Sometimes when bord I start browsing through friends of friend on myspace. Looking at all the cool people that my cool peeps know. When doing so today I found a blog entry that made me kinda fizz. Here it is below....
im sorry
that i got u a dozen long stem roses for no reason but i love you
I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect;
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole
I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club
I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.
I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
I'm sorry
That i'm your best friend,
who loves you the most
I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy
I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend
I'm sorry
That I don't understand that he cheats on you but you take him back;
but I'm not good enough to understand that he loves you
I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around
I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work
I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.
Im sorry that im always
thinking of you almost every
minute thinkin of ways to make you smile and make you love me eventhough i know you always say im like a brother to you
I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care
But most of all
I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore
I'm sorry
That you can't accept me
for who I am
I'm sorry
For trying to love you
Very eloquent, some may think. I agree it's cleaver and observant and we've all known or been in the same situation at one point. I however feel I must respond... so here is my reply to above buliten
I'm sorry
That a few extra pounds has put me in the "friends" catagory!
I'm sorry
That tits and arse automaticly makes someone an awsome person!!!
I'm sorry
That you want her simply because everyone else wants her. And you've never taken to minutes to actually THINK WHAT YOU LIKE about this person!
I'm sorry
That I actually have something to talk to you about other than "ME ME ME ME ME ME ME..... "
I'm sorry
That I have a sence of humour, that we can laugh together. But apparently you'd rather listen to some self centered bitch whine for hours on end!
I'm sorry
That I can take care of myself. That if I get myself into trouble, I get MYSELF out of it. Rather than calling at some god awful our, playing the victim and pandering to your sence of being the hero!
I'm sorry
That I don't really understand how to flirt with someone. (Mike, stop laughing!)
I'm sorry
That some girls don't understand how to do anything with the opposit sex BUT flirt with them!
I'm sorry
That I actually have some self respect. And I've been sitting here waiting for you to actually let me know if you like me before I throw myself at you! (Mike seriously.... stop laughing!)
I'm sorry
That you've made it perfectly clear you don't want me. But if I hook up with someone else you get all pissy and spend all your time bashing him!
I'm sorry
That your sitting her bitching to me about how she doesn't notice you.... and I'll go bitch to my mates about how you don't notice me.... and he'll bitch to his mate about how I don't notice him... and so on... and so on....
Thank god for masterbation is all I can say!
