She was running away
from her life
she couldn't keep making her pain go away
always using a knife
she tried so hard to stop
but she just couldn't
her mind what full of thoughts
she wanted stress to stop but it wouldn't
she looked eager to leave
she was going insane
she regrets the first day
she overdosed on pain
she tried to forget the time he hurt her
she tried to forgive his lies
she was sick of living in a world like this
she really wanted to die
when she took out the blade
her wrist went numb
she couldn't figure out why she did this
or who she has become
she could get any help
words were to hard to explain
she couldn't seem to stop
her overdose on pain
it was so addicting
to hard to stop
she'd stare at her arms
in shock
she couldn't bare looking
inside the staring glass shed fear
the ugly girl in front of her
while she looked into the mirror
he was her life
his love for her he'd tame
he'd lead her on to nothing
so she overdosed on pain
there she lay silent
overdosing on nothing new
her life falling rite in front of her
she thought it couldn't be true
she always told everyone
to be who you are
she did the exact opposite
first by hiding scars
so always remember the girl
whose pressure would always remain
the girl who died yesterday
from her overdose of pain.
this is a poem about my overdose of pain that i gained over the years when nothing felt like anything in my life at all because at the end i jsut couldnt help anyone from the fall so as i sit here and ryhme my lines away theres nothing to help me remain the same