I GAVE YOU MY HEART WHEN IT BELONGED TO ANOTHER. ANOTHER THAT WAS SUPPOSEDLY YOUR BEST FRIEND. YOU CAN LOVE 2 PEOPLE IS WHAT YOU SAID TO ME BUT IN ORDER FOR ME TO LOVE ONE I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO LOVE THE OTHER. WHEN I LOST YOUR LOVE IT SEEMS I LOST HER LOVE TOO. ISN'T THAT IRONIC? WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON HERE? I GET EXCUSES FROM YOU FOR HER, I GET EXCUSES FROM HER AS TO WHY SHE CAN'T SEE ME OR TALK TO ME BUT SHE WANTS ME TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU. YOU HAVE DONE THE WORSE POSSIBLE THING A PERSON COULD OR WOULD DO TO ANOTHER PERSON. YOU LIED AND PRETENDED TO BE SOMETHING AND SOMEONE YOU'RE NOT. IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE LIFE HAS BEEN REDUCED TO? DECEIT, IMPERSONATION, UTTER LIES FOR LOVE? YOU WILL NEVER BE HAPPY, YOU WILL NEVER FIND LOVE UNTIL YOU FACE WHO YOU REALLY ARE AND LET THE REAL YOU SHINE THROUGH. SO YOU CAN STOP USING ME AS AN EXCUSE TO HATE BECAUSE LIKE I TOLD YOU IN THE BEGINNING I AM A SURVIVOR AND I WILL ALWAYS COME OUT ON TOP. ALL YOU EVER HAD TO DO WAS TELL THE TRUTH, BE HONEST AND BE TRUE TO YOURSELF FIRST.
THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR A FORMER FRIEND WHO I KNOW WILL NEVER SEE IT BECAUSE HE IS TOO AFRAID TO FACE THE TRUTH.
