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Is The 3rd Time The Charm?
If you are my friend, most likely I have fanned you. So please return the favor. If you are my friend, and I haven't fanned you, please let me know and I will.
A Devine Dreamer
And I dreamed you were painting me dreaming of painting you watching yourself spin fire into a woman made of orchid wine and nylon roses. Look at how your lips re-shape with song, and joy, the aesthetics of my desire. The smoky sweetness of your spirit curled up from the mink thatch of your heat and splattered the canvas of love's untamed genius. I drew you deep inside every cell exhaled tenderly the sacred kiss of us. See the way our souls vibrate bright heavens shooting naked through our hearts. In a bombed-out Moroccan market your eyes laughed the riddles and your tongue wept the parables that cradle this planets lonely faith. Almost: I learned something about divine design. About the warm holiness that makes it credible. Listen to how we sigh soaked in colors of bliss. As I slid and burned skin with you through reflections of fantasies stepping boldly into flesh I nearly learned something about love. About the way it dreams of us, drea
When will this damn day be over already!?! AGH!!! There's so much crappy drama in my life right now I'm wishing someone would just drug my Diet Coke and put me out of my misery!! Okay now I need an opinion...I fooled around w/ a friend and told him I wanted no one to know about it. Mostly because it was a drunken pity fuck...but I didn't want him to know it. Anyways, he ran told a mutual friend who asked me about it. He thinks I have no reason to be mad and that I'm blowing stuff out of proportion. Am I being unreasonable? He knew how I wanted it to be kept discreet, especially since I am married. Please dont rag on me for cheating either ok?
It Conquered The World
Somehow this isn't unexpected. You Are 20% Pure You've either done it, thought about it, or at least heard about it. Luckily, there's a few things left for you to try! How Pure Are You?
Mm Sexy
to my only love to by only heart I'm jelous of the night that holds you when u are alone and i'm jelous of the light that meets your eyes all day long oh..if only my arms could be the home were you belong you alived inside me feelings were kept in a heart of stone now this heart has your picture with warm emotions is drawn just tell me you love me and i'll show u love no one's shown it's a crazy flamed love from the first moment has grown Don't you i'm without you a candle burning just for her own my love< i'm without you a song with no meaning or tone you're not just my soul you are a king staying on my heart's throne
How Love Hurts
How Love Hurts You told me that you loved me, you told me that you always will. Then one night as I sit home waiting for you to call I heard that you didn't want me and that you went out with your old girlfriend. As I heard this the tears just wouldn't stop falling. Then you called me and I asked you about and you started to yell at me. As you yelled I could feel my heart break into. To me it was so perfect, to me it was going fine, i never thought i'd lose you i thought you'd always be mine.How come i never noticed, how come i couldn't see, that you were changing your mind, the way you felt about me.We could of worked it out, wecould of talked it through, but you left it so long, there was only one thing you could do. You tried to tell me nicely, you asked me if i'd cry, but my heart just tore apart, as i let out a sigh. We hugged for the last time, and i didn't wanna let go, but i finally pulled away as i told myself no! i held i n my tears i began to walk away, when peop
Hold Me Once Again
Traveling down this road alone I find myself with half a heart Wondering why you went away I hate so much that we're apart I thought I wanted Time to myself I didn't know How very sad I'd be So take me to another place Where loneliness won't make a start And I won't have to be alone I hate so much that we're apart You left my life The sun went away The rain pours down From my eyes in pain Let me wake tomorrow and find That I again have won your heart This troubled time has passed away I hate so much that we're apart Shelter me within your arms Don't let me lose your love Forgive the wrongs I may have done Hold me once again
You Don't Know What It Is To Love (and I Won't Fall)
Don't write me happily-forevers when your lips don't know the meaning of the words you carve within the linings of your pockets to save for me when another sunny day happens along. You don't know what it is to love with your imtherulerofyourheart misconceptions and your naive hopes that perhaps there's a destiny between us written somewhere in the stars that have been hiding from your presence for ten lifetimes now; you can't just pluck roses from someone else's garden and hope the thorns won't cut from you your fingers, because to take a fairytale that never belonged to you lands you stuck amidst midnight chaos and a thousand thoughts of pain draining your tongue of muted dreams. I don't belong to you when I can't even know the name you're going by is the name of the person you really are. I'm sorry, but I can't love a stranger, no matter how much you may wish I did. Don't expect me to fall to my knees at your feet just so you can kick the ground from b
so... this day is lame... and I am alone for the 2nd year in a row. Not that that is different from every day for the past year and a half. I think I am gonna seduce my hand. A little candle light, I might even sing to it or something. If things aren't working out, I'll slip it a roofie.
Valentine's Day Blue's!
Have you ever wondered if you will ever have that special person with you on this special day? I know i wish i had someone to share it with! Right now the day of love for me is a day like any other. I'm all alone with nothing to do,Nobody to see,And nobody around to spend quality time with. I feel lost and I don't like feeling this way! I know nobody else does! Everyone knows it's always a better day with someone around to spend time with. I don't know what to do today,At all! If anyone can think of something,please let me know! Alone and Sad! Missy
Hey Everyone
I could really use some ratings and comments it's valentines day so show me some ove and i promise i'll return the favor if you really put me in a good mood i might even let you in my private album
I've found that in my life the practice of this proves true Truism Thoughts dictate attitude. It is important to master one's thoughts Don't waste time worrying about mistakes. File them for reference and do better Truism is a philosopy, not a religion. There is no right religion. All religions attempt to understand, communicate with, and contain God. It is wiser to listen to God. Many religious leaders try to manipulate followers with fear and superstition for personal gain or power and the others seem caught in their own madness. A Truist seeks truth and values honesty A Truist recognizes what is true and provable A Truist chooses to do good because it is the better way A Truist tries to be nice to others because it is a more beneficial course Truists question all things, but mostly themselves Truists realize that in order to be most effective, they must love themselves and consider themselves first
Happy Valentine's Day!!
I hope everyone here had a wonderful valentine's day (single awareness day)! And thanks to everyone who made me feel welcome!
Valentine Wishes
Well I hope that everyone had a good valentine's day. If you couldnt be with someone maybe you at least spent the day with friends or family. Well just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Valentine's Day
Yeah I Know I'm Posting All The Time
Yeah I know, I'm posting all the time, but I'm home, and its ice stormish outside. I've put a chatroom in my stash that's more functional than the lounges here, if anyone wants to use it.
Valentins Day Up To My Ass In Snow....but I Did Get Flowers And Turkey :/
Yeah.. i live in illinois.. we just had a blizzard.. we first got a quarter inch of ice... followed mt 12 inches of snow and 40mph winds.. wich put our temps with wind chill at roughly.....-12 below. But my furnace is working this time at least!!! My soon to be ex is trying to be nice.. and had some beautifull flowers sent to me and I awoke to some friendly visitors in my yard!!! I took some pics.. hope yo uenjoy... happy VD :/ ICE ON THE FRONT PORCH 50 FOOT PINE IN FRONT YARD VEIW OF LAKE ACROSS THE HOLLAR 6 FOOT DRIFT BLOCKING DRIVE MY 3 FOOT HIGH BUSHES... THEY NOW ARE LEVEL WITH THE FRONT YARD.. BURIED IN SNOW THESE ARE MY PATIO CHAIRS.. THEY ARE FROZEN TO THE CEMENT AND THE SNOW IS LEVEL WITH THE BOTTOM OF THE CHAIRS!!!! AND THIS THE BACKYARD AND HERE ARE MY SUCK UP/ASS KISSIN FLOWERS I RECEIVED... BUT THEY ARE PERTTY
I'm A Nut Findly
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"Even the smallest victory is never to be taken for granted. Each victory must be applauded." ~ Audre Lorde
Valentine's Day!!!
Rose's are red Violets are blue, Im sending this gift, especially for you, and you know who you are.
In Responce
What dreams have we unfolded to grace the evening stars with purple light's divine and blinding magic? What kisses have we burned between our lips' tender skins and gazed at butterflies ascending into rubyfire? I would follow you, my love, into Paris set aflame, Louvre masterpieces glowing golden madness of your passion, to mysteries of Rumi's bones still whirling to secret beauties in Nefertiti's tomb. Oh, how we'd tango to naked joy along the breadth of China's wall into sprawling Hong Kong markets, do a rumba, never slumber through Rio's nights hot Carnivale, if we'd but kiss each other longer and between these dreams, embrace it all.
Sex I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
I Cannot Take This Anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We all know this isn't a woman, as a matter of fact i think it is John Kerry or some liberal getting attention by posting pics of hot women. But at some point this must end. All she/he does is regurgitate the media, she/he doesn't have original thoughts, probably wouldn't know one if it hit it in the head. Also from here on out its an it. I just want one thing before i die, a real pic of this thing, PLEASE. But I will give credit where credit is due, it knows that if you put some hot bitches on any site men and some women will kill thierselves getting there and hanging on every word, so that was brilliant. But man up and show your face instead of the usual "guess who i am " on every photo. If you have issues that are worth hearing people will listen, I know i would but the fake shit makes me want to vomit and also i am Republican, but i listen to all sides of the story. So STOP BEING THIS FAKE ENTITIY THAT WITH THE EXCEPTION OF A FEW VERY HORNY MEN THAT ARE WITHOUT THIER BLOWUP DOLLS E
well everyone happy valentine's day. well i know alot of u saw my bad pics but i would like the people have not seen them to go to my site if they want to and rate and comment on them .
if u wuz a fan of herz plz come join my new group on yahoo the link iz below thank you,sabbycat
Happy Valentines Day!
Just wanted to shout out to all my friends and tell Them....~Happy Valentines Day!~
Please Read
hey everyone I just wanted too let everyone know I have a new guestbook, and i would appreciate it if everyone signed it
They Have To Day
what about a single day lol
The Porno Of My Life Will Be Called
Somehow this is appropriate The porno of Klandon's life will be called ... "Debby Does Dallas - the Musical" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at
My Doggie:(
my poor doggie died:( i feel so depressed! they said someone poisoned her! if i find out who,,,, ill kill them !
today is valentine's day.. my daughter are stay in home cuz we had bad storm and now the weather seem calm.. I have huge bad headache tonight :( I hate it.. I wish I have someone to comfort me while I am cranky about my headache lol j/k :P how is everyone?
Valentine's Day...
Valentines Day Cupids naked and wants to play With your heart today Bow and arrow in his grip Shooting fast from the hip Aimed straight for you Do not duck Its your day of luck Breathe in deep Soak up the air Find the love Awaiting there Once its found Grab with both hands Hold on tight Dont let it slip out of sight No dozen roses One would smell just as nice No box of candy needed If you are sweet Candle light glowing Thoughts of love inspire Holding you Kissing you Making love to you Let Cupid dance This Valentines Day Filled with romance Blue Eyes sparkle Snow piled high Let love drift And Capture your mind For happiness might be The reward you find. Happy Valentines Day to all those who dream, hope and believe in love Written by Toone/Melody 2/14/07
From Your Lips
Dream one dream sweetly! See the best in me... Of God's heart, be a prophet your lips to His ears flick away my fear of falling, open me to grace calling, amaze me amaze me I will fly to you.
Confessions Of A Cutter
I bet you think you're imagining this blood spilling from my wrist but i'm just trying to find my piece of mind i want to prove that i exist. i'm slowly becoming invisible and i'm not sure if i'm real i put that razorblade to my skin just to make sure i still can feel. becoming numb was not a choice and it's become a way of life its hard to feel anything at all when you're only friend becomes the knife. i'm not looking for your pity i'm just hoping to find a friend a reason to keep on living someone on whom i can depend. and while the floor around me is red and your eyes are starting to tear i'm afraid that you still don't know me because i'm more fragile that i appear. you believed that i was surviving i was still breathing, so i was fine i assure you that you were mistaken and that i've been broken all this time. this is not the first time that i've bled nor is it the first time i wish i've died and this blood isn't even half of all those million tears i cr
Cut Up Beauty
Beauty has a secret. She doesn't take things well. One bad thing may happen. And all alone she will dwell. She will go into the bathroom. Grab the razor that she knows. And then she will slide it across her body. Swifty too and fro. And after the blood does poor. She cuts a little deeper. No one ever loved her. Not enough to keep her. Soon she will cut. She will cut through her life. She will cut deep enough. She will cut until she dies.
Bipolar's Goodbye To A Sucidial Website
This sucidical website says it all the way to end are lifes is the way we make others crash and fall its not common that i come on here but it common i listen to others problems become like mine the problem of noone to listen or to let your mind unwinde this sucicidal website is what makes me understand why mine are no differnet then any other problems because i am the only one left to hand . because i may live a perfect life but my my problems are more then skin deep i was in the edge of hopelessness but then i herd god speak he said to me its your time to say goodbye to those who have not herd you yet he also said that it will be a offering that no one will forget i know this sucidial website has everyone at command to wounder who might just end up next on the news of a perfect life that was just abused becasue my life is perfect doesnt mean my problems are not like yours because i have bipolar doesnt mean im not to let you be the controller of my life to because my life is
Be Your Valentine
Be Your Valentine You never call or see what I am doing Most of the times barely even want to be bothered In our past we used to share each others flesh We used to do all the freaky things you like Added to the entire things you wanted to try Months passed Now I am just is just a piece of ass In our pastime you actually cared about me You actually cared about my feelings You treat me like a piece of trash Now you ask me to be your valentine I don't feel like it You only want to some ass Just to make you feel like a man You really don't know you were falling then You may wonder why I left you alone You talk so much which you could not prove it You and your shortcomings was hilarious I don't want to waste my time I could be doing better things You would think getting another guy would be an option No not this time I rather sip some coffee Read a nice book along with my drin
Tear Of An Angel
The tear of an angel, Falls from her face, This life of hers, Has gone to waste. A crash of cymbals, Ring in her heart, From this cruel world, She must depart. One clean slit, To her throat, As she signs, Her suicide note. She slowly lies down, Breathes deep and slow, Now everyone will see, Her actions weren't a show. She says sorry to God, For this world she hates, She know she wont reach, His heavenly gates. The last tear of this angel, Has crept from her eye, It is now time, She has said Goodbye.
Anti-valentine's Day
Another day has come and gone But to many it is a special day They each other candy and flowers They have special meals They spend that special time together Not me I spend it my son and my dad It is another day that has come and gone No man to buy me flowers No man to spend money on me This is just another day to me So to all those who believe in love And celebrate this day I say these words Happy F****** Valentine's Day And with that I leave you
This Isn't Me
This isn't my smile these words cant be erased Ive been lost for a while i just want to be replaced I'm sick of being someone I'm not and i miss who i used to be These tears are all i got its becoming all i see My laughter is gone all my smiles are fake This has gone on so long its time for a break I remind myself to be okay that this will all end in time But this feeling never goes away and I've over used "I'm fine" Ill keep pretending I'm alright keep blinking these tears away All i can do is fight and hope someday ill be okay
Cupi's Treasure
Chopping wood in the mystical forest only the fairies for company when out of know where, cupid appeared in front of me "tell me your desires" she says i can make your dreams come true not only will you fall in-love but some one will fall in love with you now i'd been chopping wood all-day and was in the mood for some sinful play and the way cupid was dressed left me with these words to say Cupid put down your bow open those glistening thighs and bend real slow I know a place were my arrow can go gently guided by are oscillating when we move to and throw she bends before me saying "yeah... i'm so horny cum put me on a cloud; enter my flower and make me moan real loud" not wanting to let me down my firmness starts to rise as i run my tongue up the back of the inside of her thighs with her legs open wide i lick her wet lips from underneath flicking her peak with my tongue gently biting her flesh with my teeth I trace a line as my tongue com
Why does this site run like shit 70% of the time ? If I were paying for this I'd be suing the shit out of somebody!
Never A Dad
I'm sorry you missed out when I went to school for the 1st time, And you didn't have me tell you that you were all mine, I'm sorry you weren't there to take me to the mall, And you weren't there to tell me I have to stand tall, Sorry you weren't the one I saw when I came out of my play, Or the one I'd run to when I had a bad day, I'm sorry you didn't hear me sing, you'd have been so proud, And you weren't there to lift me up on a cloud, Sorry you weren't there to tell me there's nothing to fear, But then again you should have been here, I'm sorry you weren't the one to teach me to ride a bike, Or the one who took me on my first hike, I'm sorry you weren't the one who carried me on his back, Or the one who held me tight when strength is what I lacked, I'm sorry you weren't the one to hold me when I cried, Or tell me I did great when I really tried, I'm sorry you were never there to teach me how to cook, Or there at night to read me my favorite book, I'm sorry me as a d
Your Letter
I'm reading your letter over and over, Staring at the words aimlessly, Trying to get some meaning out of it. Thoughts of you enter my mind, Wondering how you could let this go, How you could give up on me so easily. I don't even recognize these words to be yours, So kind and warm, But when I look at you, Your so distant, so far away. I've tried so hard to keep holding on, To not let this go, But it hurts too much. I'm so sick of thinking of you, And forgiving you everytime, This time it's cut too deep. What happened to us? When did the talks and laughs Turn into awkward silences? And now I'm thinking of all the things I never said, The things I meant to say, But now, everything's gone. Everything's all messed up. I'm reading your letter, And I finally realized, That I only saw who I wanted you to be, Not who you really are. "You can always talk to me, But I'm not a mind reader." That's what you always tell me. I've never been able to tell you w
He Left Her Cuz She Couldn't Stop
As he turned to leave, he caught a glimpse of her sleeve. "Why do you do this to yourself? Can't you see all of your wealth?" "I'm sorry but you see, life is too hard for me. I have to do it, I can't stop, If I don't I think I might pop!" Now she is sobbing and her wrist is throbbing as the blood runs down her hand, she reaches for a pen. She writes a little note then tries to slit her own throat. He left her cause she couldn't stop and now it's time for her final thought. He comes back to say he's sorry but all he finds is her torn body. He reads the note she left for him, as he reads it his face turns grim. The note says, "Baby, I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt you, by the time you read this my life will be through. I will be waiting for you on the other side, But go on and live your life now with pride." "Don't worry about me, I'm better off don't you see. It's time for me to, I will love you forever, Always remember the time we had toget
One Rouuuuuggggghhhh Day
well started last night, watched the news bad burned body was found near neighbourhood....naturally since i ain't heard from my bro in almost two years worst go's through my mind. guess u cld say slept like crap, talked to mom early mornin and she's no support and thas her own flesh and blood, gathered details and called for myself since i needed my mind put at ease, with all i told them they said that its "POSSIBLY" not my about not putting mind at ease, then was told by guy that was investigating that what i should do for the mean time is put in a missing persons report but i needed his last known address....i tell ya that was hell to get but i did...........anyways i called non emerg ask to speak with missing person reposrts tell them whats up and they tell me i have to call hospitals and yadda yadda and then call back if no luck there. soooo i do this and "NOTHIN" a bit of relief, i call them back and i get a diff person, a man this time more sympathetic, asks his n
Final Goodnight
I can't believe I fell for you You were just another fake You took my heart away from me Now my life I must take Sitting here, the blade in my hand Memories rush to my mind Remembering how happy I once was I cut my wrist one more time As I lay here dying Your voice echos in my head So I pop a few more pills Hoping I'll forget what you said You told me I was your everything That I was the only one But now things have changed And what we had is done I feel myself growing weaker As the time passes by Knowing my life is near it's end A tear drops from my eye It's all over now I'm done with this fight So I kiss your picture one last time And say my final"GOODNIGHT"
My Special Valentine Gift!
Guess what? I got a nice surprise Valentine gift...the guy that I am seeing just gave me a nice valentine candy heart-shaped box and told me that I'm his girlfriend now. Yayy! What a real nice surprise Valentine gift when he told me he's my boyfriend now! I'm so happy! :) debbie
I am sorry I have been bringing you down. I just want you to know that the words of hate mean nothing. I have been depending on you for far to much. You shouldn't have to protect me anymore. Why should you have to stay here with me? I have kept you here long enough in this world of my own. I shouldn't be expecting you to help me through forever. I am sorry that I have been so selfish and have been thinking of nobody but myself. For I have to learn to grow up on my own. Because lessons of unfairness shouldn't have to be shared. I do not expect to be forgiven, because I myself have not done so. I have a sinking feeling inside of me telling me that I was wrong. I am guilty of everything, and things I have yet to confess. But it is just a sign of my pathetic selfishness.
Baby Girl
Baby girl you've fallen so hard, All your lack of trust and belief. I don't know how to pull you above the surface again, So you can finally breathe. I feel like I've betrayed you, Pushed you under the waves. But now I promise I'll save you... Reach out and you'll be okay. Sweetie you're so beautiful, I can't put your smile into words. Your laughter is unforgettable, And your tears chill me to the core.. Baby girl don't throw your soul away, Don't flush your heart down the toilet drain. Oh I promise you'll be thinner, For a few sacred days... But this sin will grow bigger, and so will your pain. Don't let their words pierce you, Or their looks leave a mark. Hold your chin up high, pretty girl Even angels had to learn to fly...
Im moving so I wont be on for a while.. Will miss ya all!!
Happy Valentines Day Everyone, From ~just Meee~
I would like to take this time to wish all of You a Happy Valentines Day. And I am doing so in a bulletin because I just had surgery today, and dont feel like sitting here very long at a time. I love you all, and wish you the Best Valentines ever. Hug your sweeties real close, for you nwver know what life has to dish out. Yah may be fighting tomarrow.(Hope not tho) Your friend, ~Just Meee~ ♥♥
I Remember...
I remember the hands that hit me so well I remember the belt that made my back swell I remember the anger that look in your eyes I remember the pain that made me want to die I remember the black marks that you left for me I remember have to cover them so nobody else would see I remember that day that I put up a fight I remember the cops coming to our house that night I remember them taking me away and all the things they said I remember every memory That ran through my head I remember the place that they took me to I remember the days I spent crying because of you I remember being alone and not wanting to breathe I remember you and being there was a relief I remember when I came back and being alone It was nothing out of the ordinary I was right back at home...
This Time I Can't Fake A Smile
I'll learn to disappear, so you can be happy. I'll learn to hide my feelings, so you can have your cake & eat it too. I'll learn to walk by you without a word, so I can fade into the distance. I'll learn to forget you, because I've already been forgotten too. I'll learn to pretend I don't know you, because sometimes you already do. I'll learn to be gone with the wind, so I can be out of your sight, & let you live your happy life. I'll learn to forget about my hearts lonely call, & pray you're happy. I'll learn to ignore my head telling me I'm stupid for leaving, & I know you'll be happy without me. I'll learn to deal with the fact you already found the one, but I can't be taught this over night. So, I'll learn to cope with heartbreak, but this time, I can't fake a smile....
Happy V Day People Show Some Loven
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY everyone, to all of you who are happy enough people to enjoy it, if your not then fuck ya cause its good to love.
life life is filled with dreams life is filled with emotions life can be filled with love Life can be filled with hate life is one big roller coaster Dont let your hate stand in the way Make your dreams come true Cause it is only you that can do it Remember that your love will always stand true Love comes and goes Just make that it is the one And its your life that is on the line Hold on to the you have Most of all be true.
Between The Sun
Lavender-scented dreams of oneness rush us like Carribean island waters. Our hearts swell full with fluttering of doves. Feel how the seat of our souls tingle. Our cores flush with white heat as heaven's eternal flame licks cliffs of aching. We traverse purple plains and emerald jungles enraptured. You're linked to me. My mind floods with memories-- you pouring into the chalice of my feminine conviction ebony and pearl visions of love ancient as the seas. Your fingertips brush my lips and burn you into me. We chant exploding brilliance, God's atom-splitting passion, tongues igniting worlds with healing. You taste of silver moonbeams and golden streams divine.
Valentine Hearts
Valentine Hearts Its Valentines Day, and there are hearts all around us! The heart is drawn as two halves that make up a whole. Life is all about duality. Look at how the body is made. We have two eyes, two ears, two arms, two legs, two nostrils, two lungs, even two brains (right and left). The two work together as one, as they are meant to. And yet, the body has one heart. Its just a little bit off center in our chest. When we hug someone, our heart beats against their chest, and their heart beats against ours. Its a connection, an affirmation of life. When we are in a love relationship with someone, it is a true union, as if our two hearts beat as one. We spend our lives looking for balance, yin and yang, Shiva and Shakti, material and spiritual, work and rest. Our heart tells us that we need love, we need that connection with other hearts. When our heart is open then love can come pouring in. When our heart is open, we are free to give and receive the love that is around u
I am so tired of bouncing from one medication to the next and not having any of them help my depression. I cried pretty much all of yesterday afternoon. I have cried once already today and will probably cry more later. I am in the process of getting off one medication while slowly increasing a new one... it's got me all fucked up. I just wanna go to sleep.... I'm so tired all the time. It's a good thing I have a beautiful son to give me a reason to wake up everyday.
Is Your Man In Love Or Just Lookin For Fun?
Is he only looking for some fun or is his love real? I took this quiz- Is he only looking for some fun or is his love real?My Result Was: Your man seems to be in love. He seems to care for you and only fun does not look like his goal as yet. Wait and watch. Take this quiz- Is he only looking for some fun or is his love real? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.
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LINKIN PARK LYRICS "By Myself" What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams? And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself [myself] [x2] I ask why, but in my mind I find I cant rely on myself [Chorus:] I cant hold on To what I want when Im stretched so thin Its all too much to take in I cant hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I Turn my back Im defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then theyll Take from me till everything is gone If I let them go
LINKIN PARK LYRICS "In The End" (It starts with) One thing / I dont know why It doesnt even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away Its so unreal Didnt look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on / but didnt even know Wasted it all just to Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing / I dont know why It doesnt even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part
There's Hope Yet
V day sucked so bad for me you have NO idea. I pulled the tire off the rim of my car trying to get it out of the ice and snow. Weather was hell and I missed work because of it. Spent all day either cleaning or getting the car fixed. SO, after I got all pf that taken care of, I ran some errands. Yeah, errands. The windchill right now is 0 and everything has frozen over again. I am driving and I see a guy ahead. He's trying to keep his balance walking on the snow and ice. In his left hand, a dozen roses. In his right, a HUGE white teddy bear. I couldn't help but to smile. I smiled because there is some lucky girl out there who is about to receive a gift that truly comes from the heart. Any man who would walk in the snow in 0 degree weather, must love his woman. Ok or he REALLY wants a piece, but it's V Day so I am hoping its the love. Hopefully this weekend, I can share some love with the "certain someone". I'm not holding my breath, but I am definately hoping.
Valentines Another Exploited Holiday To Make Money!!!
Hey should be just considered another day. Why....we celebrate a day that is suppose to be full of love that all started with...a mass murder. Its just another way for companies to make money off something so fucking stupid. If I sound bitter its cause I just find it stupid. Why do you have to buy candy and all this other expensive bullshit to tell someone you love them? In that case everyday should be Valentines Day. You tell someone you love them everyday! What makes today any different? Anyhow thats my vent of the day....for those who enjoy this day hope you have a good one for those who hate it just as much as I do have a good one.
I'm A True Pisces
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Only Hope
There's a song that inside of my soul. It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again. I'm awake in the infinite cold, but you sing to me over and over and over again. So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours. I know now you're my only hope. Sing to me the song of the stars. Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again. When it feels like my dreams are so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again. So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours. I know now you're my only hope. I give you my destiny. I'm giving you all of me. I want your symphony. Singing in all that I am. At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back. So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours. I pray to be only yours. I know now you're my only hope.
I made this yesterday. Didn't seem as funny today - but hell, I've never edited the crap that spouts from my mind and I'm not starting now, lol.
Beepin Pc Probs
Hi there everyone... I havnt been in touch with anyone the past couple of weeks coz my infernal machine has chosen a different problem to throw at me now.... My USB's stopped working, been trying all sorts to rectify the problem, but we have narrowed it down to either a problem with the power or the motherboard....GRRRRRRRRRRR so...i take this brief oppertunity to say "HI YA'LL......HOPE YOUR DOIN GOOD, AND HAVE A GREAT DAY, AND BIG HUGZ FROM ME, MISSIN EVERYONE MUCHLY XOX" CHATATCHYA SOON....FINGERS CROSSED BECI XOX
Sexy People!
If your sexy and u know it, Kiss me!
This Was Just Too Funny
Okay, I know it's sexist, but its too funny anyway.
A Hunger & A Heal
Does our love stand? Do you love me as you should? Do I cradle your heart in mine as a woman in love would? Have you the strength to carry me when sorrows drench my heart? Am I that wind beneath your wings when loss rips you apart? Come rest yourself, my love, upon the recline of my soul. Let us merge our longings and with kisses be made whole.
These Are My Tears, This Is My Broken Heart
I want to sleep but it eludes me so. Close my eyes and wait for tomorrow to come. I feel no joy in this day. All I can feel is pain, the tears sting my eyes as my cheeks grow wetter by the second. I still don't understand why it had to happen, why he was taken from me. It aches in ways I cannot describe. Sometimes I fear I will never be happy again. Perhaps this is karma for a crime I committed in a past life, punishment for an act I do not know of. I once knew joy and there was a time when my smiles where more than a mask, they were my daily routine. Now all I want to do is cry. Scream at a fate that is indifferent to me. Do I sabotage myself or do you do it for me? Nothing seems real anymore, outside of this gaping hole my heart has become. My emotions are cardboard cutouts, mocking me with their falseness. I remember a time when I felt as if nothing could go wrong, magic surrounded me and love was most precious. Now I feel discarded, like a tissue thrown into the garbage. Worthless
A Hunger & A Heal
Does our love stand? Do you love me as you should? Do I cradle your heart in mine as a woman in love would? Have you the strength to carry me when sorrows drench my heart? Am I that wind beneath your wings when loss rips you apart? Come rest yourself, my love, upon the recline of my soul. Let us merge our longings and with kisses be made whole.
Been Thinking
I've been thinking lately... I plan to race my Suzuki since there are classes for it in our district including in the Adelanto Grand Prix. So, if I race next year, I'll race my bike for awhile before getting the Honda. The problems? 1) I do not have my family's support yet and that bothers me. I'm a family person and I need their support. 2) Right now I can only ride a little and get to know the bike, until I get gear. And being my bike is at my friend's house... I can only ride on Saturdays and Sundays. But even when it's here, it's the same thing. 3) The biggest problem right now is bringing my bike home without getting my head cut off by my family. Heh.
Feb. 14, 07
I remember why people hate Valentine's Day. The people who have someone to spend the "holiday" with will rub it in your face, either on purpose or by acceident, and you sit there alone with a box of candy you bought yourself. We've all been there at one point or another, but no worries. There is someone out there waiting for you. You can't find them by looking for them; you have to let them find you. That's the way love works. And when he comes to you, confesing his love to you, you'll know that you've always loved him too.
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines day to you all....and a big smoocheroooo from me!! Hope you all have an awesome bout telling someone that you Love them today...someone you dont Usually say that too...or give someone a big hug....or pay them a compliment out of the blue as you pass them in the corridor or in the street, or sitting on the bus....something like.."wow, you look great today"....or..."thats a great job"....or...."you have a wonderful smile" will brighten their day and put a smile on their face and in turn you will feel great too......try it an see!!! Mucho Lovo Beci xoxox
My Everything...
is gone. It is official, y daughter is in N.C. and soon to be on her way to Alaska to spend about six months with her father :(. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself for these next 6 months, but I'm sure it'll mainly consist of comfort food and mooshy girly movies, or maybe a lot of sleep. Sleep away six months? Sounds tough but I think I can do it. If anyone has any better suggestions help me out here. Six months is a long time to be without the person you spent every day of 2 years with, morning, noon and night. I miss her :'(
A Hunger & A Heal
Does our love stand? Do you love me as you should? Do I cradle your heart in mine as a woman in love would? Have you the strength to carry me when sorrows drench my heart? Am I that wind beneath your wings when loss rips you apart? Come rest yourself, my love, upon the recline of my soul. Let us merge our longings and with kisses be made whole.
This Is Going To Be Fun!!! ;)
OK all I have DECIDED about what to do for my Lovely B-Day!! Of all the places to choose from Iv DECIDED what place is the best BANG 4 THE BUCK!! lol So Have You Guessed It Yet?.... WHEN??.... Friday Feb. 16th The Best Time To Show Up Is @ 9 And Best Thing Of All Is!... The Best Cover Band Iv Heard In A Long Time!! Is Going To Be Playing That Night!! "Who Might That Be?" You Ask!!!
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Maybe someday my dreams will come true and finally in life, I'll know exactly what to do. Maybe someday I'll find my soulmate and finally learn the wonders of not needing to hate. Maybe someday life will go perfectly right and with no problems, I'll be able to sleep at night. Maybe someday I'll have children, 5 years apart, and finally be able to mend the hole in my broken heart. Maybe someday I'll be 5'7, the perfect height and I'll be able to fly, my soul on a kite. Maybe someday, I'll really fall in love and maybe, with good deeds, I'll reach the angels above. Maybe someday I'll find a true best friend and I'll learn that some loves can never end. Maybe someday, everything I've ever wished for will come true, but will I truly be happy, will I know what to do?
Sad And Depressing :('''''''
Well maybe that's not all I'd love to add more of you but it's now telling me I have reached my limit on photos so until I level up some I can't add any :( So sad and depressing! :( So many gorgeous ladies on here, and I know I'm not even friends with them all!! Pest
Somethings To Think About....
How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round pizza come in a square box? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What disease did cured ham actually have? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? ------------------------
Kiss From A Rose - Seal
Thank You Everyone
I cannot possibly thank everyone for the Valentine's Day gifts and well wishes, it would take me all day. To all of my wonderful friends who sent me messages and gifts, I love you all very much, and would not be here if it was not for you supporting my page and my fucked up sense of humor. I am overwhelmed at the great folks I have met on here, and the ones I have grown to love. God Bless and Happy Valentine's Day everybody!
Sometimes Life Is Very Simple
Sometimes, life is very simple, but it is we two-leggeds, we who are thought to be smart that make it complicated." Sometimes it may take years for us to find out what we are really after-it is to be happy. The Elders say, lead a simple life. This doesn't necessarily mean poor, it means simple. There are some things that make life complicated such as needing control, needing power or being resentful or angry. These things make complications happen. We need to walk in balance in every area of our lives. Great Spirit, let me lead a simple life. If we live our day with keeping it simple, then we have less stress and it helps us to not complicate things by wanting a drink, a drug or food to escape. Thank you for showing me the simple things. Please help me to not complicate things by my thinking. ~Rebelbreed~
Vote For One Of Carol
Could i ask all my friends and family to come and help out one of my closest friends, Carol. She is an awesome friend and always voting and helping out others. She would greatly apprcieate all your help if you can. The contest runs from today until Feb 21st 8pm EST Thanks to all who take the time to vote. Willie
A Love Making Lesson [ Adult ]
She held my hand as she leads me up stairs, the view was beautiful. She had a nice fat ass, I loved to watch her walk, so graceful and sexy she was. When we entered her bedroom, I let go of her hand, grabbed her by the shoulder and turned her around. I then put my hands on her waist and backed her up against the bed, we looked deep into each others eyes, already breathing intensely with desire. She put her hands on the nape of my neck as I slowly moved in and kissed her softly. I slid my hands down to the bottom of her ass, gripped it tightly and rammed her body up against mine. She responded accordingly by quickly jumping up on me and, wrapping her legs around me and kissing me hard with tongue now. I let myself fall forward on the bed, and we landed with a bounce. We continued to kiss each other intensely as I put my hand on the top of her head, grabbed a fist full of her hair and pulled roughly, she winced, put her hands up shirt and dug her nails in my back painfully. We were both
And Another Ipod Thing
Here'a nother version of the MP3 player questionaire (same rules: "1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc); 2. Put it on shuffle; 3. Press play; 4. For every question, type the song that's playing; 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool ...") IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? Opening Credits: No One's Leaving (Jane's Addiction) Waking Up: The Tra La La Song (Liz Phair & Material Issue) First Day at School: Semolina (The Residents) Falling in Love: Bongolia (Michael Viner's Incredible Bongo Band) Fight Song: Brazil (Desi Arnaz) Breaking Up: The Queue (Winter Equinox) Prom: And How To Translate It (We Vs. Death) Life is Good: Stella By Moor (Cowboy Bebop OST) Mental Breakdown: Bengal (Rose Of Nations soundtrack) Driving: Bucharest (The Klezmorim) Flashback: Monster From The Surf (The Monsters From The Surf) Getting Back Together: I'll Spend My
Subject: Oxymoron's: (sounds like George Carlin snuck in there somewhere) 1. Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? 2. Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? 3. If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? 4. If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? 5. Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? 6. Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? 7. Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? 8. Why do "tug" boats push their barges? 9. Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game" when we are already there? 10. Why are they called "stands" when they are made for sitting? 11. Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light"? 12. Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected? 13. Why are a "wise man" and a "wise guy" opposites? 14. Why do "overlook" and "oversee" mean opposite things? 15. Why is
My Everyday Valentine
This is not mine it was on another site I do not know who wrote this MY EVERYDAY VALENTINE She will look into my eyes, deep into my sea She will see beyond even that into the real me She will give me one look,I know exactly what she needs We will go on forever, whatever we please I can see into her heart, she will give it to me I can see that she loves me, her smile tells me I can hold her in my arms as she drifts off to sleep We will go on forever, whatever we please Is she out there have you seen her is she lonely as well? I will find her, she will find me , so just smile babe, time will tell And once we are together, I will be your everything and you mine I will love you until forever, everyday my Valentine When we find each other we will stop being lost We will stay together, whatever the cost A fusion of hearts, a connection of souls We are one now, the two of us, anything goes Open your eyes and I will open mine And when our eyes mee
Happy Valentines Day!!
Happy Valentines Day! I hope all of you are having the best times of your life with the ones you love!!!! PEST3366
Norma Jean
Enter My Morphing Contest And Win A Corvette
hello everybody that has a ya think yours is better than anyone elses well lets see.let me know your interested in this contest by sending a link or a shout.the rules are very simple who ever gets 150,000 comments first can comment on yourself as much as you want...repost this over and over if you wish...send out links of your photo to all.the p4rize is either a corvette or a motorcycle or a tropical vacation...which ever you choose.
hey everyone i very recently had my first photo shoot ..i had a blast to...anyways i have posted all the pics i have so far new one will be posted when i get them ..i hope you like them and i'll see all ya'll later
More Questions.
Another Q & A thingie: 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? A former band-mate of mine, telling me that he's putting the band back together without our sleazy marimba-playing manager and that he has several extremely lucrative gigs lined up in cities I've never visited before. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Of course, what the hell else would I do with it? Ride it to work? 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Listener. "Speak little, learn much." Besides, I'm shy. 4. Do you take compliments well? I'm better about it these days, but I used to be so shy I'd get absolutely tongue-tied. 5. Are you an active person? My job keeps me on my feet and moving all day long, so I guess I have no choice. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I think I'd figure something out. 7. Do you like to ride horses? I've only tried it once or twice; I guess it could be fun. 8. Did you ever
Proof That I Am Nuts :)
Barefoot in the snow. :)
My Worst Vday!!
ok so im sitting at the computer relaxin and being pissed off. Why is that Amber? My dad felt the need to go to a side job and work all day. He just called. He has to do wiring and new switches, a new box, and new outlet plugs. So I get to sit at home all night! I dont mind it its just I was supposed to go Monday and get all the food for tonight. Well that didnt happen because my mom cant manage time at all! Then I was supposed to go yesterday. Nope huge ass windstorm and snow hits. My mom refuses to drive me. Then I'm not taking my bro and sis to the store because theyr greedy and ungratful if I get them anything. plus i only have 31 bucks to buy the food. SO Im sitting here in my pjs holding back tears. I had tonight planned to a T. Then liek my anniversary. It turns to shit! I swear I'm sick of spending time and and money on shit that isnt going to work out. Then even if Sean goes and gets us dinner liek car side to go and I have leftovers they'll be gone from everyone els
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Dedicated To My Daughter Star Rip
When children are littel valentines day is usually a big event in a family. Thenas they get older and everyone gets busier, it seems to loose some of it's importance. But when you have a daughter who grows up to be a woman just like you, valentines day it still just as importnant as it ever was. thats because it gives me an opportunity to tell you just how much you mean to me. It gives me the chance to thank you for all the thoughtful things you do and for all the times you go out of your way to show you care. and it gives me the chance to let you know just how much I love you. I miss you star, and love you very much R.I.P!
Another Truly Badass Danzig Tune.
"Mother" Mother Tell your children not to walk my way Tell your children not to hear my words What they mean What they say Mother Mother Can you keep them in the dark for life Can you hide them from the waiting wolrd Oh mother Father Gonna take you daughter out tonight Gonna show her my world Oh father Not about to see your light But if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's like Till your bleeding Not about to see your light And if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's Mother Tell your children to hold my hand Tell your children not to undesrstand Oh mother Father Do you wanna bang heads with me Do you wanna feel evrything Oh father Not about to see your light And if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's like Till your bleeding Not about to see your light And if you wanna find hell with me I can show you what it's Yea Not about to see your light But if you wanna find hell with me I
I Owe My Mother
I Owe My Mother 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC . "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM . "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taugh
One Of The Best Danzig Songs Ever!
"Am I Demon" Hordes of faces Empty eyes I see nothing new Seasoned schemes of slimy curs Offer up their flu Am I beast or Am I human Am I just like you Power seething Really reeling Reaching out for you Am I demon You need to know Faces of a million hells Rage inside these veins Pounding out desrved pain To anyone in need Am I beast or Am I human Am I just like you Power seething Really reeling Reaching out for you Am I demon Need to know Wo-oh, wo-oh Am I demon Need to know Wo-oh, wo-oh Every world And every limb Torn asunder base Everything I need is me Everything I am Am I beast or Am I human Am I just like you Power seething Really reeling Reaching out for you Am I demon You need to know Wo-oh, wo-oh Am I demon Need to know
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Happy Valentines Day
May it be distance of miles or distance of the heart. In the relationship between love and distance , lonely is usually the result. What do you do when you can't be with the one that gives you reason. And the desire to see your soul in their eyes is only matched by the desire to be the source of their smile. Wanting to define words with actions and give both an identity. Needing to feel the embrace that excites and protects. Yearning for those kisses that build passion to the point it's still felt at the pull back. I need to have you close me, in more way than one. I need to see you eyes. I need to kiss your lips. I need to touch your heart. I have to love you...
Rip Pvt. Matthew Zeimer
I knew it would happen eventually...I knew the day would come...but I never expected it to be so soon. On February 2, 2007 Pvt. Matthew Zeimer was killed. He died fighting beside the soldier he was sent to Iraq to relieve. The soldier had less than 14 days left in Iraq before he was going home. Matthew had been on his new FOB less than 2 hours before he was killed. I sent Matthew's brigade over to Iraq. I was there for every flight except one. The chances that I came into contact of some sort with him are great. Whether I handed him a care package, a Coke, a doughnut or a phone card the chance of meeting was there. Also since they line up in alphabetical order before going in would more than likely put him at the end of the line. I always talk to the guys at the end. I went back and checked my pictures but I don't have any of him. Yet I'm haunted by the name...I can see in my mind that name Zeimer on the tag of his uniform. I just can't shake it..on a day when love is being celebra
In Sickness And In Health...
This poem (while not worthy), is dedicated to Babs. My wife and one and only true valentine now and forever. I love ya sprout, Happy Valentine's Day...
An Irish Joke
The good old Kerry Three Kick Rule...... A big city lawyer went duck hunting in rural Kerry. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The lawyer responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in Dublin and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own." The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Kerry . We settle small disagreements like this with the Kerry Three Kick Rule. The lawyer asked, "What is the Kerry Three Kick Rule?" The farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, first I kick you three times and then
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Comment Bombing Friends In Contests
I really like helping my friends, but have just ran into a situation I would rather NOT have happen again ! 2 good friends, competing in the same contest, NOT GOOD ! From now on, when any of my friends want me to comment on them, I will do the FIRST one who ask's me, and that is final !! I don't want to have any of my friends feelings hurt, because I comment bombed this friend or that friend. My rule is, FIRST come, FIRST serve........from here on out ! Because I do like to help my friends, I will continue this and see how it works. If it don't work, I will just quit comment bombing altogether. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all members of CT !!!
My Heart My Life
Xs And Os
No, I am not talking football or basketball...I am talking hugs and kisses. I may not always find myself alone on Valentine's Day, but this year it sure feels like it. I don't know how things work out that way, but this year it is bothering me. So in an effort not to think about that I thought I'd think about the men that have been in my life and what I learned from them. In no particular order...and without any names to protect the innocent, or whores as it may be! RH~my first. Older than me of course and receiver of my virginity at the young age of 14. Too young to know what 'real' love was I was found myself infatuated with a male whore and never had the courage to get out of that relationship because I thought my reputation was as tainted as he was. We almost had a child together but I'm thankful for unlucky accidents. What I learned from him was: if it smells like shit, its probably shit. And he made me never trust another man fully again. AV~after the final release of
Happy Valentines Day!
Just wanting to share some love with everybody today. Discovering the joys of the song "How to Touch a Girl" by JoJo that dear sweet ~Razor Blad let me rip. I love this song, and if you know how to set it up, I highly reccomend you set it up in a round, it's a great song, but it rocks when played like that. Eee! Off to embarass myself by singing and dancing on my way to dinner. Love you all! A special bit of love out to my fiance, who is right now doing his patriotic duty as an American Soldier and won't be able to spend Valentines with his fiance or family. I love you honey, have a wonderful day!
First Day
Man...I've never been shown that much love in one hour... I think I'm gonna like it on Cherrytap. No bullshit...!
I'm Sorry
look ppl this is for one person...she knows who she is.... I'm sorry for the pain i caused I'm sorry for the tears i made you cry I'm sorry for the lies i told I'm sorry that I'm not perfect I'm sorry that I'm not pretty Im sorry for not being there when I said I would Im sorry for causing so much trouble Im sorry for always doing the wrong thing I'm sorry I'm a failure to you but i can't help being me. Im sorry love you kellz
Mardi Gras
Me and my family are going to the mardi gras this weekend I said i am going naked to it and my brother made a comment saying he going in his boxers is that funny shit right there.. i am going to get so fucked up its going to be great and i am going to find me a hot man lol Jk
Ok Wheres All My Valentines ???
Ode To Valentine's Day
Well, Well, Well, Well, here we are again faced with another Over Comericalized Holiday. Yes, as I get older I find that every holiday is geared more and more for the younger generation, which is perfectly fine since as you get older presents and things that spoil you cost a whole hell of a lot more then they used to. So I say to valentines day, F**K YOU!!! I am going to start a new revolution of comercialized holidays but it's for the of legal drinking age, so here's to the new holiday on Feb.14th it's now going to be known as "Grunge F**king Day!!!" This new holiday can relate to all, there's no high priced gifts involved, just an expected exhaustion from each person involved. So please, when faced with last minute gifts for your loved one, think, wonder if she/he would love to get grunge Fu*ked??? I know I would!!!! ;) heheheh, Happy Valentine's Day All Cherry Tap'rS!!!!
Plz I Need Help!
~~ Okay everyone i'm in a contest and am far behind so if u can help me catch up i will buy everyone that helps me out a gift leave me a pm in my inbox telling me how many comments and i will buy the gifts for u! thanks so much love maria click on pic to vote and comment bomb!
Happy V-day
checkout my pics hope you like them have a happy valentines day
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Be My Valentine
I wish you were my Valentine Though I may not be yours, And I may, in my ignorance, Be speaking to closed doors. I have no inkling of your heart, No hint what you might say; But when I think of you the sun Will just not go away. There is in you a loveliness That makes my darkness shine, And so I'll wait, if wait I must, To be your Valentine.
Your Eyes
I Am Alright
Another year passes without a date for Valentines day but I don't mind much. Yeah I miss the smell of fresh roses and I haven't gotten any jewlery from a man ever but an engagement ring. Oh well, may be someday this day will be more than just another game spent sitting on the bench
To many of you, it is Valentine's Day. But to me, today signifies only ONE more month until my 21st Birthday! I'm pretty excited about that ;)
Looking For A Theme
So I'm looking for a theme for my cherry pages that is pretty readable. This one seems to work, but is pretty boring. But I also don't want something that's got a color scheme, or background images that are illegible. I'm also seeing everything on a screen that's "too wide" so I have to scrol from side to side. I suppose its my old 15" monitor. Suggestions?
Contacting Me
If ya wanna actually talk to me, made_0f_scars (with a zero) on yahoo... Staind652 on aim.
Re-realization.. Sleep
sleeping alone sucks.. ive known that for a long time though. its wierd when your a kid really little you know it sucks and then you become a big kid and it doesnt suck and then when you become an adult and start sleeping next to someone and then.. it goes away again and thats when you remember how sheisy it is .. you get used to it again ....being all alone ... and then you sleep with someone again ... not in the perv way but just next to someone ... its comfy ... someone warm ... a heart beating next to you someone to snuggle with it ... im not saying always sleep next to someone being alone has its perks too but it gets so lonely after a while mehh ... i used to argue with my friend chris about it he always said he didnt want to be attatched he wanted to be free at least for now ... and i always yeah freedoms nice ... but sooner or later it gets lonely ... id ask him too... hey chris doesnt it get lonely .... coming home ... to an empty bed? .. he couldnt even argue it a silly lit
ok im in this contest its called sexy kiss it for valentines so it ends sometime today so if u would plz help me i just want to win one thats all thank u to whom ever votes for me just comment bomb the hell out of it come for those who have talk to me on here know i will help u if u ever need in a contest or anything else im a pretty nice person if u have a problem i listen to u so come on people do this one time thing youll never have to do it for me again here is the link to the pic of me thank u very much
Morph Contest Ends On The 16th
~~ Okay I'm doing a Best Morph Contest! ~~ In this one will be 1st, 2nd, and 3rd Places but everyone will get a prize. Contest will open on 2/9 thur 2/16 1st Morph is...... with 1596 comments 2nd Morph is...... with 962 comments 3rd Morph is..... with 600 comments 4th Morph is...... with 496 comments 5th Morph is...... with 468 comments 6th Morph is...... with 435 comments 7th Morph is...... with 135 comments 8th Morph is...... with 112 comments 9th Morph is...... with 15 comments 10 th Morph is...... with 3 comments Send me your link to your pic to my inbox and i will add you. Remember you can comment bomb your own pic one with most comments wins! thanks maria click on pic to enter cont
I wrote this in the spirit of Valentine's Day. Hope you enjoy it. It's not about anyone in particular, but I'll admit I wouldn't have written it if a special someone wasn't in mind. Not about her, but BECAUSE of her. Thanks, Sonya. You are a true gift to me. I don't need a gift. It is her. She is my candy. She lets me taste the creamy center, as long as I can masticate the outer coating first. I don't need a gift. It is her. She is my rose. She's soft and gentle, and when I get close I want to smell her fragrance, but avoid the thorns. I don't need a gift. It is her. She is my heart. She gives me her love, unconditional, inviting, and she pumps impulses all through my being. I don't need a gift. It is her. She is my life. She opens my eyes each morning with each new breath, which turns my body to fits of wanderlust. I don't need a gift. It is her. She's my soul. My essence, my being, my reason to be... ...and I'll give anything to keep her
happy valentines day, everyone! :)
Sexy Black Man Contest Needs Men
~~ Okay I'm doing a SEXY Black Man Contest ~~ I'm Looking for 10 hot Black Men for my contest! If u want in then send me your pic link to my inbox and i will enter you! 1st Sexy Man is...... with 1 comments V.I.P. gifts as always and a VIC gift as well! Will start on 2/12 thur 2/19! Thanks Maria click on pic to enter contest! ~!~Cherry Picker Maria~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP
Just A Test
Cat Contest Ends Tonite At 9 Pm
~~ Cat Contest ~~ I am looking for cats for my contest. First cat contest on CT! Best Cat on CT contest! 1st Cat is...... with 4500 comments 2nd Cat is..... with 2054 comments 3rd Cat is...... with 1307 comments 4th Cat is...... with 322 comments 5th Cat is...... with 156 comments 6th Cat is...... with 143 comments most comments wins! VIP & VIC gifts awarded to the winners! will open on 2/7 thur 2/14 thanks maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP
In Less Than 7 Days!!!!!
He'll be hugging ME. And for once I won't look so pale thanks to Mr. Stripy Shirt. ♥
Me Being A Native American
This is something that i made i hope you like it
Beautiful Eyes Beautiful Face
Beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever
Today Is My Birthday
Just wanted to let all of you know that today is my birthday, I also wanted to say Happy Valentines Day to everyone!!
Just Got Back To Ca
i went to minnesota. it was fun its the first real vacation ive gone on in years ... it was so beautiful there.. the old buildings reminded me of fullerton or sanfran ive always loved old stuff like that makes me really want out of california though dont get me wrong i love it here its my home ... and has been forever i dont really want to leave but i wont be able to do all the things id like to do here ... so now i jst have to pick a place and go .. i dont know how long it will take but whatever. anyways i went to the mall of america it was huge ... way to much mall for me hahah im not one for shopping lol ...went to a show it was kool . went with my friend we he got a tat , got some kool plugs , saw the first town to celebrate halloween yay i love it ... i ate meatless food i loved it ... i missed eating food that was really good ... not to mention i feel better when i dont eat meat and shit like that ... i spent time with my friend sean and some of his friends it was kool
Keith Asks....
What's wrong with us that we're so amused? I concur. Does anyone have a answer to said question?!
Why Sex Sucks....
Well, everyone acts like sex is so cool, and all this shit... but you know its not... I have learned something, due to this past weekend... Sex is stupid. It really is. It serves no purpose. Anything a man can do, i can surely do to myself... seriously... and i can hear the "oh but you haven't had me baby..." BULLSHIT.... i have had sex enough i've realized the only thing you're missing between sex and masturbation, is the physical intimacy. And physical intimacy can be obtained without sex.... SOOOO.... I have decided. Sex sucks. And frankly, I really don't want to have sex anymore... It's like, men just use women for sex, GOD KNOWS i can attest to that one, LINDON.... and there is just no point.... i want to be in love when i have sex. I want that romantic, in love, mushy sex. Then comes the fact that, i don't think i believe in love. The idea i have always had about love, and been crushed, torn apart, and ruined by so many men.... I'm gonna become a nun. seriously. that
Sorry I haven't been very responsive. Some of you know that I have a couple of minor issues with my heart. I've been a little under the weather the last couple of days and have been watching the puter from my bed where it is a little difficult to use the keyboard.
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Best Dear John Letter
A young girl on a year's training course in South Africa recently received a "Dear John" letter from her boyfriend back home. It read as follows: Dear Mary I can no longer continue our relationship. The distance between us is just too great. I must admit that I have cheated on you twice since you've been gone and it's not fair to either of us. I'm sorry. Please return the picture of me that I sent to you. Love, John. Mary, with hurt feelings, asked her colleagues for any snapshots they could spare of their boyfriends, brothers, ex-boyfriends, uncles, cousins etc. In addition to the picture of John, Mary included all the other pictures of the pretty lads she had collected from her buddies. There were 57 photos in that envelope...along with this note: Dear John, I'm so sorry, but I can't quite remember who the f*** you are. Please take your picture from the pile, and send the rest back to me. Take Care, Mary.
Happy Vday!
Yeah yeah! Ours has been adorable :P w00t yes it has. LOL. Uhm. I unno what else i should say. Happy valentines day guys! Hope its sweet! Rate my blog ofcourse ♥
Holy Fuck In 1 Night We Got Snowed In
Ya know Binghamton has had no snow all winter... Hell we spent most of it in the 40's... But lately we have been smacked with bitter cold weather but still no snow... Then we get the news mother nature has a Valentines present for NY a FUCKING NOR' EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF Here are pics from last night... Nothing much I could have lived with that... BUT NO!!!!!!!!!! This is from this morning what we woke up to... WTF IS THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was so bad that mt 96 year old neighbor needed to goto the hospital this afternoon and our street still hadnt seen a plow... The fire truck and ambulence couldnt get up the hill... They had to walk to from the bottom to her house... They called the city to come plow so they could get her out and the city said no they were to busy... WTF!!!!!! They were talking bout haveing to carry her down the hill in 19 inches of snow 14 degree temps with -11 degree wind chills... I SO THINK NOT!!!!!!!!!! So what did Kimy do?!?!?!?! Ki
Two Sides.
I'm of two minds, hes fightting with me deep inside. My light, my darkside can't leave me be. I'm wrapped in black, half the time I feel so dark and empty, so crazy like nothing'll save me. Last night I saw a reminder of the last cut I made several years ago, and several days. I could snap on anyone, does noone else see or recognize that? I hate today with all this love, the voids come back like a glove. My thoughts go up and down like a yoyo, there are people I've apparently let down, but they tell me live my life for me. Thats Bs when they don't agree with me, they push and they fight like we did last night. They claw at me, and question me, how stable can I really be? Sober for 3 weeks, and not a drop of gin, at times I feel tempted to drink once again, it would make me just like him, the one who first caused me hurt. How I'd love to tear away @ his skin, he'd never consider me a threat, but I've made threats to him in days gone by, time and time again.
I Guess The Bribe Didnt Work!!
Well some of you know i tried to bribe to open my private pics for more comments in the contest, but im still behind :( So I guess it didnt work, but thanks to everybody who did help!! You can still try, its going till thursday night! So Come by and comment for me please!!! CLick and Comment!! I will still open em if i win!! LUV YA HAVE A GREAT VALENTINES DAY!! ILL SEE U ALL SOOON!! ~Cindy
Buying Presents For Holidays
I really only have my son and parents to buy gifts for now on holidays, so its not a big deal anymore. When I was married.. ughhhhhhhhhhh. It was not fun at all. Honestly, by the time we were married 5 years I had learned no matter what I bought for any occassion it was going to get returned. It wasn't personal... anything anyone bought her went back. I bought jewelry, it went back. Clothes went back. Stuff for the house went back. So what I would do was just go buy something nice, price didn't matter. It was coming back. Now before you think I am exagerating,my ex would even buy stuff for herself, wrap it, hand it to me and say give this to me for whatever holiday it was. Guess what.... it got returned too. I don't think I returned anything. Not even when she bought me the shorts that were orange, pink and black with a matching tshirt. That was my birthday present one year She got mad when I would only wear them around the house. Sorry but there was a reason they
Until Next Year!
Stupid Valentines Day Lol
ugh...well the day is half way gone...and ive been doing pretty much the same thing all day. yup...ive sat at home watched lame lovey dovey movies and threw popcorn at the tv because the dumb actors looked too damn happy at the end of the movie lol. i even ordered in some asian food and am now planning to change couches lol. oh well... at least ive managed to spare my hips massive amounts of sugar. lol so how is everyone valentine's day going? any big plans for tonight? i for one have a date with my boyfriends ben & the new york chocolate chunk flavor.
Oooh Valentines Day
OOOh Valentines Day Commercial day for making love Holding your sweetie close I can hear the sound of trojans wrappers The sweet ecstasies of orgasms You hear kids giving out valentines Mom is listening to barry manilow Yeah I love Valentines What?? Your sweetie returned it cause its the wrong color? She's on her period?? The condom broke? You caught her sleeping with your best friend? You had cooties at kindergarden? Mom is crying listening to Manilow AAAAhhh I'm here with no problems 99 problems and the bitcha aint one Yeah I LOVE VALENTINES DAY ~~~Timmy~~~
Let The Music Drown Everything Out......
I just want to sit here with my headphones on and listen to music. I just want to let the music drown out everything in my life I really dont want to think about. I want to have something in my life that can bring some joy to me. At this moment there isnt much to be happy about. The man I thought I might spend my life with has been trippin about shit that I really just dont get. He is making mountains out of mole hills and uses it to do whatever he wants. Than blames it on me saying I cause him to be the way he is. What the hell is that shit. To me a excuse. I cant make grown men mess up there relationship, take responsiblity for your actions. Maybe I wouldn't read things you wrote if you weren't always writing to other women the way you have. Oh well let me turn up some LL, he never does me wrong, lol. He puts a smile on my face without even tring. Hey lover, mmmmm, thats the shit.
So I have a blog on my space which I think that everyone does , but I have to be care ful what I say in in cuz people read it and then tell my man what they think that it means and what he shpuld do I havent said anything about my ex in months but his brothers girl thinks that I still miss him I beat the shit out of him why do I miss him if I see him again he get his ass kicxked again that sll after all he said and did thats all he deserves I mean a blog is where I put what I want to put it doesn't matter right I mean it's just a venting point to me but it has to mean shit to other people why????? It shouldnt Matter what I put since theres nothing wrong with it it all true and it just my point of view I guess the way that I see things whats wrong with that ??? I hate that people have to make shit out of nothing .............. But anyways I guess this is where I'll do my ranting for now well see what everyone had to say when that ain't shit to talk about
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Fuck Valentines Day And Fuck You
why should there be one day to appreciate your lover you should appreciate them everyday . not one day created by companies trying to make more money off people ...not to mention the fact that if you do something really nice the other person will probably just fuck you over a couple days later ... so the and red and the pink ... chocolate, cards , and bullshit diomonds ... blooming vagina roses its all to get one thing ...SEX ... honestly its 1 of the main things everyone wants good ... GREAT SEX... relationships too for most people .. it seems like people are all afraid of commitment these days ..that boyfriend girfiend title ... or hell even the husband wife title ..... they get out of it by beating around the bush and lieing by saying im not ready for a relationship or im afraid and blbalbalba ... everyones a little bit afraid of course but the real reason why dont you just come out and say it .. you want the option to fuck other people ... the fact that your dick should only go in
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Snow And More Snow!
BLAH!! We are getting that huge snow storm and soo far this is the outcome. suppose to keep snowing till tomorrow! yuckie!! Hahahah my hubbie what a dork! HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!!!
Wishing All Of U A Happy Valentines Day
Black Lace Panties
Anna had lost her husband almost 4 yrs ago. Her daughter was constantly calling her and urging her to get back out into the world. Finally, Anna said she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replied, "Mom! I have someone for you to meet. Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another, and after dating for a couple of weeks, he asked her to join him for a weekend in Wisconsin . Their first night there, she undressed as he did. There she stood nude, except for a pair of black lacy panties; he was in his birthday suit. Looking her over, he asked, "Why the black panties? "She replied: "My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still in mourning." He knew he was not getting lucky that night. The following night was the same. She stood there wearing the black panties, and he was in his birthday suit, but now he was wearing a black condom. She looked at him and asked: "What
Happy V-day!
I love all my friends! New pics for family! Enjoy Kisses from kev.
Bah Humbug
Here's a little something I photoshpped that I think best sums up my opinion of Valentine's Day The odd thing is that even though I have absolutely no interest in being in a relationship at the moment (Still burnt out form the last one), I still despise February 14.
Im Hoping Its A Boy
Although im happy with what ever we have, and happy valintines to everyone
Hello strangers this site seems very cool i like it. im hopin to meet new pepes yrs denxter
Today is officially SAD, aka Single Awareness Day, let it be heard! Valentines Day is nothing more than commercialism you don't need a special day to say "I love you" to someone. :)
Family Ic Ends The 16th
~~ Okay I'm doing a Family Contest ~~ What I want is a family pic like parents with kids or grandpraents with grandkids a family photo. Winners will get both gifts again.....1 VIP gift and 1 VIC gift. 1st Family is...... with 1617 comments 2nd Family is..... with 328 comments 3rd family is...... with 3 comments 4th Family Pic is..... with 3 comments 5th Family pic is..... with 9 comments 6th family pic is...... . with 4 comments Most comments wins. Rates breaks ties. Send me your pic in my inbox and i'll add you to the contest! Remember you can comment bomb your own pic! Contest will run 2/9 thur 2/16 thanks maria Click on pic to enter! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP
Happy V Day
Valentine's Day
A little indisposed at the moment but, hoping everyone is having a very happy Valentine's day.
To The Ladies
Happy Valentines Day To You!
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Yayyyyy I Am Going To Orlando
YAYYYYYYY! Me and Steph are going to Orlando!! Not this weekend but the next weekend and again the weekend right after, ROAD TRIP Whoop Whoop lol. My car is going to be fixed tomorrow FINALLY me and steph have been so bored its been 2 months being stuck in the house. I swear this past weekend chino picked me up so me and steph could be bored together lol and WE WERE CURLED UP IN THE FETAL POSITION SUCKING OUR THUMBS CAUSE WE DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! Freedom is heading our way and yes I did go out with my other friends during the 2 months but I have the best time with Stephanie LOVE YA GIRL and plus I hate being not being in the drivers seat so there :P So yeah were going to start off visiting Jason probably get drunk knowing him and the crazy thing is I drive perfect when I am drunk I heard people tell me that before and I was like yeah whatever but its true I have witnesses!!!! Then go to Stephs sisters house and party more!!! Then the weekend right after is going to be the best caus
Winter Winter
Winter Winter Cold Miserable Ice Fills Up The Roads So Shitty Extremely Cold Hands Are Numb To The Bone Can't Feel My Body Wind Picks Up Around Swept Up In This Miserable Temprature Stay Inside I Will Addicted To This Cherry Tap Shit Mostly Cause Of This Cold Winter Shit ~~~Timmy~~~
Happy velentine's Day everyone. Hope you all have a special day!
Tattoo Contest
~~ Okay Tattoo contest time again ~~ I'm doing a Tattoo contest again cause those are fun! Contest opens on 2/14 thur 2/ 21 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments 4th Tattoo is.... with 1 comments Most comments wins! 2 gifts for first 3 winners.....everyone gets a prize Get your Pics in to me so i can add them in. thanks Maria Click pic to enter..... Maria Wife To Be Of ???k??$72 ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP
i think everyone should wish me a happy v-day cause i am snowed in my house and want some love
Bad Valentines Poems
> Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss > But I only slept with you because I was pissed. > > I thought that I could love no other > Until, that is, I met your brother > > Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. > But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the > Sugar bowl's empty, and so is your head. > > Of loving beauty you float with grace > If only you could hide your face > > Kind, intelligent, loving, and hot > This describes everything you are not > > I want to feel your sweet embrace > But don't take that paper bag off of your face > > I love your smile, your face, and your eyes- > Damn, I'm good at telling lies! > > My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: > Marrying you has screwed up my life > > I see your face when I am dreaming > That's why I always wake up screaming > > My love you take my breath away > What have you stepped in to smell this way? > > My feelings for you no wor
Well Insted Of Being A Downer................
Which is very easy on a day like today. I just wanted to wish everyone a happy valentine's day. Hope you took the time to spoil your signifagant other and that you take a moment not just to apprecate them now but on every day of the year. Love is a gift made even more special when you have someone to share it with. Cerrish it and never take it for granted.
In Reference To What My Pal Sonny Said...
Im Back
M.l.i.f. Contest Starts Tommorrow Hurry And Enter
~ Okay Best M.I.L.F. On CT Contest ~~ I'm having a M.I.L.F. contest so i need a lot of ladys for this Winners will get 2 prizes each and everyone else will get 1 1st Person is....... with 1 comments 2nd Person is....... with 1 comments 3rd person is...... with 1 comments Contest will start on the 2/16 thur 2/23 Want in send me ur pic link to my inbox. thanks maria click on pic to enter contest! Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP
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There were these two gay guys that give each other anal each night. One night before they give each other anal one of the guys has to go to the toilet. So the other guy says "okay but don't wank in there, save it for later." and the first guy agrees. This guy was in the toilet for a while so the other gay guy decides to check on him. Once he opens the toilet door he sees lots of seamen everywhere. He gets angry and yells "I thought I told you not to wank and to save it for later!" to the first gay guy. The first gay guy replies "I didn't wank, I just farted."
Im Hosting A Morphing Contest Are You Interested?
hello everybody im going to be hosting a contest for best morphing picture. heres the rules... you can comment on youself as much as you want it must be a morph picture first person to get 150,000 comments wins the winner will recieve a corvette or a tropical vacation which ever they chose. just send me a message and the pic that you want.ill rip it and youll be off.the contest doesnt start until i have at least 5 morph pics.have fun all and i hope you all do well.send your morphs before the 20th please..........
Have A...................
F@ckin' Fabulous ~Day !
Ethereal You
Ethereal You Your eyes burn warm as embers, winters sultry pyre. Flaming deep inside of me, torturous desire. Your chest as warm as summer, and through the night I lay. Knowing it's time to leave you, but I can only stay. Sing for me sweet angel, those words of Seraphim, Kiss but once so softly, let my dreaming end. Lips as ripe as berries, a kiss so close to wine. Lie beside me darling. Tonight I wish you're mine. Wings so soft and tender, no better lovers bed. As your arms still wrap about me, and hands caress my head. Let me hold you closely, slipping deep inside. For when again it's morning, You'' know with me you've lied. D. Cohen LupoDiavolo
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Online And Awake - Happy Vday!
Happy Valentines day, for all you Cherries!
Dear Tech Support Help!!!
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3,Football 5.0, Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and golfing 3.6. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 ,but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... _____________________________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Crea
Snow.....looks Like Crack. Yay!!
right now as i am writing this i am snowed in and i mean snowed in..driving band on and this really sucks cause now i cant get paid.. my cousin told me that snow looks like crack and it kinda seems like it is..because well sometimes snow is bad and well so is crack.. i think the only good thing is free day off of work but then you really cant do anything..except wandering the streets.. HI!!!!! Im ALy.. Jen's cousin.. snow def. looks like crack. No really, i mean have u ever seen crack? I have. And it looks like snow.. only crack isnt cold. But like.. if snow was indeed actually crack, I would have 2 whole feet of it right now, and a great time. Do u know how much money I could make off of two feet of crack?! BUT!!! dont think that just because I know what crack looks like, I have done crack. Crack is wack and its WRONG! dont do drugs kids, it kills you and there are cooler ways to die. Like.. Spontanious COmbustion. How cool would that be? Well.. not very beacuse you
Bikers Protecting A Funeral
God Bless our Troops and these Bikers who have taken matters into there own hands!! When Our Predisent will not!
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines to all my Cherries. Hope you get everything you want or desire.
Will You. . .
Will you be my Valentine?
Help, I need somebody, Help, not just anybody, Help, you know I need someone, help. When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's help in any way. But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured, Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors. Help me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. Help me, get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me. And now my life has changed in oh so many ways, My independence seems to vanish in the haze. But every now and then I feel so insecure, I know that I just need you like I've never done before. Help me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. Help me, get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me. When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's help in any way. But now these daya are gone, I'm not so self assured, Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up th
Really Bad Day!!!!!!!!!!
If you don't laugh out loud after you read this you are in a coma! This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana . He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to radio station 103.2 on FM dial in Ft. Wayne , Indiana , who was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won. Hi Sue, Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all . Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wet suit. This time of year the water is
I awake each morning you are there In my thoughts Everything I do each day you are there in my thoughts I lay down to go to sleep at night you are there in my thoughts I long for the day in the future you are there In My Arms by mike manley
Touch My Heart
Touch My Heart Touch my heart and I'll touch yours With a gentle word or two For kindness bears the sweetest fruit That makes our dreams come true Touch my life with tenderness And fill my cup with love Share my dreams as I share yours Beyond the stars above Take my hand as I grow old And lead me when I'm blind Show me that you really care For love is hard to find Touch my heart and I'll touch yours A little more each day And then we both find happiness Along the way For the love of my life, my One, my Eugene! I Love You more today than I did yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow!
Unanswered Questions
1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? 3. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? 4. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters.. 5. If people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland called Holes? 6. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? 7. If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled? 8. Why do croutons come in airtight packages? Aren't they just stale bread to begin with? 9. Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, but a person who drives a racecar is not called a racist?
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This Boy
That boy took my love away, He'll regret it someday, But this boy wants you back again. That boy isn't good for you, Tho' he may want you too, This boy wants you back again. Oh, and this boy would be happy, Just to love you, buy oh my-yi-yi, That boy won't be happy, Till he's seen you cry-hi-hi. This boy wouldn't mind the pain, Would always feel the same, If this boy gets you back again. This boy. This boy.
Only 100 Comments To Go And I Win Please Help
please help me i only need 100 more comments to win.any help would be apreciated.those who do help thank you
There was a moment of silence before the senior lady replied, "I'm wondering, then, just how serious is my condition because this prescription is marked 'NO REFILLS'." An older Jewish gentleman was on the operating table awaiting surgery and he insisted that his son, a renowned surgeon, perform the operation. As he was about to get the anesthesia he asked to speak to his son. "Yes, Dad, what is it?" "Don't be nervous, son; do your best and just remember, if it doesn't go well, if something happens to me — your mother is going to come and live with you and your wife!" Aging: Eventually you will reach a point when you stop lying about your age and start bragging about it. The older we get, the fewer things seem worth waiting in line for. Some people try to turn back their odometers. Not me, I want people to know "why" I look this way. I've traveled a long way and some of the roads weren't paved. When you are dissatisfied and would like to go back to youth, think of
My Valentine
Get your own valentinr
That One....
This is just a thought of mine.... Everyone has that one person in life who is there with you through the good, bad, worst and so forth. I know I do, and no one could ever replace her. But what saddens me a bit is when it comes to that one person in your life who you love dearly and basically commit your life too. Well he/she could never ever be as good as your true best friend, you know the one who could make you laugh when you think it is impossible to, or is the only true one who can comfort you when you think you are broken/sad. So what then when it comes to your lover, the one who is suppose to be not only the love of your life... but also supposely your best friend also???!!! I don't know, it's just my thought of the day I guess.
Valintines Day
Those Born 1930-1979!
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no child proof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, whitebread and real butter and drank koolad
does fucking with someones head constitute head sex?
does fucking with someones head constitute head sex?
Happy V-day!!!
Happy ValentinesDayeveryone!!!hope you all have a great one!!
Magical Me!
Happy Valentines Everybody! Yay! I'm a magic cherry! Thanx to all the people that actually bothered to help me! hope all is a long way to go yet so all you users..........fuckin rate me maaaaan! wot r u all up 2 this wonderful evening??????? xxxxxxxxx
Are You Running With Wolves ??
Tell me who your best friends are, and I will tell you who you are. If you run with wolves, you will learn how to howl. But, if you associate with eagles, you will learn how to soar to great heights.A mirror reflects a mans face, but what he is really like is shown by the kind of friends he chooses. The simple but true fact of life is that you become like those with whom you closely associate for the good and the bad. The less you associate with some people, the more your life will improve. Any time you tolerate mediocrity in others, it increases your mediocrity. An important attribute in successful people is their impatience with negative thinking and negative acting people. As you grow, your associates will change. Some of your friends will not want you to go on. They will want you to stay where they are. Friends that don't help you climb will want you to crawl. Your friends will stretch your vision or choke your dream. Those that don't increase you will event
Happy Valentines Day
Thankya to all my friends who thought enough of me to send me gifts :) I wish I had enough Cherry Bucks to buy ya all something special. Thanks for all the smiles and hugs and for being there every day. I hope you all find love and happiness, not just today but every day.
A Valentine Story
** i found this story in the newspaper about 3 Valentine's describes how love can be eternal, how love can still be felt even after it has gone to the place where we can no longer chase it.. Red roses were her favorites, her name was also Rose. And every year her husband sent them, tied with pretty bows. The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door. The card said. "Be my Valentine," like all the years before. Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, "I love you even more this year, than last year on this day." "My love for you will always grow, with every passing years." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered in advance before this day.Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.Then,
Today is a very sucky day It seems i can't do anything right, And the bad weather is killing my back i don't like this cold ... The kids didn't have school again. my head is pounding and it feels like someone beat me with a ball bat Just another bad day Hope everyone else is haveing a better day than i did so far ........
Invisible Gurl
She screamed so loud not a sound was heard they saw right through didn't hear a word she didn't need to say it in her eyes despair was lit she seemed so normal just a tiny bit sad after she was gone they all felt bad how could they have missed the obvious clues it seemed so simple once they heard the news thats why she acted the way that she did they should have known she wasn't just a kid she told the truth but they didn't care all they did was fuss over their hair how could they ignore the tell tale signs she was choking in a jungle full of vines the rose among the thorns her beauty trapped within her life consumed with hate and the never ending sin she sat alone so many times and stared sadly ahead they always ignored her to them she was already dead a few weeks later after she was gone they finally noticed and pretended to mourn she looked down from the sky from heaven above she had but one regret she never knew love...
Happy V-day Everyone
Sorry i havent' been on its been very busy here and i will try be on more next week. so everyone hope you all have a wonderful valentines day.
Over 40 And Sexy Mens Contest Now Open
Over 40 and sexy mens contest There is still time to join. Contest begins Feb. 14th Entries so far are: The Crow rg dragonlord friends and tens bad4u * Anyone can enter that is 40 years old or older * Comment Bombing welcome * You can comment on your own Photo * Prizes will be given to all that enter * Big prizes to first, second and third place * Anyone getting over 15,000 comments will recieve a Corvette * Anyone getting over 20,000 comments will recieve a porsche * Contest will start on February 14th at 8 am * Contest will end on February 21st at 8 pm * Ladies you can enter your man, Picture must come from his page * Send me a PM with the picture you would like to use Please repost this for me so all can have the opportunity hotbostontrkr_loves_sweetlady_tx@ CherryTAP
Anny (anorexia )
These Hurting Words They Throw In My Face I Gag And Gag, I Starve In Hate Once I Was "Fat Girl" Now I'm "Frail" I'm Miss "Anny" With a Story To Tell Of a Life Without Eating And a Body Of Hell I Thought Thin Was Everything I Wanted To Be But I Didn't Know "Anny" Would Take All Of Me Shes A Disease That Haunts My Mind And Torments Me With Every Pound She Finds I Go To The Toilet Everyday In Vain In Hopes Of Throwing Up My Roothless Pain The Taste In My Mouth Is Tangy And Bitter My Bones Are Fragile And Starting To Wither I'm In a Coma, Submerged In Black I Hear People Talking But i Can't Answer Back I Hear a Doctor Say "I'm Sorry Miss Your Daughters To Thin" "With Her Disease Theres No Way She Can Win" I Gaged Away My Voice I Should Have Eaten When i Had The Choice Now I Know Today i Shall Die A Casket Of Bones, With "Anny And I"
Under The Makeup
I look in the mirror Tears fall from my eyes Washing away the makeup My only disguise Scared of whats hidden Behind the paint My eyes and lips My skin so faint Always walking around With my head held high Dose anyone know I cry inside Ive cried for so long Because of the way I look Always hiding inside Reading my books To scared for people to see What lies under it all The makeup the smile Im so tempted to fall I hate what I am What Ive become Im trying so hard To undo whats been done I look at my friends admiring their beauty Only ever wishing I could be As beautiful as all the people That forever surrounds me But Ill never change Forever I will hide My sad face My empty inside Locked in my room Away from reflected glass Just waiting for time And my life to pass because under the make up is a girl you dont see under the make up is where you'll find me
Over 40 And Sexy Ladies Contest Now Open
Over 40 and sexy ladies contest There is still time to join. Contest start Feb. 14th Entries so far are: angelina975 seabreeze Tiacinders di develish5758 cherrypicker maria sweetlady_tx * Anyone can enter that is 40 years old or older * Comment Bombing welcome * You can comment on your own Photo * Prizes will be given to all that enter * Big prizes to first, second and third place * Anyone getting over 15,000 comments will recieve a Corvette * Anyone getting over 20,000 comments will recieve a porsche * Contest will start on February 14th at 8 am * Contest will end on February 21st at 8 pm * Men you can enter your lady, Picture must come from her page * Send me a PM with the picture you would like to use Please repost this for me so all can have the opportunity hotbostontrkr_loves_sweetlady_tx@ CherryTAP
A Thought On Valentine's Day...
I wouldn't give a chick 10 cent to put cheese on a Whopper.
Sublime-hung Kung Phooey
Who is this super hero? sarge? NO! Rosemary the telephone operator? No way man! Henry the mild mannered janitor? COULD BE! Hong kong phooey, number one super guy. Hong kong phooey, quicker than the human eye. Oh, hes got style, a groovy smile, a bite that just won't stop. When the going gets rough, hes super tough With the hong kong phooey chop. Hong kong phooey, number one super guy, Hong kong phooey, oh he's quicker than the human eye. hom chicky bomb chicky dong diddly dong diddly dong dong bow wow wow (pick it up pick it up pick it up) Repeat ---------------------- Numba one supa-guy.
Lovers Promise ( On Valentines Day And Forever)
The Perfect Gurl And The Perfect Life But When You Read This Story You Soon Will See Her Strife
She was pretty, she was thin, her perfect body, her perfect skin. brunette hair, and big, hazel eyes, long legs and skinny thighs. "She could be a model!" that's what they all said, but no one knew that on the inside she was dead. When she looked in the mirror, pain, hurt, disgrace, she couldn't stand to see her own face. Her reflection scared her, it showed someone fat, what had happened to the girl that once was all that? She felt like a failure, she felt like dirt, she was the only one who didn't see the rib bones through her shirt. This wasn't it, this wasn't who she wanted to be, she couldn't imagine the skeleton everyone else seemed to see. She took the sharp knife, down from the shelf, standing there, miss Anorexia herself. Her eyes, as dark as coal, her heart, a big, black hole. Her skin, so very cold, too many secrets left untold. She couldn't do it, she was too weak, more and more tears, streamed down her cheek. To her, inner beauty
Happy Valentine's Day 2 The Lady I Love The Most Always & Foreve
You came into my life one morning on a cold and snowy day, I had never seen such beaty you just stole my heart and soul away, you gave my life new meaning, I so did worship you, and as the days past to years your beauty only grew, my most treasured memories all begin and end with you, but this world can be so empty, heartless and cold, I lost you far to early long before your day was due.. You will always be my special angel the one love that will always last and I couldn't let this day go by without saying to you, Happy Valentine's Day My Angel, Mystikal Dawn I So Miss you.. Hosted by
The Pain And Sorrow This Is A True Story About My Friend Please Read I Put My Name In Place To Protect Her Good Name
I'm going to tell you a tale about a little girl who's life god didn't put together very well. Her mom always beat her. she was raped at such an early age everyone she ever loved didn't feel the same. she couldn't stand the pain. she couldn't stand the sorrow everything she was waiting for she hoped would come tomorrow. her mom hit her so she would try to run away but every time she got caught it just caused her more pain. she never did anything to deserve such abuse her mom made her feel so low "please mommy stop" she would beg that cry would get her another blow she must not have been loved for she was punished by cigarette burns her face black and blue her little arm broken in two. she would hit her hard and call her names "your a waste and should be ashamed" I love you mommy was all she said. "shut your mouth" she would scream or i will hit you again. she couldn't stand the pain she couldn't stand the sorrow everything she waiting s
Valentines Kid Contest Winners Are.....
~~Valetines SweetHeart contest now closed winners are....... ~~ 1st Kid is..... Wins Corvette and hearts and Bear with 6998 comments 2nd Kid is...... Wins Silver Motorcycle and hearts and Bear with 6455 comments 3rd Kid is...... Wins Diamond ring and earrings and hearts and bear with 5931 comments 4th Kid is...... Wins Dozen Roses and hearts and Bear with 230 comments I Want to thank everyone in the contest it was fun! Thanks Maria
Post Office
A guy walks into a post office one day to see a middle-aged, balding man standing at the counter methodically placing "Love" stamps on bright pink envelopes with hearts all over them. He then takes out a perfume bottle and starts spraying scent all over them. His curiosity getting the better of him, he goes up to the balding man and asks him what he is doing. The man says, "I'm sending out 1,000 Valentine cards signed, 'Guess who?'" "But why?" asks the man. "I'm a divorce lawyer," the man replies.
Happy Valentines Day Everyone !!!! :))
UMM YEA ITS FREEZING HERE LOOOL 2-13-07 THIS WAS YESTERDAYS WINTER STORM BLIZZARD 2-13-07 Here we go again. For your warm Valentines Day celebration, may I recomend a trip to warm & cozy Indianapolis. We have all the loving things you will need. If u want to go Ice fishing, Snow sledding, Make Snowballs, Snowmen or Snow Angels, Slide as u drive, maybe even some bumber cars :)) or watch these crazy fools take a curve to fast & wreck. We have it allll. So come on up, We'll leave the light on 4 ya!!!!!!!!!! loool yessss, This is yesterdays weather here in Indiana.. Were still digging ourselves out & its FREEZING here. I just Wanted u to have a peek :)) "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY CT FAMILY & FRIENDS"Huggies, Debbie
A Gurl And Her Book (very Sad Story Please Read )
Everyday of her life She walks around Walking through the halls Staring at the ground She doesn't have a friend She is all by herself She goes home at night And takes her book off the shelf She writes down what happened What went down that day You can tell the days she cryed cause the drops don't go away If you look on every page You can see little stains You see where the ink ran The memory remains In this little book She writes what's on her mind And no one really knows All the pain that is behind Behind every story Every single poem she wrote Behind her pretty smile Behind her suicide notes No one really new and no one really cared I don't think anyones life Could really be compared Because no one cared Because she had no friends She wrote her last story About her life she would soon end She wrote it in the book On the very back cover Cause the pages had been filled For what people would soon discover They would finally get to r
Walk Away
A Childs Pain (something I Normally Dont Touch Subject On But Here It Is )
He wakes up thinking maybe today will be the day everything will be alright but soon he'll realize he'll be crying thosse lonely tears tonight As screams ring in his ears and cuts run down his arms he tries to be ok trying to act like he doesnt know about lifes harms only a boy of 5 years old should never know this pain but he does as pain shoots threw every vein Never knowing any different from fights and tears never knowing what its like to live without all these fears all he hears is "your not good enough" and "why are you here" thosse are the times he prays he could just disappear One last hit thats all he could take He'd be doing them a favor he was just a mistake Thats the night that god took him for his own He'd never feel anymore pain He'd always be with him sitting beside the golden throne..
Daddy Do You Remember ? I Do
Daddy i remember when i was a little girl you'd hold me in your arms to protect me from this world daddy do you remember when i was about seven are family was always smiling until i was past eleven Daddy i remember wed have so much fun but when i turned 12 things started to come undone daddy do you remember? when you used to be relaxed you didn't worry about money or about the horrible pasts daddy i remember you'd carry me on your shoulders i looked up to you like my hero you were my defensive soldier daddy i remember you'd always make me laugh but then things started to change.. my smile hardly ever came back daddy i remember one night you came home mommy was asleep i was all alone.. i remember how you hit me slapped me in the face i didn't no what was going on what happened to this place daddy don't you remember Anna came in the room she started to scream yelling rite at you she said what the hells your problem you looked at he
Innocent Gurl
Oh innocent girl, So free and full of life. What made you turn to tears, And the blade of your knife? Your tears, they are a poison. They are acid on your cheek. What turned you to this mess, That pain is all you seek? What happened to the laughter, And the weekends full of fun? That now your thoughts are filled, With bullets and a gun. What happened to your friends? Have you turned against them all? Turned to popping pills, In your bedroom down the hall. What brought you to disaster, And to give yourself away? To forget all your talents, And make you go astray. Did you do this to yourself? Was this path all your choice? Or was it another person, Someone else's voice? Are you really all that sad? And too lonely to go on? That your heart is filled with pain, And the map is already drawn? Is this really the end? Is it where you should be? Because I know how it is. Since this girl is really me.
She tries so hard and no one sees, Sees the perfect person she tries to be. She breaks down once and its a crime, She promises she'll hide her pain next time. People don't realize the force of their pressure, They don't realize that she's a treasure. Her mother is the worst, expects the world, Too much to ask from one simple girl. Shes always pleasant and gets good grades, Never talks back and always obeys, But oh no, thats not enough, She has to be perfect to earn Mommys love. Of course, theres more than just Mommy dear, Theres a matter of school and a matter of peers. They judge her every chance they get, Theyve judged her ever since they met. Shes not going to be perfect but its worth a try, This way shell have a goal to live by. She's awfully lonely and bitterly cold, She wants someone amazing to hold. She wants someone who will believe he has the world, He has her, the most wonderful girl. Obviously her wish will never come true, So trying e
Still I Love Him
She sits in her room crying herself to sleep think of all the promises that he don't seem to keep Black mascara tears under her swollen eyes red tears from her wrists torn apart by his lies She tried to trust him she wanted it so bad but everything was broken everything that they had Now her heart is bleeding fighting against endless pain she's all alone in her room no one else around to blame Holding the pills in her hand she just want to let it all go but even though he hurts her she still loves him so She feels an inner peace as she thinks of death the blood stops running as she takes her last breath
February 14, 2007: Valentine's Day
The reason so many people are born in October. I was born on October first because my parents celebrated valentine's day.
Winter Blonde
As a trucker stops for a red light, a blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up to his truck, & knocks on the door. The trucker lowers the window, & she says "Hi, my name is Heather & you're losing some of your load." The trucker ignores her & proceeds down the street. When the truck stops for another red light, the girl catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up & knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde says brightly, "Hi, my name is Heather, & you're losing some of your load!" Shaking his head, the trucker ignores her again & continues down the street. At the third red light, the same thing happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets out of her car, runs up, and knocks on the truck door. The trucker rolls down the window. Again she says "Hi, my name is Heather, & you're losing some of your load!". When the light turns green, the trucker revs up & races to the next light. When
For everyone who came out to the shows thanks. I will also be in Beaumont, TX and Phx, Az along with LA, California shows. See you all there!
A Poet's Poem
Were always searching For the divine But them We settle For a good enough find The magic is Out there And so very real It is not Butterflies But a calm That you feel No matter the subject Whatever request It all just seems Ok No type of unrest I savor Our time now Maybe think it The best I look forward To all of the rest A journey worth Taking Begins with Brave steps Just hold my hand As we jump off This cliff
I Love Her!;-)
Gwen Stefani ft Akon Sweet Escape
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY HOPE U ALL HAVE A GREAT ONE!!HOPE U ARE ALL DOING GOOD HUGS AND KISSES LOVE U ALL!!! Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes Layout Graphics #1 Comment Codes Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes Layout Graphics #1 Comment Codes Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes Layout Graphics #1 Comment Codes
feelings are the greatest feelings are the worst they cant always be predicted they cant be rehearsed some times they can't be hidden some times cant get them out some feelings cannot be controlled and some are not allowed joyous feelings oh so precious carry us many miles but the shittiest ever feelings always stays inside
Gurl In The Mirror (please Read And Comment Thankyou )
Theres a girl in the mirror whose looking back at me Tears and no self control are what my two eyes see Her face is slowly fading her smile turned to a frown How do I make this girl better instead of feeling down Theres a girl in the mirror whose crying out tonight And the darkness in her eyes can't be turned to light She reaches out her hand to hold, underneath her lies This girl is looking back at me with her innocent eyes How do I tell her that the sense of loneliness will fade Life's full of hope and accomplishment so don't be afraid The slightest trigger is all it'll take for this girl to snap Love will take its toll as she pours her heart on a map The girl that is looking back holds her tears to not cry But every forward step she takes gives her butterflies How can I make her see theres nothing to lose or gain When all this time her heart breaks out into lonely pain Theres a fire in her eyes that u can see burning inside But no one can stop the aches & pa
Overdose On Pain By Cristionna
She was running away from her life she couldn't keep making her pain go away always using a knife she tried so hard to stop but she just couldn't her mind what full of thoughts she wanted stress to stop but it wouldn't she looked eager to leave she was going insane she regrets the first day she overdosed on pain she tried to forget the time he hurt her she tried to forgive his lies she was sick of living in a world like this she really wanted to die when she took out the blade her wrist went numb she couldn't figure out why she did this or who she has become she could get any help words were to hard to explain she couldn't seem to stop her overdose on pain it was so addicting to hard to stop she'd stare at her arms in shock she couldn't bare looking inside the staring glass shed fear the ugly girl in front of her while she looked into the mirror he was her life his love for her he'd tame he'd lead her on to nothing so she overdosed on
My V-day Song!!!
Chaoz - Hey Girl (Valentines Day Song)
Anorexia That Code I Live By
I hear of all the stories, The sadness and despair, I recall the mute persuasion, Downed by deadly stare. But of all of the starvation, Just one speaks out to me, The journey of depression, Pure fate and agony. The adventures of a broken soul, Lost without a clue, Awakened from the restless sleep, I found out that soul was you. Deported from all wonderful, Rejected from perfection, Put in a place so cold and bare, Awaiting resurrection. Times began of toughness, Hate became infused, Self-wrath became infection, And you were the abused. However strong you were, Brains outwits the brawn, Nothing mattered anymore, All that's left is gone The messenger took over, Telling lovely lies, Wiping down your tears, Gleaming in your cries. Soon he had you tempted, Emotionally drifted, I watched horrific transformation, Now just sickly twisted. Messengers would never leave, You performed the act at night, Believing gimmick telegraphs, But it made yo
This Contest Is Now Open.. Time Of Closeing Has Bene Changed Due To Site Managament
Prayer Of Protection ( Using The God, Set)
Oh wise one we called Set master of chaos and keeper of the living hear my plead keep me safe from all that wish me harm and ill will and send their ill wishes back apon them all, so mote it be so blessed be.
Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥
Hugs N Love
Hey Everyone I just wanted to wish yall a Happy Valentines Day! Hope yall have a good one n get lucky! *wink*
Valentines Day
its just another day for corporate america to capitalize on and make uber amounts of money because people feel obligated to buy another person something to show their appreciation for that special someone it could all be avoided if men and women would stand up and show their love for one another everyday instead of just certain days out of the year come on people see the light and stop falling victim to big corporate tycoons i am not downing vday just the things behind it and how we don't see everyday truth
My Aura
Your Aura is Violet Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach What Color Is Your Aura?
Broken Hearts Never Heal
Unbearable pain buried Beneath fake smiles Unshed tears taunting My once strong eyes Memories of you Constantly haunt my dreams And when reality hits, Nothing is what it seems I watched you fall for her, As I have fallen for you Taking away everything I ever loved or knew It doesn't matter what is real All that matters is how you feel But the problem within lies here, Some broken hearts never heal
Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!!!
Hope everyone has a great day and gets everything they want from their significant other or secret admirer. Now why don't we get drunk and screw!!! WOOT!!!
I'll Believe Your Lies Forever
Funny when things never change Even when you say they will But while your off s(rewing her My life is standing still You tell me that you love me When I go to leave You tell me I'm your only one And I let myself believe I know that you are using me But you'll never let me go I know that you don't love me I know I'm just for show I don't know If I can stand To see you love another girl You know that you broke my heart You know that your my world But while your standing by my side I'll believe your lies forever Cause everything seems so perfect When we are together This is a true story about my last relationship please read thankyou have a wounderful day
For Her Part 03
As a sweet flower comes to life It brings new meaning to life for me For it reminds me of when we first met In the hot summer of 2005 For when i seen you my heart exploded To life for the first time ever For knowing it will come to life with every beat It only beats of life for you With hope of a new dawn with our hearts beating as one And till the end of our time As after time our souls will remain in love for all eternity Date wrote 14-02-07 By Aj Rich
O angel of light of the sweet darkness To the life of the souls of hate to the ends of life Where the love begins to bring tears of joy to life once again Date wrote 13-02-07 By Aj Rich
To My Parents (please Read Sad As Heck)
Could you please stop yelling This screaming is hurting my head Please Dad, just quit cursing at me Stop acting as though I'm dead "Haven't you planned dinner yet?" No sorry Dad, i really did try But you pushed me aside again You feed me with more lies I'll try harder today, Dad! I'll clean up as much as i can Just so you can be proud of me And realize what sort of daughter i am Dad, why won't you listen? Is it because you don't care? I'm really sorry i was born I just wish you and Mom were there "Child, I wish you'd grow up" Well Mom i tried that to But every time i stood tall You told me i wasn't as good as you You always brought me down You told me to hide away Never was i allowed to live In my room i had to stay Did anyone know about me? Did you tell them i was your girl? I guess it was hard for you You never wanted me in the world Mom, i hate this pathetic family You both laugh in my face It's like you're both heartless So it's time to
Happy Valentines
To one and all. And for special shoutouts- To all the myspace crew.. we've bickered, laughed, been morbid, emo, loving and cracked out. ^_^ happy Valentines. And to my beautiful girlfriend- One week, and I'll show you exactly how much I missed you.
Funny Day
Did anyone see the high speed chase in Miami today? They showed it during the noon newscast live here in Detroit. Oh yes.. the high speed vehicle they were chasing was a rented U-Haul Truck. So Ive been reading threats from minor folks today... Our Naval Friend really makes me laugh.. A real jackass to compliment the wannabe bad ass..
Happy Valentine's Day
Hey to all my sexy sexy friends...I just wanted to say HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all of you. I owuld get you all a card on here but the man raper doesnt have that much ha ha ha. But I will send you all trhee big cyber kisses to put where ever you want!! Until laters!!!
ARGH!!! God Damnit its weather puke everywhere (thank you Sarah for this term) SOMEONE QUICK, come entertain me.. I am sick of watching TV and watching Demi Moore's biography... Quick shoot me and put me out of my misery
Valentines Day
Valentines Day in 2007. Slept in till 10am today. Got a phone call from mom inviting me out to a valentines day Bahumbug/Pooey lunch. Seen Airfoce guys in fatigues and seen someone I thought I knew from back in the day turned out they had the same name, but different person. CREEPY! I think I ate to much (eyes were bigger than my stomach) I had Chicken & Brocolli Casserol which is very good and some okra, Mac N cheese that I only took one bite of because it tasted NASTY and then some rosemary chicken, a couple of meatballs and rice then some cucumber salad w/ crab salad and some shrimp and a side of pineapple and cottage cheese and a chocolate chip cookie crumbled ontop of my choco-vanilla swirl yogurt with a squirt of chocolate. BOY am I STUFFED! I usually end with a question, but I'm too full.
What Happened To Us ?
I used to say I loved you And that you were the one And I used to be so grateful That our relationship had begun But now that times have changed My love has turned to hate And I regret ever telling you That meeting you was fate I regret ever telling you About the hardships in my life Because you are now the reason Why my life is filled with strife I cry myself to sleep each night For this pain is just to real But the truth is that I miss you And the happiness you made me feel I wish I never loved you Or let you steal my heart Because now that you have left me My life is torn apart I gave you all my trust And you just threw it all away And I wish that you could see The pain I feel each day...
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Today's Times reports that greater numbers of convicted felons are being accepted into the armed forces: Army Giving More Waivers in Recruiting Predictably, this has spawned outrage from all quarters, including those who say this will weaken the caliber of our services and opponents of the patently absurd "don't ask, don't tell" policy. A few positive points, though: They will enter the armed forces with better survival skills than your average high school graduate Blame for any misbehavior can be immediately shifted from their commanders to the recruiters They can be treated as poorly as possible because they lack the legal right to vote out the politicians that put them there Ability to fashion a shiv from Spam Loaf obviates need to provide basic weaponry Less civilian outrage if they are killed They have already been indoctrinated into racial supremacist organizations, gangs, or other affinity groups, saving valuable resources that would otherwise be spent on o
Do U Love Someone Enough To Do This
DON'T TURN BACK U JUST OPENED IT KEEP ON READING IT IF NOT U WILL BE BRUTALLY PUNISHED... If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend, ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a person u love, repost this. Tonight, your 1 love will call, kiss or ask you out...if you break this chain, you will be PUNISHED
Mommy Where Did Daddy Go ?
"Mommy? Where did daddy go?" She just turned and looked at me, She smiled but it wasn't real, "Honey, he's just busy." So I waited by the window, To watch for my daddy's car, "Mommy, why isn't he home yet?" "It's okay...he's not too far." That night I stood by her bed, "Mommy, daddy's not there!" "Its okay baby girl," she whispered, "He's asleep in a different bed somewhere." "Mommy...does dad still love us?" A tear came to her eye, "Of course he loves you, baby." She didn't want me to see her cry. Sometime a week later, My daddy finally came back, By now my mommy looked so tired, The circles under her eyes were black. That night I heard them arguing, "So where have you been??" My dad's voice was quieter, I couldn't quite hear them then. When I woke up he was gone, My mom hugged me tight. I petted her hair and kissed her cheek, "Mommy...its going to be alright." "Baby...your daddy loves you," "I know mommy...its okay." Deep down inside my lit
F*ck Vday
I hate this day end of story
Just Wanted To Say
Ya'll Wanna Know Why Today Sux???
For the good times..... As many ghetto azz folks are undoubtedly exclaiming to their significant other, I wish the same to you: HAPPY VALENTIME'S DAY!!! Yes, I said VALENTIME....... With a damn m. And every one of us knows someone who, for some reason,........just cant seem to pronounce it right. The non-speaking folks dont call wine wime. They dont say fine as fime. So what the hell is up with Valentime?!? I guess those multi-syllable words be wearin they azzes out. Anyhow.... In observance of Valentimes Day..........Id like you to stroll down memory lane with me and explore the V-day memories of the Tha Chokolate Kovered Freak (me). I remember my first real Valentimes Day like it was yesterday. I was in 6th grade. *ahem* Why you laughing?? .......So what!........ I was a late bloomer! Girls didnt really start liking me until I was about 13! I aint apologizing for not being fast/mannish like yall
Confessions Of The Broken Hearted
Seeing you so happy Completely tears me apart Cause I Know it's not me That resides in your heart It's her that makes you smile Something I could hardly ever do But you made me so happy Just because I was with you It's getting harder and harder As the days keep passing by I'm still stuck here alone And it's killing me inside I still can't seem to face The fact we're not together Cause I'd always thought We'd always be forever But you're so happy now I wish it was cause of me And I miss you so much I just want you to see Forcing my emotions down And putting on a fake smile Hoping soon you'll fade out Though it's already been awhile I just thought you should know About what I'm going through And of my biggest confession yet ....I still love you
I Died Without Your Love
I Died Without Your Love She lays there in the darkness Tears streaming down her face She wishes she could find away To leave this awful place Cause shes sick of all the heartbreak Shes sick of all his lies She wants to get away from him But all she can do is cry He scarred her heart forever Without a single care He left her for another Her fragile heart to spare Now she sits and wonders How she will get through She pondered for a while Then decided what to do Shell forget all about him Erase their days of joy Because he is not worth it And her heart is not a toy So she stopped her crying Away with all her tears She will find herself new love And forget about past years But the first time she saw him With new love by his side She slipped back into sadness But kept it all inside But when she got home that night She got out paper and pens To write out a bunch of notes To give to all her friends She told them she is done Living with this pain S
Well That Screws.
my "date" for today *the Boy* is sick. there goes THAT idea. LOL ah well i still snuggle the hell out of him when i see him. =)
Darwin Awards
Got this from a bulletin. Funny!!! It's that time again... The Darwin Awards are finally out, the annual honor given to the persons who did the gene pool the biggest service by killing themselves in the most extraordinarily stupid way. Last year's winner was the fellow who was killed by a Coke machine which toppled over on top of him as he was attempting to tip a free soda out. This year's winner was a real rocket scientist... HONEST! Read on...And remember that each and every one of these is a TRUE STORY. >> >> And the nominees were: >> >> Semifinalist #1 >> A young Canadian man, searching for a way of getting drunk cheaply, because he had no money with which to buy alcohol, mixed gasoline with milk. Not surprisingly, this concoction made him ill, and he vomited into the fireplace in his house. This resulting expl osion and fire burned his house down, killing both him and his sister. >> >> Semifinalist #2 >> Three Brazilian men were flying in a light aircraft at low al
Pushed Away
I look back now And shed a tear Those pushed away Who came so near? Who touched my heart? And touched my soul I left them out To take control I was scared, I was unsure, Loved them all, but never told. Scared of fear, And all alone, Left outside, and in the cold. I couldn?t tell them Thoughts of mind Silence screaming Binding time I look back now And cringed that I Couldn?t see the truth from lies If you knew who I once was Listen carefully because If i pushed you far from me It was for your sake I let it be And now I want to say sorry I loved you once As only time can tell And love you now I torment in my hell For not ringing your bell And admitting that I fell? In love with you
My Valentines Day Page Comment
Roses are red violets are blue, One day out of the year they show you just how much they love you, The rest of the of the year they treat you like shit, Parties late, masturbates and just forgets about it, yet one day a year they buy you a box of chocolate, maybe a rose or two, and all is forgiven with those three little words I Love You
Oy Oy!
Helloooooo to everyone! Iv made a select few friends here n i wana tell u ur abs fab... thanx Frenchie....ur wicked! Take Care!xx
Photograph Of Pain
A picture so beautiful but as i look at the picture I see pain because once in my life I had love, now its gone and nothings the same We went our separate Ways but in his heart love changed i guess I'm the only one that will always feel the same My love i felt for him was not just a game i truly loved him and without him I'll never be the same A picture so wonderful But in this picture I thought we would always be I never thought I would be alone With no one to love me They say if you stand for nothing You'll fall for anything I thought he really loved me But i guess i didn't Stand for a thing Because i fell in love with him I let him break my heart in two I wanted him to love me so bad I tried to cover up the truth In this picture I see happiness But in the mirror i see pain In this picture i see forever In the mirror i see rain As i look at this picture i can now see nothing stays the same A photograph of pain because we will ne
Meaningless Drivel
I'll probably use this blog for meaningless drivel, so you can find more out about me. So I was home today, due to the weather, and decided to do some cooking. I had this recipe for a great dessert. I started getting out the ingredients, and came up with this amazing plan. In my cupboard I have 20 some little tiny plastic containers (some people call it Tupperware, but that would be a trademark violation). I never use them. They came with sets of other, more useful containers. But I hate to throw them away. I finally figured out what they were good for. Holding ingredients! I measured everything out, and put them in these containers and set them on the counter. Then, when I went to start cooking, I wasn't futzing around measuring stuff on the go. I also didn't have a million soup bowls with ingredients in them. Having everything measured out is pretty important when you're doing things like melting sugar, heating up butter, or doing stuff to specific times. Th
Happy Valentines Baby
Happy Valentines Day
It's Happy Hour Please Comment Bomb Me *puppy Dog Eyes*
(Since it's valentines day, if you leave 100 comments or more on one or more of the contests, I will give you a special valentines day gift. Just pm me to let me know when you're leaving the comments and when you reach 100, so I can keep track of everyone. Thanks in advance!) I'm in three contests, please show your support. Comment bombing is allowed, so post as many comments on my photos as you'd wish. (I'm pretty far behind in comments, so please help me out.) M.I.L.F contest Sexiest pose contest Hottest body piercing contest (for my septum and nostril piercing, couldn't put the 6ga outerlabia and 6 ga hood, had to be worksafe!). comment bombing is allowed in all three, so please leave me as many comments as you would like! Thank you in advance, delilah PS- Please repost to help show your support!
Murder Or Sucide ? You Decide
This story that I'm saying, it happened & its true.. she couldn't live without him bet he knew it too. He was her friend and used to calm her fears She knew him since childhood for almost sixteen years. All was fine with them everything was going cool one day he just stopped talking and she ended up the fool. All she wanted of him was just to be her friend but he doesn't care how can her heart mend ? She begged him everyday everyday for a whole year, "please talk to me my friend i cant do without you here" He turned a deaf ear to her he ignored all her cries, she was all so caught up In a world full of lies. She had no option She really had no hope, He was gone & wont be back this fact she couldn't cope. One day she sat & reminisced of her childhood days of joy, when they used to play together a little girl & a little boy. A single tear escaped her eye followed by a million more Her heart was so broken her soul was hurting sore.. S
My Birthday Means..
Your Birthdate: December 30 You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: March What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
I Am Autumn.
You Belong in Fall Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times... You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you What Season Are You?
Hell Explained By A Chemistry Student
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT (This was just too funny not to share) The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the d
A Poem For The Girls(guys Take Note)
*I GOT THIS IN AN EMAIL IT ENTERTAINED ME* I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don\'t go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass. My beauty\'s a masterpiece and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit to others when I\'m wrong. I don\'t drive in circles, at any cost. And I don\'t have a problem admitting I\'m lost. I never forget an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I\'m usually late. I don\'t watch movies with lots of gore. Don\'t need instant replay to remember the score. I won\'t lose my hair, I don\'t get jock itch. And just cause I\'m assertive, Don\'t call me a b*itch. Don\'t say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear, I >can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewellery\'s best. Look at me you idiot... Not at my chest???? I don\'t have a problem, Wi
I Love This Song
Guess What Baby
Roses are red, Violets are blue, I'm in love, But not with you. When we broke up, you thought i cried, But all it was, Was another guy, You told your friends That i was a trick... And i told mine You had a small dick... I said i loved you, You thought it was true, Well guess what baby? You got played too!!
Make Me Laugh...
Images in my eyes Stories of our lives Trickle down the wall Ignoring reality's call In a distant place With no time or space Only gentle memories What a painful tease Making me think That in just one blink I could maybe return Have; for which I yearn Have no more wishing Have no more missing To attain my desire Put out this fierce fire Burning in my heart It is tearing me apart All those times are gone And it feels so wrong
Ok well i created my profile yesterday, i have friends who have been trying to get me on this thing. But i have other pages i go to.. so anyways it is quite interesting on here. It will take some getting used to but im liking it already :) Cheers jen
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Bloody Reflection
Bloody Reflection Looking into a broken mirror in a dimly lit room The light annoyingly flickers on and off repeatedly A buzzing or humming noise echoes from wall to wall The scent of blood that stains the sink is fresh in the air Time stands still as drops of water tap the sink one by one Slowly the water streams red as it mixes in with blood Shards of glass lay scattered across the grotesque floor A bathroom in a broken down home kept dirty and tainted Pipes can be seen through the gaping holes in the ceiling The wallpaper is torn and pieces are crumbled on the floor Ripped curtains at the window and one hiding the rusted tub In the corner stands an unsanitary toilet cracked and stained In the broken mirror stare blurry eyes filled with tears Bloody fingers grip a single piece of glass a little too tight The next arm is sleeveless and a bare wrist waits patiently A straight line of blood is carved as skin is torn from glass Over and over again lines begin
Wine Vs. Water
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink one liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than one kilo of escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other words, water-drinkers are consuming one kilo of poop each year. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine, rum, whiskey, vodka, beer or other liquors because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. It is better to drink wine and talk shit than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service.
No One Knows Who I Truely Am
At night as I lie awake I think of all my bad ways. The half truths I tell and all the hate I felt. And as my memories start to fade the darkness starts to invade. My hopes and dreams are all gone but is this what I wanted all along? then I realize that i cry and my eyes they are full of tears but theres no one to hear. Because I'm alone left out in the cold. My feelings i try to hide keeping everything hidden in the inside. because no one cares all they do is just stare. So I just try to blend and follow the trend. I try to smile but it only lasts a little while No one knows who I really am
Happy Valentine's Day!
Happy Valentines Day
I hope that everyone has a wonderful Valentines Day. Of course to all my Female Friends, Fans and Readers of this Blog, I hope you each will consider being my Valentine.
Whoo Hoo....
I finally get to update again..I SHOULD have my puter back now apperantly by my birthday...Feb 27...LETS FUCKIN HOPE DAMMIT! LoL Love ya miss ya all MWUAH!
Will You Love Me Tomorrow?
He Promised He's Come Through This Is One Of The First Poems I Wrote When I Was Only 17
Here I am, Alone once more. I hear a Knock, On my door. I smile because I know its you, I knew on your promise you would come through. I quietly crawl out of my bed, Walk towards the door, This, I said: Thanks for coming, For showing up, I love you, boy, I cant get enough. You creep on in, Take me in your arms, Embrace me, whisper loving charms. We have to be quite, parents are home, They wouldnt agree, I'm barely grown. You lay me down, On my bed, Begin to gently give me head, I grip the sheets, Hold them tight, At this rate well be up all night. I cant make noise, I bite my lip, You stroke me with your tongue, the tip. You slide your finger, up inside, Im all wet, so in, it glides. You begin to pull it in and out, Its all I can do not to shout. You bring me to the euphoric ledge, Push me straight off of the edge. You climb over me and kiss my neck, My collarbone, my chest, your tongue warm and wet. You slide your finger in my mouth, I
The Dull Day
this is such a dull day to cold to go anywhere the girls are playing well together and there is nothing on tv. what to do what to do on a day like this ive already read some of my book and so now i guess its the computer for the rest of the day what fun for me
I woke up this morning happier than usual fer a V-day. Being single has always been the biggest setback fer me on this day. The culture we live in has been so sucked up into the commercialism of the holiday, that I almost feel like I have to buy somebody something just to keep meself sane and happy. They make yer depressed when yer cannot give or receive...just like Christmas but we won't go there, that's a whole other rant. Still, I guess the two main things that keep me from plunging this morning is that I woke up to it raining outside. No, I'm not secretly chuckling at all the lovers caught in the rain somewhere. If they're smart they'll create some real romance where they are and leave it at that. Create, that's what love is all about. The improvisation of it all, the unexpected kiss, touch, flower...whatever, use yer imagination instead of a hallmark card and heart-shaped box of chocolates (unless he/she really wants the chocolate, then yer get it because if there is one thing I h
Winter Days
So I wake up this morning to ice hitting my window. I look out the window and it is snowing and, its cold I hate snow. So I go down stairs to see if my daughter has school and of course its cancelled yay for me a whole day of my two kids fighting. Its cold in my house and I have the heat up to 73 degrees and its not helping. I hope it stops soon cause I hate being stuck in the house all day. I would go out but they say the roads r bad and I dont drive in the snow I have a little piece of shit saturn not so good in the snow. God I am bored. Just thought Id vent a little thanks for reading. Have a good VALENTINES DAY to all you lovers out there
Prove Me Wrong
Ok it's been about 3 years or so since I've written a song, and I'm a bit rusty at it. In addition I had to have a good friend of mine help me with this; thanks again for that Meg I really appreciate it!! :) Critizism is welcomed as always This week has been out to get me, out to get me... He's coming for me with haste I can only handle so much Before I just want to give up These walls are trapping me in, trapping me in... He's breathing down my neck I only have so much time Before my soul slowly cracks When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised Bleeding inside... there's nothing to lose Headaches have rised... there's just nothing to lose I strive to prove if this is [right] Or will he steal me away tonight? The safety net failed, it's a long way to go Before rock bottom begins to show When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised
Happy Valentine's Day And An Idol Sabotage
Well between opening and sending Valentines cards and letters, throw on top of that we were doused again with snow, blowing and colder then a well diggers ass in gnome Alaska temps my morning note, letter, missive or what have ya did not make the 7:00 morning cutoff. I use that as a cutoff so I can do computer reports and other items of business importance before Shelia our super-human girl Friday gets into work. Well I seen her headlights coming around the corner and knew I was in trouble of big proportions. OH well! I had been snow blowing the entrance and drive she normally walks in so she would not have to wade snow knee deep. We do have a snow removal service but they plow at 3:00 and check again at 7:00 but today since so much white fluffily and saggy stuff had fallen and had or was in the presence of being blown they did not get here in time. She did have a clear walk in. Happy Valentines Day. Hopefully you received my card and thank you for all the cards I relieved. Good mor
The Perfect Heart
One day a young man was standing in the middle of hte town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at he old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some placed there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people can he say his heart is more beautitul, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and l
Valentines Day
i just wanted to wish everyone a happy valentines day, i wish u all the best and hope it goes well for all of u
Ok, Who Are My Friends....
Alrighty then! I havent heard from some of you in a coon dog's age. Wondering if you are still alive or lost in cyberspace. Let me know if you are still around, and happy VD !!! (Valentines Day that is, LOL) Mike
Happy V-day Everyone!!!
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Vday: Until The Violence Stops.
Just thought I would share my favorite and most emotionally profitable Valentine's Day past time... V-Day. "As I traveled with the piece to city after city, country after country, hundreds of women waited after the show to talk to me about their lives. The play had somehow freed up their memories, pain, and desire. Night after night I heard the same stories -- women being raped as teenagers, in college, as little girls, as elderly women; women who had finally escaped bring beaten to death by their husbands; women who were terrified to leave; women who were taken sexually, before they were even conscious of sex, by their stepfathers, brothers, cousins, uncles, mothers and fathers.... Slowly it dawned on me that nothing was more important than stopping violence toward women." - Eve Ensler, author of The Vagina Monologues. This realization led in 1997 to the founding of V-Day, a nonprofit grass roots movement dedicated to ending violence against women around the world.
I Don't Do V-day.....
Happy Valentines Day
To My Valentine... If there were no words No way to speak I would still hear you If there were no tears No way to feel inside I'd still feel for you And even if the sun refuse to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart Until the end of time You're all i need My love, my valentine All of my life I have been waiting for All you give to me You've opened my eyes And showed me how to love unselfishly I've dreamed of this a thousand times before In my dreams i couldnt love you more I will give you my heart Until the end of time You're all i need My love, my valentine La da da Da da da da And even if the sun refuse to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart Until the end of time Cuz all i need Is you, my valentine You're all i need My love, my valentine
Happy Valentines And Humpday
Hope everyone is having a happy Valentines Day. I found this cute comment and had to share it with you. smooches..Lorie Courtesy of
Coldplay Video
Happy Valentines Day
And to hell with all this damn snow! If you don't have snow, then consider yourself lucky, and you can borrow ours:
Float And Drifting
i feel so lost drifting in the sea no destnation no hope of rescue the ones who would save me are to far away to help i know they care but knowing isnt enouph i need something to hold on to i need to feel real i need to feel hole but i cant im so lost so alone so aparte from those who would have me so for now i survive just barly there floating, drifting numbe to the world are they willing ? will they dive in before im to far to save
Happy Valentine's Day!
Love you Kenny :X
To all my friends/loved ones who are mushy-gushy, love sick.. Happy Valentines Day! To those who don't have their Valentine with them or just think its a stupid, commercialized day.. Happy "stupid ass, love crap" Day.. hehe Whichever it is to you, I love you anyways *big cheesy grin* Since I'm too lazy to get a comment to all my friends page, this will have to do. Its my blog and I'll booooowhooo if I wanna.. K, I'm done ... *jumps back into bed, under warm covers, and snuggles with her Frog*
Network Provider Failure???
Who is their network provider??? I sure want to avoid EVER getting that one!! 2007-02-14 08:57:54 our network provider had an outage that effected our site, everything should be stable now. heads will be rolling, have no fear. :-) -babyjesus@ CherryTAP
Punish The Deed Not The Breed
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? Please pass the word along and post as many people can see this as possible.
Well today is V-Day and I can't wait to see what I get....I hope something big.....yeah...that would be great....well I got to get back to work.....HAPPY V-DAY!!!!!!!!
What makes stars romantic? Is it the beauty Of a night sky dark lit with diamonds? Or the wilderness of blue-white witnesses Staring wordless back across the abyss? Or the fascination of forever? (For love Is a fragment of forever lodged in the heart.) Is it the need for two when one seems so small? The desire to touch in the temple? The vast, lonely Field of life in which love, too, is a light Amidst darkness? (So many lovers scattered across The black canopy like burning dust.) Or is it the passion at a star's heart? The heat of love lighting the emptiness, Hurling its ardor across light years of sorrow To tell us something about what yearns within? Written By: Born N Raised
Back-ers And Happy Valentine's!
In a hurry to do some work so my opinion on the holiday will go in another blog, but the subject line does summarize it (and yes, I am and almost always have been single, and for most of that time not looking)... Site's been down for me all morning. Time for me to get some work done since I have an appointment tomorrow. :) (Edit: hrm. Printing out three biggish 800k or so files may- take a bit...) This one, not to be missed - by me... Eric
The Anti Valentine
Remember that Cupid Rhymes with Stupid!!
Umm I Dunno
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It Hurts More Than You Know
I can take a physical hit, I've been abused like that before, But your words are what I can't take... That's what's bringing me to the floor. Your words really hit my heart, And they are making me bleed. This kind of love your showing me, Is definitely not what I need. I don't really understand it, So tell me; what did I do!? What did I do to deserve all this? I've only tried to be the best for you. I feel like a verbal punching bag, That you use when you're upset. But I can feel pain just like you, Please...just don't forget. I know I'm not the thinnest girl, And I'm not beautiful at all, So can you stop making me aware of that? You're words are causing me to fall. Even the simplest little words, Can break a person down so bad. And even though I love you with all my heart, You have a way of making me sad.
Forever Good Night
She kneeled by the bed and prayed before she went to bed, She crossed her hands, Her wrists repeatedly cut, Hair to her shoulders, Blackened by the dye, Eyeliner around her eyes, Spikes around her neck, She prayed for forgivness, When she got up from her knees, She sat on her bed, Pulled out her gun, Pointed at her temple, And shot.
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Dying For Him
Thinking about you, late at this night, i miss how you held me, just as tight. Miss them words, that i would love to hear, when you would whisper, right into my ear. I'm dreaming now, hugging my pillow thinking its you, But i soon to wake up, finding my dream never came true. i miss them lies, that you once told, and how i gave you, my fragile heart to hold. you crushed it all, down came crashing my world, with a simple heartbreak, it destroyed this little girl. she no longer bleeds, well at least when you're not around, she never cries, shes sick of being kicked down. she gave up, on that fairy tale love, she threw her heart into the sky, and watched it fly deep above. she scarred her wrists, and watched herself be in pain, as she would cry, in the thought of his name. she never wanted, to say goodbye, but why keep it going, if soon you're willing to die.
I Won't Be Missed
The blood rushes to my wrist, And I know I wont be missed. I know that you wont miss me, And all I wanted was for you to kiss me. But now I see it can never be. I lay on the floor dying, Inside I am crying. I wished you just look my way, But you never gave me the time of day. I loved you so much you see, But you never even looked at me. You acted like you cared, But this feeling isn't something we shared. As I begin to fade off, I heard something whisper soft. It was you next to me, Saying you do love me. I lay on the floor dying, And now I see you're the one crying
I Dont Underdtand Y Guys Do This.....
Why Cant guys realizethey are not redy for a relationshipin the beggining instead of 2 months or so into it...... on February 13th no less.... The day b4 Valentine's day!!!!!! After i go crazy getting an outfit (lingerie and all) for Vday.... and i ran around to get a him an awesome Bday gift..... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..
Not A Knife, But His Fist
The cuts fade away But nothing will make her forget that day The day she lost her mind Realizing the truth , that she had been so blind She let it carry on far past a little while Hid it with the makeup and too fake smile She knew it was the wrong thing to do But the only way of getting through this that she knew Sick is how she feels looking at the scars Not believing she let it get so far He's just another boy she thinks Not worth these tears and many drinks But her heart just won't listen to the brain Listen to the reason meant to keep her sane Because for him she gave her heart And waited patiently as he tore it apart This boy was everything she had Right down to the memories , good and bad The marks on her wrist Not from a knife , but his fist The bruises near her eye Matching the ones he left on her thigh It sickens her to realize she misses him now that she's gone That after all she's been through , she still believes his con For even though he would hav
How To Deal
How do you deal with pain? How can you stop the rain? How can you get rid of the heartache? How can you leave the sorrow behind? How do you know when love will treat you kind? How can you deal with such pain, when all you do is cry? What are you suppose to do when you ask the good lord why, But he doesn't answer your prayers? How are you suppose to know that noone cares? Why do you feel such pain down inside? How to deal... with the hateful world outside, keep your warmth inside, and love deeper than any ocean, wider than any sea, live life to the fullest, or as if it was your last day to live. How can you live a respectful life when all you do is lay down and cry? How hard do you have to try? Where do all the tears go when your done crying? What do you do, just give up and stop trying? How to you cope with a loved one's loss? How do you let them go, Do you just let them pass on by? Do you save the old memories and learn to take the news you recieved? Or would yo
I Hate
I hate the way i feel i just wish i could be without pain without worry. I hate wondering if ill wake up tommrow. I hate being afraid. I hate haveing to ask for help no being able to do it myself.I hate my body because it has betraed me.Most of all i hate hate!
Do You Not See The Bruises?
Do her bruises not affect you? Do you really think she fell? Does the black eye not show you There's more story left to tell Do her eyes not make you scared? Does her voice not make you die? Does the way she shakes and trembles Not make you wonder why? Do you ever wonder about him? Do you ever gets the chills? While you watch him yelling at her When you see him taking pills Does her smile really fool you? Do you not see the truth? It's standing right in front of you Do you really need more proof? Do you wonder about her clothes? Do you wonder why they're long? Even when it's hot outside, Obviously somethings wrong Do you wonder about her hair? Does it look like a mess? The signs are all pointing Have you still not guessed? Do you not see the hand print? Do you not see the tears? Do you not see he beats her? And now her life is fear.
Happy Valentine Day People
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Dart Test...
THIS IS A POWERFUL MESSAGE. PLEASE READ ALL OF IT. I AM PASSING IT ON BECAUSE I AM CERTAINLY NOT ASHAMED TO DO SO. In light of the many jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is a little different: This is not intended to be a joke, it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking.............. Dart Test... A young lady named Sally , relates an experience she had in a seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith. She says that Dr. Smith was known for his elaborate object lessons. One particular day, Sally walked into the seminary and knew they were in for a fun day. On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts. Dr. Smith told the students to draw a picture of someone that they disliked or someone who had made them angry , and he would allow them to throw darts at the person's picture. Sally' s friend drew a picture of who had stolen her boyfriend . Another friend drew a picture of his little brother. Sally drew a picture of a fo
The Little Girl
As I take a walk into the past I see a happy little girl No matter what happened There was always a smile on her face There was never a dull moment When she came into the room She had big dreams Until the day it all turned around when she was told to move she was moved so far away that she thought it would all end right then and there but before that she could speak her mind with no fear of being ridiculed she was aways happy there was nothing to fear nothing to worry her and now I look in the present and look into myself I see that the little girl is still there She had spoke her mind a lot And she never shy But now when I look at her I see bravery Not because she wants be But because she must be Now I look at her in the mirror Hoping that she was smiling But there was no smile Only a sad face That told all Of what she hid Yes she still is happy But only on the outside For now She is looking from the outside To see what it looks like inside
The Light
I walk in the shadows lost not knowing where to go or what to do i cry out but noone hears me.Im so alone so cold how do i get away from this misery? How do i find the light and the warmth that i so despetly need?Then i hear a whisper in the wind i follow it. Its getting lighter i run as fast as i can i open my eyes it was all a dream then i see your smileing face im warm again the fear is gone.You are the light and the end of the tunnel.
Im Done!
im done im sick of everytime i try to be nice i get hurt no matter how small the effort i get screwed! i ha ve very few friends that are true! im tired of being told one thing, and another happening ! i told my last g/f no matter what i'll be there! well she did coke. i drank liquor! and i got screwed! and thats just the way it always turns out 4 me! with every passing day the nice happy understanding mike that has always been is going away! i am trying to hold on but everytime i reach out for a life line it gets ripped away! danielle! you keep me afloat! you have been the best friend to me over all! and i love you for that! thank you! i think pretty much this whole rant is bacause i cant talk to you at the moment! i drunk! and hurting! and tired! noone else really seams to care! but you and like 1 or "maybe" 2 and they have known me 4 years anyhow! enough i shouldnt even post this because its a drunkin ramble! but i will 4 atleast till i
Inked On The 27th
Yes, I will be getting my 22nd tat done on the 27th of this month. I am so excited to get this. I do enjoy the pleasure of being inked. Anyways I have been real busy with stuff. I will catch you all later. ~D~
Valetine 2007
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One more time you will laugh about it and he'll never try to give you more and I don't care, he is such a dick he treats you like you are a stupid whore And it seems like things will never change you go on, every cloud is in your way and I know you feel empty all the time you'll never listen to anything that I say She's better off sleeping on the floor 'cause she fell right off when all is said, you know it's okay to just want more Why leave when you claim it is love? but why stay when you're not the only one? she's proved she's strong be brave, be strong She's better off sleeping on the floor 'cause she fell right off when all is said, you know it's okay to just want more She's better off sleeping on the floor she's better off sleeping on the floor (because she fell right off the bed) she's better off sleeping on the floor she's better off sleeping on the floor (because she fell right off the bed) she's better off sleeping on the floor she's better o
Woman To Woman Encouragement
Someone will always be smarter. Their house will be bigger. They will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their partners will fix more things around the house. So let it go and love you and your circumstances. Think about it. The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. The richest woman you know - she's got the car, the house, the clothes - might be heartbreakingly lonely. So, love you. Love who you are right now. Tell yourself, "I am too blessed to be stressed." "To the world you might be one person, but to one person you just might be the world."
Flashbacks Submitted by jessicab on Thu, 2006-02-16 19:02. What are Flashbacks? Flashbacks are when memories of past traumas feel as if they are taking place in the current moment. These memories can take many forms: dreams, sounds, smells, images, body sensations, or overwhelming emotions. This re-experience of the trauma often seems to come from nowhere and, therefore, blurs the lines between past and present, leaving the individual feeling anxious, scared, powerless, or any other emotions that they felt at the time of the trauma. Some flashbacks are mild and brief, a passing moment, while others may be powerful and last a long time. Many times the individual does not even realize that he or she is having a flashback and may feel faint or dissociate. What Helps During a Flashback? If you realize that you are in the middle of a flashback: Tell yourself that you are having a flashback and remind yourself that the actual event is over and you survived. Breathe. Take
Partner Rape
Partner Rape Submitted by jessicab on Mon, 2006-02-27 18:24. Definition: Sexual acts committed without a person's consent and/or against a person's will when the perpetrator is the individuals current partner (married or not), previous partner, or co-habitator. 3 types of Partner Rape: Battering rape- The experience of both physical and sexual violence within a relationship. Some may experience physical abuse during the sexual assault. Others may experience sexual assault after a physical assault as an attempt to "make up." Force-only Rape- Motivated by a perpetrators need to demonstrate power and maintain control. Therefore, he/she asserts his/her feelings of entitlement over his/her partner in the form of forced sexual contact. Obsessive/Sadistic Rape- Sadistic sexual assault involves torture and perverse sexual acts. Such rape is characteristically violent and often leads to physical injury. Emotional & Physical Reactions: Physical: Injuries to the vaginal
Incest Submitted by jessicab on Mon, 2006-02-27 18:28. Introduction: Incest is often included as a subset of Sexual Assault of Children. While there is a substantial amount of overlap in the two types of assault, for the purposes of this website we have separated them in recognition of the different needs that victims of each type of assault may have. Definition: Sexual contact between persons who are so closely related that their marriage is illegal (e.g., parents and children, uncles/aunts and nieces/nephews, etc.). This usually takes the form of an older family member sexually abusing a child or adolescent. Incest is considered by many experts to be a particularly damaging form of sexual abuse because it is perpetrated by indivuals whom the victim trusts and depends upon. In addition, support can also be lacking and pressure to keep silent powerful as fear of the family breaking up can be overwhelming to other family members. CULTURAL NOTE: There are, however, diff
Rape Submitted by jessicab on Mon, 2006-02-27 14:26. Definition: The exact definition of rape, sexual assault, sexual abuse and similar terms differs by state. The wording can get confusing, since states often use different words to mean the same thing, or use the same words to describe different things. So, for a precise legal definition, you need to check the law in your state. But here are some general guidelines based on the definitions used by the U.S. Justice Department. Please note that these definitions are a bit graphic, which is inevitable when describing crimes this violent. Rape is forced sexual intercourse, including vaginal, anal or oral penetration. Penetration may be by a body part or an object. Rape victims may be forced through threats or physical means. In about 8 out of 10 rapes, no weapon is used other than physical force. Anyone may be a victim of rape: women, men or children, straight or gay. Sexual assault is unwanted sexual contact that sto
For A Friend That Inspired Me Not To Give Up
I see your face and i feel your fangs sink into my soul i cant tear away i want to but somepart of me says no i feel you drink my soul my being im in extasy its pain and pleasure all in one i try to scream but nothing comes out i feel you in my mind and i scream again nothing i start to wonder what have you done to me then like a weight lifted off my mind it comes to me i now know what the fangs are im in love and never noticed till your fangs sank deeply into my soul!
Healing Ritual
Purification/ Healing Ritual Adapted from the Navajo Beauty Way Healing Ritual This is a Wiccan adaptation of a traditional Navajo healing Ritual. The original was a very involved native Rite, lasting hours, ending with a Shaman performing an elaborate sand painting. I have adapted it here by merging it with a Wiccan Purification Spell, and making it short enough to perform comfortably without losing any of the true meaning, and adding correspondences used by Witches to make it a little easier. You need to Purify yourself first to add power, so the first part is Purification. This was used traditionally for Rape victims, but this version works for anyone who has suffered a great loss, or is going through tragedy. A little warning here, this can be an Intense Spell, so be sure you are ready to perform it, or wait until you are. Here we go: Materials needed: Your typical Altar setup One White candle One red candle In
When You Rearrange The Letters:
Q. What are the fasted ways of communication during the 1950's? A. Telegraph, Telephone, Telewoman. DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES:! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES: When you rearrange the letters: THAT QUEER SHAKE MOTHER-I
Dearist Charlain I love you dearly Even when you think I dont For we have been together you and I For quite some time now True were just a net couple But we can tell what the other is thinkig Your my true one my soulmate My reason for staying around So on this day that honors love I LOVE YOU BABYGRIL Nothing wil ever tear us apart We will bicker we will fuss at each other But we are as one So I say again I LOVE YOU BABYGIRL! Caty
Happy Valentines Day To Everyone
In Love I...
How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?
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There No Such Thing
Lily and Sarah argued as they walked into there new home."Look I know what I saw outside."said Lily. "There is now such thing... said Sarah. As soon as she said this there came a crash through one of the library windows. The beast went straight for Sarah. Sarah fought best as she could to keep it from ripping her throat out.The beast got a hold of her arm. You could hear the cracking of the bones as Sarah shouted for help. Lily ran to the fire place and got a fire poker and begin to hit the beast with it. Suddenly a girl with blood red hair came in. With a shotgun blast she shot the animal. It let go of Sarah and ran out the same way it came in. The girl with the gun followed the beast out the window. When it entered the woods the girl stood there and watched carefully as she watched a pack of eyes watching here. She turned around and went back to the house. Lily was tending to Sarah. The girl close the heavy wooden shutters of the windows. She began a lock down in the library. The gir
Love Profile
Capricorn - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment. You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of. You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you. Your negative traits: Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past. You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with. You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not Your ideal partner: Is incredibly powerful and well respected. Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work. Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday. Your dating style: Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you. Your seduction style: Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom. Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time. Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary. Tips for the future:
Happy, Happy Valentine's Day To You And You And You!! :d
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My Kharma
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?
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If You Are A Bbw This Is So Worth Reading And Believing!!!
Well, to be honest, my confidence comes from knowing WHO I am. There are millions of women out there that are prettier than me.... or smarter than me. However, there isn't one woman out there that is LIKE me. I see myself as an intelligent, caring, witty, sweet, caring, successful individual. While there are many women who are some or maybe all of these things.... none of them have these qualities in the exact same combination as me.... or express these qualities in the same manner as me. This is true for every woman. We are all unique. I'm NOT confident in my looks... but I still have my pride. I think that true beauty is in the way a woman carries herself. If you carry yourself with pride... others notice. So, to help me get over being so self concious about my weight... I started focusing on the things I did like. I get my nails done.. because it makes **ME** feel good. I get my hair done.... because it makes **ME** feel attractive. I wear makeup because of how it makes me feel abou
Happy Valentines Day All
Bad Day
Today was a bad day for me. Today would have been my oldest daughter Sherri's Birthday. She would have been 17. If not for a drunk driver. I've been down all day. Cried a couple of times. Cursed the fuck that killed her and her mom Lisa. The basterd got 5 yrs for two lives. He gets out soon. He gets to go on with his life, she doesn't. She was my baby, and she always will be. I miss her so much. The day she died I went numb and then cold. The lost of a child is something you never get over. It never gets easier. To me its like everyday since has been the same. I still cry over her, I still miss her. Guess I always will.
Five Factor Personality Profile
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and rel
Newborn Soul
You Are a Newborn Soul You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
I long for the scent of your skin warmed by the friction of mine. unparalleled, that cloaks my heart with love. I long for the taste of your kiss. Not a sip to leave me wanting but full and deep and quenching as water for my thirst. I long for the feel of your touch upon my shoulder, neck, or ear. Light as a fairy's wing brushing upon the air. I long for the sound of your voice; the gentle utterance of my name, the whispering in my ear of loving words meant just for me. I long for the sight of your eyes alight with love and passion, warmly melting into mine, promising me forever. I long to shut out the world; to be all that exists in your mind, your heart, your soul. I long for YOU! I LOVE YOU ... Chicago Lyrics Chicago Music CodesMusic Codes by
My Pictures...
All the new pictures will go into the default folder until I feel like they've had enough new love. From then, they will be sorted into folders I think they belong in. I HATE the folder system right now, so I'll be moving all my pictures into default sometime soon and re-making folders. That will take me a good part of the day, fair warning! The picture system here doesn't agree with my Firefox too well. Anyway, yeah.
Feb. 13, 2007 Vent
When I look in the mirror, What do I see? Nothing but a shell of what was me. Things that I would never do before, Falling for people I shouldnt fall for. Who is this stranger I now see? Acts that should never have taken place Unable to hide the shame I now face... Will I be be able to win this race? Confusion I feel, I hope this isnt real, I close my eyes, but this will not leave me. How could I change so much in a day? Lady Crimson
Something For The Bird Lovers!!!!!!!!!
CherryTappers let's see if you can get this one right. First of all this is being posted for fun, but not at the expense of hurting anyone's feelings. Now thats out of the way. If a Stork delivers White babies. and a Crow delivers Black babies. What kind of bird brings no babies at all????????????? FOR EVERYONE WHO GETS THIS CORRECT. YOU WILL RECEIVE A 5LB BAG OF BIRD FEATHER AND A CHERRYTAP GIFT FROM YOURS TRULY! MrKnoGood is on Tap!
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Sighs...well, today I have officially gone from "girl who is hardly in trouble" to girl who now has to set up a court hearing and was issued criminal citation!!! Okay, so at the most I was get a $209-215.00 fine. But I HAD a clean record and now I let one little mistake... fuck! How stupid am I?!?!?! What was worse is WHY I did this... oh my goddess, what am I turning into? What is going on with me? I am sooo glad I am actually getting in trouble. Maybe this wont have a chance to happen again... Going to bed after 3 hours of detainment. I am tired. Lady Crimson
My Valintines Sadness
6 years ago i lost someone that ment the world to me in a hit and run on Valintines day. i held her in my arms as the light in her eyes faded away i still hear the last thing she said to me ''i love you albert'' and ''hold me closer baby it is getting dark and cold'' and still to this day i can hear her laughter when she was happy and it hurts bad. i am sorry if later today i am not very happy but now you know why i will be sad. thank you for reading this
Your Eyes Should Be
Your Eyes Should Be Brown Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart What Color Should Your Eyes Be?
Shouts Between Me And A Friend/.. Its True But Sad...
me...: BINGO ~them...: thats so friggin true....and nie girls get cheated on or used and abused...ugh or when u find someone they are 1200 miles away lmao Me...: Thats why i'm just going to stay single.. i'd love to get married but like the say go's nice guys finish last Them...: yeah noooo shit.... Me...: becouse women date the assholes.. that why it' is this way Them...: thats sweet.....its a shame most men arent like that ->~Me...: i feel the same.. cuz i'm single but i do try to make it nice for the ladies them...: no wy...thats just me and how i feel about valentines day lol ->Me...: that cool.. there for a sec. i did something wrong... them...: u didnt its kewl I just wanted something out f the normal tits ass and lips stuff that every damn woman is puttin ME...: i agree with the poem but not every guy is like that ... sorry to have offended you
Brand New And Testing The Waters
Hey everyone just thought I would start a blog here on Cherry Tap since I am new to all this .. wanted to see what all was up .. So sending out love to all those that have shown me love today .. THANKS for all the loving! Smooooochies and Hugs Bratty lil Kitten
Blackentine's Day
C/O BLACKENTINE'S DAY Black Wednesday - February 14th 2007 The 8th Anniversary! Blackentine's Day was first celebrated February 14th 1999. It is STILL not a recognized day on the calendar but more people know about it every year. It is a day that many people who are married or have a "significant other" generally do not get to celebrate because it falls on the same day as another well recognized day sponsored by your local florists, jewelers and of course Hallmark. Blackentine's Day is similar to St. Patrick's Day in some ways, but you wear black instead of green. You drink plenty of your favorite alcoholic beverage and listen to music. However the music of Blackentine's Day is (or should be) very dark, sometimes slow but never happy or party type music. Doom or Goth metal is the preferred music however Death and Black metal are also quite suitable if you can tolerate it. There are a few great cds that don't really fit the mentioned ge
Five Variable Love Profile
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence
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If any of CT PEEPS out there could tell me how to get music/song on my profile PLEASE let me know how still figureing everything out????THANKX!!PEACE!!!
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