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My Poetry
It has been a long while since my last verse But I still suffer from the same unbearable curse Seems like every time a chance arises The same painful result just materializes I cannot understand the lingo or the signs Come out with your intentions, your signals make me blind I always come around at the wrong time, I am never wanted Teased for being a believer, constantly belittled and taunted Not getting any younger in this game called life With every passing day, my back comes closer to the knife Had hoped someone would have pulled me away by now Yet here I am, alone & flooded in tears that life has allowed I'm afraid to let my heart like anyone for they will never feel the same I am a guy and all guys are obviously bad, but I am the main one that is blamed Watching the world go 'round for everyone else while mine stands still Why not join those others with no hope, overdosed on pills Maybe I would be better off just fading away into an abyss Never to know the supple,
My Poetry! Yay!
i thought of you in the night my love, and the urge to explore my own playground, grew more unbareable when i remeber your gentle strokes i crave like a cat in heat, when i imagine your body up against mine, and i began to wonder if you remember the light scratches upon your back? do you remember the pleasent filled moans outside your ear? or how about my tonge and kisses up and down your neck? i'll tell you what i remember my love, i remebered a lovely pain that filled my warmest space yes, u have become my greatest most pleasurable sin in other words my sweetest temptation ur "experience" makes me want to give you all that u could ever want anyway that u should want it. i want to follow u into a sea of exstacy i apologize if this may be to much, but u gave me hard question, and now in return, i give you my wet answer :) FOR ALL LOVERS WHO LOVE REAL LOVE. (THAT MEANS US BABY). HAVE A PEACFUL DAY i LOST THE INNOSENCE IN MY EYES ALONG TIME AGO. I CAN ALMOST PIN POIN
My Poetry
The bloodcurling screams that no one heard. If they only took the time out of their self absorded life to look her in the eyes. They realizes the death that becoming her. Starving for the attention she never got when she was a child. Turns her to find it in such a negative way from the bastard we call the male population. The body she never lets anyone see full of scars. Some healed and some fresh. some deep and some wide. her obly help beside the self mutulation is the drugs which numbs her... Numbs her from thes thoughts, the disappointment and disapprovable by those who are suppose to care... no matter what. From the dad who suppose to raise her as daddy's little girl instead of watching porno with her as far back as she can remember. Or showing her off to his friends by how much she can out drink them at the mature age of only 13. Or the mother to scared of him to every understand her. And wonders why she lies every time they talk. Or the fucked up father to get the
My Poems
My Poems
Enveloped with Tragedy The crackle of the dancing embers Smoke in a wave of mysterious cover Life stands still, all shut down and close Moving as if a nomad herd, far away House once tall now but a pile of ash Trees, giant trees swaying in the breeze Yet are tall dark objects to the sky Deafening roar and unbearable heat Suit stained faces rapidly multiplying Yet all stands still for nothing can be done Mysterious circular flying objects float against the sky The false pretense that all is well Hell unfolds before us, his fury is released They all wait for some great sign, relief It closes in around them No place to hide, so far to run Spreading like a cancerous disease Breaking for a subtle moment Wind changes that taking it and spreading it far It has no enemy, it pauses never In days to come they are enveloped They just patiently wait till the end Dying down, as all the suit settles Still enveloped but far from home
My Poetry
Ive wrote many songs and poems However this was the first poem I had published. Its appropriate because recently Ive seen the world from a new perspective. comments and rates please:)) Just Because Sitting beside the window, the world passes by Vanishing footsteps, and the colour changing sky. The thoughts of a million souls, whisper through the air, How many times you hear them, how much do you care? When you stop to realise, within the warmth of your own shadow. The world seems to cruel, yet can it ALL be sorrow? Watching a young girl laughing, seeing a young boy cry. Oh so many feelings, you close your eyes and fly. You search through the clouds, and the images you seek. Are those of pure fulfillment, of strength, not of feeling weak. But life as it's shown you, no matter how low you feel. Theres real joy amongst us all, not always so surreal. You look among those you see, and you think just as you do. Your face becomes a smile, and you care, just because you do.
My Poetry~
Lost in the toilet of life As the razor glides across my wrist An eruption of life escapes me With ever drip it escapes me Into the toilet of life, My life blood escapes me. Too late to turn back It escapes me, Slowly drifting off into darkness Its escaping me, Seeing her face walk in the door Crying as she holds me in her arms It escapes me, With thoughts of regret, and the memory of her face, I am gone… Forever lost in the toilet of life Drunken Miscomfort~ With each drink memories of you slowly fade A life we once shared suddenly disappears Dreams come crashing down all around us Worlds end as our spirits collide Thrown in different directions our hearts start to fall, Trying to find each other we fall together Hate now consuming both our hearts, From the start you hated me… And now you say you love me… As I fall for all to see, Naked and alone longing to be The earth suddenly came rushing up at me Finally I felt safe… For I escaped bot
My Poetry
This poem I did with a starter line: "My life's calling, setting fires" By: Deborah Digges The rest is all my imagination... My Life's calling, setting fires. Drifting up like blazing tires. Sending me to places, I haven't begun to embrace yet. Letting me soar like the wings of a dove. To my dreams which have come above, the life I am now living. To see how much I have been forgiving. For my life's work, Not giving onto liars. My life's calling, setting fires. During vacation on a beautiful day Listening to birds sing with kids splashing water down the creek Hearing the sounds of whispers from the breeze, Not a cloud in the sky I felt the power through the rocks, See the water glistening from the trees, The feeling of oneness of nature, was all around you. Love, happiness, and joy all combined as one That's the way I felt, my first time in Sedona. Mom with her boyfriend, laughing and sun tanning, Tina, Liz, Melissa, and I,
My Porn Name
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My Poems
Can you tell me why things are this way? Tell me why so many things are left to say... Can you tell me what to do? Tell my why i'm in love with you... Can you tell me how you feel? Tell me why this can't be real... Can you tell me why we can't be? Tell me why i'm so blinded to see... Can you tell me why she tells me you dont like me? Tell me why you show signs you do... Tell me why I love you... P.S Please Father way up there, look down here and see.. How much she really means to me... I know we will never be I've came to face it, you see It still hurts like hell Back to my old life, entrapt in a shell Tired of breaking out to be pulled back Why can't my life just stay on track I love her, but I cannot say it She needn't know.. It's the gods honest truth They Say that the best feeling is love Because it's a godsend from up above But anymore I see that's it's not It's just there to make your heart rot Cupid really has demon horns and wings Singing the de
My Poems
My (and others) Favorite: When the glass had broken through the night, he found it hard to keep up the fight. So he bowed his head and said a prayer, and found that his life should no longer be there. She touched his hand and said "Please don't cry", he never doubted that he was living a lie. She told him she loved him with all of her heart, and if he ever left her she would just fall apart. He never realized that she had cared so much, until that night when he finally felt her touch. She always felt that she shouldn't give up, and then she found that broken cup,. She knew what would happen if she didn't tell him, how much she cared for his every limb. So she made a decision to save his life, she made that choice, after all, she's his wife. A marriage that had fallen 2 years before, was beginning to mend itself to be broken no more. She had broken the bottle to eliminate his pain, and reached out to him to help keep him sane. She saved his life buy touching his hand then his heart
My Poem
As time moves by and memories fade fast,, My love for you will always last,, You are my world, My one true love, A gift to me from angels above,, I cant imagine a life without you, My heart is broken, Torn in two, My eyes are lifeless, My tears fall free, I am a broken man for all to see
My Poems
Goodbye My Love Thoughts of you fill my head but us as of know I consider love dead For I've shot you dead in the heart Not knowing I've reviewed the worst part The The wound of love so deeply shared Not knowing if you even cared If you return I'll be able to show This love that inside me continued to grow After you had walked out my door Before that love was never in store I've lost you and so it seems That you'll never come back to me again You're pretty important to me You're pretty important to me. You are responsible for some of the nicest smiles inside of me... the ones that come from memories made, feelings felt, and the happiness that holds it all together. I can't even begin to count all the times that special thoughts of you have brightened up the day, made me count my blessings, and helped to see me through. There is a "thanks" I quietly say from time to time in my heart. And if you could hear it, you would hear me sa
My Poem "death Of An Infant"
Today is the 3rd anniversary since T.J.'s Death, this is a poem I wrote shortly after his death. Rest in peace my little one, I love you. Please accept my apologizes if I don't visit your pages today or feel like chatting, thank you! Death of an Infant I never had the chance to hold you Or to kiss you every night The chance to simply say, “ I love you”, Or to thank you for bring joy into my life. I never had the chance to sing to you To help comfort you each and everyday The many stories I would love to read to you Are just a memory away. I long to see your beautiful smile Or just to hear you laugh To change a simple diaper Or to hold you in my lap. I long to know your personality Wondering whether it be more like moms or dads The Lord gave you to us And for this forever memories we have. I finally got to hold and kiss you I even read to you today I told you that I loved you In each and everyway. I can actually hea
My Poetry
My Poetry
My Poetry
My Heart it is my treasure, That I have given away. I've never been able to conrol it Or will my love to stay. My life's been like a rollercoaster, With many ups and many downs. There's so many things that I remember With smles and with frowns I've had lots of times with joy and laughter, And good times with many friends. But the thing that strikes me hardest, Is my loves that always end. My heart it has been shredded, It has been ripped, and has been tore, But spending time with someone special, I can't help but want it more. It's a pain that just gets larger, As I grow older on my own. I want to have a wife, a family, A place that I call home. Lately it's been harder To sit and wait it out, But one day I know that she'll be there, The one I've been without. There's something very different, about the way that I view life. The way that I view love and relationships, And how
My Poetry
Please create a account and rank some poetry,just if you not doing anything. I think of this poem as a love of god/goddess not solely Catholic.Enjoy,boldartist
My Poetry
Written about 2yrs ago when I was going through my divorce.. I try to make the reader feel and experience in some way the pain and emotions I was going through with the poetry that I write.. My Story "Through My Eyes" Been living on broken promises and lies. You will learn about my story if you look into my eyes. I turn away from your look, before you can read my life story, like the pages of a book. Pain and misery has been my life story for so long. How can something that seem so right go so wrong. In my eyes you can see, all the pain that has been put upon me. A single tear rolls down my cheak. Please dont see this tear as a sign of being weak. These shoulders have borne such a load. My eyes tell the stories I've never told. It is sad but true, everything they have told you. What once made me weak, has in turn made me strong. Copyright ©2008 Farrah Paige Lucia
My Poems
My poems have been lacking. As my problems have been hacking, hacking away at me. My dear I'm in a hurry. But, please try not to worry, worry over someone like me. Our destiny's are entwined. As sure as someone divine, divinely gave you to me. My problems keep hacking. As I keep packing, packing to be with you. So, try and know this. A kiss is not a kiss, but bliss when taken from you.
My Poems
Late Night Red Light by Bob Gallagher There's no one around, no one to care. Yet still, I sit and stare, in apprehension, fear, and excitement at the luminous red orb above. Ahead lies darkness. The left and right are less ominous but quite possibly as dangerous. The well lit, cliffside roads of yesterday and yesteryear are all that occupy my rearview mirror. There's no one around, no one to care. Yet still, movement is something I dare not dare. In My Mind by Bob Gallagher Is a clear, brisk night at the beach better than a good storm Hearing that song that only relates to one moment, one person Knowing that you have made a difference in someone's life even if only one Hearing waves pound on the sand when you need to clear your mind Knowing someone thinks you are a great person What if you would have told that special person your feeling earlier, whose world would be better Remembering childhood memories and sharing them with someone who cares Watch
My Poetry 2008
"the love of a lifetime" SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT THE FIRST TIME I REALIZED THAT I LOVE YOU... IT WAS AS IF MY EYES TOOK A PICTURE AT THAT MOMENT AND SHARED IT WITH MY HEART. SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH MY LIFE HAS CHANGED BECAUSE OF YOUR LOVE. I THINK ABOUT YOU, I THINK ABOUT YOUR HAPPINESS, I THINK ABOUT US, AND I THINK OF OUR LIFE TOGETHER; THEN I REALIZE YOU ARE... AS MUCH A PART OF ME, AS THE AIR I BREATHE... AND THE DREAMS I NURTURE. BUT, FROM TIME TO TIME, I STILL LIKE TO REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I LOOKED INTO... THOSE BIG BEAUTIFUL EYES. I LOOK INTO THEM, DEEPLY, AND REALIZE I SEE MY FUTURE... WITHIN THEM FOREVERMORE!!! WRITTEN BY: CHEYENNE AND COPYRIGHTED Sometimes I imagine... Happily sailing through life you and me walking hand in hand able to face each problem and strife experiencing a love that understands Where I can rest all my anxiety in your comforting arms conquer every goal and see victory and not come acro
My Poems
My thoughts. Patience, one must always have patience. All will turn out all right, you will see. My love. I’ve finally run out and I can’t see anymore. I long for the one who’s missing. My sanity. Frustration is too friendly. No one understands. My soul. Separation kills the heart. An emotional wreck. You are My thoughts, My love, My sanity, My soul, My everything For now and ever more. Once so warm and bright Till life faded her colors She was put aside And quickly forgotten Dust covered, broken The artist came along Spotted her amongst all the clutter And took her home Painstakingly restored To an unknown beauty She is his sun And he her world Every breath, every heartbeat, every thought Is for you and only you I exist only for you Never did I wish to hurt, to upset, to argue. Heart torn and bleeding Glazed look, tears streaming I whisper softly, “I love you” And slip silently away.
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My Poems
Ok every one this is just one of my many poems that i worked very hard on. So please let me know what you think. Thank you Hope in a world of war She lies among a bed of rose in search for the light of hope in a dark sea of nothing puts on a smile to all the saddness she trys to rise adove all the pain her face still wet from the past and it's wounds she feel deep inside herself looks for a new streangth at last she sees the light of hope she grows wings so pure & flys away to find the one thing she's been lookinhg for her dreams did come true the wounds are healing her face no longer wet from tears of saddness and pain she has the streangth to go on she now sings a song of peace she found peace in a world at war.
My Poems
Life is a deaded road that we must travel everyday only to find that we must turn around and start back to where we once was. The places we see and the ppl we meet will somehow fade away like waves that travel through the ocean. Some will stay by yoursaide and help you along your journey But no mater how far we travel its alwaz comes to an end untill we travel our own path of discovery The screams of a tourched soul fills the air, Tears fall from a battered face as blood stains the ground, The sky slowly fades to black. All hope slips away, The vision of you being with me quickly turns to ashes. An empty whole in a once love fulled heart is all that remains, Darkness is all these bloodshot eyes can see. Slowly cascading downward plunging into insignificant nothingness, My spirit drifts below zero my humanity crumbles to pieces. Agonizing memories haunt my once tranquil dreams late at night, Portraits on the wall fade away into desolate frames. Hollow are the words t
My Poem I Wrote
Ok I use to write poems and this one is my fav. poem so if you like it plz comment if ya dont then dont comment ok. Life ____ Where there is Life There is Death Where there is Death There is sandness Where there is sadness There is Hope Where there us Hope There is ME!
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My Poetry
A Christmas Poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SO
My Pouncey
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My Poetry
lost in the grand scheme of things forever in perpetual motion seeing but not seeing feeling but not feeling a constant battle of what is real or illusion adrift in a vast world of saints and sinners charlatans and the righteous always at my door wanting more giving nothing tearing me apart bit by bitter bit for their own selfish lustful needs never giving always taking filling my heart with sadness and angst leaving me to my inner chaos broken and alone thoughts flying familiar shadows searching waiting wondering an enigma kind yet cruel seeing yet blind it waits stalking innocence eyes flutter pulse races sweat beads nails bite flesh torn answers found unwanted and discarded tears fall inner demons scream quiet solace darkness overwhelms silence has won oh we need a little christmas and that's all you'll get with bills and life all my money is spent no ribbons and paper or shiny new bows only misery, sorrow, and other such woes my son wants everyth
My Poetry/songs.
Something's burning Someone's getting to hot No one's learning Something is beginning to rot. Someone's crying Don't you even want to know why? Too much dying Too many living a lie. Something's shaking Could it be faith in yourself? Visions breaking Falling right off the shelf Someone's hurting Multitudes living in pain New springs spurting Deserts are praying for rain. The sky is falling The oceans are causing a flood Nature's calling Everyone is swimming in blood Can you help us We ask each other each day We always answer Only if your willing to pay What to do The answer is easy to see See what's true Teach love to humanity Can you help us? Can you help us? Save The World - One Click At A Time!On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you nothing! Bookmark these sites, and click once a day! Click here to post this on your page or 'blog Have you been put together fr
My Poems. Please Dont Copy
Its a moonlit night a stary sky. a perfect time for you to be by my side hold me tight. please dont leave my sight. you are my strength. when im scared you are what makes me smile when no one's there. when im with you im never afraid. the rest of the world disappears in every way My final goodbye Tears build up Please don’t let them fall Last time I heard your voice Was the last time you called. Now I’m sitting In this damn bench Wishing for a little more time It’s to early for goodbye You were the love of my life You never knew What I felt inside was true. Now its time Time for my final goodbye All eyes are on me Everyone is watching me I’m the first to see You resting so peacefully My sorrow gets the best of me. Now on my knees The first tear falls Finally I give in Bawling, wishing for one more time To say goodbye. Wanting one more time To look in your eyes. Pleading, please get up This isn’t right. I was
My Poetry
Final Inspection The Policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, because the streets are awfully tough. But I never took a penny that wasn't mine to keep...Though I worked a lot of overtime, when the bills got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deverve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around, except to calm their fear. If you've a place for me here, Lord, it needn't be so grand. I never expected or had
My Poem
Smoke clears the empty room and makes everything very open. As I awoke to find the innocence stolen. The joker laughs his head in a fog laughing and dancing as he slipped into a cold and unforgiving bog. He sings a song filled with gloom and doom speaking that god will save him. But the only thing that changed his jokers smile was the light that shined on his body. A light so bright it filled him with with fright the smell filled his breath as he fell into darkness and death. An empty room and a full head these are my detrements. For you see in a life of a man there nothing is more exciting than a woman. A woman to love a woman to squeeze and woman to call his turtle dove. Now that she has left i have become an outcast only way to be happy is in the solitude of my mind where i am the king with a great big ring. In my world i am the lord and comander of all thast i see and everything i dont but i rule. I close my eyes i see my throne made of gold and steel and i swear with all my heart
My Poems
She's been broken Spirit,body,and mind She cries in her coffee She cries in her wine Hiding in her house Too ashamed to tell The truth of the bruises The pain and of the hell. When they are with friends She is his adored queen When they are alone She is the dirt neath his feet For far too many years She has taken his abuse Battered and bruised She felt...what's the use. She was tired of the pain Ready to end her life Watching her last sunset She asked herself why Why did she stay? Without chains to bind Thats when she left Took back her life. She has been mended Spirit,body,and mind She enjoys life now She laughs all of the time The scars remain Although the pain is past Forever to remind her She passed lifes hardest test. R. Broyles
My Poems
Into the light of the darkness a shadow of my former self shall turn to the light and and never again to feel the hate and the tunting coldness grip of death wanting to take me by the hand. for some that even death can't have. you Out of the darkness came nothing of love for someone to touch the light to give their lives for just that one desiere. would you do it? Even though you don't love me The way I want you to I still love you Even though I know that your Your using me I still want you Even though you may never Think of me Your alway on my mind Even though your heart is whole Mine is in two And you will never How much I love you Into the darkness of intoxication where life is meaningless and death is your greatest desire.To even to touch the hand of death and to be show the way to a de
My Poems
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. Young black woman whats ur name Its pride and beauty for I have no shame I am a young black woman you know my name I am a black rose...a black pearl in white sand I have a broad nose and thick lips I am a suviour, a fighter, and a breeder A lover...a hater...and not a deciever I am like Angela Davis tall and politically outspoken. A diva...the Queen of the Nile. A cup of hot chocolate on a cold winter nite A box of expensive chocolate when ur ending a days fite Beauty is here because I am here Strong and independent without any fear You wanna know why? Because I am a Young Black Woman You always talk about what you want and what you need What about me?
My Poetry
I remember when I could simply walk down the street, and there you would be looking right at me. At the top of your lungs you would scream my name, into my arms you up and came. You smile at me and I at you. We were the best of friends, Just me and you. I remember when I fell for you and you for me. No matter how stupid I was you were always there for me. Your kiss was like the crystal showers the pour to wash away all that was going wrong. Your very voice, to my soul, seem to sing a song. There was nothing then and nothing now I would not do for you. Inside I have always loved you. Time it seems changed the way it use to be. You disapeared and left me swimming in misery. Everyday I think of you and miss my best friend. I never thought I would lose you at the turn of the bend. Without warning or reason why, you so cruelly cast me aside. Even now with the pain in my heart, I still remember how it was back in the start. I pray one day you will find within the love and f
My Poetry
Forsaken Soul Scars dance across my soul, burning my hopes and dreams. Afraid to feel the touch of new love caress my old bruises. Longing to rebuild what a past has crumbled into nothingness. Darkness blinds me from the stars, that used to guide me through life. Lost the words that spoke only to enlighten her soul with love. Drowning in my own emptiness, crowded with these dying dreams. Tears spilling over my cheeks, trying to cleanse an aching soul. Memories never cease to burn, ripping their way into your heart. Consumed in trying to forget them, the bruises cascading down my soul. Shredding away the innocence, scrapping the love from my heart. Loneliness, my only company, forcing more tears from my eyes. Buried amongst all the pain, dragging itself against my skin. Etching emptiness across my face, give up on all your lost faith. Holding on to nothing forever, losing sight between dreams and reality. Pain and
My Poems....
Once upon a time I could not wait to see you Once upon a time I hung on your every word Once upon a time I dreamed about you every night Once upon a time I loved you Once upon a time I wanted everyday with you to last forever Once upon a time came and gone........... ..............Friends And Lovers................. Friends we are Lovers to the end Met by chance Loved you from first sight Friends we became Lovers we have stayed...... ................One More Night................... One more night to hold you One more night to love you One more night to be in your arms One more night to last forever.....
My Poems
As i sit here with tears running down my face, I wonder if i will ever be happy anytime or anyplace. I am so very torn up inside, So much that all I can do is hide. My true emotions I never let show, Because I am afraid of what you may think if you truelly did know. Ive built this big wall around me, As to not set any emotions free. I always push those who truely care away, For fear that they may too walk out some day. Noone can truelly understand who I am deep down inside, For I have let the fear make me hide. I want so bad to let it all go, To let it all show. But I dont know how to knock down this big wall, For fear that I may have another big fall. When your mind is full of nothing but clutter, You dont know if you should turn one way or the other. Twisting and pulling in all directions, While trying to find yourself in your own reflection. You dont know what happend, You dont know what went wrong, And wondering if finding yourself will take very long. Most
My Poetry!!
Comply with violence, no longer abide, disruption in silence, refusal to hide. Whisper soft sweet, sorrow too much, smiles defeat, permanent crutch. Shadows conceal, drinking in light, mysteries reveal, fight or flight. She calls her mind, together's a-part, nothing to find, nowhere to start... 18MARCH2008 ~*GIBBY*~
My Poetry
Because of what you did I thought I could use But I'm powerless over you so I chose not to. You hurt me so bad, but that's all on you. I had no part in it there was nothing for me to do. This is a stepping stone a mile marker in my recovery I don't have to worry about you I need to focus on me. This is a me program and does not include you. I'm focused, I'm committed, I know what I have to do. You made me feel used, made me feel like a slut, But today I'll stay clean~ NO MATTER WHAT!!!!! This was written on February 28th, 2006 after i was sexually molested at an AA meeting by a trusted member of the group....while I was in recovery. It was written as a means for me to cope with it all without resorting to using drugs or alcohol. The blood drips down my arm and lands on the cold linoleum tiny drops of life- like tears that I once cried But the tears are all gone and my life will soon be- the tiny drops form a puddle and that puddle spreads as my li
My Poetry
Sometimes LOVE is like a roller coaster with its many ups and downs turning this way and that way never knowing what lies over the next hill yet we each hold on anxious to see what is next hoping within that what lies over the rise is that long straight away where everything is calm and peaceful Sometimes there are straight aways but soon a hill emerges from nowhere this is part of life so when the ride is over Don't let it stop stay on and keep going for if it is love in the end you will find that place where there are no hills you just have to trust your heart it may hurt a little along the way but in the end, you will be happy that you stuck through it all. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea It forms itself from within building to a peak until finally it emerges bursting from the eye Yet slowly it rolls down your cheek so all may see its beauty trapped within the globe of liquid many emotions can be heard for this litt
My Poetry
I’m sorry I brought you out of the pit to make you see the world I gave you a place to be warm to give you the strength to live I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith that I had given you I taught you to listen to the voices all around you I made you talk so that you may cry I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith that I had given you I sent you out of my life so that you may have one of your own I forgot your memory to make room for the ones I am making I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith I had given you A Cry in the Night Rolling, Tossing, Turning As the night goes ever deeper into darkness You sink into a deeper sleep Not hearing a cry in the night Screaming, Shrieking, Crying As the days drift along so sinfully long You fall faster into a zombie like appearance Not seeing a cry in the night Fading, Disappearing, Dying As the
My Poetry
Coodley Boodely Boo Coodley boodely boo, oh what should I do? I've lost my tooth, in the restaurant booth! Coodely boodely boo, oh what should I do? My mom told me to put in my locket, but I thought it would be safer in my pocket. Coodely boodely boo, oh what should I do? So I get down to look, and what do I see hiding in the crook? Coodely boodely boo, oh what should I do? I'll jump with joy and merry, because now I can leave my tooth for the tooth fairy! Beauty Beauty is very complicated, yet very simple. Beauty is not what someone looks like, it depends on what's in their soul. Not everybody believes this true. Some believe beauty is all on the outside. When I look at somebody, I look at there soul. To look into their soul, you have to talk to them. Get to know them as a person. Don't judge them by looking at there appearance. Give them a chance. You could be passing up an opportunity to, a knew and beautiful friend
My Poetry
Worlds apart is what we see When Dreams are only there to hold onto. I see her in my head knowing that one day I can hold her in my embrace. I always seem to go into the shadows without a trace. Knowing that maybe one day the feelings I have will show true But for know I can only sit silence with nothing to do. She knows nothing of my true feelings cuz I hide them so well. That all I can do is sit and dwell. Dreams are all we have, but that is all I have. Whats the point I ask myself? To know that one day that hand will be there To reach out and have Love to share. I close my eyes and see her, but cant reach her at times. One day she will know That it is my heart I give her that Grows When I think of her, all time stands still Her beautiful face fills me with childhood thrills Hearing her voice makes me lose all sense of will She puts meaning into my life. When I am with her, life couldn't be better All worries are lost with the float of a feather Her hand, in min
My Point Of View
This blog is about my point of view on life and how I live , it is not a reflection of how others are or how I want others to be , Its really all about me... I think that life is for living and being mad or depressed takes away from the time and energy I put into living , I dislike people who are pushy , agressive, racist or in general a**holes . I think looks and egos are unimportant , people can look great and still be d*cks . The true window to the soul is inside . I live life to be happy and to be productive , I spend my time helping others who cant always help themselves, I spend my time enjoying simple things , and I know I have no opinion on others , I respect others opinions regardless weather or not I agree with them ,or not . I don't let stuff bug me If I can't control it then it was never mine to control , I live for the day everyday , and I know that tomorrow may never come. I love myself my family and then everyone else , I have many friends and many acquain
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One Kiss for yesterday that I may have forgotten. One Kiss for today for I'm Blessed. One Kiss for tomorrow to show I care beyond words for everyday I'm blessed to be with you. Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved Holy Hammerfall exodus the overkill of paradise lost from astral doors, within a change of pace Accept autumn's Living Colour. Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved At The Sight of the Full Moon, The Tables Will Turn, Like Time in the Sands of an Hour Glass, FOREVER CHANGING Written by M.Hesse AKA SavaDog All rights Reserved P.S.Wrote this many many years ago walking home at 3am.I looked up and seen a full moon and these words came to me.now every time I see a full moon I recite the peom.
My Poems And About Me And Other Things
I will be holding an auction. The entrance fee is 25k. I need a link in a private message with the picture that you want used. I also need a list of things that you have to offer your "owner". I will be taking entrees for the auction until the 12th of May. Nobody will be allowed into the auction without a salute photo. Please look for the bulletin that will be posted. Thank you. Are You In This Auction? If you are not in the auction you have until 7:00 p.m. Eastern time to enter it. I will then stop taking entries. The auction its self starts tomorrow. The auction will run from May 15th to the 25th. If you want to be in the auction send me a message with the link to the picture that you want used in the auction, what you have to offer the highest bidder, and the entrance fee of 25,000 fu bucks. The bidding will automatically start at 25,000. This Auction is Brought To You By! Miss Crys~W.W.S. ~FU-OWNED BY Guidomedic ~ Come Undone ~And~ Only Me~DJ Tru
My Poerty
Trying to push the past away Still waiting for the lights to change But she'll try, for the sake of her pride, Learing to barely feel the pain The thicker the skin the less the strain And though it's really hurting She ain't breaking, She is loving him still After all this time Some people think that they hold all the power of the people around them... little do they know that it is not them that holds the power but that those around them do. To be concerned about your fate and your soul only deepens your thoughts and wisdom of life today. To hate...is to lose your self and your power, over another person. Do not hate for it will only haunt you. Perhaps as one stands alone in darkness, they feel no one can understand them. Cold and alone watching the moon rise in the night, watching the stars race across the ebony sky. Knowing passion is out there, and missing it all the while, feel despair and desire together merging into one. One
My Poems
My Poetry
Long Ago...I Met A Lady Long ago as my mind begins to retrace, back to a time and a strange little place. I met a woman just full of evil and brash said what she thought, then gone in a flash. Folks were left standing, still and entrance, as she left her mark; they never had a chance. Until that faithful day, as she would embark and found herself standing alone in the dark. She realized it was her who would obtrude thoughts of her mind, regardless how crude. It left her without a friend throughout the town; she stood there as her smile went to a frown. The woman vowed she would only forfend and given time she knew she could amend all the hurt, by the words she used to offend. Written by Michelle Harrison May 6th, 2008 Copyright through Allpoetry.com
My Poetry
The dark calls out to me. Echoing voices ever so distant. Filled with the pain of the world. I cry out to a powerful silence. In the darkness, I hide. Locking away ever so tight. A pain no one should ever see. Distance calling out to me. To come, let the light in. No time for the weary, the maimed. For that is who I am. Do not save me from this darkness. I hide.. I belong.. envelop me.. A man of flesh sensually provoking wanton needs of desires thought to be long forgotten By a mind tortured feeling alive again skin tingling drenched in his manhood Needs fulfilled Desires hot, tender soft touches forgotten but relived Swifty to the clouds floating on whimsy Touching my soul Lustful dreams alive with sense purposely needing come to me.... O man of flesh Copyright belongs soully to me. No reprinting or use allowed wthout express witten permission from me, the author. Crystal Etruscan Goddess mystic and fine Black hair
My Point Of View
My Poetry
As I sit here in my lonely hell No where to go, no one to tell. Feeling silent tears roll down my face, they can't be seen there is no trace. Alone in this world so big, creeping like an ant on a twig. Seeing others that are just like me Then poof; they are gone, wasn't meant to be. Giving my heart, giving my soul Just one last tug there is to pull. Falling and losing myself deeper and deeper Quietly, I go back to becoming a weeper. Does anyone really know me? Does anyone really care? Does it matter that my world is colliding All that is left is pain and despair. This is kind of tacky but oh well.... Cover Me with your madness baby Cover Me with your grace Dont offer all your love without a steady embrace. The days have been so long and the nights have been so lonely I have missed you so terribly And you tell me I am the only Cover with me your kisses baby Cover me with your grace Only offer me your hand if it comes with a steady embrace.
My Poetry
What do I see when I look in the mirror ? A strong willed woman , the mother of three . Do I ever wonder , if I have a purpose ? Three beautiful babies who look up to me . When my days don't go as planned , they make me smile and always believe . Pure joy is the feeling that they give to me , peace and contentment , undying love . I couldnt have asked for anything more , I cherish these beautiful gifts that I see . My heart has never been so full , A strong willed woman , the mother of three . This is another poem that I wrote a long time ago . I guess I like it cause I know I could never feel this low again . All I need is one look into my three beauiful childrens eyes and I know that I will always be alright . Hopefully I am gonna write some new ones , something special and never this dark . Dying Soul I think of you every second
My Poems
Since I had a mother whose many interests lept her excited and occupied. Since I had a mother who interactred with so many people that she had a real feeling for the world. Since I had a mother who was always strong through any period of suffering. Since I had a mother who was a complete person I always had a model to look up to and that made it easier for me to develop into an independent woman. I am proud and thankful that you are the woman who raised me. I`ll never forget the love you have shown me or your constant support and encouragement You always believe in me, and that has helped me to become the person I am. Our relationship may seem to have changed over the years, but I know our love hasn`t. The bond we share can`t be changed, we are together even when we are apart, for you are forever in my heart, and I love you. For as long as I can remember you have been by my side to give me support to give me confidence
My Poetry
What would it be like to taste such exquiste wonders to touch.. to explore the purest of moments where innocence lays deep like snow upon a grassy hill Wrap myself in the silky caress of the winds as they swirl about me Igniting the fire that burns within my soul a yearning to break free from earthly chains soar above all that is heavy and clouded Rapture ripples through me.. along my skin Emotions bursting, becoming transparent...flowing simmering heat to warm from the cold Dare to come with me? To put aside all rational judgement finally allowing your heart to lead Dance with me in the shining moonlight stars gazing down with their soft feathery glow Hold me close to you your scent musky yet inviting Lips waiting wanting so very much The winds wrap around us creating a cacoon Break free from all heavy burdens passsions simmer and stir Dare with me this is not another fantasy she kneels quietly happiness glitters in her eyes as He looks down at her Their
My Poetry
Lost in my mind. Lost in the dark. Where did my light go? Tormented by demons. Chased by death. Will it ever be right? Finding the Man of my dreams. No more looking for love. Is it right? my death looms ever closer. Watching over my shoulder. Will W/we ever be together? Found my soul. Found my heart. Are W/we destined to always be apart? Lost and wondering in the dark. Feeling alone in the world. My heart shattered My soul ripped apart. Continuing down the dark road. Living day to day. Plodding along, going through the motions. Stumbling into an oasis. Is it just a mirage? Is a place to belong? Welcomed with open arms. Comforted and healed. Warmth has seeped into my soul. The clouds parted. My heart mended. Thank You, my Family! The pain ripping my soul apart is slowly diminishing. my bleeding heart is mending. Like a thief in the night, You walked into my life. Using Your kind words and loving heart, Healing me and welcoming me. Know
My Poetry
I am mechanical I am a machine Built up from nothing Running on dreams I am interchangeable There are so many like me Just change me, rearrange me I'm only here to please I am programable Push the right button i'm yours My flaws are like viruses They can always be cured I am replaceable I come with a warranty If you don't like me, replace me SATISFACTION GUARENTEED! Said I wouldn't do it again Prayed to god I wouldn't do it again Creeping black took over again Poison in me, in my blood Through my soul, I feel no pain inside Only for the moment now Liquor fades too quickly It's only for the moment now Pitiful glory Souless Repeating agony, deliberate I can't escape the enemy inside my heart Obsession, compulsion, wasteful nonsense Peer into my heart and reject me please It's what I want after all... Lose me Leave me Never love me Never what I need Some of you see the pain in my eyes If I let you through Some of you feel the heat of my
My Pool
so we got the pool drained. well as far as it will drain. and got the sides cleaned. i have to go patch a hole in the liner before i fill it tho. there is still some stuff left in the bottom of the pool tho. since it will only drain so far. i figured i would just vacum the rest when it fills, and i have chemicals that kill algea. question is, should i dump the chemicals in now, while it's low that way it's right on the algea? or should i wait til i fill the pool up and turn the pump on the put the aleacide in?
My Poetry
May you be inspired: Insanity, is My INSPIRATION Pain, my cause Evil surrounds me I can feel the demon’s claws Ripping @ my flesh The pain grows strong Blood leaving my body Still I go on Because my love holds so vary strong These words I can say I shall embrace my evils For now and the rest of my days Written by: Me (AKA MilkMan) I Am I am your fears and your sorrows Your tears and deepest horrors I am the secrets of your past I will haunt you from now until the last I am your dreams and lack thereof Your hopes and devilish love I will crush your desires and bring them back anew I will allow you good times But only bloody few I am yours to command or destroy I am the key for your coy I am your youth and your death The song of your life and your last breath I am your happiness, your joy I am your lover’s toy I am everything you wish to be I am you, and you are me I am the one to fill the whole You are me, and I
My Poem
I wanna be where you are i wanna feel your warm embrace i wanna feel your soft kisses i wanna feel your hugz i wanna feel your sweet touch i love feeling your love you have for me i love the care you show me i wanna hold you in my arms and never let go i wanna be the light when you cant see an be understanding when you cant be i wanna be there for you allways i wanna show you nothing but love my boo by cleon I miss you when your not around me i miss you when your not kissing me i miss your lips when your not around i miss holding you in my arms when your not around i miss you i miss you whenever i cant see you i miss your touch when your not around i miss your smile an your eyes when your not around i miss you i miss everything about you I miss by cleon Through all of my tears an fears i still smile an after im done crying i still smill smile through all the heartach i still smile an through all of the pain i still smile
My Poems
slipping, tripping, falling fast. blinded from the truth how long will this last? hoping, praying, thinking, things trough. wondering how i got to this point. wishing, hoping, cring hard. tears stain this face and this heart turns cold. smiling, faking, a wall builds up. making believe that there is no problems at all. shaking, trembling, falling apart. expecting the worst but hoping for the best. broken, busted, falling down. one empty soul with an empty heart. ending, dieing, breaking down. Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not g
My Poems Written By Me!
Stolen Soul if i had a heart i would hold your heart next to mine if i had a soul i would lock it behind my heart so that no one steals it ever again a stolen heart can be returned as a stolen soul can never return.. *************************************** Bound and Broken Love broken is bound as bound is always broken burned with scars so deep that no one could ever see scars burned by death life and as always love.. the purest of love can never exist as life has tainted it.... all love has scars even if you dont realize life is cruel as is love is the cruelest of all.... regardless if your love is right in front of you or miles apart it is always better to have loved than to never to have loved at all........ ****************************************** Together Again a picture can say so many things never did i expect to look at your picture and be able to see your heart your soul i could be forever
My Poems
oh woman of the eyes of an angel i can not help but gaze into your eyes and every time i peer into those eyes i see a bright future yet i also see my downfall and yet my heart longs for you to gaze at me with your emerald angelic eyes i long to be with you but alas i can not have you and i can not stop this feeling in my heart i long to be yours but you have another and yet my heart will always be yours oh angel eyed woman my soul is like a broadsword strong and sharp.it burns bright like the eternal flames.i warn you do not mess with my soul it can cut and it can burn.like a desolate plaine my soul is vast and empty my soul burns with my pain.is there no way to extinguish it?am i being attacked?or is it just all in my mind?the answer i do not know.BUT I WILL NOT GIVE UP I WILL KEEP FIGHTING TO FIND THE ANSWER THE ANSWER TO MY SOUL!!!!!!!
My Poetry
My Thought My thought drifts as I gaze at the clouds, an image of you shifts into my sight, my mind fades and I stare with hopeless delight. My thought wanders from amorous moments etched in me to sadness of not having you close in a perfect sketched embrace as the the winds wisk turns my attention. My thought flickers in dashes pumping my blood fiercely through my every vein, I see you walk like an angel swaying your hips in a sensual tempest, driving me insane. My thought quivers as I see your image portrayed in pure bliss, giving me shivers as your enticing landscape encompasses every desire. My thought betrays me as I see only you within my heart, my only wish is to have you as a majestic part of the last piece of the puzzle, you, a precious lost art to be treasured always. My thought cries for you, yearns in palpitating propelling passion towards your enchanting vista, as I gaze I grow in anticipation for an abling grasp of your momentary touch to me. My thought hungers f
My Poetry
Life's mysteries each come with reason, Blooming only when they reach perfect season. Tragedies often spring blessings, Yet impatiently, we as humans keep guessing. We claim to have faith, Yet most have not a clue. It's something you just know, That holds us together like glue. Without it, we can only see the end near, Not an ounce of strength, or an inch of hope. With faith...There's comfort and peace, Which allows us to grasp on to a burning rope. Faith is what you have left, When everything else disappears. You can depend on it to be there During the fear of all fears. Don't expect it to announce itself, It's not something we have inside. It's something we few experience, Which then find it hard to hide. You'll know when you need it, For this is the "Faith" I sharingly speak of. You'll desperately pour your heart out to God, Setting miracles in motion from high above. I lay my head on the pillow, My teary eyes sleepily fall shut. Black fills the
My Poem That Got Published
Today is a new day yesterday is gone and what tomorrow brings no one knows, yesterday I felt so happy that I was with someone. When the sun went down and darkenss looked me straight in the face I knew something was going to happen. The moment I looked into his eyes I saw something there that has not been there for a very long time. It was a star that had fallen out of the sky and fallen into my very arms. The miniute that he slammed the door in my face I looked down and saw my heart fall onto the floor into a million pieces. Then I looked up and saw him walk away and I thought to myself that I could have said something to make him stay but I knew that if I did it would just make things worse. With the emptyness that I am feeling I just sit on my bed and pray that one day that same star that once fell in my arms on that night would find its way back.
My Poetry
Untitled My hands are scrambling to hold on to What you choose to just throw around We can't escape this history we created So why are you trying to put us in the ground I never once desired this silence Nor did I want us to give up and choose death But here I am ignoring all reasons to cry And fighting this war to take one last breath I'm not ready to back down from any of this You can't force me to let go and feel as you do It's not as easy as you make it seem Because the truth is, I love you And I mean that more than you want me to I mean it more than I want myself to believe But now it's all out in the open And now it's my heart I need to retrieve You stole it the day you took my breath away Held it hostage in those hands of yours I can't believe how comfortable it got there And once it was my tears but now my blood pours It spills over what we once were And all the hopes and dreams we once shared But now they are all just a distant memory And I try to convince myself that you on
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My Poetry
my heart was in peices when we met with what i thought was love from you i slowly sewed it back together now as i discovered it was all i lie i am watching my stiches disolve and hurt and pain is pouring out how could you lead me on for so long telling me i was your only when in all acutality the only person you are capable of loving is youself without you i fear i could die becuase you have been my everything for so long you have given me my final heartbreak i have offically given up A vibrant blue has filled the sky a few green trees refuse to die broken pieces fill the ground nothing ever makes a sound bussiness is closed, no gas no ice all are forced to sacrifice some lose nothing others all we feel are backs are to the wall natures struck and cut us deep for all we've lost were forced to weep neighbors helping hand in hand a time to bond and make a stand we start to clean up and must rebuild our minds becomming an open field all are i
My Poetry [dont Steal]
two hearts perfectly blending Right from the start Oh, I'm afraid that's ending And my world is fallin' apart its over and i feel so alone this is a sadness, ive never known how did i let the sweetest of dreams slip away and im afriad the hurt is here to stay Promises made, not meant to be broken From a long time ago Oh, so many words still unspoken Tell me how was I to know (it's over) it's over never thought it would be why in the world did this happen to me? how could i let the sweetest of dreams slip away and im afraid the hurt is here to stay here to stay I go around and round And round in my head Wanting to take back Whatever I said No one was right We all made mistakes I'm ready to do whatever it takes Please, please, please dont let it be over! No, this is not how it ends i need my heart, my soul, my everything dont wanna let the sweetest of dreams slip away cause if its over then the hurt is here to stay dont let it b
My Poems
I was in darkness, filled with grief, For a love that is true, I did seek. Long days past, without a glimpse, For pity's sake, I stopped all attempts. I didn't expect it, did not detect it, Wasn't looking, for a flame to be lit. You came along, with a light so bright, Outshining all others, before that night. You kindled in me, something unknown, Never felt before, this that has grown. I would call it a flame, but I'm not a liar. Feelings you invoke, are more like a pyre. The deeper we get, the harder I fall, Joy and passion, keeps me enthralled. Although miles apart, I feel your love, God be thanked, for my gift from above. You're the one, in my dreams I see, When I wake, on my mind you be. Hour after hour, minute by minute, Every second, my heart you're in it. Everything to me, that's what you are, If not believed, just count the night stars. When they all fall, from heaven above, Then and o
My Poetry
This is a poem I wrote and a good friend did the graphic for me. Love it!
My Poem
My Poems
Fate of the chance When walking through the garden one day I meandered past the tree of life when I became enamored by the most divine dark Rose that nature ever fashioned. So astounding was the Rose that I was robbed of speech and breath. I fell onto my knees and stared until my eyes did hurt. The poor dark rose had suffered lack of proper care, resulting in an inert outer shell. I took great care removing petals scarred from winter’s callous touch. I was amazed to see inside the tantalizing pink, dew covered flower open fore my eyes. A sight so wondrous cannot pass without adverse effects for those perhaps unlucky, perhaps most opportune of all. I knelt, bereft of voice, devoid of breath, and blind; the Rose, its beauty now replenished, took great pity on this wretched soul of mine. Perhaps it was the wind, perhaps it was celestial intervention, maybe Earth itself began to shake; you may believe whatever you decide but as I felt the Rose incline in my direc
My Poems
Have you ever needed someone To take the fragile pieces of your heart And wrap careful hands Deep within the cushioning cotton of his own? Someone who can pull you close, When you're feeling so alone Who speaks not a word, But knows how to touch you In that one special place That lets you know you are still alive? Someone who can look into your eyes And see past the darkness That has come to cloud your soul, Someone who finds that one spark of caring, Who nutures it back to life... The one special someone Who can wrap around you with his body And give your soul a hug, Then your heart ease....
My Poems
My Poems
the trees whisper...a song so sweet laughter echos...through the windy streets children play...a song and dance the sweetest sound...around the lands a baby stirs....a mother sleeps an old life ends....a family weeps a tiny flower....about to bloom its petals shimmer....against the glow of the moon a warm embrace.....a friendly gesture a curious smile....and bellowing laughter an angels song....from the skies above only heard in our hearts....for us to discover so much wonder....so much joy to amaze yourself with the simpliest beauty...if you open your eyes or pass it by....without a glance miss out on the greatest gift....given to man we can choose to live...and open our eyes... or we can just choose to exist....and let life pass us by smile is worth a thousand words A piece of happy bliss No matter how bleak the day may seem It can be as warm as the sweetest kiss Life is not perfect With many twists and turns S
My Poems Come From My Heart...
My poems come from the heart, Its the way i love to start, My poems could make you happy or rip you apart, For i know we all have had pleasure and pain, We all try to sustain, With out being hurt or vane, At times our hearts feel like a train, So many stops in so little time, Makes life feel like a crime, But we all try to do the best in our time, May you find your hearts desire, May that person never turn out to be a lier, May every thing they say and do, Be honest-respectful- and true, And may they honestly always love you.
My Poetic Side!!!
Dedicated to Francis Rainey (My Grandpa) Growing up, everyday I use to see u... Standing in the back of the store drinking brew... Tryin' to walk home from the store u were drunk... Fallin' down covered in blood all cut up... They had to carry u home... U yelled, "Leave Me Alone!!" But u needed some help and we wished that u would shut up... It's embarassing to see a man like this... Especially when it's your grandpa and us his grandkids... Then it finally got to u and u had a few strokes... Leaving u paralyzed and bed ridden with no hope... U tried rehab but by then it was too painful... From then on u always needed to be cared for... U lived like this for a long time... It was only a matter of time before u died... Then that day came, January 7th 2006... I got the call from my mom saying, "Grandpa was gone..." I was saddened by ur death... But also happy that u left... U no longer have to suffer here and now u rest... I know ur walking in heaven again because u
My Poetry
I Saw Your Silhouette Slowly Fade As You Walked Away From Me, I Had Never Experienced The Feeling Of Emptiness Until Now, I Was Stuck For Words, The Way You Made Me Feel Was Beyond Words And Slowly Dissolving In Front Of My Eyes Were All Those Happy Memories, I Could Feel The Hole In My Heart Growing, And The Missed Feelings Start To Seep Through, Letting Pain And Misery Multiply Like Nightmares And Making My Sunshine Fade Faster To Grey, You Where My World And The Foundations Of My Happiness, Yet With The Click Of You Fingers Everything Was Gone, I Was Just Left With A Never Ending Black Hole. a courtyard filled with statues all different shapes and sizes you can look but not touch no bodies watching you rules were made to be broken gazing around the yard all alone finding company only in the gazes that the statues warmly return you. a cold wind blows and you remember you've been left alone no cameras, no eyes no rules, no lies their gaze's
My Poems...
(DADDY) I know that i'm not perfeet, And I'm sure you know that to, But it means the world to know that I can always talk to you. I am sure you didn't expect all the responbilty that came with me, but you still loved me enought that you did it any way. You always seemed so calm, when deep down you were so scared, And no matter how serious it was you always seemed prepared. I know I'm lucky to have you after all we been through, and no matter what happneds, I can always say " I love you" And you always for give me even when times got bad, And I'll love you until the day I die because you are my DAD!!!
My Poetry [dont Steal]
Does a voice ever speak to you? I don’t mean you’re conscience Just a small, intimidating voice? Unfortunately, many speak to me Some hate me very much Some love to watch me fall Some push me into the dark And all knock me lower and lower Most common are those that hate me They yell at me and criticize me Making me too nervous to do anything And then I feel worthless because of it Loudest are those who love to watch me fall When I mess up, they cackle and laugh They say I’m better off dead Sometimes I feel like that is true The rest shatter my light and make me blind They lie to me and cheat their way out I try not to believe them But somehow, they destroy all sense of judgment So may God be with you If someone is speaking in your head ‘Cause I hope you’re not like me Who’s been driven to insanity by the voices Left to live my life with a mother who is metal no chances of her ever showing love... The urge to cut and cut I took that blade.. my ve
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Do you know... Do you know I love you? That I want you in my world. Do you know I love you? That I still have love for you, even when I'm upset. Do you know I love you? No matter what happens in this life, You have been & will always be a big part of my life. Do you know I love you? When I cry & nobody can cheer me up, somehow you always do. Do you know I love you? When I achieve something & I'm excited, You are not only excited for me, but are proud & supportive of me too. This I can honestly ask, Do you know I love you? More than waking up in the morning. More than the smell of the first rain. More than relaxing at the beach. More than watching birds fly over head. More than seeing, hearing, smelling anything in God's reach. Because of you I now know, Whatever happens in my life, Whatever I accomplish, whatever I choose to do, You will always love me, & I hope you really know How much I will always love you. By: Neka Nicole Kirtley Copyright ©2007 Neka N
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I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... if only everyone could see this and understand it.... Dont rush her into having sex with you because later, she going to realize that if you loved her you would wait. [even when she says she will do it with you, that means shes testing you] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] WHen you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak
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Did you feel that? It was me rubbing my fingers across ur cheeks I think of you my friend. And it's me combing my fingers through ur hair. That was the kiss on ur cheek I wanted to give u b4 i left ur site and wishing it was ur lips. I cross many miles as I think about the wonderful time with u. Hoping once again 2 enjoy a meal or hanging out. Seeing u laugh.Giving u a hug. I miss you.I feel pain as I left ur site. I am sad. Tears flow down my cheeks 4 u. Ur a great friend.I m heartlessbut my soul is empty but caring for a friend. I look to the sky. I ask y. I feel the grey sky sadly crying down on us as I travel down the road farther from you. I think of holding u. I think of the m&m's being tossed down my shirt. I think about your hand rubbing my breast. i think of the grin on ur face, and how cute you were analizing me trying to figure out my thoughts about you. How I analized you back. Wondering many times if I was disappointing to you as a friend and person? I called you not sure
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LOVE means to see someone with closed eyes, to miss someone in a crowd, to find someone in every thought, to live for someone and to die for someone..... but be sure that someone is .....only one!!!!!! If I could do everything for you that your heart desires this day, I would work always with you to please you in every kind of way . For my heart is always with you ! I know you will always love it today, tomorrow, and forever . Our flames of love will be lit ,I want to share a life together doing little things you desire knowing that brings you happiness. Your love sets my heart on fire. In the future I know we will see a lifetime of love so very true forever loving one another you loving me, me loving you !!! Have you ever been around someone and just couldn`t think? Have you ever been around someone lips, soft as a rose`s pink? Have you ever been around someone heart as fast as the open sea? Have you ever been around someone together forever you wish to be? Have
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looking up at the sky, rain drops rolling down her cheek. she knew then. it was him and no one else. and there she stood on her patio, wrapped in her bed sheets, overlooking her memories. their memories. what was and could of been. now, dust in the wind. her eyes stared out into the grey distance. the only sound left: pitter patter. rain against her naked sin. her soaked hair carried by the wind became waves in an ocean. she was vulnerable. unaware of the night's talent. it could change her. a woman of the past would beome a woman of the future. through the descending rain, she spotted it. one she had never seen before. they met and it made her wonder. she had waited her whole life to find this: a skillful stranger that could tame her heart. she knew then. it was him and no one else. his slightest look opened and closed her as when the heart of the flower she held in her delicate hand perceived the rain falling. only something in her and her alone u
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I AM A SOLDIER"I am a soldier, a prayer warrior, of the army of my God. The Lord Jesus Christ is my Commanding Officer. The Holy Bible is my code of conduct. Faith, Prayer and the Word are my weapons of warfare."I have been taught by the Holy Spirit, trained by experience, tried by adversity, and tested by fire."I am a volunteer in this army, and I am enlisted for eternity. I will either retire in this army at the Rapture or die in this Army; but I will not get out, sell out, be talked out. I am faithful, capable, and dependable."If my God needs me, I am there."I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. I am not a baby. I do not need to be pampered, petted, primed up, pumped up, picked up, or pepped up."I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. No one has to call me, remind me, write me, visit me, entice me, or lure me."I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. I am not a wimp. I am in place, saluting my King, obeying His orders, praising His name, and building His Kingdom!"I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. No
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A BLUE STAR IN YOUR EYES On the wings of an eagle, My love for you flies. Soaring higher and higher, And touching the skies. I reached up above, And pulled a star from the sky. To place it within, Your precious minds eye. To dwell there forever, As my love for you. On the wings of our love, Enduring and true. I honour you my darling, With all that I am. Please darling please, Will you be my woman? There are so many things, My heart wants to say. I love you sweetheart, There is no other way.
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Alone again in the darkness of my room, in misery i wait until it turns into my tomb. Night after night i wonder where you go, I stare out the windows cuz i just dont know. I gave you a rose one day, and you held it to your heart, and promised to all that is holy in life, that we would never part. But here i sit alone again, and the walls are closing in, you have the nerve to wear my ring but not to tell me where youve been. The pain i feel within my heart is caused by only you, i know your in the arms of another, while i sit here with nothing to do. Alone again in the darkness of my room, it wont be long now before it turns into my tomb. I cannot live much longer while you continue to play with my soul its inevitable, that death will come, for misery is taking its toll. I should have seen this coming, when i sensed you didnt care, but i held on hoping, and praying, now its just to hard to bare. Its getting hard to breathe now, too d
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That gentle touch has been replaced with bruises. Your sweet caress burns painfully with memories. The warmth of your embrace has left frozen embers. Gone is the promise, shattered and broken. Where once there was hope, despair now reigns. Where once there was joy pain has taken over. Where laughter sang, tears freely flow. Where love once bloomed, emptiness thrives. She rises from the shards of a broken heart to stand amongst the glittering pieces; bleeding and tortured by memories. Eyes as clear as a flash of lightning Spirit illuminated with tears yet unshed. A proud soul seeks nourishment from the white hot pain of betrayal. Dreams scattered at her feet, In one hand: wisdom In the other: experience. She journeys forward alone, guided by the harmony of a song that once beat a rhythmic union and now is a distant melody... the mournful cry of the lost.
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Me. Silently: serendipitous one, surreptitious one, tranquility— take my hand, follow my breath across the western sky into the wading sun— bright orange over the land we have already walked upon. vibrant memories like wise clouds clinging to the earth home to secret angels trilling lullabies behind us. a taste of beauty on your tongue settles softly on the garden of flesh waiting patiently for another flower to burst gleefully into bloom. follow the surging sea longing within you, like a breath in a moment a cry of pleasure sailing gracefully to her knees. a sip of serendipity a glance of happiness and the subtle hands of love remember... never a moment shall pass without thoughts of you upon my lips. now and forever I want you to know that you are my most precious possession Not that I own you, but that I shall hold you to my breast And in my heart for all of my days, I want you to know that I don't love lightly, or for just today But that I will
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I'm sitting here in feeling like a caged animal Ready to break lose and go wild My life has been spinning out of control I don't even know where I'm going to go. I can't stand this place That's so full of disgrace So many people full of hatred and dread Sometimes I wonder if I'm not dead. I've went to sleep and wound up in hell, No wait just a second, it's half that, it's jail. No one truly knows me, I don't care to know them I try to keep my composure and hold my head high But inside I'm screaming, thinking, I just want to die. I can't believe my life has come to this I fought so hard to never be here Today I think I have reached the point that I just don't care. I don't have control over sh**, not even my own f**king hair. I wish I could wake up from this nightmare, But it seems so dang strong I can't help but be drug the f*** along. I have nothing to do to take up my time So I write my thoughts into these f***ed a** rhymes Some people think I'm weird Altho' I
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A s my picture bleeds black and white , i vision you from the waking of my sight i feel the sun warm on my skin princling knives within but darkness transforms to a storm within , pain, insane , torn , and frightened.. my heart turns cold as i wonder why , broken i am by night torn i am by day alonde in the dark my eyes they bleed my tears turn to ice but as i sleep you here me calll the black and white darkness within me I love you , but i cannot wait. i made my choice and you are to late. in some delays it is better then never as i am lost now and forever. i still love you but you broke my heart , i cannot think of you without haveing regret and longing for what we had.. this will pass i tell myself i know it is time for me to leave, the innocence i gave for love and the needs iyou have not met , here we are once again with alot of regret. a happiness untouched my soul whatever comes next will make me whole. ok knowing that i loved yo
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Plans For The Day Sitting on the porch drinking coffee in the morning sun speaking of dreams, hopes, & fears making plans for the day to come Take my hand in yours as we walk in the park along the beach looking out to the deep blue sea Wrap your loving arms around me hold me tight & tender kissing me softly you show me all that love has to offer Laying beside you my head upon your chest at nights end run your fingers thru my hair soothing away all the hurt easing years of pain you teach me that it's okay to give yourself completely by helping me to completely trust with all my heart & soul As we drift off to sleep in each others arms in complete contentment, peace & happiness for true love can conquer all
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Mending the wounds Within the cloak of shadows with stealth in my stride Swiftly sneaking up behind wrapping my arms around Your waist pulling you in tight biting on your neck my hands slide Up curve around so they can firmly cup and caress your breast I can feel your nipples harden beneath their attention Spinning you around grabbing a cheek pressing your body Tight against mine kissing you with a desire burnin Hotter than the fires of hell giving every ounce To prove my need for you is pure and not just a game Coming up for air leading you by the hand to the bed Stripping off every stitch exposing perfection my goal to make u scream my name Laying you down sending shivers as I lightly trace your outline Building the anticipation into a festering volcano of passion Tonight Is the night to test and push the limits of pleasure Redefining all the rules and conceived ideas of satisfaction Truly is those who came before me shallow and egotistical Pursued their ow
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Growing Old Growing old with you is a dream I long for to wake each morning to see you there the rise and fal of your bosom as you take each breath watching over you as you sleep more peaceful then ever before and as you wake to be the first thing you see to see you smile to kiss you and say "I love you" all this I long for for that is my dream to be with you. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea Tears Tears flow from my eyes, they are not sadness or pain Flowing from my heart with nothing but love for you are the only one that can truly make me smile you lift my spirits in a way no other person can you give me strength when I need you most a shoulder when I need to weep an ear when I need to be listened to a heart when I need to be loved So when I cry, it is not because I am sad I cry... because I am so happy and I love you. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea Waiting Here I sit,
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Daddy I USED TO BE IN LOVE WITH THIS MAN, HE WAS ALOT OLDER THAN I, BUT I LOVED HIM MORE THAN WORDS COULD SAY. HE USED TO COME OVER TO MY HOUSE EVERYDAY, AND MY WHOLE FAMILY HATED HIM, ESPECIALLY MY GRANMOTHER, BUT AS I GREW OLDER, I DIDN'T SEE HIM AS MUCH, AND HIM AND MOMA WOULD ALWAYS FIGHT. THEN TH EDAY CAME,WHEN HE NEVER CAME OVER , AND HIS NAME WAS NEVER SPOKEN, MOMA WAS ALWAYS CRYING. NOW THAT I'VE GROWN UP, AND HE'S ALMOST FORGOTTEN, I WONDER IF I'LL EVER SEE MY FATHER AGAIN. AND IF I DO, WHAT WILL I SAY? HOW ABOUT THIS,DADDY I LOVE YOU... Copyright ©2008 Tabatha                                       LOVE POEM                            TO MY WONDERFUL HUSBAND  MY LOVE, AS THE SUN IS GOING DOWN AND THE SUNSET IS BEAUTIFUL.THINKING ABOUT YOU WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING LIKE BEING NEXT TO YOU. IT HAS BEEN SO LONG WE'VE BEEN OURSELVES TOGETHER,LIKE THE TIME FROM YEAR TO YEAR, IT GROWS LONGER AND LONGER. WHEN I'M BUSY AND TIME GOES BY,EVERYTHING IS FINE U
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Broken Heart My heart is broken into, My thoughts of sadness are for you. I long for tenderness from a lonely soul. A soul that can heal my broken heart with a simple kiss. For a soul who can take my broken heart and thoughts of sadness And turn thim into a sigh of a relief and thoughts of gladness. Is there such a soul out there? Who knows. Maybe someday that one soul will find me; But until then my heart will stay broken into And my thoughts of sadness will end with you. My heart aches. My soul in pain. So lonely I''m going insane. I long for tenderness from a thief in the night. A simple kiss so deep it takes my breath away. I only have thoughts of sadness though For my thief in the night is only a dream. With the rising of the dawn my dreams fade. Along with my soul still deep with pain. With this dagger I pierce the heart For a sigh of relief from the dark. From this life I release this soul to ease the pain From these weary bones. Like the dawn I will fade.
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Will you ever love me? thats all I want to know, I tell you I need you and all you do is laugh, I tell you I want you and you turn and walk away. What will it take for you to be mine? do I have to cross an ocean or swim across the sea just to prove you mean the world to me. Will you ever love me? that all I want to know, I tell you I love you and you think its all a joke, you pay me no attention untill its time for sex and then out the door you go. What will it take for us to be as one? do I have to bend over backwards and cater to your every need, if this is so then you are not the one for me. Will you ever love me? thats all I want to know, please say you do so my love for you can grow, please say you love me so I can give my heart to you, please say you love me cause baby im hopelessly in love with you. Tears of sadness stream down my face as my heart begins to race. I can tell your keeping something from me, baby please tell me her name.
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Captured Reality copyright 1994 all rights reserved I am a solution that embodies the soul I float around and rob you of the thoughts you think Invisibly I make you fall and watch you drown Into the sorrow of your dreams I have taken your destiny I have captured your reality This is hell copyright 1994 all rights reserved Call the soldiers in To the graveyard within And behind these wire gates Lays a million men's fates To live is to die In this land of the lie Stolen in the night Was all that is right Pains of a child Born to be wild Mentally drifting From a chance of uplifting Military Artilary Put in a child's hands To wipe out lands No salvation For a lost generation Patience has been driven For the devil has risen Total intoxication Via satan's medication This is hell
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My Political View
global warming.taxes.guns.immigration.iraq.energy.environment.economy.gay marriage.freedom of choice.MY RIGHTS.YOUR RIGHTS. show up or shut up. VOTE November 4, 2008
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So close to my heart Yet still miles apart I know the love you have for me Cause it's the same to you from me So much love I have for you Yet it can only be in distance I see you in my dreams Yet I wake up to see nothing I see pics of you, I see pics of me Yet no pics of you and me I see your name with mine Yet I still have to wait on time I sit and wait For a day that seems to never come SO CLOSE TO YOU YET SO FAR APART!!
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HOW I FEEL !!!! SITTIN HERE ALL ALONE WONDERING IF THIS IS REALLY MY HOME . FEELING SO EMPTY AND LONELY ASKIN GOD IF THIS IS REALLY HOW AND WHERE HE WANT ME TO BE !? GOT SO MUCH LOVE TO SHARE , JUST SEEMS NOBODY REALLY CARE ! WHAT IF I WOULD LEAVE THIS PLACE ? WOULD I B MISSED ? IN MIND KISSED ? DONT KNOW WHATS REAL OR FAKE ANYMORE THIS EMPTYNESS IS KILLIN ME DAY BY DAY EVEN WHEN THE SUN IS OUT THE SKY TO ME LOOKS SO GREY!! HOW CAN I SEE NICE THINGS , IF I KNOW WHAT BAD ALREADY TOMORROW BRINGS? THE ONLY HOLD IS MY LIL ANGEL SENT FROM HEAVEN ABOVE , CAN NO ONE TAKE AWAY OUR LOVE !!! IM SO GLAD TO HAVE THIS LEFT IN LIFE , WITHOUT HER I WOULD END UP WITH A KNIFE!!!!! I KNOW MY THOUGHTS R CRAZY AND THIS FEELING I FEEL IS SHADY BUT I CANT HELP IT I WISH I COULD ! JUST KNOW IM FALLIN IN A DEEP HOLE AND SOMEONE COME CATCH ME , I WISH SOMEONE WOULD !!! MY HEART SO COLD CRYIN OUT FOR A HELPING HAND SOMEONE TO TAKE MINE AND SHOW ME A BETTER WAY THIS IS WHAT I PRAY TO GOD EVERYDAY !!!!
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one day i went outside to look at the sky all the clouds where white,but one was black it started to turn in to shape of a unicorn a black unicron Oh,how beatiful this creature is it moved like the wind and cutting though the clouds like they were paper It's foot steps where the sounds of thunder and with each step like flashing lighting Oh, my beatiful unicorn set me free,from the bonds of hate and let me go to heaven,so i can run as free as my black unicorn Teshanna Stephens Copyright ©2008 Teshanna Stephens Here lies fallen angels dead on the ground Their spirits stand there looking all round If you go to spot You'll see a mound and you'll feel their presences As the days go by people come to mourn Those that show respect are adorn let the memories never fade Every time you look upon the mound Just remember its all right to shed a tear As the pain fills inside and hurts it wont go a way The anger we shall not hide it These you remember the american pride.
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The Love I Have, As I lay here tonight, I relize the love, I have for you, When we first met I didnt know what or who you were, now I know and the more I fall for you. online love is hard, hard to determine wether or not it is true or false till you try, I tried and I fell in love to this day I still love him I love everything bout him his sweetness, kindness all thee above. Why is love so hard? you think you find the right man the way he act's and the way he talk's then all of a sudden you give him the hint that you like his so and that's when he breaks your feelings by telling you He's not on the market it's always the sweet men that have an excuse.
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Trust is all that glues us Together. Trust is a foundation for us to build. Trust all i ask of you from now untill forever. Trust is believing that this is willed. Love is the sanctuary we seek. Love is the tide of the heart. Love is the langauge we speak Love is knowing that we're never apart. This bond I decree between Us, Forever and True. The chains the bind you, I hereby remove. Till the End of Time, all I want is You. Home i shall be very soon Cut out my eyes, make me blind, make me see take away all of my fear, anger, and loneliness build me into the man you want me to be place into me love, joy, and happiness. strip me down, and take away my pride turn me into a man you'll never reject. tell me softly that i never lied. leave not one memory of pain and regret. place inside my heart your love make your love my blood and my life. make it pure and true as a dove. so that I'll be the man you'll marry and be my wife. seal all of this with a passionate kiss set
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I want arms that will hold me tight. Arms that I can feel safe in. Arms that will carry me in my weakest moments. I want hands that will softly caress my cheeks. Hands that will take my own and guide me when I am lost. I want fingers that will wipe my tears away. Fingers that will gently caress every inch of my body. I want lips that will kiss me passionately. Lips that will whisper "I love you" in my ear. I want eyes that I can get lost in. Eyes that can see into my heart and soul when I look into them. I want to be loved. A deep unconditional love that I can feel from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. I want to feel the butterflies in my tummy when I hear her voice. I want to feel the tingling sensation all over me as she lightly brushes up against me as she walks past. Can I feel your lips on my neck as you wrap your arms around me? Don't let go... Hold me tighter... Please... tighter... Whisper in my ear, you are here to stay Please never let g
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The Other Woman I lie awake at night unable to shed a tear knowing the end is near All of the ugly things you have said and done ring through my head over and over again I still remember how wonderful life became when you gave her up There was no competition-You were all mine and life was so divine How many times have I tried to stop the insanity and the lies? How many tears have I shed How I have felt like my heart has bled...... I have met her several times I have even listened once or twice to her lies too...... Your Other woman you have chosen to be yours has made me feel heartache to the core........ Its not easy knowing the Other woman and knowing there's no stopping her for she is no woman at all............ Your Other woman is Alcohol. He chatted me up online and by phone I was the one he said he could call his own Imaginary girlfriend so perfect, so kind to make him fee
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Just Remember When it all goes crazy and the thrill is gone, The days get rainy and the nights get long, When you get the feeling you were born to lose, Staring at your ceiling thing of your blues, When there's so much trouble you want to cry; The world has crumbled and you don't know why, When your hopes are fading and can't be found, Dreams have left you waiting, Friends have let you down. Just rember I Love You; More than words can say. Maybe then your blues will fade, When you need a lover and you're down so low, You start to wonder but you never know why, When it feels lik sorrow is your only friend, Knowing that tomorrow you'll feel this way again, When the blues come calling at the break of dawn, Rain keeps falling but the rainbows gone, When you feel like crying but the tears won't come, When your dreas are dying and your down and out, Just Remember I Love You Cassie Felton Copyright ©2008 Cassie Felton Our Love When first we meet, My heart flew high, On wings so light throu
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Together I love you only always, but with your love I'm blind. I couldn't see what went on, in your heart and mind. I'm sorry for what has happend, but you won't let me in. If you cannot work it out, then you claim that it's the end. Alot of damage has been done, not just to you, but me. If in time nothing works, they'll be no us you see. Your the one I truly love, the one I gave my heart. When in time we're together again, it will be us to never part. I love you and I always will, until the day I die. Now that you return your love, I know it's not a lie. Written by Kathleen Cisco....ME The love we once shared is gone but not forgotten. We both had to let go in our own way, maybe there's some hope we'll be together again someday. I love you for who you are and for what you have made of me. I love you always with all my heart that's something in me I will never part. I know you loved me and you finally let me see, that I can do what I want
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Without Having Sex   We dimmed the lights low And slipped into the warm water The bubbles overflowing the edge As my arm wrapped around her She laid back into my chest A small cup to pour water over skin My hands gently massage weary flesh Releasing the days tensions deep within Our hearts slow and begin to beat in time A deep long breath cleaning the day I begin to wash My Angel Closing my eyes our bodies slightly sway
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#1-A picture sketched into my mind adn soul, A picture seared into my heart, A love that you would never know, before we could even start.. #2-To walk this line and never stray, A state of mind to live the day balanced on the line of life and death. #3-Why is it that memory will always keep us apart even though my love never changes, Im glad you moved on but my heart forever pains. #4-To continue on with my memory of you, Your glowing light will pull me through, My soul will forever carry on with bounding strength... #5-A life of torturous gazes, A life of painful truths, A life that seems to never end... #6-One man to walk alone, To be solo in what is known not a care in the world for what you think, all of you pricks can suck my dick....... #7-It is alot to ask of someone hurt, I know Im seen lower than dirt, All i ask is one more plee, Please, Please, forgive me??????????????? #8-The greatest part of my life gone for life, An empty void of sacri
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a rose is but a roseit has no thoughtnor no voiceit can not feelnor see its own beautyit is....but a rose'til it is givenfrom me to youthen it has those thingsand many more indeed TICK In the moment of time Love comes to us and is gone in a whisper Sorrow fills our heart and then is swept away Loneliness grasps our soul but with a touch it fades Anger subsides Peace blooms Contentment rises as joy subsides And then in that moment that very moment of time when every wish is granted my wish goes unanswered... t.a.fillmore
My Poetic Tallent To A Simple Question
well as i am me, im great, and thats what everyone will see, as i deem it such, but in all truth i loathe myself, where i used to have confidance, there is nothing anymore. where there was hope, there is nothing anymore. where there was love, is dust from what used to be a heart. where there used to be a soul, is an empty shell. all that remains are thoughts and memories. although the face smiles- as happy as the eyes look -the happier i am, the more missery has welled. behind my eyes there is nothing but pain.
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 Let me touch you.... tenderly, passionately until cold turns to heat blended breath and bodies transcend the distance and you feel alive again Let me hold you ....   uncover secret desires in thoughts and dreams just close enough and long enough for you to feel loved   I am here, never too far as close as your thought or a soft sigh of loneliness let me hold you against the beating of my heart when you feel hopelessI hold faith for both of us,   Let me see you plainly beneath your stoic mask let me see the reality of such beauty and pain where even the night cannot dim the fire in your eyes                                                     I want to know the secret places of your mind and your body let me hold you even if only in a dream                                                       let me kiss away the fearsthat cloud your sad eyes and render you faithless                              So much more than my curiosity your scent drifts across miles                    
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Silently, she smiles to herself, as she thinks of him, sitting along in his comp. room sipping coffee. He thinks of her too. But little does she know it's shameful. Both check each other out everyday everywhere in the cyber world, without passing on the knowlege of their inwardly turned love. Time and time again it happens, for who has the courage to say it first. Or do they just enjoy their secret love affair? BISOUS, Lacey Climbing higher mountains; I will not descend downward until after I have conquered that fear. Clasping stars within my hands, they shall not stray from my touch. I AM A DREAMER. My wings lie in my mind, where they allow me to divide the clouds as I ascend through their cotton like tufts. One cannot pierce my heart with any arrow, it is filed with pure bliss and compassion. No one will ever be able to seize that from me, although at times my eyes may look wounded. My strenght has never failed. BISOUS, Lacey I'm going b
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                                                I Think Of You   I think of you night an day I think of you everyday There is not a time that passes by, that you don't run through my mind. Yes I know we have had our bad time but we have had our good ones to. I just want you to know That I Think Of You With My Mind My Heart And My Soul. We will Have our hard time's But we will also let them go, I guess what I am tryin to say is I don't want to let you go I care for you in ways I never knew I could I wish there was something I could do to get you to feel the same way I do. I just want to let you know,That I think of you. Just know I Think Of You By Ashley V, Lindsay Lie's You Lie to someone you care for, To try an keep something hidden, something that cant be explaind. Something your scared of. You lie because you don't want to hurt the ones you care for. You lie inhope that it was all just a very bad dream. You hope the dream would
My Poetry Written In 2007
"I didn't ask to be here." "I had no choice." Words you'll never hear- Because they're never voiced. I'm here by chance. Small and meek; No one gives a glance, Or sees the tear-stained cheek. Laugh and sneer in my face. Clothes- old and worn- I am out of place; Hurt and scorned. Others laugh and play; I'm not wanted here. They push me away. Wipe away another tear. What was my sin, To cause me such pain? To see where it begins, Just look at my name. Just one more step Is all I need, To slay the beast; Watch it bleed. Ever present, The voices speak; Leading me on To what I seek. They drone on; Chants increase- Find eternal silence; Blessed peace. Take that step; Do the deed. Incessant chants; And I must heed. This is the end. There's nothing more; Nothing to defend Or hope for. The edge of life; The edge of sanity; The end of strife, And of purity. Vast chasm of nothing; No bridge to span; Sea of doom- boiling With the a
My Poetry Written In 2008
Deep down you know She'll never be the one Who sparkled Like water in the sun. The sweet young thing Who left your life; Thoughts of her Still make you cry. But she knows Her love isn't enough, Though you're her star That fell from above. And you don't know That her heart cries, Because everyday She tries and tries and tries. She knows you better Than you know yourself, And she knows what's tucked away In your mind, upon that shelf. She's not good enough; She knows she can't compare; No matter how hard she tries, Her love can't hold you there. But she loves you so; Never wants to let you go; Won't let the tears show, Even though she knows... As in a house of mirrors- One moment pretty, But turn around And the next is ghastly. I trust in love With visions of the future, But dreams get whisked away And I am left unsure. The maze is laid out To tip-toe through; Unsure steps On the path of you. Ridiculing laughter Echoes through the
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When you find that special someone, That someone that makes your heart skip a beat. You look forward to being with them and simple things slip your mind Like sleeping and remembering to eat Your thoughts are always with them and hearing from them makes your knees go weak And the times that you can be together, The opportunities you will always seek Being in love is the greatest feeling in the world You always feel that person's arms around you But the flip side of that love is when you realize that person doesnt return the love Then you feel the earth crash around you
My Poetry
I sit in this prison i have made. I sit here and wonder why i have done the things i have to trap myself here. were my worst fears haunt me and come to life. then i see you, you make my fears hide, you make the prison i have built dissaper into the night. you hold me close and i feel safe in your arms i dont want you to ever let go. but as day turns back to night you fade away and i realize it was only a dream that you want stay so as i sit here still in this prison i have made i morn the lost of my one true love and cry hopeing one day that you shall come back to me and release me from this prison.
My Poetry
Why does the rain fall from the sky? How can a sugar pill take this pain away? I should have known that you would break my heart. You've ended something that didn't have a chance to start. Put out the stars. Rub out the sky. Look to the future. Wipe the teardrops from my eyes. Shut out the sun. Put out the light. Want you to tell me how you're gonna make it right. Why am I crying over you? Why? 'Causes there's nothing else that I can do. Why do you make me look like a fool? Wish I'd read the signs and left you well alone. God, I wanna call you but I can't pick up the phone. Put out the stars. Rub out the sky. Look to the future. Wipe the teardrop from my eye. Shut out the sun. Bring on the night. Want you to show me how you're gonna make it right. Why am I crying over you? Why? 'Causes there's nothing else I can do. Why do you make me look like  a fool? you never said *I'm Leaving* you never said goodbye you were gone before I knew it and only god knew why. a millio
My Poems
I Want a Country I want a country Let the sky be blue the bough green the cornfield yellow Let it be a land of birds and flowers I want a country Let there be no pain in the head no yearning in the heart Let there be an end to brothers' quarrels I want a country Let there be no rich and poor no you and me On winter days let everyone have hose and home I want a country Let living be like loving from the heart If there must be complaint let it be of death FREE We live free Air is free clouds are free Valleys and hills are free Rain and mud are free The outside of cars The entrances of cinemas And the shop windows are free Bread and cheese cost money But stale water is free Freedom can cost your head But prison is free We live free Song Your lips are red Your hands are white Take my hands child Hold them a while. In the village where I was born There were no walnut trees That's why I yearn for coolness Fondle me a while. In the vi
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I Dream Of You As i close my eyes at night ready to go to sleep my dreams of you begin and i know your mine to keep My thoughts make me smile cause i know you love me You are all i ever dreamed of you are my fantasy I feel so safe from any harm When you hold me so close in your loving arms i love to feel you oh so close I want you to know that its you i need the most. i dream of you and i love you! Robin C Kempson Copyright ©2008 Robin C Kempson
My Poems
You say were just friends, You say that you care, But how do I know this, if you wont take the dare. You know our love could be strong and fulfilling. So take this chance, just once and give me such a image trance.I will only then promise you what you need, and with this I know of you indeed. So come to me, and let me show you the way. So come to me, and I will shelter you in this web of love if I may. So then come to me, so then we can become two as one, like we were flying above , like the wings of the white dove. So you say, what you want. So you say, what you feel. So you say, what you see. For I will always know how you truly feel and see or what you really want. Because of this love of yours. I will feel such a taunting joy, when your lips say I LOVE YOU !!!! So You Say By Kris Mauch In the depths of your eyes, they show of a weekness, as the blind one's love reveals. How b
My Poetry
When I Close My Eyes I see a smile that is so cheering I see lips that are so teasing I see eyes that are so bright and pleasing I see a face that is so sexy I feel like I've known you forever Except I haven't met you ever I've fallen in love with the unknown Please reach out and toss me a bone When I Close My Eyes I hear words that are so touching I hear a voice that is so passionate I hear a laugh that is so warming I hear a heart beat that is so loving I want to know the person I've gotten to know I want to see the person I haven't seen I want to feel what my heart has felt before I want to meet the person I still haven't met When I Close My Eyes I see hands that are so soothing I see arms that are so strong and protecting I see a chest that is so relaxing I see a lap that is so comforting I see a body that is so giving Do you walk the walk The way you talk the talk With me are you true When we talk about you I have fallen in love with you I thought you
My Poetry
I look in your eyes And they are deep blue Your gaze has me wondering Do you want me to? I've given you my heart Which you hold in your hand You toss it and twist it Where will it land? Beginning to wonder What can I do To keep my heart safe Should I save it from you? You used to deserve it Now you dont It's broken and hurting Just set it afloat. Give it back to me,for me to regive To someone who will love it With all that they have Someone who will hold it with strong,gentle hands.   Poem By Tammy C. Who knows whatMight have happenedIf you loved yourself enough,No to need to keep provingYou still possessThis mysterious "it".Your ego brush-strokedAgain and again"You are handsome""You are passionate"You are the tormentedDarkness that is scaredOf being broken.So you keep yourself locked alone in fear.  Poem By Tammy C. September heart But warming starts If Woman's Life Her
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Please forget your sorrows, forget your pain Just listen to the falling rain Gently playing it's own sweet song Lifting you to where you belong A place to where you can remain. All sadness now you can refrain Nothing to lose, but all to gain So that you can your whole life long Forget your sorrows... Be gone all strife, be gone all strain Be who you once were, once again You've got the strength, I know you're strong The band is now playing your song Don't let my wishes be in vain Please, forget your sorrows... ...we're... here... ..are we here just to make ends meet ..just to stand on our own two feet..... are we here just to reproduce.... just another number thats been let loose are we here just to see who'll win.... if we didn't have ambition would it really be a sin so many questions and answers,we still dont know like where we come from then when die,where we go the worlds a riddle but seems to have no end a beatiful creation... that we don't seem
My Poetry
He sees her kneel before Him, The gift she gives overwhelming, A gift to be protectedand cherished, A girl to be loved and worshiped, she gives herself to Him completely, and Utters a word that leaves Him speechless, her Master, the Man who she belongs to now, Who loves her so tenderly, Worshiping her devoutly, she feels the collar come around her throat, His lips to hers in a loving kiss, Knowing He will cherish her all the days of His life, This gift she gives shall never be shunned, This gift that has touched His very soul, The gift of submission, of herself, He holds her in His lap in a loving tender embace, Tears flow freely down His cheeks, Tears of happieness and joy, Words cant express his gratitude or depth of love, For the lil gem and the Gift she has given... Kevin E Brooker Gazing upon the Night Sky, One cant help but wonder why, What on earth He did to deserve one such as Her, Or a love that will always be true, In Her Love He will never leave, F
My Poems
It happened as it always does the New Year came at twelve surrounded by my loved ones I am ready to explode can hardly contain the fury wrath consumes me within I quake with held in anger I struggle with my ire the need to hurt is overwhelming the desire to maim overpowering but I must stay my hand control is required desired by all so I hide put myself away from all I would hurt I seek calm peace a tranquility of mind rarely found I succeed for now all are safe from me for now next time I may not be so lucky God help me! I don't ask for many things not blasts, nor HH nor blings, just rate my page, my pictures too, and if you fan me then I'll fan you. A crush or two would be quite nice and as they're free I'm worth the price. LOL new friends welcome Life should be lived not put off for another day not lived for another's happiness you should live for yourself if that makes others happy also
My Poems To The One I Love...
In loving you my life becomes full Of a dream held deep in my heart,since birth A treasure, of which, I only glimpsed fleeting moments And now, with you, Unleashed My heart's fulfillment In loving you The way she makes me feel I sit here, thinking of the woman I long for, The woman I see, makes everything seem right She knows how to touch me, in ways no one else does She makes me feel so warm and peaceful inside I know I want to be near her always To touch her delicate skin, And to kiss such sweet, soft lips I know beneath that gorgeous facade There is an even more gorgeous person inside With her so far away it makes every muscle in my body ache If she only knew how much I need her now with me A Dream My one dream is to be with this very special girl To me she is perfect in each and every way, and she puts my heart into a twirl I adore her virtues to the point where she completes my world My one dream is to embrace her exquisite body And have it com
My Poems Suck
Love used to be at the back of my mind. Dead and lifeless like the sun with no shine. Then you came along and showed me love is beautiful. You brought me to life, so strong and spiritual. When I think of you, the world just leaves. From my mind and from my dreams. I see someone that is caring and full of heart. Someone daring, someone special, someone to share my heart. I made this poem only for you. To think of me when you're feeling blue. I Love You! I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice, And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring, To my life everyday, I love you today, As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever, With all of my heart.
My Poetry
Crazy They call him crazy But little does anyone know What lies buried deep inside Hidden away from prying eyes A myriad of emotions and conflicts Hundreds of thoughts race through his mind Love to him is a hurtin thing So floating round is his protection If he touches your soul, trapped you’ll be He’ll make ya smile, make ya cry and make ya feel safe No one forgets him no matter how long Ya gotta respect him and he demands it so He guards what’s his and shares what he wants Smooth fast talking making his way He survives the only way he can So crazy they may call him But I know different Because I’ve touched his soul Copyright ©2008 Sue E Price Lies I am the fool when I keep trying to believe How stupid can I be Is it desperation or the loneliness I feel; Somewhere I lost my ability to put myself first I believe the words spoken to me Only to discover they're just lies I don't really matter to people I see They use me for their own means Then d
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When everything in life, just seemed to fall apart.Icould always turn to you myfriend, you helped to mend my heart.I gave you so much,the feelings so true.To lose all of that, what did I do.Inside I feel lonely, theres nowhere to hide.I'm wishing, and wanting you back by my side.I feel alone, and constanly in fear.Like a puppy I need you, and wish you were here.Lifes such a wreck,I'm wishing somehow.In my heart I really need you, dont leave me now. I find myself awake at night just thinking of your charms.Oh what I would give tonight to hold you in my arms.I couldnt go another day without your warm embrace.And what I wouldnt give in life to see your smiling face.Nothing else is strong enough to make you go away.For you and only you my love are in my thoughts to stay. You are without a dought a truely lovely sight.And a joy just comes from deep inside to dream of you tonight.I need to hold you in my arms and see your lovely face.Then at last my eyes meet yours and my heart begins to rac
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My Poetry
You're my everything My hearts desire You're like the flame That ignites my fire When I see you coming my way My breath catches, I don't know what to say To me, you're the brightest light in love And compared to all others, your beauty rises above You are the life in which I live To earn that love, my life I'd give You are the one, I want, I need It's your face that in my dreams I see It's you that holds my heart captive It's you that makes my pulse explosive You're my answer, my wish come true And if you'd have me....I'll always love you! I had closed the door upon my heart, And wouldn't let anyone in! I had trusted and loved, only to be hurt, But that would never happen again. I had tossed the key to my locked away heart, As hard and as far as I could! Love would never enter again, My heart was closed for good. But then you came into my life, And made me change my mind. Just when i thought that tiny key, Was impossible to find. Just then you hel
My Poetry
Aren't thy souls so very dark? Or is it for mine own I see no shadow? Does the light make yours so good? If it is so does that mean I am bad? I think not for mine is dark, because I'm alone, tormented, and so very sad! To be loved or liked or walk by the one that makes me whole, To gaze into her eyes, see my reflection, feel loved. I lay my head in my hands as I cry and once again see mine own shadow. She wraps her arms around me and comforts me as I cry, She can feel my pain, my torment, as she feels my tears bleeding down her sides. I fall on my hands and knees as I feel like I'm about to die. I have just enough strength to give her that last kiss goodbye. I look up into the sky, and I ask the gods, please give me my one and only wish, Oh please, I'm begging, Pleading, let me at least spend eternity with the girl that I need! The one that felt my pain and comforted me, My one and only......my very own fantasy. The fair maiden stands before me, I stare at her nic
My Poetry. Songs
What Ever HappenedWhatever happened tooHappy small townsWith happy and healthy kidsPlaying all around?Whatever happened too A Sunday day of restWhere family and friendsBring out the best?Whatever happened tooA government you could trustThat doesn’t steal your moneyFor power and lust?Whatever happened tooDoing the “right” thingNot being deceitful Without guilt or shame?Whatever happened tooBeing a good friendListening to othersWhile being there through thick and thin?Whatever happened tooTreating animals with respectNot abandoning or killingJust loving them fully without disrespectWhatever happened too Helping the hungry eatYet the rich keep their moneyWhile people die in the streets?Whatever happened tooAcceptance of othersNot judging upon raceSex or the lifestyle of another?Whatever happened tooDeath do us partNot cheating  or tearingHappy families apart?Whatever happened tooAccepting a woman’s formbaring children while taking on the worldInstead we tell them,
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Filled with anticipation, Gently fondling her ignition, She purrs to life Seductive, Sleek Full of Passion, Slowly easing into her throttle She trembles at my touch, She begs to be pushed to her limits, Holding back, I let the tension build, Slipping out of first into second, She moans a little as the pace increases, Then to third, she crys with pleasure Smoothly going to fourth, She begs for more As I slip into fifth, she begins to scream FASTER......... FASTER No longer in control, I push her past her threshold She screams in Euphoric Bliss Suddenly, stiffens and comes to a screeching halt Holding her as we both tremble, In her throathy voice, she begs for one more ride So it begins again..........
My Poems
Another lost day has turned into a hopeless night of sleep. The Sun has been replaced with a thick darkened sky. The Moon has barely cut her way thru the the black blanket. The house has fallen silent. Only one person awake. Lost in her thoughts.. It's all been the same for the past 9 years. All I want is something I'm afraid I can never have. I look toward the sky for answers but all I ever find is silence. I've begged and pleaded and i get no where. I fight with everything I have til I'm about to break... and still.. nothing. No answers are ever found. Life will never work the way you want or hope for it to. All that is definite about life that I've finally come to realize is that There is only fate. You're destiny's already set out for you.  You just have to find a way to make it liveable. You have to find Your way to make life bareable. My way is the people who are closest to me. i feel used. abused mistreated. misguided cheated. fucked over. tossed aside. Alon
My Poetry
To Come Home To PEOPLE A;WAYS SAY THINGS LIKE "DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE GETTING AWAY FROM IT ALL"? AWA FROM THE LUXURIES OF THE RUSH ABOUT DAYS THAT ALWASYS SEEM TO BE? I KNOW THAT I DO.....I NEED SOMETHING IN MY LIFE THAT IS SOLID AND SECURE AND SOMEPLACE THAT I CAN ESCAPE TO WHERE I CAN CLOSE OUT ANY WORRIES AND OPEN UP TO MORE PEACEFUL THINGS. IM LUCKIER THAN A LOT OF PEOPLE I GUESS FOR I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE...SOMEPLACE TO GO WHERE MY HEART IS ALWAYS HAPPY TO BE AND WHERE I HAVE SOMEONE TO TURN TO....SOMEONE WHO IS AN ESSENTIAL PART OF ME AND THE BEST PART OF ALL IS ALL I HAVE TO DO IS JUST COME HOME TO YOU.....
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My Poetry
BECAUSE I'M EVIL 4/24/08 SOMETIMES I FEEL BLIND LIKE A MASK IS COVERING MY MIND SOMETHINGS THAT ARE MEANT TO BE ARE STARING RIGHT AT ME WHAT YOU WILL AND ONCE YOU HAVE IT LIFE CAN BE SUCH A HABIT IF YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT I REALIZE TRY AND UNDERSTAND BY NOT USING EYES SOMETIMES ITS HARD TO KEEP FEELINGS AT BAY I FEEL LIKE I JUST NEED TO WALK AWAY THE PEOPLE I LOVE ARE THE PEOPLE I HURT I SHOULD BE BURIED SIX FEET UNDER DIRT NO, I WILL NOT KILL MYSELF TODAY BUT I WILL DIE A LITTLE BIT MORE EACH DAY NO ONE DESERVES MY TORTURE AND TORMENT WHENCE I CAME SHALL BE RETURNED, HELL SENT HALLS OF THE BLIND 2/13/98 I CAN SEE WHAT YOU SEETH NOT VISION MILKY THEN EYES ROT WHEN YOU TURN THEY WILL BE GONE WHISPERING THEIR HIDDEN SONG THEN YOU SEE WHAT CANNOT BE SHADOWS MOVE WHERE LIGHT SHOULD BE OUT OF DARKNESS OUT OF MIND INTO THE HALLS OF THE BLIND TORTURE 3/22/99 ENCOMPASSING IS THE SKY ALWAYS SHINING BRIGHTLY WITH THE LIGHT DARKNESS COMES WITH THE NIGHT
My Poetry
Love has never been a word, that meant alot to me, just another word to say, not a way to be. Its always just been a way, to get the things I want, just another word, another part of the hunt. But then something happened, the day you came along, I realized its not just a word, I realized I was wrong. Now everytime I say the word, I mean it real and true, so know you can believe me, when I tell you I love you!! Is this really what you want, to take your life away, to hurt the ones who care the most, to end it all this way? Do you ever stop and think, bout how it makes us feel, bout how much we would miss you, bout how we all would deal? Is your life really that bad, that you need to hurt yourself, that you need to scare us like that, that you've gotta risk your health? I'm telling you right now, its scaring me to death, its not something you should be doing, its not the only choice left. I'm serious when I say it, so please make no mistake
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#1stunna09INLOVEWITHENCHANTEDMYSTICALGODDESS@ fubar When I saw you I was afraid to meet you When I meet you I was afraid to know you When I knew you I was afraid to like you When I liked you I was afraid to love you Now that I love you I'm afraid to lose you Come hold me till I fall asleep Love me with all your heart Allow me into your soul And I swear we will never part I will love you with all that I am And all that I will ever be Just hold me through the night And tomarrow you will see How deep my love goes for you How it spreads far and wide Look deep into my eyes now Can you see I tremble inside? I want you so much My heart aches with pain I need you so much I think i'm going insane Just promise you won't leave me And that you'll always be here If you hold me through the night I won't have any fears
My Poetry.
Lovers 8/13/07 Lovers entwined, In body and in mind, Hearts connected, Feel their love projected, Passionate words said, No longer shall they pray for death, Entrapped in each other’s eyes, No more betrayals and no more lies, Loving words said in their lover’s ear, Whispered low so no one else can hear, Arms locked in a tight embrace, Gazes never straying from the others face, A simple touch, Will never be enough, For these two lost souls, Who make each other whole. Kind of..my softer side exposed. =) Without Me 10/12/07 Surrounding warmth, love filled air, choking me with deadly despair, trembling; encase in the coldest of fears, afraid for the souls of the ones I hold dear, screaming and begging to be set free, free from the burdens they've set upon me, unknowingly they've doomed themselves to Hell, if they'd only walk away; things would be well, just let me cry into this cold, unfeeling tile, don't worry, you'll forget me in awhile, just
My Poetry
Steely light caresses your face Lighting it in eerie stillness Pale angles come to be Enhancing your inner illness A face so beautiful, so serene Shining gaily in the light of morn Shielding from view your pain Of your fragile heart torn Only the grey, dim light From the harsh, cold moon Shows your tattered inner self Unseen in the rays of noon No doctor nor counselor Can mend nor patch the tear That is the soul and heart Of someone that I care I foolishly have tried to bridge The chasm that has grown From reckless and cold men Keeping a part of you alone Give your all to me now And finally you will know There is someone in this life True love to you will I show I hold out my hand to you No string will I attach I only offer hope and redemption A bandage your heart to patch If truly I am the one to spend This life and the next w
My Poems
Watching fire in cold night waiting for your beautiful sight old clock is tickling on the wall time is going on fire is so small. Watching fire and imagining your face close to me in my embrace kissing your soft lips like a poison it slowly dips. Snow is falling down, night is lonely hearth is beating like a clock, feeling kisses on my lips watching your eyes on my face is bliss. Deep Sea While your hair is resting on my chest, I'm taking a long quest, looking in your dark eyes, asking myself is it that paradise, they are blurred, looking away. I can see shadows dancing deep inside, they are taking me deep in your soul, in unexplored dark space, where you are breaking all my resistance, taking me away, I'm like sailor on the ocean, lost deep in your eyes. Your hands are waking me up, like with touch of the magic wand, your eyes are shining with new light, and your lips are like narrow path of reality and dream, with my last screa
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The face of disappointment reflects back from a blank screen, Faded memories of a love that I had once before seen, Foolish yes, foolish no, never really sure where this person wants to go. I've given my best, I've given my all, and yet in return my heart's left to Fall. A whim and on grace, it's torn from this place that I've hidden before. I can't touch it, can't see it, but please still believe it? What trusts must I be burdened to hold, while my heart grows so cold? No hint of desire, no thoughts to conspire my reverence is forced to behold. Not captive, not free, what place would this be? Not heaven, not earth, not joy and not mirth, Sheer terror, and dread whirl 'round in my head. No warm comforting kisses, no "I love you", no "I miss's" Just bleed me, and lead me around on this string, No consequences, no regrets, no thoughts of effects, Nothing, but fading into shadowy absences. What life is this? What place is this? What feeling is THIS that you share?
My Poetry
So many years ive searched for my prince to come along .searched high and low sea tosea always longing yet always just missing the mark. longing to be held in arms strong and safe , to gently tenderly get lost in his embrace i yearned for the comfort in times of sorrow and a hand to wipe away all tears. i was hurt dirty and lonely and tierd but in an instant you were there our eyes met across a crowded room our hearts reached out for one another in a minute we became friends but it grew into something so much more something quiet rare and far more beuatiful than either of us ever knew it would ... i may still add more Going through each day numb and every endless routine of the same with just a sort of numb exsistance wandering aimlessly with each passing day a sense of dred Feeling as if something is dredfully wrong a numb exsistace not feeling a sense of peace a lack of satisfaction not ever bieng just completly not knowing what it was fallin
My Poetry
the ray of the sun kisses my skin. i look up into the blue eyes of the sky, searching for storm clouds of trouble in the distance. the sensitive ears of the trees listen to the musician's song rock the wind with a whisper to lay back and relax, as the lyrics haunt with a deep knowledge. the sky forgot to spend the gold fleck pieces, that dots the blue with enlightment and joy. the smells of body heat hits the senses like a lost toy of days gone by. the sun dial ticks away with a stem of lust that shadows the time. the ray of the sun kisses my skin again...i should stop before i get burned... how much more damage can one take before feeling the tan deepen to a burn. the sweat is building like a river. i back away long enough to get a breath..and i go back for more,as i pray in a whispered breathless sigh one more kiss. strong touches can be damning, but given the right spots the ray can't miss. thank the Gods i had the right clothes on to keep me as safe as i can be with a
My Poems/songs
So you think the things that I write are gay,but you're just jealous because I've got something intelligent to say. Yea,we all know your type..you talk alot of shit but it's all just hype. You're fighting for something,but you're not fighting for your right. And I'll wait for a response,if it takes all night. You hop on the bandwagon,a brand new trend..just patiently waiting for this one to end. Been hand fed lies since you were only three,but you won't ever change your ways,because who you are is all you'll ever be. You're searching for the truth but your eyes are closed,and when will this all end,no one knows. But you continue to tell yourself that it'll be okay,been given the chances but you throw them away. You're starving for something but you don't know what,keep believing the lies cuz you can't get enough. Something tells me that you're a little confused,the way you're looking around as if you have no clue. All the helping hands that you've turned down,now you're alone and you w
My Poetic Musings
Lovely and humorous you are indeed. Though guarded you keep yourself; confined, isolated, and denied. One may never see sorrow dampen your eyes. Lovelorn poetry may never drip from your lips. The truth only uttered as an inadequate skeleton of itself, transparent and thinly guised. And though you hide your jewels jealously from the world, I know that you want to share your treasure. And when you are ready, I can keep a secret. -VT Blood red rose petals waft gingerly to the rain-soaked ground, buoyed by the mournful wail of prisoners of Lucifer, their cries drenching the earth with moist regret. Against the black sky, the green grass luminescent, a silhouette of everlasting memories and misplaced destinies. Black-brown ripples pierce the heavens, the cry of the predator travels the unbounded emptiness. Here the rabbit flees. But here is not everywhere. -VT From the abyssal depths I ascend. Seized with a primal urge for self-preservation. Indignation propels
My Poetry
Im a man with goals Life for me is being a man Southern young gentleman growing up In a house of a single mother of three A Gemini Born in 84' Slanted teddy bear eyes 6'4 Handsome hard working man Name of a strong man with a swaggle And a smile of maturity That puts a woman in the state of mind of comfort Personality that accepts all equally Whom looks at life with a strong heart And passion to be a child of God But flaws of Devilish ways Dreams to be a poem writer as an artist Career based to be an Accountant But hands as a Massage Therapist Ambitious at all accomplishments that brings success to my eyes Laid back conversations that are comfortable and relaxing But quite humorous around the boys Fashion based as America's Next Top Model Im a man Im Rasheed ill slow grind you like you were my first but hold you like you were my only ill take you to a place of unforgettable happiness kissin
My Poetry
just yesterday morning ... she was still in love with me ~ being a recluse of extraordinary measure when it comes to matters of my heart I have spoken little of it to you my fellow beings ... little of that inexplicable catch of breath only ones beloved knows as I love you ! you might ask me ... is love that simple to express ... yes ... you might very well at that ... and I would nod and smile the knowing smile of not only one who has heard that breathless gasp of emotion ... but as one who has invoked it. the soul speaks as it speaks of such matters ... we need only listen ... and so it is I have come to you today ... that my soul may speak ~ my everlasting my always in all ways somewhere beyond your sigh is that ever so silent gasp it is the hallelujah of your I love you whispered in my dreams ~ © Dragon Speaking ( Richard A. Gamache`) you are passions texture your desire a delicate mix blood
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My heart has stopped I can cant feel a damn thing Anymore Just the other day I was riding on rainbows Just the other day The weather for love Was sunny and clear Now rain clouds And lighting Have arrived I am so confused didn’t think I would feel Like this again My heart is in a tug a war Game Who shall When thy heart Maybe I ‘ll be the victor And leave Them both alone Cause no one can Love me Like me I Just want to be adore Loved Fought for Is that too Much to ask for Oh well Here we go With the same old song Sing this sh** All day long I sound like a broken Record I am about To take a bow And leave The crowd I am wiser Than I use to be Hell of a lot Stronger Than a few years Ago I have endure Some painful things I am a fighter I will make it I walk With glass in my feet There is no stopping me Death could even Cripple me I meant to live I meant to love I have to much Talent So much greatness That needs to be seen I have f
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Mark of Death Lost in lust Enslaved by trust I'm all for which you dream My elusive cure It makes you purr Now you belong to me It could never be Why can't you see To me you're only feed Upon your neck My mark of death Your blood drained into me Falling to the ground You make no sound From your lips are silent screams So much waste From your sweet taste You have set my hunger free I can only cry Watching as you die From this curse there's no release Consumed by thirst It has gotten worse Now I'm nothing but a beast A Deserving Grief Burning in flames a life that was bent Digging through sands of sins lament Dragging weary feet dripping with sweat A journey of despair born of regret Scrapping away skin with claws of deceit Turning in shame from all you meet Broken in twain A soul in defeat Desperate to merge a broken belief Pierced with pain from silent screams Razor wrist slaves Necks ringed in wreaths And in the dark
My Poetry
I sit there in the dark all alone it seems, Yet there you are sitting next to me. Why do I feel that I am alone? Why do I feel as my heart is breaking? Questions I ask, I can’t answer. You tell me you love me, And still I am sitting here unsure. You tell me you can’t live without me, And yet I feel as though you’re wrong. It seems that you take for granted that I am here, You expect that I will just always be there. Well truth be told your wrong, I won’t just sit here waiting for you to notice me. I’m not going to have my heart break every time you don’t need me, Because I needed you and you weren’t there. I’ve sat by your side while you ignored me for others, I stayed by your side while your focus was for them not me. Not any more, I won’t take this anymore,
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Life rhythms Seeking the calm inside the storm I sometimes step outside the norm And seek the voice of one in touch Who speaks of the divine and such Who places a perspective new Upon all the things I’m going through Who see with eyes different than mine Who brings my thinking into line With the order of life as it will unfold So I may accept this gift good as gold And make this moment the best it can be And follow the rhythm like tides of the sea And see the wonder of natures sweet plan To know life goes on within and without this man By R. Thomas Dinsmore Haunting Spirit Haunting me with words that touch A spirit so dear I feel it so much In my mind and under my skin Thoughts that possess me from within Ruling my heart with feelings so deep I feel this spirit when I sleep In dreams I see a sweet smile Haunting me holding me all the while Toss and turn kicking covers away Laying naked and on display For a spirit that never leaves me be Possessed
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My Poems And Stuff
What for? As the hate flows the anger grows to much on a plate it deals with fate always planning the future spanning with a steel spine you've got all the time in the end we all blend..... One look at him and i begin to blush, all at once my feelings they rush. To my head and to my feet, feelings of love i can not defeat. My heart and soul he owns it all, he looks at me, i hope he saw. How his stare makes me stutter,
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We are Part by Jeffrey A. Griswold Neither knew what happened, it took us by surprise. I felt a strange new feeling, when I looked into your eyes. I hadnt felt this way, in such a very long time. I knew somewhere deep inside, god would make you mine. I felt a tugging at my heart, and knew that it was true. Someone somewhere planned this, that I'd be here for you. I look into your pretty face, and see a dream made real. I knew inside the things I felt, were all too very real. So I send to you my dear, these words from in my heart. I hope that you will see it too, that of each others lives we are part.
My Poems
Stuck In In a hole cold dark and wet a more scary place I have never met seeing the bright light at the top I try to escape climbing clawing at the dark wet mud trying hard to leave this place behind but the further I go the more these shackels on my ankles seem to drag me down as my demons kick me In the face again I find myself at the bottom still scared still confined and still alone my demons seem to want me here needing feeding on my fear but I cant give up cant give in I have to get out of this hole Iam in so I start to climb again the shackles start to get heavy but somehow i manage to drag them along the demons are kicking again but It dosent hurt anymore than it did befor my confidence builds and I climb some more I can see the light the light getting closer and my shackles are getting looser Clink! my shackles have fallen to the bottom realising ny advantage I start to climb faster and faster finally I reach the top victorious I spring frome my whole Ive done it ive put
My Poem
Wedding Toast Years before, for just a moment, they first met Nothing happened then, but she was someone he’d never forget He waited years until the day she could finally be his Letting all know that one day they would be Mr. and Mrs. And here they are five years from the day When they gave love a chance and will finally say I do, and will love you with all of my heart From this day forward until death do us part Now here they sit before us as husband and wife Looking forward to the beginning of a brand new life Celebrating with family and friends this special day With best wishes and all of our love being sent your way So lift your glass as I make the toast To the bride and groom whom I wish the most We celebrate this day with love and joy All because they fell in love, this girl and boy. What I Love About You You make me smile with the things you do And give me reason to feel special too You give me courage to look forward to tomorrow And help
My Poetry
Some memories stain the mind, Blood red like innocence left behind. Dreams of the broken pass To nothing in a careless word, As the past sneaks up And steals all Joy away. Peace of mind never settles On those of darkened heart. Some memories stain the soul with a ghostlike glow…. Fly On the neverending Wings of love. In your freedom Soar thru life, With me at Your side. Float On love’s gentle And boundless grace. Remain true Till love brings You safely to the other shore. Sail On love’s warm And eternal hope. Find strength in being So vulnerable. Grow On love As together We can Find forever. asking her will do no good, for she will not know what to say, she does not want to die... no what she wants can never come to be, she wants to have never been born. her tears fall unheeded and no one sees the pain contained within. the pain is more than her broken soul can bear. what a sad little vision is she,
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"DREAMING" LAYING HERE IN MY BED THINKING.... WHERE ARE YOU....WHY ARE YOU.....AND COULD I BE DREAMING..... DREAMING OF YOU...DREAMING OFF US...WHAT COULD BE...WHAT MIGHT BE...LOST IN A WORLD...DREAMING... SOFT TENDER TOUCH...SOFT TENDER KISS...BODIES TOUCHING...DREAMING...LONGING TO HOLD YOU...LONGING TO FEEL YOU...LONGING TO BE WITH YOU...DREAMING...ARE YOU FOR REAL...ALL FOR ME...WILL THIS REALLY HAPPEN...OR AM I JUST... DREAMING? BY CHERYL ANN LAMPTON 3/21/09
My Poems
I believe that life is only truly lived if one chooses to live it one day at a time. Thats not to say we shouldnt think of the future, but that we MUST embrace the moment, for if we spend all our time looking towards tomorrow we tend to lose today. This is how we miss out on life, how we lose sight of whats important, the little things that matter. This is how we miss out on memories in the making. What we need to do is slow down, take a nice long look at our lives, our children and ourselves... let it all soak in and start living. I mean, how many people do you know that REALLY know themselves? We only get one chance to live, and we don't exactly get a long time to get it right, so make it count. Tell your loved ones every day how much you love and care for them. Hold your friends close and your family closer. Make every day new and exciting. Play basketball, or a board or card game with your kids. Sit down at the table for a family dinner every night and just talk about a
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I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine. ---------------------------------------- A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know, My Beautiful, Darling Wife. -------------------
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My Poems This Is Not For Any Particular Person
A Puzzle of a Broken Heart © By Portorican PrincessMy heart is like a whoreFor I've given it to many men.Without questions, without expectations;With only one exception:The only thing I've ever asked for;The only thing I've ever expectedWas for their love in return.But without exception, without failEach one took my heart,Crumpled it up, and threw it away.Like my love was worthless, a simple piece of trash;Something that was easily and frequently discarded.So now pieces of my heart are floating around,Like pieces of paper tumbling in the windAnd I have to gather them up.But some of them will be lost forever;Some of them I'll never be able to find again.But those pieces that I do regain,I will try to put back together with what remainsSo my fragmented heart will once again be whole.For now I realize that it isn't worthlessMy love is valuable, pricelessAnd I'm saving it for someone who will treasure it;Who will treat it like a special giftThat I've given to him and no one else.And I hop
My Poetry
When you care about others and think of them alwaysIt hurts deeply that they don't care or even think about youJust to sit and talk, take a walk, or something to know they careInstead of that you get pushed away ignored and that hurt staysLonely, depressed, longing for someone to love comfort and talk toThe feelings are so overwhelming it is getting to be too much to bareLonging for comfort and understanding but never finding it in a world of darkness looking for some glimmer of hopeTo be happy and loved would be wonderful and greatBut to be alone uncomfortable misunderstood and unloved is how you sitWishing for eternal slumber but somehow you copeHoping to find something as good here as you would find beyond the Pearly Gates.~RavenMoon In a world of pain It is a breath of fresh air To find a little happinessNo matter what kind For we all have a lot to gainIt makes everything else easier to bearEveryone can use a little happinessFrom time to time just something to keep in mindAfterall
My Poetry
When I think about you I’m not sure how to feel.It’s like I’m holding onto something that never was real.    For the past two years my heart has been chained to you.I gave up on the love of others.  To you my heart was true.    I just need to feel loved and have my heart set free.As much as it hurts we were never meant to be.    You will always be special in my heart and my soul.You’re just not the one that can make me feel whole.    No one can fill the space my heart has for you.Learning to love another doesn‘t mean that I wont be blue.    You are still my best friend and no one can take that away.Just tell me it’s ok and let my heart find its own way.    If I lose your friendship I don’t know what I will do.But honey I deserve to have love and happiness too.
My Poems
Two souls join to never to part. Love fills the heart. Knowing that Love last forever. Never to be severd. One heart consumed in Darkness. Never really knowing love or its likeness. The other consumed in Light. Always there for the other never to take flight. The ying to the others yang. Filled with so much love that it hits with a bang. One hoping that the other opens to receive. Never to be deceived. One heart wants to give the other something to believe in. The other believeing they live in sin. Two souls balancing each other. Never to be parted by another. Reaching to be held. Never to let the other down to fell. Two hearts beating as one . Can you hear their hearts song? Two souls join in the bonds of love . That is blessed from above. Two souls now belong. Oh how they waited so long. Love can touch the Darkness. Now you can say you know the likeness. For love brings the Light. Oh what a sight. poem by : Paula                                    As i sit here on my bed             
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Her body lay on the red velvet bedblack roses covered her busthe hungrily stared down at heran uncontrollable lusthe ran his hand across her bodycaressing every curve, every parthe pressed his body against hersquietly he listened to the increased beating of her hearthe ran his fingers threw her raven hairstared deeply into her eyesechoing threw the room were her satisfied crieshe stared down at her soft white throatand slowly pressed his mouth against ithe eagerly began to drinkexcitedly she bit his wristblood covered their body'sas they slowly moved togetherfilling each others thirstevery minute getting bettertogether they layenter-twined as onelost in eternal lusta vamparic love...
My Poetry
My thoughts run wild and race to reach a finish line, making my pulse jump with electric shocks that send my blood rushing cold through my veins. Collected yet out of control, spinning with many wild desires that make me contemplate and hesitate wishing someone could just decide for me. With many indecitions,they drive me crazy.Each thought so vivid but also wickedly unclear.I wish someone could just make up my mind for me and point me in the direction I need to go. With every thought that runs wild it creates a frenzy of sleepness nights and hopeless dreams. Maddening me and rendering my hot blood to flow cold. It's a chaotic night for me even when I through it all out to fate. When will it just settle? When will it stop spinning? I can't decide for not one thought will stop.. They loose me in confusion with all there contridictions. Angering me as they just waste time never reaching a final conclusion and ultimate decision. I lay awake with my bones acheing as I break with a cold swe
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Self pityEver feel that no matter what you do in lifeIt is thrown back in your face?Ever feel that the harder you tryThe worse things seem to be?Wallowing in self pity,Blaming myself for the route my life has takenHow did I end up here?All alone in this endless pit of despair?Several times I have tried to climb out,But all the emotions and problems storedKeep dragging me back down.The blackness of this hellCovers my entire soulIt eats away at my heartNibbling at the tiny pieces of happinessThat I have left in this worldStruggling to find the answersTo help me out of this placeWanting so badly to feelA little piece of normalcy again Carla K. Undying Love by Carla K What they had was magical, a love so everlasting Through good times and bad so many people wish for a chance at the love they had. Seperated by devastation when God chose to bring him Home. It was hard for us to imagine how we would make it through Days, months, years passed by None of us forgetting She never
My Poems And Storys Alike!!!
For I shall go into the day of the night mist to see if I can find the love of my lost soul, As I know she is in there wishpering and calling my name as I feel the love of her of my crying for me to come and save her from her living nightmare, As we cannot see each other but our love is stronger than the most powerful thing ever created by man or woman alive even stranger than love can ever be, as our passions flow over the mountin and hill tops through the valles of the other sides accross the lakes and rivers even thought the tickest of forest man cannot travel in, as our spirits rome free and high as we are in the making of a new a daylight night dawn as our lifes only but ever brittens as we soon be in each others arms for all of time and eternity as I only but ever truely deeply passinately love only her deeply and truely with our my heart body and soul as she ownes every t
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Would You Would you love me as I am or would you walk away? Would I not be good enough for you or could I be your ever fantasy? See I would love you I do love you still Even though you refuse to see Maybe I am better off now that you are gone But I can't help but remember how things use to be At one time we were one you looked at me like there was no other Now we are just two strangers crossing paths and I wonder why it is Would you love me? I ask you this I will love you always this I shall live with
My Poems
Lip to lip. Hands are seeking. Arms enfolding. Face to face. Loving in the moment Letting life slip on without us Pain drops away. For us, The world hasn't stopped It ceases to exsist Everything is possible When we are standing. Lip to lip. Eye to eye. Arms enfolding. Face to face. We live a lifetime in each kiss.  
My Poetry & Thoughts
Upon the dance floor we grind Lights flashing, minds blown Down your bare back my hot hand slides Shivers through the sweat, buds show Grinding hips gyrate and press to hurt Stiffening desire felt through the beat Feel your nails digging through my shirt My hands through your hair press lips to feel heat Tongues intertwined like serpents in trance Hands exploring all we have to give On the edge as silk spills down my pants Your hand exploring where my desires live Pressing member against you finds it mark Pressure through silk as inhibition falls Eyes close revealing intoxicating sparks Liquid desire unleashed as nirvana calls Falling into my arms with gasp and pant Hearts beat together in rhythm with the song Kiss me tenderly again, don't say you can't Afterglow together swaying without wrong ©2009, C-Wolf Stillness. . .Stillness . . . The quiet of the night, When I am alone, Listening for you, Unaware if you are there, Thinking fondly of you, Missing and ho
My Poem Written For Someone Special
the rain is my tears that can not fall, the thunder is my heartbeat, the lightening is my fury, i am an emotional disaster, where there is pain there is anger, where there is anger there is sadness, complicated the one word that is me.   a dream is a fantasy that one creates in his mind, sometimes you are lucky and the dream you find, once you have it in your grasp, all you can do is pray that it lasts, when you find the one who has your heart, it is almost impossible to break it apart, how do you know if this is the other part of you? that its not an illusion and you end up a fool? sometimes a dream is what we are in search of, sometimes it is so full of love, and sometimes a dream is a fantasy full of lust, building up the passion feeling you will combust, filling your mind with such thoughts and desire, making you feel like your soul is on fire, do you try to fufill this dream?or go with the fanasy?or somewhere in between? a dream is a fantasy that one creates
My Poems
you have my heartyou have my soulyou are so deepi cant breath sometimesyoure in mindand all i findis an emptyness i cant replacewhen ur gonei miss you so muchim independant but losthow can one man own me so completely ------------------------------------------- im so in lovenever thought i would bedidnt know i knew howyou feel me with a needand wowi want to touch youfeel you next to mea touch that burns my soula look that says your minetatooed on my heart for all timei dont want anyone elsenoone else comparesyou make me meltwith just a wordi have never felt this way beforei could get lost in you--------------------------------------------- When all others let you downI'll be there without a soundI'll be there to show you the wayTo a brighter and better dayA shoulder you can lean onWhen you think all hope is goneYou're very special I hope you knowYou have my love, my heart, and my soul    
My Poems
Heart beating in my chest, Pain rising from deep within, I push myself to do my best, But i ask myself, why this again?? The darkness clouds my hopes and dreams, Sometimes I'm all alone, as it seems, With only my crumbling heart pushing to thrive, Forcing my mind beyond truth, making me feel alive. Nothing is impossible, I am the source of my answer, And for some reason it still haunts me like a cancer, Disappearing, only to return again, worse than before, I feel myself slipping away, ever so slowly, The thoughts rip through my mind, reopening an old sore, Crushed and in doubt, i drift away, calmly. Listeing to my heart beat fade in the distance silence, Thump thump... thump.. thump...... thump.... With the silence fulfilled, ears deafened completely, The darkness surrounds my, consuming me entirely, Loneliness befriends my soul, hiding my deeper in the abyss, Looking up, I see no more happiness, Only the pain that pushed me over the edge, How i wish my f
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Thinking of You My Love       4-23-11     I lay here thinking of you my love. Thinking of the day we are in each others arms for always and forever. Knowing that when we smile we each feel it as though it was a hug around our hearts. Our hearts that some day soon will be one together never to be broken apart. Our love for each other is timeless and no price of gold or silver can buy it. The thought of laying in your arms for always and forever is like having a piece of heaven all for myself. A piece I won't have to share unless a little miracle has come along to make it all that much more special. Laying here thinking of you my love gives me such joy that I have never known. My only wish is to share that joy with you till my last breath leaves my body.   Untitled(7/16/08) I lay here watching you so deep in sleep. You look so peaceful and happy. With each breath you take I feel so lucky to lay beside you each and every night. With you next to me at the end of each day I fee
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http://fubar.com/sassyadams   The dust of past I wish I could forget the past.All the horrors haunt me.My ghots are always remindingme of the nightmare I want to leave behind melike the dust on pathIt is never swept away, The harsh winds alwaysblows it back my way.When will my time come to put the bad memoriesinto a paperbag and be gone forever. Wept Soul The sun driped heartache on my shoes today.The clouds covered my vision,I heard the thunder.Where is the rain?It is in my heart, pierced by the thorn you left,with your black wilted roses and the promises you never kept.I feel the pain of no tomorrow, the sun faded and color is gone.Hope left the room,as you sored to your deathThe wind began to blow what was to be a disaster.Acid tears hit my cheek heavy with fear.I'm left with your ashes in the urn of sorrow.The son you left behind,weeps for the father he wish he knew.When your soul was in flight and sored to the pavement,what was the last thought you had? You selfish Torment
My Poem...
Fragile You have me there standing in the darkness with my heart on my sleeve and the key in my hand... And you took it and slammed it against the wall still pumping full of blood and veins surging with heartache I picked it up and inserted in back in my soul which left me with a fragile heart Why does love has to hurt....why does love have to ache with tears falling down my face As the rain falls and the key rusted and crumbled I put up this wall inside me Protecting anything and everything that would hurt me I want to open it---but I can't I'm so fuckin scared I'm scared you would rip it out again... Break my heart into pieces and have to replace the missing parts
My Poetry
The love I have for you takes me far above, I know truely I have found my one true Love.If we split up and fell apart, It will truely break my heart.Without your love I will surely die, I am sure you would move on and time would fly by.But my question will still remain, Would you even remember my name?
My Poetry
This is my attempt at encapsulating the 7 Deadly Sins in a single poem.  The woman is in no way, metaphorical of my character. Sins Delicate fingers graze the ample multitude of linens and pelts hung neatly. Shades of indigo, ebony, crimson she paints intricately over the fair features of her pallid skin. Her gaze constant, confident as the reflection before her returns with carnal glances, Emerald orbs scanning every inch of her exquisite form. She walks the streets, nose held high as it very well should be, For none merely grazes the height of her beauty…and she knows it. Snickers and white noise of back talk sling from every direction The seemingly dull piercing of blunt edged daggers from women who long to be her. To her, their words are simple child’s play. Eyes of men devour her with every effortless step she leaves. As she continues, not a care crosses her mind That she destroys their every desire with a poised turn of cheek. With a graceful flip of go
My Poertry And Writings
Hubby and I had a bet for a dollah that MJ will die when we saw the news about him goin to the hosp. I won! Now I can afford a taco at a T Bell   I had no idea about Farah Fawcett dying from asshole cancer, but this is like a 2 for 1 week. Schaweet! "This is the best apple I've ever had". He plunged his incisors into a thin red waxy skin, piercing it with a crisp popping sound and letting a stream of sweet juice run down his chin and drip onto his shirt. She looked up and smiled, revealing a perfect row of even ivory teeth. This sent shivers down his spine, and he felt hairs stand on the back of his neck. There was something about that smile that made him uneasy. With semi squinting icy grey eyes unchanged by the smile and transfixed on him in a way a predator might eye its prey, it was primal and cold, almost animalistic. The snow kept falling and falling. Large, shapeless snowflakes were slowly and steadily making their way to the ground, creating a see-through curtain and coveri
My Poetry
Ambivalence consumes me Love and hate war within my headDrawn and yet repulsedI'm filled with constant dreadI yearn for his affectionYet I don't want him near meIf I can't have his full attentionI don't want any of it.His half-hearted attempts to please meOnly make me want him lessHis unwilling touch sickens meThis much I will confess.While he sleeps beside meI gaze upon his faceA jumble of emotions fill meMy heart begins to raceWhy do I even want himDoes anybody know?Yet if I don't want himWhy do my tears flow?Copyright V.A.R.D. 2005 Trapped…In this hell of my own makingI rail at my prison walls and curse the day I fellFell for your lying eyes and twisted heartHow blind could I have been?Lost…In a maelstrom of love and painWanting to be near you, Wanting to run awayNeeding to find something to end this constant painNeeding to find my way out of this dark holeBound…By my love for you, my heart enthralledBy the vows I spoke in truth on that far away dayThe day I l
My Political Views
What is that special something that makes a man want to know everything about you and makes him want to tell you how he feels over and over? What makes a man want to listen to what you have to say—even crave knowing how you feel or what you’re inner world is like? A man falls in love with you because he knows he can be himself around you. He falls in love with you because he feels safe expressing his innermost, private feelings with you. He knows that you can handle your feelings. He can sense that. And because he senses that at the most unconscious level, he starts to long for your company, for your touch, for your affection. He may not even know why he feels this way. All he knows is that there’s something special about you that he doesn’t feel with any other woman in his life. He wants to take you in his arms and keep you forever. This is what happens to a man when he goes from feeling affection or admiration for you to feeling genuine love. This is the &
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“Love is when your mouth has no need to move to make her happy because your heart is beating, and that’s all that matters.”
My Poetry
You got a fight on your hands and the master has plans for you to sleep with the gods of heavenly lands, I pulled the trigger and gave you a dose of reality as I watch you lay there and count your blessings while you bleed. You escaped from this world and I have set your soul free so when you get up to God you better thank me, My life spins out of control and I go on this roll to give you eternal life like vampires who roam in the darkened of casted nights. My wolverine has escaped from me and I have torn you piece by piece, It claws at your heart and jumps from a far and you still have hatred in your eyes but your mind is about to die along with that body you called the temple of life, The hatred destroys me, the hatred annoys me, the hatred consumes me, the hatred is in me let it release! Just open those eyes and see the fear you possess towards the things I've taken away and don't be affraid to die with out peace. Your children are calling, your children are falling, and i
My Poems....
Though you left us far behind… Know that we will always have you in our minds You’re in a better place than I No one to judge, criticize or even make you cry I lay in my bed and look up to the darkest night as I sigh  With memories of you and I Tears began to slowly come down my face For I wish to feel your warm embrace I miss you so much that I don’t know if I can’t take this anymore For I wish to speak to you and look into your loving eyes Like we did in the past … That showed so much Love and devotion without even a reply I now know nothing last
My Poetry
Delicate fingers graze the ample multitude of linens and pelts hung neatly. Shades of indigo, ebony, crimson she paints intricately over the fair features of her pallid skin. Her gaze constant, confident as the reflection before her returns with carnal glances, Emerald orbs scanning every inch of her exquisite form. She walks the streets, nose held high as it very well should be, For none merely grazes the height of her beauty…and she knows it. Snickers and white noise of back talk sling from every direction The seemingly dull piercing of blunt edged daggers from women who long to be her. To her, their words are simple child’s play. Eyes of men devour her with every effortless step she leaves. As she continues, not a care crosses her mind That she destroys their every desire with a poised turn of cheek. With a graceful flip of golden tresses, she carries on Only to find herself back at her solemn doorstep of a lifeless dwelling. Take a moment, Seek beyond th
My Poetry
Oh the beauty of the night,Magic in its oldest form.Come take me away sweet fanciful dreams.Wrap your dark quivering arms around me,I am yours forever more,mind body and soul.May they ignite in the flame.I would ask what you wish of me, but that is not your way.You do not ask.You take.Claim what you will.I wait....for what seems an eternity,Knowing each heartbeat is already yours.Each breath borrowed.When will you savor your prize?My body hums with anticipation like a crystal goblet when tenderly stroked.Stroke me once more, make me sound as the one you adore.The one whose purest features were designed for your tune.Take me. Make me  fulfill my purpose.Fill me. As your chalice I await the nectar of the gods.The magic of the night embraces me once more.You wrap your dark arms around me and I quiver.Oh the beauty of the Night... By: Foxy Wife 4-23-09 I do not wish thine eye to drinketh of my beauty, for how now, when thy cup runneth dry?When Summers graces have stilled by winters cold d
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The Dance Reluctant at firstTo take your handIn spirit I rehearseAnd then I standSo we take the floorAnd I rememberWhen I became unsureYou became tenderEach turn that we take We make another stepEach step that we makeA new memory is setAs the music of your heartPlays its sweet tuneThe voice of my heartEchos around the roomWe glide across timeOur souls togetherWith your love and mineThe Dance lasts forever   Melissa Lay 2006 copywright protected Untitled Thank you for the giftA gentle heartA beautiful soulA work of artBeauty immeasurableI am enamoredJust one touchAnd my heart stammersAn equal partnerFor me to takeIn the walkThat I will makeI have won a prizeI did not earnGiven at a timeOnly God could discernTo you I am indebtedFor your benevolenceAnd I am able to learnFrom your sapience   Melissa Lay.. 2006 copywright protected The Dream   When rain trickles And the winds blow While candles flicker And tree limbs bow I dream of you And of our bond The memories of us H
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You love her, but she loves him, and he loves somebody else - You just can't win.And so it goes until the day you die.This thing they call love,its gonna make you cry.I've had the blues, the reds and the pinks.One thing's for sure...Love stinksLove stinks...yeah yeah...Love stinks!Love stinks! Yeah yeah...Love StinksLove stinks! Yeah yeah...two by two and sid by sidelove's gonna find you yes it isyou just can't hideyou'll hear it callyour heart will fallthen love will flyit's gone that's all!i don't care puttin a cap on those things all i can say is...Love stinksLove stinks yea yeaLove stinks Love stinks yea yeaLove stinksLove stinks yea yeaLove stinksLove stinks yea yeaI been through diamondsI been through minxI been through longLove stinks!Love stinksyea yea! Love stinks!Love stinks yea yea!Love stinksLove stinksLove stinks yea yea... What wouldn’t I give you so that you are at my side once again and saying those nice things you used to say and have not spoken ever since? I wa
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Tears in Heaven   Your tiny head, laid upon the bed you're little finger, entwined in mine. Mommy's so weak unable to speak. You took one breath and closed your eyes, Dear God, what's happened, to our Son this time? Daddy leaned over near your ear I heard him whisper I Love you Son. I wished you were strong enough to fight. Can you imagine feeling that Fear? I looked at his eyes that filled with tears. He said Son; your life has just begun. Our Darling Precious Baby Boy Mommy whispered I Love You so PLEASE Dear God, don't let him go. Brother and Sister waited so calm they wanted to embrace you in their arms Brother, we bought you a Special Toy, We will keep it treasured, for the rest of time. It's a little white Lamb with a Special Charm. Our Precious Brother were here to say we love you so, wished you could stay. With your Sister, I know you've met "Our precious Angel you are safe." With the amazing Heavens higher than some day we will all be together again. You're in our th
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...Some time ago, when I first joined the fu, I had stuff boiling in my head, words that cried for release. I remained aloof to almost all I met, to even those closest to me and this in itself had begun to bother me, to make me feel inhuman in a way. Over this last weekend, an experience changed me down deep in my soul, and my eyepoint view has changed dramatically. What follows here are words I put down after burying my FATHER, but what comes afterward is different, and you will know it when you read it.....so here we go......Real men are conditioned from an early point in life to contain the things that hurt..to put them in small, sealed boxes and bury them in the far, nether regions of our mind where only we can get to them. C, it's done for a reason. We have to be tough, immune, bulletproof. We have to be rock steady "WHEN THE ELEPHANT WALKS"..as the military puts it. Therefore, my dear readers, there are dark, emotional things that come to the surface at indeterminate points, and
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BASICS: Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:Phone Number:OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke?2. Do you like the rain?4. If so...would you play in it with me?5. Do you like movies?6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?9. Would you kiss my neck?10. Do you play any sports?11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother?13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because?18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents?20. Would u have sex with me?21. If so, whats the soonest into our relationship you'd have it? 22. Would you tell your friends we had sex? 23. Would u let me touch u wherever? 24. How smart are you?25. Do u have a specific body type that u like?26.
My Poetry
is life a Game,pick up the diceand throw it,and take chanceHit and missWin some lose are draw,Roll the dice againTake a chanceis luck or is fate,who knows, Iam walking roundalone no one two talkI feel so alone like piecesscattered around just cantpick my self uplife getting down feeling depressedand alone what did I do so wrongI ask myself is it me did I do something wrongis it me how  I look people willnot give me a chanceI keep thinking how can I changemy lifewhere I go which direction I takein my life is question mark Missing the routine ofwork getting up get readyin morning doing the routinefeels like a empty space orsome part of me missingwhen Iam not workinggets me depressed sometimesI feel alone other timeslike searching for somethingthat not their with outthat my life it feels like emptyspace or a lost soultrying to find the job whatnot there or it is thereIam to blind to see itthere must be some hopefor me life not this bador have I reached the pointof no return
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if ur bored and have a few read and fill out for me........   1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now that you know me? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 29. How well do you know me? 30 When's the last time you saw me? 31. Ev
My Poetry
The First Time I Saw YouThe first time I saw you,I already knew.You had my heart,I truly loved you.You make me whole,There is no debate.You're the one I love,You're my soul mate.You make me complete,There could be no other.The only one is you,My one and true loverI love you with all my heart, My soul and mindA love that together,We surely can bind.I loved you from the beginning,There will be no end.A love that forever,Will only ascend. My Special SomeoneI bet you didn't knowThat you just passed my mind.You do this so many times each daySince a guy like you is so hard to find.I saw a falling starJust the other dayFor I sat there and thoughtBut only had one thing to say.The wish I just gotI really do not need.Because the only wish I wantIs a wish I have already received?Some might even sayThat I'm in another placeEvery time I think of how you lookAnd that smile on your face.To conclude the way I feelAbout all the things you doYou are that special someone.You're like a dream come true. Wh
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My Poetry
High heels and smoke filled thoughts Litter the street in disgust Strangled children and crying howls Scare away passing strangers The city of the damned and the condemned Is the name that has been known Shot in the face or lingerie and lace Decides your future fate Scream his name as loud as you can You’re in our town now Dreadful darkness clouds your world Until it is no more We are the ones you have abandoned Now we want revenge Stumble into our world and onto my knife Your are in the city of the damned Silent crashing waves Flood my dark consciousness Drowning all lies in a silent whisper Revealing unknowing certainty Flirting moon of daring desire Eyes sparkling of deadly determination Slipping into the shadowy abyss Reflected feeling of floodless truths Dreamy visions of something deeper Replacing tears of existence Crashing around like falling debris Shouting though crashing waves I have dreamt of the hand of god around my neck Telling me
My Poems Dealing With Heartbreak
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see? Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you
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"Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you,In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you." i  have to go take my pill, and send that letter O and do homework YAY he called me WOOHOO!!! damn i was vaccuming and now i cant talk yay im done vaccuming is that how u spell vaccum??? o well cheaters suck STUPID ANIMALS!!! i love my friends i feel happier now i talked to him DAMN i am CRAZY
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For My Love   I can't stop thinking about you. My heart wonders if you’re for real or just some trick waiting to break my heart again. I feel this tugging at my heart when I see you log on. I get all excited feeling you’re the one. The one I have waited for all this time. The one I can truly finally call mine.   I feel this closeness to you I just can't explain. Like I have known you forever. My body aches for your touch in the middle of the night. The warmth of your skin up close to mine. Our hearts beat as one as our souls intertwine.   I get this surge of love when I hear your voice. The want to be near you, to feel your breathe on my skin. Our lips touching and tasting each other for real. The thought of our love making blows my mind away. I need you my darling in more ways then one. I want to be loved and give love in return, to make each other happy like we never were. I want all of this because I know its true the love I feel deep inside for you. Wounded
My Pov
  Just another passing thought in the memeory banks of yours' truely.  I recently came to conclusion that some of us, even though were right next to each other are numb to how we respond, interact, and sometimes take each other for granted .  In my opinion, I think alot of the relationships, whether buddy bonding, puppy love, family gathering, are purpose driven.  I guess what I am trying to say is that the surrounding people who are in the world and are live everyday around me, are they there for a reason that better gives them the advatage in what they are seeking for in life, or are they there for the good nature and good company.  Another words they enjoy being with you because you make each other smile, you make each other laugh.  Your true friends are there for you in even the thickest of times.  Verses, but not always, someone who needs a ride to work, a neighbor who needs a cup a sugar, Etc.  Those individuals, sometimes not always, strike me as a souls, who walk in this world
My Poems
Sometime I sit and wonder whyWhy it is I sit and cryI wonder why I am so sadWhen I think of what we could have hadWhen I think of things the way I dreamedI guess some things arent as they seemedWhat can I do to make you seeAll I want is you with meSometimes I wish I had just one more nightJust one time to hold you tightI fear that day will never comeBut always know you have my love Life is so unfair. Your heart goes here and your mind goes there.Why can't things just go right?Instead we always just fuss and fight.How can you just turn your feelings off and onWhile I sit here crying because your gone?My chest is aching, you broke my heart.You ripped it out and tore it apart.I so wanted to believe you had changed.So my life I rearanged.Now I'm not sure what to believe.If you ment what you saidthen why did you leave?So here we go again.I sit here wonderingwhat might have been.Would the two of ushave been happy together?Would we have made it to forever?I guess now we will never know.Just
My Poetry And Yes I Wrote Them All
My life is useless and I'm no longer needed. I should have heeded the call when death came to chat. In constant pain for many years. Physically, mentally, and emotionally distressed. Tears through the years, many never veiled. Living in constant fear of what he may do. I sleep very little and very light. The only comfort I find in life is the sweet darkness of night. Tired of the pain, lonliness and despair. I now say goodbye for I now know. No one ever really cared. M.A.S. 9/28/09
My Poetry
please someone tell me what it is i should do because as of right now my heart is thru i tried so hard to cope really gave it a try and yet all i hear is nothing but lies dont tell me you love me or even that you care just because you speak the words doesnt put the feelings there you look into my eyes yet never really see everything that could have been everything that was me Outlaw Angel   i will be that darkness you cant escape i will become the lonliness you want to hate you cant break free no longer seeing light now like me you will haunt the night you will shed the tears of a heart in shame and you will have no one else to blame Outlaw Angel
My Poetry
Running down the streetlate one stary nightI hear her screambut no one in sightI hear hr whisperingstill no sight of herworrying whats happenedfiguring whats a stirI feel in my gutsomething bad is downcan't place it yetno one seen aroundThen it hits melike a ton of stinkthe one i love is hurtingAt least I thinkHow is it possibleshe's so far awayI run back homemake the call in disarrayShe answers th phonebefore it began to ringShe felt the same wayShe thought the same thingYou see we're so closeat heart only you seeI feel what she feelsand she he same with meI wanted to hear youI wish you were hereI miss you dearlyI'm so lost I fearWe end the callwith a tender sighI love you truelyI feel her start to cryWipe your tears babeDon't you dare startJust remember thisYou'll always have my heartDon't you worryI'll be home soonFor now we'll be togetherAlways underneath the moon. Theres many Religions in the world todayBut people stillBelieve ether wayI'm here to tell youOf yet another wayIt's th
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Peering out, through a frosty window. Watching the snow slowly fall, to the ground. A sea of whiteness, is all that appears to be. Just sitting here thinking, where you are now. Remembering the days, when you and I spent in the snow. Building forts and snow men, chasing each other around in the snow. Laughing and smiling, having a great time. But now I sit here, all alone thinking about those days. When we were going to be, a loving family. Your son is here, a beautiful little boy. Two years of age, with your amazing blue eyes. Now why is it every year, I sit and think about you. This year is the last, you left us, and don't even want us. I have the best of you, and he is sitting right here. I have new, brighter memories to cover yours. My son and I, playing in the snow. So today I'm finally, letting you go. Forever this time, no need dwelling on the past. Me and you are done, and its about time i get on with my life. ( new poem i just re
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WOULD YOU If you seen me walking hopeless Would you, stop so your eyes can focus Would you, wonder whats your name Would you, walk with me in the rain Would you, for the friendship you gain Would you, ask what has made you cry Would you, pass me and ponder why Would you, join me hand in hand Would you, journey with me across the land Would you, walk along the sea in the sand Would you , wonder if i was the one would could you bring back my sun The One        Have you ever met the one? The one that made your body quiver. The one that makes your heart beat shiver. The one person that eyes make you glow The one thing that makes your blood flow. The one who touches deep into your soul. The one you want to hold tight . The one that sends your spirit into flight. The one who's thought drives you home at night. The one special person that feels so right. The one that smiles at you ever so wide. The one with feelings you cant hide. The one person that gives you will.
My Poetry
David   My mind is numb and my body aches.I would love nothing more than to take back all of our mistakes. But what is done is done. The past we can not change.When I heard you were gone it just sounded too strange. You gave me our daughter.   The one thing I always wanted the most.Now I just wish you were here so you could love her and hold her close. I’m sorry for the times I hurt you and all of my mistakes.I wish I could change it so bad that my very soul aches. I wish we could have gotten along and put all our differences aside.We were both just too damn stubborn and full of foolish pride. All the wishes in the world sadly can’t change anything that’s been done.I will spend the rest of my life with my regrets weighing me down a ton. I would give anything to have you back to tell you how sorry I am.Even if truth be told you probably wouldn’t have given a damn. This last promise I make is all I can do for you as I sit here with tears in my eyes all a blur..I
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Paper dolls sitting in the quiet of my mind. Lifeless little paper dolls; a figment of my imagination. Staring with blank faces through my soul, yearing for life. I want to cut the paper dolls so that they can see no more of me. Connected in a chain, whiriling in my brain. Knowing, knowing the secerts of my heart and how I sometimes fall apart. Oh, the pretty paper dolls smiling with no mouths at my desperate discontent. Singing songs that remind me of the past. At last, I understand that do not need to hold a hand of another to roam the land. However, it is just that that I want. Soul mate, lover, friend, someone with whom I will meet my end. The paper dolls laugh at me, laughing at my discontent wondering where my mind has went. Who are they to laugh at me? I am the one with a tangible life. Not of paper, yet of strife. I must destroy my pretty paper dolls all standing in a row. Destroy them so the torment will cease and I can finally live in peace. Shredded little paper dolls sittin
My Poems...
The young man runs hard In a deserted land The trees are naked Lost in time Lost in his heart The memory of goodbye From what once was Lost in time Goodbye Goodbye my loved ones The man on the corner Screaming Gesting Noone surprised By the alarmist Life cursed Save me from my doom The poison on the ground The war that is coming Goodbye I think of you my loved ones Goodbye The sun goes down In the land of dawn The young man bites through his pain The young man is scared Afraid of the future Afraid of what will come The young man runs to his home To his loved ones To his love Sings his lullabye goodnight Goodnight my loved ones Dream whatever you want to dream I will stil protect you against wind and water The fire The rain The acid The air poluted as the city i will protect you from the danger luring Goodbye I'm always the shoulder, the comfort in a certain way.. they call me their soulmate I'm always the little brother, the one
My Poker Site
61/8/25/10 sabbath bloody sabbath-underling meaning about the big lies that we are afraid to even think much less speak.and what to do after..dealing with an inevitable truth of understanding humans will or at least a want of a will to survive death itself... and the imagination and the power over men that those thought have become.   devil worship.. deth metal.......... opposing good,being bad.. wearing black..strong willed opposition to any control media..ie god, president. king. police. teacher.parent............general overall rebellion is often confused with devil worship..claims to worship the devil.. god ,,deity, demon , spirit, other then the god of person naming said "devil worshiper" often results in that label.   love and hate,,and or forced spiritual love,instilled in early even before birth,in most people in ages..tangle and intangible peeking into the powers of the mind really..for the state of yourself can and has dramatically been influenced time and time again in m
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I always wonder why I will always sit in the dark when I cry It's because without you here  Without my daddy near  I'm not whole.   The years of painshave finally taken their toll On me, because life without you Has been horrible, all I ever wanted to do Was be in your arms as I cried, As my soul slowly died.   No child should have to know the pain I know fore it is too great and plain. No child should have to hide the hurt I've had to feel or to have to skirt The dark hole that has become love.   A child should be as free as a dove,  To care for their daddy For that is what I want you to see That is what I donr want to hide from you. I only want you to love me and say I love you too.   Joyous life can be Oh, how I wish you could see What was lost was found and was yet again  Lost, how I wish you could feel the pain You have created for me. For nothingcan be done t oset it right. You refused to stay and fight For a love you lost and a love you may Never
My Poetry
There is a darkness That dwells deep within me It is a sadness which I hide So no one else can see It tortures my soul And invades my thoughts And dims my inner light During the day it haunts me less But hits me hardest At night. The sadness comes from a tortured past from a life with too much pain A stormy past filled with sorrow That falls on me like rain But I know that with time and lots of hope I will someday rise above, And the sadness that lies Within my heart Will be replaced completely with love.   by Melynda   August 11, 2006 It's hard to say the wordEven now twenty years gone by.Just thinking about the wordMakes me feel anxious, wanting to cryI don't think about that nightAs much as I used to,But the memory will neverfade completelyA fight with a memoryThat I always lose to.I still feel it's my faultI still feel guiltyIf I hadn't been out that night,It wouldn't have happened to me.I've been told by a fewThat I am not to blameBut it's hard f
My Poems
There is something about your touchthere is something about your eyesthe gentle touchthe gaze of loveMeeting you was fatehaving you in my life is pure joyyou are truely heaven sent to meour souls are destined to be togetheri know we havent known each other for that longbut i feel likewe have known each other for an eternityas the old sayins goi have never known a love like thisnor have i ever thoughtthat love could be this good or feel so right.you truely are the love of my lifei want to spend the rest of my daysliving to make you happy and making you feel the way i do about you.i love you, my shadow baby My love for you had meaning once upon a timebut now nothing but sorrowto never see love again with you...the time apart grew and grewi thought we were always ment to be togetherbut you tore us apart...i truely loved youfrom the depth of my soulaltho the love i once hadwas never fully love at all...lust and excitement
My Poems
In Your Eyes you are holding me, loving me so carefuly, the way you touch me. as if i'm fragile, i'd break won't break...just ache... to feel you inside me. your eyes are like a mirror. my heart is racing...you look at me as if i were the only thing you know sweet, fluid, smoldering hot... you look right into me feel what i am to you looking into my soul, with those eyes seeing what lies inside of me. wet, anticipating every touch, every move of your body...your skin slides over me, like a blanket. you lie on me, and the heat, the feel of your body, just makes me want to scream... like the howling of a wolf. i want this..i need you.... all i want to do is just be.. even to just lightly touch the surface of who you are what you want why do you want me? feeling your body tense, as you push against me.. oh, what pleasure this is....i feel like a black panther... like I'm prowling just to see what i can do next..just to feel you, any part of you, o
My Poetry
The night is stalking the day an inch at a time Locked together in a dance forever intertwined Ever so close only allowed to touch at twilight This passionate kiss forever fractures the night Not dead or alive but dreaming somewhere in between Eyes forever open listening for the silent scream Of the innocents lost to feed the eternal need The eternal hunger, I give you my body to feed I love you in this second for all eternity I'll share this life together our immortality Passion red as a rose and sharp as this thorn Poised above my neck ready to be reborn The nocturne sings to the children ever lost The gates of heaven and hell forever shut Thirsting for the wine of the deepest cut Drowning in a flood of reverent blood the rain had fallen, leaving everything a glistening wet behind, the drops fell off of the windowsill, drip drip drip Where a bird lay perched, Its sleek black feathers matched the dreary scene, It feet tapped the metal, tap tap tap The bird with the wi
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((work in progress))Vicious, Vivacious, and Violent, and VainThe screaming source of my inferno of pain.There's something about the wayShe killed me that dayThat I just can't explain.Like the Hate for each individual cellThat Makes up my body, deteriorating, the smellof my rotting flesh peeling from my bonesThe muscle, the ligaments, the shards of my soul,               As she stands in a skirt over my shallow grave,               While snakes slither into my mouth, which is full               Of spiders and worms, dried blood and decayAnd I wish I could say,"You're Vicious, Vivacious, and Violent, and Vain.And though I despise you, I crave you the same."Howling in pleasure, my lips form her name.          Untame.          Compulsively lying: psychotic, insane.          And perfect.I loved writing this, but I never finished it because I lost interest in the chick. lol. I might continue to work on it someday. Do you dare to know better?To tear yourself open and expose your bare bones to
My Poetry
Alcohol Sedated and Numb I fade from his mind You give him what he wants His emotions go blind I am stripped of him I lose him everytime I long to be his angel But I see he isn't mine I was robbed at birth And again later in life You stole my father I gave up being a wife Constantly first and better I resign myself to alone You have ripped my life apart Left your sins to atone So I lock up my heart Let my love fade Sedated and numb by sadness My emotions drift away I concede him to you You win yet again I am never first And I will never win Melissa Lay May 12,2009 I want to touch your body Feel your nakedness Wrap my legs around you Cover you with my kiss   I want to feel you close Your skin pressed to mine Run your hands down me Slide a finger inside   I am wet with desire Trembling from your touch Pulling you against me Needing you so much   Send me to my knees I'll swallow you with my lips Bring you to the edge Runnin
My Point Of View
Why do i always feel like im on the outside looking in??????? I will be soon moving into a new 3 bedroom apartment....i need some decorating ideas..im writing this blog now cause i will be stepping out in about an hour or so....i will be back later in the day to respond to comments and such...Ideas welcomed and i will take pics as soon as im moved in...i am PSYCHED about the fireplace and the patio(its small but i have 2...one off the living room and one off the master bedroom....
My Poetry
In the mist of the dark you bring forth light Your smile is so sweet reminding me of the fresh drops of dew on a early morning rose You touch me without knowing it bring me a happiness one that can't be described Dear to my heart our paths crossed and linked as one I am here for you now and always All you have to do is reach out and I will take your hand Be the light in your darkness, your shoulder to lean on and treasure y
My Poetry
You dont deserve this pain that makes you so sad, the people who drive you crazy and make you mad; You dont deserve to suffer at the expense of others, they should treat you with respect like they would their mothers; You dont deserve to hide away from this world and be secluded, you should be appreciated, loved, and included; You dont deserve to be all alone, emtpy and lost, for the love you offer is more than enough to cover the cost; of any friendship that you do deserve and are worthy of, be known that mine is based on true love. As a princess, so is the rose; A young girl flowers into a young lady, as does a seed flowers into a rose, and as she grows into a young woman she is complimented with compassion, nourishment and love; Just as the seed is complimented with the sun, water and soil will bloom into a beautiful rose; When the Princess takes form of a beautiful young woman, hopefully a handsome young man will take her as his bride; On the da
My Poetry!
I'm all alone in this world. Through the darkness I am hurled. I call and call and call and call yet I'm never heard. If only I could fly like a bird. I'd fly away from this mess. Maybe then I would act my best. I hold it in for the sake of all. Yet whenever I get up they make me fall. I help all that I can, but it is thrown back at me. If only I could be a bird silent and free. Help me please if you think you can. Otherwise...... don't hold out your hand.
My Poetry If You Can Call It That...
obscene mannerisms give way to an offensive nature with no control and no regard for the absurdity of it all. you vote like it's your duty. FUCK your duty, that's your job - you'll get paid, minimum wage and when your body dies, choked by chapped old hands, your mind will survive on a sweet little pension check that you've worked your whole life for. your christian children will dance for joy around you- then burn you on their white picket fence. with more political cliches then my writing, somebody will shut you up, just like they shut me u- happiness usually comes in small doeses; a dimple in a cheek from a smile that creeps across sugar kissed lips, a glimmer of light expressed in warm eyes, in the slow movement of large hands over blushed cheeks and an angular jaw- held in a moment of time where none can touch them. three lights, two glowing, one alone waiting to be turned on, but happiness always comes in small doses.
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big thanks to my husband for taking this shot....post production by myself in photoshop...anyone else want cloning...just ask...i'll do one for you....kj xx you can never be too skinny or too rich.
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My Poetry
As I close my eyes there he stands reaching out for my hand to take me afar into a land only once I have been before a place of dreamscape where my mind and soul deepen I can feel the soft sensation of his whispers in my ear He caress's my lips with his own through the breeze I can feel the presence of his body softly upon mine his eyes carrying me away with blistfulness and compassion the very soul he shares circles and entwines my sences This land is wonderious beyond creation the temptations of beauty spread for my eyes to wonder The wind blows through the trees and the waterfall runs deep I feel his arms wrap around my waist gently as he kisses my neck as he lay me down on the purest greenest grass the blood boils hot as the lightning streaks through my veigns This is the only way I can feel his warm gentle touch I never want to leave this gracious dreamscape dont want to awake and lose his kiss exhile me to this beautiful space where I can have his hand upon my
My Poetry
Tell me.created @ 2008-05-11 15:27:36 Tell Me.Tell me now what you feelTell me never againTi's a lie or Ti's a lineHeart's torn in tow by that phrasenever to know the it's truthwords no just sound'sWord's have powerWord's have truth's and Lie'sSound's have no meaningSounds are beautiful and chaoticSounds are Lie's of truth'sTell me now or neverTell me once ore foreverAre these word's or sound'sAre they real words or sound's writtenWritten sounds are false sound'sOnly the thought, the memory make them realSo are they word's or soundsSo do they hold Truth or Lie'sTell me nowtell me never againWhat those word's you said?I love you and in love with youAre they Words or soundsTell me; NowTell me; Never again. Nothingcreated @ 2007-05-23 14:24:35 Taste my lipsTaste my bloodBoth of crimsonFeel my heartFeel my breathsign of lifeTaking a chance, I'm opening upDon't play games,And treat me like a whoreJust hold me, and be my friendsListen to to your heartListen to my wordsAre they the sameArms l
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i think my soul has cancer too & there is no medical treatment it eats away at me like a worm through an apple in these holes there is nothing just shadows of separation as for myself & i we are not on speaking terms
My Poem
Alone through the unknown By: Fire Lily  4/7/2010 The bringer of fire the bringer of light, The one who shines through the endless night. The barer of hope the barer of dreams, But beware the truth is not always what it seems.   Beware the good beware the bad because love is something to never be had. Into the light from the dark, The one without a soul mate always to be apart. Time is something one always seeks to concur, in her life it is her true loves blocker.   Through time and space there will always be a divide, She is truly one of a kind. When she was born the mold was broke, but she is one half of a whole that never can be spoken. But in the end she starts again, reincarnated to fight and defend. But through it all she concurs alone, for her sole mate is always ahead in time in places unknown.   Have you ever felt like you didn’t belong? As if the life your living isn’t yours? Like you belonged to a different place, universe, even a different time period. T
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A true friend is very hard to find Someone you can tell exactly what's on your mind Someone you can be true & for real with Someone that doesn't just take..they also give Someone who is always going to be there Someone that showes they actually care Someone you can cry to when you're sad Someone you can talk to when you're mad I found this friendship when I found you I'll always be here for you no matter what you do   SexyBiChris =)   We fucked all night till the dawn You smacked my ass & it was on I got down on my hands & knees
My Poem By Mark Hazelwood
My life depends on things in general like for example: Marriage, drugs, listening to music, everywhere i go, going to church, making money, making mistakes, loving on jesus and god, parents, brothers, sisters, grandmothers, uncles, aunts, loving yourself as well as others, friends, neighbors, having a healthy diet, staying in good shape, reading magazines.......                                                                                 Sincerely,                                                                             Mark Hazelwood                                                                         Aka:Killerbee4202000                                                                               Chucky                                                                               Cartman                                        
My Poem By Mark Hazelwood
My Poems
Can you take me soaring higher? Hold me close and set me afire Seize me, take me, bend and break me I want to see how far you'll take me Wrap me tight, in your sweet embrace Your touch takes me to another place I want to be filled up to overflowing My heart pounding without slowing Won't you come and set me ablaze Or would you leave me in this haze? ~me Just kiss me softly, sweet and tender I want to be lost in sweet surrender Hold my hand and brush my cheek I want to feel my knees go weak I want your soft lips pressed on mine Your breath so hot, as fingers entwine Losing myself in your sweet embrace My lips longing for one more taste I want to give in to reckless desires See how much I can stoke the fires Hold me close and whisper my name I know I will  never be the same ~me If I held out my hand, would you take it? If I opened my heart, would you break it? I'll never say what I'm really feeling What is it about you I find so appealing? Maybe somehow, I
My Poetry
Feel my pain,taste my tears.Take a glimps,of all the fear.You think you know,how things should be,but you dont know,what its like to be me.Look thru my eyesfeel the angerburn deep in your heartWait, dont leavethis is just the startcontinue to lookwhat is it nowall the darknessi made thru, somehowso dont ever assumethat you know who i amor think that beside meyou could even standyour words are poisonyour love untruei know this now,because i looked in you.............. Outlaw Angel falling deep,into a sea of tears maybe its time to give into the fear just let go, finally be free to get rid of the pain that burns in me dont be sad when you find me there i have to let go of this life not fair no more strength left in my soul the shadows have come and taken there toll    Outlaw Angel i have shed a thousand tearsand yet the pain, it will not stopfor my life, i scream your nameand to my knees i dropyou will never knowjust how much i have criedyou will never know the lossuntil your he
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IM IN A FIELD OF FOUR LEAF CLOVER'S, BUT DON'T START PICKING QUITE SO FAST, FOR IM THE ONE, UR NOT LOOKING FOR, IM HIDDEN BY ALL OF THE GRASS,  FOR IN THIS FEILD OF CLOVERS, THERES NOTHING LUCKY ABOUT ME, WHAT MAKES ME SO DIFFERNT IS, INSTED OF FOUR LEAVES I HAVE THREE: OH, SURE SOME WOULD SAY I AM ORGINAL, VERY   HARD TO FIND, BUT STILL THEY KEEP ON PICKING THE LUCKY ONE'S AND LEAVING ME BEHIND I GUESS I HAVE A PURPOSE HERE, FAR BEYOND WHAT I MUST SEE, BECUASE IN THIS FEILD OF LUCKY CLOVER'S, HERE SITS LITTLE UN LUCKY ME I WISH SOMEDAY I COULD FEEL LUCKY, AND MAKE SOMEONES ELSES WISHES COME TRUE, BUT UNTIL THEN I SIT IN THIS FIELD OF BRIGHLY GREEN LUCKY CLOVER'S BUT I AM THE IN THE SHADE FEELING BLUE
My Poem Monarch Butterfly
My Poetry
as i sit hereand try to dry the tearsi am once again remindedof all the little fearsi feel my strength fadeinga little more each dayand i pray for the peaceto find me some wayi close my eyesbut no dreams to seenothing but blacknessin front of meyou ask how i ami will tell you just finebecause this pain i carrywill last beyond timei will wear a smile for all to seewishing just onewould look and seethat my soul is dyinggrows colder every dayGod please help memake the hurt go awayi drop to my kneesand surrender it alli will walk in the shadowsi will let this angel fall........................ Daddyzlostangel  once thought i knewhow life should bebut all this painis slowly killing mei feel the darknessgrow deeper in my heartfeel its slashesas it cuts me apartto look in a mirrorjust makes me crybecause the woman i knewhas slowly diedshe once had a heartso strong and truebut after shatteredthe pieces she threwi wish i could rememberjust once to seei want to know how it feltwhen i knew me D
My Poem 4 First Luv
IM UNIQUE YOUR RARE IN THIS GAME LIFE ISNT FAIR SLEEP WITH U AND LEAVE I WOULDNT DARE MY HEARTS RED AND YOURS IS BLUE I MADE YOU MY EVERYTHING AND NOW WERE THROUGH TO INFINITY AND BEYOND BUT NOW IM OVER YOU EVERY WORD I SAID WAS REAL YOURS WERENT TRUE MISSING U EVERYDAY AINT NOTHING NEW YOUR STILL THE SAME BUT MY MENTALITY GREW YOU SAY YOU DONT CARE BUT REGRET IS GLUE THE SHIT I FELT FOR YOU BUT THAT LOVE FLEW THE WAY I FEEL YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE PAYBACKS A BITCH BUT THAT AINT MY CUE 4EVER HEARTBROKEN TILL JUDGEMENT IS DUE
My Poems
  Goodbye   I thought you were different than all the rest You tore my heart right out of my chest With a promise of love and sweet ecstasy You changed your mind about us, about me The time that's slipped by will never return All I can do about it is ache and yearn Our time together was supposed to last Now it seem's it's becoming the past You'll find a day where you miss me so Then suddenly realize why I had to go You once loved me I know it's true You've slowly destroyed mine for you I never wanted it to turn out this way Please understand I just couldn't stay I gave it my all, I really have tried I just can't go on living this lie I've lived my life through numbness and pain I played by your rules but lost just the same There's always a struggle, I slip and I fall Everyday in this world is
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My Poems
The morning sun shines  as the sky warms up like a beating heart. The night time stars glow in the presence of  beauty, giving a spot light on whom most deserves it. The earth rotates only to move slowly, it seems to dance in circles. The ocean waves grace the shore, crashing upon the rocks. Energy in life is alive. The moon makes a trail to follow so nothing ever seems as scary........just for you.   If I take your hand will you dance with me? Let me move your body as if we have our own music. If I lean in to kiss you lips will you greet me half way? If I want to walk with you, go any where and see anything would you come? When you get tired, rest your head on my lap. I will be their when you awake. Still running my fingers through your hair.....just for you.   Midnight is the passion that makes the savage from under our deepest  mist of souls strive to make perfect love.  Is there such a thing as that? Upon the morning light does the one still clinging on to your heart  re
My Poetry
as i sit hereand try to dry the tearsi am once again remindedof all the little fearsi feel my strength fadeinga little more each daypraying for the peaceto find me some wayi close my eyesbut no dreams to seenothing but darknessis in front of meyou ask how i ami will tell you just finebecause this pain i carrywill last beyond timei will wear a smilefor all to seewishing just onewould really look at memy soul is dyinggrows colder every dayGod please help memake the hurt go awayi drop to my kneesand surrender it alli will walk in the shadowsi will let this angel fall.........                         lostprincezz as you walk into the roomyou see the water running redthis feeling of emptinessfilling you with dreadyou wonder what has happenedto have her lying therebut you will find no answerswithin her empty stareher blood flows within the wateryou can hear it hit the groundyou wonder when she cried her tearswas there anyone aroundsomeone must have known herof the hurt she carried deepbut no
My Poems
Iam so broken and tornMy heart is bruised and wornI tell myself everyday things will changeInside me thoughts so strangeI'm good at not letting you know my painI just want to die over and over agianI will not be missedTrust me I'm so convincedMy friends rather walkawayEven tho gasping for air I beg them to stayI don't see this getting any betterI guess this is my suicide letterI'm sorry to have disappointed youI'm sorry but this time I will follow throughThere's no helping someone so like meIt's in your best interest to close your heart so my pain you dont have to seeIt will only hurt for a lil whileHoping that when I'm gone I can find my smileTell my babies I love them soI'm sorry it's now time for me to go.....
My Poetry And Thoughts
    First Off Lets Get This Part Out Of The Way!!!!!! Yes I do flirt with some of you and compliment alot of you, This Is Fubar Thats What You Do & What Almost All Of Us Are Here For!!! Now, That being said let me get down to why I'm writing this. There's a woman here name Leanne but, most of you know her as Hope Diamond. As you can see from the pic above she's the most beautiful woman to have ever graced the planet. I personally think God's gonna be pissed as hell when he realizes one of His angel's is missing. Leanne is a "VERY" special woman and I don't just say this because of her looks and "OMG" well EVERYTHING, in my eyes she's walking perfection. Unlike alot of you that are constantly begging for bling or whatever she doesn't do this. Thats not what she's about. She's not a fu-whore or a whore in general. I met her under very different circumstances. I was on my laptop in the hospital recuperating from a stress induced heart attack back in Sept. She had no idea this had
My Poetry:
As I look at Myself I wonder Were am I going in life What will I be Doing Who Will I Marrie WROTE? Friend Dear Friend,Take My hand in your hand. Lead Me away from my problems and fears. Dear Friend listen to what I have to say. Each day I face a new problem and fear. You are the only one I can be near to when I have a problem to talk about. Lets take a walk and talk about everything thats on are minds. We are Friends forever until we are gone forever. Then we are still friends.  Wrote for My Ex Best Friend Delanea This pome was writeing 6-29-1999 Why all this hateing. Many People are hurting. Some People are dead because  of this terrible mess. America will become stronger. The Rescue Workers worked long hard hours to remove People from the Twin Towers in New York. We must go on with our lives. We will  learn from this to respect People more. The day of Horror is over. No More must I say. WROTE 9-11-2010
My Poetry
How did it all end up in this state? The prologue to this play was beautiful Our kiss still lingers in my mind Before this corruption invaded and tainted all that was true Once without a shadow of a doubt I could believe you did love me Then again I don't believe in that much anymore To know love, is to inevitably know pain A wind of change of is blowing wild and free now Down the highway of regret we must forget Once I knew how to love unconditionally Now love seems to fade between dreams Caressing my fingertips with its tender kisses Burn my skin to the touch Even an old flame can be dangerous As it withers away in darkness The pages can't be rewritten There is no delete button in life I never really thought my heart could break with such grace Would love to say I can forget all that has been done Alas these tortured memories are stitched and stapled to my brain Times are forever changed Can't look back it hurts to much But the future is just a
My Poems And Such...
out of time out of luck out of money i’m left stuck- with the repulsiveness of self during a "pity fuck", a job my right hand won’t even do when did i regress into this human mess a constant state of sorrow every day, the same as tommorrow- full of regrets, hopes, and yets... i wish it would happen to me. finding a friend, finding someone to love, finding someone to love me. i sit here, waiting patiently everyday hoping someone will find me, yet knowing it won’t happen as long as i sit here. i long for that moment, when i see her smile, when the light shines out from behind her eyes, when her gaze stares not at me, but into me, into my heart. i long for her name to caress my lips in a whisper. i am here, waiting...for her sweet kiss to graze my lips for the first time. i am here, yearning for her touch. i am here, dreaming of her warm breath upon my neck. i am here, waiting for her loving embrace. so now you know... i am here...waiting fo
My Poem
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your sexy voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you all the time My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you It don't want to stop All I ever wanted is to be with you forever & always
My Poems
As they walk hand and hand, theirs hearts intwined.  Always meant to be on forever and ever. Lost to this world, forgotten and forsaken.  They wait for the time when they will be together forever more.  Lost in the sorrow of long ago.  Broken and battered.  Waiting for time to end, yet it drifts by so slow.  Take me by the hand fight this dream we are lost in.  Teach me that love is still what it was so long ago .  Take me home where we both belong , my love my soul. Their hears intwined forever .  Never to forgot what we lost so long ago.    Then we  can be as one. Once more.           
My Poems
"Want A Girl" By:  Carl E. Ingram:   Want a girl to think me over and stay, So I can love her more. And be with me night and day, Like I was the boy next door.   Want a girl to look and find, What she needs to see. With everything in her mind, To dream a little dream of me.   Want a girl to walk in my dreams, So shes not just out of reach. Her and I could stand next to streams, And we give many hugs and kisses each.   Want a girl on the beach to run, So she'll never have walk alone. Also to make our loving fun, Like trying to skip a smooth stone.   Want a girl that is my secret love, Because she'll be the only one I need. Like she just came from above, To help me grow as a seed.   Want a girl to trust me and surrender, And pick me up on her way down.
My Poems
I felt an angels presense on the day you left my side A gentle touch upon the cheek to wipe the tears I cried.   I seemed to hear her whisper your loved ones in gods care. Just turn your eyes to heaven And know hes resting there.   Her presense brought me comfort. It was as if she knew My faith in god was tested On the day I lost you.   The months have swiftly passed yet I still sense you near And know whatever comes my way youll help me through each year
My Poems From My Friend Blahme
                            Such a pure romance this is, passion and love and sex can coexist Closing your eyes, Amanda closes in...tender touches like this cant be a sin....from green and purple to black and white, we're going to make this one hell of a night                       Roses are red, I'm feeling blue, I love Richard.... you better not too                                                        Created by my awesome tallented friend, BlahMe=]]                                         
My Poetry
The darkness takes me filling me soul the hurt and anger starts taking its toll i hear the whispers of water running red then I realize its MY voice in my head how do i fight what i cannot see how do i stop from hating me so i will let go to tired to fight i will stay in the shadows i will walk the night........                         Outlaw Angel closing my eyes no fight left in me i am part of the darkness it is all i can be i once looked for the light to show me the way but i guess it wasnt meant to happen that way closing my eyes trying to feel numb there is nothing left of me but just mere crumbs i have been torn open for all the world to see the shell of a woman that used to be............    Outlaw Angel Today’s the day I go away within this life i cannot stay please dont think that I'm the fool for this life has been to cruel You may think you know whats right but I am so tired of walking the night I need a place just to be me To finally be able to se
My Poem
Indian Heritage by Christina Maria Ennis   I call upon my brothers and my sisters of the tribe.I call upon you all to help me to survive.\Take me from these white lands back to my native blood.I call upon you all to call upon a flood.\Take away the people who belong not in our tribe,and the people who are with us will know how to survive.\I was born on white lands and raised the white man's way.If I had a choice, I'd be back in the olden days.\Then the land was plenty and we traveled near and far.If at night we lost our trail, we'd look upon a star.\Now the white man uses cars and tools to find his way.I'll tell you something, white man, our native blood will stay.\So again I call upon the true blood tribe I love.I also call our blood spirits to help us from above.\Let us make a comeback to show them we are here.We'll take back what they had taken without a drop of fear.\So I'm proud to say I'm Indian; it's the blood that flows in me, 'Cause without all my ancestors, I would neve
My Poetry
Snow caps on the mountainsCool breeze in the airThe scent of all the evergreenSo beautiful and fairThe wilderness so freeAnd the wildlife as they roamThis life I live so happilyI love to call my homeThe sight of mother natureAll her beauty is so grandAs the sounds you hear so vividlyWhispers through this landBreathtaking to see the sunriseTo see its morning glory raysTo view it by the oceanI love to see those daysSilent is the twilightAs the stars shine in the skyIt's like magic in the distance When a shooting star soars byThe crashing of the wavesOn the shores create a mist
My Poetry
                                                                      I DreamI dream          And in that dream, I see YOU                       Standing…….                              Sitting……….                                    Lying on beds of white lace                        Hoping……...                               Watching…..                                     Waiting for the day, when                                              Our hands will touch                            &
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    I am offering every single point I make in a 12 hour period to people who get me a 135 credit bling pack. You can pick the 12 hours, to a point.(This is the new ability that Angels get when they reach Virtual Virgin.) The price of the bling pack includes me running an auto during your time. If you would like a HH to run, then you would have to get me that and tell me when you want it scheduled. Anything else you would like to do to promote more points is fine - within reason. Now of course I wont sitting here nonstop through out your 12 hours. I do have a life outside of fubar as hard as that be to believe, lol...But I will do whatever I can to help you make the most points possible, I promise you that. If you are interested or have any questions and want to make other arrangements on this, including those on a tight a budgetplease send me an private message or a shoutbox aka my chat message and i will reply when i get time. Thank you so much, JT  
My Poetry
I CARRY YOUR HEART WITH ME    I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart) I am never without it(anywhere I go you go,my dear); and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling I fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet) I want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud) and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apartI carry your heart(I carry it in my heart)  Alcohol   Sedated and numb I fade from his mind You give him what he wants His emotions are blind   I am stripped of hiim I lose him everytime I long to know him more But I see he isn't mine   I was robbed at birth And again later in life You stole my father I gave up being a w
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My Poems
Two lovers of day and nightneither could live without the otherboth can shed plenty of lightbut they could never live together \while most prefer onethe other gets praisethough praise is fun power enters the phase \the praise of the moon,not something to be trifled with.just like the praise, the powerof the sun is just a myth. \praise follows myth but never seems to trymyth waits as long as it can,but keeps going and begins to cry \thus is the way of life,even if it fills u with hatenothing can be helpedthis is the Threads of Fate.
My Poems
Look in my eyes, what am I thinking I know what you did, I know about her I know what you said, I connected the dots I read your thoughts, Read mine what am I thinking? Get out leave forever Take her with you, See if I care And it isn’t unfair I wasn’t stupid I opened my eyes now, I’ve learned from this... Love isn’t bliss. You walked out the door And leave me I say its okay As I turn away Away from the anger The disappointment I need to stop and accept This is what will be Day after day I start to forget Forget what was said Its time to just forget You As I walk out this door And slam it shout I forgot And now its time for you To remember Remember what you said Remember what you did Remember it’s you In the end Because I forgot Love – a small word that means so much For some it’s emotional, others it’s spiritual, some it’s physical touch. It takes a second to say it, and a lifetime
My Poems
Where I Stand                                 Maggi Smith                 10/10/10 I was using you, you were using me, We stood side by side.   We fell in love, we were happy for a while, And then we made a child   I loved you, you loved me, We thought we would be happy for all time.   I’m still yours but you got scared and bored And now you are no longer mine.   I love you, you love me But I’m not enough to make you happy anymore.   I’ve given you wings to help you feel free, Now I lie and cry in a ball on the floor.   You smell of her when you come home, We shower and I wash her away.   You make love to me as though you still care;  I smile and pretend to be okay.   I cannot eat, I do not sleep, I spend most of my time alone crying.   I’ve given all that you want, all that you need. For this sacrifice my spirit is dying.   I walk behind you, my head hung low; You don’t even hold my hand.   You walk ahead not soothing my
My Poems
I thank you right now for being my friend. No strings attached, no being condemned. Taking me in ,with little or lot. Unconditional a word this world has forgot. You hear me out, when I need to talk. Hanging in there No matter how rough the walk. And all the times past and those to still come. Bringing my spirits up When down they've been run. So if I seem distant, cold or not here. Remember inside I'm thankful you care. I don’t know what is wrong with me, why the tears I cry. I wish I had stability, and a reason why. This feeling isn’t comfortable, not in any way is it right. I want to be normal again, this hopelessness has me shaking all through the night. I wish I could shake these thoughts away, fragment what has become of me. My feelings shrouded in this gloom, I want so badly to be free. Make it stop. Make it stop. How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows m
My Poetry
 Fortitude Fate's hand dealt Blinding pain In perpetuum Desolation swallows me whole Transcends all else Disenchantment obliterates hopes Annihilating sanguine dreams Must surrender to affliction Malady, my friend Only solace in agony, Agony with no end. SMF DeceitJust like a vampireYou sucked me inBeauty hid your dark intentionsHeavenly scentLingered in my noseMelodic voiceSet my heart aflutterWith each exquisite syllableSplendidly beautiful faceConsumed me like a drugMost alluring of lipsInvited me in for kissesLeft me weak in the kneesWild with desirePassionate encounters beyond compareYour seduction is completeI close my eyes, you are all I seeYou have me at your mercyAll your talk of soul matesYou’ve no soul to be foundIt’s too late, my heart to you is boundAll you wanted was my life bloodNow you bleed me dryToss me asideNext victim already in sight SMF Delirium Shadowy feminine figure Lurks outside the glowing window Watching silently Coveting in the night Two angel
My Poems
AVERIL   Has anyone here seen Averil; Dressed in a French Bikini? She lives in a world of Enchantment, Where no one grows much older than - seventeen.   In Averil's eyes, Life is the seven wonders, Every star a wishing star, That shines for her.   Take a leaf from Averil's book, Open your eyes, take a look, So much beauty to be found, Take the time to look around.         D.L.M.G.OLEN ©1989
My Poems And Random Thoughts
Sitting here alone. With no room to say, Casting aside all I used to be Never to speak of it again. Traveling through time just to stop. Hoping that on day the life I've choosen to live by, Will never let me down. Running down the street, Chasing a future I can not see. Praying that through all this pain I may find a way to see. The path through the homeless prices. Letting the past not catch up to me. Holding on to the me thats already gone. The house which I never stayed. The place where a home was never made. Parents to whom I love, But never really wanted to stay with. Hoping they never really let go. Of that life they always knew. To the daughter they never gave up on. The life to which I hold in my hand. Placing the hope of all they are in me. The homeless people with nothing left to give. A homeless mind that may just end up breaking. 
My Poems
If I knew how to write a songI’d write one everydayIt would say that I’m in love with youAnd why I feel this wayIt would have to say you’re prettyAnd as rare as a desert roseIt would say you’re a lookerFrom your head down to your toesYou are funny, dainty, fragileAnd as feminine as can beYou’re smart charming lovelyAnd everything to meYou’re my comfort when I’m lonelyYou’re my peace when I need restOf all the women I’ve knownI must rate you the best.You’re the orchard in the jungle,you’re the better half of meYou’re all of this and so much more,you mean the world to meStill so much is left unsaid,It would take me far to longI know how much I love you,If only I could write a song feelings   As I wake by your side,My feelings for you I can not hide,I touch your face in the morning light,Being with you just feels so rightYou make me feel like I'm a king,Like being inside an awesome dream,Although this is real, that
My Poetry
Day by day, happiness or sadness,Which our lives lie in between,So much strife, not enough dignity,Words and actions lie within us.Cool, calm, collective,How we gain to prosper,Excluding weary days,We strive to regain our composer.We realize in the passing days,Whats instore to better our future,love & support are amongst us,Nevertheless, splendid times to share.Better state of compromising,To walk away from pain and suffering,In due time, will mend our hearts,To explore what life has in store for us....Copy write date... March 2001Written by Nevaeh Jynsen My heart is bound to you,I gander at wat I see,If the wish is true,Then we were meant to be.
My Poetry (written From Ages 13 And On)
I sit here in the darkness In a sweet conversation with you My mind races frantically I'm not sure what to do I'm glad you cannot hear The soft tremble in my voice I'm glad you cannot see The tears forming in my eyes Otherwise I would have no choice But to tell you how I feel Even though I'm sure you know Because in all the little things I do I know it must show Things are no longer the same It seems so hard to believe Because we had formed a love That is almost impossible to acieve It's a love that's never ending A love that can never change The hearts we once held dear Have been eternally exchanged So although I cannot be with you At this point in time Please remember that when the time is right I will spend my last time To be in your arms again For the rest of my life One of these days I still pan to be your wife Every time I hear you My heart skips a mile I would give anything To see your loving smile To hold you close to me To look into your eyes
My Poetry
My heart is like a battle field It's got the scars to show It has wounds that healed up nice and quickly And, others that drug out nice and slow My tears have flowed just like a river Sometimes I thought they'd never dry And, once or twice the one I usually turned to Was the very one who'd made me cry Sometimes I thought I needed no one Then chose "friends" who brought me down Turns out the one's who really love you Are the one's who through all your bullshit, stick around I must have put my parents through sheer hell When they'd stay up wandering where I'd been And, in the last ten years I've only had one good true friend I've made a few decisions I'll have to deal with all my life Had friends stab me in the back Then grab the handle, and turn the knife I've chosen roads that led to nowhere Burnt brigdes I'd need to cross again Had the Devil stand infront of me And, temptation won, and I gave in I lost a friend to drugs He took his own life one night when he w
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Terrible thoughts rush through my mind as my anger grows, the things I think of doing to people no one should ever know. My dreams are full of blood and death, I wake to my own screams, I'm turning back into something I do not want to be. The feelings of cutting are coming back the release is all I need, but once the razor cuts my skin I feel the need to bleed. Darkness grows inside my heart untill I feel no pain, the voices start to speak again, I know I am not sain, I hold back from the darkness untill it fills my soul, I feel my insides dying as it's starting to turn cold. I have nothing left inside of me, it's time for me to go, I want everyone to remember Angel, before my soul turned cold. 2008 I take the knife and begin to cut, deeper and deeper till the feeling comes, the sky turns black the ground blood red, the feeling of relief is still with in. I just keep cutting till the feelings done, hide the scars, turn and run. The scars wi
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If you're here to apologize, I dont want to hear it . you had your chance, too many in fact. unlike you I am not a good pretender. it's kind of fucked up isnt it? How all of the sudden someone wakes up and decides to never talk to you again, like you never meant shit to them and what hurts the most is how you made it look so easy. You're sorry? that's cool. go write a book about it and let someone who actually cares read it. I listened to all of your lies, bull shit and sweet talking. I trusted you and you let me down. I'm not an option, you either choose me or you fucking lose me. Are you seriously going to sit here and ask me if I'm ok? it's like now that I'm getting over you, you don't want me to. now I'm right back to where I started , you know exactly what to say and do to make me come back to you and I hate you every day for it yet I still cant stop loving you.   TRUST is a strong word; A meaning broke into two This word is formed around one letter the letter which i
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sometimes at night when i look into the sky, i start thinking of you and i ask myself why? why do i love you? i think and smile, because i know the liscan run on for miles. the whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. the way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show me such devotion. the way your kiss filles me with such desire, and how you hold with the warmth of a blazing fire. the way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where i want to be. the way that i feel when your by my side, a sence of completion an over flowing pride. the dreams that i dream that all involve you, the possibities i see and the things we can do. how you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how deep in my soul you are the most important part. i could go on for days, telling you of what i feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.
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These wounds keep on hurting these hearts keep on hurting trying to mend what is broken tearing every mend       time ceases progression further back we go the past just returning     What could of happened? Will we ever know?     So much we have tried  now every chance is fried    
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p { margin-bottom: 0.08in; }   WAX WANE WAX   Bord to yang   Yearn to yin   OUT OF THE Earth new life timidly peeks out   Green, and new, tender, and full of hope   Time, and nurture, maturity is won   Life waxes, life grows, life blooms   Waxing life takes what nourishment life finds   Nourishment shapes life, and life becomes what it will be   Good, bad, life has matured   Life has shape, sad to yang, the shape is set   Now it is time to wane   Graceful, and gold, proud, and bent   The lines earned through experience   Lines worn as badges of honer   Or lines that that allow the leaves to drop   Wane into the ground   Wane until the time   Time to Wax again   Pray to be born to yin   JP  owell   LIGHT FILL THE SOUL           When the moons baths the land in her silver light our souls fill with emotional strength   When the suns baths the land with his golden light ou
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Pains of Relationships   Like a thorn brushing against your skin leaving it scratched, and burning but not bleeding is how a short friendship ending feels   Having a thorn scraped against you leaving it stinging, burning and bleeding some is how a longer frienedship or relationship ending feels   Now when you fall in love and it ends that's a different kind of pain It feels like you'll never make it through another day without them   It feels like someone just grabbed your heart out of your chest, body and soul and just chewed it up, ran over it than stabbed it over and over Until there's nothing left but a speck   Scrappy Jan 6.2006    Tears in Silence    I put on makeup to make me feel pretty, Even though I know it won't help. I buy nice clothes to make me look pretty, That I find out doesn't' work either. I wear a smile for the whole world to see While in Silence I'm dying.   I'm lost and confused I'm wondering is there anyone in this world who
My Poetry (be Gentle)
My home is one of heartache, a place of steel and stone, a barren cell, a home in hell, and here I must atone! For all my crimes, I pay with time, where lights glow night and day, and though I rage and pace my cage, I still must stay and pay. I beat and maul the concrete wall, and walk the concrete floor, I damn each day, my only way, and hope for one chance more. Each lonely dawn that each night spawns, I stand and face the wall, in loneliness and bitterness, I await my end days call. Men scream and yell, within my hell, but I'm a man alone. My tears of pain, like bitter rain, spill down on naked stone. Here every gate is one of hate, love has no place to hide, for each last fool who broke the rule, the way to hell is wide! My chains of steel can never feel the things that I hold dear, but chains of steel are kinder than, the woman I lost here. For every lock a key is made, a saw for every chain, but each escape forgets the shape of chains they'll wear again. My Every loss becomes a c
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Have u ever wanted to cut out ur ears drums to tune out the sound of ur own crying? i have. I feel more and more each day tht im slipping from ths rechid thng we so call reality. Laying broken in a pool of blood waiting to die thn frm nowhere u appear and scoop me up and if for nothing more thn a moment i am safe.Soon after the second passes.Ur gone...I suppose the true question is were u ever really here or did i, sumwere in the back of my mind, imagine u...Ths glorious figure grasping my hand reaches dwn into the cesse pool of ever drowning life to free me only to end up abondoning me anyway........     Think about tht maybe u'll gt my perspective When crushed by intimate lies the lonliness between lovers will grow. Dating quickly darkens. Dreams shatter, rechid emotions come to pass. Excitment turns to regret as uncontrolable ecstacy rages. Misplaced hatred subsides due to untainted love secretly transforming into an orchid blooming of betrayal.
My Poop Box
(Soapbox, check...mic check 1-2-3...okay, here we go...) So I have been talking to my friends recently and we have been talking about how there is no common sense left in the world. Ignorance, I can understand. That is something you can fix.  Stupidity, you just can't fix. So what, exactly is wrong?  Why does no one use their brains anymore and why is common sense dead?  Here are my observations: 1.  Proper parenting went out about 30 years ago.  It was replaced by a bunch of wusses who want to be friends of their children.  News flash--you are not supposed to be a friend, you are supposed to be a parent that your children can open up to about things.  And spanking is not beating, it's called discipline and is for when talking doesn't work anymore.  I got spanked, my girls got spanked, and we turned out just fine. 2.  People think that what they see on television is real.  It is NOT.  Just because you see someone on TV do it, it doesn't mean it's right or proper.  I know, propriet
My Poems From Years Ago!
I fell hard for you, when i fell for your warpt idea of truth, you used ur speak to mind fuck me,  i fell hard when i believed your bull shit, i trusted you when you said that you loved me, but i was really dumb way to stupid to see, that you were just mind fucking me... I fell hard for you when you gave me a baby but i now know, and i now plainly see that it was yet one more way to mind fuck me. I fell hard for you when you said i should have ur last name, but then you beat me and you called me things that made me feel so ashamed. I fell hard for you when that plane took me away and you promised yet again that you had changed.  I fell hard for you when i got off that plane and you mind fucked me...said i needed you said i would never be wanted... I fell for you the day you broke my will and saw it threw, you made me fall for you when you mind fucked me in to my grave...I fell for you....6 feet under...i fell for you!  Scars tears and lies!Some scars stay some fade away some peop
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Flame  A single candle stood between us  lighting up your innocence  and my desire.  A single candle made the moment sacred  and our flesh grew warm  as the flame grew higher. A single fear was all that stood between us 'til your trembling breath  blew out the flame  and lit the fire.   Terry Amid the Million Mannequins @ Amid the million mannequins (their fixed stares empty like eye-holes of skulls) you stand trying to make them see, touching plastic arms to make them feel, kissing dumb mouths and screaming (your eyes damp with pain) at their deafness. You held them. They did not grow warm, There was no longing in their bloodless touch nor comfort in their pale arms. I too was still-- lost in the stiff maze of their tangled limbs and the eternal chill of their arid eyes... until I stumbled into the oasis of your gaze, the well of your mouth, the healing breeze of your touch... and moved--perhaps just one step-- among these smiling dead...
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The Mirror by Shane Allen Reynolds   He looks into the mirror and sees A stranger there! No longer the young man he used to be! He sees a scarred up man with beaten and dented armor and a tarnished sword! He sees a life of near constant battles some won some lost! He sees a past of smiles just there to cover the pain! His Depression he hides! He reaches for a future that he hopes to have! It vanishes before him as if it is illusion! His dreams he feels will never be real! With this realization  he must deal! He wishes he could smash the mirror and unsee what he saw! Only to realize This mirror is not real though it is with in us all! It is called self perception and though we fight it! Some win and some lose! The battle to change it is endless and tiring! The energy needed to fight it is all but expiring! The mirror stands before him cold and mocking! His reflection stares back at him so sad and shocking! The image fades as he closes his eyes! As he strikes out at the s
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  They are the first and last person you think about each day and night. When you are willing to do anything, everything, stand by their side or even behind them on all their decission. When you decide to commit to them and only them. You can tell them anything and everything. Every love song you hear on the radio reminds you of them. They cross your mind several times a day. You can talk to them for hours and never get bored. You want to spend your spare time with them. Make them feel special like they are the only one in the world. Be completely honest with them like they are your best friend. Always tell and show them how you feel about them. Always see the positive in them. Love them for them and everything they are about. Do little things to show them that you appreciate them. Be there for each other when it is needed, wanted and because you should be. You can't imagine your life without them nor do you want too. All of this and then some make a relationship and love work. This i
My Poem To My Heart
 MY HEART LONGS TO BE CLOSE TO YOURS...TO UNDERSTAND HOW YOU THINK AND FEEL.. FOR SOMETIMES IM CONFUSSED IF THIS IS LOVE OR IM I JUST HERE TO BE BY YOUR SIDE JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT ME TO BE.. MY SOUL CRYS AT NIGHT BECAUSE YOUR NOT AROUND TO HOLD ME AND TELL YOU U LOVE ME SOMEDAYS MY HEART KNOWS YOU DO AND OTHERS IT DOESNT MY HEART HIDES WHEN YOU COME AROUND BECAUSE IT IS AFAID OF BEING HURT AGAIN..... SO WHAT SHOULD I DO MY DARLING HOW SOULD I FEEL .... I FEEL YOUR HEART BELONGS TO SOMEONE OTHER THEN ME AND I FEEL SOMETIMES IF I TURN AROUND YOU WILL BE GONE ..... SO I WAIT AND WONDER SHOULD MY HEART TAKE THIS LEAP OR SOULD IT HIDE AWAY FOREVER..   BY DARKANGEL
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My inner demons and the endless blackness of evil Fear Hate and ugliness Everything I had been taught to despise Are the things that I transformed into strength for my survival The absolute truths that was depended upon for creation Became opposites and changed me Molded me into something I hated But had to embrace Sadness all consuming surmounted with the hopes and dreams of all weighs heavily on my soul hand in hand with regret for the generations having to bear witness of my pain Love and hate  become one to fullfill destiny and complete the plan.     By- Senta Scott
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The Betrayal   For you have betrayed The Dark Angel. I was bound to have loved you. Your words invite me, Unite me, And still betray me. Is this how you repay me! Say you will stay with Me until death, Just one life time. Your voice calls to me, Unites us within my dreams, But you have drawn back Within fear. In all my fantasies I have always knew, The angel above was you. Your power grows very strong Over me infusing me with desire. The desire to love, To love the angel. With this fallacy instilled Within my dreams you Still betrayed me, my angel. Why my angel, Why is it that You have betrayed me. I the dark angel had needed you, You the angel of the night. You shall curse the day you Betrayed the dark angel. To many years fighting Back the tears, And now my blood, Nears to an end. You my angel shall Turn to meet your fate. The time is too late, There is no debate, No way to change your fate. Past The Point Of No Return   It is a crisp fall night without a soul in s
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"Never Shine"Surrounded by solitude, wasting self doubtSorrow is shadowed by whispers that shoutScream I'm dying and saying I'm doneThrough with the pain but never can runConstant reminders that never leave sightNot heard over the cries that bellow at nightWorld upside down with thoughts of the choiceYou know it is there you just have no voiceAdmit your disguised and hidden beneathAll of the things that make you seem sweetPretend your content and satisfied at heartDon't ask me why its all falling apartShredded and scorched by the flames of the pastI'll never break through the wall you have castThe mountain that separates your heart from my handThe ocean that tells me the future is damnedSoft brush on my cheek or breath on my neckMy faith on the line is what this will wreckHas fate been destroyed,defeated, left bleedingIs it covered,or hiding, maybe just sleepingTired of witnessing our sheer lack of hopeThe thrown away deepness our abilities to copeWi
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Close your eyes and hold my hand as I walk you thru my fantasy land. Lets talk about life and the scars that it gives..let me hold you tight...let me chase away your fears. I love you forever or however far that it goes. Keep your eyes closed, dont open them up..I dont want you to see the demons flying over my head. Dont be afraid of the snow white woman owl perched on the limb of the tree, she doesnt want to see you hurt-she's really just watching me. She sits there with those piercing glowing eyes as a constant reminder of what ive done. You hear her screech but I hear her scream. Its ok my love, I hear you say as Love Me Two Times softly plays yet I know it wont be long before ive let you slip away. As a child and a teen I often said "why me" ? I think of this now and I think because God wanted to make me a strong person and He did. I am thankful that I had to learn the lessons that I have in my life. The biggest lesson I have learned is forgiveness. It doesn't
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My love for you will never fade. With both our feelings combined is how love is made. You give me the strength to stand up tall. You reach out for my hand every time I'm about to fall. There is not a day your not on my mind. A person like you, is really hard to find. A weekend without you is so hard to do. I can not even live a day without you. I love to hold you, and hold your hand. From this day on, you are my very best friend. I'm happy to wake up beside you everyday. "I love you" is my favorite word you always say. I love it when I look in your eyes I see no hatred, and no lies. Forever in my heart is where you will be. Nobody else will enter because you have the only key. Just to keep you, there isn't anything I wouldn't do. Because baby I Love You. Days of endless struggle More hopeful pills today Trying to appear ‘normal’ In some sort of way. It seems that the struggle Is always here with me And I wouldn’t be here now If guilt would leave me be
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Fractals   Colors, strands and beams Arranged into a rainbow Twisted around each other They form a warped vision Every piece large Every piece small Connected in an infinite web Confusion and clarity Chaos and order All in one place Spread across the Universe It is seen in the mind Conjured up in nightmares Just a series of mathematical equations Numbers in the right place at the right time Creating such beauty   Under The Weeping Willow   I saw you when we were kids Playing with blocks on the kindergarten floor We grew up You became a beauty I became a geek I never had the never had the nerve to talk to you Then we met   Under the weeping willow down on the shores of the river We met, we held hands and we kissed That old weeping willow shed its tears The willow's tears that flowed in happiness We had found the love we both wanted   I proposed and we wed Promising to share our lives from then on Never to part I saw the love in your eyes The geek ma
My Poems, My Heart
Lmao stole this from a friends page!!! Like everything in life, farts have a time and place. However, I never realized that in the wrong time and place, flatulence had enough power to alter my course in history. Well, it can if it's the third date with the man of your dreams. And, if it makes his eyes burn. If God destined us to be together, I was one SBD away from foiling His plans (that's "Silent But Deadly" for you prudes). It was about five years ago. I was trying to lose a few pounds so I was staying away from carbs. That's when I met my husband, Rob. On our first date, he booked the next two. He liked me. I liked him. Things were looking real good. He picked me up in a Cobra, Mustang and his pathetic attempt to win me over with a car totally worked. I'm not shallow, but since I spent most of my twenties picking men up because I didn't want my hair to frizz in their non-air conditioned jalopies on 3 wheels and a 15 year old spare, I welcomed his fancy sports car with open arms. We
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We Fight.   From the moment you awake WE would have been up for many hours We’ve had to go days without sleep We’ve even gone days without showers You know it doesn’t bother us at all For what we are doing here is right I hear all the hate said about us But we continue to move on and We fight We fight for all that we love of our land We fight for all that unable to do so We fight for our families and friend We fight for more than other worlds know From the moment you read this I will be laid to rest in field of stone Others will be hospitalize or return home We are united in a world all Alone   By R.J.   All the pain you have felt throughout your life All the hurt that has been placed upon you You have been beaten and mistreated by many Yet you stand strong as if it doesn’t bother you Your innocence taken at such an early age Beaten mentally and physically every day Tossed out as if your life meant nothing to the world Yet you smile an
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"Annie" When I was a young boy,maybe 8 or 10 years oldmy father would take me and my siblings to Smithpoint beachto go swimming in the ocean. Sometimes he would get us up early during the week and take us brfore school . It was a very large beach and people from all over New York and the neighboringstates would come to brave the large waves that would crash into the shore. While we drove the 45 minutes in my fathers station wagonthe radio would be playing the popular songs of that time.. I alwayssang along to those songs even if I was too young to understand whatsome of them were about , such as love and war etc. I Remember those times as if they were yesterday. Those were the happiest days of mylife, other than when my own children came into the world. Whenever I hearone of those songs , yes every once in a while you might hear one , butwhen I do , it evokes such strong feelings of wanting to go back in time ,back...to the time .....back to one particular day. One particular summers
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Where is your little son lost, JohnTears, JohnTears, JohnBruised in the rain With his overalls tornWith one shoe offOne shoe onTears, JohnTears, JohnAnd where will your little son sleep, JohnUnder the smoke stacksUnder the heapUnder the tent where the canopy leaksTears, JohnTears, JohnYou're drowning in the griefOf Jupiter's waterLet me open my teethAnd cradle you thereThere's a bed for the boyAnd rope for the fatherBoth orphaned by Heaven Where no child is sparedTo who will your little son pray, JohnDark are the strangers That sleep on the trainThere's blood on their cotsAnd bones on their platesTears, JohnTears, JohnWho, then, will tend to the sheep, JohnMy treads in the place Where the vicious gods preachWhere claws come in sharp And on wolves in white fleeceTears, JohnTears, JohnTears, JohnTears, JohnYou're drowning in the griefOf Jupiter's waterLet me open my teethAnd cradle you thereThere's a bed for the boyAnd rope for the fatherBoth orphaned by Heaven Where no child is sparedSw
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How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every moment o
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The Bleeding RoseThis rose started out as a tiny seedThis rose sprouted into a single precious budThis rose bloomed to its fullest potential beautyThis rose knows not what happened nextThis rose has no clue what went wrongYet this rose is suffering just the sameThis rose is lost with what took placeThis rose never ever meant any harmYet this rose is slowly wilting awayThis rose worked hard to get where is wasThis rose never gave up when all seemed lostYet this rose has seen its better daysThis rose withstood torrential rainsThis rose withstood the blazing sunYet this rose is nearing its fateful endThis rose has lived a very wonderful lifeThis rose has given all it had to giveBut that is the life, of The Bleeding Rose WHO IS SHEI have searched for her before, but had no idea what I was looking for, and I have known what I wanted but never tried to search for her,I have met all kinds of people all over the place,and looked at the qualities they all have, I took bits and pieces of them al
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The first time I saw you deep inside my heart I knew My heart was only made for you I believed you were my soul mate I thought you felt it too We had great times and made memories I'll never forget You showed me how wonderful love could honestly be You quickly made me see what I was meant to be living for Simply for your smile, your laugh, and your touch But most importantly for ours hearts to be combined as one And for us to show each other a whole new world of love Now you say its over and you need your space You must not see how this is killing me It's leaving my heart feeling like just an empty place I now feel cold and useless instead of warm and alive What use to be my happy life is now just a miserable race I can't stop the tears from overflowing down my face I know I am suppose to forget and try to move on I've cried so many tears now I have so many fears You took my heart and tore it apart I haven't yet learned how I am suppose to get along without you
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I love your lips when they're wet with wine and red with a wild desire. I love your eyes when the lovelight lies, lit with passionate fire. I love your skin when the warm white flesh touches mine in a fond embrace. I love your hair when the strands enmesh your kisses against my face. Not for me the cold calm kiss of virgin's bloodless love. Not for me the saints will bless, nor the heart of a spotless dove. But give me the love that freely gives and laughs at the whole world's blame. With your body so young and warm in my heart, it sets my poor heart aflame. So kiss me sweet with your warm wet lips still fragrant with ruby wine. And say with fever boor of the South that your body and soul be mine. Then pull me close and hold me tight as the pale stars shine above, And we'll live our whole young lives away in the joy of a living love...... i knew better, than to let down my walls, show you my flaws and retract my claws. Amongst the debris lies a not just broke, but sh
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Instinct Vs. HeartacheWe all can love and care about another as much as our heart will allow; but when the people we love or care about does not feel the same... it  leaves us all alone with the feelings we STILL have for those people.  At a dead end, with no answer or directions on which way to turn. It's always been an ugly truth that our heart's wanted to hide from. Our heart* already knows the pain that it's about to endure... everyone was born with that. Our heart's know instinctively to sense the emotional feelings from the other person or persons involved... whether we know it yet or not...  rejection is soon to come... Most people blow off the feeling of their heart being swallowed by their stomach when something is gonna hurt their emotional state & somehow that percentage of people make it transparent to their every sense for the rest of their lives; Just so they can have control over the way they feel... still ignoring the fact that they're wasting precious time in their li
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The trees             swimming around each other The river             rushing towards the sky Even the mountains             melting together all these unnatural sights as if the spinning in my brain is affecting the way I see the world you're running around in my mind like a marathon champion with no way to stop   How   Why     When       Where How did you get so deep inside   Why can't this be easier     When will I see you again       Where will that magic moment be   I want so badly to wrap you in my arms right here right now I want to feel you next to me The sun on our faces      the grass on our backs the sand between our toes      the trees rising around us The sky within easy reach      the sea miles below The sheets tangled around our bodies      Your voice in my ear and your eyes      piercing my soul with every breath You don't even know what you're doing to me and I couldn't tell you how what's done is done and here I am in my life  
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Sometimes there are storms behind quiet smiles. Pain behind a gentle word. Or tears and anger. Sometimes the ones who are laughing the most are really hurting inside. It takes a lot of courage to show someone your vulnerability.
My Poetry, My Heart, My Wish
In the quiet calm of night, we walk hand in hand.Down the path, across the sand.Looking into your eyes, I feel the time is right.Standing together, beneath the blue moon light.The wind starts to blows, trees shake.The ocean waves begin to break.Holding you close, I feel the time is rightHolding one another, beneath the blue moon light.The tide rises slowly, our feet in the surf.A star falls from heaven, on its way towards the earth.Making a wish, I feel the time is right.Wishing together, beneath the blue moon light.Our time has come, we must say good-bye.Night has fallen in the November sky.No need to cry, for this time was right.To fall in love, beneath the blue moon light.       Love is friendship that has caught fire. It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving. It is loyalty through good and bad times. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weaknesses. Love is content with the present, it hope
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I'm all alone      I'm all alone Remembering the way things used to be I remember how you used to make me feel I wish that you can be next to me   I'm all alone My days are dreary, my nights are cold You used to fill my heart with such warmth Now, I wish that I could have you to hold   I'm all alone Thinking about what I want to say to you This poem is about how I feel Without you, I don't know what I'd do   I'm all alone My eyes are holding back the tears I spend my days and nights searching for answers I really wish that you were here   I'm all alone Reminiscing on the good times that we had Why did things fall apart between us? I feel lonely, I'm feeling heartache, I feel so sad   I'm all alone I miss you, I want you to understand that I'm waiting by the phone I miss the sound of your voice I need you, I'm here all alone             -Aidan-           I awake And it takes a moment to remember where I am. I look over to you and the sun is shining on yo
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My Poetry
Somewhere within the chambers of my heart a mouth murmurs with a plethora of hypocritical verses laced intricately with paradoxes in the dark. I hear my name floating through the air. Misfortune’s out stretched hand gestures execrably for me to come hither; my body answers that request and moves with fluidity…with purpose towards that entity. I come face to face with my pity, my lover, my knight in rusted armor. Sorrow pulls my hair away from my neck and kisses me fondly along my collarbone. Vexation runs his fingers through my hair and caressing my shoulders. Fury admires me admiringly with a guise of hunger for my kiss of innocuous innocence. Anxiety grasps my hips, embracing me feverishly and looking into my eyes absorbedly; the same way that a pillager studies its ill-informed quarry. I close my dejected eyes as I melt in the arms of apathy and allow myself to be devoured by the very rage that I birthed with my own bloody hands.Certain death has dressed me with extrava
My Poetry, Or Random Writing
A poem I wrote. Words...The space between timeThe space between my next thoughtAnd my next lineWords...They fall from my mind to my handPen and paper,expressing the best I canWords...From my expectations to my actions From having closure,to satisfactionWords...Between healing and forgettingBetween stand down,and livingWords...To never giving a fuckTo never being enoughTo push back when times get toughWords... To your reactionFrom my expressionsBetween guilt,and another lessonWords..
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ive deleted some and will return to finish off tomorrow thankyou haters for making me realise i shouldnt post any pics ever:) how stupid ive been C
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I love all of you but some changes have to be made. If I get a message asking me about anything that is already answered on my profile, Im going to have to delete you. If you ask me a question Ive already answered on my profile, that means your not paying attention to what I have to say and are only interested in the pics. Im sorry, but I dont want to spend all day responding to messages when the answer to questions is right there in front of you. could ya come vote for me and spam me.......take 5 minutes and show some love?? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come vote for me.....I placed 3rd in round 2 and want a better showing this time!! [ CherryTAP.com photo: 33619206 ]
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My Precious Son
Since you left nothings been the same, I should have been there, am I to blame, A new day begins so does my pain, Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane. I'm tired of pretending everything is fine, The hurt won't leave this heart of mine. They say it's time for me to let go, The agony inside me they just don't know. How do I live without you my son? When you were my most precious one. No one will ever take your place, Your were my blessing full of grace…
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If you ARE, then show some love and Add me as a Fan! Update: 4:10pm Ok, so now that they've allowed me to contest back into the TOP rankings, please, add me as a fan so I can once again BE ON TOP! ;) Have you rated my profile yet? Why not??? I really would truly appreciate it! You guys are the best! Thanks for all the support and all the great years I've had of you loving me! You need to rate my profile. I know you can do it! :) Its easy, its right on my main profile page to the right! Update: 11:06am Okay, you don't have to rate my profile anymore, they took me off of the top cherries and top scores. :( Not "just" me, they flitered out all celebrities and insiders from appearing on the TOP rankings... I wish they would add a TOP rankings, just for celebs and such!! Here's hoping...
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My Private Christmas Party
I have a big night to prepare for. It's the big company Christmas party and I'm hoping for a great night. I've been looking forward to this night for about a year. I've picked out my outfit already, it's a one piece pant suit in black, with a shiny top that closes like a bath robe, no buttons. I must depend on my cleavage to keep it closed. I do hope I look sexy in my new outfit, for I'm hoping to catch some attention. I shave my legs and my crotch, just as I always do. I apply some lotion to make my skin soft and smooth. As my fingers glide over my flesh, I get the tingles. All the nerve endings under my skin swell, exaggerating every touch, every feel, every glide of my fingertips. My body is screaming for attention, but I am still alone. Tonight, I promise myself, just wait until tonight! I hope to finally capitalize on an opportunity to spend the night with a man I know from work. For about a year now, we talk frequently, flirt often, and talk openly about sex. I've shared stori
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I put up some new pics and added a new song here, so send some luv and I will return it for sure!! : P I just need a few more cherries to the next level. I put up some new pics send me some love..whos gonna get me there? : ) New pics new song check em out!! : )
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THERE A MAP ON MY PROFILE IN THE ABOUT ME SECTION, ADD YOURSELF IF YOU WISH! I THINK IT IS COOL! ANY SLAYER FANS OUT THERE? FEEL FREE TO STOP BY, RATE MY PROFILE AND CHAT ABOUT THEM! please reply if any of you women love to have your feet worshipped and you are into feet.
My Profoundness
some days i love mary j blige....other days i hate hate hate her. your dreams will never come true...until you wake up. kinky is when you use a feather. perverted is when you use the whole chicken.
My Private Life
Im pregnant! Tobe (Soldier Boy) and I are expecting baby #3! Im so excited. He is in the field and will be home on Saturday, I cant wait to tell him! We have been trying for a while now! Yay!!!! One of the cherries who has a crush on me is the most sweetest guy! :) Check him out! DirtRacer15s {Hubby to TLO}@ CherryTAP I made this tribute to my mother in law for my husband. It took a lot of hard work and tears to make this. I hope you like!
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IF YOU CLICK ON ME IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY PICTURE WHERE I ONLY NEED A COUPLE COMMENTS BY EVERYONE IF YOU HAVE THE TIME :) I AM GOOD FOR COMMENTING ON EVERYONE ELSE'S PICS WHEN THIER IN CONTESTS O HELP ME OUT AND I'LL RETURN THE FAVOR :) MUCH LUV FUZZY :) Chipmunks Two men went hunting. One had been hunting all his life, the other man was hunting for the first time. The one man told the other to sit down and not make a sound. So he did. But when the first man got 100 yards away, he heard a scream. "I thought I told you to be quiet!" he said. "I was when the snake bit me," the man said. "And I was when the bear attacked me. But when the two chipmunks crawled up my pant leg and said, 'Should we eat or take them with us,' I screamed." year 2000 make Dodge model Intrepid Color Silver style 4D Sedan Cyl 6 Mileage 57058 My hubby's uncle in law and aunt have the same one with leather instead of what we're getting (cloth interior), it is a very nice riding car as far as
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My Present Situation
You know, life is truly great, at least for me. I'm discovering new things all the time. Take my girlfriend, for example. Last night, I discovered a whole new side of her that I find "intriguing" to say the least. And it's getting more and more surprising in a good way. I have a great number of friends whom I would never give up for anything in this world. I would sacrifice my very soul for those closest to me. I can only hope and pray for them, but i'm always here when they need me. To all my friends, even my distant ones, I hope you know that. You can ALWAYS count on me to be there for you. I thank you for coming into my life, each and every one of you. I know I may not seem to be there for you or I may not seem to be what I truly am, but I AM what I have said I am. Take no doubt in that. Again, thank you all, for listening at the very least. You know how to reach me if you need me, even to listen. Why are relationships so easy to screw up? Let me offer a piece of advice to all of yo
My Prayer
My Pregnancy And Throughout It. Diary
NEEDLE DIVINATION - FIND OUT WHAT CHILDREN YOU WILL HAVE OR EVEN HAD. Something my aunt told me about a needle divination test that has worked for loads of people. How To Do The Divination, Remember You Have To Truely Believe In The Divination For It To Truly Work!! The divination will work from your first child weather born or not, it will work from the first child right up to the last possible child, but you dont have to have these children its your choice, the divination will tell you how many and what children you will have in your life time. It will even pick up on children who didnt make it into the world, i.e misscarrage, abortion, eggtopic pregnancies etc. so you have to be sure you want to know, because if you have lost a child it will tell you what you lost too, even if your child lived for a few years or more but sadly died, it will tell you, so make sure you REALLY want to know. * Needle * Cotton thred, about a foot long for best results. Thats all you need.
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My Private Poem (feel Free To Read And Comment)
I see you standing way over there I watch you wonder, I watch you stare You catch my eye peeking a glimpse You wonder how wet you can make my lips We come together so softly, your skin touching mine Our sweet caress, don't worry about time Undress from our clothes, raw and naked I want to be your's, I want to be taken Your tongue slides, your fingers glide You enter and fall so deep inside Our shadows crawl across the flickering light I scratch the bed, you feel so right I thrust my back and moan a bit louder You pull out and lick me, you want to devour A tease you are, as you gaze up into my eyes Gentleman and Sir, you make me- oh my! Don't move an inch, don't try to run I know you love this part- I'm going to cum! Smooth back inside, please fuck me, please I want you to cum, I'll get on my knees I kneel before you, I've got you so hard The best sex we've had- we know that we are. ;-)
My Profile Is Farked!
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My Pride And Joy!
On Sunday, May 13, 2007, a choral group made up of 1,607 members and an orchestra made up of 400 members from all over the United States joined together to perform for the 400th Anniversary of Jamestown. This group of people, who ranged in age from 6 to 93 years old, performed for the President of the United States as well as other high ranking officials such as Sandra Day O'Connor. My son's choral group from West Allegheny was in attendance and sang their hearts out! Andrew and his fellow members were in the section right in front of the video screen in the following videos. I am so grateful to the person who videotaped the concert and uploaded it to youtube! I was not able to travel with the chorus, so these videos are so precious to me! I hope you enjoy them! Battle Hymn of The Republic Make Our Garden Grow Shenendoah Shall We Gather At The River Give Us Your Tired, Your Poor America The Beautiful
My Prity Mouth
It's 9:30pm. Up the stairs to see the red station sheets covering the bed. I set my purse down and pulled off my boots getting comfortable as hes slides his hand up my thy. Both of use intensely staring into echothers eyes making promises with out words and falling in a trance over the echothers body. Off with the rest of our clothes and in to this red sea of satin wear i danced with a god all night. His large hands soft and gentile caressing sweet my body. his lips big and full milking my breasts, his eyes never seemed to leave mine even when his enormous pinus tour its way painfully yet gentile into my thick sopping tight pussy! A gasp of excruciating Ecstasy seems to fill my cunt and I am unworthy. This god inside of me, as humble as he is grins a cocky dirty grin knowing that the grate Seagull is almost to tears from the sher size of if. Soon the pain becomes an intense section of oh my gods and repetitive O's. Exhaustion from screaming and out of breath he slide his hand under my
My Profile
I am a Sergeant in the Army and have been in for over 6 years now. I set up this profile mainly to show my support for the other men and women in the Armed Forces and their Families. I have just recently added a few new photos and a video to my profile, feel free to leave comments on them. If you have any suggestions for me I always have an open mind and if you can recommend some good photo or video sites having to do with the Army or Military in general please share. Im also on here to meet new people to talk to. My job keeps me busy and my family keeps me busier, so I don't have time for the "bar thing" nor do I wish to be consumed in that type of atmosphere. I don't spend every waking moment on here and I don't intend to, but will get back to you and show sum luv for ya when I can. PLEASE! Do not take offense if I don't get back to you right away or leave a comment for you the same day you leave one for me. Pretty much, if you want to get to know me, then take the time to do so b
My Pregnancy
So everyone keeps asking me how is my pregnancy going and I guess I haven't wrote anything about it yet..LOL Well Im more then my half way point now. We are having a girl. We are naming her Haley Marie. I wanted of my girls to have my middle name at least. Haven't been sick at all. Im so happy with that. With my first daughter I was sick all the time so Im very happy with this one. Thought it was a boy though because im carrying low but I really don't think it has anything to do with it. I have my days though that I don't feel like doing anything but at the sametime have a lot of energy on other days. I just can't wait to have her so I can move around a lot better then I am now.. I have missed all the hic ups and the moving around and such. Its been 4 years since I have felt this. Its an exciting feeling bec then I know she is ok. My daughter has been very helpful with me also. She gets up and helps me with some dishes already and she loves to help me sweep and mop the floors. She k
My Prayers
Dear Lord, I know I haven't been faithful, I know I haven't been true, but Lord please forgive me of what I have and haven't done yet. I'm afraid. Yes, me, Kenny G. The guy that laughed when he got shanked. The guy that would eat lightning and crap thunder. Me, Kenny G, I'm scared that I wont amount to anything in this world. I go to school and barely make it. I go to work and barely get paid. I've got a wife to support and soon more debt than I can imagine. I'm not ready to be an adult. I still wanna be a kid. I never got that chance in life. Oh well, life sucks I guess. I just hope that i'm good enough to be in Heaven when I go. But anyway, I'll stop buggin and let you do your thing I just pray for your help and guidance that maybe someday I will be someone that wont be a royal fuck up because lately I have been. I ask this in Jesus Name Amen
My Prayers Are With You And Your Loved Ones Chris
LETS ALL SAY A PRAYER FOR CHRIS' MOM, AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY....GOD BLESS YOU!
My Pregnancy
hello there im Antonia and im pregnant my baby is due on the 24th of december yes a christmas baby hehe cant wait, hmmm, i dont no wat it is yet but if its a girl im calling it Serena and for a boy its going to be called Reece xx
My Princess
Ever since she became part of My life, things are so different, she gives meaning to My world, she compliments the part of My life that was empty, she fills Me up, she gives Me love, she pampers Me, adores Me, pleases Me. I can't ask for a better woman and slave, cause I have it all on her... she is smart, she is beautiful, she makes Me happy and I love her deeply. Show My beautiful pet some love My friends! PRINCESS SNIPPY@ CherryTAP
My Profile
okay, seems to be a misunderstandin' here...I am NOT LEAVIN' this hypocritical site...evryone who's tellin' my ass ta just block this douchebag needs to understand somethin', she will just keep makin' new accts so she can always come back...why should I deal wit' that when my ass can just make a new acct wit' new settin's and just not add her little bitchboy. I don't go lookin' for drama and I sure as hell am not goin' to deal wit' everytime I come here have to be concerned about what happened next at my page or in my pics...that's just fucking assanine; she and her bitchboy can go be miserable an' "stalk" some other user now while I continue wit' my "grown-up" friends. Much fuckin' luvv to all and just lemme know if you really consider yourself a true friend of my typically quiet, sarcastic loner ass how you can find me.
My Private Pictures
For those of you that want to ask about my private pictures they are for my family only. If I don't know you then don't ask to be on my family list. Take the time to get to know me and I might let you see them. Please don't ask until you know me because it just pisses me off. I have only been here a couple days and 20 people have asked to be on my family list and those are the first words they ever said to me. If you don't want to get to know me then don't ask me to be friends.
My Preferences
im gay and horny all the time so i only want teen hunks aged 16 - 30 and no WOMEN !!!!! especially over 30, overweight piles of crap
My Prayer
My Prayer Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.
My Princess
WELL I BOOKED MY FLIGHT TO SEE THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS, HER NAME IS TRICIA.AND I FELL INLOVE WITH HER SO BADLY! 16 MORE DAYS TILL I GET TO LOOK INTO MY PRINCESSES GORGOEUS BLUE EYES,AND TELL HER HOW I TRULY LOVE HER. 16 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN STARE AT HER GORGOEUS FACE,AND SMILE,AND JUST MELT WHERE I STAND OR SIT,I CAN'T WAIT TO CUDDLE,AND SNUGGLE,AND MAKE SEET PASSIONATE LOVE TO YOU,EVERYNIGHT,MORE THAN ONCE! I CAN'T WAIT TO BRING OUR REALTIONSHIP TO A WHOL ENEW LEVEL. I LOVE YOU TRICIA,AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND A WHOLE WEEK WITH YOU... I NEVER BELIEVED IN ANGELS,TILL I MET YOU,AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND EVERY WAKING MINUTE,16 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN KISS THEM SOFT LUCIOUS LIPE OF YOURS! I LOVE YOU BABY... *MUAHZ*
My Prayer
In the name of Jesus Let us pray Father please walk with us through the bad times as well as the good May we be heard and understood from the suburbs to the hood May you judge us by our hearts and not by our mistakes And see that we get a breakthrough however long that it takes May you fill that void in our souls that will lay our fears to rest Cause there is no way we can live for Jesus when we're liven in the flesh So I pray that you allow our sprits to be born Go strong move on know right from wrong Verse John Chapter 2 verse 15 do not love the world or anything in the world and we know what that means But lessen we know the distance we need to keep away from fire to keep it missing That doesn't mean we'll listen Lord you take care of fools and babies You teach women to honor their men and men respect their ladies But lately so many of us have gone a stray Doing wrong for so long that we've forgotten the way Please bring us back home and still in us the word witch
My Prince Charming
I'm not always strong And sometimes I'm even wrong But I win when I choose And I can't stand to lose But I can't always be The rock that you see When the nights get too long And I just can't go on The woman in me Needs you to be The man in my arms To hold tenderly 'Cause I'm a woman in love And it's you I run to Yeah, the woman in me Needs the man in you When the world wants to much And it feels cold and out of touch It's a beautiful place When you kiss my face The woman in me Needs you to be The man in my arms To hold tenderly 'Cause I'm a woman in love And it's you I run to Yeah, the woman in me Needs the man in you Yeah the woman in me Needs the man in you I need you baby Yeah yeah Oh baby... hey help me level up my husband he is uscoastguardcwo3 all the help we can get would be appreciated well today i married the man of my dreams. words cannot describe how i am feeling right now. he is all that i have ever wanted in a man. L
My Profile Picture
Hey! Just a little confused here. I added a ton oF new pics and can't decide which one to use as my primary photo. Tell me what you guys think. I have to do this through a blog because im not yet a level 5 to be able to do a mumm... Odd Facts About MeTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyDO YOU SNORE? yesLOVER OR A FIGHTER? loverWHATS YOUR WORST FEAR? deathAS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER? yesWHAT DO YOU THINK OF REALITY TV? i like some showsDO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? yesWERE YOU A CUTE BABY? yesHOW MUCH DID YOU WEIGH AT BIRTH? too muchHOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? im not singleWHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? blackDO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? noHAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? no, but i did the extreme sky flyerANY SECRET TALENTS? uh huh and if i told you it wouldnt be a secret now...WHATS YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? floridaHAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI? no.... eeeeewHAVE YOU SEEN SAW 1-4? no 1-3 onlyDO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE? yesHOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE P
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My Pride And Joy !
This was the announcment made by MY big sister today,About My Neice Caitlyn who is TAKIN ON THE WORLD ! !!!! Hi Everyone ~ Most of you know that Caitlyn has been extremely involved with our local YMCA since she was about 12 yrs. old. She has worked hard and accomplished a lot and all of her HARD Work has given her the best reward!!! In case you don't know...in Missouri the local YMCA's pick a "Student of the Year" and this year our branch picked Caitlyn! With this she was awarded a 2 year Scholarship to Lindenwood University!! This is a $33,000 Scholarship!!!! Each Branch winner is then Interviewed by the State Association for the Y and 1 Student of the Year is awarded a Full-Four Year Scholarship to Lindenwood! Caitlyn's Interview is Scheduled for October 29th! So everyone keep your fingers crossed and say a prayer that she is selected!! If not that's OK we are Grateful the 2 Year Scholarship!! But the other GOOD news is that today....Caitlyn received her
My Profile
okay guys i'm new here so i'm workin on the page. It might take a bit cause i'm picky. But it will get there.
My Pride
Roses are red puerto-ricanz are brown thats my race so don't put it down!! My puerto-rican pride I will not hide My puerto-rican race I will not disgrace My puerto-rican blood flows hot & true My puerto-rican peeps I will stand by you thru thick & thin till the day we die Our puerto-rican flag Always stands high I yell this poem Louder than all the rest. cuz every 1 knows PUERTO-RICANZ ARE THE BEST!!! PUERTO-RICAN Pride in my mind PUERTO-RICAN BLOOD is my kind So step aside and let me through Cuz its all about the PUERTO-RICAN crew Life sucks and then u die but if your PUERTO-RICAN You die with good a$$ pride!!!!
My Priorities
If anyone wonders why I haven't been in your lounges, or seem to be distant, and not here much..........Well, as some of you know.I've been trying desperately to get my fiance here, or at the very least to to fubar. I have contact with her in email, and periodically by phone. My time online is very limited by my working hours, and now don't have as much time to be here. I will get to you as I can, and will return any communications, gifts, rates, and etc; as soon as I can. I love fubar, and all of you too. Cheers!
My Prayer Before Bed
My Private Pics Please Read And Pray
I made some pics for a little boy who has captured my heart on this site.He's a fighter and very cute.I pray for him and his family in this journey they are on.I have a private album with pics I have made for his parents for those who keep asking to see them.I don't want rates is why they are closed all I want is you all to pray for him and his parents. Thanks Angela here is the link to visit and pray for him ty just click on his pix and story above...
My Profile
check out my new pics and my profile and leave me a gift under the tree please
My Profile !
Since I cannot change my profile you are stuck with it ! If you wonder over my newest picture I can tell it is one of my new wigs I bought in Florida recently. :)
My Private Jojo
Money slaves “The line of life is a ragged diagonal between duty and desire.” As a money slave you crave financial sadism and you are more than aware that your sole focus and duty in life is to support your superior Goddess financially or materially (or both) via your hard-earned cash or gifts. Describes you perfectly doesn’t it? There is no point in trying to understand this compelling urge of yours. Face it, your obsession to be controlled, exploited and seemingly coerced by Me is your reality and you always feel so much better when you willingly subject yourself to such loyal servitude. This is the only meaningful and acceptable service you can present to Me, the powerful Goddess you worship. In exchange you will be given what you most want which is to be used, humiliated and tormented. you will need no coercing or “blackmail” in acknowledging your obsession. Naturally your performance to My satisfaction can be achieved through various material possessions such as cloth
My Preferences With Women
My Preferences With Women I might come off shallow here, but there is no sense in me lowering my standards. I want a non smoker, at least not around me. Preferably with out kids (damn near impossible in this state). If they have kids, the less the better. Don't get me wrong, I love kids. I truly admire single moms because I am the product of one, but I need attention too. If the girl has kids, I hope she wants more, because my goal in life is to be the father that I never had. The girl must be prettier than me (yeah, I just said that). Someone smaller than me, I have to be able to pick you up. Being a little taller is acceptable. I do like them younger, but age isn't a huge deal if they meet the rest of the criteria. Someone who is supportive, and honest. Assertive, but not too controlling. Someone with pretty liberal political views. I would like a good girl, but not one who is way too uptight. I also don't want a long distance relationship, I'd prefer girls in a 20 mile radius. Also,
My Prayers Were Answered
My Princess
Here's a little something I made for My princess...
My Problems
shit man if it ain't one damn than is another.... i have being lookin' on how i can diligently keep on building the email campaign for my modeling jobs to no success and no end to do it well.... to bring attention and a buzz to what my affiliate of g.b.i and what they stand for and what we as a group do. to make the money to start the modeling jobs early as a company we are helping the little people get financially equip for this world and being amongst the rich! please check my stash and get into what's their....there are some links some some video sites for those men that stay horny check these video links to veoh and livevideo and youtube believe it or not i found some that will help i got some other links coming up in the near future of my poetry and my stories and of my w.a.r. are comin' and other great writings and writers that i'm sponoring i'm legit....but this is is ask me to change....and give a salute i will but it is going to be in my own way and
My Prints
My Profile
I am looking to update my profile. I also am looking to make changes and add thing's. I welcome any suggestion's
My Profile!
Check out my profile page. Sign my guest book and see my slide show! It is under trackz listed as slide show!!!!!!!! T.A. Julie
My Prince Charming
A few nights ago I happen to run upon my prince charming. He feels my waking hours with his warmth and my sleeping hours with his dreams. I don't know what lies ahead for me and my price charming . Nor do I want to wake up. I do know that he has became a big part of my life even thou we are over a thousand miles away. We have spent hours on the phone as well as on here sharing our dreams , our wants and our desires. He calls me his 'Babydoll' his 'princes'. Could I be going down the wrong road? I dont know . Do I want to be waked up so I don't fall so hard ? No , I'll answer that now. As for my prince charming , Thank you for the way you make me feel like a woman , feel wanted , and feel desired.
My Princess
It has been almost three in a half yrs since I have seen my little girl. I breaks my heart that two yrs ago this father's day that my own father told me that I'm not a father because I don't see his Grand Daughter. I mean the man shouldn't talk cause that was the first father's day in 17yrs since he has seen me. So what does that mean does it mean that he wasn't a father for 17 yrs come on now. To me he is not my father he's just a long lost friend cause to me my father is the man who raised me. My Daughter knows where I am even though she is only 4yrs old she is very smart for her age. Her mother my ex wants nothing to do with me at all, and dosen't want me talking to my own daughter how messed up is that. At least I know that when father's day come around this yr my siter in-law will call me and put my daughter on the phone :D .... So like it says in the start of this blog it's been almost three in a half yrs since I have seen her.... Where ever you are Princess know that Daddy
My Private Folder
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Have you ever found the truth ... the true meaning of who you are and why we are here? I have found love, peace, hatred, sadness, passion, desire and happiness. I have learned that love takes time to grow... Like a seed that needs nurturing to blossom into a beautiful flower so must love learn to blossom. Peace, that is in the inner heart , inner mind, and inner spirit that comes from a deep level of our beautiful surroundings and all that share in that beauty . All hatred within can be turned into love if we understand where the hatred formed , and to give love and understanding and not criticism or judge . Sadness that can be made into joy with just the little things in life like a good word said or a hug. Passion that is so deep within that all we need to do is release the passion inside so that we become energized with a newness that all will want to share in. Desire that is within us that is so strong that we can climb mountains even barefooted and not feel the blisters upon our s
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My Promise As Your Friend!
1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you've finally had sex. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and tell you to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath - I pledge it till the end. Why, you ask? Because you are my friend. lol ~Larry~
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Bussa sempre di notte ad ogni ora poi entra in casa sicura si siede ai piedi del letto non vuol più andar via poi si spoglia nuda. Parlami di te, bella signora parlami di te, che non ho paura parlami di te, dei tuoi silenzi parlami di te, dei tuoi tanti amanti dei tuoi tanti amanti. L' ho vista dietro lo specchio anche stamattina si, era lì seduta io mi facevo la barba e lei compagnia poi, non l' ho più veduta "sono andata via" ma solo per un minuto "ritornerò" perché ho bevuto "mi verrai a cercare" non si cerca il dolore, ma mi batte il cuore. parlami di te, bella signora del tuo mare nero nella notte scura io ti trovo bella non mi fai paura signora solitudine, signora solitudine. parlami di te, bella signora parlami di te, che non ho paura portami con te, nei tuoi silenzi portami con te, nei tuoi appartamenti. ti sono andato a cercare nel buio delle discoteche. a mezzogiorno in riva al mare nel sole delle spiagge affollate. "sono andata via" ma solo p
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This is just an explanation for the few down-rating morons out there who don't realize what a tribute is. My profile picture is of J.R. Bob Dobbs. The patron of something called 'The Church of the Sub-Genius' (www.subgenius.com). Go to the website to learn more about it. Just as an interesting tid-bit, it was created by Ivan Stang and Dr. Philo Drummond. Though they claim that it was created by the worlds greatest salesman J.R. Bob Dobbs in 1953. They have a a syndicated radio talk show called 'The Hour of Slack' from WCSB at Cleveland State University. Listen, read, but don't down rate until you use your brain and figure something out about what you see.
My Prayer
We pray here this day and everyday to Jesus with the father God Almighty,the holy spirit, the wisdom of all the saints and the gentle hand of the blessed virgin Mary, mother of God that we realize our time is precious. That with your guidance that we will be able to heal our wounds in our hearts that are shallow and deep. That we may over come fear and break the chains that bind us down. That self respect is learned without being arrogant. That we maybe strong and still humble. That we may be tough against people who cause harm to our souls, but still be gentle in our hearts. That intellect does not over seed wisdom and faith.That we learn patience not only for ourselves but for others. That we have the ability to let things go and that we do not make the same mistakes twice. That our problems are small in the big picture of life and we get blind to the world that our vision can be cured to see the world how it real is . That we stay focused with the problems at h
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