Well, everyone acts like sex is so cool, and all this shit... but you know its not...
I have learned something, due to this past weekend... Sex is stupid. It really is. It serves no purpose. Anything a man can do, i can surely do to myself... seriously... and i can hear the "oh but you haven't had me baby..." BULLSHIT.... i have had sex enough i've realized the only thing you're missing between sex and masturbation, is the physical intimacy. And physical intimacy can be obtained without sex.... SOOOO....
I have decided. Sex sucks. And frankly, I really don't want to have sex anymore... It's like, men just use women for sex, GOD KNOWS i can attest to that one, LINDON.... and there is just no point.... i want to be in love when i have sex. I want that romantic, in love, mushy sex.
Then comes the fact that, i don't think i believe in love. The idea i have always had about love, and been crushed, torn apart, and ruined by so many men....
I'm gonna become a nun. seriously. that would be lovely. Although, not so easy i don't wanna give up my kids, to go live with a bunch of crazy women...
anyways, thats my whining
