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pinkpantha's blog: "My Lyfe"

created on 02/14/2007  |  http://fubar.com/my-lyfe/b55369
I'm going to tell you a tale about a little girl who's life god didn't put together very well. Her mom always beat her. she was raped at such an early age everyone she ever loved didn't feel the same. she couldn't stand the pain. she couldn't stand the sorrow everything she was waiting for she hoped would come tomorrow. her mom hit her so she would try to run away but every time she got caught it just caused her more pain. she never did anything to deserve such abuse her mom made her feel so low "please mommy stop" she would beg that cry would get her another blow she must not have been loved for she was punished by cigarette burns her face black and blue her little arm broken in two. she would hit her hard and call her names "your a waste and should be ashamed" I love you mommy was all she said. "shut your mouth" she would scream or i will hit you again. she couldn't stand the pain she couldn't stand the sorrow everything she waiting she hoped would come tomorrow she never saw this coming this wasn't how she wanted the night to end she was set up by someone she thought was her "best friend" she thought it would be fun but for what she didn't know her "best friend" betrayed her the true side of this guy would show he jumped on her, she screamed please get off treated like a w**** like she deserved it almost like it was what she was asking for as she tried to get him off he said oh baby your so tight then slammed her head against the heater and said "don't try to fight" afterword's she just sat their in pain not knowing what to do tell she heard him scream "b**** i will kill you. she couldn't stand the pain she couldn't stand the sorrow everything she was waiting for she hoped would come tomorrow Andy you hurt her you did what you said was a lie all she wants is her like to end what she wants is to die. she thought you were the one who cared she thought you loved her with all your heart that you were meant to be together and that you would never part. It was the best time of her life love that she thought would never die not even from the end of a knife she really thought you loved her all she knew was she loved you she went through all those abusive relationships and you helped her through plus she had to deal with her mom but she could take the beatings cause she had you, and you helped her through all she knew was she loved you. she couldn't stand the pain she couldn't stand the sorrow everything she was waiting for she hoped would come tomorrow. But what all these people that hurt her didn't know every night she came home she would run into her bathroom to rid the pain inside her little soul she couldn't stop, she pushed and pushed as she looked in the mirror she watched the crimson flow mixing with every icy tear looking in the mirror only brought tears she couldn't stand her life at only 14 years on her arm she created a pretty picture or a time line of her life no patch of peach skin left every little scar carved by a knife the next morning she woke up pain on each arm each cut still crimson red all she wanted was to be dead she couldn't stand the pain she could't stand the sorrow everything she was waiting for wasn't coming tomorrow so that morning when she went to school she decided life was to much so she took 200 pills before she got on the bus..................... lying on the bathroom floor her "best friend" came running in calling 911 on her phone its fine you will be fine and your not alone her eyes half way open she can barely see all that is around is people in green they put her in the ambulance and pulled out of the parking lot this isn't how it was suppose to work she wasn't suppose to get caught............. this little girl was treated and still living but she still is always depressed and we don't know when her next attempt will be oh and i forgot to tell you that little girl was me. this is true everything. please comment and vote i would really like to know what you think. this is a true story about a friend of mine i was inspired to wite casue i know what she goes through ever night it was sad for me to write but i wrote in place of me to protect her name
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