the corner with a cardboard sign why lie?I need a beer.The man people morning and just pass on by,like we had caused this upon ourselves,many hardships occur in live that are unstoppable and yet nobody's fault,and yet people are cruel,judgemental and they blame us for them.I hope that I will be the passer by the angel that helps you someday in hopes that maybe you'll return the favor,maybe you will be the angel first,an angel in disguise waiting and watching for those who will help a stranger a brother,me and my brother switch places

Sparkling Dirt
Plunge into me and rock the earth with a quake That shakes the temple out of its foundation And obliterate me with your temptation Make me look massacred by the time we reach completion I wanna fuck like demons, without regard for well being Or reason Need to feel you on top of me stopping me from going any where And slowly start nibbling away until my skeleton is bare Drive my face into the mattress with a fistful of hair Pull my waist into the air brutalize me without care The dirty wet dream that shatters away my nightmares Unhinge my jaw with a word and a stare Dislocate my hips with a fetishist’s flare Feel me constrict around your nimble pale You be the stallion I’ll be the mare Go ahead go for more then a pair Don’t be scared, I’m not going anywhere You know… I fucking love the way you Rape me There is no escaping Rape me This is not enough C’mon Violently Rape me

Pussy's Ten Commandments
Pussy's Ten Commandments 1. I am the Sovereign Pussy, which has brought thee out of the dark ages with multiple orgasms. Thou shalt not have other pussies, unless I get to join in the fun. 2. Thou shalt scream the Sovereign Pussy by name whilst having a kick ass orgasm, or if thou is in a playful mood, thou mayest use terms of endearment to describe one so beautiful. Terms allowed are Kitten, Oh Great Wet One, Cunt Galore, Creamy and Delicious and finally, a simple, Oh Hell Yeah Baby, will do. 3. Thou shalt maketh graven idols in my image. Gold is preferable, but not mandatory. Thou must worship me and lick me as often as I desire. Thou shall bow to me and serve me and I will drench you in desire. 4. Remember, every day is Pussy Day. Keep them horny, keep them wet and keep them coming baby! 5. Honor thy lovers, male or female. 6. Thou shalt not kill the idea of sexual pleasure. Keep it alive and keep it passionate forever and ever, a-fucking-men. 7. Th

Big Big News,please Read And Repost.tx
BIG NEWS PLEASE READ....... Body: ONLY A FEW HOURS AFTER ANNA NICOLE SMITH DIES, HER NAME AND FACE ARE PLASTERED ALL OVER THE NEWS, THE INTERNET, AND THE RADIO. BECAUSE OF HER FAME AND FORTUNE EVERYONE SEEMS TO ACT LIKE THEY'VE KNOWN HER FOR YEARS, AND ARE SO CAUGHT UP WITH THE STORY... AND YOU WILL HEAR ABOUT THIS FOR DAYS TO COME... KNOW WHAT MAKES ME SICK?? THERE ARE SOILDERS DYING FOR YOUR COUNTRY EVERY DAY AND THEY GET A BRIEF..."FOUR MARINES KILLED IN IRAQ TODAY.."......" ANOTHER PLANE SHOT DOWN KILLING 3 AMERICAN SOILDERS..." AND DOES ANYONE BOTHER TO MAKE NOTE OF THESE MEN AND WOMEN DYING FOR YOUR RIGHT TO BE SAD OVER ANNA NICOLE SMITH? RARELY. YES, IT'S SAD THAT ANNA NICOLE SMITH DIED AT 39.... BUT THERE ARE ANOTHER 3000+ MEN AND WOMEN DYING AT A MUCH YOUNGER AGE DOING MUCH BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS THAN SELLING TRIM SPA AND HITTING EVERY TABLOID IN THE COUNTRY. THEYRE OVER THERE SELFLESSLY... DYING FOR THE GOOD OF OUR COUNTRY. IT'S SAD THAT ANNA NICOLE SMITH'S SON J

Here Without You
As I stand in the middle of nowhere, A place where your presence is scarce, I fear how I will go on, I suddenly feel like a new-born. The ghostly shadows of memories creep up behind me, They don't give me a chance to flee, Engulfing me in their bitter- sweet taste, Reminding me of the mistakes made in haste. The corridors seem empty, As people pass by in plenty, Everyone is around, yet no one is there, Maybe it's because I just don't care. I wonder who'll hold me when I fall, Who will push me up that wall, Whose hand will find mine when in need, Who will I go to when I bleed. The sorrow has been trapped inside for too long now, I need to let it out, someway, somehow, So I finally let the memories engulf me, And this time, I don't try to flee. I travel back all those miles, To all those smiles, And now when the end is near, I travel back again in tears... W

For The One That Has Effected My Life I Love You
I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew That's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me Now I'

You Never Know.
You know the day is coming It's only a matter of time. You pack your duffle bag You store you're gear You wait long as you can You see the kids off to bed You crawl into bed with you're wife She drifts off to sleep in your arms and you wish to god the moment could last forever You slip away from her arms You strap on your boots. You place you're Helmet on you're head and pick up you're rifle. You look back one last time and head out the door. You walk down the street holding it all back. Never knowing Never sure. Will this be my last time home you never know. So You just go...

A Contest I Am In So Go To Her Page
Im going to hold a HOTT PIC CONTEST! All are invited to join. Men,ladies,BBW, and anyone inbetween! All cherry levels are welcomed as well! If your interested please send me a message with the pic you would like to use. Contest will start as soon as I have enough contestants. Please repost for me! Thanks everyone much love. Devilishly Cute

Women Fuck Like Men
Women Fuck Like Men I found an interesting question posted on a group site on myspace. The group is actually an interesting one. There seems to be a bit too much emphasis on using big words and puffing their chests out to elaborate intelligence, but hey, some people feel they need to do that. [CHOKE] Anyway, there was a question posed that asked if sex was bad for young women. First of all, I guess that old women don't count, therefore they are not part of that equation. [I hate that shit! Anything over 30 is considered old. Let me tell you turds about us old bitches. We are fucking sexy and when we fuck you, you know what the term SEXUAL really means, you got me? Anway...] So, back to the question....is sex bad for young women? Why is this even a question that people would discuss? Is sex bad for young men? Hello! When the young men are fucking, who do you think their inexperienced tools are penetrating? Well, some of them may be in something other than

This Is Whats Up...
Well...I have been side tracked a little. Started having a blast on CT. Love it here. The people are awesome. My focus has been altered a little. As many of you know...or some that actually give a shit, Im working on going to the United States Marine Corps. I am 5lbs away from it.. So, with that being said I wanted to let those of you that actually took the time to read this that I may not respond to comments as quick as usual. I will get back to ya asap. If you took time to read this, thanks. For the rest of the fuckhead that dont give a shit about me.. Fuck you! So with that being said...Im outty. Take care to my friends... and terrible times to my enemies. Later, ~Stump/Brad

People
You know there are so many different people out there... I have met alot of great people here on CT and some who I think just add people to get teh points for it.... If you truely want to be friends and keep in touch thats cool.... DONT use people to gain something... I am a real friendly person and yes I add everyone who wants to add me but I am not doing it for points.... I rate and comment on people to help them win contests and all that cause friends help friends.... Out of all the people I know here on CT only about 5 people are in constant contact with me... I try to send comments to all the ones on my list and it gets tiresome but I try.... If u truely want to add me as a friend please do so if u only want points think about it before adding me....Thanks for letting me vent... Cassie

My Love
commentburner.com I HAVE WAITED SO LONG FOR YOU,MY LOVER, TO COME TO ME, TO STILL MY MIND, MY BODY, MY SOUL. YOUR ARMS BECOME MY SHROUND SO THAT I MAY FIND REST, AND YOU EMBRACE ME THROUGH UNDISTURBED SLUMBER. I WAKE TO WORDS YOU WHISPER AND THEY BIND MY MIND AS EROTICALLY AS THE VELVET ROPE THAT BIND MY WRISTS. MY DESIRE IS A FIRE THAT EVEN THE MOST TORRENTIAL RAIN CANNOT QUIET. MY HEART IT BEATS AND MY BODY TENSES WITH ANTICIPATION OF YOUR TOUCH. AN ETERNITY OF WAITING FOR YOU , MY LOVER , TO BE ONE WITH ME MY MIND, MY BODY, MY SOUL. AND WHEN YOU SHALL PASS FROM THIS MORTAL WORLD, MY SCREAMS OF DESPAIR SHALL PENETRATE THE VERY DEPTHS OF HELL TO CREATE SUCH AN INFERNO THAT EVEN SATAN CANNOT BEAR, AND I PREPARE TO FOLLOW, FOR I KNOW THAT YOU ARE WAITING AND YOU WILL ENFOLD ME TO YOU, FOR I AM YOUR HEART, YOUR BODY, YOUR SOUL.

In The Spring
A LOCK OF BLACK HAIR FALLS OVER YOUR EYE, YOU ARE SO SEXY AND I AM SO IN LOVE. THE WAY YOUR SMILE PUTS A GLIMMER IN YOUR EYE AND SOMEHOW I FEEL IT IS THERE FOR ME. I LOVE THE TENDER WAY YOU REACH FOR ME AS YOU FOLD ME INSIDE THOSE ARMS, YOU LIGHTLY KISS MY NECK AND REST YOUR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND I AM SO CONTENT THAT I SIGH BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I AM TRULY BLESSED. EACH DAY WE HAVE IS SPECIAL AND I KNOW THAT I WILL HAVE TO LET YOU GO, BUT BEFORE I SAY GOODBYE TO YOU, I WILL SAY THANK YOU FOR BRINGING SUCH A MIRACULOUS JOY INTO MY LIFE. I WILL THINK OF YOU IN THE SPRING TIME WHEN THE RAIN WASHES ALL THE TENDER BUDS AND NATURE PREPARES HER SHOW OF NEW LIFE , FOR YOU CAME TO ME IN THE SPRING AND HAVE SHOWN ME HOW TO LOVE

Bush And Republicans Suck
It has Mutated...the dreaded Pandemic Sympotoms of RAIDS include forgeting about meetings in which you are warned of impending terrorist attacks in July 05' personally by CIA director, forgetting to investigate when one of your buddies is seducing boys through IM and and email, forgeting that Henry Kissinger was the architect of Vietnam and making him a leading Policy guy for Iraq. Republican Amnesia Induces Delirium originated originally in the jungles of SE Asia and was considered wiped out. The most recent outbreak originated in Iraq given poor intellectual hygene and hysteria. No know cure is know, but moderate and sane Republicans not residing in DC and Democrats seem to have natural anibodies to fight off the bug. Given that there is no known cure, all that can be done is to make the patient comfortable. Suggested pallative care includes: playing Toby Keith Records backwards, quail hunting at a canned hunting site, clearing some brush, and target shooting using Cindy Sh

**hmmmm...what Do You Think??**
Your Personality Profile You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Sweet Dreams
www.hostdrjack.com Waking from a dream I reach for you needing you close to me, I feel the sinewy muscle beneath my hands as I draw you near, you slightly awaken as you feel my touch and I hear you sigh, I feel a slow rise of desire as our bodies touch and a soft moan escapes my lips, I slowly kiss your back and push my body even closer to yours, I decide not to wake you , this passion wraps me in a cocoon of contentment , my eyes close and I can feel every beat of your heart as you sleep and I drift into sweet dreams of loving you...........................

Over-tired!
Hey guys, it's like nearly 5am here and i just got in from work!!!!! Nice to know some people think im super-human, after a phone call on my usual site i was told urguntly the guard for booker had not turned up and i was urgently needed, so theres me like a lemon agreeing to do it, and what thanks do i get? "get to your usual site for 8sm THIS MORNING!" I wouldnt mind but i havent had a day off in nearly 4 weeks. Elite Security's comments: " We don't care if you feel dead, as long as there's a body on site we get paid" All i gotta say to that is Elite (Security) are "Tight-Fisted B******s!" The link to our website: http://www.eliteguarding.co.uk/index.html

Pit Bulls. I Know This Isn't Popular, But...
Crime and Punishment-the morality of banning Pit Bulls Current mood: contemplative I have become interested, for personal reasons, in the banning of pit bulls. Many have weighed in on the issue. Some have taken the animal rights perspective, which skirts the issue, and some have taken the nihilistic political position that they have the right to do and own whatever they want as long as the constitution doesn't specifically say you can't own pit bulls or grenade launchers. Here is a response I posted to a sincere dog lover that has misgivings : You have some beautiful dogs. I don't hate any particular dog or pit bull. I know they are incredibly loyal and rather intelligent and with the proper owners they are incredible dogs-but so are ALL other dogs. I have a friend with an amazing pit. But what dog raised properly isn't? The problem is that that dogs have been breed and developed for..well for the ability to kill. This isn't the question of a particular dog. It is

Wolfpack Family Album
Hey my brothers and sister Wolfies I am wanting to start a wolfpack family album....this way you could meet all the family members and guess what, you might even make some great new friends! Just wanting to do something nice and fun Just send me a link to your pic and in the family album you go....Once I have everyone in there, I will open to public and let the bombing, comments, love, hugs and what ever begin....Lets just show everyone who the wolfpack family is.....let keep it clean please Hugs M'Lady Tina

Laugh !!!
That’s a good girl let me see those cheekbones Shoot 16 times before I need to reload Drag your tongue up and down the “P” road Pin me down in a savage throat hold Press hard against an organ that won’t fold Press those glossy lips and never let go Turn off the lights and see your pretty face glow You don’t get to play on your chest until after you swallow Roll with the thrust you’re so impressive You know better then to try to caress it A nice brutal grip I need it aggressive Treat it like an adversary and beat it into submission Pucker those pretty lips let me see them glisten That’s it, right there, you’re gonna get a christening I’ll fill you up with something you know you’ve been missing Break me down and give me a fixing

Kids Have New High Beware
I JUST GOT THIS IN THE MAIL First, I'm going to tell you a little about me and my family. My name is Jeff. I am a Police Officer for a city which is known nationwide for its crime rate. We have a lot of gangs and drugs. At one point we were # 2 in the nation in homicides per capita. I also have a police K-9 named Thor. He was certified in drugs and general duty. He retired at 3 years old because he was shot in the line of duty. He lives with us now and I still train with him because he likes it. I always liked the fact that there was no way to bring drugs into my house. Thor wouldn't allow it. He would tell on you. The reason I say this is so you understand that I know about drugs. I have taught in schools about drugs. I like building computers occasionally and started building a new one in February 2005. I also was working on some of my older computers. They were full of dust so on one of my trips to the computer store I bought a 3 pack of DUST OFF.

Dutch Cuss Words And Translations
1.lik me reet...lick my ass 2.kus mijn knot....kiss my ass 3.eikel.....dickhead 3.etter....pain in the neck 4.klootzak....asshole 5.trut....bitch 6.kutwijf....bitch 7.hebbes....understand 8.tja....thinking 9.schop onder je kont.........beat your ass 10.slangen....snakes 11.spinnen....spiders 12. stront ook....shit too 13.krijg de klere....fuck you 14.Ik hou van jou.....I love you 15. tongzoen....french kissing 16. ik zal je laten genieten....I will give you pleasure 17.laat me genieten.....give me pleasure 18. liefje....baby 19.schatje.......sweetie 20.vrijen......making love 21.geil....horny 22.neuker.....fucker 23.neuken.....fuck 24.borsten ....breasts 25.tieten.....tits 26.neuk me....fuck me 27.ploert....jerk

Alone
I ate dinner alone tonight, in a very nice Italian restaurant in Berkeley, California. My friends Dan and Nadya had a prior engagement for dinner, and left me to my own devices. Faced with cooking someone else's food in an unfamiliar kitchen, grabbing fast food in an wonderfully diverse area full of lovely restaurants, or eating by myself in a restaurant, I chose to eat out. And, honestly, I really liked my evening out by myself. My waitress was both solicitous and lovely. My food was wonderful. And I enjoyed both the people-watching and the few chapters of my book I devoured while waiting on my Capellini Limone. I thoroughly enjoyed watching the lively interaction of a mother and her two adolescent boys, and was able, when overhearing part of a conversation, to contribute (via the waitress) the singer of "Electric Avenue." The couple across from me were obviously on an early date; they were uncomfortable yet eager to converse, and judging from the glances they gave each o

Be Very Careful If You Make A Woman Cry
This is written in the Hebrew Talmud. It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on, not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal, under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

Remember When
Before the Internet or the MAC, Before semi-automatics and crack Before SEGA or Super Nintendo Way back ... ... I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk. Sittin' on the porch, Hot bread and butter. The Good Humor man, Red light, Green light. Chocolate milk, Lunch tickets, Penny candy in a brown paper bag. Playin' Pinball in the corner store. Hopscotch, butterscotch, doubledutch Jacks, kickball, dodgeball, y'all! Mother May I? Red Rover and Roly Poly Hula Hoops and Sunflower Seeds, Jolly Ranchers, Banana Splits Wax Lips and Mustaches Running through the sprinkler The smell of the sun and lickin' salty lips... Wait... ... Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons, Fat Albert, Road Runner, He-Man, The Three Stooges, and Bugs, Or back further, listening to Superman on the radio Catchin' lightening bugs in a jar, Playin sling shot. When around the corner seemed far away, And going downtown seemed like going somewhere. Bedtime, Climbing trees, An ice

Can You Complete Me
nobody wants to be with somebody that lets you have your way all the time everybody wants to be with somebody that's strong cause every once in awhile when you're weak you need somebody that's gonna pick you up and make you complete there's been times that you flipped on me cause I was wrong and I liked it there's been times I've called and it went straight to voicemail and I liked it there's been times you gave me closure apologized then you cried on my shoulder I was in your drive way before you fixed your lips to say come over no matter what it is I'm there for you hold up, wait a minute shh baby let me finish I just wanna talk to you I bet you finish my sentence cause you know where my mind is baby you know where my heart lives with you you make my life complete you make everything sour, sweet you are everything baby you make everyday complete you make my life complete baby you bring out the best in me you are everything baby you

I Didnt Win, But Its Ok!
Just sayin thanks to the peeps that dont read the bulletins hehe!! I am not gonna win the Sexiest Eyes Contest, but I did wanna say THANKS TO ALL that HELPED ME!!! I was in it the whollleee time cuz of u guys, even though my computer is broke and I couldnt be around!! It should be fixed really soon!! I think hehe...so I hope to talk to u all again soon!! You guys are AWESOME!!! I have the best friends and fans!!! LUV YA ALL!! ~Cindy

I'm Stuck...need Suggestions Please
So here's the deal y'all....been working on a the third entry for an ongoing piece I have been writing. Finished up piece three and now need some suggestions for piece 4. I'm stuck!!!!!! I will post part 3 here (if you want parts 1 and 2 PM me and I will send them to you). Eventually all three pieces will be sent in for publishing to literotica and I'd love to be able to reference help from the homies...lol. This is the first time I've asked for input so consider yourselved blessed...lol. ************************************************* The drive back to the apartment seemed a little awkward for Beth. Joey looked out the passenger window not saying anything and Beth just kept her eyes forward, lips closed. Her heart raced as she neared her home as neither one had said anything since leaving the park. Beth pulled into her parking spot and opened the door as Joey offered his hand to her. She barely took it as she stepped down. They walked back to her apartment. Beth opened to do

Just Wanted To Wish You All....
a happy/merry (maybe belated) Feb 11 Make A New Friend Day Grandmother Achievement Day Thomas Edison Day National Foundation Day (Japan) Inventor's Day World Marriage Day 12 Chocolate Day Clean Out Your Computer Day Abraham Lincoln's Birthday Abraham Lincoln Birthday Celebration (Nebraska) Carnival (Spain) 13 I Value Our Friendship Day Dream Of Your Sweetheart Day Final Warning Day 14 Valentine's Day Hug Day Heart To Heart Day Have A Heart Day Statehood Day (Oregon) Admission Day (Arizona) Ferris Wheel Day 15 Thanks For A Great Valentine's Day Burger Lovers Day Gumdrop Day Jewelry Day Flag Day (Canada) Carnaval (Mexico) 16 Maha Shivaratri Arbor Day (Georgia) Garlic Fest (Florida) Second Honeymoon Weekend 17 Tet Nguyen Dan Mardi Gras Festival (Georgia) Carnival Carnival (Brazil)

All About Me!!
Hi my name is Jay Edward Koons, born 4/3/1971 in Torrance Claifornia.. That is in the south bay area ok. I am 6'3 size 13 feet and im 200lbs right now. I also have blue eyes too. my life has been hard my parents beat on me for 14 years its in my blog about children, I love kids I could never treat no 1 as I was treated. I love bmx racing I race bmx bikes for a company from austrailia called OZCRANK.COM ok.. I also love nascar fav driver Jeff Gordon besides Dale SR. of course and also monster trucks,. I do like snakes yes and ferrets also imagine that huh hehe lol. Im a shift manager in bedford T.X. im about 20 mins away from Dallas . as you can tell I also love cars too and work on them also .. my fav soda is pepsi and my fav ice cream is mint chip and aothers il eat anything that smells good to me hehe . I have 2 tatoos and im gettin more soon wolverine will be on my back soon. I love to travel and go to fairs and drag racing shows im the type of guy w

I Was Board
Love is an illusion that helps us with our pathetic little lives. Dreams only come true for those who will never be totally satisfied. all these obstacles in life we have to jump over to feel the love you talk about just to sit alone in the end to suffer the hurt of loneliness once more. love no one like you love yourself family and friends they will always be there for you in the end. passion is a flavor in life that you can find in any one if you try to . Theres some one for everyone I mean come on all the over populated areas lol

Opposite Sex?
I have this friend who I knew since 1995. Shes been through hell most of her life and she got out of a bad relationship recently. She claimed she always thought I was hot and would give me a shot with her (Shes in another state), she called me about 5-6x for phone sex (until 1-2am) until she was shopping and got into an incident where she was on some form of medication. Alot of family issues fell on her, as well as being out of work. For a week she seemed to have written me off. She did this to me before and I found it annoying, and she just popped back up and I welcomed her with open arms and it seems like shes ready to pull this stunt again. I dont get the opposite sex, can someone help me out!?

Rollercoaster
Yep you guessed it .......another lame poem lol I don't know how you do it make me feel all at once a million different emotions some i didnt even know i had or ones i didn't know i could feel at the same time i was glad i hate this crazy twisted ride even more because i'm not tied in but i think that's where the thrill is not knowing how it will end if i'll still be in this seat or if i will end up not it's like you are just standing there watching me on this ride somehow with me not knowing you were here next to me all this time your arms kept me in not letting me fly out at all with my eyes tightly closed i guess i couldn't see the only way you would get off this ride is if it was with me.......

Last Day
well yall im afraid to say this but it might be my last day on ct i try to make people and can;t do it no matter how hard i try so if i leave i'll miss yall and to the ones that are friends of mine you guys can pm me on yahoo or msn sorry yall this has to happen

Nautti Or Nyce ;)
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Soo Worn Out
you ever have those days where ur begging for a change in pace...the same thing over and over just isnt cuttin it anymore...let me tell u working 6 days a week on top of school is not easy and i am so ready for a party and alcohol haha...well ttyl

It's Not About...
It’s not about dying It’s about being alive, It’s not about resistance to pain, It’s about the inability to cry, It’s about bringing yourself, Back from by the edge, It’s about balancing yourself, So you don’t fall from the ledge, It’s not about becoming someone else, It’s about hanging on to your image, It’s not about being brave, It’s about hiding your lack of courage, It’s not about dragging others down, It’s about standing alone, It’s not about fitting in with others, It’s about being on your own, It’s not about the wounds, It’s more about the scars, It’s not about the knives, The razors and glass shards, It’s not about being open, It’s about keeping deadly secrets, It’s not really about the bruises, The burns, the scratches and cuts, It’s about feeling again, Knowing you’re not a machine, It’s about purging the body, And no longer feeling unclean, It’s about seeing the stars through a ceiling, About believing that things can turn around, It’s about fe

::sighs::
Well...im having a bit of a depression spout....I just got offline with my mother {Yea i know my real mother, never thought i would talk to her again..}and found out some terrible news. She had been to the doctor and had test ran and after several years of her being in pain she found out that within a year she will become a paraplegic because she has degenerative disk disease in her neck and back... Its depressing to hear her talk about it because she keeps telling me she rather die than be in a wheel chair, and as much as i hated the things she did, I dont know what I would do if she passed away, it would kill me......and knowing my mother, she has made attempts..........I dont know how to deal with it.....im sitting here typing quietly not able to hold back the tears streaming down my face because it hurts so much......

"ohne Diche" Rammstein
If you can read it what ya think Ich werde in die Tannen gehen Dahin wo ich sie zuletzt gesehen Doch der Abend wirft ein Tuch aufs Land Und auf die Wege hinterm Waldesrand Und der Wald er steht so schwarz und leer Weh mir, oh weh Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein Ohne dich Mit dir bin ich auch allein Ohne dich Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich Mit dir stehen die Sekunden Lohnen nicht Auf den Ästen in den Gräben Ist es nun still und ohne Leben Und das Atmen fällt mir ach so schwer Weh mir, oh weh Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein Ohne dich Mit dir bin ich auch allein Ohne dich Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich Mit dir stehen die Sekunden Lohnen nicht ohne dich

You Say, God Says - Bible Verses
A good chart to print out and keep Hi there. God bless you this day! YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 ) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1) You say: "I can't manage" God says: I wil

Pics
If i can get some pics of my families on here i would make a special folder for them ive been wanted to do this but hell i didnt have time now i do. Just tell me if i can rip a pic dso i can put it in my folder... Any of my brothers and sisters that wants to be in my family album just let me know which pic i can rip.You know who you are.

Fnck Jedi!
Let me first just say that Josef is the greatest makeup artist to ever live! Tell me I'm wrong, I dare you! and you'll dare me to delete you from my friends list! Jk! So I woke up this morning and I asked Aiden how he wanted to see me today. You know because I'm a service sub. I aim to please. So he said "Fuck Jedi!" If you're familiar with the Jason Ellis show, you'll know what we're talking about! So for my first scene today with Ethan, it was Fuck Jedi! To prepare for my two scenes today, I did some yoga and meditation. I had to get into the right state of mind to suck off two perfect strangers in one day. You know, I may be Belladonna, but I'm also Michelle Sinclair, an ex-mormon from Salt Lake City, Utah. I'm just a gentle kindered spirit. I have feelings too! Just kidding!!! I'm such a silly character! But I did do some stretching because Aiden wanted to see if I could get both legs behind my head. I guess I stretched a little too long for him because eventually he

"play With Me" Icp
What ya'll think [Children laughing, Toy cranks up] Hey [x54] [1st Verse - Violent J] Every year it's more of us and all we do is fill the box You might play with me at first, a couple days, a week at tops Just like your Atomic Supersonic Retro Plasma Car We will all get tossed inside just like the piece of shit we are I will be your fantasy imaginary special friend I can fill you, I relate, with you no need to talk to them But instead you toss me in the box, leave me to rott away Hoping you'll pick me again someday...hey, hey [Chorus - Violent J] Why don't you come play with me and take me to the other side (take me to the other side) Lost under Ann Raggedy it's lonley when your locked in side (It can be so lonley) [x2] [2nd Verse- Violent J] I will sit and listen to your bibble babble jibber talk But when you go in tonight you'll leave me out here on the walk You'll ignore your little friend or trade me for something instead Please come get your dog

My Heart
Deep within this slave, There lies a secret place, Treasured and protected, Once lost without a trace. Hidden well within this girl, Cold and lonely and scared, Once beat a trembling heart, Aching for a secret to be shared. She jumped at every shadow, Wanting, needing to break free, From the trappings of a life, Unable to breathe, unable to be. One day a light began to shine, Curling around this slaves heart, Illuminating long hidden desires, Pounding fear once more to start. Afraid to trust, afraid to love, shaking and scared to death, A fire began to burn, A need growing with every breath. A word, a touch so gentle, A firm and guiding hand, Molding an eager slave, hajira heart, beginning to understand. Each day the light grew brighter, The slave becoming kajira true, A glow surrounding her heart, Reveling in feelings brand new. Today, la kajira shines, And Your love was just the start... Each heartbeat is for You, My Master, My Love...my Heart...

Fire
She glides on bare feet across the room Material flowing from her willow body She removes the pins from her hair, Long, curly and coppery Their eyes meet, lock together For they are one and know the soul of each Her body longs for the feel of his stroke She waits. He commands. He discards her finery Her naked flesh glows as the candle light dances upon her His hands secure hers, lifting them up His fingers trace patterns down her sides, hardening her treats His mouth suckles. Her desire grows. His manner becomes severe, her moans intensify He grasps her wetness pulling her into him Her legs spread wide for his invasion, his fingers deep inside Pulling her hair, her breasts thrust upward, her firm nipples inviting His sex hard with lust he enters her Their bodies erupt in fire

It Is Only For Him
It is only for Him that she looks her soul yearning to belong to Him her body burning with fiery desire to become a treasured possesion It is only for Him that she kneels drawing strength from His acceptance offering all that she is or will be giving Him the precious gift of herself It is only for Him that she serves with her heart open and adoring her whole being touched by His presence her eyes reflecting the joy within It is only for Him that she dances the glow of His pleasure her sweet reward enticing Him, showing Him what is His alone the body that aches for His touch It is only for Him that she loves Nothing hidden from his gaze her heart and soul His to take her devotion so clearly shown It is only for Him that she is kajira He gently showed her the way with love and strength and a firm hand a slave reborn It is Only For Him

"pain" Three Days Grace
So what ya'll think of when reading this Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain tha

A Few Funnies-some Nsfw
MY FRIEND KIMI SENT ME THESE SO I WANTED TO SHARE The U.S. and Britain sent naval ships to the Persian Gulf Wednesday. At last we're getting somewhere. If Iranians wonder who controls the seas and how long they have controlled the seas, they need to ask themselves why dolphins understand English. - Argus Hamilton As a young married couple, a husband and a wife lived in a cheap housing complex near the military base where he was working. Their chief complaint was that the walls were paper-thin and that they had no privacy. This was painfully obvious when one morning the husband was upstairs and the wife was downstairs on the telephone. She was interrupted by the doorbell and went to greet her neighbor. "Give this to your husband," he said, thrusting a roll of toilet paper into her hands. "He's been yelling for it for 15 minutes!" A new wine has been developed especially for seniors. California vinters in the Napa Valley area which primarily pro

What I Love To Do.
Poetry is my life.I love to write. Let me know what you think. Life so rough as a child's is One mother, One father Two places to live Heart torn from one to another One sister, One brother Mind so easily misplaced Grown up and lviing Making choices in life Birth control at 18 What's the point in that The temple broken into The house has been robbed Years have passed by without a second glance No pretty face Blinding size Where is this beauty you say lyes on the inside Unyielding unconfidence Undenyable guilt Taken for what it is worth Broken Hurt Pointless substatution for every known fantasy Crying in the corner What more should you expect? Not a question to be to be answered More a statement to be realized Look into these eyes What is it you think you see? Blinding ambition and drive Someone stiving to be the beauty But all she can see is the beast.

Seriously Considering Doing The "family" Thing
I may not have many friends here, but most of them seem to be after the points. You'll have to EARN your way into the family. Just show me you're not in the race for points or using me for a contest, and you could get promoted.

I Keep Telling You!!!
You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Dragon67%Demon67%Mermaid59%Faerie59%Angel50%WereWolf42%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Not Shure But Its Somethin:p
"This is mayjor tom to ground control im stepping through the door and im floating in the most pecuilar way and the stars look very different today!!!!!!!!!"hehehehe....GOOOOOOODDDDD Evening cherry tap ppl.....this is Boondock Saint commin to you live from my sisters place:Psooo how u all been?long time no talk eh:Plol well ive been good...work is gettin better every week.......im gettin my hours back:D:D:D:D:Dwhich is awsome.......every1 i kno thought i was dead cause my cell got dissconnected and im not on 24/7....i told them my story and now they kno.....soooooooooooo "I say why dont you and i take on the world and be together forever:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!!!!!!!"did i ever mention that i love these blog thingy's:Phehehe........and peaches come from a can and i like coffee:P........sooooooooooo.......i dont kno what to say now...i was goin to say somethin but i dont remember...hmmmmmmmmmmmmm....i like coffee.....no i already said that one...hmmmmmmmmmm....ah well:Phope u all like this

Thunder Dance
Thunder Dance Listen, sssssh, can you hear. In the distance the low soft beat of his drum. He is coming, he is coming, Brother Thunder is coming his drum beats are getting stronger. Look a brilliant arrow split the darkened sky, Brother Lightning has joined Thunder. But who is this that causes the trees and bushes to sway as her skirts brush past, ahhh it's Sister Wind. Her dance takes her high in the trees an now down to the ground, she circles me and I lift my arm an join her in the dance. Round an round ever faster we dance, but we slow at the approach of the sound of tiny steps and cooling presence of Sister Rain. Now Brother Thunder's drum is slowing as be moves to share his dance, an Brother Lightning's arrow light the way, and now Sister Wind moves along with our Brothers, leaving Sister Rain to cool the fever of the dance and give freshness to the Earth. MAB(aka Willow) this piece has been published and carries both national and international

Crystal Dimed
Amid the darkness sprinlked with crystal beings a crystal child was born. She gleamed of pink and lavender light. As she grew she gloryed in the freshness if Spring flowers of mixed fragrance and hues, and in the warmth of Summer she ran and laught and grew. She danced in Autums winds amid the swerlling colors of rust and orange and brown. She delighted in the Winters art, the patterns of fronst and flake, the music of Ice singing from branches bare. Seasons passed and this Crystal child grew to shimmer a vibrant red and orange she was filled with the fire of young adulthood searching eager with the need to learn. Spring was her play ground, Summer her beau, ahh and winter a time that pulled at her energy for movement, but time had it's way of mellowing of satisfing her longing. This Crystal child became a Crystal woman of blue and white with silver light. She gleamed a guiding light. Were ever her light did reach she touched a life

*just Human* By: Josh Brookover
Conceived by madness, sedated by sadness. delving in the inconcievable, life is unbearable.The pendulum swings as time wastes away,never knowing which way i will be forced to sway...I am a puppet of society, leaving me empty. Feeling no curtesy, for what’s within me. I destroy myself more and more everyday by drinking and drugs, while watching my mind decay. Elapsing to self affliction, while creating a new addiction, Emancipated mind free from society’s cage, changing from passive to an unexplainable rage. Humanity keeps me from being who I need to be. Held down by emotions and pity, stranded in an empty city. I await the end of me for there is nothing left to be....

Effective Immediately
I will no longer comment bomb anyone in a contest. Here's why: I saw a bulletin for a friend who had supported me in a contest asking for help in a contest he was in. I went over to the page and comment bombed on the fact that a girl was saying she really, really liked him. The comments were long and I said, "Hey that girl really, really likes you and I know you are a good man because you used to worship me. I wish you love, life and happiness because you deserve it." Two days later one of my pics was marked NSFW. I was like WTF? Amazingly, guess who had looked at my pics? The girl that had said she liked him. When I figure out what's up, I try to send him an e-mail on CT to tell him that. Since she was on his FAMILY list and apparently blocked me, I was blocked from sending him mail too. So, I had to go to another program to send him an e-mail. This type of behavior is childish and petty. If you are talking to another woman, great. More power to ya. I wis

The Windshield Wipers
One rainy afternoon I was driving along one of the main streets of town, taking those extra precautions necessary when the roads are wet and slick. Suddenly, my daughter spoke up from her relaxed position in her seat. "Dad, I'm thinking of something." This announcement usually meant she had been pondering some fact for a while, and was now ready to expound all that her six-year-old mind had discovered. I was eager to hear. "What are you thinking?" I ! asked. "The rain," she began, "is like sin, and the windshield wipers are like God wiping our sins away." After the chill bumps raced up my arms I was able to respond. "That's really good, Aspen." Then my curiosity broke in. How far would this little girl take this revelation? So I asked.. "Do you notice how the rain keeps on coming? What does that tell you?" Aspen didn't hesitate one moment with her answer: "We keep on sinning, and God just keeps on forgiving us." I will always remember this whenever I turn my wipers

Which Crystal Or Gemstone Best Represents You?
Which Crystal or Gemstone best represents you? Rose QuartzYou are the lovley Rose Quartz, Adonis the lover of Aphrodite, was attacked by Ares, god of war, in the form of a baor. Aphrodite rushed to save him and caught herself on a briar bush. Their mingled blood stained the white quartz pink. Zeus took pity on them and restored Adonis to Aphrodite for six months of the year. Thats why it is known as the stone of Love. It eases pain or tension, cuts or bruises. The incenses and oils are Vervain, echinacea, feverfew, gernaium, mugwort, strawberry and ylang ylang. The flowers for this is Apple blossom, daisy, lilac and rose.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

What Is Your Icecream Flavor?
Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan! You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind! What is your Icecream Flavour? Find out at Go Quiz

New Look
i was kinda depressed this morning so i went and did a classic girl move..lol i was on my way home when all of a sudden i got the idea in my head to get my hair done. i had it cut in this really cool cut. its really short tho...considering i had it almost to the middle of my back already.....its short in the back and gets longer in the front...idk..its kinda one of those you gotta see it to understand what im talking about. speaking of seeing it...i posted some pics of my new fab hair style lol. well thats it for now guys...take a look at my pics and tell me what ya think.... is my new hair style a hit or a miss?

Slipknot-surfacing
FUCK YOU ALL! Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T ACCEPT! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! Picking through the parts exposed Taking shape, taking shag Over and over and under my skin All this MOMENTUM is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T ACCEPT! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! and don't you fuckin' Touch me You got all my love, livin' in your own hate Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back Every damn word I say is a sneak attack When I get my hands on you Ain't a fucking thing you can do Get this cuz you're never gonna get me I am the very disease you pretend to be I am the push that makes you move (x4) FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU

Hávamál The Sayings Of Hár
Hávamál The Sayings of Hár The numbers are in reference to stanzas in Hollander Translation 1 The man who stands at a strange threshold, Should be cautious before he cross it, Glance this way and that: Who knows beforehand what foes may sit Awaiting him in the hall? 2 Greetings to the host, The guest has arrived, In which seat shall he sit? Rash is he who at unknown doors Relies on his good luck, 3 Fire is needed by the newcomer Whose knees are frozen numb; Meat and clean linen a man needs Who has fared across the fells, 4 Water, too, that he may wash before eating, Handcloth's and a hearty welcome, Courteous words, then courteous silence That he may tell his tale, 5 Who travels widely needs his wits about him, The stupid should stay at home: The ignorant man is often laughed at When he sits at meat with the sage, 6 Of his knowledge a man should never boast, Rather be sparing of speech When to his house a wis

Hunger
The world comes at you, and asks, "what do you want?" "What do you want?" It is rough to reply, you don't know. Love? Joy? Wealth? All these things seem possible, all these things are there. But want? Desire, for want of these things, seems like mere hunger, and desire for a non - animilastic nature, suggests better. Is it all hunger? am I merely a shark? Because I can be fed, and I can keep swimming, survival talented shark I am. Is this what defines me? I reject this, I reject hunger for the sake of hunger, I will forgo joy, if it is mere reaction, I will give up happiness, if it is only consumption. Let me always be ravenous.

Sanctuary!!!!!!!
Holy FAK! wouldnt it be cool if you could still do that? Just run up to a church and yell out sanctuary against the person or situation ur trying to run from.....OK so now u ask "Kiki ur an anarchist ur not supposed to believe in the church".....yup ur right I dont....However as an anarchist using the system is a great way to rebel against it. As an anarchist there is no protection from anything. But I am just a woman, tough yes, but I cant always win the war. As an anarchist u use any means and ways possible to survive...The church is a great way. Ur not only stepping on a system but ur putting ur foot in some gods ass. WHOA! this is gonna make another cool blog. Anywayz after I called sanctuary I would be glad to go sit behind the cold stone walls in a corner and never come out. Ok so eventually my thoughts would turn me into a lunatic. But none the less in a given amount of time I wouldnt worry I wouldnt be scared and really all I would have to do it breathe. And if one day I fel

The Seamstress
One day, when a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river, her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "My dear child, why are you crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and that she needed it to help her husband in making a living for their family. The Lord dipped His hand into the water and pulled up a golden thimble set with pearls. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "No." The Lord again dipped into the river. He held out a silver thimble ringed with sapphires. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. Again, the seamstress replied, "No." The Lord reached down again and came up with a leather thimble. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy. Some years later, the seamstress was walki

Meeting At 11:00 Am
This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded: "Lord please, take care of the person who is reading this message, their family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much." The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end. This message works on the day your receive it. Let us see if it is true. ANGELS EXIST but sometimes, since they don't have wings, we call them FRIENDS.

What Do You Owe Your Real Friends
I just entered a contest,no this is not about that.as i was going through the bulletins i saw people that actually were mad at such and such becouse they only voted a few times and in some cases no times,for this person and they felt that these low voting people werent really friends. to say the least,i was embarrassed for these people.is a friendship based on votes?i would hope not.the people on my friend list dont need to vote to be my frind.i talk to some every day.sometimes about contests,boy/girl friends,vacations,scooters,cars,and just life.when they are gone i honestly miss them and they me.no votes involved. a real friend is there when you need to talk or simply want to talk. these people who get mad are just saying,hey my friendship is yours,for a price.buy my friendship,buy me.if my friends were that way im afraid i wouldnt have any at all,but they arent.i appreciate each of my friends and i dont care if they vote for me or my competitor becouse i know,for a proven fact,my

The Church And Norse Sagas
Most of the sagas were written by Christan monks and yes they did edit jobs on all the sagas.The most blatant of these are in the sayings of Hávamál where some are very against magic and witchcraft which was a part of Norse life as every village had there magic user.As the local healer was more often also the village Vitki! So if a saga seems to full of morals that seem more at home in the Christain faith that is why the saga was edited for the newly converted Heathens!

Yet Another Blug
I am married with four children, two of whom are still living with us and two of whom are all grown up and out living on their own. I run Eskimo North an Internet Service Provider which grew out of a single line BBS I started in 1982. On my site I maintain the following blogs: My Main BlogDreams and VisionsExtraterrestrial sFuture GodRadioScienceIn addition to these blogs I also have a journal on DeviantArt and a MySpace blog as well.

Hows This For "high-tech"? Lol
Just A Day At The Sauna THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FORE-ARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM. A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID..."WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT... I'M GETTING A FAX!!

First Blog...and Thanks For The Warm Reception...
First of all I want to say THANK YOU to anyone who has, did, or will be adding me or commenting. Now that that's out of the way let me just say that I love blogs. Sometimes I have something very philosophical to say, feel strongly about something, or just need to vent about everyday life. I guess it may seem like a diary at times but I'll mix it up a little. Aight, until next time, turner out.

Billy Talent-red Flag
(Chorus x2) Cast off the crutch that kills the pain, The red flag wavin' never meant the same, The kids of tomorrow don't need today, When they live in the Sins of Yesterday. Well I've never seen us act like this, Our only hope is in minds of kids, And they'll show us a thing or two. Our only weapons are the guns of youth, It's only time before they tighten the noose, And then the hunt will be on for you. We dont need them (Music break 10 Seconds) (Chorus x2) Cast off the crutch that kills the pain, The red flag wavin never meant the same, The kids of tomorrow don't need today, When they live in the Sins of Yesterday. Like the smallest bee packs a sting, Like the pawn checkmates a king, We'll attack at the crack of dawn. Build a ladder if there's a wall, Don't be afraid to slip and fall, Speak for yourself or they'll speak for you. We dont need them. (music break 10 seconds) (Chorus x2) Cast off the crutch that kills the pain, The red flag wa

Daily Devotion 2/15/07
LAKOTA TEACHINGS. PITA HOCHOKAN (THE FIRE PIT) Keyword----Motivation. Teaching and Tradition. The Fire Pit (Pita Hochokan) represents the element of fire and Father Sun in the Sweat Lodge (Inipi) ceremony. In the fire pit the stones to be used in the ceremony are heated before their sacred journey into the Lodge. Message from Pita Hochokan. I am the place and the voice of the sacred fire. I bring forth from the void and the Circle Of Creation. I am “Maka” (Mother Earth), transformed for your ceremony of cleansing fire. Within my cup of being I find you the clear message of life. I am a circle, the home of all truths. Reflection and Guidance. Just as the Sweat Lodge ceremony begins with the energy of fire in the fire pit, any new endeavours you wish to embark on begin with your commitment and motivation. Your mettle and attention is needed to allow you to motivate and focus on the achievement of your goal. Allow your inner fire to propel you forward, givin

A Long Walk Down Memory Lane. I Can Remember Many Of These Things! Hehe ;o)
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . and they did? When a 57 Chevy was everyone's dream car...to cruise, peel ou

Mutual Agreements
tay tay and i broke up today. i'm kinda glad. i was sick of fighting all the time. over the same damn thing. it was a mutual agreement. so it wasn't like "i fucking hate you. die." it was nice. we agreed to be friends. but you all know how that one goes. i talked to brooke today. she's excited. so i am. i love brooke. and mrs tiger is like CAITLIN I LOVE YOU. so i'm like whatever. i'm going prom dress shopping saturday. i'm hoping to get that yellow dress i showed chels. it's pretty much legit. i'm going to fail algebra. and chemistry. joy. i'm stupid. bye. ps. you bitch! you killed me! you suck! hehe. pps. i miss you.

Love
Love: we want it; we need it; and it's totally outside of our control. We can't make someone love us. We can't even make ourselves love some one else — or stop loving them! It seems to just happen or not happen. How can something so central to our lives be so beyond our control or understanding? Because we need love so much, we let ourselves be fooled by imitations. If I own more or have a more important job than most, or am more beautiful or handsome, then people will admire me. That's sort of like love. If I have sex, I have the attention of another person, and I give and receive pleasure. That's sort of like love. If I indulge myself by buying luxuries, or by being meticulous about my diet and exercise, I feel as though I am treating myself well. That's sort of like loving myself. If I overeat or smoke, I am comforted. That's sort of like love. But none of it is love, and the need doesn't go away. Love can't be faked. Because we need love so much, we try to deny it. We separate ours

Random Acts Of Kindness Week
Random Acts of Kindness Week. Yes, it's more than a slogan on a bumper sticker. It doesn't really matter what you do; kindness comes in all shapes and sizes. Maybe you can help an old lady cross the street, bring in your neighbor's trash cans, or help a stranger change a tire. If you have trouble thinking of something, here's a list that may spark some kind ideas. Leave a calling card, or just let it be a mystery. However you spread kindness this week, have fun and smile.

Keeper Of The Stars~tracy Byrd
It was no accident me finding you Someone had a hand in it Long before we ever knew Now I just can't believe you're in my life Heaven's smilin' down on me As I look at you tonight I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars He sure knew what he was doin' When he joined these two hearts I hold everything When I hold you in my arms I've got all I'll ever need Thanks to the keeper of the stars Soft moonlight on your face oh how you shine It takes my breath away Just to look into your eyes I know I don't deserve a treasure like you There really are no words To show my gratitude So I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars He sure knew what he was doin' When he joined these two hearts I hold everything When I hold you in my arms I've got all I'll ever need Thanks to the keeper of the stars It was no accident me finding you Someone had a hand in it Long before we ever knew for someone very special to me

1 More For You Ladies. Ummm Guys? Whatch What You Buy!!! Rofl!! :op
Menopause Jewelry My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big f*cking red mark on his forehead! OWWWWW!!!! lolz ;oO

Because Not Everyone I Know Can Read This One.
God, you know, I have been living off the parentals for the last year and it has literally driven me insane. Dads insanity almost killed me an Mom has been wonderful... but she has her issues too. I dont want anyone elses issues but my own. I fall in love with someone back home. We want to get an apartment and make it work for ourselves with out anyone else. And noone believes it will work. Everyone wants to shit on my happiness. I havnt even told dad yet because I know the amount of shit I am going to get from that. You know... I am just FUCKING SICK AND GODDAMNED TIRED of everyone who wants to be a fucking critic of the way I live. If you have a fucking problem with me and what I want, just leave me the hell alone then. Im not asking for your help or your money. I never did. I dont need anything else but a ride home.

Cheers To My Friend Mibs!!!!
Once again im writin a short little blog to let everyone know how awesome this guy is...and how easy he is to talk to. Plus...he manages..somehow to talk me thru my computer troubles...and TRUST ME...IM COMPUTER CHALLANGED..lol. I would be lost without him ...no doubt about it! I am so glad I met ya on CT MIBS...and I hope I am just as good to you as you are to me! LOVE YA! XOXOXOXO LYNNIE

More For The Ladies !! Hey... I'm Laughin With You. I Can Take It!! Lol ;o) (hugs)
Stuff For The ladies hehe :oP One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." And they say blondes are dumb... ------------------------------ A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you.." ------------------------------ "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ------------------------------ He said - Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said - That's a good idea... you stand by the ironing board while I sit on the sofa and fart.

Two In One Day?......what Am I Thinking!!?
Bored and feel like talking...well, typing anyhow. Today sucked as much as yesterday, but that was to be expected. Tomorrow is the big 1920's party. I have my flapper girl dress done, but I can't remember where my shoes are..... There is entirely too much snow outside. The driveway got plowed, but it's really just a little path big enough for the cars. I'm hoping my body stops hurting by tomorrow. I want to at least enjoy seeing my friends and celebrating Heather's 21st year. I need more Tylenol. Superballs!!!

I Hate Banks...
Banks are the devil!!! I had three fradulant charges made to my account for internet porn which consequently sent my accout negative. Then the bank charged my $170 in overdraft fees which they refuse to reverse until they do the "research" to make sure the charges are bogus! And then on top of that, I deposited my check today, and they said that because the account is so negative that there may be a hold put on the check... Please just shoot me!

Another, For The Ladies. Lol ;o) Kisses N Hugs To Yah! :o)
The Good Fairy? hehe ;oP A man and his wife, now in their 60's, were celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary. On their special day, a good fairy came to them and said that because they had been so good, each one of them could have one wish. The wife wished for a trip around the world with her husband. Whoosh! Immediately she had airline/cruise tickets in her hands. The man wished for a female companion 30 years younger... Whoosh...immediately he turned ninety!!! Gotta love that fairy!

Tara's Computer
ok ya'll Taras computer is fuckin up bad.. does any any one know anything about computers? i just know how to look up porn chat and email.. she can start it up but when it loads to the blue screen it gets stuck.. were running drivers and utilities diognostic deal now.. but the error is c0000135 unable to locate compnent cannot find winsrv.. theyre calling it the blue death!! running a dell demension 3000.. if anyone can help i would greatly apreciate it and if you can come ask me for my yahooter id.. thanks kids

Faith No More-easy
Know it sounds funny but I just cant stand the pain Girl Im leaving you tomorrow Seems to me girl you know Ive done all I can You see I begged, stole and I borrowed Yeah Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning I wanna be high Soo high I wanna be free to know the things I do are right I wanna be free Just me Oh baby Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning ------------------ How I love sunday mornings with you, ba-bay.

Please Read
i am here to make friends and have a very good time, if u are here to see if your manis here on my profile plz do not check my profile , i hate drama ,,,,,i love to meet new people from all over so if u are looking on my profile to meet me plz feel free to rate me add me and email me , i am very honest person, i love wwe wrestleing tna wrestling , american idol , cops american most wanta , i dont smoke , i do drink one or two bloody marys when my best friend andi go to low places every other sat here in lancaster pa , if u live in lancaster rou nd plz feel free to come to lowp laces rt 30 cross from dutch wonder land and join sweetness and i ,,,, thank u sweet rose cindy , john cena is number one , love the movie the marines go and get it ,

Some Female Views... About Us Guys! Lol ;op
Dear Lord, I pray for Wisdom to understand my man; Love to forgive him; And Patience for his moods. Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength, I'll beat him to death! AMEN ---------------------------------------------- Q: Why do little boys whine? A: They are practicing to be men. ----------------------------- Q: What do you call a handcuffed man? A: Trustworthy. ------------------------------ Q: What does it mean when a man is in your bed gasping for breath and calling your name? A: You did not hold the pillow down long enough. ------------------------------ Q: How do you keep your husband from reading your e-mail? A: Rename the mail folder "Instruction Manuals"

La Lune
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

(anyone Who Has Ever Dressed A Child Will Love This) Lol ;o)
Did you hear about the Texas teacher who was helping one of her kindergarten students put on his cowboy boots? He asked for help and she could see why. Even with her pulling and him pushing, the little boots still didn't want to go on. By the time they got the second boot on, she had worked up a sweat. She almost cried when the little boy said, "Teacher...They're on the wrong feet!" She looked, and sure enough... they were. It wasn't any easier pulling the boots off, than it was putting them on. She managed to keep her cool as together... They worked to get the boots back on. This time... on the right feet. He then announced, "These aren't my boots!" She bit her tongue, rather than get right in his face, and scream... "Why didn't you say so?"... like she wanted to. Once again she struggled to help him pull the ill-fitting boots off his little feet. No sooner had they gotten the boots off when he said... "They're my

Thursday, 15th Feb 07
was remarkably productive. Both appointments went well, and got some work done at the university inbetween. Tomorrow- have to finish my application, then a lengthy (traffic-slowed) bus to Port Authority ("Who's your port..." don't even think it, that's a horrrrrrrrible joke.)

There Comes A Time
There comes a time in a persons life that they must take a long hard look at who they are. I have had to do this recently. I didn't like who I saw. It may be too late to correct the wrongs that have been said and done. While I will not take total blame for the current situation I played a major part in it. I have realized that after I was injured on the job and told I was permanently restricted to lifting no more then 50lbs, I sank into a state where I felt too sorry for myself to realize I was hurting the feelings of those around me. The reason I am putting this out on the web is my attempt to remove my hard shell and let the world know that if you keep your problems to yourself it doesn't make you strong or tuff. It will make you hurt and that hurt will be passed on to those around you. If you have someone who is willing to talk with you and help you through your issues then you r blessed. Jealousy and discontent will ruin a family, break hearts and shatter souls. If it i

Angel
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!What's Your Theme Song?

Top Ten Viagra Story....
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme was Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was that they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About seven minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top Ten List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone. The top ten were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker upper. 8. Viagra, Like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone. 4. Viagra, Strong enough for a

Being A Mother
BEING A MOTHER After 21 years of marriage, My wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you, "I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, t

Oopsie!!! Roflmaso!!!
From the Jacksonville, Florida Police Department. > A man goes to a New Years Eve Party and has much too much to drink. His > friends plead with him to let them take him home. > He says no -- he only lives a mile away. > > About five blocks from the party, the police pull him over for weaving and > ask him to get out of the car and walk the line. Just as he starts, the > police > radio blares out a notice of a robbery taking place in a house just a > block away. The police tell the party animal to stay put and they would be > right > back. > > They hop a fence and run down the street to the robbery. The guy waits and > waits, but finally decides to drive home. When he gets there, he tells his > wife > he is going to bed, and to tell anyone who might come looking for him that > he has the flu and has been in bed all day. > > Two hours later, the police knock on the door. They ask if her husband is > there. His wife says yes, but that he has the flu and h

A Man In My Imagination
As I lay here in my bed, thoughts of you run through my head My hand slides down, my mind wanders off I imagine us together, i start feeling hot Oh to be with you, for it to be real Chain me to your bed, make me FEEL Your lips, you tongue, anything just dont stop All night we have...its going to be hot!

Still Want Equal Opportunity Employment? :oo Lol
Just Another Average? Day At The Airport. >>> Two Blind pilots both are wearing dark glasses, one is using a guide >> dog, >>> > and the other is tapping his way along the aisle with a cane. >>> > >>> > Nervous laughter spreads through the cabin, but the men enter the >> cockpit, >>> > the door closes, and the engines start up. The passengers begin >>> > glancing nervously around, searching for some sign that this is just >>> > a little practical joke. None is forthcoming. >>> > >>> > The plane moves faster and faster down the runway and the people >>> > sitting in the window seats realize they're headed straight for the >>> > water at the >> edge >>> > of the airport. As it begins to look as though the plane will plough >> into >>> > the water, panicked screams fill the cabin. At that moment, the >>> > plane lifts smoothly into the air. The passengers relax and laugh a >>> > little >> sheepishly, >>> > and soon all retreat into their magazines, secure in the k

The Mute & The Blind Man
There is a mute who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth, he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done. Now, there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses, how should he express himself? Think about it first before scrolling down for the answer... . . . . . . He opens his mouth and says. "I would like to buy a pair of sunglasses." If you got this wrong, please turn off your computer and call it a day.

Cool Quiz!
Cool Quiz > > > > > > > > > > > > > Okay, get a piece of paper, and >number it 1-8! Don't look down at the answers or it won't work!!!! > > > > > > > > >1. What color are your eyes? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >2. Do you have long, medium, or short hair? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >3. Is your hair blonde, brown, red, or black? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >4. Do you want an outside wedding, or one in a church? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >5. Would you rather have a dog, cat, or bird? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

16 Feb 07 - Friday
16 Feb 07 - Friday 1838 Henry Adams Boston MA, US historian, writer (Education of Henry Adams) 1901 Wayne King Savannah IL, saxophonist/bandleader (the Waltz King) 1909 Hugh Beaumont Lawrence KS, actor (Ward Cleaver-Leave it to Beaver) 1912 Machito "Frank Grillo" Florida, bandleader (created salsa music) 1920 Patty Andrews Minneapolis MN, singer (Andrews Sisters) 1935 Sonny Bono Detroit MI, singer (Sonny & Cher, Mayor-R-Palm Springs CA) 1956 James Ingram singer (On the Wings of Love) 1958 Ice-T rap singer/actor (New Jack City, Tank Girl, Crazy Six) 1959 John P McEnroe tennis player (US Open 1979-81, 84 Wimbledon 1981, 83, 84) 2335 Geordi La Forge character on Star Trek Next Generation 0600 Pope Gregory the Great decrees saying "God bless You" is the correct response to a sneeze 1659 1st known check (£400) (on display at Westminster Abbey) 1862 Ft Donelson captured by General Grant (1,400 confederates surrender) 1878 Silver dollar became US legal tender 1918 Lithua

Gotta Love The Antics Of Out Sweet Senior Citizens! Lol ;o)
Out Of The Mouth Of Babes, and Outta the ummmmm yah, Of Senior Citizens! An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences. The following day, Mr Goldstein was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that.. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing." lolz

Innocence
Somewhere between the last thought I had and the newest thought I was having there was a void. The space so empty, so dark , so timeless. It may have been a nano second it could have been an eternity, my mind became a blank ... like a long dark tunnel a space so frightning yet so comforting. Inside that void, that timeless space, the world was quiet, still, tranquil, my being was suspended in nothingness. All around me, the outside world was turning, living that moment.... but I was oblivious to it. My world in my time and space .... I had escaped .... I found my way home, that time between the last thought I had and the newest one I was having with my mind so blank .. I was once again an innocent, I could rejoice ... I was a child. Joseph

Jokes
A Blonde A Blonde was down on her luck. In order to raise some money, she decided to kidnap a kid and hold him for ransom. She went to the playground, grabbed a kid, took him behind a tree, and told him, "I've kidnapped you." She then wrote a note saying, "I've kidnapped your kid. Tomorrow morning, put $10,000 in a paper bag and put it under the pecan tree next to the slide on the north side of the playground. Signed, A Blonde." The Blonde then pinned the note to the kid's shirt and sent him home to show it to his parents. The next morning the blonde checked, and sure enough, a paper bag was sitting beneath the pecan tree. The Blonde opened the bag and found the $10,000 with a note that said, "How could you do this to a fellow Blonde?" *************************************** There were 2 old-maid sisters... both virgins. It's Friday night and Gladys looks at Betty and says, "I'm not going to die a virgin... I'm going out and I'm not coming home 'til I've been l

Awwww... How Sweet. Daddy Is Sharing Labor Pains. Hehehe ;op
Delivery Day A married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were willing to try it out. Both said they were very much in favor of it. The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, explaining that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since the pain transfer was obviously helping the wife considerabl

Who Is Luckier Than This Trucker
Spread this around - we know it's true. I saw the trucker interviewed on tv shortly after the accident. Who's Luckier than this Truck Driver? Photographer, Mike Gallagher is from an Erie TV station. I met truck driver Ron Hall the man behind the wheel of this rig during a fifty car pile up on I 90 in erie pa. He opened his door when his truck came to a stop looked down and new he was dangling 200 feet above the Winter Green Gorge. He thought he was going to die. When he looked back across the bridge a man in a Carhart Sweatshirt was walking the the 8 inch wide guide wall in an attempt to save the trucker before his rig would fall. The man climbed on the wreckage broke out the windshield and pulled him out of the cab and walked him back along the ledge to safety, When this Driver Ron hall approached me I said were you one of the drivers in this wreck he said" no-I am the Power ball winner who was behind the wheel of the truck dangling over the gorge. Last n

Mmmm....
Right now, I wish I had someone with me. Someone who could run silky hands down my sides and make me shiver with tempting kisses on my skin. I want someone to get behind me and lick and play and finger and fist to their hearts content. Someone who will then tie me up so I'm not facing them, so when they slip their big hard cock in, I can't even move when it almost hurts cause it feels so good. I want them to fuck me over and over, pounding thrusts, pulling my hair and smacking my ass while I cum all over their cock. I want them to ride me for at least an hour until he cums hard in my ass, just ramming it in until he cums, not taking his time or anything. Mmmm....God I'm so horny....I gotta go masturbate...

Hey... I Can Take A Joke. Here's The Irish Gettin Even With Us Rednecks For Crackin On Them!! Rofl!!! ;op
All In A Days Work? A Tennessee Phone Company was going to hire a team of telephone pole installers, and the boss had to choose between a team of two rednecks and a team of two Irish guys. So the boss met with both teams and said: "Here's what we'll do. Each team will install poles out on the new road for a day. The team that installs the most phone poles gets the job". Both teams headed right out. At end of the shift, Pat and Mike, the Irish guys, came back and the boss asked them how many they had installed. They said that it was tough going, but they'd put in twelve. Forty-five minutes later, Bubba and Duke, the redneck guys came back and they were totally exhausted. The boss asked, "Well, how many poles did you guys install?" Bubba, the team leader wiped his brow and sighed, "Duke and me, we got three in." The boss gasped, "Three? Those two Irish guys put in twelve!" "Yeah," said Bubba, "but you should see how much they left stickin' out of the ground

I Hate Shoveling
The only part of snow I hate is shoveling. Everything turned to ice. I shoveled 2 hours yesterday and probably 3 today and barely got the car out. The tires were stuck in so much ice. So now I am sore and in need of a massage..lol. My ankle hurts like ____. I twisted it so many times on the ice. So now it hurts even worse than before..lol. Will it ever get better? My son is here till Monday. Right now he is talking on the phone with one of the kids from school.. playing RuneScape. I know.. boring stuff tonight, but I have my son with me so thats all that matters. I'll sneak some time in though while he plays.

After Yom Kippur
((Hope I live long enough to be able to say this!!)) After Yom Kippur Toward the end of the Yom Kippur Services, the Rabbi asked, "How many of you have forgiven your enemies?" 80% held up their hands. The Rabbi then repeated his question. All responded this time, except one small elderly lady. "Mrs. Kohn? Are you not willing to forgive your enemies? " "I don't have any." She replied, smiling sweetly. "Mrs. Kohn, that is very unusual. How old are you?" "Ninety-eight." she replied. "Oh, Mrs. Kohn," said the Rabbi, "would you please come down in front and tell us all how a person can live ninety-eight years and not have an enemy in the world?" The little sweetheart of a lady tottered down the aisle, faced the congregation, and said: "I outlived the bitches."

Bastard Knight
Alone in the darkness where they wait, They thought to use a broken man as bait, Chains of iro they thought to bind, But it was anger that they did find, Blood running down his sides in streams, Yet all they hear is the winds hateful screams, Eyes shifting from colors of browns and greens to grey, The mistake was made in where they chose to stay, Once clean white walls now covered in blood, With sword in hand his rage had come as a flood, Now his enemies are dead and their blood on his hands, CLasping his steel skin back on it is time to join his war bands. A knight of shadows who is always alone not knowing where he comes from is the bastard knight you all know.

Hehehehe ;op
Subject: Hehehehe A man driving down the road ran out of gas. Just at that moment, a bee flew in his window. The bee said, "What's the problem?" "I'm out of gas," said the driver. The bee responded; wait here and flew away. Minutes later, an entire swarm of bees arrived at the car and entered the gas tank. After a few minutes, the bees exited the tank and the chief Bee said ;"Try it now." The man turned the ignition key and the car started! "WOW!" the man exclaimed! "What's in my gas tank?" The bee answered, "BP." (Bee Pee? :oP lol)

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Girls Night Out
Two women who had been friends for years, decided to go for a Girls Night Out, and were decidedly over enthusiastic on the martinis. Incredibly drunk and walking home, they needed to use the bathroom. They were very near a cemetery and one of them suggested they pee behind a headstone. The first woman had nothing to dry herself with so she thought she'd take off her panties, use them, then throw them away. Her friend, however, was wearing rather expensive underwear and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on one of the graves. She dried herself with the ribbon. After finishing, they then made off for home. The next day, the first woman's husband phoned the other husband and said, "This girls' night out thing has got to stop right now. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing." said the other husband, "Mine came home with a card stuck to her butt that said, "FROM ALL OF US AT THE FIRE STATI

Sugar Mama Needed!
So, basically, my sugar mama has left school and the area. She had some problems and could no longer buy me dinner and get me drunk. Any beautiful females interested in the position let me know. There are just a few requirements, so answer this questionnaire if you're interested: 1. Are you single? 2. Where do you live? 3. Are you attractive? 4. If you answered yes to #3, What are your measurements? 5. What is your favorite alcohol? 6. What alcohol do you drink most often? 7. Tell me what an evening out with you would be like. (e.g. Where would we go? What would you feed me? What would you give me to get me drunk?, etc.)

With Every Beat Of My Heart
Your love lives within me every hour of each passing day. It gives me the strength to cope with life; it shines a light along the way. With each tribulation I know I can make it through. For I know I am not alone as long as I have you. You have given this life of mine a sense of meaning that is only given with a love that is true and pure. I know no matter what life may bring my way, there is nothing I cannot endure. I want you to know you mean the world to me. I love you with every breath I take, with every beat of my heart, with everything that is me.

Wow... That Took Forever To Post... But I'm Tryin!!! Lol Next!!! Lol :op
~"Calories Burned During Sex"~ Sex is the most practical and funniest way of losing weight Look how many calories you can burn: * TAKING OFF THE CLOTHES With her agreement - 12 cal Without her agreement - 187 cal * TAKING OFF THE BRA With both hands - 8 cal With one hand - 12 cal With one hand being slapped - 37 cal With the mouth - 85 cal * PUTTING ON THE CONDOM With erection - 6 cal Without erection - 315 cal * PRELIMINARIES Trying to find the clitoris - 8 cal Trying to find G spot - 92 cal Without caring at all - 0 cal * WHEN DOING IT Holding her up - 12 cal Just on the floor - 8 cal * POSITIONS Daddy-mummy - 12 cal 69 laying - 8 cal 69 standing up - 112 cal Trolley - 216 cal Italian chandelier - 912 cal * HAVING AN ORGASM Real - 112 cal Fake - 315 cal * POST ORGASM Staying in bed - 8 cal Jumping off the bed - 36 cal Explaining why you jumped off the bed -816 cal * GETTING THE SECOND ERECTION Between 16 and 19 years of age -12 c

Why, Why, Why
Why, Why, Why Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constan

Libra Men
Libra is the lover of the Zodiac. He seeks complementary energy - partnership, equilibrium, balance, harmony, and above all, love. Libra takes pleasure in people, words, art and beauty. There are so many joys, wonders and ways of expression. He wants to experience them all! Maybe that is why he is constantly falling in love. The opposite of Aries, who is on a quest to make his personal mark in the world, Libra is searching for connections with others. He attracts people and collects things because of his great fascination with everything he sees. He may seem acquisitive, or luxury loving, but he is merely fulfilling a deep need to appreciate the earth by gathering it close to himself. Libra creates balance in his life by making comparisons. He spends a great deal of time weighing out options, opinions and possibilities. Like a judge, he must choose the best, and this is sometimes a challenge! The tendency to vacillate on the part of Libra is his famous, and seemingly endless exer

"the Little Old Lady And The Defense Attorney"
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own Words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in My swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done That since my Abner died some 30 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: His rubbing

Sunrise And Sunset
SUNRISE AND SUNSET Bless the dawn. The coming of the light. To banish the shades and specters. Of this dark and dreary night. For despair had hold of me Though i am not free. I can for a time. Breath. Bless the twilight Bless the coming of the dark. To hide me from the prying eyes Of those who judge and reject Though I am not free I can for a time Breath

Everlasting
If you could see me now If you could look into my eyes You would know I am eternally yours You would then realize I shall never love another My heart beats only for you Each beat echoing my everlasting love in all I say and do If two souls were to ever be as one 'tis your soul and 'tis mine If forever is everlasting then so is this love of mine. I know not of nevermore For what I feel is true It is desire, passion, and tenderness 'tis known as forevermore 'tis everlasting for you.

Tears
TEARS tears are the soul speaking to the mind saying what we are afraid to say to ourself a curse and a boon crying at midnight for endings to soon beseaching the heavens for understanding for release from the rending and tho we rage and shake cleanched fist at fate only our tears bear witness to the pain

Military Wives/husbands
I st want to say THANK YOU to all the military wives/husbands out there who support their Soldier no matter what they believe in the political arena. my hat is off to all of you who go through more ups and downs in one day than most military members do yes we are in danger 75%-90% of the time but like you wonderful spouses we depend on each other to make it through each day. We are able to better do our jobs out where ever we may be just by knowing that you are back at home kickin asses and yaken names back there. So to all of you spouses like i said my hat is off to you and i salute each and everyone of you. I hope and pray that each and every one of your family members makes it back. I have been there and would go back again to give any of my fellow soldiers a well deserved break from what they see each day, and if i could i would help each and everyone of you if i were able. That is the way of the military family and i am proud to have each one of you in my family. Whe

Envision Our Love
My dearest love so far away Think of me as I am thinking of you If you could only envision my thoughts They will comfort you Envision my arms around you As you caress me tenderly Envision my lips touching your cheek As they whisper in your ear so sweetly I love you I want you I need you more everyday I cannot imagine life without you Do not ever leave me I pray At long last our waiting shall be ended I will be yours completely my dear At long last we will be together as intended Then you will whisper as you hold me near I have loved you forever I know we are meant to be I want you my darling As much as you want me As you envision my thoughts know they are honest and true Holding you close in my dreams Forever loving you.

Libra
The Archangel Raziel is the Ruler of the Sign of Libra "Know yea this...that I have knowledge of all things strange and mysterious" angels of libra The Libra woman is what all women would love to be! She is beautiful, intelligent, gracious, talented, warm hearted and kind. She is called the Warrior Queen and can be as brave and courageous as any man, but she is also tender and gentle when emotionally moved. Libra is the Champion of the Weak or Oppressed and will work tirelessly for a cause in which she believes. She loves life and lives it with abandon. She is daring and takes chances, always reaching for the next challenge or the next adventure. This woman often needs to work hard to overcome the effects of a wild youth....some never outgrow it. The Libra female is mysterious but not so by intent. She is a dichotomy even to herself....and struggles constantly to balance her life. She can be equally at home dressed formal

*as I Retreat Within Myself*
++FIONA APPLE: THE CHILD IS GONE++ Darling, give me Your absence tonight Take the shade from The canvas and Leave me the white Let me sink in the Silence that echoes inside And don't bother Leaving the light on 'Cause I suddenly feel Like a different person From the roots of my soul Come a gentle coercion And I ran my hand O'er a strange inversion A vacancy that just Did not belong The child is gone Honey help me Out of this mess I'm a stranger to myself But don't reach for me I'm too far away I don't wanna talk 'Cause there's Nothing left to say So my Darling, give me Your absence tonight Take all of your sympathy And leave it outside 'Cause there's no kind Of loving that can Make this all right I'm trying to find A place I belong And I suddenly feel Like a different person From the roots of my soul Come a gentle coersion And I ran my hand O'er a strange inversion As the darkness Turns into the dawn The child is gone The child is gone

Episode 1
Genesis Every story has a beginning. Every good story has an anti-hero. And what is an anti-hero? By definition alone it's the individual that is in essence a villian. But in this story it means much more. It's a man who doesn't want to be the hero. He just wants to live his life. Our anti-hero in this story may be a hero to some. He may also be a villian to others. But this anti-hero is much more. He's a man looking for redemption. A man looking for forgiveness from those he hurt. And what has this man done to make him think he has done that much wrong? Well lets start at the beginning. And as you read, you be the judge. Does he deserve forgiveness? Is he as bad as he thinks he is? And further more... will he ever get his true love? Well, let's read and find out? September 1992 We join our anti-hero in front of the family homestead. His name at the time is Chris, but as the story goes on you will know him as.... Drake Tauru. Chris had retu

Andy Rooney's Take On Older Women
In case you missed it on CBS' 60 Minutes, this is what Correspondent Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you dead if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You cannot lie to them. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once

*in My Sleepless Nights, I Wonder....*
++FIONA APPLE: SULLEN GIRL++ Days like this I don't know what To do with myself All day and all night I wander the halls Along the walls and Under my breath I say to myself I need fuel To take flight And there's too Much going on But it's calm under The waves In the blue of my oblivion Under the waves in The blue of my oblivion Is that why they call me A sullen girl, sullen girl They don't know I used to sail the Deep and tranquil sea Nut he washed me shore And he took my pearl And left an empty Shell of me And there's too Much going on But it's calm under the waves In the blue of my oblivion Under the waves In the blue of my oblivion Under the waves In the blue of my oblivion It's calm under the waves In the blue of my oblivion

Another Riddle...lol
I saw a wonderful creature carrying Light plunder between its horns. Curved lamp of the air, cunningly formed, It fetched home its booty from the day's raid And plotted to build in its castle if it could, A night-chamber brightly adorned. Then over the east wall came another creature Well known to earth-dwellers. Wonderful as well, It seized back its booty and sent the plunderer home Like an unwilling wanderer. The wretch went west, Moved morosely and murderously on. Dust rose to the heavens, dew fell on earth-- Night moved on. Afterwards no one In the world knew where the wanderer had gone.

How Good In Bed Are You?
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 92% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Dedicated To A Dear Friend
it is short but never the less a heart-felt poem Eternally Broken Endless pain Screaming shadows haunt my dreams Tearing out my heart Shredding my soul Bleeding forever more Strife is all too much to handle The underworld is my only peace Darkness the only way out Twilight memories possess my being Consuming all of what I used to be And what I want to be 2007-Dark Vampy Cassiel

Valentine
Ray, My dearest friend, husband, lover. I am so grateful our lives crossed paths. You have given so much of yourself, for so long. I would be lost without you. I want you to know, each valentines day that goes by, you have given me a gift you didn't know about. I knew you would still be loving me next valentines day. Thru good, and lots of rough days I always knew I was loved. Thank-you for always being my valentine! Together Forever Midge (we have been married 34 yrs as of last month)

Shadow Of 2 Bodies
In the flickering light of candles shadows of two bodies One man and one woman Are projected on the wall. The scene could be one Of an erotic painting As the woman Moves her body forward Pressing her breast To the man's face Where he gently Takes her nipple into his mouth While his hand strokes The other full milky white breast And his tongue and fingers Cause the nipples to harden. The walls cannot hear But if they could They'd hear the breathing and panting Of two lovers in throes of passion. In the flickering light of candles The shadows of two bodies One man and one woman Are projected on the wall.

Getting Started
Ever since I got certified as a coach and trainer I've enjoyed helping people get the way they wanted to be. I figure I'll post some things on here for those who want a little help. The first thing you want to do when you get the idea of improving is to write it down. It can be as easy as "I want to get in better shape" or "I want to get rid of this fat." When you did that, think of some of the things that would go along with it that you might enjoy. If you once liked going to aerobics or using a stairmaster or just seeing other people at a gym. Write it down. Emphasize the fact that it will be good but it will be enjoyable too. After you did that, do one thing that will move you toward your goal. It could be going for a walk, doing 10 pushups, situps anything that you want but not too much. Make your first things easy so you don't kill yourself. When this is all done, think more about what you might want to do as one of your goals. I say one of your goals cause w

Taylor
This is my sister-in-law's younger sister. Keep her in your thoughts and prayers. Shes an awesome little girl. Please post this link and help out ant way you can. The projected cost of the operation is $750,000 http://www.cotafortayloramiem.com/

Check Out My Hot Friend I Met On Here Today
http://cherrytap.com/user/503526 shes hot and a blonde like me. Dont you think we would do great doing some shoots together one day soon? Alision Angel sexy girl you!!! Licks and spanks..Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Most Seductive Photo Contest
Hey Ladies, I entered one of my pics in the most seductive photo contest and i hope that all of you will give me nice ratings and comments. Click on my pic below and it will take you to the contest where my pic is so you can rate it, much thanks and love in advance:

Sleeping At Your Desk...
FIVE BEST THINGS TO SAY WHEN YOU GET CAUGHT SLEEPING AT YOUR DESK. 5. "They told me at the Blood Bank this might happen." 4. "This is just a 15 minute power nap they raved about in the time management course you sent me to." 3. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the Whiteout. You probably got here just in time." 2. "Did you ever notice sound coming out of these keyboards when you put your ear down real close?" And the NUMBER ONE best thing to say if you get caught sleeping at your desk... 1. Raise your head slowly and say, "...in Jesus' name, Amen."

Some Night
i see those eye'z telling me all your wantz and desirez you cross the roomstanding over me your touch sending a tingle through me your lipz bursh softly against mine your finger sliding down my chest i pull you closer, kissing hard and deep you moan softly into it, as your fingerz wrap around my shaft my breath quickenz as you pump your hand along my length the pace of your stroking increasez quickly my handz find your hipz swirling and caressing their way over your ass, as you turn into my touch my body shudderz as your lipz warp around the head your tounge flicking & teasing it'z way over me my finger creep along your ass sliding down to your velvety lipz they slowly spread you wide swirling and circling your moist hole as your hipz rock back into my touch your mouth slidez up &down my cock, muffling your moanz as they resonate through me my hipz raise feeding you more my fingerz ease into you pumping & twisting your sweet juicez coating them, my other hand grippin

Sk Family!
SO i decided to do a blog about my SK family...They deserve it and soo soo much more..When i joined CT it was just to kill some time and have some fun...I never expected to meet such a great group of people.. I met marq in..I think October..hes the founder of the SK family...And omg..what an amazing guy he is...We have grown sooo close..i adore him more than you could imagine...I would even concider him one of my best friends (online and offline)..He makes me feel sooo good about myself..and that takes alot for a person to do..hes always there for me no matter what te situation is..i truely love this guy..Then i met carrie...wow what a girl!...she is sooo cool...Soo fun to talk to...just great...:D then there was sean...i met him lookin for people for my contest...what a nice guy :)...i love talkin to him...Next i met jen...Lol i LOVE her...she is soooooooooo sooooo cool...she reminds me of me!...me and her have only been talkin for a few days but we really cliqued...Ive talked to mo

Love Games
MY HEART IS HEAVY PAIN GRIPS AT MY SOUL REMINDING ME OF TIMES SUCH PAIN YOU COULD NOT KNOW I GAVE MY HEART TO YOU WITH MY ARMS OPEN WIDE I NEVER SAW IT COMING YOUR ENDLESS TORTURE AND COUNTLESS LIES YOU PLAGUE MY SOUL WITH MEMORIES OF A LOVE THAT'S DEAD AND GONE LIKE THE CHORUS OF A EULOGY CARRIED AWAY ON THE WINGS OF A SONG SO FOREVER I WILL STAND WITH MY HEART FULL OF PAIN WONDERING HOW MANY TIMES YOU HAVE PLAYED YOUR HURTFUL GAMES.

Deleting People
Ok people it is that time again.. I am going to start deleting people from my list...I am not on here for points or cherry bucks. So if I do not hear from you by the end of the weekend I will assume you no longer want to be on my friends list. I do understand some have been busy but I have alot of people on my page that I have had no contact with since I have accepted them... Thanks so much ok 2 days left people

Hello Friends
I'd like to thank everyone for all the messages. I have been debating on whether to blog anymore or just shift my time spent doing this elsewhere. I will always keep my CT page .. I am just not sure what I am doing with it anymore. I do spend more time reading my subscriptions and messages now which is more important to myself than blogging mindless dribble. I can say that I would like to rewrite my page, maybe add new content or better content that others might like - just not sure about redesigning again. On a different note - I am currantly working my way through Desolace and Feralas in the World of Warcraft. We have been spending more time lvl'ing, working on our secondaries and such. Trying to work our way towards the 600g needed for our epic mounts which is a pain in the ass. This screen cap was taking after crossing the Thandol Span into the Arathi Highlands - one of my favorite places for mining Mithril. My partner Flintock(husband

Hit The F........
Life begins Simply, then someone sins The ball drops, the ball rolls, the ball dies Soul eaters, whore mongers, and murderers arise All from the dregs of what societies despise No one holds on to truth anymore Those who, though, life adore Hit the floor...

Grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!
I have tryed to be nice and not hurt his feelings, but I am starting not to care. I have told him nicely that I am not wanting to be in a relationship, but he just won't get it. He thinks that there is someone else and there is not. I don't know what else to do or how to tell him that it is not him, but that it is me. I guess I will have to bring the bitch out and tell him to go fuck himself. I am starting not to care if I hurt his feelings or not cause being nice isn't working I see. He says I broke his heart, well guess what I won't be the first nor will I be the last and if he reads this, I hope he understands that life is full of heartache and that everyone gets there heart broken more than once in life. He is starting to scare me cause he won't just let it go and move on. If he don't stop I will have to find other ways to block him from me and then maybe he will get the hint. But for now I hope this will help. So get the hint and back the fuck off.

Jazz Hands: Addictive Filth Of The World
jazz hands....if there's one thing that i strongly dislike, it's jazz hands. it's...it's just so wrong. if you're gonna wave those hands up while making stupid faces, you best be getting robbed and threatened for your life...otherwise, i might pay someone to slug you.how exactly did jazz hands become a staple of theatre, anyway? i see photos of folks working in theatres, and they usually look like this... how incredibly stupid does that look? let me answer that for ya....it's dumber than the rainman sans the savant parts. what exactly imspires these so-called jazz hands anyway? i've never seen a jazz singer raise their open hands and wave 'em around like a ninny....jazz singers generally look cool....and jazz hands generally make you look mentally challenged....like this lady here... seemingly, this so-called artform of jazz hands is as addictive as any drug on the planet....but twice as deadly. jazz hands gives you ovarian cancer. i'm completely serious. ovarian cancer's leading cau

Well Hi Again!
Ive finally decided to reload my page. I missed you guys too damn much and Im talking about my FRIENDS not the site as a whole lol. I just found out yesterday that Iam going to be trying to be an Aunt yet again. Thats right, precious Dominik is going to be a big brother and I know he'll be looking down proudly and protecting his baby brother or sister (hopefully sister lol) Needless to say, the fear of having the same outcome is almost over whelming but its in God's hands and hopefully the DR will do right by them this time. Well this is my short and sweet blog

God Said 'oops!'
We all make them It is bound to happen You will create Another mistake Lose something important Forget a vital thing Give your heart to someone Who cares too little To embrace Not see the car ahead of you Say an unkind word Or respond in a way Most folks think absurd Spill this Drop that Misjudge a gas release It is part of being human The silly things you do The only thing you must get over Is always being you

My Heaven
I look deep in your eyes I see there what I feel inside We share something between us Neither one of us can hide.. I feel your lips touch mine I lose all control All it took was a look and a kiss To know you were part of my soul I see your hands on my skin I want and need you to do more The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store.. I feel your need against my thigh I know you will fulfill my every wish We are made to fit together And all it took was a look and a kiss I look deep into your eyes And I see heaven there inside You make me feel so beautiful What I feel for you, I can not hide.

Craig Ferguson
Ya'll know I am a HUGE fan of Craig Ferguson right! We'll this weeks videos of his was pretty funny..my fav skit he does is of prince charles. Got to http://www.cbs.com/latenight/latelate/comedy/ and click on the rather late program The stuff he has the balls to do is something else to say the least!

Fountain Of Romance
A well flows deep within my soul The water crystal pure A fountain clean and undefiled Of love so strong and sure. This well of my devotion Holds water clean and sweet Running deeply through my heart For you alone to drink. You've but to lift this flowing cup And press it to your lips To taste refreshing waters In the gift the waters give. A SPECIAL NOTE TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN;

New Earnhardt Movie -
I saw the new movie "DALE". I won tickets from a local Chevy dealership. The theater was so crowded that my friends & I had 2 sit in the 3rd row from the front. Normally i don't sit that close but in this case, because it was a movie about NASCAR, it was well worth it. I can't wait til it comes out on DVD. (Now I just need a TV that big.) LOL. If & when it comes out in the theaters for everyone 2 c, I wanna c it again, also in the 3rd row seats. AWESOME MOVIE!!!! I highly recommend it!!! (& when the credits roll @ the end, stay in ur seats. He makes a funny comment 'bout puttin' Gordon in the wall. VERY FUNNY!!!!) I never knew just how funny he was. We miss him & we'll never 4get him. He was a true NASCAR hero.

A Fantasy (my Dick Will Be Hard Whilst I Type) ;)
I have a fantasy of being with 2 women at the same time. But I guess the weird part is how we would meet. Well, walking down the street in Center City, Philadelphia, I want to run into 2 sexy ass, thick females. They would be friends of course just walking down the street from a bar or something and here I come with a hundred pounds more muscle than I have now, a 10in dick and smokin a blunt. They would look at me with this intense look as we walk by each other and I would also look at them with the same intensity. We would stop in front of each other no words said just body language and a certain psychic connection of sexual energy and an unspoken understanding of what's about to happen next. They would take my hand and lead me to a secluded spot in a dark alley, undress me, revealing the rips and detail of my new found body from Iraq. One would be light skin and would immediately slurp up my already rocked cock. The other would start exploring my body with her tongue. F

My Space Mourning Teen
Mourning Teens Express Grief on MySpace Email this Story Feb 15, 3:39 PM (ET) By ASHLEY M. HEHER CHICAGO (AP) - Matt Frank had been dead for eight hours when the first goodbye message was posted on his MySpace page. The note was short and simple: I love you. I'll miss you. Dozens more followed, as disbelieving friends took to the Web to mourn the 17-year-old and three other teenagers who were killed Sunday when a car - crammed with nine passengers - slammed into a utility pole after a late-night house party in suburban Chicago. "All I can say out of everything that I told you and taught you, I wish so bad that you wouldn't have taken my quote to heart... 'Live well, Party harty, Die young,'" wrote friend Kristi Morrison, 19. "Im so sorry I wish I could take that back... I love you so much man." More than half of teenagers who use the Internet frequent social-networking sites like Facebook and MySpace, where they create elaborate profiles and personalize t

Does Your Name Fit You
A: Likes to have sex. B: Likes to flirt. C: Really likes to chill. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: loves to cuddle with their lover F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: has a very good personality and looks I: is always there for true friends. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: gorgeous eyes M: makes dating fun N: Dead sexy O: Best in realtionships P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite. R: Freakin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: a sweet heart. U: Really wild and crazy. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best bf/gf anyone could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Paltalk
I am not sure how to use the lounges in here yet. But I am sure I will figure it out sooner or later. I usually hang out on a program called PalTalk. Paltalk is kinda cool though it is very addictive. It is not just chat but you also have voice and video in the rooms. I go by the nickname of Ghostwalkerco on Pal. If you want to come try it and have never been on it before feel free to look me up.

Remeber This Anybody???
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts GOD LOL I have been walking down memory lane sorry friend's but this song bring's back memorie's of being a teenager and having your teeny booper girlfriend play this for me ah life is good and my life has been alright thing's like that help give you old smiles :)

Two Sides Pt 2
He wants to come out to play, hes been dorment for too long inside me. He wants out, so he can laugh at authority and challenge those who belittle him. He wants to stay out, and come home in the late hours of the morning.He wants to be jumped and get into a fight. An evil grin, a reminder, its past the point where it did begin but I don't give a shit. Staying out hanging out, drinkin, not giving two shits, not caring or thinkin out front the 7-11. Try to rob me, here take a phone to call 9-11 cause I'll break your fucking bones, your mistake for being wrong & approching me. Never know cause its too hard to see, deception dwells not just in me. Blasting in my walkmen, fuckin Icp.

My Thought's Not The Thought's Of Anyone Affiliated With Me.
My Thought's not the Thought's of anyone affiliated with me. I feel that The United States people are starting to be so closed minded. They are not standing up for there rights. Is it because they are scared of the Government ? Are they scared of President Bush? Bush has pushed his luck to far! He has brought The United States to the brink of global war. He has lied about Iraq and hasn't gone after Bin Laden. At no time in his state of the union he didn't talk about the people of New Orleans and Katrina. He wants to open a part of the border so people want walk over anytime. His reason behind this is if we open a part of the border so anyone can come over easier they will not sneak over. If you didn't know Bush had a cocaine problem. There is a man who went to college with Bush who said " He has direct knowledge of young Bush selling cocaine in his college years". The Yale man adamantly refused to go on the record, on the grounds that he had no desire to authenticate a story that

Takin A Little Break
just letting all my family, friends, and fans that i'm takin a little break from here.. i'll check in every once in awhile and see what's goin on.. everyone keep on cherry tappin and i'll keep in touch!! :)) have a good one.. jenn :))

The Democrat Strategy On Iraq Is Finally Clear.
We've known all along that they want to cut and run before the job is done. But they've been afraid to confront President Bush directly. Today, Democrat Rep. John Murtha let slip what he and Nancy Pelosi really intend to do, and it is genuinely frightening. They call it their 'slow-bleed' plan. Instead of supporting the troops in Iraq, or simply bringing them home, the Democrats intend to gradually make it harder and harder for them to do their jobs. They will introduce riders onto bills to prevent certain units from deploying. They will try to limit the President's constitutional power to determine the length and number of deployments. They will attempt to keep the Pentagon from replacing troops who rotate out of Iraq. They may even try to limit how our troops operate by, for example, prohibiting our armed forces from creating and operating bases in Iraq. 'Slow-bleed' is exactly the right name for this incredibly irresponsible and dangerous strategy. Cutting and running is bad e

Why ?
Isn't Valentine's Day suppose to be the day that someone you care about, someone that you spend time with, someone that means a little something to you, not just someone you love.... I mean yesterday was the day that I truly knew in my heart that he'd come by and spend some time with me. Like he has in the past.... Not a gift, not a bouguet of flowers, not even a one.. Hey would you believe not even a call.. Wow and to think, I thought I meant something to him.... Was it me? Wasn't I nice with him... Didnt I give him attention... Wasn't I a good friend.. You see this would have been my 1st Valentine's Day in 6 years...So I wont lie to you.. I cried, yes I cried like baby..... Can anyone plz tell me WHY ! ! !

Humm..i Actually Feel Like This Some Days
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives... By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now!!!!!!

Hunh?
A stalk of the living, I nothing said; Dumb, stand waiting to join the dead. I have risen before and will rise again Though plunderers carve and split my skin, Bite through my bare body, shear my head, Hold me hard in a slicing bed. I do not bite a man unless he bites me, But the number of men who bite is many.

Cyber Dream
The world is shattered, the day is over and nothing is what it seems. I close my eyes because night is nearing and I can retire to my cyberdreams. Reveries of barely concealed desire, taunt and torment my melancholy mind. I succumb to sleep's enveloped enticement, and let my forgotten soul unwind. Your face haunts from sadistic shadows, illuminating dreams like the full moon. My happiness turns to hostility because the night will be over far too soon. With the arrival of the traitor sun, your face will, once more, disappear. I will search in vain for you and cry because you are not here. You seem a million miles from reality, some distant time, some distant place. I lie alone on my empty barren bed and curse the tears rolling down my face. With a hope that dangles dormant, until I am claimed once more by night. I rage against the racist rising sun and turn away from the newborn light.

Fact Or Fiction
Sex and rumors go together like milk and cookies — ridiculously well. And that's not necessarily a bad thing. Sex is one of those rare topics that we stay curious about no matter how much knowledge and experience we've already racked up. So when someone at a party lets it drop that sex can cure a headache or that oysters make you horny, eyebrows go up and the word gets around. The only problem is figuring out which gossip is true (sex can cure a headache by increasing circulation) and what's false (oysters, unless you count the placebo effect). To sort out fact from fiction, we asked sexuality experts to weigh in on some of the most common carnal rumors out there. Prepare to be surprised. Only a third of us hit the high note during intercourse. FACT Intercourse doesn't always stimulate the magic button for many women. And if your partner ejaculates quickly, you probably won't have enough time for an intercourse-based orgasm, says Irwin Goldstein, M.D., urologist and the editor-i

Korn Unplugged
Check out the new Korn MTV Unplugged E-card. The e-card includes photos of the band, the audio and video of the new MTV Unplugged single,Freak on a Leash? featuring Amy Lee of Evanescence as well as the trailer for MTV Unplugged ..copy and paste the link below to view.... http://www.kornstreetteam.com/CDA5240F87574D8387EBDE8FEC733210/tracklink.asp?guid=AFEFCA1D0DC5436C80B4C824284690EE

Red Neck Pick Up Lines!!
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up.

Princesses And Pain
I recently attended a baby shower for a girl a grew up with up. I still remember sitting next to this almost too thin, nervous, lil bird on the bus in sixth grade. Funny but she is all grown up now. When you become ill and then disabled at 22 you lose alot of the so called normal life. I saw my friends go off to college, graduate, marry the perfect husband, buy the perfect house, car, and now start having children, meanwhile I was spending time trying to desperately cling to my sanity. And believe me there is a big difference in trying to decide which flowers to buy for your wedding and trying to decide if you should listen to that voice in you head that is telling you that your father is the devil. These things, well, they hurt and if there is one thing I can say I haven't copped out on is the pain my illness has inflicted on me. Now back to the baby shower. The room was full of about 20 of Vermont's finest princesses. These girls had no clue how great their lives wer

When Enough Is Enough
Alright, you're in the middle of fucking, making love, sex whatever you want to call it, and you find your mind is wandering and it's starts to get boring, what just happened? A lot of guys feel that they are doing something wrong when they catch any waiver of interest in the present situation. So what is goin on when that happens? Realest

Haterz Stay Away!!!
DUE TO SOMEONE REPORTING ONE OF THE NUDE PICS OF ONE OF THE GUYS IN THE CONTEST AS NSFW I REMOVED THE 3 PICS THAT WHERE NUDE.... I FIGURED THAT MAYBE EVERYONE WOULD PLAY NICE IN THE CONTEST AND NOT DO THAT SO THAT IT WOULD MAKE IT EASIER ON EVERYONE.... ANYWAY YOU 3 THAT HAD NUDE ONES KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I AM REALLY SORRY THIS HAPPENED...IF YOU STILL WANT TO BE IN THE CONTEST LET ME KNOW OR I WILL JUST PICK ANOTHER PICTURE OF YOU IF YOU HAVE ONE ON YOUR PAGE AND AT LEAST YOU STILLL HAVE A CHANCE TO WIN AND I WILL EXTEND THE CONTEST TILL NEXT FRIDAY BECAUSE OF THIS...PLEASE LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW NOT TO CAUSE ANY FURTHER PROBLEMS OR I WILL CANCEL THE CONTEST ALL TOGETHER AND NO PRIZES WILL BE AWARDED AT ALL!!! THANKS HOOVERGIRL

The Age Old Question
I have never measured my dick never had anybody measure it, I just let it grow. Me I think I have a small dick. MAYBE, I watch too much porn and have been put to shame many times. So I'm thinkin if it comes up to your belly button and maybe past you have a nice size. I had one female say I'm alright. Now you know that shit ain't cool ladies there's no middle ground. I'm either adequate or not, don't say I'm 'aight' I hate that shit. So tell me does size matter and what is your way of seeing how big and long it is? Be honest... Realest

Hugs & Kisses
I wish I could speak But you know what I mean To say how much I miss you And how glad I am But I have a surprise for you today A hug in your inbox and kisses Remember it comes from me It does not cost a thing, it is for free It is the perfect way for me to say I send my love from my arms right to you

Weather
You Are Rain You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing What Type of Weather Are You?

Birthday....
So my Birthday was on Valentines Day and i LOVE that day....So...decided to have an all day party...BUT DAMN mother nature kicked in and we had the winter blizzard of 07 So we had to go a diff route...So pulled out the snowmobiles and decided to do that for awhile...COLD as hell but was sooo much fun...Des was on the back of mine and it was soo cold and she kept asking me "Are we having fun yet angel?" lol I told her yes we are...Snowmobiled for over 2 hours all around the open fields here...LOVE living in the country...Then we hit the bars and well...I can say that dancing took off alot of frustration...Then we hit the strip clubs where my sis used to work and since we all know the dancers there and they all knew it was my bday i got to get up on stage and dance...lol ya i did a 5 min strip show ..The tequila was flowing pretty good, I dont remember much of the club but i am reminded pretty much alot from my cousins and friends....Ended up going to an after hour club also and playi

Just A Thought
Have you ever thought about what makes you sexy? I know I haven't. Why because I don't think I'm sexy, call it humility but I really don't see what females really see in guys like me. I try to be sexy but when I look at my pics I'm embarassed, but if the ladies like it I do it. I don't try to look gangster or hard this is just how I look. So what is it... Realest

After Affects Of The Accident
February 15, 2007 Every time I look at my scar I know that I am lucky Yet at the same time it makes me cry I know I will never be the same I get so angry at that jerk I hate him so much! I just want to kill him Then I cry even more because I’m not that way The scar now becomes my curse And I just want to hide It’s so ugly and it makes me feel ugly I will never be the same again in so many ways Will I ever feel beautiful again? Will I ever stop crying when I see that ugly thing? I hope that in time I can say yes to both!

Three Things Quiz
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. Horus Eye 2. Montag Blue 3. Firehand THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. I am extremely resilient. 2. I am rarely satisfied to remain at status quo in my life. 3. I am a musician. THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. A few low-key health issues, none of which are a big deal, but which put together have caused many years of subtle & constant annoyance 2. I have bouts of insomnia 3. My eyesight is poor THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. Slovak (Hi, Dad). 2. Irish (Hi, Mom). 3. Unknown (courtesy of my maternal grandfather, born in Kansas in 1911 to unknown parents and adopted as an infant). THREE THINGS THAT YOU FEAR: 1. Not finishing my planned projects before my time is up 2. That all the control-freaks and power-junkies may finally take everything over 3. What if "Eraserhead" was really a documentary, and the "baby" was a real...baby? THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. Food 2. Music 3. Coffee THREE THINGS YOU ARE W

Deleting People
i have a bunch of people on here who have added me and asked me to rank them and so forth. but then i dont ever get a chance to see the private folders. so those who have not granted me access i dont need ya so youll be deleted. dont want to hurt any feelings. so im sorry if i have :(

Answer Me Lol
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit "Reply to Poster" and send me your answers. You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself would you? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? while you were still in it? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only

How Odd.
Mom and Dad told me of the mansion/castle. I went, armed with cigarettes and latex gloves to explore, and check it out. It was huge, sprawling, many drop offs and pits. A river ran under it. Night fell, I had to shimmy over a waterfall, easily 100' in the air. I found Death's scythe, and knew with it, I could have Her, and the power to rule. I refused, and left it. Eventually I found my way back out, days had passed, and I had no idea where I was. I wanderd the town until I found someone, and I asked where I was. "Ruth, New York" hundreds of miles from where I started. The couple I spent the night with knew of the castle, too. Time passed. Somehow it became mine....I asked what She would have looked like, had I taken the scythe. I was led to a ledge holding a statue of Her, only She was corrupt, and evil. I knew it was better this way, then. Still, I missed Her. I loved Her dearly. I hugged the statue in lieu of her. I never noticed the statue moving forward, being pushed

:(
I hate the fact I love you, I hate that I care I hate you for not knowing this, I hate it you not there. I mostly hate our memories, That make me cry each night I hate how all these come about, Each time you are in sight I hate how when I see you, My heart just breaks in two And yet with all the pieces, I know i'll always love you I hate how life goes on, When mine just stays in place, I hate how my world shatters, Each time I see your face I hate it how you did this, And that you know how much I care I hate how you just bring me down with every little stare I hate it how you know, That none of this is true Even though i'm hurting I can't hate the fact, I LOVE YOU

What Color Is Your Heart?
You scored as Black. You're heart is black. You are dead inside, possibly because of your past, you feel you have no emotions left and like you're just waiting to die. You find it hard to trust people and let them get close to you for fear of being hurt again. Never give up on yourself, there's always hope- no matter how bad things get.Black82%Blue75%White71%Pink61%Red50%Purple29%Green29%Yellow18%Orange7%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Honesty
Seems to me, there is a double standard. Some people proclaim their honesty like a badge. They proclaim and convince themselves "I'd rather be honest and hurt you then lie to you." I happen to think this complete bullshit. First because usually when they say be honest they mean "Don't lie to me!" However, more often then not they are really lying to themselves. They take the "tough love" stance. To me this is nothing more then people with a SM streak to be really mean and hurtful. Which really boils down to a power trip..."I get off on hurting you because I want someone else to feel the pain I feel too." Being a liar, or being honest doesn't really matter I guess,NO ONE really lasts very long in the instant karma game. Think about that for a moment... Alas, the truth ray gun hurts no doubt. Would you have it pointed at you? In the immortal words of Eric Clapton: "Before you accuse me...take a look at yourself." And Jewel..."in the end, only kindness matters.

Love
i remember staying up all night... i watched you as you slept... you didnt see the tears i cried... as silently i wept... i knew when we made love... by the intensity of your touch... you were there to say goodbye... this man i loved so much... you never said the words that nite... but i knew deep in my heart... i had known this day would come... right from the very start... we were "fire and ice"... a dangerous and reckless love... you called me your "Emerald Angel"... sent from up above... no one could ever tame you... like an animal wild and free... passion and excitement ruled with us... tho a love doomed not to be... fate brought us together... reality tore us apart... for you belonged to another... but for a time i had your heart... there are times i still think of you... your memories like a ghost... haunting bittersweet times... and my heart is the host... Darius and Angeliqué... like the greek tale of old... although their love was forbidden... i

What Is Your Soul Mark? (quiz)
You scored as Guardian. Angel of the universe, protector of the weak, defender of all that is good and real, you shield the inhabitants of your world from the perils of damaged dreams, broken hearts and bad advice.Guardian83%Torch Bearer75%Impressionist67%Philosopher67%Celebrity58%Guru58%Star Child58%Maverick58%Navigator58%Designer50%Sage50%

Scars
The pain turns to pleasure And fills that empty void The scars remind me of who I am Cleansing the anguish A bloodletting of sorts The scars lend thoughts of better days Tattered veins they flow A river of hatred and pain The scars bring change Evils of the flesh Released through the wounds The scars offer relief Bittersweet the feeling A momentary sense of solace The scars are a reflection of myself

Your A Fucking Asshole
so this guy i went to elementary school with weve gone out on a couple dates hes such an ass i didnt feel great yesterday when i got home from work he imed and wanted me to come over and hook up with him i was like wtf. i dont feel . and hes like id give you massage but i know your tickelish so i wont bother ..again i dont feel good aww but im horny ..fuck you ..im no9t your god damned girlfriend ..i feel like shit and your persistent on hanging out to fucking hook up ... im not a fucking skank either you fucking douchbag stoner ...and making jokes about having blueballs aint fucking funny kiss my ass erin

Save Me..... Please
save me please, dont let me fall into the seas. the dreams are back, my mind is under attack. it isnt all bad..... just the ones with you are sad. every night you haunt my dreams, no one hears when my mind screams. i need you loving guidence, please no more defiance. my dear lovely friend, no one ever wins in the end. either say it or dont, i pray you will insted of wont ©By: Biker REDS

Sexxii Grandmas
HEY LISTEN UP, IM LOOKIN TO DO MY FIRST CONTEST IF ANYONE INTERSTED IN THE CONTEST PLEASE SEND ME A PM WITH PIC, THE CONTEST IS FOR THE SEXXII GRANDMOTHER CONTEST, THE CONTEST WILL START ON 2/18/07 WILL RUN FOR ONE WEEK. IM LOOKIN FOR 10 SEXXII GRANDMOTHERS ,THIER WILL BE TWO WINNERS 1ST PLACE DIAMOND RING 2ND PLACE DIAMOND EAR RINGS THE CONTEST WILLBE JUDGE ON ON COMMENTS AN BOMBIN YOU CAN VOTE FOR YOURSELF, LETS KEEP IT CLEAN AN HONEST PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T @ CherryTAP

Hurt By So Called Friends
Why are people so cruel? Is it fun to make others hurt? Is it a thrill to make someone else cry? The ones that say they are friends tend to be the worst. I’m so tired of people saying they are my friends Then they turn around and hurt me. If I say someone is my friend. Then that person is my friend. I would never do or say anything to hurt that person. Yet they do it to me all the time. I know that opening up to a person isn’t easy. That there is going to be some pain involved. But I don’t feel that I should have to take this from those calling themselves friends. If you say you are my friend and I call you a friend Then that is just what you are! Stop hurting me or we will not be friends much longer!

8 Things About Me
1.My favorite music artists Selina, Madonna, O-Zone,Jay-Z,Moi Dix Mois,X-Japan 2. My favorite color Green 3.Most used phrase "Bahhh" 4. My favorite type of guy A guy who is taller than me and who cares about me 5.Bad habits My randomness, Hard time pay attention, agreeing with you no matter what you say 6. Good habits I love to cheer people up, always fun 7. Something I Love I love all my friends...mostly christine the most 8.Things I hate I hate it when all a guy does it not care for me!! or a girl cos I like girls too. OR when the person I like moves wayyyy too fast

Your Attention, Please!
This is as public a forum as I'm going to get, I guess! Let it be known that it will be a cold day in Hell when I get a webcam and do anything of a private nature for cam viewing! I may get a cam at some point. But there are damned few people I'd fire that sucker up for! And even fewer that I would even THINK about doing any private showings for, thank you very much!! As I continue to tell these guys, I prefer my encounters up close and personal! It loses something in the translation, something important, to me at any rate! Get over it! Please!

Update On Progress
Well Jenny managed to change over the hosting of the site and uploaded a zen cart for me, so I am in the middle of trying to configure it to fit in with the rest of the site, so clicking things and fucking them up big time, anyway this could take a while but just wanted to let you know what is happening in the background.

A Woman Takes A Lover During The Day
A woman takes a lover during the day whilst her husband is at work. Her 9 year old son comes home unexpectedly, so she puts him in the closet and shuts the door. Her husband also comes home, so she puts her lover in the closet, with the little boy. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it." Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man - "OK, how much?" Boy - "$25.00" In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball mitt." The lover remembering the last time asks the boy, "How much?" Boy - "$75.00" Man - "Fine." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove. Let's go outside and toss the baseball back and forth." The boy says, "I can't, I sold them." How much did you sell them for?" Boy "$100.00" The father says, "That's terrible to overcharge your fr

Calling All My Friends!!!
Please help me win this contest. I am in the HOTTEST CHERRY contest and I would really love to win. I could really use all my friends help with this. Contest ends Saturday and I am about 1000 comments behind now. Please stop by and comment bomb my pic. I will help out anyone that helps me. HUGS~N~SMOOCHES~~~

Do You Really Like Me
here are some question to see if you really know me and to see if you really like me? 1. What is my favorite color? 2. What is it about me that you like? 3. Have we ever met? 4. Would you ever want to meet me? 5. How long have we known each other? 6. What do i think about you? 7. most of all would you ever want to be with me?

On Living On A Higher Plane
Go to your highest Thought about yourself. Imagine the you that you would be if you lived that thought every day. Imagine what you would think do and say, and how you would respond to what others do and say. Do you see any difference btween that projection and what you think, do , and say now? Meditations on Conversations with God. by Neale Donald Walsch

When I Was Born
In 1975 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford is president of the US Evacuation of US civilians from Saigon as Communist forces complete takeover of South Vietnam FBI agents capture Patty Hearst, who is indicted and convicted of bank robbery Teamster Jimmy Hoffa disappears without a trace Marines rescue the crew of the American ship the Mayaguez near Vietnam First Lady Betty Ford says in an interview that she thinks her children have tried marijuana Natalie Imbruglia, Drew Barrymore, David Beckham, Enrique Iglesias, Angelina Jolie, and Tiger Woods are born Cincinnati Reds win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl IX Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Production begins on Star Wars Jaws and The Rocky Horror Picture Show are the top grossing films Soul Train premieres on television in the United States "The Way We Were" (performed by Barbara Streisand) wins the Grammy for best song Saturday Night Live and Wheel of Fortune premie

What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2>Your Lucky Underwear Is Red You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself. You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed. When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world. So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you!What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

I Need Help Please....
I AM IN A MILF CONTEST AND AM WAY.... BEHIND!! IT RUNS TIL SUNDAY SO I AM HOPING I CAN CATCH UP WITH YOUR HELP OF COMMENTS AND RATES...BOMBS AWAY!! I AM NOT ALLOWED TO COMMENT ON MYSELF SO I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET... THANX! CLICK ON MY PIC TO GET THERE:)

Whats You Name Mean
Spell out your name with each letter and description. .. DOES YOUR NAME FIT YOU? STACY MEANS: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for great Kisser LOVES to flirt BEST SMILE is a freak in bed THIS IS SO COOL I HOPE ITS TRUE IF IT IS LET ME KNOW A: LOVES to flirt B: Loves people C: BEST SMILE D: Has one of the best personalities ever E: Freaking Sexy F: People wild and crazy adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Easy to fall in love with I: LOVES TO LAUGH J: Freaking Rowdy K: Really silly. L: Best in Bed M: Makes dating fun N: gets blamed for EVERYTHING O: Loved by everyone P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Has a nice ass. S: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for T: great Kisser U: Gets hugs V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: is a freak in bed Z: Lives life for fun

Darkness
Darkness As i lay in the basking darkness that is my life i sigh with wakful dose the air is cold the night is black and blue the sun shall rise no more the moon will stay in ones place blackness covers my heart cying is a best friend of mine hurting bleeding death has always been there all around me no one can hear me scream the scream of pain no laughter fills the air no happiness falls around this god forsaken place i am emotionless and hard inside but questions fill my head like water fills an empty space where does my life lead?

2 Tough Questions
(received in an email a bit back, in 2005) Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be your choice? Decide first... no peeking,

I Promise To You
I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we will never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise til the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise this for life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER your the STAR to my BURST your the M to my M your the POP to my TART (This goes 2 a friend) your the MILKY to my WAY your the FRUIT to my LOOP your the MILK to my DUDS your the LUCKY to my CHARMS your the ICE to my CREAM but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND your the one in my dreams To make this forever you know what you must do, To make this forever for me and for you To make this forever To make this wish come true To make this las

Over Rated
Love is for a fool I once thought different Men fight a duel A woman's attention Passion being the fuel nerved with tension A glint of steel Silence heard over echoes Death ending the ordeal Once how love goes Love is for a fool I once thought different She showed me i was a tool Now I know the difference Her heart was quite broke Violence is not love's request Passion is not through gunsmoke Loss of a life's zest Romance now being gone To who should her love be shown Who does her love belong A mystery forever unknown Love is for a fool I once thought different I drowned in love's pool now I know love's over rated difference

Allow Me To Explain Myself...
yesterday... february fourteenth... two thousand seven. also known as this robots manufacture date. i wake up... unplug myself from the wall and throw on a pair of jeans. it's freezing! i yawn... take a look out the window... and notice that the weather is not so good. shit weather... on my birthday? NEVER ::chortle:: i throw on a trogdor hoody (burninating EVERYTHING) and run downstairs. no time for coffee... gotta take chris and dad to work... i need the vehicle today. boots... hmm... ::thinks:: boots... where are they? jackpot. i throw on my boots... grab a scarf and a pair of gloves and i'm out the door. "CHRIS! grab my cigarettes! and don't forget to close both doors!" i get in the van... mmm... it's warm. dad and chris pile in... dad in the back... chris in the passanger seat... me driving... chris is fucking with the radio... "TURN IT BACK TO G ROCK! i'm driving... it's my say" i look at the clock... it's quarter to nine

Faucet......
The darkness consumes me, I sit here in the dark and wait for answers, Then I hear the answer I am looking for, I hear a faucet wanting to be opened, I reach for an object to open it with, I sit and listen to the pulse behind the faucet, The noise is pounding in my ears, I hold the object to my facuet and open it, The red water comes poring out and it makes me sane, Sane and scarred I head in to the light once again. By:Sabrina (AKA Me)

What Car Should You Drive
You Should Drive a Bentley Azure You're all flash, and you love to show off to anyone who will watch. And you're such a high roller, this is just one car of many for you...What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

Paralyzed Vets Owe Gov't Bonus Money!
Paralyzed vets owe gov't bonus money! HEADLINES and NEWS LINKS Courtesy of TvNewsLies.org http://tvnewslies.org/news Jesse's Blog: http://www.tvnewslies.org/blog/ ________________________________________________________________ February 15, 2007 MILITARY & VETERANS : http://www.tvnewslies.org/news/#military ·**Soldiers Back From War Fight Different Battle - Soldiers who were paralyzed, suffered brain damage and lost limbs owe the government enlistment bonus money. They must pay the money back because they didn't fulfill their tour of duty. WAR : http://www.tvnewslies.org/news/#war · Now the Saudis tool up for war · 6 U.S. troops killed in separate incidents in Iraq - POLITICS : http://www.tvnewslies.org/news#politics · Neoconservatives hate liberty as much as they love war - · Powell tried to push Iran talks in 2003 and was rebuffed · Bush at Press Conference Today Contradicts Sunday's Briefing on Iranian Weapons ECONOMY : http://www.tvnewslies.org

Teardrops & Roses
Valentines Day is a day of love Here I am, all alone and feeling blue Longing for love’s gentle caress You know its only hurts when I breathe As the tears flows my face Wondering about you Where are you tonight Who are you with Did I enter your mind You’re on my mind most of the day And at night I go to bed and pray If the Lord has other plans We cannot know I can only wish and wait Not knowing this love’s fate I’ll still be yours and wait for you Until time is only a faded memory Because you are the one Who step in my life Who haunts my dreams from dark till morning dew Since I meet you My dream has been one Whatever comes our way May it be night or day I will love you always I’ve never known love like you give Deep love of heart and soul and mind Your love I will return in my affection Always loving you and never rejection I am a woman in love I need to know I am the one That’s the center of your heart No measure of time Do you know how it feels Can

Now The Saudis Tool Up For War
Now the Saudis tool up for war - Even the Bush administration will now admit, under its collective breath of course, that Iraq is in the throes of a full-blown civil war between armed groups of its Sunni and Shia Arab communities, triggered a year ago by the destruction of the al-Laskar mosque in Samara, a revered Shia shrine. http://www.thefirstpost.co.uk/index.php?menuID=1&subID=1147

How To Make A Lost Cherry.
Lost Cherry 1 oz cherry vodka 1/2 oz white creme de cacao 1/4 oz white creme de menthe 1 oz filtered orange juice 1 oz double cream Shake and strain into a cocktail glass. Garnish with a cherry and a slice of orange, and serve. Serve in: Cocktail Glass 10.0 / 10 13.0% (26 proof) 221 calories 15.30 carbohydrates

Fallen Angel
“You are convicted in first-degree murder,” The judge said sharply. “Considering that a crime like this has never been committed before, you are going to be given the cruelest punishment ever…” It was indeed the first time someone was murdered in here. I do not deny my guilt but I don’t admit it either. I have no regrets of what I’ve done. I know it was the right thing to do and nothing can change my mind. However, I can still see her blood on my hands… so pure and so innocent. I was on my way home with a box of herbs in my hands. I was used to it – going into the wild and looking for different herbs. I was known all over the skies for my herb-knowledge. “Herbs… I don’t think anyone is going to need this science,” I used to laugh at myself… Unfortunately, I was wrong. My beloved got ill and it seemed impossible to cure her. I was the only one who held tight to hope and started giving her my herb-extracts. They did delay her death but the pain I wasn’t able to take away. “God,

Fear
Fading embers the fires died down Setting aside the light Welcome the darkness with open arms Slowly losing sight Fearing the depths of the great unknown Afraid to face the dark A helpless plea echoes through the night Alone cold and stark Standing on the brink of the edge Lines of sanity blurred Leap of faith into nothingness No thoughts, no fear, no more

Has Anyone Else Noticed That...
The way Cherry Tap works is very much like the similarly highly addictive PC games the Sims and Sims 2? You start out as a new cherry, quickly accumulating points, gaining new abilities until someday you get to become a Cherry Godfather. Much like the Sims and Sims 2, you can't get anywhere unless you make friends and keep the right ones, who will help you with your Career/Cherry Rank. I'm surprised no one came up with this analogy before.

You And Me
When I got home from work I wanna wrap myself around you I wanna take you and squeeze you 'till the passion starts to rise. I wanna take you to heaven that would make my day complete but you and me ain't movie stars what we are is what we are we share a bed some lovin' and t.v. yeah. That's enough for a workin' man what I am is what I am and I tell you babe well that's enough for me. Sometimes when you're asleep and I'm just starin' at the ceiling I wanna reach out and touch you but you just go on dreamin'. If I could take you to heaven that would make my day complete but you and me ain't movie stars what we are is what we are and I tell you babe well that's enough for me. You and me ain't no superstars what we are is what we are we share a bed some popcorn and t.v. yeah. And that's enough for a workin' man what I am is what I am and I tell you babe well that's enough for me. When I got home from work I wanna wrap myself around you I like to hold you an

Omg My Stashes Made It To The Top
Oh , Im happy to tell yall that 2 of my stashes made it in the top stashes , number 13 and 14. Thanks so much to my friends & everyone who rated them so well. Im Happy !!! Love , Lisa

What Mixed Drink Are You
You Are a Bloody Mary You're a fairly serious drinker, who's experimented a lot with different drinks. You're a drunk, but a stable drunk. You don't ever let your drinking get out of control.What Mixed Drink Are You?

Mess
Lots of things have happened, they don't really need to be discussed in detail. My life seems to be a mess of what it used to be. I don't really even know where to begin with cleaning it up. Since last May nothing good has come from any of this. Just non-stop crap. I'm losing my faith in the goodness of people, there just isn't much of it to be seen. With the exception of a handful of people I know and trust to no end, everyone else I've met have been uncaring destroyers of good. I don't think I will ever understand what benefit can be gained by killing something in another person. It won't make your life or situation any more than it is. To take something away from someone and leave them unwhole, a shattered pile of what they were makes no sense. At best it will only leave that person as evil and worthless as you are. And that is what you are. And I know a lot of people have tried, to make me like them. To turn me into an uncaring destroyer. And they can't. I will

1975 (my Birth Year) Was An Great Year
In 1975 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford is president of the US Evacuation of US civilians from Saigon as Communist forces complete takeover of South Vietnam FBI agents capture Patty Hearst, who is indicted and convicted of bank robbery Teamster Jimmy Hoffa disappears without a trace Marines rescue the crew of the American ship the Mayaguez near Vietnam First Lady Betty Ford says in an interview that she thinks her children have tried marijuana Natalie Imbruglia, Drew Barrymore, David Beckham, Enrique Iglesias, Angelina Jolie, and Tiger Woods are born Cincinnati Reds win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl IX Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Production begins on Star Wars Jaws and The Rocky Horror Picture Show are the top grossing films Soul Train premieres on television in the United States "The Way We Were" (performed by Barbara Streisand) wins the Grammy for best song Saturday Night Live and Wheel of Fortun

Peace Of Heaven
There has got to be something better than this! You decieving .... I can't think, i can't sleep, i'm wasteing time. I've been so blind, i should of known better .... But, i thought you were the one, all i wanted was, trust, understanding and tender hands. I always thought that you would be kind but fate has done me wrong, for here we are, stuck together with no way out .... I've tried so hard to keep our dreams alive but do dreams really come true? Or do they come undone? I thought you were the sweetest gift a beacon in my life, but your light is not that strong, and this dark storm that threatens to drown me, I sail upon it constantly .... Was i put here on Earth just to be criticised? Never to complain, never to be asked what i like? Sometimes i think Man is still stone age! I wash, i clean, i cook, look after the kids even go out chopping wood and gathering sticks and all he can do is moan all day .... How about we reverse the roles, I'll sit back w

The Year That You Were Born
In 1956 (the year you were born) Dwight Eisenhower is president of the US 101 Southern Congressmen call for massive resistance to the Supreme Court desegregation rulings Italian liner Andrea Doria collides with Swedish liner Stockholm and sinks of Nantucket Island An anti-Communist revolt in Hungary is crushed by Soviet troops and tanks Suez crisis occurs in the Middle East Elvis Presley enters the music charts for the first time, with "Heartbreak Hotel". Mel Gibson, Bill Maher, Joe Montana, Tom Hanks, and Larry Bird born New York Yankees win the World Series New York Giants win the NFL championship Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Howl and Other Poems by Allen Ginsberg is published Elvis Presley appears on The Ed Sullivan Show The Price is Right game show premieres What Happened the Year You Were Born?

How Normal Are You
You Are 35% Normal You sure do march to your own beat... But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all You think on a totally different wavelength And it's often a chore to get people to understand youHow Normal Are You?

Some One Save Me From My Nightmare
Ever have one of those days were things are ok and then its like a smack across the face things start to turn upside down and u want to scarem for bloodly murder... Well here is my call SOS someone save me i have no clue what has come over me but i feel like i have lost control with everything ...Im normaly open minded and can say whats on my mind but when it comes down to something i cant seem to bring myself to do it and dammit to hell its agervateing me to no end...Can someone save me...Well hell i just want one person to save me but it feels as he has lost controll him self and dont see that i am even at this point ...I wonder why i bother why i fight to keep trying If i yelled who would hear me...If I cried who would hear me...If I were to walk away who would wonder were i was at...Would I even be missed ( yeah some ppl would miss me) i know that much.... Im needing my SoS...will i get it idk but to be honest im starting to think that i wont because im looked at as this s

Over You (chris Daughtry)
Now that it’s all said and done I can’t believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down Like an old abandoned house What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath I felt as if I was in way to deep Guess I let you get the best of meeee (Chorus) Well I never saw it coming I should have started running A long, long time agooo! And I never thought I’d doubt you I’m better off without you More than you, more than you know I’m slowly getting closure I guess it’s really over I’m finally gettin’ better Now I’m picking up the pieces From spending all of these years Putting my heart back together ‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through I got over you!!! (End Chorus) You took a hammer to these walls Dragged the memories down the hall Packed your bags and walked away There was nothing I could say, And when you slammed the front door shut A lot of other’s opened up So did my eyes so I could see That y

California Residents: Urge Governor Schwarzenegger To Stop The Medical Marijuana Id Card Fee Increase!
RE: For California Residents: Take Action for Affordable Access! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Marijuana Policy Project Date: Feb 14, 2007 12:57 PM Urge Governor Schwarzenegger to stop the medical marijuana ID card fee increase! As you may have already heard, California's Department of Health Services (CDHS) is proposing an enormous increase in its annual application fee for the statewide medical marijuana ID card. The proposed increase of more than 1,000% will make the program too expensive for the majority of California's patients, who already incur excessive health care costs. Please take a few minutes today to contact Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger (R) and CDHS Director Sandra Shewry to express your outrage over the proposed fee hike for California's sick and dying patients. Without your help, the stateâ€™s portion of the medical marijuana ID card fee would skyrocket on March 1, from $6.50 to $71 for Medi-Cal patients and from $13 to $1

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs83%Blind Folds67%Bondage50%Whips42%Blood25%Biting0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Taxes
Hello all, Just wanted to let you all know that we got the information from Mike our CPA who is doing our taxes. Good news we are getting money back. wooo hoooo!!!! We have a lot of plans for this money we are gonna be looking at getting a new refrigerator and also gonna see if we can get two cars on one loan, if not then we are gonna buy hubby his truck outright and then fix up my car. Hope you all have a great week, and weekend! Hugs ~Jilly~

Lace And Whiskey
I find myself running in circles Lost and half insane And I need a cure sometimes To knock out the pain So I yell out for some kind of angel To come down and rescue me Be as soft as you can Put a drink in my hand I'm as scared as I ever could be Gimme lace and whiskey Mamas home remedy Double indemnity Fills me with ecstasy La-aa-aace and whiskey Lots of things I really want here Lots of things I really need There's an animal soul inside That I've gotta feed My hot mamas feminine body (??) Always gets a rise from me She's so soft in my hands I give her all she can stand Make a full fledged man outta me Gimme lace and whiskey Mamas home remedy Double indemnity Fills me with ecstasy La-aa-ace and whiskey La-aa-ace and whiskey I ain't hard assed So babe don't make me mean I want a hot place To go and show you things Gimme lace and whiskey Mamas home remedy Double indemnity Fills me with ecstasy La-aa-ace and whiskey I'll end up a broken old hobo With

Maybe I Shouldn't Have Came Back
So I'm back still gettin the same fools trying to be my friends. I'm not deleting anything anymore, just want to let you know I have no problem deleting friends. That's what I do when I'm bored just delete fools. I'm lettin it be known, if you don't think we can't be friends and chat every now and when I send you message you're gone, simple as that I don't care if you've been my friend since I been on here or for just a day. Now, this will be the first or last negative blog everything here after will be about me and my sexual fantasies and perversions, discussions and questions. So be cool, GET AT ME! Realest

True Loves Sign
Your True Love Is a Cancer Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.What Sign Is Your True Love?

02/15/2007
Well lets see today has just been one of those days... I fell on My Bum the other day... and ended up doing A LOT of damage... Work has been crazy completely and I also broke up with my boyfriend. So this week has gradually went down hill... but thats ok the weekend is almost here and im gonna spend some time with my son... hehe thatll make everything great!

Stab Me Again
Went to DSPS to get my math squared away before it starts. We have tomorrow and Monday off, so I dont have math until next week which is good. Anyway, I told them that I CANT pass math without a calculator. They told me that it's up to my teacher if I can use one or not because in Math 10 it is required to MEMORIZE it all. Riiiiiight. That's great except I have TWO learning disabilities, one of which is SHORT-TERM MEMORY. And they are telling me to MEMORIZE this shit?! I've been trying to for well over 10 years and guess what? It doesnt stick. Than I was told I could use a multiplication table if all else... fine, but I still think I'll fail the class. I have to talk to the teacher next Friday about all of this. THEN I was told that if I cant pass this math class there is a damn good chance I will NEVER transfer and I will NEVER graduate. Like hell... I will fight like hell against them. I WILL graduate and transfer. I plan to talk to my mentors about this stuf

Flashing Your Lights May Not Always Be A Good Thing To Do
(received this email back in 2005. It was about a "Blood" Gang Initiation weekend that was coming up in September. It is scary to think that something that you think might be doing someone a favor may just end up setting yourself up for danger. I have no idea as to whether or not the initiation practice still goes on, but, as the email says, it is often to err on the side of caution and a bit of awareness. IF YOU DO FIND SOMEONE HAS TURNED AROUND ON YOU AFTER YOUR FLASHING YOUR LIGHTS, PLEASE OH PLEASE CALL 911, GET YOURSELF IN A PUBLIC PLACE, AND (IF AT ALL POSSIBLE) DRIVE DIRECTLY TOWARDS A POLICE STATION.) Subject: Fw: Please read it is important.......... "blood" initiation week end. Date: Tue, 20 Sep 2005 21:48:04 -0500 I am not sure how true this is. It was from a co-worker who would not make things like this up. I have asked another friend of mine who has a cop for a husband (who is very familiar with gang activity) to get their opinion. I just figured that

Need Ideas!!
Im throwing a party in 3 weeks.. And I need some help.. If any girls got any ideas for games .. I got a few in mind that usually go over well when i throw parties.. but i would love to add in a new game or two.. and for the guys and girls.. one of my games consist of all the girls doing alot of truth or dares along with shots.. send me some good dares or truths i can use for my game.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~

Strippers Rock
Well, i got convinced to go out last night, right? Totally against my will, as I am in a pissy fucking mood.... Well, we went to area 51... and i am telling you what... that shit was great!! Well, could be better, but ya know. They have to wear latex shit on their nipples cuz oklahoma is that prude.... fucked up huh??? I thought so. So robin can't be a stripper *lol* my nipples would be all infected all the time *lol* maybe they have another "cover up" that isn't latex? Anyways, though, it was fucking crazy.... so i chatted w/ a bunch of them, they're hella awesome. PLus, they all have the BEST shoes... uh, i love their shoes!!! anwyays, made robin a very jealous person, cuz i am like, damnit, i wish i looked that good!!! Such is life... off to class now...

King Of Hearts
He reigns in my heart and is comfortable in his throne. I do not mind. I want to keep him there forever. Always.- The sun was high in the sky, a bright orb of fire set against the canopy of clear white clouds and a crystal blue sky. The heavens were gloriously reflected in the rippling waters of the lake. And not far from the line of trees enclosing it stood a young man. He was knee deep into the shallow banks, standing with shadowed eyes and seemingly allowing the shifting waters to enclose his legs in wrinkled circles. The water was cold, soothing, and perfect for the hot weather. He was well aware of that fact, but he acted as if it was the last thing in his mind. And perhaps, it was. As if trying to catch his attention, the kind lake drew a hazy mirror image of him on her creased surface. Unknown to this young man, she truly felt for him. The many pristine raindrops that gathered in her heart were just as many as the tears that she had shed for people that had come to h

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Salmonella Outbreak, Please Read And Look At This
- Consumers should throw away certain jars of Peter Pan and Great Value peanut butter after the spread was linked to a salmonella outbreak that has sickened almost 300 people around the country, ConAgra said. Lids of jars produced by ConAgra Foods with a product code beginning "2111" can be returned to the company for a refund, the company said. which is peter pan peter peanutbutter and great value peanutbutter but please check code on your jar even if name is different

The Year I Was Born In
In 1967 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US President Johnson and Soviet premiere Aleksei Kosygin agree not to let any crisis push them into wore Thurgood Marshall is sworn in as the first black Supreme Court justice The first home microwave is released by Amana Dave Matthews, Kurt Cobain, Liz Phair, Vin Diesel, Julia Roberts, and Anna Nicole Smith are born St. Louis Cardinals win the World Series Green Bay Packers in Super Bowl I Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup Disney's The Jungle Book and The Graduate are the top grossing films One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez is published Paul McCartney announces that all four members of the Beatles have "dropped acid" For the first time, Jimi Hendrix sets his guitar on fire during a concert in London Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band is released The first issue of Rolling Stone magazine is published The FCC orders that cigarette ads on tele

How Bad R U ?
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)ExtremeLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme

They Remember Love
He looked at her his loved one, with old and loving eyes. And vowed he would not leave her, even when he dies. He held her hand so softly, his love so deep inside. And not a soul who watched, could keep a drier eye. He smiled and kissed her sweetly, this frail and saddened man. He sat there with the memories, sitting hand in hand. I think he would have stayed there, if they would let him stay. Sitting with her always, sitting day by day. His love so great and shining, but still her eyes stayed close. Then someone had helped him, and from the chair he rose. He turned once more to see her, and said I'll see you soon. He lay a rose beside her, as they helped him from the room. That was the last time we saw him, he joined her that same night. Now those loving angels, smile down on us at night.

Whats In Your Stocking
Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With Little Wrapped Presents You've made Santa a very happy fellow this year. Don't worry - what happens at the North Pole stays at the North Pole!What Will Be In Your Christmas Stocking?

Is It Possible To Know Me?
So you ask me if it is Possible to Know me? There are a select few that know me. There are some that can tell you about me that would be on key. But there are those that have known me a lifetime and they wouldn't know where to start. Is it possible to know me? Yeah you know some of my thoughts and some of my ambitions but will you ever know what they all are? Will you ever know what makes me cry, laugh, smile? Will you ever know how to calm me down? Will you ever know what will touch my heart? Will you ever know my deepest darkest secrets? Will you ever know who I am? yeah I know those are questions going through your head. Is it possible to get to know me? Well first I have to be open with you. And in order to do that we have to talk. I have been hurt and tend to be the one that will put a wall up. I do not make a habit of letting people get to close to me. Is it possible to get to know me? Some have gotten to know me in a small amount of time while others that ha

Marriage American Style
My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God, and I didn't. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- Marriage is a three-ring circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- For Sale: Wedding dress, size 8. Worn once by mistake. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- There are two times when a man doesn't understand a woman: Before marriage and after marriage. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- Why were hurricanes usually named after women? Because when they arrive, they're wet and wild, but when they go, they take your house and car. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- The woman applying for a job in a Florida lemon grove seemed way too qualified for the job. "Look Miss," said the foreman, "have you any actual experience in picking lemons?"

Sobbing Snowflakes And Paraphrasing Phantoms
You should know I miss you when the snowflakes drown my eyes, blinking forever out of my head as the mantra of summer solstices and stars is lost to the wind of a memory I'm not sure it's healthy reliving. You should know I miss you when midnight wraps me in cold sheets and the melodious whispers meant to warm two souls steal away my abilities to think when unheard pleas fall from my tongue and your embrace remains six hours lost. My heartbeats are slowly fading as ice freezes the blood in my veins and rainbowed smiles are forgotten; my lungs have stopped letting me breathe as sighs build up in my stomach and storm clouds capture my pupils, because it's hard to dream lullabyes and tomorrows with the phantoms of farewells chasing sunlight away. I miss you in studded syllables and monotoned words as my palms caress nothing but air, because my stairs have been blocked by the distance and the churning in the cracks of my skin can mean nothing but scars and goo

Warm Underpants, Scratching And Pringles.
Well today's trip down the rollercoaster track of terror, that is the out there thrill a minute adrenaline fueled steriod pumped heart racing tale with explosive special effects that ILM wished they could do...or what I call, "life", involved myself and a new discovery in my pants. Underpants straight from the dryer, are pretty darned special. And armed with this new knowledge, I sat on the couch eating sour cream and onion pringles, watching some Bill Bailey and had a good old scratch...where eventually I fell asleep and drooled...quite alot.

Wasp Euro Tour
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: W.A.S.P. Date: Feb 14, 2007 12:42 AM EURO TOUR UPDATE!!! AN APRIL RUN IS IN THE MAKING NOW!! MORE INFO AS SOON AS I GET IT- MEANWHILE, ENJOY SOME FREE TRAX FOR YOUR PAGE... PEACE M.D. W.A.S.P. audio/video codes W.A.S.P. @ NOISEGATE PRODUCTIONS www.ticketonline.de Noisegate Festival 2007 W.A.S.P. & KAMELOT & GUESTS Sonntag, 08.04.2007 - 16:00 Uhr Stadthalle Langen Südliche Ringstrasse 77 63225 Langen UPDATED EUROPEAN DATES!!! Apr 6 2007 8:00P De Kade Zaandam, Netherlands Apr 8 2007 8:00P Stadthalle Langen Langen, Lower Saxony-GERMANY Apr 11 2007 8:00P Academy Liverpool,U.K. Apr 12 2007 8:00P Academy Glasgow, U.K. Apr 14 2007 8:00P Rio's Bradford, U.K. Apr 15 2007 8:00P Carling Academy 2 NEWCASTLE U.K. Apr 16 2007 8:00P Wulfrun Hall Wolverhampton U.K. Apr 19 2007 8:00P Kick Cafè Kristiansand, NORWAY Apr 20 2007 8:00P Fol

Relationships Need Help
yo whats good friends family fans and fans of .... i need your input on this i have a friend how yesterday (valentine day) went to his girl friends house and spent the day with her when he left he went home and to his surprise his girlfriends best friend is there waitin for him he talks to her to find out why she is there and she says im lonly and i want you my friend walks out the room calls his girl and tells her what she said and to come get her his girl said fine shes on the way when she gets to his house she finds her friend tryin to kiss him and she gets mad and leaves him but takes her friend which she is still friends with what you input in this we wanna know what ppl think of this

Thinking Of You
A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly applied, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. "I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. I already d

Spc Ronnie G. Madore Jr.
THIS BULLETIN IS A DEDICATION TO SPECIALIST RONNIE G. MADORE JR... HE DIED ON VALENTINE'S DAY 2/14/2007 AND LEAVES BEHIND HIS WIFE AND 3 YOUNG CHILDREN... I AM SO SAD BECAUSE I MAY HAVE NOT BEEN CLOSE TO THEM LIKE THAT BUT I DO REMEMBER WHO HE IS, HIS FACE AND SAID HI A FEW TIMES... I KNOW HIS WIFE AND KIDS AND WAS THERE WHEN HE DEPLOYED AROUND THE TIME MY HUSBAND WAS COMING BACK FROM IRAQ... HE WAS HIT BY A IED OUT IN IRAQ AND SPECIFICS IS NOT OUT YET.. 2 MEN IN DRESS UNIFORM CAME TO HER HOUSE AND INFORMED HER OF HIS DEATH... SHE CAME TO MY HOUSE AND NEEDED TO TALK TO SOMEONE AND I CRIED WITH HER CAUSE IN THE BACK OF MY MIND I WAS SCARED FOR WHAT SHE WILL HAVE TO ENDURE AND HIS CHILDREN TO GROW UP WITHOUT THEIR DADDY... HIS YOUNGEST IS NOT EVEN 6 MONTHS OLD YET... FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON THIS AS I AM IN THE PROCESS OF GETTING HIS PICTURE FROM HER SO I CAN SHOW THE WORLD WHO THIS MAN WAS AND THAT HE IS NOT FORGOTTEN... HE IS AMONG THOUSANDS WHO HAVE GAVE THEIR LIFE SO THAT W