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My Gf
me and my gf just recently broke up after a year, it makes me sad, but hey, i got another girl just as fast haha
My Gf's Little Sister
Readers Story - My Girlfriends Little Sister I was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed, and that one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day little sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to
My Gf
My Gf
Ya know what? i`m starting to wonder if this "love" thing is really worth it? Every time i fall in love with someone, it always seems to blow up in my face for some reason or another, idk, maybe its me, i do everything i can fot whoever im with and apparently it seems like its never enough. Maybe i should just start being an asshole and i will get farther in a relationship, because i`m always too damn nice and giving and willing to go outta my way for people. its been like that since i was a teenager and it seems that old habits are hard to break. Dont get me wrong, i`m by no means an asshole at all, i love going out and doing things and sometimes just hanging out with who-ever, but like i said, sometimes whatever i do doesnt seem good enough for anyone. I`d give the shirt off my back for anyone but alls i get in return is either used or dum   ped or cheated on, wtf is wrong with me?    H E L P  ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
~my Ghost~
i see you smiling, and yet its genuine I hear your laughter, and it rings I feel your emotions, and they are true I hear your words, as just a memory I see your eyes, yet they look haunted I feel your pain, we share it well I feel your heart, yet torn, its beating I smell your scent, upon my life Once there were giggles Laughter of glee now there are memories Memmories of me. With my life so far away forgotten at night Remembered by day pleasure turns to pain yet its the only way Remember this forever 'cause there will come a day when the dark unfolds onto light and the truth shines forever in a day though I may be gone Nowhere around look into your soul there I will be found
My Girls
I bet u think I spelt that wrong but really I didn't!! Memphiss is My new Daughters name She was born on Monday Sept. 18 2006 at 7:30 pm she was 8 lbs 3 oz and her length was 20 in!! Yeah!!! well I won't be on much for the next cupla days but I'll be on when I can!!
My Girls
My Girls Current mood: content Three Tiny Faces Just Three And Four Years Apart, Three Tiny Faces That Will Forever Remain In My Heart. I Have Given You All I Could, As God Knows From Above. To Each Of You He Knows, I Have Given You All My Love. To Watch And Protect You, With Everything I Had, A Gift That Was Given To Me, Even When Times Were Bad. To Each I Wish You Happiness, With Loads Of Love To Share. To Find That Special Someone To Love, Protect And Care. All The Joys I Gave To You Throughout So Many Years, Your Bringing Them All Back To Me, With Happiness Shed By Tears. So Go Ahead Into This World, And Your Love Please Do Not Save. Pass It On T
My Gift
MY GIFT~ The gift I give to you ,is my hands. So,they may caress you like the warm winds. So,they may touch you in warmth,like the sun, and pick up the pieces your heart has left behind. They will pull you closer to me, closer to my Heart,closer to my Spirit. The gift I give to you ,are my eye's. So,that you can always see the truth. So ,that you can always see the beauty, So,that each day when you arise,you can see all the love the Creator has sent to you. You can see that,each day is worth living.. The gift I give to you. Are my arms, They are a pillar of Strength,and an endless source of comfort. They will hold you ever so gently,in your time of need. They will wrap around you like a blanket of warm love. They will always reach out for you,when you need them the most. They will keep you safe,and warm,from the cold world outside. The gift I give to you, Are my ears... So you may always,hear the song of Life. You will always know the words in my Heart. A
My Girl
My Girl
My Girl
Mystress R...: Look girl, I know that you have feelings You've stated that, but you need to back off.. This is not going to help build any kind of relationship with me! Please stop bugging my myspace and CT friends, okay??? AND NO MORE COMMENTS :) I'm proud of my Rvn
My Gift To My Cherryfriends i'm sorry if i haven't stopped by to say hello to anyone most of u don't know...but.. i'm a culinary student, and for one of my classes we had to make a cookbook with a theme.. ..and i couldn't think of anything better than: 'The Dave Matthews Band and Friends Tribute Cookbook some of the recipes include: Murph’s ‘Is This Real or Am I Dreaming?’ Roasted Red Peppers with Mozzarella, Basil, and Angel Hair Brandy’s ‘Sittin on Top of the World with Your Legs Hanging Free’ Five-Spice Salmon with Leeks Stacie’s ‘Kissing Whiskey by the Fire’ Chocolate-Mint Cheesecake Pretty groovy, eh? my email is you can send me a message w/ yours if you'd like a copy ..peace, love, and dmb ;)
My Girls Link!!
mindi@ CherryTAP Hit my girl Mindi up show her some love everyone!!
My Girlfriends Kids
My Girl Singing And My Recording
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My Girl
My Girlfriend :)
My Girl & I
I am now engaged to my girl of more than two years. Sorry if ya'll thought I was single. I never told people cuz no one really asked. Except one person on here asked me if I did have a girl. And I told her I did. Everyone else just thought I was single. Sorry to tell ya that I am now engaged. My finace and I are gonna be having a baby in the beginning of april! I can't wait! I don't care if its a boy or girl. Just seein my own child will make me happy! Seeing it grow up and stuff just rocks! We already have so much sutff its unthinkable! Just thought I would let everyone know that!
My Girls
So it started out like anyother night me, my girls, drinkin, dancin, havein a kick ass time. But ya know after one to many cherry apple bombs yea lets just say things got a lil ummmmmm wild... HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!!!!!!! Kimy should soooooooooo not be allowed downtown without adult supervision lmfao but it was a blast love ya Lina love ya Heather!!!!!!!!!!!! To my girls!!!!!!! Tiya Becky Tina Raquel Tia Oliva Jenn Jess Erica Arie Amanda Anna Melody Rianna Nykia I love you girls!!!!! Even on my worst of days you can put a smile on my face and make all the cares in the world go away... They say you have to be what makes yourself strong... But i say your at your strongest when you are with the people that care about you and you care about... Life wouldnt be much of anything without you guys... "Your only as strong as the drinks you mix, the tables you dance on, and the friends you roll with!" I roll with the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Gift Give Aways
The Race to 1 Million Fu-$$ This is a race for all to enter. The first entry to get 50.000 comments on their picture will win 1 Million fu-bucks!!!!! There will only be 1 winner!!all others will receive gifts aswell if there is a tie and 2 people have the same amount of comments,then i will check the timerange to see on what time the winning comment was left. second place in will get a blast if you like to enter then send me a message and include the picture you want entered. ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥*Captain of 2nd Alarm Hotties* ♥ Club F.A.R ♥@ fubar please don't comment in bulletins or on my shoutbox please respect my wishes. The Race to 1 Million fu-$$ has been brought to you by ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥*Captain of 2nd Alarm Hotties* ♥ Club F.A.R ♥@ fubar
My Girlfriend Ginelle Amuri
the girl of my love i love so she the most beautiful girl i have with the loveliest voice she has a body like a goddess i am glad we found each other soon i want me and her to be steady i hope she say yes
My Girl
Hey hey everyone wuts up? I just wanted everyone to know tht I have a girlfriend now yays! So yeah I am only here for friends but hey thts cool. She goes to my college but we only have one class together ...damn She is here on Cherry Tap.
My Girl
My Girl Is Selling Avon
My Girlfriend
Went to visit my girlfriend in jail for the first time today. She looked so good but I could tell she is lonely. She told me about all the bitch's shes fucking in there and how she got a guard in trouble cause she gave him a blow job. Yes she is a whore but ya gotta love that about her. I didn't realize just how much I have missed her until I saw her. I hated not being able to touch her or kiss her. I can't wait for her to get out so I can grab her and hold her and let her know she is safe. She goes up for parole in October but dose not think she will get out then.
My Gift To You
My Girl Carla Has A Drama Free Lounge
My Gift To You
My Gift To You I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"
My Girl
She feels the breath..warm and moist She feels the touch..her pleasure unvoiced Eyes stare deep into her soul To make this one happy is her goal She smells the escence of lavender and soap Her mind feels with joy and hope A soft touch just like silk Skin soft and pale like fresh milk Laying on the bed of roses Not sure of herself and her poses People say this is wrong But to her its the perfect song She melts into love and pleasure never felt With each touch she begins to melt Soft lips taste like sugar Each kiss just seems to linger Now as they lay in eachother arms She realizes all of this ones charms This is her life..her love forever This is her perfect friend and lover A woman has stolen her heart This love she prays will never depart by alanna this is to my girl..the one that knows me best you are the one that has beat out all the rest when my day is dark and there is no light you give me the strength
My Girls And The Cruise!
My girls are on their very first CRUISE....!!!11!!!! Mexico for 5 days!!! Now I'm going to be worried shitless til they get back! I hope they have a FANTABULOUS time!!
My Gift
My Give A Damn Is Broken
Rejected Sad and Blue Angry Hurt by you Lied to and played the fool My feelings played with by the Court Jester that were so cold and uncool The slight of hand that I watched with open heart, now through this betrayal we are apart This whole time my jester tricked me to think him good and true but I wound up his fool I was wishing for my lucky fish, wishing so hard but none came Now I toss all hope back to the sea, because all of my fish were the same! I am the fool who wished for fish, I wished for you, I guess I am to blame. -Amanda As I sit here tonight I think on you and why you have stolen my heart. How can you love me but tell me you can't love me...why did I fall for you, give my heart to you. You were my best friend but my love as well. You gave me the world but walked right back out of it again. I told myself not to go there with you, to keep you far away from my head and my soul. Somehow, you walked right in. I hate you for
My Girls yesterday I was very very tired and worn girls were in the recliner watching tv so I thought I would just lay on the couch for a minute..Well my eyes were getting heavy and finally I fell asleep..Minutes later I woke up with my oldest putting a pillow under my head and my little one covering me with her blanket...then they both kissed me...Just like what I would do for them...I guess it made me realize that I need them as much as they need actually made me realize too that I am thankful for the toys that are out and the running around the house chasing each other...I can't imagine my life without may be hard and stressful at times..but when they come up to you and put their arms around you and tell you that they love is all worth it....
My Girlfriend
my girlfriend is great she can make me smile all the time. when i need someone to talk to she is there for me. i love that she is independant and has a wild side, but has a soft sincere caring side. she has her hands full and still can juggle everything to keep perfect balance. she is on my mind all the time. that is my girlfriend.
My Girlfriends
I just posted a new pic that one of my lovely girlfriends just made for me. Another one of my girlfriends told me it didn't show that I posted it... so go check it out! Love my Persia, Ruby, and It's All Good!
My Girl!!
Well I have a personal pimp out. She's been my best friend since we met about 3 years ago. I brought her to this site and she's needs lots of love. Because she doesn't make on here often. So..... Let's give her a reason to keep coming back!!! Here's her link and if you rate all her pictures, fan her and add her... I'll buy you a gift. ;) Go show her some true fubar love!! my boo,leana,mystic butterfly@ fubar
My Girls
ok all i went to court an oct. 2 to try for custody of my daughters. their mom never showed up to defend herself. so the court ruled in my favor. the girls are in my house until further notice by the court. I LOVE THOSE GIRLS AN CAN NOT WAIT TILL I HAVE ALL 4 OF MY KIDS TOGETHER
My Gig!!!
TOMMY THE ROCK-N-ROLL SWAMI'S Massage 4 Stars list: THE SUPERMODEL (swedish-american) Full body relaxing massage. This massage utilizes techniques that increase the circulation, mobility, promotes detoxification and tones the body. Long soothing strokes and moderate pressure relieves stress and tired muscles. Designed specifically for maximum relaxation. Get ready for the best mini-vacation ever! One-hour $100.00 1-1/2 hour $150.00 THE ACTOR (deep tissue) Full body with deep tissue/acupressure in areas of complaint. This massage gets deep into the muscular structure and combines acupressure that is very effective in stripping away adhesions, stiffness and restoring flexibility of movement. Bring a bullet to bite down on! One-hour $130.00 1-1/2 hour $175.00 THE CHAMPION (spo
My Girlfriend
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My Girlfriends
Hey friends and family please help me welcome my new friends to FUBAR, show them some love =) add rate fan them they are personal friends of mine and are awsome =) ~Tina~ Meet Ali~ cinda-fucn-rella@ fubar Meet Georgia~ west coast peach@ fubar Meet Reba~ princssweb@ fubar
My Girls
A college girl, shes smart and chill got a good voice and looks that could kill we talk alot bout catlin and leah how much we miss em and wish we could see em she loves to dance and she loves how i write shes easy to talk to and we never fight she says im talented i think she lies that crazy girl has never been high listens to good music, she has good taste but she lives in north dakota, what a waste now we talk alot and we both like to laugh we know who we love,we've found our chosen paths she worries of the future, her love cat tries to lie to me and tells me shes fat shes stuck on it but i dont believe her she says i will once i see her the silly girl says she cant sing but damn, her voice is amazing i hope he realizes what he has with her hes really lucky shes an awesome girl she sweet, shes nice, shes a bit of alright i talk to her like every night i really appreciate all her support i hope he knows how well he scored this is for you jessie your awesome Du
My Girl
How can it be, such a small child, lying in her crib. Her tears of pain from the illness ripping out my heart. Every cough tempting me to jump up and gather her in my arms, holding her tight. But I know, she must sleep, must get rest. Her eyes red, puffy. Her nose irritated by all the wiping. Her hands clammy and cold. Her little body fighting. When your little girl is sick your heart is pulled from its chest, run through the deadliest devices and pushed back into your chest. How to explain to one so small that it will end, you don’t, you cant, they wont understand. But you want them to. You so want to make them know all will be better, just in time. She still smiles, plays, runs around and acts happy. But that is short bursts, mostly sits in her chair and looks at me as if I should be able to free her of the horrible illness that has taken her. I know it is only time for her to be well again, but a couple weeks to me is so much longer to her. It will pass I tell myself
My Givaway
I need 140,000
My Girlfriends..
A POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~ might be lonely. And the word says, 'If I have not Love, I am nothing.' So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, 'I am too Blessed to be Stressed and too Anointed, to be Disappointed!' 'Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen.' Be 'Blessed' Ladies~~~~~ and pass this on to encourage another woman. 'To the world you might be one person, but to
My Giveaway
for a 3 Day blast you got 2 weeks to get = 5,500 comments for a 7 Day Blast you got 4 weeks to get = 15,000 comments for a 1 Month VIC you got 4 weeks to get = 15,000 comments Only enter if you are going to put some comments on your pic everyday. Get your friends to help you, yes you can comment on yourself. Private message me with the link to a pic of yourself and I will add you to the folder on which blast you are going for. The 1 Month VIP, 7 day, 3 day blast. Thank you for looking and please join my give away. This giveaway is hosted by: Support Our Troops~Member of the Military Family Bombers~@ fubar
My Girl
there is a girl that i am with now who makes me smile inside and out all she has to do is look at me and i get all warm but i know that the day we break up that i will be torn i love this girl with all my heart it tears me up when we are apart when she raps her arms around me and holds me through the night i wake up in the morning knowing everythings alright when i look into her eyes i get lost like in space and i dont forget to tell her that she has a beutifull face the things that happen to me when u are around my palms start to sweat and my heart starts to pound but for what its worth i made this poem for you to excpress my love that i have for u thank u baby for treating me so good and i would give u the hole world if i could
My Giveaway
CUPCAKE NEEDS 40 K COMMENTS IN ONE MONTH TO GET HER PRIZE... SO TAPPERS LETS GET TO TAPPING AWAY!!!!!!! THANKS FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO HELP!!!! (repost of original by 'Txmomof5~Fiesta Tappers~Club Far~RisingStars~`OWNED BY Sherrylicious' on '2008-05-15 20:10:41') (repost of original by 'Imcrazybitch~fiesta tappers~' on '2008-05-15 20:13:03') needs only 29,164 more comments 4 our prize needs 24k to get her prize only needs 40,260 more comments 4 his prize (repost of original by 'Evonne ~Spirit levelers~Sisters 4 life~~Fiesta Tappers ~Club Far~' on '2008-02-16 21:02:59')
My Giveaway
im in a give away only need 6,000 comments so help me get this over with quick and painlessly thanks so much melody ok im down to needing about 1750 in commments and im maxed for the day again if anyone has a few extra comments to spare please drop them my way im so close yet so far thanks so much and to all those who have helped me already many thanks to you heres the link you know what to do
My Giveaway
could you please come help me, im in a 7 day blast giveaway i will return all love
My Girls Hh!!
On 4/13 at 1 am, my girl Erin is hosting a HH. BOW's HOPIGALERIN ** FUBOMBER ** CLUB FAR ** SHADOW LEVELER ** SHINING STAR@ fubar I know its late, but I hope all will try to give her as much love as you can. She is a great person, and is always willing to help. If you don't know her, check her out. R/F/A while your at it. I promise you won't be disappointed!! MySpace Codes from
My Girl
I'M so tired of the idiots on here thinking just cuz a girl is hot they have a chance to get in their pants.Everyday I read comments on my girlfriends page some sick ,some cute but all ridiculous sHe got a man she's not letting me go she loves me she tells me everyday haw much she loves me,and do you guys really think buy buying her fake fu shit your really going to impress her,come on grow up.a woman wants to be treated like a woman not a piece of meat.and if you really think she is going to throw a long relationship away for someone who buys fu gifts give me a break,i do know she is flirt but thats all she is and thats on of the reasons i fell head over heals for her, love we will be getting married soon,so all you idiots grow you Debbie,LOVE ALWAYS BOBBY Three years ago I found a seed it was very beautiful seed and looked as though she would be a beautiful flower, so I planted her in hopes that she would grow, everyday I watered her and loved her being careful no
My Girls
~ My Gift ~
~ My Gift ~ I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, decorations or wrappings would certainly ruin the effect. And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . . unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed of my nakedness. You have already captured a piece of my heart, and you have captivated my soul. The only thing left for me to present to you is my very being . . . and I do that willingly, happily, and most of all . . . lovingly. Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . . seeing the desire in your eyes for the very first time. I don't believe in all of my life, I have ever witnessed a moment as beautiful as this. Neither one of us can speak . . . and
My Give Away
My Girlffriend Needs Help my girlfriend needs help lets help her out win this
My Givea Way Link Please Help
thank u in got my 1000
My Giveaway
I will be taking a break from Fubar for a little while in a couple of days. I'm not deleting my account ,I just need time away. I hope to be back as soon as I can. Life just gets to me sometimes and I need to take time out. If you could please just show me some love while I'm gone I appreciate it. Much love and respect to all, Princess ~Princess~Proud Member of the Confederate Bomber Family~N.A.P. Greeter~@ fubar I NEED 45 K COMMENTS TO WIN A HAPPY HOUR. ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED.
My Giveaway
My Giveaway
My Giveaway!!
If any of my friends and your not busy could u click the cat pic and leave me some comments for my giveaway All love will be repaid to ya !!
My Girlz Got A Girlfriend
this is more like a u think its right to be on here and u are in a relationship but the man your in a realtionship with is always on here talking to other woman and trying to be captin save a hoe all the time.and thats not all he is showing his body and watchin them.ladies would you want your man doing that to you?oh yea and he dont handle bussiness at home ither.please let me know i need advice i have been going through this for a year.
My Girl!!
My Girls Rawk This Fu
Help me Help the Da Sweet Irish Princess I wanna help a SPECIAL friend of mine...THE D*S*I*P get spotlight so me and a few SEXY friends of mine are offering a salute to the highest bidder! if you wanna see your name written here^^ click the pik > ^^my sexy friends^^ BID NOW!! BID OFTEN!! or bid on 900 11's (to be given over 3 days)
My "girl" And I
My Girlfriend Application
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I like
My Girl...
So...there's this girl that stole my heart. She calls me Daddy!
My Gift 2 Myself
Music Playlist at Come by my page and show me some luv and help me level to "Godmother" as you get some well deserved extra points for yourself! As an added bonus, the person who is rating my pics at the time that I level will get a special gift. Thanks to everyone in advance for all your help! Much Love, ♥¶HØÊчX♥
My Girlfriend Strikes Again
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My Girl Crush
She's hot...She's talented...I love her voice...And if I was bi...I'd do her....Yes a second.. :)
My Girl
i just want to leave a blog about my girl cassie and the babys. I have known this girl for about 5 or 6 yrs now. we have gotten in trouble together and been to church together. we gotten tattoos for each other, and have two wonderful kids together. thats my girl. we have wreck a car together, lol. we have stolen together. we have even gotten dirty with each other, but only a kiss nothing more. haha had u fooled. thats my girl. we have partyied together, we have cried together. we have shared everything our life. and now my girl is thinking of leaving town. and im not really happy that she is leaving if she does. but on the other hand i want to see her smile again. i think the last time i seen her smile was when her and i was crackin on a pic. she knows what im talkin about ask her if you want to know, shes married to me on here so she is easy to find. lmao. but i just want everyone that sees this to know that she will always be my girl no matter where she or i may live. i will travel t
My Girl
I thought I would never find a woman who would love me for me. One who would not critize my looks or my size. She is so beautiful inside and out. She is fun to be with. I can spend my just texting or iming her all day. She brightens my day everyday. I have to thank my hubby for introducing us. Without him I would have never know that someone like her existed. I value ever minute I can get with her. I want to thank her for loving me for the way I am.
My Girl
I want you now, I don't want to wait My soul has yearned, my heart has ached My body is numb, waiting for your touch For you are the one it wants so much My lips are cold, wanting to taste Everything you are, can not be replaced My eyes are closed, wishing to behold The beauty that you are waiting to unfold Holding my breathe, eager for your scent Every moment without you is pure torment The sweetest song sounds nothing to me Only your voice can set me free From these chains that bind, keeping me lifeless and still You are the only one I'm anxious to feel I have waited so long, I've wanted forever You are the one I've longed to endeavor Soon you'll be near, soon is to long If patience is a virtue, I want to be wrong I'll make you mine, I'll make you need Soon you will know how it feels to be me ~W.H.~ ~2009~
My Girlfriend
}{**FULLOFLOVE**}{akaTHE OREO GIRL  R/L GF & Proudly Fu-owned by BLUEDEVIL@ fubar
My Girl,my Life......
There are so people out there who love to start dramma,I don't need to name them they know who they are.I just wish they would stop please!It was stated that a certain someone was my second choice or my ugly,what a joke.First how can she be a second choice if we share a bond one that is beautiful and wonderful,a bond that only someone who has kids and loves them and takes care of them could share,and second if she is so ugly how come everybody is so jelious of her and why are her kids so beautiful.I just wish the B.S. would stop....
My Girl
juscallmekitty@ fubar peach@ fubar
My Glob (blog Spelled Backwards)
What is going on with everything today? I was minding my own busness just checking my email and low and behold another message from my step mom. ok cool most of the time they are forwards of funny jokes or something. NOT this time. she sent me a link titled "watch before it gets pulled" ok so im intrigued, and i watch................. and now im pissed. I am by no means a conspritory guru or some one always looking for a fight but when the situation arises, there isnt much of a choice. granted it could be some made up bull but there is a lot of reasons to believe it. The first thing that came to my mind was, finally its coming out. I have been thinking for a while something like this would happen. I saw it with Africa, and Europe. Countries are loosing their identity. And it isnt like people dont have a clue. there have been bunches of movies and books that show some sort of global unification. The most prominant in my mind is Huxley’s "Brave New World" syno
My God Bones, What Have I Done???
Yup, I did it tonight. The dirty deed. The unthinkable... I culled my friends list and removed about half. :) Ok, so I admit it - sometimes I accept friend requests because the lady is attractive or flirtatious... But, I'm here for friends, not for the ratings or the levels - even if they *are* fun to rack up! Those that are left are ones that I've talked to, that have asked or answered questions, rated and commented on my growing stash, sent or responded to mail, or are new enough additions that there's a reasonable expectation that I'll actually get to know them a little bit better. Some of them simply have substance in their profile that I like and don't want to lose track of. So, there it is. My first blog, describing my first "anti-social" action on this site. Probably the first of many. I'm a monster. :) Cheers, Silverpike
My Good Friend, Ally
gonna miss you kiddo, and all the bullshit we witnessed.... It wont be the same around here without ya....
My Good Friend Hagrid!
hagrid32@ CherryTAP
My Gothic Dream
you left me alone in your dungeon,hungry,horny,and bored. I called out to you not to leave,but you ignored my cry.I had to find a way out of this cage you had me locked in,and find my way away from this dungeon. I managed to free my hands from the rope you had tied around them.I was able to free my ankles you had tied together.there was a latch on the cage that I needed to release,in order to free took me forever but I finally was able to release the latch and escape.I got dressed and left. I saw mortal life around me and I needed to feed,my body was becoming weak.I selected my mortal soul and began drinking my body began to awaken and feel alive once more. along came this immortal being calling to me,my body slowly approaching his command.he grabs me and takes me to his home.a place of elegance,fine art and sophistication.rennaisance to be exact.candles surrounding me,sexual art hanging from walls,red silk sheets lacing the bed,violins playing softly in t
My Good Friend Has Gone Missing
well it has been a while since i have updated these, so i figured i should. he did turn up, he was just going through a really big rough patch. he has returned and has put on some kickass gigs. i dont usually post blogs and shit but i need to say this. i've known dave for 4 years now, hes an awesome bloke. he promotes metal bands, puts on gigs. that is until now. hes just up and disappeared. he told someone that he will no longer promote gigs/bands, and to delete the 2 metal forums he is the moderator for. he was supposed to be interviewed on the radio tonite, and never showed. hes not answering his phone. we are all worried about him.
My Good Recipies
1 1/2 Cup cooked rice 2 Cup Milk 1 Egg beaten 1/3 Cup raisins 1/2 Teaspoon Vanilla 1 Tablespoon Butter   Mix rice and 1/2 Cup of sugar. Cook about 15-20 minutes until thickened, add egg, 1/2 cup milk add SLOWLY to rice mixture. Cook 2 minutes more. Add raisins before cooking. Then Add vanilla and butter. Sprinkle with cinnamon and nutmeg.
My Good Friend
Hey everybody. Give a holler to my good friend Michael.marinermichael
My Goodies
My God! I Just Took A Fubar!
For most of my life i have been a very submissive guy. Before you run for the exits i don't mean sexually. i mean i have allways been very laid back, unassuming person who prefers if other people make the decisions. I started dating when i was 14 and i allways was attracted to very athletic girls who were very strong and opinionated. Then, in college, i met a Gil who was Dominant. Ii thought i had died and gone to heaven. She called the shots and no, it wasn't just sexually. She did introduce meto serving a Woman as a sexaul submissive. My first24/7 lifestyle D/s relation shiphapened about 10years ago. i met a Woman who considered herself a Female Supremist. She taught me how to allways keep the Woman in my life at the center of attention at all times. She taught me how to please a Woman in the bedroom and have me not expect or need anything in return. i waited on her hand an dfoot. If sh said jump i said how high and i loved it. It took a few weeks of training but
My Goal...
thanks to everyone who gave me fuBucks! i finally got the spotlight! i cant believe it! much luv to 2 of my gurls that helped me the most! ArmyWifey@ fubar MJ@ fubar my goal is to win the spotlight on my birthday (6 nov 07)... i have almost 2,000,000 fuBucks, but lately its been 3 million or more... if u all have sum spare fuBucks laying around that ur not using, i would greatly appreciate em! much thanks and luv to the few that have already gave me sum... :) well the bid for tomorrow's spotlight is already over 4 million and i dont think i can come up with any more fuBucks... all morning i have had people say "well wat u gonna do for me?" type shit... y do they hafta start that today????? no1 else has asked me for anything in return! i tell them i will fan them like i did for everyone else that sent me some, but that's not good enuff i guess... oh, if i send a pic of my feet, one guy would send me some... yeah right! my feet????? ummmmmmmm, wats the word i
My Good Friend
My Good Friend by 'RedyFrLuv' I never came to you, my friend, and went away without some new enrichment of the heart; More faith and less of doubt, more courage in the days ahead. And often in great need coming to you, I went away comforted indeed. How can I find the shining word, the glowing phrase that tells all that your love has meant to me, all that your friendship spells? There is no word, no phrase for you on whom I so depend. All I can say to you is this, God bless you precious friend.
My Good Friend Needs Some Help Winning This Contest
My Gothic Heart
Love is a fire. Burns down all that it sees. Burns down everything. Everything you think Burns down Everything you say. She blew me her death-kiss And the mouth-marks Bled down my eye, Like her dying On my windshield. I can already feel Her worms Eating my spine. So how can it be this lonely? Is this all we get For our lives? Is love only sweeter when One of dies? Then I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. I knew that our love was just a car crash away. I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. Love is a fire. Burns down all that it sees. Burns down everything. Everything you think Burns Down Everything you say. I knew that our love was Just a Car Crash Away.
My Good Byes
just a little note to say my goodbyes as im leaving fubar. can't delete right now due to VIP but when it's gone my acct will go with it... Squirt- i love ya girl...from mumms to men drama to sex talks...damn we had alot of fun you're a star babygirl! Drunken- you've always been there when i needed someone the most. you're truly an example of a 'real' person here in fu-land. ellie's a lucky girl to have you. much love ryan!!! lsd-shell- girl you crack me up, and even though we haven't spoken much lately know i got much love for ya! Will- oh what can i possibly say bout've always been there to try to bring me up when i was down, and i appreciate that. Southern bi- MY TUB BUDDY!! we haven't talked much since i left AH but you know i got tons of love for ya! please make sure you keep in touch on yahoo. Sultry- steph girl i love you to death. you've made me laugh when no one else could, i wish nothing but the best for you! Drew- you've always had my back when
My Good Friend
all the above how do you know, when you've met the one who'll lift up your spirits, and make your life fun you walk around humming even at work all day on your mouth, a smile will lerk just thinking of him. can make your head light while the touch of him hand can bring pure delight at night when your sleeping, he's holding you tight with a loving embrace to warm up your night so how do you know, when you've met the one he's the guy when your pregnant who stays and dont run i wish you the best in your search for love and here's just a hint, I'm all the above by Randy Sewell To: Laura From: Randy Sewell Have you ever thought, of how love would be If you took a chance and hooked up with me to look in my eyes, and see how i feel to know in your heart, Our love is for real to never have questions, fulfilling your dreams each
My Goddesses
Isis, Egyptian Goddess of Magic and Giver of Life Isis, the Egyptian goddess of rebirth remains one of the most familiar images of empowered and utter femininity. The goddess Isis was the first daughter of Geb, god of the Earth, and Nut, the goddess of the Overarching Sky. Isis was born on the first day between the first years of creation, and was adored by her human followers. Unlike the other Egyptian goddesses, the goddess Isis spent time among her people, teaching women how to grind corn and make bread, spin flax and weave cloth, and how to tame men enough to live with them (an art form on which many of us would welcome a refresher course!) Isis taught her people the skills of reading and agriculture and was worshipped as the goddess of medicine and wisdom. More than any other of the ancient Egyptian goddesses, Isis embodied the characteristics of all the lesser goddesses that preceded her. Isis became the model on which future generations of female deities in othe
My Good Week
My good week, I have been having a great week. I’m sure some of you have notched that I am a rockstar and a VIP, and early x-mas present from myself, along with a three day blast, yea me!! Now you might be asking yourself, what makes that a great week? Well that is not all there is, I meet someone this week, and things are going good so far. She works at the local Bid Lots and I have been going in there for awhile now just to see her, the first time I saw her and looked into her eyes, I felt something, you could feel the energy and her smile to is to die for. I have high hopes that this will go well, we have our first date next week, dinner and a movie. I am going to let her choose where we go and what we see, I know a little old fashion but that’s me. Wish me luck!
My Godmother Pimpout From Booboo
My Goddesses
Isis The Queen of the Nile has flooded my banks. I am the infant Moses nurtured in the reed bed, and the intimate lap and lullaby sway of the waters of Isis. I am a green palm tree in Her oasis. Her Spirit is my shade. The Sun God is laughing for His Queen has lured an other water baby into the arms of love. She has been sewing a reed raft with invisible incantations while I rocked afloat in Her womb. She has come with flowers in Her hair and teased me into manhood with the tickle touch of divine fingertips. I am rewriting a bible a living sea scroll of remembrance. I am a lion in Her bosom, my mane matted with desire's sweet dew. I have no name, but am a pet in Her passion. Fed with milky morsels of joy that drip from Her hands as love letters. I rip them open one by one and mark my territory upon them. She smiles at this and pats me down with a lover's kiss. Isis takes me to Her river, washing the sweat of a thousand nights of longing, from hank a
My Goin Away Party
aight all this is my goin away party. it will b starting at 12pm and will continue through that nite its an all ages till bout 4 or 5pm then if u have kids i would ask u to take them home bekuz the tru party will b starting. its goin to b a potluck also i will b havin the hot dogs and hamburgers if u want something else bring it. im goin to try to get 2 kegs but i dont think thats goin to happen so contact me if u would like to help out on that. if u dont have my number its 253-722-3510 can reach me anytime for anything. o and if u plan on drinking bring a tent kuz no one is drivin home drunk i dont care how good of a driver u r. i will b takin keys once u come n unless u have a dd or r not drinking. if u want to come and dont know my address message me or call me and ill give it to u
My Godmothering
I would like to thank every one that helped me level to Godmother. I am just so overwhelmed by all the love I was shown. I want to thank some very very special people who worked so hard to get me there so quickly. If these people are not on your friends list please stop by and show them some love,rate, fan and add them because they are all Amazing People. I am so proud to be a part of the Shadow Levelers. ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Girl@ fubar Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar rod67@ fubar ƒâRŠçÅÞë Çㆠ~Shadow Leveler~Proudly Owned by Gary and Kat; fu-owner of , yeahmon,@ fubar GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~owned by happy country girl@ fubar
My Good Deed For The Year
Yesterday as some of you may know I went with my girl Daphne to the plasma center in Hampton. I am able to donate between 600 and 700 milliliters. I am glad to do it because I get paid for it but it also benefits everyone because it helps make medicine and helps babies and other stuff. I use about an hour to an hour and a half, my plasma and in return I get about 60 a week for doing this. It also gets me out of the house. It gives me some money to have when I wanna go to VB and when I want stuff.
My Goals For Today, January 25th, 2009
1) Level, at least one time today (which means I need LOTS of rates and comments) 2) Get AT LEAST one more bling given to me 3) Get AT LEAST one Big Pimpin' gift 4) TRY and get either a VIP or maybe just a Bling pac (Love u forever if u get me one) 5) Get AT LEAST 5 salutes made for me
My Goals
My Goals: 1) Start working out at the Gym 2 strengthen my Back 2) Try not 2 stess as much haha 3) Live Life 2 the Fullest!!!! AMEN.....
My Good Friend Has Auto 11's Fri. 6pm
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My Goodbye To You All...
My Gorgeous Pig
My Goddaughter Mercedes
My Goddaughter Mercedes is one the sweetest girls that the heavens has in their realm,she has brought mre great joy the short time she was here. I think about here daily,I visit her grave also. On February 5th saw 18 years old,it also my birthday too. I miss her dearly. A she spent her short life on this world,she brought a lot of joy and laughter to everyone she met. I will see her again when i get to heaven,because she is  my Guardian Angel. 
My Greek God
Posted By:Jackass 2Get this video and more at Which GreekRoman minor Goddemi-god are you? ATALANTA - The swiftest of runners and the best hunter in ancient Greece. She could both run and hunt better than any man. You have a competitive spirit and like to be challenged. Sometimes these challenges seem rather monotonour and repetitive, but hey, you never know. You might get a great surprise someday.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
My Greatest Fear Is...sept.25, 2006
PART ONE: Today's entry 9:26am Monday Sept. 25, 2006 Most people I talk to tell me that they have no fears of any kind other than the normal "fear of water, or fear of fire, or fear of being smothered" that type of stuff. I think that everyone has some type of fear of that physical aspect of dying that way. I know I have a fear of Snakes, especially boas or pythons that are big enough to eat someone like me for lunch. But those are just your normal everyday fears that basically are like the boogyman, you can usually get over them as you get older, or not as the case may be. It all depends on the person and their state of mind. Some of those fears never go away. For me the snake one will never go away, but that isn't my greatest fear. My greatest fear is, not knowing my greatest fear. Or rather not knowing what that greatest fear actually is. Even though I have an idea that something is not what is seems in the back of my mind, I always manage to push it to the furthes
My Grandbabies
My Greatest Fear Is...sept.28, 2006 2nd Entry
PART ONE: Today's entry 9:26am Monday Sept. 25, 2006 Most people I talk to tell me that they have no fears of any kind other than the normal "fear of water, or fear of fire, or fear of being smothered" that type of stuff. I think that everyone has some type of fear of that physical aspect of dying that way. I know I have a fear of Snakes, especially boas or pythons that are big enough to eat someone like me for lunch. But those are just your normal everyday fears that basically are like the boogyman, you can usually get over them as you get older, or not as the case may be. It all depends on the person and their state of mind. Some of those fears never go away. For me the snake one will never go away, but that isn't my greatest fear. My greatest fear is, not knowing my greatest fear. Or rather not knowing what that greatest fear actually is. Even though I have an idea that something is not what is seems in the back of my mind, I always manage to push it to the furthest reaches
My Greatest Fear Is...october 4, 2006
My Greatest Fear Is: Part 5 PART FIVE: Oct. 9, 2006 1:40pm 5th entry: I had a job interview today at 2:00pm and I had about a half an hour maybe a little less before they got back from lunch to talk to me, so I sat down and took out my pad and pen and wrote this down so I can place it up on this blog area along with the rest of my blog entries. And by the way, I got the job! Training for the next three days from 6am until 2:30pm and then I work swing shift, or second as the case may be because there is no third, from 11am until about 7 or 8:30pm and it will be at least 40 hours a week. YAY ME!!!!  And now it’s time for the entry at hand. Whenever I think back on what happened on Saturday morning, this past weekend, I see a frightened, defiant little girl trying to keep herself from falling and disappearing into something she is not going to be able to return from if steps aren’t taken to fight back. When Peter’s tone of voice, and the look in his eyes, became a
My Greatest Fear Is: Part 4 Oct. 8, 2006 - 11:24pm
My Greatest Fear Is: October 9, 2005 - 1:40pm Monday
My Greatest Fear Is: Part 5 PART FIVE: Oct. 9, 2006 1:40pm 5th entry: I had a job interview today at 2:00pm and I had about a half an hour maybe a little less before they got back from lunch to talk to me, so I sat down and took out my pad and pen and wrote this down so I can place it up on this blog area along with the rest of my blog entries. And by the way, I got the job! Training for the next three days from 6am until 2:30pm and then I work swing shift, or second as the case may be because there is no third, from 11am until about 7 or 8:30pm and it will be at least 40 hours a week. YAY ME!!!!  And now it’s time for the entry at hand. Whenever I think back on what happened on Saturday morning, this past weekend, I see a frightened, defiant little girl trying to keep herself from falling and disappearing into something she is not going to be able to return from if steps aren’t taken to fight back. When Peter’s tone of voice, and the look in his eyes, became a
My Greatest Fear Part Six October 10, 2006 6:06 Pm
My Greatest Fear Is: Part 6 PART SIX: Oct. 10, 2006 6:06pm 6th entry: How I perceive the Percepts that Peter, my Master, gave me, and what they mean to me, each one expounded on separately: 1. Trust in Sir 2. Be honest with Sir at all times 3. Understand that you are property 4. Your primary goal is to please Sir 5. Your primary Fear should be Sir’s displeasure 6. Rewards from Sir are earned, not given 7. Pain is a gift from Sir, cherish it always 8. Always be aware you are a Sexual Creature 9. Constantly strive to better yourself 10. Never forget that Sir, while you Lord and Master, is still human Trust in Sir: It means that I must, without doubt or hesitation, place myself in Sir’s hands. To put my very soul in his care, and believe that what he says or does is the right thing for me to do. I need to stop and realize that Sir is my mentor, my Master, my friend, and my lover. There is much more than that as well, but the gist of it is, I love and cherish
My Graphics
I'm finally ready to share my stupid graphics with world I made this one based on one of my favorite songs called Somwhere by Within Temptation What can I say... I was bored lol To smart people you would be able to connect the dots but your supposed to know that the last word is heart... because of the big heart to the left of the words lol but if you couldn't now you know Pretty self explanatory lol, just messing around... i did however make this background all by myself hehe I've actually got two of these, one in each color... not sure which is better... ill go ahead and put it below so you can tell me which one you like better This was made based on one of my favorite Hellogoodbye songs called Here (In Your Arms) I just love this song and I HAD to make a graphic with it :)
My Grandmother
I wanted to let all my friends and family know my gramma is out of the ICU burn unit and is at home. Her surgery went well, she is in alot of pain and has alot of recovering 2 do so please keep her in your prayers. Thank You To All Of U Who Cared Enough To Read!! I'm Sure U Can C I Cleaned House And Deleted Over 100 People :) So Thanks To My True Friends And Family!!! MUAH THIS IS THE OLD POST Please keep my grandmother in your prayers, thoughts, or light a candle for her I know we all believe different but I really need your help on this. My grandmother was burned very bad on Friday and had to air lifted from N.C. to Ga. she is in a burn unit and not doing very well. She has alot of medical problems that complicate things, so please do this for me as I would do it for u. Thank You MUAH
My Great Valetine Gift!
Guess what? I got a nice surprise Valentine gift...the guy that I am seeing just gave me a nice valentine candy heart-shaped box and told me that I'm his girlfriend now. Yayy! What a real nice surprise Valentine gift when he told me he's my boyfriend now! I'm so happy! :) debbie
My Gripes
WHO the hell would mark this NSFW??? This just rips me bigtime!!!!! What the fuc is wrong with this picture and where the hell do these people work? GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Check this pic and tell me what you guys think...PLEASE Ok Now that I have your attention.... I have been on CT for maybe a month. When I am here I pick random profiles and rate the profile and MOST of the pics. I always give 10's, if I hate the pic, I simply go to the next one without tapping the rate button. Here is my beef. These chicks on here have messages... * FAN me RATE me and then add me..ok whatever. The problem is you go into a profile and almost everything is private. Click the first, rate it, click next and you get "Sorry this photo is private". Hit the back button on the browser, start over and pick another shot and BAM "Sorry this photo is private". So how the hell am I supposed to know if I want to fan this person if everything is
My Gripes
My Greatest Love
Everything You Need to Know About Cunnilingus But You Were Too Busy Picking the Hairs Out of Your Teeth to AskEating pussy can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential to give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake you in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex are always in demand. If you gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of your league, may overlook your other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse to talk more about vaginas.The vagina is a mystery to most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only for special occasions and then quickly put back into hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. For something so complex you'd think there would be instructions, or a map
My Grandma Is My Angel
my grandma my angel i just sit here watchin out the window at the passing cars and the funny looking birds through the window. it is washing itself on the tree branch, whis is dripin rain from the rain last nights shower. i thank what if i were a bird? were would i go? what would i do? of course i know that is not possible, especially now. i'm just sitting here, watchin my life pass me by, second by second, minute by minute. i know i should do something productive, then the birds flies away, and i turn on the computer to see who is on. its such a beautiful day out side, and i feel so sick i feel like i am falling up which just isnt possible but i still feel like it. my head is spinning almost as if i am in a daze, my brain strarts to pounding, like someone is hitting my skull with a hammer, the sun is shining, which doesnt help its just makes it worse. i hide under the covers. this is the one time i feel like the sun is a bad thing. now my stomach starts to ache, so i move fr
My Grandmom.
I can't believe its been 2 years since my grandmom Wanda Irene Malkoski had passed away. She is missed and very loved. Time sure flies.
My Grandson Tristan
Wow.. I cant believe its been almost 2 weeks since my daughter Krystal delivered her 1st son, Tristan Blaine Engelbach, He is such a good baby, she was so very lucky to get a son, just like her when she was a baby. He isnt a cryer, needs so little attention, but of course he is spoiled already. When Mommy and Daddy arent Holding him, its Grandmom, Great Grandmom, or Aunt Kate or Kristi anna. He spends the weekends with Mommy and Daddy, and during the week, Mommy brings him over to see Grandmom, and Great Grandmom,& his aunts. When Daddy gets home from work, They go home and make him dinner,and get the place cleaned up, so Mommy and Daddy can spend the rest of the night with there little bundle of Joy. I cant believe at almost 2 weeks old, he is holding up his head, and grabbing things to put in his mouth. He can hold his pacifier in his own mouth, and when it falls out, he can put it back in. That is when Mommy gives him one. She dont want him getting hooked on that ucky thing, if he d
My Grandbaby
Just wanted to let everyone know that my son's girlfriend gave birth to a baby girl this afternoon. Her name is Amethyst Star. I will be traveling up to see them tomorrow and will take lots of pictures. Still not sure what I want her to call me yet though...any ideas let me know. And be nice this is my first grandchild:)
My Gripes
My Grandma
Just to let everyone that my grandma passed away today from Cancer that had spread all over. I need all the support I can get right now as I am trying to deal with the death my grandmother. Thanks
My Grandchildren
well as most of my friends here know my grandchildren from s.c.are here for a visit for 10 whole days...and lets just say after 1 1/2 days i am pooped but pooped in a wonderful way...i have 4 of my grandchildren here and friday i will have them all together for the first time in 3 years so expect lots of pictures ok thopught it was going to be relaxing day but daughter just called wants to spend the day here need to baby proof so ill talk to you guys soon well im expecting grandchild #6 already have 4 girls and 1 boy..well alll thoug im a little disappointed i am getting another little girl..but she is loved the same as the rest so it guess it soesnt grand son is really dissappointed he already has a lil sis he wanted a lil fact his word to his mother were "Why do you have to have a girl"cute huh for a 6 yr old... poor guy
My Will Be Missed
When i got a myspace like four years ago, i dint know who or what to put down as hero or hero's. Well in a rescent passing i have determined that i have been missing someone from that list for a long time. My Nan-Nan. She passed away exactly 24 hours ago to this minute, with her two children, and her two oldest and closest grandkids by her side. After a very short fight with cancer. I have never ever lost a family member before, so i have all these new emotions going through my head, i am having trouble venting so i hope this blog helps......... Nan-Nan Wherever you may be right now, i just want to let you know that i love you with all my heart. You are responsible for so much in my life.I am following my fathers footsteps,but you have helped through every problem along the way. I just want to let you know that i am thankful for everything that you have done for myself and this family through your life. Thank you for the vacations every summer to Stone Harbor, our favorite place on sun
My Great Niece
hi will you right back to me well as you all know that my daughter was keeping you posted about my niece's baby b/c she was born premature. well she is finally home now and she is very beautiful. she is small but beautiful.
My Growing Baby
im 5 1/2 months pregnant and loving every moment of it. It's really hard at times cuz i cry outta nowhere and i get stressed out to easy. 4 months to go. alexandra marie is due oct 15,2007 and she is gonna be the cutest baby ever and i cant wait..if any moms out there would like to give me advice feel free. this is my first baby.
My Grandma
My Grandma
This is more for me to remember than for you to comment. Grandma died tonight at 5:10pm Central.
My Great Friends On Fubar!
My Gripes
When I first heard about CherryTap (now Fubar) I thought, "Awesome, a place where ADULTS can go to chat, hang out, and meet." So, I created an account and uploaded as many pictures as I was allowed. I fully understand that there were going to be people that were not going to like my opinions, pictures, and sense of humor. I even understand that there are people who may not agree with the fact that I find Happy Bunny completely and totally God Like. (Yes, that's an exaggeration for those of you who cannot comprehend the obvious.) And, I happily move on with my little internet world in, what was known at that time, as Cherry Tap. So I come across all these people who all of the sudden want to be my friends. Of course, they can't tell me a damn thing about what's written in my profile, so they are automatically denied. YAY for me having standards... well at least I think so. However, I will return ratings so long as I can find a picture I like, because I am not a complete
My Greatest Friends
Thank you for being you, and for the wonderful person you are!!! Thank your mom for having you and raising such a wonderful son!!! I can't wait to go see you!! Sooner rather than later you know!!!! Have I told you how truly great you are?? You have stood by me thru all the drama, all the crap, held my hand when I thought that I could not keep going, encouraged me to look beyond the people whose LIES AND HATRED have tainted my existence and see that there are some people worth having in my life! You have defended my honor and my character, and rightly so, and you have made sure that the people who truly matter know the REAL truth about me. For this I thank you with all my heart! and then...... I THANK YOU with EVERY INCH of my soul. You spoil me in ways that even thru the distance matter so much, ranging from the TWO LITTLE WORDS that you know can make or break my day based upon whether or not I hear you say them( and you are the ONLY oe who can say them and get the reaction from me tha
My Grandson
Dear Blog, Im here today with a weighted heart, as you know dear blog, my children and grandchildren are the core of life. My Grandson has been sick, and has been a concern with me for a long time. He is only 15 months old and has been on antibiotics so much since he was born. Which is never a good sign. It is one of the most over used man made drug there is. He was a preemie when born and it seems he has always struggled with one thing or another, from sleep apnea to infections. He has had his adenoids removed. He is scheduled to have tubes in ears this Wednesday. I am sure they will wait now becuase of the lab work. His latest illness has added a yeast infection from all the antibiotics. My daughter went back to the doctor today to find out the results of his test he had done recently. They are making him an appointment at Rileys children Hospital with a specialist. His blood count was all off and they are not sure what is going on. I pray they find out w
My Granddaddy
I'm pretty down today and yesterday i guess i'm going to be down for the next couple of days or so. I just found out yesterday that the man in my life that has raised me since the day i first came home is going to have Bypass Surgery soon.I'm talking about my Granddaddy. I was in tears and still am just fighing back right now. I can't imagine anything happening to my granddaddy; he's my Superhero my Super Man. The reason why he's having it is because his 4heart veins are blocked. Thats why he hasn't been himself. I Don't know what I would do if something happens to him(((knocks on wood))) But as soon I know when this is going to happen I will be flying the next flight out of here. Walter already told me I can do this last nite I hate to leave the kids but they are in school(Angela is ). I'm reallly bummed right now I have to call my granny and see whats else is going on and see how she is doing. Clifford James Hussey I love you granddaddy Janie Mae Hussey I love you too gran
My Grandpa
My Grandfather ( My Father's Dad ) passed away on Sunday, I will be away today and tomorrow to attend the viewing and the funeral. He died from another stroke, he had suffered a stroke 5 yrs ago. I did go see him in the hospital a few wks back and i'm glad i did as i never got to say good bye to other grandfather ( my Mother's Dad ) that passed in 2004 3 wks after my son was born.
My Greek Thanksgiving
So everyone who knows me know that i am italian and greek. Knowing this,u have to have an idea what kind of family life I have....loud,annoying and sometimes embarassing Especially my parents!!!! so we always go to my moms sisters house every year and theres never a dull moment. my family always feels the need to discuss personal shit...and they love to call u out when we are all together...nothings ever private.Here we go i take advantage of having so many relatives there to occupy my kids and a driver incase i wanna drink. U never wanna sit at the table cause now ur in the hot seat.My mom looks at me and says whatsa matta wit u...I said wut ma, she says" u drinkin? i said "yeah why? Shes like o my god , asking me if im depressed. i told my mom why i gotta be depressed,im having a good time. then my uncle asks me if im going to have more kids and before i could answer my mom says" no shes fixed she dont got all of her insides no more" im like NO SHE DIDNT JUST CALL ME OUT
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My Gripps
how many time can the court ly and do double standard two family same situation but he put to different rules on them. what do you think about the welfare system when they let adult rape there child but want to put a child with mental problem that is not there fault in jail and take them away from there parents for accuse attempt with someone there same age and it was one on one not even a group attack. They say parents are at fault but they take the way the means for us parents to control them. why is it all guys want is bj and will ly to get it.
My Grandfather
I 1st met my grandpa when i was in 2nd grade at least when i could 1st recall meeting him. He was a hard core drinker. Also had a world of knowledge to pass on to me. To me he was the toughest son of a bitch you could have ever met. Over the years i got to know him on a level even my mother didnt know him. we done alot together. While living in tucson as a kid we went to see old shot up cars out in the desert and different mountains. he was also the one to get me into putting model toys together. as time went on i moved back to jacksonville and i kept in contact with him. so lets fast forward some years. I decided to become a truck driver after my army career. When i started driving trucks i started to visit him on a regular basis. During this time i had found out that he had served in the navy as a frogmen. and served with UDT 3 which stands for underwater demolitions team. he started talking to me about some of his war stories that he was personally involved with during his career. i
My Granny Maton....r.i.p
When you were here I felt like I was on top of the world- my life couldn't be any better. You were the one person in my life Who made me smile, Who made me laugh and... Who made me realize what I was living for. Now I see no reason to live You have left me and you've moved on so easily. Not a day goes by when I don't think about you, and how happy I was. Im not the happy, energetic, funfilled person I once was- Im not myself. I wish I could have you back in my life But even more, I wish I could have my life back with you.
My Greastest Friends And Family
while im gone out of town for god knows how long i want you all to show some wonderful people some love for me they mean the world to me and i will miss them dearly!!!! sorry this isnt all fancy and stuff but it gets the point across!!!! i love you all and will miss you!!!!! yours always anna!!!!! MikeyX24Kt*** DJ ANG3LBABY's FU_Hubby and R/L fiancee***@ fubar sweetgal516~ GREETER AT 2nd ALARM HOTTIES HQ~♥Fu g/f of remer♥@ fubar DJMystic Black Rose Manager @ Darknessfalls Manager of vampires realm fu gf Dj Ice Mast@ fubar ☆Core☆Pimp Daddy C☆Owned by °°«MîñX»°°Asst. to the Chief Dep. 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar DJ VAMPIRE "OWNER" of Darkness Falls & REAL HUBBY to CHARMED ONE@ fubar DJ Krazy Kuder @ Darkness Falls * Fu Boyfriend to Babi~Girl@ fubar CHARMED ONE~ OWNER OF VAMPIRES REALM & CO OWNER OF DARKNESS FALLS& REAL WIFEY TO DJ Vampire@ fubar DJ Bry_Black_Rose + Enforcer @Darkness Falls FU-B/F to GoThIc+*:^:*+MiStReSs@ fubar REME
My Grandma
to start off i dont write much, but have to get this off my chest, its about my grandparents i loved them dearly they were married 57 years up until last year, i lived with them my first 13 years of my life, they taught me life skillz , put me through school , n even bought me my first car, well the last 2 years has been hell to say the least, my grandmother found out she had pancreas cancer, n it caused her to go blind n paralized which was the hardest thing i ever had to witness, when that happend she was then put into a nursing home n i didnt approve of that at all, long story short she passd away last august n shortly after my grandad passed as well, they were the most kindest ppl u would ever meet , just wanted every1 to know who my 1st love was, my grandparents, august 28th 2007 rest in peace i will see yall soon , luv yah
My Groups That I Own Or Am In! :)
~Pu$$yCat Playmates~N~Pimps®™~ home page@ fubar I'm now a Pu$$yCat Playmate :) YAY! imikimi - Customize Your World! Vamp Morticia's Victims GROUP PAGE!@ fubar Come check out my new group! It's the coolest! There is NO competition with other groups out there! I don't care what group you're in you're still welcome! All you have to do is read the rules blog and comment if you're ok with them at this link. THEN you MUST r/f/a everyone in the Roster blog and leave a comment when finished at this link. YOU MUST HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE TO JOIN! †ÐARTH†V€ÑØMØܧ†™@ fubar He's so sweet! I'm also in his "top victims" folder on his page! :) MUAH XOXO Show him love!
My Great Nephew
My great nephew Alden was born on March 25th with Heart trouble. His parents ony held him for a few minutes before the flew him to Dupont hospital, a couple days after he had surgey on his little heart,he than was hooked up to so many machines,last week the doctors thought he was doing good so they tried to remove one of the machines than he crashed so they had to perfom another surgery. He is stable n improving but he isn't out of the woods yet.What I'm asking of you to do is pray that he has a chance to live and that his parentys get a chance to hold him in thier arms. Thank you once again for those who had prayed for him . He is finally coming home today what a wonderful mother's day gift. My great nephew he is doing well through God's will and all the prayers I'm asking this week on Wednesday March 11th please say a little prayer for him he is having his 2nd heart surgery. Thank You
My Grandkids
i can't get over the fact that how freaken adorable my grandkids omg i could eat them..ok not literally..eww when ya take a chance.. look at my grandkids lol
My Grandparents
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My Grandpa
hey every one just wanted to tell you that my grandpa curt is in the hospital right now and is dieing slowly it's only a matter of time so i'm sorry if i'm not on here all the time
My Groups,families....
Here is a list of my all my groups, families, trains, tours, etc. that I belong to. Please check them out and consider joining as well!! Club United Chuck Wagon Fantasy Flight Convoy Military Parade Rope n Ridin' Rodeo Camelot Pink Lady's Lap Dancing Club Southern Redneck Levelers Rat Race Ghetto FabuBus Sock Hop Fubar: The Musical Fu-Fishing Trip
My Grandbaby !!
Today my heart got shattered I was awoke by the phone a call telling me that my 2nd oldest Granddaughter had been hit by a Toyota Pick up that ran a stop sign !! She has a 50 50 chance of surviving this her brain is fine, but the rest of her body is all broke up !! My God she is only 11 years old she's a baby Cheyanne is a beautiful Blond haired blue eyed girl with a heart of gold !! What is wrong with people why are they running stop signs & hitting OUR children OUR grandchildren !! Do they not know what a STOP sign is for she was crossing the street she was suppose to be safe crossing a cross walk !! I am so angry this beautiful girl is lying in the hospital fighting for her life, because of some MORON who didn't take the time to STOP at a STOP SIGN !!! I'm sorry I am just so angry that I could lose another Grandbaby I don't want to lose another one !!! PLEASE PLEASE Pray for her to get better !! Her name is Cheyanne Winter Dawn Please Keep Her In Your Prayers Please !! Tha
My Grandma
She was born in 1918. The youngest of five, born to a conservative couple in Eaton, IN. She had five older brothers. Her father was a Secret Service agent until she was three years old. They then moved to Michigan for a time, only to return back to indiana when she was about 12. She married my grandfather at the age of 20. Nine months later my uncle was born, followed a year later by my aunt. In 1943, my mom was born. My grandpa, soon after, left grandma. They divorced in 1944. He offered no support to her, so she went to work at Goodyear. Here, she helped manufacture tires for military vehicles in support of WWII. She was an original "Riveting Rosie". She raised her three kids alone until she met a local merchant that owned his business. She would never want again. She became the first female business owner in Muncie, Indiana when her husband passed in 1971 of cancer. She successfully served this community until 1980, when she decided to retire. In the interim, she had rema
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My Great Great Grandfather Lon Chaney
Lon Chaney the Original Phantom Of The Opera Born April 1, 1883 - Died August 26, 1930 Actor Grew to legendary status as a stage and motion picture figure of the 1910's, 20's, and 30's. Known as "The Man of A Thousand Faces", he innovated make-up techniques and integrated them into his varied and challenging acting roles. Father of Lon Chaney, Jr. His crypt does not have a marker. Cause of Death: Cancer Interred: Forest Lawn Memorial Park (Glendale), Glendale (Los Angeles County), Los Angeles County, California, USA
My Grandfather
Bobby K. Edwards December 3, 2008 ASHLAND - Retired Command Sergeant Major, Bobby K. Edwards, 79, died Monday, December 1, 2008 at his home in Ashland Ohio. Born May 31, 1929 in Wise County, Pound, VA. Bobby was a dedicated soldier, husband to his wife of 57 years, Patsy Jewel Linville, father, grandfather, great-grandfather. He enlisted into the United States Army in June 1945 in Roanoke, Virginia. He was a veteran of World War II, Korean War, and the Vietnam War. His tour of duties included Japan, two tours in Korea, Germany, Addis Ababa, Ethiopia, and Vietnam. He was highly decorated, being awarded the Bronze Star w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Army Commendation Medal w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Meritorious Service w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Good Conduct Metal (8th award), WWII Victory Medal, Army of Occupation Medal Japan, National Defense Service Medal w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Korean Service Medal, Armed Forces Expeditionary Medal, Vietnam Service Medal 7 Battle Stars, Republic of Vietnam Gal
My Grandma Has Passed
Im Sorry To Have To Do This Peeps But My Grandmother Has Passed Away At 3 Pm Canada Time So I Will Be Going Home Tonight To Be With Family So I Will Not Be Online For A Few Days
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My Great Firend Made Me And Other Great Ladys On Fubar
I've decided to pimp-out 3 very Sweet & Sexy lady-friends of mine here on Fubar!☺ They are very dear friends and always there for me and I just wanted to share them
My Grandson....
oh yea we have survived another year. We have survived turmoil, strife, the mundane and the ridiculous. Its only a mere pity that someone like Obama is only beginning. Even though it is a very great thing that we have managed to overcome racial issues to elect a black president, the fact that that president has caused more problems than we need is in a word... sad. So, let's hope with the new year, that he will pull his head out of his ass and become the president that we wish him to be. The greatest thing we could have for the new year is not a president thats a minority or a low unempoyment rate or medical care or whatever. No, the greatest thing we can have is...hope. Because if we have no hope then we have given up and America does not ever give up. So I hope you all have a great new year and many more to come to those friends I chat with and know about him, my grandson was born last night: 8:57 AM 7/8 Cayden Hunter was born at 9:39 pm on 7-7-09. Weight: 6 lbs 8 oz Height: 20.25
My Grandmother! A Part Of Native History!
 Myrna Joy Boyd, 72, of Wolf Point, died March 26, 2009, at Trinity Hospital in Wolf Point. Granddaughter of Chief Santee Iron Ring, the last traditional Chief of the Fort Peck Sioux, she was born to James A. Boyd and Florence Iron Ring Belton on Aug. 20, 1936, in Poplar. Throughout her life, she was known as an advocate for Native families, especially children. She was instrumental in getting a Senate investigation into the mistreatment of Native children in the State of Montana's foster care system, and was the co-founder of the Walks Far Society, which has been active as an advocate for Native children since 1979. She also was active in many other organizations that work in related fields, and was the Montana coordinator of the Trail of Self Determination Caravan, which was a nationwide march to Washington, D.C., that fought for Native rights. She was preceded in death by a brother, Wayne Boyd Sr.; sons, William James and Donald Wayne Whitright; and one daughter, Anita Ironcloud. Sh
My Greatest Wrong Or Right
Dear Diary,               I stand half naked in front to the bay window, I reach into my bag, I pulled out my book and pen, I being to write to you, diary. This is my resource to keep my wicked deeds straight. I no longer know how many I have killed or will kill in the mere future. All I know…             I have killed again today. I found it thrilling. But I guess I will tell more to you. All my hidden deeds that brought death to men and women, who mistreated others, I choose them…because of my past. No one has to the divine right to hurt someone else. I can no longer stomach what is going in life, so what I had to become is now…             Is no longer lightness or goodness in life, it has become darkness seeking out justice for those who can’t fight back like….me at one time in my dark past. I am no longer sure….I’m making the wrong or right choices, but do know…             Give those back what they place others…is
My Graine 101 (caffeine + Excedrin = Zero Throbbing Pain
finchi My BlogAboutRecent PostsI haven't got a clue!!!!Syndicate this site (XML)Powered by Friendster BlogsAugust 10, 2005I would have finished writing a paragraph and i stillwould not know what blog  stands for. Well....what the heck,  i think it'sjust logging in whatever u have in mind. . What am I ??? Better yet,Who am I ? I asked myself. Most  of the time I succeeded in leaving thethought behind and saving it for later. Other times I ended up feelingfrustrated and infuriated after hrs of laying in bed tossing and turningcoming up with absolutely nothing , when I should have been countingjumpin' sheeps to put myself to sleep. This vicious cycle slowly becamethe chronic and sole reason why I constantly ended up just barelystarting to sleep at 5:00 am when I had  to get myself up and ready forgruelling 7-3 morning shift at a funky looney infested crazyhouse. Myprecious SLEEP had abandoned me at night, turning me into a full pledgedinsomniac trying to make it in the morning jugglin
My Graphics
Hey guys I just wanted to put it out there. I make graphic tags....I make bulletins and anything having to do with graphics.   Now I love doing my graphics for friends and strangers alike. I do NOT charge for my graphics but if you want to gift me something well then that's awesome!!   The only thing I want everyone to know is....... Each and EVERY ONE of my graphics has my Stamp on it somewhere in the graphic. Now mind you just because its there doesn't mean I make it super obvious. My tag is usually VERY Faded into the background but its there nonetheless.     I don't think its too much to ask to allow me to tag my graphics with my stamp. Thanks for understanding my guidelines for my graphics :) Below is a sample of what my stamp looks like and its NOT faded in this pic just so you can see the image.   OK below are the Promotion Tag's I made thus far. just copy and paste the code on people's profiles to advertise/promote the lounge. CLICK  TO ENTERCame to show you
My Granddaughter
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Hey I am new to Cherrytap soo come by my page and tap it hard ladies, and dont forget to sign my guest book.. thankx....
My Guest Book.
I just added a guest book on my profile. Please add your pic and a few words. Thanks for stopping by and signing my guest book. I'll get back with you as soon as possible.
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I just added a guestbook to my profile please stop by and sign...much appreciated! Have a greatday!
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Heres a test to see who is a real true friend here on cherrytap.If you sign and post a pic in my guest book ill fan you and rate your pics.But you have to do both.To those who have all ready done it ty.So if you want rated to hell n back.And i might even throw a few comments in also.Ty for being my friend.ttyyal Love you all XXOO Your friend PETE
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My Guest Book
hey everyone i keep seeing all these guestbooks up so i got one so come on over and sign this thing luv you all Colleen
My Guest Book
A catch of breath the speed of a beating heart. The warmth of two bodies. A yearning in places yet to be touched. Wanting to return to places already explored. A glow of skin a caress of fingertips. Is this what it means to be loved? An ache to be next to you, then a hurt when you are gone. A kiss an exploration of every line, every flaw, every inch. A tickle here a twinge there. A hope a dream. A wanting aching need longing to be fulfilled. A night of passion a wanting for a stolen moment in time. A whisper a word, a touch, and you body wanting more. Your heart demanind to have it all. taking a chance. Betting it all on a thing called love. Souls needing to know what it is all about. Your heart demanding to have it all at any cost. Passion, lust, love. What is this feeilng that runs from the tips of your toes to the top of your head. Leaving no part untouched. Reaching into every crevis of your soul. Leaving you heart wanting more. An ache , a yea
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My Guardian Angel
I sit here thinking every sec that goes by how much I miss you! How with you not here leaves an empty feeling in my world. I think back to all our memories all the times you made me smile and bring my sadness to all smiles. You always told me keep my head up things will turn around. You changed My life in more ways then you could ever imagine. I have hurt in my heart from losing you sticks out like a knife was put through it! There are times when I shut everyone out and just want to be alone to hide my tears. I cant help it. I miss those words that came from you "I love you babes" or "you are my angel" How I miss the times you sang the song you wrote for me. I miss everything about you and the love that we shared. I will hold you and our memories and love forever in my heart! There are many times I find it hard to get by if it wasnt for my kids and your words to keep going I dont know where i would be! Those whom read this I was engaged to a wonderful man whom was one of the bravest I
My Guestbook
You have done it Without a touch, without a word, Without a sign. You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means After all." love you wench,youve been the bestest friend anyones ever had and i thank you from the heart for being my friend... stop by my page and sign it if possible..muahhhhhhhhhhh to all!!
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My Guys
FIRST OFF, I AM OWNED BY THIS MAN! If you're in need of some fu-bux he's paying for rates! @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria r@};-@ fubar SECOND, I OWN THIS MAN He's a shadow leveler and just a wonderful person! GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~@ fubar Last, but not least. Iceman bought me VIP this time around so go love all over his smexie azz! Iceman"Chill your Grill"™@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar
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My Guys :)
So, I own these two guys. Can I just combine them and have a hot guy in a van down by the river?? They are both great guys. Please show them some love. Gary - Greeter @ Club Voodoo - ***Owned by SherryMH***@ fubar In A Van Down By the River *owned by SherryMH*@ fubar I finally made it!!! Thanks so very much to everyone who helped! I love you guys!!! ♥♥♥♥♥ In A Van is soooo close to leveling! Wanna help me get him over the hump???? Thanks everyone!!! ¢¼In A Van Down By The River¢¼¢¼Owned by SherryMH¢¼@ fubar
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My Guilty Pleasure, My Nemesis.......
Ahhhhhhhh the flashy pics, the catchy statuses, the bling, the abilities..........its so enticing is it not?  To escape into a world where you are famous for nothing more than being photogenic or crafy with photoshop.  Your day's mood is reflected on your current ranking and how many likes you got that day.  What a superficial place full of people that try and pretend they are deeper than the nearest puddle. Admit it, you are one of them too.  We all are to a degree.  Guilty of chasing the bombs, eager to level, to show our worth.  LMAO At the end of the day, we all go home to our bills, our empty beds or lonely filled ones and disappear into the disappointment of the "real world" ~ whatever that disappointment may be ~ lack of a rewarding job, a broken home, life challenges that no one knows but the person behind the cherry. I find the site and its pull humorous as I watch the feed and pretty people scroll...............wanna laugh with me?
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My Hands
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at
My Handyman's Tool
Today my man and I was perusing thru this site for the millionth time, and I got to say that the free pics and videos really do make me “RANDY,” if you all know what I mean. I was squirming in my chair when he glanced over. He smiled with glee in his eyes cause he knows when I get this way I’m game for any offer of play, and the more obscure the better I get off. He exited the room without a word, within moments he returned asking me if I was ready for the most intense orgasm and he would like to administer it to me right then and there! He looted thru the office, saying that he needed a couple of things to customize the performance of my dildo. He must have been a “master” boy scout in his early years or watched to many Mcgyver episodes cause he had this thing built within minutes. He escorted me to the bedroom, strategically placing me on all fours at the edge of the bed, pulling my panties down to my knees and commanded that I bury my face into a pillow. I heard this sound that I n
My Happiness??
to u my brother tho u have left us u have gone to heaven to wait on us we will soon be together again.. u will be greatly missed and still love but always know even if i didnt tell u ever day that i loved u..u knew it just like i knew u did me.. u will no longer be here to protect me but u r lookin down on me and u r now my guardian angel watchin over me and my kids..someday soon i will be able to sit in your lap and fall asleep like i did when i was just sorry my kids wont get to see uncle gary anymore.. u became their world like u did me we love u and miss u and hope u r up there havin fun with papaw and uncle henry cause i can bet u r all up there fishin your hearts out lol i love u bro...shana well i got 5 whole days with no kids and loads of free if any1 has any ideas what i can do let me know lol dont wanna sit here bored so comment me back with them ideas and i might just try them out to some that know me and to other thats dont this may or maynot make senc
My Hand In The Last Supper
My Hart
most man will not write some thing like these but i'm not most man.i need some one i can love and will love me hart lust for man hude lust will just hart relly hurt for a woman to love.the way i fill win a woman is in my armes i have almost just fill so good to hode a woman just hode her in my armes.i dont know y i'm even writing these i gess to get it out if u thank u can help me out will go a head.
My Haunting Past
The haunting past. As I watch the dawn of a brand new day- my mind is still haunted by demons from my past. Only from a dream, or a vision of the memory of hope; do I lay with a small hope for tomorrow. The devils of yesterday, reach out with their fleshless hands- They grab at me. Their fingers have names. I have names them all. They are betrayal – tears – blood – pain and torture. The hand itself is loneliness of the purest kind. I shiver under those monstrous hands of time. For they grope into the shadows of my mind. The parts that are left vulnerable to me. All my secret places. The places I try to hide in. The darkness always seeks me where I hide until it gets what it wants… My weaknesses. My youth. My dreams. My love. My happiness. My sanity. My life. I fill with a scream that rolls off my tongue soundless. With much effort I wonder what will be next. I will not let it rob me of my future. Today & tomorrow , I will fight my fears with my own hand. I reach out to
My Hand Saga
It is finally the day before my surgery and I am a nervous wreck... With Short Term Disability screwing me around and feeling like there is something I am forgetting and feeling all alone in a world of stress... knowing all too well I am not alone but feeling it. For those of you that have not seen the 10 or so Bulletins letting you know if you want to know how surgery went and updates... Catch me online sometime between now and 11 AM MST tomorrow. I will give you 2 links to go to if you want the updates ... Also Feel free to sent me Privates even when I am offline I will get someone to help me get online and check those May not be able to type back but will try to at least say Hey Thanks For those of you who want to know: My surgery is 3/28/07 @3 pm MST I will be out of work for 6 weeks I go see the doctor today for my hand. We schedule surgery today. I will add more to this blog when I get home from the doctor. I know it is boring to some but I promised a few of my faithfu
My Harley Accident
got pics of the harley after the wreck upoloaded now in my don't look to bad after rollin 3 times!!! Am still thankful to God for looking over me that day!!! *sniles* Rod aka HarleyCowboy howdy ya'll..........wanted to let ya'll know i was in a pretty good wreck on my bike. i'll be ok. broken collar bone in bad shape!.....lady clipped back of bike. i was wearin a helmet. jst glad it wasnt worse. still thankin God. when i get pics i'll get'm posted. take care n wanted to keep ya up to date. Rod aka HarleyCowboy
My Happy Hour Giveaway
I am hosting a happy hour giveaway. Just send me your link to the picture you want to use to my blog so I can rip it. Gifts will be given during a happy hour after you got all the comments that you need for the gift you are going for. There is no time limit so bomb when you and your friends can. Good Luck. Mens Bracelet: 650 comments Platinum Cherry: 1,050 comments Diamond Earrings: 1,050 comments Trailer: 1,450 comments Womens ring: 2,050 comments Mens ring: 2,050 comments Rolex: 3,050 comments 64 Impala: 3,550 comments Silver Motorcycle: 6,150 comments Tropical Vacation: 7,050 comments Corvette: 10,550 comments Porsche: 18,050 comments Yacht: 25,250 comments Million Dollar Mansion: 175,550 The blog link: Hosted by: Military Supporter~Round Table Bombers~@ CherryTAP
My Happy Day!!!
As of 6/15/07 my last name is offically back to James!!!! YES!!! No more ex asshole last name to deal with.....YAHHHHHOOOOOOO!!!!!!
My Happy Hour Coming Up Next
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My Happy Hour
Tonight at 8:00 p.m. pacific or for those of us on the east coast 11:00 p.m.EST is my happy hour. I want to thank Cappy for the Happy Hour givaway. A special thank you too all of my friends who bombed me to get it done. This one is for all of you. My title line says for all my friends and Levlers Rawk.. I just want to thank all of the Shadow levelers and other leveling teams for helping others level up. So I hope alot of you get to level up tonight. Thank you again for the countless hours you all spent on bombing too help me.Love to you all.
My Happy Hour
My Happy Hour Pimpout
My Hate Speech
i hate the mass media and the corporations that control it.i hate the propoganda and lies that are always forgiven while young americans die everyday in iraq.i hate that we supported saddam in killing people who wanted to overthrow him and we told him to kill them cause we wanted him in power.i hate we gave him the weapons to do it.i hate that over a half a million iraqis are dead in a war thats a crime.i hate that the american people had the fear of god instilled in them over weapons of mass destruction that we knew the weapons inspecters said he got rid of after we bombed them in 91.i hate that the president made jokes about him not having the weapons.i hate the fact if americans protest the war they can be locked up for domestic terrorism.i hate the fact we are lied to about fighting for democracy in iraq when we are supposed to be a constitutional republic.i hate that a democracy is what the founding fathers didnt want cause they knew that was 2 wolves and a sheep deciding whats fo Happenings...
...hello all, I know I have not been on for ages. I have not been able to get on line very much. I have moved in with another friend, so I have very limited Internet. I do try to go on Yahoo on my phone, so please don't be afraid to message me. I may not be getting your messages if you are, but I have made the effort show that I am still among the living...I am still working in downtown San Diego at the One Hour Shop...nothing really too much has gone on with me, some drama, some good stuff, but I am doing all I can to look at the positive of my situation. I will post more at a later time. Please feel free to message me if you see me on Yahoo. I hope that all of you are doing okay. Your Friend, Michael Well...Today was the official FULL day that I was able to start fixing my car. I still have a lot to do, but so far I have managed to remove the main wire harness from the car's "computer" and pulled those connections from main wireharness through the firewall. I have removed the
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My Hair
I just cut my hair like a full inch off,, I was at my moms yesterday and she keeps saying it looks bad,, the ends are separated.. since i dyed my hair black i think they hate it my folks,, but she talked me into shortinin,,i said fuck it,, and instead of going to our old haircutter woman i did it my self,, taking tonight to show everyone.... i did try and leave it slightly longer in back,, i cant go totalbutch aaaaaaaa....... any advice from anyone? i thought my hair looked good in the last pic for 2007 in the pink top tho... love all my friends on Fubar,, I will write soon,,... xoxoxox Caroline
My Happy Hour
My Happy Hour First off let me start by thanking everybody who helped me get this Happy Hour, you are all amazing. As I said this is going to be dedicated to my son Steven. Steven is very seriously ill in hospital suffering from Cancer, we have already been told its is terminal. Steven is also down syndrome and to him been happy is all he has ever known. Even during this illess he has never complained once, not even after going through major brain surgery. Im takin screen shots during the HH to show him. He has already seen the love and prayers people have shown him so far. The Happy Hour is going to be between 10 pm and 11 pm GMT. so everybody have a great hour. Make new friends and enjoy yourselfs. Thanks once again Dave Bette Midler Lyrics Bette Midler Music CodesMusic Codes by
My Happy Hour Dedicated To Steven
Happy Hour Dedication Tonight at 10pm gmt i will be having a Happy Hour which is dedicated to my son Steven who a lot of my friends already Know has Downs Syndrome and is battling so bravely and cheerfully against cancer. A special folder has been made for steven especailly for this Happy Hour. This is the link to the first photo Steven is really excited and looking forward to seeing the screen shots which will be taken of the Happy Hour and show to him in hospital. Thanks to all my friends old and new ones and the ones i have yet to meet. Dave
My Happy Hour
I just wanted to let you all know that Sunday I'll be hosting the 7 pm pst Happy Hour...I have wonderful friends that I love and hope many of you can level...Hugs and much love to you all.... Tina
My Happy Hour 01/19/08
BEFORE AFTER MY SUMMARY > Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love.245 members leveled up during your happy hour: boki 'Newfu' (1) Phillipusa1 'Wasted Fu' (7) rfrett 'Fu-ling' (2) OInnocentone 'Twisted Fu' (6) lanaki11 'Newfu' (1) cowboyroy_28 'Grasshopper' (3) inwardhaloo 'Newfu' (1) bigdaddyg75 'Regular' (12) thisbitchistired 'Chill Fu' (4) Amber69 'Fu-ling' (2) BigFish 'Fu-ling' (2)
My Hawaiian Name
MY HAWAIIAN NAME 1. The first 2 letters of your name: HI 2. The first 2 letters of your middle name: JA 3. The letter i: I 4. Double the 3rd letter in your name RR 5. The letter a: A 6. Put it all together: HIJAIRRA
My Happy Hour!!!!
My Hawaiian Name! Try This!
MY HAWAIIAN NAME 1. The first 2 letters of your name: CY 2. The first 2 letters of your middle name: CL 3. The letter i: I 4. Double the 3rd letter in your name NN 5. The letter a: A 6. Put it all together: CYCLINNA
My Harlequien Romance Novel
I sent some short stories to the people are Harlequien Romance Novels and about a week ago, they emailed me and asked me to write a full length novel for thier Nocturnal Bites Series. I have written some and wanted everyone to tell me what they think so here ya go. Let me know what you think... “Oh, that is fine. I moved her from L.A. so I am used to random people knocking on my door at all hours of the night. I’m actually a night person myself.” Kari turned and pulled two bottles of water from the fridge. “Have a bottle of water. I’m afraid I haven’t been to the store so I don’t have much else.” She said as she slid the water across the breakfast bar. “Thank you. You seem to be a very nice person. I actually can’t stay long, but if you decide to come out later there is a club about two miles into the heart of the town. It is called Darkness Reigns. Some friends and I are going there to have a little fun this evening if you’d like to join us. Say around twelve thirty?” Marandi
My Happy Hour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is Kinda short Notice but Heck why NOT!! I am hosting a Happy HOUR of course and If YOU give me a 100 Tens I will Give YOU 10,000 Fubucks and if YOU give me a 100 11s I will give YOU 20,000 Fubucks!!! Thank YOU It has Been awhile since I have had a Happy HOUR...SO ♥ Me.. Muah....xoxoxoxoxoxo's P.S. I ♥ YOU!!! Mems
My Hair
I have had a love/hate relationship with my hair since I became a teenager. (I think all girls do) Some days it does so wonderful. No fly aways, straightens perfect, ahh the joys of a good hair day. Other days I would wanna shave my head. You couldn't even put a hat on or pull it in a ponytail that looked worth a fuck. Then as I got older, I learned little tricks to aid in my good hair days and fell in love with my hair. It's my pride, well besides my tits. Recently though I have been losing my hair. I'm not talking one or two strands either, I'm talking clumps. When I take a shower I have to keep removing hair from the drain so the tub wont fill up. =[ I can tell how thin it is getting in pictures, when I brush it and when I pull it up. It makes me cry =[
My Happy Hour
This lady is having a Happy Hour Sunday at 1:00 p.m FU TIME (4:00 p.m. EST) and she needs some MAJOR luvin She is ALWAYS here for everyone else so I think everyone should make it a point to stop by her page and luv her up! If she isnt leveling she is off somewhere leveling (LOL) and we can ALL appreciate her and her efforts! So go by her page and RATE, FAN, ADD, and BLING this lovely lady I dont have to say it, we know she returns all the luv! Thank you in advance...XOXO ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Girl@ fubar Brought to you by.... The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar (repost of original by 'The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™' on '2008-07-10 17:18:20')
My Handsome Fuowner
My Happiness
I am a woman with a heart of gold that has been broken severly where I dont know if it will ever become one piece again. I am a mother of 3 girls that are my world. As for a relationship I am considering myself single all though I am have been married for 18 years but when you husband comes home and says he is cheating on you its time to move on especially when you have gave all you had to forgive him many times and he continues to destroy you as a person. I have a trust issue so please do not think of me as a quiet lurker or a stuck up bitch because I am niether. I am here to try easing my pain by not being alone. Sucks when family and all turn thier backs on you during the most difficult times. I DO WANT TO SHOUT OUT THAT THERE HAS BEEN A FEW ONLINE FRIENDS THAT HAVE HONESTLY STOOD BY ME. Just sucks everyone is so far away and I cant just litterally just reach out. I am a very open person so if you want to know more about me feel free to ask. Thanks fubar you helped me waste some tim
My Happy Hour Bulletin By Jamie Closed
Hey everyone!!! There is a very great woman having a HH tomorrow!! If you have rode any of the Fubar trains, there is a good chance you already know her!!! I'm talking about the one and only......... CARRIE Carrie ~~R/L Wife to Syrano~~ Proudly Owned by Johnny Riggs~~ Proud Owner of Johnny Riggs~~@ fubar This is her first Happy Hour!! She is only about 1.3 mil away from GodMother!! If you have ever had a HH you know what kinda points you get!! I KNOW we can Godmother her during her HH!!! She is a great friend on here!! She is always making trains and tags, LoL So lets all go spank her hard during her HH!!! Which is TOMORROW (Tuesday Oct. 21st) It's at 5:00 pm Fu-Time!! So here is the deal..... Go rate at least 150 of her pics and I will make you a F/A/R tag like one of these. **This is the folder to rate** I know that 150 sounds like a lot of pics but it's really not. You can do it in about 15 mins or less. And these tags take some time to
My Halloween Auction
My Happenings
Well now I am living on the street with no place to go and now I am sitting in the state library of Victoria and listening to some of my favourite music. Not much happening today just sitting here trying to chat to people on the internet.
My Happy Hour
My Hair!!!
Ok Here we go... i have a set of pictures of my hair... I just want top let everyone know why the hell myy hair is looking like shit... lmao ok well me and my friend were bored as hell and decided to let our hair grow. The thing is that i hate my hair long, i have a bad hair line and it really bothers me. He has had braids so he doesnt care. well the thing is that we have decided to put up a wager, whoever cuts it first has to buy the other a xbox game. I was cool with the whole thing until he put the rule of not being able to get shape ups. SO i threw in the rule of no styling products... we both look like fools but f$^k it it is something to do... the purpose of this blog is to just inform everybody y the hell my hair looks like shit lol...
My Happy Hour!!!
Monday ... December 29th at 6:00 PM FU Time, Tulsa's Angel is Hosting A Happy Hour! ღTulsa's Angelღ At The Time of Happy Hour, Auto 11s WILL Be On! ღTulsa's Angelღ Hit Up Tulsa's Angel During Her Happy Hour And Make 60 Points Per Rate! ღTulsa's Angelღ The Happy Hour is courtesy of an awesome soldier heading back to Iraq, Hazeleyed Soldier. Hit him up with lots of love too! Hazeleyed Soldier Saturday ...January 31, 2009 at 6:00 PM FU Time, Tulsa's Angel is Hosting A Happy Hour! ღTulsa's Angelღ At The Time of Happy Hour, Auto 11s WILL Be On! ღTulsa's Angelღ Hit Up Tulsa's Angel During Her Happy Hour And Make 60 Points Per Rate!
My Happy Hour
Tomorrow night i'm hosting a happy hour!! at 10 pm fu-time, i have lots of easy rate folders & i will be blinging heavy raters so plz save all your love for me :):)
My Happy Hour
My Happy Hour 3pm Futime Monday 1/26/09
Friends, I am hosting a HH at 3pm Futime (6pm EST) today Monday 1/26/09. I totally forgot tho that I have to be at court at that time, so if you all could show me extra love AND I WILL HAVE MY AUTOS ON...and If anyone can get a screenshot of my HH for me...I'll love u all forever :) Have a great day and I hope you all level up off me today. Kisses
My Happy Hour
My Happenings
PLEASE help my #2 Family! On May 20th 2009 a very good friend Parker20 Twisted Phucker' account was hacked and he lost everything he had worked for. The hacker deleted everything he could. If you look at His former fu-ID #2236411 you will see the only thing left is his Fu-Wifeys name. Parker still does not have access to his old account.
My Happy Hour Will Bethursday 3/12 At 8pm Fu Time That Is 10 Central
My Hateful Blog
My Hand At Writing
Chapter 3            He was sitting and ardently talking with a young woman about twenty, she was the one in the pictures.  And the young man was also in the pictures that Hannah had seen.  The young lady’s face was framed with a glorious fall of curls and her hands were captured in his.  As he spoke to her he inched closer.  Soon they were side by side and he took off her glove to kiss her hand while looking into her eyes.  Abruptly he captured her face and fell about kissing her.  There was a brief struggle and then a small moan of acceptance.  The kiss grew more deep and enthralling.  A whimper and another crush of acquiescence brought them closer.  She pushed at his chest and began uttering shy dismissals.  Shaking her head to try to convince him that what he had done was not appropriate.  He soothed her and captured her hand again.  He placed it on his heart and in a dramatic pose got down on his knees.  Speaking quietly, he edged nearer until his head was pillowed in her
My Harem
I have been gone for 4 days so I figure instead of repeating the story 10 times ill just blog it .... on a side note: WHO BOUGHT ALL MY BISHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   This weekend was a long weekend in Canada, don't ask me which one I dint pay much attention to the names, anyways John was gone for the weekend so I decided it would be a great idea to debachelorize Jeff's house...... There's something to be said about a man and his Bachelor ways, Non Matching furniture Decepticon posters Hockey memorabilia Garage full of other peoples shit White walls Needless to say, I went in like a hurricane, we scraped stipple of the ceiling painted in colours other then white... Jeff let me loose in Home Depot. I painted a fireplace walls, cabinets and counter tops. All the time Jeff just smile politely and paid. I think it was somewhere between me commenting on buying a new stove and adding a shoe closet that something snapped..... Jeff realized that his safe haven wh
My Harem
Im collecting people for my harem   WOuld you like to Join   Call me 1-800-pimpmyass   Witchie and Seamus are some serious expensive bishes   Wicked
My Happenings
Hello I wanted to share my latest happenings with all of my friends here. I just finished some more projects for some Las Vegas Clientale I have. Here is a peek of my latest work:     Sports Betting Picks Free Sports Picks Sports Handicapping Website Design Las Vegas Homes Free Sports Picks For Wagering on Sports Bets Via Text Sports Betting Radio Take Care Tony
*my Hate Top 10*
  *making my own "HATE" top 10 * by lorelei~then u can repost your own~10. ungratefulness-if sum1 does sumthin nice...fuckin say thanxs 9. ppl who want to fight for no reason-now if u wanted me to run ur ass over then stay where u at stupid head! CANT U READ WHAT IT SAYS BEHIND MY CAR? "a.d.h.d" really is there but its my bros band :) 8. when ppl whine about stupid shit-if u aint got da $ then dont be going buying shit like a grill (for ur mouth?) 7. all us women at once say it..."GUYS PUT THE FUCKIN TOILET SEAT DOWN!!!-hate in the middle of the night when ya gatta go and so tired we dont turn the light on...well gonna clean the toilet w/ur thats some funny shit! 6. when u pull into a gas station-the tard in front of u doesnt pull forward to empty one and stops and then a car pulls up to the empty one then sum1 pulls in back of 5. you get a call @ 9 p.m -NO ASS...I DONT WANT BETTER INTEREST RATES!!!
My Happiness!!
My happiness, 3 wonderful names, Rachel, Vivian & Kamille. From the time they came into my life, I never new happiness like I do when I get to be with them. As they know my job keeps me away, a lot, but, ever time I walk out that door, I do it for them. They are always on my mind till I walk back through that door. With the dangers that I work with everytime I go on a job, i stay more focused than I ever have before, just Thankful to GOD up above for blessing me with the family that I have always wanted. I have pledged my love to Rachel, I will NEVER want another woman as long as I live. As I sit here on my birthday alone, my thoughts and heart are with them and PREY GOD guides them back home safely as he awyas does. Only matter of time till we are together again.
My Haters..lmao
Haters List! Copy and Paste.   1.) 2.)
My Halloween Outfit
I decided to go out on Halloween for the first time ever. I'll go to a Meetup group's Halloween Party.   This is going to be my outfit -   Wig -   I'll be wearing my shiny flats, since I can't wear high heels. I'll also have goth makeup on. I'm really looking forward to Halloween!
My Haters Are My Motivators
My Heart
How do I fix it? How do I go on? How does it go back to normal? Can I have you back? I miss you so much.... I miss your kisses.... Your warm embrace.... Your hugs.... Feeling your hugs when I am crying.... Feeling your arms around me at night.... My heart is so broken without you.... Can you put it back together? Should someone that loves with their whole heart be alone? Should someone who dedicates themselves huet always? Should you laugh at me because I want to love you? But in all reality she doesn't love you anymore.... And still you don't want me.... And you leave me still in complete lonliness.... Open up your eyes and look at me, What do you see? The face that loves you, Don't you love me? Confusoin lingers in the air, and makes our minds interwind, I know things are harder now, Different things, Different times, I can't change it now, I can't rewins our times, I'm sorry!
My Heart,my Soul
My Heart
If I have to be your best friend If that's all I can get Then I'll take the job with honor I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder I'll show you how I care I'll be there when you need me I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend The one who hears you cry Then I'll take the job with honor I'll take the job with pride. My love for you is stronger Then you will ever know But for you to ever love me I would never let you go. You need time to find your purpose You need time to sort your thoughts But when the course has ended And the race is finally run. Remember it's your best friend Who has loved you from day one. Just listen to your heart We only have but one You knew it from the start My heart you truely won As I lie here late at night I only think of you. You're all I ever think about and dream about, too. I wrote some words down on paper to tell you how I feel, and trust me, everything I said was truly for real. I tried to call you on your phone only to
My Heart Hurts...
It's all gone. all of it. There's nothing left to salvage. My heart is gone. its empty. I don't know where to start, I don't know how to go on. The only man I love left me because I am fat and annoying. It's a hard thing to grasp right now and i don't know how i am supposed to deal. I fell head over heels and flat on my face.Worst of all, He dumped me online. so shitty. I am nothing to him. After all the time i have been there for him, he leaves me..two months after he got out he cheated on me.. i mean damn. I did everything he asked of me... I am miserable. I have spent some of the most beautiful moments of my life with that boy and they mean nothing now. I might as well take all the letters he wrote me from prison and just burn them because they are lies. all lies. I hate this world and I hate my self. I am nothing.. to no one. so why to I let him get away witht he things he does.. I'm a coward. my heart hurts, my self esteem is six feet under,and i just want to disappear sometimes.
My Heart, My Soul, My All
I have revised the wording, for when I wrote this, I used words that was not actually what I wanted to say. This is the true meaning behind my tattoo. I didn't intend not to "Love" again, but to simply not let "Love" break my heart & spirit as it has in the past. 10-14-2006 Who are you? Can this be true? You seemed too dark and empty A dream you must be. It was a cold winter night All around me, no light I couldn't see My eyes were black and empty. Your foot steps I was hearing My heart suddenly stopped beating I thought you were just like all of them around me But the glow in your eyes revealed your true identity. You were too pale to be real The beating of my heart you could feel For I could feel it dying inside As you stood in the shadow by my side. A giant stature beside me was standing As he stepped out of the shadow bleeding But on his lips was the blood of another creature That he has killed for his own pleasure. The blood on his lips was red
My Heart
Love me in the morning sun As the golden rays of morning light move across ivory skin warming it to your touch  Setting soft auburn locks ablaze as you rake your slender fingers through it..  Kiss me with the passion and desire of a lover Set my soul on fire with each press of your lips Make me hunger for your lips and only yours. Touch me with feather light fingers My skin shivers at the simple thought of your touch I yearn just for one more caress of your hand hoping that they will last a life time. Hold me till dark becomes light and light becomes dark Enfold me in your arms so that nothing can touch us and we are safe Make me belive that in your arms is where I always belong Love me in the dark of night When my nightmares come and the only thing to soothe them is the gentle tone of your voice Love me aginst all odds when all others say it won't  say it will.. and I will love you with the greatest passion and desire any man has ever known.. once my heart was open full
My Heart Aches , And I Dnt Know Why
Please does anyone know the true feeling of love . And when you say to some one u love them , why do they go all silent ? And can u love in more than one way ? It's so confusing ...... I know im in love , But it's hard to say why xxx Why does my heart feel so low , When all around me is a warming glow. When im all alone so sad and blue. All day long i think of you . Wonering where you are and what u do , wondering if your just as blue. But no your not , cos ive just forgot, its me that is down , as i sit here and frown . Wondering how am i to turn my life around... Do i say Yes or do i say No ... i just don't know which way to go. My lifes a mess i must confess, but i just do my best. Even though i feel so low, i just feel your warming glow, and know u love me so . xxxx
My Heart Belongs To U
Why do i feel like my whole life is crashing down around me ? It should be a season for happiness , and great love. Instead i feel like i wanna bury my self .. The man i love is so so far away , and there is not a fucking thing i can do to get to him ... What is the point ? I ask my self . Should this person find love closer to him , And i stop being to fucking selfish .... But can i let him go . NONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I
My Heart
You’re the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You are in all that I do, And everything I say. You’re the smile on my face, The twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, The fullness in my life. You’re the hand that’s laced in mine, And the coat upon my back. My friend, my love, My shoulder to lean on. You’re my silly, mature, caring, Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly, When I need to cry. You’re the dimple in my cheek, The ever-constant tingle in my soul. The voice that makes me weak, The happiness of my life. You are all I’ve wanted, You are all I need. You are all I’ve dreamed of, You are all of this to me. You are my world my heart my soul and my heart chose you and to my heart I must be true I love you darling. I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, t
My Heart Guard.
My dad may he R.I.P. Is the only man i trusted with my heart. He passed on 12/06/04. So far every man i've met has hurt my heart in one way or another. You might ask why i trusted my dad with my heart? Well i knew my dad would never break, stomp, crush or walk on my heart. He had my heart and soul. When he passed i think my heart went with him so he could protect it from these kind of men. He was always there to give me sound advice about the asshole men i got involed with. friends are good to have, but i have only found one that even comes close to really being a true friend and is there to listen to my problems. We acually share our problems with each other. If your asking to be a friend then be one and don't try to play with my heart, cause i'm on top of that situation. A heart can only take so much and mine has reached it's limit.
My Health
Wow a week of chemo which means 3 treatment. I do chemo 3 times a week till ... All depends. As some know this is another battle for me. Its my sixth time around fighting. I'm determine to overcome it again. Its going to be a hard fight but one I will win. Its been a rought week last week. I'm still doing some testing and will still be tested on a weekly basis to see the progress I do make. As info comes along I will keep you inform. For those who may want to know what I'm talking about. 3 weeks ago I was diagnose with Chondrosarcoma which is a form of Bone Cancer. Chemo isn't normal procedure for this type of cancer but because of my pass with cancer and the fact they see spots on my lungs it will be my method for treatment. For now I have to go I'm feeling weak HI everyone. Its been awhile since I've updated the information. Its been a really rought couple of weeks or so. THey where doing some testing on me to see how the chemo was working and I got bad news. The cancer was grow
My Heart In Poem Form
Can you walk your talk? Can you talk your walk? Do your actions speak louder than your words? Or am I the one that took the spell.. am I the one that's cursed? Are you proud to have me on your arm or am I on your arm to feed your pride? There's no vacancy available in this heart of mine Because of the hurt you cause Fear of being hurt follows close behind I no longer feel safe in the prescence of your lips They are lethal to me...think I'm cursed. Fading into my skin, I thought I had everything figured out. This one-on-one battle is continuing What the hell is it all about? Hungry for acceptance I've been living in someone else's mind Where do I go to find the real me When all I wanna do is hide? Losing conscouisness to my reality Unable to stand on my own two feet. Blending into the surrounding scenery Where do I go? Who am I now? My smile is misleading, or am I misleading my smile I can not control this wondering feeling why can't I just be normal
My Heart
What a Man, kind, funny and Great on cold nights. ya get me :) kisses Izzi Dread Pirate Cyco@ CherryTAP
My Hero
poem to daddy Love Poem #250581 My Daddy, MY Hero, My Best Friend by Jessica Sedor He's my daddy, my hero, he's my best friend. I'm scared to death to lose him again. I love him so much words can't explain, he might think he knows how much i love him, but he has no idea. No matter what my mood, to my face he brings me smiles. If ever he needs me, i'll always be there. I've shed many tears over him throughout the years,but now that he's here he wipes them away. Every night as I lay in my bed I count up all the times he's told me he loves me that day. Without him I'm nothing, he makes me whole. I love him more than anything, he's the greates man on earth. He's my Daddy, my hero my best friend. Notes From The Author: You may e-mail me with any comments about my poetry. --> S: feedback --> I love you Daddy by your babydoll, Jessica Lynn Sedor
My Heart
ok for those who know me they know i love my dogs and most of all Alexis. and for those who don't know that you do now. today was the worst day of my life!! i was sitting here on the computer when my fiance came in and told me my dog had died! i started to cry and then got up and walked out back and right then and there my heart fell to the ground it was Alexis. she was about 5 yrs old and she died having puppies. she wasn't suppoesed to have gotten pregnant but she climbed the pen and got out! i got her about 4 and a half years ago from the pound she was gonna be put to sleep the next day, and i've had her ever since. i also raise pit bulls but she was a chow mix and also like i said before my heart and my everything! i feel like there was something i could have done but when we found her it was already too late she was already gone. about 3 yrs ago she got hit by a car and messed her up pretty bad and almost died so i saved her life twice if only i could have made it there this time
My Heresy
Kids! Accept Jesus Christ as Your Lord and Savior and Get a Free PlayStation 3! (LandOver Baptist) This brand new extended PlayStation 3 offer is for children and teenagers only! It may not be used in conjunction with any other Landover Baptist salvation offer. Hey kids! If your Mom and Dad can't get you a PlayStation 3 for Christmas, you can still get one FOR FREE! Have you ever heard of Jesus Christ? Well, He's heard of you! And He wants you to have all the cool toys your parents are too cheap to buy! In fact, the Lord Jesus is very upset with your parents that they won't give you all the latest stuff that every kid in America deserves! And Jesus has got your back, because He is your homeboy! If you've never heard of Jesus, He is an invisible cloud-dwelling deity (infinite lives!) who loves you very much and wants nothing more than to give you a free PlayStation 3! We here at Landover Baptist Church work full-time as servants of Jesus Christ, and He's told us about you
My Heart
My Head
My Health
i miss worded something important. P.O.T.S. is an aoutnomic system problem. its a problem eith things we don't have to think about doing. like breathing regulating our heart rate so on. I beleive i said auotoimmune that was wrong i dont have any immune prblems and sorry for th error everyone. i wrote the blog feeling a little to good on my meds and the words did not come out wrong. thanx for reading i am a nurse but due to an autoimmune deficiance (what you dont need to think to do example breath)i am disabled but only that i am unable to work. what it is that i have is my heart rate goes up to around 200 beats per minute my blood pressurs drops and i pass out. not to worry i have it under control i know before this is going to happend but this does not hinder my sex life oor my having fun. i also have neve damage in my back and am percribed some really strong meds. i can onlty take a med that is used for cancer patients because of my other condition. so i am pretty much feeling good
My Heart
Longing for your little arms around my neck Missin your giggles when I told you to sleep. I turn away from little faces just to blink back tears. Every night is the same, I blast the music to drown out my fears. So detached from reality, I forget about the insanity. I paste a smile on my heart when inside I know there's a frown. You don't know the treasures you maintain until they've slipped thru your fingers. You ask why I'm so lost, why I'm floundering in this blasted sea... I have no real answers, no pretense left for you or for me. I miss your little strawberry kisses, the feeling of dependancy. I envy mothers who've stolen my clock. Do they realize how sweet time is with little hands in theirs/ I'm detached, immobilized, depressurized. Needing you as much as you need me.
My Health
WELL THEY DID X-RAYS ON MY NECK. IT WILL TAKE 3-4 DAYS TO GET THE RESULTS BACK. MY DOCTOR GAVE ME 2 PERSCRIPTIONS. ONE TO KEEP THE SWELLING DOWN AND ANOTHER FOR PAIN. ONE IS A STERIOD AND THE OTHER IS NAPROXEN. I THINK. LOL THE ONE FOR PAIN MAKES ME SLEEPY. I GO BACK TO THE DOCTOR IN 14 DAYS TO SEE HOW THE MEDS ARE DOING AND SEE WHAT THE X-RAYS SHOW. IF THEY CANT SEE MUCH THEN I WILL HAVE TO GO FOR A MRI. I JUST HOPE THEY CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT IS WRONG SOON. NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO MAYBE HAVING SURGERY. WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW MORE WHEN I FIND OUT. TY FOR YOUR PRAYERS. BIG HUGS sorry i have not been online. we are having problems with the electricity. someone is coming today to look at it. i will be back soon. i hope. i miss yall very much. big hugs and much love to all. i am sorry i havent been on too much lately. but i do try and i try to leave comments and rate things. my mind is all over the place with work and now my family. i just recently learned that my grandma is not doing too good
My Heart
and i looked into her eys and i saw the soul of a tiger, I looked at her hair and saw silk the coler of the sun, i looked at her lips and seen the pure beauty of red wine, i looked her body and seen a flower to be marveled at, I looked into her mind and saw a love that knows no bounds, I looked at her and seen perfection of a kind that no man but me could understand, I looked at her and saw a dream that anyman would love, I looked at her smile and it warmed my soul, i looked a her frown and it sorowed me deeply for i could not lift her up, i looked at her dreams and saw a world shrouded in mystery, I looked at her and seen everything i want , and everything i need, my dreams my, hopes my wants, my needs, I looked at her and I saw an angel
My Heart..poem
My HEART My heart beats faster with each word you say even though it knows you'll just throw it away you cause it to throb and give itself rhythm when all i want it to do is cease for a minute I'm afraid of the pain that follows my happiness but it keeps on pumpin faster. Yes, faster. There will bea time, my dear, when you'll leave and that beat that lived inside me will just cease My heart will tear from its walls and cause such pain within "A new wind will come" my mother will say but i just don't know if i can hang on till that day With that pain i once felt i won't know what to do please my dear, don't do that to me too.
My Hell
I just recently had an epiphany. I held onto so much garbage and baggage that needs to be let go of totally. I was a self loathing person who doubted everyone and everything, no matter if it was good or bad. It jaded me, made me bitter, made me throw love away like trash. In turn this made me hate myself even more. I hereby release Martin Wanat of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all the bad things you said and did to me while we were together. I forgive you and I'll try to forget the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Rashawn Reese of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all you did to me, how you acted, and how I was treated by you. I forgive you and I'll try to forget all the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Nicole Bateau, Nikki Vega, and Mike Piper as well. All of you are forgiven for all the bad things you said, did, and how you acted towards me when I finally found happiness. I forgive you and I'll try to forge
"my Hero"
"MY GIFT MY SON" Dear Stephen, Let me try to describe the gift that you have given to me, Although, I believe that will be a major undertaking. Since it is quite difficult to describe in ordinary language. Your arrival 22 years ago was unmistakably Marked with anxious trepidation. The journey you undertook Was not of a scheduled nature, But more of a conscious decision. By far, the finest creative gift was you. For when you emerged into my world, I became reborn With my heart so willing to share its wealth. There you were, a small wonder; a tiny reflection Of combined traits which would ultimately be recreated Into the distinctive person you have become. I never realized that my heart Was so willing to share so much love With a stranger so small and needy. You didn't arrive with instructions It was strictly learn as you go. I remember the first time you crawled Army style on your belly for the longest time. You walked with support for tho
My Hero Is This Guy
My Heart's Wish
the light of my soul shining for the world to see to show my life is still going to givehope to the ones i love i hope i find my soulmate in you hopeing you can love me the way i love you my hole heart is yours to hold close to keep safe to look after for all times my hearts yours untill i die my soul goes to heaven or hell my love will forever be yours
My Hero... Telling The World
My idol is my baby brother born 51 weeks after me I still see him as my baby brother when in fact he is bigger and stronger than me...He has been over sea three times since he joined the army, missed almost everyone of his oldest daughter's b-days, and even missed the birth of his youngest daughter.. Yet he never complains, when you thank him for what he dose he say "its my Job".. He risks his life so we can be safe and never ask for anything in return... I support all of our troops and have amny friends that have gone over and that are still over there.. I pray for the safe return of all... But my brother is my biggest hero and I pray everyday that my son will be like my brother when he grows up...
My Hero My Life
The day i came to know you were there was the day the feeling of joy and fear entered me...I instantly thought of the brothers and sisters you should have had and wondered if you would be here with me, or would you be joining them.... As each day passed I felt a more warmer feeling inside that you were gonna be the one....I could start to feel you move inside me gentally at first and then with more force toward the end..... As the day came for you to enter the world the same feeling of joy and fear entered me....I awated the day to finally look in your eyes.......And as the gentlemen that took you from inside me held you up, I looked into your eyes and realized my miracle was here.....I love you baby ...Danielle...
My Hero
This blog is dedicated to the most wonderful woman I know. My grandmother! If there was ever a saint on this earth, my grandmother is that saint! She dedicated her whole life taking care of people. Did not matter if she knew you or not, she would help you through a tough time. She took care of our whole family and was the foundation of the family. She taught all of us how to love and to live life as a good person. I may not have followed all of her advice but she gave me the right advice on everything a person needs to know! She loved me with all of my faults and never once did she look down on me. On Feb. 8th 2007 she had a major stroke at the age of 85 years old. It is now Feb 14th 2007 and she is still holding on without any help from the doctors or a feeding tube. She did not want to live in a bed with tubes going to her. It is very hard to let go of a person that means the world to you but I know she will be going to a better place where she will have her sight back and will be ab
My Heart
My Heros!
"Edgar Allan Poe" "Elizabeth Bathory" "Joseph Merrick a.k.a. The Elephant Man" "Queen Elizabeth I" "Jeffery Dahmer" "Albert Fish" "David Berkowitz aka Son of Sam" "The Zodiac Killer" "Jack The Ripper" "Emily Dickenson" "Theodore Robert Bundy a.k.a. Ted Bundy" "Hello Kitty" "Joey Jordison"
My Heart
It’s not only hate Fighting my heart. Cause I do love. So maybe I don’t Fight for myself. But I do fight. My tears are falling Not only from pain Cause I can laugh. I love I fight I laugh. For my friends, for my soul mates. They are what I need the most. They’re my heart. And no Human can live without a heart.
My Heart Is Breaking..
I once thought I knew what love was because I was young and foolish. I've stayed with him because of my kids. They look up to me and I love them so much but it's killing me to stay in this relationship. He makes me feel like a prisoner and a child. He won't let me make any decisions on my own. And now there is someone else in my life. I love him and very much want to be with him. I feel like I never have before, but how do I tell my husband? I've never been more scared but I've never been more sure of anything either. Is anything in life ever easy? I've been known to be suicidal and I'm afraid to go down that road again but I know I will if I stay here. I just can't go on like this anymore..
My Heart
So, this is my first blog on cherry tap. I've written a couple on myspace and I suppose it was time to write one here. Just wanted to share alittle about me I guess. I've been feeling lately like a lost soul. I often find myself thinking that i'll never find the one that knocks me off my feet. I want to feel those butterflies. I want to be left breathless after a kiss. I want to lay next to someone and just feel completely at peace inside. I want to actually miss someone when they are not around me. I guess all this is too much to ask. I want to melt at the touch of his hand on my body. I want to breathe in deep and savor every inch of him. I guess i'm the hopeless romantic. Maybe i'm crazy or insane for thinking this actually exists out there. Why are men so scared to take their girl in his arms in public and just share a kiss? Why are they so scared to feel their soul on fire just by the touch of her lips across his hips, or the way her fingers move down his back? Why
My Heart.....
Bear Thong SongAdd to My Profile | More Videos The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? The unicorn was driving, drunk tells policeLOS ANGELES (AFP) - A man accused of drunk-driving and crashing his
My Heart And Soul
My Heart And Soul My soul was so sad Because of a man My soul was so sad It could not be consoled My heart was so sad Because of a man My heart was so sad Even more than my soul My heart told my soul You will one day be happy My soul told my heart You will love once again My heart and my soul May some day be right But my heart and my soul Are still lonely tonight
My Heart
I place in your hands my very being, I close my eyes and without seeing, I give to you, my heart. As you wrap me in the warmth of your love, I shall never place another above, I give to you, my heart. With all the knowledge I have within my soul, I know tis you who will make me feel whole, I give to you, my heart. With all that I feel for you, trust, faith and surrender, It is within your power, you bring about this feeling of splendor, I give to you, my heart. For over the years it has been told, stories of love lost and hearts left cold. Here I tell you of love found by few, And the joy that is brought to the soul, when love is anew, I give to you, my heart.
~*my Heart*~
My heart is his my love is his my family is his my joy that he brings me all that he can give me then some....he keeps me strong he keep me here on this wonderfull place i call my cloud nine with ever motion that is called love with keeping me safe from the people that walk in our path and try to hurt us and all i do for him is the same...HIs heart is mine ...His love is all mine his life is with me.. we carrie each moment together and love every minute of it ...All thats well is a wonderful life i cant wait till things that get to a better place withy smiles hugs kisses and wonderfull nights side by side each other ~*Mandie*~
My Hero!!!
My Heart
Are there guys out there who really want a woman for a relationship other than a sexual one. I know there are, its just hard to find them. I have talked to maybe 2 lately. What is it with people in general I suppose just using the internet specifically for their own selfish reasons, either by using others for their own personal gain. I have heard so much crap and have had stuff happen to me. A Man uses a sweet kind woman and lies to her just to get money. Others just want to get on cam and ask " Can I see you r pussy"!! I am so tired of it all. I would love to find a good decent man. I am still considering the fact that I may not find one from here. I have met many men from here. I can honestly say that maybe 1 or 2 have even been worth my time. I truely believe that there is someone out there for everyone and we all should be happy. I am going to stay optimistic. Good luck to all and please be honest with all you come into contact with. It also makes me so mad when guys, women too, p
My Heros
My Heart
My heart by Erik When you talk to me good, my heart feels like a cord of firewood. when you talk to me mean, my heart feels like it left the scene. when you sing a lovely song, my hearts racing more than 500 laps long. when you sing a loatheful rhyme, my heart feels like it ran out of time. whether you talk to me good or you talk to me mean, my heart feels like an out of control machine. whether you sing a lovely song or a loatheful rhyme, my heart feels like it's reached its prime. baby when you're here right by my side, my heart feels like a roller coaster ride. now the end is coming and i know it's near, i hope it never happens cuz that's what i fear.
My Heart
Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves, without any insistence that they satisfy you. -Dr. Wayne Dyer It is a spiritual axiom(truth) that every time we are disturbed(angry), no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with us. If somebody hurts us and we are sore, we are in the wrong also. 12&12 pg. 90 Your friend is your needs answered. He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving. And he is your board and your fireside. For you come to him with your hunger, and you seek him for peace. And in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures. Gibran
My Heart
My Heart Prayers
1. Just say What you mean and mean what you say. 2. Don¡¦t expect someone to read your mind and don¡¦t play games with the head or the hearts . 3. Don¡¦t tell half truth and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truth are no better than lies. 4. Don¡¦t be cold to someone you care about , indifference hurts more than angry words. 5. They say action speaks louder than words , but sometimes it is better to have both. 6. Say I love you as often as you can and make a little surprises for each other to make the romance alive . 7. Love and respect yourself 8. Don¡¦t expect someone to be perfect. They do not exist There are no perfect people, only people who are perfect for each other . 9. When he is angry give way. Stop , don¡¦t fight back.. sit back and relax smile and say ¡§ Baby your so ugly when you are angry, so smile..¡¨ and please never sleeps without reconciliation, Forget the pride. Love is not about who is better and who is not . 10. Giv
My Heart
Sitting here about to cry Families and their children walking by Good girls finish last is what they say Holdin on pressin on every day Just hopin in the end every heartache will be worth it All those lonely days, lonely nights, nobody by my side Will it be worth it? Someone special out there for me One who cherishes and adores me Make a family, raise them right Just one of my prayers I pray at night Big heart big rip Trying to let it go but it keeps its grip Slowly fading at night in my dreams Things are never what they seem Keep going day by day Giving up on what games we play It is what we are it is where we have been Life keeps going in the end Why stop to be so broken it aint worth the ache My heart broken piece by piece every time but never stops for my sake I will be there for anyone all over again That's just me I will never bend So eff u all who say your heart is a piece of stone I have more love in my heart
My Hero
My Heart
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My Heart Goes Out To
well we found out that my daughter miscarried her was gonna be my first grandbaby ...i have the ultrasound of it in a frame .my heart goes out to everyone women and couple that has ever had a miscarriage......i dont kno what its like but i do kno i care bout that baby as if it was already was the worst feelin i ever felt.and in way i guess i should be happy too cause my s on and his wife is gonna have a baby so im told.but its just isnt in me to be happy cause i kno i wont get to see this son lefted his wife and lives with his dad where the fool of a dad is pushin him to be with his g/f daughter! i want to make it clear i do not uphold for my son i think its the lowest thing he ever done .his wife does not deserve to be treated way my son doin her.i was told by my daughter law that she wasnt gonna be round me cause her parents wont let her.its sad cause i done nothin but uphold for my daughetr law ...and didnt turn my back on her when her own parents did when sh
My Heart Wants To Know
"My Heart Wants To Know" I would like to know what is on your mind the last five minutes before you fall asleep. and which words you overuse when you're pissed. i want to know what your voice sounds like when you stutter.. and how your face crinkles up when you cry i wanna know what made you lose trust. and why you're trusting me** what your favorite shirt looks like and who sings your favorite song how many houses have you lived in growing up and who was your favorite uncle? what's your deepest secret.. and what makes your skin crawl. do you believe in "happy-ever-afters" and if so..what's your's? is there anything that makes you elated? and how many words will it take? do you prefer your mother or your father (mother??) and what will you name your children? are you afraid of heights.. and what's your biggest dream? how many colors are your favorites? and can you speak another language? do you believe in FATE? and are you honest all the t
My Heart Sings
Your rock-solid advice is decorated with a light sugarcoating of flirtation. Someone's not sure what it is you're trying to tell them. Go on and confuse them a little more. Secretly, they're enjoying themselves. Lyrics that make me sing... scary yes, for those who have been blessed to hear my singing 8-P I moved around from town to town lots of people around, but still so lonely friendships would grow then i'd hit the road making up excuses for why i had to leave always been too scared and unprepared to let anybody get too close to me but when i met you right away i knew you would never ever ever hurt me and the road's still long but you come along and you hold my hand and you understand when i look at you i can't believe it's true you're all i ever dreamed of and you love me and you love me, and you love me
My Heart!
My Hero
My Heart Cries For You
My Heart Cries For You I silently gazed out my window as daylight faded into darkness, and still, I thought of you. I envisioned images of you gazing in the distance while slowly tears ran down my cheeks, my body could no longer contain, the multitude of emotions flowing in and out of me. "Please don't cry" U uttered into the wind No matter, the many miles between us our hearts will be together again, this U promised Me.
My Heart Is Broken
My Heart
I gave my heart to one i know, or at least i thought i knew. He left for a while, but I kept him in my heart. He returned to me just to leave me. My heart hurt, but odly enough not a whole lot. For I knew I was not alone, I still had others who loved me. I went to a friend fo find comfort. I found it, plus more. He has mended my heart and in return gained it and my trust. With him I am happy for it is impossible for me to stay sad around him. He makes me laugh to much. He.... is the real, *~Jett Darknight~*
My Hell
The Hell from which I was saved from I have been unwillingly returned to. I hate it here, I've been here for almost my entire life that has come to pass. But I cannot leave, the rest of my life depends on my suffering. Even though it was unbearable before it is excruciatingly worse now. This is because in the past I have had a time where I would have most of my friends with me, this is not the case anymore. I still have the time, but I don't have any of my friends. I think about the future and realize that I'm stuck in this Hill of mine for over a year. This is because next year everyone is leaving me. All of last years seniors have left. Which means half of my friends, my boyfriend, and many other people who I get along with and have known for many years. I only have a few actual friends with me next year. Even then, I don't have any of them in any of my classes. So I'll be completely alone, all day. For those of you who have no idea about what thi
My Heart Cannot Take Anymore
I've known for awhile that my husband was gonna go out with my friend Andrea's boyfriend Drew. I was ok with that. Hell I'm ok with him going out with just about anyone as long as he is upfront,and honest with me. If you have nothing to hide then why be shady and lie about bs right?? Well,first Chad tried telling me he was going out with his brother,then it changed to he was going to this bar alone,and that he'd meet people there to talk to,then finally when I point blanked asked him if he was going out with his secretary from work (Carolina) he said to me "why would you think that?" I told him dont pull some bullshit on me and he finally fessed up that yeah he was. I was not angry in the least about him going out with her, just the fact he felt the need to lie about it. It didnt make sense that if everything was on the up and up he would need to be shady. So I went there and confronted him about the lies. I was so upset I punched him and told him I dont appreciate the fu
My Heart Is Back In Tack
Well I want to say to those of you who felt my frustration and loniliness through this long weekend without my little Taylor girl home ~ SHE IS HOME NOW with mommie. I am all smiles and just oozing happiness and warmth. I wanted to say Thanks sooooo much for your encouraging words and concern. You have helped me out more than you will ever know. I am heading to bed with a huge bowl of popcorn to watch a movie with my bestest little friend in the world, my daughter Taylor. Good Nite Cherrytap and good night to my friends. I will be calling on you again in a couple of weeks unless by the grace of God we can manage to get the court order in place to prohibit the visitation to her fathers. Please pray for us this happens. One day at a time So I will share with you all the end to a a ton of heart ache, trials and tests and miracles that my daughter Taylor and I have been through for the last several months. It all started with my ex attempting to prove me unfit ... this
My Heart Is Lost To You
I am trying so hard to accept the fact that things have changed. I am really sick of liars and stupid ass fucks trying to bring me down. I cannot do this shit anymore. I have enough shit on my plate. I am over it! All I want to do is runaway and run into his arms. It would be so great to feel a hug from him. I want to hit something. ERRR!!!!! Why do people have to lie and be stupid for no reason. So It has been four days since my heart left me. The wierd part is it feels like the person I love hasn't left me. I feel like he is with me every minuate of the day. I am sadden that he is not with me here in this state but I know it is apart of life. And if it is God's will we will meet again. But I will never forget him because he was and is always there for me. I love him endlessly. And he knows this. He has made me feel whole again. And every moment I shared with him was perfect. Even if it was Love Hate! I am simply in love with him and my heart is with him. I got arrested for no reason
My Heart
My Heart.
Sometimes I wish I had one more day with you. I remember when you said goodbye to me. I remember thinking I would never make it through. I didn’t want to hear that goodbye, but I listened. I knew better than not to. Is it ok to cry? I felt so safe. Nothing would ever hurt me. There was nothing in this world that you couldn’t fix. To feel like your little girl one more day… God, I want that. But then I remember the pain you were in. I remember hearing it in your voice…your pride slipping from you. Losing control. Losing the battle. I remember how much you suffered for me. Tried so hard to protect me. To keep me from anything that would hurt me. Not wanting to leave me. I have never had someone fight so hard for me. To suffer so much for me. To believe so strongly in me. I remember when I used to pray that you would make it to just one more thing. Such a selfish thing for me to do. But I couldn’t imagine living without you. I still can’t. It’s
My Health
Not good at venting but here it goes.... Ok... so due to losing the Enamal & Calicum from my teeth due to lots of problems (not counting lots of meds I take which doesn't help) etc. My teeth have been breaking apart & the fillings are popping out. Which has me in pain everyday and hurts to eat just about anything (the upside: I lose weight). I'm not a fan of the dentist & to be honest, I'm a big baby to the pain. Just going to the dentist for a routine check-up & cleaning freaks me out and is very painful for me. After so long of putting it off due to being scared and nervous, I decided to finally make an appointment & go to the dentist, plus face my fear. So my appointment for dental surgery was scheduled (1pm in the afternoon...geesh!) & I'm told not to eat or drink anything after midnight the night before coming in. So I go to this new dentist yesterday to get all of my bottom teeth removed, and was surprised how compassionate the dentist &
My Heart Of Everything!!!
Nor the pain and the sorrow caused by my mistakes Won´t repent to a mortal whom is all to blame Now I know I won´t make it There will be a time we´ll get back our freedom They can´t break what´s inside I´ll face it cause it´s the heart of everything Open up your eyes Save yourself from fading away now, don´t let it go Open up your eyes See what you´ve become, don´t sacrifice It´s truly the heart of everything Stay with me now I´m facing my last solemn hour Very soon I´ll embrace you on the other side Hear the crowd in the distance, screaming out my faith Now their voices are fading, I can feel no more pain I´ll face it cause it´s the heart of everything Open up your eyes Save yourself from fading away now, don´t let it go Open up your eyes See what you´ve become, don´t sacrifice It´s truly the heart of everything Open up your eyes Open up your eyes Open up your eyes Save yourself from fading away now, don´t let it go Open up your eyes See what yo
My Health
What is a friend? For that fact what dose it mean to be a best friend? I'm not one to burden others with my problem but life really sucks and over the last twenty years or so it just keeps dealing me one bad hand after another, each one worse than the one before. They say that God don't give us things we can't handle but dam if my cup don't runnith over already! I guess my bad luck started about three years ago when I took in a bimbo bitch. In less than six months she made me get rid of my roommate and not long after that she had me arrested for domestic dispute. When I got out of the county jail two and a half months later coz the state drop the charges for lack of evidence she was gone…so was my apartment, my car, twenty thousand dollars of PA gear which I used to make a living with as a sound tech, my pass ports and everything else I owned in the world. It has not been easy to bounce back; heaven knows I always have before. A very short time after the above fiasco I was diagno
My Heart
My Hero
My Hero
My all time favorite Fleetwood Mac song. It has a very special meaning to me. I use to sing it back in highschool at events and stuff :P The video... Live on the Dance tour... She was just a wish... I absolutely love Stevie Nicks. She's my hero! Don't hide behind your hair that way.
My Heart Goes Out To These People
Jeffrey is a young this is her mothers about me section: My interest right now and focus is on my 17 year old son Jeffrey. He has Brain cancer. I'm here to get as much support from the outside as I can. Want I need need and want the most is to know he is being Prayed for everyday! When Jeffrey was a little boy he fought for his life with Acute leukemia and he won the battle.Now again he is in a War with his body and All I ask is you give me a little support through just saying hello and leaving me a little message saying you are thinking of Us in our hard time right now. I'm asking you pray for me and my family as we go through this hard time!! --------------------------------------------------- My heart goes out to you Jeffrey and your family, I will have you in my thoughts and prayers. To my friends- if you want to show Jeffrey and his family support- this is his moms page- his cousin page- Here is t
My Hero
Two years have passed... two long years.. and six more months to go.... my brother sits behind bars because of two people he though he could trust and turned out that they stabbed him in the back... my hero sits behind bars because he trusted someone and they screwed him over.... he sits there because he was nice...... no one understands the pain... no one understands the tears... no one really understands anything... i cry because i miss my hero... i cry because i hurt for him... i cry because i dont have anyone to turn to right now... i cry because my rock is gone... i cry because i am mad... i cry because i am hurt... i cry..... i cried for what seemed like hours on monday when i had to look at him and say bye and hug him knowing that i was walking out there and he couldnt... i cried because he is my big brother and yeah he made his mistakes but he is human... my hero sits in that place day after day and it kills me to know this... it hurts me so.... i wish there was something i cou
My Health
My Heart
my heart was shattered from being battered my heart was broken from being spoken to There is no fixing to my heart, it is now shattered in so many little pieces makes men think before they treat use like dirt i am married to a 19 yr old and we love each other very much i dont want know one else
My Heart , My Love
So I feel like writing tonight and as I lay here listening to music and staring at the cieling,I cant help to think that right now my life makes no sense. my divorce is gettin uglier by the day and im feeling like i failure to my kids. but i see it as abuse ..there are no excuses so i had to end it.and when i feel like i have nothing else, i hear my phone ring and on the other end is a guy i met on here that has totally blown me away from the minuite i layed eyes on him.I dont know what it was i was just in awww with him. kinda looked like a badass but when we spoke i was just like omg he is hella sweet. I tried so hard to hold back and be cool about shit but as we progressed in convos i knew even early on i wanted to be with him for real.I held back so bad but it was so hard and I even tried like putting up a wall for protection of my feelings ,but that wall he broke through with force and showed me that there are guys out there that will respect care and love u the way it should be.
My Heart
What my heart tells me Is that there is no one else on earth Who can make me feel the way you do From the first day that we met You made me forget all my fears And you have shown me that God really does Have one special heart for each of us to find You are the one God has guided me to What my heart tells me Is that I can never love anyone As much as I love and care for you And how my feelings grow stronger each day I can't imagine not being able to hold you I want to share my life with you for the rest of forever You make me the person I have always hoped to be What my heart tells me Is that God has provided me with your loving heart And I will do everything within my power To provide the best for you each and every day Everytime I see you walk into a room My heart never fails to beat faster and stronger This is how I know you are the one for me For the rest of the time the Lord gives me I give you my heart and for you I will do What My Heart Tells Me
My Heart
My Heart beats only for you do you care? My Heart sings softly for you do you care? My Heart belongs only to you do you care? My Heart has been broken for you do you care? My Heart was shattered cause of you do you care? My Heart stopped because of you I guess you didn't care.
My Heart Is Empty And Blue
I feel so empty inside My heart is broken You did that to me You used it as your token For what I once felt Was love for you Now all you do is be mad Yell, cuss, and argue That is all you ever do anymore You are always pissed What happened to you? The guy I first kissed I feel my heart is made of glass You took it and it shattered You kept stomping it more and more Now you act as if I never mattered Now I feel so empty inside I feel so blue My heart is ripped apart Did I ever really matter to you? Yes, this question I really must ask For I don’t really know You treat me so badly But say you love me so If this is your LOVE for me I wouldn’t want to see HATE You treat me like this And then say you are my soul mate? Why do you say and do these things to me? You must love to see my cry You say things so angry and hateful Are you trying to make my heart die? It is still in many pieces on the floor You put it there by yelling at me I can’t t
My Heart
I love you with all my heart, I hate that I feel so far apart, I would love to talk to you all day and all night, to me you are my white knight, the need I feel inside for you is so strong, and I feel that with you I do belong, I wait in anticipation for you to be my companion, the delectable taste of you I envision every night and day, and thinking of it takes my breath away, when I look at your eyes I feel I can see right through, into you, and wonder if you feel what I feel too?! The things I feel are undying and everlasting, and fills my heart with anguish to think nothing will ever happen! I love you with all my heart, are we really that far apart? No one ever touched my heart in such a gentle way until there was you. I've discovered something wonderful about you - something that took me by surprise. I've known for a long time that you were someone special, sensitive, gentle, romantic...always bringing out the best in me. But now I've realize that you're so muc
My Health
Some of u may know i have been ill for over a week now with a lot of pain and discomfort on my right side from my back around to my side and stomach. my family thinks it is Appendicitis or a cyst on my ovaries. I I will be going in the the ER tom. Just wanted you all to be aware in case i am not here for awhile. So i just ask for you to have me in your thoughts and your prayers. thank you XOXO ~S~
My Health 2
So u all know I have not been feeling well. So last night I went to the ER oh fun! I have a UTI,A Cyst on my overy, sinus infection and a inflamed,infected bowl. so ya so icky . anyways thats whats what is wrong with me. So i am taking meds now to help with all that ! woot woot!Ugh and i had an IV hooked up to me some nice meds in that! I also had x-rays and a CT Scan with the burning dye stuff.... OUCH!!!! ty all for ur prayers and thoughts!Keep them coming! :) XOXO ~S~
My Heart
Sometime I sit and wonder why Why it is I sit and cry I wonder why I am so sad When I think of what we could have had When I think of things the way I dreamed I guess some things arent as they seemed What can I do to make you see All I want is you with me Sometimes I wish I had just one more night Just one time to hold you tight I fear that day will never come But always know you have my love
My Heart
You Follow Your Heart You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?
My Heart In You....
My heart it beats Deep inside you. That tingle you feel My breath upon you. Whispers sound like rain Echoing in your mind. Your hair, it's blown In the day's sunshine. What makes me love you Is what you give me. What makes you love me Is what's inside me. Hold back no longer What's burning inside. Hold you forever I did decide.
My Heart On A Page
My Heart
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way. I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking dee
My Health
For those of you that have close to my heart and that care enough ro read this I regret to inform you that I will be leaving the fu for 3 weeks as of Nov 19. Many of you know that I had a blood transfusion a little while ago, well my last radiation treatment was yesterday and the word from my dr is that I will have to continue the radiation and have another blood transfusion as my levels are dropping again. Just know that I will be thinking of you all and praying that you will all be well. God willing I will be bak to torment you somemore another day. If anyone is intersted in updates my daughter is in my family on here Mini Dream Catcher, she can keep you posted as well if you have my msn or yahoo I will be able to check my emails once a week while I am in the hospital. Keep smile my dear friends and know that you have brought much joy and sunshine into my life. I feel I've lost a thousand years, just living day by day. I'm hidden behind the pain and tears, my sorrow guides th
My Heart
I have been thinking and have come to the conclusion I need to take a break from my online social sites for now until my health and family issues clear up a bit. As most of you know I have a terminal heart disease and have been in heart failure for almost a month and a half now. I opted to stay out of the hospital until after the holidays and since having 3 family deaths in the last few weeks I know I must take better care of myself which leaves me with little to no time online. I do not have a laptop yet so I cannot make it online while on bedrest, so anyway I wanted to tell you not to worry about me I am okay unless you hear otherwise from my husband aka BeautysBeast (you can add him for updates or just for friendship if you want I am sure he will need alot of support as well) My last Update is my uncle Randy whom broke his neck passed away on Dec. 18th at 421 am, My uncle Bill whom had a heart attack while in the hospital with kidney failure is still hanging in there. My husbands 34
My Heart
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll vow should you give yours to me. The lady I adore!!!
My Heart Is For Another
Today i sit here and think to myself about how much i've been hurt, and yet try to make my heart whole again... I want to give it out to someone who takes my breath away and makes me weak at the knees, a person so kind, and who can love me for me...I want HONESTY and with that comes TRUST, someone who can be OPEN and talk to me about anything and NOT hide things from me.... I want to be LOVED by only one person and to be the ONLY one that they will EVER LOVE....To know that with everyday our love will grow stronger. I know i'm not perfect and no man will ever be...But i do have a heart full of love and is willing to give all out to the one who will have it to hold and to cherish forever....I will always give thanks to that person who makes me happy by treating her like a princess. I would give her so much to let her know that i'm a great man to love and forever be with...... i would give her a goodmorning kiss everyday, roses for no reason at all, kisses on the forehaed, hugs so sof
My Heart In You
Dream/Awake Your blood drips from my lips Color of ancient wine. Magnitudes uncertain I’m blending into you. My vamp you take me into your lair Dissolve the bonds of flesh. I’ll take you there each night for day As light will guide my way. Suck you in you’re sweet as honey Nectar on my tongue. Into you I enter Now we’ve become one. Trust me, love me, spite no more Something’s on your mind. My Kitten, you’re master calls to you Come to me my love. I’ll work my charms, you work your magic Sentiments aside. Take you now and evermore You’re mine, My vampiric one.... My Heart In You In your heart you bind me And cut me to the bone. In your pain you spite me My life feels utterly done. Knife cuts deep and drain my life Blood lust is frenzied within you. Writhing on the floor alone My heart is all that you knew. Laid bare my soul it found you Sucked me in you did. None other shall ever own it I’ll forever keep it hid. Nights and days wit
My Heart
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you have sex with me? 19.Would you dance with me? 2
My Heros!!
My Hearts Thoughts:
So ,I don't think about us, or what we shared in trust. I never think about the way you held my heart in love. No , it never crosses my mind..not at any time of day...I never think about times  you held me along the way....I don't think about the happiness , I know I seen in you...I never took for granted , it was all I had of you. Never more will my heart break, the walls stand firm again. I hold things in my heart, but never , ever again. I wrote something on a piece of paper. I wrote it - so it must be true.  It told of all my feelings and my special times with you. It will always be there , even when we go away. I can go to it and see what we had will always stay. Not only in our hearts but on the piece of paper there. It will read how much I love you and how much I still care. So I will put the paper up ; all crumpled from my touch. I will leave it in it's hidden spot, where it protects our lasting  love. There it will stay, till I reach for it again. To remember our s
My Health
hello all I went to the Dr today and the counts came up again which is a good thing it came up 26 thousands more which is up to 86 thousands but the total that has came up is so far is 77 thousands it has came up they are hoping that in a couple more weeks that we can start taking me off the med's but I'm not holding my breathe I feel like the Michelin tire guy( the big white guy) or the marshmallow guy from ghostbuster I have gain a total 13 lbs in 4 weeks and I found out it all fluid and will hope goes away once I'm off the med's but the next appointment is 01/07/2008 and there keeping and eye on the sugar to because it could get high sugar with this but cross your fingers this doesn't this has been a real wake -up call for me and I'm doing the best I can with it I get really snappy at the kids and everyone but this will go away thank you !!!! I don't know how much more I can take but I will write again and let you know what comes from the next appointment happy new years all be sa
My Heart And Soul
so we talk and we laugh we dream and we cry we live and we learn we yearn and we die ive come to terms that not everything in live is fair every time i hear her voice something deep inside me awakens i feel a lump in my throught a loss of words a shortness of breath ive finally found true love and ive always wondered what true love was and now i know no one else matters to me in the world but her she is my other half my completion i know one day i will lose her as much as i pray it never comes i know it is inevitable its just how life is we are hundreds of miles apart and yet i feel soo close to her i asked her to marry me she said yes i asked if she loved me she said yes i asked her to move here with me once again she said yes so why is it that she has broken my heart and left me to be by my self i know ive done some wrong things in life and ive hurt a few ppl but nothign i have ever done deserves this much torture this much heartache im always alone and
My Heart
My Heart Aches!!
24 years ago I lost my mom to breast cancer 10 days before Christmas. Year after year I relive that tragic day. I was only 5, but the memories still stand strong. In the back of my mind all I see is the Christmas tree gleaming with lights, presents wrapped so pretty, and in the next room my mom lies in her bed fighting for her life. With every gasping breath she took I knew she was trying to tell me she loved me. A little girl with a broken heart watched 2 strange men take her mom away in a huge vehicle that looked as big as a bus to me. I didn't understand that she couldn't stay, and open presents with me. I was pulling on the stretcher yelling "don't take my mom, if she can't stay I wanna go with her." No one could explain to me that she wasn't coming back. I waited all night for her to come back, but she never came. The next time I saw her she never spoke to me, never hugged me, or even gave me kiss like she always did. All she did was lie there in silence, no movemen
My Heart Is Truely Broken.......
As some of you know my brother Brian made a really bad choice and killed himself on Dec. 26th. He found a real perminent solution to some temporary problems and hurt alot of people who knew and loved him including his 9 yr old daughter.Telling her what happened last night almost sent me over the edge and i cant even begin to describe the pain in her cries and how much they to this moment haunt my consciousness. Last night alot of our friends came to my place to support me and console me and even friends here on fubar have been helping me through what is with out a doubt the hardest fukking thing i've ever had to deal with. I cant even begin to explain how horribly damn empty i feel inside and wish so bad i could just wake up and find that this was all just a bad fukking dream. Brian was one of the most energetic and happy people ive ever known and i admired his ability to bring others around him up when times were hard. I'll never understand why he did it and no-one including me saw i
My Heart
I got tagged by my lovely friend Moon. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I was born with no left hip socket, so to this day I can not sit Indian style. 2). I had an article written about me in the local paper when I was 11 years old. 3). I am a self taught ambidexteri due to breaking my right arm in the 3rd grade. 4). My place of solace is a baseball field. 5). I am a sports fanatic, my teams being are the Chargers, Mets and Devils!! 6). I love music and singing, everyone else wishes I wouldn't sing :P 7). I am a loner by nature, and have a very hard time making friends who last. 8). I enjoy walking on the beach 9). The sound of rai
My Heart
FOLLOWING MY HEART As we all know the human heart is just merely a pump which Is composed of muscle and pumps your blood throughout our bodies at 72 beats per minute. Well let me tell you mine has been working quad droop able overtime lately. Oh I know why, but not sure that I should say it now or wait till I know for sure that what I am feeling is the right thing after all these years. I’m am known to get ahead of my emotions, and I have tired really, really hard not to show them too often. I just can’t seem to control them now since I have been chatting with this very handsome and much respected gentleman. I never ever thought in a million years that I could feel like this again. Just goes to show you that never say never out loud for others to hear or even to yourself as for GOD to hear. When I think of him my heart starts to race out of control, and when I don’t speak to him for hours I feel lost inside. Then again when I just sit and think of him my eyes light up a
My Heart And Soul
My Heart,and Mind!
My Heart Skips A Beat When I Think Of You, But In A Bad Way
cut cut my wrist today, i'm in a sad and sorry state. this isn't how i wanna be. fall fall falling from grace, back and forth in this room i pace. i tried so hard to be what you wanted me to till the pressure built and i blew. ruined everything that meant something to me and now i'm left with nothing. you took it away from me, away from me, away from me. there's no looking back now our pages have been wrote down in this book of our history. i won't be looking back now, i'll stop thinking how i could have made you love me. when i'm still the same person you used to dream about. i won't change for anyone.
My Health
For the past month and a 1/2 i have not been my self health wise... i have been working way to many hours and my body is telling me it is time to slow down with everything.. so i am not on as much as i used to be.. so i hope everyone is not missing me to much, but when i am on every now and then i will try and rate at least 100 pics for everyone or catch up on stashes.. so please keep me in your prayers and thoughts and i will do the same as much as i can.. METAL RON you are one sweet friend i want to thank you for the rates i did the best i could today i am sorry it was not much.. i will try and rate your pics more in the next few days stay sweet and again thank you
My Heart
Did you sleep well? Did you feel warmth wrap around you in the middle of the night? Did a smile grace your face while deep in dreams? Did you wake up refreshed and ready for the new day? (something not common…LOL) I have a feeling you did. Why? Well, I was told a secret by my Heart when I awoke. Last evening when my conscience finally gave into my subconscious and you moved from my thoughts into my dreams, after my Heart knew I was happy because I was holding you closely, my Heart went to visit you. My Heart arrived to see you sleeping. My Heart made sure you were safe and sound. But my Heart was not happy with just that. My Heart wrapped itself around you, to hold you tight and let you know you are cared for. My Heart kissed your soul. My Heart talked to yours. Your Heart let mine know it is cared for. Your Heart reminded my Heart it is desired as much as mine desires yours. This morning when I rose from my slumber I was at peace. I woke with a smile…not a common morning s
My Heart , My Life ,my Gunner
> > > > > Once upon a time in a land Far far away IN FULAND, a fair Maiden,named Penny was approached by a handsome Prince,Gunner.He saw that she was alone and miserable in her dungeon like environment and Reached out to her in friendship. The maiden who lived with her small son,Jake was so delighted to have met this nice prince. They're 2 kingdoms were very far away and even the distance between them could not Keep their love from blossoming. > > The maiden and her son Traveled to his kindom , and he visited theirs, then one day the prince decided to stay with her in their kingdom , until the evil villain(her sons father, who was a bad bad man) tried everything in his power to keep the maiden from being happy with her and Prince Gunner.Prince Gunner not wanting to cause any further pain to penny and Jake traveled back to his Kingdom to try prepare his kingdom for Penny and Jake .The evil villain realized his plan had been foiled and there was no keeping everyone apart as a
My Heart Is Torn
I am in love with a man who can only fix my heart.. he has lied to me , was told he cheated on me, and hurt me physical and emtionally.. i still love him i was with him for 9 years.. he means the world to me.. but it seems he dont really care... had to go to the doctors n the news was not good.. have no way to talk to him.. guess he really dont care... if i dont hear from him soon then i will have to make a very big decission that will affect our boys life... time will tell...
My Help Me Spot
I am asking for the help of my friends to help me win my first contest. So PLEASE help me... :D Click on the pickture below to rate and comment the hell out of me.... Here's an insentive for helping me, for every 1,000 comments you will get a Fubling... Thank you all for help and all you have to do is ask and I will return the favor...
My Heart
a,As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a king, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along.
My Heart
My Heart
In my heart, That is where my secrets dwell. They beg to be heard. From my mouth, I'll never tell....=X
My Heart 2
My Heart In Your Teeth
startled by your touch, her body tingles like a tightly drawn bow aching for more. just out of reach of the light a soul aching for warmth, lonely in her soliloquy. the night wraps around her like a comfort, a song. starry-eyed, she looks at you, in you, to the soul of you. and there she finds herself. reaching out, she touches your face and comforts herself... you're real. she smiles as she feels your hands in her hair, sliding on her skin trembling a little at your soft dark words. she whispers so softly, you might not hear... "be careful, my love. cuz your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth." -me, 4/30/08 "i’m talking bout things that i know...." Current mood: confident the other post was from early march, when my heart was breaking and my life seemed in shambles. you need that to understand my words today... there's a saying that when a door closes, God opens a window. i've had a lot of doors close on me this year and l
My Heart Breaks
I sit awake in the early morning hours and think of you. I wonder if you are thinking of me too. I listen to the music that you love and wish that you were here by my side. I long to feel your arms around me, holding me close to you. Imagining that I'm the only one you'll ever hold. It hurts my heart and causes me pain to think that someone else might take my place. In your heart or in your arms. I search for ways to make sure that in your heart you hold me near and that in your mind I hold a place of honor and respect. yet I still wonder who else has your desire I cannot avoid the fact that I cannot give you all that you need. Your needs are neglegcted by the one who should meet them all. I cannot meet them from so far away. So i resign myself and though it hurts I allow you to seek someone to fill your needs and feed your hunger in ways that i cannot. I know the danger is there that you will stray, but because of my inability to care for you as i should i take that risk in hopes that
My Heart
The nights are so long without you beside me.. As I lay here in this bed all alone, I dream of the nights we laid cuddled together touching feeling kissing… My heart cries out to yours wanting to hold you near. I can feel your skin, I smell your hair. I can still taste your lips. The feel of your hand as it caresses my face. The tingle of my body as you run your fingers up and down my spine. I cherish each moment we have together… Never wanting them to end. Each time I have to leave you, my heart breaks a little more. Each time gets harder for me to go. I cry inside, and this time the tears fall they are real… my heart is tearing in two. I leave part of it with you for the day I return to your side. My Heart, My Soul, My Love
My Heart
My Head Is Spinning
Boy Oh Boy when I screw up I screw up bad,......1st and formost I need to stop venting to my friends when my gf and I have a fight,ect,... this is not good!! Cuz nomatter how mad I get at her,..I love her with all my heart and will never ever leave her. 2nd of all I am sorry hunny, are good to me and you do leave me love,....its fubar thats all and I shouldnt take things personaly. I know my girl,..nicole loves me with all her heart and is and will always be there for me when I need her. In fact shes there for all her friends when they need her. Sometimes its just not good to run at the mouth when ur mad sad or have hurt feelings. My girl is the nicest sweetest warm and loving giving person I know,..or guess what??? I would have never fell in love with her. Fact is,..shes been so used and abused my sum of her friends on here and she almost always gives them 2nd 3rd 4th and 5th chances, Thats cus she has such a good heart and really loves her friends no matter how piss poorl
My Heart
My heart is on fire for it feels everything My heart is on fire because its full of pain and sorrow My heart is on fire because it wants to cry My heart is on fire for it wants to fight My heart is on fire and there is no way out My heart is on fire for it wants to run My heart is on fire, My heart is on fire and I want the fire out
My Heart
No more tears from these eyes will fall. Apology not needed, I will stand tall. Your words were cruel and yet I stayed. I tried so hard to live your way. I had no chance at winning this race. For in your heart I held last place. I walk away with tear filled eyes. Nothing in my heart but a list of lies. My heart is lonely and so weak, From loving someone who didn't love me. I tried lying to my heart with a fake smile. Yet my eyes told the truth from deep inside. There's so much sadness within my heart. My healing begins with us apart. Now my heart seeks comfort and peace. Knowing you never really loved me. My hearts love has been cruelly abused. What once was us, has now become you.
My Heart Hurts
Over the past two years... one man has completley broken me into the woman I have never wanted to be and made me weak, scared, but most of all the happiest I have ever been in my entire life. I have found love... I think I know... I think I have conquered what some never have in their lifetime- and that is to completley, 200% love another person with every bit of your heart. mind, and soul. Now he is leaving me. Here is what I have felt and what I think love is... Love grows stronger every single day. You find beauty in every little imperfection about them... the way their eyes light up when the Sabres win a hockey game, the way his voice gets even more northern when he is mad, and the most beautiful smile in the world he gets when you do something nice for him. You miss him when he is lying right beside you. You dream of him every night. You would do anything in this world to make them smile. You hate yourself more than anything when you make them mad or sad and it's always your
My Heart Tells Me Goodbye
My Heart
FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALLOONS ONCE U LET THEM GO U CANT GET THEM BACK SO I'M GOING TO TIE U TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOSE U. SEND THIS TO ALL UR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME! SEE HOW MANY U GET BACK ___888888888888888_________________ __888888822222228888________________ _888888222I2222288888_______________ 888888222222222228888822228888______ 888882222222222222288222222222888___ 88888222222222LUV22222222222222288__ _8888822222222222222222222222222_88_ __88888222222222222222U22222222__888 ___888822222222222222222222222___888 ____8888222222222222222222222____888 _____8888222222222222222222_____888_ ______8882222222222222222_____8888__ _______888822222222222______888888__ ________8888882222______88888888____ _________888888_____888888888_______ __________88888888888888____________ ___________888888888________________ ____________888888__________________ _____________8888___________________ ______________88____________________ ______________8_____________________ ______________
My Heart
My Heaven
My Hero's
Arlington National Cemetery Remembering Memorial Day by Mike Krumboltz May 28, 2010 1,370 Votes For many, Memorial Day brings to mind images of parades and picnics, of barbecues and baseball games. What's sometimes forgotten are the reasons for the holiday: The sacrifices made by American soldiers in times of conflict. As the United States' death toll passes 1,000 in Afghanistan, Memorial Day takes on an especially poignant meaning this year. Here's a brief look at how the holiday got its start, and how people are searching for ways to honor the brave men and women who have lost their lives. The first holidayOriginally, the holiday was known as "Decoration Day." It was started by a Civil War general named Gen. John Logan, who was the Commander-in-Chief of the Grand Army of the Republic. General Logan sought a way to help the country come back together after the horrors and divide of the Civil War. The holiday was first observed on
My Heart 4 Granted??
Sometimes i feel as though you take my heart for granted...I be in deep thought all the time wondering if i'm making the right choice or not having someone like you in my life, someone i truely care deeply for and got so much love for...Being with you makes me happy but then there are pain when i think about what people say and how some of your actions are proving that they may be right..I really hope that you arent taking this sweet,caring,heart of mine for granted......
My Heart And My Mind
My Heart Song
My Heart
My Heart
hi baby, this is sooo sneaky of me right now because your sitting there in iraq... taking to me in yim and smiling away on cam and thinking that im busy doing stuff and really im here writing this.... I miss you sooo much baby.... i see and hear you everywhere i go, everything i see, everything i touch, or smell or hear is something that i wish i had you there with me... to experience with me... I am sooo in love with you... at night when i go to bed i put my computer on ur side of the bed, and i watch ur cam and i just watch you sleep... or smile and talk.... and then after i fall asleep sometimes i just reach out and touch the pillow or the bed and i think about you... in a room full of faces.. the only one i can think about is yours.. i don't sleep, i don't eat and when your on mission it seems like i don't breathe... you are my absolute best friend... i swear not a day goes by not one event happens that i don't think about you and wish you were with me... sometimes i go out and
My Heart
My Heart My heart's on my sleeve in full view... for all to see... And I give of that heart with all that I am.... One day... I will learn to pull the blinds.... And keep under lock and key all that is me... I will learn to wait and be sure... Before I share the preciousness of my heart... my soul...
My Hero
hey, if you havnt noticed my man is in the army! along with my my sisters husband, they are both in 4th id just different units! anyways my man tim is thebest thing that has happenend to me and i plan on marrying him someday he is my drea come true, my hero, my everything....tim baby i luv you **muahz**
My Heaven
My Heaven I look deep in your eyes. I see there what I feel inside. We share something between us, Neither one of us can hide. I feel your lips touch mine, I loose all my control, All it took was a look and a kiss, To know you were part of my soul. I see your hands on my skin, I want and need you to do more, The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store. I look deep in your eyes, And I see heaven there inside, You make me feel so beautiful, What I feel for you I cannot hide.
My Heart Go's Out To His Family N Friends
To all my family and friends, i want to thank you all for helping me level. i apprecaite those of you who stood by me me.... At this time i do not want any of you sending me blings i have a request to plz send what you would send to me , to 1 of my family memebers of your choice Ty xoxo muah love bearhugs!!!!bwahahahahahahaha
My Heart
This is a poem i wrote years ago..and just fouind it..ihope you can appreciate thetiem i took toshare it with everyone.. I sit up at night with tears in my eyes.. My head throbs in pain from thinking of you I never wanted to lose you though it is too late now I cant believe you are gone, out of my life,return is uncertain You were my life, my soul, my one and only You said you believed in me, and taught me to be strong You made me love you then broke my heart You left me scared and alone That night I realized it was over Love is like an illusion both of the mind and heart At first it is beautiful and proper The next thing you know, it has become completely unbearable I close my eyes and see you before me with arms wide open, smiling I try to reach out to you, to feel you once more As I extend my hand, you seem to dissappear, never to return In my dreams I hear you call my name I try calling back but silence fills my room Al
My Heart Is Real
Im moving on ftom what you thought was real so dont even ask me to love you. My Heart Is Real... I hurt even though I seem tough. I smile even when I am so sad. I wear my heart on my sleave and kindness in my Soul. I see on the inside and never the outside. I am a woman of great expression. I have been in bad relationships that took everything from me. But I believe my Soulmate is out there. No matter how people try to knock me down. I always get back up. If I come on too strong then it must mean I care about you. When I cry for you its my wings wrapping around you to protect you. A Spiritual Helper I will always be. I am Natural. Never fear me, embrace me, love me and I will always be with you. I am forever Your Friend. This is to all the assholes out there that want to TRY and use my friendship to get what they want when they want it. I am the LAST BIG BITCH you will EVER come across that would do anything to help you. SO. DO NOT CALL ME. DO NOT EMAIL ME. OH AND BY THE W
My Heart...
Mistakes I mistakenly thought I was loved…. Why would I let myself feel that way? I guess I was mistaken… I mistakenly thought I came first.. I mistakenly thought I was your one and only.. I mistakenly thought that you could be faithful.. I mistakenly thought I could trust you not to break my already broken heart…. Now my stitched up heart oozes blood once more… All mistakes I wish…. I Attempted to erase the memory, but it only cuts worse…. I hoped and prayed that I could erase the pain from the memories if I could forget them like a foolish child.. So now I sit here hoping, praying, and begging for you to come back to me. I only want it to be that way it was before… Why cant it go back to that? I wish I could turn back time and stop the incident from happening…. I wish I wasn’t the only one in this relationship who cared. I wish this was more than a one sided love… I wish… I wish.. I wish that I didn’t wonder who it was you actually love the way you claim to love m
My Health Issues
So I have polycyctic ovarin syndrome! I've been on my period for almost four months!!! it's horrible!!! Im very tired all the time but im still having to work!! And my line of work only makes it worse! So pls if im not in a good mood I hope you understand!! ~Mel
My Heart Will Go On Titanic Train
My Heart
My Hero
My Heart
my heart beats slowly goin faster at the thought of your arms around me, my sould bleeds when i think you might want another, i am shattering insdie from not knowing what is going to happen, are you truely going to be with me? or is it some crazy fuckin game that you play? i want to run but i stay, i cant seem to drag myself away, as i watch you play with my heart each day, im slowly losing my pride, should i beg or let it die. rainmaker- 0109 the pain i feel rippin thru my soul, to live with out u or ur love , to know the eternal burnin of ur lose, beyond all one knows . i beg for the gods to make you see just what u r doin that is killin those who love you , and help you get thru it . but it beyond the stars the pain i see when ur gone, and i completely alone . my only heart ripped to shreds by the sheddin of ur mortal shell will leave me in eternal hell. i would give anything to make you see just what u r to me . i feel your pain from mil
My Heart Is Yours
my heart is yours cant believe its true all i did was kept searching until i found you swept me off my feet said those magical words and in return i told you my heart is yours spent everyday together like time completely stopped i showed u my love opened my heart ill be there for you no matter what and in return i ask is for u to come home why you ask? my heart is yours
My Heart
My heart is in the palm of your hands Fragile and tender ready to break I love you with all that I am I love you with everything I will be So far apart in distance So close to falling in too deep. My heart aches for you to be near As does my body, and my soul Tell what you are feeling And whats going through your head. My heart yearns for the promises that comes from the good man you are To Hold me, love me, and cherish me For the rest of our lives. I love you my dear love Now, always and forever My heart is yours Treat it with care.
My Heart....
Your Heart Craves Love You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
My Hearts Feels Alone Now
My Head And Everything Fucked Up About It.
So I had been pining and kinda waitin' around for THIS guy..... ~wicked klownz Juggalizo~~Jann'z Thuggish Teddybear~~@ fubar my ex Mike, to come around and talk to me about whether or not we could resolve any issues between us. I gave him two weeks just like a good friend of mine said to do, then I thought "You know what? Fuck this. I need some closure." I know I needed that extra shove over the edge of saying "I am DONE." and washing my hands of it. I got off work at 6am. I was gonna drive to Wal-Mart to grab some NyQuil cuz yes, I am sick AGAIN....this weather is fuckin me up....anyways, I got to the exit I was SUPPOSED to take and I got to thinkin all the "what-ifs" in my head and I just kept goin....I drove to his house because I had some weird feeling that TODAY I was finally gonna get my answer. I mean, I pretty much HAVE moved on, but there was STILL a small part of me that wondered "Just what IF?" so as I kept driving, I was crying thinking, "what if there was some b
My Heart And Soul..
So here we are We are alone There’s weight on your mind I wanna know The truth, if this is how you feel Say it to me If this was ever real I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth So this is you You're talking to me You found a million ways to let me down So I'm not hurt when you're not around I was blind But now I see This is how you feel Just say it to me If this was ever real I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I know that this will break me I know that this might make me cry You gotta say what’s on your mind, on your mind I know that this will hurt me and break my heart and soul inside I don’t wanna live this lie I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts me I want the truth from you Give me the truth, even if it hurts I d
My Health!!
For everyone that has been asking and waiting to find out what is going on here is a little update.. I went to doctor on friday and he had me get a chest x-ray today.. He believes that I had broken my ribs sometime in the past. Not sure when and I have no idea how.. So I had that done, but the x-ray was also to get a better look at my left breast also.. He found something and wants to see if it is serious or not. A lot of you know I keep having chest pains and he thinks it has something to do with the ribs being cracked or broken.. Also, the biggie is I have to go next month on the 11th to have a mamorgram done. I have a couple relatives that have passed away from cancer and two of them had breast cancer. I am really scared, but i'm trying not to worry too much seeing how it could not be serious. It could just be a cyst and can be removed.. With all this info I got plus Ricky being sick I haven't been on here too much. I will be on again possibly tomorrow.. I hope everyone understands
My Hero
My Hero My hero is probably the most common hero out there. She is someone I know inside and out. Also, she is someone I deeply respect. Without her, I would not be the person I am today. Of course, my hero is my mother – who else? There are so many reasons for this. I will point out three of them. She is very strong, caring, and generous. So much comes from just three words, as I will soon explain. I will explain the first reason; my mother is the strongest person I know. When I was younger, my dad had alcohol problems and did not help out as a father figure in the family. This made my mom’s job twice as hard. A lot of stress came with the years we lived with him. My mom had never been alone so she was afraid to leave. But she knew that it was not the right life for my brother, sister and I. So she finally decided to leave my dad despite of the troubles that followed. My second reason for picking my mother as my hero is that she is caring. The reason for this i

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