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My Poetry
A Fool In Love Have you ever been afraid of feeling more than you should? Or more than you believed or conceived that you could... It's the little things in life that help you touch the sky Living moment to moment... too many loves gone by The past built a sea around me of "could have been" sorrows Filled with empty "I love you"s and "I'll call you tomorrow"s Then the sound of solitude becomes a cry for help... have been a hermit crab too many times in my life!!! My heart is hopeful that THIS time, it's all true and THIS time it will be beautiful, gentle, and smooth and THIS time I've found my best friend, my soul mate and lover. So please, ...come to me in silence and when the time comes for us to be in the eye of a storm... Lay with me in a whisper, and listen to the warmth There has never been a smile in my memory that came as easily, nor was as meant from my heart and soul ... as this one ... as when you're with me in peacefulness ... Serenity ...No fi
My Poetry
My Poetry
He's questioning the lay out and rubbing his muzzle; Thinking 'bout the cycles and pondering with puzzle. Confused and dazed, to operate it's easy. His stomach's in knots and soon he's queasy. It's all so basic and simple, just mere mechanic, Physics in operation, 'Wow', his expression...'Dramatic'! Tumbled upon entry and wrapped in a spin; Attempt after attempt, it seems he can't win. The gentleman, a bachelor; he leans as he sips his Bud, The machine, a washer, it begins filling with suds. Another shake of his head and a scratch of his groin, Just load and set cycle DUDE...dropp in a coin! 1999-current Copyright ©2006 Sweet dreams and memories of days long gone; . Remembering my life and loves gone wrong. I can't go back there's so much to replace, My dreams become reality that's hard to face. A secret so horrid that sacrificed my youth; No one wants to hear or believe my truth. Most never ask or stare in disbelief; Just listening a
My Poems/verse
Pain and darkness, anger and sadness, frustration and sorrow, fill my mind and soul. Dark thoughts walk beside me. Demons of desire too. But memories of happier times, are there as well. Blackness mixed with rainbow. The harbingers of death circle above. Are they here for me? Or for my prey? Are they here to warn? Or to take someone home? The signpost is the crossroads, good and evil, life and death, sanity and insanity, they all cross here. Can I still choose? Or has the choice been made for me? I am still walking, but which road am I on? Monster I have been called, and angel too, but which will appear, if I am seen by you? Some are safe, but the safe are few. I show others what they show me. For those that show the darkness, I can bring the terror, that they have given to me. If the last thing you ever see in life, are my eyes of death, you are only seeing the reflection, of what you have shown me. But show me light, of friendship and joy, and I
My Poems
Thinking Of You I sit in my room thinking of you, Hoping that you're thinking of me I really don't know what I'll do I guess I'll just have to wait and see I wish & pray you didn't go away, I wish & pray that you were near, I really wish & pray that you would of stayed To chase away the harm and fear I lay in bed wondering what you're thinking of I guess I'll never know And Here I am thinking of love Thinking how I loved / love you so I sit / lay here remembring of the day we met Knowing that's something I'll never forget you For My Friend Across the miles You touched my life, Opened my eyes, and Filled my empty heart Strangers, yet friends, Our spirits reach out, Always touching, never apart You in the north, Me in the south, Never together, Never apart A True Friend We Met Upon The internet, My heart you did have. I sit and wait each day, For the song my Heart will soon play. Of laughter, love and tears, You have washed away all m
My Pomes
I tried to tell you I love you but the words were hard to find. I'm always thinking about you you're the only one on my mind. Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place. There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no. You wanted me to hold you but I kept letting you go. I'm afraid that I am not the Girl you've searched for all these years. I will kindly leave now don't you cry try to hold back your tears. It's been so long I haven't seen you for quite awhile When I think of how we met it only brings back your smile. I remember when I held you then and told you we'd never part I loved you then I love you now and I'll hold you in my heart. One day you'll love me as I loved you. One day you'll cry for me as a cried for you. One day you'll want me but .. I won't want you Last night I matched all the stars with something I liked about you ... I was doing fine until I ran
My Poems
My Poems
A Soldierís Poem I PAINT THE SKY WITH MY TEARS, A SOLDIER LOST IN IRAQ FOR A YEAR. THE TEARS I CRY ARE FOR LOVED ONES FAR FROM HERE. A SOLDIER OF ONE I CAN NEVER BE, FOR THE STRENGTH OF MY WIFE IS IN ME. FOR NO MAN IS AN ISLAND IíVE COME TO BELIEVE, FOR THE LOVE OF MY WOMAN I ALWAYS CARRY WITH ME! Written by: Jason Sanders (a.k.a.) Wildman Uncontrollable Desire I have a desire that can't be controlled. Every time I look into your eyes I see the fire on your soul. With the fire in your soul, I see the desire in you grow. The sound of your voice soothes me and all my fears soon disappear. I have a burning desire to be with you. I long to be with you, be your everything, and satisfy all your fantasies and needs. My fire for you continues to grow moment by moment, day by day and itís unbeatable and uncontrollable. It's burning away my soul day by day and moment by moment. Every second that we are apart is a second that I feel like my body is dieing.
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''feel my pain''.....''i cut to take the pain away,i cry for the memories to fade,i think of doing it,i write the poems,i make the plan,i feel the rush through my veins,my hands,my feet,my body is numb,i can't feel my body any more,i feel free away from everything,my worries,my fears are gone,my tears are gone,i'm floating down to a place where i'm suppose to be,i look down on them,i can't cry because nothing is there,i allways knew no one cared.....written by:kn1ght'' .....Even though I am thousands of miles away. Your innocent face in my heart prevails every day. Itís so sad that the cruelty of distance keeps us apart. but thatís not something that can keep you away from my heart. Honestly, you captured me since the day we first met. The happiest day of my entire life I will never forget. You are the only one who can leave me speechleess. The one and only that can provide me all this happiness. I like you always but I love you forever. I just wait for the day we hold hands together.
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Remembrance Quartet of Red Red remembrance still drips violently. Slowly, someday, it will dissapear. It runs through my veins like a poison. Especially when he is near. This remembrance exists unwantingly, Because of the scorn his love represented. I'm not going through that hell again. His love is really quite demented. Someday the sun will shine. A new love I will recieve. Someone who deserves me. And who will not decieve. Heart a beautiful heart still tries to beat, although it lies in unrest continuously it had been ripped from its home, in a beautiful girl's chest now it seems, all the one's who had done so, want to mend it, make it well although they had all made it suffer and go through hell this beautiful girl's crimson tears no longer fall yet she no longer waits for true loves call everyday she somehow hears or sees the one's who had held the barrel to her head And now they've pulled the trigger, caused her heart to be dead "I try to remember to for
My Poor Babies Ricosha And Tazija!!
I have these three little girls.. that arent my children arent even in my family, but I love them with all my hear. Their names are Miesha, Ricosha and Tazija. I recently found out that their mom is having to go to prison.. for things I wont mention. It is making me so sad that they are seperating my babies. They need to be together they are sisters and they love each other. I would do anything for them! The olderest is Miesha and she is in 7th grade she is like my little sister, but she gets in trouble a lot and I feel like I have to keep her in line. The next one stole my heart the day she started pre-school. Her name is Ricosha... and she is the sweetest girl ever. I dont know what I would do if her family took her away from me. If I couldnt see her at school everyday I would die. I wouldnt be able to see her smile... and laugh... or take care of her when she cries. I dont know if I could live!! The third one I just started taking care of this year. Her name is Tazija but
My Poetry
two pieces of a puzzle that finally seem to fit he is mine and I am his From ocean to ocean so many miles in between but the stars were in our favor from the moment of hello the beauty of his spoken words melt a cynic's heart he is me I am him two souls meant to meet for they're one and the same Even though most of the meaning of this poem are lost...I didn't want to lose it. It was the first time I ever wrote a half decent happy poem I need to find myself In this chaos I've created Loking for a sign of me But signs are overrated Searching for a single clue To lead me back to me To find who I was before The girl I use to be There's nothing here to lead me To the path I waked before I'm walking blindly now The light leads me no more By Kimberly R. Joli I'm gaurding my heart I'm losing today So aimed on tomorrow Yet stuck in yesterday I wish I could let you In passed that wall But I'm afraid of the pain I'm afraid of the fall It's hurts to h
My Poem's And Poetry
To Gabry Beauty though the eyes of a camera As sweet as a flower bursting into bloom on a warm summers morning As the leaves on the trees wave side to side with the loving warm breeze As you are the picture of the window to the hearts of the world... By Aj Rich Date Wrote 29-11-2007 As I close my eyes and fall slowly asleep I will be thinking of your warm loving kisses up on my lips as sweet as your are, for I will also be missing your loving warm cuddly arms around me for knowing this I will for asleep knowing your are there when my eyes open to see you once again for me... for as I bid you good night and sweet loving dreams I leave with you my words for you to remember me by for your are truly wonderful to me as I will be there tucking you in when you are feeling fast asleep to dream of beautiful things for I bid you good dreams tonight of me and you... hugs and kisses all ways as am there for you Date wrote 30-11-07 By Aj Rich As i look into the glass i see a whol
My Poetry
My Poem
"Without You" Without You Every Morning Would Be Like Going Back To Work After A Holiday, Without You I Couldn't Stand The Smell Of The Easr Lancs Road. Without You Ghost Ferries Would Cross The Mersy Manned by Skeleton Crews, Without You I'd Probably Feel Happy And Have More Money And Time And Nothing To Do With It; Without You I'd Have To Leave My Stillborn Poems On Other People's Doorsteps, Wrapped In Brown Paper, Without You There'd Never Be Sauce To put On Sausage Butties, Without You Plastic Flowers In Shop Windows Would Just Be Plastic Flowers In Shop Window. Without You I'd Spend My Summers Picking Morosely Over The Remains Of Train Crashes, Without You White Birds Would Wrench Themselves Free From My Paintings And Fly Off Dripping Blood Into The Night. Without You Green Apples Wouldn't Taste Greener, Without You Mothers Wouldn't Let Their Children Play Out After Tea, Without You Every Musician In The World Would Forget How T
My Poetry Hope You Enjoy It
I am a solider I do not choose where I go I do not choose who I fight I choose to defend your freedom I choose to defend my country I choose to fight for you I choose to fight for them I cannot tell you what to do I cannot tell you what to say Many have died for the red white and blue And I would do the same to keep these colors flying free For I am a solider You say you want Someone who will like you for you You say you want Someone who wont mind if you have guy friends You say you want Someone who is not in love with an ex You say you want Some one you can trust You say you want Someone that wouldn't mind you going out with friends You say you want Someone whos not scared to say I love you You say you want Someone that will show you off to their friends You say you want Someone who will cuddle with you at night You say you want Someone who can cook You say you want Someone who wants you more then just for sex I say let me be that someone Cause I
My Poetry
1.I WAS BORN IN OHIO, BUT LIVED MOST OF MY LIFE IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA. (IN NEVADA NOW) 2.I AM VERY EMOTIONAL (SOME ALREADY KNOW THAT HEEHEE) 3. I WRITE POETRY, ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM EMOTIONAL! 4. I AM A CAMERA COLLECTOR, A BIT OBSESSED. 5. I ALSO LOVE LAMPS, ALTHOUGH I HATE THE LIGHT, FIGURE THAT ONE OUT. 6. I LIKE YOUNGER GUYS, OLDER GUYS ARE KINDDA BORING TO ME. 7. I LOVE TO LAUGH, PISSES PEOPLE OFF SOMETIMES, (WICKEY) 8. I LOVE TO COOK, BUT HATE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS, SO I USUALLY DON'T...LOL 9. I LOVE TO LOVE AND BE LOVED. 10. I HAVE A SECRET ONLY A FEW PEOPLE KNOW! *WINKS* "I'M SORRY I DON'T FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO", HIS TONGUE CUTS ME AND I BLEED TEARS, BUT HOW MANY TEARS CAN ONE GIRL SHED", I MUST HAVE AN OCEAN INSIDE ME! I FEEL LIKE I'VE WASTED A LIFETIME ON A MAN I DIDN'T LOVE, AND NOW THAT I TRUELY FEEL I'VE FOUND THE EMOTION I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR...IT'S TOO LATE! HE'S GOT A LIFETIME STILL TO LOVE, BUT THE SAND HAS ALMOST RUN OUT IN THE H
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Braydon & Dante' Current mood: loved Laughing eyes, tiny chin Soon the teething will begin Upon hands and knees you crawl Chase the kitten, roll the ball Though your teeth are still but few Oh what fun it is to chew Lots of toys but in the end One becomes your special friend Now at last you stand alone Then the first step on your own Oh what happiness it all brings Seeing the first of so many things Their eyes will glisten, the smiles will show They both know my love, I tell them so Lots of bruises and a few scrapes Only a beginning of what they'll take Little fussy moments and times of joys They'll always be nanny's two little boys... Nanny will always love you both... May 02, 2006 Eileen (AKA Sweet) Mommy Please Don't Worry Current mood: loved Mom you were th
My Poetry
This is some of my poetry, let me know what you think. Us Surrounded by love, Circle of friends, No one knows when it's going to end. All we have is now, All we can learn is how. How to cope with all the pain, How to depend on us to get through the games. We have each other, and that's what counts, Wherever we go, together, we bounce. We're an odd group, but close as a woven rug, Sitting on the couch, all nice and snug. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When I Was Younger I had no cares in the world, I was an innocent little girl, When I was younger. I had hopes and dreams, And in my sleep, there were no screams, When I was younger. I ran and played all day long, I would randomly sing a song, When I was younger. I would stand up for myself, I was not scared off by anybody else, When I was younger. Now, I lower my head in shame, Dreaming of the lost fame, That I had when I was younger. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Untitled To the
My Poems N The Way I Feel
all i ever wanted was to knoe wat its like to be in love to have the feeling that i truely cared about sumone..i wish i never wanted this becuz i fell for a guy that will never wanna be with me and the pain my heart is putting me through is cruel and unjust, i just wish my feelings for him would go away, im so tired of hurting this way :-( I love you more than youll ever knoe, The pain my heart is putting me through is cruel and unjust, I feel for you even though you make me fall to my knees in defeat and cry my soul out, As i sit here with a river of tears and pain run down my face, I feel my heart shatter into tiny pieces, So tiny i dont think i could ever put them back together, I gave you my body, Then i gave you my heart, But now it seems you have my soul, Even when i try to be free from the way i feel, You drag me back, To the hell i tried so desperately to escape, Here i go again bending to you every wish, I do it becuz i care, But i hate the fact that your nev
My Poems
There is just to much sadness I can not stop my pain.I no longer expect nothing but to know pain.I cry out of sadness.i cry because of pain.I cry for lost love.I cry for love I will not gain.I cry for many reasons yet they all make me who I am.Who am I you might ask?I am the queenofmadness! Fighting day and night! Stupid shit we shouldn't even care about! Always complainging! We become to jaded. Another relationship gone to hell! So this is my life! This is how my story goes! No happy ending! My love descending! In the end there is no more hope. Now its going upon two months since you went out that door. I cried so much I could not see! I cried until I felt pain no more. Why is it that it happened for this chapter to end? A lover now gone and so is a friend. So this is my life! This is how my story goes! No happy ending! My love descending! In the end there is no
My Poetry
Why did you call last night? Why did you have to tell me you still missed me? Why did you tell me you still loved me? Why did you tell me I was still in your dreams You told me that you be here if you could.. But your not You told me you still loved me but your married to her You told me that you wished you could see me but you wont You told me you love the fact that we lasted 3yrs but I have been married for 10 You tell me that you've never forgotten me but this isnt real You tell me you will alwys be there if I need you but I know that a lie You tell me you love the fact that we took so long to get to where we were But I know you wished we had gotten their alot sooner... But Why? Why did you call? Why did you have to bring this back up..Now it will take me so much longer to let go of you again. It took me so much to forget that I will always love you.. WHy? I cant help but see your eyes in my dreams. Your voice rings thru my heart. Your touch heals my skin
My Poetry
turned from the heavens, banished from grace with all my love for every soul exiled to the world of man, no loving face too many years, has my eternal heart not been whole accursed immortality, let my sorrow ever live I cry to the skies, I beg let me return home my years far beyond my recognition, to thought I give punished with a life of everlasting death my own blood, I spill too often..am I truly alive? I long for a day that will never come, my last breath angelic love and devotion to man, I long to die det sterkes konge...jeg komme igjen jeg er en bra son av norge mitt blod er fra landet av vikinger nu i dette nye landet bara ondskap jeg er i kamp mot alt alt hater meg og tarer faller hjelpe meg for alltid min var jeg er so alene alene for alltid We sail for rome, 500 thousand strong the sea filled with longships from the north we stop at every village the farther we go along the force grows ever larger, and we move forth wives, children, kindred because
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loving someone is like a ferris wheel.... no not a roller coaster... a roller coaster goes all over the place.... a ferris wheel... simply goes around in never ending circles.... always going up and down slowly getting better then starting all over before it comes crashing to a hault..... at the top of the wheel looking down... Being addicted to a life not your own then it begins to feel like home sick twiztid bitchez always hittin you up god this is just my luck i cant be part of this life anymore i cant be part of something unsure if you would just stay away from the girls if they would just stop ruining my world i dont want to do it i cant anymore i am sick of the bullshit sick of stupid little girls bitches be tellin you "o your so fine" and you be tellin them "you can have it anytime" truth is it hurts and makes you look low truth is i dont know if i can love you anymore something in my heart from deep within is telling me this is the begining of the end the e
My Poems
If you're bf/gf went up to you and asked if it was better if you were friends.. would you take that as a "break up"??? Just wondering Thanks guys :P For every time my heart is broken, Another tear is sheaded. For everyday I miss you, A raindrop falls. For every time I see you, My eyes glow like the moon up in the sky. For every time I hear you, A smile comes upon my face. Every time I think I found it It runs away and hides from me Iíll find it again someday And hopefully I will never let it go I will hold tight and see where It takes me For when I find it It will take me for the ride of my life.
My Poetry
There is a long road ahead of me In this life, But still, I'm aware That the road behind me extends Far longer. There are times in our lives When we take stock of those things Which shaped us; Those things which we allowed To create us. I am such a crossroads. I don't like to admit it But I still feel so much discomfort In my Heart For things that seem to be so far behind me. I've grown weary of trying And still, I try. I've grown tired of the distance And still, I reach out my hand. I've grown fatigued at the cold And so, I put on my warmest sweater And I trudge forward through the deepest snows. Is it ego alone that brings me to this place? And what of the other things That life has offered up? Do I face the challenge undaunted? I think so. There is a great purpose In the knowing that I have found. Still, I am left with the ashes. Those scattered reminders Of the fire that once burnt so deeply In my Heart. Now where
My Poems
Sex toys: Now the funny thing bout these things is you donít know how your lover going to act when I find out you use sex toys. I say it makes the sex better try it your man well love you for that he would want you for life I mean come on yes sex is fun without them but try one and see if the sex is better Massages: Oh baby let me tell you some erotic oils some vanilla and strawberries and cherry scented oils will make your lover go crazy over you. Its something bout a massage that turns me on strong hands rubbing my pains away trust me I need one now lol but let me tell you he put one good one on me last night I thought I was going to sleep oh no I was woke up by his strong but soft tender touch to the small of my back and increase up into the pours of my shoulders and ended with a simple kiss on my left shoulder. I was oiled down look like one shinning baby hmmmÖ.he loved that Kissing: Its something about kissing that steers up heat in between you and me one kiss turn into
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IMspidey/M.M. 11/06 Copyright © 2006
My Poems
i was just sitting here tonight listening to music and thinking about alot of stuff. you know life is hard in itself and i dont understand alot of things about it. I do know one thing though, that we are all the same, human and everyone needs to be loved. I talk to alot of people and i have alot of friends, so one thing i do know is people.I talk alot on the net and all i have seen lately is alot of hurting people. They are hurting over past relationships, family issues, and other things. They feel like things are hopeless, and they are lonely. I got to say this is really not cool. They need to be loved and cared about, and need to be encouraged and lifted up. I know everyone had promblems and i know some are harder than others. The truth of the matter is when u talk to someone on here for the first time, dont judge them by how they look or what u might procieve them to be. Give them a chance to show there true colors and u might be suprised how beautiful someone can be on the inside.
My Poems
Blind Faith?? Even though we stumble,or even though we fall,God is there to lift us up and offer his hand so that we can rise. Our spirit goes through a battle every day of our lifes. They say the human spirit is unrelentless and Independant. So is that why we try to pull out of things on our own? Why is it, that we do this,then yell at God,for not succeding in our"prideful" ways and not letting God take our hand, when he so graciously held it out for us? Why is it that our mind is capable of so many things, yet when we fall on our face, after we didn't grab that hand that he held out for us, we blame the one thing, that if we had layed down our pride, could of helped us before we even fell? This Baffles me you guys. Just imagine this story. "Oh God" the girl cried again. The girls love of her life had just went into the hospital. She was depressed for many days. She asked everyone around her to pray, yet she was so obsessed with the fact that her love was in the hospital, that
My Porno
The porno of Kent Holman's life will be called ... "Dirrty Hairy" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com
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My Poems On Wild Cherry First Poem - Ode To Love
I long for the cold linoleum of insane asylums... Such white history...how it hisses it's secret's! I long for the cosmic scarletite of lost dreams... How they scream to me, every night- calling, calling... I long for the once resplendent beating heart- It pulsates inside me like a hornet's nest... The dumb vibrations, the sting... I long for my ensanguined purity- though it be tainted by cold steel... I long for the bleeding to stop- though bleeding leads to cleansing... Upon a happenstance... I may even wish - Or perhaps dare... Even believe- in life. VJA 2006 Walls, thatís what divides us. Impenetrable walls, celestial walls- I felt my walls come crashing down the other dayÖ In a pile of terrible debris- They did not fall sweetly into place- Like well stacked dominoesÖ But rather like skyscrapersÖ In an earthquake- An implosion of sortsÖ Why do we always build walls? And why are they
My Poems And Ideas Kinda Emo Lol!!!
I wrote this like a month ago, I still like it, tough shit if you don't like the concept... it does make me a lil sad tho I was trying to tell myself it was just the weather, But even though it was raining it was actually a warm day. I know what the real problem is. The real reason why I don't go out with my friends, The reason why I don't feel like laughing, or smiling. The reason why I feel woozy, sad, let alone ugly. And it's the same reason why my eyes are gray now. Shivers, I need a better jacket, Maybe even a better scarf and gloves will warm me up. A cup of hot cocoa... A warm fire to sit by... another jacket or blanket... A smile... a hug... by him... It's not so cold after all To see a happy, orderly crowd in your dream, denotes assured happiness, pleasant friends and opportunities for advancement. To see a group in your dream, refers to the merging of various aspects of your character and personality. To dream that you are looking throu
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I wrote this for my son's upcoming wedding and put it on the invitations, feel free to let me know what u think. Two Hearts When two hearts meet And Love is abound They can make it through all that might come around The good and the bad The dark and the light Happiness and sadness Whatís wrong and right Working together Is the solution theyíll find No matter how awful No matter how kind For these two loving hearts, May they have a Blessed life Living together As Husband and Wife Sleek as glass Black as coal Evil as a demon Rotten and bold He bites without warning He jumps and he plays He depends on my love Through all of his days He's loving and crazy He's playful as can be No matter what happens He means the world to me His name is Salem He is such a brat But I love him so dearly He is my black cat A Mother's Beauty by Storm (EMB) Beautiful as a flower Unknowing of her power Gentle as a breeze Admiring all she sees Touch of a feather Hair
My Poem 1
Dad I know that we don't see eye to eye, I know that I said that I want you to die, yes I said I wish we never met, but there isn't a day that I don't regret, I know I have left with out any good bye, but in my heart I can't wait for the next hello or hi, I am telling you I never wanted to leave, I had an obligation I want you to beleave, I know I haven't seen you alot, but with every hi there is always a good-bye, and with every passing tear I wish you were near, even your voice I wish I could hear, I guess what I am really trying to say is that my love for you is as true as the big blue These weren't words from the heart, These were words from the head, That never should have been said, These words were just thoughts, Not meant for any harm, Yet after I realized what happened was before I heard the alarm, I don't know where they came from or why they came out on you, But I don't know what to do, All I do know is that I love you, And I swear that is true,
My Poetry
Please stop crying, your pain is mine, too. I scream when you hurt. Ice cream won't work. Not this time. Your hurt is deeper than strawberry cream can reach... A mother's robust heart breaks for you, my child, a million parts. Your hurt is my hurt. I hurt, too! Multitudes of heartaches and many heartbreaks in my own lifetime. And, I see you in me~ your smile, your glee yet, your shattered heart I also see in me. This hurts my heart since I cannot stop your pain! Daughter, it hurts deeper than any words can truly reveal. Chocolate kisses I give thee. My love has no bounds Learn to love yourself~ Without conditions. Then true love will come knock knock knocking on your heart's door. Copyright MLJ2006 Promise such a lovely word, favored by little boys and girls, yet parents rarely keep them! Tossed about in the political arena, but moi? I toss it out with the trash! Never make one. Promise a future that's
My Poetry
I am on an emotional high So please don't tell me goodbye You are so sweet This is so neat I hope you feel the same way I'll ask you some day But for now I'll just see how things go sometimes i wonder is there really someone for me?? or am i doomed to live a lonely life i want someone special to sweep me off my feet someone who really cares who wont just use me or pretend to like me ive had a few jerks but i havent given up there are good guys out there and i am going to find me one a guy who will love me and support me no matter what i chose to do so dont worry about me im still looking and maybe one day ill find that special someone and fall madly in love but i hope it happens soon cause i really want a guy to love me and cherish me who i can love and cherish in return My spirit is free I fly born on the winds back My troubles stream behind me Unable to catch me When I fly with the wind I am safe When I fly with the wind I am carefree Nothing can ha
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Today, as you set forth into the world You are not alone There are souls connected to you Some seem so small Others are almost overwhelming All are important Your passion comes from within But is shared with all of us You inspire us with your love Your heart is made available We accept this graciously And we will keep it safe in our own When you see a couple kiss Or a child play Think of your family Remember the love we have It is always there Unconditional and forever
My Poetry
As I lie here with my head on your chest I can feel your heart beating I feel you gently caressing my hair in your hand With the warmth of your breath upon my neck I feel your heart beginning to beat faster I lift my tired and weak head up and look deep into your eyes With a smile upon my face holding each other tightly and securely your hands leave my side and embrace my face with your hands as ya gently kiss my soft lips With my eyes closed I can taste every bit of your sweet kiss As our kiss deepens your heart beats faster then before Your kiss goes from my lips downward onto my body I feel your hands lightly touching my back, our breathing becomes more and more heavier I knew the moment my eyes met yours, that it was meant to be Lying here with my head on my pillow, I wonder what it is your doing. I lie here and wonder are you thinking of me? Only you know that answer On these cold and lonely nights I close my eyes wishing you was here, lying next to me keeping
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JERRI J is for Jealous E is for Elegant R is for Remarkable R is for Relaxing I is for Irresistible What Does Your Name Mean? when all are gone when all is said and done will u still be the one when all my fears fade away willyou be my light of day when i'm down will you pick me up will u still hold me when all else fails in a world full of fakes will u make sure my heart never breaks When life is at its bitter end will i still be able to call u my friend Deep Thoughts For Those Who Take Life Way Too Seriously add some please 1. Save the whales. Collect the whole set. 2. A day without sunshine is like.....night. 3. On the other hand, you have different fingers 4. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 5. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 6. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 7. He who la
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If I make love to your body, will your mind be mine, If I make love to your mind, will your sould be mine, If I make love to your sould, will your heart be mine, If I love you, will you be mine? and will You be mine forever? I feel the hunger of a thousand mouths I feel the acid running through my veins, I feast off the pain which electrifies me, I ache to my very being. The demon has awoken and my uninhibited mind wanders. And I wait for the chosen one To heal her wounds with passionate crime, Cleanse her body and swallow her tears. And entwine her mercilessly in human bondage. And then a feast in wild abandonment Total sexual possession - To drink from her soul until infinity. In sleep I find you, in waking you are gone. In my dreams you are locked. Don't let me wake and find my dream has gone. Let me sleep forever. I can't take the pain of losing you.
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I see you alone in your room... I see you hidden from the world... I see you naked... in a sense... I see you for who you really are... I see you... behind all the masks and charades... A cheat... a liar... a phony... a fake... And oh so much hate... As the blade runs across your skin... I see what you really are inside... I see that you are no different than I... I see you had no reason for the hate you bestowed upon me... Before you go... Tell me one thing... What makes you hate??? But alas I was too late... For to much blood had been spilled... So I ask you now... Was it really worth it??? I cry inside for the things I try to hide From everyone... including myself, I hide this shit inside I hide the darkness along with the light... Knowing it will never be alright So cold and alone itís a pain you will never know Pain that never sleeps... No use trying to run The pain... it doesnít breath... I know... Iíve tried to drown it I will never be perfect, I will
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Think of me, when I am with you... Think of me, when I am away... Think of me, When you are lonely... Think of me, anytime of the day... And know this... I think of you, when you're with me... I think of you, when you're away... I think of you when I am lonely... I think of you, anytime of the day... See me, when your eyes are open... See me, when your eyes are closed... See me, when you read my letters... See me, and care not who knows... And know this... I see you, when my eyes are open... I see you, when my eyes are closed... I see you, when I read your letters... I see you, and I care not who knows.... Sitting by the candle light, all is cold and quiet. Through blurry sight, she tries to write the secrets of her life. The tears rolls down her face, and she gives each one a place; in her tiny bottle of love. No more does she hide all the things that were locked inside. Taking her time, she wants it just right; for when she gives him , her bottle of love.
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All I Can Do. it takes all I have to do what I do and all I can do is be me and no matter what I do, people will only see what they want to see bad things I have done and bad choices I have made but on every mistake or wrong doing, the price in full I have paid I don't ask for anyone to forget, just for some kind of a break just something to happen so a better life I can make not asking for an easy trip, not wanting a free ride something I can work hard at in which I can build inner pride life is a long, hard trip, a trip we all have to take with many paths and choices we have to make yet no matter what path I may choose to take or what I choose to be there is something that must be remembered, all I can do is be me All I Can Do it takes all I have to do what I do and all I can do is be me and no matter what I do, people will only see what they want to see bad things I have done and bad choices I have made but on every mistake or wrong doing, the p
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The magician stands firmly Atop the broken balcony His hands gleam with energy His mind emits ecstasy The wind conducts his flowing robes The doors of convention hastily close And fiction leaps into fantasy As mist dances across the sea Thunder shakes the ground so gentle Reality leaps from its lofty mantel And dances away with one final twirl Before plummeting off the edge of the world The sky watches with jealous spite The earth observes the larks in flight And the magician speaks the archaic rite That overpowers day with the salvation of night
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Losing Sight The night is covered in blackness with a cold wind blowing, I canít see anything there is no light to guide me, Thereís no sound coming from anywhere to give me something to walk to, All I hear is the sound of my breathing which also leaves me and drifts into the darkness , The sound of my heart beating joins my breath as I begin to panic more, Afraid that I may never move for the fear of not knowing what lies ahead takes control, I fall to my knees my hands on my head gripping my hair in frustration not knowing what I should do, I let go of my hair and I cross my arms across my stomach feeling sick with the feeling of uselessness, The darkness fades away as I see myself and see how much stronger I look, Iím helping others Iím happy I look fearless and full of life, How can this be me while I stand alone in the darkness as I am now, Though I no longer hear the wind for the people talking to me over power it I feel itís coldness, Everything goes
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I always searched for someone i thought never truely existed but since i have been home i found him he was mine along time ago. although many years have passed us by and we went our seprate ways. true love will always find a way to thrust you back together again. I never would have believed this if it wouldnt have happend to me. I found my true love and he was sitting right across from me. I recently rekindled a flame that was put out about 15 years ago and since that night my life has changed for the better and Im happier than i have been in a long time. † I know that some wont believe it or they will be upset. I m truely sorry if i hurt you. Cancer is a diease that claims many peoples lives. It dont matter what age, race, religon,gender. cancer moves through the population dealing devistating blows. Everyday hundreds of people are dignosed with cancer. sometimes the treatments help sometimes they dont. there are several fundraisers out there today but how much of the money
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I Will Always Be Your Friend You are never alone, I am always near, When you have troubles or feeling blue, All you have to do is call me, I am always around for my friends. It does not matter where I am, And it does not matter when, When you need someone to talk to you, Then I will always be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, Or all you need is a great big hug, I will be the shoulder to cry on, I will always be your friend. So never think that you are a burden, When the world gets you down, You do not have to be alone, For, I will always be your friend. BY: SEAN BATES Lighting Your Way BY: SEAN BATES If I was one thing, I'd be a candle Lighting the way so you can handle Your life easier without woes Not having to fight with your foes. I'd help keep you from stumbling over Things blocking your path to an open door. If I light your path, life is easier, Even strong winds, my light will not deter. No matter what, I'm here for
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It's been too much damage, And too much invasion, This road has been packed, With negative revelation, Just killing the prospect, Of hope for sensation. No one else is to blame, This is our creation, So letís cut the bullshit, And drop all expectation, Hate is your fall, And revenge my temptation. It's way too late now, To repair this relation, We've been blinded for so long, By all the frustration, We found no solutions, To solve the situation. But Iíll make a choice here, To reduce the complication, Avoiding the trap Of cold calculation, For thereís no relief there, Down at the next station. So here I'll turn around, And change my destination. Copyright © 2006 by C Hottran A Child's Destiny Another bomb has landed, Politicians controls the Boucherís knife, Again theyíve destroyed, A precious and innocent life. They slaughter in thousands, Showing no signs of regret, Claiming to have terminated, Another
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Confused Im lying here wondering why I should even care. I wonder if he thinks I shouldnt be able to have a voice. But you see thats not the reason I moved here. It was because I was madly in love and because it was my choice. I was happy when I came to this place, as the days go by Im still in love but Im still quiet unsure I understand. Im confused about what or whom Im suppose to be. I just want to be able to please my man. Deep down I still want to be able to please my man. I thought we talked about any and everything that made sense. I truly miss the man I fell in love with on the phone. Maybe it is me and that in reality I really am just dense. Cuz i cant come to terms that Im so far away from home. I feel like Im under pressure all the time. Feeling like I have to walk on eggshells, so he doesnt get mad. So i usually turn my feelings an desires to paper and rhyme. Mostly Im very happy but occassionally I feel sad. I dont have anything to offer or gi
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Teaching Angels to Fly By: Tabitha Lynn Cowan Sitting here sad and lonely and feeling quite bereft, It doesn't seem like two years have passed since the day you left. I remember it quite vividly the day you died, And how I sat for hours and just cried and cried. Thinking of your golden coat and coal black tail and mane, Brings to my heart a stab of aching pain. The most graceful and beautiful of any around, Not to mention one of the fastest in town. Though I long for you still to be with me here, I know in my heart that you are very near. The joy that was once mine, Now belongs to another, You were my best friend, my companion, my brother. I think of you now way up in the sky, And I no longer have to ask myself why. I know now why you were taken from me, Why your spirit was set free. There were those in Heaven that had forgotten their way, Had forgotten why they had come to stay. Though they had wings, they had forgotten what they were for, Until the day you
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My Everything... In your beautiful eyes, I get lost. I can not let go of you, no matter the cost. Till the day I die, or pass away, know that in your hands my heart will stay. It is yours to mold, however you choose, but please baby, never set it loose. One day, I promise I will make you my wife; to have and to hold the rest of my life. When we are together I hope the time slows, and our love for each other surely grows. I miss your laugh, your smile, and your grins, and those arenít even any of the seven sins! When we embrace, it is hard to let you go, because of my heart- a fit it will throw. Through all of the times- both good and bad, I have never lost the feelings Iíve had. I love you woman with all of my heart: I knew it that day (in Wapak), right from the start. Iíve wiggled into places no one has ever before, and I promise never to hurt you by closing the door, You are my friend, my partner, and my life, and I want you forever, as m
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***If you read this, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE comment on it. I like feedback. I wrote this one YEARS ago, when I was like 15 maybe. Beauty ========== Beauty is on the inside, It is what we try to hide. Not how your outside looks, Or what it says in fashion books. Beauty deep inside the mind Is what we seek and try to find. "Pretty" can only be skin deep, But that's not something you can keep. It is what's inside that counts, Each and every single ounce. The person's outside isn't their whole, Beauty lies deep within the soul. So when someone tells you, "Look past the skin," Listen and see the beauty within. Janessa Kelly
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Am I just a prop in your everday living all you do is take without ever giving my life i put on pause for you now i wonder why cause all I feel now is blue I had my life all in order now my heart just grows colder Objects fly by me every now and then Running away seem like an idea but when you hurt me mentally but you just dont see how your words causes fear and pain to me Tears form around my eyes lower edge my life i believe took a jump off earth ledge my heart feels so far away from being loved all my heart feels is being pushed and shoved after i find the answers to my question i might leave you with only a few suggestions if you cant seem to grow up stay away thats all i got to say This one I wrote when I was living at my mothers and was in love with a man that broke my heart, and now wants me back ohwell to late buddy You asked if I would marry you Come to find out your feelings weren't true Our future now out of sight Nothing can spark my light. I
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THE KISS OF HER LIPS WAS JUST A LIE I COULD TELL BY THE LOOK IN HER EYE WHY CAN'T I FIND A GIRL THAT IS TRUE NOT ONE WHO WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL BLUE I'M TIRED OF SEARCHING FOR THAT SPECIAL ONE FUCK IT FORGET IT I'VE HAD IT I'M DONE SO I'LL LIVE ALONE TILL I'M OLD AND GRAY THAN I'LL DIE ALONE ON THAT FATEFUL DAY SO HEAR MY WORDS LOVE IS A BUNCH OF SHIT SO GUESS WHAT JUST LIKE A JOB BOSS I QUIT I'M TIRED OF SEEKING THAT THING CALLED LOVE SO I'M DONE PRAYING TO THE MAN ABOVE HE HASN'T ONCE GAVE ME THE ANSWER I SEEK SO I'M JUST GONNA SIT HERE AND WATCH MY POOR HEART LEAK.........ANOTHER POEM BY JOSEPH BLAKE The porno of Joe Blake's life will be called ... "Victory on Mount Venus" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com ok to all my friends if your in a contest and you need my vote don't count on me voting cause i've been posting bulletin after bulletin telling you fuckers that i'm in a contest do you bother to read it fuck no...cause if it a
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Forgive Forgive the sun who didn't shine, the sky asked her in to dine. Forgive the stars that heard your wish the moom prepared their favorite dish. Forgive the rain for its attack the clouds have tears they can't hold back. Don't hate the birds because they are free don't envy all the things that they see. Don't block the wind, but hear its cry or else that wind will pass you bye. Forgive the storm it means no harm could no resist to show its charm. Forgive the earth that never turns don't hate the sun, because too much burns. Life intends to not cause pain the flowers bloom from the rain. The stars will come and they will pass the sun that shines, it grows the grass. The wind it cannot help but cry the stars at night light up the sky. Forgive the world in which we live we'll all find peace if we forgive Fallen for you A kiss on the lips, A soft gentle touch, the way you caress I want you so much. My one wish is to ha
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As the knife cuts into the dark heated depth of my sorrow,the tears flow in red streams from my soul of sorrow and pain.No tears from my mind flow alone now as the depth of the pain is now flowing to the floor in puddles that others never have seen behind the masks that I have created to hide the depth od darkness I am in.As the puddle grows and the darkness becomes true and total,alone stands the lies of false emotions expressed to the world to hide the gloom.I post a sign to warn others of the spill spreading and growing,but no one notices.Just as the foot prints that were left bt others before,the puddle now grows and covers those whom neglected the signs in the past.As my sorrow finally comes to a true and complete end,the ripples in the puddle only now can be seen by those who passed through the puddle earlier,to late to change the flows spread of sorrow.
My Poem "sometimes I Cry"
Sometimes I Cry Some times I cry, All too often I want to die. Do you feel the pain I feel? Is your love for me even real? I hurt inside so much you see. The scars so deep, just look at me. Do you see the marks lifeís left behind? Sometimes I feel I may lose my mind. I must be crazy, real screwed up in the head. To think you could love me, after the life Iíve led. No one can love me, most donít even try. Now do you see why sometimes I cry. Why the pain is so harsh I just want to die. The hurt little girl just trying to get out. As I sit here alone trying not to think about The lies and betrayal, the love that Iíve lost. The chances Iíve taken no matter the cost. I want a new life and I want it with you. Iím tired of feeling so down and so blue. Can you love me as much as I love you? Can you hug me and kiss me and hold me tight? Can you take my hand and guide me through the night? Can you stand by my side come dawns early light? I wish you will, I hope you
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a more darker side of my poetry... Can you help me find peace with ease, I'm begging you please, I'm fallin deeper in this world of pain down on my knee's, my head held low flowin with suicide in my brain, the only one who can help me is the one true God, I'm prayin... As time goes by it gets harder to live with these demons, wish I could kill them an finaly earn my freedom, they linger around feeding me lies tellin me I'm doomed! "We're always gunna be here makin life miserable for you! were here till your old an when your dead your ours, go ahead keep cuttin yourself we're your scars..." I cant take them outa my life I'm too weak I need you, the only one who can help me defeat them is YOU!!!. The days get colder an theres less light I think I'm dead, tellin myself no it cant be real its all in my FUCKIN HEAD!!!, I see things that arent there I'm losin it... I look around the walls, the floor, the ceilin, SHIT!!! this is hell on earth I'm here for all of etern
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She loved sweet saltwater days when the sun holds nothing back And washes the beach's visitors in its generous yellow-white light. V-Shaped shadows glide over the bright hot sand As brown pelicans ride a sultry, slow breeze. White foam on blue-green water curls and churns And deposits tasty morsels for gulls who chatter loudly As they run on orange-stick legs while laughing children Chase them relentlessly on low-tide sparkling sands Skittish crabs do their sideways crawl toward shorelines Teaming with muscles tumbling inland on endless turning tides. The ocean swells in ancient breath and pushes The edges of the earth back once again. By Kem Lewis If Only She Knew I watch her move without her knowing. Her raised eyebrow, the light in her eyes. I secretly seeóbut she does not know That she is drowning in my admiration. I steal a moment, a glance when her Back is to me; the curve of her spine. The muscle in her thigh shows itself to me. But she only sees
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i once was here but now am gone,i left this note to turn u on those who know me know me well and those who don't can go to hell. haha just kiddin
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The Threads That Bind I. We encounter our kindreds in the oddest of venues. Connections are conceived, webs weaved. The words are spun. II. And if someday, in Venice, on a patio at some trattorio, in a palazzo overlooking the Grand Canal, (and yes, I bullshited my way through that impromptu tour of Venice, when would I have the time not to tell you), we pass and nod and no, nothing happens, Fates, don't be disappointed. III. That is not how this fairy tale is spun. The glass slippers are Mahnolo's, that is if there is any such thing as a fairy godmother. I'm dreaming of fuck-me heels, come-hither sneers, the way leather worn is leather real, leather appeal, sex leather feel. IV. Sure, there were no traitors. I've always been the faker. Even these rhymes are a lie, they started mid-way, it looks like lies are on sale today: two-for-one, getting while the going's hot. V. Reality's the joke, something that gets caught in my throat. Let's
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So, after listening to Renegade suggesting I posted this for public consumption.....here is a poem I wrote tonight. I'm curious to everyone's thoughts.......good/bad/indifferent, whatever. XO, Bam ----------- right now wet paper are tender bruises when you commit them to broken memory, when you counted on the commitment of the platform to never be weak by monday's thunderstorm. what do you do when it's pouring? I love the feel of rain on my face but it's the lightning and the thunder that scare me. I never remember which comes first. 'words can't hurt you' may be true if you play in shallow pools. it's the emotion behind them that spills oils you can't erase with hard liquor or a replica body with hair in your eyes thinking you won't know the difference if you just try. what are names but identifying pronouns of words personified in your own personal Oxford you are my run-on sentence because i talk too much and i give you ellipses because we
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Sleepless nights, full of painful sorrows, like there's no tomorrow... many a dreams shattered like an arrow to my heart. Thoughts, looks, stares, voices, they're all here...they won't go away, they won't leave me alone.The stars start to shimmer, and with the moon as bright as can be, it begins lighting the darkest of nights...And as the crisp, cold air gently brushes through,the creatures of the night start to venture.The night soon begins to fill with fear, it is overcome with deceit and whispers of the gentle breeze of sleepless nights. By:Edith Gonzlav 2/3/06 I'm bored, I'm tired, feeling stressed out, I'm fed up with everything going on. No, you don't seem to understand, you don't really care. You say you are here for me, yet I feel so alone... I want to scream, but somehow, I seem to have forgotten how. How I got this way, nobody knows... but, who really cares? I'm here, come back...set me free.
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Will Rogers, who died in a plane crash with Wylie Post in 1935, was probably the greatest political sage this country has ever known. Enjoy the following quotes: Never slap a man who's chewing tobacco. Never kick a cow chip on a hot day. There are two theories to arguing with a woman... neither works. Never miss a good chance to shut up. Always drink upstream from the herd. If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it and put it back in your pocket. There are three kinds of men: ones that learn by reading, few who learn by observation, and the rest of them have to pee on the electric fence and find out for themselves. Good judgment comes from experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment. If you're riding ahead of the herd, take a look back every now and then to make sure it's still there. Lettin' the cat outta' the bag
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This urge overtaking me I tear at the fibers of my mind; The voices there threaten me ... Tell me to ... DO things ... My disturbed thoughts Cry bloody murder in my ears My blood and sweat Drip ... slowly ... I am becomming dizzy now, I cannot see the world any more. I cannot hear anything Except the voices, And my blood and sweat Drip more quickly. I can no longer FEEL anything The loss of my mind In the voices that live there Is more complete now Than ever before, And my blood and sweat Flow from me... ... ... There is nothing now ... Nothing but the blackness ... Nothing but the voices ... My blood and sweat Have run out. I have no arms, No legs, No body, No MIND! NOTHING!! I do not exist any more. I have left this world, One more time ... And as I come back to Earth, One of the voices is gone. My blood and sweat Sprinit behind the page for you to read. The world fades back into focus And I rejoin humanity Ho
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The fragile white feathers are Her's no more, I'm the one who looks at them every day, The soft lines they leave in water are mine, All the boats, the breathy mist, the cold breeze. Looking down steep to an ancient city, Don't know whose it was before is was mine, Old warehouse; big wooden beams hold a roof That's now keeping me dry; no old railway. Cobble reminds it's not always been mine, But since I stepped upon the stone it is, I'm so wealthy with all that I own- So why do I miss that small market town?
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You may not see it now, But it's there, You may not feel it now, But you'll feel it, You're about to give up, But don't, 'Cause it's there, The light, Shining so bright, At the end of this tunnel. The artist leaves an impression luring The voyer to something that's not precise, Fires were soon to be insatiably roaring, Oceans rippled with the dab of a brush. Sun in the sky watches a burning field, Casts depth to the oceans with every ray, Crackling warmth within the art is sealed, But faces change as it is neglected. Atmosphere in the green field is turning, Dark rumbling clouds add sound to the picture, The flames move on, they cannot keep burning, Now destroyed from fire; a lone empty house. It could have been a lifetime, Its only been a year, I still whisper your name, And shed another tear. I can still feel your breath, Smell your scent on my clothes, Taste you, hear you, see you, And yet your heart is closed. Someone else is with you, And yet I
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[Nov. 6th, 2006|11:49 pm] another tear to cry another feeling of pain another day to pass and still i sit and cry over you should be over it should have moved on but soon it will be the day that they came and said you were gone. didnt get to say goodbye didnt get the chance for one last hug. you were gone within the blink of an eye my dear old best friend and a few years are gone but still the pain cuts through me like a knife. please give me the sign to move on please help me to find my path again because i've drifted again and im feeling cold and lost.
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When someone tells you they love you, but they don't mean it When you see the one you love with the one they love When they leave you for someone else Telling someone how you feel about them and they dont feel the same about you Not knowing if what you have will last Wanting someone so bad, but you just can't have them When you can never stop thinking about that special someone even though you don't want to think about them anymore Wishing you still had them in your arms When you'll do anything for them and they dont even give a care Letting days go by without hearing anything about them Knowing theyre so close but yet so far away loving someone for a long time but they just want to be friends trying your hardest to get their attention, but it just didnt work Being rejected When the distance is just too much for it not to work Going to sleep thinking about them knowing theyre thinking about someone else....ouch! When your intentions are g
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Epiphany struck as dawn broke Ascenine desires propelling every thought Seeing an opening for clarity, I denied it Pretentious as I may be I refuse the world and only accept myself Withered and broken of my own neglect Stained and tainted by my own being Taken from the path I once walked... I have finally realized, The taken path has led right back to clarity... What I Once Was, Am Now Again What defines this unending wall of silk? Seeing everything, unable to remove it A constant protection from myself keeps me in the dark Nowhere in this life is a reason for unveiling my soul Sharp jagged edges of hate and deceit waiting to dissect the open flesh Longing for a bed to rest, my head rests on a migraine of stone Lost in a sea of ignorance and swimming to the never seen shores of enlightenment Visions of tranquil ponds of loveÖ No ripples of passion to be seen, the romance in hearts is forever dead Lust, seductionÖ feelings removed to accommodate society, leaving a
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Just Because You Are My Music By Chellie Dedicated to My Sweet Candy Azz (Shawn) April 1, 2006 The words from your lips strikes a cord within me, like blissful music upon an open sea. As you sing to my heart the sweet melody I hear, wanting more and more for you to be near. And because of You, my life is like a dove, Always floating on Your Love. Thank You for singing to my heart, and for always being My Music! Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 7:17 pm Created by Chellie (Me) The Journey Continues... It's still the same, dark and alone. The demons are fighting their way in, and I have no place to escape. These demons are within me from the experiences I have known...they hide within my very soul...gnawing at my every existence. I want to scream, but I have no voice...I want to release these things within me that are so twisted and frayed. So many walls building up around me, so little time to tear them down. The distance grows near, and yet, I am in an
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Ń‘Ķ√ ŗłÕŗĽ√’¬ļī—ß “¬ŇŃ„ĶťĽ’° ÕßĘÕß©—Ļ ∑’Ť§Õ¬™Ť«¬ĺ¬ōß„ňť©—Ļŗī‘Ļ∑“ßÕ¬Ť“ßŃ—Ťß„® ŠŃťĺ“¬ōĹĻ®–ĺ—ī°√–ňĻŤ” ň√◊ŗĽŇ«Šīī√ťÕĻŠ√ß®–Šľīŗľ“ ŠĶŤņ“¬„Ķť∑ťÕßŅť°«ť“ß„ň≠Ť ©—Ļ¬—ߧßŗĘÁŃŠĘÁß„Ļ°“√ŗī‘Ļ∑“ß īť«¬°”Ň—ß„®∑’ŤŗĽ’Ť¬ŃŇťŃ ŠŇ– “¬ŇŃŃ‘Ķ√ņ“ĺŠňŤßŗłÕ Dear friend You're like the wind beneath my wings that helps me fly into the sky with great confident No matter how bad the storm is coming or the burning heat from themidday sun But under the big blue sky I'll be strong in my journey With the support you'[ve given and the wind of friendshop from you Alonely guy stares at the stars in the cold night There are just tears and past memories. It's the long time night. Your hug never come back again? How much I love you but we far away in the end The empty heart, so lonely in the lone night Must bear in the bad dream, last times stuck in my herat. When morning comes? When will I forgot? The word "bye" when we were far away, you just spoke silently. I listened with tears and hurt heart
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On Air If only I could open up my heart and show you what's inside If only there was a way for you to see... That... You have my attention My attenna's are fully extended Accepting and recieving your complete broadcast For me, you are a Must See A box office, block buster You had my thumbs up at the premier... But, I want the original, not some bootleg copy Your lips Baby, Your lips are so delicious I salivate at the thought of kissing them You keep them so moist, never looking dry or chapped Just ready for intimate contact Sometimes, I just watch them when you talk The way they move as you form your words I enjoy just looking at them Perfectly shaped and sized, shining from you lip gloss Damn, your lips have me at a loss, For words that is... At First Sight At first sight I was bombarded by a beauty so rare That all I could do is stare Take a chance, I told myself But you thought I was like all the other books on the shelf So, it became my
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My mind wiped clean All is forgot Taken all I got to stand the test of time Letting these emotions Get the best of me! When can I let it all go Still you feel left alone What are dreams for when all you think of is giving up! Take these buried dreams I have and try to dig them out! How deep should I have to dig to find out where my dreams are at These Buried dreams I must find These Buried Dreams should I keep digging or should I just give up! I hear it all the time Go for your Dreams and never give up! These Buried Dreams How much further These Buried Dreams I wont quit till I dig you out! If you think you have the best of me your dead wrong!!!! GROWING FLOWERS Our lives are like a seed planted in the ground If we dont love we will never grow So if we dont nourish it, it wont grow! and when we see it start to grow you know there was love to see it through To see the full bloom of the seed we have planted! brings life to a flower that we have s
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Torment Pointing fingers ďoh my gosh look at thatĒ Laughter all around Schools such a blur Complaining and fussing ďIím not sitting next to that, sheís much to differentĒ So somewhere else they sat Making faces When heading to a different room ďwhat the hell is wrong with her, StupidĒ they assume Walking alone As they whisper when I go by They are tempted to make fun and laugh But all I do is sigh Raising my hand When I know what to do ďyour doing your work?, Look sheís a nerd tooĒ Walking home Going at a speedy pace Moving as fast as I can As if my life was a race When I reach the finish line Also known as my home There I sit in my room Once again all alone Torments start again As threats are then heard Shaking and screaming Hearing them word for word Looking around drastically For a place to hide Somewhere where Iíll be left at peace I need someone who will be on my side I find nothing but a teddy bear Daddy gave me
My Posistion
there are so many people who swear they're gonna be a true friend an be there when you need them. where them folks at when you really need them? most of the time while they are telling you how true they are, they are tryin to convience theirself that they are true. honestly i need some1 tonight yet my "best friend" won't answer the damn phone. fuck it tho, i can keep this shit all bottled up. but you always gotta find this shit out the hard way.
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Sweet Lady, song of my heart, Hold my hand, as this journey we start. Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness; And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness. Steadfast, honest and true; Your partner is here and will forever love you. It is my prayer that I will always be; The one who brings you joy and sets your spirit free. With my love Iíll cover you and warm your soul with mine; Give you pleasures Ė like none you will find. Your Sweet Lady, song of your heart; Will love you forever, together or apart. So hear me Sweet Lady, and know in your soul; That there is no better future than with you to grow old. Endless caresses, touches and kisses; Our passion a banner for our loveís true existence. My hand I extend and my honor I offer; For being with you my love, there is no greater pleasure. Your hand I accept, and all your love as well; My heart sings so loudly, all can tell I am loved and in love with the man made for me Hold my hand; let us walk thro
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This is hell copyright 1994 all rights reserved Call the soldiers in To the graveyard within And behind these wire gates Lays a million men's fates To live is to die In this land of the lie Stolen in the night Was all that is right Pains of a child Born to be wild Mentally drifting From a chance of uplifting Military Artilary Put in a child's hands To wipe out lands No salvation For a lost generation Patience has been driven For the devil has risen Total intoxication Via satan's medication This is hell
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Leave me alone, Don't go away, Fuck these little mind games you like to play. I am so sick and tried of the fucked up arguments and fuck this life and everybody,I just would die and end all the pain of everyone. This is just my feelings at the time I was pissed off and upset.
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"I sit here and wonder,why does life have to be so dark?I wonder if i will ever see the light again?People are so crule and mean,and dont care about others feeling,but yet we are supposed to sit back and pretend that we have no pain inside.How much can a person take inside,bottle it up before it explodes into some chaotic mess?The things that life has brought me has not be easy,I still sit here and wonder why Does God bring Darkness onto the good people and Light upon the bad?Is it some kind of lesson to be learned?Or is it something more?It's funny how a person like myself is a stay at home mother taking care of 4 children,cooks,cleans,and is just here for 4 innocent children everyday,and the man that i love the most in the world sits and reflects off of my pain.I never knew how much love hurts till i met this person.I wonder if the pain if from fighting so hard to be a good mother and a good provider etc or If it is the pain of the stresse that are being brought into my life,or maybe
My Poetry That Is Published
Life Little is known until you experience it It's only here for a short while Far different from one to the next Everyone lives their own Howard Conklin Jr Copyright ©2006 Howard Conklin Jr SHAWNA She is my guiding light Has a great personality Allways makes me smile With me everywhere I go Never needs to change And most of all I love her Howard Conklin Jr Copyright ©2006 Howard Conklin Jr SISTER Shows you that she cares Important part in your life Shops till they drop There for you when you need them Even when you don't Remembers important dates Howard Conklin Jr Copyright ©2006 Howard Conklin Jr
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My Poetry Blog
My love can you see these tears falling from my eyes? They fall because I am missing you... I look to heaven and whisper the words I wish you knew. The words I should have said long ago to you. I would give anything to hold you once again... To tell you I love you more than just as friends. But your time came and to heaven you went. I never got to tell you that I enjoyed the time we spent. I never got to say I love you before you went away. I hope you can see the love in my tears, for I love you more than just friends. As do stars fall from the sky, let these tears fall from my eyes. They are a symbol of my eternal love. For the one I will soon join and give all my love to. My love, I can't wait to return to you. Eternity stole you away... But we'll love, together, someday. How do I make you understand? How do I make you see? That everything he told you were lies that didn't come from me. Words I would never speak. Things I don't believe. Th
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I want to make your heart beat just for me. I want a true love in my lonely life. I've looked a long time, dated many men, But none I walked with walked in step with me. We walk together well, the best of friends. Somehow we just fit, as if clean cut To go together, zigzags complementary. But now I would be something more than friends. I know I take a chance to mention love. I've no idea what feeling's in your heart. But if you'd catch a burning, plunging star, I know I'd make you happy for your love Fear is a place we go when we don't know fear is the man in the shadows behind that bush or that memory or that time walking in the peace of the streetlights down the sidewalk waiting for fear to jump out grab us and pull us deeper into the metaphor just close your eyes and get lost in the metaphor of blue skies and fearless dreams So alone in my bed Alone listening to nightly whispers Alone in my thoughts Alone standing in court Alone I stand and fig
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Wondering around with no place to go, Trying to understand what Iím supposed to know. Not seeing the truth behind lies they tell, As they try to hide the pain and the horrors of hell. They say you went peacefully with friends all around, But the truth is you died alone on the ground. Iím still waiting for you to come home, Waiting for the sound of the phone. But reality is playing a mean game, As the truth sinks in and I scream your name. I thought I saw you today, But when he turned around I had to look away. It kills me to know your no longer here with me, No longer here to help me through this misery. I can feel our baby kick, But she will never see your little tricks. She will never hear your voice or see your face, As she grows up in a much safer place. you sacrificed your life for this world that hates you, They protest and start riots but will never go through what you went through. They donít understand the loved ones you left behind, Be
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Please help me get out of this cold dark place. The silence slowly slips me into madness. I need someone to embrace me and make me feel wanted. I am imprisoned in this cone of silence which you can fall forever it seems. It is quiet enough to hear my heart pulsate with life. As my heart beats into the space of nothingness, a tears falls for each guilt that I feel, it eats away at my soul. To be kept in the dark hurts knowing you can't do a damn thing about it. To be stuck in such a place means to me that I am alone.
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For so long all i could see Was the image mankind reflected back to me Nothing special, not pretty at all Sometimes too short, at others too tall I could not measure up to what i saw No not a beauty-not at all Sometimess too fat, sometimes too thin Not even content with the color of my skin But then i saw myself through his eyes A beauty to behold, just the perfect size Not a blemish or spot to mar me He created me so perfectly. There's nothing wrong with the way i am I am Valuable-a rare gem A woman beautiful in his sight A woman special in her own right His Creation-one to behold Made from his perfect mold And here i stand proud to be The woman he formed in me Yes i saw myself through his eyes A beauty to behold, just the perfect size Not a blemish or spot to mar me He created me so perfectly.
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I love my baby so very much My only wish is to kiss and touch But since i live so far away Ill have to wait for a better day When I see her beautiful face I feel nothing but love, bliss, and a since of grace She is my light when in the dark She cheers me up and fills my heart When we met we were blind To what was with held in our minds We both had problems in our life In which we are now trying to rewrite You helped me and I helped you And within that our love grew We talked all nite and into the day Carrying on in playful ways We met for a reason this is true Cause you love me and I love you Our hearts were broken but now are whole For we are eachothers baby's heart's and soul's
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She wakes every morning with a smile on her face. She felt his love in her sleep. Dreamed of his embrace. Although she's never met his body. His heart she does feel. Anytime she has loved before. Has never felt so real. There is no explanation for it. Not one has she yet found. But OMG the feeling she gets when he is around. Although it may end tomorrow. The memory will not fade. For in her heart a life long friend. She feels that she has made. She hopes it last forever. She prays that they do meet. She dreams of the day her online love. sweeps her off her feet. I see you staring at me, but you never truly see, why I love you, oh, so much, when you're so out of touch. Feelings that we could have shared, you flung behind without a care. It seems so hard to let you go, and the process is so slow. I don't know whether I should stay, and waste another day away. I do know, though, that all this pain, will soon drive me insane. You don't fe
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My Poetry *please Do Not Steal, That Would Hurt.**
Trapped inside my own head With nothing but my own fevered dreams to comfort me. I know the pain of the madwoman; She lives inside of me. I've felt the strength of demons And the weakness of self- preservation. And hope. Hope. Hey, parents, do you know where your kids are tonight? Are they locked away inside of themselves? Are their minds slipping away? Mama hen, mama hen . . . The fox has taken your baby again. Precious minds are a shame to waste Memories are forgotten in haste. I am losing all that is me . . . Yet gaining something entirely different. Something that acts like an animal And speaks like God. Comforts me like a best friend And loves me like its child. I am its child. An innocent brat, ready for its teachings. Ready to do what is told to me. Believing all that is said to me. Taking in all. And living off of my fevered dreams. You ask me how we got from there to here, And you tell me you can't remember, And so I'll answer it for you, Though per
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Waiting For You Today I stand here ready for " War" with who you ask.It's the doubters there the people who believe people can't change;so I'm calling them all out to knock them out like Ali without touching them,so you doubters better put on your mental and spiritual gloves I'm waiting. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson P.S. This poem is only my expressions of the things. I've dealt with in my life and if this is taken personal it not meant to be but if you do take it personal you can step off don't have time to be playing peeps games so backup off me. Alone In The Dark Alone sits a man in total darkness in a place he can't call home. Tears streaming from his eyes from losing the women who made this house a home; as this man sits in total darkness with tears he remembers a very special day to him, that day for him was the day he asked her to Marry him now he is alone in the d
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i find myself asking this certain question, is being in love really a blessing? i really hope so cause i'm there, now living life as if it treats me fair, i found you and don't want to let you go, all i can do is learn how to show, you've been hurt a lot this i've heard, i'm not like the rest, you are my bird i'll come to you sober and straight, just hope your loves true, not fake, i'm opening my heart as far as it can be, because when i'm with you i feel free, i'm so addicted to you, i can't get enough, but this being away from you is so tough i'll do what i have to do, just hope in the end i'm with you. It's too hot in the store and I want to roll up my sleeves, but the gashes on my arm are in straight lines, glaringly obvious to anyone who 'went through that phase' already. Clearly I did not fall down any stairs to get these scabbed over little trenches Bees in the caramel and I'm not
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THOUGH I CANNOT SEE OR TOUCH YOU I KNOW DEEP IN MY HEART THAT WE BECAME FOREVER FRIENDS RIGHT FROM THE VERY START YOU LIVE IN A WORLD THAT IS FAR FROM MINE BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE THERE FOR ME AT THE OTHER END OF THE TELEPHONE LINE WE HAVEN'T KNOWN EACH OTHER LONG BUT I CAN TELL YOU REALLY CARE I WANT YOU TO KNOW DEEP IN YOUR HEART THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AS SURE AS THE EARTH SPINS AROUND AND AROUND I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU AND I KNOW BY WHAT YOU'VE SHOWN YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME TOO © TAMMY REED 1998 IF YOU EVER WONDER WHAT THE DAY WILL BRING LOOK UP IN THE HEAVEN'S AND HEAR THE ANGELS SING IF YOU EVER WANT TO KNOW THAT JOY IS WHAT A BABY BRINGS JUST LOOK UP IN THE HEAVENS AND HEAR THE ANGELS SING THE ANGELS SING A SONG OF PEACE AND LOVE THAT IS SUBLIME JUST LOOK UP IN THE HEAVENS YOU CAN ALMOST SEE THEM SHINE FOR ANGELS LIVE AMONG US IN THIS WORLD OF HATE AND CRIME WE COULD HEAR THEM SPEAK TO US IF WE ONLY TOOK THE TIME SO
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He says I don't care, he says I'm never there, For some weird reason I don't think it's fair. He says I lie, he says I hide, By his rules I have to abide. I'll slink away to my own personal doom, The way he acts brings me such gloom. I can't believe he said those words to me, His fighting words won't let me be. They consume me inside out, It leaves me wondering what we're about. I'm left here to comfort myself, although I don't know how, The looks I get make me feel like a cow. Not pretty nor am I perfect, I know this for sure, For my insecurity there is no cure. I'll deal with it, here and today, I've always left my feelings locked away. He doesn't understand, he never will, He doesn't know my inner demons I must kill. Alone and by myself, that's what I have to do, All my life, away from them I flew. It's time to face the truth and deal with it now, When they're defeated then I'll bow. I'll sink to my knees in a fit of
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I do not belive in love anymore, I do not believe in hope anymore, †I do not believe in you anymore. All I;ve left to believe in, Is death and emptiness. †The cowardliness of your actions, Left an and open wound in my heart. I do not belive in love anymore. The shattered shards of my dreams, Swirl down your clogged up drain. †I do not belive in hope anymore. You've made me keel over in pain, A hurt wedged deep in my heart. †I do not belive in life anymore. Many a time you left me waiting, But all the while you weren't coming. I do not beleive in you anymore. All I've left is death is emptiness. A dagger through her heart, Blood pours upon the floor, Tears swell in her eyes, It's a never ending chore. Pain lives in her home, In the walls are heart ache, And every room has memories, Of the day her heart did break. The tears won't drown her misery, Her eyes will never dry, As she keeps living that moment, She regrets having said goodbye. The nights become so long
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Healing When you see every tear that falls from your face You know then you are walking in the wrong direction Just look for some solitude, try looking for grace Take necessary steps to endure your space Your fence will surround you, your time is your stay Cry yourself to sleep my friend, there you will be ok Some dreams will be broken, some words will go unsaid Answers won't come easily, regardless of what you have You can grasp on reality, you can dream if you may Hope for a better future, wish for it today Things happen for a reason, you wonder if this is the time Just remember the strength that's within you I assure you, it will be fine So cry yourself to sleep my friend, it is there you will be ok Healing When you see every tear that falls from your face You know then you are walking in the wrong direction Just look for some solitude, try looking for grace Take necessary steps to endure your space Your fence will surround you, your time i
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How is it when I look at you I see all the things I want and feel. But , when I turn away and go another direction I see only vainess. How is it when I look at you I see the perfect person I want to see. But, when I walk the other direction I do not see anything that's ment to be. My heart is aching and longing for you to the point that I see and feel you in my dreams. Sometimes, I want to scream and let the birds and the sky and the world hear my pain I feel for you. This is when the darkness comsumes my every thought my soul being, and takes me to that dark place that no one can bring out of. How is it when I look at you I only want to say how I feel . But, when I turn away and walk the other direction I can not bring you with me. Because, then that would only bring you into my darkness and one of use has to be brave. So. listen to your heart and feel the power of our love and soul as it becomes one and we pay no attention to right or wrong we just know that we belong.
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Hey, all. Here's one of the poems from my new book. It is the very thing that every man should say to his woman at least once a week(lol). I hope ya'll like it. The definition of a lady A charasmatic being with a simplistic charm. Dangerously beautiful without doing harm. Striking a spell every moment she speaks, leaving a fragrance that lasts for weeks. Healing the wounds in my broken heart. Blessing the Earth with her tears everytime we part. I shall be with her forever and all things will be good. She is the definition of a lady and she does the best that she could.
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To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. The origin of this letter is unknown
My Poetry
Lightning Flashes Across The Sky Reflecting In Her Deep Blue Eye's She Stares Into The MoonLess Night Peace Fill's Her Soul So Deep Inside She Sighs So Many Thing's She Has Yet To Do Car's Flash By Into The Storm Filled Night She Won't Just Sit Idely By And Watch As Her Life Passes Her By No More Will She Sit And Wonder Why It's Time She Took A Stand She Reaches Out For His Hand His Light So Bright Her Guding Light It Shine's Ever So Bright Alway's Leading Her Through The Darkest Of Night's He Set's Her Free To Become All He Wants Her To Be Copyright ©2007 Lisa M. was it all just a game too you did you ever really love me honestly i wonder when you think about me do i brighten your darkest mood do i bring a smile too your lips Do you Know How My heart Aches Because i just wanna be with you You Have Touched the Deepest Part of My Soul like no one else Do You know i Dream about you i wonder do you really know how it is you make me feel so deep inside my sou
My Poetry......aka Death Trick
Deep in the depths of pits Shallowness of the none Faking all your lives In the state of a blitz Your work is never done Falling down the shallow hole Be at one with nothing Having fun for something Down below there is nothing Up above....... Dead Bodies KLINZ 9/13/05 Mortality of your death giving one last breath Two lives to live, before you take you must give Your flesh and blood it will die But it resides in your eye in my vain and in our brain you and i are one I have made you to contain me and you desire it all the same In time you will see all there is and all I have seen Then you will find it's utterly sublime The way the light moves and flickers its a continual journey of amazement For i have given you my Dark Gift KLINZ 3/15/98 A distant land is calling Each of my dreams are slowly falling Creature of the darkness Grant me this one request The knowledge of this love turned to pain i confess Wish
My Poetry
I remember a great deal of my life in fact all of it .... I left home at 14 when I got Emancipated , finished school in my home town of Dallas,Texas.. and in Michigan where I ended up when I left Texas. For the longest time I was the "bad boy". u know the popular one did all the drugs sold em and even up until about 2 mos ago I was always in fights ( I do beleive ive actually been in about 104 fights form 12 yrs old till 23 ) which I can say for the record I did not win all of em .... anyways I had any woman I wanted and yet with all I had I was not happy . I was also in 9 county jails and got expelled from highschool got my GED in washtenaw county jail and thats when i woke up ( at 17 yrs old) and did not like the man lookin back at me in the mirror from then on i Vowed to become a respectable man ...and here I stand now as of the last 3 yrs.... granted I was always respectful and sweet I jus didnot take any disrespect to me my family or those friends close .. I s
My Poetry Book Part 1: Poems For My Ex-girlfriend Katie
Blue Is the color of your eyes Like the sky above You are as graceful as a dove Blue Is the color of your shirt I like the shirt You look so beautiful in it Blue Is the color of my heart Now that you left me Please come back All the time I think of you And all the fun things We used to do All the time I am reminded of you And because you are gone It makes me blue All the time I am depressed Iím sorry that sometimes I was a pest All the time While you do what you are doing All of the memories of you and me Keep on blooming Alone and missing you I wonder what you are doing Or if you are missing me I am so alone Alone and missing you Iím remembering all the fun times we had While trying to block out the bad times I wish I wasnít alone Alone and missing you I really love you And wish to Have you in my arms again Alone and missing you I am realizing all the things I did wrong to Make you leave me Please come back
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February 8, 1999 Magazine cover songs of inspiration Go by my self trepanation Tom Petty thief of hearts Peach pit stops and starts Curtians drawn on paper plates Baby blue color blind dates Dirty needle in your eye-popping Restless heart broken jaw-dropping Unpleasant chap stick up your ass Nice rear window pane of glass Good year book of shadows you Cookie tin can I see through Cyber virgin queen of spades On the take it slowly fades Radio air play with me always Candy bar keep me waiting for days Pillow talk of the town drunk Flower garden row boat sunk Go slow hand cancel or send Antler rack you brain dead end. April 29, 2006 I like to creep up on his body And disguise it as a treat So I hope after death they'll give my bones to a very special fiend I think if I lay still enough My flesh will speak to his Then every accidental touch Will instruct his pulse to rush - Slide, slide away Inside and in frame Take the glow, take the taste Love, th
My Poetry.
Deceit. I chase you as a dream. This is the house of mirrors and I burn my image against fraudulent eye I press my form in urgent frequency against the shallow hollow of unformed souls I find solace in the empty places between that I create through trembling breath and I bleed black reason into my thoughts which drips from my tongue like the poison I am. Tragic Simply tragic they'd say. I am a car crash waiting to happen. I build roads without structure the blind leading the lost the cost is but a fraction of the pleasure I hurt noone but myself it's a one man game no rules but what I make of them and what I make of myself is not yours and so if I bring myself towards harm it is not yours to carry There is no reality but will my will is my way you are but another bullet in my gun be you release or be you blank. Is it so crazy to dream that one may fly? even underwater the dead will float. If such brings dissipation, well, all turns to dust.
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Am I Really A Freak?? Don't tease me Don't Touch me Unless Unless your ready To touch me To drive me To caress me To play with me To lick me To sex me Dont go to fast Dont go to slow Go just right Do it gently Do it rough Do it tough Do it slow Do it fast Dont be scared If you cant do the job Like you said you can Before you leave Hand me the damn phone So I can call someone else Who can do it right If you want to stay I can teach you how Undress me nice and slow Then touch me up there Then down here Now use your tongue and lips Do it again and again As many times as you want But dont enter there Not into my lilly Not just yet See I got you And you got me I like many wayz What wayz you ask Come and find out Some say Im a nympho I just maybe Because I dream about sex Now my man leaves to go to work I hear a knock at the door I open it Damn its you We both know what time it is Im like not y
My Political Views And Bs...dont Read If U Wana Bitch... These Are Just My Thoughts!!!!
a slight biblical refernce, but only because its a wise thought...a man named J. once said to 'remove the rafter from your eye before you try to remove the straw from your brother's eye...'...so basically, lets make our COUNTRY the BEST IT CAN BE, and THEN WE CAN BE WORLD LEADERS, and spreaders of freedom and democracy...over $350billion on the war? Imagine what that would do here... and yes, we all know Junior didnt write that speech or probably even know what half the s*** was he was talkin about,... i mean come on, 6 years now and HE STILL CANT SAY NUCLEAR correctly!!!!!!!!!!! it wasnt just about oil,and I thank you for bringing that up, but the main point I want to express is this shit with the Sunnis n the Shiites has been going on for milleniums, how do we think we can fix that? Its religious bs, its not our fight, and we need to realize that... in my humble opinion
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I live in a daze. A permanent shadow Has cloked my heart. Every thought, Every memory Is of you. When your life was stolen, Part of me died with you. You took my heart,My love, and all My live's happiness With you to the grave. Our time together May have been short, But it was the best time Of my entire life. Now I'm alone. Trying to live my life The best I know how. Until we meet again. April N. Purdy 6-27-99 I may appear happy But Iím not. This false smile Hides the pain And deflects questions I may appear strong But Iím not. I pretend to do Anything I want But I want more. I may appear carefree But Iím not. Inside my mind Are constant struggles Worries over tomorrow I may appear alive But Iím not. My life is filled with darkness. Sometimes it is so concrete, No light is allowed in. The darkness cloaks over everything, Swallowing all happiness. It is cold in the harsh shadows, For I have very little warmth. I'm alone, and scared.
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I could have Shared with you~ My laughter, My warmth, My tears, My kisses, My strength, My love, My future, My life, Instead we only shared , My goodbye. By Mary Lee When you are all alone, and your sun has gone away~ when shadows fill your restless night. Close your eyes, My love and remember me ~ and know I am always with you... By Mary Lee He doesn"t know that I kiss him with my eyes a thousand times each night; From a distance ; At first the kisses are soft as a feather upon his cheek Then warm and tender, for it is not passion I seek, My craving is to be close to him and feel his strength For these kisses on air I ask nothing in return But that he accepts and understands, I never meant to feel this way - It caught me unaware Of course our lips shall never meet ; I seek only to be closer to my personal champion The valiant knight upon his bike; My heart sees him as everything the finest knight shoul
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~*~ EVERLASTING ~*~ No more torturing moments, With those so called people who cared, No more always thinking im respected, When really, They didnít care for you from the start, Those twisted clandestine thoughts, Of detestation and suicide, Or concern for the world, No more forever scared, By those moments that fear you the most, The momentís from the past, No more of these tears, The tearís I have cried, Able to be drowned in my own misery, The anguish, I so longed to liberate, No more petrified moments, Of never being obtainable, Or even existing, I canít fight that battle anymore, I no longer have that power, To grasp the world in my hand, To think there is a way to save everyone, For everyone to have perpetually a gratitude, But still, There is not care in the world, Do I really have a soul? Could everyone possibly know? My innermost judgment, Will I be able to close my eyes? To dream of such a wonderful place, The place I am lastly loved, W
My Poem
you say that you love me, yet we both know that isnt true. i believed all the lies you told, all the lines that you said. i wanted to be with you, until my very last breath. i had given you my heart, you promised to keep it safe. you are just like all the others, just in it for yourself. i would have done anything for you, given you the world. you will never find another like me, not even if you try. you just hurt the girl, who would have been the best. um......yeah i have no idea why i wrote this, but i did. its not so much how i feel at the moment, yet parts of it are things i have gone thru recently. comment on it, or not. its my heart that hurts. as I sit here broken hearted, thinking of what I could change. wondering if it was something I did. to make things happen like this. please tell me. help me to understand. don't just ignore me, don't ignore my feelings. don't leave me here alone. wondering, thinking, waiting, going crazy.
My Poem
BROKEN I will enjoyed pain when I meet you pushed to the limit abused beyond enjoyment fucked in the skull and the tide changed and my face fell to the ground i will became a slave under your control under your foot under your will of pleasure You are THE MASTER and I will became your silly little toy I will let you have control of me i am at your will punsh me at your will as you see fit i am at your will as your slave i will tell you no you tie me up on all fours hopeing to see whats in store as i feel your fingers running across my body placeing a gag in my mouth telling me not to whimper i close my eyes feeling your whip race across my flesh i bite down trying not to scream tears rolls down my face my back aches looking into your eyes taking it with grace trying not to whimper not knowing what will come next i know i have to be broke in at frist as i feel the whip again raceing across back my b
My Poems And Crazy Thought's
My Poetry
Tonight.Just now.Blowing its pipe.A high soft shriek.Crisp notes - higher they soar.Black air - hiss past the leavesstalk the darkness once more.Some men pay heed.Dim wind composed.This night.Exposed. Club master bludgeon mestring me up nakedlyexpose my useless soulmy father can't comparejab my rib shut my mouthostracized, leave me there A touch. Not a caress.No wandering hands.A touch.Full of finesse.Strong wonderful hands.Feelings.Not mere desire.Left wondering, who?Feelings.No need enquire.My warm-hearted who.A look.Not an ogle.No mischievous eyes.A look.Flashes so full.Deep mirroring eyes.Instincts.Not to ravage.Left emptying minds.Instincts.Full and lavish.Most impressive minds.
My Politics
Freedoms Death Stagnation holds me in itís grasp Icy hands around my throat are clasp Dragging me down into the mire Burning my hopes upon the pyre Destined to walk the world at hand To never find home within this land To see things with eyes that are too clear To know the loss of freedom through fear Minds that recoil from the challenge to live For security away their freedoms they give And thus the demon in power does grow Till all too late do the masses then know Trapped in constriction and lost in this style See them goose step and hear them scream hiel Glare at those who voice their opposition The land is now sick beyond need of physician Terror has won and a way of life killed Done in by deceit and those in politics skilled Who turn a phrase and twist the meaning of word Till none are sure of what it is they have heard The price is too great and the losses be grieved It is the fault of our own that we were deceived For ours is to question the actions of
My Poems ♥
What I want in a Man! I want a man who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long. One who thinks before he speaks One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I want him to be gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, be not annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! For a man who makes love to my mind and knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I want this man to love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Exís You say you like me, then the next time around you say you like my best friend! What is wrong with you? I fell as if my body is just going to shut down in front of you. You ask me to hang out with you but do you show up? No, your out screwingí some other chick, I hope you burn in hell. You say that your sorry, And you what to get together again, And I say yes to that, And get my heart broken How dumb could I have been? Now I lay thinking of what will ha
My Poems
A MILLION MILES AWAY A million miles away I hear your soft voice calling A million miles away We breath as one A million miles away We lay in the snow making snow angels A million miles away Our hearts beat as one A million miles away We are closer then ever before A million miles away Our hearts are smiling Dedicated to my friend Tanaia My Chaos Poem I awake and my eyes open Only to find Chaos Waiting for me Like an old friend Chaos takes me By the hand I resist but Chaos is to strong Chaos takes me back to were it all began The darkness Surrounds me I fall faster and faster I have reached the end My eyes slowly close Chaos takes my last breath Chaos has finally won THE DOWNWORD SPIRAL You showed me happiness You showed me love I was finally at peace then you took it all away You took my heart and thru it away You left me with nothing Even less then what I had before I proved time and time again I would be there to save you Now yo
My Poems
So you want to know who I am? I bet you do. I am with you when you sleep and with you when your awake. So you want to know who I am? I bet you do? I feel you when your sleeping and touch you to awake. So you want to know who I am? I bet you do? I haunt you when you sleep and appear in shadows when your awake. So you want to know who I am ? I bet you do. I mix lies with the truth twisting your words just so to amuse me, But also to confuse you. You want to know who I am? I bet you do.
...my Poems....
My Poems
i am making alot of love poems that i hope to publish into a book very soon the graphics for the cover of the book are designed and layed out by me aswell
My Poetry *copywritten*
Searching for inspiration Hearing the rain fall, And the rolls of thunder in the sky Your hand caressing my neck, Your thumb glides to my lips Your fingers hold my neck as I kiss your thumb Leaning down behind me, I feel your lips glide from shoulder to shoulder Leaning my head back for you We kiss so deep, so passionately I forget where I am or what I was doing Big strong comforting arms lift me from the chair Candles light the bedroom Portishead plays from the speakers Gently laying me on the bed Kissing my toes, my chins, my knees Kissing kissing kissing all the way up To my forehead and licking behind my ears Biting my lip I let out a soft moan And trace the muscles of your back Digging my nails every so slightly into your skin Your growl arousing me deep inside I bite your shoulder and wrap my legs tight around you Arching my back and you look into my eyes Your look asking for permission I reach up for another kiss as I thrust up Taking you into me,
My Poetry..
My Poetry
can it be a poem? Lonesome Fingers itching Burning with eagerness They find my virgin cunt And I roll onto my back Stretched out under the covers My hands stroking and probing I spread my legs And let my fingers glide inside Wet and slippery My thighs open wider Shoving my fingers in deeper I find my clit with the other hand And pull my fingers out To rub my hard nipples My tiny B-cup breasts feel soft Between moist fingers And my clit is being caressed And rubbed raw A dance of caresses I close my eyes And pleasure myself Until the loneliness fades away Scent fills the air black candles surround i prepare myself for you to lay me down anticipation grows an adrenaline rush body starts to shake at your fingers slightest touch you move slow and take your time as we sway to the music sweet songs of sublime a hand on my neck, a hand on my back you pull me near gently cupping my face and whisper sweet nothings in my ear you ligh
My Poetry
This next poem was wrote for my son when he and his ex gf who was his 1st true love broke his heart in two.... Breaking up with the person you love is a hard thing to do. Wether its just a few weeks or maybe years or maybe even just a few months. The tears have a tendency to fall like a river which flows freely. You feel like you have cried your last tear and you know deep inside that ya havent. The memories that you and I have shared will never be earsed but preserved between us forever. Memories that no one person could replace. We will not love one another like we use to, but as each day that passes I pray that we get back together As the days wear on I pray that we can look past our differences but as those days go by I lose that hope that we will be able to. Love is like an ice cube, it melts because it's to hot to handle or as a broken heart would do. A broken heart that just melts away, waiting to be repaired A broken heart that cries out to be mended but we both k
My Poems
Times There are times when I feel so close to you, we are almost one. Yet there are times we feel miles apart. There are times I imagine, could last forever And there are times that hopefully wonít! There are times I feel we could do anything, And times when I feel like we are doing nothing. But all these times, are time spent with you, And you are the one I want to spend my time with. So, for the good times, and the badÖ Letís share our time together. Different Worlds Feelings are only the beginning There is so much more We are so different Too different For this to be what either of us needs Maybe I expect too much And maybe you expect too little Too many mistakes have already been made Too many to count So let ďUsĒ not be a mistake But be a memory We will always remember
My Poetry
Just a reminder: I write poems like these to express the way I am feeling at a certain moment. Sure, most poets mean it but some use it as a way of expression. I use poetry to express my feelings and thoughts about things. Like it or not, I do this for those 2 main reasons. This part of my poetry is based on my shitty love life. Yeah I know, sux huh? "Bad Friday" When I look back At the words said There was happiness But also hurt and sadness I can't help But look at the times How happy we once were Is what I realized Until the day came Bad Friday The fight began And it went on, you won I was dying But was not actin' Like a foot soldier That was killed in action Only one me But so many demons Now I feel sick For all the dramatic reasons I can't figure myself out Not with the suspense going on It would hurt me more By trying to move on I need to heal And help myself out It's the only way I will without a doubt The truth is this I'm sti
My Poems
i miss your voice echoing in my dreams... I miss your hand in mine... I miss... my head on your chest I miss... YOU!!! copyright 22march07 Erin E.E. Francis So tired of being strong So tired of trying not to cry So tired of holding it all together I cant do it anymore! Its time to break down Its time to let it all out Its time to let the tears fall! Erin Francis Valentines Day 2007 M moral boosters I intellegent L loving I intent on survival T team players A all together R rely on eash other Y YES WE CAN!! W willing to give I inventive V very supportive E eternally grateful S some dont understand copyright 21Feb07 Erin Francis
My Poetry
Untitled Flesh painted crimson with my own blood. Purple spreads across my body as the life drains from it. Blue are my eyes as the tears of my death fall. You don't care I am going. You don't notice my absence. The breath leaves my body, my lungs. The last of it comes in a sigh of regret. Of loss, for I have lost so much for you. Forced to sacrifice all for you over the years. Pain and hurt have followed me with your hurtful words. You, the one who should of loved me all along, left me to the wolves. Cold and alone, wishing for love and beauty. Never finding what I seek. And now, just as I have found what I so greatly desired, you ruin all. You stab with your words and beat with your lack of love. How could you have forsaken me? ~Sarai~
My Poems
Trust no future, however pleasant, Let the dead past bury its dead; Act, act in the living present, Heart within, and God overhead The evil, that men do, lives after them, The good is oft interred with their bones. Is this the land your Fathers loved, The freedom which they toiled to win? Is this the earth whereon they moved? Are these the graves they slumber in? To palter with us in a double sense: And keep the word of promise to the ear, But break it to the heart. God speed the year of jubilee The wide world o'er! When from their galling chains set free, Th' oppress'd shall vilely bend the knee, And wear the yoke of tyranny Like brutes no more. That year will come, and freedom's reign. To man his plundered rights again Restore. God speed the day when human blood Shall cease to flow! In every clime be understood, The claims of human brotherhood, And each return for evil, good, Not blow for blow; That day will come all feuds to end, And
My Poems
I Love You TO MY HUSBAND ANTHONY BOYKIN The first day we met I knew you were mine, Your sweetness and love was so hard to find. You took me in and gave me such love, Every day I thank the dear Lord above. That you and I are husband and wife, And that every day we share our life. I promised always to be faithful and true, You promised that you wouldn't make me blue. Five years have past and still here we are, Our love has rocketed like two shooting stars. I may not say I Love You as often as I should, But know this now,I wouldn't trade you if I could. I want to be with you for all eternity, For life without you would mean nothing to me. Cynthia Anne Boykin Copyright ©2006 Cynthia Anne Boykin He's Still With Me dedicated to Mark Shawn Anderson 1968-1999 Came to me in a dream, felt so real is how it seemed Said he was ok and not to cry, for he had wings and could fly Sent someone to help me through, love and protect as he used to do All eternty lo
My Poetry
My confusion bridges the ageless gap between chaos and serenity And leads me to ask the question of what this life could ever be Uncertainty undresses me and leaves me naked in your waking eye it undoes all possibilities and leads me to ask you why: why I tremble at the slightest touch and pray that you won't feel why I close my eyes each night in fear that none of this is real why I watch you walk away each time and wait til you look back I don't know how many times you haven't - enough that I've lost track And I don't know when you will look back, or even if you'll stay But I do promise to wait til then and never look away So many times I've lost myself in a life I watched pass by In memories that strangled me, winds that refused to die Now I'm waiting for the current that will carry me to you, that will never let me look back and release everything I knew And I'm waiting for tomorrow, for a life that's yet to be I'm waiting for my confusion to lead me to serenit
My Poem
GUILTY CONSCIOUS Iím lost in confusion Trapped by lies Wrapped in guilt Trying to hide A secret exposed A lie unfolded How could this be Everything is coming unglued The people I hurt The pain I caused All because I was a little lost Take away this guilt Take away the pain I must confess I must break free Todayís the day I will lose the biggest part of me A poem by Cassandra R. Nolasco sitting here wishing you were here. would you wipe away my tears. you mean so much to me. i just wish you could see. are you just a figment of my imagination. i look forward to each of our conversations. you make me gleem. are you really what you seem. i believe you to be my soul mate. i'm looking forward to our first date. i can't wait to be in your arms. for i know you will always keep me out of harm. i love you. no matter what you do. i will never leave your side. because i as you have nothing to hide. you are the best thing to come into my life. i just can't w
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my poetry... sometimes you win, and sometimes you lose it all depends on the choices you choose... one day it's left, and one day it's right before you know it you lost the fight... tears you've cried, and tears you've caused you start to feel your life is paused can't move forward, can't move back your only defense now is to attack ----- tired of chasing dreams that just fade, tired of fearing the choices I've made, tired of feeling that I'm all wrong, tired of singing the same sad song, tired of being the one who's to blame, tired of knowing that you'll stay the same, tired of fighting about everything, tired of you and the pain you bring, tired of crying into the night, tired of saying that we'll be alright, tired of keeping all this inside, tired of having my heart denied.... ----- Back to the drawing board again... things will never change... just when you think life is going good... it's gauranteed to get strange... It may start small...
My Poor Poor Mind.....
W Well here it is I live in Knoxville, TN and I am loving it here its pretty cool. I work at a retail store as a cashier/electronics overnights and I love that to. I have a cat named Honey she is about a year old almost two and i love her to death. I also own two frogs and a fish. Right now I am a single woman just looking at possibilities in life. I am hoping to start college next year kinda torn on my major but I do know that I want to do something with kids. I would love to be a teacher if I can get enough college funding and stuff. Umm.... Well thats about it folks. If you want to know more let me know. I will be glad to answer questions. Okay so like I called the guy at work when he was working again and we decided to reschedule the date to this wed. and I think it will work out this time I hope so cause I think he is a great guy. Oh and he has the sexiest voice in the world lol. Anyway yeah other than that mostly working but I did make some new friends. I have hung out with them
My Poems
I really felt like writing right now, so I did. Here it is. _________________________________________________ If I had a song to bring everything wrong in me up to the surface to be washed away. I'd sing it out loud, scream it up to the clouds But it seems that these things will not give in today. They stay there inside yet they don't try to hide, hell I wear them like medals pinned straight to my chest. And each day I rise to see they multiplied in me A new problem born for each one I've confessed. Everyone judges but my harshist critic is the one that I see in the mirror. Cause I beat myself up and I shut myself down long before my own face can appear. - I want to break out. The chains that I polish are holding me down. Rid myself of the sadness and all the self doubt Yeah, I want to break out. I see the whole world through these rose colored glasses. My own my life I see through the dark tinge of pain. I've tried a new tac
My Power Colour
Your Power Color Is Teal At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"What's Your Power Color?
My Poetry
My lips speak of things done wrong, The slain and dead muttering their unheard song i speak with wisdom, beyond earthly desire, the passion for the Master is now a Fire.... Death lives within me, around me in this room The innocent lay curled up as within a womb A childs breath, a whisp of smoke The moonless sky, my deadly cloak Must we speak from behind this veil a shroud of pain, and lost passion, keeps me from speaking my particular tale demons laughing, brooding, dreaming my heart still beats or so as its seeming i hate this earth and the life within my wrath shall strike, my lips a bloody grin Evil is mine, my body its gate, to pour into the world, more murder and hate I ask you this, cause i have followed mine Did you, like me, ful fill the quest of nine Do you want to take a life, Can you fathom whats past that line? tick tock, so wails the clock, sitting on my wall it rhymes and reasons with me as i go through life, the dark hall do you see its
My Poems
Yin Yang Concept Blue skies Green grass Happy smiles Clear glass Cloudy skies Off green glass Blank expressions Unclear glass Stormy gray skies Really brown grass Angry and pissed off Dirt covered glass Back to blue skies Back to green grass Nothing can stay It will soon pass Better to be crazy Together Than Crazy Apart I'm your kinky bastard You're my crazy bitch Whenever you scratch yourself You relieve my itch I bite your gentle flesh You pull my soft hair We have two bodies But one soul to share You want me to rape you I want you to rape me We spend our time fucking Until a quarter to three You scratch my back I choke your neck Master and slave We keep each other in check We're too crazy for anyone else But when we're together we can be ourselves. What is love? Love is the aroma of coffee in the morning Love is the sight of a beautiful face Love is the smell of a beautiful rose Love is something undefined Love is waking up
My Poems And Stories
MIDNIGHT midnight...i see the snow thats falling midnight...still hanging on this wall im thinking back in time to when there was still a life free of misery oh...but it was never to be midnight...i see the snow thats falling midnight...and still your haunting me im thinking back in time to the cellar in the darkest night all the misery all...the blood i had to see midnight...midnight...midnight...midnight... theyre ready for the show now the blood must flow theyre waiting above oh noooo! "let the show begin" this is for my friend who's man asked her to marry him then he died the next day The day you asked me out I simply said 'I shall think about it' What a foolish mistake You loved me And I loved you I should have just said yes When you asked me that question All I said was 'I shall think about it' You said 'When will I get the answer' I told you I'd tell yo
My Poem
Hey, I added one of the poems that I wrote to my page, come by and check it out. Thanks and have a BLAST!
My Poems...
I still can't believe What you mean to me There's nothing to stop This love of you It crosses state lines It knows no physical limits It can't be stopped By any human alive You're the world to me I can't live without you You're all I got You're all I need I love you so much I can't say it enough You're all I have And it's a boundless love I still don't know why This world is so cold A lot has happened And it's all senseless Thirty two people Shot dead at school The man who did it Killed himself to end it all People betraying others Breaking hearts and telling lies Never knowing how much Their words hurt the ones they do We have enough heartbreak In this world to last for eternity Would someone, somewhere please Stop this world from destroying itself? This is love You're all I need Others will hate me for it But I don't care You're my world You're just everything to me No one else knows But they don't really want to You've been there
My Poetry And Observations
Call To Love Give to me your smile, and I will lock it away in my heart forever Give to me your eyes of innocence, and I will look back to you with strength Give to me your hand, and I will close your eyes with the touch of my passion Give to me your nightmares, and I will put them to rest, forever Give to me your fear of the unknown, and I will make it known to you Give to me your heart, so that I may leave it pounding in your chest for days after I am gone Give to me your faith, for with it I can do the impossible Give to me your lips, for with them I will take you to another world Give to me the one chance to know you, and I will give to you the reality of the truest love of allÖ Our Own... by Jskins Say Goodnight Say goodnight my friend This loneliness is about to end One more for the road and then Goodnight, Goodnight You gave up on your life Broken Glass, cuts like a knife Forever more I will adore Goodnight, Goo
My Poetry
Blinded by love and lustful hateLosing control of these feelingsA world so cold that I cannot SedateDiversity making these killings A pain that's estrangedQuestions filled with painThis bitter mind derangedDisplaced degrated insane Hearts blown into fractionsDisturbed satisfactionsSelling my soul at indescretionsWaking to all these obscessions Yesterday you were the martyr seedToday you feed the terror behind your needYour sweet has turned to sourCause you fene the face you hide betweenYou think you're on the runBut your schemes are so far goneYour sickness one to devourBut your sickness known to be a loaded gunAll these scars you love to leaveAre mere nothing left for one to believeThese scars you leave they cowerNow you leave me nothing, nothing too conduciveNow my thoughts are undecisive screamsNo need to replace all my open seamsNow I'm half the dream half the dowerThe disempowered sublime none deemsThese thoughts dont need to thinkThese eyes distraught begin to sinkLife instil
My Poetry And Such
two hearts beat as one. two souls bound together. two lives joined to one. you and i are meant to be. you and i together are complete. foGotten loSt baTterEd aBused NeglEcted haTed RapEd beAtEn mY LiFe I'm lonely, I'm sad. I'm so very unhappy. I have no reason to live, No one to love, My pain is forever. My heart isn't whole like it used to be. I'm a lame guy That no one wants around. My heart is fragile And is cracked in many places. I have no self-esteem, Lots of people hate me, I don't know what to do. Feb. 2000 My pain is internal, My heart and soul, Are tearing each other apart. I'm in agony, I can hardly stand it, It's getting worse, And I wish it would stop. The pain feels as if it'll last forever, I need someone to help me. I'm in a hole of pain and suffering. I'm stuck and it hurts, More and more. As the pain hurts me the hole gets deeper, And deeper. Feb. 2000 I'm lonely and lost, I'm a guy with no friends,
My Poetry!!!
Angels come among me, their whispers soothe my heart, i feel peace as my veins pulse. The angels are closer now a place cloud close behind i wonder which will reach me first because this is my last demise!!! I love to write poetry!!!
My Poems
Last time I saw you mom was When you hugged me and said goodbye. The last words I heard were I Love You, All I could think of was all the Good times we went through. I wanted to hug you and tell you that I Love You, I just stood there and cried. No words would come out. There in my mind I kept hearing You saying I Love You, I Love You Then I knew it was to late. When I got on the road to go back home, I wanted to run back to you, But I couldn't I wanted to tell you the truth that I Love You, I Love You. But it was to late and those were the last words. As I waited for you thru the years Now and forever we will be together. As I am the child of God. I extend my hands to yours. So I can lead you down the path of righteousness So we can be with Jesus together. It's not hard to pray the sinner's prayer. Please kneel and hold my hand daddy. And close your eyes and pray with me. Now you have joined me on being a child of God. I praise you and thank you daddy
My Poems
A best friend's depression... so severe she seems dead a heartache is what she suffers memories playing in her head Around her friends... a fake smile at night... she cries alone Wanting the love she had before not wanting to admit it was gone... Isolating herself from the people that care the most looking through a box of memories that seemed to be from long ago I talk with her my best friend to try and change her fate I told her to let him go it would be easier this way Her friends want her back the one that used to laugh and make all her friends smile A best friend's depression... so severe she seemed dead a heartache is what she suffers memories playing in her head... I love you Shelly, you're my best friend and I am here for you always!!
My Poetry And Lyric Ideas. *ill Keep Adding To It*
More than once Ive been down on my luck A war was raging in my head I just didnt give a fuck I wanted nothing more than to be dead Other times Ive been high as a kite I felt like I was on cloud nine Everything was going right I was just really out of my mind Pathetic self loathing Overwhelming joy A chaotic battle In which Im only a toy Outside forces dont see the war I just made them think Im ok It getting too hard to handle anymore Too damn hard to get through the day I might be a warrior But my armor's full of holes The enemy more superior Im still fighting for my soul I feel like Im in a war I wont win Occasionally Im tossed a bone They always attack again and again Im left fighting alone Im weak and Im weary The peace is all I desire My defense is low, but Im still fiery The situation is dire Someone give me a slight of hand Such a long war its been I dont think a resolution is a great demand I may be beaten but not broken I wont e
My Poems
you say you know what I went thru you say you felt the same way you say your sorry you put me thought it all... but you werenít the one that was bleeding laying silently on the floor crying for the pain to end but pain only came more you werenít the one that sat crying on a back porch step unknown you werenít the one left out in the rain, when nobodyís ever home I waited for years and years more mom for you to see what was happening to me but even now you donít see the full truth that I've blocked so far from my memory Iím begging you Donít leave me here crying just yet but you jut left again you say all the pain will be over soon but you listen to much to the lies you donít realize I'm dying inside you say you felt the same pain but you didnít even feel half Donít you know what I went thru? All those years I faked a laugh donít you see what I did to myself? dying on the cold floor bleeding behind the house the knife in my dresser and one under
My Poetry
In the darkness I hide my fears. In the rain I hide my tears. As the thunder rumbles through the sky, I watch as lonely souls pass by. Deep in shadows is where I hide, Consumed by all my foolish pride. To angry to love, but to caring to hate, So in the darkness, alone I wait. Deep inside my heart, it burns, For a tender touch, my body yearns. So much pain, I feel so lost, Frozen over like a winter frost. In the darkness my fears will hide. Alone in shadows I will reside. Lost and lonely, I shall cry in the rain, So no one else will feel my pain. Scarred by love, I wander alone, Never to let my feelings be known. Trapped in this prison I did create, Lost and lonely in the shadows I wait. Douglas J Griffin From the Darkness I watch as the people pass by, Filled with joy and love while I sit here and cry. I am filled with so much pain, I feel lost and alone, But I am just too proud to let it be known. Just once I would like to feel as they do
My Poetry
I shall not know of what I shall become, or for what I shall be, and for that I am lost, and will always be. Lost in the wind with thee, The one, That should be fighting with me, the one with the key... "Oh-Shit" its me, and for that I am selfish, and will always be... Just another day Of everybody looking I swore they'd never see me cry And I will try to connect All the pieces you left I will carry it on And let you forget And sometimes I just want to wait it out To prove everybody wrong When the calls and conversations Accidents and accusations Messages and misperceptions Paralyze my mind It's a new day Let's look at all we've got It's everything we thought We ever wanted It's beautiful ________________ Cross My Fingers At first we were just kids flirting for fun. You a guy saying sweet things, making my cheeks blush, I laughed and brushed it off. You persisted, still making my cheeks blush. Then
My Poems
I'm Alone By: Dustin W. Dennison I'm alone again here in my room except for the dancing shadows made from the cars as they drive by And I wonder Are they alone? I'm alone again in my mind except for the echos redundancies coming from the voices out side And I wonder Are they alone? or am I the only one Alone in my lonliness? Angel, lady in white, stay away, you know my forces, devil eyes I'll take you to hell, you're inside my spell, in lucifer's mirror And i am his killer, i'm devil eyes Angel, lady in white, you've had your time, now you are mine, devil eyes I'll take you to hell, you're inside my spell, in lucifer's mirror And i am his killer Oh yeah, i'm devil eyes, oh yeah, i love my eyes, oh yeah, those evil Eyes, Oh yeah, i love my eyes (i'm gonna get you) I am heading for the gates of hell, bringing a victim, she's angel eyes I took her to hell, in lucifer's spell, i am his mirror And still i'm his killer, still i'm his killer, devil eyes, devil eyes.
My Poetry: True Love
I wrote this poem out of pure love ^_^ Even though im 21 now and i am still a vergin my friends tease me about it all the time but im proud to be one! im not one of those guys who go around sleeping with girls just for the fun of it... anyway heres my poem i hope everyone who reads it likes it ^_^ True Love Youíre so beautiful you amaze me every time I look at you. Youíre the only one who could make me feel like this, Scared to be away for only one second; Scared youíll cease to care. Your smile lights up your face and Iíd die to put it there And kill anyone who tries to take it away. No one will make you feel unwanted, unspecial, unloved. Not while Iím here to hold you. There could never be another to come close to what you are; So completely perfect in your imperfections. I swear Iíll never try to change you. And you swear youíll never change. Youíll be there when Iím at the bottom. Though ďmisery loves companyĒ heíll have to look somewhere
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My Poetry
When you are sad I will dry your tears When you are scared I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, I will be there and care You will feel my love when ever we are apart Knowing that nothing can change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused or tense, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can't see the light My love will be the star, shining so bright This is for you, one that I'll keep till the end For you are my life, my love and my friend Tara these words which express my feelings, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, will always be true I have been blessed, with your hand in mine Both of our hearts will never unwind Tara how do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i
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Happier now than i've ever been if i ever was i dont know when I feel like i could almost fly fly so high and touch the sky I know that i am loved very much i almost melt when i feel His touch I will forever and always belong to Him when i'm by His side things seem less grim I wrote this awhile ago..dont remember the date..but sadly it never got used...felt compelled to share it anyhow..(just so ya know i didnt always write depressing shit lol) enjoy I Bond Myself to you my darling; Mind, Body and Spirit I take you as my childe, my love my heart and my slave I give myself to you to be your Dark Angel, your Mistress, yours in every wayTo Bond U/us to become O/one W/we are close, but this will draw U/us closer W/we are in love, but in this O/our love shall grow stronger Knowing that where ever W/we are and whatever W/we do... W/we are One i look back now and i always knew exactly how much i love you so different but still the same its lik
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We met through a friend, and I'm glad we did Then over the months, you became my best friend During that time you helped me through a major problem I had You helped me see there is love in this world Through those months, I fell in love with you And when I look into your eyes, get a hug, or just hear you say, 'Hi' I just can't help myself, I fall more in love with you I wanna let you know how much you mean to me But there are no words I can say which would express my feelings for you I also wonder at night, how you feel for me And if I told you how I feel would you run away from me? I don't know if it's too early or if I'm too late But I need you to know that I will always LOVE you. If my bed were your embrace? Wrapped tight around me Then in your arms I'd sleep forever What a feeling that would be If your eyes were the ocean, Deep in thoughts of you I'd never tire of swimming, To seek you
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You're pretty important to me By: doobiedoo48326 You're pretty important to me. You are responsible for some of the nicest smiles inside of me... the ones that come from memories made, feelings felt, and the happiness that holds it all together. I can't even begin to count all the times that special thoughts of you have brightened up the day, made me count my blessings, and helped to see me through. There is a "thanks" I quietly say from time to time in my heart. And if you could hear it, you would hear me saying a special " thanks"... to you. You are the best By: doobiedoo48326 - Your wonderful qualities have made a lasting impression on me that I will admire for as long as I live. - You give me so much to be thankful for. - You have wisdom that goes behond your words, and sweetness that goes behond your smile, and a heart of pure gold. - You take the time to hear
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Some people call them mistakes; life lessons is what I say For every road I took makes me who I am today I know some of you did not agree With the choices I made, but I did, you see I chose to get married to the man I thought was my knight I chose to kick him out because things weren't right I chose to be with a man I thought my heart belonged to But he stomped on my heart; he was a playa, who knew? Then I chose a man I thought would love me for me But again I was misguided, you see For every choice lies two roads For every choice there's that one road you didn't choose People will always wonder where that road might have led People will always wonder what if they said What they were thinking, what was on their minds What they were feeling, how they felt at the time A girlfriend to three, a mother of four Some people say she must be a whore I say let them think whatever they want Do you honestly think their opinions of me will make my heart stop? I love ever
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April Snow! Nature has a funny way of turning all our heads As spring comes near and thoughts are filled with planting flower beds. And so this April evening, as raindrops hit the wall I fell into a slumber; a deep sleep I recall. And then within my dream there danced such wondrous signs of spring The flowers bloom, a bouncing ball, an insects gentle sting. But then I woke to shoveling and the scraping of the plow. I stopped, I screeched, I ran to look. Whatís nature doing now? The squirrels throwing snowballs down as whiteness starts to melt, Across the great horizon lay a beauteous snow white belt. The warmth and coolness in the air confusing all the birds I stood there shivering in the snow my mind devoid of words. While driving down a wooded road, the beauty that I see Surely makes me realize it all makes sense to me. Nature took this one last chance to whitewash all the earth And remind us of the innocence God gave us all at birth. And so, in life, when
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Death was myself when I was alone Death was my soul when I was alone Death was my body before I met the person of my life Life was my soul becoming brighter every moment we talked Life is my soul becoming alive when we meet for the first time Life is now complete You are my other half You are my soul You are my happiness You are my smile You are my every breath You are the twinkle in my eye You are my heart beating ever so loudly now You are the blood that runs through my veins You have opened my eyes ever so wide now I can see all You have opened up my thoughts You have opened up my hearing I can hear all You are all that makes me live You are all that is US What more can I say About that fateful day The two of us became one My only wish had been done I finally felt complete You swept me off my feet Now I'm all empty inside I just want to run and hide I would walk a thousand miles Just to see that wonderful smile
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Well Hung I'm dangling, like a puppet on strings swinging to and fro asphyxiation is my friend inborn the watching of a man's death like the days of old, people watch they no longer shock they no longer fret and fear It is glance, then walk away been there, done that seen it before See me twitch, flit and spasm my ending throes swinging to and fro from the rope so taut and strong it cannot break from where its purchased and therefore I cannot live where I am not wanted - RRS 11/29/07 Milady Milady, like fairy dust you dazzle my eyes no intrusion thrust upon me with glorious ideals just a soft tap on my shoulder, a greeting in trust equally as pleasant as fair moonbeams burned gently upon my tired mind Milady, so many words I have spoken to people from afar and close nearby my station pages of written words now lost in translation forgotten and scattered to the winds Oh should I begin this lonely parade once again? Milady, for you have framed
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I wear this mask of lies for your benefit To shield you from the real me My reflection in the mirror shows who I am Dark shadows dancing behind a grim smile Falsehoods become me Iím not the one you need Nor should you desire me Too long has the dark gripped its icy hands onto my soul Too long has he haunted my steps Walking in stride to my thoughts Wild and free as the wind on a full moon night Whispering the faintest of suggestions Could you see past the mask and love me? Know my darkest thoughts and not run away afraid? Show me a light worth running to Save me from myselfÖ Hundreds of Queens unseated from their throne Falling onto green grass So beautiful...almost like Christmas Soaking into the Earth Rain falls from the Hazel sky A drop for each memory Close to the stars flying over the world Time slows to an unending halt Just one voice, one moment Sleep sings its lullaby I dream one last dream Before the night takes me ....Welcoming me... I wish I was
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Iím not a rapper so donít fuckin sell me out I swear, if you crack jus one joke Iíll run your fuckin face into the ground Come on Bush lets see what ya got I can spit lyrics out so fast itíll make your fuckin mind drop Iím sorry Eminem couldnít make it today Heís a lil busy spray paintin ďBush is a fuckin retardĒ all over your drive-way Besides, youíre too damn busy runnin our pride into the fuckin ground Hereís $20 ya fuckin loser leave this country, and donít make a fuckin sound When I look into your eyes all I can see is a dark stream of hate You keep sayin you ainít gay but we all know you fuckin banged Bill Gates You better watch your back cuz Iím on the prowl Stockin out my pray like a midnight owl come on Bush Do you honestly think Iím sayin this shit for fun? prick, yous a waste of time Here ďtake the fuckin mic, Iím doneĒ Life always changes course it never stays the same Dreams are set into place and within a second they are taken away Feeling
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In this twilight time when all is slightly unclear have you ever wanted to pursue the ones you loved only to find they were not real? The questions tumble out while you wander through this land searching for something that had never been there? Your cries, your tears all met with sounds of jeers looking for support only seeing the vacant faces. It's a mad mad world you cry out in anguish and you're only the court jester sent here to mock and to inflame. With one swing with one call your days are up your time is numbered How did you know you'd fail at this? when all was supposedly alright is there any use to beg for your life? A trumpet charges silence reigns feeling the slightest breeze through your hair close your eyes, ready for the final blow? In the next second you open your eyes to brilliance to a new land, a new place the place of purity, the place of light. Where your heart is it never left you were the one who had. © 2007 Kath
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This is for you Mom . . . I love you. To hear your voice To see your smile Thats all I truly want in life. To hear you say I love you To feel your warm embrace after a rough day Thats all I truly need. To feel your hand on my back when I'm sick To know your presence is there when I'm feeling alone Thats all I ever needed. But now you're gone And I'm all alone I don't want to grow up with out you. To know my kid won't know one of their grandmothers To know that I won't ever feel complete again To feel the pain in my heart from losing my best friend. I guess all I wanted was to have one more hug One more kiss One more song to dance to. . . One more "I love you" This is something I rarely do To admit i was wrong But what I am about to say is true I am still in love And the object is your face I just wish i could fix it Go back to that place Where we were together We were free We were the perfect couple There ever would be But I know it
My Poems & My Favorite Poems
IF YOU FORGET ME †BY PABLO NERUDA I want you to knowone thing.†You know how this is:†if I look†at the crystal moon, at the red branch†of the slow†autumn†at my†window,†if I touch†near the fire†the impalpable ash†or the wrinkled body of the log,†everything carries me to you,†as if everything that exists,†aromas, light, metals,†were little†boats†that sail†toward those isles of yours that wait for me.†Well, now,†if little by little you stop loving me†I shall stop loving you little by little.†If suddenly†you forget me†do not look for me,†for I shall already have forgotten you.†If you think it long and mad,†the wind of banners†that passes through my life,†and you decide†to leave me at the shore†of the heart where I have roots,†remember†that on that day,†at that hour,†I shall lift my arms†and my roots will set off†to seek another land.†But†if each day,†each hour,†you feel that you are destined for me†with implacable sweetness,†if each day a flower†climbs up to your lips to seek me,†ah my†lo
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Have you ever layed down with someone...felt the warmth of your body pressed against theirs..feel the silky softness of her hair flowing against your palm as you run your hands through her hair...close your eyes and listen for her sigh of pleasure as you take the back of your hand and softly and sweetly run it over the curve of her cheeks stopping just at the corner of her warm kissable lips...feeling her body press back into you just enough to let you know she enjoys being in your arms as your hands slowly travel over the curve of her hips...every so gently rubbing her thighs....until finally she can no longer take it and must turn over to face you....feeling each other's breath on the others lips as your noses barely touch....seeing a sweet little twinkle in her eye a little glimpse of brightness that makes your heart skip a beat...studying the gorgeous curves of her face...trying to look at her in a way that makes her smile without even saying a single word...bodies naturally fittin
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As I pour my blood down the drain I slit my wrists to hit every vein to think it would kill me to ease my pain I would give anything to have your fame to get what you got in which I don't own I am the unfortunate all left alone I only ask to be wanted and have love and affection but what I get is everyones simple rejection you act so hard done by but really your not I would give you anything To live the life you got but simply you don't see thats you've gone so far anyone would dream to live the life of a star you got the personality and the good looks I'm just the nerd with all the books YOu don't know me or what I've been through I'd do anything to be you Im not perfect no one is but thats what u expect from me I make mistakes everyone does but you yell at me when I do I try my best to make things right just like most people but its never good enough for you i try to follow your rules like every one does but im th
My Poems My Real Life Work
TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. If you desire love and approval, and feel it is required for you to feel accepted and worthy, you will say and do what you think will fulfill this need. When you see things as you would like them to be, instead of how they really are, you create an emotional prison for your-Self and those around you to live in, and prolong your separation from your true soul mate. I sometimes sit and contemplate, as the day draws to a close, What fate has wrought upon me; what might it, yet, impose? When down memory lane I wander, nostalgic though
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A peaceful breeze, Gently blows through my hair. I think of you, And whisper your name. The moon is bright, And the stars are shinning, Way up in the sky. Tonight the earth seems so peaceful, Summer is slowly fading to fall. The sweet smell of dew in the air, And the light of the moon on my face, Brings me to my knees. I feel a chill in the air all around me, And can hear the leaves rustling in the trees. The sidewalk is still warm from the warm afternoon sun, Beneath my feet. The memories of the summer fill my mind, But soon will disappear. Like all the times we shared, Under the moonlit sky. They'll blow away with the wind, Until next year, When summer comes again. By: Sara Prince August 26, 1996 Give It All If I had a choice, I'd give it all to you, My love, my life, My heart, my soul, If I knew that it was true, I'd give it all to you, My wishes, my dreams, My hopes, my fantasies, If I knew that you were the one, I'd
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THE ENDER its getting lonley its getting cold bread on the counter is getting old the less we think the more we drink drunken on failure regrets as hard as it seems all that we need is to close to be seen behind the mirrior painted on your face the skeloton of lifes discrace feed me this feed me lies cut the wrist watch me die eroded with pleasure leave me were i lay drowning in a puddle of dismay such a shame your pride hidden behind a wall brick by brick you will fall turn your head close your eyes our love today dies Kevin Smith _________________________________________________ WHY IS IT DARK earse my pain leave me sain tie a knot forget me not tie it good leave no slack take my life make it fast why is it so dark why am i alone the thoughts i can not condone i cant handle the torchure the pain leaves me sore eating its self into a scab red comes to the top the pain will ne
My Poems & Songs
Time,yes who don't it embrace Run if you think it will do any good Life's one big rat race anyway Still time will get you,jus like it should An enemies are just like dust We can let them be,or stir them up Hate if you need to,but then who can you trust? And the bigger question hangs apon your door Who could ever trust you?When actions and words Are all that we have,nothing less,nothing more In between the cradle to the grave Is every persons life line,a time line To leave their imprint,it's what we all crave Its a commen denominator,that draws us all together I choose to live in peace,in a world that has none I control the animal withen,the beast that strives To take down others,so as to feel that I have won A higher spot for my imprint to be placed That's jus no way for me to run this rat race -2007-Alexis Landry This is me,stripped bare Jaded from the inside out an more This is me,but you don't fucking care There's my heart,broken on your
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Her weak Resistance How have you made me need you ? Why did this happen? When I had tried so hard to resist you . I thought I had won this battle . But my body betrays me . When you're around my defenses go down. Feelings get stronger. Looks getting longer . The closer you come the weaker I get . I can't resist you ,even though I try. One little touch from you feels like a lingering caress. Be it hard, or soft, gentle , or rough. You have me under your spell. I am held captive by your soulful gaze . You have me on my knees begging for more. More of those wanton desires that only you can arouse. My submission showing from deep within . And now I know what I feared has happened . You have won this game of love and now you own me completely . Why am I now so glad to have lost this war? These lingering memories of the painful pleasures you gave me ,make me your slave. For I am lost without you . You have become my addiction. The only obsession I have allo
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I lie awake and ponder Nothing but the silence Wait...what is that I hear? A heart beat? *thump thump, thump thump* A burst of light Aloud crackling crash In the howling wind I stand alone Watching the clouds swirling around me To my left is my home To my right, the great unknown The wind is blowing harder now I watch as it picks up the debris The wind throws it left It breaks a window~an opening to my soul The wind throws it right I can't quite see where it goes Stuck in the whipping wind I receive my punishment I watch my home get torn apart Everything I loved and knew is gone With the loud harmonious thunder My heart breaks I pray that it ends The pain is too deep With the bright flashes of lightning I am torn between choices I am picked up by the whirling cyclone I am tossed into the dark hole of despair I hear it again *thump thump, thump thump* It gets slower and softer *thump thump, thump thump* The end is drawing near A *swish* and its gone When
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As I awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face; Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender embrace. The gentleness of your touch, The sweet passion of your kiss. Just a couple of many pleasures, I longingly so miss... The sound of your voice, Is like a song in my heart, Always bringing me happiness, As it has done from our start. We've shared many joys, And also felt some sorrows, Yet our future is filled, Of wonderful tomorrows. So, until that bright day, Far away such as it seems, You shall always be my one true love... The woman of my dreams. When I close my eyes, I dream of you. Can't sleep at night, cuz I wanna be with you. Don't want to live, don't want to die Without you by my side. When I go to sleep at night I pray that my days are bright. I know they will be I kno
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Breakfast at McDonald's This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!): I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutel y inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we w ere assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, a
My Poetry
One more time Is a lost love just subposed to be from long ago? Does it have to have a dark and sorid past to know or can it be one from yesterday? Or maybe the girl who didn't stay? Who has the answers to these. Is a million miles the best misery Or decades of tears Does any one have answers to my fears? So if its either time to short or long or a heart thats unstrong or miles of dirt keeping us apart do you wish for a start Love just one more time Or is old love a crime? I Found You today There was once this girl I did love with my all For her now i await the call cuz i promise u i'll be here Cuz she easies my fear She always made me believe in divinity She makes me believe in serenity From the doors of my past she steps out And now I want to shout "It's her yes it is" At me she is a wiz No one knows me more And me she never bores I could talk with her every day But then why didn't she stay Must have been my fault Cuz shes perfect, an angelic vault
My Poetry
Relieve some pressure Just sit and think Consentrate on the task And make it stink From your tender rosie lips To your soft entransic eyes I declare to thee I will love you as the heaven flies From your smooth encondecent skin To your sweet smelling hair I declare to thee I will love you as long I breathe air From you corsid yet beautiful feet To your caring and loving hands I declare to thee I will love you until gone the grains of sand From your button red nose To your short quiveing fingers I declare to thee I will love you as long as time lingers From your tears of sadness To your tears of joy I declare to thee I will love you forever more No matter how much distance is between us We are only seconds apart I may not be able to hold you But my love for you is where I can start I may not be there beside you now I may not be able to whisper in your ear I may even be to far to hope for But my love for you is nothing to fear We will one day
My Poetry
I woke with you on my mind I laid in bed and watched you Wandering, at first it seemed aimlessly Then I saw you were searching I came from the shadows and asked ĎWhat is it you seek like a thief?í You turned and smiled, a twinkle in your eye ĎNever a thief, I want you to give it to me willinglyí Ďand I think you keep what I want hereí I looked around at the clutter I keep inside Files, papers, memories, hopes, dreams Nothing shiny or bright in this corner of my mind No baubles, everything was covered in dust Then I saw your hand resting on a tiny box Scarred, ragged, tarnished a homely looking thing But my breath caught in my throat For in that box laid the most valuable treasure I own The key to my heart The first time that I saw you I felt as if Iíd known you Perhaps another time or place You make me want to hold you I see the words youíve never spoken The thoughts you leave behind Traces of a different place And of another time You have a soft and
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I slept... A tender kiss, a warm embrace, I live each day, to see your face. A smile of gold, and a laugh that's true. These are only a few of the things, I love about you. The way you walk, is care-free and simple, like you don't have a care in the world. Your sexy eyes, outlined with lashes, beautiful and naturally curled. Big strong arms, and beautiful hands, keep me warm and safely kept, I loved the way you sat and held me, while dreamily, I slept... Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby I Am Enough You cannot change what is part of you, although I've often tried; My body was never thin enough, my imperfections I'd always hide. I smiled when they said I was beautiful, I laughed when they said I was great... But it took a long time to believe their words, I figured loneliness was my fate. The boys I wanted, didn't want me, I was tossed, used, and torn. So many took me as a joke, I crawled inside myself;scared and forlorn. I
My Poety
If I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but do not have love, I have become a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy, and know all mysteries and all knowledge; and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. And if I give all my possessions to feed the poor, and if I surrender my body to be burned, but do not have love, it profits me nothing. Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part; but when the perfec
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Life is a funny thing It can be full of love Or full of hate Laughter and tears Pain and regret It makes you wonder What is coming next Whether happiness will take hold Or if it shall end It sends you in a spiral And plummets down Down towards the end However the end is closer than we know And the fires of hell reach for me But then they back away It seems not even the Dark One himself Wishes to be near My soul blackened to a char Not even the black of night can rival I even fear myself. MaLinda Stevens Age 27 5-5-07 Death I do not fear Why fear the inevitable? I know where it I shall go I shall burn in the flames of hell Burn for all eternity. My soul charred and blackened Blackened by my deeds Though you say I can atoen I am not sure anymore However I could care less For then my soul shall match my blackened heart The nightmares no different than in life The screams I hear in my sleep The screams so loud I want to cover my ears. It scares me t
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"Life and Death" For my grandma who passed away in '02 Sleepless Night Lost in the Darkness It fills my heart And overwhelms my soul I feel a piercing blade upon my throat Ready to tear away my pain I start to yearn for that instant When my life begins to fade Desiring death has been my only crime There is a destiny awaiting me for all eternity In pain and suffering in the eternal flames of hell Which somehow brings a sweet relief from this cruel reality Should I continue on and take my very life with this blade? Or shall I live on another day? So many questions i've sought just for an answer to it all Wishing to bring forth an end to it all "His Darkness" When does hope of hap cheer my hapless chance? What tears may countervail my cares? But still the Death of thou does bewail me, Is that the solace of my life and soul? I want the life of thou's death to be no more Through the desires of my psychotic brain My lord My love My life My liking gone To wh
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Cascada Ė Everytime We Touch lyrics I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me I still feel your touch in my dreams Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why Without you it's hard to survive 'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear my heart beat so, I can't let you go Want you in my life Your arms are my castle Your heart is my sky They wipe away tears that I've cried The good and the bad times We've been through them all You make me rise when I fall 'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear m
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Consuming jealousy I'am jealous of the air you breath, of the soap that cleanses your body,I'am jealous of the rain that pours on your face, and the sun that warms your winter days, I'am jealous of the way you love the flowers and the vase they wear,I'am jealous of the clothes your bed wears that can touch every part of your skin,I'am jealous of the mirror that can see your face every morning day and night. I'am jealous yes I'am, even when you let my winds fly free and they traveled to many seas,I'am still there facing my awe, consuming my flesh, and my body speaking a language i can't even comprehend, like a black rose,that lies on a empty vase, what do you do? when the life you had, is gone and the one you were living for is no longer there, what is there left? where do you go, what Doctor can cure an injured heart,A Doctor love is just a tale, theres no cure for an injured heart, nor is there for an empty vase. Elena Toledo Copyright ©2007
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What if I said....I love youJust what would you doWhat if I said....It's you I wantWould it be my dreams you'd hauntWhat if I said....It's you I needWould you make me beg and pleadWhat if I said....All the things I feel insideWould you run and hideWhat if I said....I love you I had just one wish That I was allowed to make It would be as simple as this I would wish away your pain The pain that haunts you in your sleep And brings you tears when you're awake One wish to set you free One wish for sweet dreams sake For your past to never haunt you No more fear when you close your eyes Peaceful nights would be renewed A new hope when you arise So until that day comes When all wishes will come true I'll keep making this one Until my days on earth are through I cherish the dark side of your moonLike a wintered rose before it bloomsI don't want to just stand on your shoresI want to ride through your stormsThe dark is half of the wholeJust another facet of your diamond soulI
My Poems
My daughter was born September 11, 2007...She weighed 6lbs And 2ozs...She was 19 inches long...She was healthy...She is two months old now.....And spoiled rotton by everyone around her... One Rosalie Love Love is between a mother and a childÖ Love is between a father and a childÖ. Love is between two loversÖ Love is between family membersÖ. Love is between friendsÖ.. Some may ask is love is real or notÖ Some may already knowÖ. There are some who are about to find out what love is Ö So you ask is love realÖ It is very real just you might have notÖ Have found it yet Ö. Love is all around you Ö Even though you canít see itÖ. You can feel loveÖ Love is what you have for your family and friendsÖ Love is what you and your lover feel between each otherÖ. Love is between two loversÖ. Love is what you feel in your heart for the other half of youÖ Love is where you canít stand to be away from your lover.. Love is where you canít stop think about the other
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at first SEALED WITH A KISS WAS OUR BOND FROM THE START PERFECT UNION OF MIND BODY SOUL AND HEART CAN I BE THE ONE TO MAKE HER COMPLETE OR A PAIN FROM THE PAST THATS DESTINED TO REPEAT DO I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO PUT THE WIGGLE IN HER WALK CAN I LEAVE HER SPEECHLESS AS SHE TRIES TO TALK WILL I BE FLOWERS AND CANDY SENSUAL AND SWEET OR ANOTHER SHE LABLED AS A LOWLIFE DEADBEAT WILL IT BE A WIDE SMILE SPREAD ACROSS HER FACE OR A WISH FOR ME TO VANISH WITHOUT A TRACE ONE NEVER KNOWS HOW AFFAIRS OF THE HEART GO SET ASIDE YOUR PROLEMS LET YOUR TRUE FEELINGS SHOW I'LL TELL HER SHES THE STARS, MOON AND THE SUN THAT SHE CAN'T BE REPLACED AS MY NUMBER ONE I'LL COMMENT ON HER DRESS AND THE CUT OF HER HAIR HOLD HER HAND, KISS HER NECK JUST SO SHE KNOWS IM THERE Her eyes......man i just can't hold the glance Feeling glazed all over in some kinda schoolboy trance The beauty, the clarity, the power within Wanting to connect but it feels like a
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There is no light at the end of the tunnel The skies are always gray Clouds descend upon you You can't wait for the end of the day When the darkness surrounds you Swallows you Feeds off you Fuels your will to die And when the darkness is done with you It spits you out Naked and alone Left to die And then you cry Because this darkness is never-ending So you invite it in And this darkness becomes you And you become this endless darkness She sits all alone Consumed by her thoughts Too many thoughts Can't keep them all straight She just wants to clear her mind Rid herself of the demons inside Nothing seems to work She's doomed to a life Of loneliness and fear Unable to move From this place in time Consumed by her thoughts Trapped in her mind I need someone to save me Save me from this chaos I'm surrounded by No one can save me now I've fallen Fallen right over the edge of reality I'm trapped Trapped in a world of hatred and lies There
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Like the leaves fallen from the trees in the fall I feel rejected And sometimes I wish death would call Then to my life I will no longer be subjected The torment I enduce upon myself is killing me Happiness is what I need inside Loved is what I need to be Someday I will leave this place where I hide To let the world see my face But I'm scared they will all flee So I stay at this slow pace Scared to let anyone see My inner self, The Prince Charming, romantic, and just plain perfect Now I wince All your doubts I can detect But why? Why doesn't anyone believe in me? If I could I would cry But weakness I won't even let myself see I have to stay strong And fight against the hell I am living in Although I have done many things wrong I have not commited an unforgivable sin Someday I will win My struggle within Cold is the night Dull for things are never bright So despite the downfalls of Night's calls There is security behind these walls Where one cannot see the
My Poetry And Other Things I've Written
YOU WILL LIVE ON Tall man in leather with animal grace Such depth in your eyes what a beautiful face You stole my heart when you gave me your soul I still hold it inside but I'm a fragile bowl How I miss your deep voice softly speaking my name Or calling me "Sugar" lighting my flame I so miss everything about our life The way that you asked me and made me your wife You made everything else, me happy most of all When we ate you cooked it You made the art on our wall You made our nest perfect you made me walk tall I miss the ways that you loved me How you loved to wear black Your tattooed shoulders Your tattooed back My face misses your hands My body does too My head on your chest Hand stroking that tattoo Your strong arms around me Holding me tight Kept me close to you All through each night Your voice in my ears Professing your love Making me laugh Dispelling my fear
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I am writing this,because one of my new friends was made to cry,because of looks.took me abit to muddle on it. hope it comes out ok. Look into my eyes; and see the soul that is. This shell; is just what it is a shell. Find my heart and soul;it resides within. See that beauty; it may blind you yet. Look within and not without;for this is where I am. I am just a traveler; seeking a like soul. Look deep into my eyes; what i am. I am just me; it's all I can be. I offer no riches; none are here. I offer no beauty; I know my countrance. I do offer what is;this heart and soul. I all I have is my word;honor begets honor. Look deep within and know what is; you may like it. I am just a simple knight;seeking a lady. A lady to defend; always and evermore. Look beyond what is and know; what lies here. As all things; In Time ,Truth. Within this shell; lies all the things that can be. Just look with
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Awakening to the sound of thunder, I canít help but liken it to my inner torment; the sonorous bass shaking the ground with its fury; rain falling to the ground, purifying it with the wetness of its soul; releasing all that it holds inside, freeing the emotions that have been bottled for so long in the wisps of the clouds. How it longs to be free of its burden, rattling the earth with its lament. How beautiful though the result of its sorrow; the life it breathes into those things blessed with the curse of its tears, washing away the dust, unveiling new beauties not yet beheld. Savoring these moments of realization, these moments alone with my thoughts; in touch with those parts of me that only the storm truly knows, I rest knowing that even the tempests that rage in my heart can leave beauty in their passing. Longing for the day we meet To touch your heart To feel itís heat Passionate kisses of loveís song returned Goose pimpled flesh Of bodies that yearn Poetic Sy
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If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be
My Poetry (for Anyone Who Cares To Read)
Below is a list of people I am "Stalking". I will visiting their profiles each and everyday and leaving comments/rates, whatever I can. These people have given time and emotional support to me in one way or another. I will be adding more people, just wanted to get started on this post, so if you dont see yur name right away, trust me you will. These names are in no particular order, just grabbing them as I see them. Thanks to all of you. goose1060@ CherryTAP Goose 1060 cameronthecrow@ CherryTAP cameronthecrow Floetic@ CherryTAP Floetic ~*Blair*~@ CherryTAP Blair DoubleNaughtSpy@ CherryTAP DoubleNaughtSpy The Chief@ CherryTAP The Chief longnslow@ CherryTAP longnslow Yellow Rose~Wife of Furey@ CherryTAP Yellow Rose-Wife of Furey furey@ CherryTAP Furey BooBoo.......
My Poetry
I am lonely Or is it a family curse No more caring about it 'Cause, it is now like an ice lake Call it dragonheart Because, it is unfeeling as a black dragon It is black as coal Unknown to all but a few Now, people will feel my wrath My eyes are like a wraith Bent upon draining your life-force So, you become weak as a kitten Let someone make me angry They will feel my power You may not like it But, I do not care Yes, I am strong Strong as a colossus Able to destroy your spirit Even able to swallow you whole Do not mess with my dragonheart Because, it will destroy you For, I care not What your position in life is. Let the seasons fly The time slip by As I seek for the tower It's said to contain the power The power of the Ancients Ancestal intelligence Knowledge of the universe Which cannot be learned, of course It's not learned in college For it's eternal knowledge It cannot be bought For, it must be sought, reclaimed It is a power U
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AS THE HANDS OF TIME DEAL ME A FLUKE OF A HAND I SIT AND WONDER WHY IM EVEN HERE EVERYDAY I WAKE UP WITH A SWALLEN GLAND WISHING I STILL DRANK BEER SO I CAN DRINK AWAY MY MISERY AND FORGET ABOUT MY PAST BUT ALL IT DOES IS MAKE ME PEE AND THE DRUNKNESS NEVER LAST LIFE ON EARTH IS SAD AND LONELY FULL OF SHIT AND EMPTY OF LIFE EVERYONE ON IT IS FAKE AND PHONY SINFULL,HATEFUL,AND TRIFE FULL OF FALSE PROMISES AND EMPTY LIES I FIND MYSELF MISERABLE WITH EMPTY CRIES NO ONE IS REAL ANYMORE ALL THEY DO IS LIE WISH IT WAS OVER NOW THIS WORLD OF EMPTY LIES ITS BEEN 11 YEARS NOW AND IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW I EVER GET THROUGH THIS DAY YOU WERE A GREAT FATHER AND A WONDERFUL FRIEND YOU GAVE ME HOPE ALL THE WAY TO THE END YOU WERE MY HERO IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE YOU WERE MY WORLD' I WAS YOUR SON WELL DAD I MISS YOU SO MUCH I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY I THINK OF YOUR LEGACY AND SUCH AND WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY I NAMED MY SON AFTER YOU YOUR GRAND
My Poems
Okay, So I've Posted This Before, But Im Repostin It Back Up Cuz It's Meant To A Very Special Best Friend Of Mine...Bubbles. Aka James. Listening, Hearing, Seeing All These Small Things, No One Thinks Of Them. All They Are To Them Is Worthless Information. But What Is Someone Payed Alittle More Attention To Them. They Might Hear Or See More then They Want. What If What They See Or Hear Makes Them Who They Are, Makes Their Heart Break Or Even Makes Them Happier. What Does It All Mean. If A Girl Could See All this And Was Juss Lookin For A End After All This Pain And Hurt. Would It Work Out? What If It Happened For The Better And She Found What She Needed. Him? Could He Be What She Needed To Have All This Time? What IF No One Could See The Real Her. What If She Got Scared When She Saw Him And tryed To Run Would He Let Her? What If He told Her He Loved Her But couldn't Tell Anyone Else? Does he See The Real Her? The One That Wants The World to Know How She Feels But Is Scared?...
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Iíve been told Iím sweet Iíve been told Iím kind Each time I fall It blows my mind It hurts so much When I find youíve lied With nothing else to do I sat down and cried I donít know why I fall so easy It hurts a lot And makes me queasy Iíll walk away And let you be ĎCuz I canít take What youíve done to me. By Dori Axt May 25, 2007 This life so dark Nothing is ever safe Not even my heart Nor even my body Torn to pieces From the inside out Heart shattered Skin cut Blood trickling My clothes are stained With empty eyes And no more heart This life no more Gone with the blood Gone with the tears Empty eyes stairing forever!
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Confession Of A Broken Heart Pain... Tenson... Fatigue... Depression... Anger... Aggression... Frustration... All these unwanted sensations. Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget to eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the coner of my mind. Repeating, resiting, insisting, refusing to be denied its recognition of it position in my frustration, confusion, delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to again by. Forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused unclear, out of control. My world spinning, spinning, spinning. My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic,Oh its tragic, I'm losing my mind.. Lost Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end?
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Goodbye Skin as soft as the petal of a flower. You long to hold her one more hour. Eyes so deep you can feel the pride, she has when you stand near her side. You look even deeper and see the pain, that this little girl will see again. You hold her near and kiss her brow. The time has come to leave her now. The news is given in the gentlist way, she screams and yells there's so much to say. Finally she realizes its out of her control, She leaves the room with her head held low. Her head soon will rise with a glow of love, as she looks to her daddy in the heavens above. The memories he left, the kisses and smiles, the pride of his "angel", showing for miles. The support he had given in her trials and griefs, will guide her through life as he Rests In Peace! To my Sons: I try to think, so you don't have to break, from being a child, my fathers mistake. I try to be strong and endure any pain, So you don't have to.... just play with your train! The
My Poetry And Observations
The Wonder of You Seeing through the eyes of the misfit and lonely Hearts explode from the fear of it all Propelled by failure, I shake with fright Wondering where will my head lie tonight Under the clay or on top of your thighs In a cold shallow grave, our Spirits arise Insides rot with the test of ones heart Craving and hunger, what keeps us apart Broken inside by the cancer seclusion Casting out love, born free of exclusion Pounding out beats until the fat lady sings Leaving this place, forgoing his wings Fighting for rights to wear his flag Crying and dying, breathe into this bag Gasping out words and sucking down ale His worth never weakens, his self will he fail Who will cry for the suicide kings? Judge if you dare, some comfort it brings Forget him we will, written off a lost cause Too close for comfort, heís broken our laws Who cries out for the suffering souls? Exhausted, defeated, never reaching their goals Torn apart from the mere pre
My Poetry
Like a wounded animal, I will sometimes lash out when hurt Not thinking, not meaning to hurt anyone, yet gravely misunderstood Wanting no one to see my tears, as I hide my water filled eyes, Lashing out in hurt behind my protected wall of anger and pride. Misunderstood, is a young woman verbally attacked and abandoned To heal her own wounds in the shadow of herself, Vulnerable, knowing the world could care less, I place my shield In full view, as I heal my inner pains, allowing no one in. Look into my eyes, instead of my words, You will see my love, my softness, and my vulnerability. Words can easily be said in anger or hurt, that's plain to see, Search my heart instead...Dont give up on me. With this poem I was able to put into words the way I felt when my dad died, and the way I feel now... when it comes to mom being sick and everything else I've been dealing with.... everyone thinks I'm so strong.... If only they really knew.... Standing apart fr
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AN EYE FOR AN EYE A TEAR FOR A TEAR, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON, FROM DUSK TIL DAWN I WILL ALWAYS BE YOURS, AND WHEN OUR LOVE SOMEHOW SOURS, I WILL STILL BE THERE FOREVER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS The pain within grows, More and More everyday, Will it ever go away? Why must i feel this? Does anyone even care, will anyone ever care? I hope so, I have no real friends, I have no love, But im not even sure it exists, And if it does its not meant for me, I dont even know if i love myself anymore, I hate myself, All i do is fall for someone and hurt myself, Why do i do these things im not sure, Maybe its because i need that feeling in my life, Maybe its because i need someone to hold me. But it wont happen, Everytime i get close to it someone or something screws it up, Maybe its just me, Maybe im always the one who screws it up, Maybe its just not meant for me! Her eyes glow with the rays of the sun. She is out there some
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The journey of my life and my identity today has been charted and navigated for these past twenty years like the ocean tides. For twenty years I have been identified by a single term, a term that though I am proud to wear I don't choose to over announce it. I was, I am, and always will be a Sailor. I have been to sea and saw the wonders of the world. I have been on shore serving with the Marines and there I learned the true meaning of Semper Fi and now I understand why they say "Once a Marine, Always a Marine." The same can be said for us, "Once a Sailor, Always a Sailor." Although some of us may never have had the chance to serve with our brothers in green, we all understand what it means. I once thought as a young lad that the Air Force wouldn't be so bad. then fate came and took that dream from me , which made me really sad. Then i thought well then it is the Army for me just like my good old grandad. that thought quickly faded and became jaded the day my oldest brother told me he w
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My daughter... Where do I start? How do I begin? To help you become the woman you are within. If ever you're doubting and feeling low, remember the things that you and I know. You're smart and sweet and kind and pure, you're generous and thoughtful, of that much I'm sure. From the time that you were an infant I knew, that as long as we're together, we'll always pull through. No matter how far you are from me, we have a connection. Our love is the key. For as long as you live I've got your back. Together we can overcome any attack. You've got me in your corner any time you're in need. Because to see you cry makes my Mother's heart bleed. Remember the things I've tried to teach, that nothing.. NOTHING is out of your reach. Whatever it is you do with your life. A surgeon, a singer, an artist, a wife. You can accomplish so much and be such a success. But if you fall, I'll pick you up and this I will profess. You'll always have your Mother's love from now until the end. I love yo
My Poetry And Thoughts
I've seen the cloud that haunts you The storm that builds in your Western sky The cold reality that chases you And I no longer ask you "why?"... I have only to offer you shelter within The place where I keep you safe inside my heart And the smiles I launch into the Summer winds And pray that they reach you before the rains start... For beautiful friends shall no longer be hurt No rain from that cloud allowed to burn your skin And if it threatens to let loose upon you today Run to my heart where I will hold you sheltered within... © 6/11/2007, CLP (Wolfie) There is a crispness to the morning air Magic within the promise of a new day A warmth and unseen beauty felt inside The dirt and grime through rain washed away. The birds sing love songs high up in the trees I swear at times they sing your sweet name I catch myself humming along with the song Joining them in harmony at each repeated refrain. The sun burns off the dew and fresh clean water And
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My Poetry
I know you are up with the angles But it still doesnít help I miss you so much it hurts You were the only great grand father I had You didnít care that I was hyper Found way to were me out When I think of you I cant help but cry I know I wont see you again Wonít ever get a hug from you Un till the day I die It hurt so bad now that you are gone My memories will be all that I have I know you are home In a better place But it still donít help the pain I feel go away I know one day I will see you again But still know all of this doesnít help The pain go away or the tears stop falling I loved you so much it hurts Hurts to know I wont ever be able to hug you again You were my granddad and you will always be in my heart by jna why do you hurt me so much only you can do it so well after all those nights i cry i still trust you still go to you when i am sad but i still cant figure out why im not good enough for you we are sisters yet some times i dont
My Poetry
Why must you reenter my life? Is it just to toy with my emotions? Make me yearn for what we once had? You wreak havoc on my heart How easily you penetrate the wall surrounding me Emotions erupt whenever you're near You bring to the surface my past regrets Of letting you go, of walking away Are you seeking revenge? Make me wish for what might have been? While you remain distant and aloof Just when I think I'm over you You remind me of the love we shared You instigate the possibility of reuniting Only to vanish into the ether Perhaps by questioning your motives I can somehow resist your pull Your control over my heart astounds me No one else has reached so deep You seduce me with your charm Your whispers promise heaven Yet your actions reveal the lies What I've always felt for you, It hasn't stopped or faded with time What must I do to keep you by my side? I take chances with you I'd take with no other I leave myself vulnerable to hurt But stopping the inevitab
My Poems
love is plesre love is pain with out you tear drops fall like rain love is joy love is sorrow hoping things are better by tommrow lone to wake up in your arms knowing you will do no harm at night i cry myself to sleep when i wake i nearly weep love is pain love is sorrow do i real have to wake up with out you again tommrow felling so hurt again draged in the dirt just fell like taking the knife and ending my life dont know what to do can i truely trust you the pain in my eyes i can not hide wishing the many years ago i had died dont know what to do can i trust you again my heart is drug thow the dirt just cant deal with this hurt can not lie just want to die so much pain so much sorrow every night i go to bed hoping i dont see tommrow sit here at times with a knife but to afraid to take my life could things get any better they could not get any worse i wake up in pain cuz still no hurse at night i go to bed wishing i were dead so mush pain so much
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My Demise A coolness runs thru me, I feel their presence. I take a deep breath and pace on. It's rather dark and I'm alone. I hear someone behind me, turn to look. Nothing there. I fasten my pace. A soft breath in my ear says, "It's your turn." Chill bumbs cover my body. I run! "Never!", I yell. The demons appear in front of me, I stop. One steps towards me and says, "It's your turn." I lok upon them with dismay. Could this be it? I'm done? The demon points out to me and steps closer, finger still extended. I close my eyes in hopes this is only a dream. Open them, he's closer now, still stanced. They all are, all of them! one finger extended towards me Suddenly he's inches away as he touches my face. I fall to my knees and sigh for the last time. Alissa D. Cooper October 18, 2007 Your soul is so beautiful, beyond mesmerizing. I love your smile, so hypnotizing. You connect my soul like no other. You make me breathless, I could smother. Of al
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English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M'bi fe Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee) Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien) Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore Frisian - Ik h?ld fan dy Gaelic - Ta g
My Poem
Thinking of you night and day,I wasn't expecting you to leave this way.I came home you wasn't here,now i'm sitting here shedding tears.I cry so much till it hurts,I'm sitting here feeling like a jerk.I loved the way you held me tight,letting me know everything would be alright.I'm sad don't know what to do,All I know is that I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Poetry
As alot of my friends already know, I love to write poetry. Anyhow, check out all of my poems on www.poetry.com Look for Cheryl LaBine in the poet search and rate all of my poems. I hope that all of my friends will enjoy them.
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My Poems
"Choices are not wrong or right, Just differ as day does to night, There may be roads and bridges to mend, But they all meet at one place, the end." I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows Why blink, this second's over End of days is near Don't cry for fallen soldiers Freedom has no fear Why hold the hand of sorrow Tears show such disdain Thorns will bloom tomorrow In floods of salty rain Why pray on tainted alters Deaf saints hear no screams Pious lips will falter Taste bitter broken dreams Why hope as brilliant daybreaks Long night put to sleep Lost and lonely heartbreaks Eternal shadow's deep
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shame some people have taken my poems that i wrote and claimed them as there own damn atleast give me credit for my life in writing!! **GANGSTAS LIFE** People laugh and criticize. But they realy dont know about Gangsta's lives. Out on the streets struggling to surrvive. Its all fun and games through outsiders eyez. Hustling and fighting to stay alive. A pretty young girl who finnaly found pride. We all have our reasons for joining this life. Some join by choice but most have no say. Raised in the ghetto growing up as prey. So wipe your tears and dry your eyes. Your in a gang now no one hears your cries. You have a new family a new life to live. When just like they say love is blind. You tend to forget the biological family you left behind. While you were out hurting yourself and others. She sat at home crying your loving Mother. Blinded by violence what can I say. I to was nothing but prey. Stuck in a life I now regret. My heads filled with memories I'll ne
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Why can't things in life go right? I sit and pray to God almost every night. I am not perfect at all, I am not insane, but some things I do it seems insanity is to blame. I love who I am but, confused who I am. Why do I make things so hard for myself, damn. Trying to be this to this person and this to that is so hard, it seems like being me nobody has regard. It hurts to be done this way by strangers of course, but when it is your family that hurt you it is so much worse. I do have a friend who is my night in shining armor, he treats me like a person and for that I give him all honor. We dont live close, we live so far apart but you know what, he is so good to me that he still has my heart. He never judges me for maybe a mistake that I made, he is the best friend on earth God could have ever made. He takes me as I am and doesnt tell me who to be, he let's me live my life for God, my kids and and for me. This is so many times now how can this be, someone I wa
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my 1st ever poem back in 2002...
My Poems
Your heart is like a rose; As black as midnight, but oh so pure. Your love is a disease, And mine is the cure. You are the shodow Looming behind my heart. Even when you make it stop beating, You make my heart restart. She caused you grief And turned your heart black. Was it the love she gave you, Or was it the love that she lacked? She filled your heart, But with misery and pain. She brought you all the loss, But never brought you any gain. Her heart has turned black; Not out of hurt, but out of spite. She drained your heart of love and hope, But more importantly she took your life. Now you must move on So that your rose may bloom, But out of happiness and joy, Instead of misery and gloom. I will always cherish your rose, As black as it may be. I will know as it blooms, That it is out of your love for me. I've spent my whole life Dreaming of a love that's pure and true. Then you came into my life And I spent months dreaming of you. I tol
My Poor Mistaken Friend.
My mother is dying. It’s not pretty. It’s not patient. It’s not silent nor unseen. It’s disturbing and unsettling. It’s rambling and shaking and repetition. And it’s happening quickly. My mother’s birthday is March 13, every so often Friday, March 13th; an omen, a gentle warning of nothing more than a day of celebration of my mother’s birth. This year my mom’s birthday fell on the Thursday and that’s okay too. I took her to dinner. She held my hand as she got out of the car. She held my arm as she walked and she clutched me with both hands as she climbed the wooden stairs. When I was a child, I used to jump stairs. I used to scale stairs. To get to dinner, I used to leap stairs. She fed my face, she wiped my mouth, she washed my hands. That night, with my mom, we climbed stairs. Much harder than before. “It’s okay,” I’d repeat after each step, “Almost done.” She held my attention as we talke
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Pick the thorns from my heart and let the cruelty bleed from my soul. My soul now weeps with agony and pools of sorrow. The warmth draws cold as I lay in the deepest, darkest of shadows covering the light that dwells. Darkness pulls me in and creeps my soul into empty voids. Love binds me in darkness. Not the love I bare, but the love that bares me. Does love stay cruel to the pure of heart, or does it betray the loyalty of soul? She wished she could be beautiful, like a fresh rose in bloom. She wished she could be adored, like the sun adores all it shines on. She wished she could be loved, like the angels love heaven, She wished she could be kissed. like dew that kisses every blade of grass. She wished that she was alive inside, like the hearbeat of a child. She wished she could feel arms around her, like the warmth of a soft blanket. She wished she had that sparkle to her, like the stars that twinkle in the midnight sky. She wished she was somwhere far far away, only t
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though blind i see more than the average eye though deaf i hear all your lies though cripple i walk in the right path and though seeming dead and emotionless i feel all your pain and though i cant write my words have meanings too and even though i'm all these things i'm human just like you we see each other across the room my love for you now in full bloom your eyes glistening in the colorful club lights i move towards you like a bird taking flight i push against the music and i push against the crowd the vibe i feel between us it's deafening its so loud wait what am i thinking, first i need to dance I'll see if you come to me. I'll give you a chance i don't want to rush, don't want to seem to desperate i want our meeting to be something good, something perfect i see you watching me as the music pimps and my body sways i do nice things for you to look i have my little ways and then you start moving forward and i begin to smile when was the last time i kis
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hi all . Is she out there miss right not miss right now. i do not hink she is i have been looking for somtime now and i can not seam to find her , i find ones that i think are miss right but turn out to be miss right now . I want to find that one person that i can spend the rest of my life with and never have to go looking any more. She has to be a bbw that is in love with life and loves to live it , she whould love me and my little one no matter what, she whould want more kids some time , and she has to be ok in the head not all messed up and un happy all the time , must love going out and takeing long walks on the beach at night , must love the outdoors and bening out in , caping , fishing exe . so tell me all of you that read this am i ask for to much , and is there any one out there like this for my tell me what you think.
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Love Is Love gives a heart and soul reasons to hope. Love inspires you to dare what your mind says no too. Love makes hurt by not being there for you. Yet love is always lurking and looming upon us. Love can be magically. Love is about always having time to spend with that one certain special person in your life. My love is my heart and soul reasons for living. Am real man with a heart. One that is full of love and dreams. Love is the light within them that makes always see only you. Love is the moonlight upon full moon, and a sky full of gleaming stars that tell you of my love for only you. Love is the romance that must be from to you. ©2007 Steven Simmons Love 2 Me Love 2 me.... Talking for your heart not your mind. Love 2 me.... Light within that special person eyes that is there only becaus
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SOMETHINGS YOU NEED TO HEAR AND SERIOUSLY WRAP YOUR HEAD AROUND. † 1.) I LOVE YOU FOR YOU. THE IMPERFECT YOU. THE YOU THAT WILL MAKE MISTAKES. 2.) I LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO NOT KISS YOUR ASS WHEN YOU HAVE OR ARE GOING TO DO SOMETHING I KNOW YOU ARE SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW BETTER TO DO. † 3.) I LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH. EVEN IF IT WILL MAKE YOU ANGRY. EVEN IF I KNOW IT ISNT IN YOUR FAVOR.† † 4.) I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH YOU BEING MAD AT ME FOR TELLING YOU THE TRUTH.† † 5.) SHUTTING ME OUT ON THINGS YOU ARE AFRAID I WONT TAKE YOUR SIDE ON DEGRADES AND INSULTS ME AS A FRIEND. YOU DONT WANT A FRIEND. YOU WANT A "YES MAN". † 6.) PICKING AND CHOOSING WHEN I AM YOUR "FRIEND", DOESNT MAKE ME YOUR FRIEND. I AM YOUR FFRIEND 24/7. GOOD AND BAD. WHEN YOU DO SOMETHING STUPID. WHEN YOU DO SOMETHING SMART. WHEN I AGREE WITH YOU. WHEN I DONT AGREE WITH YOU. TREAT ME THE SAME OR GO YOUR SEPERATE WAY RIGHT NOW.† 7.) FAIR WEATHER FRIENDS ARE ONLY THERE WHEN TIMES ARE GOOD. IF THE ONLY TIME
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Sometimes i don't want to live, I just want to die. I take a blade to my wrist, Slice and then i cry. I want to see myself bleed, And prove that i am real. If it means i have to die, then my life i will steal. People call me crazy, and say that i'm a nut. But if they saw through my eyes, they'd keep their damn mouths shut. I don't want to feel like this, I don't want the pain. I wanna be like everybody, i wish that i were sane. and now my wrists are bleeding, i made the cuts way too deep. i reflect on all the things i've done, and then i start to weep. i know that i am dying, the bleeding i can't stop. darkness starts closing in, and my ears begin to pop. i wish i hadn't done this, i wish i went for help. but now there is no turning back, look what i've done to myself. i wanted to commit suicide, so i guess i just gave in. but i know if i had really tried, my thoughts could never win. i try to call out for help, from my family and my friends. but i kno
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What's in a Voice? I may not see your face And some may say its a disgrace But when i hear you speak Its as if you are here with me. Standing behind me Holding me Whispering telling me a secret That only we two know. What i hear in your voice Is a rythmic beat the beat of your heart speaking to me Calling me And to you my voice speaks back Calling you to speak to me. So when I say to call me Or that i need to hear you. Its not your voice i'm hearing But its your heart i listen to. Your heart i speak to. Your heart that i'm loving. Phyne C. Princess Copyright ©2007 Phyne C Princess Believe me when i tell you that i'm not the same as them. Believe me when i tell you that i want more for you. Believe me when i tell you that i'll forever be your friend. Believe me when I tell you that i'll do nothing to hurt you. Believe me when I tell you that I want to be with you. Believe me when I te
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Ok, So, Baby Roxan is in Pre School! For those of you who know the story realize exactly what kind of accomplishment this is! So her first school Fundraiser is HUGE for us as a family. For a child that was never supposed to make it to be IN SCHOOL and thriving makes the thought of chocolate from her oh so much sweeter :-) If any of you don't know about my daughter, feel free to ask. It is an amazing story! † With that said... GO BUY SOME CHOCOLATE!!! Contact me if you place an order so I can give you details on delivery etc.etc. † Thanks! † AJ aka PEZ aka Unique Dream† † Hi, We're getting ready for our George Robinson Center Fundraiser and we are looking for your support! We’ve just kicked off our fundraiser through Gertrude Hawk Chocolates and we are offering a variety of delicious chocolates and gifts! A website has been setup specifically for George Robinson Center fundraising campaign. All purchases made on that site will be credited toward me and all proceeds wil
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SUPPORT Sometimes I just feel like giving up and grieving, Because as of right now, I just feeling like leaving. I look out the window and feel so bitter tonight, But all I need to do is think of memories with you, and it feels all right. Mom you are the one who keeps my smile on, So i'll remember you even when your gone. Because youíre the first thing I think of when the sun shines bright, And the last thing I think of when I sleep at night. Every time I see you, I sit and thank the Lord, Because you arenít with me, it feels like my heartís been stabbed with a sword. But I will do anything to keep you safe and happy, I will do anything no matter what it may be As I drift off to sleep, only you are in my mind,. I stare out the window and swear by the stars and the moon, I will never do anything ever to hurt you. I promise to you, that Iíll always be around, If you are a tree, then I am your ground. Mom Iím always there even if you canít see, But Iím there to
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When I think of you, I see eyes of a wonderful lover, Heart of a father and hands so soft. So soft to hold your unborn child. I see you lead me into paradise where gorogus love birds cherp. Eternal to me means, You as mine forever(Husband and wife, Father and Mother). Where on a mission to start a new life together. When I think of you, I see your wings come down, swooping me up gently and flying away to that dream place we see as a couple. Nobody can compare to you or the terrific heart you have. We should never have to depart from eachother. Only you can sweep me off my feet All the bad aching pains I hold in my heart, Dissapear when you hold me. Your dreams interwind with me so we achieve our goals together. We will not go forward alone on achieveing our goals. As one, We will work together. At night when I look high in the sky, The stars light, Remind me of the stars entrance to your soul. There's nothing better then two meoldies becomming a sympthony. Now that's appo
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When It Comes To Love (Iíll Walk Alone) In the shadows of the night, you'll find my hands are raised as melodies of pain and fright sweep across a moonlight gaze and love's monsters bring to light the paths taken by evil ways. In the center of the room, locking in heartache and despair, you'll find me warding off love's gloom and pretending I don't care that loving reigns with death and doom and there's no hope to share. Within the hate that builds and grows you'll find my shattered heart; broken like heartache's all it knows because cruel hands tore it apart and the tears it no longer shows when it knows not where to start. You see, I'm lost within my mind, too scared to even shout because in darkness you will find my veins run with my doubt as the world upon its axis grinds and I beg my heart to let me out. For I'm the one who gives too much; I promise myself away as upon my heart is left hate's touch with bitter words
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Resignated, her mind escapes from all, gazing the mirrored surface, she exhales. Her self beauty reflected instant thrall, a dual self image copies and excels. She sees a stunning woman with desire, fingers trace the outline of her silk breasts. Eyes draw her into the passionate fire, she strives to indulge this inner bequest. Gently flicks the soft crevice while she watched, her expression unleashes the trapped one. Dismissing all past time reasons botched, moans and sighs of self pleasures have begun. Suddenly becomes drenched with one leg hiked, an all new experience she received. Her body trembles while she is psyched, now untapped she is finally relieved. The victorian reflects much wiser, journalized she became her own adviser. Copyright © Kristin Roth-Davis I search the oceans of time, talking in verses of rhyme. Sifting through sands of truths and uncertainties. Mapping out a course in which I shall travel. No stone going unturned, mist
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I just want to be free to find me, I need to have some time for myself, to find my dreams and where I belong. I never go anywhere I sit in this house day after day, I hardly have anywhere to go where I can be me. I have one friend that is always there for me. I don't know who I am or where I should be. All I can do now is dream who I'd like to be, and where I would like to be. I just need to find me and then I will know where I belong. U just need to be me, I need to be free!!! Written on 8-25-06 I don't know who I am anymore, I'm not sure if I have ever known. I don't know where I'm going in my life I'm sure I have never known. Some where in between becoming a mother, In between becoming a wife, I have lost myself somewhere along the way. For once in my life I wish I could, find myself and finally know me. I need some tome alone to find, who I an and where I want to be. I'm lost some where inside, could someone help find me find myself? I just
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Take a knife and slit my wrist wathch the blood drip with a heavenly bliss as my eye start to grow heavy as they close a sigh of relief and a smile also the hope to never wake up again but ahh there lies the problem I do and when i wake i'm reminded by the pain of scares and why it hurts to LIVE!!!!!!!! copywrite by Malinda D hey everyone i'm deleting my accout soon so if you want to get ahold of me to talk or something do it soon cause i'm leaving
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Mine Forever † † Walking down a cold dark hall Water dripping down moistened walls The stinch of death fills the air Walking through cobwebs, they stick in my hair Reaching the end I quiver in fear Knowing the pain awaiting me is near Standing at the entrance of a dark cold room and in the middle a large old tomb I slowly enter my body shaking in fear Hearing strange voices whisper in my ear Looking around scared to death Then on my neck I feel his breath Smelling his scent; so sweet so strong
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As i look at you throw the reflection of our past its still hard to grasp the fact that your not coming back My soul is left with unspoken words the very beat of my heart with unspeakable verbs you left me without even a word I know i did no wrong i tried to make you stay my worst fear as come alive your not by my side I don't cry for the fear of looking weak remember im the strong one i always land on my feet you say your still my friend like you've always been but what make me believe you wont abandon me again how dare you say you still care when your the one that was never there! Don't say you love me becouse its not true, your the one that left me like a bad memory remember our past?
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As I Sit Here & Wonder Not One Word To Say All These Thoughts Bouncing In Every Way Anger Builds Up Inside Me Tears Running Down My Face Trying Each & Every Possiblity Making Sure Every Point Is Made For FEAR It Will Overcome ME, MY LIFE, MY SOUL, MY TRACE...... written by BUTTERFLYBOMB December 11, 2007 10:30 p.m. When I LOST FAITH You BELIEVED in Me When I STUMBLED You were RIGHT there For EVERY Act of Love You have done I OWE YOU ONE There were HARD TIMES I knew I would have SURVIVED Just BECAUSE You Stayed by My Side Just like a PRAYER That I sent ABOVE Asking for ONLY That You ALWAYS be by My Side!! ** Dedicated to My LOVE ~ TATTMNDO69 WHY can't You LOVE Me? Like a Mom is SUPPOSED to? WHY do you HATE Me SO MUCH? What did I DO? ALL I want to do Is make You PROUD of Me! But NOTHING is EVER GOOD ENOUGH! & it is DRIVING Me INSANE! What HURTS Me the MOST Is not KNOWING what I did W
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Heavenly Father full of grace, Bless my boyfriends sexy face Bless his hair that sometimes curls Keep him safe from other girls Bless his hands that are so strong Make him keep them where they belong. Blesss his chest I love to clench, Bless his tongue I love to french, Bless my neck where he left his mark, Bless the room that was so dark, Blessed my breast he has sucked, Bless the bed where we have fucked Bless his dick that is so firm Bless the thickness of his sperm, Bless his child I hope to carry, Bless this one I hope to marry, If he shall read this prayer of mine, I really hope it blows his mind, But if my mom and dad should walk in Forgive me lord for I have sinned. Love, your only faithful child M'Lord
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He's supposed to love me: I sit alone in my room and wipe away my tears Hiding beneath the covers hoping that no one else hears I wrap them tightly around me to shut out all the pain And pray that if there's a god That he make me safe again I snuggle deep into my bed holding the corners tight Cuddling my little teddy bear and leaving on the light I wait for the assurance that all has gone to bed Then try to settle into sleep so that I might dream instead I awake at the sound of footsteps walking down the hall Then he stops outside my room and opens up my door I shiver with childlike fear as then I start to cry Knowing what he came here for but not understanding why He tells me I am special that I'm his little girl As he pulls back the covers and into my silent world He says it our little secret the special game he plays That no one else would understand they would just take him away I wonder why he comes to me in the middle of th
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The tears that well up in my eyes, burn like fire, it seems that time has come, to take another step in life, To prepare myself for the enevitable? Time is runing short, and so is my patience, what do i do? i am so confused, i feel sick to my stomach, i cant tell if in the good way or bad, time will tell me soon, weather i am ready or not, if change happens there is nothing i can do, but addapte, its the enevitable that scares me, so as the tears that burn, down my cheeks, i notice they, equal all the questons make. someone tell me its ok So empty and alone, Solitude strikes again, Siting alone at night, Wondering will it be alright?, Contemplating for my sake!, When will I awake?, Someone help me before I quake!, For The Man Of The Shadow's has his take, I don't want it but I have no choice! Why must we all live lies? In the end we try to strighten things out Why. its to late. We always wait till the last moment to try an sav
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~~THINKING~~ Here I sit just thinking Thinking of what might have been Wondering where you are, Wondering what you are doing, Here I sit thinking of the old days Thinking up all the fun we had Wondering if you might be thinking like me Wondering who you are with Here I sit thinking I hope she is gone Thinking that I wish it was me Wondering if you think of what might have been Wondering if you wish it was me you are with.
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" Today" Today my soul mourns because a true feeling died It could have lived if I would have nurtured it If I would have tried Now in its place exists only emptiness She is gone no longer there for me to caress I honestly believed what we had was true something real Apparently her "love" was a bitter sweet lie Deep inside I wonder what she did feel There were so many things I said that now make no sense Everything she offered was presented under false pretence Today my soul morns because a true feeling died The days for tears are long gone now But my heart still aches when I remember how I foolishly tried The time for wondering and confusion are gone The love has died it's time to move on Copyright ©2007 Charles H Gaudin "Lost"" Locked in a room without any windows Endlessly chasing countless shadows Hoping to find someone to hold This empty feeling has become so old When it ends I'm always alone These empty halls echo my groan Cold its always so cold
My Poetry....2007
late at night my ear pressed to the phone, my body stolen by the theif of your seductive tone, your words come to me with senses unaware, and touch the very depths of me with ecstacy that cannot compare, Every single word you speak dances playfully in my mind, I close my eyes and I can feel your kisses on my spine, I feel the warmth of your touch, your breath upon my skin, My heart begins to race a bit I feel you deep within, Our bodies surf on passions wave, love lights beaming from our souls, Release me from this ravenous pain, lets fuck and lose control. i lay there and I look at you as you slumber and you dream i gently kiss your furrowed brow and whisper so softly i'm glad that you are here with me you rouse from my tender touch you open your eyes and say to me i love you oh so much a loving kiss and you pull me close the morning has left you excited you pull me on top of you and I say oh passions fires we have igni
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You brought me to the bridge you built of intoxicated nostalgia and romance fantasies, and as I crossed to the other side I evaporated, condensed, and fell as fresh tears. But I turned around in time to see my liquid reflection clinging to the rail. Claws in skin. You blinded me with a starry night and paralyzed me with what ifs, so that before I could react or see my heart some how got stuck to you. I did my best to rip it away, but flecks of you remained. Wool on velcro. You laid me down upon my back and exposed what no one else could. I was caressed with careful hands of electric current and silky words like "gorgeous" and "delicious," but as the distance grew greater each time it got harder to hear your song. Coda to decrescendo. You hid me in a secret drawer and while I waited in the blissful darkness, you always left the light on for her. She finally broke back inside with her hand-crafted key made from silver-tongued lies and jewel encrusted promi
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Endless Pain forever suffered, Lonelyness always never uncovered, No one cares not even me, Hope you all don't stop and see, In my eyes it says to all, Help me Help me don't let me fall, Crying at night thinking no one cares, Realizing that feeling never shares. Lost in a world of hate, No one cares who believes in fate, Don't know how or what i ate, So please oh please don't get me bait, I'm no satanist and I'm no saint, Come to me now in this WORLD OF HATE. Time and Time again I think, Am I lost or am I found, Time and Time again I wonder, Why do things keep going around, Time and Time again I see, People lie and people cheat, Time and Time again, I just want to say don't beat.
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shes lost in a happy nightmare where all dreams come true hes everything she ever wanted and everything that ever haunted her shes confused and restless ecstatic and anxious thinking yes and saying no all she can see is dirty sunshine and shes not sorry but she cant stop apologizing though she made a promise but she lied to herself she sits waiting worried about what will really happen because she look when she wasnt supposed to her feelings bleed out of the songs thats why she doesnt sing anymore the sleepless nights are her best friend her mind races so fast but will never win shes too lazy but shes off the wall shes unchained but caged in shes waited so long for this moment and cant wait for it to be over Her feelings run so deep they soon become shallow shes lost inside but knows her way she will be found but tries to hide she will give in without a fight only you can build me up what the world has torn me down i can always find your warm presence when it seems no one else is aroun
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you are my heart when you lefted i started to die you are what keeps me alive i tired to take my life its funny though even after i survived they say you get a second chance to change but life was still meaning less because my heart was gone i had broke into so many little pieces to sharp to put back togather and too small to matter yet days passed and everything moved forward i stayed still dont know which direction to go i guess i'll stay here alone
My Poem To My Daughter
Baby bear everytime you cut yerself I bleed inside for all the hurt you feel you are my flesh my love and my heart without you I would perish. the love I have for you is never ending and your eyes just bring me happiness When you smile you light up a room and all is good with the world When you from it's like an angel lost it's wings so for me always smile for it lightens up my day and makes me feel greatful that I have you!
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As I sit here with tears in my eyes I don't know if he'll ever realize. The pain that I feel is because I remember The change that occurred that day in December. Thats when I met this fabulous guy Could I get him to notice me, I was sure going to try. We fell into lust and then into love We were perfect together, like a ball and a glove. For two years we laughed and suffered no pain Then God knows why, everything started to change. Our happy little home became aggresive and mean There was not much laughter or love to be seen. Now as I sit here with tears in my eyes I can see that I am losing him, my fabulous guy. Written by: Gina C. January~~~~~~2001 ***Warrior To Lord*** (February 14th 2002) There was warrior many years ago That a lovely peasant girl wished to know. He was the enemy in manys eyes But to this girl, he was her hero in disguise. He walked into her life all dressed in black With a promise to enjoy and never look back. He
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To anyone who has ever known pain, Heartbreak, or delight, A sinner's love, or tears stained black, Or a call deep in the night. For love, or lust, or deep desire, We write these words so pure, Our writing is our disease, And yet, there is no cureÖ To speak of love that's come and gone, Or lust, within the rain, Or how our world is dark and bleak, And our joy is our bane. This is our gift, and yet, our curse, To relive our odious crimes, And yet, some are blessed, To have had happier timesÖ We tell stories, one by one, With every line we compose, Careful, though, we must make it flow, And be careful of the prose. Breakups, break outs, joy, and pain, Hostility, love, and hate. We see the world from the outside, We peek in from behind the gate. The world will never really know us, They fear what they don't understand. They don't know that we're all normal, It's just what we do is grandÖ If I never write another word, If my mind becomes abruptly plain, If I w
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My Angel of Honor He came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. His words rang so true, They swept my tears away. He comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, He showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love will be our reward. Take me with you Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. I
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I'm breaking the leaves in the yard today and only we know why I'm following your footsteps of distance For love kindled and set in flame These moments are ungodly coated with a sweet candy heaven melting on your lips I get ensnared by your scent Its still so fresh in my hair I'm wrapping your arms back around me Pressing so firmly into your thighs running my hand down your back I feel your love bubbling boiling begging for more We haven't lost sense of right and wrong We understand still We're just consumed, captured by each other Don't control it I'm pleading But we are both trying to hold the reins halting the herd before they run off into the wild Your body is the same beautiful and hungry still for me. Its only with you, my love and this baffles even me That I go out of mind for that moment of ecstasy I wanted to rip you apart to my fancy Pulling those physical barriers away skin to skin lover to lover friend to friend I wanted to
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Ok, just sitting here bored thinking. First i am blocked for some supid ass reason from doing mumms so, i will do a blog. First off, how is it that the top of the page says there are 53,000 people online, but i never see that many actually doing anything. Only about the same dozen people ever comment or anything. Second, how long am i gonna be blocked on my mumms, i see a lot worse things then what i did. Guess you just have to be popular or a point whore to have your mumms posted. Third, whats the point of adding friends if you never speak to them ever again? Should be called people i view. Fourth, what is with the contests, i dont get that at all. Fifth, What is the point of doing a mumm if everyone gets cranky and mad if its over a sentace long but they say its stupid if its short. i am sure i could think of more, but for now. i will leave it at this.
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My Pop, Has Missed My Culture
Down in the hollows, In a shady vale.... Common sense was left behind... Images of what they thought... Became the reality, of what they wanted... To obscure truth, did they band together.... To be a force of ignorance.... For to be wrong, seperately was inconceivable once... A path was chosen. United, they could uplift one another... Pretend, pretentious swaggering was right and correct... A barrier formed together...keep out those they never had let Within. Further divide, and conquer... Regardless of the loss. Potential beaten back... In a shady vale of lies...did they meet... To pat each others backs...job well done... They won, but had no idea...what they lost.. Seen through the eyes of has been and what could... I am out of focus, lines fading. Adjust the tracking... Static in the 20 inch screen. Snow and a loud hiss of no r
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My pen hath not the ink, Nor my mind the wit, To capture here in verse by my hand, Her Beauty I behold. Light from an endless star filled sky, Her eyes. Countless summer's warm gentle breeze, Her whisper. A thousand crystal cool mountain streams, Her kiss. Miles of pure white sand beach, Her smile. Wave after wave of crashing crimson tide, Her passion. Ranges of majestic snow capped mountains, Her strength. Deepest and widest of dark blue oceans, Her love. All of Creation itself fails to compare, In the entire depth of Universe, No single being past or now resides, Her Beauty I behold. Tears in my eyes can tell no lies What we feel should never be hidden I sit in depressed not knowing who I am Time heals wounds and my heart shatters into 1000 pieces Tears in my eyes cant tell no lies Noche's contigo abajo del los estrellas siento que estoy in los cielos My tears run gently down my cheeks For every tear represents loss Emotions of diff
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the mystery foams the companion roams the mystery that is my life the companion soon to be my wife the mystery of time the lack of meaning in lemon or lime the mystery of open spaces the looks on my childs faces the mystery of me the emptiness we all see the mystery of you the nature of me and you the mystery is us the discovery a plus the mystery of we the future we shall see I chase not the deer in the woods what purpose would I have, what kind of mmods I chase not the devil in the trees what purpose would I have, bring satan to his knees? I seek not danger in the forest there is plenty of that at my nearby florist I run not thru the woods bare for none to see I am a free man, however, not quite that free I look upon the stream that divides my path it looks so peaceful, but, was it a journey of wrath? I can stare at the surrounding for ever to create such beauty with my words, I am not so clever So, journey with me in my trek thru the pines we
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This is hell copyright 1994 all rights reserved Call the soldiers in To the graveyard within And behind these wire gates Lays a million men's fates To live is to die In this land of the lie Stolen in the night Was all that is right Pains of a child Born to be wild Mentally drifting From a chance of uplifting Military Artilary Put in a child's hands To wipe out lands No salvation For a lost generation Patience has been driven For the devil has risen Total intoxication Via satan's medication This is hell
My Poor Daughter!
My daughter was in a car accident yesterday with my mom. That makes two in just four months!!! The first one was with me. This time she got hurt. :( Her back, neck, and leg are bothering her so I am taking her to the doctor here shortly. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers. Kaylee is her name. I will talk to you all later. Good luck! Apparently, my poor little girl has a very mild case of whiplash. On Monday, my mom was rear ended, and had not even realized she had been hit. My mom has a more severe case of whiplash than my daughter. Both are seeking treatment. PEOPLE NEED TO PAY CLOSER ATTENTION WHEN THEY DRIVE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!! She will be ok, but I'm still an unhappy momma, but then again who would be in my shoes?!
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I gazed outside my window, all her leaves were gone, she softly bowed her head, she could not carry on. The snows showed no mercy, as they beat upon my rose, at last the final petal fell, in glory, she did go. The vine that once held her high, looked old and tired now, in style and with dignity, he took a final bow. But outside the window today, the rain was coaxing the vine to play, when the rain could do nothing more, the sun wrapped her arms around the vine, and silently she mourned. Then the vine slowly raised his arms, the sun and rain had touched him, and cast their magic charms. I could not help but smile, for I know that very soon, another rose he will hold up high, to dance beneath the moon. As sand will surely touch the tide, Leaves will turn in fall, As sun holds the moon a bride, True love shall conquer all. As rivers will flow to the sea, Kingdoms fall and rise, Each locked door shall have its key, Each truth shall have its e
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THE EARTH STOOD STILL SMS The day the earth stood still To realize the damage that we've done Look upon the sky that hides the sun Talking to the old fisherman About the dead Bay and whales And the sad sad tales Of offshore wells There'll be nothing left he said Just condos for the rich And the tourist that visit and wish For a reason to exist We throw away people Throw away things Destroy and move on Leaving dead land and such While we stand and watch Will we stand and watch You are watching now Questions Just one time And my body quivers My eyes roll back And it makes me shiver Such an explosion You touch me in disbelief The warmth flows over you To me such a relief Iíve waited so long I want you to know Iím so sorry now Its time for me to go Its time for the question So I can end this ride What is this really about Ecstasy or Suicide Fleeting Flame Your sh
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Here lies fallen angels dead on the ground Their spirits stand there looking all round If you go to spot You'll see a mound and you'll feel their presences As the days go by people come to mourn Those that show respect are adorn let the memories never fade Every time you look upon the mound Just remember its all right to shed a tear As the pain fills inside and hurts it wont go a way The anger we shall not hide it These you remember the american pride. People in the world remember all around That here lies a fallen angels dead on the ground Teshanna Kathleen Stephens Copyright ©2007 Teshanna Kathleen Stephens I sit and pray for the angel of death take this old body to the land of death because the world is full of hate and crime let me be with my kind in death I no longer have the will to live in world of hate Teshanna Kathleen Stephens Copyright ©2007 Teshanna Kathleen Stephens one day i went outside to look at the sky all the clouds where white,bu
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Sail Me Away Darling are my kisses sweet as wine Would leaving my lips be such a crime If my finger tips dance across your skin Would your heart flutter within Would you whisper to me sweet words Singing to me like a nightingale bird Does your mouth suckle each breast in haste Or would each nipple be a gift you wish not to waste Does your erection grow so big and your desire so strong That your tongue wishes to only travel on Seeking out my nest folds your mouth teasing my clit Wanting to setting me on fire Do you cherish each drop of my cum on your lips Knowing this is only the beginning of a lovers trip Would you whisper again in my ear Saying darling for you I will always be here look into my eyes and say pretty please Then Darling I say for you I would stay on my knees Then you slide me down off the bed Wrap your fingers in my hair and guide my head You whisper honey ď I am a man not a boyĒ My lips softly kiss your sweet nuts with joy
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Another like her Who's that girl standing over there do you see her the beautiful one with the silky hair all I do is see her when i close my eyes when I'm alone in bed she runs thru my head she's so fine I wish she was mine and there will never be another like her another like her like her, like her the beautiful one with the silky hair I want to show her I care but i can't cuz he's there another like her another like her like her, like her but when will it happen when can I say she's mine god I pray everything will be fine I'm losing my mind another like her another like her like her, like her I'm afraid I'm afraid of losing you, the one I care about I know I shouldn't but there's always doubt. I pray you care and not for another I want you to be happy just you and I together Please prove to me that you do care even though I can't see if your heart is really there I don't want to tell you but I have t
My Poetry& Some Rants,raves...and Fantasies
will someone please tell me how i can read the comments on my blog...pleeeeeeeze!!!??!!! beneath the sea, an oyster met a tiny grain of sand said the oyster,"you're a bother, you'll never be something so grand!" well, a diver brought up that oyster, shucked it open,then jumped! in surprise what once had been, that grain of sand, was delight to his old, weary eyes! a thing of such great beauty! yes,that tiny,grain of sand what had been seen, as a bother, was the pearl that he held in his hand. "now take this pearl my daughter, as you wear it, please, never forget! they, who some people view as a bother, may be pearls who they haven't yet met Copyright ©2004 Andrew R. Thornton i'm at a loss here. i have no idea how this place works,and can use all the help i can get!
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My Porms
A man's daughter had asked the local minister To come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, He found the man lying in bed with his head Propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow Had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me, he said. 'No, who are you?" said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up." "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door. "I have never told anyone this, Not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never Known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." I abandoned any attempt at prayer," The old man continued, " Until one day four years ago, my best friend said to me, "Johnny, prayer is
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I have finally found, The love of my life. It feels so good, To be loved this much. To be depended on, For support and understanding. It's the greatest gift, that anyone can receive. The gift of everlasting happiness. I just wish that everyone, Could find the love I've found. The love I'm talking of, Is that of a child. My daughter is special, In every way that counts. She's my life, My world, And my very existence. When she smiles at me, My eyes light up with joy
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Everyone said we would make it together, and that we were such a cute couple Until you met another girl. I tried to make you stay But you wouldn't listen to me You were the love of my life Always staying with me every night Until you met another girl. I cant believe you would do this to me I never thought i would lose you like this I kept seen you less and less All because you met another girl. I'm just trying to find, the better part of me. I just feel like crying, But all i can do is fall to my knees. It's not easy to be alone, When you have no one to love or care for you. Now i can feel the tears rolling down my cheek, As i dream of a guy to care to care for me. I want a guy who is so true, And wont make me cry or feel so blue! Sending you my love with words spoken true From the depths of my heart I send them to you Like petals of a rose is the touch of your face I can feel it every time we're wrapped in embrace The taste of your lips is like sweet dripp
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My Internet Friend Our friendship has developed In a way that is unique. To think we crossed an ocean, Yet no words we had to speak. Just a screen and keyboard To get a message through And from the whole wide world, I'm so glad that I met you. We've shared so many secrets Carried each others loads, You are always there to turn to When I travel a bumpy road. Sometimes when I'm feeling blue It's as if you link to my mind For going into my mail box, An e-mail from you I'll find. Sometimes a card of friendship Maybe a joke or two, Whatever arrived is special Because it was sent by you. So though we're an ocean apart Our hearts are together as one, And friends forever we'll be Sharing e-mails is so much fun. Online Friends Online friends are so very dear Like a rose your friendship blooms The miles between you don't seem to matter As your cursor bring them into the room. Who would of thought it possible You could have feelings of love and a
My Poems And Ramblings
She became like plastic still and unfeeling with tearless blue eyes. His finger nails were pistols. He clutched the trigger and gunned through her thighs. Roses bloomed like a serenade in the process of being written. It was her fault for being so seductive. She was slapped and she was smitten. Couldn't decide if she hated him or loved him for making her whole. It was indecency impending over the depths of her shattered soul. She became like plastic, bent beneath the pressure of maturing attention. Her family was broken, too busy fulfilling individual suspensions.
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The Dream I thought of my love as I slept last night, she's so far away and I wanna hold her tight I wondered if she thought of me just the same, to dream of me, whisper and call out my name, I travelled to her and to my surprise, I saw her staring right into my eyes A picture of me she held it near, and on her face I could see the tears I had to go back to the place I lay and hope that night would soon turn to day When morning came my love I did call, I ran to the phone that was placed on the wall My heart raced, I dialed, the phone started to ring, an answer, "Hello" her voice did sing I came to you my love as I layed and I slept, "I know" she said and apologized, "there was something I kept" "It's something I'll keep with me and cherish so dear, your heart now I have so your love will be near" We cried, then silence, she said "now what do we do, for I know the love shared between me and you" I said "keep it my love, cuz soon I'll return, but don't give it back cuz there's
My Poem For My Kids
MY KIDS When I play with my son, Happiness has just begun. He laughs and asks me questions like, Can you help me ride my bike? It makes me smile to know that he, Has so much love for me. Then there is my little girl, When she smiles it makes my world, Better then itís ever been, Not just my daughter, sheís my friend. Happy as a child can be, And I feel her love for me. My kids are my whole world you see, They both mean everything to me. I pray that when I do get old, My kids will hear my stories told. Bout how much I love them so, And how far that I would go. Just to see there smiles so big, Makes me want to do a jig. Dancing like a little fool, But my kids think that itís cool. When I can just play with them, My love, my life, my little gems. Life is great when Iím with them, Not just my kids, there my best friends.
My Power Colour
Your Power Color Is Lime Green At Your Highest: You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. In Love: You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?"What's Your Power Color?
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(This is the piece I was published for) Title: So Tired I am so tired. Tired of the lies, Tired of the anger, Tired of the sadness. I'm just so tired. Let me go now, Let me sleep. Maybe when I awaken I'll know how not to weep. Please take away the pain you've caused me. Please . . . Please . . . Just let me sleep. I am so tired. Title: Cold and Alone My eyes open And look around, As my ears focus On that lost sound... Those three words, Once heard so often, Are now a memory I wish could be forgotten. Searching now, Frantically for reason, Some purpose, or direction To get through this painful season... Another moment in life, Another reason to cry, Another moment to be forgotten, Another reason to die, Sitting in silence, Always wondering why? Why didn't you love me? Why couldn't you try? You always said it, But I found it was a lie... You never loved me, Now the river has run dry. You took pleasure in the fact That I
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† If I were to say to you, Lord please take me home. If I were to say to you, Lord I dont give a damn anymore. Would you sit beside me my lord, And remind me it is all right. Remind me that you carry me, Through the darkest night. Tell me I can't come with you, Cause my purpose here is not yet through. Heal me with your loving light, To make it through, Yet another life. Could I ask you to take with you, This gift that is hard to bear. To take my heart and change it, So I just don't have to care? As you sit with me here oh Lord, I hear you say it would never do. You are an example my precious one, I know† I can count on you. As much as I hate it sometimes, I know that you are right. Just stand with me lord, And keep guiding me with your light. I love you more each passing day, Our bond ever stronger grows. I will wait patiently, And do that which you want me to do. Until you take me home with you. Just remember Lord one more thing, Before you go if you d
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Give to me your smile, and I will lock it away in my heart forever Give to me your eyes of innocence, and I will look back to you with strength Give to me your hand, and I will close your eyes with the touch of my passion Give to me your nightmares, and I will put them to rest forever Give to me your fear of the unknown, and I will make it known to you Give to me your heart, so that I may leave it pounding in your chest for days after I am gone Give to me your faith, for with it I can do the impossible Give to me your lips, for with them I will take you to another world Give to me the chance to know you, and I will give you the reality of the greatest love of all… Our Own... † † jskins † † Anger broken down by tenacity Extinguished by the release of the past Swept away with the grace of touch Slowly replaced with adverse trust Born into the security of faith Internally eased by the depth of compassion Inspired by the path of true state Prophetically t
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I promise to give you all that's within me. And all that's beneath me is my heart, that's within you. My future is with you. You're universe is with me. And whenever you're with me, I'll promise to love you. My courage is around you. My soul will surround you. You're heart will fulfill me with feelings I'm bound to; Need when I'm with you. Feel when you're with me. And whenever you're with me, I'll forever protect you. An awards badge of courage mounted on the wall. Never had one single scratch, a crack or any fall. Courageous little soldier. A man so pure and brave. A hero to our country... Even in his shotgun grave. He died with dignity and gratitude. A love for faith divine. He knew his time was over; If the world did, or did not cry. A flag surrounded by plaster could not step aside from pain. With the glory of hope and an emblem of courage; He died for America's Way. Another written a long time ago, but dedicated to all of our soldiers out
My Poem. My Lover At My Door
I wasn't surprised that night when I heard the knock on my door. I knew it was you before I asked who it was and the sound of your deep, smooth voice answered " its me baby." I wasn't the slightest surprised when you walked through my door kissed me on the cheek and walked straight to my room. And I walk behind you almost hypnotised by the smell of you cologne. And its weird because you wear that same cologne all the time, but its like I smell it for the first time every time your here. And I wasn't surprised when you sat on the right side of the bed and lit the scented candles on the night stand and the smell of strawberry's filled the room. I'm still standing in the door way watching your every move thinking how sexy you look in the candle lit room. And then you look at me with those light brown eyes, full of life and passion, I am almost taken aback by the intensity of your stare. But I'm not surprised by the way you look at me, for you look at me like that ever
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I love you day and night I hope someday you will see the light. The light that shines like the heaven above I love you your my one true love. I love you like the light house shines on the bay I love you no matter what you say I love you more everyday I love you in every single way. I love you Stephen that is what i will always say. This poem was written for me, Now this is romantic :) glitter-graphics.com glitter-graphics.com You were once a guy i never knew then you became my friend you were always there for me when i needed a helping hand you were there for me when i needed an ear just for someone to hear. as time grew i started falling in love with you. i now want to be your wife and stand beside you thru your life. i love you and i care. i will always be there for you just like you are for me. if i never tell you enough i thank you my love for everything you do. i love you Stephen and this will alwa
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She gazes into the midnight sky Watching the shooting stars fly on by Wandering and wishing with a bright dream That one day the other elves will find her to be a true hunter Wishing amongst her leaders in disguise To give her a sweet compromise Her big blue eyes full of desire and want Miss Night Elf with one big dream The day comes close more the same Her companions howl and purr with comfort That she will indeed be that one hunter that all will cherish and respect more and more Now a smile is at rest on her bright beautiful face A heart so cold A soul so black Now I'm just getting to the fact You think your the shit But thats just not it I'm tired of your ways I'm tired of your games Get over yourself And just get through your filth It's not all about you It's more about the pain you give others, so shoo Life is more than your drama Go back to your momma Make sure you take your ways along the path of shame It's all the same With your filthy lies
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Everyday I wander what my life is worth. I wander why I am here on this Earth. Will there be a day where I can finally understand? Or will they always stand there and make a demand? My days are wonderful and full or fun. But when night falls, the pain throbbs my heart making me want more of that warm sun. Will there ever be a day where I receive praise? Or do they beleive that I am not fazed? I am not a walking peice of armor, I feel the hurt too. My body wants more of such love. Every night my heart shivers with lust. With his gaze down at me, I smile to him above. Having him hold me within his arms is a must. For it pains me not to feel his touch. His fingers trail gently down my pale, soft skin. While he grace's my throat with gentle kisses, but not too much. Why is it that passion sometimes feels like a sin. Though deep within it feels like heaven. My heart wanting more and more of him. He's almost like a sweet chocolate craiven. I will do anything for him, eve
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Life is hard in its own way. Things get messed up and great things happen. Everyone walks a hard road a few times in there life. But if we hold our heads up high, things will get better. There are billions of ppl in this world, but no one worrys about them selfs. In this life you so choice to fight for a better one or you let life swallow u. The world as its own problems. War, crime, death, birth, and most of all the big events that we will never forget. If you fight with a loved one, Stop and think at least you have someone that is behind you, unless they are abusing you than they are no better than a person behind bars. Drama is a key thing that we all become part of no matter if we like it or not. Drama is a reason will ppl to take their anger and stress out on someone else. Stress is a big key in life. Everything that comes up in life has stress. Work, school, and love. But a life is 3 times more important than a person laying on a table. Help everyone you can feel as spe
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Self Respect By RJLewis Self respect is ours, and ours alone. But, when weakened, it can, easily, be undone. Self respect is a quality we should all cherish. It should be nurtured, and made to flourish. Self respect is one of life's basic, human needs. It's what drives us and helps us to succeed. Self respect creates ambition, motivation, and drive. It's a key ingredient in making us thrive. Self respect inspires us to achieve our goals. It gives us strength and feeds our very souls. Self respect is a chief factor in a successful life. It strengthens us when faced with pain and strife. Self respect sharpens our judgement. It builds our confidence, and, is often, apparent. Self respect can, often, inspire the same, in others. It's the reason we may, ALL, have our druthers. Self respect can, sometimes, be misunderstood. It should reflect, in us, all that is good. Self respect should always be admired. For, it is a trait, not easily, aquired! What
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There are times, My life seems so empty. There are times, I feel so alone and uneasy. There are times, I don't care to live any longer. There are times, Everyone else seems much stronger. There are times, I feel no love at all. There are times, Deeper into depression I fall. There are times, I know I'll die all alone. There are times, My family would be happier if I were gone. These are the times, Of my cursed life!!!! AUTHOR: JOE S.
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So beautiful glistening from the morning dew, In full bloom for all to view. Her sole purpose; to give pleasure to all. Though blown and tossed about, She still stands tall. Taking in only enough to survive Yet meaning so much to others lives. As some enjoy her beauty, others feed from her delicious fruits providing all with a firm foundation, spreading her strong roots. When dealing with lifes hardships, finding it hard to cope, She is always there to provide a little hope. Though torn and tattered- from her beauty and seeds, that the winds once scattered, Blossoms a whole new bunch of flowers carrying with them pieces of her and maturing by the hour. ©Wanda Atwood 12/24/1997 So many nights I've dreamt of the dreadful day The day you'd have to go away The nights of awakening in a shivering cold sweat Tears running down my face leaving my pillow wet I've always known someday it would all come true How was I to know "Someday"
My Poem
When I first met her, I thought she was the one, But I wasn't for sure, Until she opened my eyes to see what I had don't, It wasnt till then I realized, I had fell in love, I told her I loved her and she cried, and we said we were blessed from above, Her and I have been through alot, But here we are together, Even though we have fought, Such a short time together feels like forever, She believe in me without a doubt, With her faith I can keep going, Our love can't be measured in amount, Its like a river that keeps flowing, I feel what she feels, Whether physical or emotional, Her pain hurts its like it kills, My life is mostly moral, You give what you get, If you love someone with all your heart, Its not even close to a regret, Keep loving them and you will not part.
My Poem
Okay so I never write poetry, it's not my thing. But I wrote this right after my husband died. Ashes Written for and in memory of my husband, Eddie. Bridges seperate us, unite us. Walk across and find each other. Walk across and leave each other. Trust me to take you where you cannot walk. I burried you in Earth, you sleep. I let you go to the wind, you are free. I locked you in glass you are left untouched. I walk above you, behind you, below you, but never with you. You walk all around me, with me unseen. My tears fall from between Heaven and Earth. Fall below swept away with the river, unseen and un-noticed. Do I care you ask? Ask the river it has caught my tears, tasted them and claimed them. Do I care? Ask the river, it holds what you could see but never saw. It carries what you could hear, but never heard. Andrea Slingsby Copyright ©2007 Andrea Michelle Slingsby
My Poetry
You point out That I wear black You call me emo That's not a fact. You tell me I should change Be like you Wear make-up, lose weight Even though I don't want to. You point out I like to sing Who can't tell It's one of my things. You tell me I'm weird So what I'm not intimidating I'm not feared. You point out I like to write But it's a way to express my feelings and life It's better than to fight. You tell me What you think of me You think I care Me is what I'll always be. You point out My life is fucked up It may be But I don't drown in my own cup. You tell me I need to forget But you don't understand that I can't And I'll never regret. You point out I smoke I also drink And I toke. Get to your point I don't need nor do I want your judgement I accept anyone's friendship Even if you just need to vent. What I don't need Is someone to tell me What I am And what I need to be. You're wasting your breath I'll only change fo
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NuttinButtSexxy I lie here in darkness, just me in this lonely bed, I whisper your name so many times, It's as though you make yourself visible to me, As the light of day arrives at my window, I wondered if I only dreamed you, You seemed so real, I clutch my pillow close, So my tears may fall in muffled silence, I see your smile with-in my mind, and the emotions overwhelm me so much, My stomach tightens and my heart fills with joy, I hear you shout your feelings for me, Though your lips never move, Sometimes it seems as though you want me to take control, But I never would,I never wanted too, for you will come to me when the time is right, You have not made it easy for me, With so many walls to break through, And wearing armour of indifference to guard your heart, But I know you are worth the wait, For as weak as this love has sometimes made me feel, our shared dreams will make us strong, You have opened your heart a chamber at a time, Bu
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Every waking moment I think about you all the time Dreaming of the day weíre together again I know weíll do just fine Having you here with me again is a thought that makes me feel so good Our growing relationship feels so right showing each other we care the way we should I promise I will do my best to not make you want to leave every night I realize now how good you are to me I realize now that your love is worth the fight I never again want to be the one causing you any tears I always want to be there for you to ease all your pain and fears You are that special someone in my life I feel so very lucky to have you as my wife she is so amazingly beautiful i just cant touch her enough no longer does she want to be touched and emotionally its tough i took her affections for grantid when she did pour it on so thick back then i returned very little, thinking about it makes me feel sick i now know how she felt when i practically ignored her i hate the way it fee
My Power
To all my friend's, who think I have some kind of super power. And poke fun at me. for being successful at shit Ok here it is , My so called Power The answer to all you questions about life,love,relationships,career,money,success, and power First off, let me say "its all in your mind" yes its Jedi mind shit! From the time you came into this world your brain has been making mental thoughts to help you with life. they consist of 2 major elements each the subject/situation the attached experiences these thoughts then are used to form actions! exp you have an apple in your lunch box,, first thing you do is picture the thought: apple 1)thought subject : apple attached exp : sweet tasting,crunchy,filling if your hungry ect ect 2)thought subject :hunger attached exp : painfull,week feeling,empty,uncomfortable ,ect ect 3)thought subject: lunch time attached exp : between 12: 00pm and 1: oopm,usally hungry ect ect I co
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Here lies nothing, A wretched black void Ringed with whiskey and herbs A decaying mindset of delusional defaults, Of burned out ambitions, Parannoid curage. The masochist is in the mirror laughing, I cut myself on the shards..... At leasr the veins still have red blood, To stain my existance in a joyous hate, My curse is my life... There you are my beloved one, Can you hear me my dearest Can you understand my coveted Will you understand my reason Do you understand my riddles Do you know I care I play my games to protect you From the world and myself I cannot truly love you No matter how much I care I would end up hurting you I would hurt myself for you I would try to hate you I would use you again Do you understand my riddles Do you know I care I would try to keep you Never would I sleep Forever I would hide you From yourself and the world Do you understand my riddles Do you know I care It pains me to love you Knowing Iíll never be able t
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'if' - The Fubar amended version. Original by Rudyard Kipling. Amended version by RocABella. † If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, (if you can stand the drama created by fakes and drama llamas who make you out to be the liar) † If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; (if you can tolerate to have the people you trusted doubt you because they listen to EVERY little bit of bollocks they hear from people who can't keep their trap shut) † If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, (if you can keep your opinions to yourself about what you hear, even if you're implicated) † Or being hated, don't give way to hating, (love your haters) And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: (Don't tell em I told ya so until you have to - usually in a status message for everyone to hear your effin business!) † If you can dream - and not make
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BELIEVE A PRELUDE TO RAINBOWS AND DREAMS To believe in your Dreams is to believe in yourself And also In Christmas and silly little elves So it would seem If you believe in your dreams You believe in God and Jesus too And everyone knows that a rainbow is a miracle that only they can do And if the truth be known they make the rainbows just for you Reality Rainbows and dreams are never what they seem Rainbows give you false hope in the stormy skies Dreams fill your nights and make you cry You can never touch a rainbow or ever hold your dreams They always hover just beyond reach and neither are what they seem When Iím all alone and dream at night I dream of her and hold her tight I dream of her and starry nights Each holding the other in a rainbow swirl And just for a moment I can pretend she is my girl But when dawn comes I open my eyes Feeling empty inside, feeling like my heart has died And lonely little tears
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Playing with Fire They love the smell of gasoline. They love the smell of sulfur. They love to watch the fire, as it burns the object that they desire. They love to watch the firemen, as they try to put out the flames. They love to hang around to see what damage it will bring. They never stop to think before they start a fire, "What happens if someone does get hurt, or happens to expire." If you haven't already guessed, what kind of monster this person is, please continue reading and I'll tell you who it is. An arsonist is someone, who just doesn't give a damn!!!! Ok, im new at this, so im hoping im doing this right. If not, oh well. lol. I'll figure it out some how. This is one of my poems. This poem was written after i got hit by a car in a crosswalk back in Janurary. My poems are rhyming poems. Crosswalks People who walk, use crosswalks alot. But when people who drive, don't watch who's inside, a person can get hurt or even d
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When, my fingers searching, I whisper in your ear it doesn't mean what last night it meant: the pressure of the skies demanded a venting; tonight I need to go it slow. Slide my fingers along the fur of your stomach chills, saliva cooled. That taut canyon of muscle channels my tongue to damper ravines. Could you lick and kiss me yes-- this is the sensation. Here is my gasp. We have become of eachother one; this fluid is our snowmelt.
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You keep saying what have you done to me, but neither of us can figure out what. Your on my mind all through the day, and even at night, you invade my dreams. True love has hit us so very bad, that being apart is driving us mad. I wrote this poem after being hit by a car back in Janruary. Crosswalks People who walk, use crosswalks alot. But when people who drive, don't watch who's inside, a person can get hurt, or even die. So when you are making, a left or right turn, please pay attention and then make your turn. Fat Cat I've got a cat who's fat, a fat cat that sat. A belly so round, he can't get around, a fat cat at that.
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Recalling the past things that would have been my emotions stepped out like my silent twin silence enduring i cant hold it no more shredding my heart in a whispering war whispering tears drown out questions glance exchange from eye to eye i was once you you were once me we were once one united and yet free My love, My sher you showed me what it is to be to be..truly and completely loved with a love, beyond all others a love of our two old souls that finally innertwine after life times of searching leaving no doubt, our souls are finally where they belong Showing one another, what it means to be loved deeper, the forever to be loved more passionate, then ever so when i say i do i mean..i have, i will and i'll always love you, with a love thats deeper and more passionate then ever felt beefore As i sit here in my room Images race through my mind Of that faithful november day Walking home from school I quickly realize i would never be the same
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Fuck You Fuck love Fuck emotions Fuck desire Fuck devotion Fuck honesty Fuck dedication Fuck intrigue Fuck temptation Fuck happiness Fuck mystery Fuck deceit Fuck reality Fuck attachment Fuck your lies Fuck relationships Fuck good-byes Fuck everything Youíve put me through Most importantly, Fuck you! Lost Is anyone here Does anyone care About the feelings I wish to share Lost forever in darkness Can no longer see the light Trapped forever In this eternal fight When I see the light It is only delusion The thing I feel most Is mere confusion I've been walking in darkness For nearly 15 years All this wondering And so many tears If someone is out there I'm ready to be found But as far as I notice I donít even hear a sound This emptiness I've fallen into Is my life long cost And unless I die I shall forever be lost A Dying Soul Walking down this road we call life, it's all I can do not
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I've been in the darkness for so long just waiting for the light, And now that you have come my way, my days don't seem like nights. I'm glad I've finally overcome my fear of the other side, Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride. I've never really felt this way about a guy before, You've truly touched me deep inside, you've opened, unlocked, the door. I know it's nothing serious, but surly it's a start, You've treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart. And even if this does not work, I'm glad I've had this chance, To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance. We never know what'll come of this, it really just depends, I'm glad we're taking the first step, we're becoming better friends. With you I never have to guess just how you really feel, You talk to me about the facts and tell me what's the deal. With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong, I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.
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What is love? Love is dangerous, when you would take a bullet that was meant for someone else... Love is unpleasant, when you love someone so much that you help them find someone new to love... Love is a crime, when someone steals your heart... Love is hurtful, when someone walks away, taking a piece of you with them... Love is deadly, when someone decides to rip your heart out and stomp the son of a b*tch into the ground... Love is amazing, when you find someone that loves you for who you are, not what they can change you to be... Love is sweet, when that special someone kisses you and all you feel is their love for you and yours for them... Love is beautiful, when you and your special someone love each other so much that you make a child together... 10-31-07 ~*Lauren*~ I sit here and watch you play your guitar, The day before your surgery, You wanted to get one last practice for awhile, You're just playing random things, having fun. I love you, da
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MountainTop Thoughts As I sit on the mountain top And look out over the plush valley The trees turning the color of fall My mind wanders through the tree tops Thinking of seasons long forgotten Raking the leaves just to jump in them Building the scarecrow for the front lawn Riding bikes with friends no longer seen A hawk screeches in the sky bringing me back To the present moment as I look to see Where the hawk is flying up in the vast blue Blinded by the brilliant sunlight soon to be fading into dusk. My thoughts wander back in time once more and your face appears before me I remember what you meant to me and I lay back on the grass and dream of our beautiful friendship, that like the seasons, has come and gone. For you are no longer with us in this world. I hope to see you in the next world. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep, content in my thoughts of you. Karen Schaefer A broken heart Tears on the cheek Dreams shattered Love gone astray
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Mom, you're a wonderful mother, So gentle, yet so strong. The many ways you show you care Always make me feel I belong. You're patient when I'm foolish; You give guidance when I ask; It seems you can do most anything; You're the master of every task. You're a dependable source of comfort; You're my cushion when I fall. You help in times of trouble; You support me whenever I call. I love you more than I can express; You have my total respect. If I had my choice of mothers, You'd be the one I'd select!
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All that I Ever Wanted Deep thoughts. Sweet sounds. All that would make you happy. Shallow waters. Rustling trees. All that would make you afraid. Solitude. Restlessness. All that would make you sad. Win a fight. Lose a fight. All that would make you angry. Late night walks. Rich chocolate kisses. All that make you fall in love. Settled dreams for future queens. All that you ever wanted. Warm bed and copious food. All that you ever needed. Endless love. A second chance. All that I ever wanted. But you're gone. Love cannot salvage, What never was love. Pain Fostered yet kept so brightly-eyed, To the devil's succulent and clutching hold, Grasping tightly as we go Down to the seducive and dark waters Be
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Drifting toward a sunset shore All of your love as grains of sand Burried alive deep in the depth The power it eminates Covers the Earth Breaking open the crust Revealing the Tenderness Devestating the flower
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She walks slowly along the quiet street cars passing now and then a cigarette between her fingers and music in her ears to the left houses (Spanish style) and swaying palms to the right a body of water rolling lazily along all look quiet peaceful yet all hold their secrets the houses full of closets skeletons secrets the water nurturing life of predator and prey and she holds the secrets of her heart tumultuous emotions sugar sweet and blood red crashing together rolling along on the waves of sadness she stops and sits hoping to draw peace from the river not knowing they are the same full of secrets and hidden passions not yet ready for the world to see Walking through the door another new opportunity terrified and shy quiet testing the waters before jumping in getting to know people slowly letting them in into her life and loves her stories what she's seen who she is until finally she feels able to open her mouth like a store room tha
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Come one! Come all! Take a seat and enjoy the end of the world! Sit back and relax as big men with guns murder your family. Grab a drink and throw a toast for the men with bombs. Gaze upon the burning sky with admiring awe. Are you offended yet? Are you disgusted by my words? You shouldn't be. It was you that created them. So let's party on, let's keep taking life for granted. A salute to the Asian whalers. A salute to the men creating war! Give a homeless man some drugs instead of money - save him some time. Prepare the noose for your suicidal friend - save him some time. Put some bullets in your childís gun - save him some time. Believe in a greedy god - take sweet bribes from Satan. Let's gasp with surprise as two people fall in love. Let's laugh at them when their hearts break. We knew it would happen. We knew we'd want more. Are you offended now? I know you're somewhat disgusted. You should be. Look in the mirror, look at your lover, look at your neighbour. It's all your fault. Ju
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† Mary had a little goat, She threw it out of her little boat, To see if that poor goat would float, When it did, she sat back to gloat. † Mary's floating little goat, Rammed poor Mary's little boat. Poor Mary couldn't swim or float, And so she drowned. That's all she wrote. † † † Mary had a little lamb, She had it all for lunch. What she eats in just one meal, Would last me for six months. † Mary had a little lamb, Some cake, and apple pie. If she keeps on eating at this rate, I'm sure she's gonna die. † Mary had a little lamb, "Snack attack!" she said. But through the night her stomach burst, And now, of course, she's dead. † † I was perving on the pics on here, (as we do), and saw a few pics of sunrises or sunsets, and the start of this came to mind... I'm gettin' kinda slow, though, this took me an hour to put together:( Sunrise o'er the ocean, I'm feeling the spring breeze My body makes no motion, As my mind's across the seas It's searching
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As I sit here all alone, there are only thoughts of you on my mind. Wanting to see that sparkle in your eyes, feeling the warmth of your skin next to mine, feeling your breath on my neck, feeling the touch of your hand caress my body, smelling your smell that lingers in the air, seeing you smile and knowing that you care, feeling the strength and compassion of your loving embrace. When you are here I feel so calm and secure, I can feel the beating of your heart and know there is promise in tomorrow, that we may never part, and feeling the strength and passion of your tender kiss. I can remember the day you came into my life and I dream of the day that I will be your Wife. Until tonight when you left I never thought I could feel so alone, for You are my Other Half and without you I am not whole. You are the Love of My Life and The Eternal Flame that burns in my Soul. I Love You more then I could ever say, I know I will have you again in 4 days, but for a Love as strong as ours it can fe
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Recalling the past things that would have been my emotions stepped out like my silent twin silence enduring i cant hold it no more shredding my heart in a whispering war whispering tears drown questions glance exchange from eye to eye i was once you you were once me we were once one united yet free My eyes darken over time My soul loses hope Life becomes so trival Struggles inside overwhelm Harder it becomes To even care Would it...even matter Confussion and doubt Swirl around in my mind Like a dark foggy night Unable to see What use to be so clear So is this what they call living Or are we merely just excisting As i sit here in my room Images race through my head Of that faithful November day Walking home from school that day I quickly realize i would never be the same And as i came upon his limp body I realize my friend, had kept his word 14yrs of living doesnt prepare you for this Anger inside because he is what i miss Pain i feel
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I am what I am I'm REAL and not FAKE I give what I give And I take what I take I dont have fake boobs Or dye my hair blonde I dont spread my legs For any old john I don't cyber sex Nor do I do phone So if that's all you want Just leave me alone!! So, to any of you Who don't like me this way Kiss my sweet ass And be on your way
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Just A Man As i got down on one knee I pledged myself to thee I give you my heart I give you my soul....... Now to thee I ask Why am I so bad Did I do something wrong I feel as if I dont belong Is there a place for me in this world some days i think not i ask my self why what have I done why does every one hate me Do people not care any more Do they think this is a game do they not realize I am man Do they not know when i am cut I BLEED RED just like they doo That i feel pain I am not as strong as every one thinks i have feelings i have thoughts I feel love and I feel hate I cant keep going on this way I dont want much I just want to be happy to share my life with some one special to have a friend a lover a wife an equal nothing more nothing less Is this too much to ask for I think not I am just a simple man I am just a man I have spent so many years not caring now i do care and the world seems to not i reach for a hand up wha
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By: Andrea Lynn Christine written in 1995 IF If we were together, we would have so much fun. We could be a team, we could be as one. You know I Love You, but do you love me. That is the question, what will it be. If you do love me, I'd feel so much better. I will Love You, always and forever. Dedicated to- Richard Jonathan Downie By: Andrea Lynn Christine written in 1997 Wrong ! What I did to you is wrong, I thought it would be for the best. BUT I WAS WRONG! I thought we could work it out down the road. BUT I WAS WRONG! You told me you loved me, I didn't listen. You wanted to be with me forever, I showed no affection. When you tried to make things right, I walked away. BUT..... I was WRONG! Dedicated to- Richard Jonathan Downie By: Andrea Lynn Christine written in 2001 A Little Heart All I ever asked for is a little love and some affection. It may seem like a lot to
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Alot of people ask me my name it doesn not mean i worship the devil. It does not mean im concieted. But i believe all women are Goddess's ...WOMEN not girls or ladies real WOMEN are Goddess's and we end up with Devil's (boys men anythng with a penis really) but sometimes those Goddess's shine light upon evil and that light shines and beats the evil and the Goddess's Prevails. However, sometimes the light in the Goddess's power is not so strong and the evil torments her and leaves her wilted and that is what i am a tormented beated withered Goddess's waiting for the light 2 become strong and hopefully find her devil and beat the darkness. thanks for hurting me the way u did thanks for the emotional rollercoaster ty for all the shit you put me through thank you for seeing what an idiot i was for even caring for u. i dont feel it anymore i think im numb to the pain i dont know it anymore i think it all feels insane. I dont cry anymore i think its all just the same. I dont hurt anym
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'A thing of beauty is a joy for ever' Words of Keats one can forget never What is beauty - beauty is where One can enjoy here and there, every where! Grecian urn a beautiful piece Niagara falls a beautiful place Silver streaks of water brings us peace Hills and dales sure nature's grace! Does beauty lie in the objects seen Or lie in the eyes of the seer keen? Beauty seen in the scorching Sun Beauty felt in the biting cold Beauty heard in the melody of birds Beauty smelt in the fragrance of rose Beauty tasted in the bitterness of neem Beauty found sure in every mean(s) ! 'Beauty is truth and truth beauty That is all what ye know on earth And what all ye need to know' Words of Wisdom From votary of beauty And a devotee of Almighty! Creator of noble beauty Harbinger of peace and piety Bless me with those eyes and mind Beauty in ugliness that they can find! Beauty of the mind and beauty of the soul Sure makes one the wholesome whole! Obstacles or proble
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A Promise... Never To Be Broken By Noey Thoughts of you illuminate my soul. My mind races as waves of passion flush over my pale skin. Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent sometimes, I like to think that I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? There have been so many times when I ached for you... ached for you so badly that the emotions overwhelmed me... I reach out... hoping to feel the slightest bit of you... your skin, your breath, anything... I keep my head up, knowing we are closer to having each other; For I have found a place I want to be, this place I see is with you, in your arms. Your arms... a safe haven just for me. I give my heart to you, for my heart believes in you. My Promise to you: I promise to work out our problems together. If you ever need me I'll give it my all and work out the problems, big or small. I'll hold you when you are down, make you smile not frown. I only wish to make you see... I"ll give you nothing
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Time It gives you a start And races throught your heart. It goes without saying And goes without paying. It gives you the gain That keeps you insane. It gives you the pain That gives you the shame. It gives you the laughter That forms into tears. It gives you the joys Which forms into fears. It gives you the challenges That never goes unchallenged. It gives you the ways That continues through your days. It gives you the questions Which never goes unanswered. It gives you the answers Which never goes unquestioned. It gives you the hate That keeps up to date. It gives you the saying That life is our fate. Life is like a bowl of cherries. Seeming to be so easy. But When the cherries Have all been eaten. You are left with only the pits. It's here That you soon realize That life is truly really The Pits. if man were made perfect -- Complete as can be -- Then God Would have never Created The 'She' For man is The Trunk, The Branch And
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GUESS WHAT IM UP FOR AUCTION SO IF YA WANNA OWN ME FOR A MONTH THE COME BID ON ME. HERES THE LINK http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=328436322# Someone once told me when you want something never give up well that's just what i'm doing giving up. I've tried so hard but to no avail, these thoughts & feelings for her are making my life a living Hell. I cant deny what I know is true. In my heart there is only you. My spirit is in constant torment & my heart is in painful agony because of a need that wont go away, wont disappear. What has come to pass is my greatest fear, that I might have found a love without compare. My world is fading my life is wading near the edge of the pool of dispair. I cant think of anything else without a thoughtof you being there. My instinct says to carry on but my heart knows that would be wrong so I'll end this poem by saying I Love You but we can never be so I'm letting you free to decide who you want because I know it can never be me.
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Power of Love Love is a beautiful thing When it is full of honesty and trust Having you love me back Is definately a plus When love takes over you You feel your heart skip a beat Then you start to realize You are in for a wonderful treat Love can be good Love can be bad Love can make you happy And also make you sad I just want you to know I love you very much And I just canít wait To feel your warm soft touch The Way You Love Me I love to hear the sound of your voice When you say those words to me And it never gets old In love with you I will always be I have never felt this feeling before Its something that is new to me It makes me love you more and more I canít wait to see your pretty face I can just sit and gaze all day Like an angel that has fallen from grace I love you with all my heart And now you are part of my soul I knew it right from the start Every time you say you love me I get chills up and down my spine And when we hold each other cl
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Can I dance with you in the moonlight? Forever in your arms. Thatís the place I want to be. Can I dance with you in the rain? And you never let me go? For itís a place I will never want to leave. Can I dance with you in the sunlight? And forget all my troubles. Because of the safty I feel in your arms. Can I dance with you under the stars? In you strong capable arms. Protected from the world around me. Can we dance for the rest of our lives? Hardly leaving each otherís sides. Hand in hand as we dance through life togeather. A poem for my hunny Ryan Craig I want to cry. Let all the hurt go. I want to cry. To release the sorrow. I want to cry. To see if it will help me feel better. I want to cry. Because I have no joy. I want to cry. Because I don't feel whole. I want to cry. For I feel lost. I want to cry. Maybe it will help me get over you. Why do you hide and run? Was it because we were getting close? Maybe you need to get over it. Become a man and
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Written November 17, 2007 I built a wall, around my fragile heart So that no one else could ever tear it apart It's worked for years, keeping the crowd at bay Wanting people close but keeping them away Then the universe sent a curve ball One that was able to walk through that wall Turning my wall from stone to air Making me scared to hurt, scared to care Conflicted and Confused, I don't know what to do My defenses are down, my emotions in a coup Terrified and Fascinated, like a moth to the flame Into that dark night I scream out your name Conflicting emotions float through my mind Should I run away or try to make you mine? My heart and my gut are truly at war I hear you knocking but am scared to go through that door Let you in or drive you away? I want you close, but am afraid you won't stay Can my heart take another blow? All I can do is try to take it slow I want you by my side, night and day What can I do to make you stay? November 30, 200
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Why does my soul hold on To this pointless life No good ever comes Only pain and hurt Are all that i ever feel All these scars i bare overlay day after day and year after year Love is just a mirage Always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothig evr changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul, and mind left staind beyond repair My love, my sher You showed me what it is to be To be Ö.truly and completely loved with a love, beyond all others A love of our two old souls That finally intertwine After life times of searching Leaving no doubt , our souls are finally where they belong Showing one another, what it means To be loved deeper then forever To be loved more passionate, then ever So when I say I do I mean I have, I do, and I'll always Love you, with a love that's deeper and more passionate Then ever felt before As i awaken and look at you My eyes focus, can this be I wonder & guess, think & feel Can this be?? is this re
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Another Day! As you prepare to walk out the door, I lye there wishing I could hold you more. Your soothing voice is like brand new, When you kiss my head and say I love you. Falling asleep alone in my bed, And all I have is you in my head. Looking around and your not there, Hoping you call to say you care. A long hard day with life's situations, Rewarded to see you and full of emotions. As you hold me in your arms so tight, I'm wishing we had another night. Out the door for my long shift, Waiting for morning to recieve my gift. Rushing home to see your gone, Begining to wonder what i've done wrong. Another day I have to wait, Cause I got home just way to late. Copyright ©2007 Amanda K. McDaniel
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This is the story of a kid with depression it's his dark secret and my confession Timid at a glance, how blind have i become the suffering i feel because of what i've done it's a dark memory bright as day haunts me forever and never goes away i lost all my friends because of what i said now i'm just sitting here wishing i was dead i regret what i said but the damage has been done i'm back where i started i'm back to square one though you people will never know there's no emotion i can readily show not something understood verbally you need to know me personally i'm trapped within these walls so i won't try to run never in my life have i truly had fun i think about myself i'm not cold or heartless i'm just enshrouded in a cloud of total darkness i hurt more than you will ever know i can't see clearly and i don't know where to go I can't shake the memories i can't shake the pain it's really getting to me i'm going insane a knife to the throat
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For the one I love A big burden was left upon whoever had my heart Truly a heavy feeling surrounded those near Warm expressions are all I needed from the start Although I received some, my thoughts are twisted with fear As the rain drops crush, so does my sanity The cloudy skies darken my emotion Mind and heart brought to a state of calamity Where I can no longer fulfill my devotion True partners always stay by each other's side In any phase of relationship they might be The gates of your heart are open wide Your trusting glances and open feelings are calling me Issues of my heart involve my lack of confidence Love life had never appeared as I longed for A big role of failure was played by my arrogance Whole relationships shattered, it was too big to ignore You embraced me as a loyal friend, I'm sure Whenever in trouble you summon me to your side Slowly, your personality came to lure A faithful friend who will always abide Your mind and heart never ceas
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My sweet beautiful angel... sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear whenever we are together; you shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. Youíre my sweet, beautiful angel, and ill love you for eternity!! I want You. I need you. I want to be between those thighs pleasing you. each nite I dream about your taste. Its becoming more and more than I can take. Your Body has become my addiction and I need you to fill my needs. Please come home so to me. Missing you The pain consuming me is so surreal. I feel so hollow, so empty inside. I am sullen in my bitter loneliness. I don't want to be alone like this.
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Please do not rip or copy THANK YOU !!! Upon my shelf lies pictures ... dust covered memories made by us Love Lives no longer holding us close exceptions of old pictures collecting dust Heartfelt covered romance lurking like a funeral ; black and of stone Cobwebs are now being built by this spider of the shelf ; clinging dust still on these pictures of us Cleaning one day , dusting off the dust we made , swipping every memory to thin air , rolling every web on the shelf into a ball thrown into the trash ... so mote it be so the memories are gone
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My heart wants to love you My head says, let go I want to be your everything But I just cant tell you so My God of evil and insanity My creator of all that's dark How could I ever speak my emotions? Where would I ever start? Hide me in your darkness Take me to the clouds above Wrap your wings around me Hold me in your arms of love Call out to me in the night Where our shadows can secretly hide Bound me with your love To your heart keep me tied God of Darkness give to me Your sweet kiss of death Put your lips on mine And forever take my breath Take me to your Hell Burn me with your flame Lay my body at your feet Forever call my name As my body turns to ash Remember my heart was true And as my ashes fly away Remember also, I love you I feel myself running again Same old story, same old end. I thought you loved the real me But you only love who you want me to be. I cant see love in the light that you do You want to share me and I have to share
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Today makes a year since you have passed away I still remember that phone call, like it was yesterday. I had gone to Jury duty and came home to the message on the machine My Aunt Martha said you had passed...I had only wished it was a bad dream. The day after you died, I got your letter you wrote to me in the mail I couldn't open it for a few hours, I just held it to my heart and wailed. Then the day after that... I had gotten your beautiful and last Christmas card I hung it up with the rest of them , but doing so was very very hard! I will read it and hang it up every year and treasure my memories of you I never in my life thought my Christmases could ever be so damn blue! I miss your letters. I miss calling you. I miss your voice. I miss you so much. I loved you with all my heart Grammy, and my life you have forever touched. I am playing the tape you gave me, the one of the loons on the lake The loons are crying, and I am so sad and my heart i
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I write this letter because I donít know what else to do. Iíve told you that I love you and you told me you loved me too. We both believe we have found our soul mates within each other. When our eyes connect our souls begin to dance with happiness. My heart is filled with completion because I have found you. Iím sure that there are some words to tell you how much you mean to me but at this moment all I can do is dream of you and I together forever all our lives. You told me once that you could see us growing old together sitting on the front porch swing. I think of that moment with every breath I take. Knowing that I have you; someone that every woman dreams of having. This man that makes me forget all my troubles and makes me feel like the most beautiful thing he has ever seen. You are my one and only. For there is no other to compare. What we have together no one else could share. I HAVE A FRIEND I have a friend who is perfect just like me She listens to all my shit No matter
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So I'm fucked up inside more dead than alive Never followed the norm where I've been no one goes I kill myself for what it's worth unevenness is sin I wipe my ass with moral standards I follow what's within Always held your head high beaten up going down So you're caged in your soul keep on digging that hole Scars and wounds are worn with pride strength can not be taught I see this world through my own eyes the greatest all time low Always willing to bleed to regain what I need I won't follow the blind I have faith in my mind I spit my hate into your face you're caged inside your soul I race the demons in my head eager to let go So you fear for your life why don't you step aside Beaten up going down eating shit from the ground Scars and wounds are worn with pride strength can not be taught I see this world through my own eyes the greatest all time low Life won't give you anything Except the pain you feel Now it's finally closing in It's time to bleed Fuck
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Be still my weeping heart Cry tears no more You loved him Emotionally, unconditionally, completely In your heart he will be To love is to set free You will not leave him completely A bond even stronger than before Will come walking in your door The bond of friendship, a love even more You will carry your love You will be strong for him You will always be there You will be his rock His shoulder to cry on Right now you must be strong Even though inside you are dying You must understand You must be yourself And above all remember this Keep your love and his friendship Close to your heart And in your life he will forever be Remember me Remember me Remember all the times I made you laugh The late night pillow talks, making love in candlelight Remember me For all the things I do and things I said For what is was I did to turn your head Remember me For all the tears I have cried, the love and sadness in my eyes For my heart that still lov
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Life is precious It should not be wasted It comes and goes way to easily We are given only one chance There is a funny thing with life that we sometimes overlook That is the time we have to live It is almost as important as the air we breathe For without it we have nothing Time is a perishable good If left out in the open it will wither Love will too They are all intertwined, one big circle Without life there is no time and without love there is no life And each one is what we choose to make of them You cannot measure each one on any scale You measure life by your happiness not your successes Time by how you use it and love by your heart always We look for that certain someone to fill our hearts But love, that word, is tossed around too frivolously Real love is more precious that any gold It is comforting; it is without judgement It is living for the moment and remembering the times already shared It fills a void insi
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I want to wish you Happiness, Upon you, as you embark on a new journey. For the Lord and the angels in stow their bless, Into your heart, life and soul unconditionally. As your journey begins with uncertainty, The Lord, your partner and in your friends you can find strength. For you have the heart that has the capacity, Of Love, Understanding, Compassion, and Faith. To navigate through the uncertain world, We all live in and call home. With your love in your heart, your Family will be like a sword, Cutting through any evil, and hard time that may loom. What you have accepted into your life, Is worth more than all the worlds Gold, and Silver. For you will shape the Heart, Mind, Soul and Life, Of a Young, Innocent, Imaginative, and Curious Dreamer. By: Michael Citty 12/15/2007 There she sits in the lowered lights, Looking as beautiful as ever. Smiling so brilliantly sending my heart out of sight, As my soul floats down a river. If I were an true
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Write with a pen Seal with a kiss If you love me Please answer me this Do you love me Or do you not You told me once But I forgot So tell me now And tell me true So I can tell you I love you Of all the guys I've ever met You're the one I won't forget And if I die before you do I'll go to HEAVEN and wait for you If you're not there on Judgment Day I'll know you went the other way I'll give the Angels back their wings And risk the loss of everything Just to prove my love is true I'd go to HELL to be with you I met a boy I loved so well He came and took my love from me And now he's going to set me free He sat a stranger on his knee And told her things he never told me Then I went home and cried on my bed Not a word to my mother had I said My father came home late that night And looked for me left and right He came upstairs the door he broke And found me hanging by a rope He took a knife and cut me down By his picture a note was found In this note it ha
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This a small poem about fears I used to have: The fear of been Lonely. ME. Questions without answers, ďHow does it feel when you feel That you are nothing for someone? Ē Anger, accidents... The misfortunate always Crawls alone... The stigma you gave me, I wear it with pride, Your eye is always Watching me, I am still here, Crawling, Surviving! I am a loaded gun, Always ready to shoot, Always ready to hurt... But I never do, Because I know How much A wound hurts! Sadness, loneliness... The misfortunate always Dies alone... In the death bed, Iíve seen myself, Yes, I will die alone, I will scream and cry, I will bleed alone... No warm and loving arms Will be around me, No one will care for me! ďWhy in front of my pain, You remain indifferent and cold? Ē The misfortunate always Dies without an answer! And so be it. I am aloneÖÖÖÖ MRRCP 2007 Angel by me You are a wild flower the sun that
My Political Views...
In my area, lottery money and money from gambling [casinos] are supposed to be going to education, but they are closing schools, cutting educational classes, and laying off teachers due to lack of revenue.. WAIT ONE MINUTE!!!! What the hell happened to all this money??? I know people are CONSTANTLY buying lottery tickets and going to the casinos even though most of them don't have the money to waste on a dream, so why are they depriving OUR CHILDREN???? Because they are LINING THEIR POCKETS with OUR CHILDREN's educational funds!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What other money are they STEALING from OUR KIDS and US??????
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You know you're a Pothead When... You Know You're a Pothead When... You think the song "I smoke two joints" by sublime should replace the national anthem.Your music collection is worth more than your vehicle.Your bong is taller than your dog.It takes you more than 30 minutes to roll a joint.You set your wedding date for 4/20.You take off April 20th every year and treat it as a holiday.You spent your last bit of money to score some herbs and don't have enough gas money to get home but you don't care.You start every sentence with - uhhh!.You intentionally roll seeds in your joints on independence day so you can hear the popping because y
My Poetry-very Deep Thoughts
When you need a shoulder to cry on I'll be there for you to rely on Talk to me about anything It doesn't matter what life has to bring Promises and hopes; dreams and reality Through it all believe in me Though you may hit some rough spots in life Remember that I will always be your wife Problems may arise in the future causing hurt But there's nothing we can't get through not even the wettest dirt All obstacles we can accomplish with help from each other I'll always love you, your wife and children's mother We believe in each other and want the best No matter how hard we try we wont settle for less So in this poem I'm asking you Whatever happens just say I do By...me Stacie Arnold I wish I could reach out and hold your hand. I'll be there when you need a friend. We talk about the things that interest us. With you is were I want to be, they make such a fuss. I love you; it's easy to see. "Cool Friends" is the term for you and me. I want more but it's so hard
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Mysterious Stranger, where are you? Lurking in shadow of night? Do you hide in my mind's eye or are you trapped in the fear of exposing the real inner and outer flesh? You enter my dreams in darkness and light. You tip-toe in silence like a thief in the night. Are you hiding something tucked carefully away, or are you eternally looking for something, afraid you might find it someday? I've been reaching out for you, but you fade away as soon as I wake. The man without a face........how vulnerable you are. You represent all of humanity's fear, doubt, and mistrust of the one thing that could set us all free. Black roses, white sand, psychadelic firelight........You're the intimate stranger. Find that passion, ecstacy, even if it were fleeting bliss, can bring a major turn about. Let go of all that binds you oh phantom of deceit. It's the purest and deepest longing that could bind us. What locks will you break, what demons of torment will you slay ? Will you final
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the one family member i loved and lost was my dog, oreo. i loved him so. He was around 11 yrs old and he died march 3rd 2009. My mom, cat, dad and i will miss him dearly. the second family member i had loved and lost was my papa, mark. i loved him so. he was around the age of 53. he had died from cancer, beer cancer that is. march 23, 2007. the thrid and final family member i lost and loved was nanny, aka as patty. oct. 23, 2006. she is a very loved angel. she was around the age of 56. this was writen by my 10 yr old who has lost all family but me and her dad. writen march 3rd 2009. i ask that if u comment on it please be kind. as like i said a 10 yr old wrote it who understands the meaning of life very well. tthanks to all who read it. dj wyldone A MOTHER IS LIKE WHITE WHITE ROSE BLOOMING IN THE MORNING SUN. SHE BLOOMS SO PRETTY, AND ONE OF A KIND, THERE IS NO OTHER. SHE BLOOMS UNTIL SHE BLOOMS NOMORE. SHE IS ONE IN A MILLION WHITE WHITE ROSE, SO LET
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A Deep Dark Hole For A Lonely, Tortured Soul A Battered Limb Of Existance Clinging To A Lie A Deep Dark Hole For A Bruised And Beaten Soul Bleeding Out False Hope For A Better Day A Deep Dark Hole For A Twisted, Broken Soul Destroyed By Self-Pity And Regret Praying For Death A Deep Dark Hole For My Poor Foolish Soul i will never forget the times we shared for they are planted deep in my heart i remember the night i asked you to marry me and i remember the night you asked me i remember the first time we meet and the first letter you wrote me i remember our first kiss and the first time you said i love you i remember the first time you walked me home and i remember the first time we talked all night long i remember the first time you held my hand and i remember the first time you spent the night i remember the first time you kissed me goodnight and i remember the very first fight i love you baby and foreve
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I knew the first time I made love with you, when I was lying there between your legs with our noses less than an inch apart, staring into your eyes and breathing your breath....you were gonna shatter my heart into a million shards.... The code word for freind requests is "SHATTERDAY" Don't fret too much Cathy. Like a lot of us, you deserve better, and you WILL find better.... I know sometimes, when the pain is intense, it doesn't FEEL like it, but Karma DOES exist, and those of us that are worthy, eventually get what we deserve, and those unworthy, reap their reward as well........... Just hold onand you will seeyou are better offthan he.He was a lesserman and knewHe had no nerveto follow thruYou cannot make himfeel the hurt nowhe won't feel it 'tilyou've long ceased caring...The loss hurts morefor you right nowbut it shall pain himfar longer for his erring.... Do you know the difference between a slut and a SKANK? OK, so here goes... I met this girl online. I am not
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bottom of the barrel just how i feel tomorrow sucks and today i deal what will make this pain go away coffee in the morning morphine in the day i cant excape the thoughts of you i cant excape the thoughts of you make it go away make it go away you have no clue what kinda blade i use you have no clue what kinda blame i choose i blame all of this on you i loose so then i fall then i fall time can not withstand my test today i hate you today i love you searching for somthing i never had are you the one that i seem to quest i give up i give up i cant excape the thoughts of you i cant withdraw my heart for you you make me so sick i want to move death will be the choice i choose times i try times i cry sitting here all by my side turn to look but nothing there thought i got rid of all my fears but every now and then i doubt the simple things i live without my love i must not ever find because the truth so far behind i go what is wi
My Poetry 2008
In my lovers arms I ache to be cradled like a child in his protective keep the drum of his pulse in the lobe of my ear his tender touch as he caresses my hair the warmth of his skin the curve of his lashes his respiration slows as his body relaxes we drift and we fade and we soar ever higher fleeting and floating on love filled desire cursing the sunrise still locked in his embrace just a kiss and the whole world melts away a love for a lifetime didn't think it could occur but we'll soon change that with two little words
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Slip into something more uncomfortable, Let me rip my nails down your back. Let me bite into your naked flesh, I know the way you like it. Harder, harder, harder 'til you beg, No more, no more, harder still. I'm a tease, but you love it, I crave your skin, once again. Red dripping down your back, Falling into the bed beneath. Still i bite harder, until you scream, You've had enough, but I'm just beginning. The look of insanity in my eyes, Sends you wild, and you kiss me until it hurts. I push, harder, deeper, wanting more, Then i stop. Abrupt. Dead still. I listen to your breathing, As it shallows, as you calm. Then i attack one last time, ferociously With a look of pure animal. A whole new side of me, A side hidden from all apart from you. I love it, I crave it, I need it, Look at the beast you've turned me into.
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My Points Of View
*** Disclaimer*** The views and opinions expressed in this blog ARE mine and I am open to other points of view. If you , the reader, if you find a point, or points, that you would like to debate, feel free to comment. I believe in the use of capital punishment as an effective means to deter and punish citizens. In my opinion, there has been far too much controversy over the issue. People do have the right to protest, and to express there freedoms, but more often than not do they weigh the cost of their actions. These protesters often forget that their tax dollars are paying for every meal, the guards to supervise and contain, and the bed these people, convicted of one or more heinous crimes, live and sleep. Humans rights activist often call the methods of capital punishment inhumane. Do they ever stop to think about how inhumane the crimes these people committed were? The judicial system has been twisted and contorted to a point that there seems to be a
My Poetry & Thoughts
I blinkÖlooking around. Where am I? Darkness surrounds me. I begin to feel around. Fear grips my heart. My hands clench freshly loosed earth. I stumble, bumping into earthen walls. Sharp roots poke and jab me. I look up. I see the starry sky high above me. My fear turns to anger. I scream aloud. I try to climb out. But only fall back into this pit. Rage builds in me. Who put me here? Who could have done this? My rage melts away to self pity. Why me? What did I do wrong? Do I deserve this? Slowly, my self pity becomes indifference. Oh wellÖ So be it. Thereís no way out so why try. I start to pace. I stumble again. Looking down, I see a shovel. It belongs to me. Realization. I put myself here.
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Distance means so little when you love someone this much Longing for the moment when once again to feel their touch Trust in love is what we feel and love so pure and deep Its memories of us together that we will forever keep Patiently waiting until we meet and together side by side Its feelings of love and passion that we surely will not hide Touching our lips together and the feeling of a spark Its this love that lights our way, for I know we'll keep it from the dark I feel were meant to be, as hopes of our hearts will beat as one For this journey on this path of love, for us has just begun Faith, trust and loyalty is whats going to make us strong And trust that its with each other that we truly do belong Anyone can make it work but it takes the trust of two To make a lifetime of commitments to make our wishes of love come true! WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST Precious moments is what I have of the time I've spent with you The length of time is not enough I don'
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At times your so sweet, gentle and kind, But other times i dont think you can make up your mind. At times you seem like you dont even want me, At those times i wish i could fly free. At times when i just want to let you go, I remember the sweet times and just go with the flow. At times i cry for you at night, Because i cant get you out of my sight. I love you and i want you, you know its true. Now tell me baby, what do you want to do? By: Emily "Emmy" "Living Dead Girl" LeMay wrote this when i was in like 9th grade Tear stained pillow, blood stained sheet, She's crying and cutting for an all new defeat. She slits her wrists as a tear falls down, She's wearing the same blood stained gown. She reaches out, extended hand, Knowing you could never understand. Her tears keep coming, Eyeliner running. She wants to know you love and care, Knowing life will never be fair. Blade of death, she bites her lip, Her mind's spinning with every sip. Her c
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MMM....ya whole life u desire that one..that one that can make u smile from ear to ear, that one that can make you feel brand new....new love , new hopes , new desires...that one that can make u feel that you are the only one around.. U can picture his face...but it is a blurr ...you can feel his touch.....you can smell him....his voice whispers in ya ear...i am here baby...for you and for me...and the new love that your heart desires....never will i hurt you, nor will i betray you...i will never make you cry tears of pain...only joy....keep dreaming of me and i will appear when you are at your darkest moments...i will be that light , that light that will make every thing all right...and you will be with me....and i will be with you....and never again will you hurt for anything....never will you feel alone nor will you want or desire another thing....except for our love that will grow and go on till the end of time........my love , my dream, my mystery man.... mmm...your big brown
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Words Of Love ~Diane T. (Me)~ From the vastness of the heavens To the ground beneath my feet Through all eternity Words of love for you I speak They sail across the oceans They fly across the lands Like time within an infinite hourglass They fall with each grain of sand They light the fires of passion in my soul My heart then takes to flight Like the rising of the full moon That lights the darkest night They move through all the seasons Weathered every storm Flourished with all your kindness Withstood your harshest scorn I put these words to paper Though your eyes may never see They hold a great importance For you are everything to me
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What do Angels Look Like? Like the little old lady who returned your wallet yesterday. Like the taxi driver who told you that your eyes light up the world when you smile. Like the small child who showed you the wonder in simple things. Like the poor man who offered to share his lunch with you. Like the rich man who showed you that it really is all possible, if only you believe. Like the stranger who just happened to come along, when you had lost your way. Like the friend who touched your heart, when you didn't think you had one to touch. Angels come in all sizes and shapes, all ages and skin types. Some with freckles, some with dimples, some with wrinkles and some without. They come disguised as friends, enemies, teachers, students, lovers and fools. They don't take life too seriously, they travel light. They leave no forwarding address, they ask nothing in return. They wear sneakers with gossamer wings, they get a deal on dry cleaning. They are hard to find when your eyes are closed,
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"My Heart Soul and Dreams" Death runs through my veins and seeps into every crack Poisonous injection slowly flows into my mind darkness invades my soul and torments my brain. Knowing that I am going to die and feeling the presence of the other side. Though I stand here before this evil with this blade in my hand I know it will take me over all in due time. Shadows lurking behind closed doors, spirits crying out to be set free. Sadistic images enter my mind cutting and slaughtering innocent lives. Death envelopes me slowly creeping up from behind. Only time holds back the demons from hell. Crawling and scratching up from the earth to find another soul to shred apart. Though the time is near I will feel no fear. I stand here before this evil being feeling it's power trying to consume me not realizing what it is doing. Sometimes I wonder, what is the point living but not loving....... Wanting to be with the person I love the most. I lower the steely knife
My Power Mall
Hi there im Amy i would like to tell you about a way you can make money with no money and its free its called my Power Mall it is free to join and the key is well its kinda like yuwie you just give malls away free like i do it does not cost anything and anyone can do it and its a amazing income.Speaking of amazing incomeÖ letís look at the money that can be generated when you give away Shopping Malls to 10 people who then give away 10 Shopping Malls of their own Ė all the way down through 9 Tiers.Your own Mall occupies Shopping Tier 1. The 10 people you give it away to will be on your second Shopping Tier. They get 10 each which puts 100 people on your 3rd Shopping Tier and now you have 111 people you are receiving shopping rebates from. But youíre just beginning. Those 100 people each give away 10 Shopping Malls and now youíre at 1000 on Tier 4, which grows into 10,000 on Tier 5. Those 10,000 will all be eager to have their own success, so when they give away their 10 Shopping
My Power Mall
Hi there im Kelly i would like to tell you about a way you can make money with no money and its free its called my Power Mall it is free to join and the key is well its kinda like yuwie you just give malls away free like i do it does not cost anything and anyone can do it and its a amazing income.Speaking of amazing incomeÖ letís look at the money that can be generated when you give away Shopping Malls to 10 people who then give away 10 Shopping Malls of their own Ė all the way down through 9 Tiers.Your own Mall occupies Shopping Tier 1. The 10 people you give it away to will be on your second Shopping Tier. They get 10 each which puts 100 people on your 3rd Shopping Tier and now you have 111 people you are receiving shopping rebates from. But youíre just beginning. Those 100 people each give away 10 Shopping Malls and now youíre at 1000 on Tier 4, which grows into 10,000 on Tier 5. Those 10,000 will all be eager to have their own success, so when they give away their 10 Shoppi
My Pontifications....
So, in watching the FUBAR members scroll by, I've noticed a lot of (ahem) Females flaunting things...maybe cuz I'm a girl myself (incase you were wondering, the rumors are true!), I happen to look past the cavernous cleavage, etc...and actually look at the rest of the picture. DANG! Now, I know I personally am no raving beauty...but I DO take a daily shower and I get my hair cut once in awhile! Some of these so-called girls really need a lesson in personal hygiene. A shower, haircut and a touch of makeup would do wonders! Oh, and maybe a visit to the dentist! YIKES! There are some scary, desperate people out there. Wow.
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Falling into your eyes I suddenly realize that youíre truly who you seem to be and you really do just want me I want you to know that baggage abounds I want you to know my reasoning is sound I love your laugh, smile, and your frown I love when youíre serious or just being a clown you whisper sweet words till my brain wants to melt saying sweet nothings about all you've felt you make me laugh even while Iím depressed you bring me out of my shell just when Iíve regressed you give me an anchor when Iím feeling lost you make me happy no matter the cost you tell me you like me and like me a lot I tell you you're funny, gorgeous, and hot so much in common, so much to share so many differences, someone to care you help me to laugh, enjoy, and unwind you make me feel without feelings entwined you show me you care without asking too much you make me believe, craving your touch falling into your eyes I see anothe
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Unselfishly, you left your fathers and your mothers, You left behind your sisters and your brothers. Leaving your beloved children and wives, You put on hold, your dreams your lives. On foreign soil, you found yourself planted, To fight for those whose freedom you granted. Without your sacrifice, their cause would be lost, But you carried onward, no matter the cost. Many horrors you had endured and seen, Many faces had haunted your dreams. You cheered as your enemies littered the ground, You cried as your brothers fell all around. When it was over, you all came back home, Some were left with memories to face all alone. Some found themselves in the company of friends, As their crosses cast shadows across the land. Those who survived were forever scarred, Emotionally, physically, permanently marred. Those who did not now sleep eternally, Neath the ground they had given their lives to keep free. With a hand upon my heart, I feel, The pride and respect; my reverence
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You said "We would never go to war", but everything you have promised has been spit right in our country's face. Family members, who have joined to serve our country are now soldiers fighting for our freedom. What was believed to be a safe place is now a strike zone. We believed your every word when you stated that you would protect us, but the trust we once had is so far gone to be seen. Our soldiers are dying left and right, and all we can do is cry. Our protection is very little, but there is one question. Why? Life always changes course It never stays the same Dreams are set into place And within a second they are taken away Feeling empty Tossing your day aside Feeling as if you have nothing Except for that tear in your eye Gripping your life Feeling the pain as it grows No hand to reach out to Because nobody knows Standing here alone staring into the sky I ask God why why me Why take away sixteen years of my life what did I do wrong I had a drea
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Grandma's Wish Grandma had a wish She loves me with a fish She hoped for me and made me see that it was my true self Grandma has a smile and you see it a mile away She left with a grin and i didnt drink a shot of gin so I'll never forget her. Grandma had a wish that we keep smiling or her smile wil go away!! To Whom It May Concern: Why is life so hard. You go though it trying to prove one person that they are the one you want to share your life with no matter what people say. As you look for someone, you find that that person but that person is not what you want but you settle for it anyway. What happens when you make a mistake that will stick with you no matter how many times that forget bout it. The reason that is because that person bring it up in any fight you have because you have done it in the past just to justify what he did. Why is it that people like what they can't have and cheat on someone else because they wa
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A Long------- Distance Inspiration.... You mail butterflies to my stomach by eye-contact express... you lift my head with the scent of you.. the tone of your vocals send me into cloud 257 your skin tone is like dove candy bars... your my king size can of red bull... i think i might have took it to deep.... inhaled you into myself but a greddy lover was i ,you gave what you could spare and it still wasnt eonugh... to put us where we would wanna be in another lifetime.. finding the place where we would meet.. the time we spend contemplating each other could only reallly cause headaches...... Written originally by me... DO NOT GET TRAPPED BY WHAT EVERYONE ELSES BRAIN IS STUCK ON, DONT GET CRUSHED LIKE NUMBERS THEY CRUNCH, BE MOST TRUE TO GOD, THEN YOUR SELVES..HATERS TAKE PLEASURE IN RACKING YOUR BRAIN...NO MATTER WHAT STAY THE SAME UNLESS YOU WANNA CHANGE. ALLWAYS LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE!!!! U KNOW WHAT I THINK????? Current mood: artistic Category: M
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I wish you could understand Who I am inside. Instead of letting my thoughts be known, I run away and hide. I have always been told That I would amount to nothing. To just accept that fact, And not waste time by fussing. I am far from being the person I always wanted to be. Someone with more to offer, Someone who isnít me. I try to be a good mom, I try to be a good friend, But I tend to let people down, Always, in the end. No matter how hard I try, It is never quite enough. Fulfilling everyoneís needs of me Can be unbelievably tough. I wish others can just understand, That all I want to be, Is simply someone Who isnít me. MY FRIEND When I met you My life was a mess No one to help me I was so depressed. You became my friend And made me see the light. You picked me up And taught me to fight. I fought for my soul And found my true self. I never would have made it If you hadn't helped. I thank God For everyday. When I needed you most He sent you
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With just one touch You make me realize so much How i have never loved someone so much And how I coul love you so much more Than I thought I could Than I thought I would But I want you to understand I'll always be here to lend you a hand I will always believe in you And I would never think of being untrue I want my love to be your blanket in the cold And for our love to never grow old Every moment we share I will try to show you how much I care If I ever fail to express... It's doesn't mean I love you any less Just look into my eyes And you'll see no lies You'll just see how much you mean to me You'll see that you will always be The person who makes my heart sing You are simply, ......MY EVERYTHING!! By: Samantha Lewey I want to know the you That has yet to be introduced I'm talking about the you That you've been keeping to yourself I want to know your most recent fantasy You know, the one that just tickles your fancy I want to know each and e
My Poem Obscure
Have you ever felt obscure Like as if your never really sure Feeling as if your about to burst Sometimes wondering if it could get any worse Sometimes Just wanting to run and hide Wishing something could just wash your worries away like the ebb of a tide Feeling left out like you really don't belong Reaching deep down inside for something that's strong Thoughts running though your mind like a freight train Just wanting to release all your pain Feeling as if your in a cage Wishing it was a book and you could just turn the page Living in a world of hate Why do people have to discriminate We are all the same But our hatred burns like a wild flame In this world of shame
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Last Words of a Frightened Soul Grasping for air As I begin to say goodbye Please baby dont forget me and wipe the tears from your eyes I tried my best to love you Even when times were hard I tried to get you to see That you were the one I wanted You were the only one for me With death approaching near I need to say this to you Always remember the good times we had I know my soul will always be with you Loving me isn't easy Leaving you is harder to do but know it was inevitable Its something I have always needed to do My eyes are filled with pain and sorrow My heart breaks at the thought of what this will do to you. As I fade away into the next life every thought is on you Know that I loved you baby and I am so glad I got a chance to know you Poeticheart
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