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My Prayers I Wrote
Dear Jesus. How do I forgive myself? Do I forgive myself for being happy or being sad? Do I forgive myself for speaking when I should be listening or silent when I should talk? Do I forgive myself for my parents for making who I am? A man that is good and bad. Do I forgive myself for being angry when I should be at peace? Do I forgive myself for being in judgment of others when I am the only one is you God who should judge ? Do I forgive myself for hurting other people and letting people hurt me? Do I forgive myself for that I do good deeds yet I can do more? Do I forgive myself for my pride when I can be humble? Do I forgive myself for not understanding or understanding to much? Do I forgive myself for my friends who I lean on or let them lean on me? Do I forgive myself for being in pain and pretending that it is fine? Do I forgive myself for thinking too much when I should rest? Do I forgive myself for for being me and letting go? So God, I praye
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WILL I BEEN SETTING HERE THINKIN ABOUT CAMIN ONCE A WEEK.. SO HOW DO U ALL THINK OF THAT.. BUT LIKE WITH EVERYHING. ITS GOIN TO COST U.. A 30DAY BLST. FAIR.. OR A 2 AUTO 11 BLINGS.. SO IF U ALL WANT TO SEE ME IN ACTION.. THEN U WILL PAY.. IF NOT.. THEM IM SORRY..I WILL NOT GIVE IN... PEROID.. I WILL BE PLAYIN AT USUAL.. BE SOME CHANGES ON MY PROFILE HERE SOON.. SO PLEASE TAKE THE TIME AND READ... FOR UPDATES.. I WILL TRY TO ADD NEW PICS EVERY OTHER WEEK IF U ALL WANT TO BE ON MY FAMILY.. ALL IM ASKIN IS A 7 DAY BLAST.. IN RETURN FOR U TO BE ON MY FAMILY FOR 7 DAYS.. UNTIL MY BLAST EXPIRES... THAT IS MUCH TO ASK FOR..
My Princess Girls Are All Amazing
*~*~*~**~*~*~* Da Sweet Irish Princess~*~*~**~~* Loves her girls! you should to! they are ALL HELLA SEXY and TOTAL SWEETHEARTS. If you know them than you know its true A/F/R/C hell bling there lil sexxay lil bootays! Her World rawks hard core!! })i({ HER ✌ WORLD })i({ ®@ fubar tabby is a great girl! show her sum luv TABBY76~~Member Of The Thunder & Lightning Levelers~~@ fubar what can i say about "PebblesinAZ" that has not already been said! shes just the best PebblesinAZ...Hardly Here Anymore....Leave Luv I'll catch up!@ fubar MY Pinky~ she is an amazing woman and a great friend to have~ luv her up! *Pink0828 *@ fubar ~ babe~ Shes a total doll! Babe~We finally made it back to AZ, Catching up~@ fubar ~*~ Lori~*~* you gotta love this woman!shes the sweetest! ♥ Lori ♥ {Wife to ScOoTeR} Member of the Demon Crew,Rating Revolution{Crew Leader}, Lollipop Gurlz , Brunette Diva Clubs@ fubar My brat
My Private Island Is Called -get Away Resort
a private island where nobody has discovered it then built a resort with generators n charge people to come party .... well name the island ( The GetAway Resort ) different packages for different people spring breaks one side of the island---- cpls honeymoons another side ---- swingers ( cpls ) and selected singles another side ------ just singles them selves like cancun if ur bf or gf or hubby or wify is more then 3000 miles away what ever happens at getaway resorts stays on getaway resort ---- nite clubs beach bon fire parties wet t shirt contest male body contest let me know what u think of that and im about to blog this so nobody steals my idea it is now patened lol if anybody would party here leave me a coment i made just buy n build a resort
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My Promise
I shall not judge, I shall not walk away, I SHALL be here My friend, Each and every day To you that is My freindship promise A while ago I made you a promise and now is time to repeat that promise I shall not judge, I shall not walk away, I SHALL be here My friend, Each and every day To you that is My freindship promise It is all too easy when a friend or someone you care for deeply is troubled by something, to give advice and sometimes that advice may be needed but other times that advice can also cloud or even confuse the matter in hand, even more so when it concerns the affairs of the heart!! My feeling is that no matter what, it is best to let that person know that they have your full support and understanding and you will be with them every step of the way rather than giving advice, more so when you are also part of the situation, that way you do not look like you are influencing any decisions that are made………regardless. To you I say……I
My Private Part Died...
What has a pocket full of rocks, Worn out shoes and dirty socks, With a bug, a worm, a fish, and a frog in a box ? It's a boy ! What sneaks a tomcat through the screen, To share some cake and a bowl of ice cream, Goes out of the way to wade every puddle it seams ? It's a boy ! What spills sugar on the floor, Eats all the cookies and begs for more, Forgets that mama said " Don't touch the wet paint on the door " It's a boy ! What draws pictures on his hands, Jumps out of trees-Thinks he's superman ! Drives daddy's nails in the porch just to see if he can ? It's a boy ! It's a boy, learning every day to be a man,
My Promise
I promise I will be your strength Whenever you fall weak When you cannot find the words I will be your voice to speak I promise I will be your eyes When you cannot see I will be here forever If you'll be with me I promise I will be your hands Whenever you cannot feel When you want to hear the truth I will tell you what is real I promise I will be your ears When you cannot hear I will be your dream catcher And chase away your every fear I promise I will be your smile When you have to frown I will always cheer you up When you're feeling down I promise I will keep you sturdy When your not feeling safe And when your feeling insecure I will give you faith I promise to listen Whenever you need to talk I will stay with you When you want to walk I promise to tell you No lies, just what is true And I will always have a shoulder For you to cry unto I promise I will hold you When you need someone I will not interfere When you need to get work do
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My Private Auction
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My Prefer Songs
It's a hard world to get a break in All the good things have been taken But girl there are ways to make certain things pay Though I'm dressed in these rags, I'll wear sable some day Hear what I say I'm gonna ride the serpent No more time spent sweatin' rent Hear my command It ain't no use, I'm breakin' loose, Holdin' me down, stick around But baby (baby) Remember (remember) It's my life and I'll do what I want It's my mind and I'll think what I want Show me I'm wrong, hurt me sometime But some day I'll treat you real fine There'll be women and their fortunes Who just want to mother orphans Are you gonna cry When I'm squeezing them dry? Taking all I can get No regrets When I ... openly lie And live on their money Believe me honey, that money Can you believe, I ain't no saint No complaints So girl go out Any doubt And baby (baby) Remember (remember) It's my life and I'll do what I want It's my mind and I'll think what I want Show me I'm wrong, h
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got this from t-shirt hell but seems to apply to so much more than just t-shirts t-shirthell.com (In response to a select group of assholes and their self righteous reaction to us going out of business) I would like to say something to all the idiots who think we've poisoned society. And I'm not talking about the religious nuts or the militant [whining minority here]. I'm talking about this new wave of douches comprised primarily of twenty- and thirty- something white people who feel like they have to defend the little guy, despite the fact that in 2009 the little guy no longer exists, and if he does he isn't even aware there's a fight going on. The obvious response to these people would be to say they have no sense of humor, basically because it's the truth. But too many people think sense of humor means what you do and don't laugh at. If you look up the definition that may be what it is. But to me sense of humor means you don't take things so seriously. It doesn't
My President Is Black!
[Intro: Young Jeezy] Yeah, be the realest shit I never wrote I ain't write this by the way nigga, some real shit right here nigga This'll be the realest shit you ever quote Let's go! [Hook: Young Jeezy} My president is black, my Lambo's blue And I'll be goddamned if my rims ain't too My momma ain't at home, and daddy's still in jail Tryna make a plate, anybody seen the scale? My president is black, my Lambo's blue And I'll be goddamned if my rims ain't too My money's light green and my Jordans light grey And they love to see white, now how much you tryna pay? Let's go! [Verse 1: Young Jeezy] Today was a good day, hope I have me a great night I don't know what you fishin for but catch you a great white Me, I see great white, heavy as killer whales I cannot believe this, who knew it came in bails Who knew what came with jail, who knew what came with prison Just cause you got opinions, does that make you a politician? Bush robbed all of us, would that make him a
My Prayer
Lord Jesus Thank you for letting me live to see another day. Thank you for the blessings that you have giving me and about to give me in the future. Thank you for being by my side though all these years. Without you, I would've been a whole lot worst. Please forgive me for any sin that I've committed or anything I've done wrong. Please forgive me if I've ever been negative in any kind of way. Please cleanse me with your blood and make me a new creature. Please forgive me if I haven't been listening to you or your word. I'm not perfect or never will be perfect. Please make me a better person, dear Lord Just get rid of the old me, because right now, I need your help and guidance. I know that I'm not right and did stuff that I shouldn't have done and said things that I shouldn't have said, dear Lord, and I want my relationship with you to be a lot strong and better. I wanna get right with you, Lord. I know I've payed attention to the wrong people and i
My Pretty Blog
And the handprint on the wall slapped me Anyway: ~ Shes my ex's ex ~ I blocked her ~ I unblocked her....briefly ~ I blocked her yet again. So then... ~ Her ex magically appears around ~ I block his ass too cus Im pretty sure its not really him anyway ~ Then ANOTHER one of her ex's magically appears and starts coming around so I thought Okay Ill have fun with this mental head. (shutup I already know Im mental) ~ Blocked him too!! ~ Im thinking just because she sent condolences, doesnt make her my friend. If that were the case EVERYONE in this CITY and surrounding area, would be my friend. If she wants to know wtf is up with the whole event ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. Besides...I cant discuss it anyway. ~ Now a new one appears...sheesh. All the meanwhile, each one Ive blocked for thinking it was actually HER...they suddenly stopped coming online haha ~ Am I crazy or...what the yogurt? ~ Im tired ~ And bitchy ~ And its storming here I admit
My Prayers Go Out To Micheal Sweet
My Preception On Death
The things we learn growing up may help us when we get older, but the things that cause a haze in our minds is what gets the best of us. Sometimes in my mind, I feel like jumping off a cliff. But then I think of myself being on a merry go round. I know that I will be safe, it just goes around and around and I become more relaxed knowing that everything will be alright. I think of myself holding my arms out wide, feeling the cool breeze wisp slowly through my fingers and I lean my head back forgetting everything that has caused me pain. My tears fall gently as I remember the good times, and the times I wish I could have been around more. I know in my heart though, that those were the best times in my life. I live it to the fullest, I don't forget the happiness in my life, I reminisce about the past and laugh at the complex parts in my life and I never forget about the love that's been brought into my life.
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My Problem Is You
To love and get away before the walls have arisenYouve got to be freeBut to go on attempting to break into the prisonYoud have to be meI wait for the sun to rise over the mountainI wait for your touchI wait for your angels to carry me homeBut I wait too muchWaiting for youI have no problem telling right from wrongFiction from whats trueNo problem telling the dream from the dawnMy problem is youWaiting here for youI wanted to live in the realm of the sensesYouve got to know howAnd for some kinds of pleasure there are no defensesI know that nowOur love is a crackling ladder of lightningOur love is a fireOur love is a wave moving deep in an oceanOf need and desireWaiting for youI have no problem with this crooked worldI play the cards I drewNo problem with the changes life has hurledMy problem is youWaiting here for youI need your wonder and I need your lightI need your tender touch to heal the nightI need you laughing and I need you freeAnd I need to lock you away deep inside of meWaitin
My Prayer
Lord I really need your help.  Give me strength and guidance to take me to the right direction. Give me the ability to have moreconfidence in myself.  Please let people know that I mean no harm I'm a good soul, God.  I just need help mentally, dear Lord. I'm not a bad person, just misunderstood, dear Lord. Please heal me, please give me knowledge.  Please God correct me and let people that I made uncomforatble know that I mean no harm. Please give me strength and guidance. In Lord Jesus Name, AMEN.
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For starters... I'm waitin for my computer so I can get my salutes up. All I have right now is my iPod to get me online. So I can't do too much I just now figures out a way to add a blog on here. It just makes things harder being in Kuwait Well I'm still new to fubar so help me out I like reading msgs and comments And you can check myspace/facebook if u don't trust me without salutes. (buckymandude@hotmail.com) for both
My Private Pics
If u wanna see my private pics let me know I will tell u how 2 be cum family to view them!
My Private Parts
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Sarah shane here. And welcome to my profile. I am a webmaster and focus on mainly health related websites. Feel free to check out some of my articles here: does stretchmark oil work? stretchmarks treatments for stretch marks As you can see, I love the health niches. they seem the most natural to me while writing so I plan to stick with 'em for awhile. Thanks for checking out my profile. I hope you learned something in the process. Feel free to contact me if you have any questions! remedies for stretchmarks that work. stretch scar cream, does it work?
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My Pride Or Those I Love
ok ,I hate this but in no position to live on my pride;Over a year ago I was injured on the job by another's hand,collected Workman's Comp for a bit,then was cut off.I have applied for Disability as my Doctor's still say i cannot work.Lost my home,my car,everything.I am living off my Brother's good will but now he is about to lose his house also and we will both be homeless soon.I have had absolutely no income now for 10 months with no end in sight.With this in mind,with holidays comming up i could use your help with gifts for my childrenHere goes the hardest part for me;I need help from anyone willing to help me.$1.00-$5.00,anything u can spare for me would be greatly appreciated.I will rate ur pages,send drinks,anything my fubucks will allow.It is all i have to offer right now.But know this;ur gifts will not be forgotten...ever.Please message me so i can answer any questions u may have.God Bless You and Thank You for even taking the time to read this. Sincerely,Jack
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My Promise To You Mom...
  Now that you're gone,.. I'll remember you with smiles and laughter And if I need to cry, I'll cry with our family who walk in grief beside me. And when I need you, I'll put my arms around anyone and give to them what I need you to give to me. There are so many who need so much. You have left me something... something much better than words or sounds. I'll Look for you in the people I've known or those you helped and touched in some special way. You will always live in my heart as well as my mind. I will love you most by letting my love reach out to our loved ones, by embracing them and living in their love. Love does not die, people do. So, when all that's left is love, It will be your love that lives on forever.   I love you Mom... rest in peace.
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IVE MOVED BEFORE AND FAR FROM WHERE IM AT. BUT THIS TIME ITS FOR LOVE AND I HOPE ITS MY SMARTS SAYIN ITS OK. IVE HAD A GREAT TIME HERE WITH ALL OF YOU. I HATE TO LEAVE. I'LL BE BACK SOMEDAY WHEN I CAN, AND I WISH YA ALL THE BEST IN THE WORLD ALL OF YOU. YOUVE ALL BEEN VERY NICE TO ME TY WITH ALL MY HEART, GOD BLESS AND GOD SPEED.
My Pre Fight Playlist
1. Through Struggle- As I Lay Dying 2. Unholy Confessions- Avenged Sevenfold 3. Indestrucible- Disturbed 4. White Knuckles- Five Finger Death Punch 5. I Will Be Heard- Hatebreed 6. Raise Hell- (Hed) PE 7. Set to Fail- Lamb of God 8. Eat You Alive- Limp Bizkit 9. Determined- Mudvayne 10. Sun Dosen't Rise- Mushroomhead 11. Miracle- Nonpoint 12. New Noise- Refused   13. Her Comes The Pain- Slayer 14. Before I Forget- Slipknot 15. Step Up- Drowning Pool 16 Indiffernt to Suffering- Chimaria
My Precious Princess Bambi
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My Precious Gift
Get up honey, it's time to get ready. She looks up at me, with her eyes so heavy. Giving me that same look, I have when I'm pissed. I just smile and walk away. Love every second of it. She makes the rules, calls the shots. Everything I am, she's knows she's got. My precious gift. The center of my world. Have to give thanks, to my baby girl. She keeps it real for me, with her warm beautiful smile. Makes even the impossible, worth while. She can break my heart, quicker than anyone can. But I know she will still be around, in the end. When everyone else, has come and gone. She will remain by my side, where she belongs. I would lay my life down, for hers to live. There is nothing for her, I wouldn't give. I gave her life, yet she has given me much more. Every smile, every move I make, she's responsible for. I just have to say thank you, for delivering her to me. Without her, who knows where I'd be.
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So I woke up this morning just to find two girls in my bed named Princess and Storm trying to hog my new velvet sheets I got for my birthday from my mom. I was going to kick their asses out for the disrespect. However, since I woke up with my custard launcher saluting the world, I decided to make them useful. Meh… I’d give ‘em a 5.5 at best. After they fixed me my breakfast of eggs, bacon, biscuits, gravy, pancakes, and syrup (no offense guys I don’t eat sausages  ) I collected my hefty tips for letting them sleepover, and booted their skanky asses out the door. Since it was already 1 o’ clock in the afternoon I made my way to the local bar. Since I realized I only had large bills in my pockets I decided to beat up a few bums named Chuck, Steve, and Irving in order to collect change for bartender tips. Hey, I might be a lot of things but a bad tipper ain’t one of them. When I rolled in the joint I noticed this fine trick named Tracy was going to be
My Prelude Of My Love For You
I walk upon the clouds, not wanting to get off, just gazing at the love that was brought forth to me. From the first time i saw her, i was amazed, astonished, admiring this beautiful woman. Our worlds were distant then, me mated with another her in the same path. Our planets were afar along time, but the admiration grew into a devoted friendship. This friendship, grew as we grew, my heart growing more fonder of the friendship in front of me. As time  elapse, we adapted to our own worlds,the communication as distant as the time spent apart. She grew to admire others , i devoted my time to my path in life. but then something changed.... She became the same as i , single and heartbroken, me single an searchin... We began to see this in the same light, but both leary of events in both our paths. I saw something along time go that brought my heart  to hers. Our paths now on the same road, our planets align, our worlds united as one. Were it takes us, i dont no, but my souls been
My Price List For My Jewelry
Wedding Ring Sets $50.00 Rosary Cross Set $65.00 Rosary Necklace $20.00 Cross Bracelet $20.00 Cross Ring $20.00 Earrings $5.00 Plan Set $35.00 Plan Necklace $10.00 Plan Bracelet $10.00 Plan Ring $10.00 Earrings $5.00 Lil Kids Rosary Cross Set $40.00 Lil Kids Rosary Necklace $15.00 Lil Kids Cross Bracelet $10.00 Lil Kids Cross Ring $10.00 Earrings $5.00 Lil Kids Plan Set $20.00 Lil Kids Plan Necklace $5.00 Lil Kids PLan Brcelet $5.00 Lil Kids Plan Ring $5.00 Earrings $5.00 E-mail: samanthashandmadejewelry@yahoo.com Url: http://facebook.com/samanthashandmadejewelry  
My Prostate Cancer
 I was diagnosed with prostate cancer when I was working for the Texas Rangers right after they the world series to the St. Louis Cardinals. This is something I've heard of other men dealing with, but I had no idea it was knocking at my door. This is something all men should take the time to be checked by your family doctor and make no mistake, its a very serious thing to deal with. My family always has medical problems, my dad had open heart surgery, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer in the early 70's, and thats when they took the breasts. I never thought that I'd be the one to get prostate cancer, but I was. Its a painful time that I wish I'd never had to go through, but I did. I had fudical markers put in my prostate for radiation treatments that I went through, then I had laser surgery done on my prostate so I could go to the bathroom without any pain. It was done Thursday(1/3/13) and what a trying time it was. Its going to make me stronger in the long run, but all men should
My Pregnancy Experience.
I've had the easiest pregnancy imaginable, I can't complain! I honestly loved it. What I'll miss the most is seeing and feeling him move around in my stomach. :) There's no way to describe how that affects a person. To bond and have that connection to something you're creating in your stomach, to know you have the power to form a human life, it's truly remarkable..... Such an incredible (long!) journey, in a way, I hate to see it end! ♥ But now, I'm more than excited to meet him, and start our memories together. This little precious miracle gave me new reasons to live. I want to be the best mother, and supporter. And I know I can be! :) 
My Psychiatrist!
My Psychiatrist cares about my problems. The word of God can be my Psychiatrist. II Corinthians 11:19,20-33.
"my Psychic Cafe"
“My Psychic Café” There’s a psychic café inside of my head Filled with thoughts of the living and the deeds of the dead Those I have known and those I’ve not met They all tell me the tales that I’ll never forget The sign always says “Open”, and there is never a seat The place is always packed, but they don’t come here to eat They come just to talk, or to shed a few tears Or share an old yarn, and perhaps whisper their fears Some come every day, and take the same table They repeat the same story, the same worn old fable I’ve heard it all, a million times or more And I’ll hear it again when they walk through the door And yet there are others, a sea of fresh faces That come from the past, from long distant places From lands I’ve not seen, ages lost to time I am a staff of just one, but I don’t really mind Because what they give me can’t be bought in a store The wonders they offer as the coffee I pour Shreds of themselves, and the lives they have lived The mos
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My Puppy
I just called and they said she was doing fine, I can't get her back til tomorrow though...:-( I just dropped Sasha off at the vets to be fixed. I won't be able to do a thing until after 11 when I know she's alright.
My Puppies
Yorkie puppies Tiny and very cute! $1000
My Puter Crashed
hey everyone, first off this library here wont let me read my mail on this site and keeps kicken me off here so e-mail me at stormi25night@yahoo.com so i get my mail. And i just arrived in blacksburg virginia for 30 days with work. So i'm cold ..haha....but its beautifull here... so please e-mail me if ya wanna chat.. hugs xoxooxxoxo heya all my puters down , so till its up and running again im usen my friend karters. so im only on very very little till mines better. mostly ta just check mail. so if ya wanna chat write me here.. I'll get back in touch with everyone soon.. And im very sorry........but im stuck till its worken.. hugs xoxooxxoxoxo and remember my e-mail addy is stormi25night@yahoo.com
My Puppy........diablo
My puppy is in a contest PLZ click on the photo...RATE AND COMMENT THANK YOU so much XoXo ~Cind3r3lla~
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My Public Resignation From The Norm
I believe animals and people should be treated the same. We should be able to put down our old and hunt large masses of teenagers. Sometimes I sit and think...... "Tiana you could be such a beautiful soul...if you weren't such a bitch." *sigh* *stares into her empty bowl* There is never enough oatmeal. Well as you can tell I've been spending alot of time on this site. Its comfy. Its easy being me here (ewww that sounded so cliched). It also makes these arthritic days go by a tad faster. *sigh* So much to do, not enough umph to do it. I'm terrible, I have piles of stuff spread all throughout the house. This is my scrapbook pile, and this is my crafting pile, oh and over there is the reading pile. Blargh. Yet I still dream of the day when its all finished. It never will but the thought pleases me....*scans the room and faces back* You know, I'm considering doing something with my hair. Something drastic. The thought terrifies me. Which is exactly why it seems like such a g
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My Published Poetry
The moment I saw you I knew there was no one else meant for me. Your eyes, your hands, your touch, The fact that even the simplest of gestures could bring a smile to my face. Your one of a kind, a special someone that many people journey to find. Many would say that love is unconditional between a man and a woman. But I have found that it doesn't hold a flame to the love of a child. You've renewed my faith about love, renewed me as a woman, as a Mom. You're the Apple of my Eye, the reason for my smile to the rising sun. There isn't a moment in a day that I don't Thank God for you. I've seen you grow over the past few years and all the memories fill my heart. As we celebrate Mothers, lets celebrate who made me one, you. Dedication to my Daughter Today is the day I put my father to rest, No more pain, no more fears, this can't be for the best. My father lived a great life with love, Now he's my Guardian Angel from up above. He looks down from h
My Puppy
My Puppy is very sick she might have cancer. I cant do anything for her. She is by far the most important thing to me. She has helped me through so many bad times. I need to help her but no one can. PLEASE GOD DONT TAKE HER FROM ME TOO !!!!
My Purpose Here
I am not here to just collect pictures of woman, if i wanted pictures of woman I would subscribe to Playboy. I am here to meet ppl and hopefully become friends. If u have zero intention of friendship then please do not accept my invite and if already have please delete urself. If u only want me to make comments about ur pix and u do not want to talk to me about anything else, well, u will b deleted. I love to meet new ppl and gettin to kno ppl is even better. I am here for only one reason....making new friends.....if u are here for anyhting else i am not interested.
My Punk Ass Is Up For Sale!!!
Yes, after ALL that shit I talked about how gay auctions are, I AM FOR SALE TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER!!! Clickon the pic, and do whatcha do.......
My Published Poem
My poem is a Tanka and is Published The name is Deafened Beautiful Maiden With the voice of an angel With hair of a lamb She speaks but I hear nothing My broken heart makes me deaf (c) Robert F Piazza Jr. Everyone tell me what you think....
My Published Poem.
The Thought of You Forever is longer than a lifetime but love in a lifetime is forever. Unescapable pleasures may await you but the opposite holds just as true. Unwilling to provide but provide you must do, accept what fate hands you, accept it through. Regardless of your state of mind when, there is no constant that has been proven throught time. Your still beautiful to me and have always been at my side. I pray for your journey as you now passover to another state of mind. I will never forget you my beloved wife, I will be just fine. Copyright ©2008
My Published Erotica Writings On Www.samarelart.com & Myspace. Copyscape Intact. Enjoy, Show Me Some Love! :)
Are you a Samarel lover? Come join me at this newly created site! Do you feel like writing? Do so. Just want to lurk? That's ok. Not quite sure why it's saying invalid html, it's not, just copy the link in this subject line and paste it into your browser. Whatever you chose, have fun with it, that's what it's made for. See you there. THIS is a dear friend of mine who is absolutely amazing. If you love Erotica, don't miss it. I'll be getting my signed copy - no worries! :D Ps. Make sure you tell him that Lil Miss No Name or Chas sent you! _______________Los Angeles, CA – February, 2009 Night Xposed is one of the most talented and famous erotica bloggers on the MySpace network. In 2008, his pen name became a trademark, while his captivating stories about Fantasy Girl ranked consistently in MySpace's top ten most popular blogs, reaching #1 many times. His accomplishments, his provocative and bold style and his greatly appreciated writing skills in the large MySpace
My Published Poem
Today I shed a tear for you Please know that I am near by and hear a wisper of sorrow Yet you hide your sadness from me. I too am sad that you haven't turned to me to share your heart A dove has stopped flying... A wisper of sorrow... Today I shed a tear for you... To my ear I hear your cry Shattered is your heart I am to listen for no one else will A wisper of sorrow hits my open ear As words finally flood my heart of what you have said Today I Shed A Tear For You He is I; I Am Him ;Me And Me- A thought process poem So Often I Wonder Who I am... As I look into the night I have been in wonder To each day I walk with no insight to whom I became or will become Contemplating the meaning of my drift through life Do I really know myself or am I just a stranger to me The Only Reality is know ones' self But to know ones' self is to live To often I just drift, not living Just filling a void of time and space And who will I
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My Punishment
  Dressed in an emerald green bustier trimmed in black lace ,fishnet thigh highs with seems even down the back, matching thongs and black stilettos ,,,,,, looking in the mirror I put the final touches on my makeup and hair …reaching to the jewelry box I remove my final pieces of my attire….. I slide on my bracelet ,put in my earrings and loving buckle my collar (the item I love most as it marks me as yours ) around my neck attaching a silver and gold and bronze 6 strand leash to the hoop in the front then thru the hoops on my wrists one strand of each color on either side hanging an glittering against my alabaster skin…. Glancing once more to the mirror I’m ready and I walk steadily out the door down the hall and into your presence you are standing with your back to me looking at the stars from the balcony, the French doors standing open with the breeze rustling the sheer curtains, your silhouette outlined by the fullness of the moon……. You ar
My Quiz`s
I AM RADIATATING POSTIVE ENERGY FROM MY SEVENTH CHAKRA! You are radiating positive energy from your seventh chakra! This chakra is located at the crown of your head and represents the seat of the soul. The seventh chakra is associated with your connection to your spiritual self and to the divine. When this chakra is clear, positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your seventh chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy centre. You're apt to feel a greater bond with the spiritual world. You're probably also more able to live in the moment than most other people are. The seventh chakra is the chakra of highest spiritual evolution. YOUR LOVE ELEMENT IS METAL In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defi
My Quizzes
Get Your Sexy Name Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 63% PureTake the Purity Test at NaughtyQ.com You Were Born Under: Delicate, timid, and attractive - sometimes you really do act like a bunny. You're very compassionate and protective of those you love, sometimes too protective. Your home is really your castle, and you make sure your home is comfortable and well furnished. You don't like to argue - and you prefer a quiet, peaceful life. You are most compatible with a Goat or a Pig. What Year Were You Born Under?
My Quiz Results
You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). You scored as Yippy Ki Yay!. Its good to experiment with kissing. Youve about perfected the art of kissing. Its fun to do! For those of you who didnt know, some studies show the bigger the lips the better the kisser. Just remember gentle kisses on the lips, and some tongue, and altering the speed etc., can feel really good too. Here some helpful tips: 1. be ready 2. no smoking 3. start out slow 4. up intensity *for romantic kissing touch the cheek *touch the neck and go down toward back to heat things up 5. develop a rythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands *holding or other 8. experiment 9. respond to partner 10. repeat!Yippy Ki Yay!75%Romantic Kisser63%Your more of a class act than youre gi
My Quizzes
You Have Your Insecure Moments You tend to be pretty insecure, even though you may not realize it. All that jealousy you feel? Well, that's your insecurities showing up in the worst possible way. Bottom line, you don't give yourself enough credit. People do like to be around you. Work on your self worth a little, and you'll be surprised how much better you'll feel. Are You Insecure?
My Quizzes
?? Which Mythical Creature Are You ?? You're like a Vampire!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code div style="width:300px;_height:250px; min-height:250px; background-color:rgb(216,233,237); text-align:center;"> ?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ??
My Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
My Quotes
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way REPOST THIS !!!!
My Quizzes
You Are 60% Happy You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments. You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed. How Happy Are You? You Are 56% Lady You're part lady, part modern woman. Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly. Are You A Lady? You Are 40% Addicted to Myspace Your Myspace addiction factor is: Low You're a typical casual Myspace user... you know what it's all about, but you haven't been sucked in (yet)! Are You Addicted to Myspace?
My Quizes (yeah Delving For Info:-) )
not as comment ,,,,,hey I dont expect that message me with reply ok and its Private so it wont be read here who replied and what said What your looking for what pleasure would you be most guilty of Sexually I would be ,,,, in what way would you describe ya self = I am into ,,,,,,,,, fetishes ,,,,,,,,,, Messgeger Y/N (Yahoo or Windows Live) web cam ? Y?N participation...... A ( possible face to face B( ,,,phone sex,,, C(....photo/email exchange D(,,,full swap ,,,,,,,I'm single so cant be this one LOL E(,, partial swap ...... (or this :-) maybe just for you ) F(,,,group BTW ya can copy and paste in a message IF ya prefer to keep private ,,,i am easy going if ya prefer just maily want answers !!! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would
My Quote
to all those out there im a gentleman seeking true love and relationship no more need for fakes so if you value the same thing im looking for hit me up some more "We Live to Die, We Die to Live" by the Great Knight J.R. Knightz Order of the Black Rose Knightz NOOO!!!! You opened it!.Tomorrow will be the best day of your life, IF you repost this within 2 minutes with the heading: (pick 1) : Slow Sex : I miss my baby : In love :I
My Quizzes
Please rate the quiz when you are done Thanks!! =) Take me to the Quiz!!!!
My Quizes
You scored as Seraph, Seraph is the highest rank of angels. They are the closest ones to God and carry out the most important jobs.Seraph100% Dominion83% Guardian Angel83% Archangel75% Cherub67% Virtue50% Power50% Fallen Angel25% Throne25% Principiality0% If you were an Angel, which type would you becreated with QuizFarm.com You scor
My Quotes
My Quote
"Humanity's reverence for their gods is often times more destructive than the devils they so despise." Jay Novera.
My Quest For A Happy Hour
Hey guys I am in Steph's Happy Hour Giveaway, I entered in hopes that a Happy Hour could help me reach Godmother! I could really use some help! I know I need a lot of comments, but just 10 or 20 from all my friends would really make a difference. Any help is appreciated! Thank you! Love, Jamie
My Quote
Cassie say......"Girl that masturbates with cucumber... ends up with pickle".
My Question
Hey, what's a blast and how do I get one??? Hey, I'm bored and I want to know who is truthful. Guys, tell me how big you are..and please don't lie. Hey, I'm still bored and I want to see who (if anyone) will answer this question. What's your chest size AND natural, trimmed or shaved?
My Quiz......
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My Quest For Spotlight
I am over whelmed with generosity from my fellow Fu's an would like to take this time to thank each an everyone for their donations to my spotlight fund.So Please go       them all you wont regret it. RonaldAnthony74 Fu husband of +*~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~*@ fubar paintguy
My Quest His Will
TO ALL WHO READ THIS: I PRAY THAT WHY HE DOESN'T UNDER STAND ..WHY I NEED TO NOW SAY GOODBYE AND POINT HIS QUESTIONS TO SOME OTHER SOURCE FOR ANSWERS... BECAUSE I KNOW IN TIME AFTER HIS SEARCH FOR THE ANSWERS TO ALL OF OUR QUESTIONS IN THIS LIFE WILL AND CAN ONLY BE ANSWERED BY THE FIRST INTENDED SOURCE..JESUS CHRIST.. SO GREG IM SORRY YOU REFUSE TO HEAR ME EVERY TIME I'VE ANSWERED YOU... BUT EVERY ANSWER I'VE GIVEN YOU HAD NEVER CHANGED FROM THE FIRST TIME YOU ASKED THE SAME QUESTION TO THE HUNDREDTH TIME YOU TEXTED THE SAME QUESTION TO MY PHONE ...I DO AND ALLWAYS WILL LOVE YOU...YOU WANT TO BELIEVE IT WAS FOR ANOTHER MAN..WELL FINE..THAN UNDERSTAND THAT "MAN" IS JESUS CHRIST..HE COMES FIRST IN MY LIFE ..WHAT HE PUTS ON MY HEART I NEED..AND DESIRE MOST TO DO.. THAT IS STRONGER THAN PRIDE.. BECAUSE LOVE IS STRONGER THAN PRIDE.. SO I PRAY YOU FIND LOVE... NOT JUST ANY LOVE BUT HIS LOVE ,, CAUSE I DON'T HAVE A
My Quizzes!
You Are 90% Tortured Genius You totally fit the profile of a tortured genius. You're uniquely brilliant - and completely misunderstood. Not like you really want anyone to understand you anyway. You're pretty happy being an island. Are You a Tortured Genius? MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?
My Quotes
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the water washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.   Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. What you call dog with no legs?Don't matter what you call him, he ain't gonna come.
My Quab
Hi,         My name is deboh, im from westernafrica. Im single and  about 5fit 2 inches tall, loyal, humble, gentle , welcoming and responsible. i love to share meet positve minded people and focused too. IM hardworking and i believe in hardwork. I glanced through your profile on net and i admire everything about you. i will like to meet you definately love to share pleasantries together even get more closer and probably stay for a life time permitted you welcome. I love listenig to good music and  mostly commited to my work. I hope and believe distance between us will never be a barrier to our friendship. You could reach me at my mail id mayos4love@yahoo.com. hopeful to hear from you.
My "quest"
My Quest To Quit Smoking.
I have smoked my last cigerette as of the end of December in 2010. I have turned to the e-cigerette. Now from time to time you will see my status reflecting vaping comments. I have talked to a few people on here about it. It may also seem to them that I may have "preached" it to them, but let me now say I did not mean it to sound that way. I was just trying to inform them what I have learned through my "vaping" experience. As I know that it is up to the individual to determine whether or not that they want to quit smoking, I am only giving information that they can do with what they want.   That being said, I have managed to reduce my nicotine levels on my own time frame. I do this by mixing my own juices myself. when I first started, I was at 14mg of nicotine. I am now down to 4mg. This e-cigerette has not been a cheap thing for me, as I am always trying out the new technology that comes with it. But others don't have to. If you are doing this, it is totally up to you how you spend
My Ramblings...
My Rants And Raves
Honestly can someone tell me who would actually turn down their significant other who is willing almost to the point of begging for sex every day and then the minute they aren't around watches porn and jacks off? This has been an ongoing issue with me and my man. I'm constantly always willing and wanting sex and i do things to get him in the mood and i can get him turned on but there's been many times he will just stop me and say ok enough and doesn't do a goddamn thing!! But then later I find out he's jacked off to one of his porns wtf??? He claims he'd rather cuddle and love on me and show me he loves me and that it's not all about sex and I know it's not all about sex but goddamnit i want to feel wanted sexually too!! He claims he's tired (he works 3rd shift) and i understand he's tired but holy hell he can't be that tired to do stuff with me!! I mean if he has the energy to watch his porn and rub one out then he can take 10 mins to fuck me....I dunno i just don't know wtf to th
My Rants And Raves
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’
My Rants Of Rage
It's unofficial because I said it's unofficial. The origional #8 was just be flipping out. Anyways, yes... Christmas. What a sham it has become over the last however many thousands of years it's been around. Some of the older members of this site might actually remember a time when Christmas was about family. Spending time with each other. Sharing love. And the gifts were from the heart. People worked their hearts out into creating gifts for the people they love. Now, it's just a big commercialized marketing scam. What am I talking about? Hmm... if you don't know what I am talking about, then jump off a cliff and slit your throat on the way down. Look at this year alone. During the summer, the XBox 360 was released. Priced somewhere around $650 Canadian. Thats with everything, taxes inc., all accessories required to play. Working perfectly. Last week the PS3 was released. They sold so fast, no one can get their hands on them anymore. Value in the store? $1,000. On E-Bay? $10,0
My Ramblings
Before you send me a friend request there's some things I'd like to say... 1) If you are a member of Fat Sonny's family other than CntryGoth, ~Darkness~ or Shylo...get the fuck away from my page and stay away. This isn't high school and I don't deal well with cliques. 2) If you're just here for points...get the Hell out of here. I'm here to meet new ppl not to participate in a popularity contest. 3) If you are a man or woman seeking validation on how you look...go away. You have come to the wrong place if you want your ego stroked. 4) If you are going to give ratings...give nothing but 10's please. I wouldn't give you anything less than a 10 whether I like your pics or not. It's just rude. So please show me the same courtesy and respect. This is supposed to be a friendly community so don't be an asshole. 5) If you are looking to hook up and screw...leave me alone. I don't do one night stands and I'm very much in love with some one anyway. 6) If you're only making frie
My Ramblings, Thoughts, And Other Off The Wall Items...
***********Calling All LC Guys*********** I'm Hosting my first Hottest LCer contest, and I want YOU to submit the pic you think is the hottest!! Reply to me using this bullitin, and let me know what pic you want me to use, using the 'link to this photo' option. Prizes have yet to be determined, but shall be posted in my bullitins and blog, when the time comes The starting date will be September 23rd, and all males are invited. NO nudes, or sexual references, will be allowed. Also, I want your face to be visible!!! Repost this many times so that all who want to, can participate. I only have room for 20 contestants, so act fast!! Have a great day!! I don't usually mind it, and don't care. Now, I have to speak up and say something........ I heard that you can not use 'obsene' languauge on the site. This is getting fucking ridiculous. (Pardon the use, lol) Isn't this supposed to be an adult site?? Not safe for work should not be an issue. If people are at work, and the
~*~my Rants ~&~ Ramblings~*~
One of the most important things one could know about me is that i'ma writer. I love writing short stories, poetry, and music. Although the most important things I write about are kept sacredly in files and folders I have... I thought I would share some of the lighter things I have written. I Hope Ya'll Like Um'! ~*~Inside~*~ ~*~By Kate~*~ Bottled up inside, Are words I never said. The feelings that I hide, The lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes, Read it on my face. Trapped inside are lies, Of the past I can’t replace. With memories that linger, Won’t seem to go away, Why can’t I be happier? Today’s a brand new day. Yesterdays are over, Even though the hurting is not, Nothing lasts forever, I must cherish what I’ve got. The hurt I’m feeling now, Won’t disappear overnight, But someway somehow, Everything will turn out right. ~*~No Matter What~*~ ~*~By Kate~*~ No matter what I think of you.. You aren't going to h
My Rants & Raves!
Check Me Out at http://www.myspace.com/dsc_sweetpeach To Trinity-From Kendall (Daddy) My Little Girl by Tim McGraw Gotta hold on easy as I let you go Going to tell you how much I love you though you think you already know I remember I thought you looked like angel wrapped in pink so soft and warm you've had me wrapped around your finger since the day you were born. Beautiful baby from the outside in chase your dreams but always know the road that will lead you home again go on, take on this old world but to me you know you'll always be my little girl when you were in trouble that crooked little smile could melt my heart of stone now look at you - I've turned around and you've almost grown sometimes when you're alseep I whisper I love you in the moonlight at your door as I walk away I hear you say "Daddy, love you more" Someday some boy will come and ask me for your hand but I wont' say yes to him unless I know he's the half that makes you whole he has a poet's soul and the
My Random Thoughts
I still haven't called to make my appointment. Scared I guess. Last time I went through all of this, they told me I probably wouldn't have kids and that my right ovary wasn't functioning. (I am sure you men are loving hearing about this huh.) After all the weird shit that has happened this week, I really don't need any more surprises. But I do want to say thank you again to everyone for the comments, messages and gifts. It's nice knowing that people you don't even know have your back when you need support. All of you, plus my friends I have around here are making it easy.....but I still can't set up the damn appointment like I should. So I finally went back to the doctor today. Me and my dad have talked and talked over the past few years since finding out I may not be able to have kids. For the first time in almost 5 years, my exam was normal. I don't plan on having any in the near future, but I plan on them one day and I need to know. And my dad wants to know if he will ev
My Rants...
My Rantings
The biggest loser, one of my fav reality shows, is going to be at the mall i work at today and tomarrow! =D i am so excited haha. its kinda pathetic really. I'm like a kid in a candy store... but obviously not...lol i want to LOOSE weight! and i am. started my diet again today... can't work out for another week because of the surgery type thing i went through... but i cant wait to get back to my gym! =D I've got an online journal with a friend tracking everything... damnit, i am going to just take time to work on myself this year. F* boys. lol. no offense! But i have no intentions whatsoever of having a relationship. maybe some dates. but nothing serious. i need to get my grades up to par, and work on myself. i am so excited! I aint going today, but i am leaving work an hour early tomarrow to go spend some time with the past contestants and what not! yay!!!! Seriously, what is wrong with people? I am f-ing sick of getting IM's and shit saying "I'd fuck your brains out" or "holy fuck
My Rants
No Christmas for me... Today it happened… I tried and tried to instill some kind of Christmas spirit into my kids, but it seems that I have failed. They keep fighting and bickering and not doing what they are told and today it happened… there is no more Christmas for me. There is no joyous spirit within me because my children single handedly destroyed it and today it happened… I was outside and when I come in my wife tells me that I might want to stay outside. Curious as to what has transpired I went looking into the living room. And there it was, our Christmas tree ornaments lying broken on the ground. The kids were fighting again and they knocked over the tree… the ornaments were strewn everywhere. The kids were crying, but this was more out of fear than out of remorse… they were more afraid of getting beat than they were sorry about totally fucking my Christmas for me. It isn’t bad enough that I had to go out into the world this week and witness people fighting and bitching and bei
My Rants/vents
Ok so my little girls dad has done it again. Telling me he wants me back and this time i told him he had to prove to me that he meant it, he was playing for keeps and that he wouldn't hurt me again. He said he wouldn't but i told him i still needed proof, that i couldn't just believe him again. On September 11, 2006 he told me he wanted me to move back in with him, i said i couldn't unless i knew for sure that it was forever this time. Didn't hear from him much all week, saw him tuesday (the 19th) when he brought McDonalds over for me and 2 kids because i had a migraine and couldn't cook. So as a thank you i bought him some of his favorite candy, went by his house yesterday to give it to him. strange truck in driveway with a girl answering the door, i asked him who it was and he said "my new girlfriend" i said since when, he said Monday (meaning the 18th) she is already moving in with him after only being his girlfriend for 4 days! When i said "thought you wanted me back" he said he w
My Rants
a midnight sudden twilight... fell down beyond the ovean beach.. im reaching farther than i ever have befoere. leavingall who broke upon the shore. yea i may be some sort of carzy we may be some sort of crazybut i swear on everythign and morethat together we make the sound of pulling heaven down.. but u brought the rains romantic pour. i said together we make the sound of pulling heaven down. thankyou for bring this rains romantic pour.thankyou ok im suck and fucking tired of chicks the can wear my pant leg as a skirt telling me im fat and ugly... well bitch i know im fat but far from ugly im the sexiest fat guy youll ever meet... ya see the vainess and self loathing of others makes me completely hostile to the belief that humans are fucking retarded. ok i see s kinny chick and i say to myself hey nice looking girl maybe an interesting person... i never to a forgone conclusion of wether or not that chick is a vain slut that only fucks guys the can fit her arms around and can out think
My Ramblings
Empathy is defined as the ability to feel the feelings of another person. You can put yourself in their shoes and feel their happiness or in this case their pain. For the last eight years I've watched on TV as the names of the people lost on 9/11 were read aloud at Ground Zero. I saw in the crowd people holding photos of the loved one they lost. Each photo a story of a life cut short. This year I saw some of those family members in person. I SAW the photos with my own eyes..not on TV..right in front of me. All the faces I'd only seen on a television screen were looking back at me. The family members were passing me in the crowd. None of them knowing how far I'd traveled to be there. I was just another face among many.      We left before all the names were read and went down into the subway. On the bench in front of me was an elderly lady with two young men sitting on each side of her. In her arms in front of her she clutched a photo. The closer we got I was able to see
My Ramblings.
My Random Thoughts
well that was easy... glad i had second guessed myself iwth that guy... turns out he was playing me.. no harm no foul.. and moving on... i seriously don't like school right now.. crunch time sucks... i also hate having to make choices. if anyone can help me with determining if my feelings for someone are real.. id seriously appreciate it!
My Rap For All The Hood Ratz
my song "Hood Ratz" a hood rat could rap better than a ball cap when shes bustin caps in ur ass for tha cash in ur pocket so watch it dodge it block it then go for ur gat and fuck chuck it just dont buckle under my uncle.. my rats love my ass cuz i give them grass when they ask as long as i get a peice of ass for the work i use to make the cash to keep them by my side they no that they have no need to hide as long as they down to ride.. ride a dick suck a bitches clit play with ur tit, naw fuck that shit, bitch all u do is use me and confuse me, so dont acuse me of being like this i told u how i am from the get go so dont trip ho, go blow some guy so that u can have another place to go,and thats fo sho..... i sit back and see u kick back with ur click and all u guys talk about is how much u love to suck dick, but bitch all i see is that u are a lezy, says me... bitch get to steppin all u have done was messin my heart when to u and u ripped it and gave it back to
My Ramblings
I've added voicemail on here. I'm not sure if I set it up right, but please give it a try. Thanks RL Hi LC Allow me to introduce myself, my name's Ryan. I'm from Ottawa, Canada and I'm 31 years old. I was born with a rare form of Muscular Dystrophy. One of the interesting things about me is that I'm an amateur Stand Up Comedian. Currently, I perform about once or twice a month locally and hope to get more and more shows. I have five tattoos which are a lightning bolt on left bicep, barbwire around left wrist, chain around right wrist, pot leaf below left knee and chinese wording which means unique, which is on my lower right leg. I have a wide range of intrests. Everything from the typical ones such as movies, music, and chatting to sexual ones. I have a saying that I enjoy using. I may be disabled, but I'm also sexabled. Anyways, don't be afraid to ask me stuff or just chat with me. I'm basically just a normal guy. RL I know none of you live near me,
My Rants
I'm getting so sick and tired of finding more underage people in the "new members" section. The youngest i've seen was 14! that's fucking ridiculous. This place shouldn't be for kids. All them youngin's should be hanging out at Myspace, not LC. One of the main reason's i've switched from Myspace to LC (aside from the fact that the site was constantly fucking up) is because i got tired of all the narcs and their censorship. It was too fucking restrictive.
My Ramblings
Being as how I have fibromyalgia, I figured I would post this info. What is Fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia (FM) is a chronic pain illness characterized by widespread musculoskeletal aches, pain, and stiffness, soft tissue tenderness, general fatigue, and sleep disturbances. The most common sites of pain include the neck, back, shoulders, pelvic girdle, and hands, but any body part can be affected. Fibromyalgia patients experience a range of symptoms of varying intensities that wax and wane over time. Who is affected? It is estimated that approximately 5-7% of the U.S. population has FM. Although a higher percentage of women of all ages and races are affected, it does strike men and children. Because of its debilitating nature, fibromyalgia has a serious impact on patients' families, friends and employers, as well as society at large. What are the symptoms? FM is characterized by the presence of multiple tender points and a constellation of symptoms.
My Rants And Raves!!!
Fuck caring. Fuck all these tears ive cried for you. Fuck the lies. I dont need them. Fuck all the times I tried to make shit right. Fuck the pain. Fuck being the only one who EVER stuck up for your ass! Fuck all the I Love You's! Fuck the fact that I gave my heart to someone who just walked all over it. Fuck all the cheating and lying. Fuck all the backstabbing. Fuck all the betrayal. Fuck all the manipulation. Fuck all the trust. Fuck all the feelings that were hurt. Fuck all the trust. Fuck being there for you. Fuck all the late nights spent talking to you. Fuck all the shit I gave up just to be with you. Fuck all the hate. Fuck being LiL Miss Nice Girl!! Fuck Love! Fuck Trust! Fuck Pain! FUCK YOU!!! I GUESS FROM NOW ON IM GOIN TO BE THE BITCH THE LIAR THE CHEATER THE ONE THAT ALWAYS MAKES YOU MAD!! EVERYTHING YOU ALWAYS SAY I DO ANYWAY EVEN WHEN I DIDNT. NOW I AM GOIN TO BE THAT PERSON. THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE MADE ME BECOME. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW???? Go check this
My Ramblings
**As some of you may have noticed I have deleted a lot of my photos. The reason being that men are downloading/saving my pics and their wives accuse me of sleeping with their men. So I would like to make one thing clear: I am NOT here to cyber, cam, meet, or hook up. I am just here to make friends and chat.**
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Naughty Horoscopes... Aries (March 21-April 19) LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. Th
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agony In the rush to become what is ideal failing to think about what I feel working so hard to live up to expectation see the thing I became for others elation loosing all that I held dear giving in to all for sake of fear beholding the path that I had taken Feeling so lost, alone, and forsaken price paid in blood and sweat held cheap too high a price when the pain cuts so deep lesson learned and change given its due be true to myself and no one else new guard and beware of those called friend trust in no one until life is at an end selfish uncaring masses live and turn to dust believing the lie that the world is just By R. Thomas Dinsmore Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch do
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Ok. First off. Chain letters. The next son of a bitch that sends me a god damn chain letter is going to be hunted down and beaten to death with a dead rabbit. Second. I don't care about drama, just don't involve me in it. YOu put me in it, I'll end it, wether you like it or not. And finally. I am in an INCREDIBLY shotty mood since I found out my best friend on this entire planet has Lymphoma and she will be lucky to live to 23. :'(
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finally got on TWITTER.com,and did you all see the bulletin for INTERNATIONAL WHORES DAY:) lol,wow. anyways,anyone interested,I will post the links for internet radio interviews coming up.   after all these years,I am still confused. WHY does nobody on FUBAR ever want to reply,or return comments,or use shout box????? It really,really confuses me. WHY is it,when we start out,we accept EVERYONE,and really try to reply,then all of the sudden,WE ARE TOO BUSY????????????????? WHY would we simply walk away from talking to someone??? Would we do this if they were right there with us??? HAVE NO IDEA WHY THIS GETS TO ME SO MUCH. its the technology age,ITS ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE please go and check out carefree,she is new to this site. wont take you long,give her some ratings,get her points up,and make her feel welcome:) thanks everyone!
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Free Video Hosting What NOT To Say To A Naked Man: 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that.... 2. Ahhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... a flash headache. 11. *giggle and point* 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. Only if you get me real drunk first. 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you hav
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How many of these can you get? Especially the last 4 are challenging. The are great for bars. Q1. A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three rooms: The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him? Q2. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be? Q3. A magician was boasting one day at how long he could hold his breath under water. His record was 6 minutes. A kid that was listening said, "that's nothing, I can stay under water for 10 minutes using no type of equipment or air pockets!" The magician told the kid if he could do that, he'd give him $10,000. The kid did it and won the money. Can you figure out how? Q4. There are two plastic jugs filled with water. How co
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im shutting it down til i am under 1 million til next level no one rates anything else but my nsfw pics i never ask for ppl to buy me blast or any of tyhat shit just rate some of my SFW pics at this rate i will NEVER get to godfather level to the few who do actually rate my other things THANK YOU!!! [ and blame fubar 4 my bad mood.............. profiles look GAYASSSSSS now ] WHERE DID THEY GO hey just so i dont have to repeat myself nsfw folder is just closed til i get a spotlight then they be back open being a point whore at present so i apologies for the inconvenience (woot cant hate a girl for being honest :p) (editted::.. THEY OPEN AGAIN)
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I posted this in a bulletin as well, but I'm not sure if anyone pays attention to them... I am walking in the March Of Dimes WalkAmerica on April 14th. This organization helps thousands of babies every day. As most of you know, this hits home with me. I am asking now for sponsors and donations to help this wonderful organization. I promise you that if you donate it will go towards a great cause. If you would like to donate please go to this link. www.walkamerica.com/chelsea89 This means the world to me. Thanks in advance ♥ Do you ever find yourself wishing you could go back in time and get a do over? I do. My sister turns 16 today. I wish I could go back starting at my 16th birthday and get a 2 year do over. I would do so many things different. But then I think of that whole 'butterfly effect' kind of thing happening. I still wish though. But, I would have never had Nicholas. And although it was a tragic thing and it has been hard, I don't regret it. Losing him I t
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Pulse Of The Maggots lyrics This is the year where hope fails you The test subjects run the experiments And the bastards you know, is the hero you hate But cohesing is posssible if we strive Theres no reason, theres no lesson No time like the present, telling you right now What have you got to lose, what have you got to lose Except your soul...who's with us! I fight for the unconventional My right, and its unconditional I can only, be as real as i can The disadvantage is I never knew the plan This isn't the way just to be a martyr I cant, walk alone any longer I fight, for the ones who can't fight And if I lose, at least I tried We, we are the new diabolic We, we are the bitter bucolic If I have to give my life you can have it We, we are the pulse of the maggots I won't, be the inconsequential I won't, be the wasted potential I can make it, as severe as I can Until you realize You'll never take a stand It isn't, just a one-sided version We've dealt,
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im sitting here, listening to the song i used to play for us all the time, and wonder why the hell you did what you did to me. what did i do to deserve to be broken like that? yeah, sure i cheated on you, but i also broke up with you after i kissed him to be with him. and when i screwed it up with him, i came crawling back to you, once again thinking you were the only one who would take me as i was. looking back, i realize i deserved a lot more better than you. I was a good fuckin person until you came along and messed everything up. this is your fucking fault. all of it. all my problems that i have now lead back to you. ALL OF IT! YOU FUCKING YOU! YOU FUCKIN DID IT! GODDAMNIT WHY WON'T YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE? WHY CAN'T I GET YOU THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE A CONSTANT FUCKING PRESENCE IN MYGODDAMN LIFE? i'm so tired of having you in my head. i'm so tired of being scared you're gonna show up again on my porch. and i'm already prepared for that
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I wish I could go back in time back to those unspoiled moments in our relationship before hurt ever touched our hearts, before doubt ever entered our minds Because if I could go back and start from those moments once more I would hold you longer never miss a chance to tell you how much you mean to me and I would never, ever hurt you But I know we can't go back to those days I know I can't erase the mistakes I can't take away the questions you must have or the hurt we both feel. But I can assure you of one thing I love you as I did then and as I always will I cant stand my life too many people expecting way too much from me,I am trying my damndest to take care of myself and my three kids and everyone wants something that I am not ready to give.tomorrow is my birthday I just want to relax and have a nice day and it does not look like thats going to happen,I just want to be myself,and most p
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I have come to realize that Clint Eastwood is freakin' hot in "Hang'em High", I mean this guy had it going for him. He's soooo hot back in the day. I shall marry a guy that is as hot as that bad-boy face, cowboy thing. Hahaha. Holy crap. They had Prince sing there! Colt's are kicking the Bear's ass. 16 to 14 OOOOOOHHHH YEAH! I've had it damn it!! I've had it all the up to the top of my head!! If I am talking to you on here and you get upset, tell me so I can leave you the hell alone. For some reason, very few people seem to be understanding and be mature to talk it out!!! If we just can't do that, then leave me the hell alone. Yes, I am very irritated. Obviously.
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Hmmmmmm. So I was bored at work and browsing some different sites and profiles; seeing all the different things that people have to say. After an hour or so of reading, I came to the conclusion that we are a fucked up society. So, is technology to blame? If you think about it back in the day, things seemed a lot more simple. Young couples seeing older couples in a park; the young woman whispers to her husband "I hope we are still together when we are that age.". Well, guess what? You probably won't be. Not that I am a pesimist; in fact, I'm quite the optimist. But during the time of my grandparents, life was simple. Seemed to be more family values than there are today and everyone had a sense of pride and virtue. A person's word was a bond you could count on and a sense of general trust could be found in communities. But now? We are a clusterfuck. Maybe there was just as much corruption back then, they just didn't have the technology to discover it, and pass along the informat
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animal blood sports have been around for centureies like cockfights and bullfights and so forth and so on that is nothing new but this has to be the cruelest out of them all this is a new sport known as hog dogging hog dogging is where they throw 3 or 4 dogs usually a pit bulls with sharpened teeth wearing protective gear into a pin with a pig wearing no protective gear they cut the pigs tusks off the pig is usually killed having ears ripped off tail being ripped off legs broken chunks torn off this is a southern sport and the best of it is these events draw a huge crows of spectators including familys with children cheering and rooting for the dogs that they have placed bets on. many states have no laws rules or regulations on hog doging so leagally they can hold these competitions they are also called hog dogging rodeos they call them rodeos to intice more people i guess. hog dogging rodeos have been documented in 10 southern states. the attorney generals of texas and flori
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Not really a ranting but an observation. I can not believe on many lovely BBW's are on Cherrytap. I love them so much. I love women all sizes and colors and ages. But I have never sen a collection of BBW's that Cherrytap has. I hope I can have all of them on my friends , fan of, or family lists. I again hope to meet some of them. I love when they put adult pics on showing all of their lovelyness. I think no I know you are all beautiful. I do have some other women who are not BBW's that have caught my attention. Some men like blondes or this or that but a big woman makes my day Reborndragon Has the Super Bowl become more than a game? I think so. People who usually don't follow footbal have parties or go to one. Mainly for the food and booze. Also all the new commericals premere during the game. I do think its great for sports. But I have to work and that really sucks. and my bosses will not allow us to watch the assholes!!!!!!!!!!Oh well I hope everyone enj
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hey all... i'm new to cherry and just wanted to leave a little shout out to everyone in cyber space. not to sure on what to say..so, I will leave more later..
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Well this past week has been one of the worst I've had to deal with in a while. I know everyone has them....but imagine this: For close to 20 years I've had little to no contact with my family in any way. It doesn't matter why...lets just say, some things make us walk away..... Well in 2005 I initiated contact. Shortly thereafter, deployed for a year, again had extremely limited contact....then came back and spent the holidays getting re-aquainted with them. Now...so it seems anyway...one by one, folks are getting sick...some terminally....dieing....starting in-family arguements...and in general the whole family is going nuts. Kind of makes you think that maybe all those years ago, you made the right descision to break contact and walk away..... Just my thoughts on current life events.
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Remorse Beside the wilted candle, a memory lies in dust. The smell of love long past, is all that's left of lust. A rumpled robe lies scattered, slippers looking for feet. A pair of scarlet panties hide beneath the seat. It felt so right last night, the music played a beat. He said "I Love you baby" and whisked me off my feet. We danced and laughed we bought another round. I looked into his eyes, I knew what I had found. My thoughts were running wild, our passion filled the air. Large hands that were so gentle, soon led to an affair. The smell of sweat and stale cologne now permeate the room. The lust that passed for passion, gone,in the morning gloom. I leave before he lifts his head, he was quite sweet to me. My conscience pricks,as I depart, am I a whore? I don't agree. I never knew his name, he didn't ask me mine. A number, faded on my hand, this passion lost in time. Hold On Tight Hold on tight.keep me safe. Never let me fall from grace.
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Well, the kids are gone again.... I have had some time to think today...(I know a lot of you will say not again ....and that some people will hear this that shouldn't but oh well....) And I have come to the conclusion I don't like myself! After 15 years of being with the same person...Not doing a lot of the things I could have or should have done.... I feel I should have been a better father, husband, and protector of my family. After my accident I tried to be that person and I have come to the conclusion that maybe what I have been told here recently is just the plain ole hurtgul truth! "...It's too little, too late...!" No matter what I done there was always something missing, no matter how one sided it is, the truth hurts! Did I do too much, or too little? That's the one question that I'm left to answer everyday, and I just can't seem to find the answer! I tried I really did! Being married, you find yourself, If you truly care for that person, wanting to express yoursel
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my day started yesterday with a call from on post, i got an interview at 1230. ok, cool, i was happy. an hour later, while i was in the shower, i received another phone call from Sedona Staffing. got out of the shower, but it stopped ringing. checked my voicemail, i got offered a leasing manager position at an apartment complex. omg, now i'm excited! so i call the staffing agency back and let her know when i was done with my appointment, i would head over there. i guess being honest doesn't get you anywhere in life cuz i had told her i had an interview. she said to call her back after the interview to let her know how it went. my boyfriend dropped me off at my interview and then proceeded to his meeting. oh the joys of having my truck repoed not too long ago... so i waited outside for him for over 2 hours. yeah, i'm a little burnt. he had my purse in the car, so i couldn't call them back yet. i finally got home, called them back, and the girl that answered asked who it wa
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jus stopped in saying hi i will rate & post comments when I can I haven't forgotten sorry 4 being so slow have a gd 1
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Ok, the answer to this is very simple. If you dont like a picture, dont look at it! If its nude, ok, then it needs to go in a private folder as most people do. If your a person that needs to flag a picture because it has too much belly button showing..then this site is NOT for you. If i walk into a store and see something offensive in a magazine or something, am i gonna go bitch about it?..NO. Im gonna turn around, and ignore it. I CHOOSE not to look at it. Im not gonna waste my time, bitching about 1 picture, when there is so much worse out there in the world. If you see a picture that you dont like, ignore it and move on to the next one. There is no need to flag it unless its truly necessary. This is site is great, and its all about having fun. Flagging someone's pic because of a little bit of skin..you haters need to go find a new place to hang out. Feel free to repost if you like. That is my rant for the night. Thank you! I must ask. Is it too much to rely on hope?? To hope for so
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Hard to believe Summer is just about over, its been fun, full of good times and bad, people come into your life just as quickly as they go. I've worked with a bunch of amazing people this Summer and its like a roller coaster full of waiting and seeing around each turn before the nose-dive onward onto the next obstackle and challenge. The good news . . . . No Hurricanes!! BP sucks, always and forever!! Another Day, Another Dollar Nothing beats working in a fuking Supermarket I love it when people shop only to find the one item your out of and simply bitch and complain about it because its not there. Its not the end of the world, its just one little item. Simply put . . . - I worked - I put up 250 pieces + more - I had fun doing it - I chatted with almost everyone in the store and still got the job done - Then I simply vanished and left. Another Day . . . . Another Dollar!! WoW What a night it was last night. The crew simply cleaned out SS491!!
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      I am going to start a new blog of things that are heard in my shoutbox. This is for entertainment purposes only and names will not be changed protect the dorks. check back often, you never know what you will see. Here is my first entry...... ----- StrongHeart22: Hello, u look cute and pretty sexy , I like u, hope u don't afraid huge cocks, mine is 11 inches ->StrongHeart22: my husbands is 13 inches. your not worthy of me ----- beadman: your ugly beadman: can you suck cock beadman: i like your size beadman: i have a big cock to --------- Bigroaddawg69: Ever see a guy snap his cock in a mousetrap??? lol --------------- JustinWMO: id love to cum on ur glasses ------------- Stones Fan: i see some one is busty lol ---------- ASSPAIN!!:  Re; MUMM- You, yourself look like YOU probably SNORE like a COW or PIG, tto. Also probably SMELL like either one as well. So then, what's your fucking problem then, SHUT YOUR MOUTH already and QUIT COMPLAINING already! -----------
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Woohoo! NASCAR race season is starting up and I'm soooo excited! Racing has got to be my biggest passion....well that and cute guys! There are some really cute guys in NASCAR but I have one in mind that is very close to my heart. He knows who he is...hehe! Shhhh! My Valentine's Day was actually pretty good...I did some homework and watched some TV. I think you are looking at the happiest person after a breakup you'd ever see! I am free! I am free! Right now, I am trying to clear out some clutter around here...I am not carting all this shit across country! No way! I'm so excited about starting my new life, in a new place, with possibly a new man...everything is coming together for me now! Woohoo! So excited! Til next time.... Much love to my Cherry peeps! :-) Kristie24 Well, I am sick with the freakin' flu! My whole body hurts and my head is hot and feels like its gonna explode. I am debating whether or not I should go to work in the morning. Bah! Anywho, despite m
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Ok..(bitch-mode) Here's the complaint I have for the moment.I know that this is not going to apply to most of you, BUT to the one's that it does,please pay attention CAREFULLY..ok????blink blink. When you come online and you decide , for whatever reason, to ask me if I wanna see your ummm hmmm let me think here....oh yah, your''Ha Ha'' (formerly known as the twig and berries on a man). When I say, ''No Thank You'' whilst smiling sweetly... that means ''No Thank You'' ( who knew!!!) We already know what I think when asked if one can view my ummm ''area's'', so we wont go into that. (Yes I have a mouse in my pocket..shut up). Now here's the reallll kicker.. in three minutes when you feel yet another urge to ask if I shall wish a view of the previously referred to ''Ha Ha''...remember, I said ''No Thank You'', so once again with less of a smile, NO THANK YOU, BUT THANKS FOR THE INVITE...not really but ok..hmmm have a little conversation about whatever a few more minutes
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Check out my new stash about Family Guy BDSM. I also posted new photos too.
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In my absence from fubar and the net in general, I have been learning about the BDSM lifestyle. I have learned a lot about dominance and submission. In my absence I have also gained the submission of four female slaves. Whom all I adore very much. It has been an amazing time for me. Heightened emotions and pleasure. I am very great full to my beautiful slaves for exploring this life with me. I mentioned a book in a earlier blog “Screw the roses, send me the thorns” It’s an amazing book to read. For the people shaking there heads before you pass judgement I suggest you read it and then see what you think. The last few months I have been learning about the BDSM world and have jumped in so to speak. It's been very enlightening and has taught me so much about sex, and how it effects the mind. I just wanted to pass on the name of this kick ass book I have been reading. "Screw The Roses, Send Me The Thorns" Do a search for it online, it's easy to find and isn't expensive. It's like a techni
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Here I am, sitting at home on a Saturday night, so I log into Cherryland. Why am I home on a Saturday night? Loser? No friends? Actually, I got tattooed for five hours today & three hours yesterday. Tonight, I will have an oh so exciting evening of washing, applying vaseling & re-wrapping the new work. I take the aftercare very seriously. The sleeve is coming along very nicely. Actually, it's almost done & it looks fucking awesome! Anyway, here I sit, logged into Cherrytap & I see one of my photos gets rated...gets rated... wait for it...a '1.' Do I care that some random stranger thought that it would be a good use of his time on a Saturday night to cruise by my profile & rate a photo a '1?' No I don't, but it got me to thinking. I think a lot. It's a blessing & a curse. When I'm bored, I will peruse profiles for people that I think sound interesting or have something to say or have interests common to my own. If I find that, I will rate, comment & check out photos. If not, I mov
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Ive Added New Pics To My Profile :) Check Em Out... There My Tattoo Pics :)
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Got more pics up of me and my work Jay I hate life and hate being alone. there i said it. ALright i am goin to say this once and only onceBe respectful  and don't sit there and shout me with stupid stuff seriously. if you want me to join something ask nice or be iggied. 2nd of all i do not join rooms that have a rap/ hip hop base to it. Read my profile, Respect me and i will respect you. I am here to have fun this is not a contest at all and further more read before shouting me seriously. Know me before you start inviting me to stuff. Thank you ?
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My inspiration was never really there. My inspiration, noone ever cared. My inspiration I thought would never come.  My inspiration, I just needed some.  My inspiration talked to me one night.  My inspiration showed me new light. My inspiration, so genuine and true.  My inspiration is you. Ok so i met this guy right. He was awesome. Everything I had been searching for. We spent lots of time together. Laughing, loving, sharing. There was nothing that we couldn't talk about. Shared our deepest thoughts and feelings. then one day. It all stopped. He stopped talking to me. No communication at all. He had said there was a lot going on in his life with family. I understood and offered my help. I don't know, I just don't understand why. I don't understand how loving someone can push them away from you. All I ever offered was my love. All that ever mattered was his happiness. Now I'm here, my heart in a million pieces. Makes me want to be hard and uncaring. I don't know...I'm j
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Two nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent,and the last instruction of the Mother Superior isthat they must not get even one drop of paint on theirhabits. After conferring about this for a while, the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room, stripoff their habits, and paint in the nude. In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door. "Who is it?" calls one of the nuns. "Blind man," replies a voice from the other side of the door. The two nuns look at each other and shrug and deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door. "Nice boobs," says the man, "where do you want the blinds?" Have a good one!
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Ok, this blog is not for children for it's just me cussing at the world and things I hate the most. Today's events was terrible and it pissed me off really bad. First off, I got my so called grandfather's van, took off, never asked for permission, then I find myself in Pulaski, at my best guy friend's place and decide "Hey lets go to Roanoke". If you guys don't know, Roanoke is like 68 miles from Pulaski, we go to Roanoke, stay all night in Roanoke, looking for some good stuff and we don't find any. Then we get back to Pulaski . . . We meet my other so called friend at a gas station in Max Meadows, then we start to go back to Roanoke, but on the way to the interstate, a fuckin' cop to beat it turns around and my friend was driving because I was drinking alittle bit darts into another friend of mine's driveway. The fuckin cop follows us and my buddy that was driving got out of the van and starts toward the trailer, the cop says "Freeze", well to make matters worse, the cop makes ever
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I am soo proud of Renea. She rode her bike all the way around the block. It has training wheels, but it is a big step from her being terrified of it. She is doing so well. She is also excited about the baby. She talks to him/her a lot. Things are going pretty well. Hopefully it stays that way. Christmas is soon, my FAVORITE holiday. I love the spirit and the music and everything about it. Seeing the look on Renea's face when she opens her gifts from "santa". We are going to make a countdown to christmas chain out of construction paper.... That should be a fun project for her and I to do together. There are soo many toys I want to get her, but toys are soo damn expensive. I worked it out with my mom, and I am going to get the small things, and my mom will get the big things. I saw this cute sleepover tent for $15 at walmart.. I think i am going to get it for her. Its the Princess' of course.. We shall see. Have a merry Christmas all. Love you. xoox Well I had court today to determin
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OK NOW THAT I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION YOU FACELESS, GUTLESS PIG. YOU REALLY NEED TO QUIT BE A FUCKING COWARD AND SHOW YOUR FACE. JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW WHEN YOU MESS WITH MY SIS PINK YOU ARE MESSING WITH ME, SAME GOES IF YOU MESS WITH ANY OF MY OTHER FRIENDS. SO TAKE THIS IN AND REMEMBER THAT IF YOU KEEP FUCKING WITH PINK YOUR FUCKING WITH THE WRONG PERSON CUZ YOU'LL HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME TOO. SO WHY DON'T YOU JUST COME OUT OF YOUR HIDING SPOT NOW AND BE THE BIG DOG YOU THINK YOU ARE, BUT WE ALL KNOW YOU R NOT GOING TO CUZ YOUR TO MUCH OF A CHICKENSHIT.
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So today kinda sucked for me.My daughter's godmother got arrested, not for the first time in her life.She just turned18 in Nov and just last week she was arrested for trespassing on her boyfriends property because he still lives with his mommy and his mommy controls him.I never have liked him or his mom but for reasons unrelated. But anyways...so today we found out about her arrest on the check fraud that her boyfriend done but since it was his mom and his mom hates my daughter's godmother his mom called the police today and had her arrested.I personally know a bunch of shit on this cunt of a mother.So the godmother is sitting in jail scared to death because she's facing a felony charge while her fucking boyfriend is sitting home laughing at her.Enough of my ramblings.I just needed to vent some.I really really hope to god her boyfriend rots in hell soon,preferably after spending a couple nights in jail as someones bitch.LOVE YOU HARLEIGH...WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU!!! to all on my list
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Here's something I'd like to say although none of you fucks read any of this shit but DO NOT MESSAGE ME ASKING ME TO RATE YOUR PIC!If I wanted to I would. If this pisses you off.... O WELL! I'm sick of getting messages from asses wanting me to rate their stuff. Ive gotten like several messages in the past few days asking me about doin it. You message me wanting a rate or a comment ill block your asses! I'm not here to act like im in highschool or anything like that Im here to meet cool ppl and make friends. Sorry if I sound like an asshole Im just sick of having an inbox full of fuckers wanting me to rate their fucking pics
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this is so funny.........and somewhat true.. MomOf3Kids, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Hurley "For the record, my belt HAS dropped a notch. I'm a big guy. It's gonna be a while before you're going to want to give me a piggy back ride."Dude, you are Hurley. You are a kind soul with some terrible luck. While you're always lending a helping hand, you're not exactly the bravest guy on the island. What you do is even more important - keep people entertained. The only problem you've got is that whole jinxed numbers thing. You're so secretive, no one on the island even knows that you're a multimillionaire! Let it out, dude. There's no use trying to keep it all bottled up inside, man.Your polar opposite is: Jin. You are similar to: Claire and Sun. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and
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I don't really know where to begin...i don't consider myself a beauty queen but i do think that i'm kinda cute...i would never rate someone's pic a 1...if they were that ugly i would just go on to another profile...i'm guessing it was someone that needed some points...if you want to give me a 1, i wish you would just not leave me anything...this is supposed to be fun...
My Random Stuff
1.) It's snowing in April 2.) Guys in my school fucking suck. They think they can tell me I'm having sex with people (who I'm not fucking, mind you) and then try to tell me who I hang out with...what the fuck. 3.) I really like this kid who's younger then me...which is a first..and he lives in Arizona. 4.) He owns a dude ranch though that's basically known nation wide...he likes me...so it can't be that bad right? 5.) My mom wants me to be a vet. tech. 6.) My dad wants me in the Air Force because I've been flying for several years now. 7.) I have a horse show that I'm not near ready for 8.) I have a math test tomorrow...I don't even know what it's on. 9.) My mom is making me diet...apparently 105 lbs is to heavy for me..she wants me under 100 10.) My back is fucked up from riding at the ranch 11.) I'm having a writers block so I can't write any poetry. 12.) 3 guys asked me to Prom today...TODAY...and they're all my friends so it's a lose lose situation. 13.) My ankel hurts,
My Randomness
THIS IS PART OF A CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE. HIS ATTEMPT AT CHEERING ME UP!!! THANKS D!! Jennifer BrokenHearted: now the fighting is really going to start D: everyones fighting lately Jennifer BrokenHearted: yeh seems like it. Jennifer BrokenHearted: thats why i just wanna move to a far away land w/ ugly people D: naw it dont work like that babe D: no matter where you go ur gunna be gorgeous Jennifer BrokenHearted: well, yeah i know that Jennifer BrokenHearted: but at least i wouldnt have to listen to fighting in english then D: no it would be another language Jennifer BrokenHearted: i could handle that. at least i wouldnt understand it D: fighting is fighting babe you would know when it was a fight Jennifer BrokenHearted: or maybe i could live among the penguins Jennifer Orozco: :-P D: it just means youd understand less D: ha ha ha
My Rant/rave Blog
My Rants
Changes (Music by Arnold, Roberts & Harrell) I'm not supposed to be scared of anything, But I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted And nobody understands (how I feel) I'm tryin' hard to breathe now, But there's no air in my lungs. There's no one here to talk to And the pain inside is making me numb. I try to hold this under control, They can't help me, cause no one knows. Now I'm goin' through changes, changes. God, I feel so frustrated lately. When I get suffocated, save me. Now I'm goin' through changes, changes Feelin' weak and weary Walkin' through this world alone Everything they say every word of it Cuts me to the bone, (and I bleed) I've got something to say But now I've got nowhere to turn It feels like I've been buried Underneath all the weight of the world. I try to hold this under control, They can't help me, cause no one knows. Now I'm goin through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately Whe
My Rant And Rave For The Day..
h You ever just get tired of it all. All the bullshit floating around. How not one thing ever seems to go your way. Everytime I turn around its more and more shit piling up. It's never ending. My head is so full that there isnt room for anything else. Nothing else will fit in there. If it isnt money problems, its health problems, no health probs, well then trouble with the kids, no kid toubles, then love life problems. and on and on it goes.. Each of these problems alone isnt enough to make you go over the edge, but all at the same time and the deep end isnt too far away. Do we bring some of these on ourselves, yeah we do, but, when its a non-stop situation you just seem to give up. I give up, I surrender. I am tired of drama and issues and of not being in charge of the screen play that is my life. I only star in it, I have no say anymore. I dont want peace to come when I am dead, I want it now. Its such a strange feeling to not know how you feel. Its like things
My Rants, Life, And Other Things
so I fuck up my knee the other day. I got it look at today and will have it look at sometime this week and also have it in a cast, its one I can take off but I can't move it. SO it looks like I will be doing nothing for a while. ok I got this from the local newspaper....... Jillian's clears tables for good Downtown bar, restaurant closes after 9 years Beacon Journal staff report Jillian's restaurant, one of the cornerstones of downtown Akron's renaissance, closed without warning on Memorial Day. By Tuesday morning, many of the furnishings had already been removed from the restaurant and bar on South Main Street. The once-profitable location lost money for the past 14 months, said Chuck Corcoran, vice president of marketing for Jillian's parent company, JBC Entertainment of Louisville, Ky. ``These decisions are always tough,'' he said. ``We hate to leave the city.... We just couldn't get it back to profitability.'' According to an e-mail from a laid-off employee, about
My Ramblings
Courtesy of SparkleTags.com Things Only Southerners Know Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. _____ Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." _____ Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." _____ Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is -- as in: "Going to town, be back directly." _____ Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table. ------ All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. _____ Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big
My Rants
Well for those who read my other rant about my camera you know I was very upset. Well I have good news to report on that. After an hour of messing with it I finally was able to fix it myself so its useable again. YEAH!!!! In Other news I was told that I will have a little longer home than originally thought which is nice.Those of you who know when I was suppost to leave add 60 more days to that! HOOAH!!!!! I hope everyone has a great week! I am very pissed off right now. Anyone want a 6 yr old before i strangle him! I just spent 150 bucks on a new digital camera 3 days ago and just started using it yesterday and he went and broke it. You know the dial on the top you move to select what you want to do pic, video etc. Well he moved it past where its supposed to go and now its stuck there and it wont move so now i cant take anymore pictures. All that money wasted and all i got to take was 3 pictures with it. That was the camera I was planning on taking with me to Iraq!!!!!!!!!!! I
My Rant For Today :)
I think I finally got enough rest from driving across country. I'm finally back on the coast I have known my whole life and I fucking love it. Granted there isn't a beach here, but I'll manage. Its much better then being surrounded by the sea of pavement. At least I can see trees, and grass, and not sand and astroturf :P Its not Mass, but so far Tennessee is pretty close to being home :)
My Rambelings
So Early Tuesday Morning/All Day Tuesday, I was sick, from working so much and not being used to it. So I took Tuesday off. And then today, I fell at 5 and twisted my ankle and usually it gets better but its really swollen and really hurts and my mom told me she can't take me to the DR. tomorrow because she needs to go to work and I can't afford to miss another day. Well I can't exactly stand for five hours with a painful ankle. Yeah, not a good week so far.
My Ramblings
Well to start I want to tell all my CT friends i am very sorry for not being around like i use to be. But with moving and getting settled things in real time has taken over my life once again.......but its not just the move its that thing i live with.....he wont get a job and its killing me stress wise......no matter what i say or do he still refuses to get a job.......its not for not having a car cause my best friend lives 2 doors up from me and has offered many times to take him out looking and for interviews.......I am disabled and live on 600 a month that has to pay for my phone,internet, cable,elec.,computer payments and lot rent......i own the trailer thanks to my best friend......i cant even get him to apply for his own food stamps and mine is not making it for all month and every time i turn around he is wanting something and when work on the trailer needs doing all i get are excuses.......so being so depressed and overly stressed over all this all i do is sit and play games
My Rambles...
Im back from R&R...so let the Cherrytappin resume... -DON So...i have decided to start a blog here. I had one growing up are various blog sites...and they made me happy. Why not try it out here? Maybe i can become a good writer again...yea...probably not. So...my question is...There seems to be a SERIOUS lack of cool people on this site. Its like a place for mid-life crisis victims to come and try to regain some former glory. I have met a handful of actual cool people capable of carrying on a real conversation. This is depressing...i need more friends... I like pepsi... -DON
My Random Musings
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours..... ~~~Authors unknown~~~
My Random Thoughts
     I must say that for the first time in my life, I feel completely in tune with myself;  Aligned from the inside out, my awareness is crisp, clear.  I am centered.  I metaphorically jumped off a cliff months ago, and my wings are strong and sturdy.  I know me, I embraced me, and I'm fucking loving it.  There is a renewed sense of confidence about me. My artistic vulnerability has been laid bare, and rather than shrink at the idea of someone ridiculing my very soul, I'm realizing that those who would break me only want what I already have.  Ignorance is not in fact Bliss, but rather quite the opposite.  Haha Fuckers...Haha...Damn it's great to be me... In response to a recent interesting blog: Do you believe in Spells; I don't think that it should seem so far fetched for people to believe in Spells. Merriam Webster Defines a Spell as this: a spoken word or form of words held to have magic power Many cultures speak of the power of "The Spoken Word"; It's been proven tha
My Rambles
I'm just so fucking tired of feeling like I don't matter. It's so not fair. It's really not!! I try and try and try and still get kicked in the face & treated like shit. WHY? I don't understand it! I'm reallllllllllllllllly hating guys!! I HATE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH! I'm tired of getting hurt. I can't take it anymore! =( I'm going to become this bitch just like I was before I met Brent. I'm turning back into that mean, hateful, don't give a fuck about you, bitch that I was before I came across Brent. Want to blame anyone?? BLAME the stupid mother fucking guys that constantly treat me like I don't matter. I'm sick of it!!!!!!!!!!!! So today I've decided to stop taking his call. I'm tired of him being mean, & I'm tired of his games. How long will I keep doing this... I have no idea. But for now he gets no answer. It's best for me. I'm tired of stressing all the time and being sad from his stupid ass. He's supposed to be there for me, but instead he's mean as fuck every time we talk. T
My Ramblings
I'm in a 20,000 comment VIP give-away. I need some help. please help me out. some of you guys may not wanna know this and I'm sorry, but here goes.. so.. my period has been playing tricks on me all week making me think I started early.. but I didn't. It'd be real light for 2 days, go away, and then come back two days later and be real light again and then go away. It came this morning. cramps suck balls. [I've been on birth control pills for 4 years and my period is just NOW getting screwy. wtf]. I go for my pap next month and I'm going to talk to my gyno and see if she thinks I should switch pills or if she thinks that's weird. I haven't been able to sleep too well for the past 3 days. It's like I've been sleeping, but it doesn't feel like I've been asleep. like I can't get in that deep sleep that I need or something. I don't know, but it sucks. I've been waking up every morning for the past 3 days before Eric's alarm clock goes off at 6am. This morning I woek up at 5:45. Hi
My Rantings!!!!
This has been building up now for a long time. I actually used to go through my Friends List every so often to "clean out" the people that I had never heard from. Alot of people just want to see how many friends they can get. They never say one word to ya even if THEY are the one that requested to be friends in the first place. lol Yes, I know I have WAY too many so called "friends" on here. But honestly, I just got tired of going through and deleting people because it's a HUGE pain in the ass!! lol And I will also admit that I don't rate everybody's photos, I used to but got tired of rating photos for people that never rated mine or even took a minute to say "Hi". Now, if I am the one that sends a Friend Request, I always rate the persons photos. I'm not on here to "collect" friends or just for ratings. I have actually met ALOT of really good friends here. But the thing that made me break down tonight and write this is... I noticed one of my "friends" uploading photos tonight. Being t
My Rants & Raves - Don't Like It, Don't Read It!
Just a quick note to all my friends...sorry I've been gone, my youngest son was in the hospital for 4 days with pneumonia and now I'm trying to get finals done. I'll be back when I can. Vodka is good, really good...but I'm having a lot tonight and on an empty stomach - it's prolly not so good. I'm having to really watch what I type because I tend to get lots of typos and send stuff through email I shouldn't. LOL! Gotta love people like me huh? Usually if I open a drink, I'm told to step away from the computer...I like to get on cam and give shows when I'm drinking. I prolly shouldn't be doing that either. Anyway - life's pretty busy and kinda sucky from time to time so we all have to let our hair down and be crazy! I hope all my friends out there are having a great start to their week - I know I am! Drunky McDrunk Survey When drunk, I...flirt more, giggle more, have deep, meaningful conversations, and dance my ass off! 2. Do you talk about Religion or Deep mea
My Ramblings
I am trapped in a hole that has no meaning, and i could very well be here forever. I dont even know who i am, or how long i've been me, here. there. it is pure existentialism. no beginning, no end. just a now that forever yawns ahead. it's an awful place—methodic, formulaic, routine, full of carefully thought-out corridors that intersect and bisect and run both parallel and perpendicular to each other. I accept that i will never understand it, and i will never know where it is, and it will always be like this. IT WON'T EVER STOP. It will go on forever, and i will have been here forever. There are pipes, dripping pipes, stacked on top of one another, that lead down darkened hallways, and seperate, and come together again. These pipes scare me; they're dripping and they're cold and they go on forever. I follow one and study the coils around it, and the vavles, and the faucets and pressure releases. …increasingly covered with sludge and algae… and there are bricks—dull and chipped—Now,
My Random Thoughts
I want to taste you, I want to taste you right now I want to lick the sweat from your skin I want to suck your soul right in I want to explore your mouth with my tongue I want to burn from the flames of passion I want to taste you, I want to taste you right now I want to hold your heated flesh I want our bodies to mesh I want to explore your sex with my tongue I want to savor you when you cum I want you to go numb from the sensations I want you to get wet from this verbal masturbation I want you so hot you drip I want to drink you, I want to sip I want to slip you some tongue I want to lick you off my fingers and savor you some I want to taste you Are you satisfied Are you electrified Can't you decide Are you what you wanted to be Tasted by me 1. I am told I have sad eyes but I think I smile too much     2. I can't live without my cell phone. I check to see if it's on my person at least a million times a day. Whether I stick it in my
My Ramblings And Rants And How I Get Through This Thing Called Life
Yesterday about 500 new grey hairs popped into my head. Jessica was traveling and had some difficulties. It was all I could do to hold it together when she called me to tell me her car had broken down. Naturally, I put fuel in mine and went to go rescue her. I prayed the whole way for God to keep her safe. It's hard to drive 80 plus and hold a cell phone. giggles! I had to know she was ok until I could get to her. I talked with my sister yesterday and yet again she made one comment that just hit my brain. Sometimes in this life, I catch myself praying for something then later on simply forgetting about it before it comes to pass. It's like I give up on the verge of a breakthrough. This time I'm taking a different approach. I have prayed long hours, days, long nights, and months for certain things. I have stood still and stood my ground when God led me to do so. I've sat back and watched His hand move. That which I have prayed for will come to pass. I believe it just as much as I
My Rants And Stuff
Just added a guestbook to my page please sign it for me ! Thank you ! Have a sweet day !!! I AM A LIVING CLOWN, WHO SEE'S THE WORLD AS FALLING DOWN. MAYBE I'M THE CRAZED, I WATCH THE WORLD FALL AND I'M DAZED. IT'S TOO MUCH FOR MY HEART. WALMART RUN'S THE WORLD, FROM HERE TO CHINA AS EARTH DOES TWIRL. THERE'S PEPSI & THERE'S COKE, WE'RE SO ADDICTED IT'S A JOKE. AND WHAT OF MEDICINE? INSURED FOR SHIT, HEART'S THAT ARE TIN. BUT I'M JUST ONE SMALL GIRL, THOUGH WRITE THESE WORDS AS FREE I CAN. I CRY WITH MOTHER MARY, WE SEE OUTWARD, THIS WORLD IS SCARY. AND I TALK TO GOD ABOVE, WE SIT AND WONDER, WHERE WENT LOVE? BABIES BORN ON CRACK, PEOPLE DIE FROM SHOOTING SMACK. SO MANY WHORES NOT FROM THE HOOD, LOOK AT CRAIGSLIST, THE MONEYS GOOD, MONEY'S POWER RULES THE DAY, AS WE MOVE FORTH IN CAESAR'S WAY. I AM A GIRL OF FAITH AND HOPE, I HAVE A HEART SO HEARTS CAN COPE. THERE'S BASEBALL, APPLE PIE, AND OH, THOSE SUNSETS IN THE SKY. I PRAY FOR WHAT'S NOT BAD, TIME MOTHER MARY NEED NOT BE
My Ramblings
Together My hands through your hair, fingers entwined together around your neck, and a soft touch to your face. I look into your eyes and see a longing that has consumed your entire being. I am lost in the moment as I pull you to me in order to feel your lips on mine in a kiss a million moments in the making. Eyes closed, lips licked, leaning into each other, soft flesh touching, and lips parted. Your hesitation is deafening as you pull back ever so slowly, as if to say, "I know this is wrong, but I cannot help but to want to consume that intoxicating, passionate, somewhat erotic kiss that you offer me." I pull you in with fierce intent, and press my lips to yours. You are lost in my control of this moment. I have conquered that fear that caused the sudden hesitation. I'd call you my slave, but I cannot for the fact remains I too am a slave to you. There is a passion building with each breath taken as this kiss seems to last an eternity. I can feel you against me, and I wa
My Rants,lol
There are some things that just annoy me to no end. 1. Friend requests: People who lie to get you to add them as a friend. They write something like "Thanks for your comment/message/rate" and make you think that you checked them out and made the first move, when in actuality you have never been to their page or come across them anywhere. Liars! No one I want to be a friend with! Also in this category are the people who have a message pre-written that they copy-paste to everyone they apply to be friends with... their whole life sob story. PATHETIC! Or the people who give you their phone number! It's different if you've send a few messages, but right in the friend request? I mean come on! These people are better off saying nothing and just sending a blank request. 2. Messages: People who write in the subject line but say nothing in the body. The subject line is just a description or opener, not the message itself. I don't answer these. FUBAR message system is annoying enough all
My Ramblings And S&%#
to all the people who ask about my pics...theyre private because i dont want anyone to see them right now...there are pervs here who right click and save them to their computer, and I dont want that and I dont trust people on here not to...so if you want to see them ill have to add you to my family after talking to you for a long time TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:KatieBirthday:September 5thBirthplace:OwatonnaCurrent Location:OwatonnaEye Color:HazelHair Color:ATM it is brown with blonde highlightsHeight:5'6"Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:Bohemian,Norwegian,GermanThe Shoes You Wore Today:None yetYour Weakness:Too many to listYour Fears:IllnessYour Perfect Pizza:Cheese
My Random Thoughtz
My Randomness...
My advice to you Smile... Even if people wonder. Love... Whenever you can. Love the person next to you. Dance... Like no one is watching. Even if you have two left feet. Sing! If you can talk you can sing (even out of tune!). Just open your mouth,and belt it out! Read... It opens your mind. Travel... And be open to other cultures. Laugh! When it is funny. A good laugh prolongs life. Act childish... Anytime you can. Don't fear... It only limits your potential. I am a genius but i am naiive I am a fathers favorite daughter, but i am a screwup. I am a lover, but more often than not i am a fighter. I am a flirt, but only in my head. I am heartbroken, but i am mending I am strong of mind and body, but i am weak-willed. I am lost, but I am finding my way. I am white like your teeth- not quite white enough and a little crooked. Broccoli bets stuck in my cracks. I am a lovers touch, cold and clammy, with one scratchy nail and dirt unde
My Rambling
ok . here it is i cant get any more pics up untill i get a new cam.. because mine is junk.. , but im working on it as i type this..
My Rant
What is wrong with you? Seriously? I mean I know us women aren't exactly perfect or anything but fuck! Some women are vindictive, mean, rude, liars, cheaters, and just plain evil but shit, the last 4 guys that i've been with, went out with, dated have been crazy. I'm not talking "haha he just jumped off a bridge into the river" crazy, i'm talking "He flips the fuck out when I talk to another guy even though we aren't tgether, and he rips my clothes off when I try to get away from him" crazy. So seriously, what is wrong with you? I love how you all sit there and say how you would never hit a women, and you respect her wishes, and you wouldn't ever disrespect her, and any guy that lays a hand on a female is a pussy and you'll "kick his ass" then you all turn around and do the same fucking things that you talk shit about. I just don't get it, is there something wrong with me where I just attract that kind of guy, or is there seriously not that guy out there, the one that says what he
My Ramblings
WARNING Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs, to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer" to target unsuspecting men. The drug is generally found in liquid form and is now available almost anywhere. It comes in bottles, in cans, from taps, and in large "kegs." Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and have sex with them. Typically, a woman needs only to persuade a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no-strings-attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to desires to perform sexual acts on horrific-looking women to whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking Beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "som
My Ramblings
Waiting For You I'm waiting Waiting to feel the heat The sensual slide of skin Breasts meeting Nipples jostling I'm waiting Waiting to feel your hands on my back Slowly settling on my hips Pulling me into you Close and Warm I'm waiting As your lips caress mine Your breath brushes Against my mouth Hot and sweet I'm waiting While your hands are Skimming my breasts Lovingly cupping Longingly sucking I'm waiting Waiting for your fingers to Slide down between my thighs Easing me open Stroking me I'm waiting Waiting as your fingers find My slickness My wetness Slipping into me I'm waiting As I have never waited before And I never will again You find my core You fine me waiting Star Dancer As night spread her mantle across the night sky, I walked alone in the starlight, with shadow and sorrow, The dark was cold, and the silence was still, It seemed the bright sunlight would not come tomorrow. Yet the grey shrouded woods
My Ramblings.....
If you read my last blog then you will understand this and if you didn't well then go back and read it so you can understand this. If you are just too damn lazy to read it then let me try to make this one easy enough so that you won't have to go back to the previous one. In it I talked about new beginnings and what may lie on the other side of a newly opened door. The only way you can find out is by stepping through and finding out..blah blah blah....just go read it. I stepped through that open door and found paradise. I am truly in heaven now and I have never been happier in my life. Even though I am not a go-billionaire I have everything I could ever want in my life right now. I found out that once you experience true happiness in a relationship nothing can best it. I know it took me a while to get things together within myself and find out what it was I wanted in life and now that I know, everything is falling into place. I can't believe I missed out on this all these years. The
My Rants...
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The i
My Rants (some Useful, Some Useless)
Well, I use to be an addict and stick around in lounges here on fubar, Met alot of cool people, and a few uncool people.. but here lately they have got boring.  the main reason i go is for the great music and great people, but i dont know, too me they are starting too get stale, the heavy metal crap thats played all the time.  I have just stopped going, or when i go, its just long enough to see if i know anybody there, say hi and leave.  I took a 3 month absence from Fubar cause my DJ schedule from other places have been really hectic, Bringing me too my next subject I Have been DJing at certain places for 10 years, using the standard Shoutcast servers.  I have had Comments on my pages saying they dont like what i play cause its not metal, i will play anything but that.   however i always make exceptions to my rules.  I guess thats why i never had any Desire to be a DJ here on Fubar, Everywhere i go its metal I get Desires too every once in a while, like earlier today when i came back
My Rants
what the fuck is up with the people on this site... it clearly says im a male on my profile yet i get stupid fucking guys(most likely virgins living in their moms basement that think theyre pimps because they constantly hit on girls on the internet) hit on me thinking im a female its really annoying the shit out of me... sure i have long hair but that doesnt make me female and it sure as fuck doesnt make me gay... START READING PROFILES YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS!!! ok im done
My Rants
This is on my profile but I just wanted to put it in my blog as well: I'm definitely not looking to hook-up. If that's what you're looking for, please move on. I'm not on this site to look at naked people. So please don't offer to show me your NSFW pictures as a conversation starter. I'm not interested. And if you have a picture posted of someone who isn't you, but you claim it is, don't get pissed if people call you out on it. You are not Keira Knightley or Orlando Bloom. Don't perpetrate. I only downrate dumbasses who downrate me. So thanks for playing. Before you vote for the president/vice president of the U.S. on November 4th this year, please take the time to actually learn each candidates' stance on issues important to you. If you go to OnTheIssues, you can look at both national and local candidates and what they have to say about topics such as Foreign Policy, Gun Control, Budget & Economy, Education, Homeland Security, Crime, Government Reform, Health Care, War
My Ranger Days
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In April I turned 40. It was a big deal. I thought I would get instant wisdom... I had not idea what was about to happen. I had spent over 9 years as a military wife. I am a strong willed person and I thought I had seen it all. I watched as my friends came home in coffins and my husband was not himself. While my husband was deployed, my son was diagnosed with AUTISM. So here I was 40 spent quite a bit of time in the hospital with my son and husband. I had packed my car and taken my son to start over because it was no longer safe to stay in my own home. I found a good job a nice house and found that tanning beds relaxed me to no end. Then it happened.. I went to have a spot checked on my leg at it MELANOMA. My first thought was...who will raise my son. I was told the prognosis could be 7 months if the cancer had spread. I spent many sleepless nights trying to come to peace with everything. I DID GET MY INSTANT WISDOM! Life is funny like that. Prognosis, I get to live, cance
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Bush calls Wiccan widow in Nevada FERNLEY, Nev. (AP) - President Bush called a Fernley military widow on Thursday and apologized for her not being invited to a private meeting earlier this week in Reno, when he met briefly with the families of fallen Nevada soldiers. The president's phone call to Roberta Stewart came a day after White House and military officials said her exclusion from Tuesday's meeting was an oversight and not an intentional snub because of her Wiccan faith. "I am happy that I was able to speak with him and hope that now I can truly move forward and close this chapter," Stewart told the Lahontan Valley News. In a written statement issued by Americans United for Separation of Church and State, Stewart said Bush "apologized for the exclusion and the error that was made. He said he admired me for my spirit and thanked me for accepting his apology and said that he hoped he would have the opportunity to someday meet me. With regards to her faith, Bush tol
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waking up and not knowing myself, the world, anything i look in the mirror the face so unfamiliar my belongings hold no value since they hold no meaning i now wander the streets my mind races does this hold significance something my mind should embrace no names or memories to help the cause im alone destined to figure myself out on my own a hard day of serching has come and gone with nothing to show but a lost soul now i return to the location in which i awoke i decide go through my belongings again to figure out who i once was and like before i am forsaken its late now i crawl into bed and quickly fall asleep maybe the morning will bring solice in my memories forming or perhaps another day of serching and hoping describe the pain the torture of this domain oh how i love to watch you sqirm i take this device see the fear in your eyes and very slowly into your skin i slice all the agony you must feel is enough to sustain me everthing before yo
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Lifes too short for bullshit. Dont use someone unless you plan on getting used in return. Dont go thru life not telling someone how you feel about them. Tell them. We are not promised our next breathe. Keep your friends close,but your enemys closer. Tell your friends how much you care about them. Not only will it make them feel good but their day will go better as well. Life is a journey. It has its ups and downs. Dont go thru life holding a grudge towards someone. Forgive but never forget. You burn me once shame on you,you burn me twice shame on me. We learn from our mistakes. So do others that our watching us without us even knowing. Someone somewhere thinks about you all the time. Now if you only knew who. Tell him or her how much you love and care about them. Even if your not speaking to each other at that moment. Someone is alive today because of you. You took the time one day to talk to them when noone else would. And for that they are thankful. Be thankful for what you have in y
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So here it is, my third wedding anniversary - a normal woman would be so happy to see that it has lasted this long....me - i don't even have a husband to spend it with. Its hard to believe that he has been gone for 5 months now - this shit sucks - I try so hard not to cry and when i do cry all i ever hear from most everyone is "stop crying - its not doing you any good" or "crying isnt going to make him come back home" - NO SHIT retards....but a girl can still cry over the fact that her husband doesnt want anything to do with her anymore for reasons unknown. I mean....the best thing I got out of him leaving was my sister in law - I raise her and shes going to be 18 in just over a months time and then shes gonna be gone too. I mean...if it werent for me kicking my husband out I wouldnt have met the WONDERFUL people that I have met, I wouldnt have formed such close friendships with the few people that i have...maybe my life is just heading in another direction now - new doors opening,
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Chorus We could walk barefoot through the warm wet sand Take a second look at what we had I been thinkin' a lot since I been here Past the neon lights and the L.A. Haze I'm a different man these days So come on out, The Coast is Clear So I have been home all weekend so far with my kids. My daughter has been kinda sick so I have been taking care of her. We've just been laying around watching movies and cartoons. Though I haven't gotten much accomplished around the house yet, I don't mind. I'll work on it this evening after the kids goto bed. Oddly, I am in a decent mood considering how things have gone for me lately. It probably has alot to do with just being with my kids. They keep me grounded and centered and seem to be able to make me feel better when life has been beating all the good out of me. I am a homebody mostly so this has been kinda nice. But its not all I am. The weather here has sucked for sometime now so I just stay in and stay warm. Besides, I ha
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I guess there was a fiber optic cable that was cut somewhere in the Sioux Falls area and everyone in the Sioux Falls area was having internet problems for little over a week or so now. We aren't losing the internet again. I'm still looking for a part time job. I just can't seem to catch a break at all. I think some of my former employers are talking a lot of shit about me to my potiental employers. Which I thought was seriously against the law! I'm giving up on dating yet again. Why is it that all of the good ones are already taken or married or gay? My 16 year old cousin is dating a nazi skinhead. He's extremely racist and extremely proud of being that way too. Those are the skinheads that I was referring to. I fear for her life every single day. She could end up dead or in prison for the rest of her life. Her father and step mother kicked her out of the house. Her mother and step father disowned her. The step dad put the nazi skinhead loser boyfriend in a choke hold. She
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Well I am 1 week away from the moving date. The move it elf isn't bothering me at all. Whats bothering me is I still have no place to live.... Out of all the friends I have and spoke to only 2 of them are really concerned about my welfair. What really sucks is what family I do have left dont even care. Sometimes I really wonder what is going wrong with people today.
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Freakishly accurate in portrayal and casting, I see this commercial and miss GEE and DJ Raven.... Although GEE is with his woman and happy and Raven is bouncing back and forth between all of his 'women' and admittedly increasingly sad, I miss them both a lot, pray for them every day and think of them often.. i DO loves you guys... GEE- holding boom box DJ Raven- dancing king I found this on AOL, and found it quite interesting.... Now, who says blondes have MORE fun? The Latest in Love & Dating News: Women: One Hair Color Has the Most Sex Posted: 2007-09-26 14:22:19 Of all women, redheads have the most sex. Although he doesn't explain exactly how he came up with this dubious conclusion, sex researcher and professor Dr. Werner Habermehl of the Hamburg Medical Research Institute in Hamburg, Germany says he examined the sex lives of hundreds of German women and compared the findings to their hair color, specifically red, blonde and brunette. "The sex liv
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I know this is a little late but here is my St. Patrick’s Day Post, unbeknownst to many people is the symbolism of the holiday. We all know the story of how St. Patrick drove all the snake out of Ireland but what most do not know is the snake were not snakes at all but people of the pagan religion. So I ask this of you next St. Patty’s to wear a snake as remembrance of those who are forgotten on the holiday which plays on their lose ! ok all im back i know people didnt notcied im go seeing how im not really active or what ever but yea house caught fire xmas eve so just now getting things back right Does thought of book banning brings you mind to WWII Germany or something out of Fahrenheit 451? Up until recently the thought the idea of it still happening in our society as insane in the age of the internet and information I was wrong I just discovered in 2006 546 books was challenged or banned some for the sole reason homosexuality yes homosexuality! Because it is not moral who are th
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So, I'm literally bored out of my mind and I decide to take one of those idiotic online quiz thingys "What's your nightmare career?" So I fill out all of the questions and apparently my nightmare career is data enterer. What do I do for a living you ask? I am a data entry operator! I must tell you that im extremely excited to be entering into college next semester...thank you very much! Just curious as to why when im given a gift, its always alcoholic? I'm not easy when I drink, at least I don't think I am? lol Ive been given flowers once, it was an old man (maybe i should rethink this alcoholic gift giving thing...)
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I'm 30 years old, and I've been a daily smoker for 16 years. (Except for those  teenage days when I couldn't afford them, find someone to buy them for me, or smart enough to find where my parents hid them) Recently, I've been talking more and more about wanting to quit. My boyfriend, Mike, seems to be very supportive. He's never smoked a day in his life, and he's ALWAYS saying that I should quit. Well, I tell him that when a smoker goes without a cigarette, they get crabby. They start having the "nic fit from HELL". He tells me he can handle it. But here's the thing...when he's sick of me being a bitch...HE RUNS OUT AND BUYS ME A DAMN PACK OF CIGARETTES!!! and then proceeds to tell me to chill out. How in the FUCK am I supposed to quit? It's the same thing with an obese person trying to diet. You dangle a piece of chocolate cake in their face when they've only been on 1200 calories a day...It's hard! It's disheartening to know that the person who is supposed to be my biggest champi
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When whoever uttered the words, "We always hurt the ones we love," spoke that truism, they probably had no idea exactly how right they were and continue to be. For hearts are fragile things, weak and soft they're easily broken, smashed and crushed. That's why most of us don't wear our hearts on our sleeves, and guard this intimate part of ourselves with great zeal. That makes it very difficult to hurt the man on the street. You really have to go out of your way to break through that exterior shell and get to what really hurts. It's not easy, but it can be done. But with someone you love, and someone who loves you, that shell isn't there. That wonderful protective barrier that we all throw up against the world is nonexistent and in the beauty of love we trust our dearest not to crush our delicate emotions or break our fragile hearts. But even when the love is true and genuine, accidents happen. With a proverbial flick of the wrist or a prod of the finger, an exposed heart ca
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I have a Myspace account but because of an aunt...Becky was her name?!? lol.... I decided to get on here too. I am a very easy going person and get along with pretty much everyone I come across. I am very outgoing and hate sitting on my butt but when I am I am usally on this thing called a lap top, lol. If you want to check me out my account is myspace.com/sweet4evertaken. Yes, I do have a bf who I love dearly but doesnt mean I dont like to flirt, keep in mind tho I am in a serious relationship with someone I love with all my heart! But anyways, If you want to know more just ask... Finally got it done! Been waiting quite awhile but my b/f and I went and got my navel pierced. It stings alittle but going to put pics up tomm!! If you want to seenew pics of me in general go to my myspace page... Myspace.com/sweet4evertaken .... Anyways, contiplating on the whole boob thing but we'll see what happens.
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Just want to wish all my friends and family on here a very Merry Christmas. I have to work today because some companies are just too stupid to realize the rest of the civilized world is taking a break. Thank you all for adding me and i ask please be patient. I will return all the love as soon as possible but being on here not as much as I would like is going to make it slow work. I appreciate your understanding and look forward to meeting y'all and getting to know you better...and barb you rock :D
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I am new here to this site, and I am always full of compliments, As My profile states , I love all women. When I review photos, I always have something to say, or I say nothing, But It really pisses me off when users dont allow comments. If you dont like comments, then why put the damn picture up for the world to see it. Second of all, Try and open a gallery where you can be seen, It seems so many profiles contain all private galleries, or is full of comic style or photos. I am not asking to open your galleries of nude photos, family photos , or etc, But let people see who are unless your hiding behind mask so you can be the person you pretend to be. I have seen many people that come to the wrong place for what they are seeking, so many freinds I have met here have all said the same things. If you take the time to read the profiles, you would see the statements they have to write in there profiles to warn predators to stay away, as they are not into this Crap. If you
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ok since i dont do mums thisis the only way for me to rant about shit so anyway after 20 some odd years the most wonderful man comes into my life and i am so greatful for him ...now my rant starts everything is so good EXCEPT for my ex yes i said es because thats just what he is but now all of a sudden his g/f packs up and leaves and he thinks i am suppose to just let him run back here like i dont have a life of my own and for some reason NO is just a word he dont seem to understand so he calls 100 times a day and if i dont answer my cell he starts calling my home i just want to break my cell phone into a million little pieces and rip my home phone out of the wall wtf is he thinking that if he just keeps on he will wear me down grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i am so pissed and my day always starts so nice but then comes along some fucker who has to piss in my oats ...ok again guys i am sorry just needed to vent
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I feel myself falling deeper into this pit of anguish, only to see the truths that lie before me... Your words only for a small moment in my time eased this....only to placate a long known desire. Though this desire still reigns, your words now fall on deaf ears...Too long have i been victim to this , not only now but so many before you. Because of this, your so called words now only embitter me and drive me back to that brink of just what makes me despise your kind. The self induced hermit i have become over the years , from this type of rhetoric that falls from so many mouths...is a place i find solace So now i must retreat, admit my flaws still exist, and lick my wounds that have reopened. And go on with a life i know is meant to be. Pulling away the skin that covers me, ripping and tearing it savagely from my being. I no longer can wear it, suffocating myself for too long.... I throw the remnants to the the ground piece by blood soaked piece ......The pain this creat
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What Starts with F and ends with K A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think
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=FTW= NO REGRETS!!!!!!!@ fubar We are going to try and split up our crew into a day crew and night crew to help better with leveling. So could you please let myself or urgirl2006 know which one you would like to be on. urgirl2006 is in charge of the day crew so if thats what you want please let him know. To help members see if they want to be day or night thats pst time that fubar runs on so anyone like me from Australasia its nite time fubar time but day time for us. please let me know if you want nite crew or urgirl2006 ~ MANAGMENT OF THE FIRE AND ICE CREW & ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar if you want day crew. thanks urgirl2006 and wayne and the fire and ice leveling family hi members just rember to add fie and ice family to your name and to add all the management team as well. the other thing to consider is if your a day(USA time) or a nite user of fubar. if your day please contact urgirl urgirl2006 ~ MANAGMENT OF THE FIRE AND ICE CREW & ~G
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See what you stand for! J-people adore me E-I'm awesome in bed N-I like to drink N-I like to drink I : You Are wild in bed. F: You are dead sexy. E: Awesome in bed R: You are awesome in bed. A: :You like to drink. B : You like people. C: You are very silly. D: You Are Great in bed. E: Awesome in bed F: You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality and good looks. I : You Are wild in bed. J : People Adore you. K : You're wild and crazy. L: You Are Great in bed. M : Best kisser ever. N : You like to drink. P : You are popular with all types of people. O: You keep it gangsta. Q : You are a hypocrite. R: You are awesome in bed. S : F*ckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y: Your the best b/f or g/f anyone could ask for. Z: Always Remembered 5
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I just found out that my boyfriend has been cheating on me. He didn't come right out and say it. He had no plan to tell me at all. I found out from his fuck buddy's myspace page. I called him to ask about it and he confirmed that it was true. I guess the little girls that were "trying to get in his pants" while I was visiting him, had been there and done that. I feel so sick now. I'm removing him from my life. I think I'm going to go vomit now. Right now as it sits, I'm completely fucked. If I kick Jessica out now, I run the risk of losing my best friend, Bruce. If I let her stay, I run the risk of becoming really really really ill. Her being here has stressed me out to the point where I'm running fevers and feeling nauseated. I'm getting seriously sick. I can't relax with her here. She's annoying beyond all hell. For those who knew what I was like in high school, with being annoying and immature, that's not even the tip of the iceberg with her. She is 10 times worse than I could have
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Still a work in progress... You say I have strength enough to do this; Sometimes I believe you. Falling asleep is so hard without you; It's then I don't believe you. As morning sun pours through my window I'm one day closer yet, But the moon comes out and sombers me; Why aren't you home yet? How self-absorbed to focus only on me; You're out there all alone. I be quite lonely without you here But you're the one not home. I will be right here waiting, my love, Ready to hold you again. When at last in my arms you rest- I will believe you then. I have lived in Virginia since September...how come i do not have a job yet? It's really quite frustrating. I need some kind of distraction from the counting of hours as they pass. A day seems so long when you have nothing to do...and nothing to look forward to doing in the coming days...I guess i will resort to street performing. *sigh* what has my life become?
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sometimes i feel like im cursed and now i feel like its gettin passed on to those im close to. im finally gettin to the point im happy with where my life is going but now the people im close to have some bad sh*t happenin to them i wish i knew what to do how to help how to make it all go away i dont have the right words to say and im afraid of sayin the wrong thing i just want those close to me know im here for them if they ever need an ear to listen a shoulder to cry on or someone to go out and get wasted with so we can forget whats goin on in the real world i worry that everything thats goin good for me will disappear and ill be all alone again i guess thats just my insecurities kickin in where is my life going? i wish i knew i thought i did then he walked away for someone new i thought i was happy and content but i know see i wasnt why cant i just get over it? why is it taking this long? why cant i find someone else to prove to me he was wrong? am i
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Going to see Dane Cook November 30th! Good times!!
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Some people have the fuckin NERVE! And Metal Chick knows who im talking about!! Fucking MY friend in MY rooomates room while HER boyfriend is asleep on MY couch..always bitching that she can never find a good man..I fuckin wonder why! The has the odasity to tell ME I'm the fuckup! And I'm the bad friend! I have never stranded her anywhere (which she has done to me MORE THAN ONCE) I have never made her do shit she didnt want to do..i am fed up with her shit, so fuck that fuck her im done and my ass is moving anyways sooo bye bitch! Sooo..I live in texas but am moving to washington for awhile..I have some old friends there i havent seen in like a year and 1/2 and shit here is so hectic I dont even know where to start. For one, the man is in iraq :( I would be handling all this much better if her were here and I would be less likely to get into any sort of trouble with him here as well...certain friends are constanly doing hard drugs now because "theyre sad" so its a convenient excuse. I
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Just because, that's why;) Some days are just crap, and sometimes I just have to let go and spray about things, it's a part of who I am... I figure that if you're interested in getting to know me, I should show all of me... If you're not interested in me, meh, my nose still has all it's skin. This is where I have my dummy-spits, where I let my foul mouth run rampant. I'm hoping I will have to use this blog less and less. We'll see how I grow, eh? Dear insignificant arse/ass-wipe, So, you think sending me a compliment in a chain-letter, saying you think I'm (insert topic of chain-letter) makes me feel good? Well, the compliment might have done so, but your begging me to send it back to you tells me that all you want is to be told that you're not a butt-ugly, sexually inadequate, immature, arse-wipe of a child, and so your insincerity underwhelms me. Then, to top it off, you add insult to injury by telling me to send it to other people, and to count how man
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I'm a fat chick. It's something that I openly admit. But I truly believe there are a few different kinds of fat chicks. For example, there is the so fat that she can't even leave her house, fat chick. I often wonder how in the holy hell they got to that point. They usually have 3 options. They can either be crane-lifted and specially transported to some weight-loss facility, they can call Richard Simmons, or sadly, they die. Though, I think I might wish for death if I had to listen to that woman...errr....man for any length of time. Then there is the so fat all she can wear is a mu-mu, or the less offensively named caftan, fat chick. She may be a bit more mobile than the aforementioned fat chick, but unfortunately, the mu-mu/caftan is generally partnered with the dire need for a shower, bath, or a hose-down. Next we have the very uncomfortable with her fatness, fat chick. These are women who are definitely large, but they've given in to the stereotypical fat chick role and
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So i got a DUI a little over a month ago. Not my proudest moment in my life but shit happends. This tuesday my suspension begins and i have no idea on how i am going to get to and from work or who i can rely on for a ride. I was the person in my group of friends who always drove i guess it's pay back time now
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frankie: start over ...hi can i see your beautiful body in the nude please FIRECRACKER: well calling me young and stupid was not the way to go about that at all. frankie: i was tryin to get you out ur shell is all...lol FIRECRACKER: no because you have already proven to me that your are excatly that guy frankie: show me then FIRECRACKER: it has to do with morales and not wanting just any old man whos horney and wants to jack off get free porn off your page FIRECRACKER: wow its not even about growing up. damn you just don't get it. shit. you try to blame everything on my age but what you don't seem to realize is it has nothing to do with age frankie: its ok if your still young and shy you will grow up soon frankie: whole different subject FIRECRACKER: doesn't matter the site you do it on, thats like saying if , this isn't germany its ok to burn jews frankie: i wanna seee FIRECRACKER: this site is for adults that want the option of putting tho
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I have been on Fubar for quite some time. This is my second account... the first one being Zealouskitten. I deleted the first account due to personal issues concerning my ex. I joined Fubar AKA CherrryTap in the first place as a means to meet people and have fun. Assuming that it was an adult site and that there would be adults on it. But like the old saying goes....NEVER assume anything!! It just amazes me the amount of immaturity and bs that here really is. Drama, lies, backstabbing, and fools that like to play with peoples minds and hearts. These people are the ones that really irritate the hell out of me. Some people are just a waste of webspace. I don't hold grudges or hate anyone. I have a little saying....when you were born you were crying and everyone else around you was crying...live your life so that when you die you are the one smiling and everyone else around you is crying. You make more friends by being yourself and keeping it real. Why do you have to li
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1. Successful relationships take work. They don't happen in a vacuum. They occur when the couples in them take the risk of sharing what it is that's going on in their hearts and heads. 2. You can only change yourself, not your partner. If you love someone and think that after a while he or she will alter behaviors you find uncomfortable, think again. If you want changes, put them on the table, so your partner knows what you need. 3. All arguments stem from our own fear or pain. When upset occurs, check out what's going on inside you rather than getting angry with your partner. Truth is that we usually aren't upset for the reasons we think we are. 4. Understand that men and women are very different. We're not from Mars or Venus; we're not even in the same solar system. Understanding and celebrating our differences will make living together more peaceful, interesting and fun. 5. Honor each other in some way every day. Every morning, you have the opportunity to make your r
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I have been single and alone way too fucking long. I am tired of it. It has been over a year since I have been with anyone. I am sad lonely and fucking horny! I want a man to pleasure me in a way I will never forget. My ex constantly cheated and I finally had to send him packing, even though I thought I was in love with him. Sometimes I don't think that love exists.. but I know I am tired of being alone. Talk to me. Jenny
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ok, i blog when stupid things piss me off. today someone told me that they support the members of the military who enlisted BEFORE the war...but not those who enlisted after it began. stupid people like this really aggravate me. how can you stand behind half your military and pretty much say screw the rest who joined the military to go to war and defend their country? i mean is there anyway this person's point of view is even remotely logical? you hear a soldier dies...does that mean you have to stop and find out how many years of service that person had before you decide whether youre sad for the person and their family, or whether you dont care because he only enlisted after the war started? i am obiviously proud of my husband, and i stand behind him even though hes never home, and his life is more or less in constant danger every time he deploys, but you know thats his job, he does his job because he loves it. he would lay his life down for this country any day of the week. it makes
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Vote for me! Duh! So, I am finally posting a blog... And, I've been here quite a while... Well, it's about time I get about to being a friend to *ALL* of my friends. So, today I took a big leap, and I went around to a *TON* of my friends and made sure I had rated their pages and fanned them and I *TRIED* to rate blogs.. PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! Let me know if you think I haven't rated or fanned you.... And, if I have...Please return the favor! So, I am not around much anymore, and it's been quite a long time since I've been online for a period of time, right? Right. I understand. I'm slacking on my title "Friend". It's a horrible feeling!! So, I've been making graphics and such... In my folder "Stuff I've Made" you can search for stuff for yourself... If by chance you happen to be a guy, and there is nothing for you... Just let me know you'd like some love, too... And, I'll figure something out! But, girls...Keep lookin', there's something somewhere as long as I could find your profi
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Ok, i've been single for 3 years, been on a few dates, but have gotten anywhere, really, and the girls that have messed around, never talk to me again, despite them being happy at the time. but it's occurred to me, as it has to everyone else im sure, that it's sooo freaking easy for chicks to get laid. They say they wanna have sex on a date, and it happens. But if i think about or express that i wanna mess around on a date, whether first or second or 200th, than i'm a "creep". Everyone that i've talked to online about going on a date with KNOWS before hand that i am an affectionate person, and that doesnt just mean i want to have sex. i crave physical contact of all sorts, holding hands, giving massages, everything, i just need to have someone in my arms. They've all said that thats ok, but some how, whether we mess around or not, i don't hear from them after the date. in the 3 years i've been single i've had ONE second date. I dont approach people well, "out there", so i dont go ou
My Rant!!!! Please Read!!
I have a rant….if any family members has anything to say about some other family member ….why not go to the person and talk to them. Don’t be chicken shit and go post silly bulletins or blogs and be a child about it….Go to the person….guess some people just love to keep drama stirred up…and YES WE KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! So here is who I am talking about Karma, Cherokee, Mystical Dreams …want to talk to me or about someone else, come to me please.
My Random Ramblings
t’s been awhile since I’ve been here and so much has happened. On September 30th I was blessed by the birth of my fourth child, a second daughter. She is wonderful! So beautiful but oh so cranky. LOL I worry about her though. I mean her mother and I do basically nothing but fight, we did it mostly through the pregnancy and continue to do it now. Not because it’s fun or anything but mostly over money, relationship insecurities and such. I was working for a western clothing retailer called RCC Western Stores for awhile before realizing just how badly I was getting raped by them. They had me working almost 40 hours a week for $6.50 an hour with no benefits or anything. They thought that because they gave their employees a discount of 10% above cost on all items that it was all good.... Well what about those of us that don't want any of that crap?? I mean, 10% above cost won't pay the doctor or dentist, fix my car or put food on the table. Needless to say, I switched jobs. I now work
My Rants And Ramblings
Today i decided to take a trip to the local library with the kids. I figured we wouldn't be there too long because my daughter and I already knew which ones we wanted. So in theory, all we had to do was walk in and get on the computer and look up the correct place the book was in, and then go get it off the shelf, right?? WRONG! After looking around for a bit i asked the librarian how to find the book that we wanted. She literally pointed to a huge wall full of books and said "it's over in that area somewhere". I though she was joking at first....Apparently, they only use the dewey decimal system on their non-fictions. Everything else either has a colored tab on it, or it's "suppose" to be in alpha. order. Now, after all of that explaining, i STILL couldn't find the book that i wanted, so i went up to the counter where 3 librarians were at the counter. They all looked at me like i was an idiot. Ok, so i found one of the books that i wanted after all of that, so then i was looking fo
My Rantings
Sooo I've been accepted to 3 of my 5 choice graduate schools..... My issue USC.... FSU.... or UK someone PLEASE pick for me!!!!! I have to be honest. Im kinda leaning towards USC ONLY because my #1 goal is to spend a significant portion of my life on the Southern coast of California namely some where around Newport. What can I say I look killer in a pair of sweat kapris or shorts. YEA Im still in my twenties and living it up soooo kill me! Ya know some things will NEVER fail to amaze me! It's been one of those up and down days... Found out some family things that made sense, or rather made A LOT of sense but at the same time just boggled my mind because of whom it came from. See My great uncle is in the hospital, no surprise he's beginning to suffer from the exact thing that most of my family has died from. Let me tell you I swear the hospital must dread my family getting sick! LOL can you POWER STRUGGLE! The siblings posturing over who has the final say, fighting as to whet
My Rants..
I HATE DRAMA, ITS COMPLETELY RETARDED AND A WASTE OF TIME AND UNNECESSARY AND SOMETIMES UNAVOIDABLE BUT... INTERNET DRAMA IS RIDICULOUS, I MEAN SERIOUSLY FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO DO WITH YOUR SPARE TIME INSTEAD OF SLANDERING OTHER PEOPLES NAMES. IM TIRED OF LITTLE JEALOUS GIRLS SPREADING RUMORS ABOUT ME BEING FAKE. IM TIRED OF GUYS WHO WANT TO SEE ME ON CAM AND WANT ME TO HAVE PHONE SEX WITH THEM OR GIVE THEIR PERVERTED ASSES THE TIME OF DAY WHEN THEY ARE COMPLETELY DISRESPECTING ME, WELL IM TIRED OF THEM SAYING "OH WELL YOU ARE A FAKE BITCH BECAUSE YOU WONT LET ME SEE YOU NAKED" OR "OH THEN YOUR FAKE SINCE YOU WONT GIVE IN TO MY PERVERTEDNESS" ITS LAME AND IM TIRED OF GIRLS ON FUBAR SENDING MY GUYS FRIENDS SHOUTS AND MESSAGES TELLING THEM THAT IM FAKE BECAUSE THEY ARE JEALOUS BECAUSE IM GETTING THEIR ATTENTION... WE ARE FRIENDS, IF YOU WANT THEM THAT BAD THEN HAVE THEM AND LEAVE ME OUT OF THE DRAMA AND KEEP MY NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH . hmm.. what else?! OH LAST BUT
My Ramblings
I realized I dont know 3/4ths of my friends/fans on here, usually I just accept all of them in bulk and thats then end of it. So I just wanted to say thanks for being my friend/fan. Make sure you stop by and say hi more often! XOXOXOXO Shawna I love this site because there are amazing people on here, seriously. But I am going through a lot right now, and I have a lot on my mind and a lot I have to take care of. I have been thinking and thinking and thinking, and then I realized all I do is think. I need to take actions, and I need to do it now. If I don't do something soon I am afraid I am going to lose the person I really am forever. I want to be that happy Shawna again. I want to be that girl that everyone can trust, that everyone loves to be around, that isn't sad or upset all the time. I hate that. I have so much to do, yet I really dont know where to start. I am sooo afraid, seriously. So anyways, I am not going to be on here much at all. I might pop on here for a minute, but
My Rambles....
Ok.. So i've been wanting a tattoo for a while and Im VERY picky about where I put it. I have a great office job and I won't doin anything crazy like my arms so I need help! I have two tattoo's already One on the top left of my back and I have one on My calf. I want another and need ideas of where to put it! My Yahoo was hacked into and deleted... I no longer have my yahoo account - I lose ALL of my contacts... Anyone that had my yahoo screen name and wants it again let me know and i'll be more than happy to give it to you :)
My Ramblings
Depeche Mode--Sweetest Perfection The sweetest perfection To call my own The slightest correction Couldn't finely hone The sweetest infection Of body and mind Sweetest injection Of any kind I stop and I stare too much Afraid that I care too much And I hardly dare to touch For fear that the spell may be broken When I need a drug in me And it brings out the thug in me Feel something tugging me Then I want the real thing not tokens The sweetest perfection To call my own The slightest correction Couldnt finely hone The sweetest infection Of body and mind Sweetest injection Of any kind Things you'd expect to be Having effect on me Pass undetectedly But everyone knows what has got me Takes me completely Touches so sweetly Reaches so deeply I know that nothing can stop me Sweetest perfection An offer was made An assorted collection But I wouldn't trade The sweetest perfection To call my own The slightest correction Couldn't finely hone Th
My Random Thoughts
My Rant
Here is my rant and then Im done....Over the passed 6 months Ive had some eye opening and heart breaking experiences that have basically rocked my world and taught me a few things.....1-never fully trust anyone unless they are your spouse/soulmate because they are the ones that are ALWAYS there for you no matter what....2-take things at face value....3-follow your gut instincts they are rarely ever wrong....4-If you believe in something dont back down just because someone doesnt agree...5-Always be willing to talk and listen to others because you never know if things can be fixed and 6-dont believe everything your told, if you have doubts ASK! And on that note I have made changes in my life and Ive stopped letting ppl walk all over me, I dont bottle things up, if I have a problem I will voice it instead of letting it stew and fester like so many do. Im working hard on trying to fix the things that are wrong in my life right now, between really missing my dad and wishing he was here
My Rantings
Including my original profile, I have been on Cherrytap/Fubar for over 2 years now, and I've met a lot of interesting people. It seems quite recently though that the slugs are starting to slither through the cracks. I don't expect everyone to love me, or the way I look, or the things I like. Hell, what fun would it be if we weren't all different?? But I have a general rule that I live by, even places like here, and it is basically the same thing my momma taught me years and years ago... if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all. BIG reason why I post very very few mumms..cuz I read and watch and admittingly, even laugh, at how evil we can all be to each other. A mumm sometimes is just asking to be ridiculed publicly. But what is really bunching my panties is something that has only started appearing recently. It seems some highly opinionated people who catch my pic while bored or otherwise, feel they not only have to comment, but comment quite rudely. And ye
My Random Thoughts
Im up for auction again! Click the pic and come make a bid... I will also be entering another auction check back for that one too! K I am a very random person. You might see me on your page rating away. Thats what I do. I never expect a thing in return. EVER. What drives me nuts is the people I hit coming back begging me to help them in a contest. If I wanted to help you out I would have. I do it for alot of people. I read most bullys and sometimes im just bored and will go and help out. I like doing it and will contiue to do it but I will not be helping the people that beg me. And the people who have deleted me as a friend because of someone on my friends list.. wtf... I think it is childish. I am friends with alot of people on here and could careless about what beef you have with someone. You don't like who is on my friends list delete me then cause I don't need the drama. I just love the people who complain that people do this and do it themselves. But what more can you expect
My Ramblings
You are beautiful woman. I want to fuck you. Let me fuck you tonight. I love you. Let me fuck you. Well its late and I am tired but I wanted to start a blog. Today I was hanging out with my kids and we were talking about bugs. They were talking about how spiders eat their mother. Anyway I asked if they'd ever seen a cow ant. I used to live in Georgia and I had an outdoor job down there and one day I was standing in a field and I looked down on the ground and there was this VERY FUCKING LARGE, FUZZY, ORANGE ANT walking around. The thing was HUGE!! I was like, WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!!???!! Some guy who was helping me said, Oh that's a cow ant. Well that is the first time I ever saw a cow ant and I was horrified. I didn't know such a thing existed. So my kids wanted to see this thing so we went on the computer and I googled cow ant. Turns out its not really an ant its a wasp with no wings. But it sure does look and move like an ant, albeit GIGANTIC AND FU
My Random Thoughts
"There are 39,000 men and women who make up the United States Coast Guard. This is because we are the Elite within Law Enforcement & Search and Rescue. We are the best of the best. When storms shut down entire ports - We go out. When hurricanes ground the United States Navy - We go out. When the holy lord himself reaches down from heaven and destroys his good work with winds that rip houses off the ground - We.. go.. out. So, if by some miracle, you actually have what it takes to become one of us - then - you get to live a life of meager pay, with the distinct possibility of dying.. slow, cold and alone somewhere in the vast sea. However, you also get the chance to save lives and there is NO greater calling in the world then that." United States Coast Guard Semper Paratus (Latin - Always Ready) Well - it's OFFICIAL!! This probably explains why I haven't been around here often.. or more or less off and on.. I've been recommended for re-enlistment by U.S. Coast Guard lega
My Ramblings...
It's amazing what a difference a day can make... I turned 35 yesterday, not a major milestone but still another year gone. It makes me think back on how much has happened in the last year. The last year was full of ups and downs. Some worse than others, some better. On my birthday last year, I was in Texas spending time with Paul and meeting Chris for the first time. About a month later, Chris and I were dating. Had a good time at the Gathering, in spite of a few hiccups. On 4th of July, I had my party as always and even more friends showed up. Fred found a new way to light fireworks, which made for interesting videos. At Seadog Nights, I took Muriel to her first event and opened her world to a whole new set of friends and ideas. Beginning of August was the Revel, at which I had a great time in spite of being kinda frazzled. At the end of August, I lost my FA and was told I need to fill a time-frame extension. I then spent the better part of 2 months trying to g
My Ravenvamp
If you are askingDo I Love You This Much? Yes I Do I Do Cherish You (Mark Wills)
~ My Random Thoughts~
~ my random thoughts~ ~ Women who do too much are not always great at pausing or taking deep breaths. They are good, however, at learning new things. This year, they should learn to pause and take deep breaths. ~ There is nothing noble in being superior to someone else. The true nobiltiy is in being superior to your previous self. ~ One of the by-products of doing too much is taking for granted people and things that are precious to us. When we do this, we rob oursleves. ~ Sometimes life seems like we are trying to find the end of a ball of string. What we are looking for is elusive and we know it is there somewhere. We get so bound up in looking that we don't see it when it's right in front of us. Stop....Look....Listen. ~There are a lot more crazy people out there than our mothers told us there were. We don't need to participate in their craziness.... We can recognize craziness for what it is.....and move on. ~ It's good to be aware of some changes that we know
My Random Stuff
If you're on facebook... add me! (I have the privacy settings pretty high so if you can't get to it with the link below, send me your email address for your facebook and i'll come find you)   Christy BebeCreate Your Badge Cuz I'm not saying this again. I'll just start deleting people... I'm sick of this shit. If you can't read my profile, I don't need you on my friends list... because if you can't take the 5 min it would take to read it, you're obviously not a friend anyway. I always do my best to be the best friend I can to everyone. Now obviously, I can't keep up with 3,000 people everyday. So, if I don't leave you comments and I don't talk to you all the time...forgive me. Also, if you add me as a friend just so you can see my pics and in hopes of seeing my private pics... don't waste your time. I'll take every fucking pic I have of me off this site if I have to. If you just want to see tits and ass, go buy a fucking magazine and get the hell off my page. Now if you're actua
My Rants
There are some people that just don't get it! They think that because you don't display your life history on your profile page that you MUST be a fake! I don't display certain things for certain reasons, as I am sure a lot of others do the same. Don't presume I am something I am not just because I don't show something or write something on my profile page. If you think something is amiss or you want to know something, it's called ASKING A QUESTION. I know a lot of folks have gotten used to just making accusations instead of showing common courtesy by asking. And if you don't like my page or if you disagree with something on my page then don't look at! It's that simple!!
My Rantings...
Yesterday was the first time I was able to take the bike out this year. I've been busy, and old man winter held on for quite a while, but I think he is finally gone ;) There really is nothing like a sunny day with the wind in your hair... If you ride you know what I'm saying, and if you don't, well, you need to ;) Better days are coming everyone, have a blast!
My Rambling Thoughts & Questions
I started to write this morning like I have done so many others I actually wrote quite a bit. I then realized that the subject I was writing on and what I was writing is one of the major issues that we face after being hurt as bad as so many of us have. The subject was loneliness I was trying to write a poem or at least something that I could post because it had been so long and I really wanted to say something about this. But there was just to much to say. I decided to just blog away instead. Here goes. Forgive me again though sleep deprivation is taking its toll again. I was laying in bed this morning feeling rather lonely myself a feeling that creeps in quite often I was going over many of the conversation I have had with many of you as well and I realized we all go through the same thing this void called loneliness that seeps in from all around us. This fear of not being able to love again, the fear of succumbing to this void in our heart and soul for the rest of our lives. I
My Ramblings
I Am A: Neutral Good Human Sorcerer (5th Level) Ability Scores: Strength-14 Dexterity-14 Constitution-16 Intelligence-15 Wisdom-16 Charisma-17 Alignment:Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable. Race:Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like. Class:Sorcerers are arcane spellcasters who manipulate magic energy with imagination and talent rather than studious discipline. They h
My Rant Of Fame
My Random Thoughts
My Rant On Gas Prices
ok so now we all know the price of gas has risen ever higher over the last few years and everyone feels there is nothing they can do about it, but alas friends there is, the only problem is it will take a vast maority of the american population to pull it off. NO, it can't be done by merely avoiding purchasing it from one company or another. The answer is in simple economics, the law of supply and demand, china and many other third world countries have advanced in technology driving their thirst for oil ever higher, more demand, same supply prices sky rocket. the solution is MORE supply. America has not increased it's production in many years, in fact our production has dropped. It's time to drill, time to pump our own oil! this will not drop prices overnight but it will expedite the end result of dropping them, after all the major oil production countries still pay under a dollar per gallon while we shell out over 4. Here's how YOU drop the price per gallon, go to http://
My Rant Or Rants
Today been pretty good or atleast it was. I did the normal thing watched my kid most of the day and played video games and watched movies. My kid is 4 montsh old. Any way's I live with her mother. She has problems with my friends cause they told her when she comes over she needs to wear more clother cause the feel that she looks like a slut every time she comes over. Wearring mini skirt's spageetti strap short shirt's and no bra. A lot of people have come to them and statted that they didn't like the way she came over. So they had asked her nicely if she was going to come over then she needs to put on more clothing. Not a problem in my eye's. Well my procedes to tell me that they was very rude with her. I read the email they wasn't rude at all. So in turn she has forbidden them to come over to her house. Because of the fact they told her that she needed to wear more clothes. So any way's that was a few day's go the email and what not. So today as I said was going fine. She took m
My Rants N' Raves... Getting Inside My Head
i write this blog very pissed off i write it out of anger n' frustration but i also write it out of standing up 4 my brothers n' sisters in uniform. i was just talking with a jerk off who doesn't support r troops or their cause as to which they lose their lives.i warn u i have pics. included in this blog if ur on of those ppl that can't handle this i'm sry but it needs 2 be said n' shown for the record that they do n' give so much for ur freedom as an American... they put themselves in danger in unknown places n' unknown 2 them territories... u go to work n' come home for them were they lay their head when they can sleep is home... they put their life on the line everyday they work... somedays tho they don't make it 2 the next day... they watch as the carnage of war wounds n' kills their best friends that have even become like family 2 them...
My Ramblings
With Litha upon us I found this appropriate. New beginnings, new things to try and this fits in. Enchanted Entrances and Bewitched Back Doors Doorways are in between places. Therefore they are considered to be magickal. So why not take a look at this idea from a Witchy perspective and see what we can conjure up? It's time to concentrate on the entrances to your enchanting home. First impressions are absolutely important. The threshold of the Witch's home sets a tone and introduces a sort of ambiance. Visitors to your place will probably feel it as they step up to the door. This can be a feeling of welcome to friends and family or it could be a feeling of warning or unease to intruders. If you are going through the trouble of creating a home that sparkles with magickal energy, why not set the mood right off the bat?There is the old, enchanting tradition of painting your front door blue. The color blue is both a magickal and peaceful color. It represents the element of water, heal
My Rants...
So, I was doing "airplane" with my four-month-old son, and I didn't realize he'd just eaten. You parents out there can see where this is going, but for the benefit of non-parents, read on. As I said, I was doing "airplane" with him, and we were on the futon in our library. He loves airplane, but this one turned out WAY bad. You know those moments where everything suddenly seems to run in super slow motion? This was one of them. I was on my back on the futon, holding him above my face, when all of a sudden I see (in super slow motion, of course), a thick line of baby vomit seemingly inching its way out of his mouth toward mine. In reality, everything was NOT in super slow motion, so naturally I couldn't get out of the way fast enough. Fortunately I had my mouth closed (what a horror show THAT would've been), but it was all over my chin, my chest (a shirt might've protected me some), and the futon. The boy escaped unscathed. The worst part of this whole experience? I couldn'
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My Ramblings...beware
I am NOT deleting my account or anything but I am moving tomorrow and don't have the internet yet, so be paitent lol. and I expect hundreds of messages and comments and tons of love to come back too!!! xoxo Shawna Dislaimer, I'm not kidding...I am not pretty, I am not skinny, so keep pretending I am, but if we ever meet, when you look at me and want to gag, just remember I warned you...I just don't want to get your hopes up..not that I am meeting any of you, well there is one guy who I want to meet...you know who you are..I hope you know...but...still worried you will turn and run...those are just pictures people, yes they are me, no they aren't photoshopped..duh..but you all say I am beautiful, georgous, sexy...yada-yada...and I just feel like plain jane, if I'm that lucky..anyways I am dead dog tired..night all!! I just saw someone's status as ....so..how long before he gets shot. So I have always thought the same thing, except I figured someone would do it before he ever could s
My Random Thoughts
Now everybody who even REMOTELY knows me knows my passion for Star Wars. They know that I love that movie with a geeky and dorky obsession that would rival any fan boy any day of the week. Some people may even know that I've gone to the extreme by naming my daughter after Star Wars. My point to this opening paragraph? I love Star Wars. However, even the great cinematic triumph that is my favorite thing ever put to celluloid has things that cause me to think. See, I was watching A New Hope the other day as I'm inclined to do. It was actually my daughter watching it, but hey, it's on, so I'm watching it too. Anyway, something hit me. So, Luke Skywalker and Leia Organa are twins fathered by one of the most powerful men in the galaxy, who's sense of darkness and evil is only shadowed by his master, Emperor Palpatine. So, in an attempt to keep hope alive that order will one day be returned to the force, Obi-Wan and Yoda decide to seperate the twins and hide them from their evil fa
My Rants
Ok, I don't normally do these kind of things, but I feel that I have a moral obligation to point out the obvious fact that journalism as an objective medium for information is completely and totally dead. Take what we've been seeing in the "mainstream" media lately. Completely slanted to the left, telling half truths, etc etc etc. Don't get me wrong, tuning in to Rush Limbaugh is the same thing the other way. All I'm saying is that I would like to have some objective source of information. If you want to report the facts, giving both sides of a story, being completely objective, then and only then can you call yourself a journalist. Otherwise, your just a tabloid reporter in a 3 piece suit. Comments welcome.
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My Rants
I. Sexual acts a. intercourse b. oral sex c. anal sex d. other... (yes the most frightening 'other' catagory) II. Genatalia and Other Body Parts a. male gentalia b. female genatalia c. mammaries d. I'm logging Fluids here too III. Other needed terms a. good adjectives to use b. good verbs ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I.Sexual Acts: A. Intercourse: Sexual Intercourse: a medical and scientific term, not very good for describing the lustful or loving act, mainly only used for concieving child, in a NON-sexual way. Sex: bland, unoriginal, and who wants unoriginal? Fornication: is this the bible? is it? cause if it's not, why is this word even here? Fucking: blunt, to the point, not very original, but it suffices. Sha-Boink-ee: If i ever see someone with this word used as sex in their story, i will contemplate suicide. Bumping Uglies: if they are 'uglies' why are they being mentioned anyway... Getting Booty: Not a
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My Racing Blog
I will be racing my Motorcycle the next 4 weekends.So I probably won't be around towards the end of the weeks.Friday I have to tune my bike,make shock adjustments,Change tires,Make my fuel mixture.And get the bike loaded on the trailer.Saturday I drive to the track have my bike Tech inspected,I get 3 dial in runs on the track.And after all the bikes have got their dial in's done.Then we start racing,But the cars go before us.So we have to wait.Then it's just process of elimination.You win,you move on.You lose you're done for the day.SATURDAY 10-4-08.Yesterday I smoked every race through the Quarter and Semi Finals.I got to the Finals last night.This morning I had 5 races and came in first place in Pro Stock.I got a 4 ft Trophy and $1,000.My last and final race I cut a 4/1000 sec. reaction time off the line.That's about the same as your odds of winning the lottery.I wish I could say that was skill.But it was more like 50% skill and 50% luck.You have to have Ice water in your veins to pu
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My Ramblings
Soooo. I've moved to NY state... It's coooold out there campers. It's a long haul from SC but it's a change. A fresh start I guess... Who knows what will happen.
My Random Dreams
        Me and my partner were going to a residence of a known drug dealer to apprehend him. As we bust down the door, he and his girlfriend begin to run out the back door. We pursue them, jumping over and stepping on trash and clutter. By this time, another cop had shown up and he and my partner both corner this drug pusher in the backyard. I tackled his girlfriend and was straddling her back, pinning her to the ground. She really didnt seem to care because she was wiggling her butt saying "Oh be rough with me, I like it!". I look over towards the drug dealer, who is being held at gun point and say "Tell us where the drugs are!". He replied "I will never tell!". By this time he is getting very agitated. I then say to him, "Well then, if you're not gonna tell us, then perhaps you might enjoy watching me have my way with your girl here". He didn't seem to care all that much, as if not giving up the location of the drugs were more important. I asked my partner for a condom and he hands m
My Rambelings
My Rants....
Today wasn't a good or bad day. It was just...a day. I mainly listened to my friends lives of sorrows and happenings, and reflected upon my own life. I think EVERYONE goes thru troubles on a daily basis! Isn't it funny how nothing is completely balanced? If it isn't a relationship, its your career, if its not those two, then its finances..........But I really believe it is those little things--those special moments that we forget about that should overcome all the fear and doubt. So many relationships are being torn apart because people lose faith. Not just in God--but in THEMSELVES. I believe that when I start a new relationship, that I want someone who is going to have faith in the Lord, themselves & ME. Besides communication, I think that is key.Perhaps I won't be with anyone at all....I am going to just take it one day at a time and wait for the right person this time if he happens to come along. My priorities are high. He must love the Lord, he must have confidence in hi
My Rants!!!
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My Racing Background
Well what can I say about Martin other then he is a great friend and an awsome driver. Yes that is him in those pics that I have. No ladies he is taken by someone as well if you are wondering. Well lets see here his family and my family are really great friends since we were kids. Now he went a different path then me in his racing career and it shows since he races in the Nascar Sprint Cup Series. He is currently helping me try to make it with some team and I hope I do make it too. Hopefully he remains in what he is doing and hopefully I will make it since in the past it has shown that we can motivate each other on the track. Which means we both usually do well. Well I really didn't pay attention to most of my stats for most of the things I did since I was a kid. Now how ever I do have stats for the ASA and ARCA Remax. I raced the 21 Ford Car in the ASA Racing Series and 28 Ford Car in the Arca Remax Series. My ASA Career: 148 Starts, 25 Wins, 32 Top Fives, 51 Top Tens and 1997 and 199
My Rants...
I just got back from driving my kids to school... As I drove through the center of town, the street was lined with cars since it is Election Day... I find it so sad that all these people rush & scurry to place their vote for the candidate that they feel is deserving of holding office... I find it sad because these people actually think their vote matters... Not these days.... It was predetermined that Obama will be our next president... McCain & Hillary are merely pawns to make the game look good... Others like Ron Paul run hoping to make a difference... Take a look back a few years to another election that turned into a circus with recounts & a big to do about who actually got the votes... That election involved our beloved current president.... Most people know that he really didn't win that election... But he still got placed at the head of our country... And just look at what has happened since... Our country has gone to shit & here we are bordering on another depression....
My Rant For The Day
I swear some people need to have their head examined big time, one of them is not my girlfriend Kate here, she goes to the grocery store up the road to get some canned cat food for our two cats, she was given the money by me since I have the money because she likes to loose the money, well, she comes back home and come to find out, she finds a kitten probably 3 mohths old that some idiots lets out and she finds it outside at the store so she puts it inside her coat and shirt and brings it back here and the cat was cold and it's not even 40 degrees out up here, I swear, I'd like to find the idiot that does that to let a 3 month old kitten out and doesn't take care of it here. If people are going to be that careless and cold to let their cat have kittens and then just let the kittens go free like that, they shouldn't have pets at all, that pisses me off to no end here!
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My Rants...
Now let me just say first that I like tattoos if they are done well and don't just look like a blob of ink. That having been said, what's with all the ugly boob tattoos on this site? A big black tattoo on top of your boob that looks like it was done by a nearsighted drunk with shaky hands is not hot ladies. So please give it a little thought before you choose to get inked. When you're 80 you'll thank me. :)
My Ramblings
Okay.. Little upset here.... i go and rate the HELL out of people to the point THEY level and all i get in return is a damn profile rate? They can't fan too? And at least do ONE little album?! i mean shit! i rate ALL of theirs until i run out of rates for the day and i get NOTHING in return! THEN, i get yelled at cause i can't rate someone else's pics cause i have already used up all my rates for the day AND all anybody wants to do is yell at me?! i have worked HARD, by myself without complaining a single time to anybody and this is the thanks i get?!?! FUCK THAT!!! i make tags for people and half the time, i forget to chage for it. But are they honest enough to pay me? NO! And i let it slide. i work my ass off, rating away and get bitched at for not being able to rate others! FUCK THAT!!!! From now on, do NOT come to me begging for rates if you can't understand that i'm out will get your pics the next day when i get my rates back. And i WILL come after people for my fubuck
My Ranting And Rambling
Ok well apparently when people add me they dont read my profile, as said if people dont talk to me well poof gone. I want REAL Friends not just high numbers of them who never speak or are too stuck up to even allow their "friends" to send them messages... So I am cleaning out my friends list if ya dont talk tome your gone deal with it. Anyone who hasnt talked to me and wants to stay on the list feel free to pm or sb me, if i dont hear anything your gone toodles have a nice day im sure you can find someone else to be a point for you...
My Ranting
NEW RULE: SINCE PEOPLE NOW FEEL THAT THOSE WITHOUT AUTO 11'S ARENT WORTH THEIR TIME TO RATE I WILL NO LONGER BE RATING ANYONE WITH AUTO 11'S ON ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO DONT RETURN THE RATES ITS TIME PEOPLE LEARNED THAT PEOPLE WITHOUT AUTOS NEED THE LUV TOO SO I WILL NOT RATE ANYONE WITH AUTOS ANY MORE IF I AMNOT WORTH YOUR TIME BECAUSE I DONT HAVE AUTOS YOU ARENT WORTH MY TIME RATING YOU BECAUSE YOU DO HAVE THEM!!!
My Rambling
ok everyone who cares im going to be going out of town for a while pretty soon, so i will probably be awol for atleast a while while i handle some things. wish me luck Ok I have decided to follow a friends advice... I make morphs and comment tags ( for lounges for instance to promote them) So I have decided to put it out there for everyone that I will make a custom profile pic morph/animated pic or comment tags for blasts, vip membership, auto11's, and other blings. Anyone who gets me a VIP Will get all 100 11 rates daily as well durring HH. SB me or PM me for more info if interested. Will also make custom graphics for lounges or and make skins
My Randomness...
think i'm going for a walk now i feel a little unsteady i don't want nobody to follow me 'cept maybe you i could make you happy you know if you weren't already i could do a lot of things and i do tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you too bad you had to have a better half she's not really my type but i think you two are forever and i hate to say it but you're perfect together so fuck you and your untouchable face and fuck you for existing in the first place and who am i that i should be vying for your touch and who am i i bet you can't even tell me that much two-thirty in the morning and my gas tank will be empty soon neon sign on the horizon rubbing elbows with the moon a safe haven of sleepless where the deep fryer's always on radio is counting down the top 20 country songs and out on the porch the fly strip is waving like a flag in the wind y'know, i don't look forward to seeing you again soon you'll look like a photograph of yourself
My Random Thoughts
I've been working on myself, doing a lot of soul searching and just thinking about things and how they turned out. I never did really understand people or rather how they interact with each other. When you put someone alone in a room, they fall into a great despair wanting nothing more to be in the company of someone - anyone... Just to feel wanted, needed, loved, missed, hated...to feel ... anything. When you put two people in a room they spend most of their time fucking, and trying to figure out better ways of getting down each others pants. When you put three people in a room, they spend most of their time plotting to kill each other. Put four people in a room and they begin to choose sides, they start forming packs and they develop an "us versus them" mentality...that is how wars start. In the end I found that people are essentially still hardwired in their emotional core as primates...if they are not fighting or fucking then they create their own drama so they w
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My Rants And Complaints
I MUST COMPLAIN AND BITCH ABOUT THIS!!!! in real life these women get no attention so they come on site like fubar and they take a million chest up pictures and pose in the same way, different color bras, shirts, etc.... smiling, pouting, kissing, bla bla never to show their bodies... because they have an ass the size of a house! not saying big women are not pretty, but i mean come on, one girl i saw today had 900 fucking hundred pictures of her face! like i said same face but different expressions and shirts, and they usually have their huge tits (face it most fat girls have huge tits) hanging out of their bra's im just sayin geezzzz hundreds of pictures of your fucking face! get a life! loose some weight! or something i do like face shots, but do something more original then 900 pictures of your face! please! ok im done
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My Random Thoughts Of Poetry
Twisting, I wind in through the familiar……. Staring, so strangely Into oblivion Curious…… At this cost? What will be delivered……? If only those words would have meant just a little bit…. More….. .... Now in one breath, one conscious decision I left behind the doubt that hides beneath the burden But in those tears, she cried I could taste her confusion- Behind the bitter sweet taste of regret lies the illusion .... So dream of a place, as you drift away Anywhere at all, anywhere to escape Know now. What was done, for some it is hard to take But for her it truly meant Every god damn thing For her it took Everything….. Away .... Bitter sweet as she shared her thoughts of regret And how she feels like she has…. Nothing to live for, nothing at all left If only at those times, there would be no submission If only in this life, w
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My Rants And Shout Outs
I am new here and would like to get to know some new friends because the old ones just keep hurting me
My Rantings
Broken Sorrows In darkest night is where I fight, Eclipsed by shroud, Drowns out the light. You'll never see me soar past your hanging cloud, I'm in the dirt, rough from the hurt. That night replays in my mind, No happiness shown, No peace here I find. Within me now, your gift is free, Broken Sorrows spring forth from deep inside of me. Within me now, all hate takes flight, Replaced the just with what feels so right. You're out of my mind now get out of sight, You had a shot doesn't phase me in the slight. Complications arise, that I can understand, But you're a grown adult, you don't need my hand. Don't walk away I hear you cry, "Please stay." You think you know about who's in this song Smile real bright fucker you couldn't be more wrong. Within me now your gift is free, Broken Sorrows spring forth from deep inside of me Within me now all hate takes flight Replaced the just with what feels so right. In the end it doesn't matter, Take
My Ramblings
so i got uber jealous tonite when i have to remember who it is He sleeps with every night...jealousy is not allowed in a kajira mind and it keeps creeping into mine...how do i stop it and when will i be able to fully trust that nothing will go on?  i trust Him with my life but yet i get jealous over a lil flirting online...get your head out of your ass Susi...He loves YOU! it upset Him and i promised not to do it again but i should have promised to try harder not to let it happen again...i am really sorry Master....this is eating me up more than a punishment ever could...i really do love you and only you...and i want to be a good slave for you and i will do my hardest not to let the jealousy over take my mind again...
My Rant 5/8/09
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let me be the bandage to your bleeding let me be the ocean for your tears let me be the secret of your healing let me be the song to still your fears love isnt love that cannot love in darkness nor is it love that turns away from pain nor would i love would i not hold your sadness and with my love your love of life will sustain so do not think your malady aburden and do not think my willingness a deciet just let your sorrow flow into my garden and i will share with you the harvest sweet. oh my god i am so pissed off right now. lets see, sunday i had to call the cops because my neighbor who is infatuated with my 14 year old daughter tried getting in my house while i was gone. of course he owuldnt answer the door for the cops. then tuesday someone broke into my house while i was grocery shopping. took all my money, all my jewelry and some other stuff. then on wendsday i had to call the cops and press charges on a kid at my sons school for assulting him and last night i had to
My Rant Of The Century..fuck Some Of You!
First off I must say if you really dont like me then you can kiss my ass and delete me.I will say what the hell I want to say when I want to say it.Im a strong woman and I will never shut my mouth when someone tells me to.This site is really annoying sometimes and then really awesome sometimes.Lately Ive had some real winners become "friends" with me.First off who the hell are you to judge me?Why did you add me as a friend if you didnt like my page or what I do.I am a grown adult woman who is quite intelligent and can make my own decisions.Dont tell me my pics are immoral.Dont tell me Im a whore.Dont tell me Im a bitch.If you dont like me simply move on.That is what I do.If I dont like someone here I block them and go about my day.Lately Ive had friends mark pics NSFW when they clearly arent.Ive had friends tell me they thought I was something bad and then figured out I was quite kind and actually talk to people.Im no stuck up snob.I talk to anyone.But Im sorry I have 3000 friends.Stop
My Rants And Faqs
To the people that ask it it is simple the life is more intreging for me i prefer to roleplay cuz i cant think of a better way  oh and makes for some killer snm oh and another thing your shoe is untied *runs* lol no but peace i think i have finnaly notice why rap videos are poplar turn the volume down on your tv and watch its histericall without music sorry if this offends rap fans
My Rant Of The Day
                                       I’m stuck in a closed minded, self righteous, bible thumping society.  How does this make me the crazy one for believing in my own self enlightenment and not in a two-thousand year old fairy tail?  What if you’re wrong and this is the only life you’ll have?  What if you’ve been to busy trying to please the sky for a place in it when you should’ve been living for the moment with your feet on the ground?  Why not take life by the horns and do what makes your heart happy instead of putting all your faith in a place that might not be there in the end?  You don’t need the sky to forgive you your foibles when you should embrace who you are and live life accordingly.  Treat others as you want to be treated and they should reciprocate.  A smile gets a smile and a frown gets a frown.   It’s not hard to believe in a universe formed out of coincidence when science and liner thinking come into play.  Though I gues
My Random Blogz
B's last BENGE B's Last BengeJust when I thought that my life was headed down the right pathI lost more than a lover,but my best friendNow I'm left to deal with the mess and after mathI opened my heart and let him inHe was there for me when I was aloneand whenever he wanted I answered the phoneit wasn't his body or looks but his friendship everydayhis heart his mind and all his kind generous wayshe always knew what to do when I was sadhe could make me laugh even if he made me madI felt like in him i could trust and dependfound out that i got played in the end  HIS LAST NAME IS BENGE I'm sorry for everything I was! I appologize for everything I am! I appologize for everything I'm not or cant be! I'm sorry I don't understand the decisions u made. I'm sorry that i just can't say that I know how u feel, bc I don't. I will never understand why or how u could make the choices n decisions u made! I'm sorry that I can't make everything all better! I appologize for not knowing how! I'm extr
My Random Writings And Other Stuff
Girl I just got a few things to say to you, because in your heart you know it’s true. I would give my best to you, if you just let me prove to you, that I’m the only one for youBut when I look in your eyes, girl it’s no surprise, I see so much pain inside.But I’m just not like the rest of them, I’ve got no games to play an gotta to say.That if you need then I’m here, to make all them tears disappear   Girl I’m not making any promises, and I’m not goin to lie to youI know I’ll make you mad; I might even make you sad But girl you know if I do, I’ll do my best to make it up to youCause you know my heart is true and I got so much love to give to you   I know I can’t get you everything you want, but I want to be everything you needAnd girl you know that, I want you by my side, and I just can’t hide all these feelings insideAnd girl I just want to kiss your lips, every time I make you smileI just want to run my fing
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James "Pop" Frank Basinger, Jr.March 6, 1923 - July 1, 2009 CONWAY – James Frank “Jimmy” Basinger, Jr., 86, formerly of Smackover, went home to the Lord on Wednesday July 1, 2009.Born the middle child of Maggie Ola and James Frank Basinger, Sr., on March 6, 1923, Jimmy was raised outside Sarepta, LA, during the Great Depression, along with his 15 brothers and sisters. Jimmy was a veteran of the Pacific campaign in WWII. Upon returning home from war, Jimmy sought out a beautiful little red-headed lady named Dorothy Preston who worked at the post office in Smackover AR. Though she had never met him, Dorothy wrote letters of encouragement to Jimmy while he was fighting the war overseas. Jimmy married Dorothy and remained a devoted husband and provider to her for over 63 years. Affectionately known as “Pop” to his children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren, Jimmy found endless joy in spending time with all the children in his family. Pop could always be
My Randomness & Nothings
Just want to welcome everyone to my blog happy reading.     Seriously how lame are you? I think it's funny if I give my honest opinion and someone rates me low just cause I gave them a low score get over it stop taking it personal not everyone is gonna think your a ten! This site is hilarious!
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My Ramblings
SO,IN THE COURSE OF DOING MY FU-BUISNESS LAST NIGHT, A LADY SEEN MY NSFW PICS AND ASKED IF THEY ARE REAL. I ASSURE YOU THAT ALL MY PICS ARE REAL AND THEY ARE OF ME....  I AM SO SICK OF HEARING PEOPLE CRY ABOUT THE STATE OF AFFAIRS IN ARIZONA. THE POLICE HAVE THE RIGHT TO PULL YOU OVER AT ANY TIME...PERIOD. IF YOU HAPPEN TO BE HERE ILLEGALLY...THEN FUCK YOU!!!  BYE!!!  IF YOU WANT TO GO THROUGH THE PROCESS AND BECOME AN AMERICAN THE RIGHT WAY..."WELCOME TO AMERICA"  BUT,IF YOU ARE ONE OF THE MILLIONS THATS JUMPED ACROSS THE FUCKING BORDER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT...FUCK YOU. IM SO FUCKING SICK OF COMING ACROSS PEOPLE THAT CANT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING..IN ENGLISH. ITS FUCKING BULLSHIT THAT WE HAVE TO TEACH OUR KIDS SPANISH SO THEY CAN COMMUNICATE WITH OTHERS. LEARN THE LANGUAGE OF THE LAND OR GET THE FUCK OUT! WE ARE NOT IN MEXICO ANYMORE DORTHY...   It seems that my NSFW pics have attracted a woman that looks like a fuking truck driver in drag and she says that my pics are
My Rants And Other Things.
I hate it when i get messages asking if im single...Does everyone just look at pics?! I mean come the fuck on it says "in a relationship" so NO i'm not single. and this doesnt just happen on here, it happens on myspace, collarme, and yahoo. its so fucking annoying....please read the fucking profile before you ask if im single so your not wasting my time or yours.
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1Wet heat drifts through the afternoonlike a campus dog, a fraternity ghostwaiting to stay home from football games.The arches are empty clear to the sky.Except for the leaves: those lashes of ourthinking and dreaming and drinking sight.The spherical radiance, the Old Englishlook, the sum of our being, "hath percedto the roote" all our springs and fallsand now rolls over our limpness, a dailydragon. We lose our health in a loveof color, drown in a fountain of myriads,as simply as children. It is too hot,our birth was given up to screaming. Ourlife on these street lawns seems silent.The leaves chatter their comparisonsto the wind and the sky fills upbefore we are out of bed. O infiniteour siestas! adobe effigies in a landthat is sick of us and our tanned flesh.The wind blows towards us particularlythe sobbing of our dear friends on bothcoasts. We are sick of living and afraidthat death will not be by water, o sea.   3The alternatives of summer do not removeus from this place. The fain
My Random Musings. :)
My 100 Truths...1. Name – Leslie2. Like it – It's okay. I wish it was more feminine.3. Single or taken – Taken 100%!4. Zodiac sign – Aries5. Male or female- A total chica!6. elementary... Castle Heights7. Middle – 32nd St/USC Performing Arts Magnet8. High – North Hollywood Zoo Magnet9. College - Not yet. Getting there!10. Hair color – Dark auburn. 11. Eye color – Dark brown12. Hair length – To my shoulders, mostly. It's layered.13. Current worry – Money, job, money, job.14. Race – Half-Latina. No, I don't speak Spanish. 15. Are you a health freak - In certain ways. 16. Height – 5'017. Do you have a crush on someone? Maybe.18. Do you like yourself? - Yes. 99.9% of the time.19. Piercings – 4 in each ear.20. Tattoos – One. 21. Righty or lefty – Lefty!FIRSTS-22. First surgery – Nothing yet23. First piercings – My ears25. First award – I won an essay award in elementary school.26. Fir
My Ramblings...
My Ramblings
Out in the dark night I look up aboveMoon so beautiful I think about loveHow grand it would be if you could just seeThe sight above and be standing here with meMy arm around you an your soft hand in mineI'd be just like heaven at least in my mindBut miles apart each other we may never seeSo I look at he moon and dream of what could becurt I see a line of cars and their all painted blackI see flowers and smell the smell of fresh turned earthI see the hot sun shine down on a small over dressed crowdI see sweat mix with tears from sad eyesI see the lid come down and then I"m aloneI see the darknessI see nothingI feel a rumbleI feel the earth ripped apartI feel the evil in this placeI feel the devil's hot breath on my faceI feel so cold insideI feel searing fleshI feel all love is no moreI feel forever             curt Hear the wail of a million demonsLate night an angels are scream'nNight so black can't see'm come'nhear'm march'n to the devils drum'nAngel's army try'n to respondNo time le
My Randomness
You're my angel in disguise You read my soul with your eyes Your spirit has entered my heart And it's my hope we never part For you are so special to me, Without you, my heart would weep bitterly. You're my angel in disguise Your love comforts my cries At night you guide me through the strife And it is for that, my dear angel, I owe you my life. There's something I find, in being with you, that is lost to me elsewhere. The surety of your step, beside mine. The certainty in your voice, when you speak to me. The passion behind your eyes, that touches my soul. All these that take our relationship steps beyond our dreams, past surety and certainty both, to a realm of faith. All these things, and more, I find in being with you. Hold on to me Let me comfort you when you hurt Hold on to me Let me love you when you hate yourself Hold on to me Let me help you through your trials I am the joy in your smile I am the tears that you cry I am in every beat of your heart Hold on to me.
My Ramblings...
(This is an important true story of my life I wish to share with you.)..: I had met him around Sept 11th 2001- that should have been ominous enough. I was out dancing at my usual spot with my usual hommie- Nina. He was the first good looking white guy to ever dance with me- I usually get the dirty Mexican or the black guys all over me =( He was VERY good looking> tall, dirty blonde, clean cut. I wanted him. I kissed him! I hadn’t even known his name yet. WE exchanged numbers and went out on a date. Well...that date didn’t end up a one-night-stand. In December-of the same year- we moved in together. He was in the Army so the moving in and finances were easy. Month later I got pregnant....he was happy about it even though unexpected. I had a miscarriage in February. That’s when the darkness came. He as partier from the beginning...but nothing unusual for a just turned 21 year old. After the miscarriage he became an alcoholic. An abusive,violent,erratic drunk. I was the
My Ramblings
I drive home after a long hard day at work, I call home to let you know I am on my way and when I get to the door you are waiting for me on your knees dressed only in your bra and panties and your new collar. I walk through the house and notice that you have cleaned it as you were told and went into the bathroom to take a shower. My inspection of it reveals that you have forgotten to wipe out the shower and you lower your eyes when you see I am displeased. You know that you will be disciplined for this.You start the shower so that it is the perfect temperature and I get in. You strip down to nothing but the collar and get in where you take the soap and washcloth and begin to wash me. You wash my body and I notice your flushed appearance. I look at you and see your nipples are in a high state of arousal as you go to your knees and wash my legs and feet before you move to clean my cock and ass. Getting out of the shower you take a large towel and dry me. Moving into the bedr
My Random Stuff
If you'r going to add me  to your friendlist, the following requirements are a prerequisit...   1) You're female and were born that way.  2) You write something in the friend request so I know you're not just looking for people to add and give you points. 3) You're not a member/owner of a lounge I've been banned/ejected from.   --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------   The 3 requirements listed above are the requirements for me to add you. I'm not being conceited or trying to make myself sound cool or whatever else you may try to accuse me of trying to be, I'm just being honest about my preferences.   That's all. Bye =)
My Random Thoughts
There once lived 2 computers that met on the net, the lived hapily spamming eachother over the years. One day they swaped coolant fluids n made beautiful hardware. They grew fast and constantly needed to be updated. They later grew up and tookover the net as their parents did n made beautiful malware which spread across the net. The parents grew out of date as their hardware soon grew to be full grown towers as they were. Soon they moved onto other sites n made more hardware n made many processors and became one big happy station.    That is all for this random thought of the week.
My Random Days...
Hey gals, guys, and wonderful couples! I hope you’ve been doing good  I’ve been well and this evening I just got back home from my mum and dad’s house and we watched Day and Night, and also a few episodes of The Sons of Anarchy. I missed the ending of the movie because I had to run out to the store but I did get to watch the episodes of the Sons of Anarchy and holyyy smokess that is one intense, seat gripping show!! I don’t have Netflix unfortunately, but if I did I know what I’d be watching haha! Now i’m home watching a show about a missing girl on TRUtv. And while doing so I’m looking up some cute quotes as well. I found a website that has toooonss of different types of quotes so here a few I liked    “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.” “Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.” “The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder.” “The
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Let's start off with the basics. My name's Mary and I'm 23 years old. (lets't see if you have a good attention span as I keep going.) I was born in NY, I am currently in KS. (Don't ask). My family was/is as dysfuntional as they come, but it made me who I am today. I learned that the only person who will be there in the end for you, is well, yourself. So, you should really be good to that person you see starring back at you in the mirror because in the end, maybe no one else will be. Yes, I do have some revealing photos of myself on here. That does not mean it's an open ticket for other things or naked photos. I'm actually pretty shy in some ways but, I am a flirt at times. I'd say that I'm a pretty decent person. I have a passion for working with disabled children with learning disabilities and behavioral problems. I have done so for quite a while- it makes me realize that we're actually the stupid ones. (lol)   I am an artist. I write poetry and enjoy painting, as well as sculpti
My Rants!
....okay...so these past couple of days...ive been thinking....i wonder what my life wouldve been like if i didnt get into certain things back in highschool...would i still be the person who i am today? would i be a better person? would i be where i want to be in life? would my ambitions be different? would i...........theres just too many questions........   well....im sure that i probably wouldnt really be the person who i am today....with all the shit ive been through and experienced in the past........wow...i wouldnt be so AWESOME! LOL. nah...ive been thru soooooooooooo much shit...its crazy....bleh....theres just so many thoughts running thru my brain so fast that i dont even know wtf to type anymore hahah. so ill end this here! PEES! for anyone who reads this........meh. so this random man n lady come up to me and offered to clean my headlights on my car for $5..so i said alright..so after they finished i was surprised they got the yellow layer off so i gave em $6 to be nice...
My Ramblings
how do you be the bigger man when you have a broken heart lol i promised myself i would not get caught up on this site, i lied to myself lol. found myself liking two ladies on here now my fave 2 are down to my fave 1 lol. i dont want to be a real douche and be mean and spiteful and stop being friends with people i care for but it just is a little much to be around the one that broke my heart. the bad part is that it really is not her fault. i still have my one fave i adore but if i was gone she would be okay and probably not even miss me lol. I still care for my number 2 and want them to do well but hanging around them just hurts my heart right now. I guess it will just take time. its okay its only my heart it will stop soon lol
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My Random Thoughts
Long story short, I'm kind of lost. Friend of mine I met recently likes me, but wants me to find someone else. Everyone else gives me an excuse of "you deserve better". Yet, no one has the nerve to step up to the plate. I'll admit it is a bit troublesome, but things ended up getting more complicated than I have expected because of my friends alternant personalities. Now they have something of mine and every one of my friends hate them for some reason. Seems me being happy comes with the expence of friends. -.-   They honestly don't know how to approach me.. I don't think she knows how to talk to guys anymore.. She literally only wants to talk when she is leaving because of the anxiety it must cause her... Ugh, I'll figure something out.    -Niho
My Random Thinking
Ok folks, just wanted to bitch a little, yet hopefully make a difference in the way things go around here, but I doubt it. I was just noticing that a friend had posted a status message, and someone had posted "activity feed" info on the damn status message. WTF? This goes on alot online. My question is WHY?? I mean if I were to post that Ronald Regan had come back to life and will be running for President again, do you really think I give a flyin fuck that you just got a damn "D" on your report card?? NOOOOOOOOOOO! Post that shit in its appropriate place, start a new message on my page, certainly I don't mind. What are you guys problems? Too damn lazy to hit that scroller wheel one or two more times to get past my status message? There is a place for everything, and posting that shit on someones status message is not the place. I guess I'm through ranting for now, so you guys can go on and rip me a new asshole for having said something about this shit, but remember this; if this offend
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My Random Thoughts
Fubar has the best of everything. It has the best people, and activities the internet has to offer and I for one love it alot! Is it just me or has this site gotten better and better? I love Fubar and am going to be a long standing member for as long as I can, or as long as my computer keeps running.
My Random Shit In Control!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:crystal Schwenk Birthday:april 4th 1989 Birthplace:silver spring maryland Current Location:Va Beach Eye Color:blue Hair Color:Blonde Height:5'5'' Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:irish, italian, german, and some other shit The Shoes You Wore Today:none yet Your Weakness:when a guy is sweet and treats me like a queen. and treats me like im the only girl in the world!  Your Fears:Snakes and spiders Your Perfect Pizza:Its a tie between pepperoni and sausage Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I would like to start college by the begining of the year. i wanna have my degree in teac
My Rants
Merry Christmas Indeed... I just found out, today of all days, that my mom is very sick and needs surgery to save her life :( I guess what's going on is she's hemorrhaging and can't stop because her iron levels are so low. The surgeons don't know when they can get her in for her hysterectomy and she's getting worse :'( I just got my mom back in my life and now I may lose her again... I just hope that they can figure out when in January they will get her in for surgery before she bleeds to death... I really don't want to lose my mom again :'(
My Rants/poems
Her eyes locked onto mine Her lips whispering the sweetest of words Promises of wealth and power She tells me my dreams will all come true Leaning in for a kiss The room goes black with pleasure My life flowing between her lips Becoming weaker by the minute She pulls away telling me this is the start of a new life Cutting her beautiful pale flesh Her blood falls to my lips Each drop full of memories from a life not my own The pain inside causing me to cringe As my body dies from this world to join another I open my eyes to her smiling face Am I dead? Am I alive? No she tells me ...You are eternal       You call me self destructive I say you have no idea what true destruction is I am no harming myself no no Far to much corruption left to lay down Souls yet to claimTrue friendships yet to created I am not evil Not the devil And damn sure not half of what you think I am My true self is not someone you can begin to understand Few have stood on my lev
My Rablings
I thought about this all week. I'm going to do it by decades.   80's   Kay Parker and Jerry Butler 90's   Stephanie Swift and Ron Jeremy 00's   Zoey Andrews and Lex Steele   I could add so many to this list. Like Amber Lynn and Nina Hartly. Anna Malle and Savannah. R. Bolla and Job Dough   Who do you like?
My Ramblings..
My Ramblings
People want you to think the same way they do. Fuck that. I'm my own person. I will think the way I want to think, I will talk the way I want to talk. And no one is going to change that. And if you do not like what I have to say or think or do, you can get to stepping, kick rocks or whatever. I'm not going to bow down and think the same way you are. Fuck that. And if anyone does not like it, they can kiss my white ass. Period. I hate women. I swear I do. You are suppose to be talking with one to work out a relationship. And the bitch goes behind your back to get with her ex. Not to mention, she didn't tell you a god damn thing. Fuck lying ass trifling bitches. ... ok. i want to speak my peace. i'm sorry to what happened to trayvon martin. and my condolences goes out to his family. but... george zimmerman was found not guilty by a jury of his peers. it should be the end of it. but, you got the civil rights people and everyone pushing for more justice. that's kind of bullshit. because of
My Rant...
My Two Cents      Watching a documentary on Charles Bukowski while listening to new age music…what the Hell was I thinking. Bukowski undoubtedly would have gone straight to the hard shit if he knew. But then, he might have dug it, for a while anyway, until the drink ran out and the secret torment devils started their insane forever rant of pain and despair.nothing like a good delirious tremens puke after the first snort…    Thinking about the forces that drive the world, too vast and obscure to encircle, what was the cause of the first urban battle…Lust? Envy? Rape? Murder? The Devil? The real messed up thing about the present consciousness, is the seeming giddy oblivious passiveness of the majority…I mean, who's buying futures  when it's a global understanding that oil, food, financing, and political friendliness between countries,  are scarce and regionally problematic commodities, and even the further rising pollution of  our planet is worsening, a very
My Rccl Cruise To Jamaica & Labadee 12/12/2012
My Real Color
My friend sent this to me and encouraged me to post it and spread the word. I agree. If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. Seriously Please read: STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) and just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food - while she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00pm , Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die. They end up in a h elpless, hopeless condition instead. It only takes a minute to read this... A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hou
My Results From The Think Fast Game
Don't think about an answer...just put the first thing that pops into your head down. 1. My ex is still... Hippy trying 2. I am listening to.. more cowbell!!! 3. Maybe I should... tattoo my penis 4. I love... lamp 5. I dont understand.... people that like child porn 7. I lost... my right leg in a boatig accident 8. People say... I'm the life of the party 'cause I tell a joke or two 9. The meaning of my screen name is... serendipitous 10. Love is... overrated 11. Somewhere, someone.... is munching on mangos from a manic meat market manager 12. I will always... part my hair to the left 13. Forever seems... ah.....who cares? 14. I never wanted... ....why do I have "Wichita Lineman" stuck in my head? 15. My cell phone is.... does anyone know what "The Butterfly" is? 16. When I wake up in the morning... ...and the Wichita Lineman...is still on the line.... 17. I get annoyed.... I wonder if it's safe to eat spinach again?
My Realm
I want to thank all the nice people on here and the new friends I've made who knows maybe even get lucky and find the woman of my dreams lol I can only hope
My Respect
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Romance is like love, it has no color nor an age, It cannnot be explained in a single word or phrase. Romantic or not, anyone can relate, especially those with any affection to anyone or anything. Romance is overrated, or overrated is exaggerated, meaning, evryone has their own opinion, on its definition. To have some affection towards another, or a interest in your own contributions, is like the feelings of romantic persuader, dwelling to their own mechasisms. Romance is passion, the involvement of strong feelings. It may also be a burden if obsession has penetrated. But, who can define what Romance really mean? is it the young couple's who use it as pass time, or the old folks, who say it is their secret. I honestly cannot say, for romance to me is like trying to explain, what makes a rose an attribution to my opposite sex. I do not try to infer on own life, but this word has brought an attraction to
My Recent Lost
My dog JD who was 14yrs old feel ill on the 2nd and passed on today the 5th. He was just a mutt, I resecued him from the pound when he was 7 wks. He out lasted two wives and several girlfriends. He will be greatly missed by me and my other dogs. He spent the last days of his life in the house, just as he started out. I did all I could for him in the end. I sat with him his last mourning, petting him and just talking to him. I will miss him soooo much. He will be my last outside dog. The only reason he became an outside dog, was cause I lost my place and had to stay with my mom and her asshole of a husband so outside he went and thats where he stayed. Rest in piece buddy. I Miss You.
My Real And Cherry Tap Family
My Relm Of Insanity
My Reality Show
If you come to my home and see my many books about Magick on my bookshelf, and you ask yourself if I was studying witchcraft. You could have a tremor of fear in your voice. When you ask me. Yes, I will answer Oh, don’t do that, you might plead, your understanding of the word “witch” coming from the usual channels of misinformed media and vested interest pulpit. But I’ve always been a witch, I will say, and so have you. The day you pulled your children out of church, took them to a field of flowers, and told them they didn’t have to go to church to find God…you were a witch. Every time I pick an herb to make a tea for a sick friend…I'm a witch. I sit in my garden, realizing I'm part of nature, a child of Earth…I'm a witch. I take a moment, focus my intent, and dream. When that dream manifests…I've made magick. Magick is the art of changing the visible with the invisible. Pagan, ancient Earth religion, of the Earth, about Goddess, Gaia, the Earth Mother, about Communion,
My Recipes
Chicken Cordon Bleu Ingredients: 4 boneless skinless chicken breasts 8 slices of boiled ham; thin 4 oz Bleu Cheese (or Swiss if you prefer) 1 Tablespoon melted butter 1 Large egg; beaten 3/4 cup Parmesan cheese Pound chicken breasts to about 1/3" thick. ( I like to put it in a zip lock bag, keeps the spatter down) Place ham on breast then 1/2 oz of bleu or swiss cheese. Roll up; securing with a toothpick. Dip each breast-roll into a mixture of the melted butter and beaten egg. Roll in Parmesan cheese and place in buttered baking dish. Bake at 350ºF for 30 to 35 minutes or until browned and tender. Serves 4 Greek Seafood Salad Prep time: 20 minutes Marinating time: 20 to 30 minutes Grilling time: 3 to 5 minutes Dressing 1/4 cup plus 2 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil 3 tablespoons red wine vinegar 1/2 teaspoon minced garlic 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano 1/4 teaspoon crushed red chili flakes 5 medium vine-ripened red tomatoes 1/
My Relationship With My Dad
As a little girl all she ever wanted was to be loved by her parents and her siblings. She awakes one morning to find her mom crying and doesn't know why, but she starts to cry. Her mom sits us all down, being one of five children all different ages, she tells us that our father has met someone else and will not be coming to live with us anymore. The oldest kids understand a little more then the younger ones, but the younger ones knew it wasn't good. A week or two later she is called to the den with the rest of the kids,and sitting in the den is her dad and mom sitting on different couches, and she remembers looking him in the eye, sees remorse and sadness for what he has done, and she grows sad for him, but angry at him. They sit the kids down and explain that they are getting a divorce but that her dad will have visitation rights for the weekends. Her dad was the only one working in the house through out the marriage, her mom stayed home with all of us and she didn't kn
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My Real Life Gf
My Reading List For 2007
Charlie Bone and the Castle of Mirrors - Jenny Nimmo Charlie Bone and the Time Twister - Jenny Nimmo Inkheart - Cornelia Funke The Dream-Hunter - Sherrilyn Kenyon Bram Stoker The Essential Dracula - Leonard Wolf, editor Club Vampyre - Laurell K. Hamilton Betsy The Vampire Queen - MaryJanice Davidson The Vampire Files Vol. 2 - P.N. Elrod Danse Macabre - Laurell K. Hamilton
My Reasons I Pray For One More Day.
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My Reflections And Musings
Caged Reflection . . . Daddy's precious little Angel The apple of his eye She could do no wrong He was always on her side. . .   Mother's fragile porcelain doll Fashioned by her hand The docile and obedient daughter Always at her command . . .   The ever delicate sister To be shielded from the world She was never to speak her mind For she was merely a girl . . .   Taught to be demure and shy Always to be subservient and meek Never to have her own opinion Not raise her voice or even speak . . .   Her hand given in a loveless marriage To a stranger to her heart and mind She fulfills her duty obediently While happiness she never finds. . .   Her husband takes her body But he will never possess her heart She shields the sadness from her eyes But it is tearing her apart. . .   The finest silks adorn her body This palace is naught but her cage Put on display to be admired and honored The demure smile belies her rage . . .   Her reflection is n
My Reflexions (thoughts) #1
I'm not a huge writer, infact I never write! This is mostly for those who knows me.(you know who you are) This is a typical day in my life. It's 16:00 when I finish working. 16:30, I'm at home, feed my cat, grab my Happy Hour Kit *(HHK)**(my smoking kit)and a couple of beers. Get in the car and drive to the river.(Richelieu River) Park the car, take my shirt off, roll a funny stick. I get out of the car, grab my black blanket, football, beers and my H.H.K. I head towards the sunniest part of the park, just on the edge of the river. Lay the blanket down, sit, open one up and take a sip, Ah refreshing! I lick my funny stick and lite it up, take a drag and keeps it in while taking another sip. Now lying down with my head resting on the football like a pillow, I can hear people on thier ankered boats close to the shore and others cheerying and partying with a bunch of people that brought their drums and tam-tams. It takes me atleast one funny stick 2 "Cold shots" cans(Molson Dry
My Real Thoughts
So my stupid fucking asswipe of an ex has been taking care of my cat, because my stupid fucken apartment won't allow her in here, she went missing 6 fucking days ago and he just told me tonight....WTF!!!! i am crying my fucking eyes out, i never should have left her with him, hes such and ass....I hope shes OK and i want to go look for her right now but its midnight and pointless...i called the SPCA she hasn't been brought in. FOR FUCK SAKES!!!!!!!!!!!ARRRRRGGRRRRR.OK i'm done, but the tears are still flowing. Thanks for listening and sorry for the language......*sigh* April ♥
My Relationship Will Last...
My Real Friends
To my friends thank you all that helped me to get to 20th level. If you ever need some help moving up just let me know. Remember you scratch my back I'll scratch yours. Thanks again. your friend Mike
My Real Life Best Friend Just Joined Fubar!
I have been making I.d.'s, name tags, morphs n stuff if anyone wants one just let me know. Alls I ask is if u havent yet rate my default and let mew know when ur done and I will make anything listed above for you. I love to create things and make people happy so this is one way I'd like to do that. Thank you for your time. Have a great week everyone. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love unexpectedly. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will grow old with the person who you truely care about and love. ___________________________________________________________ Green Eyes People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting rel
My Reflection!
MY REFLECTION! I LOOK IN THE MIRRORAT A REFLECTION OF ME, WONDERING HOW TO CHANGE SO HE CAN SEE MY REAL BEAUTY. THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HIM TAKES OVER ANY FEELINGS I'VE EVER KNOWN, BUT HE DOES NOT CARE AND THIS HE HAS SHOWN. WHY CAN'T I BE STRONG AND LET HIM BE? WHY DOESN'T ALL THE PAIN I FEEL SET ME FREE? I WANT TO FEEL THE SOFTNESS OF HIS SKIN, SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND HIS SMIRKY GRIN. TO SMELL THE SWEAT THAT GLISSENS DOWN HIS FACE, TO FEEL HIS SEXY BODY MAKES MY HEART SKIP A PACE. JUST JUST AS MY DREAM WAS ABOUT TO COME TRUE, HE SAYS THROUGH THE MIRROR, ITS HER, NOT YOU! MY DREAM, MY SWEET DREAM FOR WHICH I WAS AWOKE, LOVE YOU HA!HA! HE LAUGHS AND SAYS WHAT A JOKE. AND SO MY HEART I MUST BE TRUE, AND GO ON LOVA DREAM THAT NEVER WAS REALLY YOU. BY CICI34
My Real Account Lol
if you a male and didnt add me already search for wendywetter1 thats me i have over 100 pics there and many ones that all the males wanna see so send me friends requests and i'll add you
My Return
Well hello one and all who are reading this.I have been away for quite sometime and neglected my family duties but believe me with good reason.Thier has been much personal going on with my life that has kept me away from my wonderful family and friends here and I find that the longer I've been away the harder it has been to come back to ask forgiveness for my absence.It is not that my responsibility to the Confederate's has lessened in my heart and mind(Rebel know's all)nor my friendship to those of you here.Please just believe me when I say I am going through something that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy and appreciate all those who will still consider me a friend after my sudden drop from the radar. P.S.I am ready to take back my responsibility to my fubar family as mediator,so guy's(gal's)any concern's/question's don't hesitate to get in touch. Thank you all Kevin
My Rescue
Buried at PhotoCasket.com My warm blood drained from my body, as he sunk his teeth into my flesh. I felt so alive, as if I could fly. A full moon shone brightly into his deep dark eyes. A drop of blood dripped from his lips, and he smiled at me gently as life surged through me. He rescued me from hell and lead me through the portal to heaven.
My Relationship
hey ladies,im sorry,i have to say gtghis to get it off my chest,but are theree any real women out there?i mean the ones how still believe in romane,not the bullshit that e ie in laying these guys feed you.is there anyone who still believe in falling in love,curling toes when you kiss,skyrockets when your eyes meet?if your out there come home to mee,because i still believe chivarly is not dead.i still believe in laying down my coat on a puddle.i just want to be,and fall in love.if this is your cup of tea talk to me.
My Recent Accident Lol
ok, on Sunday, I went into work ...ok, i usually get my uniform on before i go to work but that day i took it to work and was gonna change into it. well i usually have my belt on my waist at all times but i took it off to go to the other building to use the restroom and change my clothes. I walked out of the back door. which keep in mynd is in a locked fenced area, and the door automatically locks. well it closed behind and i didn't think anything of it til i went to open the other door which was also locked and i remember my keys were in the office which was locked and i couldn't get over the fence unless i jumped it. well i called PD the local Police department which we are tied with, actually they are our boss. well .. they were no help. so i called my boss and she wouldn't answer her phone. so i thought to myself i'd try to jump the fence. so i did. keep in mind its an 8 ft fence and full of barbwire.. we have a kennel right next to the fence that we usually keep stray animals in,
My Retraction
I am sorry that i blew up at ravenmist when she apparently did nothing wrong. I dont like to have drama in here, I have enough drama in my own life. So im making a public apology to her and all.
My Release
So i was digging looking at old pictures reality hit! I am a MILF now!! and to think i used to think i looked good back then Oh what was i thinking??? so here i am in 2002 and here i am in 2008! THE MILF!!! LOL Thanks for letting me vent! I have no other place to vent but here in my fubar blog! Life is funny...you meet the person you think your going to spend the rest of your life with! Next thing you know your alone with two girls to raise! Yes he helps but only the days I work! So i'm doing alot on my own! I know the past should be the past but there are issues I can't forgive or ever will! He said he didn't want anymore more children and thinking this was it I went and got Essure done which is a permenant irreversable procedure! Yes I am angery! I'm hurt! and feel i have every right to be! What if by some strange chance I do meet that soul mate, i can't give him children if he wanted one! I moved 12 hours to be with him away from my family and friends! And came to love my
My Religion
Money (All money is good money), Sex (See; About Me), Music (All kinds, but Bone Thugs is fav), Food (Italian, Soul, Mexican), Movies (Action, Suspense, Thriller, Comedy), Poker (No Limit Texas Hold'em), Pool (8-Ball), Cars ('63 Impala, '69 Camaro, & '72 Charger), Bowling (The drunker the better), Internet (Fubar, BoneThugs420, & Pogo), Working (As much as I can), Drinking (Smirnoff Ice: Triple Black), Smoking (Cigarettes & Mary Jane). - P.S. I do not drink "Beer" (Alergic), "Soda,Pop,Cola" (upsets my stomach)!
My Reason To Smile
After I stopped believing that love could ever be real. Giving up on what I knew, I thought my heart wouldn't heal. To me love was just a game, a game that I could never win. Losing everything I had, everything that could've been. Then here you come into my life changing the thoughts in my mind. Bringing me to a new start leaving all my pain behind. You're the reason that I write, brand new poems of true love. You've given me the things I need, everything that I've dreamed of. You showed me how to love again, the things I lost; in you I found. You gave me a reason to smile, you said I had no need to frown. I will forever be grateful for everything you have to give. All the happiness I needed, and another reason to live. Every time I hear your name, a smile forms across my face. A new feeling...everlasting, that I know nothing can replace. I'm so thankful that I have you, you're there when I need you most. I don't want anything else, I just w
My Real Man
A Real Man holds high ethical ideals without compromise. A Real Man is emotionally balanced. He should be able to laugh and cry as he damn well please, and not give a shit what other people think of him. A Real Man can be laughed -AT- as well as laughed -WITH- and not feel insulted, demeaned, or belittled. Words don't breat bones! A Real Man shares his feelings with those he cares for. A Real Man has grace under pressure and does not panic in a crisis. A Real Man is responsible for his actions and inactions. A Real Man takes on the burden of responsibility for those who -cannot- shoulder a responsibility themselves *providing* he is asked to and agrees. A Real Man marries for life. A Real Man surrenders his marriage gracefully if it does not work. A Real Man loves and honors his spouse above all else. A Real Man honors and respects *ALL* women, be she Queen or harlot. A Real Man is sexually and emotionally responsive to his spouse or girlfriend. A Real Man is at
My Real Name
I went to Cajun Cherry's blogs and found this interesting so I thought I would do this. HowManyOfMe.comThere are 0 people with my name in the U.S.A.How many have your name? WITH THIS BEING SAID NO ONE SHARES MY REAL NAME DOES THIS MEAN I AM SPECIAL ?
My Reality
Until August of last year if you would've asked me I would've told you that people who meet on the internet and end up starting a relationship are all crazy. Then on August third I found a picture of this beautiful girl sitting on some rocks in front of a waterfall. I left her an ordinary comment about loving the sound of flowing water (not expecting any kind of response) and the next thing i knew we were talking for about ten or twelve hours a day! well the more we talked the more we began to realize how much alike we are. After about a month we decided to take the next step and meet in person. so here I was flying across the country to meet someone i had never been able to look in the eye. I dare say I've never been so nervous in my life, about half way there I started thinking I must be crazy, what was I doing! I can't begin to explain the feeling I had when that plane landed in Utah. But as soon as I crested that escalator and saw her standing there I was a little more at ease, and
My Recent Astrological Forecast
So here is what is is all about: a very important Transit period is on the way and you are perfectly positioned to get the very best out of the opportunities it is set to bring. Indeed, in a very short time you will find yourself in the glare of several powerful astrological influences. These influences will place you in a very rare astrological Transit which will not occur again in your skies before a very long time. This is a period of 72 days during which a great number of opportunities are going to be offered to you. These opportunities are going to have a great impact on your life and here is what comes out of my analysis: During this period you can expect some very positive business developments and a number of very important opportunities will be open to you. You will have the chance to work on a project which will be very important for your business and for the rest of your Future. This project is large-scale and it will allow you to make lasting, positive changes to your f
My Redneck Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas in my redneck house; Junior was wringing the neck of a mouse. My .357 sat right on my lap Just waiting for Santa, to take all his crap. The young'uns were restless and watching in shifts To see if he'd come and I'd shanghai some gifts, When out from the yard came a godawful noise O could it be him with a shitload of toys? I jumped from my chair and my crotch screamed in pain I caught my left nut on my wallet's big chain But then I unwrapped it and flew out the door Yelling, "Hold it right there, you old son of a whore!" "Hands in the air and kick over that sack, And then real slowly move 20 feet back." He did as I told him, fat, stupid old elf; I laughed so damn hard I near pissed on myself. I grabbed his big bag with a hearty guffaw Then I dragged it inside after spitting some chaw. I heard him take off - in a second he split, Leaving my yard heaped with fresh reindeer shit. Back in my chair I let out s
My Recipes!!
FUNK MARTINI 1 1/2 OZ. Vodka 1/2 OZ. Triple Sec and a splash of Cranberry juice, and Pineapple Pour liquid ingredients into a cocktail shaker with cracked ice and shake well, strain into a chilled martini glass!! now I tend to not be so fancy, lol, and mix the ingredients right in my glass(and i'm not classy enough to use a martini glass anymore lol so i use the rocks glass) I also want to add that this does sound sweet but I promise you will enjoy it has a fruit punch taste that will knock ya on yur butt!!! lol enjoy! ROCK ON DANI!! This is an easy recipe and fun to make hope you enjoy!! PEANUT BUTTER CAKE!! INGREDIENTS * 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour * 2 cups packed brown sugar * 1 cup creamy peanut butter * 1/2 cup margarine, softened * 1 cup milk * 3 eggs, lightly beaten * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1 cup semisweet chocolate chips DI
My Real Life Friend
A friend of mine in real life has joined the fu, please go show him some love screwuto@ fubar
My Relationship With Mike Lemke
It's kinda weird how we first met. I went to a goth bar(my first time going)and I really did not expect much a friend told me that it's a cool place to go to so I decided to check it out. I was not expecting the pleasant dark atmosphere. That and the guys that were there were so hot. I wanted to dance up on the stage and there was this hot guy with black vynal pants and a fish net shirt dancing up there to some really good rave music. So I decided to dance along side him just to see if he would notice me. And he did but he did not act on it at first so I did not think he was interested in me. Boy I was wrong. Right before bar close I told him to follow me and he said ok. I walked behind the dart board and pulled him by the shirt close to me and kissed him. He begged me to go home with him but I declined his offer. Because I had already made a previous engagement with someone else.(Which I regret ok.) I spent the night with the wrong guy. Which made my weekend suck. So I called Mike up
My Resume
My Reasoning
The first step to becoming is to will it... Mother Teresa "I expect to pass through this life but once if there be any kindness I can show or good thing I can do for my fellow man, let me do it now, and not defer it, as I shall not pass this way again." William Penn "Cowards die many times before there death. It seems most strange to me that men should fear death. It is a necessary end it will come when it will come..." J.C.
My Rejects Bully
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My Real Blog
http://www.myspace.com/th3pr1nc30f3gypt http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=98292905&blogID=416111653
My Reppin Time It's Tha Mega Pimpout!!!!
My Real Blog
To read my real blog go to http://www.junglequeensheena.blogspot.com. :)
My Renditions
What type of art do you like? From CGI to Photography, to just stand still. What is it that captures your eye? I do them all being an artist, so share with me.
My Regular Musings...
GIRLS VS GROWN WOMEN GIRLS leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. GROWN WOMEN make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. GIRLS check you for not calling them. GROWN WOMEN are too busy to realize you hadn't. GIRLS try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. GROWN WOMEN know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. GIRLS fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. GROWN WOMEN say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. GIRLS are afraid to be alone. GROWN WOMEN revel in it-- using it as a time for personal growth. GIRLS make you come. GROWN WOMEN make you come home. GIRLS try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). GROWN WOMEN realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special -- and goes to kick it with her own friends! GIRLS get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it. GROWN
My Recipe Blog
turkey n veggie stew wth dumplings 3 to 4 turkey legs 2 Tsp of vegtable oi 1 large onion [ diced] 3 carrots [sliced] 2 stalks celery [sliced] 1/2 lb mushrooms[sliced] 4 cups chicken broth [or make your own from boulion cubes and water] 4 or 5 good size potatoes[ cut into large chunks] 1/2 parsnip [optional] 1Tsp of fresh thyme or parsley 1 cup milk 1/2 to 1 cup of peas salt n pepper to taste cook the turkey legs in a skillet with oil till browned but not cooked through in another pot or slow cooker add the broth , potatoes , parsnip, and parsley or thyme cover and bring to a boil reduce heat to medium low and cook for about 10 minutes in a bowl blend flour, milk untill smooth stir into stew cook for about 5 minutes till thickened add the peas add the turkey that you have been browning Dumplings 1-1/2 cups flour 2 tsp baking powder 1/2 tsp salt 2 Tsp cold butter 3 Tsp of chopped parsley or chives or green onion in bowl sift flour baking powder and salt
My Reason For Life Again
I HAVE COME THRU SO MUCH THRU THIS BRAIN SURGERY AND MY MAN CAME BACK TOO HE IS HELPING ME REMEBER SO MUCH AND IS STICKING THRU THIS THIS TIME,,, I HAVE ALONG WAY TO GO BUT AM LIVING LIFE TO ITS FULLEST,,,, I REALIZED FROM WHAT MT FAMILY AND FRIENDS SAID WHILE I WAS IN THE COMA THAT I WAS CALLING OUT FOR KEVIN ALL THE TIME AND THIS MAN IS THE ONE I LUV ,,,, HE IS MY REASON FOR COMING OUT OF THE COMA AND BEING HERE TODAY,,, PLEASE GIVE HIM AND I ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND TY FOR ALL THE PRAYERS MY FUBAR FRIENDS,,, PLEASE LEVEL HIM AS FAR AS HE CAN GO,,, HE LUVS THIS SITE,,,LOL imikimi - Customize Your World! ME AND KEV FOREVER
My Reasons
I just wanna tell all my friends im sorry for takin my men only photos off but im not going to have someone sit there and start takin and saving my photos on to there computer and puttin them elsewhere online. I tried to put the pictures on for the guys but it seemed to me all they want is one thing and tht is to pretty much go and save my pix to there computers well now i took them off and wanted to let everyone know im gettin married and i dont need to post anything anymore but pix that dont show nothing thanks all for listening and hope we can still be friends later all!!!
My Reasons
I haven't been on here much lately and for a reason I realized that Fubar wasn't for making friends and meeting real people but simply a popularity contest. I know I may not win the contest but I can rank up there with the best of them if I am willing to go to that extent. To do what it takes to be "win". The fact is that I am not that type person. I have some great friends on here that I do not wish to ever lose. YOu all mean the world to me. I am sure those know who they are. However I am not going to be on fubar as much as I once was. I got caught up in trying to win this contest and doing whatever it took to accomplish that to the point it was affecting me. The people that care enough to actually get in contact with me and miss me my yahoo is betty_boop232002. I love my true friends on here. You guys have touched my soul and did so much as far as making me a better person and loving me for the right reasons....PLEASE stay in touch. As far as fubar I may be back on here and I may n
My Request
~ My Reading's From Roxy ~
Read from top to bottom Andi Strickler: Cool. Im glad you liked it. So just the general things or anything specific you wanna know about? juju: Love, friendship ... Family Andi Strickler: you got it. we doing a 10 card i assume? juju: yea they seem to be more on point then a 4 card one ... at least fo rmee Andi Strickler: the 10 card ones are deff to the point and more informitive juju: i liked it lots !! Andi Strickler: ooooooook...You member how it works right? You close your eyes and throw in everything dealing with love friendship and family... Andi Strickler: tell me when to stop.. juju: yes i do juju: ok stop Andi Strickler: want the deck cut? juju: the same as last time juju: yea Andi Strickler: did you have me cut it in 3's I dont member Andi Strickler: someone had me cut it in 3's Andi Strickler: lol juju: yea do 3 Andi Strickler: ok juju: ok Andi Strickler: ooook...lest start... juju: all rite And

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