I look back now
And shed a tear
Those pushed away
Who came so near?
Who touched my heart?
And touched my soul
I left them out
To take control
I was scared, I was unsure,
Loved them all, but never told.
Scared of fear, And all alone,
Left outside, and in the cold.
I couldn?t tell them
Thoughts of mind
Silence screaming
Binding time
I look back now
And cringed that I
Couldn?t see the truth from lies
If you knew who I once was
Listen carefully because
If i pushed you far from me
It was for your sake I let it be
And now I want to say sorry
I loved you once
As only time can tell
And love you now
I torment in my hell
For not ringing your bell
And admitting that I fell?
In love with you
