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My Kids
well i went to court today and i have lost the battle for my kids.i feel like i have let my kids down. the kids live with my ex`s sister and her hubby.i could have hurt my ex when she told the judge she wanted the kids to stay with her sister cause i wont let her see them. she forgot to tell the judge i wont let her see the kids cause of her crack addiction problem.i been fighting 3 years for my kids. ever feel you fight for some thing for so long and you just give up? i just feel it is time for me to give up, is that wrong of me or should i try to be the best father i can? sorry it may sound blunt but i`m still trying to let it all sink in what happened today mike
My Kissing Booth
I have this new thing on my page, a kissing booth, please show me some love and kiss me!
My Kink
I need everyones help. I am a few points off. So here is how to help. Go to this link and play sign up to play this free and easy game. The link is. Your a kinky freak. Its off to bed with you. You know why i came over. You know what to do. Get down on your knees. Till i decide im through. I pull your long hair. And make you gurgle a scream. Soon your gettin ancy. And let you up. Only to bend you over. Just to beat you up. Your head hits the headboard. And already you are done. I wont let you up. My fun has just begun. Your face says your in pain. Biting the pillow to stop a scream. Then i flip you over. Only to continue my game. The torture has only started. Now your in my chains. Your body is my canvas. Now im being rough. And your screamin has become insane. You act like your being raped. Screaming more than my name. Soon you over come and grip me with your legs. I bite you all over and the screamin begins again. Soon i begin to slow. Af
My Kids
Please ,I want everyone to sent their prayers out for me and my kids. My kids are not with me anymore cause of somethings that my ex had done. My life is really hard cause all i want is my babies. I love them more than life and i would die if i cant ever hold them again. I miss my kids more than anything in this world. I dont know how much more I cant really take with breaken on down. So if i am not on here isnt cause I dont want it cause it been a very hard to talk to anyone. I would give my life just to hold ,kiss and to tell them I love them again. I love my babies. So please keep me in your all prayers please. I really dont know how much more life I can take thank you Regina I want to thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers. It really pulled off. Prayers really work. I got my kids home. I really love everyone for their prayers. I dont know what I would of done if I didnt get my babies back. I love my kids more than life. I am so sorry i havent been on much.And again thank you
My Kids
The Loss She took you away from me The memories of your beautiful faces Is now all that I can see I love you all with all my heart I have been so very devistated As the days and the miles drive us apart I have never stopped loving you You are all my angels Without you all my heart is blue Now as I sit here and see in my mind’s eye You all are growing up and getting older As the days just roll on by Now our time will be here And we do all the things we do We will be together with no fear
My Kids
Ok so here I am on mothers day..having a decent day so far. My kids are wonderful. I got a lot of string bracelets and necklaces (awesome!) I got some post-it notes with hand written reasons why "I love my mom" (awwww) I even got some home made sparkely bubble bath that smells like starburst! Am I one lucky mother or what??! I'm watchin out the window, the kids are playing in the yard keeping themselves busy by what appears to be throwing themselves around and getting dirty, I'm, that looks like fun!! So, without any intention of actually finding out how fun it is, I go outside to get a closer look at their choice of activity. I am quickly greeted with "mom! watch this!" We all know how dangerous those words can be, but I am happily watching what they are doing, enjoying it as much as they seem to be. I watch my oldest..rocking back and forth sayin"one...two..three" then she throws herself sideways in a great effort to master the elusive cartwheel..over she goes then BAM!
My Kids
I guess I just feel like venting to fubar about my kids. I am a proud father of two girls My oldest daughter’s name is Khyanni and my youngest is Jazmine. I’m really happy I have two girls. I look at it as my opportunity to perfect the female race. If I raise them right they will think like a man and at the same time rid themselves of typical female craziness. You can laugh now but I’m serious. Khyanni is 8 years old this year and is my handicapped child. She is autistic and mentally retarded. I figure it’s all my fault because I told God on the day of her delivery that I could not handle a handicapped child. I even ask the nurse to count her fingers and toes twice to make sure they were all there. God had something else instore for me and I am grateful for the hard learned lesson. Khyanni is very smart even though she is diagnosed retarted. She didn’t learn to crawl until she was two, and didn’t learn to walk until she was five. But by the age of six she could program my Tivo to r
My Kids
i figured i would write a mumm askin wat i should do be single or look for somone an i gottin some hatefull shit from everyone im not doin this for me im doin this for them they deserve a dad like everyone else an i think them not havin a father figure in there life is makin them think they are more powerful then me i mean my daughter hates that there isnt a male figure in her life for her an they both feel like there the reason they dont have a dad an its not .there dads made the choice to have there own life wit noone in it includin the kids they left them hangin wit me an they hate it i know i tried my damn hardest to make them happy with jus me but thats not good enough for them an they show that to me everyday i know that im lonely but there lonely jus as well an my friends are never there for me an its hard to go out anywere when i have noone to watch the kids i barely make any money for anythin but im tryin my hardest an people dont understand that
My Kids.
Ok well today @ 2:30 i have a doc apt for her.. She is favoring her left side, Her right side is he-man strong.. But like i said shes favoring her left.. for those who dont know, She was born 8lbs 5 oz May 12th of this year, She was 3 weeks early, So, this will be a continuing blog, I'm scared to think she may have muscle problems, But we shall soon find out.. shes going today to get her first series of shots. poor girl, I hate having to drug them afterwards to keep any possible fever down, So, on goes my daily fight with Bane, I snapped last night and said something i totally regret.. "I don't care about illyria" I said this out of my own selfishness,. Anyone who knows me knows That that's a bullshit lie I bend over for my kids, sometimes tying myself in knots to make sure they have everything they could possible need. It doesn't help bane has to fight.. in this world for the love of our other daughter Jadein aka J-bug.. He asked her do you love mommy she said yup! sure
My Kids And Me
Well I figured since im not on fubar anymore much that I would give an update on whats goin on....Well Since I went to court on the 29th of August My ex,love of my life,best friend James Moved to Texas to be close to his son that his ex never let him be around for the first 5 years of his life and its just broke my heart less then half of my heart and soul is gone I feel as I lost everything that has had meaning and love and everything a girl hopes for in life since he left he gave me purpose that no one else ever has he did everything for me for over 5 1/2 years. I also got a new job and had it for a week before the lady fired me while still in training said she had a GUT feeling yeah a gut feeling the job wasnt for me and I have been in this field for over a year so she can suck my fat toe.I have been looking for a new job and have a few interviews tomorrow. I have also lost 15 pounds and working on more. I also fill out an application for beauty school so i can do nails and hair and
My Kids And The Condoms Continued
Alright,I gave in and bought the condoms,coke and mentos. Yeah,I am that kinda mom. My 10yr old complained so much about it I finally just took him to the gas station and bought them. I am like my mother haha! I thought he was going to die! I walked right up to the lady at the counter and said"give me the cheapest condoms you have,you know the no frills kinda ones. My son needs them" I thought she was gonna drop dead right next to my son! My son is beat red and about to hit the door. I told him "hmmm,get back here! You want these for the coke,mentos and coke trick right?" I think it made the lady feel a little better,but not so much. He refuses to go inside the gas station now. Man,condoms can hold a lot of coke. :)
My Kind Of Luck
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making biker steps next to him, grabs his drink, gulps it down in one swig and then turns to the guy with a menacing stare as if to say, 'What'cha gonna do about it?' The poor little guy starts crying. 'Come on man I was just giving you a hard time,' the biker says. 'I didn't think you'd CRY.' 'I can't stand to see a man crying. “This is the worst day of my life,” says the little guy between sobs. “I can't do anything right.” “I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me.” When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I don't have any insurance. I left my wallet in the cab I took home. I found my wife in bed with the gardener and my dog bit me. So I came to this bar trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life, and then you show up and drink the damn poison.
My Kids
how can i put this for the ones that dont know i have 2 boys and i miss them so much. well on the 31 of oct i got pictures of them in there coustems. well i have not been to happy because i miss them so much so if you guys can put comments on the pictures so that i know people see them i love them and miss them so freckin much and i cry my eyes out every night when i go to sleep if there is anyone that knows somewhat how it feels tll me how you deal with it please!!
My Kind Of Christmas Tree
You Should Have a Pink Christmas Tree For you, the holidays represent a time of friendship and sharing. You're happy as long as you're spending time with the people you care about. You are passionate about the holidays, and that start of the holiday season makes you very excited. You sometimes go a bit overboard in your celebrations. You just can't help it! Passionate, easily excited, sweet, giving, love, friendship, sensitive, caring Your pink tree would look great with: More pink! You should spend Christmas Eve watching: The Muppet Christmas Carol What you should bake for Santa: Rice krispie treats with red and green food coloring What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have? You Are Milk Your holiday personality is innocent. The holidays make you feel like a kid all over again. You love every part of the holidays, and you anticipate Christmas morning. You enjoy getting presents as much as you did when you were young! What Holiday Drink
My Kissing Booth Lol
My Kids
i finaly get a day off in a mounth and 1/2 of working and i want to spend time with my kids but they could care less if im home or not they r all out running around with their friends. i just wish they loved and missed me the way i do them
My Kids, My World
I love to party  I love to have fun But it's my kids that matter They are #1 If my kids aren't safe I won't go out Loving my babies Is what I'm about
My Kids
So my 9 yr old lost yet another tooth last night. I will be the first to admit, I am the WORST Toothfairy in existence. I usually forget she's supposed to come so the day after goes something like this:   "Awww, the toothfairy didn't come!" "Really? Are you SURE?" "Yes, I checked under my pillow and my tooth is still there." "Well that sucks! Maybe she got busy or something. Ok, go hop in the shower so we can get going (or go brush your teeth)". Off she goes while I shove a dollar bill under her pillow. "Are you SURE she didn't come? I mean what if she couldn't get your tooth but left the dollar anyway and you just didn't see it? Why don't you check again to make sure." "Yesssss! She DID leave me a dollar!" Problem solved!   Why would last night be any different? Tooth went under pillow, I forgot and this morning she made the discovery that her tooth was still there and no money could be found. DAMN! Think fast! My explanation was that because it was raining last night, she
My Kissies
My Kitty(rl Gf)
start this with lyrics, by coal chamber ----------------------------------- All dressed in black Eyes of attack Coming with one hand in pocket To take from me Sin in the eyes I see Sin is nice of me Nothing left for me Reality Forget it You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together So sad to see you go I said to myself you Know So sad to see a mind Disappear through Time Lunacy's an argued Taste I guess there's no time To waste Oh passing times it's a Passing phase Reality Forget it You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together We are two fuckups You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together Together, toget
My Kitty
Turbo lived for 21 years. I got her as a stray kitten who's mama was hit by a car. She was too young to be away from her mother... so I had to bottle feed her. She has been staying with my mom because my place does not allow pets. Her health has been slowly failing over the years and has gotten to the point where she is no longer taking care of herself, and hasn't been eating much. So, as difficult as it was for me to do... I took her to the humane society to be euthanized today. Rest in peace, Turbo. You will be missed.
My Kids
losin my kids is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. i was stayin wit my step mom n when i let my sons dad come visit him. my step mom was cool wit it at first.. til i was gonna let him take Ricky home wit him for 3 days. than my step mom told me that if i was to let him take ricky than i have to get out of her house.. n that's ricky's father i can't jus keep him from seein his dad.. so i pretty much got kicked a few days go by n dhs showed up at my baby daddy's door.. n took my kids cause of my step mom callin them n tellin a bunch of lies.. so now i'm doin everything i can to get my kids back... they are my world... i luv them soo much.. the worst thing that could happen to a real good mom is have her kids taken from her.. so yeah... PS. Please everyone that reads this PRAY for me n my kids. i really need it rite now... Thanks
My Kind Of Man!!
In the line at the store, the cashier told the older womanthat she should bring her own grocery bag because plastic bags weren'tgood for the environment..  The woman apologized to him and explained,"We didn't have the green thing back in my day."The clerk responded, "That's our problem today.  The former generationdid not care enough to save our environment."He was right, that generation didn't have the green thing in its day.Back then, they returned their milk bottles, soda bottles and beerbottles to the store.  The store sent them back to the plant to bewashed and sterilized and refilled, so it could use the same bottlesover and over.  So they really wererecycled.But they didn't have the green thing back in that customer's day.In her day, they walked up stairs, because they didn't have an escalatorin every store and office building. They walked to the grocery store anddidn't climb into a 300-horsepower machine every time they had to go twoblocks.But she was right. They didn't have th
My Kids
this is an update on what is going on with me im still seperated from the wife probably will devorice her  however she has been served with termination of rights paperwork so im expecting the same soon i do not know what to do at this point i have put my whole life into bieng with her and the kids and im loosing them all in one swoop and there is not much i can do to stop it to make friends aware im posting this i have three kids a girl named jessica age 2 a boy named michael age 4 and a girl name makayla age 8 i have been fighting with the cps system the kids are in foster care right now and the cps system has been trying to terminate my rights to see them which i have been fighting for 2 yrs now im currently trying to also prove my indian rights and ask the tribe to step in and help im cherokee indian but have yet to get regestured im in the process of doing that  my great great great gandma was and is a registered as a cherokee indian so im hoping the tribe will step in to th
My Kkg's.. Hottiesss!!!
Meet CK2's Kandy Kiss Girls!!!!! *alwayspinknblack*Greeter @CK2 & KKG***FFM***@ fubar ★TX Best Barbie★ KKG ★ CK2FM ★@ fubar BarbieEK >KandyKissGirl< -CK2Promoter-@ fubar Butterfly KKG and Promoter For C2K@ fubar *~*Candy*~*KKG/Promoter/Greeter @ CK2*~*Best Lounge On Fubar*~*Love To All The CK2 Staff & Members*~@ fubar
My Knight
Feels Like Rain Down here the river meets the seaIn the sticky heat I feel ya' open up to meLove comes out of nowhere baby, like a hurricaneAnd it feels like rain   Lying underneath the stars lying next to youI'm wondering who you are How do you do?The clouds blow in across the moonThe wind howls out your nameFeels like rain   We ain't never gonna make that bridge tonightAcross lake PonchartrainAnd it feels like rain   Batten down the hatches, BabyBut keep your heart out on your sleeveIt looks like we're in for stormy weather, that's no cause for us to leaveJust lie here in my armsLet it wash away the painFeels like rain   Can you feel it? Let your love flow.... Your breathe on my faceYour fingers running through my hairYour every traceI can not help but stareThe rock that holds me togetherThe heart that beats the same as my ownThe calmness in any weatherThe love that makes this house a homeThe depth of your amazing eyesThe fire for me in your smileThe everlasting
My Kodiak
My first contest. Please help me I am behind 400 comments ..get a salute pic :) Has anyone stepped away from the comp. and actually met someone from fubar? Any one dating a fellow fuborian? Anyone engaged? ANyone married? Anyone filing retraining orders against a fuber?? With all respect Walmart manages to employ many people throughout the USA, that would other wise be UNEMPLOYED. Yes they can not grant these people wonderful benefits but they honestly try. With out Kmart many people would be left unemployed.. If walmart is so bad why just not work there and stop complaing. Did we forget who was the 1st out there supplying water and food to the Katrina victims?? While the government took 4 days to get supplies. So b4 u open your mouth think TWICE.
My Kool But Crazy Family Dats Down For Whatever!!!
ive been sitting here on my computer and listening to my family at the same time. i know im crazy but my brother is way worse but its not a insaine crazy but a wild funny goofy-crazy. all of our friends r here to and all i can do is sit here listen to there whacko asses and laugh.well just thought i might share that with yall, just wish u could see it well g2g bye bye my peeps talk back later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Krazy Life.....
Ok I am so mad i could we are having a nice fun conversation on the phone and she freakin calls so im blown off for the threat...i dont even think he wants her...i broke down and asked him today if i was his type and he said yes...see we had this conversation a few months back and he said i wasnt his gf type and so i asked him today if things were different in my life if i was his type and he said yes.....BUT he cut me off to talk to a girl he thinks is blowing off his freakin phone calls....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just dont know so so confused,the first thing i told him a year ago is im not looking for a bf or soeone to replace my hubby,then i crossed the line and we became best friends and the attention kept pouring in from him and i knew he was that type and i was chancing hanging with him after his gf dumped him cause 2 rules of FWB that me and my girl stand by are 1.dont fall for the guy and 2 don't stay with a single man and i did both....wel
My Kumquat!
For those of you who know me well, know that one of my best friends on this site has been Hugh.... Hes my Kumquat and I'm his snow pea... hes stuck around for 3 years of my roller coaster life and I'm hoping you guys can help me ... I know Hugh will probably not agree with it.. but I am trying to get him Donations for Spotlight  (he will kill me actually)... He might abuse me for this or he might just send all the money back.. He will kill me so please don't mention that i sent you and i really don't care how much you send him could be 200 fubucks just make sure you say "spotlight Donation" as a message...   Hes going to kill me and Im going to laugh my ass off.....   Thanks for all your help.. please no matter what do not mention this blog to him!!  
My Lady And I Are Looking For A Girlfiriend Would U Be Her??
wel the tittle tells all please come andsee if we float your boat
My Lady's Drunk Buffalo Theory.
so amber says... a buffalo heard can only run as fast as it's slowest runner. as a predator will go after said slowest runner, the heard can only pick up speed. so... like drinking, you kill off the most damaged brain cells. thus making you smarter. ... okay amber. i still love you.
My Laughter Stop!
My Labia Has A First's...
Alright, The time has come once again kids for another Lance Rant ( croud claps) Just an Update for all you out of contact people, I am joining the army, I know I know, it's fuckin' lame, but fuck you, I gots to do whats I gots to dos.... On anohter side note...In 2 days, March 4th at 8:00am I will be turning myself in to county jail for a term of 4 months....or 120 days how the fuck ever you wanna look at it. For those of you asking why am I going to jail, I must serve 4 months in order to get my 3 year probation ended as well as my 52 weeks of anger mangment.... So I won't be calling some of you nor seeing some of you for a long while, Sorry sorry, BUT if you wanna send naked picturwes of yourself to me in jail so I can have jerk off metrial ...YAY....NAKIE PICTURES!!!! But I love you all, you crazy crazy cum guzzling fucks. Give me a call in the next 48 hours to get you last late night Phone sex with lance w00t w00t... (760) 712-7624... I've Moved on I don't care about the S
My Latest Song ( Tonight ) Enjoy Guys
> FW: Missing Madeleine McCann[MESSAGE NOT SCANNED]>>>>>PLEASE READ THIS MESSAGE AND FORWARD IT TO EVERYBODY IN YOUR ADDRESS>BOOK...>>>>Please read this message and pass it on!!!!!!!!!>As you are aware my niece, Madeleine, is still missing and I am asking>everyone I know to send this as a chain letter i.e. you send it to>everyone you know and ask them to do the same, as the story is only>being covered in Britain, Eire and Portugal. We don't believe that she>is in Portugal anymore and need to get her picture and the story across>Europe as quickly as possible. Suggestions are welcome.>>Phil McCann>>Please Pass this email on to everyone in your address book and they>reckon it could cover 80% of the world's inboxes in 2 weeks.>Madeleine's Eye Holds Vital Clue>>Updated: 18:00 , Saturday May 12, 2007>>Madeleine McCann's family believe a new picture of the missing>four-year-old could play a vital role in the search for her.>The photo of the youngster shows clearly the her distinctive right
My Last Blog
All you cherry tappers in the Muscle Shoals area are invited to Tourway Inn tonight in Florence. We are having Grand Ole Opry Impersonators and I am doing Tanya Tucker. Well...10 years of being cancer free.....and my Dr. told me today that it has come back. I don't know how to deal with it again. I've been sick for a long time now....and..well...if I don't see much of you guys on here it's because I am trying to deal with this. I don't know how to tell my daughter or my family. Send up lots of prayers for me...cause I need them. Love you all, Carol....Mischief Hey everybody withing hearing range...lets all go to Stagger Lees tomorrow night in Muscle Shoals and party.
My Lady D
Jadded Vixen@ CherryTAP
My Lastest Adult Story... Tell Me What You Think!!! Lol
Him/Her > > It is a very warm and sunny day.. And I am > crabbing down in corbin city, on an island that you > reach by boat.... > > We are all alone and no one else in site. You're > bending over to check your handline and I come up > behind you, wrap my arms around you and bend against > you to whisper in your ear "nice veiw from where I'm > at". Then I nibbble on your earlobe as I rub your > nipples in my hands...... > > As the sun quenches my face to where my cheeks are red, > I turn to you and smile.. I see the beautiful smile on your face and I bend > over to plant a Very passionate kiss on you.. Deep, very sensual, almost sinful... > as you continue to rub my full breasts, massaging them, pinching the nipples. > I start to rub your cock through your Jeans feeling you throbbing & getting harder.. > You wrap your arms around me holding me tighter while you kiss me even > deeper..... > > Overcome with desire, I lift you up and carry you over to a blanket
My Last Day
Julie Location of Death: Herndon, VA Date of Death: 5/11/2021 5:42:19 PM Last Person Called: Bo Last Number Dialed: (703) 376-644* Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Suicide See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game
My Lady Friend/ My Best Friend
You can never be with her You will never be with her She was always with someone else She will always be with those others She is never treated the way you think she deserves to be treated She has always been hurt, exploited, and even abused Though never respected Never appreciated for the beautiful person she is and has always been Always pretending to be happy Though you know inside she is crying A stoic little foundation for the sake of her children She has managed to be at a distance with her emotions this long Why not Though there has been outbreaks mostly misunderstood as tantrums Though you know - how a person can hold that much in? There has to be a time when it overflows You have seen her control You have seen her potential You have kept faith for her she would overcome, persist and triumph In success and in her dreams to be realized Other then her there is only one other You think that understands you In retur
My Latest Concern!
My Last Nite
My Last Blog
To all my friends, as most of you know I have virtually closed my account but I have to wait until my VIC membership ends Sept 6th to delete my account. If you would please take a minute to visit my profile, read the "About Me Section, most of all the PS: part. If you visit Kat's page you will know more about why Kat and I are closing our accounts. This place isn't worth the trouble..and the main cause of this even has stalked us on to our Yahoo 360 page now so it doesn't even end here. Be well my friends and stay safe always. I will miss my family and true friends deeply. Always with respect, Harley
My Last Life
On the final day of my last life she came to me teary torn teetering between the things she had and those she had to have and I was on the side for which she reached. Just as she was turning back I brought myself to her and broke the ice with the kind of kiss I write about but rarely touch to a woman's lips her hips came closer and she wilted into me - no fireworks no ice no fire only she and I in a world that faded away until all that we could see was tomorrow could feel were waves hearing only the steady syncopation of two pulse beats becoming one. I have danced with her each night every day since we found each other were reborn into this fresh fantastic Eden. © All rights reserved
My Last Cry Was I Fly!...
I fly, and look down from atop the rainbow, they try, to derail what theyve entangled, its my, demise to watch it fail, just my, last cry as im impailed.... its like bein exposed to gamma rays, i get lost for days in the kiss, of this mysteriousness, let the boys go out an play, im just lookin forward to what the day may, bring a thing or two from me to you, to make you say hooray and take yer worries away, its the least i can do, throw in a check 1,2....cuz if it wasnt for you, who knows what i would do?.....
My Latest Poem--needs A Title Tho
I wonder, do I ever cross your mind Do you ever wish you can turn back time Back to when we would laugh and smile Picking up the phone, each others number we would dial I am blessed to still call you friend And I hope that will never end We were as close as two peas in a pod In the end it was my heart that you robbed Do I continue to sit around and wait Because deep in my soul I know its fate Or do I give up and let these feelings go I need you to tell me because alone I don't know We once made a pact with each other That we wouldn't give up on the other But you have moved on and I feel perhaps I should too You'll always be apart of me, just like my rose tattoo Copyright ©2008 Donna H.
My Last Letter
This is my last letter....I have lost the fight.. Empty Shell There is a place inside, Once was hidden now I can not hide. Life's a twisted mess, It soon will come to an end, and this I must confess. Heart is in disaray, Hope for a caring heart is all that I can say. This once life filled soul, Is now an empty shell. The hope for a sense of peace, All this hurt, anger, and sadness, I must release. It consumes my every thought, This battle I once faught. The heart I knew had exist, It is those who truly cared them I will miss. My nieces and Nephews I love you so, But Aunt Ladybug has to go. Please think of me along life's road, Know forever you are, and forever will be a part of my soul. To my precious boys your love gave me strength to fight each day. You helped me to believe in life, and you loved me I don't know why... I think of you I miss you, god do I cry. You were my soul, you helped me grow, But Tabatha has to go. I leave you now as a empty shell,
My Last Goodbye
Well this is it i guess. Got done doing my last Show on fubar possibly ever but who knows. Turning the net off in a few days. Going to Iraq in 2 weeks. Been active on fubar for almost 2 years. Don't really know if i accomplished much. Sure I did some good shows. Worked for many of great stations and lounges. Made some people laughed, and made some great friends. But I guess its all over now. Nothing more. I'm going to keep my fubar up for a little while in case anyone wants to say hi or goodbye. I knew i was taking this seriously when for the first time in over a year i didn't record my show on air, guess i didn't want to remember that i had a last show. I love all my friends and good bye till an unknown time and date. Jester aka Steve
My Ladies
As in life some go and others come to us in our lives, and others stay. I want to thank all of these ladies for there love. Stop by and show all these lovely ladies a lot of love. The sexiest Canadian (Gonna keep this one) Lacey™ ۞ owned by Jak ۞@ fubar One Bad Milf The Baddest MILF®@ fubar Some sweet Sunshine ~~Sunshine~~ ☆ DREAM GIRLZ ☆ ~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~~@ fubar Sky’s the limit Just* Me* Sky Owned by (JAK~ ۞)why Fu Marriage, can't we just live in FU Sin?**FU Orphan**@ fubar The sexy B ♡ bbG ♡ Owned by Jak~ *and* ☆})i({☆@ fubar Here name says it all ~*~SWEET~*~ Fu-Owned By Jak...@ fubar I like it Pink *Pink0828*Meet My New Owner*'JAK~ ۞ Owned by Lacey ۞ ~Owner of to many to list see b@ fubar
My Laptop
My Last Auction
i am in my last auction here is the link plz click the pic to place your bids thank you so much :)
My Last Chance Before I Am Out Of The Calendar Contest
My Lady
Woman of my Dreams by LateNiteFantasy© In those empty moments Thoughts of you fill my days When life allows the time I slowly slip into a daze Every time I close my eyes I see your amazing smile Like a modern day computer Your beauty is on file Hair so silky and smooth Eyes that pierce the soul Luscious and pouty lips Are only parts o’ the whole Your beauty rivals Aphrodite She holds no candle to you Though you have your doubts Your sensuality shines through I see you in my dreams Be it day or night Trying to control my feelings With all my strength and might Our friendship constantly grows Long destined to be more My love will never die In hopes you may open that door You are special and loved I will cherish you forever You’ve captured my heart It is yours forever To Midnight by LateNiteFantasy© 10 to Midnight A Twinkle In your eyes A song in your words... You can’t believe how alive I feel How desperate for my life I am
My Lady Starry!! *shakes Head*..xoxo
My Last
Let me live my life from the viewpoint of my death, since I have been moving toward it from the day I was born, Remind me where I'm headed! In this way, I know I can find new gratitude and delight in each hour of the day. For I can say: "This moment---right now--- may be my last."
My Last Nerve
Ok so I just need a place to vent. This could get long and complicated.... Ok so due to my financial situation I have had to rent out the house I own and rent a house that I can afford. Ok I can handle this, no big deal. Now here's where everything starts going totally wrong. I am renting from my soon to be ex-husband and my mother-in-law. That's really not a bad thing. The bad things is that he didn't listen to me about changing the insurance policy on the house and while it was vacant, the copper pipes were stolen. So he won't put in a claim. Well while they were stealing the pipes, the crushed the duct work. So guess what, I'm living in a house with no ac. And it's been in the 90's all week. Then we have a huge fight because he hadn't removed his girlfriends washer and dryer from the house. He had a month to do this. So I put them outside to get mine in. He was mad because I didn't call him and tell him. Ok they had been in the driveway like 20 minutes!!!! I hadn
My Last Name
I suck...i missed one. It's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your last name?............... A…. 2. 4 letter word.............................. ants 3. Vehicle: ...................................acura 4. City / Neighborhood: ...............altoona 5. Boy Name: ...............................adam 6. Girl Name: ................................. ashley 7. Occupation: ................................ 8. Something you wear:..................anklet 9. Food: ..................................... apple 10. Found in a bathroom:...........aspirin (well not in my bathroom.. but someones) 11. Reason for Being Late...........alcohol 12. S
My Last Physical Exam!
Last week, I visited my doc for a physical exam... She told me to stop masturbating! I asked 'why?' She answered 'Because I'm trying to give you a physical!'
My Lawnmower Death
It was a warm fall day and perfect for the last lawn mowing of the season. I was visiting my mother and she asked if I could mow her yard, which happened to be three acres, for her. I hopped onto the riding mower and briskly did abou eghty-five percent of the lawn. The remaining portion of the lawn was an embankment along the edge of a state road, so I got the push mower ready and then decided to take a quick break. In retrospect I am so glad that I did, due to the fact that it would be the last time I would remember seeing my children and my then pregnant girlfriend for the next two or three days. As I walked outside I remember thinking how lucky I was, not knowing how true that statement would become later that evening. I got the lawnmower and began to finish the lawn. Somewhere close to halfway done I guess I decided to take a nap. I remember dreaming about being in a bed when a gentleman decided to come along and wake me up. He proceeded to inform me that I just so ha
My Latest Auction...
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My Last Blog
My Latin Life Family
This is where u can read bout ur favorite staff members... Leave ur comments bout Latin Life here...
My Last Week Of Freedom
I am sitting at the car dealership, getting my truck service and replacing the 8 coil that went out of the spark plug, figure the odds of that happening with a week before deployment, not mention having a baseball hit you windshield last week.  Oh well life goes on.    I have been trying to figure out how I write this blog about a week before I leave.   It is kind of hard, mainly because there is a wide variety of emotions with just as intense power  where you are just  numb from the intensity of emotions, however I am  a vet been through this  task too numerous times since the turn of the century.   The biggest emotion at this moment with a week left of civil freedom, is a frustration.    The level of frustration has dramatically intensified.   It is hard to explain the level of horniness that I going through right now with no visible chance of getting any relief.   It was bad enough having to deal with the slow process of healing from the divorce and try to build up relationships w
My Lame Ass Rants = M.l.a.r
  When you get a secret admirer,you dont get cant be giddy. Its allways fear.The only thing good is that sigh of relief when its not a hideous beast... BUT THere will always be that Beast... Staring Staring... STARING!!! Christ it makes me wanna fucking puke out my ass and shit out my mouth...Makes ya wanna Take a 2nd bullet in the head after the first... fuck you god!why do you sicken us like this. This is the shit that makes satan himself cry... apparently my flask was made in chnina... i would so Jam my cock in her mouth and fuck it hard without remorse until she puked or passed out...
My Last Blog
My Lame Tat
My Lame Attempt At Poetry
Its been a long day Here in my bed I lay; Dreaming of you Oh so sweet. A caress, a smile For only awhile Leaves me weak and broken at your feet. I dream of kisses and whispers, I dream of things that once were. But awakening now I'm wiping the tears from my cheeks. Lost to me you have been for far too long. But your power over my heart and my head will continue; But not after I am dead.
My Last Girlfriend
My Laptop Backpack - Mobile Business
I travel extensively with my laptop computer, often storing it in a car trunk loaded with gear. The Ebox Laptop Carrying Case, which is strong enough to stand on, provides peace of mind that my computer won’t be smashed. Indeed, the case is waterproof, crush-proof, pressure sensitive, and lockable. For use in the field—say you’re an archeologist recording data at a dig—the Ebox Laptop Carrying Case is an alternative to something like the Panasonic Toughbook CF-30, which is a laptop made for the outdoors that can cost more than $3,000. A the case essentially converts a workaday laptop computer into a “Ebox” model for use in the outdoors.
My Last Breath
Is there someone, you would lay your life down for? I would give my last breath, for just one more. Try, a shot, I know I fucked up. And saying I'm sorry, simply isn't enough. I was wrong, and I felt you slipping away. I was just trying to hold onto you, in my own way. I did things I'm not proud of, that caused more damage than good. I would change them in a second, if there was anyway I could. But this is me, acknowledging that fact. There isn't anything I wouldn't do, to just have you back. It only takes one look, and the tears start to flow. There's too much emotion involved, it continues to grow. No matter how much I try to convince myself, they are not there. I am reminded they are, with each and every stare. I can't make my hands, not visit your face. They have a mind of their own, visiting your space. One click after another, I can't disguise, the truth. I am very much, still in love with you.
My Latest Novel
We looked at 3 offers yesterday; rejected 2 (a cash offer of $285,000 and a USDA financed counter offer of $280,000) and are sitting on a third (the First Time Home Buyer) of $292,000 until Monday @ 5PM. Because we showed our house 7 times over Sat / Sun, we feel there's a chance an offer could come in sometime Monday. Well, the USDA offer we rejected decided to accept our original counter offer of $292,900 (which he had actually REJECTED when he countered @ $280,000) . I guess he saw the REJECTED on his counter and panicked. He sure came up with a lot of money very suddenly. So our Realtor called FTHB's Realtor to tell her that our counter had been accepted by the USDA Buyer. And the other Realtor said, "Hold it!" What a mess! I guess it makes sense that this can't happen. Our counter was null and void when he countered. So now our Realtor has to call Legal to find out what to do. I think the guy needs to write up a new offer for $292,900 if he wants the house. We would love that. B
My Last Breath
Sunday 10/30/2011 8:30 pm(approx) - I called my daughter to come home I was having trouble breathing.. Sunday 10/30/2011 8:30 pm (approx)  -  I called your name, my last breah was your name. my last tought was of your smiling face. my last words were paalam mahal. Sunday 10/30/2011 8:45  pm(approx) - I awoke in an abmulance - an oxegen mask on and an iv in my arm. I was so cold, and I was having trouble breathing, the EMT was assuring me I would be ok. I rememberd what I wrote days ago, and realised you may never know. Sunday 10/30/2011 9:00 pm  (approx) - I was in  the hospital.. doctors and nurses., taking blood, giving me shots. putting hot blankets on me. Sunday 10/30/2011 10:30 pm (approx) - I woke up, my breathing was better and I was warmer The rest of the night I was taking tests, being poked and prodded, but you and my children were on my mind. Monday 10/31/2011 5:00 am (approx) - I was released.. I thanked God, and my daughter who found her way there. And said a prayer
My Last Christmas
This will be my last Christmas on Fubar. It has been 5 years now and I have really enjoyed my time on Fubar and all the wonderful people I have met and the long lasting friendships and bonds I have made. It has nothing to do with Fubar. I have had my disagreements in the past but overall I think Fubar is the best site If I leave Fubar, it is for financial and medical reasons. I will try and give some notice before I leave but always remember I carry the memory of each of my friendships here and they are precious and I will carry them always, even beyond this life.
My Lc Fam!!!
My Lc Thoughts
This friend of mine got me and my hunny the win in a cutest couple contest nearly all by her own effort. She wanted me and Mike to have the win so badly that she sat and voted for me for hours literally. She is very devoted and loyal and very sweet. She has been on my side through thick and thin on getting my blog to the top and for that I cant thank her enough. GF you rock! stay sweet! Christine@ CherryTAP I want to write and tell you about this friend of mine because he just a great guy with a sense of humor. He has been cheering me on and helping me along the way while I was trying to move my blog to #1 and helping me spread the word. He has posted numerous blog entries to that end and has helped keep in the know on things that were pertinant to myself. This guy is loyal to friends and loves his hunny more than life itself. You cant be a guy that loves his lady, is loyal and tells it like it is. Stay sweet JT! JT@ CherryTAP This is one person on my list that I cant r
dear life It's been a while since i wrote something meaningful, to me. I really didn't feel the need to, not that I feel the need to right now, there are just some things i am not scared to say anymore. When I look back at the past, yes I do see darkness, I see a little girl shivering in her room at night, wondering why she's alive. A little girl who was hiding all her pain behind fake smiles and crazy attitude, telling lies after lies after lies only to hide her own truth. I see her making herself throw up to be thinner, i see her parents fighting and yelling and her being torn between the two. I see her waking up on the floor in her puke after she tried to take her life, I see her at the other side of the country with a guy in bed with her, pleading him to stop, her voice shaking, her heart racing, her eyes filled with fear. I see one of her dearest friend die. I see her driving friends away when they were getting too close to her. I see her being afraid of love, of friendship,
My Letter
I couldn't hold you and take your pain away I now know It's time for you to find your own way I wish for you everything you desire And hope you never lose your passion and fire I'll never regret the time we shared The laughter and love, the burdens we beared You gave me the courage to face the real me The strength I was lacking you made me see A special place in my heart I keep open for you I wish you the best when your journey is through A new life begins with endless possibilities And I pray your journey leads you back to me
My Letter To Santa (past Xmas)
"Dear Santa, I am writing you cause I feel that I should at the very least justify my actions over the course of the year, before you go off and start jumping to conclusions, and fuck up my wish list! Let me start off by saying, that considering the year I've had, I've been a VERY good girl. I don't think that I should be disqualified from the "nice" list based solely on my 'not-so-nice' actions... like the time i tripped my sister in front of the whole church, personally I thought it was hilarious, but I'm guessing that was a strike against me. And the time I spread that horrible, but TRUE, rumor about my ex's new gf.. really if you think about it Big Red, she deserved it!! And it brought JOY to so many people, isn't that what really counts?!?! I could go on and on about the things that would count against me and throw me directly into the SHIT PILE, but Big Red if you could find it in your jolly ol' jelly belly to forgive and (please) forget about all the crap I've done. (
My Leo,s Birthday
My Letter For You
My heart beats for you alone. Every waking moment, you allure my thoughts with sweet words and deeds. Hearing your voice brings peace, comfort and a smile to my face at the sheer thought of you. When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart. As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning. My heart soars when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Everything about you takes my breath away. Body, Mind, Heart and Soul ~ Melissa Jade
My Letter To Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call my ex's as well as cute girls that I have recently met when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone at all hours of the night, and you know i really dont want to talk to them either? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do
My "leaving Fubar" Status
When I posted that status yesterday, several of you went crazy and freaked out on me asking me why I was leaving and asking me not to leave. I thought I should explain to you all as to why... Well, Someone threatened to kill me tonight.. and he tried hacking my computer.. hit my firewall several times.. spam attacked my Yahoo and my Fubar emails 5000 times within 10 minutes.. and said my ex should have killed me, then he said he will personally do it himself. He also said that if I tried to use any of that in court.. he will lie and say I doctored it and falsified my proof. I sent it all in a report. and when someone tried to help me by sending his own report in because when he tried to ask the man to back off and to leave me alone, my friend got deleted.. Its all bullshit. Then all I got back was the typical "Ignore and block" message. When cyber bullying, cyber stalking, and spam attacks on your emails are against the law. I find it sad.. that when we really need help here on
My 4 Letter Poem
When u feel like me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. This is my four-letter word poem. You know the one That gets you hits. And it goes something like this: FUCK IT! Want to be it? Don’t know how to do it? Just tell it Like it is. Only you can do it. If it's from the heart, It’s a start. If they don’t like it, Hey, no sweat, Never mind. FUCK IT! Life’s too short to waste time on idiots. Bigots Who criticize all the time. Anal retentive! Everything’s relative. Even though I've never had you, I still miss your body. Even thoug
My Leg
Those of you who do not know, last friday at work I had a 2500 lb skid of parts, flipped onto my leg, pinning me against the dryer line, was rushed to columbus grant hospital for a surgery, but they found i didn't need one, well its been getting worse over the last week, had an apt today, but had to cancel due to no one to take me to it, and can't drive, I am going to the ER, last time sent me to columbus, there is def something wrong with it, won't know til later, will fill u all in when i get home...
My Leg
Well, I went to a new doctor today. He's the head Dermatologist and after seeing him today, I so wish that I had been able to see him from the start a few months back. First, for the many of you who are not aware of what I'm even talking about regarding my leg, I have had a problem with my leg (originally both legs) since the end of May. Hence, the reason for no leg pics in my albums for many months! :P It started out as Erythema Nodosum (inflammation of the deep tissue of the leg). My left leg cleared up but my right leg got worse and swelled really bad, to the point that I was having to stay off of it with my leg propped up and taking the major pain killers. After about 3 months, my doctor told me that he was referring me to a dermatologist because he had exhausted all he knew on me and didn't want to waste anymore of my time. (He's a great doctor but a family practicioner.) So, I started seeing a new Derm. who began me on new meds (that were very scary!) of which I have been tak
My Leprechaun Name
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My Level One Anger With Pop Culture
Myles.. Emotions"and Reflections"
MY DARK WHIRLWIND EMOTION" I have a hard time sleeping at night, and sleepless nights drives me crazy . It made me think of so many things, past , present, future…memories, good and bad, beautiful, and ugly ,people who had been part of my life, unfulfilled dreams, visions for the future, my hopes and dreams ,things that I passed through, and possible things that may happen, trials that may come……ahhhhh! People that I care and love much,my family, my kids , my family back home and friends,all the people that I know, and shared some memories, oh, my kids how there were born, how they made me happy, how they made me cry and tired, and my husband, whom I know for 19 years,were so close yet were so far ,seems were miles apart, or maybe its me who is far, my strange , cold feelings, that lost of love and passion, that has invaded for years. it was the least expected things, but it strangely happened, it was so beautiful when I was falling in love, but oh, how ugly it is when one is f
My Legs!!!!
Myles Innner Voices"reflections In Songs"
Online chat Friendship sought Innocent enough Phone calls Shared thoughts Never enough Thoughts of you Day and Night Encounters bright Moments turned to hours Spent together Chat, phone and letter Morning Noon Night Falling Asleep Sound by voice At my side Fluttering of my heart Never met Could this be right Tears wept Feelings intense Into my life you crept Others nearby Can’t compare Love so dear Could it be real Feelings cyber deep Of one you may never meet Scared to let go My heart rings tight I, too, love you And I will hold on With All my might
Myles Innner Voices"reflections In Songs"
My Lesbian Experiences
please either post your own sexy experience (Fictional or not) please tell it from a woman's prospective. MAKE SURE IT IS NOT SAFE FOR WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I walk in to my house it is all dark then someone hits the lights and everyone yells HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I party for a long time and say good bye to everyone. One person remains. My sexy lesbian friend Clair.  She was naked and asking me to come and show her my true feelings.  I strip down and we come to the bed. e go into a 69 position and her juices tasted so great. We then played with each other for a little while. Then we decided to really get it started.  i went in to my closet and got out my toys. We started with a first course of vibrators for us both. Then the strapons started. Second course was me fucking the shit out out of Clair. Third course was her fucking me. That was a great night!
My 3-legged Unicorn
So the other morning I was leaving for work on a seemingly normal day. As I was wheeling my bike out into the usually empty post "people taking their kids to school" street my gaze happened down the street. There was a man...But not just any man...It was the "semi-anti" me. Top to bottom he looked like this.....49ers beanie (WITH frilly ball at top). "Wife Beater" tank top. Denim shorts. FANNY PACK!! A grwon ass man ridng a razor scooter and carrying an empty 5 gallon pail (for what reason I DO NOT want to know). I WISH I had taken a picture of this dude but I COULD NOT stop staring at him..If you've ever seen that movie LEGEND it was EXACTLY like that part where Tom Cruise takes Mia Sara to see that unicorn except it was COMPLETELY different.  I now refer to this person as my 3 legged Unicorn.....SOOO beautifully fucked up was he....Tweaker!?!? I think not. 8:30 is typical "tweaker sleep sweet spot". I have NOOOO idea who this person was or why he was in my neighborhood...I have also
My Life
Well, I thought maybe I would tried to let people know the real me. I am a mother of four children. Amber is seven,Abby is five, Allie is two and Nathan is 10 months. It is just us against the world right now because their dad moved out. I don't know if he will come back. We pray every night that he will have a change of heart and come home. Untill then we try to be there for each other. I love to meet new people. I enjoy family actives but also miss adult activies lol.
My Life
well my day has went ok i guess past 2 days have been killer busy yesterday i hadda go inta work an help unload a truck for a good few hours then when i came home i hadda help my g-parents with loadin their stuff for MI they r leaving tamorrow morning they was posta leave taday after my g-pa got off work but things didnt go as plained soo yuh hah anyhow taday my mom drug me over hell an half of georgia we went ta i dunno how many dollar trees plus tha one i work at then hadda go ta tha collage then tha bank an then ta go get her hair done she considers us goin an runnin for her new lil family our "spending time tageather" psh she knows im still pissed at her thats why shes tryin ta act all nice an sweet ::mumbles "dang bxtch":: ::coughs:: ANYWAYS while she was gettin her hair done i desided ta get mine done well.. cut really its up ta my shoulders now an i put blonde strikes back it tha front so it looks better thats pretty much all i got done i'll prob take a pic later an put it on he
My Life
today was fuking awesome i got into a huge fight with this chick i wanted to fight for awhile now and i kicked her ass!!!! i might be a lil person but i sure can fight lol heres the deal life suck no matter what so just get on with the good stuff and forget the bad if this was true in real life there would be alot less drama and bull shit like that so just get on with your life and dont worry about any thing you only live once ~fallen angel~ on this day i found that my long time friend Mike (i use to live by him when i went up to canada) commited suicide i will miss him if you get the chance pray for him and his family ~fallen angel~
My Life-from The Other Side? Wtf
It's cha gurl, L-T I'm OUTTTTTTTT 4 DA NIGHT BLESSINGS!!!!!!!!!!!! Can we say "talent"? Whoa Video - Lil Kim lyricsLil Kim Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts Happy Sunday everyone! I hope it is blessed and full of fun and laughter. The subject of this post is "WOW!!!" because one of my friends just brought me a HUGE collection of clothing and accessories from an expensive store called Torrid, for my audition on Wensday. He works there, so he kind of got the employee discount which is always a good thing. I told him that I didn't need it, but he said no. I just wanted to be a blessing. :) All of us should be like that, for real. Give out of WHAT you have and NOT of what you lack. Lots of Love, Lady T
My Life
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4-year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could haveimagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint Her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 _____ "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 _____ "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 _____ "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 _____ "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 _____ "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving
My Life...get Over It
eh.. ok so im just writin this to write one. ha ha. i got a new job. YAY! i get to leave target finally. no more havin to see those damn guest face to face. im goin to dish network. now i get to hear them yappin in my ears. eh guess its better than havin to look @ them. I ger paid more. thats a plus. lol
My Life
Dark Greetings all, I know I have not been around for a while now but I have a good reason…I have been working my ass off and things are going very well for me…I am no longer a temp for Fresh express I was hired on full time and now I am a crew lead… I am getting ready to move into my own place, and my car is finally all fixed and so far there are no more problems with it… Me and my x got back together and that has been going good, we still have a lot of things to work on but it is no where near as bad as it used to be…. My weight loss fight, I have lost over 40 pounds and I did it the right way no drugs and no starving myself I feel GREAT… I hope everyone is doing great….Blessed be and Rock out with your twins out… If anyone you want to talk to me you can always hit me up on messenger, even if I am not here I can pm you back when I am great thing about off lines… (nassy.bitch) **licks and Bites** I hate you i hate you for the lies you tell i hate you for the love
My Life
So yesterday was tons of fun I forgot how much I miss working.. well I guess I cant actually call yesterday working!! I got to hang out with alot of people I work with and a few im going to work with.. well u ask what we were doing if we werent working well we were making a commercial for our company it was awesome they will be making 6 commercials from just one day of shooting!! I cnt wait to see them!!! Urgh Im so fucking tired all I wanna do is SLEEP!!! I worked from 9:30 to 10"30 yesterday and now having to be back at work at 10:00 am today and I just dont wanna do it I just wanna crawl back in bed!! So its like 4:14 and im bored outta my mind and Im STILL in my pajamas cause I have nothing better to do.. I need something to do!!!! I Dont want to go back to work tomorrow, well it wont be so bad if Texas tech beat TCU saturday cause then Madalyn will be in a good mood and I wont have to worry about her taking it out on me : 0 anyways I just thought id let yall know IM BORED
My Life As Of Now
Well me n todd broke up lastnight and u kno how u feel when u wake up the day after someone close to u dies? yeah well thats exacally how i felt. idk how things will end up, i love the boy with all my heart we just started to go on eachothers nerves and 7 onths of being together all the time will take a toll. and we figured its best to end it now b4 we end up hating eachother but we left it open to get backtogether if we want to. we have virgin festival which is a big concert to go to on sept 23 and thatll be the first time we hang out all day sicne yesterday im gussing but well see how things go. i still love u todd, i jst dont want to hate u, so this is why we had to do this. i love u a bushel and a peck! xoxo
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Hi All, for those of you that enjoy my photos, I entered a photo competition this week and I actually WON "best of show" and out of 5 photos entered I got 2 first place and 2 second place, I will post the winners later for all to see...
My Life!
Well lets see my life, first I have no dad to look up too. i've been trying to find him for the past 2 years. I have not got no were of getting any info. Anyways i barly have any friends and if i do get one they stab me in the back, 2-face me or tell me i am just a spolid brat. I am alot better, i am more grown up then last year. People can't see it because they don't take me seriously. Thats about it for right now i will keep in touch! ~EM~
My Lil Soldier
I haven't wrote ina while so please 4give me if there is any rust, But writing these words and getting my feelings out is a definite must, You see, you're my lil soldier and you were sent to me from the heavens above, I'm your dad, you're my son, and there's nothin anyone can do to change that cuz between us there's 2 much love, There are some things I have 2 tell you and you gotta trust me cuz it's all from the heart, First of all, I know mommy and daddy broke up but nathan you'll always be by myside and we'll never be apart, Second, I will give you the world and I will protect you from anything and anyone until I am unable 2 breathe, Don't ever worry about someone taking you away because no one, and I mean no one, will ever take u from me, And we can't 4get about sissy, she loves you 2 and we know you're her protector cuz ur her big bro', When you need advice or someone to talk to, I will always be here, just let me know, Nathan, don't ever 4get 2 keep your h
My Lil Princess
Hey baby girl, this poem is for you and these words cant get anymore real, Sissy, I love you so much and I get goosebumps whenever I talk about the way I feel, You mean so much to so many people, especially me and ur lil' brother, Even though mommy and daddy are 4ever done, you'll always have me(ur daddy) and you'll always have ur mother, I know u don't understand now 'cuz mommy is gone and we will never know why, But don't worry hun, 'cuz daddy will be here to laugh with you when ur happy and hold you when u cry, 2 watch you and Nathan, fills my heart with joy 'cuz you guys are best friends even when u fight or when you play, Korinn, you are 1 of 2 reasons I live and i'll protect and love you everynight throughout everyday, The thought of not having you in my life just makes me start 2 shiver, it would drive me insane, I love when you run up 2 me and hug me or say I love you, it's a feeling i can never explain, As I watch you grow up Korinn, you make me so proud
My Life
iam 3o years old i have 3 babys my frist son passedway be for he was bron 3 months later my x husben and i did not stay together then i meat my son brandonlee,s dad he walcked out on me be for his son was born a year later my son movie in with his father then 4 years later i meat my baby girls father it did not work with us he left be for she was born so she dont know here dad he dont live in fl any more so she will never get to see him i have not been with any one after her dad left us a year a go iam from allentown pa i been in fl for 11 years now and love being here the only thing i miss his my family up in pa i have some family down here in fl with me but some still live up in pa
My Life Before Lost Cherry
Sunday, September 17, 2006 Great Night at the Cherry Pit Current mood: amused Category: Blogging Loved last night at the Cherry Pit. There was a little bit of drama but I guess I have just lucked out the last several times avoiding that. Brought a new friend into the swing scene and I was glad to see that he fit right in and was having a great time and still was having one when I left. LOL. Got to socialize after the party and just hang out. Havnt done that in a long time. I came home this morning the pouring rain to my loving ferrets. Got woken up a couple of hours later to one of my babies nibbling on my feet and bouncing around on the bed wanting to play. It has been a great 24 hours and I havn't had "great" that many hours in a row in a long time. Thanks Guys, Till next time. 7:26 PM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Wednesday, September 13, 2006 RIP Zorro Current mood: blank Category: Blogging Zorro moved
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As you may already know from reading my profile, I have a love for weights, so much so that I am obssessed with it. Over the past few days I have become even more so in my attempt to break my current max lift in the benchpress. Well, this payed off as today I went over the 300 pound mark, nailing a 305! My first step toward a 400 pound benchpress has been taken :D Today I hit the weight bench again, I really only set out to repeat my accomplishment from Monday and get 305 up again, which I did with ease, so I decided why not try adding on another 5 and see what I did, and to my surprise lifted it several times! That's 310 pounds I'm putting up. I think I am, right at this moment, the strongest I have ever been. A good time I guess to start keeping a blog about it and see what I accomplish, lol Let me see, what else is going poem "Noose" got choosen to be included on a poetry cd, which is pretty cool :) This is a poem that was written by one of my bes
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Update from myspace! Well, if you have been reading on myspace, you know that Steve left me and I am single again, I have packed his stuff, looked for a job, ect. ect. ect. Well, I have found a job, I am back at Beverly Healthcare working in Dietary. Not a glamorous job but it will pay the bills. I think I am over Steve, I have been dying for sex and haven't called him the first time! Damn I am getting over him finally! I still have feelings for him but we have 2 boys together I guess I always will have feelings for him. We are still talking atleast we can still be friends. However I don't call him anymore than i have to! I have a secret crush! I want him so bad, but gotta wait til his divorce is final as well as mine don't want to cause any trouble for either of us! I am not looking for a new hubby, more or less a fuck buddy!!!! Pam If you read this and want to talk just call me or im me I hope you understand, if not i will fill you in on how he treated me exactly.
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What the fuck is wrong with ppl?? 2 years ago when my son was 4 he and Dave went shopping to get me something for mothers day.Dylan told Dave that I needed a garden gnome for my rose bushes.Dave said he looked at all of them at 2 stores till he found me the right one.He was very proud of himself for picking it out and so was Dave and I.I put the gnome on a slab of lime stone between 2 bushes in t he front yard and it just looked great.SOME STUPID MOTHER FUCKER STOLE IT! I took the dogs out and told Dave I think someone stole my gnome.He went outside and said yes it is gone but the one you got last year is still there(Now every year Dylan gets me a gnome for Mothers Day )I cried. I couldn't help it.It was the first gift my son gave me that he thought of,planed out and everything.Dave told me not to cry,that whoever took it wanted to hurt me and not let them get to me but I can't help it.Whoever took the gnome sees it has just a stupid gnome.To me it meant the world cuz it was a gift fr
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well what do u do if u broke up with someone and u think you made a big misstake do u go back with them or move on can someone please tell me what to do?
My Life..and Stuff thanks lovies! Yay! Christmas is almost here. Yesterday I went to get and give my presents to Mat. Which was coolies cuz he really enjoyed the two shirts I got him which were both on the top of his list. I only knew about one. (He's a band shirt collector) I picked out an iron maiden shirt for him. It's the Benjamin Breeg shirt. On the back it says "here lies a man whom little is known"...very pretty shirt. That was the one I guessed at. The other one I knew he wanted was the cradle of filth nemesis shirt which I wish came in my size. It says "painting flowers white never suited my pallete" So pretty! :) He got me the Pirates of The Carribean 2 movie. The special 2 disc one. I was jumping up for joy with that one, literally. Then he got me a Riddlebox shirt, the one with the roses around him. That put a big smile upon my face. Yay, it goes with my sweatshirt. *giggles* His mom got me this perfume, its called Red Door. It smells rea
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April 11th, 2008 Are you a Gold Star Lesbian? What do you mean you don’t know what one is? It’s a lesbian who’s never slept with a man, of course. Gold stars for the pure, no stars for the contaminated but repentant, and as for those greedy bisexuals… Well, what about those bisexuals? Those betraying, confused, promiscuous, untrustworthy fence-sitters that crept into the jolly LGBT acronym but will never know how it feels to be truly oppressed. What a joke. Bi folk get it twice of course – as well as straightforward homophobia, they also have to face biphobia from both the straight and gay community. But what, exactly, is biphobia? Cheryl Dobinson from bi zine The Fence describes it simply as “any type of discrimination, oppression or prejudice that is directed at or specifically affects bisexual people.” The ‘hilarious’ Gold Star Lesbian label, for example. And if it’s not prejudice masquerading as humour, it’s prejudice wrapped in ignorance. “There’s this presumption that
My Life And Me
well today i slept til 4 pm lmao, something havent done in soo long. but yea it was cool. played some tibia, some halo, watch some tv. relaxed for once. gonna be goin to surgery with my mom next week cuz i know she scard. by the way i hate my life!!!! everything about it. beh why cant i be beautiful like other girls. i hate me.
My Life Number
Your Life Path Number is 5 Your purpose in life is to life freely and collect experiences. You love life - new adventures, new people, new ideas. You are very curious, and you crave novelty in all forms. You tend to make friends easily, and you enjoy the company of all types of people. In love, you are fun and even a bit intoxicating. But you won't stick around for long. You are impulsive and spontaneous - which sometimes leads you to do things you regret. Sometimes you can be overindulgent with food, sex, or drugs. You have many talents, so many that you are often scattered and unfocused. What Is Your Life Path Number?
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When Tthey arrive in the house He stops her just inside....."Take the skirt off now".....she does as she says.....quivering with anticipation.....He turns her and puts the blindfold on......He swats her ass....she stumbles from the swat ........But also because she must stop herself from cumming....she loves it when He does that and she cums instantly when she is in this shape....He grabs her and steadies her....He just laughs and grazes His teeth across her neck.........she shivers......He leads her to the bedroom.....He had already had the candles burning and the music playing....between that and the blindfold her senses started whirling......she always lost things in that situation.......He lay her on the bed gently.....feather kissing her as He did so.....Every once in awhile flicking His tongue over her.....He spreag her legs and arms and firmly tied her..........running His nails and hands over her as He did so.....He decided to take the vibe off and took the butt plug out....He
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Well today we went to St.V's in Toledo and they told us he has 95% blockage so he is going to have to have triple by heart surgery this week just not sure yet what day so I will keep you all informed on whats going on with that. Thank you to who ever is praying for my family and I because right now we need as much prayer as we can get because you all know that we have been through alot this year so thank you very much who has been there for us and who has been praying for us we greatly appreciate it alot. Well all I am going to get off here and do some stuff to try and get my mind off of all this so I will talk to you all later. love u guys. Tonight I have experienced a very sad event not only to my life but to alot of my other friends lifes also. Tonight 2 of my friends got in a car accadent one died and the other is in critical condition. If you have a good heart you will keep the familys in your prayers. Thank you Is it just me or does this happen to everybody? When you are happ
My Life In The Moonlight
Everyone has dual natures, whether it Saccarin sweet and fuzzy, or dark and deadly. Everyone has a personal facade, a mask that they wear. I know I have a splendid array of masks that I wear daily... Sad, Happy, Depressed, Inspired... its all the same. What is different for everyone is the timing. When we choose to wear the masks and how we choose to wear them is what makes us unique. Hell we all know that we aren't going to get out of life alive... the question is... how much fun are we going to have along the way.. Will death really be worth the road trip to get there? Will this life be memorable or miserable enough to be etched into my soul for the next life? A ramble... More to come I suppose... Farewell to Fantasy Yesterday… White patent Mary Jane’s, Shuffle ever so slightly, Closer, to moss covered stones. She clutches a precious penny, Securely, in her little hand, Her eyes squeezed shut… Upon soft, silent lips, A fevered prayer… Innoce
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I spent my entire life with horses. They are such amazing creatures. The first horse I ever rode in a show was Nova, a dark bay Quater Horse mare. It was when I was almost two years old. My mom led us around the ring. THe first horse show I ever entered was at King Oak Farms. I entered four classes. I got fourth place in Intermidate Equtation. Then I got first place Intermidate Pleasure. Fifth place in Intermidate Walk, Trot, Canter. Finally I got first place in Intermidate Cross-rail Jumping. In my second show I placed fifth in Intermidate Equtation, second in Intermediate Pleasure, and third in Intermediate Over Fences.Then my most recent show I placed seventh in dressage. My favorite horse, Zandi, has been sold and I nolonger know where he is or anything. He was and still is my favorite horse but I know I shall never seem him again. I love him so much though.
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life is great and i am fine. but u know what hurts the most? Is when someone u care for so much u would die for them turns to u and says " like any guy would like a preg girl!" well u know what he will lie me if he likes me for me...and anythign that comes with it...and me being preg is a part of if u cant except me for me then i rather u not talk to me... No-one in the world could make me change the person I have become, No-one in the universe would make me forget that I am the only one. There is no other person in this place that is anything like I am, You could hate me so much, I assure you, I don't care, and I don't give a damn. No-one could make me change the way I feel about the things that go on, No-one could make me feel that this is not the place where I belong, There is not anyone around who'll make me cry over things I can't control, You could put me down, say bad things, But I will still reach for my goal. No-one has any more control over the things
My Life! Lmao
i hurt my back over the weekend. i am going to the doc today. i have't slept well in a few days. just off and on, bout 4 hours a night. boohoo i hate rude people who make crude comments. and i hate it when people request to be friends without even sending a message first. that is totally rude. i don't mind getting comments, but would like them from friends. i think it's rude to try to become friends when you aren't. don't just add me or become my fan. talk to me. if you are just trying to get friends, go to myspace. that place has become a friends competition. well......i am back at work. have been for a few months. i have 19 students this year. they keep me busy as heck. i want a teacher assistant, but i don't get one till i have 20 students. so now i am praying for a transfer. i have also been putting $20 away each paycheck for the end of the year. last year i had to spend over $250 of my own money for school supplies. the district budget wa
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My Life And Fun Stuff
So schools been going okay. It seems like lately we've been cramming everything.Like we have no time to really study or get to at least completely understand our stuff. I know that this is an excelertaed course and all, but if we dont have the actually time to learn the stuff how are we going to remember it when we go to our real jobs? I had a test yesterday that i'm not so sure i did good on it. If i'd had one more week it probably would have been better, but i'm not tripping cuz i still have half of a school year to make it up. It just makes me insane cuz we just had a test tuesday and not even a week later we are having another one on a different subject. Its seems like its not that hard, but where is the time to breath and relax at? I know schools not suppose to be easy, but its not suppose to be that hard either. I have alot of things that go on at home that need my attention, as do many other people in my class, but where is the time to study before they throw something else on y
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As of June 6, 2007 at 8:27AM.. I became the proud mommy of a little boy. Xavier Joe.. He weighed in at 7lbs 10oz.. and was 21 1/4 inches long.. Currently Im just a stay at home mommy.. Looking for possible some legit at home work! If anyone knows of any!! please let me know... Looking for other mommy's to talk to.. If you wanna chat let me know.. Ok so I haven't been here in a while.. OMG Im sorry.. BUt there has been a lot going on.. I got a new job.. And started colleged.. And then on October 9th found out that Im expecting a baby.. :) Im excited.. I am going to try and get around here more often but a lot of the time Im sleeping.. :) Take Care all! So its been a min since I have been here.. Things are going well.. Im about to be a new mommy come JUNE!! Yea... On other news looking for ladies to model.. So please there is $$$$$ involved and trust me dont' be shy.. We have taken on Tall, short, petite, big boned, different colors.. WE are ALL BEAUTIFUL ladies so
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I JUST GOT LAID OFF EVERYONE.. YA FKING HE HA I JUST GOT LAID OFF EVERYONE.. YA FKING HE HA whast going on with all u cherries im just sitting here i have had the whole week off of work because i torn my shoulder and all the muscles man does it hurt i can finally sit upright with out breaking down in tears with pain.. i think that is all about me la la la la yup that is all that has been going on . **********cherry kisses****************
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My Life So Far
My Life
my life is great,i have a great hubby who will and does everything he can for me and i love him more then i could ever imagine.i have a beautiful little girl who at times can be a lil brat,but shes the best and i love her to death.and we have another baby on the way in feb. we are so excited and cant wait for this baby to be here with us.its gonna be great watching our kids grow up together.
My Little Nitch
High School reunion time, I am on committe, and was happy to find an alumni I had wondered about for 30 years. Lots to catch up on, which we did by email and phone. The ol' Irishman had lots of tales to tell,I got lots of laughs. To be honest this senior (when in high school, I know yuns are thinking as in age! thanks friends LOL) as I said, this senior had an eye on that young irishman and his harmonica playing brother. They always left a sweet echo in the stairwells at school. And I have been told they really loved when I dropped my books, (on purpose of course, I wasn't dumb or blind as to who was staring at me) When we talked about life since then I heard lots of stories, and big names came up. The younger brother cofounded the music group called "38 Special", and when my alumni friend got a dear john letter, the two brothers got drunk and wrote the song "2nd chance" Then the name VanZant, that caught my ear as well. Unfortunately younger brother lost his life soon after st
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reunions with former rock musicians,who have kids living next door to me,and around the corner..small world... the mojo room opens on the 28th! The 21rst is our big show at badabing,which i am helping promote ,passing out awesome color flyers!! GO DOLPHINS BEAT THE J E T S! THAT Hurricane,FIU Brawl,was insane!! rawk on! DJK PENGUINS SET TO OPEN PLAYOFFS WEDNESDAY NIGHT by Joe Sager 04/11/2007 The Pittsburgh Penguins begin Stanley Cup playoff action Wednesday at 7 p.m. as they trek to Ottawa to take on the Senators FSN Pittsburgh will televise the contest at 7 p.m., while 105.9 The X will start its radio broadcast with a pregame show at 6:30 p.m. p.m. The broadcast may be found live through streaming audio on as well. Tune in for Penguins Hotline following every game on 105.9 The X and the Penguins Radio Network. Join in the conversation with host Bob Grove by calling the Penn Telecom toll-free line at 1-866-922-2874
My Life
So... i've come to find out that my weekends are beginning to start earlier and earlier. This week it started on tuesday.... and let me tell you.... it was interesting. A handle of vodka, a handle of whiskey, two thirty packs, 3 vicodin, and an eighth of weed later I'm still alive. Maybe I should focus on school more than partying!!!
My Life
i think im gonna explode soon, i can get mad n what not easy sometimes but i almost always keep my cool, im sick and tired of my fucking bf being an ass and fighting with me when im trying to go to sleep and already in bed..... I think he is nuts, he talks to himself all the time, says everything outloud from schoolwork to work dont matter, i had a co worker here till 5 am and b4 she left he started doin some schoolwork, fine n dandy, when she left i went to bed, the minute i layed down he started bitching, i told him to shut up because i was going to bed and he wouldnt he kept it up for least a fucking hour, he came in there and i got up and came to the other room cause i wasnt gonna lay there n listen to it n he started hitting something dunno what it was but pretty much everything in this place is mine, hes in for a rude awakening pretty soon if he keeps this up, i dont know if i can make it past christmas like i planned, stupid fucking idiots i tell u
My Life Today
been missing yall bunches ...xoxo steph well everybody its been a while since you all have heard from me but ive been trying to heal from my back surgery and trying to take care of Gwyn and Daddy the best i can the last time i wrote i told yall about daddys cancer and how it was going but the news im trying to get to yall now is daddy needs yalls prayers..... hes needing prayers to be pain free till the good lord comes to get him and bring him home ....yeah yall thats right my daddy is losing his battle with cancer and the doctors are giving him 3 to 4 days hes only on oxygen and pain meds to keep him comfortable but in a few days he will be in no pain at all ..its very hard for me to talk about because my little girl Gwyn loves her papa but i wanted to tell yall cause yall are like family and yall mean the world to mean even thow im not able to be on the computer very much nomore ....if yall would like to call my home my number is 1-22-798-6083 and daddys hospital room number is 1-22
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my life Current mood: confused Category: Life This is my life as is each day that goes by i feel alone my heart ands soul hurt with every beat that it make and it not for a person or some one special really i don't know i sit in my little world and i see every one that i know happy my friends with their lover or wives or girlfriends and i see my parents together and it hurts that i can't find some one for me i have once found some one but they left me for some one else and all my ex girlfriends that i loved and i am sorry that i hurt them and the world still goes on when i am sit alone in stillness so please if you feel like this just re-post or leave a comment
My Life Story!!!
my life is an endless circle of false hope and broke dreams, its like im stuck in a deep dark whole and no matter how hard i try i cant get out and with so many people all around i scream so loud but no one will help, or maybe they just don't know im there, i feel like im the only one who knows ... anything .. anything about me, there are many who say they know me but in reality the only thing they really know about me is my name. im just me and me alone and confined within myself. i feel like no one will ever know who i really am, my world is no normal one, i see now what they mean when they say things that are exposed and presented to a child can have a lasting effect but i never understood until now, i remember such small things about my childhood that had such an effect on me, the way i think, act, and my very prospective of life itself .. maybe i dident see it then but i do now ... they say that when your just a child you feel nothing bad can happen, but i guess i was different be
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read this and pretend like you care about my life. kthx! What a busy week! First it was Spunky's (my photogrpaher) birthday so we went out on the weekend to the club and stuff and got hammered. haha We all went back to Spunky's house and for some reason Karen ( and I started wresting on his living room floor in front of everyone. I really don't remember why we were doing that but it must have looked hillarious! We were so drunk lol. So Karen and I have been shooting all week and we got some REALLY great stuff for our site. I won't tell you what the sets are... but I WILL tell you that I spend $400 at an "adult" store this week lol. HOT. And then on wednesday it was the Canucks first game of the season so Spunky, me, Karen and another friend of mine all went and had a great time! We won of course! Cause we rock :P I just love going to the games, they are so much fun!
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I have met several people on here, and started to talking to them. I have explained my situation to a few, but I feel that all of my friends, even those who could care less, should have the knowledge, if they desire. On the evening of August 16, 1997; me and my best friend were out bowling. It came time to leave, so we loaded our bowling stuff into his car. We ended up sitting in the parking lot a few minutes, so I sat on the trunk of his car. He didn't realize that I was sitting on the trunk of his car, and he pulled off. I made it about 100 yards before I slid off. When I slid off, I landed on the back of my head, causing me to immediately lose consciousness. My friend ran inside the bowling alley and called 911. After that he called my mom and said "Jonathan has been in an accident and won't wakeup." Within a few minutes, my parents arrived, but the Fire Dept and EMS was already there. They transferred me to the hospital. Two CAT scans were take and it looked as if my brain ha
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You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at As I set her watching my children play it comes to me, how wonderful is this. My greatest accomplishment in life has been my children. To them Daddy is not only their father but their best friend, and they are mine as well. I could not imagine life without them. What is greater or more special in life than the love a child holds in there heart. All my mistakes and shortcomings melt away each time i see them. I am telling the world how proud of them I am and thank God I am their Father. Your Mood Ring is Blue-Green Inner emotions charged Yet, somewhat relaxed Mood Ring Generator
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me and my hybby have been together for 9 months and i have never been happier in my life. he is the LOVE of my life and we r alwas going to be together and nothing will mess that up i promise that to him and to everybody. MIKE I LOVE U ALWAYS AND FOREVER BABY THE ONLY LIE YOUR EVER TOLD ME WAS EVERYTHING THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN 11 MONTHS IF HE WOULD NOT HAVE MESSED UP
My Life...sometimes I Need A Gun!!
Warning...Gonna vent here. People suck. Well not all people but the ones that have NO hands on the sterring wheel but are driving at 80+ mpr, the ones that BS just to get a freakin free meal..THOSE kind of people suck!! On Thursday after my great first visit with a RH doc (after YEARS of complaining and going downhill someone is listening!! And yeah I have changed docs like 20 times. I have to go to KY (I am in Notre Dame Country) To get an Congo African Grey (CAG) and a Rainbow Lory that are in breeding situations but they need to come out of. So my daughter and I are taking the rodatrip that will include SNOW!! I hurt so bad all over, my joints, head and all. I would ram my head in the wall if I thought it would to any better. Ok there is my rant for now...More tomorrow. Ugh. lol Huggers, Shell
My Life As A Ninja
Here is the truth. I am completely stressed out. I do not know what to do!! So there is this amazing guy that is in my life... well we made love a few times and one of the times he didn't pull out, that was last night. Today I went to Planned Parenthood and got the Morning After Pill. I read the paper they gave me and it says that there is a 86% chance that it will work... what about the other 14%???? Its not like I hate kids, but I am 15 years old. I want to travel the world and live life! I have plans, goals and values. I have a cousin who is like a few months older then me and she is pregnant. Everyone talks to here and is there for her but when they come to me all they do is talk shit about her, they look down on her. I want to be different then all my family. My family has is dark secrets and so doesnt everyone else. Well like 99.9% of them have be preganant by the age 16 and up... they have done their share of drugs, and so much more. I don't want to go down that path. I love him
My Life As We Know It Here I go again I just typed this dang thing and lost it all man that pisses me off it was long to.... I never put in a subject so there you have it did that before think I would learn wouldn't you well dang it here I go again. How my night started before i came to my girlfriends....started with when my hubby came home around 5pm I asked him why he lied to me Thursday night and kept askin me where his gst cheque was all along he had it... Found copy of the receipt from the bank in his wallet with pay and cheque lied about that and how much his pay was and he also lied where he spent about 135.00 no were only thing i can think is drugs.... OH yah them he has a bad habit and im tellin you bad .... Sick of his spendin and lies and stealin it all ... We have a son together who is 15 and fed up dont know what to do with him ..... I have no were to live thanks to him gave up our appartment to move in to his house and now my problems
My Life
This year has really not been nice to me at all. I am going to make this long story as short as possiable. I was going to get a divorce early part of this yr.He and I got back together to try and work it out,things werent working out after two months and I was going to leave again, he had no idea of my plans.A week before I was planning to leave,he was told by his doctor to get to the hospital because he might have a blood clot in his lungs, so we went to the hospital, he was admitted in June. Not only did he have a blood clot we also found out he had a huge tumor growing on his Right kidney, it took the doctors 2 weeks to figuar out what they planed to do about it.They all decited surgery was best.They removed his right kidney, both his adrenal glands and his spleem. He came through the surgery just great, all seemedto be going well. In August the chemo doctor was suppose to start him on chemo or radation but decited to give it 2 more months,said he had a spot on his 7th rib on h
My Life Sucks
to all that know that my grandmother was sick. i have a update..... it is a very sad update. on dec2.2006 my grandmother past away she was loved by so many people she will be sadly missed she was our back bone. she was born in 8,28,1940 and died 12,2,2006 at 7pm. please everyone keep our family in your prayers for the next couple of days thanks so much. jessica ------------------------------------------------- On Oct 2, 2006 Barbara Nightingale went to heaven to be with her mom and dad James T. and Ethel Beck. She left behind a sister Betty Thum of Memphis TN married to Ronald. Three children Wayne Nightingale of Nashville TN married to Leslie, Tammy Moore of Middleburg FL, Paul Batten of Melbourne, Fl married to Yvonne. Two stepchildren Eugene Millington, Jr. of Folkston, GA. married to Mindy and Elaine Millington of Argyle, FL. 12 grandchildren Jessica Loftus, Anthony Schumacher, Andrew and Kaleb Nightingale, Dustin, Corey, Sean, Travis, and Emma Millington, C
My Life According To My Foot
Well lets see the other night i broke my foot and it hurts like pain i have never felt before. Its a bitch trying to get around and now i have to go back to campus, this should be fun to watch, to bad i am the star of the show. In high school it would of been fun because i would have had friends there to help me if i needed it but my roommates are all self absorbed and that should explain it all. Sorry if this doens't make sense its the pain killers talking and i really should give in to them and go to sleep but i have been sleeping all day. LOL I will post pics of my foot later. tell me what you think and i will keep you updated on everything!!!
My Life In Brief
My Life
new pics, check them out A guy is hiking up a mountain when he sees a girl standing at the edge of a cliff, crying. "Hey," he says, "if you're going to jump, how about giving me a blow job before you do it?" "My life's been nothing but crap," says the girl. "So I might as well." After the girl's done, the guy says, "Wow, that was great! Why are you so depressed, anyway?" The girl replies, "My family disowned me for dressing like a woman." "Just some guy" you see me as just some guy, walking down the street, maybe i look familiar to you, though im certain you and i will never be. i have a blank, empty heart, that you could never understand, filled with raining floods of tears, bruised, broken, torn and ripped apart. if you could help me please, to remember those little things, that made me a fantastic soul, to be a man with you completely whole. lost and confused, wandering down my lonely street, i never saw you coming, though finally we meet. for a moment you see
My Lil Angel
Well lil Miss Nemi Rae Kennedy made her apperince in this world on October 19th at 9:50am. she weighed 3lbs 15.5oz, was 17.3inches long, and her head was 11.4inches.... She is beautiful, and doing well, she is in the NICU for a few weeks while she gains weight, learns how to eat, and learns how to maintain her body temp. They hope that she will be out in 2-6wks... She is doing better then some thought, she is off all breathing machines, she is sucking on a pacifier already. Hopefully all goes well and she can come home soon... I will be going home probably tomorow but will come up and see her as often as possible, the social worker that she has is gettin me a parking pass for the lot so i dont have to pay for parking yeahhh a big burden off my shoulders... Love you all,,, go look at my pics and see my beautiful lil angel!!!!!!! WEll its midnite on Oct 18th... I'm 33wks pregnant with my 1st daughter, and yesterday at 4:20am my water broke, so now im on a med to keep the contractions
My Life!
I can't believe how awful this month has been going. It's been so damn difficult. We pretty much ran out of money at the beginning of the month. So, that has made things pretty damn difficult. Especially when PJ's calling card started running down and we couldn't recharge it. So, of course he didn't get to call very much for very long at all. I can't believe this shit. Then not that long ago, Alora ended up hurting her damn ankle. We thought that it was broken. I couldn't believe it. Thank goodness that it didn't end up being broken. It was just a small fracture that had healed over the weekend. Thank god. And, now to top it all off and to finish out the rest of this damn month, my car has broken down. I swear, nothing is going right this month. I sure wish that it would hurry up and be done and over with. I hope that nothing else ends up happening any time soon. I don't know if I can take anymore. It's becoming ridiculous. I'm really beginning to hate this shit. Thank goodness that my
My Life Sucks!!!!
my day started off by waking up then i get to school and my girlfreind breaks up with me then i flunk drivers ed. MY LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!! my whole week has sucked.
My Life
all I wanted to say was it has been good knowing u but I am done with the internet for good cause the person I like alot doesn't see me that way so goodbye Cherry Tap and internet all together as of friday 10/20/2006 my ex girlfriend found out she has cancer and has six months to live and ask me if I would want to take full custody of My son Jacob ? I call her at noon today to stop by her house to sign to docment to have full custody of my son. Today at noon I official have full custody of my Son Jacob so I am so happy now I can put more pics of him up when I take some.
My Life
Hey eferyone my name is Jamie........I am a 30yr.old female.I am the mother of two wonderful little girls ages 9 yrs. and 2 yrs.old.They are my whole world!!!!!!!I am an at hime mom for now (looking for work).I was married for 11 yrs. till my husband passed away almost s year ago(oh so sad).Now im just try n to meet new people and start a new life for us(me and the girls).I like to hang out with my friends and party (when I can).If all this sounds good to you well then hit me back!!!!!!!You can also find me on myspace.... im slavegurl there also)....or on tagworld...badgurl4u2 there hope to chat .........
My Little Cherry Rant
Four NASCAR fans wanted to show their drivers that they're each the biggest fans in the world, so they decide to climb the biggest mountain they can find. The first one to the top is a Dale Jr fan, and he says, "I'm the biggest fan in the world! This is for you Dale!" and he jumps off. The second one to the top is a Jimmie Johnson fan and he says, "I love you more than anything Jimmie, this is for You!" and he jumps off. The last 2 people who get to the top get there at the same time. One is a Tony Stewart fan and one is a Jeff Gordon fan. When they're both standing at the top together, the Tony Stewart fan says, "This one is for all the NASCAR fans everywhere!" He then pushes the Gordon fan off. Today I was informed I am NOT my best friends daughter Godmother! When I was told I was! I get informed when the child is almost 2 months old and 2 days before the baptism! I have known my bf for now almost 7 years and she stood @ my wedding!! And bothers to tell me someone
My Life!
My Life
My Life
Once upon a time the U.S. Army was at war with some other country and the U.S. won. That's not how the story goes. My veteran is Santiago Loetz and he's my cousin. When a helicopter goes down he's there to fix it. Because the Army isn't a fairy tale land things go wrong. And that's why the army needs mechanics. Here are some of the things helicopter mechanics do. Santiago's job is to repair apache helicopters. He works with other mechanics and he's been with them in Afghanistan, and Germany, and now he's stationed in Oklahoma with them. He works almost all day and sometimes all night too. He's a hard worker but just because he doesn't go out in open combat doesn't mean scary things don't happen. Once in the middle of the night in Afghanistan Santiago was fixing an apache helicopter. Suddenly a rain of huge bullets fell from the sky. Huge booms echoed all over their camp. Santiago was scared to death when one landed fifty feet from him. Luckily Santiago didn't get hur
My Life.....
About 3 and a half years ago... I was a passenger in my ex oyfriends car... travelling down a dual carraigeway.. on our way to pick up a chinese meal from the take away.. While driving down the dual carraigeway we saw a dog loose.. trotting down the side of this real busy place... at night time.. We only noticed it cos of the head lights of the van that my ex was driving shined onto the dogs eyes... Anyways.. we came off at the next junction.. went round the roundabout and came back on the Dual Carraigeway and stopped in front of the dog.. No one else had stopped which was worrying.. this dog's life was at risk... Anyways.. we couldnt catch the dog.. We rung the police. the local radio station to ask them to warn people to slow down cos of this dog... Nothing... no one seemed to care!! To cut a long story short... we tried to catch the dog for over 30 mins.. driving on and off the dual carraigeway.. stopping in front of the dog each time... The fourth ti
My Life & Friends...
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I found a place!!!! Buying a 14x80 3 br 2 bath trailer... Really nice with a big yard, very well taken care of.... It's in Bloomfield... Man this made my day... I'll be moving around the 7th, 8th and 9th... My internet will be down for a few days until i can get the phone turned on over there... Atleast now i'll have alot more room and its bigger... Hope everyone is having a wonderful day, like mine has been... Well we found out last nite that he was brain dead, he pasted away about 10pm last nite, he was a very good man, great father and a true friend... He will be missed dearly.... Iv'e worked with him for the past few weeks and have known his family for a very long time now. He made the days good by in a fun way, He would always joke around with others and would be there for anyone... I talked to one of his sons last nite and the family is doing ok, there trying to get through this, He had a DREAM and his sons are going to make that dre
My Life
So my life totally sucks....I've been living with my aunt..Which I can't take no more...I'm thinking about going back to live with my mom...But the reason I came here was because we don't get along...But anything has to be better than this Now let's move on to problem number 2...This guy i really like..Wants me to stop hanging out so much with my friend (my band) because yes I will admit they are all male...& the only reason me and this guy are not dating anymore is because I cheated on him...with one of those guys...So i totally see his point...I really like him and I really wanna get back with him...But I can't just up and leave the band....Something has got to give...My life totally sucks...But I guess it could get worse....... So I'm not very happy today...Well If you didn't know..I am a nurses aide..& Today they told me that I had to take out all my visable piercings except my ears...I don't really wanna...But I do like my job..& I can't really afford to lose it...So I took them
My Life.
Today on November, 4th, 2006 at 12:55 to 1pm Bear, Erin and I was in terrible accident... Our first terrible one in our life. Erin was a driver, I was a passanger, and Bear was sitting in back behind Erin... Two of us wore seatbelt, Bear didn`t. Anyways, we was sorta in hurry to be at the appointmet for Bear's Tattoo at 1pm in Aurora mall which is about 20-30 minutes drive. So then, Erin was getting off the highway toward the curve toward Denver, Erin did slowed down a bit but speeding still since we were in hurry. All suddenly, Erin lost the control of the car and drove off the highway then turned to other side of highway and then we crossed the highway curve and went dow the hill. Erin still tried her best to stop but she couldn`t, and then the car turned a bit to the my side and suddenly we flipped on my side and the roof hit down onto my head, we rolled down the hill three times. Bear crawled out of the back door window (since it was broken) and took Erin out quickly since
My Life
today i feel as if ct is starting to turn into a public school where everyone had special clics and dont give a rats ass about anyone else. i ahve posted shit and no one reposts them its a bunch of crock cause i have to repost them myself. i am depressed tattoo had to start his new job sooner then planned, my grandpa has to have surgury this move as well as my grams they are going down hill quickly. It worries me and yet again this is another xmas that is missing some family members. my birthday comes up on thursday and i dont think anyone is gonna do anything for me. what they is happening im gonna be 20 but i dont feel it, cause for crying out loud im not graduated yet for many reasons. i need a drink so damn bad right now but i wont cause i am the only one here with my son. i need to escape to where i dont know. and no one give me a smartass comment about that. well im gonna go before i bore you to death Im so depressed and pissed off right now for many reason I wont say on here. Ju
My Life
I have like 6000 points to go and new pics to upload. So i'd love it if you guys could help me get onto the next level Thanks in advance. -Mal. Add my bestest friend Erica. Please and thank you. Tell your friends to add her too! I almost said I love you@ CherryTAP Saturday night we did a sceance. My boyfriend Greg owns an apartment building and the story to one of them is a girl hung herself because she found out her husband to be didnt want to marry her. So she hung herself in the dining room. Now, The rope she hung herself with is still in the basement, Greg and I have tried to burry it up but it never will move. We had 4 candles. 3 on the side and one in the middle. Greg's mom said "Spirits, If you are with us tonight please give us a sign" Kayla then goes "Is it just me or is the candle by Greg and Mallory flickering faster than the rest?" I moved closer to Greg. Just then Greg's mom repeated it. The spirit knocked on the floor making us all scream. I jumped up ready t
My Life
I dont really know what else to do but to let my husband go. he isn't happy with me anymore..i have been away from him for a few weeks now and it feels like forever. i dont think that i will ever get use to not calling the appartment were we lived home. i have been thinking about going and living back in louisiana but havent made up my mind yet. i just think that if im going to be away from him might as well be 12 hours away.. that way maybe i can stop thinking about him all the time. i mean he is the first thing i think abut when i wake up and the last thing i think about before i go to bed at night but i dont think that it is enough for me to go back home and neither does he but then again i havent really told him my feeling because i dont really think he will listen to what i relly have to say but then again i guess i dont really know untill i try. but like i said i just need to let off steam and he doesn;t know about this account or anything so i can say what ever and he will nev
My Life,lol
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test i'm starting a new pic album and would love to have all my cherrytap friends in it. just send me a link or let me know it's ok to rip one of your pics and i will be happy to add you to it. i will pimp out a different friend from it each week or day if i get enough of you in it so last night i decided to go out and do something i hadn't done in a long time and went to a wrestling match, have to say they sure have changed alot. was very surprized to find out it was a tapeinf for the ecw matchs being shown this week and for the friday night smackdown show,now i have to watch them both to see if i can see me. and no i won't spoil your fun if you watch them on tv by telling you who wins what,lol. maybe this week i will go to a club i havn't been to in awhile and see if it h
My Life
Ok here it goes and I'm gonna be honest about this if you are one of the people on my friends list and you are just there for ratings and to move up to a different cherry kindly delete yourself from my friends but if you really want to get to know me as a friend and for that one specail lady something more well I'm glad to call you a friend oh and for the fakes I will weed you out I'd rather have 3 true friends than a thousand fakes well just needed to state my mind later all......rob hi i'm rob and i'm just addicted to being facesat and smothered yes it is an addiction but one that i want no cure for it is definetly something i think of alot of the time but not only do i like being facesat but it has to be by a bbw or an ssbbw as i do not find skinny girls attractive and also i mean honestly if god would have made me a cushion or a seat to a big woman i would have loved it but he didn't so here i stay still wishing to be a cushion or nothing but a mere seat well guess a man can dream
My Life As A Dominatrix :) Feel free to check my little sissy slut out....make her feel at home..but BE NICE. She loves being called a little whore and her pix are in the Marissa folder in my pix. But no gay bashing or hate please...I like this place because it seems to be open minded..Im starting to seriously wonder about that. I've noticed that most guys on here don't take me seriously when I talk about my occupation. But when I say the only ones who see me nude are my paying clients I'm seriously not joking. My work website is is anyone is ever nosy enough to need to check it out. I'm also going to start displaying galleries of a few of my sissy bitches (per their request) so you can see exactly what goes on in a days work around here. The first is one of my favorites, Marissa. She is a sissy faggot from PA and anyone in the PA area looking for a girl like her can let me know. Be warned in advance, I DO NOT put my slaves at risk to if you are some
My Life... What More Do You Want?
Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them? When the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. There are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them; words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head... to no more than living size when they are brought out. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart, but if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own. When you least sus
My Life Right Now!!
My Life According
i look outside into the falling snow almost a peaceful sadness as it touches ground i look up in the sky and there are no clouds in sight only white flakes floating around in the night sky i take a deep breath and let the cold air hit my face as i run out in the cold and dance in the falling snow i feel like a child running free in a field as the snow falls around me i forget all my fears i forget all the hurt and the pain thats inside as i dance away the worries and lift my head back up to the sky the flakes are caught up in my hair as i dance i spin and i spin until i feel almost dizzy i lie down in the white blanket of snow as it hugs me as i watch the neverending wave of white flakes all around me no feeling of cold or of time as it passes just me and the childish ways and my laughter so im almost ready to pop with my daughter..i have about 4 weeks left. yay. but theres a downside..things arent the greatest and mom has decided that march 1st i am moving back to NJ with h
My Life - Day By Day
Gynecomastia Or Man Boobs - How Do I Cure Having Moobs By Christian Hough A few days ago I watched a programme on the television about men suffering from "female like" boobs. It made me a bit curious. I have rather larger boobs than normal. But the question remains. Is my boobs because of me being overweight, or is it because I suffer from this thing that all men dread, and some even have surgery for, known as Gynaeplasty, to get rid of? I had to go and find out more about this condition, not just because I had to reassure myself, but also just learn more about the condition. What is Gynaeplasty? The term comes from the Greek words gyne meaning "woman" and mastos meaning "breast." In practical terms, this means abnormally large breasts on men. There are several potential causes: • puberty • steroid abuse (b**** tits) • obesity • marijuana use (this is in question) • tumors • genetic disorders • chronic liver disease • side effects of many medications • castra
My Life Since High School And The Life Ahead.
Thinking about how much I've grown since High School I wasn't too sure what I wanted to do when I was out. I believe that moving into Edmonton was probrably the best thing that I could have done. Having to leave people that you have lived with and loved sure is a life changer. Was it worth the losses of friends and close ties with family, Definetly. At the age of 20 I have a lot of life ahead of me but I think a good start on a good career is sending me in the right direction. In the past 3 years I have loved, lost, loved again, lost, but have suceeded in many other things. It was around this time last year that I had to start letting go of a dear loved one, though I was in pretty rough shape at the beginning I have finally come to realize that I am better off now then I would have been on the path that I had chosen. This past year I was finally able to come up with a very good and reasonable plan for the next 10-15 years. A plan that will be another sucess in life as long as I go in t
My Lifesucks
being single suck being single sucks so bad because i don't have no one to hangout with got to the clubs with or to the movies with helpppppppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u cry i cry. u hurt i hurt, u fight i fight. u jump off a bridge i get a paddleboat and save ur retarded ass....send this to those who matter the most..... lol
My Life As It Stands
what is this aching i feel deep in my soul as i wake up at night to the nightmares in which i cant scream. life is hell in which the fires burn into my brain. love is whimsical in most aspects do people really think a internet bf is a true bf? why does anger lead to guilt/ these are my ramblings and thoughts
My Life~~as It Happens
I'm so sorry that I haven't written in a while, i have been so busy with thanksgiving and now trying to get all my christmas stuff done. So when I left off I was just starting business school and i had just met Dan. Dan was very sexy, tall blonde hair blue eyes and the sweetest talking guy you could ever meet. I could never figure out why he chose to be with me. I met him while I was working at a carvel ice cream store. the first 6 months of our relationship was wonderful, we hardly ever faught or argued, but then maybe again I was just so in love with the idea of being in love that I didn't see the warning signs. then he moved into one of my parents apratments to be closer to me, and I ended up "unofficially" moving in too, meaning I wasn't there to help pay the bills, but I stayed there ever night and and cleaned up for him blah blah blah. After we were dating for about a year and half, things started getting worse, to the point where I knew something was wrong and
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My Life
Well things have been going good for me over all, as if you would know since this is my first blog on here. Lately I've had some rotten luck, first of all, my car broke down, then my fiancee got sick and I missed work for a few days to stay home and take care of the kids, then I was sick. But back to the car, thinking it was the starter I replaced that, well no luck there. Thinking I might have gotten a bad starter I took it back off and sure enough it was cracked. So went back to the auto parts store got a new one, put it on and guess what....still wouldnt start. So I switched batteries with the van we have but have no plates on so we cant drive it, and that didnt work, but I did get the van started with the battery from the car. Let that run for about 30 min or so, make sure it was charged. Then, but the battery back in the car and it started finally....but, the belt was squealling like crazy...turns out that the alternator is locked up, so now I have to replace that, which I have no
My Life As It Goes
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My Life
So today was a different kind of day. But it didnt start off today it started off a while back but goes to last night. Well last night my x boyfriend kyle's friend Danny calls me up tells me to go to this party they were at. So i was like alright me n my friend Alyssa went and i couldnt stay long. Well At The party i met up with them met a few more of there friends.. yano we just chillen. so kyle(x) decides to go play beer pong ehh w/e yano let him do his thing. well i was talking to his friend danny which is a good friend of mine since we all started to chill w/e yano.. so im there hanging out w/e having fun laughin jokin well danny tells me hes cocked.. so i put my elbow on his shoulder n he goes n puts his arms around me n pulls me closer to him. which was weird for me but i was like yo w/e yano hes cockd i wouldnt let anything happen.. well then i was talkin to him more jokin around n he wouldnt tell me something so i kinda pushed his face to look at me to get him to tell m
My Life Gets Worse And Worse
It seems to get worse and wonder I hate so many things and fucking people annoy the fuck outta me. I have dealt with death before just 2 weeks ago my grandmother passed away,but to see my father crying killed me inside..I wish I could hug him to take all the pain away he's going thru right now...losing his mother even tho there was a falling out with all of us and her,I know he is hurting still by that and now his wife seeing her ...when I seen her I lost it,fuck when the Dr came into the waiting room and told him there is not a good chance of survival meaning tonite or tomorrow..the look on my fathers face crushed me I had to walk out of the room.All I can do is wait and see and keep her in my thoughts and prayers and hope she makes it thru the night..if she does thats a good sign hopefully. Thanks for everyone who sent me well means alot. All my father wants is to have her home for thanksgiving. All I want is her to pull thru and live the life she deserves too
My Life.......
Well as I noted on my last blog, I do suffer from nerve damage around my spinal cord. Unfortunately when a piece of my spine moved out of place it was actually pinching my spinal cord almost in half & this was not detected for over a year. I do live in constant severe pain all day everyday! I'm on several medications for the pain, the damaged nerves, & the not sleeping. I'm not able to work due to my medical condition. I am a single mother of 2 boys. It has been told to me that in a few years I could end up in a wheel chair. I do my best to handle one day at a time. I try to make the best out of my life. I do everything I can for my kids whether the pain is severe or not at the time. My kids come first!!!!! I would like to level up. I've been on this level for quite some now.    I am offering FuBucks to whoever can give me an auto11 or a cherry bomb. If you are interested plz SB or Message me.   Thanks & have a great day! Back in April I posted a blog informing everyone of the sur
My Little World
**ONE.** Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.* **TWO.** Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.* **THREE.** Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. * **FOUR.** When you say, "I love you," mean it.* **FIVE.** When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.* **SIX.** Be engaged at least six months before you get married.* **SEVEN.** Believe in love at first sight.* **EIGHT.** Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. * **NINE.** Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.* **TEN.** In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.* **ELEVEN.** Don't judge people by their relatives. * **TWELVE.** Talk slowly but think quickly.* **THIRTEEN.** When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you wan
My Life
So we have been lookin for a puppy for a while now...we found 2 puppies one is a Lab/ret mix the other well it's a mix The mom is a mix of horse-hair shar pei,Rottie the dad is a Huskey, this dog looks like a German Shepherd Please tell me how that happens, anyways yeah love to new puppies they are doing great with going outside to go potty *Thank god* the Lap/Ret's name is Wiggles and the other one is Rocky, they were born 14 days apart! Okay lets see lets start this starting with last sunday, I had to go into work at 12 around 7:30 an hr before I would be able to go home I passed out *never happend before* my manager went and got me some water, anyways I was not doing so good so I went home early...Monday my son was driving me crazy all day did not want to take his nap *god I love the age of 2* I went to work at 5:30, around 7 once again I passed out again *what the hell is going on*, I've been drinking to many energy drinks so I think thats what did it....anyways we were really b
My Lil Things...
I do not know if anyone else agrees but here it goes.. In my opinion I think most of my pictures are suitable for viewing otherwise they wouldn't be posted. However I have these ridiculous people going and reporting all of my pictures as NSFW. Like my blonde chick where u see her backside and the devil's arms around her....WTF is wrong with that picture??? I have seen several pictures on the 'TOP SUPPORTER' that have chicks with their tits showing and men showin off thier dicks.. So explain to me why that is suitable and my pictures are so distasteful??? It rather pisses me off. Perturbed, Sexy Yet Simple Hello everyone...Just giving you a little insight to how my life works..I work at the hospital so my hours and days are always changing. Right now I either work from 8am until 4:30 pm, or from 7am until 7:30 pm..And normally after work I'm too tired to even get on here and chat..On my days off I am at home with my son..I really have no one to watch my son so I do not go anywh
My Life For You To Know
Over that last few months ive noticed some subtle changes in my body. Four weeks ago i weighed 228 lbs. I was a little chunky around the mid section but nothing excessive. Weighed myself today. I weigh 178 lbs. I find myself weak. Things i use to be able to do no problem now require me to use alot of energy. And i feel sore after wards. My vision is getting worse. Im not at the 20/70 in both eyes. Those of you who dont know what the numbers mean if you have perfect vision, how blurry things are for you at 70 feet away. thats how blurry it is for me 20 feet away. I have pains in my chest and get muscle cramps daily. I drink over a gallon of water a day. And today was the worst thing that scared me. I sat on my couch to watch a movie. Half hour into it i wanted some ice water. I stood up took two steps and instantly had my body fall asleep. Like when your leg or arm does but it was all over. I slammed my face into the floor and busted my nose. The part that scared me wa
My Little Getaway
Hi all my LC friends I'm going out of town for the next 5 days. I won't be able to talk to anyone so I want to wish all of you a Happy Thanksgiving and a great weekend. Love You all
My Life
This about one of the people i like best. I really need to get this off of my chest. Sitting so compfy in his mobile nest. So here goes, and this is the rest... He's steven hawkin, never walkin, uses his laptop to do all his talkin, pension stalkin, ideas drawin, (wreckon he ever does any cripple porkin? sshh!!) Never has a man ever been so smart, he's the kinda man that must have a real heart, watch him glide along and the crowds will part for the chair he relise on and can never depart. Given he has to have someone mop round his chin, but when they have finished you see his child like grin, what the hell could be going on in, his head he's so brainy that this belongs in the bin! What does Blog even mean(?) At this point in time, what am i even thinking No idea, me niether, BLOG (? Knife edge ideas or just scabby dribble? Everything surely has a double meaning(?) Really(?) who sa
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Well so much goin on!! Been doing ALOT of school work! I have finally learned to love myself, and i have never been happier. I met someone who seems to treat me good that i can relate to, nothing serious yet but can only take it as it comes. I MISS MY PURERAVE!! Oh and Olivia's bday is this weekend. So i am almost done my college coarse. Just finished the medical terminology part today. So now i start the medical transcription. I hope to be moved into my new place in 2 months...back to the big city of mississauga i go. SHIT TIME FLYS BY WHEN YOU ARE IN LOVE
My Life....i Love It!
I received a dozen of the most beautiful flowers the other day. The card never said who they were from. I eventually found out who they were from. I did ask a few I appreciate the person who sent them. It was funny because after I asked a few people because I was not sure who sent the roses at first. It was funny because by the end of the day I had three dozen roses. My reason for writing a blog about this is why is it when someone does something nice for another person for no reason, others have to try and show that person up? I was mean I guess because I gave the two dozen rozes to a friend of mine to gie to his wife and I kept the original dozen roses because they ment so much to me. Thank you Jeff you know if you ever come to California you have a place. ;) 18 months ago I had four siblings, a wonderful hudsband, two great kids, a full time job, PTA president, a car and a nice house. 18 months ago my sister was killed by a drunk driver and my life changed.
My Life And It's Happenings
My Life
these are the days of our lives.... i swear it is true. people round here lie t your face and tell everyone what really happened behind your back. then they try to cover their tracks, but don't do to good of a job of it. then they come on here and try to make people fall for them and tell them all these things that they are not. well, i believe that goes back to being fake. people think that when they say i hate fake poeple that excludes them out of everything. it doesn' and not for one second do you think that you are better than anyone else. people make their lives whether it is a whore, or a hooker, or a mother, or a house wife. people need to understand that all the lies that are going around wouldn't be if they would not have asked for it but sleeping with everyone that came by.... i try to make the best of bad things but all i get is lied too and mistreated. it doesn't matter to me because all i care about is finding myself and moving on in life and leaving all these jealous peop
My Life
my life is pretty weird and confusin if u have time to think about it.. its not as bad as some people but its still bad i guess in a way.. i would write it down and explain but what if someone i know is reading this and they dont know any of this stuff.. i could get in trouble ya know? (for some of it any way) but its wut ever... but i can say that 2006 has been a pretty much bad year for me.. well half of it anyway.. one of the major good things thats happened is the dude that i like.. but even thats bad but once again i cant say because i'll get in trouble.. maybe anyway.. but its not my fault fuckers! sorry sometimes i just bust out and fuck or shit is in everyone if my sentences.. its just the way i am so u better get fuckin used to it!
My Lies!
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
My Life!
Well, just hanging out at the office freezing, but that is the norm. Contemplating finding a new job so I am not living in a box when my contract ends in February and how the hell I am going to deal with the visa thing. OMG what have I gotten myself into.
My Life Blah Blah Blah...
I wanted to write this before, but I don´t have internet at home... well... right now I work in a sex shop. Maybe next week I´ll take photos of myself inside the shop... I was born in a village from Almeria, at the south east of Spain, and now I´m living in Alicante city.. why?? I needed a new life. I studied English teacher training at the University but all my motivation for studying or for getting a better job has disappeared (by the way, sorry if I have mistakes in English) I don´t have any friend in my village, in the time in which I should have gone out, have parties, etc I was locked in my house on purpose. I went to England for 3 months, when I came back to Spain, I hated everything... I hated my village, I hated studying, and I wanted to live in a city. So, after failing the exams to be an English teacher (as you can read, my English is not perfect), I moved to Almeria city, alone. All my life alone, I never feel that I belong to any group of people. In Almer
My Life...such As It Is...welcome To It still kinda new to this but im learning. I have blogs and such on myspace and yahoo 360, so i should be used to this by now. not much going on in my life...well sorta. work is a bitch...but that's to be expected. if it was easy, it wouldn't be called work. my love life is looking up...finally. i have met a wonderful guy. the only problem is he lives 2 1/2 hours away from me so i dont get to see him as often as i would like, but we do talk on the phone every night. gotta love free nights and weekends on the cell plan...hehe. i was in columbus to visit him last weekend and im going down there again the weekend of new years. we are supposed to go out but i dont know what's going on quite yet. thats about it...nothing special. just my boring existence...oh well. can't all be hearts and flowers all the time. more later when i think of something to write about Things haven't been going so well lately. Work still sucks, but that's to be expected. I have so much on
My Life today i was asked out (to be someone's girlfriend) and i kinda blew him off ;/ but gosh he is not really my type...well i just said ahh i have to think about it :( i didn't wanna hurt his feelings!! im just nice like that Another Poem I Wrote I've been drowning for quite a long while, Bringing out my feelings was never quite my style. When is too much ever enough, Don't tell me to hold on when things get rough. How can you tell me how I feel when you really don't know, The truth you continuously hide and can never show. Block everything out and let my feelings I have go? Or fall into the forsaken water and just flow? Trying to surface something that's already dead, Be careless to anything you've felt or ever said. Tired of being the fool you portray me to be, It will all be too late, the day you decide to see. A Poem I Wrote Don't tell me you love me or how you feel, Deep down inside I know you're not being real. All the th
My Life
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying thr
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Lourena Cox Austin’s lineage (Great-grandmother): My family tree can be traced back through the Emperor Charlemagne back to 400 A.D. 14/16 of the individuals who signed the Magna Carta were ancestors. I am the 24th descendant of King Edward I (documented) Family owned castle in Leicester, England – Odell Castle with the original coat of arms being a blue shield with scattered silver stars with a crescent/scimitar on top. The castle burned some years back and the stones were used to build a manor house. The original coat of arms that was on the castle is on the front of the present manor house. Our family descended from Col. John Alston who fought in the American Revolution. One of the local chapters of the Daughters of the Revolution is named after this gentleman. Grandmother belonged to Daughters of American Revolution and Daughters of the Confederacy (Grandmother was past president of both organizations. Lineage must be documented in order to become a member of th
My Life
what a sad thing we calll life.i try to avoid probblems but yet people whom i had probblems with at 17 still hunt me down n wanna know were i live n wanna kick my ass.why cant thy just give up.i moved on why dont thy.
My 10 List
the 14 of feb. i go under the knife to get my skin cancer taken off my face if there is any one out there that has went though this please help me out and let me know how you coped with it in my picks i have two picks of the cancer if there are any of you that need proof.just need some friends out there to help me deal with this thanks for the lov, illbno
My Life
I joined the military on August 14, 1991. I started my career as a watercraft operator. I went to FT Lewis, WA for my basic training and then I went to FT Eustis, VA for my occupational training. Once I completed my training I went to Panama for my first duty station. I met my wife as soon as I got there and after 4 months of dating her we got married. This was in April of 1992. I spent 3 years in Panama with my wife and then we got stationed at FT Eustis. I spent about 2 years there and during those 2 years we had our first 2 children. In 1998, I got orders to go back to Panama for 1 year. After that I was sent back to FT Eustis, where we had our last 2 children. I spent from 1999-2002 there. In 2002 I changed my occupation to a Repair Parts Specialist. I went to school at FT Lee VA, and then I was stationed in Korea for 1 year alone. After that I was stationed at FT Lewis, WA. I spent about a year and a half there and during my stay there, 5 months after signing in to m
My Life's Stuggles And Accomplishments
Create Your Own Sheila M. hagerty April 4,1960-Dec.3 1995 We feel like we have just existed and now has passed the tenth year. We miss you so much you touched so many lives of all ages, and you were are Best Friend! Every christmas I think of the time when Eric and I got marrried, only eighteen years old and very poor. I remember you saying where's your christmas tree? I said " Awe we didn't have the money this year to spend we will get one next year". Then you playing santa clause on Christmas eve hearing a knock at the door and not seeing anyone. Then looking down at a box of a 4ft christmas tree and two sack's full of all the pretty toppings to go on it. Not to mention the special ornament you made us that said "Our First Christmas together". I MISS You! You will always be in our hearts! until we met again. Cassandra and Eric Click here to watch 'Passing-of-a-Friend' A song My best Friend and I sang for her at her funeral... I cant believe how many friend request and pict
My Little Girl
"Your mother have carried you for 9 months.....i'll carry you for the rest of your life" Cool Slideshows
My Life
Please sign my guest book under the Video Game section....thanks Sweetness... nobody is signing my damn guest book...that sucks. If you want 2 be added to my family. Please send me a email. Thanks. Marcie new round... please vote...
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Well to start out, i left my bitch of a girlfriend, and was talking to this sweet girl, named charity. She was there for me when i needed someone to make me laugh n smile. Then we kept talking, everynight, and we would do voice calls, and one night, she was a lil drunk, i left her a sweet comment, and then she said i have to tell u how i feel abt you james, and her friend, duran was there and i could hear them argueing back and forth, she thought it was too strong what she was saying, and i was worried that she was gonna say something like i llike u as a good friend, we are close to each other, but i dont see u as a bf, just friends, then duran said do it damnit it comes from the heart and u mean it.... so when she finally listened to him n her heart....I got the sweetest basically said...i have really strong feelings for you james, you make me so happy, i am falling for you when i thought i never would....i called her that night, she always wanted to hear mmy voice...she
My Life With My Love
i wish today would have never came,,, my father a lying cheating son of a bitch,, for years i did not know,, he would never come around ,,, then today i fount out that he is a child molester,, when he dies i will be the first to piss on his grave,, if he reads this: I FUCKING HATE YOU ,, STAY OUT OF MY LIFE,, OH WAIT YOU ARE ALREADY OUT MY LIFE,, I AM YOUR ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER,, BESIDES MY STEP SISTER,, AND YOU SHOULDNT BE A PARENT CUZ YOU STILL PLAY ,, YOU AINT NO MAN,,,YOU WILL BECOME A MAN WHEN YOU ARE A FATHER TO YOUR KIDS,,
My Life
This will be short. It looks like my fiancee and I will be out of a place to stay and homeless come November 1st. Her mother is moving out because I lost my job due to the hurricane, like I can help that. I have not been able to get help from FEMA or The Red Cross. As a matter of fact, I have not been able to get help from any local, state, or federal agency. We do not know what we are going to do or how we are going to make it now that I do not have a job and her hours have been cut at her job. Her restaurant cut her hours by 12, as if things were not going bad enough. If we end up being homeless I want to let all my friends know that I will miss you and I hope to message you once we can get back into an apartment.      So my life has been going about the same.  Still working and trying to get by.  Hoping things will get better, but I highly doubt it.  I hate the winter months in my line of work.  I so cannot wait for the Super Bowl though.  Also, Football fans are the best par
My Life..
This is about my life my name is Jay Koons im half german and half canadian I was born in California 4/3/1971 my life has been hard and fast I stick to my self now and i have a hard time trusting any one also.. I live here in TX now im single I live alone pretty much at times I do have a rommie but we work alot the both of us . Im a shift manager for arby's I have been single now going on almost 3 years I find it hard to find some one to love and trust.. Im 6'3 with blue eyes and size 13 feet at 200lbs with frekles too. I love to travel and I love to cook too and clean I love to have fun and love all kinds of music too. I love exotic pets I love all women I never judge a book by its cover. I do hope to find some one to love if not its cool also I never push my self on no one .. hope this helps some... There is one other thing I wana add alot of people and women find me ugly its a sad world when every one bases life and love on looks Im sorry im not a model or soo ho
My Life.........
I visited Front Royal with my Aunt and Grandma, being as that is where they are from. We went to the local museum and to Belle Boyds cottage. As we went through the tour of Belles cottage our guide told how Belle was a beautiful woman and used her looks to help her spy. Having a mental image of a really beautiful woman, when we got to a picture or Belle I was surprised. Of course I had to say outloud, "She looks kinda horsey to me!" A short while later, I had a wooden top in my hand from the gift shop, and was holding it tightly. While we stood in the hallway listening to the guide some more, the top shot out of my hand and straight across the room, without my arm ever moving. Calmly,the guide said, "Yes our Belle keeps it interesting around here." My advice is, if you visit Belle Boyds cottage......... Don't insult her!! I have really enjoyed this past year. I have taken off and went sight seeing alot. I'll try to give you all some idea of fun things I have found to do.
My Life........
Today I am writing about myself. This for all those people who think they know me, people who would like to know me and for the ones that really do. I work for a living at a job I love. It is a very public job and I am not the most public person around. For this reason, I don't date or hang out with men from the city or county that I live in. I am a mother to 2 monsters. I have raised them alone for the last 9 yrs. I have a 14 yr old son and a 10 yr old daughter. I own my car, I own my house, I have a cat and a rat. I am not a materialistic person at all. I like to have nice things but it doesn't always work out that way, someday I hope it does and if it doesn't, no big deal to me. I laugh, I cry, I have feelings, I go that extra mile to help anyone that I can. I get mad, I say things I shouldn't and at times, I am very bold in what I say. I am told I am beautiful, I don't believe it. I goof off on this damn computer alot but I am never someone on here that I am not in person. I don't
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My Little Girl!!!!!
My Life
Today is the first day on my road back to ana. Please wish my fat ass luck 'cause I need it!
My Life.
Imprisoned inside this mind. Hiding behind the empty smiles. So simple, the anguish, as it mocks me. Crawling back into the dark. Running, always running into the distance. Stop me before I bleed again. The echoes of my voice, follow me down. The shadows I cast, follow me down... Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow. Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow. There must be serenity... The echoes of my voice follow me down. The shadows I cast follow me down... Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow. Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow. The demon of my own design. This horror must not remain. Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow... Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow... There must be serenity... There must be deliverence... -Killswitch Engage, The Arms Of Sorrow. [taken off myspace] First of all, I dont give two fucks who reads this. Im doing this to get it out of my system. To those are are gonna read
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My Life...such As It Is...
Alight ppl its offical, TODAY IS A GREAT DAY!! My brother arrived safe and sound and we have been having a blast! We havent actually been doing anything but its great to be together again! Anyway I'm going to get back to the family stuff and I'll catch up with everyone as soon as I can. much love brightest blessings TO all my dear friends: I'm sorry I have been absent the last couple days, and will be for at least a couple more. Okay I'm not really sorry, you see for the first time in 15 monthes my baby brother is coming for a visit!!!! (alright I cant really call him a baby...hes 6'6" and 25 yrs old, but anyone with a 'baby' brother knows what I mean) He gets in tomorrow afternoon and I have a million things I want to get done before he gets here. He's coming out to give me guardianship (sp?) of his daughter so that he can go into the army. I obviously have mixed feelings about this...on one hand I am so proud of him for serving our country and doing somethi
My Life
My sleep schedule is just messed up and I hate it. I sleep like every 2 days now it seems like. I'm trying to find a job to help pay off some of my debts but I can't when I'm hardly sleeping. But hopefully I'll be getting my medical insurance so a doctor can prescribe me something that knocks me the fuck out, lol. Anyways, everyone show your boy some love on here. Hit me up. I've just been going to school and chilling with friends. I am about to get to get a job though so that is going to take up a lot of my time but I need the money. Anyways, please comment and rate my pics! I'll return the favor! And send me a private message and I'll get back to ya. :)
My Life
I been thinking about my life for the several years. I thought I was getting into a good relationship, but I guess I am not sure. My first marriage was really bad...I thought I was in love and life was grand. Until after getting married & pregnant, life got fuzzy. He was controlling, always treated me like dirt, beat me if I did not have dinner ready when he walked into the door, beat me if the house was not clean to his standards. When our son was 2 we went camping with his family, biggest mistake I ever made. Someone said something, he snapped and pulled my hair and drug me threw the camp. I thought we were going to die, kept said if ranger come after , I will drive off the cliff.I was scared to death. After 2 years went by, he calmed down and I felt I could live again. Then we started to plan on having another child. Then it started all over again. Yelling, beating....One day he just really did the unforgettable, He tried putting my face in hot grease, that was the last time he w
My Life...
Ok so I know people in high places which is great for me...I am going to La to hang with my boy for a bit while he endorses some shit he was offered..plans came thru last night so La here I come then off to get new ink in Feb then March to Fla for Bike week then bc of my famous friends I am going to see 30 Seconds To Mars vip baby I will be right there with Jared Leto....Ever get a phone call and you're all rude and shit well that was me and low and behold guess who was on the other end with my boy the one and only Jordan Catalano (My So Called Life) A.K.A. Jared Leto (singer for 30 S2M)...when my great friend who didnt warn me b4hand that Mr Leto was on the tele I wanted to strangle him thru the line..I almost shit myself we shot the shit for a bit and he asked if I was going to see him play I said no so not only am I going when hes in NJ 3-24-07 I am going to see him in Miami 3-9-07..his special guest..ohh I might not be comming back my friend is all worried
My Life Journey
ARE YOU OUT THERE ??????? I am looking for some free time away from my kids and work . I am looking for a down to earth girl,who loves too have fun in life .Life is to short !!! ARE YOU OUT THERE ????????? IF SO GIVE ME A SHOUT BACK , I WOULD LOVE TO CHAT WITH YOU . TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Grant Mettler Birthday: 02/08/1974 Birthplace: Lancaster Current Location: Lancaster Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'6 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right but can use the left [WINK ] Your Heritage: Irish /German The Shoes You Wore Today: Clogs Your Weakness: An sexy smile & someone in trouble Your Fears: Spiders Your Perfect Pizza: Pep and cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: N/A Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LMFAO Thoughts First Waking Up: Hey i made it through another night Your Best Physical Feature: My smile Your Bedtime: shower , good book and an smoke Your Most Missed Memory:
My Life
I never thought i would be in the position im in at this point of my life.To me everything was ok,not perfect,but ok. It seems like the 2 things i care about most are taken away from me,taken away from the place they love,the place they get hugs,and the place they belong. I have to get through it,and be strong I have to let her go and move on I have no choice but to try to make it But without my kids how am i supposed to face it
My Life
My life is taking care of my 3 beautiful children my wonderful daughter catlin and my 2 very handsom sons james and bryan.They are my world and one that I would never want to change.I also have a wonderful husband named james who is also known as bigjimbo720 on here.He is my everything and i hope I never lose him. Layout Codes Myspace Resources Top Comment Graphics
My Life!!!
Well my name is Ashley. Im 18 and a single mother to a little boy. I live in North Carolina and hate it. I want to get away from this place and want to get away from everyone around here. There's no need to be here so why not go?? I Like to hang out with friends, listen to music,watch movies,meet new people and best of all spend time with my son. Right now I'm attending night classes to get my GED and then afterwards I thought about going for a CNA. I quit school in the 8th grade, thought I was grown and could do it since I was 16. But come to find I wish I would have stayed in school and finished. Cause If I would have I wouldn't be where I'm at today. No job No money and can't do the things I want. I have 3 sisters. Savannah she's 10 Melissa shes 10 and Kimberly she would have been 21 but she didnt make it at birth. Me and Melissa have the same dad but different moms, me and Savannah have the same mom but different dads. I don't talk to my dad and dont care to. He showed me how much
My Life
i am with the greatest man alive we are very happy and i have a kid that is so great i cant even put it into words how great she is my life is going good
My Life
Today just sucked. I got a call around 9 am from my manager asking me to come in to work early around 2 or 3 instead of 5 like I was scheduled for. So I agreed and went back to sleep. Well then I woke up around noon and got out of bed and did things around my house. Almost skipped breakfast, well i had the cereal and the bowl on the counter and walked away from them, don't remember why. So I ate the cereal around like 1pm. Sat on the couch for a bit crocheting my blanket. Soon it was time for work I had to leave about 2:30 to be on time. I ended up skipping lunch at home, so at work I was silently yelling at myself on how I failed and the like. I made sure I ate a large meal at dinner, but still I felt like a failure. Then I told the bf on my skipped meal and he was like now is not a good time to piss me off. On the way home the voices of the eating disorder and my other mental condition, borderline personality disorder, almost made me cry. They were like you are worthless and
My Life Used To Be Perfect
On November 27, my husband told me he had been having an affair with a c0-worker for 5 years. I trusted him with all that I am we have been married for 24 years this June. I never had a reason not to trust him, yes he "worked alot" but he always had a pay stub to prove all the time spent away was working,by writing in his own time. I feel like an idiot, for not knowing. To make matters worse she is pregnant. My husband is 41 and she is 43. I am trying to hold the marriage together but , he still does all her driving for her, and they work side by side everyday. I can say this much it hurts worse than anything i have ever felt in my entire life. No idea why i felt the need to post this here but oh well... why not ?
My Life
Well, everything started back on saturday. I woke up depressed and I had no idea why. Then when I called my uncle to tell him I was on my way to drop a few things off at his place, he told me that my great aunt passed away the night before. So I figured out that's why I was depressed when I woke up that day. Today I went to the funeral depressed like my mom, my uncle and other family members on my mom's side. It's hard for my family, but we're gettin through it. Name: Adam Birthday: January 9, 1985 Birthplace: Killeen, TX Current Location: Harker Heights Tx Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Dirty Blonde Height: 5 ft 7 in Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed.... Your Heritage: Basically mixed The Shoes You Wore Today: Sandals Your Weakness: I have a few Your Fears: I don't really have any Your Perfect Pizza: well .. I don't eat it much now Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Getting into shape Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I don't
My Life
hiya am 31 yrs old woman with long brown hair and green eyes i live in a town called greenock just outside glasgow i luv 2 have a drink with my pals at the weekend and have a gd laugh at the same time i hope u all have a chance 2 look at my page and maybe rate my pics the profile pic is not me if u want 2 c pics of me they r in my private pics album so go on have a peek luv ya xxx kim xxx well i have a few more pics for every1 2 have a look at so i hope u all like luv ya xxx kim xxx well i have a few more pics for every1 2 have a look at so i hope u all like luv ya xxx kim xxx
My Life
Keep Hugging ME While you're stabbing me in the back It's nothing new, I am used to it... It's all been done before... Keep Lying to my face, while talking behind my back It's nothing new, I am used to it... It's all been done before... Keep using me for info, while pushing me out It's nothing new, I am used to it... Its all been done before... What really isn't new here at all? Your pathetic reach for popularity... thru the legit people on this site... You've created a fake person for this site to see while the rest of us have put our real selves out here for all to see.... While you have created "WHO"? NOT YOU!!!! Who are you really?? Not the woman I've gotten to know and definitely not the woman that you've made me know and love and definitely *NOT* the woman I have sold to Fubar for the last 3 months!!!! The pain & hurt I am going through trying to figure out who this woman I've come to know through the last year really unbelievable... it's one thing to co
My Life
Wow, so I haven't posted on here forever. So much has happened. I'm done trying to get back together with my ex-fiance Justin. Everything that he's said for the last year or so, has turned out to be a lie, which he told me himself. He was just going to string me along, and wait until the day before I was supposed to go to Nebraska to visit my family to tell me everything. Well, fuck that, and him too. I don't need his drama and bullshit. He's trying his best to hurt and punish me for breaking up with him. He's convinced that I broke up with him for my ex, Dustin, who is my daughter's father. That isn't the case, but I could never convince him of that. Then more recently, one of my other exes, and good friends came to visit me. Aarron as far as I was concerned was to close to perfect when we dated. I was totally in live with him. I never really got over him. Well, that all came to a screaming halt. He came and stayed with me for about a week. The whole time, I thought, he just neede
My Life
well i was busy with work and was recently in basic but im coming back to furbar being active like i used to so hope 2 c yall soon get at me so im the army now i am a infantry soldier station in hawaii and get deployed october. Its finally here this friday is the day i get the fuck out of school so yes its time 2 party like a rock party like a rockstar CLASS OF 07 BABE WE DID it
My Life
i live my life a quarter a mile at a time for first 60 sec im free i love meeting new people but i got this amazin girl cristina and shes my world i am jus on here to chat and make friends
My Life
some poeple just don't know how to go away and live someone be and just keep to them self and know when someone tell them they don't love no more so when someone tell u they don't love them just go away plz and have a new life ok. Sad love is some that come to u when u think it going to be ok and u put ur hops up high and then they come down like a hammer out of the blue and hit u when u don't want it ot.i I have nowing what it like to have that hammer come down on me is like it can take a long time befor u come off the ground and when u do u see if u can still walk at all.i I like to say to all if u get like that plz do take it easy at first ok.It like riding a bike u may fall off but u get back on one day it may not be that day it maybe the next day but never give up just get on and rid the best u can. if u had been like this befor plz do let me and tell how u got back up on ur feet. kennye eckert. to somepoeple think life is a game and they got to play it to the max a
My Link
i hope every one all over the world has a safe day no matter were you you our what country your in even canda just please use caution on here and know who your really talking two theres been two many of my family friends fans who have been hurt lied two diseved and im sick of them getting get taken advantage of by others yes its just the net but people are giving out two much information so please start using caution thanks michael someone who came on my page and called me a lowser cause i cant afford two run blasts our keep my vics cause when my friend who was like dad two me died i didnt get a damb dime also im not lowser you little smuck plus he went down rated me hes only a 7 listen captain i have been on cherrytap for over a year soTHE CAPTAIN@ CherryTAP get your facts straight next time if you l
My Life As Of Now
My Lil Boy
I took him to the dr to get chk out and the dr said it was just his linfonodes .... he has been sick do they were draining .. whoo hooo ... im sooooo happy that it was nothing big .. and thnak you to you all that read this A few weeks ago i felt a bump on my little 2 years old son head, just right above his hair line. I blow it off as an in-grown hair ,but last night i felt it again and it seem to be bigger. I have a DR appointment tonight to see what it could be Ill keep every one posted ... thanks
My Life
Hey people I am getting married in July 19, 2008 to a very wonderful soldier of mine he has been there for me through thick and thin and will always be. I can't stress this enough when you find true love you will know because you won't stop thinking about the person even when you break up and then go back out and then break up and go back out. I didn't think that there was a person that would be my Mr. Right. But I found him and he found me and now we are just right. Happiness comes in all shapes and sizes. It doesn't matter who or what it is. He/she will be there even though you dont' want them too. It is time that people start to love people for who they are and not what they aren't or how you think you can change someone. But the only thing that can't be done. Love them for who they are and how they respect you. I couldn't be happier then what I am now. thanks to him I am writting my vows. I can't understand how people use others. What if the hand was turned and it happe
My Life
My Life And Other Things
this is a poem I made because I am inlove and it is actually happening. :D hope u enjoy it :D What are those in his eyes? What is it full of? Hatred, pain, love or jealousy? I wish I could know what my future lies ahead Who is the man I most desire? 2 guys falling for the same girl 1 girl falling for the same guys There me be some connections between us There must be jealousy between them But why aren't they allies? They're gaze are mysterious I don't know who to choose from now? confused and dazzled in the chamber Pammy this is so disgusting!! there is this guy on msn who is so crazy on him!! he maybe is like 30-50 years old and he keeps on finding love from me he even pretended to be a 9 years old boy!!! saw him webcam EEW!! blocked him!! don't post a comment here!! De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas Welcome! To the elder ruins again The wind whispers besid
My Life
sandy jo@ CherryTAP well im getting ready to get married to the love of my life we have 8 kids together and one big family well that is great and the b day partys are wild and christmas is well lets say alot of trash lmao well the first one went really well cant wait for the more of them to come .
My Life And Thoughts
Well lets see on Thursday afternoon I set out with my truckdriver uncle for Indiana. It was sooo awesome and beautiful! Cold but beautiful. I sooo could not sleep at all. Well I did sleep on and off about ever 2 hunderd miles. But I can now officialy say i have been out of state. I went thru Tennesse and Kentucky and Ohio, and ended up in Indiana it was soo awesome. I hope i get to go more places with my uncle it was great. Well the past couple of days have been going alright me and my boyfriend are fighting a little bit to much and things. I lov ehim to death and i dont like it when we fight. And it is over the stupidest things too. I just dont know what to do, if he keeps treating me like this I dont want to break up with him and lose him forever but that seems like the smartest thing to do right now. But alas im not going to do that. Im so confused right now in my life.
My Life
I Rise From My Bed, The Smell Of Death, Screaming, Torturous Nightmares, Fill My Head.. Black Darkened Room, Glimmers Of Light, Illuminating Outlines, Awaking The Night.. I Start To Sweat, Shaking Uncontrollably, My Breathing Eratic, Panic Falls Over Me.. The Black-Cloaked, Scythe-Wielding Personification Of Death, Hourglass In Hand, I Near My Last Breath, Waiting For The Last Grain Of Sand To Fall, I Try To Shout, I Try To Call.. But Fear Takes Over, I’m Under It’s Spell, I Cannot Scream, I Cannot Yell.. The Last Grain Drops, Comes Crashing Down, All Goes Quiet, I Turn Around, A Glistening Blade Is All I See, It Slowly Climbs , Then Sets Me Free... You beat me as if i am nothing but yet your friends all look down their nose at you. You kiss me as if to make up for all the blows but yet your hits left their marks. You leave me as if its the end but yet I know you will try to come home again. You made my deep dark grave so now please let me rest in peace. I hope
My Life As It May Be
My Life In General.
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My Life
New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) New Pledge of Allegiance! Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer. I liked it. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the ru l e For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and d
My Life
Down in Beantown (Boston) for the summer to take care of some stuff and get caught up with some old friends before I go traveling again. This weekend I am out in upstate NY attending my niece's 10th wedding anniversary. She has me doing all of the cooking for about 60 people. Hey all out there in blogland. I have recently moved from Boston to Los Angeles and made some wonderful friends out here. I was getting kind of tired of the cold weather back east and I was wanted to come out this way. I came out here 25 years ago on vacation and fell in love with the area and always wanted to come back. Finally had a chance to do it so now I did it. This song has some very special meaning to me as I remember that when this song first aired back in 1997 I was living in New Hampshire and at the time this song had hit the airwaves we had just experienced a wave of tragedies when two New Hampshire State Police troopers and a judge were murdered by a lone gunman who later was killed by police in
My Life
well i am really happy rignt now my daughter is almost over her cold,i'm almost over mine.Me and _____ (my boyfriend)are doing very well hes very good to me and i don't have to pretend i'm happy like my last that lasted a year then i couldnt do it anymore so hopefuly everything stays like this
My Life
Some days I seriously question what a man's purpose in life is. When will some men grow up!!! If you can't grow up and be a man and be a father then keep your dick in your pants!!! What I ever saw in my husband I still haven't figured out. Why can't he just let things go, give me what I'm entittled to and move on with his life and suffer the consequences of his actions. When will he grow up and stop the manipulation and the lies. Put aside the hate and look at what is best for his kids. Sorry I'm just so frustrated that I was stupid enough to marry a child. So I guess this is what I have to deal with now for the rest of my life....unless he grows up and hell will probably freeze over before that happens!! Okay I feel a little better now. Things aren't always as they appear to be, read a little more and you'll understand why. I have said that I sacrificed my happiness for so long but do really know? I have been ashamed for so long, living this lie. Ashamed to tell peo
My Life
my whole day waisted. setting in a fucking court room. i asked for a another court date. the DA tells me to wait and talk to the judge 1st. well this was at 9 in the morning. finally around 3:30 the judge tells me yet. i can do that. be back august 28th. what the fuck. could have told me that like. hours ago. i could have been makeing some money. but you know. the judical system sucks. they just wanna waist my time and my money. fuckem all. well today. i woke up and i think i done something wrong. ive had my aunt and uncle here for almost a week. theyve bought no food or help clean. and today i was going thru my parents room where all there shit is looking for some of my music shit. and i found a bunch of pills. well i decided thats some colopgnes and some adivians would be great for a little extra cash. i hope i dont geel guilty. but i know i will cause i dont do shit like that. but you know when you feed someone taht cost extra. they could offer to spend a little money on food and s
My Likes
I am looking for a petite,sexy,Blind,nympho.To help me threwe the HARD times.
My Life
Boy I tell yeah you can't go through one day without something or someone trying to drag you down. It doesn't seem to matter how hard you work in life something always comes along to try to hurt you and make you fail. I have learned though if you go down without a fight then nothing is worth anything to you. You have to fight to survive and get what you want and need.
My Life - Welcome To The Boredom!
I just resurrected my yahoo. I'm looking for people to add to it as I brutally culled the names on it. Didn't even know who half the people were, lol. If you use yahoo fairly regularly and want to add me, let me know in private message or a shout. I'm not in the habit of using it anymore, so I'd also be looking for someone to remind me to use it - if you see me on the FU, but not on yahoo tell me to log in :P Voice and cam chatting is optional. I don't show my junk on cam, but hey - if you're hawt and wanna share, who am I to deny you happiness? :P Donkey fact: Donkeys were first domesticated around the year 4000bc. I got a new digi cam corder. I'm still figuring out how to work the motherfucker. I made this though while fucking about with it's uber cool night vision function. Up is down, down is up, look at me, do I give a fuck? Black is white, white is black, fuck me, a manic attack! There's the demon, approaching with stealth fucking up my mental health. The lights a
My Lil Sis
My Little World
My Life
well i am once again pregnant && i jus finally got my own place so im movin out my moms this weekend... it will be hard maybe i guess but i think i can do it the only bill i ever had to really pay was my phone bill so i think i can manage my bills and take care of my responsibilities... i want to thank all of my cherrytap friends for leaving me comments even though i havent been on here && commenting u guys... i really appreciate it, it makes my feel like i really do have people out here that do care && my mom && my fiancee has been my biggest support && i love them dearly... without them i dont think i will be were i am today...thank u guys for reading my blog && taking time out ur day to leave me comments
My Life
I look at pictures and all off sudden my mood goes from happy memories to being really sad... I miss the silly fights, the weird talks, the walks that I wished wouldnt end, but most of all I miss the smile. I know at this point I cant put myself back there because it was an emotional rollercoaster ride of ups and downs and twists and turns. I'm in a better state mentaly then I was back then and I could probably handle the emotions I was feeling much better now. There are still things I need to do before I can love again though. There have been guys in my life since then but I have yet to allow myself to open up to them; for fear of love? I do not know. More so maybe because I feel I have many flaws of which I do not wish to reveal to anyone because then I once again become vulnerable. I feel since those pictures my life has progressed more slowly then it would have had I stayed. I have one thing left on my list to do before I feel I can allow myself to open up once again. I may
My Life
I'm almost 18 years old. I have figured out what i want out of life i know what i want to do with it also I know i'm going to be MYSELF...I'm not going to be like everyone else that i know that don't know what they want out of life. I know what I want: 1. I want a GREAT eduation 2. I want a job that I can support myself and my FUTURE family 3. I want a nice home 4. I want the man *which I already have in my life* that I can spend forever with 5. I want my life to be the best that I CAN MAKE OF IT. 6. I want my life to be the best for my FUTURE family 7. I wanna be able to support myself not only finacially but spiritually. 8. I want to have a GREAT LIFE, which will not be that hard because your life is what you make of it I'm becoming myself, I'm gonna be out on my own soon and I know people think that I can't wait and yea that is true, but I also wanna be around and be there for my family and my friends. I am planning on going to Austin Peay this fall a
My Life
Relationships/Marriages are NOT A PRISON SENTENCE! Your Life should not change when your with someone! When you were/are single you are able to be yourself and happy. That should never change!! When you are single or with someone! You should be that same person. Being happy and yourself!! Being with someone doesn't mean you have to change yourself. The only thing different/chances is!!......that other person that is sharing your life with you should only make you more happier and make live more enjoyable! THAT'S ALL !! You should never have to change your person or your life to make someone else happy. What about yourself? It's your life and your happiest? And that.... you can never really change. You are who you are.. so never try and change for someone you will not be happy deep down inside. The key to happiest is just be yourself. If that means you'll be single OH WELL....You'll be happier!! If you can't be yourself in a relationship then that's not the RIGHT one. A relati
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My Life As A Mom
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My Life....
Drugs What if any drugs do you do and why? Do you think you are addicted? Why or why not? on a somewhat different course but in the same vein..... I smoke marijuana and I do not believe it is a "street drug" and I feel it should be legalized for the following reasons (partial list).... *Medical cannabis has been clearly demonstrated to be a safe non-toxic medicine, useful in the treatment of some of our most disabling medical conditions including MS, cancer, AIDS, glaucoma, chronic pain, and many more conditions too numerous to list. *Job creation and new tax revenue *Decrease in taxpayer monies to house non-violent offenders convicted of charges relating to the use and sale of marijuana How do you feel about LEGALIZATION of Marijuana? Should it be legalized? join my yahoo group if ya feelin me..... Click Here to Join 420 I am going to start from the beginning (or close to it)..... I am the oldest of four kids....
My Life Of Late
Well got my Ass chewed out today since my Dishes weren't done by noon.There threaten to take the Computer away from me.Told him strait out the computer goes I go.Wanted to no where I'd go.Put my clothes an stuff someplace,an just go I guess.Going up again on my rent for next month he says.Maybe I'll take my check next month an disappear for a week.That will have the ungratefull basturds in check.By right they oart to keep my rent low,since nobody here can do a Damn thing,to pick up after theirselves.They can't even feed there own damn animals.The only one in this house with rules is me.An at almost 50,my additude is changeing.Reality has set in,an death is proberly a few yrs off.Life shouldn't have to be so Damn difficult at 50.An the Icefishing takes a wicked toll on me these days,but better to spend time away .Whenever I get the chance,than to put up with the same shit for 7 days,5 days is enough.Just rambling, Peace I guess my Life sucks,it sucks to be me.This Blog is a spin off for
My Little Tatto Story!!!
SOOOO I figured Id start it off with letting everyone know that yes ME the PIERCING QUEEN got a tattoo .... I know AMAZING right ... haha ... well it all started in Seattle Washington... I was visiting my best friend Brian and Kathleen. I had decided I wanted to do the tourist thing and do the underground tour... and Kathleen was telling me that they had a ghost tour also ... so on the 14th of Oct. I did the underground tour and it Finished about 6. Now you must be asking why am I going into detail? the answer is ... Because I can and if you dont like it well stop reading ... so anyways ... I get done and find Kathleen and basically tell her if I dont eat soon Im going to eat my own arm ... and since I saved her ID credit card and apartment key from the bar the night before I wanted sushi. If you dont know me very well ... let me explain to you that sushi is heaven and its just a step away from an orgasm for me, and Sake OOOOO yes SAAAAAKKKEEE is the best :D ... so yes after explaining
My Life
ive finaly met a person ive known about my whole life and never been able to find. shes everything i expected. no not a girlfriend, but my cousins little girl. she was given up for adoption at 11 months and has been in california for the last 19 years. i spent a lot of time looking for her especially after my cousin passed away, but finaly i met her. i cherish the time we were able to spend together. but then my car sprung a gas leak ive had to fix it twice. but finaly its fixed. today i was fired from my job. sorry my tits are too big and you see me as a threat, get over it. i was there to do a job not make friends. but i start a new job with better pay wednesday which works out. i couldnt go to work without catching some old lady staring at my rack so i was estatic when i got a new job. but yeha thats basically whats been going on i miss everyone i think i may have found a car. not positive yet. but i swear if i get it and it breaks within 2 weeks im gonna scream hold
My Life
theyear of 2007" was the hardest year of my life! everything i use to be and everything i use to like, doesn't even matter to me anymore! In the last year I have been sick over 15 times making it almost impostible to keep a job. I've been in the hospital 3 times, almost died 4 times, been treated for severe depression, have been engaged to the girl who i thought was the love of my life who does't even talk to me anymore. lost most of my friends and gave up on everone else, i just don't care anymore, her family treated me like shit and trust me I won't be dating for a long time! I have no friends, my brother is too busy to be my brother anymore. my best friend is my cousin mike who is like a brother to me. last year sucked, i would say i wouldn't change it for the world but i would be lieing! i wish the day allison walked in the pantry was my day off and at the club i would of let her leave with cindy! it would of saved me alot. I am how i have always been theres no chang
My Life, My Blog
I haven't written a blog since the middle of February, and I have nothing to say really my life is very boring now that I don't have a job. Yes it is the 24th of March and I am still out of work along with thousands of other Americans.Last week was Spring Break but because I don't have class until tonight at 5:30 PM MST I am still on it, and it has sucked. Haven't gone anywhere the family doesn't want to do anything, and all my friends, well they still have jobs they have to be at come morning.Other then all of that there really isn't anything to say.I did however make an appointment to see my doctor about these damn hot flashes I have been having for almost a full year now. Thinking back over the winter, the only reason I had my hoodie or jacket on was to keep dry going into work in the morning or not to get yelled at by my grandmother when I went over to her house in the evening. The rest of the time I was either hotter then hell or just right.Other then the hot flashes I have been h
My Life Is Done
MY LIFE IS DONE Will you remember the way I looked? Will you remember the way I cooked? Will you remember the dreams I had? Will you be happy after you’re sad? Will you see many people around saying I’m nice now I’m in the ground? Where were they when I smiled and sang? Nobody Called…..Nobody rang.
My Life As It Is
I halfway feel like my depression is lifting Like its leaving I feel happy... I actually dont want world destruction... It just started when I woke up yesterday And I slept from 730 pm to 1130 am last night Nuts I don't know why is happening, but I'm glad I love you when you try to say what you mean and end up confuseing everybody. Somtimes yourself, too. I love you when you try to keep secrets from me, but end up telling me anyway. I love you when you get mad at me, then hug me two minutes later. I love you when you put the soap on the top ledge of the shower. I love you when you make me mad, then madder because you make me happy again. I love you when you listen to me complain about something stupid, when something important happened to you. I love you when you make up games out of nothing, and all of a sudden they have a mountain of rules. Even though they didn't excist five minutes ago. I love you when you cuddle with me, it's hard to sleep without you now. I love y
My Life And Me
Since he left my life sorta just been faling apart. I got terribly sick for 4 days and then got fired on valentines day because i didn't get a doctors note for missing one day of work. [thats very dumb/gay/retarded if you ask me]. Went out to breakfast last night with two of my best friends and this 27 year old kept hitting on me.[hes was drunk. very.] but He is nothing compaired to my man. I'm just ready for Feb to be over with. This has been the worst month of teh year so far. March should be better, hopefully have a new job and my brithday is on the 10th and he comes home the same day. theres no where but up from here.
My Life
I will most likely not be here from Tuesday, June 3rd to Thursday, June 5th. My father has a pacemaker and from the results of some tests he received on Friday, it seems that the pacemaker wasn't working properly. He has to go into the hospital Tuesday morning for them to run all of these pre-op tests and then Thursday they are replacing it. I'm not sure if I'll have time to get on here, but if not, I have a copy of the Godfather List in my "fubar" blog, along with the Upper Levels List. But, I'm sure BooBoo will have a handle on that list. I hope you all have a great week. Some of you might have noticed I haven't been here in a few days. Well here is the reason. Saturday morning here in PA we had on and off showers. By late morning it turned into thunderstorms. It seems that lightning hit a house across the road and it fried the phone lines. Since I use Verizon DSL, I was basically put on a long timeout from the internet. Today is Wednesday, many of you
My Little Man Evin
2/17/2007 First off----he is too cute for his own good. Just wants to play "Racy Cars" with Uncle "Jomie". Draws pictures and reads books with Gomma then off to bath time. Introduced him to "Mr Potty Chair. He wore it like a hat, then figured out what it was for. Actually used it like a pro and wouldn't take a bath until he could "make a deposit". Then off to playing "Fort" with Gompa. Thinks he can stand on Gompa Al's belly and not fall off???? Turned on Goodnight Channel and then time to snuggle with Kate.
My Life Series 1
well lets see.... ive been talkin to this guy i met on here... and he seems real nice.... he is moving closer to where i live tomorrow.... and i really hope to get to know him alittle better.... he seems like a guy i could really like.... but who knows maybe we will hook up..... well life is goin pretty good as of the moment... i will be goin back to work here real soon and i cant wait.....and i have been talkin with this guy i like alot..... but then theres this girl christy that has recently gotten interested in me.... and im oh so confused about what i want... it wouldnt be right to mess with them both... so i have a to make a decision on who i want more... man life can be so unfair sometimes... and then i have recently started talkin to the guys soon to be ex... and she seems really nice... she says that she knows about us and she is cool with it since they are gettin divorced...but the think is i like her and would like to be friends with her... but if i end up with him... i dont
My Life Can Sucks
I hate when I can't see my hubby. I miss him so much and need him by myside to comfort me. I love him with all my heart! Vote for me please Nothing seems to go my way so I am just saying fuck it all. I have a man who doesn't want to be married anymore and that really hurts. I am so ready to give up on life it is unreal. I can't think straight because I got so many things going on at once pregnancy, divorce, and just being depressed! I don't give a fuck about anyone's feelings it seems because no one gives a fuck about mine. I can only say that my daughter is my number 1 and I love her more than everything in this world. I don't give a fuck who wants to date me if I don't think they will be a good man around her than they can kiss my ass. If anyone EVER puts their hands on my little angel they will get there ass kick serverely because I won't be afaid to go to jail over my sweetheart. If you think that I am going crazy you are probably right. I don't think people understand the se
My Life
Okay so it's been a while since I have been on fubar. I've missed alot on here, but alot has been happening for me as well. I recently got engaged :) and mine and my fiance's wedding date is April 23, 2011. Very excited! I'm also planning on going to college in January. My mother had neck surgery, alot of deaths has happened with in the past year and I got a new dog. So alot has happened, but I summed it up and it seems alot less then what truley happened. That's an update for ya'll. 2 more days until I get my tattoo. I am so happy! This is what my tattoo is going to be except it is going to be done in blackwork. Their will be picture's and I will put them on here. Promise!
My Life
Confused Puzzled; yet knowing What these thoughts are all about So frightened that my actions are showing Anticipating.. no one will figure them out Follow my mind, or follow my heart Will someone, please, answer my question? Don't wanna lose my love.. so scared to grow apart I'm ready & willing to show my affection What are these feelings leading to; To show me what I wanna see? Or heartbreak for two Won't somebody, please, help me? A Little About Me1) Eye ColourHazel (more green)2) Hair Colourbrownish red with blonde streaks3) Height5\'4\"4) Right or Left Handedright5) Your Weaknesscowboys in wranglers6) Your Fearssomething happening to my girls and grandson7) Your Most Overused PhraseDude!!!! lol8) Thoughts First Waking Upto cold to get out of bed 9) Your Best Physical Featureeyes10) Your Bedtime10 pm 11) Pepsi or Cokepepsi12) McDonalds or Burger King
My Life
I do not like the traditional lines, I will do my own and be just fine, I will not promise til death do us part, I will promise that I love you with all my heart, We will see what the future holds, We will have to wait until it unfolds, In tough spots I will never hide, I promise to be at your side, I can't go long without you near, With you around I have nothing to fear, So in short you are my one and only, And I love you and will be with you always, Now I know only doesn't rhyme with always, But you try to rhyme it in just one day, But you get the message, I hope, So pucker up, and kiss this bloke. it was nice to know that you use to care, it is nice to know that you won't always be there, to you i was just something to use, to me you were the one i would choose, but you decided and now it's done, here i am, but now your gone
My Life
My world was black and white... Cut and dry... Until the day you walked into my life, into my heart, opened my eyes and changed my life.
My Life
Not exactly what you're thinking from the title... but I thought it was easier to write this as a blog than to try to tell so many different people individually. Part 1 - I officially have a new home in Ohio as of yesterday. I've been down here in Ohio for a week looking for jobs and places to live.. and atleast one half of that search has been successful. So yes, I am finally moving back home, back to shitty ole Dayton, Ohio, USA... the birthplace of aviation... the southwestern shithole.. take your pick. But it is home. I will be surrounded by family, and be near a great hospital for the kids. For my Michigan and Canadian friends, if I never got a chance to meet you, I am sorry. If I DID get a chance to meet you, I am sorry that I am leaving. But, unless further instructed, my CT account will remain... so I will always be here to chat with; though over the next few weeks not as often as I used to. Gotta do all that packing and moving bullshit. Part 2 - Some of ya may have cau
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soo my high went to the lowest of lows....the ex bf decided to tell me that he cheated on stuff so im told i have nothing to prove myself and ever since i heard those words it has been driving me nuts. honestly though why should i have to prove myself to anyone. if i have to prove anything to anyone it should be to myself. i know what i need to do and i will accomplish it all one day. but for you to sit there and say i need to prove myself is bull. why should anyone have to prove anything to anyone. if you "love" me as you once said then i shouldnt have to prove myself for your "love". you should "love" me for the person i am and not the person you want me to be. i put up with a lot of the things you told me and have done in the past but for you to say i have to prove to you that i am doing something with my life is fked up. for someone who just got back in school and started a decent job has no right to tell me i need to prove something. i take off one semester and stay
My Little Tainted Thoughts...
This is a reminder to myself for my next blog topic: The hypocrisy of being oneself in today's world How the neglect and denial of who a child is can ruin their self esteem and their life. § Jessica § Okay, so yeah, this one took me a while to get back to. I am no longer in the class that lets me get on the computers everday, so that is why I am not online as often as I would like to be. So anyway, here we go. The phrase, "Be yourself." What does this mean to you? To act the way you want, no matter what anyone else says? Or does it mena to be yourself, but limit it to whatever degree necessary in order to fit in? Or does it mean foolishness to you? That those that are themselves and not who people want them to be are freaks? To me, it means the first, though those options are only a few of the countless interpretations of that saying. Damn it... class over again. § Jessica § I'm just kind of bored on the school computers and want something to do.
My Life
Hey yall this is for a friend of mine, plz help her out, and I will repay you some how. Thanks. Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did n
My Life
Hey just wanted to let all of my friends and family know that I will not be on much as I am in the process of moving, so the computer will be at the new house... Well some people might think this boring, but to truely understand me, you need to read all of this... I was born in San Bernardino, California was raised in Fontana,California. I graduated from Fontana High in 1993. I met my hubby in 1989. We dated up until I was 18 and then he moved away. In 1995 on my 21st birthday I get a call from him wanting me to move out to Oklahoma to marry him. Well I move out there get pregnant and me and him move back to Cali. We have been together ever since. We got married on March 1 1999, three years after my daughter was born and 10 mos after my son was born. My hubby is my life and my kids are my future. I have been through alot with him and I will go through a whole lot more for him. I collect dragons. I have 10 tattoos. My life and my love life is an open book.
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Took them long enough but i finally got the answer i was wanting to hear. unemployment is sending me some money soon.  so people your going to have to put up with me awhile longer it looks like. does happy dance all around fubar. ok everyone i am back now. most of you know i was having a rough time before i disappeared. well i had the internet cut off at home for awhile to help out. but things are getting better now so i am back. thanks for all the love and messages wondering what happen to me. It looks like i am going to get kicked out of the place i am staying since work went down when i got back from Vacation. i went to a place today that was suppose to help out but they said i did not meet there program. so if you do not see me for awhile it because i can not get to a computer. Keep me in your thoughts. your friend, Ben
My Life
Just to let all of my friends here on CT know, I am going through a very rough patch in my life right now, and probably won't be around much over the next couple of weeks, I will try to check in when I can, but I don't know how often I will be able to. I will miss you all though!
My Life
Love has long avoided me, Yes I have been in love many times . Was it true love ? I don't believe so. I have found that person that makes my heart beat out of my chest, and make me lose sleep because I miss them so. The days go by slow as I wait to hold them again. When will I see my beautiful lady again ? I hope very soon because my life is not the same without her. She completes me in every way. I know you are out there waiting for me to. We are like two pieces of a puzzle that fit together perfectly. Someday we will be together sharing life and all it has to offer . I will stand by your side your equal in every way . Giving you support when you are down ,celebrating when life is good. Soon the new chapter of my life will begin will you join me. I wonder why I can't express my true feelings for the one I love. I guess I am scared to show my true feelings. I just want it to be right. I want it to be perfect she deserves the best that can be had. If your reading this you know who you a
My Life
Just thought i would let my friends know that i had my baby on 10/10/08 at 1:44 pm. She was 5 weeks premature but weight 5 lbs and 4 ozs and was 18 inches long She has a hole in her soft palete but is small and they say easily fixed. We will be taking her to Primary Children's Hospital in Salt Lake City Utah.
My Life
Hi everyone just a little of info about me.well after 30 years of marrage i decided to move on to pastures new.i have 3 grown up children 1 boy 2 girls.i have 10 grandchildren i love them all very much indeed.anyway just after my divorce came through i discoverd that i had a terminal illness,my heart and lungs are both shot iv'e had operations but now everything that could be done as been.i look on the brightside though or try to.i dont go out of the house much now,my ex-wife and i are best mates now,i dont want to die leaving any bad feelings about.thats all for now.
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My Life
6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and sometimes, all you need is 1. I wish I could find my one... or my one could find me. I just wanted to see how this works, and the greek goddess is the BEST. Adam
My Life ♥
In my life I have been through a lot of pain and lost of people I love. Something I can never get out of my head is the day when I was five I was raped by my twin sisters boy friend Billy that memory go though my head day and night I cant sleep some night or other night I wake up crying and screaming because I have a dream of that day. The other thing I can never get out of my head is when I was in fifth grade when my foster father Sherman who adopted me when I was six months died but the thing I remember about that day is two hours before he died I told him I hated him and wished he was dead and two hours later he was given the meds he was allergic to and had died ten minuets later ever since that day I have thought that his death was because of me. And also I can never get the day of the fourteenth birthday my best friend Brandon held me at gun point and raped me. These thing that have happened to me are things I have never got out of my head because of it I have had to lie most o
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In case you're wondering when I am Live on my webcam, I'll provide you with a schedule of when and where. Here's my current schedule: Sunday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude House Show) Monday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude House Show) Tuesday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude Group Show) 3/27/07 11:30PM EST (Rude House Show) Wednesday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude Group Show) 11:30PM EST (Rude House Show) Thursday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude Group Show) 3/27/07 11:30PM EST (Rude House Show) Friday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude Group Show) 12AM EST (Rude House Show) Saturday - 10PM EST (My Profile) 11PM EST (Rude House Show) ***I may not be Live at exactly 10PM EST, it could be closer to 10:30PM EST. It all depends when my kids go to sleep. There also may be a night, I won't b
My Life
I left work yesterday and went to get a massage from a friend... who is a professional masseuse by the way, ahem. She did a 1.5hr full-body massage that was amazing using different oils for different parts of the body. While my middle back needed the most attention, it really felt amazing when she was massaging my sinus area near my ears and forehead. Oh my god... amazing! I came home, ate a small Greek salad, and fell asleep on the couch. Gwynn got a massage just after mine and came home and ushered me to bed. I slept from 6PM Tuesday to 5AM today nonstop, and I feel like I could sleep even more. Probably has a lot to do with all the toxins released from my body during the massage. Best $50 I've spent in ages. I got an email first thing this morning indicating that I would now be in charge of training an outside vendor on how to essentially do my job. Remember the scene in Office Space when everyone has to re-interview for their job? This is like that, but worse. Why hi
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My Life
I plan to live my life the way god gave me the will to. I don't lead a destructive life, but do many of daring things. Everyone has they're character defects.(faults) in your own way one way or another. I think it was about 3 - 4 weeks ago now. I was heading into Scranton and on the major lane , RT 6, there was a vehicle disabled and stuck in the middle lane of 3. I looked over as I passed and watched every single vehicle doing there hardest to swerve away so they wouldn't be stuck behind. I pulled my car over to the shoulder about 100 ft above and ran down and asked the couple if they needed a hand getting the car off the road. They were an elderly couple about 60 and were some kind of foreigner lookin people.,, maybe hungarian or whatever,it didnt really matter much. The guy told me what was wrong , and to make a longer story short, I stopped the traffic behind him and guided him on to the shoulder and called 911, cuz he didnt have a phone or anything.
My Lindsey
GIRL OF MY DREAMS She is the girl of my dreams Though I have never seen her eyes seeing me I have never seen her smile or her cheeks, yet She is the girl of my dreams She came to me one day in '83 I can't get her out of my head will she ever know what she means to me? She is the girl of my dreams I've never heard her laugh only cry Yet she speaks to me in my mind She is the girl of my dreams We never had one moment at first yet She is the girl of my dreams One day maybe her face I will see, One day maybe it won't be in my dreams Until the day forever ginger Well this is not so good my girl , LIndsey called me last night and informmed me that she will reside in the Dallas Childrens Medical Center for the duration of her pregnancy which is 11 -12 weeks. She has really high blood pressure (it's genetic??(spelling?) ) and boy I wish that there was something I could do about it but no there isnt. Some things are harder in life to
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My Life Has Been So Blessed
Last but most certainly not least are my true friends. These ppl are my blessings in disguise. True friends are one of the greatest things u can have in life. Mine are some of the greatest that anyone could ask for. When blessed with great friends they should never be taken for granted and make sure they know what they mean to you cuz 2morrow isnt promised. The 2nd most important blessing to me is my Outlaw. We started as the best of friends, he was there for me when I was going through a really rough relationship. I never realized how great a relationship that the best of friends could have. My world has been made complete with him as a part of it. The things that i have always searched for in a man I have found all of them in him. I love u Outlaw! I have been blessed in so many ways that I have lost count. The most precious blessing I have is my 3 angels, I am so very proud of them (due to this being my playground their pics wont b posted here though) they give me a reason to smile
My Life And Times: The Lost Episodes.
Another year has come and gone. How quickly they seem to pass in this the autumn of my life. If I could only manage to slow that clock down a bit more............ Well time for a year in review again I guess. The plus and minus sides of the ledger of life. The paths I have taken, and the ones I passed on. Its all in the way you look at it though. They never seem to balance out in the end. Taking the good with the bad is part of life. Ducking the blows which would sever your head from your body, and delivering the same. Its human nature I guess. I can't explain it any other way. You hurt, you hurt back. You love, you love back. In other words, you get what you pay for. Once started, its bought and sold many times, in many different forms. The guises of threats, innuendo, and deceit. Hate feeds and breeds upon itself. A lesson I have learned this past year. Despite once believing that hatred could be a useful emotion, I find now that it can't be confined to just one person. It seeps
My Life
SO... Boys really do suck. I finally left Gabe, the abusive asshole. Yay for me! Having to get some sort of protection order or something against him tho cuz he won't leave me the fuck alone. So about a month after I left him, I got a new bf and things with him were questionable from the start. I obviously saw something in him that attracted me to him though now i am not so sure it was really him but rather i saw what i could get out of him. That is really sad yes, but isn't that what you look for in rebound guys? Lol. So I just broke it off with him and things sorta went ugly. He was just being so immature about it! I was trying so hard to hold my tongue and my temper in check but I just lost it when he started trying to blame Brandi for breaking us up. I told him to stuff it about trying to blame everyone else all the time for the things that happen to him. Then he continued to just say stuff to piss me off. So I got a little nasty back... Then he called me and things just went downh
My Life
I have been very busy since the last time I wrote here...haven't online much either...I went to school and got my driving those big trucks...working for a company out of Illinois called Star Transport...nice peterbilts..soon as I can I will post new pics with my truck in my album..see you all on the flip flop i luv outdoors, cuddling, romance, music, traveling - mainly road trips, am affectionate, honest, trusting, loving. Part native and love living life to the fullest...luv all animals but prefer cats of all kinds. Have many interests and activities. Hello, many things have changed in my life over the past few weeks.. I have become re-acquainted with a friend. Will be learning several ceremonies this summer. Am presently working on re-building myspace can find more about me there.
My Life On Ct
need all the comment bombs and ratings i can get.... loves COME one and all.... I am in the Ct Queen/king contest.. I need yalls love love and comment bombs...... here is the link when the contest opens at 8 pm est lov you cherries kisses and huggles
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My Life!
What color is your bra? UHH LiKE iM GONNA TELL YOU TAHT!!! THATS FOR MY HUBBY TO KNOW!!! Hair, up or down? UP! Do you straighten your hair? YEAH SOMETiMES! Do you worry about the size of your boobs? NOPE NOT AT ALL! MY HUBBY LOVES THEM SO YEAH!!! What's your favorite girly magazine? SHiT iDK! What's your Favorite mascara? MAYBELiNE! Small or large purse? MEDiUM! In your purse, what are your must haves? CELL PHONE AND MAKE UP!! Jeans or skirts? Jeans! Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable? NO.. LOL! Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? UHH NO!!! What's your favorite color(s)? BLACK AND BABY BLUE!! Do you consider yourself girly? NOT REALLY.. i MEAN SORTA!! Heel or Flats? FLiP FLOPS!! Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? SOMETiMES!! Would you leave the house without makeup on? YEAH! Wal*Mart or Target? WAL MART!! Do you consider making out "unladylike"? NO! On the scale o
My Life
So I was really hoping to get that stimulus check this week since we did have ours direct deposited. We never go it so I went to to check things out. Well come to find out if you had your filing fees or whatever else taken out of your refund you will be getting a paper check.. so that means we wont be getting ours till July *sighs* And our vacation was gonna be next month.. we can still try our best to save we have a few ideas but it just bums me the hell out :( Its been a busy and exciting week for me.. mostly in the fact we will be moving to Spokane! I've been wanting to move back there for years. I have my bro and his family there.. hubby has his best friend and his step dad there. And then something happened earlier in the week to make the final decision on going. He found his 20 year old daughter! And she still lives in the Spokane area. We are going there on vacation in a week or so and she says she wants to meet him so we will see how it goes. He found he
My Life
Well my name is Antoinette and I'm 18 years old I have a twin name Angeleque but I'm the oldest by 5 minutes. I from Chicago but I live in Canton, Mississippi. I don't really have friends cause female really hate on me so I hang by myself
My Life Right Now
yea i have two weeks smoke free. I am so proud of myself. i was able to get a handle on the dreams but i had to start taking some herbal supplements. i am taking Valerian and melatonin. they are to help you sleep and the valerian is for stress aswell. i think that is the one helping me with the dreams. anyway. i hope this little blog helps someone else to quit smoking. oh and i have to tell you. i smell great! i know that's a funny thing to say but i don't smell like smoke anymore. i still smell my perfume at the end of the day. my hair smells really good too:D Yea for me! I quit smoking. I started taking the new pills chantix. They are awesome. In one week I went from smoking one pack a day to three cigarettes a day. Now another week has gone by and I’m done. There were a couple of drawbacks though. The main one is that you stomach hurts, bad. I had to stop drinking coffee. I also have to make sure to eat before taking the pills. But as long as I do these simple things I’m ok. I d
My Life
She was so beautiful when I fond her. Goth, bored, and piss. I made her my BBW but keep my feelings locked away. I let my past pain rune something that could of been great. I let my current fuck ups lock it all away. I should of been happy with what I had but I let it pass me by. I should of worked on it, I should of fix my problem. It's to little to late now. I do wish her the best, the very best. Hopefully soon my feelings well pass so as not to get in the way. Sorry sweetheart, sorry I'm me.
My Life
This blog is extremely opinionated so if you can't keep an open mind then don't read anymore than these first 2 lines.... Lately I've realized alot about life and people in this world....I especially learned alot about myself and my own life. I can't point the finger at anyone for the things that have happened. Nor do I intend to. I just want somethings to be said. So anyone and everyone can read them. First...let me discuss the juducial system and my opinions on certain things involving that. Some of you that know me closer...know the details of what happened back in October and why I'm on trial right now for some really serious shit. I've made many bad choices in my life...I know that. But the thing most people dont know is that I really learned from these mistakes and I've cut everyone I know who is associated with drugs out of my life. Well aside from mary jane. Yeah...I still smoke...and I dont see a problem with it. I know its illegal but it shouldnt be. Sure the
My Little Buddy
Jack will go to jail for ... Sunbathing naked without sunscreen 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at Dear Dad, This feels a little funny writing to you right now, you've past away 2-1/2 years ago but here are some of the things I wished we could have talked about. First a little background. I was your typical fat kid growing up. I had 3 younger brothers who were all normal ( skinny ). Being a fat kid really sucked, because it's easy to pick on the fat kid, all your faults are on the outside for everyone to see. Most normal ( skinny ) kids faults can be hidden from all the other kids. Not the fat kid. You can't hide behind anything ( no pun intended ). You can't even hide from comments your own father says about you. Remember dad when I was about 10 and you asked me to go look in the closet for your slippers. I do. Like it was yesterday. I yelled out "I can't find them dad" and you said in front of my brothers so you guys could have a li
My Life
It's about to rain, it sucks, it has been raining every day this week, and I'm tired of it. I need sunshine!!!
My Life Day To Day .
it was a long night last night , i work for angle rescue. We had a call come over the wire last night around 2 am, so we suited up and flew to very dark area to pick up two children, ages 5 and 8 both females. there mother was killed on impact. it took 2 hrs to cut the girls out of the car , when i started to work on the first of the two girl , there was no pulse and started cpr, for about min with no response blood keep pouring from her head and she had lost eye , after 1 hr. she was dead. My partner work with the medics to save the second girl with out any good out come she died well in flite . Well the is so stupid all the mother had to do is stay off her cell phone and pay attion to the road. I'm sorry if this is sad but i do this everyday. Death has become my friend. It stalks me everywhere I go; slowly catching up to me. Death is not morbid, but a beautiful thing. People feel sorrow fo the dead. The feeling of a loss overwhelms them. They always try to blame someone;
My Life
So...what can I tell you about my mind set at the moment? I think my life has come to a crossroads (How very cliched!). I know that I spend too much time wandering the internet and not enough time living in the real world but it's pretty scary out there. I need a new job, new interests, new place to live but not entirely sure how to get any of them really. I'm a kids nurse but well I guess i'm debating on doing teacher training at some point and I guess I should do it really, it might get me out of this rut I've found myself in. I even tried the relationship thing to see if that was what I was missing in my life and realised it wasn't. Wow this is a sombre post isn't it? Anyway Hello to everyone
My Little World
Where to begin.... I made one decesion out of hurt and anger, and simply being tired of bullshit, wich completly changed my life. I broke up with Mike, and called my best friend Ashley, and she came and got me and the kids, and took us to Arkansas where she lives in Springdale. I was there a little over 2 weeks, and needed to get back to Topeka to deal with 1 of two tickets, so I got one sorta delt with, still have more with that one, and my other ticket is due the 25th. So im up here with Mike, and NO, WE ARE NOT BACK TOGATHER! But he is trying to help i think....but he goes through moments where hes rude, mean, and hatefull. I know because hes hurt, and he has alot of stuff going on too, stuff that has nothing to do with me. Not that its a excuse, because their is none. I know with no doubt, that Mike will pay whatever I need paid, and get stuff taken care of that I wouldnt have a chance at if I went back to Arkansas right now. And dont think im taking advantage of him, because he is
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when u look up at the stars, and close your eyes that warm gental breeze lets you know that you are alive. its always the things u can not see, that gives you hope and makes you belive you see that single leaf twirling and swirling so careless and free. gliding thought the air as it has no where to be. this is the moment in your life, that lets you see this is how life works and its your time to figure out who you are suppost to be. when you feel as if you are lost and all alone, just close your eyes and let the wind guide you home. home as in the one place that makes you feel nothing could go wrong, the one place that always makes you feel loved and it always plays your favorite song. the place you always feel that warm gental breeze, and insteadly your mind is at ease. it make take a day, weeks,even years but you have got to take the time to learn who you truely are and your pourpose in life. and at that moment you will find your one true mr. or mrs. right so the next tie
My Little Bite Of Time!
My family grows apart! I am sick of seeing my friends turn away! My life grows every day just knowing I have friends in little places all over this big world! I have takin some time 4 myself! Time to breath! I have a world waitting 4 me and I am ready to fly! My world has come to a cross road! I think its time to fly! In your arms is were I must stay! Thank U 4 giving me My Little Bite Of Time! CT Loves, 'two'
My Life, Funny And Not
another one that I wrote. Also NOT safe for work. This one shows a lil darker side, so if you can not handle it, then Exit now!!!!!! Carrie flipped the cell phone closed and hopped into the seat of the ambulance next to Chris. He glanced her direction and then back at the world in front of him. “You sure are particular when you’re on that thing. Afraid I am going to tell everything I know?” Carrie looked at him sideways and said “ You need to learn to mind your own business.” He shrugged and put the truck in gear. “I’m a bit hungry, lets grab some lunch.” Chris muttered more to himself then to her. “You eat more then my last three partners too” she growled. Chris Looked at her and said “ if you would keep one more then a few weeks, you would not have nearly as much to bitch about”. Carrie scowled at him and said nothing. They were just pulling into the local diner when the Radio crackled and came to life. “M-18 are you 10-8?” it squealed. Chris started to mutter about lunch an
My Life
Where do I start......I have been thinking about my life alot today(to much time alone). I sometimes think that if I died tomorrow would anybody miss me? And the answer to that is yes! First off there are my kids, they would miss me, my best friend she would, my baby the love of my life she would. Outside of that I dont really care. Im bipolar, so that makes life kind of fun. Most people dont want anything to do with me because of that. Cant keep a girlfriend at all. Well just the one. We broke up about five years ago and she got married because she was mad at me. Well she infromed me that we never really broke up! She still is in love with me, she left her husband for me, she understands me, she wants me, for who I am. She is there for me when no one else would be. After to marriages and alot of bad realionships, Im very bitter and jaded. After my oldest daughter was killed I went cold. I dont have any feelings or anything, my expressions are flat no emotions show on my face. When I a
My Life :(
everyone knows that i have a heart condition that is called cardiomyopathy.well i can die from this and here lately i have been having really bad chest pains and im really getting scared i beleive i am getting worse and im afraid i might die.i have so much stress and i can't work so no money and i just don't know what to do.there is points i just want to give up cause all the pain and everything.i made an appointment to go see my doc. and im afraid what he will say.but no matter what happen i love and care about all my true friends that do care about me.well whoever reads this i hope you will put me in your prayers ty.
My Life Is A Full Fucking Oyster
well its that time again. it was a Tuesday. I'm over a friends house. we had a case of beer about 15 lbs of fresh raw meet to BBQ up and a day that was damn near perfect. so I'm inside making hamburgers getting everything set up so i can go and cook, than the phone rang. something told me not to get it but i did anyway. (me)Hello. *Cody*Bardo. ()Yeah whats up man? **its Cody bro. did you hear about Mikey? ()no i haven't talk to him in about a week. why whats up? **he wrecked his car Friday night. ()Oh shit dude is he ok? **no man, hes dead. he died yesterday. come one man don't fuck with me like that. **i wish i was man, i wish i was...
My Life Is Never Dull, Lol
I got a profile comment this morning and it reminded me that I have not been on in some time. I am sorry I have lost touch with you. I had not meant to. I am busy working on a fundraiser for a gal at work. I should be finished late this week or early next week and be able to put it behind me. After that, I'll be here more often. Please do not take my absence as a sign of anything other than what I have stated. I am fine, feeling good as can be expected considering a rediculously lingering issue I deal with daily. Many of you are aware of that already, and those of you who arent, feel free to ask, its nothing horribly serious, Just not something I'd like broadcast here. Feel free to send mail, comments etc and I will respond. Again friends, fans and family, I apologize if it seems as if I have packed up my barstool and gone home. That was not my intention. Love and frienship to all who read this! ~~Leata Okay, bit of history before I start this one. My 2nd husband raised
My Lifestyle
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours..... Daddy Doms A babygirl's view by Kendra I mentioned the
My Life
Some stupid bitch stole my wallet I am so pissed right now but at least my dad is getting better. Damn I am haveing such a great few days arent I? Ok my life just took a fucked up turn. My dad just got into a motorcycle accident yeasterday morning. My broke his leg and now has to get a metal pole or some shit put in there but they cant do it now cause he lost alot of blood , punctured his lung, broke 9 or his 12 left ribs some more then once, he is having trouble breathing and cant do it on his own right now, he has already had to have his spleen removed and they are watching 2 other organs one is his kidney and the other is his pancreous. (and yeah i cant spell and i could care less at this moment) He is lying in a bed hooked up to so many machines i cant stand it and he would hate it. He is in a dung induced coma cause he has already tryed to fight the fucking machines. I am having so much trouble dealing with this it isnt even funny.I have no idea how to control my feeling so i have
My Lil Man Is 5 Today
My Little Bro
My Life
I am in love with someone. But i really dont think they even care anymore about me. I guess i should have know that from day one. But i can't stop thinking about this person. So i guess i will just back.
My Life
My Life
"Do not fallow where the path may lead. Go, instead, where there is no path and leave a trail"Robert Frost........." In war, there is no sustitute for victory"General Douglas MacArthur......."Only the dead have seen the end of war."Plato........"God grants liberty only to those who love it and are always ready to defend it."Daniel Webster......."I regret that i have but one life to lose for my country"Nathan Hale......."To be prepared for war is one of the most effectual means of preserving the peace."President George Washington........" Eternal vigilance is the price of freedom."Thomas Jefferson......"You cannot de disciplined in great things and undisciplined in small things. There is only one sort of discipline - perfect discipline."General George S. Patton, Jr. ........"You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in wich you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the things you think you cannot do."Eleanor Roosevelt......"Encourage us in our endeavor t
My Life
Like grandpa to a child Who pulls a quarter from the ear Placed gently in the palm A child’s fears held mild   Who pulls a quarter from the ear Strangers found me in the wild A child’s fears held mild To ease the sting of tears   Strangers found me in the wild Gave my life a subtle calm
My Life Sux's
My Life
this story is all true please read and if you have anyone in your family or friends or maybe yourself i can try and help. ever since i was 14 years old my life started to change it started when i was in the 2nd year of high school. my primary school years were great i was an outgoing bubbly girl a normal girl loved hanging out with friends and family and alway had a smile on my face. but it all changed when i was 14 years old. i was in my 2nd year of high school. the boys would call me name like fatty, scar face, moon face as i have a small scar on my cheek in the shape of a moon. i could handle this the teachers would do nothing and say nothing to these boys and my friends just laughed with them. i would then telling my mum and dad i didnt feel well to go to school. the days i did go they started touching me places i didnt like and want them to touch. i went and told the teachers about this but they didnt seem to do anything and my parents went to the headmaster and still never don
My Life!!!
What I have… I have trust not doubt. I have honesty not wonder. I have fun not games. I have sincerity not just what one thinks I want to hear. I have hope not expectations. I have desire not need. I have true love not something to settled with. I love being in love with you honey. I love feeling complete and whole, more then I have ever felt before. There is a part of me that has been filled that I did not know was empty. I thought that I would have to give up on things I wanted and needed to be with someone and you have proven that to not be true. All I have done is love you the only way I know how and that is all you have ever wanted. I love that I can be perfect for someone and that it is you. You and I are not perfect but as we have said so many times we are so perfect for each other. I love you my sweet prince!!! I hold you close to me feel the breath of you and the wonder of you. I remember a time without you but only as one would remember a bleak and distant nig
My Life
In May 2006, My husband and I had decided to try for a baby, the beginning of July I found out I was pregnant, In August my doctor had told me that my pregnancy would not be viable so we had to terminate it because it would everntually become a painful miscarriage. So we did that and since then we've been trying to conceive so today May 10, 2007 I took a pregnancy test and it was positive! I am so nervous, I just hope it does not turn out to be another miscarriage. ok well that's all and thanks for reading!
My Life
this the last weekend i will be able to hangout be for im off for Operation Iraqi Freedom Deployment training. I will not be home for at least 1 year. my weekend so far consists of going to tilted kilt in Tempe, friday night after i finish my final. I plan to hang out all night. if anyone is up for it com and hang with me. also a bunch of my friends are going to go tubing down the salt on sunday!! opening weekend for them so its going to be a blast. so my best friend is not fucking supporting me in going to iraq. I may have volunteered for the tour but still fucking support me. everyday she is like you are going to die over there and she starts to fucking cry about. I guess I can fucking blame the media for it. yeah there is a chance that i may die in iraq, there is also a chance that I will die here in phx. honestly i dont think i will be in any more danger there then here. this kind of shit is really pissing me off. i want to have a great 3 weeks before im gone for 12+ mon
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My Life Sucks
I just messed a great thing up with someone on here. I am not sure if this person will ever forgive me. I guess i don't blame them if they never talk to me again. I should have listen to this person first before i did what i did. I am so sorry sweetie. I will truely miss you.
My Life
i make a wish and nuthing happins i pray at night but thangs never happin i try in life and thangs look down what more can go wrong in such a lil town my wishis never come true and my prays dont even matter to who but my life seems to drag i wish this pain i would never have but what more would i live for if i could never feel pain but thats the way it works but mines all in vain but this is it and now is the time me and my life will never rime not any more and never again i had enugh pain its time for it to end but it wont caze im still around hell what more will this bring to this small lil town my head it hurts but nuthings in side i killed it long ago and i try to hide that this is my life nuthing more damn i wish to never been born but i am and i will try to live my life with in time i hope my time comes so really soon but it never comes fast eunuf ant that the truth i with this heart would just say poof but no
My Life
My Life
well i want everyone to know that i have finally found my true love and that i cant be more happy we found eachother on a date site called plenty of fish . now we live together and plan on getting married our family is perfect with our 7 kids together i have 4 and she has 3 . 16,14,3,7,7,5,3 wow i love the big family.
My Life
So, after almost a year of struggling with everything from emotions, finances, life in general...things are really starting to look up for me finally! It started with my new job. :D I got a new job, still working at the hospital, with a nice pay increase. I start this Wednesday working at the hospital pharmacy as a their buyer. I think that it will keep me really busy and be quite challenging. So very excited to start! Next...I got the car of my dreams. Which not only meant getting rid of my gas hog Explorer, but reducing my payments by $150 a month. Hip hip hooray!!! This car has everything I could ever imagine! It is a Cherry Red Monte Carlo, with black leather seats(heated, like I'll ever use those in Oklahoma), sunroof, tinted windows, auto start and lots of extras inside. I loved the fact that I could change the radio station and volume right on my steering wheel. I was totally like a little kid in a candy store driving home from Lawton! As for my "non-existent" love-life?
My Life & Stuff
What is it with some people? You try to be polite, and they treat you like you're the fucking antichrist! Take this VERY brief exchange with a girl named Whlchrcutie... All I did was go rate a couple of her pics, and this is what I got! Do I really come accross the way she accused me?? I mean, what is it? My pictures, my music, my friends? (It shouldn't be my friends, they're the coolest people here!) Remember to read from the bottom up... ->WhlchrCuti...: anyway, thanks for making me feel 2 inches tall for trying to be nice... I'll leave your mean ass alone now ->WhlchrCuti...: sounds to me like you're the one with freakin' issues... all I did was go rate a couple of your pics, you didn't need to get shitty ->WhlchrCuti...: okay, whatever... WhlchrCuti...: go fuck a dog u freakin asshole ->WhlchrCuti...: Might I ask what the hell that was for? ->WhlchrCuti...: Excuse me? WhlchrCuti...: leave me the fuck alone u fucken freak
My Life....
Lifes journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well presevered body but rather to skid in sideways totally worn out shouting "HOLY SHIT " WHAT A RIDE!!! How many dogs does it take to change a light bulb? 1. Golden Retriever: The sun is shining, the day is young, we've got our whole lives ahead of us, and you're inside worrying about a stupid burned out bulb? 2. Border Collie: Just one. And then I'll replace any wiring that's not up to code. 3. Dachshund: You know I can't reach that stupid lamp! 4. Rottweiler: Make me. 5. Boxer: Who cares? I can still play with my squeaky toys in the dark. 6. Lab: Oh, me, me!!!!! Pleeeeeeeeeze let me change the light bulb! Can I? Can I? Huh? Huh? Huh? Can I? Pleeeeeeeeeze, please, please, please! 7. German Shepherd: I'll change it as soon as I've led these people from the dark, check to make sure I haven't missed any, and make just one more perimeter patrol to see t
My Life Story
Kerry Hoffmann Story 11/19/03 I was born in Seaside, Oregon at 12 p.m. On April 30/1963. Well I had very large family 8 kids in all. Some are haft Brothers Sisters. My Mom was married 3 or 4 times but she was not to happy and loving Wife and Mother to her kids. When I was like 2 years old I moved to Mitchell, South Dakota. Where I lived till I was 18 when I moved out and started hitch hiking all over the places. From South Dakota to Nev. for 2 years and got a job as a dishwasher to make the rent & food till I could find a better paying job. Well that is when I join the carnal (Butler Amusements) they where in the town and I ask them how much they made a week and it was more than I could make there dishwashing. So I left there and got hired as a ride jock in the show. Well it was hard work but fun to we where all over different places in the U.S.A. and I loved it meeting new people and kids and making new friends and more. But that is another story. Then I came home to see my
My Life
men are so.... they start talking to saying babe babyy hun and so forth then they start talking about sex like thats the only thing to talk about. GET A LIFE!!! I dont want to talk about sex all the time. there is more to a girl then her looks or just wanting sex. and if u have kids be a man and stepp up they need u in their lives too. why treat a girl like she is just a piece of meat? it will come all back to u. and dont get on here and pretend to be single when u have some one. it is still cheating. You will have more friends by being honest then u will by lieing because they will find out and never talk to u again. so GROW UP!!! i am so depressed right know i think my husband may be trying to cheat on me when i have been faitful and honest about things. every one knows that i am married. but now for the past year i have not been happily married. i lost my uncle in 98 a friend in 2003 lost my brother in 2004 lost my husbands grandpa and a nother uncle of mine in 2005 now i am about
My Life
This blog is the only one I will be writing for a while. Cuz I'm not going to be writing about every second in my life. If you are interested in me or my life, you can just ask me about it. Or if you wanna just chat or hang out thats fine too. But please don't look forward to a new blog every week or weekend. It's just not going to happen. If you wanna text me I can be reached @ Talk to ya later! Bye!
My Life
I'm in a dilemma here. You see, every so often, the university sends out an email informing us that our password will expire in X amount of days. It's my policy to match my password with the combination to my luggage. So everytime I have to change my password, I have to buy new luggage. This is causing several problems. First, I'm spending a fortune on luggage. Second, there's luggage all over my apartment. Hell, I can barely walk around here. Third, I've spent so much money on luggage, that I can't afford to go anywhere, thus defeating the purpose of having luggage in the first place. Any advice out there in Fubarland on how to solve this problem? As some of may know, my father has not been well over the past few months. Well, he passed away this morning. It was peaceful, and really, it's for the best. He was suffering. Anyway, I have to leave town, probably tomorrow; Tuesday morning at the latest. I'll be online for tonight, but once I head out, I won't be back on here u
My Life
Women are the most intelligent of our species. We men get our strength and our first nourishment and protection and comfort from women. We would not be in this world or would not have life if it were not for women. Yet we sometimes do not give them the respect they deserve. Why is this? I have no idea if I had that answer then I would indeed be on a higher level. I am a man and I'm humbbled by the thought that I really want to please any woman that gives me the honor of making love with her. Although I believe straight up animalistic sex is more enjoyable sometimes a woman wnats a slow hand, a gentle touch, arousal almost to the point of orgasm before she experiences the ecstacy. So my endevour is to bring any woman that I'm with to at least 3 orgasms and then start all over again. In order to do this I need the woman's help. I'll listen to her let her body guide me. Also I would love to talk with women to discuss this topic in order to learn and pass on this information so that I and
My Life In General
I saw this in a bulletin and it really hit home for me. As some of you already know, I am a recovering Meth addict. I have been clean for 35 months. I am very proud of this accomplishment. I hope that by passing this information along, I may be able to help someone to not end up where I was. Any person who would give this terrible drug to a child is lower than low. I hope that these people are caught and put under the next federal prison that is built. Please read and pass this along. Thanks, Mystie There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks. It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR. I'm sure it will make its way around the country. Kids are ingesting this thinking it is candy and being rushed off to the ER in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola,cherry, grape and orange. It looks just like pop rocks. Please instruct children to not accept candy that lo
My Little Slave
I walked into your room saw that you were sleepin very quietly walked over to you pulled the covers down ,you were wearing that red nighty with no undies and the site of your magnificent vulva excited me so much my hardon was straining my pants.I was literally hurting from the pressure I took off my pants listening to your breathing to make sure you were not waking I knelt down between your legs gazed at your magnificent pussy. I had left the door open just enough the light stopped before it hit your eyes as always the juice from your pussy was just amazing glittering like dew on a petal in the morning sun.I started to stroke myself staring at your pussy within 30 seconds i could feel my cum rising and forced my self to stop.I leaned down and inhaled takin in your scent my senses were going wild. Lightly as i could I placed my mouth on your pussy and o so softly started workin your folds with my tounge I moved up a little takin your clit into my mouth letting my tounge just rest
My Life
My Life
My Life
I AM 25 yr old single female i live in illinois i am a mother of 4 lovly kids but they dont live with me because i made some bad chooses when i was younger and i decided to give my kids they life that i couldnt just so everyone knows i make the choose for my kids because i love them with all my heart
My Life...
I started lifting my Jeep yesterday. Yes that is my baby. I forgot to take before pictures, but will have some after pictures when I am done. I keep having problems wnd running into little stupid piddly shit that just takes up time, but I should have it done by the end of the day...
My Life
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If yo
My Lil Island, Kwajalein
In Memory of Father Leonard Hacker Father Hacker dedicated 50 years of his life as a Jesuit priest. Hacker 89, died May 31, 2003, while living at Jesuit nursing home at Fordham University, NY. He was a builder, an educator, a translator... and a musician," said Father William Sullivan, S.J. A memorial service is tentatively set at Ebeye's Queen of Peace church, June 30. In 1952 propeller planes brought Hacker to Majuro and cargo boats arriving no sooner than every six months was the rule. Hacker's connection with the Pacific started 11 years before he landed on Majuro when, as a young seminarian, he was assigned to the Philippines. Conditions in the Manila turned ugly when Hacker, along with other Americans, was imprisoned by the Japanese when the U.S. entered World War II. From 1952 to 1978 Father Hacker built schools, church, rectory and convent and the same institutions on Ebeye from 1978 to 1992. Father Hacker idea of keeping the kids off the street was to simply teach t
My Life Sucks
I have really fucked things up between a great person and myself. I really want to say i am very sorry. I hope someday this guy can forgive me.
My Life.........if It Can Go Wrong It Will
so my niece graduated grade school YAY we went ove on the weekend and ummmmm almost 2 weeks to the night of my fall down the stairs well, ummmmm yeah i got all hammered up and thought i could swim. hahaha well i could till the side of the pool stopped me now on my nose i have a scab from running into it full blast thinking the clumsy award should be mine(last summer i cracked my ribs and still can't figure out how). so yeah moving was rotten.falling down stairs hahahaha yeah i was drunk but i fell bad :-( anyways so yeah now my bf's mom lives in the apartment next door to me :-( my son skipped an exam.and my son is going thru being 15 and rotten and i don't get it......... sometimes it helps to have ppl to talk to and different points of views when ppl feel strong about something............. anyways yeah my life i can't get away from some drama's.who can i guess when you have a family.....well i hope to write on every week but we'll see kisses Hottie for those that rea
My Life
In time, cause I know that all I have left in this precious life is time, and it's growing shorter by the minute, but yea, what I want is that I want to eventually have a son to where I can take out fishing and even if it's his first time fishing, I want to teach him how to fish. I know how to fish, but I have never taken a fish off the hook. I'd love to take off my first fish with my son. To experience the same thing he is going through at that exact moment. To share that feeling with him. "Hey, the first fish I ever took off, was with my dad, and it was his first time too." To share that type of experience with him, that's all that matters. To have a special moment with your son... Even if it meant it was a daughter, I don't care. I still want to be able to judge what guy is right for her and to protect her with all my might and to walk her down the aisle, even if it means, I'll ball my eyes out, just something you have to expect, if u ever want to be a father. Just to make sure she
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Well i got me a new little man in my life to love the cutest little thing ever. His father still hasnt seen him and he almost 3 months old. his father has missed out on the first smiles the first laughes and giggle how big he is getting its his fault and if i have it my way the asshole will never see him ever. little man was born march 30th a week early he was 7 pounds 13.5 ounces 19 inches long and SOOOOO cute. well i FINALLY got then i have to get some pictures i finally got my new tat LIVE LIFE down the back of my calves! rock on the letteras are a blue that fades to black and it looks so freaking awsome so ill go take some pics and post um for ya! HOW could i be so stupid how cuold i love someone so much to try and try and try to make them happy to keep trying to make things right to show him the better way out the way things could be different to try and be the woman he wants to be the love in his life to be the one to take away allthe pain to show him love to show someone on s
My Life
I don't feel like myself. I feel like crying. I don't know whats wrong with me. I wish i could just get past this. I feel so lonely :( I feel empty inside.... This is what happened. My sister and I went over to my dads/mamaw Marys house yesterday like we always do on Fridays. Well things were fine. We watched some tv. Then we decided to go to the store. We bought some foods. I got a salad and some jello, and half of a premade sandwich they make at krogers. We we got home, i ate. And about a couple mins after eating. I started getting a upset stomach. I thought it was just heartburn or indigestion. Since i always get that since Ive had my gallbladder taken out. So i just watched tv and didn't think about it. And then i got this horrible burning, and sharp pain. It came on sudden. It hurt so bad. Then nausea hit me, and i ran to the bathroom to throw up. I was throwing up all night. And shivering and shaking. Having cold chills. It got worse and worse and worse, i was throwing up acid
My Life
Ok I am going to be doing a mass deletion on my friends list and here is why..I am so tired of opening my page and seeing a bulletin board of nothing but drama! People need to grow up!! Its the fucking internet. Should you care what someone else on another pc who u will never meet thinks about you? No you shouldnt! You only have to do what makes yourself happy fuck everyone else. Ive noticed lately there are alot of drama starters, hypocrits, and homophobes on this site! I dont want no part of any of it. So therefor I am doing a mass deletiion and only keeping those who i know are on here for friends not drama. If u dont like what i said just delete me now and will save me the time of deleting u later. Im not here for popularity like alot are! well folks i am gonna be leaving for a while....not sure for how long..may be a week, a month, or for good...not sure yet.. but i will miss all my wonderful friends...just a few words of advice before i go.... Cherish every thing you
My Life!
Hello all I just thought I would log on for a second and pass on the happy news to all my freinds. Sophie Elizabeth B. was born at 2:36 a.m. mountain standerd time this morrning, Her weight was 7 lbs. 12 ounces. and is as healthey as a horse. Mommy & Babby are both doing fine and as you can see by the pics here Sophie is wresting comfortably. When I asked her for a comment on the days events, I got nothing. I will sign off now and am gunna head back to the hospital you all have a great night. You can check out my wifes profile here if you would like. ¢¾ S~E~X~Y ¢¾ D.M.C. {Head Plunder Bunny} Pirate queen & ROOT BEER GODESS!@ CherryTAP CAPTAINDRAGON Hello all my wonderful freinds, I just wanted to let everyone know that I became a proud father once again. Shames Orin B. was born was born @ 8:49p.m. (M.S.T.) on April 2nd He weighs in @ 8lbs 4oz & is health, & doing well. For those of you th
My Life In A Nut Shell!
i had my babies for a week because i am a nice titi(aunt)and i love them soo much this morning they woke up to about $280 worth of presents and i would have got them more but i was told i was doing too much. my girlfriend shannon just got home from tennessee and is spending christmas with her family wishing i was there. i will see her tomorrow or if i am lucky tonight. i am just hanging at home with my best friends vicki janie and there families....its a great day. we have lots of food and drinks..:) having the best christmas with real people! hope everyone has an awesome christmas and dont get too drunk!! lol p.s my dad is doing great and i will see him tonight for christmas my family are running late for christmas....oxox all this is so marked of me kissing my ex girl....not at all nsfw so why do they mark them....i have me kissing a few others and there r more pics out there where people are on top of each other and kissing one another
My Life
Well this Saturday is my Mom's Birthday! We(her family) plans on throwing her this party at a bar we know called The Wheel. I ordered a cake and we plan on having like snacks and refreshments and all. They even have a Karaoke D.J. coming and well we all love to Karaoke. Well, I guess I'll let you know what happens afterwards.
My Life
I believe that there needs to be a license for people to have children. Yesterday, I was in a store and heard a mother talking to her child, who couldn't have been any older than a year. She was telling the child to 'Shut the f up you little bastard.' And so on and so forth. What would pursue a mother who loves thier children to speak to them in such a manner? Even if I was having the worst of days, or if Brandon was acting out, I would NEVER call him such names. Perhaps it is due to my situation. I personally know what it feels like to be called names and how it feels. Against my calmer judgement, I went up to the woman with Olivia and Brandon beside me, and I told her something. "Excuse me....I just have to say that you have a beautiful son." She thanked me, now acting like the proper mother now...which really pissed me off. Looking at her square in the eye, I then asked her something. "What would make you call him the 'b' word?" Her face palled, knowing that s
My Life
So I have 2 kids. Logan and Briawna. They are 9 months and 20 days. Went for their check up this week and everything was good. I love my kids and they are the world to me. It just blows my mind to sit and think how much my life has changed in the last year and a half. Got pregnant, bought a house, had the twins, and now their first birthday is around the corner. It's as if it's not even real. Anyone else know how I feel? Well yeah.. just been thinking about my kids a lot lately... because they are truly the only thing going for me in my life these days. Life can change in a blink of an eye... and I swear lately I feel like I need to stop blinking cause ain't nothing going well. But I can't be too down... I have 2 wonderful, healthy babies. Well I'm gonna go now. Talk to all later.
My Life.....
April 27, 2008This blog was inspired by the song "How Far Weve Come" by Matchbox 20. In that song its speaks about how far people can come, it asks how a persons life would be view by others and it made me think about how far I have come in the last year.If I can back up for a second... On July 31, 2005 my life almost ended. I was rushed to the local hospital with lung failure and I fell into a coma for 4 days. My family was told I would probably not make it out of the coma. I was 674 pounds and thought to be a dead man. But I was not ready to die and God gave me another chance. I spent 59 days in the hospital and lost about 120 pounds during my recovery. I started to walk again and began my fight to regain control of my life. I decided to have a weight loss surgery and began the long process of approval from the insurance companies. One year ago on April 27, 2007 I had a Gastric Bypass Surgery (GBS) at the University of Pennsylvania in Philadelphia. I weighed 529 pounds on
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so...i got entered into a contest, if you could just leave a comment on my pic, a real comment please not just random letters I'd appreciate it, and I'll return the love!!! thanks love It's been on my mind a lot lately, yet not really bothering me, just making me realize that you never know what turn your life is going to take. The people that you think are true and will be there through hell and high waters, seem to be able to leave at the drop of a hat. Over things that make me happy. I'm geting older and don't really like the same things I have liked and it seems like if I'm not the same happy go lucky person that I've been in previous years, then they want nothing to do with me. But newsflash, there is more to me and more to all of us than the bar. I don't need to get stupid drunk to have a good time. I hope that we can mend things eventually and get to know each other on other levels. I truely value each and everyone that I call friends and don't want to lose any of y
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As some of you know, I watch my 22 month old nephew during the day, Monday thru Friday. It gives me a little extra cash and keeps me close to him. What some of you may not know is that he is a friggin GENIUS. He has had a little trouble developing his vocal skills, but he knows some words and always gets his point across. But he also knows some sign language. He can't say "I love you" or I love you, too" when someone says it to him, so I taught him how to sign it, and now he gets to say it to his mom and dad as they leave for work or when they tuck him in at night, whenever he wants. He has also begun seeing people out. When his parents go to work or i leave for the day, he walks us to the door, stands there and watches us leave, blows us a kiss, yells "Bye!" and signs, I love you. then he closes the door. He makes his own breakfast. If we have waffles, he places them in the toaster and pushes the button down, and then knows not to touch it because it's hot. If we have scrambled eggs,
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So 4 ppl have a crush on me. i only know who one is. Anyone else gonna share or drop hints or something? Myspace... Did you know, 29,000 of 18 million of people with a myspace profile, have a record for being sex offenders.. creepy :| Hershey's Kisses are called that because the machine that make them looks like it's kissing the conveyor belt.
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I am so damn bored right now. everyone is working and im sitting here shooting the shit by my self? why is
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I have a very special person upset with me. I am not sure what i did or didn't do. I am really sorry. You mean the world to me. So i am hoping you can forgive me. I love this person with all my heart.
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I am having these extreme sexual fantasies I want to fulfill. When I was younger I was molested it lead to me being very sexual. I learned to let it feel good. and it would lead to me having orgasms from it. IDK. I guess I am twisted fuck. But It never hurt me to be myself. I could care less if you are affected by this blog. Every man for himself out in this world. I can bet you this cherryspace has lots of sick fantasies worser than mine. But I love all. I like to have sex with men who are not physically attractive just really good humping. As for gils I want the ones who are like me. if you are I will add you. I don't need liberal fucks telling me how to think. my mind is my perogotive. and if you have any sweet nasty raunchy sex stories do tell!! I am all for it. Sexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.comSexy Naughty Graphics by Sexy Naughty Graphics by www.maturegraphics.comSexy Naughty Graphics by
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PRESS THE PLAY IN THE CENTER br />From: respect few, fear noneDate: Aug 2, 2007 10:26 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: KeishaDate: 02 Aug 2007, 09:51 PM/>From: brandersDate: Aug 1, 2007 6:40 PMPM*Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about ho
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my life is like a puzzle its in a bunch of different pieces which used to be together now some pieces don't fit some are missing and some are damaged beyond repair. This puzzle one day piece by piece will be put back together again for better or for worse the picture might not be the same any more like it shows on the front of the box so heres hopeing for a better picture.
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i do dildo shows in a private show room, and where i do this, i have a model page where they rate me for my performance and a few days ago, i did a show for a guy...he wanted me to do kinky shit with my dog when i refused, he went and rated me like 50 times a 1 on my profile... now my rating , which was a close to perfect 10, is down to a fuckin 4!!!!!!!and it takes too long to get it like it was and its really important to me cuz i get paid for my score... so ill get almost nothing... and i was wondering if you could do me a lil favor honey.. if you go to my site and get the trial Id and rate me a 10 Ill do something for you, but the trial ID is 5 dollars...if you do that for me i'll do something i never do i'll do you my full dildo show on it will be free cuz there they charge like 2.99 the minute for my show.. so i guess im doing you a good favor too lol but lets do it in this way so neither you or me get screwed ok? first you sign up and then
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  My dad (Tuck) was awarded this - but none of them will see a dime.  But at least North Korea is being held accountable for the torture of my dad and others..... N Korea must pay $94m for torture: judge December 31, 2008 A federal judge has awarded more than $US65 million ($A94.04 million) to several men who were captured and tortured by North Korea after the communist country seized the US spy ship USS Pueblo during the Cold War. North Korea never responded to the lawsuit filed by William Thomas Massie, Donald Raymond McClarren, Dunnie Richard Tuck and the estate of Lloyd Bucher. US District Judge Henry H Kennedy Jr entered the judgment against the country. The USS Pueblo was seized off North Korea while it was on an intelligence-gathering mission on January 23, 1968. The North claimed the ship was inside its coastal zone while the US Navy contended it was in international waters. One of the US ship's 83 crew members was killed and 10 others were wounded. The cre
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Is it so horrible to want to stay single for a while! GRRAWWWRRR! *hits something* One guy just wont leave me alone. He's sweet and he's really cute and everything, but we're too different. Way too different. And I told him to back off. He hasnt. And then...I finally got a good night sleep last night. Nine hours of deep, deep sleep. That's more sleep than I've gotten all week right there. And it was heavenly. I woke up this morning and teh parentals were gone. They took the bike out today. I planned on laying around all day, and they were alright with that. Ten minutes later, my phone rings and I have to find the spare key and take it to them. My father managed to lock his key in his motorcycle. He's fucking brilliant, I tell you! GRAWR! So I had to get out of bed and put some clothes on and drive to a whole nother town to give him a key to get his other one out. This is the second time I've had to rescue him from a key crisis this week. He locked himself out of the house earl
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As I Lie Here Listening To The Wind Blowing, Thinking To Myself What Have I Done, I'm So Confused,Not About How I Feel Towards You, But How I Mess Up Everything. I Just Can't Lose You,Thinking About The Good Times,But Bad Times Is What Hurts Me Mostly. Time Will Tell How We Really Feel Bout One Another. Sorry For Hurting You,For Everything I Have done, In Time You Will Understand Why,But Til Then,My Secret. These Tears I May Cry,Hurting Deep Down Inside, Hurting You Was Not Intended,Now Feeling So Lost,So Trapped. I Think About You Day And Night,Afraid Of Our Love,Scares Me Too Death.Not Knowing What To Do, But Yet So Afraid Of Losing You. The Wind Now Fading Away,Only Sound I Hear Is My Heart,Breaking From What I Have Done,Maybe Losing That Someone In My Life. Our Love Is Out Of A Fairy Tale,No Two People Can Love Each Other More,Then We Do,But What We Had Was Amazing.
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Do You Trust Your Top 4? DONT change your Fubar top 4! Fill the people in below! 1. DJ SATIN 2. DJ JUICY 3. TERRIFFIC 69 4. LIL MIZZ PERFECT Where did you meet 2? In a hospital in Florida. Have you ever got drunk with 1? All the time. Has 2 ever been to your house? Yup. Have you ever slept with 3? Yup. Have you ever gone shopping with 4? Yup. Can you tell number 1 anything? I tell him everything. Have you ever met 1s family? Yup, lmao Do you know 3s middle name? Yup its Marie lol wait she isn't gunna see this right. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 4? Yup lots of times. When was the last time you talked to 4 in person? Last night. Is any of the top 4 in your family? Yup. Who makes you laugh the most? #1. Have you ever done something dangerous with 1? Yup. Do you trust number 2? Yup, & oh hell ya. Would number 4 do anything for you? yup. Has number 1 ever helped you out ? Yup. Ever hung
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August 2, 2007 - Thursday M.I.A. Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry ok so this is an old poem,and it will soon be added to my old poetry blog.... Now im not sure when i wrote it but it was only a few years ago or so....... MIA First when the Missing in action Lost heroes Forgotten patriots Powers at be don't allow true happiness Dictatorship, balance of power We never thought we would be with out each other sittin together yet alone Not know in what to say, were do we do we go form here. As we sit on the beach side by side just enjoying each others company. Yes each of us are missing in action. By now you are my lost hero. Cant help but to think am I your forgotten patriot. I wonder are we going to be allowed Each others company in Valhalla. Are we going to be happily ever after? Its best to have loved and lost Than to never have loved at all It makes one think......... Is it really? Broken Curr
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