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im noticing the age of people on here starting to decrease. hopefully this does not become another myspace. its usually hard to tell with the dudes, but its not very hard to spot a 15 or 16 year old claiming to be 19 or older.well hopefully it doesnt get that way, cause cherry tap is a pretty cool place..and i have no problem with the younger generation, i was a teen once and i have three kids of my own but there needs to be a place where adults can congregate in a strictly adult environment. feel free to disagree or comment..i hope im not the only one seeing the age decrease.
My Special Friend.
Well I've been on CT for a little while now and have met some great new friends. Some good and some not so good, but no one compares to Bill. He is just so AWESOME ! Bill has become my closest and dearest friend. We have so much in common and always have something to talk about. Just talking to him makes my day go by much faster and a whole lot smoother. Just want to say " Thanks Bill....because of you the sun always shines at my house " !
Myspace Are You There?
Vicodine, norcos, percaset
all those just pop them in and be in a calm mode
makes me horny why is that
hmm im in pain so i take them to release it ya
are you addicted does anyone do amatuer picture taking? I want to do some old classic shots and in a graveyard like gothic style ok hit me up
Myspace Stalker Going The Distance To Ct.
News On stalkers....
Current mood: numb
Here are the E-mails that Nik From Sikfuk mailed me after my lost Blog
Date: Apr 30, 2007 7:57 PM
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Body:the only reason joans checks your guys pages is to be sure you both are shutting the fuck up and not slandering us anymore, we could give two shits about you and what tyson do we just know he wont stop, he always restarts this shit not us, dont make us out to be the stalkers, we never bugged you either star but he has been harassing joan off and on for the last 8 months even more than he does me so dont fucking play this innocent fucking bullshit with me like you guys are victums, if he stops we'll never bother him or you again, but like he has anything else better to do, this internet shit is bullshit, even when tyson was on my sikfuks friends list at the start of april i d
My Spotlight Of The Day
Hey Friends and Family..
I have decided to do my own personal spotlight. It doesn't cost you any of those fake cherry $$$s.. come on and face it.. the cost to be in one these days is way over a million. It's crazy. No one will ever have a chance to be in one. It is the same people over and over again.. So.. here is my "Spotlight of the Day"
She is very very sweet.. loving.. caring.. and has the heart of gold. Plus, she is easy on the eyes. (She thinks she is fat.. but.. the more cushion for the pushin' huh guys? *winks* )
Anyways, here is the link to her profile.. show her some love... and she will show it right back.
Vampy Cassiel(Eternally Heartbroken)WhipsNChains Society---420Caboose@ CherryTAP
I love you dear.. You deserve it!!
Hugs and Smoochies!
www.myspace.com/kerrijean23 add me if you like but make sure you tell me your are from tap
heyy what up everyone. thank you all. im really new at this, i just joined 10 mins ago and i already have a million people leaving messages and comments.. lol anywaysss... i also have a myspace, feel free to check it out, its sweet and i have more pics!! www.myspace.com/BriiBabie
dont be shy =)
my aim screen name is gangstababie6x9
My Blog URL
hey everyone, come join me on myspace. my user name is cordell.
COME TO THE NEW D-CREWS'S LOUNGE AND HAVE SOME FUN got to youtube.com search out chemtrails of death and watch it this is a fucked up video but its all true im a new bouncer at the blues club
My Special Recipe For True Love
2 Hearts Full of Love;
2 Heaping Cups of Kindness;
2 Armfuls of Gentleness;
2 Cups of Friendship;
2 Cups of Joy;
2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness;
1 Lifetime of Togetherness;
2 Minds Full of Tenderness;
Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty......
Love everything forgive
2 Hearts Full of Love;
2 Heaping Cups of Kindness;
2 Armfuls of Gentleness;
2 Cups of Friendship;
2 Cups of Joy;
2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness;
1 Lifetime of Togetherness;
2 Minds Full of Tenderness;
Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty......
Love everything forgive
i have myspace 2
Thanks so much for visiting my profile and thanks to Russ for inviting me! I wanted to share my space profile with you. I am an independent country singer and am working to get out there on the road! Please visit www.myspace.com/melissabrownfanclub and let me know what you think!!
just wanted to let everyone know that i do have a myspace account!! ADD ME BIATCHES!!
Find me on MySpace and be my friend!
My Special Contest
I am looking for friends who like me and want to get to know me better, people who write there best feelings and rate my pictures they haven't yet rated, winners will get there photo friend of the month in my profile pics and win something special from the gifts section.
private message me with entries :-)
any who would like too add me on myspace you can its patrick firstname.lastname@example.org thanks and have a great day
Yes I changed my mind and Im staying, again. Im just not going to be on here all that much. Mostly because I can't do anything for some reason. The only thing I can do is rate pics. Everything else I have to do an ID check. I don't know why and nobody can tell me. Yes I went to a bouncer and scarpper. Got nowhere, big suprise there. I am only going to post a couple of pics, only a few on my list will even rate them (you know who you are). The reason that I wanted to leave is that I have been letting the internet rule my life of late and I have a lot of things going on in the real world to deal with. Just wanted to clear that up (cause someone thought I was leaving because of them, and you know who you are). MySpace Addy is the same name as here.....Slave to the Needle.....My name is James Vincent.....for those of you who wish to keep in touch with me that is where you will find me, unless I have givin you my e-mail addy......I will not be using my Yahoo messenger much anymore but to ta
This is the speech I did infront of my mom's church last sunday. The reactions and the applause was just amazing and all the hands I shook and the thank you's was just truely amazing. I now want to be a advocate for the troops and do alot more for them. Its wonderful how God works in ways that suprise you. I am excited to see what happens in the near future. I have already gotten calls from people who want to help more.
Hi, I'm Sharon and I would like to share something that started out as a thought and a call to the church. I wrote a letter to the church in May asking everyone to write up some thank you cards and letter to Our Brave Troops and little did I know it was going to turn into something great and amazing. A week after Lisa passed out the letters to the sunday school classes that I recieved a call from Jane Lowrey/Unity Class wanting to know if we could send care packages. Well we did, we sent 6 care packages to 3 soldiers and they all recieved them with in a week... Her
wow and well for the love of god parents
do something about monitor what they go on
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Katherine R. Lester (b. June 21, 1989) is an American teenager who traveled to the Middle East in June 2006 to meet Abdullah Jinzawi, a resident of Jericho whom she met on MySpace. She misled her parents by saying she was taking a trip to Canada with some friends, so that she could obtain a passport. Upon returning to Michigan, the 16 year old Lester resumed communication with Jinzawi, 20, and appeared on ABC's Good Morning America with her parents which also included a video conference of Jimzawi overseas. In the segment, the two expressed mutual unconditional love for each other and Lester said she planned to marry him, but did not wish to answer a question on whether she would convert to Islam.
She had spent several months talking to Jinzawi, in the West Bank, but was stopped in Amman, Jordan for qu
i found my space address
so for anyone who has a complain
here ya go
2 all the parents who don't
ask what your kids are doing
some parent you are
here ya go
8391 Beverly Blvd, #349, Los Angeles, CA 90048)
Since i'm a stay at home mom i'm going to be trying to sell Avon to make ends meet. Since i can sell to folks online & have it shipped to them I'm looking for customers.. www.youravon.com/dgordon. I hope everyone checks it out ty Well have been on here shortly over 24 hours & already i got MUMM banned lol.. Sorry if i offended any telemarketers.I think the site is cool.Been a long day here kids have drove me nuts.. could have thought of better uses for that veggy oil lol. But its 8:40pm & thinking bout cracking a beer on here. Love the idea of giving & sending folks virtual gifts.Plus i love getting surprises lol Ok its 12;14 am where i am & i can't fall asleep.Just have alot of thoughts buzzing through my brain.Me i kinda think i'm on the chunky side.I'm 4'11" , medium legnth red hair , blue eyes & around 150lbs.I'm not what i would consider BBW but i'll never be model thin.
What hurts is when folks say i'm huge or obese..I had one guy say after reading Hubby& i's profile that if
hey if u have myspace u can add me
ma url is www.myspace.com/stb_bitch
How Do U Uplode A Video, Well Like Cope A Video From A Site And Save It OnTo Ur Comp?
i like how people get pissed off because u move em to a different spot yet agen i like how ppl just get all crazy because either u dont put them on ur top friends and yeah haha myspace people have gone crazy
Hey...Want to join me on MyPSace??? Here is my site
I was a true believer in myspace thinking that i could get all the friends i wanted and socialize. Hey and why not thats what it says "a place for friends," BULL! I've been on myspace too long and now i got FUBAR. Now all my love is to you, and the person that told me bout this place u rock! Well thankx for reading my first blog i hoped you enjoyed it if not i'll get better with time(i hope).
add me =) www.myspace.com/ohnaika
Myspace Is Like:
My Space is like a heroine addiction without the upside. If you visit Gorilla Mask's meaning for each type of My Space photo you'll see the first part of the problem. No one knows how to take a picture anymore. Essentially there are four types of pictures found on My Space. The trendy "I can take pictures off myself in the mirror" photo, the "I'm way too ugly or trying to be too hip to use my real photo" image, the "I'm hideously deformed and want to use a picture of me from far away" photo, and the "look at my dog / booze / make up / left over crack" shot. Just take a picture of yourself and use it. You shouldn't care what others think about your appearance, and if you have enough self confidence to post your profile on a site used by over five million people you have enough self confidence to post a photo of yourself. But don't use one of those four kinds of pictures. They're dumb, unoriginal, and I rather look at topographical maps than look at your uninspiring photo contribution to
FOO FIGHTERS ON SNL
Body: Foo Fighters will be the featured musical guest on Saturday Night Live TOMORROW, October 13th! Tune in to NBC. Check local listings for showtimes.
anyone want to add me on myspace myspace.com.durfmanbad anyone have halo 3 and wants to play live add me my gametag is durfman
Can a (bird eating) spider be sneeky? Mine sure can! She is drying (streching, healing, whatever...) after the big molt. And when Im home, she's laying on her living area floor almost saying: "I had such a hard time, I need some more rest". But I caught her, crawling over the flowers and the wood and she noticed me watching her... Now she is acting tired again. LOL she is so funny!
My cats miss the attention, so Im going to rest in front of the TV (tomorrow will be my 7th day at work in a row) and they can lay next to me and get their attention.
p.s. Am I a witch? Having cats and a spider... LOL
My MySpace URL: myspace.com/sgtsmithdf
hey hey peps i know my space sucks compare to this but if you have or want to join me here too
for people that are stupid highlite the link copy n paste to web search or highlite link n right click on search.
your fan/friend/family email@example.com
hope to see you on myspace if not who cares whatever
Myspace Makes Millions, You Make Zilch
So why not come visit us over at Yuwie? Instead of hoarding all that rediculous profit to themselves, they actualy developed a method to pay its users.
There is no cost to join, you neednt provide any personal info untill you're perfectly comfortable. Your email wont get spammed with messages, and you wont get a bunch of friend requests from people that dont even exist
So what are you waiting for, come join the other 130,000 members of Yuwie. And dont forget, bring your friends
these are copys of my blogs from myspace, since i'm done on myspace, i thaught i would move them over here to give you a little better idea of who i am.
So enjoy kiddies ... September 19, 2006 - Tuesday
equivilent exchange ....
hello kiddies .... and welcome to another installment from the kingdom of shit ....
todays episode is called "Equivilent Exchange" ... now for those of you who do not know this belif .... let me school you here the law of equivilent enchange goes something like this ... to gain something, something of equil value must be given up. ... now some people swear by this law .... for some people its given them truly happy lives .... there the ones we'll call the shiney happy people... well from my experiences ... i'll tell you equivilent exchange has given me nothing in return but shit and heart break. for me all i do is give give give .... and what do i get in exchange? well lets see here .... broken heart after broken heart. its straight up bullshit .
Sometimes I’m in my on little space
Thinking of me and to hell with the race
No one helps me this much is for sure
Why should I - be part of the cure
Let things happen as if I don’t care
My feelings are mine – why should I share
Because it is right to help if I can
Do what I must and be part of the plan
Raised to do right and do what I should
It’s not up to me to make it all good
But if I don’t try to help who I can
Have I really become a man
I not here to say what’s right or wrong
Live out your feelings and try to be strong
Life is not easy this much you know
Try to do good and like what you show.
Thomas Vern Ellison Jr.
Visit me at www.myspace.com/pinkfantasygal
You can look at my profile but make sure to add me first since I am shown as a private profile.
come check out my myspace and if u have one gimme your url!
if anybody has it and wants to add me or check me out even lol heres the link i look forward to hearing from ya
I'm just venting about myspace and some members.
Now I know why alot of people joined fubar instead of myspace.
True story; the site runs peoples lives.
I just had my first myspace drama.
It was ridiculous and very childish.
I mean check this message out between me and this girl.
Scroll all the way to the bottom and read up.
That's how it's suppose to be read.
Tell me what you think if you want.
I really dont care.
I think with every site you get drama out of it.
But I just felt like venting about it.
LMFAO. ok well if i added him then i guess he is pretty fine.. you want me to stop commenting him? i could care less actually, it was HIS choice to accept my request of adding. you and even your man should know that when people add, they usually comment something on their page. so before you come to me telling me to stop doing whatever, you need to talk to him and make sure he isnt adding anymore "bitches." other then that... what the hell are you going to do if
hey if you like or have myspace you can add me on your friends if you want to. holla back
your friend krazy-j-bird
Myspace And Other Links
Just thought I would test out the blogs.
I don't check myspace that much anymore, I was just testing out some flash things I made.
List of movies I've watched
if you would like to check my site at www.myspace.com/janicedub and be my friend
feel free to check out my myspace
stop by anytime
Prevent your myspace account from being hacked ( phished ). You can read this article HERE . Oh and please pass this info about the article on. Lets stop hackers and spammer and make myspace a better place.
Please share this with your friends, even though we are on fubar alot of us still use Myspace.
add me on my myspace at..
If you want to have fun bombing then please join me in the spankers club.
We are a growing family that is getting bigger each day you will not be disappointed so what are you waiting for just send a FUMAIL to the LINK below saying you would like to join and tell them that MUMA_E sent you.
You will also need to send a picture of yourself
http://www.thespankersclub.fubar.com/user/1142657 You Can Only Type ONE Word.
Not as easy as you might think.
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
It's really hard to only use one-word answers!
1. Where is your cell phone? handbag
2. Your significant other? none
3. Your hair? black
4. Your mother? Deceased
5. Your father? Deceased
6. Your favorite thing? Sons
7. Your dream last night? none
8. Your favorite drink? Coffee
9. What 1 think u dont do? Drink
hey guys...just wanted to let u know that if u want u can check out my myspace artist page....it has some remixes and mixes that ive done on my turntables and i think u would like them...stop by and check it out and leave a message, comment, or add me
I kind of find this website a little confusing.... I have links over links so I am not going to be on here much.... I'm not able to see much on here. If you'd like to chat I'm on Myspace
its like myspace but u get paid to do the same thing....
You have been invited to join Yuwie.com by callie morris. When you join, you will be instantly connected to callie and callie's friends. Click the link below to join.
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Use Yuwie - Get Paid!
Yuwie pays you to blog, upload pictures, refer friends, chat, hang out, etc. its like myspace but u get paid to do the same thing....
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What is Yuwie?
First off, Yuwie is 100% FREE. Yuwie is like any other "connect with friends" or social networking site. But we have one major
hey all if you wanna check out my myspace its
check it out
plz add me on your myspace if ya have one myspace.com/melinda69a Thanx for the luv
You called to ask me back, professing you still love me
I can't help but wonder how could this be
when you turned your back and abandoned me
You left to be with someone else
now claiming to have made a fool of yourself
i didn't ask you to go, it was you, who left
I have forgave, but i never forgot
how you said she was your high school sweetheart
treated me like your love suddenly stopped
It wasn't your leaving, but the way you left
no thoughts of me, my kids, but only self
lying that it wasn't for anyone else
you hurt me deep, broke me inside
for months, every day i cried
now you are asking to be back in my life?
you left because you wanted to go
my life moved on when you clsed that door
so to answer your request boo......
HELL TO THE NO!!!!! I too, have been discarded, hurt and brokenhearted
I've faced some fears and shedded some tears
But I've risen above with the ability to love
still able to give and continue to live
I started changing, my life rea
I have just updated my myspace page. AAnd it's getting a little lonely over there so come show me some love on myspace and subscribe to my blog too. Love Ya.
Well i went to check messages on Myspace and i get all these little blurbs that i am sending spam to all my friendson there...well it cant be me for i havent been there fpor a while except like 2 days ago..and deleted some ads on my comments lol..well i figured now that MYSPACE HAS BEEN OFFICIALLY HACKED....spammers have gotten in there much thanks to their unsecured site who lets all kinds in there from stalkers and such to get and do their damage!
so i left there..if anyone else has a thing in there do the change of email and pword..for what its worth...lol if they can get through my other pword they can get into anything....just thought id let ya all know
WHEN FISHERMAN GOES TO SEA THEY TAKE THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD WITH THEM.
THEY BARE THE RESPONSABILITIESOF THE SAFETY FOR ALL WHO GO WITH THEM.
THEY CARRY THE HEARTS OF THOSE THEY LEAVE BEHIND WITH THEM.
WHILE THEY ARE OUT CATCHING THEIR SHARE OF FISHERMANS GOLD THEY WONDER IF IT'S ENOUGH.
THEY PRAY FOR DIRECTIONS.
THEY PRAY FOR FULL LOADS OF FISHERMANS GOLD.
THEY PRAY FOR SAFE PASSAGE.
THEY PRAY THAT THEIR LOVED ONES WILL BE WAITING TO GREET THEM AT THE END OF THE RUN.
THE BEST THINGS IN A FISHERMANS DAY ARE:
HAVING A GREAT CREW
HAVING A BOUNTIFUL CATCH
HAVING A SAFE JOURNEY OUT & BACK
HAVING NO BREAKAGE OF EQUIPMENT
MOST IMPORTANTLY, THEY HAVE THE LOVE OF THEIR FAMILY WITH THEM WHILE OUT AND THE SMILES AND HUGS WHEN THEY GET BACK......
THIS IS WHAT MAKES THE "FISHERMANS DAY" I LONG TO BE-IN MY HOME BY THE SEA,I LIVE TO BE-A COWBOY OF THE SEA,WHEN I SLEEP-I DREAM OF BEING OUT ON THE OPEN SEA,WHEN I'M AWAKE-I CAN'T WAIT TO BE ON MY BOAT OUT ON THE SEA,AFTER A LO
hey ppl....add me on myspace please!!!
please and thank you!
peace out bitchez...hehe
if you are on myspace please send me a friend request firstname.lastname@example.org i will comment your pics and leave comments on your page if you into hot girls check out my profile thanks and have a nice day
hey all made a myspace add me.... message me ur links or add me...
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Three Decades of Pure Evil... from the nice guy.
So I hear through the myspace vine that I am dead.Well that sucks.
First , being dead realy stresses me out and I might have to use swear words to rid myself of the frustration of death.Oreos might help.Am I still allowed to eat?
I also have some questions.
1.Im guessing that sex is out of the question for me now....... hhmmm
2.No food either?
3.Do I realy have to rot? that blows
4.If I play stupid like a zombie do I get to stick around longer?
5.Does it have to be human brains or can I just go pick a squirrel out of a tree and take a bite?
6.Oh and does fried chicken skin count?
7.If I am dead is it cheating to use an air pump to get myself up?
8.Is it possible to embalm myself without help ......... cause rotting will suck
9.How do I take care of that fresh from the grave scent?
10.Am I allowed to break the law? Can I even be prosecuted?
Well I guess just let me know about as much
My Spoken Word
Speaking Your Language
You kept me in so much pain
You told me I was the one to blame
It was my choice to love you, need you
You smiled brightly in my face
Introduced yourself as Ace
I let you walk right in
you walked right over me
Can I make you a drink
While you tell me what you think
I need something to believe in
You wiped my tears
Said forget about all those years
It's me you can believe in now
You said take a piece of me
Much more out there for me to see
But you turned and closed the blind
Said bout that now, you nevermind
Let's talk, let's just unwind
Your words, your touch, your hold
They were so bittersweet
Something I thought I'd never eat
It was something for me to taste
Then didn't want to let anything go to waste
I swallowed it down
I took the bait
Like I couldn't wait
Instead of a piece of you
You got all of me
With you I felt so happy
Brought out the best
Anyone who wants to be one of my myspace friends come check me out...my site is www.myspace.com/danielbb123
Myspace Comments At Wishafriend.com
I THOUGHT I WOULD JUST GO ON
IN THE PAST ITS ALWAYS BEEN EASY
BUT YOU CAME ALONG AND EVERYTHING CHANGED
LIKE A DREAM YOU WERE THERE
LIKE A DREAM I WOKE YOU WERE NOWHERE
NOW I SEE U EVERYWHERE
THE MEMORIES ARE STILL SO STRONG
THE FEELINGS ARE EVEN STRONGER
I WISH I COULD TAKE BACK THOSE WORDS
NOW THIS IS WHAT I CAN'T DO ANYMORE
NOT A DAY GOES BY I DON'T THINK OF YOU
FOR THE FIRST TIME I CAN'T JUST GO ON
MY ANGELEYES I'LL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU
I LONG TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH
THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND
THE GENTLE TOUCH OF YOUR EYES
THE INCREDIBLE TOUCH OF YOUR HEART
THE FEEL OF YOUR TOUCH IN AN EMBRACE
THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN
THE FEEL OF YOUR TOUCH AS WE LIE IN BED
THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND IN MINE
AS WE WALK UNDER A FULL MOON
THE TOUCH OF YOUR LIPS AGAINST MINE
THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN PRESSED AGAINST MINE
IF ONLY I COULD FEEL YOUR TOUCH ONE MORE TIME
My Special Perfect One
My Special Perfect One-Her hands,her face,her ways.Her body over me,the way she talks to me-those eyes,her tenderness,and her power.Her strength,and add the passion between her & me,I mean...Purposed & catered to me,my mind & my body......
Will I find you wrapped in one?
My search has begun,but will you come-My special perfect one, I see pieces of my buried treasure here & there-I’ve looked everywhere- for my special perfect one...
I’ve looked everywhere,But I’m not givin’ up, until I find my special perfect one.
My special one- Is it all in my mind,is there no such thing...One woman having everything’, I refuse to believe she’s just a fantasy....Cause she’s everywhere...She’s all I see...
How sweet it will be for you & me,Once the moment comes,and we finally meet...I’m savin’ all of my love for you, I know you’re savin all you’re savin’ all yours for me too....
Cause you’re my special perfect one...My special perfect one- twist of fate,my prayers,I’ll just wait for m
if any of you use myspace too and want to be friends shoutbox me and ill send you my link. just when you add me be sure to tell me you are from here.
My Space Survey
Did I Do That?TAKE THIS SURVEY!
HAVE YOU EVER...
Had sex on a slide? NO
Made out in the ran? NO
Made out with a stranger? NO
Been arrested? NO
Faked an orgasim? NO
Slapped an adult? NO
Been in a car crash? YES
Broken something? YES
Been drunk? YES
Cried yourself to sleep? YES
Been madly in love? YES
Had your heart broken? YES
Made out with the same sex? NO
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
Had sex? LAST NIGHT
Took a shower? LAST NIGHT
Told someone you loved them? ALL THE TIME
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend? ALREADY DO
Slapped someone? NEVER
Punched something? LAST YEAR
Whats your name? GENE
How old are you? 34
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? YES
Where do you live? OHIO
Do you love yourself the way you are? YES
What color are your eyes? GRN
What color is your hair? BLND
Do you have any peircings? YES
What grade are you in? NONE GRADUATED
Are you in love? HELL YEAH
Whats your favorite band? NICKLEBACK
Whats your f
I made a new MySpace page yesterday just for friends so if you want too add me if you have it and if not then its cool
My Spiritual Path
If your Interested in Your spiritual Path Or Curious
Click on this Link to check it out or Join
Thankyou for your Time My Enlightenment through you…
When I was a child, sitting upon my mom’s lap.
Feeling the wet grass underneath my hands.
In a hot Summer night on the hill at “Reid Park”
Full of wonder, looking up at the big screen above me.
My curiosity crept in, as I wondered why there running.
I look all around me, searching through the sea of faces.
Some smiling, sad, terrified or mad.
Being too young to understand the meaning of the film.
But knowing the feeling of belonging is deeper inside of me.
Seeing myself running, so happy to be alive.
Learning we are yours, saying our prayers.
12 Years Later…
I was stubborn in my youth, keeping my mom worried.
Keeping her up all night, praying for my safety.
The prowlers of the night, weren’t able to reach me.
Having my Guardian Angels keep tabs of my whereabouts.
My Spaceship Pg 11--
It was strange, yet seemed natural.The perfect blending in his mind.Unlike the memories that bleed like light beneath a wave,fragmented and torn.Memories from before. These thoughts ran free and unhindered, released by the Translation Effect.Ordered and complete. Almost as if they had always been, yet seemingly aware that this was not always so.
The Effect of translation on certain living creatures was as random as it was bizzare.The Irony being that the creatures that had reached a level of technology equal to the task of performing a Translation rarely benefited much from the experience, while those that had yet to develop something as simple as the wheel were catapulted to various levels of genius. Yet they cannot perform translation.
The Two's fell into the later catagory, and the Three's well, they were Three's, Prone to rash decisions whatever the circumstances.
Cowboy glanced over at Dix who was busy removing a splinter from a finger with his teeth. He sighed enjoying thi
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I use myspace more then I am on here. if you are interested in chit chatting i would love to talk to you on myspace. OR i have AOl yahoo and msn. Yahoo is Hard2getbutch@yahoo.com and then Aol hard2getbutch and then on msn or hot mail it is JesseJames02@hotmail.com.
I dont know how to use this as well as myspace and it takes more to learn how. I am a mobster so i play on myspace more.Mobsters is a game they have. it is interesting!
if any of my friends are on myspace let me know i will ad you give me your name i will add u and comment your pics
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the hunger of desire
my nightly prey, my hunger grows
the need to feed, when evening slows
trapped by my passionate fires
a prisoner of my deepest desires
no escape from this yearning
as the flames continue burning
caught up in the heat of this friction
lost to the truth of this fiction
a love grown from the seeds of lust
driven to do what it is that I must
to nourish my spirit, expand my mind
to feed on your love, always so kind spirit possession
in the visions of sleeping unwind
her presence permeates my mind
embracing the chaos of thought
stoking the burning passions caught
enchanted by recurring vivid dreams
past the point of reason it seems
causing opiate addiction
boundless incurable affliction
born of sweet soft words deftly spoken
joined connections more than token
branded within each others hearts
make panicked sorrows when we're apart
chained by us to our very desires
glowing from passionate fires
lightly grasping our inner pea
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Kansas Redneck Nora Sue says:
omg sis im going nutz
Nora Sue says:
bored ass crazy
Nora Sue says:
cuz........mindy is at work and rich is well..............ignoring me lmfao
Nora Sue says:
i think we at the end of the rodei sis
Nora Sue says:
Hmh I see.
Nora Sue says:
its ok...........im ok honest just a thang....shoulder the lesson and move on
he has barely said a word to me
Nora Sue says:
baby girl he is 5 minuted down the road from me and wouldnt even talk to me in lounge...............
Nora Sue says:
Nora Sue says:
sis may I sujest something that might help fix this even if it might be out of line.
Nora Sue says:
Nora Sue says:
i got nothing to lose
ok dont be mad ok bu
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www.myspace.com/fuckugoawaydontwantnone ok beings that i aint getting no love from anyone anymore im gonna start deleting people and adding new friends.... my messenger names
Hey everyone, sorry for being gone so long. I am inviting you all to come over to my myspace and join me there. Hope to see ya all soon. myspace.com/ym7734
My niece recently moved to Seattle, WA from Memphis.. and I miss her like crazy.. She wanted me to set up a MYSPACE to talk to her, so I DID!! So I'm trying to figure it out, but if you have Myspace, Please add me!!
here's my page.. :
I GET ON MYSPACE I GET THIS LIL THING SAYING I CANT POST MOVIES N MY COUNT WILL BE DELETED IF I DO IT AGAIN WHAT IT IS IS A THING I DID FOR THE NEW GENERTAION OF FAM IN WELL I POSTED IT N IT BLOCK ME TODAY THIS SO GAY LAME
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Ran Auto 11's
Started out with 9,064,484 points
Ended with 14,815,452
Total points from that.. 5,750,968
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Tool Tip Views 20,919
Photo Views 52,207
I ended up pretty happy with that..
During that.. I got 97 cherry bombs..
My ~11~ Spot!
OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER
Have you thought... ....dream of ....
OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER....
As, if we were there... I have imagined it to be similar to this....while we are just all wrapped up in this little bliss...
now pay attention as if we were there, ... where?....I have not a date for when, but this is how I believe this will all begin...this only importance to this message I am trying to send...
You now know some of MI'.... as I do of you... now things have begun and somehow grew.....
Now that we are past the introduction stage... we both know .... there is connection we engage...
So, this place we have set to meet.... a place yet unknown but we will greet....
I am thinking I wont say much when I first arrive... we have already shared much and could write an archive....
So, a warm breath of a secret, I may in your ear... just to let you know I have arrived and I am close, and oh so very near....
I could come meet and shake your hand...but from behind... I imagine that would b
Myspace.com/vesalina. This is my myspace page where I can usually be found when I'm not on Fubar.
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My Special Someone
I bet you didn't know That you just passed my mind. You do this so many times each day Since a guy like you is so hard to find.I saw a falling star Just the other day For I sat there and thought But only had one thing to say.The wish I just got I really do not need. Because the only wish I want Is a wish I have already received?Some might even say That I'm in another place Every time I think of how you look And that smile on your face.To conclude the way I feel About all the things you do You are that special someone. You're like a dream come true.
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I have always been afraid of my dark side. I have always denied it even to myself, because good girls aren't supposed to want THAT kind of sex. And good girls who use a wheelchair damn sure aren't supposed to want any kind of sex, let alone THAT kind of sex. It's harsh and rough. Edgy. Maybe a little bit painful. But fascinating. And so damn hot.
So for all of my adult life and all of my everlastingly vanilla sex life, I denied it. And patted myself on the back for being a good girl. And wondered why, if this was supposed to be what good girls wanted, why was I so dissatisfied? Sadly, our society being what it is, we who don't look like supermodels, or those of us with disabilities can sometimes become sexual "wallflowers", thankful for whatever sexual attention is cast our way. Over the last few months,
"I have thought about what you are offering and I am willing to submit to you as my master."
The words crossed her lips with a surety and understanding above her 18 years. She would commit to her master wholly and completely, whatever that involved. A smile crossed his lips with the knowledge of this. He would control her, dominate her, watch her submit and surrender to this lifestyle. His anticipation of this left him almost breathless with desire.
"I will call you. You may never contact me. The instructions I give are complete and must be obeyed to the letter. Failure to comply will lead to punishment. Punishment is my choice and delivery of punishment will happen over a period of time decided by me. Public humiliation will not form part of this relationship. The pain will be torture and delightful."
His words caused her fear and trepidation. These became immediate aphrodisiacs. She felt the crotch of her panties become soaked. She heard her breath ragged in h
You know, it's never pretty when one grows older... especially when it is ungraceful.. time seems to fly by, and no one is paying attention to the changes around them anymore because they are so damned busy. I have fallen down the rabbit hole.. as I have always been the 'obeserver' now, I am in charge of my own universe. It's funny it took this long to finally figure it out.. what is life? who is god? Why am I here? Unfortunately, the answers to these questions only pertain to me.. it is a duty of all to figure out these questions for yourself...for me, I am God, I am here to create, life is only an illusion..and everyone I see is part of me, and they are themselves as well... by the choices they have made in their lives, and the 'programing' they have recieved from the stimuli they are surrounded by.
I used to think that life was a situation of daily tasks and goals, however, I couldn't have been more wrong..it is about experiencing everything that is around me, and to
Hey hey all! You know I could get used to writing these blogs since I do them often on my other sites.. I wouldn't wanna bore the shit out of ya or anything lol...How bout this: You all give me ideas as to what to write on and I will sure write about them! But anyways You gotta make them good ya know.. But until next time!
My 1st Wedding
i'm photographing my first wedding on the 7th of October!!! I'm soooo nervous yet soooo excited!
My 1st Blog
i dunno juss felt lyk doin sumthin really really bored
Sickle cell anemia is a hereditary disorder that mostly affects people of African ancestry, but also occurs in other ethnic groups, including people who are of Mediterranean and Middle Eastern descent. More than 70,000 Americans have sickle cell anemia. And about 2 million Americans - and one in 12 African Americans - have sickle cell trait (this means they carry one gene for the disease, but do not have the disease itself). Sickle cell anemia occurs when a person inherits two abnormal genes (one from each parent) that cause their red blood cells to change shape. Instead of being flexible and round, these cells are more rigid and curved in the shape of the farm tool known as a sickle - that's where the disease gets its name. The shape is similar to a crescent moon. What Is Sickle Cell Anemia? Sickle cell anemia is a blood disorder that affects hemoglobin (pronounced: hee-muh-glow-bin), a protein found in red blood cells that helps carry oxygen throughout the body. Red blood cells with
On the long drive home I am thinking about how nice it would be to curl up with you, snuggling close as we sleep. Looking up at the endless highway and seeing that I have maybe another hour before I pull into our driveway, and smiling to myself as I remember this day. We actually finished the project a day earlier than projected. I decided to drive home that night instead of waiting until the next day. You did not expect me home until the following evening, but I thought I would surprise you.
Anticipation building as the miles grows closer to home. The hour is late and I can see you snuggled in bed sleeping. An idea crosses my mind as I pull my car into the garage. I leave my bags in the car and would deal with them in the morning. My thoughts are with you upstairs.
Quietly I come into the house and locking up behind myself. I am hoping not to wake you. The girls come to great me and I try to keep them quiet giving them some attention and a treat before I creep through
I don't want any of you to think that I'm ignoring you. I just haven't had a lot of time to visit much. I'm trying to make time. It's late now and I need to sleep, but wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and will hopefully be sending some luv your way soon.
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My Stories And Poems
A weekend away with you up in the mountains....Oh how we need this love......
It only takes you a few minutes to get the fire going. I walk into the living room, carrying a tray of hot cocoa and the minute I see you, I feel an overwhelming need to touch you. I come over to you and wrap my arms around you from behind, sliding my cold hands up under your sweater.
"Hey!" …but you stop me from pulling my hands away and turn around in my arms. You smell so good, of fresh air and firewood. I nuzzle my face in your neck, kissing you softly. I can feel your breath in my ear and your lips on my hair. I'm right where I belong. My hands are still under your shirt, warming up on you. I move them around to your front and slide them up to run across your chest. You pull back a bit, just far enough to let me continue my exploring. I look up at your face as you are looking at me. I smile as our eyes meet, knowing that our night promises to be an amazing one.
"I made some cocoa…"
"It can wait
The Excitement swells in your chest , the wait is so long you two shall meet soon and all the mystery is laid to rest. Will it be lust or love or will there be anything at all? Will he grab you and take you in his arms or will he politley kiss your cheek. Will you still ache for his touch when your near him finally ? Or will that ache be a pain ?. The passion you both felt through all the weeks of talking, emailing, will it be real ? You hope you both feel what has grown in your hearts but the physical reality will be here soon . Will it all fade in an instant or grow faster and with all the passion and fire you you felt before.Will you embrace and never want to let it end ? Never stop feeling what your heart has developed and what your body aches for ? It all happens so fast when it arrives but the wait is soo long Soon You will know .
Just a thought that ran thru me this morning I was just thinking of all the romances that have started online and possibly continued or ended .
My 1st Blog
well I just took the wedding shower cake to the shower yesterday, and the compliment was that I was better than an instructor in saginaw! she said she thought she saw a pretty cake before but mine was better..now thats what I like to hear! I have never had any formal training..I am all self taught..thats what makes it soo good that compliment! well, I can only get better, maybe my dream isent too far fetched after all!
christina: i need to talk to you.
amanda: *sighs and takes out the three boxes of pregnancy tests*
christina: wait? you're pregnant? i thought you were on birth control.
amanda: i was i hadn't taken it in like a month cause i haven't had the money to get anymore...
christina: and this afternoon...
amanda: *you shake your head no*
christina: *gasps* uh-oh
amanda: but i don't know yet, i may just be paranoid.
christina: you gonna tell him?
amanda: i don't know, i don't want him to leave me again.
christina: well, i can't make you do anything, and i don't know matt as well as i used to, but if he's anything like he used to be, he won't care, he'll prbably be excited, but either way, you need to tell him because he is worried as mess right now.
amanda: are you serious?
christina: yeah. tell him soon. he was almost in tears in there.
amanda: *feels like crap* i don't know officially i mean i could tell him tonight after dinner
My 1st Blog
First i would like to thank my friend's that i have met on Lost Cherry you have made me feel so welcome all the kind word's and the sweet comment's!! I came to lost cherry to chill out after my 9-5 job and to meet true people and i have to say i have met some true folk's. It's hard to get to my friend's page's i do truly try but i will tell you to be HONEST i go to the one's that come to mine i'm sorry that is how i feel and they are the one's that are REAL to me and they know who they are. So i want to thank you again and i'm here so pls say hi and if i dont respond in a timley manner i will when i get on. (Carla)
My Story, A Work In Progress
Ok this is how it works, u pick 6 of your friends and put tag come check out my new blog under there comments, then u list 6 weird facts or habbits about yourself and they must make a new blog giving 6 weird things or habbits about them.
I just want to say Thank You 2 NeeNeeDaQueen who tagged me ,Your going to get it .
1.I am a work aholic so not alot of time for fun .
2.I love being noticed but hate the pick up lines.
3.I love making friends and seeing what new people do and think.
4.I hate fake people but love to laugh at myself when i do something stupid .
5.I love kids as long as i can send them home to mommy and daddy
6. dip anything in chocolate and ill eat it lol.
People I am going to tag
and anyone else willing to read this lol im not picky
Feeling the bites and tears of her skin, giving it all that she had, running toward what she thought was safety. There was always that thought of something waiting for her at the other end of
One Slaves Story:
Well first let me introduce myself. My name is Pam, I am 49 years old (at the writing of this). I have been in this life style since I was 17(32Yrs now). Now the story begins.
It was a nice spring day in up state New York. So being 17 I wanted to get out go for a walk, so I headed to the park with a good book, and some lunch. I found a good spot and settled down with my book. I must of been there for hours just reading and enjoying the nice day, when a shadow creep across my book, making it hard to see what I was reading. So I looked up for the source and was staring into the most perfect eyes I'd ever seen. I smiled and said would you mind moving out of the sun for me your blocking it. He looked at me and smiled back asking me what I was reading? I told him Stephen Kings new book. Then he asked me if I did a lot of reading and I told him yes I do every chance I get. We then started talking about different books and the ones we liked. When he realized that I n
It was cold in the mountains….the setting was cold, a feather dusting of snow falling and lying amongst the hills and valleys…its sight was a dream come true for this day, I had felt a presence yet not knowing of its existence…I yearn of who or what it could possibly be…
As I stare out the window from my bedside, I noticed how bright the sky was that morning. I reached for my pillow and held it tight. Drifting off into a place in my life when things were less complicated. I remember a day when the snow would be so many feet high and I as a child played in it just to slide down the rail of my grandmothers old staircase and the rush at that moment blew and brushed the cheeks on my face…it was then that I realized why I had loved the feel of this wind against my face, still.
While still in my mind I knew it was time to get up, the stairs on the front needed to be salted and shoveled. I got up and dressed warm, putting boots and gloves on , doubled my clothing to keep warm. I w
You are charming.
You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you.
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The slender moon in its silvery sheen,
The golden stars with the blue between
Of a dreamy, summer sky;
And still the night winds sigh.
With the silvery moon to whisper to,
And the golden stars to kiss, mid the blue
Of a listening, summer sky,
For what should the night winds sigh?
ON the dusty earth-drum
Beats the falling rain;
Now a whispered murmur,
Now a louder strain.
Slender, silvery drumsticks,
On an ancient drum,
Beat the mellow music
Bidding life to come.
Chords of earth awakened,
Notes of greening spring,
Rise and fall triumphant
Over every thing.
Slender, silvery drumsticks
Beat the long tattoo--
Mother Nature, the Great Musician,
Calling life anew.
What kind of Anime Girl are you?
You are a Fire Girl! You have the feistiest attitude. You are playful with the few best friends you have. You expermint with fire and combustion, and you're good at it. It is a natural talent fo you. No one makes
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IT'S MY MOTHA FUCKIN 21ST BIRTHDAY. YEAH I'M FINALLY 21
when winter came
the snow fell softly to the ground
covering the world in a blanket of white
listen to wind whistling
in and out of the branches of the sycamore tree
no noise in the air
no sound at all
a peaceful silence in the world flying high
feeling the air gush past
nothing above me
nothing below me
just me and the sky
floating in and out of clouds
landing on the nearest star
capturing glimpses of this enchantment
planets go soaring by on their orbit
orion stopped for a visit
i'm surrounded by a haze of color
mesmerized by it all
my heart is pounding
my body seduced into ecstasy
i'm in a euphoric daze i rebuild my vision
found clearly structured
closer to my silky dreams
My Stories Mostly Fanfiction
Hermione was laying by the pond in the back yard of the Borrow, she was staring up at the sky, her mind full. She just had another fight with Ron. They screamed and yelled at each other for at least twenty minutes before she had had enough and walked out of the room. It was over a little thing, then they said horrible things to each other, and she wanted to go up and apologize but she wanted him to say it first, which probably wouldn’t happen. She blinked back the tears away that were starting to welling up in her eyes. She stood up and started walking towards the woods, in there her mind would clear and she would be able to talk to Ron more calmly after that.
Ron was laying on his bed, he was still trying to calm down from the fight he had with Hermione. She irritated him so much sometimes that he would snap and wind up saying something stupid and then a big fight breaks out. He sighed and sat up in his bed and walked to the window and saw Hermione walking off to the woods, for a m
In March of 1997, I was pregnant with twins and one twin was pushed against my spine cause the other one absorbed in my uterus but the amniotic sack didn't. They never realized it until it was too late to do anything about it. I went into the hospital 8 weeks early and they were trying to keep the baby in me since the sack that broke was empty there was nothing wrong with the other one to give her a chance to grow. 3 days later, I called the doctors in and said I feel pressure I have to push, they said no you dont she is already out. I was only 16 years old. I was faced already with all the doctors telling me throught the whole thing to abort the pregnancy but like any mother I gave my child the chance that she deserved. Weighing only 2 pounds 10 ounces, she could fit in the palm of my hand and she had hypo plastic left heart syndrome which mean that only the valves on the right side of her heart worked the ones on the left didn't, so once the aeorta closed which is a path to help bloo
It was the year 1980. I remember it like yesyerday, I was sitting in my living room, I was about 10 years old at the time, mom was doped up on ecstasy like usual. That was her favorite drug of all. Dad as usual had gone out to drink. I was basically home by myself, on account mom wasn't really all there. I was watching my favorite show the wonder years. All of a sudden i see my dad bust through the door stumbling all over the place with a gun in his hand. Dad looked pissed. I hid myself behind the couch. Dad shouted at my mom, "you stupid woman, you cheated on me." My mom just looked at him like he was crazy and started laughing hysterically. Then without hesitation you hear two bangs and then a thud. I peek around the couch and see mom dead on the floor, blood all over the place. My dad looked at me and exclaimed, "son, don't turn out to be like us." and then shot himself in the head, falling on the ground dead.
That was seven years ago that happened, since then i haven't r
My Stupid Boring Drama Filled Life!!
I'm eating breakfast
Sitting in my chair
Today there are no bruises on my face
And that is rare.
I yearn comfort and affection
Happiness and love
Instead over my mouth
I feel someone's glove.
A gloved hand
Pressing hard against me
I can't help it
The wails come free.
But today it is peaceful
All day long I play
Making stick figures
Out of clay.
But now it is tonight
And he is home
And suddenly I am
Left all alone.
Where did my mummy go?
I hear a slamming door.
He picks me up in his arms
I start to shriek-can't stay calm.
He shouts at me to be quiet
Tells me not to make such a riot.
Then I feel it on my face-SLAP
I feel it on my belly-WHACK
I think one of my ribs is about to break
I don't know how much more I can take.
He throws me on the chair
And slowly strips me bare.
Why is he touching me there?
Why is he pulling my hair?
Why are his hands roaming all over me?
Why wont he let me free?
What is that hard thing pressed against me?
J: Easy to have fun with
E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes
N: Can kick ur butt
N: Can kick ur butt
Y: Loved by everybody
A: Drop Dead GORGEOUS
B: Loves people
C: Really easy to fall in love with
D: Is great in bed
E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes
F: People wild and crazy adore you
G: Never let people tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: Loves to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: BEST SMILE
L: Really silly
M: Makes dating fun
N: Can kick ur butt
O: Has one of the best personalities ever
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Good bf/gf
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Kisser
U: Gets blamed for every thing
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun
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In days of old, when knights were bold, this particular knight was leaving for a crusade and called of his squires: "I'm leaving for the crusade. Here is the key to my wife's chastity belt. If, in 10 years, I haven't returned, you may use the key."
The knight sets out on the dusty road, armored from head to toe, and takes one last look at his castle. He sees the squire rushing across the drawbridge, yelling, "Stop! Thank goodness I was able to catch you. This is the WRONG KEY." revan was once a very powerful jedi master. . . the war between the republic and the sith had taken it's toll on both sides. . .the losses were heavy and both armies could barely function. But finally exar kun was defeated, and the fragile republic began to re-build itself. it was in this moment of weakness that mandalore openly declared war on the republic, starting by striking first at unarmed worlds on the outer-rim, prevoking the repbulic with each world taken. for months the republic fought to keep out
hey peoples i am board and loney stuff happened the weekened of the 28th and because of it i think i got all my friends mad at me. so i need friends, good friends. Friends that will be there for me and do stuff with me. i need friends that will call me to just talk or invite me to go places with them. im always home alone and board and i hat it. so if u want to be a friend that will call me to talk jor to inviete to to do something or go someplace with then message me.
So long I have waited to be with a good man during Yule. Now I have one. I am So ecstacic I got man. that loves me and my kids. He Treats me like gold and has asked me to be his wife.. I acnt wait to be his bride. There are still good men out there. and im so happy and lucky I found mine. woohoo for the vdery first time i made jumbalays today. just for the game and it came out great. now other things i wouldnt mind doing for the first . lets see getting vioulated b 4 women, john cena, and going to monday night raw Wallowing in lonliness, drowning in my tears
You have breathed life into my worst fears
You have taken my heart
and torn it assunder
ahttered it into miniscule parts
I hope you enjoyed your plunder
The joy you once gave me has turned into my pain
On my weary soul you've left a bloody stain
My Fantasy my nightmare both reside in you
I truelly hope all your dreams come true
If you have any care for me
you will leave me be
instead of pushing me deeper into mi
Just to clear up my definition of Friends and Buddies.
Only female can by my friends cuz' one day when i find a wife she will be my best friend.
(yes i know it sounds lame but.. fuck u it's my life and that's what i Want.)
So guys ,dudes and males can only reach as high as good buddy or maybe best buddy at the most.
Please take the time to rate my cherry stash. i will do the same 4 u. The music i make is real but will u ever understand it ?? maybe not, but i don't worry about it, cuz' when my catalog of music is done u will discover it and u will seek it out like a drug.
what i make it more then just Hop HOp like DeadPrez put it it's Bigger than Hip Hop.
see i luv my Black ppl more than anything but i understand now most of u are asleep in the mind chasing fool gold as older ppl would say.
Far too often ppl other than Black ppl come to me and tell me how they feel my music and they even peep out the tiny message in it that i would hope my ppl would get...... wheth
.... my story!!!!!!!!!!!!
welcome to the original detonator robbie dees page
Current mood: bouncy
Category: Parties and Nightlife
to my new page im happy that youve all come.....
detonation boulevard events are my baby and i run them with my good friend keaty. ive been in the uk rave seen for a very long time and winning "best oldskool mc" was the cherry on the cake.... please feel free to leave your blog.........your all welcome xxx
MC Robbie Dee - The Original Detonator Interview 1997
In the early nineties, Robbie D dominated the scene. By May '92, Robbie was flying, literally. At Fantazia Summertime at Matcham Park, Bournemouth, he was put in a harness and hoisted up over the 16,000 strong crowd of stunned ravers below. This was the big time. The rave scene had been detonated.
Robbie D started MC'ing at the tender age of 16, before the rave scene as we know it was even established. Robbie was bang into hip hop a
The evening breeze filled the air, not to cold but not to warm, just right as cool as could be...The monks moved from the temple followed by a coffin and two straight lines of the people of the Alinjah Realm. Following behind them was the Goddess Tennarrathe with her head lowered in honor of the funeral going on. The monk’s soft voices of the song of the Alinjah realm filled the evening through the wind. The wind carried their voices over the entire realm which awoken the other creatures of the realm whom began to gather within the walk. .
Tears flowed down Manie's cheeks and soaked her red silky blindfold given to her by her twin sister Jessalyn Marie Shadowbane. Ravn walked in silence with her head lowered not a word spoken from her as she continued on her way behind the casket that carried Jessalyn. The sun within the sky was shining brightly however it was not filled with warmth and happiness as it normally was but on this day it was filled with sadness and pain it would seem li
my babies were born today n they r in very bad shape ... pls pray for them we need all the help we can get She’s floating above
Watching them try
To save her life
She thought she was ready to die
The images fade
She can hear the cries
Of all the people she left behind.
Her body is numb
Her face so white
As her life fades away
She is going towards the light.
She’s back at her house
She’s not sure why
She can see now why her family cries.
There are her pictures all in a row
Leading to a place she dare not go
She sees a long white box
She goes looks in
Now looking at the body she once was in
She made her choice
She chose to die
She didn’t think what she would leave behind
She only thought of the pain she hides
It has been so long and still she walks
Warning those with terrible thoughts
No matter how bad, no matter the pain
She whispers to them remember my name
She whispers to all that are hurt
That suicide really does hurt
For only a minuet
They walked passed each other every day, lockers were right next to each other but they never spoke. He was known as the school nerd and she was the cheerleading captin. Barely knew the other even existed until one day when everything changed.
Precious Stetson, was junior in high school when her life changed for what at the time she believed to be the worst. She had been the cheerleading captin for two years and had always been able to get away with everything, even cheating. This year things were different though. They had a new principal and he didn't care who you were, if you didn't follow the rules you got punished.
Precious was never any good at math so whenever she had a test coming up she would sneak into the classroom when nobody else was there and find the key. Once she found the key she would make a copy of it and hide it in her folder for the day of the test. Never before had she gotten caught. But then again never before had she been so careless.
sometimes i feel that since i was married twice and couldnt make those marriages work, that i am not deserving of another chance. i sit here and talk to girls and go on dates but i still wonder if i will ever find someone that really cares about me and i will care about. i know someone like this but we dont date. im really comfortable around her and have known her for a very long time. i guess it wasnt meant to be but sometimes i fantasize that it will someday. i always look forward to being with her and feel less just for being away from her. i had never really thought about it before but now that i have i cant get her out of my mind. i wonder when i go out with the other gals if i should be there since i am wanting to be with someone else or if i even deserve to be there since i couldnt make two mariages work out. sometimes i think i would rather just be alone for the rest of my life. maybe that is what i deserve. maybe that is all that i need. i dont think i could handle
My 1st Blog
post this saying "Ask Me Out Already i like u"
Even if you are single or not.
Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying
"I would go out with you"
(DON'T BE EMBARASED)
Repost this in 90 sec
you will be surprised who replys 2 you.
even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend
PS. must do even if taken, if not u will have bad relationships for ten years
My Story 1
[justin's pov still]
i get out of the car at the jewlery store, walking in i spot this silver ring (since amanda told me she preferred silver over gold), it had a beautiful blue sahire in the middle with little diamonds around it. it was small, but i know amanda would love it. she's never really been one to be too crazy about something big, just something small and meaningful. i ask the clerk how much it is and he said it was on sale for $200. i handed him my credit car and he give me the ring in a silky celcet black box, my credit card, and the reciept. we exchange goodbye's. then i get in the car and drive home.
[end of justin's pov]
justin walks in the house and finds amanda sitting on the couch watching degrassi.
justin: are you watching degrassi again? lol.
amanda: *smiles big* uh-uh.
justin: *shakes head and laughs sitting next to amanda, wrapping his arms around her cuddling her*
amanda: *smiles placing a hand on his neck kissing him softly*
My story is that of a miracle. Never in my wildest dreams would I have guessed that the person, who would return my sense of hope, would be my own five-year-old daughter. This is my story.
Another morning in the Aspen Mountains. Another morning I must face without her.
Ever since I lost my wife, Merry, it has been such an incredible burden to wake up every morning without her by my side. She died in a car crash. It had been sleeting that day, and the roads were slippery. She had been driving home to us, after a trip to the library to get some books. But the driver on the other side sped up, and his wheels skidded. He lost control of the vehicle, and my wife was hit head-on.
It is still a bit hard to talk about this, since it happened only three weeks ago, right after Thanksgiving. I remember that night clearly. I had been finishing up the dishes as Merry and our daughter, Hope, played around on the living room carpet. I remember smiling as Hope’s
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to
ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably
more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so
remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best
friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry
because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you
love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never
been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of
happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never
Thinking of You
I look out the window and just stare...
As the wind blows the dirt through the air..
The howling sound in the night...
Twinkling stars, such a beautiful sight...
I think of you and how you are...
Making a wish on a shooting star...
I think of what could be...
If you was here next to me...
Looking out at the darkness in the sky...
Really wanting to just cry...
I long for your caressing touch...
From the bottom of my heart I love you so much...
Mystery's Mystical Blog
THE TIME THAT I'VE WASTED IS MY BIGGEST REGRET,SPENT IN THESE PLACES I WILL NEVER FORGET. JUST SITTING AND THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS I'VE DONE,THE CRYING ,THE LAUGHING,THE HURT AND THE FUN.
NOW IT'S JUST ME AND MY HARD-DRIVEN GUILT BEHIND A WALL OF EMPTINESS I ALLOWED TO TO BE BUILT. I'M TRAPPED IN MY BODY, JUST WANTING TO RUN, BACK TO MY YOUTH IT'S LAUGHTER AND FUN.
BUT THE CHASE IS OVER AND THERE'S NO PLACE TO HIDE.EVERYTHING IS GONE, INCLUDING MY PRIDE. WITH REALITY SUDDENLY RIGHT IN MY FACE, I'M SCARED, ALONE AND STUCK IN THIS PLACE.
NOW MEMORIES OF THE PAST FLASH THOUGH MY HEAD, AND THE PAIN IS OBVIOUS BY THE TEARS THAT I SHED. I ASK MYSELF WHY AND WHERE I WENT WRONG. I GUESS I WAS WEAK WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN STRONG.
LIVING FOR DRUGS AND THE WINGS THAT I HAD GROWN, MY FEELINGS WERE LOST, AFRAID TO BE SHOWN. AS I LOOK AT THE PAST IT'S SO EASY TO TO SEE THE FEAR THAT I HAD, AFRAID TO BE ME.
I'D PRETEND TO BE RUGGED, SO FAST AND SO COOL.
WHEN ACTUALLY LOST LIKE A B
My 1st Contest
ok everyone i need 330 comments for my contest and if everyone will come and help then i know i can win this thing.... Please and remember if you ever need my help all you have to do is ask...thanx to everyone who comes and helps me out...
I am in my first contest everyone and now
I really need everyone's help I will help you out when you guys need help all you have to do is ask me and now please go to the contest and comment bomb me I really need it I am 700 below the 1st person so I need everyone
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
Thanx to everyone that comes out and gives me a hand....
when we first met i was so excited.i couldnt belive someone so great was interested in me. the slightest touch from u sent a tingle through my body. when you bit my neck, i froze. i couldnt. belive how comfertable i felt with your arms around me.t hat kiss goodbye was so sweet. after that nite i made sure i was online every morning hoping you would atleast say hi. the gift you gave me made me the happiest i had been in a long time. just sitting with you on the couchwas so sweet. i nver thought you would actually ask me. altough it was weird for a min, i was so thrilled to b your g/f. just seeing you ALWAYS made my day brighter. going anywhere with you was always a trip :). that first (& only) nite we spend together was AMAZING. i loved just laying there in your arms. it was so nice to b wanted. but then i started to c and talk to you less and less/ then one day YOUR friend tells me that us beign together is a bad thing. the next day im told your talkin and tryin to fuck soem other gurl
To all My Cherry friends, I want to wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
“mystory” A Revelation In The Making
I’m using this book I have
For the last thing it requests of me
This may not be great
To me it is still a mystery
I’m using this book for what its worst
And on this February 3, That worth may lower its value
Nothing special about this date, Nothing special at all
This may mean the world to me, But a peace of s&*! to you all
This book has history to it
Not one that you can get in school
This history is of me, So I named it mystory
And this book is nearing its end
To me this book came: New, Clean, and Untouched
Couldn’t wait to write my first word down
I wrote thing I need not share, For some of you were there
For you who would like to read, This is the reason for that lock & key
No mistake can be erase all are writing down
At times I may lose my page
I start a new, But continue writing down
Hi to all who are my friends. I have not been on lately if you've noticed if not that's cool too. But I probably won't be on very often for the next few months due to school and work. So I cannot participate my time in sending things back and forth or comment bombing if your in something so please do not ask.
Not trying to sound like a dick or anything but I seriously have no time besides getting work done. I wish you all well and look forward when I do have time to chat with you all again.
Derrick/ImmortalRain My Mottos
Here are a few of my mottos, I wrote them on my friend Eric's blog but decided I liked them and wanted to post them myself so here they are...
1) The past is gone, the future is far in the distance but the present is now. So live for the present because it is what matters.
2) This is a fairly new one. It kind of points out the extremes we make. If we care for something or want something so bad we lose sight of ourselves a
Mysterious Ways' !
Mysterious Ways Video - U2 lyricsU2 Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure
I sit here alone
My head in my hands
Tears flowing freely
What has become
Of my happiness
Dismissed so easily
I feel in me
Takes my breath away
The love I gave
Only to you
I regret now today
You said words
Of love to me
Now in the past
The only thing
I ever wanted
Was a love to last
Now you are busy
No time for me
Or the baggage I bring along
All the nights
Your loving touch
I felt that I belong
Now you’re gone
I’m alone again
With nothing but dreams
I saw myself there
Wrapped in arms forever
Now all torn apart at the seams
Her stomach in knots
Their meeting today
She’s nervous as hell
He’s on his way
Starting out the window
He pulls in the drive
Her heart skips a beat
Watching him arrive
She walks out the door
To meet and to greet
Her palms are clammy
She can’t feel her feet
He exits the car
Watching her walk
He sucks in a breath
But forgets how to talk
Face to face
Awkward and strange
I thought I might share something that I read, and left me feeling inspired I hope you all like it.
1. A confident woman knows she is loved.
2. A confident woman refuses to live in fear.
Fear is not from god.
Fear causes people to bury talents due to fear of failure, judgement, or critisim.
3. A confident woman is positive.
4. A confident woman recovers from setback.
You only fail when you stop trying.
5. A confident woman avoids compersion.
6. A confident woman takes action.
Making mistakes is not the end of the world.
7. A confident woman does not live in "IF Only" and "What If"
It's not your abilities that God desires it's your availability.
by: Joyce Myers YEAH I KNOW IT'S EARLY FOR A RANT BUT HERE GOES
WHY OH WHY OH WHY CAN'T SOME MEN TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER? CAN SOME ONE ANSWER THIS PLEASE?? I'M SORRY SHOULD I HAVE SAID LITTLE BOYS INSTEAD OF MEN YEAH THAT FITS BETTER. HAVE PEOPLE FORGOTTEN HOW TO READ? I MEAN I HAVE ON MY PROFILE THAT I WILL NOT GET ON CAM FOR AN
My Step Daughter Sent This To Me
Read if you have time for God. Make sure you read all the way to the bottom.
God, when I received this e-mail, I thought... I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work.
Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lot of the problems in our world today.
We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning...Maybe, Sunday night...And, the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have Him around during sickness...
And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...
Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.
May God forgive me for ever thinking...
That... there is a time or place where..
HE is not to be FIRST in my life.
We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.
If, You aren't ashamed to do this...Please follow the
Hiya all, just a few words about my last trip to florida :)
got back home to sweden yesterday after spending 3 weeks in florida visiting friends over there.
I spent most of the time driving around looking for a place to live for one of my friends there that was told by her landlord she had to move out before feb 5.
Idrove about 2200 miles during this trip......lol
I'm allready looking in to possible flights for my next trip......i just love florida and it's likely i'll move over there some day:)
My 1st Blog... So Song..
There's a hero if you look inside your heart.
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
It's a long road when you face the world alone.
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Hold on, there will be to
well another shitty story of my life as a truck driver.
as most of you know i took wednesday off to take my boy to knobeles and while im on my day off the mechanic at work was to paint my truck from my accident last december.
i come in this morning and fire up my truck, with half the hood painted, and head over to st.clair to pick up my trailer. half way over my truck starts to howl like a wolf and loose power. ive never heard a noise like this b4 on any truck. well the mechanic comes over to look at it and tells me that the turbo shit the bed. fuck
so now i have to drive the spare truck until my truck gets done. this truck sucks big time its a flat top which means i cant stand up in it like my truck. i dont have any of my stuff with me. and im not changing everything over just for a few days. the worst part of this truck is not that i dont have my XM or as much room or the speed of my truck, its the fact that the seat doesnt have arm rests. i hate not having arm rests it blow
Mystic Love Of Life.....
Mystic love of life… To cherish what you have… Becomes a prize with-in… To be love is a treasure… To lose a love… Becomes an inner experience of heartbreak… Destiny is a mystery of life… The past becomes a ghost that at time hunts you…. Today bring tears, laughter, joy, wonders, hug, kisses, but most of all it leaves you with hope, that tomorrow becomes a brighter day…..
Im so new to this.....Not real sure where to go with this, but i guess there is always a first time right. Hello to everyone and someone plz tell me how all this shit works.
ok, as some of you know, a couple months ago, i decided to go back to school to earn my GED. Being a High School drop out has had its affects on me, and for the longest time, i've felt bad about not graduating. Especially after seeing both my brother and sister graduate.. But, i did however take a GED test Last Tuesday. and here are the results...
So i just got done talking to my mother. Docs told her that she may only live for another 5 years or so. Not very good news to my ears. She\'s been having so many heart problems, and surgeries. And nothings helping? wtf?
So she told me she was making up her will. And leaving her $200k house to me. ; Just makes me sad. How am i supposed to accept that? I dont want my mother to die. blah
nik What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illino
My Stuff *:]
You took away my last breath
Left me gasping for air
Tore the soul inside me apart
As I'm left standing in total darkness
What have you done?
What did you do to me?
Took away the one precious thing I still had left
Why did I have to give it all away
Every last drop of trust was left in you
I'm laying on the floor motionless
No strength to get back on my feet
Nights pass as days stand still
I'm stuck in the moment of my biggest mistake
Where do I turn when all the lights go out
As I'm running through the rain
Sobs and sad sorrow is the expression on my face
Did you ever really love me to begin with
Were all the words you said a lie
Why did you have to cut me so deep?
Leaving a hole in the place where my heart used to be
Now I walk around cold and afraid
I don't want anyone else to see the scars you left with me
Why did you have to make me fall for you
Then walk away
My 1st Blast
Ok everyone watch for my 1st blast because I may miss it...I just got it for 1 day for now lol!! Anyway if anyone does see it take a screen shot for me lmao!!! I had no idea what to put in it was lost for words... imagine that me lost for words hahahaa!!!
Love you all
My Stuff, Thoughts, Etc.
Good day ladies and gentlemen.. thought I would get this kicked off right by saying hello. For those who do not know, I am single and taking applications, lol. I will talk to just about everyone, but I do not like drama queens or people who only want me to rate them. This is NOT A popularity contest, it is designed to meet new and exciting people.. so if your one of those drama people.. do not even bother. You shall be ignored. Anyways, Im not much for writing blogs unless Im drunk, so, I shall keep people posted when I can! Also I do have MySpace if anyone wants to look. The address is http://myspace.com/shadow_alchemist29
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Perfection in my Eyes
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.
Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my h
My 1st Contest
Ok, So I entered my 1st contest a few days ago and was just going to see how I did without posting a blog. Unfortunately, I only have 4 comments at the moment.
So I am asking all friends and anyone who checks me out or whatever, to take a peak at the contest and rate and comment on my pic. Remember, this is a comment contest so if you are going to rate it, please at least say hi.
I look forward to hearing all your comments.
The link to the contest is: http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=158234&albumid=188010
I will show my respects to everyone who comments.
I just joined cherry tap recently and im amazed totally how great and caring everyyone is...Thank you so much God bless you...xoxox Thanks to all that visit my page,,,any help be nice..Im a fresh starter..hahaha
You scored as Drow. You are a Drow, a very ancient breed of elf. They major in magicks. They very dark and mysterious and never trust anyone. Very shady, lonesome people. Lighten up and go to a party. You might meet someone special there... ^.~Drow92%Vampyre83%Dragon83%Shadow Spirit83%Sorceress67%Wolf67%Goddess58%Zombie42%Elf25%Faerie17%What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com
LOVE....the best and worst thing to happen to a person
Love brings all the happiness and joy a person could ever wish for
Makes you feel ALIVE and no one could harm you
But there is something that can harm you
That thing is LOVE
It's a bitch with no forgiveness
Love can be your best friend or you worst enemy
Make you feel so warm inside
Feel as though you caould fly
Fly so far that nothing could ever ruin you happiness
But for the real world, there's no happiness
Only dark skies filled with rain clouds
PAIN and AGONY surrounding your EMPTYNESS
Pain from the wound in you chest
Emptyness from your heart being ripped out of your chest
And the agony of knowing that love has defeated you
So there you stand, outside in the cold
And the rain won't stop
You stand ALONE
Looking around to find nobody in sight
You catch a glimpse of something on the ground
You look to the ground and see that is where you heart lies
And the only thing you can do is wonder
Wonder how love co
Mysteries Of Me
Yo, I don't know what to think! I hate gettin mixed signals, playin games, and just bein out of the loop. Alright this one girl has been fuckin wit me every since I met her. I know she wants me and I'm willing to make hr feel good, but she has a boyfriend (a goofy mufucka at that) I asked her for a cig and she said" yeah as long as your girlfriend is ok if I smoke with you". No female in site, just me and my boy. I didnt say anything at the time because I was feinin for nicotine. I think she thinks she's the shit and canfuck wit dudes to get her way, but I haven't studied this specimen as closely as the next I will describe.
This other one is an 18 yr old tat Ihooked up with because she was stalking me at the mall. she didn't want to go home so I took her back to the spot and we fucked she initiated itI wasn't going to make a move beinthe gentlemen I am but when she made her move I was like ok you done fucked up now and I gave her the the fckin of her life. Anyway, she's coniving li
My 1st Story
To waken in the night
To always find your there
To reach out in the shadows and touch of you face and hair
To waken while you sleep
And as I stare; to feel you strong arms close around me
To know that you are real,
To sense the steadfast throb
Of your heart beneath my cheek!
To surrender to your lips
As drowsily seek mine in tender passion….
In the dark to hear your whisper
From the land of dreams
Things can only get better
I am sitting in café waiting for my friends Kate and Molly to come in.
I sit with my latte and muffin, just waiting for them to walk in and sit down and tell them my day.
Looking back on my day while waiting goes back to how I woke up. Had a bad night same as I have for weeks now, it was all down to Mike.
Mike dumped me two weeks ago, for a co-worker, a tall blonde and with massive breasts, so big that if she took her bra off she would fall to the floor. Cow!
I was working and the phone went, carol from the next desk and handed the phone over a
Out of Chaos came light,
Out of Will came life,
Without form, without time
From iron black space
Through beads of crystal flame.
Cosmic rays of light and sound,
Spinning in seas of universal ether,
Piercing the armatures of spheres.
From the Mysteries-it comes.
From the Legend-it comes.
From ancestors of a thousandages-it comes.
Temple of Wotan
Holy Book of the Aryan Tribes I feel like I'm lost at this moment in time,
I'm not able to hold on to a dime,
Too many things changing,
My brain is rearanging,
Good times and bad,
Not happy, but yet not sad,
For better or worse,
Its a blessing, Its a curse,
Thoughts of me and thoughts of you,
Lord help me can all this really be true.
Life has came and life has past,
Just once I want to be sain
Feel no pain,
I am first shoved into last.
Trust, Love and Joyfullness,
Things I have been victim to,
Now I keep it away from you,
Ive played so long now I'm left in darknes
My 1st Blog....well...this Could Get Interesting.......
Ok....here it goes, first off, i wanna dedicate my very 1st blog to my sis, my best friend....I met my friend, Bobbie, online in pogo.com approx. 3 years ago. Well this past summer, Aug. 2006, she came to visit me and my family, I live in Pa, she lives in Ky., so it was approx. an 8 hour or so ride for her. To meet someone in person that you only knew online.....maybe it aint always what it should be or they aint what they "pretend" to be online, but this girl, she was MORE than what I expected! The first thing we did when she got out of the car in my driveway was a "huge-ass" hug! Well, she couldn't have come at a better time, my family really needed and enjoyed her visit. My son in-law had just had a horrible work accident and lost his eye, he's doing great now, back to work, has a prosthetic eye now and has adapted very well. My sis/Bobbie, wanted to come up and give us all a hug for what we were going thru at the time. You'll NEVER find a better, truer friend than that. Well, toda
When you get married you think it will be forever. Your own wishes and dreams cloud your vision and so when the clouds move away you see the choice you have made and realize it was wrong. YOu stay becasue that is the way you have been taught.
My first husbandtold me I was to fat. I was about the same size I am now as I was then. I believed him and so I didn't care how I looked. We were married two years before he started hitting me. The last night I was home with him he threw a knife at me to use on him. I threw the knife accross the room and ran out the door. My parents lived next door so I had only a few feet to go. I stayed at my parents and went ot the police the next day to file charges and they said they woudl get back wiht me. No one did and I stayed at mom's. Whiel I was gone on a job interview he moved everything out of the house. He filed for divorce, forcing me ot get a lawyer. He got visitng rights to our son but when he came I had a very uneasy feelign so
My 1st Blog
DIRK: WE OWE THE FANS A BIG ONE
Jimmy Rice 28 February 2007
Dirk Kuyt admits he and his teammates owe the fans a big performance against Manchester United on Saturday to make amends for their disappointing defeat at Old Trafford earlier in the season.
The Reds lost 2-0 in October and Kuyt believes a vintage display is required to banish the painful memories.
"I think we owe a performance after Old Trafford. That was a disappointing time and we definitely want a better result at Anfield this time," said the Dutchman.
"It would be a great result for us if we could do it. We just need to go and approach the game as we've done in the last week.
"If you can beat a side like Barcelona with players of the quality of Messi and Ronaldinho, you know you can beat a lot of teams.
"We've come back from Barcelona and done a good job at the weekend with a win and a clean sheet. Now we want to beat United.
"We've beaten Chelsea at home and Barcelona away, so now
Just want to thank everyone for all the love. Hubby is still kicking my butt. I can't seem to catch up to him. I might make it someday lol. Thanks again Yup that's what time it is here. Can't slep so I thought I would pop on here and check out the people who inhabit this place. What else is there to do at this time of the morning? Go to wal-mart and get my shopping done I suppose naaah. That can be done later. LOL well, off to do some other things that need to be done. LOVE YA'LL Turst is a funny things, it takes forever to earn but a moment to lose. Why do we trust those we know we can't but don't trust those we know we can. I'm not quite sure where this has come from, but it's been on my mind alot lately. I have a few people in my life I trust. Sometimes I wonder if I should. The look on their face sometimes suggests they are hiding something from me. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Due to things that have happened in the past it makes it hard for me to completely tr
1. No you cannot blow your load on my chest.
2. I don't care how good i look you cannot bite my ass.
3. If you are stroking to my pictures you don't need to tell me about it in the shout box and please clean your mess off my page when you are done.
4. NO I DON'T DO WOMEN AND WON'T RECONSIDER IT EITHER!!!
5. I don't care if you have 11 inches and want to split me in two. If you are really that big then shove it up your own ass and go f*ck yourself.
6. I don't care how good looking you are i do not feel honoured or priviledged that you want to talk to me. I really could care less.
7. No i don't want you to bend me over and make me feel like a real woman.
8. Whether i spit or swallow is really none of your business.
9. That hole is exit only so please stop asking me if you can abuse it!!!!
10. No i will not talk dirty to you in the shout box while you please yourself.
11. No i will not consider giving you my phone number so we can have phone sex.
12. No i'
My Name is Randy and this is my story.Well i grew up in a above average family with everything you can want as a child,father in the service,nice home,church going,private schools.But you see that was great if you were one his friends who did'nt know what he did to me as i was child..The service does things to poeple is all i can figure out is why he beat me from the age of two to the age thirteen.It took my mother all them years to see the pain i
was going through,and finally get the courage to leave him.
I tried to finish high school but just could'nt cope with the pressure not having any true friends that would understand, it was like everyone was smoking or drinking.And i could'nt come to terms with going through my life being abused only to destroy what i had left.So i quit school and went to work at first i struggled but then as i started to ask god to give me the faith to learn and to continue on.
That was the day when my life turned around,you see the owner of a const
My 1st Blog
Well been on here just over a month now, having a blast, thanks for all the great comments and 10's and 11's
life sucks when ur as ugly as me, guyz dont like u cuz ur not skinny with perfect hair, teeth, boobs, ass. Guyz only want to fuck sumone like me cuz im jst another girl they can fuck cuz she wants a guy to like her for once in her life...... she'll never be loved like in the fairytales ... but life is not a fairy tale for her its hell.......
All She dreams is to be happy like in a fairytale..... she dreams of her love...... The Love That Will Never Be... Everyone Says U Will Have The Right One.... But Is That Right One Jst Takin To Long..... She Wants To End Her Life.... But Gets Told Not To Cuz Her Dream Will Come Ture...... But Yet It Has Not....... Everyone says live life like the lord would want u 2. Alife without love is a life without a soul. I gave you my heart and soul. when u left u took both with u. Now I sit here without my heart and soul. On the inside i cry and beat myself up. On the outside i seem happy and like the world is my play ground. I feel so lonly without u. I j
My 1st Blast
I WON MY 1ST BLAST TY ENGLA.I ALSO WANT 2 THANK MY CT FAMILY FOR THE LONG NIGHT TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN. I ALSO WANT 2 THANK ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HELP ME 2. ALSO PLZ PRAY FOR KARI SHE IS IN THE ICU. HERE IS HER LINK: http://cherrytap.com/user/519986
ALL IS WELCOME TO STOP BY RATE,FAN,ADD FOR FRIENDSHIP NOT POINTS. HAVE FUN ALL!!!
My heart is not your COCK so quit playing with it !!!!
This was too good not to share!!! It's not easy being me..
I know everyone feels this way and I'm not alone, but it's NOT easy being me!
It's hard for me because I'm constantly told I'm the greatest Mom, funniest person, the best friend, so dependable and someone that will take care of everyone!
I'm EXPECTED to be everything to everyone but no one understands how hard that truly is!!! To be always be THAT one person everyone counts on.
I'm not.. a rock, superwoman, super-Mom or super-nurse- I am just a woman!
I know people love me but it's because how I take care of them.
Will anyone ever love me for me and not the nurse, funny person or being just Mom?
I'm so busy taking care of everyone else and everything else no one knows or has time to know how I feel.
Yes I cry alone at times. I'm the most popular person in every room yet at times the loneliest one too. Maybe because everyone knows and expects what I will do
It's time they said
to let her go
This child of mine
they've come to know
They tried so hard
to make her well
But all the while
her stat's just fell
She had more tube's
then ever before
Her serious condition
I could not ignore
I knew Mystikal's life
would soon be over
My only request was
could I hold her
She laid in my arms
so peaceful and at rest
I know in my heart
I did what was best
I look in her face
and no longer see pain
I knew from that look
that Jesus just came
With Loved ones around us
She passed through the light
For 10 and a half years
she made my life bright
I'll see her again
in on the other side I know
But it's still very hard
letting her go
It isn't easy saying good-bye
I miss you so much,
It's so hard just getting by,
without her here to give me a smile,
I miss you my angel,
see you in a short while,
Love always Dad...
Tears In HeavenBy Eric ClaptonBestAudioCodes.com
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I walked into your room saw that you were sleepin very quietly walked over to you pulled the covers down ,you were wearing that red nighty with no undies and the site of your magnificent vulva excited me so much my hardon was straining my pants.I was literally hurting from the pressure I took off my pants listening to your breathing to make sure you were not waking I knelt down between your legs gazed at your magnificent pussy.
I had left the door open just enough the light stopped before it hit your eyes as always the juice from your pussy was just amazing glittering like dew on a petal in the morning sun.I started to stroke myself staring at your pussy within 30 seconds i could feel my cum rising and forced my self to stop.I leaned down and inhaled takin in your scent my senses were going wild.
Lightly as i could I placed my mouth on your pussy and o so softly started workin your folds with my tounge I moved up a little takin your clit into my mouth letting my tounge just rest
My Stepdad Has Jokes! Lol
All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge.
"I should be in charge," said the brain, "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen."
"I should be in charge," said the blood, "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away."
"I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy."
"I should be in charge," said the legs, "Because I carry the body wherever it needs to go."
"I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes."
"I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal."
All the other body parts laughed at the rectum and insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight.
Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the eyes got watery, and the blood was toxic. They all decided that the rectum sho
ok so im new to this. I will have to say i wish i had more time on here but i have a date with strawberrys and wipp cream so till next time have a good 1.
My 1st Blogs
one of my dear friends is leaving for Iraq can you all show him some love and keep him in your prayers for his safe return bacl home to his wife and family. you will be in my prayers every nite much love to you......
do people get off down rating other people to make them feel better about there selfs? get a fucking life.......
SGT Joe Polo of Alpha Company, 2nd Battalion, 12th Infantry Regiment was
killed in action 29 March in the vicinity of Baghdad, Iraq. SGT Polo
was conducting a mounted patrol in a HMMWV when his unit encountered an
Improvised Explosive Device and subsequent small arms fire. SGT Polo was
killed instantly by the IED. Soldier
You gave me a flag,
to represent a nation.
You gave me a weapon,
to protect His creation.
Running and ducking,
I've got to get back.
An Army of One, and
I'm under attack.
I stay alive by
using my skills.
I try not to think
of the number of kills.
We used to play tag.
He finally went home,
But draped with a flag.
My 1st Poem
I am a man that has always been called a loser,
I am a man that has always been judged more than once,
I am a man that doesn't care,
I am a man that lets people think what they want to,
I am a man that has never known what it's like to be in love,
I am a man that cares about you,
I am your best friend,
I am the man who will do anything in his power to help you,
I am the man that will protect you from harm,
I am the man who cares about you,
I am the man the man who will listen to what you have to say,
I am the man who will be there for you,
I am a man who people say is no man at all,
I am the man sitting next to you,
I like to make things simple. Yesterday was easter. Went to mom and dad's. Was good to see them.
My week has started out like shit. My nephew has this girl who he met over the internet I think she was nice girl. Well the girl came down no prob I think it a wonderful gesture. Anyway she went back home and three days later telling my nephew she was preganet and she lost the baby. First i have 3 kids of my own and I have been in the medical feild for 16 years. So, I think I know what I am talking about.I asked him to come and i told him there is no way that the baby was his.well, he told her and now he thinks i tring to control his life.Frankliy, I dont give a rats ass what he does with his life, but i am not going let some bitch hurt my nephew.Now, he is pist at me for telling him this. he said i broke them up, as said earlier i dont really care what they do. He has really pushed my last buttons over this. I have been there for him ever since his dad died, and he has done nothing but give me and my girl shit. So, I am done with him. thank you all for the gifts and comments fpr my B-
My 1st Blast
First of all, thank you Maria for holding the contest to win a free blast. I want to thank all of my AWESOME Friends for putting their timeless efforts and hard work into helping me win this blast. You guys are truly AWESOME, and I couldn't have done it without you. I Love You All!
I am Truly Blessed and so Thankful to the good Lord, for giving me the gift of meeting the most Genuine, Amazing, and Awesome people, from all walks of life here on CherryTap. I consider all of my Friends here like my own Brothers and Sisters, and I keep everyone in my thoughts and prayers every day, for the very best of wishes and brightest blessings that life can bring. I love meeting new people and making friends. Friends are like Angels. They love you, watch over you, defend your honor, send messages of love, hope, encouragment, and inspiration, they comfort you, brighten your day, make you laugh, cry tears of joy, are fun to hang out with, and are always there for you when you need them the most. C
Entry for April 24, 2007
I got some girl fired lastnight, cause when i went to the bathroom she was on her cell, and it wasn't break time either ,and then i found out from the person that works behind her she'd been gone for a 1/2 hr, and last friday she stole off the food truck that comes to work, so at lunchtime some were talkin about her and i said guess what and this other girl... goes what ya got her fired and held up her hand to do a ^5 .... so i got called into the office over it . And my boss is lookin thru the handbook, which is a totally differant one than I have since I work thru an inhouse job agency...anyways he found in the book where it says ...."dishonest of trust " and made me read those words to him, which it's in the area for things you can be fired over, which he told me that becomes and issuse with HR, well by the time all of this had happened their was no HR rep in the bldg. The only reason i snitched her out is cause when i had orientation we were told that if
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My 1st Blogg
i just hope it works lol
if it DOES work,let me know
thank you/please to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Here is a little preview of all the fun I had at camp. And yes per request...A little more ASS!!!!
Hi Everyone. I just wanted to let you know that I started a website....yes yes its a naughty website. Go visit WWW.MyStrawberryMistress.com. It will have both a public and members only section. I will have lots and lots and lots of pictures on there and yes Videos. It is just starting up with a public profile....members only is soon to come. ;) I will also have a blog that everyone can see....So go Check it out !!! What’s new? What’s new? What’s new?
Well I finished a piece. I was very happy with it and then I gave it to someone within the week of its completion. I felt like my baby was ripped away from me. Now I wonder if I will be able to every sell any of my art…. I get too attached to my pieces and I don’t want to give them away. Maybe after I have a dozen large scale painting done I might feel more comfortable with doing commissioned pieces…..hmmm….who knows?
I felt it was proper to start out my first blog witha poem that i wrote a few years ago, but in some ways still explains me.
A soul crys out into the night.
To find its perfect match,
Its crys are nothing more than an unheard call.
Dispair tightens it grip,
as tears begin to fall.
Happiness has long since fell behind.
Its an unending search,
yet cannot grasp a soul in which to bind.
A true measure of a soul is in its deepth.
Although the soul is hidden,
its pain is as easy to see as its death.
My 1st Contest !
Im in a "
" Contest ... please if you get a chance stop by and show me some Love !! xoxo Just click on the picture below and COMMENT bomb !! This just started 5/11 and goes for 2 weeks ! Thank you in advance for all your love , support and votes !! But best of all .. thank you for being a friend !! I love each and everyone of ya's !
My 1st Contest...can You Help Me Out Please
I AM IN MY 1ST EVER CONTEST AND COULD USE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET...I HAVE LEAD THE CONTEST FOR 6 OF THE 7 DAYS,TONIGHT AT MIDNIGHT EST ,IT IS OVER.I HAVE FALLEN BEHIND OVER NIGHT AND YOUR HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED...IF YOU CAN,PLEASE STOP BY ANY VOTES WILL HELP...I WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE.
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Come and see my new hot slide, with nice and sexy pictures of Moi! check it out.. it's under the Dunno section of my stash! now... don't drool all over your keyboard LOL ... well, perhaps, I will allow you to drool and then make you lick it!!
My 1st Contest!
PLEASE CLICK THIS PHOTO AND COMMENT BOMB MY PIC FOR ME...SO IF YOUR BORED HOOK ME UP...THANKS SO MUCH...LATER GUYS :)
My 1st Blog
Hi there, we recently had a guy build a website for our pics and stuff. We have just over 3000 pics taken over the last 5 years. We have no idea about this stuff, the site was launched without us knowing it was online and we have not uploaded the content which has caused hubby no end of grief...... but he is trying to sort it all out this week. What kind of things do you want to see on a solo girl site? Let us know.
Kylie...x Hi there, just a quick blog to say after a lot of searching we have finally met another female that wants to into me to BI. She is actually a friend we have known for 5 years and we have recently chatted about it and she is more than happy to introduce n seduce so to speak.
She even agreed to hubby taking pics and video.
Wish me luck.....l.
Hi there, just wanted to kick off my 1st blog here. I had a small yahoo group of about 3000 members that was deleted last week due to the fact that a member had posted pics of his wife there without
Hi all cherry tappers.. you guys have been so great with comments, mail etc... I am going to get caught up and return the favor of all of you rating and commenting... thanks so much..
This is from CntryGoth...
I would like to thank you all for accepting my dog as a friend :) He is part of my world and is very important to me, this is why I created him a profile.
I am slowly workin my way thru all of the friends in his list to get you all rated. Please be patient. He is still at a pretty low level and doesnt get that many rates a day :( Hopefully that will change very soon.
Take care and much love to you all :)
CntryGoth & Frazier
What up people!! check out my stash and let me know what yall think by voting on it!!!
Look at my "Rides" photo album and tell me what you would choose as a hotrod. Keep in mind that I have an 07 Silverado Classic with the 310 hp, Alum block 5.3L.... so there is a lightning killer there if I put a blower on it and buy my wife a new 2.5 Jetta or a Avenger R/T. After making a sales person grab the "oh Shit" handle 6 times in a 4 minute test drive....... I'm leaning to the Trailblazer SS.... and the wife will keep what was my Silverado Classic LT,,,, she feels safe in it Hey y'all, what is more important: following the career that you feel you have a blood connection to or following the career that the most important person in you life wants you to follow? Both will take me to Iraq, Iran, NK.... one
(the airborne, the one that I have a family connection to) might take me to Afghanistan( for a second time) as well. What is more important: Family legacy and a unit that I fell more confident going to war with or going to a post/unit that I feel I might die every day in co
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You might as well add ~bbG~ to the list of cheaters.
~bbG~ (BlueDemon's CT wife) Queen of Demon House **Fan, Rate, THEN Add**
~bbG~ (BlueDemon's CT wife) Queen of Demon House **Fan, Rate, THEN Add**
Here is a link with screen shots of all the proof you need that bbG is a cheater. Not only is she a cheater, but she was the one using the blaster account of ldavies that you have listed in this blog.
According to the screen shots bbg's IP address is
and ldavies IP address is
3 access log pages on ldavies blaster account shows the ip address of bbg babygirlmabe 7 184.108.40.206 as the one who has logged in for several weeks. A total count of logins to ldavies blaster account from bbg's ip address is 37 times from the dates of April 18 2007 to May 17 2007.
The access logs shows the registered user of ldavies IP address 220.127.116.11 as logged in to his acc
Mysticals Gift To Tranquail
Wow now how much kinder can you be.Mystical is giving the 30 day blast to tranquailangel as a gesture of kindness and support.50000 comment's =30 day blast.
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My 1st Blog
HELLO EVERYONE.HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE 4TH OF JULY.HAVE FUN.REMEBER WHAT THIS DAY REALLY MEANS OUR FREEDOM.I AM PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN.CATCH YA ALL LATER... OKAY GUYS THIS IS MY 1ST BLOG HERE.HOPE YOU ALL ARE OKAY.I AM GREAT.JUST BEEN TRYING TO KEEP COOL.IT HAS BEEN BLAZING HOT.BEEN ENJOYING ART AND MY POETRY OTHER THEN THAT NOT TO MUCH MORE.WELL YOU ALL BE SAFE... OKAY GUYS THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG HERE.I AM NEW HERE AND AT THIS.WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT I REALLY DO NOT KNOW.SO ANYWAYS...HOPE ALL YOU ARE DOING GREAT.I KNOW I AM.IT HAS BEEN BLAZING HOT HERE AND JUST BEEN TRYING TO KEEP COOL.WELL NOT TO MUCH MORE.BE SAFE...
You robb my heart like ah thief in the night. Your touch turns my body to putty in your arms.
i can be your masterpiece if youll mold me just right. use me abuse me. i am yours . come and take me i will not fight my heart is your for the rest of this life
Please be aware, some of this material you may find disturbing. so please be warned!
I was born in 1959, in yeovil, somerset UK. I come from a family of 7 children. For the 1st 6yrs of my life, I was beaten by my father, who used to come home drunk beat my mother up and us kids. All the money he earned he spent on Drink, gambling and other women, and used to boast to my mum about the women he'd been with! But one night my Mother had flipped, in fact she had a nervous breakdown, He came home drunk as usual and started on my mother, she ran upstairs screaming, dad had tripped up and had trouble getting up again cause he was so drunk, mum packed a few clothes and took the 2 youngest and fled to her mothers, she told me she would be back next day to get us. So I went back to sleep, like I said I was only 6 yrs old then. Then my dad came up later and he woke me up to say "are you gonna give yer dad a cuddle......of course I said yes.....because it was very rare to get a c
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ok so like ive been really tempted to do this for the longest time :P and theres been one chick that is either insanely obsessed with me or my ct hubby ....either way....shes annoying as fuck!!! and I'm not even talkin just a daily visit from this chick to my page but mass visits throught the day...everyday! has been goin on with this particular one for a lil over a week now :P so this lil section of my blogs i will dedicate to you...Court12699 :D
i just started takin the screenshots yesterday...and boy shes been around enough for me to start this already :P
hahaha keep comin back...gimmie more content..i love it :P some chicks are sooo dumb!!!
And yet some more!!!! ROFLMFAO!!! GETTING SCREENSHOTS FROM OTHER FRIENDS OF MINE TOO HAHAHAHAHA
and at the moment i am unable to get a scrnshot of the date and time while at my friends on their computer for some reason you can still notice the progression in my points and stuf
I would like to apologize in advance for the length and tone of this. I want it to be known that this is not an attack on anyone. I am in no way, shape, or form writing this with the intention to insult anyone, but i'm tired of arguing with people only to lose them afterward.
This is my stance on supporting the troops that are currently engaged in Iraq.
The first thing that needs to be done is is to define the meaning of the word support as it is currently being used. It is my understanding, by the context that it is often used, that to support the troops is to have a level of appreciation for why they are there. This is the crux of my problem and the reason for the loss of my friends. I don't appreciate their reason(s) for being there. So in essence I don't "support" the troops.
Here is where I ask for your understanding. You need to comprehend how i define support. My lack of support is not a blanket rule for all the troops there. The basis of my stance splits the t
My 1st Bi Experience
Hi there, hope your all well. I just wanted to write a lil blog re last friday nites experience. We have been searching for a couple or a fem for a lil while now, we found it amazing how many single bi fems arent really genuine and how long it takes to find one. But we actually have a long term friend who is single and bi. She has wanted us to play for ages but we didnt want to ruin a freindship.
We took the plunge and took her up on the offer, we went to her house in the inner city for a drink and a chat.
We arrived at about 8pm, the diva started by giving me a full body oil massage for 30 mins. Then i dressed up in a lil school uniform to play the submissive (cool by me as i was shaking like a leaf).
She blindfolded me and led me to a lounge, she teased me and touched me for what seemed an eternity. Any way to cut a long story short, the diva removed my panties and kissed, sucked and licked my pussy...... withing 10 minutes she she made me moan with a shuddering orgasm.
There comes a time in everyones life where you just have to say "FUCK IT"...well that time has come for me. Its time for me to make some changes in my life and move on. Its been an experience for sure spending this time on fubar/CT. Ive met ALOT of really cool people on here, many diversified personalities, had tons of laffs and shed a few tears in the process but it was for the most part ALL GOOD.I dont think i will forget a single minute ive spent with any one of you from sharing daily user comments to joking , laughing and sharing days events or just bullshitting in the shout box.Each one of you has added something special in my life and for that I am truly grateful.Im not going to delete my profile so that hopefully you will keep me on your list and maybe think of me from time to time.
You ALL are very special in your own way...take care god bless and PEACE OUT.
tonights going to be my lasy night on here for a
i miss u...i miss hearing your voice, now that you are gone who will i have fun with...
i need u..i need to be held in your arms one more time, i need to see your bright smile...i need 2 be w/u..
why do u do this 2 me..u know how much i like u.. why do you neglect my love for you..u know what i feel for you... why can't you just acknowledge me?? i all ways think about it would've been like if you and me were "us"..
i all ways see how you look at me, i will allways kno that you had a special spot in your heart for me.. i kno you have a special someone who is not me, oh how i wish it was...
i just cant forget about u why...why do u do this to me..i try to look happy around u, but inside i am torn to bits.. i see you and i just want to run up to you and kiss and just hold on to you forever...
the other day you looked at me with eyes of happiness, i thought i was on cloud nine.. i was soo happy to see your face light up, you gave me a hug, and said i missed you... you lean
~my 1st Blog~
Since I'm new to fubar I'll share my opnions on it!
Most people are very nice and respectful on here, I love the no porn or naked pics rule, it makes the site alot cleaner and not so trashy. There's just a few things I don't understand about it. Its the "mumm"ing part of it and the nsfw rule.
I recently got banned from mumming and don't REALLY know the reason why. Ok here's the story...
I didn't know what mumming meant until just yesterday, well I posted a mumm about if people get upset about posting stuff that actually doesn't make up my mind. There was this guy who came in and just posted "Do you like things up your rosebud" and I knew he was just playing around so I responded back to hime "Perv (with the tounge out)". The then another woman came in and posted a pic with poop on it I responded back to her "I can't get grossed out I have a three year old have a nice day". And the next thing I knew I got an email saying that my mumm is banned for "nsfw". So I spent most of t
My 1st's On Fubar
Hello everyone. Thank you all so much for the nice comment's and comment's about my pic's, that's really sweet of all of you but please bear with me cause i am new to this and if i don't respond or leave comment's or anything like that it's cause i'm new to this and still learning. Thank you. Kisses. :)
UPDATE: I am no longer confused I now know how to rate, add comment's, and other thing's. Thank you for being kind and being patient but if anyone need's help with certain thing's just either....
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An indicator of interest is seduction community jargon for either verbal and nonverbal communications between two people that conveys (usually sexual) interest.  The term was coined by Mystery, and is often abbreviated "IOI."
Indicators of interest are part of flirting. Examples of nonverbal indicators of interest can involve touching (kino), fidgeting, eye contact, and body language cues, such as Proteans. Verbal indicators of interest can range in subtlety from statements such as "Did that hurt?" (referring to a piercing), to "Wow, you're amazing." Generally, after three indicators of interest, one has built enough attraction to move to A3.
I went tubing again. Yeah, so happy about that. I went to Big Rapids, never been there before. I had so much fun. I went with people I love and care about. My baby, my girl Xiomara, and old and new friends. (Shout out to D, honey I Luv U, we almost lost ya, but we got you...LOL)
So far, I know I love the outdoors, I just find it so fascinating, so what sometimes it's kind of dangerous, so far it's been fun. I can't wait to go camping. Any one wanna go? LOL
I'd post pictures but I couldn't take the camera, it's currently down. But I will post pictures of my crazy get together on Friday night.
Barbie Hey Friends,
Just wanted to let you know I uploaded some new pictures...Check them out and leave some luv.
-Barbie So once again I find myself in a situation where I don't know what to do, how to feel, or even worse, how to act. Between love and money problems...I'm just done with it. I wish I could pick up and leave, and start a new life. I know! that would
Mystery Lily..answered =-)
Today I spend the day weilding my green thumb, which has been lazy of late. Being in a good mood I thought I would drive down to S.Austin to check out the Natural Gardener's nursery to see what all the talk is about. I was overwhelmed by the size and the myriad of plants to add to my lil spot of green. An awesome place to visit or shop.
While wandering about looking at all the cool goodies;-) I came across the daylilies. Noticing a familiar face looking back. I knew it was the ones I have been trying to indentify. Looking two more down one was in full bloom. BINGO! I had my answer. A Milk and Wine Lily. So cool.
Here's the website for the nursery for my local buds.
A quick write up on the Milk and Wine Lily.
Crinum x herbertii
(Milk and Wine Lily)
"Crinum lilies are one of our most common old garden and cemetery plants. In many ways, they remind me of Texas and the South. They're huge, the biggest of all bulbs. They're so showy
My Stories And Stuff
As the rain sprinkles down, our bodies stick together in sync as we pull off to the side of the road near the beach. You suggest that we take a walk down by the water. I pull the bottle of wine from the bag and a blanket to lie on. The air is so hot and muggy so we decide to take a swim before we relax.
The waves are capping as we venture into the water. My body tenses up as you take the back of your hand and gently touch my exposed shoulder. I feel the warmth of your lips on my neck as you breath hot air and kisses. I pretend not to notice your hand slip under my shirt and you caress my belly, every so careful not to move your hand too quickly and startle me.
The water gently glides over your hand and it gives you opportunity to move your hand farther up to just under my breast. My nipples are peaked and cold, but the rest of me is on fire.
You whisk me around into your arms and look deep into my eyes. I hoped that you would kiss me, but you study my face and brush the hair o
THIS IS NOT ME, BUT SOME GUY WHO WANTED TO BE WITH ME, WHEN I WOULDN'T HE GOT PISSED AND STARTED MAKING THREATS NOW HE'S CREATED THIS PROFILE WITH MY NAME ON IT HE HAS A PIC OF MY SON AND CINDYLOU'S SON IN HIS PROFILE AND SAYS THAT HE HAS NUDE PICS OF ME AND WILL SHOW ANYONE HE'S PISSED AT ME CUZ I WON'T BE WITH HIM SO THIS IS HOW A SICK MIND LIKE HIS WORKS TRYING TO GET BACK AT ME....GO SHOW THIS SICKO SOME SDMF LOVE
You have a sexual IQ of 160
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my stash is down if its not sorted out with in the next week i am going to get rid off my profile and stop using it and tell all my friends who use its to stop using it
I see you as a beautiful rose
looking into ur eyes I see a blossom full of life
Your skin soft as petals
A tingle sensation goes through me when I touch
Your aroma goes into my nose to my lungs filling them with pleasure
Those lips colored deep red for passion
When the petals fall there is nothing left except ur cold barbwire stem
When you hold me the thorns piercing my skin
It’s wrapping my body, chocking, digging my skin my blood flows out
The thorns dig deeper in my skin scaring my soul
My soul leaking going into my vanes and pouring into the floor of blood
When you go I will heal in the outside but the inside I will still have the scars forever they stay
Again and again I will have more scars
Even though I will die I cant stop
The heartless thorns are not the ones killing me
It's your beauty that causes my pain my demise
I cant stop thinking about your beauty I want to touch and hold
even though I feel pain I cant let go.
Mystery Method - Pickup Artist
These techniques can save a shy guide from many lonely and dull nights in a bar.Dutter's many anecdotes about the dating world were both helpful and motivational. Knowing that a fellow shy guide, armed with some proper strategies, could enter the dating world, certainly embolden me. My only suggestion is that, since the book was published before the Internet explosion, an updated version is needed with the author tackling such issues as email, instant messaging and social networking sites such as friendster,myspace and facebook.
Mystery Man vh1 TV show
This book is packed with information that none of the other books even touched on. I'll try to give you a few examples of what I mean. The book is over 260 pages and there are about 20 italicized pages that just cover university studies on dating. The book covers every aspect from how to approach a to how to look, act, and behave. There are super techniques in the book that will get you a date every single time y
I want to thank everyone that helped me to level up. It proves that it is a nice place around here.
So Thanks Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT'LL GIVE YOU GOOSE-BUMPS!!!
You don't want to miss this! ((*_*) )
1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq
2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization!
3. Noah built the ark in Iraq
4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq
5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq !
6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq !
7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq
8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq
9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel
10. Amos cried out in Iraq !
11 Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed Jerusalem
12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq !
13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!)
14. Belshazzar, the King o
I am not a 10, nor do I ever believe I will be. I think I'm around a 6 or a 7. What I don't get is why people automatically have been rating me a ten, when on other websites my average is around 4.5. I would rather have people be honest. I'm honest when I rate photos, so why isn't everyone else? I think it's rather lame that so many people can't be honest about what they think of others on here. You wouldn't rate everyone a ten in real life, would you? No, so why do it here, you know? Don't rate someone a ten unless you really mean it. You think you know me...but you dont...you have no clue... i am lost in the shadows of the past, longing, regretting.... wanting to run away, but wanting to stay, wanting things to change...but stuck in a rut of sorrow.... My heart is bleeding, emotions raw, nothing and everything to hide but my pain is there, ever present, always pressing....
You try to understand, but you cant....no one can...I dont even understand. Broken....shattered, holding o
This is a vid of my wife giving me a blowjob. She is listed under my family so feel free to add her. =)
At some point in my life I thought everyone was fake and noone really cared. From somewhere and somehow you ended up here. Always a gentle kind word. Now if you weren't here to say hi ,or just let me know you were still here I would lose a part of my world. I know that noting between us will ever be more than what it is now, but as long as you are in my life I'll always hold you near.
This is for one of my best friends noone will ever take your place you have a special place in my heart and you know who you are.
Love you . Dinner and a movie 45.00
Condom and a quick roll in the sack .75 and a waste of time.
The love I have to offer PRICELESS It's dark I'm losing sight of the light. Can this be true might I die? Who will miss me, who would care. I wonder why this happened to me an not you. Not that of course i would wish tis on anyone, but more as a question. So many times I have often wondered especially lately what my family my friends my kids would do without me? I'm faced w
My 1st Fubar Contest....
Here's the link, stop by and bomb me plz! it's my first fubar contest ever!!!!
Thanks to all! Hugs and Kisses,
Mysterious Thing Called Love
1. What is swinging?
Swinging started when impotent men allowed their wives to be fucked by well-hung studs so that they wouldn't leave them. However, in the many years since, swinging has developed and now many small-dicked men as well as limp-dicked men will share their wives with the likes of you and me.
2. What do I need to get into swinging?
For a single male swinger, the most important thing you need is a big cock. If you have a genuine ten-inches or more then you're laughing, but eight inches is sufficient. A big cock is the most important thing in a woman achieving orgasm, so that's what most swinging women will be attracted to.
DO NOT BE FOOLED if a woman claims she likes receiving oral, or foreplay, or that dick-size isn't important to her; it isn't important, it's _vital_. Women are hypocrites in this respect; they like to boast about not being so "shallow", but in the cold light of day, when she's choosing her next fuck-target, she'll go for the biggest di
When I look at myself,I cannot see, See past my stunned face,To who I should be, Gone are the days, Of insecurities,Long since past, Has gone my innocence,I've turned myself, Into a spiteful creature,Everything I'm not, And everything I wish to be,
My pain is gone, Replaced by rage,My anger it boils, From inside of me,I wish to be rid of this curse, I forever wish,To erase all these cuts, My dreams are inside me, So out of reach,This person I've created, Has sinned to much,I want this all gone, And be able to live,I just want myself back, The things I have done,I know have been wrong, But they have shaped who I am,And now I am strong,
My wisdom is wiser, My heart not so small,My burdens are secrets I carry alone,No longer the torment of worry and hurt,I put all my friends through, Without their support,I would not have pulled through.
posting this for those who care lol... :) im in a contest and really really need the help... any help would really be appreciated please!!!
Sasha ~AKA~ pink :D Wana "own" me? I'm up for grabs...
Sitting on the edge of a cloud, he watched her. He was her guardian, Aubrey, the one sent to watch over her and guide her through life’s journey. She was crying again, her body bleeding and bruised, she soon fell asleep, consumed by her own exhaustion; this was when he could help her the most. The girl’s dreams were beautiful, she had everything a little girl could ever hope for and was always so happy. There was never any pain or sorrow when she was dreaming, they couldn’t hurt her here. As he watched her play in her perfect dreamland his heart ached, he knew that it wouldn’t last, that when she awoke the pain and suffering would set in again. His once majestic wings seemed somewhat withered at the thought of what this girl goes through, but he was at least happy that he could bring her the joy that he did.
With the sunrise, the girl got up and fixed the breakfast for her family. He cringed as she was hit for simple mistakes, or simply because they felt like hitting her, but she co
So, I am trying to get them to you souly...lol
View my stash for amy's lessons on the Celtic Metaphysic...
expect more soon...i am dating them for you! OK...so now that I am done indulging what appears to be a sick obsession with Neil Haskell from: "So You Think You Can Dance"
Allow me to tell you that I was SO impressed with most of his dances that I had to put them somewhere I could find them to watch them again if I wanted to.
Neil also happens to be a member of my parent's church (and mine until I became a Pagan...lol).
His older brother is best friends with my best friend's younger brother. I graduated with his oldest sister.
I cannot get over what a small world it is! And I never in a zillion years would have expected to see "Little Neil Haskell" on tv!
I had no idea he could dance that well!
So anyways... that's half my stash right now
I also added some images of pentacles and yggdrasil trees. I am in the process of obtaining a pendant of a yggdrasil, with an amber di
Top 5 Lies Women Tell :
5. I'm a virgin
4. He's just a friend
3. I don't suck dick
2. I'm cumn
And the 1 answer is
1. IT'S UR PUSSY
send me your comments Do any of you women know what the worst FUCK is, its a MIND FUCK! Its when u let a person FUCK up your head & you put them first over everything in your life. Keep ya' GAME Tight, don't SLIP & PLEASE DON'T FALL 4 IT!
(send me your comments or replys) Do anybody know why so many people are playin so many GAMES on this FUBAR. I got on so I could catch up with old friends & maybe meet new ones. But this SHIT is crazy, I'm a GAMER. I play PS3 & XBOX, THATs IT! Some people on here are stright trippin, on some other shit. I'm a laid back guy, who likes to go out every now & then & have a drink. All this other shit is CRAZY. I don't no whats worst, Yahoo 360 or Myspace. Now I got on here & WOW just WOW. Maybe some of these people need to STEP AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER! NO drama & GAMES H
In the early times I found you easy.I might have caught a glimpse of you as you turned a corner or heard your laughter from a distance.It is harder now more people on the planet, more lands ,language barriers to cross.I will find you though I always have and allways will.Fate helps sometimes.
I have served you in the land of egypt ruled by the pharoes.I was but a slave ,there to do your bidding.You were allways kind though, even to people below your station.I prepared your food ,took care of your garmets,drew your baths infusing the hot water with your favorite oils.I was the one you turned to when you felt no one else was safe.I made my oath at that time to not let time stand in my way and to allways protect you.When the Pharoah's priest demanded sacrifice to abate the plague that struck our lands and chose you to offer that sacrifice,it was I that led the uprising to save your life.Sacrificing myself to ensure your safety.
In France our roles were equal.Possibly as a reward for
Listen to my music and Visit my MYSPACE page too xoxo
My 31st B'day
Well, what can I say, where did 30 go? WHO FUCKIN' CARES!!! My 31st was better......
I got F***ed up!
I drank 2 much, 2 fast!
I slammed 2 Long Island Iced Teas, & my "Bartender's Surprise" b'day shot & I don't remember 2 much after that.
But I did dance with some blonde chick, then we made out & stuff, & I had the whole bar cheering 4 me cuz I was gettin-r-done! The worst part about it is that I don't remember that stuff....the good stuff! Dammmmit!!!! & she even made out with 1 of my other friends & then ucked on another friend's boob while standing up in front of everyone, but I got the most action, of course. heee hee.
well I hope someone got some GOOD pix & video of it so it can refresh my memory. hee hee.
Needless 2 say that the bartenders & the owner love it when were there cuz we just just know how 2 PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR!!!! (Or should I say "HIT IT LIKE A PORNSTAR")
She held the covers over her head as she curled up into fetal position. The thunder was crackling so loud, her windows shook.
Don’t be retarded. She thought to herself knowing just how ridiculous she was behaving at the age of 16. It was unlike Jessica to be afraid of a storm.
Another flash, one seemed to last more than a mere second, more like 10 seconds. It pulsed like a strobe light. Jessica could see its flicker from under her bed spread.
“One-Mississippi, Two-Mississippi, and Three…”
The thunder sounded like a freight train crashing through a building.
This is crazy. Why am I so afraid?
Jessica recalled the dream she had last night. It was a silly dream most likely summoned by the stupid troll movie her friend made her watch. She had a dream that a troll-like creature lived under her house. She found her white cat Snowball, torn into fluffy blood matted shreds near her porch. Under the porch, she heard a hissing type sound and smelled a foul odor of decay. She k
For anyone that personally talks to me this will be old news for u but as for the rest of u im gonna give a quick little update to my life.
Back in april i quit my job.. at walmart. I took a month off for my bday and to just not have to stress on anything. I got a new job workin at Hobby Lobby in the frame shop.
I totally hated the job. Most the time it was too repeditive and the other part of the time it was just... boring. Not to mention that on freight day it was jsut hot n sweaty moving stuff outta the truck to the floor. My department managers were real bitches the majority of the time (u know the type of women that seem to be on the rag permanently).
Granted i guess if i was a virgo then it would be perfect job.. always worrying bout perfection but im just not that nit picky.
It recently flooded here in alot of the parts of town. I had been driving and had no choice but to go through it, which ended up flooding the car. So in the long run it was rended useless. An
Yeah, this is trying to get people to look, I know, but I just wanted to say I have hot new NSFW pics up. How do I put trackz in my profile? So, it's been quite a long time since I've been on this here site. I haven't signed on since like May and that's back when it was Cherrytap. Anyways, forgot my password and the e-mail I used, so I had to create a whole new one. That sucks. And it ticks me off that I can only rate so many people within a 24 hour time span. I guess I'll have to find other ways to level up when that happens. I also want to become more popular on this here site, but not quite sure how, so someone please help me out!
Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved.' I hope your weekend was better than mine and the reason I say this is because I was in the hospital. For those of you close to me know that I've been really sick for the past six weeks with a cough. Well, I went to the doctor Saturday, December 1, 2007.
After explaining to the doctor what was going on, he sent me immediately to the hospital. He believed I could have a blood clot in my lungs. I rushed to the hospital full of fear and tears in my eyes pondering whether I was going to be really sick and die and leave my family behind.
Well, after arriving at Blodgett Hospital and being admitted immediately with chest pain, I was put in a room on a nice white blanket covered h
My 21st Bday Party Every One Welcomed
everone my 21st is comeing up i want my party to be completey crazy any one thats intersted in comeing please contact me asap the party will be november 26 i know its a little close to thanksgiving that y i hate my birth day allways over done by a damn holiday well if u want to or r able to come please email me thanks all
My Stuff And Other Things
1. Armadillos sleep in the middle of the road with all four feet in the air.
2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in Oklahoma
3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in OK, plus a few no one has ever seen before.
4. Raccoons will test your melon crop, and let you know when they are ripe.
5. If it grows, it will stick you. If it crawls, it will bite you!
6. Nothing will kill a mesquite tree. *except my father*
7. There are valid reasons some people put razor wire around their house.
8. A tractor is NOT an all terrain vehicle. They do get stuck. *My father knows this to be very true*
9. The wind blows at 90 mph from Oct 2 till June 25; then it stops totally until October 2.
10. Onced and twiced are words.
11. Coldbeer is one word.
12. People actually grow and eat okra.
13. Green grass DOES burn. *Again, my father knows this from experience*
14. When you live in the country you don't have to buy a dog. City people drop them
My Story I'm Working On
In 1985, McCalister had it all. A wife who loved him, fresh out the academy, and an expert in his field. But as much as he has, the last several years have been nothing but brutal to him. His wife Regina has left him for another man, his ten year old daughter was murdered brutally, and all he has left is his job. McCalister devotes his life to his work and nothing else. The year is now 2005 and now McCalister is stricken with guilt over his daughter's murder. He's consumed to find the murderer. He works day & night. Everyone around him says he's a loner, McCalister calls it DETERMINATION.
On a stormy night in the year 2005, McCalister lays in his bed in a cold sweat. He rarely sleeps here. Most of the time he's at his desk at the station. As he closes his eyes, an all to familar sound rings in his ears.
McCalister looks over at it and just lets out a sigh as he knows it's just a reminder of what he has grown accust
My 1st Taste
Announcing my arrival at the pre arranged destination 10mins early I was instructed to enter the premises at the time we agreed NOT 10mins early not 10 mins late… as I waited with great anticipation drawing on a cigarette.. OMG what have I got myself into. The enthusiasm the fear of what was to come.
The time had come for me to enter the premises. I was to walk 3 meters to the white mat where I was to kneel, head bowed, eyes closed hands open palms facing up resting on my lap, just as he instructed me to do.
5 mins had passed and I hear footsteps to the left of me, as he approached my heart started beating faster….he walked behind me and cupped the back of my neck, firmly yet gently. Then he released his grip. I then heard something that sound like a chain, then it stopped. He covered my eyes with a blindfold so I was in total darkness, which was somewhat exciting…he then told me I only speak when I am spoken to and I will answer him with master/sir at the end. “Do you understand he
My 1st Blog!!
Hi I'm a 24yr old Barista Living in AZ. I'm supposed to be in KY but i got stuck. I'm a single mom of 3 I have custody of 1. I'm in love with life but haven't found the love of my life yet. Check me out. I love meeting new ppl. and going new places. My fav trip was going from Owensboro Ky to Kingman AZ. Great road trip!!!
hit me up if you wanna talk
My Stuff 'n Thoughts
Hear you say you wants me.
Tell me how special I am to you.
Share the dreams you had of me with me.
Tell me how badly you wants me to be in your arms.
Please tell me you want to kiss me forever.
Share tears with me, comfort me.
Tell me how much you needs me.
Sing me a song what your heart sings.
Tell me the reasons that you falls for me.
Even I know the answers but my heat, eyes,ears and the most importantly my soul need to hear them all.
It'll boost me over the hill-- boost me to fly into heaven of love.
Lift me gently and kindly into your arms.
Look straight into my eyes and once again tell me why you loves me forever.
Everything around us becomes so blurry but we both stand out together and shine & brighter than the gold.
Tell me how bad and why you want to marry me.
I want our soul to became one with no way or reasons to pry us apart.
You are my fountains to everything I have. Today is kinda bummer day for me. I had to give away my 2
My Stalker, "paul"
http://fubar.com/user/1051444 I'll venture to his page soon and give you the info. However, he's/she's/it's creepy. Just comes almost daily, cruises my page multiple times. Has no picture, no friends, nothing. Has been doing this since July. I've even asked why they're checking up on me and even went so far to call them a stalker on their page. They haven't really SAID anything to me ... should I report it as it's really starting to freak me out?
My 1st Contest
Well he is my 1st contest.
For us new to this, please go to the link and rate and comment, share it to all your friends, fans,etc. Comment as much as you can.
For those of you who know how this works, I'll return the favor
(you can cut & paste the link if you can't just click on it)
The Mystery Of A Heart
Well I dont want to get into all the mushy gushy details but there has been something that has weighed heavily on my mind for quite some time now. I have always heard that in the time it takes you to love someone it takes you twice that time to let go and move on from that love. Well here's the thing I have to agree on this. Everyone out there has been hurt by love one way or another and if they say they havent they are in denial. Let me just say this I used to have this amazing guy who meant the world and more to me. Of course he was my first love and in the time that we were together I thought nothing in this world could ever break us apart. Yeah I had done some things that I wasnt proud of and I know he did also but if you love someone fighting makes the love stronger because you fight for what you want. After a year of dating we broke it off and it crushed my entire world. So I hung out with my friends and moved on from it. a month after we break up I hear from him in a le
I walked into the department store just like another day, browsing through until something caught my attention. I was walking around when I suddenly realized I was in the lingerie department.I became immediately embarrassed for it was a small town and everybody knew everyones business. I quickly scanned the immediate area to see if anyone had noticed me and to my relief it appeared no one was around. After all it was quite late and the store wasn't going to be open much longer. This was the best time to shop, you felt like you had the store to yourself. I started to leave the area when a little black nightie caught my eye. I walked over and looked it over and then took it between my fingers and felt how soft and silky it was. It was the prettiest and sexiest nightie I had ever seen. I just had to try it on. I prayed that my size would be there and to my surprise it was! I took it to the back of the store where the fitting rooms are located and picked the furthest room fro
My 1st One
Is your Pussy Shaved?
Is your Pussy Trimmed?
Is your Pussy All Hair?
Do you squirt?
Do you love to have a Big O from being eaten out?
You like to Suck Cock after you get your Pussy ate:
What is your Fav Position?
Is my Tongue Pic the only Reason you added me to you Buddy list:
When are you open for an Oral interview?
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would consider having sex with?
2. What side of the bed do you usually sleep on?
the side shes not on.
3. Have you had sex with anyone in your top friends?
4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
7. Shower or bath?
8. Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
Sometimes, but not really.
9. Mexican or Chinese food?
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
11. Do you love someone on
This is a story from my incredibly boring job. I work with mentally challenged individuals, who at times can become violent. That is just one of the perks of the job. Well, one day during the summer, I was working in a home with Michelle, taking care of 5 other individuals. Normally, there is another person working with us, but since it was a nice summer day, people decided to take advantage and have a 3 day weekend by calling out on that Friday night. So, it was just Michelle and I all night.
I guess I should start off by describing Michelle. She is about 5'1" and a little on the chubby side. Not fat by any means, just a little chub due to being in her mid thirties. What she lacks in a flat stomach, she more than makes up for with an incredible chest. Her breasts are easily a 42 DD and she normally dresses to show them off. Not in a slutty way, mind you, but just a fun dresser. During the winter, Michelle will normally wear jeans and a shirt that is either tight or low cut. Nothing
I passed by your house on the way home from work I saw your bedroom light on.I stopped,not meaning to,standing there with a hole in my chest.
My mind wandered back to a time one dark stormy night the snow was fierce.We found ourself housebound no car could make the trip.The phone was down but the fire was going,casting dancing creatures on the walls of the living room just you and me.
I offered you a drink ,my best rum.We sat back going over the wedding plans you were working on. Your fiance,my best friend. Since grade school we have been so tight the three of us.
We sat back on my tufted leather sofa gazing at the fire letting the rum warm our bellies.Dave matthews playing on the radio.I leaned over and looked you in the eyes "Have I ever thanked you for being my friend?"I said
"No" you gave a small chuckle "We have always been friends,there for each other,never expecting anything from one another"
"Well then its about time Jessica." I said never breaking eye contact."Y
Hello all Well I could go on for hours even days with stories of what guys have put me through but I won't bore you with all of that hoopla I will just tell you what it has done to me
With the lies it has built a steal wall and with the cheating it has bruised my heart and with the emotional games it has broke my heart in a million pieces that lay scattered behind a wall that is gunna be hard to tear down I know it all seems so trivial but really it has taken a toll on me I have only been in love truly twice in my life and I am afraid I may never find that true love ever again
Out of all the pain that I have felt I have learned one thing keep your guard up and let No One convince you that everything is perfect because no matter how good things may seem at the moment there are always rough spots in a relationship
After thirteen yrs of marriage I made a decision to end it because I was tired of being the one to give 110% and only getting back 60% it made me feel
I am currently in a contest to win my first Happy Hour, Contest is first to get to 50k wins. I will pay anybody how helps me 10k fubucks for every 100 comments. Must number them as you bomb. Fumail me with how many you did and I will send you the money.
My 4:20 Story....
ok well a few people have asked me what site i got the pics from of the mango plant... and to tell this story right i should start from the beginning.... been a pot smoker for a long time but never grew before, i tried once when i lived in new symrna beach, florida... i had 5 plants started and they got about 4 inches and died on me... shortly after that i got busted getting a 1/4 pound of buds in the mail from british columbia, canada... yeah i know not smart, but there is more... i started gettin pot in the mail from a girl in garbervilles, ca... when i got out of the service in 2000... every where i moved to she would mail it to me, was nice i finally went out to meet her in 2003, come to find out it was her husband that had the green thumb and i saw there amazing grow room... and they lived diagonal from the county sheriff's department... so needless the say i was shittin bricks the whole time i was there... so 2004 rolls around and i move down to florida and she has fallen off the
My Struggle To Have A Baby
Hello. My name is Lori and I am living with PCOS. For those of you who don’t know what PCOS is, I have explained it in my 1st blog. I decided to write this blog to see if there are any others on here going thru what I am. Unless you are in my exact shoes you can not fully understand the situation. You can not understand all the full blown heart breaks. I say this because if you have children, there is no way you can fully understand the pain of trying to have children for so many years to just keep coming up with failed attempts. Here is my story. I have been married to the same man for 19 years. We have wanted a baby from day one of our marriage. Needless to say, we are still without child. Most people tell us to adopt. That is a great option, but that still isn’t the same as having a child of your own. Feeling that child grow inside of you and having that child be a part of you and your spouse is something you can not get from adoption. Over the years I have tried 1 or 2 cycles of
My 1st Blogg Lol
heres me newest blogg lol
novemeber 10th 2007
well where do i start im now single well have been for just over a month now didnt really see it comming as such, but when you feel something aint right you have to do something about it, so i did its funny how much people change and you think you know them but you realise you just dont know them at all well thats life and by my age i should know that by now so for me ive had me fill of relationships as such, but im not bitter not by any means just realised theres more to life than washing someones dirty pants and socks hehe
also ive met up with me old mate jason ive known him since i was about 11 may be 12 so its well good its like ive got me big brother back now, he see me profil on my space and thought it was me and of course it was and im still as nutty as ever so he says lol
another good thing is ive got back in with me mates wendy,jo,jenny,angie,leigh just makes you feel guilty you have turned your back on them for so lon
My Star, the one that shined so brightly for me a short time ago … it’s rejoined the trillions of other stars in the universe. The light is still there, I can see it, but the warmth is gone. It no longer shines just for me.
Daylight is a precious commodity to me now. Perhaps it is because I see less of it due to the changing season. Perhaps it is because, if the sun is shining, I can’t search the heavens for my former star. When night begins its inevitable march across the sky, I am compelled to go inside. Night brings its blanket of stars, and if I stay outside, I’ll search until I find the one that filled my window, filled my soul.
Yet, I’m drawn to my window, just in case the galaxy decides to befriend me again. I sit, staring out at the void, and sometimes I imagine I see a twinkle from that special place recently vacated. Is the twinkle a sign of resurging love, or is it a sign of humorous relief … or is it just a star again?
My Status For Thanksgiving On Here
Well, sometime ago, I put something from ThisCrush.com on my profile page and I just now remembered that since my original ID on Yahoo Messenger got hacked a few days ago, I lost the password and user ID for thiscrush.com, so now I have to go and get it again and delete the old one, if I can find it on my profile without deleting anything else, how fun is that? NOT!!!!!!!!!! When I get the new one up, whoever has crushed me on www.thiscrush.com, can you please crush me again? Hopefully this time, my computer doesn't get messed with.
For those of you that just read this blog, here is an update, there is a bulletin that I posted plus the fact that I'm notifying those that Crushed me on www.ThisCrush.com, if you'd like to re crush me again, go for it since I deleted the old one and put in the new one by all means, go for it and thank you! Ok, for those of you did or didn't know since I got this VIP, I would bet people of wondered who I give 11's too and what not so for classification p
LOVE............Love is sweet Love is kind Love is something I can't find but I know one night or day. The one I will Love will be found the one who could show me that Love is real not just some dumb line Its something you can feel something you can find I will be so truley glade when I find someone that can Love like I know I should be Loved
It was a dark & very cold night. The moon was full & bright, illuminating
the sky as it snowed heavily.As He walked down the snow covered dirt road
toward the small cottage at the end of it, He saw a light coming from it. As
He neared the cottage He see's a small form curled up in the window. Hearing
someone knocking on her door she looks out the window & see's a large form
on her doorstep. Rising from her spot. she walks to the door & opems it to
see a very handsome man. As she looks Him over, she notices He must be a
foot taller than her 5ft 4in frame. Inviting Him in, out of the cold , she
watches as He shakes the snow from His light brown hair. Looking up at Him
she makes eye contact with a pair of beautiful brown eyes. Taking His coat
from Him as He takes it off, she hangs it on a hook by the door."Have a seat
at the table Sir, I'll fetch You a cup of coffee to warm You up". He watches
her as she looks Him over. Captivated by her disheveled appearence, He
My Star Is Back
My star is back … I saw it twinkling through a bedroom window only a few days ago. I’ve had time to think about where this star may have gone, why it joined the myriad of other stars in the night sky. It’s all part of the Master Plan … or so I’m told. My star was simply drawing back into itself just long enough to renew its energy.
And now, rejuvenated, my star shines for me again. Its twinkle is the same light I see in the eyes of the one who is so special to me. I wake during the night, search through my window, and see that friendly body in the heavens. It’s smiling at me, and I’ve never felt warmth from a star as I do from this one. Ice blue, sparkling, and ever so warm … that’s how a star should be.
If this does not make you laugh, you have lost your sense of humor.
The other night I was invited out for a night with the "girls."
I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!"
Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily.
Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home.
Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up
and cuckooed 3 times.
Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times.
I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted
solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when
totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos =
The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him
Midnight".. . he didn't seem pissed off in the least. Whew, I got away
with that one!
Then he said "We need a new cuckoo clock."
When I asked him why, he said, "Well, last night our clock cuckooed
My Storm Within
*Again, still feel like it's missing something, but here it is anyway*
Illuminating our room
I feel the electricity in the air
And in the bed that we share
Like a tiger stalking it’s prey,
You slowly move above me
Sparks between us ignite
As our bodies press tight
A brush of our lips
Teases my senses
Our hands begin to explore
Like so many times before
Skin on skin
Our bodies align
Breathing becomes erratic
Eruptions build within
Over and over again
Thunder echoes through the darkness
Masking erotic moans and cries
We collapse in each other’s arms
While the waves begin to subside
As I look into your eyes
I begin to realize
You are my storm within
The driving force of my desire & affection
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My 1st Blog And Warning!!
Well this is my first blog on Fubar and I just wanted to put out a warning that almost anything I write in one of these is nothing but a twist of my sense of Humor, if you cant take it then feel free not to read my Blogs, otherwise I dont want to hear any Crying about what I blog, Thank you and Please Come again.......
Lost & Cold
Lonely & Empty inside when your love fades in the wind like a breathe of death. Your heart
bleeds for that touch of emotion to seal your soul. My mind plays tug of war with my heart
ripping it into pieces of dying flesh. To numb the mind,drunkness prevails,but the heart of
emotions flood my heart with tears of a child. Burning with your passion. I'm Lost & Cold
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This Is How Every Gal Should Be Treated !
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that
A little something I just wrote and wanted to share.
21 December 2007 Our Mother Earth
Today is a day I pray for love and peace.
A day I thank Mother Earth for what she has given.
A day where heaven and earth will meet.
It is the day of the winter solstace
The day our Mother Earth goes sleep.
Do not fret or do not cry.
For when she awakes all the spring birds fly.
All living things come to bare.
Flowers will push up and trees will blossom
As the sweet smells of spring fill the air.
It is a day to rejoice not to weep
Because today we honor Mother Earth as she sleeps.
You know what makes you happy and you know what makes you feel good.
So why stay in the city when you can come back to the woods again?
A place where two people could be one with nature, a place where happiness is understood.
You have been there before and why not come back my friend?
I will keep the fire burning until I see you again.
Each time I think of you, it comes to me over and over aga
merry meet everyone!
This is my first blog on Fubar! I'm not sure what to talk about. I'm lonely. I've been single for two years. I hope I find a nice guy in my area soon. I mean I am not in a rush or anything, I"m just lonely and tired of having no life. Would be nice to have someone else's companionship to share my life with. Of course with my daughter as well. I have a 2 y/o daughter.
Someone kinda started talking to me, but I don't know if they are serious about "talking" to me---and I haven't really got any positive or negative energy vibes from this person as of yet. So I don't know where or how to go on that. I've been single for 2 years now. Most guys don't want to enter a relationship with someone who has baggage. Meaning a child. And if that's the attitude they have I don't want them knocking on my door in the first place.
The darkest days, the coldest nights. You learn to hate, you learn to cry, you maybe even wish to die.
You tell the one who should love you the most, they beat you down and call you names, and say that you're the one to blame.
Growing up was never fun, it only made you want to run. You hide your face, you hide your shame, wondering if you really were the one to blame.
The scars that are left, though can't be seen can make you hateful & mean. A beaten down woman submissive to all, always the one that is willing to crawl.
Through it all I know you couldn't see that God was with you as he was with me. He gave you strength when you wished you were dead, he kept you from putting that gun to your head.
Your purpose for living, you couldn't see, all you wanted was just to be free. One cold winters night God gave you a gift to help make it all right.
Now your a mother, with the chance to show how deep the love of mother is suppose to go. To stand up and fight every a
My Story Pt 2
SHE SAYS: No, but we think we do. As someone who dated a jerk, whom I now refer to as my "learning experience," I admit to falling under the jerk spell.
Here's how the jerk spell works: we meet the jerk and in some twisted way are seduced by his confidence, charm, and passion. We don't see these as the disguises they are: confidence is really arrogance, charm comes from him being a player, and his passion is being the center of his own universe.
“The jerk sniffs out our insecurities and uses them to reel us in with compliments that eventually turn into criticisms.”
The jerk sniffs out our insecurities and uses them to reel us in with compliments that eventually turn into criticisms. And if we see a red flag, like the time my "learning experience" told me his definition of a relationship was "light, fun and physical," we play mind games with ourselves. We use our normally rational inner voice to convince ourselves that we can tame him or that with the right kind of girlfriend he will
My Story (not Real)
I was lounging on my couch half-watching TV, half-dreaming of you. When suddenly the phone rang. It was you, you always seem to read my mind. I said to you I wanted to see you and I would be right over, I made only one request, that you greet me with no clothes on.
I rang the doorbell…. the door opens...a soulful, seductress stood there…….my palms begin to tingle and my pulse quickens. Each time I see you, you take my breath away. Your smooth skin, flawless complexion, chiseled good looks and firm glare……you can see that I came for one thing, “What did I tell you about wearing clothes,”I said softly. But before you could respond, I pulled you in. I lift up your chin and roughly pulled you in for a kiss. My mouth is hungry for your lips, my tongue begins to search, my dick is rising and you can feel it pressed firmly against you……mmmmmmmm….Now my fingers go to work. They trail your thighs and move upward, to the soft warmth inside. My mouth never leaving yours. I lift you up by you
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I was missed by some so i figured I would come back...Its really me :)
a song gabby made up
running down my glass again,
Stirring it in milk and use the spoon again,
oh no I knocked over the glass oh why,
Looking at it I see the milk roll by,
I better clean it up before I get my ass kicked again,
That would hurt but I would enjoy that to much oooo the pain,
Why do I feel something wet on my pants,
Looks like I've wet my pants again,
I feel the sugar surging through my brain,
I like to use it as shampoo and conditioner every day,
I wonder what other uses I can do with this yay,
Oh yes my mind has wandered off far away,
I have ran out I need to fill my glass again what a pain,
Screw the glass this stuff is turning me on again,
When I clos
Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I could just go back and change a couple of decisions I've made.. not that I would want to change anything, but if I did, would it really change the course of my life? I guess it's one of those mysteries that eludes me.. like death.
Yes, death. I know I'm almost nurse, and I understand the mechanics of death. But as far as what the person last thinks, sees, feels, hears, smells, wants... no one will ever know that. There must be a period between the time the heart stops beating, and the brain actually dies in which a person is scared, knowing that their heart is no longer beating, as it has every single day of their lives.. knowing that it's the end. One would think that the person would be at peace, but what if they're not? What if they're terrified? I guess seeing people die all the time in the profession I'm in kind of makes me wonder these things. I guess it's really one of the only, even if very small, secrets t
First Visit to a New Park "True Story"
After a couple visits to the same park, we agreed to meet at the new park,
which we had talked about. She didn’t want to go to the same park, too
often as a couple, with her being married too.
Once at the park, we drove into the park a couple miles. We left our cars
at a pull off and walked down a path. The path wound along a creek, for
half a mile or so. Seeing a nice big sand bar across the creek, we took
off our shoes to wade across. She had brought a blanket, which we
spread over the ground.
I pulled off my shirt and laid down on my back. She laid down next to
me and snuggled up close, cuddling and kissing. After a while, she
moved to sit on top of me, at my waist. I reached up slipping her dress
over her head. She surprised me, by wearing a new pair of Blue Lace
panties, bought just for today. I pulled her face to mine, kissing her.
She moved her kissing to my neck, then down to my should
My 1st Give~away
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(repost of original by '♥MS.MAINE~BBW♥Dylon's DIVA♥~PATS 18-0~BABY~♥' on '2008-01-25 15:03:07')
thanx for makin this for my ms. maine aka stacey
I WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT AS OF FRIDAY JUNE 6, 2008 I WILL BE DELETING MY ACCOUNT! THIS IS A FUN SITE BUT I HAVE NO TIME FOR IT AND I FOR POSSIBLE CAREER REASONS CANNOT PARTICIPATE ON SUCH A WEBSITE. IT SUCKS BUT NOT AS BAD AS NOT GETTING A BETTER JOB WITH MORE PAY WOULD!
I HOPE EVERYONE UNDERSTANDS AND FOR WHOMEVER WANTS TO KEEP IN CONTACT WITH ME PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE AND I WILL SEND YOU MY YAHOO ID SO WE CAN KEEP IN TOUCH!
I WILL MISS EVERYONE!
VERY MUCH BUT THIS IS SOMETHING I HAVE TO DO.
AND UMM I WILL BE GIVING AWAY ALL FUBUCKS!
Ok, here's the situation. I ask a friend of mine to set me up with this girl here in town. All our mutual friends are saying, you two would be good for each other. I have the inside track on everything. Her roommate tells me,"she says that you 'fit' her", and "she finds herself thinking of you at work". We hang out a few times. The first time, I'm up front and honest about everything. "Hey, i like you, I think we should go out". I find out the next day, she doesn't like direct and forward guys. So I'm thinking ok, i'll back off. so we hang out again, and I back off, but she steps up. By the end of the end of the night we're hand-in-hand, and kissing. So I ask her out on our first offical date.
The night comes around. I stop at the store, and buy her a flower. I pick her up from her house, I lean in for a kiss. She puts her hand over my mouth and says "I'm being stubborn". (Oh Boy!! here we go). We go to the car and I open her door. The second her ass hits the seat
They try to determine
Whom I love,
They say all the wrong names,
And then try to set me up
It is a game to them
Find my love
But they will never know
For my love is forbidden
My love does not love me
This hurts me most
I can not blame thee
For he does not know of my love towards him Lost
in plain sight
A Love For All Time
Soft-spoken words of love
Urgently spoken words of passion.
A man and a woman
One complete love
Since time began
Predestined to be as one.
We've been together before
In other lifetimes
We've fought dragons
And have been torn from each others arms
Yet our love prevailed.
We've walked on this earth many times together
Perhaps for a moment
Perhaps for years
But our heart is one heart
And we were meant to be.
So when our time on earth
Once again comes
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I'm here again, frustrated and annoyed. I can't believe I've circled around in life again finding myself alone. I look around me and find that I should have stayed cold and hard. I should have never let anyone inside my walls. Its better to freeze everyone out than to watch them walk out. PPL say that everyone needs someone to talk to, convide in and to share with. That ppl who do not live full and happy lives. Well I beg to differ. I think ppl who trust too many ppl are fools, and are putting their souls out there to be distroyed. Its easier to go through life not knowing what your missing than to spend the rest of your life heartbroken, trying to bury the pain. Its been awhile since the last time I blogged. I guess you could say things are going pretty well, I'm still a little confused on which job to take since my part time job just threw me a surprise b-day party and got me a small gift. I love the doctor I work for, and I've learned so much in the last couple of months but financ
My 1st Flying Lesson
I got to take my first flying lesson today. It was so exiting. I had so much fun. I got to help with the take off and I got to fly for an hour. The instructor let me take over the controls completely once we were in the air. If i decide to get my license this will count towards my time. I only need 39 more hours. We flew over downtown Columbus, well, we actually flew around downtown twice. We were only 2,000 ft up when we went around downtown. I seen my house. We were 6,500 ft above sea level most of the time. He explained everything about all of the controls and everything. At times it was like we wasn't even moving. Everything was so beautiful. It was 1,000% better than driving a car. I am hooked. I can't wait till I can go up again. I would tell you what kind of plane I flew but I was so excited I can't remember. I will have pictures of it very soon. I was kinda nervous when i first got into the seat, but after we started moving and we got up into the air, everything was just perfe
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The Mystery Of Mervin
The place to write shit down.
So, do I just tell you what I'm really thinking?
The fact or the fantasy?
You pick it, believe it or not.
Swervin Mervin was born in the backwoods in the mid fifty's. "Swervin" got his nickname while riding bicycles around the trails as a child.
He could drive anything.
He could have been a champion.
His love of the ladies and his taste for the night life turned his path away from the big time.
Not much more than a small track clown, He could still race and win sometimes. Always riding his motorcycle around the pits and talking to everyone. If he couldn't get in the race he would hire out to do motorcycle stunts.
Always on or near the track, he always found work doing the bike stunts.
He always had one special lady at each track. Some say they had him... ya know, like he's gigolo or something.
In the days to come "The Mystery of Mervin" will continue.
Geraldo Rivera wrote a tell all book naming names.
Maybe I should writ
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The First Interlude
They were sitting alone in his bedroom just talking. They had only known each other a short while but felt really comfortable together. Just listening to his voice made her feel the rush of adrenaline throughout her body. It had been a long time since she had felt this feeling - anticipation, excitement and fear. The conversation had consisted thus far of the weather, music, and what they each had been doing during the week. Then he mentioned that he had a sore back and wouldn't mind a back rub to relieve the discomfort.
"Well you should take your shirt off then, so I can rub it for you." she stated matter-of-factly.
He struggled to take his shirt off so she helped. She gently slid her hands down his thin muscular frame. This gave them both tingles, though neither admitted it out loud.
"You should probably lay on the bed so I can do this properly. I've got some oil in my bag that should help you to relax. Would you like me get it?"
The Fort Wayne boys who died after being pulled from the St. Marys River have been identified by Allen County Coroner Dr. Jon Brandenberger.
Kendal Dominick Lumpkin, 4, and Cody M. Mann, 9, were pronounced dead at 1:30 a.m. Monday at Parkview Hospital, according to a written statement from the coroner’s office issued Monday afternoon.
The cause of death was listed as asphyxia because of drowning. The manner of death was listed as pending.
The deaths remain under investigation by the Fort Wayne Police Department, the Indiana Department of Natural Resources, the coroner’s office and the Allen County prosecutor’s office, the statement said.
Police, firefighters and state conservation officers were called to the 400 block of Fairwick Lane, at an apartment complex off Fairfield Avenue, about 7 p.m. Sunday.
The boys' mother told police the boys had been playing outside when she noticed they were missing. She and a family member searched for the boys before calling police, but
???Every Girls Dream???
1?. Getting kissed in the pouring rain
2?. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall
3?. Have a guy that thinks you're the world
4?. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5?. A guy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6?. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes
7?. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8?. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
9?. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10?. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11?. A guy who squeezes your hand
12?. A guy that says he loves you and means it
13?. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
14?. A guy who is loyal
15?. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
16?. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17?. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fi
My 1st Photo Contest
I took the photo on the following website last summer at Crater Lake - I entered it into a photo contest wondering how it would do .... come to find out .... it is one of the finalists .... I am going to Las Vegas the end of March.
Please go to the following website to view the photo.
PLEASE: I need as many people to view rate the photo as possible - Rate it as you see fit.
Thank you for your assistance.
Mystically Addicted Lounge
Just wanted my friends to know that I have a new lounge. Just in the makeing.. come in and check it out.. Hope to see you all there.
well lets see i dont know this is my second one and i figured i would wright to let yall know im single and looking but i dont know cause im talking to someone very special to me ive known her for 4 years and ya but also i have a 2 year old who lives with her mom in florida i live in TN so i dont i need more friends so yaal fan r8 and add me plz hey if yall would some of yall plz commit my picsi fell a little left out ill have new ones next weekend maybe yall might like i know im not the best looking guy in the world but come on im not that ugly
So, I know I might sound like a filthy hypocrite based on my dislike for tats on women...
butt I have decided to get a small Pisces tattoo. Ofcourse being me, and not being able to make up my mind on ANYTHIN ever, I have no idea what kinda design I want. Sooo, I am open to any suggestions :P She watched as transparent whirls of smoke slowly danced in a crisp winter air upwards towards the sky, changing shapes and patterns like ghostly apparitions, until finally disappearing into eternal nothingness.
She took a drag from a cigarette, and heard a light crackle as the amber tip lit up and let the smoke fill her lungs. She exhaled, letting out a new batch of smoke. The moon emanated its cold mysterious glow, making the snow covered field drown in an ocean of pure white.
She stood there, spellbound by this creature that was looking back at her, and her only, with its featureless round face, so many light years and miles away, so distant and yet so close, keeping her company at th
Any of you that are in least part patriotic will enjoy this. It is called I'm a Soldier (Warrior Ethos) The singer is Randy Wight who is one of my neighbor's and he is a lead vocalist for the U.S. Army Field Band.
I have spent my life trying to please the world, it is who I am, I please everyone around me except for one person, myself. I did all I could growing up trying to please my parents, my teachers, my siblings, my friends, that is who I am. I kept things to myself that I shouldn't have, I let the world do my thinking for me. I always have. I am not saying my life has been one big disappointment because it has not been. I just spend a lot of time wondering what if. I mean some aspects of my life, yeah they were for me. I have had some say even though my parents weren't the biggest fans of it, one example being joining the Army. But anyhow I got married to a guy who in all honesty has a great sense of humor and has some real southern values, we had 3 awesome boys tog
1. need a roommate, like last week
2. 2 boys, 13 and 15. nuf said
3.bills + no money = chaos
4. friends dying
5. boss not doing his job
6. doing, my job + bosses job+ everyone elses job = meltdown
7. ex husband trying to help
8. family sux
9. surgery + no rides = atress
10. need money for co-pays. none tthere
11. need meds, no money
12. need cigs, no money
13. need gas, no money
14. need best friend, in hiding
15. need vacation, aint happenin'
16. need to meet new grandchild in July, not happenin', either
17. neice graduating, cant go see
18. car needs work, no money
19. need to scream, cant
20. need to hide, not allowed
21. need to be held, no one to hold me
22. tired of being the strength for everyone
23. tired of being the dependable one
24.tired of being the fixer
25. tired of being the caregiver
26. tired of being the nurturer
27. tired of the pain
28. tired of the heartache
29. tired of life
30. tired of being tired
We have been off and on so long.
My addiction has never weakened but sometimes it is prolonged.
Though I cant keep you here with me all the time
The feelings are much more intense when we find the time.
I feel you rushing through my body and I let go as i feel you take control.
All my worries and all my woes seem to disappear as I plunge you through the hole.
You rush through my veins and nothing can stop you.
You make me feel so good that no person can top you.
You take me in when everyones backs are turned.
I welcome you warmly and constantly yearn.
They say your bad for me and will lead me to my doom.
Doom cant be so bad as long as I have you.
You are my new love, and you take away the pain, and everytime I cant feel you I cant think till we meet again.
Oh if you were human and something I could hold.. but your just an addiction but one I dearly hold.
Youve carried me through torn emotions and evil people that crossed my path..
As long as I can find you, the world can
My 1st College Spring Break
ITS MY 1ST COLLEGE SPRING BREAK WOOT I KNOW SOME OF MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN THERE WELL NOW I WANT TO C WAT ITS LIKE I WANT TO BE FUBAR SMASHED LUVED BLAST ANY KIND OF FUN.... LETS SEE IF MY FUBAR SPRING BREAK CAN BE BETTER THEN REAL ITS SO ONNNNNNNN.... SO GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
WOOT FUNNNN !!!!
Texxas~FU G/F OF DASH FU OWNED BY PHILEMON@ fubar
My 1st Contest!
Whats up to all my Fu Friends, Fu Fans, and Fu Family. I am in my very first contest, and needs the love, hit the pic and come help Smokey out!!!!!
I have no clue wtf you are talking about. I saw recent blogs and clicked on a link and saw the blog. I am nobody, I am just trying to have a little fun on here. By the way, I shed a small tear to find out I was blocked....not! Carry on. I am cleaning out my friends list. I delete those that choose to add me or accept and then never talk to me. If I have taken you off and you didn't want to be, then I am truly sorry. So before you send me a nasty email and then block me, I have made everything about myself an open book. I have been honest about who I am and I have not mislead anyone. I am loving and sweet and kind but I am also a pervert who loves exhibitionism, playing on cam and in emails and having a good time. For those of you who now know this, it is very simple. If that is not for you, then that is totally cool with me. I know it is not for everyone. If you are not into it, don't accept or add me. Simple. Have fun all!! OK, so I am 47 years old. My mind should be set in stone, I s
You read right - I'm pregnant again! :) We never thought it'd happen so soon! It took 12 years to conceive our new baby girl (we adopted our older daughter at birth). My doctor advised us to quit using protection this summer and see what happens. We figured it would take years, if it even ever happened at all. Well, the ONE and ONLY time we tried, I got pregnant! Hahahaha! I'm still in shock, I just can't believe that after so many years of infertility, I got pregnant twice in a little over a year! You guys have a job now, you have to think BOY! LOL! My poor husband is terribly outnumbered already with us three girls - I'm really hoping he gets his boy this time! :) I'm due around April 1st and have my pregnancy confirmation and first ultrasound on August 14th! (It's early to be sharing the news, but I have two postitive home tests). Now I know why I was having trouble losing weight lately! :) I'm vowing to keep my weight down and not gain any - I lost 100 lbs with my
Hope this helps you know me better.
Name:Jared Michael Kinter
DOB:May 14th 1981
Place of birth:Somerset County Hospital NJ
Hometown:Bound Brook NJ
Hair:Brown with blonde streaks due to the florida sun.
Eyes:Hazel/brown with blue and gold
Grandmothers:Irene & Gina(both deceased)
Great Grandparents:All Deceased
Demeanor:Jay is a sweetheart by nature, is really caring with a big heart. Seems happy and carefree but uses this as a front to hide his pain.Jay has his fathers temper but is good at keeping it at bay.Known to be jealous at times and a bit cynical and is known to not take shit from anyone.
Stress level:Moderately High
Energy Level: Extremely High due to ADHD
Successful Relationship level:very Low
Mood Stability:Moods are usu