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* Morphogenetic Fields *
(Crystal Body , Manifestation Template or Organic Imprint for Health) All matter forms and forms of consciousness, including planetary bodies and human bodies, are manifested through a morphogenetic (form-holding) imprint, which exists as a quantity of crystalline (that's why it's also called crystal body), electro-tonal energetic substance that is composed of specific patters of frequency. (See: Universal Manifestation Template, Primal Order, Energy Matrix, Time Matrix) This morphogenetic imprint sets the pattern for a form within the 15-dimensional Unified Field of energy substance, The morphogenetic imprint holds the instructions and design for form-building in a type of digital or electronic encoding, known as Keylon Codes. Forms come into manifestation and evolve, as patterns of frequency are drawn into the forms' morphogenetic field, from the dimensional frequency bands of the Unified Field of energetic substance within which the morphogenetic field is placed. Thi
Ok Everyone, I'm In A Non-ct Contest And Your Help Would Be Appriciated!
Ok guys, here's the deal. I know most people can't stand reading poetry, however, I do write some poetry (if that's what you want to call it,) and has started doing a rate your poem contest. I need people to click the link below and read/rate my poems. I can actually win some money off of this, so anybody that can help, please do!!! the link is: Click here to Vote
Age does not protect you from love but love to some extent protects you from age. Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. Choose the one who loves you, and not whom you love. Donít forget to love yourself. Everyone admits that love is wonderful and necessary, yet no one agrees on just what it is. For one human being to love another: that is perhaps the most difficult of our tasks; the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but preparation. Gravitation can not be held responsible for people falling in love. He who loves 50 people has 50 woes; he who loves no one has no woes. If you judge people, you have no time to love them. Just three words, ďI Love YouĒ , but they mean world to everybody. Kindness is love in disguise. Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction. Mature love says: ďI need you because I love you.Ē Immature love says: ďI l
What's Up?
Hey Everyone. Just thought I would update everyone on what's going on here. Well, it's Mardi Gras here. Whoo Hooo...unless your like me and this is all kind of routine. Just for once, I think I would want to find out what it is like for the rest of the country to know that there is a kick ass party going on, but you can't go. At least that is what I think it feels like. LOL. Anyway. As far as guys go, well I am just keeping my eyes open, but not exactly thrilled about it. LOL. Don't get me wrong, I love a hard-working man, but this is fucking ridiculous. So, needless to say I am moving on. He comes back, well...he won't know that I strayed unless someone on here knows him and I and tells him. :D I just know someone wouldn't be that mean, but then again you never know. :D although with all the people around here, I still feel a little alone in some aspects. I love hanging out with everyone, but I am not entirely excited to be here? LOL. I guess I am missing that MIA guy of mine, but the
Salutes And New Pics....
Yep that's me, at home, looking like a bum, and I put up a salute pic... hope you likey! And if you don't.... blow me.
Over the past few years I got rid of a LOT of books, mostly old paperbacks, due to space constraints plus I knew eventually I'd be moving again and couldn't face moving all of that stuff one...more...time. Now that I actually have moved I find that I regret having given them all away. So I guess in the spring it's off to the used book stores where I got most of them in the first place!
New Skin.. Check It Out And U Can Get A Gift From Me
check it out peeps show it some love.. first 5 ppl to send me a user comment on this new skin will get a gift from me. dont forget to show soulz some love she makes all my skins and a lot of my tags.. so go rate and fann her add her as a friend..!!SouLz!!+!!B&A FAM!!+!!B.S.F!! [Residential Redneckz Wife]@ CherryTAP
So ... this is not so much a blog as it is just a question for discussion: Should guys post NSFW photos ... or not? Personally ... I sooo don't care, seeing as how I'm never going to see them anyway ... But it's a conversation I've had with a lot of women . Some think no ... some like to see something sexy (maybe "R" rated) ... and some like free porn. ;-) Comments? (And no, I don't have any such thing posted. ;-) )
I Can't Believe It .... My Boyfriend Broke Up With Me : (
I Love Nascar!!!!!....gentlemen, Start Your Engines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There comes a time in your life when you think you have found that one true love, then the worst happens heartbreak. You start thinking does he really love me or does he just say that , and what have I done to deserve this? Why do the majority of the girls get fucked over all the time?
Link To The Web Site
I have been trying to post the link to the web site but I keep getting an error message. So I am going to try and trick this site I hope this works... close any gaps that you see and it should work... but the site is under construction. I hope you can figure this out http://www dot ms-cleavage dot bravehost dot com/
Come Andjoin Me... Im Djing
In the Wicked Realm Lounge.... come listen and keep me company!
Sad But True...
Ads In Bills: Have you ever noticed that they put advertisements in with your bills now? Like bills aren't distasteful enough, they have to stuff junk mail in there with them. I get back at them. I put garbage in with my check when I mail it in. Coffee grinds, banana peels...I write, "Could you throw this away for me? Thank You." Fabric Softener: My wife uses fabric softener. I never knew what that stuff was for. Then I noticed women coming up to me (sniff) 'Married' (walk off). That's how they mark their territory. You can take off the ring, but it's hard to get that April fresh scent out of your clothes. Prisons: Did you know that it costs forty thousand dollars a year to house each prisoner? Jeez, for forty thousand bucks a piece I'll take a few prisoners into my house. I live in Los Angeles. I already have bars on the windows. I don't think we should give free room and board to criminals. I think they should have to run twelve hours a day on a treadmill and gene
Boys Will Be Boys :p
Little Billy came into the kitchen where his mother was making dinner. His birthday was coming up and he thought this was a good time to tell his mother what he wanted. "Mom, I want a bike for my birthday." Little Billy was a bit of a troublemaker. He had gotten into trouble at school and at home. Billy's mother asked him if he thought he deserved to get a bike for his birthday. Little Billy, of course, thought he did. Billy's mother, being a Christian woman, wanted him to reflect on his behavior over the last year and write a letter to God and tell him why he deserved a bike for his birthday. Little Billy stomped up the steps to his room and sat down to write God a letter. LETTER 1: Dear God, I have been a very good boy this year and I would like a bike for my birthday. I want a red one. Your friend, Billy Billy knew this wasn't true. He had not been a very good boy this year, so he tore up the letter and started over. LETTER 2: Dear God, This is your
This Was A Nice Thought, But I Had To Add A Little Somth'n At The End
A Picture Worth 1000 Million Words. We truly take a lot for granted. Forget the football "heroes" and movie "stars". Pass this on so that all may know the price of freedom. Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ and the American Soldier. One died for your soul; the other for your freedom. How can you NOT PASS this along, we all send dozens of jokes THIS IS NOT A JOKE It's a nice thought, But the truth that seems to be lost is the fact that many men and women through out time, have given thier lives or were willing to give them in many different way's for our many different kinds of freedom........ From Rosa Parks, Mr. King, Isaac Newton, and many many many more Hero's of Humanity..... people that have changed and influenced our planet.... through standing up for thier idea's, rights, or freedoms. So to me it is a crime of ignorence to say there's been only two.
Random Thoughts
sitting here thinking of you, wondering if this is real, what we feel. afrad its not, afraid its all a dream. what am i going ot do if it is? how willi cope. all alone again, no one there.who will want me, who will need me. Wanting to be with you, and not knowing how that will happen. lost. bored.scared.i guess ill find out soon enough......
Looking Though Things I'd Done
at another time, when I was feeling more creative... I posted some artwork I'd made in photoshop to my stash today. And here is something that I made from a photo taken by Craig Cowling, aka Naughty James, a photographer from the UK who I know from a few design-community message boards. I don't have the original, but imagine the girl wrapped in the carpet as being solid and not see-through. I erased her from the picture and constructed the missing pieces of background by copying textures from other parts of the photo. He had started a forum thread inviting people to "destroy" his photos, and everyone was having a great time with it :) This is a flyer I made for some other friends in the UK, John Harrigan and his Foolish People acting troupe. You never get a good idea of what people are about sometimes, just from talking, because we tend to dwell on the things which drew us together, and seldom drift off into other subjects because online conversation, while sometime
Sexyiest Back Tattoo Winners
Beautiful Disaster in first with 9000 comments!! Beautiful Disaster.....ĆŦ¨МǎҒїǻ@ CherryTAP
Im A Lion... Hear Me Roar!!!
So tell me what y'all think about this and the Leo persona and how I really am :D Does it match much? ;) .:ARIES:. The best in bed Outgoing. Lovable. Spontanious. Not one to F@*# with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. 16 years of BAD luck if you do not repost. .:VIRGO:. liar Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of BAD luck if you do not repost. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative
The Captain's New Hobby
Rule 1: NEVER feel sorry for these guys. They have caused endless suffering for a lot of people. Rule 2: It is not racist to equalize the playing field. Rule 3: Whenever you can manage it, get as much personal information from him/her as you can, and turn them in to law enforcement. Rule 4: Lying to these guys is okay, as long as your goal is Rule 3. The following is the original email. Typos, horridly constructed English, and glaring misunderstandings are NOT my fault: FROM THE DESK OF FILE DEPARTMENT AFRICAN DEVELOPMENT BANK A.D.B OUAGADOUGOU BUKINA FASO ANNEX WEST AFRICA. RMTTANCE OF $15 MILLION U.S.A DOLLARS HERE'S IS THE PLAN CRASH WEB SITE..... PLANE CRASH WEB SITE... DEAR/ FRIEND I am Dr.dukue Anni,The Head of file Department in African developent bank (ADB).I got your contact through yahoo tourist search, When i was searching for a foreign partner, i assured of your capability and reliabilit
Quizzes Are So Much Funand So True
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Biting100%Bondage100%Blind Folds83%Blood75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Whips33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with
Weird Al "alimony"
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts Alimony lyrics Here she comes now, wants her alimony Bleedin' me dry as a bony bony Workin' three jobs just to stay in debt now Well, first she took my nest egg then she took the nest I said yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah) (Yeah) 'Cause she took my house (alimony), my car (alimony) My shoes (alimony) and my toothbrush too (alimony) Too bad (alimony), so sad (alimony) Ah-she got (alimony), got the gift of grab (alimony) I'm in debt (debt), debt (debt), debt (debt), debt (debt), debt (debt), debt (debt) Lawyer's callin' me on the telephony Tryin' to squeeze some blood from a stonee-stony Ooh, I took her for better or for worse, yeah Then she took me for everything, yeah everything She could get (get), get (get), get (get), get (get), get (get) (Get) Well I'm out of cash (alimony), no dough (alimony) I'm broke (alimony), it's no joke (alimony) The check's in the mail (alimony), get off (alimony) My
New To This
hi all this is my first time on cherrytap and im still trying to figure what all the fuss is about
Missing A Friend!
ok due to the storm here I was away from cherrytap for a few days. a friend left a comment on valentines day on my page but now I see that her profile is deleted.I know she had medical problems and some other things going on in her life so I was just wondering if anyone knew her and knows what happened to her. she was "Dazzler36"
More On The Goddess
Tara, Goddess of Peace and Protection Goddess Tara is probably the oldest goddess who is still worshipped extensively in modern times. Tara originated as a Hindu goddess, the Mother Creator, representing the eternal life force that fuels all life. There are many embodiments of Tara, but the best known are the White Tara and the Green Tara. The peaceful, compassionate White Tara gently protects and brings long life and peace. The more dynamic goddess, Green Tara is the "Mother Earth", and a fierce goddess who overcomes obstacles, and saves us from physical and spiritual danger. In Sanskrit, the name Tara means Star, but she was also called She Who Brings Forth Life, The Great Compassionate Mother, and The Embodiment of Wisdom, and the Great Protectress. Adopted by Buddhism, she become the most widely revered deity in the Tibetan pantheon. In Buddhist tradition, Tara is actually much greater than a goddess -- she is a female Buddha, an enlightened one was has
Tara, Goddess And Heroine
More proff I have found that I am a goddess (ha ha ha)..... Tara, Goddess and Heroine Shrouded in mystery, revealed in wonder, the Great Goddess has been adored for millennia. Sculptural evidence discovered in prehistoric caves of 30,000 years ago finds her Her worship to be more ancient than humankind has memory. Legends and myths of every culture praise She Who Brings Forth Life, She Who Is The Embodiment Of Wisdom, The Great Compassionate Mother, The Star Of Heaven. She has been called by many names, she has been revealed in many forms. Her worship continues to this day in ancient cultures of Asia, and in the 20th century search for the lost feminine. The Tibetans call her Tara. Tara is a Sanskrit word meaning Star. We hear the echoes of her name in the Latin Terra, Mother Earth. The Druids called their mother goddess Tara. An ancient saga of Finland said to be 5 million years old speaks of Tar, the women of wisdom. An ancient tribe of indigenous peoples in the South Ame
> Everybody has - or should have - somebody special in their life. > That person who is the reason for lots of things... > simple things like getting up in the morning > and smiling during the day > > For some, that special person is still with them > they are the fortunate ones > because for others, for reasons that often very personal, that person > is no longer in their daily life > > Every so often, it's a good thing to just take a moment to think > about that special person > And if you don't know what to say, if words fail you at that moment, > I offer you these borrowed wordz: > > When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; > When troubles come and my heart burdened be; > Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, > Until you come and sit awhile with me. > > You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; > You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; > I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; > You raise me up... To more than I can be. > > I am st
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Im A Goddess!!!
Found this on line...... Tara from Goddesses and Heroines Exerpt from Goddess & Heroines by Patricia Monaghan [Used by permission. This text is NOT included in the Goddess Oracle] In Indian Hinduism, the star goddess Tara is a manifestation of the queen of time, Kali. Her symbol, the star, is seen as a beautiful but perpetually self-combusting thing; so Tara is the absolute, unquenchable hunger that propels all life. As a Bodhisattava, a Buddha-to-be, she is considered second only to the great Avalokitesvara, of whom she is sometimes said to be a female aspect. Among Buddhists and Jains, and particularly in Tibetan Lamaism, Tara became a symbol of other hungers as well, in particular the spiritual hunger for release from the purely physical world. As such, Tara is the goddess of self-mastery and mysticism, invoked under her 108 names on a rosary of 108 beads. The compassionate goddess, she appears as a playful adolescent, for Tara sees life for the game it is; she also a
Ghost Rider
mmm, it was ok,good graphics tho but yeah abunch of hoodlums running around and cell phone going off, lol people never get a clue.
A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Forepl
In The Sexiest Redneck Contest
Can't believe it, I'm in another of these contests. A good friend asked me to join up so I made a photo that would go this morning and off we go. I'd appreciate any help you can give with bombing the living crap out of it. Thanks so much. Click on the image below to get there.
Another Update
Blood And Pepsi
My nose just stopped bleeding..o_0 well, yesterday I actually got on a register, and the only thing that slowed me down was looking up the veggies/fruits, I had to deny a deaf women beer and ciggys because she didnt have her ID, she got all pissy and left. Well I go back in today at 4:30pm until 11pm, for more training. I just got done curling and setting my hair for the day, its poofy and pretty..and purple and I'm wearing a black short sleeve button up shirt and my grey blue jeans and a silver ball necklace..I am rocking today! I did my make up and I splurged today and put on mascara, I don't normally fo it, because when it gets humid it runs, but ohhh well... I am dressing up all nice because yesterday when Ray picked me up and I looked in the car mirror and my makeup was virtually gone and I looked like Mars's Craters. lol..and my cheeks were flushed and gross....and Ray decided, "lets go about town and do this and that, without stopping home so I could p
I Swear!!
Why do ex inlaws feel the need to call you out of the blue and inform you of your ex's life then say shhh don't tell anyone i told you? I really don't care what happens in his life. He beat me and done other unmentionable things. Of course being the soft hearted and nice person i am i just sit and listen but sometimes i just wanna tell them to fuck off and leave me alone. So am I wrong or what? People get on my nerves sometimes! Geeze...
Why Parents Drink...
Why parents drink... A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to 'Dad.' With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone
February 18, 2007 ***did Bush Have Financial Links With The Scandal-plagued Enron?
HEADLINES and NEWS LINKS Courtesy of Jesse's Blog: ________________________________________________________________ February 18, 2007 OF INTEREST : ***Did Bush have financial links with the scandal-plagued Enron? - It has now come out that US President George W. Bush once had a financial relationship with Enron, the failed energy giant that filed for Chapter 11 bankruptcy in December 2001 and contributed millions of dollars to Bush's gubernatorial and presidential election campaigns. WAR : ∑ 8 U.S. Troops Die in Afghan Copter Crash - ∑ 2 Baghdad Car Bombs Kill 56, Injure 127 - The U.S. military also reported the deaths of two American soldiers ∑ Iraq's death toll is far worse than our leaders admit ∑ Ex-envoy says Iraq rebuilding plan won't work ∑ U.S. move means Canada stuck in Afghanistan ∑ Taliban deploy 10,
Family Chain
Survey Answers
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: What ever you want it to be.... Baby Birthday: yep every year Birthplace: in a hospital Current Location: hahahahaha ... wouldn't you like to know Eye Color: Purple Hair Color: Blue Height: not tall enough to reach the ceiling yet Right: pretty much all the time, yes. Your Heritage: something along the lines of drinkin like a fish and wearin those wooden shoes. The Shoes You Wore Today: what about them? Your Weakness: there's no crying in baseball Your Fears: what was that?! Your Perfect Pizza:any kind that is not plastic Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To FINALLY be a member of my daughters secret club! Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Suck it up WUSS Thoughts First Waking Up: OMG ... he's still here, oh Shit! gotta go Your Best Physical Feature: well that's an easy one... My left boob Your Bedtime: What the heck is a bed time am I like 3? Your Most Missed Memory: the ones I can't remembe
Breaking News And Commentary From Citizens For Legitimate Government
Breaking News and Commentary from Citizens for Legitimate Government 18 February 2007 All links to articles as summarized below are available here: Weapons used in attack in southeastern Iran come from U.S.: report 18 Feb 2007 Explosive devices and arsenals used in a terrorist attack in the southeastern Iranian city of Zahedan on Wednesday came from the United States, the semi-official Fars news agency reported on Saturday. Relevant documents, photographs and film footage, which show that the explosives and arsenals used in the attack were American, would soon be made public, an "informed source" was quoted as saying. Pakistani official: Taliban insurgency becoming 'liberation war' 16 Feb 2007 Taliban-led insurgents are winning ever-greater public support in Afghanistan for a struggle that is taking on the character of a "liberation war" against foreign troops, a senior Pakistani official c
Global Warming Equals Socialism
Global Warming Equals Socialism "Global warming is the ideal scare campaign for those who are doing all they can to secure strict control over society, business, and the minutest details of individual life." As Horner explains, "if global warming really were as bad as the Leftist doomsayers insist it is, then no policy imaginable could 'solve' it . . . no matter how much we sacrifice there would still be more to do. That makes global warming the bottomless well of excuses for the relentless growth of Big Government."
Looking Out
im looking out the office window, thinking about a love long ago, remember the love letters that , shared our hearts and soul, when the thunder rolled i swear, i could see and hear you across the sky, so all i see is tears in my eyes, and sorrow of losing you and leaving you behind, all the love that we shared years ago, distance maybe a problem, when your so far away, my heart will always keep you close, wanting to look into your eyes, as the tears streaming down your face,. on this hot summer night,, knowing you will be my friend forever, doug
Random Sunrise Thinking
Well it`s time for a new one of theseÖ Blogs that is.. I should give a lil more info ya know where I`m tryin to go. I like the nightÖ it just feels right I wake upÖ the sun goes downÖ Or is itÖ the other way around Anyway about the time that I come around. I`m not just nocturnal I`m a bit tropical as well this snow is killing meÖ. & it killed my car as well .. It`s half my fault & I made me make it worse Ö it`s not that bad it`s not like I`m in ..(L0L) ,,, the back of a hearse It`s like sometimes $H!T goes badÖlet`s choose when we get cursed If my ride don`t wanna runÖ then isn`t runnin` it worse? Leave it parked there Ö with the snow on the hood I`ll still get to workÖ I`ll kick it on hoof Peeps be lookin at me like I`m some kinda goof Anyway that`s me I`m me I`m a fool Ask anyone I never claim that I`m cool Need a lotta polish To make me like a jewel Bling ain`t no thing That`s my general rule You on the high horse With your head a twirl Think of t
The Pain
ok yall i this is my 2 time to do this but i just have to get soemthing off my chest. as some of yall know i live with a guy im not married to him been with him for going on 4 years now. i love him i like have ever loved anyone i have been with i really thought he was the one for me my night and shining armer so i thought. but the last 3 years have been hard on me i lost my mom 3 years ago and now this guy im with well he does not have anything to do with my kids are me he stays gone never wants to be around us never wants to do anything with us he is more into his family. me and my kids are stuck here dayin and day out never go anywhere heck he is gone right now left this mornign and still have not seem him yet. i want to leave but i have no where to go so im stuck here right now till i can get on my feet. i live in a small down so no shelters or anything. well anyways im sorry for telling yall this i just needed someone to talk to. and thank yall so much for be my friends.....
i'm gonna be on yahoo so if you want to talk to me you can find me there fried2toad is my id so add me if you want but tell me who you are so i know please thanks
Web Site
I just began to create my own web site. The plans are to have my own chat room within the site and other fun things. The purpose of the site is to share my erotic stories and promote it all over the web. As it is being built I will be sure to announce when it will be launched so you can come and see it.
Smtn Cute I Found On The Net
On the very first day, God created the cow. He said to the cow, "Today I have created you! As a cow, you must go to the field with the farmer all day long. You will work all day under the sun! I will give you a life span of 50 years." The cow objected, "What? This kind of tough life you want me to live for 50 years? Let me have 20 years, and the 30 years I'll give back to you." So God agreed. On the second day, God created the dog. God said to the dog, "What you are supposed to do is to sit all day by the door of your house. Any people that come in, you will have to bark at them! I'll give a life span of 20 years." The dog objected, "What? All day long to sit by the door? No way! I give you back my other 10 years of life!" So God agreed. On the third day, God created the monkey. He said to the monkey, "Monkeys have to entertain people. You've got to make them laugh and do monkey tricks. I'll give you 20 years life span." The monkey objected. "What? Make them laugh? Do mo
The Emotions Tear Through Me....
....& it leaves me just another pretty mess. i saw a picture of his plt yesterday. i saw a group of men who though they've changed a lot since training started not much in their auras have changed. but the i saw sean....he looked mean..rigid...and was giving off this cold glare. at first i didnt see my sean in that man...all i saw was a hardened marine...but after i looked at his picture for a short while i started to see a slight glimpse of my sean in him. he told me hes changed a lot since he left in december. that he can do all the things he once depended on me to do for him...i didnt see much of a problem there...but then he said he could handle running the household for me too. thats when i started to wonder what exactly he needed me for...if he even still needed me. does he still need me? will i become a burden to him? will i hold him back? am i doing so already? how much has he really changed? will he still see me the same way? should i change to fit his life now? if
101 Simple Ways
Call an old friend, just to say "hi." Hold a door open for a stranger. Invite someone to lunch. Compliment someone on his or her appearance. Ask a coworker for their opinion on a project. Bring cookies to work. Let someone cut in during rush hour traffic. Leave a waitress or waiter a big tip. Tell a cashier to "have a nice day." Call your parents. Let someone know you miss them. Treat someone to a movie. Let a person know you really appreciate them. Visit a retirement center. Take a child to the zoo. Fill up your spouse's car with gas. Surprise someone with a small gift. Leave a "thank-you" note for the cleaning staff at work. Write a letter to a distant relative. Tell someone you thought about them the other day. Put a dime in a stranger's parking meter before the time expires. Bake a cake for a neighbor. Send someone flowers to where they work. Invite a friend to tea. Recommend a good book to someone. Donate clothing to a charity. O
My Work
Well this is my first blog, lol I hope you all enjoy my artwork as much as I enjoy doing it. One thing I will leave on this earth when it's my time to go home is a piece of me will live on in the skin of the people I have touched with my artwork. If your ever in my area please look me up and you can have a piece of me as well.
Jay Bigalow Male Gigalo
"if I Was Your Boyfriend"
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) Would you hold me? 3.) Would you take me places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, whos side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do I look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have I ever made you smile? 23.) Want to spend the night with me? 24.)
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I'm This Girlie
I'm The Girl Who... *I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... *I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant... *I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... *I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything... *I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes... *I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one... *I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends... *I'm the girl who will listen to you talk... *I'm the girl who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason... *I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead.. (its cute) *I'm the girl who loves you for you ; and doesn't care what other people say about us... *I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend... *I'm the girl you can be your
New Pics!
hey guys I have new pics up in default and in feb.2007 rate them for me plzzz!
Custome Tags
ok i have been making some custom tags if you wont to have one made please let me know
Lmao And These Kids
I love it when i turn yonger gys down and they pll my age opt lol I may beolder bt stll close enff t prrrrrrrrfect for who I choose to be and if can t handle my preferences GO FCK RSELF as wont be doing me
how does the time fly when you are alone why does time stand still when you meet that one who will give you all who is to say i am i been there why go so deep than to lose it all but some how i got it back dont you wish it was you who has it all now who has whatever you needed my son is the answer to me he made me who i am today and now i will always walk with him
Did I Mention?
I forgot to mention that I lost my bowl in that endevor. And when I went back to look for it it was nowhere to be found. snow leaves and twigs (or maybe a wild animal) have made it dissapear. It was funny to cause I even sat like I would have been sitting in my car that wasent still really in the ditch, and tossed a rock about the weight of the bowl....still no anvil. =( but hey! at least I'm alive and not in jail and my car is not messed up. In the end the bowl is no biggie.
Stabbed By The Bestfriend.. Tell Me What You Think...
Heyyy Yall... Well I have had somethings on my mind. Things goin on in my life. THAT TRUELY SUCKS.... I want to know what people think about this. Well I have been friends with this girl for years well about 10 years. She was my best friend. Someone I turned to when I had problems. Like this one. Anyways, I dated this guy 2 years ago now. We dated a few months. We were like bestfriends... Well he was my best guy friend...We broke up but we were more then friends after the fact. It also went on for a year. Now its been a year since. And I cared so much about this guy. I stoped talkin with him so much so I could get over him or at least keep my distance. You know. So We used to talk every night. He used to send me texts every morning and night. Sayin well duhh Good Morning and Good Night. I really liked him. Well lets say I loved him very much. Now my Ex- bestfriend.. Someone who never liked him really. Is datin him. She didn't even have the nerve to tell me. I found out on
To All Angel Family Members
As of next monday i will be handing every member a ct license signed by the family. The ones from the website. Everyone will be starting out with the red license than working up from there. You can read more about it here
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What I Am Looking For In A Man
What I am looking for in a man: A man should be about 5'8"to 6'2" and at least 140 to 180 pounds.Who is religious and goes to church at least once a week and belives in god and prayer.Enjoys any types of reading such as astrology,biographies,classical,traveling,christian,some art etc,music such as some rap,r&b,christian,gospel,some world music.A few sports such as basketball,football is ok,soccer,rugby around the house,organized,a hard worker,able to care for 2 people. Who is understanding,faithful to god, who was never married and has or no kids. email me or call me. no scammers please.easy to talk to.can drive.looks is not necessairly importnat to me but what is important to me is what a man has in his heart. looks is important to me to an extent.also a good education andhas finished school/graduate/has a good paying job.Who is about 22-30 years old.talents are a plus.These the ngs I am looking for
Here's To Me!
Here's to me, here's to you, if you don't like me then FUCK YOU!!
True To Yourself
True to Yourself Clean and safe thats how I feel Enjoying myself cause I am real Never giving false vibes or intentions Be true to yourself is what I mention Stood up for truest feelings and beliefs And turning over still without relief Continuing on, all the way until the end I will oversee your hopes and dreams my friend...
Is This Turning Into Fucking Myspace?
You fucking little bitches who like to report on fucking mumms! I posted a mumm (which has been awhile for me) about watching a video being naked with a teddybear, more or less, poking fun at myself and getting a laugh. For that, some bitch ass mother fucker is going to remove it, and now I have my mumm rights revoked. Any other time I wouldnt give a fuck, but give me a fucking break you BabyJesus bitches! I thought this wasnt MySpace, it is sure starting to fucking look like it! I have seen shit 20 times worse then this, but because one our your little fucking helpers is having a bad day, I no longer get to do a mumm just to have some fun. How fucking pothetic are we getting? I really like the site, its fun and I have met some people on here that are really fun. I agree that you should have NSFW being applied to things. Mostly pictures, I agree with that. You however dont need it in the fucking mumms. People want to post stupid shit in there, then let the other fucking mu
Please I'm Bored
Please rate and comment my pics I do that for you ladies so..can more people rate and comment on my pics lol..ok bye
what the fuck? some fucking idiot flagged a pic of mine. a head shot in my black and white folder. A FUCKING HEADSHOT?? that is ridiculous, so CT informed me I needed to make the whole folder NSFW and not use those pics as default photos or risk the deleting my account. I don't even have stupid NSFW photos! oh well. so what? I am officially "too sexy" to be considered suitable for any work place? good thing I run my own business. LMAO....... ******today I have a bit of a "hangover" if you would call it that. last night I ended up in a bad place. i won't go into details of what happened, they are mine to keep and any one involved with it knows who they are and what happened and we don't need to share it with the world. into the secret vault with it! major thanks to BB and Jake for keeping me company last night. they are great and deserve better than my stupid complaining about things that "don't matter". and now that I am sober, the error of my ways laid before me, I vaguely rememb
Blowing Off Steam...
Boy I learn a lot on cherry tap...This is sort of funny but disturbing...This dude named Big Daddy came threw my profile on Friday, and chatted with me also...Went threw rated my things and even made me a Cherry Tap tag. I left him a comment yesterday night...And wake up to a message that said please dont send me comments cause your not on my list....Ok...I was the other day...So he claims if i dont hear from someone in a week he deletes them...lmao...He posted a blog stating this, but of course i missed it I guess...So do u apologize for having a life, being sick, or what...Oh and if this assholes friends were so important...does his keyboard work...Good god does it take all kinds...To top it all off not one time has this jerk left a comment for a response..and that nice little tag he made...he posted in his pics and gets ct points.....Guess he expects a friendship to be a one way street... Ha Ha I am done...Happy Sunday....xo
Right To Reply!
Sometimes when bord I start browsing through friends of friend on myspace. Looking at all the cool people that my cool peeps know. When doing so today I found a blog entry that made me kinda fizz. Here it is below.... im sorry that i got u a dozen long stem roses for no reason but i love you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That i'm your best friend, who loves you the most I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you t
I rated all your pics from the last blog and the bulletin. If i forgot you, just say so in here, and ill do it. I dont think i over looked anyone though, but everyone makes mistakes ♥ I was so tired yesterday i just crashed anthony and i just FELL asleep, it was cute. But we got up this morning and got to work on here ♥ Anyway i hope alls having good weekends! We are :) Same deal as before, rate my blog, and ill rate all your pictures just comment saying youve done so. And this time, ill also fan you :) as well. ♥
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how does the time fly when you are alone why does time stand still when you meet that one who will give you all who is to say i am i been there why go so deep than to lose it all
Jealous People Make Me Sick!
I don't understand how you can say you love someone so much and treat them like shit! Why not just be happy for them that they are happy right where they're at. That may mean it's not with you, SO WHAT! GET OVER IT!!! Seriously. Last night was a freakin blast!!! Splinters was flippin packed!!! But I had TONS of fun and can't wait to do it again in a couple weeks and of course on thursday. Much love, Sarah
Shadow Vampire
Shadow Vampire Many dark centuries have passed since the first vampire was created. During that time an evolution occurred in the ranks of the Vampire legions. New breeds rose to follow their different paths... among them walks the Shadow Vampire. Unknown to most they developed many powers such as the ability to observe and absorb the talents and feelings of these they encountering their journeys, In time of great danger they found the Shadow Realm. A place not easily tolerated, causing great pain and even death to many that tried it, but a few intrepid individuals adapted and survived in the Shadow Realm without harm... thus the Shadow moniker. As the centuries have passed they have crossed paths with many other breeds finding many that the like and even more that they don't. Perhaps it was because of the nature of the Shadow Realm with its constant sameness that their curiosity became so strong. Intrigued by the powers of the others displayed they sought out and learned al
If I Could..........
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty on the days you're feeling blue... If I could build a mountain you could call your very own a place to find serenity, a place to be alone... If I could take your troubles, I would toss them in the sea But all these things I'm finding - are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best - A friend that's always there.
Being Loved
"Love is patient,love is kind, love is gentle and hard to find.Love is beautiful,and never lies, and then there is true love, which never dies!!" "To love someone is one thing, but for that someone to love you back is special." "To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides" "Love is not the awnser--yes is the awnser, love is the question" "The love in your heart wasn't put there to stay because love isn't love until you give it away!" "Find confidence in your heart, and let it be your guide. Strive even harder toward your dreams, and they won't be denied" "We all have big changes in our life that are more or less a second chance." "ya know what the good thing about pain is? it lets you know you're still alive" "Seize the moment and live every day like it was your last"
Someone Stole My Phone
Someone was in my dads Bronco last night. Then this morning I went out to get my phone out of my car , and it was gone and some change. So I have no phone for awhile. Bastards, well they made a call at 1:52 am. So I canceled my service. I will get a new phone. Both of my doors were left open. I'm gonna get the address from the # I have from my account activity. Wow one thing after another it seems. I will keep everyone updated.
Friendship grows As flowers bloom, Love abounds As glows the moon, A word, a touch, A gentle hug 'Tis simple things That make us snug, So gather round With those held dear, Keep them close Keep them near,
You Ask Why You, I Ask Why Me
Cutest Kid Contest!
So my son is in the cutest kid contest! Right now, HE'S IN THE LEAD, but there's one kid tailing him!!! Help us out, PLEASE!!! I will return the favor, just tell me what u need! Here's the link... comment bomb like crazy!!!
Rainbows And Kittens
The sun has risen, itís gotten dark All the windows are open and the outside air is dancing with me All the volume is down but thereís still the buzz of electricity Wondering again why anyone bothers with me The games I play always crumble around me Groping at broken game pieces I can see the shapes but theyíre not sticking back together I should walk away but my hands are so idle Iím getting paranoid of their damaging potential When I donít pay attention they desecrate the temple I lose track of my nerve-endings The shedding of layers of skin Give in Donít give in Hey six Lights shine a rainbow off the blade I drag up my navel Considering excavating for this ďsoulĒ I claim to have I may have to move a few organs but itís worth it If I can look at it and see if Iím right See what leaves some smitten with me like a kitten And others screaming at the impending oblivion Ö. Is anyone listening?
hey everty1..just saying hi..i would love some cherry love..ill return the show it to
Well, it is time to show how I was raised in words today. See, don't take this as a pity plea or a sorrow tree. I have lived in many places but, MN & NV is where I call home. I enjoy life the best that I can. To know me you need to have walked behind me in my footpath. Yet, no-one could have done it that I meet. I wasn't raised in Love just hate. I learned at a young age what it was like to live on the streets... Family teaching me what it was like to be beat. Now after a 10yr relationship I sit alone. Everyone that has came into my life has done me wrong or damaged this heart so poor of mine. I guess what I am trying to say... be gentle for this man is about to break! I act not like those that have taught me the ways of evil but, one of kindness an love...
Random Thoughts!
My mind is working overtime these days! I'm journaling so much I need a new notebook already, lol! Trying to make order out of the chaos that is my mind, at times. What is it with these commercials about covering gray hair?! A man is wondering, as he strokes some gray that I can't even SEE, whether people will see the REAL him - if he doesn't cover the gray! WTF!? THAT IS THE REAL PERSON! Will others look deeper, to who he really is inside? That has nothing to do with the gray hair and lots to do with the quality of the people who approach him. Personally, if someone doesn't have the time or the inclination to know the REAL me, I don't want to know them!! On to more random thoughts, Amen! I had the pleasure this morning of being referred to as a wild woman by a friend, lmao! I think that made my day! Thank you, Serene!! I would like to encourage all the women, young and old, out there to aspire to be referred to as a "wild woman" at the age of almost 60. Hell, I want to be referr
On the whisper of the wind she feels him. She has no idea who he is but she knows he belongs with her. A star falls and catches her eye and there as a sillhoute in the moonlight she sees him. He turns and moves toward her . She cant breath the anticipation of m eeting her soulmate has talen hold of her. Its like hes not walking he is floating to her the one piece of a puzzle she has searched for all her life. Then he is there looking in her eyes slighty touching her face. No words of love are even mentioned but so much is said. He takes her hand and leads her with him...the path she knows is the one she has needed to take all of her life. Love at first sight ..yes.....and so much more. From that night on they spend more and more time together the emotions only growing deeper within them both. Neither of them able to go a moment without thinking of the other or spend a night without one another in their dreams. the storm within both of them is so intense it consumes the heart .comple
Parents Can Be Such Shit Heads...
wtf... my phone isn't working so you accuse me of it being off... I put my hand down ON the fucking pillow when i was on the phone... and you accuse me of throwing the phone under my pillow where you couldn't see it... every little thing... you can get at... you try...and it fucking rips me apart that you don't trust me enough... that you don't trust me to know what i'm doing... Fine, i'll admit it... i'm not a fucking 18 year old ok? I still live with my mother, and have to put up with her shit until i move out.. but that doesn't give you the fucking right to take away one of my friend! "you can't talk to him anymore. You have no business talking to someone who is older than you" you know what? Fuck you mom. I broke out in tears when you told me.. i looked you straight in the eye and pleaded you don't take away my friend.. the one person i can talk to everyday without judgment...he listens to me.. makes me happier... but you still idn't believe me... and me well.. i'm y
Know Someone Who Is In A Domestic Violence Situation?
As a survivor of domestic abuse I have supported heartily the blogs and bulletins circulating now about the subject, and hats off to those who posted them and offered their assistance. I, too, would like to offer my assistance if you need help, need me to help you find a number to call, need to talk or be talked to. It can mean the difference between life and death. Anyone interested in this subject and those who aren't as well may enjoy reading the blog posted by We All Are One on 2-18-07 titled 'Sasha's Struggle', as it covers such a situation; while fictional is quite appropriate and inspiring. But by all means get support, get help, call on your friends and family, co workers, fellow church goers, whomever you think may help you. Please, for you, for your kids, for your family and friends but mostly for you, get help and get out. No amount of love you give them will make them change, only they can initiate that and they usually don't. It is a cycle that escalat
Incisors split my lip in three Beaten by spineless authority Donít you fucking question me Iím trying hard to wipe it clean But Iím only smearing blood across my cheek Dismantle frantic flesh bolted to steel This mess of tendons and cable feel Cold Growing into folding in half Reading a map that's printed on my calve I hold a flag I am the staff I die at the hands of my compulsive craft Love the art Hate the artist Plummet In a venue that by nature is dishonestÖis it? Crippled pigment circles of color Auras of tight density and texture Socket fixtures that rush electricity Complex simplicity scattered and screaming Demeaning, virtuous, gleaming Releasing demons holding morning-dew scented weapons Sprayed with seaman and poison collected from flower petals Detect remastered selections of the same old rejection Interjection by a mastodon that Iím about to get savage on Where the fuck is my beer?
Me & You
I came to unwind This house of beauty divine Though none will be mine Friendships I do find Leaving my hopes behind Losing dreams in time On my back I do lie Looking to the sky Never wondering why Giving up before I try Not because I'm high I'm just to shy Look in my eyes of blue See the pains I once knew Life unwanted; True Seeking love from few I ask of you To me; You'll be who A lover of sorts Or another cohort Sex I do not sport Love is my castle fort My temper is not short Even when my heart is hurt So keep in mind What I look to find Not just beauty divine Yet someone to call mine As I lay here and unwind Tell me you'll be mine in time...
Me Bird
~*D*~ London Chick
To Clarify Something...
There are some people I just use for points because I want to get some of the benefits on the site. Others I'm actually (virtual) friends with. If you prove to me you're not just in it for the points yourself, and that, like me, you really do want to know some of the people here, then you might find yourself on my "family" list. Yes, I'm a crazy flirt sometimes, but I'm not usually serious about it. My crush is real.
U.s. Marine Sentenced To 8 Years Prison In Kidnap-murder Of Iraqi Civilian 17 Feb 2007
U.S. marine sentenced to 8 years prison in kidnap-murder of Iraqi civilian 17 Feb 2007 A U.S. marine was sentenced Saturday to eight years in military prison for his role in the kidnapping and murder of an Iraqi man. Lance Cpl. Robert Pennington was part of an eight-member squad accused of kidnapping and killing Hashim Ibrahim Awad, 52, last April in the Iraqi town Hamdania. Investigators said the marines dragged Awad from his home, shot him and then planted an AK-47 assault rifle and a shovel by his body to make it look like he was an insurgent planting a bomb.
Helicopter Crashes In Afghanistan 18 Feb 2007
Helicopter crashes in Afghanistan 18 Feb 2007 The US-led occupation has said one of its helicopters has crashed in south-eastern Afghanistan after reporting engine failure. The helicopter is reported to be an American Chinook, but the occupation did not give any more details. Planning Seen in Iraqi Attacks on U.S. Copters 18 Feb 2007 Documents captured from Iraqi 'insurgents' indicate that some of the recent fatal attacks against American helicopters are a result of a carefully planned strategy to focus on downing occupation aircraft, one that American officials say has been carried out by mounting coordinated assaults with machine guns, rockets and surface-to-air missiles.
Bored And No Sex
i'm bored. i went to bed at 2am and it was too early for my bf apparently so he went to bed at like 5am.. that's a guess really.. before i went to bed i told him to move his mattress into the other room so he wouldn't wake me up when he went to bed lol. now he's still sleeping. wish i wasn't so tired last night or i woulda invited him into my bed for a while ;) now he'll probably sleep all day until we have to drive him home.. booo. we haven't done it all weekend. he might come by wednesday though to watch LOST =)
Weapons Used In Attack In Southeastern Iran Come From U.s.: Report 18 Feb 2007
Weapons used in attack in southeastern Iran come from U.S.: report 18 Feb 2007 Explosive devices and arsenals used in a terrorist attack in the southeastern Iranian city of Zahedan on Wednesday came from the United States, the semi-official Fars news agency reported on Saturday. Relevant documents, photographs and film footage, which show that the explosives and arsenals used in the attack were American, would soon be made public, an "informed source" was quoted as saying.
My Daughter Turned 16
OMG! It finally happened, my oldest turned 16 on February 16th............I guess I thought if I ignored it a bit, it would go away, LOL.........WRONG!! Now she is going to be driving herself around, to school, swim practice, work, etc................. I am seriously going to have "empty nest" syndrome before I know it.............
More Damaging Than War Across The Seas.....
Wake up USA! I'm observing blogging across the net and I look for any sense of victory, alas, it is all smoke and mirrors. As American's . . . as ppl on this planet… as thinking and feeling beings… WTF!?!?! We are preoccupied. We lay on our laurels. We have self indulgences beyond any generation before us… we are lost in life… we try to find meaning in much that is just meaningless. We overlook what should be praised. We sit on our hands as we look for our remote controls. We scream out without even hearing what we say ourselves! This is a bizarre version of the vision our fore fathers (and mothers) had for us. We are looking for an open door when there is not even a door, doorway, or an obstacle in our way. Wake up and put some socks and shoes on..... and look past the mountains… see life!
You Got Knocked The F*ck Out!
Funny Story
ok so like 6 months ago my dad's cats had kittens and i ended up with 3 female cats. well my sister took one so that left me with 2 females....or so i thought. anyways a couple weeks ago, one of the females kept attacking the other, while they were wrestling (yeah right) i noticed something that shouldn't have been between my one females legs. so to make a long story short my female now has her balls cut off and is really pissed at me.
My Tribute To The Late And Great Bob Marley! :-)
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Itís been a week past the due date and the blessing thatís been nesting inside me has not come out yet. My doctor made a decision to induct me. Well, although I heard a lot of motherís before saying that giving birth is really hard and all that, I didnít really think itís a big dealÖ in other words, I was more excited than scared. They said itís unusual for first timers to be really excited. But me, I just canít hide the thrill thatís flowing in my vein. Especially that my induction was scheduled the night of February 13, I was thinking, Iím going to have the baby on Valentineís Day! Iíll be having a valentine baby woo hooo!!! And then, I was induced! The contractions came every 40 seconds and yes! Itís harder than I thought. It hurts a lot, plus the baby monitor belt that was wrapping around my belly adds up to the suffering. I just couldnít take it. So the doctor decided to remove the drug they put inside me to stop the strong contraction. They injected a pain killer in my hip,
well. i made it to FL. actually, i made it a few days ago, i've just been having a fucking ball. the drive sucked, my car got its balls beat off.
i love getting tattoos my first tattoo was a smiley face... wtf ahahaha im getting another one tuesday mmmm
Wtf Joe Kennedy an oily guy, says GOP pol BY AUSTIN FENNER DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITER Joe Kennedy helps carry fuel oil hose. A conservative Florida congressman is slamming Joe Kennedy as "un-American" for cozying up with Venezuela's President Hugo Chavez and its nationally owned Citgo Oil Co. Kennedy, who is president of Citizens Energy Corp, a nonprofit energy company, is featured in a slick television advertising campaign touting Venezuela's nationally owned company, Citgo, for providing discount home heating oil to low income Americans. Kennedy is seen proudly standing on the deck of a massive oil tanker wearing a blue hardhat saying: "I am Joe Kennedy. Help is on the way. Heating oil at 40% off from our friends in Venezuela at Citgo." Rep. Connie Mack (R-Fla.) slammed the son of the late Robert Kennedy as un-American for lending his image to Citgo and Chavez, an outspoken crit
Some Poetry Of Mine...
Just a Simple Gesture? Smiling faces surround me unlike in the past. Back when everything was dark and cold. Those expressions of happiness are there now, but why not before? Have I grown? Have I changed yet still sunk to thier level? How could a world change so quickly that in one year it went from dark to light, but in my eyes it hasn't changed at all? Although maybe through all this confusion it hasn't gone from dark to light, but from dark to dawn, leaving time for the sun to rise. Or maybe I was wrong. The smiling faces are just a facade to deceive me. Stopping me from putting up my shield. Is it really that hard to look past a person's body to the inside where a person is who they really are? From this ignorance my heart and soul are crying for their eyes to see the other side of that simple gesture. Kellie J Snyder Copyright ©2006 Kellie J Snyder Untitled A dreary day The wind blows cold. There are only warm thoughts, Of having you to h
Ct Blast Hoez Fo Sho!
Is this what it's come to folks? Girls getting stupid guys to buy them blasts just to open their NSFW folders to look at and do whatever to? Give me a fucking break. If you this this behavior being exhibited by and CT Member male or female, please treat it accordingly. That's just self degradation in one of it's lowest possible forms. If you need to get off that bad guys, any random three day trial membership to a porn site is only $1.95 and you can cancel within 72 Hrs. Repulsive. Kthx. ^(O_o)^
I'm Having A Baby
I just found out that I'm 8 weeks along and due in sept. 25 !!!!
Today Is Race Day, Daytona 500, Go Dale Jr
4 Don't Let It Scare You
I hope that youíve either started working on your program or are getting it established in your mind so that when you start youíll just keep on going. One of the problems that many people have when it comes time to getting into a fitness program is the fear of the different parts of the activity. That fear can be the fear of the aching that will probably occur after you start the different activities. It can be the fear of not being able to do as well as you would like to be able to do. It can be the fear that someone will make fun of you. There are many fears that people can encounter when they go into something new but before you do them, they arenít real. Here is a way to look at fear. Fear is like your shadow. Your shadow is a dark area that always seems to follow you around. There are even times when that shadow can almost seem to be another creature. You will notice a movement and look around and the shadow is there. There is one way to make a shadow go away, My Hottie Friend Kris Plzzzz
She is sooo cute and really wants this blast deal...can ya'll bomb her pic over n over plzzzzzz..if they can cheat soo can weeeee!!..luv yaz....~J~xoxo...
Who's Working For You!
Can you imagine working for a company that has a little more than 500 employees and has the following statistics: * 29 have been accused of spousal abuse * 7 have been arrested for fraud * 19 have been accused of writing bad checks * 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses * 3 have done time for assault * 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit * 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges * 8 have been arrested for shoplifting * 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits * 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year... Can you guess which organization this is? Give up yet? It's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line.
Interview Gone Wild - Video
Another Fragmentary Thought (heading Out Soon For A Few Hours)
Recently read a very fine biography of about the first half of Stravinsky's life ("Stravinsky: A Creative Spring: Russia and France, 1882 - 1934" by Stephen A. Walsh) - hearing so much by Stravinsky I hadn't before and talks by people in his circle, etc., in this BBC program - all definitely "fitting together"... More later, to breakfast :)
Hosting My First Contest
Hey everyone. HOT SEXY FUN Lounge is looking for a name change and we thought it would be kinda fun to make a contest out of it. So here is how it will work. To Enter the contest Think up a cool name and make up a picture for itand submit them to me. The contest will open when i have 8 entries. once the contest starts it will run for 7 days. *DJ~ToKeN~HSF~Co-Owner~H&S Family~CTAF Squad 2 - #7~Pastor*@ CherryTAP PRIZES 1st will win a 3 day Blast 2nd and 3rd place prizes will be picked at a later date depending on how well the contest go's. Please feel free to check out the lounge and get a feel for it if it will help you come up with some ideas. NICE AND NAUGHTY RADIO... COMING TO YOU LIVE FROM Live Dj's .:NICE AND NAUGHTY RADIO:.
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Blood Red
Blood pours out The knife shines in the moonlight Pain washes through me Droplets touch your hand Red, Dark Red Stains my body Weakens me Tears flow down my cheeks I reach for you with my bloody hands You stabbed me in the heart Never forget Pushing the dagger deeper Life flows away Dreams drowned Thoughts deminish Sounds sink Darkness takes hold Pulls me down Watching as i fade Fragments of memories Realizations Blood pours out
Does My Name Fit?
S: gets blamed for everything T: GREAT kisser E: Freaking beautiful F: People wild and crazy adore you. F: People wild and crazy adore you. A:LOVES TO FLIRT N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for I: LOVES TO LAUGh E: Freaking beautiful ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A:LOVES TO FLIRT B: Loves people C: BEST SMILE D: Has one of the best personalities ever E: Freaking beautiful F: People wild and crazy adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Easy to fall in love with I: LOVES TO LAUGh J: Freaking Rowdy K: Really silly. L: REALLY easy to fall in love with M: Makes dating fun N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for O: Loved by everyone P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Good Gf/Bf S: gets blamed for everything T: GREAT kisser U: Gets hugs V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: Is a freak in bed. Z: Lives li
How Do I Stash Pictures?
I have some lovely pictures that I would like to stash....only I don't know how to! Cut and paste/ copy doesn't do I make my pics into html or whatever? Any help gratefully received. Thanks in advance.
Naked Night Swims
so some friends of mine and i went to rcoky tonight instead of going to the rave ..which was depressing to me i got all dressed up rocky at a ne w venue just wasnt the same i left during make you a man i went out side and leaned against this rail3 stories up looking towards all these lights i and the queen fucking mary a giant ship .i thought about how much everything had changed and what im gonna do in the next couple months lol i took my shoes off i was wearing my black babydoll heals so i was standing there in fishnet stalkings pirate spankies and a corset leaning over this rail looking at shit for probly an hour the show let out i went back to the car and fucking chris and amanda were fucking platerd they left after the first 10 mins and trixies strip show to go smoke and instead got waisted so we waited for anna and her friend to come back and got to drive us back home ..we decided to go to the beach and actually go in mind you we decided this at around 3 am so we went i told chr
If Your On My List Plz Take A Look.. Update On A Diff Blog
=== 'BigDawg 69~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-17 23:44:33'.. > > It has been brought to my attention that u think I am rigging this contest which I take offense of. The contest is open to EVERYONE and comment bombing is allowed whether it is your own comments or others!!! Yes the person is in the family which they spend alot of time bombing and effort and have their friends helping with comments . At no time have I voted or solicited any votes for that member. You are more than welcomed to contact Cherry Tap and See if I voted in this contest at any time. I am sure there is some typed of record. > > I have no control on how many comments are being left so I don't know how I can be rigging this. There are blast giving out to 1st,2nd and 3rd place. Not virtual gifts!!! > > I have a good reputation here and at no time would I jeopardize that over some Contest!! I feel u jumped to false conclusions and/or facts to support ur claim. I have seen ot
Immigration By The Numbers .. Wow I Did Not Know This !!
Are You Ok
Today local police found a man's body in a park nearby. They >> describe him >> as having a Beer Belly, Saggy Balls, Wrinkly Ass and a Small >> Wiener. >> >> ARE YOU OK
ok so updated my pic not much else to say so have a good one later m/
The Power Of Beer
A man is waiting for his wife to give birth. The doctor comes in and informs the dad that his son was born without torso, arms or legs. The son is just a head! But the dad loves his son and raises him as well as he can, with love and compassion. After 18 years, the son is now old enough for his first drink. Dad takes him to the bar, tearfully tells the son he is proud of him and orders up the biggest, strongest drink for his boy. With all the bar patrons looking on curiously and the bartender shaking his head in disbelief, the boy takes his first sip of alcohol. Swoooosh! Plop!! A torso pops out! The bar is dead silent; then bursts into whoops of joy. The father, shocked, begs his son t o drink again. The patrons chant "Take another drink!" The bartender continues to shake his head in dismay. Swoooosh! Plip! Plop!! Two arms pop out. The bar goes wild. The father, crying and wailing, begs his son to drink again. The patrons chant, "Take another drink! Take another drink!!"
Slip Sliddin' Away
so yeah last night I was supposed to go out with some friends. Well on my way to one friends house, I lost control of my vehicle and started swervin' in the snow. on one side was a guardrail and over the was a river down about fifty feet. but on my right side there was a ditch for the houses on that road. I zigzagged it for like twenty seconds. Every time my car faced the gaurd rail I thought this is it, I'm going to die. I couldn't figure out which way to turn my it toward the swerve or away from it?!! well then i landed in the ditch rather softly i might add. No damage was done to the car or to myself and I just backed outta the ditch when I was done driving crazy. My heart bout came outta my chest though. lol
Those Three Words
I heard the most beautiful words spoken by a man to a woman. Words that my heart and soul ached to hear for an eternity. This beautiful and wonderful man made me feel the most secure and loved I have ever felt in my entire life. I never thought it possible to fall more in love with this amazing being than I already have. I never thought that three simple words could fill my heart with such joy and peace. When he holds me in his arms and feel his heart beat next to mine, tears come to my eyes. My heart aches with fear that this wonderful, beautiful man may only be a dream and I will wake with my arms and life empty once more. Afraid his soothing voice and declarations of his love only the soft whispers of a breeze blowing thru my hair and past my ear. His smile only the brilliant color of a rainbow. His penetrating blue eyes only two bright stars shining in the dark of night. His touch only the warmth of the glowing sun. Then I wake to feel his arms wrapped around me protecting
Good Deed
just felt an impulse the other day....young man in army airborne uniform was waiting at bus stop..... felt the impulse to shake his hand and thank him for his time and efforts being in the military. knew i would've appreciated it when i was in. do our troops a favor if ya run across one in your daily lives give 'em a pat on the back , let 'em know your are there to support them.
The Race Is On
ok all you race fans are we all ready for it to being. who will be the 2007 nascar champion? i would put my sites on a rookie this year.
Serious Chinese New Year Eats
Chinese New Year, and the year of the pig (according to the Chinese zodiac), begins this Sunday, February 18, so at Serious Eats, we're celebrating the occasion with video and recipes tied to the holiday. Because Chinese New Year follows the lunar calendar, it falls on a different date every year, usually between January 19 and February 23. It begins on the second new moon after the winter solstice and ends 15 days later with the Lantern Festival. According to tradition, the celebration gets under way on New Year's Eve with a family dinner hosted at the eldest family member's home; it is considered the most important annual family tradition. Family members travel from near and far to attend. A family's given menu will vary by region, but here are some of the more popular dishes and their symbolism: * A specialty soup like Bird's Nest (youthfulness and long life) or Shark Fin (prosperity) * A vegetarian dish, jai choy or Buddha's delight * Poultry: whole with feet an
Mike And The Machanics!
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Airline Cabin Announcements Ii
All too rarely, airline attendants make an effort to make the in flight "safety lecture" and announcements a bit more entertaining. Here are some real examples that have been heard or reported: 12. "As you exit the plane, make sure to gather all of your belongings. Anything left behind will be distributed evenly among the flight attendants. Please do not leave children or spouses." 13. And from the pilot during his welcome message: "Delta Airlines is pleased to have some of the best flight attendants in the industry. Unfortunately, none of them are on this flight!" 14. Heard on Southwest Airlines just after a very hard landing in Salt Lake City the flight attendant came on the intercom and said, "That was quite a bump, and I know what y'all are thinking. I'm here to tell you it wasn't the airlineís fault, it wasn't the pilot's fault, it wasn't the flight attendantís fault, it was the asphalt." 15. Overheard on an American Airlines flight into Amarillo, Texas, on a particula
Questions For Me
If you have any questions for me about anything just ask. i will answer them truthfuly
Wrap A Belt Around My Neck
(If you read it, comment- even if you think it's drivel!!!!) I hate V-day. No it's not because I'm a bitter single woman pinning for love and an idea of romance that's unrealistic even by Hollywood standards... I haven't been single on V-day since I was 12. No, the reason I hate it is because it's bullshit. It's another excuse to buy things. Sure, dress it up as "celebration of love" but if you're really in love- you celebrate it everyday... not with gifts... but with gestures, touches, messages, conversations and time spent. Not money spent. My idea of a great V-day celebration- wild kinky sex... where your man throws you down on the bed, bends you over- on your knees, fucks you from behind while a belt is wrapped around your neck. Yeah, and that's exactly how I spent the day. Thankfully the scratches and bruise from the belt buckle were easy enough to hide with a little makeup! I dunno about all the other women in the world who need flowers, candy, or chocolate- but you wa
Brief Comment On Sibelius 6 Maybe To Be Expanded
(Taken out of my profile, maybe to be expanded, maybe junked *g*) Jean Sibelius symphony no. 6 in D minor (last heard in a BBC broadcast conducted by Leif Segerstam, but I had a very good Vladimir Ashkenazy/Philharmonia Orchestra recording for several years in college before giving it as a present to a friend. The seemingly Renaissance, or Tudor?, music-influenced opening to the final movement- I find the very opening arresting, the music that follows inspired and... bittersweet, nostalgic because of that style reminiscence? - the finale as a whole also inspired and an interesting structure... mixing C major and D minor ... (so does the opening movement...) before ending in a distressed, singing but somewhat restrained page settling on D minor not by chance...- keeps running over and over in my mind, both the opening, the active middle, the calm balancing conclusion...
Something has to be done about this. I'm all for being teased but this is borderline harassment. Defamation of character, even! It's no secret I've been wanting a tattoo ever since my cat scarred my arm up years ago. I still have those scars from our *battles*. I'd deliberately pick fights with him just for the infliction of wounds .. but that's another issue better categorized in my future "why I'm seeing a shrink" entry, no? My Mom came home with her first tat a few weeks ago. Since then everyone has been taunting me over it. Carol Brady got inked before I did. O' the shame. Tomorrow afternoon Mom's getting her tat touched up since it didn't take well the first time around. I'm going with her. If I do not return home inked I will be moving to a new town, changing my identity .. never to speak of this again. Wish me luck.
Bald Britney Gets New Tattoo In L.a.
LOS ANGELES - Britney Spears appeared in a tattoo parlor in the San Fernando Valley with her head shaved completely bald. Video on KABC-TV showed the newly shorn Spears with tiny tattoos on the back of her neck as she sits Friday night for a new tattoo ó a pair of red and pink lips. "She just wanted something real small on her wrist, something dainty," Max Gott, the tattoo artist at Body and Soul in Sherman Oaks, told the TV station. "She got some cute little lips on her wrist." Derrik Snell, who works at the tattoo parlor, said Spears showed up without notice and stayed for about 90 minutes as about 60 fans, photographers and gawkers gathered outside. "She seemed fine," Snell said. "I didn't really notice (the hairdo) at first, she had a hood on when she showed up." The appearance came the same day as reports on TV and Web sites that Spears, who has drawn criticism for her recent partying and sloppy behavior, had briefly checked into rehab. Larry Rudolph, Spears' ma
What's In A Name/nic
Get Your Sexy Name Get Your Sexy Name
9:49 A.m.
i just got so randomly manic ........ ok i think i'm better
Best Eyes Of Ct -
Please come comment bomb my eyes for this contest I entered called best eyes of CT.
One Wish
A man was riding his Harley along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand our wives; I want to know how she feels inside.., what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment.., why she cries.., what she means when she says: "Nothing's wrong".., and how I can make a woman truly happy!" Th
I thought I knew you, I thought you cared, I thought you loved me, and wanted me there, you only wanted control.. I thought it was more, I thought it was true, I thought I could trust you, I could count on you, you only wanted control... I thought this was real, I thought this would last, I thought we had a tomorrow, building a past, you only wanted control... I won't be lied to, I won't be abused, time that things change, time that you knew, I'm takeing control, with or without you.. Music Video Codes By Music
Kung Hei Fat Choy-happy Chinese New Years
For thousands of years teh Chinese have considered teh New Year the most festive season on their calendar. thought the Chinese officially adopted teh Gregorian calendar in 1912, the solar new year we celebrate on jan 1 is nowhere near as popular as their lunar new year. the Chinese Lunar New Year falls on the first new moon after the sun enters the house of Aquarius-anytime between jan 21 and feb 19. The Chinese are very enthusiastic about their new year celebrations and often begin to prepare for teh occasion weeks in advance. Since the emphasis is on "new", people often buy new items of clothing and shoes. its a great time of year to own a shoe store. One of the more interesting traditions associated with Chinese New Year has to do with the kitchen God. many Chinese believe that the kitchen god goes back to heaven during the time of the new year in order to rendor a report to one of the emperors.-the one that is responsible for punishing and rewarding people. Since they want the k
I Have Not....
I have not been on much these days. Been working my tail off. Anyone needs to catch me just TEXT message my cell phone at 615 438 6355. I assure you, ( much to the disdain of my X wife) that I am alive and doing well. All the best to all of you. Sorry if I have not returned messages quickly. Things will be back to normal in a few weeks here. All the Best to you all. Frank
The Truth Pt. 2
Well I got up this morning around 6. It was kinda cold...but I started my 3 mile run. The cold started nipping at my lungs...but I pressed forward, raising my hand using my shirt like a filter to grab the breath I needed. The sun peeked over the horizon, was a beautiful site. Today is going to be a good day. But, there is always that someone out there that needs that ass whooped that will fly by you in a car and purposly hit that puddle you both are passing. For a second there I thought, it was an accident, until I looked up and saw that cock sucker look back at me through the back glass with a smile on his face. I wasnt the 20 degree tempature that got, it was the sheer enjoyment that slimy bastard got from ruining my morning.
Rectum Strecher (repeat But Worth 2nd Look!!)
Subject: Rectum Strecher While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then my whole hand goes in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch, until it's about 6 feet wide." " And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot ass hole?" he asked. "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge!" Traffic Ticket $95.00 Cour
$7 Sex (repeat But Still Very Funny!!)
Subject: $7 SEX A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you?" The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, "There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says good bye. The next week, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, then leave. Finally, after 3 months of this routine, the doctor says, "I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?" The man says, "We're not trying to find out anything. She's mar
I'm in a contest. Please rate and comment bomb me. Thanks Larry MR.FEBRUARY..ARTISAN69(LARRY)
Welcome To The Cologne Carnival!
Welcome to the Cologne Carnival! The official homepage of the Festive Committee of the Cologne Carnival of 1823 Carnival has been celebrated in the City of Cologne since time immemorial. However, after the French Revolutionary troops left Cologne in 1814 and the Prussians took over, it was high time to "organise" the street carnival which, the new authority felt, was getting out of hand. Thus, in 1823 the "Festordnendes Komitee" was founded, the predecessor of todays Festive Committee. On February 10, 1823 Cologne celebrated the first Rose Monday ("Rosenmontag") with the motto "Inthronisation of the Carnival Hero". Over the years, decades and centuries certain traditions and customs emerged, which are still the hallmark of the traditional Cologne Carnival: the indoor festivities (sessions and balls) and, of course, the street carnival, culminating in the grand parade on Rose Monday. It is the task of the Festive Committee, the umbrella organisation representing well over 100 Col
482 Pts To Go!!
after this blog is posted i'll have 482 points to go!!!!nananananaaaa!!!!!!
Togetherness In Competition
A young man walks onto the stage of Stars in their Eyes, on crutches, with a plaster cast from his feet to his hips. Matthew Kelly Introduces him as Simon. "It's very brave of you to come out here,' says Matthew. 'Please tell the audience what happened?" "Well" replies Simon "about a year ago, I was driving with my uncle when we had a really bad accident. Unfortunately my uncle was killed outright but I survived. I was trapped in the car for six hours before I was eventually cut free. The doctors had me in surgery for 12 hours but they couldn't save my legs." "That's terrible. But I see you have legs now. Are they artificial?" asks Matthew. "No Matthew, while I was in hospital the doctors informed me that my uncle had in fact died, but that his legs were fine and with all the advances in medical science, they could graft the bottom half of his body onto mine. As you can see the operation was successful. I've been having physiotherapy
Unawnsered Qustions
I do my best to look sexy to no avail I do my best to seduce you to no avail I do my best to gain your affection to no avail I do my best to turn your head to no avail I do my best to get your attention to no avail what did I do wrong why cant I do this right two loves lost is it because of me is my fat so disgusting is my body so revolting isnít love enough or is it love that binds me could he be right can I be a nympho and not know or am I afraid of being alone am I meant to be happy am I ever going to feel normal was he truly my only love am I making another mistake am I truly this fucked up inside that the only time I feel loved is in the passion of a mans embrace should I end it now and save my self from another mistake or am I in turmoil for another reason is my own self doubt hampering my life and hurting others can my heart be so damaged I cant find happiness can my own self loathing be so great can I truly hate my self this much why do I feel so
Working This Weekend
sucks right harsh, I hate it!!!....No free time for anything, i'm tired as HELL, and want to stay home!!!!! But alas I have a job, and have to keep busy(like having 4 kids doen't keep me ther, LOL) anyways cherry-peepers, i'll be back on tonite, don't miss me HUGGER your friend ~B
I would drink him away but thereís not enough to drink I would smoke him away but I have no weed to smoke I would scream him away but I have no scream left I would cry him away but my tears are dry I would find another but there is no other I would push the memories away but there is no push left I would ignore him away but my feelings wont shut up I would bottle it away but the bottle is full Nothing I do will ever work nothing I say will ever help No one else arms will make me forget no one else love will ever replace My soul torn in half my heart shattered to love again beyond my grasp To feel again forgotten as easily as he has forgotten me Can I truly be that great can love truly be that strong that after 5 years it only takes a year to forget me Iím I truly that forgettable if I leave now for a year will the others that say they love me forget me Is it possible that one day I will die alone forgotten unloved uncared for am I trulely that ho
I haven't been on here in quite sometime do to certain financial events in life. But all is well right now. For awhile there I had dial up. And trying to browse this site or any site for that matter was pretty difficult. But anyways, I'm back! I am so glad to be back. I hope all is well with all of you. I hope to visit my friends' and fans' sites soon. So Hit me Up! And please drink responsibly; Get a designated driver. Love every one of ya'll, Amanda
i wanna run away run from the pain that haunts me everyday i wanna stop the fealings i have in side runing like a knife thru my mind i want to kill the pain i feal inside the pain you placed so deep inside i want to kill you for what youve done to me end this misery deep inside of me how can i go on liveing like this the pain rules my every breath i want to stop what youve done to me that hot knife deep inside of me i want to kill you for what youve started in me the hate that rages inside of me i want to kill you untill i cant feal no more kill this desire im hurting from the rage is tearing my heart in two distroying what i used to do this pain eats me alive each day seeing your face brings so much pain i want to tear you apart so many times show you the pain i feal inside but mind bids me to wait contain the rage for one more day wait untill the time is right then let the rage take over my mind let the rage show you what you have done let the rage come undone remove you from my s
515 Pts To Go
well im getting to the next cherry level, all i need is a feww hundred points to get ther, come peeps, pls help me out, add fan and rate, anything u can, I promise i'll do the samEEE huggs Bonnie!!!
Torn My heart torn in two Do I let you go and learn to love again? Or do I hold on to something that gives me wings Your love made me believe I could do anything be anyone Now its so far away I feel torn Is love enough or is it to little to late My heart and mind play tug of war everyday My soul fights to survive the darkness creeping in Can I love again or were you the last to ever stir that feeling Rage and hate course thru my soul everyday and every night Your voice pushes them back your love defeats them for a moment in time Why can only you do this you caused more damage then ever before in my heart and yet caused the most joy My life torn my mind my heart Will I find my self in your arms again the battle won that dark voice finally silenced or will I find my own victory giving in to the dark desires being the person I'm slowly becoming? That person that no man or women can control calm or stop That person that delights in the misery of others finds pl
Chose Ur Advisors With Care !!
On his trip to Great Britain, George Bush had a meeting with Queen Elizabeth. He asked her, "How does one manage to run a country so smoothly?" "That's easy," she replied, "You surround yourself with intelligent ministers and advisors." "But how can I tell whether they are intelligent or not?" he inquired. "You ask them a riddle," she replied, and with that she pressed a button and said, "Would you please send Tony Blair in." When Blair arrived, the Queen said, "I have a riddle for you to answer for me. Your parents had a child and it was not your sister and it was not your brother. Who was this child?" Blair replied, "That's easy. The child was me." "Very good," said the Queen, "You may go, now." So President Bush went back to Washington and called in his chief of staff, Karl Rove. He said to him, "I have a riddle for you, and the answer is very important. Your parents had a child and it was not your sister and it was not your brother. Who was this child?" Rove
Randomishness I Wrote...
She didn't even wait for the cars to pull away, or for the bullet to stop raining down. She couldn't smell the burned rubber or the blood pouring onto the ground. All she saw was teh look on his face as he slowly went down. The only thing she heard was her heartbeat racing, then suddenly, stop. Her legs were racing foward before her brain sent the message. She hit her knees horrifyed. Her expression as grave as his own. There was only silence as she held him in her arms. Her tongue found what to say to reassure them both. "It's okay, you'll be fine. Everything will be alright! Please!?" The word had found it's way there by mistake. At first his cold hand grasped hers tightly with agony. Then softly he'd carrass her face with one last grin as she felt the tears slip down. She stroaked his dark hair from his now paled face and watched the light slowly fade from his brown eyes, unblinking. She forced the hand to hold her face again, but it went limp. Fear was replaced wi
Hit It
hey all, so i get to go and see one of my best friends from washington today! i am soo excited. she moved to washington a week after i had my little daughter lilianna. :( her daughter aubrie is so cute and will be a yr old already in march! i can hardly believe. oh did i mention is walking too? when they left she wasnt even crawling, but then again its been like 5 months since i have seen them. ok well i will be gone until wednesday. so i just wanted to let everyone know thats why i dont respond or what not. all right ya'll have a good week see ya wednesday!
Creature Of The Night
I'm becoming a night owl. I got a new pillow yesterday, hoping it would help me sleep. It's comfy, but regardless I was still up at 4:30, my second time up last night. I checked my email and noticed Yvonne left me a goodnight message on my MSN. I saw her display pics flashing as she was adding new ones. We talked online for an hour or so. Now she's gone back to bed and I'm still up...watching infomercials, of all things.
Who Dreams With Me?
Her name was "June" ... ... and she was younger than I ... and we were Friends ... loving, caring "Friends". Friends, NOT romantic lovers (when in public and in front of the eyes of the world) But we dare not be alone ... away from prying eyes. And we dare not sleep ... because with sleep came the dreams ... ... and so the poem betrays our public image ... and tells the truth. Was it true? Or was it ALL a dream? ... An earlier poem may answer that last question. If, after reading this one ... anyone wants to read the earlier one ... JUST LET ME KNOW... chances are I can find it somewhere (still smoldering from the subject material) This was my question to June: "Who Dreams With Me"? ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ WHO DREAMS WITH ME? Who seems like you? Who is betrayed by worldly day, that blanks me from her love some way? I search for love in loveless eyes, full lovely lips their love denies, we share no love by day. Yet in the night she steals my dreams
All Ct.friends
please go to my family on my site and fine my partner horse he just sent me a e-mail and he is in the hospital a 150 miles from here so please go to his site and leave him a comment thank you my friends
Hello... That's my fifth blog :P I've got 3 in Polish and 2 in English. I just wanted to say HELLO to everyone and wish you a very nice day :) By the way... I've got a new cell phone :P It's so cute :) SAMSUNG X 520 :) Have a great day :) Greeting to all my friends :)
Have A Great Day
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from
SOLITUDE Life without Love sighing sobbing weeping wailing sad sorry sounds that donít rhyme narrow lines sans rhythm is Death worse NO! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, July 29, 2005
2007 Has Only Got To Get Better !
Wow , where do I even begin ? 2007 has already started out to be a terrible year ! I should of known when Jan 1st I would be admitted into the hospital ! But who would of thunk ?.... 2 of the most dear people to my heart have taken very hard losses ! It started out with Jason losing his Mom . She was ill, battling such a terminal disease, but it was more rapid than anyone had remotely expected ! Not that you ever prepare yourself for a thing called " death " but... he barely had time to sink in the fact she was ill... and certainly couldn't of had enough time to realize how fast she was going to be taken. His pain was / is overwhelming, and I'm not sure has totally even absorbed that she is gone. I've been here for him every step of the way, and have tried desparetly to help endure his pain with him ... and that will never change ! I'm here for you sweetheart and always will be ! Luv ya ~ xoxo And now my best friend , ( my lil sister ) has just lost the one person she felt " defi
Fun With No Strings Attached
Just got back for Hedonism in Jamaica. Had a blast getting that all over tan. Sun was hot and the activies were hotter. LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO GO ALONG ON JAN OF 2008. We had 72 people that went with our group FUN IN THE SUN CREW and 22 booked for 2008 because thay stated it was the most fun they ever had. So If your interested in having what we call the most fun you can without your pants on drop me a line. WYLD CHILD
No More
Sitting in my room, reminiscing my empty life Thinking about how I could have served myself better When I sleep, I see nothing but evil, pain, misery When Iím awake, I see nothing different The world means nothing to me I walk around with a veil over my eyes And a blanket over my mind I see black and white I feel only one emotion, misery I cannot keep on living in the meaningless thing we call life I grab my shiny, silver lover The one who never lets me down As the dark red line begins to form across my wrist I still feel nothing but satisfaction I feel my soul beginning to lift I can see my body gently lying on the stained, red floor I try to lift my arm, but I cannot move The ecstasy of this is too much Iím only wishing I would have done this long ago I close my eyes and feel as if my whole body is spinning My breaths become more separated They become more jagged and choppy But I fear not for I know what I have just done Listening to my breath and my body becom
Why Does This Happen To Me?
why did this happen I made my mistakes but life goes on as I am fading away I am sick of this life I wish it would change but life goes on as I am fading away why do I make the mistakes why do have to take the blame all I am is a mistake I can't take it anymore I wish I could just be accepted for once not get made fun of and not get yelled at I can't take this pain much longer the anger is getting to me I cant take it much longer why does every one hate me or call me a loser or other names like that I am a person I have feelings too why does this happen to me I made my mistakes but life goes on as I am fading away I am sick of this life I wish it could change but life goes on as I am fading away every smile is fake every lake I cry is the agony I cant take one day something going to happen and I am not going to be there to help you I wish you could just understand that I am not okay just give me a chance to breathe I kn
Excuse me, Ma'am!! Do you have Prince Albert in a can?..YOU DO?!?!...Well you better let the poor guy out!!! *does a purposely strange laugh* ...I am up late and I am random...need I say anymore?
Crowned Hottest Woman On Ct!!!
its my pleasure,to say CONGRATULATIONS to POLE PRINCESS,the HOTTEST WOMAN on CHERRY TAP!! quite the contest,lots of coffee,lots of interesting people!!! stop in and see her site,POLE DANCE VIDEOS,lots of cool pics too. thank you everyone!!! thank you POLE PRINCESS!!
well another day has gone buy another cherry collected and another cherry given so many cherries to choose from but on the other hand im one of those cherries to be chosen im not picky just picked and hopefully soon before i turn old and grey and stuck in a motorised wheel chair well to have one would be cool but the idea isnt anyways hopeing to meet that certain someone my chin is always up and my eyes are wide open. so if you think that your the ticket to my world let me know (whats the worst that can happen) please dont be shy let me know i know you can do it till then keep up the faith and dam it share those cherries lmao
A Tribute To The King!! Elvis Presley!!!
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No Longer Running
I closed my eyes last night and thought of you and all the possibilities that you bring my way. The chance to smile. Laught. Believe. Trust. Love. Its limitless. I know that when i close my eyes you are the one I am seeing now. I will not run. I will embrace whatever the future throws our way. The uncertainty is erased with hope.
To Everyone
Hey Everyone...I ended up at the hospital yesterday. I have pneumonia. I need to lay back down...back when i feel ok xoxo
Well I Am Going To Ask A ?
If any one is one my list and wants to stay show some love daym you know I will but I want to know who wants to like rate my pics and fan me and ad me as you friend I need friends wht will step up and be friends cuz it is getting to the point where I know my friends and where I stand with some of you but show me some love by rating me and tell me you did it and I will help you if I can promise but I need real frinds now fake people I am sick of people on here for the points I am looking for friends if you not intrested just tell me I will gladly remove you thank you for you time
Hello.....i'm New!
Still trying to figure all this does one do a back ground and get music on here?!Hope all are having a great weekend! Deni Deni@ CherryTAP
Little White Feather And Brave Eagle
Little White Feather And Brave Eagle Body: Brave Eagle was hunting one day and Little White Feather passed his way His heart was captured by her beauty and his spirit knew this love had to be... By a fresh mountain stream they embraced in love's dream He was a brave handsome man but was not of a known clan His love was so great for her many horses did he offer and strong Indian ponies they were he also offered pelts of soft fur But her Father said no... Prove yourself brave or go The great black bear you must fight and prove your spirit's might The great black bear roamed forest and field and many of the clan's people had it killed Little White Feather held great fear with her love's fate drawing near... Brave Eagle tracked the great bear At Bent Creek, they fought there Broken was Brave Eagle's bow and his body began to slow His left hand almost torn from his wrist he hit the old bear with his right fist The old bear fell to the ground His body
A Numbness
like a soft whisper it calls to me telling me i will make you better a slow onslaught of senses wiped away with one small pill a pain intensified but now numbed how i long for that clock to tell me it is time for a visit a rapture of delight washed down with a sweet wine drunk and high is how ill stay no pain for me anymore only a sweet nothing no pain, no terror, no hell just an ever present numbeness that keeps me sane and sees me through the darkness till i wake and am better
Do Ya Think??
I will be working on that lol I just need to be creative for my pic. Now i need to know what the hell do i write on that paper...HELP SOMEONE
I won't be on today cause im having a new computer desk so ill be on later today or tonight.WPWW.
The Voice
THE MANY NAMES OF INTERCOURSE you make love to the princess you nail the goth chicks you pay to pound the strippers you feed the fatties dick you fuck the drunken strangers you pork the female jocks you screw the lonely housewife you give the whore the cock you shag when your in britain you jerk when your alone your gramma calls it whoopie a college girl you bone you cherry-pop the virgins you do it with the sluts you bang the chicks who dig the whips and chains *DeViLs lil SiStA* There's not a word than can describe that but Absolute Nirvana ... is the best I can do =) you feed the one night stands you'll never see again "tha salami" *** added 4 Cassy ;) Lady♥Lafter I'd call that some intense seriously rough hellacious fucking ;)
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My hands upon your knees I am Moses parting the waters With my love inside, you widen Even farther than your legs are supposed to go Like a Bible opening to a secret passage I run my fingers down the page Looking for the words That can save a man's soul That can freeze and shatter time Now I am like Noah Waiting out the storm Waiting out the wrath of God Waiting to seed your earth You open the glowing gates to Eden The birthplace of creation calling me home Now I am like Adam Heaping taboo upon my plate My penis in the hand of woman Leading me out of paradise Our sins exposed like Eve's shame revealed We ask forgiveness Of a cherub and a sword But these doors were closed long before We chose this skin Of animal and beast So now you ask to call me Master And you beg to see my whip For you are sure the joy of service Will illuminate your path But I am slave by noble birth And I will not wear a mask And before this night is over We shal
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The Swingers Club
New pics in the Tonight album...
Why is it whenever I'm horny as hell, there's no one who feels like cybering???
One wonders in every situation just exactly what you're getting yourself into, whether it be from time to time, day to day, minute to minute, second to second. Sometimes, it's best to keep these things contrite and simple. Yet, somehow not knowing what came before seems to be best, for ignorance is bliss, or so they say - it's what's at the moment as well as in the future that's important and relevant. However, pure ignorance of what came before could potentially lead to a disasturous future, if left unacknowledged. Awareness and acceptance, Along with a pinch of a spice called trust, inevitably are what leads toward something people call happy. ^_^
Tell Me A Funny Date Story
I collect funny date stories or not so funny ones where I find the humor. Mostly I like to make people laugh. The stories are designed to help single people cope with the sometimes downs of dating. Laughter is truly the best medicine. Possibly we will also learn something ourselves by reading what others have to say. Check out one of the stories at: Cra-Z D8s (click here for more) † The rest of the stories available are listed in the sidebar of each story. Be sure to send me email telling me about your experiences so you can help make the world laugh, well the English speaking part of the world anyway. Be sure to comment on each story in order to get people's minds stimulated and to let the contributors of the stories know that you appreciate their input. Looking forward to hearing from all of you. Bree
Getting Some Love
hmm you know I not sure if anyone does love me... i mean truly... I know my husband loves me, my boys. but ever wonder about that will die 4 u kind of love? hmmm I wonder..........
Babe Do You Love Me?
:) BABY do you love me? Gotta repost this as"babe do u love me?" The 1st person to message u saying "babe....i do." ... will be ur CT sweatheart... u'd be suprised just who wants to be urs...u have 2 do this even if you are taken. ***Good Luck***
Personal Time
my personal time is precious to me. since its just me......... and my thoughts like now. I can go on and on about things.. sometimes i wonder if i should of been a writer... but my thoughts don't come so easy anymore.. I have MS and boy i may not look it on the outside but inside i am screaming in pain....... it's why i am on the net most of the time... but i have fun too. I love working on my site but now i have to come up with some cash to renew the hosting...urgh... God i hate that.. but maybe i will sell something on ebay... but what? maybe some advertisement? my car, my house, my body???? hmmm what you think would be a good thing to sell........... can't sell my kids... they are alrealy attached to can't sell my dogs.. they need me.. can't sell my hubby he will be lost without me..... i could sell my clothes but then what will i wear? naked isn't the in thing to do, it's illegal to do that , plus i might have a crowd of people looking at me
Sex In The Morning Or Evening Is The Best???
When I was married to my last husband (prior his death in 2002), he and I would have sex as often as we could. However, judging from some people's responses to my recent blog & Mumm regarding being awakened for sex, there are some people who simply do not prefer to have their sleep interrupted. Obviously, I would think that these type of people would simply go against the grain of having sex in the morning as well. To me, there was something nice to be said about having sex in the evening just before bedtime and, afterwards, laying my head upon his chest while snuggled up to him and his arms around me and we would talk until we could not hear the other speaking. In fact, I am not sure who fell asleep first. I may have because his voice was so soothing and mesmerizing to me. We would talk about things that happen that day, what we were planning to do the next day, what are dreams are in tandem with one another and as individuals, and the like. I also asked him a lot about hi
The First E-mail...
It was late July, a hot friday afternoon, when we received e-mail from Ai in Chicago. She said we were very sexy. Immediately I am suspicious because we are twice her age, overweight, not sexy by the standards of most people her age. Maybe she's really ugly or desperate I thought, so I click on her link and look at her profile. No she's not ugly and certainly wouldn't be desperate for attention. In fact, she's a Chinese bombshell, 5'1 with an angels' face framed by gorgeous black hair down to her perfect ass. Somebody who knows I've got a thing for sexy Chinese ladies is fucking with me. Someone put her up to it, or created a fake profile. Even in the highly unlikely event that she were real it really didn't matter, she is in Chicago, we are in Seattle and we don't have the means to travel at present. I wrote back, and thanked her for the compliment, resisted the attempt to ask her how her eye sight was, and asked how she found our profile since she was half way across the cou
Boys Vs Men
ha.. i am wondering how many are reading this one... anyway you can tell a boy from a man... well I found out when he sure don't know what and where to put it now that is a boy a real man don't guess he knows.. but hmm there been a few who still guess....... guess those didn't have any for a while and need practice........ what you think? Ladies am I right or not......... leave me a comment i am curious what you think what a man vs a boy is to you........ don't be shy... hell i am not.
to explain.... my shoutbox is family-only now. it is eternally screwy. firefox claims I need a plugin. I already have it, ARRRRGH!! so I manually reload the damn thing. that is, when it works. often, it's delayed HOURS. IE doesn't recognize CT at all. whatever. just don't shout. mmmmmmk? private message me. or comment. Do Not Shout @ Me. PLEASE.
Naughty Poll
tr> - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 6 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?Yes I have 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Blow job 17. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I
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School Of Hard Knocks
We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my grandchildren, I'd like better. I'd really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. It will be good if at least one time you can see puppies born and your old dog put to sleep. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother/sister. And it's all right if you have to draw a line down the middle of the room,but when he wants to crawl under the covers with you because he's scared, I hope you let him. When you want to see a movie and your little brother/sister wants to tag along,
I'm Going To Scream...
I'm single, have been for a while. It's not by choice, it's not by anything. I just haven't met anyone that I've been interested in pursuing. Now, if I have to hear one more time, "I know someone perfect for you. If she wasn't involved I would totally set you up." I'm going to scream. I now return you to your regularly scheduled programming.
Random Writing When You Can't Fall Asleep. (possible Updates)
She gazed at his picture longingly, placing in down on the cherry wood desk once more. Her chest twisted in knots, an empty, lonely, cold feeling wrapping its self around her heart. How long since she stared deep in his, mesmerizing eyes, a week, a month, a year? Time seemed as though it had stood still. She brushed her long auburn hair away from her eyes as her pale, slender face looked up to the window. Rain beat rhythmically against the glass of her 3rd floor apartment window; only offering a momentary distraction. Her eyes fell to his picture again. Her eyes locked with his, a staring contest she would never win. He left and took a piece of her with him. She sighed and tucked his picture back inside the drawer. The blinking cursor caught her attention; she needed to work on her column. She didnít think a broken heart would qualify as an excuse for not finishing her work. A half-hearted chuckle escaped her lips; she could just hear her editor Morgan now; telling her men are not
Lesson Learnned
As i had said in a past blog one can have too many friends but then you wonder are they your true friends or are they out to get you for some odd reason.? I been the trusting type for so long i think its time for me not to give in...i just find myself thing what should i do? like here in cherrytap... the cherry is sort of funny...... when you first get it... you popped a cherry.. yours or his.. then it just gets' old or just more exciting. but wonder who can pop the top cherry here... what is the top level? I guess my cherry hasnt been popped in a hmmmmmm wonder who will do it? pop me /fan me/ friend me............... are you scared of the challenge? Two Of "the Erin Chronicals
1916, Dublin. For seven hundred years, Ireland had been forcibly occupied and opressed by the Crown. Now, a Rebellion was about to emerge. It would change the very fabric of Ireland forever. Erin was about to find herself in the mist of history. She would become closely connected to people of great influence in Ireland.She would find in herself a voice, she never knew she posessed. Her facts of her family history would evolve a passion for the causes that faced Ireland as it struggled for Liberty. She would meet the key players. Makeveicz, Pearse, Connolly and Collins. She had learned much of what she knew from the papers in American and by listening to her grandfather, Seamus and other members of The Brotherhood.But what she saw and experianced in Dublin,set her own her way to facing the realities.
Seven Random Facts About Me
Seven random facts about me. But first, the rules: Each player starts with seven random fact/habits about themselves. People who get tagged need to write their own blog about their seven things as well as post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose seven people to get tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged and to read your blog! 1. My favorite color is " RED " 2. I love the word " ODD " 3. Favorite Baseball team " S.F. Giants " 4. I think the girl who taged me is cute. 5. I like the great outdoors. 6. Favorite movie " The Whole Nine Yards" 7. I hate beer ... love Hennessy! I tag the first 7 people that read this....
as in the movie "forrest gump" life is like a box a chocolate. you never know what you are goona get some have cherries some have lemons... well for now i am inbetween... life at time flys by so fast you wonder where the hell yesterday went... i find my self days in and out.. wondering where it all went... then by that time another day has past........ well what shall i do?
They says one never can have too many friends. Well I have many , but where are they? I wonder what have i done wrong or what have i havn't done? makes one wonder what's wrong with you.. what shall i do,,, if i have too many friends?
Hell Throughout the ages, religion has used a powerful weapon to maintain a chokehold on its believers and attack its skeptics: the fear of Hell. The invention of Hell has done very well. It has been used to manipulate people into maintaining ones faith even though it may do very little to mold behavior outside of pleasant conversation or philosophical discussion. The fear of eternal damnation is very real to people despite the fact there is absolutely no concrete proof of its existence. Once again, the line between reality and fantasy has been purposefully blurred. Hell is less real than the television Town of Mayberry except Hell's imaginary ruler must be an extremely bizarre incarnation. The faithful are led to believe an actual spiritual war is going on right now. Beautiful angels are at constant odds with cunning devils, demons and creatures too horrible to imagine. God and his white-feathered friends on one side are battling Satan and his leather-skinne
hmm catch myself alone at night thinking of whom shall i talk with tonite. I look over and over and no one near. No friend nor foe, just people I just don't know. I ache and wonder who will it be i will chat with. who will it be? I find myself again lonely and sad. Wondering who will pick up a chat. but then I see everyone don't want to talk to me or are scared to chat with me.. but who will it be , will it be you or you? tell me so I will know. just a lonely person tonite.. in california
Final Title And Info On Book One Of "the Erin Chronicals
Is This An Evidence...
that Super Man does exist as a member of CT??? phoenix@ CherryTAP LOL...
We met in a world of online dreams, no way to know just how much is true, but I gave my word, to love, respect, only give my love to only you, I WON'T MAKE PROMISES THAT I CAN'T KEEP... It seems that everyday, there is another problem we must face, to come between us, try to take our love away, I told you , I was in this with you come what may, there is nothing, that will stop me from loveing you, I will stand beside you, come thick or thin, I know I told you, I give my word again, I WON'T MAKE PROMISES THAT I CAN'T KEEP... Music Video Codes By Music
All A Matter Of Perspective
A nice, calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy, right up to the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, I would like to buy some cyanide." The pharmacist asked, " Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied "I need it to poison my husband." The pharmacist's eyes got big and he exclaimed, "Lord have mercy! I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband! That's against the law! I'll lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of bad things will happen. Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed with the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well now. That's different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription."
Two elderly ladies are sitting on the front porch, doing nothing. >One lady turns and asks, "Do you still get horny?" >The other replies, "Oh sure I do." >The >first old lady asks, "What do you do about it?" >The second old lady replies, "I suck a lifesaver." >After a few moments, the first old lady asks, >"Who drives you to the beach?"
Can Anyone Explain It?
why do men waste my time i mean seriously shit...They ask you if u wanna chat u say sure and then they just stop dont talk GOD I FUCKING WISH I COULD PUNCH MEN IN THERE THROATS AND MAKE THEM STOP BREATHING seriously men piss me off
Kuhn Shuts Down Storm 2/17/07
Jerry Kuhn stopped all 45 shots launched by the Storm offense in a 3-0 route of the Tri-City squad. He also collected an assist on the third Sioux City goal in the process. Phil DeSimone scored on a rare penalty shot awarded at 3:25 of the first period. Spencer Heichman collected a shorthanded goal off of an Anthony Maiani feed just 44 seconds into the second period. Max Pacioretty (Jerry Kuhn) put the final goal of the contest away at 5:11 of the third.
Why You Must Not Flirt !!!
A couple were invited to a swanky family masked, fancy dress Halloween party. The wife got a terrible headache! She told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain and as it was still early, decided to go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice "chick" he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner high and dry and devoted his time
Red Lights
Two elderly women were out driving in a large car. Both could >barely see over the dashboard. As they were cruising along, they came to an >intersection. The stoplight was red but they just went on through. >The woman in the passenger seat thought to herself, "I must be losing it. I >could have sworn we drove thru it." >They >drove a few more minutes they came to another intersection, the light was >red, and again they went right through. >This time, the passenger was almost sure that the light had been red, but >was also concerned that she might be seeing things. She was getting nervous >and decided to pay very close attention. >At the next intersection, sure enough, the light was definitely red and >they blew right through it. >She turned to the other woman and said, " >Mildred! Did you know that you ran through three red lights in a row? >You could have killed us!" > >> >Mildred turned to her and said, "Oh Shoot! Am I driving?" > >>
Pacioretty, Gazley Lead Musketeers Charge Into Waterloo
2/16/2007 Max "Patch" Pacioretty and Dustin Gazley tallied two goals apiece in a 6-3 win over the Waterloo Black Hawks tonight in Waterloo. Patch wasted no time lighting the lamp, scoring just 25 seconds into the contest on a feed from Donnie Hallmark and Mike Beck. For Hallmark, a recent addition to the team, it was his third point in four games. He also added 5 penalty minutes at the 2:16 mark of the opening stanza when he squared off with the Hawks Tim Gilbert. Jerry Kuhn stopped 38 of 41 Waterloo shots. Sioux City managed only 18 shots on net but made 33% of them count. Also scoring for the Musketeers was Phil DeSimone (powerplay) (Mike Beck, Joseph Sova) and Spencer Heichman (Kevin Lohry, Travis Oleksuk).
Retirement Home Ladies
Three old ladies were sitting side by side in their retirement >home reminiscing. >The first lady recalled shopping at the green grocers and >demonstrated with her hands the length and thickness of a cucumber she >could buy for a penny. >The second old lady nodded, adding that onions used to be much bigger & >cheaper also, & demonstrated the size of two big >onions she'd buy for a penny a piece. >The third old lady remarked, "I can't hear a word you're saying, but I >remember the guy you're talking about."
Gonna Go To Bed Now
finally tommorrow is payday thank goodness have the home phone bill to go pay and that is about it then clean up the house after divina comes and picks up her daughter that i baby sit sometimes during the week And always on the weekends. Randy bought me a JEFF GORDON t-shirt yestday, my first one YIPPY... yeah i know call me goofy ask me if i care, well 20 more days till i have my baby i can't wait for that ether well time for bed cause its 2:53am here...
Growing Old Gracefully
>An old lady was standing at the railing of the cruise ship holding >her hat on tightly so that it would not blow off in the wind. >A gentleman approached her and said: >"Pardon me, madam. I do not intend to be forward, but did you >know that your dress is blowing up in this high wind?" " >Yes, I know," said the lady. "I need both hands to hold onto this hat." >"But, madam, you must know that your privates are exposed!" said the >gentleman in earnest. >The woman looked down, then back up at the man and replied, >"Sir,anything you see down there is 85 years old. >The hat is brand new."
Survey Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Survey Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Survey Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Survey Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Food For Thought
One day a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So, he tied her up and went golfing.
Why We Are All Proud To Be Australian Citizens:
1) Only in Australia... can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2) Only in Australia... is "are you awake?" the standard concept of foreplay. 3) Only in Australia... do supermarkets make the sick people walk all the way to the back of the store to get their Panadol,etc., while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4) Only in Australia... do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries... and a Diet Coke. 5) Only in Australia... do banks leave both doors open, have no armed guards and chain the pens to the counter. 6) Only in Australia... do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway, and store our junk in the garage. 7) Only in Australia... do we use answering machines to screen calls, and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8) Only in Australia... do we use the word "politics" to describe the process of Governm
Fake Peeps Tick Me Off!!!
The Love Of My Life
i used to think that you were going to be there forever i always knew that there wasn't a storm we couldn't weather then you had to leave and left me to face it all alone when i look around at these four walls i can't help but feel that this house is not a home why did you leave me, and where did you go all these years together and i have nothing to show we were there for each other since we were kids and we always had each other in times like this but now i see you and it is time to say goodbye at times like now all i can do is cry it is so hard letting go of you and everything we've been through but it will be ok, i will be there to help you through i will go for now but i will come back to you one day we will find the love that we lost someday i brought you flowers just to show that my love is still strong no need to worry about it, i will place them on your stone . this is for anyone who has ever lost thier loved one. may you s
Smoked Out Social Drinkers
Hey!!!!!Come and join da lounge.Love to have you!!!! ANTWAAN@ CherryTAP Hey could ya repost this???Thanx!!!!!!!
Your Shining Light
It was morning on September 9, That's the day i lost my mind. How could this be, happening to me. My wife, my son, my baby girl, 2 years old and bouncing curls. Why would he, take them away from me? When you lose the ones you love so much. Nothing seems to matter much. You keep asking,"Where'd i go wrong? And even on your brightest day, the clouds they turn your blue to grey. Then, your shining light, Is gone. She was my wife of seven years, through the laughter and the tears. Through the maybe's, and the babies. Next, it was my only son. He wanted to grow up and run, for president. God, he was heaven sent. I'd tuck them in, kiss them goodnight. They would wake at morning's light. but that's gone, and, i'm all alone. And,as the final casket's closed, I have no one there to hold. And their shining light, Is gone. And there she is, my little girl. My light, my whole world. Never got
You're My Heart You're My Soul
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Tickle Me Elmo !!!
TICKLE ME ELMO There is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM. The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the two men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The two men watch in amazement as she c
Wives.. :-o
More Female Compassion Barry returned from a doctor's visit one day and told his wife Greta that the doctor said he only had 24 hours to live. Wiping away her tears, he asked her to make love with him. Of course she agreed and they made passionate love. Six hours later, Barry went to her again, and said, "Honey,now I only have 18 hours left to live. Maybe we could make love again?" Greta agreed and again they made love. Later, Barry was getting into bed when he realized he now had Only eight hours of life left. He touched Greta's shoulder and said, "Honey? Please? Just one more time before I die." She agreed, Then afterward she rolled over and fell asleep. Barry, however, heard the clock ticking in his head, and he tossed and turned until he was down to only four more hours. He tapped his wife on the shoulder to wake her up. "Honey, I only have four hours left! Could we...?" His wife sat up abruptly, turned to him and said, "Listen Barry, I'm not
Video Stash Updated
I went on a huge updating binge of my stash tonight. I can't sleep, stuff on my I decided to share some stuff I love, stuff I think is funny etc. A hodgepodge of my interests in movies, music. Go through it if you wish. It's me in a nutshell.
Random Thoughts
When I smell you, it makes me melt. When u kiss me, it makes me cry. I love you, but I hate you! Wish you would call me right now. The feel of your hands on my body, the sensation of your lips on mine. The notion of your body on mine......... you dont love me, I atleast think I love you, we'll never see what we would become. Two worlds, two lives,four people, and a silent gap between us. Sure we think a FWB relationship would last. Only til, one person mainly the female lets her guard down. Do I wish I was the one laying next to you, resting my head on your chest. Running my hands through your hair, grabbing your.... to see if I can arouse you. You have no idea, what you are leaving behind. One who would trust you, only cuz I thought I knew you. One who enjoyed what we had together, one who never spoke of anything else. I miss you, I hate you for showing up on my door. I hoped we were over, but your need to not feel alone brought u back to me. Get your shit in gear then come knocki
Laughter is a necessity in life that does not cost much, and the Old Ones say that one of the greatest healing powers in our life is the ability to laughLaughter is a good stress eliminator. Laughter causes healing powers to be distributed through our bodies. Laughter helps heal relationships that are having problems. Laughter can change other people. Laughter can heal the sick. Laughter is spiritual. One of the greatest gifts among Indian people has been our ability to laugh. Humor is natural to Indian people. Sometimes the only thing left to do is laugh. Great Spirit, allow me to laugh when times get tough. When we laugh we are releasing things that would otherwise make us ill. It is a way to get rid of toxic stress on our bodies. Don't you feel so good after a good laugh? The body tingles at times and this is helping the circulation pathways. So who says Laughter is not good medicine for the heart? Sadness and stress kills! Thank you for showing me I can l
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The Mental Health Dept. Answering Machine
The Mental Health Dept. Answering Machine Which one are you? Subject: Re: A new answering machine for our times. A transcript of the new answering service recently installed at the Mental Health Institute: "Hello, and welcome to the mental health hotline. If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5, and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transferred to the mother ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press. If you are a manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press -no-one will answer. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969. If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the hash key until a representative comes o
Really What's the point of it all Eventually you're going to let me down You say you love me That you care But none of your actions support this In fact they are contrary to your words You never loved me Never cared Much like everyone else you broke down my armor and got made a home in my heart Then, you left that home For whatever reason you claimed What's the point of loving and caring when everyone that you do leaves you Alone in the darkness with nothing but tears and broken memories to hold onto like a ragged teddybear whose stuffing is all but gone You never loved me You never cared And here I am broken forgotten unloved There's nothing but a shell left inside the man I once was The pain overwhelms like the cold of winter leaving me numb and cold You left me like those before Had you told me you were going to do this I would have never said hello Because you never loved me You never cared
How I Wanna Be
you know it is a bittersweet thing to go on vacation now and then everyone deserves it a little pampering now and then,a time for fun,in a place you have never been before,...And since I have decided to go on vacation this summer people are trying to stop me to go,I am going to DisneyWorld,and no one will stop me,people think they can stop me by stealing from me,It wont work,this is a once in a lifetime opportunity that i will not miss,So I will be going.
Guess What?
Limits again
Jack & Jill Tournament!
Well we went to the tournament and well we only lost one match....there was eight teams and 4 teams won we shot again & lost once and it was like ok we won & it's done...We were like what the hell man's not done the other teams should have to play it out..knock down so to speak to see...but nah...that's not what happened & we had to bite the bullet & say ok bye after 5 hours of shooting with one loss....any input on this matter ! I think I would like to ask the APA...2 teams 2 winners ...was not done in my eyes...the winners go to VEGAS ! I smell a nigger in the wood pile, whatcha think?
So Called Friends
This week has been the absolute worst of my life. I almost lost my 21 year old daughter to a nervous breakdown and a suicide attempt. It's been a week of hell, despair, shock, fear and loneliness. A million questions run through my mind as I sit here alone tonight. However, there is one in particular that I really need answered. When our lives are going great, or when we are happy, laughing, or having good fortune we have all sorts of friends hanging around wanting to share in the positive. They hang around without being asked or invited. They are just there. So why is it during the most difficult times of our lives, when we hurt so damn bad that we feel as if we will die, that these same friends cannot be found. Even when asking or begging for their support they make up some lame excuse and turn away. This week I found out who my true friends really are and sadly enough I have discovered that I don't have too many who will actually stand by me through thick and thin.
So I've been single for most of the last 10 years, it never bothered me that much, just concentrated on work, hanging out with friends, etc. If it happened it happened, I'm pretty mellow when it comes to rushing things. In fact people bitch at me all the time for driving too slow. I can still hear my Mother saying "oh Eric just when you least expect it she'll knock on your door" I even have a fridge magnet that I got from a good friend that says basically the same thing. I've always had a problem with confidence, it's something I'm working on, everybody tells me what a great guy I am and that I'll make some girl very lucky someday. Why I had a hard time believing them I don't know. It took someone I really didn't know well, I had just barely met actually to get me to pull my head out of my ass(thanks Shoni) I'm not a bad guy, I'm not a bad "catch" So I've decided to take the proverbial bull by the horns, I joined a local dating service, one with an actual building with actu
Can't Find My Way Home
Given Up
given up. Its been too long now I need a change I need some action Anything This is the end of it I cant take it anymore Standing here Feeling stupid and alone Like Im the only one Who doesnt Who hasnt Need something new Need you No Im not ok But I lie and say -- Im fine And so slowly You turn away I feel like Im competing with nothing And it doesnt matter Cause Im not yours anymore My hands are cold Too bad its not the beginning Youll find me running In the opposite direction But Im just stupid Im so lost And alone Need nothing new Just you No Im not ok But I lie anyway -- I miss you I miss nothing I want everything I dont know what to do Cant say the truth Cause I dont know what youll do Ill just give up on it But I cant.... ~Terri R. Swancey~
Success In One's Life
To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children, to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends, to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch... to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded! - Emerson
We took our kids to watch Bridge To Terabithia last night and I have to say, I was really surprised at how good the movie was. The kids enjoyed the movie and I know this because not one of them made a peep during the whole thing. (which is very rare with 9,9,8,7 year olds lol)I figured it would be a kids only movie but I truly liked it. If you get the chance, watch it, I don't think you will regret it.
Help & Hope
"Don't stop telling the story and extending the message of help and hope..." - Yvette Cade
Star Dreams
"I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream." - Vincent Van Gogh
Late Night Confusion...
I'm confused... Life was never really meant to make sense I suppose. You are suppose to keep guessing, wondering what lies around the corner. My eye is focused on that horizon, I won't let it out of my sight. My hand is reached outright, holding tightly to the possibility for true happiness. Its in my grasp, its mine...
Let's Get Higher
Harrys Sad Farewll
well what can i say.... Harry my huntsman spider of a whole week has gone to god...... my darling child saw him and thinking it was a big hairy redback (which we all know arent hairy at all) decided harry had to go and squished him with a shoe... i was not happy as they are cool... they eat all the cockroaches around the house.. poor harry... he was sooo cute... ah well no doubt ill get another one later...
Well, I Never Knew That!
In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beathis wife with a stick thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled"Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV was Fred and Wilma Flintstone. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca-Cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000 Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king in history: Spades - King David Hearts - Charlemagne Clubs -Alexander, the Great Diamonds - Julius Caesar
Sexy Lady On Ct Contest Come And Join This One Rocks!
~~ Okay SeXy Lady Of CT Contest ~~ Come on ladys i'm looking for 10 ladys who know they are cute! Enter my contest and win a V.I.P. gift and V.I.C. gift yes 2 gifts! Contest will start 2/19 thur 2/26 Only 2 days to get 10 ladies....hurry and send me your pic link to my inbox! Most comments wins! And you can comment and rate your own pic! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP
Take A Hard Look At Yourself
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" DID YOU PASS, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?
Rochelle I Dreamt Of You
hmm, wonder if the title of this will catch person's attention so they read it lol. i was having grrness trying to make things ok with ravyn and be on talking terms, because i would like to be friends again, and as ussual she got all pissed and saying how just thinking of me and what i did to her makes her sick so she tries not to think about me, and it irks her that i randomly talk to her when she's told me a million times to leave her the fuck alone. so i was having horrible night :/ and for some reason when i'm bleh i turn to rochelle a bit, well not surprising i mean, i tend to think of her every day a little bit even though i've been unwillingly consumed by ravyn. anyways, i started feeling like i just really don't want things to be like this and i really want to make it go away and be better and such and once again like i need to force myself to not think of ravyn so that i don't keep making her sick to her stomach :/ she doesn't think of me and i can't find a way to stop thi
To Be Or Not To Be
leather binds holding me tight kiss me and tease me all through the night ill be a good girl if you treat me mean whip me and chain me to keep me keen ice is my favour keeping my mouth so cool next comes the wax its my favourite tool drip it slowly over my body each drop a caress then tease me once more the way i love best ill entice you and please till i have had my way ill corrupt and ill tease till the break of day
Things To Think About.
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restau
Bell Bottom Blues
To The Runts
To the runts Here is just alittle something i thought i would share with some people out there I Will Protect those i love, I will Fight with all My Might, I will not go gently into that quiet night. I Will not give into the lies i will not back down from those who stand against me. I Will Not let petty little puppy dogs tred in my territory , you think i am stupid? I dont smell little runts attempting to play in my place? try and walk in my paw prints? I will Defend MY Mate, I will Defend my Pack , Do not think because i am out of physical reach means i dont have any pull out there, A Good Soldier never leaves anything behind without having a good reason. So Keep your paws off my mate, take your tails and tuck them between your legs, piss on yourself and RUN. Because i'm only around the corner i can be there real fast and if i cant i know someone who WILL. *GROWLS* My Mate - My Best Friend - My Mom - MY PACK So watch your step in places you dont belon
What I Found
What I found I was lost You found me I was me You let me be me I found my passion You brought it out of me No one else could do that You found the inner me I trusted you You gave that to me I expected the world You expected nothing I found my Ďcited You gave it to me I loved you You loved me in return I cried You caught my tears I ran You chased I found my way back You were waiting I found my love
A Request From My Sweet Reflection
Yeah well hummm life is going. Not great but getting better. Kinds sucks when people stab you in the back but yeah they think they own you well you got another thing comeing. And yeah life will move on BUT I have this to say to ANYONE that stabs me in the back in the future..... Watch your back because I belive in returning the favor. Oh and while your back there stabing me in the back do me one more favor KISS MY FUCKIN ASS And aim for the middle . I am tierd of beeing shit on my people and I have learned a little something If you don't put your foot down then you'll get stepped on first. Either put your foot down or UP there ass. But anyway I think I have bloen off enough stem for one blog.
Fuckin Whores
I hate people grrrr Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, Seem
Rocky Instead Of Raving
yea im going to rocky in lingerie pics soon
Pride And Joy
Bikini Shot On Balcony
Lovin That Smile
LaUrEnĘĺ (B.P.C)@ CherryTAP
Petition For Dog The Bounty Hunter
Mirror Shots Lol
My Sexy Hubby...
Just Me...
Kevin & Boots
For Dawn!!
I've done alot of shit that i hate myself for doing after it's done. Took alot of shit from alot of people. Then someone came in my life and got me to the point where I just didn't care what others thought of me. I did that tonight. First it was to two people that were a pain in my ass,Stacie and Rhy. Then I did it to someone eles tonight,and i fucking hate myself for doing it. She needed a friend tonight and she turned to me and I was anything but a friend tonight. I told her before we got talking that she wouldn't like what i had to say,but she said talk to me,so I did. Now I wish I would have just lied to her and said what she needed to hear. Now she's hurt and it's because og me,and I'm so fucking sorry for saying what I did and I hope that someday you'll forgive me. Because your a dear person and you make my world a little more lighter. So I truely am sorry from the deepest part of my heart and soul.Thats all I can say Is that I truely am sorry and I truely love you.
caught up in your memories... haunted by the past... thumbing thru your pictures... our time went to fast... the photos worn and faded... i reach out to touch your face... a deep eternal longing... as i remember your embrace... softly spoken words... still echo in my mind... i mourn all we lost... when "us" you left behind... do i ever cross your mind... as often you do with me? at times still reminded of you... by something that i see... it seems another lifetime... our "starcrossed" fantasy... but those magical memories... will always follow me....
Suffer the children and all they endure... they deserve not the pain being so sweet and pure... some are abused by angry adults... blamed for things that were never their fault... some become pawns in the game of divorce... used as "weapons" to hurt bitter feelings the source... some are abandoned feeling lost and alone... left to fend for themself no place to call home... the scars that are left follow them all of their life... long buried pain still cuts like a knife... suffer the children with no safe place to be... facing life all alone longing to be free......
Help !!!!!
hello all i need help to raise my place from the mist can you please rate my pic's and profile if you have not already done it pretty please ? and thank you so much for the help if you need help just let me know and i will do what i can to hel p you out i promiss here is the link to my profile Lost Soul~ Freak Boy of the perv crew~Co-Owner of Lost Lover's~ Pinky's Real Life Man~@ CherryTAP
Bored As Hell
What the fuck is a cherry grunt? that's not very flattering. Sounds like you're trying to take a shit and eat marischino cherries at the same time. who the fuck thought of that Rediculousness?
Messed Up
The more I think about this, the more annoyed I get. My biology professor told us that at the end of the semester we wont be getting our lab books back, that they are being donated to a school. That's great and all....except when biology is an important part of your major and you LIKE to keep things like the lab books for future ref. Plus we all had to pay $8 for a damn book with fucking graph paper in it!
don't send flowers they die anyway... don't say sweet loving words that are just "something that u say"... don't make promises you know you'll never keep... turning "sweet dreams" into nights when u can't sleep... don't say..."Forever"... then just turn and walk away... leaving us to wonder what did we do or say? "I love you" is a simple phrase it can mean alot... but said without meaning it makes it something that its not... don't toy with ones emotions what damage it can do.... Karma is a strange thing it just might come back to you!
Life's Questions
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "bra" singular an
Come Vote For The Baby U Think Is The Cutest
kaelyn( her lil demon) tina"s baby kaeya bobbi"s baby desiree unforgiving_deathwish baby (briann) roadies baby chuckles (lucavi) dwaynes baby (divayth) lil mommas baby
I'm So Cold... A Song
I'm so Cold. Throughout the day you change As Darkness swallows light And I'm not the only one Who sees; it isn't right I spend the night awake Wondering if you still care Though you're the only one You are never there There must be more to life than this More than broken heart and misplaced kiss But I know Life without you is so cold. There must be more to life than this More than sunken eyes and emptiness But I know Life without you is so cold. I try to run away But it seems you have me trapped The moment that I turn You always call me back The hold you have on me Will never set me free I can't live this life forever But I can't look back There must be more to life than this More than broken heart and misplaced kiss But I know Life without you is so cold. There must be more to life than this More than sunken eyes and emptiness But I know Life without you is so cold. Life without you is so cold. Life without you is so cold. I'm so cold.
Stupid Person
This is a short convo I had with Brad/Lisa after he placed 2 stupid mumms in a row. He shouted at me and thats it is, lemme know what you think. Read this bottom to top. >Lisa: well, if I do...i will be sure to hunt you down like a dog and fuck you in the ass...while cutting you and me...just to make sure you die Lisa: no need - you will get aids i dont worry ->Lisa: dig deeper man. deeper Lisa: homo ->Lisa: dude...if your gonna call me a name..make it good. Lisa: stumpy dick lol Lisa: lol you kick my ass ok homo ->Lisa: well...come to Okla so I can kick your ass, and then you'll find out Lisa: are you a guy or a girl you homo
Broken Hearted
Today I came to a realization that when you love someone you have to tell them no matter how much you might fear you will get rejected. I have been in-love with man for almost a year and have been to afraid to even admit to myself till Valentine's Day came and went and I received nothin from this man and that I had really was hopin to get even a text message from him. And ofcourse I received nothing from him. The next day I got an email with him asking where the sex was with the Valenitines card I sent him. I replied that if I was there he would be getting some, but since I am on the mainland and he is in Hawaii he would just have to suffer with the thought of what he wanted from me since I didnt know where I stood with him. What do you think I got in return from that? I want it all.. what the fuck does that mean.. I am like so lost and confused that I want to scream. I have no idea on how to say how I feel to him and I will not allow myself to hurt..SO TO ALL MEN THAT THINK EVEN A LIT
25 Rules That Guys Wished Women Knew
1. If you think your fat, you probably are. Don't ask us 2. Learn to work the toilet seat. if its up - put it down. 3. Don't cut your hair...ever. 4. Sometimes we are not thinking about you, live with it. 5. Get rid of your cat. 6. Sunday = Sports 7. Anything you wear is fine...really. 8. Women waring wonder bras and low cut tops loose the rights to complain about guys looking. 9. You have to many shoes. 10. Crying is Blackmail. 11. Ask for what you want, subtle hints don't work. 12. Mark anniversaries on calender. 13. yes, peeing standing up is more difficult then peeing from point blank range....we r bound to miss sometimes. 14. yes and no are perfectly good answers. 15. A headache that last 17 months is a problem, go see a doctor. 16. Don't fake it. we would rather be ineffective then deceived. (this one I'm curious about) 17. Anything we said 6 or 7 months ago is inadmissible in a fight. 18. If u don't dress like Dawson creek girls
I know everyone has heard the expression. If you can't say nothing nice don't say anything at all. Well the same goes for leaving comments. If ur gonna be mean .Leave my page alone. I don't be mean when I view ur page. Fuc*in grow up. Thanks for hurtin my feelings.
Good Bye
Banned From Walmart
Dear Mrs. Shelley Emerson, Our store is considering banning your family from ever shopping with us again unless your husband stops his antics while you are shopping. Below is a list of offenses over the past few months, all verified by our surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the ladies' restroom. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, "Code 3 in housewares".....and watched what happened. 5. August 4: Went to the service desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. September 14: Moved a "CAUTION - WET FLOOR" sign to a carpeted area. 7. September 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they'd bring pillows from the bedding department. 8.
Shut Up!
WTF! Don't put "fan me before you add me" in your screen name you stupid cXXX! someone will fan you if the want to! Don't ask people to do this just so they can have the "honor" of being on your friends list you stupid tXXXX! another thing is don't sit their and post pic after pic of your fXXXX tit's! only the hardcore pervs are about that! if you have a nice pair, sure show them off but when it becomes 99% of your pix, well than your just a CT slut. If you wanna have naked pix, go for it! That's different. CT is a wonderful place to get feed back and friends I love it! 2 more things....... Girls, just cuz your BF cyber or otherwise say's some other girl is hot, it does NOT mean he is gonna run over to her house and fuck her. get a fXXXX clue you shallow bitch! Guys, STOP, STOP, STOP have some mother fXXXX respect! don't ask her if she has a webcam, stop asking to see the "special" folder. avoid saying "I'd fuk that" ofcourse you would fXXX that you shiftless, lazy, d
Guys Can Be Cunts Lol
A woman complains to ehr friend that her hubbie is losing interest in sex, and he prefers nights out with the lads to the joys of copulation. Her friend tells her that to win his love, she must make more effort (like watching more footie?) She advises her to cook her man a slap up meal and then send him drinking down the pub with his pals. When he returns, she must be dressed in her naughtiest lingerie and look her most beautiful The following evening, she does exactly as instructed and is dressed to kill by the time her man returns. When he sees her lying on the bed in all her gear he tells her to stand up and take it all off. He then tells her to do a hand stand against the bedroom mirror and open her legs. This excites the woman immensely as her hubbie has never been this erotic before. She does as instructed, and then he puts his face between her legs, faces the mirror and says, " No, no..... maybe the lads are right. A beard wouldnt suit me".
'till I Fell For You~~chad Brock
Thought I was awful tough Been knocked down in the dust A few more times than I would care to say Then you came blowin' in Like that old Texas wind And girl, you blew my heart away Oh, I've tamed wild horses Rode the meanest bulls Broke a few bones And kept my cool Baby, I've been thrown A time or two And I thought I'd fallen hard 'Til I fell for you I know it's dangerous To take a chance on love That's why I never dared to get too close Then deep inside my heart You had to go and start A feeling I just can't control Oh, I've tamed wild horses Rode the meanest bulls Broke a few bones And kept my cool Baby, I've been thrown A time or two And I thought I'd fallen hard 'Til I fell for you The way you look at me Makes this cowboy weak I'd try to walk away But I ain't got the strength Oh, I've tamed wild horses Rode the meanest bulls Broke a few bones And kept my cool Baby, I've been thrown A time or two A
Hey My Baby Is In A Contest Vote For Him Please
my baby is in a cutest baby contest plz vote for him this is the link to his pic
Breathing A Collective Sigh... I Tihnk
Okay so here it is the end of the night its been 24 hours of hell. But i think everything is okay, i can thank it all to my mother in law though, she was the one to give my Wife that slap in the back of the head. Told her no one is gunna treat her like i do and no one is going to love her like i do, And that if she was going to do something to just do it and not leave me in relationship limbo. So after about 4 hours or so of waiting i talked to her and she said she was sorry and she loved me. But this isnt how its gunna be yet, Because i didnt get to talk to her more then 30 minutes because she was so tired. Come tomorrow, or well today now i guess i am going to talk to her and tell her there are just going to be some rules to be had while i am gone. Not that i enjoy having to do this but even with me not there it seems i need to put my foot down. Lets just hope that this is beginning of the end for all this fighting and the start of something better. Well i am real
Medievil Times Photos
Author Unknown
I found this poem and gave it to my grandmother over 5 years ago when my grandfather passed away and it touched me so i wanted to share it...idk who wrote it or the title but it still brings tears to my eyes.... I stood by your bed last nite, I came to take a peep. I could see you were crying, you found it hard to sleep. I whispered to you softly, as you brushed away a tear, "its me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here." I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea, you were thinking of the many times you passed that cup to me. I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore, I longed to take your parcels, I wished I carried more. I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care, I wanted to reassure you that I am not lying there. I walked with you towards the house as you fumbled for your key, I gently put my hand on yours, I smiled and said "its me." we both went in, you looked so tired and you sank in to your cha
Dear Diary 18/02 - 07
Finally i`m away from Finland. I turned left and arrived to ōuahidri State in Hadramaut. It is a country build on ecological pudding. All the people living there, are called "uncle Christian." All the football teams, named "FC relax now man". All their fish-stores, named "Here are fish" All their playgrounds are filled with rubber. Luckely there are no playgrounds. It s good behavior to kill their children, when they have visitors. They also have other odd customes If you tie your shoelace wrong, you must do it all over again. If you don`t breath, you will choke. If you beat your head with a bat, it hurts. If you wanna shop at wallmart, well please do so, nothing there!
That Don't Impress Me Much
For The Love Of A Wolf
†As I sat looking into those lovely blue, grey eyes of hers, I wondered how I ever could have been so lucky as to have attracted this lady's attention. I caught my reflection in the water glass of the restaurant I had taken her to. Just a medium looking fellow I am, with dark brown hair and eyes. I am tall, but the thinness subtracts from that, barely held off by my broad shoulders. †"Ah well," I sighed silently, "guess its the imagination and the personality which counts here." †I grinned and winked at her, enjoying the way her eyes lit and the slow way her smile spread. †She took my hand and asked, "And what may I ask brought that grin on?" †"Hmmn?" I replied, "I was just wondering when you were going to tell me your name." †She laughed and said, "Now I already have told you my name, Lady Wolf, what more can I tell you which would mean anything?" †She finished this off with a grin of her own, that sent images of a wolf stalking its prey into my mind. †Now this i
Emma Rose...
Emma Rose There is a tiny garden, It's growing up above, She was taken up so suddenly, And filled with so much love, Her mommy loved her dearly, So many others too, Like family, friends, and neighbors, Now all feeling blue. Emma's very special, She has a job to do, She was given wings to wear so proud, So on the love she'll fly around, Spreading love to everyone, That ever frowns. So if you ever see, a flower or a tree, Remember that is Emma, Spreading smiles, love and glee. Written on February 17, 2007 11:00 PM For Gia in memory of Emma Rose who was called back home to Jesus. by Susan Du Four
If It Was Alwayz About Life N Death
Crucifixion of an Angel She remains defiant in the face of death Nailed to the cross Accused of treachery and witchcraft She was only true to her soul She had a taste for adventure She could bewitch and beguile She was fantastic company A party animal who also had a sensitive side She loved romantic trips to Paris and Rome She liked expensive clothes Her lovers would spend all their money on her But that was enough to keep her close She always felt the need to move Always uncomfortable in one single place A thirst for excitement which had to be quenched Many of her partners became paupers A few even took their lives She was an explosive personality Once you had spent an even in her company Your life would never be the same And now she has been judged by her former lovers Found guilty of being a witch An old crime in a modern setting I kneel at her feet and beg her to forgive us all "Your beauty corrupted our souls Such beauty only belongs in heaven Return t
Penis Taxes
1999 TAX ALERT- PENIS TAXES The only thing that the ATO has not yet taxed is the male penis. this is due to the fact that 40% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 30% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is pissed off and 10% of the time it is in the hole. On top of that it has two dependents and they are both nuts. Effective July 1, 1999 your penis will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10-12" Luxury tax $30 8-10" Pole tax $25 5-8" Privilege tax $15 4-5" Nuisance tax $3 Males exceeding 12" must tile under capital gains. Anyone under 4" is eligible for a refund.
Too Long Gone
hey get up off your asses and start clicking and rateing im clicking on everyone only because hey you never know you just might actually meet some one on here and 2 you can try to get the most cherries as possible. its funny if you think about it (what if you did meet that someone over a bowl full of cherries hmmmmmmmmm) kinda makes ya think now doesnt it well pplz eat up and enjoy ya just never know whats at the bottom of that bowl????????????? Courtesy of
It hurts to look into the eyes of sinners, I cannot turn to face my friends, For they are lost within their perpetual sin, Trapped in a world of idols and fashion trends, The clock ticks away at my time, I soon will have to depart alone, I cannot bear to look at what we have become, To be into what I have grown, An eternity watches frowning through the eyes of priests, Down at the snake-like beings that inhabit the earth, I close my eyes, unable to even glance, At what the world holds tight to its chest, drowning in mirth, It terrifies me to gaze at the faces of the people, I have not even met them, or know their name, But I cannot even bear to myself, To them, to admit and hang myself in shame, Eyes of temptation glare and coax from magazine covers, Pleading, singing, to make you spend money and more, I cannot even look at my friends, listening to their cries, Watching them bend and buckle under the law, I tremble in the wake of the world, Hat
X-rated Riddles
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? >A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q. Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and a priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q. What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaa
All About Him
Okay, there is this boy that i love with all my heart and his name is Michael. But I call him MJ. He is my one and only and always will be. He will also be my baby always and forever. I love this boy so much words cant even being to descibe
Come As You Are
Bring all your access troubles bring all your hopes and dreams, bring your shattered past, it's all the same to me, I will never judge you, I will never turn my back, we will face this world together, there is no turning back, A true friend never turns away, a true friend will never stray, I will be your friend, there is no need to change, if you will need a friend then , COME AS YOU ARE!!! Music Video Codes By Music
She Had Blue Eyes
She had blue eyes Blue eyes Into the deep Her soul so sweet Innocence in abundance To grace a life just once She took my breath Oh what I would have given For her She had blue eyes She knew why she was here She knew what she was to do Her blessings were for me She had blue eyes She let me feel She let me see She gave me my hope She had blue eyes She hurt me She left me She took my breath Oh what I would have given For her She had blue eyes
Emma Rose
Emma Rose There is a tiny garden, It's growing up above, She was taken up so suddenly, And filled with so much love, Her mommy loved her dearly, So many others too, Like family, friends, and neighbors, Now all feeling blue. Emma's very special, She has a job to do, She was given wings to wear so proud, So on the love she'll fly around, Spreading love to everyone, That ever frowns. So if you ever see, a flower or a tree, Remember that is Emma, Spreading smiles, love and glee. Written on February 17, 2007 11:00 PM For Gia in memory of Emma Rose who was called back home to Jesus. bye Susan Du Four
Emma Rose
Emma Rose There is a tiny garden, It's growing up above, She was taken up so suddenly, And filled with so much love, Her mommy loved her dearly, So many others too, Like family, friends, and neighbors, Now all feeling blue. Emma's very special, She has a job to do, She was given wings to wear so proud, So on the love she'll fly around, Spreading love to everyone, That ever frowns. So if you ever see, a flower or a tree, Remember that is Emma, Spreading smiles, love and glee. Written on February 17, 2007 11:00 PM For Gia in memory of Emma Rose who was called back home to Jesus. bye Susan Du Four
30 Cruel Things To Say To A Naked Man
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that 2. Ahhhhh its cute 3. Why dont we just cuddle 4. You know they have surgery to fix that 5. Make it dance 6. Can i paint a smiley face on it 7. Wow, and your feetare so big. 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. will it sqeak if i sqeeze it? 10. Oh no... a flash headach 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can i be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. Maybe if we water it, it will grow 15. Why is god punishing me? 16. At least this wont take long 17. i never saw one like that before 18. But it still works, right? 19. It looks so unused. 20. Maybe it looks better in antural light. 21. Why dont we skip right to the cigarettes? 22. Are you cold? 23. If u get me real drunk first. 24. Is that an optical illusion? 25. what is that? 26. Its a good thing you have so many other tallents. 27. Does it come with an air pump? 28. So this is why you're supposed to judge peo
Cruel Rude People Suck
Some people are cruel! "" seems to think hes god making me feel like a piece of dog crap and calling me ugly and fat well some people like ugly and fat and I dont like to put pics up for the reason of rejection life sucks ! This jerk took my yahoo group I worked a year on and threw me out how many people have been treated this way? or am I the only idiot here?:(
Truck Driver That Loves Heavy Metal
I am a long haul truck driver, that loves to listen to heavy metal music. I am married and have 3 childeren. I drive most of the time if I am not driving I am at home resting or sleeping. My yahoo id if you want to add me is I hope to talk to some of you some time.
Came By Small Plane
...I picked him up from the Airport for smaller planes...being he owned his own and decided to fly down to see me...knowing this man I have known for months and was attracted to..never met him in person...he was one of know the type i my 12 year old calls them.."lumpy"(body builder type) men....He stepped from the front of the airport, blond hair, blue eyes, perfect tan because he just got back a week earlier from vacationing in jaw dropped. He was even more spectacular in person. I felt a little weird about my car being so old, but I realized he didn't fly down to see my car. Getting back to my place he and I talked a few minutes, he looked into my eyes and said "They really are even more beautiful than I had imagined.." and kissed me. That was it...from there all we could do was rip each others clothes off while we passionately kissed down the hall to my bedroom. Once we were in my room he threw me on my back and ripped the rest of my clothing off of m
If You Use The Internet In The Least Bit, You Should Know This.
If you use the Internet in the least bit, you should know this. By now, mainstream media has started to float the term "Net Neutrality". Some people are still unclear as to what this really is. And if you don't know what it is, you need to take 5 minutes of your day to find out. I'd suggest (American-based, but it has a flash movie) or the Canadian version, Either way, same issue. To try and keep this email short, I'll just summarize it as the freedom of the Internet. Net Neutrality is a GOOD THING, and making it the law will ensure our Internet stays free and open to everyone. The Canadian government has made it pretty clear they aren't going to care about the issue, and Canadian ISPs are winning this war. Lets raise some attention to this issue! If you don't have the time to write your MP, or raise awareness yourself, I just ask this.... Go to Watch the first video, it explains a lot, sign the petition. And pass thi
Dream Interpritation
Ok,Maybe just maybe someone can help me figure this one out,I've searched the Net and can't seem to find anything to help without having to join some type of forum. I had a strange dream the other night and I've tried to no avail to pick it back up again which I can usually do...sorry let me get to the point lol... I had a dream a couple of nights ago about an ex that I have not even thought about conciously in a very long time,I don't remember any dialouge of the dream,just this visual of seeing him in the kitchen of our old place anyways I happen to look down and he has no feet they are amputated right above the ankles and he's got these weird looking prosthetics on....any ideas?
What's Wrong With Having Morals And Values
if you read my last blog and if you saw my online status bar for the past few days you now know that i am single. well here is the latest scoop so my ex called me and told me that he was glad that i called it off with him cuz i was too strong of a woman for him and that if he doesn\'t have control of our relationship than he doesn\'t thjink it will work out between us. i said thank you and i hung up. i was baptaized in the church three months after i had my daughter because i want a better life for her and i. i have also been in controlling relationships before and know that that is not cool. A relationship between two people should be equal that\'s the way i see it. coming from a broken home ain\'t fun i know because i came from one myself. my baby\'s daddy and i split also because when i found out i was pregnant a month later he told me he was married!! i felt so used because i was with him for six years and didn\'t suspect a thing! when i found out about it i kicked him to the cu
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A Great Yahoo Group!
If only we could talk awhile Or maybe even walk awhile Hand in hand, in any land At any time or any place And I would always see your face beside me As I'd turn to catch your smile We'd be laughing all the while If once again you'd touch my arm I'd be the victim of your charms Together without all the ties That bind like chains and hurt like lies I'd share your dreams and kill your fears I'd banish any trace of tears you'd see You could mean the world to me If we could only spend one special day Together somewhere far away Where others couldn't come between our lives Or change the way we'd feel Because we'd know our dreams were real And we might live this way forever If we could spend that day together
Deep Thoughts............
If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes? Should crematoriums give discounts for burn victims? Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice?" What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant? Why do they lock gas station bathrooms? Are they afraid someone will clean them? If the police arrest a mime, does he still have the right to remain silent? Do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections? Why did kamikaze pilots wear helmets? If a pit bull humps your leg youíd better fake an orgasm. Light travels faster than sound. Thatís why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups. Jesus loves you, but everyone else thinks youíre a twat. Live every day as if it were your last. Eventually y
I Don't Miss You
I donít miss you Your touch Your kiss Your taste Your look Your smell I donít miss you Your glare Your gawk Your frown Your ugly Your mean I donít miss you Your calm Your ornery Your passion Your hate Your laugh I donít miss you Your smile Your lust Your love Your want Your need I donít miss you I lied I miss you JR-10-04-06
Still Oot?
I'll prob be able to rate again, right after happy hour ends:(
In Honor Of Black History Month
Poet's Corner "The Creation" James Weldon Johnson Poem explanation A Negro Sermon 1 And God stepped out on space, And He looked around and said, "I'm lonely ó I'll make me a world." 5 And far as the eye of God could see Darkness covered everything, Blacker than a hundred midnights Down in a cypress swamp. Then God smiled, 10 And the light broke, And the darkness rolled up on one side, And the light stood shining on the other, And God said, "That's good!" Then God reached out and took the light in His hands, 15 And God rolled the light around in His hands, Until He made the sun; And He set that sun a-blazing in the heavens. And the light that was left from making the sun God gathered up in a shining ball 20 And flung against the darkness,
Banana Cake
Banana Cake Ingredients: 2 Laughing Eyes 2 loving arms 2 shapely legs 2 Firm milk containers 1 Fur covered mixing bowl 1 Banana 2 Firm nuts Method: Look into the laughing eyes. Seperate legs and then sqeeze till fur covered mixing bowl is well greased, checking frequently with middle finger. Add banana, gently working in and out until well cleaned. Cover with nuts and sigh with relief. Cake is well done when banana is soft. Be sure to wash utensils and dont lick the bowl. Caution: If cake rises, leave town quickly!!!
Juniper Waits
He pulled the hood over his head, as the tower burned behind him. The noon day sun glinted off the medallion he wore around his neck. Feeling the heat from the burning tower behind him, he walked up the dusty street, as crowds ran toward the burning tower; some where, church bells began to toll. Running his hand on his little beard, he observed the people in the street, that stared at the raging fire of the tower, hearing their excited shouts. First the devastating plague was gripping the country, as it swept from place to place, as people fled; now their city was threatening to be consumed. "Juniper," he said softly, her name tasted sweet on his lips as he stepped over the body that laid in the street; black spots covered its arms and chest, marking the passage of the black death. The funeral cart driver would soon be by to collect it, his cart already perhaps heaping. The man had witnessed this same scene, plenty over the last couple of days, in almost every town that he
Dementia: Part Three
She heard the sound; footsteps. Grabbing the pistol, she shined the flashlight in front of her. "Whoa there," Jack said. "It's just me. The storm's over and it's eight in the morning. I just wanted to see where that stairwell went to. After we ate some breakfast." Helen through the blanket off of her legs and stood up. Together they left the food locker and out into the diner. She grabbed some of the cans that were setting on the shelf in the little kitchen. Cold hash, a great way to start the day. Taking the can, she went out to join him at the counter. "There might be something we could use up those stairs that we could use," he said, spooning out some cold hash. She grimaced when the hash touched her tongue. She was never a big hash fan; cold, it was worse. He looked at her and smiled. "Your arms going to get pretty tired, holding that gun on me." He shoveled some more hash in his mouth. "Hash is one of my favorites." She took another bite, forcing h
Foot In Mouth Disease=funny Stuff!
Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back...or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word...he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter as
Ever feel alone and deperesed even when serounded by friends and family and even wounder if they truely care. I get this way at times that no one gives a damn and yet i'm serounded by friends, i feel alone and lonely and seems like no one seems to care at all and at times i feel like just ending it all. or just giving up and saying screw it i don't care cuz no one else seems to give a damn. I also at times really care for someone and yet i get upset for no reason when they don't return my affections in the way i feel they should and i know that is wrong and yet i can't help myself cuz,to me those feelings are real and are easly smashed.I then feel rejected makeing my feelings of being alone and that on one cares even deeper. Makeing me at times wanting it to all end and or never have been born at all. spidey
Being Poor Sucks Ass
You know, the longer I can't find a job, the more and more I get pissed off about it. There's supposed to be hundreds of thousands of jobs out there for people to have (according to commercials, lol), and yet it's like none are near my town. It sucks. I need money to pay bills, and I need money to fix my car, but I can't get money until I get a job. It's a viscious viscious cycle, and I'm hoping to end it soon. SO! Everybody keep your fingers crossed and maybe I'll get a job soon. *crosses fingers* Oh, and there's two possibilities right now because I know people at the stores, so I'm hoping they go through.
Sleep will not come to us; it will not relieve our pain, Sleep will not take over us, let us rest again and again, Whispers will not silence our screams and our sighs, Whispers will not block out the despair that opens our eyes, Love can never learn to breathe through crowded solitude, Love can never learn to be singular or a multitude, Our minds cannot combat what we are, they cannot fathom air, Our minds cannot be opened by our own despair, Time cannot awaken us from our counterfeit rest, Time cannot halt the feelings inside of our chest, We are the insomnia, the raging, and the sick, We are the suspended waiting for something to click, We are filled with hate, we are the chosen, I close my eyes but despair forces them open.
The Top 100 Things I'd Do If I Ever Became An Evil Overlord
Being an Evil Overlord seems to be a good career choice. It pays well, there are all sorts of perks and you can set your own hours. However every Evil Overlord I've read about in books or seen in movies invariably gets overthrown and destroyed in the end. I've noticed that no matter whether they are barbarian lords, deranged wizards, mad scientists, or alien invaders, they always seem to make the same basic mistakes every single time. With that in mind, allow me to present... The Top 100 Things I'd Do If I Ever Became An Evil Overlord 1. My Legions of Terror will have helmets with clear Plexiglas visors, not face concealing ones. 2. My ventilation ducts will be too small to crawl through. 3. My noble half-brother whose throne I usurped will be killed, not kept anonymously imprisoned in a forgotten cell in my dungeon. 4. Shooting is not too good for my enemies. 5. The artifact which is the source of my power will not be kept on the Mountain of Despair beyond the River
Favoritecolor Is Key 2 Sex Life--im Blue
Your favorite color is the key to your sexual life! The clothes you wear, your home furnishings and the car you drive all give clues to your sexual personality. The key is the colors you select for your possessions. Most people claim they haven't got a favorite color. But look around you, and you'll notice a pattern, especially in your clothing and home furnishings. The predominant color for you is the one that appears most frequently, it's the one that mirrors the sexual you. A panel of psychologists explained the association between color and sexual patterns. RED: People who like red tend to be tigers in the sack. They are easily aroused and enjoy sex in every way imaginable. Once the sexual spark is ignited, it may take hours to extinguish. When two reds get together, the ensuing erotica could make Lady Chatterly blush. Lovers of red tend to be aggressors and weaker colors should be aware. YELLOW: If you tend to favor yellow, your sexual drives are complex and turn towar
An Anagram as you all know is a word or phrase made by transposing or rearranging the letters of another word or phrase. The following are exceptionally clever. When you re-arrange the letters: Dormtory ~ Dirty Room Evangelist ~ Evils Agent Desperation ~ A rope ends it The morse code ~ Here come Dots Slot machines ~ Cash lost in 'em Animosity ~ Is no amity Mother-in-law ~ Woman Hitler Semolina ~ Is no meal the public art galleries ~ Large picture halls i bet And for the grand finale: PRESIDENT CLINTON OF THE USA It can be re-arranged with no letters left over, and using each leter only once into: TO COPULATE HE FINDS INTERNS
Herman James
Fifty-one years ago, Herman James, a North Carolina mountain man, was drafted by the Army. On his first day in basic training, the Army issued him a comb. That afternoon the Army barber sheared off all his hair. On his second day, the Army issued Herman a toothbrush. That afternoon the Army dentist yanked seven of his teeth. On the third day, the Army issued him a jock strap. The Army has been looking for Herman for 51 years.
Mother Superior
Mother Superior called all the nuns together and said to them, "I must tell you all something. We have a case of gonorrhea in the convent." "Thank God," said an elderly nun at the back. "I'm so tired of chardonay."
Eye Exam
A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the optician asked. "Read it?" the Polish guy replied, "I know the guy."
You can never see me, As I move in the shadow, You can never be me, As you long to be the same, You can never hear me, When all is silent, You can never sense me, When all is still, You can never know me, As I move as if Iím not there, You can never join me, As I walk alone, You can never taste me As I never eat, You can never catch me, As I never stop, You can never speak to me, When I am not there, You can never understand my song, As I sing the night, I can never see you, As you move in the light, I can never be you, As I long to be alive, I can never hear you, When the land is noisy, I can never sense you, When everything moves, I can never know you, As you move when I am there, I can never join you, When you are surrounded, I can never taste you, As you never live, I can never catch you, As you never rest, I can never speak with you, When you ignore me, I can never understand your song, As you shout in t
Won The Lotto
A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out."
Whoever Helps Bomb Me In My Contest Get's A 1 Day Cherry Blast!!!!!!!!!!
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Remember The Song "i Will Survive" Hum The Tune And Away You Go
At first i was afraid, i was petrified By the ugly wanker that was lying by myside i would've drunk alittle less, i would've tried to keep my head If I'd known for just one second I'd be in your crusty bed.... I tried to go, walk out the door But i laughed so hard at your small knob I've fallen on the floor Your butts a pimply mess, its just a broken- out disgrace, But i'd rather look at that, than at your fucking ugly face.....! i want to go, i've got to leave Your talk of chicks and football really makes me want to heave i only know i've got to stop my drinking spirits and the beer Coz when i looked at you last night, you looked just like that Richard gere! i cant believe, that we both shagged. you should be wearing concrete shoes or simply bound and gagged. I'm fucking off right now, I'm jumping on the flipping train and im not stopping till I'm home and washed your greeblies down the drain. Please let me go, i feel quite sick, We h
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I know its silly...but heard bout these cherry blasts...and tryna win one with comment bombs on my pic..(just click)..if ya have a few...drop bunches so I can kick ther butts if ya think Im cute...!!!!..thanxxxx....luvz n hugzz...............
Oh Man.
holy fuck. im def about to start hyperventilating out of frustration. that or just gonna sit here uber fucken annoyed. boy drama is so grd 9.
Hi Sexy Guys!...bomb Meeeeeee!!!
I Hate
people. but at least i'm forgiving >(
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Disorder In The American Courts
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ______________________________ ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year._____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? _____________________
Another Story Published
Here is another one of my stories that was just published on another erotic story web site. Here is the link to that site and directly to the story. The story is called THE LIMO and it is about a couple in the back seat of a limo who end up having sex with the limo driver and the female on the hood of the limo in front of all on a traffic clogged street in a large city. I hope you enjoy it. Be sure to vote for it and give your comment at the bottom of the page after the ending.
My Sis In Law Go Give Her Love New To Ct
Nette8098@ CherryTAP
Salute Pic
I guess I have to put up a salute pic... I'll do that.... when I don't look like a gremlin. LMAO I'm too lazy to be bothered right now. Stay tuned!
im sure you all have had a time in your life when things were hard. you worried and worried over many different things and there seemed to be no way you could forsee to help yourself or others. i have been in that state for some time. i wont go into alot of details but let us say that i had finally gotten to a point where it was starting to affect me. i finally gave up on worrying and left it in the hands of a higher power. and then in a flash everything changed. i was blessed with a way to fix my looming issues and take care of somethings that had been put off for too long. im not going to bible beat anyone with my beliefs, but there is a power of good that watches out for all of us if we look to HIM. i will say this, i believe that HE has many names and faces. in my happiness i wish good fortune to all of you. blessed be you all
For Papi
As Long As You're Near The first time we met, I could see, That you and I, were meant to be. Your eyes were so gentle, your smile so true, When you first held my hand, I just knew. Now the time has gone by, through laughter and tears, These days I shall cherish, for years upon years. Those memories we have, shall never fade, For those are the steps, that we have made. That was the past, the future is near, I anxiously wait, for what will appear. New homes, more laughter, and children so dear, Everything will be wonderful, as long as you're near. - Cristy Smith -
I'm Not...
going to give you excuses, in all honesty you're pissing me off. when you csoma and i were supposed to hang out we changed plans and i said, i EXPLICITLY said, "if you have a day free next week we should all chill" and the tuesday opened up which technically should have said "ohwow we should all go ahead with our plans" instead of ditching them for a fucking GUY. THAT is what pisses me off. as well as your COMPLETE disregard for being completely open with the bullshit you two are doing. i'm gonna be completely honest he's a bad fucking influence on you because everytime i see you i get a dirty look, WTF FOR?!? i knew you said hi to me today but i didn't notice because i haven't been sleeping lately and i was actually zoned out and didn't notice you had said it until you were about five feet away. so whatever. i'm free on monday if ya wanna talk then but of course you're prolly gonna go off to him again hmmm? whatever :/ talk to me when you smarten up. until then i'll be civil wh
I'm Still Alive , Lol.
Yes I'm still out there. Sorry havnt been on much, more or less couse the site has been VERY slow. I did get a comment if you sent me one. I need a web site that can have me one sent back to you. I'll be back on more, so hope it can be faster. Well, keep in touch ok, Thank you.
Damn Snow
Yeah so I managed to drive my car into a ditch because of this damn snow before I even got out of the driveway, yeah I got skillz!
Life's Trivial Pursuits
Let's just start by saying that the day started off horrible. I closed last night and had to be back to work at 8 this morning. Had to work with our store manager. Who by the way drove me insane and made me want to pull my hair out. So I go home at four and get on Myspace. A daily ritual. :) I was looking at a friends profile, whom I met when dating this guy Mike. They live at least four hours away. Anyways, I saw that Mike had a profile and went to it. Come to find out he is now engaged. Don't get me wrong, I am extremely happy for him but it was like a punch in the face to read that. He was my longest relationship and the guy I thought I was going to marry and have kids with. Seeing that information made the day feel soo much longer and depressing. Oh well I wish them the best.
No Tomorrow
We give We take Everyday it makes No difference why We live For life We die No tomorrow No lies, only sorrow Iím scared for tomorrow No chance to remember No chance to forget Whatís the point We die For life We try Always horror I live in horror Always horror I donít sleep No one to trust Take a life For survival No body stops No body care No time Still in horror no time For sorrow No time till tomorrow I remember the horrors Just no chance to forgive No time to forget One day to sleep Before the last night I get Iím supposed to remember All I do is forget The lives that I took Give my life for tomorrow No tomorrow Only sorrow My life is horror
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Red Hot Chili Peppers-around The World
All around the world We could make time Rompin' and a stompin' 'Cause I'm in my prime Born in the north And sworn to entertain ya 'Cause I'm down for The state of Pennsylvania I try not to whine But I must warn ya 'Bout the girls From California Alabama baby Said hallelujah Good god girl I wish I knew ya I know I know for sure That life is beautiful around the world I know I know it's you You say hello and then I say I do Come back baby 'Cause I'd like to say I've been around the world Back from Bombay Fox hole love Pie in your face Living in and out Of a big fat suitcase Bonafide ride Step aside my Johnson Yes I could In the woods of Wisconsin Wake up the cake It's a lake she's kissin' me As they do when When they do in Sicily I know I know for sure That life is beautiful around the world I know I know it's you You say hello and then I say I do Where you want to go Who you want to be What you want to do Just come with me
International Disadvantaged People's Day
-Today is International Disadvantaged People's Day. Please send an encouraging message to a retarded friend...just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, screw farm animals, take the short bus or occasionally shit yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're fucking special. And know Steph Loves You ROTFLMAO Thanks Bond James Bond
Beba Abm All About That Money
whats good you alredy no who this but just saying bitches be hateing on me because iam just to blood for yall hoes but any ways hoes are are just like niggas but niggas are wores and
Funny Story
ok there's a funny story about yesterday (my last official day of a 2 week internship at an Exxon station). so jennifer and i were workin the cash register and the phones. i answered the phone while she was doing something (i cant remember wat) but it was this guy with a REALLY thick spanish accent. he asked for aldo (which i figured out after askin him to repeat himself a few times) who is a mechanic at the station. aldo knew exactly who i was talkin about when i went and told him to pick up the phone. then the recycling guy came by, askin if we needed to recycle anything. i walked him out to peter all the way across the lot and as i was walkin back, this guy who didnt quite LOOK hispanic, stopped me and started talkin to me. we chatted for awhile in our version of spanglish. he thought i was pedro's daughter cuz aldo had said i was, he told me he was peruvian (i think) like aldo, that he worked at a liquor store down the road. after awhile, aldo came out and helped george
Stronger Than I Knew
grandmother takes a piece of wool into her wrinkled old hands within them, the teachings and the life she lived grandson watches grandmother card wool soft and fluffly perfected through her many years he thinks then, looks away back to hi coloring book grandmother looks over, towards her grandson sees that he is not coloring but, drawing in the blank areas a woman weaving beneath a tree and a lamb lays beside her a nice drawing she thinks she smiles grandson looks up back at her at her wrinkled hands fragile they seem yet, they are strong from a long life of survival the work to tend to her sheep the many walk she has done to watch over them to help the lambs survive the cold winters the hauling of water in summer droughts he knows grandmother looks into her heart opens her mind sits quietly like she is listening she responds her mouth begins to move as she speaks silent words more wise word
First Blog
New to this thing and checking it out. Thanks to Karen for inviting me. I know my profile has been viewed once and i'm sure it will be viewed again by someone who I thought I cared for, but I wish to this day I had never met. This person is a user and always will be. I am glad that I won't be living next door to him anymore. I hope one day he can seriously learn to keep things in his pants. And to think with the smart mind that he has and not the brain down below. I hope that someday there is a girl out there that can outsmart him just as he has done to others. And I know there will be. I feel sorry for those who were really hurt by all of the lies he gave them as well as me. That is no way to live the life you have been blessed with.Ps. I am doing well thank you.
Take My Hand
I am here, when you may need me someday.. a friend to you always, will never change.. from the night we met, I remember well.. the days after, I always wondered.. what you saw in me, that made your heart full.. I cant say I dont have that feeling anymore.. I hold back so much when we talk.. the feeling is stronger than I thought.. but, I will HOLD strong from my side.. days and nights, you are on my mind.. as I slowly let you go, the fire you lit in me.. is slowly die'n, deep in my heart, I am cry'n.. It seems like I am fine, I am okay.. I am a good liar, even to myself, that's ok.. you are my inspiration, to all I have accomplished.. up until now, I will have to keep going.. without you, it seems like I gave up, dont worry.. I will, I will, I will re-light that fire.. and as it burns, it will leave a memory of you so strong.. a mark for life on my heart, I never, remember.. I never stopped LOVING YOU, that is true.. your h
Thinking Out Loud
this is one of my FAVORITES of all my writings... I go back to my old profile, the one I can never get back into and read my old thoughts... I like this one, the most. Thinking out loud!! > Wake up every morning, my day begins > Wonder how boring it'd be, cant wait for it to end > This so called life I have, I can not stand > Wope! There goes my back again, I can not stand! > Slowly get'n up, what hell I got to go thru to start my day > Oh god help me up, every morning I got to pray > Time's a ticking I gots to get on my way > > Thinking 'bout time gone by, how far I have gone > Talking to myself in this early dawn > Hands on the steering wheel, as I yawn > An invisible line somehwhere in the dirt drawn > I cross it, not realize'n, I have already gone beyond > The point of no return, I travel the road of life > Narrow and sharp as the blade of a knife > > Every mistake I make is a cut to remind me > The pain I feel, a lesson learned,
when two world unite the passion of a heart, which now see light the creativity of a mind, which once was blind combined entwined defined a thin straight line, becomes forever without end, the mind and heart together share a single world, and life unfolds a new plane unchained untamed done gained wisdom from past mistakes, heartaches, and pain scars untouched, too deep to heal, a hurt too real becomes life realized, like salt on wound, I feel piercing knife like pain clinched fists, I restrain both heart and mind I regain as one, I am done, I have just begun a new road I must walk, a road undone I can do this now, my mind and heart are as one...
You Will Alwayz Have That
tears roll, as I remember memories so strong, of yesterday the sun shone down on me this child, smile of a pumpkin on Halloween holds a puppy, brown patches on white looking into the eyes of the wise smile back at him days are warm, like the love shared words soft and caring remembered "yesterday a lamb, today a pup tomorrow? noone knows take good care of what you are given you know you will always have that" like today, we have that now we pray this morning to be happy to be well, that is what we got tomorrow, has not come yet just something to look forward to how is it, what grandmother said then would make sense right now this child, this young boy names his pup, kizhii(spotted one) and she grows, oneday to have her own litter and this young child, now grown picks one, who just look s like her and he remembers his great grand the same words soft and caring "take god care of what you are given you kno
Thoughts Today
I sit here today, thinking of nothing, maybe I am thinking of something. Still, I feel like I have drawn a blank, and I can't go any further than I have gone. It seems like all I have or needed to say has been said, in the feeling of love, or through love. I have shared with you, my readers, if I have any left, since I dont get comments anymore. That has given me the hint, that I have nothing more to say, or the express. Yet, there is the silence before the storm, or the silence in the EYE of the storm. There is this thought that I am preparing for something more, just a feeling, probably nothing, or maybe there is something. Right now, I sit back, and remember how I felt at the moment I have put some good thoughts on here, and I have also deleted a lot of it too. since coming to YAHOO 360 I have changed many names, I was CARTOON, REZ RYDER, PEYOTE SPIRIT and now ARTISTIC WAYZ, two of the names or profiles have been deleted, and REZ RYDER is still up. I go back there to look back, and
This Is My 1 Song...
Mastered Another Song - A Rush Classic!
I knew the beginning part of this song for ages, but never sat down and figured out the bridge part in the middle - until yesterday, that is...yes, I have it down! I'm gonna LOVE doing this one live!!! Oh, yeah, the song is "The Trees", from the album Hemispheres by Rush. COOL song!!! Cheers, Zepman
Nycole's Poems
These are some poems that I have written for my girlfriend. Tell me what you think... She expells all trepidation, manipulation, false sophistication and and instead offers elated pursuasion of a nourishing invasion. Enamorus is the hand that guides restoration to a lost prospect. A prospect once obsolete is now my retreat to where the angel lies. Insecurites defeat. I'm palpatating, every so often skipping a beat. But I want do do more then skip. I want to run to where the angel lies. Back to my retreat that the angel provides and not a forlornness that is so obsolete. And another: A tantalizing song is being played, repiticiously sending chills through the base of my soul. A soul once curious and reluctant now answered and ready. Ready for the fire. Ready for the the castration of my fears and the decapitation of my doubts. Bloody ears and foolish fears now vanished. Your a magician. A good magician never reveals her secrets and I am your se
This has been a particularly odd week... At least I get to go out to some place familiar this week. I still cant decide if its been good strange or bad strange though. *shrug* Just some stoned thoughts for ya hahahaha
Obscenity Is.... (as Related Via A Webcam Server I Looked Into)
ObscenityAbsolutely NO service, in part or in whole and including but not limited to performances, that is on or through your *********** Network Web Page shall violate ANY law concerning obscenity. IN OTHER WORDS, THERE CANNOT BE ANY OBSCENITY ON OR THROUGH YOUR WEB PAGE. Obscenity includes BUT IS NOT LIMITED TO any actual *** or simulated *** conduct that is: child pornography, i.e., depictions of nudity, sexuality or sex involving any person under eighteen (18) years of age; incest; rape; any other coerced sexual conduct; bestiality, i.e., sex with animals; necrophilia, i.e., sex with dead bodies; penetration with inappropriate objects, e.g., fists, bottles, vegetables, tools, implements (e.g., plungers, light bulbs), animals (e.g., gerbils), etc.; bondage with penetration; urination (i.e., "peeing") or defecation (i.e., "pooping"); age-inappropriate appearance, i.e., depictions of nudity, sexuality or sex by any person who LOOKS younger than 18 years of age, either naturally or bec
Our Lovemaking
Art by me. May we all be blessed with true love... Our lovemaking was unblemished bliss In you, was everything I had asked for You always told me you felt the same One day this all changed like the day to night Youíre looking for greener pastures you said You really meant you were looking for black darts to throw at someone else's heart The last few times we made love, you lay there like a dead log Slowly but surely you touched less, and gazed out the window constantly Leaving a silent path for me to sniff out Itís not what I had done, but itís what you were doing You drew your map of deceit, and then left I pitted the poor sap you sucked into your next drama of twisted factices I shouldíve warned him, but he wouldíve never listened You played your little sick game with me and thought you had won How many future good men did you betray while looking for your satisfaction of unknown origin? The last man you betray
Blonde paint job A blonde, wanting to earn some money, decided to hire herself out as a handyman-type and started canvassing a wealthy neighborhood. She went to the front door of the first house and asked the owner if he had any jobs for her to do. "Well, you can paint my porch. How much will you charge?" The blonde said, "How about 50 dollars?" The man agreed and told her that the paint and ladders that she might need were in the garage. The man's wife, inside the house, heard the conversation and said to her husband, "Does she realize that the porch goes all the way around the house?" The man replied, "She should. She was standing on the porch." A short time later, the blonde came to the door to collect her money. "You're finished already?" he asked. "Yes," the blonde answered, "and I had paint left over, so I gave it two coats. "Impressed, the man reached in his pocket for the $50. "And by the way," the blonde added, "that's not a Porch, it's a Ferrari."
Guess Who Has Been Robbed In The Past 24 Hours.
Me. Yeah... over three thousand dollars of my shit and my roommates stuff was stolen, ransacked if you will... This includes ALL of our PS and PS2 games and both our consoles. All of our expansive and ... accumulated over years DVD collections. My N64 My Wii Chris' GC games 2 guns My door was broken down Chris' gun case was demolished and my consoles were left in THE FUCKING SNOW WHILE THESE ASSHOLES RAN AROUND WITH MY SHIT. All three suspects were apprehended redhanded- but now my roommate and I have to go over ALL OF OUR RECOVERED BELONGINGS WITH CLEANER TO GET RID OF THE FINGERPRINT DUST. ... Which I might add is a pretty big pain in the ass because its semi-adhesive and a gritty powder on... EVERYTHING. It's like getting peanutbutter out of shag carpet. So far only 3 games are unaccounted for. Our rooms are in complete dissaray. Our house's security is completely compromised. And we're both... Really pissed off. We're going to talk to a friend of ours to
My Life Is Hell....
I face going back to jail for a very long time. The woman I love kicked me out pretty much and my ex g/f is living with her. Also, I think she still is in love with her ex, but doesn't want to hurt me. I'm tired of the drama. She said when you love someone, you are supposed to want to do things for them and take care of them and asked me what I had done for her. Granted I haven't had much, but I've given her everything I've had. Does she not see that? I've got to go, if I say anything else I'm just gonna break down.
What Is A Friend List?
What is a friend list? To some it's a way to build relationships. To others it's an ego boost and a way to feel popular. And some people use their friends list mainly as a way to build CherryTap points. None of these are inherently wrong to me. Some of my friends keep in touch on a semi-regular basis. I've got some friends that I never hear from and that's fine. Some just roll through my photos giving tens and never comment or PM me, but that's cool too. If people need CherryTap points then feel free to use me in that way. I'm not a big fan of CherryTap points anyway, but that's another blog post. Some CherryTappers complain about never hearing from the people in their friends list either in a PM, IM or comment. These are usually the same people I never hear from. Let's be realistic. If you have a list of 200 friends, ask yourself how many times you've actually gone through and touched base with all 200 of them? Never? Then why would you expect that from others?
Truth - Or - Dare !!
So here's the get to ask me Three questions no matter how crazy, inappropraite, or just random, & I promise to answer it 100% truthfully.........(thats the truth part) ...Now I dare you to repost this & see what people ask you

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