so some friends of mine and i went to rcoky tonight instead of going to the rave ..which was depressing to me i got all dressed up rocky at a ne w venue just wasnt the same i left during make you a man i went out side and leaned against this rail3 stories up looking towards all these lights i and the queen fucking mary a giant ship .i thought about how much everything had changed and what im gonna do in the next couple months lol i took my shoes off i was wearing my black babydoll heals so i was standing there in fishnet stalkings pirate spankies and a corset leaning over this rail looking at shit for probly an hour the show let out i went back to the car and fucking chris and amanda were fucking platerd they left after the first 10 mins and trixies strip show to go smoke and instead got waisted so we waited for anna and her friend to come back and got to drive us back home ..we decided to go to the beach and actually go in mind you we decided this at around 3 am so we went i told chris if he wenmt in id go in so he did and then ran out like a pussy ... so i stripped and ran in it felt so great icy cold water heheeh then other people showed up so i rapped up and anna asked if they cared if we swam naked and some chick was like no but i wanna see your tits so i showed her got naked and went back in then everyone decided they wanted to go to a hot tub so we came back home and went to chrises parents apartment and hopped the fence and the heater was off and we couldnt turn it on so we went to minand finally got in and stayed in until 6 30 am or so and then they pussied out cause the sun was coming up and now here i am lol typing about it ... it was awsome the first time id ever done it they were all surprised when i told them it was my first time too they said i was really comfortable lol